Contents

Acknowledgments................................
Prologue.............................................
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___Black Pieces___
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___Blue-Pieces___
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___White Pieces___
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___Red Pieces___
Acknowledgments

I would love to acknowledge the large support and motivational

messages. It took some convincing to agree to commit to this
collection.
Firstly my late father CM.Khange,Always referred to our small
memories for inspiration.My mother MS Monare,Through all
the pain and headaches,You remained patient and humble.
The large supporting cast that gave input on this book; in no
particular order i would like to call them.
Siphokazi Twaibane, Precious Dube, Suzan Shilaluke,
Lehlohonolo Mofokeng, Naomi Thubisi, Boitumelo Moloantwa,
Lebogang Moratwe, Neo Mahloane, Mashoto Shaku, Ntsime
Mailula and Many more i didn't mention.
Prologue...

Colours of life was born of an idea to leave a legacy of

quotes in this world.What initially began as a 5 word
quote grew into poetry that spoken to the soul.Colours
of life is thought to be in a different catalogue from
well-known poetry.For instance! instead of traditional
stanza's it is structured in pieces.It portrays life lessons in
a third view of our daily fears,love,doubt and lies.
________________RED PIECES________________

GLOW....

She is my heroine! In her own skin she glows.I have faith

in our growth,Strength to strength we stand tall or do
we?.You brought me pain and total distraught.Your
presences brings me discomfort,Your glow has turned
into a thing of a past.I was fey to all the fiasco
surrounding all my most ungracious moments.Your glow
became something of an eyrie and I stood and witnessed
you grow into something of a phenom.
 WE....

We stand for what's right but we also strive just to

survive.We shed light as we were both born at night.We
stand together through the cold fights and we might not
be alright but still claim its fine.We share a life of equal
rights,I write and all you do is smile.We always lie about
what's in our minds and that keeps our love alight.We
are very young yet our hearts keep roaming wild,For that
we can never cry.Having survived so many odds it can't
be fair for "US" to grow apart.Tell me!! Do you really
care? I mean it is really sad to see the "Negative
Care".We only see the filled love in our hearts,We barely
notice the scars in our eyes.We know no pain!! Love feels
right and nothing else can prevent us from giving it a try.
 WHY....

Why do we keep going back,Running laps but again

backwards is only logical.The misery shines bright over
good memories.Why we always defeated by
emotions,Why do we let our minds be consumed by fear
and doubt?..Why is it that happiness has chosen a lucky
few?..Why do we live on this wicked world just to go
through pain?.Why do we trust the most wicket hearts to
weaken our strengths?.Dealing with the troubles of this
journey,Why do we exchange our pure hearts for people
who still want to Rendezvous?.Why does it hurt no
more? We've downgraded our subconscious to allow
hurt infiltrate our mindsets.Why are we lost in dreams of
true love? The perfect fantasy that allows us to cause
confusion.
 Womanogamy....

Desperation for love has me biting my lips out of

lust.Enchanted deep oceans filled with tears and cries for
those sweaty nights.Salty oasis I dig deep in my
heart,Guilty of falling in love. Foresee a blurry future
filled with remorse,Sea robbers thieves of the human
souls.Majestical travels entice the core roots
beneath.Give them dreams and ambitions,Slavery awaits
their future! For a fee like tainted glass.A black Scorpion
fills the cup of doubt! Deadly and very proud.
 Apple of death....

Unsarcastic stare's attraction,Uncontrollable stars of

emotions sweep away the previous hurts as my face
bursts of with a cautious smile that tenders soft
mindsets.Quantum physics best describes the desire we
share as equal mortals,We are a pair of none trustworthy
yet seductive mates.Reminisce of the hurts we've dished
out together but we unable to redigest the pain we never
felt.Breaking out of the "Hell" hole suggested during
therapy sessions with God as we sat and self
introspected.

Family knots...

They always plot! No need to take them to court.Sit

down and listen to word then apologize! Come now black
child..Sit down!Calm down!.Mesmerize and memorise
unchanneled feelings,Oxymoron causing havoc lean back
and dream.Inconsiderate antagonist suck dry off an
already dry well,Pressure mounts as dust prevails over
saddened hearts and sore heads.Fly away birdie but it's
too late to jump ship,Walk back savage yet humble like a
psychology student.
 Blue Pieces....

I was always a fall back plan for you,I sussed you out and
the analogy behind it made perfect sense,Inlove with the
spotlight I keep praying it’s a phase but let me rephrase
you love the attention.I still embrace your imperfections
no matter how much they can dictate.Goddess of the
forest,Drizzling our impure souls.Depleting our hearts of
pain we wish it never stops to rain!
 Realizing the inner self-love....

Passing with evils thoughts,The hubbub of city streets

rumbles inside my heart.Once an empty vessel but now
reborn into a gun that doesn't shoot pellets.The power of
the tounge misguided nations yet mysteriously they
found their paths.When your heart is an old harlot you
work extra hard to get rid of the grappling nature
existing.Learning to nurture the fanaticing deep within.
 HER....

She represents power, She is the woman of the hour. She

has the strength, She goes the extra length. She never
turn's sour, She always fall's for the flower. Her heart full
of hatred! Her heart full of pain instead! She bares no
grudge but she never cope with the old hurts. She always
adapts but tends to go back! Back to reality where she is
faced with odd’s. Her will of fire has turned into the black
smoke of a tyre,BURN she screams..DIE she yell's.Karma
is like sugar cane compared to the pain,She is used to
being used.Every new day turn's her heart blue-grey.She
insists on the truth but can't contain the rain of tears that
keep thundering at bay.

Naked thought about love....

The sight of headlights turning red.Still heading forward

and fog lights faded...The real depth of love bares
limitless possibilities.Love so pure fighting has become a
memory if not a distant factor,Emotions roam without
any slight hesitation.Trust puts all doubt to sleep as
romance sweeps away the misery.Bond that surpasses
family ties..With peaceful conversations and a partner
unafraid of risks.You've given up on love yet you still try
because it’s in your human nature.
 ______________BLACK PIECES______________

ART....

Remedy of the eyes,Escape route of the heart..A

sanctuary of the brain.Dark and deep like the ocean
blues.Glitters like gold and sounds like
pebbles.Unimaginable possibilities with a relentless idea
bridged in our subconscious.Cuts and bruises,Colours and
nauseam pieces.Envision drafts and crafts with drums
that pump the blood that runs our lives,Our minds filled
with sentimental melodies.Painted beauty dazzles in the
rain as her tears drips the colours like clay,Dip and play
like cocaine in may..Pablo this is El Classico.

RAPE....

Am a victim of a brutal manslaughter, You left me bloody

and bruised.Weeping for mercy yet you continued to
undress my locked chambers of hurts.Left the scene
mirthful and feeling massive but in God you
sinned.Restrained by pain and amazed by how quickly
things can change.Spare me hate! My successor also
carries the weight.Scarred by a potential mate,Nobody
has the right to say this was fate.You deprive children
and infants their prodigy,Your mind full of lurid
magazines.Every conversation seems jeering,My mind
can no longer reach the state of jollity.Dead inside it
seems most woman are HUMANOID.

WISH FOR DEATH....

Emphasis of a none existent soul,Dark cloud roams over

my head.I bow down and tap out but death stays a
distant friend! Am not afraid of the journey to the
unknown but life laughs in my distraught face.How much
more embarrassment can i endure till i decide to take
action?.Rotten insides fall flat while wicket thoughts take
center stage.Perhaps in another life it may be easier but
days come and go yet my desired friend stays further and
further.Dark times come with endless mockery tests,My
pains is another's personal entertainment.My sorrow is
another's joke story to portray for others.Believe no
more! Give them their last show, As you break from this
sinful place.Soul so cold,Polar bears stay away from this
enchanted terrain! Rework your plan,That death plot is
too easy..It probably won't work.

ANXIETY....

I let you down! They all know that.I never made you
proud! They all say that.I don't know how to love!
Everyone thinks that.Popped pills in my sleep
disappointment is waking up to more pain.Tears dried up
whilst the well inside has clotted.Life is meaningless..No
amount of righteousness can save you from the evils of
heartaches.You were never absent but we never felt your
presence,Showered us with presents but we were in
need of guidance.Your death torments the youngests of
hearts,Was this your escape plan?.Unknown seed seeks
leverage over its maker.Penetrate my thoughts and see
the hate that has built inside.Embedded in my soul is the
failiures of our conversations! Lonely in a room alone
with God.

TWILIGHT....

Subsonic experiences,Passing through lime light!

Forgiveness and unbalanced candle nights.Infiltration we
divide and conquer but our hearts are combined.Summer
breeze torments the last hair on our heads,Peaceful yet
seductive.The smell of cut grass intoxicate and uplifts all
sudden curse.You reflect a human shell! Sex appeal
always overlaps my dreams have fallen flat.The sun is
going down,Yet people remain intemperate.Twilight
season! People remain oblivious to the life crimes,I
mutter to myself as romance brings shame to my
past.Dark and deep nut learned to love,Who would have
thought a hooked hothead would enjoy to
compromise.Humble beginnings a Goblin has finally
grown and gobbled all life's gobsmacked.Shadow of
death filled with cries and frostbite! I fear pain! I feel
rain! I feel the weight! I feel no cage..Am a druid and you
are a drug baron but bound by commitment.

DAMAGE....

Going through different paces and phases,How change

has left us hotheaded and hurt.Too stubborn for more
change we hide from more pain!.Unable to give up we
running out of strength.We young and bold,Fearful of the
unknown bring me unsentimental memories.Real
feelings are side effects,Life is delusional! and love is an
illusion.Inhabitants we are,Survival tactics are
flamboyant like a hot air balloon.Emotionally drained!
We crave for food instead of love ,WE DON'T WANT TO
BE FOOLS.Supreme reins of the dry dessert equates a
kingdom of many soldiers that are unarmed.

RATHER....

Rather not invest your best into someone whom

suppresses their dirty acts.Rather remain oblivious than
remain a pest,No no no Rather remain a pest than
remain oblivious.Crafted wicket thoughts and faults,A
mission started and aborted.Rather face the world alone
than involved but halved with headaches and
breaks.Rather reach for the sky way past the light and
the twilight of hurt.Rather you get down and pray than
breakdown and claim a mere mortal is the cause of your
pain.Rather I know now why we caved than bow down
thinking we safe,Safe from the mischiefs of our
aids.Rather we slow down instead!I believe we cannot
maintain our current pace,It's a marathon and not a
sprint.

DEPRESSION....

Persistent coldness of waves and waves of word attacks

shower my thoughts.Resistant of its cancerous nature I
require chemo in my brain,Forget the pain we shall deal
that on a later stage.In desperate need of me time like a
lone wolf in need of a pack.No amount of apologies and
comfort can erase the scar I've obtained.Witness the
weapon of mass destruction in my eyes as I blink away
these tears.My brain too infatuated by a mere glance in
the hurts of my heart it can barely inference.Constant
battles of me and my inner demons,Anxiety creeps in and
builds within.Trusting in dairy! An eating disorder ripples
out envy,Trust in me and I'll help you regain your
self-esteem.Prescribed some meds to keep away from
the pain but i can't keep away from suffering inside this
cage my brain calls for aid.Keep away..An induction is
about to occur but wait am different my brain is
indistinctive they cannot really say.

SEX....

The pleasure acquired from an undefined attraction.Food

of God's served up for unsettled blood thirsty
beings.Once a forbidden fruit! Now a starter fo most
freezy days.Children weep for mother's yet father's are
on the road seeking the pleasures of the human
heart.Led and fooled by hormones we cannot contain the
desire to exchange ourselves worth.Precious moments
shared with no absolute care of life problems, Another
timeless space travelling unveiled until the inevitable
occurs (A worn out spaceship).Tiredness is imminent and
with that a knockout blow of reality as the dangers pile
up.The threat of unparallel feelings and mixed emotions
cause confusion.Too late for tears and regret the bond
shared is a universal scar which burdens two people to
the grave.

LOVE HURTS....

The thought of sharing a bond with someone before they

fall,But you have to keep on keeping on! You
walk.Nothing but sharp pain running through your veins,
You wish love had never come to mess up your ways.We
drowning in sorrow as we reach out of this love that
makes us swim in shark infiltrated oceans.You hide your
from me but in return hoping to share mine with me!
You've buried my hopes for this alien feeling.I cut off half
my heart to cut you off in my life but it seems you lay
claim to the entire organ.You claim a life in seconds but it
was nurtured for months.Release your power grip and let
me be!! A non-love pest.Born and bred to share but no
more! Breaking out of the chains that tie reality and
friction.Outgrown my sole purpose in this earth am no
longer human but a huge threat to mortals.

DELUSION....

I was fed an illusion,My life filled with love and hope.The

perfect being! Not touched by a mere mortal,Still a
temple of God.Embarked on a journey of discovery full of
treacherous manpits,I was a manor instilled in me was
meaningless emotions.No amount of hurt can be
displayed on my face,That way they'll believe you've
buried your heart in quicksand.My smarts outwitted by
diluted smells of dampness armpits.Only need two pills
to take you through the shadow of death,Dance with
Evils to protect yourself from ruins.Invite death and
life,You shall gain more light about who is right between
day and night.Pray only at night and see if God is better
active at night.Through all proclaimed success in life i
wake up to see i was only delusional.

TWEE....

Woman of many personas,She dances to the beats of my

heart as her body resembles a shaking hand of a graffiti
artist.Her eyes leaves trails of blood roses,Who many
hearts has she broken?.A smile more seductive than a
black Mamba! Given a chance her kiss will forever haunt
weak karma.Respect her body tone,With her you can
never know.She never cuts any corners,Even soldiers
tremble in her presences simply because it gets
colder.She makes dark pasts turn into shine clubs,She
bares no cubs only because her womb is a lite one.No
artificial materials on her hair..that would cause brain
damage.She is no ordinary woman,She is a blood
diamond dipped in gold and purified in pearls.

STILLBIRTH....

Let it pour on me like tears of a mother over a lifeless

stillborn.Infiltrate the tides of a helpless father as it
begins to swell up.Rehabilitate the impervious thoughts
and indulge graciously on precious memories.Walk
through the dark valley filled with loud noises,And
mosquitoes feeding on your flesh parish! As their
decomposing bodies pile up to the canopy to allow you
to catch a glimpse of the departing sunset.Scavengers
smell death in the sound of your voice and begin to circle
around!! They have patience!! They are patient.Your
journey ended before it began,An adventurer that had a
vision but never opened his eyes.A ballistic dancer but
never stood on her legs.A talented sculptor but had use
of his palms.

______________WHITE PIECES________________

I was born in an Era where people are concerned about

having a functional relationships more than getting a real
occupation.A generation that portrays their partners as
their birthright.A nation that preaches about equality but
still has no respect for our woman.I was born in an Era
where we fall helplessly for emotions that bring more
confusion than good.A generation that fake pain in order
to attract weak personalities.A nation that accepts
children to be parents at a dedictatable age.We live in an
Era where dreams and ambitions are nothing more than
an empty textbook.A generation that believes more in
pain than the actual realization of insomniacs existence.A
nation that believes that exhaling the herb and gulping
down the drinks comforts the hurts in our heart more...

I have a rondevu with love,Where my lips long for a long

kiss and smug feelings derived from my instestines.I have
a rondevu with life where all people remold the
shattered pointillism of their past endeavours.I have a
rondevu with death where poisonous arrows shoot
through my heart in the name of love,Draw your anger
from the crafts man of deadly weapons!..I have a
rondevu with secrets that keep peace trades as we
embrace the calm before the storm.You glance upon us
with a full moon but hear no cries of a lone dog as it
weeps for a pack.I have a rondevu with sinister thoughts
as we embarkon a lifeless journey that may lead to the
demise of our troops.

Rare laughter with a small taste of hidden agenda,Power

hidden in the gender..Make me feel comfortable inside
sweet silent talks,Let's let our hearts beat as one.Dance
to the rhythm of my melodies,I keep playing these tunes
for you to be amused.Reconnect to our path,Never stray
too far..Am forever intact if you want to return to our
chosen route.The mere stare you give melts and crafts
my heart,Let me shower you with treats of my love..Give
me the kiss of death rather than a poisonous apple.Prep
me for a future full of you! Nothing more than just
you.Am broken like clock but "Even a broken clock is
correct twice in a day".Unconscious under your
unforeseen forces give me strength to say "Am capable
of loving"

Am from a world filled with lies and cries but it's no

world! It's my mind filled with miles and miles of petty
fights,What's the price for me to acquire a fake
smile?.Limitted by this human mind i feel weak but still i
won't pop a pill.What's the point of living fast but you
not going to die first I mean! How fast is really FAST
because am not impressed by your act of being
oppressed.Meditation is the reason

Life is an illusion,We blinded by rage yet we go page to

page trying to understand the message portrayed!but
hey life is an illusion..We living in a fantasy yet we always
stray and that has made us prey to the unforgiving ways
of our last days..Life is an illusion!We not really alive but
we all old and reminiscing our past lives of our
forefathers to our children,We telling them a story of our
struggles but we cannot finish,SAY "The end" and that's
your end!!..Life is an illusion what happens when you
deeply scarred that pain becomes a norm to you? Are
you still alive?..I still say life is an illusion! We made to
believe that our minds are sacred but we wonder into
world's unexplainable in context to the human
nature,The peace we all seek is actually instilled in us yet
we told to look elsewhere. Those in power dictate ones
unappreciated in the society simply because they
unprivileged.Now tell me! "Isn't life an illusion"

Ready yourself for War! This is not time for peace.The

warriors are ready to fight alongside you,Be brave and
lead the way.We chose you as our Titan now go and slay
those smiling.Be brave and show the world what it truly
means to be called insane.Make them doubt they've
gone through pain,Give them pure kindness and love.This
is not inspirational but it's fate! Our path's met before we
were even crafted.Am giving you power to tackle oblique
obstacles,View obloquy criticism from an obsessive
positive mindset.Be brave and generate happiness from
absolute discomfort,Make them wonder just how pure
your heart is..But only you know just how wicked your
thoughts can be.Let them be destructive and a force of
unimaginable content.

Taste my unspoken words in your mouth as i lay these

vocals for you to arouse.Feel the earth rumbling as i take
my steps of success for you standing about.Take aim at
my legs as i know for that you re proud.Our selfish
desires turned riot on the constant beats of our
hearts.The loud noise of a dozen trumpets playing a
silent sound,I feel the breeze as man blow their lungs
out.We do not know peace! like water splashing into
beautiful pebbles.Women are crafted in clay,Slippery but
smooth edges.Men are crafted in limestone rough but
deadly when wet.Each soul tolerant to external
forces,We all weak at times and need love all the
time.Speak your take on life and walk the journey wise as
many have failed to reach their destination.

We talk about wisdom and growth,But why does it feel

as though we not really growing within.We seek what we
shall not receive yet we always lust for more of the
forbidden fruits.I see all your messages of inspiration
towards my pieces but you still not my muse."We've
been through alot" we always claim but let's go toe to
toe with the truth! We never really faced the same
struggles as our parents.You lost your parents at an early
stage,Well someone has never met their biological
parents!! Your father was never there,Well somebody's
father died before they were even born!! Your mother
didn't want you,Well somebody's mother threw them
away before they can even grow!!For all the pain in your
life somebody has went through far worse.Why feel sorry
for yourself when you can embrace your success of
defeating your challenges? Kill yourself and we shall dine
over your sad loss but tomorrow you'll be nothing but a
memory.

Look back for strength.Seek light in the fallen mist

consisting of crystals.Let it all shine over the crimes of
your heart,You heard a sound of cries that drove you off
the edge.You've walked for miles but not through all
walks of life.You slit your wrist simply because you
haven't found your reason for living.Popped those pill's
simply because you couldn't handle these feels.A dream
born of the stone age like the wall paintings of our
ancestors.The burden on our shoulders should have
made us crumble but we mere mortals are strong.Strong
minded that is! Yet we occupy these emotion infested
bodies.We let the disconnected sounds of nature
melodies contradict all the pains of our ways.With
sadness and sorrow of our struggles comes peace and
graciousness.

My life is a mess because of my past.Lot's of money? "I

have that" Lost your faith? "I passed that".As i look
back..Look back into the untruthful remedies of decisions
taken by a teen faced with adolescenes.Fear no external
forces,You pure and solid.You lost your path!Why forsake
your own father for them? You lost your mother for a
mere visit.Where were you in their last days?..Does your
heart turn a blind eye to those it relates with?Will you
ever forgive yourself for not saying "I love you"? You
say it doesn't but it bothers you what they think of you
whilst they can't be judgmental angels.Learn to I’ve with
yourself before committing an abomination act.Your
heart filled with love but mind reeks of determination to
spread this wickedness.Be careful money doesn't
consume your remaining pureness..!Be careful this world
does not obstruct the real path you born for.!Be careful
your friends don't wish you harm behind their everyday
smiles..!

______________BLUE PIECES______________

I'm a black child not born into poverty nor the riches of
this world.I'm crafted of his spear and power instilled
within me as i possess potential to overcome the unseen
forces acting against me.Am privileged to rally with the
masses that behold the tool for change.My voice is my
power and at this hour i still say I'm a black child.The
tears of our pains have dried and now we no longer
drained of passion because we strive for
recognition.With all of my might i still say I'm a black
child not born of a slave but a brave woman that signified
change to overcome the pains of her days.A heart of a
lion shielded by the cries of African mothers drowning in
sorrow.I'm a black child not born to slay nor stray but to
spray a picture of hidden children buried before their
deaths.Am not grey but i still say change your ways
before telling me to get out of the way,Because am no
longer afraid.My name is Andrew Tshifhiwa Khange and
I'm a proud black child.

I've fought my inner demons in hopes of a better

perspective. Saw life from different angles but still same
outcome!I've chosen the path less travelled but still same
outcome.Dig deep into your emotional reserves!Why let
them restore if you might lose yourself? See in me what i
see in you,I was born empty of negative thoughts but
now it feels am a carrier of suicidal memories.How could
you possibly think you know what love is when you
barely understand what your purpose is? Desperation
feeds on our need for affection.Allowing myself to
sacrifice my state of mind in order to have an influential
word above it all..Lies fed to my brain by those having
more power than they really understand the depth of
our conversations.

Frustrated and delayed,My mind has caved in.A long

self-introspection leads to the realization of hidden yet
somehow forbidden chapters of myself.A red full moon
filled with the tears of African children cries! Our
Mothers,Sisters,Wives,Daughters and Aunts are paying
the price.These minds we possess are full of artificial
components! We crave for blood of our own nation.We
seek power over our counterparts,Like a pack of vicious
Wolves we tear from limb to limb leaving a trace of warm
blood.We belittle others in order to redirect the true
pain occupying our empty souls.Blinded by hatred! We
want to take more than we give.Having touched many
souls,Having played many roles yet we still in need of
integrity.

I easily fall, Fall for the same old betrayal game.I easily
get caught, Caught in the game of fish and tails..All we
know is the pain running laps through our veins,We wish
this life was filled with sugar but it just lacks the
"Cain".They tell us to be positive but we of the wrong
generation our hearts are filled with rage.Never given a
chance to portray this message because my mind is
locked in a cage, Cage made of life mistakes! I mean
stains.Make me feel lust for your inner character,"Am a
good guy" They always say..But what's good about me? I
love harder and better!But i also leave faster and
stronger.Am one born with no regrets,Every wrong I've
done made me crave for the better.Why strive for
perfection when you've got qualities of a rough
diamond.Craft a transparent glass out of a black bottle.I
never expose my weakness(Emotions) around people! I
simply trust no mortal.Its in my nature, I do not debate
real issues! I act on them.

My smile represents power,They all stare at me and

wonder..But I wonder if they notice the real depth of my
brains.Glaze into my heart and listen to the unrealistic
melodies,Sounds pure of nature.Take caution and listen
with no fear.Let my words infiltrate the core of you
roots,Set your soul free by accepting the teachings of a
Non-teach.I'll glorify all the impurities for that I was
cast.Value your capabilities and humble yourself enough
to showcase your abilities.Lessons that come from your
failures are the birth of your strengths.Feel the breeze as
you let your mind roam free.

My mind wonders all the time,My brain filled with

nothing but doubt.My face says am fearless,But my heart
is tearful..I just wanna be cool!Not with steez I say but
"Peaceful".It's a lonely road ahead,Nobody to share it
with."What they say affects you" says my numb Brain.Am
still yet to respond.Will the pain I hold within ever see
the light of day? Will you ever know that my pillow
becomes my comfort through all these tears?."You need
help with your depression" she said,Am yet to respond
that too! Am not scared.My brain is beyond the point of
trying for help.Am not a lost soul just yet, I have potential
but am lethal to society!You can feel and I can't!! I guess
I've really reached the state of equilibrium.

We are united by the language of our hearts.This colour I

possess is no stain,Yet it still reigns over the pain of the
thought they think we fake.Am young and easily
hurt,Forgive my foolish behaviour.Am regretful but I've
wronged not a single soul.Close your eyes! Open your
eyes..Still makes no difference.Black is strong,Bold and
passionate.Memories turn into dreams,Acquired lust but
it's not Sex!! It's faithfulness and loyalty.Be kind and you
taken for granted,Be rude and you surrounded by
loneliness.I never strive anymore I mean I don't even
attempt to try anymore,They longing for my failures! I
can'!! No I won't give them the satisfaction.Feel the need
to crave for another soul,Get innocent thoughts! No
amount of suicidal memories can block the light of the
day.

I pretty much don't have time to be proud but just know

am proud.Situation forced our hand to grow..Grow apart
that is.Misreading the signs but we all dying inside.This
world is too competitive and I was not born to fight.How
can I fight for what's right if I also don't have a clue
what's right? Do we really know the difference between
right and wrong? Maybe we are misled.These laws and
rules we supposed to follow pile up daily! We forced to
believe the unreal yet it's so real that we can never really
know for real.Our hearts used to beat to one rhythm but
now it beats a sound of the listener's choice.Church and
religion fulfil but they can never satisfy this new
generation of life.We need more freedom from our
roots,Yet we nothing without them! We tied by unseen
chains to our past,It's our human nature to
never(Break-Free).We require people's company but we
trust no one! Love and trust have been abused and
misused so much that they sound familiar to the national
anthem.

I inspire many to strive for perfection but who inspires

me? I should start caring less who says what about my
life.Your opinion is an empty input which bares no weight
on the actual output of my world.Faced with so many
struggles yet am not a struggler but am struggling to
main this struggle.! This isn't how am supposed to live let
alone feel,I need to restore parity in how I feel about
certain characters.Am filled with anger and that's
clouding my judgement.I live reckless not caring what
happens next,As long as I get to see the next day.Keeping
quiet is one of my many flaws but I can't seem to open
my jaws because my mouth is forever closed shut! Am
never afraid,Am led by this feeling inside and I feel like I
just need to fight.Exchanged my secrets too many times
and they've become my weakness,I need to defeat
this!..Am no longer kind,Your importance is of no
importance to me,Am empty inside..My soul has this
huge void inside.You died before your time,I still needed
open up what's inside but we just never had the time.

My life feels like a dream,Feels like am chasing reality but

I keep on losing my breath.I have high hopes my mind
keeps running wild,Am out of control am seeing things.It
bothers me that am black but can't really act the part nor
speak black.I've acquired alien characteristics, My skin
colour is of no importance to me! It does not describe
me.It bares no actual weight on my emotions.Wait! What
emotions? Those died a long time ago,Am just an empty
vessel in this meaningless land.Totally disconnected to all
surrounding matter,People always staring,They say "They
know who I'm".Do they? Do you?.

I hate how you always switching sides like everybody's

picking fights.Why you always thinking that you right?
Wait let's put your ego aside.This isn't about winning this
fight "I just want to know if we alright".I kept my faith
wondering if we both ever going to be alike.I like the fact
that you one of a kind,I know i might just keep thinking
about how you fell in love with my height..But honestly
it's my eyes and am proud to admit that you my cloud
simply because you always around! I don’t have to make
sense for you to understand my cries plus time flies we
no longer kids, So let’s just come out and let the world
know you all mine.

Why do we love “Love” but it seems love hates us?

Negotiating with my inner self, Just because I love you
and you love me does not necessarily mean we meant to
be. You give your all yet you don’t know your true worth,
Stop discrediting yourself. Being confused shows you
young and you’ve got a heart. Our struggles are the
same, Just we do not look at the challenges with the
same perspective but that is just our human nature! No
two can be alike even twins have different
characteristics. Strive for perfection and overlook
imperfections. We all capable, How we express our
capabilities defines our paths. You can never declare
something as a bad choice without first walking that
journey!! Never be afraid to make mistakes which you’ll
learn from.

Am not trying to inspire a black mind, No no no that

would be a repeat of “ Clash of the titans”. Am here to
empower, Am just a middle man between life and
death..Our journey was born in the very memories of our
sculptors, Parents given the strength to craft work of art
that even God himself will rebuke us in every sinful
action we may “Encounter”. We are mere mortals but
look at our works, Our minds are locked in a self-destruct
system of our very own creations. How precious is time
human? It does not matter much what you’ve achieved
in your short lifespan, We all here to achieve different
things in the eyes of the Lord , We might be born the
same way but we born into different life journey! so why
must I achieved what you’ve achieved? We from
different walks of life.

We young and we destined for big things. We do not

need rest as long as the road is straight forward, “Ohh
look” a bumpy road! All of a sudden life is way hard. How
do I escape quickly? Why does it seem like God is aiming
all his attacks on me?. “Be grateful you are noticed”. Tred
carefully Andrew your suicidal thoughts are not going to
put you out of your misery. I have everything I ever
dreamt of! What more do I need?. Materialistic things
are not what your heart seeks! I need peace of mind, Am
your heart listen to me when I talk to you..You’ve
wronged too many people , Apologize for the
inconvenience you caused Andrew and set you’re your
soul free. “I can’t be sorry when am really not sorry”. I’ll
give you the strength to apologize.

I look at you and smile, During my hardest days you make

me forget about the pain. I long for your presence each
send you walk away.
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I hope I can never learn to be taught to stray from you.
You make me feel right in every fight even though am
wrong.
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I’ll give you my thoughts, Put you in my prayers and
always have high hopes. As I offer you my heart and all
my love.
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With mu hands I’ll hold on tight to you, With my lips I’ll
kiss you till the hurt goes away and with my eyes I’ll spy
for you till our enemies fade away.

Colours of life consists of multiple poems and motivational

pieces written by Andrew Khange. This is the first book
released by me and with room for improvement chances of a
follow-up Poetry Collection are always high.

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