We meet at this Azkara for Jane, at this day and place to
remember Jane, the day after we read Parshat Zachor. This is not the only specific command to remember something, after all we are told zachor et Yom Hashabat Lekadsho. But it is the only command which not only asks us to remember, but also not to forget Lo Tishcach.
What was so terrible about the Amalekite attack that that we
have both a mitzvat Aseh and a Mitzvat Lo Taaseh? After all, the Egyptians oppressed us for hundreds of years, enslaving us and starting a slow genocide by ordering the killing of every male child born, and not only are we not commanded to remember that but we are positively commanded not to abhor them Devarim 23, 8.
Why the difference. One of the answers is to be found in Pirkei Avot, Perek 5, Mishna 16, which I will translate as follows: If love depends on a specific cause, when the cause ends so does the love. If love does not depend on a specific cause, then it never ends. The same applies to hate. When hate depends on a specific cause, it ends once the cause disappears. But baseless hate lasts forever The Egyptians oppressed the Israelites because in Pharoahs words
Beware, The Israelites are becoming too numerous and strong for us. In other words their hate sprang from fear, it was rational. 1
The Amalekites however were not being threatened by the
Israelites. They attacked a people who were tired and weary, and specifically those who were lagging behind
So the Egyptians feared the Israelites because they were strong and the Amalekites attacked them because they were weak. So the Amalekites were not rational, like the Egyptians. And with irrational enemies, like most of those we have today and that we read about daily in the newspapers, it is vital to remember and also not to forget that this is a permanent war to the end of days ' Hashem will be at war with Amalek from generation to generation. Going back to that mishna in Pirkei Avot . ,
All of us here, and many others who couldnt manage to be here ,had a love for Jane that was not . We loved and admired her for who she was and for what she was. Her courage in adversity, her humility, her kindness, her humour and wit, her optimism and her simple but steadfast yirat shamayim. Her entire life was a struggle, with tough economic times as a child, illness and early bereavement in her close family, medical challenges throughout her life as a mother and wife. Yet, amazingly, one never heard a breath of complaint or the slightest hint of bitterness at her fate. She was, and is, an inspiration to us all. And because this love of ours for her is not dependent on anything external, it is a love that is it will never cease. We will continue to remember her with love, admiration and honour. I cant let this moment pass without devoting a few words to Chayim. We have all seen and felt the huge void left in your life by Janes departure. Your daily with this has been 2
painful for all of us to see, and I doubt whether anything any of
us can say or do can mitigate your pain. I hope that seeing the way all of Janes friends have constantly turned up for the monthly shiurim held in her memory is some comfort, and, poignantly, tomorrow the Emuna group will be doing their annual mishloach manot packing which she so enjoyed joining in with. Shlomo Hamelech wrote in Kohelet A time to mourn and a time to dance. This seems to be a very harsh apposition. Human beings cant just turn off their emotions at will. But the Halacha asks us to do just that. There is even an example in the Torah itself. When the Mishcan was dedicated Nadav and Avihu, sons of Aaron HaCohen, died will bringing an alien fire to Hashem. Moshe Rabbeinu calls to Mishael and Eltzafan the sons of Uziel, the uncle of Aharon,
Rashi comments: . On the day of Am Yisraels simcha on the dedication of the Mishkan, nothing was allowed to spoil the simcha for Aharon and the people, not even the death of two of his sons. We also have an example each year in the life of this country. On Dalet Iyar we have Yom Hazikaron, surely a day of , yet immediately upon the setting of the sun we break out into dancing separated only by the implied havdala ceremony of the lighting of the national beacons. Now nobody is asking you to break out into dance, but we hope that this day of zikaron for Jane will mark the end of your year of and we wish you and it is our fervent prayer to Hasem Yitbarach that he give you the strength, the health and the appetite for life to move on with a healed soul so that you and Guyli can look forward to better times ahead. ! 3