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Editorial
ASYLUM felt uncertain about an issue on psychedelics. Whatever the true nature
of, for example, schizophrenia, we recognise how difficult it can be to distinguish
between drug-induced and other mental states presented to psychiatrists. The
enthusiastic and responsible writers who here draw attention to the mind-
widening potential of various substances do so while emphasising the dangers
and warning that their use should be properly supervised and in a supportive
environment.
With those thoughts in mind it was felt we should have the courage to look
openly and honestly at the issues raised. We are therefore indebted to Jon
Atkinson, the enthusiast who got his colleagues to put this edition together. The
layout is by Phil Virden, an original member of the collective which has persisted
for 12 years now. Phil has frequently played a central role.
ASYLUM is however still going through a difficult period and hoping a new group
will take over, as has been mentioned in previous editions. So far little has
happened, and there might be a flier saying more. Our next number will however
involve the old methods, and we have been able to engage three volunteers to
put it together - Peter Good, who produced the Age & Ageing edition, Peter
Speedwell and Colin Brady. It will be a general issue with no special theme.
ALEC JENNER
Notes on Contributors
Contents
Can Drugs Be Used to Enhance the Psychotherapeutic Process? Lester Grinspoon &
James Bakalar
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Beyond Psychotic Experience Stan Grof
One of the main reasons I trained as a psychiatrist, in fact, even went to medical
school, was to learn more about psychedelic drugs. I hoped I might learn enough
to be able to give them in human research.
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I was exposed to both science fiction, and science, by my father, an electrical
engineer by training. He was hard-working and modest, but also drank
excessively and was prone to depression and violent outbursts. The altered state
caused by alcohol held a strong hold on him.
I became involved with a Buddhist organization for support and guidance. Many
of the monks' first sense of a religious dimension to their lives came while
undergoing a psychedelic experience. This was an important shared context for
my association with this community.
I found out about DMT in the late 1980's. This short-acting, naturally occurring
psychedelic seemed ideal for resuming human research with psychedelics. I
proposed to give various doses of DMT, to carefully characterize biological and
psychological effects. This is called a dose-response study. I suggested we enroll
normal volunteers, who had previous psychedelic drug experience.
I wanted to give DMT for several reasons. Some were quite conscious, some were
less conscious, and others took years later to see more clearly. However, the
thread that ran through the entire tapestry of this research was the following
question: Are psychedelics, in and of themselves, beneficial?
Was Tim Leary right, when he promoted widespread unsupervised use, in which
the inherent nature of the drug steers the experience toward a positive outcome?
Or was Aldous Huxley more correct, suggesting that a carefully selected, even
elite, group of individuals take psychedelics only rarely, and then only in carefully
supervised settings?
Resuming human psychedelic research after a nearly 20 year lapse in the field
was a huge challenge. My professional friends and colleagues in the psychedelic
field were not optimistic. At this time, MDMA, or Ecstasy, was just getting to be
known. Psychotherapists were using it in their practices. When looking for a way
to give MDMA with government approval, the current drug laws looked
impenetrable. Requests to the US Food and Drug Administration for permission to
administer MDMA to humans were delayed indefinitely while scientists tried to
understand its neurotoxic potential. My request to administer DMT might end in
the same interminable review process.
While gaining permission to give DMT at the University of New Mexico took nearly
two years, I actually found local, state, and federal agencies consistently helpful.
Lack of protocol was more the problem than were political or moral objections to
my proposal.
We obtained federal and private foundation financial support for this first and
subsequent studies. From 1990 to 1995, we gave 60 volunteers over 400 doses
of DMT. We also performed preliminary studies with psilocybin. We had
permission and drug to begin an LSD study, but did not start by the time I left
the University.
Pure DMT is usually smoked, but this was impractical on a hospital research unit.
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Injection into the shoulder muscle was not as fast as the smoked route, so we
chose to give DMT intravenously (IV). Onset of effects was usually within 2-3
heartbeats after the injection ended. The peak of the experience occurred within
90-120 seconds after that. Volunteers felt essentially normal by 20-30 minutes.
Studies occurred in the hospital, which turned out to be a significant source of
support for volunteers, especially those who believed they were dead or dying as
the rush of DMT effects swept over them.
Our style of supervising sessions was supportive, but not therapeutic. We did not
talk very much, and rarely offered interpretations of people's experiences,
preferring instead to let the volunteer work on things with only our prompting.
We provided an accepting, loving, concerned, but rather ascetic atmosphere. It
was almost a hybrid of my understanding of Buddhist and psychoanalytic
principles and practices.
Many volunteers were deeply moved by high doses of DMT. It was difficult not to
be anxious while drug effects started, but if a volunteer was able to "let go"
during the first five or ten seconds, the session would be extraordinarily
enjoyable. Beautiful abstract geometric patterns might metamorphose into well-
defined images and visions. This eyes closed visual display included animals,
people, landscapes, and non-human but somehow "conscious entities."
Many volunteers likened a high dose of IV DMT to what they imagined death must
be like. The loss of bodily awareness, the separation of consciousness from the
body, seemed like the movement of the soul, spirit, or mind into non-material,
and perhaps spiritual, worlds. Those with this sort of experience often remarked
that they now were much less, if at all, afraid of death.
While our volunteers were not suffering from major mental illnesses, they, like all
of us, had personal problems. Most volunteers did at least some, and sometimes
a great deal of, psychological "work" on themselves. A high dose of DMT seems to
me to be essentially "traumatic;" that is, marked by an unexpected, sudden
onset, and overwhelming loss of control and integrity of self-identity. This may be
why those who had unresolved feelings about their own past traumatic
experiences were able to process those memories, if they were so inclined, in new
and deeper ways.
A surprisingly large number of people had contact with "entities." Not infrequently
there was a sense of communication between them and the volunteer.
Sometimes there would be references to the time and space the entities
inhabited. Themes of experimentation, such as "implants" and "adjustments," by
the beings on our volunteers reminded me of alien abduction stories. Their
"nearness" started me thinking about dark matter, which comprises about 95% of
the universe's mass.
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wellspring of existence. Occasional visits to, and correspondence with senior
clergy from, the Buddhist center helped focus my goals and thinking about these
phenomena.
What we were seeing at this stage was all I had hoped for, and more. People
were reaching the most altered states of consciousness they ever had
experienced. Even more gratifying was what seemed to be positive outcomes to
those altered states in the vast majority of cases. People were happier, more
relaxed, had gained insights into troubling circumstances, and accepted their lives
in new ways.
Further into the project, some difficulties developed, clinically and conceptually.
All but two of the original group of 13 volunteers were people I had known for a
number of years in different circles. Additional studies recruited people I did not
know. The implicit trust and familiarity that existed in the first, dose-response,
study was missing for subsequent ones. This made it more difficult for volunteers
to let go as readily into the DMT experience, and made me less certain about
their and my ability to manage their highly regressed condition.
In addition, I began to feel the constraints of the biomedical model that we used
to place our initial project. I believe this model was the only one that could have
succeeded in obtaining approval and funding. The initial project asked, "What
does DMT do?", and involved giving only DMT to volunteers.
To continue within that model, however, we needed to ask, "How does DMT
work?" To answer this, other drugs were combined with DMT so as to increase,
reduce, or otherwise modify its effects. In addition, more intrusive scanning and
imaging protocols were developed. It was difficult to recruit people for these
studies: they were not especially interested in having a modified DMT experience,
nor being so intruded upon by high technology. I also didn't like feeling as if I
needed to "sell" these projects to less than fully willing and interested potential
volunteers.
I was concerned that treating people like large laboratory rats might lead to them
feeling like ones. I drew the line at a study that would have injected volunteers
with radioactivity. The gap between ethics and science was too great.
IV DMT is best given in the hospital. Its effects on heart rate and blood pressure
are so great that I needed the reassurance provided by instantly available
resuscitation teams. However, our preliminary psilocybin work convinced me that
for the full experience to occur with this longer-acting drug, a non-hospital setting
was necessary. The local hospital ethics committee was concerned about safety.
The case of a volunteer who signed out of the hospital against medical advice,
just as psilocybin effects were beginning, made it even less likely we could give
this drug outside of the hospital. This also sharply reduced the number of
potential volunteers.
Adding to these issues, I was getting the answer to my question about the
intrinsically beneficial effects of psychedelics, and it was "No." As I followed our
volunteers over time, it was clear that there were not many profound or lasting
effects of the high dose DMT experience, in the absence of ongoing psychological
or spiritual work in their everyday lives. Of the triad: drug, set, and setting, I was
concluding that the most dispensable of the three in one's personal growth was
drug.
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emotional, and spiritual exhaustion setting in. The reasons for this are complex,
but a major factor was the lack of a richer and more supportive context within
which this work could be conceptualized. I was giving drugs; neither more, nor
less.
If the drugs themselves, in our neutral clinical environment, had little long-term
benefit on our volunteers, what about the risks? I thought I was exceptionally
well-trained and prepared to do this sort of work. Despite this, we had many
short-term difficult situations with DMT. And hospital-based psilocybin sessions
seemed a set-up for problems, especially paranoid reactions.
The pressures showed themselves in yet another form. My wife fell ill and
required emergency surgery.
Over three years have passed since I gave anyone DMT or psilocybin. The drugs
are stored in a secure site in North Carolina. I send in annual reports to the
government, requesting that the files for the drugs be kept on hold, but not
closed.
I do not plan to return to this work any time soon. I think the psychiatric research
setting is not an especially safe nor effective way to give these drugs. I do not
know the best setting.
I am impressed with the little I know about culturally sanctioned and constrained
ritual using long-acting psychedelic plants. However, there are no contemporary
Western models for this kind of use.
I think the dominant Western religions should take a very serious interest in
developing such rituals. I also believe that any institutionalized religion runs the
risk of dogmatizing experience and abusing power. I think clinical psychiatry can
join forces with an established religious tradition in this endeavor. The
partnership could provide a more egalitarian and "peer-reviewed" view of reality
and relationships. And perhaps the best of both disciplines could be brought to
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bear on the pressing issue of how to best utilize these powerful and potentially
beneficial drugs.
Sylvia Thyssen
MAPS Director of Communications
Recently I came across something I wrote for the MAPS Newsletter in 1994:
Though honestly what I first found compelling about MAPS was its 19-syllable
name, what has kept me committed is its multidisciplinary imperative... Ignore
the interplay of culture, medicine and politics, and you're missing the point. This
is why I am here ! I look forward to working with you.
Surprisingly, I could have written that today in 1999. And now I could be more
specific and point to the incredible potential of MDMA-assisted therapy. So many
people whom we come across refer to their MDMA experiences as a touchstone
for their personal growth and deep healing. In fact, MAPS was founded in
response to the scheduling of MDMA. Whatever projects we support and promote,
the foundation of our work is the prospect of making this drug available in
sanctioned contexts.
In a world where MDMA is illegal, only people who have access to the illegal
market, and who can accept doing something that's against the law, have access
to it. This prevents a huge number of other people who would greatly benefit
from it from using it, or even knowing about it. If you are a person today in the
late 90s who understands how MDMA can allow getting in touch with difficult
emotions and beginning to accept them, how it can facilitate the expression of
feelings, how it can make you feel really good, then you can easily see how it
would be great for people in a variety of life situations, especially people who are
facing death from an illness. Think about the older man who is dying of cancer
and who has never been able to really talk with his family. What if he and his wife
and children could do MDMA together? Or the adult woman who is a survivor of
rape and who is struggling with feelings of anger and guilt? If MDMA were legal
for therapy then she maybe begin to work through some of those issues, where
before she was just blocked.
It is such a shame that some of the people who would most profoundly benefit
from the therapeutic aspects of MDMA are the ones who have the least inclination
to do it, simply because it's illegal. We often are contacted by people who have a
family member who is elderly and dying and they want to be able to give that
person MDMA. Many personal accounts indicate that MDMA can help a person
accept their illness and be less afraid. This often diminishes or eliminates the
psychological component of the pain they are feeling. If they have cancer and are
in a lot of pain, some of the physical pain comes from an organic cause, (such as
a tumor putting pressure on nerves,) and some of it comes from the mind
expressing fear somatically. MDMA therapy may not even add one day to a
person's life, but if their remaining days can be spent in peace, with a sense of
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acceptance, the dying process is greatly improved for both that person and their
family. It is tragic that something that can be so useful for improving the quality
of the last remaining days of a person's life is totally illegal. And the rate at which
we can do research progresses so slowly that it will be a long while still until the
situation changes. Fortunately, there are many people who support this goal and
want research to proceed, if not for their own generation's benefit, then for that
of their children.
If MAPS achieved its goal of making MDMA into a drug available by prescription,
then there would be more research, and we would learn more things more quickly
about these unique substances. Programs could be set up to train therapists in
facilitating MDMA therapy sessions, and people doing it in this way would get
even more out of the experience.
The use of MDMA at raves reflects other aspects of drugs that deserve a fair
chance: the celebratory and spiritual. The religious underpinnings of Western
society vaguely frowns upon ecstatic celebration and definitely frowns on certain
classes of intoxicants. Yet were we allowed to follow the development of rave
culture rather than pathologizing it, we may learn a few things. In his writing
about spiritual uses of MDMA in traditional religion, Nicholas Saunders describes
taking a Rinzai Zen monk to a rave, where he took some MDMA. Previously he
had only taken it while meditating. When it took effect, he glowed and
announced, "This is meditation!" What if we understood this more? Surely this
effect of MDMA in combination of ecstatic dance is not less valid that MDMA in the
context of therapy -- it's just a use that does not fit as readily into our society's
current categories of human activity.
And who is to say that an altered state of consciousness can't in itself have a
therapeutic effect? It comes down to challenging current ways in which drug use
is described and categorized within our culture. It might be politically expedient
to break things down into "good" and "bad" drugs or "good" and "bad" uses, but
it is far more honest (and difficult!) to redefine things. The "therapeutic use" of
MDMA and psychedelics may be understand more readily within our current
medical model, yet their use outside of "therapy" cannot be dismissed. Consider
Alcoholics Anonymous, a conservative institution and model for many treatment
programs. Its own founder, Bill Wilson, had positive things to say about LSD.
After trying it, he recognized that LSD could bring an alcoholic to an awareness of
the higher power to which AA holds that one must surrender one's will.
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We get into messy waters here, where "God in a pill" flies in the face of currently
accepted ideas about medicines. The preparation and integration of the
psychedelic experience are as important as the effect of the drug, that doesn't fit
very well, either. Yet it's exciting, too, because as much as they may try,
governmental agencies cannot just dismiss the vast amounts of clinical research
that was done in the 50s and 60s. It's just a question of resuscitating that
research.
Because it's so difficult to do research, we can only look back to the period before
MDMA was scheduled, to find other ways to increase MDMA's therapeutic
potential. For instance, people have done MDMA in conjunction with LSD or
another psychedelic, for the synergistic effect. We can only speculate on the
potential combinations of MDMA and other drugs or non-drug methods (body
work, guided imagery, EMDR, hypnosis, yoga, etc.).
First of all, one of the golden rules of psychoactive drugs, first proposed by Leary,
is not to dose someone without their knowledge or against their wishes. That is
unethical. Otherwise, the regular contraindications, or ways that it is not
advisable to do MDMA, are in Nicholas Saunders' books, and on the Internet.
They include if you have heart problems or high blood pressure, if you have a
seizure disorder, or if you are drinking alcohol or taking amphetamine, or if you
are operating a motor vehicle. It is also not recommended to take MDMA where
you don't feel emotionally or physically safe. Other common sense precautions
related to intoxicants are just as relevant for MDMA, such as, ‘you have a
problem if your use is hurting you or other people.’
In an ideal world where MDMA and psychedelics have become available in the
context of therapy, research with them shouldn't stop, it should be increased!
Today the status of these drugs is such that we can only do studies with them if
we are looking at potential risks, or if we are looking for their utility in the
treatment of a specific disorder or symptom. The ultimate use for psychedelics,
the vision which it seems most people have for them today, is how can they
make healthy people even healthier, how can they help us learn more about our
minds, and how can they further illuminate the "big mystery" of life. So, today we
research MDMA and psychedelics in cancer patients and alcoholics; tomorrow we
research their potential for stimulating creativity, understanding the mind and
helping us achieve more happiness. This is an idealistic goal. We really may never
reach it in our lifetimes. But it is a dream kept alive over many decades in the
Western world by people who have discovered MDMA, LSD, psilocybin and other
drugs.
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Another social development which we are keen on and attempting to stimulate, is
the development of saner and more effective drug abuse education programs for
school-age children and teens. This largely involves redefining "drug use" and
developing curricula about risk-taking behavior that is based on fact and not on
fear. In the MAPS Bulletin, we publish personal accounts of families who value
psychedelics. We have had these articles in past issues: What Do We Tell The
Kids?, Stumbling on his stash (how a mother and father handle their child's wish
to experiment with marijuana), The Rite of Passage: A family's perspective on the
use of MDMA, and Youths and Entheogen Use - A Modern Rite of Passage? Just
recently, we funded a pilot study called The Second Generation Project. This
study focuses on the experiences of children -- mainly teenagers and young
adults -- whose parents value psychedelics. In general the children have grown
up in an open and honest environment concerning their parents' drug use. A
number of the parents ceremonially initiated their children into their first
psychedelic journey. We can learn from the experiences of these families in order
to teach future generations to have less fear, and more communication, when
faced with questions about drugs. If there is more communication then the
subject becomes less taboo, and it is easier to deal with potential difficulties as
they come up.
In his books, Saunders quotes a Soto Zen monk and teacher in an analogy that
bears repeating:
'It is like a climber walking in the mountains who is lost in the fog and unable to
see the peak he has set out to climb. All of a sudden the fog clears and he
experiences the reality of the peak, and gains a sense of direction. Even though
the fog moves in again, and it's still a long hard climb, this glimpse is usually an
enormous help and encouragement.'
This is a lovely way to describe MDMA's effect to a person who has never taken it.
If more people grew to understand this type of drug use, so different from the
sheer abuse that non-drug users imagine drug use is about, then maybe we could
begin to communicate more effectively about it.
Ultimately, a society that has legal contexts for psychedelic use could be one that
has more and more people honoring the interconnectedness of all people and all
of nature, developing more and more novel ways of meeting life's challenges, and
finding better ways to face death. Until that day, we can continue to ask
questions and MAPS can continue to work within the system as much as it can.
Just six hundred years ago, maps of the known world contained the inscription,
“Here there be dragons,” indicating terra incognita about which we knew nothing
and hence feared to tread. Today we find this viewpoint exceedingly quaint. What
changed? Knowledge and information was gathered by souls brave enough to
challenge orthodoxy and venture into those uncharted realms inhabited by
dragons. They returned with first-hand information that refuted “common
knowledge” and led to a revised worldview.
Regarding our inner environment, however, many still fear that ‘here there be
dragons.” Replacing fear with understanding will require the use of every tool
available, including psychedelic substances, to increase our knowledge of the
internal terrain.
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The Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies (MAPS) is a membership-
based non-profit research and educational organization. We assist scientists to
design, fund, obtain approval for and report on studies into the healing and
spiritual potentials of psychedelic drugs and marijuana.
If you can even faintly imagine a cultural reintegration of the use of psychedelics
and the states of mind they engender, please join MAPS in supporting the
expansion of scientific knowledge in this area. Progress is possible with the
support of individuals who care enough to take individual and collective action.
(First printed in American Journal of Psychotherapy vol.XL, no.3: 393-404, 1986, as part of a longer article
which extends into consideration of ecstasy (MDMA) in particular as a tool for therapy - “Many MDMA
patients have claimed a lasting improvement in their capacity for communication with others”)
The drug revolution that began 30 years ago has transformed psychiatry, but it
has left little imprint on psychotherapeutic procedures themselves. We have used
psychiatric drugs as adjuncts to psychotherapy, and psychotherapy as adjunct to
psychiatric drugs. But efforts to make use of drugs directly to enhance the
process of psychotherapy--diagnosing the problem, enhancing the therapeutic
alliance, facilitating the production of memories, fantasies, and insights--have
been very limited. In preindustrial cultures, however, there is an ancient tradition
in which drugs are used to enhance a process of psychotherapeutic healing; and
from 1950 to the mid-1960s, there were 15 years of experimentation in Europe
and the United States--an episode in the history of psychiatry that is now almost
forgotten. The drugs used in these therapeutic efforts were psychedelic or
hallucinogenic substances, both natural and synthetic.
Ever since experimentation with psychedelic plants began, some users have
maintained that the experience could be useful for self exploration, religious
insight, or relief of neurotic and somatic symptoms. The plants have been used
for thousands of years in a number of cultures for healing and in magical and
religious rites. The rite is often conducted by a shaman or professional healer.
This religious and therapeutic use of psychedelic plants continues in the Amazon
Basin, in southwestern Mexico (where psychedelic mushrooms are used in healing
rites) and in the Native American church services of Indians in the western United
States, which make use of the peyote cactus. The peyote ritual has been
proposed as a possible adjunct to the treatment of alcoholism among American
Indians.
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minimal. It soon became clear that with proper screening, preparation, and
supervision, it was possible to minimize the danger of adverse reactions.
Beginning in the early 1960s, as illicit use of LSD and other psychedelic drugs
increased, it became difficult to obtain the drugs for psychiatric research, and
professional interest declined. Those two decades of psychedelic research may
someday have to be written off as a mistake that has only historical interest, but
it might be wiser to see if something cannot be salvaged from them.
One reason for the therapeutic interest in psychedelic drugs was the belief of
some experimental subjects that reduced their feelings of guilt, made them less
depressed and anxious, and more self accepting, tolerant, or sensually alert.
There was also interest in making therapeutic use of the powerful psychedelic
experiences of regression, abreaction, intense transference, and symbolic drama
to improve or speed up psychodynamic psychotherapy. Two basic kinds of
therapy emerged, one aimed at exploring the psychodynamic unconscious and
the other making use of a mystical or conversion experience. The first type,
psycholitic (literally, mind-loosening) therapy, required small doses and several
or even many sessions with LSD, mescaline, or psilocybin. It was used mainly for
neurotic and psychosomatic disorders. Psychedelic therapy, the second type,
involved the use of a large dose (200 micrograms of LSD or more) in a single
session; it was thought to be potentially helpful in reforming alcoholics and
criminals as well as improving the lives of normal people. In practice, many
combinations, variations, and special applications with some features of both
psycholitic and psychedelic therapy were adopted.
Psychedelic therapy for alcoholism was based on the assumption that one
overwhelming experience could change the self-destructive drinking habits of a
lifetime, and the hope that psychedelic drugs could produce such an experience.
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success--up to 50 percent of severe chronic alcoholics recovered and were sober
a year or two later. But later and better controlled studies were disappointing.
The problem is that many alcoholics improve, at least temporarily, after any
treatment because excessive drinking is often sporadic and periodic relapses are
common. An alcoholic who arrives at a clinic is probably at a low point in the
cycle and has nowhere to go but up. But it would be wrong to suppose that a
psychedelic experience could never be a turning point in the life of an alcoholic.
As William James said, “Religiomania is the best cure for dipsomania.”
Unfortunately these experiences have the same limitations as religious
conversions. Their authentic emotional power is not a guarantee against
backsliding when the old frustrations, limitations, and emotional distress have to
be faced in everyday life. Even when the experience does seem to have lasting
effects, it might have been merely a symptom of readiness to change rather than
a cause of change.
Still, there is no proven treatment for alcoholism, and it may not make sense to
give up entirely on anything that has possibilities. In the religious ceremonies of
the Native American Church, periodic uses of high doses of mescaline in the form
of peyote is regarded as, among other things, part of a treatment for alcoholism.
Both the Indians themselves and outside researchers often contend that those
who participate in the peyote ritual are more likely to abstain from alcohol.
Peyote sustains the ritual and religious principles of the community of believers,
and these sometimes confirm and support an individual commitment to give up
alcohol. Another significant point is that controlled studies of psychedelic drug
treatment of alcoholics indicate some improvement lasting for several weeks to
several months. If some way could be found to take psychotherapeutic advantage
of this improvement, it might be helpful in the treatment of alcoholics.
Psychedelic drugs have also been used to ease the pain, anxiety, and depression
of the dying. Beginning in 1965, the experiment of providing a psychedelic
experience for the dying was pursued at Spring Grove State Hospital in Maryland
and later at the Maryland Psychiatric Research Institute. When patients received
LSD or another psychedelic drug, dipropyltyptamine (DPT), after appropriate
preparation, about one-third improved “dramatically,” one-third improved
“moderately,” and one-third were unchanged by the criteria of reduced tension,
depression, pain, and fear of death. The drug session was designed as a part of a
process of reconciliation; reconciliation with one’s past, one’s family, and one’s
human limitations. These studies employed no control groups, so it is not possible
to separate with certainty the effects of the drugs from those of the therapeutic
arrangements that were part of the treatment. But the case histories reported in
this work are impressive, and it would seem worthwhile to renew the research.
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effects. For the same reason we may not yet have had enough time to sort out
the best uses of these drugs. The fundamental aim here is not chemotherapy,
and the drugs are not primarily symptom-relievers but catalysts. Like
psychotherapy, they depend for their usefulness on the sensitivity and the talent
of the therapist who employs them.
Despite the years of neglect, interest persists among some psychologists and
psychiatrists. The following letter was sent to us in 1977 by Hanscarl Leuner of
the University of Gottingen:
Though in several European countries therapists in this field could apply for
licenses to continue using the drugs, the government authorities over the years
started to make things difficult ... I myself was convinced that science does not
depend on ideologies. This seems to be in error. The continuation of psycholitic
therapy during the last years has led us to new techniques and conceptions. The
results in practical therapy are even more convincing than before. We would not
like to stop doing psycholitic therapy. Optimistically, I hope that in time we can
publish these results. For so many patients there is a tremendous need for deep
probing and intensity in psychotherapy which psycholitic and related therapies
could fill.
It is a misunderstanding to consider psychedelic drug therapy a form of
chemotherapy, which must be regarded in the same way as prescribing lithium or
phenothiazines. The claims of psychedelic drug therapy are subject to the same
doubts as those of psychodynamic and other forms of psychotherapy. The
mixture of mystical and transcendental claims with therapeutic ones is another
aspect of psychedelic drug therapy troubling to our culture. Preindustrial cultures
who make use of psychedelic plants were willing to tolerate more ambiguity in
this matter, regarding the psychedelic healing process as both religious and
medical.
But attitudes may be changing. A growing literature on the ideas and techniques
shared by primitive shamans, Eastern spiritual teachers and modern psychiatrists
is emerging. They remind us that the word “cure” means both treatment for
disease and care of souls, and that all psychotherapy relying on insight in some
ways resembles a conversion; Jung once compared psychoanalysis itself to an
initiation rite.
Our society still has not found a way to be at ease with psychedelic drugs, but the
scientific and medical communities should eventually acknowledge their potential,
devise new and better questions to ask, and give psychedelic research another
chance.
Dale Pendell
Ololiuhqui, sometimes applied to morning glory, is the Nahuatl word for the seeds
of Turbina corymbosa (Rivea corymbosa), a closely related plant.
Part Used:
The seeds
Chemistry:
Lysergic acid amide ("LSA"). By chemical extension, if the two protons clinging to
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the nitrogen atom are replaced by ethyl groups, we have d-lysergic acid
diethylamide ("LSD"). LSD has not yet been found in a plant.
Besides ergine (d-lysergic acid amide), ololiuhqui and other psychoactive morning
glories contain isolysergic acid amide and half a dozen other closely related
compounds of various toxicities, including ergometrine (ergonovine), a powerful
uterotonic.
Effects:
Albert Hofmann claimed, after self-experiment, that LSA was a narcotic-sedative
as much as a hallucinogen.
The Ally:
Much esteemed by a few aficionados. Most find LSD both more reliable and more
pleasant. The plant freaks smile to themselves and gently shake their heads.
Many mesoamerican Indians believe that the tlitliltzin speaks so clearly and
plainly that the services of a shaman are unnecessary. Unlike the mushrooms,
the seeds are usually given to one person at a time.
The Plant:
Ololiuhqui, "the round ones," in Nahuatl. Sometimes coaxihuitl, or coatl-
xoxouhqui:
Snake plant, the green snake plant.
The Ally:
Some claim it to be profound.
Effects:
10:15 pm.
Drank a cold water infusion of Heavenly Blue. Not bad tasting. Herbal and wild,
but not bitter.
The Plant:
Xtabentum: "precious stone cord," Mayan.
Tlitliltzin: "the sacred black ones,"
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Mazatec: na-so-le-na: "flower-her-mother."
Mayans call morning glory xtontikin, "dry penis."
Effects:
10:40 pm.
Took a shower and a bath. Soaking in the tub felt good. Closed my eyes. A weird
and penetrating sound wormed into my thoughts. Opened my eyes: it was the
faucet, leaking. First alert.
Standing, bending, towelling off brings some slight nausea. Some anxiety.
But I was even more anxious before I started. Mainly I just want to lie down. If I
had a uterus, would I be cramping? Maybe. Tightness in the gut.
Closing eyes, thoughts/mental events are loud, amplified. Try to keep my eyes
slightly open, follow my breathing.
The Plant:
In 1629, Hernando Ruiz de Alarcon described the use of ololiuhqui in his Treatse
on the Heathen Superstitions. Alarcon had been brought to the attention of the
Inquisition because he was torturing and conducting his own autos-da-fé, matters
of Inquisitional jurisdiction. The investigation that followed found that his error
had been made out of ignorance rather than malice, and his zeal was recognized
and rewarded with an eccesiastical judgeship in the Holy Office.
The religious character of the War on Drugs has been obfuscated as much as
possible. Only when the speciousness of the arguments of public health and crime
are refuted by logic, science, and sociological research do the warriors sometimes
reveal their true beliefs and prejudice: i.e. that the use of entheogenic plants is a
threat to civilization itself, by which they mean their religious hegemony. Willfully
exploring self and consciousness with the aid of plants is considered worse than
mere criminality, it is seen as heresy and blasphemy, as an attack on the Holy
values of the true church of Western rationalistic materialism.
Almost all of them [the Indians] hold that the ololiuhqui is a divine
thing . . . And with the same veneration they drink the said seed,
shutting themselves in those places like one who was in the
sanctasanctorum, with many other superstitions. And the veneration with
which these barbarous people revere the seed is so excessive that part
of their devotions include washing and sweeping even those places where
the bushes are found which produce them, which are some heavy vines,
even though they are in the wilderness and thickets.
The War on Drugs was launched by the European invaders shortly after their
arrival in the New World. Possession of the sacred seeds was made a crime, and
Alarcon, like other ecclesiastical authorities, began a campaign of uprooting and
burning the vines wherever he could find them, along with those who loved them.
The Holy Inquisition itself was formally inaugurated in 1571, set up to ferret out
lapsed maranos, sephardic Jews who had feigned conversion to Christianity, in
addition to exterminating heresy among the Indians. The Inquisition specifically
ordered the prosecution of divination by hallucinogenic plants.
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Since preaching has not sufficed, rigorous punishment is needed,
because, being--as they are--children of terror, it may be that
punishment may accomplish what reason has not been sufficient to,
since the Apostle said, compelle intrare. ["Compel them to
come in." Luke 14:23.]
A war of sacraments.
Wine was the blood of Christ, but the Aztecs had their own sacred plants:
teonanacatl, "God's flesh," the sacred mushroom, and teotlacualli, "food of God,"
an unguent prepared with ololiuhqui.
The sorcerers persuade the people with such ease that they find it
unnecessary to use menaces or torture or threaten them with the wheel
of blades of Saint Catherine or the gridiron of Saint Lawrence.
Effects:
10:50 pm.
Drifting.
Phantoms. Truths. Insights. Connections. Poems.
River of dreaming.
Values/thoughts. Dharmas. All are ill. Dukkha. The Way of Makyo is the Path of
Ill. Up to your armpits in samsara.
Go further.
11:00.
Ring? Or ring in the mind? Which telephone? Either way it wakes me up.
Thoughts, jokes, all flowing down the river and over the falls.
Who is guest and who is host? We dine together. The guests pay their way
by talking and telling stories. But the banquet is interrupted.
The Poison:
Don't take It unless you want to know everything simultaneously,
hell & heaven, terror & ecstasy --
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When I tell you to try it it is afterwards in a room with solid
furniture, remember that.
The special baskets contained ritual objects along with the seeds: a small carving,
a piece of incense, pieces of embroidery, "little girls' dresses, and things of this
nature." An ololiuhqui basket was passed on to the owner's descendents.
Sometimes the basket was placed inside of a larger, carved wooden box.
. . . while it did not actually show up in the house, she had an old,
dirty pot covered with a potsherd in the courtyard of the house. The
black pot was full up to the brim with ololiuhqui, and in the middle
of it, in the depth of the pot, wrapped in a rag, was the little idol,
which was a little black frog of stone.
As Moses said,
The Ally:
Tlitliltzin is above all a plant of divination. Divination was its principal use by the
Aztecs, as it is in Mesoamerica still today. Alarcon reported, with some
indignation, that some of the Aztec doctors "practice ololiuhqui drinking as a
profession."
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they believe the ololiuhqui or peyote is revealing to them that which
they want to know.
Despite Mathias having been selected by the eleven as Judas's successor by the
casting of lots, the Church inveighed against divination of any form. Fortuna had
been mostly disassembled by Chance-- but the Devil, the one who could speak
truth, was a far deadlier foe.
Effects:
11:15.
I'm fairly comfortable. Don't want to get up. Some belching. Dog sleeping upside
down with all his feet splayed out into the air: from me? Fluidity begins. Formerly
distinct partitions between categories, perceptions, and thoughts blur, visually.
Grasses on the bottom of the lake and his mind fell through.
Out across the lake the breeze breaks up the glassy surface into alternating
patches of smooth and rippled water, like pages, the rippled areas like an ancient
script.
WE WILL SHOW YOU HOW TO READ OUR LANGUAGE. YOU MAY ASK US ANY
QUESTION.
The world as poison. This world. Of all possible and parallel and coexisting
universes, this particular one: the one in which stones are heavy and thoughts
light. "The world is a drug." Not a metaphor but a tautology.
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"What is seeming and what is real?"
The light on the water supported his weight. In the middle of the
lake he thrust his hand into the water.
Curings are performed at night, and quiet is important. Sometimes the doctor
speaks into the patient's ear, reminding him of his questions. To an outside
observer it may appear that the person is talking to himself.
Sometimes the ally speaks in visions rather than in voices. If the visions are
hellish, it is said to be because a taboo has been broken. The remedy is to eat
chilies and salt and to go to sleep.
Effects:
11:30.
(hey, he still hasn't moved up off of the bed)
(yeah, what's he doing down there?)
The Poison:
turn out lights, lie alone in dark room &
start imagining anything, start with any image & let it send out
another. Don't drink or take any depressants. Luck.
--Alden Van Buskirk, "Lami in Oakland"
Effects:
all a dream we dreamed
one afternoon long ago
--Robert Hunter, Phil Lesh
Karma is the link from one thought to the next. Ahhh, endlessly arising.
Dharmas and phantoms, Mara and Buddha. The uninvited guest is the ring.
The knock. Door bursting open. Alarm clock. The medicine.
The Poison:
I am ready to come back to you. I've lived my life a
million times over in a few hours, seen everything, known too
much, & now I'm burnt out, want only love & peaceful madness
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of America seen & shared with your eyes.
--Alden Van Buskirk, "Lami in Oakland"
The Plant:
Considering the easy availability of psychoactive morning glory seed, the ease of
growing them, and their tolerance of many climate zones, it is remarkable that
more plant people do not make use of this ancient and time-tested plant. It says
something about the availability of LSA's better known diethyl cousin.
The Plant:
I. violacea: quiebraplato, "plate breaker."
Mixe: piH pu'ucte.sh, "broken plate flower."
Ma-sung-pahk: Mixe, morning glory, "bones of the children."
La'aja shnash: Zapotec, "seeds of the virgin."
Gordon Wasson and Jonathan Ott note that the contemporary Mexican term for
morning glory seeds, semillas de la virgen, probably does not refer to the Virgin
Mary, but to the virgin who ground the seeds.
Effects:
1:00 AM: Music. Grateful Dead in a long jam with Branford Marsalis. All the
instruments distinct and separated.
2:00 AM: Gut still hard. Tired. Mind still very active, but I will sleep and let the
dream be dreaming.
Ketamine (K) has been used in human anaesthesia for the last 30 years, and has
a relatively good safety record in this medical context. The drug also has
psychedelic properties. A psychedelic drug is one which may tell us something
about how the mind constructs reality, personality and a sense of meaning.
‘Psychedelic’ K doses are rarely more than 30% of surgical anesthetic doses,
given by the same route for the same person. At these levels, K behaves more
like a stimulant than a sedative and does not usually suppress the breathing or
heart rate, although exceptions do occur. When K is taken outside a medical
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setting, the main dangers arise from the physical incapacity it produces, and the
risk of addiction to the psychological effects.
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K can be seen as a mental modem which can potentially connect the mind to
'everything else', allowing a peek behind the curtain at the inner workings of
‘reality’. In the old Newtonian universe, the mechanical view declared that all
possible forms of energy and fields had already been discovered; that the
ordinary, everyday perception of space, time, matter and energy was the only
scientifically (and medically) correct reality; and that all people were separate
from each other and the rest of the universe. However, physicists have found that
a subatomic particle can be in many different places at once. It has been shown
that photons are either a particle or a wave depending on the observer. When a
photon changes in one place and time, it’s ‘linked photon’ changes
simultaneously, even if it on the other side of the universe, or in a different time.
So some physical boundaries are arbitrary. One explanation is Bell’s theorem
which involves a hyper-space where all realities exist at a single point. If entry
can be gained to the quantum sea, a person’s awareness - the ‘disembodied eye’
- might travel through different ‘realities’ without the body itself going anywhere.
Timeless, spaceless zones where alternative universes roll of the assembly line is
also the language of K-trips. Scientists looking into the basic nature of matter and
energy may arrive in the same place as those said to ‘retune their brains to
quantum frequencies’ with K: the finding that everything really is connected to
everything else.
It was next observed that there are similarities between quantum processes and
human thought processes. Leading physicists suggested that consciousness may
involve quantum events, with profound implications for understanding certain
altered states of being. It is hard to dismiss these authors as a lunatic fringe, and
we should be wary of dismissing the new theories out of hand. Einstein himself
opposed quantum physics, declaring that God did not play at dice. Einstein
described this physics as 'absurd, bizarre, mind-boggling, incredible, beyond
belief...' and 'the system of delusions of an exceedingly intelligent paranoiac,
concocted of incoherent elements of thought'. However, Einstein was wrong. The
'system of delusions' worked very well, and its 'psychotic' advocates won many
Nobel prizes. Subatomic particles could indeed behave as if time and space were
non-existent, and quantum truths now lie at the core of such practical matters as
the laser, the atom bomb, and the semiconductor. From the ‘quantum
perspective’, God (+) does appear to play at dice with the Devil (-) , giving rise to
the +/- pagoda of being. The key issue is the extent to which subatomic events
are involved in consciousness. Although a person is not a photon, and it is a real
quantum leap to go from the subatomic world to human events, ‘quantum’ based
explanations may advance our understanding of certain mental states. Some of
the K and NDE reports of eternity, infinity, multiple universes, and linkage with
other beings demand a more sophisticated explanation than a brief dismissal as
‘hallucinations.’. Hallucination is only another descriptive term - it doesn't really
explain anything.
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called p-branes . These may be viewed as types of membranes, some of which
have many dimensions. Becoming an across-the-universe membrane is a typical
K effect. John Lilly MD wrote:
Over the past 15 years, K has been given to over 1,000 alcoholic patients as an
aid to psychotherapy, in Russia. There are clinical control groups and long-term
follow-up of patients, which has been encouraging. No patient has had
complications such as prolonged psychosis, flashbacks or non-prescribed use of
K. The team leader is psychiatrist Dr. Evgeny Krupitsky, who recently pursued his
K research at Yale, sponsored by the conservative National Institute of Drug
Abuse. The sessions are supervised by two physicians, a psychotherapist and an
anaesthetist. In addition to very good rates of recovery at 1 and 2 year follow-up
compared to controls, personality tests show significant improvements on many
scales: increased concern for others, reduced levels of anxiety, depression,
neurosis, and addiction; positive changes in self-concept, attitudes, spiritual
development, life values and a sense of life’s purpose. Non-verbal (unrealised)
emotional attitudes were brought to the surface and made known, resulting in
less conflict between verbal /conscious and non-verbal/unconscious attitudes.
Reducing this discord via a unifying journey through the unconscious favours
health. The ego reconnects with denied parts of the self. It can also lead to a
perception of reconnection with ‘wider fields’ such as the family, community,
planet and universe in general. I have called this ‘quantum therapy’, due to the
emphasis on universal inter-connectivity (not the same as Deepak Chopra’s
‘quantum healing’, which involves non-causal cures for physical illness). It must
be stressed that these K-trips took place within a strong therapeutic alliance. The
patients had been in hospital for 3 months, had already done important work with
their therapists, and both the set and setting were highly controlled. All of the 12-
step programs, such as Alcoholics Anonymous, stress connectivity with others.
An NDE can be a pivotal turning point, encouraging positive life changes. People
who attempt suicide have a subsequent risk of further attempts which is at least
50-100 times greater than the norm. In contrast, suicide attempts which result in
NDE's are often followed by a reduced risk of further attempts, suggesting that
artificial induction of NDE's by relatively safe means, within a consensual, legal,
ethically and medically approved therapeutic alliance, in an appropriate set and
setting, might have benefits in some people. The ‘re-birthing’ aspects of a K-trip
could also be helpful in certain cases, aiding resolution of problems which arose
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out of the negative aspects of being born and later events, including a sense of
being inadequate, an unrealistic need to be prepared for hidden dangers, and a
compulsion to be in control. Difficulties with resolution of the various stages in
the birth process may result in compulsions to repeat the process in an attempt
to achieve resolution. A report in the British Medical Journal (1998) linked violent
suicide by males to a traumatic birth. The authors said that the birth trauma had
scripted a violent death in the adult. This may explain why the re-attempt rate is
dramatically lower in persons who had an NDE while attempting suicide: they
may have been able to ‘re-do’ aspects of birth resulting in healing. It may also
explain some mysterious deaths in K addicts: frequent return to the death-rebirth
process may be harmful if it strengthens a destructive pattern. Revisiting this
realm is not necessarily beneficial.
Altered states of being have long played a part in healing. The roles of priest and
doctor came together in one person (e.g. shaman, 'witch-doctor' , tohunga etc.)
who entered 'mental realms', perhaps aided by psychoactive plants, to speak with
the spirits. Sometimes, they attempted to take the ill person into these realms
with them. The belief that inducing such states for therapeutic purposes was a
mis-guided idea of the 1960's, now abandoned due to lack of efficacy and
unacceptable risks, is debatable. This was not a minor curiosity of the lunatic
fringe, and many of those involved were neither radical nor liberal in outlook.
New treatments have sometimes been greeted with inappropriate use and
extravagant claims, before finding their proper place in the medical cupboard. In
some cases, this can be affected by political, social and ideological factors. In the
normal course of events, treatment involving psychedelic drugs would also have
found its proper place, with the usual list of possible adverse effects, indications
and contra-indications, cautions and precautions, advocates and opponents -as
exist for all forms of treatment. Psychedelic drugs, however, became caught up in
an intense ideological battle. The result was that not only did all therapeutic use
come to an abrupt halt, but all research projects were also suppressed. This did
not happen because a serious new side-effect emerged, or because there was
absolutely no evidence of efficacy. The complete ban appears to have arisen from
issues which are largely ideological. K provides an example of the processes
involved. It has been given to millions of patients worldwide in the past 30 years,
and many reviews affirm its safety in a controlled medical context. Nevertheless,
if a research proposal is made involving 10% of the normal anaesthetic dose, to
be given to healthy informed volunteers, and the word 'psychedelic' appears
anywhere in the proposal, there is immediate and grave concern amongst some
ethical committees where anaesthetic trials may proceed with relative ease. It is
difficult to explain this anomaly using scientific and health concerns alone.
Nevertheless, mental health research with K is proceeding and may eventually
lead to the development of a quantum psychiatry, just as Freudian psychiatry ,
which saw psychic energy as a head of steam in the mind, took its cue from
Newton's mechanical outlook. Physics is the well-spring for theories in other
disciplines. The ideas of Marx, Darwin and Freud are traceable to Newton, and we
may yet develop a quantum psychiatry traceable to Planck, Bohr, Heisenberg and
Feynman.
Could you talk about how see the relationship between what is termed
psychotic experience, and the long term pathological problems that can
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be associated with it.
I would say that among the people who are treated as psychotic there is a
substantial subgroup of people who are really involved in a transformative
process. And if it’s differently understood, and differently supported, it can
actually manifest itself in a form of healing that can be transformative. If it’s
misunderstood, and they get labels and tranquilizers, they can get started on a
lifetime of pathology.
The term psychosis was developed in the context of the medical model. It implies
some form of disease. Where as what we are trying to say is that certain intense
states, of dramatic emotions, of visionary or psychosomatic manifestations and so
on, they don’t have to be necessarily disease states. That having those in itself
doesn’t justify a pathological diagnosis. And the outcome can depend very much
on the set and setting, the surroundings and how the condition is treated.
Well the idea is that if people have say dramatic states which involve a lot of
painful emotions, and other kinds of experiences, that the organism is actually
trying to get rid something. It’s trying to purge something, and so ideally it can
result in emotional and psychosomatic healing. It can result in radical personality
transformation where people can feel better about themselves and about the
world, they can function better, they enjoy life more.
We work with a much larger model. The kinds of conceptual frameworks in
psychology that see the psyche as something that can be explained from
postnatal events, and from the Freudian individual unconscious, they don’t have
any way of accounting, in a believable way, for some of the extreme states, or
powerful states of violence, of fear of death, or fear of destruction of the whole
world. Where as if you have a larger model which includes not just post natal
biography but something like biological birth, which is for many people a very
dramatic event, then if the organism is trying to clear such a fundamental trauma
you can explain very dramatic emotions and very unusual states and sensations.
And if you add to this the Jungian concept of the collective unconscious,
archetypes and so on, then you can quite believably explain some states that
would otherwise be considered to be very exotic, like for example mythological
reality, deities and so on.
So much of this depends on having a large enough model of the psyche if you’re
trying to explain some of the extreme states of some of the so called psychosis. If
you’re trying to explain it in a narrow theoretical framework you will not be able
to do it, and everything that doesn’t fit, that goes beyond that framework gets
labeled as pathology and you’d suspect some kind of exotic brain pathology.
Well basically if you have a situation where the unconscious opens on a very deep
level and these contents start surfacing, and it becomes uncomfortable and you
apply tranquilizers at this point, it tends to sort of freeze the process mainly, and
effectively prevent a kind of a resolution of this. This is the same in psychedelic
states. The worst thing that you can do to people having a bad trip is to give
them tranquilizers because many of the so called bad trips, if they are properly
handled, are supported while it’s happening, you know so they cannot do
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anything to themselves or to others while this is happening, then in most
instances they end with radical breakthroughs.
The state itself is very unpleasant for the person who is clearing a very difficult
aspect of themselves, so if it’s allowed to run it can be completed and integrated,
it will be a major healing event. And if you apply tranquilizers you might reach a
situation where it’s too late, it’s too close to the surface and too much is
happening, you will not be able to really push it back deep enough into the
unconscious. And so you might have to keep people on maintenance doses, and
every time you start reducing the dosage that stuff will be coming back. So you
kind of freeze it. You prevent effective resolution. And of course people are on
tranquilizers for many years and you’re running the risk of side effects,
irreversible neurological damage, actual addiction to some tranquilizers.
Then again I would not like to talk against tranquilizers in general. There are
certainly states where they are quite indicated, and people can be in states that
don’t really respond very well to the kind of alternative strategy that we are
suggesting. For example people who are heavily paranoid, they don’t usually
cooperate, they will not accept this kind of help. Lots of people are in this state
where they’re projecting, and they would be dangerous to themselves or to
others, then tranquilizers would be very useful and appropriate for approaching it.
So we just like to present our strategy as an alternative, as an option.
Are there any techniques for gaining someone’s trust in the possibility
that with support the experience may be beneficial to them?
I think if you are personally familiar with the states that people are in, which can
happen if you did some powerful inner work, or you have some episodes of
spontaneous non-ordinary states, then you know intimately the territories, so
you’ll be able to talk with those people in a language that they understand. You
will not invalidate their experiences and you will ask intelligent questions.
Otherwise if you’re going to be approaching in a traditional framework, where
there’s no real understanding of non-ordinary states, then you are asking
questions from a totally different world and you can’t expect that there will be
very deep contact.
What about a situation where someone begins with trust, enters into a
non-ordinary state, and then that trust is suddenly lost? Are there
precautions that can be taken with this?
Well the first and most important thing is that you understand that you are
exploring your inner world, and that if you do any serious exploration of this kind,
that you do it in an internalized way. Because what’s happening here is that the
ordinary relationship that we have between the consciousness and the
unconscious will shift very radically, and while you will have now powerful access
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to the unconscious you will be also handicapped in term of conscious functioning.
And in addition there is a tremendous danger of confusing the inner world with
the outer world, so you’ll be dealing with your inner realities but at the same time
you are not even aware of what’s happening, You perceive a sort of distortion of
the world out there. So you can end up in a situation where you’re weakening the
resistances, your conscious is becoming more aware, but you’re not really in
touch with it properly, you’re not really fully experiencing what’s there, not seeing
it for what it is. You get kind of deluded and caught into this.
So that’s the first and most important thing is to create the right circumstances, a
protective environment. And do it in an internalized way. Don’t interact with the
external world until you know that you’re back to your ordinary reality testing.
That’s the right set and setting, but even then there’s no guarantee that that’s
not going to happen. You have to understand that if something is happening to
you, say with LSD, that it’s very unlikely that because you took LSD your current
environment has changed, and what is changing is your relationship with your
unconscious. So the major problem in any kind of work of this kind really is
projection, where people cannot recognize this. A lot of it can be prevented with
the right set and setting. And with the right person being there with you.
Could you say something about the relation between a particular psychotic state,
and the emotional atmosphere and symptoms which prevail in the period
immediately after that state, in the everyday world of consensus reality.
Anything that before was in the deep unconscious, now in the psychedelic state
it’s going to start surfacing. And if you don’t complete that internally then you can
end up in a situation where that condition is now close to the surface, you’re
really under its influence for an indefinite period after the session. It’s not
something that’s related to the LSD, to the psychedelic, it has to do with the shift
of the relationship between your unconscious and your consciousness. It’s like a
dream, with a dream something that was part of you, but in a deep unconscious,
takes over and you’re going to be experiencing as if it were happening now. After
a psychedelic session you can get back in this state in everyday life.
Could you clarify the ideas you have about the internalization of symbolic
experience, and the externalization of emotionally expressing
experience. You talk about control and the abandon of control.
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After intense psychotic experience, if it does move in a beneficial
manner, what do you mean by integrating the experience?
And then part of the integration would be to handle successfully the interface with
the cultural environment. You can get into a lot of trouble by having had unusual
experiences and talking about these. So part of the integration is being aware of
where other people are, what they can understand and can’t understand, with
whom you can talk about certain things, and with whom you don’t talk, the kind
of metaphors you chose. We had, in one of the Spiritual Emergency newsletters,
a cartoon showing a naked yogi hanging on a tree with his foot and a guy in a
straight jacket saying “Why do they call you a mystic and me a psychotic?” and
the yogi says, “The mystic knows whom not to talk to.”
People get into trouble either by acting in the external world while they are still in
the non-ordinary state, when they confuse realities, and sometimes they do it
after the experience when they don’t discriminate, they don’t differentiate, they
talk about it indiscriminately. They walk around trying to convince people that
“you’re God, you should just experience it”, or that there’s consciousness after
death. People get into trouble about it, by trying to convince everybody they have
a message and become messianic.
Jon Atkinson
1F3, 41 Royal Park Terrace, Edinburgh, EH8 8JA
atkinsonjon@hotmail.com
Psychedelic drugs can be used safely if they are taken under the right kinds of
conditions. There is ample evidence for this in decades of scientific research, and
from thousands of years of traditional use. When used with the appropriate
respect they do not increase the incidence of psychological problems, and the
vast majority of them are not addictive. Our cultural approach to psychedelics
could mature through more of a consideration of how they are used in other
societies. There is potential for a wide range of benefits if we can openly engage
in similar kinds of use ourselves.
For a culture with a dominant mythology of having been cast our of Eden, it
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seems reasonable to look at societies which still live more directly within nature,
at the least to see if there is anything we are missing out on. Contemporary
culture tends to overlook that there are other forms of development elsewhere.
The concern to help “underdeveloped” peoples could be better balanced by more
openness to reciprocal learning about things of practical value in their cultural
legacies.
Today psychedelics are used in a lot of different ways. They are used at parties,
at raves and at festivals. They’re used in established relationships between
friends and partners for a variety of different reasons. They’re taken on an
individual basis in a range of contexts from family interactions to days in the
country. Amongst other purposes they are used for inspiration in creativity, for
exploring problems, out of sheer curiosity and simply to more fully experience
being alive.
All of the above is very often free from any serious complications. It’s felt to be a
wholesome and valued part of people’s lives. But there are also situations where
problems are encountered, and these may not always be dealt with in the most
desirable way. Often they are left unresolved, relegated to the quiet corners of
people’s identities, not much discussed and frequently whitewashed over. On rare
occasions they may result in the intervention of authorities like the police or the
psychiatric services, who usually don’t know the best ways to respond to the
situation. The availability of a diverse range of groups to help deal with such
difficulties would be a valuable public service.
The kind of use that is not yet being found in our culture for psychedelics, at least
not in an open way, is that kind which countless other societies have
constructively integrated into their social fabrics and which is interwoven into
their world views. From our current perspective this is difficult even to conceive
of.
What a drug does depends very much upon the way it is viewed, what is thought
and felt about it, why it’s taken and the way it’s used. Feelings towards it are
shaped by socially constructed knowledge. Beyond their intrinsic capacities, and
with psychedelics these are very non-specific, drugs are what we make of them.
Their effects and consequences change as our ways of thinking about them
change according to the models that we use. The use of psychedelics can become
less dangerous and more beneficial by a change in the way the effects are
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generally considered.
For this reason there is significant clinical relevance to the conceptual frameworks
through which an understanding of psychedelic states is constructed. It would be
of value to study the various approaches towards managing difficult psychedelic
experiences in different social worlds. There are striking differences between
various contemporary user contexts, those of traditional cultures, and the
contexts of psychiatric or other professional intervention. There would be much to
gain from looking at the relationships between ideological background, social
context and the outcome of experiences. This would provide a better
understanding of the consequences of different ways of responding to adverse
reactions. The number of people using the drugs means that this kind of
information has extensive practical relevance, including its application to public
harm reduction messages and in helping to provide a more adequate general
education for health professionals.
The minimum safety requirements for the use of high doses of psychedelics
seems to involve: substantial preparation and follow up, to have another person
who is not affected by the drug present during the session itself, there to be
mutual trust and good rapport between the people involved, and commitment to
seeing difficult situations through the duration of the drug’s effects, and there to
be minimal interaction by the subject with the outside world during the most
intense phase of the experience.
The need for both parties to feel comfortable and to trust each other suggests the
importance of the people knowing each other well, ideally in social networks that
maintain an active connection with society as a whole. Rick Strassman writes of
feeling the need for a richer context in which to conduct research. In Britain there
is little organized communication between people interested in psychedelics. It
may be useful if there were some meetings. Though they would probably need to
develop slowly over time, there seems no reason why small groups should not
form who might use one of the legal plants such as salvia divinorum, fly agaric or
ibogaine in a way similar to their use in other cultures.
A promising area for future development is with the combinations of people who
might want to explore psychedelics together in a structured way. An example
could be a group involving psychiatrists, users and survivors of the psychiatric
system engaging in non-interactive sessions, and hearing each other’s stories the
next day. It would almost certainly lead to new levels of mutual understanding.
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There could be applications for many different sections of society who may
benefit from a fuller knowledge of the feelings and internal worlds of significant
others. This could be among people with conflicting interests, such as ecologists
and industrialists, or among people with shared purpose, such as members of
various teams. Of course mainstream culture is not currently open to these
possibilities and I risk credibility in suggesting them. None the less similar social
organization serves productive functions elsewhere and it could work in new ways
in a contemporary context if it was undertaken with adequate care.
Approaches to group exploration such as described in The Secret Chief, (see book
review,) can bring about communication in a different mode than usual. It is not
initially interactive in the way of discussion, but entails more of a shared
disclosure of internal experience. There is a high potential for people to listen to
each other in empathic ways. And expression may also venture into otherwise
hidden areas. An atmosphere of respect surrounds the participants of a shared
ordeal or extreme experience, and psychedelic states can create this kind of
bonding. It may not be easy work to engage in, but there could be a lot to gain
from it. Development in communication is a widely desirable human value.
Traditional use of psychedelics takes place within institutionalized forms which are
often associated with highly valued outcomes, including lower incidences of
alcohol and other drug consumption, and higher levels of concentration and social
functioning. Conceptual frameworks and social context support beneficial effects
and guard against the dangers of irresponsible or uninformed use. It seems
extremely likely that similar forms of practice within contemporary culture will
have similar consequences for public health. These social forms are already
developing now. I would be glad to hear from anyone interested in this general
area.
Hasheesh Psychosis
Louise Theodosiou
One of the striking aspects of a publication such as Asylum is the fact that it
allows individuals to express their personal views. Similarly, although Psychiatry
is a discipline with a clear set of ideas and rules, and a historical way of behaving,
it is nevertheless interpreted and enacted upon differently by the diverse range of
doctors who represent it.
The idea that cannabis may trigger psychosis is not a new one. It can be traced
back through literature and history and seen in texts such as The Indian Hemp
Drugs Commission in 1894. Additionally there is evidence that the Ancient
Egyptians made reference to this as well. Having been asked to describe such an
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unpopular aspect of such a popular drug, the idea of writing in Hieroglyphs in the
peace of a pyramid is indeed appealing. It would be interesting to know if the
matter was controversial in these times as well.
The uneasy relationship between cannabis and the law tends to distort any
objective assessment of the risk of cannabis use as a trigger for psychosis;
people are less likely to admit to distressing experiences, and more likely to
suffer in silence. At a time when the analgesic properties of cannabis are being
championed, the issue of its role in psychosis is unlikely to be happily
entertained.
Before exploring this connection further, it seems appropriate to define the word
'psychosis'. The Comprehensive Textbook of Psychiatry/V1, volume 2 tells us that
psychosis can be described as 'psychiatric disorders characterised by the
occurrence of delusions, hallucinations, incoherence, catatonic behaviour, or
inappropriate affect that causes impaired social or work functioning. Insomnia,
excessive sleepiness, or shifted sleep schedules are a common feature of the
psychosis.'.
It is interesting to note that many people are unaware of this potential risk of
cannabis. People who smoke cigarettes are inundated with messages informing
them of the danger to their health. Some of the people admitted onto the ward
where I work appear genuinely surprised when I discuss the idea of cannabis
causing psychosis. It may be naïve to imagine that my advice changes the habits
of any of the people that I meet, but I believe strongly that people should make
decisions about the way they behave based on as much information as possible.
Additionally when people suffer the distressing experience of a psychotic episode,
it can be very comforting to know that they can avoid the experience again by
changing their habits.
As I mentioned earlier, one of the reasons why the relationship between cannabis
and psychosis is not fully explored is because of the illegal nature of cannabis
use. Additionally the fact that it is sold on the street means that its quality and
composition vary. It would be interesting to know if this has an impact on its
psychogenic qualities as well. It may be that some of the impurities in certain
batches of cannabis are more likely to trigger psychosis. Bearing this information
in mind, it is interesting to note that the mind altering properties of cannabis
range from auditory and visual hallucinations through to what is known as an
'acute confusional state', in which the user becomes disorientated in time and
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place and sometimes person. Additionally, since people can sometimes be using a
range of street drugs as well, it is sometimes difficult to tease out whether
cannabis is the likely trigger factor, or another substance such as cocaine or
amphetamines.
The fact that chocolate is dangerous for people with diabetes is an indisputable
fact. The rest of the population enjoy chocolate, and the unfortunate sensitive
sub-group do not. If cannabis does trigger psychosis is a similarly sensitive
group, then surely it would make more sense to identify these people and warn
them of the risks that they are running.
In my brief time as a psychiatrist I have certainly seen some people who seem
less able to cope with cannabis. While anecdotal evidence does not have the
clarity of statistics, it does leave an impression on the people who experience it. I
will never forget the sight of a terrified psychotic 21 year old woman, or her
equally distressed boyfriend!
There are three different situations in which cannabis is believed to play a part.
Firstly there is the induction of Drug Induced Psychosis, a condition I mentioned
earlier, in which previously healthy people become briefly psychotic and
subsequently recover. Further episodes of psychosis are always triggered by
further drug use, and they are free of psychosis in between times. Secondly there
is the precipitation of a first attack of Schizophrenia, an illness which does not
resolve without the help of medication, and usually requires the sufferer to take a
life maintenance dose. Thirdly, there is the induction of an acute episode of
psychosis in someone who already has a diagnosis of schizophrenia. There are
separate debates raging as the role of cannabis in the precipitation of all three
situations.
Looking on the internet one can find a web site advertising the 'Inaugural
International Cannabis and Psychosis Conference 1999' which is to be held in
Australia. To me this shows what an emotive subject this is, and also how keen
people are to resolve the debate! Admittedly reading through the available
scientific literature conclusions are tentative. Some longitudinal studies tend to
indicate that cannabis is highly likely to be a cause of psychosis, however for the
reasons I mentioned earlier, it is difficult to tease out the effect of drug use, and
even which drugs have been used.
On a practical note, I would stress that psychiatry and casualty departments are
always tremendously sympathetic to people who find themselves in the grip of a
drug experience that they are finding frightening. Admission to a psychiatric ward
can be a very transient experience, and people do not have to stay in hospital for
any longer than is needed. Sometimes professional help is the only way out of a
situation, and I hope that my article indicates that this is generally open minded
help.
[In contrast the beliefs of the editor of this issue of Asylum include that
schizophrenia sometimes does resolve without the help of medication, and can do
so in about a third of cases, and that further drug use following a drug induced
psychosis does not always trigger further episodes of psychosis.]
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Requesting Greater Empathy and Compassion -
And a Side-Order of Democracy, Please
Kevin Brunelle
brunelle@rpa.net
I detest the fact that in order for me to be honest about my life, I will have to be
depressing and dark. But that is simply where I am. In describing what has led
me into the world of clinical psychology, I might not make a hell of a lot of sense.
I do not like that fact one bit. It reflects that I have been in a very trying, often
torturous place. It is crippling. On every level.
It feels like it is a matter of me being detached from myself, to the point that I
feel like I am not experiencing myself as a person. Rather, I am trying to latch
onto something, onto a self, from what feels like the inside of a black box. It is a
perpetual state of oblivion. It feels like something has shut off inside me --
something essential that is supposed to just happen naturally. The only times I
have felt close to "right" (for lack of a more appropriate word) have involved the
use of a psychedelic compound. For some reason, they have conceded me the
energies which have never, of their own accord, been freed.
At this point it certainly feels, and to most people probably sounds, pathetic. It
often feels impossible, to the point that I have felt, especially recently, that the
only way beyond this is to take my own life. I have to be honest. I am in some
sort of state: something that has not responded to psychoanalysis and talk
therapy, hypnotherapy, group therapy, cognitive therapy, spiritual counseling,
past-life regression, antidepressants, antianxiety drugs, antipsychotics, prolonged
fasting, sleep deprivation, prayer, meditation, strenuous exercise, yoga,
transmedium work, Chi Kung, and that special New Age advice to just "let it go!"
I know these compounds have been used to facilitate people's moving beyond
"mental illness," most notably when every other imaginable approach has failed.
The languishing ability of modern psychiatric medicine to facilitate meaningful
change in people's lives, imparts that something that could be taking place, is
not. We have a vast pharmacopeia of agents through which we can immediately
and actively encounter the subconscious mind. And hereby we can advance out of
stagnation, bypass certain unhealthy, even crippling, mental blocks.
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The most viable opportunity for me eventually appeared in the form of a
workshop in Peru which included the use of ayahuasca in its traditional context.
What had initially sparked my interest in preparing for a trip like this were my
experiences with Salvia divinorum.
I figure that when everything you do, say, and act on fails to produce what you
intuit you need, accessing the other-than-conscious could prove more than just
mildly useful. I have never been fortunate enough to take MDMA but I have read
a good deal about it...I have to mention that during my time as a day-patient in
the local hospital's psych-wing, I could not help intuiting, and saying to myself, "I
swear that MDMA would be a truly positive thing to happen to a good deal of us
here. Hell, if they only tried a minuscule dosage, what the hell would be the
problem? Half of us are dangerously doped-up on some sort of chemical salad,
the risk of which clearly exceeds what has been substantiated about MDMA..." I
certainly am not the only one banging my head here.
I am dealing with a severe mental block on life. I have almost bypassed this with
psychedelics: with ayahuasca. All that really happened with my Salvia divinorum
sessions was that it gave a sense of hope. Hope that somewhere, somehow,
there must be a resolution for this; with a pervasive impression that it would be
"shamanic" in nature.
I just knew that I wanted to reconcile what I was going through with the novel,
fresh energy -- which felt like "health" -- which the sublingually-administered
Salvia leaves presented. The Salvia state also pointed an internal compass in the
direction of the Amazon Basin. It seemed to hint that a healing experience for
which I was looking was there. I already knew vaguely of ayahuasca and its
native region. For the year and a half following my initial Salvia divinorum
experiences, the money I was earning went toward the Yagé Fund. There was to
be a workshop put on by a group openly advertising their belief in and application
of ayahuasca as a healing agent and valuable exploratory tool.
There were moments during what became a four-month stay in Peru, where I felt
"healed." Most of these moments were immediately following an intense session
of vomiting after taking the sacramental tea. All the stuff I'd been trying
exhaustively to move through -- especially with hypnosis and meditation -- this
barrier, this block on life, softened and life started to come through. "I'm alive!" I
felt. "Thank God." This is the thing, at least a bit of it, that I have been telling
various professionals for years "is supposed to happen naturally but is not."
I look back on my jungle experiences as objectively as I can and see that I did go
far with the ayahuasca -- it seemed at times to be bringing me back to myself. I
worked very hard. The churning and purging, which is certainly not merely
physical, is uncomfortable at some times, almost torture at others. I got
substantial relief for a while. It seems the ayahuasca can break even the most
treatment-resistant depressions: the actual physical purge, which is accompanied
by some measure of psychological reconfiguration, exemplifies that this is not an
easy, airy-fairy "trip." One works! One works, but she gets rewarded for it.
Noticeable effects from a well-concocted ayahuasca tea can last several weeks. It
never went further than about five for me; after that, things really started to
deteriorate. Back in the U.S.A. at that point, it then was as if I had nothing on
which to walk.
So the results, which were singularly positive, were obviously not far enough.
Understand that I never took the "heroic dose" previously recommended to me by
a certain researcher in the field (as I was feeling it strongly, thank-you!) and I did
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not work with the kind of guide necessary to help me integrate back into the real
world. I did just fine in the rainforest, and the jungle-river city of Iquitos. For
various reasons this environment simply provided. And I had felt so horrible for
so long I just liked the idea of feeling good. Now I realize I had not resolved the
core, so to speak, although at the time my feelings seemed to indicate I had done
so.
I am doing probably just what anybody in these shoes would. I still think it is a
load of horse-shit and just an abstract monster that nobody, including myself,
understands. I want to begin my life. I have every reason to believe the cure
involves the use of a psychedelic -- but it must also involve a situation which I
have not been able to find, or was not sharp enough to procure on my own (in
Peru, for example). I am uncomfortable about taking a full-on hit of LSD-25
without a wise, compassionate, experienced and able guide or trained therapist.
I'd like to be perfectly upfront, even though that may not be judicious. This bit of
writing is a sincere, heavy-hearted and wholehearted cry out for social change
that I am aware many life stories and circumstances demonstrate is long
overdue. "Come on, psychiatry," you're better than this: you and I both are
castrated here. Westerners are a naive culture, not equipped as are the
rainforest-dwellers for these abstruse and shamanic types of matters. (If we
cannot talk it away or reuptake-inhibit it away, we'll impotently and pallidly
imitate an archaic shamanic practice.) Perhaps people like me being pigeonholed
is not the fault of the medical establishment, or the APA...okay, part of the blame
must go here...but it does not help when doctors who should know better dismiss
a mass -- a hurricane -- of personal stories, relegating poignant and significant
life experiences to the next-to-nothing label "anecdotal."
Of course that is all this little "story" of mine is -- a single "anecdote" -- and mine
might not even be worth that much, because I'm still hurting, struggling and
pleading -- and I have taken some psychedelics. I will leave it up to each of the
readers to opine her own individual answer to "What's wrong with this picture?"
I am not a bad guy. But I am standing on the periphery praying to get back in --
putting all my energy into getting back in -- on several levels. And I swear...that
it doesn't seem correct that I am the only one who needs help in maturing.
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Utopian Soup
Dave Cunliffe
During that unique hyperactive ferment of creativity, in late fifties London Beat
bohemia, I enjoyed my first psychedelic experience. By 1960 I’d become an
active evangelist for drug experimentation and universal unrestricted access to
LSD. Over subsequent years, I’ve consumed a large variety of mind-manifesting
agents (organic and chemical). With very few exceptions, all these journeys into
raw energy fields have proved rewarding, illuminating and life-changing.
Truthful information and proven fact is the only valid drug education. Obvious
lessons from that disastrous North American prohibition era have seemingly not
been learnt or are being cynically disregarded. Capone’s Chicago nightmare
resurrects today in most urban areas and even in some rural settlements.
My late American poet friend William Wantling was a wounded Korean war
veteran, who became opiate addicted via hospital morphine treatment. One day,
souped-up on an acid laced drug cocktail, he played the leading role in a high
energy hard-core armed robbery. Wantling endured and survived five years in
San Quentin, as karmic payback for that disastrous psychedelic adventure. Bill
never blamed drugs or military conscription (as too many defense lawyers and
desperate banged-to-rights offenders knee jerk do) but rather his own inner
demons, limitations and inadequacies. Most psychoactive drugs are rarely good or
bad in themselves. They are organic or chemical tools, available mind-food, to be
used or abused as we freely choose. Despite myriad abuse and crime engendered
by illegality of supply, purchase and use, most psychedelic drug ingestion is
essentially victimless and a personal choice. Antisocial activities like murder,
legislation, blood sports and censorship have clear perpetuators and victims. If
somebody wants to shove morphine suppositories up their anus, pour raw alcohol
down their throats and drop every pill and capsule they can find--that’s their
choice alone. Their life, their death. A choice that’s very much part of being
human in the world. I don’t regret one hangover, one drug-cocktail nightmare
and wouldn’t deny that experience to any one else.
LSD is arguably the safest, and perhaps the most potentially valuable
psychoactive chemical. It’s enjoyed a full half-century of global clinical research
and creative countercultural experimentation. Much of it well documented in
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scholarly papers, scientific reports and widely published folk literature. Nation-
State governments have consistently conspired against its constructive use and
their Military Machines have attempted to abuse and misuse the chemical. Its
proponents have been persecuted, prosecuted, jailed, vilified and libeled. Some of
them (like Timothy Leary) have been subjected to CIA dirty-tricks campaigns and
NATO inspired attacks. For over twenty years, world police forces waged war
against The Brotherhood of Eternal Love and its supporters. Ken Kesey’s
Pranksters, and countless LSD groups, organisations, magazines and newsletters
were similarly attacked by Authorities and media everywhere.
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Tales of the Medicine Circle:
Sacramental Entheogen Use in Peri-millennial America: a
democratic form
Anna Eleusis
The Medicine Woman gathers up her ritual tools and heads toward the circle, as
the sun moves toward the western horizon on the eve of Spring Equinox. Her
tools:
The rattle: made on the New Moon after the death of her mother; of skin
embellished with Spirals and filled with pebbles from the stream running near a
friend’s land. She had walked along the stream for a full day, her own cells
vibrating with the cells of all nature around her, singing to the waters and the
stones beneath the current, giving praise to the great creation underlying all life,
and to the great teacher LSD.
The staff: a gift from one of her teachers, another Medicine Woman in a distant
city in a distant state, now working with another circle; the cycles have changed,
and they are both “elders” now. A simple peeled staff of ash, encircled with
carved serpent imagery, dangling ribbons with beads and baubles: winged Isis,
sage & feathers, a bubble wand, wrapped ‘round with skeins of colors from many
rituals.
Work to prepare a circle in the woods began in mid-day. At the center of the
circle, over old ashes, wood forms a cone arching upward, prepared to light
quickly as the torch is laid at the invocation of fire. Wood is also stacked at circle
periphery. Preparations intensify as the sun sinks more deeply in the sky: ten
men and women in middle and elder years bring in piles of blankets in rainbow
and earthy shades, according to the taste and needs of their sitters. Blankets and
cushions are placed over low beach chairs, close to the ground, allowing sitters to
stay connected with the earth. Each individual creates his or her own circle within
the wider circle, placing favorite objects and rattles and drums in an arc around
them. They are close enough to touch, but not touching; and couples do not sit
by their partners. The voices are hushed, excited.
Several participants work with directly with Medicine Woman to prepare and
enact ritual elements of the circle. One is Medicine Man (a man or woman), who
has taken part of the day to prepare the entheogen that will be used as
sacrament for the night’s ritual. Two others are Fire People (1 man & one
woman), who prepare the fire, and will keep the circle brightly lit and warm,
always keeping flames high enough that faces are illuminated and all can make
eye contact. Nourishing and feeding the fire will directly nourish & feed the
circle’s energy throughout the night. Sage Woman (again, a man or a woman)
will use ceremonial sage and herbs to purify the circle & its participants.
Throughout the night, he will bring cleansing sage smoke to anyone flagging in
energy or having emotional or physical hardship.
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At other circles, varying entheogens may be used as sacrament. This is
determined in part by the season, by the perceived or preferred ceremonial “set,”
and by the availability of selected entheogens. Sacred medicines used as
sacrament may include Peyote or San Pedro alone; synthetic mescaline; LSD and
MDMA in combination: and others. Mushrooms are not commonly used in this
circle form, due to their more soporific, chthonic, inward-drawing (and at times
sleep-inducing) energies; activating and energizing medicines are preferred and
“fit’ the circle form more closely. (Best recipes for entheogenic circle work with
Ayahuasca or pharmahuasca have yet to be determined. Medicine Woman
continues her experimentation in other settings, seeking a chemical and
alchemical balance of DMT and MAOI components to support the uniquely
participative form of this medicine circle...)
The night of sacramental ritual will be long. The circle will begin at dusk and
continue through the closing songs of dawn. Each person attending has
committed to sit with each other in a ritual circle throughout the night, remaining
“connected” from dusk to first morning’s light. They will journey & travel as “one
body”, “one entity,” or “one vehicle.” Significantly, they have also committed to
keep their eyes open and their awareness open to the circle as whole, staying
linked in that very direct way. The circle form asks that eye and heart be turned
both inward and outward, encouraging energetic and sensory alliance between
participants. This is the commitment that each member makes to the circle: to sit
up, to pay attention, to stay awake, and to contribute as fully as possible.
To begin, Medicine Woman will invoke the sacred boundaries of the circle, the
four elements & Earth & Sky. The medicine will be blessed and thanked, mixed,
tasted; and a piece of cactus and an offering of the entheogenic brew offered to
the fire. Medicine Woman will then sing the first song, staff planted firmly before
her, rattle rolling to find the rhythm she is riding, spine erect, unfurling to the
inner beat. In turn, each participant will lead the circle and sing; the rattle, staff,
and song moves from one participant to another. Each one becomes the staff-
bearer and rattle-shaker and song-crafter in turn, sharing the rhythms that pulse
through them, and guiding all “between the worlds” with their song’s melody.
Throughout the long night, all participants will sing rather than talk. They will sing
in English; and they will sing in unknown but somehow familiar languages: howls
and lisps; crackles and hums; trillings and whispers; cacophony and symphony.
Vowels and consonants will move together (and apart) in new ways; some new
sound forms will be discovered. Yet, even in known or shared languages, the
song is always new, improvised, created; it arises always from the heart of the
moment, and is a test (an initiation) of trust and breath.
Earlier in the day of this circle, Medicine Woman met with all participants to
review the purpose, and structure of the form. Everyone skipped meals, took
inward time to reflect or meditate or relax, and then returned for final
preparations Of the eleven attending this circle, 9 have come before and know
the form and 2 are new. These 2 have been involved in non-entheogenic circles in
the past, and have gathered before with circle members, to discuss the form and
determine if the circle would be a “good fit” for all concerned. They have also had
their own personal experiences with entheogenic medicines. The screening of new
participants remains primarily an intuitive process but specific experiences will be
also discussed thoroughly.
Among the basic attributes of the medicine circle, all activity moves deosil or
sunwise; i.e. clockwise. The staff and rattle, water & medicine will all be passed
clockwise, and this is the direction people will enter and leave the circle, as deosil
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movement is considered to be energy-raising. No one will speak or pass medicine
or water in front of the rattle and staff-bearer as they are singing- only in the
times between songs. All attention is devoted to the singer. One cycle of staff and
rattle's passage around the circle constitute one "round," and 3 to 4 rounds will
take place this Equinox evening. One break will occur at midnight, for the whole
group. That break is taken in silence. Otherwise no one leaves, however briefly,
unless speaking with Medicine Woman. Even those becoming sick are asked to
remain, if at all possible. (If they need to leave someone would accompany
them.)
How does one sing a song that has never been sung before, in a circle between
the worlds? The Spirit of the Medicine reminds us: Be present. Who can find or
sing your song but you- or say how it lives and breathes and dies? Hold the staff
erect, and let it become a ‘lightening rod’ between the powers of Earth and Sky,
the forces of immanence and transcendence. Arising from the union of these
polarities, we access the wellspring of all song, all language, all prayer and
thanksgiving. It will not help (it never helps) to pre-think, pre-judge, pre-worry,
or get caught in time. No, your song will not be recorded, encased, delineated or
captured, perhaps no one will even remember how it goes (even you!) It will
dance like a tongue of sacred flame into the night- vibrantly alive, strong and
profound, yet evanescent as mist. It will linger in no form; it is a child being born
and going away. Expressing from the ‘you that is us’ and the ‘we that are you,”
your sacred songs will echo only in the NOW, beyond time, language & culture.
Book Review
Psychedelics are relatively new to us culturally and our relation to them is still in
a developmental stage. The Secret Chief describes a way of using them that is
currently unusual in our society. It seems likely that this will change though since
a similar kind of use is seen in the many cultures where they’ve been used for a
long time. As is also the case in these cultures, much of what is described in the
book extends far beyond the bounds of its therapeutic function.
The “chief” is given the pseudonym Jacob. He was a psychologist and originally
held the traditional psychiatric attitude towards hallucinogens. He considered
them to be “dangerous and bad,” and thought that anyone who used them must
be crazy. In the prologue Stan Grof notes that in retrospect history often highly
values those who violate the misguided laws of their time. In the forward Albert
Hofmann, the discoverer of LSD, adds that,. “Hardly any other science is as
conservative and tradition-bound as is medicine.”
Psychedelics are conceived to induce processes that contains their own resolution.
The therapist’s role is one of minimal intervention to the point where sitter is
probably a more appropriate term, because that is largely all that is involved. An
underlying belief is that techniques for helping people don’t work, and Jacob’s
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approach is to “Just leave ‘em alone!” He describes himself as an instrument, not
providing the experience but only the opportunity since he doesn’t really know
what’s wrong with them, nor what it is that they need. And neither do those who
are taking the drug either, though it’s believed that they bring their own
experience to themselves, and it is this that is of most use to them.
One of the main values of having a sitter is for the reassurance given by the
presence of another person. But before entering into this relationship an
evaluation needs to be made as to whether it’s a good idea for this person to sit
with that person who will trip. Expectations will be discussed and what the person
hopes to get out of the experience. Each needs to trust and feel comfortable with
the other and the decision is based largely on intuition. Without the right feeling
and mutual trust it is better not to do it.
Sometimes people get frightened at the transition point between different stages
of awareness, and here they are encouraged to describe and go into it all the
way. Often this leads to a release into a state of rapture. Dramatic internal
conflicts can arise that are found difficult to confront. There’s a tendency to try
and get out of this situation by escaping through a variety of methods, such as
denial and distraction. But the more a person tries to run away the greater the
threat becomes. The advice is to “Look at what you’re afraid of, just look at what
you’re afraid of. All you have to do is just look at it; don’t do anything about it,
just look at it. Just keep on looking at it and tell me what you experience when
you’re looking at it.” and stay with it until it becomes transformed. When you’re
willing to face it the fear disappears, it gets resolved as a matter of course, “to
some degree at least.”
Some people who took LSD in this way with Jacob had already taken it many
times before. Yet after following the methodology he used they would consider it
to be another kind of experience altogether. One that resulted in a very different
outcome. Some had previously had bad experiences while tripping but had been
unable to move through these until they found the support to help them through
their fears.
The first session would be on a one to one basis with Jacob. The drug used is
LSD, and the dose begins at 250 mcg. This is usually enough, but occasionally
incremental booster doses are felt to be needed as individual sensitivity varies.
(In the 1990’s LSD is usually sold in doses of between 20 and 80 mcg.)
The person is asked to agree to five conditions which form the structure of the
event:
(1) They will not leave the house during the trip without prior clearance from the
sitter.
(2) They will not physically harm or be violent to themselves, the sitter, or
anything else.
(3) They will not reveal to anyone where or with whom they had the trip without
prior clearance, ever.
(4) There will be no sex taking place between them.
(5) If at any time during the trip if anything is going on and the sitter tells them
to stop doing it, and makes clear that, “This is under structure, it’s not just a
recommendation or suggestion,” they agree that they will stop it.
Or if the sitter tells them to do something, under structure, they agree that they
will do it. They are told to consider this last one very carefully indeed, and all
they have to go on is the amount of trust they feel.
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Regarding (1), sometimes it is acceptable to go outside with the sitter when
they’re coming down. (2) makes people feel safe if they are afraid of unexpressed
anger. (3) is for the legal security of the sitter as a protection against the present
laws. (4) is to enable people not to suppress their sexuality, or be frightened of it,
but to find it and know they’re safe because nothing is going to happen.
The book, and the ritual itself, would be more complete with a similar structure
drawn up for the conduct of the sitter. The general qualities of a good sitter are
implicit in the text, but they are not spelt out as explicitly as is the appropriate
conduct of the client.
After agreeing to the structure they were given a prayer to read. The general gist
of this is: I don’t know what is most use to ask for. May I be given what I need. I
open myself to whatever happens. And trust it’s for the best. Then they take the
LSD, have a brief look at some photographs of people who are significant to
them, including themselves at various ages, perhaps talk about some dreams
from the night before, and just chat generally until they begin to feel the effects
coming on. They then go to urinate, come back and lie down. They put eyeshades
on to keep attention directed inwards and to avoid distraction. And put earphones
on for music if and when they want it. After an hour they are asked if they want a
booster dose. Then for the next five to eight hours there is no further interaction.
The only exception to this, unless they need the toilet again, is if they want a
hand to hold during a difficult transition stage, in which case they just put out
their hand or call out. But there is no talking or other communication, apart from
perhaps the sitter encouraging them to stay with whatever they’re afraid of, not
to try to do anything about it, just to let themselves be frightened. And to give
reassurance he’ll stay there with them throughout it.
When the effects have subsided enough for them to be able to talk, they sit at a
table and go through the photographs systematically. Whatever they might say
now is recorded on a tape. This can later reconnect them with the whole
experience.
Another baby-sitter, someone who they love and trust, has been asked to turn up
about eight hours after the beginning. They are briefed not to ask demanding
questions that night but just to listen or give whatever space is wanted. But when
they do come there’s often a lot of contact between them. The therapist doesn’t
leave until the client says this is ok, and then he leaves his phone number so they
can call for any reason and whenever they want.
After this there is the opportunity for group sessions which entail the shared
exploration of a spectrum of psychoactive substances. The setting becomes more
significant with the desire for a secluded environment including water and trees.
There are three sitters who remain straight and around ten to twelve people who
trip. Most of them know each other well as the group has been formed very
gradually. The same structure holds as for an individual trip but now there is an
extension to no sex for the weekend. This is so people can let go amongst
themselves without the worry of being misinterpreted. Agreement to the whole
structure is renewed as a ritual.
On the Friday night people talk to the group about what’s going on in their lives
and what they hope will happen during the weekend. The next morning has a
fairly quiet atmosphere. People stake out the place they want to trip. If there is a
couple present they are asked to trip in separate parts of the house to avoid the
temptation to externally act out any involvement with each other. Different
people then choose different drugs. Each takes his or her own at the same time
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as everyone else. When they start coming up they each lie down and put their
eyeshades on.
From then on there is practically no interacting until they start coming down.
Some people on MDMA may want to hold hands or hug, but it’s also fine for
others not to, particularly if they are on something else. And once it’s done the
staff lie them back down again and return to the kitchen where they chat
amongst themselves. They don’t hear anything from the rest unless someone
needs a booster or the loo. When everyone’s down enough to function they get
together for a champagne ceremony. Then they have dinner, sit around, laugh,
chat, be alone, whatever. The next day they go around the group again and talk
about what happened. This is felt to be the best part of the trip for everybody.
This all happened once a month with forty odd active participants coming every
three or four months and around 100 less frequent members. Each time they aim
to have a balance between men and women. People also trip together at home
and in smaller groups with a sitter.
The different materials used, and their most common doses, include MDA
(150mg), harmaline(124mg) -taken with LSD(250mcg) or psilocybine mushrooms
(3g), mescaline(500mg), ibogaine(225mg) and MDMA(150mg). Ibogaine is a
heavier experience where blocks tend to be confronted and things come up that
one may have been trying to avoid or deny. It’s taken when someone wants to
work out some aspect of themselves, as can also be the case with harmaline. In
contrast MDMA tends to be more for having a good time as it’s predisposed to
feelings of love, beauty, acceptance and pleasure.
Boosters can sometimes be useful but usually they are not needed. When people
want a full “blast,” and they feel close but can’t get through, they think more of
the medicine can do it. Since high doses were already being used Jacob’s
response to such a request was often: “More is not better. Lay down and stay
down. No wandering around, because as soon as you start to be functional you
detract. You’ve got to get into your ego to be functional. Lay down and have your
whole trip.”
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Schizophrenia - a disease or some ways of being human ?
In Part 1 of this review, in ASYLUM, 11, 2, it was shown that orthodox psychiatry
is very muddled about what schizophrenia is and how to deal with it; that
perhaps the symptoms bear some relation to creative and outsider stances; that
the orthodox definition and understanding of the symptoms leaves much to be
desired in terms of both precision and common sense ascription of motive; and
that both neurobiological and genetic research beg far too many questions and
are really beside the point.
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“Delusions, hallucinations, formal thought disorders and catatonic
symptoms are striking and unusual to most of us but they are
perhaps susceptible to meaningful interpretations within the context
of the patients’ life histories...To understand or not to understand is
an alternative very often decided not by the nature of the illness but
by the power struggles fought amongst mentalhealth professionals
and between them and their patients. Time, concern and intellectual
interest in our patients’ problems are precious commodities which
professionals have in short supply...The ability to understand depends
to a great extent on the psychiatrists’ imaginative powersand also on
their commitment to the patient.”
The current orthodoxy seems to imply that we can distinguish clearly between
understandable human problems and those for which scientific, medical
explanations must be sought because they are actually mental illnesses.
“In other words the concept of schizophrenia depends on accepting that some
things can be understood and other things cannot, although we can’t quantify and
objectify them statistically.”
But why should we assume we aren’t able to understand someone else, just
because their speech and behaviour is not immediately clear? In such cases we
should rather study the patient’s life in detail, trying to get some sort of a
biography. Jenner et al. suggest this would make psychiatry in such cases more
like trying to tease out the meaning of a poem than finding determinative causes
of behaviour, which is the way the sciences of physics and chemistry operate on
the world of objects and processes. Certainly we can only catch glimpses of other
people’s motives and experiences, and are bound to be biased, but what the
authors call “the ideographic approach” will give a more vivid and insightful
picture of the patient than one which merely assigns him to a category by totting
up a number of symptoms.
Naming and labelling just give the illusion of discovery. Instead the psychiatrist
should try to understand the behaviour, engage in a discussion at the patient’s
level, and take him seriously as a person trying to communicate something - or
perhaps simultaneously trying to avoid communicating something.
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Through discussion the psychiatrist should try to offer the patient his ideas about
the patient’s ideas.
There are emotional and political reasons for the ‘scientific’, ‘medical’ approach.
But the pretence to science and regular medicine is pure myth: medicine and
science are not even like the way psychiatry tries to be. For example, for a
century post-Newtonian physics has recognised the reciprocal relationship of
observer and observed. Isn’t it time organised psychiatry recognised a similar
position in its relations with its ‘subject matter’, its patients? The orthodox
language of psychiatry fossilises both patient and psychiatrist not into therapy but
into a ritual confirming a dominant politics and ideology.
Why? For one reason, because to begin to try to interpret the meanings of bizarre
and severely dysfunctional behaviour exposes psychiatrists to the judgements of
the public. The public, too, interprets meanings, as a normal matter of daily life.
So wherein lies the psychiatrist’s expertise? Listening to someone and
interpreting his replies also, when people are in trouble, usually allows no easy
and rapid solutions. So instead a psychiatric jargon develops, behind which
psychiatrists can hide from other professionals, the public, the patients, and, not
least, themselves. Patients’ predicaments and problems can then be neatly side-
stepped. The pseudo-medical jargon is used ideologically by psychiatrists and
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their institutions as a political bludgeon. It is obviously very tempting to
transform human problems into illnesses and then use an unchallenged ‘medical’
power to decide the fate of patients by shuffling them into pigeonholes subject to
pre-arranged processes.
These ‘medical’ rituals and jargons that psychiatrists use are a form of scientism,
of scientific-seeming ideology, devices to persuade us all that psychiatry is almost
precisely correct and scientific in its questions, terminologies and procedures.
Psychiatrists are themselves trapped in a cage of their own medical language and
education.
Another myth that mainstream psychiatry has imported from medicine proper is
that of explanation solely by way of the scientific analysis of the material body.
For four hundred years doctors have developed better and better ways of seeing
further beneath the surface of life. Clinical medicine has delved deeper and
deeper until illness has ceased being viewed as something descending upon the
body, but as developing within it, perhaps by invasion, perhaps not. This century
the focus has moved from cells to micro-biology to genetic structures. It is rare
for a clinician to consider living relationships beyond the boundaries of the human
body. There is a medical indifference to external influences and human behaviour,
which are nevertheless the predominant determinants of health and disease. It
hasn’t been clinical medicine that has in the last 150 years or so improved
general health so much as improvements in sanitation and diet: matters of social
life. Yet most sick people are pretty much left to their own devices by doctors
when medical measures working on the inside of a person are not appropriate.
Of course, all psychiatrists are first trained medically. They share the views of
medicine. They cannot conceive of neuroleptics not being the appropriate
treatment for the disease of schizophrenia. Why look to improve the living
conditions of schizophrenics? They cannot think that perhaps the better form of
treatment is not drugs to dampen ‘the symptoms’, but a removal of the
influences from which the abnormal behaviour emerges. Perhaps the most useful
research to be done today would be to compare schizophrenic with non-
schizophrenic populations: an epidemiology, but sensitive to as much nuance as
possible.
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problem in terms of cause, anyway, so fragmentarily, uni-dimensionally and
naively? Why this obsession with genetic or bio-chemical cause? Better to reflect
on motives, meanings and the coded messages that appear to be expressed in
schizophrenic speech and behaviour.
Reassessing the schizophrenic response
And the environment, most significantly for the human animal, other people, has
a great effect on psycho-physiological measures of agitation.
As against the medico-’scientific’ mainstream, “...Proper scientific standards are
defences [psychiatrists] used to avoid getting involved with... patients in a
dialogue bound to be coloured by [the psychiatrists’] and [the patients’] world-
views.”
And yet the evidence for the effect of psychiatry upon the behaviour of patients is
readily available from various studies over the last forty years and more. Recent
work, for example, has shown that trials of maintenance phenothiazines are little
better than placebos when used in a hospital setting. But they have significant
effects on out-patients. This suggests that the hospital acts as a shield from the
stresses of life back home and in the community. Schizophrenics in the
community not on drugs relapse at a higher rate.
In orthodox psychiatry the social context, the environment, crises and life
changes are recognised, but only play “...an accessory role...in the overall
context of the officially accepted aetiopathogenic theory of schizophrenia.”
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assumed that social problems create the disease. And any assumptions could and
should be investigated by anybody trying genuinely to get to the root of the
matter. So do we need to postulate entirely hypothetical medical diseases in
order to account for the mental states and behaviours of schizophrenia? Can the
symptoms not be read as the results of an interaction of a personality with an
environment?
The best explanation of these differences is that the social and cultural conditions
are better suited to recovery in the Third World. There patients do not get
trapped into an established sick role, and can find an ‘explanation’ of the onset in
terms of locally approved superstitions, and can inhabit culturally defined roles
that embrace their strange behaviours. The Third World also imposes less
pressures from competition and constant social change, and tends to find
traditionally allocated roles for its populations rather than demand that each
should spend a life making his own decisions about who to be and what to do. In
other words, they present less constant, competitive, atomised social stress. And
it is well known that, in general, the social and cultural environment has a big
effect on the nature and course of schizophrenic episodes.
However, “being akin to” is not the same thing as “being”. Implication is not
outright assertion. There is a whiff of an attempt to not completely affront the
psychiatric orthodoxy in this qualified and tentative proposal. Nevertheless, the
authors quote the authority of the younger Bleuler:
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cannot be distinguished from the schizophrenic way of thinking, imagining and
living...”
However, Jenner et al. then disagree with Bleuler’s rather gloomy conclusion that
the chaotic and illogical features of a schizophrenic patient’s inner life is
completely inexplicable and has nothing to do with his actual experiences in life.
That is the attitude of the old psychiatric orthodoxy. Instead, why not assume
that there is method and meaning in the madness, and that we can hope to tease
the meaning out, if only we give it chances to emerge?
In which case the person diagnosed schizophrenic would be seen not as a passive
victim of a complex of morbid factors, but as an active protagonist of a history
and destiny. Discussions should be opened with the patient about the role played
by his personal responsibility vis-a-vis not only his past and present misery but
also the making of his future.
“The patient’s own participation in the incubation, emergence and course of his
psychiatric illness” will mean different clinical interventions according to each
patient. His own choices, decisions, projections and value-judgements have an
effect on his career as a mentally abnormal person.
Psychosis and schizophrenia should be seen as “...the prices men must pay for
being thrown into a world where they have to find, and make,
their own way without the help of any concrete set of norms, valid for all times
and places.”
But schizophrenics are so insecure that they fail to handle chaos except with a
pathological belief system. A curtain of fantasy makes everything clear to them -
but fantastically clear, not actually clear.
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Of course there are risks in adopting the humanist position. For one thing, you
enter the ideological battle between protagonists of neurophysiology and
psychodynamics, biochemists, social workers, civil liberties agencies, neighbours,
relatives, friends, nurses and their unions, police, judges...But psychiatry bears a
certain responsibility towards those for whom it cares . It invented the term
‘schizophrenia’ and then foisted the category on people by just assuming the
symptoms were of some unknown and still to be discovered disease. Jaspers
bears a large responsibility for establishing the idea that the onset of such
madness is unpredictable and independent of peoples’ life histories and the
meanings of events within them. Now it is time to rescue the category, and those
who suffer under it, for a humane and effective treatment.
The authors favour a view of schizophrenia that concurs with the recently
proposed notion of ‘nascent states’. “The world of the marvellous” is experienced
by creative people, by lovers, by religious mystics - and by schizophrenics. Such
states of mind question the stabilities and routines of established institutional life.
And the institutions - family, school, community, church, psychiatric facilities -
exist to neutralise and domesticate such states of mind which are all dangerous
to the stability of the status quo.
Franca Basaglia sees schizophrenia as the most individual and least contagious
nascent state. Psychiatry is used to reducing the schizophrenic’s responsibility for
his vision and to defining his state as a disease. Science-cum-medicine is used
ideologically to depict his state as a defect internal to the individual, not as a
vision about a social norm that he contends because he experiences it as
defective.
Szasz has spoken against this for many years. Historically, Medicine replaces
Theology, doctors replace the Inquisition, mental patients replace witches. Mass
religious movements are replaced by mass medical movements, and the
persecution of the heretic by the persecution of the mentally ill.
The trouble is that all nascent states release conflict, instabilities, particularities
and unforeseen consequences. They will upset the insecure - which means almost
everybody - and the centralising and regulating powers that bulwark our
insecurities. The potency of the threat of chaos vs. structure is strong in modern
societies. Science is the legitimating agency of the rational modernity that holds
chaos at bay. Science is expected to know and be able to control everything that
ever occurs, including, and especially, conflicts. Medicine is supposed to be able
to cure all ills, and its junior partner, psychiatry, is supposed to regulate both
localised rational conflicts and those generated or inflamed by the presence of
nascent states of being. Biochemistry and genetics are, it is taken for granted,
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scientific, and to them is delegated the job of providing a technical fix for a nice,
tidy, identikit conformity.
In fact, however, people always live with tensions between their own and other
people’s needs and psychological states. And nobody can have complete
ontological confidence in the world. Most of the time the normal person lives
easily with common sense notions of time, space, matter, God, freedom, self,
morality and responsibility. It is often dangerous to question these issues
publicly. In the Renascence the sophisticated still burnt people to death for
suggesting the earth circled the sun, and Galileo himself was forced to stop
talking about it. As regards schizophrenic dissidents, Jenner et al. say
“Strange ideas tend to develop when beliefs begin to fail, when interpretation is
not rewarded, when one is socially and personally stranded and alone in a
strange world and perhaps angry and hurt. The attempt to go it alone can then
lead to a spiral of rejection, to isolation, to false
perceptions and/or experiences and segregation and diagnosis. Worse still, one
cannot escape. There is nowhere to get away from the social nexus and the
reality in which one’s emotions are so intimately and inevitably enmeshed ...
“The formidable task of being alone and struggling to produce a new language
with which to speak to nobody and yet to blame everybody else for one’s
discomfort produces unbearable tensions. One wishes to be very special but one
is not. In order to be secure, core constructs are tenaciously, almost randomly,
sought and maintained. What is face-saving in one’s mind, which is damaging to
one’s image in others, seems essential. Vacillation and thrashing around in a
rough sea, grabbing hold of this or that plank of belief...in order to survive and
breathe freely, follows. Everything makes everything worse, especially those who
think they are helping.”
People manifesting such strange speech and behaviour are insufferable and so
are called ‘schizophrenic’. But if psychiatry is to help such people rather than just
contain them and control them for the sake of socially organised power, its
mainstream must begin to understand what schizophrenia is: some ways of being
human.
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