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Without You?
Guillaume Musso
Gallic Books
London
Where Would I Be
Without You?
Guillaume Musso
Gallic Books
London
1
THAT SUMMER
Some seven thousand miles away, it was twelve thirty in the afternoon in
San Francisco. The telephone in the Berkeley campus cafeteria started
to ring …
*
49, 48, 47 …
His stomach in knots, he closed his eyes and simply said, ‘It’s me,
Gabrielle. I’m phoning as arranged.’
Initially, she laughed because she was so surprised and because she
was happy, then she burst into tears because it was too tough not to be
together any more.
… 38, 37, 36 …
He told her that he was missing her so much, that he adored her, that
he didn’t know how to live without her …
… She told him how much she wished she were there with him, to be
near him, to sleep with him, to kiss him, to caress him, to bite him, to kill
him with love.
… 25, 24, 23 …
He listened to her voice and everything came back to him: the texture
of her skin, the smell of the sand, the wind in her hair, her ‘lots of love’ …
… his ‘lots of love’, his hand clasped round the back of her neck, his
eyes searching for hers, the violence and the tenderness of their
embraces.
… 20, 19, 18 …
He stared in terror at the liquid crystal display on the phone box. It was
torture to see the units on his card tick away so fast.
… 11, 10, 9 …
Then they had nothing more to say, because their voices became
choked.
They just listened to the thudding of their hearts, beating in concert,
and the softness of their breathing which merged, despite the damned
phone.
… 3, 2, 1, 0 …
Back then, nobody yet really knew about the Internet, email, Skype or
instant messaging.
Back then, love letters sent from France took ten days to reach
California.
Back then, when you wrote ‘I love you’, you had to wait three weeks for
the reply.
And having to wait three weeks for an ‘I love you’ back is unbearable
when you’re twenty.