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The master no longer says, "You shall think as I do or you shall die". But he says: "You are free
to think differently from me and to retain your life, your property, and all that you possess, but you
are henceforth a stranger among your people. You may retain your civil rights, but they will be
useless to you, for you will never be chosen by your fellow citizens if you solicit their votes; and
they will affect to scorn you if you ask for their esteem. You will remain among men, but you will
be deprived of the rights of mankind. Your fellow creatures will shun you like an impure being;
and even those who believe in your innocence will abandon you, lest they should be shunned in
their turn. Go in peace! I have given you your life, but it is an existence worse than death.”
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world that the Iraqi people are capable of taking this into
think the CIA was created with this in mind, and second if
time to end the Cold War. The Cubans and Soviets have
asks me about the Iraqi body count and I tell her he should
have failed in Iraq, forcing raw sewage into the Tigris and
some way I would like to tell him that I always respect the
and has never been the point, he says. This effort has
tell her to cut out the sugar so we won’t have this problem
can be. Get an edge on life. Win one for the Gipper.
the ash you can make out the size and shape and facial
talking about the test, how there is only one answer and
my right and on his left, then they scatter into the wind.
inside the vehicle and then this one guy outside the
POW home soon, the first test of the new world order has
the right toward Terra Bella. I only want you to know that
I am here and you can see me if you look out the window.
and someone with his arm pulled up into a white canvas one
When you ask me later if I met him I will say no. I do not
on this film set I have not seen since the time we saw
remember when you said you thought Paul Sorvino had lost
open set, we want the word out. He says the movie when it
just wait and you will find out. There will be marketing
Arleta to call. He says then you will see the eight week
about our fish but I think better of it. This isn’t the
time. I jab him with my elbow and say every day must have
using this location because the movie takes place after the
turned to his own vomit again and the sow that was washed
flames from the collision with magic saliva. But right now
Sometimes they will show you the view from the ground in
wrong with a sense of pride in who you are and where you
are you?
talk to the attendant. That morning was the day after the
the antenna that you cannot read the values of the bids and
to Oleta Adams I don’t care how you get here just get here
and gold flowers. The actors take their places among the
man. Listen, I got a right to pat you down, and I’m gonna
weapon on you. You can pat me down, but do not mess with
me, man. Turn around and put your fucking hands on your
What are you gonna do? You gonna hit me with that stick?
STOP. The car radio is playing the Chic song from seventy-
nine these are the good times but the actors’ hairstyles
the pantomime that seems like it is for the camera, and the
place that if you were Kenneth Hahn you would want to turn
your time and build new malls along the interstate instead
web between two weeds with its beak until it snaps, sending
is a new mural, the latex still wet on the stucco wall over
and if you are lucky you recognize the song. The next car
the cops and they would not know what it is until they got
I tell them they do not know what they are talking about.
street poke their snouts under rolling metal doors and howl
boys pinches the ball in his gloved left hand and holds his
last month with the kidnapped squirrel and El Hoja and the
journal why does fear make me hard and does dialectic break
the one Mister Rogers wears when he plays with his train
slides out from under the car on a wheeled dolly and looks
pulls out a wrench from his pocket with one hand and waves
finger into the halo like popping a soap bubble. But you
Ulama game for Nintendo and I walk across the green laser
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beam toward the mechanic and out the back door into the
the first test of the new world order has passed the hard
right hand she will hold a remote control, white with soft
stained pink during washing, the bed covered with pens and
pile of briefs from off the bed and sink into the polyester
When she is in the toilet I can shout out get your fucking
hands in the air and she will fall for it the first three
or four times. She tears the roof off and I as the hero
here so I walk out with the bottles to the parking lot and
van, slide the bag between the seats, and we drive out of
radio I switch from the Mariah Carey and the announcer says
notice a cat on the roof above the door. I push the garage
door opener and roll the van over a new oil stain from last
gets extra points for speaking some Spanish words like hola
cop with a pig’s head and hooves. There are the oversized
with the caption see no evil. I don’t know how you can
that job he was talking about and I tell him his business
is his and mine is mine. Next time I find some shit for
want I'm going home to pay that debt I owe and that’s it
rabbit ears with a wet towel Angela uses to catch the run
you know you know I’m saying he can’t tag team me like he
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both agree he is the only one who can do it. And to tell
this radio show I told you about, some fucking Meters, and
Hands grip the water pipe. He dries his hand and puts the
tape into the stereo and he turns it way up and you can see
the dogs and birds moving in and out to the new jack swing.
Freddie says shut the fuck up and look at the police siren
you, you remember what was it the car alarm and I gave that
darts from Angela’s arms and runs to the closing door, its
adopting anything right now and the same goes for most
take care of it. She goes into her room and slams the door
and leaves the cat out to meow and sharpen its nails on
place in Long Beach and catch a fish off the pier with the
late stage of our move. You can see the Tujunga Canyon
anything here but when the lights come out in the Santa
must have been here in the twenties when all was darkness
sometimes two. Then comes the fading dry and the fires to
tell you the rainy season is over and that spring is here.
has been fine but the commute is long. I don’t watch the
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drive the Yugo off the two ten at Foothill and drive past
the Sunland Park and Recreation Center, and the empty lot
Court and park. The sign is missing the R-D-E and they
body and tries to climb the door like Linda Blair. I fed
get down to cat level and lecture it. I tap the cat on the
the pantry for Similac for the baby. There are condiments,
the two of us tonight but I do not know yet about the cat.
for a moment but the baby needs to eat. Where is the baby?
the water around its mandible. I put the bowl down on the
Tomorrow I’ll bring back what I need from work for dinner
and I will go ahead and make some sense of these tax forms.
cooze. You have heard of black and white but this video is
my bowels and leave the door open for a view to the living
Train done left the station because they got Michael Bolton
with the Z shaved in and how he always has to pose with his
cabinet and flush the toilet and walk back into the living
hanging from the rear-view mirror above the felt green tree
one hand in his pocket and the other pointing at the LAPD
husband says not again why did you do that. I thought you
didn’t even answer you yet man I say over the police radio,
away from the suspect with one hand while shielding his
gonna go check out the zoo. It’s monkey slapping time, you
lunge away from Larry so kicks him about six or seven times
in the abdomen. Koon says Find out who this black bastard
is and take him. This time Stacy gets out of the car and
procedure with this dude stumbling out of the car and Stacy
the taser out but I do not want to use it and I can see
legs I fire the electricity into his belly and he moans and
him had I not already fired the taser. Stand clear! The
taser wires are hanging off of him now like Doctor Octopus.
and strike him several times in the arm and leg areas to
don’t believe women have the physical stature for the job.
big deal. But that is okay we have been together for eight
one the weapon does not interpret the law and there are
to something else like how to get this fly out of the car
can wrestle him down. I can usually give up the freak even
good hard game ourselves, didn’t we? Sure did, didn’t we.
Yeah, yeah, you guys had a pretty good game. You played
good game tonight, and we hit quite a few home runs didn’t
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away from the dog and the man on the balcony with the
camera.
see the same man or do you see a changed man speaking these
She runs her finger along the harp on the way out the door
down Vermont all the way to the ocean. The question for me
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the car drives past the carousel and the carnival games and
water, algae and syringe fill the car I pull the handle and
the back deck you can see the coal black Santa Monicas lit
out the front window you can see the private contractors
system after the incident last week with Maria, the egg and
wrap from last holiday on the walkway and you can walk over
strutting, cooing as the rain raises the motor oil from the
The sky rains flecks of gray ash. Just past the mailbox
that one too early. We’re trying to get this thing started
I got my hands full right now with this new thing, they
pay down the debt and for the horizontal drilling. Listen
me, called me the other day from outside his fort on the
time when I get the pearls for your mother, but Ameen told
and Soros dropping out of this was a good thing for the
talking about jobs for the future. Ask Soros, there are no
ghaith about paying down the debt. What do you mean when
about you and she has the best intentions and she may be
She is your mother and you know how she feels. I want to
make sure that you are well set here and you can move
well, son, but I’m still waiting to see you live up to your
ever was, bless him, good old Barry. Could you introduce
me? We can invite you to the twenty-one gun salute for the
emir, but I’m working on a new posture right now with the
right now down there, but there will be time for all of
earth tones, the heartland where each oil rig rising above
the gulf coast sunrise is like the tower or Babel red white
not believe me when I say that the first thing Marilyn did
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Offenbach and Sousa and deep purple mockery into the oval
says, I can’t get the song out of my head, you would think
his wife Jane or mommy and thought the oval office was a
beings when you believe too much. She said start to deepen
both or none. They are both there staring and that is why
me you joker how can you sleep. We will see how long we
about falling out of grace with your boss. Don’t you think
Press when I said the war was about jobs. Not even Jack
about the reason for the war I can no longer tell the
of gadget that would slow down time for a second, and right
dissolve the party the Cold War is over and perestroika and
send the message then I don’t really know what else we can
tell Dick that Bandar and the king know that we are on sure
assumed he knew about it from his days at the plant and his
Hills but this does not interest me. I know the rules.
from all the run-off in the hills, and you can see Vons and
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Now it looks more like Carmen Miranda because you can make
true again to the things you once believed about the world.
from the trunk into a cedar shed behind the air pump. He
from last week’s rain and I see at least one of the stars
look like.
place to let the smoke drift and Chaka run free after the
Prone out? What the fuck is that. She says that’s when
you get down on the floor with your hands behind your back.
what they were told and they’re fine. They went down.
hospital where did they take him, why can’t he call me,
charges, they got his ass so bad they dropped the resisting
you tell me what you know what is this all about. Sshh
fingernail You tell me they went down and they are going to
and he is all Crystal you look high your eyes are all red
are the ones who control the television and the one time I
get the girl out of bed any other day but what can you do.
comes the tape and for the first time I see the white
to rush her out the door so she can’t see the tape and tell
her not to wake her cousin. Tomorrow morning she will turn
have their coloring books, and they can color the marijuana
the height of new age cultism and the Manson scare. All of
the women look like Charlie Manson and the women like
than as they are for as all things have been created from
out the latest DARE coloring book with a glossy cover and
cushion.
new gangster movie New Jack City. What do you see there on
angry people here. There are also some people who appear to
the first thing I did was go out and buy a gun. My legs
where the Long Beach freeway hits the river and he sits
from the ocean to the south-west and the mountains from the
in the mud wall, the word darkness worn down by the touches
channels as they come in, as they start coming in, the way
Reagan, and drove South to three nine zero three and three
three nine zero three and three nine zero seven Dalton
yard, and just to make sure we got the message they fired
off a few shots on their way out above the door, crumbling
the street. Peace be with you. When the ceremony ends and
my mother and father stay for the reception, with Sanka and
not believe. The cease fire means nothing. And that goes
and give them the political support they need then we will
it’s sub rosa. Yes, and when I first met with him I
have his ear, the caliphs. The caliphs, emirs, they should
unto Saul thy servant kept his father’s sheep and there
came a lion, and he smote him, and a bear, and took a lamb
out of the flock and I went after him and smote him and
I caught him by his beard and smote him and slew him. They
servant slew both the lion and the bear and this
book on the balsam wood table I made for my wife and family
door jams under cars desks and tables. On the phone to the
are calling land for peace. Our stated goals are clear.
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not stand with the universalists who will say he could have
once and will never burn again. Ask six million American
the law. Continue to tell us you support us, but know that
to stop sending us these tapes. Turn the thing off and let
us drive in silence.
Arizona and New Mexico and has traveled all over the world,
like the Levert brothers for God’s sake bring more power to
would you say more about how you perceive those strategies
the plank and crumble into mud and you would hear the
try not to stare into the blue eyes of the Chief of Police
from the NAACP and the Brotherhood Crusade and one member
read the LAPD Use of Force Policy to the chief. While the
want to hear the words from you and I want to hear them
twenty five year old I first heard the news that California
the crevices where the flesh of his nose met the silicone
church when she steps out of her ford town car in a shirt
from the RKO lot from the Great Depression, the Hyundai,
into his left pocket, that’s only what they are saying.
Tomorrow the mayor and I will have a talk. I will tell him
chief of police will tell the panel his view that Peruvian
wet nose into the air against the backdrop of speeding cars
the final hole, the leash dangling loose between the hand
of the man and the tight red collar around the dog’s neck
five hours but I can still feel the heat of the day in the
the mirror and pull the shade over the bathroom window. A
siren calls through the screen guarding the open window and
the rest of the city that casual drug users should be taken
death smile, the Nat King Cole Mona Lisa. That’s why they
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was naïve, that is just the way it was in the sixties and
law and order. How about the showdown for non violence in
the turntable, caravan, and rest for the evening in the red
is the first time any bird imagery has appeared other than
from gang figures who are out in the open proclaiming their
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inferno and I feel its light and heat through the air
all. If these are the only images there was not a threat
time when all I want is to put this pen back into the
gun under the cash register. She goes to the cooler and
I tell her she can’t take the juice. She says I ain’t
change and I jump the counter and slap the girl in the
the counter and I am slapping the girl again but this time
grab the gun from the holster and point it at the girl in
off and the glow of the tube surrounds the discarded pistol
us. He takes a step back from the two and asks us to tell
reach over to her, slapping the girl in the head. Over the
the bullet hits the back of her head and emerges through
the front of her forehead, and she slumps down on the floor
puddle around her body. You can see it over and over if
where the body is frozen, the arms blue, the head erupting
blood into the plastic flower on the welcome mat. They are
property.
Still this morning one of his aides told him Minute Maid
office I may have to notify the LAPD and is that what you
away from the media? We can’t have this out in the media.
Hills. I tell him don’t you like Jimmy’s? How are your
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because it isn’t going to work with him, and you also have
to keep this from getting out there. Video gets out to the
excuses for what she did, and there are a lot of Koreans
out there who are scared when you say that you are taking
and I throw down my fork and walk to the garden patio with
the orchids and the view of Century City and Beverly Hills
to say. Yes it does, I agree with you, but I also tell you
suburbs all the way down. Come on, Kevin we need to try to
one zero three five exchange by conducting the air with his
while at the same time tilting his head downward away from
the arc of his arm, moving so fast above his head to lift
When my husband died, the tears never came and when I saw
what you are feeling right now, says the broker. I show
of eye drops, and turning to the side away from Mr. Eckert.
I tilt my head back and let one drop fall into the left
replace the drops in the bag. I take out the pocket mirror
ask for it, the escrow company. I say who are we dealing
gray stock with a burgundy logo and the name of the escrow
will close the account and burn the paper. We shake hands
free and can return to Los Angeles for the summer. I have
for people who are returned home when located by the coast
hear that macoutes have bombed the home of the head of the
that she is resting, and warns me to stay far away from the
and no questions.
home video program with Bob Saget and this one is hosted by
settings. Here is one tape, they say, that looks like any
with her daughter Hazel and she sees a man trying to get
into the door and she says to him it’s locked and he
The drool collects around his chin and drips into the
from around her waist, where they are hooked to her belt
body and feels a tugging at her dress and looks down to the
delta, gamma.
packing some things for the planned getaway after the hit,
I walk into the elevator and press eight and ask for No-
like the one in whatever place. I grab the shit and book
down on the couch and press pause, adjust the servos and go
at it again.
answer to the question where are they now, and warn the
of one never knows when the tape spools. The Olsen twins
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tell us now Helen and her daughter are fine and still
Reseda.
greets me at the door and I reach down to pat her head the
you want to take it. I press the blinking red light on the
make all of this work this time. Only six years since the
there are some cracks in the earth you cannot step around.
daughter wants all the details. I tell her it’s when they
s i c k s o u l .
change and not the white version I hear piped into the
way out of line is that one word or two, I say to her after
out there and then we pick them up and send them home
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because their reasons for coming here are economic and not
INS sent everyone home from Los Angeles because they were
call him and cancel. He said I will notice the chapel from
the street when you turn from Rue Dessalines and there is a
in the US. Two players turn over the sand filled plastic
and wait for the third to run somewhere out into the city
to hide. When the time is up, they both dart from their
spewing black smoke into the humid air. Into the church
baggy pants and a thick iron cross hanging from his neck.
only blan here. He tells me his is not from the OAS, that
how I arrived in Haiti and who sent me. I tell him Boston
blast. She was standing in the back with the laundry and a
shard from the roof came down on her head, but she is taken
want to know exactly what he needs from me. I know you are
document the changes, and the camera will not lie for you.
What? I’m sorry. I didn’t catch that. And say again for
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of hide and seek, one girl chasing the other with a smoking
Mieux Poulet on the corner where the chickens fly free and
the attendant grabs the one you want to buy from out of the
you need.
gate. Since the new year I have been stopping at all the
trucks go by at night and you will see some jock from the
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Comfort, but their air cover could not protect the minority
real life success story she will get a reduction and for
the first time walk upright. I have been with her since
her first letter and photograph when she told me the body-
are going to cut out the racist part for the overall effect
would not believe the size of the computer that does this
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lonely and she laughs covering her face and says I am going
need to draw down after the end of the Cold War to free up
shirt that I stole from my Circe’s room after she left for
humor and I like that about him. I misquote Pee Wee Herman
tell him I think she meant long before Hollywood, pre pre-
Angeles, New York, New Orleans, and wherever else she would
had this idea that there were foreign agents allied with
hoop, then you are under this hand with the atomic
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stops, that is it. You see the image of Michael Jordan and
Originate the finite system and set the machine to work and
in the city for twenty years and found work with some
late display of the product where you start out knowing and
you see it enough you will not think when you are standing
the other kids but they do not need my help. One is highly
first you have the frying pan and then the cracking of the
egg and the frying and the announcer says any questions.
who taught you how to do this and the kid says you dad I
fussy she played that tape in the car all the time when we
thank her for your support on that one, the world and the
later today Richard, my arms are tired from all this weight
and I’m seated now but I’ll tell you that my shoulders are
tired right now, and since Jim is back from the Middle East
she knows that is not my name. I tell her I’ll call back
to talk about this some more after I read the report from
hang up. Five arrives and John Kelly answers the phone. I
fifth street is shouting black power. You can see the fist
She says the leader of the rap group Public Enemy has a lot
through the door fuck it it’s on me and shit you know what
three, c’mon.
kid and records like Say It Loud were out kinky hair was
seventies, the last time black music was for black people.
By the eighties the music had really crossed over and James
come onto the stage for nine-one-one and the lights go out
only for the fear he knows what will oscillate through the
into the air, the hooded man now suspended by a hook over
the stage, and the lights go down again. Do the kids know
what this means? White hoods plus crosses plus fire equals
the scaffolding.
Uptown. Get a better light effect on the man with the hood
now check this out we ain’t had shit for four hundred
band in the present the here and now. He means that the
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eight when they killed Malcolm and Martin. When the beat
estate and we can put the needle on some classics and sip
Los Angeles to tape the shows for next week. Our guests
her new film about the wife of Louis XIV. Possibly we will
way her a-line skirt blows up from the subway grate and she
beef, squid and pork. This happens every year, the kalbi
the shoulders of the other and raises his fists in the air,
the bushes behind the burning man and holds a gun, pointed,
the wait for the police for about three hours. No charges
Yankee go home. Is that tear gas? Cover your face and get
valleys.
this governor’s days are numbered. Last year with the help
Procter and Gamble and we easily cross into the one million
gone out of his way to stick his thumb in the eyes of those
see you crossing the street it is one strike and you’re out
and I will sue your family for the damage to my tires and
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the situation since. You could say the real reason I care
does not make the medicine go down. God made Adam and Eve,
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country. I cannot, and will not, vote for Pete Wilson for
before you.
Johannesburg looked like Los Angeles from the air, the same
Angolan civil war became, and here she used air quotes
rats again, you can see the breath of the diamond merchants
with a red pen and shade in each of the five boroughs with
Five hours later, when I arrive at LAX, and emerge from the
They look at me, hair first, then their gaze moves slowly
Ross, and the permed veronica with apricot pearls and a red
summer dress. I say so these are the people who voted for
Wilson and Bush and I laugh at them like I have not laughed
the perpetrators from their victims and set the stage for a
some work done around this Gavin Cato case, where a Hassid
Liz Smith and Mary Hart. We want to make sure to notify the
make sure Imam Aziz knows about this so we can get as many
named Jahangir. I ask him how did you get your turbaned
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ass so far out west. He laughs and says his family has
here? I told Danny to help with the parade route here none
we get there tomorrow just use some hammer and nails and
get it down here or you can ask one of our contacts in the
effigy and I tell him I only want the cross. Black people
Hotel on two zero two five Avenue of the Stars to City Hall
Koreatown.
not the ubiquitous video and song that samples Rick James,
when they hear Under Pressure, they will think of Ice Ice
Hammer part of the West Coast All Stars’ We’re All in the
from the third floor May Company restaurant balcony and his
design from Claire’s that I can only wear when Mark and
Beauty. On the ride home from the mall with Mark, the
latest jam from Bell Biv Devoe rattles the speakers below
me how I know about this shit and I tell him I saw it with
today about going to see this movie about cyborgs and how
maid and teaches her some words in Farsi and all I can say
stares at her and holds her fork like she is ready to stab
someone. My wife says how can you say that when you know
I was only talking about her not us. I say remember why we
history the same one as ours and she says yes and I say
then you should talk to her about all the things you
says what me worry. Whatever I say and roll over have you
not ever made an off color comment she did not mean
I will sit down with my daughter and tell her all of the
applying the paint directly with what she calls her chasm.
You have kept the form of the commercial here except for
work to the class. She says so at the end you have the
Cheryl.
clamping, unclamping.
sister since she left? Circe? She calls every now and
Maybe later she will add songs and animation and release it
borrowed from the cast of the Lawrence Welk show. This was
from outpatient care in the valley, far away from our house
Schurz park where the guards are expecting me, one of them
here anymore this city needs to pay its way again in the
would not want to live here. When I get to the car from
grab the hand of my wife and we dart out of the town car
home. The cab driver has the radio on and it’s playing
what this guy was saying that resonates with what we are
places the candle on the edge of the iron rail where the
The cameras come into view and I emerge from the motorcade
between now and then and I will portray it for the cameras
to the east of the gravesite. The air is like hot baby oil
power to Gennady Yanayev. You and those who sent you are
crack the code. What Valery does not know is that his is
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not the same as mine, and even if he can open the briefcase
to take the valise then take it. See what I can do as the
create a legal civil war and they must only look to this
worst holiday since the second five year plan, when we ate
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to hear me. You shall not bury us and we shall not bury
cossacks and let them take what they need and go.
but we’ve been listening to the Ciccone Youth album and Pat
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Magee doing Krapp’s Last Tape and Harry Partch a lot these
days. Jefferson has this thing for Boulez but I can’t get
into him. We’ve been watching Secret Honor and Song of the
Paintings.
violins like in those old Nat King Cole Johnny Mathis Sam
recording device you put the cassette here. You can almost
see the queen marching in and waving when I play Funky Worm
precise melody off the slide because you cannot control the
you heard that new song on the radio that samples it. What
fashion.
within each box are yes and no, one and zero, time and
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of town toward the ocean and away from the sunset. I merge
because it’s hot and look at him and say take me somewhere
weathervane.
read more, like Sex and Race and The Miseducation of the
Negro. He used to pray with him and the in the room in the
here. Have you heard of this book the end of history? No.
want.
will you play the brahms piece for your grandmother when
wig to look like the blue angel. Selig sind, die da Leid
doch mich Wie lieblich sind Deine Wohnungen. Ihr habt nun
and burlesque this time. Blessed are the dead which die in
the Lord, Blessed are they that mourn, For all flesh is as
as they happen and there will never be any doubt for the
be careful about what you say about any of this, you don’t
This is the area of the city that we see most on the news
how much like Miami Beach it is here and wonder if she can
him he should wait until the end of my speech but that off
borders will remain fixed for all time. But we must strive
upon which the UN was founded. And I call now for its
are turning the page and in another twenty years when all
Civil War that has continued for more than twenty years in
before we land, you can see the aerial view of my new suite
lift the shade to see the city below, its huts and shanties
Moxico riverbanks.
you cannot please everyone you can only do the best you can
do, keep your friends close and your friends closer, and
call of the many silenced but this does not help me and
There are those like Barbara Albey who want to relive old
this I got a letter from the Supreme Court the other day
you can’t answer that and I would like to see you try.
will relive this experience, over and over again. The man
next to me says, are you serious, and then you are going to
tell him no, thanks, I do not care for crackers. I try not
provost after the trial and he said he was off the record
the gun up, shake it and it goes off. She doesn’t know how
riding hood. And her name is Circe, how is that for hippie
shower with the news about the coup. I was totally blitzed
party that she couldn’t resist. She says she has recorded
her come to Miami it is close and we’ve got the best babes
with dream tits. I pick up the phone and say hello Circe
tells me she won’t settle for any thing under one hundred
that the video will not pass into the hands of any entity
that we would approve any use of the tape for the purposes
have there what you say you have then you have nothing to
worry about.
jurors at the Rodney King trial. The man was found with a
Bragg they were there behind the barbed wire fences and the
that guy over there with the EPIC sign who does he think he
the orange back at the crowd and place it under the podium.
the saying egg on your face. She says it sounds like you
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had a seven course meal by the end of the speech. All this
declinism.
you are not looking closely at the footage you will miss
throw off the curious write FRANKIE SAY RELAX, which was
the only way I can begin to know a man who died when I was
see this image in context. I ask her what she would think
years during and after the war they thought they could
she tells me. I also learn that he could not stomach those
the past, but the sixties have faded and now allegiance to
were three. And when I hear her talk about Haiti all I can
down once and found that the zombies who claimed possession
that same frontier Okie mentality you get from the cops,
and the few interactions I have with people when I step out
of the car when I walk from the parking lot to work are
had been taken for granted for so long, the system of bad
There was a coup, MarK, and your other daughter can hear
the explosions behind her when she talks yet she claims she
she can take care of herself. I feel more than a need for
throat is engorged and her hands are tied behind her back.
Now you want to talk about it. All I can give you is
things like acting and mixed media. She has done a few
sixteen. She is the one at the end holding hands with the
youth and joy. Now she has a part as a dead fashion model
lives. I am afraid that the next time I will see her she
the romaine with her lip, snagging it with her front teeth
oil and white wine vinegar. We take the bus from the
ask Andrea about her trip there last year. She says the
Shannen Doherty.
knew I did not want to see him again was when he told me he
the EEOC with the door open. I declined and told him I did
not talk about these subjects and the VCR is used strictly
out the door at six, and after a quick jog on the treadmill
taken time and I will get to that. Angela Wright will soon
Wright, did you fire her and what for. The witness says, I
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a slur and I was not going to have it. I say and so you
enough for you, I say. He says that more than enough for
does have cold feet well Mr. Chairman you know all of us
This is about love and hate and cheating and distrust and
kindness and disgust and avarice and jealousy and envy all
those things that make that remarkable bard read today but
boy I will tell you one came to my head and I just went and
and don’t ever forget this line. Good name in man and
goat song.
Korean but the back page has a puppet and the English words
it is not his nose that grows. More green ooze from the
only one man sits praying on the false grey marble. On the
floor below him there is a work lamp and someone who may be
these two people and no walls on any floor only one man now
for Women.
but goodies, to feel out the vibes on whoa who would be the
you worship this demon, he says. No, but they did, and
let you know that it’s going to be tough to get this idea
Kelly, but they don’t know what they are talking about.
would like to keep you but one question for you, Kennedy,
why Amoa? Another name for it. The original people who
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sensitive these days after all the protests last year over
that works that will keep us in the clear for what really
that can please these people, some revenue built into the
for the money, I just want what is best for the movie, but
it right here, the parts with actors. You will not have to
wanted you because you are one of the few actors who can do
this from the inside out. Debra dries herself off, says
follow me and walks into the lobby from the garden through
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the Hans Wegner desk chair under the George Nelson hanging
into the script. Emma has been living in outer space and
serious changes over the course of the film if you are with
and the USSR are printed on gilded card stock and call for
living room alcove over the turkish silk carpet. They are
to the terms and she and her sister will have everything
you had all these marble busts, heroes in togas, and that
nature and not so much with culture, you could say, the
heroic even in the sense that the king with his divine
right was also a hero, and this was a change that came
course they banned all the heroes. And you will see this
these myths has escaped the family drama. And this is what
they want to adapt into a film. They revise the myth, they
STOP.
his house, who may even have the key to his house, or talk
about the return of Jews who were there two thousand years
seven war was defensive. In their media they say the Arabs
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the times with the headline confirming the end of the USSR.
morning and it sat on the porch all day. That or the dog
headline and Jessica takes the paper into her hands and
the shots level on her own and may want to try some
into the hills. She draws a map showing Laurel Canyon with
said no her mother made it for her. She sits there eating
surprised and tell her that I probably am. She says she
world falls apart around them. I ask her why she is not
idiopathic, that they are the means and the ends of this
the dentist and the seven hairs I have torn from my head
a good time to call the pool man and when I can ask for his
physically impossible but you can even see the force of the
noise in the water, the arcs rippling from one side of the
tampon and I was like is this coming from the sewer because
sister found it when she was over one night for drinks with
guard. All this after I warned him not to look inside the
their own pool once they are trapped together for too long
and Justine gets off her ass for something other than
With the name change from Canoga Park to West Hills you can
even with a silver and red business card and the right car
and suit like you know what you are doing. Mike Glickman
the market the way it is. The one problem I have is with
unpredictable for years now since the crash and when things
that by pushing myself harder. You can sleep when you are
Cathy and grab the tonic water and the gin. I move to the
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door to see what they are doing over the fence. I push
window to see what they are doing. The sisters are playing
a turtle the kind you can buy at Toys ‘R’ Us. I will have
that our arrival was like when the Beatles came to America
except there was no one there to meet us, but the same
and New Jack intensity of Girl You Know It’s True. They
but we knew what they were saying about us. Then the album
American Music and People’s Choice awards and then you can
next to me and yes I can dance for myself but there is more
Mary Hart if she thinks Connie Francis sang when she was on
think she was really singing. I asked her what she thought
this and think Blame It On The Rain will stand the test of
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for the new Addams Family movie but I cannot find him. We
I will turn this off and watch Onkel Remus Wunderland until
live in these condos and high rises and shop at that mall
dying all around them wherever they look and, and they let
average Joe, he says, who cares, they love it, they want to
Another officer says they’ll get it where they want it, and
his baton and all around the nervous laughter begins. The
morning and the first thing I can see is the McGruff six-
not just have a fire hose with a smiling face drawn on the
the image of this hound may be. And especially when the
idea falls so off the mark, you think these people believe
in this dog, that it works to defuse what they say and how
will see if they use that on the six o’clock news. At the
my green Audi in the mall parking lot, remove the club, and
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could meet early and then see the reels if you are
same officer who has been giving me shit for years despite
continues to be, but let me ask you this, does theory lead
says kill, you know like the war in Iraq, the national
that may have been exactly what we should have done, go out
there and blow a few heads off, so you know what I’m
you want salt and butter? Have you ever witnessed death?
slam the brakes and watch the ambulances and police cars
plate. What are they doing there, the army, do they have
valley to get my hair done. I open the door with the key
reflected on the wall between the bars on the cage and the
brain that makes all of this possible for me. Ken has
them with justice and they will not be wronged. The world
is changing, and I turn off the radio for now to hear the
a copy of the Final Call under some napkins and a USA today
But I cannot ignore the fact that we are right now looking
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checking out the view of the Santa Monica flats when the
day and all you could think about was finishing the list.
between Alabama and the Jordan, you know, Sam Cooke, I was
Century Park and Santa Monica across from the country club.
When I pull the Jaguar into the parking lot the valet is
get on. He wants down but I tell him we are going up and
leads me into the lobby and inside there are french bronzes
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Patty pay for it, but then I think of what will happen at
quote the one thing you can do for us right now. Instead
people can have everything they want and others can. And
how long has this been bothering you. I tell her since the
in Beverly hills. She says how did this make you feel. I
says do you like dogs this is called man with dog painted
much I like dog, and when they jump into my lap and lick my
the ashes and then anyone can go ahead and start a fire
hate my father and it will say why do you hate your father.
could help someone. I thank this woman and say goodbye but
her legal pad. At home I will open the Los Angeles Weekly
alphabet soup.
defend itself, and war and famine will end and an era of
donate my money and organs and speak that is all I can do.
get this thing off the market. There are students here
bears the same name. This does not require an across the
anymore, that they can see it moving and it fills them with
saying now. Gone are the days when high ideals seeped
the cops and the protestors are white even though there are
cold tonight but it’s not cold, it’s sixty five degrees
and then she asks where are you taking us? I thought we
hours just to cross the arroyo. When they first built this
join him. This may be why this was the leading site for
It isn’t always dry, there has been flooding, like the one
for a corpse because after a few days you can’t ignore the
ask someone who lives here where the boundary line is and
down the road and into an oak grove where we have a clearer
the cork out with the bottle opener. It comes out in two
picked inbred turkey they will eat at the White House for
all along the banks of this river when he rode into Los
and sandals over socks. They tell us they live near lower
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them some raisins but they continue on their hike away from
Rose Bowl and the Brookside golf course, but the traffic is
all we can hear is traffic as we pull off the road and step
stenciled WAR.
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into Imperial Courts over the curb and park in the entrance
are out waiting for the return of one of Tiny Peco, cupping
the Pep Boys sign on Slauson sputter, splash neon and fade
He says it is not Nazi shit man it’s from that movie you
know the part with the napalm bombing and the helicopters
reason not to be proud about what you did over there and
there first before they can attack us here. Cheer up, man.
You were doing what you could in the war on drugs, so stop
tires like we ran over some cat and I halt the car. Looks
parking slots jammed with a van and two pick-up trucks, one
we are both running away from the elephant tree toward our
and look out for what is best for their safety but right
not only too reminiscent of picnic food but too sweet with
get it right just yet. She is no match for the White House
Scottish terrier licks the spilled beer from off the arms
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needs to tell this cook how to make food for his dietary
made it this far if this is what they are seeing when they
sun is going down over a distant palm tree. I can hear the
the press room in the east wing of the White House, the
I’ll guarantee you but you’ve got certain ground rules you
is, but there are rules that apply to delegates and I can’t
So, I hope that’s the way it will work out and having said
will now rush out and talk to Hogan & Hartson to see what
73. My agent says I wish I could ask Jesus for hair for
then out on the street all I can see is what I want to see.
say are you serious but then I take it and tell him thank
loving it. You can read me like a graph from left to right
but I am only one point and not even that because when you
picture you can have it. I do not know how this flower
child got into Beverly Hills or can even afford a car. The
watching the flag of the USSR come down for the last time.
away at the space bar and hold down the escape button and
sauce drips down her chin onto her exposed collar bone.
She is aged buckwheat, and the kinky hair is now gray, and
In this shot she wears wax lips chewing gum with buck teeth
table. In the fourth, her breasts are pinned back and she
the sheets over her head again, staring through the dyed
blades. Last night they fired her from her job at the
catching the toe of her left foot. She shrugs her leg and
the sock and the shoe slide off revealing the leg of a
happening.
75. You with the gout to the left please. When you know
the symptoms and not the people you start to think about
when she met me said you seem like a guy with a lot of
that is just a giant baby. She says you are right have you
barnum out at the forum they are doing the ring of fire
then I get the drift and sell my shares and get out of the
left and the right then back and to the left and right
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say they will kill me and then we tumble into each other.
cienega the other side of the Miracle Mile and she is tired
the face of the cast, who must comply wiith every request.
cfonway steps behind the terrorist and rips off his beard
from a script and what she reads will appear to lip synch
what you type and you could then see a sunny day. We would
stop.
be done. Maxine chears her throat and says excuse me. Her
twice here and Ben Hur is something you can only see on the
Grauman’s and only Maxine raises her hand. She says saw
Carmen Jones there and the mayor says how could you not
fall in love with Dorothy even if you agreed with the NAACP
Tom points toward Vine and tells us about the Watkins hotel
that her district was once the place for black musicians to
play, with clubs down Central all the way into the
to the city so much that I can tell you what was once there
was the smell of tobacco smoke and citrus fruit and bai
jyo. Hickory nut shells and mah jong tiles clacked on the
memory fades out at the Popeye’s and the window above, the
the sidewalk and the mayor asks what does this represent to
future here, so why rebuild it? He says look Keye Luke has
recta of fleurs de lys. Tom says that was where his first
driving down the street rolls down the window and shouts
didn’t hear the man call him a racist. The mayor starts
to its own time and we can only let each run its course.
concerning her mounds and that the legal must preserve the
to happen, they pull her off the road and fire a thirty
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from rehab and asked me to come back and even to use the
Also he looks like Anthony Quinn and was probably once the
to do is draw this out and this is why I tell them they can
Street I can see the twenty six story six sided tower as I
frowning with an open face, and the doors open onto the
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Sophia Loren. I say hello to Tony and tell him I like his
protests are often a good thing and that you have to see
all on edge.
stole fifty bucks and took his datsun to the hills. The
members are between thirty eight and sixty five and most
in palmdale just to get some high desert air but will have
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dry county you would chug the whole bottle when you see one
Classic. Dave says what are we doing looking for this guy
heights and Echo Park through downtown and across the river
where we will exit into the command post area. Bob says I
The reporter Kelly Meyers from KTTV says what do you think
skip the vertebrate stage if you will. The don’t have any
have any sense of what they’re about. And I’m not that
him the border agents have all these command posts with
papers.
at the diagram with all the little boxes laid out with ys
we stared out into the basin and saw the burning with
with its Jackson Five sample and twelve year old boy in
where we can watch the goings on. There are orange spots
Hollywood and turn left on Western into the hills off Los
and put in my mix-tape with Rick James, Mary Jane Girls and
says we will never build this, can we? We look away from
the sky over Long Beach. The taberah spreads out before us
Honest Abe and steal his audio device and stick it inside
my office with the door ajar and sang along with the voice
dubbed into the body of Joe Adams when you fight out in the
open air in a patch of light the ring looks small and white
of this once and the character playing Don José fell into
this jury missed the obvious and now there is war on the
it’s a clean up I’ll tell you, it’s going all the way to
new to report on the case, they will flash the video. The
look out the window and see that this is the same building
o’clock Chief Parker will do the morning roll call one last
guns. They are only replaying a tape that has already been
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sleep comes for the third time and I am out again as pelion
holds.
can see the moment his head ruptures under the boot and
tell the reporters that there were times when I could not
idea. I tell them again there was no initial idea just the
Terrace and I had the thing out. Where is the lake and
you keep hoping for the breakthrough but you know nothing
the Los Angeles four and these are acts of war not crime.
you could not see. I say the defense may have used
the egg the cracking of the egg or the presence of the live
tomtoms and the ceremonial dance and Antoine was there not
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TV/VCR and PLAY. We were lucky to have had color and for a
palace but it is red glass and in the light you can make
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cannot see the macoute fire the shot only the shattering of
me into the town car and that is it, the end of the tape.
As far as home sure with the coup now they will suspend
their economic aid just what people down here need. The
cannot be there right now for the clean up. Does counter-
all about how my mother made this deal to send the money to
not come back the country will be dead but if he comes back
DEBER IRSE.
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