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gh pqds gksA o"kk±s ft+Unxh [ksius ds ckn Hkh dqN cu ugha lds] cspkjsA ,d pht++ ges'kk ;kn j[kuk % yksxkas dh Vhdk&fVIi.kh djuk Hkxoku dks ugha] 'kSrku dks vPNk yxrk gSA fonk---Þ vius lk¡oys eqj>k;s xkykas ij vk¡lw dh nks&,d c¡nkw as dks ikaNrs s gq, og cksyh % ß;g vkf[k+jh eqyko+$kr gSA rqEgkjh v'kkUr vkRek rqEgas nwj gh ysrh tk;sxh] vkSj eSa py clw¡xh---Þ fiNys dqN le; eas viuh I;kjh ukuh ds lkFk esjk lax NwV pqdk FkkA mlls feyus ds cgqr de ekSds’ feyrs FksA vkt vpkud dld ds lkFk bl ckr dk ,glkl gqvk fd thou eas vkxs dHkh Hkh ,sls O;fDr ls eqyko+$kr ugha gksxh] tks esjs fy, ukuh dh rjg ?kfu"B] vfHkUu vkSj esjs fny ds brus fudV gksxkA LVhej ds i`"BHkkx eas [kM+k jgdj eaS mls ns[krk jgkA og ?kkV ij [kM+h ,d gkFk ls ØkWl dk fpÌ cuk jgh Fkh vkSj nwljs ls QVs&iqjkus ni+$'kkys ds Nksj ls vius eq¡g vkSj mu dkyh vk¡[kkas dks ikaNs jgh Fkh] ftueas ekuo ek=k ds fy, vfeV vkSj vxkèk eerk dh T;ksfr Hkjh gqbZ FkhA eaS rkrkjkas dh vkèkh vkcknhokys dt+ku igq¡p x;kA ,deaftyk edku ds NksVs&ls ¶+ySV esa eSaus Msjk MkykA ,d rax vkSj ekewyh&lh xyh ds vUr esa ,d NksVs&ls Vhys ij ;g ,dkdh edku fLFkr FkkA deku ds ,d rji+$’ vkx ls tyh t+ehu Fkh] ftl ij taxyh ?kkl mx vk;h FkhA ogk¡ fdlh oD+r ,d iDdk edku Fkk] ftlds vo'ks"k vkt Hkh fpjk;rksa vkSj taxyh >kfM+;ksa ds chp ls >k¡d jgs FksA edku dk rg[k+kuk lkcwr FkkA mleas vc vkokjk dqÙks jgrs Fks] ;gha mudk ejuk Hkh gksrk FkkA ;g rg[k+kuk eq>s [kwc ;kn gSA esjk ,d fo'ofo|ky; ;g Hkh FkkA ;sojsbukso dh ek¡ dks ia'kus feyrh Fkh] tks mldk viuk isV Hkjus ds fy, Hkh ukdki+$h FkhA mlh ij ek¡ vkSj nks csVkas dk og ifjokj viuk xqt+kjk dj jgk FkkA igys gh dqN fnukas eas eauS s ;g ns[kk fd ukVh&lh] lhèkh&lknh foèkok ckt+kj ls [kkus dk lkeku ykdj jlksbZ dh est++ ij j[krh vkSj xgjh mnklh eas Mwcdj ;g leL;k gy djus yxrh fd ?kfV;k ekal ds NksVs&NksVs VqdM+ksa ls fdl rjg Lokfn"V vkSj i;kZIr Hkkstu cuk;s] ftlls viuh fxurh u djrs gq, rhu rUnq#Lr tokukas dk isV Hkj ldsA og cgqr de cksyrh FkhA mldh Hkwjh vk¡[kkas eas mnklh us ?kj dj fy;k FkkA mlesa viuh iwjh rko+$r [k+pZ dj pqds ,sls ?kksM+s dk fouez gB Fkk] tks Hkjs NdM+s dks Vhys ij ys tk jgk gks] ;g tkurk gks fd mls p<+kbZ ij ys tk ugha ldsxk] fQj Hkh [khaprk pyk tk jgk gksA ;gk¡ vkus ds rhu&pkj fnukas ds ckn dh ckr gSA ,d lqcg dks eaS jlksbZ?kj

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eas rjdkjh Nhyus eas mldh enn dj jgk FkkA nksukas yM+ds vHkh rd ugha mBs FksA lkoèkkuh vkSj èkhjs ls mlus eq>ls iwNk % ß;gk¡ fdlfy;s vk;s gks\Þ ßfo'ofo|ky; esa i<+us ds fy,AÞ mldh HkkagS as Åij dks p<+ x;ha] ftlls ihys ekFks ij cy iM+ x;k vkSj Nqjh ls mldh m¡xyh dV x;hA mls eq¡g eas Mkydj og dqlhZ ij cSB x;h] ysfdu nwljs gh {k.k mBdj [kM+s gksrs gq, cksyh % ßvks] dec[r m¡xyh---Þ dVh gqbZ m¡xyh dks #eky ls vPNh rjg ck¡èkus ds ckn mlus esjh rkjhi+$ djrs gq, dgk % ßrqe vkyw [kwc cf<+;k Nhy ysrs gksAÞ Hkyk ;g dSls u vkrk eq>s! eSaus mls crk;k fd LVhej ds jlksbZ?kj esa dke dj pqdk g¡Aw mlus iwNk % ßrqEgkjk [+;ky gS fd fo'ofo|ky; eas nkf[k+y gksus ds fy, ;g i;kZIr gksxk\Þ mu fnukas eaS et+kd dks vPNh rjg ugha le>rk FkkA vr% iwjh xEHkhjrk ls mlds iz'u dk tokc nsus dh dksf'k'k djus yxkA eauS s mls og dk;ZØe crk;k ftls iwjk djus ij fo'ofo|ky; ds QkVd esjs lkeus [kqy tk;axs sA mlus nh?kZ fu%'okl NksM+k] ßvjs fudksykbZ] fudksykbZ---Þ mlh oD+r fudksykbZ gkFk&eq¡g èkksus ds fy, jlksbZ?kj esa vk;k&cky my>s gq,] psgjk uhan ls Hkkjh vkSj lnk dh Hkk¡fr ft+UnkfnyA cksyk % ßek¡! vkt isYesuh¹ cusa] rks et+k jgs!Þ ßgk¡] et+k jgs]Þ ek¡ us lgefr izdV dhA ij ikd&fo|k ds vius Kku dk fn[kkok djus ds fy, eaS dg mBk fd xks'r de vkSj isYesuh cukus ds yk;d ugha gSA okokZjk bokuksOuk esjh ckr lqudj >Yyk mBhA mlus eq>s ,sls pqHkrs 'kCn dgs fd esjs dku yky gks x;s vkSj ekuks Åij dks QSyus yxsA xkt+jksa dk xqPNk est+ ij Qaddjs og jlksbZ?kj ls ckgj pyh x;hA fudksykbZ us vk¡[kkas ekjh vkSj mldk O;ogkj le>krs gq, dgk % ßvkt ewM [k+jkc gS---Þ blds ckn caps ij cSBdj mlus eq>s crk;k fd fL=k;k¡ iq#"kkas dh vis{kk vfèkd fpM+fpM+h gksrh gSa] izÑfr us mUgsa ,slk gh cuk;k gS vkSj 'kk;n fLoVt+jyS.M ds ,d izfl) oSKkfud us ;g iw.kZr% fl) Hkh dj fn;k gSA tkWu LVqvkVZ fey

uked ,d vaxst+z fo}ku Hkh bl fo"k; ij dqN dg pqdk gSA eq>s f'k{kk nsuk fudksykbZ dks cgqr vPNk yxrk Fkk vkSj gj mi;qDr volj feyrs gh og esjs efLr"d esa dqN ,slh t+:jh ckrsa Hkjus dk iz;Ru djrk] ftuds fcuk thou fu'p; gh lEHko ughaA eaS cM+h mRd.Bk ls mls lqurk vkSj 'kh?kz gh i+$qdks] yk jks'ki+$qdks ,oa yk jks'ktdyka esjs fnekx+ esa ,d gh psgjs ds :i esa xì&eì gks tkrs vkSj eSa Hkwy tkrk fd ykoqvT+;s us |qeq;sZ dk flj dVok;k Fkk ;k |qeq;sZ us ykoqvT+;s dkA ;g usd ukStoku lPps fny ls ßeq>s vkneh cukukÞ pkgrk FkkA og cM+s fo'okl ls eq>s bldk ;dhu Hkh fnykrkA ijUrq mlds ikl eq>s xEHkhj <ax ls f'k{kk nsus dk le; vkSj vU; vuqdwy ifjfLFkfr;k¡ ugha FkhaA tokuh dh [kqnx+jth vkSj papyrk ds dkj.k og ;g ugha ns[k ikrk Fkk fd x`gLFkh pykus ds fy, mldh cspkjh ek¡ dh fdl rjg lrh&xfr gqbZ tk jgh Fkh] blds fy, mls fdruh pkykdh ls dke ysuk iM+rk FkkA mlds NksVs HkkbZ dk tks gkbZ Ldwy eas i<+rk Fkk vkSj mnkl ,oa pqIis LoHkko dk yM+dk Fkk] bl ckr dh rji+$ vkSj Hkh de ;ku tkrk FkkA ysfdu uwu&rsy&ydM+h dh leL;k D;k gksrh gS] bldk eq>s cgqr igys gh izR;{k Kku gks pqdk FkkA eq>ls ml vkSjr dh mik;di+$'kyrk fNih u Fkh] ftls jkst+ rjg&rjg dh frdM+ekas ls vius nks csVkas vkSj ,d ,sls vt+uch ds isV dh vkx Hkh cq>kuh iM+rh Fkh] ftldh lwjr&'kDy vkSj rkSj&rjho+$s Hkh vfiz; FksA LoHkkor%] bl ?kj esa gj dkSj eq>s xys esa vVdrk&lk ekywe iM+rk FkkA eSa fdlh dke dh ryk'k djus yxkA blfy;s fd nksigj dk [k+kuk u [kkÅ¡] eaS lqcg gh ls fudy tkrk vkSj cqjs ekSle esa catj t+ehuokys rg[kkus esa cSBk jgrkA ogk¡ ejs dqÙkksa vkSj fcfYy;ksa dh lM+kaèk lw¡?krs vkSj ckgj rst+ ckfj'k rFkk gok dk 'kksj lqurs gq, eSa ;g le> x;k fd fo'ofo|ky; dh i<+kbZ esjs fy, liuk gS vkSj vxj eaS bZjku Hkkx x;k gksrk] rks vfèkd cqf)ekuh gksrhA fdUrq eaS yEch èkoy nk<+hokys ,sls tknwxj ds :i eas viuh dYiuk djus dk vknh gks pqdk Fkk] tks lsc ds vkdkj ds xsg¡w ds nkus] vkèk&vkèk eu dk vkyw iSnk dj ldrk gS vkSj ftlus ml èkjrh ds midkj ds fy,] ftl ij dsoy esjk gh ugha] cfYd vU; cgqrkas dk Hkh thou cgqr dfBu gS] vusd nwljh ckrsa lksp yh gSaA dYiuk&yksd eas fopj.k djrs gq, vn~Hkqr ;k=kk,¡ djuk vkSj lkgfldrk ds u;s&u;s dfj'es fn[k+kuk esjh vknr eas nkf[k+y gks x;k FkkA thou dh vikj dfBukb;k¡ >syus eas ;g dYiuk cM+h ennxkj fl) gksrhA vkSj p¡fdw dfBukb;k¡

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csfglkc Fkha] blfy;s dYiuk&yksd dh dqykapsa Hkjus esa eSa dki+$h rst+ gksrk tk jgk FkkA eaS u fdlh nwljs dh enn dh vis{kk djrk Fkk vkSj u fo+$Ler ij HkjkslkA vr% esjh bPNk'kfDr gB fnukafnus et+cwr gksrs tk jgs FksA vc ftruh gh vfèkd eqlhcrkas dk lkeuk djuk iM+rk] eaS vius dks mruk gh n`<+ vkSj le>nkj vuqHko djrkA NksVh mez eas gh eaS ;g le> x;k Fkk fd ekuo eas vius vkSj bnZ&fxnZ ds okrkoj.k dk izfrjksèk djrs&djrs pfj=k dh n`<+rk iSnk gks tkrh gSA Hkw[k dh Tokyk ls cpus ds fy, eaS oksYxk dh xksfn;kas eas pyk tkrkA ogk¡ vklkuh ls iUnzg&chl dksisd rd dh etwjh fey tk;k djrh FkhA xksfn;kas eas eky yknus&mrkjusokys dqfy;ka]s csdkjkas vkSj mpDdkas dk te?kV jgrk FkkA eaS muds chp vius dks tyrs v¡xkjksa eas Mky fn;s x;s yksgs ds VqdM+s dh rjg eglwl djrk&gj jkst+ eq>s vusd rh[ks vkSj ngdrs gq, vuqHko izkIr gksrsA ekuo viuh lEiw.kZ uXurk ds lkFk lkeus vkrk Fkk&LokFkZ vkSj yksHk dk iqryk cudjA thou ds izfr mudk Øksèk] nqfu;k dh gj pht+ ds izfr mudk migkltud 'k=kqrk dk Hkko vkSj lkFk gh vius izfr mudk QDdM+iu&;g lHkh dqN eq>s vPNk yxrk FkkA esjk viuk vuqHko eq>s bu yksxkas dh vksj [khaprk vkSj muds dVq lalkj eas Mwc tkus dh pkg iSnk djrk FkkA csVz gkVZ dh dgkfu;kas vkSj lLrs miU;klkas dk vlj ml nqfu;k ds izfr esjs vkd"kZ.k dks vkSj Hkh c<+k nsrk FkkA is'ksoj mBkbZxhjk ck'dhu vè;kid izf'k{k.k dkWyst dk HkwriwoZ Nk=k FkkA cM+h csjgeh ls ihVs x;s bl vkneh ds 'kjhj dks {k; jksx dk ?kqu yx pqdk FkkA eq>s og okd~&pkrq;Z ls le>krk % ßrqe D;k yM+fd;kas dh rjg 'kekZrs jgrs gks] D;k bTt+r x¡okus ds Mj ls Hk;Hkhr jgrs gks\ bTt+r rks yM+fd;kas dh i¡thw gSA gekjs&rqEgkjs fy, rks ;g xys ds rkSo+$ ds flok dqN ughaA gk¡] cSy bZekunkj gS] ij mls Hkwlk gh njdkj gS!Þ yky cky] vfHkusrk dh rjg li+$kpV psgjk rFkk NksVs&ls 'kjhj dh pqLr vkSj ukt+qd xfrfofèk;kaokyks ck'dhu fcYyh ds cPps dh ;kn fnykrk FkkA esjs izfr mldk O;ogkj cqtqxk±s dk lk Fkk&lnk eq>s lh[k nsuk vkSj esjh HkykbZ dk [+;ky j[kukA eaS ns[krk fd mldh ;gh gkfnZd dkeuk jgrh gS fd eaS lq[kh vkSj le`) cu¡Aw mldk fnekx+ cM+k rst+ Fkk vkSj mlus vusd vPNh iqLrdas Hkh i<+h FkhaA ij ßdkm.V vki+$ ekaVs s fØLrksÞ fdrkc mls lcls vfèkd ilUn FkhA og dgk djrk Fkk %

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flgjus yxrkA ;g flgju eq>s vLoLFk vkSj ?k`f.kr ekywe gksrh FkhA ij eSa cM+s è;ku ls mldh ckras lqurk] mudk lkSUn;Z vuqHko djrk FkkA ßvkSjr] vkSjr!Þ og xkrs gq, nksgjkrk vkSj mlds ihys xkykas ij ykyh Nk tkrh vkSj dkyh vk¡[kas mRlkg ls ped mBrha % ßvkSjr ds fy, eaS dqN Hkh djus dks rS;kj g¡Aw iki uke dh pht+ vkSjr ds fy, ugha cuh gS] tSls 'kSrku ds fy,A I;kj esa thus ls c<+dj rks nqfu;k esa dqN gS gh ugha!Þ og cf<+;k fo+$Llkxks Fkk vkSj jf.M;ksa ds fy, nq[kn izse dh osnuk ds ckjs esa fny dks Nwusokys xhr jpk djrk FkkA oksYxk ds rVorhZ lHkh 'kgjkas eas mlds xhr izpfyr FksA fuEufyf[kr e'kgwj xhr Hkh mlh dk fy[kk gqvk Fkk %

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esjk ,d vkSj 'kqHkfpUrd Fkk =kwlksoA og gsjk&Qsjh djusokyk O;fDr FkkA og lnk [kwc cuBu dj jgrk] 'kDy&lwjr dk Hkh vPNk Fkk vkSj mldh m¡xfy;k¡ laxhrdkjksa dh m¡xfy;ksa tSlh uktqd FkhaA vnfejkYrs;Ldk;k Lykscksnk eqgYys esa mldh nqdku FkhA mldh nqdku dh r[+rh ij fy[kk Fkk ß?kM+hlkt+ÞA ij okLro eas pksjh ds eky dk Ø;&foØ; gh mldk èkUèkk FkkA xEHkhjrk ls viuh nk<+h dks] tks li+$sn gksrh tk jgh Fkh] lgykrs gq, èkwÙkZrk vkSj f<BkbZHkjh vk¡[kkas dks nckdj og dgrk % ßis'kdkso] rqe pksjkas dh gjdrkas ds vknh ugha gksukA rqEgkjk jkLrk nwljk gS] ;g rqEgas ns[kus ls gh ekywe gks tkrk gSA rqe vkRekokys vkneh gksAÞ ßD;k eryc gS rqEgkjk vkRekokys vkneh ls\Þ ßeryc ;g fd rqEgkjs vUnj bZ";kZ&}s"k ugha gS] dsoy ftKklk gS---Þ esjs fo"k; esa ;g dguk x+yr FkkA eq>s cgqr&lh pht+ksa ds fy, bZ";kZ gksrh FkhA elyu] eq>s ck'dhu dh Hkk"kk ls bZ";kZ gksrh Fkh&mldh vyadkfjd 'kSyh] mldh dfoRoiw.kZ okd~'kfDr vkSj mldh vizR;kf'kr miekvkas lsA eq>s ;kn gS] b'dckth dh viuh ,d dgkuh mlus fuEu 'kCnkas eas vkjEHk dh Fkh % ßjkr dh vk¡[kkas ij cknykas dh iydas fcNh gqbZ FkhaA eaS fLo;kTLd uked nfjnz 'kgj dh ,d ljk; esa ,sls nqcdk cSBk Fkk] tSls isM+ ds dksVj esa ?kqX?kwA ir>M+ dk ekSle Fkk vkSj vDVwcj dk eghukA ckgj gYdh&gYdh Qqgkj iM+ jgh FkhA gok ;kas

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ØUnu dj jgh Fkh] tSls fny dks Bsl yxus ij dksbZ rkrkj vks&vks&vks ds xhr dks yEck djrk tkrk gSA ß---vkSj rc og vk;h&m"kkosyk ds ckny tSlh gYdh&QqYdh vkSj vk¡[kkas eas >wBh fu'Nyrk fy;s gq,A cksyh] ^I;kjs] rqEgkjs f[k+yki+$ eSaus dksbZ vijkèk ugha fd;kA* vkSj mldh vkokt++ esa bZekunkjh >ydrh FkhA eSa le> jgk Fkk fd og >wB cksy jgh gS] fQj Hkh eauS s mldh ckrkas dk fo'okl dj fy;kA fnekx+ dks mlds >wB cksyus dk iDdk ;o+$hu Fkk] ij fny ;g fo'okl djus dks rS;kj gh u gksrk Fkk!Þ cksyrs oD+r mldh vk¡[ksa vkèkh eq¡nh jgrh Fkha] nsg ,d y; esa fgyrh tkrh Fkh vkSj gkFk jg&jgdj èkhjs&ls dysts ij pys tkrs FksA vkokt+ mldh uhjl vkSj [kj[kjh&lh Fkh] ij 'kCn Fks ToyarA os cM+s lqUnj gksrs vkSj mueas dksbZ cqycqy&lh pgdrh izrhr gksrhA eq>s =kwlkso ls Hkh bZ";kZ gksrh FkhA og lkbcsfj;k] [k+hok vkSj cq[kkjk dh ,slh dgkfu;k¡ lqukrk fd lquusokys lqèk&cqèk [kks nsrsA vkpZfc'kikas ds thou ds ckjs eas og gkL;kLin vkSj dVq dgkfu;k¡ lqukrk FkkA ,d fnu t+kj vysDlkUnz ds fo"k; eas mlus vR;Ur jgL;e; Loj eas dgk % ß;g t+kj vius èkUèks dk iDdk mLrkn gS!Þ eq>s yxrk fd =kwlkso dgkfu;kas dk ,slk ß[kyuk;dÞ gS] ftlds ckjs eas ikBd dks vUr eas irk pyrk gS fd okLro eas og [ky ugha] cfYd mnkÙk uk;d gSA melHkjh jkrkas eas ;g e.Myh dHkh&dHkh NksVh&lh dt+ku dk unh ds ml ikj ds eSnkuksa esa pyh tkrhA ogha >kfM+;ksa esa cSBdj ihuk&[k+kuk vkSj fofHkUu fo"k;ksa ij ckrsa gksrhaA dHkh viuh eqlhcrksa vkSj leL;kvksa dk izlax fNM+ tkrk] ij vfèkdrj okrkZyki dk fo"k; gksrk thou dh isphnfx;k¡ vkSj ekuoh; lEcUèkkas dk vthc xM+cM+>kykA izk;% fL=k;kas dh ppkZ rks lcls T+;knk gksrhA fL=k;kas ls lEcfUèkr mudh ckrkas eas }s"k vFkok mnklh dk iqV gksrk Fkk] dHkh&dHkh ân; dks nzfor djusokyh ckras dgh tkrhaA ij mueas lnk ,slk Hkko fo|eku jgrk Fkk] ekuks fdlh v¡èksjs dksus dk vUos"k.k dj jgs gka]s ftleas ukuk izdkj ds Hk;kud jgL; fNis gaAS eauS s ljir dh ?kuh >kfM+;kas ls <¡dh melHkjh ?kkVh eas bl e.Myh ds lkFk L;kg vkdk'k vkSj èk¡èkyq s flrkjkas dh Nk¡g eas nks&rhu jkras fcrk;haA pkjkas vksj jkr dk ?kuk vUèkdkj jgrk vkSj oksYxk dh fudVrk ds dkj.k cM+h lhyu jgrh FkhA unh dh èkq¡èkykbZ esa ukoksa dh ykyVsusa lqugys edM+ksa dh rjg jsaxrh fn[kk;h iM+rhaA igkM+h rV ds xgu v¡èksjs eas ,d Nksj ls nwljs Nksj rd lEiUu mLyksu xk¡o ds edkukas vkSj efnjky;kas dh f[kM+fd;kas ds vfXufi.M vkSj lfiZy Tokyk,¡ tgk¡&rgk¡ pedrhaA unh dh Nkrh ij tgkt++kas ds ifg;kas dh NiNi izfrèofur gksrh jgrhA ct+jkas dh

dksbZ yEch o+$rkj xqt+jrh] ftl ij ek¡f>;ksa ds Hkkjh xys dh vkokt+sa jkr ds lUukVs esa ;ksa izfrèofur gksrha] tSls lqulku taxy esa HksfM+;ksa dh xqjkZgVA dgha ls yksgs ij gFkkSM+s dh pksVksa dh vkokt+ lqukbZ nsrhA dgha nnhZyh rku xw¡trh] tSls fdlh tyrh vkRek dh VhlHkjh iqdkjA mls lqudj gekjs ân;kas ij Hkh jk[k dh rjg mnklh Nk tkrhA mlls Hkh vfèkd mnklhHkjh gekjs lkfFk;kas dh QqlQqlkgV gksrhA lHkh thou ds ckjs eas lksprs vkSj gj dksbZ nwljkas dh ckras yxHkx u lqurs gq, viuk vUrj m¡Msyrk jgrkA >kfM+;ksa rys ysVs ;k cSBs gq, os flxjsVsa ihrs vkSj chp&chp esa brehuku ls oksndk ;k fc;j Hkh pyrh vkSj efLr"d ds fp=kiV ij vrhr ds Le`frfp=k mHkjrsA jkr ds v¡èksjs }kjk ekuks èkjrh ij fxjk fn;k x;k dksbZ vkneh viuh nkLrku lqukrk] ßesjs lkFk ;g xqt+jh gSAÞ vkSj tc nkLrku [k+Re gks tkrh] rc nwljs gq¡dkjk Hkjrs % ßgk¡] ,slk Hkh gksrk gSA lc dqN gksrk gS---Þ

lHkh ds e¡gq ls ;gh lqukbZ iM+rk Fkk] ß,slk gqvk FkkÞ] ß,slk Hkh gksrk gSÞ] ß,slk Hkh gqvk djrk FkkÞA lqurs&lqurs eq>s ,slk yxus yxrk ekuks ;s yksx viuh vkf[k+jh ?kfM+;k¡ fxu jgs ga&mudhS ft+Unxh eas tks gksuk Fkk] og gks pqdk gS( vkxs gksus dks dqN ckdh ugha! bl lc ds dkj.k ck'dhu vkSj =kwlkso ls esjk eu mpkV gks tkrkA fQj Hkh mudk vkd"kZ.k cuk jgrkA [kqn eq> ij tks chrh Fkh] mldh LokHkkfod ifj.kfr

;gh gksrh fd eaS Hkh mUgha ds ekxZ dk vuqlj.k djrkA thou eas Åij mBus] f'k{kk

izkIr djus dh esjh dqpyh gqbZ vk'kk Hkh eq>s mudk vuqlj.k djus dh isj.kksz nsrh

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dh Hkkouk us eq>s fu;fr&fuf'pr ekxZ ls fopfyr gksus ls jksdkA csVz gkVZ dh

ekuorkoknh iqLrdkas vkSj vusd vusd lLrs miU;klkas ds vfrfjDr eaS cgqr&lh

xEHkhj iqLrdas Hkh i<+ pqdk Fkk] ftUgkaus s eq>s dqN vLi"V&lh pht+kas dh vksj] ij tks

ml le; rd esjs ns[ks&tkus thou ls vfèkd egRoiw.kZ Fkha] c<+us dks isfjrz fd;kA

blds vykok dqN nwljs izdkj ds yksxkas ls esjk ifjp; gksus yxk Fkk vkSj eaS fcYdqy fHkUu izdkj dk vlj Hkh izkIr djus yxk FkkA ;sojsbukso ds edku ds cx+yokys [kkyh eSnku eas ,d ckj gkbZ Ldwy ds Nk=k ßxksjksn~dhÞ¹ [ksyus ds fy, bdës gq,A mueas ls xwjh IysrU;kso uked Nk=k eq>s cgqr vPNk yxkA xwjh lk¡oyk

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ukStoku Fkk] cky tkikfu;kas dh rjg ?kus dkys vkSj psgjs ij dkys&dkys eqgkls] ekuks xkykas ij fdlh us ck:n ey nh gksA og cM+k gh [kq'kfny Fkk] [ksy&dwn eas cgqr pqLr vkSj ckrphr esa pqVfd;k¡ ysusokykA og fofHkUu xq.kksa ls ifjiw.kZ FkkA vkSj lHkh esèkkoh :fl;kas dh rjg og Hkh izÑfr dh nsu ls gh lUrq"V Fkk&mls viuh esèkk dk fodkl djus vFkok vkReksUufr dh fpUrk ugha FkhA laxhr dk og cM+k isehz Fkk vkSj rky&lqj dk mls cf<+;k LokHkkfod Kku FkkA xwLyh¹] ckykyk;dk¹¹ vkSj gFkcktk og cgqr cf<+;k ctk ysrk FkkA ij vfèkd isphnk vkSj Å¡ph fdLe ds ok|;U=k lh[kus dh vksj mlus dHkh è;ku ugha fn;kA og x+jhc Fkk vkSj mldh iks'kkd Hkh vR;Ur lkèkkj.k Fkh&QVh flyoVkaokyhs o+$eht++ iScUn yxk irywu vkSj f?kls twrsA ysfdu mlds eupysiu] xBh gqbZ nsg ds QqrhZysiu ds lkFk bl igukos dk [kwc esy cSBrk FkkA mldh gkyr yEch chekjh ds ckn ?kj ls fudys ;k vHkh&vHkh tsy ls NwVs vkneh tSlh FkhA mls gj pht+ eas eLrh vkSj u;kiu gh ut+j vkrk FkkA thou eas mls jl gh jl izrhr gksrk FkkA og yêw dh rjg piy FkkA mls tc ;g ekywe gqvk fd esjh ft+Unxh fdruh dfBu vkSj eqlhcr dh ekjh gS] mlus eq>s vius lkFk jgus vksj xk¡o ds Ldwy dk vè;kid cuus dh rS;kjh djus dk lq>ko fn;kA QyLo:i eaS vthc euksjatd vkSj xUns ße:lksOdkÞ eas jgus yxk] ftlls dt+ku ds fo|kfFkZ;ksa dh dbZ ihf<+;k¡ ifjfpr FkhaA ße:lksOdkÞ fjCuks;kZn~Ldk;k lM+d dh ,d cM+h&lh [kLrkgky bekjr Fkh] ftl ij Hkw[ks Nk=kkas vkSj os';kvkas rFkk viuh thou&yhyk yxHkx lekIr dj pqds dqN vthc&ls yksxkas us lEHkor% t+cnZLrh dCtk dj fy;k FkkA IysrU;kso dksBs dh lhf<+;kas ds uhps nkyku eas jgrk FkkA lh<+h ds Bhd uhps mlus viuh [kkV fcNk j[kh FkhA nkyku ds fljs ij f[kM+dh Fkh] ftlds ikl ,d est++ vkSj ,d dqlhZ iM+h FkhA ;gh Fkk mldk dqy lkekuA bl nkyku eas rhu dejkas ds njokt+++s [kqyrs Fks] ftuesa ls nks dejksa esa jf.M;k¡ jgrh Fkha vkSj rhljs esa èkkfeZd Ldwy dk ,d HkwriwoZ fo|kFkhZ] risfnd dk ejht+] xf.krK jgrk FkkA [kwc yEck vkSj nqcyk&iryk ;g vkneh ns[kus eas Mjkouk yxrk FkkA mldk iwjk psgjk dM+s yky ykseksa ls vkPNkfnr FkkA mldh eSyh&dqpSyh vkSj QVh iks'kkd ds lwjk[k+ksa esa ls mldh uhyh [kky vkSj ilyh dh gfì;k¡ Hk;kud <ax ls >k¡dk djrh FkhaA og lnk vius uk[kwu pckrk jgrk FkkA ,slk yxrk Fkk fd uk[kwu gh mldh [kqjkd gaS vkSj mUgas og [kwu fudyus dh gn rd pck Mkyrk FkkA og lnk dkih

¹ xwLyh&rkjksaokyk v¡xqfyokfnr iqjkuk :lh cktkA ¹¹ ckykyk;dk&rhu rkj dk :lh ok|;U=kA

eas dqN fglkc tksM+rk vkSj uD'ks cuk;k djrk Fkk vkSj yxkrkj [kk¡lrk tkrk Fkk&rst+ lw[kh [kk¡lhA jf.M;k¡ mls ikxy le>rh Fkha vkSj mlls Mjrh FkhaA ysfdu ml ij rjl [kkdj os pqids ls mlds njokt+s ij jksVh] pk; vkSj phuh j[k vkrh FkhaA mu pht+kas dks og mBkrk vkSj Fkds ?kksM+s dh rjg gk¡Qrk gqvk vius ;gk¡ ys tkrkA vxj os [kkus dh phtas+ j[kuk Hkwy tkrha ;k vleFkZrko'k ,slk u dj ikrha] rks og xfy;kjs eas fudydj [kj[kjh vkokt+ eas fpYykrk % ßjksVh!Þ og lnk 'kku eas pwj jgrk FkkA vk¡[kas dkys x<s+ eas èk¡l x;h Fkha] ij muls ?ke.M vkSj mUekn >ydrk FkkA dHkh&dHkh ,d fofp=k izk.kh mlls feyus vkrk&ukVk o+$n] dqcM+k] ,aBhs gqbZ Vk¡x] mtys ds'k] Qwyh gqbZ ukd] ftlds Åij [kwc eksVk p'ek] psgjk tu[kkas dh rjg ihyk vkSj eq¡g ij èkwrZrkiw.kZ eqLdkuA nksukas vUnj ls njokt+k cUn djds ?k.Vkas ewd cSBs jgrs FksA ml oD+r mldh dksBjh ,d vLokHkkfod lUukVs eas Mwc tkrhA ysfdu ,d ckj cgqr jkr x;s xf.krK ds [kj[kjs xys dh xqjkZgV ls lglk esjh uhan [kqy x;hA og xqLls ls dM+d jgk Fkk % ßvkSj eSa dgrk gw¡ T;kfefr o+$Sn[k+kuk gS! fiatM+k gS! pwgsnkuh gS!Þ cnlwjr dqcM+k fdfd;krh vkokt+ eas g¡lus vkSj ckj&ckj dksbZ vt+hc&lk 'kCn nqgjkus yxkA mlds ckn xf.krK ;o+$k;o+$ xjtdj cksyk % ßtgUuqe eas tkvks! Hkkxks ;gk¡ ls!Þ dqcM+k tYnh&tYnh viuk ycknk lesVrk gqvk ckgj fudykA og Hkh xqLls ls Qq¡dkj jgk FkkA xf.krK mlds ihNs&ihNs njokt+s ij vk;k&yEck] Mjkouk] vius my>s ckykas dks uksprkA gk¡Qrk gq, cksyk % ßrqEgkjk ;wfDyM&xèkk gS!--- eaS fl) dj n¡xkw fd Hkxoku ml ;wukuh ls vfèkd cqf+) j[krk gS!Þ ;g dgdj og fQj dejs eas ?kql x;k vkSj mlus brus t+ksj ls njokt+k cUn fd;k fd èked ls dksbZ pht+ >u>ukrh gqbZ i+$'kZ ij tk fxjhA ckn eas eq>s irk pyk fd og mPp xf.kr ds }kjk bZ'oj dk vfLrRo fl) djus dh dksf'k'k dj jgk FkkA viuh LFkkiuk fl) djus ds igys gh bZ'oj us mls vius ikl cqyk fy;kA IysrU;kso jkr dks v[k+ckj ds Nkik[k+kus eas iwi+$jhMjz dk dke djrk FkkA mls izfrfnu X;kjg dksisd feyrs FksA ftl fnu eq>s etwjh ugha feyrh Fkh] ge nksuksa pkj ikm.M jksVh] nks dksisd dh pk; vkSj rhu dksisd dh phuh ij xqt+j djrsA eq>s izk;% gh dekus dh cgqr de Qqjlr feyrh Fkh] D;kafds i<+kbZ djuh iM+rh FkhA i<+kbZ eas eq>s cM+h dfBukbZ dk lkeuk djuk iM+rkA O;kdj.k esjs fy, [k+kl

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rkSj ij eqlhcr FkkA mldh ladh.kZ] dBksj fu;ekoyh eas thfor&tkxzr :lh Hkk"kk dks ck¡èkuk vklku dke u FkkA pqycqyh :lh t+cku vkSj mldh jaxhfu;k¡ O;kdj.k ds Q¡ns esa Q¡lus dk uke gh u ysrhA ysfdu [kq'kfo+$Lerh ls 'kh?kz gh ge yksxksa dks irk pyk fd eauS s ekLVjh dh i<+kbZ ßt+jk tYnhÞ vkjEHk dj nh gS vkSj] ;fn eaS bErgku ikl Hkh dj y¡]w rks ukSdjh ugha feysxh] D;kafds mez de gSA eaS vkSj IysrU;kso ckjh&ckjh ls ,d gh [kkV ij lksrs&og fnu dks vkSj eaS jkr dksA [kwc losjs og ?kj ykSVrk Fkk&jkr dh M~;wVh ls Fkddj pwj] psgjk ges'kk ls T+;knk >k¡oj vkSj vk¡[ksa ykyA mlds vkrs gh eSa fcLrj NksM+ nsrk vkSj ikl ds pk;[k+kus ls xje ikuh ykus pyk tkrk] D;kafds ge yksxkas ds ikl leksokj ugha FkkA blds ckn ge nksukas f[kM+dh ds iklokyh est++ ij cSBdj pk; vkSj jksVh dk viuk uk'rk lekIr djrsA xwjh eq>s losjs ds v[kckj dh [k+cjsa vkSj ßyky VksiÞ miuke ls fy[kusokys fi;DdM+ dfo dh rkt+k et+kfo+$;k dfork,¡ lqukrkA thou dh leL;kvkas ds izfr mldh eLrhHkjh ykijokgh ls eaS nax jg tkrk FkkA thou ds izfr mldk O;ogkj oSlk gh Fkk] tSlk eksVs psgjsokyh xkfYduk ds izfr] tks dqVuh Fkh vkSj vkSjrkas dh th.kZ iks'kkdkas dh [k+jhn&fcØh dk jkst+xkj djrh FkhA blh vkSjr us mls lh<+h ds uhpsokyh ;g txg nh FkhA ßdejsÞ ds fdjk;s ds ,ot+ eas og mls u;s&u;s et+ko+$] gFkcktk vkSj eeZLi'khZ xkus lquk;k djrk FkkA Å¡ph vkokt+ eas xkrs oD+r mldh vk¡[kkas eas eqLdku pedus yxrhA xkfYduk us viuh tokuh ds fnukas eas vkWisjk eas dke fd;k Fkk] blfy;s laxhr dh o+$njnku FkhA vD+lj mldh fuyZTt vk¡[kkas ls 'kjkc&dckc dh vfr ds dkj.k Qwys vkSj lq[k+Z xkykas ij NyNy vk¡lw fxjus yxrsA viuh eksVh m¡xfy;kas ls vk¡lqvkas dks lki+$’ djus ds ckn og eSys #eky ls m¡xfy;kas dks vPNh rjg ikaNs MkyrhA yEch lk¡l ysdj og dgrh] ßokg] I;kjs xwjh! rqe lPps dykdkj gks! vxj rqEgkjh lwjr FkksM+h vkSj vPNh gksrh] rks eSa rqEgkjh uko fdukjs yxk nsrh! eSaus ,slh vkSjrkas ds lkFk cgqr&ls tokukas dh xksVh cSBk nh gS] tks ,dkdhiu ds dkj.k ijs'kku Fkha!Þ

,slk gh ,d ßtokuÞ Bhd gekjs Åij] nqNÙkh eas jgk djrk FkkA og fo|kFkhZ FkkA mldk cki iksLrhulkt+ FkkA e>ksyk o+$n] Nkrh [kwc pkSM+h] ij dwYgs csrjg fleVs gq,A og uksd ds cy [kM+s ,sls f=kHkqt tSlk yxrk] ftldh dqN uksd Nhy nh x;h gks vkSj mlds ik¡o cgqr NksVs&NksVs Fks&t+ukusA mldk eLrd Hkh] tks ekuks dUèkksa esa Mwc x;k Fkk] NksVk FkkA cky [kM+s&[kM+s vkSj yky FksA gjh&gjh efyu vk¡[ksa mlds li+$sn] jDrghu psgjs ls ?kwjrh jgrh FkhaA mlus cki dh bPNk ds fo#) vxf.kr ckèkkvkas dk lkeuk djrs gq,]

Hkw[k&I;kl >sydj vkSj cs?kj dqÙkkas tSlh ft+Unxh fcrkdj gkbZ Ldwy dh i<+kbZ [k+Re dh vkSj fo'ofo|ky; dk bErgku ikl dj fy;kA ysfdu rHkh ;g ckr Li"V gks x;h fd mldk xyk cgqr vPNk gS] blfy;s mls laxhr lh[kus dh bPNk gqbZA xkfYduk us mldh laxhr lh[kus dh bPNk dk i+$k;nk mBkdj mls ,d vkSjr ds fy, Qk¡l fy;k] tks ,d O;kikjh dh foèkok FkhA mldh mez pkyhl o"kZ FkhA mldk ,d yM+dk fo'ofo|ky; ds rhljs o"kZ vkSj ,d yM+dh gkbZ Ldwy dh vkf[k+jh d{kk eas i<+rh FkhA mldh èkt fofp=k Fkh&nqcyh&iryh] lw[kh Nkrh] rudj ;kas pyusokyh tSls ijsM ds oD+r flikgh] psgjk eBokfluh dh rjg eqj>k;k gqvk vkSj vkHkkghu rFkk cM+h&cM+h Hkwjh vk¡[kas dkys xM~<kas eas yqIrA og lnk dkyh iks'kkd] flj ij iqjkus <ax dh js'keh Vksih vkSj dkuksa esa ckfy;k¡ igus jgrh] ftuesa t+gj tSls gjs jax ds uxhus tM+s gq, FksA og dHkh jkr dks ;k [kwc rM+ds vius fo|kFkhZ ;kj ds ikl vkrhA eauS s dbZ ckj ns[kk fd dSls og ekuks QkVd ij ls dwndj n`<+rkiwoZd Vk¡xu ikj djrhA mldk psgjk Mjkouk yxrk&vksB fHkaps gq, ekukas gkas gh ugha] vk¡[kkas eas fujk'kk dh O;Fkk] nhBs lkeus V¡xh gqbZ] vk¡[kas QSyh gqbZ] fQj Hkh ,slh] ekuks n`f"Vghu gkaAs cnlwjr mls ugha dgk tk ldrk Fkk] ij ekufld ruko us mldh eq[kkÑfr dks foÑr dj fn;k FkkA ,slk yxrk Fkk fd ekuks mlus mlds 'kjhj dks [khapdj yEck vkSj psgjs dks nckdj NksVk dj fn;k gksA mls ns[kdj IysrU;kso dgrk] ßns[kks] ns[kks! fcYdqy ixyh yxrh gS!Þ Nk=k dks og QwVh vk¡[kkas ugha lqgkrh Fkh vkSj og lnk mlls cpus dk iz;Ru djrk FkkA ij og mldk ihNk NksM+us dk uke u ysrh] tSls [kqfi+$;k dk vkneh ;k o+$tZ+nkj ds ihNs fu"Bqj lkgwdkjA FkksM+h 'kjkc ih ysus ds ckn og i'pkÙkki ds Loj eas dgrk % ßeaS dgha dk ugha jgkA ;g xkuk esjs fdl dke vk;sxk\ esjk psgjk vkSj daM+kS ns[kdj dksbZ eq>dks jaxeap ds ikl Hkh QVdus ugha nsxk!Þ IysrU;kso mls lykg nsrk Fkk % ßvc Hkh iYyk >kM+dj vyx gks tkvks!Þ og tokc nsrk % ßrqe Bhd dgrs gksA ysfdu eq>s ml ij rjl vkrk gSA eq>s mldh lwjr rd ls ?k`.kk gSA fQj Hkh rjl vkrk gSA dk'k rqEgas ekywe gksrk fd og dSls---Þ gesa ekywe rks Fkk] D;ksafd ge lqurs Fks fd dSls jkr ds oD+r lh<+h ij [kM+h gksdj og dfEir Loj eas mlls feUur djrh Fkh % ßbZ'oj ds fy,] esjs I;kjs--- bZ'oj ds fy,!Þ

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mldk ,d cM+k&lk dkj[k+kuk Fkk] 'kgj eas mlds cgqr&ls edku Fks] ?kksM+s FksA mlds nku ls ulk±s dk ,d Ldwy pyrk FkkA ij isehz ds vkxs og fHk[kkfju cu tkrh Fkh&fcYdqy eqgrktA uk'rs ds ckn IysrU;kso lks tkrk vkSj eSa dke dh ryk'k esa fudy iM+rkA jkr dks rc ?kj ykSVrk] tc mldk Nkik[k+kus tkus dk oD+r gks tkrk FkkA vxj eaS vius lkFk [kkus dh dqN pht+as ykrk&jksVh] lkWlst] dHkh&dHkh mcyh vUrfM+;k¡] rks ge nksukas mls vkèkh&vkèkh ck¡V ysrsA og viuk fgLlk ysdj dke ij pyk tkrkA mlds pys tkus ds ckn eSa ße:lksOdkÞ ds gkyksas vkSj xfy;kjksa dk pDdj yxkrk gqvk ogk¡ ds fuokfl;kas ds thou dk] tks esjs fy, u;s vkSj vutku Fks] i;Zos{k.k vkjEHk dj nsrkA ;g bekjr yksxkas ls BlkBl Hkjh Fkh] ;kas lef>;s fd og phaVkas dk fcy FkhA mleas pkjkas vksj vthc [kêh vkSj rh[kh xUèk mM+k djrh Fkh vkSj ,sls v¡èksjs dksus Fks] tks Hkwrksa ds Msjs ekywe gksrs FksA losjs ls cM+h jkr x;s rd bekjr esa [k+klk 'kksj jgrkA nft+Zuksa dh flykbZ e'khuksa dh yxkrkj [kVj&iVj] vkWijsVk esa dke djusokyh yM+fd;ksa ds ljxe] dksBsokys laxhr ds fo|kFkhZ ds vH;kl Hkjs vkyki] ,d vèkZfof{kIr vfHkusrk dk] ftls 'kjkc us cjckn dj Mkyk Fkk] Å¡pk dfork&ikB vkSj u'ks eas pwj jf.M;kas dk gks&gYyk lqukbZ nsrkA esjs efLr"d eas LokHkkfod] fdUrq mÙkjghu iz'u mBrk % ß;g lc fdlfy;s\Þ Hkw[ks tokukas ds chp ,d vkneh csdkj le; x¡ok jgk FkkA mlds cky yky Fks] flj chp eas [kYokV gks jgk FkkA mldh cM+h&lh rkans vkSj Vk¡xas nqcyh&iryh FkhaA mlds xkyksa dh gfì;k¡ [kwc mHkjh gqbZ Fkha vkSj eq¡g cgqr cM+k Fkk] ftlesa ?kksM+ksa ds nk¡rksa tSls cM+s&cM+s ihys nk¡rksa dh ik¡r ut+j vkrh FkhA bu nk¡rksa ds dkj.k yksxksa us mldk uke ßyky ?kksM+kÞ j[k NksM+k FkkA og vius dqN fj'rsnkjkas ds lkFk] tks flEchLdZ 'kgj esa O;kikjh Fks] eqo+$nesckth esa Q¡lk gqvk FkkA eqo+$nek pyrs rhu lky gks pqds FksA og lquusokykas ls cM+s rikd ls dgrk Fkk % ßeaS rks ej gh tkÅ¡xk] ij mu yksxkass dks rckg dj n¡xk!w mu yksxkas dks vxj nj&nj dh Hkh[k u e¡xok;h] rks esjk uke ughaA tc os Hkh rhu lky rd nj&nj dh [kkd Nku pqdaxs s] rks eaS o+$kuwu }kjk thrh gqbZ lkjh tk;nkn mUgas ykSVk n¡xkw vkSj dg¡xk]w ^vc cksyks] 'kSrku ds cPpks\ p[k fy;k et+k\*Þ yksx loky djrs Fks] ß?kksM+s] ;gh rqEgkjs thou dk y{; gS\Þ og tokc nsrk] ßeaS rks] lÙkw ck¡èk pqdk g¡Aw tc rd ;g dke iwjk ugha dj yw¡xk] eq>s pSu ysuk gjke gS!Þ fnu Hkj og dpgfj;kas ;k odhykas ds ;gk¡ dh [kko+$ Nkuk djrkA vDlj 'kke

dks ?kksM+k&xkM+h ij p<+dj ?kj ykSVrkA lkFk eas <sj&lk lkeku gksrk&[kkus&ihus dh pht+a]s 'kjkc dh cksryaAs mlds ckn vius xUns dejs ea]s ftldh Nr >qdh tk jgh

Fkh vkSj i+$'kZ Vs<+k Fkk] og ikVhZ djrkA fo|kFkhZ] nftZ+ua]s ;kfu tks Hkh HkjisV Hkkstu vkSj 'kjkc ds nks&pkj ?k¡Vkw as dh bPNk j[krk] mldh ikVhZ eas 'kjhd gks ldrk FkkA [kwc [k+kuk&ihuk pyrk vkSj 'kksj&xqy gksrkA ßyky ?kksM+kÞ [kqn dsoy je ihrk Fkk] ftldh c¡wnsa fxjus ls est+iks'k] diM+ksa] ;gk¡ rd fd i+$'kZ ij Hkh dHkh u èkqyusokys yky nkx+ iM+ x;s FksA nks&pkj pqlfd;k¡ ysus ds ckn og fpYykuk 'kq: dj nsrk % ßesjs I;kjs iafN;ks! eSa rqEgsa I;kj djrk gw¡! rqe yksx esgur dh jksVh [kkrs gksA

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ij rqyk g¡Aw vkSj o+$le [kkdj dgrk g¡w fd eaS mUgas cjckn djds gh ne y¡xkAw

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IysrU;kso ds ikl yk;kA uksVkas dks ejksM+dj mlus xans cuk fy;k FkkA o+$kxt+ dh

ml xans dks est++ ij Qaddjs

ßpkfg, rqEga\s ys yksA eq>s ugha t+:jr gS budh---Þ og gekjh [kkV ij fxj iM+k vkSj yxk ,sls t+ksj&t+ksj ls jksus&fpYykus fd ge yksxkas dks ml ij ikuh m¡M+syuk vkSj tcnZLrh dqN ikuh fiykuk Hkh iM+kA og lks

og cksyk %

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x;k] rks IysrU;kso uksVkas dks Bhd djus yxkA os bruh cqjh rjg ,d&nwljs ls fpid

x;s Fks fd mUgas ikuh ls rj djus ds ckn gh vyx fd;k tk ldkA

ß?kksM+sÞ dh dksBjh dh f[kM+fd;k¡ cxy ds edku dh b±Vkas dh nhokj dh vksj [kqyrh FkhaA dejk èkq,¡ ls Hkjk jgrk FkkA mleas gok ds vkus&tkus dk fu"ksèk FkkA pkjkas vksj xUnxh vkSj 'kksj&xqy dk lkezkT; Fkk] ekuks Hk;kud lius dk ns'k gksA

ml 'kksj&xqy eas lcls Å¡ph vkokt+ [kqn ß?kksM+sÞ dh gqvk djrh FkhA eauS s ,d fnu

mlls iwNk %

ßrqe ;gk¡ D;ksa jgrs gks\ fdlh gksVy esa D;ksa ugha pys tkrs\Þ

og cksyk %

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iksLrhulkt+ ds csVs us mlds lkFk lgefr izxV dhA og cksyk] ßBhd dgrs gks] ?kksM+s! esjh Hkh ;gh gkyr gSA dgha vkSj tkÅ¡] rks nwljs gh fnu viuk vUr gks tk;s!Þ ß?kksM+sÞ us IysrU;kso ls dgk % ßdqN xkvks! ctkvks---Þ

xwjh xwlyh ysdj xkus yxk %

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mldh ehBh vkokt+ dystk lkyus yxhA

dejs eas lUukVk Nk x;kA iwjh e.Myh [k+keks'k] mnkl vkSj xhr dh osnuke; rku vkSj xwlyh ds rkjkas dh VhlHkjh >udkj eas Mwc x;hA lsBkuh foèkok dk vHkkxk vkf'kd cM+cM+krk jgk] ß[kwc xkrs gks] okg!Þ

ml iqjkuh bekjr ds vthc ckf'kankas eas xwjh IysrU;kso dk f[kyk psgjk izdk'k

LrEHk ds leku FkkA tSls ifj;kas dh dgkfu;kas eas lnk lcdh HkykbZ pkgusokys usdfny uk;d gqvk djrs ga]S oSls gh ml edku eas xwjh FkkA mldh ;qod vkRek

ij lnk bUnzèkuq"k dk jax p<+k jgrk FkkA mldh pqgy vkSj [kq'kfetkt+h lnk lcdk

eu cgykrh jgrhA mlds et+kd] mlds lqUnj xhr] ekuo fodkjkas vkSj :f<+;kas ij

mldk fueZe O;aX; rFkk thou ds Hkís vU;k; ij mldh NhaVkd'kh ml ?kj eas

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vkSj enn nsus yk;d vkneh ekurs FksA usd yksx mls fny ls pkgrs Fks] vkSj cqjs

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30 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

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cukuk pkgrs gaAS vr% ;|fi 'kCn&tky vkSj okd~&izokg eas muds mís'; dh lpkbZ

x+ksrs [kkus yxrh Fkh] fQj Hkh og Mwcrh ;k foyhu ugha gksrh FkhA ftu leL;kvkas

dks os gy djuk pkgrs Fks] mudh tkudkjh eq>s vo'; gks tkrh Fkh] vr% muds

iz;kl dh lQyrk esjs fy, xgjh O;fDrxr fnypLih dk fo"k; cu tkrh FkhA

dHkh&dHkh esjs gh vO;Dr fopkj mu rdk±s eas eq[kfjr gks tkrsA eaS mu yksxkas ds izfr vlhe J)k&Hkkouk ls Hkj tkrk] tSls eqfDr dk vk'oklu nsusokys ds izfr dkjkxkj ea s iM+k dS’nhA vkSj os eq>s ;ksa ns[krs] tSls dksbZ c<+bZ ,slh ydM+h ds VqdM+s dks ns[krk gS] ftlls dksbZ vlkèkkj.k oLrq cuk;h tk ldrh gksA fo|kFkhZ&cUèkq u;s lkfFk;ksa ls esjk ifjp; djkrs gq, eq>s xqnM+h dk yky dgrsA muds cksyus eas xoZ dk ogh Hkko gksrk] tks lM+d ij feys rkEcs ds flDds

dks vius lkFkh dks fn[kkrs oD+r [k+kukcnks'k yM+ds eglwl djrs gaAS ßxqnM+h dk

ykyÞ ;k ßturk dk iwrÞ dgk tkuk eq>s vPNk ugha yxrk FkkA eaS vius vki

dks thou dk lkSrsyk iwr eglwl djrk Fkk vkSj dHkh&dHkh ml 'kfDr dk ncko

eq>s cgqr v[kjrk tks esjk ekufld fodkl djuk viuk vfèkdkj ekurh FkhA

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,d iqLrd ns[khA bu 'kCnkas dk vFkZ eq>s Kkr ugha Fkk] ij bl fdrkc dks i<+us

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ls eSaus i<+us ds fy, og iqLrd ek¡xhA

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lqudj mlus ßvkykspuk dk vfèkdkjÞ uked fo"k; ij eq>s ,d ?k.Vs rd ysDpj

fiyk;kA vius tukus psgjs ij xq#rk dk xEHkhj Hkko ykus dk yxkrkj dfBu iz;Ru djrs gq, mlus dgk % ßvkykspuk djus dk vfèkdkj izkIr djus ds fy, vko';d gS fd vkneh Lo;a fdlh fuf'pr lR; esa fo'okl djsA gS rqEgkjs ikl dksbZ ,slk lR;] ftlesa rqEgkjk fo'okl gks\Þ og lM+d ij pyrs le; Hkh fdrkc i<+rk jgrk Fkk&eq¡g ds lkeus [kqyh fdrkc gksrh vkSj vkus&tkusokyksa ls Vdjkrk jgrkA og ,d xUns] v¡èksjs dejs esa jgrk FkkA ,d ckj og Vkbi+$l dk f'kdkj gksdj mlh dejs eas iM+k gqvk csgks'kh dh gkyr eas fpYykrk jgk % ßuSfrdrk eas LorU=krk vkSj ckè;rk ds rRokas dk lqUnj leUo; gksuk vko';d gS! lqUnj leUo;! lq&Un&j l&e&Uo&;---Þ ân; dk vR;Ur dksey] i;kZIr Hkkstu u feyus ds dkj.k yxHkx chekj vkSj 'kk'or lR; dh [kkst eas fujUrj yhu jgus dh otg ls thou ds lHkh vkuUnkas ls oafpr bl O;fDr ds fy, fdrkcas gh jl dk ,dek=k òksr FkhaA mls ,d gh èkqu Fkh &&fdl rjg nks 'kfÙk'kkyh efLr"dkas dk leUo; fd;k tk;A tc mls ,slk yxrk fd nksukas ds fojksèkkas ds leUo; eas og lQy gks x;k gS rks mldh I;kjh&I;kjh] dkyh vk¡[kkas eas ckyksfpr izlUurk >yd mBrhA dt+ku eas ifjp; gksus ds yxHkx nl o"kZ ckn [k+kdkZso esa mlls esjh eqyko+$kr gqbZA ik¡p lky dse esa fuokZflr jgus ds ckn mlus [k+kdksoZ ds fo'ofo|ky; eas fQj uke fy[kok;k FkkA eq>s yxk fd bl 'k[+'k dh ft+Unxh vla[; fojksèkh fopkjkas ds fc;kcku eas [kks x;h gSA ;{ek us mls èkj nck;k Fkk eq¡g ls [kwu vk jgk Fkk] ij vktdy mls ekDlZ vkSj uhR'ks dk leUo; djus dh èkqu lokj FkhA viuh B.Mh] ilhus ls rj gFksfy;kas eas esjk gkFk ysdj og gk¡Qrk gqvk cksyk % ßfcuk la'ys"k.k ds thou vlEHko gS] vlEHko!Þ ,d fnu vpkud mldh e`R;q gks x;hA og Vªke eas fo'ofo|ky; tk jgk Fkk fd jkLrs esa gh [k+Re gks x;kA rdZ vkSj cqf) dh osnh ij 'kghn gks tkusokys ,sls u tkus fdrus 'kghn eq>s thou esa feys gSaA mudh ;kn esjs fy, ifo=k gSA blh rjg ds yxHkx chl vkneh nsjsUdkso ds ¶+ySV esa tek gksrs FksA muesa ,d tkikuh Hkh FkkA og èkkfeZd f'k{kk vdkneh eas i<+rk Fkk&uke ikUrsys;eksu lkrksA dHkh&dHkh ,d fo'kkykdk;] pkSM+h Nkrh&okyk nf<+;y O;fDr Hkh] ftlus viuk flj rkrkjkas dh rjg eq¡M+k j[kk Fkk] ;gk¡ vkrk FkkA mldk Hkwjk dkt+kdhu¹] ftldh lHkh gqdas og cUn j[krk Fkk] ,sls yxrk Fkk] ekuks 'kjhj ij peM+k e<+k gqvk

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gh vfèkd ilUn vkrhA vHkh eq>s ;g rtjck gkfly djuk ckdh Fkk fd rst+&rjkZj

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u djrs gq, ;g eglwl djrk fd bl fo"k; ij esjs vius fopkj fHkUu FksA muds

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ds ladYi dh ykS ladsfUnzr vkSj izdk'keku gS vkSj os ekuo&isez ds u;s fu;ekas ds

vuqlkj vfèkd LorU=krkiw.kZ thou dk uo&fuekZ.k djuk pkgrs gaAS

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nwljksa dh ekStwnxh esa mlds lkFk ukSdjkuh ds izfr ekfyd tSls :[ks ,oa vkns'kiw.kZ vUnkt eas ckr djrk FkkA ij ihB fQjrs gh mldh ykylkiw.kZ n`f"V mlds Åij xM+ tkrh FkhA vdsys eas lkeuk gksus ij og ladkspiwoZd eqLdjkrk vkSj viuh nk<+h dks fgykrk jgrk FkkA mldh NksVh cgu Hkh dejs ds dksus eas cSBh foLQkfjr u;ukas ls okd&;q) ns[kk djrh FkhA è;ku dks dsfUnzr j[kus ds iz;kl eas mldk cPpkas tSlk psgjk ruko ds dkj.k gkL;tud cu tkrk] vk¡[kas QSy tkrha vkSj dHkh&dHkh tc vlkèkkj.k :i

ls rh[ks ck.k yxrs] rks og ,sls t+ksj ls 'okl NksM+rh] ekuks fdlh us mlds Åij

vpkud ci+$Z tSlk B.Mk ikuh Mky fn;k gksA ml e.Myh eas yky ckykas okyk MkDVjh dk ,d fo|kFkhZ Hkh FkkA og mlds lkeus ml dejs eas ftleas og cSBrh

Fkh 'kku ls vdM+s gq, eqxZs dh rjg pgyo+$neh fd;k djrk FkkA mlls ckras djrs le; mldk Loj jgL;e; <ax ls èkhek gks tkrk vkSj HkkSagsa p<+ tkrhaA eq>s ;s pht+sa vR;Ur fnypLi ekywe gksrhaA ysfdu ir>M+ ds fnu rst+h ls vk jgs FksA iDdh jksth dk dksbZ izcUèk fd;s fcuk dke pyuk vlEHko izrhr gks jgk FkkA u;h laxr eas Q¡lus ds dkj.k dke&èkUèks dh vksj ls esjk è;ku gV x;k Fkk vkSj jksVh ds fy, T+;knkrj nwljkas ij fuHkZj jgus yxk FkkA ij nwljkas dh jksVh lnk dM+oh gksrh gSA vr% tkM+kas eas vius fy, dksbZ ßtxgÞ <¡<w fudkyuk vR;Ur vko';d gks x;kA vkf[k+jdkj eq>s oklhyh lsE;kukso dh csdjh eas txg fey x;hA vius thou ds bl vè;k; dk o.kZu eauS s ^ekfyd*] ^dksuksokykso* rFkk ^NCchl vkSj ,d yM+dh* uked dgkfu;kas eas fd;k gSA cM+h dEc[+rh dk thou Fkk og! ysfdu rt+jckas ls Hkjk gqvkA 'kkjhfjd n`f"V ls gkyr nnZukd Fkh vkSj ekufld n`f"V ls rks vkSj Hkh T+;knk nnZukdA csdjh ,d edku ds lcls fupys Hkkx esa FkhA mlesa tkus ds ckn esjs fe=kksa] ftUgas ns[kuk rFkk lquuk esjs fy, vR;Ur vko';d gks x;k Fkk] vkSj esjs chp ßfoLe`fr dh ,d nhokjÞ lh [kM+h gks x;hA mueas ls dksbZ Hkh eq>ls csdjh eas feyus

u vkrkA ogk¡ fnu eas pkSng ?k.Vs dh [kVuh FkhA QyLo:i lIrkg eas N% fnu

nsjsUdkso ds ?kj tkus dk loky gh ugha mBrk FkkA vkSj lkroas fnu ;kuh Nqêh ds fnu eaS ;k rks fnu Hkj lksrk jgrk ;k csdjh ds vius lkfFk;kas ds chp oD+r dkVrkA mueas ls dqN rks igys gh fnukas ls eq>s lc dk fny cgykusokyk el[k+jk le>us yxs vkSj dqN mlh rjg ls I;kj djrs Fks tSls ets+nkj dgkfu;k¡ lqukusokys dks cPps I;kj djrs gaAS [kqnk gh tkurk gS fd eaS bu yksxkas ls D;k dgk djrk Fkk] ij bruk

fuf'pr gS fd eaS mUgas bl vk'kk ls isfjrz djus dh Hkjld dksf'k'k djrk Fkk fd muds fy, nwljs izdkj dk thou lEHko gS&,slk thou] tks bruk d"Viw.kZ ugha gksxk vkSj ftlesa vFkZ vkSj iz;kstu gksxkA blesa eq>s dHkh&dHkh lQyrk Hkh izkIr gksrh FkhA muds lwts psgjkas ij ekuoh; fo"kkn dh >yd vk tkrh ;k dHkh&dHkh vk¡[kas jks"k vkSj {kksHk ls ty mBrhaA ;g ns[kdj esjk ân; lUrks"k ls Hkj tkrkA eq>s xoZ gksrk fd eaS ßturk ds chp dke dj jgk g¡Þ]w mls ßf'kf{kr vkSj lpsrÞ cuk jgk

gw¡A rks Hkh eaS LoHkkor% vius dks vfèkdrj v{ke ikrk] Kku dk vHkko eglwl djrk] thou vkSj ifjik'oZ }kjk mifLFkr fd;s x;s vR;Ur vkjfEHkd iz'ukas ds mÙkj nsus esa Hkh vleFkZ Fkk! ml oD+r eq>s eglwl gksrk fd eSa v¡èksjs x<+s esa vk fxjk gw¡] tgk¡ ekuo fn'kkHkz"V dhM+kas dh rjg dqycqy dj jgs ga]S tgk¡ os okLrfoD+rk dks Hkwy tkus dks O;kdqy gaS vkSj 'kjkc dh cksrykas ;k os';kvkas ds lnZ vkfyaxu eas mUgas ;g foLe`fr feyrh gSA osru ikus ds fnu os';kvkas ds ;gk¡ tkuk vko';d FkkA lHkh yksx ,d g¶+rs igys gh ls ml jl dh dYiuk eas foHkksj gks tkrs rFkk mlds ckn ogk¡ tks et+k ywVk x;k] mldh nsj rd ri+$lhyokj ppkZ pyk djrhA bu ppkZvkas eas cM+h fuyZTtrk ds lkFk viuh enkZuk rko+$r dk c[kku fd;k tkrk rFkk vkSjrkas dk fueZe et+ko+$ mM+k;k tkrkA vkSjrkas dk izlax vkus ij os ohHkRl <ax ls Fkwd nsrsA fQj Hkh ;g vthc ckr gS fd mudh bu lc dgkfu;kas eas eq>s nq[k vkSj 'keZ dk Hkkl gksrkA eaS ns[krk Fkk fd ßlkURouk&x`gkaÞs ea]s tgk¡ ,d :cy nsus ij jkr Hkj ds fy, vkSjr [k+jhnh tk ldrh Fkh] esjs lkFkh >ais s ls jgrs] vius dks vijkèkh&lk vuqHko djrs vkSj ;g eq>s LokHkkfod izrhr gksrk FkkA dqN t+:jr ls T+;knk c<+&p<+dj vi+$ykrwuh <ax ls ckras djrs vkSj eq>s yxrk fd os xky ctkdj viuh >ais feVkus dh dksf'k'k dj jgs gaAS ;kSu&lEcUèkkas eas esjh cM+h fnypLih FkhA vr% bu lkjh pht+kas dh vksj eaS cgqr è;ku fn;k djrk FkkA vkSjr ds vkfyaxu&pqEcu ls eSa [kqn rks nwj gh jgrk Fkk vkSj blfy;s dki+$h eqf'dy esa iM+ x;kA esjs lkFkh vkSj vkSjrsa nksuksa gh eq> ij vkokt+kd'kh djrs vkSj esjh f[kYyh mM+krsA 'kh?kz gh mUgkaus s ßlkURouk&x`gkaÞs eas eq>s lkFk ys tkuk cUn dj fn;kA mUgkaus s ,d fnu [kqydj dg fn;k % ßHkS;k] rqe ge yksxkas ds lkFk ugha tk;k djksAÞ ßD;ka\Þs ßrqEgkjs ogk¡ jgus ls et+k fdjfdjk gks tkrk gSAÞ bu 'kCnkas dks eauS s vkxzgiwoZd idM+ fy;kA os eq>s cM+s egRoiw.kZ Kkr gq,]

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ij muls eq>s blls T+;knk vPNk Li"Vhdj.k ugha feykA ßdSls vkneh gks rqe! ,d ckj dg fn;k&ge yksxkas ds lkFk ugha vk;k djksA rqEgkjs jgus ls lkjk vkuUn fcxM+ tkrk gSA---Þ fli+$Z vR;kZes us dM+oh eqLdqjkgV ds lkFk dgk % ßrqe jgrs gks] rks ,slk yxrk gS] tSls ogk¡ iknjh ekStwn gks] ;k viuk cki gh jax eas Hkax Mkyus igq¡p x;k gksAÞ igys rks yM+fd;k¡ esjs vkRela;e dh g¡lh mM+k;k djrh FkhaA ckn esa mUgksaus {kksHk O;Dr djds iwNk % ßrqEgsa for`".kk gksrh gS\Þ vìs dh ßukf;dkÞ rsjst+k cks:rk uked pkyhl o"khZ; iksfy'k ßNksdjhÞ Fkh &eksVh&rkt+h vkSj ns[kus eas lqUnjA mlus ,d fnu vPNh tkfr ds dqÙks tSlh pkykd vk¡[kkas ls eq>s xkSj ls ns[kdj dgk % ßns[kks Nksdfj;ks! bl cspkjs dks rax djuk cUn dj nksA viuk fny dgha vkSj fn;s cSBk gSA D;ka]s gS u ;gh ckr\ ,slk rxM+k toku vkSj ;g gky&t+:j dgha dksbZ ek'kwo+$k gS bldhAÞ mls u'ks dh cqjh yr FkhA ihrs&ihrs og cqr gks tkrhA ml oD+r mlls vfèkd ohHkRl dksbZ u gksrkA ij ftl oD+r gks'k&gokl nq#Lr jgrs] mldh cqf)ekuh Hkjh ckrksa ls eSa fofLer gks tkrkA nwljs yksxksa ds O;ogkj dk og cM+s B.Ms fny ls fo'ys"k.k djrhA mlus esjs lkfFk;ksa dks crk;k % ßlcls vthc joS;k vdkneh ds fo|kfFkZ;ksa dk gSA muds <ax gh le> esa ugha vkrsA i+$'kZ ij [kwc lkcqu dk >kx eyokdj os mlij pkj r'rfj;k¡ j[kok nsrsA mu ij Nksdfj;kas dks ;g ns[kus ds fy, uaxh djkds cdS;k¡ cSBk nsrs gaS fd os fdruh nwj rd fQlyrh ga]S ihNs ls t+ksj ls Bsyrs gaAS ,d ds ckn nwljh vkSj nwljh ds ckn rhljh yM+dh ds lkFk os ;gh [ksy djrs gaAS ij ;g D;ka\Þs ßrqe >wB cksy jgh gks!Þ eSaus dgkA mlus 'kkUr Hkko ls] fcuk cqjk ekus tokc fn;k % ßfcYdqy ughaAÞ vkSj ;g 'kkfUr ekuks dqpy nsusokyh FkhA ßrqeus ,slh ckrsa eu ls x<+h gSaAÞ og vk¡[ksa QkM+dj eq>s ns[kus yxh vkSj cksyh] ßyM+fd;k¡ Hkyk ,slh ckrsa D;ksa x<+axh\s vkSj u esjk ekFkk gh fQj x;k gSAÞ yksx cM+h fnypLih ls geyksxkas dh bl cgl dks lqu jgs FksA rsjst+k cM+s 'kkUr Loj eas vkusokykas ds u;s&u;s [ksykas dk o.kZu djrh jgh&,d ,sls O;fDr dh rjg] tks dsoy pht+kas dks le>uk pkgrk gSA

lquusokyksa us ?k`.kk ls t+ehu ij Fkwd fn;k vkSj os fo|kfFkZ;ksa dks xkfy;ka nsus yxsA eSaus ;g ns[krs gq, fd rsjst+k ,sls yksxksa ds fo#) ftUgsa eSa ân; ls izse djrk Fkk] 'k=kq Hkko HkM+dk jgh gS] mlls dgk fd fo|kFkhZ yksx rks turk ds isehz ga]S mudh rks ,dek=k bPNk turk dh lsok djuk gSA rsjst+k cksyh % ßrqe oksL=k$slsaLdk;k LVªhV ds fo|kfFkZ;ksa dh ckr dj jgs gks&fo'ofo|ky; esa i<+usokyksa dhA ;g fdLlk vkLdksZ;s iksys ds fo|kfFkZ;ksa dk gS] tks iknjh cuus dh i<+kbZ dj jgs gSa&fxjtk?kj okys fo|kFkhZ os lHkh ds lHkh ;rhe yM+ds gSa vkSj ;rheksa dk ges'kk ;gh gky gksrk gS&;k rks os pksj fudy tkrs gaS ;k cnek'kA csek¡&cki ds yM+ds dHkh vPNs ugha fudy ldrs] D;kafds mUgas fdlh ls yxko ugha gksrk] mu ;rhekas dks!Þ ukf;dk dh ;s 'kkUr dgkfu;k¡] vkSj fo|kfFkZ;ksa] ljdkjh eqykft+eksa rFkk vkerkSj ls lHkh li+$sniks'kksa ds ckjs esa vìs dh Nksdfj;ksa dh jks"kiw.kZ f'kdk;rsa esjs lkfFk;kas ij nwljk gh jax p<+k jgh FkhaA muds vUnj ?k`.kk tkx`r gksus ds vykok ,d izdkj ls lUrks"k dk Hkko Hkh mBrk Fkk] tks fuEu mfDr eas O;Dr gksrk Fkk % ßvPNk! rks i<+s&fy[ks ckcw yksx ge yksxksa ls Hkh x;s&xqt+js gSa!Þ bl rjg dh ckras lqudj eq>s cM+h ihM+k gksrh FkhA os';kx`g ds rax v¡èksjs dejs ekuks lMs+ gq, ukcnku Fks] tgk¡ 'kgj Hkj dh ukfy;kas dk xUnk ikuh vkdj tek gksrk vkSj mcydj oSeuL; vkSj }s"k ls Hkjiwj gksdj fQj lkjs 'kgj esa ykSV tkrk FkkA ik'kfod oklukvkas vkSj dfBu thou dh ?kqVu ds dkj.k yksx bu xUnh dksBfj;kas eas tkrs FksA ogk¡ vViVs 'kCn isez dh ihM+k vkSj osnuk ds eeZLi'khZ xhrkas eas ifjofrZr gksrs( ßi<+s&fy[ks ckcqvksaÞ ds thou ds ckjs esa dqfRlr dgkfu;ksa dk tUe gksrk vkSj viuh le>nkjh ds ckgj dh oLrqvkas ds izfr frjLdkj vkSj }s"k dh Hkkoukvkas dk mn; gksrkA eauS s Li"V ns[kk ßlkURouk&x`gÞ ,d izdkj ds fo'ofo|ky; ga]S tgk¡ esjs lkFkh Hk;kud fo"ke; f'k{kk izkIr dj jgs gaAS eSaus ns[kk fd ßeuksjatu ds fy, ;s yM+fd;k¡Þ vius iSjksa dks èkhjs&èkhjs jxM+rs gq, mu dksBfj;ksa ds xUns i+$'kks± ij vkrh&tkrh gSa] fd gFkckts ds vFkd fpYy&iksa ;k VwVs fi;kuks dh ekFkk [kk tkusokyh Vk¡;&Vk¡; dh rky ij muds <hys&<kys 'kjhj fgyrs&Mqyrs gSaA mUgsa ns[kdj esjs efLr"d esa u;s fopkj&vLi"V] fdUrq eu dks vfLFkj ,oa v'kkUr dj nsus okys fopkj&mfnr gksrsA iwjk okrkoj.k tc Åc iSnk djrk] ogk¡ ls mBdj py nsus dh rhoz bPNk gksus yxrhA eSa csdjh esa mu yksxksa dh ppkZ NsM+rk] tks fcuk fdlh LokFkZ ds turk dh vkt+knh ,oa lq[k dk ekxZ [kkstus eas yhu ga]S rks >V tokc feyrk %

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ßysfdu Nksdfj;k¡ rks bu lkgct+knkas ds vkSj gh jax&<ax crykrh gaAÞS os fueZerk ls] }s"kiw.kZ Øksèk ls esjh g¡lh mM+krsA ij eSa Hkh fonzksgh izÑfr dk FkkA vius ls vfèkd mez okys bu tkuojkas dh rqyuk eas vius dks cqf) vkSj lkgl eas eaS fdlh rjg de ugha] cfYd T+;knk gh vuqHko djrk FkkA vkSj eaS Hkh Øq) gks tkrkA eaS eglwl djus yxk Fkk fd thou ds fo"k; eas euu djuk Lo;a thou ls de nq"dj ugha gSA vkSj dHkh&dHkh vius lkfFk;kas dh xèkkas tSlh lgu'khyrk ij esjk ân; ?k`.kk ls Hkj tkrkA gekjh csdjh dk lnk u'ks eas pwj jgusokyk ekfyd mUgas cqjh rjg csbTt+r djrk Fkk] ij os ewd i'kqvkas dh rjg pqipki csbTt+rh lg ysrs FksA ;g pht+ eq>s lcls vfèkd vkis ls ckgj dj nsrh FkhA vkSj ekuks tku&cw>dj Bhd bu dfBu fnukas eas gh ,d ,slh fopkjèkkjk ls esjk lkeuk gqvk] tks esjs fy, loZFkk uohu vkSj esjh izÑfr ls ewyr% fHkUu Fkh] fQj Hkh ftlus esjs efLr"d dks csrjg >d>ksj fn;kA ,d jkr eaS nsjsUdkso ds ?kj ls csdjh ykSV jgk FkkA og Hkh"k.k jkr FkhA ckgj Hk;kud vk¡èkh py jgh FkhA gok phRdkj dj jgh FkhA ,slk yxrk Fkk fd mlds FkisM+kas ls iwjk vkdk'k pdukpwj gksdj ckjhd ci+$Z ds xksykas ds #i eas p¡w jgk gS&èkjrh dks nQuk nsus ds fy,A ekuks izy; dk fnu vk x;k gks vkSj lwjt dk xksyk lnk ds fy, cq> pqdk gksA ml papy] ph[krs okrkoj.k eas eaS VVksyrk gqvk vkxs c<+ jgk FkkA ml èkq¡èkys] èkwlj xM+cM+>kys esa c<+rs gq, gok ds FkisM+ksa ls cpus ds fy, eSaus viuh vk¡[ksa ew¡n j[kh FkhaA ;o+$k;o+$ fdlh pht+ ls Bksdj yxh vkSj eSa t+ehu ij fxj iM+kA lM+d dh iVjh ds chpka&chps ,d vkneh ci+$Z eas yEck iM+k gqvk FkkA esjs ik¡o mlh ls Vdjk x;s FksA genksuksa ds eq¡g ls xkyh fudy iM+h&esjs eq¡g ls :lh vkSj mlds eq¡g ls Ýkalhlh Hkk"kk eas % ßvks 'kSrku---Þ eq>s vpEHkk gqvkA eauS s mls t+ehu ls mBk;k vkSj [kM+k dj fn;kA og ukVs dn dk gYdk&QqYdk vkneh FkkA mBrs gh og eq>s èkdsyrs gq, xqLls ls fpYyk;k % ßvcs! esjh Vksih dgk¡ gS\ yk esjh Vksih rks ns! ugha rks ;gha fBBqjdj jg tkÅ¡xk!Þ mldh Vksih ci+$Z eas iM+h FkhA mls >kM+dj eauS s l[+r ckykas okyh mldh [kksiM+h ij j[k fn;kA ij mlus Vksih >Vds ls mrkj yh vkSj mls gkFk eas >qykrs gq, eq>s og nks Hkk"kkvkas eas xkyh nsus yxk % ßHkkx ;gk¡ ls!Þ vpkud og rst+h ls vkxs dh vksj yidk vkSj fge&o"kkZ eas [kks x;kA ij FkksM+h gh nsj ckn og fQj feyk&lM+d dh ,d cq>h gqbZ ykyVsu ds [kEHks ds fxnZ ck¡gas

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jg&jgdj mlds ik¡o yM+[kM+k tkrs vkSj og Hkgjkdj fxjus&fxjus dks gks tkrkA mls lgkjk nsdj ys pyus eas cM+h dfBukbZ gks jgh FkhA tkM+s ls mlds nk¡r ct jgs FksA eq>s èkfd;krs gq, og Ýkalhlh t+cku eas dqN cksyk % ßlh rw lkos---Þ eauS s dgk % ßeaS rqEgkjh cksyh ugha le>rkAÞ og #d x;k vkSj gkFk Åij djds] vkSj] tSlk fd eq>s izrhr gqvk] vfHkeku ds lkFk ,d&,d 'kCn Li"V dk mPpkj.k djrs gq, viuh Hkk"kk eas fQj cksyk % ßlh rw lkos Å ts rs esu---Þ¹ blds ckn mlus eq¡g esa m¡xfy;k¡ Mky yha vkSj t+ksj ls yM+[kM+k;k vkSj fxjrs&fxjrs cpkA eauS s >qddj mls viuh ihB ij ykn fy;kA tc pyk] rks esjh [kksiM+h eas viuh Bqìh jxM+rs gq, og fQj cqncqnkus yxk % ßlh rw lkos--- gs Hkxoku! eaS fBBqjk tk jgk g¡---Þw cqykd igq¡pus ds ckn eq>s ckj&ckj iwNuk iM+k fd mldk ?kj dkSu&lk gSA vkf[k+jdkj ge yksx ,d edku ds vk¡xu ds fiNys Hkkx ea]s fge o"kkZ ds dkj.k ut+j u vkusokys ,d NksVs&ls ?kj ds rax xfy;kjs eas ?kqlsA og VVksyrk gqvk ?kj ds Hkhrjh njokt+s ij igq¡pk vkSj ml ij èkhjs ls nLrd nsus yxkA eq>ls cksyk % ß'k'k'k! [k+keks'k---Þ fdlh vkSjr us njokt+k [kksykA og yky Msflª ax&xkmu igus FkhA gkFk eas eksecÙkh FkhA njokt+k [kksydj og pqipki ,d rji+$ dks gV x;h rkfd ge yksx vUnj nkf[ky gks ldaAs eaS tc Hkhrj ?kqlk] rks mlus dgha ls p'ek fudkyk vkSj eq>s cM+s xkSj ls ns[kus yxhA

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ßvthc et+ko+$ gSÞ mldk rfd;kdyke lk FkkA ij gekjk ukuckbZ boku dqT+ehp yqrksfuu g¡lrk ugha FkkA g¡lh dh txg og ,sls vk¡[kas fldksM+ ysrk ekuks eqLdjk jgk gks] mlds uFkqus Qwy tkrs vkSj iydas fldqM+ tkrhaA mlds lius okLrfod thou ls fHkUu ugha gksrs Fks&oSls gh uhjl vkSj lkèkkj.k FkkA esjh le> eas ugha vkrk Fkk fd ,sls liukas dks lqukus eas mls D;k et+k vkrk Fkk vkSj thou dh okLrfoD+rkvkas dh ppkZ mls D;kas ukilUn FkhA¹ ,d fnu pk; ds ,d èkuh O;kikjh dh yM+dh us bPNk ds fo#) 'kknh gksus ds dkj.k fookg lekjksg lekIr gksrs gh xksyh ekjdj vkRegR;k dj yhA bl ?kVuk ls iwjs uxj esa gypy ep x;hA gt+kjksa ukStoku mlds tukt+s ds lkFk tqywl cukdj x;s vkSj fo|kfFkZ;ksa us mldh o+$cz ij [kM+s gksdj Hkk"k.k fn;s vkSj iqfyl us mUgsa frrj&fcrj fd;kA gekjh nqdku esa Hkh gj vkneh t+ksj&t+ksj ls blh dk.M dh ppkZ dj jgk FkkA nqdku ds ihNsokys dejs eas mÙksftr fo|kfFkZ;kas dk etek yxk gqvk FkkA mudh jks"kiw.kZ vkokt+ vkSj rst+ 'kCn gekjs ry?kj esa lqukbZ iM+ jgs FksA ij yqrksfuu cksyk % ßbl yM+dh dks [kwc ihVuk pkfg, FkkAÞ vkSj nwljs gh {k.k eas og vius lius lqukus yxk % ßeauS s liuk ns[kk&rkykc eas eNyh idM+ jgk g¡w fd vpkud iqfyl dk flikgh Mk¡Vdj cksyk % ^,! rqEgkjh ;g fgEer] ;gk¡ eNyh ekjrk gS!* vc eaS Hkkx¡w rks fdèkj\ cl >V ikuh eas dwn iM+k vkSj mlh oD+r uhan [kqy x;h---Þ mls ;g le>rs nsj ugha yxh fd gekjh csdjh dk ekeyk dqN vlkèkkj.k gS] ;|fi thou dh okLrfoD+rk dh èkkjk mldk è;ku cpkdj gh cgrh gSA ogk¡ fdrkcas i<+usokyh yM+fd;k¡ fcØh dk dke fd;k djrh Fkha tks bl dke ls vutku FkhaA mueas ,d rks [kqn ekfyd dh cgu FkhA nwljh mlh dh ,d l[kh Fkh&yEch] yky xkyksa vkSj Lusge;h vk¡[kksa okyhA gj jkst nqdku esa cgqr&ls fo|kFkhZ vkrs Fks vkSj ihNs ds dejs esa cSBdj ?k.Vksa t+ksj&t+ksj ls cgl ;k dksus esa QqlQqlkdj eU=k.kk,¡ fd;k djrs FksA nqdku dk ekfyd 'kk;n gh dHkh vkrk FkkA vkSj ea]S tks lgk;d

¹ nlossa n'kd esa eSaus ,d iqjkrRoh; if=kdk esa ;g i<+k fd yqrksfuu&dksjksO;kdkso dks fpLrksiksYldh ft+ys esa fdlh txg vjch flDdksa ls Hkjk nsxpk fey x;k gSSA ¼xksdhZ dh fVIi.kh½

ek=k Fkk] oLrqr% izcUèkd dh gSfl;r j[krk FkkA yqrksfuu us iwNk % ßrqe ekfyd ds fj'rsnkj gks\ ;k og rqEgas viuk cguksbZ rks ugha cukuk pkgrk\ ugha\ rc rks vthc et+ko+$ gSA vkSj ;s tks ;gk¡ dkyst ds brus yM+ds bdës gksrs ga]S og fdlfy;s\ yM+fd;kas ds fy,\ gq¡--- ;g gks ldrk gS--- ij ;s tks yM+fd;k¡ ga]S bueas ,d Hkh rks ,slh ugha gS] tks lwjr&'kDyokyh gksA fo|kFkhZ rks yM+fd;kas dh rji+$ è;ku nsus ds ctk; 'kk;n Mcy jksfV;kas ij vfèkd gkFk lki+$ djus vkrs gSaA---Þ izk;% jkst+ losjs ik¡p&N% cts ds o+$jhc ,d yM+dh dkj[kkus dh f[kM+dh ds ikl vk;k djrh FkhA NksVh&NksVh Vk¡xas vkSj fofHkUu vkdkj ds xksyk)k±s ls cuk mldk 'kjhj rjcwtksa ls Hkjs cksjs tSlk yxrk FkkA f[kM+dh ds lkeusokys x<+s esa uaxs iSj yVdkdj og tEgkbZ ysrs gq, iqdkjrhA ßokU;k!Þ flj ij jaxhu #ekyA mleas ls gydh ?kq¡?kjkyh yVas ckgj fudydj rax is'kkuh vkSj xans dh rjg Qwys yky xkykas ij yVdrh jgrhaA yVas vk¡[kkas ij vk tkrha] ftueas jkr dh uhan dh [kqekjh Hkjh gksrh FkhA viuh NksVh gFksfy;kas ls] ftudh m¡xfy;k¡ uotkr cPps ds gkFkkas dh rjg QSyh gqbZ Fkha] og mUgas psgjs ij ls gVkrhA eq>s vk'p;Z gksrk fd ,slh yM+dh ls Hkyk dksbZ vkneh D;k ckras dj ldrk gSA eaS ukuckbZ dks txk nsrkA og mBdj mlls iwNrk % ßvPNk! rqe gks\Þ ßgk¡] eSa gw¡AÞ ßjkr dks vPNh rjg lks;ha\Þ ßD;kas ugha\Þ ßD;k liuk ns[kk\Þ ß;kn ugha---Þ 'kgj eas lUukVk gSA gk¡] fdlh vk¡xu ls >kM+us&cqgkjus dh [kj[kjkgV lqukbZ iM+ jgh gSA xkSjS;kas us tkxdj pgpgkuk vkjEHk dj fn;k gSA fudyrs gq, lwjt dh I;kjh fdj.kas f[kM+dh ds 'kh'kkas dks jks'ku dj jgh gaAS ikS QVus dk uhjo le; eq>s vPNk yxrk gSA ukuckbZ [kqyh f[kM+dh ls vius ckynkj gkFk dks ckgj fudkydj yM+dh dh [kqyh Vk¡xkas dks eyus yxrkA og vU;euLd&lh] pqipki cSBh jgrhA psgjk HkkoghuA dsoy eseukas tSlh lw[kh vk¡[kkas dk fepduk tkjh jgrkA og eq>ls cksyrk % ßis'kdkso! feBkb;k¡ rS;kj gks x;h gkaxhAs mUgas pwYgs ls mrkj yksAÞ

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eSa yksgs ds ros dks Hkëh ls ckgj djrkA mlesa ls vkB&nl cu] jksy vkSj dsd ysdj og yM+dh ds nkeu esa Mky nsrkA yM+dh xjekxje ,d cu gkFkksa esa ysdj mls mNkyrh vkSj HksM+ksa tSls vius ihys nk¡r mlesa xM+k nsrhA mldk eq¡g ty tkrk vkSj og vèkhj gksdj djkgus vkSj Bqudus yxrhA ukuckbZ ykylkHkjh fuxkgkas ls mldks ns[krk jgrkA og dgrk % ßvjh cs'keZ yM+dh! ?kk?kjk uhps dj ys viuk---Þ mlds pys tkus ds ckn og 'ks[kh c?kkjrs gq, eq>ls dgrk % ßdSls ?k¡?kjkyq s cky ga]S ns[kk u\ tSls olUr eas eseus ds cky! eaS rks] HkS;k] cgqr li+$kbZilUn gw¡] vkSjrksa ls okLrk ugha j[krk] fli+$Z Nksdfj;k¡ Qk¡lrk gw¡A ;g esjh rsjgoha gSA fudhi+$ksfjp dh èkeZiq=kh gSAÞ mldh cdokl dks lqurk gqvk eaS vius ls iz'u djrk % ßvkSj ea\S esjh D;k ;kas gh dVsxh\Þ tc cM+h li+$sn jksfV;k¡] tks rkSy ls fcdrh Fkha] rS;kj gks tkrha] rks eaS nl&ckjg jksfV;kas dks r[rh ij j[kdj tYnh ls nsjsUdkso dh nqdku ij ys tkrk FkkA ogk¡ jksfV;k¡ igq¡pkus ds ckn ,d Vksdjh eas yxHkx nks iwn¹ cu vkSj jksy Hkjdj èkkfeZd f'k{kk vdkneh dks ys tkrk Fkk&Hkkxrk gqvk] rkfd fo|kfFkZ;kas ds uk'rs ds oD+r igq¡p tkÅ¡A fo'kky Hkkstuky; ds njokt+s ij [kM+k gksdj eaS viuk eky csprk FkkA dksbZ uxn ysrk Fkk] dksbZ mèkkjA eaS dku yxkdj mudh vkilh ckrphr lqurk Fkk % os rksyLrks; ds fo"k; esa rdZ djus yxrsA vdkneh ds izksi+$sljksa esa ls ,d] ftldk uke xwlso Fkk] rksyLrks; dk dêj 'k=kq FkkA izk;% esjh Vksdjh eas cukas ds uhps fdlh [k+kl Nk=k dks nsus ds fy, fdrkcas fNih gksrh FkhaA dHkh Nk=k Lo;a dksbZ fdrkc ;k fpëh esjh Vksdjh esa Mky nsrsA g¶+rs eas ,d fnu eq>s viuk eky ysdj ikxy[k+kus tkuk iM+rk FkkA mu fnukas ekufld jksxkas ds fo'ks"kK cs[+rsjso O;kogkfjd ekufld jksx fpfdRlk dh Dykl ysrs FksA og fo|kfFkZ;kas dks ekufld jksxh fn[kkrs FksA ,d fnu mUgkaus s Nk=kkas dks ,d ,slk ikxy fn[kk;k] ftls vius dks lHkh ls Å¡pk le>us dh chekjh FkhA og ftl oD+r vLirky dh li+$sn iks'kkd vkSj ekst+s tSlh Vksih igus gq, Dykl eas ?kqlk rks mldh èkt ns[kdj eq>s g¡lh vk x;hA esjh cxy ls xqt+jrs gq, mlus ,d {k.k #ddj eq>s ?kwjkA eaS ihNs gV x;kA ,slk yxk fd mldh dks;ys tSlh dkyh] exj 'kksyksa dh rjg tyrh gqbZ ut+j esjs dysts esa ?kql x;hA viuh nk<+h dks FkiFkikrk gqvk cs[+rsjso ftruh nsj rd ml ikxy ls cgqr vknjiwoZd ckrsa djrk jgk] eSa viuk psgjk lgykrk jgk] D;ksafd eq>s ,slk yx jgk Fkk tSls fdlh us esjs eq¡g ij

¹ 1 iwn&16 fdyksxzke ds cjkcjA

tyrh gqbZ jk[k ey nh gksA ikxy eUn] Hkkjh Loj eas dqN ek¡xrk jgkA mlus yEch m¡xfy;kaokyhs viuh yEch ck¡g pksxs dh vkLrhu ls ckgj fudkydj Mjkous <ax ls lkeus QSyk nhA eq>s ,slk yxus yxk fd mldk 'kjhj vLokHkkfod :i ls QSyrk tk jgk gS&yEck gksrk tk jgk gS&vkSj fdlh Hkh {k.k mldk gkFk c<+dj dejs ds vkj&ikj ig¡pq tk;sxk vkSj esjk xyk ncksp nsxkA mlds gM+hys psgjs ij x<+s esa èk¡lh gqbZ dkyh vkSj iSuh vk¡[kkas eas Mjkouh vkSj jkscnkj ped FkhA Dykl eas cSBs yxHkx chl fo|kFkhZ [kksiM+h ij csrqdh Vksih igus bl vkneh dks ,dVd ?kwj jgs FksA dqN ds psgjs ij eqLdjkgV Fkh] ij vfèkdrj xEHkhj vkSj fopkjeXu FksA ixys dh vk¡[kkas dh 'kksykas tSlh ped ds lkeus mudh vk¡[kas fcYdqy lkèkkj.k ekywe iM+ jgha FkhaA mls ns[kus ls Mj yxrk

Fkk] ij dksbZ xtc dh ckr rks t+:j Fkh mlea!s Dykl ds lUukVs eas vè;kid dh vkokt+ x¡tw jgh FkhA tc og dksbZ iz'u iwNrs] rks mlds tokc eas Hkkjh] eUn vkokt+ x¡trhw Fkh] tks ekuks futhZo li+$sn nhokjkas esa ls vkSj i+$'kZ ds uhps ls fudyrh FkhA ixys ds fgyus&Mqyus esa cM+s vkpZfc'ki tSlk jkschykiu FkkA

ml jkr eSaus mlh ds ckjs esa dfork fy[kh] ftlesa eSaus mldk o.kZu ß'kkgksa

dk 'kkg] bZ'oj dk fe=k vkSj eU=khÞ dgdj fd;kA mldh lwjr esjs efLr"d eas ukprh jgh] cgqr fnukas rd esjk lUrqyu fcxM+k jgkA 'kke ds N% cts ls vxys fnu dh nksigj rd eq>s yxkrkj dke djuk iM+rk FkkA rhljs igj eaS lksrk FkkA QyLo:i i<+us dk oD+r gh ugha feyrk FkkA dsoy

vkVk x¡Fkuw s rFkk iko&jksVh dks pwYgs eas Mkyus ds chp FkksM+k le; fey tkrk FkkA T;ka&T;ks as eaS dke lh[krk x;k] ukuckbZ dke dk T+;knk ls T+;knk cks> eq> ij Mkyus yxkA og eq>s ßdke fl[kkrkÞ vkSj vk'p;Z rFkk 'kkck'kh ds ygts eas dgrk % ßrqe cM+s gksf'k;kj gksA lky&nks lky eas iDds ukuckbZ gks tkvksxsA vthc et+kd gSA rqe dkjhxj cu tkvksxs] ij rqEgkjs tSls demez dkjhxj dh ckr dkSu lqusxk\ dkSu rqEgkjk gqDe ekusxk\Þ

esjk fdrkckas dk 'kkSd mls ilUn ugha FkkA og esjh fpUrk djrs gq, eq>s

lykg nsrk % ßvc cUn djks i<+uk vkSj tkdj FkksM+k vkjke dj yksAÞ ysfdu ;g mlus dHkh ugha iwNk fd eaS tks fdrkcas i<+rk g¡]w mueas D;k fy[kk

gSA

mlds fy, cl vius lius] dgha xM+s [ktkukas dh èkqu vkSj ogh fBaxuh xksy&eVksy yM+dh dki+$h FkhA yM+dh vDlj jkr ds oD+r vk;k djrh FkhA og mls

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M~;ks<+h esa ys tkrk] tgk¡ vkVs ds cksjs j[ks Fks] vkSj vxj lnhZ gksrh] rks is'kkuh ij f'kdu Mkydj eq>ls dgrk % ßvkèk ?k.Vs ds fy, t+jk ckgj pys tkvksAÞ vkSj eaS ckgj pyk tkrk] ;g lksprk gqvk fd fdrkckas eas of.kZr isez rFkk mlds isez eas t+ehu&vkleku dk fdruk vUrj gSA esjs ekfyd dh cgu nqdku ds ihNsokyh dksBjh eas jgk djrh FkhA eaS fu;e ls mldk leksokj lqyxk fn;k djrk Fkk] ij tgk¡ rd cu iM+rk] mlls de feyrkA mlds lkeus vkus ij u tkus D;kas eq>s ijs'kkuh&lh gksus yxrh FkhA mldh cPpkas tSlh vk¡[kas Bhd igys fnu dh rjg VdVdh ck¡èkdj eq>s ns[kus yxrh FkhaA mldk bl rjg rkduk esjs fy, vlá gks tkrkA ml n`f"V dh xgjkb;kas eas ,d eqLdku fNih jgrh Fkh] ftleas esjs izfr O;ax FkkA de ls de eq>s rks ,slk gh ekywe gksrk FkkA esjs 'kjhj esa vlkèkkj.k 'kfDr Fkh] ftldh otg ls esjs pyus&fQjus esa vthc rjg dk HkkaMkiuS FkkA ik¡p&ik¡p iwM ds vkVs ds cksjs eaS mBk ysrk FkkA ukuckbZ cM+h gennhZ ls dgrk Fkk % ßrqe eas rhu vknfe;kas ds cjkcj rko+$r gS] ysfdu t+jk cs<axs gks! cs'kd yEcw] fQj Hkh rqe lkaM+ tSls gks---Þ ml oD+r rd eauS s dki+$h fdrkcas pkVh Mkyh FkhaA dfork eq>s vPNh yxrh Fkh vkSj eaS [kqn Hkh rqdcUnh djus yxk FkkA ij cksyrs oD+r fdrkch 'kCnkas dks bLrseky djus ds cnys eaS ßvius ghÞ 'kCn cksyuk ilUn djrk FkkA eaS tkurk Fkk fd os cksf>y vkSj dVq gSa] ij eq>s yxrk Fkk fd esjs fcYdqy my>s fopkjksa dh vfHkO;fDr mUgha ds }kjk lEHko FkhA dHkh&dHkh rks eaS tku&cw>dj mí.M gks tkrk FkkA ,slk rc gksrk] tc esjk eu fdlh pht+ dk fojksèk djrk ;k fdlh ls [kh>k jgrkA esjs ,d xq# us] tks dkyst eas xf.kr dk Nk=k Fkk] blds fy, ,d fnu esjh cM+h HkRlZuk dhA cksyk %

ßD;k cksyh ik;h gS rqeus Hkh\ yxrk gS tSls iRFkj Qads

jgs gks!Þ

o;%lafèk esa vkneh ds lkFk tSls gksrk gS] eq>s Hkh vius vki ls lUrks"k ugha FkkA eq>s yxrk fd eSa gkL;tud vkSj mí.M gw¡A viuh lwjr&'kDy ds ckjs esa Hkh eaS ghurk eglwl djrk Fkk&xky dh gfì;k¡ csrjg mHkjh gqb±] fcYdqy dYehd tkfr ds tSlhA vkSj vkokt+ Hkh Hkkjh&vfu;fU=krA blds foijhr esjs ekfyd dh cgu rst+ vkSj lqUnj Fkh&tSls Qqndrh vckchyA ij mldh xksy&eVksy nsg ds lkFk mldh rst+h dk esy cSBrk ugha Kkr

gksrk FkkA mldk gko&Hkko vkSj mldh pky cukoVh ekywe gksrh FkhA mldh cksyh eas izlUurk ?kqyh gqbZ Fkh vkSj og cjkcj g¡lrh jgrh FkhA ysfdu mldh mUeqDr g¡lh lqudj esjs eu eas ;gh Hkko mBrk fd og pkg jgh gS fd eaS mldh ml voLFkk dks Hkwy tkÅ¡] ftleas eauS s igys fnu mls ns[kk FkkA vkSj ml fnuokyk mldk Hkko eaS Hkwyuk ugha pkgrk FkkA vlkèkkj.k pht+kas dks eaS efLr"d eas èkjksgj dh rjg latksdj j[krk FkkA eaS ;g tkuus dks vkdqy Fkk fd vlkèkkj.k pht+as Hkh lEHko ga]S fd mudk Hkh vfLrRo gSA dHkh&dHkh og iwN cSBrh % ßD;k i<+ jgs gks\Þ eaS la{ksi eas loky dk tokc ns nsrkA lkFk gh eu eas ;g Hkh vkrk fd dg

n¡w %

ßeSa dqN Hkh i<+rk gw¡] rqels eryc\Þ ,d fnu ukuckbZ viuh isfedkz dks I;kj dj jgk FkkA og dqN u'ks eas Hkh FkkA cksyk % ßt+jk ckgj pys tkvksA tkdj ekfyd dh cgu ds lkFk FkksM+k eu D;kas ugha cgykrs\ ,slk ekSdk Hkh NksM+k tkrk gS\ rqe ;kas gh jg tkvksxs vkSj fo|kFkhZ yksx---Þ eauS s dgk fd fQj dHkh ,slh ckr t+cku ls fudkyh] rks [kksiM+h rksM+ n¡xkw vkSj tkdj M~;ks<+h eas vkVs ds cksjkas ij cSBk jgkA njokts+ ij iwjk ijnk Hkh ugha FkkA vUnj ls ukuckbZ dh vkokt+ vk;h % ßeaS D;kas xqLlk d:¡\ tks fnu Hkj fdrkc pkVrk jgsxk] mldh ;g gkyr rks gksxh ghA pyrk dSls gS&tSls ludh!Þ M~;ks<+h eas pwgs pha&pha dj jgs Fks] bèkj&mèkj nkSM+ jgs FksA vUnj yM+dh dh lh&lh lquk;h iM+ jgh FkhA eaS vk¡xu eas fudy vk;kA ckgj Qqgkj iM+ jgh Fkh&èkheh&èkheh] fu%'kCnA ij mlls cUn gok eas rktxh ugha iSnk gks jgh FkhA og fdlh ou ds tyus dh xUèk ls ynh gqbZ FkhA jkr vkèkh ls vfèkd tk pqdh FkhA nqdku ds lkeusokys ?kj dh f[kM+fd;k¡ [kqyh FkhaA dksBjh eas cl bruh gh jks'kuh Fkh fd v¡èksjk u jgs vkSj mlds vUnj ls xhr dh èkqu gok ij rSjrh gqbZ ckgj vk jgh Fkh %

Lo;a lUr okykZeh ikou Lo.kZ eqdqV ftl ij eu Hkkou Åij ls ns[ks mudks

eqLdk;s---

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eauS s dYiuk djus dh dksf'k'k dh&ejh;k nsjsUdksok esjh tk¡?kkas ij ysVh gqbZ gS]

ukuckbZ dh isfedkz

ugha! ugha! vlEHko! ;g fopkj gh esjs fy, Hk;kud FkkA

dh rjgA ij lkjk 'kjhj bl dqfRlr dYiuk ls flgj mBkA

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dbZ Loj ,d lkFk xk jgs FksA mueas ls ,d dk xyk [kwc e¡tk gqvk FkkA eaS ?kqVukas ij gkFk fVdkdj vkSj >qddj ,d f[kM+dh ls vUnj >k¡dus yxkA f[kM+dh ij tkyhnkj inkZ yxk gqvk FkkA ml ikj ,d oxkZdkj dejk Fkk] ftldh nhokjas Hkwjh&lh fn[kk;h iM+ jgh FkhaA ,d NksVs&ls ySEi ls] ftlds Åij uhys jax dk 'ksM yxk Fkk] dejs eas gYdh jks'kuh gks jgh FkhA ,d yM+dh ySEi ds lkeus] f[kM+dh dh vksj eq¡g djds cSBh dqN fy[k jgh FkhA chp eas mlus flj mBk;k vkSj viuh yky dye ds fljs ls ekFks ij yVdrh gqbZ ,d yV dks Åij QadkAs mldh vk¡[kas vèkeq¡nh Fkha] psgjs ij eqLdku FkhA fpëh fy[kuk [k+Re gqvkA èkhjs&èkhjs dkxt dks eksM+dj mlus fyi+$ki+$s esa Mkyk vkSj t+cku ls pkVdj fpëh cUn dhA fQj fyi+$ki+$s dks est+ ij Qsaddj mlus mldh vksj rtZuh fgyk;h] tks esjh dfu"Bk ls Hkh NksVh FkhA mlus [kr dks fQj mBk fy;k] R;ksjh p<+kdj fyi+$ki+$s dks QkM+k] mls nqckjk i<+k vkSj u;s fyi+$ki+$s esa cUndj est+ ij >qds&>qds irk fy[kus yxhA fQj [kr dks 'osr irkdk dh rjg gok eas fgykus yxhA ukprh vkSj gkFk ?kqekrh og dksus eas iy¡x dh vksj x;hA ykSVh rks og viuk Cykmt+ mrkj pqdh FkhA mlds dUèks fpdus vkSj xksy FksA ySEi est+ ls mBkdj og fQj dksus esa vk¡[kksa ls vks>y gks x;hA fdlh vkneh dks tc ge ,dkUr eas ns[krs ga]S rks mldh vthc gjdrkas ls og nhokuk&lk izrhr gksrk gSA vk¡xu eas pgyo+$neh djrk gqvk eaS bl yM+dh ds thou ds ckjs eas lkspus yxk&dSlk foy{k.k thou fcrkrh gksxh og viuh dksBjh ea!s tc yky ckykas okyk fo|kFkhZ mlls feyus vkrk vkSj èkheh vkokt+ ea]s yxHkx QqlQqlkdj] mlls dqN dgrk] rks og fleV&fldqM+ tkrh Fkh] mldh vksj lgeh gqbZ vk¡[kkas ls ns[krh vkSj vius gkFkkas dks ihB ds ihNs ;k est+ ds uhps fNik ysrhA eq>s og yky ckykaokyks fo|kFkhZ ilUn ugha FkkA dUèkkas ij 'kky yisVs NksVh&NksVh Vk¡xkaokyhs Nksdjh yM+[kM+krh gqbZ ckgj fudyh vkSj cqncqnk;h % ßvUnj tkvks!--Þ

x¡/kw s vkVs dks dBkSrs eas ls fudkydj ukuckbZ viuh isfedkz dk c[kku djus yxk&cM+h fnO;] ân; dks 'khry djusokyh gS og! ij esjs efLr"d eas ;g iz'u mB jgk Fkk % ßvkxs esjk D;k gksxk\Þ eq>s yxk fd 'kh?kz gh esjs Åij dksbZ foifÙk vkusokyh gSA csdjh [kwc py fudyhA nsjsUdkso mlds fy, fdlh cM+s edku dh ryk'k eas FkkA mlus ,d vkSj vkneh j[kus dk fu.kZ; fd;kA ;g cgqr gh vPNk gqvk] D;kafds dke ds cks> ls esjk cqjk gky gks jgk FkkA ukuckbZ us eq>ls oknk fd;k % ßu;h txg eas rqEgkjk vksgnk izèkku lgk;d dk jgsxkA eaS rqEgkjh ru[k+k Hkh c<+kus dks dg n¡xk&nlw :cy eghukA D;ka\Þs eq>s ;g vksgnk D;kas fn;k tk jgk gS] ;g eaS vPNh rjg le> jgk FkkA ukuckbZ dkepksj Fkk vkSj eaS [kwc th yxkdj dke djrk FkkA Fkdku esjs fy, i+$k;ns dh pht+ FkhA mlls ekufld cspSuh vkSj okluk] tks izcyrj gksrh tk jgh Fkh] nch jgrh FkhA ij bldk nwljk ifj.kke ;g Hkh gqvk fd esjh i<+kbZ vlEHko gks x;hA ukuckbZ us dgk % ß;g rqeus cgqr vPNk fd;k fd fdrkckas ls fiaM NqM+k fy;k] vPNk gks mUgas pwgs [kk tk;a!s ysfdu ;g rks crkvks&D;k lpeqp rqEgas lius ugha vkrs\ vkrs t+:j gksxa]s ij rqe pqIis gks] blfy;s dgrs ugha! ;g Hkh vthc et+ko+$ gSA lius crkus eas D;k gtZ gS\ bleas Mj dh dksbZ ckr ugha---Þ og ges'kk eq>ls cgqr fgy&fey dj ckras djrk Fkk vkSj ,slk yxrk Fkk fd og ân; ls esjh bT+t+r djrk gSA gks ldrk gS blds ihNs Hk; dke djrk gks] D;kafds eaS ekfyd dk viuk vkneh FkkA ysfdu bldh otg ls og pksjh djus ls ckt+ vk;k gks] ,slh ckr ugha FkhA ukuh dh e`R;q gks x;hA mlds ejus ds lkr g¶+rs ckn eesjs HkkbZ dh ,d fpëh ls eq>s bldh [kcj feyhA laf{kIr fpëh esa&ftlesa ,d Hkh dkWek ugha Fkk&eq>s lwfpr fd;k x;k Fkk fd ukuh fxjtk?kj eas Hkh[k ek¡xrs le; pcwrjs ls fxj iM+h vkSj mldh Vk¡x VwV x;hA vkB fnu ckn ?kko lM+ x;k vkSj lkjh nsg eas t+gj QSy x;kA eq>s ckn esa irk pyk fd esjs nks eesjs HkkbZ vkSj cgu&rhuksa ds rhuksa â"V&iq"V vkSj l'kDr&viuh lUrku lesr] ukuh dh Hkh[k dh dekbZ ij gh xqt+j dj jgs FksA mUgas bruh Hkh vDy ugha vk;h fd MkDVj cqyk ysrsA fpëh eas fy[kk Fkk % ßge yksxksa us mls ihVj&iky o+$fczLrku esa nQuk fn;k tgk¡ ?kj ds nwljs yksxksa

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dh o+$czksa gSa vUR;sf"V esa ge yksx x;s Fks lHkh fHk[keaxs Hkh vk;s Fks os yksx nknh dks cgqr pkgrs Fks lc jksus yxsA ckck Hkh jks jgs Fks mUgksaus ge yksxksa dks [knsM+ fn;k vkSj vdsys mldh o+$cz ij cSB x;s ge yksx >kM+h eas fNidj ns[kus yxs og Hkh jks jgs Fks og Hkh tYn ej tk;axs sAÞ eaS jks;k ughaA ij ,slk yxk fd lewph nsg vkSj vkRek lnZ gks x;h gSA ml jkst jkr dks eSa ckgj vk¡xu esa ydfM+;ksa ds ,d <sj ij cSBk gqvk FkkA th esa ;gh vk jgk Fkk fd dksbZ esjs ikl cSBs] ftls ukuh ds ckjs esa crkÅ¡&fdruh lân;] cqf)eku Fkh gekjh ukuhA mlds fo'kky ân; eas gj vkneh ds fy, ek¡ tSlh eerk FkhA ukuh ds ckjs eas ckr djus dh ;g bPNk cgqr fnukas rd cks> dh rjg Nkrh ij cSBh jgh] ij dksbZ ik=k ugha feyk vkSj vUr eas ;g ykylk eu dh eu eas gh eqj>k x;h&viw.kZ] vlUrq"VA bl ?kVuk ds cgqr fnukas ckn eaS ps[k+kso dh vk'p;Ztud :i ls lPph dgkuh i<+ jgk Fkk] ftlesa cw<+k lkbZl vius ?kksM+s ls vius csVs dh ekSr dh ppkZ djrk gSA ;g dgkuh i<+us ij eq>s mu fnukas dh ;kn gks vk;h vkSj iNrkok gqvk fd nq%lg O;Fkk ds ml volj ij esjs ikl ckr djus dks dksbZ ?kksM+k ;k dqÙkk Hkh u FkkA eq>s vi+$lksl gqvk fd pwgkas ls gh eauS s ckr djds th gYdk D;kas ugha fd;kA csdjh eas pwgkas dh deh u Fkh vkSj muds lkFk esjh iVrh Hkh [kwc FkhA iqfylokyk fudhi+$ksfjp bu fnukas Hkw[ks ckt dh rjg esjs fxnZ e¡Mjkus yxk FkkA og gêk&dêk et+cwr vkneh Fkk&NksVs&NksVs li+$sn cky vkSj cgqr è;ku ls dVh&N¡Vh] [kwc pkSM+h nk<+h j[krk FkkA og esjh vksj ,sls rkdk djrk Fkk] tSls eaS cM+s fnu dks t+cg dh tkusokyh eksVh vkSj pchZnkj cÙk[k+ gksÅ¡A og iwNk djrk Fkk % ßeSaus lquk gS rqEgsa fdrkcksa dk cM+k 'kkSd gSA Hkyk eSa Hkh lquw¡ dkSu&lh fdrkcsa i<+rs gks rqe\ ckbfcy ;k lUrkas dh thouh\Þ ßeauS s ckbfcy vkSj lUrkas dh thouh nksukas gh i<+h gaAÞS fudhi+$ksfjp dks blls vpEHkk gqvkA esjk mÙkj lqudj og pdjk x;kA ßgq¡!! ,slh fdrkcas i<+uk rks o+$kuwuh vkSj mi;ksxh gSA ysfdu D;k dkmaV rksyLrks; dh fdrkcsa Hkh i<+h gSa rqeus\Þ rksyLrks; dh dqN fdrkcas Hkh eauS s i<+h Fkha] ij ;g irk pyk fd os ugha ftudh iqfylokys dks [kkst FkhA lqudj og dgus yxk % ßcl! ;s rks lkèkkj.k fdrkcsa gSa] tks lHkh fy[krs gSaA ysfdu rksyLrks; dh vkSj Hkh fdrkcsa gSa] ftudh bu fnuksa yksx cM+h ppkZ djrs gSa] ftuesa mlus iknjh&iqjksfgrkas ij pksV dh gSA i<+us dh vly pht+ rks ogh gSAÞ

bu ßvkSj Hkh fdrkckaÞs dks eauS s Hkh i<+k Fkk&gsDVkxzki+$ ls Nkih x;h izfr;kas ds :i eaAs ysfdu mueas esjk eu ugha yxk FkkA blds vykok eaS ;g Hkh tkurk Fkk fd iqfylokys ls bu fdrkckas dh ppkZ djuk mfpr ugha FkkA blh rjg jkLrs eas mlls dbZ ckj eqyko+$kr gqbZA blds ckn mlus eq>s vius ikl vkus dk U;ksrk fn;kA cksyk % ßfdlh fnu vkvks esjs ?kjA lkFk pk; fi;axs sAÞ mldk eo+$ln eaS [kwc le> jgk Fkk&fQj Hkh tkuk pkgrk FkkA eauS s vius mLrknkas ls lykg yhA r; ik;k fd mldk U;ksrk Vkyuk Bhd u gksxk] D;kafds blls vius uku ds dkj[kkus ds ckjs eas mldk lUnsg c<+ tkus dk [krjk FkkA vr% ,d fnu eaS fudhi+$ksfjp ds ;gk¡ tk èkedkA mldk ,d NksVk&lk dejk Fkk] ftlds ,d&frgkbZ esa cM+k :lh pwYgk FkkA nwljh frgkbZ esa diM+s ds ijns ds ihNs ,d pkSM+k iy¡x FkkA iy¡x ij yky fxykQokys cgqr&ls rfd;s j[ks gq, FksA 'ks"k dejs eas I;kyka&Iys sVkas ds fy, vkyekjh] ,d est+ vkSj nks dqflZ;k¡ j[kh FkhaA dejs eas fli+$Z ,d gh f[kM+dh Fkh&NksVh&lhA mlds uhps ydM+h dh ,d caps j[kh gqbZ FkhA fudhi+$ksfjp mlh ij cSBk FkkA mldh onhZ ds cVu [kqys gq, Fks vkSj mldh ihB ls iwjh f[kM+dh fNi x;h FkhA eaS mlds lkeus est+ ds bl ikj cSBk] ftèkj mldh choh cSBh Fkh&Hkkjh xksy&xksy Nkfr;k¡] yky&yky xky] mez yxHkx chl lkyA mldh vk¡[kkas dk jax vthc uhyk&eVeSyk Fkk] ftueas 'kjkjr vkSj nq"Vrk Hkjh gqbZ Fkh] yky&lq[kZ+ gkaBs lud ls Qwys gq,] vkokt+ eas xqLlSyk lw[kkiuA iqfylokyk cksyk % ßeSa tkurk gw¡ fd esjh èkeZiq=kh lsDysrs;k vktdy rqEgkjh csdjh ds cgqr pDdj yxk;k djrh gSA ,d uEcj dh cnpyu vkSj uhp gS og NksdjhA vkSjr tkr gh uhp gS] lHkh ,d tSlhAÞ ßlHkh\Þ mldh choh us loky fd;kA ßgk¡! lHkh dh lHkh!Þ fudhi+$ksfjp us t+ksj nsdj dgkA mlds rexs+ ,sls [kud mBs] tSls xkM+h eas tqrk ?kksM+k viuk lkt [ku[kkrk gSA r'rjh eas Mkydj pk; dk ?k¡Vw ihrs gq, mlus ets+ ls nksgjk;k % ßlHkh uhp vkSj cnpyu ga]S j.Mh ls ysdj jkuh rd! 'ksck 'kkgt+knh Ms<+ gtkj osLrkZ¹ ikj dj lqySeku ckn'kkg ls feyus x;h Fkh&dsoy fNukyiu ds dkj.k gh rksA gekjh t+kfjuk ;sdkrsjhuk dks gh ys yksA yksx mls ßegkuÞ dgrs ga]S rks D;k Fkh og Hkh---Þ

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ßle>s u\ vc ;g Hkh le> x;s gksxs fd eaS D;kas ;s ckras rqels dg jgk g¡Aw eauS s ukuckbZ ls rqEgkjh dki+$h rkjhi+$ lquh gSA og rqEgkjs ckjs eas dg jgk Fkk fd cM+s dke dk yM+dk gS] cM+k bZekunkj vkSj LokoyEchA rqe tkurs gh gks rqEgkjh nqdku eas fo|kFkhZ yksxkas dk te?kV gqvk djrk gSA os nsjsUdkso dh cgu ds dejs eas cM+h jkr rd cSBs jgrs gaAS dsoy ,d yM+dk gks] rc rks ckr le>h tk ldrh gSA ij ogk¡ rks iwjh e.Myh terh gSA eaS fo|kfFkZ;kas dh f'kdk;r ugha djrkA vkt tks fo|kFkhZ gS] dy ogh cM+k vi+$lj gks tk;sxkA ;ksa fo|kfFkZ;ksa esa dksbZ cqjkbZ ughaA ij eqf'dy ;g gS fd os bèkj&mèkj dh myVh&lhèkh ckrkas eas fnypLih ysrs gq, ghjks cuus dh mrkoyh djus yxrs gaS vkSj ljdkj ds nq'eu mudks HkM+dkrs gaAS le> x;s u esjk eryc\ ,d vkSj ckr Hkh dgrk g¡---Þw ysfdu mlds ;g ckr dgus ls igys gh njokt+k [kqyk vkSj ,d cqïk dejs

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eas nkf[ky gqvk&ukVk&lk vkneh] yky ukd vkSj flj ij ?kq¡?kjkys cky] tks peM+s ds

i+$hrs ls c¡èks gq, FksA mlds gkFk eas oksndk dh cksry Fkh vkSj Li"V gh mlds isV

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eSaus 'kh?kz gh fonk yhA mldh nq"V vkSjr eq>s njokt+s rd igq¡pkus vk;h vkSj

fpdksVh dkVdj cksyh % ßns[k rks] ckny dSls vkx&ls yky ga!--ÞS ysfdu vkleku lki+$ FkkA fli+$Z ckny dk ,d NksVk&lk lqugyk VqdM+k

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ls fudydj ßvn`"V èkkxsÞ pkjkas vksj Nk;s gq, ga]S ftueas thou dk gj igyw tdM+k

gqvk gSA ;g edM+tky tYnh gh eq>s gj pht+ eas Li"Vr% n`f"Vxkspj gksus yxkA

ml fnu jkr dks nqdku cUn gks tkus ds ckn ekyfdu us eq>s vius dejs

eas cqyk;kA mlus crk;k fd mls iqfylokys ls esjh ckrphr dk C;kSjk ysus dk dke

lkaikS x;k gSA

eauS s ckrphr dh iwjh fjiksVZ mls nhA lqudj og cksyh %

ßgs Hkxoku!Þ vkSj yxh pwgsnkuh esa fxj¶+rkj pwgs dh rjg dejs esa rst+h ls

pDdj yxkus vkSj m}sx ls flj fgykusA mlus iwNk %

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vkSj ml fnu ls og eq>s csVs dh rjg ekuus yxkA is'kdkso dh txg vc og eq>s vysDlsbZ vkSj efDlfep dgdj iqdkjus yxkA og dgrk % ß'kkck'k esjs I;kjs vysDlsbZ] esjs efDlfep! D;k 'kkunkj fopkj gSa rsjsA fcYdqy nq#Lr! okg js esjs yEcw! esjs Vdqvk! ysfdu dkSu ekusxk mUga\s dksbZ ughaA D;kafds muls equki+$k ugha lhèkk gks ldrk---Þ ß[kSj vki rks ekurs gaS u\Þ ßeaS rks lM+d dk dqÙkk g¡]w og Hkh nqedVkA ;gk¡ rks tekuk Qkyrw dqÙkkas dk ga&xS `gLFkhokykas dk] nqeokys rks gaS osA 'kkunkj] >cjh ck¡dh nqe choh gS] cPps ga]S ?kj&ckj gS] lktkslkeku gSA vkSj gj dqÙks dks viuk Fkku I;kjk gksrk gSA os D;k rqEgkjs bu [k+;kykr dk Lokxr djaxs s\ dHkh ughaA ,d ni+$k ge yksxkas dks Hkh ,slh gh lw>h FkhA eSa mu fnuksa eksjkstkso fey esa FkkA ysfdu tks yksx vxqok cus] mudh [kksiM+h ij ,slh csHkko dh iM+h fd NBh dk nwèk ;kn vk x;kAÞ exj ;kdkso 'kkiksf'udkso ls ifjfpr gksus ds ckn nknk dk Loj cny x;kA ;kdkso 'kkiksf'udkso ØsLrksofudkso ds dkj[k+kus eas fi+$Vj FkkA mls {k; dh chekjh Fkh] fxVkj dk vPNk fj;kt+ Fkk vkSj ckbfcy eas Hkh ikjaxr le>k tkrk FkkA og ftl oD+r bZ'oj ds vfLrRo ds ckjs eas ?ku?kksj vLohÑfr izdV djus yxrk] ml oD+r #cRlkso vokd~ jg tkrkA Fkwd ds lkFk eq¡g ls lM+s QsQM+s ds yky VqdM+s pkjksa vksj Qsadrs gq, ;kdkso cM+s tks'k ls viuh nyhysa is'k djrk % ßigyh ckr rks ;g gS fd ^Hkxoku dk izfrfcEc rFkk mlh ds <k¡ps eas esjs jfpr gksus* dh ckras csdkj ga!S fcYdqy csdkj! eaS Kkuoku ugha] 'kfDroku ugha vkSj usd vkneh ugha] fcYdqy ugha! nwljs] ;k rks Hkxoku dks irk ugha fd ft+Unxh esjs fy, dSlk igkM+ gS] ;k mls irk gS vkSj og dqN ugha dj ldrk] ;k dj ldrk gS] ij djuk ugha pkgrkA rhljs] Hkxoku u loZK gS] u loZ'kfDreku vkSj u n;kokuA og gS gh ughaA ;g lc <dkslyk gSA fcYdqy eux<+UrA gekjh lkjh

72 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

ft+Unxh <dkslyk gSA ij eq>s dksbZ ugha Bx ldrk!Þ #cRlkso igys rks fcYdqy vokd jg x;kA mldk eq¡g rd ugha [kqykA blds ckn xqLls ls dk¡irk gqvk xkfy;k¡ cdus yxkA ysfdu ;kdkso us ckbfcy ds vyadkjh; m)j.kkas ls #cRlkso dks fcYdqy fu#Ùkj dj fn;kA og flj >qdkdj lksp esa Mwc x;kA 'kkiksf'udkso tc cksyrk] rks Mjkouk gh gks tkrk FkkA mldk lq?kM+ psgjk lk¡oyk Fkk] ds'k ftfIl;ksa tSls dkys vkSj ?kq¡?kjkysA cksyrs oD+r mlds nk¡r HksfM+;ksa dh rjg cy [kkrs] Åij mBrs vkSj uhps fxjrsA vk¡[kas 'kksyk cudj fojksèkh dks ;kas ?kwjrh tSls tykdj jk[k dj naxhs mlsA mldh nhB ds vkxs fVduk dfBu FkkA eq>s ;s vk¡[kas ml ixys dh ;kn fnykrh Fkha] ftls viuh egkurk dh lud FkhA ;kdkso ds ;gk¡ ls ykSVus ds ckn #cRlkso vR;Ur f[kUu gksdj cksyk % ßvkt rd fdlh us eq>ls bZ'oj ds f[k+yki+$ ckr ugha dgh FkhA vkt tSlh ckras rks eauS s lquh gh ugha FkhaA bl nqfu;k eas cgqr lquk gS] ij vkt tSlh pht+ ughaA ;g vkneh T+;knk fnu cpsxk ughaA vkSj ;g vQlksl dh ckr gSA mldh gkyr fcYdqy yksgs tSlh gS&xeZ djds yky dj fy;k gS vius dks--- cM+h fnypLi ckras gaS ;g lc] cM+h fnypLi!Þ 'kh?kz gh ;kdkso ds lkFk mldh cgqr eqgCcr gks x;hA mleas uohu mÙkstuk dk lapkj gksrk FkkA tks fny ds vUnj ls igkM+h lksrs dh rjg cg fudyrhA og viuh lwth vk¡[kkas dks ckj&ckj [kqtykrs gq, nk¡r fuiksM+dj dgrk % ß;g Hkh Bhd gh gqvk] ;kjA vYykg fe;k¡ dks fuiVk rwusA vc dgks tkj ds ckjs esa D;k dgrs gks] I;kjs! eq>ls iwNks rks eSa dgw¡xk fd t+kj&okj dh eq>s ijokg ughaA eqlhcr lkjh t+kj ls ugha] ekfydkas ls gSA tkjkas ls eaS fuiV y¡xk&cykw ls boku Hk;kud gh D;kas u gksA eaS dg¡xk]w HkS;k cSBs jgks viuh xíh ij vkSj djks ckn'kkgr] vxj ckn'kkgr djus esa gh rqEgsa vkjke feyrk gSA ysfdu ekfydksa ls eq>s fuiV ysus nksA vxj bruk djks] rks eSa rqEgas flagklu ij lksus dh tathj ls ck¡èk nw¡ fd dHkh vyx gh u gks mlls] vkSj ogha cSBk dj iwtrk jg¡w rqEga---Þs ^Hkw[k&jkt* i<+us ds ckn mlus dgk % ß;gh rks ckr gSA cs'kd!Þ igys&igy mls v'eeqfnzr fd;k gqvk ijpk feyk] rks og cksyk % ßfdlus fy[kk gS] ;kj] bls\ cgqr lki+$] Li"V fy[krk gSA esjh vksj ls fy[kusokys dks 'kqfØ;k dg nsukAÞ¹

¹ op ck[k+] vkidks /kU;oknA ¼xksdhZ dh fVIi.kh½

#cRlkso dks Kku dh vfeV Hkw[k FkhA 'kkiksf'udkso ds bZ'oj fojksèkh rdk±s dks og vkrqj vkSj ,dkxz gksdj lqurk ekuks ,d&,d 'kCn dks ih jgk gksA og ?k.Vkas cSBk fdrkcksa ds lEcUèk esa esjh ckrsa lquk djrkA flj ihNs Qsaddj VsaVqvk fudky ysrk vkSj [kq'kh ls f[kyf[kykdj g¡lrk rFkk mRlkfgr gksdj dgrk % ßokg! okg! vkneh dk fnekx Hkh D;k yktokc pht+ gS!Þ chekj vk¡[kkas ds dkj.k og [kqn eqf'dy ls i<+ ldrk FkkA ysfdu mls cgqr&lh ckrkas dh vPNh tkudkjh Fkh vkSj vDlj eq>s pfdr dj nsrk Fkk % ßteZuh eas ,d c<+bZ gS] ftldk xtc dk rst+ fnekx gSA [kqn ckn'kkg mlls lykg ysus ds fy, mls vius ikl cqyk;k djrk gSAÞ FkksM+h ftjg djus ij Kkr gqvk fd og cscsy ds ckjs eas dg jgk FkkA ßrqEgsa mlds ckjs esa dSls ekywe\Þ ßeq>s ekywe gS]Þ mlus viuk xqeVksa ls Hkjk flj dkuh m¡xyh ls [kqtykrs gq, laf{kIr mÙkj fn;kA ft+Unxh dh pgy&igy vkSj leL;kvkas eas 'kkiksf'udkso dh dksbZ fnypLih ugha FkhA mls cl ,d gh èkqu Fkh&bZ'oj dk lQk;k vkSj iknfj;kas dh feêh iyhr djus dhA og eBokfl;kas ls lcls T+;knk ui+$jr djrk FkkA ,d fnu #cRlkso us 'kkfUriwoZd dgk % ß;kdkso] ;kj] ,d ckr crk! D;k ckr gS fd rw lnk bZ'oj ds ihNs gkFk èkksdj iM+k jgrk gS vkSj nwljh pht+ksa dh fi+$Ø ugha rq>s\Þ bl ij ;kdkso lnk ls vfèkd dVq gksdj fpYyk;k % ßrw gh crk] nwljh dkSu pht+ gS esjs jkLrs dk jksM+k\ chl lky rd eaS vk¡[k e¡ndjw mleas fo'okl djrk jgk] mlds Mj ls Mjrk jgk vkSj ewd gksdj nqfu;k dh lkjh eqlhcr lgrk jgk] D;kafds mlds fo"k; eas 'kadk Hkh djuk xqukg dgk tkrk FkkA tks rdyhi+$ gS] eqlhcr gS&lHkh mldh et+hZ lsA bl rjg ft+Unxh ukxik'k eas dVhA blds ckn eauS s ckbfcy dks t+jk x+kSj ls i<+uk 'kq: fd;kA rc ns[krk D;k g¡w fd lkjk dk lkjk ekeyk gh <dkslyk gS&'kq: ls vkf[k+j rd <dkslyk] fudhrk!Þ vius gkFkkas dks >qykrs gq,&ekuks ßvn`"V èkkxsÞ dks dkV Mkyus ds fy,&mlus dguk 'kq: fd;k vkSj vk¡[kkas eas vk¡lw Hkj vk;s % ßmlh ds dkj.k vkt le; ls igys e`R;q ds eq¡g eas tk jgk g¡!Þw esjh tku&igpku ds vkSj Hkh dbZ fnypLi yksx FksA vDlj eaS iqjkus lkfFk;kas ls feyus lsE;ksukso dh csdjh Hkh pyk tk;k djrk FkkA mUgas lnk eq>ls feydj vkSj esjh ckras lqudj [kq'kh gksrh FkhA ij #cRlkso vnfejkYrs;Ldk;k Lykscksnk bykds eas vkSj 'kkiksf'udkso dkcku unh ds ml ikj rkrkjkas ds eqgYys eas jgrk Fkk]

74 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

;kuh ,d nwljs ls yxHkx ik¡p osLrkZ nwjA vr% muls cgqr gh de eqyko+$kr gksrh

FkhA os esjs ;gk¡ vk gh ugha ldrs Fks] D;ksafd mUgsa cSBkus ds fy, esjs ikl txg

u FkhA blds vykok] u;s ukuckbZ dh] tks i+$kSt ls gVk;k flikgh Fkk] jktuhfrd

iqfylokykas ls [k+klh ?kfu"Brk FkhA gekjh csdjh ds Bhd ihNs jktuhfrd iqfyl

dk;kZy; FkkA ßuhyh ojnhokysÞ rxM+s toku vDlj pgkjnhokjh yk¡?kdj vius

vi+$lj] duZy xkaxknZ ds fy, feBkb;k¡ vkSj vius fy, iko&jksVh ysus vk;k djrs FksA blds vykok eq>s ;g le>k;k x;k fd eSa yksxksa ds lkFk T+;knk ?kqyw¡&feyw¡ ugha] rkfd csdjh ij iqfyl dk 'kd u c<+ tk;sA eaS Li"V ns[k jgk Fkk fd esjs dke eas dksbZ rqd ugha jg x;h gSA O;kogkfjdrk

ls 'kwU; e.Myh ds yksx frt+ksjh ls tc ftrus pkgrs #i;s fudky ysrs FksA vkSj

;g vknr c<+rh tk jgh FkhA gkykr ;gk¡ rd igq¡p x;h Fkh fd dHkh&dHkh vkVs okys dks pqdrk djus ds fy, Hkh frtksjh eas #i;s ugha jgrs FksA nsjsUdkso viuh nk<+h [khaprk gqvk mnkl g¡lh g¡ldj dgrk % ßns[kks ysuk] tYnh gh fnokyk fudy tk;sxk bl nqdku dhAÞ mldh leL;k,¡ Hkh c<+rh tk jgh FkhA yky ckykaokyhs ukLR;k dks cPpk gksusokyk FkkA og ukfxu dh rjg Qq¡dkj NksM+rh FkhA mldh gjh vk¡[kkas eas lkjh nqfu;k ds izfr vfHk;ksx dk Hkko FkkA vkUnsbz Z ds lkeus og ;kas fudy tkrh] ekuks ns[kk gh ugha mldksA og nks"kh dh Hkk¡fr nk¡r fuiksM+dj mldk jkLrk NksM+ nsrk vkSj fu%'okl NksM+rkA dHkh&dHkh og eq>ls f'kdk;r djus yxrk % ßfcYdqy cpiuk gks jgk gS] HkkbZA ftls tks gkFk yxrk gS] ys ysrk gSA D;k rqd jg x;h gS bl pht+ ea\s ,d fnu vius fy, vkèkk ntZu eksts+ [k+jhndj yk;k Fkk] ,dne lc mM+ x;sAÞ ekst+kas dh dgkuh lqudj g¡lh vkrh FkhA ij eaS g¡lk ughaA LokFkZghu] fouez nsjsUdkso us bl mi;ksxh dkj&ckj dks pkyw j[kus ds okLrs viuk lc dqN U;ksNkoj dj fn;k FkkA ysfdu ;kj yksx Fks fd dqN lkspus&le>us dh t+:jr gh ugha eglwl djrs FksA os cuh&cuk;h pht+ dks yqVkdj [k+Re dj nsus ij rqy x;s FksA nsjsUdkso ftu yksxkas dh lsok dj jgk Fkk] muls ÑrKrk dh vis{kk ugha Fkh mlsA ysfdu gennhZ dk lywd&nksLrkuk O;ogkj&ikus dk vfèkdkj mls vo'; FkkA ij ;gk¡ rks mldk vHkko FkkA mldk ifjokj fNUu&fHkUu gksrk tk jgk FkkA cki dks èkeZ dh lud yx x;h FkhA NksVk HkkbZ 'kjkc vkSj b'o+$ckt+h ds pDdj eas iM+ x;k FkkA cgu ekuks ?kj eas ,d vt+uch FkhA yky ckykaokys s fo|kFkhZ ds lkFk mldk isez py jgk Fkk&vlQy] vHkkxk iseAz vDlj mldh vk¡[kas jksus ds dkj.k lwth jgrh FkhaA eaS ml fo|kFkhZ ls ui+$jr djus yxkA

,slk yxrk Fkk fd ejh;k nsjsUdksok ds lkFk eq>s [kqn isez gks x;k FkkA blds vykok eaS uknsTnk 'psckZrksok ds isez ds Q¡ns eas Hkh fxj¶+rkj FkkA og gekjh nqdku eas gh dke djrh Fkh&nksgjh nsg] yky xky vkSj Hkjs gkaB]s ftuij lnk eèkqj eqLdku dh js[kk f[kaph jgrh FkhA esjs Åij vke rkSj ls vkf'kdh dk Hkwr lokj jgrk FkkA esjh mez] esjk pfj=k vkSj esjk foÜk`a[ky thou&lHkh dk ;g ro+$kt+k Fkk fd eSa ukjh lalxZ dh [kkst d:¡A ,slh ckr u Fkh fd ;g uohu ekufld izo`fÙk le; ls igys mfnr gqbZ gks&cfYd nsj ls gh vk;h Fkh ogA ukjh ds dksey lkfUuè; dh&de ls de ukjh ds eS=khiw.kZ ln~Hkko dh&eq>s vko';drk FkhA eaS pkgrk Fkk fd dksbZ ,slh gks] ftlls [kqydj vius ckjs esa ckrsa dj ldw¡] tks esjs my>s fopkjksa dks] efLr"d esa pDdj yxkusokyh fofoèk vuqHkwfr;ksa dks lqy>kus vkSj l¡okjus esa esjh lgk;rk dj ldsA esjk dksbZ ?kfu"B fe=k ugha FkkA tks yksx eq>s ßifj"dkj djus ;ksX; dPpk elkykÞ le>rs Fks] muds izfr LoHkkor% esjk f[kapko u Fkk] muls [kqydj ckr djus dh esjh bPNk ugha gksrh FkhA mudh fnypLih ds fo"k; fu;r FksA mu fo"k;kas ds ckgj eaS dksbZ izlax NsM+us dh dksf'k'k djrk] rks os i+$kSju dg mBrs % ßNksM+ks ;s ckrsa!Þ xwjh IysrU;kso dks fxj¶+rkj djds lsaV ihVlZcxZ dh tsy esa Hkst fn;k x;kA ;g [kcj lcls igys fudhi+$ksfjp us eq>s nhA ,d fnu rM+ds gh jkLrs eas mlls HkaVs gks x;hA og fdlh fopkj eas Mwck gqvk iVjh ij lkeus ls pyk vk jgk FkkA lhus ij lkjs rexs+ [ku[kuk jgs FksA ,slk ekywe gks jgk Fkk ekuks ijsM ls ykSV jgk gksA cx+y eas vkus ij mlus gkFk mBkdj lyke fd;k vkSj dqN dgs fcuk ikj gks x;kA ysfdu vkxs c<+ tkus ds ckn ;o+$k;o+$ #ddj viuh :[kh] ddZ'k vkokt+ esa cksyk % ßxwjh vysDlkUnzksfop vkt jkr dks fxj¶+rkj gks x;kA---Þ blds ckn pkjkas vksj fNih&fNih ut+j Mkydj gkFkkas dks grk'k <ax ls >qykrs gq, mlus èkhes Loj eas dgk % ßcjckn gks x;k cspkjk!Þ mldh èkwÙkZ vk¡[kksa esa vk¡lw tSlh dksbZ pht+ ped mBhA IysrU;kso dks fxj¶+rkjh dh vk'kadk FkhA ;g eq>s ekywe FkkA mlus eq>s vius ls nwj gh jgus dh psrkouh nh Fkh vkSj #cRlkso dks Hkh vkxkg dj nsus dks dgk FkkA #cRlkso dks og Hkh esjh rjg gh I;kj djrk FkkA vk¡[ksa t+ehu ij xM+k;s] fudhi+$ksfjp 'kq"d Loj esa cksyk % ßvktdy vkrs D;kas ugha esjh rji+$\---Þ

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ml fnu 'kke dks eaS mlds ;gk¡ x;kA og vHkh lksdj mBk Fkk vkSj iy¡x ij

cSBdj Dokl ih jgk FkkA mldh choh f[kM+dh ds ikl >qdh cSBh mlds irywu dh ejEer dj jgh FkhA

?kus ykseksa ls vkPNkfnr Nkrh [kqtykrs] vkSj esjh vksj è;kueXu eqnzk esa ns[krs

gq, og cksyk %

ß;gh rks ckr gSA gt+jr idM+s x;sA mlds ikl ls ,d irhyk fudyk] ftleas og t+kj ds f[k+yki+$ ijps Nkius ds fy, L;kgh rS;kj fd;k djrk FkkAÞ t+ehu ij [k[kkj Qadus s ds ckn og viuh choh ij xqjkZ;k % ßyk bèkj ns irywu!Þ ßvHkh nsrh g¡]Þw mlus flj mBk;s fcuk gh tokc fn;kA vkSjr dh vksj vk¡[k ls b'kkjk djrs gq, cqïk cksyk % ß;g mlds fy, nq[kh gSA jksrh jgh gSA nq[k D;k eq>s ugha gS\ ysfdu t+kj dh rko+$r ds vkxs ,d ekewyh fo|kFkhZ dh Hkyk D;k fclkr gS\Þ diM+s igudj og cksyk %

ßeaS vHkh vkrk g¡---w rc rd rw leksokj lqyxk ysAÞ

mldh choh cqr dh rjg cSBh jgh&f[kM+dh ls ckgj ut+j xM+k;sA ysfdu T;kas gh mldh ihB fQjh] og QqrhZ ls ?kweh vkSj njokt+s dh vksj eqDdk rkudj cksyh % ß'kSrku cqïk dgha dk! Fkw!Þ mldk Loj rh[kk vkSj dVq FkkA jksrs&jksrs mldh vk¡[kas lwt x;h FkhaA ck;ha vk¡[k ij dkys jax dk uhy iM+ x;k Fkk vkSj og yxHkx eq¡n x;h FkhA og mBdj pwYgs ds utnhd x;hA leksokj ds Åij >qddj og Qq¡dkjus yxh % ßBgj tk rw&eaS Hkh ,slk et+k p[kkÅ¡xh rq>s fd tUe Hkj ;kn j[ksxkA ,sls

Qsj eas Mky¡xhw fd NBh dk nwèk ;kn vk tk;sxkA rqe mldh ckrkas eas er vkuk&Hkwydj Hkh ugha! og rqEgas Hkh Q¡lkus ds Qsj eas gSA ljklj >wB cksyrk gSA og D;k nq[kh gksxk fdlh ds okLrsA mls rks f'kdkj pkfg,] f'kdkjA rqe yksxkas ds ckjs eas mls lc ekywe gSA mldk is'kk gh ;g gS&vkneh dk f'kdkj djuk---Þ

og esjs ut+nhd vk x;h vkSj ;kpuk ds nhu Loj eas cksyh %

ßFkksM+k ykM+ ns nks eq>s HkhAÞ

;g vkSjr xUnh yxrh Fkh eq>sA ij viuh ,dek=k mi;ksxh vk¡[k eas ,slk nnZ

Hkjdj mlus esjh vksj ns[kk fd eaS vius dks jksd u ldkA eauS s mldh dej eas gkFk Mky fn;k vkSj mlds my>s ckyksa dks lqy>kus yxkA os eksVs vkSj eSy ls Hkjs FksA eauS s iwNk % ßvktdy og fdldk ihNk dj jgk gS\Þ

ßfjCuks;kZn~Ldk;k lM+d ds cksfM±x eas dqN yksx ga]S mUgha dkAÞ ßuke D;k gS mudk\Þ og eqLdjkdj cksyh % ßrqEgkjs loky mls crk n¡\w ;g yks vk gh x;k og--- cspkjs xwjh dks blh us idM+ok;k gSAÞ vkSj esjs ut+nhd ls Hkkxdj og pwYgs ds ikl pyh x;hA fudhi+$ksfjp vius lkFk jksVh] eqjCck vkSj oksndk yk;kA geyksx pk; ihus cSB x;sA mldh choh ejhuk esjh cx+y eas cSBh Fkh vkSj cM+s I;kj ls eq>s f[kyk jgh FkhA mldh ,dek=k mi;ksxh vk¡[k dh fLuXèk n`f"V esjs psgjs ij xM+h gqbZ FkhA mèkj mldk ifr mins'k ns jgk Fkk eq>s % ßvn`"V èkkxk yksxkas ds dysts ds Hkhrj] gfì;kas rd ds vUnj] lek;k gqvk gSA fdldh et+ky gS fd mls ukspdj vyx dj lds ;k m[kkM+ lds\ tkj rks Hkxoku dh rjg gS yksxkas ds fy,AÞ gBkr~ mlus iz'u fd;k % ßrqe rks bruh fdrkcas i<+s gq, gksA bathy i<+h gS dHkh\ vPNk rks crkvks D;k [k+;ky gS rqEgkjk % mleas tks fy[kk gS D;k og lc lgh gS\Þ ßeaS ugha tkurkAÞ ßesjk rks [k+;ky gS fd mlesa cgqr lkjh csdkj dh ckrsa fy[kh gqbZ gSaA elyu] fHk[kkfj;kas dks gh ys yksA fy[kk gS fd mUgas izHkq dk ojnku izkIr gS] Hkyk dkSu&lk ojnku gS muds Åij\ bl rjg dh ckras csrqdh gks tkrh gaS t+jkA vkSj dqy feykdj ns[kks rks x+jhckas ds ckjs eas tks dqN fy[kk gS og Li"V ughaA x+jhc Hkh nks rjg ds gksrs ga&,d]S tks x+jhc gS vkSj nwljs] tks x+jhc cuk fn;s x;s gaAS tks x+jhc gaS gh] os Hkyk fdl dke ds\ gk¡] tks x+jhc gks x;s ga]S muds ckjs eas vycÙkk dg ldrs gaS fd lEHko gS dqN le; ds fy, fdLer dh ekj iM+h gks muijA bu ckrkas dks blh n`f"V ls ns[kuk csgrj gSAÞ ßD;ka\Þs og dqN nsj rd pqi cSBk jgkA mldh vk¡[kas eq>s i<+us dh dksf'k'k dj jgha FkhaA ekSu Hkax dj mlus fQj cksyuk 'kq: fd;k&gj 'kCn dk Li"V mPpkj.k djrs gq,] rkSy&rkSydjA t+kfgj Fkk] bu fopkjkas ds ihNs xgu fpUru fNik FkkA ßbathy eas d#.kk dk xhr xk;k x;k gSA d:.kk gkfudj oLrq gSA esjk rks] HkkbZ] ;gh [k+;ky gSA d#.kk dk eryc D;k gksrk gS\ ;g fd csdkj yksxkas ij] izk;% ,sls yksxksa ij] tks gkfuizn Hkh gSa] <sj ls #i;s cjckn fd;s tk;sa&vkSj eksgrkt[k+kus] tsy[k+kus vkSj ikxy[k+kus [kksyus eas #i;s tk;aAs enn njvly mudh gksuh pkfg,]

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tks 'kfDreku ga]S LoLFk ga]S rkfd mUgas NksVh&NksVh pht+kas eas viuh 'kfDr dk viO;;

u djuk iM+sA ysfdu ;gk¡ rks myVk gh ekeyk gSA yksx lgk;rk djrs gaS rks

det+ksjkas dhA det+ksj D;k rqEgkjh lgk;rk djus ls 'kfDreku gks tk;sxk\ ysfdu ugha] yksx myVh gh gk¡drs gaAS urhtk D;k gksrk gS\ 'kfDrekukas dh 'kfDr csdkj

[k+pZ gkss tkrh gS vkSj det+ksj muij ?kqM+lokjh djrs gaAS vlyh leL;k ;gh gSA blh rjg geyksx cgqr&lh ckrkas eas yhd ihVrs pys vk jgs gaAS vc mUgas cnyuk gksxkA fnekx+ ls dke ysuk gksxkA bathy eas tc dh ckras fy[kh x;h ga]S rc ls t+ekuk cgqr cny pqdk gSA vc ft+Unxh dk flyflyk nwljk gh gSA bl IysrU;kso dks

gh ys yksA blh d#.kk dh otg ls mldk ;g gky gqvkA yksx fHk[ke¡xkas dks nku

ck¡V nsrs gSa] ij fo|kFkhZ rckg gksrs gSaA dSlh vD+yeUnh gS blesa\Þ

,sls fopkjksa ls igys Hkh esjk ikyk iM+ pqdk Fkk] ij brus mxz :i esa eSa mUgsa igyh ckj lqu jgk Fkk&ftruk fd yksx lksprs gSa] mlls dgha vfèkd pheM+ vkSj O;kid gSa ;s fopkjA lkr lky ckn eSa uhR'ks ds ckjs esa i<+rs le; dt+ku ds bl iqfylokys dk n'kZu eq>s ;kn vk x;kA yxs gkFk eaS ;g Hkh dg n¡w fd fdrkckas

esa eq>s dksbZ ,slk fopkj de gh feyk] ftlls okLrfod thou esa dgha u dgha esjh

HkaVs u gks pqdh gksA vkSj ßeuq";kas dk f'kdkjhÞ cqïk cksyrk pyk tk jgk FkkA lkFk gh mldh m¡xfy;k¡ Vsª ij rky nsrh tk jgh FkhaA mlds lw[ks psgjs rFkk ekFks ij cy iM+s gq, Fks] ysfdu mldk #[k+ esjh vksj u Fkk] og niZ.k dh rjg pedus okys rk¡cs ds leksokj dks ?kwj jgk FkkA mldh choh us nks ckj mls ;kn fnyk;k % ßM~;wVh dk oD+r gks x;k gSAÞ ij mèkj è;ku u nsdj og fopkjkas dh Mksjh eas

'kCnkas dk xt+jk x¡Fkrkw pyk tk jgk Fkk vkSj lglk ckrkas dk Øe cny x;k % ßrqe ew[kZ ugha gks] i<+s&fy[ks Hkh gks csdjh esa et+nwjh djuk rqEgsa 'kksHkk ugha nsrkA bruk #i;k&cfYd mlls Hkh vfèkd& rks rqe t+kj dh vkSj dksbZ lsok djds dek ldrs gks---Þ eaS mldh ckras lqu jgk Fkk vkSj lksp jgk Fkk fd fdl rjg fjCuks;kZn~Ldk;k

eas jgusokys mu vifjfpr yksxkas dks lkoèkku fd;k tk;s fd fudhi+$ksfjp mudk

ihNk dj jgk gSA ml cksfM±x eas lsxZbs Z lksekso uked ,d vkneh jgrk Fkk] tks dbZ o"kZ rd ;kyqrksjksOLd esa fuokZflr jgdj gky gh esa ykSVk FkkA eSaus mlds ckjs esa cgqr&lh fnypLi ckras lqu j[kh FkhaA iqfylokys dk cksyuk tkjh Fkk % ßle>nkj vknfe;ksa dks feydj jguk pkfg,&NÙks esa eèkqefD[k;ksa ;k cjks± dh

rjgA tkj dh gqdwer---Þ ß?kM+h rks ns[kks] t+jkA ukS ct x;s]Þ vkSjr us dgkA ßvjs cki!Þ dgdj fudhi+$ksfjp mB [kM+k gqvk vkSj yxk tYnh&tYnh dksV ds cVu yxkusA ßxkM+h ys y¡xkAw vPNk lyke] esjs ukStoku nksLr! fQj vk tkuk dHkh---Þ ckgj fudydj eauS s fu'p; dj fy;k fd vc fQj dHkh mlds ;gk¡ ugha vkÅaxkA mldh ckras cM+h fnypLi Fkha] ij mls ns[kdj f?ku vkrh FkhA d#.kk ls uqdlku gksus dh mldh ckr us eq>s ijs'kkuh eas Mky fn;k FkkA ,d&,d 'kCn fnekx eas tkdj cSB x;k Fkk vkSj Hkqyk;s ugha Hkwyrk FkkA mueas eq>s lPpkbZ dk va'k fn[kk;h ns jgk Fkk] ij iqfylokys ds eq¡g ls vDyeUnh dh ckras fudys ;g pht+ [ky jgh FkhA

bl fo"k; ij vDlj fookn pyk djrs FksA ,d fookn dh eq>s fo'ks"k ;kn gS] D;kafds mlus cM+h Øwjrk ls esjk ekufld lUrqyu u"V dj fn;k FkkA mu fnukas ,d ßrksyLrks;oknhÞ 'kgj eas vk;k FkkA fdlh ßrksyLrks;oknhÞ ls esjh og igyh eqyko+$kr FkhA og yEck vkneh Fkk&ulas mHkjh gqb±] lk¡oyk jax] cdjs tSlh dkyh nk<+h vkSj gfC'k;ksa tSls eksVs gksaBA mldh ihB >qdh gqbZ Fkh] ftlls ,slk yxrk Fkk ekuks t+ehu dks ?kwj jgk gksA ij dHkh&dHkh >kads ls og viuk vèkxatk eLrd ihNs dh vksj >qdkdj Åij ns[kus yxrkA viuh dkyh] ue vk¡[kkas dh rst+ ped ls nkxrk Fkk&mldh rh[kh ut+jkas eas ?k`.kk dh Tokyk Fkha fo'ofo|ky; ds ,d izksQslj ds ?kj xks"Bh gqbZA mleas cgqr&ls ukStokukas us Hkkx fy;kA mueas ,d ukVk Njgjk iknjh Hkh FkkA og èkeZ'kkL=k dk ekLVj FkkA iknfj;kas ds dkys js'keh pksxs eas mlds lq?kM+ psgjs dh xksjkbZ vkSj Hkh fu[kj jgh FkhA mldh lnZ] Hkwjh vk¡[kkas eas B.Mh eqLdku FkhA rksyLrks;oknh cM+h nsj rd bathy eas fufgr vuwBs Kku vkSj mldh 'kk'orrk ij O;k[;ku nsrk jgkA mldk Loj uhjl FkkA okD; laf{kIr] ij mlds 'kCnkas eas rh[kkiu Fkk ,oa muls lPpk fo'okl yf{kr gksrk FkkA mldk jks,¡nkj ck;k¡ gkFk jg&jgdj gok dks phjrk gqvk Åij ls uhps vkrk FkkA nkfguk gkFk tsc eas FkkA esjs utnhd gh fdlh us QqlQqlkdj dgk % ß,sDVj gS] ,sDVjAÞ ßgk¡] cM+h ukVdh; eqnzk,¡ cukrk gS---Þ dqN gh fnu igys eauS s&lEHkor% Msijª dh fy[kh&,d fdrkc i<+h Fkh] ftleas foKku ds fo#) dSFkksfyd èkeZ ds la?k"kZ dk o.kZu fd;k x;k FkkA eq>s yxk fd ;g izse dh 'kfDr }kjk lalkj dh eqfDr esa rhoz fo'okl djusokys mu yksxksa esa ls

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,d gS] tks yksxkas ds izfr vuqdEik dh fo'kq) isj.kkz ls isfjrz gksdj mudh cksVh&cksVh dkV ldrs vkSj mUgas vkx eas tyk ldrs gaAS og li+$sn o+$eht++ igus Fkk] ftldh vkLrhu [kwc pkSM+h FkhA mlds Åij ,d <hyk&<kyk Hkwjk] NksVk dksV FkkA bl iks'kkd ds dkj.k Hkh og dejs eas cSBs vU; yksxkas ls fHkUu ekywe gksrk FkkA mins'k lekIr djrs gq, og t+ksjnkj Loj eas cksyk % ßlks vki bZlk elhg ds lkFk gaS ;k MkfoZu ds lkFk\Þ dejs ds ,d dksus eas ukStoku yksx cSBs Fks&uo;qod vkSj uo;qofr;kaA muds foLQkfjr us=kkas eas mins'k lqurs oD+r ckjh&ckjh ls vkrad vkSj vkuUn&foàyrk ds Hkko vk&tk jgs FksA oD+rk dk ;g iz'u muds chp iRFkj ds <sys dh rjg vk fxjkA ,slk yxk fd lHkh mlds Hkk"k.k ls LrfEHkr gks x;s FksA lHkh flj >qdk;s fopkjkas esa Mwcs gq, Fks] ,dne ekSuA e'kky dh rjg tyrh fuxkgksa ls dejs dks ,d fljs ls nwljs fljs rd ns[krk gqvk og dBksj Loj esa cksyk % ßdsoy i+$jhlh¹ gh bu ijLij&fojksèkh fl)kUrkas dk leUo; djus dk iz;Ru djsaxsA okLro esa muds tSlk fuyZTt dksbZ ugha] tks ,sls iz;klksa }kjk vius dks rks Bx gh jgs gSa] nwljksa dks Hkh O;FkZ QUns esa Q¡lk jgs gSaAÞ ukVk iknjh mB [kM+k gqvkA mlus cM+h ui+$klr ls viuh vkLrhukas dks lesVk vkSj psgjs ij Ñf=ke eqLdjkgV ykdj Hkk"k.k nsus yxkA mldh okd~èkkjk eas izokg Fkk vkSj fo"k ls cq>h fouezrk % ßvkidh ckrksa ls irk pyrk gS fd Q+jhlh yksxksa ds fo"k; esa vke rkSj ls tks ,d x¡ok: èkkj.kk QSyh gqbZ gS&vkSj tks u dsoy HkkaMh]S cfYd furkUr x+yr Hkh gS&vki Hkh mlh eas fo'okl djrs ga---ÞS vkSj og yxk rdZ djus fd ;gwn ns'k dh turk ds èkeZ'kkL=kkas ds okLrfod oQ+knkj laj{kd i+$jhlh yksx gh Fks vkSj turk us vius 'k=kqvkas ds eqo+$kcys eas lnk mUgha yksxkas dk vuqlj.k fd;kA eaS mlds rdZ ls vokd gks x;kA og cksyk % ßmnkgj.k ds fy,] ¶+ysfo;l tksts+i+$ dks if<+;s---Þ rksyLrks;oknh mNydj mB [kM+k gqvkA rst+h ls gkFkkas dks Hkk¡trs gq, mlus ¶+ysfo;l dks ekuks ,d vksj Bsy fn;k vkSj xjtdj cksyk % ßturk rks vc Hkh vius nksLrkas ds f[kyki+$ gks tkrh gS vkSj nq'eukas ds ihNs pyus yxrh gSA turk viuh et+hZ ls ugha pyrh] mls rks gk¡dk tkrk gS] mlls t+cjnLrh dke djk;k tkrk gSA rqEgkjk ¶+ysfo;l esjs fy, dksbZ ekus ugha j[krkAÞ iknjh rFkk vU; yksxkas us feydj ewy iz'u dh [kky mèksM+ MkyhA vUrr%

¹ i+$jhlh&;gwfn;ksa dk iqjkuk er tks /kkfeZd ijEijkvksa vkSj /keZxzUFkksa ds fyf[kr 'kCnksa dks gh czãokD; ekudj pyrk gSA

cgl ls ewy fo"k; gh ykirk gks x;kA ßlR; gh isez gS]Þ rksyLrks;oknh us t+ksj nsdj dgkA mldh vk¡[kkas ls uQjr vkSj fgdkjr dh fpuxkfj;k¡ QwV jgh FkhaA 'kCnkas ds mu Nydrs I;kykas us eq>s csgks'k dj fn;kA vc eq>s mudk vFkZ gh le> eas ugha vk jgk FkkA 'kCnkas ds ml co.Mj eas iM+dj esjs ik¡okas ds uhps dh èkjrh Mxexkus yxhA eq>s jg&jgdj vius ij Xykfu gks jgh Fkh&vksQ! eaS dSlk tkfgy vkSj eUncqf) gw¡A rksyLrks;oknh dk psgjk jDro.khZ gks jgk FkkA mlls ilhus dks ikaNrks gqvk og xjtdj cksyk % ßbathy dks xksyh ekjksA rHkh vki yksxkas dk >wB cksyuk [k+Re gksxkA bZlk dks ,d ckj fQj lyhc ij p<+k nhft,A bZekunkjh dk ;gh ro+$kt+k gSAÞ esjs lkeus ,d vFkkg iz'u mB [kM+k gqvk % ß;fn èkjrh ij lq[k ds gsrq fujUrj la?k"kZ dk uke thou gS] rks d#.kk vksj izse D;k bl la?k"kZ esa jkg ds jksM+s ugha\Þ eauS s rksyLrks;oknh ds uke vkSj Bgjus dh txg dk irk yxk;kA mldk uke DyksILdh FkkA nwljs fnu 'kke dks eaS mlls feyus x;kA og nks uo;qofr;kas ds ;gk¡ Bgjk gqvk Fkk] tks tehankfjfu;k¡ FkhaA ,d iqjkus fo'kky ykbe isM+ ds uhps est+ yxh Fkh vkSj rksyLrks;oknh nksukas ;qofr;kas ds lkFk ogha cSBk gqvk FkkA yEck vkSj nqcyk] gfì;kas dk <k¡pk] li+$sn oL=k] xys ij o+$eht+ [kqyh gqbZ] ftleas ls dkyk jks,¡nkj lhuk >k¡d jgk Fkk&og fdlh x`gfoghu Hkze.k'khy lUr ds esjs ekufld fp=k ls gwcgw fey jgk Fkk] og lUr] ftlds thou dk ,dek=k y{; lR; dk izlkj djuk gSA og pk¡nh ds pEep ls dVksjs esa ls nwèk vkSj LVªkWcsjh ysdj ets+ ls fuxyrk] eksVs gksaBksa ls pV[kkjk Hkjrk vkSj gj dkSj ds ckn og viuh fcYys tSlh ew¡Nksa ls nwèk dh 'osr c¡nkw as dks Q¡dw ekjdj mM+krk FkkA ,d cgu est+ ds ikl [kM+h gksdj mls ijksl jgh FkhA nwljh Nkrh ij nksuksa gkFk ck¡èks vkSj fpUrueXu eqnzk esa m".k] èkwfey vkdk'k dh vksj n`f"V fd, isM+ ds rus ls lVdj [kM+h FkhA nksuksa cgusa 'kDy&lwjr eas ,d leku FkhaA mUgkaus s gYds cdk;uh jax dh iks'kkd igu j[kh FkhA mlus cM+s izse ls esjs lkFk ckr dh vkSj eq>s izse dh egku ltZukRed 'kfDr ds ckjs eas crk;kA cksyk % isez dh Hkkouk gh ,dek=k Hkkouk gS] tks ßekuo dk fo'okRek vFkkZr~ ml isez ds lkFk rknkRE;Þ LFkkfir dj ldrh gS] ftlls leLr tho vksr&izksr gSA vius izk.kkas eas euq"; dks ;gh Hkkouk fodflr djuh pkfg,A ß;gh ,dek=k cUèku gS] tks euq"; dks ck¡èk ldrk gSA isez ds fcuk thou dks le>uk vlEHko gSA tks yksx la?k"kZ dks thou dk fu;e cukrs ga]S os vUèks ga]S

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mudk fouk'k fuf'pr gSA vkx ls vkx ugha cq>k;h tk ldrhA cqjkbZ ls cqjkbZ dks ugha thrk tk ldrk!Þ dqN nsj ds ckn nksukas yM+fd;k¡] ,d&nwljs dh dej eas gkFk Mkys] ?kj dh vksj ckx+ eas pyh x;haA og vèke¡nhq iydkas ls mudk tkuk ns[krk jgk vkSj tc os vks>y gks x;h] rks eq>ls cksyk % ßysfdu rqe gks dkSu\Þ eSaus tc mls vius ckjs esa crk;k] rks og est+ ij m¡xfy;ksa ls rky nsrs gq, dgus yxk fd vkneh tgk¡ Hkh gks vkSj ftl gSfl;r eas Hkh gks] vkneh gh jgrk gS] vr% mls uhph gSfl;r ls Å¡ph gSfl;r okyk cuus dh vkdka{kk ugha j[kuh pkfg,] cfYd mls pkfg, fd vkRek eas ekuoek=k ds izfr ise&Hkkoukz tkxzr djsA ßoLrqr% vkneh ftruh gh uhph gSfl;r eas gksrk gS] mruk gh thou dh okLrfoD+rk ds&mlds ikou Kku ds&lfUudV gksrk gS---Þ mls Lo;a ;g ßikou KkuÞ izkIr gS fd ugha] blds fo"k; eas eq>s lUnsg Fkk] ij eauS s dqN dgk ughaA mldk eu esjs lkFk ckras djus eas ugha yx jgk FkkA mldh fuxkgkas ls ;g Li"V FkkA mlus mnklhurk ls esjh vksj ns[kk] tEgkbZ yh] gkFkkas dks eLrd ds ihNs djds v¡xM+kbZ yh( iSjkas dks lhèkk fd;k vkSj Fkdku ds Hkko ls iydas uhph dj yha] ekuks v)Zlq"kqIr gksA blh eqnzk eas og cksyrk x;k % ßisez dks vkReleiZ.k--- ;gh thou dk fu;e gS---Þ gBkr~ pkaddjS mlus gkFk gok eas ygjk;k] ekuks dqN idM+ jgk gks vkSj fQj ?kcjkdj esjh vksj ?kwjus yxkA cksyk % ßekQ djukA eaS cgqr Fkdk g¡!Þw vkSj mlus fQj vk¡[kas e¡nw yhaA fQj nk¡r Hkhapdj mUgas fuiksM+ fy;k] ekuks dgha nnZ gks jgk gksA uhps dk gkaBs yVd x;k vkSj Åij dk gkaBs fldqM+ x;k] ftlls mldh fojyh e¡Nkw as ds cSxuh cky [kM+s gks x;sA eaS pyk vk;k ogk¡ ls] mlds izfr fojksèk dh ,d vO;Dr Hkkouk ysdjA eq>s mldh lPpkbZ eas Hkh 'kadk gksus yxh FkhA dqN fnukas ckn mls eauS s ,d fnu [kwc rM+ds fo'ofo|ky; ds jhMj ds dejs eas ns[kkA ;g vkneh vfookfgr vkSj ,d uEcj dk fi;DdM+ FkkA eaS mlds ;gk¡ rktk jksy igq¡pkus x;k FkkA DyksILdh dh lwjr ls izdV gks jgk Fkk ekuks og jkr Hkj lks;k ugha gS&psgjs ij dkfyek vkSj vk¡[ksa yky vkSj lwth gqbZA eq>s ,slk yxk fd og u'ks dh gkyr eas FkkA eksVk f'k{kd dsoy v.Mjfo;j igus i+$'kZ ij cSBk gqvk Fkk] gkFk esa flxkj fy;sA pkjksa vksj est+] dqflZ;k¡ vkSj diM+s&yÙks fc[kjs gq, FksA fc;j dh cgqr&lh [kkyh cksryas i+$'kZ ij iM+h gqb± FkhA u'ks eas pwj og >werk

gqvk fpYyk jgk Fkk % ßn;k djks---Þ DyksILdh Hkh ddZ'k Loj eas ph[k+ jgk Fkk % ßn;k dgk¡ gS! isez dh pDdh ge lcdks ihl Mkysxh] ;k isez ds la?k"kZ eas gekjk lQk;k gks tk;sxkA gj gkyr eas fouk'k fuf'pr gS---Þ esjs dUèkkas dks idM+dj [khaprk gqvk og eq>s jhMj ds ikl ys x;k vkSj cksyk % ßt+jk rqEgha iwNks] HkkbZ] blls&D;k pkgrk gS\ iwNks] pkfg, bls ekuoek=k ds izfr I;kj\Þ jhMj us NyNyk;h vk¡[kkas ls esjh vksj ns[kk vkSj g¡ldj cksyk % ß;g ukuckbZ dk vkneh gS! iSlk fudyrk gS bldk esjs ;gk¡AÞ blds ckn >wers gq, mlus tsc eas gkFk Mkyk vkSj ,d pkHkh fudkydj esjh vksj c<+k nhA cksyk % ßyks] fudky yks] tks dqN Hkh gSAÞ ij rksyLrks;oknh us pkHkh Nhu yh vkSj gkFk dk b'kkjk djds eq>ls cksyk % ßHkkxks ;gk¡ ls! nwljs oD+r iSls ys tkukAÞ esjs yk;s gq, jksyksa dks mlus dksus esa iM+s lksi+$s ij Qsad fn;kA mlus eq>s igpkuk ughaA bldh eq>s [kq'kh gSA isez }kjk fouk'kokyh mldh ckr esjh Le`fr eas xM+ x;hA mlds izfr ?k`.kk ls esjk ân; Hkj x;kA dqN gh fnukas ckn eq>s irk pyk fd ftu yM+fd;kas ds ikl og Bgjk gqvk Fkk] mueas ls ,d ds izfr mlus isez izdV fd;k vkSj mlh fnu nwljh ls Hkh ogh ckr dghA nksukas cguas ,d&nwljh ls Hksn ugha fNikrha FkhA vr% mUgas ckr dk QkSju irk py x;k vkSj mudk g"kZ vius isehz ds izfr Øksèk eas ifjofrZr gks x;kA mUgkaus s njcku }kjk isez ds bl vuUr iqtkjh dks ?kj ls QkSju fonk gks tkus dks dgyok fn;kA gt+jr 'kgj ls gh jQw’pDdj gks x;sA isez vkSj d#.kk dk thou eas D;k LFkku gS&bl tfVy vkSj Hk;kud iz'u ls esjk vkjEHk eas gh ikyk iM+ pqdk FkkA 'kq: eas mldk :i Fkk ,d vLi"V] vifjHkkf"kr vkUrfjd mÙkstuk dkA ckn eas mlus fuEufyf[kr Li"V vkSj fuf'pr iz'u dk :i èkkj.k dj fy;k % ßisez dk egRo D;k gS\Þ eauS s vHkh rd tks dqN i<+k Fkk] mleas bZlkbZ èkeZ ds fopkjkas dh] ekuorkokn dh Nki Fkh] ekuotkfr ds izfr d#.kk dh ân;nzkod iqdkj FkhA ml t+ekus eas eq>s tks vPNs ls vPNs yksx feys] mu lc us cM+s tks'k ls] lqUnj 'kCnksa esa bUgha Hkkoukvksa dks O;Dr fd;kA

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fdUrq eaS okLrfod thou eas tks dqN Hkh ns[krk Fkk] og lc usdh vkSj n;k ls oafpr FkkA eauS s thou dks oSeuL; ,oa Øwjrk dh vVwV _a[kyk ds :i ea&vnuks pht+kas dh izkfIr ds fy, xfgZr] vFkd la?k"kZ ds :i ea&s gh ns[kk FkkA Lo;a eq>s dsoy ,d gh pht+ dh Hkw[k Fkh&fdrkckas dhA vU; lHkh pht+as esjs fy, egÙoghu FkhA QkVd ds ckgj ?k.VkHkj cSBus ij thou dk tks esyk eq>s ut+j vkrk] og vkSj gh FkkA xkM+hokys njcku] et+nwj] ljdkjh deZpkjh] nqdkunkj tks jkLrs ls xqt+jrs Fks&lHkh dk thou esjs vius thou rFkk esjs pqfuUnk nksLrkas ds thou ls fHkUu FkkA

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ml lky ir>M+ tYnh gh 'kq: gks x;h Fkh&lnZ vkSj cjlkrh ir>M+A gj txg

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v[kkM+s esa vkSj yxk vius lkfFk;ksa dks t+ksj&t+ksj ls yydkjus % ß'kkck'k 'ksjks! cqudj Hkkb;ks! vkt ea<dks as dks NBh dk nwèk ;kn djk nks! fudky nks dpwej eNfy;ksa dk!Þ

ml prqj cqïs dk tks'k ns[kdj vpEHkk gks jgk FkkA og ftl di+$'kyrk ls

eYykgkas dh HkhM+ eas jkLrk dkVrk] muds eqDdkas ls gksf'k;kjh ls cprk vkSj dUèkkas ds >Vdkas ls cgqrkas dks èkjk'kk;h djrk gqvk vkxs c<+ jgk Fkk] mls ns[krs gh curk FkkA naxkb;ksa ds eu esa eSy u FkkA os yM+ jgs Fks dsoy et+s ds fy,&i+$kft+y rko+$r ds fudkl ds fy,A dkyh HkhM+ fey&et+nwjkas dks ihNs <dsyrh tk jgh FkhA vkf[k+j iVjkas dk cuk QkVd pjejk mBk vkSj fdlh us g"kZèofu djrs gq, dgk % ßysuk bl xats flikgh dks!Þ nks yM+kds edku dh Nr ij p<+ x;s vkSj ogha ls lqj feykdj xkus yxs %

ge pksj ugha] cVekj ugha

gaS yqPpkas ds] ge ;kj ugha] ge ohj ck¡dqM+s efN;kjs y)M+] dkfgy ykpkj ughaA

v¡èksjs esa dgha iqfyl dh lhVh lquk;h iM+h vkSj onhZèkkfj;ksa ds ihry ds cVu ped mBsA jkLrs ds dhpM+ eas cwVkas dh ipj&ipj dh vkokt+ vkus yxhA xkusokys vkSj >we&>wedj xkus yxs %

ge QSykrs gaS tky ogk¡ gk¡] xM+k gqvk gks eky tgk¡ eksVs lkSnkxj ds ?kj ea]s mlds rg[k+kukas ds nj eaAs

ßfxj iM+k gS! fxjs ij gkFk er pykvks!--Þ ßckck! gks tkvks gksf'k;kj!Þ vUr esa iqfylokys #cRlkso dks] eq>s vkSj nksukas i{k ds ik¡p vkSj vknfe;ksa dks idM+dj Fkkus ys pysA ir>M+ dh dkyh jkr eas uhjork Nk x;hA dsoy gekjs ihNs xhr dh rku gok eas rSj jgh Fkh %

pkyhl eNfy;k¡ ,d lkFk efN;kjs ds vk x;ha gkFkA

#cRlkso cM+h meax eas FkkA Fkwdrs vkSj ukd >kM+rs gq, og cksyk % ßoksYxk dh turk yktokc gS!Þ esjs dku eas mlus pqids ls dgk] ßekSdk ns[kdj rw fudy Hkkx ;gk¡ ls! rw D;kas csdkj gokykr eas tk;sxk\Þ ,d ladjh xyh ds ikl igq¡pdj eaS t+ksj ls HkkxkA ,d yEck Njgjk eYykg Hkh nkSM+kA ge nksukas ,d ds ckn nwljs ckM+kas dks yk¡?krs gq, ukS&nks X;kjg gks x;sA vius I;kjs vkSj cqf)eku nksLr fudhrk #cRlkso ls ;gh esjh vkf[k+jh eqyko+$kr FkhA esjk thou fnukafnus 'kwU; gksrk tk jgk FkkA fo|kfFkZ;kas ds chp csnkjh c<+ jgh FkhA ij ;g ckr esjh le> eas ugha vkrh Fkh fd fo|kfFkZ;kas eas vlUrks"k dk dkj.k D;k gks ldrk gS\ muds vkUnksyu dk mís'; D;k gS\ eq>s dsoy mudk eLrh Hkjk Nk=k thou fn[kk;h nsrk Fkk( mleas tks dfBu la?k"kZ fufgr Fkk] og eaS ugha ns[k ik jgk FkkA eaS lksprk Fkk fd fo'ofo|ky; dk Nk=k gksus ds fy, eaS dfBu ls dfBu ;U=k.kk Hkqxrus dks lg"kZ rS;kj gks tkÅ¡xkA ;fn dksbZ eq>ls dgrk] ßfo'ofo|ky; eas rqEgkjk nkf[k+yk gks tk;sxk] ij mlds fy, gj brokj dks fudksyk;sOLdk;k pkSd eas rqEgas cars [kkuh gksxh]Þ rks eaS mlds fy, Hkh rS;kj gks tkrkA

90 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

,d fnu eSa lsE;ksukso dh csdjh esa igq¡pk] rks irk pyk fd ogk¡ ds et+nwj fo|kfFkZ;kas dks ihVus ds fy, fo'ofo|ky; ij èkkok djus dh ;kstuk cuk jgs gaAS ßyksgs ds M.Mksa ls ekjsaxs]Þ os mUekn esa dg jgs FksA eaS muls cgl djus yxkA ijUrq lglk eauS s ,d fofp=k Hk; ds lkFk ;g eglwl fd;k fd fo|kfFkZ;ksa ds i{k esa cksyus dh okLro esa u rks esjh bPNk gS] u gh esjs ikl blds fy, t+:jh 'kCn gaAS eaS ogk¡ ls mBdj pyk x;kA ml oD+r eq>s ,slk yx jgk Fkk] tSls o"kk±s dk chekj g¡Aw ân; eas ,slh Vhl mB jgh Fkh] tks nck;s u ncrh Fkh vkSj tks ekuks eq>s fuxy tkuk pkgrh FkhA dkcku ds rV ij eaS cM+h jkr rd cSBk] unh ds dkys ty eas <sys Qadrks jgkA ,d gh fopkj] ,d gh :i ea]s f?kjuh dh rjg esjs efLr"d eas pDdj dkV jgk Fkk % ßD;k d:¡\Þ lwusiu ls NqVdkjk ikus ds fy, eauS s csyk ctkuk lh[kuk 'kq: fd;kA jkr dks nqdku eas eaS csys dk fj;kt+ djrk FkkA blls pkSdhnkj rFkk pwgkas dk vkjke gjke gks x;kA laxhr ls eq>s lPpk I;kj Fkk vkSj eaS izk.ki.k ls mleas yx x;kA ysfdu ,d jkst+ esjk ikB py jgk Fkk fd mlh oD+r nks feuV ds fy, eq>s ckgj tkuk iM+kA eauS s nqdku dh frt+ksjh [kqyh NksM+ nh FkhA ykSVdj ns[krk D;k g¡w fd esjs ekLVj lkgc&tks ukV~;'kkyk eas csyk&oknd Fks&njkt+ [kksydj #i;k&iSlk viuh tsckas eas B¡lw jgs gaAS eq>s njokt+s ij ns[kdj mUgkaus s viuk 'kq"d] eqf.Mr psgjk esjh vksj c<+k fn;k vkSj 'kkUr Loj esa cksys % ßBhd gS&ihVks!Þ muds gksaB dk¡i jgs FksA mudh csjax vk¡[kksa ls vk¡lw dh eSyh c¡wns] tks foy{k.k :i ls cM+h&cM+h Fkha] <ydus yxhaA esjs eu esa vk;k fd mls [kwc ihVw¡A bl bPNk dks nckus ds fy, eSa eqfë;ksa dks vius uhps nckdj i+$'kZ ij cSB x;k vkSj mlls njkt eas lkjk #i;k okil j[k nsus dks dgkA mlus tsc [kkyh dj nh vkSj njokt+s dh vksj pyk] ysfdu ;o+$k;o+$ chp eas #ddj tM+rkiw.kZ Å¡ps] Mjkous Loj eas cksyk % ßnl :cy ns nks eq>s!Þ eauS s mls nl :cy ns fn;s( ysfdu laxhr lh[kuk cUn dj fn;kA fnlEcj eas eauS s vkRegR;k dj ysus dk fu'p; fd;kA eauS s ^edkj ds thou dh ,d ?kVuk* 'kh"kZd dgkuh eas bl i+$Slys dh i`"BHkwfe dk o.kZu djus dk iz;Ru fd;k gSA ij mleas eq>s lQyrk ugha feyh gSA dgkuh HkkaMhS vkSj vfiz; gks x;h gS&vkUrfjd lR; ls 'kwU;A fQj Hkh esjk [k+;ky gS fd vkUrfjd lR; dh 'kwU;rk

gh ml dgkuh dk izèkku xq.k gSA rF; fcYdqy lgh&lgh c;ku fd;s x;s gaAS vkSj mudh O;k[;k ,slh gks x;h gS] ekuks og esjh u gksA iwjh dgkuh gh ,slh gks x;h gS] tSls fd og esjs fo"k; eas u gksA ij lkfgfR;d xq.k&voxq.k dh ckr NksM+ nh tk;s] rks eSa dgw¡xk fd blesa esjs fy, dqN lq[kn gS] ekuks eSaus Lo;a ij fot; ik;h gksA

eSaus cktkj ls ,d fjokYoj [k+jhnk] ftlesa pkj xksfy;k¡ FkhaA ,d xksyh eSaus viuh Nkrh eas nkx+ nhA eauS s fny dk fu'kkuk lkèkk Fkk] ij xksyh QsQM+s eas tk yxhA ,d eghus ckn eaS fQj csdjh eas vius dke ij ykSV vk;k&>aiks gqvk] 'kfeZUnkA ysfdu ogk¡ T+;knk fnu ugha BgjkA ,d jkst+ 'kke ds oD+r eaS dkj[k+kus ls ckgj vk jgk Fkk] rks ns[kk fd [k+ks[k+ksy nqdku ds ihNsokyh dksBjh eas f[kM+dh ds ikl cSBk gqvk gSA ekpZ dk eghuk [k+Re gks jgk FkkA og eq¡g esa eksVh flxjsV fy;s èkq,¡ ds xksys mM+krk gqvk] fopkjeXu] mUgha dh vksj rkd jgk FkkA lyke&nqvk fd;s fcuk mlus iwNk % ßFkksM+k oD+r eq>s ns ldrs gks\Þ ßchl feuVAÞ ßrks cSB tkvks] dqN ckras djuh gaAÞS ges'kk dh rjg og eksVs diM+s dk cUn xys dk dksV igus gq, Fkk] ftlds lHkh cVu cUn FksA mldh lfu;k nk<+h us pkSM+h Nkrh dks <¡d j[kk FkkA mlds gBhys eLrd ds Åij NksVs] dM+s cky [kM+s FksA iSjksa esa Hkkjh nsgkrh twrs Fks] ftuls dksyrkj dh rst+ xUèk vk jgh FkhA mlus 'kkUr Loj eas dguk vkjEHk fd;k % ßD;ksa] tukc] esjs ;gk¡ pyksxs\ eSa vktdy ØkLuksohnksoks xk¡o esa gw¡A oksYxk ls tkus esa ;gk¡ ls iSarkfyl osLrkZ iM+sxkA ogha eSaus ,d nqdku [kksy j[kh gSA rqe nqdku esa enn djksxsA mlesa rqEgkjk T+;knk oD+r ugha yxsxkA esjs ikl fdrkcksa dk cgqr vPNk laxzg gSA eaS vè;;u eas rqEgkjh enn d:¡xkA cksyks] Lohdkj gS\Þ ßgk¡AÞ ßvPNk rks 'kqØokj dks losjs N% cts dqckZrkso ?kkV ij vk tkukA ogk¡ iwN ysuk ØkLuksohnkso dh uko dkSu lh gSA ekfyd dk uke gS oklhyh ikudksoA ysfdu iwNus dh rqEgas t+:jr gh ugha iM+sxh] D;kafds eaS rqels igys gh igq¡p tkÅ¡xkA vPNk rks lyke!Þ og mB [kM+k gqvk vkSj mlus viuh pkSM+h gFksyh esjh vksj c<+k nhA blds ckn Hkhrj dh tsc ls Hkkjh I;kt tSlh pk¡nh dh ,d ?kM+h fudkydj og cksyk %

92 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

ßns[kks] ge yksxkas dks fli+$Z N% feuV gh yxsA gk¡] ;g rks crkuk Hkwy gh x;k&esjk uke gS fe[kkbyks vUrksuksfop jkseklA le>s\Þ og ihNs eqM+dj ns[ks fcuk pyk x;k] n`<+ o+$ne j[krk vkSj vius Hkkjh fo'kky 'kjhj dks QqrhZ ls vkxs c<+krk gqvkA nks fnu ckn eaS ØkLuksohnksoks ds fy, jokuk gks x;kA oksYxk ds o{k ij gekjh uko pyh tk jgh gSA unh dks fge ds cUèku ls eqDr gq, T+;knk fnu ugha gq, gaAS ci+$Z ds cM+s&cM+s 'osr [k.M] ftuds vax&vax ls ikuh fjl jgk gS] ikuh dh xUnyh èkkjk ds lkFk rSjrs pys tk jgs gaAS gekjh uko c<+dj muds ikl igq¡p tkrh gS vkSj os uko ds fdukjs ls jxM+ [kk&[kkdj pV[kus yxrs gaAS tc fdUgha VqdM+kas ls gekjh uko Vdjkrh gS rc os pdukpwj gks tkrs gaS vkSj mueas ls rst+ ukadnkjs fdjpas lh cjlus yxrh gaAS rst+ gok cg jgh gS] ftlls ikuh meaxs ysrk gqvk rhj rd p<+ tkrk gSA fge[k.Mkas ds fdukjs uhys niZ.k dh rjg ped jgs gaS vkSj muls jfo&fdj.kkas dk pdkpkaèkS djus okyk izdk'k izfrfcfEcr gks jgk gSA cDlka]s ihikas vkSj cksjkas ds Hkkj ls nch uko iky ds lgkjs vkxs c<+h tk jgh gSA ikudkso ds gkFk eas irokj gSA og fdlku ukStoku gS] ftlus [kwc BkBnkj iks'kkd igu j[kh gSA HksM+ dh [kky dh mldh tkdsV eas jax&fcjaxs csy&cwVs d<+s gaAS mldk psgjk fLFkj vkSj vk¡[kas Hkkoghu gaAS og cgqr de cksyrk gSA fdlkukas tSlk mleas dqN Hkh ugha gSA uko dh xygh ij ikudkso dk ukSdj gS&dqdwf'du& eSyk&dqpSyk] ukVkA mldh QVh tkdsV jLlh ls c¡èkh gqbZ gS vkSj mlds flj ij eqM+h&fpeqM+h Vksih gS] tks dHkh fdlh iknjh dh jgh gksxhA eq¡g ij uhy vkSj [kjkaps s gSaA mlds gkFk esa eYykgksa dk yEck dk¡Vk gS] ftlls ci+$Z ds VqdM+ksa dks Bsyrs gq, og xqjkZdj dgrk gS % ßvcs--- bèkj dgka pyk vk jgk gS---Þ iky ds ikl iM+s lUnwdkas ij eaS vkSj jksekl cSBs gaAS jksekl 'kkUr Loj eas dgrk

gS %

ßxk¡o ds yksx eq>s ugha pkgrs&[k+kldj èkuh fdlkuA rqEgkjs lkFk Hkh os ;gh lywd djsaxsAÞ dqdwf'du xygh ij dk¡Vk j[kdj viuk fo{kr psgjk gekjh vksj djrk gS vkSj fo"k; eas jl ysrk gqvk dgrk gS % ßvUrksuksfop! lcls T+;knk rks iknjh vkils ukjkt+ jgrk gS---Þ ßBhd ckr gS]Þ ikudkso cksykA ßrqe mldh vk¡[kkas dk dk¡Vk gks] ml f?kukSus fiYys dh vk¡[kkas dk!Þ ßysfdu xk¡o esa cgqr&ls gekjs nksLr Hkh gSaA os rqEgkjs Hkh nksLr gksaxs]Þ [k+ks[k+ksy

dgrk x;kA gok eas lnhZ gSA ekpZ dh èkwi eas vHkh xehZ ughaA isM+kas dh ikrghu dkyh Vgfu;k¡ rV ij fgy jgha gaAS dgha&dgha igkM+h fdukjs dh njkjkas eas ;k dxkj eas yxh >kfM+;kas dh Nk¡g eas vHkh Hkh e[k+eyh ci+$Z tek gSA unh dk o{k cgrs fge[k.Mkas ls Hkjk gqvk gS] tks ,sls yxrs gSa tSls pjkxkg esa HksM+ksa dk xYykA eq>s yxk tSls LoIuyksd eas fopj.k dj jgk g¡Aw dqdwf'du us viuh ikbi eas rEckdw Hkjk vkSj yxk n'kZu c?kkjus % ßekuk fd vki iknjh dh tks: ugha gaAS fQj Hkh mldh rks ;gh M~;wVh gS&lHkh dks I;kj djuk] izk.khek=k dks isez djuk&tSlk fd fdrkckas eas fy[kk gSAÞ jksekl us g¡lrs gq, iwNk % ß;g rks crkvks rqEgkjs psgjs dh ;g xr fdlus cuk;h gS\Þ ß;kas ghA dqN yqPps&yi+$¡xs Fks&'kk;n pksês jgs gkaxs s]Þ mlus mis{kk ds lkFk dgkA fQj cM+s xoZ ls crkus yxk % ßekj rks eq>s njvly ,d ckj i+$kStokyksa dss gkFkksa iM+h FkhA rksi[k+kus ds vkneh FksA eSa cp dSls x;k] ;gh rkTtq+c gSAÞ ßD;kas ihVk Fkk mUgkaus s\Þ ikudkso us iwNkA ßfdlus&dyokykas us] ;k flikfg;kas us\Þ ßvPNk--- dy ihVusokykas dh gh crkvksAÞ ß;g Hkh dksbZ crk ldrk gS fd yksx D;kas ekj&ihV 'kq: dj nsrs ga\S gekjs ns'k ds yksx rks le> yks fd lhaxnkj cdjs ga&dkS sbZ ckr gqbZ vkSj >V lhax ekjus yxs! eqDdsckth djuk viuh M~;wVh le>rs ga!ÞS jksekl cksyk % ßeaS rks le>rk g¡w fd rqe gj txg viuh t+cku ds dkj.k fiVrs gksA rqEgkjh thHk ij yxke ugha---Þ ßgks ldrk gS! LoHkko FkksM+k gS esjk ftKklq&yksxkas ls gj ckr ij loky iwNrk jgrk g¡]w D;kafds u;h ckr tkuus ls cM+k vPNk yxrk gSAÞ uko dk fljk ci+$Z ds ,d <ksads ls Vdjk;kA nwljk <ksadk cM+s t+ksjksa ls uko ds fdukjs dks jxM+rk gqvk&lk fudy x;kA dqdwf'du fxjrs&fxjrs cpkA l¡Hkydj mlus fQj gkFk eas dk¡Vk ys fy;kA ikudkso us mykguk nsrs gq, dgk % ßLrsiku! D;k dj jgs gks\ mèkj Hkh è;ku j[kks!Þ dqdwf'du ci+$Z dks Bsyrk gqvk cqncqnk;k % ßrc gesa ckrksa esa D;ksa my>krs gks\ dke vkSj xi nksuksa eSa ,d lkFk ugha dj ldrkAÞ

94 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

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ugha pkfg,A esy gh mudk lc dqN gS vkSj esy gh mudh rko+$r gSA ysfdu os xk¡ookykas dks yM+k;k djrs ga&lnkS vkx eas ?kh Mkyuk gh mudk is'kk gSA blhfy;s dgrk g¡w fd ;s yksx ,d uEcj ds nq"V ga&[kS qn vius gh nq'euA [k+ks[k+ksy dks gh ys yks] ns[k yks cspkjs dks os fdruk lrk jgs gSa!Þ mldh lqUnjrk vkSj enkZukiu ds dkj.k vkSjras mldh vksj cgqr f[kaprh FkhaA muds dkj.k mls dHkh pSu ugha feyrk FkkA og [kqys fny ls o+$cwy djrk % ß>wB ugha cksyw¡xkA vkSjrksa us eq>s fcxkM+ fn;k gSA muds ifr;ksa dks ;g ckr ilUn ughaA vkSj Bhd gh gS] eaS Hkh mudh txg gksrk] rks eq>s ;g ckr dHkh u #prhA ij vkSjr Hkyk Bqdjk;h tk ldrh gS\ ogh rks vkneh dh nwljh tku gSA cspkfj;kas dh ft+Unxh Hkh eqlhcr gS&u g¡lh&[kq'kh] u ekSt] dsoy lqcg ls 'kke rd dke dk pDdjA muds ifr;kas dks isez djus dh i+$qjlr gh ughaA ij esjh ckr U;kjh gS&eaS vkt+kn iaNh BgjkA cgqr&lh cspkfj;kas dk rks ;g gky gS fd 'kknh dk lky Hkj Hkh ugha iwjk gqvk fd ifrnso ls ?k¡lkw a&es qDdkas dk izlkn feyus yxkA gk¡] esjk ;g iki gS] eaS muds lkFk eu cgykrk g¡Aw ,d gh ckr eaS mu lcls dgrk g¡]w ^,d nwljh ls >xM+ks erA eSa rqe lcksa ds fy, dki+$h gw¡A csdkj ,d nwljh ls tyus ls D;k ykHk! esjs fy, rqe lHkh ,d leku gksA eq>s gjsd ds d"V dk [+;ky gS- --Þ

blds ckn cM+s ladksp ds lkFk nk<+h eas eqLdqjkrs gq, og dgus yxk % ß,d ckj rks Å¡ps ?kjkus dh ,d vkSjr ds lkFk pDdj pyus okyk FkkA ckgj dh ,d vkSjr xfeZ;k¡ fcrkus ds fy, ;gk¡ vk;h FkhA D;k dg¡w mldh [kwclwjrh dks&nwèk tSlk xksjk cnu] iVq, tSls ds'k] uhyh vk¡[kkas ij [kqn uhykiu U;ksNkoj] ehBh fprouA eaS eNyh cspus tk;k djrk Fkk muds ;gk¡A tc og lkeus vkrh] rks esjh ut+j mlds psgjs ij ls gVrh gh ugha Fkha ,d fnu og cksyh] ^rqEgas D;k gks x;k gS\* eauS s dgk] ^vki [kqn gh le>rh gaA*S og cksyh] ^Bhd gSA jkr dks eaS vkÅ¡xhA esjk bUrtkj djuk!* vkSj lpeqp og jkr dks vk x;h esjs iklA ij ePNjkas ds ekjs cqjk gky Fkk mldkA cspkjh dks ePNj dkV jgs Fks( vkSj ckr ugha cuhA cksyh] ^ePNj cnkZ'r ugha gks jgs gaS eq>ls*] vkSj yxHkx jksus&jksus dks gks x;hA nwljs fnu mldk ifr vk x;kA dgha tt&ot Fkk ogA ;gh rks HkS;k] gky gS vehj ?kjkus dh bu vkSjrkas dk]Þ bt+ksr us eèkqj HkRlZuk ds Loj eas dgkA ßePNj mUgas thus ugha nsrs---Þ dqdwf'du dh og cM+h rkjhQ djrk Fkk % ßcM+k fnynkj vkneh gS ogA yksx mls cqjk dgrs gaAS ij ;g mudh xyrh gSA t+jk xIih t+:j gS ogA ij nqfu;k eas dkSu vkneh gS] ftleas dksbZ ,sc u gks!Þ

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dqdwf'du dh viuh t+ehu u FkhA og ikudkso ds ;gk¡ et+nwjh djrk FkkA mldh choh Hkh [ksr&et+nwj FkhA ukVs dn dh vkSjr] fi;DdM+] ij cM+h rko+$roj vkSj QqrhZyhA fet+kt dh og cM+h rst+ FkhA mUgkaus s viuk ?kj ,d yksgkj dks fdjk;s ij ns j[kk Fkk vkSj [kqn xqLy[kkus eas jgrs FksA dqdwf'du dks lekpkjkas dk cM+k 'kkSd FkkA tc dksbZ lekpkj ugha gkfly gksrk] rks og [kqn gh rjg&rjg dh [kcjas x<+ ysrk Fkk] ftu ij mldh viuh fujkyh Nki gqvk djrh FkhA ßvkius Hkh lquk gS] fe[k+kbyks vUrksuksfop\ frudksoks dk nkjksx+k ukSdjh NksM+dj lkèkq gksus tk jgk gSA mldk dguk gS fd ^eauS s fdlkukas ds lkFk cM+k vR;kpkj fd;k gSA vc rkSck djrk g¡A*Þw [k+ks[k+ksy us cM+h lathnxh ls t+okc fn;k % ß,sls rks HkkbZ] ,d Hkh gkfde&gqDdke ugha jg tk;sxkAÞ dqdwf'du bl ij fopkj eas Mwc x;kA vius my>s ckykas ls ?kkl] Qwl vkSj eqfxZ;kas ds ia[k churk gqvk cksyk % ßlHkh dk ;gh gky gks tk;sxk] ;g rks eaS ugha dg¡xkAw gk¡] èkeZ&bZekuokys ,slh ukSdjh eas ugha fVd ldrsA vkidks rks bZeku eas fo'okl ugha gS] ;g eq>s lki+$ fn[kk;h nsrk gSA ij vkneh pkgs ftruk cqf)eku gks] fcuk bZeku ds ugha jg ldrk! ,d ckr lquks---Þ vkSj og fdlh ßcgqr gh cqf)ekuÞ tehankfju dh dgkuh lqukus yxk % ßog brus [kjkc LoHkko dh Fkh vkSj lHkh dks bruk lrk;k djrh Fkh fd ,d ckj [kqn xouZj dks mlds ;gk¡ vkuk iM+kA og cksyk] ^vkidh cM+h f'kdk;ras vk jgh gaAS t+jk lkoèkkuh ls jfg;sxkA vkidh dehuh ckrkas dh ppkZ laVs ihVlZcxZ rd igq¡p x;h gS!* mlus xouZj lkgc dh [kwc [kkfrj&rokTt+ks dh vkSj f[kykus&fiykus ds ckn cksyh] ^vki brehuku jf[k;sA esjk LoHkko tks gS] og dSls cny ldrk gS\* rhu lky vkSj ,d eghus ckn gBkr~ mlh vkSjr us ,d fnu vius lHkh jS;rkas dks cqyk;k vkSj cksyh] ^vkt ls esjh lkjh t+ehu rqe yksxksa dh gS] vkSj eSa pyh] eq>s ekQ djukA eaS tk jgh g¡---Þw ßeB esa]Þ [k+ks[k+ksy us viuh vksj ls tksM+kA dqdwf'du us è;kuiwoZd mlds psgjs dks ns[kk vkSj Lohdkj fd;k % ßgk¡] Bhd gSA og eB eas tkdj izèkku fHk{kq.kh gks x;hA rqe Hkh lqu pqds gks ;g dgkuh\Þ ßughaA eauS s ,slh dgkuh igys ugha lquh FkhAÞ ßrc rqeus dSls tkuk\Þ ßD;ksafd eSa rqEgsa tkurk gw¡AÞ

flj fgykrs gq, [okfc;k dgus yxk] ß;gh rks ckr gSA rqEgas dHkh fdlh ckr dk fo'okl gh ugha gksrkA---Þ mldh dgkfu;kas dk lnk blh rjg vUr gqvk djrk Fkk % muds nq"V uk;d vius nq"ÑR;kas ls Fkddj vpkud ßykirkÞ gks tkrs Fks] vFkok vfèkdrj dgkuhdkj }kjk fdlh eB esa Mky fn;s tkrs Fks&tSls dwM+s ds <sj esa dwM+k Qsad fn;k tkrk gSA mlds fnekx eas fofp=k rjaxas mBk djrh FkhaA ,d fnu HkkagkS as ij cy Mkydj og dgus yxk % ßgeas rkrkjkas dks ugha thruk pkfg, FkkA rkrkj ge yksxkas ls Js"B ga!ÞS ;g ckr mlus ,sls oD+r dgh] tc rkrkjkas dk dgha dksbZ ftØ u Fkk vkSj ckrphr Qy&mRikndkas dh lgdkjh&lfefr laxfBr djus ds fo"k; eas gks jgh FkhA blh rjg ,d fnu tc fd jksekl lkbcsfj;k vkSj ogk¡ ds [kq'kgky fdlkukas ds ckjs eas ckras dj jgk Fkk] rks dqdwf'du è;kueXu cqncqnk;k % ßgSfjax Hkh deky dh eNyh gSA vxj nks&rhu lky mls dksbZ u ekjs] rks leqnz eas ikuh dh txg gh u jg tk;s vkSj yksxkas ds fy, izy; vk tk;s! [kwc v.Ms nsusokyh eNyh gSAÞ xk¡ookys mls fNNyk vkSj csdkj vkneh le>rs FksA mldh dgkfu;k¡ vkSj fofp=k dYiuk,¡ fdlkukas dks v#fpdj yxrh FkhaA ij mls dkslus vkSj xkyh nsus ds lkFk gh lkFk lHkh cM+s è;ku vkSj fnypLih ls mldh ckras lqurs Fks] tSls mueas lpkbZ dk fNik gqvk va'k <¡<w jgs gkaAs xk¡o ds lEHkzkUr yksx mls ßcdoknhÞ dgk djrs FksA dsoy NSyk ikudkso gh xEHkhjrkiwoZd dgrk Fkk % ßLrsiku eas dgha dksbZ igsyh gS---Þ dqdwf'du gjQuekSyk FkkA ihis cukuk] b±V ds pwYgs tksM+uk] eèkqeD[kh ikyuk&;s lHkh dke og tkurk FkkA xk¡o dh vkSjrkas dks og eqxhZ ikyuk fl[kyk;k djrk FkkA c<+bZ dk dke Hkh mls vkrk FkkA vkSj tks Hkh dke og gkFk eas ysrk] t+:j vPNk mrjrk] gkyk¡fd og dke èkhjs&èkhjs] u pkgrs gq, djrk FkkA fcfYy;kas dk mls cM+k 'kkSd FkkA mlus dksbZ nlsd fcYys vkSj fcfYy;k¡ iky j[ks FksA lHkh [kkdj eLr mlds xqLy[kkusokys ?kj esa jgk djrs FksA og vius fcYyksa ds fy, dkS, vkSj MksedkS, ekj ykrk FkkA bl rjg fpfM+;ksa dk ek¡l fcfYy;ksa ds eq¡g yx x;k FkkA blls iM+kslh vkSj Hkh fp<+rs Fks] D;ksafd mldh ikyrw fcfYy;k¡ vDlj iM+kslh;ksa ds eqxks± vkSj pwtksa dks pV dj tkrh FkhaA xk¡o dh vkSjrsa mlds ikyrw tkuojksa dks nkSM+kdj [kwc ihVrh FkhaA vDlj mlds njokt+s ij iM+ksfluas f'kdk;r ysdj bdëh gks tkrha vkSj [kwc gYyk ep tkrkA ij og Fkk fd ,dne csijokg] ekuks dqN gqvk

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gh u gksA dgrk % ßmYyw gks rqe yksx! fcfYy;k¡ dqÙkksa ls csgrj f'kdkjh gksrha gSaA mUgsa fpfM+;ksa dk f'kdkj djuk fl[kkdj lSdM+kas dh la[;k eas iky ldrs gaS vkSj mUgas cspdj ykHk mBk ldrs gaAS fQj tsc xje gksxh rqEgkjh! cq)w dgha dh] lquk gS u\Þ fdlh t+ekus eas mlus i<+uk&fy[kuk lh[kk FkkA ij vc lc dqN Hkwy x;k Fkk vkSj ;kn Hkh ugha djuk pkgrk FkkA ysfdu cqf) mldh cgqr rst+ FkhA [k+ks[k+ksy dh ckrkas dk lkj og >V le> tkrk FkkA ßrqEgkjs dgus dk eryc ;g gS fd boku Hk;kud xjhckas dk nq'eu ugha Fkk---Þ mlus psgjk ;kas fldksM+ j[kk Fkk] tSls dM+oh nok dk ?k¡Vw ihrs oD+r fdlh cPps dk eq¡g gksrk gSA vDlj dqdwf'du] bt+ksr vkSj ikudkso 'kke dks nqdku ij vkrs Fks vkSj dki+$h jkr x;s rd [k+ks[k+ksy ls fofHkUu fo"k;kas dh ppkZ lquk djrs Fks&fo'o dh cukoV dSlh gS] foyk;r ds yksx dSls jgrs gSa] fofHkUu ns'kksa esa tuØkfUr;k¡ dSls gqb±] vkfnA ikudkso dks Ýkalhlh ØkfUr cgqr ilUn FkhA mlus iz'kalk djrs gq, dgk] ßlpeqp ft+Unxh dk u;k eksM+ Fkk ogAÞ nks o"kZ iwoZ ikudkso us vius cki ds lkFk tk;nkn dk c¡Vokjk dj fy;k FkkA mlds cki ds xys eas cgqr cM+k&lk xyxaM FkkA mldh vk¡[kas ckgj fudyh gqbZ Fkha] tks cM+h Mjkouh yxrh FkhaA cki ls vyx gksdj mlus ,d vukFk yM+dh ls] tks bt+ksr dh Hkrhth yxrh Fkh] ßisefookgÞz dj fy;kA choh dks og iwjh rjg nckdj j[krk] ysfdu iks'kkd mls 'kgjh i+$S'ku dh igukrkA cki us mls ft+íh vkSj ukyk;d djkj ns fn;k] ikudkso ds ?kj ds ikl xqt+jrs oD+r og ges'kk njokt+s ij xqLls ls Fkwd nsrk FkkA xk¡o ds /kuh yksx ugha pkgrs Fks fd ikudkso jksekl dks viuk edku fdjk;s ij nsA ij mlus u dsoy mls fdjk;s ij gh fn;k] cfYd nqdku ds yk;o+$ vkxs ,d dB?kjk Hkh cuok fn;kA èkfud yksxkas dh tekr mlls uQjr djrh Fkh] ij og mudh t+jk Hkh ijokg ugha djrk FkkA og Hkh mUgas frjLdkj dh n`f"V ls ns[krk Fkk vkSj lkeuk gksus ij muls mí.Mrk vkSj O;aX;iw.kZ ckr djrk FkkA xk¡o ds thou ls mls ?k`.kk FkhA og dgk djrk Fkk % ßvxj eq>s dksbZ gquj vkrk gksrk] rks t+:j 'kgj eas tk clrkAÞ â"V&iq"V 'kjhj] lnk lki+$&lqFkjh iks'kkd] jkschyh pky&<ky vkSj vkuokyk&,slk Fkk ikudksoA LoHkko mldk vfo'oklh vkSj 'kDdh FkkA jksekl ls mlus loky fd;k % ßrqEgas bl dke eas vkus dh isj.kkz fdlls feyh&fny ls ;k fnekx ls\Þ ßrqEgkjk D;k fopkj gS\Þ

ßeaS ugha dg ldrkA rqe crkvksAÞ ßD;k csgrj gksxk&fny dh isj.kkz ;k fnekx dh\Þ ßeaS ugha dg ldrkA rqEgh crkvksA rqEgkjk D;k [+;ky gS\Þ ij [k+ks[k+ksy vM+k jgkA vkSj vUr eas mlus fdlku ls dgyokdj NksM+k % ßeaS rks le>rk g¡w fd fnekx dh isj.kkz ij dke djuk gh csgrj gSA fnekx dHkh csQk;nk dke djus dks ugha dgsxk vkSj ftl pht+ eas Qk;nk gS] ogh Bksl gSA vkneh fny dh ethZ ls pys] rks mldh eqlhcrkas dk fBdkuk ugha jgsA eq>s gh ys yksA fny esjk dgrk gS fd ;g tks iknjh gS mlds ?kj eas fdlh fnu vkx yxk n¡Aw gj txg n[ky nsrk jgrk gSAÞ iknjh lpeqp fny dk cM+k dkyk vkneh FkkA NNwUnj tSlk mldk FkwFku FkkA cki ds lkFk >xM+s eas n[ky nsdj mlus ikudkso dks cM+k uqdlku igq¡pk;k FkkA esjs izfr 'kq: eas ikudkso dk #[k xSjnksLrkuk Fkk] cfYd oSeuL; dkA dbZ ckj mlus eq>s ,sls Mk¡V fn;k Fkk tSls fd og esjk ekfyd gksA ysfdu ;g pht+ tYn [k+Re gks x;hA fQj Hkh fny gh fny eas esjs izfr mldh vfo'okl Hkkouk cuk jghA eaS Hkh mls ugha pkgrk FkkA os 'kkesa esjs fy, vfoLej.kh; jgsaxhA NksVk&lk lki+$&lqFkjk dejk Fkk] ftldh nhokjas ydM+h ds dqUnkas dh cuh Fkha( f[kM+fd;kas dh f>yfeyh dldj cUn jgk djrh FkhA dksus eas est+ ij NksVh&lh ykyVsu vkSj cM+h nk<+h vkSj pkSMs+ ekFksokys fo'kkydk; jksekl ds eq¡g ls fudyrs vuojr xw<+ Hkkoiw.kZ 'kCn % ßthou eas oLrqr% ,d gh pht+ izèkku gS&vkneh c<+rk vkSj vius dks i'kq ds Lrj ls fujUrj Åij mBkrk pys---Þ rhukas fdlku Jksrk mlds ,d&,d 'kCn dks ih jgs gaAS LoPN us=k vkSj esèkkoh psgjsA bt+ksr fu'py] ekuks nwj ls vkusokyh dksbZ ,slh vkokt+ lqu jgk gS] tks dsoy mlh ds dkukas eas vk jgh gSA dqdwf'du papy] ekuks mls ePNj lrk jgs gkaAs ikudkso viuh NksVh] Hkwjh e¡Nkw as dks ejksM+rk gqvk Vhdk djrk gS % ßrks yksx tks oxks± esa c¡V x;s] mlesa Hkh eryc FkkAÞ ikudkso dh ,d pht+ eq>s cgqr gh vPNh yxrh FkhA dqdwf'du ;|fi mldk et+nwj Fkk] fQj Hkh mlds lkFk og vf'k"Vrk dk lywd ugha djrk FkkA dYiukyksd dh dqyk¡pas Hkjrk gqvk dqdwf'du tc viuk Hkk"k.k 'kq: djrk] rks ikudkso lnk iwjs è;ku ls mldh ckras lqurk FkkA xks"Bh [k+Re gks tkus ds ckn eaS vVkjh ij] vius dejs ea]s pyk tkrkA ogk¡ f[kM+dh ij cSBdj cM+h nsj rd ckgj dk n`'; fugkjk djrkA xk¡o vkSj nwj rd QSyh [ksrkas dh D;kfj;k¡ jkr dh xksn eas lks jgh ga&uhjo]S fuLrCèkA vkdk'k eas 'kwU;

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jkf=k ds vUèkdkj dks csèkrs gq, rkjs ped jgs gaAS os eq>ls ftruh gh nwj Fks] mruk gh èkjrh ds lfUudV Kkr gksrs FksA esjk ân; bl uhjork ds lkFk ,dkdkj gks tkrkA esjs fopkjksa dh èkkjk vuUr 'kwU; esa foyhu gks tkrh] ftlds Nkrs rys gekjs gh xk¡o dh rjg lgòksa xk¡o èkjrhry ls fpiVs gq, 'kwU; jkf=k esa fojke ys jgs FksA pkjksa vksj ekSu vkSj fu'pyrk dk lkezkT+;A jtuh dh vUèkdkjiw.kZ 'kwU;rk eq>s xksn esa lesV ysrh vkSj esjh vkRek ls vufxur vn`'; tkadks as dh rjg fpeV tkrhA Øe'k% 'kjhj vkSj vk¡[kas uhan ls cksf>y gks mBrhaA ân; eas ,d foy{k.k cspSuh ?kj dj ysrh&fdruk rqPN] dSlk ukpht+ g¡w eaS viuh èkjrh ij--- xzkE;&thou vR;Ur uhjl izrhr gksrk FkkA fdrkckas eas eauS s i<+k Fkk vkSj yksxkas dks vDlj dgrs Hkh lquk Fkk fd xzkE;&thou uxj&thou dh vis{kk vfèkd LoLFk vkSj ljl gSA ysfdu ;gk¡ rks fdlkukas ds Je dk okjkikj u Fkk&vFkd] vekuqf"kd JeA ;gk¡ Hkh chekjkas dh deh ugha FkhA vkSj cgqrkas dks rks vekuqf"kd esgur us vikfgt dj fn;k FkkA g¡lrk psgjk ;gk¡ fojyk gh n`f"Vxr gksrk FkkA 'kgjkas eas jgusokys et+nwj ;k dkjhxj esgur dh pDdh eas buls de ugha filrs] ij mudk thou vfèkd ljl gSA bu xk¡ookykas dh rjg os fujUrj eugwlh ds f'kdkj ugha cus jgrsA thou dks cjkcj dkslrs jgus dh mudh vknr ughaA xzkE;&thou ljy Hkh ugha yxrk FkkA feêh ij lnk ut+j u j[kh&t+jk&lh xi+$yr dh&rks x;sA blds vykok vkil ds O;ogkj eas iwjk èkwrZ gksuk t+:jh FkkA vkSj foosdjfgr bl thou eas ljlrk ugha FkhA xk¡o eas clusokys ekuks vk¡[k ij iêh ck¡èkdj thou dh ;k=kk r; djrs gaAS lHkh ds ân; eas Hk; vkSj 'kadk Nk;h jgrh gSA fdlh dks fdlh ij fo'okl ugha] ekuks euq"; ugha] HksfM+;kas dk lekt gksA esjh le> eas gh u vkrk Fkk fd ßgekjh e.MyhÞ ds yksxkas ls&[k+ks[k+ksy] ikudkso vkSj vU; lHkh ls] tks viuh foosdcqf) ds vkèkkj ij uo thou dk fuekZ.k djuk pkgrs Fks&;s yksx D;kas ?k`.kk djrs FksA uxj ds thou eas eq>s Li"V Js"Brk ut+j vkrh FkhA lq[k dh mRd.Bkiw.kZ [kkst] fuHkhZd vkSj ftKklq eukso`fÙk] mís';kas vkSj leL;kvkas dh fofoèkrkA ,slh jkrkas dks eq>s 'kgj ds nks vkneh ;kn vk tkrs Fks %

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xk¡o eas 'kk;n gh dksbZ g¶+rk xqt+jrk Fkk] ftleas ekj&ihV ;k i+$kStnkjh u gksrh gksA yM+fd;kas ds lkFk yM+dkas dk O;ogkj csg;kbZ Hkjk Fkk vkSj os muds lkFk xUnh NsM+[kkfu;k¡ fd;k djrs FksA fdlh yM+dh dks [ksr eas ikdj mldk ?kk?kjk myVdj ekFks ds Åij jLlh ls ck¡èk nsuk xk¡o ds ukStokukas dk lkèkkj.k [ksy FkkA bls os ßyM+dh dh QwycUnhÞ dgrs FksA yM+fd;k¡ dej ls uhps uaxh gks tkrhaA mudk ph[kuk vkSj xkyh cduk lqurs gh curk FkkA ij lEHkor% bl [ksy eas mUgas Hkh et+k vkrk FkkA ckr tks Hkh gks] bruk t+:j gS fd jLlh [kksyus eas mUgas t+:jr ls T+;knk le; yxrk FkkA fxjtk?kj eas 'kke dh izkFkZuk ds oD+r yM+ds vius vkxs dh yM+fd;ksa ds furEc esa fpdksVh dkVk djrs FksA izkFkZuk&ozkFkZuk dkSu djrk! os rks ekuks blhfy;s fxjtk?kj tkrs FksA ,d brokj dks iknjh us izkFkZuk ds chp gh dgk % ßrqe yksx gSoku gks! viuh dqRlk ds fy, rqEgas vkSj dksbZ txg ugha feyh D;k\Þ jksekl us eq>s crk;k % ßmØbuk ds yksxkas dh èkkfeZdrk vfèkd jliw.kZ gSA ;gk¡ bZ'oj dh iwtk ds ihNs dsoy Hk; vkSj yksHk dh izo`fÙk fn[kk;h iM+rh gSA ;gk¡ ds yksxksa esa bZ'oj ds izfr gkfnZd J)k ;k mldh 'kfDr ,oa lkan;S Z ds izfr foLe; vFkok vkuUn&foàyrk dh Hkkouk dk Li"V vHkko gSA lEHkor% ;g vPNk gh gS] D;kafds os vfèkd vklkuh ls èkeZ ds paxqy ls NqVdkjk ik ldaxs sA dkj.k] èkeZ uke dh Hkkouk rks gkfudkjd <dkslyk gSAÞ xk¡o ds ukStoku xky ctkus esa rks cM+s rst+ Fks] ij okLro esa ijys fljs ds dk;j FksA jkr ds oD+r eq>s jkLrs eas ?ksjdj ihVus dh dksf'k'k os rhu ckj dj pqds FksA ysfdu ukdke;kcA gk¡] ,d nQk fdlh us esjh Vk¡x eas ,d ykBh tM+ nhA eauS s jksekl ls bu ?kVukvkas ds ckjs eas dHkh dqN ugha dgk] ij esjk y¡xM+kuk ns[kdj og Hkk¡i x;kA cksyk % ßekywe gksrk gS dgha rqEgkjh [kkfrj&rokTtks gqbZ gSA eauS s rqedh bruh nQk psrkouh nh gS!Þ mldh psrkouh ds ckotwn eaS vDlj jkr ds oD+r xk¡o eas fudy tk;k djrk FkkA xyh ls u gksdj fiNokM+s ds rjdkfj;ksa ds [ksrksa ls gksrk gqvk eSa oksYxk ds rV ij pyk tkrkA ogk¡ ljir dh >kfM+;kas ds uhps cSBdj jkr dh #igyh pknj ds ikj lkeus ?kkV ds gjs eSnku dks ns[kk djrkA oksYxk èkheh xfr ls cgrh tk jgh gSA lw;Z fNi pqdk gS] ij mldh fdj.kas pk¡n ds futhZo èkjkry ls Vdjkdj unh ds o{k dks niZ.k dh rjg pedk jgh gaAS pk¡n eq>s ugha HkkrkA u tkus D;ka]s eq>s mldk psgjk eugwl ekywe gksrkA pk¡n dh pk¡nuh eas eq>s ,slk yxrk ekuks gM+dk

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tSls muds 'kjhj gS vkSj ijdkj ds dk¡Vkas tSlh yEch Vk¡xaAs muds pyus ls fujUrj

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dh viuh fof'k"V gLrh ughaA ij eq>s blls Hkh vfèkd lUrks"k gksrk ;fn dksbZ

fo'kky mYdk pk¡n ls brus t+ksj ls tk Vdjkrh fd blls mleas vkx yx tkrh vkSj

og i`Foh dks ,slk izdk'k nku dj ldrk] tks mldk viuk gksrkA eaS unh dh papy rjaxkas dks ns[k jgk FkkA pk¡nuh dh t+jh dh pknj vk¡py

dh rjg ygjk jgh FkhA nwj v¡èksjs eas ls rjaxas vkrha vkSj [kM+s dxkj dh dkyh Nk;k eas foyhu gks tkrhaA ;g lc ns[krs gq, eaS vuqHko djrk fd esjs fopkjkas eas piyrk

vkSj rh{.krk vkrh tk jgh gSA fopkjkas ds foy{k.k fgydksjs eu eas mBrs] ftUgas 'kCnkas

eas O;Dr ugha fd;k tk ldrk Fkk vkSj ftudk fnu Hkj ds esjs thou ds lkFk dksbZ lkE; ;k lEcUèk u FkkA fo'kky unh dk ty vckèk vkSj mUeqDr xfr ls fu%'kCn cgrk pyk tk jgk FkkA dHkh dksbZ LVhej mlds dkys pkSM+s o{k ij fFkjdrk gqvk

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ml rV ds uhps] ftl ij gjk eSnku QSyk gS] dgha dksbZ jks'kuh ty mBrh vkSj

mldh yEch yky fdj.k unh dh Nkrh ij izfrfcfEcr gksus yxrhA ;g jks'kuh fdlh eNq, ds gkFk dh e'kky FkhA ij ml vn~Hkqr {k.k eas og ,slh yxrh ekuks

dksbZ x`gghu flrkjk gks] tks ekxZ Hkwydj vkdk'k ls uhps vk x;k gks vkSj unh ds

Åij gok eas ;kas rSj jgk gks tSls vkx dk QwyA fdrkcksa esa i<+h pht+sa vn~Hkqr 'kDysa vf[r;kj dj ysrhaA dYiuk ekul&iVy

ij ,sls fp=k [khapuk 'kq: dj nsrh] ftudk lkSUn;Z vlhe FkkA eaS ia[k yxkdj unh

dh èkkjk ds lkFk jkf=k ds eUn lehj ij mM+us yxrk FkkA bt+ksr eq>s <¡<rkw gqvk ;gk¡ vk ig¡prkAq jkr eas og vkSj Hkh cM+k] vkSj Hkh fiz;

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[kkeks'kh dh egfQy fQj te tkrh vkSj bt+ksr Hkh mleas Mwcdj viuh nk<+h ds js'keh lqo.kZ cky FkiFkikrs gq, unh ;k vkdk'k dks fugkjrk gqvk fopkjkas eas yhu gks tkrkA dHkh LoIuyksd eas fopj.k djrk gqvk og cksy mBrk % ßeSa Hkh i<+&fy[k yw¡xk vkSj rjg&rjg dh fdrkcsa i<+dj lHkh ufn;ksa ds fdukjs&fdukjs tkÅ¡xk vkSj tks dqN ns[kw¡xk] mls le>us esa eq>s fnDdr ugha gksxhA eSa Hkh nwljksa dks i<+kÅ¡xkA ns[k ysuk rqe! vkneh nwljksa ds lkeus viuk fny [kksy lds] blls c<+dj nwljh pht+ ugha gS] esjs HkkbZA ckt+ vkSjrsa Hkh fny [kksydj j[kus ls ckr dks le>rh gaAS vHkh mlh fnu esjh uko eas ,d vkSjr Fkh] tks iwNus yxh] ^ejus ds ckn vkneh dk D;k gksrk gS\ eq>s LoxZ&ujd eas fo'okl ugha gSA* dgks dSlh jgh\ th gk¡] HkkbZtku! vkSjras Hkh---Þ ,d {k.k og mi;qDr 'kCnkas ds fy, #dk vkSj fQj cksyk % ßthfor vkRek,¡---Þ bt+ksr fu'kkpj FkkA lkSUn;Z dh mls xgjh vuqHkwfr Fkh vkSj dYiuk'khy NksVs ckyd ds ehBs 'kCnkas eas og mldk o.kZu djrk FkkA og bZ'oj eas fo'okl djrk Fkk] ij mlds ckjs eas ijEijkxr èkkfeZd /kkj.kk j[kus ds ckotwn bZ'oj ds izfr mldh J)k eas Hkh#rk dk Hkko ugha FkkA fo'kky] jkschyk] lqUnj cqtqxZ] cqf) vkSj n;k dk vorkj] lkjh nqfu;k dk izHkq&;gh Fkh mldh bZ'oj lEcUèkh èkkj.kkA bZ'oj ds ckotwn vklqjh izo`fÙk;kas dk D;kas vfLrRo gS] blds ckjs eas mldk ,d futh fl)kUr FkkA og dgrk Fkk] ßnqfu;k eas brus lkjs yksx ga]S og lcdh dgk¡ rd ns[kHkky djsA ij og lkjh pht+kas dks Bhd djds NksM+sxk] ns[k ysuk rqe! vycÙkk esjh le> eas ;g ugha vkrk fd ;g bZlk dgk¡ ls vk Vidk chp eaAs bZ'oj gS&gS u\ ckr [k+Re gqbZ&esjs fy, bruk gh dki+$h gSA ysfdu ;s yksx gSa fd ,d vkSj dks chp esa ?kqlsM+ nsrs gSaA ;g bZ'oj ds csVs gSa! vPNk eku fy;k bZ'oj ds csVs gh gSa ;gA bZ'oj rks ejk ugha- --Þ

ysfdu vfèkdrj og pqipki gh cSBk jgrk&vius fopkjkas eas Mwck gqvkA dsoy chp&chp eas nh?kZ fu%'okl NksM+dj dg mBrk % ßrks] ;g ckr gS---Þ ßD;k dgk\Þ eaS iwN cSBrkA ßdqN ughaA eaS vius vki ls ckras dj jgk Fkk---Þ vkSj fQj nwj] cgqr nwj n`f"V fVdk;s og fu%'okl NksM+dj dg mBrk % ßcM+h 'kkunkj pht+ gS&;g ft+Unxh!Þ esjh Hkh ;gh jk; FkhA

ßlpeqp 'kkunkj gS!Þ jkr dh Nk¡g eas e[key tSlk ikuh dk pkSM+k ikV lkeus 'kku ls vkyksfM+r gksrk jgrkA Åij #igyh esgjkc dh rjg vkdk'kxaxk pedrh gksrhA lqugys Hkjr iafN;ksa dh rjg cM+s&cM+s rkjs dkys vkleku esa V¡xs jgrsA ân; thou ds Hksnksa ds lEcUèk eas rdZghu dYiukvkas ds ehBs xhr xkrk jgrkA fQj dHkh f{kfrt ds ikl gfj;kys eSnkukas ds Åij es?kkas dk jax yky gks mBrk( lw;Z&fdj.ksa Åij ls mRd.Bkiw.kZ n`f"V ls >k¡duk 'kq: dj nsrhaA 'kh?kz gh lw;Z vkleku eas viuk eksjia[k QSyk nsrkA bt+ksr vkuUn&foày gks mBrk( mlds psgjs ij eqLdjkgV [ksy tkrh( vkSj og vLQqV Loj eas dg mBrk] ßvgk! ;g lw;Z Hkh dSlk vk'p;Ztud gS!Þ lsc ds isM+kas ij Qwy vk jgs FksA xk¡o xqykch cknykas ds uhps <dk iM+k FkkA pkjkas vksj lqxUèk QSy jgh Fkh] ftleas ,d vuks[kk dM+okiu FkkA jky vkSj [kkn dh xUèk mlesa Mwc x;hA xk¡o ds ?kjksa vkSj [ksrksa ds chp lSdM+ksa o`{k ik¡rksa esa [kM+s FksA viuh u;h js'keh dksiyksa esa os mRloh ifjèkku vks<+s FksA ftl oD+r pk¡nuh jkr esa eUn gok cgus yxrh] ml oD+r frryh tSls Qwy ;ksa >weus] ljljkus yxrs tSls fdlh uhys lqugys lkxj dk ikuh xk¡o ds pkjksa vksj fgyksjsa ys jgk gksA cqycqyksa dk vuojr vkSj Hkko&foHkksj laxhr tkjh FkkA xk¡o fnu Hkj eSukvkas dh vkuUne;h pgpgkgV ls x¡tkw djrk vkSj vkdk'k ls vn`"V Hkjr i{kh èkjrh ij ehBk ve`r laxhr mM+syk djrsA Nqfê;kas ds fnu 'kke dks xk¡o dh Nksdfj;k¡ vkSj toku vkSjras xhr xkrh gqb± xfy;ksa ds pDdj yxk;k djrh FkhaA muds eq¡g ;ksa [kqys jgrs] tSls i{kh ds cPpksa dh pkspsa( psgjs ij u'khyh eqLdku gksrhA bt+ksr Hkh lq:j esa jgrk vkSj mUgsa ns[kdj eqLdjk;k djrkA og fnuksafnu nqcyk gksrk tk jgk FkkA vk¡[ksa L;kg x<+s esa èk¡lh tk jgh Fkha vkSj blls psgjs dk :i _f"k;kas dh rjg xEHkhj vkSj nhIr gks x;k FkkA og fnu Hkj lks;k djrk Fkk vkSj 'kke dks ckgj fudyrk&fpfUrr vkSj fdlh [+;ky eas Mwck gqvkA dqdwf'du v'yhy] fdUrq Lusgiw.kZ Qcrh dlrkA og >aidjs tokc nsrk %

ßpqi jgksA D;k d:¡\Þ fQj vËkn eas Hkjdj og dg mBrk % ßvkg! ft+Unxh gS cM+h jaxhyh pht+! vkneh vkneh dks fdruk I;kj dj ldrk gS! fny ds fy, dSls&dSls ehBs cSu dg ldrk gS! dqN 'kCn rks ,sls gSa fd rqe lquks rks ft+Unxh Hkj u Hkwyks!Þ [k+ks[k+ksy us g¡lrs gq, Vksddj ujeh ls dgk %

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ßl¡Hkydj jguk&fdlh fnu rqEgkjh èkqukbZ dj naxs s muds ifrAÞ ßo+$lwj viuk gh gksxk]Þ bt+ksr cksykA yxHkx gj jkst+ jkr ds oD+r] cqycqyksa ds laxhr dh i`"BHkwfe esa fexwu ckxksa] [ksrkas ;k unh ds rhj Å¡ps jkx eas nnhZys in xk;k djrk FkkA mlds xys eas x+tc dk lqjhykiu FkkA bl xys ds dkj.k xk¡ookys vDlj mlds cM+s&cM+s vijkèk ekQ dj nsrs FksA 'kfuokj ds fnu 'kke dks xk¡ookykas dh e.Myh nqdku ij tek gksrh FkhA mudh la[;k c<+rh tkrh FkhA vkusokyksa esa cqïk lwLykso] ckfjukso] yksgkj Øksrkso vkSj fexwu vo'; gksrsA e.Myh tedj cSB tkrh] fofHkUu fo"k;ksa dh ppkZ 'kq: gksus yxrhA dksbZ&dksbZ chp eas mBdj pyk Hkh tkrk] lkFk gh u;s yksxkas dk vkuk tkjh jgrkA bl rjg vkèkh jkr rd etfyl tek djrh FkhA dHkh&dHkh dksbZ fi;DdM+ vk igq¡prk vkSj naxk&Qlkn vkjEHk dj nsrkA ,slk djus okykas eas dksfLru lcls vkxs FkkA og igys i+$kSt eas jg pqdk FkkA mldh ,d vk¡[k tkrh jgh Fkh vkSj ck;as gkFk dh nks m¡xfy;k¡ Hkh lki+$ gks pqdh FkhaA vkLrhu p<+k;s] eqDds Hkk¡trk] yM+kdw eqxZs dh rjg og nqdku ds ikl vkrk vkSj QVh vkokt+ eas t+ksj&t+ksj ls fpYykuk 'kq: dj nsrk % ß[k+ks[k+ksy! gjkeh rqdZ dgha dkA crk rks lgh rw fxjtk?kj D;kas ugha tkrk\ cksy! crk! ukfLrd dk cPpk! 'kSrku dh tM+! vkt cksyuk gh iM+sxk rq>s fd dkSu gS rw\Þ yksx mls fèkDdkjus yxrs % ß,s eh'dk! viuh m¡xfy;k¡ D;kas mM+k nha rwus\ rqdk±s ds Mj ls\Þ bl ij og dgus okys ls fHkM+ tkrkA yksx g¡lrs&fpYykrs gq, mls idM+ ysrs vkSj lw[ks ukys esa <dsy nsrsA og yq.M&eq.M yq<+drk gqvk uhps tk fxjrk vkSj ogha ls cM+s t+ksjksa ls xqgkj epkus yxrk % ßcpkvks! ekj Mkyk---Þ blds ckn flj ls ik¡o rd èkwy ls luk gqvk og jaxdjs ukys ls ckgj vkrk vkSj [k+ks[k+ksy ls ,d fxykl oksndk ds fy, iSls ek¡xus yxrkA ßiSls D;ksa ek¡xrs gks\Þ ßbruk eu cgyk;k gS tks]Þ dksfLru tokc nsrkA lewph e.Myh Bgkdk ekjdj g¡l iM+rhA

,d fnu Nqêh FkhA jlksbZ;kfju pwYgk tykdj Vk¡xu eas dqN ykus x;hA eaS nqdku esa dqN dke dj jgk FkkA brus esa ?kj esa cM+s t+ksj ls flldkjh dh vkokt+ xw¡t mBh

vkSj lewph nqdku fgy x;hA rko+$ ij j[ks feljh ds fMCcs >u>ukrs gq, t+ehu ij vk jgsA 'kh'kkas ds VwVus vkSj lkeku ds fxjus dh vkokt+ vkus yxhA eaS jlksbZ?kj dh vksj nkSM+kA ogk¡ ?kuk] dkyk èkqvk¡ mB jgk Fkk vkSj èkq,¡ dh rg eas dksbZ pht+ luluk vkSj dM+dM+k jgh FkhA [k+ks[k+ksy us esjk dUèkk idM+dj eq>s vkxs tkus ls jksd fy;kA cksyk % ß#d tkvks ;gha---Þ M~;ks<+h esa jlksbZ;kfju t+ksj&t+ksj ls jks jgh Fkh--- ßew[kZ dgha dh---Þ og èkq,¡ dks phjrk vUnj ?kqlkA fxjh gqbZ pht+as mlds iSjkas ls Vdjkdj >u>uk mBhaA mlds eq¡g ls dksbZ Hkíh xkyh fudyh vkSj fQj fpYykdj cksyk % ß,s] jksuk cUn dj! ikuh yk!Þ jlksbZ?kj ds i+$'kZ ij ydM+h ds dqUns iM+s Fks] ftuls èkqvk¡ fudy jgk Fkk] muds chp tyrh pSfy;k¡ vkSj b±Vas fc[kjh gqbZ FkhaA pwYgk viuk dkyk eq¡g ck;s gq, Fkk&fcYdqy [kkyhA èkq,¡ eas VVksydj eauS s Hkjh ckYVh [kkst fudkyh vkSj lkjk ikuh i+$'kZ dh vkx ij mM+sy fn;kA blds ckn ydM+ dks pwYgs eas Mkyus yxkA [k+ks[k+ksy cksyk % ßl¡Hkydj!Þ og fc[kjs lkekuksa ds chp ls jlksbZ;kfju dks fy, vk jgk Fkk vkSj dejs esa Bsydj mlus mls vkns'k fn;k % ßtk] QkSju nqdku eas rkyk yxk ns!Þ fQj eq>ls cksyk] ßefDlfep] l¡Hkydj] fQj foLQksV gks ldrk gS---Þ og i+$'kZ ij mdM+¡w cSBdj ,d&,d djds lHkh dqUnkas dks xkSj ls tk¡pus yxkA blds ckn pwYgs ds ikl tkdj mlus mu dqUnkas dks ckgj fd;k] ftUgsa eSaus vHkh Mkyk FkkA ß;g D;k dj jgs gks\Þ ß;g! bèkj ns[kks t+jk!Þ mlds gkFk eas ,d dqUnk Fkk] tks vthc <ax ls dVk gqvk FkkA vkSj xkSj ls ns[kus ij ekywe gqvk fd mls ceZs ls [kks[kyk fd;k x;k FkkA mldh Hkhrjh nhokj eas dkfy[k lVh gqbZ FkhA [k+ks[k+ksy cksyk % ßns[k fy;k u\ fdlh nq"V us blds vUnj ck:n Hkj fn;k FkkA mYyw dgha ds! ,d ikS.M ck:n ls D;k fcxM+us okyk gS\Þ dqUns dks fdukjs j[kdj og gkFk&eq¡g èkksus yxkA cksyk % ßcM+h [kSfj;r gqbZ vDlhU;k dejs ls ckgj FkhA ugha rks t+:j pksV [kk tkrhAÞ rh[kk èkqvk¡ [k+Re gks pqdk FkkA vc lHkh pht+as lki+$ fn[kk;h nsus yxhaA

120 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

vyekfj;ksa ij j[kh r'rfj;k¡ vkSj f[kM+dh ds 'kh'ks pwj&pwj gks x;s FksA pwYgs ds eq¡g dh dbZ b±Vas èkekds ls mM+ x;h FkhaA ysfdu [k+ks[k+ksy vc Hkh èkS;Z dh ,slh eqnzk cuk;s gq, Fkk ekuks dksbZ [k+kl ckr

u gqbZ gksA ;g eq>s vPNk ugha yxkA mlds joS;s ls Li"V Fkk fd bl cnek'kh ls Hkh mls xqLlk ugha vk;kA

ckgj NksVs&NksVs yM+ds nkSM+ jgs FksA fdlh us iqdkjk % ßvkx! vkx! [k+ks[k+ksy ds ?kj eas vkx yx x;h gS!Þ dksbZ vkSjr t+ksj ls ph[k mBhA vDlhU;k us jgusokys dejs eas ls mf}Xu d.B

ls iqdkjk % ßfe[k+kbyks vUrksuksfop! yksx nqdku dk njokt+k rksM+ jgs gaAÞS mlus viuh Hkhxh nk<+h dks ikaNrs s gq, tokc fn;k % ßvjs! bruk gYyk D;kas epkrh gks! vk jgk g¡w eaAÞS dejs dh [kqyh f[kM+fd;ksa ls >cjhys psgjksa ij Hk; vkSj Øksèk fy;s cgqr&ls

yksx Hkhrj >k¡d jgs FksA lHkh èkq,¡ ds dkj.k vk¡[ksa fldksM+ jgs FksA fdlh us mÙksftr Loj eas fpYykdj dgk % ßfudky ckgj djks bu lc dks xk¡o ls! budh otg ls jkst gh dksbZ u dksbZ vki+$r vk;h jgrh gSA D;k eqlhcr gS] Hkxoku!Þ yky ckykaokyks ,d ukVk&lk vkneh f[kM+dh ij p<+us dh dksf'k'k dj jgk Fkk&ØkWl dk fpÌ cukrs] dqN cqncqnkrs nkfgus gkFk eas dqYgkM+k fy;s vkSj ck;as ls f[kM+dh dk r[rk Fkkers gq,] ysfdu og gj ckj uhps fxj tkrk FkkA gkFk eas ogh [kks[kyk fd;k gqvk dqUnk fy;s jksekl us vkneh ls iwNk % ßD;k ckr gS\ fdèkj p<+k vk jgk gS\Þ ßth] vkx cq>kus ds fy,A---Þ ßysfdu vkx gS dgk¡\Þ og e¡gq ckdj pqids ls pyrk cukA jksekl gkFk eas [kks[kyk dqUnk ysdj nqdku ds vkslkjs ij vk x;k vkSj bdëh HkhM+ ls cksyk % ßrqEgha yksxksa esa ls fdlh us bl dqUns esa ck:n Hkjdj esjh b±èku dh ydfM+;ksa

eas Mky fn;k FkkA ysfdu ck:n bruk FkksM+k Fkk fd dksbZ uqo+$lku ugha gqvk---Þ

eaS [k+ks[k+ksy ds ihNs [kM+k gksdj HkhM+ dks ns[k jgk FkkA dqYgkM+sokyk fdlku] tks cgqr Hk;Hkhr yx jgk Fkk] viuh cxy ds yksxkas ls dg jgk Fkk % ßog eq>s ekjus ds fy, dqUnk fn[kk jgk Fkk---Þ vkSj flikgh dksfLru] tks fi;s gq, Fkk] ckj&ckj fpYyk jgk Fkk % ßfudkyks bls ;gk¡ ls! ukfLrd dgha dk! ys pyks Fkkus ea!---Þs

ij T+;knkrj yksx pqi FksA lHkh dh ut+j jksekl ds Åij xM+h gqbZ Fkh vkSj os vfo'okl ds lkFk mldh ckras lqu jgs FksA og dg jgk Fkk % ßfdlh dk ?kj mM+kus eas <sj&lk ck:n yxrk gSA 'kk;n iwjk ,d iwMA le>s u\ vPNk vc tkvks---Þ dksbZ iwN jgk Fkk % ßuEcjnkj dgk¡ gS\Þ ßFkkusnkj dks cqyokvks!Þ èkhjs&èkhjs] vfuPNkiwoZd fdlku ogk¡ ls f[kld x;sA lki+$ ekywe gks jgk Fkk fd mUgas fujk'kk gkFk yxh FkhA ge yksx vUnj pys x;sA vDlhU;k us pk; <ky dj nhA igys dHkh og vkt ftruh n;kyq vkSj ykM+ Hkjh ugha FkhA jksekl dh vksj lgkuqHkwfriwoZd ns[krs gq, cksyh % ßvki dHkh fjiksVZ ugha djrsA blh ls mu yksxkas dks c<+kok feyrk gSAÞ eauS s iwNk % ßrqEgas xqLlk Hkh ugha vkrk ,slh cnekf'k;kas ij\Þ ßvkneh nqfu;k dh gj NksVh&NksVh pht+kas ij reduk vkSj Øksèk djuk 'kq: djs] rks bruk <sj&lk oD+r dgk¡ ls vk;sxk\Þ eaS lkspus yxk % dk'k! nqfu;k ds nwljs yksx Hkh ,sls gh 'kkUr jgrs gq, viuk dke djrs! vkSj og vc nwljh gh ckr dj jgk FkkA mls nks&pkj fnukas eas dt+ku tkuk Fkk] vkSj eq>ls iwN jgk Fkk fd ogk¡ ls dkSu&dkSu&lh fdrkcas esjs fy, ykuh gkaxhAs

eq>s dHkh&dHkh ,slk yxrk Fkk fd bl vkneh ds lhus eas fny gh ugha gSA mldh txg ?kM+h tSlk dksbZ ;U=k cSBk fn;k x;k gS] ftleas lkjh mez ds fy, ,d ckj gh pkch Hkj nh x;h gSA eaS mls I;kj vkSj J)k dh n`f"V ls ns[krk Fkk] fQj Hkh esjh bPNk jgrh Fkh fd ,d ckj Hkh dHkh og eq> ij ;k fdlh vkSj ij Øksèk djs] xjtsA ij Øksèk tSlh pht+ ekuks mlds fy, cuh gh ugha FkhA fdlh dh ew[kZrk vFkok cnek'kh ls ukjkt gksus ij mldh vk¡[kkas eas dsoy rh[ks O;aX; dk Hkko vk tkrkA nksuksa vk¡[ksa fldksM+dj og dksbZ ,slh Vhdk djrk&laf{kIr vkSj fueZe&tks rhj dh rjg pqHk tkrhA ,d ckj mlus lwLykso ls dgk % ßcq<+kis eas Hkh bruk <dkslyk D;kas djrs gks\Þ cw<+s fdlku ds jDrghu xkykas vkSj ekFks ij ykfyek nkSM+ x;hA yxrk Fkk fd

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mldh fgeèkoy nk<+h dh tM+as Hkh yky gks x;haA jksekl cksyrk x;k % ßblls ykHk rks dqN gksrk ugha rqEgkjkA gk¡] nwljksa dh ut+jksa esa fxj t+:j tkrs

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148 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

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150 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

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152 @ esjs fo'ofo|ky;

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