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A Story of Hurt, Bigotry,
Love, Hate, and Forgiveness
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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Thanks to my pastor for his help in bringing all the loose ends
together to finalization.
MC
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INTRODUCTION
I changed the names and some places for the sake of privacy,
knowing that some of the people would be highly
embarrassed and disheartened about having to relive a past
that they have painfully been trying to put behind them.
Also, some would be angry with me for writing about them
and our familys history in Americas South.
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People today are still suffering from the abuse and cannot
put it to rest. I could understand the meanness and one
wanting to inflict hurt and pain on a person, if that person
had done something to you or a loved one. But, to be so
contemptible and malicious when you do not even know the
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I n tr oduc ti on
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When did the hurt and pain start? I often used to sit and
wonder about that. Some say it started the first day upon
this earth. Others say that it is just impossible to recall it
from such an early age. I really do not know if that is the
case, or whether it was just so painful coming into this
world that the brain just blocked it all out, thereby not
allowing the hurt to be remembered. I say this because I do
not remember the first excruciating pain upon being born,
but I do recall my first pain as a child experiencing innocent
youth, and not yet having tasted the suffering of a merciless
southern society.
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T he Fir s t H u r t
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The later part of the evening was taken over by the old
folks, as they would tell stories of our ancestors, where they
might be, and who belonged to whom.
Junior was six months older than I, and we were very close;
but I think he saw too much hostility and it had a negative
effect on him. He stayed in trouble all the time. Junior
wanted to be like his father who was an alcoholic and
intensive gambler who lost most of the time and eventually
was killed in a gambling dispute. Later in life, Junior moved
to New York and turned heavily into drugs and, like his
father, was mysteriously found dead.
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T he Fir s t H u r t
The KKK struck fear into the hearts of some of the strongest
Black men I knew, and that was only because Blacks were
helpless when it came to getting help and protection. That
night when
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