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Samantha Michelle
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"EVEN IF THE STUFF IS DARK, EVEN IF THERE'S TRAGEDY INVOLVED,
IT'S STILL EXCITING. THE TRUTH IS ALWAYS HOPEFUL. IT'S ALWAYS
INSPIRING, NO MATTER WHAT IT IS."
- BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN
V.O.
(flashback)
V.O.
CUT TO:
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DERRICK
So, let's start with you Cristina. How
was that for you?
CRISTINA
Well.. I mean, it was alright. I mean,
I think it was alright. I dunno, I was
pretty nervous to be honest.
DERRICK
You were nervous. Why do you think
that is?
CRISTINA
I don't know...
DERRICK
You're nervous but you don't know why
you're nervous.
CRISTINA
I mean, I guess it's just, I really do
believe I am meant to do this. But
it's like I have one experience
rehearsing in my apartment. Right,
Joe?
CRISTINA
It felt better this afternoon? But
it's like I get up there, and I don't
know.
DERRICK
And how was that for you, Joe?
JOE
Yeah, it was alright. Could have been
better.
DERRICK
Could have been better?
JOE
Yeah. Could have been better.
DERRICK
Did you run the lines 250 times?
JOE
I think so. Tried to.
DERRICK
You tried. A hilarious little word
that is. To try is to excuse yourself
of failure in advance, and to hope
that the rest of us will forgive you
because we feel, well, we feel
forewarned of your inevitable
disappointment. Right? Let's ask
ourselves: what does it actually mean
'to try'? How about this... Charlie!
Chair!
DERRICK
Let's play a little game here,
everyone. Watch me. I'm going to try
and pick up this chair.
DERRICK
It's not particularly gripping for an
audience, is it? Now, either I pick up
the chair.
DERRICK
Or I don't pick up the chair.
DERRICK
This sorta looks a lot like trying to
pick up the chair, doesn't it?
DERRICK
Do you understand what I'm saying
here?
JOE
I get it.
DERRICK
He gets it! Great. Listen people,
you're going to have whatever
experience you want to have up here,
the one you work to have. Love takes
time. Love. Takes. Time. If you love
something, it's not a chore to put in
the hours, cause hey you're not doing
me any favours here. I don't need you
to become a brilliant actor. I've made
enough brilliant actors in my career.
I can tuck in happy. It's your dreams
on the line. So, are you going to try
to make them happen? Which, as you've
all just seen, looks a helluva lot
like not making them happen? Or are
you going to show the love you all
speak of? I'm going to say it one more
time, and write this down in your
notebook, or iPhone, or in ink on your
arm if you have to. Whatever is going
to make it stick for you - love takes
time.
DERRICK
Now, I want you to pay very close
attention to what Tom does with his
guitar. I dare you not to weep. This
man's mastery of an instrument is
astonishing.
DERRICK
Do you think that this guy tried to
practice? Do you think he fiddled
around a little and then said 'nah,
fuck it, let's grab a beer.' I don't
think so. The passion, the commitment,
the love that you see in this
performance will blow your mind.
DERRICK
And it will inspire you, I think.
DERRICK
And hey, he's got the boss up there
with him, and you all know how I feel
about the boss.
DERRICK
Now, let's come back to you, Cristina,
and these nerves you speak of. Anyone
else out there know what she's talking
about? Any of you had the experience
of nailing it in the rehearsal, and
then you turn up here, you get in your
costume, we pull these lights down...
Charlie!
DERRICK
You close your eyes, and suddenly, you
feel completely terrified?
DERRICK
So the real question here is, what are
you so afraid of? We're in class.
We're not 'on the job'. Scorcese's not
watching and waiting for us to blow
him away, well - not just yet
anyways... This is a safe space. And
we're all friends here, aren't we? So
what are you afraid of? Cristina, what
are you afraid of?
CRISTINA
I don't know. I mean, you're right.
DERRICK
This isn't about bring right or wrong.
This is about identifying and facing
that fear head on, not just for you
Cristina, but for all of us. We learn
here through each other's work, that's
why I teach this class as I do.
CRISTINA
Hi!
ELIZABETH
Hi. That was um, really great. I
thought.
CRISTINA
Really? Thanks. I mean, nah, I was
shit. It'll be better when we bring it
back in a few weeks. Sometimes you
think it's ready to share but it's
just... it's just not.
SUSAN
What's your name honey? I'm Susan.
ELIZABETH
Elizabeth.
SUSAN
Welcome. It's your first class, right?
SUSAN
It's great to have you in the group.
I'm Susan.
ELIZABETH
Hi. Thanks.
SUSAN
ELIZABETH
No, not yet. I guess I should talk to
her about that. Probably.
SUSAN
Oh, don't worry. I remember the first
time I shared, I was so nervous.
ELIZABETH
Really? Have you always been an
actress?
SUSAN
I wish. I really do. I wanted to act,
but life got in the way. But my kids
are all grown up, and it's my time
now. It's never too late to pursue
your dreams.
CRISTINA
Amen.
SUSAN
Anyways, don't worry. Derrick is so
welcoming. He always knows how to pair
up a newcomer. Or sometimes he
recommends you start with a monologue.
CRISTINA
He'll know exactly what's right for
you.
ELIZABETH
Cool.
SUSAN
So, Have you done much acting before?
ELIZABETH
Um, no, not really. I'm - no, I was a
ballet dancer. But I... I'm doing the
college thing now.
CRISTINA
Amazing. What are you studying? I've
got a BA in Theatre, but you know, you
gotta keep training. Like an athlete,
Derrick always says.
SUSAN
As an actor, you can never stop
learning.
CRISTINA
So true.
CRISTINA
So, what are you studying?
ELIZABETH
Um, I haven't declared my major yet. I
like Art History. But I think, I guess
my parents would like me to study
something more practical now. Ya know?
So I guess like probably poli-sci.
CRISTINA
But you want to be an actor, right?
ELIZABETH
Um yeah. I think so. Well, we'll see.
I guess, I'd just, like to be
something ya know. I'm really just
trying to figure it out. Or, not
trying. I don't really know. You?
CRISTINA
Since I was a little girl! I was
always the star of the school plays,
and putting on shows in the backyard.
They say I came outta the womb singing
and dancing. I really can't imagine
doing anything else.
SUSAN
They do say that. Like, if you're
going to be an actor, it's got to be
the only thing you could imagine
yourself doing.
ELIZABETH
CRISTINA
What do you mean?
ELIZABETH
Oh, I don't really know.
CRISTINA
So you're a ballerina! That's cool. I
did loads of musical theatre in high
school. I miss dancing. Do you miss
ballet? You must still dance, right?
They hear the faint sound of the music from the theatre stop.
Susan checks her watch. Cristina and Susan hurry in.
Elizabeth hangs back for a moment, interested and amused by
the exchange.
ELIZABETH
One student ticket for Don Quixote
please.
ELIZABETH
(to herself in the mirror) Do you
remember how you shot a seagull once?
A man chanced to pass that way and
destroyed it out of idleness. That is
an idea for a short story, but it is
not what I meant to say -
HOLLY
Oh hi! I thought you had class.
ELIZABETH
I um, I dunno, I skipped it.
HOLLY
Okay.
ELIZABETH
Hi David.
DAVID
Hey... uh.
ELIZABETH
Elizabeth.
DAVID
Yesss. Lizzy!
ELIZABETH
So, what should we all do?
DAVID
Oh, what do you know? My roommate's
just left for his Students For an
Orwellian Society meeting. Sick!
DAVID
Bye Lizzy!
DAVID
Your roommate is kinda weird.
HOLLY
I know. I have tried inviting her out
once, but it's like she never wants to
do anything fun. She danced with like
the NYC Ballet for like a season or
something like that but then she was
DAVID
Oh. That sucks. You train like your
whole life for that shit. What's she
gonna do now?
HOLLY
I don't know. Wait, why do you care?
DAVID
I don't.
HOLLY
Good.
END OF MONTAGE
DERRICK
Hello Elizabeth.
ELIZABETH
Hi.
DERRICK
Hi. Well, that was very special.
ELIZABETH
Really?
DERRICK
Do you disagree?
ELIZABETH
I don't know. I guess it's hard to be
know with these things. Hard to judge
yourself, you know?
DERRICK
We don't judge here. That's what the
outside world is for. In here, we
experiment. We grow. We discover.
ELIZABETH
Yeah I guess. I just... I don't really
know if I like want to be an actor
really. Well, I guess I don't know if
that's an option. Like if I have the
talent to -
DERRICK
I don't believe in talent. Talent is
an arbitrary and disempowering word
used to mystify and discourage. I
believe in discipline, determination,
and love.
ELIZABETH
Yeah. I guess I just don't know if I'm
good enough, or if I can be good
enough.
DERRICK
Only you can answer that question for
yourself. I don't know what you've got
in you. I don't know what you want,
or, how badly you want it. But, I do
know that I think everyone should
train as an actor. I think it's a
really good thing. It's about being
comfortable in your own skin, pushing
yourself beyond the boundaries of your
comfort zone, really, it's about joy
tolerance. So, maybe that's why you're
here with us, to play, to learn to
tolerate joy.
DERRICK
Charlie will be in touch with some
recommendations about what we feel you
might like to work on next.
JOE
C'mon. Come for one beer.
ELIZABETH
Thanks. I think I'm just gonna head
home actually though.
CRISTINA
Are you sure babe?
ELIZABETH
Yeah. Thanks.
CRISTINA
Okay cool, well lead the way guys. See
you next week babe.
DERRICK (V.O.)
Hello?
DERRICK (V.O.)
Hello??
ELIZABETH
Hi.
DERRICK (V.O.)
Welcome.
As the door unlocks, her lips purse open as though she were
about to exhale, yet she hangs on to the breath; the
automatic light in the entryway illuminates the glitter in
her lips' fresh, blush stain.
THE END