Individual Satanism

by F.V. Fargas
 Individual Satanism
Written by
F.V. Fargas

Warning: The content of this book might be offensive to some readers. The author has
taken the right to express himself, and will not refrain from writing what might bother
some readers. The content of this book is for informational purposes only.

© 2010 F.V.Fargas – No part of this book may be reproduced in any form,

without the written permission of the author.
 Dedication

This book is dedicated to my Lord Satan, who has been with me at all times
and who was taught me everything that I had to know.
I would also like to dedicate this book to all my Brothers and Sisters of the
Left-Hand Path, especially Brother T.C., Brother Dardanus, Brother Hase,
Brother Xophier, Brother Nero and Brother Myrmydon.
May our Dark Lord keep you close, now and forever under His black wings.
Slava Satana !
 Contents

About the book ---------------------------------------------------------------------- 6

Religion and it’s importance -------------------------------------------------------8

What is Individual Satanism ------------------------------------------------------12

What an Individual Satanist does.. -----------------------------------------------14

Satan ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------15

Satanist – To be or not to be ------------------------------------------------------16

Exposing the true nature of a Satanic Path --------------------------------------20

 About the book

The idea of writing a book that would cover most of my beliefs came few
years ago when I was having a chat with my mother about Satanism. I tried
to write it for about 6 times but it never satisfied me because it was always
incomplete. So I decided to write for a website instead (which is already
available on the internet at www.legionofsatan.com). I thought of actually
covering most subjects that relate to my religion and beliefs and write
articles and small essays. But the website turned out to be a bigger project
where I had to find other writers to cover some subjects of which I was not
too informed. It became something like an encyclopedia of the Left-Hand
Path. So I had to write elsewhere about MY OWN views and beliefs. Thus I
decided to write this small (yes I know) book and try to cover at least the
philosophical part of that which I like to call Individual Satanism, a belief
that I invented two years ago.
Why I wrote this book ? Out of proclivity rather than choice. There are too
many people that ask me about my beliefs and after speaking of the same
things for 8 years with hundreds of people it gets nerve-racking. Not to
mention it is impractical to keep talking of the same things over and over,
and there’s also the problem of me forgetting some ideas on the way. So, I
thought that if they are so interested, they might as well read this book and
probably the website.
So this book is basically something different from all that you read about
Satanism, or at least I hope so. It is simply what I have learned, experienced
and felt ever since I became a Satanist (which was somewhere around 2002-
2003). It is my belief, my philosophy and religion. And the interesting fact
is, it can be yours too. I call it INDIVIDUAL Satanism for a reason, and I’ll
explain why later on in this book.
If you want to know more about Individual Satanism you can look for the
website, it contains much good information that I wrote from 2004 to 2010
and it keeps growing.
What you won’t read about too much in this book however, is the ‘practical’
Individual Satanism, the rituals and stuff. There will probably be another
book for that. But only if this one is well received. I guess nobody wants to
write books just for himself.
This work, though not a masterpiece, could be used as a guide to a more
personal approach to Satanism and a more modern approach as well. You’ll
learn why and how I stick to this belief and why I urge others to do it as
well. It’s pretty interesting.
Oh yes, and don’t expect any crime involved rituals or secret demonic sigils.
Though this book is quite extreme, at least to some, it is.. pretty legal
*grins*.
And though this is a book about RELIGIOUS Satanism (and not the atheistic
LaVeyan Satanism you might have read about), you’ll find a lot of modern
theories and beliefs in there. If you are a convinced traditionalist who rejects
the new this book might not be for you.
Without further ado, lets keep going and learn that which is to learn about
Individual Satanism.

- F.V. Fargas
 Religion and it’s importance

I would like to express my opinion on the religion’s importance in one’s life

.
One must be aware of the importance of his religion . Religion should not be
taken as a group in which you choose to join, in order to find a place in
society .
From my point of view, religion is the destiny of each man’s soul . It is also,
a way of life . Yes, religion can change your way of life, way of thinking .
Unlike atheism , religion offers you something more . It offers you a new
theory, a “new” pair of eyes, which will help you see the importance of
spirituality in life and of the spiritual evolution .
Of course, every religion is different . Every religion shows you a different
image on life, on the spirit and on yourself .
Christianity is different from Satanism, Judaism is different from Hinduism ,
and so on .
Also, each person is different from another and has the right to choose his
own religion according to his feelings or thoughts .
Certainly, I do consider it is normal that in a family , the child to be raised in
the same belief system until an older age, but not to be forced to believe or
follow the parents religious path .
As you get older, you start seeing life differently and also the religion in
which you belong . And that’s the time when only YOU have the right to
change your path .
That’s what I did too. I have chosen what I’ve considered to be best for my
soul, I’ve chosen something I was truly connected with. I’ve chosen
Satanism .
The “dark” faith (so to speak), embraced my soul 9 years ago . Since then I
have been studying Satanism, with my soul and mind, with an appetite for
knowledge and a strong attraction . A strong attraction resulting from the
spiritual connection with Satan since birth . Yes, I’ve always been spiritually
connected with Satan, just as I was with God . Since I was a child I believed
in God . I can say I met Him in person but I won’t get into details now..
However, I was never on His side , even though I had prayed and worshiped
Him . Why ?
While I was, let’s say, a Christian, I was very anxious and frustrated . I felt
spiritually empty and vulnerable . I was disappointed by God every time I
asked for his help.
I always took religion seriously for I knew and felt it’s importance and
impact in my life. I consider that religion has the role to help the individual
to exceed any limit in his way and to evolve both spiritually and
intellectually . Thus I could never accept a religion that would keep me away
from spiritual evolution, a weak religion, a limited religion, without logic
and spirituality .
I’ve seen how religion can affect your way of life and thinking while I was a
“christian” .
I have been a Christian for about 10 years. Because I was forced to.
Especially my dad who is quite a profound Christian, forced me to follow
his religion . And that’s what I did . But not with my soul . Because it was
my soul who proved me that this is a false, satiric and revolting religion . I
observed how Christianity can destroy your soul and mind . In my
childhood, I went to churches and monasteries from time to time, and what I
have seen there, simply shocked me.
A bunch of people praying desperately to God, in vain . Going to the altar,
kissing a crucifix with a tortured man , who besides this is almost naked .
Leaving their slobber on the cross until another one comes and puts his
mouth on it . I was...totally disgusted .
For 10-11 years I was constrained to swallow this religion . But my soul
urged me to refuse to be a worm kneeling in front of a weak and coward god
like Jehovah (God) .
In time, I’ve changed . Disgusted and antichristian to the bone , I’ve chosen
the exact opposite . I chose Satanism, a religion that urges the adept to be
confident, autodidact, intelligent, free.. that urges the adept to be a fighter,
not a slave.
As I said, that is what I considered (and still do) to be best for my soul. I
chose something I was truly bound with. I chose evolution, power, liberty,
happiness.. I chose Satan.
Now, don’t get me wrong.. I don’t see Satanism as a refuge for those who
are unsatisfied by God, or a revenge on the world and God.. Like, a plan B, a
second choice . Hating God and being antichristian is, indeed, a satanic act,
but my religion does not limit itself at this. It is far more than just, inversed
Christianity. It is far more than listening to black metal and screaming “Fuck
God ! Hail Satan!”.. that is shit. You can look absolutely normal, you can act
normal, you can listen to Shakira and still be a Satanist . What is most
important in my religion, at least for me, is the relationship with Satan which
I always wanted to get bigger and bigger. It is my destiny . To be with my
Lord and show the world that we, the satanists, are far better than they think
. To be proud when shouting “Hail Satan!”, knowing that the others will not
have anything to reproach to you or treat you as an enemy but as someone
superior !
Anyone can be mad at God. Anyone can shout “Fuck God ! Hail Satan!”..
anyone can kneel and pray, do a ritual.. etc.
But LIVING your life as a satanst, dedicating every second of it to Satan and
enjoying every second of it, trying to become better and better (not worse..
thinking that Satan is the Master and you are just a puppet.. He doesn’t need
puppets.. He needs warriors ! His will is that you live by your will ! And as
you live by your will, He will judge, and choose only those worthy, not
some fuckin slave, not some angry teen who hates God and hates everyone
and thinks only at chaos, torture and all that shit. I don’t worship Satan as a
slave. I worship him because it is my will, not His ! I do this because I
respect and love Him for showing me the way and not helping me to live my
life, but showing me how to help myself to live my life), showing the world
that a Satanist is not a madman but a superior man, someone who can come
in front of the world saying he is a Satanist without the risk of being mocked
or attacked because he is too fuckin frustrated..
So you see.. this changing did not only happen because I loathe Christianity .
It was a reason, but not the only one.. The main reason was (I believe) that I
was connected to Satan . That I belong to Him. That He is in my soul…
However, I can say I’m still antichristian and that’s how all of my kind are !
Spurning that false god and scorning his religion !
When my father found out I’m a Satanist, he beat me . Typical Christian .
He couldn’t accept it for a while . But then, I didn’t care.. you see.. There is
no one and nothing that can change my path now . I am fully dedicated to
the only god, that has always been there for me, the only god, that wouldn’t
keep me in chains but would offer me liberty and knowledge, happiness and
love !
And now, getting back to what I was saying...
Satanism as I said , is different from Christianity . Yes . While Christianity
reduces itself to prayers to a negligent and careless god, Satanism urges the
adept to be autodidact , free and confident .
I also mentioned the word “evolution”. Of course, I was not referring to
technological evolution but the spiritual evolution . Satan wants to see you
evolve , not weaken yourself , wasting your life , sad, “sinless” . That’s what
life’s given for . To evolve . And to enjoy all of it’s pleasures , either
mental/spiritual , material/carnal . Why stay away from all of this ? Because
it’s a sin ? It’s a sin to be free ? It’s a sin to be happy ? It’s a sin to enjoy all
of the biological pleasures ? Not for us . For us there is no such thing as sin .
If you choose to discover Satan’s dark secrets , it is obligatory to be serious
and respectful . Satan does not tolerate infidelity, lack of respect or fear .
This path is not for anyone . But only for those who really want it . Don’t
like it, don’t buy it ! Satan does NOT force anyone to be on His side . On
contrary ! Only those who are really interested , faithful and devoted can
join Him . Thus He will be interested in you .
Unlike Yehova(God) , Satan is close to his followers .
Satan and His demons help us permanently . I always received His help,
even if I didn’t ask for it .
This great religion allows you to enjoy your life and live it to the fullest !
Secondly, it shows you how to live better with the help of magick . Unlike
other religions, in Satanism you don’t need to pray continuously and wait for
an answer . Satan does not put us to idolatrize Him as His slaves (we do this
out of respect!) . On contrary, He helps us to become stronger , more
evolved , more independent .

That’s quite all I wanted to say about religion .

Take care of your minds and souls .
 What is Individual Satanism ?

It is, in my opinion, the religion of the 21st century.

The only reason I “invented” this “type” of Satanism is because I needed it.
It was because I had to form myself a spiritual human being and for that I
needed more than just words off the internet, off a book or from a friend. I
needed to get in touch with myself first to know the world around me.
I know I criticized many fellow Satanists for not being able to follow the
“original” Satanic path (which at that time, I though was Traditional
Satanism). I still do. While they invent paths that go far away from Satan’s
teachings, I like to believe that at least I am keeping close to the nature of
Satan and only add things that come right with it. Individual Satanism is just
that. It is a combination of many paths and systems, but all according to your
OWN needs. It is a new religion, based a lot on the old ways, but does not
limit itself at that.
I mould this religion after my own personality. While I am not much of a
traditionalist, I do however respect tradition and use it when it’s needed.
However, I have often learned that the more “ingredients” you put into
something, it gets better. You just need to know the right stuff to put in and
to know your taste. The individual Satanist does not follow any tradition, but
rather creates his own tradition and belief. Unlike the traditional Satanist, the
individual Satanist is a little more free to expand his practices and beliefs as
he feels, and to borrow from more traditions and beliefs (i.e. demonolatry,
chaos magick, sinister path etc) to create his own religion or type of
Satanism. You can call this “personal Satanism”.
Individual Satanism does not have strict beliefs to follow or a set of ideas.
It’s in a continuous evolution. It allows the practitioner to keep adding the
necessary ‘ingredients’ as he needs. You may say this is cheap stew, but for
me it’s favorite dish. It’s healthy.
Unlike other religious paths, Individual Satanism is very practical as it
leaves you to deal a lot with life and puts YOU in the first place. No God be
it Satan, Jehovah, Allah is more important than yourself.
I’ve said that it’s the religion of the 21st century and you’ll understand why.
Not only because it has the new beliefs but because it relates to the problems
that we deal with nowadays.
Instead of blind faith it has proof, instead of mystical theories it has science
and instead of a dogma it has freedom.
So in many cases it is different from most religions, including traditional
Satanism. What both ‘individual Satanism’ and ‘traditional Satanism’ have
in common, is the worship of Satan. Unlike ‘laveyan Satanism’, individual
Satanism and traditional Satanism present Satan as an entity. A superior
being. As an angel or a god.
In Individual Satanism however, Satan does not take the first place in your
life, but your own self. Everything you do in life you do for yourself not for
Satan. Satan may be your friend, your spiritual parent, your God. You may
want to thank him for his time, patience and wisdom. Hell, if you want you
may dedicate your soul to Him, as a sign of your faith and love. But still,
you are no.1.
What I have learned in all these years is that Satan doesn’t need you to do
things for Him. What He wants from you is to do things for yourself in order
to truly represent Him. He doesn’t even need your soul, especially if it’s a
weak soul. He wants warriors. He wants people who can truly represent
Him. One who kneels in front of an altar asking for this and that is not a
Satanist, but a beggar. That’s what Christians do. They beg. We Satanists
act, we do, we win. In any way possible. We are the masters of our destinies.
Satan is our force !
It is called INDIVIDUAL Satanism for a reason. Because, well, first of all
because the individual is no.1. And second of all, because the individual is
not dependent on anyone. All he does, he does by his will alone. If one
wants to worship Satan and feels the urge to do a chaos magick ritual in
which he probably would have to invent another god, he does that. If one
wants to worship Satan and wants to know the demonic spirits, he may very
well dwell into Demonolatry. You are a Modern Satanist because you are a
Satanist who lives in the 21st century. But that doesn’t mean you can’t do a
300 year old traditional ritual. There are differences but they all depend on
YOU. I have my own Individual Satanism. The good news is, you can have
it too. Just be creative.
 What an Individual Satanist does...

..he LIVES. And hopefully, lives well. It all depends on him. We as

Satanists, as humans actually, have our lives in our own hands. The Gods we
have.. they have little to do with our everyday lives. They don’t feed us, they
don’t pay us.. they help us, but in other ways. The rest is up to us. We feed
ourselves, we work, we sleep, we fight, we play, we celebrate.. but we also
evolve. We evolve from the day we’re born to the day we die. It is our
destiny as humans. It’s the reason we are here. Some do it slower, some do it
faster, the idea is to do it. How we do it, it’s up to us.
As Individual Satanists we have our own ways to evolve. And as the name
suggests, INDIVIDUAL, we do it alone. Through hard work unfortunately..
or perhaps some don’t see it that hard. I mean, it really ain’t that hard to
keep your organism clean and healthy, especially your mind.
And as we evolve, we take care of ourselves from all points of view…
Physically, mentally, spiritually.. We search for balance and we fight for it,
we search for wisdom and we fight for it, we search for power and we fight
for it. Man has discovered hundreds of ways to reach these points. There’s
physical exercise, martial arts, diets, meditation, mind games and sports,
there’s ritual, prayer.. there’s even art that can make you evolve.
An Individual Satanist as I said is free to borrow from many paths, so there’s
a big plus in that. For example, an Individual Satanist can always use
ceremonial magick to change the world around him if he knows how to form
it to his own necessity. He can always use Buddhist Meditation to relax or
train his mind if he knows how to form it to his own necessity.
And yes, of course, there’s ritual. Ritual that can mean anything from
brushing teeth every morning and night *grins*. Or ritual in which a poor
black hen is sacrificed to use the energy to direct at a specific goal. It is.
Why not ? Again, Individual Satanism can borrow from Traditional
Satanism right ? So according to tradition, black hens are sacrificed, orgies
are to be held, blood to drink and so on. We all choose the ways as we need
or want. The important point in all of this being evolution.
 Satan

Here is an interesting subject. Satan. In Individual Satanism, who could he

be ? Well He could be The Devil, Lucifer, a God of the Pagans or whatever.
He just IS. You need to know that at least. He IS and will ALWAYS BE. He
is present in every part of your life, He is everywhere. He is and can be
many things spiritually, scientifically, poetically. But the question is, who is
He to YOU?
To find out the answer to that question you need, again, to understand
yourself. Simply because I KNOW and can assure you, that Satan is a part of
YOU, even if He is a totally different entity. In Hermetic tradition, there is
one thing known as The All, the Universe or Atum through which all energy
flows. In Christianity there is God The Creator and Satan The Destroyer. In
Individual Satanism… well its hard to tell. We are all different individuals
and can experience Satan differently. There is no rule for this in Individual
Satanism because there is no proof, no document, no nothing that explains
exactly what or who Satan is. So it’s all up to you to find out.
He can be a teacher, a spiritual parent, a friend, a god… and many other
things or all these combined. It’s the relationship you have with Him that
makes Him something to you. Can’t be too objective so all that is left for
you is to experience and give a personal opinion. And That personal opinion
is good. Because it is true to you. No matter what I may tell you, it’s just
another opinion. The REAL TRUTH is in yourself. BUT.. be careful. A lot
depends on how you answer. *grins* Imagination is a virus. Dreams are for
the weak, for the ignorant. Everything you do in life is important and every
thought is important because it represents you. You don’t want to be
represented by a lie, by a joke, I’m sure. SATAN represents you ! .. and you
represent Him. Have His name on your lips, His spirit in your soul and His
image in your mind ! Honour Him with all your being and He will reward you
greatly .
 Satanist – To be or not to be

Quite often I meet these.. people, who call themselves Satanists and who, at
the first sight seem to be real spiritual persons, truly bound up with Satan .
Not only are they well informed, but they are also very into this religion.
They spend a lot of their time talking or studying about Satanism . However,
most of them have a small problem . They do not know why they are doing
all of this. Ironically, I’ve questioned them out of curiosity, why they
worship Satan and why are they Satanists . While some of them admitted
they didn’t know the right answer, others gave me some responses that got
me on the floor laughing like an idiot. For example I once questioned a girl
who kept telling me of her great relationship with Satan, and this is what she
said (word by word) :
“I believe there are many kinds of souls. A part of these souls have been
created by demons. I believe that I am one of them because if I wasn’t I
would have not got at this point.”
Naturally, I started laughing but then I started thinking “Is she serious ?!” . I
mean, come on ! I always thought of Satanists as being smart people who
don’t live “on another planet” like Christians .
Well of course, it is her belief and I can’t really judge this. But it got me
thinking . If I was in her place, how much imagination should I have to
create such a belief ? How much imagination does it take to create a world
of illusion in which one may truly believe ?
I’m not like this, and I’m not saying this to seem like a smart ass or
something, but I like to question my beliefs and everything I see and hear .
There is a golden rule in the occult and Satanism which I love to follow :
“Question everything !” .
I like to believe in what I know to be true. I always hated people who follow
blindly something created in their minds, yet not having a drop of reality in
their beliefs. First of all because we live in the 21st century, a time of reason
and truth . I like to believe that man has evolved since the middle ages. But
when I stumble upon these fellows I start worrying . It’s like that guy you
see on the street . If you ask him what he believes in, he will proudly say “I
believe in God”. If you ask him why, the bomb hits : “I like to believe there
is someone up there who takes care of me.” .
It is cute, I can’t deny this. Yes, anyone can create his own ‘religion’. In
fact, I really encourage everyone to do so, but I also suggest sticking on to
reality and building beliefs on proof, on experience, not on imagination.
Because in this way, you can evolve. You can get somewhere.. anywhere.
I really think that if you believe in something, you need to have proof. A
small proof, a piece of reality. At least that’s how I am. I like to think that
my beliefs are as real as they may get and that I’m not heading towards an
ape-like creature. I believe in what I see.. The sun ? Yes, it’s right up there
shining. I believe in it. I know it’s there. Satan ? Yes, He’s right beside me,
has His hand on my shoulder turning me to the right path as he always did.
He proved to me he exists by presenting Himself to me, by manifesting
Himself on both the spiritual and material realm, and showed His beauty to
my “eyes”. I believe that Satan helps me because I KNOW from my
experiences that He does. I know, I have my proof.
But no, my dear reader.. I am not saying I hold the supreme truth. I too have
many questions, and not always do I find an answer. Like for example, I
simply have no clue how come I’m here, how come this planet exists and
how life began. Hell knows, maybe God really did wave his hands and
created all of this. Or maybe Big Bang. I don’t know. I could imagine, of
course, but that wouldn’t be any truth, right ? I would blindly believe. Of
course, I don’t even care of the creation of the world. There are other things
that I need to understand in my life, and I don’t have time to search for such
answers. I’m concerned about the present and the future, about myself and
my God. I do not wish to use my mind to invent answers in my limited mind
(limited because we, as humans, cannot understand many things regarding
our nature, our world and the spiritual world.. that’s why these are called
‘mysteries’), but instead use it to understand what I could do to become
better, wiser, smarter, stronger. E-V-O-L-U-T-I-O-N . You know ?..
Getting back to that girl I was talking about. What I told her, I’ll tell you too.
In order to understand Satan, you must first understand yourself. Like He
was a part of you. If you cannot understand yourself, your nature, your
abilities and your secrets, you will never get to know the world around you .
I mean, you will not understand the beauty of it all, if you can’t judge by
how it’s affecting your life (like Satan, for example. Why would you follow
Satan if you can’t realize what he really does for you?) . You know, life is
beautiful . And it would be a real shame if you lived it in a lie and
imagination. Stay in touch with reality, first of all. There are times when you
may love what you see and there are times when you hate what you see but
the important thing is that you see the real thing . You need to understand
what’s in front of you to exceed it. As I said many times, Satanism is a
religion of reason, of reality, not of imagination. Satanism is life in my point
of view. It is the life of the Satanist. And that’s why I advice you to stay real.
Taking this advice is doing yourself a favour, not to me or to Satan, but to
yourself. I’m not giving you this advice because I want to appear a smart
ass, but because I did the same and it worked perfectly fine. Not all the time,
but most of the time, when I followed my instinct, when I examined the
world and when I put my brain in action to understand myself, then I
understood what I have to do and what I need to believe in (either if it’s
Satan, or myself, or whatever..) to go beyond any obstacle and to surpass
myself .
Also, you must stop believing everything you hear from other people.
Especially when it comes to religion and spiritual belief. You know, that
once you started believing in what they say, that belief you got is actually
not yours, but theirs ? You need to build up your own beliefs (or your own
kind of religion) . Start using your brain, man. Stay real, stay honest (with
yourself at least), and the truth will come.
If this is truly important to you, than make sure you get it right. If Satan is
truly important to you, make sure you get to know Him personally, not by
what X said He is like. If you don’t do this, then you won’t understand your
own beliefs and you won’t be a part of them. Especially not in the eyes of
these gods (Satan and His demons) .
If it is something there, in your soul, search for it well.. It will be clear as
crystal, once you’ve understood yourself. Trust me!
Think about yourself, and be honest with yourself, and then think about
Satan and why you follow Him .
Me.. I worship Satan because I consider Him to be The Supreme Truth, The
Perfection. I learned many things about myself in this life, but there are still
many things I don’t understand. And for that, I seek Satan’s guidance,
Satan’s wisdom to find and understand, first of all, myself, and then the
world I live in. I NEED HIM . I need to know myself and my nature, I need
to know my God and His nature, I need to know the world, life and death,
love and hate.. everything. But for that, I have to start from the bottom to get
to the top. And for that, I have Satan as my guide and teacher. That’s why I
worship Him.
I don’t wish to be arrogant, but it just bothers me.. the thing that many
people who call themselves Satanists don’t even know why they do what
they do, why they believe in what they believe. And for Satan’s sake man !
There are even those assholes who come with such a pride telling me how
they are members or High Priests of a great satanic
coven/group/organization, or how much they read about Satanism, and who
can’t even answer this simple question. I don’t care who you “hang out”
with, I don’t care how many books you read. And for your personal
information, know too that you won’t find TRUE Satanism in books. In my
opinion, books don’t matter in Satanism. Only if you wish to practice
magick or want to learn about the past and OTHER people’s views and
experiences with Satan . That’s why there isn’t a ‘bible’ in Satanism.
Because we are all different people and we experience Satan differently.
That’s exactly the idea of Individual Satanism.
To learn about Satan, you need experiences . To learn from the
‘source’(Satan), and from the soul. Open up your heart and search within
your soul. Satanism is in yourself, it is that dark spot in which your true
essence is hidden and it is up to you to discover it.
Those who follow blindly, are the people that, in exchange for a house and
car, would give away all their beliefs . The people that would leave Satan if
you gave them X dollars, and the next day you’d see them sucking cock in
the church .

I repeat : All is in your soul

Stay true, stay real.. Hail Satan !
 Exposing the true nature of a Satanic Path

After all these years I think I can say that I finally understand Satanism. This
being exactly the date 5th January 2010. It was not really a revelation. I
thought of it being this way for a long time but now I’m pretty sure its true.
It is quite clear.
It really is true that Satanism is a way of life. The more time spent in this
religion, the more it changes you and your life. Now I know everyone has
different views on Satanism and that some ‘live’ it differently. But I guess
the essence of it is the same for everyone. I believe we all have quite the
same reasons why we choose to follow this path. As long as you stay honest,
you’ll be able to understand it correctly. That’s the most important thing you
have to do in Satanism. To stay honest.. With yourself first of all. And
accept what you learn, even if its something difficult to grasp. You’ll
understand what I’m talking about here after you finish reading this. I know
that many of you will not agree with what I am about to say here. Especially
‘new comers’. And I understand why. We’re searching for the perfect path,
simple, beautiful and rewarding. Aren’t we?... you know, I’ve had the same
views like many of you. Reading the websites that were said to be the
perfect sources for this information, I was beginning to think of Satanism of
something so fluffy and cute and I was fucking amazed. Now after all this
time, I smile when I look back at those times when my naivety was
boundless. And I talk to my fellow Satanists that also been there and we
smile together. Whenever there was something negative said about Satanism
we refused to believe it. Some were, indeed, gammon. But many things
turned out to be true, and now we understand it only because it has been
proven to us by fate. And so it is. The path that we choose to follow turned
out to be much different than we once thought. The more time spent in this
religion, the more you learn.
Now before I start babbling about my ‘great discovery’ I want to warn you. I
want you to know that I am not playing a game on you. What I am about to
divulge is information that I had to discover for myself. It is something few
people get to know and understand. And if fate will get you to encounter this
on your path, you will then understand and know that what I am saying here
is true. I have no reason to lie. There’s nothing to gain out of this, except an
image of me being a smart ass that I really enjoy having. The reason I am
willing to divulge this information is because I want to help, or in this case,
warn those people that are real Satanists about what is ahead.
I will start off by telling you a short story. Don’t worry, it’s on the subject. It
is a story about someone who discovered the essence of the true Satanic
path. It is, unfortunately, about a friend that I have already mentioned in an
essay (Satanic Unification) on my website by the name of “X”. He was, in a
way, my mentor. He guided me and taught me ever since I was a kid. He
was for me a model of a Satanist. He helped me like no one ever did, not
even my mom and dad. He was the best example of a Satanist I’ve met. And
so wise and determined as he was, not only fooled me, but even fooled
himself. Something happened to him… something that I felt to happen for a
long time. The worst that could happen. The fucker turned his back on
Satan, and ran back to God. But no, he’s not a Christian. A Christian is an
idiot who follows blindly. He became a Man of God, fully aware of the
sickness that is in Christianity.
There are few reasons for this change he made, but only one I believe is in
your interest. That reason is simple. He seen the true nature of Satanism.
And he didn’t like it at all. And he got scared. And thus this fear perhaps
was stronger than his dedication to Satan and sought to get protection under
the god that he now calls The Only God. Now If you ask me, he truly got
what he deserved. Indeed he seen the true nature of Satan’s religion, yet he
did not understand it. He did not care to understand it anymore. Veni, vidi,
sollicitus (“I came, I saw, I got worried”).
Before I got these news, he invited me to his city at his home to begin a
journey throughout the country. A journey that he said will change my life.
He didn’t care to tell me more about it before I got to him. So when I got
there, he gave me details.. we were going to visit some orthodox monasteries
where we were going to stay for about a month and study (psychology and
the occult) and participate in Christian rituals. The reason I rejected his offer
was not because of the monasteries, I don’t give a shit about them. But I
know he had some plans for me, and in my opinion, the fucker was trying to
convert me to Christianity, something that right now I just cannot image me
to do.
We talked about it enough for me to make an impression. He, who had been
working with Demons and Satan for a long time, was now explaining to me
how the Demons and Satan will never help me the way that God could. He
told me that, as a Christian, he will continue to work with demons by means
of Christian magickal systems (such as Goetia) and that by doing so he will
make his life better and be able to evolve in a way that he could never have
as a Satanist. Thus I had to wish him all luck in his new lovely path and
abandon the man that was once my best friend, my brother, my mentor. For
the entire week I had received signs that could have turned me back to him.
People harassing me in the bus with Christian prayer books, beggars at the
subway chanting prayers to God and an entire fucking radio show about
Christianity and God related miracles on my way back home.. but I couldn’t
get back. Doing so the probability of us starting a fight and throwing fists
and karate like kicks at each other was very much expected.
The time I spent talking to him though, was worth. What he told me about
Satanism was something that I already knew. That is, that Satanism is indeed
a very dark and sometimes negative path. What he failed to understand
however, was that Satanism has also got a very positive side. That Satanism,
as Life itself, is neither Black nor White.. It’s really in a shade of grey. And
one thing that I have learned while being a Satanist is that, duality really
exists in the universe so we cannot ignore one side and accept the other. We
need to learn to have a balance and accept both sides as they both have a role
in our lives. Everything has a reason. If you run away from it, you’ll remain
ignorant. If you search for it, there’s a high probability that you’ll become
wiser than you expected. Life is full of mysteries. It is our mission to solve
them all. But for that, again, I must get back to what I said at the beginning
of the essay… We must stay honest ! And also, as I stated many times in my
essays, we must be self-taught. Because we all experience life in our own
ways. What is true for someone may not be true to you. That is, if a
homosexual tells you that ass is better than pussy, that is not a rule. Its
something true to him, and may not be true to you. Get it ?..
For that I must tell you, dear reader, IF you are a Satanist and are seeking
wisdom, do not seek for it in books, on the internet or whatever. Seek it in
yourself ! In your life ! Forget about all the bullshit you have learned on the
internet, trying to understand the nature of Satanism. The true nature of
Satanism is in yourself, because Satanism is life, and for you, it is YOUR
LIFE. Trust me on this. What you learned from the internet, in proportion of
about 90% is also known to me. I took about the entire satanic community
on the internet, been a part of many organizations, been studying a lot of
crap that’s out there. And I don’t think more than 10% of that has turned out
to be true. I know there are some organizations out there that have helped
you. Many helped me too. They give you hints, but just that. You’ll not learn
of the true nature of Satanism, not even in this book. This book is just an
introduction, an example. Let’s say it is the basics that apply to everyone
when it comes to the true nature of a satanic path. I may tell you how the
road looks, I may tell you where it will take you to, but I just cannot say
what you will encounter on your way. It is up to you to walk down the path
and find out. So the first ‘lesson’ in this book is about YOU being YOU,
being ALONE.
From my point of view, a Satanist is a lonely wolf that from time to time
preys the flock of sheep.. but not because of hunger.. just for his own
amusement.
We’re often mistaken with Luciferians because we apparently worship the
same god. But the ways of Satanism and Luciferianism are very different.
Luciferians have a much ‘brighter’ religion, and their spirit is, from my point
of view, a spirit of the herd. They believe in unification and working
together. Then, I see in Satanism a religion of the individual.
Luciferians see Lucifer as a god of ‘good’. They believe that Lucifer saved
man from Heaven giving him the Forbidden Fruit to save him from the ‘evil’
plans of Jehovah (God). Once they came to Earth, the Demons and Lucifer
made contact with humans (the Nephilim and stuff..) teaching them all sorts
of things (like the story of Azazel from the Book of Enoch; Azazel taught
men how to make weapons and women how to use make up, dye their hair
and stuff like that) and making them a real adversary against Jehovah.
Satanism on the other hand, is a dark religion, tough, full of dangers for
those who try to follow this path (full of traps, not permitting anyone to get
to the top). As for Satan.. I see in Satan a good friend. But, from my point of
view, a good friend is one who offers you a solid bed when you need rest,
and who doesn’t hesitate to mislead you every time you are
insecure/uncertain. In other words, Satan cares about you. And because He
cares about you, he gives you this treatment from which you either resign or
succeed and get to the top. You know that saying “What does not kill only
makes stronger”. Its something true in Satanism as well. Even more, it is
considered by some a real Satanic theory (and is one of the 21 Satanic Points
in O.N.A.’s Black Book Of Satan).
It is true. Satanism is what most of us didn’t expect. Thus many of ‘us’
either deny its nature, or run away from it. Some are not made for this. It is a
path that one has to face many difficulties alone. It is a very tough and dark
path.. sometimes very extreme. You may learn about things that you will not
accept, because not everything is the way you want and like in this universe.
But my dear friend.. if you want to play about Satanism, then do so. Do a
ritual with your friends, say Hail Satan a few times, curse God and that’s
it… That’s simple, that’s fun. But you will not achieve anything with this in
your life. It will not help you. Satanism is not about fun. Here reward comes
after work.
The philosophy of Satanism is the philosophy of life in many ways (and I’ll
explain what I mean by that soon in this book), and it is something that the
normal individual will not get to understand even in his 90’s. The normal
individual is a dead individual for he seeks wisdom not in spirituality and
life, but in the oddest places and most complicated material of books and
articles full of undecipherable information. We live in this world and don’t
have the eyes to see its beauty. We live in this world and don’t realize that it
is from LIFE ITSELF that we need to take our knowledge from. The normal
individual does not believe in such knowledge because he doesn’t see it. In
order to see it, you must seek it. And to seek it, you must be serious about it.
Most of the wisest people, were/are spiritual people.. Why do you think is
that?.. life is much more than you see with your eyes. This Universe in
which you, dear reader, are living in, is far more complex than it seems.
We as Satanists, or should I say, as HUMANS, need to see life exactly as it
is, and live it. In life there are good times and bad times.. Satanism teaches
us how to enjoy the good times and to stay away from or handle the bad
times. It is a very practical religion. It’s not just a prayer, a ritual.. It’s a real
way of life. Satanism like I said, teaches us to be self-taught and to learn
how to develop ourselves spiritually but also mentally and sometimes even
physically. It teaches us how to face any challenge, to fight it and be a
fighter, not a coward who kneels in front of God to help him.. No. Satanism
puts YOU to solve your problems ALONE. Because only in this way you
can evolve. Working alone. A man who doesn’t know how to live and to
enjoy life is a dead man. A man who doesn’t know how to live and doesn’t
know how to survive by himself is a parasite. Such a person is a Christian
(just an example.. but the best example I can give). I really pity them.
Because that man will never be able to evolve and will always limit himself
to what he learned from God.. when it is tough, pray and wait.. Yes. Pray,
wait and do nothing. Satanism puts the individual to fight, to do anything he
can to go beyond any barrier. Christians however, are not all cheap assholes.
There are some very superior. Few, but there are.. But it’s the thing that they
are limited by many things that we, Satanists are not. Things that for us
humans, are NATURAL. Like Nietzsche said, there’s nothing worse and
more injurious than Christianity. Christianity is not a religion of love. Love
is not something you give unconditionally. True love is the one honest and
earned, that comes with a reason. Christianity is a religion of the tyrants, of
death. Besides the fact that it grew to power through violence and not for the
good of it, this religion keeps man away from spiritual, mental and even
physical evolution. How ? Very simple.. Here’s an example. A Christian
isn’t allowed (theoretically) to use magick (though they use it unconsciously
in their ceremonies) or to meditate. Magick and meditation are two essential
activities of man.. because man is a spiritual being. Man before getting to
know the world or divinity must get to know himself. Without you knowing
yourself truly, you cannot truly understand the world you live in because you
will not understand how this world is influencing you.
To get to know yourself it is needed to go through some stages. Some of this
stages are forbidden in Christianity. An example of such a stage is to get to
know your negative side. Any man has a negative and a positive side. To get
to know yourself truly you must understand both sides of your being. A
psychiatrist named C.G.Jung, perhaps you’ve heard of him, said something
like “Illumination is not reached by visualizing the light, but by exploring
the darkness”. The ‘darkness’ is a mirror of the depths of the soul. All that is
hidden inside us, our desires and our fears, is projected on the darkness. The
‘darkness’ is that part of your soul where all your secrets and answers are
hidden. A big part of your essence. In order to illuminate yourself you need
to explore this dark side of your soul. Here you will find many negative
things.
Christianity forbids this. Satanism on the other hand, teaches you how to do
this. Satanism is about this dark side of the soul.
In real spirituality there is no good and evil. Here Good and Evil do not
matter anymore, don’t even exist. These are just human terms and
conceptions. What is in real spirituality is beyond good and evil. It goes
beyond these borders. It passes from a human limit. In spirituality however,
there is power and power you can take. Its about the weak and the strong.
The weak die and the strong survive. That’s NATURE. You have to learn to
take advantage of someone’s weakness, so you may become stronger. All
the Right Hand Path religions (Christianity, Islamism, Judaism, Buddhism
etc) don’t teach this. They teach of a good and evil of which they don’t
know the balance of it. They are based only on a “good” as they defined it.
But its really a shade of grey. What can be bad for someone, can be good for
someone else. If you’re selling at a market stall, and I come to steal from
you, it is bad for you.. but it is good for me. For Christians and Buddhists
and whatever this is totally bad. Man needs to learn to be smart not fair.
Especially in the 21st century. If you’re not smart you don’t handle life, and
die. Cheating, deceiving, treachery.. these are all part of human’s nature. If I
cheat, its good.. if I’m cheated its bad.. Like I said, you need to learn to be
smart (maybe that’s not the right word) and to take advantage of any
occasion to survive. In Satanism you’ll learn just that. All the positive AND
negative aspects of life. In life, in order to really have success, there are
times when you need to learn how to “walk over bodies”. All successful
people that you see have at least once walked over bodies in their lives to get
success. This, however, is not a necessity. But it is a modality.
Everything you do you do it for yourself. Not for God or for Satan. Satan
does not come to put bread on your table. But can teach your and push you
from behind to be able to win that bread by yourself. And for that, He
deserves our respect, our gratitude.
Satanism is all about life and nature. It teaches you how to respect and
embrace your nature. SEX. Sex is a very important element in Satanism, for
many reasons. First of all because its part of man’s nature. Its something
biological that we need. Why stay away from something that is part of
YOUR NATURE ? Satanism urges man to embrace his nature as it is,
“good” or “bad”. For us there is no such thing as sin. But we are all
responsible for our actions. Like, it is not a sin for us to cheat and steal.. But
you are responsible for your action. So, if you get caught you’re fucked, and
that’s all because of YOU, and you must assume responsibility. Me, I don’t
want good nor evil. I want power. That’s what it really matters in this world.
Power.. If you look at animals.. They’re fighting on food, right ? The animal
that is smarter or stronger wins the prey and leaves the weaker with an
empty stomach. That’s NATURE. Life is not always fair and will never be,
because fairness again, is just a human conception. Spirituality and nature
aren’t based on human conceptions, on what humans believe to be “fair”. In
life you must learn how to win and how to lose. Without losing you will
never know what it really means to win.
And really, you’d be wrong if you said that animals don’t have ratiocination.
That’s what its believed, but many recent studies prove they do have
ratiocination. Let me give you an example. What I’ve seen on the news..
There was a child who ran away from home, and got into the woods and it
began to snow.. It was only him and his dog. You know what his dog did ?
He realized that the child was freezing and that will die of cold, so the dog
covered the man with his fur, he attached his body to the body of the child to
make him warm and kept him like that to the next day morning when people
found them. Why the dog did that? Because the child was his master and he
loved him. And not only “man’s best friend”. Dogs are loyal to us because
they got used to us. But to give another example.. I remember another thing
from the news I saw few years ago. A Tarzan-like woman was found in the
forest after living there for about 20 years. She was fed and protected by
monkeys or some animals I don’t remember.. Cool huh ?
In conclusion, we have to learn to respect nature.. our nature as humans, and
the nature around us. Ecologists are some people that have understood this
and unlike others, they are more illuminated. Why ? Not because they love
nature for just its beauty. That’s a reason.. Another reason more important is
that they understood that we depend on nature. Without nature, we would
die.
Like I was saying. Life is far more than it appears. Once you get to know it,
you fall in love with it. If you have a simple life, and say it is beautiful now
at 20 years of your life, you say it because you have fun dancing, going to
bars, pubs and bars, talking to friends, playing videogames etc. But at a
moment, all of these will get to appear so simple that they won’t truly satisfy
you anymore. If you have a complex life, and you’re based on spirituality,
on nature, on life for real, there will always be something beautiful to learn
about life. There are no limits from this point of view. Spirituality and nature
offer us much more than we think. There will always be new things to do, to
learn.. But only if you are opened to them. If you, in your ignorance, without
knowing them, say they don’t exist or that they’re not important, you will
never understand the true beauty of life.
Christianity denies this type of life. That’s why from my point of view,
Christianity is a religion of DEATH. All that was once good and natural for
people (for the pagans) was transformed by Christians into something evil
and sinful. People that were praying to the Gods in peace in love were then
transformed into witches who pray to Demons to do harm.. Do you observe
the contrast ? Satanism in a way, is a part of paganism because it connects
exactly to their theory of life. And that’s why Satanism and Paganism are, to
Christians, so for the great mass of people, “bad” things.. negative things. In
reality however, it is not really like that. It is true, Satanism, especially the
one that I practice, has many negative points and is a more extreme religion.
But that’s part of nature.
In Satanism as in life, there are positive and negative elements.. You need to
know how to balance these to be able to live a balanced life.
A normal individual would say that religion, meditation, magick and all this
stuff are too much for him and that they surpass him. The truth is, that HE
limits HIMSELF and says that they surpass him. Because he doesn’t truly
know himself, and doesn’t know his real capability to live. Religion,
meditation, magick etc is for everyone just as life and nature and spirituality
are for everyone. Its just that we alone put in front of ourselves these limits
and say that it is not possible or true or that we can’t do this or that.
Honestly, in all this time of study the only satanic source that I have found to
share these notions and beliefs is the organization Order Of The Nine Angles
that I haven’t yet studied enough. However I remember a quote from
O.N.A.’s Black Book Of Satan and it was saying “Learn to raise yourself
above yourself so you can triumph over all”. That, my Satanist friend, is
something that you must keep in your mind and heart all your life.
The life of a Satanist is unfortunately a lonely and hard life. You cannot rely
on anyone. I thought I had my mentor to guide me.. I was wrong. It so
happened that I had to continue my path alone. And it so happened that this
path I chose turned out to be a dangerous and hard one.
There will be times when you will face dangers. There will be times to make
impossible decisions. There will be times when you’ll fall to the ground and
you will have to rise up alone. There will be sacrifices that you will have to
make. There will be evil to make that is probably not in your nature to do.
But you will need to do it. You will have to go through all of this. Satanism
is more than just a religion. It’s a way of living, a path that can take you to
great wisdom.. But great wisdom is achieved through work and sacrifice. It
is a way that will make you achieve far more with your life than you realize.
I am talking here about genuine Satanism.
You will find that Satanism is more than just mystical rituals and religious
indoctrination. It is really, a practical mission through the dark side of life.