By

Dr. Neelima Divecha

HYDROGEN
Stage 1 in Periodic Table
Initiative
Impulsive
Instinctive
Spontaneous
One
Simple
Lonely
Alone

Hydrogen
Stubborn
Single minded
Nave
Immature
Destruction
One sided Unprepared
Ill considered
Not taken seriously

Quitting

Hydrogen Series
Being True Untrue
Whole
Space
Time
Psychosis
Unborn

UNWANTED, NOT NOTICED

No one seems to need what I have to offer.
No body shows up.
Singing Happy Birthday to myself.
You nice looking little boy, whose little boy are you?

NOT INCLUDED IN THE FAMILY

I did not get any support from my family.
The only time that I was first and foremost in my

mothers eyes was when I was hospitalized or suffering

from severe pain.
She did not even care about what I did or achieved
In the dreams, I was not an Integral part with this
family group.

THE NEED IS BASIC

Very simple jobs like the crossing guard, flower shop,

mediocre job enough to keep me happy.

The fact that I own at least something gives me a very
good feeling. I own nothing.
Sympathizes with this man on the road with nothing
but a sleeping bag and with this little girl with no
shoes, little clothes and not much food.
As I grew I managed to develop little ego for myself.

TOTAL ABSENCE OF ANY

STRUCTURE TO SUPPORT
He is looking for his own mother and family, who

merely notice his existence.

The issue is primary, preliminary. It comes before ones
need for food, clothing, or shelter.
Insecurity and struggle are about the most basic
structure, support and Identity.

TOTAL ABSENCE OF ANY

STRUCTURE TO SUPPORT
Calcarea needs the cozy space and affection to feel

secure. He is the stubborn and obstinate king at home.

Timid and fearful when away from such structure.
Calcarea has a lot more self worth.
Whereas the Magnesium is orphaned. He is being
given a step treatment. He feels as if he does not really
belong to the family. However he does have the
security of this shelter, food and support. Although
not the tender care that the Calcarea enjoys.

HERE THERE IS NO RECOGNITION

OF ONES BEING.
The feeling is much more desperate and helpless.
The fear is existential and very acute.
Total absence of any structure.
Total absence of self worth.

UNWANTED PREGNANCY
Fear of pregnancy and feeling of abandonment.
Fear and desperation about being pregnant. Period 16

days late- felt terrible all days. So despairing.

Dreamed I was pregnant. Mixed feelings- felt ashamed
to tell my family.
The feeling in Hydrogen is of unborn, threatened
abortion.

D/D Lithium, Beryllium, Boron

Lithium has acute panic like an infant.
Beryllium needs a backup support all the time like a

child.
Boron has impulse to go down but soon returns to
cling. Fear to slide down is overwhelming. In this
context Boron is like a boy, who doubt his boyish ego,
his ability to face a situation like a brave man.