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A popular decadent of note stated: Could any hell be more terrible than now, or real?
No sir, that is unlikely. This is it. Jesus knew why, guilt. Also, heaven is found under the
same sheltering sky. This creation of hell or heaven is specific and entirely immediate
it takes but seconds. I have spent the last 6 years researching the neuroscience (which
is itself the locus of social control and neurosis and is oddly absent in the literature),
and will not go into that, only the result. The basic circuitry controlling elation and
security distributing dopamine and endorphins is curtailed in its expression by guilt, and
in its place is released a cocktail of dread, Corticotrophin releasing factor, adrenal
constituents, and a host of horrible chemicals like those, are put into the blood stream,
creating anxiety, and pain. Also, there are genetic changes, epigenetic changes, which
redefine the world in a mere moment or two, changing it to whatever degree as if the
underlying syntax of experience, the relations between things, has changed from
safety and happiness, to threat. The world is redefined. Heaven in turn, is again, found
as a definition of this present world based on entirely different energetic, chemical and
genetic allocations. Guilt, conscience (super-ego) holds the key to the definition of all
things. (Super-ego is an extension of Id, and knows all repressed wishes).
So you can see the basics. The next is a bit more unexpected, and telling:
I will tell you a story or two. We may meet god. I believe you will find him familiar. Yes,
your soul will be judged by God.
As you may know, I am obsessed with creating nontoxic drugs from quantum
information. Why? Because prescription drugs are very toxic and left me with
permanent damage, and also, almost killed me. Two reasons. This is an experience,
related to reason two. Come on, lets meet god!
OCD is a nasty illness, and although I eventually cured it by learning depth psychology, I
tried another route for some 15 years, I took prescription drugs. They make the
disorder far worse, and are poisonous. Quite so. Upon titrating from one to another, I
had a reaction and almost died. Projectile vomiting and complete memory loss, a two
month affair all in all. My own name and memory of my life, vanished. I do not have the
money for hospitals.
As I first became ill, the following experience happened, twice. Not just once. It was
clear I was so sick, I was going to die. I was alone, and this was frightening. My vision
disappeared, I collapsed, and began to vomit. The strain was awful, I just lay in the puke
and soon entered a sort of torpor, a stupor, and my body stopped contracting, and shut
down. This happened:
I saw a moviea series of images of my lifeso very slow and long, each moment a
mile thick. Soooo slow! An eternal moment, although not. I saw each piece of my life,
and knew of it, knew of my reaction and judgement. The moment of judgement, a
moment before god, before myself. The full measure of it all was mine, each piece so
slowly seen, and known. Then, Black. Nothing. Lights out. I woke in the pile of puke, and
it happened again. Once imbalance of an extensive enough sort happensthere is
nothing. Blank. A bullet in the head, undoubtedly skips this lengthy if finite hell, or
heaven, depending. I have met god, and he is I. He lives Within. His judgement, is upon
and within, this world.
Here, you must read this one. It is worth the few minutes. It is short, and really captures
the notiona story and poem for you.
http://media.wix.com/ugd/cf8614_0cf951baf0d84c58baaf7e6b87c45a1a.pdf
A Pretty Guess:
Physics is better than any novelbetter by a mile! It is twice as impossible, and, it may
be true! We are all connected to the universe and each otherno I am not mad, daft or
"spiritual"no need to insult me for thisthis is mathematically derived fact! Imagine
the start of our universe, the entire of all things pressed together into "the Planck
Nugget" or singularity if you will. We are all created each moment from energywe are
made "massive" from energy every momenthere is the article from Mind magazine
which proves it. [ http://www.mindmagazine.net/#!ideas/czpl Active Relativityvirtual
mass: the mathematics of divinity ] Now, this singularity is that from which all things
spring. If you apply a theorem called Bell's theorem to the proposition, you understand
that a small measure of "entanglement" must exist between all objects in the universe
and that means that to some degree all people and objects are connected. How? "Non-
locally" is the answer. That means that to a greater or lesser degree there is
connectivity between all things, this connectivity may be increased or decreased, and, it
exerts itself instantly without limitations of light speed. Instantaneous transfer of
information through what is known as shared degrees of freedom. Underneath realty,
there is no distanceall is connectedthat is one way to look at it. Nonlocality has been
experimentally demonstrated.
The implication is that we create a memory held in the universe. The "soul"? This
information is of course ripe for retrievalmy theories make much of this! It appears
that the universal mnemic trace is not active and livingit is structured information and
no more. The implication is that one may be able to access the information by a sort of
associative unconscious indexing. http://blog.theultranet.com/2014/08/quantum-
resonance-and-dna-quantum-resonance-and-the-photosynthetic-solar-cell-think-net-a-
future-tho.html That would allow the information into the mind. This offers a possible
connectivity between past and present life.