Samitra Ngenpisutsin

1108
Cardiovascular
A sharp scalpel silted through a layer of skin and layer of harden fat. This scalpel was
very sharp but the pale body didnt feel any more. The white hand slowly enlarged the thin peal
layer of skin that covered organs. Then the man saw the organ that turn to be hard because
formalin. Two eyes were focusing on an important organ of people which was heart. Enterotome
slowly cut both veins and arteries around the heart to separate it from the body. I picked up a
heart then weigh it to make sure that the heart was normal. I started to slit on the heart again to
find the real reason why this body died. Time passed until the sky turned dark. I looked at the
clock and sighed, it was time to go home. I took out the gown before went out this room.
"Mr. Smith, Mr. Smith," the sound made me turned back to the person, while I was
walking.
This is for you, The lady with a gown said and handed me something
Oh, thanks, I said when I looked at the invitation card in my hand.
I wish I will see you there, lady said with a charming smile on her face. I was so sure
that my face turned red same as a sick person because of that smile of hers.
I will go for sure, I glanced at my watch and it showed 7. 30 pm.
Are you hungry? Lets go have dinner,
Im sorry I still have lots of work to do. Can it be tomorrow instead? She said with a
sorry face
Of course yes, so see you then. Dont do too much work take some rest,

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Thank you, good night
I continued walking to room number 161 which was my room on the same floor with the
office. I walked in my room, open the light. Then, I sat down on the chair with my dinner. Today,
dinner didnt have any taste it would be better if I had someone eating with me. I lied down the
bed and closed my eyes for a while. Then, a phone started to make some noise to interrupt the
silence. I looked at the screen and the time showed 8 P.M. I got up from bed and opened a white
short bottle. Then, he put a medicine in his mouth. I looked at medicine with boring eyes.
I have to eat it again, I said it while I swallowed it.

The heart bet fast. While the feet started to slow down, it was going to stop in few
minutes. A light blue shirt turned darker because of sweat from the man. I took a deep breath and
walked to sit down on the bench in the middle of the park. I had to run every day because it
would make his body healthy. I touched my left chest. Something went wrong with my heart.
Maybe it is because of the new medicine that I ate last night. Just run smith everything
will be fine. You have to be alive, I tried to encourage myself to running again.
The feet started to run again. My feet stepped faster and faster. My heart bet faster. I ran
for a few minutes, and then I had to stop immediately. I put my hand on the left chest. It was very
hurt. I had a hard time to breathe it liked something stock in my windpipe. I muscle leg started to
weak. My body started to be out of control it started to lay on the ground. Everything around me
looked blur and darker. I heard the same question ask me with a different voice at the same time.

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I wanted to answer them but I cant. What wrong with me? Am I still alive? Please I was scared
now.
Everything looked bright, white and cloudy. Behind the fog, I saw a woman with a white
long dress. Her face started to be clearer while she walking toward me. She stopped in front of
me and smiled. She was the woman who away in my heart. Her hand started to lift up to hug me.
Warmth from her body made me warm and happy. I hug her back with a smile on my face. I
closed my eyes to absorb the warm as much as I possible. Her mouth started to move she said
something to me which may whole body freeze. The smiled on my face had gone.
My eyes suddenly opened. I panted like a person who runs really fast. My mind still
thought about the dream. Her word reminded me of my past that change my whole life. My brain
started to show the picture in past that I wanted to forget it. The picture of a skinny woman slept
on the hospital bed. Her lip and skins all peal liked a paper. Beside her was boy which holds her
hand while his face was cover with tear. The peal month moved Just let the thing as it use to be ,
I love you my sweet heart. After this sentence end her eyes were closed then stop breathing.
Mr. Smith Mr. Smith, Do you hear me? doctor said. His called make my tough came
back from the past.
I beg your pardon, can you say it again please I said
I am sorry but I have a bad news to tell you doctor said while his face look really
serious.

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You need to have a heart operation. The point was your case was very difficult to
operation and has very less chance to be normal again. At the same time you cannot leave it like
this because it makes your symptom increase. Doctor said.
My mind started to think for a best way for my future. Which way I could choose both
ways was high risked. I wanted to continue my life. I had many things that I wanted to do. I
wanted to go to the party next week. I wanted to have fun with my friend. I wanted to eat dinner
with someone I love. I wanted to go back and touched my enterotome again. I tried my best to
have tomorrow. I didnt want to be just a memory. No one understood me. No one faced a
horrible situation liked me. Please someone help me! Please mom help me. Suddenly my mother
word was appeared in my mind. Just let the thing as it used be, I sneered. This was the reason
why she be in my dream. I understood my mom now. I had to let my life as it used to be. I lived
on this word while running away from it. Now I had to accept. Both ways would gave me the
same result. Just chose one Smith.
OK doctor, I will operate. I slit many people heart, it my heart turn to been slit