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"
"Why?"
I shrug. "I don't, not really, but I really want one now."
I arch my eyebrows daring her to stop me. When she
doesn't move or blink or breathe I turn to my purse
and dig into it with rough hands. My back is to her, so
I know she can't see the grimace and my struggle for
composure. Lie by omission… fuck. I bite back on the
wail of anguish that builds up in the back of my throat.
"Yes."
"Like you'll sing again and fill that void in your heart."
She tilts her head against mine and I laugh a little at
her words, wishing that were the case.
This time I'm the one beaming from ear to ear. "You
already have." Her happiness matches mine. "And in
the short term, what do you want to do?"
It's a Chai, the Jewish symbol for life. The rush of love
I feel is indescribable because really, why would she
get that if not for me? It's for the little silver necklace
that I wore senior year of high school and still have to
this day. And I can't believe it is printed on her body,
punctuated agains the smooth skin over her back. I
can't beleive I had her naked in bed and never saw it.
"Come here and I'll show you, baby." And she is more
than happy to oblige.
"The sexy parts, like when you told me, you know…"
she pauses, laughing a little. Her teeth find her lip and
pinch it with such adorable tenderness, I melt. It is
such a contrast from the fireball outside I almost can't
believe it's the same person.
"Hey, sweetheart."
"Yeah?"
"You just might not get laid for the hell of it." She
taunts gently letting go of the toy and kissing me
soundly. I take that as my cue to descend. I bow away
from her as she lays back. I drag my tongue down
between her breasts, grazing my lips over the rosy
nipples. They harden almost instantly and I nudge
them with my lips, feeling her chest shudder. I graze
them with my hot breath as I exhale and trace down
further.
I like it. I like the way she tastes, how wet she gets. I
love the sounds she makes because it's me doing it to
her. My mouth, my teeth, my lips. In effect I kiss
again, smacking my lips. "Rachel, Jesus, I love your
mouth."
"No." She bites her lips and then wrenches a cry from
her lips as I move again, her head tossing to the side.
"Oh Rachel, my God, go please, go."
I'm right at the edge for the second time tonight and
this time, I'm not able to stop it. I lean over her and
steal her cries from the source, as I echo everything
back at her. "I'm gonna come Quinn." I cry out,
dropping down and fisting my hand in her drying hair.
"Yes it was."
I mull over it, not really sure how I feel. The whisper of
the emotion pops into my mind as I feel her kiss touch
my throat. "Complete."