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Albert Camus

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The Windat D.jemila

HEREare places where the spirit dies


so that a truth maybe born which is
th.e spirit’s very negation. WhenI went
to Djemila there was wind and sun but that
must wait. Whathas to be said first is that a
great silence reigns there, heavy and without a
crack. The cries of birds, the furred soundof a
three-holed flute, the stamping of goats, mur-
murs from the sky--these are so many noises
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Soon, spread out to the four corners of the
world, I was the wind, and in the wind, these O Nr lives with a few familiar ideas. Twoor
three. In one’s chance encounters with
colunmsand this arch, these hot flagstones, and menand worlds, one polishes these ideas, one
these pale mountainsaround the deserted city. transforms them. It takes ten years to have an
And never have I felt so strongly both my idea really one’s own--about which one can
detachment from myself and my presence in talk. Naturally, it is a little discouraging.But
the world. only that way does a man gain intimacy with
the beauty of the world. Until then, he saw it
y rs, I am present. Andwhat strikes me at
this momentis that I cau go no further.
bluntly, face to face. Nowit is necessary for
him to take a step sideways to look at its pro-
Like a man condemnedto life imprisonment, file. A youngmansees the world face to face.
for whomeverything is in the present, but who He has not had time to polish the idea of death
also knows that tomorrow will be the same, or nothingness of which, however, he has
and all the other days. Becausefor a manto be- digested the horror. That is what youth should
comeaware of his present is to expect notlfing be, this hard confrontation with death, this
any longer. If there are landscapes which are physical fear of the animal that loves the sun.
states of the soul, they are the most vulgar. Contrary to what is said, in this respect, at
Through this landscape I followed something least, youthhas no illusions. It has had neither
which was not mine, but its, like a taste of the time nor the piety to construct any. And,I
death we had in common. Between these do not knowwhy, before this furrowed land-
colunms with their now oblique shadows, scape, before this solemn, mournful outcry of
anxieties cameto rest like woundedbirds. And stone, Djemila, inhuman in the setting sun,
in their place, this arid lucidity. As the day ad- before this death of colours and hope, I was
vanced and the noises and the lights were sure that at the end of their lives menworthyof
snuffed out under the ashes descendingfrom the the nameshould find this confrontation again,
sky, abandoned by myself, I felt &fenceless deny the few ideas which were theirs and re-
against the slow forces within mewhichsaid no. cover the iunocenceand the truth that shines in
Fewpeople understand that there is a rejec- the faces of the menof ancient times before
tion which has nothing in commonwith re- their destiny. Theyregain their youth, but it is
nunciation. Whatdoes it mean here, the word by embracing death. Nothing is more con-
"future"? What can the "progress" of the temptible in this respect than sickness. It is a
heart mean?If I obstinately refuse all the remedyagainst death. It prepares for it. It
"laters" of the worldit is becauseit is a ques- creates an apprenticeship of which the first
tion dlso of not renouncingmypresent riches. stage is tenderness for oneself. It supports man
It does not please me to believe that death in the great effort he makesto escape from the
opens on another life. For me,it is a door that certainty of utter death. But Djemila .... and
closes. I do not say it is a thresholdthat mustbe then I feel that the true, the only progress of
crossed, but rather that it is a horrible andfilthy civilisation, that to which from time to time a
nfisfortune. Everything that men propose to manattaches himself, is in creating conscious
meis an attempt to rid manof the weightof his deaths.
own life. Andbefore the heavy flight of the What always astonishes me, when we are so
great birds in the sky of Djemilait is exactly a promptto refinement on other subjects, is the
certain weight of life that I ask for and obtain. povertyof our ideas about death. It is goodor it
To be wholly in this passive passion--the rest is bad. I amafraid of it or I longfor it (as they
no longer concerns me. I have too muchyouth say). But this proves also that everythingsimple
in meto be able to speakof death. But it seems is beyond us. What is blue, and what can one
to methat if I had to, it is here that I would say about blue? One has the same difficulty
find the exact wordto express, between horror with death. About death and colours we can-
and silence, the conscious certainty of a death not reason. Andyet what is really important is
without hope. this manbefore me, heavy as the earth, who

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prefigures myfuture. But can I truly think the world, and makesus enter without joy into
about it? I tell myself: I mustdie, but this the consummation of our lives, conscious of
meansnothing, since I can_not makemyself the exalting imagesof a world forever lost.
believe it andcan only experiencethe death of Andthe sad songof the hills of Djemiladrives
others. I haveseen peopledie, aboveall, I have deeper into mysoul the bitterness of this
seen dogsdie: it wastouchingthemthat upset lesson.
me.ThenI think: flowers,smiles,the desire for
OWARDS evening we climb the slopes
women,and I understandthat all myhorror of
deathlies in myjealousyof life. I amjealousof T whichlead to the village and, retracing
those whowill live and for whomflowers and our footsteps, welisten to explanations--"Here
the desire for women will haveall their mean- is the pagancity, this quarterwhichrises out of
ing of flesh andblood. I amenvious,becauseI the earth is that of the Christians.Later.... "
love life too muchnot to be an egoist. What Yes, it is true. Menandsocieties havefollowed
does eternity matter to me? Onemaybe lying each other here; conquerorshave markedthis
in bed one day and hear: "Youare strong and countrysidewith their civilisation of subal-
I oweit to youto be honest; I can tel/you, you terns. Theyhad a meanand foolish conception
are goin~to die"---one maybe there, with all of grandeurand measuredthat of their empire
one’slife in one’shands,all one’sfear in one’s by the surface it covered.Themiracle is that
intestines, and an idiotic look on one’s face. these ruins of their civilisation are the very
Whatdoes the rest matter ? negationof their ideal. For this skeletoncity,
Mendie in spite of themselves,in spite of seen from so high, in the descendingevening
appearances. Onesays to them," Whenyou are with the white flight of pigeons around the
well .... "and they die. I do not want any of arch of triumph, did not write on the sky the
that. For if there are days whennature lies, signs of conquest and ambition. The world
there are dayswhenshe tells the truth. Djemila alwaysends by vanquishinghistory. This great
speaks truly tonight, and with what sad and stone outcry that Djemilautters amidmoun-
insistent beauty!For myself,here in the world, tains, sky, andsilence, I knowits poetrywell;
I do not wantto lie nor to be lied to. I wantto lucidity, indifference,the true signs of despair
carry mylucidity to the end and look at my or beauty. The heart contracts before this
death with all the profusion of myjealousy grandeurweare already leaving. Djemilare-
andhorror. It is in the measurethat I separate mainsbehindus with the sad waterof its sky, a
myself from the world that I am afraid of bird songthat comesfromthe other side of the
death, in the measurethat I attach myselfto the plateau, the sudden,brief descentof goats on
fate of living men,instead of contemplating the the sides of the hills and, in the relaxed and
enduringsky. Tocreate consciousdeaths is to echoing twilight, the living features of a
diminishthe distance whichseparates us from homedgod on the pedimentof an altar.

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MUSIC

No Cantatas for Stalin ?

rm~m~are the funeral cantatas for Stalin?


w Whyhas the task of lamenting his death
What has slowed downthe pace ? No, one can
hardly be satisfied with Mr. Kabalevsky’s
been left, so far, almost exclusively to the statement. Instead, one is constrained to wonder
solemn marches of Beethoven and Chopin? whether the complete absence of funeral odes
Whyhave the composers of the U.S.S.R.-- to Stalin, or at least the extraordinary delay in
the Great and Small Russians, the White their colnposition, might not have some rela-
Russians, the Uzbeks, the Ugro-Finns, the tion to the sudden infrequency with which his
Armenians, the Georgians--failed to render nameis mentionedin the pages of Pravda. Or is
their musical homageto Himwho is no longer it that Soviet composershave becomeso used
with us ? After all, only about eight monthsago to the musical language of joy, with its
these same composers were issuing a daily abundant major "intonations"--to use a term
torrent of musical praise to Stalin the good, dear to Soviet musical theorists--that they
Stalin the far-seeing, Stalin the founder-- experience somedifficulty or disinclination in
according to his own announcementof I937-- venturing uponthe stilisticheskaya pereustanovka
of "the happy new life." It was neither Marx ("stylistic re-orientation") required for the
nor Engels nor Lenin, but always Stalin and composition of lamentations in minor keys?
only Stalin who was thus hymned in the This last point is worth lingering over.
inevitable majorkey of Soviet self-glorification. In "socialist realism," whoseprinciples of
It maybe objected that Stalin has only been musical composition stem from I9th century
dead about seven months, and that one can textbooks on harmony, there is only one
hardly expect to see the fruits of compositionin harmonic style possible: that based on the
so short a time. This was presumablythe point conventional use of major and minor triads
which the tkussian composer, Kabalevsky, in- and their inversions. When,as is usually the
tended to convey in the interview he gave to case, a Soviet composer deals with "heroic
the French press, whenhe said that the funeral socialist construction,"his score is full of major
cantatas were in course of preparation, and triads. It is only on those infrequent occasions
that they wouldnot be ready until the autumn, when his work describes the "abject sadness"
when they will be performed in the House of of pre-revolutionary life that minor triads
Modern Music in Moscow. But this is not prevail. Theuse of" free" dissonances,or rather
convincing. The present situation is in too of the dissonances" freed" by the work of such
marked a contrast with the staggering speed great composersof the 2oth century as Debussy,
with which the unfortunates in the I948 Stravinsky, Schoenberg, Berg, Bart6k, and
Zhdanovite campaign against "formalism" Hindemith,is strictly forbidden. Such musicis
producedtheir worksof penanceand rehabilita- condemnedas "formalist," "decadent," and
tion. Then, within three or four months the "bourgeois," and the penetration of the ideas
Soviet musical repertoire was flooded with of free dissonance into the "pure body" of
brand-new music for fdms, new songs, new Soviet music assumes in the eyes of official
ballets, new symphonies, even new operas, all authority the character of an infiltration by
written in accordancewith tlie pure principles "secret agents of imperialism." It is possible,
of "socialist realism," all filled with perfect therefore, that after Stalin’s death the Soviet
major chords, gloriously optimistic; one can composersfound it profitless to switch over,
roughly estimate the average time of composi- merdyfor the sake of a passing moment,to the
tion as having been eight to twelve weeks. pessimistic tones of musicset in a nfinor key.
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