The
blessing
of
our
sweet
Jesus
and
Holy
Spirit
be
with
you
all,
Heartdwellers.
Well,
you
can
imagine,
dear
family,
Ive
been
spinning
and
spinning,
working
on
the
thumb
drive
contents.
So,
my
mind
has
been
in
that
place
that
takes
a
lot
of
energy
to
calm
down.
I'm
sure
you
can
relate.
It's
kinda
like
an
ocean-going
freighter;
you
cant
just
turn
the
ship
and
be
on
your
way,
it
takes
five
to
ten
miles
to
complete
the
turn.
And
so,
with
a
mind
engaged
in
busy
work,
it
takes
time
to
tune
back
in
to
our
Sweet
Lord.
And
that's
all
part
of
hearing
the
Lord
-
being
able
to
"tune
in"
to
His
channel.
Well,
He
came
and
held
me
to
His
heart
so
tightly
and
yet
tears
were
streaming
down
His
cheeks.
He
said,
I
am
in
oceans
of
sorrow
for
what
must
come
to
pass.
I
was
feeling
remiss,
so
many
of
you
on
the
channel
have
such
tender
hearts,
you
talk
about
how
you
are
moved
to
tears
when
you
see
Him
hurting.
I
confess,
I
feel
like
I
must
be
very
callous,
because
I
seem
to
roll
over
it
with
only
a
sinking
feeling
in
my
heart.
As
a
consequence
of
that,
I
seriously
doubt
my
love
for
Himhow
can
I
be
so
unmoved
by
seeing
Him
in
this
state?
Jesus,
of
course,
knew
my
thoughts.
He
was
holding
me
close.
He
began,
We
are
united,
Clare,
on
so
many
different
levels
but
were
I
to
release
to
you
all
that
you
truly
feel
to
your
conscious
mind,
you
would
cease
functioning.
But
Lord,
I
feel
like
my
heart
is
callous
and
dead.
"Your
heart
has
calluses
on
the
outside
to
protect
what
goes
on
insidetruly,
you
are
compassionate.
The
enemy
would
like
you
to
think
badly
of
yourself
-
has
he
not
always
been
the
accuser,
Clare?"
Lord,
I
must
trust
You
in
that,
I
just
want
to
be
one
with
You
and
I
truly
want
to
console
you.
Please,
help
me
love
You
more.
He
answered
me,
"Its
coming,
its
coming...
but
shall
I
slay
you
with
grief
to
get
you
there?"
I
just
cannot
connect
with
that,
Lord,
I
just
cant.
"A
man
is
known
by
his
fruit,
that
should
give
you
at
least
a
clue.
Stop
quibbling
with
Me
and
take
My
word
for
it.
Cease
this
condemnation
and
settle
it
once
and
for
all
in
your
mind.
Your
heart
is
tender
beyond
tenderI
dwell
there.
Your
thoughts
and
Mine
are
one
in
the
same."
And,
I'd
like
to
take
just
a
moment
and
explain
what
He
means
there.
When
I
sit
down
to
listen
to
Him
for
a
message
for
you,
or
just
to
listen
to
Him
because
I
want
to
be
with
Him
-
He
puts
thoughts
in
my
head,
they
just
kind
of
bubble
into
my
head.
Really,
it's
like
an
infused
knowledge,
an
infused
understanding.
Sometimes
He
dictates
to
me
very
clearly,
and
other
times
He
gives
me
an
understanding
and
then
I
have
to
put
it
into
my
own
words.
So,
He
does
dwell
there.
And
He
dwells
in
your
heart
and
your
mind
as
well,
if
you've
given
your
life
to
Him.
He's
there,
living
there.
And
many
times
His
thoughts
ARE
your
thoughts.
You
just
don't
recognize
them.
And
it's
interesting,
because
Ezekiel
pulled
a
card
from
our
card
file
and
I
just
noticed
it
a
few
moments
ago.
This
is
what
it
says:
"When
you
feel
the
impulse
to
condemn,
you
are
receiving
a
thought
from
the
demon,
or
your
fleshly,
prideful
mind."
So,
that's
a
confirmation
that
the
condemnation
is
NOT
conviction
from
the
Lord,
it's
condemnation
from
the
enemy
trying
to
make
me
feel
like
I
don't
care.
So,
He
held
me
for
quite
a
long
time,
at
least
three
of
Terry
MacAlmons
songs.
And
I
could
feel
the
love
exchange
between
us
so
strongly,
heart
to
heart.
I,
aware
of
His
divinity,
was
worshipping
Him
in
the
songs.
And
He,
aware
of
my
frailty,
was
filling
me
with
His
strength,
His
love
and
affirmation.
But
then
the
time
came
when
He
said,
You
must
go
to
work
now,
My
Love.
And
I
refocused
my
attention
on
sharing
this
with
you.
Right
now,
my
fellow
brides,
the
Lord
needs
your
comfort
and
faithfulness
to
finish
whatever
is
before
you.
Truly
what
is
written
in
the
Book
of
Revelation
must
soon
begin
to
unfold.
He
is
heartsick
and
longs
for
the
tender
touch
of
His
Bride
caressing
His
Brow
and
comforting
Him.
And
that's
the
end
of
the
message
for
tonight.
Just
a
note,
you
may
want
to
hold
off
on
downloading
the
thumb
drive
contents
until
it
is
complete,
there
are
quite
a
few
changes
coming
-
that's
what
I'm
working
on
now.
Hopefully
tomorrow
it
will
be
complete,
I'm
hoping.
I
will
share
its
contents
with
you
when
I
am
finished,
so
you
know
what
to
expect.
In
the
meantime,
your
prayers
mean
a
lot
to
me.
Please
pray
that
our
Heart
Dwellers
team
will
finish
our
assignments
without
leaving
out
a
thing.
Carol
just
finished
editing
another
book,
a
companion
volume
to
the
Tethered
volume.
She
is
including
all
the
messages
on
Heaven,
so
that
those
who
are
left
behind
will
be
able
to
look
forward
to
their
reward
after
the
Tribulation.
The
Lord
bless
you
all
and
thank
you
so
much
for
your
prayers
and
support.