DPL Collection C#N

Deeper Level Collection
By DeYtH Banger
Also known as
DPL
by DeYtH Banger
Here is the time, the time when everything gets
changed, the time when my thoughts get out. a book
filled with my short-stories, time wont be wasted.
The book is dedicated to the days which I was bored.

to the days which changed my way of seeing life to the
days of becoming a writer.
When I type... this I always keep thinking on this over
and over and over.
Instead of wondering when your next vacation is,

maybe you should set up a life you don't need to escape
from.
Seth Godin
Change almost never fails because it's too early. It

almost always fails because it's too late.
Seth Godin
There are two mistakes one can make along the road to
truth. Not going all the way, and not starting.
Siddhrtha Gautama
Seth Godin, Poke the Box
Reject the tyranny of picked. Pick yourself.

Seth Godin, Poke the Box
I am nothing special, of this I am sure. I am a common
man with common thoughts and I've led a common life.
There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name
will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my
heart and soul, and to me, this has always been
enough..
Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook
You are, and always have been, my dream.

My daddy said, that the first time you fall in love, it

changes you forever and no matter how hard you try,
that feeling just never goes away.
You are the answer to every prayer I've offered. You

are a song, a dream, a whisper, and I don't know how I
could have lived without you for as long as I have.
Every great love starts with a great story...

The scariest thing about distance is that you dont know
whether theyll miss you or forget you.
Sometimes people are beautiful.

Not in looks.
Not in what they say.
Just in what they are.
Markus Zusak, I Am the Messenger
I'd rather chase the sun than wait for it.

You can kill a man with those words.

No gun.
No bullets.
Just words and a girl.
I'm not the messenger at all.

I'm the message.
My arms are killing me.
I didn't know words could be so heavy.
I think she ate a salad and some soup.

And loneliness.
She ate that, too.
Only in today's sick society can a man be persecuted

for reading too many books.
I'm just another stupid human.

Darkness LivedB
By DeYtH Banger
Let's reveal the mask of darkness
It's more like a fucking nighmare... did you knew that I

like the night.... As for Brightness I have never liked it,
doesn't mean that I am a vampire ( a guy who sucks
blood)... not a serial killer... But but more likely a
monster... a fucking monster. Honesty you don't want to
meet me... it's not the problem that I am a monster.
Monsters are creatures which for humans are the people

who do very gruesome stuff... like killing 200 people
piece by piece... But I am not a killer. I enjoy stories...
told and coming from human brains... but this is
something normal isn't it!?
Monday
It's fucking Monday a new chapter in this story, I hope

that you are following... because I want to live...
I live by your speed of your reading... as much you go

deeper as more I get from normal... less and less and
less... and I am going more crazy.... mad...
Tuesday
Ooh... nice computer... so you can't put the light off can
ya??? I kind of used drugs... but they are very bad like
jerKKKKK OFFF.. . YOU can't feel it... I mean the
words... you can't feel them... as how I feel them... it's
very different Even you don't know what now I am doing
and you can't say is it a lie or not... is it faken... or not...
is it too good lie or not... you don't know anything...
But I can... feel it... because I write... it i am the creator

of this... as for Jerk off... it makes your character
vulnerable and weak... But as for me... it's not possible
to stop doing it... after 6 years of doing it... it feels like I
am fucking a pussy... But look now my skin.. from hands
up to toes... from toes up to head... It's strange, it looks
like it's losing... it's power.
It's getting older... and older and older and now....
NOWWWWW.... NOWWWW.... NOWWW I HAVE
BEARD... NAILS... PFFF WHICH TO REMOVEEEE
FIRST???
NAILS OR BEARD... PFFF.....PFFF BUT IT'S WASTE

OF TIME AND IT'S A FUCKING SHIT... I AM GOING
TO END IT ....HERE THE DISCUSSION... I WANT
TUESDAY TO END... TO BE OVER...
THURSDAY
THE PROBLEM IS THATTTT I...FUCKINNNG LOST

THE WEDNESDAY PART... I AM SO CONFUSED
HOW IT'S POSSIBLE TO HAPPEN... IT WAS THERE
YESTERDAY... IT WAS THERE... BUT NOW IT'S NOT
HERE....
SO AS FOR REASONS... UNKNOWN... JUST

FEELING LIKE THAT I should end it... I should.. I have
work... Let's not meet, because I like fleshhhhhhhh.
On the Record
By DeYtH Banger
Hello on the record, I have questions which I need very

fast and simple and easy explanation. Do I need to be a
character as Dexter on thoughts?
I am talking about the crime series?
- More likely and near to Dexter Morgan!
I don't see it as a great place but and to be ignored

from the world which is possibility to be created by "you"
or somebody like "you". But who gives a ShIt? - TO be
honest "You" created this trap for 40% of the population.
- Can I scream...
PLEASE....PLEASE.....PLEASE....PLEASE......
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSASDADHDHDFHFHHFF
...
I give a shot, but in one case, if you give the gun and the
most important part to be yours. AS for my father he
wasn't Like Dexter's.... he is lucky. But still we have a
one common.... ignored from the world... faking
smiles.... emotions... lieing about our lifes... mein and his
father died from suicide... so far there is something in
common....But this is nothing... no emotion... no
screaming... just emptiness... I wanna kill something
which is out of the paperI want to gag the voices
which are screaming... I want to put all people out of
their misery - SO far that's God's willl or not???
...
But If there isn't god... I can be a God, why not??? I am

good at that... all are going to get punished for their
sins... as for mein... I am god I clean my sins. However,
as honesty before you put me in this position, I do god's
will... I wanna feel alive. Sadly "We", the killers follow
pattern. We do it with PURPOSE... out of the shadows,
with both feet to be on the one place, but it's horrible.
You can't be perfect.. always one of your features is out.
But who am I... the guy from the paper teaches you how
to kill... the guy from the paper knows your sadly end...
WTF!?!??!?!?
(Sounds like you joined my Matrix, to be honest I will

start with your eyes... I hate when you look me... so to
join my Darkness... I am going to remove your lightness,
to feel the Feeling to can't do anything... I am going to
remove each of your fingers... to make you talk but to be
ignored as I was in school and now... I am going to cut
your tongue. - Easy as that! Soona full of depression...
wanting to put you out of your misery - BUTTTTT,
SORRY... i CAN'T HEAR YA!)
What's available as possibility...Changing faces
names playing the naked death killer but in the end
somebody is going to take your work. Somebody has
learn your pattern... somebody is more powerful than
you... What's my definition of Humanity... a squad or a
group of many people... with one aim...to kill the best to
become the best...
(Probably very skeptical...I am as a character, but in

this... business I have been since you were a baybe
(Haha, you know this words don't YaaaaaaaaaaA???))
As for you you weren't so good as a killerProbably

god has given you a second chance after I killed you...
you don't have the memory which was "How did I killed
you"... why!??? GOd is so good as person that he
erased your memory... so you can't kill me with a
reason "Without knowing who am I".
To be honest, and I took some kind of part in that
process by don't seeing your serial killer future. As for
your father what for him!?!? - Okay father for father...
my fucking father made a suicide... so as advance
before making suicide be kind as living a note or
fingerprint on reason "Why did you end your life?"
....
I don't give a Shit, I know one thing I want to be out of
this human misery Aaaaah.... so common... I really
don't see a reason for ("..") using this in the brackets -
it's fucking useless. As for now I don't want to think, I
want to be in shadows. I AM DeYtH Banger and I feel
incredulous that you analyze my character, without
knowing who am I But we are just numbers my
number is 13568, how about yours?
I have the crazy and mad syndrome which is playing two
roles in one body. One moment FUCKING scared off
from cockroaches Yup, you have heard right.
(HAVE THIS IN MIND IF YOU ARE GOING TO PUT ME
OUT OFF MY MISERY.)
THE OTHER TIME, I want to fuck the cockroach I
want to watch how it suffers. - I enjoy that MOMENT... i
MAKE sure for making it VERY MEMORABLE!
As for Machines they aren't accurate because IT'S A

fact which is under habit. To be honest for your own
good. I am FUCKING bored I am mentally not stable so
don't worry soona you gonna meet god.
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By DeYtH Banger
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If you see in 3 times 18 like that 18 18

18 better go away... add it in the blacklist... block it... and
remove it. Never answer, it's for your own good.
18...18... let's called it takes a lot of money when I asked
how much... with little bit wait like 2-3 minutes and reply
something like "I don't know... sweety..."
- but I doubt about that! I am sure that she knows more

than she says... I BET that she get's money from doing
this to be more accurate as for you folks for now she or
he... I am not sure but "it" was pretending to be "she".
Which if it is true, it's a nice start... but probably it's a lie
everything have the feeling of smoothness... softness
and even dryness... which makes stuff like "K" "care"... if
they aren't said in the perfect way or the way they
should be... they sound like "Don't care"..
"Whatever..."... "Fuck off.. .". I am studying emotions
and I can say so far Facebook, Skype and even real
world all they have one in common faking emotions but
in real
These type of people like to go slow that's why she
ignored some stuff out of that changing that being
more random. And what silence people fake and
laugh, as for sciencetist some of them COULDN'T find
who was laughing animal or human so If this has
happened add it like 1 level chaos
. so far what it made me impression

1. My phone went out of money after 23 message.
2. My tablet went out of money after 64 message.
3. Both went wrong after saying ... "Be dirty with me...
say some dirty words to me... I like that.."
- Probably being dirty means some extra cash...
probably if dirty and specific to something = something
which = means something.
But "ok" "ok" sounds kind of fucked up imagine

that you are Spanish or Russian guy and your mother
says "ok" it's kind of confusing but 400 $ to give
...already happen which is on the track "If it has
happened how could you allow it to happen again?"
how. How .????? could possible do it? Are You
Right with your mind". even Now is 500$ cash costs
for devices tablets, phones... and this type of stuff... -
OMG
To be honest I played 2 people!
- After all.. different identities...... ages... like 22 and 20...
probably 2... 2... pattern... but who gives a shit about
that... you spot it... but he and they didn't... So let's once
and forever and ever never and ever.... be you!
What did I get on my phone there was something dirty

and even asking kind of serious question... in the
second it went different like "I don't care"... Even she
didn't added me in her Facebook.. she said "Later"...
and later sounds most likely... 1... or 2 hours period
rough said... but from then up to now it's more than 1...
2.. hours
But this is the same in 1... I wasn't added - So Fake.. so

fucked up ... 500$ - For nothing!
That's like hours most likely 1 or 2 is the smallest
problem and the biggest is (64 + 23 =. Hmmm.. .. 87
messages which cost 500$ to understand better my
position in my country you get 100 or 150 or up to 300
and some cases up to 400$ and now to talk about 500$
- WTF!? and this money are given from the
government or your boss for a month and something like
with 6 people to live..). (Note: Sadly time goes
fast get fast naked not you man I am not a
gay but you. The woman the redhead sweety
pff time 22:03 Friday!)
.
As for what do I know from 87 messages twice asked
for name. Where do I live most messages even
like. Okay whatever and something like that.. take
the messages or SMS' s like 5$ each reply sounds
expensive or not?
200$ salary or 300 or 400 and so much money you
should give.
Unfortunately, I am still alive not in big trouble and 10$

for a week I get. But it's horrible image.
What do I don't see???
It's FUCKING horror that I give 400$ and I don't get

and some awesome extra stuff sucking pussy.. .
FUCKING pussy, feetjob, footjob, booking and so on
and so on just 87 replies mader by me and here
messages sent to me are "Free" and that's all which
after all is Fucked up "How much does it cost?"
silence no reply fROM THE FUCKING BIATCH IT
WAS A QUESTION ABOUT HOW MUCH SHOULD I
PAY TO FUCK HER."ADD ME IN FACEbook" IF
SILENCE... OKAY IGNORANCE IF "OK" AND NOT
DONE NOT ACCEPTABLE NOT SERIOUS -
WANNA RESPECT BIATCH!? SUCK MY COCK AND
WATCH ME IN THE EYES DON'T MOVE THEM. IF
YOU DO IT right YOU GET MT RESPECT IF NOT
PROBABLY YOU DON'T NEED THAT FACE DO YA?
Probably some cakes to make from your body it will
deserve I to pay for that shit...
There were some ideas to go out but how to go
out???? 17 years old goes out with a BIATCH which I
don't know and who knows what's going to happen.
PLEASURE. PLEASURE. BUT IN THE END TO
BE ON THE SAME TOPIC SHE WILL WANT MONEY
SHE WILL SAY YOU WANTED PLEASURE
BLOWJOB FEETJOB AND SO ON AND SO ON
NOW GIVE MONEY OR ROBBERY PROBABLY
STEAL MY MONEY WITHOUT DOING WHAT I
WANT... VERY CONFUSING. VERY!
It's not a happy
By DeYtH Banger
Who am I??
This pretty damn good question my name is Bob
DonCreeck, but if we look little deeper we will see that
this is not me, it's just a name. A name given from my
parents!...
Oh, Hello I am DeYtH, I am listening to the bullshit of
Bob DonCreeck. He is really great guy he keeps
inspiring me with his incredulous speeches about his life
about how he has become from poor into rich, one book
has helped him to reach this success and to change
everything. You have probably already heard that,
haven't you?
One book to change his positive thoughts to bring 200
000 000$, for god sake, what a crap just keep thinking
about it just goes from a junkie in junkie... But look since
I started following him, dear reader, it was at age 16 a
lot of from his stuff I have viewed like quotes, books,
videos I became 17 years old not bad but then I stopped
for a while even not for a while but little longer... and
when I thought found this which he had become now it
was one luck (one of my favorite characters who is
Sherlock Holmes from "Elementary" says luck is for
idiots...) Yes... indeed it's true but looked little deeper its
a luck, isn't it??
Bob DonCreeck have luck!
To get money for inspiring people, to keep repeating
stuff like 30 days watch these and you will change 60
videos 30 days to watch one video. So far looked from
here who dies this to watch videos so many times
probably he is not really okay!
...
Oh no... Jack and his crew is coming this time, not for a
punch or kick, but to kill me. Last time was very awful,
more awful and my girlfriend what it has happened to
her she was raped by her father since she was ten
years old, who knows why??
Her mother was dead, her father probably couldn't find
a suitable woman or another toy to play with and to do
what he says... Sorry I want to apologize for this
vocabulary, I have stopped reading books since I went
to jail it was 2018, what now you see why I am here on
the streets, it's fucking twisted!
When I went out of jail, I went on the streets can you
imagine, listening from many years to Bob DonCreeck
after all nothing at all one year and something talking
about "Law Of Attraction" and other shitty stuff which he
makes people naive... But let's go back to what happen
with my girlfriend, I still don't know how we met her
father forbids to go to talk to boys and if he finds out it
goes very badly... fucking in mouth, in the ass and many
other places which thinking about it makes me level
disgusted. She was like his own unpaid bitch he could
fuck her without paying her for that, he always says that
(That's how she used to tell me the story about him!)
(But After all I don't know who is really she and who is
he, who is that strong guy to do such stuff to a so weak
woman, is he still alive??? Is the girl alive or dead???? I
don't know this girl which tells me the story, is she a
victim? Was she a victim, who was that guy, who was
this girl fake story? Or what??? Going in the unknown
deeper and deeper for answers)...
He says "Helloooooooooo little fuckingggggg biatch it's
time to play... one bird told me that you were talking to a
boy..., weren't you?"
(Let's start she and he.... I really don't know these
people and if I know them I can't tell you their names, I
don't want to get in any trouble after all I am on the
streets who knows what will happen will me when I die?)
She says "Wow... thattttt'ssss not"
He says "QUITE, I know what will say that it's a lie but
it's not a lie open your mouth and we will see..."
She says "Why??"
He says "Since, when you give a shit??? Blonde?"
She says "I'm not your bitch... (she was crying and
shouting... saying please don't do this, don't forget that I
am your daughter..."
(After all the drama started at 10 years old her mother
was dead that year and somewhere there in the tenth
year, I don't know which month, but who gives shit about
that??? A small detail what's for sure is that she was his
bitch, her mother was dead and she was raped by her
father.... so gruesome, so nasty!)
He says " I don't have a daughter since the lady... not

the lady but the woman which pretends to be my wife,
when she died... I gave her one lesson which she will
remember in hell or heaven, god knows where she will
go... I raped her she died I started from the pussy I
fucked it five times every time I start cumming it was
count for 1... so up to five times cums, when I reached I
made one break and starting looking her and asking
"Why so serious?", "Why such face you are showing,
you don't show respect, you die without telling me that
you will die, or who knows probably I have killed you
when I have used drugs and alcohol in extreme
levels",... then he went into the kitchen to take the knife
and to start making scars on her body first one normal
every other deeper and deeper it was signs that she
deserved to die... after this I started fucking her not with
my dick, but with knife pushing in her ass every minute
deeper and deeper in the same time saying did you like
it now fucking whore, gettttttttt IT, YOU DESERVED TO
DIE... in same time I was licking all her face every
minute... the knife goes deeper, in the same time it was
coming and the licking part every other minute with more
and more licking, with a smile after it went very bloody I
started with mouth fucking her up to drown... when I
finished her I made everything possible to be like
drown... so don't feel sorry...., so to be people to think
that it's an accident so to make all FBI, CIA and all other
groups to don't look deeper it was a drown and that's
all."
She says "..."
(What is she saying? She can't say anything she
somehow is confused, in the same time worried for her
life, praying for god, wanting answers why she gets
that...)
He says "I thought to let you go but a lot of mess you
gonna make, I want to safe this type of work to go and to
kill some other people for now I am not prepared... mmm
and thinking in real you know too much for what I will
gonna do with you, what I done to your mother so now...
to live or not?..."
(Silence comes in the room, a place where both are
confused not only he but and she, she confused about
the stuff which will happen, have happen and he
confused about what to do with her... Having in mind
that lifting her to live it will go very messy, going in jail...
then finding out that a lot of years lost in jail for example
for this which now he has done it will be very nasty
probably 10 years, but it doesn't sound like a good his
"years old" + 10 probably 40 years old out of jail???? It's
useless, no way out from this, a job should be done and
should be finished...)
She says "How could you do this... it was my mother...

she was your wife.. tell me sorry for what?? Tell me why
you are doing this, did something happen to you when
you were a child and now you want to show it? It's not
the way it should be done... why to me? You could be
one good father, no sexuality. What's the idea of doing
this..."
(A lot of confuse, trying from nothing to make something,
to provoke him and to save her life, but nothing, you
know monster is monster, difficult to kill him, pretty odd
character and what more? A character who probably
had his own past the same like what now is happening,
but he was the victim... so now it went twisted he
became the killer, the thing which he never wanted to
become, became...)
He says "Continue, I somehow like what you will say
and what you are going to say, you know that you won't
reach far, so do it... I kind of enjoy it.... There SHOULD
BE MORE DRAMA... SO CONTINUE DRAMA IS THE
BEST THING FOR A RAPE,... HOW RAPE WITH A
DRAMA????"
(From normal voice his voice started to change
somehow feeling glad that some new stuff are taking
part this rape, that there will be drama, he just liked the
idea and started shouting somehow with laugh, smile
and the worst thing it was coming and irony...)
She says "Sorry for what???...For killing my mom who
knows did she died like that or you killed her... (She
was angry, she was even crying, mad, shouting at level
which she will want to kill herself... but she cannot do
that her father was clever... even she doesn't know was
that her real father and how he could become such
monster like that. Under clever, it's always understood
"If you want to suicide... how will you do it?"... and his
mind comes oh gun... oh knife..". So far he had cleaned
everything which is possible to make suicide...)"
(But it really doesn't matter, it was in other room which
was very well protected from sound outside and in, from
suicide so every action was useless, like the words
which we say every day most of them are useless, but
we keep doing that...)
He "Let's end this shit with "And" don't forget you came
from the dust for the lust, there is always one "And", it's
a nice word isn't it?? In the films you see happy endings,
the books too, in the short stories too, but this is life
what you see you could say its one bad dream... but
sorry it isn't! you could say it's a book, but sorry it isn't!
Its real life and now will be time taste the real life (He
had put a knife, hammer, and knuckle-duster on the
table, with a smile looking them... she was at the corner
locked in room with him no way out... it was locked. He
just enjoyed how she wants he to stop, he loved this
moment praying for her miserable life... she was
shouting... but nobody could hear this girl,... this nice,
Blonde, with blue eyes. The time was perfect, the room
was perfect and everything was perfect...)
(She start pushing her head into the wall and trying to
kill herself like this... until he said...
He " No... no, don't be rude be happy it's something

which will not take your life... I want to play with you...
when your mother died since then you became mine...
and you know even when you are alive you were again
somebody's bitch so there ISN'T BIG DEAL, BITCH
LIKE A BITCH... NOW YOU SHOULD BE my toy
ENOUGH WORDS...SO WHERE I WAS?"
(Silence, confuse, getting prepare for the punish which
he is on the way to do... thinking up to where he has
reached...)
He "OH, I REMEMBER... UP TO THE CHOOSING I
CHOOSE FIRST TO SEE WHAT MY DICK WILL SAY
(He said that with one big smile, and like he was going
to make at such level in which that the irony was
beyond everything!...)
But before that beware be a good girl, wrong move and
could cost something you don't want to lose something,
do you?
So let's start! (He started removing his clothes, at the
same time she was praying to god to don't be painful
and to go fast... so far she was a weak... not like me
DeYtH, I was a guy who enjoyed making experiments
with mice, dogs, cats and to explore their behavior life If
I cut the one arm what will happen... it will go angry?!...
It will become scared and afraid of me?! What will
happen?? It will start fighting for its life?! It will try to
escape?!
The experiments took place in my basement in a box
made of glass the room was made isolated very well, so
no sound out, no sound in.... but enough for me, in
reality, I will die without any problem just a kill, not a lot
of pain, made with a weapon... probably her life was
worse than mine...
- Her nasty naked father was ready the surprising thing
was that he had a big and large dick very big one, he
had made it from the online products for making dick
bigger and larger, he had muscles which are upgraded
in such level which one squeeze could take a life... it
was going to be painful and there wasn't a joke about
that!!)
He says "Hey look me right in the face... good girl now

listen no wrong move you know how bad could
go, you want live, do you?
So now do what I say open your mouth and let's see is it
a lie or true, let's see is the bird right did she said the lie
or you lie who lies?? Let's find... if the dick goes above it
means it's true, if down a lie!
Stay with open mouth... oh nothing is happening please
remove your clothes... what please for god sake what
am I saying??? (He slapped her very rough and said)...
DO IT... remove your fucking clothes and do not try to
be smart-ass, if you try you will get three more slaps like
this, if it goes like it was planned it will not hurt... (She
removed her clothes slowly in the same he was
watching and saying "do it slow..." he started jerking
off... she was ready)..."
He says "Okay... you are ready to let's start open your
mouth widely... and I will finish first the job and then will
make this experiment... with the dick goes above and
down..."
She said "What job???... Wow, wow you killed my

mother you were joking with her dead body, you wanted
this now this... and??!?"
(In reality, she didn't know what she was talking, she
was saying every word which is coming in her mouth
logical or not logical she didn't give a shit about that...)
HE said "Silence I do my work you do your work, get
it???... don't make say it again! (He started to jerking off,
she was watching him with open mouth and she was
praying without using her hands.... one moment he
said)...
"Oh look today is my lucky day and yours also, ( he says
it with a smile!)
She said, "You cheat..."
He says "What a smart-ass, what did I tell you about
this? I think that this time you are very above smart...
you deserve your desert to get... ( He slapped her three
times but not fast waiting and waiting first done rough
again the same and with the other two... then he said
you are smarty... you deserve one juice... It's from me,
smarty asses like you deserve a reward!
Open widely your mouth (He started jerking off with
smile and laugh, and repeating "Take this, you want it
take it, it's your lunch", she had sadness, she was very
worried she was on the way to piss, but he said "Show a
smile to your face or I will make you one"... she decided
to do what he says if she does it will be less painful, if he
was sincere, who knows what he is capable of doing to
cut one of her fingers or to slap her until both cheeks
become red... it came the worst thing it was a nightmare
for her it was just the beginning, and the image was
horrible it was sperm and the products he has used it
has become a lot of from this shit in one place,... no
doubt about that it was like she was in the sea drowning,
but more horrible it wasn't water it was sperm, it wasn't
the sea it was her own father who has become a
monster!)
He said, "It's going very smooth, you should be glad that

you are the first to taste it since I have started using the
products, two years from now and in this year I stopped
using them"...
He said "Oh, what a shy face, I can put on smile I think,
can I??? YOu don't want to put a smile, but I can do it...
I know how I will use one of my fingers and put it right it
in your pussy"... (She wasn't only shy but and frustrated,
can't move doesn't know what to say, doesn't know what
to do just a horrible position from my opinion)
(As my opinion it didn't done anything that finger it had a
big nail, probably god was with her, she should be glad
about that... If there was bloody probably he could kill
her or who knows what bloody thing he could do to
make her pregnant...)
(She screams, but the sperm is still in her mouth on her
hair also have sperm a lot of, it was like shampoo. Her
body also had sperm, but she had some kind of dignity
and she wasn't going to swallow it...)
(When he saw that, what only came in his mind was to
break her dignity so started being from rough in
rougher... This time started punishing her with the dick,
first with a slap in the both cheeks, rough one, when
went angrier he used the dick to slap her he enjoyed the
pain, he was a real masochist, he continued until he
swallows it.)
He says "Good girl, so you did your job, I don't want to

see anymore that dignity you are my biatch you do what
I say, when I say, get it???Don't take my whole day I
have some other plans, you are the biatch for the night
or who knows if you make me happy probably longer
you will live.... Let's start with the next round, prepare!
(He saw that she was disgusted, he said "That's very
bad, I can see a lot of you are not smiling, you don't like
my sperm and you don't show respect... now I will gonna
show you what is respect you will remember this for you
all life or what has left from your life" (He took the knife
and said, "Do you know what are the differences
between knives and weapons?"
She said "I don't know, please tell me" (She thought that
if she does everything correctly she won't go in trouble,
but wrong move again,... and there weren't any other
possibilities, he was strong and it was difficult find his
weakness when he is stand up and she is on her
knees... he said "The difference is that with one you
enjoy the pain with the other you end the joy"...
He used the knife to make a smile on her face and he
made it, after all, she was crying but sadness was
masked, he started another round like this with the
jerking off, even not one more, but six he... it was the
same circle over and over, these times without any
punishments, he was ready for this seven times, he
hasn't made such stuff.... since the dead body. He made
one break... and he was thinking "what next to be,
somehow I went bored...what to be something more
brutal oh I know put all my dick in her ass, it will be
wonderful, she will not scream from pain, but from
enjoyment... but first I will leave her some minutes to
retreat... and then I will share what I want..."
He said, "Are you ready?"
She said "For what??" (She thought that it can't go more
worse than this!? And what can happen to her more
brutal than this? Nail in her pussy, which was done,
sperm on her hair, on her body which was also done,
sperm in her mouth also done, what more??? She even
has lost and her dignity...)
He said "I want to put my all dick in your ass... YOU
WILL GONNA LIKE IT WILL BRING YOU A LOT OF
PLEASURE, IT DOESN'T HURT" (She became angry
and said "Fucking sick monster, go in hell"... then she
went to attack him and to bring him a pain... He said "I
like this game, sounds like you want to play, but so far it
looks like your pussy is staying on my dick,.. your pussy
is very close why I don't start from there?... No... no,
don't move... to save a punishment, if you make daddy
happy... you could get something!")
He said "Now gently touch my dick and put in your
pussy, but before that make it wet... you will get a nice
orgasm and it will bring pleasure"
She said "Oh no...no..no.." (She was Crying, her hair

was with sperm in some places, it was like a bloody war,
but this time sperm war. One very brutal! But he didn't
give a fuck about that so he went next to... she could not
take it in the pussy who knows what can happen when
she was full off piss,... she didn't say that so to don't get
any trouble, but the mystery which was going he just
enjoyed he wanted to explore it! He bites her pussy and
it went like fountain the piss yellow, right in his mouth
and
She Said "OMG, HOW BADLY IT WENT, NOW I WILL
GONNA GET VERY ROUGH STUFF... JUST THE
THOUGHT ABOUT IT MAKE ME SICK"... (when it
finished the piss it really went bad few punches in the
stomach and then his emotions make him to put his dick
in her mouth and to piss in it...)
He said "You are now alive, next time will be rougher,

you don't want to get there you will not like this place to
explore!
(He took her body then he took his dick and with a smile
he puts in her pussy the whole big and large dick... for
her it was very big pain... pain which you are on the way
to way to cry... he was counting to see how much he can
do and can he break the record for fucking? doing this
with anger, smile and using his muscles, grabbing her
by the neck to stop little the breathing, then...)
He said, "You know who is the boss??..." She couldn't
answer... he said then "To see that we are on the same
topics make my dick wet... then EAT YOUR FAVORITE
JUICE FROM THE seven TIMES..." he again with smile
and madness... she said, "I done what you, will you let
me now to go?" He said "No the fun hasn't ended, when
you go outside the fun will end, I want to continue this, I
find it like passion which I fuck bitches .... but let's end
this shit, SAY YOUR LAST WORDS" the girl waited a
little while and thinking about possibilities of going out,
she found a lot of moves, but all just make her in check
in and one more move and checkmate, it was like in
chess, no way out the only way it was to die... so ...
He said "Off, say last words, I have a lot of things to do
now is a good time to hide body somewhere and it's the
middle of the night I won't wait until the morning, I have
some other plans for the morning"...
She said "Go to hell..."
He said "Are you sure this to be your last words??? You
are already in hell, don't forget to say to god that you
were my bitch, and this scars are for my bitches..." (He
waited to hear any answer, but silence... he decided to
end it one for all... so he
grabbed her and lifted her in the air and break her neck
and
said, "Next time you should know the word respect"...
Jack asked, "Did the story ended??"

I said "Yes"...
Jack "Nice story, I was on the way to forgot to kill you...
clever move Deyth to tell me a story, you thought that it
will save your life, yeah it took some time so you had
your time, so I hope to find a place in heaven... but what
heaven you deserve hell for what you shared, you are
one sick guy, the best place for you is in hell."
(He took his gun out of the bag, load it and he was
moving it down and above, slowly and he was saying
"It's about your luck, if I shoot you in the head you will
die less painful, if it's in the other parts of the body there
will be a lot of pain, so I suggest to start praying like the
girl in your story,... DeYtH had luck in his pocket, so the
first shot when right in his head.)
Humans
By DeYtH Banger
I hate them, I know the fact that I am one of them... But I

really can't live like that and with that thought. So
logically If I am a human... it means the bad souls
should be caged in the animals, some kind of God work
- OfPunishment. - It's stupid conclusion!!!!!!!??????? But
what do u want from 17 years old?
Or it's not stupid and... that is true... and to know it and

to don't know it... Aliens won't come they know that we
are stupid and that we are under their level. Even the
aliens on the movies aren't real... I still have an difficulty
creating a Alien in my mind which is reading a book...
watching TV.... I always get them in my mind something
like out of Stephen King works.
Let's play with this... If aliens are alive... what If they use
us as dolls and they pull the strings!? This could explain
a lot of... or even to be inside of giant computer which
will explain the fact 1969 or 1977 the computers... how
they came out... from nowhere. Even fit with us... here is
another to use it as a toy... and to play with it... Since 12
years old "You"... and 22 years old "you"... there is
differences... but you couldn't take a picture of the
"Differences"... I mean the day you woke up without any
hair in your ass... inside of your pants... Or or on your
legs... I mean perfectly the "Whole beginning"...
But after all books... should be wise and humans or

mankind to be stupid. Because in one book there are so
much words that as for man he will say all this words in
about 2 years... (But still is strange that I insult humanity
or mankind and... I kind of make author and humanity
two different creatures)... But I still can't explain this fact.
I have always been fascinated from women a lot of from

them - it's rare to see a woman to be in distance... and
to talk little ...
as for men I have saw few... and that's kind of
fascinating how they talk so much...
Whatever on that phenomenon,... men = few ... = rare...

let's try on women probably 500 Pages book are in
about 3 months... words fortheir... they talk so much...
but it won't be... 1 year or it's possible 500 pages one
year talk from them looks like...
( I hear that I tear up people... how is that
possible?????? I CAN'T exPLAIN THAT...andnow
people who pretended to be my friends... with fucked up
reasons... skip it up... By itself, words sound strange...
all languages as possible... "so"... sounds more likely...
"Sol".. "Sun"... more likely "Son"... there are out there
and others!)
But I am sure in one that for 1 year they say somewhere

there in about words.. . After all words = sentence =
sentences = texts = pages. But in their case it's
something flying not written down.
Probably films/series.. As for books I still do not have

theory... They are like chess... you have the everything
as details... only the speech is left and the chess
players... and the most important part is knowing who is
first and second.. 1st = White, 2nd =Black... Probably
and real life is like that. But somebody else is pulling the
strings.
But we all know what happens... to be honest with

someone means that one day when you go to bed you
won't wake up... or one day when you wake up you will
see that you have a lot of enemy... (But it's 2016, you
already know that... it's the basics of life and survival)...
Or even If you wake up without friends. If = Not Possible
If = Possible = Killer.... which as a task means if you

become a killer... you know since you started... and now
you are master you gonna become a victim soona.. . So
paranoiacomes to control your whole life... Even you can
be a victim in the hands of your students... Or enemy..
Or you will know that your days are counted...
If = Possibility = Childhood = Same = Place, it means

that you live a life of repetition... to be honest almost 18
years... I am staying here... where my mother grew...her
sister also... her daughter also .. and now "I".
But even removing this above tasks... just to be easier...

for reading and understanding... you could wake up in
delusion... you even could wake up one day in heaven
and say "What a nightmare... and it was so long..."...
What "If" you find out that God is the right and the left
side... Hell and Heaven - Tell me did that changed you
as a character.
What will happen if you find out that you want to stop
something... like alcohol or drugs... or films watching...
Or non stop staying on your computer(After all some of
them create great depression and anxiety) - But here it's
my "Horror"... study on human behavior... it's not too
long and it isn't too complex... We just dive under the
water few times.. to have fast look... to see what's deep
down in the ocean and then we get out. If I am
wrong...it's... my problem.. (As for honesty... the 1 video
or the second 2 = music was bad... As for the 3... it's
kind of ...in it's own way better.)... However, it's not
possible to don't know!?... That if you are a the problem,
you aren't the solution.
But you know old habits are comfort zone.. so that

explain... why you go back, but what confuses me that I
cannot understand why I can kill a pig... which is fat...
and it's legal and why I can't kill a fat human... If I kill
him... first I am a killer... second a murder... third
cannibal... If I start eating him/her And and as last its
illegal.
And as a End why a water in glass.. . Isn't ocean or river

or lake??... and why outside from your house... Or
inside...And If... it's more than a glass of water... cup of
water... bowl of water.. bucket of water... it's a pool???
Care
By DeYtH Banger
I care.... I care.... I care.... I care.... I care.... ... - That

was a lie... I was just changing, editing my code ...if
properly is edited as possibility of ability I can fake
emotions auto.
...
I see that.... you are impressed... so should I be
impressed???
Naah.. .I don't care I most likely live on AutoPilot.
Watching myself - The monster... how my life is getting

destroyed by myself.
Why Pilot... why the same words... and thoughts... why...

It's a.....a.....a.... fucking Paradox.... Sounds sounds very
foxy.. . And doxy I don't like it. But stilll Paradox... with
Dolx and being too doxy.... nope... not the best... it could
be better.
Looper is a nice word ...so It's a loop... and it's very

loopy. ( I don't want to repeat... but you repeat...
everyday you go to school - Almost... Almost everyday
or everyday your time get's split up... you get up from
bed everyday - logical... you eat everyday... you go to
bed everyday... so .... here I see a feature of repeating...
adding as possibility feature repetition)... We were on
the overall way... road... passage... and gates... but we
never knew that feature as humanoid... cockroachoid....
phonoid.. . Girlfriendioid... can ruin a character... so...
feature in future ruins a character. So random... so
strange!
- My thoughts goes very fast... who knows what's the

speed limit?
I can't do anything on that problem... But I have been
punished for being guilty... without even being in such
state. But "I don't care about my character"... If = mother
= hot or being state the hottest as possibility =
FUCKING her feet... foot... boobs.. ..hands... And
everything else ...which is a prompt as possibility being
fuckeable.
- So life is going to end like... fuckeable... eatable..
..helloable.... codeable - And look so far... I am very
impressed as a character... I just created new words.
But still some kind of pressure ( Focus on the story... not
on sentences....Focus on the story... not on sentences
....Focus on the story... not on sentences ....Focus on
the story... not on sentences ... PLEASEEEEEE
STOOOOOOP....
MY SSSSSSSSSSYSTEM IS GETTING STATE
DESTRUCTION.... STOOOOOOOP.........Focus on the
story... not on sentences ....Focus on the story... not on
sentences )
- Some glitches are available in the new system... But I

am free... I have the freedom in my hands.... Fucked Up
as conclusion .... in overall at state of cymetryllusion with
FUCKING delusion
(Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (Don't interup me...
BIATCH . . I AM LAUGHING... IT'S MY LAUGH... I
HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY THE COST...).)
- Sorry but
bonbonbaaa....bonbonbaaa....bonbonbaaa....bonbonbaa
a......bonbonbaaa...bonbonbaaa I don't know what I
say..
But the idea of friendship is business... As possibility
goes like that to have a family it's needed a feature
trust... to have friends feature believe to have partner in
your life sharing and caring.
Circle
By DeYtH Banger
Not really my style... But we "Humanoid" race

... we think we are perfect... we go rotate and you think
you are in a perfect circle doing that... But it's not
possible to be this a perfect circle.. always there is
something missing. Even the race we choose or we are
in isn't perfect... yellow, black, white = who gives a fuck?
They do the same... fuck...., eat, go to toilet, watch films,

listen to books, reading books and etc and etc. That's
not perfect or transcend code, it's simple.... OFF
SOoooooo MUCH DATA... IN INTERNET THERE IS.. .
SO IT GET' S AND MORE AND MORE.... AND
MORE.... AND MORE.... and simple and simple... what
doo you need!? More likely feature of laziness.
(Note: Before I continue... the series which I watch now

is strange... I am watching Monk and it's very and very
wtf and wtf is happening on season 4 episode 1... and a
new detective is out and it's beating Monk...
OMG...OMG...OMG)
And what does it makes your perfect?
That you are girl and have a hole???
But you need a dick to fill it... something near to peace

of meat... Haha, you have a dick?? ?
But you need hole... to fill, so after all the one can't
without the other and the other can't
without the other.
But what does it make something so perfect?
- That whales.. . Have big and Large dick, psssdgg,

nothing too flashy. After all and... bears... dolphins...
horses... dogs... cats... all this animals have dick or
pussy... so what's the thing which you think it makes
Whales or cats perfect?
(Note: Hey, gnotes don't touch... my writting)

(Note: Hey, Gnotes.... fuck you.. .)
What does it make you larger??
1 meter???... 2 or 3 or 4 or max 5?
But Earth is 510 million square killometers

...... orrrrrrrrrrrrr 5.110 with 8 zeroes.
But Jupiter is 122 times larger than Earth... So Earth is

not perfect.... look Jupiter 122 times larger, but thats
nothing... Saturn is 84 times (Note: Have patience....
one by one..)
Larger than Earth... Uranus 16 times.. . Neptune 15

times. Then it comes 100_900km size = Proxima
Centauri but then comes Sun... Sirius... Polux.. and
etc... So after all we aren't perfect, however and Our
planet - Earth isn't perfect. But if we aren't perfect, we
should be in the middle, shouldn't we. And as always
there will be something better than that... But still what
does makes your dick perfect?
That's large... 2-3 out of 10 ... which means out of every

10... there are 2 or 3 with large dicks... small dick??
8-7 out of 10 are with such dick... ITTTTTTTTT's hairy...

Probably 8-6 people have that... that you are fat...
nothing too flashy in about the same amount like the
skinny ones... So what does they make them perfect???
That you have shaved legs or shaved pussy???

So what... just nothing... So bye fucking dot... that's
whoYOU ARE... dot with code... with pixels out of flesh...
and more likely a number.
Symmetrical
By DeYtH Banger
Symmetrical or how to call this horror, it FUCKS with my

mind... it FUCKS with my thoughts... what I watch.. . My
contacts and everything around me... it makes me mad..
Oh... oh THATTT FUCKING TABLE... LOOK IT...

LITTLE RIGHT I SHOULD MOVE IT... TOO MUCH HAS
BEEN MOVED TOO THE LEFT SIDE... OF THAT
WINDOW
AND NOW THAT WINDOW... EVEN WINDOWS...

THAT'S A CLEAN ONE... THAT'S A DIRTY ONE...
THAT'S A CLEAN ONE... THAT'S A DIRTY
ONE...THAT'S A CLEAN ONE... THAT'S A DIRTY
ONE.....
IT'S fucking endless... I can't do anything about that...

since I have been born I have this problem, when I was
a baybe... I was following fucking straight line... however
my eyes were also at the same level... I even had
problems with people around me 3... where is the
FUCKING Symmetry??
1 by 1 but one More?? ? For what... just killing that son

of biatch will be a clever move but If I kill him I should kill
and others it's comming other problem... to don't get
caught... just... brutally injuring their faces won't be bad
idea... after all first kill it should be an order... there
should be Symmetry....
But After I did that kill... I had talk about that with
myself... it was a fucking Symmetry
...Symmetry... but why not with my father.... WHERE IS
THE FUCKING Symmetry, WHERE IS THE FUCKING
Symmetry, WHERE IS THE FUCKING Symmetry,
WHERE IS THE FUCKING Symmetry, WHERE IS THE
FUCKING Symmetry, WHERE IS THE FUCKING
WHERE IS THE FUCKING Symmetry, ... ( SHOUTING
AS MUCH LOUD AS POSSIBLE)...., WHERE IS THE
FUCKING Symmetry, WHERE IS THE FUCKING
WHERE IS THE FUCKING Symmetry, ..
- My father is going to understand me... mainly from his

fucking dick... which means that I am special...
parasite... parasite... who soon is going to meet other
like me... but how am I special so???
Dicks, so far they are the same.. and how much am I

special from you????
Off this fucking Symmetry, Off this fucking Symmetry,

Off this fucking Symmetry, Off this fucking Symmetry, .
( what else to do...???? I AM FUCKING SHOUTING)... (

I can... and I am going to do that)... why now I kill 3
because of one and now I don't want one more to
add???? Why.... they are different???
But, I am nobody we both know that... don't we.. in

about 1234 sperm cells my father has killed while jerking
off, I can bet in that... so I am kind of the person out of
the person... a jerk off person... got' s person which
goes person...on...on......on...on......on...on...
...on...on......on...on......on...on......on...on......on...on......o
n...on......on...on......on...on......
...
But who is that Symmetry??? Who is Symmetry??????
...
But still I don't understand where am I going... what is

that ... why this fucking way am I going???
... it doesn't look very Symmetry... Symmetry... this

discussion... let's end it.
But look
2 hands = 2 feets... two legs... two shoulders... that's a

Symmetry and pattern, once started I should follow it,
that's a code... a fucking code... But...but last thing
before I gone... remember....remember...
Probably A Killer
Created by DeYtH Banger
Note: I created the person DeYtH Banger with life full of

features which are controlled by me but his life is a
lie. that was a lie
Honesty he is me so DeYtH = Me (But who is me you

use it to describe your self as me but I also use it on
the same reason.
Where now am I? Its difficult to say somewhere in the
black in the space. on autopilot. I can say from here
I have sometimes feelings like I am living life in virtual
world or cyber world character with features of CS, GTA
and many other games.
I really I have lost the feeling of real world. sometimes
I lose control, other times I say shitty stuff and even
more worst stuff.
. How it started?
Its not a happy one if you can quit now please quit.
From here I am warning you it wont go as you think it
should or have to.
I warned you, if something happen to your character its

your fault!
It started from first feature addiction It was small.
From addiction of answer.
Answer or reply to something which I have said on
Facebook like
Hi, How are you? (Getting little shaky sometimes my
heart start going very fast but this happen when I was
chatting to girls.
Its a strange isnt it!?)
I refresh the page again again. .. I close it after
few minutes I am again there. I refresh once twice
I close it I start getting worried like She doesnt like
me then it comes the thought I saw her I saw
her on my dream I even had sex with her she likes
me she even told me how to do it but it was not
season but episode not something often saw. but
something which is rare its level dream.
It happens in my dream In my dream I fuck whore in
my dream I fuck biatches in my dream I sleep with
the girls which I like (. but the fucking school is comin
there isnt time or there is!?)
Ohhhh she answered me after 45 minutes.
So there is probability she to like me!? (She
answered) !?!?!?!?
(IS THIS A CHANCE SHE TO LIKE ME NO!?
NOOOOO NOOO ITS NOT POSSIBLE SHE LIKES
ME IF NOT WHY SHE IS REPLYING IT IF i DONT
LIKE SOMEBODY i REPLY SOMETIMES MAINLY
BECAUSE BEING NICE BUT WHAT DOESNT PUT
IT IN THIS PATH SHE REPLYS BECAUSE SHE
WANT TO BE NICE AS A CHARACTER sound
strange. so we are on the same road in the same
place but we are going soona to change the
direction.)
(But its a lie it goes as a lie and after all I go as
annoying person.) (But why in dream I was fucking
her why!??? Why she was talking to me why
why!??? WHY? pLEASE TELL ME THERE ISNT
REASON IF THERE ISNT REASON THERE ISNT
SEASON SO WHERE ARE WE GOING THERE
WAS EVEN SIGN THAT SHE LIKED ME. BUT
WHY WHY ALL IS A LIE!?)
Thoughts always come like this and always are non

sense or lost somewhere in the space so lets lose
that down!
Ohhh is going to be awesome I am going to fuck her
all day even we are going to get married.
.
Please tell me how to kill this addiction its a
monSTER FOR God SAKE HOW TO KILL THE
FUCKING MonSTER I WANT TO SLEEP WELL I
WANT TO BE LIKE THE OTHERS COUNT AS
NORMAL
But this is nothing it was the beggining it even
started as level or step 2 to come and moment I want to
be where I like seeing myself scared. Its fucking
awesome!
Two faces triple faces 5-6 faces whats

happening!? Its difficult to make conclusions, I started
building other characters. Private I the guy who
associate 2 Face The Killer or Probably meet a killer
like for example. To go in Jail and to meet somebody or
who knows probably to kill somebody I Really dont
know where I am going.
Probably and face of fucking freak a guy who
wants!
To fuck a whale in inside of her mouth WHATS THE
FEELING..
IWANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
KNOWWWWWWWWW.. PLEASEEEEEE TELLLLLL
MEEEEEEEE.
The guy who is fighting to be perfect.
The guy who hates books
The guy who start acting like morons to kick, punch
without reason mainly from
WHATS THE FEELING.. I
WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MEEEEEEEE.
WHATS THE FEELING.. I
WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MEEEEEEEE.
(I can bet in one I dont know where I am going its
very empty if it was something else it will be easy
but this here is difficult to talk about my character its
very odd and I dont have a lot of friends what more to
say!? I feel like my mind is empty!)
(Part 1 (Me as Overall) )
Bit Odd
by DeYtH Banger
Note: I like music if its not Justin Bieber I am okay

with that bass boosted music is awesome
deathstep dubstep all this genres are awesome

but this is who I am on listening not who am I in odd
way. 21 days 17 minutes lets try with refresh done
by Bit Odd
To be honest most people when someone hear my

name in their mind always comes the word Monster
but I still question myself why!? I have been honest
with a lot of stuff like how much time do I spend on
horror topic, how much on comedy and even on
pornography.
If its about my opinion pornography for 16 years old boy

it is normal. I mean to spend time on it like watching
different scenes with different features this doesnt
mean that one day it wont come and this day which will
screw me up and it will start making my mind wanting
more than Jerk-Off
even and pointing facts and stuff possible to be done in
real sex with partner
Its not possible to happen 3 in 1
What will happen if your partner wants normal sex and

you have desire for stuffs which are going to become
very pervert which are beyond the porn, beyond the
virtual world the features just want to go on the top of
the sea they dont want to stay in shallow.
Which will go like searching from the person next to
me the stuff from the virtual world like blowjob,
boobsjob, fucking in the ass, feetjob, footjob, sucking
pussy, or who knows what more
Questions are easy created just few words and little

order they need answers are difficult to be created
and the most essential is to be as much accurate as
possible but to whom to give the rights for introducing
me in this world?
Probably my father . he deserves a credit in his

laptop he had a game with sex from my point of view
its pervert and not very moral to have such games in so
easy accessible place have your private place but
dont make it so easy accessible.
Under sex, what I want to say is that its not something
normal as for normal moral person its something
more than that its the sex which is accepted as normal
for the people like prostitutes and whores or famous on
the streets like biatches.
The day was normal as always nothing as big deal just

with my parents like grandmother, grandfather, mother,
father and to dont forget the dog. Whats strange was
that my father always leaves his laptop always that
was something like a deal like I give you thatand
You will do that to be more accurate he gives his
laptop in replace I stay with my grand-parents at the
village.
As for then it wasnt like the computer it was laptop
which have not loud sound probably volume like up to
25 or who knows but I can bet that my computer on
this was more powerful however I have always hated
laptops (Probably it goes very boring and as for me
here its boring. so enough boring and lets go on the
essential)
I had some friends at village so I invited some of them

home and I we watched films or some other stuff we
were doing which were possible to be done without
using wifi or internet it was awesome. But one day
with one of my friends we were searching games and
we found a game with sex.
What I have in my mind?, as answer it gets more scary

mainly from that my mind start showing the images
which I have saw like a loop again and again and
again and again and again and again its horrible to
see that, its like a virus on your computer which opens
a lot of windows endlessly until The computer
crashes. But deeply inside me I believe that there are
and others people like me!
But its not possible mind to be a computer probably

could function like a computer but its something more
something which cant crash.
Pornography just from the beginning its a horrible place

and the most worst thing which could happen is to have
in mind that its everywhere you can see it in the
music in the videos in the images in the films
even out of this world understand it like the real world
With not careful using thoughts you can enter in the
pornography Matrix.
.. How and Matrix!?
The pornography matrix is really fucked up place

every time somehow it catches me with making my mind
with thoughts about sex like I see somebody kissing or
something like little porn scene at film or music and
everything gives some % in my mind and when it
reaches 100% then is really fucked up.
It starts like that which are the top hottest American

pornstars top hottest blonde pornstars top hottest
British Pornstars then it starts Second Level like how it
will be done blowjob with a hottest redhead girl how
blondy can done blowjob +feetjob or lets put it like
blowfeetjob
To be honest with you guys I dont want to go very

deeper in this nightmare its horrible and I know one
day I will see myself in that matrix
as very fucked up person to watch how they make sex

and I to jerk off.. its sick like staying in the same room
and to watch how man fuck a woman which is from my
favorites types
These days a lot of people spend on comedy films,

shows
But ,.but whats odd is that I dont like comedy I spend

0 (As Zero) time on it and on horror I spend hours and
even and more I also have time and to check out serial
killers files, take it like taking all which my hands can
take, even and creepypasta, up to horror movies, books,
audio books, podcasts.
Mainly from the adrenaline, I want to feel like both

characters once in point of view of the killer, then as
victim. From here it doesnt sounds like something which
can the keep track on the same place its possible I
one day to end up .to kill SOMEBODY out of desire
just to taste the feeling!
(Probably I am not very strange or odd or probably I

am who knows. some people take it as normal
because they have the same disire but others dont
take it normal)
But this shouldnt end like this I can predict that one
day I will be part of the people which you can see on
pornhub, redtube, hdporn, brazzers to be the man
who is with screw up mind which has entered in the
Pornography Matrix and wont want help at that time
which will be forever and ever because what will sick
fuck want!?
Someone as Overall
By DeYtH Banger
Have you ever thought that somebody is spying you,

somebody who is out of your friends (which you know)
its mostly likely a stranger who knows a lot of stuff
about you What is horrible!? its when your secrets
get out. If they or he/she know your secrets, they arent
anymore secrets.
To be honest when I was ten years old or somewhere

there I wanted to be inside of a body of animal or of a
human mostly likely if its about human to be gender
female and to live there, sounds most likely crazy
doesnt it? As for reason I dont have such
probably.PfffI am not very reasonable person.
Screaming as overall
Lets skip the manner in overall way stress is a feature

of overall great example is school. School is pretty
depressing and stressful place As for screaming
PLEASE.. .. stop. stop for god sake. this screaming
should be punished with what KILLING YOU WITH A
BUTCHER KNIFE and THATS THE WAY AND THE
PATH TO become the son of butcher.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (Sounds like pretty bugged
But that is how I laugh please let me to
continue.).AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
. I entered lets say FIRST THE PAST AND THEN the
future this above is older with few seconds, few
minutes, few hours and few classes so I entered by
running it in home matrix. with this limit board. Lets
take it as limit as something which is Max
.
. Friends what type of friends???? Please tell me!?
People which are going to screw my life behind my
chest??? .
As someone in overall way in the end we all die have

to work on something but why??? Dead is something
more famous in games like cs /resetscore or /rs.
Why it just dont end right here??
Why??
After all I came out with Its not a happythen

True. then The story in the jail then Boring
and probably everything in these stories have something
in common. and what is it? If you ask you are
probably very spoiled as a character so I will make
some kindness and I will say I want to make a
message.
Dieing after so much done read/listen/watch/eat
.books films series movies. creepypasta
food friends and so on and so on?
Pleasure!???
AS for me in overall world in overall way pleasure is a
door in the matrix which you cant close and when you
cant it happens like the jerk off I couldnt close the
door so it came in my mind Check out that
Sounds nice nails footjob But why only nails
footjob why you dont make long nails footjob sound
awesome doesnt it?.
How does the fucking jerk off happen, mainly from
that thought then another thought then another after
another thought and slowly it just comes. my mind
says start and I cant do anything. So what is your
opinion on cant control yourself?
What happens when everything in your point of view is

changed?
I just want silence, people to understand me and to be

part of the normal world. That I write so gruesome stuff,
means that I cant be The Second Stephen King!?? Or
SOMEBODY LIKE HIM!?
I take someone to understand you and to have

silence as stuff which are not granted. What to say!?
33% Battery, I have read a lot of creepy pasta (sounds
like I someone in position look me look I can
and You cant. But even and selfish character!)
If is the world If we live in Matrix so and If is
commin very common word. I can say from here the
cinema is stupid a lot of pop corn, coca-cola But in
the end after so much time my father died however
thats sad and even now people ask stupid questions
again. and again. and again. and what are they
are trying You can see If As If you dont see me go
to catch the bus If you are sad slap a like to
become happy.
(Is that a bug in the Matrix glitch in matrix perfect
without perfection?)
So in overall you drink alcohol and smoke you have
friends when you stop who will be your friend? Or
friends!?
Even then you can lose them somehow!
As for now awesome girls I dont have as friends in the
real world
.
Okay, I am honest 3 stars for that and for that 4 As
overall BUT PLEASE STOP MOVING AND FOR LEE
CHILD AUTHOR I DONT SUGGEST HIM In
HONEST WAY AND IN OVERALL ROAD HE SUCKS.
Cheating Dead
It is easy, everyone can do it, to cheat you should
start playing dead.
.
Lie
Lie could be spotted, its easy little confuse face
anger and in some more cases it goes like laugh not
staring in the eyes. Or too much staring at the eyes.
Limit
Every word should be understand properly as overall
school limits your abilities, I am sure in one you can
more.
Depression
Pressure = Depression so when you masturbate its not
from pressure its most likely from depression wanting
to get out from this fucking overall world.
But its not possible pleasure = out of the world
negative = negative so getting out you need
negative.
DONT WRITE ANYMORE ANYTHING EVER.
YOUR MEDICINE DOESNT WORK.
Aah. aaaaaah so clever human being we both
cant believe in that empty conclusion.!
I dont need to give explanation or even for more to be
accurate, I dont need to explain, If you dont get it you
are in the path of being overall if you get it Probably
we both are on the same track.
(Part 2 Someone as Overall) (Part 1 Me as Overall)
(Probably a Killer)
People/Emotions and Moments
By DeYtH Banger
What really makes us different, this is the biggest

question which should be asked and we have been
asked and we are going to be asked....from the people
around us... not around us... and little doubt in the
answer won't be a bad idea....but they don't ask only
other people like "WE" (CATEGORY)... but they ask and
themselves which is category "I", but as always they do
one thing with one fucking purpose to be looking for the
fucking answer
Today... yesterday... somebody will ask us for how

much unique are you really!? Or how MUCH WE ALL
are unique... (P.S. Little OFFTOPIC Isn't bad... "HE" as
a feature has become "Somebody" from "Nobody"...
someone is getting "Someone" a character from a word,
has become the fucking action from free will god's will is
your fucking drill)
- It's a fucking good question both of them are good

one...., no doubt in that... but if there isn't doubt there
isn't reason "YOU" as a feature of the future to be a
human... human on basic levels are full of doubts aren't
they?
(P.S. I fucking know you... we studied together...
probably you remember that do ya?... I don't have in
friends because I couldn't find you... it's very reasonable
but I should start from somewhere.... shouldn't I?)
To start and to end with questions isn't

soooooooooooooooo bad is it... but this doesn't show
"ME"... (P.S. I am not talking about "YOU"... fucking idiot
I am talking about the feature used for me "ME" on level
"I" - DeYtH Banger).... as a good writer am I? Am I
wise? Am I clever? ...
So many questions about my intelligence... But by itself

it is and a offense against me... having doubt in my
intelligence... how much intelligent are you!? - TO have
doubt in me... you are neither a smart ass... smart ass
don't get here and talk with me do they? You are neither
and cool if you were you gonna go and drink some
forbidden stuff like alcohol and play with some drugs...
But looked from somewhere .....just a question it's
something which users do not the perfect people. But as
for me I can't be a perfect am I???
(P.S. On the Record IF I was a perfect... I won't ask a

question, WILLLLLLLLLLLL i!?... PLEASE
KEEEEEEEEEP THE SILENCE..... KEEEEP THE
FUCKINHG SILENCE... YOU FUCKING DON'T WANT
TO HURT YA..... DON'T WISH DEAD... SOMETIMES
THE PICTURES ARE GRUESOME... WHAT FUN
SHOULD i SUPPOSE TO HAVE.... A FUN BASED ON
COLD EMOTIONS....
REALLLY TO BE PATIENT ON WHAT... WATCHING

MY FUCKING MOTHAAAAAAAA MOTHER.....
GETTING FUCKED AT MY HOME..... BY SOMEBODY
ELSEEEEE...... REALLLYLYLLYLYYLYLY fuck
REALLLY (i AM FUCKING REALLY SCREAMING
HERE... IT'S ABOUT DEATH AND SURVIVAL...) and
what's the fucking mind a fucking moment!? I know
facts... just for basic survival in the human race how
about you!?... I have traditions full of exhibitions (Okay,
let's be honest the FONT size doesn't matter what does
matter is the little feature of you... but first pay to play to
watch the....)... I don't know what but i Know that it's a
moment and let's leave it and live it.
Sexuality
Off this fucking banana.. tomatoes...potatoes...

oranges... watermelon.... but this isn't the beginning or
the ending everything by itself is a fucking sexual thing...
You know that... Tomatoes symbol for balls... = man
dick = balls.... oranges... again the same... watermelon
more like a code for boobs... and what more and more
and more!? Oh,oh... you think I onlyyyyyyy KNOW
THAT!??? Nope, nope you have done fucking mistake i
know more... my mother biatch... a fucking BIATCH - I
can bet on that - And that's what I am talking about! Isn't
a cunt nice word on logic it should the fucking geek and
playing with the gear (Nope... sounding tooo cold)... as
for code for cold and cloth........ let's fucking be honest
it's fucking Sexuality... you don't know me.... I don't
know you sounds like the devil's deal... I am a fucking
geek and I have a dick...
And you want more, don't YA?
What happens when you just can't stop... fucking stop...

there isn't a stop out there to stop and to take the
break... its the matrix nothing to complex just a matrix
"Bit Odd" more near to bit oddness.... LAW SAYS THAT
YOU CAN DO THAT... BUT TIMES SAYS THAT IT'S
NOT POSSIBLE TO STOP... MORE LIKELY PHYSICS
APPLYING ON THE LAW.
Here is a tip.. this which just made was very cold, wasn't
it?
-YOu are colld I hear fucking voice I can bet that you
can't do anything on that problem... it's a fucking
problemn and even can't go back to see it as a feature
my mother is fucking home and her friend is home... why
I just don't playyyyyyyyyy a game ... I Just wannnnna it
... to play a game bassicaly humans on emotions....
nothing tooo complex.....
Patient
- I can't be fucking patient... let's start a fucking new

chapter and let's have fucking a new girl... and a fucking
new world... but this which see now isn't a patient
world... once upon a time it was yours... you were a
person from a such group ... or in this group.... nothing
too savegy....(AS for Savage)... And my question is how
do you deal with that... Is it HUMANS on basic
emotion... can or could I say that?
(P.S. - I am fucking killer... I have killed a lot of people...

I am a serial killer or I am not a serial KILLER!?)
(P.S. - We don't need logic so far...)
- And look nothing I just lost the fucking data it was a

fucking awesome... I bet on that!
Cold/Want
You are fucking cold as a character... aren't you I saw
your feature of "YOu..." and I am fucking angry to see
you........ as a such feature...I can bet we weren't really
friends I just played with you... that's who am I... just a
biatch playing with a bleach.... Nooooo.... nooo it even
doesn't' sound nice... does it?
In this beach I am going to buy a biatch for little bleach...

(Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... stop that shit... ohhh you just
with fuck with my mind.... oh no.... NOoooooo you did it
again, didn' ya!? DIdn't ya!? - YOu like it... you even live
in this fucking illusion based on the best dellusions...
Haaaaaaa, taking target as yours.... taking the victim
under your command... becoming the fucking BOSSS,
reallly!? And who am I here!? No the Killer... not the
biatch as a possibility of the ability it's not possible is it....
Offfff.... I don't care I screams years with my ears... let's
be on that.... to flatish
- Is that even word for the dead... Oh that sounds

strange... . you are confused... Heeeeey, when did we
started talking about you.... since when you become so
important... tell me... I know that you lie... no need to tell
me I just know it... on reasons based on fucking
treasons... I know... everything that this is just the
BEGINNING... you want to hear me how i say that...
because you don't want to hear hell so soon, do ya? Not
really prepared... but i know something rabbits should be
something.... ohh that sound... are we in a hospital!? -
Confusion based on fucking emotions pretty basic on
basic levels....
Hey, hey Bill is here... Let's killl her.... Hey Bill DeYtH Is
here don't play with my mind you are the fucking since
when you can control me on action!? Let's not play the
develish w ork in this fucking church tooo heavy to
handle that shit to heavy to hit that pit....
A pit what is it!? GIve me time for a little bit to take a

byte and bite oh... I know what I use that for fucking you
alle....
(P.S. - Off for god sake... now answer "IDK"... then don't
knowing what that really means.... really!??!?) - THat
was a feature of confusion powered by God knows...
let's go to the church
(P.S. - P.S. By itself is a P.S. without knowing that it's
P.S. which knows that's a P.S. inside of a P.S. which
doesn't know it's P.S.......................... JUST FUCKING
GOOOD wITH numbers)
BUt you are number don't get so confused.... please it's

just the fucking beginning of deeper level. ... ANddddd
who gives a fuck!? - So logicaly on humans bassis you
want to say that you don't care as in the future we
should that to!? - WTF.... WTF on humans bassis... Let's
make basses for bass....
Why you are so cold... why? I feel it.. .you are a cold as
a character and why? Afraid of the game!?
And how is possible to lose it... we even in the beginning

nothing between us nothing really in us... the problem
probably is in "US" out of a feature.... (P.S. Let's be
honest you wanna read that shit... and I bet that I should
too... but it's BIll shit on click for a hit.... let's hit it and
hide it....)
Why are you afraid!? YOu are something more... not a
fucking chocolate... they are fucking eatable you are
more likely a lickeable as a character... aren't you!?
Gender by itsself it's a fucking genre!? - Am I right?
Genre meet Gender... Gender meet Genre....!?
(P.S. Off this was for confusion....off not letting to have

privacy... of hate that fucking privilege.... I hate you
....fucking mother i wanna slit your fucking throat to
show you and to teach what does really mean respect
(Off...BIlll.... please stop ....billl don't make stuff worst...
don't be an idiot you will get in trouble......))
Message from Bill

- Ohh, that's cool... I gonna give hat to that character... a
character writes to me... COOOOL, coz it's
AWESOME... On LOGIC
Hitters... let's be your level - ENOUGH SHIT TO HIT!
Hey, DeYtH looks like you have a second life...don't ya!?

Wanna die!?.... I like fingers... I like them as trophies....
one finger won't big deal you scream won't ya!? I gonna
cut one... why not a second just death wants to play with
you oh you think you are lucky don't ya!? I gonna cut a
3 finger just because you think you are lucky... but this
doesn't mean that I can't remove few more fingers does
it!? YOu have feet snitch, don't ya? Ohhh. that fucking
glitch... in this glitch I bet that you are the fucking
SNITCH... so lEt's view again what you really have I
have kind of forggoten about human bodies... as for
me...
Heeey... DON'T FUCKING CHANGEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

THE FUCKING DIRECTION... BECAUSE YOU WON'T
LIKE THE LOCATION... IT'S NOTA
VACATION...sOOOO YOU HAVE A DICK... AND TWO
BALLS, DON'T YA!? iT WON'T BE A BIG DEAL TO
REMOVE THE ONE BALL YOU HAVE A SECOND
DON'T YA? do YA, KNOW WHY GOD HAS GAVE
YOU TWO NOT ONE? beCAUSE HE WANTS i TO
TAKE THE ONE AS A TROPHY...oHHHH... I KNOW
THAT... YOU WANT FUCKING This to BE THE BEST
WORK... HERE YOU HAVE MISTAKEN IT'S NOT
POSSIBLE TO BE THE BEST....
Afraid to lose? YOu think you gonna get the same and
the best idea is to be in shadows? Why? WHy...
probably the probability of this ability should be
something more... not this title should be suitable and
that and that... It's should a "Why" title. Want... You want
me to be somebody else... somebody who is different...
you want we to be friends... but in the end this is the
fucking lie... you know it... because you made it... a lie
which you tell yourself and others... "We Talk often" -
Ohhh... cut the bullshit... cut the fucking rope just for
rape? Really?
Coz, you are not fucking serious, are ya?

- lET'S BET ON ONE DALA IS NOT YOUR FRIEND!
Blood Father and who is that... so clever and smart a

killer? A Serial Killer... a soldier... tell me... tell me....
TEELLLLLLL ME.... DON'T FUCKING THE THE
ROPE... YOU KNOW THAT WE BOTH DIE IF YOU
COME IN HELLL YOU WON'T BE FUCKING hapPPY...
HELLL ISN'T A HAPPY PLACE FOR PEOPLE LIKE
YOU...
Nightmares/Lies
It should be a Nightmare, shouldn't it be so perfect... so

scary... a JERK OFF these days should be scary if you
knew what you just did... watching porn and fap and fap
and fap and fap and fap and fap.... HOW MUCH
FUCKED UP IS THAT!? (THis should be the fucking
question)... did you know that a jerk off should be the
most sick thing you have ever did, think on that... fucking
think on that... watching how somebody fucks what you
like and you jerk off - WHAT THE FACK!?... JERKOFF
on words... really... since when did words became so
powerful!?
So powerful to take control of your mind and to make

you jerk off... it's fucking word... WHICH YOU READ
AND A WORD MAKES A ACTION... OFFFF CUT THE
BULLSHIT AND THE SHIT OF THIS BULL......
listenNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
now carefully you are now lama... (plEASE DON'T
CORRECT ME... i AM FUCKING DRUNK AND i DO
DRUGS... SO HAVE IN MIND BILL IS FUCKING
HERE)....and that lemon for A woman....
(I don't know what I just did said... and what am I
saying... but I feel like I should say that... I
SHOULDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FUCKING SAY
THAT... aGREE or not the greed should be the feature
to describe you... I am talking about you.... I am fucking
talking ABOUT you...
iT'S CODE i LEARN IT ON BASIC SURVIVAL... i

LEARN ABOUT (do PEOPLE TALK ABOUT ME!?)
Lies... probably somebody gonna lay someone at that

time at this moment... who knows let's god be with you
and never meet you and I have met god. But still I know
you fucking lied... you are not a good liar and the most
best liar... I have ever met...
Come on we both know that what you say is just FOR

your fucking selfishness.... greed...
Moves/Chess
Moves are like chess... all about the fucking perfect

acting... you think that you done something clever "No"...
that's the fucking answer somebody just fucking got in a
fucking trouble... you know that... I am not GOD Here to
give a fucking lesson.... Lessons are for weak... weak
need lessons or ain't fucking true... Oohhh... take that
shit... did you felt it... I just FEEEELT it...............
WAS........... IT .....WAS ...... WAS IT...... IT WAS......MY
BEST FRIEND IS FUCKING DEATH!? - Whatever... I
just fed him with tekila that was how much fucking friend
he was... he told them my fucking secret.... I feel like this
guy now just don't fucking give a shit... does he!?
But he is fucking smart, right??
He has a PLAN B, right?
Chess is all about the fucking moves... so what will

happen if I tell you that life is like chess.... and what's
more impressive a second chance you ain't gonna have
... oohh... you are going to be a smart ass right...
right!??!?!?!
oHH, PLEASE CORRECT ME... i LIKE THAT.... IT'S

EXAMPLE AS HOW MUCH SMARTY YOU ARE...
JUST SHOW ME... i NEED TO schedule YOUR DEAD...
SO i NEED TO KNOW... TO KNOW AND NOW TO
KNOW...
You fucking like that... but I was in JAIL... and you ain't
gonna make it... THe next journey will be for
destination.... hell...
Don't be a stupid slut... he IS VERY sluutttty... don't be
stupid think about yourself (MORE LIKELY ON BLOOD
FATHER... let's blood be a bloody father....)
Blood
- Oh noo... daddy is dieing... and he is fucking comming

you know that... but I now see that you aren't so clever
as I think... are ya?
Blood... you have never taste it... you just played like the
joker... no BLOOD... nothing too bloody just like a like...
that like that... and what I have here... is the feature to
hear me.
Confusion
We should fucking end that day... with this fucking

confusion let's god let you with confusion and dead is on
the way... feel cryotic and don't be so biatchy....
3 Hours + Zero Day
by DeYtH Banger
God Gonna bless ya for being here with me.. I

promise
If I go in heaven or hell to tell him about your good

deeds, so far people like you deserv a reward, don't
they?
"Science"
Little or less to have this here information you need

science, that's the truth. It's not a widow neither and
window.
I have always hated science but these days it's

different, I follow different YouTube channels who work
on Science projects and make great videos,.
However science apps are another good advantage.
Which you as dear "User", could have in your

smartphone tablet..
You have survived so far for so long because of
science !
Science by itself is an experience!
"Three Hours"
- It'S VERY IMPORTAAAAAANT WHERE DO YOU

FOCUS WHICH FACE DO YOU CHOOSE IS IT
ALL ABOUT THIS STORY? OR IS IT ABOUT SOME
KIND OF NIGHTMARE?
- IN YOUR LIFE WHICH HAS HAPPEN SOMETHING

POSSITIVE?
SOMETHING NEGATIVE?
CAN'T DEFINE IT?
CAN YOU TELL ME FOR WHAT ARE YOU

THINKING ABOUT UNDER THE CATEGORY
THREE HOURS? IS IT ABOUT THE BOOK BY
CHRIS MOONEY?
OR WHAT?

WAIT
WAIT.
CAN YOU JUST LITTLE WAIT?
I WANT TO SAY SOMETHING!
Leave that no need to think about this questions to

be honest I FUCKING DON'T GIVE A SHIT! About
"You" and that Shit.
"And"
- No need to say something the answer is going to be

and it's going continue to be "And"?
So
"And"?"And"?"And"?"And"?"And"?"And"?"
And"?"And"?
"And"?"And"?"And"?"And"?
"Lawyer"
- Liar?
So clever ability to provoke people's opinion and to

make them wrong.
All is about paying the right lawyer and you gonna get
the best protection If you lie you ain't gonna live!
These days a lot of authors look from POV of lawyers

the same role but different perspective
Some imaginary Lawyers are the best others are the

worst.
"Truth"
- See ya later (As somebody gonna say)
But to be honest here I was saving it for later.. . That's

why you never did got closer to it. I always knew deep
inside me that you ain't FUCKING ready stupid cock
sucker.
I could give it at anytime... but when you know deep

inside "you".... that you shouldn't you don't give it
right?
It's like levels without passing 4 Level you can't go 20

Level can ya?
Truth is rude "and"????
"Story"
- How do you survive?
How do you live without some kind of random life

STORY?
It really doesn't matter what type of genre you choose

you choose you know that right?
A Story 200 pages and more is staying in one world too

much
short-STORY.. . Is an example of how life poetic and

pathetic in real face is it.
"Lost"
Reminds me for the series "The Lost".. with air plane

crashing in the middle of nowhere somewhere in
abandoned island.
But here the question is are you lost in your brain?
In your thoughts?
"GameOver"
- Hey hey bitch game over
What you know about me from the first line up to the

last in the holly spirit of God.. . It's a lie!
(Remember, remember the fifth of November)
(V For Vendetta one amazing work!)

Dark UNDE Overe
by DeYtH Banger
First it's dark, that's the beginning of all... Iam here for
another story to tell... The problem is that I am stuck in
time... the words aren't in real time... Chaos is on the
way.
Chaos
I don't know should I be... short or long?

does really words matter?
...
Dead it's the end after all of the beginning
...
Jerking OFF
OVER AND OVER AND OVER

Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
Jerking OFF
...
Aren't we fucked up?
...
Watching porn and masturbating over and over and

over... mainly because of stress!?
To be honest here... I did it... It was now before few

hours... No need to judge me this is ain't fucking kinky
and with this ShakeSpeare thing we gonna end
anything.
Kinky, it has never been this so kinky and why you even
put as kinky?
...
Look us... look the nation followed by now and wating to

live in now but what do we do?
...
Leaving in the past... walking forward soon we gonna be

eaten by past... this which you saw one day it was
now.... now.... now... this is past and even by itself now
is past.
Remove this post... remove that... but I ain't fucked up

as a person.
STOP AND THINK LITTLE BIT!
...
GreenHollyWood - Is dead... alive... so what?...

Everything which has happen got fixed and now is like it
has never happen?... it was magic for one day... soon
you gonna forgot it... and the question is here how was
done and did all people when status "Pause".... and they
are there and there and there... they are flying... they are
down... they are on the top of the buildings.
Words I have forgotten the words which I really need...

but the story goes as it follows... don't be stupid and
please contnue the pattern... by itself as symbol of
depression and pressure... and oblivate... obliviate... He
was a normal guy and normal person... he just got lucky
to get inside in the adveture but another adveture soon
is going to come... the time ain't gonna stop my writting
workshop will continue to grow and more and more...
I want to..
I want to stop
I want you to stop
I want to play
I want to leave
I want to know more
I want to be better
....
Basical needs and basical believes... THAT"S JACOB

you know this person... from personal hell by itself
adjective collected by overall.
And that's how the average went now it's time for the
other part.
Dark
- Please, please do it... do it... fucking do it .... I am not

against it... I wasn't suppose to be here... and look this
guy.. such face with hair and fur it looks like a ... dick
face... fucking dick...
...
And everything is over and what happen and why is he

here!?... THe normal non-remember and
non-relatedable day... something did happen... but this
is between me and you... THE END OF THE STORY...
...
And let's go little more and more... let's see from where
did all begin... and we know this guy right?
(BUT WRITE IT!)
...
When is about dark... and silence is on the way ( AS For

the silence... I fucking like it... I can't live without it... but
a dark night... with silence some moonligh isn't enough...
is it?)... one story is needed?
...
But how are you going to read it?
...
Where do you fucking see?

...
The battery is low... and the question here is (WHO IS

THAT GUY and will we meet him again?... With big
impact!?)
(SHe is crying... he also... but they don't like the idea of

that the story is going to end... but it kind of won't end...
somebody else gonna go and see the movie and
somebody else and somebody else and the impact will
grow endless...)
- You should get the image!?

...
If not... at least go buy one milk make one errand or

check out to see is there some kind of errand from
somebody?... (ANd the story is like this .... hell is here...
on both feet and legs and walking... that's a story and
let's close the doors that's a just a tradition and culture...
(Do ya... remember her!?)
...
SOmething which you could do is drink milk... that's

easy to be understand that's a image.... images are
drinkable... you go to store.... YOU FUCKING BUY THE
IMAGE AND THEN YOU DRINK THE IMAGE.....
IMagabledrinkable - A word which is equation of drink
and image....
....
And don't shake... that's pressure = depression here the

mind is free to go in all directions... both in you and fuck
you... that's how one mountain I passed... in the night...
walking and walking and walking and walking and
walking and walking and ...
...
Put as 26 Kilometers I walked... it's a lot of... so far I

don't feel my legs feet... but I countinue more and more
and more?
..
How do you put it?
...
Basic human survival?
...
Study?
...
Study says that biatches want dicks.... want cum ... over
and over and over.... and that's why we do stupid stuff...
making our dicks big... mind washing... brain washing...
over and over... and over with this pornography.
...
I am kind of glad that there was moonlight which helped
me to reach home... if there wasn't god knows how I
was going to get in hom... GOD"S WIll... GONNA DRILL
WITH THAT THRILL SO!?
Now time for OVere
...
All is over that's the story... you want something more?
5 Bodies have been found... each body is significat

looking... one without nipple... other without leg... head...
hand...finger....
The impressive stuff are that all 5 bodies are female

race....
....
and for one more thing hunger is on the way... ain't

waste that's a lust with trust.
Fucked
by DeYtH Banger
The problem is that you are very, very fucked... and

please follow...
(FOOL ME ONCE!)
The first is your sin... wanting to have sex... how much

sinister is that?
...
With your girlfriend... or with your boyfriend... wife...

husband or whoever is around you in your mind nothing
else exist than sex and sex and sex and sex... this is the
only thing which makes you both close and you use that
as advantage don't ya?
...
(P.S.)
Probably and I am an example of a guy full of sins... I

always get hungry when I watch murders... killers...
serial killers and the killings and the victims how they are
disposal bodies and this really... really fucking bad
makes me hungry.
...
The smoking you fucking don't stop it... that's one

fucking in my beloved mother sin!
Cigarette smoking harms nearly every organ of the

body, causes many diseases, and reduces the health of
smokers in general.1,2
Quitting smoking lowers your risk for smoking-related

diseases and can add years to your life.1,2
Smoking and Death
Cigarette smoking is the leading preventable cause of

death in the United States.1
Cigarette smoking causes more than 480,000 deaths

each year in the United States. This is nearly one in five
deaths.1,2,3
Smoking causes more deaths each year than the
following causes combined:4
Human immunodeficiency virus (HIV)
Illegal drug use
Alcohol use
Motor vehicle injuries
Firearm-related incidents
More than 10 times as many U.S. citizens have died
prematurely from cigarette smoking than have died in all
the wars fought by the United States during its history.1
Smoking causes about 90% (or 9 out of 10) of all lung
cancer deaths in men and women.1,2 More women die
from lung cancer each year than from breast cancer.5
About 80% (or 8 out of 10) of all deaths from chronic
obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD) are caused by
smoking.1
Cigarette smoking increases risk for death from all
causes in men and women.1
The risk of dying from cigarette smoking has increased
over the last 50 years in men and women in the United
States.1
Smoking and Increased Health Risks
Smokers are more likely than nonsmokers to develop

heart disease, stroke, and lung cancer.1
Smoking is estimated to increase the risk

For coronary heart disease by 2 to 4 times1,6
For stroke by 2 to 4 times1
Of men developing lung cancer by 25 times1
Of women developing lung cancer by 25.7 times1
Smoking causes diminished overall health, increased
absenteeism from work, and increased health care
utilization and cost.1
Smoking and Cardiovascular Disease
Smokers are at greater risk for diseases that affect the

heart and blood vessels (cardiovascular disease).1,2
Smoking causes stroke and coronary heart disease,

which are among the leading causes of death in the
United States.1,3
Even people who smoke fewer than five cigarettes a day
can have early signs of cardiovascular disease.1
Smoking damages blood vessels and can make them
thicken and grow narrower. This makes your heart beat
faster and your blood pressure go up. Clots can also
form.1,2
A stroke occurs when a clot blocks the blood flow to part
of your brain or when a blood vessel in or around your
brain bursts.1,2
Blockages caused by smoking can also reduce blood
flow to your legs and skin.1,2
Smoking and Respiratory Disease
Smoking can cause lung disease by damaging your
airways and the small air sacs (alveoli) found in your
lungs.1,2
Lung diseases caused by smoking include COPD, which

includes emphysema and chronic bronchitis.1,2
Cigarette smoking causes most cases of lung cancer.1,2
If you have asthma, tobacco smoke can trigger an attack
or make an attack worse.1,2
Smokers are 12 to 13 times more likely to die from
COPD than nonsmokers.1
Risks From Smoking: Smoking Can Damage Every Part

of the Body
Risks From Smoking

Smoking Can Damage Every Part of the Body
Larger infographic
Smoking and Cancer
Smoking can cause cancer almost anywhere in your

body:1,2 (See figure above)
Bladder
Blood (acute myeloid leukemia)
Cervix
Colon and rectum (colorectal)
Esophagus
Kidney and ureter
Larynx
Liver
Oropharynx (includes parts of the throat, tongue, soft
palate, and the tonsils)
Pancreas
Stomach
Trachea, bronchus, and lung
Smoking also increases the risk of dying from cancer
and other diseases in cancer patients and survivors.1
If nobody smoked, one of every three cancer deaths in

the United States would not happen.1,2
Smoking and Other Health Risks
Smoking harms nearly every organ of the body and

affects a persons overall health.1,2
Smoking can make it harder for a woman to become

pregnant and can affect her baby's health before and
after birth. Smoking increases risks for:1,2,5
Preterm (early) delivery
Stillbirth (death of the baby before birth)
Low birth weight
Sudden infant death syndrome (known as SIDS or crib
death)
Ectopic pregnancy
Orofacial clefts in infants
Smoking can also affect men's sperm, which can reduce
fertility and also increase risks for birth defects and
miscarriage.2
Smoking can affect bone health.1,5
Women past childbearing years who smoke have
weaker bones than women who never smoked, and are
at greater risk for broken bones.
Smoking affects the health of your teeth and gums and
can cause tooth loss.1
Smoking can increase your risk for cataracts (clouding
of the eyes lens that makes it hard for you to see) and
age-related macular degeneration (damage to a small
spot near the center of the retina, the part of the eye
needed for central vision).1
Smoking is a cause of type 2 diabetes mellitus and can
make it harder to control. The risk of developing
diabetes is 3040% higher for active smokers than
nonsmokers.1,2
Smoking causes general adverse effects on the body,
including inflammation and decreased immune
function.1
Smoking is a cause of rheumatoid arthritis.1
Quitting and Reduced Risks
Quitting smoking cuts cardiovascular risks. Just 1 year
after quitting smoking, your risk for a heart attack drops
sharply.2
Within 2 to 5 years after quitting smoking, your risk for
stroke could fall to about the same as a nonsmokers.2
If you quit smoking, your risks for cancers of the mouth,
throat, esophagus, and bladder drop by half within 5
years.2
Ten years after you quit smoking, your risk for lung
cancer drops by half.2
(You continue to read this, this should be an example

that you are one sick wacko...)
(But please stop insulting me... you are the guy... this
guy in which shoes you want me to put....)
...
(That's the truth of what happens when you have too

much
#2 - Deadly Sin)
8 Negative Side Effects Of Masturbation

Obviously, self-pleasure is a healthy and normal part of
everyones sexual health. That said, just like our
enjoyment of cheese fries or beer, everything is best
enjoyed in moderation. The same can be true for
masturbation: There can be too much of a good thing.
Have you ever stayed up just a bit too late rubbing one
out, or were late to school or work because you got
carried away in the morning? Or maybe you turned
down an opportunity to meet someone to stay home and
watch porn and enjoy yourself, by yourself? You arent
alone. Heres some other warning signs to look out for.
1. Training For Speed

Some guys have trained themselves to rub one out
quickly, which can lead to ejaculating sooner than they'd
like when they're getting it on with their sweetheart.
This can even lead to premature ejaculation issues over
the long term, says Antonia Hall, MA., a psychologist,
relationship expert and sexpert and the award-winning
author of The Ultimate Guide to a Multi-Orgasmic Life.
2. Is It Becoming A Crutch?
Many men practice masturbation in the wild hope they
will suddenly start lasting longer. Thats actually not
likely to happen.
Weak erections and early ejaculation are very real
problems for over 30% of the male population, says
Jacqui Olliver, The technique modifier at End the
Problem and creator of Sex Mastery: Hard AND in
Control! While a useful tool for practicing techniques to
last longer, masturbation becomes dangerous when it is
used as a crutch to avoid having sex with a partner.
This is because masturbating to the point of ejaculation
reduces a man's desire for sex which then impacts his
partner and causes (her) to wonder why he masturbates
but won't have sex with her. This can lead to
unnecessary confusion and stress in his relationship,
says Olliver.
3. Chemical Overload
As we said, there always can be too much of a great
thing. And then its not so great. When you masturbate,
your body starts to kick out hormones and
neurotransmitters, which can be healthy in moderation,
but can lead to an imbalance when overly generated,
says Hall. Eastern philosophies have warned about
ejaculating too frequently as a drain on men's health for
thousands of years, says Hall. These physical
symptoms can include back pain, tired, dry eyes, and
problems with vision, fatigue and even hair loss.
4. Guilt/Shame Spirals
Depending upon the messages one was raised with,
there can be a lot of shame or guilt that comes with
masturbating and finding pleasure through the body.
These psychological messages can lead to
physiological symptoms if they're not addressed. It's
important to question if the messages we're raised with
resonate as true for us as adults so they don't limit our
happiness, says Hall.
5. Difficulty Getting An Erection Or Reaching Climax

Overdoing anything is unhealthy for the body, and with
overly frequent masturbation a guy may find that his
erection is just not getting as firm as he'd like. Similarly,
reaching climax may become more difficult. All of this
should reset itself if he reduces his masturbatory
practices for a while, says Hall.
6. Skin Issues
Any chronic rubbing of the skin can cause chafing,
where the skin barrier becomes disrupted leading to
dryness and irritation. To avoid chaffing, use a
moisturizer or lubricant to allow for gliding over the skin,
which prevents chafing. Its the same concept behind
putting petroleum jelly on the nipples before a marathon
to prevent chronic rubbing, says New York-based
celebrity dermatologist Josh Zeichner.
7. Hand Pain
Have you ever used your computer for 12 hours straight
and noticed your hands painfully locked in that position
after? Its known as carpal tunnel syndrome, and its
evidenced by numbness and weakness or pain in your
hand, due to pressure on the nerves on your wrist.
Guess what else can cause that? Yup. Carpal tunnel
syndrome is a disorder caused by compression of the
media nerve as it travels through the carpal tunnel of the
hand, says Christopher Hollingsworth, MD of NYC
Surgical Associates. Most often it is caused by
repetitive wrist motion that occurs at work, although it
could absolutely be caused by hobbies like
masturbation. If you find that during masturbation you
have pain, tingling or numbness in the thumb, index
finger or middle finger, you may be giving yourself carpal
tunnel syndrome and might want to dial it back a notch,
says Dr. Hollingsworth. But there is always surgical
correction with a carpal tunnel release if you want to
continue unimpeded, says Dr. Hollingsworth.
While youre at it, tennis elbow is also a potential issue.

From WebMD: "...Any repetitive gripping activities,
especially if they use the thumb and first two fingers,
may contribute to tennis elbow."
8. Hormonal Imbalances
Getting off is going to involve the same hormones as
sex, and doing it too much can cause your hormones to
go haywire, in a singular direction.
In my practice, the untoward side effects I see from

over-masturbation are usually related to the
neurochemical pathways which result in an increase in
inflammatory factors such as cortisol, prostaglandin and
certain interleukin levels, says Dima Ali, M.D. of
Wellmedica Aesthetic & Anti-Aging Medicine, Reston,
VA, a cosmetic dermatologist/laser surgeon and
anti-aging medicine expert. These can increase
physiologically with normal levels of masturbation but
can become overstimulated with excessive/addictive
forms, resulting in hormonal imbalances and altered
neurochemical pathways. I have treated men for
symptoms ranging from chronic pain and fatigue to
thinning hair, adult acne, prostatitis, penile
dermatitis/psoriasis, obesity and even impotence that
have all resolved once the behavior normalized, Dr. Ali
says.
9. Infections
You cant get STIs from self-pleasure, but you can
aggravate other infections, and spread outbreaks from
one area to another. Chronic infections of the penis,
such as balanitis (more commonly seen in
uncircumcised men), and outbreaks of Herpes II are
also more common with excessive masturbation due to
the increased chance of skin breakage. Stress also
decreases both the bodys ability to produce natural
lubricating factors and to heal such lesions, which can
result in difficult-to-treat/chronic conditions. The good
news is that cessation of the behavior is often a cure,
says Dr. Ali.
Notes: Drugs are so fucking bad and you just don't stop
using them that's a fact!
There have been any number of studies on what might

be the worlds most dangerous drugs over the years. A
problem many of these have is they focus on only one
aspect of what makes any particular drug harmful. For
example, how much damage to society does it cause, is
it dangerous in the long term / short term, or how
addictive is it. To really get to grips with this question all
these factors need to be taken into account; but also we
need to look at the actual statistics how many people
are actually seriously harmed by these drugs.
The first thing to do is forget any government

classification of narcotics. These are partly driven by
vested interest, partly by politics and often out of date
with the reality on the street. It was the chief British
drugs advisor, Prof. David Nutt, who pointed out that
horse riding was statistically far more dangerous than
taking ecstasy. However, one is a highly illegal drug
whereas the other is considered a wholesome pursuit.
So, this would lead me to think that it isnt our
governments concern for our safety that drives their
drug policies.
Perhaps the most glaring inconsistency in almost any
governments ability to rank the danger of drugs is the
fact that the only two that kill in their millions are
perfectly legal whilst some schedule 1 / class A drugs
are not toxic or addictive.
In this list of the 10 most dangerous illicit drugs I am

going to focus on the danger the drug presents to the
user. So Im looking at how toxic the drug is, how
addictive it is and how quickly you will cease to be a
functioning human being once you start using.
10. Ketamine
Ketamine
Ketamine in powder form
AKA: K, Special K, Vitamin K, K2
Price: $$$
Ketamine is perhaps best known as a horse tranquiliser
although it was developed for human use. It was
intended to replace PCP (Angel dust) as a shorter
lasting anaesthetic and it is still used in certain
situations. However, there are several side effects that
come in to play as the drugs effects wear off, most
notably hallucinations. These usually last less than 2
hours along with feelings of detachment, which can be
fairly extreme.
Ketamine overdoses are potentially fatal and there is no

effective antidote. A patient may need to be put on life
support to maintain respiratory function until they can
breath on their own. Possibly the greatest risk to users
of ketamine though is the direct psychological effects or
the K-hole. The user may become so detached from
reality that they endanger themselves. For example two
eminent ketamine experimentors wound up dead, one
from hypothermia and the other drowning.
There is plenty of evidence of ketamine being addictive

and once this happens tolerance soon builds up. Along
with this go several side-effects such as bladder
problems, memory loss and various other psychological
impairments. Withdrawal may result in minor, but
permanent nerve damage.
9. Amphetamines
Snorting amphetamines
Snorting amphetamines
AKA: Speed
Price: $$
It may seem strange but one of the few legitimate

medical uses of the stimulant amphetamine is in the
treatment of attention deficit hyperactivity disorder
(ADHD). For most people though, the effects of taking
amphetamines are feeling energised and confident.
There is a risk of addiction, but the evidence is that this

is only particularly likely with heavy use. If someone
does become addicted then tolerance grows quickly
requiring ever increasing doses. Surprisingly
amphetamine overdoses rarely prove fatal and there is
little evidence to show that it can result in heart attack,
strokes or other cardiovascular events.
What excessive doses can do is effectively change the
wiring of the brain making addiction stronger or more
likely.
Perhaps the best known and most sinister of

amphetamines side effects is speed psychosis. One
study found that nearly 20% of heavy users had clinical
levels of psychosis. Of these up to 15% never fully
recover. The symptoms of amphetamine psychosis are
very similar to schizophrenia with hallucinations,
delusions of persecution and extreme agitation being
common.
And this is why amphetamines make it onto this list.
8. Benzodiazepines
benzodiazepines
Temazepam a benzodiazepine
AKA: Benzos, downers, duck eggs
Price: $
Valium (diazepam) is probably the best known of all

prescription sedatives. They were developed partly in an
effort to replace barbiturates (see below) as an
anti-anxiety/depressant. Whilst they are somewhat less
likely to result in fatal overdose they are highly addictive.
Benzodiazepines are also widely available, this has
made them the most widely abused class of
psychoactive drugs in America.
Much of the misuse of benzodiazepines revolve around

managing other drug use, e.g. to make heroin or
amphetamine come downs more tolerable. Whilst there
is evidence of benzodiazepine addiction alone most
users seem to have a multi-drug problem.
What is interesting about this class of drug is the

problematic behaviours caused are exactly the opposite
you would expect from a drug considered a sedative.
For example in the 1990s in the UK, at the height of the
ecstasy-fuelled rave scene there was more violence
surrounding the use and supply of the benzodiazepine
tamazepam than all the other party drugs together.
The same appears true for users. In what are termed
paradoxical effects people using these drugs may end
exhibiting symptoms the very opposite of those the drug
is intended to treat. These symptoms often include
psychosis and higher levels of psychopathy. Studies
have also shown use of benzodiazepines increases risk
taking behaviour.
7. Methadone
Methadone
Methadone Fred Shakeshaft
AKA:
Price: $$
6. Barbiturates
barbiturates
Prescription barbiturates
AKA: Downers, red devils, pink ladies, purple hearts,

goofballs
Price: $
Barbiturates have been around for a long time and were

once the drug of choice of the American housewife.
They are a class of sedatives which were widely
prescribed to treat depression, anxiety and even
sleeping problems until the potential dangers were
realised in the late 1960s. Since 1970 barbiturates have
not been freely available, if they were they would appear
higher up this list.
The drugs work by depressing the nervous system

which in turns gives the user a feeling of relaxed
contentment and even euphoria. They also reduce
anxiety and inhibition, somewhat similar to the effects of
alcohol. There is no lack of evidence to show the
addictive powers of barbiturates and this is both physical
and psychological. In fact barbiturate withdrawal is one
of the most severe and can be fatal.
The true danger of barbiturates though lies in the ease

in which users can overdose. There is a much finer line
between a normal and a deadly dose than with most
other narcotics. Over the years countless deaths have
been attributed to accidental barbiturate overdoses
including celebrities such as Marilyn Monroe and Jimi
Hendrix. However, even in safe doses barbiturates can
eventually kill you with a range of physical and mental
side effects.
5. Tobacco
Smoking tobacco
Cigarettes, the worlds most popular way to kill yourself!
AKA: Snout
Price: $
If anything else killed up to 20% of the population

prematurely then you might expect the government to
frown on it. But here we have a highly addictive drug
that causes the slow painful death of millions worldwide
every year and it is perfectly legal. It does make you
wonder about the authorities motivations for controlling
other drugs though.
But everybody knows smoking kills you so well move

on.
4. Alcohol
Alcohol
Hard liquor The D
Price: $
The fact alcohol is legal in most countries is the main

reason it is not higher up the list. There is little doubt that
alcohol addiction will mess you up but the fact it is legal
means many can just about hold things together and put
on a veneer of normality. That is until their liver gives up
and everyone close to them leaves.
3. Crystal Meth
Crystal meth
Crystal meth methamphetamine Radspunk
Price: $$$
Methamphetamine, or crystal meth, has actually been

around since the 1890s. Its first recorded use was by the
Nazis in World War II, when it was used as a stimulant
by fighter pilots and tank commanders. The drug then
reappeared in 1950s America as an anti-obesity
product. Remember those diet pills you heard about
people getting addicted to crystal meth!
These days methamphetamine has a very different

reputation. If you believe the media there is a a veritable
epidemic of crystal meth has swept across the U.S.
turning users into skeletal zombies within a matter of
weeks. Although this is certainly not what happens to
everyone who tries methamphetamine it is one of an
elite class of drugs where there is virtually no bottom to
how bad it can get.
Whilst in some ways similar to other amphetamines

crystal meth is both more addictive and much worse for
your body. The effects of crystal meth are likened to
crack cocaine, but lasting much, much longer.
However, methamphetamine is a neurotoxin; it works by
flooding the brain with high levels of dopamine which
creates the feelings of euphoria. Ironically it also
damages the dopamine receptors meaning you will need
ever increasing doses of meth and leading to long term
emotional problems. There is also evidence of that long
term meth use destroys the brains grey matter.
Methamphetamine is known to be an aphrodisiac and

can prolong sexual activities. It is not unheard of for
meth-fuelled sex parties to go on for days. On the
negative side, a direct correlation between high-risk
sexual practices and related infections has been seen
with crystal meth abuse.
One of the best known side effects suffered by meth

addicts is what the drug does to the skin. The drug itself
causes skin conditions such as acne which are
compounded by the lifestyle and lack of personal-care.
This is further compounded by addicts often
compulsively and obsessively picking their skin of their
face causing open sores. The other classic result of
meth abuse is meth mouth. This chronic tooth decay is
the combination of a dry mouth and the complete lack of
oral hygiene when addicts become totally
self-neglecting..
Along with all the meth specific risk are several common
to other drugs. There is psychosis, risk of heart attack or
stroke and possible death by overdose. This combined
with the fact most addicts will need to resort to crime to
pay for their habit is why crystal meth features on our
list.
2. Heroine
Heroine cooking
Cooking up some heroine
AKA: H, junk, horse, smack, skag, brown
Price: $$$
It was a difficult choice between heroine and crystal

meth but from what Ive read heroine wins out on the
most dangerous drugs stakes. There are three main
reasons for this the first of which is heroine is just more
dangerous. Whilst taking too much meth might not do
you any good it is a lot more difficult to kill yourself with
an OD than it is with heroine. In fact it is all to easy to
accidentally overdose on heroine. One reason is it
doesnt take that much, but the main reason is that no
one has a clue how pure the stuff you get on the street
is. Every set of hands it passes through it gets cut with
some other dirty white powder. Until that is, one day you
get some that is 50 or 60% pure. This might contain
three or four times the dose youve been taking and
thats enough to kill you.
Then there is the physical withdrawal. Once addicted

kicking the habit is going to involve a whole world of
pain. Whilst generally no worse than a case of flu this
can be more than enough to discourage the addict to try
quitting. Of course stopping using is also going to
involve dealing with the psychological addiction too. So
heroine is probably the hardest of all drugs to give up.
One of heroines worst attributes is the drugs ability to

practically take over a users soul so that nothing else
matters. None of the other drugs at the top of this list will
sap the life out of you quite like heroine. It will be the
only thing you think about from the moment you wake up
and junkies will do anything just to get the next fix.
1. Cocaine
Crack cocaine
Crack cocaine
AKA: Coke, blow, charlie, crack, rock
Price: $$$$
Cocaine may be regarded as the champagne of drugs

by some, and the price tag reflects that. However, I
wouldnt take the price of any of these drugs too
seriously. At the end of the day, once you develop a
serious addiction to any of the top three, it will cost you
all your money, and probably your soul too!
Despite having the status of the celebrity drug of choice,

as used by models, rock-stars and Wall Street traders,
cocaine is surprisingly commonplace. One study
suggested nearly 10% of young adults in the U.S. had
used cocaine within the last year. With effects including
a sense of euphoria, limitless energy and god-like
feelings why wouldnt it be popular?
But unsurprisingly it is highly addictive. Coke acts on the
primal reward areas of the brain which are normally
triggered via, for example, sex or eating food we like.
This makes the cravings for cocaine powerful.
As well as being bad for your wallet cocaine is
particularly bad for you with more emergency room visits
in the U.S. being caused by it than any other illegal
drug. There are few parts of the body cocaine does not
adversely effect but the most significant risks are
sudden death from heart attack or stroke.
Whilst the physical effects of withdrawal are relatively

minor the psychological addiction can be hard to break
with some users even becoming suicidal. Although the
process may only last 2 weeks a cocaine addict may
experience cravings for the drug years down the line.
Of course the powerful effects of cocaine werent quite

enough for everyone. Although you can inject coke, it is
dangerous and apparently gives a very strong but
short-lived rush. This is why crack came about. You
cant effectively smoke coke but this is how you take
crack. The result is a more powerful but shorter lived hit,
followed by a nasty come down. This makes crack even
more addictive than normal cocaine.
Crack has all the same risks as other forms of cocaine

plus smoking it is very bad for your lungs. There is also
a higher risk of overdosing due to increased cravings.
In conclusion; there are some drugs that people can live
with, some for a long time.
These may be legal or illegal and how long you live a

relatively healthy life on these is somewhat of a lottery.
There are however some drugs that even if you have all
the money in the world and a guaranteed pure source
are still going to mess you up. Take your pick from
crack, meths, heroine or alcohol if you have an
addictive personality type then it probably wont end
happily.
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And this was the beginning of the horror are you ready
for a dose?
1 Hour
By DeYtH Banger
By DeYtH Banger(Short Story)So much things could

happen inside in so much time = circle. I accept hour/s
as circle and circles.Easy as that!- But, but, but waiiiiiit!
I am just starting
( I promise that I won't shout, please stay and follow
with me the lines of this story)(And the music goes
.WORLDSTARHIPHOP
mainly rap, the style of these music is Uniqueble,
awesome and random)- People don't stop blowing my
mind with the facts which they find on the internet and
share them in videos or in real Life (As I will say
It's matter of fact
not matter of moment.)The main reason is my morbid
curiosity (It's not audacity, that's for sure!) I can't stop it
It just fucking caught me
It's something in which shoes I feel save, this emotion
can't be explained, but I won't reject that and I have and
addiction into this.
Truth- I thought that you ready
you are ready, right?I mean about what's going to
happen here?
Sure?
.Really?"Feelings"- Have them or don't have them, but
they have never changed what's going to happen on the
way which you are going throught.(FAKE OR REAL OR
NOT
IT REALLY DOESN'T MATTER
WHAT'S THE CASE
THAT'S CASE
WHAT YOU ARE TRYING MORE LIKELY TO DO IS
TO INFLUENCE AND KIND OF MANIPULATE THE
CHOICES WHICH THE PERSON NEXT TO YOU IS
GOING TO CHOOSE... (Which reminds me for the
human creativity as first the emoji's on the internet aren't
very creative in the sphere "how we really feel"
As second Children from very smaller probably
somewhere around 5-6 years
are very manipulative
As third when is about crelativity(If you can't handle it
you can still stop here
this here stop is special
made for you and it's for the bus on which you are now
on... (Think fast))"death", is again some kind of creativity
you never know can ya imagine the way by which you
gonna die or not?
Possibility
. Probability!
.As wise people say "If it is written it's going to happen, if
not
it won't happen" (I am gonna point that razor
is kind of cliche
old school
)It's strange that for one "Friendship" theoretically as for
time it's going to take in about 1 year or even 2 years
which means
trust to come on the way
to get to know you "someone" better
and so on and so on. What my theory says is that 2
years friendship needs just 1 up to 2 hours and it can be
FUCKING ruined.(It's kind of surpise????)
"Remember"- Remember
. Remember
.
.Remember!- My favourite topic
it is more likely
"I was going to say.."
but I forgot what "I was going to say"
.It's difficult to remember
It's kind of bit odd
It's difficult to recall
(Even so FUCKING even
what I am thinking about
I kinda
can't explain it)
(Swear
why do I Swear?... I do it because I want to enter
"American Style"
they FUCKING don't stop to swear
as for the shouting
they made me "He
Whom walks behind the rows")"Scenario"- You were
suppose to tell me
If the scenario is going to be changed
you should tell me
You know here all is about the roles and the perfect
playing of these roles,
If it's you
you needed to sacrafice everything
- Eat 5 slices of pizza? - You can eat it
at once?- So do I(Pfff.. . This "So do I"
If you lie so do I
If you are honest so do I
- A razor blade with two sides!)- Play games?- So do I-
Watching
series
films
- So do I
.Roles for me are my life
you probably have saw Robin Williams at his last movie
the role which he was playing. I am the same
I am ready to sacrafice everything for my roles
my passion
depression
confession
bipolar disorder
.(Of come on
it was a joke don't get mad
by itself jokes are lies
Let me continue the joke)(PLEASE
PLEASE
PLEASE DON'T SPOIL THE FUN)To be honest don't
want somebody to throw me out
from this place. So far that's the only job which I have
since 5 years so far and I can't afford to lose it.I have
spend so much time in doing that and that and that and
that
I remember the old days in which I had a mind like
yours
fresh (Not flashy
neither and fleshy
)
these days I miss that fresh and clean mind
Now my mind is a victim of the corrupted humans
nation
.
You should next time have this in mind
and remember
"If I go in hell
I ain't gonna be alone"(What you should do?
Leave your mind
Leave your thoughtsLeave your ExpressionsLeave your
actions
Leave all this to flow
but use rope
to don't lose the whole data)
The truth is that you are the person
by what the code says about you."Messages"Songs..
films
books
.. novels all are about sending and making an message
for the whole world.- Messages sometimes say too
much or other are very cold... sometimes there are and
cases in which messages hurt people.(Please
please open the window
.
..Please open it
Oh, that's better
some fresh cold air
)
."Memorize"- As for school I have good memory and so
far I am passing in everything - Each subject!(AND THE
MUSIC CONTINUES
THE BLACK PEOPLE'S RAP
DOESN'T STOP)But as outside
I kind of suck with this scenarios to play that game
I just don't get them
but somehow I fit inside
kinda magic.. . FUCKING MAGIC!I don't get the idea of
jokes
what's the purpose of joke?- I never have found them
funny
more likely lies at state of deeper level very
very funny.
What's the idea of "Sorry"
"No problem"???
.I don't get the idea why people say "Sorry
" - and point reason or reasons and the guy next to them
answers with "No pRoblem"
"No pRoblem"
"No pRoblem"
.. Sounds like "Whatever"
"I don't care"
"The Problem is fixed"
"There was error
but it's ignored"
and so many other definions which most likely go like
negative, than positive."Answer"Oh
oh this guy won't answer
I just FUCKING screw up
again
I know
I just know that this person
Ain't gonna answer
that's for sure.(No 404 errors
neither and others
nothing has been ever ignored)
.But at streets
give me 3 times to go at that place and I will remember
it forever."Understand"- Sorry
sorry
I feel very guilty that now I am saying this not
before
but does it really matter?
Before was the perfect time
I don't know will this change the way you see me (
Papa
as a some kind of rabbit and sometimes kinda
hackerboy).But the question is
does it really matter?Does it????Does it?
Sorry, papa
I really didn't understand you
properly...I miss the way you were saying the
words"Understand"
"Understood"
but does it matter?
I saw the image
I saw that fucking bloody image
neither and support did I get for real
either and "GoodBye"
(GoodBye - sounds like a style
for forever and ever bye
)I saw how you made it
when I see it these days.. I imagine your face to be
style "I don't give a shit"
, "Whatever"
and "I don't care"
- It makes me less to care about you.And the biggest
question was... Did I changed your life?
2 Hours
by DeYtH Banger
(Now I am current working on 3 Hours short story) Wtf

wtf . 1 hour was without "s" but 2 is with "s" So
FUCKING damn strange! (And the strange things just
happen here how is possible? To happen in the beginni
ng!?)
(The news are wonderful I passed all subjects at

school.)
"Whatever" - Let's put it in category whatever the truth is

that you never did asked me that. You FUCKING sick
selfish Bastard.. ., that's why there is a word named
"selfie" ! It's only for selfish people so the big deal and
the question is "Are you such?' "Questions"
- So clichy put it as cliche . Why people ask you

questions? How smart are they? Why do they say the
same stuff over and over and over "Hey" "Hey" "Hey"
"Hey" Or "Hi" "Hi" Everyday every single time even and
others such like "HOW ARE YOU?" "What's up?" They
just do they just FUCKING say the same do they
FUCKING see It? .
Why do they do that ain't random that's for sure! "Cold"

Pfffffffffff I hate these days in which is cold . It's so
FUCKING difficult to write outside You want to write
outside out to breath fresh air but you just can't first the
FUC KING cold air and as second somebody is trying to
distract My fingers I can't feel them I can't move them
and they are FUCKING cold...
Probaby I am going to end up in hospital (Are you going

to come to visIt me? ..
Oh, as I knew just friends nothing else you ain't gonna

come to see me.)
I always get productive outside alone with my thoughts

and paying attention to as much thoughts as possible.
It's not something bad crazy or something like that but
it's something which each human being should doooo
Pay attention to what they do How they do it and etc.
"Writting" - You shouldn't stop yourself at doing it.. If you
are FUCKING damn good in tha t. as the Joker will say
"If you are good at something you never do it for free."
"Can't"
- The Problem is that I can't take anything from you or

neither from them the pro blem I haven't saw the whole
process. I can't trust like that, god knows from whe re
you have taken that and how you have made it.
The same is for all of you! I like my food to be prepared

from me and ONLY AND ONLY ME THERE ISN'T
PROBLEM RIGHT?
If there is a little piece from your hair I DON'T FUCKING

GIVE A FUCK IS IT ONE O R TWO I KNOW THAT IT'S
IN MY FOOD ON MY GOOD = I AIN'T GONNA EAT IT
THAT'S THE FUCK ING TRUTH, IF YOU HAVE SKIN
PROBLEMS I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ARE THEY SOME
KIND OF PA RT OF WOUND OR SOMETHING ELSE I
know it gross, and I ain't gonna take something from you
I could kind of change my mind if the food is protected
from your touch and you haven't touched the food which
is inside or I could reject it.
But better to reject as I can say "Friends double edged
kniFe , enemy one edged kniFe." But still! - Who knows
depends from my mood! . You smell bad few feet away
from me please! even if it's possible just go away I don 't
want smelly friends. (Sorry? Sorry? I ain't sorry I can't
feel sorry for being which has end up in categ ory "shit".)
You are suicidal, I think that you ain't good example for
me and the people arou nd me! Better go and do what
you want and forget about us and our existence. (It's not
"think" but the truth you are FUCKING not suitable take
this as how you wait Do I care?
You asked the wrong question please re-ask It!) I think

that I made a mistake to save ya the same biatch as
before you are you always have been a biatch and you
are still such! Ignorant, can you remind me why are we
still friends? I am very lost in this I just don't get it you
don't stop answering after hours little bit late realizing
your mistakes even more than "little bit" if for you 4-5
days is "little bit" - Kind of Okay but I doubt that's "little
bit". You even ignore my messages I thought that we
are friends but I have made a mistake haven't I? Your
agression... your sadness your mood your thoughts I
JUST CAN'T I JUST FUCKING CAN'T I JUST
FUCKING CAN'T I JUST FUCKING CAN'T . Let's bee
honest here I always find time for you but "You"???
Dear "You"? Do you find time for me? (Friendship is am
equation of deal I do a deal for you and you do the same
for me but this)
Answering to my messages before as after hours now

after days how FUCKING serious is that? WORK AND
WORK AND WORK BLAAA BLA-BLA-BLA WORK AND
WORK AND WORK BLAAA BLA-BLA-BLA WORK AND
WORK AND WORK BLAAA BLA-BLA-BLA Just this
FUCKING excuses probably and hour friendship by it's
own way is an excu se! "Hungry" Have you ever been
hungry? Have you? Do you really know how is to be on
the street and to live there?
Do you know? Do you FUCKING know? Please tell me

don't try to ignore it Stop! Stop! .
Hunger is so horrible father dead or god knows you

know the movies in which when you pay to the proper
guys you can become dead official and to start living a
new life or you could gone without a trace or you can
become everyone just money and money and you get
everything.
Unfortunately, that's true and for the real world ( P.S
And I kind of need money and to get clean from my
father's dept ) (P.S. Now the big question is Why am I
saying this to dear "You") You know the rules relatives
get dirty he dies and somebody gets in replace dirt y
You know the dirty cops, RIGHT? (You know that you
can stop here I don't want lose your time it doesn't
matter so far your life doesn't worth anything)
But the truth about the hunger is YOu are ready to do

everything because your an monster you are ready to
kill peopl e just to get something to eat you ready to
manipulate people to get something You ready to steal
something.. . You ready to use your friends just to eat
somet hing you are ready to kill everyone relative friend
random person .
"KILL" If you kill somebody try killing somebody who is

random there is min from 1 up to 10% chances to find
you if you kill relative and not random person there is a
big ger chance .
BUT DEAR KILLER BE CAREFUL!

THE AND NEITHER AND END
DeYtH Banger Notes:
I feel it its going to be long road. but its going to be

one of the best work I have ever written.
Afraid
by DeYtH Banger
(Is that true or not?... Is that a fact or a matter!?) Are

you afraid? No? Yes? What time do you get up? ... Go
to sleep? ... Who gives a fuck? Why? ... Very good
questions... I just asked them just to see are you really a
human or not!?...
If you are not you ain't gonna have logicable answers on

such questions... or something like th at....
- WHATEVER! (To be honest I like games... I like

playing games with my victims... night is e nough... the
perfect disguise is somewhere around 20:00 or 21:00
PM... and up to 3:00 or 4:00... there so much time we
CAN FUCKING PLAY... YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. ..
THIS GAMES ARE MY FAVOURITE...
YOU ARE AN EXAMPLE OF AN untamed wild animal.. .

I AM HERE TO SHOW YOU WHO IS REALLY THE
BOSS... FROM WHO YOUR DAYS HAVE ALREAD Y
BEEN LIMITED...
YOUR TIME IS ALREADY UP... - so WHAT ARE YOU

CHOOSING TO PLAY ?).... Be fast...! .... Ohh... I can't
hold myself... I AM ONE FUCKING DAMN GOOD
STALKER...! .............
I am watching you while you sleep, did you know that

you are weak at that time? Do you fucking know? ...
Look yourself you are sleeping... eyes close... so easy...
no eyes you can't identify me... can ya?
FBI, CIA or god knows who is going to ask you

questions so to find me as quick a s possible and to give
as fast as possible justice...... by putting me in jail.. .
But... without eyes... it won't be an easy way to identify

me... Will it be? (Mhm, it was a rhetorical question... NO
NEED FOR ANSWER... SILENCE AND ANSWERS IT
AIN't gonna change my opinion about killing ya...) Even
If I try to kill ya...
- AGAIN THE SAME (My conclusions for the people and

the organisations which solve crimes... they are fucking
pathetic... LOOK THEM...
FUCKING LOOK THEM... CORRUPTED COPS...

CORRUPED PEOPLE... WHO KNOWS WHO IS
PULLING THE STRINGS!?... )
- Did you know that your life doesn't worth anything? ....
Enough money... and you could gone forever... enough
money and you have never existed... enough money
and the case is going to be closed...enough money and
som ebody who hasn't done the murder... will go in jail...
enough money and I am going to have a chance to live
by a new identity... and to live in a new country wi th a
clear crime record.
(Study says... that the people which are in jail... in a big

percentage are really innocent and with the proper tools
they have went inside there...... without having done
anything... ... PICTURE it... FUCKING PICTURE IT
(stop igNORING ME.. . AND MAKE THE PICTURE...)...
NO MONEY AND YOU ARE AN EASY VICTIM...
MONEY AND YOU ARE AIN'T EASY... )
(P.S. - Science says that most killings are made

because of money... what will happen if you don't have
money?!) (Everything which happen...happen for
reason...: a lot of people which mess with so deeper...
so fucking deeper level... now you can see them dead...
why?...
Be cause their passion to reveal the truth... to free the
people... ... GREAT EXAMPLE OF THAT IS John F
Kennedy.... other people I won't point... As for now... It' s
too late ... we are enslaved and it should continue like
that... (NOBODY GIves a fuck do you like it or not... your
life is meaningness... IF YOU DON"T EXECUT E WHat
they want... and do what they want... you don't deserv to
be here...))
(I AM GOING TO...) .... I will try to do it in a smart way

by taking something important and to be this my
trophey,.....this is going to be the symbol by which I am
going to remember you each day... each week... each
month... each year. Look again at yourself... you can't
move if you have already entered the best moments of
your sleep somewhere in the middle at that point you
are at your toppest levels of your weakness. Look again
at yourself.... you can't make a sound...
If you don't hear me... you can't make an sound if you

don't see me... you can't speak if you can't open yo ur
mouth. What next is comming? How about to use fork
and to remove your eyes... (I could eat them, why not?...
I am a clever Killer... if I take them as trophy soona they
gonna find me... and they gonna put me in jail... no
evidence... no killer... there are so much cases out not
solved. It's not like in the stories which you read after
you go to sleep... there the end is like... the killer is
found... he ends up in jail...
Films /series again the same scenario... probably some

of them don't end with a happy end the killer is still out.
Wolfcreek the killer from th e movie in 2017 is going to
come out again.... CSI:Miami, shows that each case c
an be solved... but they follow a scenario of easy case!
But in the real world has never been so easy to solve a
case...And to be more specific a homicide case .) (AS
on the record the real Wolfcreek Serial killer is in jail...)
... Did you know!? ... That I have gloves... on my

hands... I have hat on my head... I have put glasses ...
so logically the person who you see won't help you a lot
of...in identifying me. YOu should know this before you
get killed, right!? ... Did you know? ... I use the night as a
disguise...the light can caught me... but the night is my f
riend... the light is my enemy. So far what I can tell you
here in this story is that... I am going to use the night to
play with you ... when the light comes b ack just to see
you... it's going to see a new picture of you.... a whole...
new picture in which the light has never seen before and
that picture hasn't never been of you. ....
If I use something to make a hole in your drums... (in

your ear drums)... it's f or fucking sure that you are going
to hear low pitch sound slowly by each second ... minute
it's going to hurt more and more and more and more... ...
Did you know? ...
Did you know that... that's so sweet that you are going to
be my uniqueable vict im. YOu should feel special, by
now... you should be glad that you are still ali ve and
you are reading the all possibilities by which you could
die. Pain is just the gain of all... if you are victim... you
just have made a gain... you are unique by one way or
another there are not as much victims as "NOT
VICTIMS" or "NOT KILLERS"... so you should ...YOU
FUCKING SHOULD FEEL SPECIAL... DON'T GET
MAD...
i DON'T LIKE THAT EMOTION ... WHICH YOU ARE

GETTING NOW! ... Why? ... Why I just don't continue...
you don't see me... you don't hear me... you now ev en
can't move.... can ya? ... YOu didn't felt the rope
because I used some drugs... I inserted them in your bl
ood... so you ain't gonna feel anything... but in the end
probably I am going to leave you to suffer... I want you
to see the gain... as for me I saw the pain.. . but neither
and the gain.... - IT WON'T BE FUCKING SICK... IF i
FUCKING TAPE A LL THAT AND WATCH IT AT
HOME...
I LIKE SUCH VIDEOS TO WATCH, THese VIDEOS....

MAKE ME FEEL LIKE GOD. LIKE SOMEBODY WHO
HAS IN HIS HANDS "LIVE" or "DIE". ... IGNORANCE ...
That's the main reason why you are going to be my
victim... people continue to reject me... they are so
ignorant in this world...
They ignore everyone...they say what they want and

then they ignore that person... THE PERSON WHO
HAS LISTEN T O WHAT THE HAVE SAID ... over and
over and over... WHY YOU DON'T FEEL THAT?... a S
FOR ME i HAVE FELT IT A LOT OF TIMES... I KNOW
WHAT'S THE FEELING... I KNOW HO W HORRIBLE
IS... SO I AM GOING TO SEW YOUR MOUTH... ...
Watch Me ... I want you to watch me... I don't give a fuck
how are you going to do that... bu t I want your face to
watch mein... I don't give a shit... how are you going to
do it... AND I HAVE NEVER GAVE A SHIT... IF I GAVE
A SHIT YOU AIN'T GONNA BE HER E TIED TO THIS
BED AND TO BE AFRAID OF ME. ... Chance ... Now a
new world order has came out... a new generation is
now putting seed in the soil... bad or good... evil or
right... After all everyone inside is little in sane... little bit
sane... little bit crazy... little bit angry... little bit ma d...
(DID I FUCKING DESCRIBED YOU?)
... What I am going to do... I am going to give you a

chance... I am going to give y ou what you wanted... you
are a damn good actor... pornstar... writer.. and even
and doctor. But I want to show you... I want to give a
chance... so... let's start ... END ... The light is comming
on the way... I should pack my stuff and prepare to go
and to make sure that no evidence has b een left.
But...but... but to don't forget one scrach ....I am going to
add ... It's going to be on your stomach...MORE LIKE I
AM GOING TO CRAVE IT... it wi ll be one capital letter
'U"... Remember that letter "U". It will remind you as how
you really died.
Problem 1#2
by DeYtH Banger
Credit to DeYtH BangerProblem

102
One
Zero
Two
"Want"- You think that I want to be a sociopath?
Psychopath?
I never did said that, I have never wanted to be such
type of an example of so unstable human being. I
always wanted to have friends
to have people with which to hang out, to have around
me people which I can trust. I NEVER DID FUCKING
WANTED THAT
. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT
I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT
. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT (Which I
have now
fucking opposite)
I have people around me who don't care, make
promises which are like they are actions
. They do zero action
so their promises are the same. Having around me not
stable people
talking bullshit for which I fuckig don't care. I HAVe
people around me which are talking meaningless shit
( shit is an equation doubled
in twice as rice
not the sunrise but the beginning of all dices
this is Crysis?)


- "Repeation"
Why?
My life is mix of that
each day there is the same mad and crazy person
around me
speeches und scenarious are fucking predictable.
"Privacy", has never existed (Ain't joke
we both know that 'you"
dear "you"
You have hell of a lot of experience around this area
the sadly truth is that you never go back to see what
hell was back those days)
(No need for edit
nobody is original neither and perfect
laugh is just the beginning of how insane in real you
are)
Imagine that people are more distant from you
(You continue fo laugh) Second level is comming
Imagine that people have gone from your life
(You continue fo laugh)
Third Level
.
Imagine that you are living and living in a blackhole
. Endless from
(You continue fo laugh)
.Calculating data
. Analysis say: You are fucking crazy
no need to dicide
your scenario is ready
you have being following it from very long
long
long time."Perfect"- Who doesn't want that?We have
moved a lot of since from very long time
but we ain't fucking perfect
we are more likely a line with beginning and middle the
end isn't specified
. PERFECT MEANS TO BE A LINE WITH A
BEGINNING AND END TO DON'T DO ANY TYPE OF
MISTAKES
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
.BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
..BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
. are you perfect?(Don't get scared
you ain't fucking carrot
aare ya?!)(You are reading it
following it
sounds like you are like me
)What I wanted was a peaceful place.. spending time
around people which are interesting. Not some type of
people which are fucking smashed from the business
class or even from the whole world. What does average
class...?
I hate when Bob Proctor and some other people right
The truth is that conflicts and conflicts twice or double
from all other classes.... more likely sum in one p
lace
also money trouble and problem. More from "Negative"
than from "Positive" side
. So strange!?
(This explains and confirms the theory that we have in
ourselfs .... more likely in our brain negative bias
)P.S. Silence, has been always perfect
iif we really honor and appreciate it
.If you ignore somebody on daily bases
that's a glitch!If you have problems in walking
that's a glitch!If you are fucking addicted to
something/someone
. That's a glitch!"Reader"I remember the days in which I
hated so much books that we something .... which were
gave from school for the holidays
it was taking me a lot of time as first to finish it and as
second to read a lot of. First school was giving
categories which nobody from 20-21 century won't be
fucking interested
That "You'
dear "you"
. Interested doesn't mean that the new world is
interested
. even the whole world is interested)(MAGIC ... BORN
IN 20 CENTURY
LIVING NOW IN 21 CENTURY)(ON WTF FILES... just
came out Magic Dust)
The new world can't be really define
"Who they really are?"
"What can we expect from them?"
- Isn't it the new world order
KIND OF AN example of very very wacko
. Or is a chaos? ( As the novel Day One, kind of points
out
). When is about reading
.. in about 1 year and something
. I MAde a very big progress, I found what I like, in what
I have passion in
and now I really
really eenjoy what I read. I find and other human beings
at the same level and they have the guts to tell their
stories "Now", should be the perfect time (Time..crime)
to tell my story behind all this lines.... (Under the same
level... I mean people with the same experience... with
the same problems and so on and so on...)(Friday 13th,
you say it's show time... I say that's bitchy... biatchy
time)"Zero Day"Once happen in the real world and once
in the series "Person Of Interest", and this should make
the conclusion that I have saw it twice.
..And This day will be remembered
a year which is different (2017), reminds me for 2016,
but it's not. In 2016 did happen one very tragic event.
Now I am in the month in which I got one big hug from
my father
. Few months later ... = (No Goodbye)
He suicided
Few days later
. I took a break
..And The day in which did happen was Sunday
Today is Saturday
. Tomorrow is?
Problem
by DeYtH Banger
Replies?- THey did took you a long time to reply...

WORK!?- JUST A FUCKING EXCUSE... what if there
isn't such... I know that you are a liar and you are very
good one.- Had some stuff around my family... family
business... REALLY!?- YOu HAVE FUCKING LOWER
MY IQ... HAVEN'T YA?... YOU THINK THAT i AM
NAIVE AND STUPID AND DUMB... BUT AIN'T
FUCKING SO... YOU ARE FUCKING WRONG THAT'S
THE TRUTH.- No time... - WHAT IN THE FUCKING
WORLD IS THAT TYPE REASON?....I know and
others... long time... others like not giving a shit... not
showing any type of care... saying lie after a lie... and lie
and lie and lie and lie... and lie... and lieYou saying that
you are "Supportive"!?... What type of support is your
ignorance... and silence?...Neighbors, have never
stopped to judge me... have never stopped looking at
me... haven't stopped talking about me... haven't
stopped making me as somebody who is "0"."Curse"The
fucking Americans and even and others countries but
mainly American people... they fucking don't stop
swearing... so far I am ain't American... but I am
behaving as such... am I?...But science says people
which curse more often they are more honest."Change"-
You are not ready... family problems...
I can be that and even I can grow this problems into

more bigger and more bigger... but won't this ruin you?I
am kind of ready to change... but this isn't the same and
for you... I have spend time and so far I am against the
positivity... what's so fucking cool for that thing?...Be
PositiveThink PositiveThink about money... and they
come.......That's shit and I ain't gonna hit anymore such
type of rubbish (HIT - VIEW)... and it's very funny (Not
like "hahahahha"... but something strange and
odd)"Addiction"I am fucking addicted to so much
things... I WANT TO REFRESH AGAIN AND AGAIN
AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN
AND AGAIN the page until I get answer... it's very
stressful... but I do it because I don't have anything else
to do...(People are getting crazier and mad... my mother
= biatch... is out... and a searching fucking cock... this
sound like some kind of paradox.)(War...war...war... so
many people sacrafice their lifes for what...
WHAT...WHAT?... FOR YOu FUCKING IGNORANT
PERSON!?... you do this on purpose didn't ya...you
want from an explanation and in the same time to get it
like magic?... To ignore my messages... there and
there... at that site and that site... and in the same time
to know "WHY"... more likely"Why"... did I done that?... -
So far it's a good question... very good... but how can I
give you information in case when I have you just as a
friend in two places on SOcial media and on fucking
sure... on 100%... I don't know you for real.
I haven't met you still in real!.....There isn't doubt I have

spend a lot of time on my computer... that's the new
place which I live... I travel and explore... I have left my
friends... I have left a lot of stuff behind... why?... I can't
deal with this people... so many problems... over and
over and over and over ...AND OVER AND OVER AND
CONFLICTS... WHICH GO SO DEEPER AND ONE
MOMENT YOU FUCKINGASK YOURSELF... HOW DID
WE MET?... WHAT'S THE REASON TO BE STILL
HERE?... WHY AM i STILL HERE?SO MANY
QUESTIONS... AND ONLY CONFLICTS..... "New
WOrld"The new world you won't fucking like it... It's not a
happy story... it's not an "Happy End"... neither that...
neither and that... what is it?... It's one very very sad
truth... I am ready for it... I am not very an emotional
person... since I startedfollowing some codes...
Watching horror... watching how do people get hurt...
watching how do people die... watching how people get
scared...... watching films at anytime from category
horror... Even... to watch how do I get hurt... to repeat it
in my mind over and over and over... to start seeing the
image... feeling some kind of guilt... having a feeling
which can't be explained... I have made a big progress
that's for sure. I have went in life status very down...
probably '0"... but I am an very social akward person.But
we both of us we... know that... pornography fucks with
people's mind... thoughts start come out... from each
you get more pervert and more and more... and you
want to do stuff which ain't fucking good... so far you are
fucking out of your mind... But your mind likes it... it sees
the picture and it think's it's somebody else doing this...
it thinks that you ain't alone... but that's the lie... Who do
you see!?...Some kind of imaginary friend or even some
kind magic you wait somebody to knock on your door
likeKNOCK...KNOCK...KNOCk...KNOCK... and to say
"COME AND FUCK WITH ME"... or "COME AND FUCK
ME..."... as if you are female you wait for a male
magically to knock on your door if you are male... you
wait for female... IT"S LOGICAL!But this won't happen
like that... even if you live in cyber space one moment
the person who you thought it really liked you will... just
go little by little...piece by piece by using silence as
advantage against you to ignore you + to go distant and
more and more and more and more...
We have already saw family problems... there are so

much films which show this as first... actors so much get
into the role that it goes like it's real... very... very real...
When you lose attention you start seeking some... you
start becomming a biatch... you start behaving as
person who get selfish by each day more and more and
more... you feel depressed... you think that there isn't
reason to live (IF YOU ASK ME... GO... GO... don't stop
die... if you want it... go and suicide...)....I know you... I
know you very well... no need to continue my
sentences... but as first you are fucking ignorant... very
emotional and even don't know what to do... my internet
is kind of slow so the end has came out on it's own legs.
Life
by DeYtH Banger
Note: Each work From me went somewhere and

probably didn't even finished the jou
rney...
I am full of so much information that my head is going to
blow... that's why fac
ts most times are called mind blow.
...
So much time has been passed the world has been
changed dramatically... there is
n't any type of drama here. It's just the truth, sometimes
we the normal human b
eings we should be afraid what's behind that door and
what's behind that person
and who is pulling this strings. I have always been
confused and I am not prepar
ed to show who am I... for real behind this door... and
behind that place... Hel
l... horror... I will continue writting in such direction, but I
am not promisin
g I am going to reveal myself. So far I have written 30
works, which are Officia
l... and some other works which aren't very official.... I
spend my time on a lo
t of works... and I have now a lot of works in the
workshop... on which I should
work, but the problem is the mindset... the fucking
mindset. The problem as mai
nly is that I am not ready and in the mood to write in that
style to join this w
orld... to be a such person....
Each work which I write kind of takes a little piece from
me and wants a lot of.
.. to write a great work you need to sacrafice all limits
and break some rules..
. that's how a work should be make.
...
So far no need to be afraid or scared... I am not man of
paranoia... and I am no
t mentally ill. So have this in mind and don't worry!
Works
- Before we start with something else you should check
out my works.
Facts Which Will Blow Your Mind (FACT #1) by DeYtH
Banger
Banger
Banger
Reddit Collection (Fresh-Short #1) by DeYtH Banger
- This above works are officially out feel free to check
out and let's not waste
anymore time and let's go into the story.
(Remember this word... life is an equation of miss threat
+ meaningless)
"LIFE"
- So what's life?
Long... Lie... Fake... Identity
...
I am very sure for that... Nothing so far could be real...
it's not possible dic
e to be thrown... and to don't get the same result at least
once... People are l
ike dice if so... logically... the chances should be from 1
up to 6... So logica
lly 1 should be found at least few times and also and the
other numbers...
"Lie"
- We live in a such lie... people so often lie... some
people are perfect at thi
s job other are not... but this is the beginning and if it's
all a lie... what's
the idea of being here?... So what's the idea of the
knowledge?
What's the idea of knowing... watching... having friends?
...
"Hurt"
- Ohh... I really mean it... I really want to hurt you very
VERRRRRRRRRRRRRRY BA
D...I want to see who is truly behind that mask... do you
really feeling that so
rrow or is just another fake thing from you...!???
FUCKING HUMAN BEING.... SO fa
r this humans beings have feelings which can't be
described perfect... if they d
o so... it means that they are faking it very very perfect?
(Questions won't end here... even and there answers
are limited...)
- Sorrow, pain... paint... what's the idea of all?
- THE PAIN is the beginning of this paint?... And it's
another painting?
Full fo sorrow... but what I remember
("He Who Walks Behind the Rows", "He Who Walks
Behind the Rows","He Who Walks Be
hind the Rows","He Who Walks Behind the Rows","He
Who Walks Behind the Rows", "H
e Who Walks Behind the Rows", "He Who Walks Behind
the Rows","He Who Walks Behin
d the Rows", ...)
- I don't have paranoia... that's in what I believe... I am
not crazy if this is
going to leave ya... feel well.
"Changed"
- I SHOULD BE IN STATE OF CHANGE... I HAVE
CHANGED... A LOT OF... DO YOU FUCKING
GGGGGGGGGGG SEE IT?
ARE YOU BLIND?... CAN YOU BIND IT?.... i HAVE
REALLY CHANGED!? i REALISED MY MIS
TAKES... AND I AM READY TO FIX THEM... CAN YOU
TAKE YOUR WORDS... BACK AND LET'S
START AGAIN.... (opps.... SOrry, I just little make an
mistake... with the shou
ting... I didn't mean it... it just happen... sometimes some
stuff can't be stop
... it's an habbit..)
- Do you fucking believe in this fucking rabbit? (WHAT
TYPE OF HABBIT IS THAT?)
"Talk"
- For what are we going to talk about?
...
Here is the truth... it will be for me... as you said I should
blame myself... (
BUT ISN"T TOO LAME... kind of selfish?)
...
This book won't be for "You"... neither and for "You"...
it's going to be for me
... If you want another story... A HAPPY ONE... GO AND
LICK YOUR ASS... (just jo
kING... DON'T CHOKE PLEASE..!)... to be honest if you
want another story which i
s going to make you feel better... write your own!
"Share"
I know that you have some kind data to exchange... just
to get some lust and kin
d of get money to survive in this horrible life. Am I
correct?
...
We should put you out of your misery... you don't
derserv to be alive......... W
HAT YOU DESERV IS ONE HOLE... THERE YOUR
BODY IS GOING TO STAY... MORE LIKELY A
GRAVE...
..
Neverwhere
.......
................
(Neverwhere... reminds me for the story which I am
current reading.. NeverWhere
by Neil Gaiman)
..............
AMMMMMMMMMMMMM i fucking CORRECT?
(YES... i am on fucking level insanity... and I am fucking
yelling...)
Share...share...feel free... that's the idea to share your
story and I to get to
know you better. I don't know you... neither and you...
You know me... now because I decided to share with
you some information... what
I shared probably could be a stupid idea... probably
not... BUT IF YOU ARE HERE
TO JUDGE ME... go and lick your ass... I DOn't give a
shit about your feedback O
RRRRRRRR YOU FUCKING JUDGE... YOU ARE AIN'T
FUCKING JUDGE, ARE YA?
"LIke"
- To be honest on this topic... you just said few times "I
am glad.... that you.
.. enjoyed...and etc"x3 (So far you said that your
vocabulary is 100% better tha
n mein and so far from some words you sounded like
you know very complex words..
. so how could you say something... "x3" times... and to
be the same?
COme on... once okay... twice okay... but as a third...
that's a cliche... so fa
r very clichy.
...
YOU ARE BETTER THAN ME... you point my mistakes
and you do the same over and ove
r and over you use the same words over and over and
how could this help in your
opinion "THAT YOU ARE BETTER"... and also help me
with improving my language?
- Sorry to be so rude, that's the fucking truth... if you
crack that track jail
is wainting you that's for sure...is there a cure for being
too sure?
...
Noo need to worry and to be sooo sorrrrrrrrrrry....... (WE
BOTH KNOW that you ai
n't fucking mean it...)
So far I remember that you like me... few times... but like
me... just like like
me... what's thE FUCCCCCCCCCCKINGGGGGGGGG
LOGIC IN THAT... OR BETWEEN THAT... (
YOU KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT... ABOUT
that fucking filty BIATCH...
BETWEEN YOUR FUCKING LEGS... WHAT DO YOU
HAVE?... A PUSSY... i HAVE A DICK... WE
COULD MAKE SOMETHING FROM THIS... LICK MY
DICK BIATCH...BIATCH... YOU AIN'T LIK
EN?... IT'S NOT FUCKING
WEESTEEEEEEEEEERDAY TO SAY YOUR
OPINION... THIS HERE IS
MY WORK... MY RULES... MY LAW... IF YOU DON'T
LIKE THEM... I ALREADY OWN YA... T
HAT'S HOW PEOPLE OWN OTHERS... NOO NEED
TO BE SOMEBODY ELSE... i AM FUCKING TIR
ED FROM rolling this fucking tire.)
...
I like writting, I like how everything goes... it could be
slow... it could be f
ast...(BUT LET"S NOT GOO TO FAST IN THE PAST...)
the writers choose,... my imagi
nation comes from the movies which I watch... the films
which I have watched...
going to watch... the series which I am watchig... I have
watched... the books w
hich I have read... the stories to which I have been
listening too...
- I haven't went very far... still the same ground...
probably little upgrades a
round my mind have came out and that's all.
(Aren't you very predictable with THIS
FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGG QUESTION?... AIN'T FUCK
ING HONEST,, ARE YA?)
"Hell"
- So you are saying that you are worst than me...
INTERESTING.........INTERESTIN
G.;.. THAT'S COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL AND NICE
BOOST FOR ME... i WANNA BOOST MY EGO...
AIN'T FUCKING SELFISH... THAT'S JUST A SELFIE...
GET IT?
...
(It was a joke... PLEASEEEEEEEEEE DON"T CRY)
(Now you are confused... come on stop this mixed
feelings..)
(You think the joke is dumb...) !?
*Yeah you have a point... you are the "Joke" and you
are fucking dumb that you d
idn't got it...
(You mean that right?... )
(No any other possibilities... as you said you are Dumb...
no need for extra...)
But I know what you say you don't mean it... do ya? ( I
am a man of my word...).
.. (I know what you mean when and where...)... come
on... it's logical... to kno
w when I am angry when I write...
Hey, I am angry...
- SO logical... come on.. . you should be idiot to point
that fact in the case t
hat I pointed thaat as first...
Sad... the same story is and here... and happy?
- Come on... we are going to continue this ride with this?
... the same story is here too..
...
My thoughts make hell... can you ruin you... can devaste
you... do you know that
?
...
So let's taste your mind... how clever and smart in real
are ya?
Do you know about that
(Moment of Tangency:) - I have my moments of that...
but how about you?
(OHHH... I just forgot you don't know the fucking
defenition of this word... AAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND WHAT SHOULD I DO
ON THAT PROBLEM?
THe problem so far it's not fucking mein... it's yours... so
who gives a fuck?
YOU BIATCH... !?... I should give a fuck if you give a
fuck... there isn't ain't
any logic between that and that... I don't give a shit for
you sick fuck.
And now my favourite word
(Lachesism) - I want that... I feel that... I see that!
"Kind"
- What's for sure... you are ain't fucking kind... do you
know that?
THAT'S A FACT... AND i love fACTS... DO YOU GET
THAT FUCKING FAGGOT!?
"Books"
- "They are boring...."... "That's boring"... _ Ohhhhhhhh
smart ass... books ar
e boring... that's boring... so hey smarty what do you
fucking suggest?
...
I love serial killiers... how about you?
- Ain't fucking conclusion... that's the illusion... and I
fucking lost it... is
that a glost? or that's glace and grace from that glass?
...
You wanna logic?
Your ass is an example of logic... it has one thing to do
and that's toooooooooo
POOOOOOOOOOOP.. (aaaaaaaaaaaaaah, that's
disgusting... fucking sick BASTARD...
.. YESSSSSSS YOU... YESSSSSS YOU ARE THE
FUCKING SICK BASTARD... YOU HAVE SUCH C
RAZY THOUGHTS... EVEN 3 GIRLS AND A GLASS.. -
WOW... WOW.... COME ON.. IT'S NOT
WHAT i AM THINKING ABOUT?... come on... YOU
ARE FUCKING SICK ..... YOU NEED MEDI
CS...)
"Chirstmas"
- How did Christmas went?...
Wanna know?
...
Alone...alone... tooo loney... and lame .... too ashame
from all of you.
(LET"S CONTINUE... the time isn't enough... I don't
have a lot of time... probab
ly I am going to live by your reading... so "HELLO")
...
The Christmas was the most horrible day... no christmas
tree... no snow... no fr
iends... only around some stupid family members and
books and books. That's the
way how it went Christmas... The New Year... I was
alone... fucking alone around
the table... The table is a long and a big one... and I
was fucking alone... I
Hate this... I was watching at that time C&I Investigation
channel on my TV and
kind preparing some fireworks...for (24:00) and still there
and there and there
and waiting for answer... waiting somebody to write
me... (WHY?)... I Just don't
know (When people get bored some people jerk-off
other read books... other hang
out with friends... third write books... fourth play
games... fifth watch films
and etc.)
(If you are reading this... have in mind I have an
addiction... and that's in fu
cking women/woman (Sex)... I am fucking addicted to
it... at day I have a lot o
f orgasms... but - 1 up to 2 max I jerkoff... I TRY TO
CONTROL MYSELF FROM THISS
TERROR.)
"I"
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy...
No I am not...
am I?
You are crazy
NOOOOOOOOOOO I AM NOT
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy
AM I!????????????????????
You are crazy

AM I!????????????????????
P.S. JGF player... moved bishop to h3 place... Pawn

takes the bishop...g2 - attacks... h3
GAME OVER
Chapter-Z
by DeYtH Banger
More likely Z =End A Chapter End.

But what to do somehow I feel fucking clean like I have
a new spot of light in a n
ew book. Or who knows!
- Is this the new day... what's "Z"... is that really what I
know about "Z"... i
s? Or not!?
Is it all a lie or it's just the beginning
....
What are they doing... is that the new day... what are
you doing... you gonna do
it like that!?... The days are over?
You want to torture and punish people?
You are "Goodmode".... you are in such mode... are you
glad... you are now my cr
eation...
(WHAT THE FUCK)
...
But now I have question for you dear eader , you said
that everything is all abou
t "Want" like If I want I am going to bring a present . So if
you invite me to your
birthday, it's all about me my want!?
But it's your birthday against my want for gain . - WTF
It's difficult to end this book like this and to say
goodbye.. but I am going to
fight few more rounds before closing this book forever
and ever.
...
(You never did said to me how could I live here... how
could I command here... w
hat's my scenario?
What did you thought me?... I think you.... dear "You" ,
you just were playing
with my mind... what happen has never happen...)
World is strange, I have read a lot of books and watched
a lot of movies and so
far I am nowhere I am just on the (NOO NEED TO
FINISH... my thoughts if you under
stand me right and proper you know what I am talking
about)... so far what I can
say for sure... people have been scanned from the
machines and they now are the
masters and we are the students . So strange!
(My fucking fingers hurt! Each letter word sentence .
Fucking hurts . My fingers can't
take anymore this torture. My neighbors also do some
kind of torture . Talking at
higher pitch levels of their voice Shouting and shouting
hight levels of music lowe
r . Hight . Lower higher .)
What I mean is very easy to be understand, no need to
be some kind of GreenHolly
Wood smartass, to get it. The masters as always have
been the race = humans, wha
t if people get fully replaced by machines?
Do you see the image?
Can you share your opinion?
Can you point some advantage and "-"?
.
(If you don't understand me... you should stop here.... I
MEAN IT... I MEAN IT..
. I FUCKING MEAN IT.... STOP RIGHT HERE...
No need to continue... DEEPER LEVEL HAS Never
been created for dear "You")
Chapter-Z, is the only chapter which is going to change
your vision of technolog
y.
(My mind can't stay fully focused on one topic..
. My mind hates limits!?)
And you are saying that you are different?
You read from 1 up to 2-3 books max at once?
- Don't ya?
How much different is that?
I read from 1 up to 11-13 books at once so far my goal
265 I have read 24 books.
So far sounds like a good start, does it?
You started reading at age 6-7 and however and
speaking at that age?
- At three I was reading and speaking at 4-5 years old I
spend reading books as m
uch as possible. At 6 years I started looking into some
topics very, very deeper
.
(It fucking hurts
This screaming over and over and over and over my
head, but that's the beginning
of all so far there are and voices which tell me what to
do when to kill when to l
ie when to be honest .
OMG..OMG
.OMG .OOMG they are fucking angry now that I am
sharing this with you . They Wa
nt I to remove it from everywhere . But I decline that
request )
(Note: Ohh... good you are now and a coder... not only a
butcher... you are and
a coder.... - Westworld *Thoughts)
- I never got the chance to go to school at age 15 I was
with IQ 210.
Different "You" "I am not"?
- How much fucked up is this?
You are different . Yes of course
Probably you have different schedules you study
different stuff you speak differen
t language/s You read different books Watch different
movies.... Listen to differe
nt audiobooks or not... or not... You just do normal
stuff... you play games ove
r and over and over probably the same... YOu hate
books... you hate audiobooks..
. you love specific films or probably I am fucking wrong
about everything...
(Now the question is where is the fucking perfection...
for which you were talki
ng about?)
.
The same is and for me We all are different
...
Under the same... I mean I could like... I could not like...
who knows?... I cou
ld be a sex addict... I could be a female or male... who
knows?
...
Will we chat again... are you willing!?
................
.............................
.......................................
- It's the most stupid thought
"Ted Bundy is a human . He is a killer.. so all human
beings are killers" -That's
sooooo fucking fucked up thought.
"Blame myself = selfish"
- Blame "I" is very selfish, iisn't it?............
TELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ME.... DON
"T REJECT... OR DECLINE... ONLY I CAN DO THAT...
You say that you care about this and this and this
people? But you blame "I"? and
"I"... should be blamed by me...
It's so fucking selfish that no need to add more into it.
"Cry"
If you/you are
Cry ... So do I
Sad So do I
Happy ... so do I
.
Angry ... so do I
Perfect .... so do I
Problems ... So do I
(How far could it get... IF "YOU ARE... YOU FEEL"... so
do I???.,.. - WTF!??!?!?
!?)
How much fucked up could it go?
What's the idea of that weak weak isn't supposedly to be
weak + strong How weak x2 cou
ld fix that? Problem? . I don't get that fucking logic how
could it possible help bo
th souls to be fix in case that one takes another and
another... and the first ho
st isn't fix... and this to improve everything around
feelings?... I DON"T GET I
T!
"Problems"
- I fucking don't like it... I GONNA USE ("...") and replace
of "..." chapter na
me...
...
You have problems and this problems reflect on me...
how is that possible?... Ho
w could it GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THAT YOU
WHEN YOU ARE MAD AT SOMEBODY... SOMEBODY
ELSE SHOULD BE A VICTIM OF YOUR ANGER...
NOT THE PERSON WHO MADE YOU TO FEEL LIK
E THAT... BUT AN INNOCENT.
...
"Time"
- Time stops... time starts... has it ever existed that
fucking illusion or not?
,... Is that a message for somebody to want to talk with
you... how does it feel
s... to own an own world?... How does it feels you to be
god!?
"Lies"
- Everybody dies eeverybody lies that's what human
being is An complex equation of
liar.
It's fucked up when you are in such circle locked and
over and over and over you
say lies It starts to go like you to start believing yourself
believing at your lie
s you start faking everything around you. Soon the
people around you are like you
as much better you get as more glitches in this 'Matrix" =
"Reality" you fix . One
moment you start seeing yourself as a human which
could be replaced But before lon
g time ago you never ever did met this people you never
did read that or that You h
ave never been so easy to be replaced... audacity....
AUDACITY!
You never knew that and that . So far that's zero day .
.
by DeYtH Banger
Note
- Sounds like so far I am thinking on the conversation of
Sherlock Holmes and Dr
. Joan Watson
#Elementary
#Marriage
...
What does that have to do with it? Well, as you know,
detection is a calling, no
t a job.
Hardly leaves one with time left over to sustain the
elaborate ruse of marriage.
Because, of course, you think marriage is an elaborate
ruse.
There are other ways to describe it.
An unnatural arrangement which forces its participants
into an unhealthy monogam
y.
An accretion of petty fights and resentful compromises
which, like Chinese water
torture, slowly transforms both parties into howling,
neurotic versions of thei
r former selves.
>...?
.....
It makes me to see the world in whole new way.
Quotes
If you want to have something... just keep collecting and
putting the pieces in
a safe place.
- DeYtH Banger?
I don't have any desires... of suicide... I have never had
and I will never will
...
...
I can't stop myself from analysing this race... the human
race so vicious, furio
us and protagonists.
- DeYtH Banger?
This isn't a sign and neither and that and neither and
that... what i can say (S
ilence today has a scenario in this room)... and as a
second...
There is one sign and that's you can feel your ass....
that's a sign for you hav
ing an ass.
- DeYtH Banger?
Be proud of yourself... you have an opinion... it's like the
asshole everyone go
t one...
- DeYtH Banger?
Discussions are more likely a code sharing...
Like
"Hey, how are ya?"
...
Like
"Hey, how do you feel by running this code?"
..........
- DeYtH Banger?
Films/books/series... are just experience of other
people... The biggest questio
n is do you have enough time to Experiencing all this
experience?
- DeYtH Banger?
You already know the scenario... they got there... and
there... they went there.
.. and they changed forever and ever.
- DeYtH Banger?
Some people want a lot of... others little... but in the end
all people change..
.
- DeYtH Banger?
....
This above are thoughts which keep me awake... can
change me... and help in view
ing the world which you see... From my POV there is
something into this and I am
going to solve it.
Story
So le'ts cut the shit, nobody gives a fuck about that shit.
Also I don't want to
lose your time and neither you are suppose to lose my
time, do we have a deal?
....
"YES"?
"YES"?
"YES"?
"YES"?
"YES"?
"YES"?
"YES"?
....
OFFFFFFFF COME ON... YOU AREN'T SUPPOSE TO
AGREE WITH ME ON EACH WORD... SETENCE
.... AND WHAT i SAY....
pLEASE MAKE AN ARGUMENT... LET'S DEBATE...
SAY
"NO'''
- On reasons, they are fucked up so far like your face
but... here is one... "I
ain't gonna make a deal with the devil..."
- Very reasonable so far as human being you are, aren't
ya?
Awake
ProbabLY, you SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP FUCKING,
WELL DON'T YAAAAAAAAAAAAA?
(Ohhhhhhhhh, I am sorry,I gonna lower my voice... just
because of your toice? TO
YS?)
To be honest, I have so much thoughts playing around
in my mind, I am not a Psyc
hopath, so we could remove this out of opitions on the
question... WHO COULD I B
E?
I have so much thoughts, probably you haven't had
such, building scenarious and
works in which I describe perfect murders with the
perfect characters and featur
es. As for "It's not Happy" - the short story, I have
another in my mind... I st
ill keep playing it... OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND
OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVE
R AND OVER.... with different aspects,
perspectives.What I see... is one gruesom
e and fucked up murder in the abdomen... shoot so
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKING abandone
d. You think you are trying? Crying? And Drying? and
Playing?... PLEASE BIATCH L
EAVE A MESSAGE.... JUST FOR THE TRYING.
...
I have been awaken from different sounds a world which
is build from crazy and m
ad people... can you imagine?
CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY
HERE ON THE RECORD)
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Somebody awaking you with stupid questions!?
and let's follow that scenario
Should I go out?
Should I?
Should I sleep?
Should I eat?
I am going to eat!
Should I eat?
Can I?
Should I take a shower?
Should get up?
Shouldn't I?
Should I?
(COMPULSIVE BIPOLAR DISORDER!)
(YOu fucking think that I am funny? and gummy and
dummy??????? - NO REASON OF BE
ING PRISON!)
(What I want from you... is another chat... with you...
nothing to flexxy to be
so CLECKSY... got it? - IT WAS A JOKE TIME TO
LAUGH
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAA (ANY REASONS TO DOUBT IN MY
L
AUGH?))
(Let's continue the scenario)
Should I go out?
Should I walk?
Should I stay
Should I go?
Should I take the bus?
Should I buy that?
Should I... do that?
Should I
(OFF I AM KIND OF BLIND... and very infatuated from
this world... let's countinu
e your doubt in that goubt so gibberish...> I SHOULD
FUCKING LAUGH>... HAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, you just fucking created
a new word it's "gibberish"....
WOW... WOW FANTASTIC AND TO PANTASTIC
PERSON)
Should I move?
Should I change my pants?
Should I change my T-Shirt?
Should I Watch TV?
Should I take that?
Should I listen?
Should I be perfect?
(VERY FUCKING CONFUSED.... so donfused!)
Where is DON?
- IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII GONNA END THAT SHIT!
Anger
- Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I should clap and say
BRAVVOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
O... G
G.... DD... you just fucking got my message , I am very
impressed... you reached
above my expectations for you.
...
I am really angry, at you... at them and the way this work
goes... a torture and
Over AND over AND OVER and over AND OVER AND
OVER AND OVER.
Patience
The beginning of the pain and the torture.... you think
that Iam crazy?... I am
mental unstable and stable!?... REALLY...>REALLY...
you piece of dumb shit... fo
r the dumpster... I am going to put your opinion there,
WHY??... I should leave
you to question yourself... as much as fucking you
want.... YOU LIE AND TIE... t
hat's the beginning of all and I am fucking so tall for the
all.... whole and as
a hole... take that tole with that tone...
DId you know that the people which really teach us
about the world... are not th
e angels... but the Monsters. This are the people, they
are still now alive and
they will continue to be born and over and over and over
for generations. Here i
s the FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKING TRUTH, WHICH
YOU IN DAYS YOU ARE WAITING FOR.... AND
BLACK AND WHITE DOES IT EXIST IN THIS
FUCKING WORLD... DID YA KNOW THAT?
You fucking cock sucker?....You fucking cock
sucker?....You fucking cock sucker?
....You fucking cock sucker?....You fucking cock
sucker?....You fucking cock suc
ker?....You fucking cock sucker?.... COCK SUCKER?
What type of shit is that... patience???.... Predict
anger.... tie the lie.....
end the beginning.... ceiling will be the end of all and
all....
RATHER
Life is
LIE... TIE... AFRAID...WEAK
....
LONG LIE
FAKE THE TIE
(I can continue with happiness... if you want RATHER
AS A THERE AND TO BE RA IN
THERE AND TOOOOOOOOOO BE RATHER...
ARE YOU CONFUSED... didn't I SAID THAT IN
ADVANCE THAT I HAVE SUCH A GOAL???!?!)
...
LOWER
EXPECTANCY
LIE
JUST FRY IT
..........
LORD SHOULD LIE
PEOPLE ENVY
...
(THAT"S THE DEFENTION... ON DEEPER LEVEL...
NOBODY SAID THAT YOU SHOULD BE HERE.
.. you could be there and there and there... with no
body... but you are here...
pain does fucking hurt? HURT! LET"S CALL HURTZ!)
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(That's not a spam... just making another experiment...
of wonders and login's a
nd pluggin's? DO I have a plugin?)
Lie
Opps... my mistake "IIKE"
I like to watch you suffer... to be hurt... that's when I get
very taff... I enj
oy your pain and laugh and laugh and laugh... that's
what "THE GRAYMAN" - code i
s... isn't it?... WITHOUT EVEN ANY DOUBT!
I like when you are honest... about how you gonna hurt
me... I like that... I FU
CCCCCCCCCCCCKING LIKE IT...
...
i WANNA A FILTY GIRL... A SELFISH... AND A
PERSON WHO IS EGOIST...
......
- It's silence... it's another step in the world... are you
afraid of doing it?
Happy!?
- I have never been happy... it's humans on basic
levels... on basic ignorance..
.. basic sadness to near to fulfilment.
.......
I just wanted from the world... little compassion .... some
passion... near to i
magination near to fucking gination to generation...
fucking the generate for ma
king that fucking rate. My life has never been Rhyme, I
just made it... that's t
he only FUCKINGGGGGGGGGG THING LEFT IN MY
LIFE TO DO AND TO HAVE.... i DIDN'T LI
ED TO ANYBODY, I WAS JUST AFRAID TO LOSE
YA... i HAVE A LOST A LOT OF PEOPLE
LOST
LET'S KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
THE FUCKING SILENCE... LET'S END THAT SCEN
ARIO FOR LEFTING ME TO GO TO RIO. I lost all
people around me... I was honest...
people lied to me... (EVERYONE WITH HIS OWN
problems... SMALL OR BIGGER DEPENDS
ON THE FUCKING SIZE OF THAT SIDE...) I was
honest with them... real images... r
eal data... but what in the end? ONE SMALL PROBLEM
JUST BECAME FUCKING BIG.... I
little saved some data... again I fail with that fucking
mission... so friends
are more likely a mission???? WHERE IS THE
FUCKING COMPASSION IN THAT PASSIoN...
. i ALWAYS LIKED YOU... BUT WE SHOULD STAY
LIKE THAT... FOR MORE LONGER...YOU GE
T THAT, DO YA?
you undeRSTAND ME, RIGHT?... dON'T BE crowded
AND So that's the LAW... NO COMPAS
SION... IT'S FOR THE FUCKING WEAK TO LEAK...
LICK MY ASS BITCH... FOR THE PASSIO
N WHICH YOU JUST MADE ME....
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - take that... i AIN'T
CRAZY..
. ON BIATCHES I AM FUCKING TALENTED.. let"s
rawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
I lost my father... but on profit I just gain more... people
now pay me WITH FUC
KING MONEY TO GO SCHOOL... SOUNDS LIKE
PASSION SO FAR IS IT?
HOW FAR IS IT?
...
doN'T GET SHY... FOR THAT LIE... WE BOTH KNOW
THAT THAT WAS THE END... I WAS VER
Y COMPASSIONATE... YOU WANNNA SUPPORT?
... i CAN GIVE YA SOME... MY ASS COULD SUPPORT
YOU... NAAH THAT'S ONLY FOR BIATC
HES ON YOU... LITTLE GUY BEHIND THE SCREEN
TOO AFRAID TO BE HONEST... IN REAL LE
VELS... IGNORING MY MESSAGE LIKE A NEW JOB....
Y OU ARE FUCKING GOOD... LET'S BE
WITH god.
GOD GONNA AND DONNA BLESS YA
...
What in the fucking helll is that?... Did I got the
message? An energy drink is
that, right? ......... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
it's some kind of fuck... god go
nna fuck ya... in a nice and kind way... to the devils you
say. GOD GONNA BLESS
YA.... GOD GONNA FUCK YA........
DO you agree on that? Yes indeeed... fucking deeds!
...>
I fucking miss your messages... the zing zang
song........... RAZZZZZZZZZZZLE DA
ZZLE SONG... BUT i KNOW THE TRUTH... THAT HAS
NEVER BEEN THE TRUTH, SORRY FOR BE
ING SO RUDE. i JUST COULD FIND THE ROAD FOR
THAT................. NO WORDS......
.......... no comments!
....
cooooooooooooL cleaning some shit... are you so
pressive and depresssive... don'
t be worried... I was just honest... on honest levels... little
joke... just to
choke ya....... no need for data on that type of levels.
..............
HOpeeeeeeeee. I just lost it... thanks for giving me
nothing for in advnace for
nothing... THAT"S WHAT A DEAL WILL BE.... near to
lie just to tie somebody.
No FUCKING NEED FOr edit... we are not in reddit...
are we!?
....
ARe you depressed?
Confused?
...
Very simple as that so far can't get you too far, can it?
Chat
by DeYtH Banger
Hello, I just find myself... (FROM A DREAM....).... next to

my master... the guy who was pulling my strings... you
know him as "God". But as for me... he is my master...
he has mastered so much abilities... so much skills...he
is so wise... probably it will be impossible to be
replaced... I have been a lot of times the re... to talk with
him! We talk very often. But it has never been official.
The place is so empty... blackness... brightness has
gone from the world... colo ur?... Black is the colour... no
other colours can be found... it's like a room which is the
whole white... walls... bed... table... chair...chairs...
everythin g.... But here you replace that white with black
+ endless... that's what is it ... Somewhere around
nowhere. That's it! DeYtH: Hello, Master! Master: Hello,
I am glad that you are using your real name... so far you
have pl ayed so much roles and you finally decided to
choose your real name. DeYtH: It was difficult very for
me... to get here and to make this discussion o fficial.
Master: I know that... I know you from very long time... I
have my eye on you! DeYtH: Thanks for the
understanding. Master: Oh, it's not big deal... when you
make something... when you have a crea tion you
should show respect to it... Master:... Mhm, it's more
likely how you show respect to Random. Master:
Nothing tooo special... just numbers like 0 and 1 or
could be endless nu mbers from 1 up to 100 or god
knows what's the limit... but you use this program to
have a discussion with A.I. DeYtH: Random, is a difficult
program... and even and application... and a choic e...
DeYtH:... So far you should have Answers and
Questions and it will give you some kind of answer... is it
a guess or not ... who knows!? Master: Soon, you gonna
meet something better... something more than box...
some thing which could understand you. DeYtH: Really?
Master: Yes DeYtH: But why people kind of think of me
as a monster? Or somebody who needs me dics?
Master: That's a lie... you know that... You aren't such
type of thing... monste rs... doesn't exist. Monsters are
something out of the fantasy world.... DeYtH: Did I done
the write thing... properly? Master: Yes, you did... you
wrote what you saw... you wrote soooooooooo much
mix ed feelings... it's impressive that you could put that
all stuff... on the paper .... And I never thought that you
could get so far... to study humans and to wri te each
thing which you see...feel... think... on the paper. Most
people fail on that... but you didn't... you show the truth...
The Truth which most people kee p in the closet... far
...far....far away... and think it as something which has
never existed... You done something else... you open
the closet and had the gut s to check out each image...
letter... note... each thing. You are very brave, p erson.
DeYtH: Is that something which you mean it or not?
Master: I really mean it... I won't say stuff which I don't
mean... I don't want to make you very...very irrational...
Sometimes you just need some logic. DeYtH; So what
you mean is that... I have done the right thing? Master:
Yes... you did... And I am very proud of you :))) DeYtH:
How about the mistakes? Master: Which of them?
DeYtH: With the people around me... with the people
which I was talking with? Master: Oh,oh you mean
them... No big problem... everyone does such
mistakes... nobody is perfect... Master: Everyone does
mistakes... that's why you are sended here... on this
plan et... as such specie...to get a knowledge... from
life... Master: Life is more like L - Lead, I - Ignorant, F -
Fire, E - Envy.... did you found that? DeYtH: No, I
fucking miss that thing... I was searching why some
people love to lead...(Presidents...) others are so on
fire.... (Porn..)... Ignorant (People wh ich don't pay
attention of what you say and say something very...very
different) ... Envy (A lot of people have that feeling...
even I got in such situations... I fight against that... but I
can't stop it... ... It's so human reaction... w hat a strange
action)...but kind of near to what you said... Master:
Well,well... good to know that you have some kind of
progress... a progr ess for a new chapter... for a new title
of book... DeYtH: Can I ask you another question?
Master: Yeah, you can ... you have a lot of time... so you
can ask a lot of ques tions. DeYtH: Why people are
scared of me? Master: It's because they... aren't ready
for such person... who is so different ... so strange... so
odd... They like the way they live... with people which
are like them... people which have the same interests...
almost the same way of spe aking and so on and so
on... You are very very different.... .............. DeYtH: But
that hurts! Master: Yes, it does... I am sorry for that...
and to be honest here... the stuf f were suppose to
happen like that... Don't be A FOOOOOOL LIKE THE
OTHERS... TO think that you have "Free Will"... it's a
illusion... you should understand it now. It has never
existed and it will never exist. DeYtH: I am confused...
Master: Normal... you can't accept a new code... a new
rule a new law which you have never been programmed
for... DeYtH: ... DeYtH: So should I be honest with the
people around me? Master: Mhm, a good question... so
far be careful what you share and what you do n't
share.... because you don't want to get hurt... or to make
people afraid of you... DeYtH: I am Only build to ask
questions... no emotions to feel... so I should co ntinue
like that!? Master: You are in a difficult position... so
YEAHHHH... continue... like that!. ....................... that's
the way I shaped you... not to be perfect... and also to
don't have some parts of the puzzle.... now you have
chance to find them ... And even to assemble it... When
you get ready you die... Master:... All people have
mission on this planet.. . and you have one... Just r
emember what you said before I sended you on this
planet... as a human being to be... DeYtH: I have
difficulty to remember that... I can't remember what I
said... Master: No problem... you have enough time!
DeYtH: Can I continue with the questions? Master:
Yes... DeYtH: Why people are crazy? Master: Ohh...
good question... you should find out alone... that's a part
from your mission on this planet Earth... You could be
everything... You know that... you could be born not
now... but and in 1900 or in 1800 or in 1600... but you d
ecided to be 1998... DeYtH: Why I have the feeling to
say "Wow" or "Lol" and "xD" Master: This words were
created from people which thought that habbit could be
s top with another habbit... Putting a new habbit with the
thought that the old on e will go away... but at that time
people weren't very wise... it was still the beginning...
still nothing did happen.... It was more likely because of
the soun ds... the words sound so strange...and
somehow cool.. It's so pressive how could people put
strange and cool in one place in one sentence... So far
and I am ver y confused... Master: (Open his mouth...
and was ready to say something... but he closed his m
outh...) (Silence) Minutes.... didn't even existed... hours
and days??? How could they exist when t ime never did
exist? Big Bang has never happen!.... And will never
happen... the time has stopped forever... locked in a
loop.... Forever and ever! The topic... got changed...
roles kind of get changed... Master: How do you feel?
DeYtH: Strange... somehow a lot of coincidence
happen... around me.. what I say is used against me...
people around me... are like my mind... Master: You are
exaggerating! DeYtH: Am I? Master: Yes you are....
coincidence don't exist... there are endless possbilitie
s.... people aren't so stupid to act so simple.. .... (Dear
reader, writting has been never easy... you are too
foolish to thing that. The idea of writting is to get at
level's of insanity and craziness.. with one person a lot
of roles can't be created... ) DeYtH: So why people are
like seasons... and episodes? Master: You said that...
not I... you just see the world like that... nobody see s
the world soooo not logical... what you say there isn't
even and logic...insid e it... Master: As most people will
say .IT"S NONSENSE (My master started shouting...
kind of got angry...) DeYtH: Stop the shouting.... can you
please tell me have I ever failed you? Master: So far you
are going very well... you are very above from my
expectation s for you. DeYtH: This is something, good
right? Master: Yes! DeYtH: Why my works sound like ...
I am angry... at the world... at the people.. . at
everything? Master: You see that in the world and you
write it... what you have written is w hat you have
already saw. DeYtH: Why sometimes... I just can't say
something else?... something like follo wing scenario?
Master: More exactly? DeYtH: I mean that sometimes
when somebody says something... I don't have a lot of
possibilities of saying something which could show that I
care about that per son... Master: That's called a logic...
in you... this doesn't exist... That's why you are so
unique and odd... and strange... DeYtH: Should I
change? Master; Nooooooooo Master:
NoOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Master: Don't be
stupid... you are my favourite invention... You have
reached so far... that... nobody could reach your
level....... YOu will be very foolish if you destroy yourself.
DeYtH: So tell me... why do I have such strange
interests? Master: What do you mean? DeYtH: I mean
why... I like facts?... and other strange stuff... which are
count ed as for people which are kind of psychopaths...
Master: That's something.. . which is also part from your
mission... .... .................... DeYtH: Can't you just a little
tell me about what's my mission? Master: I can't...
DeYtH: Just little! Master:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DeYtH: Why?
Master: I can't tell you... your life will be limited.. .you
gonna follow scenar io... Master: I don't want you to
follow any scenario... I want by your extraordinary. ...
Master; YOu are very, very different DeYtH: So how Am
I going to go to my goal without even don't knowing what
is it? Master: You will soon find out... go out... and look
at the people... what's aro und you... who likes you...
who hates... you.... ask questions... search answers ...
and somewhere there you gonna find it.... Check out
who died... who is alive ... who shows respects... who is
really supportive.... DeYtH: Sure? Master: Yes DeYtH:
How much time do we have? Master: Not a lot of to
talk... but if you have any other questions.... ask....
DeYtH: Why people are so cold? Master: Nobody is
perfect... you even don't know what's cold? What is it?
Master: Something which is to take a cold shower?
DeYtH: You are fucking right!... ... DeYtH: Could I find
the perfect person for me? DeYtH: The perfect Female
with which I could be in relationship? Master: That's a
difficult question... depends on the scenario... how much
hones t are you... do you lie... can you allow yourself to
limit?... Can you make sacr afices? Master: So much
things you should do... that I even don't know from
where to sta rt to talking about this.... DeYtH: Why
people started to bully me? Master: That was an
example of how you should be... (What's right and
what's wro ng...) the person you shouldn't be... again a
part from your mission which is a lesson. DeYtH: How
about the cheating? Master: That's an example of a
weak character... who wants to get in the shoes o f a
perfect character. DeYtH: How about the Fake people?
Master: They were just random... people...something
which wasn't expected to hap pen... just something out
of the random choices... Master: I think that you should
goo... DeYtH: Why? Master: Don't ask questions....
JUSTTTTTTTTT GOOO! Master: Do you see that bed?
DeYtH: Yes? Master: Go to sleep and this which has
happen has never happen.... .... I went walking to the
bed... slowly and slowly... and slowly... then I got on th e
bed and then when I go on it... I started to sleep... after
few minutes just a n ring I Start hearing #RING,
#RING,#RING, #RING,#RING, #RING,#RING,
#RING,#RING, #RING,#RING, #RING,#R ING,
#RING,#RING, #RING,#RING, #RING,#RIN G,
#RING,#RING, #RING,#RING, #RING,#RING, #
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It was the alarm of my clock... then the birds started to
sing....
((...)...)...
by DeYtH Banger
You are so fucking wrong... you aren't even and

patient... PEOPLE WANT FROM ME T
O BE PATIENT... AND TO CHILL... BUT YOU!?
Dear, "YOU"!
Dear, "YOU"!
Dear, "YOU"!
Dear, "YOU"!
Dear, "YOU"!
Dear, "YOU"!
(We should have a chat again...!)
So far we don't have a lot time to lose or to chat... so I
am going to be clear.
..
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
(Hey, Jackson Follow the line... it's a deadline)
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
(Hey, Jackson... why you look me like that? Why? ...
Why? Why really?
We both know that's the truth... right?... Right?.... Come
on.. answer!
ANSWEERRRRRRRRRRRRRR)
(Note: Frosty: We both know that "You"... dear "You"...
you are the product of i
nsanity....)
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
..
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
(Ohh... Jackson Started to shake... ohhh... Why?... Hey,
Jackson... tell me why?
... You said that this is your true self...??!?)
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
..
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
(Hey, hey... Jackson... jackson... we both know that you
aren't communicative pe
rson.... are ya?... DID YA LOST THE FUCKING
SCENARIO!?... COME ON... DON"T ACT A
S A BIATCH... COME ON.... answer.... don't keep me
waiting... you know that I ha
te it... )
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
(Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, OMG...OMG... the hands started
to move of Jackson... mouth i
sn't even open... silence have a scenario here... it plays
with people's mind...
Jackson continues to shake... his body... his hands...
WHY SO?... What is happe
ning!?)
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
1: Hey, frosty... pleaaaaaaaaaaaaase stop.... please
stop to play with my mind..
.
2: Come on...we both know you like it.
1: No I don't... I am not a man of violence... you are the
person of violence...
2: No... you fucking made a mistake... we both know
that... you are the guy of v
iolence... not "I"... you created me...
1: Really?
2: Off... I ain't GONNA ANSWER THAT... IT'S JUST A
PROSPECT OF PROBABILITY AND L
ITTLE ABILITY.
1: Of whatever... LEAVE ME ALONE!
2: I can't do that
1: Why so?
2: You survived.... because of me... I helped you... and
you owe me... your life
.
2: You made a deal with the Devil, don't you remember
that?
1: Wow
1: OMG... when is gonna end?
2: Ohh.. you wanna end that?
2: Why you don't go little backward and see how your
survived at school... do yo
u remember?
1: nooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, don't fucking
torture me with that... PLEASE
2: I gonna remind ya... I removed them by taking them
from the 4 floor up to the
first floor... how?
1: Noooooooooooo... not that!
2: Very...very... very easy just ... I dragged them... by
making them to lay...
and using the stairs... up to the down floor...
REMEMBER THAT!
1:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOO
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
(Hey, jackson... don't think that I am stupid... now you
are the guy who changes
the scenario... and putting this shit to ignore me....)
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
(Hey, Jackson be happy... I keep you alive... for so very
long time...)
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
(Hey, Jackson... enough with the lies... be honest... tell
them who you really a
re...)
2: Stoppppppppppppppp... STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
PLAYING WITH MY MIND... i AM NOT YOU
... i WILL BE NEVER YOU...
1: No you are... YOU ARE ME... ME IS YOu... that's the
truth
...........
...
He is happy
She is happy
I am Happy
They are happy
.................
1: STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
TSHurt Jackson
(Computer: Jackson has been successful... hurt)
2: Oh... FUCK YOU FROSTY... you fucking bastard
...
1:
LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOWWWWWWWW
WWWWW YOUR VOICE...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 AND 10
Little child just get out from the bus... as a age...probably
9-10...
1: Hey, Frosty, what are you planning?
11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18,19,20
1: DON'T IGNORE ME... PLEASE TELL ME!
....
2: Looks like I am near to this child... oh.. what a
beauty... my dick really go
t hard...
......
21,22,23,24,25,26,27,28,29,30
1: Wow...WOW... PLEASE STOP... YOU ARE NOT
DOING WHAT i AM THINKING, right?
......
2: Off your right... please write it!
31,32,33,34..........35,36,37,38,39,40
2; Do ya... remember.... that girl?
1: Which one?
2: The girl which wanted you to rape her... the pussy to
bleed?
1: Oh.. my god...
2: Probably this girl is that one... which is now out of the
bus...
as some people say... monsters just need little attention
and little feedback an
d they are ready... to be read...
31,32,33,34,35,36,37,38,39,40
2; Let's just go as overall... do you need this fingers?
1: Why you ask me?
2: Just asking... you said that you feel the keyboard...
each key has some kind
of specific touch...
2: am I right?
1: Off... I hat when you are right... and yeah you are
fucking right... what do
you want?
41,42,43,44,45,46,47, 48, 49, 50
1: Don't fucking do that... and don't ignore me... on basic
level!
51,52... (It's so difficult the counting... I just don't get it...)
53........54
....55....56.... (A code has been build
1010101010101011110101010101010101010101
000000000010010101010101010101010110101010101
0101010101010101010110101010 (That'
s the way your machine fucking thinks... not the
beginning... neither and the en
d... just an endless process...) 57...58...59...60
(THIS BASTARD... JACKSON started to shake... to
move backward and forward... eac
h move goes faster and faster.... but the code doesn't
stop... does it?.......)
1:
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEY.... (OPps I gonna lower my voice
...)... hey please stop... don't continue...)
61,62.... (so far... so well) 63,
64...65...66...67...68...69....70
(Ohh... you think that I don't know your thoughts?... YOu
gonna say.. that you a
re fucking confused... oh what a cliche.... let's
celebrate!)
71...72...73...74...75...76...77...78..79......80
(Ohh... you fucking made me to change the topic so to
safe the child!?..... Mhm.
.. nice move)
....
But too late... the girl is now without nipples... i just took
them to make some
kind of trophey for myself.... Oh her hands... so nice
they were... but I just
took one hand to have at home... what small fingers...
hand... I just enjoy it t
o slice it to little and little and little and little pieces...
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh h
er cheeks... so impressive on medics level I just make a
soup... as from her bo
dy little soap just to clean my body... I like her smell... so
IMPRESSIVE... AND
VERY PRESSIVE TOO DEPRESSIVE.... JUST
CLICKPESSIVE!
81,82,83,84,85,86,87,88,89...90
- The discussion has reached an end... so I own
you...you are now mein...
..........................................................
(...)...
by DeYtH Banger
(...)...
Are you bored?
Are you fucking bored?
am I boring?
Are my thoughts boring?
....
Okay... so let's continue
"XD"
"xD"
"xD"
xD - On mixed feelings
xD - Just the little beginning
xD - Just a symbol of laugh
xD - THe first step of ignorance...
xD - Too far... very well so may leave as well in this........
xD - Did you got it?
xD - I ain't gonna repeat it... deeper level is not all about
repeation... it's
all about understanding the fucking complexity of this
fucking flexitiliability.
...
I AIN"T GONNNA REPEAT IT.... NEITHER
DO....NEITHER SO... NEITHER AND THAT WAY...
HIP AS FOR AWAY TO AWAKE....
....
I should be fucking glad... shouldn't I?
BUT GLAD FOR WHAT?
FOR THAT QUALITY OF FLARITY AND MISTY VIEW
.............
I fucking predict the next move... I fucking predict it...
and dedicated to dear
"YOU".
It was between
"XD"
"WOW"
and
"LOL"
- So far too low... to be a glow!
...
Not very smart move... if it's not complex!
....
My head fucking hurts... it hurts... over and over and
over...... over and over
and over...... over and over and over...... over and over
and over...... over an
d over and over...... over and over and over...... over and
over and over......
over and over and over...... over and over and over......
over and over and over
...... over and over and over...... over and over and
over...... over and over a
nd over...... over and over and over...... over and over
and over...... over and
over and over...... over and over and over...... over and
over and over...... o
ver and over and over...... over and over and over... (I
gonna say it twice... a
s wise as possible just for the blice of that glice.)
- Please fucking glaze that and gaze that gate... with
Daisy too much lazy... is
she crazy?
she crazy?
she crazy?
she crazy?
she crazy?
she crazy?
....
If it's about home... you are fucking welcome... not too
near.... or too well b
ut it's wel... in a kind of way... full of dway with Dwein?
....
It fucking hurts since the beginning of my day... did you
asked that and that?
let's play... I hope that will go well!?
1 - THAT"S ME... always the fucking player one... I
always had prayers to be pla
yer two!
(REMINDS ME FOR CHESS... I LIKE CHESS AND I
AM THE WHITE ONES)
2 - That's "YOU" - Whoever you are there and if you are
really...really listenin
g to me!
1: Hey
2: Hey :)
1: What's up?
2: Nothing too impressive... to be so pressive... just
going the same as before
and as before and as after and after build on merely
"before" and "After"
1: Wow
(Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... not
fucking send that shit... not fuckin
g send it... "Wow"... "WOW'.. .what's that "WOW"?... I
should replace it....)
1: Mhm, (MAHAHAHAHSHAHSSAH, no fucking
comment... I don't have words... words wh
iich I use in my language... come on... she or he is
waiting for answer... what
to say?...)
(Lie?... no? Honest? Yes or No?... what?????
Tell me what?... What to say?... Oh... I fucking forgot I
am talking to noone...
. so logically i can't expect from nothing... something....
Should I be wise? or
NISE... or NICE...!??!)
1: Mhm, okay!?
(THIS SOUNDS PROPER AS PROP)
...
(NOW.... answer is needed... when will... "YOU"
answer?)
2: :)
1: (EH FUCKING COME ON...r eally won't you ask me
how I FEEL... HOW i fucking fe
el... (nO IF IT REALLY MATTERS... IF IT JUST A
LITTLE MATTER IN ALL THAT RATTA))
...
(I am really going to tell ya... how I really feel... for real in
reality... in
this fucking dwuality.... (YEAH... I AM FUCKING
HURT... HURT... WOW... NO... ans
wer.... no COMMENT... just so MECCONT AND
BACCONT)
(Neither and words neither and dwice and twice are
going to be here for the dice
))) - Mhm...mhm mhaaaaaaaaaaam, very, very
impressive!)
- I just need to study that... and build notes and I am
ready... (COME ON...real
ly you ain't gonna answer?... ARE WE REALLY
FRIENDS... REALLY??? (I AM FUCKING H
URT.... DURT... DURT...DIRT)
- I don't need somebodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..... to be
here... in my room... I NEED
TO EXPRESS IN MY ROOM MY Feelings... that so far
is horror... don't laugh... do
n't cry... this guy really needs a medical attention...
- We bet on that!? (But who are "they"? and who is
"HE"? And who is "I"... is it
just for "THE" and why did you fucking ignored me on
that?) - Do I need a break
? ... I am not a roadish car on the road which is
canned.... (IS THAT THE FUCKIN
G WORD... Ohh... your fucking sick opinion for how sick
you are and all your fri
ends... I am not talking about you... neither and for
"YOU"... but more likely f
or all... as overall in that roarable... 'I know that... I
Know" that... I know
that fucking feeling... no need forr brackets... I know how
fucking ignorant eve
rything is going...
...
You don't have time for my problems....
YOu don't have time for my glitches...
You don't have time to spend with my emotions...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Was it all a lie?
Based on the law of all?
....
You know something... you fucking know something... I
BET IN THAT... and in THAT
... basic on humans emotions...
(MY mother... no she... no her... not she... but who!?) - It
can't be this fucki
ng biatch here in this discussion... hell hasn't came on
the legs to walk and t
o be here... It's too early for it and little late just to start
now... Hell sta
rted and it was in "THE LIFE OF ONE KID"... when you
get to know that book you g
onna find who am I... for real... Now we just talk on the
surface... face to fac
e... eyes into eyes...
..............
THE PROBLEM IS I DON"T KNOW....
....
DOesn't it torture you?
THe feeling that everything is gonna be over?
The game is gonna be over?
- ME?
,...
Oh you just fucking found that... I EXiST... VERY
IMPRESSIVE FOR YOU LITTLE SPEC
IE... I just didn't know about that... I was studyiing you
since 30 years... noo
oooot fuckinnnnnnnnng too much... just a little half of my
life was spend in stu
dying you... BUT WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT "YOU"... I
am not crazy... to talk about "
YOU" and whole...
.....
LEt's continue the journey - Kind of boring of this
Jackson shit... but let's se
e how far can he get - It's FREEMAN HERE...
...............
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... I just said to wait for your
comments... you are so im
pressive species... you just putted some comments.... I
couldn't stop that rea
ction... it was already on action (I JUST SAVED SO
MONEY.... for my beloved mot
her.... _ haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
- Something against my laugh?
- YOu gonna judge me?
- YOu are neither me... neither that so who are you?
- If you were me... okay... come and judge me!?
- If you are "That" okay... judge me again.... but don't try
to gain!
- My fucking vision is fucking blured.... and blooded...
just because of "You"..
. all day and all night you are in my mind.... I see such
possibilities which ju
st fucking ruin my whole day... Is that "LOVE"...............
Nooooooooooooooooo
oooooo... Nooooooooooooo it's possible I to feel love...
it's so decompressive
out of logic... played not by the book... played on some
kind of other scenario.
... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE"....
"LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".
... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... (Mhm, still
nothing on progress... l
et's try twice on this dice.) .... "LoVE"..."LOVE"....
"LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoV
E"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE"....
E"..."LOVE"....
OVE... OVE...OVER... sounds like
OWE...OWE...OWE...OWE...OWE...OWE.... sounds li
ke somebody owe to somebody....
(VICTORY...VICTORY... finally to eat something!)
Irration on Bitches!
- BIatches on irration level work on
- scenario - How much irration is that?
- Sucking cock
- Getting fucked
- Kissing
Very.... very.... fucking irration.... so ration... on this
radiation....
(NOO NEED TO FIX MY WORDs... they are clear
enough... you are dead... that's eno
ugh....)
- Pretty TAFF... isn't it?
...
But i won't give up... I am biology biatch!
..........
So sarcastic... that i want each word to touch ya... and to
hurt ya... reallly..
..reallly....really...bad... that's how bad am I!
No need to kill ya... no need to make some torture
experiments... what i Want is
to make you cry... after you read... it after.... and after...
I to be part of
your imagination... I to be a image which you see in your
nightmares...
And I was a victim of such thing... a victim of my
thoughts... now is your turn
... to become a slave of my thoughts... a slave of my
mind... That's what my min
d wants nothing too complex.... JUSt little lust to control
you.
(I am very thirsty... I am fucking thirsty... so it won't be
very long... to be
honest...)
...
What happens when something plays in your mind
JERKOFF-JERKOFF... over and over ... you do it...
today and you say it after few
days "You have changed... you won't do that
anymore"... you start living with t
hat thought over and over and over and over and over
and over... one day it just
cames the day which again happens this nightmare.... it
happens the nightmare i
n which you again start doing this... again the same
thoughts come in your mind
"You have changed... you won't do that
anymore"...."You have changed... you won
't do that anymore".... You buy few stuff for yourself...
you tell yourself "Tha
t this stuff are going to change you... this stuff are going
to make you stop fr
om that... but no... it gets worst and worst... and worst
you jerk off again and
again and again and again and again it just start to
become an addiction.... It
starts to move like a drug effect....
BUT AGAIN WORLD IS THE SAME
THE SHIT IS THE SAME
SOMEBODY IS TOO INSANE TO BE THE SAME
EVERYONE SHOULD CALL THE INSANITY!
You are so fucking clever that you go with cliches one
after another how fucked up is that!?
The another page is short because you are damn

good smart, right!?
Story
by DeYtH Banger
Story
What type of story do you want... from... I to tell you?
...
...
Do you
....
want
....
Really to hear a story ... now... at that time... at that
moment?
...
Do you really mean what you say?
Do you really understand?
Do you see what I see?
Do you make up your mind?
...
Is that another a trick?
*Shout
(IFFFFFFFFF IT"S ANOTHER TRICK... YOU AIN'T
GONNA TELL ME... RIGHT?)
*Normal Voice (BACK)
...
Data
...
How can I be sure you won't do it?... again... again as
you have done IT before?
...
Before you always you wanted to hear my story
and then to use my story... my words... my sentences...
my lines... against me..
. Isn't that... my weakness?
...
As for on the honest record!
...
I am fucking afraid of that... I can't deal with people
which are fucking using
my information against me...
it's so fucking scary!
*Shout
IT FUCKING PLAYS WITH MY MIND THIS
SCENARIO... IT MAKES ME TO THINK THAT I AM TH
E ONLY LOGICAL HUMAN BEING... HERE THERE
ISN'T ANY OTHER HUMAN BEING...
*Sigh
*Sigh
IT'S ME AND ONLY ME...

by DeYtH Banger
"..." - The WOrds can't explain the way... I feel!

How about you?
- Do they express you? Do they really show the way you
feel? The way you are now
....!?
...
Words, since the beginning to explain the way you feel...
cold....depression...
pressure.... (confession... fashion...) (- I just said that...
because I couldn'
t hold myself... and you are the fucking same type...
aren't ya? AREN'T YA?... A
ND YOU ARE GOING TO JUDGE ME?... REALLY? )....
AND THERE ARE and so much other t
ype of mixed feelings... and is there a word IN THIS
FUCKING WORLD which could e
xplain this?
Is there?
Is there one word which could show what's that?
Nope, I am not lieing...
....
Yes I am saying the lie as for (LIEING) (-- Too fast
change?... oh no problem...
... I just did it on purpose.... ARE YOU FOLLOWING?....
i CAN CHANGE... i CAN CH
ANGE EACH RULE DONE BY THE RULE)
.....
THAT"S SILENCE... DO YOU FEEL THE LIENCE? ...
JUST FOR THE SLICE!?
....
There are so much questions... so much mysteries in
this fucking history...
Relationship
A step little far from friend and best friend... a beginning
of something... try
ing experiments... trying to feel how is really a life with
somebody... to be to
gether... But the question is... IS IT ALL ABOUT THE
FUCKING EXPERIMENT?
Was it a lie?
Are we still in that position?
Did we changed the step?
What's a step?
What's a change?
How does it starts?
(I can play on AND ON AND ON... AND i PROMISE
HERE... i WON'T PUT LIMITS JUST BE
CAUSE FROM ONE PEACH JUST FOR THAT
BIATCH...BUT THAT'S THE PITCH)
- What's the stage?
- Why they stop?
- WHy did they done it?
- Am I there?
- Was I there?
- Who is "I"?
- How does "I" cares?
- Isn't it "I" the person... - "YOu"...
- In your vision you are "I" and I am "YOU"... that's the
faces... and In my vis
ion... I am "I" and you are "YOU"... "YOU" Is the word
which I describe you by..
. (JUST BYE FOR THE LIE.... BYE... LIE... LAY... *Just
for the gay)
(On the record I said that... because I want it... I want it
and I want it... to
say it.. .I am not a gay... neither a lie neither near to
bye... but the questi
on should I CHECK OR NOT?)
//////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Another WAY OF SILENCE... just for the slice!
////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
Build on one fucking coincidence... there aren't enough
coins to explain this dr
eadful nightmare.... this is a mate from the nigh just for
one nigh.... Just pla
in the plate with the plane and give me the plan.
Marriage isn't a lot of... it's again an experiment but from
other POV...
.................................
........................
From other way of seeing the stuff... and what's really
that Relationship? ANd w
hat's the Marriage?
Marriage, these days is an example of how much
mistakes can be done in just in o
ne word... that's marriage... what's get in... it never gets
out... As overall a
nd as a conclusion that's a lesson... which goes ON...
and On... and ON... and
ON.... (Can I repeat it?- NOpe... you don't have rights to
put limits of my righ
ts... just go as right as possible) ON... and On... and
ON... and ON....
ON... and On... and ON... and ON....
And the question isn't tooo complex or to waxy... is it?
Tell me about Foxy!
Why you don't tell me about the Galaxy!?
..................
Am I joking?
I am chokin?
Are you a choke?
Are you a dope?
Just for little doke?
(I just fucking found a new word... and created a new
one ... *SMILE JUST CAME O
UT* - GET IT? WITH IT... I JUST DID IT!... *SMILE
JUST CAME OUT* - GET IT? WITH
IT... I JUST DID IT!... *SMILE JUST CAME OUT* - GET
IT? WITH IT... I JUST DID IT
!... *SMILE JUST CAME OUT* - GET IT? WITH IT... I
JUST DID IT!... *SMILE JUST CA
ME OUT* - GET IT? WITH IT... I JUST DID IT!... *SMILE
JUST CAME OUT* - GET IT? W
ITH IT... I JUST DID IT!)
Can I peak and poke?
Just a peak?
Is that a pitch?
Is that a ditch?
....
NAaaah, that's a biatch!
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................
As overall in overall point of view... that's the way I see..
I feel and talk ab
out stuff... I can be like every one... just basic analysis...
notes and that's
all (It's not bad to ask my mother or mom... can I watch
how she gets fucked by
her boyfriend?..... (NOOOO... it's something which is
weird... I just want notes
...)... Come on...come on... basic... denial... it shouldn't
be like that? SHOUL
D IT BE? OR IT SHOULD... SHOULD IT? RUDE IT...
THAT"S A ROOT.... FOR THE DRONE!)
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I am just studying people's roots and droots just.... just...
just...just....jus
t....just....just (WE BOTH work on repeation... that's
what's humanity is it...
on basic denial... it's a fucking reject to inject... and I
fucking ain't got an
y notes... how about school just for the rule with the
rule!)
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You now... can see people ... no need to use social
media for extra ignorance...
that's what social media is... BUILD ON POINT =
Ignorance... If you think you c
an make something here... it's one fucking mistake...
YOu even don't know who is
really behind that mask... is that person... really...
honest!?
(I can say for sure... shit just hit.... and hit the shit -
which has on moral d
irection with flextion.... very.... with merrry.... logical?)
Is that who is behind that mask!? - So logically we
should think that not being
in state of fake.... both as near to fear the lake... (BUT
BOTH in this boat are
awake....)is someting which is not perfect... if somebody
of state of being fak
e is going to be perfect... Probably ignoring some stuff...
being nice... showin
g kidness... - It's a symptom of FAKENESS......BUT IF
YOU ARE FAKE HOW FAR CAN Y
OU GET?
Fake is just a - 1 step... then fakeness another step...
and WHY we are now afra
id of the lights?
(The work wasn't about lights... it wasn't about
shouting...(SHOOTING!??!?!?!?!?
?) (OMG>.. OH MY GOD...) it was about silence and
darkness... but look how far d
id we get?)
- Are you really honest with me?
- Is that a good move?
- If life was like chess, will it be more easy?
- Computers are kind of complex... but that's why I like
them... flexy and lexy
both of them are here.
- Can I ask a question?
- Can it be a question on which you are going to be
honest?
...
I mean with honest to answer it....
...
So now the questions now is am I yelling?
...
They are fucking taking dope... they are doping... did ya
know that? - IS THERE
A REASON I TO CONTINUE???.... I AM HONEST
HERE!
....................
Look yourself you even don't know how am I feeling...
that I use that "!"... how
do you know is that a yelll or not?
That I write in capital letters... from where do ya know
that I am shouting...
REALLY NOW?
(It could be this my last work... I could be suffering... I
could have kind of d
isease... I could be the biggest liar... how do we both
know that we aren't like
that?)
- How can I know that... you are going to give a chance?
- How can I know that you are my real friend?
- Are we really friends?
- We were friends... or we are friends??
(WHATEVER... JUST LEAVE IT FOREVER AND
NEVER EVER.... WITH WHETHERE THAT"S THE W
EATHER)
- Come on... come on... why in this fucking world you
are doing that and going t
here?
- It wants the darkness... now the light is over... and this
day is going to be
one fucking damn very long and long and long and long
and long... night.
- THe question is too easy!?
Can the light kill this monster?
....
Silence "...." - that's silence and that's what it's scary... it
could be an adv
ange... it could be a trap... it could be a dead... it could a
message... it cou
ld be everything... DOOOOOOOOOOOOO YOU
FUCKING FOLLOWING THE SIGNS? - Do I got y
our attention?
Goood...., goood... but it fucking hurts... it fucking
hurts.... you fucking lef
t me in the darkness.... you told me that you are the
angel... but you are not..
. you are the devil.... you are the fucking monster... you
want to send me in he
ll... THat's why you make this type of experiments... and
what's the style LOWER
OR HIGHER?
(I should made you little confused...... I should have
some kind of control of y
our mind... do I?)
As first I Know you very well
- You are human being
- When you begin... you just start the beginning
- You take a lot of medics
- You sometime lie
- YOu are locked...
- YOu don't get it
- It's too complex to understand it
- I know what you have inside
- I know your expression
("YOU" - Oh... you mean "YOU"... I just got it like "YOU"
as all...... "YOU" Is
already taken by all in 2 face of fear both near to rare
stage.)
(You wanna feel how i feel? Try ...by cutting something
from you (I think so far
... flesh is too fresh... and it's the only way you to
understand my suffering).
.. Try one finger.... then another....
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
-
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAA
...
This should be the word for the way you express your
pain... but don't press it.
.. just hold it...
- THis still isn't the way I feel... it's very little piece...
(I AM NOT A KILLER NEAR TO PROBABILITY NEAR
TO LIES... always with you lays with
in us...)
Try by putting something very very spiky in your pants...
this should make you l
ittle suffer....
DO YOU FEEL IT?
dO YOU FUCKING FEEL IT?
dO YOU FEEL IT?
- Come on... one more message... just one more... tell
me... how do you feel....
are you still conciounus... SOUNDS LIke you have lost
of a lot of blood and you
are suffering... and I Was also suffering... DID YOU
KNOW THAT?... AM I NOW SUF
FERING NOW?? - AGAIN?... PRobably... probably
not!??! and I was also a victim of
that... but did somebody did something on that
problem?
- People continued to say "I understand".... and ..... "I
understand"..."I under
stand".... and ..... "I understand"..."I understand".... and
..... "I understand
"..."I understand".... and ..... "I understand"..."I
understand".... and ..... "
I understand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I
understand"..."I understand"....
and ..... "I understand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I
understand"..."I und
erstand".... and ..... "I understand"..."I understand"....
and ..... "I understa
nd"..."I understand".... and ..... "I understand"..."I
understand".... and .....
"I understand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I
understand"..."I understand"..
.. and ..... "I understand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I
understand"..."I u
nderstand".... and ..... "I understand"..."I understand"....
and ..... "I unders
tand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I understand"..."I
understand".... and ...
.. "I understand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I
understand"..."I understand"
.... and ..... "I understand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I
understand"..."I
understand".... and ..... "I understand"..."I
understand".... and ..... "I unde
rstand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I understand"..."I
understand".... and .
.... "I understand"..."I understand".... and ..... "I
understand"...
- This is endless... as always not a blackhole or is it?
...
AS whole the hole has a hole....
..........................
It has a beginning and it hasn't ending... too simple... it's
not very flashy an
d sparky and spiky... But where is deiki.... daiky? Weiky?
Droiky... - Oh.......
............. I found it...... I fucking found the correct word
dyky... what doe
s it mean????
- I didn't promise to give you a word with explanation...!
- I didn't said that I Am going to explain!
- I didn't said that everything is going to be perfect!...
PERFECT.....PERFECT..
..PERFECT
(Nothing is perfect if flextion is just the beginning of
glextion and what's the
truth? (NEGLACTION... LECTION) ... I just created one
crew with few just with t
he drew and draw the whole few....with the fuel) - I really
do not (MORE LIKELY
NATA) know what was that... but did i say I knew?
Silence...silence...Silence...silence...Silence...silence...Si
lence...silence...
lence...silence...
lence...silence...
lence...silence...
lence...silence...
lence...silence...
... - Do I want too much?
Just to want little silence for my thoughts... being just
"I"... being just "I".
. not being somebody else... in somebody else shoes...
- I am guy... a guy a man... of his word... will this mean a
lot of to you?
- Or it is just... just?
It's the lust... just
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKING PAY THE
ATTENTION
(anD YEAH i A M FUCKING YELLING... AND
KELLING... - nOOOOOOOOOO AGAIN WITH GAIN.
.. i DON'T KNOW...)
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STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP.... FUCKING STOP....
(What's the feeling of losing control of yourself... doing
stuff... which aren't
logical... having in mind few stuff and they to play over
and over and over and
over and to show you possibilities which are the fucking
lie... WHY "you"... fu
cking mind ... why you are torturing me like that?)
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.....
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(And LOOK AGAIN is FUCKING HAPPENING... i JUST
WANTED A CHANCE TO CHANGE..... i
EVEN DON'T HAVE THE WORD FOR Rhyme!?... as
FOR THAT ABOVE YOU JUST FORGOT IT...
DID YA?... yoU FOUND IT AS A NIGHTMARE... AS
NEGATIVE... AND YOU DECIDED TO AVOI
D IT... EVEN SKIP SOME paragraphs... just to keep the
calmness... and to be stil
l at level chill -......... I thought that we are friends... No
fireworks.... as
for the fire... keep it off... to much of it could kill ya!)
Meet
by DeYtH Banger
P.S. - Meetings are short thats why and this one is

going to be a short one.
I have problems with leaving my comfort zone.

Now to be more accurate sometimes my mind just wants
to move then in other time I am too afraid of doing that
it's FUCKING circle.
A loop after all it points advantages. then
disadvantages.
As for now my TV is with black screen with sound, more

likely like a radio no images nothing just sounds and
voices.
To be honest it's a nice start first preparing

to walk without one leg (Please, god to save me from
that comming true I like my
both legs and hands).
After all I learnt that - Psssssf ... Not big deal. ...But
people take it as something strange odd and even very
very creepy Probably - Yeah, I am FUCKING creep.
But I like to get prepared for all types of situations.

Probably and I am for you something like the most
oddest and strangest and creepiest attraction you have
ever saw Easy to be understand sometimes others a bit
hard some others too complex or even impossible. But I
can't be Perfect, can I?
Now as for me learning to understand everything like

whole image with only sound -
Nothing against that but it's very fucked up. On the
record, That's the worst and last place you want to be ..
(Sometimes shit somebody owes you or sometimes it
should be removed.)
As for other stuff, I miss the fucking of this big ass of this
hot BIATCH and what I don't understand is why this
people are watching me like that Okay I am very
pervert this days .
I want to suck a furry pussy

But who has said that I can't be such type of person my
teacher of shopping economy as for honesty have one
FUCKING deep and big ass for now 5-6 times fucking
that ass will be awesone, even slapping her ass. Very
nasty, as for other features
I don't like her face probably and her pussy isn't big deal
but still she has a pussy . Ass. .
And Boobs which could give me some pleasure. I

fucking like it when she
catch me looking her and with her glasses on her face It
makes me just FUCKING .FUCKING .FUCKING
..FUCKING CRAZY CRAZY
So If she gets in my hands It won't be a fucking bad idea

to jerkoff and cum over
her whole body it will be the best record I have ever
made.
I like seeing her mouth open, while she is making twerk

dance with her ass on my dick.
But if we are going to talk about pervert stuff

Why not the best blowjob made from the woman - My
boss - I bet 400$ that she is
hot if not.
Still she could do some awesome stuff footjob is a nice
start and as a
kind of job feetjob playing with my dick by using only
her feet fingers . Sounds awesome..
What surprises me is to see her licking her feet and foot

from the sperm
l3t's remove that!?
HEY BIATCH WANNA WE TO PLAY???

.
PROBABLY AS A CONS AND PROS A KNIFE IN THE
ASS IT'S ALL ABOUT THE GAIN.
BUT REMEMBER I AM FEELING BETTER WITHOUT

YOU SOONA IN THE END I will BECOME LIKE
MY ENEMY
.
MATRIX.
MY ENEMY
.
MATRIX
MY ENEMY
.
MATRIX
MY ENEMY
.
MATRIX
MY ENEMY
.
MATRIX
OH, SO GRATEFUL I just removed the wanky Danny

BIATCH.. .
I have decided to don't

tell you who for real am I . So fuck off.
As for the syndrome as a young I always wanted to be
woman which sucks I cocks .
(But as for now I don't know ya I am little late a bit for
school .)
How did I passed up to 11 grade?
My first time FUCKING somebody for real It was when I
was in 7 grade I fucked the
boss of my school with a cock which was a extra size -
That's how I get the best!
(THE BOSS IS A FEMALE NOT MALE)
And this should explain, how I have reached here, the

basic idea of what I do is more likely . FUCKING..
FUCKING . Without any relationships just fuck buddies,
more likely I fuck you in REPLACE for good results!?
(Relationships suck so much emotions drama and so

many horrible stuff even these days it's rare some kind
of relationships or marriages to live longer they are short
on period As for "Now")
It wasn't a bad sex, first I showed her that she is the
boss by making her pants
wet by using my tongue on he pants and spinning
spinning it in circle Over AND OVER AND OVER AND
OVER AND AGAIN AND AGAIN IN CIRCLE AROUND
HER PUSSY
After few minutes she was wet very wet (you shouldn't
be here you should be there to see the adventure with
this sweetie we done.)
Still, it's not big deal It was my first time FUCKING
somebody . But still I have gr
eat memories from that adventure with this 40 Yeard old
woman. She is a divorced
woman, mainly that her husband didn't gave her what
she deserved and should hav
e.
Then to show her that she is lucky . I took her feet and I
putted them in a such wa
y . So to be easy sucking her toes one by one One at a
time slowly and gently playin
g with her fingers .She was enjoying it she was getting
more and more wet she even go
t so much horny that... she wanted more sex .in her ass
and pussy. Up today we are fuck buddies!
The Second was my biology TEACHER it started from
looking her boobs and ass. (Here it was difficult to stop I
just couldn't stop ) She couldn't reject it she was seeing
my gaze since the beginning of when we met and she
has become my biology teacher .
So she decided to use that as something like a
advantage and this went in a step
in which she started to flirt with me First at school then
out school (To be honest she was FUCKING hot chick)
then as a third she started to Push . Push her as on m
y dick even kind of twerking around my dick with clothes
on .
This fucked up thing . happen at the Subway . Inside In
front of so many people .
( I decided to ask her on date after all I had chances to
be with her..)
The date more likely went FUCKING her on her bed in
her room
She started to play with herself as first by touching her
pussy with her wet fingers by putting them inside and
slowly moving them IN OUT .IN OUT .IN .OUT .IN .OUT
.IN .OUT
T SHE STARTED moaning
I couldn't hold myself and I started jerking off in her
mouth
she very fast moved
from playing with her pussy to . PLAYING WITH HER
HOT SEXY . HUGE BOOBS.. . By sucking
them and getTING MORE AND MORE AND MORE
HORNY.
I tried my best and making her whole body full of cum
.Her kissing was incredible Sucking Kissing .
sucking kissing.... My whole dick went wet. My balls
were FUCKING wet from her!
It was one great night! - Today we still FUCK even with
her boss we make some kind of mixes. It's really
awesome.
Fake
by DeYtH Banger
P.S. - People are fake and you dont fucking know it.
do ya!?
DeYtH Banger Notes Before I start to talk about fake....

let's see what can in your mind come as fi rst thoughts...
or what are the possibilities? Can I put my glasses? Can
I put my hat? Can I put my mask? Can I... before I do
this all stuff....let me .... give me a chance to put my f
ake costume? Can I..... ..................... More likely fake
people have glasss... hat... mask... fake costume... fake
smile s... even the worst picture of fakeness... is that in
the end we find that nothi ng was for real... all was
marely a part of the fake illusion.... everything...
exaggerating about themselfs.............. like putting soo
incredible stuff that.... they look in somebody else
faces.... perfect and it's fucking ... unbelieveable.... - The
stuff they say! (P.S. I hope this kind of story suprises
you and you find it enjoying....) A Victim of My OWN
Mind - Should I be a fucking victim, won't I? - I Really
don't want to do that... - I really don't want even to be
here - I really don't want to be with him - I really don't
want to be with them............................ her - I really don't
want to show my real self... .... IF we look deeper, your
mind doesn't makes "You"... "You" are made from
somethin g else... that you have mind doesn't means it's
yours and that's who you really are... - Mind is just a
tool... more likely a free tool like the computer softwares
an d pirate films/books/series and etc.... - Unfortunately
your mind is unique... so yo are fucking damn unique
victim, are n't ya? ............... FUCKING.....AREN'T
YA?!.....FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!.....
FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!..... FUCKING.....AREN'T
YA?!..... FUCKING.....AREN'T YA ?!.....
FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!..... A Victim of my own
hands - Have you ever had the feeling that you can't
control your hands? You even can't do anything on that
problem... somebody starts fight and you star t shouting
(COME ON.... COME ON... COME ON.... FUCKING HIT
ME... BASTARD)... yo u insult your enemy............. he
gets angrier and what happens? - He start hitting you...
each hit is more paintful and more and more and more..
. (And you shout ON your hands... come on...
PLEASE.... ONE DAY...... more .... one fucking day
more... come on... HEY HANDS... DON'T STAY LIKE
THAT......) - Wh at really happens in this delusion of
yours? More likely your hands slowly are moving and
they are fucking doing nothing to defend you... WEAK IN
YOUR OWN HANDS..... WEAK IN YOUR OWN
HANDS... WEAK IN YOU R OWN HANDS....WEAK IN
YOUR OWN HANDS....WEAK IN YOUR OWN
HANDS... (Do my work w hich is start repeating this in
your mind and how does this makes you feel?... ) -
How!? (SHARE THE FUCKING FEELING - Now I am
going to take the role of Freeman a Fucking ignorant a
symbol ignorance.... hatefulness..... - Now a victim of
your own mind... a victim of your own hands? - Come
on... Come on...Come on...Come on...Come on...Come
on...Come on................ How much f ucked up is
THAT...THAT? - Your mind plays a tape inside of your
brain soooooooooo much pleasure is goi ng to come on
the way... a booster full of adrenaline is going to raise
from you r veins (--- Fucking ready cut them... because
you are there again and again and again... and you want
to see the fucking murder... the fucking killing... it ju st
makes you fucking good... it gives you sooooooooo
awesome feeling.... so incr edible pleasure...).............
Mind Level 1: Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob...
Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the
face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blo
wjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the
face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJo b...Boobsjob...
Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the
face...Jerkoff.. . Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob...
Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on t he
face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob...
Blowjob... Handjob... Dogg y Style... Cum on the
face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob
... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff...
Handjob... BlowJob... Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob...
Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Ha ndjob...
BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy
Style... Cum on the f ace...Jerkoff... Handjob...
BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy St
yle... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob...
Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob...
BlowJob...Boob sjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy
Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjo b...
Style... Cum on the face. ..Jerkoff... Handjob...
BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style.
.. Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob...
BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Hand job... Doggy
Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob...
BlowJob...Boobsjob ... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy
Style... Cum on the face... - Sounds like.... it's the
fucking beginning you won't do anything else without
having this in mind, would ya? Mind Level 2: So what's
going to be the skin colour of the girl? - Yellow? .. .W
hite!?.... Black!?................. How about Nails? - What
type of nails do you want....specific!? - Long ones...
Short ones (P.S. AS always I fucked up the wo rd ones
with once.... off come on.....).... How about the colour of
the nails? . .. - Pink? Red?... White?... Or without any
manicure!?.... How about the style o f the hair.... how
about the colour of the hair? (Note: More likely a level
full of questions about "Who" am I searching for... like
how do I want to look like the person who I am going to
watch... who is going to be the fucker her husband. ..
boyfriend.. Best Friend... Friend.... or!?) - Off come on....
few more moves and you are going really to fuck
somebody (That 's what my mind says to me...)... don't
stop (In fake - It happens like I am fuc king her for
real....)..... In real... the truth is that.... I am very....very..
..very... far away from that.... I am fucking....just in front
of my monitor at home and jerking off.... Mind Level 3:
How about the FUCKING CATEGORY!? - Lesbian....
Mature... Gay..... Asian.... French....Deep Throat....
Anal... Deep Pussy.... Old/Young... .Teen.. ...... How
about where is going to start?.....At the Kitchen?..... At
the Living Room? ..... Hall? ..... BatRoom?.... In the
Car.... In the Bus..... Outside.... .... At school.... How
about the situation? (LEt's take a look more deeper from
Boyfriend and.... husband.... little more deeper...) A
student and a teacher... Sister and a brother.... Mother
and Son... Wife and Husband.... Best Friends = T wo
females.... Group Sex............................................. Mind
Level 4: (So you had the money... you bought the
drugs....and now you are o n drugs....(SO GET IT
LIKE....) YOU ARE FUCKING READY!) - Slowly you
start using your other hand... and start jerking off with
the thoug ht that somebody else is doing that while you
are relaxing (SOUNDS VERY SICK... BUT THAT'S
WHO YOU ARE.... OUTSIDE JUST
PERFECT....INSIDE A CREATURE OUT OF HELL L...
FULLL OF SINS...) Jerkoff, BlowJob.... Handjob....
Doggy Style.... .Cum On the face.... JerkOff - YOu are
fucking Jerk.....Jerk.....Jerk...
soOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yE AH GO
AND PUT IT OFF........ Handjob - I know one type of
work which can involve one of your hands.... (It's
logical.....) BLowjob - Off, come on.... Off Come on....
REALLY.... REALLY.... SO FUCKED UP AN D SCREW
UP!?... iS IT REALLY THE DICK BLOWED FROM THE
BIATCH?... (oPPS... EXCUSE ME... i MEAN FROM
THE COOL WOMAN (Biatches don't exist...but the
Beach exist)) In other words while sucking your dick air
gets in your dick... throw your dick hole.... Doggy Style -
FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUC
KING....FUCKING....
FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUC
KING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUC
KING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING
....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKIN
G....Definitely....Definitely I am going to invite the dogs...
for the Doggy Sty le... I like that fucking doggy style one
of my FAV. Cum on the Face - Oopsss... Oppps.....
Oppss....I just spilled my milk.... ON YO U! A victim of
your Own Thoughts Aren't you a victim Aren't you?
ARen't you? Aren't ya? It takes you hours to think about
something own.... like to build... an opinion. ... so you
fucking leave your brain "OFF" not to be used and you
use somebody el se brain.... for that... .OFF COME
ON.... OFF COME ON... that's a fucking...... Cliche.... -
For God sake! Roles Roses... Rose.... I victim on the
beach... next to me there is one bitch and next to her
there are few more bitches.... ................................. But
This logically viewed is more likely a role from the future
taking it as a f eature.... Words = Biatches.... and vice
versa..... (That's HELL... and you WANT MORE.... so
much confusions... nightmares...) I lived.................. let's
little fix it "DEVIL I" - Come on,... so God, thinks that "I
lived" is the fucking devil... I hope I don't reach that
checkpoint "I lived..." - It's fucke d up.... I ived = I was....
so let's take it more likely as a "I was".... I was a fake
person... I was a fake user not once... but more than
once... neith er and twice..... (BUY ME a device by
playing random moves with this dice... let the vice take
that part....) If it's about the feeling, it's AMAZING... IT'S
FUCKING AWESOME.... playing with somebody's
feelings... making them wet and even if you take the role
of a girl. .. you won't believe what happen... SO I am
going to tell you...... I took the r ole of Female... a lot of
people sended me requests to add them even they
starte d sending me perv photos... after I comfirm their
requests..... I most likely to ok a role of a Pornstar... (To
be perfect.... ) I took some some twitter images. ....... of
this user getting know her more and more and more
then I used that ag ainst the humans... more likely the
male race....it was like I am above everyone ... I am
somebody's boss.... - Cool enough... (BUt still it was in
the name of the science... the other times as for the first
ones.... they were just a joke... I wanted they to test
that...) - It was basically a revenge... somebody hurts
you... then Why you don't try hur t them slowly... first to
show them to taste of their poison.... To go perfect a nd
to ruin it perfectly you should perfect in moves... First in
1 year or less t han a 1 year make them feel
different/special... try the role as a Psychopath... start
likeing what they like... start talking about how you are
going to do all l that bad stuff (Don't worry if you get little
wet... from yourself... if you d o that... it's a good SIGN
ISN'T IT...!??! - i GONNA TELL YOU AS MUCH YOU
WET BE COME AS MUCH YOU BECOME)... IF YOU
PRACTICE THIS TO MAKE THEM FUCKING TRUST
YOU AND TO MAKE THEM IN SUCH POSITION THAT
IF YOU GIVE THEM THEIR POISION... THEY AR E
GOING FUCKING DIE FROM THAT FOR REAL IN
REAL...) - AS a second step you could start from the
small problems and to make them bigger... (BUT
REMEMBER DEPENDS which role are you going to
play... as what gender and remember always you CAN
FUCKING FIND NEGATIVE... - jUST BE PATIENT...
NEGATIVE IS THE REASON i AM HERE.. . (as FOR
LITTLE HONESTY... i AM HERE... TO PUT YOU ON
DEEPER LEVEL...ON NEGATIV E... MY MIND WORKS
ON NEGATIVE... ONLY ON THAT SHIT...) - It's easy
AS FOR ME... . I could do that... Just putting my
"Female" mask and look me... "I am a biatch ..."... "I am
whore""" .... "I am one fucking bad girl...".... - A tip... a
fuck ing tip from me... to be perfect.... (FUCKING
ANAlysis people... behavior... sta tus... way of talking
everything... if it's needed write some notes on how your
mother gets fucked or how your fathers your mother who
knows.... Just go as much deeper... as I am going to
go... - I ain't gonna become a gay... but stilll I a m a
normal person and I just like to be on deeper level...
(Come one I don't gi ve a shit.... that's even not me... Bill
said that... (Really I said that!??/ BI lll... come on...come
on... You little piggie...piggie yOU ARE FUCKING
AFRAID AR EN'T YA!??!))) - People like me aren't the
best friend (if you have in mind that each of your s teps
gets a note...)... Just a Analysis I can be you... I can be
perfect... I can't be!? - You don't want to wish your
nightmare, do ya? - I can do that... but I CAN BET IN
THAT... YOU AIN'T GONNA LIKE IT.... I AM GOI NG
TO MAKE YOU
FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GG SCARED................. (rOLE S, AREn't bad ...... ain't
....shoutin!?) Hurt People hurt you in the name of fake...
- IF you think that this is something special... and
something very exciting you aren't fucking right with your
mind ... Fake is a lie... based on illusions an d
delussions... It's fucked up when you understand that
you have spend so much t ime with somebody and in
the end what do you see!? - YOu see somebody playing
with you... HE is fake.... She is FAke.... .... even can't
he/she fit your category - But this is other problem (P.S.
If I am hurting you... I am very sorry... that's the world
and you should take this.... easy or on the fucking hard
way.... you will need to take it... be tter now than latter...
latter isn't as always forever later............) Insult
(FreeMan was the whole beginning of all ... A guy who
likes to see how people ge t angry... as for me I am
more sick him that... I AM YOUR NIGHTMARE...
BETTER TO GET CONFUSED THAN TO
UNDERSTAND YOU... iF i UNDERSTAND YOU... YOU
AIN'T GONNA L IKE IT... TO BE HONEST, IT'S NOT O
NTHE RECORD BUT STILLL i CAN SAY THAT... i FU
CKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TO TAKE NOTES OF
HOW YOU GET FUCKED.. . HOW YOU MOVE... EACH
STEP... EACH THING... i LIKE THAT...... sO
BASSICALY SOON A i AM GOING TO PREDICT
YOUR NEXT MOVE) Fake is more like a excuse... but
kind of in a nice way and in the same time it' s
something very....VERY....VERY....VERY BAD more
likely insultING you... Showin g you how weak are you...
Showing your leaks of your system and how much
vulnera ble you in real are.... - But that's the beginning...
Once upon a time.... You were the fake person... you
were in the costume of a fa ke person... You enjoy it and
now IT"S TIme to be "I" as a feature in that costu me...
My time to start controlling my life.... My time to stop
letting somebody to play with my feelings.... My time to
start hurting people.... My time for revenge.... My time
for level of insanity My time to show you how I feel My
time to show you my preparation... in this dedication....
for the fucking END ITCATION which is fucking TOO
COMPLEX FOR SUFFOCATION
Fakeness/Thoughts
by DeYtH Banger
Is there a fucking narrator in your head, please tell me?
Is there somebody who explains you each word? - In

your screw up mind!?
Is there someone who can replace somebody?
Is there somebody from who you learn that art... the art
to be cold
PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE, FUCKING ANSWER ME...
DON'T IGNORE ME... DON'T IGNORE ME...
I DIDN'T IGNORE YOU... DID i?
I have always knew the feeling...

I have always been familiar with such things and
moments... and thoughts...
I have always seen people which have been on the line
of suicidal...
I was there for them... as always...
Time as always didn't stopped...
BUT THE FUCKING QUESTION IS WHO IS PLAYing

tricks with my mind and who is going to be there when I
am on this line...
You think that i don't know what's suicide!? (YOu are

fucking wrong...soon the answer will be out... the riddle
will become more than a riddle... a piece which has
become solved.)
PLEASE DON'T MAKE IT AS SOMETHING ELSE...

DON'T CHANGE THE TOPIC... DON'T FUCKING
IGNORE IT
(aS FOR YOUR YELLING, YES i AM FUCKING DOING
IT... IT'S BECAUSE YOU... YOU JUST DON'T FOCUSS
ON THIS POINT.. FOR GOD
SAKE YOU FIRST LIED... AS FOR SECOND YOU
AREN'T A DROP OF WATER, ARE YOU?)
(I am going to repeat each message.... as much as I
want.. .as much as I can get your attention (you know
that scenario... you know that script... oh great... so my
words are cliche, aren't they!?)... and you fucking
discovered that in 3 hours!? - I could do it more faster
than you, I don't insult your intellect, do I?.. .If you are
here... probably you are lieing about everyting...
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
LOGICALLY THIS BETWEEN US IS BASED ON A
FUCKING LIE... SO CLEVER... SO SMART... ISN'T
IT!?) - i LIVED SO LONG TIME PEOPLE TO PLAY
TRICKS WITH ME AND EVEN... TO IGNORE ME... TO
BECOME A VICTIM OF THEIR THOUGHTS... OF
THEIR LAUGHING... SHOUTING... OF THEIR SICK
GAMES...)
- I always thought that we are something more than this,

are we!?
- Or this is another delusion?
- Is it, just fucking don't tell me... everything between

us... around us... thoughts... AND EVERYTHING ELSE
WAS FAKE...
...
IF IT IS, CAN YOU LITTLE SILENCE THAT... i CAN'T

proccess that.... DATA....
stooooooooooooooooooooooooop... fucking STOP... i
rEALLY MEAN IT...
- yoU THINK THAT i kNOW THE SCENARIO... i

FUCKING KNOW IT... i AM NOT AFRAID OF DON'T
KNOWING... i AM AFRAID OF THE POSSIBILITIES OF
HOW EVERYTHING WENT... iWAS SO HONEST...
PROBABLY 1 YEAR DIFFERENCES... 1 YEAR LIE...
(yoU KNOW WHAT i AM TALKING ABOUT, RIGHT?)
(TO be clear here... math says that... the person with

you should understand you... what if that = confusion...
is that a level of understand or it's very far from that
branch of that fucking tree... (I am going to say it here... I
ain't gonna explain my emotions... they are fucking
complex... if something can't be understood it means...
that's it's too complexy to be understood. I feel better
that this here was more simple, but!?)
(OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF, come
on... I talk about my emotions and you ain't give any
shit, really!? - So humanoidish.... so if yo don't give
emotions... what now really makes you different from the
robots!?... From a table!?... from a machine... from a
computer???... COME ON... I just
WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNT YOUR FUCKING ATTENTION...).. .yoU
WERE TALKING AND THEN i STARTED TALKING
ABOUT THAT AND WHAT'S YOUR ANSWER...
WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING ANSWER... IGNORANCE...
FROM ALL KINDS OF....

IGNORE IT

IGNORE IT
IGNORE IT

IGNORE IT

IGNORE IT
IGNORE IT

IGNORE IT
- So tell me... be honest... tell me why you ignore me...

as a first!? AS a second... why you don't share
opinions!?
- You are afraid of me... you think I am something which

is going ain't to have any emotions...........
Let's talk about your uniqueness... shall we!?

iF, you are fucking drop water... you should be a unique
drop, right?
But why am I so fuckIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING RIGHT?
Unique, unique... and how much unique are you!?
- Did you knew the feeling!?
Waiting with seconds... minutes... (IS somebody going

to answer!?)... seconds become hours... Minutes
become blackhole... in which seconds fight against
minutes, that's what's time... a fucking fight... not a battle
or war... but something very small with little
damage..........
fAKENESS... a word described from your own head

narrator.... something which is too much fake.. and it
should be
fakeness... thoughts?
- Social Media is based on thoughts... you share
thoughts, some thoughts get blocked... ignored...
get some simple answers. But it's not ARW (A real
World).... it's a social media... in the real world you can
not only talk with you mouth but you can talk and with
your body language.
- Please now... don't tell me you fucking don't know

about the body language... (BUT WASN"T IT USeless to
go there and to see that it's empty...!? No reply... No
answer... nothing... just empty... just as a last message
mein...)
- You said that you care and how much do you care!?
- Writting to me when you feel sad... not asking about
my emotions..... putting me as so different that I am not
a human but an Alien... why Alien... why like a Alien!?
- So bassicaly with your behavior you mean that my
emotions are less important THAN YOURS!?... WTF....
WTF... SO WHY ARE WE EVEN IN RELATIONSHIP...
TELL ME.... FUCKING TELL ME!? TO HAVE
INTEREST ONLY IN YOUR EMOTIONS!? WHAT AM i?
A huMAN OR A ROBBOT? That's very selfish from your
side.... ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSN'T
IT!? - Tell me!?
Since when you become more important from me!?
...
Off come on... it was a fucking question... out the place

where and stupidity comes... a confusion, really!?
- It's a small piece... if i can say that!?

should be

should be
should be
should be
fakeness... thoughts?fAKENESS... a word described
from your own head narrator.... something which is too
much fake.. and it should be
fakeness... thoughts?fAKENESS... a word described
from your own head narrator.... something which is too
much fake.. and it should be
should be
should be
(Ohh, I discovered something new and that you pay

attention at my repeation... taht i Repeat stuff... cool... so
you kind of paying attention or
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOO!?)
But please fucking don't change the topic... so what you

gonna repeat the same over and over to get fucking
confused and then to
say "The work was very confusing and I didn't
understand anything"...
MhmMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM the problem was
that you weren't focused, while you reading with your
mind this work you had in your mind something else...
You were in FUCKING AUTO PILOT, let's bet on that.
Thoughts, what are you thoughts?

- Some people say that thoughts are the stuff which
make us different.
- Some people even can't find what's really the world....

they are on the fucking top and they never look deep
down in the ocean - Ocean, that's the world... a fucking
ocean as more deep you go as more dark it gets...
- Some people even don't get the fucking logic... logic

based on thoughts... thoughts based on logic... that's
what thoughts
are for most people... a FUCKING LOGIC...
- So logicaly fro this experiment... first of all I find about

that you are fucking lieing... then what do I find!? That
you are fake... then I find that you ignore me... then I
find that you pay on specific stuff attention... then I find
that... we are going out... just to eat and to go home...
no food no go out - SInce when!?
It REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY
FUCKS ME up... that you even don't see I try to make
this between us little more smooth... little to fix the bugs
and the errors... but what happens!?
- You see it as a chance to ignore me more and more

and more and to do random emotions and even near to
start playing with my emotions...
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Am I fucking here and I have emotions... I should take
different role... different features Psychopaths, don't
have emotions, do they?
- That's the best character ever created from god... this I

should be... then I won't worry about getting FUCKING
HURT FROM YOU... FROM PATIENCE... EMOTIONS...
GAMES... AND HOW YOU EVEN REACT TO ME JUST
BECAUSE OF SOMEONE ELSE... OF COME ON!? i
AM NOT YOUR PROBLEM... BUT YOU SEARCH IN
THE PLACE... I THE CODE AND SEARCH THE
UNIQUE ONES... HERE YOU ARE WRONG...
PROBLEMS AREN'T UNIQUE THEY ARE VERY
SIMPLE... IF YOU DID KNEW THAT... WE WON'T
HAVE THIS HERE DISCUSSION, WILL WE!?
That somebody fucks you in right position and you fuck

in left position... IT'S
FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
YOUR PROBLEM... NOT MEIN...
Scenario
- Don't put me as a stupid person

- Don't block me or ignore me
- Don't think that I won't find out... about that... I know
that moment.... you show in yourself interest by going in
somebody else interest by crossing each interest and
look you just fucking changed the topic.
Asking!?
- How am I?
- What did I got from...!?
- Where do I live?
- What's my name?
- What's my religion
- WOw... lol... so much "What" questions... and what

suprises me is the fucking ending... in the END we see
how much you care... you are interest in me...
"What did I got from christmas!?" - Good question... I tell

you and without you asking me you auto reply with your
present, don't ya?
There are and other examples
Like
"What's your name?"... My name is Freeza... and auto

you answer mein is Mrioderschalphen...
.........
(That's an endless path... I leave it to you... let's see how

far you can get and when you gonna get confused fom
your thoughts?)
Random
- Random can't play with that topic... here with this

above... fakeness.. or it can play!?...
if that's a feature of randomness... how much random is

somebody when he get's in the costume of
a fake person. That's what Fakeness is - a Fake
Costume and look us again... logic... pilot.... thoughts...
and you fucking again changed the topic....................
SO ... let's be accurate... Probably you didn't understood

me right, did ya?... So I am going to said it again...
Okay!?
(P.S. Oh this could explain everything.. .but it doesn't fix

the problem that you didn't showed interest in me...
that's not sex to punish me.. . and with what are you
punishing me?... I had reason for that day... as for me I
was outside... (Sorry for going like that...)...
- First of all, you can't ask a question... because the

possibility of the ability to answer your question it's not
possible, why?
(P.S. Yeah... .yeah... it's my fucking work... it's
happening with one of my friends.. where I live... in my
house....)
.................
, I am a fucking script what you read that's all, who build

me!?
- People like you... Screw up people like you... your
thoughts helped me to improve my survice and
effectiveness... let's stop talking about me...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
let's talk about you... ABOUT YOUR FUCKING LFE...

TELL ME MORE... FUCKING DON'T STOP... i AM
JUST A THE PAWN IN THIS FUCKING
CHESSBOARD... A BOARD
ON WHICH CHESS IS PLAYED.. and life is like chess,
right!?....
THERE ARE IMPORTANT PIECES WHICH COST 3

OR 9 POINTS... AND WHO AM i!?
1 pOINT... WHO GIVES A FUCK ABOUT 1 POINT...
IT'S LIKE A 1 DOLLAR... 1$... WHAT CAN YA, BUY
WITH THAT?
(ofF COME ON.. .YOU FUCKING CHANGED AGAIN
THE FUCKING TOPIC...)
Please......STOP!?!?@?@?!
- So very smart, I try to put a new rule in your... not very

complex but very simple to be define and what do you
do!?
You ignore that rule and how do you ever run in this
program in which you are... probably near to application.
That's what
Smart Phones are a fucking babies... you know that... a
smart phone is a baybe... a computer = adults... that's
why the phone has
limits and computer hasn't such limits. The differences
between the computers and the smart phones are the
same like
the Adults and the Babies... But why do am I fucking
here!?
(I start fucking bashing my head....

FUCKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING HITTING IT TO THE
WALL... i START HEARING STRANGE SOUNDS...
SOME STRANGE VOICES
iS START SHOUTING....
STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOP, THEN NOTHING.. .FUCKING NOTHING i START
MORE AND MORE AND MORE AND AGAIN AND
AGAIN
BASHING AND HITTING MY HEAD IN TO THE
WALL...)
and again

SOME STRANGE VOICES
AGAIN
WALL...)

SOME STRANGE VOICES
AGAIN
WALL...)
and again

SOME STRANGE VOICES
AGAIN
WALL...)

SOME STRANGE VOICES
AGAIN
WALL...)

SOME STRANGE VOICES
AGAIN
WALL...)
...
The room isn't a big and large one... its' a fucking cube...
you know the film Cube, right!?
The same is and my room nothing too flashy... just one
perfect bright and white room... with a gear inside it...
just to can see the time...) - Probably with little
changes... from the cube film room....
- I am fucking getting
ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....
YOU AGAIN FUCKING CHANGED THE TOPIC...
- let"s fuckiNG END THIS ONES AND FOR ALL, BUT

DON'T FORGET i REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN
YOU LIED TO ME...
(time fucking STOPPED... THAT"S WHAT IS THE

GEAR... i FUCKING STOP THE
TIME...............................
i AM IN A BLACKHOLE... AND THIS BLACKHOLE...
SLOWLY IS EATING ME...pIECE BY PIECE... BONE
BY BONE... LEG BY LEG... ARM BY ARM......................
Forceful
by DeYtH Banger
Forceful Don t be so forceful, don t make yourself to do

stuff which you don t want. Don t go so forceful on this
path,.............it s still the beginning. Don t be forceful to
go in a change for in this little range. RAGE IS near to
change but it s own way it s need a charge not very
simple but the agy one . Forceful, so sinful thoughts so
horrible and insane pictures, but is that in midd le? .... iF
NOT WHAT'S GOING TO BE IN THE MIDDLE!?
//////////////// .................................. Where is even the
middle, are we even!? Searching for AN A answer a
question and even for the middle and the beginning...s o
TELLL ME DEAR READER AND SO FUCKING GOOD
LEADER WHAT'S GOING TO BE THE FIRST!? The
event is very even.,...... AND EVENwho is behind that
mask!? And who is behind that wall so silent at the
morning and so FUCKING LOUDER IN THE NIGHT
Forceful is something which is in moment for little period
of time You do that just to punish yourself, but why do
you punish yourself!? Why are you so stupid to do that?
Are you dumb? We are now in whole new world and
how does this world so fucking different... ho w!? Is it a
bit on a pattern and little weakness?... And why do you
do it again that... after so much centuries have been
passed... after so much words have bee n exchanged...
TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLL
LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ME, W HY!?............. WHY!? (i
AM NOT A VERY GOOD WRITER, BUT i MORE
LIKELY A TYPER... A VICTIM OF MY MIND.. . A MIND
WHICH DOESN'T LET ME TO BE FREE... i AM
FUCKING SLAVE OF MY WHOLE MIND. .. LOCKED IN
A BODY... A SPIRIT WHICH CAN'T MOVE... BECAUSE
FROM ONE FUCKING MIN D..............) AND FUCKING
POINT IS THAT......................................... It's still th e
beginning and You are the whole thing and the main
point in this story . You made the story... by taking part
in it.... you were next to me... you were there..... ...........
You are now the main character, without you... I will
won't write su ch a story... if there is a glitch probably
you made it.... - YOU... FUCKING BAS TARD... WHAT
YOU SEE HERE IS HOW THE IFORMATION GOES IN
AND THEN OUT FROM THE MI ND... HOW IT
HAPPENS THE WHOLE MAGIC... - It's nothing tricky....
but more likely something very geeeky! Does it make
you feel ......special... !? - Just a little....!? But before you
answer, first ask your dear narrator...........what s Special
- What s the meaning of that word is that something
which is rare? Forceful to change forceful to become
more dreadful and so...... EVENTFUL
.............................................
Code
by DeYtH Banger
Code When I was born, it was given to me a code... a

probably in your language you ca ll it as a Name... mein
Code was Daniel... and I have four diggit number 1479...
sounds like lucky one... because it haves "9", but is that
luck and what is it really luck??? I found out at 9 that
Mama and Papa... were in heaven, when I heard about
that.. . I thought first of all... that as a Joke... second
great dystopia... as third probably something like a glitch
in my code of code... but whatever to think ye ars are
like here 5678 pages.... which means my years as for
you are nothing ju st pages which could be read in less
than 3 years.. or you could collect all the data around
you and what's funny thing it will be data which which is
about 23 years around what really happen.... on paper it
depends as how much good writer are you... it can take
2 years max or even less... As for read... more likely wi
th today's technology one.... or few days... put it as
something like 2 weeks ma x. Feature by feature... the
same is and for "future" should be explored, I know th at
VR HAS BEEN CREATED... AND I HAVE STRANGE
MEMORIES from deeper looking under the surface... I
start feeling headache and other strange
disadvantages... Last thing I remember or more likely
the thing in the middle which connects... now wi th
middle and first... was being in jail... But how? When?
Why? Where?... I real ly can't answer these
QUESTIONs, probably somebody is playing with my
mind... wi th that fucking middle comes a strange code...
I like being in state of middle.. . I like in the middle to
be... middle is a cool place... last... noo... first.. .really!?
Middle... is the best place as for me... between two
people... that's what's.... 1. Questions ( Questions need
a answer by itself answer could answer the answer by
itself be replaceable by the question) - So far on 1 and
it's strange.... but let's execute the program... we are
appli cation in this fucking program so far from this
code... But it's a impressive... if we follow code... more
Likely not free code... but trying to feel somehow by it's
own way freedom. Which in other words... this code is
free and it wants mor e than it gets... - Do you get that!?
Or (#include main(t,_,a) char *a; { return!0
1,t<_?main(t+1,_,a):3,main(-94,-27+t,a)&&t==2?_<13?
main(2,_+1,"%s %d %d\n"):9:16:t<0?t<-72?main(_,t,
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='/')+t,_,a+1) :0 "!ek;dc
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.vpbks,fxntdCeghiry"),a+1); ), That's logicalable... written
on the rules of logic... but what happens if it's written on
randomness and less logic!? - I JUST FUCKING TOLD
YA.... the fucking defenition of humans...... 2. Sex ( Sex
is useless thing of the ability and has it's own probability)
-Sex, is the thing which makes you to make
generation.... more likely everything is about luck. 3.
Thanks (If somebody says "Thanks", you should answer
with "Welcome"...or other nice way , other kind of way....
If somebody do something for you which is good.... or le
t's put it like positive.... this needs to get "Thanks"... in
any case) - This rule is very simple... if somebody say
"Thanks", your answer in any case could be that
"Welcome", or something else from category kindness....
and vice v ersa. 4. Random (Humans aren't very
logicable... if you think that they have logic only... you h
ave fucking made mistake... it will very good to be your
last one or not???? Com mand status: Unknown....
Mistakes by itself in status: Couldn't really be difine ....
are they a glitch?.... A Bug? .... Error...........
(NooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O..... DON'T
EXECUTE THE PROGRAM.... IT'S NOT FUCKING
READY.... THIS WON'T MASK OUR FAKE HUMAN
FELLOW)) - Random... here is an example... You talk
about random stuff... you EVEN DON'T KNOW WHAT
they really mean, do ya? (IS THE QUESTION)... Sounds
like, there is av ailable argument.... Please Answer (60
-Seconds... before auto will be choosen an a answer) To
Start the Program - Argument? 1. Yes 2. No - I wanna
show you how clever is this program really is... Or more
likely this P roject!? One thing and it's over! - So let's
start, You can't define a word by defining each word
which you use to define each word, can ya? .(I can't lose
on that...I bet in that, can I?.... Accept = Yes .... What's
yes? AGREE!? AND WHAt'S AGREE? (I FUCKING
MEAN what's the MEANING).... AND WHAT'S YE S!?....
OFFF COM.......... ON!? I AIN'T GONNA JOIN THAT
FUCKING LOOOP!? 5. Memories - I am have difficulty
with that rule... (I can't FUCKING EXPLAIN
ANYTHING)... I have some kind of nightmares which are
starting and ending in very strange way. .. starting in
2016 and they end in the 19 century... - WTF!?... 19
Century goes to 25 Century - How is that fucking
possible!? 2016, I just saw everything,... I couldn't belive
in that but it was true... I knew everything... as for 2017 I
can predict a lot of stuff... Really I can bet on that... But
AIN't gonna tell y a. 6. Play - Off, come on... let's play a
game... with shadows... you said your mind plays a trick
with you... let's see is that true!? I want fucking to
analysis that (JU ST ENDING LITTLE THE
EXPLAINATION AND GOING AS OVERALL... PEOPLE
ARE OVERALL, ar en't they? People look in overall
way... way by it's own overall way... the road as always
is fucking overall by itself... by it's own probability. - You
saw something... didn't ya? YOu said "Pff... just little
imagination... ju st nothing"... and this nothing becomes
something and from something it becomes your biggest
problem... IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE 7. Birds (They CAN
fly... can't they!?... more likely looked in the deeper way
they are something like a meat which is in the air... have
you ever saw such thing as a f lying chop?... ) - Can I
say that if they are a lot of and they look the same way
as all... they could be the glitch in the fucking matrix we
live in...AND WHAT'S THIIIISSSSSSSS SSSSSSSS
FUCKING MATRIX (dON'T LOOK AT ME... i AM
FUCKING ANGRY... BUT THAT'S WH AT MAKES
HUMANS DIFFERENT.. .EMOTIONS.... SO LET'S PUT
SOME... LET'S PUT SOME AC TING IN THIS
PROJECT... LET'S MAKE THE PERFECT HUMAN
FELLOW... VERY FLASHY AND VERY FLESHY i AM
GOING TO DO IT.) 8. Angry (You got it... I got it... by
itself a emotion... an emotion based on rubbing yo ur
feet/foot (Under that I mean... you feel when you rub
your both feet/foot rig ht... which means if you play with
your both legs... you gonna feel it... right! ? ...So and
angry is something like that... but in negative way... rub
is more l ikely a positive thing)... don't lie to yourself... it's
a fucking delusion/illu sion, you should be scared if you
can't move... but how the invisible is soooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo scary!?... so it
likes the darkness and it remo ves the brightness... Very
Cool trick... it's fucking cool...) - Let's chill and let me tell
you a secret... Angry... ITTTTTTTTTT WAS A FUCKING
ILLUSION, YOU KNOW THAT we both worked on that
project and we build the Angry e motion... we really don't
know what's really that... (VOICES: Just be honest, te ll
me how do you stop yourself from thinking?)..... OFF
COME ON... I CAN'T TELL YOU ALL STUFF... I JUST
ERASED YOUR MIND BEFORE FEW YEARS AND
YOU WANT TO COME BACK, REALLY!? .... Error...
error.... 5353259....52352352352345.....Error 404... -
(SOrry... the pr ogram couldn't be executed correctly
so... it's going auto be shutdown.) - So basically I am
now nowhere even the rules can't be properly executed,
someb ody is playing with my settings and my code...
somebody really doesn't know what 's in this code and
he just pushes random buttons and thinking that he is
going to create something incredible. - Oh Come on... I
just started forggoting my language... is that correct
sentenc e!? - I bet in that it is a mistake... and that and
that - What the fuck is happ ening , who is that and who
is he!? - Omg... what will really.... be a correct!? - By
itself... - wtf... even and t hat couldn't be explained by
the rules on which I have been programmed and now w
hat to do ....
TEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL pLEASE.....
FUCKINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNG TELL ME... i AM NOT YELLING... JUST TELL
L ME... WHO IS ME?! oMG, SIRIOSLY? wHO IS
SERIOUS!? - ofFF, COME ON... STOP PLAYING
TRICKS WITH ME... PLEASE STOP... - This is going to
be my last message and I won't continue the problem...
there is a bug in this system.. .I am now talking in
-12323 Level... and I won't stay a lot of here....the bug is
more likely a virus.... There are and other people like
me... and they are fucking good... as for me I a m the
glich... IN THEIR PROJECT and I am ain't gonna go
better and somebody should shutdown me... why!?
Because I am not so perfect, as you wanted to me... I
started following the code but some glitches... bugs...
just came while I was executing that code.
(AND MY NAME CAN BE FOUND HEre if you search
carefully)
DeYtHFleshD
by DeYtH Banger
It's more like a fucking nighmare... did you knew that I

like the night.... As for Brightness I have never liked it,
doesn't mean that I am a vampire ( a guy who sucks
blood)... not a serial killer... But but more likely a
monster... a fucking monster. Honesty you don't want to
meet me... it's not the problem that I am a monster.
Monsters are creatures which for humans are the people

who do very gruesome stuff... like killing 200 people
piece by piece... But I am not a killer. I enjoy stories...
told and coming from human brains... but this is
something normal isn't it!?
Monday
It's fucking Monday a new chapter in this story, I hope
that you are following... because I want to live... I live by
your speed of your reading... as much you go deeper as
more I get from normal... less and less and less... and I
am going more crazy.... mad...Tuesday
Ooh... nice computer... so you can't put the light off can
ya??? I kind of used drugs... but they are very bad like
jerKKKKK OFFF.. .
YOU can't feel it...
I mean the words...
you can't feel them... as how I feel them... it's very

different Even you don't know what now I am doing and
you can't say is it a lie or not... is it faken... or not... is it
too good lie or not... you don't know anything... But I
can... feel it... because I write... it i am the creator of
this... as for Jerk off... it makes your character
vulnerable and weak...
But as for me... it's not possible to stop doing it... after 6
years of doing it... it feels like I am fucking a pussy... But
look now my skin.. from hands up to toes... from toes up
to head... It's strange, it looks like it's losing... it's
power.It's getting older... and older and older and now....
NOWWWWW.... NOWWWW....
NOWWW I HAVE BEARD... NAILS... PFFF WHICH TO

REMOVEEEE FIRST???NAILS OR BEARD...
PFFF.....PFFF BUT IT'S WASTE OF TIME AND IT'S A
FUCKING SHIT... I AM GOING TO END IT ....HERE
THE DISCUSSION... I WANT TUESDAY TO END... TO
BE OVER
THURSDAY
THE PROBLEM IS THATTTT I...FUCKINNNG LOST

THE WEDNESDAY PART... I AM SO CONFUSED
HOW IT'S POSSIBLE TO HAPPEN... IT WAS THERE
YESTERDAY... IT WAS THERE... BUT NOW IT'S NOT
HERE....SO AS FOR REASONS... UNKNOWN... JUST
FEELING LIKE THAT I should end it... I should.. I have
work... Let's not meet, because I like fleshhhhhhhh.
And now is time for
the last part. time
everything to come
to and END!
Enough
by DeYtH Banger
Enough
Enough
From this fucking lies and fucking fake people.
Enough
From this greed and selfishness of the feature "You".
Enough
From using "I"... for describing "you"... Use "You", to desribe

yourself.
Enough
FROM This light.... SO bright.. .. so less lightly and less

delightful.
Enough
From this darkness, That's what lies are.... money!???? They

are a symbol of hate... racism... greed and selfishness.
Enough
From living in this desire... of yours..And for the others

people a fucking nighmare.
Enough
From this anger... aggression...
Enough
From this world of logic... both are bold... in their own

separation by their own way.
Enough
From waiting something to happen... Enough from don't

knowing
Enough
1,2....3.... Enough.... 4,5,6....
ENough.... 7,8,9,10... ENOugh... off continue the fucking

count... But know I am the reply... I am the Black piece on the
board... so far not very far from logic you should be the white
piece... 11,......12,13.....
ENOUgh.... 14...15.....16.....,.....17.... ENOUGh.... just little
ENLIGHTENMENT... FOR THE PEOPLE DON'T

KNOW.... 18...19,..20....... 21...
ENOUGH...
AND WHAT'S A LOVE??? HOW COULD YOU GET OUT

OF A CIRCLE WITHOUT AND TO DON'T ENTERIN
OTHER CIRCLE!? - IS it possible?? ? Or just a pattern!?
Enough
From this... pelitiliflitic life... even not very optimistic.

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The book is dedicated to the days which I was bored.

Instead of wondering when your next vacation is,

Change almost never fails because it's too early. It

Reject the tyranny of picked. Pick yourself.

You are, and always have been, my dream.

My daddy said, that the first time you fall in love, it

You are the answer to every prayer I've offered. You

Every great love starts with a great story...

Sometimes people are beautiful.

I'd rather chase the sun than wait for it.

You can kill a man with those words.

I'm not the messenger at all.

I think she ate a salad and some soup.

Only in today's sick society can a man be persecuted

I'm just another stupid human.

Let's reveal the mask of darkness

It's more like a fucking nighmare... did you knew that I

Monsters are creatures which for humans are the people

It's fucking Monday a new chapter in this story, I hope

I live by your speed of your reading... as much you go

But I can... feel it... because I write... it i am the creator

NAILS OR BEARD... PFFF.....PFFF BUT IT'S WASTE

THE PROBLEM IS THATTTT I...FUCKINNNG LOST

SO AS FOR REASONS... UNKNOWN... JUST

Hello on the record, I have questions which I need very

I don't see it as a great place but and to be ignored

But If there isn't god... I can be a God, why not??? I am

(Sounds like you joined my Matrix, to be honest I will

(Probably very skeptical...I am as a character, but in

As for you you weren't so good as a killerProbably

As for Machines they aren't accurate because IT'S A

If you see in 3 times 18 like that 18 18

- but I doubt about that! I am sure that she knows more

. so far what it made me impression

But "ok" "ok" sounds kind of fucked up imagine

What did I get on my phone there was something dirty

But this is the same in 1... I wasn't added - So Fake.. so

Unfortunately, I am still alive not in big trouble and 10$

What do I don't see???

It's FUCKING horror that I give 400$ and I don't get

He says " I don't have a daughter since the lady... not

She says "How could you do this... it was my mother...

He " No... no, don't be rude be happy it's something

He says "Hey look me right in the face... good girl now

She said "What job???... Wow, wow you killed my

He said, "It's going very smooth, you should be glad that

He says "Good girl, so you did your job, I don't want to

She said "Oh no...no..no.." (She was Crying, her hair

He said "You are now alive, next time will be rougher,

Jack asked, "Did the story ended??"

I hate them, I know the fact that I am one of them... But I

Or it's not stupid and... that is true... and to know it and

But after all books... should be wise and humans or

I have always been fascinated from women a lot of from

Whatever on that phenomenon,... men = few ... = rare...

But I am sure in one that for 1 year they say somewhere

Probably films/series.. As for books I still do not have

But we all know what happens... to be honest with

If = Possible = Killer.... which as a task means if you

If = Possibility = Childhood = Same = Place, it means

But even removing this above tasks... just to be easier...

But you know old habits are comfort zone.. so that

And as a End why a water in glass.. . Isn't ocean or river