Benny Pezzino

17 Walnut St. apt C5

Toms River, NJ 08753
732 281 8876
Benny92929@gmail.com
10 25 2016/7-1-17
To whom this should concern:

The following is what happened to me which all started from a lying Supervisor from the
New Jersey Gas Co. in Wall, NJ His name is PATRICK HUGHES.
I had a leaky rain gutter which tap, taped on my Gas Meter, which in turn disturbed the sensitive dials
of the meter. Now my only fault was to not say something when the Meter gave false readings as being too
low. This was the summer of 2007. I figured they would do something eventually. Well, the meter
was finally exchanged in Dec. 2007. I saw the man do it, which took only 5 minutes. I saw him carry it out. And
it was in one-piece Undamaged. I say this because later on in Court he brought a meter in that was smashed in
front. The man sat in front of my house for an hour. I was wondering why. Maybe he dropped the meter??
(See letter for June 12 2008).) I wrote Mr. Hughes on Aug. 7 2008 telling him I need a copy of The Service
Mans Rulebook & the address of the guy who picked up the Meter in Dec. 2007 Also (see my letter of 6-23-
2008 to Patrick Hughes. Of course- He never answered me.
Okay, in August 25th 2008, This Mr. Patrick Hughes calls me & tells me I Tampered with the Meter
And tells me about all things wrong with the INSIDE of the meter. (Later I saw pictures of the meter and
it was impossible to get inside of the meter. The security Screws were intact.) More LYING.
I had to hang up on him a couple of times. He was waiting for me to say something he can use. Anyway-
I mentioned the security screws on the Meter. Oh, he got all excited to the extent- that I was not to know that..
But I knew all meters have security so as not to let someone try to break into them.
I had to disconnect the phone to stop the harassment.
I wrote the CEO a few times about Mr. Hughes that he would embarrass the Gas Company and so forth.
He never answered. I dont have the letters- Thanks to the Para-legals taking my other Computer
when they took my House.
Next see the letter by the Crooked Judge Stacy D. Kerr (or Cur as I call her) to the Social Services
asking to do something with this Gentleman Benny Pezzino Aug. 19 2009. I was lucky to have this letter as the
Para-Legals threw out all my important papers or gave them to the Guardians to study.
See letter of Aug. 29 2008- I wrote to the NJ Board of Public Works I Newark, NJ and to a Mr. Matos
Then in Feb. 2009 This Mr. Hughes pressed 3 charges against me for tampering with the Meter.
I dont have the complaint because the South Toms River Court does not have it anymore and 3 other
complaints regards the Crooked Judge, etc. that I needed for this Document,
In Court, the Judge Stacy Kerr (I call her Cur) forced on me a Court-appointed Lawyer. She ALWAYS
thought I was guilty. I did not need him as I was not guilty & he turned out to be on the Judges side. Eventually
she writes to the Board of Protective Services/Social Services about me. (8-19-09)
Eventually she orders that I need a Guardianship & dismisses the Charges against me.
She refused to give me a trial, which is the 6th amendment. The Court Appointed Lawyer did nothing.
He was on the Judges side, to repeat myself.
With the Guardianship- I ended up losing my HOME in 2012 while I was in the Damn Hospital.
I ended up with a guardianship by all the people involved lied to make sure I would get a Guardianship.
The Social Worker KELLI ANN DIXON from Social Services lied when she came to my House and claimed
My Flea market stuff was JUNK and I was hoarding. And that I needed help, and that I was incapacitated. The
no-good BITCH
Eric Berger, a so-called psychiatrist said I ate out of restaurant dumpsters. Yuk. When I think of it, I
want to throw up. He also made lots of comments to make sure I would end up in a Guardianship I tried to sue
him in 2016, but I needed a Lawyer. This was on Oct 16 2008. There was another Psycho named
Martin Whiteman, D.O.,P.A. who analyzed me on Oct.17th 09 said I had impaired Judgment and insight
He said all kinds of things like when I was in Court (as told to him) I was disheveled & underdressed.
Another lie. I had a shirt on. It was hot so I opened up the buttons. But when I went before the Judge- I
buttoned up. Wow! How does one enter a COURT ROOM UNDRESSED???? This was by this Bitch Kelli Ann
Dixon of Social Services. She went on to say that I was yelling, threatening & cursing in the Courtroom. Where
did this come from? If that happened- I would have gotten thrown out of the Courtroom. In regard to these
Psychiatrists I was stupid & nave by looking for help. Not realizing that whatever I said would be turned
around against me. Watch out for what you say/tell these psychiatrists, youll be sorry. Look what happened to
me. When I was locked up in Hospital 2012 to 2015 Their Psychiatrist & Psychologists contra-manned all what
these Son of a bitches said about me. See letter for Oct.26 2009 (2 sheets)
At one time I went to the Law Library in Toms River NJ and found out these two were Illegally used by
the Social Services. They were to be FROM AN OUTSIDE SOURCE. Look up Statue 4-86-3 to see what I
mean. So I was getting screwed all around. I had no chance to fight all the lies. I got an unwanted Guardianship
through ALL THE LIES.
Anyway, they gave me a Temporary Guardian, who called 29 Banks in New Jersey to see if I had any
money with them. Whereas she could have just called the Social Security for this information??
She charged me Lawyer's fees for the phone calls. She ended up with $3,917.25 @ $135.00 an hour. of
my Money in total. Her name was Laura Halm. See Letter for Dec 10 09 for costs.
The Paralegals stole much of my important Papers when they stole my House in 2012/2013.
The paper Im looking for is the costs of Court Fees Her Bill, my so-called Court appointed Lawyer
Charles P. Tivenan. ESQ. of Brick, NJ, He took a bit over $4000.00 because he never told me he was
going to charge me for getting my Gas turned back on which the Gas Company turned off since I was not going
to pay for the charges this Patrick Hughes was charging me for his trips to my House whom I never saw. And a
bill for fixing my bath tub fixture, of $1100. 00.. Something I could have done myself.
It was none of their business to have this work done. It was as if they expected to own my Home.
already. See Paper for 7 29-2010- where they hired an appraiser (at my expense) & this clown said my
house was only worth a lousy $85,000. AND THIS WAS BEFORE THEY took my House in 2012/2013.
And I could have handled the Gas Company myself by just writing to the Board of Public Utilities in
Newark, NJ. Had I known this rat Bastard was going to charge me--.
He charged me $300.00 an hour AND DID NOT INFORM ME he was gong to charge me.I only had
somewhere around $17,000-18,000 saved up. And I was always careful with my money
So you can image how I felt to have this money taken from me- just like that.
Even with the Money I saved- I was worried about losing my House someday because I was not
working.
Well, I found a late letter to the CEO of the Gas Co. Lawrence M. Downes, CEO
1415 Wyckoff Rd. Wall, NJ 07719.See (letter dated Nov.11 2008) nobody ever answers me
This Mr. Hughes made 3 charges to the South Toms River Court in Feb. 2009. One was regards the
Tampering & 2 others. I tried to get the paperwork. But the South Toms River Court did not have them
anymore. Thrown out or lost them when they moved to another location. I went back & forth till the judge
wrote to the Social services later on. The Judge Stacy Kerr forced on me a Court-appointed Lawyer which I did
not want since I was not guilty. He was not on my side anyway. As I found out little by little.
 June 26 2009 Letter to the Two-Faced Court appointed Lawyer Charles Tivenin in Brick, NJ.
Very interesting and should be read.
The following letters are to this so-called Lawyer. See (Letters for 7-3-09 and 8-13 & 8-14 2009)
It tells about my troublesome neighbor across the Street talking to this Mr. Hughes & making more
trouble for me. I considered this as a Conspiracy. & Charged them. The Freaken Judge Kerr would not hear of
it. I also wrote about the Meter & the lies from my Neighbor Mr. Robert Meola. The S.O.B. died in Oct. 2011.
Thank God. Him & his Family gave me trouble & problems since they moved here in the early 90s.
One of the Lawyers involved named Dasti from Forked River stated that I was mentally
Incapacitated as a result of unsoundness of mind. IMAGE that??
Nobody cares or checked my attributes like I ve been cooking since I was 13. Took care of myself since
I was 19 when I lived on my own for years & years. I divorced myself without a Lawyer.
Paid my Bills on time to avoid Late Fees. Had a Driving License since I was 21 even though I drove
long before that.. Had a Hobby Shop & Mail order for 21 years. I had to make up my own Formula to
Figure out the costs of Buying, Shipping & Customs costs. And still give a Discount to my Customers. I
used to IMPORT from England, Germany, Italy, Czechoslovakia, & a bit from Russia
And much from Japan. Had a large Victorian House in Newark.
But nobody cared to ask. Since I lived alone with no back up, everyone took advantage of me.
See Latter for 8-21 09 which regards the June 12th 2008 happening.
See letter for Aug. 25th 2009. Cannot find page one. Regards latest charge with Mr. Meola
See letter for 9-1-2009 Letter to the two faced Lawyer Mr. Charles P.Tivenin Esq. from Brick, NJ
RE: Mr. Meola. Before we had to go to Court. Soon in 2009
Letter Regards neighbor next door. Wayne Burge. Caused me problems with the Bastards across the
street The Meolas. 10-6-09
Letter to Patrick J. Monahan Jr. Advisory Committee on Judicial Conduct. In Trenton, NJ
Regards the Non-professional conduct of Judge Kerr in So. Toms River, NJ Oct. 19 2009
Of course they never REPLY.
More on what Martin Whiteman the Psycho wrote- 10-26-09. (4 pages) I wish I knew how these
psychoss could print so much wrongful information & get away with it.
See Letter Nov. 4 2009 regards my feelings & problems.
A paper dated Nov.17 2009 by Kelli Ann Dixon. I dont know where she gets all this crap..
And it continues- 4 pages.
Letter to Laura M. Halm The Temporary Guardian who took most of my Savings.
Nov. 26 09
Around this time (tried to get Papers from the South. Toms River Courts- BUT THEY ARE MISSING
or LOST) Regards when we went to Court and the Rat Bastard Mr. Hughes who caused all this- Shows up with
a broken Gas Meter showing it to my So-Called Lawyer. I told the Lawyer Mr. Charles Tivenin that it was NOT
MY METER. The S.O.B told me to SHUT UP. Image that?? The Meter was NOT BROKEN when they
exchanged it. It was then that I should have gotten rid of this LAWYER once & for all- but did not think of it,
especially while Court was going on. I did not want to interrupt the Judge while Court was in session.
Following is a letter to Social Services showing how much they Take from my Money (whats left of
It. 11-30-09 Also More Costs they take from what money I have left dated before the end of the year
By Judge Peterson who finalized my Guardianship. After listening to all the Lies. To repeat myself.
Following was the Letter I was supposed to say in Court- the day Judge Peterson finalized the Guardian
ship. But my crooked Lawyer told me to make it fast or dont take too long. Dec. 15th, 2009
I was too naive to ignore him or tell him off.
 Before I forget- HE NEVER TRIED TO APPEAL for me. I thought about it- but too afraid to do
anything- or just did not know WHAT TO DO. I was real stupid.
Jan. 16th 2010 another letter to P.J. Monahan Jr. Regards the Crooked Judge Stacy Kerr.
& Regards Laura Halm. Again- NO REPLY. Will I ever learn???
Sorry, the first page got damaged & I could not find the original to replace it.
Letter 2-26-2010 to the Ocean-Monmouth Legal Services Of course- NO REPLY.
2-27-2010 Letter to Governor Christie. I dont know why I waste my time.
Enclosed is a Police report regards the charge I placed against the Case Worker
Megan Vallese-Brown for stealing from me and how the Guardians got her OFF the offence.
But it mentions the Guardians Case Worker and what shes doing to me-like stealing my
Mails. Her name is Megan Vallese-Brown. I had her address, but the Para-Legals took it when
they took & cleaned my house. I have the Town (when I find it.)
Letter to the Judge Peterson who finalized the Guardianship and I never got the chance to really
talk to him in court. Thanks to my freaken Court appointed Lawyer who was NOT ON MY SIDE.
I should have known- YOU CANNOT WRITE TO A JUDGE.
It was on March 15 2010. It is 4 pages long. Of course, no REPLY.
This letter should be read. It tells much of what Ive been going thru. Too bad the Judge could not
do anything about it.
Letter to the Attorney General in Trenton, NJ. I was not going to quit till I got something done.
I sent the same letter to the Civil Rights office in Trenton. 3-20-2010 No Replies.
BUT, NOBODY GIVES A CRAP ABOUT WHAT GOING ON TO MY LIFE.
3-22-2010 Another Police report. When I was sent again to the Community Hospital holding
Room & then to St. Barnabus Behavioral Unit located at Rt.9 & Church Rd. both located in
Toms River. Again- I have no Papers. Thanks to the Para-Legals-
From St Barnabas- I was sent to a Hospital Complex called Hagedorn located at
200 Sanatorium rd. Glen Gardner, NJ. Not far from the Delaware River and above the Ladies
Prison- in Clinton, NJ. In Hunterdon County. Its called the Hagedorn Psychiatric Hospital.
For more information on the Hagedorn Hospital Complex- You should go to GOOGLE &
Look for it & there are several Stories to check out., With its History & after it closed in 2012 by
Governor Christie as it costs 9 Million a year to keep it open. NOTE: The Hospital at ANCORA may
close later on for the same reason. Patients will be boarded at smaller units such as where Im now living.
Subsidized Apartments etc.
Another Note; while I was at Hagedorn- The Guardians hired an Appraiser to appraise my Home
already as if they wanted my Home this early. What Nerve. See paper 7-29-2010 from the appraiser who
listed my $220.00 Home for ONLY $85,000. The SICK Bastard.
Why they would send me to Hagedorn is beyond me. Im not crazy & neither were the Patients
that I saw there. I guess the Crazies were housed elsewhere. I guess they just send you there when
they dont know where else to send you. This is from the St. Barnabas Behavioral Unit in
Toms River located at the Corner of Church St & Rt. Nine.
After I begged the Bastards not to send me there and later on to the ANCORA Hospital later in
2012 & 2013.
Anyway, the Highlights of my stay at Hagedorn as I remember them- A patient punched me so
hard- I ended up on the other side of the room. And he got away with it. I cant fight- never really
learned & I was around 80 years old at the time. One day we all were in a large room, we were all seated
on the edges and all of a sudden, they played Classical Music, which I had not heard for a while.
Gave me a happy feeling, as Ive been listening to Classical Music all my life.
 Even played the Piano, Recorded much Music for future reference, etc.
I figured out the reason why I was always recording things. It was because of my Poor memory.
Why try to remember everything when I can look it up where I wrote it down. And Ive been
doing this since I was a teenager, not realizing then that I had a problem with Memory.
No wonder I was a poor Student in School and that I could not get anywhere learning how to play
the piano around 13 years old.
Then- Since I was a Caring Guy- I took care of a Blind guy and I used to walk him down the Halls
to where we had to go, like the TV Room. Etc. I also took him to another large Building where they had a
huge Auditorium where he used to sing. Image that! I also found out he came from the Trenton State
Prison. Image a Blind Guy in a place like that??
His Name was Alec or Alex. I forgot. Then they finally took him to a Nursing Home in North
Jersey. I wrote him three times in 2011 when I was home, but never heard from him.
I dont know if he ever got them. I deleted his letters recently to make room on my old Desktop,
which always gives me trouble.
They had a good-sized Library I used to go to. Borrowed a few CDs to play in my Ward- But
That probably never happened or I would have remembered it. Then after four months
The Guardians decided I should come home. Believe I got home at 22 Brandies Rd. in So. Toms
River around the time of my Birthday 9-28-2010. Not sure. Anyway- I found my home missing all my
Pots & Pans. They Paid a Woman to clean out my Refrigerator $100.00. I cant remember what else they
took. Oh, one of the Para-Legals could not pass up my Tie Pin because it had a Rifle on it. Their Lawyer
Joe Fontana had to take me to buy the Pots & Pans at my Expense. I was also charged for his visit. Then
they gave me a Male Caseworker as I requested after what the Bitch Megan Vallese-Brown
did to me. We got along as he also was into Classical Music. He would buy the Tapes & I would
tape the Music he liked for him. He also gave me $100.00 a Month for my Expenses. Always from my own
Money His name was Richard Crane. Somewhere in his 60s or 70s.
In 3-14-2011 I made a flyer to hand out. Easier said than done. I would get these ideas and then
Do nothing about them. Not easy to find out where to distribute them. I had no car.
In 2011, there was a young guy from PESS from Brick, NJ that used to visit me.
Anyway- I said something that may have been threatening. I did not think was so bad- The S.O.B
called the Cops on me. See Police report for 4/30-2011. I ended up in St. Barnabus again.
Dont remember how long I was there or the Outcome. Any Papers were thrown out by the Para-
Legals when they took my Home.
Then I made a STUPID mistake in July 12, 2012 (Mid July) to go to the Judge Stacy Kerr to ask
her to help me get rid of the Guardianship. One of my wrong discussions. Cant believe I did that.
I was desperate.
I talked to her and was not getting anywhere, so I left her one of my Flyers asking for help to fight
her & the crooked Court appointed Lawyer. See damaged copy of my FLYERS dated 3-11-09..
I could not find a better copy. Well after I left, I figured she did not like what she saw- She calls
the Cops on me and said I was YELLING at her. I did not yell at her- the room was full of people as
witnesses. But who are they going to believe?? The Police from Toms River & So. Toms River were both
looking for me. I was at the Library. Unfortunately, I got caught walking home after I parked my Mini-
Van a Block away. I had to park away from my Home as I had to watch out that my Neighbors did not
do something to my Van. This is the way I had to live.
Anyway- The same old routine, Community Hospital holding room & then to St. Barnabas
behavioral unit While there I wrote a letter to the Crooked Judge Kerr See letter for 8-11-2012.
 But never sent it. (Hand written, as I did not have a Computer anymore. From there they sent me,
what do you think- ANCORA PSYCHIUATRIC HOSPITAL. The date- Oct. 6 2012 when I got there.
While I was at the hospital- I get this Police Report about a break-in at my house.
Dated Sept. 12 2012. It turned out to my So-Called friend- Eddie Willette... The very first day I
was there- I got together with the Music Therapist. And we ended up singing together. I cant believe it
myself. She even said I had a good voice. Later she used to sing and play the Guitar. But, I hated to tell
her- She was really bad at Singing. We would have Classes with a few People once or twice a week.
Then I get this Police Report 4-11-2012 that someone hit my Mini-Van that I had stashed around
the corner from my House. Man- if it were not for BAD LUCK- I would not have any at all.
I wrote to the culprit who hit my Vans Mother saying I could sue.
Along comes the bitch- Susanne Dykes & warns me not to bother the people.
Its always them. They always get involved in my affairs.
I was in Ward F3 and the two people that sort of ran it in another room was nice and helpful with
the TV & Music & if we wanted to draw & color things. They were Tom & Nancy.
Many times, Nancy & I watched TV together. Tom- once in awhile would bring in his CDs or
DVDs with Classical Music. I loved those sessions. No use me naming what we heard unless you like
Classical Music as I do. As far as enemies or arguments I had that were only two with the staff & one
with a patient who was a little off. Later on, he hit me for no reason- while I was at the dinner Table. I
did not see him coming. I was about to hit him back BUT GOT STOPPED BY THE STAFF. Damn it.
After eleven months -they gave me a break & sent me to an apartment in Seaside Heights to share with
another guy He was okay to live with. He would let me watch TV shows he did not care for.
His name was Leon. Forgot the last name. We would joke about certain shows by asking each
other- who the heck wrote this or that SCRIPT???
Enclosed is a copy of the Bitch that ran the Guardianship. Helen Dodick & how she took my
Money anyway she pleased. 7-15-2013
Then a paper that shows how much they were going to sell my house for. 7-30-2013
But this never happened. They took off another $1800. And sold the House for a lousy $83000.
However, living here, this is not helping with my problem of PAYING FOR MY STORAGE.
When they took my house- they put my stuff in Storage at my expense.
Then I get another Police Report that someone cut my Water Pipe in the Basement
What did I say about LUCK?? I had hundreds of Magazines & imported Books on the Floor.
All lost.
Sometime in August 2013- No date on Police report. I almost had an Accident thanks to this Eddie
Willette who told me to turn here, turn here I did & I got charged. I never went to Court- because I
was in St Barnabas. Etc. To this day in 2017 Im going crazy to re-new my License because the
Guardians got involved asked the Judge in So. Toms River, NJ to revoke my License.
I was paying for my Storage since they took my House sometime in 2012/2013 to 2015.
Finally sold in Feb. 2014 I paid till Dec. 9th, 2015.
Anyway, I want to tell of my Experiences at Seaside Heights. Besides the problem of refusing the
medication- Risperdol, I could not see taking any medication after years of not having to take any
Since 2004 when I went Cold Turkey on depression drugs after I figured they were not helping
me. They would say I hid the pills in my nose, my ears or where ever. But if they saw me do it-
Why complain.?? The Nurse was two faced or Bi Polar. By the way she was acting.
I gave her a small check for only $6.72 (I never had it replaced after so many years.)
I kept after her about it; only to find out she was going to give it to the Guardians. After they took
my house, well, I blew up & probably yelled at her. She felt hurt or stupid and refused to take me across
the street to a Shop-Rite for food as she promised... I got pissed off & told her Fuck you and got out of
the Car to cross the street because I had a Job Application to drop off. Well on the way back to the
apartment, she wanted to help me with my Will. See what I mean by Bi-Polar??
Anyway- because I cursed her- She & the Social worker Stephanie comes in & tells me off, never
saying that they wanted me out of there. They were conspiring to get me go back to Ancora.
Had I known what they were up to, I would have tried to defend myself.
The next day while I was watching a Marathon of Burn Notice the Cops & Pess show up at my
door. This Lady from Pess tells me they want to take me to the Hospital to check me out. What Bullshit.
I stupidly went along with that because I could not fight off the Cops.
Later I found out that the two Bitches charged me with scratching their windshields of
their two Cars. Wow! Image that? The cops said there was no proof. However, the Bitch from the
Guardians was there and told the Cops that I was causing a disturbance. Some Nerve. How could they lie
like that & get away with it?
I was just watching TV.
Much later I found a letter that said I was Driving erratically. That never happened. I did not
want them to know I had a car. I happened to get caught taking groceries out of my Van and thats it.
THEY NEVER SAW ME DRIVE. Another damn LIE.
This is the same Bitch that we had a nice chat a few weeks ago & she also gave me $300.00
spending money. Her name is Christine Matsko who was watching from a distance as if afraid I could get
at her. Kept her distance when we passed near her as the cops were taking me to their Cars.
But, Im getting ahead of myself. I had one of my Computers there- (I never got to see my other
Computer anymore- They took it) I looked up where I can get another Mini-Van. Found one for $2900.
But by the time I paid the other costs- it was over $3000. Then when you count all the Gas it cost
me for only a Month & a half- it cost another $500. 00, in all it cost me $4000. I went to see my Friend in
So. Toms River. He was a thief, and a Shop Lifter & and a Drug Addict. I chose to ignore all this because
I needed a Friend. He would steal from his Girlfriend who let him stay at her House.
I would never lend Money out to anyone. But, again- I needed a Friend & trusted him when he
borrowed from me. I would take him around to different stores where he would shop lift. I was supposed
to get something out of it. But, he would cheat me too. He would give me Cheap Cameras to sell at the
Flea Market. But since so many stores sold the same thing- I could not sell them. He took four Cameras
out of my Van when I was not looking & sold them real cheap. He did not care as long as he had money
for Drugs. The Guardians were always stealing from me.
At the end of this Documentary- there will be a large list of how much they STOLE FROM ME.
Well, eventually, this Eddie Wilmette my so-called Friend got noticed by an employee at a large
store and followed us unbeknownst to me. Well thats what he claimed. I think he just called the Police
and gave the description of my Van and the Cops started to look for us. Well we finally got caught
In Lacy Township. They arrested him and get this- they were thinking of charging him with
Senior abuse, because of my age. Ha, Ha. He was 39 & I was over 80. To much trouble to figure
my age in 2013. Im not too smart. (Maybe 83?) Well in the end with him stealing & borrowing using my
phone to call out of State (I did not know about) He cost me over $500.
However, he sold me a 21 TV, which had a CD/DVD player & a VCR for only $25.00
I love that thing. So I figure the TV cost me about $530. It probably cost that much brand new.
Then came the fiasco with the two Bitches & I was sent to ANCORA via the same old crap by
going to Community Hospital, St. Barnabus & then to ANCORA. My begging them not to send
me there went for naught. But, one cannot stay at St. Barnabus for too long- so they have to end up
sending you somewhere.
 I need to tell you what happened to my latest Mini-Van. I knew I was in trouble after to two
Bitches come to tell me off. So I hid my Van several Blocks away near a House in Seaside Park. The
owner eventually called the police and told them my car was abandoned. See Police report dated 10-3-
2013 and Sept 19th. But eventually the Damn Guardians who always find out about my Vans- TOOK IT
and sold it months later. For only $1300.00, after costing me $4000. 00..
When I got to Ancora Hospital- I wrote to the Philadelphia Enquirer on Oct.12 213.
Of course, I got no Reply.
We would go to Court they had there- Every Month. Which were useless, really.
However, sometime in 2013, I believe. I heard this Bitch Susanne Dykes
tell the Judge they were going to take my Home.
I chased after her yelling and she took off. I was stopped & the other caseworker Christine
Matsko was there & I was hollering about my Home. She turned out to be my new caseworker.
I used to say about Susanne Dykes (could come from a Family of Dykes). She tried to stop me
from Driving when Judge Peterson gave me the Guardianship Dec. 16 2009. And shes the same one that
told me to WALK when I was at Hagedorn when I was told I could not drive after they took my
Other Mini-Van away.
In total in the 6 years I had the Guardianship- They took 3 of my Mini-Vans.
Only near the end did they give me a LITTLE credit for two of them The Lawyers from
Dasti, Murphy, McGlucin, etc. said my first Van was worth $2900. BUT THEY NEVER
CREDITED ME FOR IT. At Hagedorn- I was forced to sign a paper that stated I was not to drive after
I got out.
All this was against Judge Petersons Ruling in 12-16-09. I signed it anyway- knowing I would not
give a Crap and I would drive when I got the chance. Just to satisfy them Rat Bastards.
This was the beginning of a long stay @ ANCORA Psychiatric Hospital
Like the rest of 2013 Sept. 10th to the end of the year- ALL OF 2014 and all of 2015 to Dec.8 or
9th. This time I went to ward F2. Watched a lot of TV. Went to the Music Classes.
There was little stealing. Still it was stealing. They would give me Clothes I did not want- I kept
putting them in front of the Clothes room. That went on for a while till they gave up.
See paper for 12-27-2013- I need to show you how the Guardians would get to steal my Money.
They would come up with a ridiculous amount and go to Judge Peterson to get money from my
account and the Judge would just give it to them- No questions asked.
On the 3-10-2014 I wrote to the OPG or Office of the Public Guardians complaining about the
money they found in my Apartment in Seaside Heights. I tried to get it back by claiming it was my Sisters
money, to no avail.
We would have Showers every so often. They had a huge Porch on this Ward.
Many times, I would spend lots of time out there. You had to look for a good lounge chair.
I slept in a room with 3 other guys. One guy would talk all the time- keeping me up.
Another guy would pass these fancy Farts. I enjoyed listening to them. Could not wait for him to
do them. Another guy had one leg with a Wheelchair. . He was always out on the Porch.
He left after 9 months. I used to watch TV with a lady. She left & then there was another
One that looked like she wanted to have sex & maybe a Baby. I had to ignore her because I was
important. When she left- I thought it was stupid not to give her my E Mail address.
Now I need to tell you that the Doctor & Social &Worker did not like me for some reason.
Doctor Sayed & Social Worker Shawn Zamir. When it came to looking for a place for me to live-
it was always a group home. Took me to Whiting, NJ one time and it Sucked.
It was on a Lonely Road about 2 miles from Town with no sidewalks. I would die there.
 Hell, with that. I would never get rid of paying for my Storage. They never mentioned
Subsidized Apartments. Now I was talking to someone from my Home Town- So. Toms River &
he said there was a Group Home there. Well, that I could take- only because I could walk to
Toms River & go to the Library & use their Computers. I would always pester the Social Worker
every time I saw him like in the Hallway- I would bug him by calling out So. Toms River when he passed
by. Well in the end- Im glad I never got there.
Now this Doctor- when he found out I was used to taking Aricept to avoid Alzheimers & for
memory. He claimed I DID NOT NEED IT. Ive been taking it since 2002 & he did not want to order it
for me. So, I had to do without it till the end of Dec. 2015 when I was rescued. Later I found out that these
two- The Doctor Sayed & Social Worker Shawn Zamir DID NOT WANT ME TO GET RID OF the
Guardians. Claiming I was unfit. Image that??
There came a point where they complained I WAS NOT TAKING ENOUGH SHOWERS.
The Doctor threatened me, etc. Wanted me to take Showers about 3 or 4 times a week. I forgot.
So I planned to take them 4 times a week. But sometimes- there were no showers or the Women
also took showers. Somehow maybe that was not enough and in Feb 2015- I was sent to a ward called
BIRCH B. Maybe as punishment. They did not like me for some reason. Anyway- my things were put
in a canvas Cart. Now the Rat bastards- instead of putting all my stuff in my future room- they put it in
the Clothes room where all the Staff could get at them. I was instantly ROBBED of most of my Important
(if not all?) paperwork which had all my Phone numbers, new shoes from Seaside Heights, pens, a CD the
Music Therapist made for me. Etc. I cant remember all what else that was taken.
There was a Black guy who would go into your rooms & steal clothes. I had to hide my Jeans all
the time. This guy would run around naked most of the time. Crazy Cat.
There was this one- supposed to have Stomach Cancer and he would always look for someone to
beat up. He would stand by a table with a guy sitting there and without his knowing it, this guy (forgot
his Name-Damn it) would make gestures with his Arm & fist like he was hitting him. He did that to me
too out of the corner of my eye. One day, I was standing too close to him and he did something, maybe
pushed me. Me like a jerk made a faint gesture to kick him and he wallops me with such a punch as to
put a bump in my skull & broke my glasses. They did nothing about it except to watch him for 3 days.
Well, the next day-a Saturday I was watching from my favorite spot in the back where I could see what
was going on in the whole place. I did not see anyone watching him.
Then there was a guy in a Wheelchair (mind you) who came up to me sitting down and punches
me in the face. I meant to hit him but got stopped by the Staff. Damn it. Everybody can hit me and get
away with it. Anyway- I caught him going thru a Doorway. All I could do is punch him in the head.
I did and I hit him so hard I hurt my right pinky finger. He turned around & tried to hit me.
Had to have a really hard head. Later, blood came out from under my fingernail.
Thought I was going to lose my Pinky finger. Since I was going to get out soon- I could
not do anything because I did not want to cause anything that would keep me there.
But, sometimes- I made believe I was going to hit him.
Finally, this Social Worker- Cassandra Lewis and a Lady- Linda Bogan from Resources for
Human Development from Neptune/now Eatontown conspired to free me & give me a Subsidized
Apartment in Toms River, NJ. Something the Ass holes in F-2 would never think of it.
I believe they put me in BIRCH B as punishment. But, if I stayed in F-2 ward- I would never have
gotten out. In spring 2015, I was finally getting rid of the Guardianship & I found out that I had a choice
to take Rispertal or not and found out that the Guardians were responsible for ordering this medication.
They are not Doctors. All they are is Lawyers. I forgot to mention that I used to spit the Pills into the
Garbage. I remember all the times I did that, or I flushed it down the toilet.
 Well, they must have found out about it- so they started to inject me while I was still in F-2 ward
in 2014 and it continued in Ward Birch B.
I forgot to mention that the Buildings were named after Trees; we used to go to the building called
CEDAR. I would play cards with Nancy from F3 ward, whenever she was there. Otherwise I would look
for a puzzle. Or I had to hang around till we went back to Birch B.
Whoever planned Ancora was very smart. There were tunnels to each building.
Never took the tunnel to the Maple Building.
I also forgot to mention that I used to work at a Building called Maple. We took a bus to get there
driven by a little Spanish Lady called Elizabeth. I worried about her because she drove this Ford bus and
there was no protection for her knees if she ever had a head-on collision.
Anyway, I used to do piece work-putting flatware into small clear plastic bags.
I worked as fast as I could and in the 2 or 2 1/2 years I made around four thousand dollars.
Plus, I kept busy writing for my TAX Rebates for 2010 & 2011. Whereas I made another 4000.
In 2017- Ive yet to get my 2013 Rebate. The Guardians NEVER GAVE ME MY MAIL,
So, I was always late trying to get my Rebates.
In 10-13-2015- I wrote to the two Lawyers-Susanne Dykes & Joe Montana about all the errors
they, the Guardians COST ME. They never replied.
Anyway- I now was in Toms River Dec 9th 2015. Cant get over the fact I was locked up for 3 years
where I thought I would never get out of there.
I forgot (with my Memory) whom I wrote this letter to. Maybe I meant to write it to many People
I can think of who can help me. I may have sent it to no one as yet. 3-18-16.
I sometimes get these ideas and then do nothing about them because I just dont know what to do
about them.
Then the same with the following letter for 6-14-16.
Then I again wrote to Judge Peterson Jan. 17-2017 (forgetting that you cannot write to Judges)
And included two pages of all their rip-offs & errors which are included.
What was not included- On the Listings they would send me that I complained about- they listed
my Home Insurance by charging me my yearly rate as a monthly charge. How stupid is that.
I wrote to Allstate to complain about this. AND THEY GAVE ME A HARD TIME.
Now I dont know what to do. The first thing I did was go to the Office in Toms River, NJ where I
used to pay them once a year. Well the Lady there- Did not know what I was talking about and got so
nervous that she was ready to call the Cops to get me out of there. How dumb.
Thats what made me write to the Main Office. As far as Im concerned- this may never
Get resolved unless I can get an Accountant. Who can afford one??
On Jan. 17-2017 I wrote to the Judge Peterson and told him all about what happened to me over a
bunch of lies and how the Guardians stole lots of money from me
Well, at least the Judge felt sorry for me & wrote me back. He could not help me, so he sent copies
of my Letter & complaints to the following, which I knew would not help me.
Sean Gertner Esquire (who got involved and made off with almost $7000. by writing to
To Judge Peterson a 9-page essay about my case.)
Lawrence Rosa a lawyer who took over my case after the Guardians were dropped.
Helen Dodick who ran the OPG. Who made off with over $2200.00 of my Money.
Thomas Lamaina who I only saw once. Lawyer for the OPG.
Ocean County Surrogates office
Lorraine Hunter-Hoilien. The lawyer who felt sorry for me that they took my Home and got
Rid of the Guardians for me. Pro-Bono.
 Nobody wrote back except Lorraine who told me never to write to a judge as she told me in 2014.
I emailed her saying- I could never remember something like that way back in 2014.
AND THAT WAS THAT. Period. Nothing was done.
The letter from the Court for Judge Peterson is enclosed. (My name is not Benjamin.)
P.S. I need to tell you what the Para-Legals did to me who work for the OPG.
From what they did to me- IM SUFFERING EVEN TODAY which is
May 20 2017.
I need to tell you how much they Sold, Stole & Threw away.
They took all my Hundreds of Railroad Color Slides, which I bought some & I took most of them
myself, going back to the 1950s. I cant tell what & how many as they even threw away my
Little book where I kept records of all the Pictures I took. I took a total of 625 Rolls of Film
of everything I took Pictures of. They also threw away my Record books of my Trains, which also
had records of my collection of HESS TRUCKS which they took to sell or Steal.
My record books of all the Plastic MODEL KITS I saved for myself. They consisted of
Airplanes, Ships & Armored Fighting Vehicles. They took those too. Which I planned to build
someday. So I was left with no RECORDS of what I now have & whats Missing.
Color slides of the World's Fairs of 1965 & 1966 in Brooklyn, Long Island.
They even took my Slide Projectors. One I found which might have needed work.
Two Movie Projectors. Some Film Reels.
They took a large Box of Videos of Comedy, Box of 59 Railroad Videos, which had RARE footage
of Steam Trains, Trolleys, Gas-Electrics (Powered Passenger Cars) Diesels, etc. I treasured whatever I
had, & they took them.
They threw away my Stereo Tuner & Reel to Reel Tape Recorder which they claimed was broken.
It really was not. I know this as it was in print. A good brand of Stereo Receiver gone.
My other Stereo Equipment gone. They replaced a Pre-Amp & it does not work.
So after having two working Stereos- I now have none that work.
I cannot find another Receiver that works. I bought about four & had to bring them back.
I got stuck with two that I cant use.
They would supply lists of what they took. BUT, NOT ALL THE TIME leaving me think they
threw many of my items away.
They took Hundreds of Model Railroad Magazines, about 100 Railroad Books, hard & soft
Covers. I needed these. Same with the Magazines.
As I look at the lists they sent--We will be here all DAY. So I cant list them all.
Since I planned to move someday- I had Boxes and Boxes of stuff in the cellar.
I remember I had some Lamps, A Collection of cars by Matchbox & Hot Wheels to sell someday.
I had full Albums of pictures Trains, Model Trains, Military & Aircraft. About 7 of them.
They meant a lot to me. You save & save- only to get STOLEN. Makes one SICK.
My Shaving equipment & my Shoe Shine Equipment. I have to buy a new Razor.
Everything in my Medicine Cabinet & Bedroom Furniture went. Except for my Clothes.
A good fairly new TV from Wal-Mart went. Many VHS Tapes went which I was going to
Re-record on them. Now they are $10.00 each to buy them.
Two Motorcycle helmets. Two attach cases that had important collection of Pictures and
Information about Space & Trains. A new CD/DVD Player by Memorex.
Sheet & Books of Piano Music gone. I have most of Them-I think??
Four Remote Control Cars, to sell. Model Kits to sell of Aircraft, & Ships from my Store.
Imported Books & Magazines from my store all gone.
 Three Vacuum Cleaners. Two were to sell. A very good Turntable gone & was replaced with a
piece of junk. Means the Para-Legals would go back & forth to their Homes to exchange my Good stuff
for their JUNK.
A good almost new Printer, which I used all the time- GONE along with my other Computer.
My Model Paints, which I need NOW along with about 50 model Paintbrushes, which I need Now.
They dropped one of my Boxes of Music Cassettes and some now have no plastic boxes
Or incomplete boxes. And they even stole some of my own music tapes, marked
The best of Benny Pezzino. I needed these really good tapes to show people I know about my
own Music. The rat bastards took them and I miss them. I cant redo them.
They also dropped some of my Trains. Now I have Train Kits with too many parts missing to fix
them. One was not Dropped-I know because I have another to check. The same Model and it was
impossible to be dropped. It was taken apart & all I got left was the shell of the Model. These cost me
money. I did not find them in a dumpster.
All the rest is not there. Impossible to fix it or build them. Whats wrong with these people?
I cant sue the Lawyers- but can I sue the Para-Legals???
They took many of my Office Chairs. I also had some in my shed to sell.
In my shed- I also had a boxed Bookcase to build. A Built-up Hutch, back seats for my Van, & etc.
I had several Computer Desks to sell. My Mothers Sofa Bed & my Mothers Bed, gone.
A Metal 3 high Metal Knight from New Mexico. Wooden Box I made for my Air-Brush Paints.
All my old Bank Books so I cant check my old expenses.
I had a very nice Pellet/ BB rifle Gun with a scope they took to their office.
I have pages & pages of stuff they took. All my Games like the Nintendo NES game with 4 Super
Mario Games which I miss. Many other Games. Many Steel Shelvings, Old Cameras.
A New Kodak Digital Camera & printer, which cost me $225.00, now GONE.
A Film Camera over $400.00 and a $160.00 lens for it. Gone.
5 other Digital Cameras. Four to sell. Box of Stereo tubes I would have need some day.
A two Drawer Metal Cabinet they took with important paper work. Insurance, Yahoo paperwork,
& I cant remember what else. But, I had money hidden & that went which they did not find. In there- I
had a collection of $2.00 bills, some 5s & few 10s. Damn it.
I had another 2 draw Cabinet that was loaded with Recipes & Recipe Books.
A Collection of Hallmark Christmas Trinkets. Two Desks with Desk Supplies.
All my Phone books. Now I cant call my Friends & relatives. How could they be so MEAN??
All my Fathers Garden and Out-Door Tools. A Snow Shovel that beats all made today.
A Time clock for Office or Factory. Worth a bit around $200.00 or more??
I started a Family album and because it was separated from the rest of my picture collection-
IT disappeared along with a large envelope of pictures to go in it.
Now I have pictures without the first album with pictures that cannot be replaced.
How can they be so cruel? I had a box full of Bras, all sizes to sell. Gone.
I had a fireproof metal box for Valuable papers & such. Gone.
A small Tape Recorder. Box of prototype items from real trains.
I had everything from Dumpster Hopping maybe over 30 years. I did not need anything.
10 Tables from Staples. For my Garage & for the Fleas Markets.
They took all the items I could sell at the Flea Markets. A Garage full of it.
I had Satellite & the Company wanted all their Material back. They sent Empty Boxes for
The large Discs etc. They also had a REMOTE box in my house. The Guardians ignored them.
 I was in Hospital so I could not do anything about it.. The Discs were still there on top of my shed.
I dont know what happened to the remote box.
Well, the list goes on & on.
Just too much.
I give up. I also made up smaller lists of stuff, which I wrote down as soon as I remembered
something. If I need them.
Heres an afterthought. When I cant sleep, these things come up and I must get out of bed and
write these thoughts before I forget them at 5:30 in the AM.
I finally realized why I was asking these two illegal Psychos for help in October 2009.
I had to be in deep depression from being alone all those years from 1999 or there abouts.
I know because I was taking Depression pills in the middle of that time which I gave up on.
I was asking for help with the wrong People. But what did I know. Im no genius.
Asking for help from a psycho was like nailing my own Coffin or digging my own grave,
At least in this case. You should only ask for help with Psychos if your CRAZY. And I wasnt.
I was tired of being alone. Just like in Jan. 2008 when I stupidly called the Social Services located
at 1027 Hooper Ave. in Toms River, NJ. And I ended up in St. Barnabas for 5 days.
I have more to tell.
I may not get this Document Published- So; Im not going back to put the following where they
belong. Im not a Writer. And I must use the Spell Check a lot. Still I consider myself a good speller.
Im surprised at that. I write a lot of letters- so my Spelling helps at my age.
Now what I want to say is- last year- the Primary Doctor Ive been seeing for years,
Put on my form to renew my License which the Guardians saw fit to convince a Judge to revoke it,
well, he stated that I had Alzheimers & Dementia. Thanks to this prick- I cant get my License.
Had to buy a new Computer because my old one was giving me trouble. Its very slow & the Spell
Check sucks. Ive had to correct the Spell Check. Imagine that??
Yet I have Alzheimers, Image that? Id like to sue this Doctor SANCHETTI (on Mule Road, in
Toms River. But you need a Lawyer to sue a Professional.
Well, Ive been here 1 years and I still have not finished to fix this place up like it should be.
Means Im ALWAYS BUSY. Too much on my Mind.
Im always putting ADs ONLINE- Advertising to sell my TRAINS, my FREE STUFF, looking for
a Girlfriend, Keeping the place clean, shopping for Food, many errands, and thats if I can get a ride. I
bought a new printer because they stole the only one I had. Im looking to buy a unit that takes Negatives
& transferring to Digital Pictures. Have lots of Negatives as I used to be a photographer.
Still they stole many negatives & pictures. The Rat Bastards.
I need to tell you about this PESS used by the Social Services. I
If someone calls the Police on you just by lying, the people at PESS get involved instead of the
Municipal Courts- you end up in the holding room in the Hospital & then your sent to St. Barnabas
Behavioral Unit and from there, since you cant just stay there for long- They send you to a
Psychiatric Hospital. Once youre in the system- this is what happens to you.
Whereas- if you go to Municipal Court- You have a chance to defend yourself.
Anyone can LIE YOU INTO A HOSPITAL. This has got to stop.
I did three years in a Hospital because of Lies.
Id like to form a committee to STOP ALL THIS NONSENCE.
Please- Lets do something about it. Write your Senators, Write anyone in Authority.
The Governor and even the President. But, most likely- THEY WONT ANSWER.
What do we do?? Cause a RIOT to get our point across??
 Now I have an OBCESSION. I need to resolve & get satisfaction regards the State Guardians
Killed a good friend of mine. Till I die- I need to do something about this.
My friend was Domenico Romano Born 7-5-32 & Passed away at the hands of the State Public
Guardians 8-27-2012 He was worth $650,000 which was a good incentive to kill him.
I met him at St. Barnabas Behavioral Unit in early 2010. We used to walk the Halls till we got
tired. Then I ended up in Hagedorn. I called him when I got out. We later went to Waretown for Xmas
2010 where we would get a free dinner & a gift. However, he forgot to renew his License.
I dont know if he ever got it. We would hang out in 2011. I slept there once, Made dinner for us
etc. Gave me $50.00 one time. Not sure why. Maybe for Groceries? Anyway- I felt funny and gave it back
soon after. He even wanted to give me his Car as he planned to go back to Brazil or Italy.
I did not know the State Guardians were on his tail. They came while I was there.
Told me to get lost while they do business with Domenico.
When I came back- I read the papers the Guardians did not want me to see.
I saw the Caseworker Megan Vallese Brown helped herself with $500.00.
This is the same Bitch that had me sent to Hagedorn.
I guess he will never get to Brazil or Italy now with the State on his Ass.
His problem was Memory and they took over his Life & Money.
Anyway- I did not see him for a little while. One day I called and they had a man watching him.
Later I called again & was told they put him in a Nursing Home on Rt. Nine.
I drove there & saw him and I was surprised to see him in a Wheelchair & could not talk- He was
so full of Drugs. And this was just because he had a memory Problem.
I asked a Nurse what they were giving him. She hurriedly mentioned 5 or 6 Drugs which I could
not remember. I should have chased her to write them down. But, Im stupid.
Then I wrote down the Doctors Name. But lost it as I was also sent to the Hospitals. On June 12
2012. Then somehow, I found out that he died Aug. 27 2012. Not long after I saw him last.
But- I did go back to see him and was told he was moved. Dont know where.
He died too soon. Loaded with Drugs. Now I cant get anyone to help me.
Tried to get his Death Certificate & could not because I was not Family.
Called the State police thinking it should be a State affair. Was told it should be handled where
the death occurred. I called the Toms River Police and a detective did not have much to go on and
wanted me to get more information. The Fucken Idiot does not realize- I need a police Officer with me
when I go asking Questions. Otherwise they will tell me to go Scratch.
I cant let this go and the Killers will go UNPUNISHED.
I need someone with credentials to help me here.

Now as far as Alzheimers goes- Nothing has changed from when I lived alone in So. Toms River
for about 28 years. I still take many Vitamins & Supplements, Still Cook for myself, Wear whatever I
want as I have lots of Clothes, always like to be creative, I learned to be creative as I did not have much in
Toys when I was a Kid. Lucky, I got ONE TOY for Christmas, so had to use my imagination, by being
creative. Like to see things grow. For growing plants- I start out with using Yogurts Cups or containers.
This summer- I intend to make Butterflies from Caterpillars.
So, you see-I DONT HAVE TIME FOR ALZHEIMERS.

I want the whole World to know what happened to me by all the lies.
 I need to punish people like Patrick Hughes, Judge Stacy Kerr, The two bitches that ran the Wave
system in Seaside Heights, Christine Matsko of the OPG and the Lawyers that belong to the OPG.
It just dawned on me that Pess is violating the 6th Amendment. The right to a trial.
Again, Im saying anyone can Lie about someone and they end up Locked up in a Hospital.
Thats not fair. Id rather take my chances going to Municipal Court where I can defend myself
and even get a Court Appointed Lawyer.
We should do something to get rid of PESS altogether.
Id like to form a Committee and write to the senators & the Governor. Thats if they reply...??

At 88 years old, it takes me a long time to do things. It's hard making decisions. It is now 9-13
2017 & I don't know how to end this.
I did not do all the stupid Spacing's between sentence's and paragraphs. My stupid Computer did
that. No, I can't blame the Dog. Wish I had one.
I could use donations. I never know if I need a Lawyer to punish all those responsible for what
they did to me.