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2016 Quiet Lightning
front cover: Law of Attraction by Sheeba Maya, digital painting
back cover: The Waters by Sage Stargate, graphite on paper
Good Girl by Katie Wheeler-Dubin written in conjunction w/
Anastasia Kubas photography project, Nothing But Light
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Fruitvale Is by Rohan DaCosta first appeared in Oakland Review,
v.3 (Pedestrian Press)
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CASSANDRA DALLETT
KATIE WHEELER-DUBIN
Good Girl
FERNANDO MEISENHALTER
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ROHAN DACOSTA
Fruitvale Is
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she saw me. She saw my shyness. She said, youre shy.
She said, Katie, youre a good girl. Fuck, I thought. You
can see that in my hands? How do you survive parties?
she asked. I ask people questions, I said.
I think I am liked by a lot of people because I listen to
a lot of people, even when I dont ask them questions.
Also, I like to drink and smoke weed and take acid
and molly and mushrooms and dmt and suck dick and
climb trees and orgasm in cornfields and volunteer at
lit readings and go swimming in the ocean despite the
riptide. People are greedy vampires. Being liked and
being friends are two different things. Friendship is a
mutual cannibalism. I think that more people call me
theirs than I call mine.
A good party girl, to quote Sia, dont get hurt, cant feel
anything. She sings, Im the one for a good time call,
phones blowing up, ringing my doorbell, I feel the
love, feel the love. I agree with her message. Its easy to
love someone who is fun and good at phone calls. I am
trying to cut out the people in my life who are using
me, but it is hard to do this, being a good girl. I really
dont want to be a good girl. I want to be a bad girl,
but real bad girls dont buy boxes of condoms. Real bad
girls dont grimace at the thought of failing. Real bad
girls have ice fortresses around their hearts. Real bad
girls dont feel bad for saying fuck you.
I want to be a pleasure party on Tuesday and a shadow
bitch on Friday. I want to laugh and cry in the same
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T N E Y S 2 0 1 6 M A X M A R A O
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B A G D ESI G N E D B Y R E
P I A N O S
BUILDING WORKSHOP
Max Mara hosted an intimate dinner Tuesday night
to celebrate the one year anniversary of the Whitney
Museums new building, [as well as] the launch of the
Whitney Bag Anniversary Edition.
Bettina Kilkha, Max Mara Hosts A Dinner To Celebrate
the Whitneys One Year Anniversary, Forbes, Apr. 28, 2016
Max Mara Whitney Bag
Designed by Renzo Piano Building Workshop
Colour: Pearl
Details:
The Whitney Anniversary Bag is made of soft pearl
leather, and comes in two styles: one has flowers,
and one has leaves. It is like a bush, a tree, and when
it is unfilled it looks like an empty mind. The Bag is
designed by an anonymous artisan who works for
Renzo Piano, an architect who makes money, along
with the Whitney, from the sale of the bags. The
Bag is a metaphor that sits at the highest reaches
of luxury and longing, and its only function is to
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I do.
And just like that Im transformed into an
American.
The guy next to me shakes my hand.
Coungratulaitiouns, he says while I stand there
dumbfounded.
Thanks, I manage.
Some weep, embrace one another.
Im alone. I walk out of the place feeling as lost
as ever. I put on my jacket, pull up the zipper. The
wind hits me. Its still very cold.
But somehow I no longer care.
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HAN DaCOSTA
FRUITVALE IS
I know a place held together
By a level stretch of road
Two expressways
And a perfect myth
Where the houses are pastels
Broken Easter eggshells
Scattered about the chewed up hills
I know a dog named Bunny
That gets loose and chases pigeons
On the downward slope of Manzanita
I know a woman named Jackie
With a voice like a secretive canary
She hobbles over fissured slabs
Through the murder dubs
With a light in her heart
And Jesus across the chest
Fruitvale is on fire
Like that car melted in half
Clothes spilling out the back of an exit wound
Like every hunk of metal
Every gold-toothed grin
Like that temple riveted on high
Just briefly tanned in a tangerine syrup
At the breaks in conversation
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