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Ok it’s the end of the year and my head is spinning! This past year has just been an absolutely
amazing rush! It's been like a thrill roller coaster ride without an end. Yes an uninterrupted
adrenalin rush, but now that I am at the end of the year, I am feeling the consequences.
Ok, let me step back a bit, as you know we have stepped out of our bush location for a "short
period" of time with the purpose to help out at our support center and region. This eventually
turned out to be much more than anticipated, with me being center manager, business office
manager, regional coordinator, regional church planting consultant, church planting liaison
assistant and doing a ton of member care on the side as well. Not to mention trying to maintain
the momentum in the Mengen church.
Marie on the other hand has been much more busier than me, with being the corner post at our
home, homeschooling, supply buying for the region, running housing and guest housing and hosting
a ton of people.
So you can just imagine how God has used this year as a major growing opportunity and learning
curve for us. All that has been a challenge, BUT, personally I think the most difficult aspect of
my work this year was to hear people expressing their need for the gospel but not being able to
answer that for them. I again just realized the truth about the harvest being ready but the
workers being few.
"...the popo's are ripe but we cant get to them in time so the bats come to eat it."
Meaning the harvest is ready but we do not have workers so Satan come to take all their hope
away from them.
MUALA VILLAGE
So as you can see the need is great! And this last year it has
really caught up with me a bit. I have never really believed in
burn out, but I think I am feeling it a bit!
I had to handle my father passing away, and not being there to
support my mom. I have spent many weeks away from my family,
seeing my kids growing up and my wife struggling to keep the
house and family on track. I had to sleep many nights in bush
houses, some times next to the road or in the jungle. Traveling on
12 hour boat rides on nasty seas, walking many miles through muddy
juggles. Struggling with stomach bugs, malaria, tropical ulcers etc. And I
am doing this to try and answer some of these needs, trying to help
where I can, trying to give hope. But to be honest trying to answer
these needs has drained me. I just can't go on saying no to those who are
begging for salvation! Sometimes I feel I would rather avoid seeing them,
just because its so hard to have to say no.
Over and above having to emotionally carry these burdens, I am also realizing that this
road is a lonely one as well. This year has been 10 years spend in PNG. We are thankful for our
co-workers who helped us starting things off and laying a solid foundation. But the real
construction has only begun. I am starring down the road, and wondering how am I going to get
this done? To be honest the beginning was easy, learning a language was easy, and teaching
evangelically was easy, but to be honest, discipling these guys into maturity is a hard and long
term intensive labor! Working with them and helping them become self sufficient in all areas,
multiplying amongst themselves and multiplying cross culturally as well is nothing but long term
hard labour! And we do not have many who want to do this. This is also the reason we have so
many unfinished works, because allocating in a tribe, learning language and teaching the gospel
for the first time is very exiting and makes for great news letters but long term, slow moving
discipleship is not glamorous!
"ASK THE LORD OF THE HARVEST, THEREFORE, TO SEND OUT WORKERS INTO HIS
HARVEST FIELD.