Beruflich Dokumente
Kultur Dokumente
By Michael Scully
NEWPORT, RI,
Dec. 2, 2120 __ I was one of the organics and I lived
among the re-birthers in a neighborhood they began populating 30 years
ago. They came here because there was energy, which they used to
consume by the kilowatt; that, and it was near the water. Humans and
re-humans have always liked to look at the ocean and Newport certainly had
plenty of coastal views. Of course, when I bought this place 100 years
ago, during the lull in the market I bought it because I liked the
brick-facing and the view from the third floor and the fact that everything
was walking distance. Even now, I usually make the walk to the nearby
markets although, given the distance to the organics and their
neighborhoods, the walk has become a little bothersome.
Now, I suppose youve already done the math
yes
, Im 129 and
yes
,
its time to consider re-birthing but I like the old equipment and keeping
things organic as oldtimers like me like to say. Besides, you lose things in
the transition. No eating, no sleeping your sense of taste and smell.
But the re-birth process comes with the long promise! Life! Perpetual,
everlasting watch the sunrise over the next millennium! Im sure Ill make
the plunge, Im sure of it!
wife, Marjorie, decided to make the leap, the process had been nearly
perfected.
When we first entered the showroom, the setting was rather surreal.
Its one thing to shop for clothing, its an entirely different matter to shop for
a new self. The options can be daunting and with the two of us standing
there making suggestions, the process became confusing, so I left her alone
with the decision: height, weight, eye color shape, size, texture.
As Marjorie moved through the process, she began to change too. The
giddy and marvelous nature of it all changed as she marvelled at the options
and something inside her shifted you know away from me. She got
more serious. Questions that she used to offer would begin with phrases like
what if I did this and how do you suppose this would work and then
the questions stopped coming. She began internalizing and thats when I
started getting jealous, I suppose.
Wheres the Barbie catalog? I asked wryly. I liked to review the
samples, looking at the prospective figures. There was something innocent
in their faces before the leap that made them appear sweet and
earnest.
Barbie! she shouted. You never understood how important this is for
me!
As she stood there, yelling at me, I explored my feelings for her. She
was an organic beauty, born into this world with ice-blue eyes and a
stubborn electric glow that swelled from her soft chin to her high
cheekbones. Often, she pulled her blonde hair back in a tight ponytail that
would bob as she moved around the apartment from task to task. The thing
that drew me to her were her tiny ears. She had such perfectly little ears
that swirled in circles before ending in shallow, asymmetrical teardrop lobes.
Marjorie had always fussed over the slight difference in the shape of her ears
but I told her that her beauty was revealed in her imperfections and my
feelings for her were borne from there.
Of course, it never occurred to me that all of this was changing. When
she finished, I said nothing.
After a few weeks of silent planning, she finally invited me to visit the
re-life hospital for a pre-leap inspection. The reveal as they called it.
I want to know what you think, she said cautiously. So, holding her
hand, we made the walk through Newport to the re-life center to review her
future self, to do the inspection and discuss the next phase of the procedure.
When we arrived, the event was rather clinical. A team of pre-life
surgeons gathered around us and, through a conversation directed at
Marjorie, moved us through the lobby and down the hallway to an ornately
decorated door; above it was a sign: The Revelation Center. We went
inside and the room was a modern space blending hardwoods with stainless
steel. There the doctors pooled in a circle and looked at us. There was a
magnificence to the process. Everything was clean and sterile and the room
was filled with fresh oxygen and artificial lighting. The walls were covered in
light-panel cladding, which offered a visual harvest of swirling colorful
amorphic shapes. It was here where the doctors made the introduction.
Almost as if theyd choreographed it, the three doctors pivoted and
one of them a taller, youthful, athletic woman stepped forward and
began speaking: Marjorie, she said, warmly, its time for us to introduce
you to your new self.
Turning, the doctors led forward to a glass case the Revelation Case
which was shielded with a translucent white light shield. Through it, we
could make out a female form, a silhouette, standing before a strong
backlight.
Is that me? Marjorie asked nearly squealing.
Yes, the doctor replied, but before we show you the new self, we
need to prepare you with some things. Looking beyond them, Marjorie
nodded quickly. Remember, this is before the initial
juicing.
We havent
placed any electrical currency into her-you yet and the effect can be a little
daunting.
Can I see? Can I see? Marjorie repeated.
Well, you must also know that shes without clothing, which can be
embarrassing at first, the doctor said. Is this okay?
Yes. Oh, yes its okay.
With that, the doctors stepped aside leaving Marjorie standing directly
before the glass case. I was there with her too, but I was standing a little to
the side and behind her, watching, measuring her reaction to it all. Thats
when a doctor reached up and, touching a button affixed to the case, the
translucence began shifting and the backlight faded down, yielding to a
softer surface glow illuminating about the figure inside the Revelation Case.
The first thing I noticed was that her eyes were closed. And that she
was taller. The tonality of her skin was a shade darker and her hair was
raven black. When the lighting finally came to the full reveal, the woman
inside the box appeared to come to life. She was motionless, but the light
danced over the fleshtones of her body revealing her curves and her shapes.
Her fingers were long and narrow, her waist was swelt and tone, and her
breasts were slightly pitched with nipples that turned slightly upward.
Physically, the doctor began, she appears to be about 25 to 30
years old.
Oooh, shes beautiful, Marjorie said.
Shes you, the doctor said and, after a dramatic pause, added:
Youre beautiful.
Standing behind Marjorie, I found myself peering at the new form
standing before us. She was, of course, new, and young, and flawless. The
perfect beauty. At the time, I was in my late 90s and Marjorie was just a few
decades younger. Like I said, science brought us medicines and treatments
that extended our youthful lives, but still, I felt like a dirty old man, as they
say, staring at the body of this naked 25 year old woman. And then it
occurred to me, and I allowed my eyes to rove over Marjories new form,
reviewing her legs and her genitals and her torso before I arrived at her
face. I was pleased by all of it and tried to shield my excitement.
Well, this is new,
I thought to myself. And just as I began to let it seep
in, I glanced once more at her ears. As with everything, they were perfectly
shaped and formed, but they were larger, and to my surprise exactly
identical. The symmetry bothered me and I became transfixed.
What do you think? Marjorie said, turning only slightly towards me.
I, I um, I said as I blushed.
He likes her! one of the doctors yelped.
Of course you do, Marjorie said, gripping my arm and smiling. Then
she let go and turned again to gaze upon the new self once more. When do
we do the procedure? She asked finally.
As soon as youre ready, the lead doctor offered, as another raised a
finger to the button on the case, concealing again the form of Marjories new
self. Collectively, we turned away from the glass case and moved across the
stainless steel room towards the door. Just as the door was about to close,
Marjorie turned again, peering backward at the silhouette form hidden in the
strong backlight.
Now, before I tell you the rest of the story, we need to talk about the
cultural changes afoot. Immortality! What could be more life changing than
the prospect of living forever? With the first generation of re-birthing, things
began changing rapidly. First, attendance in the local churches began falling
off. Then the number of live births dropped precipitously. Over time, the
number of re-birthers swelled and little ghettos dividing organics and
re-birthers began forming.
Afterall, the organics had different needs. We had to eat, for example
and sleep. The re-birthers, given their new-synthetic selves, only need
electricity for nutrition and there was a resting component attached to that.
For a time, there was power rationing and a drive towards more technologies
that aided electronic digestion. When, around 2090, the retrofit came,
suddenly, it all fell into place. Absent the eating and sleeping, the physical
differences between the organics and the re-birthers became nominal,
invisible. These days, the blending has created an enhanced society and no
one can really tell the difference, right? Other than the obvious: the organics
were all aging, growing older, grayer, more hobbled; while the re-birthers
blossomed, glowing with lifes great youthful lyric. As we hunched over, they
arched upward alive with the vigor of youth.
The future of evolution, they called it and we all bought into it.
A week after the reveal, we were back at the re-birthing hospital and I
was assigned a place in the waiting room as she underwent the leap. The
process, they said, would take a few hours; and then there was the
acclimation period where Marjorie would have to repair her understanding of
her new self.
It was as I was waiting that a woman appeared in the doorway
seeking my attention. She was wearing a mustard-yellow lab coat with a
placard on it, which read: Grief Counselor.
May we have a moment? she asked, and I stood and moved with her
through the door and down the hallway towards the Revelation Center. She
paused outside and as she spoke to me, I re-inspected the ornate door. It
was cheery and bright with blotches of teak and rosewood; but, oddly, bits
of the wood upon closer inspection appeared dry and flakey.
Window
dressing,
I thought. It was in this moment, the counselor resumed speaking:
Sir, we need to address the issue of Marjorie she paused.
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In time, the lights lowered a bit and a soft music began dancing over
us. The lead doctor came forward and, grabbing my hand, invited me to
stand; she then turned me towards a door hidden among the swirl of colored
wall-panel lighting.
Marjorie! she called out, and the door began to open. An awesome
figure filled the doorway as a heavy backlight bathed her, shading her
features. As she moved forward, I couldnt see her in the shadow; instead,
one carefully poised step moved her into the room, followed by another.
Gracefully, she flowed towards me as the light in the room revealed her
youthful form and figure. She was alive with the moment; her face was
flush; her onyx-black hair was pulled back into a ponytail revealing a bright,
lush smile; her eyes were the color of espresso beans and her lips were full
and rich like ripe plums.
Not knowing what to do, I smiled and extended my hand outward.
I missed you my love, she said, finally, as she leaned forward kissing
me gently on the cheek. Looking down, I glanced at her long fingers as they
folded lightly over mine, revealing the apparent disparity in our ages.
You are so young, I said finally, ...and beautiful.
Thank you, my love.
That was 30 years ago. Looking back now, Im still amazed at how
quickly everything changed for us. For Marjorie, the changes started
internally. Inside the apartment, she moved about me as though we were in
absent universes. In hers, the light of the space was brighter, the windows
were open and the air blew in upon her fresh and warm; for me, I shivered
in the coolness, hiding myself in heavy sweaters, sipping often from my
teacups filled with English brine. For her, the music of the day was a
pulsating, synthesis of nightclub brio and throbbing lights; while I languished
in the amber tonality of ancient jazz. For entertainment, she wiggled about
the flat, dancing methodically, drinking in the spirits of life; while I lingered,
gingerly leafing through brittle leather-bound editions from our library.
They got the pleasure centers right! she confided with me once.
Everything is new and tingly again.
Eager to try her new spirit, she sprung on me like a yearling for what
would be our one and only sexual encounter. Clearly, this meeting our
carnal picnic each of us came to the party with different ideas. Nothing,
and I mean nothing, was as it was. Her skin was soft and baby fresh; mine
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was like aged parchment paper, stained with blots of liver spots and
freckles. It didnt take much convincing to excite me to the prospect of her
25-year-old shape. She was gorgeous in the classic sense of youth and
beauty. But when it came time to share ourselves, I retreated downward
lying on my back and she took the initiative. It didnt take her but a moment
to determine that she was dancing around me and not with me. Afterward,
she allowed my fingers to glide over her but it was clear that this was not
my old friend and, in touching her, I felt unwelcome. She gazed at me,
lingering briefly, before retreating to the bathroom for a shower.
Things were much different after that.
In the evenings, as I slept, she reclined in a lounge chair to plug
herself in. It took her several hours to replenish her spirit. Once, I hid in the
shadow to watch her; as she took the juice, her body arched, writhing
slightly. At first, I thought she was in pain, but when she began cooing, I
realized the process was another pleasure, a nourishment.
Within weeks, we had a routine which included long bits of separation.
I stayed mostly inside the apartment, moving through the rituals of the life
we used to share together while she increasingly sought attention
elsewhere. In time, she was an absent roommate and, seeking to know a
little about her, I began exploring her things looking for clues. Her closet had
become a treasure of information. Inside, all the matronly dresses and
frocks were gone; instead, the hangers were filled with party dresses and
bikini bathing suits and shoes, all sorts of shoes.
It was about that time that our schedules shifted entirely. Often, as I
was waking, she was returning from a night out and shed rapidly retire to
her own space, a bedroom across from mine, where she would close and
lock the door. It went on that way for the next five years. She was passing
through the apartment at times when it became impossible to see her and
when she was there, she was absent.
obliged her, offering to walk with her to the hospital. She said very little
about the procedure to me, but as I sat waiting again, one of the doctors
came inside to explain the changes underway.
This upgrade, he began, will take her off the power system. Shell
be self-sustaining after this.
A week later, I awoke to find all of her things missing from the
apartment. After a desperate search, I moved through the kitchen and
discovered under my teapot a note which read: You are my great joy! I will
love you always! Goodbye my love!
She was gone.
Now, like I said. That was 30 years ago. Clearly, a lot has happened:
the neighborhood is now entirely re-birthers, who look upon me with some
distain. Its odd, really, moving through this neighborhood surrounded by
young people. Of course, none of the re-birthers age. They just move along,
living this lifeless existence absent any sense of the beginning and
absolutely no sense of the ending. I mean, Ive heard that a good retrofitting
re-birthing can last several hundred years, which of course has me
curious: What must that be like?
With Marjorie, I determined that love must be time sensitive. One
must fear losing something, or someone, to truly feel love for them; but,
when the timeline of life shifted especially for the re-birthers the timely
importance of love faded.
But Im 129 and, apparently, the cut-off date for these procedures is
130. So, my organic days are fading. At some point, Im going to have to
make the step forward or embrace the inevitable.
Theres one more thing to consider. A few months ago, Marjorie came
to me. Id seen glimpses of her, but I hadnt heard from her in years. And
then at my door there she was! I pulled the door open wide and she
glided inside. Looking after her, I watched as she moved through the room,
which was glowing in bright sunlight; she moved passed the kitchen and into
the living room and without saying anything, she opened a window and
suddenly the room filled with a salt-sweet ocean breeze.
I miss you, my love, she said as she turned to look at me.
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Three days later, I was called down to the re-birthing hospital and the
doctors met me in the foyer. As before, they shook my hand and moved me
down the hallway to the Revelation Center.
We have something to discuss, the lead doctor said as she pushed
the door open and moved me inside. In 30 years, the room had changed
very little. The walls were bathed in flowing waves of colors blue and
violet and gray and in the back of the room was the glass case; inside
was the shadow of a womans form.
What is this about? I asked.
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