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The "Sound" Identity:
Music-Making & Schooling
Glenn M. Hudak
So powerful is the desire to make music with others that one is tempted
to conceive of music-making as an emergent, radical engagement with
consciousness; an engagement which can "rattle" the hegemony of
everyday life and open up the possibility of a common ground where
differences might meet, mingle, and engage one another. Indeed, it is
possible for one to speculate as to the formation of distinct musical
identities located within the nexus of activities involved in the making
of music and community- in the making of a musical "We."
To be sure, cultural studies already informs us that popular music
plays a number of important social functions in the lives of children,
adolescents, and adults. Simon Frith (1987), for instance, argues that
the social functions of popular music include the formation of identity,
the development of a sense of place and social context, and the man-
agement of feelings. Those listening to popular music often identify
with a particular genre, and as "fans" or performers adopt certain
modes of dress and ways of being-in-the-world based on the culture
surrounding a particular genre of music. For students, musical identi-
fication is often linked with a particular group, clique, or gang. Popu-
lar music is related to styles of clothes and the expression of sexuality
and racial identification. However, while cultural studies has opened
the terrain of its investigations to include the varying dimensions of
musical "consumption" and "use" in the lives of students (e.g., Hudak,
1993, 1994), the relations between music "making" and the forma-
tion of collective identities remains, the musical "We," opaque. To
this project I now turn our attention.
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448 The "Sound" Identity
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Glenn M. Hudak 449
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whether of music or of any human activity, that judge, theorize
simultaneously, that say in effect that one thing (like music) = all
music = one big summarizing result = it couldn't have happen
way, seem to me to be intellectually and historically flawed (pp
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Glenn M. Hudak 451
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Hart had to get all these people from very different background
flicting religious backgrounds too, get them all on stage. They
ters, so no one missed a beat, of course, but it was all these guy
got their shit together. They really, you know, they connected
very different styles combined into this one thing and its kind
sense to be saying this, but it was like a metaphor for world un
think. ... In my opinion, that's the only way people are able to u
you put your ideologies aside. . . . The whole time I was thi
seeing that there is hope for this world in a sense that people ca
ences aside, and even if it's just for one night on stage (Hudak, 1
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Glenn M. Hudak 453
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Glenn M. Hudak 455
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eros, like desire, does not want to hold itself back; but whereas desire cannot
restrain the urge for pleasure which effaces the other, eros cannot restrain its
enthusiasm for the other in its otherness. Desire wants to possess the other;
eros longs to spend itself wholeheartedly and unreservedly on the other's
behalf. Desire makes us aware of a void to be filled, whereas enthusiasm
springs from an overflowing heart that is eager to empty itself. Desire is a
regressive impulse which leads to an effacement of the other, and the plea-
sure in which it culminates is as safe a haven as we can find. Enthusiasm, on
the other hand, is a celebration of the other and urges us to throw caution to
the wind- to risk everything on the other in a single act of self-abandonment
(Miller, 1992, pp. 114-115).
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Glenn M. Hudak 457
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Marking itself as different and placing the fan within its spaces, t
up a position of being different from those who don't "understan
and who cannot make the appropriate distinctions. . . . This
critical encapsulation divides the world into Us and Them, but th
does not necessarily constitute an identity. While being a rock
sometimes does entail having a visible and self-conscious iden
punks, or hippies, or mods), it more often does not appear vi
surface of the fan's life, or even as a primary way in which most
themselves. But it still functions as a way in which we mark ou
from others, especially from what is considered the straight adu
world (pp. 185-186).
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Glenn M. Hudak 461
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Well, when I'm performing, I'm really not anywhere. ... if I'm conscious of
where I am I get nervous, very nervous. . . . And I try to tone it down and get
lost in the music, and when I do that, I'm not here, [or] there. I'm really within
myself . . . trying to come through in the music (Hudak, n.d., unpublished).
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Glenn M. Hudak 463
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Glenn M. Hudak 465
For Highwater, the alignment of inner and outer music brings forth
the "life-of-sound" (1981, p. 166) to the musician (and beholder) in
performance. In the life-of-sound the musician discovers the imme-
diacy of the sensual world as a unity of both body and spirit. Within
the life-of-sound is constituted the "sound" identity. It is an identity of
sound (inner and outer) that is not seen but rather felt and heard; it is
an identity not of sight, but rather of sound itself. The sound identity
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figure that substitutes a part for a whole (an eye for an I), [which] must not be
read as a form of simple substitution equivalence. Its circulation of part and
whole, identity and difference, must be understood as a double movement
that follows what Derrida calls the logic of the 'supplement': . . . [T]he supple-
ment is an adjunct, subaltern instance which takes- the- place. As substitute
it produces no relief, its place is assigned in the structure by the mark of an
emptiness. Somewhere something can be filled up of itself . . . only by
allowing itself to be filled through sign and proxy (pp. 54-55).
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You would be in this alternate state. You would be getting that actor's high,
where you forget that you're you. You're just the character and nothing else
could possibly come to your mind but the next word that the character is
going to say. It just clicks in. Nothing else would work except that exact word
and that exact thing. And that's happened to me twice in my life maybe . . .
Hit's incredible (Hudak, 1993, p. 176).
The actor's high represents that stage experience where the subject
and object merge in performance.
The actor's high is not an exact equivalent to the sound identity.
However, my point is that they are similar with respect to letting go of
the ego, and the (e)merging with others in performance. These simi-
larities begin to form a backdrop in the overlapping experiences of
student artists. Such overlaps in shared experiences create commu-
nity. This community has the potential to elaborate a certain quality
of love and freedom. In a recent article by bell hooks (1994), "Love as
the Practice of Freedom," she points out that today there is no power-
ful discourse on love emerging from radical thought on the Left. She
writes:
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