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To know is to decide
Bonnie Baumgartner
Introduction
Acknowledgements
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1. AWARENESS
SYNCHRONICITY
ATTACHMENT
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2. REPEATING
COORDINATES
INFLUENCES
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3. DARKNESS
DARK ESSENCE
TRADITION
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4. IGNORANCE
LIGHT HELPERS
RELIGION
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5. JUNK DNA
FEEL the JOURNEY
YOU the NARK
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6. SUFFERING
NO CONDITIONS
DRACOS
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13. SASQUATCH
COVERT WAR
MORAL CHOICES
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7. LOG OUT
PSYCHIC WAR
NO MORE LIES
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14. PROGRAMS
BREAK PROGRAMS
FIRST HANDLERS
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8. ELEMENTALS
WW SERVER
LEAVE FOURTH
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15. TODDLER
NURSERY RHYMES
PTSD and DID
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9. EVOLVING
BRAINWAVES
ELF WAVES
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16. TRAINERS
SECRET SOCIETIES
COLOR PROGRAMS
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10. PESTICIDES
MORE SECRETS
BIO WARFARE
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17. PSYCHIC
ALPHA and BETA
FRUSTRATION
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11. WOUNDS
NEGATIVITY
OUR ESSENCE
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18. JUMPED IN
ACCOUNTABILITY
JUMPED OUT
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19. LAND of OZ
SUPED-UP Vehicle
REMOTE VIEWING
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21. RECEIVE
ACTION
BALANCE
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22. COMPASSION
QUESTIONING
GOING LIGHTER
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Introduction
AWARENESS HEALS ME
To know is to decide
The system on earth currently in operation is based on
everyone controlling each other to conform to the master plan and current programs our handlers are executing. Humanity is micromanaged by handlers all the time.
The lie our handlers sold us and we adopted as truth
was: believing that all gifts and punishment come from
outside our biology and that we are ONLY our biology.
Those beliefs create slaves to external manipulation.
Accepting and believing that you are powerless to control
what happens to you leads you to despair and feelings of
being trapped in your biology. You decide consciously or
unconsciously that your only option is to escape mentally
or dissociate to feel empowered and free.
Your ability to dissociate PROVES you are not your
biology. The biology may only be a stuck vehicle BUT
to honor your commitments, responsibilities and align
with universal law, you need to get back in your vehicle
and harmonize with it. Make it sing again, master working in concert with your essence or soul aspect and your
vehicle. Dying to separate your essence from your vehicle or biology, leaves you with the same moral issues you
have not resolved when you had biology.
When you have dissociated from the biology, your
essence or soul is distracting itself. It has given up
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Acknowledgments
Tragedy and Hope:
A History of the World in Our Time published in 1966
by Carroll Quigley
There really is a world system of financial control in private hands that is able to dominate the political system
of each country and the economy of the world. I call this
system the World Trade Federation. It is an ultra-secret
group of the most powerful men on the earth. They now
control every major international institution, every major
multinational and transnational corporation both public and private, every major domestic and international
banking institution, every central bank, every nationstate on earth, the natural resources on every continent
and the people around the world through complicated
inter-locking networks that resemble giant spider webs.
This group is comprised of the leading family dynasties
of the Canada, United States, Britain, Germany, France,
Italy, Japan, Russia and China.
Suzanne Lie http://www.suzanneliephd.com
Since I was a very young child I have had a Vision
of other realities in which everything looks, smells, sounds,
and feels different.
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Awareness
Awareness is having knowledge. The more knowledge you gather the easier it is to discern your truths.
Wounds, pain and suffering are healed as you gather
more awareness, knowledge, consciousness and wisdom. Awareness, knowledge, healing and the resulting wisdom are always gained INDIVIDUALLY and
expanded on INTERNALLY by the individual. You can
gather awareness and knowledge anyplace. Then sift
through the information to decide what is truth for you,
personally. Own those truths and put them into practice.
Always be conscious and aware of any changes, finetuning or adjustments you need to continuously make.
A secret political faction is called a cabal. The cabal
or Illuminists handling the earth and its people believe
that having total power and control over everything is
how they like it and want to keep it. For the last 20 million years war has been waged between; the dark AND
the light OR the group that wants power over others
AND those that choose power from within the self OR
the different truths found on the third dimension AND
the higher universal truths of the fifth dimension.
Generation after generation for millions of years,
those that believed in POWER OVER OTHERS were
conquering and controlling planet after planet in the
Milky Way Galaxy. The power over others species were
mainly reptilian and believed in survival of the fittest.
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thoughts and emotions are unable to see higher vibrations aligned with compassion and universal law.
The universal principle of VIBRATION is that everything in the universe, physical or not moves in waves or
circular patterns with each having a unique color, vibration, sound and smell. Each vibration or frequency has
a FIXED level of awareness or consciousness with fixed
rules, themes or purposes. Vibrations can move and shift
like our thoughts and emotions do.
Dimensions, vibrations or frequencies are distinct
event sites. There are an infinite number of sites that
are not stacked like pancakes and they DO NOT occupy
time or space because they are states of consciousness
or awareness. An individual can move to, or be a part
of ANY vibration that they can MATCH their vibration
with.
All fear or negative thoughts or emotions prevent
you from moving into higher vibrations of compassion
because you have not matched your vibration to compassion. Residing in compassion and getting all twisted
about something delivers you right back into the third
dimension, vibration and fixed rules.
When you engage in combat, disputes, upset or paybacks with dark enemies using anger or fear. Your negativity FEEDS them your energy. Your strong fear and
anger energy makes them stronger. They feed on YOUR
fear energy, sorrow, anger, guilt, revenge and doubt.
That low vibration attracts to you more of the same victim predator confused innocent dark cycle.
The Universal Law of ATTRACTION or like attracts
like. The vibration you emanate attracts more of the same
experiences on that vibration back to you. You get what
you give. What comes to you reflects with CLARITY the
thoughts you are currently holding.
Forcing, yelling, hitting, gossiping, righteous indignation and or blaming are all negative and lacking compassion. Blaming your child, spouse, soul or god attracts
more lessons in suffering to you. Wallowing in the most
pain and suffering or being the biggest bully or the most
famous or infamous maintains the third dimension
vibration and the fixed rules of duality.
The Universal Law of ALLOWING grants individuals the right to have their own reality to BE and DO
whatever they choose as long as they avoid violating
others rights or destroying any part of the collective
environment. This means you stop trying to get others to
adopt YOUR reality or vibration. When you stop forcing,
demanding, pleasing or seducing, you can allow. Release
your judgment, blame or attachment to what you have
decided YOU need to be, say or do. Free you first. THEN
you will have no attachment to what others want you to
do, say, be or think. Hating, waiting to be rescued, seeking justice or vengeance, going to war is attachment to
and forcing your reality onto others.
Those having the POWER WITHIN carry so much
compassion or light for the self that they EXPANDED
beyond third dimension reality and truths. Higher
vibration means higher perceptions and the skill to see
beyond any illusion. They see through the lies, deceptions and control. Once you CHOOSE to respond compassionately to ALL stimuli. Let me repeat respond
compassionately to all stimuli. The Universal Law of
ATTRACTION brings you compassion. By not reacting negatively or with drama you free yourself from the
fixed third dimension truths and realities, its separateness, darkness and duality.
All emotion has an intense essence, or odor or scent.
This is the way animal and plants determine if a human
is safe or not. Plants move towards or move away.
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ALL life in the third dimension has a fifth dimensional form to move into whenever they are ready to
maintain compassion for the self.
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SYNCHRONICITY
We have worked our way down to the low vibration of
negative thinking by our self, BUT we are not abandoned
or alone. It is our job to notice and trust that we are not
alone; all our other LIGHT soul aspects are cheering us
on. Dropping hints and clues and arranging synchronicities in our reality for us. Your light soul aspects are
doing this for you from the dimension of compassion,
the fifth. This is a leap of faith you need to take if you are
currently operating mostly in the third dimension.
Be cautious and alert for your dark soul aspects, a
few of them followed you the little human or ego into
the lower vibrations to maintain connection with you
and they are not so nice generally. They tend to be rude,
negative, judgmental and accusatory. They will heal
after you do.
You most likely rejected pieces or parts of your personality, which you didnt like so much or approve of,
so you split those parts off. These parts and pieces will
also give you negative input. When you are on your path
to greater light and these parts and pieces are willing
to trust you to be nice, you need to ask your rejected
pieces to rejoin you. Having all your pieces and parts
back together makes you stronger and whole. You need
your parts and pieces to move to greater light and higher
vibrations.
The Universal Law of PERPETUAL TRANSMUTATION of energy is that all sentient beings have the power
to CHANGE anytime they want to, especially on this planet
of free will. Raising your vibration is hard work that YOU
need to DO! Clarifying and changing all your individual
and personal thoughts to compassionate ones, takes some
serious thought and work. You must stay present in your
biology, treat it well and honor it all of the time.
Any imbalances you have attracted to you as a result
of your attachment to ANY agenda, idea, thing, person,
power or control (yes, in concurrent lives and different
realities) have to be uncreated by YOU removing your
energy feeding cords, attachments and contracts from
them. You need to be your very own super hero in present time.
Our light soul aspects are always ready with hints,
clues and synchronicities for us to gather knowledge
and wisdom from. SYNCHRONICITY is when two or
more events that are unrelated, come together to have
a meaningful impact. The spiritual synchronicities our
light soul aspect structure and orchestrate for us are
planned from the higher vibration of the fifth dimension that is free of time and space so they are aware
of many things the little human or ego is not aware of.
They always know the probabilities of what has or could
happen.
Synchronicities are structured like a net or field or
spider web with all of the possible potentials for you,
plus the potentials for those around you. Your soul
aspects SEE all the connections and percentages of what
is most probable to happen in present time. NOW! What
the little human or ego does or fails to do and think at
that meeting, happening or synchronicity is a whole different matter. You can lead a thirsty human to water or
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ATTACHMENT
Attachment is clinging, grasping, holding or hindering. Attachment to a person, entity, outcome or energy
is you redirecting energy for your personal agenda and
reality. This is you trying to force the flow of divine energy
and intelligence. When you invoke what you consider to
be a god or super hero or power, like a Beloved Master
or Archangel or the Devil or Dragon or divine will of the
Creator, you are pushing a particular outcome or agenda
that you think is desirable for the reality you live in.
Attachment to ANY agenda or outcome for YOU
or another individual or group or planet, goes against
the law of allowing and being calm and peaceful. Even
when the other, is being what you consider to be selfdestructive, that is their choice, creation and path to
THEIR wisdom. Your path is very probably different.
Allow them to experience the consequences and gifts
of their choices without your interference, your god
complex or your agenda or the best way to do it or the
way the experts say to do it. Withdraw your energy, cut
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Repeating
Human behavior is predictable and consistent. Especially
when the human dissociates, is not aware of what they
think or fails to gather any NEW information and never
concerns them self with the cause and effect of what they
do or so. Unconsciousness makes the human very predictable. Our light soul aspects do all they can, within the
rules, to get us to pay attention to what we do and are
attracting to ourselves. Our thoughts create us. Their job
is to facilitate your step-by-step process back to alignment
with universal law, receive and give only compassion.
When we go against universal law or create the same
mistakes over and over it is because we have broken a
fundamental law of the universe. To stop re-experiencing the same misalignment over and over again YOUR
thinking needs to HAPPEN first. Your compassionate
thoughts and awareness need to work together. Your
conscious awareness will precipitate a shift in your
thoughts or conclusions. Being conscious breaks programming and groupthink. Your point of perception
needs altering or a wake-up call.
When the same dark behavior, resulting from OLD
dark belief patterns, is being played out by you over and
over again. You are not thinking. You just replay old patterns with DIFFERENT people and situations and even
in different realities or time periods. It is past time to
SEE what you do and think. How often do you need to
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Orion Group or Reptilian or Illuminati base of operation. Maldek was the 4th planet in our solar system that
was destroyed by a battle planet sent by the Galactic
Federation as a counterattack in response to Orion terrorism and to prevent more attacks on a Pleiadian planet.
The atomic explosion destroyed colonies on Earth, Mars
and Venus.
Your soul aspect from Maldek incarnated on earth
during Lemuria and Atlantis and you joined the Atlantian
Brothers of Biel to defeat the Lemurians. Currently you
incarnated as a white male European member of the
Illumanti trying to create the New World Order.
You have experienced the same moral dilemmas in
all these event sites and many more. You have always
chose dark truths and power over others. You have little or NO compassion for all the pain and suffering you
experienced in all these realities as a helpless dependent
child. UNTIL YOU have compassion for your personal
pain and torment, you will not have any for those you
torment or allow to be tormented. WAKE UP! Can you
hear me, compassion for your pain and suffering first.
When you do choose, to align with universal law, you
rewrite your history with your new thoughts and behaviors and your role will be altered in all your alternate
and parallel reality loops you have created for you. If
and when you choose that course of action you would be
rewriting all your current, alternate and parallel realities all at once. When the change happens you feel a bit
spacey for a few days with all that intense transmuting
going on in all your realities at the same time.
The trauma based programming you got and gave
your children and grandchildren and the others in the
family can and needs to be owned by you. It was what
you chose to experience. When you are interested in
owning what you did and allowed others to do, your
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Do you want control or compassion? You have experienced abuse as a child. Is your reaction to feel worthless and wounded or do you have compassion for the
abuse, that child suffered at the hands of dark parents,
siblings or strangers? If you know that you created your
life and its lessons before you were born and possibly
in other realities, it may help you to release feelings of
being a victim or predator and powerless. Once you can
expand your thought from BEING the character within
the game to that of being the programmer of the game
you are experiencing, you can create expanded higher
vibrating more compassionate thinking.
Another set of event loops to consider: You think
yourself to be stupid, ugly and worthless. So we know
you were treated badly as a child or in other realities and
you believed and accepted that you must BE stupid, ugly
and worthless OR you would have been treated nicely.
THE PROBLEM here is you accepting their dark
truths. You still dont get it. This was a dark planet when
you grew up and dark people have only negative dark
manipulative things to share with each other and especially with their children. The dark ignorant ones had
their way with you, THE intelligent beautiful and valuable one.
You did not discuss your value with your light soul
aspects. They would agree that you are intelligent, beautiful and valuable. So which reality do you choose to
keep adopting? You can accept your experiences as the
lesson they were and move on. Or you can have more of
the same on this merry-go-round. Always, this is your
choice on this planet of free will and darkness. Will you
hate and blame yourself like all dark ones do. Or will you
have compassion and be compassionate with you?
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COORDINATES
TIME is an artificial creation for third and fourth
dimension, which we are in the process of leaving. We
are moving to NO time or everything existing together
or the now moment or present time. Because everything is hanging out all together you need an address
or location or the coordinates of where you want your
consciousness to reside. Moving to a different reality is
like logging into a game or another reality. For example
you want to go to 1992. You enter the spinning circle of
infinity setting your intention to FEEL that era or time
period and what you wish to experience during that
time. You allow that feeling to connect you to that time
and location.
You are allowed to maintain the same form or frequency you choose until you feel you have done and
experienced what you wanted to. After a while spent in a
time reality like 3rd and 4th dimension you want to rest,
rejuvenate and to expand spiritually in a timeless world
aligned with compassion. Pure awareness in loops on a
theme is in operation when we sleep, meditate or create because then we are all thought without our biology or the duality matrix limiting us. Time on the fourth
dimension is faster than time on the third dimensions,
but life is still sequential. In higher frequency realities time is not sequential it fluctuates and changes as
we create and change it with our awareness. When you
resolve an issue of yours in the past, present or future it
gets resolved in all three times or locations. AND in all
alternate and parallel realities.
We have completed this experience of duality can
you let it go? Earth is a state of consciousness just as
the New Earth is a frequency of light or awareness and
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INFLUENCES
Understand whom and what influences you and
forms the truths you live by. Awareness of what has
influenced you helps you make new decisions or choices.
Your thinking will always be reactions to your families
beliefs, friends, religions or your country of origin. The
world or reality we live in currently was created by the
Illuminist that enjoy deceiving and tricking ignorant
children. They call it psychic warfare. Humanity is the
confused innocent child tricked and deceived. Illuminati
lies have been so large and we have bought into them generation after generation. Now we have trouble accepting
the truth when it is told. Generally down through the
ages we have been given the opposite of what is true.
And the Illuminists laugh at our ignorance. The same
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approval. Leading us away from the wisdom of universal law. Thinking with your heart has become following
the DARK ones agenda most frequently. All conditional
love goes against The Universal Law of ALLOWING.
Your need, the illuminists need to have humans adopt
their reality is not allowing. Have no attachment to what
others want you to do, say, be or think. Hating, waiting
to be rescued, seeking justice or vengeance, going to
war is attachment to and forcing your reality onto others. Rescuing others is against the law of allowing unless
they request assistance.
When assistance is requested verbally or nonverbally
remember; The universal principle of RESPONSIBILITY
is that you respond when you have the ability and enough
light to respond to the needs of others without energy
feeding cords or self sacrifice. You receive energy from
all those you respond to because you are creating energy
together synergistically.
The universal principle of AUTHORITY means
the one that is aware, worthy and capable of accepting
responsibility for an act has the authority to act. Many
want authority but will not take the responsibility for
their actions.
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Darkness
Yes, in higher vibrations or the fifth dimension dark
and light or polarities are blended. But to have a clearer
understand of darkness and its truths or the way its
energy functions, dark and light are separated out in
this matrix and other low vibrating realities. That is also
why there are two sexes; male and female. Those energies were separated out for us to clearly understand the
different and complimentary energies each sex has.
The invisible realm agrees that ANY energy source or
entity that carries LESS than 30% light is dark. Humans
call dark energy and dark entities by many names: unbalanced energy, demon, devil, reptilians, evil, dark aliens,
dark soul aspects and frequently your relatives or ancestors. They are dangerous because they are ignorant and
live by dark truths seeking power over others through
trickery and deceit. Dark ones can have biology or not.
Dark ones love to control biology that the core personality has left or abandoned. Those are the people that say
things like I dont know why I did that. Those alive on
Gaia with less than 30% light are easily 40% or more of
the population. SCARY!
Dark TRUTHS are blame, judgment and refusal to
take responsibility for ones thought and action. Dark
ones deceive, deny and twist the facts to control and
manipulate others to get what the little human or ego
wants. Dark entities siphon your fear energy. To create
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tells you to steal and you do. Then that thinking and
behavior has become yours. When you adopt the belief
or obsession or anothers reality it becomes your truth,
what you are entrained with, allow, project and attract
or create in your life. If you created it, you need to take
on the responsibility of uncrating it by withdrawing
your energy, cutting cords and breaking contracts.
Our soul aspects are ever present with us in all realities and experiences to help and guide the human. BUT
when they have gone dark you need to carefully discern
what information has value for you when you want to go
lighter. When the human asks their soul or higher self,
a friend or parent What do you think of me? And the
response is negative or belittling that is a soul aspect or
human that is confused, ignorant and dark. Only a dark
human or soul aspect will tell you that you are stupid, ugly,
evil or not worthy. The soul aspect is holding the mirror
for you to see WHAT your thoughts are about YOUR self.
The DARK soul aspect will also encourage the human to
abusive the self or set yourself up. If you THINK you
need to be punished the dark soul aspect will help you out.
But know this about punishment, it never alters behavior,
it binds your essence to a low vibration and teaches you,
the offender, it is wise to operate covertly.
When questioning your soul aspects, you can ask for
a 100% light soul aspect to answer your questions. A soul
aspect that carries light is always honest but never negative. Any answers you get that are negative, dark or confusing, IGNORE because that comes from a wounded
entity without compassion for the self. Breaking negative thought patterns that have been in your bloodline
for generations is no easy task, but is the only way to
move to greater light.
To honor the law of allowing the dark and Illuminati
are being restricted, sequester, isolated and contained to
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DARK ESSENCE
Dark or gray essences are defined by their LACK of
light or compassion, their ignorance. They are various
shades of gray to black. They include the EARTH BOUND
or SHADOW SOULS or DEMONS or REPTILIANS
or any dark entity without a human biology currently.
Any command heard inside or outside your head seeking to dominate or nullify your judgment is a demon
or darkness. You may hear, see or sense their presence.
Generally we havent seen them because their vibration
is SLIGHTLY out of our range of sight. The autistic
and our animals generally can see them and sense their
presence because their range of sight is greater than
most of us.
Earthbound essences or entities may just drop by
to say, Hi! Some stay earthbound to learn more about
universal law from the humans that are experiencing
higher vibrations and carrying more light. Some earthbound do not realize they are dead or they have STUFF
or money or unfinished business they want to direct or
control. One man died leaving his money and wife alone
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TRADITION
The tradition of handing down abusive mental, emotional and physical treatment to the next generation
is the way dark behavior patterns stay firmly in place.
Part of the Illuminists psychic warfare is to keep us in
fear. How many parents training and method of control
based in creating fear in their children? The fearful child
grows to be the acting out or compliant adult. The compliant adult has so little compassion for them self they
are unable to consider a childs or anyone elses welfare
for that matter. From the childs point of perception they
have no control over their biology and can be accessed
at anytime. There was no one to rescue the child. The
child not rescued or protected, frequently becomes the
adult predator.
The body of a YOUNG child, before puberty, can be
stimulated frequently to cause sexual arousal absolutely!
Satanic cult members sexually traumatize, stimulate
and drug all the children they can get a hold of especially their own children. This keeps the child sexually
AROUSED but unable to do much about the arousal,
as they are physically unable to orgasm until puberty.
How much do you enjoy sexual arousal with no physical release? For the child to release their sexual tension
or arousal they will need to physically exhaust themselves or distract themselves. Sexual tension or arousal
consumes their consciousness preventing their ability
to focus on anything else. Teachers and parents wonder why the child cant learn at school or why the child
starts fights or why they are sexually provocative or promiscuous. The predator tells the child, See you want it,
and the child goes into GUILT, SHAME and BLAME of
the SELF. A great set up to torment the child and lower
self worth and make them compliant and fearful for the
rest of their life, because they dont know what is wrong
with them.
When someone uses a child sexually over a period of
time and suddenly stops because they got too old, they
will then have abandonment issues. This happens with
illuminati slaves that reach 30 years old. It never dawns
on a child or adult that they just got too old to sexually turn on the twisted adult. So they spend the rest of
their life trying to figure out what is wrong with THEM!
If sexual activity is your only warm contact with other
people you will miss it and feel abandoned when it stops.
These dark ones and their traditions can go way back
into the DNA line. Even all the way back or concurrently
to Atlantis and Maldek. The same dark soul aspects
keep coming back with new biologys. Your ancestor
or you as your ancestor could have struck a deal with
the devil, demon or any other kind of darkness on this
planet that committed your body and your energy to the
dark ones. When the little human or ego is feeling insecure or inadequate they invited some big scary demon
or dark energy or the devil or reptilian to increase their
HUMAN power. Just because you or an ancestor invited
this darkness in DOES NOT mean you need to keep
playing with it or following its orders or trying to get it
to love and accept you.
The most effective way I know of to permanently get
rid of dark is to clear up its ignorance about compassion
and universal law. OF COURSE if you have used this
darkness to define you than you are not ready to release
the dark in YOU. Giving up the darkness might not be
possible for you, UNTIL you understand and LIVE
compassionately aligned with universal law. When you
STILL want more ATTENTION, things or stuff than others have. When you have a double standard, one for you
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and a more ethical one for others. When you are smarter
and cleverer than others. When you deserve more than
others. When you are more pious and spiritual than others. When you sacrifice more or are the sickest. When
you gossip and judge. Then you are still embracing and
holding close to you, your darkness, demon, reptilian,
ancestor or family members you choose darkness.
DARK says, OH YES I can get that for you. I can
make you feel better. Remember dark always lies, denies
and deceives. Dark dances around rubbing its hands
with glee very ready and able to help you sabotage yourself and all others that trust and depend on you. Asking
the dark to leave forcefully, breaking contracts and cutting cords doesnt have a lasting affect, because you keep
calling the dark back to SERVE your scared little human
or ego. You invited it back in to play with you. To give
you self worth by bestowing power and control. It will
only cost your energy, biology and free will.
The universal principle of JOY and INNER PEACE
increases with deeper connection and surrender of the
little human or ego to their light soul aspects point of
perception, giving up the human free will for living in
divine will and following universal law. Receive and give
only compassion to YOU first.
Even if you are a predator now your victimization
came first, real or imagined. Having YOUR memory
and feeling of how painful it was to be victimized, will
give you AWARENES and compassion for you and your
experience. Compassion for the confusion and loss of
trust in others you experienced. Compassion for your
betrayal when you trusted the dark to be honest, fair and
compassionate. Betrayal is a dark truth.
Many of us felt victimized or betrayed when we left
universal law and moved into darkness and dark truths,
demons, reptilians, the devil or making the little human
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programming. This 10th science deals with occult sciences of astral projection, ESP and telepathy. Gamma
code calls for demons and suicide programming that
is often layered into this system. These alternate personalities would rather DIE than leave or betray their
FAMILY or cult or the Illuminists.
In gamma programming there is also Scholarship
programming and photographic memory. Gamma personalities know 8 different languages, some are modern
and some are ancient languages.
GATEKEEPER Programming and programs are
found throughout the illuminati systems. They impose
their reality on other alternate personalities within the
system by using SUPPRESSION, judgments, force and
deception. They do not ALLOW freedom of thought.
Dark is dark whether it is found within you or externally. You own it and embrace it or you master walking away from it. We came to lower vibrating realities
to increase our knowledge, our WISDOM about dark
truths.
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Ignorance
The cabal and darkness know there time is over. The
light has prevented them from starting WARS to maintain the DARK mass consciousness of the previous
millenniums. The dark cabal has been limited to using
shooting sprees or acts of terrorism by Illuminati programmed individuals or slaves throughout the world in
hope of maintaining fear in our collective consciousness.
The acts of random violence are a need for violence by
those that are so NUMB inside that intense fear reassures them that they are still alive. As we increase our
light on earth, the greatly wounded dark ones will be
identified and given knowledge and awareness that will
help them heal if they choose that.
As more people move to higher vibrations, FEAR
losses its appeal just as any violent entertainment will
and does loose its thrill the lighter you get. Fear deliverers a short-term rush of adrenaline to alert you to move
away or prepare to fight. Fear and the following
adrenaline rush, does make dark ones feel intense, alive
and dramatic. Fear is their proof that they exist. Like the
exhibitionist needs to show their naughty bits to get a
SHOCKING result from a stranger or crowd. It proves
to them and reassures them that they have naughty bits
because people were shocked.
Ignorance is a lack of knowledge or information
and that is what the dark ones lack, information about
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To carry more light you MUST reclaim your biology. Your awareness of higher vibrations and greater
amounts of information come through YOUR energy
field and the biology anchors that energy. You need to
work with your biology, clear out any dark entities and
move back in. We came to this dark vibration to experience dark truths NOT live in them forever or get trapped
until your life force runs out. The New World Order is
designed to keep us trapped until our life force runs out.
Our military, police and large corporations are trained
to groupthink, take orders and dehumanize the enemy
or consumer there is always an enemy created or a
consumer tricked into buying more of what they do not
need. It is easier to humiliate, demonize, torment and
dismiss the enemy or consumer as stupid or someone
you deem less valuable than you.
The dark individual or group of dark ones are not capable of feeling your pain or having awareness of your suffering. They are ignorant of their own pain and suffering.
Their core personality has abandoned their biology also.
Their biology is following orders or the program currently
running. There is no one home to interact with. Learn to
walk away from the dark, do not engage, force, blame or
vent. You do not have the skill set to take on the dark AND
that is going against the universal Law of Allowing.
KILLING Programming is only one of the ways
Illuminists create and trigger a killer. Training starts at
two years old. The child is put into an electrically charged
metal cage to shock the child. Then the trainer takes
the child out, and places a kitten in its hands telling the
child to wring the kittens neck. The child refuses and is
placed into the cage again for more electric shocks until
they are dazed and can no longer scream. The trainer
takes the child out and tells them to strangle the kitten.
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They shake all over, cry, but the child does it, because
they are afraid of more torture.
They strangle the kitten to death and the adult praises
them for doing such a good job. As the child ages the
animals get bigger and eventually they will be forced to
kill a human infant. This is theta programming, and or
psychic trauma based programming also.
By 9 years of age the child can put together a gun,
aim, and fire on command. Practice is done on realistic
manikins. Then there is practice on expendables or in
virtual reality training. The child is highly praised when
they do well, and tortured when they dont comply. By
age 15, most children will be forced to do hand to hand
combat in front of spectators that watch the games as
they did with ancient gladiators, sometimes to the death.
Not unlike the Hunger Games series of books in 2010
and the movies. By 21 years of age they are well-trained
killing machines with command codes to kill without
remembering what they did or the training they have
endured to do what they did. The cover story is that
they are mentally ill.
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LIGHT HELPERS
2013 marks the turning point or shifting vibration from
old SURVIVAL truths to more light and COMPASSION
for the self. Things are even more stressful if darkness is
your choice. If you keep playing with the dark you ARE
getting increasingly out of balance. Earths unbalanced
systems; families and organizations are crumbling and
becoming chaotic.
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RELIGION
Many light ones have incarnated on earth to help us
reconnect with our light soul aspects and universal law
like Buddha, Confucius, Lao-tsze and Jesus. They incarnated to bring humanity the simple HIGHER vibrating
knowledge, truth and wake us up. Their message was
simply you are the same as I and you need to save yourself. Just as Alistair Crowley said in The BOOK of the
LAW we must rely upon ourselves, for we alone have
the power to save ourselves.
Later followers of Buddha, Confucius, Lao-tsze and
Jesus, with the help of the dark reptilian Anunnaki, distorted the messages of light, which is most often the case.
The EQUAL SIBLING messenger got transformed
into a figure to be WORSHIPPED, which is against the
law of allowing. Then DOGMA was created to be sure
you worship the holy one in the correct manner or be
punished.
The double speak of the Illuminist is ever present in
our dark worlds. The RELIGIONS they created for us
are thinly covered demonic or satanic worshipping they
brought us from Draco. The dogma is a guide on HOW to
express your belief in a Supreme Being or super human
or controlling power, especially a personal god or gods
or Satan and demons. Religions have a system of dogma,
a set of principles laid down by an authority as being
incontrovertibly true. ABUSES administered under the
guise of religious training. Training is the key word.
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Junk DNA
As the spider creates its web, the human creates their
electromagnetic energy field or DNA or web or personal matrix that is ALWAYS linked and connected:
continuously RECIEVING and TRANSMITTING personal, planetary, galactic and celestial information. Our
personal DNA or energy field is designed to capture all
we need. We use our DNA unconsciously all the time.
To use your DNA consciously you need to consciously
FEEL it. You need to stay awake and aware in your biology to do that. Easiest way to perceive your matrix,
DNA or AURA or your soul aspects is through your skin.
Slight breezes gently touching your face or on the arm,
an invisible touch or tingling sensation. That is some
of the first senses or feeling we have of the continuous
energy communications that go no outside this matrix.
Higher visual sensations are perceived through imagination. Auditory sensations first come on line as silent
sounds, emanating from within rather than around you.
To consciously see and hear, it is helpful to close your
eyes.
These expanded perceptions come through or are
amplified by our biology moving, singing, drawing or
writing. During the creative process we move our focus
from the slow moving electromagnetic field from the
third dimension into the fifth dimension vibration,
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Some vomit to expel drugs or are bulimic to expel emotional upset. All are sexually addicted or fight it, to
become asexual.
All mind-control slaves share POST TRAUMATIC
STRESS DISORDER or PTSD. Slaves are full of
shattered and wounded alternate personalities. Selfpunishment and social withdrawal are natural symptoms of PTSD, programmed slaves and abused children.
Gender Identity Disorder GID, issues are common
because the illuminati treat both sexes the same way
regardless of their sexual organs. The child and adult do
not feel a strong identification with either sex. Females
get a bit more abuse because they were born to serve
and are used as breeders, but cloning is good. Darkness
always needs someone to blame and punish, women and
children are good for that.
Negative and self-destructive feelings are held in
check and balanced by other parts of Illuminists programming that become part of the persons personality.
When the slave considers venting on the trainer or leaving the illuminati, the control systems of fear, negativity
and suicide come forward to keep the slave trapped and
frozen or dissociated in place or powerless. Some alternate personalities nark or call to tell the handlers that
the slave is trying to leave how and when.
Programmers and trainers enhance the painful emotions into the alternate personality systems to work to
their advantage. Different splits will hold the anger or
fear or social withdrawal or guilt or blame or promiscuity and desire for self inflicted punishment. Illuminati
slaves tend to be very self-absorbed judging, blaming
and criticizing the self in endless loops that take them
NO PLACE. They distract them self from ever taking
constructive action with their suffering. Just as all small
wounded children are angry frustrated and suffering.
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Suffering
Suffering is to POINT OUT to you that you are going in
the wrong direction, away from the light. There is a better choice or direction to take your thinking. Suffering is
a HUGE distraction and detour from being responsible
and making your moral choices. If you are suffering and
not grieving, you are playing with dark people, things
or events. How much longer are you going to wait, to
wake up? Our culture has misled us by allowing us to
believe that you are being a good person by not being
the predator when you suffer. That is a dark truth, a lie
and binds you to your predator or what you fear or avoid
or are suffering from. Law of attraction brings you more
of what you have.
Greeks created their Gods to be above Humans. Their
Gods were totally dysfunctional with all sorts of unresolved
issues living in duality and drama. They were jealous, hated,
committed incest and were vindictive. Their family was
like ours and like the Illuminatis family. The Greek gods
toyed with the humans to irritate each other. How much
has changed? We have one god that is love with a war
in heaven and a fallen angel that is angry, judgmental and
vengeful that wants your soul. Sounds Illuminist to me.
The human issues continue in the victim predator and
confused innocent cycle. We have not embraced compassion yet. We project those characteristics onto Gaia
also, when she gets angry she strikes you with lightning
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or no rain to kill the crops. When you are compassionate with you THEN you will be compassionate with others. While you are compassionate with you; Gaia or god
will never seem angry. You will know they are following
their path.
Our deities or organized religion say suffering is
rewarded in heaven, AND that is more disinformation.
The reality is, suffering creates more suffering since
the law of attraction brings you more of what you have
already created or have allowed in your life. Suffering
vibrates in the band of darkness.
The sufferer is so distracted or so focused on their
personal pain that they do not honor their commitments. Neglecting being compassionate and grateful for
the lesson they are in. Pity the child that might need to
depend on them in anyway. The sufferer is not going
within to gather awareness of compassion. PLAYING
with dark is ALWAYS painful sooner or later. Like playing with a poisonous snake. There is no question IF IT
WILL strike, the only question is WHEN it will strike.
The only way to avoid suffering is to avoid playing with
the dark. They are dark BECAUSE they do not choose to
be nice or light. When you keep playing with dark you
choose to get bitten and or bite sooner or later. You undo
your cycle of dark by walking away or out. Withdraw
your energy and your participation from the creation
you find yourself in.
ABOUT SENDING LOVE or PEACE or NASTINESS
The intent to send love or any message with an
agenda, to those that are suffering or you want to suffer
MAY help them to experience brief moments of peace
or suffering. BUT having ANY agenda goes against the
law of allowing. You are projecting (forcing) your reality
on others and therefore, you are interfering with their
ability to heal them self. Do you carry a child when it is
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of this game, illusion, matrix or duality is to have compassion for YOU and any wounds you have.
Forgiving your predator does not heal YOU, until
you have compassion for the pain and suffering YOU
experienced. Compassion for the child you were. All of
our physical perceptions are registered on our physical
brain that is part of the rules of this hologram or illusion.
Judgment is also part of this matrix. Judgment is a
thought joined together with an emotion that is ALWAYS
fear-based. Conditional love is a form of FEAR or driven
by fear of suffering from a loss. I love you when you...
or If you never...I will love you. Being good enough to
be loved is the primary addictive quality in this illusion
or game. Not being GOOD ENOUGH keeps you trapped
in this matrix, keeps you running in the victim predator
confused innocent cycle of darkness.
Victimization, hopelessness and overwhelm has
overtaken those that are not seeing the illusion we have
lived in and maintained for so long. They get depressed
and turn their anger inward onto the self, creating self
hate, blame and judgment of the self or they get ANGRY
to avoid feeling the fear and wounds turning their anger
outward and venting on others becoming the oppositional and angry criminal or predator.
The dark controlling this reality decide if your biology lives or dies. Their goal was to control your soul
aspects, but they have failed to do that. Our LIGHT soul
aspects operate outside of this matrix with universal
law. Gaia is a BEING like us that has higher vibrating
expressions. She has expanded and we have a planet and
frequency ready for us to in habitat when we release fear
and become compassionate. The Mind or mental body
surrounding the biology vibrates or resonates beyond
and out of this hologram. The electrical impulses in and
around the body or DNA or electromagnetic field or our
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NO CONDITIONS
Unconditional love or compassion is total acceptance
of reality as it is. We are expanding back into what we
have forgotten. Everyones DNA is coded with everything they have ever experienced and know. Those that
agreed to help humanity raise their vibration are anxious to get to work, BUT working is a duality activity, it is
doing instead of being. You need to BE your passion or
BE your service. Being happens when you relax, mellow out and trust your light soul aspect fully and accept
that all comes when the time is right. The little human
or ego is not in charge of deciding WHEN. Demanding,
force or pushing creates delays because you have lowered your vibration into duality with those thoughts. You
have allowed the little human or ego to operate through
fear. And your soul WAITS for your compassion.
Being a LIVING PORTAL of LIGHT or OPENER is
one life path, which turns being a DOER into just BEING
and emanating. Some will assist humans; others will help
animals, plants, the weather, or world financial and various
government systems. You will BE in one of your areas of
expertise that you have probably mastered in other realities
or life times and have stored in your DNA in a quantum
state.
QUANTUM INFORMATION or TIME CAPSULE
is advanced knowledge and ideas that are stored on the
quantum level to be shared with us only when we carry
enough light to NOT use the information negatively to
create weapons, destruction, control or upset. The quantum information is to be used in a constructive manner
to make life easier, have free renewable energy sources
and use compassion in each situation.
On the quantum level advanced knowledge and ideas
are stored in the crystalline grid and in our DNA. Our
parental races, Pleiadians, Sirians, Arcturians, Dracos and
at least 18 others gave us this inheritance or information.
Ten of our DNA strands are crystalline in nature and only
accessible when WE TURN crystalline. It takes a great
deal of energy, time, nutrition and following universal law
on the human level to activate and integrate those DNA
strands. Receiving and giving ONLY compassion connects us to the fifth dimension outside of duality. Humans
that are Galactic members or star seeds that remember
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sadness or wanting to be rescued or fear or even compassion are attracted to each other and bound together
becoming larger and stronger creating a waveform.
Dark and light thought waves are attracted back to
their creators with a greater intensity than they were
created with. The dark energy returning to the creator
tenfold can be transmuted to a higher vibration or be
considered the chaos for change and used constructively by the individual, family, group or country it hits.
Hurricanes Katrina and Sandy woke up many people
and evoked compassionate reactions in many. the also
broke up some corrupt criminal enterprises.
ROGUE WAVES or movement is erratic and unpredictable surges of compassion or universal unconditional love created by the thought and emotions of high
vibrating Celestial entities. These waves of energy are
appearing from seemingly nowhere and suddenly rising
up to create great change. Rogue Waves appear during
great influxes of new higher frequencies of energy arriving on earth. When the LIGHT rogue wave or thought
form hits the dark ones; fear, deceit and self-service
beliefs are upset and provoke confusion. The darkness
and fear can be transmuted. The path you perceive is
the path that you take.
Our thoughts and emotions create our reality or state
of consciousness and our point of perception. Negative
thoughts and emotions create fear, which lowers
awareness of options. You shut down; feel frightened,
unloved, victimized and unsafe. Higher vibrations leave
positive feelings of acceptance, safety, knowledge and
empowerment.
CONSIDER these BOOKS and their INFLUENCE on
our THOUHT
The BOOK of UNDERSTANDINGS is an assemblage of information collected from each planet from
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Jesuit mind control. Mafia uses the black rose and was
used by George Bush the drug kingpin for the Illuminati.
When the Catholic Priest does the hand signal genuflection it has the second meaning of north, south, east and
west as in the Book of Pheryllt.
The RITE to REMAIN SILENT Programming is a
satanic reversal of the Catholic Mass or the Black Mass
with the Black Mary. The VOW OF SILENCE is a keep
quiet program activated by The walls have ears and the
plants have eyes. It is explained to the victim that the
seashells and plants have the ability to hear and a sensitive occultist or programmer can psychically pick up
what the plants and seashells hear. MAINTAIN IT is a
command to maintain the Vow of Silence. MAINTAIN
IT and LISTEN is a command to keep silent and listen
to the command that is coming up soon.
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DRACOS
Draconian Reptilians developed their methods of
control on ALPHA DRACONIS the star in the Big
Dipper and also the star of the Egyptian gods and home
to reptilian royalty. They have always been technologically advanced and had no problem moving from planet
to plant. They took over the population on the planet
by joining the lead groups or leadership and contributed
information or money or whatever was needed to sway
decisions in the direction the Draconian Reptilians
wanted things to go. They set up situations and created movements to create fear, just as they have done
on earth. They took control and or destroyed. In smaller
groups they too away males and put them in forced
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see-kars. Alpha Draconian reptilians are the oldest reptilian race in our universe located mostly in the Orion
system and came to our universe from another universe.
They have wings attached to their shoulders, a long tail,
white body, and are 7 to 8 foot tall. They are the royal line
of the Alpha Draconian reptilians. That is what the reptilian or satanic god on Draco and here looks like. The
Ciakars rule the Reptilians who in turn rule the Greys.
The lower caste on Alpha Draconian is a slender 4 to
5 foot creature similar to a lizard and performs menial
tasks and aids in abductions.
On Draco they have a caste system similar to the one
found in India and the hierarchy found on earth with the
13 illuminist HYBRID families running the earth. They
all have 50% or more reptilian DNA. The hybrids were
all raised with the SAME trauma based programming
developed by the Draconian reptilians and used on all
their children. The Illuminist hybrids rule earths financial systems, media, religions, education and the many
lies and setups we get feed. They are killing off many
of us with their chemical warfare they have used on
other planets with the chemtrails, genetically modified
food and HAARP etcetera. They began to expand across
the galaxy-conquering planet after planet with deadly
force and or psychological control by creating fear in the
population on the planet just as they have done to earth.
They create fearful events like wars and shortages and
have their hybrids in place to make it all better and we
allow their taking our freedom, money and energy
VLADIMIR the IMPALER or DRACULA had more
reptilian than human DNA maybe 80% and comes from
the royal reptilian Illuminati bloodlines. Every part of the
world and era of history has legends of VAMPIRES that
feed off peoples energy and blood. Dracula contains all
the familiar themes he is called COUNT and shape shifts.
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Log Out
The ONLY way to log out of this game, illusion, matrix
or duality is to love your self unconditionally, aligned
with Universal Law, receive and give ONLY compassion, to you first. Once you love yourself unconditionally, the opinion of ANY external source is only a part of
the darkness normally found in duality and is characteristic of contrast. Duality is a game you must CHOOSE
to stop playing. We continue living on the game board,
BUT STOP being attached to ANY external outcome or
feedback. Then the earth game becomes only one of the
many realities you are in, are a part of or visit.
Ascension is a process with multiple steps to shed
our limited thought process. We frequently take the
many small steps leading to ascension and not realize
it consciously. Oh, your soul aspects are very aware,
but you wouldnt be if they didnt let you in on it. Going
within is the way to figure out what is going on with the
rest of your parts or aspects. Your inner guidance knows
and gladly shares that information. To be on the threshold of the fifth dimension you must have mastered your
thoughts and morphed your emotions into feelings and
sensations, not drama. Getting to the fifth dimension or
vibration to visit for a short time is a bit easier than maintaining your compassionate thought continuously.
Astral travel or projection is NOT being in the fifth
dimension. In astral travel you move in your fourth
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dimensional astral body to spaces that are still vibrating in the fourth dimension. Usually you travel to the
lower realms of the astral plane during sleep or in dream
states. You are STILL in duality, TIME is still present,
AND you are still in this illusion or matrix. Astral projection is your essence separating from the biology and
can be used at anytime. The projection is usually a wispy,
ghostly thing but you can develop a solid enough presence to handle objects.
The universal principle of AWARENESS is to observe
the illusion of separation that duality or this reality presents, to observe the difference between dark and light
truths and what is alignment with universal law.
Being in the fifth dimension is a matter of bi-location.
You appear to be in both realities at once, but you shift
your dominant state of consciousness or awareness
from one reality to the other. As you step out of time, you
can step into another reality as you match ITS vibration.
You leave this hologram by leaving time and returning
seconds before you left. To leave the time-hologram and
bi-locate to a higher dimension of reality, believe that
you can leave time to travel inter-dimensionally.
Trust that your imagination is REAL and step out of
time. Many have left this hologram and visited with their
higher vibrating aspects, BUT are not aware they shifted
because their thinking does not allow them to think or
know that can happen. Your experience was fifth dimensional but your thoughts remained third dimensional
and in denial of the reality found outside this matrix. It
certainly isnt as dramatic or as dazzling an event as our
media leads us to believe every little thing is.
The slow vibration of the third dimension is exhausting when you return from the fifth dimension. You feel so
heavy. The movement from third and fourth dimension
to fifth is so subtle that it is easy to doubt it is happening.
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are creating your new reality within you as you go. When
you make an important shift, it heals and transforms
you in the now moment and in all your alternate, parallel and concurrent realities. The actual physical shifting
takes a few days to complete. You will feel spacey during
those transmutations. You need a lot of FAITH during
this process as you are working hard to take responsibility for your thought patterns and behavior in the now
moment. You will be releasing blame, force, control,
judgment, lack, doubt, fear, gossip, drama, compromise
and spiritual competition in a step-by step manner.
During this process secrets, unethical behavior or withholds are exposed for you to deal with AND deal with
the fall out.
With each ascension or void we enter, we grieve
the LOSS of the little human we thought was all there
was. We OWN and grieve our dark behavior patterns as
we release them. Ascension is the process of accepting
the wisdom of light soul aspects over the limited little
human or ego. Ascension is NOT a gift bestowed on you
it must be EARNED or your vibration stays low and slow.
By having compassion and acceptance for every aspect
or dissociated part of you, higher dimensions of yourself
become available to you. To know another or be a pure
healer you need to know and heal the self first.
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PSYCHIC WAR
The purpose of psychological warfare is to convince
you that you are a victim and the most you can hope for
is DISTRACTION or some reward for jobs well done
from being controlled. Enjoy tits and ass sporting
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NO MORE LIES
Consider how nice it feels when the lies to the self and
others END. You have always known the true feeling and
intention of the other, when you are awake and aware. No
matter what words are said or belief is offered or religion
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Elementals
Elementals are the Architects, creators and builders of
your thoughts and they would like you to know that.
They are on your team of creation and manifestation.
They would enjoy being noticed, thanked and honored
for their tireless service to those that THINK. The elementals READ the tiny little electromagnetic emission
emanated from your brain and emotional, mental and
spiritual body as you think, so then they can attract and
orchestrate the organic structure and design of your
thoughts.
The Elementals are the keepers and distributors of
high vibrating energy and even control the heat. The
Legion of Light THOUGHT that heat would help Gaia
and her humans clear out pockets of density and darkness the early part of the summer of 2013. And so it is.
Gaia is at 93% light July 2013. Humans are at 63-68%
light as a group, and more are waking up every day. Dark
ones are disorganized but still in powerful positions and
are disruptive.
The Elementals controlled the release of the GIFT
of 5% more light energy into the crystalline grid of mass
consciousness on June 15, 2013. The gift the Pleiadians
left in the volcano in Maui, Hawaii to be released IF and
WHEN Gaia carried 80% light. The information put
into the crystalline grid or our group mind is increasing
our awareness, IQ and our compassion. There will be
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A few words about what scientist are saying about particles and elements. Protons and neutrons are composed
of quarks. The two most fundamental types of particles
are quarks and leptons. For every quark or lepton there is
a corresponding antiparticle. For example, there is an up
anti-quark, an anti-electron (called a positron) and an antineutrino. BOSONS do not have antiparticles since they are
FORCE CARRIERS. Current physics, called quantum field
theory explains the exchange of energy. Energy exchange
happens with the use of force carriers, called bosons. Longrange forces have zero mass force carriers and they are the
GRAVITON and PHOTON. They operate on scales larger
than the solar system. Short-range forces have very massive force carriers, the W+, W- and Z for the weak force,
the gluon for the strong force. These operate on scales the
size of atomic nuclei.
Our DNA on the quantum level carries information
about our lineage from other planets like the Pleiades
and various other areas of the Universe. When particles
like photons and electrons interact physically and then
are separated they are still able to communicate instantly
with each other.
About 200,000 years ago on the QUANTUM level
Gaia and her three grids of consciousness were all created at the same time using Pleiadian energies or DNA
or blueprint or design. Gaia worked with the Elementals
to manifest earth. It took 110,000 years for this to manifest itself into physicality and for the ground to sustain
many different species of Humans. Species on earth go
extinct as part of the design to allow others to be created
and then they disappear. Gaia does it mostly by changes
in the weather and climate change.
ELEMENTALS hear your thoughts and feel the
emotion, especially your unconscious feelings. Then
WW SERVER
Elementals are creating a worldwide SERVER,
In August 2013, the elementals created a centralized
resource to connect those that want to communicate
or interact on higher vibrations or the fifth to seventh
dimension. For those desiring messages of light and
connection with other humans carrying more light than
dark. This is a higher vibration than the dark Illuminists
have access to. LIKE MINDED people are connected
with their similar thought patterns of compassion. They
are also able to allow all others to have and live in the
reality of their choice. The server will be in alignment
with universal law, receive and give only compassion.
Inside you know when you are not compassionate.
Adding YOUR upset, negativity, drama or fear, pushing ANY agenda, DROPS your vibration. Lower vibration
places you back in the reality of opposition or duality,
emotion and forcing others to join your reality. That is
not compassionate. While vibrating in the fifth dimension, your mental body continuously sweeps through
your thoughts that are creating negative emotion or fear,
BRINGING them to your awareness immediately, to
address and transmute. There are challenges in higher
vibrations, but not fear, doubt and low self-esteem. The
voice in your head never leaves you because it is you giving you guidance and information. Whenever you need
some guidance the voice shows up to help you out. On
the fifth dimension and higher you are a multiple with
co-consciousness, awareness and you never dissociate.
The hardest and most important thing to master living in
a dark reality, is self-compassion. Many are now having
vivid memories or dreams of our other incarnations on
earth to be aware, OWN, release and heal any emotional
upset you still carry around about your experiences.
We need to release the concept of time, emotion and
negativity to enter the present time of higher vibrations.
A portal was opened WIDER July 29 through August 25,
2013 with an intense frequency of light focused directly
into the core of the planet and the bone marrow of our
biology. Then the energies will slowly disperse but the
portal will always remain open. The incoming energy
is focused into the core of Gaia and our personal bone
marrow because of their ability to transmute. The transmutation starts at the core and expands out into the
hologram that is earth.
The frequency net holding together third and fourth
dimension, is weakening and dissipating allowing more
unconditional love or compassion to come through to
us. Compassion aligns the subatomic particles into calm,
your vibration will match your focus. Your thoughts create your reality. Your belief dictates what you are aware
of. What you accept as possible and true. Your awareness
dictates what you are ABLE to perceive. What you perceive is the reality you create for you. Our inner pharmacy
in lower vibrations, awareness and perceptions releases
adrenaline to help us deal with the fear our reality created. Endorphins are released in higher vibrations.
Our thinking is continuously being updated and
enhanced when we allow that. Polarities are getting
unified. As your energy flows into new energy patterns
of compassion and acceptance your open third eye perceives the light patterns as possible realities of harmony,
peace and joy.
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LEAVE FOURTH
To experience the fifth dimension you need to leave
the fourth dimension by addressing any fears you still
cling to. To stabilize YOUR movement into the fifth
dimension so you can remain there for longer than a
visit. Clear or neutralize all and any fears you still hold.
Three fourths of the population continues to live in
fear and the desire to control or force. Those unable to
release fear and control to embrace ALLOWING and
compassion will remain in the fourth dimension with
the Draconian crowd or the dark Illuminists continuing
to run your reality.
While still in the third or fourth dimension, traumatic
memories come forward when they are triggered or restimulated, and frequently when we least expect them.
Our brain archives these traumas to deal with when
for your beliefs. All these events would be dropped into your
awareness in a bundle for you to figure out the THEME of
all these events for YOU personally to heal. Do not concern
yourself with any injustice or cruelty or darkness of others.
Stay on your path and deal with you and your experience.
YOU picked the experiences to evolve spiritually; just own
that it happened to you. Gather the wisdom FOR YOU, so
you can release YOUR emotional upset. Please give thanks
to your biology for its service to you during all your incarnations and experiences you could not of had without it.
Sometimes your ELEMENTALS or soul aspect or
higher self can assist you in deleting these files without
you needing to re-experience them BUT you must ask
aloud for this assistance. We are still living on a planet
of free will. Any remaining anger, vengeance, depression
or fear left in YOU emotionally and physically as a result
of your traumas will still need to be addressed and your
elementals or soul can certainly assist with that also.
Just ask aloud.
Our memory has been used to keep our biology alive
while still living in this pool of mostly dark thoughts and
behaviors. KNOW that ANY type of engagement with
DARK ONES, like blame, judgment, argument, punishment or outsmarting the dark, OPENS YOUR energy
field up, to be siphoned by the dark making your light
diminish and lowering your vibration. Sharing space
with a dark one at home, work, school or on a planet sets
you up to upset yourself over their VERY predictable
thoughtless cruel and insensitive behavior and truths
that they live by and operate with.
Memories of this lifetime are found in the brain and
biology. Most memory is in the mental body that is an
electromagnetic energy field or the DNA that surrounds
our biology. Our mental body sends and receives information and is our knowingness or intuition or our gut
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Evolving
Our biology is in CONTINUOUS transmuting or evolving or changing, as we inhabit it, which is why we are
always suffering symptoms of transmutation. As children we suffered growing pains. Gaia is undergoing
great physical changes and challenges along with us.
As more light continually enters our systems, our cells
crave light rather than glucose, WISDOM rather than
more stuff, PEACE rather than conflict. This transition
from carbon base to crystalline base biology is the process of creating our lightbody. Each organ, cell and tissue has its own instinctual wisdom or DNA instructions
to follow, while acting and evolving as one unit.
Our immune system that has always been one of
opposition and fighting IS moving to EMBRACING. Our
thymus will start dealing with invaders by absorbing and
transmuting any invaders by melding with them. Loving
them through transition or to death. Meridian flows
and heart issues or palpitations are, the body rhythmically adjusting to the increasing frequencies of light.
When large infusions of light hit the earth and
you, the sensation you have may be one of dizziness.
Imbalances of light and dark create the dizzy sensation
one gets. Many feel spacey or dizzy when around greater
darkness or light than YOU personally carry. Many are
exhausted as the biology and our beliefs are transitioning. Sleeping nine hours, taking naps, feeling sick, dizzy,
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even find the net to jump over it. When warriors go into
battle they know they will suffer like the dolphins and
whales are suffering. Some are getting bigger and meatier
so they can turn on those that want kill them for sport or
food. Whales have already rammed three ships with their
heads, killing themselves in the process. The whales sacrificed themselves to make a point. The Japanese slaughter whales for the meat, a delicacy in Japan. Those eating
the whale meat will carry the energy of what was been
done to these compassionate animals.
LIGHT ones are in the process of reclaiming earth
and returning it safely to Gaia and her people. Recreating
a reality without a need for money. Using technology to
render manufacturing and farming obsolete. Allowing
us to BE instead of DO. Using our unique talents will
be all that is needed. But first all your personal, ethical
issues will need to be resolved. We will never be protected from the consequences of deliberate dark acts.
CHANGE is not a when or where question. Change is
how much light, vibration or compassion you choose to
have in your thoughts and what you emanate. Light creates its own energy field. This energy field stimulates a
consistent behavior pattern in the beings that choose to
experience that reality.
INFINITY can be accepted and felt. Within the circle
of infinity are countless smaller circles in the many realities of form. In the lower frequency circles, like 3rd and
4th dimension form or physicality reality is static and
often polarized. Smaller spirals of light appear elliptical
because you cannot see the higher vibration interactions.
Liquid light is our awareness of the movement of light as
it moves and intermingles. We perceive the smallest and
largest wormhole or portal as a circular flow of light.
Time on the fourth dimension is faster than time on
the third dimensions, but life is still sequential in both.
BRAINWAVES
Whether we are mentally active, resting or asleep,
the brain always has some level of electrical activity
ELF WAVES
Electrical charges or neurons firing in our brain create brainwave patterns or rhythms. These patterns can
be observed with electroencephalograph (EEG) instruments. Brainwave patterns are associated with various
states of mind or the reality we choose or are forced on
us. Our patterns of thinking can be seen and changed
by our own thoughts or changed by external stimuli.
Lights flashing in the eyes and or tones pulsing in the
ears at different frequencies can influence or change
brainwave activity. The brain responds to or resonates
or mirrors or entrains with the stimuli. When the brain
is stimulated with pulsed electrical activity via nerves
in the eyes, ears or skin, the overall activity of the brain
will respond to and align with these pulses. Sometimes
to seriously alter the reality we experience.
EXTRA LOW FREQUENCY or ELF waves are electromagnetic radiation with frequencies from 3 to 300
Hz and include alternating current (AC) fields and other
electromagnetic, non-ionizing radiation from 1 Hz to 300
Hz. Some studies indicate increased cancer risk; cardiovascular, brain, behavior, hormonal and immune system
changes are all associated with magnetic field exposures.
In Europe, and elsewhere ELF use is being applied to the
development of very effective healing systems.
The Department of Defense uses the same basic information the health field does to develop weapons to attack
human health. In documents written and compiled by the
United States Air Force they use these weapons for mind
control, inducing heart attacks, causing electronic failures
and creating computer malfunctions. These weapons are
talked of in International Red Cross documents and other
press reports. A CBS - 60 Minutes broadcast on February
11, 1996 said ELF wave systems effects included disorientation and flu-like symptoms.
The Navy Times called them the most feared and controversial weapons of the modern age. The United States
Army has developed Revolution in Military Affairs
(RMA) to change public opinion about these weapons.
They have given the information and weapons to the
United States Justice Department to use in domestic
police actions. Electromagnetic Frequency Weapons or
EMF can modulate and beam electromagnetic waves to
control biological and or mental functions in the victim.
Portals to the central nervous system can be manipulated to create visual images, project voices into the
mind, create pain, alter mood, cause stress, confuse and
depress people. They are being used in Britains inner
cities. Microwave weapons similar to microwave ovens
have been used since the 1980s, on inner city council
estates.
These weapons transmit extremely low frequency
(ELF) signals that MIMIC and ENTRAIN natural brain
waves. Those close to the microwave transmitters cannot think clearly, they become depressed and apathetic.
There is evidence that since the 1950s the U.S. and other
governments have developed and used electromagnetic
weapons for military and intelligence purposes. Among
other applications, EMF weapons and devices are used for
harassment, surveillance and mind control. Agencies like
the Pentagon, CIA and NSA use them to monitor people,
manipulate their minds, harm, and at times kill them. These
electronic harassment technologies, which cannot be seen
with normal vision, travel for thousands of miles. These
technologies are used by international organizations and
include lasers, radio frequency energy beams, holography,
electromagnetic radiation, radio waves, sound waves, satellites, radar, miniature electronic robots and smart dust.
The latest weapons in the arsenal of the US military
is Planet Earth itself with their control of weather, it
promising to be one of the worst destructive weapons
by the year 2025. Dr. Bertell talks about how engineered
earthquakes and tornadoes could wreak havoc on populations and nations, creating storms and torrential rains
over an area they choose. According to her book, electromagnetic weapons have the ability to transmit explosive
and other effects such as earthquake induction across
intercontinental distances to any selected target site on
the globe with force levels equivalent to major nuclear
explosions. For the past 40 years, the US military has
conducted experiments on the earths atmosphere using
waves and chemicals.
HAARP or HIGH FREQUENCY ACTIVE AURORAL
RESEARCH PROJECT is an ionosphere program jointly
funded by US Air force, US Navy, University of Alaska, and
DARPA, Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency. The
ionosphere is the delicate upper layer of our atmosphere,
which ranges from about 30 miles (50 km) to 600 miles
(1,000 km) above the Earths surface. With HAARP the
earths magnetic field could be decreased or disrupted at
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Pesticides
Pesticides cause POLIO and VACCINES caused PARALYSIS
and they still do, complements of large corporations and the
Illuminists that run them. According to a report compiled
by the Secretary of the Interior and presented before the
85th Congress in 1958, polio became a problem after the
1940s, when chemical companies began to produce large
amounts of DDT, heptachlor, dieldrin, tetraethyl pyrophosphate (TEPP), malathion, benzene hexachloride (BHC) and
other pesticide chemicals for use on agricultural crops. Prior
to that time, polio was not nearly as virulent or problematic
as many people believe it was. As DDT and other pesticides
were eventually phased out, cases of polio also began to
decline. Improvements in sanitation, which are hardly ever
mentioned by mainstream health authorities, also played
a major role in eradicating polio.
The first epidemic of polio in a tropical country
was with the introduction of pesticide DDT in the
Philippines near the end of WWII when American military sprayed DDT to combat flies. People living in the
unsprayed areas of the Philippines remained polio-free.
In 1944 we knew DDT damaged the spinal cord as in
cases of infantile paralysis. The US military sold its DDT
supplies after the war to the public who sprayed it near
and far. A more toxic concoction called DDE was also
widely used. Large amounts of DDT were found in cows
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milk after the cows were washed in the stuff and what
followed were outbreaks of child paralysis in which the
common source was contaminated milk.
The worst polio epidemic occurred in 1952. Many
people during the 1950s became ill as a result of
pesticide-contaminated milk, much of which ended up
having to be quietly pulled from store shelves in subsequent years. This contaminated milk was also known
to be a primary CARRIER of the poliovirus, directly
responsible for spreading the disease until the contaminating pesticides were eventually phased out.
Milk-induced disease outbreaks were responsible for
the later creation of milk pasteurization mandates. But
it was the pesticides TOLERANCE of the polio VIRUS,
not the fact that milk was raw, that was responsible for
spreading disease.
Right around the time that dangerous pesticides were
being retired and sanitation was being improved, authorities released a polio vaccine that they claimed would
eradicate the disease. The precise timing of this strategic release would later be used to claim that the vaccine,
and not agricultural and sanitation improvements, was
responsible for ending polio. Revisionist history continues to fuel the myth that vaccines are responsible for
eradicating disease. POLIO VACCINE caused many of
the paralysis symptoms associated with polio.
In India there has been a 1,200 percent increase vaccineassociated polio paralysis (VAPP) since the introduction
of massive polio vaccine campaigns throughout the country http://www.naturalnews.com/036290_polio_DDT_
pesticide_exposure.html#ixzz2fdUib1zy
During World War II and into the 1950s, massive amounts of pesticides, such as DDT, heptachlor,
dieldrin, TEPP, malathion, were sprayed on crops eaten
by humans and livestock. - See more at: http://vactruth.
com/2012/06/03/7-trivia-facts-about-polio/#sthash.
Di3hUS1N.dpuf
The pharmaceutical companies Lederle Laboratories,
Merck, Sharp & Dohme, Parke, Davis & Co., Pfizer
Inc.,and Smith Kline & French gave grants to help
write a pharmaceutical-friendly-version of the history
of polio. During the polio epidemic, the Poliomyelitis
Surveillance Unit (PSU) investigated a possible association between the paralysis and the vaccine manufactured
by Wyeth Laboratories. This incident became known as
the Wyeth Problem. The investigation was led by Neal
Nathanson and was summarized in two reports. Marked
across the top of the reports are the words, For Official
Use Only Not for Publication. WHY? One plausible
explanation is if Americans knew the vaccine was causing paralysis, they would demand the vaccines be taken
off the shelf just like any other tainted drug. Such a
public outcry would have spoiled the popularity of the
polio vaccine and money the Illuminists were making.
During the International Poliomyelitis Conference
held in 1954, Dr. David Bodian from the Poliomyelitis
Laboratory at Johns Hopkins University discussed how
his research was able to produce paralysis in cynomolgus
monkeys by vaccination. See more at: http://vactruth.
com/2012/06/03/7-trivia-facts-about-polio/#sthash.
Di3hUS1N.dpuf
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MORE SECRETS
The illegal drug trade around the world FINANCIALLY
supports cover projects of the Illuminists and the CIA.
Tighter laws by the War on Drugs, the higher the
BIO WARFARE
Actually the same weapons that were used during
the MARS-MALDEK WARS are being used on us now.
Back then; they used the same biological ORGANIC
implants that create what we now are calling Morgellons
Disease. The biological organic implants were created
and sprayed on enemy populations. We must be the
enemy; chemtrails have been sprayed upon us since the
1940s. FULL DETAILS at www.4truthseekers.org and
at aircrap.org.
Those implants were made of crystals that emanated
a vibration to bend light and shape energy in a particular way. The implants now in use from San Luis Obispo,
California are not crystal, they are of an organic nature.
Organisms used create fields that link them to a central portal connected to the orbit portal base and home
planets. The link can control them and create programs
in humans BUT they are not fully able to monitor these
things or the experiences.
SOME REASONS for chemtrails or chemical warfare
on earth
Reduction of sun light decrease crop yields slightly
and engineers food shortages. Engineers fear, higher
prices and forced eating of genetically engineered food.
Heating up the atmosphere with barium and aluminum
among other things found in chemtrails creates a more
conductive upper atmosphere for the electricity used by
HAARP to work better. Everyones health and immune
systems are continuously being stressed and compromised so the weak get sick and die off.
Chemtrails provide Nano-fiber propagation universally. These fibers cannot be put into the food supply or
given in some other way; the uptake across the population would take forever and not propagate very efficiently. They are spraying everyone like we spray insects.
NANO-FIBER is breathed in. The aggregate of these
nano-fibers construct and install nano-implants to create a Biological Application Programming Interface
or BioAPI. Collecting the data from each person and all
the different computer systems enables all that information to be integrated. Allowing monitoring and control
of all body and mind functions.
BIOMETRICS is the measurement of the physical
characteristics of a person. Biometrics is increasingly
being used to identify people and everything about
them. Computer systems that perform biometric enrollment, verification, or identification are increasing.
Biological warfare, weapons and implants are being
used on ALL of us ALL of the time currently. The double speak is that they are improving our health, killing
off the weaker ones and challenging the rest. The goal
is to get rid of a third of the population. For example:
CHEMTRAILS create MORGELLONS SYNDROME.
The fine particles falling from Chemtrails, sprayed
everyday, all around the planet are making our air supply, the land and water supply a toxic soup we grow our
food supply in and breathe in and drink in. Things found
in chemtrails include: Aluminum, barium, and titanium.
The BIOLOGICAL additions are bacteria, virus, fungus
and mold that change or morph into tiny seedlings
that can hide and re-merge at a later time. There are
POLYMER / FIBER - OPTIC materials or Nano-fiber
propagation that incorporate them self into the hair,
care. Double speak they are happy about the way things
are going for them. They are admiring their handiwork.
They have access to pure water, food and very advanced
health care we know nothing about by design.
Monsanto an Illuminist corporation manipulates
Washington to pass laws and regulations wholly in their
favor. Claims about genetically engineered food being
safe are lies. A study in February 2012 demonstrated that
Bt toxin breaks open the little pores in human cells, so
it could potentially cause the same problem in your gut
as it does for the insects it kills. The toxins flow through
the bloodstream and passes from pregnant women to
their babies.
Genetically engineered foods appear to be causing
problems that transfer up the food chain. Micronutrients
such as iron, manganese and zinc can be reduced by as
much as 80 to 90 percent in GE plants. Animals and
livestock given GE feed are becoming nutrient deficient,
weak and sick. When we consume the nutrient-depleted
plants and animals, we become weak and sick.
Glyphosate, the active ingredient in Monsantos
herbicide Roundup, introduced in 1972, is being found
in high concentrations in the Gastro Intestinal tracts
of livestock, in our air, rain, and groundwater samples.
Crops are being genetically engineered as Roundup
Ready so they can withstand massive spraying with
the toxic chemical chelators. Glyphosate is a chelator
that kills weeds by making important mineral nutrients
unavailable to the plants. That weakens the plants ability to defend itself and makes it susceptible to diseases
found in the soil. Glyphosate build up in the human
body can contribute to vital mineral imbalances.
IMPLANTS, AUDIO or TRACKING or BIOLOGICAL have been placed into people since 1960s. Into
animals, military personnel, civilians, Illuminati children
humans through implants. Greys have been implanting generations of family members of humans on earth
for the last 100 years, monitoring their brain waves.
They taught cloning of humans to the National Security
Agency. Greys created human-Gray hybrids. Now some
members of the NSA are considered part of The Grey
Group Mind Complex and Communication System.
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Wounds
Consciousness expands with your compassion for you.
Compassion balances and heals your wounds. YOU are
responsible for healing your wounds by increasing your
knowledge about your personal history and embracing
the darkness you dwelled in. Your awareness contracts
and gets smaller and smaller, when YOU experience
fear, anger, upset, blame, drama or any strong emotion.
Strong emotions are characteristic of duality. Deciding a
person, thing or event is GOOD or BAD is also a duality
trait or characteristic.
The laws of physics govern things like magnetism;
gravity, light or dark and they DO NOT have intentions.
Creating does not have a judgment or evaluation or
intention. When a human decides to jump from a tall
building, was it dark evil gravity that killed her or
made her do that? Neither, It is just the physics of that
energy that were not respected. Energy does not have
intentions; HUMANS living in duality have good and
bad intentions based on their point of perception, living
in past wounds and or demanding justice.
DARK ENERGY is a balance, ratio or percentage. Light
or dark is not an entity. The human functioning in duality assigns an evaluation of good or bad to dark or light
energy that it does not have. The thoughts of a human in
duality, JUDGE a thing, person or event as good or bad.
When the HUMAN is dark and mean spirited so are their
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NEGATIVITY
Fear or negative emotion puts you into the third or
fourth dimension and HOLDS you there or returns you
there every time you experience negativity. Move into
the calm and peace of the fifth dimension naturally,
or even drug induced, BUT the moment you experience fear or negativity that slams you back into third or
fourth dimension and holds you there, NOT to punish
you. It is just a law of physics; fearful, negative thinking and feeling can only BE or EXIST in third and low
fourth dimension and duality.
You cannot enter or maintain your awareness in the
fifth dimension AND be negative or fearful or using survival truths to back you up. To move to higher vibrations
you need to have control of your thinking and feeling.
Every thought or emotion has a vibration and the laws of
for you. Those lacking self-compassion are continuously coming up with new and old ways to feed off of
each others energy. Anyway you try to control, force
or manipulate others you create endless alternate and
parallel realities to help you SEE the outcome or what
result comes from your action. In alternate and parallel realities you work out the many dark ways a given
event or action will progress and end. This is to help
you decide to keep doing what you are doing or increase
your awareness to come up with a different point of
perception.
Along with alternate realities we create parallel realities when we have a choice to make that would be life
changing. So you can experience a variety of outcomes to
gather wisdom from. Multidimensional realities represent
different or varying vibrations of the same experience.
All the various realities are nested and intermingled all
around us so that we can have easy access to the information and each other in the current lesson. Our past, future
and concurrent lives exist as a series of electromagnetic
receptors, all strung together and held in the crystalline
portion of the physical brain and in our MENTAL BODY
around us. All those situations, roles or characters are
designed in HOPE that just ONE of you can come up with
a compassionate response for the self. The compassionate
response helps you to start evolving out of the cycle of
alpha or beta brainwaves, fear, negativity and adrenaline
rushes.
The grids or electromagnetic codes or DNA around
us are in a constant state of flux. We are continuously
scripting what happens next in our reality as long as
we have ISSUES. If there is fear there are issues to be
resolved or rebalanced or aligned with universal law.
The past is no more fixed than our future is. There is no
linear time, all is happening in present time. The biology
OUR ESSENCE
Quantum mechanics is about the relationship
between the observer and the observed the human and
the subatomic particles. When scientists quantitatively
measure any aspect of the subatomic particle, like the
momentum, position or energy, the act of the scientist
observing and most likely anticipating an outcome,
changes the state of the particle. It is at the subatomic
level that creating, manifesting and transmuting originate. Subatomic particles structure themselves based on
the observer or the thinkers thoughts because they are
aware, conscious or sentient. They move the way your
thought does.
High frequency photons charged with particles of
ultraviolet, gamma rays and other subatomic particles
are waking up the 97% of our junk DNA. Giving us
light, compassion and truth. Abstract thought and wisdom enter our awareness more often here. Every thought
you release or emanate out is quickly returned to you.
The Spiritual Plane and highest frequency of the
fourth dimension is the vibration or where your soul
aspect is. From here you can lift your vibration or consciousness or essence into the fifth dimension and your
light body and the New Earth, BUT your biology stays
put.
The Arcturian corridor is also available for those
working on their personal ascension. The ARCTURIAN
CORRIDOR is not a place: it is a corridor or portal or
vibration encompassing several vibrations from high
fourth to sixth dimension for all entities to gather, connect, learn and remember the process of transmutation.
All entities include humans, animal, plants, extraterrestrials and aliens. A corridor, portal or vibration is a way
station for your essence or the nonphysical consciousness to become accustomed to being physical OR for the
physical to find its way back to being nonphysical.
Entering the corridor allows your soul to be transported to another incarnation or planet or move out to
other solar systems and dimensions. We enter the corridor during sleep or in a meditative state to slowly evolve
and raise our vibration. Clearing unconscious and conscious beliefs of limitation and feelings of separation
happen also.
On September 9th, 2002 an inner portal in the Arcturian
Corridor was intensified and opened for all 3rd and 4th
dimension people, planets and realities to enter to start the
process of increasing their vibration, releasing and healing
pockets of density. This portal has been in place for eons
but is only opened during dimensional alignments. Inside
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Earth Ship
Our biology is an earth ship the same as the majority of
Spacecraft or Starships are. They are not machines. They
are large, organic, sentient computers. The walls provide
soft, natural luminescent light. No doors because you
communicate telepathically with the wall to open and
it accommodates you. Walls and floors are organic and
self-cleaning. When we see spacecraft around the earth
they look like machines that fly to match our beliefs. Just
as the individuals inside the craft will appear in a form
that is not too frightening to human beliefs. Spacecrafts,
portals and planets can put shields around themselves
that cannot be penetrated by anything on earth or any
lower vibrating dark entities wanting to invade.
Your current container for your awareness, our biology, is only one of many containers that we have in our
many alternate and parallel realities available to us.
Spacecrafts and humans are piloted with THOUGHT.
As the pilot and or passengers merge their thoughts
with the ship they move to new locations, vibrations or
realities. When human thoughts merge with its biology
we do things and go places. The essence will shrink or
expand itself as needed to match the vibration of the
reality they want to be in, at or experience.
Consider the ARCTURIAN STARSHIPS, they are
actually a collective being. All components of its form are
individual members of its group mind. The entire ship
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is a large organic sentient computer. The Arcturians create form or a pattern or design like the patterns we use to
sew with, to create the components of their spacecraft.
The pattern is created by their collective mind as they
all join in one thought. The elementals take that thought
to summon the subatomic particles to create a structure.
Arcturians glide instead of physically walk and they take
sonic showers.
There ships are some of the most advanced in the
galaxy. We have not been attacked on earth by extraterrestrial because most civilizations fear the advanced
Arcturian ships. They only allow their vibration to drop
to the higher fourth and fifth dimension to make contact with those of a lower dimension. No starships are
needed above the sixth dimension. They travel psychically with only their awareness or consciousness.
We enter an Arcturian ship by going within the self
first, through your awareness. The first stop is generally
the Restoration Chamber to heal YOUR physical, mental and emotional ills by healing the SOURCE or earliest incident of those wounds. Crewmembers also use
the Restoration Chamber when they need rebalancing.
The Ship is biological and communes with every visitor,
reading their thoughts and feelings. The spacecraft feels
more like a planet than a machine or spaceship.
Then you allow your astral bodies (spaceship) to
adjust to the higher frequency of the Starship or portal
or planet. Our astral bodies are 4th dimension and the
Arcturian ships exist in the upper 4th to 8th dimension.
Humans are brought on the ship when they vibrate high
enough or have compassion for them self.
Some humans have decided to take command of
their current personal spacecraft, the body and expand
its awareness. First you need to explore and heal your
personal old issues, situations and beliefs that lead you
ALL ALIENS
We are all aliens when you look into our history. 5
billion years ago entities in their light bodies entered
the Milky Way Galaxy and the Pleiades Star System to
experience lower vibrations, duality and being physical. 4 billion years ago they occupied the small northern constellation of Lyra, considered the homeland
of humanoids in this galaxy. They were blond haired
and blue-eyed with some red-haired green eyed ones.
The Lyrians broke off into different like-minded small
groups that colonized many planets in the Milky Way
Galaxy.
The LIGHTBODY or merkabah is all 4 of our bodies, physical, emotional, mental and spiritual together.
When we moved to greater density and contrast they
separated out. This field is approximately 8 meters wide
or 26 feet and serves as a vehicle to enter into the interdimensional realms and acts as a protective device to
bring you into a higher or lower vibrating realm.
The other travel method is shrinking your consciousness to the size of a photon and travel anywhere instantly
with your full awareness.
Approximately 40 million years ago in the Lyra Star
System, the Lyrians had adapted to the different planetary environments and their natural resources found on
each planet. They created peaceful agricultural communities with abundant food, harmony and balance. They
had no weapons or plans to defend them selves because
they didnt think they needed that. They lived to be 400
to 800 years old.
Then to make duality or contrast complete, Anchara
and his like-minded followers chose to roam throughout
OUR universe with the belief that they had an inherent
The 50% or more, Illuminati hybrids conceive countless children to perpetuate their bloodline BUT only a
few children are given the bloodline name. The other
children are hidden behind other names in other families and brought up by other parents. Later they MAY
find themselves in positions of power and generally have
no idea WHY they got so lucky. Not until they go against
the agenda and are forced to do as they are told.
Phillip Eugene De Rothschild says that for most of his
childhood and adolescence he lived with his Rothschild
father on his estate in France. Father and son had a physical relationship; father was one of his trainers and handler. The son was held tight in the twisted drama of incest
and trauma based programming. Reptilians consider
this NORMAL and to be admired. The REPTILIANS on
earth are a species from DRACO.
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DARKNESS IS
Over 20 million years ago, in a different galaxy from
the Milky Way Galaxy, they went through an ascension
process similar to the one we are currently experiencing. The individuals that refused to move to the fifth
dimension or vibration were gathered together under
ANCHARA, the dark creator. Anchara and his likeminded followers chose to roam throughout OUR universe with the FIRM belief that they had an inherent
right to dominate the entire Milky Way Galaxy. BUT
it was also decreed at that time, that Anchara and his
group, the Alliance of Anchara or the Orion group was
to relinquish its claims to earth before the year 2000.
Most in the Alliance were Reptilian Races. They contained the same amount of light and potential for galactic
harmony and balance we all started with. They carried
and lived by the same dark truths people on earth live
by. They were generally more aggressive, angry, blamed
others, and lacked positive constructive plans and emotional attachment to their young. They took what they
wanted and destroyed what they left behind. These last
20 million years the dark has played victim predator
and confussed innocent are known as the Orion Wars or
Galactic Wars or the Galactic Dark Ages. Endless fierce
battles were fought perpetuating the dark victim predator cycle. Many of the victims banded together eventually to form the Galactic Federation.
The Alliance of Anchara put the Anunnaki in charge
and in control of the earth during the time of Atlantis,
13 thousand years ago. The Anunnaki have remained
in power until; in 1995 when they ENDED the galactic wars with a galactic truce or the TREATY of
ANCHARA. Both sides agreed to move to greater light
as was planned originally. The Anunnaki changed their
name to ANNANUKI and are members in good standing
of the Galactic Federation currently.
Anunnaki decided to correct or upgrade the DNA of
the earths insects, animals and plants. They manipulated the primate population. Between visitations the
Anunnaki employ small beings they call Bear to monitor earth.
Back to the GALACTIC FEDERATION, it is currently a union of over 200,000 member star nations and
confederations that was founded 4.5 million years ago.
They are made up of the victims and their allies joining
forces against the Orion Group or the Anchara Alliance
during the Galactic Wars. 40% of the members are
humanoid and 60% are varied forms of sentient beings.
You are most useful to them when you are passive, compliant and feel worthless and guilty. Busy hands with an
empty mind, the victim predator confused and dissociated innocent. They use chemical and psychic warfare
and lack compassion.
The first group is assisting Gaia to rid herself of entities that are more dark than light or the second group
through attrition by gradually reducing their strength.
This illusion and its apparent time-line and linearity are
subject to the law of fluidity all the time BUT roughly:
1914 to 2100 Gaia as a planet started her 6th ascension
or increasing her compassion or changing her truths.
Around 1945 humanity made a course correction from
following others, or the leader, to trusting more in the
self. When a higher vibrating soul group wants to give
the earth population an infusion of light they incarnate
in large groups, coming in as infants. En mass the Indigo
babies arrived around 1975 to 1995. The Crystal children
came in 1980s to 2000, the Rainbow child arrived in the
1990s thru 2010 and the Integrated child is starting
to arrive. They do not experience or understand duality
and survival truths. They are one with Gaia.
In the 1980s our biology started preparing itself to
accept higher frequencies of light arriving on earth from
the sun and photon belt. The ability to think and receive
compassion is the key to the transmutation of our biology. August 16-17, 1987 the harmonic convergence
marked the first time the earth carried EQUAL amounts
of light and dark energy and a vibration of spiritual
and moral neutrality. 1987 to 2012 marked the 25-year
Millennium Shift. We were invited to reject our karmic
set ups of dark truths and contracts. We could move to
greater light individually by aligning with universal law.
May 1998 the earth entrained with the photon belt
and the first of its twelve gigantic homogenizing vortexes
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Sasquatch
Atlantis existed for over 200,000 years. The vast majority of time they were light. During the last two thousand
years and the 3rd Atlantian Empire from 17,500 BC to
10,500 BC things got rather dark. Atlantis was split into 5
islands. The three major islands were known as Poseida,
Aryan and Og. Atalya and Eyre were two smaller islands
and under the rule of Aryan Island. One of two state governments or religions or ideologies ruled each island.
The Children of the Law of One, followed Universal
Law
The Aryan Sons of Belial worshiped a Draconian god
with dark agendas of force and control with other dark
ones from Sirian, Pleiades, and the Orion Confederation.
The Sons of Biel became the DARK ROBES of Atlantis
and the group that was responsible for the fall of Lemuria
and then Atlantis.
Why is that significant? 70% of all those alive on
earth now were alive then and at the end of Maldek.
They made the same moral choices. Many experienced
lifetimes in both ideologies. The memory and lessons of
Atlantis left deep impressions and scars. The past can be
rewritten because it is not fixed. The same experiments
continue in US Government Bases like Dulce.
20,000 to 25,000 years ago the Atlantian scientists created DNA humanoid animal genetic blends. Hundreds
of animal-human genetic or DNA experiments were
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engineered in Atlantis and continue today with no concern for what is created. There were (are) test-tube
humans being lobotomized to be robotic slaves and servants. Essentially they are genetically and biologically
lobotomized. They are unable to effectively tap into
their higher self or their soul aspect. Drugs were used to
regulate their hormones, and electric shock was used to
direct their behavior.
Genetic blends of human and ape DNA created what
we call Sasquatch, Yeti, Bigfoot and the Abominable
Snowman. These are genetic blends without choice or
free will and have no purpose. All OTHER mammals are
here by choice. Genetic blends of human and ape are
what remain of what was created to be powerful creatures, capable of extremely heavy labor to work in mines,
farms and forests. These are entities created without free
will and able to be controlled remotely electronically.
Why would soul aspects choose to inhabit a Sasquatch?
Fewer are choosing to do so. Less than a 1,000 are still
alive. Life expectancy is 80 to 90 years of age. Less than
25% of the females can reproduce and in a few centuries
they will all be gone.
They live in caves, on remote mountains, deep forests and swamplands. They evolved thick hair and thick,
oily skins to allow them to live in extreme climates and
are taller than the average human. They are nocturnal beings. They can travel 300 miles a day on foot and
live in well-lit underground housing. Their sleep cycle
is 30 to 35 hours of sleep for every ten to twelve hours
awake. They have great strength and natural animal
survival skills. They live in small groups and nurture
their young. They are not aggressive. There are no alpha
males. When their space is invaded they will attempt
to frighten an intruder but wont attack them. They are
not red-meat carnivores and subsist by eating plants,
MORAL CHOICES
Some were unhappy with the harmony and balance
in Lemuria. They were more aggressive and carried less
light; they wanted other peoples stuff and slaves. They
created their own cities called Atlantis. This civilization existed for thousands of years, from approximately
the WATCHERS. The Watchers came in their heavenly boats (spaceships) to found civilizations and bring
knowledge, light years ahead of what existed at that
time.
BIBLE HISTORY the 1st bible put together was by the
secretary to Pope Damasus around 382. The secretary,
JEROME gathered together the various religious texts
he liked into one book that reflected Jeromes orthodox
beliefs and what he learned during his trauma based
programming and training. The additions and subtractions by Jerome and others created a contradictory mess
that is present today. The Holy Bible, especially the Old
Testament, made Jehovah a vengeful god like the extraterrestrial or the ancestral bloodline of the Illuminists
were and are.
Jerome LED the campaign against mediums and
those that channel their soul and others in the invisible
realm. Communicating with the invisible realm would
be your death sentence because you were speaking to
the DEVIL. Only PRIESTS were allowed to be the middlemen between god, your soul the invisible realm and
humanity. Fortunately some THEMES of TRUTH have
survived by being written in numerical symbols and
codes that the original Bible texts contained. You need
to discern what is a high level truth for yourself.
Emperor Justinian in the 6th century created HIS
truth when he had references to PREEXISTENCE and
reincarnation removed from the Bible totally. Pursuit
of all knowledge outside of the Bible was sinful. Eve
tempting Adam to eat from the tree of knowledge made
all FEMALES evil and having no worth. In 1545 the
Roman Church officially agreed that women had souls.
ALL religious groups claim the MALE is superior and
needs to be in charge of females and children. Satanism
and Christianity have little to offer a higher vibrating
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Programs
We are programmed so frequently and pervasively that
we do not even notice it. There is informal and formal
programming. Informal programming is the programming handed down to us generationally through our
family, extended family, genetic bloodline, religions and
nationalistic beliefs. Then there are endless ads and
commercials. Our training that says one is superior or
more valuable than another because of a skill or physical look they have. Programming is more easily honored
and reinforced when we dissociate or follow instructions or training our moral code does NOT agree with.
When you CHOOSE to stay awake, aware and follow
your moral code, you can BREAK your programming,
informal and formal. Trauma based programming that
is not aligned with your core personality does not have
as strong a hold on a person. But, you need to be consciously aware of what and WHEN you are triggered to
dissociate and move into automatic or robotic responses
or alternate personalities. Your soul aspect or core personality can help you with that awareness when you
ask for the help. Your light soul aspects are your individual and very personal mentors at your side always,
to explain and reassure you. Remember free will. YOU
must DISCERN the direction you want to take or a dark
one will do it for you.
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books was frequently used for the front alters of a system built as a city of entities having unity and multiplicity, one of the many lies.
Attempts to program people with low intelligence
or no creativity were discovered to be a waste of time
and not possible. They used those children or adults as
expendables; to be sacrificed in a ritual, eaten, put in a
snuff film, practiced on or as a breeder. Humans born in
the 1980s or before have their Illuminist programming
located in the physical brain. Programming was done
with radio and television waves, a lower vibration and
easier to install into the low vibrating human. Those
born in the 1980s and later have Illuminist programming located in both the human brain and in their mental body or mind surrounding the biology. To program
the mental body a higher wave like ELF, extremely low
frequency, VLF, very low frequency and LF, low frequencies are used. It is harder to program the mental
body BECAUSE you need programmers that function
on a higher level to be successful and the reptilians do
not have so many of them.
Those born after 2004 have Illuminati programming
only in their mental body surrounding the biology.
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The hope of the twentieth century rests on its recognition that war and depression are man-made, and needless.
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BREAK PROGRAMS
When your awareness or essence or core personality
goes away or leaves so does your INVESTMENT with
your soul and biology. When your awareness is gone so
is your RESPONSIBILITY to yourself gone. This is still
a planet of free will so NO ONE is trapped in a particular thought pattern or behavior. To break your programming or any Illuminist programming you were subjected
to as a helpless infant or child you need to be AWAKE
and AWARE of your programs. Your higher self or soul
aspects and various others in the invisible realm are ready
and able to support you in evolving OUT of any thoughts
you want to stop giving your energy. The issues that need
addressing are always presented to you, generally one
at a time and when one is resolved, healed and you have
gathered the spiritual wisdom, another challenge will be
presented for you to own and release. Your job is to notice
your issues or programs, DECIDE what you want to do
and take action. You need to be your own super hero. You
are the only one that can rescue you.
May you become aware of your programming, your
triggers and automatic behavior in the now moment.
That would be the LIGHT force being with you!
The Universal Law of ACTION says the human
must ACT FIRST to make any changes. When your soul
aspects have followed you into darker thought patterns
they line up your synchronicities in the low vibration
of victim predator and confused innocent to show you
FIRST HANDLERS
The creation of an infant is never something that is
left to chance in the Illuminati family. The genetic lines
are the first consideration and then the intelligence and
skills of the sperm and egg donor are factored in to create what is needed in the way of service to the family.
Programming starts with manipulation of the fetuses
genetics, a hostile uterus environment, forced premature
birth and abuse and trauma of the new born. A person
with arm rests and it will have restraints for arms, legs
and neck to prevent movement while a person sits in the
chair.
TRAINER TOOLS include steel instruments to
insert into orifices to cause pain, STRETCH machines
used as punishment stretches a person without breaking bones and is extremely painful. Comfort objects for
victims or oils for massage. Warm towels, beverages as
the trainer bonds with the person they worked with.
Trainer grids and projectors to project grids on wall or
ceiling, Journals with indexed copies of the slaves systems and command codes.
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Toddler
Those on the WORLD STAGE were raised in a different manner than you were. The leadership level of the
Illuminati controls the world traffic in finance, politics,
drugs, guns, pornography and prostitution. These are
the generational bloodlines of families that are the real
decision makers in this world. An illuminati member
has won every American presidential election and was
raised with trauma-based programming. How many in
the congress were raised this way? They easily dissociate, have multiple personalities and are active Sorcerers
in the satanic mystery religions. Their cover stories are
always religious upstanding members of society, other
Illuminists write their biographies. Its all a big giggle at
our expense with them.
For example they all had TODDLER Programming
given to them by their frequently dissociated, robotic
parent that administers training and trauma in the
Illuminati family. A parent is often the trainer and
handler at home. At 15 to 18 months of age there is continuous fragmenting and dissociating. The toddler gets
to experience over and over again. The parents endanger their life and rescue them, over and over again. The
parent uses electric shock on the toddlers fingers, toes
and genitals and then sooths and bonds with the child.
The toddler and parent play this game over and over
intermittently soothing, bonding and traumatizing.
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health were trained like this. Those that are well known
in movies, television and music stars are placed and
supported or taken out by the Illuminati to reinforce
their agenda. Most of our violent criminals are a result
of Illuminati programming. Most of the people trying to
rid the earth of the Illuminati at this time are primarily
those who have managed to defect from the Illuminati
family. Leaving them is NEVER clean or easy there is
always waffling. It is always a struggle.
The beauty of this training system is that the person
has mastered dissociation to such a fine art that they
remember almost none of the training. Remember the
illuminati are generational Satanists. The cult does not
want their members THINKING for them self. One who
thinks, feels or bonds with another is harder to control
and force. When an illuminati raised person starts having compassion for them self, their programming starts
to crash, their alternate personalities start to integrate,
they start to heal and become useless to their handlers.
Below is just a small amount of programming all toddlers get and are unable to remember if they ever get
into therapy.
The STEPS of DISCIPLINE programming comes
after fetal trauma programs, Woodpecker Grid Cages and
abandonment programming. This programming is to train
easy and fast dissociation resulting in UNCONSCIOUS
loyalty to the local Illuminati family and the worldwide
network of these families.
1st step is NOT to NEED - The toddler is placed in a
training room without any sensory stimulus with gray,
white, or beige walls and left alone for hours or all day.
If the child begs the adult to stay or screams the child is
beaten and told the periods of isolation will increase until
they learn to stop being WEAK. The child is often found
rocking itself or hugging itself in a corner occasionally
during the meeting. They tell what they saw and get
severely beaten or TORTURED creating new ALTERS.
The child is to guard the memories of what was seen on
pain of death. Setups, role-playing and double binds go
on endlessly to reinforce this lesson.
THE ADULT and child have learned they are always
being set up the puzzling part is they never REMEMBER
for what because they never remember all the steps they
have experienced. There is no escape or anyway out. The
dissociation comes so easily to them that the events in
their life do not have a beginning, middle or end. There
are only a lot of small pieces not connected to anything
else. There is no flow or pattern to what they remember.
It is easier to move into dissociation, respond robotically
and unconsciously.
6th step is BETRAYAL and TWINNING - Starts
in infancy and is formalized at ages 6-7 continuing into
adulthood. Betrayal is an important dark SPIRITUAL
principle. The child is placed in situations where an
adult who is kindly rescues the child and gains its trust
several times. After months or a year of bonding with
the child, he or she will turn to the adult for help. The
adult backs away MOCKING the child and abusing it.
TWINNING set ups are CREATING twin bonds in
children that are NOT twins. The child is allowed to play
with and become close to another child in the cult from
earliest childhood. At some point early on the child is
told that the other child is actually their twin and they
were separated at birth. It is a great SECRET and do not
tell.
Cult children are lonely and isolated and are overjoyed
to have a friend to do everything with. Later they will be
FORCED to hurt each other. If one twin is considered
expendable, its twin will kill him or her. When one twin
refuses to kill, hit or hurt the other they will be brutalized
by the trainer and the refusing twin will be told that the
child was hurt because of their refusal to comply.
THE ADULT and child have learned not to trust
their family or anyone else for that matter. Bonding and
trusting is dangerous and painful. Asking for help means
getting set up once again. They are angry and feel
powerless so when they get a chance to vent or torment
another they do. The easiest mark will be their own children with the families blessing. If they become leaders
of groups, countries, religions, families or worlds, they
vent on them for no logical reason with the Illuminist
family blessings.
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NURSERY RHYMES
Western nursery rhymes are not cheery or uplifting,
in fact they are frequently scary. The baby falls from the
treetop, Jack fells down and breaks his crown and the
sky is falling. Why do we teach such tragic themes and
knowledge in song to the very young child? So much
can be inferred. There are planned sets of puns embed
in the language that come to life during trauma based
programming.
The Illuminati creates imaginary worlds for many of
the deeper alternate personalities to live in. They keep
these alternate personalities living in such unreality and
nonsense that deeper alternate personalities have a difficult time separating subjective reality from objective
reality. Often the nursery rhymes are distorted to serve
programming purposes.
Nursery rhymes are constructed to activate certain
alternate personalities that are usually sleepers. A Tisket A
traumatized individual feels SAFE their alternate personalities can start to integrate themselves. The best
way to facilitate this process is the core personality staying AWAKE and AWARE all the time.
ASK just ask out loud for your soul aspect or higher
self to give you a sign when you start to dissociate. Only
seeing and becoming consciously aware of your behavior
can you choose to do something differently. If you want
to understand the origins of your dissociation ask your
soul aspect to give you feelings or pictures of the first
time. One way or another they will get them to you. Just
because a family member cant remember this information or is unable to relay it doesnt mean its not there.
Another way to release trauma or PTSD from the
body is Trauma Releasing Exercises. During danger an
intricate interaction of biological, neurological and nervous system reactions occurs. This interaction causes
the muscles to contract to protect the organism from
harm or death. Once the danger has subsided the body
is designed to SHAKE OUT excessive muscular tension. We have deadened this shaking mechanism from
the muscles or fight / flight muscles and they are the
only ones that connect the back, pelvis and legs and as
they relax the natural shaking of the body reverberates
throughout the entire body looking for tension and naturally dissolving it.
Trauma Releasing Exercises are simple and painless exercises designed to release the tension of chronic
muscle contractions, yoga positions can also provoke
shaking out of our biology. Lying on your back knees
bent and a bit apart to allow knees to fall out until shaking starts. http://www.consciousmedianetwork.com/
members/dberceli.htm
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Trainers
Trainers and programmers of the Illuminati were raised
in the same way they are training and programming the
next generation of children. It is helpful to understand
what shapes them all. Our leaders and head of households and religious leaders frequently seem nutty, irrational, cruel, hard to understand and even harder to get
along with. The specialized training they received as
children creates the insensitive dissociated bully they
generally are, except when they run their programs to
set you up or suck you in. During those times they
APPEAR to be loving and compassionate and understand where you are coming from. It is all a program,
theater or running a con.
To break their programming they would need to
want to do that. THEN they would need to get their core
personality to REMAIN conscious and in control of the
biology all the time. Some have succeeded in doing that
and many waffle back and forth.
The CORE PERSONALITY is the essence of what
and whom you are, the soul aspect and its thoughts
and beliefs in this matrix or reality. YOUR essence was
designed to work in concert with the biology to experience duality. For the soul to have a deeper understanding of how darkness works, functions and operates or
to experience living with dark truths or beliefs. Truths
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SECRET SOCIETIES
The secret societies that have always been present are
designed to HIDE SPIRITUAL INFORMATION so the
Illuminists could perpetuate and build on the false reality they created for us their cattle. BROTHERHOODS
or SECRET SOCIETIES or MYSTERY SCHOOLS or
KABALISTS are organizations formed for those wanting to know more about the soul or our spiritual side
and its interaction with the little human or ego. This
information has always been cloaked in secrecy from the
common woman and most men. Ignorant, suppressed,
dependent people are easier to control and manipulate.
Typical dark behavior is to create a hierarchy, make it
for men only and make it a great deal more complicated
than it is, to master. Distorting the truth makes it all the
more fun and entertaining. That way the ones at the top
feel more important, special, entitled and amused.
Some of the schools started out lighter but got progressively darker as the Illuminati infiltrated or took the
schools over. All these organizations like the Freemasons,
Knights Templar, The Order of the Knights of St John,
The Round Table, Order of the Quest, Knights of Malta
and the Jesuits have rigid hierarchies to manipulate and
control their members. The names and people change
or reincarnate into these organizations and the numbers
have increased since ancient times but the agenda is the
same. Tempting little humans or the ego with personal
COLOR PROGRAMS
Color programming CODES and systems of the
Illuminists consist of 13 different colors are found in a
standard 13 x 13 x 13 = 2,197 possible alternate personalities or alters or splits in the Illuminati alter system.
Each computer inside the SLAVE was given a color.
Color codes within the Illuminati Mind Control system
are consistent and predictable like the Illuminists are.
The hierarchy of color from the top down is Platinum,
Gold, Silver, Purple, Black, Red, Green, Brown, White,
Orange, Yellow and Pink. Each color has its own meaning and rank.
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Psychic
Psychic Programming starts early. About 10% of the toddlers that also have a genetic parent with psychic abilities have their psychic abilities enhanced during their
first two years of life. Then they are put to work by their
controllers or handlers remote viewing at age 2 to 3
years. They spy for the illuminati in the universe, on and
in the earth and within their cult families. They scan
and are aware of others thoughts and feelings and then
report back to their handlers and trainers what they see
and hear.
A normal toddler isnt very grounded. Psychic toddlers are so OPENNED to the UNIVERSE or BUTTERED
OVER the universe (Scientology term) that they receive
information easily BUT find it hard to know what are
their thought or feeling and what feelings and thoughts
belong to others. They are not able to integrate all the
information they collect and remain confused. They
have left many aspects and pieces of themselves scattered all over the universe. They compulsively reach
for the clarity their handlers do not want them to have.
Psychically programmed toddlers on into adulthood
remain fragmented. They do not know, understand or
honor their own needs.
Psychic toddlers also get the Delta assassination programming designed to kill enemies psychically. They spy
with remote viewing on enemies and friends. So much
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coded RED (woman in the red dress) in some alter systems. In the alpha state trainers also program in how to
torture, use espionage, increase the slaves visual acuity
and develop photographic memory.
BETA Programming is built on Alpha programming
in infants and children. The 3rd dimensional vibration or
calibrations of brain waves at BETA rhythm or 12 to 30
Hz or cycles per second. At the beta vibration your reality is perceived, as outside of you and you feel separate. The core belief is that you are a victim. BETA is the
2nd easiest brain wave to reach and is associated with
aggression, survival and sexual impulses.
The beta programs holds cult PROTECTORS, internal warriors and MILITARY systems. They may be
coded BLUE. All children in the illuminati are trained
sex slaves from birth and at 2 years are programmed
to have charisma and be seductive. Beta alternate personalities are used as Black Widows for espionage and
blackmail.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. A trainer can use
most any kind of body as a sex slave. They are used in
the crime syndicate, pornography, snuff films, and movies or in Internet pornography. Some films are of having
ones head chopped off while having sex or aborting a
fetus. Early sexual abuse events will be used or created
to anchor the beta programming and the many alternate
personalities. Beta altars frequently see themselves as
cats.
The SCORPION Program was a government program installed into the Monarch sex slaves both male
and female. The BETA model can ONLY have sex with
those their handlers allows them to have sex with. They
CANNOT refuse sexually servicing another. Slaves
are consistently belittled and compared unfavorably
to others. The children are available and taken to be
eyes are held open and the child is strapped into a viewing chair. Like in the film A Clockwork Orange 1971, the
future or a fiction, I think not. More hypnosis and drug
induced states are used.
The painful rape of a child with its legs held in a butterfly configuration is used to get a butterfly alter. To get
a puppet, the body is given a drug to paralyze the child.
Then electro-shock is applied to certain muscles upon
the command of the programmer. The effect is that the
child has no control over his or her body, and the programmer can make the childs body parts jerk and move
by shocking them.
BRAIN WAVE Programming is started at 8 years
of age depending on the childs skill at dissociation and
the country he or she lives in. Before 8 years of age the
cerebral cortex and neurological development are not
advanced enough to train and will cause neurological
damage. EEGs are used to determine if they are in a
particular brain wave state. Hypnotic drugs and electric
shock are used to increase fear and arousal.
COLOR Programming is a simple system to organize codes for nonreaders like most 2 year-olds are. The
COLOR Programming or CODING will be used the rest
of their life. Training starts with drugging through food,
drink, Kool-Aid or injection, the child is hypnotized
and traumatized. Then strapped down naked on a cold
metal table. All this is done before the training gets
underway.
The training is done over and over again to lay in
each and every traumatized alternate personality. For
example training in the color code blue. The child is
put into a room of neutral color like white or beige. The
trainer will dress in all blue there will be blue lighting
and blue objects in the room. The 2 year old child will
awaken from the abuse still in a trance and is told that
FRUSTRATION
TRY to converse or communicate with an alternate
personality or a dissociated one, it is frustrating and
goes nowhere. Having a MEANINGFUL conversation
with an Illuminist, trauma base programmed individual is predictably FRUSTRATING and confusing when
you want to know and understand them better. Pity the
therapist. It is hard for an alternate personality to share
their feelings, because they do not have any REAL ones.
They only have the feelings programmed into them.
die. But, you owe your life to me. Recorded messages are
also played over and over the child is allowed to come
out of unconsciousness, with the constant message of
being reborn for the family (Illuminati) group
RESUSCITATION Programming or ritual includes
drugging, electric shock or tortured until their HEART
stops beating. Then the head priest will resuscitate
the child with drugs, CPR and incantations. When the
child comes back or is resuscitated they are told that
they were brought back to life by the demonic entity
the group worships and now the child owes their life to
that entity. Rejection of the demon or reptilian or family
means death or activation of a suicide program.
Sometimes the carcass of a large animal like a cow or
horse is opened up and the child is placed in there for a
day or more so it can be REBORN into Satans legions.
Sometimes the child dies, but if they live they are told
the demon saved them and will preserve them as long as
they do not upset Satan.
being played. They are extremely vulnerable receptive to the messages placed in under trauma.
A third version is putting the child in a large recently
killed animal, like a horse and letting them stay there a
few days. They get saved and rescued.
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Jumped In
Getting jumped into the Illuminists gang becomes
more formal by four years of age and the direction they
will serve is crystallized. The generational Illuminist
child has been tested many times in many ways physically, mentally and emotionally. Including Gittingers
Personality Assessment System or PAS designed to evaluate current and future personality. Gittingers original
formulation defines three primitive dimensions, considering general ability level, gender and age.
The first dimension is Internalizer-Externalizer or
intellectual dimension meaning the child has an ability
to manipulate internal stimuli or symbols without being
distracted by the external world.
The Regulated-Flexible or procedural dimension is
a child that can see details within a whole, but not the
whole. They are more stimuli bound.
The Adaptable-Role Uniform dimension is a child
skilled in meeting demands others make on them, without awareness of all that is involved.
Based on the PAS results the 4-year-old falls in programming charts are labeled with a suitable occupation like
Environmental Activist or Pentecostal church reformer
or Consumer Advocate or Activist. Programming follows,
with 6-month goals to support and develop strengths. The
appropriate alternate personality will be created. The map
of the Land of Oz in the Wizard of Oz books was frequently
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used for the front, socially appropriate; alternate personalities. A system built as a city of entities having unity and
multiplicity. Illuminists love opposites, unity is forced in
their reality. Light is dark. Up is down.
To execute the plans of the illuminati, it takes many,
many handlers, trainers and controllers. The older dissociated ones need to control and instruct the younger dissociated ones and there is your unity. Slaves controlling
each other, a dissociated society operating with controlled
minds and thoughts passed on to the young. You just need
to call forth the right alter to get the desired job done.
Parents do the earliest sexual training for all the children even all the sexual positions are taught and drawn.
Teachers in schools wonder where very young students
learned to draw explicit sexual acts. They learned it at
home of course. There is no free will or thinking for
your self. The continuous use of drugs, electric shocked
and trauma affects their small-undeveloped biologys
and brains and who cares about that? It is not uncommon for trainers to give too much electricity and destroy
programming and the childs ability to be a good slave
and sometimes stay alive. How many have died from too
many drugs? Most all of the children died that they used
to test radiation on. The few that lived have many challenges to deal with daily.
Since the 1940s the Atomic Energy Commission had
been sponsoring tests on the effects of radiation on the
human body. Such experiments were not limited to hospital patients, but included, orphans fed irradiated milk,
children injected with radioactive materials, prisoners
in Washington and Oregon state prisons.
METAL and JEWEL Programming The parents
status, the childs DNA, the region it is born in, the group
it is born into, and the trainers that work with it determine what level the child is put in and when.
METAL Programming is what many Illuminati children are given. Metals are bronze (lowest) to platinum
(highest) and are laid in the same way jewel programming is. JEWEL Programming is similar to metal programming but a higher level and more difficult to obtain.
JEWEL programming is started at 2 or 3 years of
age and is considered higher than metals to achieve.
Higher levels mean more abuse, drugging, hypnotism
and electro shock. The child is shown a piece of jewelry
or a large example of the jewel (or metal) and asked isnt
this amethyst, ruby, emerald or diamond beautiful? The
child will be eager to look at it and touch it. To become a
jewel you need to EARN the right with TRAINING and
systematic abuse and trauma to create full alters inside.
Amethyst is usually 1st earned and linked to KEEPING
SECRETS.
Ruby is next and linked to SEXUAL ABUSE and
sexual alters laid in. As the child is repeatedly sexually
traumatized and survives they CREATE sexual alternate personalities to please adult perversions.
Emerald generally comes at ages 12 to 15 years and
is linked to family loyalty, WITCHCRAFT and dark
spiritual achievement. Emeralds often have a black cat
linked to them.
Diamond is the highest gemstone, and not all children will earn it. Family jewels are often passed down
internally during training sessions with trainers and
family members. All high Illuminati families will have
jewels hidden in secret vaults, which have been passed
down for generations.
Triads of three elders may be seen in the alter system. Platinums may have a head council of three. Jewels
will have a triad of ruby, emerald, and diamond in many
systems, to rule over the others as an internal leadership council or System Above or Ascended Masters or
ACCOUNTABILITY
Denial and lack of responsibility or claiming to not
know PREVENTS movement to higher vibrations. You
need to be very aware of your thoughts and how charitable and compassionate they are. Especially when it
comes to thinking about YOU. With more awareness
comes more accountability. We are realizing the profound influence our thoughts and emotions have on us.
Start thinking negatively, blame or judge and your vibration lowers along with your mood. Victims are always
unhappy people.
Keeping high vibrations allows flashes of perception
from the fourth and fifth dimension to enter your awareness and change your mood. Spending time in compassion leads to hope, enjoyment and conscious choosing.
Our brain works best when in sync with our mental
body or DNA that surrounds us. Our mental body adapts
to the version of reality we choose to be in. The realty
you choose to perceive you create.
As long as we have biology we need to be aware of
what is best for it and support our biology on a cellular
and molecular level. Because we have biology we still
need to do chores, drive and deal with darkness which
all can lower our vibration. The faster you identify your
negativity or density the easier it is to release it. For
example our biology needs to continuously adapt to the
increasing pollution, chemtrails and genetically modified food. At some point our biology reacted strongly,
now unfortunately, it is adjusting.
We are adjusting to higher vibrations in the same way
and that is very fortunate. Filling your life with creativity, some exercise and compassion helps us create higher
vibrations as the main state of awareness. We are slowly
family members and dark friends, they can start integrating their alternate personalities little-by-little.
MONTAUK PROJECT is a US government 1983 initiated experiment and an extension of the Philadelphia
Experiment of 1952 and scientific manipulation of
space-time continuum, time travel and psychological
warfare techniques.
Messages from implants, angels, guides, aliens, or
ascended masters can be from your controller or handler
or the government with a device or psychically. With
all the drugs, abuse, hypnosis and low frequency vibrations with messages hitting us how can we know what
is real and from what source? How do you know what
is true, when you are getting a sound and light show
mostly you are being entertained. As your attention is
diverted outward and you hold your attention outside of
you. Go within to discern your truths. To make consistently LIGHT choices and align with universal law you
will need to be very alert at first until you get the hang
of who is saying what in your head and who is your soul
aspect and how light are they.
Several more programs to distort and twist a slaves
reality and make them dissociate are upside-down
and silence programs.
UPSIDE DOWN Programming is hanging or being
suspended upside down for one or two hours. That will
play TRICKS on the MIND and it starts to dissociate and
reverse PAIN and PLEASURE. This is often done with
Beta alters to get them to think that painful sadistic rape,
an illuminati favorite, is pleasurable. After reversals you
get PAIN IS LOVE and the sadomasochistic kitten alters
beg for more abuse to rationalize the predator guilt and
to prevent the predator from remembering when they
were programmed and how much they suffered.
Remember that the vibration of terror, pain and suffering FEEDS energy to the reptilians in the illuminati.
That energy siphoning creates the illusion that they are
powerful because they can terrorize the helpless.
SILENCE Programming is trauma to force SILENCE
by repeatedly killing humans of all ages in front of the infant
or child being programmed while telling the mind-control
victim the people are being sadistically killed because they
talked. Nice way to keep people terrorized and confused.
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JUMPED OUT
Leaving the GANG and your programs, triggers and
focus changers is a considerable challenge. Illuminists
are designed to monitor them self INTERNALLY, externally and each other the way Hitler Youth controlled
them self and each other. Hitler youth in Germany 1922
to 1945 were a paramilitary organization of the Nazi
Party. MALE youths aged 14 to 18 years. For boys and
girls aged 10 t0 14 was the League of German Girls.
They were viewed as future Aryan Supermen. Greater
emphasis was placed on physical and military training
than on academic study. The youths were used to break
up Church youth movements, did anti-church indoctrination, spied on religious classes, family members and
neighbors. Cruelty was encouraged to weed out the
unfit and harden up the rest. The same principles are in
play when trying to leave the FAMILY.
Breaking programming or deprogramming is hard
to do when your handlers are still able to access you
physically, by any electronic means and or psychically.
In therapy confuse and scramble programs will take
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Land of Oz
By 4 years of age the child has been tested and the childs
weaknesses and strengths are charted and their destiny
in life is determined and sealed. Programs are determined and the appropriate alternate personalities will
be created. The map of the LAND of OZ in the Wizard
of Oz books was frequently used for the front alternate
personalities of a system built as a city of UNITY and
MULTIPLICITY. Like the New World Order is said to
have.
The map of the Land of Oz is a square divided in
four parts corner to corner making four triangles and
in the center is the Emerald city. On the top is Gillikin
Country or north, Munchkin Land to the right or east,
Winkie Land to the left or west and Quadling Country
on the bottom or south. Surrounding the Land of Oz
is Impassible Desert north, Shifting Sands east, Great
Sandy Waste south and deadly Desert west.
The EMERALD CITY LIBRARY from the Land of
OZ contains the historical genealogies of satanic DNA
from early ancient times to the present. Some alternate
personalities in the illuminati system only function
as photographic memories and store pages and pages
of information including the codes of the their entire
system.
FRANK L BAUM was a grand master mason and into
black magic. He wrote the Wizard of Oz series of books.
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SUPED-UP vehicle
SATANISM is a broad term referring to different
groups with different beliefs. Some shared features
include symbolic association with, or admiration for the
character of Satan or the Devil or Lucifer or the Dark
Lord or the anti Christ. They all worship the power of
the little human or ego or the biology. To increase or
enhance the human power they call on the power of
darkness or the absence of light, compassion or wisdom.
There goal is to make the biology a great deal more than
it was designed to be. Biology is a vehicle for our soul
aspect to experience physicality. The soul is what drives
the biology. Satanists want a SUPED-UP vehicle with
a dark SOUL aspect driving.
REMOTE VIEWING
Remote viewing (RV) is a psychic skill. The Illuminists
and Scientology have always used this tool to spy on
each other and everyone else. Ten percent of the trauma
based programmed two years olds have increased training in this area. Remote viewing is a mental skill using
your consciousness or awareness to visit, see and experience another place or time. Remote viewing is related to
psychic or par psychological phenomena. It is you projecting your consciousness or awareness into another
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Shape Shift
Shape shifting is common in the fourth dimension
because you can change your outside envelop or vehicle
with your THOUGHT and EMOTION. If you wish to
take on an animal appearance you need to commune
with the essence of that animal to understand it. You
will still consider your self a human but imagine what it
feels like to be and behave like that animal. When a form
is created from fear it appears fearful to those creating
and looking at it.
The lowest soul plane of the fourth dimension consists of FEARS one has collected in all their different
realities. The law of attraction brings together the things
and emotions with slow low vibrations. Our nightmares
are OUR THOUGHTS of us being trapped in our own
fears. Instead of owning a fearful characteristic we have,
we split it off from our self-awareness and making it
scary and ugly. That is you judging the self.
The demons present in many peoples reality have
spiritual hierarchies BECAUSE dark humans have
spiritual hierarchies. Remember that darkness and the
word demon, devil or reptilian only describe someone
or something having LESS than 30% light. A dark entity
or demon or reptilian or shadow soul aspect or any
energy source or entity that carries LESS than 30% light
is DARK regardless of what name you call it by. No light
is no light. Dark is unbalanced energy, an alien, dark soul
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specific training and trauma with praise for accomplishment and punishment or being shocked for not doing
well. Major areas of scholarship include, the history of
the Illuminati, especially the childs particular branch and
memorizing genealogies. Learning and becoming fluent
in multiple languages modern and ancient, including but
not limited to: English, French, German, Russian, Spanish,
Arabic, Latin, Greek, Hebrew, Egyptian hieroglyphics;
ancient Babylonian, ancient Chaldea and cuneiform writings. They are skilled and knowledgeable debaters, and
quite verbal about it.
SILENCE Programming is to reinforce that speaking about their experiences can be life threatening. To
reinforce the need to be silent or die, humans of all ages
get repeatedly killed in front of the infant or child being
programmed. They are repeatedly told that the people
are being sadistically killed and sacrificed because they
talked.
SPIRITUAL DILEMMA Programming creates
Satanic and Christian alternate personalities. Having
Satanic and Christian alters insures that if they discover
each other they would reject wanting to learn about
the other. The personality would move into denial and
dissociation.
They are told the Christian god rejected them because
he didnt rescue the 2-year-old victim that accepted the love
of God. Rejection, retaliation and bondage are the tools of
Satan and the favorite is deception. Only the demon cared
enough and was strong enough to rescue or resurrect the
child.
SPIRITUAL Programming includes being forced
to memorize satanic beliefs, rituals, and the Book of
Illumination. This starts in infancy and continues
throughout life. Classes and training sessions are about
the hierarchy, rituals and worship of demons. Especially
SOUL ASPECT
Lacking the core personality or soul aspect the
Illuminist is only a biological system split up in many
parts that get triggered into action or run a program.
A system is a group of related parts that move or work
together. SYSTEM is a term the illuminati use to refer
to two different systems. The world system or network
refers to the established social-economic-political system controlling and micromanaging the world. And the
other system is the micromanagement of every aspect of
the growth and development of their children. Starting
by selecting the correct DNA. They manage, control and
shape every bit of the individual childs existence and
the adult, with their unending programs and training.
Then there is all the controlling, triggering and manipulation of each other.
The infant can eventually have 13 x 13 x 13 = 2,197
possible alternate personalities or alters or splits or fragments in one person that is trained to dissociate being
unaware consciously of their automatic responses to
commands or triggers used on them by their handlers
and trainers in every bit of their life.
This system is based on a hierarchy with each member micromanaging the ones one step lower than them
in the hierarchy. This is a system based on everyone
controlling each other to conform to whatever master
plan is being executed currently. There is no free will, no
thought or thinking is allowed, no light, this hierarchy is
the very dark controlling the dark weaker and smaller
dark ones, a system of robots that have shut down their
freedom and light soul aspects and thinking for the self.
While the core personality stands by and waits for a safe
time to return and reclaim the biology. Maybe 15% of
souls despair and walk away abandoning their experience with darkness.
ONLY by staying in present time. Staying consciously
aware, awake and present in your biology and doing
your OWN thinking and choosing can you break programming, formal or informal programming. You need
to be the one to consciously un-create what you created.
SUICIDE Programming is always present in Illuminati
slaves to prevent information of what the Illuminati does
and how it operates from getting out into the public awareness. The slaves and members have been conditioned or
forced to believe they would rather die than leave their
FAMILY, the Illuminati. Come back OR die programming
can be deactivated by your AWARENESS of it and you
staying in present time. Dissociate and you CHOOSE to
follow your programming and the handler triggering you.
Light is slowly and steadily increasing on earth and
through attrition, the dark is gradually being reduced
in strength and effectiveness by the sustained actions of
the light. Precise dates or times are hard to give because
the rest of the universe functions in the now moment.
By 2016 most people or soul aspects carrying less than
60% light will be gone from earth.
One of the acts of attrition is reduction of the dark
ones. Since May 21, 2011 infants born to parents with
less than 36% light will not have souls. The infant will
be biology with no soul. They have flat affect are onedimensional or appear empty; it will feel like having a
doll or robot to interact with. That way the caretaker,
parent or Illuminist will not be able to torment, steal or
harness their FEAR energy. There will be no core personality forced to dissociate and abandon the biology.
The Illuminati forces and imprisons girls to be breeders and have babies that never get into the system so
the public is not aware of them ever existing or being
eaten in ritual sacrifices.
Of course the parent or caretaker could project their
energy into the infant and it would seem to have a soul.
For example, Hitler, the devil, Santa Clause or Jesus
were soulless but seemed real because so many humans
focused their energy on them creating feeding cords
back and forth. The Grey Aliens do not have souls and
only 2 -3% of the reptilians do.
Another example is twins one could have a soul and
one could be soulless. Possibly a parent went darker after
conception? Maybe a parent went lighter. Archangel
Gabriel is the earth parent for all souls and moves
souls in and out of the womb depending on the spiritual
lesson the infant and parents have decided on.
Soulless children are not expected to survive past
2020 because of the higher vibration that will be on
Gaia then. These children will not make it past infancy
and will be born with diseases and other health issues.
A caretaker or parent that is unable to care for them self
cannot be a compassionate parent or able to protect and
nurture their or any other infant.
SOULS with LESS than 50% LIGHT will not be
allowed to incarnate into an infant or adult body. That
means dark ancestors can no longer incarnate into biology on Gaia. No new dark ones are allowed to enter the
planet since 2011. There will be many frustrated borderline and very dark souls waiting to incarnate making
the spiritual atmosphere dense around earth with their
anxiety, anger and tension. Mediums and ghost whisperers will be very helpful if they are willing to explain to
these souls how things have changed and help them to
accept that they will not be incarnating on earth. Help
EMANATE FIRST
Our senses, what we have awareness of, is projected
out. We emanate what our internal realty and belief system is. Surprise, surprise, what we emanate is attracted
to us. Electromagnetically we pull in more of what we
sent out. What we think, FEEL and believe is our point
of perception, reality, and what we perceive to be true.
That is why awareness will heal you. The more honest
truth you know about you and your environment, which
you have helped sustain, the more compassion youll
be emanating for you. More compassion, means higher
vibration and a happier you even biochemically.
Project victim predator awareness or consciousness
and you will attract that and it will become your truth
and how you think and feel. Keep repeating that truth
or thoughts and you IMPRINT that on your essence.
Those repetitive patterns actually become part of your
DNA, your structure. Once your victim predator belief
are dark, you only perceive your dark soul aspects and
the negativity you share with them. Your expectations
calibrate to your vibration, awareness or consciousness.
When you do not believe you will not expect anything or
communication to occur.
Light and life are synonymous in higher vibrations.
They mean the same thing. Doubt or judgments or
wounding or blame are creations of fear. You CANNOT
perceive the fifth dimension and beyond in a lower state
of awareness or consciousness because third and fourth
dimension sensory preceptors cant pick up the higher
vibration of the fifth dimension. The amount of light you
carry is important because each level of light or compassion; carries different truths or beliefs.
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please the dark in your life. Light people would be supportive of you breaking you program. Breaking your programs will only upsets the dark ones in your life. Breaking
programs becomes a YOU or THEM choice. Compassion
for you or servicing the dark is the choice. Work in concert
with your soul or serve and service darkness.
The core personality that wants to serve and service the dark has made a choice. They choose to stop
thinking and being who they are to curry favor with
the dark. That means they consider the self, worthless.
They are filled with self-hate because they judged the
self. So? Where is the compassion for you? Are you willing to choose again?
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Receive
Receive only compassion and
Give only compassion.
That is UNIVERSAL LAW
The Universal Laws of ATTRACTION, ALLOWING
and ENTRAINMENT all work together all of the time.
The Universal Law of ATTRACTION or like attracts
like. The vibration you emanate attracts more of the same
experiences on that vibration back to you. You get what
you give. What comes to you reflects with CLARITY the
thoughts you hold.
Forcing, yelling, hitting, gossiping, righteous indignation and or blaming are negative and lack compassion.
Blaming you, god, a child, spouse, your soul or a corporation or governing body attracts more lessons in suffering to you. Wallowing in the most pain and suffering or
being the biggest bully or the most famous or infamous
maintains the third dimension vibration, darkness, past
and future and fixed rules.
The universal principle of COMPENSATION and
the universal law of attraction both say that we receive
like energy to the energy we emanate in our thoughts.
When you consider your self worthless and try to deceive,
sacrifice for, or trick someone into valuing or accepting
you, that means your thoughts are of neediness, worthlessness or self pity and the ONLY one attracted to that
vibration will be a predator to victimize you. Then you
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Whatever situation you created in the past for your spiritual lessons you can CHANGE now, by changing your
point of perception and having compassion for you first.
Concern your self with what is nurturing, enjoyable and
creative for you and your soul.
ABOUT SENDING LOVE or PEACE or NASTINESS
The intent to send love or any message with an
agenda, to those that are suffering or you want to suffer
MAY help them to experience brief moments of peace
or suffering. BUT having any agenda goes against the
law of allowing. You are projecting (forcing) your reality
on others and you are interfering with their ability to
heal them self. Do you carry a child when it is trying to
master walking or do you allow and support the child in
their effort at independence and their choices?
Accidents and illness are experiences your soul
aspect planned to help you master spiritual awareness
and compassion. Everything that happens to you is by
your own personal design. It is easier to learn from your
experiences when you take responsibility for what you
create and whom you entrain with. Who are you falling in sync with? Accept what is in your life and work
with it. Denial, blame or constant distractions keep you
stuck, repeating the same lesson over and over again.
The place you were born and the pathology of your family is not random. It was your choice. What did you want
you to figure out?
There is no need EVER to go seeking out people to
help. The lessons that could benefit you both will appear
at the right moment. You need to notice when that happens. Your life unfolds just as you planned it; your displeasure or delight or suffering is your choice.
The Universal Law of ENTRAINMENT or RESONANCE or FREQUENCY or VIBRATION is another way
to see how mass consciousness can evolve into a higher
vibration. Entrainment requires that two or more vibrations existing in the same space MUST adjust to each other
and combine creating a single resonance and that applies
to everything, from subatomic particles to the universe. All
energy, all thoughts and all feelings vibrate or resonate at
a specific frequency and they must be harmonious when
they share space. For Example, on a scale of 1-10 if you are
at 3 and the other is at 7 you will vibrate at 5 together. Or
if one vibration is overpowering it will pull the other to
their level and both would be at 3,4 or 6,7.
Old victim predator and survival truths and patterns
of conflict cannot coexist with 5th dimension energy
patterns of compassion and unity. The universal principle of RECONCILLIATION allows different qualities
to get unified into similarities to diminish differences
and decrease conflict. As bringing the fifth dimension
into the fourth dimension is raising the fourth into the
fifth.
Predators, victims and confused innocents entrain
with each other all of the time because they share
the same vibration or darkness. Frequently they read
each others thoughts and FEELINGS knowing what
the other plans to do next. The two or more become
entrained AND some read the thought of the other and
dissociate. The dissociation moves entrainment into
PROGRAMMING. Being dissociated is to surrender
your thinking and control by ALLOWING the predator
to do as they wish. The dissociated reject thinking for
the self and receiving only compassion.
PROGRAMMING is a stimulus-response or conditioning or associative learning sequence. A significant
stimulus evokes a REFLEXIVE response. For example
smelling something cooking you like to eat starts the
saliva in your mouth flowing. When reading the intention of your predator evokes the reflexive response of
ACTION
The Universal Law of ACTION says the human
must ACT FIRST to make any changes. When your
soul aspects have followed you into darker thought
patterns they line up your synchronicities in the low
attraction always provides us with a match to the energies we emanate consciously and unconsciously.
Stagnating in old behaviors and relationships results
in OUR robotic or habitual patterns that BYPASS our
thought process about how we feel about what we do.
Not thinking depletes YOUR energy and disconnects
YOU from your soul aspect and the always-present flow
of universal compassion.
The universal principle of JOY and INNER PEACE
increases with deeper connection and surrender of the
little human or ego to their light soul aspects point of
perception, giving up the human free will for living in
divine will and following universal law.
The universal principle of HAPPINESS says the way
you feel about WHO you are, what you do, and what you
have manifested, creates your happiness. Not the title
or role you play, what you own or whom you control or
what human law you follow. It is imperative for you to
own your creations, even when you created with some
very dark gray energy and you did it in ignorance. Never
judge yourself or others, know your truth and discern if
there is a more balanced direction for YOU to take your
thought and energy in. Deficient in love for your self
means YOU are the one withholding the much needed
love and acceptance you want, so what do you plan to do
about it?
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BALANCE
The Universal Law of BALANCE is to maintain
order and harmony within the divine universe. All have
chosen to exist in this current reality and when all are
The Universal Law of PERPETUAL TRANSMUTATION of energy is that all sentient beings have the
power to CHANGE continuously. Raising your vibration is hard work that YOU need to DO! Clarifying and
changing all your individual and personal thoughts to
compassionate ones, takes some serious thought and
work. You must stay present in your biology, treat it well
and honor it all of the time.
Any imbalances you have attracted to you as a result
of your attachment to ANY agenda, idea, thing, person,
power or control (yes, in concurrent lives and different
realities) have to be uncreated by YOU removing your
energy feeding cords, attachments and contracts from
them. You need to be your very own super hero in present time.
The universal principle of THOUGHT is that energy
follows your thought. Seek or wonder about something
and your thought takes you there. You need to discern
what is true or valuable for you in the information that
runs through your awareness.
The universal principle of the UNCONSCIOUS
MIND or BRAIN is that it is unable to distinguish
FACT from FICTION and follows what it is told. If it
is convinced a piece of ice is red hot it will experience
a burn. If you keep operating on the principle that you
are a victim, that is exactly what you will experience,
creator. When you receive, think or give conflicting data
you produce conflicting results.
For example you imagine a world where there is
no competition BUT you want to be the best or the
winner. That is conflicting data in your head. Imagine
a world free of pollution, free of want, free of disease
BUT you want a cigarette or a drug. That is conflicting
data. To rid you of confliction you need to imagine YOU
not competing and being equal with others. To rid you
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Compassion
Compassion for YOU is found within you. Please do not
get confused; compassion for you is NEVER about
over eating or drinking, collecting more stuff, being abusive or suffering. Those are all about you trying to avoid
awareness of your wounds and suffering with an addiction or dark truths or living in your pain body.
Compassion and healing is to feel and own your
experiences so you can gather the wisdom. You need to
be actively engaged in your thought and the cause and
affect of them in your life. Your involvement creates a
sense of worth, approval and equality for you. Viewing
your experiences from higher vibrations of compassion
you see that the victim feels worthless and powerless,
the predator feels powerless and entitled and the confused innocent is ignorant, dissociated or in denial. Any
and all of those roles are dark truths or unconsciousness
or ignorance of universal law.
LEVELS of COMPASSION
The vibration or percentage of light emanated from
any sentient being indicates the amount of compassion
they have and the truths they live by. Increasing light,
compassion and unconditional love are destabilizing the
darkness on earth. Compassion and light make it difficult for the unconscious to stay unaware of what is going
on inside of them. The continually increasing vibrations
create wakeful awareness of what and how you feel and
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think. The amount of light you carry gives a clear predictable picture of what you are like to interact with.
Your personality and moral choices are PERDICTABLE
based on the thoughts that you carry, project and reflect.
The invisible realm, your soul aspects and the universe use percentages or ratios of dark to light to discern
the amount of compassion present in everything, a person, a family, a country or situation or event. BASED on
the amount of light they carry and emanate you know
how ethical and trustworthy they are. How hopeful and
creative they are. How safe a child is with them. How
dangerous they are to the self and others. Your soul
aspect will give you any percentage of light of anyone or
thing you ask for. Make your question clear and simple
so you understand the answer. The ratio or probability
of something happening or not, are predictable based on
the percentages of light carried by all those involved.
The levels of compassion, love, light or awareness are
measured on a scale from zero to a 100%. Some are even
measured lower than zero and greater than 100%.
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DARK ONES
The unconscious, dark or negative ones carry no or
a small percentage of light and are self-hating, numb,
apathetic, dissociated and slow vibrating, they act dead
or operate in self-pity, blaming others and the self. They
have vengeful thoughts are angry, antagonistic and frequently addicted to distract themselves from awareness
of their creations. To deal with their suffering they have
shut off their feelings and other senses. They make the
same dark choices over and over again and get confused
by the fact that they create the same result. Their choices
are self-sabotaging and self-destructive. They are very
wounded, guilty, and fearful and never take responsibility for their thoughts or actions. They are dangerous to
the small and helpless. They look for magic to solve all
issues and problems.
Finding your way back to the light and alignment
with universal law is challenging but doable.
Level Below zero to zero: carries less than 0 to
15% light. There were dark leaders that carried percentages of dark way below zero that are no longer present
on earth. This 10% of the dark had fully functional light
bodies and the ability to organize and control the other
90% of the unconscious ones to do their bidding. The
other 90% dark use each other or any other entities like
other humans and animals as servants or worker bees
or something to vent on and abuse, especially their own
children. They are easily possessed and the most likely
possession is a dark ancestor or relative. To carry some
light in this group you would need to work yourself UP to
resentment, anger, antagonism, acting out and SELF-hate.
Level 0: carries 15 to 30% light. They operate by
abandoning their biology and their awareness. What happens in their life is magic there is no cause and affect
or responsibility for the self. They feel betrayed by their
biology and all else. In solidified light or low vibrations of
victim predator or confused innocent thought you attract
and entrain with dark ones and dark experiences.
As we got increasingly darker we got attached to
doing what would keep our biology alive and felt good.
We became physically and emotionally attached to stuff
or people that could keep the biology safe and satisfied
as much as possible. Some soul aspects have forgotten
that they are eternal essences and think the biology is all
there is to them.
HALF CONSCIOUS
When you reach for lighter thoughts and awareness
little by little you go in and out of awareness and are considered HALF CONSCIOUS. This is when you become
curious and ask WHY and want to know more about you
and what your feelings and thoughts are all about and is
this all there is?
Level 1: carries 30 to 50% light. To increase understanding or clarity Ill refer to this group as 40%ers.
They operate by being oppositional, angry, in pain and
hating mostly the self. They are self-absorbed with their
suffering and unethical behavior; they are gossipy, fearful and frequently abandon their biology by dissociating and living in past or future time. They are limited
by their fears and beliefs that are irrational much of the
time and they have rather limited vision. They twist
facts to defend their dark and distorted reality, parent,
leader or organization they follow or belong to.
40%ers allow the clan, bully, religion or leader to do
their thinking for them. That way there is always someone else to blame, vent on and create drama around. They
each suffer more than anyone else does. Their LOVE is
very conditional, its care taking and I OWN you and
you need to do this for me or there will be consequences.
40%ers considers them selves to be smarter and better than you. That justifies their forcing others to do
things their way. They try to make you feel worthless so
you are easier to manipulate, like so many adults do to
ONENESS
80%ers or those that carry 80% light or more, most of
the time are conscious and working with their souls point
of perception and universal law instead of with the little
human or ego. At 80% light you are vibrating high enough
for your soul to enter the space around your biology.
Your guides, angels, higher self and imaginary friends
say good-by one way or another. Notice them as they
leave and thank them for their service to you. You are not
being abandoned but you may feel that way. The old falls
away and there is a time lag or void until the new kicks
in or gets down loaded. Have faith during the time lag or
void you are at zero point energy. You are releasing the
old and putting in closer alignment with universal law.
At 80% light you have had your half dark / half light
ascension and you have committed to being compassionate with your self and your biology all the time. You
are integrating any parts or pieces of you that you split
off for one reason or another. Parts of you that you gave
away or had taken from you or left laying around in all
your concurrent experiences need to be reintegrated to
make you more solid and complete. Your alternate and
parallel realities are melding together now.
Your service to others now is more pure and helpful with few strings or agendas by the insecure needy
ego or little human. With more light there is sharing not
care taking and there is DETACHMENT not an agenda
of one sort or another. You move into the void frequently
as old survival truths fall away this is a time of calm and
rebalance. It is wise to release and grieve for what you
were and what you had experienced. Higher truths or
thought patterns are falling into place. You are creating
with detachment, joy and compassion.
Level 5: carries 80 to 90% light and is called IN and
OUT because 50% of the little human or ego has merged
with their soul aspect.
Level 6: carries 90 to 95% light and is called
BALANCING your biology and DNA inside and outside
the biology.
Level 7: carries 95 to 100% light and is called
SOARING the little human emotions, drama and concerns are mostly a thing of the past and your biology still
needs to be lovingly cared for. Before moving to level 8
you MARRY your higher self or soul aspect.
Level 8: carries ONENESS and infinity the human
functioning as one unit with the higher self or soul and
you are out of duality spiritually, mentally and emotionally.
Your biology is a vehicle from earth. The loneliness is gone
now.
QUESTIONING
Questioning the invisible realm or your soul aspects
can be a bit tricky. A clear, simple question is best.
Understanding their point of perception is even more
Synchronicities and fluidity happen generally without our awareness of the larger picture. Waiting for them
to happen is not wise. Synchronicities never happen the
WAY the little human or ego wanted or anticipated they
would. Trust your FIRST instinct or intuition as it is
generally from your soul aspects. Synchronicities work
piecemeal and humans are required to connect all the
pieces together. When humans hear an intuition spoken
to them in their voice they think they thought of it. They
probably did not.
You can speak to most any soul aspect by asking for
them by name or giving a shout out. Speak aloud and
their awareness is with you immediately.
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GOING LIGHTER
As time goes on we are getting lighter. It is not possible to give precise dates or times as the rest of the universe functions in the now moment. This illusion and
its apparent time-line and linearity are always subject to
the law of fluidity. The dark is destabilized and dissipating kicking and screaming as they go, but roughly:
1914 to 2100 Gaia as a planet started her 6th ascension. Around 1945 humanity made a course correction
from following others and leaders to trusting more in
the self.
When a higher vibrating soul group wants to give the
earth population an infusion of light they incarnate in
large groups, coming in as infants. En mass the Indigo
babies arrived around 1975 to 1995. The Crystal children
came in 1980s to 2000, the Rainbow child arrived in the
DARK than light are unable to incarnate on earth, parents with less than 36% light will have soulless infants.
Dark ancestors can no longer incarnate into biology or
hang around in Gaias emotional body.
November 11, 2011 we moved from human law into
UNIVERSAL LAW being the law of the land and universe. Give and receive only compassion we are 100%
responsible for all we create or fail to create. December
10-12, 2011 was the tipping point on earth from dark to
light. Dark was displaced from their state of stable equilibrium into unbalance and chaos.
The collective consciousness is not trapped any longer in fear. January 26, 2012 a portal was opened for all
the dark pieces, aspects and demons left on earth of those
souls that have been relocated to join their creators.
February 27, 2012 a portal was opened to support
humans in having increased compassion for the self.
April 16, 2012 the 70,000 enlightened people
needed to shift the entire planet into a higher state of
consciousness was reached. Their enlightened awareness was put into the mass consciousness and transferred to the whole group. Many shifted from the 4th
dimension into the 5th dimension.
May 20, 2012 is the start of booting up a new
program for the entire Milky Way Galaxy. The solar
eclipse marked the start of a new orbit or cycle around
ALCYONE our Central Sun.
Portal evolution in 2012 Portals are sentient and
when your consciousness resonates or vibrates high
enough to match and recognize a portal it will open
when asked. They decide for themselves to open or
close.
November 13, 2012 the total solar eclipse is to help
align and adjust the little human misdirections on their
path to alignment with universal law.
About ME
I was raised in a dysfunctional dark family, neighborhood, country and planet and have never stopped
asking why? None of it made and sense. I have been an
educational therapist for the past few decades and have
done private therapy with children, adults and families.
I understand the devastation of child abuse and how
darkens is absolutely soul crushing. It is the dark gift
that keeps giving more darkness. In all concurrent lifetimes and realities. For the past 50 years I have taught
emotionally challenged and severely learning disabled
students and adults from grades 3-12 in public schools
and my private school, these experiences have showed
me what heals wounds and what does not heal.
Psychology and sociology have always fascinated me
in many more lifetimes than just this one. The Illuminati
programmed slaves have showed up at my door and I
wanted to help the ones that wanted to break free so I
have studied and researched even more about the way
the Illuminati program all their children, a third of all
children on earth, and how to crash the programming so
they can take back their thinking.
CERTIFICATIONS as an Educational Therapists (AET),
Principal, Special Educator of Emotionally Disabled and
Learning Disabled, Reading Specialist, Art Instructor and
Supervisor
EXPERIENCE: Spiritual Therapist, Acting Principal,
Program Director and Community Coordinator for the
Severely Emotionally Disabled, grades 7-12 Designed,
developed and implemented a therapeutic approach.
Collaborated with psychologists, peace officers, parents
and Administrators. Have designed, developed and implemented curriculum, for at-risk, multicultural students
in inner cities. Facilitated group processing. Helped to
transition students into the mainstream, Student advocate
for students and families rights. Peace Officer for Harris
County Texas, Member of the Biltmore Whos Who
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