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Day Seven Prayers
Amen.
A brief bio:
I have done and experienced much in my life.
I climbed mountains and camped, by forests and lakes,
every summer in my youth. When I was eight I went to a
Church camp and climbed Pike's Peak. I went to Ten
Killer Lake, The Fox Cave of Riodoso, Billy the Kid
Museum, theme parks, Six Flags, Walt Disney World,
and Las Vegas.
When I was very you get, about seven, my two friends in
a cafeteria were discussing magic. And one said to the
other that with white magic you aren’t condemned but
using black magic on someone is damning. But my friend
told my lesser friend that he likes black magic better. So I
got involved in witch craft because of this. And there was
a lot of books are the local library that we’re about magic.
But finding that magic just didn’t work, really too young
to even know what the word ritual meant. And gradually
doing things of limited appeal and no power. I started
believing maybe if I was Satanic then my magic would
work. That it was Good with all of the power. And after
becoming engrossed in metal music such as Slayer,
Morbid Angel, and Danzig, I made a lasting
connection with the Devil, even selling my soul to him,
and a whole new world opened up before me. I was evil,
for sure, by the time I was fifteen? I was plain evil. And
not in a moronic kind of way, but as one bent on
Sacrificing a human to the Devil. I was someone with a
murderous heart.
But as time went on I gradually slipped away from that
side and matured quite well. I even came back to
Christianity. And I tried joining the Marines, who
removed me from basic training because I brought in
LaVey's Satanic Bible. And hearing stories here and
there about how The Satanic Bible was prohibited in other
places. Actually—a lot of reasons made it a purpose of
mine to create Christian Satanism.
It began as a term that applied to a Devil Worshippers, as
it is a Christian doing his Satanic way derived from
Christianity his Satanism. But what really appealed to
me is it wasn’t just another egg in the basket. So many
were doing the same thing. And this concept of “gray”
which is lacking anywhere and every where, should be
surfacing, if not immediately.