“Confidential Psychological Report”

A. Personal Identification
Name: Julia Marie Foerster Geolingo
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Ethnicity: Filipino
Religion: Roman Catholic
Educational Attainment:
Nursery- Prep (Montessori school of Muntinlupa)
Grade 1- Highschool (San Beda College Alabang)
1st – 2nd year College (St. Scholastica’s College Manila)
2nd year College- ongoing (San Beda College Alabang)

B. Introduction

Julia Geolingo, single, currently on her 3rd year of College in San Beda College
Alabang , 15 years of formal education and still pursuing undergraduate studies. She
have always had self doubt all her life and, needed others to affirm my actions, but
she keeps an optimist side of view that's why she always get to stand up not needing
others but God to help her. She is a reserved type of person that cannot be easily
known by another person if she does not let them. She is quick to change and relies
on escape whenever something bad happens. She does not ask others for help on her
problems and rather do it on her own or just ignore it instead. When it comes to other
people, she does not show her true self right away and she is not easy to get along at
first. It’s because she does not want to be too open with others, afraid that they might
judge her. That’s why she keeps her circle of friends small. When it comes to her
sexuality, she is fond of women. She also sees handsome men as attractive but she
sees them as her alter ego, she does not dream that she want to live with them for the
rest of her life. As for women, she does think about that several times. The sad truth is
she does accept herself but she knows others do not, especially the people who are
important in her life.

C. Background Information
 a. Early Childhood

Julia was kind of a miracle baby because she almost died on the date of birth due to a
complication of the umbilical cord, it was wrapped around her neck when she was
about to be born but then some miracle happened for her to be saved. When she came
her in the world, she was taken care mostly by her nannies. She has her two brothers,
both older than her by 2-4 years. Mostly they got the time with my parents because
they weren't so focused on their careers that time. Also, they brought them in such
places to travel with. They had the family time when they were kids. She didn't attract
attention that much from her parents and brothers. She was loved, but her parents
were busy at their work so she didn't get the attention she needed. Her brothers mostly
bullied and treated her as one of the brothers as well. Not so much as a little sister.

As a child, Julia played a lot of toys for her fun and leisure, usually with the toys of
her brothers. She liked to play with toy cars, cards, playing games. She also had lots
of dolls to play with, she liked to play the boy dolls better than the girl ones.
Julia grew up thinking she had to work hard for some attention. She wasn't ever close
with anyone in her family, she only talked to her nannies because they were the one
who were there and her other friends in school but she never considered anyone her
best friend yet. So she worked hard on her studies, she shifted her effort and attention
on it. She was active in school, worked on perfect grades, perfect speaking, singing
even in dancing. She needed to have this extra curricular activities to keep busy and
be noticed. She got honors by the end of prep school. Her parents were proud of her
and she was happy about that.

b. Middle Childhood

Julia then graduated from prep school and then started her grade-school in St.
Benedict when she was about 6 and a half. She was a happy go lucky kid that time,
she was at the top class and didn't have so much friends yet. She was the weird one
and kind of a teachers pet that time. And because of that, she got bullied by her
classmates. She wasn’t so much of a talker so she didn't tell anyone.
Julia was never deprived of freedom, her parents always allowed her to go
somewhere, especially to her neighbors’ house to play video games or play outside
her house even at night. She loved the outdoors and she loved her parents for that.
Outside was freedom time, away from her problems, just fun under the sun. Her
friends were mostly boys, her favorite was playing wrestling and video games with
them. She did not talk so much as a kid, she liked it better when she was just playing,
running and fighting.

Unfortunately, something happened during these days, her Dad got into an car
accident due to drunk driving. She didn't know what was entirely happening that time.
She was clueless, that she didn't remember so much of this moment. Perhaps it took a
lot of stress that she chose not to mind this moment but for sure this was one of the
darkest days of her entire life. Her dad almost died that time, and it was another
miracle because her dad already died for seconds yet he still managed to come back
and walk again. The family was there the whole time, although she didn't understand
what was happening that time, it all had the biggest impact of her entire life.

After the accident, her parents did their duties as a catholic. They became religious,
served the church every Sunday. They were active in outside activities related to
Church like bible studies and prayer meetings. Spent more time with God other than
working for us. Julia learned to be religious from her parents, another good thing she
was thankful for them because faith improved her as she grows up.

Her Dad was the hardest to talk to because he had a trauma that she didn't
understand. He was not moving and he was depressed. Wasn't able to work, he had
nothing to do that time. His operation gained lots of financial problems, her mother
was the only one working for all of them, her brother was in a lot of school troubles.
Due to this family problems, she relied on herself and her friends only to gain some
happiness. She started to become that uncaring child, became the bully and did not
listen to her teachers/elders. She did not care for her studies so much anymore, she
started hanging out with boys and she started to cut her classes at the early age of 7 on
her 2nd grade.
This continued until her 3rd grade, there was this one time, in order to impress her
friends, she learned to steal money from her mom. She stole about three thousand in
one week, and spent it on herself but mostly her friends. At first her mom did not
notice this so much but she was then caught and taught a lesson by her dad. He hit her
with a belt, twice. She then stopped doing it because that was the first time she was
ever hit by her parents, she wanted that it would be the last time ever.

c. Late Childhood
On her 4th – 6th grade she became friends with a group of girls already. She was
finally the “normal” 9-year old girl that time. She was mostly conforming on what
her friends want. By then she didn’t want the attention on her, she just wanted the
company that was given by her friends, nothing more. She started to socialize,
being the normal grade-schooler that she is, she was already lively and doing what
others think is cool. She did not like the attention anymore and just wanted to be a
part of something. She was always and still had the tomboy attitude and her
people around her loved her for that. She loved herself for that because she knows
that is the real her.

She also started to play basketball by this time, her parents encouraged her
because it is something she and her brother, Yves, are in common with. She loved
playing basketball. She used to play in a league in her village even though she was
the only girl. She was very confident and she did not care what people think about
her in that court and played her heart out.

She then graduated without honors in San Beda College Alabang and continued
onto High-school.

d. Puberty Stage/Adolescence
At this stage, Julia was completely growing differently. She finally became a
woman yet this doesn’t mean that she became mature but she knew herself better.
She was still the boyish, lively and conforming person back then but with some
interests that the usual girls wanted, she stuck with her friends from grade-school
and made more friends that would build a group of girls. For her, they were all her
bestfriends that she did not want to lose.

Puberty stage is where the children become more curious and not afraid of trying
such things especially if their parents are not that strict. When it comes to Julia,
she was always allowed and she took advantage of this freedom that her parents
gave her.

By the time she was in first year, she and her friends always had this agenda on
going out of the school and cutting her classes. She did not always like the idea,
she did not suggest it either. She always just followed her friends no matter what.
Julia was always a pushover, she always does things people force her to do even if
she knew it wasn’t right. She does not decide for herself most of the time and just
agree on what another person thinks she should do; which is a negative trait.

An example of that trait would be the time she went to a party for the first time
with some of the older batches in high-school. She was only 2nd year high-school
that time. She did not know that much but she went anyway. She was with her
friends, there was a birthday party but her friends planned to go somewhere else
because there was a house party nearby. Julia did not want to go because she did
not ask for permission about that house party and she did not know the people
there but she went anyway because she never said no to her friends. She and her
friends decided to go there, once they were inside, they immediately drank the
punch that was given to them. With the lack of knowledge, Julia drank her way
through that party even though she did not know what’s inside that juice. She had
a habit of doing things impulsively, and that night she did. She drank alcohol for
the first time and got drunk for the first time as well. She was blacked out and did
not know what was happening to her that night, thanks to her friends; they never
left her side. Her parents had to pick her up at the party at a late hour and from
there on they lost their trust on her.

Another big mistake she has ever done with her life was when she was 14 and she
was drinking at a birthday party once again. Her parents then allowed her to go. It
was her best friend’s party and he was a guy, it was a drinking party but her
parents did not know. She was the only girl who went the rest were guys, but his
(her bestfriend) parents was there so there was nothing to worry about. She was
the youngest as well at the party and that was definitely a bad thing already yet
she did not go home. She chose to stay for her best friend. She was up for drinking
that night, and she did. Once again she got drunk. These guys took advantage of
her. It was a painful night to remember for her and she will always regret it.
Again, she was quiet about it for a long time and blamed no one but herself.

Julia used to be fond with men, but she never was attracted to them. She just liked
the attention that was given to her by these men. She did not like the fact that she
had to have bad experiences with lots of men in order to gain some validation. She
didn’t need to do that but the world feeds that kind of stereotype at that time, and
she let it eat her up. Maybe it was her way of not accepting herself to what she
truly is. It was never the worlds’ fault but hers and she hated herself for it.

Julia did not excel on her studies when she was in highschool. She was only
focused on the fun and settled on low grades. Even though her parents tried to
convince her on doing better, she didn't care enough for her to do it. Her 2nd-4th
year in highschool were mostly focused on her friends and going out. She started
the habit of smoking and drinking out with her friends, exposed of bars and clubs
that time. She thought she was old enough for that kind of leisure.

Due to her actions, her relationship with her parents was fading away. She chose
to spend most of her time outside with her friends despite of her problems at
home. Their financial problems continued onto this time, her brother, Jerald, went
to several schools in College and he ended up wasting so much money. He
finished after six years. Her other brother, transferred schools in college as well.
Her dad could not go back to work anymore

Julia finally graduated highschool in San Beda College Alabang without honors.
She was getting ready for college by then but she did not really focus on getting a
good school for her. She just wandered away through vacation and relied on her
friends on where they would be studying.
Julia followed her friend in St. Scholastica’s College. She didn't know what she
wanted to take that time that's why she took her friend's course as well to be in a
same block as her. She took BS Marketing. Unfortunately, they did not become
blockmates and she had to settle with her own. By the the she started her 1st year,
Julia had a hard time adjusting in College, she did not think it was that serious.
She had a hard time coming to her classes and had a lot of complaints from her
professors. She wasn’t able to make friends with other girls because she wasn't
easy to talk to. She hated the people around her and her course, so she started
cutting class. She only went to school to do her vices. There was a point that she
was drinking alcohol everyday even if she was alone.

When she was in 2nd year, she worked on improving herself. She tried to fit in,
coming to her classes more often and stopped drinking. She followed her
requirements as much as she can but she still couldn't like the course that she took.
She had help with her blockmates and learned to get along with some of them.
That was when she did not expect that she had feelings on one of them, but she
kept on denying it to herself. She wasn’t open to this kind of thing when she was a
kid, so it really was overwhelming for her when she felt it. She knew that day that
her entire perception of herself have changed. She saw her truth.

When she finally accepted herself, she was in a relationship with a girl named
Katreena for almost 2 years. She lived with her for two months in her
condominium. It made her lose focus in school because all she did was take care
of a relationship that wasn't really good for the both of them. Katreena is not sure
about her relationship with Julia that’s why she couldn't really give her the
assurance. Julia cheated on her several times and it did not really end that well.
She failed in a lot of major subjects, and had to transfer schools.

By this time her mother got the hint of something that was going on with her. Her
mom knew by then that her daughter became the person she never wanted her to
be. Her mom confronted her if she was a lesbian, and she did not answer back.
She warned her about homosexuals and explained that it is something that's evil.
She shared this story about her and her former best friend for julia to be able to
understand through her mom’s own experience. Julia did not believe her. She
 continued to be herself no matter what her parents say, and this created a gap
between them.

Julia transferred schools and took the course of Psychology, which was her
choice. She have never been happier because she knew that this was the right
school and course for her. She has a few people beside her but she considered
these people as a keeper. She is currently in a relationship with a girl named
Nicole, although they're in hiding, she is still the happiest with her. She is one of
her inspirations to remain intact and refuse to give up in life. Up until now her
parents does not accept her for who she is, she is fine about it for now but it truly
affects her every day. She is still fighting her way to graduate and even though she
has been delayed for two years she's happy that she got a new start to believe in
herself once again.

D. Summary of test results:

a. MBTI

LETTERS SCORE

Introvert 21

iNtuitive 11

Feelings 9

Perceptive 37

Interpretation: Warmly enthusiastic and imaginative. See life as full of possibilities. Make
connections between events and information very quickly, and confidently proceed
based on the patterns they see. Want a lot of affirmation from others, and readily give
appreciation and support. Spontaneous and flexible, often rely on their ability to
improvise and their verbal fluency.
 b. 16PF

PRIMARY FACTORS
WARMTH 4 Reserved, impersonal, distant

REASONING 4 Concrete

EMOTIONAL STABILITY 5 Reactive, Emotionally

changeable
DOMINANCE 2 Deferential, cooperative,
avoids conflict
LIVELINESS 6 Lively, animated, spontaneous

RULE-CONSCIOUSNESS 2 Expedient, non-conforming

SOCIAL BOLDNESS 4 Shy, threat-sensitive, timid

SENSITIVITY 9 Sensitive, aesthetic,

sentimental
VIGILANCE 4 Trusting, unsuspecting,
accepting
ABSTRACTEDNESS 7 Abstracted, imaginative, idea-
oriented
PRIVATENESS 6 Private, discrete, non-
disclosing
APPREHENSION 4 Self-assured, unworried,
complacent
OPENNESS TO CHANGE 8 Open to change,
experimenting
SELF RELIANCE 7 Self-reliant, solitary,
individualistic
PERFECTIONISM 3 Tolerates disorder, unexacting,
flexible
TENSION 3 Relaxed, Placid, Patient
 GLOBAL FACTORS
EXTRAVERSION 4 Introverted, socially
inhibited
ANXIETY 4 Low anxiety, unperturbed
TOUGH-MINDEDNESS 2 Receptive, open-minded,
intuitive
INDEPENDENCE 3 Accommodating,
agreeable, selfless
SELF-CONTROL 3 Unrestrained, follows
urges

c. TAT
CARD AGE/ HEROES MOTIVES/ NEEDS PRESS
ID GENDER /HEROINE THOUGHTS/
FEELINGS
1 A young He Wants to rest after a PASSIVITY CLAUSTRUM
boy long tiring day. A (Confinement/
(To seek/enjoy
feeling of solitude. quiet, rest and hiding in his
solitude.)
To be alone and not own
disturbed by others. house/room)
2 A girl An author Wants to inspire Understanding; Succorance;
other people and Affiliation; Example
promote feminism. Nurturance; (Wants to
Writing about Ego ideal; promote
women should not ( Wants to feminism, help
become inferior to inspire and women who
men. Feeling self relate to women are inferior, be
assured about her and being proud an example to
new book. of her them.
 accomplishment
on her book.
3 A woman Mother A hard-working Abasement; Loss; Lack
mother grieving Dejection;
because when she
went home she was
informed that her
daughter died.
Depressed, empty,
loss the will to live.
4 A man and Father and Man- Wants to leave
a woman nurse the hospital (place)
he’s in. Fighting his
way out of the place.
Feeling confused,
imprisoned and
mad.
Nurse- Wants to
help the man and
stop him from acting
out and help him in
his situation. Feeling
scared but
responsible.
5 A woman The woman Wants to have fun
with her friends and
be herself. Got scold
and judged by the
parents of friend,
affected her in a way
but did not care and
lived by her own
rules. Felt
 disrespected by the
people who judged
her without knowing
her personality.
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