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Editorial
Commentaries
Art
In Defence of the
Local Library 58
Circus
Essays
Drugs
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What Fuels the Writer?
DBC Pierre
@sawtoothers
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An Exhibition of Migrant
Womens Photographs
Nicol Goc
Blessing
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What is Marriage Really About?
Danielle Wood
Remembering British
Band Broadcast
Anwen Crawford
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An Instagram Exhibition for Sawtooth ARI
Curated by Brigitte Trobbiani
Sunny Side Up
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Grace Herbert Introduces
Dexter Rosengraves Exhibition at
Visual Bulk
Stupid Idiots 68
Artful Political Insults
Damon Young
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Poetry
Fiction
Francis X McVeigh
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Rachel Watts
A Confluence of Blues
Susan Fealy
David Owen
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Jill Jones
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Kent MacCarter
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Emily Dickinson /
Listening to Yeats
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Anthony Lawrence
Requiem
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Liam Ferney
Making a Scene 46
A Feminist Politics of Running
Catriona Menzies-Pike
109
Belinda Rule
Intimacy
110
Caitlin Maling
Another Level
of Toughness 62
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Ricardo Pau-Llosa
A Chatter Matters
Literacy Journey
Sharene
Editorial
Geordie Williamson
Legend
has Attila, siege tired, reading
victory in the sudden flight of storks
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DRUGS
Only one thing seems clear: if you have shadows they will
send their demons when you start to write seriously.
If they think youre shit, theyll come to prove it.
something that had been lost and overlaid with sensible
ideas of the kind governments propose as guidelines.
A joint relit a spark, stronger drink, other things, if they
happened by. I recovered my balls. And now the wind
had real strength, I angled my sails into it. Now ideas
were treated as a job. I recorded them and they fell into
a longer work until the work was its own drug and it was
impossible to get bent on anything else.
It was a weaning; but all the seasons before had predicted its taste.
This chapter fits here because if youre going to use
drugs, do it to write that first story. Drugs work for the art
but not so much the craft. Any job of writing obviously
relies on coffee, tobacco and at least one bender a week
to blow any nesting conservatism away. But some can
also benefit from drugs. If you dont already take them
dont start taking them for writing, there are too many
seasons to go through. But if you take them, this is how
they can work. Again, I write as though were all maniacs;
its not true, there are completely ascetic writers. But we
all seem to binge on something, if only moderation. As
for you and this piece, I have to presume that you have
an inner maniac. Your maniac is now useful, contrary
to current guidelines. The maniac and the drugs can be
useful used at the right moment.
To look at drug use and other opting-out mechanisms
such as psychological disorders we need to touch on the
ideas said to underlie them; and the school of thought
currently in charge one were strangely fond of, making
it exceptionalist by our own endorsement is the one
broadly saying that behind most compulsion, neurosis,
drug reliance and unhappiness is a deep-rooted sense
that were no good. If were errant its because we somehow think were no good. If were meek its because we
feel were no good. If were arrogant were compensating
for being no good. If were fat were buffering ourselves
from being no good. If were too skinny were trying
to lose whatever makes us no good. If we drink were
trying to forget were no good. Overachiever: no good.
Underachiever: no good. Indifferent achiever: no good.
The argument quickly vanishes up the arsehole of
philosophy because we have to define what good is, and,
more pertinently, ask if anyone at all is realistically able,
or should even be inclined to be that way, whatever it is.
But the no-good theory just has a ring to it. As a culture
we love and use it, and if it wasnt true at the outset weve
sure made it so by now. Face it: were just no damn good.
If we take this as true, any practical use of the idea
needs us to define how it affects us; and I think its effects
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Sex
A question that runs straight to classical thought.
The idea is that sexual and creative energies are one and
the same, so if we spend them on sex it leaves less for
creative action. Its an old idea thats still at least suspected.
It might be true, its another one we like, we imagine the
bristling energies spent in orgasm being a power that we
could spend in other ways, as if its just damming there
waiting to paint or fuck. The mechanics of hunger and
satisfaction probably make it true by themselves in the
sense that were less ruthless when sated. Writing is also
the work of a clam, building nacre around some irritant. So to some extent we have to preserve the irritant.
It could be best to write conflict before sex, when the
future is tangy; and write resolutions and reflections in
the salty calm aftermath.
Alcohol
Between us and our livers. If you can drink and write at
the same time, go ahead and write drunk, edit sober.
I cant. Not because I write incoherently, although I
also can drunk but because a drink strangely distracts
me from the page. For me the key to using high times
is to wing notes from them on napkins, cigarette
papers and bring them to work later. It becomes a
custom and occasionally yields gold in images and ideas.
Other times what youve scribbled brings back the memory, but the buzz you were trying to capture has faded,
too nuanced to survive. Whether you do or dont drink
and write try it and compare the real boon of alcohol
is in the hangover. Next day after the pastries, the coffee,
any spinning, when life returns and the day opens onto a
sunlit plain, we can write like the people we wont be for
many years. Wisdom, altruism and microsensitivity can
blow through a hangover. Our work will have sections
that need those qualities, and we should plan to visit
Music
Starting with the heaviest drug, the jury is out on
whether listening to music while writing is a good idea.
I love music and used to listen to it while writing, but in
the end I made a sad discovery: I was susceptible enough
that it became a soundtrack to what I wrote, which made
the work seem better than it was. My feelings were being
stirred by the soundtrack more than the words, and I
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DRUGS
Caffeine
We want to be perky for the job. Caffeine is the legal way,
plus cheaper and tastier than Benzedrine. Just beware of
burnout. Tea or coffee can get you started but I promise
once the jobs engine is running you will have more than
enough stimulus to carry on. Youll twitch just as much
on internal power; a few chapters into a book you might
find that sleep is being destroyed by the writing alone.
Management is key. Again, cut loose for the first draft
and final push, throttle back in between.
Opium
If you take it in the vein youre either going to write a
labyrinthine saga or nothing at all. Theres a test for it:
where you place a hundred thousand words in a book,
and what those words are, opens a spectrum from the
worst book ever written to the best as yet unwritten.
The words can assemble around any story youre trying
to tell, and the odds of any other work ever being the
same are beyond the number of atoms in the universe
to calculate. The question is: what will you write?
If you can answer this on smack, then youre good to go.
Chasing the dragon or making a joint of it could be more
lyrical. In quantity this will be a drug for the first draft,
or else a long book about your carpet. Otherwise make
notes for after rehab.
Cannabis
Weed is a writerly drug. Not rollercoaster but chill-out
strength. It is the drug of choice for staring at a blank
page and watching stories grow in tangents. Just the
tip of a joint will ripple thoughts, paddle the mind
out behind breaking concerns to where things play.
Not every part of the job can use it; its for first drafts and
snags needing unexpected thinking. Once the piece has
life, the effects can mess up critical thought, so theres a
time to dream and a time to be fastidious. Youll gather
that a first draft can be launched with all guns blazing;
but a natural effect of its coming to life is amping you
beyond comfortable stimulation. If you ever suffered the
horrors of a drug, such as anxiety or runaway thoughts,
they will be the first sign. You know youre onto something when youre electric without external props.
Im convinced its the reason artists go mad.
I recommend hash over grass; its mellower and pays
respect to Baudelaire.
Hallucinogens
Not even for a first draft. Tripping expands the writer,
not the writing. So probably best to get this out of the
way before sitting down to work. On its trailing edge
a trip might shimmer like a hangover and be useful as
it dies, but its experimental territory. The leading edge
is too fast, and the peak will shake itself free from any
purposeful work. Wing notes, by all means, whenever
the walls are still.
Ecstasy
Im inspired to think this might be a playwrights drug.
Shifts in affect between characters, alternating warm and
stark dialogue, poignant spaces all come to mind with
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Fatigue
Routine
The most common drug among writers, an outcome of
the job itself. Most find their way towards training the
muse to visit at certain times. Some do it as a matter of
discipline, because they find the work uncomfortable
and onerous, and others to control their output. But a
majority find a rhythm and cast it in stone, sometimes
down to the minute of every day. I met an author with
kids at home, a noisier life than mine, and she said the
only way her writing got done was by going to it before
she thought of anything else. Before breakfast, before
dressing, before speaking. It seems many writers get it
out of the way early, to a target of time or words, and
some swear the muse visits at those times. When their
target is met, the same writers use discipline to get up
from the job, leaving them keen with anticipation for the
rest of the day.
In the end the only real drug is our work. Whatever
our daily habits, however uncomfortable we find the job,
whatever tricks we have to play on ourselves to return,
whatever other madness we deal with we foster an
addiction to our pages.
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THE MOST
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dejection, and her earlier trauma, which had smouldered for years beneath a sunny countenance, grow
more intensely radiant. Though her fears and paranoias
were debilitating, they also shielded her from unbearable
possibilities: if her medical team were plotting against
her, she was at least held in their thoughts; she was not
alone, nor forgotten.
Its ten years now since Gerdas death. Beneath my
desk, in two archive boxes and a leather case are what
remains of her life. Here are the Berlin diaries from the
years with her mother Else and stepfather Friedrich; here
are the letters they sent from Theresienstadt and, later,
their Red Cross telegrams. Heres the certificate from her
hurried marriage to George Bergman, the passport on
which she travelled to Sydney and 30 years later her
divorce papers. Each document bears her Nazified name,
Sara. In the old albums, slipping from their desiccating
corners, photos of the many who did not survive, and
those including her outlawed love, a Gentile, Herbert
Stamm who did.
Some months ago I lugged those boxes into my study,
intending to write about their contents. Elses concert
piano was long gone, and her art deco jewellery had
been recently stolen from my home. My grandmother
had always promised me her mothers rings; she said I
reminded her of Else. It was perhaps Elses melancholy
that she saw in me, but Ive come to connect this affinity
to the time I struggled with acute despair and my grandmother alone had reached me.
After the robbery, when the policewoman arrived to
fingerprint, she sniffed the honeyed air. What was I
baking? It was a bronzed, spiced Honigkuchen from a
Jewish cookbook the only ritual I could muster to mark
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She considered joining the growing Zionist movement in Fascist Germany. But it would be her younger
cousin, Renate Grau, whod end up in Israel. And by
the time Gerda learned of the sufferings that led to this
emigration, her own dreams of Aliyah had extinguished.
None of Gerdas adolescent yearning for belief was
apparent during my childhood. But it was transmuted.
Though she was not what youd call spiritual, she seemed
of all my family most attuned to the profounder questions. Her innate curiosity was undoubtedly amplified by
the murder of her parents. As was the darker wordless
wonder in her personal ether. If this approximated anything, it was the word why. And if the answer would not
come from God, Israel, or Judaism, shed seek her faith
in other forms. During her first visit to Berlin in 1961,
shed called her former lover, Herbert, from a phone box.
It was his partner, Herma, who answered. After hanging
up, Gerda told me she walked toward Berkaer Strasse
quite slowly, then stood at Breite Strasse, looked into a
window, brushed my hair and composed myself when a
voice beside me said Frau Vogel. Herma had come to
meet me. By chance they lived just two blocks away.
Whenever she recounted such coincidences Gerdas
voice struck such a marvelling timbre that you felt the
events to be divinely orchestrated. She wrote as much,
Each day of my childhood in a Sydney suburb of subdivisions, derelict weatherboards and immaculate
estates, I passed the local church, set back from busy
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But if our recollections dont align with the facts, the feelings
accompanying them can still testify to whats astonishing or
unique about the past. They can tell us that butter is sacred,
or how unheimlich a home can feel without a mother in it.
to me, of my grandmothers house with its hoarders
cupboards and knick-knacks, the family portraits with
their patina of frequent handling. Where did I belong in
these universes? I could not properly fathom the present,
because the past had gone missing and I had no bridging
acts, no rituals to reprise it.
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on their ship are survivors from Sachsenhausen concentration camp; unmistakable with their shaved heads and
shrunken clothes, which smell of the Lysol theyve been
boiled in. Though my grandmother speaks with them,
she will mention this only briefly, preferring to dwell on
the meal that awaited at Londons Jews Temporary Shelter.
Gerda is newly married and 22 and is, she writes in her
photo journal of this time, homesick and hungry. She
cannot imagine her parents will end up like those survivors of Sachsenhausen, or that they will not survive at all.
In the Jews Shelter at Aldgate my grandparents are
offered tea. They are offered butter a wonder! which
they lave, inch-thick, on white bread. I picture Gerda
devouring that bread, perhaps while reading the spread
from The Guardian on rissoles and croquettes. But on
closer inspection I see this clipping is dated the year
before. It must have been posted to my grandmother
before shed even left Berlin, and perhaps wasnt sent for
its recipes, but for the heartfelt column overleaf about
the threat of war. The writer, Andrea, unable to tear
herself from the wireless, listens to a broadcast on the
1938 Four Powers meeting at the Fuehrerhaus. These are
such troubled days she can find calm only in the Abbey.
Finally Chamberlain, a simple man with an umbrella
and a wing collar instead of a riding whip and a swastika,
returns from the Munich meeting with his pact in his
pocket. War is averted, for now.
If bread is the Biblical food of exile, work and struggle
as Ina Lipkowitz writes in her cultural history of food
(Words to Eat By, 2011), if theres a link between the
Hebrew for bread, lechem, and war, milchamah, then how
can I resist turning that charitable meal in London apocryphal? What else can bread and butter eaten in a shelter
symbolise but the oncoming struggle of diaspora life, and,
soon after, war? Much later, my grandmother would save
her butter in a hospital drawer with her lady things
even when she could not eat it.
My grandparents story contains no consoling
Abbey, no synagogue. But it does invoke the kind of
questions associated with church, cathedral or temple.
Where should the secular direct their existential searching?
What will remain of these generations when theyve passed,
as the last survivors are rapidly passing, into history and
myth? Whats to become of their emotional and domestic (or minor) histories: their habits and tendencies, the
personal items, which at first seem inconsequential, quotidian and uncovetable? The teenage diary, which charts
the rise of anti-Semitism and contains a yellowing fragment of handkerchief a fathers, a lovers or a mothers.
The 1939 pocketbook which records in its front pages the
The pointillism, the lavishing, the ritualistic gathering. Tumarkins imagery brought my own grandmother
vividly to mind. In exploring the ways trauma is transmitted by gesture and custom throughout the generations, Tumarkin cites Carol Kidrons research on other
bread-related survivor practices (Ethos, 2003). For one
family of survivors, Kidron writes, bread became the
most holy object in the house. The communal act of
eating bread forever incarnates the sensuous memory
of life-threatening hunger and miraculous survival
and so survivors perpetually consume the Holocaust
past and are consumed by it. While my grandmother
was not technically a survivor, her history lent certain
foods and acts a ritualistic power. Twice removed from
the Holocaust and unscathed by it, I nevertheless feel a
duty not to forget that is greater than my considerable
self-consciousness about ritual.
My grandmother made copious notes about her life on
scraps of lined paper. Shed often be compelled to write
after watching a documentary or news report, which she
did more often in her immobile years. On one of these
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Part of the Tasmanian Museum
and Art Gallery was recently
transformed into vintage
1950s rooms, enriched with
the family albums, framed
photos and loose snaps of
postwar European migrant
women. Here, the exhibitions
creator Nicol Goc opens
the shutter on the power
of family photographs
licja Boyd holds a faded, dog-eared, blackand-white family photograph: a handsome but stern-faced group in the early
1940s mother, father and six children
in their Sunday best. All but the father,
whose eyes are downcast, stare into the cameras lens.
This photograph has a surreal quality; the family
appears embedded within a wooded landscape, yet
seated on a parlour couch. The mother is strangely footless, and a ghostly mist surrounds her childrens feet.
Alicja is hesitant to pass the photograph over. I dont
think its the story youre really interested in, because
this is the only photograph of my mother and her family,
and I never met any of these people apart from these two.
Thats my mum, and this was her younger sister, and one
of the brothers that survived. There were more brothers,
there were 11 kids in the family, and they were all killed.
Most of them were killed in one day. Very tragic story.
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In one, Alicja leans against a gleaming new refrigerator. She took the photograph to show her parents how
well she was doing in Australia. Yet the look on her face
is melancholic, her mind elsewhere. Despite being glad
to escape her pretty horrible life in Communist Poland,
Alicja brought with her the shadow of her parents history and her own miserable childhood. Her escape had
significant repercussions for her parents, Communist
officials.
It is all part of the migrant experience, she says the
trauma, the displacement, the loss. And the hopes, aspirations and achievements. Shadows and light. Such are
the stories the humble family photographs of migrants
can elicit.
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depicting a beloved family member, rather than a maudlin practice, offers great comfort. For migrants arriving
in Australia in the postwar period, when other forms
of communication were not available, these mourning
photographs imbued a sense of family solidarity and
provided an important way to participate, from afar, in
significant rituals.
Above: Mourning photographs from Polish migrant collections. Source: Nicol Goc
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table laden with food; posing at weddings, at christenings and at funerals. Other photographs sent to family
and friends in the old country record family businesses
a cafe, a corner store, or families working in extensive
market gardens all evidence of the good life in Australia. It is as if the intention is to convey that the new life
in the land of milk and honey has been worth the pain,
loss and lifetime separation.
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Danielle Wood discovers, to ponder
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Lunch-hour Pops
Before We Begin
Ned and I broke into buildings, often. Left-alone forgotten rotting buildings, and we went in with torches, spray
cans and our cameras. A tram depot filled with trams
that hadnt run since 1961 at the latest; weedy, gutted
warehousing; abandoned hospital wards piled high
with wheelchairs and filing cabinets. All of it useful, all
of it transformative, these portals, thresholds in plain
hidden sight within the city. Broadcast sound like the
past and the future simultaneously, a girl group in orbit,
Marianne Faithfull transmitting As Tears Go By back to
Earth via space probe.
And in these buildings we built things, temporarily,
or took photographs, our souvenirs. The portals dont
exist anymore Sydney has no time for malingerers,
the backwards glance: it drills only forward.
Heres what I can tell you about Broadcast off the top of
my head: they were from Birmingham and there were
two main members Trish Keenan, who sang, and
James Cargill, who played stuff. Most of their record
sleeves were designed by Julian House, an artist who also
founded a wonderfully cultish label called Ghost Box.
I have imagined the rest of what I think I know about
Broadcast. Trish and James standing in a rehearsal room,
the floor obscured by cables running to and from their
electronic boxes. The two of them building their songs
together, side by side, sometimes with other musicians
but often not. No matter how frequently I listen to
Broadcast I cannot prise apart the construction of the
songs: the final object is vivid, multi-dimensional, but
the method remains hidden.
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Arc of a Journey
Anwen Crawford is a Sydney writer and a music critic for The Monthly.
Her essays have been published in Frieze, Meanjin, Overland and The
New Yorker. Her book Live Through This is published by Bloomsbury.
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A SCENE
Caught up in the pink
commercialism of a womenonly running event, Catriona
Menzies-Pike considers a
feminist politics of running
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Special & Rare Collections has secured funding from The Plomley
Foundation (Queen Victoria Museum and Art Gallery, Launceston)
to digitise Sarahs scrapbook. It will be freely available to view or
download by the end of 2016.
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Ruth Quibell is a sociologist and writer. She has written for The Age,
the Sydney Morning Herald and the ABC.
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remember when I was in Grade 2 or 3, I remember not knowing alphabet, and not knowing how
it sounds. I was living in Thailand. I remember
struggling with English especially because it was
my second language, but that doesnt mean that I
didnt struggle in my own language. The older I got, it
was easier for me to pick up my own language because
I was speaking the language more often and it wasnt
fully reliant on reading, it was listening.
I really didnt like reading and writing especially
English. Even in my mother language I would change
letters around when I was writing and it would be a
totally different meaning. Even when I was doing maths,
if it was meant to be 23, I would write 32.
So up to Grade 9, I had failed my way through.
Its from that point that things improved. It was my
maths teacher. He realised that I was good at visualising.
When it came to geometry I got full marks. I wouldnt
be good at anything else except that particular piece of
work. I was also good at drawing. Not great, but good.
It kind of helped me to get over the frustration, and to
realise that I do have a skill that I could work on.
At school I was a loner. Till my teens I really didnt
care about my studies, simply because I felt like a failure.
And I felt like I wasnt as smart as everyone else. I cant
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And then I went to the TAFE and asked for help. And they told
me that I had to be diagnosed for it. And thats when I first
found out what dyslexia is.
to listening. And I used to remember all the idioms and
whatever I could gather. It would come from my listening.
So I came to Australia when I was 19 and started doing
my diploma in information technology (IT), and my flatmate started noticing me doing really strange things. The
way I leave things behind; and I would forget things and
she started questioning me as to what was happening.
And then, she saw my handeye coordination was not
that great either. So she asked Do you struggle in your
study work? I said, Yes, Ive always had trouble reading
and writing. And then I went to the TAFE and asked
for help. And they told me that I had to be diagnosed
for it. And thats when I first found out what dyslexia is.
I didnt get help because I was an international student.
All I could get was extra time.
It was helpful that IT was more logical and everything is structured, and it was all binary and zeros and
ones, and if its not this, its that there was no grey.
And that helped me do the programming and understand different languages and how they are structured.
When I moved on to the university, it was more work.
And when I showed them my diagnosis I was told to go
here, there, to get help, but I didnt get help.
That first year I failed all of my subjects. And I didnt
have any friends either, and I decided to go to a different
university, because my friends from TAFE were there.
So they had to give me another chance to do university and it was to do the degree in computer science.
At first I struggled and then, again, I didnt get help.
So I did the same things that I did at TAFE, like writing
notes from the blackboard. Highlighting was helpful
for me. To remember.
So, I came to the end of my university. I did well, the
last couple of years. And I was even good enough to get
a scholarship that was more in web designing, so it was
more graphical. And eventually I started working with
clients in a software company.
I guess another level of toughness came into that
because it meant reading lots and lots and lots of
paper regarding their software and how it works.
And at first I was told that I would be given someone like a mentor but that didnt come about.
Because I didnt tell them about my dyslexia at all.
Because before this point I had been shunned even
though I said Hey, this is going on, help me, it was
constantly No no no no no and nothing happened.
So I was working and I was reading all this work and
I found it really hard. And I found it draining. Everyday
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Are We Really
So Selfish?
James Boyce asks whether
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Stupid Idiots
Damon Young argues for more artful political insults
turn, the hinges must stay put. The point is that stupidity
is when we have a chance to reflect, analyse, criticise and
fail due to laziness, distraction or rabid-dog passion.
Imagine, then, these two tendencies coming together.
Elected representatives hauling around the stuffed
baggage of prejudice, while electors look the other way.
Problem-solving becomes impossible, since the problems
dont exist, or are always someone elses.
Witness debates about Australian housing, in which
poor and marginalised renters are often invisible.
The Australian Housing and Urban Research Institute
reports that more than 60 per cent of all long-term,
low-income private renters are in so-called rental stress,
which is demonstrably harmful: health and wellbeing
drop with consistently inadequate, insecure shelter.
Yet when treasurer Scott Morrison discusses negative
gearing reform, the mum and dad investors are his
sympathetic battlers. Those without the capital to afford
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rancis Xavier McVeigh union leader, Communist Party member, pamphleteer, and novelist was born on 31 December 1900 at his
parents farm on the outskirts of Toowoomba,
Queensland. He was a month premature, and
was not expected to survive more than a day or two, but
Francis continued to live, though not thrive. He was
later to write that he had come early so as not to be born
an Australian, as the country became a commonwealth
the day after his birth. Francis was the fourth child, and
only son, of Ambrose and Catherine McVeigh, who had
emigrated from Scotland in 1895. Ambrose had been a
schoolteacher in Hawick, and having lost his job because
of his radical politics, had come to Australia in the hope
it would prove a more egalitarian society than Great Britain. Catherine was an illiterate farmers daughter from
Aberdeen who Ambrose married after she fell pregnant.
For all his socialist principles, Ambrose felt his wife to be
beneath him, and theirs was not a happy union.
Francis was a sickly child, and therefore exempt from
the strenuous work of running a farm. He was bedridden for months at a time, and he spent his days reading
and rereading the books his father owned: the novels of
Emile Zola, the collected works of John Stuart Mill, and
The Communist Manifesto. In a speech to the Union of
Australian Printers in 1935, McVeigh claimed that he
had memorised Marx and Engelss pamphlet by the time
he was six. But in a letter to Katharine Susannah Prichard in 1932 he confessed:
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realism to Australia was reprinted in full in The Australian Worker, but condemned in other national newspapers. McVeighs opening words deriding Australias
literary tradition resulted in Iain Harkaway, the federal
Member of Parliament for Lyne, NSW calling for him to
be charged with treason. Taking advantage of the controversy, the Comintern made unlimited funds available to
McVeigh to advance the cause of Communist literature
in Australia. With this money, McVeigh established
Steelman Press in July 1933, leasing a large office in
Kings Cross and hiring dozens of staff, including several
pretty, young secretaries.
McVeigh had been galvanised by the successful
implementation of five-year plans in the Soviet economy,
and saw no reason why such a plan could not be used
for literature. He set a target of one million words to be
published by the Press in five years, and the target was
exceeded by over 300 per cent. Steelman Press brought
out hundreds of socialist-realist novels, as well as providing generous grants to Communist writers including Eleanor Dark and Katharine Susannah Prichard.
Though always well reviewed by McVeigh in his regular
column in The Australian Worker, the novels were boycotted by most other reviewers and literary critics, and
all were published at a loss. Rumours circulated that a
sizable slice of the Comintern funding was being used by
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chapter four of the first volume of Aleksandr Solzhenitsyns The Gulag Archipelago (1974) is the Australian
writer. In this chapter Solzhenitsyn reproduces the
account of a political prisoner who was held at a transit
camp in Vorkuta in 1948:
There is one zek in particular who stays with me.
He was red haired, and very thin (as we all were, of course)
and utterly lost. He was from Austria or Australia. I forget
which. He spoke English and had no Russian, and his
hands shook as he offered half his meagre bread ration
to anyone who would write a letter for him to Comrade
Stalin telling him that there had been a mistake. One of
the thieves took him up on his proposal, and the foreigner wept with gratitude when he was handed back his
precious scrap of paper with some Russian words written
on it. I peered down from my bunk and saw that the thief
had written Stalin is a goatfucker five times. When the
foreign zek handed the note to the guards he was dragged
away, screaming, as the thieves roared with laughter.
I dont know what happened to him after that.
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Walter switches off the tape, stands, automatically tugging his fine copper-blue uniform should it have creased
in the tiniest bit while we listened.
Well, Franz? Thats an offence warranting instant
dismissal.
No. What Zekes done is give the table edge a
Liverpool kiss to buy himself a few days in the Royal
and time to sort something out with a Legal Aid person.
For him a splintered tooth and mashed lip are well worth
trading for another five inside.
Dont defend the indefensible. Rafe deliberately chose
to wait until there was nothing but an audio-only interview room available, and no second officer. So that he
could assault the suspect.
And because he objected to being called a pig fucker
by a rapist?
Alleged rapist.
Sorry, alleged. Vaginal bruising and anal tearing
doesnt cut it for you, Walter?
Franz! Walter smacks his desk so hard things on
it jump, including the framed photograph of himself
surrounded by his inanely grinning family members.
The integrity of police behaviour comes first and if you
insist on backing Rafes appalling recklessness on this, be
prepared to suffer the consequences.
I questioned him. He denies it. He says when Dawler
called him a pig fucker he, Rafe, sat back and aimed his
finger like a gun at him. Seeing and processing that,
Dawler elected to self-harm.
Walter, seething, knows he has to tread with care.
This is going to play out as the word of an experienced
detective against the word of an experienced villain.
Stand Rafe down from whatever cases hes on until
further notice.
Youre suspending him?
Restrict him to desk work while I investigate Dawlers
complaint.
Fair enough.
But hes on notice, Franz. And in that sense, so
are you.
TPF HQ overlooks the CBDs asymmetrically sloped
St Davids Park, which is nice and green and treed and
itself a stones throw from the Supreme Court although
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But first I fill the doorway of Faye and Rafes office. Seat
tilted back, one boot propped against his desk, hes nursing a Cascade apple juice and reading his phone.
Hey boss, whats up?
Got a job for you.
Fire away.
Your case file on Fagan doesnt say enough about his
past. Find out more.
DHayt pulled me off it, remember?
And while youre at it, I want more too on her, Jane
Fontaine. Murders a big step for a retired public servant.
And Walter can get stuffed.
He shoots forward, chair legs clunking heavily on the
parquet.
If you say so.
I say so, Rafe. Get busy.
Like his imposing old red-brick house, tall Fergus Fagan
is ancient but not about to cark it. He has a halo of powdery snow-white hair; long arms; bony lavender-purple
hands, one of which grasps the carved sphinx-head of a
heavy walking stick; large, far-apart pale blue eyes; and
in his deep armchair hes swathed in a tartan dressing
gown. Above his head on a greasy antimacassar a plump
black cat stares at me. His place smells poorly indeed,
of old food, unwashed body parts and animal urine. He
looks at me in my faeces-hued coat and deadpan face
and scowls.
Detective Inspector, he says, the quavery voice sneerish. Your two little colleagues here have been oh so kind
in enquiring after my health, but this is not normally
what the police do, and I said so. Are you trying to run
me off my property?
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ARTIST TO ARTIST
Four artists, curated by four
artists, over four weeks
Contemporary
art tasmania
www.contemporaryarttasmania.org
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Image: Megan Walch, The Spill (detail), 2016. Courtesy of the artist.
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Circus
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ART
Theia Connell
Spit Polish, 2015
sound and video installation
(4 screens, 2 sound objects),
installation view, Arthurs Circus
Image: Lucy Parakhina
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Theia Connell
Spit Polish, 2015
sound and video installation
(4 screens, 2 sound objects), detail
Images courtesy of the artist
#cruiseship
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Meatwreck @meatwreck
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#doggyinshell
@sawtoothers
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Dexter Rosengrave
Sunny Side Up, Day 1, 2015
Archival Inkjet Print
30 x 30 cm
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Dexter Rosengrave
Sunny Side Up, Day 2, 2015
Archival Inkjet Print
30 x 30 cm
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Sunny Side Up
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This page:
Dexter Rosengrave
Sunny Side Up, Day 21, 2015
Archival Inkjet Print
30 x 30 cm
Tests
Jill Jones
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Jill Jones has published nine full-length books, most recently Breaking the
Days (Whitmore Press 2015) and The Beautiful Anxiety (Puncher & Wattmann
2014), which won the 2015 Victorian Premiers Literary Award for Poetry.
In 2014 she was poet-in-residence at Stockholm University. She is a member
of the JM Coetzee Centre for Creative Practice at the University of Adelaide.
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A Confluence of Blues
Susan Fealy
A certain blue penetrates your soul.
Henri Matisse
Isatis tinctoria,
those lemon-yellow flowers,
flakes of snow that didnt melt
somehow absorbed the sun.
Soak its reluctant leaves
in human urine,
immerse the fabric for a day,
peg it out in the sun.
Watch as it converts to blue.
Ai-gami, a fading blue
from the day flower, Commelina.
Indigo, a lasting blue
from leaves stitched to violet flowers.
Blue
the frequency
of light that lies
between violet and green.
Arthur Dove once said
Painting is music of the eyes.
A fleet of blues flute violet,
others oboe green.
Red seems closer to us than blue.
The more away an object,
the more its drenched in blue
observe each mood of mountains.
Blue eyes do not contain blue
they just swallow less
blue light
it travels like bees
into the eyes of another.
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Emily Dickinson
Anthony Lawrence
I like to think of her
view over the fields
she saw and imagined
as being coincidental
with the advent
of dry colour plates
so instead of shadows
caulking the headstones
and fine weathering
in the swing-mirror
she consulted
a blue chromatic wash
bled into the emulsion
of her skin, as below
in the dying ash
of a crows descent
the light was spectral
and intermittent
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Listening to Yeats
Anthony Lawrence
On the unswept granary floor of an acetate recording
even the gleam of a monocle
and the signature-loop of its string
are part of his voice, broken as it is
from having been copied across generations
from master to this tape
spooling through the dash
in a thunderstorm so intense, the wipers offer
only brief interludes of clarity
like this recording, where a swan can be heard
above wind sifting through
the skys hard grains, and then the sound
of a fountain pen being filled at a desk well
and tapped three times
becoming worn magnetic tape
turning over with a hiss, like a swan disturbed
like these tires at speed
before another poem intervenes.
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Requiem
Liam Ferney
with thanks to G
a sock falls from the line
like the market
responding to rumours of Grexit
and it strikes him surprising
that death makes the imagined real
in the old-fashioned way.
an expected text
still changes the direction of things,
the way every discarded beer bottle
submerged in sediment
readjusts the rivers current.
when we go beyond the clouds
we feel the collapse of dreams more keenly
and even if all there was to lose
was lost some time ago
and it is the scope of that which wasnt
that clumsily cleaves the heart
like a jihadis dull blade through
an aid workers pale neck.
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Intimacy
Caitlin Maling
During the French film,
I spend my time wondering
how I can put doors and windows into poems.
The director shoots them
always straight on, so they frame
the old man and woman in the film like pictures.
Really Im trying not to think about ageing.
The woman in the film gets dementia,
spends her time on an electric bed.
Fewer people will ever see this film
then saw Briana Loves Jenna,
which is the tenth-bestselling adult DVD of all time.
In it, Briana loves Jenna
orally, mammarily, vaginally and anally
for close to an hour.
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