"Playback what?" I asked, rather perplexed. It was the first time I
heard about the term. The meeting was a blind date, and the man had been involved with playback theatre for a decade. As clich as it might sound, we followed an unspoken rule of blind dates: sharing the things we were passionate about. "So you don't follow a predetermined storyline?" I further inquired, genuinely amused. Each answer he gave me only brought forth more questions, as the idea sounded so foreign yet at the same time quite ingenious. "Hang on, could you elaborate that part about 'playing back the audiences' stories, please? How do you play it back? With a tape recorder?" At home, I typed in the keywords on a search engine. If a picture said a thousand words, the still images presented to me were to be blatantly honest somewhat aversive. A small bunch of people, usually clad in black, performed in a minimally decorated function room, sandwiched by one or two musicians on one side and two people sitting down idly on the opposite side. The whole setting screamed psychedelia: a colourful cloth tree, hands in the air, contorted facial expressions; they seemed almost too avant-garde, too exaggerated. It was not until he took me to a performance in Manchester a few months later that I had my first taste of a live playback theatre performance. Contrary to other theatre performances I had attended, there were less than 15 people in the audience. For the next couple of hours, I watched the actors enact the stories told by us the audience on the spot. The audiences wept and laughed as different theatrical forms played back diverse stories ranging from the excitement of purchasing a new mobile phone to a father's embarrassment of having to temporarily live with his now independent son post marital annulment. I went home with a cocktail of vehement emotions; my initial skepticism had turned into a profound inquisitiveness. As time passed by, Arnet Donkin, the man from the blind date who introduced me to this world had become my partner. However, our search for further performances was frustratingly futile, which was surprising as we lived in Leeds, one of the biggest cities in the UK. The company he belonged to Mirror Mirror was based in the South West, too far a distance to be frequented. He himself had not been performing routinely since he moved to the North in 2014. Yes, he would attend gatherings here and there or participate in the European gay playback rendezvous, but they were not in the UK and they were seemingly inaccessible to a beginner. The playback school was located in London, but I was apprehensive to pay a lot of money for a formal, systematic training to join a community I was yet to comprehend. I craved for something more communal,
informal, and accessible for a beginner, a greater exposure to brace
myself before I plunged into the world. Of course, there were none.