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HeKM MOHax M3 CKMTCKe nycrmse, MAyhM y Anexcannpajy na npona CBOje pYKOAelhe - jep je aspahxnao xopnmte - BMAe HeKY caxpany DMO je yxpo MreMOH1 AOTM'lHOra rpaAa, BelIMKM naranan, xojn je rr06MO XMlhaAe xpmnhaua, jep TO 6ellIe y speae BelIMKMX nporona, Berne nen AaH, M 'lMTaBa sapotu nhaiue sa lbMM, cnposohaure ra AO rpotia,

Kana je crnrao nahe aexor senaxor nycrmsaxa, KOjM )I{MBlhallie y rryCTMlbM 60 rOAMHa M )I{MBlhallie caxo OA xopeisa M C OHMM lIITO nanasaure y rrycTMlbM, nahe ra nojeneaor OA xnjene.

OHAa je MOHax rrOMMClIMO: ca KOlIMKO je noxacra muao xa rpooy MreMOH, KOjM je nooao xan.ane xpmuhaaa, a osora, KOjM je ClIY)l{MO DOry 60 rOAMHa M )I{MBeO caxo y rrOCTY M MOlIMTBM, nojena je xajena' KaKBe TO CYAOBe MMa Dor? qMHM MM ce Aa Eor, 6YAyhM npenotiap, nonyurra M nenpasenne CTBapM.

MOlIMhy ce DOry na MM noxaxe KaKBM cy Iberosa CYAOBM, jep M nojennHM IhYAM pacyhyjy nporna Boxnjer npoxacaa, Boxajer 6pMroBol)elba. JeAaH je sao, rpellIHMK je, a MAe My A06po. L(pyrM je A06ap, alIM cy neua 31Ia, )I{eHa je 601IeCHa, a OH YTeKHYBlIIM OA jenne HaMlIa3M aa Apyry HeBOIhY·

JeAaH je aao a )I{MBM nyro, a ApyrM je A06ap M yMMpe paHO. Ine, HeKM XPMlIIhaHMH je A06ap, MOlIM ce DOry, nocra, M caao na raycooe HaMlIa3M, a ApyrM je sao, rrcyje, naje, M rora Bor He Ka)I{lbaBa.

J1 TaKO, MOHax je YO'lMO MHoro TaKBMX CTBapM, xao lIITO ce Ka)l{e KOA rrpopOKa Iepeanje: Iocuoqe, mma je, jep flym 311UX Haflpegyje, a flym upaeux yaeK je y neeomu.

J1 OA rora nana rroueo je Aa ce MOlIM: "Iocnone, rrOKa)l{M MM CYAOBe Csoje, na He 6MX eYAMO!" IiI IIO'leO je onaj MOHax na ce MOlIM DOry na My noxaxe CYAOBe Iberose: KaKO TO Aa jenan, CMPOMax, KOjM je CBeT M rrpaB, 6YAe 601IeeTaH, crpana, HaMlIa3M aa neaon,e, a Apym, rpeuran, paAM rro csojoj rnasa, a 3ApaB je M 60raT, MMa ycnexa, nocraje BelIMK y clIY)l{6M, y 'IaCTM, M y CBeMY My MAe Ao6po.

1 Ynpasnrers, ryoepnarop.

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II ~IOlllO ce MOHax l1yro Dory na My noxaxe srior xera 6HBajy OBe Henpas.re. .ra :\06pll xecro rrare, a 31H1Ma I1l1e 1106po.

Hexa MI1 noxaxe Bor cYl10Be Csoje, jep je II MeHe secro caonaxn.aaana OBa (rBap, jep caM Bl1lleO MHore aenpasne, xoje - KaKO MI1 ce 'lHHH - na je Bor ;!OnY(T1IO··

A ITpe611am Bor, nourro 'lOBeK He 3Ha cYl10Be Iberose, npeno-mo My je na OBaKaB Ha'lllH cYl10Be Csoje, lIaKO je Morao l1a ra carpe 360r oaor IICnHH1Balha, l1a casna rajne DO>KHje, xoje He snajy HI1 anhena. AlIH nourro ra lby6lbalile 360r cseror IKIIBora, xreo je l1a ra YMYI1PIl, jep cYl10Be DO>KlIje HIIKO He MO>Ke saara.

Jel1HOM je nourao rrycrmsax caM y Anexcannpxjy na npona csoje KOpnl1~e, jep 6ellle rpH nana xona. AlIlI 'lIlM je nonrao 011 csoje nehnne, aa aexoj nenoj nozsana nsaurao My je y cycper npyr» MOHax, MlIaA, BeOMa nen.

- DlIarOCllOBI1, osel

- Iccnon nexa re 611arOCllOBII, cnne!

- Kaao I1l1elll, O'le?

- I1AeM 110 rpra, l1a npOl1aM csoje pYKOl1elbe.

Om! rrpoAaBaxy Koprrll~e 11 xynosaxy xnetia, npaasaxy nsonex 11 xpann-

111 cy ce seneamuea xoja cy Halla3111111 rro nycrnrsn. - Oxe, ja nero y Anexcannpnjy IIl1eM.

- Cnasa Dory l1a I1MaM carrYTHI1Ka!

Ilourro je npeyseo repeT CTap~a, MlIaAI1 MOHax My je peKao:

- Oxe, rnena] urra je. 3Halll urra rpe6a l1a 'lHHe MOHaCI1 xana IIAY na I1n. ,Lla ce MOlle cse BpeMe II Aa pasrosapajy c Boroa. To je I1Y>KHOCT MOHaxa it xpmuhana, Kal1l1l1Y rryresc l1a ce MOlle.

- Taxo, o-re, 110 Anexcasnpaje hexo ce MOlll1rll.

- Ila He nporOBopllMO HII pes! - peKao My je ouaj MlIal1l1. - I1l1ynl1

3aie;:JHO rpn nana OBIIM nyrev, Bl1l1enelil aa MeHI1 ueke crpaume cTBapll. Ila He roaopaur, Aa MI1 He CYAl1ll1 11 na He rrOra3111l1 3aKlIerBY!

- Lla, CI1He! AKO MI1 Bor nOMOrHC, nehy saure roaopnral

It nourna cy 060jl1~a. MlIaAII MOHax souraure xopnnue, I1I1!)axy hyreha, OKa nOAHeBa, kana je cyH~e >KerJIO BeOMa jaxo, Hal1ll1l1l1 cy na HeKO ceno,

;! xsaurta cy ripen IhI1X ABa MlIaAa scaexa:

- OUII, 0/1 calla He MO>Kere amne rryrosarn, jep cyHue >Ke>Ke BeOMa jaxo. \~·.:e7e KO;! Hac!

~.:. ;:p.a xtaanha cy I1X rrpl1MlIlIa ca Belll1KOM -ramhy, jep aa I1croKY rOKOM 1.<.:-: .. ;:" :!.!c:.+;t'lli nvrosarn, Hero caxo jyrpoa II seuepov. 11 raao je raxsa rpaY _J .. .i. u;,,~, re npll~HI y xyhy, na TI1 orrepe nore. Cnacirren, je peKao CI1MOHY

<papl1cejy: Y~ox WU y Kyny WBOjy; HU Boge MU na HOle HUCU gao! (Yrr. ca IlK. 7,44.) [ep je raMO necax BeOMa apeo, 11 KaA CI1 crnrao 'lOBeKY y xyhy 11 1I11He rl1 MallO xname BOAe na nore, 'lI1HI1 rll senaxo A06po. Hore ce Y>KaCHO >Kape 360r necxa II KaMelha.

TI1 MlIal1l1nll, xana cy casxamr na cy 113 CKl1rCKe nycrmse, rne 6exy caxo caera MOHacll - CBeTl! Anronaje Belll1KII, Csern Maxapnje Belll1KII, CBeTl! Cncoje Belll1KI1, Caern OHY<PPl1je Belll1KII 11 Apyrl1 BellllKII l1CnOCHII~11 xoje I1MaMO y xaneanapy - rrpl1MlIlIl1 cy I1X ca join BenOM xaurhy, ca lby6aBlbY, Onpalll1 cy 11M uore, OAMOPlllll1 l1X II nocraanna aa cro.

TI1 MlIal1l1nl1 I1Ma!)axy y Kynll HeKI1 cpeopna cYI1, BeOMa cxyn, urro 11M 6ellle ocrao c xonena na KOlleHO. Y raj CYA cy 11M crasnnn rrycrmsasxy xpaHY, 113 rr060>KHOCrl1, yxaayjyhn 11M AOlll1'lHY sacr.

MOHacl1 cy jellll, 611arOAapl11111 cy 11 nourmr cy na OTIIO'lII HY, jep 6exy yMopHI1.

ITpeA aexe, KaA Aa nohy na nyr, MlIaAI1 MOHax je yKpao cpetipna CYA· Crapa MOHaxje BIIAeo l1 rrOMI1Clll10 je: "Inenaj! ITpl1Ml1l1l1 cy Hac lbYAI1 ca ronaKOM saurhy, Orrpalll1 cy HaM nore, Aalll1 HaM Aa jenexo, a osaj MOHax je yKpao cpefipny sneny".

I1Aynl1 OHII MallO l1albe, npemmr cy npeKO nexe hynpnjnne. MlIaAI1 MOHax je oceHIIO onaj cYA xpcrox 11 6awlO ra je y BOAY. Crapau je BIIAeo 11 rrOMI1Clll10 je: "KaKBa aenpaanal 3allITO Y3e 3AellY 11 6alll1 je y BOAY? 3allIro je Hl1je OCraBI10 raxo?" AlIl1 je npehyrao, jep I1Ma!)allIe 3aBeT AO Anexcannpnje Aa He rOBOpl1.

YBe'le cy crnrna KOA Apyro ABoje MlIaAl1x. 11 OBI1 cy 113allIlIlI rrpeA IhIlX, npllMl1lIl1 I1X c lby6aBlbY, onpamr 11M aore, KaKO je 06WIaj, 11 AalIlI 11M na ce oAMope. TI1 cy I1Malll1 nerenue OA HeKOlIl1KO Mece~l1.

Yjyrpy, KaA Aa nohy, MlIaAI1 MOHax je Orl111IaO KOA Ae'll1je xonesxe, a na a.erosa pOAl1relbll He npaxere, 11 y6110 ra je.

Crapau je BI1Aeo 11 rOBopallle y CBOM yMy: "Ca KaKBI1M caM 31II1KOB~eM nourao ja na rryr! TaMO je yKpao cpeopuy 3l1elIY, OBAe je y6110 nerel" AlIlI ra OH 6ellIe yrr030p110: "Baneheur MHoro KOA MeHe na OBOM nyry, HeMoj cnysajao Aa rrpOrOBOpl111I, jep KpllIl1l1I 3aKlIerBY!"

Llpyrora naaa OKO rrOI1HeBa, nponaseha Kp03 HeKO ceno, naaurao tiM je y cycper HeKI1 AOManIlH:

- O~I1, OA cana He MO>Kere smue I1nl1, jep je cynue npanexno 11 senaxa je spyhnna. Xajnere KOA Hac Aa ce o,1(Mopl1re HeKOlIl1KO earn a npen seue here nOHOBO rroha.

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Taj lJOBeK MMal)awe seaaaor rrca, KOjM lJYBawe lJMTaBO AOManMHcTBo. ITpMMMO MX je lJOBeK, yrocrno MX, nao MM na ce oAMope. ITpeA aese, KaA ce no-reno npoxnahnaarn, OHM cy OTMWllM. MllaAM MOHax ce Bpamo narpar M - Aa BlIacHMK He npMMeTM - 3aKpcTMO je rrca, M nac je CKOlJMO YBMC M yrnayo je.

Tana CTapal..\ rnenaure, alIM hyraure: "KaKBa je OBO patiorar TaMo je yKpao cperipny 3AeIIY, OHaMO je yrymno nere, oane je y6MO neal"

11AynM OHM npyrora ,1.\aHa, ycnyr cy nponmn nopen nexe KplJMe. Taao smne HMKO He ronopauie 0 DOry, rosopao je alIKOXOII y IbMXOBMM rnasaaa: rrO,1.\BpMCKMsaxy, nesaxy, 3BM}!{,1.\axy, ncosaxy: M xana cy BM,1.\eIIM MOHaxe, rrosena cy BMKaTM:

"Inenaj nonypnel" - Kana je lJOBeK rnrjaa, He rOBopM smue OH, rosopa hasol CTapM MOHax HMje peKao HMwTa, rnenao je CBOj nyr, A MlIa,1.\M ce ospeay xa KplJMM M nanpana TpM MeTaHMje. IToWTo ce nOKIIOHMO npeaa KPlJMM, nowao je ,1.\albe.

Ha MBMI..\M uryae 6MlI0 je ceno M nexa HanYWTeHa I..\pKBa. Hnje MMalIa HM KpCTa, BpaTa 6exy Y3eTa, np030pM nonynann; nycra I..\pKBa, HanYWTeHa cMryPHO npe BMwe 0,1.\ 40 rO,1.\MHa. MlIaAM MOHax je Y3eo HeKOIIMKO KaMeHlJMna, oceano MX CBeTMM KPCTOM M noseo MX tiauara na I..\pKBy.

A cTapM MOHax rosopanre y cetin: "BMAI1 TI1 OBO! Ila je 0,[1 Dora, He 611 TO lJMHMO. AmI OA haaona je, jep ce KplJMM xnan.ao, a sa I..\pKBY 6 a 1..\ a KaMelbe". AIIM My He 6ewe A03BOlbeHO,1.\a rosopa . .D:o AlIeKcaHApMje 6ewe jour jenan AaH.

Tpehera naua yjyrpy, M,1.\ynM OHM noxpaj aexor cella, CTMfHY AO aexe xyhe nOKpMBeHe clIaMOM M TpCKOM. Ha KynHoM rpeay 6MlIa cy ,1.\elJMl..\a, IbMX neropo, 11 nllaKaxy. Crapn MOHax je 113BaAI10 HeWTO 113 panua 11 nao 11M. 3aTI1M IIX je yrnrrao:

- lllro nnasere?

- lyse cy CaXpaH111I11 MajKY!

- A I1MaTe JII1 ouai

- Orau je yMpO JIaHe.

Hextahaxy, ja,1.\HlIlIl1, HI1 oua HII MajKY.

Ilourro cy OTI1WJII1, MlIaAI1 MOHax ce BpaTI1 HaTpar 11 aanann xyhy . .D:el..\a cy ce paaoezcana Ky,1.\ xoj«,

Crapa MOHax je nOMI1CIIMO: "Ie JII1 TO lJOBeK? 3analI110 je xyhy! Iocnone, KOIIHKO hy ja jow TprreTII oaor y6111..\Y? TaMO ce xnaisao KPlJMII, OBaMO je rahao lIPKBy! Osaj caxro ana lJIIHI1!" AIIII hyraure, jep he yae-re CTl1hl1 y AlIeKCaH,1.\pl1- JY, y Bapow.

Ka,1.\ cy CTl1fJll1 y AJIeKCaHAPl1jy, 6ewe sexe. Taao 6ewe nexa BelII1Ka sana II BlIacHIIK He 6ewe KO,1.\ xyhe. MlIa,1.\M MOHax je MaJIO nornenao xyhy, 11 BpllO

6p30 Ben je 6110 aa BpXy xyhe. 3a jenan car YHI1WTI10 je neny xyhy. Paanynao je KPOB, npara, nposope, cne WTO 6ewe y Kynl1 nOKBapl10 je.

Crapn ce 3alJY,1.\110, KaKO je aa car npexena pasnynao ueny xyhy, M nonnaWMO ce KaA je BM,1.\eo. AIIM cana, nOWTO 6ewe crarao y Anexcannpnjy, Morao je na rosopa. Ka,1.\ je onaj naamao nourro je pa3lIynao ueny Kyny lJOBeKOBY, yseo ra je aa crpany M aamrrao ra:

_ .D:eAe cnyuraj, tipare! 0,1.\ cana amue He Mory ,1.\a nyTMM! [e JIM 6MO 3aBeT Mel)y HaMa ,1.\a He rOBoplIMO AOBAe? TM MeHI1 na xaxein WTa CII m! 1)aBo III1 CI1, lJOBeK llM CM I1IIM anheo lIM CM!

- AIIM 3aIllTO, OlJe? [ecax lIM IlITO 31I0 YlJMHI10?

_ Mope, na OA TpM nana, 0,1.\ xana MAeMO sajenao, lJMHMO CM caxo ana

AelIa!

- A nrra caa, ose, YlJMHMO 31I0?

_ ITa ,1.\06po, Mope, OHM lbY,1.\M onaane, Ka,1.\ CMO CI1Il1IIM C 6pera, 3ap Hac HI1- cy npMMYlIIYI, 3ap Hac HMCY yrocTMIIM, 11 IlITO cy cxynonenaje MMalIM nOCTaBMJIM cy - OHY 3,1.\eJIy! HMCI1 JII1 je OTY,1.\a yKpao II 6alll10 y BO,1.\y?

- Illra BeIII1W, oxe?

_ 31I0 CM ypa,1.\lIo. BelII1Ka IIYAOCT, jep OHYI lby,1.\M fie Hac ocyhnsarn ,1.\a

CMO KpalIM!

_ One, TpM BelII1Ke M A06pe CTBapM caM YlJMHMO TaMO! OHa cpefipna 3,1.\e-

na 6eIlle neroxn.eonaua 113 lIpKBe onora cena, thy 6eIlle yxpao npanena OHMX, ann OHM He snahaxy. Beure nncano na Iboj CTapMM lIpKBeHI1M nI1CMOM: "OBO je neroxrsetinaua upxae Cserora HMKOJIaja, AapoBaHa 0,1.\ re 11 re nOpO,1.\MlIe, M KO je 6y,1.\e oryhao 0,1.\ lIpKBe na 6YAe y naKJIY ,1.\OK je He BpaTM Ha3aA".

TaKO je nMCaJIO aa 3AeJIM. 11 360r re snene AeBeT nyura xoje cy je ynoTpe- 6lbaBaJIe MYlJMlIe cy ce y naxny. 11 cana je rperiano ,1.\a M OBM MAY Y naxao, jep je ynorperirsanaxy, 11 MeHI1 je 611JIO }!{ao IbI1X, 11 yKpao caM 3AeJIY; alIM MeHM HYlje 611JIa norperina, jep caM je 6alll10 y BOAY·

CYTpaAaH he AohM lIpKBelbaK npxse na ce Kyna y OHOj BO,1.\M M naha he cY,1.\· OH, 6YAyhM 113 upxae, rroanasajyhn lIpKBeHO nMcMO, onnehe ra CBeiliTeHI1KY· 11 xana 6YAe CTaBMO 3AeJIY y CBeTM OJITap, OHMX AeBeT he M3ahYl M3 naxna, jep TaMO je nYlCaHO: "Ila 6y,1.\y y naKJIY AOK je He BpaTe Ha3a,1.\".

_ 3HalJl1, ose, ja caM TaMO YlJYlHMO Tpll ,1.\06pa nena: II OHI1X neseropo 113- ByKao caM 113 naxna, 11 OBe IlITO cy y }!{I1BOTY caxysao caM ).\a He yl)y, M nao cax 11 sneny Ha3aA I..\pKBI1, na je MMa, jep oeure BeOMa norpetina. 11 TM xaxcenr Aa caM 31I0 lJI1HMO, a ja cax notipo lJI1HMO!

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Tana ce 3a).lMBMO CTapal1: "Inenaj, opare. KaKO je 6MJIO, a ja caM pa'-lyHao na

je JIOrrOB,).Ia je yxpao 3).1eTIY!"

- A Ka).l 01 y6}lO nere, jecn TIM raxohe ).I06po y'-lMHMO?

- ,D,06po ).IeTIO caM M HMO ypa).lMO.

- KaKO, y6MO CM nere 11 xazcenr na CM ).I06po ).IeTIO ypanno?

- CTaHM M He cy).ll1 rro CBOMe yMY. JeCM JIM BM).Ieo ).IeTeHI.\e( OHO je 611TIO

saxero na ).IaH Bacxpca, I10WTO ce HMCY Y3).1p)!(aTIM pO).lMTelhl1 aa ).IaH Bacxpce. 1M Iocnomser, ).IeTe je, rro DmKjeM CY).ly, l1MaJIO ).Ia y csojoj 20. rO).ll1HI1 nocraHe pa360jHl1'-lKI1 sanoaenanx 11 ).Ia y6l1je cnoje pO).ll1Telhe. To 6ewe Ka3Ha aa lbl1XOBO HeY3).1p)!(albe. li1 MHoro je lh y).ll1 l1MaO na noonje, M MHoro noaerae l1MaO je ).Ia '-ll1Hl1 y csery, jep je 6110 saver na TaKO BeJII1Kl1 ).IaH.

Ia caM OB).Ie y'-ll1Hl10 Tpl1 BeJIMKa ).I06pa ).IeTIa: nocnao caM nyury ).IeTeHl1eToBY '-lMCTY aa He60, crracao caM lberOBe ponnren,e 0).1 y611cTBa 0).1 pYKe lbl1XOBOr concrseaor nerera, M OHl1, HaWaBWI1 nere MPTBO, nnaxahe BeOMa MHoro, l1 Kp03 raj nnax orrpaWTa l1M ce l1 rpex Kojl1 cy y'-lI1HI1JII1 yO'-ll1 naua Bacxpca. li1 Tl1 xaacem ).Ia caM 3JIO '-ll1Hl10, a ja caM ).I06po '-lI1HMO!

- A 3aWTO Cl1 HMO y6MO '-lOBeKOBor rrca?

-li1 TaMO caa y'-ll1Hl10 ).I06po ).IeJIo! Ouaj rrac xyaaure l1eTIO ).IoMahl1H-

CTBO, aTII1 je cyrpanan rpetiano na rr06ecHI1. li1 xana je rpetiano na nohe ra3).1apl1l1a ).Ia My ).Ia aa jeJIO, l1MaO je na je yjene, l1 BeTIl1Ka je ruycooa l1MaTIa na 6Y).le y Kyhl1 onora '-lOBeKa! I10WTO Hac je rrpI1Ml10, 6MTIO MI1 I1X je xcao 11 y6MO caM rrca rrpe, ).Ia He yje).le rasnapmry. li1 Tl1 xaxeur ).Ia caM 3TIO '-lI1HI10, a ja caM ).I06po '-lI1HI10!

- A WTO CM ce KO).l Kp'-lMe KPCTl10 l1 xnan.ao ce?

- li1 TaMO caM y'-ll1Hl10 ).I06po ).IeTIo! Y Ty Kp'-lMy 6exy ).IOWTII1 Haj60lhl1

).IoMahl1Hl1 113 cena. UpKBeHI1 TYTOP, KHe3 11 je).laH ).I06ap AOMahI1H. OHI1 cy ce caBeTOBaTIM na ce y).lpy)!(e M na HarrpaBe l1pKBY y ceTIY soja 6ewe nanyurreua. Kan CMO MI1 rana rrpOTIa311TII1, OHl1 cy peKTIM: "I1oMo311, Iocnone, na HarrpaBI1MO l1PKBY!"

Mana 6exy y KP'-lMI1, ja caM BI1).1eO).la cy lhy).ll1 XTeTIl1 ).Ia y'-lI1He ).I06po ).IeTIO, aanpaaao caM 11 ja Tpl1 MeTaHMje l1 peKao caM: 'Tocnone, rrOM0311 11M na HarrpaBe l1PKBY!" li1 Tl1 xascein ).Ia caM 3TIO '-ll1HI10, a ja caM ).I06po '-ll1HI10. [a ce HMcaM KJIalbaO KP'-lMI1, rrOKJIOHl10 caM ce Eery, na noxrorne OHl1M WTO cy ce O).lJIy'-ll1JII1 la oosose 3anywTeHY l1PKBy.

3a;UlBllO ce crapan, rosopehn: "Hl1 OB).Ie HI1CaM 6110 y npasyl"

- A raxo, Ka).l CMO CTl1fTIl1 na xpaj cena, 3aWTO CM ce 6al1ao KaMelbeM aa UpJ..:Byi

- To 6ewe OHa uanyurrena l1pKBa. li16Y).lyhl1l1pKBa nycra, l)aBOTIl1 Mrpaxy na Cseroj rpanesn, ua rrp030pMMa, na xpaxy 11 cMejaxy ce orrycTowelbY ).laMa Boxorjer; 11 6ewe MI1 KpI1BO. li1 Bl1).1eO CM na caM OCeHl10 KPCTOM OHe KaMeH'-lMhe 11 no-reo ce 6al1aTI1 aa l1PKBY, a l)aBOTII1 cy ce pasriexann onanne. [a HMcaM rahao l1PKBY, Hero l)aBOTIe KOjM 6exy raao!

- A OHaMO 3aWTO CM 3anaTIl10 xyhy ).Iel1l1? Baneo Cl1 ).Ie'-ll1l1Y l1 HMje Tl1 6l1TIO )!(ao lbMX?

- Ta 611TIO Ml1 je »cao Bl1We Hero Te6l1! li1 ypanno caM BeOMa ).I06po .

Bnneo CM na OHa ).Ie'-ll1l1a He l1Mal)axy HI1 MajKy Hl1 oua, M OCTaTIa cy ca OHOM crpahapon 0).1 xyhe. ATIM OHa He saahaxy ).Ia non KyhHMM rpeMOM nocrojn 6TIaro CKpl1BeHO 0).1 lbMXOBor npanene. Cyn ca '-lMCTMM 3TIaTHMl1I1Ma. li1 ja caM aanamro Kyhy, jep OHM )!(MBlhaxy y Cl1pOMaWTBY l1 He snahaxy na l1Majy 6TIaro no).l KyhHI1M rpeMOM.

HaKOH HeKOTIMKO nana ).Iel1a he rpa)!(MTM ryna ).Ia Bl1).1e WTa je jow OCTaTIO l1 Hal1hM he aa OHO 6TIaro M nossahe nexor caor ).Ie).ly, KOjl1 je l1pKBeHM TyTOp. Osaj, 6Y).lyhl1 60r060ja)!(lhMB '-lOBeK, ysehe non csoje craparse OHY ).Iel1Y, l1 ca Hal)eHI1M HOBl1eM nanpasahe MM BeTIMKY xyhy ca CBMM WTO 11M rpetia, WKOnosahe l1X, M nocrahe BeTIl1KM lhy).lMI1 BepHMl\M.

li1 TI1 BeJII1W ).Ia caM 3TIO Y'-lI1HI10, oxe, WTO caM 3arraTII10 xyhy, aJII1 ja cax ).I06po Y'-ll1Hl10, jep na Hl1CaM aananno xyhy, He 611 HaWTIl1 6TIaro.

- A OB).Ie 3aWTO Cl1 rrOKBapl10 xyhy?

- Ose, OBa nena xyha 6ewe aanpaszsena HOBl1eM 0).1 xpahe. li16I1TIO je sano-

seheno 0).1 Dora OBaKO: "I10WTO je aanpaan.ena Tyl)l1M Tpy).lOM 11 HOBl1eM 0).1 xpahe, OB).Ie My)!( 11 )l(eHa HMKa).la nehe )!(l1BeTl1! )KeHa je rperiano na yMpe KO).l npsora nopohaja. CaMO My)!( ynon l1MaO je na )l(I1Bl1 uenora sexa y OBOj Kyhl1".

li1 rrOKBapl10 caM xyhy, jep cy OHI1 OTI1WTIl1 na HeKY cBa).l6y, l1 Ka).l 6y).IY ).IOWTII1 11 Bl1).1eTII1 na je CBe pa3lIyrraHo, Ha'-lI1Hl1he aa MecTY MalbY xyhy, conCTBeHl1M TPY).lOM, 11 )!(eHa onna aehe yMpeTI1 KO).l pahaaa rrpBora nerera.

li1 TM xaxem ).Ia caM 3TIO Y'-ll1HMO, a ja cax y'-lMHl10 ).I06po, rro BOlhl1 DO)l(l1joj.

OH).Ia je sarnrrao MOHax:

- ,D,a TI1 MeHI1 xaxceur, opare, now TO CI1 TOTIMKO BeTIMKI1X '-ly).la Y'-ll1Hl10, urra el1 TI1?

- ATII1 na l1 TM xaxceur MeHM, CBeTI1 oxe, WTa CI1 Tpa)!(110 y MOJII1TBM 0).1 Dora?

- [a ce HeKOlIl1KO ronnna MOlIl1M ).Ia MI1 noxaxe Eor csoje cynose, jep MI1 ce y'-ll1HI1TIO na MHore HerrpaBe).lHe CTBapM nonyurra Bor y OBOM cnery,

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IIJ1TAlhA 0 BEPJ1

BeK pohen OA )!(eHe. A KO je noroMajKa? Illra Ka)!(e ncanav 44? Ca gecHe cUipaHe ilIu cUioju uapuua oqeeena U yxpaiueua snaiuo»: apOUiKaHoM xan.unou (yrr. ca ITc 44,9; uau. npes.).

AKO je ponnaa CMHa nO)!(Mjer OA J1.yxa Cserora, HOCMna fa y YTp06M M AO.il1na fa, 6Mna je "CTaHI111ITe J1.yxa Cserora". Ko MO)!(e 6MTM sehn OA lhe? OHa je Ilapnna J1.yxa Cserora, Ilapnua xepyanaa M cepaqlMMa! CBM cexranrn M narann, aa AaH CYAa, snnehe OHM rana KO je Boroaajxa, KaA sacnja HaA 'leTOM xepyanaa. Teurxo lhMXOBOj maBM! Onsemhe MX caraaa y orais naxna sajenao ca C060M M ca CBMM l)aBonMMa KOjM cy xynMnM aa Borouajxy'

BMAMTe Aa XPMCTOC oeure aa KpCTy pacrreT M msyaaa M 6WleBaH, anM HM rana HMje 3a60paBMO noroMajKY. IToKa3a na lhy CBeTOMe JeBaHl)enMCTY JOBaHY, pexaaum: EBO tu« MajKe! (Yrr. ca JH 19,27.) To jeer npnxaara je! M npaxaarno jy je. Mlhoj BenM: MajKa, eBO Uiu cuHa! (yrr. ca JH. 19, 26.) Ilpenao jy je na nasosynaj'laCHMjeM anocrony, M )!(MBena je jour 15 rOAMHa AO caora rrpecenelha na He60.

- Oxe, Y OTKpHBelbY ce fOBOPH 0 )l(Hry aHTHxpHCTOBY, 666, KojH je xoh aHTHxpHcTOBa.

- Bpare, 3ap TM MMcnMlll Aa ce Y3MMa TaKO AocnOBHO, 666?

Te TpM nrecraue cMM60nM3yjy TpM yxcacne cTpacTM xoje he BnaAaTM CBeTOM y nocnenu,a speaena, HaMMe:

1. Ee3YMHY nOXOTy, TO jeer paaspar M najancrso KaKBM He 6exy HMKaAa na 3eMlhM;

II. Bpsonnero, MalllTapcKo yvoaaae xoje BOAM y cexre, caaxojaxe pasnope, AYllIeBHe 60necTM, Bpa'lapCTBO, 6e3HaI)e M caaoyriacrso,

III. M rpeha mecrana oaaaxasa uepacynaa raes, TO jeer MP)!(lhY Mel)y ·'hYAMMa, parose, OCBeTY, caaxojaxe 3nO'lMHe, cnahy M CMyTlhy Mel)y xpmuhaHMMa, Mel)y pOAMTelhMMa M Ael.\OM, xao llITO nmne y CBeTOM JeBaHl)elhY.

CBe re CTpaCTM, xoje cy CMM6onM30BaHe 6pojeM 666, ananajy nauac '1l1TaBOM 3eMlhOM, AOK He Aol)e xpaj CBeTa M CTpallIHM CYA. Tana he CBaKO TIpl1MMTI1 TIO cBojl1M AenMMa.

ITa 3ap BM MI1CnMTe Aa he 6l1Tl1 KaKaB )!(l1r ca 6pojeM 666? Drynocra! AKO Til Y OUiKpuBelbY saxreaaur 666, ja OA reoe 3aXTeBaM "snep llITO rosopa", 11 "aereuxacror xorsa" M "paher xon.a" 11 "spaaor xorsa", M "rpan llITO paha" (yrr. ca OTK 13,5 - 6; 6,4; 6, 5; 17). fpaA nocraje )!{eHa 11 paha.

J1.e na TI1 MeHI1 xaxetu; urra je TO? CeAaM xaura rnena Boaorjera, ceAaM rpy6a, urra cy? Peua, peun'

Hajnpoxnernja cexra Ha CBeTY, xoja HaM rrpeTI1, jecre cexra jexosncra.

Kaxse reurxe xyne 113HOCe OHI1 rrpOTMB nO)!(aHCTBa! OHI1 He sepyjy y XpI1CTa.

- J1.a? A 3ap HI1CI1'lYO npopoxa Mcal1jy? KOllUKO cy netieca BUUza og 3eMlbe, KOllUKO je J;[CillOK galbe og Sauaqa, ilIOllUKO cy cygOBu MOjU BUWU og cygoBa eauiux II uucnu Moje og MUClllI Bawux, CUHOBU lbygCKU (yrr. ca Plea 55, 9).

HHCl1lIl1'1yo COlIoMoHa urra Bemi? llliuo je UieJICe og Uie6e ueuo] uoqusaiuu II willa je gy6lbe og Uie6e neuo] IIcuuUiIIBaUiIl, ga He yMpew.

HUCH lIM '1yo J1.aBuAa rrpopOKa KOjU xaxe: CygOBU rocaoglbll gy60KO cy BeOhta.

KaKO cu ce YCYAMO TU, jenan 'lOBeK, na saaur CYAOBe no)!(uje, xoje HU apxaHl)elIl1, HI1 xepYBUMU He 3Hajy? AlIU nor Huje xreo na re carpe, jep je Morao na re caTpe 360r osor ncmrraaatsa, alIl1 snajyha TpYAOBe rnoje, nocnao je MeHe, oxe, Aa TU noxaxea Aa CYAOBM no)!(ju HUCY xao lhYACKH.

BUAl1ll1 nH KOlIHKO CH TH CYAHO ° MeHH? Illro rOA caM ypaAHo Te6H ce y'lHHHIIO Aa je 31I0: Aa caM y6Hl.\a, na caM YKpao cYA, na caM aanamio Kyhy, H llITO caM ron ypaAl1o. A TO je CBe 6HlIO A06po seoaa, H CBe je y'lHlheHO na BenHKY KOPI1CT. Eano je A06po rro CYAoBHMa nO)!(HjHM, He rro CYAoBHMa lhYACKHM!

M TI1 CU neurro pacyhasao, alIH CYAOBH nO)!(l1jH HHCY 6HlIH xao TBojH, jep OHH cy 6HnH spno A06pH! TH CH peKao Aa caM 31I0 'lHHHO, a ja cax 'lHHHO caxo A06po. J1.aKne, OA cana Aa same He CYAHllI nnxora H llITO ron 6YAelll BHneo, pel.\H: Iocnone, TJt CBe saaur. [a He nosnaiex rsoje CYAOBe!

J1.aKlIe, CBeTH ose, HHKO 0A lhYAH na ce smue He YCYAH Aa HCfIJ1.Tyje cyAOBe no)!(uje, jep HI1 aHl)enH He Mory 3HaTU CYl10Be Hserose'

AnH nourro CH 'lOBeK, nor TH je onpocrzo, anu Me je rrocnao Aa re yMyAPHM na ce smne He YCYAHllI YXOI1HTH CYAoBe Hserose, jep CYl10BH nO)!(HjH cy MHoro Ay60KO H He MO)!(e HX 3HaTH HHKO, HH aHl)enu ca uetia.

J1.aKne, Aa yrraMTHMO H3 OBe rrpH'le Aa ce Y CBeMY llITO HaMa y OBOM CBeTY U3mel1a KPHBO H sno MHoro rryTa sapaaol Iep He nosnajeao cYAOBe nO)!(Hje CKpHBeHe U He06yxBaTHe.

He HcnHTyj HeHCnHTJbHBO H He )l(enH Aa AOCTHfHem HeAOCTH)I(HO!

AMHH.

- LJ.a lIH je KOMe npenonpeheao MeCTO C AeCHa If C JIeBa Ilpecnere Tpojauet

- Cnacnrea semc CeAeTH MeHH C AeCHa Hnu MeHH C nesa Hl1je Moje na naiea, Hero je OHUX aa xoje je npanpexrn.eno. Ta ABa MeCTa cy on Oua onpeheaa Eoroaaiua n CBeToMe JOBaHY KpCTI1TeJby. Ko je JOBaH KpCTHTeJb? Hajseha xo-

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To je jynejcxa nonarauxa cexra, xoja ce 60pM nporas xpmuhaacrsa M rroKyuiasa Aa uananae AorMY Ilpecsere Tpojnne, jep onsajajy Oua OA CMHa M OA llyxa Caerora.

Ie nM 6J10 J1KaA Orau 6e3 JIoroca? Xpncroc je JIoroc OlJeB. Ie nM 6MO MKaA Orau 6e3 llyxa? Illra ce xaxce y 32. Ilcamryi Iocuoqieo»: pe'ljy yuepciuuiue ce netieca U gaxoM weioeux yciua caa eojcxa lfJuxoaa (yrr. ca ITc 32,6). [e lIM 6MO IfKaA Orau 6e3 JIoroca J1lIM 6e3 llyxa?

3ap HJ1CJ1 BMAeo npa CTBapalbY lJOBeKa? Ita Ha'lUHUMO «oeexa UO ceoue 06nu'tjy, Kao iuiuo CMO MU. C KMM lIM ce caaerosaure Orau, aKO He 6exy CMH M Ilyx Cserai 3ap HMCM BMAeo rrpM noaensn je3MKa? Xajge ga cutjeMO U ga UM uOMemeMO jesux (yrr. ca 1. Moj. 1,26; 11,7). CBeTa Tpojnua ce OA noxerxa OTKpMBa y HajTajaHcTBeHl1jMM ITI1CMI1Ma.

llaKlIe, 31I0 OA hasona OBO je: 6e3YMHa IIOXOTa, 6p30IIJIeTO YMOBalbe H HepaCYAHH men. To 3HalJl1 666!

"J1 noha he aexa cexra aa xpajy csera, Ka)Ke CBeTI1 Annpej, xoja ce sehe OCelbl1BaTI1 KpCHI1M 3HaKOM, 11 crasnhe 11M aHTI1Xpl1CT )Kl1r aa AeCHY PYKY, 11 nehe je rrOAl13aTl1 aa xeno, jep xeno je CI1MBOlI pa3YMCKe cTpaHe AYIlle, TO jeer YMa." llOIlllIe cy KOA MeHe jour AaBHO HeKOlIl1KO )KeHa 6aITTl1CTKl1lba qaK 113

A6pYA-A1I6e2• llBe cy ce npexpcrune. OA 30. rOAI1He 6exy 6aITTI1CTKl1lbe.

JeAHa je pexrra:

- Oxe, nehy ce rrpeKpCTI1Tl1!

- ITpeKpCTl1 ce! - Ka)KeM joj.

- Hehy ce KPCTI1TI1, He Mory na Al1fHeM pyKy uaropel

- CTaBl10 TM je haso )Kl1r, 3aTO je BI1Ille He rrOAJ1)KeIll! ITpeKpCTl1 ce,

;.KeHO, rra heui Bl1AeTI1 Moh bO)Kl1jy!

- He, jep He Mory na rrOAl1fHeM pyKy!

H ja joj Y3MeM AeCHY pyKy l1 rrpeKpCTl1M je Tpl1rryT rro lIMl\Y. - lao! Jao! Cana caM je Moma rrOAMhM!

Taxo je nooerao OA lbe haso KOjl1 je lbOM snanao. - lao, ocehaa ce BeOMa naxa!

- lla! Cana je OTI1IllaO haso C rsoje pyxe!

3aHfM caM je I1crrOBeAMO 11 rrOHOBO ce BpaTl1lIa UPKBI1. BMAMTe 1I11 Moh Cserora Kpcrai

o CTPAXY 60)KMJEM

2 A6p\'J - rpall Y )!(ynaHl1jl1 AJI6a (AJI6a).

Ko ce 60jM bora He BOlIM Aa Y3MMa Tyl)y I1MOBMHy. Ko ce 60jl1 bora He MAe KOA rylje xcene. Ko ce 60jl1 bora - M ca csojcx )KeHOM )!{I1BM y qMCrOrM, rro rroperKy UpKBe.

Ko ce 60jl1 bora ne spina noriaxaje, anje najaanua, HMje rryuras, HMje xasraJ,mja, Hl1je rpanannau aa Tyl)OM MMOBl1HOM, HMje nenoxopan, nonrryje BlIaCT, rro arrocTolIY ITaBlIy: OH gaje OHOMe KOju je ca 'tamny - «aciu, KOjU je ca gaJIC6uHoM - gaJIC6uHY, KOjU je ca ciupaxou - ciupax, U HUKOMe uuiuiua He ocmaje gYJICaH, OCUM ga lby6u Eoia U 6nuJlClfJeia (yrr. ca PMM. 13,5-8).

Ko ce 60jM bora raj 3a BpeMe HeAelhHe CBeTe mrrypraje He cnasa KOA xyhe, Ko ce 60jM bora He ocrasn.a neuy Aa onpacrajy y 6e3aKOlbMMa, Hero I1X KOpl111 ncnpaarsa, yqM MX na ce xnan.ajy Bory, na nocre, na OAlIa3e y l\pKBY 11 na BOAe qMCT )KMBOT Y rrOpOAl1l\l1. Ko ce 60jM bora He ry6M BpeMe Y3alIYAHO. J1lIM pana, 1f1I11 ce MOlIM Bory, MlIM qMTa CBeTO nncxo, MlIl1 MMClIM 0 6YAyheM CYAY, 0 CMPTM, 0 HarpaAIf, 0 61Ia)KeHcTBY paja M 0 naxny,

Ko ce 60jM bora lhy61f csaxor xosexa M ca MHoro lhy6aBl1 nouaxe CBaKOM qOBeKY KOjl1 je y nesozsaaa. Ko ce 6ojl1 bora He IllTeAM csoje MMalbe OA pasnaaan.a cMpOMaCI1Ma. Ko ce 60jM bora y BelIl1KOM je cTpaxy He caxo Aa He 3rpeIlll1 Eory AelIOM 1f1Il1 peqjy, Hero M MMIlllhy. AlIM 360r qera? - 3Ha urra xasyje llyx

Csern: na je Bor Bl1Aeo l1 BI1AM HaIllY MMcao If rrpe Hero ce aaxue. .

JeCTe 1Il1 qylIl1 KOA JOBa? JeCTe lIM qylIl1: bor06oja)Klhl1B qOBeK? Illra xazce EO)KaHcKo rrl1CMo? Beiaiue 'IOaeK y 3eMlbU ACUgujCKOj, y upegellY Y3a, y Apa6uju, U tieuie Haj60iamuju 'I08eK Ha McmoKY. AlIl1 qyj urra xaxe: M tietue aeOMa BOi060jaJIClbua (yrr. ca JOB. 1,1-3). CBaKo seve rrpl1HOCaIlle rro jenner BOlla na )KPTBy. AlIlf 3aIllTO? OH )KI1BI1 rrpe nncaaora 3aKOHa. ITeTl1 je OA Aapaana 11 )KMBI1 CKOPO Xl1lhaAY rOAI1Ha rrpe Mojcnja.

H OH, raj qOBeK bO)Kl1jl1, MMal)aIlle ceAaM CMHOBa l1 Tpl1 shepn, If npnaocarne )KpTBY o-nnuhen.a, xao IllTO ce rrpMHoIllaxy KpBHe )KpTBe rana, ga He 6ygy KaKO geu,a Moja, 6ygynu Mllaga, MumlbY sipeuiuna mmoiog BOiy (yrr. ca JOB. 1,5). JeCTe 1I11 qylIl1? Ko OA nanaunsax oraua M MajKI1, KOjl1 pOAI1Telhlf jour 6Pl1HY urra MI1ClIe lbl1XOBa Ael\a? Ko ce nanac jour 60jl1 rpeXOBa csoje neue yql1lbeHMX MM:Illlhy? "Teuixo MeHM, MO)KAa cy IllTO 31I0 YMOBana Moja neua' MO)KAa cy noMlfCnl1na na xpahy, M:lIM na MP)KlbY, l1lIM ua pa3BpaT, 111Il1 ua nnjaacrso, 111I1f ua OCBeTY. Temxo MeHIf! lla rrpl1HeCeM )KpTBY Bory, na 6M 11M Eor OrrpOCTI10, jep cy 3rpeIlllflIa MMIlllhY!"

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leca 1111 '1yo: pOAI1Telb neue? jecl1lIl1 '1yo: OTa~ Ae~e? Eoja ce na He 6YAY MUllilbY srpeunina ueua a.erosa Bory' Iecn IIVI '1yo 360r xera je nor rrOXBalIUO JOBa? EBO KaKO xasvje Ceeiuo nUCMO:

Eewe jeqnota gaHa U go~o!Ue aH~eJlU Iocuoqieu upeg Iocuoqa (yrr. ca JOB. 1,6). Iep je MHlIl1japAH MI1JIV!japAa anhena, HVIKO I1X He MO)l{e Vl36pojaTV!, xao WTO xaxce rrpopOK Iepeanja: Ko he ustipojauu: aojcKY He6eCKY? Iep VlX je smue HO necxa MopCKor.

V1 OHH VlAY K Eory, KOjVl je YM, rrpB06uTHVI YM, 113BOP CBVlX CIIOBeCHVlX yr.lOBa, C netia VI ca 3eMlbe, 11 nonnoce AYXOBHI1 113BelllTaj urra paAe aa cnaceu, y nyura, urra paAe Ib y,!lVl na 3eMibU U KaKO ce OHU oope 11 clIY)l{e Bory y cnaceisy CBeTa.

Illra Ka)l{e anOCTOJI ITaBJIe? Hucy JlU cau OHU cnyie - eenu 0 anhenusu: - Koje EOl uian.e ga CJly)/(e OHUMa KOjU he uacnequiuu cuacetee (yn. ca JeB 1, 14). JeCl1lIVI lIyo soja je lbVlXOBa cJIY)l{6a? IToCTaBlbeHVI cy y CJIY)l{6y cnaceu.a pO,!la IbY,!lcKor. Taxo cy AOIllIIVI aHl)eJIVI, VI sexao ,!IOlIa3e xao Mylba VI nonnoce 113BelllTaj Bory WTa pa,!le lby,!lU na 3eMIbVl, VI CBaKI1 aaheo qyBap xasyje 0 CBOjOj ,!IYIllI1, xoja My je rrOBepeHa, urra paAVI y TOM MVlHyTy.

Tana je nourao VI carana, 11 nor ra rnrra: - A TI1 onaxne ,!IOJIa3111l1?

AIIVI urrai 3ap nor He suahaure O,!laKJIe ,!IOlIa311l)aBo, xan je nor na CBaKOM MeCTY rtpncyrau] Kao llITO ce Ka)l{e KO,!l Iepexmje. la caM KOju ucuyteaeaw He60 U 3eMlbY (yn. ca Iepeanja 23,24). Ilocroja JIVI MeCTO rne He 611 6V10 nor, y rraKJIY HIIVI y pajy, VlIII1 aa He6y VlJII1 aa 3eMIbI1? ITocTOjVl JIVI KaKBO He60 111111 nanaeoecje HaA CBI1M He6eCVlMa rne He 611 6110 nor? ITa OH,!Ia, He suabatue IIVI nor onaxne AOlIa3V1? AIIVI 360r sera My je nOCTaBI10 rnrran.er - ,I:\a 611 HaMa onrosopao KaKBa je 6HIIa rrOBeCT JOBa.

- Onaxne TVI ,!IOJIa3V11l1? - ymrrao je nor caTaHY. A OH je pexao:

- Iocnone, npoxonno caM 3eMibY VI CBe IllTO je rro,!l He60M, VI eBO Ty

can,

JecVI JIVI qyo KOIIHKO je BelIHK raj npocropi Iep -ryjeur ,!Ia je qeTI1 nannx aurena nor gao MeCTO rron He60M. To MeCTO HM je nao. Ko Hac yqVl TO? - CBeTH arrOCTOII ITaBlIe, YCTa XpVlCTOBa, KojVl BeIIH: KHe30au KOjU enaqajy y aa3gyxy, gyxoau 3Jl06e y aa3gyxy (yn. ca E<l>. 2, 2). V1 BeJIVlKVI npopoK ,I:\aBVI,!I BeIIVI: MHOio ux je KOjU ce CHaMa tiope c eucune, TO jeer H3 aasnyxa.

360r rora je C npaBOM xasao carana: Ilpoxoquo caM 3eMlbY, Iocuoqe, U cse IUUio je uog He60M, U eao Uiy cau.

V1ll1Ta ra rIV!Ta nor?

- Jew JlU 6uo KOg cnyie woia loeai lep neua ouaxeoia na sesoeu, 601060- ja)/(lbUaa U xoiu »cueu upaeeqno aeoMa, Kao loe. ITa Kag TO Ka)l{e Onaj Kojn je CTBOPl10 He60 11 3eMIbY, Onaj Kojl1l1CI1I1Tyje cpua cnnjy, Ka,!l OH XBalI11 jenner xonexa, KO MO)l{e peha IllTO npOTI1BHO? Jep neua na 3eMlbU ouaxeoia Kao [oe, 601060ja)/(lbUaa U apJlo upaeequa upega MHOM.

JeCl1lI11 qyo? M He 360r rora llITO oetue ytior 111111 y reurxohaaa. Hero 6eure BplIO 60raT. Iep urra xasce CaeUio UUCMO? JJa tieuie epno 60iaUi, Haj60iaUiuju 1JOaeK na J1CUiOKY (yn. ca JOB. 1,3). AlBl ra HMalbe unje YHHllTJ1lIO, HHje ra O,!lBojHIIO og Dora. Jep lby6lbaIlle nora MHoro Cl1lIHl1je HO llITO lby6lbaIlle I1Marse. MMalbe aa u.era He oeure HHIllTa. nellie xao oasena Kprra. J1 TO je noxaaana JOBOBa nOBeCT, xojy hy YKpaTKO HCrrpl1qaTI1 y aacrasxy.

ill ra ce gorogl1lIo? Pexao je carana Bory:

- ,I:\a, f0CI10,!le. TI1 xaxeur na je JOB BpJIO rrpaBe,!laH 11 na re ce 60jl1. AJII1 He 60jl1 ce OH reoe oanaaa'

- Hero 360r qera?

- Kan CI1 My YMHO)l{l10 I1Malbe, 11 crana n.erona npexpnaajy '1l1TaBY jenay

3eMIbY, KaKO Te He 611 lby6110? M KaKO ce He 611 oojao, Ka,!l CI1 My nao TOJII1KO HMalba 11 qaCTI1?

1)aBo je CMaTpao ,!Ia ce JOB 360r rora 60jl1 nora, IllTO HMa HMalba. AIIH He oeure TaKO. JOB oeiue HCTI1HCKH 60r060ja)l{IbHB.

- A urra TI1 xoheuii - BelIl1 Eor.

- Iocnone, naj ra MeHVI y pyKe, na TH ja noxaxea na he Te y JIH~e npoKIIH-

lbaTH! - peKao je carana.

- Illra xoheiu, Mopet - peKao My je OH.

- ,I:\aj JOBa MeHH y pYKe,,!Ia My ja O,!lY3MeM HMalba H ,!Ie~y H CBe,,!Ia BH,!IH-

~!O: aehe JIH Te rrpOKJIHlbaTH y JIH~e? Jep aKO CH cana CBOjOM CHIIOM orpa,!lVlO iseroaa I1Malba, H CBa HMalba a.erosa H clIyre n.eroae cy T060M orpaheae, ja My ce He Mory rrpVl6JIVI)I{VlTI1.

Iecn T111 -ryo KaKO OH ,!IeJIa? [ep HHje caM. Tpehnaa He6eCKl1X 3Be3,!1a je nana, rpehnna anhena je nana, xao IllTO noxasyje CBeTH Iparopnje HHo!jcKH. M y OUixpueewy ce xaxe: Bugeo caM 8eJlUKY upeeny a)/(gajy, Koja je ceojun peuosc eyxna UipenUHY 3ae3ga He6eCKUx U 6au,uJla ux Ha 3eMlbY (yn. ca OTK. 12,3-4).

LIe je CTaH nexoua canai Y Ba3,!1yxy. AIIH He cavo onaj Ba3,!1yx KOjH ospyx.yje HalllY nIJaHeTY H OCTaJIe ,!IeCeTHHe MHIIl1jap,!lH nnanera, Hero Mel)yrrTlaHeTapHH npOCTOp VI Mel)Y3Be3,!1aHH npOCTOp, KOjll HeMa rpaHH~a.

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Ann 360r sera ra orpahnsatue cnna bO)!(Hja? Iep 6ewe BplIO npaBe)l,aH H ooiauie ce Dora, 11 HHWTa ce He Morawe npH6I1H)!(HTH rseroaoa ra3)1,HHCTBy. [ep ra aHl)eiHl Iocnonn,n qYBaxy, 3aTO WTO H OH 'IYBawe 3anOBeCT EO)!(Hjy.

- Illra xoheuii - ynHTao je Bor caTaHY.

- D,aj ra MeHH y pyxel - O)l,rOBOpHo je OH.

- D,ajeM TI1 ra. M)I,H! AJII1 ce isera He )l,OTI1'IH!

Iecn IIH BH)I,eO na baso He MO)!(e HHWTa 'IHHHTH 6e3 Bozorjera )l,OnywTeIba? Morao je OH OTl1hM na JOB a M panaje, jep My 6ewe BeOMa KpMBO na a.era WTO 6ewe npaBe)l,aH, aJIM )l,OK Bor HMje )l,03BOIIMO, HMje ormuao. Iep M haso je raxohe cllyra bO)!(l1jM, jep M rsera je raxohe Bor CTBOPMO, H O)l,IIa3M caxo KaMO My Eor nonyurra. jep aKO 6H 6MIIO TaKO, na OH 'IHHM WTO xohe, KOIIMKO Mp)!(lbe MMa npeMa lbY)l,MMa, aa jenan nan He 6M OCTalIO HMje)l,HOr 'IOBeKa aa 3eMlbM. AIIM je hasoncxa CI1JIa orpaheua CMlIOM bora Caenpxorrezsa, H He )1,0- nywTa My )l,a 'IMHM snure HO WTO Bor nonycra,

[eca 11M 'Iyo WTa Ka)!(e anOCTOJI Ile Tap? - Bepan je EOI, KOjU aac nehe uyciuuiiu: ga ce ucxyiuaiue u3Hag eauiux Monu, neio yjeqno ca uCKymelbeM iuane u uOMon (yn. ca Kop. 10, 13). BH)I,ell11 CTe y Ienanhen.y, kana je XPMCTOC y Ianapu MCTepao )l,eMOHe M3 nsojnne 6ecoMY'IHHX, )l,a MX je sannrao: "Kaxo ce 30BeTe?" -- "JIerMoH, Iccnone, jecre HMe aaure." JIerMoH 3Ha'IM 6.000 )l,eMOHa. TOIIMKO MX 6ewe y )l,Bojl1l..\M lbY)l,H! Iep lIerMOH je rp'IKa pe'I, nernja BojHMKa. JIerl10H MIIM nernja.

Y )l,BOjMl..\M 6ewe 6.000 )l,eMOHa. 360r rora cnasaxy y rp060BMMa M He Hl)axy y onehn, jep Hl)axy rOlIH no nYCTMIbM, KaKO xaxe Iesanhene. Beine HX t.lHoro. 3aHcTa HX 6ewe MHoro, jep je)l,Ha neraja MMal)awe Ta'IHO 6.000 )l,eMOHa, 11 OHII cy peKIIM na cy je)l,Ha nernja, jenan JIerMOH. AKo xoheiu, Iocuoqe, ga Hac u310Hum U3 oaux lbygu, g03aollu HaM ga ugeMo y ceuiee (yn. ca MT. 8,31; MK. S, 12; JIK. 8, 32). Iep 6ewe KP)l,O CBHlba aa 06allM Iamorejckora Mopa. EHO caM TaMO me cy ce yronnne csmse, jep caM npouiao Kp03 CBa MeCTa, xana caM 6HO y Iepycanaay.

VI Kana HM je nonYCTMO, yWllH cy )l,eMOHH y csmse, M nojypane cy y MOpe II CBe cy ce yrornrne. AJII1 360r xera je Iocnon norrycrno l)aBollMMa na yl)y y CBHlbe? 360r rora WTO Mojcnjea 3aKOH He noanon.asauie na )l,p)!(e CBMlbe, a OHH, npOTIlBHO 3aKOHY, )l,p)!(axy 11 jehaxy CBI1IbCKO Meco. M oana I1X je nyCTllO y Mope, 3apa)l,H OHMX xojnx MX )l,p)!(axy, jep MX )l,p)!(axy pa)l,11 TprOBHHe, na nponajy )l,pyrHMa.

D,eJ.\e )l,a ce BpaTI1MO JOBy. M nouiao je haso KO)l, JOBa. M npBH nyT xana je CTl1raO Han ra3)1,HHCTBOM JOBOBHM, cnYCTHO je orars C neria, Alll1 WTa? 3ap je

carana na He6y? 3ap ra Hl1je apxanheo Mnxaano 36al..\MO C He6a? 3ap mrje 611lla 60p6a ca apxanhenoa MMXaI1110M, sao WTO BH)I,MMO Y AuoKalluucu? J1 euiue UM ce He Hafje sieciua na He6y (yn. ca OTK. 12, 8). AllM 360r sera Caemo JIUCMO xaxce He60"? Ba3J.\Yx ce Ha31lBa He60M. Iep -ryj WTa Belll1 Caemo JIUCMO: Xaallume

Iocuoqa, uiuuu« netiecxe! D,a KaKO OHe He )!(HBe aa He6y, nOWTO MX Ha311Ba rrntua~!a He6ecKMM? He. )KMBe y aasnyxy, D,aKlle, na CXBaTMTe: no ''Ta'1HOM U3ll0JICelbY upaeocnaene eepe" Cserora Iosaua D,aMacKMHa, saanyx ce Ha3MBa He60M.

D,aKlle, caraaa je cnycTHo orais 113 nasnyxa, H3 spaxa. VI I1Mal)awe ja)l,HM JOB 7.000 osaua, 3.000 KaMMlla, 500 japvoaa BOllOBa, 500 napH Marapal..\a, 3.000 cllyry onacannx 3llaTHHM nojacesnxa, KOjH clly)!(axy aa TOllMKOM HMaIbY, Ce)l,aM CI1HOBa M TpM xhepn, )l,BOpOBe M nocene. M najnpe cy crana oaaua nana xao )!(pTBe. Cnycrno je carana orais C netia, TO jeer H3 nasnyxa, M M3ropella cy JOBOsa crana O)l,je)l,HOM sajenao ca 'I06aHHMa, saienao ca cnyrana, ca 6a'IHjaMa, ca rrCHMa; 7.000 osaua O)l,je)l,HOM je caxerao oran.. AlIH rro 130)!(aHcKoj MKOHoMMjM OCTao je je)l,aH je)l,HHM 'IOBeK,)W 6M O)l,HeO BeCT. M nouiao je K JOBy. JOB 6ewe xao l..\ap, nouraure noprpapy H 6ewe 'IOBeK BeOMa 'IaCTBOBaH 0)1, lIapeBa 3eMalbCKMX, jep rprosatue ca lbY)l,MMa M3 npyrnx 3eMalba, jep I1Mal)awe BelIMKO MMalbe. M nouiao je cllyra M peKao:

- Iocnonapy!

- Illra je, CHHe?

- EBo, cllyre rsoje, 'I06aHM TBOjM M crana rsoja nacnjaxy ropov M paB-

Hl1l10M. M nouiao je orars C aetia - TO jeer M3 aasnyxa - Haje)l,HOM, Ii caxerao je crana rsoja, 11 nacrnpe rsoje, M cnyre rsoje, M CBe WTO 6ewe TaMO. M OCTao caM je)l,MHM ja M 110wao caM na TM Ka)!(eM WTa ce 110r0l1HllO.

A JOB je peKao:

- Hnje TO HMWTa, CI1He! Iocnon nane, Iocnon Y3e, KaKO je Iocnon CMaTP<;O, TaKO je y'II1HMO! Hexa je 6llarOCllOBeHO MMe Iocnonu.e 0)1, calla M 110 ~Ka!

/ M nnje ponTao.

. VI nnje HM 3aBpWMO onaj 011 oaaua, a nohe onaj 011 KaMMlla:

- Iocnonapy, Xall)I,ejl..\M cy rrpeWllH jOPl1aH, crena rsoje KaMHlle, 3.000 KaMI1JIa, H nacrnpe, M CBe, M onsena MX y CBOjy 3eMlbY, M YTeKao caM jel1MHM ia H 110wao caM )l,a TI1 Ka)!(eM.

M JOB je peKao:

- Hnje TO HI1WTa, CI1He! Iocnon nane, Iocnon Y3e, KaKO je Iocnon CMaTpao, TaKO je y'IMHHO! Hexa je 6llarOCllOBeHO HMe Iocnonn,e 011 cana M )1,0 sexal

M HHje HI1 npOWJIO HeKOllMKO MHHYTa, 110l)e rpehn, onaj 011 BOllOBa:

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- Iocnoaapy, pa360jHI1l.111 cy AOIllJII1 113 nycrnue, rrOKJIaJII1 cy cnyre rsoje II Y3e,111 cy OHIIX 500 japaosa BOllOBa 11 OABeJII1 ca C060M.

II JOB je IICTO pexao:

- Iocnon nane, Iocnon yse, KaKO je Iocnon eMaTpao, TaKO je y'lI1HI10! Hexa je 6JIarOeJlOBeHO I1Me Iocnona,e OA cana 11 AO sexa!

Y1 Hl1je npoiuno AO caxo MaJIO, a nourao je onaj OA Marapal.la:

- Iocnonapy, AOIllJII1 cy CHPHjl\H H3 npenena ,O,aMaCKa H YXBaTl1lll1 cy rsoje CJIyre 11 aajenno ca Marapl\I1Ma rrperepana nx y csojy 3eMlby.

A TaMO oeiue 500 rrapl1 Marapal\a, jep cy y TonJIHM 3eMlbaMa aajrpaxceaaje )f{I1BOTl1lbe KaMl1lla 11 Marapal.l, xoje Mory rpneru )f{el) 11 )f{I1Be ca MaJIO xpaHe. 11 JOB je pexao I1CTY pe'l:

- Haje TO HI1IllTa, cHHe! Iocnon AaAe, Iocnon yse, KaKO je Iocnon CMaTpao, TaKO je y'lHHHO! Hexa je 6JIarOCJIOBeHO I1Me Iocnonrse OA cana 11 ,[\0 sexal

11 HI1 pe'l Hl1je napexao nrro My je sa 'lac Y3eo CBe I1Malbe.

Ha rrOCJIeTKY je nomao nern. Osaj My je paHI10 cpl\e, aJII1 ce OH nnax Hl1je YCYAI10 na xasce sny pe'l rrpOTI1B Bora. OH I1Mal)aIlle ce,[\aM CI1HOBa 11 Tpl1 xhepn. 11 OHI1, BH,[\eBIllI1 csora oua Aa Be'lHO 'lI1HH MHllOCTl1lb Y TOlll1KI1M Xl1lbaAaMa CI1- pOMaxa, rrO'leJII1 cy H CI1HOBI1 na 'lI1He I1CTO xao H lbl1XOB orau. Ilpnpehnaaxy r036y CBaKe cyoore. 11 jenae cytiore npapehasaiue HajMJIal)H, 3aTl1M CJIeAeflH, AOK He crnsaure no aajcrapnjera, H 3aTI1M xhepn, Y1 ynpaso cana 6exy rrpl1 aexoj BeJIHKoj r036H re cytiore, MHoro lb YAI1 6eIlle rr03BaHO aa Tprre3y, 11 OHI1 noory)f{I1Baxy TaMO 3a Tprre30M HeBolbHHKe.

Carana, HMajyhl1 Eoxaje norryurrea,e, OTI1IllaO je 113aTpecao je xyhy - srpaAY, ,[\BOpal.l rne 6exy - 11 y6110 I1X je CBe: 11 OHe aa Tprre30M, 11 JOBOBe CI1HOBe. Hnje OCTao,,[\O caao jenan, Kojl1 je noiuao K JOBy 11 peKao:

- Iocnonapy, eTO CI1HOBH TBojH 11 xhepa rsoje 6exy y Kyhl1 aajcrapnjera, na r03611, 11 rrOTpeCJIa ce xyha 113 reven.a 11 y611JIa I1X CBe, 11 cnacao caM ce ja cnyxajao (jep ce TaKO, rro Boxancxoj I1KOHOMl1jl1, caxo rro jenan cnacasaure) 11 nouiao caM Aa TI1 Ka)f{eM.

11 JOB, xana je BI1Aeo na My je Bor Y3eo 11 Ael.lY, ncuenao je CBY csojy onehy, rrao nar y npaunnry H aasarnio:

- Hnje TO HHIllTa, CHHe, ro caM naaurao 113 yrpooe MaTepe csoje, ro hy OTHhl1 Y paKy. HI1IllTa HHcaM AOHeo ua osaj CBeT, rrOKa3aHO je Aa HI1IllTa He MOry 113HeTI1. Iocnon nane, Iocnon yse, KaKO je Iocnon CMaTpao, TaKO je Y1.JI1HI10! Hexa je 6JIarOCJIOBeHO I1Me Iocnomse 0,[\ cana 11 ,[\0 sexa!

Y1 y CBeMY IllTO My ce AorOAI1JIO JOB Hl1je peKao Hl1jeAHY 3ny pe1.J rrpOTI1B csora Casnaren,a. TOJII1KO ce JOB CI1JIHO 60jaille Bora.

Tana carana, BI1AeBIllI1 na ra nnje rropa3110, MaAa My je Y3eo CBe, OTI1IllaO 'c orrer KO,[\ Bora. ,O,ol)oIlle H aHl)eJII1 Iocnonn,n, 11 eTO nourao je 11 carana rrpe,[\ Ibera.

Y1 oner ra rmra:

- OAaKJIe ,[\OJIa3I1Ill m?

- Iocnone, rrpOXO,[\HO caM 3eMlbY 11 cse IllTO je non He60M, 11 eBO ry caM!

11 yrnrrao ra je Eor rro APYfH rtyr:

- A na JII1 CI1 6HO KOA Mora cnyre JOB a?

- ,O,a, Iocnone, 6110 caM H yql1HI10 caM My cae IllTO caM xreo!

- Ex! [e JII1 pexao urroron rrpOTI1B Mene?

- He, Iocnone, ana hy TI1 peha aeurro,

3aTpa)f{11 ropn paT rrpOTHB J OBa. - Illra xoheui, Mope?

- KO)f{Y sa KO)f{Y.

- III Ta xoheur na Ka)f{eIll?

- ,O,a. Yseo caM My cas HMeTaK 11 neiry, aJII1 OH je 3ApaB I1lberOBa cyrrpyra

ie OCTaJIa 3ApaBa. AJIH norrycru MI1 Aa ce AOTaKHeM iseronora Meca 11 lberOBI1X xocrnjy, rra na BH,[\HMO nehe JII1 Te rrpOKJIHlbaTI1 y JIHl.Ie?

To jeer, HCKao je Aa My nanece TeIllKY oonecr. Illra BeJIH? OCTao je 'lOBeK 3.'1paB, y )f{I1BDTy.

- 11,[\11 - peKao My je Bor - aJIH n.eroae ce )J;yrne He )J;OTJ11.JJ1!

JeCH llH saneo.arra je najnparonenaje y 'lOBeKY? - ,O,YIlla. ffieio6e i::e gywe fie qotuuuu. [ep ie nyma nparoueunja 0,[\ csera, OHa je nparoueanja Hero CBe

IllTO nocroj a OBOM csery. 360r rora je TOJII1KO 60p6e aa cnacen,e nyure.

11 nom 0 je carana, BO)f{jI1M norryurren.ea, 11 y,[\apl1o je J OBa 0,[\ Ta6aHa,[\0 re~!eHa rytio . BOJIeCT xojy HI1CTe BI1,[\eJIH;,[\a Bor casyaa: pacrra,[\a ce Meco 'lOBeKOBO a nocraje eJIO xao cner H re-te KpB 11 ca l.IpBI1Ma; nponape ,[\0 KoCTl111 HeMa nexa v BeKOBe BeKOBa. CaMO je Cnacnren, I1Cl\elbI1BaO ryoasue, xao IllTO CTe qYJII1.

Tana je JOB, xana ce BI1,[\eo rycas 0,[\ reveaa ,[\0 raoana, rrao aa 3eMlbY 0,[\ <SOJIa; 11 oeure HeKO l)y6pHillTe rrpe,[\ n.eroaoa xyho«, 11 OH nexcaure aa l)y6pHillTy. ; 1 rrOlIITO ra paHe 60lbaxy, H l\pBH My rrpOY3pOKoBaxy cnpao, naurao je KOMa,[\ ~ 111HeHora JIOHl\a, l\perr, 11 OHI1M npenon sahaiue l.IpBe 113 paHa.

Y1 He oeiue ry6a aa JOBy AaH, Mecel\ I1JIVI rOAVlHy. CeAaM VI no rOAVlHa )f{VlBOr .v JOBa jeJII1l\pBI1! TOJII1KO je Tprreo. 11 HI1IllTa He xasnaame 11 rpm-aure: KOCTYP ri d l)y6pl1IllTy KojH je paajenana raxan.

A iserona cyrrpyra, OCTaBIllI1 3llpaBa, jep lby Hl1je y,[(apl1o, jep oeiue CJIa6Hja " Bepl1, onnaacauie C ropoov rro ceJIY Y rrpoIlllby 11 ,[(OHOlIIalIIe My noneurro aa

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xpaHy. jeA~1Ha My noaoh 6ellle a.erona cynpyra, jeA~1Ha yresa, Aa He 6M yMpO O~ rnann.

Bnil,eBlllM !)aBO Aa HMje nopa3MO JOBa, noxyuiao je Kp03 JKeHY, xao lllTO sena 60A-:aHCK~1 jOBaH 31IaTOYCT: "Kana je BHAeo na AMjaMaHTcKM cr yf Bepe, JOBa, He rrOpaA-:aBa, npnrierao je CTapOM opysqy''. KojeM? - )Keml, KojOM oeiue rropa3MO :'ua~la y pajy. 3Ha!)allle Aa je JKeHa cnarinja.

H JKeHa, xana je BMAelIa na ra jeny lIPBM rOAMHY, ABe, TpM, M ueo CBeT xasuaaiue na je npOKlIeT OA Bora, Aa ra je Bor 3a60paBMo M na je 'IMHMO MHora s.ia npen Borou - jep TaKO cYAe IhYAM, jep I-bMXOBM CYAOBM HMCY xao BOJKMjM - rana je OBOMe JKeHa noaeposana, M Ao!)e K l-beMY M pexe My:

- Mope, 'IOBe'Ie, eTO urra TM je yqMHMO Bor TBOj. CBe CM rOBoplIO na Til

Eor nOMaJKe, na je Bor npaBeAaH. Ine, can re JKMBOr jeny lIPBM na !)y6pMlllTY, vseo HI je OA TOlIMKO rOAMHa cas MMeTaK, M AellY, M TM He xasyjem HMjeAHY pe'l XYlIe npOTIIB Ibera M He ry6Mlll csoje rpnn.ea.e'

TOlIMKO ce JOB oojame Bora. - Ill ra je, JKeHO?

- Penn pe'I XYlIe npoTMB Bora, M3rpAM fa IlITO re je TaKO ojanno M

nipehelll!

Ieca lIn caA 'IYo KaKO je onaj JKMBOTHM canYTHMK nocrao opyhe caTaHMHO v BpeMe neaon,e caora MYJKa? A JOB joj ca xporourhy rosopaure, jep snhame .ia haso rOBopM Kp03 l-beHa YCTa:

- )KeHo, xej JKeHO! Kao lIYAa rOBopMlll M xao 6e3YMHa. HMcaM lIM ja JOB xoin oejax xao lIapeBM 60raT M IlOlllTOBaH Y cBeTY? He ceham mr ce KaKBY CMO 'laCl IIMalIM MM aa 3eMIhM, M KOlIMKO MMal-ba, M KOlIMKO crryry MMa!)acMo? ITa xao WIO 010 npMMMlIlI A06po 113 PYKe Iocnomse, 3ap Aa He IlpMMIIMO II 31I0?

Hvjeur 1I1I xosexa KOjM ce 60jM Bora, KaAa ra 3aAeCII nesorsa? Ll,a! Bor MM ie novarao TOlIMKO apexeaa: cana rpeoa na TpIlIIM, xao onaronapnocr Bory lllIO ~11I Je noxarao MHoro IlYTa.

H BUAeo je haso Aa ra He MOJKe Ilopa3MTM.

Tana cy AOll1lIa KOA n.era TpM npajaren.a: BMlIAaA, Corpap M ElIM<pac Tevauau. OBM 6exy 60raTM xao lIapeBM, BelIenoceAHMIIM M3 ApyrMx sexazsa, KOHl KynoBaxy 0A JOBa rosena na xan.ane, jaraisue M BYHY. Kana cY AOllllIM, \·ITlITalIlI cy:

- Ine cy ABOPOBM jOBOBM? Ine je JOB? A :hVUH MM noxaaasaxy:

- EHO TaMO ua OHOM !)y6pMlllTY KOcryp, jeny ra IIPBM. Epana !vIY oeme AO 3eMlhe, M xoca YMpllleHa c hyriperov.

OHM 6exy 'IylIM ° crpanaisy JOBa, alIM He sepoaaxy Ua je oaiu TaKO. M AOll1lIM cy 113 npyre 3eMlhe. Kana cy AOllllIM KOU JOBa, nourro saahaxy KaKaB yrnenau 'IOBeK 6ellle, KaKBe ABopOBe M KaKBe clIyre MMa!)allle, crajana cy OHa TpM npnjarersa xpaj JOBa ceuaM nasa M ceAaM noha, M HMjeAaH He MOrall1e rOBOpI1TM. CaMO ra rnenaxy. M pa3MMllllhaxy: Illra he TO 6I1TM? KaKBa je OBO Ka3Ha EOJKl1ja? M ceAMora nana OTBOPMO je YCTa ElIM<pac Tevanan, My MeCTO ua reuni JOB a y n.erOBIIM panaxa M 601IY, YMeCTO na ra xpaopn, jep 6exy aexanaunsa npajarezsa, no-reo je na ra pan.ana peqjy:

- JOBe, l.JMHM MM ce Ua re je Bor nocexao xao OCTapelIO APBO xoje He paha. 360r l.Jera CM TM TaKO noxexao! - 3aApJKaO CI1 nnary YAOBMlIaMa M HaAHMlIY paUHMIIMMa! bMO CM HeMl1lIOCpAaH 11 JKeCTOK! bl10 CI1 rOPA! 3a60paBMO CI1 na bora! YMHl10 CM 6e3aKol-ba npeA lhl1M!

M TaKO ra je CTalIHO xopeo. MCTO M upyrl1 npnjarea, 11 rpeha. M nourao je qeTBpHl, HeKM Ennjyj. Taj je rOBopMO MallO npaaemmje, jep ce 60jallle: "Mope, na He 6YAe KaKBa nocera Iocnonn.a, a JOB npaBeuaH, na ce 60jMM ua He OKlIeBeTaM osora l.JOBeKa".

A JOB MM je no-reo rOBopMTM C xporoinhy:

- Ll,parM Mojl1, npnjaren.a Mojl1, na AocaUY CTe AOllllIl1 OBaMO M MeHI1 aa pal-baBal-be. Borse na caM rpooy peKao: "Majxo Moja" M lIpBMMa - "BII CTe MM 6paha 11 cecrpe", Hero ua AO!)y MojM npnjaren.a 11 Aa Me pan.asajy pel.JI1Ma.

To jeer, 60lhe na caM ce reurao lIpBMMa 11 MMll1lhy sa paKY, na rpoo, Hero na OBO qyjeM 113 aaunrx YCTa.

M peKao MM je:

- BM Me oxpaan.yjere Aa caM 3aApJKaBaO mary cnyraaa 11 ua caM l.JMHI10 nenpaany, [a ce He XBalIMM, alIM hy MCTMHY rOBopMTM. BMO caM orau CI1POTMI-bI1 11 MajKa YAOBMlIaMa, 6MO caM OKO ClIenMX M yxo rnysax M sora XpOMI1X 11 pYKa KlhaCTl1X. Crpnrau.e MOjMX jararsaua aarpesano je paxiena y60rMX, jep ByHy ca ceuaM xnzsana osaua CBY nasax sa onehy CMpOMaCI1Ma. Moja ce Bpara HI1CY 3aTBOpl1lIa HM npen jeUHMM cTpaHlIeM, M aasrepanao caM CMlIHO Aa cas CBOj ~IMeTaK pa3AaM HeBoIhHMIIMMa. Ll,aKJIe, HMje I1CTI1Ha ll1TO BM rosopare. MCTMHa je na Me pYKa [OCIIOUl-ba KOpM 360r MojMX rpexosa, alIl1 lllTO MM BM rrpl1BOUMTe xao Kpl1Bl1l1Y - mtje MCTI1Ha.

BI1AehM Bor Tprrlhel-be JOBOBO, HaKOH IlITO cy OTMll1JIa rpojaua npajaren,a, 11 ElIMJIyj ce Mallo YKJIOHMO YCTpaHY, nojasno ce Bor y 061IallMMa M y BMXOPY HaA I-bMM.

JOB nexaure TaMO ceAaM M no rOUMHa, oeme OCTao cavo KOCTM M cplle, jep ~Iy Meco 6exy M3jelIM IIPBM. M Kaua je notuao Tsopau neria M 3eMlhe, JOB 6ellle

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cana palbeH 11 OA CBOjl1X npajarersa 113rpl)eH 11 onaAHYT 11 OA csoje cynpyre, 11 OA CBI1X. OAjeAHoM -ryje mac EmKl1jl1 113 061IaKa:

- JOBe, YCTaHI1 xao MY)K, Y3MI1 onehy CBOjy - jep My je nocnao onehy OA Haj6eJbl1x, xao caer - onaunr ce, na na pa3rOBapaMO Hac nsojaual

Ko je peKao "YCTaHI1"! - Onaj KOjl1 he rroAl1hl1 CBe MpTBe na CYA y jeAHoM rpeay'

YCTao je JOB xao MYlba, 3ApaB xao TpI1AeCeTOrOAI111IlbaK, M nen, 11 seceo, 06YKao je onehy xojy My je Bor nao.

VI pexao My je Bor:

"lose, rne cl16110 TI1 kana caM ja 3aCHI1BaO 3eMJbY? Ka)K11 MI1: xoja je nOAHeoecna 1lIl1pl1Ha? Ha KOM MeCTY cranyje raua M xoje je MeCTO CBeTlIOCTM? Iue CM TM 6MO KaAa cax ja Mepl10 nnanane, AOlIMHe M 6pAa? Kana caM MOPY rrOCTaBI10 aa Mel)y necax M orpanno Mope neCKOM 11 peKao My: L(oBAe Aa AOlIa31111I, M y Te611 nexa ce pastiajajy TalIaCI1 TBojl1?

[a caM pa3BMO CeBepal.\ no cyxy. [a caM CTBOPMO 6Mha na 3eMJbI1. [a caM M3MepMO Te)KMHY BeTpOBa. Ja caM 03Halll10 rryT MYlbaMa nOA He60M. Ja caM OApeAI10 pal)alba llIYMCKI1X 3BepM, pahau,e )KMBOTl1lba aa 3eMJbI1, 11 JbYAM. [a cax CTBOPl10 0PI10H 11 Ceaepisa-ry 11 YKpaCI10 caM He60 3Be3AaMa, CYHl.\eM 11 MeCel.\OM, 11 CBeTlIOCT caM AapOBao CBOM caanatsy.

Peun MM: Ine CI1 TM 6110 TaAa? [a caM retie, JOBe, xao MlIeKO YlII10 y YTp06y MaJKe TBOJe, 3rpYlliao caM re xao CMp, 113aTKao caM re xao nlIaTHO, CTBOPl10 caM TI1 cpl.\e M KOCTI1 11 CTBOPl10 caM re xao Csoje CTBopelbe y YTp0611 MajKe raoje, 11 [a caM casnao rsoje cpl.\e 11 suao caM Aa seheur 113ry6MTl1 TpnJbelbe.

VI cana, J OBe, nourro CM xexao Moj AOlIa3aK ca CTpnJbelbeM 11 HI1CI1 peKao xojy 31Iy pell y TOJIMKMM ranocrnaa M HeBOJbaMa M 60JIeCTMMa, eTO [a TI1 napyjeM OA cana YHarrpeA 140 roAI1Ha )KMBOTa, M 6Mhe rsoja I1Malba YABoCTpyqeHa:

YMecTo ceAaM xl1JbaAa osaua - lIeTpHaecT xMJbaAa osaua, YMecTo Tpl1 xMJbaAe KaMl1lIa - urecr XI1JbaAa KaMl1lIa 11 OCTalIO MCTO TaKO. VI AO)KI1Behew AO nerora M tuecrora npayHyKa M ycayheui CI1T )KI1BOTa 11 noha hew K MeHI1 Aa ce ca MHOMe secemnu Y sekoae."

Tana je Eor nocrao HeBI1AI1B.

A iseroaa cynpyra, kana je nouina OAaKlIe 6ewe OTI111IJIa, nauma ra je snpasor M BplIO secenor; VI - xao llITO ce Ka)Ke y npenan.y - Eor je nycTI10 Aa)KA 31IaTHMKa TpM nana M TpM noha Y JOBOB ABOp. Kymro je JOB nocene 11 roaena.

Cynpyra lberOBa je nexcana Hl1l1Ml\e Tpl1 AaHa 11 Tpl1 nolui, I1WTyhM OA n.era onpourraj. VI Bor je peKao JOBy:

"OnpOCTI1 cynpy311 csojoj, jep HMje OHa Kpl1Ba, Hero haso Kojl1 jy je Kymao!"

VI onpOCTMO joj je OH M Y3eo jy je, M pOAl1lIa je oner ceAaM CI1HOBa 11 TpM shepn, 11 He oeure nenore !IOA He60M nOAo6He 01HOBI1Ma 11 Khepl1Ma JOBOBVIM. He HalIa)Kaxy ce ua 3eMJbl1lIenWa Ael.\a OA lbMX.

VI 6exy JOBOBI1 AaHM, xao WTO ce peKJIO, HaKOH OHe HeBOJbe, CTO lIeTp.recer rOAI1Ha, 11 YCHYO je CI1T )KMBOTa 11 OTI111IaO je KOA csora Casnaren,a, y sexao secerse.

JeCTe JIM lIyJII1 urra je KOA JOBa YllMHI10 CTpax EO)KjM? ITOWTO je I1Mao CTpax EO)Kl1j 11 , HI1 kana oeme 60raT Hl1je ce ropAl10, HMje 6110 )KeCTOK M HeMI1JIOcpAaH; HM xana My je Eor Y3eo 60raTCTBO, HMje peKao HM pell npOTMB Bora.

ETO 1I0BeKa ca CTpaXOM EO)KMjI1M, KojM npauouraure aa )KpTBY no jenaor BOJIa CBaKO Belle, na HI1 neua n.erona He 6YAY KaKO MMllIJb y 3rpeWI1JIa Bory, J ecre llM lIyJIM '-IOBeKa ca CTpaXOM EO)Kl1jI1M, KaKO ra je Bor oseasao! Kpos iura ra je (Be npOBeo y OBOM BeKY, 11 OTI1WaO je Aa OTITO'-ll1He y "aapysjy Aspaaaa", '-II1jM npayHyK 6ellIe. ETo, AaKJIe, KaKO ra je Bor 6JIarOCllOBI10!

Bpaho Moja, '-IOBeKa KojM I1Ma CTpax EO)KMjl1 He rpeoa HI1KO na '-IyBa Aa He KpaAe, VIJII1 Aa He 6YAe 6JIYAHMK, MlIl1 !IMjaHI1l.\a, MJIM JIOnOB, I1JIM Aa He '-IMHVI 3ll0. Ko MMa cTpax EO)Kl1jl1 csama AaHoHohHO 6AI1 HaA C060M: na He nOMI1CJIMM WTO 3JIO 0 '-IOBeKY, Aa He rOBOpl1M WTO sno, jep je rpex, Aa He ylll1HI1M llITO 3ll0, jep je rpex! Ko MMa CTpax EO)Kl1jl1 nocraje CTpa)Kap '-II1TaBe MYAPOCTI1, qYBa csojy AYllIY 11 yM OA 3JIMX nOMI1CllM, je311K CBOj OA 3lll1X pe'-ll1 11 CBe 6Mhe csoje OA nenarsa rrpOTI1B Bora.

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'Iosex je I1KOHa Ilpecsere Tp oj 11 ue, OH MMa yM, pe'-l 11 AYX. ,Uyx Y BMAY ~BeTJIOCHMX 3paKOBa, KOjM je y CPl.\y; lbl1Me je '-IOBeK seha OA anhena, Iep an~elll1 HI1CY CTBOpeHI1 no llMKy 11 nOAo611jy EO)Kl1jeM, Hero caxo '-IOBeK. tIoBeK e )KI1Ba I1KOHa CBeTe Tpojnue na 3eMJbI1, I1Ma yM, pell 11 AYX. YM je lll1K Oua, ?e'-l je JIMK XpI1CTa, a )KI1BOTBOPHM AYX je JIMK ,Uyxa Cserora.

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o aHI)e1Il1Ma rpetia na 3HaMO ,!Ia cy OHH Ca3,!1aHH Boroa, HenpOMeHJbHBH, Hero HX je OCTaBHO ,!Ia caMH 60p60M CTeKHY HenpOMeHJbHBOCT. HH aHl)eJIH, HH npBH Jby,!lH HHCY HMaJIH MaWTY (MorytlHOCT na YMHWJbajy, npHM. rrpnp.). LI~M cy aHl)eJIH naJIH y MaWTalhe (YMHWJbeHOCT), sasrax cy naJIH C netia y naxao, Jep cy )!(eJIeJIH ,!Ia 6y,!ly HCTH xao BHWlhl1 Bor.

A Jb y,!lH cy nami y TpeHy Ka,!la cy nocYMlhaJIH Y pe'l Boaoijy, LIHM je carana IhHMa oreo crpax O,!l CMPTH, roaopehn Heneme yupeiuu, ueio neme 6umu JlCUBU (yn. ca 1. Moj. 3, 4), 'lOBeK je nao y cpaHTa3Hpalhe H nOTOM y rpex. HaJBehH rytiaTaK jecre na 'lOBeK 3a60paBH ua CMpT. LIHM je H36pHcao 'lOBeKY H3 YMa c:pax on CMPTH, 'lOBeK je O,!lMaX yMpO Kp03 rpex. CBeTH JOBaH 311aToycT Ka)!(e,!la Je npBH 'lOBeK nao Kp03 TpH crsapn: Kp03 )!(eHy, ,!IpBO H nenocnymarse. J.1 HCTO Kp03 TpH crsapn he 6HTH cnacea: Kp03 Boroxajxy, Kpcr H nocnymarse.

Illra KaJKY CBeTH Oo;H H OC06HTO CBeTO rrHCMO 0 aH~eJIHMa H 0 AnaMOBOM rrap;y?

Y nO'leTKY aHl)eJIH HHCY 3HaJII1 ,!Ia je L\yx CBeTH nasaao J.1cyca Xpncra "AHl)elloM aemrxora cas eTa" - KaKO fa Ha3HBa npopoK Hcanja - ca KojHM ce CTallHO caseronao Oran. "AHl)ellH fa HHCY 3HallH xao CHHa DO)!(Hjer!", xaxe CBeTH BaCHJIl1je BellHKH y illecmogHeBY. )J,aKlIe, Ka,!la je CBeTH apxanheo Mnxa- 11110 Y3BHKHYO roaopehn: 'TloKlIoHHTe ce Anheny senaxora casera", noje,!lMHH O,!l anhena HHCY xrena ,!Ia My ce nOKJIOHe M 3aTO cy namr y ,!Iy6MHY naxna, KaKO Ka)!(e CnaCHTeJb: Bugex caiuany 1ge uage ca neoa xao MYlba (IlK. 10, 18).

Pa311HKa H3Mel)y rrana 311MX aahena H 'lOBeKOBor jecre y TOMe WTO cy anhelIM nana no concrsenoj BOJbI1, JjaKlIe ClI060,!lHO, a '-lOBeK je nao no 06MaHH M na noncrpex haaonos. A "rpex no casery", Ka)!(e CBeTH JOBaH 311aTOYCT, "nona je ouora KOjH ra TBOpH H nona onora 'lHjH je caner".

Eor je ,!IonYCTHO '-lOBeKY y Pajy ,!Ia y'-lHHH HajMalhl1 rpex, TO jeer ,!Ia jene ca npaera nosnaaa ,!I06pa H 311a. Iep ,!Ia je jeo H ca npnera )!(HBOTa - KaKO xaxce CBeTH JOBaH 3JIaToycT - He 6H 'lOBeK amue HHKa,!la HMao rroxajan.e, OKaMeHHO 6M ce Y CPllY xao haso, nao 611 xao haso, HHKa,!la BI1We He 611 yMpo H My'lHO 611 ce y BeKOBe y naKlIy, nO,!l06Ho carann,

A,!IaMOBOM nany nonpmrene cy ,!IBe CTpaCTI1 'lOBeKOBe - rOp,!lOCT M noxora. CBOjMM na,!lOM 'lOBeK A,!IaM HHje 113ry6110 lIelloKynHY onaronar DO)!(l1jy, jep je nao no basonoaoa xyiuan.y, Taxo cy 611aro,!laT H aanor cnacersa OCTallH y '-lOBeKY, nOWTO je 3rpeWI10 H3 neauan,a nOCTaO je nocnnau 3eMaJbCKOr TeJIa. CaMO OHOMe KOjH ce onpexne Dora o,!lY3HMa ce 611arO,!laT )J,yxa Cserora, aJIH H raj 6y,!le npHMJbeH Kp03 noxajatse. A KojH rpewH H3 aesuau,a aanpxasa 6JIarO,!laT, allH npeKpHBeHy rpecMMa.

ETo 360r xojer ce Y3poKa )!(eHa A,!IaMOBa asana EBa, TO jeer )KHBOT, a He CMPT, WTO Hl1je nana nornyao xao haso, H 3aTHM - WTO he ce Kp03 ,!Ipyry EBy, TO jeer Boroxajxy, H36aBHTI1 pon JbY,!lCKH.

ITo ClIOBY Cserora JOB ana 311aTOYCTa, '-lOBeK je CTBopeH xao nsojaa, ca TeJIOM H ,!IYWOM; ,!IBojHO je 6HlIO H ,!IpBO rtosuan,a ,!I06pa H 3JIa; naojna I1nOClIe,!lHlIa Anasroae norpemke, nsojan je H Paj - 3eMaJbCKH Paj HlIH Hapyxje ABpaaMOBO, rne oopase nyure npaaenanxa AO 6YAyhera CYAa, 11 He6eCKI1 Paj, TO jeer UapCTBO He6eCKO, KaMO he yha npaBeAHHlIH HaKOH npyrora cYAa. A jenerse ca npsera rroaaarsa ,!I06pa H 311a 3Ha'lH "xaxo 6H 6HlIO A06po '-lOBeKY, Aa HHje jeo, H KaKO je 3110 WTO je jeo".

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Illra "aM jour MOJKeTe pen" 0 TBOpeB""" " 0 crnaparsy 'IOBeKa? .

Eor je CTBOPl10 -roaexa H ueo CBeT OA 'leTHpH xrarepaje MlIH CTHXHJe. ITo csenouetsy Cserora Bacnnnja Benasor: ,!IBe JIaKe crnxnje - sasnyx H Ba~pa, H ABe TeWKe crnxuje, xoje TeKY HaHH)!(e - 3eMJba 11 sona, Te 'IeTl1pl1 CTHX~Je nenyjy cjennu.ene H aecnnaene, allH 11 ClIHBeHe. A y nocnemsa BP.eMeHa HaJBHwa, najnaxura crnxnja, TO jeer BaTpa, cazcehn he octane TpH CTI1XI1Je, allH ~aMo A~K 6y,!le JbY,!lCKora 6Hha, no pe'lH Iocnona, Kojl1 BeJIM: Og IHeBa Ceeqpxuiueneeoia yuanuhe ce ciuuxuje seuan.ctce (TO jeer Ba3AYx, 3eMJba 11 sona). AJIH Ka3YJe L\yx CBeTH YCTMMa L\aBHAOBI1M na aehe YHHWTMTH crnxaje 11 'lHTaBO casnarse, Hero he HX caxo 06HOBMTI1: Iloiun.eiu nu UM CBOj gyx, 6une ca3gaHu, U 06HOBunem RUW 3eMlbe (ITc. 103,31).

Bor je CTBOPHO TpH netia. ITpBo He60 je Ba3AYx; ,!Ipyro je erep, aeka BpcTa onsa HaA saanyxozr; H rpehe He60 je He60 anhena. )J,oBAe je 6HO y3,!1HrHyT CBe~H anocron I1aBlIe H 'Iy neucxasane pe'lu xo]« 'IoBeKY nuje gouymmeHo ioeopuiuu (2 Kop. 12,2-4). TaMo je Paj.

Eor je CTBOPHO xoaexa no CBOM 1I11Ky H nOA06MjY. OH je jeAHHo cTBopelhe koje je Bor casnao CBOjHM pYKaMa, a He caxo penjy, xao CBe OCTallO. 3aTHM, CTBOpl10 ra je caaerosaa.ea rpajy lIHlIa Ilpecnere Tpojmte, jep y Ilocaauey ce xaxce: .Ja ctueopuuo 'IOBeKa uo CBOMe flUKY U aogo6ujy (Ilocratse 1,26).

LIoBeKoBo reno 6HlIO je CTBopeHO OA 3eMJbe, a nyiua My je aa HeBl1,!1JbHB Ha'IHH ynaxayra OA Bora. LIoBeK je CaCTaBJbeH OA ABa nena: TeJIa H nyure - KaKO Hac yqM aaura I1paBOCJIaBHa upxsa, LIoBeK MMa "61101l0WKy" AYWy xao CBa )!(HBa onha, 113 xoje npOI1CTI1'lY npl1pOAHe cnne xao: cnna onnohea,a, CHlIa paCTa, I1C-

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xpaHe, O'lYBalha, I1HCTI1HKTI1I1T,11. AJ111 OBa "6110J10IIIKa" ,11YIlla 'lOBeKOBa rrpl1rra,11a Teay H He rpetia je 6pKaTl1 ca ,11YIIIOM 60)l(aHCKOra rrOpeKJ1a, xojy je Bor CTBOPHO Y 'lOBeKY, xoja ce cjenmsyje C TeJ10M y rpenyrxy aaxeha, 11 Kp03 CMpT 0,11J1a311 K OHOMe IllTO je Be'lHO. TeJ10 he ce cje,11I1HHTH C ,11YIIIOM Hd Dy,11yheM CY,11y, aJ111 he BacKpcHYTI1 O,11yxOBJbeHO, a He KaKBO je 611J10 na 3eMJbI1.

'Ioaex na 3eMJbl1 OKYCI1 He6eCKO H rrO'll1lhe,11a ra ,110)l(I1BJbaBa, jep ce jour ca 3eMJbe MaTepl1ja 'lOBeKOBa oooxyje, 03apaBa ce y J111,-\y, pa30,11eBa ce 3eMaJbCKOr H O,11eBa ce y He6eCKO, xao IIITO cy 611J111 CBeTHTeJbH. fep CBa WBap Y3guwe ... lJeKajynu 06HOBJbelbe lJOBeKOBe upupoge (PI1M 8, 22-23).

Ilocroje Tpl1 CBeTa: ,1101h11 CBeT, rne je caao TaM a, nnaacaise onsa 11 TapTap, y KojeM ce My'le l)aBOJII1 H ,11YIlle rpeIIIHI1Ka. ITaKao je aacrao y TpeHyTKy nana 3J1I1X anhezra,

~pyfl1 CBeT, Ha3BaH "MeIIIOBHTI1M", TO jeer 3eMaJbCKI1, rne je H3MeiliaHO ,1106po ca 3JII1M, pa,110CT ca ryroa, ,1106po ,11eJ10 ca rpeXOM, Y)l(l1Balhe ca 60J10M, )l(I1BOT ca cMphy. OB,11e na 3eMJbH 'lOBeK ce Tpy,11H ,11a ce crrace rpeXOBa 11 naxna l1,11a CTeKHe cnaceise ,1106p11M ,11eJ1I1Ma 11 noxajaa.ex. OB,11e ce Y)l(l1Balhe y 6paKY aarpahyje 60J10M, MYKaMa nopohaja xao H ,11e,-\OM. MHa'le HeMa cnaceisa. Jep xaxce CBeTH MaKCI1M MCrrOBe,11HI1K: Ko 6e)l(H 0)1, 601l0Ba canaunsera nexa HMa ynena y BeYHOMe 601ly.

Tpeha cser je Paj H UapCTBO He6ecKO. Tavo je caxo pa,110cT, nesaise, CBeTJ10CT 11 )l(I1BOT Be'lHI1.

Illra )1,pyro rpetia jOIlI )1,a 3HaMO 0 YOBeKY?

'Ioaex je "nap TBopeBHHe", 3aTO IIITO je casnau no caBeTOBalhY Ilpecsere Tpojnue rro DO)l(l1jeM J1HKy H rro,1106l1jy H 3aTO IIITO HMa AYillY )l(HBY H HOCI1 Y ce611, Kp03 Kpurrerse, Oua, CI1Ha 11 Cserora ~yxa. Hosex je jeAI1HO 6l1he xoje npnaa Aap HanpeAoBalha y BPJ1I1HH, Y CBeTOCTH 11 y CI1J1I1, AOCTH)I(yhl1 060)l(eIhe. AJII1 rpexoa 'lOBeK je nao 113 rrpB06l1THe 'laCTH y crane porrCTBa, rpeumora xosexa. OAaB,11e MO)l(e rrOHOBO Y3l1hl1 na npB06HTHY sacr na 6YAe CI1H DO)l(l1jH, ann MHOrl1M H BeJIHKHM )l(pTBaMa 11 TPYAOBI1Ma.

EBO IIITa 0 TOMe xazce CBeTI1 Ipnropnje HI1Cl1jCKI1: "Kao IIITO je Bor CTBOPl10 sosexa aa MaJIOr 60ra, 60ra 3eMJbe, I1CTO ce TaKO, 360r rpexa, Bor TOJ1I1KO pa3JbYTl10 na soaesa, Aa ce ,-\eJIO casnarse n06yHI1J10 rrpOTHB xosexa. TeJIo My je HeMonHO 11 rryHo narn,a, BaTpa fa Ca)!(H)!(e, XJ1aAHona fa y6l1ja, 3MI1ja fa yjena, ByK ra KOJbe, Mope ra ,11aBI1, 3eMJba ra rYTa, ma,11 ra MOpl1 11 haso ra Kyilia ,110 OlpTl1 ...

Hnax, Eor Hl1je uarrycrno xosexa, ~ao My je cpe,11CTBa aa I1crrpaBJbalhe, aa noxaian.e 11 sa cnaceise. Hajrrpe My je OCTaBl10 6J1arOAaT cnacersa, Ma,11a rrpl1-

reunseny rpeCI1Ma. ITOTOM My je nao 3aKOH CaBeCTI1, ,11a ra y'll1 11 ,11a ra KOpl1 aa 3J10. OCTaBl10 My je Y cp,-\y 'le)l(IhY sa 113fy6JbeHl1M Pajea, koja naje 'lOSeKY peBHOCT aa MOJ1HTBY, cy3e noxajnnue, ,11YXOBHO ocehaise xa A06pOM.

Y XpoHoipa¢y ce xazce na je rro 113fHaHCTBY A,11aMa 113 Paja xerpnecer ,11aHa nnaxao rrpapOAI1TeJb A,11aM na ABepHMa Paja, MOJIenH onponrraj, aJ111 xepyBHMH KojH xynaxy pajcxe ABepH HI1CY My BI1Ille OTBOPHJII1, jep saure He MoraIlle,11a yl)e y 6eCMpTHOCT CMpTHI1 'lOBeK 6e3 noxajan.a 11 orxyrnre )l(pTBe XpI1CTOBe. Tana, BpaTI1BIIIH ce A,11aM HaTpar na 3eMJbY, no-reo jy je OpaTI1, aacejaaarn 11 06pa1)HBaTI1 y 3HOjy caora J1H,-\a, na 611 crexao xJ1e6 HaCYIIIHH.

VlaKO oeure AaJ1eKO OA oora, O,11aB,11e ca 3eMJbe 'lOBeK Moraille BHAeTI1 Dora, KaKO xaxe CBeTH Hcax CHPHH, aJ111 ua TajHHcTBeHH Ha'lHH, ca ABa OKa nyine. JeAHHM OKOM BHl)aIlle Dora nyrea cTBopeHor CBeTa, TO jeer AYXOBHI1M C03ep,-\aBalheM TBopeBHHe, csera IIITO je TaKO 'lYAeCHO ca3AaHO pYKaMa DO)l(l1jI1M; ApyrHM OKOM snbaure Dora Kp03 HcrrYlhaBalhe Iberosax 3arrOBeCTl1 11 Kp03 ,11YXOBHO oceharse cp,-\a. CBeTH Bacnnnje BeJ1HKI1 Ka)l(e y TOM norneny ,11a KOJ1HKO 'lOBeK nanpenyje y casaan.y HJII1 y rrpl1pOAHOM C03ep,-\alhY TBopeBHHe, y I1CTOj MepH nanpenyje y BepH H y lby6aBH npeaa Dory.

Illra Hac yqe CBeTH On;H 0 )1,eBeT aaheocxnx YHHOBa?

Bor je aajnpe CTBOPl10 HeBH,11lbHBH CBeT, TO jeer anhene, CBeTH arrOCTOJ1 ITaBJ1e, 11 xacnnje lherOB Y'leHHK CBeTH ~HOHI1CHje Apeonanrr, y AeJIY Hetiecxa U upxeeua jepapxuja, AeJII1 aahene aa ,11eBeT aeriecxnx 'lI1HOBa. CBaKI1 aaheocx» 'lHH HMa 0,11 Dora onpeheay clIY)l(6y (PI1M. 8, 38; 1. ITT. 3, 22).

Taxo IlleCTOKpl1J111 Cepa¢uMu, MHOrOOKI1 XepYBuMu H Ilpeciuonu, na KOjH~a 'TocrrO,11,11YXOBHO rrOYI1Ba", ca-nnsasajy rrpBy 'leTY auhena. OSI1 okpyxcyjy nnaMeHI1 H CBeTJ10CHH npecTo Ilpecsere Tpojaue (Je3eKl1lb 1,4-28).

CJ1e,11e 3aTl1M CUJle, Bnactau H Iocuoqciuea, KOjH CaYl1lhaBajy npyry, cpenthy aabeocxy xery, OBH I1Majy 3aAy)!(elhe Aa snanajy CBeKOJ1HKHM CBeMl1pOM, nnaaeraaa, 3Be3,11aMa, BeTpoBHMa, MOpl1Ma 11 CHJ1aMa raae, TO jeer l)aBOJ1I1Ma it rraKJ10M.

CJ1eAe 3aTHM Hasana, ApxaHt;eJlU H AHt;eJlU, KOjH Ca'lHlhaBajy rpehy aH~eocKy 'leTY 11 I1Majy xao 3aAaTaK na 063HaHe lbY,11HMa BOlbY DO)l(l1jy. ~aKJ1e, ilaIllH aHl)eJ111 'lyBapH cy npaopojana neseroj 'leTI1, xao nocnemsn Mel)y aH'1e.lI1Ma 11 Haj6J1I1)1(11 JbYACKOM POAY.

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(TeB 1, 14.) OBHM pelJHMa Anocron Y3HOCH YMoBe cnyuranaua H BeOMa MHoro reunt xpmuhaae, jep noxasyje na ce Eor BeOMa MHoro crapa 0 IbHMa, lJHM je "anhene, xojn npeaaannase JbY)1,e, O)1,pe)1,HO)1,a cllY)Ke aa cnaceise JbY)1,H".

Ana BH)1,HMO na H y Crapon 3aKoHY, H y 3aKoHY onaronara, Bor urazse aahene na nOMa)KY H na cllY)Ke H3a6paHHM JbY)1,HMa, xao urro cy flor, Aspaav, JaKoB, Mojcnje, Banaaa, Hcyc HaBHH, Ieneou, Manacnja, npopOK D,aBH)1" MllHja TeCBHnaHHH, Cenpax, Mncax H AB)1,eHarO, npopOK D,aHHllo, JOCHCP, D,jeBa Mapnja, nacrHpH H3 Bnrnejexa, Mapnja Marnannna, xanerau Kopmcmje, anocron Ilasne 11 )1,PYrH. Kp03 OBO HeKOllHKO )1,OKa3a noxasao CaM)1,a HaM Ilpeonarn Bor onpehyje aahene qyBape He caxo na CBerOM Kpurrersy, Ben H y L\ellOM )KHBory, nOMa)KynH na nyry cnaceisa npaaemmxe, KOjH fa Jby6e H sepyjy y Hiera,

,IJ;a lUI .II: HeBepH.II:O;.II:, naraaa .II: jepeT.II:O;.II: )1,06.11:jajy 0)1, nora anhene syaapet

TaKBH, noiuro HHCY xpurrenn y Xpacroso HMe, He )1,06Hjajy anhene lJyBape. OHH He sepyjy y anhene. A KOjH nnax Belle na sepyjy y Dora, allH cy jepernun, xcanocre H y)1,aJbyjy 0)1, ce6e anhene Iocnomse, KOjH Jby6e HCTHHY npase Bepe, nOllO)KeHY 0)1, Xpncra H anocrona y Hserosoj L(pKBH (BH)1,eTH TyMatJelbe Ilocnauuue leepeiuua 0)1, Teodnrnaxta Eyrapcxor, 1904).

Illro ce nrse naraHCKHX Hapo)1,a, OBH jensa HMajy no jeanor anhena -rynapa sa nonpyxje CBaKe npxcaae, no CBe)1,O'leIbY Ceeiuoia uucua, xoje BellH: Ilociuaeu upeqene napoquua UO 6pojy auhena EOJICujux (lloHo8lbeHu 3aKOHU 32,9). TH anl)eJIH npnnanajy qHHY Iocnoncrasa, xao OHH KOjH snanajy Ha)1, HapO):1MMa. Ilo npenaa y HMa aHl)ella 'lyBapa Ha)1, rsphaaaaa, rpa)1,OBHMa, cemlMa, MaHacTHpHMa II 6HJIO rne ce BellH'la HMe EO)KHje.

Koja je naxena anhena qyBapa y )I(.II:BOTY BepH.II:Ka .II: KaKO My noaasce y cnacersyt

Haxena anhena qyBapa jecre na na HeBH)1,lbHB HalJHH 'lyBa BepHHKa 0)1, nckyuretsa l)aBOJIOBHX, 0)1, nana y CBaKOBpCHe rpexe, )1,a ra nyrenona aa rryry UpKBe, noxajan,a H MOJIHTBe,)1,a ra reunr y remxohaua )KHBOTa H na ra noncnrse ;":p03 MHcao na CBeKOJIHKO )1,06po )1,eJIo. AHl)ella qyBapa je Bor nao qOBeKY pa)1,H '~\'Balba iseroaora Tell a H nyme. OH HHKa)1,a He cnasa, no peqM fICaJIMOneBl\a:

Huwu ga 3agpeMa wyeap tueo] (fIe. 120,3).

Aaheo qyBap -rysa noaepeny My )1,ymy Y CRaKO RpeMe HCKYllielba, aKO HMa 3t'py M crpax DO)KHjH, no Ka3HBalbY acrora L\apa H npopoxa: AHijeo focuog1bU :!liajane cupexcan OKO OHUX KOjU ce ueia 60je (Ilc. 33, 7). AHl)eo qyBap CllY)KH .nacersy 'lOBeKa (TeB. 1, 14). Anheo 'lyBap cnacaaa -roaexa y BpeMe onacnocru Jan. 5, 19; 12,7-8; 12, 15; 9, 11). Anheo 'lyBap jecre nyx DO)KHjM 3a cJIY)Kelbe,

Koja je 6poj anhena rraJI.II:X c netia, rro CBeToM nacsry .II: CBeT"M 00;.11:Ma? Ha KOM srecry npetiaaajy l)aBOJI.II: )1,0 6Y)1,ynera cyna .II: .ll:Majy JI.II: nonyurreise )1,a xyurajy .II: ynponainhyjy Jby)1,e?

DO)KaHCKO nMCMO HaM He xasyje rasno 6poj auhena naJIHX C neoa, Hero HaM caxo xaayje )1,a KOjM nanoure c netia 3aje)1,HO ca JIYl\HcpepOM 6exy iupehuua 38e3ga He6eCKUX, ro jecr anhena (OrK. 12,4 M 9). A cran naJIMX anhena jecre y nonneoecjy, a ro je MeCTO H3Mel)y neria M 3eMJbe (Ecp. 6, 12). Ha npyroa MecTY ce Ka)Ke )1,a cy 3llM aHl)eJIH 6aqeHM y TaMY, ro jecr )1,aJIeKO 0)1, llMl\a EO)KMjer, )1,0 6Y)1,yner cy)1,a (Hcanja 14, 12-15; 2. n- 2,4; J)1,. 1,6; flK. 8, 31).

Xpmuhaaa, CBM npaBe)1,HH JbY)1,M EO)KHjM, KywaHM cy M Y3HeMMpaBaHH 0)1, l)aBOJIa, no nonyurren.y H BOJbM EO)KHjoj, na ce He 6M nOrOp)1,HJIH, )1,a 6H MM ce npOBepHJIa Bepa M )1,a 6M CBe csoje y3)1,albe nOJIO)KMllM cavo y Dora (2. Kop. 12,7; 1. fIT. 1,6-7).

Taxohe cy xpmuhann KywaHH 0)1, hasona pa)1,M npoBepe IbMXOBe Jby6aBM npeaa Bory, pa)1,M nposepe noxopaaaisa JbY)1,M Eory.na 6M ce )1,06pM pasnaojallH 0)1, 3llHX M na 6M ce ynocrojana Bene Harpa)1,e. AllM haaon.a xyuraisa HMKa)1,a He npeBa3Hlla3e Hallie cnare, jep Eor He nonyurra na 6Y)1,eMO HCKywaBaHH BenMa Hero urro MO)KeMO (1. Kop. 10, 13; 2. fIT. 2, 9; OTK. 3, 10).

o AH1)EJIMMA, CMPTM, IiY,I1;Y1iEM )I{MBOTY M rrOCJIE,I1;lhEM CY,I1;Y

Kana ce qOBeKY naje anheo qYBap? Ha sa-rehy, na pol)elby .ll:JI.II: na CBeToM KpIIITeIbY?

Ilo Cseroa Ilpenan.y L(pKBe Xpncroae, anheo qyBap ce )1,aje 'lOBeKY na Cserosr Kpurreisy. OBO ce MO)Ke nojMMTM H M3 nere MOllMTBe xoja ce qHTa npH Bpwelby ornaruasaua', rne ce, H3Mel)y ocranor; xasyje OBaKO: "yqHHM na ce csernn auheo npM)1,pY)KM lberOBOM )KHBory - )1,a ra M36aBJba 0)1, CBaKe Bpa)KHje aanacrn, 0)1, cycpera ca 3llHM, 0)1, )1,eMOHa KojH HaITa)1,a ycpe)1, nasa, O,!l 3llHX Malliralba". Ilopen anbena xyaapa Bor urarse qOBeKY H ,!Ipyre auhene Y)KMBOTY, na 6M My noxarana, McrrpaBJballM ra M reWMJIM y MCKywelbHMa H npOBepaMa y )1,YXOBHMM 60p6aMa Kp03 xoje npOlla311 'iOBeK y OBOM sexy.

o OBOM rOBopM 60)KaHCKH anocron Ilasne, rosopeha: Hucy nu C8U OHU gYX08U 3a CllYJICe1be, KOjU ce UlalbY ga CllYJlCe OHUMa KOjU he uacnequiuu cuacewe?

3 Y uauie BpeMe ce '1l1H 06aBJba npe/\ Kpurrea.ea.

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pa):(11 xyaan,a lhy):(11 (fIc. 102,21; 103,5; flK. 16,22; JeB. 1,7). Cnacnren, HaM sanosena ,[(a He noruen.yjeao ,[(eI.\Y, jep auhenu H1UXOBU na He6eCUMa ciuanuo illegajy llUL\e OL\a uoia (MT. 18, 10).

liMa 1m Xpl1mnaHI1H 11 31Ior aahena, KOjl1 ra ClIe,ll,11 uenora )KI1BOTa?

Kojn je ~l1lh 31IOra anhena!

)J;a, CBaKI1 xpmuhanau HMa 01.\ Kpurren.a jenner noopor anhena, Kojl1 My CTOjl1 C necna H y'lH ra CBeKOlIl1KOM 60royrO,[(HOM l.\elIy. OH nOAP06HO sanncyje jenno no jenno, CBa 1.\06pa nena xoja 'lI1HH y )KHBOTY H npnxaaahe My I1X Y 'lacy Cyna, Kal.\a "he ce KIhHre OTBopHm". Taxobe, xpmuhanana 0):( MnaneHCTBa Clle,[(11 H jenaa 31I11 anheo (haso), Kojl1l1 caM nerazsso sanncyje CBaKII rpex KOjl1 'lI1HI1 'WBeK y )KHBOTy, ,[(0 rpena CMpTI1.

DHlh 31I0ra aahena jecre na ra csarna xyiua 11 nO,[(CTI1'le na rpex Ml1llllhy, MalllTOM, 'lylIHMa, pexjy, ,[(enOM, TelIOM H I.\YlllOM. AKO ra 'lOBeK cnyuia, npncraje aa rpex, na ra 'laK 11 TBOPH, l)aBo aanncyje CBaKY MHcao, CBaKY pe'l 111I11 ano neno y'lHlheHO y )KHBOTy, sa xoje he My Tpa)KI1TH Ol.\rOBOp na nojeAI1Ha'lHOM cy,[(y, TO jeer HaKOH CMpm, aKO y )KHBOTY Hl1je 6110 pasnpeuien OA rpexoBa ncnoaeurhy H noxajau.ea.

Kaxo MO)Ke Xpl1mnaHI1H Aa ee erraee l1eKymelha 31I0r anhena, TO jeer haaona, xoja ra npara uenora )KI1BOTa?

3a crraceise 'lOBeKOBO nOTpe6HO je na 6YAe xyuran OA hasona, jep aKO He 6Yl.\e xyinaa, nehe ce CnaCTI1. He MO)Ke ce Kanl1TI1 y nyxosnoj 60p611 II He MO)Ke I1MaTH HI1KaKBY nlIaTY aa csoja 1.\06pa nena, 6Yl.\ynl1 I.\a cy 'll1lheHa 113 HaBI1Ke, 6e3 I1KaKBOr nporxsneua 0,[( CTpaHe haaona, 360r rora 11 CBeTI1 Ilerap BelIl1 na cyuapuux eatu, !jaBO, Kao llaB puttynu xogu U iupascu xoia ga upoxqepe. I-beMy ce UpowUBuwe YWBp!jeHU BepOM ... (1. Ilr. 5,8-9).

Ilatore, aatu )KI1BOT je 60p6a ca l)aBolIoM, KOjl1 Hac Kyllla 611/10 Kp03 aaure conCTBeHO Tello, 6111I0 Kp03 OHe OKO Hac, 6HlIO nerrocpenno Kp03 cnY)KI1Telhe rave. Hcxyureaa cy HeonXOAHa, jep Hac sane y 60p611 ca rpeXOM, pann aaurera cnaceisa, alIl1 caao na Hac He nopase. JeAaH BelIHKH OTaI.\ 113 OWattHUKa semr:

"YKlIOHl1l1eKymelha,11 HI1KO ee OA !by,ll,11 aehe cnacra".

Xpaurhaunn ce MO)Ke cnaCHTH aenopaxeu 01.\ l)aBolIOBI1X I1CKYlllelha Kp03 Aenalhe CBHX ,[(06pHX I.\ena 11 OC06HTO Kp03 MOlIHTBy, nocr, CMl1pelhe, lhy6aB, 'leCTY I1crrOBeCT, noxajarse, MHJIOCTI1IhY 11 MHoro Tprrlhelba.

Kana xpanrhannu rpeurn caojox BOlhOM, YAalhyje 1I11 ee Ao6pl1 anheo OA Ihera? A Ka,ll,a TBOpl1 KaKBO ,lI,06po ,lI,elIO, 6e)K111I11 31111 anheo O,ll, Ihera?

AKO je ipex iag upeg Botos: (Iloaosn.eaa 3aKOHl1 25, 16; Ilpnse 5, 5; 10,5; 3,32), na KaKO 611 aaheo Iocnomsn lhy6110 rpelllHHKe 11 He 611 ce y,[(alhaBao 0,[(

IhI1X? 11 aKO oHaj KOjU WBOpU ipex og !jaBOlla je (1. JH. 3, 8-10; JH. 8, 44), na KaKO nH he crajaru anheo Iocnona.a y3 onora lllTO 'lJJ(HH l)aB01l0Ba nena, TO jeer ya nnjanua, 61IYI.\HHKa, rtpersyrio-nrnua, 6e3BepHJJ(Ka, lIa)KlhHBI.\a, TBPI.\I1I.\Y, 'lOBeKOMpCI.\a JJ( jepernxa! li aKO rpex o,[(rOHI1 01.\ xosexa 61IarOClIOB BO)Kl1jH (Epojesn 14,34; Hcyc HaBHH 5,6; Ilc. 80, 13-14; Plcanja 48,18-19), na KaKO 6H aabeo BO)KJJ(jl1 crajao y3 onora mTO rnopn rpex? 11 aKO ce Ilyx CBeTJJ( )KalIOCTI1 360r rpexa (Ian, 4, 30; 1. Con. 5,19), KaKO 1IJJ( ce He 6JJ( )KalIOCTJJ(O anheo Iocnomsn 11 yl.\alhJJ(O 0,[( onora lllTO TBOPJJ( rpex 11 He )KelIl1 na ce 06paTI1 sa noxajarsei 11 aKO je CBeTJJ( )J;yx rnesan H lhyT na aenocnynme H 31Ie (Hcanja, 6, 3,10), KaKO nH ce He 6JJ( 'lHCTIlI1 CBeTI1 anbeo Iocnomsn lhymo aa oaora lllTO TBOpH rpexe H He )KelIH Aa ce 06paTl1 na noxajaise!

3Ha'lJJ(, anheo sysap, xojer je Bor onpenao CBaKOM xpmuhaunny, Mp311 rpex, jep rpex y6Hja nyury, 11 YAalhyje ce 0,[( onora mTO 'lJJ(HI1 riesaxoa,e. AlIl1 ce nOHOBO spaha 11 nOMa)Ke 'lOBeKY rpelllHI1Ky, Ka,[(a osaj Aol)e aa noxajarse ca cysaaa JJ( C 601I0M Y CPI.\y 360r y'lHlheHOr (2. Kop. 7, 9). Jep uaciuaie paqoctu ua He6y 3a jeqnota ipeiunuxa KOjU ce Kaje (Jlx. 15,7-10), nourro Bor xohe ga ce CBU ,,,ygu cuacy U ga go!jy y U03HaH1e UCWUHe (Iesexaa 18, 23-32; 33,11; 2. IIT. 3, 9; yn. 1. THM. 2, 4).

)J;aKne, xana 'lOBeK TBOpl1 31I0, )KalIOCTI1 JJ( yl.\alhyje 01.\ ce6e )J;yxa Cserora II anhena -rysapa, a HaMeCTO osora npH61IJJ()Kyje ce 'lOBeKY baso 11 31I11 nyx, A KaAa ce xpmuhamm JJ(3 csera csor cpI.\a otiparn aa noxaian,e, necena Bora JJ( CBe anhene C neoa, npH61IJJ()Kyje K ce6JJ( csora aahena H Ol.\rOHI1 OA ce6e caraHI1HOr anhena. 11 OBa ce 60p6a BO,[(11 y 'lOBeKOBOM CPIlY H yMy csaxora rpena, JO xpaja lherOBora )KI1BOTa.

KaKO rpeoa xpmnhaaaa ,lI;a capahyje ea eBojl1M aHl)e1l0M qYBapOM, aa 611 crnrao y Ilapcrso EO)Kl1je?

Xpmuhaunn rpetia na onoaatua CBeTI1Telhe 11 anbene.na 6H 6JJ(0 npaopojan na He6y CBeTJJ(TelhI1Ma 11 aHl)enl1Ma. To jeer na nenpecraao ClIaBH Bora.na Ia XBa- 111 II na My YBeK 61IarOl.\apl1 aa CBe; Aa Ia cnyura, ,[(a 'lYBa Hierose 3anOBeCTH, ,[(a ny611 Bora, na lhy6H CBe lhYAe l1,[(a y cBeMY BO,[(H xpmuhaacxn )KJJ(BOT. Kao mTO -e anheo ClIY)KI1Telh BO)KHjH 11 xyna xosexa aa CBHM nYTeBI1Ma lherOBJJ(M (IIc. 90, 11) 11 xao lllTO ce anheo nOBI1Hyje BOlhl1 BO)KHjOj (IIc. 102,20-21), JJ(CTO TaKO rpe6a ):1a 'lJJ(HI1 11 'lOBeK BepHI1K. )J;a ce IIOB~1Hyje Bory 11 Aa 'lI1HI1 1l01b Y Hseroay. ;! aKO ce aaheo panyje oopahaisy rpeunmxa na noxajan,e (Jlx. 15, 7-10), TaKO :oll1Kyje na 'lI1HI1I1 lJOBeK BepHI1K.!J:a ce panyje oopahaay 3nl1X na noxajan,e.

AKo ce aHl)elIl1 crapajy 0 cnacersy lhYAI1 H nOMa)KY 11M (IIoCT. 24,7; IIc. "':', 11-12; IIc. 33,7; MT. 4,6), TaKO Aa 'll1He 11 xpmuhana, OC0611TO nacrapn

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.ivura, na ce crapajy na CBaKI1 HaYI1H 0 cnaceay 11 otipahatsy IhYACKI1X nyiua na noxaiau,e. AHl'jelIl1 nenpecrano cnase Bora (ITc. 102, 20; Hcanja 6, 3; IlK. 2, 13-14; OTK. j, 11). Taxohe 11 BepHI1~11 cy AY)J(HI1 na cnase Bora, rro peYI1 Ilcanaonenua: Iaaiocun.ahy Eoia y C8aKO g06a, iioxeana l-beMY je ciiuinno y MOjUM YCUtUMa

Ilc. 33, 1). M aKO anheo csarna 6AI1je OKO CBeKOlIl1KOr A06pa, rana je 11 'lOBeK sepHIIK AY)J(aH na HerrpecraHO 6AI1 HaA CBOjl1M YMOM 11 Aa Y3Me na yM Aa cyuap'iW": HaUl, haec, xao nae xogu U UtpaJl(u Kola ga upoxqepe (1. TIr. 5,8). EYAe JII1 .:saKII Xpl1WhaHI1H raxo rBOp110, aaha he ce y 3ajeAHI1'lKOM AelIalbY ca cBojl1M JHne,lOM YYBapeM na rsopen.y CBI1X A06pl1x nena.

KaKO IIOMa)J(e aaheo syaap AYIllH y 'lacy CMpTH H AOKaA ocraje noxpaj !be HaKOH CMpTH?

Hajrrpe aaheo -rysap ce MOlIl1 Bory 3a nosepeay My AYWY, na 611 I1MaJIa xpruuhaacxn xpaj 11 Aa 611 joj ce onpccrnna CBI1 rpeca. 3arl1M rrpl1BOAI1 BepHIIK\' MI1CaO Aa ce rrOMl1pl1 ca CBI1Ma, Aa ce ncnoaena KO)J. CBeWreHI1Ka no-rea el] aermscraa, na ce npnseiuhyje Tenoa 11 Kpsn.y Iocnomsoa 11 Aa CBe csoje ::O(TaBI1 Y A06ap nopenax.

A Y sacy iseroae CMprl1, aKO je rBOpl10 A06pa nena, He noxaace My caxo C:]d.H aabeo, Hero BI1We lbl1X.

OBO xasyje CBeTI1 Je¢peM CI1PI1H, rosopehn: "3ap He suare, 6paho Moja, i\J.KaB crpax 11 nesorsy CJIeAI1 na nponarusro y 'lacy nauiera 1131IaCKa 113 osora :KIIBOTa, xana he ce pa31Iy'lI1TI1 nyma OA rena? BelIl1KI1 crpax, senaxa ce rajna 30HBa TaMO. Iep AOJIa3e KOA a.era A06pl1 aHl'jelIl1 11 MHowrBO aetiecxe sojcxe 11 cse eyrrapHI1'lKe cnne 11 BJIaAap" rane, 06e crpane )J(elIehl1 na y3My nyury 11 Aa 'c: nocrase 11 Aa joj ycraaose lbeHa Mecra.

,'laKlIe, aKO je Aywa OBAe crexna noopa AelIa, y AaH lbeHora I1CXOAa A06pa .::ela xoja je CTeKJIa osne nocrajy A06pl1 aHl'jeJIl111 OKPY)J(yjy je 11 He A03BolhaBajy nl!ie]Hoj OA cynapnnsxax cnna l'1a ce raKHY n.e, Hero je Y3l1Majy ca panouihy 11 Be~ebe~1 sajenno ca aHl'jeJII1Ma, rresajyhn rr06eAHI1'lKe necae Eory 11 BOAe je BlIaAI1KI1 \;:'Ih::Ty, Ilapy CJIaBe, 11 BOAe je OAaBl'1e aa MeCTO oAMopa, fAe HeMa 601Ia, HI1TI1 ryre, niHil )'3AI1Calba, HI1TI1 cysa, Hl1rl1 6pl1re, seh )J(I1BOT 6eCMprHl1l1 Be'lHO aecerse, 3J.le]HO ca CBI1Ma xoja cy 6JIaroyrOAl11I11 Bory ... " (Cneru Je¢peM CI1PI1H, Cll080 0 :«ll\le ga ceaiqa UMaMO na yMy gaH usnacxa Hamel U3 Jl(U80Uta, rOM III).

Kon rpeuraaxa, xazce CBeTI1 Je¢peM CI1PI1H, lbl1XOBa 3JIa Aella npersapajy ~C:. v 1.Jacy CMPTI1, y 31Ie anhene 11 rrpare AYIllY onryxcyjyha je aa OHO WTO je TBOF1I1J. II HI1je ce noxajana, CBe AOK He 6YAe 6a'leHa y oraa naxna.

Ilocne CMprl1 aaheo rrpaTI1 AYIllY 40 nana, sajenao C APY['J1M aHl'jelIl1Ma, noxasyjyha joj najnpe 61Ia)J(eHcrBo paja 11 3arl1M MyKe nakna, 3aTI1M je no rpe-

hl1 rryT BOAe rrpeA TIpecBeTY Tpojnuy, 11 oAlI)"-Iyje joj ce, 1'10 Ilocnemsera cyna, rrpeMa lbeHI1M AeJII1Ma, 6111I0 MeCTO oAMopa y pajy, 611JIO Mecro OCYAe.

Ou rora rpena auheo 1.JyBap je HarrYIllTa 1'10 Eynyher cYAa. A KaKO nyma rrpolIa311 Kp03 sasnymna MJ1rapCI'Ba nocne CMprl1, noxaayje HaM I1CTI1 CBeTI1 Orau Je¢peM, roaopehn: "Iana, Y3eBwl1 aHl'jelIl1 AYwy, OAlIa3e Kp03 Ba3AYx, y KojeM croje nasana, BlIaCrl111 rocnoncrsa cynapnasxax cana, rOpKI1 Hallll1 cynapnnun, OKPYTHl1l1apl1Hl1l1l1, yxone 11 rrOpe3H111111, Kojl1, cycpehyhn AYIllY y Ba3AYXY, rrpare je 11 113Hoce npen 1.JOBeKa rpexe 11 sanace 113 MJIaAOCrl1, 113 CTapOCTI1, sorsue 11 neson.ae, yYl1lbeHe AelIOM, MI1WIh y 11 Cehalbl1Ma. MHOfl1 je crpax ravo, MHOrl1 rrorpec nonne nyiue: Hel1CKa3aHa je aeaorsa xojy rrporraTl1 rana 01'1 MHOIllrBa MI11I110Ha aenpajaren-a KOjl1 je npaTe y crorry, xneserajyhn je, rypajyhn ce, cnpesasajyha AYIllY na ce He xacena y CBemOCT 11 yl'je y 3eMjbY )J(I1BI1X. AJII1 Csera anbena, Y3l1Majyhl1 AYIllY, onsone je ... " (MCTl1, Cl1080 0 gpylOM gOllacKY U 0 cygy, TOM III). Taxo Csern anheo 1.JYBap, xao wro caM npehe rroxaaao, YBeK croja y3 1.JOBeKa BepHI1Ka, Aa 611 ra '-IyBao 11 rrOMarao My y )J(I1BOTY. JOIllI1 AYIllY nparu HaKOH CMpTI1 40 nana.

Ila lIH he aa IIOClIeAlbeM nacxpcnyhy AohH H anheo 'IyBap csaxora '10- BeKa?

y AaH cTpawHora CYAa anbeo sysap rrOMa)J(e AYWI1 xojy je xyaao y OBOM csery 11 rryryje c lbOM npen crpamnor CYAl1jy. 0 osoj I1CTI1HI1 rnnue na BI1Ille ~eCTa, 11 OC0611TO Y KaHOHY aHljellY 'IY6apy, rne rnnne OBaKO: Kaga ce 6yge uociua- 8UO upeciuo, U xiouie ce 6ygy oiueopune, U J1,pe8Hu gaHuMa 6yge cegeo, U lbyguMa ce 6yge CygUllO, U auhenu 6ygy ciuojanu ucupeq, U 3eMlba ce 6yge 3a1bYlballa, U cae ce 6yge yciupaiuuno U uoiupecno, UOKaJl(U upeua MeHU ceoje 'I08eK01by6Jbe U u36a8U Me uaxna, Xpucma YMonU6U1U (Ilecsra OCMa).

Aaheo 1.JyBap he BOAI1TI1 AYIllY rrpl1lIl1KOM cseomurer BacKpcelba Aa 611 nosnana csoje reno OA 3eMlhe, xao IllTO ce Ka)J(e y )J(l1rl1jy Cserora Bacannja HOBor, OA 26. Mapra.

Kaxo ce paAyjy aH~elIH C aetieca aa rpeunmxa xoja ce noxaje H na KOjJ1 ce Ha'lJ1H )J(alIOCTe, xana rpenmi

Kana ce rpennntx noxaje, aHl'jeJII1 c aeoeca panyjy ce ClIl1'lHO BelIl1KOM TIa.:mpy, Crracnren, y HailleM Hcycy Xpncry, Kojn je naurao 113ry6lheHY OBlIY, ro jeer bYACKI1 POA, peKaBWI1: PagyjUte ce ca MHOM, jep uahox 084Y C80jy u3fy61beHY (flK. 15,6). To Cnacnren, OTKpl1Ba 11 y rrpl1'-1l1 0 narytin.eaoj ApaxMI1. Panocr anbeaa 360r oaora xoja ce oopaha aa noxajan.e OH noxasyje pe'-lI1Ma: Taxo, tcasces« 8aM, QU8a pagocUt upeg aHljenUMa DOJl(UjUM 360f ieqno;« IpeUlHUKa KOjU ce «a]« (flK. 15, 10). A sana 'lOBeK rpeunr, aaheo 'lyBap ce )J(alIOCrl1l1 nnaue 3a lbl1M, YAalhY:vhll ce OA re nyiue, AOK ce OHa rrOHOBo He oopara Eery Kp03 noxajarse.

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jeAI1Ha xpaurhancxa cJIy)!(6a 3aCHOBaHa 11 CJIy)!(eHa OA canora Cnacnrezsa, Ha3Baaa 11 "seuuea ceAaM l.\pKBeHI1X XBaJIa". 3a speae CBeTe JII1Typrl1je npersapajy ce CBeTI1 AapOBI1 y TeJIo 11 KpB XPI1CTOBY.

)l{PTBOM CBeTe JIHTyprHje MI1 nocrajeuo YAeOHHlJapHMa 60)!(aHCKHX TajHH, xoje rrpHMaMO KaA ron CMO AOCTojHI1. YAeOHl1lJapl1Ma re )!(pTBe nocrajy 11 YCHYJII1 Y npasoj sepa "xoje HeBI1AI1MO npnseuthyie" XPI1CTOC, lbl1XOBI1M rrOMl1lbalbeM aa CBeToM orrrapy aa onponrra] rpexoBa. Mnore cy 11 BeJII1Ke KOPI1CTI1 CBeTe JII1Typrl1je aa OHe KOjl1 ca BepOM yxecrsyjy y l.\pKBI1. 3ajeAHo ca HaMa rrpl1CYTaH je caM XPI1CTOC ca CBeTI1M aHl)eJII1Ma 11 ca CBI1M CBeTI1Ma.

A 0 MecTY rne ce uacran.yjy AYlIle IhYAI1 rro CMpTI1, CXO)lHO rrplllJl1 0 HeMI1JIOCPAHOM rioraraury 11 yooroa JIa3apy (JIK 16,19-31), CBeTa UpKBa Hac YlJl1 OBaKO: TOKOM )lBa nana HaKOH CMpTI1 aaheo lJyBap HOO! nvuiy CBY/l,a rro cBeTy, rne je )!(HBeJIa 11 '-Il1HI1JIa A06pa I1JII1 3JIa AeJIa, H OHa ce ceha csera Oil, MJIa/l,eHCTBa AO saca CMpTI1. Tpehera nana onnoce je DOry, a HaKOH 40 nana joj ce onpehyje MeCTO noxoja I1JII1 oCYAe.

Y Benuxou upaeuny 113 Tprosnurra, rnasa 162, xaxe ce aa "aviua, 113 MHoro lhy6aBI1 rrpeMa (CBOM) TeJIy, jep ce paCTaBI1JIa OA n.era, nonexan H/l,e y Kyhy rne je 611JIa y )!(I1BOTy, a nonexan na rpoo rne je reno noxonano. A ycaspurena 11 rrpaBe/l,Ha nyma O/l,IIa311 na MeCTa rne je y0611'-1ajaBaJla na ce MOJlI1 aa csoje cnaceise, 11 rrpOBOAI1 ABa nana na 3eMIhI1. A rpehera naxa, saienno ca cBojl1M aHl)eJIOM, AYlIla OAJIa311 Ha He60 11 CTOjl1 rrpe/l, CTpalIlHIIM ITpeCTOJIOM 11 xnatsa ce rrpeA 60roM. 360r rora ce rpehera naua apuni Csera rnrrypraja 11 nonymje sa yMPJIOra. A nourro ce rrOKJIOHI1 Dory, OAJIa311 ca aHl)eJIOM, re joj noxasyje 60raTa 11 nena CTaHl1lIlTa nyiua rrpasenuaxa 11 cseruren,a KOjl1 cy TBOPI1JII1 BOIhY Bosorjy Y CBeTY. CBe TO BI1AI1 nyura rana (naxne OA '-IeTBpTOra 11,0 neaerora nana).

A neserora nana rrOHOBO OAJIa311 re ce xnan.a DOry. 360r rora ce sputa JII1Typfl1ja 11 noxen neserora nana. 3aTI1M je OABOAI1 aaheo 11 noxasyie joj CBe npencnonae MYKe (113 naxna) AO '-IeTp/l,eCeTOra nana (xana ce rro rpehn rryT KJIalba Ilpecseroj Tpojaun). 360r rora ce clIy)!(e JII1Typrl1je 11 rtovenn (sa MpTBe) xerpjtecerora nana. A OA cana nanan.e, rro AeJII1Ma xoja je TBOpIiJIa, naje joj ce, re ce oAMapa AOK He 6Y/l,e nourao XPI1CTOC ):1a cYAI1 CBeTY 11 /l,a CBaKOM Aa I1JII1 nnara rro AelII1Ma lberOBI1M".

To je Ilpenan.e UpKBe, 11 TO je ynora CJIy)!(6I1lIlTO ce spure aa ynoxojene.

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ITOCTojl111 Apyra creneanua, Y3BI1lIleHl1ja OA OBe: IIpo30plbJIBa MOJIJITBa.

Koja je TO? Iecn JII1 BI1AeO Cserora AHToHl1ja BeJII1Kor? OTYAa, ca csoje rrJIaHI1- He, Y TI1Bal1):1l1, rne OH 6ewe Y Erarrry, YMOM onnaxame KOA Cserora AMoHl1ja, APyrora BeJIIiKOr I1crroCHI1Ka. Osaj 6elIle 113alIlao 113 )!(I1BOTa, 11 iserosy nynry aotuaxy aHl)eJII1 ua He60. J1 OH ce noseo KJIalbaTI1. J1 rrl1TaJII1 cy ra MOHaCI1: "Oxe, 360r -rera ce KJIalbalIl?" J1 OH je OArOBopI10: "Epar aam Aaonxje, BelIl1KI1 cryo aetia 11 3eMlhe, OAIIa311 na He60, 11 rrOKJIOHI10 caM ce iseroaoj nyum",

A tieure BeJII1Ka pasnan.aaa OA Cserora AHToHl1ja AO nnannne AMOHl1jeBe, aJII1 AHToHl1je anhaure AMoHl1jeBY AylIly, KaKO je aHl)eJII1 yaaoce na netieca, KaAa je 113alIlJIa 113 TeJIa. To he pehl1lhYAI1 rrp030plhl1BI111JII1 ca Boronpoaopn.nsav YMOM!

Kana '-IOBeK AOCTl1rHe Aa 6y/l,e Boronpoaopn.na, OH I1Ma OBY MOJII1TBy, 3BaHY "rrp030pIhI1BOM". L\aKJIe, Y311]Ia311 YMOM TaKO CI1JIHO, na OH BI1AI1 oane me CMO MI1 KOJII1KO AeMOHa I1Ma - jep I1X je MHoro - 11 KOJII1KO anhena I1Ma. CBe BI1AI1. J1 BI1AI1 onora Kojl1 je O'-ll1CTI10 caoje cpl.\e, BI1AI1 11 MI1CJII1; MI1CJII1 xoje CBaKO nosonun,a. Iberos yM nocraje TOJII1KO '-II1CT, na TI1 xasyje urra TI1 MI1CJIl1lIl, urra /l,pyrl1 MI1CJII1. CBaKOM 3Ha MI1CJII1. JeCl1lI11 BI1Aeo KOA CrraCI1TeIha? 3Hajynu MUCllU KIbUJ/Ce6HUKa U ¢apuceja, pexao je: Saiuiuo 3110 nucnuiue y cpu,UMa C60jUM? llIiUa je naxiue? Pehu: YciUaHU U Y3MU ogap C60j, U xogu; unu pehu: OupamiUajy tuu ce ipecui (Yn. ca MT. 9, 4 11 MK. 2, 8-9.) Inenaiue 11 snhaure lbl1XOBe rrOMI1CJII1.

,IJ,aKJIe, OBY Mepy /l,OCTI1)!(e '-IOBeK KOjl1 I1Ma npoaopzsnay MOJII1TBy. 3Ha ~II1CJII1 csajy rrpl1cyTHI1X. BI1AI1 3JIe AyxoBe, BI1/l,I1 anhene 11 CBe KOjl1 ce osne crapajy aa name cnacen.e.

Illra Y'le CBeTJI OU;JI 0 ~ejcTBJIMa JI snauajy CBeTe JIJITyprJIje?

Heaa Hl1'-1er xopacnnjer aa Hac 11 Bory OMl1lheHl1jer, Hero lIlTO je )!(pTBa CBeTe JII1Typrl1je, jep je OHa AeJIalbe Cnacnren.a 11 sackpcnyhe IhYAI1 11 Hieroso aajennnsapetse CHaMa. CBeTa JII1Typrl1ja je 113HaA CBeKOJII1Ke MOJII1TBe 11 cnaBOCJIOBlha 11 )lOIII1Kyje HaM /l,a ce 6pl1HeMO 0 TOM 60)!(aHCKOM nenan.y, jep je sa lby CBeKOJII1Ka MOJII1TBa WTO ce BplIll1 y l.\pKBI1, 11 TO je cJIy)!(6a xoja ce aajsame nyra TBOpl1 y AaHe )!(I1BOTa aainera (no CBeTOM CI1MeYHY COIIYHCKOM).

CBeTa mrryprnja jecre CP)!(, oseasan,e 11 caBplIleHCTBO OCTaJII1X clIy)!(611 Kojl1Ma npl1HOCI1Ma CJIaBOCIIOBlhe 11 6JIarOAapHocT Dory. OHa je I1CTOBpeMeHO 11

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To ie rrpBa crannua. Caern HI1JI nOCrHI1K xaxce y,l(06poiiiO;hl'O:bV: OlIa)l(eH je pI KOjH je )l;ocTHrao)l;a ce MOlIH XpHCTY 6e3 MallTe, 6e3061IIIqHOI CrraCI1Te"beB yM Hl1je I1Mao MalIlTY, Ka)l(Y CBI1 csern 60rOC110BI1. 3aro urro OH 6ewe HOBI1 :\JaM 11 nourao je Aa 06HOBI1 CTapora AAaMa, Ta'lHO KaKO je 6110 y paiv.

Jep 11 AAaM, kana ra je Bor CTBOPl10 y pajy, anje I1Mao ~!aWT\", HHie I1Mao \,~IHWJbalbe. Carana je rrao 360r YMI1Wihalba, jep je xreo na nocrane xao Bor, KaKO ce xasce KOA Hcanje: Tu cu peKao y C60MC yMy: Yseucuiiv Cc' Hag otinauu.\Ia, Hag ceeepuuu unauunasca xoie cy ua netiecuwa, Hag 36e3ga.\ta He6eCKUM uociuaeuhy upeciao C60j U 6uny Kao npe6UUJI-bU. M 'lI1M je JIYLlI!¢ep OHO yMI1- CJII10, soauao ra je Eor AOJIe C netia, aaro lIITO je YMI1CJIJ!O Ja 6pe xao OH, He noanaaunr Aa je CTBopelbe: na ra je Bor casnao caao MIIW."bY I! ~!olKe na ra cypBa aa rpen.

Taxo 11 A)I;aM, sana je nao, MHllIlbY je nao. Illra My je peKao caranar Heheiu YMpewu, neio heui uociuaiuu xeo 601 U suaiuu iuiua je g06po, iuiua ,111 3,10 (yrr. ca nooTi. 3,4-5). M 'lI1M je YMI1CJII10 Aa he 611TI1 xao Eor, OTITao ie MawrOM OA narux My AapOBa 11 3arl1M je 6110 npornaa 113 paja. 360r Tara 60)KaHCKII Oun uaanaajy MallITY MOCTOM )l;eMOHa. Hajenan rpex He npenasa 113 pIa Y ocehan.e (cpue) aKO ra QOBeK najnpe He 3aMHCJIH YMOM.

Ilaxne, aa speae MOIIHTBe He CMellI)I;a YMHlllballI HHllITa. HI! cnere CIII1Ke, m! Xpacra aa CBerOM Kpcry, Hl1rl1 aa rrpeCTOJIY CYAl1je. Hmura. Iep CBe cy Manrre H3BaH CPila, 11 aKO ocraaem Aa ce xnaisaur IbI1Ma, He KJIalbaW ce Xpacry.

YM rpetia na CH~e Y CPile, jep cpue je KJIeT yMa. To je xner 0 xojoj Xpncrcc xaxce: A WU Kaga ce stonuiu, ylju y Knew C60jy, U 3aw60pU8U1U epaiua ceoia, UOMOIlU ce Ou,y c60Me KOjU je y wajHocwu; U Owau, iueo] KOju 6UgU wajHo, Y36pawune we6u iaeno (yrr. ca Mr. 6,6). 3ap BI1 sepyjere Aa je ro OHa ApBeHa xner, Kyha? AKO raxo cxsarare, cxsarare 6YKBaIII1Crl1'lKI1.

A OBAe 60lKaHcKI1 01111 noavajy CaCBI1M Apyro: Tpoja Bpara HMallI na 3aKlbYQall sana ce MOlIHllI: )l;pBeHa spara, sa lbY)I;ej spara ycaaa, aa pesn, na He rosopmn HH C KHM, )1;0 ca OOrOMj H spara CPila, 3a )l;YXOBe, na 6H CHmao YMOM Y KlIeT CPila. [ep cplle je xner yMa.

tIyj urra BeJII1 60lKaHCKH orau Hcax Cl1pl1H: "qoBeQe, CHI)H YMOM Y KlIeT cnora cpna, H rana CH crnrao na netio", Iep je 11 OHO KlIeT aeria, Ilapcrsa netiecxor, AIII1 KO je HaMa peKao na je Ilapcrno He6eCKO y naurea CPllY? - Xpncroc, 3ap Hl1je OH peKao: llapctaeo je He6eCKo YHywpa y 6aMa (yrr. ca JIK. 17, 21)? ETo, AaKJIe, na MI1 I1MaMO Ilapcrao aeoecxo y CBOMe cPllY. M Ka)l;a CTHrHeMO YMOM Y cpue, CTHflIH CMO Y Ilapcrso aetiecxo.

L(aKlIe, CI1lIa3ehH y cplle sa BpeMe MOlIl1rBe, yM Hal1JIa311 na OBa ABa MI1Tapcrsa: najnpe Ml1rapCrBO Malllre 11 3arl1M Ml1rapCrBO pa3YMa na ABepl1Ma cplla. MYAap 'lOBeK I1X npenaan y rpeny,

Hajxpahn 3aKOH MOJIHTBe jecre )l;a He YMHlllballI HHIllTa xana ce MOnam. Iep Mawrapl1je cy rpojaxe: 3JIe, A06pe 11 csere. L(a He rrpl1MI1W HI1KaKBY Malllrapl1jy. Iep aKO ce 3aycraBI1lll na MaWrl1, He MOlKelll YMOM yhl1 Y cplle aa BpeMe MOJIl1rBe. A OBAe, na Ml1rapcrBY pa3YMa, xoje je na ABepl1Ma cplla, Hal1lIa- 311 aa npyre sne AYXOBe. Haseurhy OBAe jenan rrpl1Mep, na 611cre pa3YMelIl1.

KOA MI1TapCrBa pa3YMa cycpehy uaur yM iueonosu iiiaMe 11 rjJUnococju aaxna 11 HaBOAe yM aa AYXOBHa pa3Marpalba. ITo CBeAO'leIbY Cserora Bacnnaja aam yM I1Ma OC0611HY na Be'lHO paha MI1CIII1, A06pe I1III1 31Ie. M nnje Kpl1B aa TO nrro paha, Iep lllTO y MIII1H cnnaao, ro Melbe. MI1 CMO OHI1 Kojl1 OAlIy'lyjeMo Aa III1 heao nycrnra MI1CIII1.

IToHeKaA 6YAelll na MOlIl1rBI1, KlIe'lehl1l1lIl1 crojeha iom ceneha na CrOlIl1l1l1 11 II 11 aa KlIyrrl1, jep ce MOlKelll MOlIl1rH I1lIe)l(ehl1, KaAa CI160lIeCraH I1III1 CTap, xao lllTO xazce Caern Iparopaje CI1Hal1r: "Crapn 11 60lIeCHI1 MOlKe nexcaru rJIaBOM aa jacryxy, aKO He MOlKe crajarn, caxo nexa ce MOIII1". Bor He saxresa OA xoaexa rtonoxcaj rena, Hero YMa 11 cplla. Y TpeHy MOl1l1TBe TeK BI1AI1W Aa ce nojaszsyjy - He 311e pe'll1, Hero 113 C6eiiioia Ilucua, xao lllTO je IIYKaBI1 Kylllao Cnacnren,a na Iopn ncxynreaa. 3ap fa nnje Kywao 113 C6eiiioia nUCMa? CKOt[U gone, jep je uucano: AHljenuMa C80jUM sauoeequhe 3a iuetie, U ysehe we na pYKe, ga KaKO He 3auHCUI 3a KaMeH HoiOM C60joM(yrr. ca Mr. 4, 6).

JeCl1lI11 BI1AeO Aa je lbl1XOBa ynora Aa re xyurajy 113 C8ewoia uUCMa? Taxo 'lI1HI1 11 ca HaWI1M YMOM, KaAa, na MOlIl1rBI1, xohe na CHl)e y cplle. 11 na Ml1rapCTBy pa3YMa, xoje je ua ABepl1Ma cplla, nohy TI1, aa npnxep, na yM OBe pe'll1:

Iloquiao CU og Mopa KOl-be C80je, Mywenu 80ge MHoie. 111I11: J130cwane 08u,e ca xpal-bel-ba, Kag He 6yge 80n08a y3 jacne.

Illra je TO, jep je 113 C8ewoia nUCMa, 3ap He? Ko cy BOIIOBM? Ko ey OBlie? KaKBo anaseu,e I1Ma TO? M HaMax re OABeAe YMOM aa rYMa'lelbe Cserora MaKcMMa: Pa3YMHH BOIIOBM - jep cy sehn BOIIOBM OA osaua - jeey anocronn, emrcxomr 11 caeurrenxua. Y'll1relbCKa IJ,pKBa, jepapxnja. Illra cy osuet YseHM'IKa UpKBa, aapon. KOlll1KO liM je rryra Xpncroc naasao HapOA OBlIaMa! CIiOBeCHe oaue!

Illra cy jacne 113 KOjl1X ce xpane M BOIIOBM M osue? - UpKBa Xpacrosa. Iep ce M Y'lMrelbCKa UpKBa, M Y'leHM'lKa, xpane ITpe'lI1CrMM Tajuava, Y'leIbMMa CBerl1X Oraua, CBerl1M Ciuapui« 11 H06UM saeeiuou M CBMM AorMaMa, CBI1M rYMa'lelbMMa Ieaanhen,a. OrKYAa CBe TO? M3 OBMX jacana, xoje jecy UpKBa.

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AlIl1 urra osne Belll1 J(yx CBeTI1: J130cwanC 06l1C ca XpalbClba, Kag HC 6ygc 60lZ06a y3 jacne. To jeer aehe 611TI1 XPI1CTOBOra HapoAa y UPKBI1, xana BI1111e He 6YAe 611110 nacrnpa rrpl1 UPKBI1. Iep BOllOBI1, y pa3YMHOM BI1AY, jecy rraCTl1pl1 UpKBe. J1 eTO KaKO HaM I1CTJ1HJ1Ta 11 Y3BJ1111eHa pa3MaTpalba Hal111a3e aa BpeMe MOllI1TBe! Ana ce nenpajaren, He lhyTI1 360r rora, xana BI1AI1 Aa TI1 pacyhyjem. OH ce panyje, J(06po je lllTO oorooroacrnyjenr kana ce MOlll1111!

Bpaho, OBO HeMa iura na rpaxor aa speae MOllJ1TBe! CBeTH JOBaH 311aTOYCT xaxce: "TIt sana ce MOllItm nexoj TeOJIOrItCaTIt, jep TIt ce AeMOHH pyrajy!" Ka/l,a ce MOJIItm rpetia /l,a ItMam cpue cxpynreao It IIOTItmTeHO, 60JI cpua 360r rpexosa It cxapene.

J(aKJIe, sa BpeMe MOJIHTBe Hl1je nonyurreao HI1 Aa TeOJI0fl1111ew. Iep pasrosapajyha C KaKBI1M AYXOBHI1M pa3MaTpalbl1Ma sa speae MOJII1TBe, 'IaK H Aa cy 113 C6eWOla nUCMa, He MOJII1MO ce, Hero TeOJIOrl1111eMO. To jeer 3Ha'll1 na yMyjeMo aeurro 0 pe'll1Ma Ceeiuoia Iluosa. Ilourro je OBO MI1TapCTBO paayaa na ABepl1Ma cpua, Hl1je AorrYWTeHO Aa roBOPI1111 aa BpeMe MOJIMTBe Hl1jeAHy pe'l 113 C6cwola Ilucua. Hero CIIYCTIt ce y cpu;e je/l,HOMItCJIeHOM MOJIHTBOM, TO jeer MHCJIetm caxo ua HMe [OCIIO/l,a Hamer J1cyca XpHCTa.

J(aKJIe, c TMM pacyl)l1BalbeM CMJIa3MMO y cpl\e, xasyjyh» OBaKO: "Iocnone J1cyce XpI1CTe, CI1He EO)l(l1jl1, rroMl1l1yj Me rpeumor (I1JII1 rpeunry)". C Apyrl1M pacyhnaau.ea HeMaw urra ,l1a Tpa)l(I1111. Kao r0,l1111TO caM BaM Ben peKao, KO,l1 MI1TapCTBa MalllTe, ,l1a Hl1je,l1HO MalllTalbe, Ma KOJII1KO 611JIO CBeTO, Hl1je y CPl\Y, Hero 113BaH cpl\a 11 113BJIa'll1 naur yM aanorse 113 cpua, TaKO 11 OBa pacyhasau,a.

J ep haso, 3BaHI1 WCOlZOI waMC 11 cfiUlZOcocfi uaxna, I1Ma aa l\111h ,l1a HallleM yMy sana TeOJIOrI1Calbe. J1 OH TI1 rrpl1BOAI1 ua MOJII1TBI1 l\eJIO Ceeiuo !I UCMO, aKO xohem - jep OH je crapa TeOJIOr - 11 3Ha ra HaI13YCT. CaMO,l1a ce He MOJII1111! OH 3Ha na ra MOJII1TBa ca)l(I1)1(e.

360r rora TI1 rrpl1B0,l111 TeKCTOBe 11113 A!lociilolZa, 11113 leeantena, 113 rtponoBe,l111 xoje cu-ryo y l\pKBM. TI1 CI1 Ha MOJII1TBI1, a baao TI1 rrpl1B0,l111 BeJII1Ke CTBapl1 11 apno Y3BI1111eHa nyxosna paaaarpan,a. Tana TI1 ,l106l1jalll ,l1YXOBHY ropnocr"OBe TaKO Y3BI1weHe pe'll1 Ha,l10JIa3e MI1 cana 360r rora, lllTO ce MOJII1M Bory". 11 OH pasaazsyje ycra 0,l1 CMexa! TI1 ce rana He MOJII1111, TeOJIOrl1111ew. Cnacarezs TI! Ka)l(e na ce MOlll1111: Bu HC upasuocnoeuiue xao nuueuepu, KojuMa ce 'tUHU ga he 3a MHOIC pc'tu ceoje 6uiilu YClZumCHU og BOla (yrr. ca MT. 6, 7).

XPHCTOC rpasor 0/1, sac MOJIHTBY je/l,HOpe1IHY, je/l,HoMHCJIeHY. Iecn JII1 BIIL{eo XaHaHejKY? J1l)allle 3a XPI1CTOM 11 BI1Kallle HeKOlll1KO pe'-II1: nOMUlZyj Me, J/L)'L"e, WHC Iiaeuqoe! 11 CUHe Iiaeuqoe, uouuny] Me! Alll1 snxaure 113 cpl\a. OHa ce HHie MOllHlIa MHoro, MOlll111a ce je,l1HOM pesjy, alll1 je xasnaaure 113 cpl\a, AOK

Hl1je nopasxna ,l106pOTy EO)l(I1jy na peKHe: 0 JKeHO, 6elZUKa je 6epa taeoja! (Yn. ca MT. 15,22; 15,28.)

Taxo 11 MI1, aa BpeMe MOJII1TBe, OC0611TO MOJII1TBe cpua, kana )l(elll1MO /l,a ce crrycruao YMOM y cpl\e, TaKO na ce MOllI1MO, caMO je,l1HOM MJ1111lhy. Iep aKO HanYCTI1111 OBY reonorniy aa speae MOllI1TBe, HaMax, rronohy EO)l(jOM, yM yl)e y cpl\e.

Kner YMa je cpue, Kana -ryjeur y Iesanhez.y: Tu Kaga ce sconuiu, ylju y xneiu ceojy, saaj ,l1a je pelJ 0 YJIaCKY YMa y cpl\e. Iep TaMO je XPI1CTOC 0,l1 Kpurrersa, TaMO nesecra ca )KeHI1KOM 60paBl111 cjennn.yje ce, TO jeer aauia nyura ce cjenirIbyje ca XPI1CTOM y CPl\y.

III ra ce neurasa Ka,l1 yM Cl1lje y cpl\e Kp03 MOJII1TBY XPI1CTY? Cpeo ce )KeHMK C HeBeCTOM. XPI1CTOC ca aamoa /l,YWOM. To AYXOBHO cje).{l1lbeIbe 'lI1HM 'IOBeKa Aa 6y,l1e jenan AYX ca Eoron. To je urro xaxe ArrOCTOJI: Ko ce C 6lZygHUl10M C6eJKe jegHo je iueno C 1b0M ... A KO ce CjCgUHU C [OC!lOgOM jcgaH je gyx C !:bUM (yrr. ca 1. Kop. 6, 16-17). To cjeAI1IbeIbe 11 npl1aIbaIbe Bory y CPl\Y, Kp03 J1cyca XpI1CTa, AOHOCI1 nemncy AYXOBHY ClIaAOCT 11 BeJII1KY ronnory.

AJII1 HI1TI1 je CJIaAOCT, HI1TI1 ronnora 113 cpl\a TeMelh nenaua. TeMeJb /l,eJIalba je cxpymeaocr cpua, xajan,e, 60JI cpua 360r rpexosa It cyse noxajaisa xoje ce raaa JIItjy. Y TOM CTaIbY naura nyma HMa TOlll1KO 611a)l(eHCTBa, TOJII1KO onaxuraIba, TOJII1KO TOrrJIOTe 11 AYXOBHe clIaAoCTH, na nourro ce BpaTH 113 osora cran.a cjeAI1IbeIba Y CPl\Y ca J1CYCOM XPI1CTOM, He MO)l(e ,l1a I1CKa)l(e Tpl1 pe'll1.

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CBeTH Ol\M sene na ce 3JIO xoje AOHOCI1 caraaa cacrojn Y OBOM: y 6e3YMHoj IIOXOTH, HepaCY/l,HOM fHeBY H 6p30IIJIeTOM yoopaacaaaisy ItJIIt aarahaisy. [eCI1 JIH BHAeo xoje je 3JIO OA carane H OA CBHX IberoBI1X cnyryi Ee3YMHa rrOXOTa, jep cy nO)l(eJIeJII1 na 6YAY xao Eor, HepaCYAHH rnes, jep ce 6e3 pa360pl1TOCTI1 noxpehy na 611JIO xora y6l1jy, na ce CBeTe, ,l1a 'IHHe 3JIO 6HJIO KOM casnan.y Eo)l(l1jeM, 11 6p30rrJIeTO yotipaxcaaan,e, jep yoopaxaaajy na 6YAY ynpaso xao Bor, aaoopaan.ajyhn Aa cy OA Eora CTBOpeHI1.

AKO 6H ljaBOJII1Ma onyseo OBe Tpl1 CTpaCTI1, nocrami 611 rrOHOBO aHljeJIH.

AJIM OBa Tpl1 3JIa lJl1He IbI1X l)aBOlll1Ma. A aKO 6 H 113BaAl10 J13 IbI1XOBOr 611na OBO, nocrann 6J1 'II1CTJ1 xao auhemi, xao WTO cy 61111H rrpB06HTHO.

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MIlM TBOpM A06po AelIO ca 31IMM lIl1lheM. ,IJ,06po AelIO TBOpeHO ca 31IMM lIMlheM npenaan aa CTpaHY lIl1lha, rra aKO je lIl1lh aao, 11 A06po neno nocraje 31I0. AKO lIM je lIMJh A06ap, onna M A06po Aello ocraje qBPCTO M A06po.

MCTO raxo xana HeKO TBOpM AelIO MMlIOCTMlhe C lIMlheM na ra lhYAI1 xsane, 111IM MOlIMTBY MlIM rrOCTM MlIl1 npyro A06po AelIO xoje HMje YCMepeHO xa CflaBI1 Boxnjoj, nero xa 6MIl0 KOM APyroM CBeTOBHOM lIMlhY, TO A06po neno je 6e3 Aywe. MpTBO je. ,IJ,06po neno MMa reno M AYWY. Tello Ao6por uena je lherOBO nenarse, a lherOBa ~yrna ltlIlt IKltBOT je lIltlh, aKO je lIltlh ~06ap It npasenaa.

Ha ~pyroM creneay rpexa je It ~elIalhe ~o6pora ~elIa c He~OCTaTKOM.

Kana KorOA TBOpM A06po AelIO, alll1 ra He TBOpl1 caBpweHO, Hero C HeAOCTaTKOM. CBeKOlIl1KO A06po AelIO rpetia p;a ce TBOpl1 caBpweHO l1 nornyno, He OKplheHO. Kana je notipo neno TBopeHo C Hep;OCTaTKOM l1 He caBpweHO, rana ce HalIa3l1MO aa P;PyroM creneuy rpexa.

,IJ,ahy BaM jenan rrpl1Mep. Kana ce xoron MOlIl1 Bory, alIl1 He YMOM l1 cpuex, Hero caao YCHaMa M YCTl1Ma, pacnnajyha ce YMOM rro CTBapl1Ma osora sexa:

MlIl1 Ml1CIll1 aa saurap, I1JIl1 na OHO WTO I1Ma jour p;a ypap;l1, l11Il1 ce rrpl1CeTI1 p;a HMje nao :>KI1BOTl1lhaMa xpany, l11ll1 6111I0 WTa npyro, raj je na npyrox CTeneny rpexa.

Tpehn crenen rpexa je nacpra] 31Ie rrOMltClIlt. To jeer kana y yM p;OJIa3M MaMall 3JIe Ml1ClIl1. ,IJ,o~e qOBeKY Ml1CaO 6JIyp;a, l1JIl1 rnena, l1JIl1 y6l1CTBa, 111111 rOp,llOCTM, l1JIl1 TaWTe cnase, l1JII1 IlYKaBcTBa, 111I11 3aBI1CTI1, l11Il1 MplKlhe, I1JII1 OCBeTe, MJII1 - aa xpajy - 6l1JIO xoja cTpacHa l1 ana MI1CaO, Ka,lla Ha,lloira311 xoBeKY y yM, TO je rpehn crenen rpexa.

qerBprlt crenen rpexa je rrpltCraHaK ltlIlt cjeAltlhelhe. To je xana cje,lIl1HI1MO csoj yM ca CTpaCHI1M MI1CJII1Ma, xoje caM can rrOMeHYO, l1JIM ca 6l11I0 KojOM ,lIpyroM rpeWHOM MI1Wlby. Ipex ,lI01Ia3l1 aajnpe je,llHOCTaBHO y Haw YM. CBaKa CTpaCHa rrOMl1CaO, peuaxo: :>KeHa, HOB all, cnaaa - He 611 6111Ia rpex. To je MaMall jenaocrasne rrOMI1ClIl1 rpexa. AlIl1 Ka,ll MI1 Ml1ClII1MO aa lKeHY l1 nosnlheMO ce cjemnsasara C Ml1WlhY, ,lIOHeKlIe ca crpaiuhy, 11 na HOB all, 11 aa ClIaBY, l1 aa 6111I0 WTa, rrpeWlIl1 CMO rana YMOM Hd serapnr crenen rpexa.

Cje,llI1Hl1Ill1 CMO ce YMOM ca 31I0M MI1WlhY rpexa. Taj crenen ce jour Ha311Ba 11 npncrajaisex. To jeer KaAa yM npncraje Aa pa3roBapa ca 31I0M l1 cTpacHoM MI1Wlhy.

Ilera crenen rpexa jecre 6op6a. Eop6a ce noxen onasne BOAl1 na CBI1M creneaaaa rpexa. Eop6a je Ka,lla qOBeK npncraje YMOM Aa pa3roBapa C rpexoM, ca cTpacHoM Ml1WlhY, Ml1WlhY rpexa, M HaMax - 6y,llyhl1 rrpO:>KeT crpaxox EoiKl1jl1M - rroql1lhe na ce 60pl1 Aa je l136alll1 113 yMa. BI1AI1 na Hl1je p;06pa.

0:\ Kap;a HaCTaHe y qOBeKOBOM YMY, rra AOK OABeAe YOBeKa;lO ca'.lOy6l1CTBa, ':0 (.'-'PTH, rpex I1Ma ABaHaeCT crenena,

Eor je nao YOBeKY TOlIl1KO CMlIe p;a He arpeuml CaMOB.laCHe cline. YOBeK j!.\,a TOJII1KO CMJIe, xojy je Bor CTaBl10 y a.era, p;a - aKO 611 1I0IlllII CBII haaomr i!3 naxna - He 611 ra MOflIl1 HamaTI1 na srpeum. 3ap Bll He YIlTaTe \' Ilcaniuupy: iocuoqe, OpYJIcjeM tinaioeoneiea OBeH'IaO CU Hac (yn. ca ITc 5, 12)? 11 oner ce ae.ur y CBeilioM UUCMY: EOi je ca3gao '10BeKa U ociuaeuo ia Y pVI>:a,\ta wetoeoia upouseonen-a (rrpea. COllOM. 2, 23; J1cyc Capax 15, 14).

Kasahy BaM KaKO rpex 06Y31lMa xoaexa OA HajHl1lKHX creneaa II BOll11 ra P;O caxcyriacrsa, aKO qOBeK He otiparn naaosy na O,ll noserxa 3aYCTaBII rpex.

Illra je rpex? ITo caenoxea.y CBeilioia uUCMa rpex je npecrynarse 3aKOHa EoiKHjer, 1l1I11IKalIall CMPTH, II rnycooa je npen EorOM, jep je nenaise ~aBOJlOBO.

Y Ceeiuou UUCMY rpex ce Ha3l1Ba "MpaBO-lIaBOM". MpaBO-,1aB 110iu6e HeMajynu xpaue (yrr. ca JOB. 4, 11). 3aTo WTO je rpex y rroqeTKY xao "'paB, caMO nojorcao; xacnnje, aKO ra He 6Y,lleMO y6HlIll cyrrpoTcTaBlhalhe'.l, ncnoseurhy II MOlIllTBOM, nocrahe CHa:>KaH xao nas,

CBeTl1 Je<ppeM CHpl1H xaxe na je rpex 3J111 ~aBO, xojn npnxpanajyhn ce, nonaxo-nonaxo osnanasa HaWOM p;YWOM. J1 p;a 6l1CMO ce Mornii cnacrn rora haBOlla l1 3aYCTaBl1Tl1 rpex na He rrpOApe y Haw yM l1 cplle, rpetia Aa Inla"l0 BeJll1KY Tpe3BeHOCT YMa, xoja ce paha 113 CTpaxa EOlKl1jer, xao WTO Be;]11 Caern MaKCl1M McrrOBep;HI1K: "Koja sepyje 60jll ceo A Kojl1 ce 60jl1, orpesosyje ce",

Ilpna crenen rpexa jecre Kap; xoron Helie ~a rsopa ~o6po ~eJIo.

Eor je nao qOBeKY cane na TBOpl1 CBeKOlIl1Ka noripa AeJIa, a OH, aKO nehe na YI1HI1 A06po AelIO, ql1HI1 rpex.

Ilpyra crenen rpexa jecre xana xoron rsopa ~o6po, ann ca 3JIltM lIlt-

lheM.

CBeTI1 JOBaH ,IJ,aMaCKI1H xasce OBaKO: ",IJ,06po Hl1je p;06po, aKO ce He TBOpl1 aa A06ap HaqI1H".

PellI1MO, na BaM AaM jenan rrpl1Mep: Hexo rrOCTI1 11 He jene, alIll oroaapa 11 Kpl1BO My je aa xora, YeMY KOPI1CTI1 TelIeCHl1 nocr, aKO anje cjep;l1I-beH ca I-bI1M lIyweBHI1 noer? J1J111 YI1HI1 MI11l0CTI1IhY, ana OA YKpaAeHor I1MeTKa. J11I11 YI1HI1 A06po AelIO, alIl1 ce ropnn, Mew a ra C TaWTOM ClIaBOM, C ropnourhy. Oner My je ~aBO noryono nnary. ,IJ,aKJIe, TBOpl1 A06po AelIO, ami OHO Hl1je noopo, jep je noneuraao ca 3JIOM.

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AOIlllla My je MI1CaO Mp>Klbe, 6JIYAa, MI1CaO OCBeTe, MI1CaO rOpAOCTI1, lIOHOCI1TOCTI1I1JII1 3aBI1CTI1, I1JII1 Mp>Klbe I1JII1 3JI06e, 11 HaMaX, BI1Aenl1 Aa Hl1je A06pa, nosaa.e Aa ce 60pl1 na je 1136al..\11 113 yMa. Ha OBOM creneay ce cykoon.aaajy Y 60p611 rpn YMa: l)aBOJICKI1 YM, Ib YACKI1 yM 11 yM aHreJICKI1X CI1JIa.

1)aBOJII1 ByKy HaW yM xa 3JIy, xa rpexy; CBeTe CI1JIe I1JII1 aHl)eJII1 - xa AO- 6pl1M MI1CJII1Ma, a YOBeKOB yM croja y CpeAI1HI1 11 A06pOBOlbHO ce rrpl1KJIalba A06py I1JII1 3JIy. Y TO speae, AOK ce Haw yM 60pl1, 611JIO rrpl1Majynl1 3JIe MI1CJII1 OA l)aBOJIa, 611JIO A06pe - OA anhena, OBa 60p6a y YOBeKOBOM yMY ):(OCTojHa je I1JII1 seaaua I1JII1 BeYHe Ka3He.

IToCJIe OBara crenena rrpeJIa311 ce ua urecrn crenen rpexa, Kojl1 je npaaoneaarse. AKO je HaKOH OBe 60p6e ,Il06POBOIbHO rrorrycnlO Aa ce npnBOJII1 crpacuoj MI1CJII1, MI1CJII1 rpexa, rrpewao je cana aa urecrn crenen rpexa 11 rrpeJIa311 ,Il06POBOIbHO O,II rrpl1BOJIeBalDa na MaWTY, 11 rrOYl1lbe ;:(a I1X ce611 yotipaxana.

Ce,ll,MI1 crenen rpexa je rpex YMOM. HaKOH WTO je YOBeK npnxno crpaCHY MI1CaO, rrOYI1lbe ,Ila ce nacnahyje MI1Wlby. O,II MI1CJIH YOBeK no-nuse ,Ila YMl1wlba rpex. BI1JIO na 3aMI1Wlba JII1l\e >KeHe xojy je crpacHo lby6110, I1JII1 je xanron I1Mao crpacrn npeaa n.oj, I1JII1 3aMl1Wlba JII1l\e OHara xora Mp311. 3ap rl1 ce Hl1je Ka,Ilro,II AOrOAI1JIO Ka,II crojmn na MOJIl1rBI1, 11 HeKO KO re Mp311 11 Kpl1BO rl1 je na u.era, xao ):(a ce csahanr C lbl1M? Kao na 611 ~y, kana 611 6110 raao rrpl1cyraH, peKao aenrro, Cana je yM y 60p611 na ceAMOM CTerreHY·

1)aBOJII1 y3l1Majy JII1K onora urro Hac Mp311 I1JII1 Hac je rpAI10 I1JII1 HaM je YYI1HI10 KaKBO 3JIO, 11 rr06yl)yjy npncehau.e na 3JIO xoje HaM je YYI1HI10, 11 rrpaTe naxhea,e 3JIa C MawrOM 11 CI1JIHO nojyjy na AYWY: lIill1 JII1KOM Kojl1 je lby6110 ca crpamhy, I1JII1 OHI1M KOjl1 je Mp3eo I1JII1 je re6e Mp3eo 11 Yl1Hl10 TI1 Herrpl1JII1Ke.

J1JII1 HOBl..\eM, aKO ra BOJII1W. IT pe,IlcraBlba rl1 Kyrl1j I1IW C HOBl\eM, MHoro xan.aaa, raWTY CJIaBy, MHOro BOJIOBa, MHoro osaua, MHoro xon.a, MHOrl1l1MeraK 11 raxo Aalbe. 1)aBo ce Ha311Ba "crapna CJII1KapOM". YMe na >KI1BOrrI1We MHoro BI1We Hero WTO YMew ra, LJ:I1M CI1 My ,Il03BOJII10, >KI1BOrrI1We 11 >KeHe, I1IbYAe, 11 saiuape, urra xoheiu.

Kana 6YAew BI1Aeo ,Ila rl1 ro AOJIa311 Kp03 MawTy, no-nuse na sojyje na re6e 11/10JII1Ma rpexa. BI1/111 WTa Ka>Ke CBeTa CI1HKJII1TI1Kl1ja: "J1/101I11 cy ce jaBI1IIH 11 cyrrporCTaBI1JIa caM ce". CBI1 rpeCI1 aa ce,IlMOM crerreHY rrocrajy I1AOJII1. YMI1Wlbajy ceo Ha ra6JII1 napa yMa, y MaWTI1, nojasn.yjy ce: >KeHe, lby,Il11 KOjl1 Hac Mp3e, HOBa'-l, paYyHI1. J1 Aywa Ha ceAMOM creneny rpewl1 YMOM 11 YMI1Wlba. 3ap ce HaMa He noraha TO? KOMe ce Hl1je norahano 11 He noraha ce ro y CBaKOM rpeuyi

MeHI1 ce, rpeWHOM, noraha, na JII1 ere MOA<Aa BI1 OCJI060l)eHI1? Ko He YMI1Wlba rpex YMOM? J1 MI1CJII1W Aa je JIaK rpex YMOM! Hexoj MI1CJIl1rl1 Aa je JIaK! LJ:yj urra xazce Caern Je<ppeM Cl1pl1H: "Bpaho Moja, HeMojre Me 6al\I1TI1 y He6pl1ry 360r rpexa YMOM". Aa rpex YMOM Hl1je rexcax, He 611 611JIO norpetino na npasenaa JOB, 1850 rOAI1Ha rrpe AOJIaCKa Iocnomser, rrpl1HOCI1 aa A<pTBY rro BOJIa CBaKO se-re,

3awro? J1Mao je ceAaM CI1HOBa 11 rpn xhepn, 11 6exy MJIaAI1. J1 raxo ce CI1JIHO JOB oojame Bora, na Ael\a iseroaa He carpewe MI1Wlby, 11 rrpl1HOCaWe A<prue o-nnuheisa, Aa OYl1crl1 Ae'-lY OA MI1CJIeHOr rpexa. OH Hl1je rpenmo MI1Wlby, 11 6ewe rrpe Crapora 3aKOHa, jep 6ewe rrpe Mojcnja. Ilpe nncanora 3aKOHa 11 3aKOHa onaronara rpex MI1WIbY ce OYI1WnaBaO A<prBaMa.

Aa rpex MI1WIbY Hl1je rescax - BeJII1 Caern Je<ppeM - He 611 Xpacroc, caM JIoroc 11 MYApocr BOA<l1ja, rroxory aa A<eHOM cMarpao rrpelby60M 11 MPA<lbOM na 6para - y611crBOM. lilra BeJII1? Koju uoineqa na JlCeHY ca JlCelbOM 3a /bOM Ben je yttUHUO upelby6y C /bOM Y cpu,y CBOMe (yrr. ca Mr. 5, 28). ETo HeBI1Albl1Be npezsyoe' CaMO MI1Wlby. Koju Mp3U tipaiua ceoia jeciue »oeexoytiuua (yrr. ca 1. JH. 3,15).

KOJII1KO CMO MI1JII10Ha rryra y611Jll1 MI1 Y CBOM A<HBOTY' KOJII1KO CMO MI1JII1- OHa y611craBa yqI1HI1JII1? - OHOJII1KO KOJII1KO CMO nyra Mp3eJII1 6para. KOJII1KO CMO MI1JIl10Ha rryra MI1 YYI1HI1JII1 rrpelb y6y? - KOJII1KO CMO nyra ca crpaurhy nornenann xojy A<eHy, I1JII1 - yaK He rnenajyha - 3aMHCJIHJII1 CMO je y CBOM yMy II rrpl1BOJIeJII1 CMO ce rpexosaoj rrOMI1CJII1, rOJlI1KO CMO nyra 611JII1 rrpeJby60YI1H'-111 cpuea rrpeA BorOM.

Ero 3aWTO je norpeono ropKO xajan.el Crpaxosnro' A YOBeK npednaa v Y>KaCHOMe rpexy - ja, rpeWHI1K! - neocehan.a. 360r aeocehaisa (neocern,aBOCT) MI1 ce YI1HI1 na HI1CaM 6aw raxo rpeuraa, Ta HI1CaM 6JIYAHI1YI10 nanac, HIlcaM xpao nanacl

KOJII1KO CMO rOA rryra YI1HI1JII1 npen.yoy YMOM 11 Mp3eJII1 6para, 611JII1 CMO ::peJby60YI1H'-I1111 y6111,~e. J1 ro ycraaosn.aaa caM Bor JIoroe. AaKJIe, eTO, rrOWTO ~OBOpIlMO 0 ceAMOM creneuy rpexa, MI1Wlby, MI1 CMO XI1lbaAaMa nyra npersyoo'1 IIH 1..\11 11 y611'-1e. Iep MI1WIbY YI1HI1MO npen.ycy 11 MI1WIbY Mp311MO 6para.

Ilocrajeao 11 y611'-1e 11 rrpelby6oYI1H'-II1, 11 3arl1M HaM ce jour YI1HI1 na CMO ~!OHaCII. HI1CMO MI1 MOHaCI1, Hero CTpallHma aa crajarse y xoaorns«, nourro ;!~la~1O AyraliKe XalbI1He. To CMO MI1 KaA He YYBaMO MI1Cao! AJII1l)aBoJII1 HaM ce '~Iejy, jep BI1Ae Aa y HaMa HeMa >KI1BOra 11 >KI1Blbelba, Hero caao rrpl1BI1Aa. Crro'baWlbl1 rrpl1BI1A HaM He rrOMaA<e!

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Hajranaanje 11 aajysnmneunje H najrajancrneuuje cjeAHlhelhe H3Me~y bora H xonexa jecre cjeAHlhelhe nyxa aaurer ca AYXOM bmKHjHM. "Oaaj AYX je MHCJIeHa tje)({lha - rro 60)({aHCKOM Ipxropajy DaJIaMH - xoja cTOjH y BHAY CBeTJIOCHHX 3paKoBa ycpeA cpua." OBHM ce pasnaxyjexo OA anbena, OBI1M )e 'lOBeK BehH OA anhena.

Hosex je HKOHa CBeTe Tpojaue na 3eMJhH; III1K je H nonooaje !-beroB~, xao lllTO ce xazce y Iloctuawy: ,aa Ha'lUHUMO 'IOBeKa UO CBOMe llUKY u uog06u}y (yrr. ca DOCT. 1,26). ,[\oHAe npoAHpe Iberoso snan,e: '" go pasqeotie gywe u gyxa (yrr. ca JeB 4, 12).

BHAelIl1 CTe na napacrocy: "Boxe nyxosa H csaxora TeJIa ... ", TaKO aasaaxasa H OBAe: Aa je Eor nyxosa. Iep najysnnmeuaje H najraaaunje cjeAl1lhelhe HHje OHO H3Me~y rena 11 nyure, Hero OHO H3Me~y nyxa H bora. Y1 360r rora Bor 3H~ name MHCJII1, rrpe Hero I1X rrOMHCJII1MO. Y1 na HcrrOBeCT kana onnasuur, HeMO) MHCJIHTH Aa MO)({elll YTajHTH xojy MHcao, jep He crojaur ripen IIYXOBHHKOM; raao je XPHCTOC rrpHCYTaH ca Boroaajxov H TBOjHM aH~eJIOM 'lyBapo~, 11 rnena na ce KaKO He HCI10BeAalll ca JIYKaBCTBOM.

Y1crroBecT aexa 6YAe aajacxpeanja; TPYAH ce Aa onryxcyjeur ce6e npen AYXOBHHKOM lllTO ce anure MO)({e. Iep ce BeJIH - HeMoj KaKO Aa oauaur KpHBH~y na APyrora: "36or )({eHe cax arpeumo, 360r My)({a; 360r ~aBOJIa ... "; 113ry6Ho CH lIeJIY HcrrOBeCT.

To je I1CrrOBeCT xoja re He 'lHCTH, Hero npJha. Cveje ce ~aBO, rry'le OA CMexa, aKO TH oauaru KpHBH~y na tsera. Iep OH 3Ha Aa TI1 je caao AOHeo Milcao, xao lllTO CH 'lyo Cserora Teonopa CTYAHTa. OH je xao pnriap: caxo oaua MaMa~. Y1 TH, aKO CH rnyn, xsaraur ce, aKO He YMelll Aa ce syaam ...

CBellITeHItK ItMa xoh Aa cnesyje He caxo JhYAe, Hero It anhene.Illro CBeurrennx 'lI1HI1 - caeurrenonejcrsyje TeJIo H KpB XpHCTOBY - He Mory 'lHHHTI1 najseha Me~y aH~eJII1Ma. AJII1 nourro je Bor 6lIarOH3BOJIeO na cl1~e AO name HeMohl1 paAH ocsehen,a osora noaer CBeTa, Kojl1 je orxynao rrpe'lI1CTOM CBOjOM Kpnzsy, OCTaBl10 je CBelllTeHCTBO y JhYACKOM POAY.

HajJIaKIliH je rryT cnaceisa KPOTKI1X 11 CMl1peHHX cp~eM. Kporourhy 3aA06HjaMo JhYAe, a CMHpeJ-beM oijrOHHMo ~aBOJIe 11 rrpH3l1BaMO ee611 y novoh anhene, KPOTKH H CMHpeHI1 cpuea I1Majy Malhe ncxyureaa y OBOM )({I1BOTy, TO jeer "HaJIa3e noxoj CBOjHM nyruaaa", jep xporourhy KpOTe 11 CTH'ly Jhy6aB CBHX JhYAI1, a CMl1pelheM Ca)({H)({Y ~aBOJIe H OArOHe I1X AaJIeKO OA ce6e.

o AOCTOJHOCTJ1 CBEllITEHJ1QKOf QJ1HA - CABETJ1 fPYIIJ1 CTYAEHATA TEOJIOfJ1JE Y JIETO 1978. fOAJ1HE -

Y1 snajre jenno. KaMO 6YAeTe I1lllJII1 I1MajTe bora rrpeA O'lHMa. [ep Bor HHje caxo osne. OH je H KOA sac KOA xyhe, 11 y nanamrn, 11 y Byxypeurry, H y A<pPI1~H, H Y A3I1jH, H aa Mece~y, H aa 3Be3AaMa, y CBeMY je rrpl1cyraH. Y cseMy. Iep TaMO ce BeJII1: fa caM KOjU UCUYlbaM He60 U 3eMlbY U upeucuoqioy (yrr. ca Iepevaja 23, 24) ...

Bor je '-IaK H y rrpeHcrrOAlhl1, II 3aY3AaBa ijeMOHe. Bor CBojOM CBeAP)({ehoM C11110M, jeAHHM OA CBojl1X caojcrasa, hasone 06Y3AaBa, xao onacnora rrca, Aa He 6H 'lI1HI1JII1 JhYAHMa 3JIa KOJII1KO xohe, HI1 y CBHlhe HHCY MOfJIl1 Aa y~y, 6yAyhH 3aAp)({aHH cBeAP)({ehoM DO)({HjoM CI1JIOM. Iep ~aBOJICKa je CI1JIa orpaheua CI1JIOM bO)({aHCTBa. Iep ce BellH KOA Hcanje: Eopu ce CUllHU ca CBeCUllHUM. Y1Ma OH CI1JIY, aJIH Hl1je CBeCHJIaH, jep ra Bor 06Y3AaBa!

CBa basoncxa CI1JIa orpahena je Cl1110M bmKaHCTBa. Iep HHa'-le, jecn JIH BI1AeO, KaAa My je AorrYCTl10 na Kyllla JOBa, nrra je ypanao aa jenan 'lac? Ca»cerao My je CTaAa, CBe My je CMPBl10 II y6110 neuy! BeJII1KY CI1JIY liMa carana, aKO My Eor norrycrn.

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AKO 6ItCMO Y3eJIIt no AocTOjHOCTIt xoja ce rpaaca op; CBellITeHItKa, HItKO nnure na 3eMJbIt He 6It 6ItO CBellITeHItK, xana 6HCMO rOBopHlIH 0 HI1BOY KOjl1 ce Tpa)l(l1. [ep CBeTI1 Je<ppeM CHpHH BeJII1: "11 xana 6It 6HO 'lItCT sao aH~eJIIt It CBeT xao JOBaH KpCTItTeJb, He MO)l(ellI 6ItTIt CBellITeHHK". TOIlI1KO je ysnmuen eBelllTeHH'-IKI1 'lI1H. BeJII1Ka je OBO CTBap! "O! Becxpajna It HeH3peQHBIt nape, KojIt je nor Aao CItHOBItMa AAaMOBItM, - cBellITeHCTBo" - BeJII1 OH. Bennxa CTBap! Illro CBellITeHItK 'lItHIt HIt aH~eJIIt He MOry 'lItHItTIt.

,[\OK ere TPOlllHJIH na B03, AOK ere TPOlllHJII1 na aYT06ye, AOK ere AOJIa3l1JIl1 neiunue, anheo Iocnonn,a BaM je 1136pojao KopaKe, 113BaraO I1X 11 npevepno, jep OBe KopaKe Hl1eTe y'lHHI1JII1 xa KptjMI1 11 xa eBaA6aMa ea eBl1pa'-lHMa, Hero xa eBeTHM MaHaeTHpl1Ma, na Bl1ijl1Te lIerry eJIy)({6y, na -ryjere nponosen H na ee I1CrrOBeAHTe, Ae~o.

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KOjH cy HcrHHCKH H3BOPH ncsynren.a!

TpM cy H3Bopa HCKYillel-ba: uoxoiua iuenecna, uoxoiua Ottujy, HagMcHocw JlCUBlbClba, sao IllTO Ka)!(e CBeTH anocron M [eaanhenncr JOBaH (1. JH 2,16); MnH:

"Jby6aB npeaa Y)!(HBaI-bHMa, cnaBolby6lbe H cpeopon.yrine, M3 KOjHX ce paha CBaKO ano", xao IllTO Ka)!(e CBeTH J OBaH AaMacKHH (j(06POWOlby6lbC, TOM IV, CTp. 188). Ca OBe TpH BpCTe ncxyutena noxyurao je carana na Kyilla H XpHCTa (Mp. 4, 2-11).

KOjH cy nenpajarezsn nrro paryjy CHaMa H xynrajy Hac ~o CMpTH?

TpM cy nenpnjaren.a IllTO paryjy CHaMa H xyurajy Hac AO CMpTH: haso, CBeTOBHa Y)!(HBal-ba H TeJlO. CBa ra TpM nenpajaren.a paryjy CHaMa CBaKOBpCHMM MCKYilleI-bHMa, H MallO je xpmuhaua KojM ycnesajy, AapOM XPHCTOBIIM, Aa H3al)y sao rr06eAHHl\M y 60p6M ca MCKYillel-bMMa H Y)!(MBaI-bHMa osora sexa. )ep aKO Iocuoq HC cattY6a ipag, Y3allyg 6u ce wpygullU (yrr. ca ITc 127, 1), senn Ayx CBeTM Kp03 ycra Ilcanxoneaua. AnH, nourro HaM rrOMa)!(e Cnacnrers, "HIIKO aehe rrOKBapHTH uanr rpan" (AHTM¢OH 3. maca).

Koja cy najseha ncxyurea,a npeKo KOjHX paryjy CHaMa ra rpH nenpnjarersa aanmx ~yrna?

1)aBo, H3BOP csexonaxora ana, Kyilla Hac OC06MTO MMcnHMa HeBepOBalba, xyne, cyMl-be, 6e3Hal)a, ropAOCTH H raurre cnase; a nocpenno haso Hac Kyilla Kp03 IbYAe ca MHcnMMa ropAOCTH, raurre cnase, rneaa H pa3Bpara; cpeopolby6lbeM, naxoaomhy 3a HMOBMHOM, sasmnhy, cBal)oM, ocyl)lIBal-beM, je3Hljasonrhy H ApyrHM. Kp03 reno haso Hac xyuia neaouihy, CTOMaKO)Tal)al-beM, IIHjaHcTBoM, pa3BpaTOM, xnonynourhy sorse, neocehan.ea cpl\a, ymlHHjeM H ApYrHMa OBe BpCTe.

Ca KOJIHKO je crpana xyman xpaurhanaat

ITo cBeAO'-lel-bY Cserora MeJIeTMja V1crrOBeAHHKa, haao xyiua xpnnrhana-

aa ca ocan crpana, H TO:

OA03ro Hac xyiuajy xana ce npnayhasaao aa nonaare H BplH1He rrpeKO HawHX MonM. To jeer rrOCT AO H3Hypelba, rrpeKOMepHI1 TpYA rena, CBenohno 6Ael-be M Apyra A06pa AeJIa, xoja jensa AOCTI1)!(Y caBpweHH. OA03AO Hac l)aBOJII1 xyiuajy KJIOHYlIowny H neuourhy y rsopen.y AO- 6PHX nena, H TaKO HaM clIa6H sozsa, pa3YM, rpiosa caBeCTH, My)!(eBHOCT H nocrojanocr y AYXOBHOj 60p6M.

Cnesa Hac l)aBOnl1 xyuiajy CBaKOBpCHHM TeneCHHM CTpaCTI1Ma: nnjanCTBOM, naxoxotuhy, TBpAHljnYKOM, meBOM, MP)!(I-bOM, OCBeTOM H CBaKOBpCHMM TeneCHHM H AymeBHMM 3n06aMa. Haaasajy ce TaKO, 3aTO mTO nonase nenocpenno OA hasona, H CBaKO naxo YOljaBa 3aMKe nYKaBora.

• CAeCHa Hac l)aBolIH xyiuajy TaHaHHM, remxo pa3a6HplbHBHM, H BpJlO TewKHM aa rrperr03HaBal-be H nopazcaaau.e AyweBHMM M pa3YMCKHM CTpaCTHMa, xao IllTO cy: ropAOCT, HaAMeHOCT, YMHIlllbeHOCT, raurra cnasa, ocyhasan,e ApyrHx, 6YHT yMa, nenocnyurarse, erOH3aM, jepecn, cexre, rrpeBelIHKO yanaaarse y MHlIOCT EO)!(Hjy, BHCOKOYMlbe, xyna, cyMl-ba, aeaeposan,e, CHOBH, saheu.a, apaxan,e H Apyra. OBe CTpaCTH, HMajynH y OCHOBM ropAocT, 360r xoje je JIYl\H¢ep rrao y rrOHOp, BplIO cy remxo rrperr03HaTlbHBe H HCl\elbMBe.

• Cnpena Hac xyurajy M csryhyjy l)aBOnl1 rrp!1B!1l)aI-bHMa onora IllTO je 6ynyhe, TO jeer oattajy Hac y 6pMre, y cyMl-be 0 ApYrHMa H y npexovohae renecae TpYAOBe aa "cyrpauusn AaH", xao Aa Bor He BOAM 6pMry 0 HaMa uenora )!(HBOTa. V1cKymaHH OBHM MHClIHMa catinpy HMOBHHY 3a CTapoCT, TpYAe ce caao sa osaj )!(HBOT, 60je ce na aehe HMaTM WTa na jeny H iura na nxjy, nooauyjy csojy Ael\Y, rosopeha na aehe HMaTH '-IHMe Aa HX xpaHe, csahajy ce aa HMOBMHY, BelIHKe cy TBpAHl\e H lby6MTelbH HOBl\a, He '-IMHe MHlIOCTHI-bY, H erOHCTH cy.

• Cneha Hac hasona xyurajy noncehaisaaa na rpexe H CTpaCTH KOjH cy BlIaAalIH HaMa y MlIaAOCTH, noncnoryhn Hac na MX rrOHOBO y'-lHHHMO. Iep Hac l)aBolIH noncehajy na oco6e ca KojHMa CMO rpemHlIH, aa MeCTO ua KojeM CMO rpemHJlH, na Y3pOKe rpeXOBa KOjH cy BlIaAalIH HaMa. ITOAcehajy Hac na OHe ca Koj!1Ma CMO 6!1lIH saaahenn, aa pe'-l!1. KojHMa cy Hac lbyTHlIH, na 6HCMO rrOHOBO nosemr Aa HX Mp3HMO; noncehajy Hac na renecne rpexe xoje CMO yqHHHlIM, na nnua xoja cy Hac ca61Ia3HMlIa, aa nnjaacrsa H npyra 31Ia M3 npoumocrx, nooyhyjyh« HaM BOIbY na / HATIOMEHA: y H3BOPHOM rexcry nenocraje xpa] OBe pexenauel/

• V13HYTpa, TO jeer M3 cpl\a, xyurajy Hac HeBHAlbMBH nenpnjaren.a CBHM CTpaCTHMa xoje snanajy Cpl\eM, xao: rnes, 31I06a, nOXOTa, OCBeTa, OKaMel-beHOCT, 3aBHCT, ropAocr H OCTalIO, xao mTO xazce Cnacnrers: A WWo U311a3U U3 yciua U311a3U U3 CP4a, U OHO uoiauu ttOBCKa. lep U3 CP4a U311a3C 311C UOMUCllU, ytiuciuea, 611yg, nascna ceeqovena, XyllC ... (M T. 15, 18-19). 360r rora ce H npopox AaBHA MOlbaIlle, rosopehn: EOJICe, casqa] y MCHU ttUCWO cpu,e, U gyx upa6 06H06U y MCHU (ITe. 50, 10).

• Cnon.a Hac xyiuajy M nopaxasajy hasona Kp03 ner '-IYlIa, xoja cy np030pH nyure. OC06HTO Kp03 BI1A, cnyx M je3HK. 0 I1CKymel-bHMa WTO ynase y cpl\e Kp03 -ryna ljyjeMo npopOKa Hcaajy rne xaayje: Iocuoqe; cMpm jc YWlla Kp03 up030pe nauie. 0 O'-lMMa BenH Cnacarers: CBaKu KOjU uoineqa na JlCCHY ca JlCClbOM 3a /bOM, Bcn jc yttUHUO upClby6y C /bOM Y CP4Y CBOMe (MT. 5, 28). A

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o je3Y!KY 'lyjeMo anOCrOJIa Iaxosa rne xasyje: AKo HeKO y pe'lu He ipeuiu, maj je ca6pweH 'I06eK, MonaH je 3aY3gamu U C6e mow OK. 3,2).

ETo, AaKJIe, Aa ca CBI1X crpaHa haso riaua crpeJIe ncxyurersa na Hac, rpaacehn Aa Hac paHI1 rpecaaa Y! na Hac OAB)"-Ie Y nornoea. AJIY! MI1 CMO AYA<HY! Aa I1cnOBeAY!MO CBa 3JIa YMOBalba AYXOBHI1KY 11 na OAarHaMO OA ce6e l)aBOJIOBa ncxymeu,a MOJIY!TBOM, nocrov, CMY!pelbeM, 'lYBalbeM YMa Y! 'lI1TalbeM n060A<HI1X Klbl1ra. AJIY! aKO ce nnax CTpeJIe Y!CKYlllelba He ynan.yjy OA Hac, 3HaK je Aa cy kopena crpacrY! A<I1BY! y uatuex yMy. 3HaK je na jour HI1CMO 'lY!CTO I1cnOBeAI1JIY! MI1CJII1, 1111A<l)y!Kao je rpex Y HaMa. Y TOM cnyxajy norperiaa je npennja MOlll1rBa, ca cy3aMa Y! nocroa, AOK He npOrHaMO rpex KOjY! BJIaAa HaA HaMa (npeaa Heeuqn.ueo] 6op6u, OA Cserora HI1KOAI1Ma Caeroropua, Y!3Aalbe 1937, crp. 82).

Koja cy l1CKYlilelba najreaca 3a npenosnanarse l1 nopaxanan.e! Hajrexa cy sa npen03HaBalbe u nopaacaean.e pa3YMcKa ucxyureua nyiue, ro jeer: MI1CJIY! xyne, cyMlbe y Bepl1, oxajan.a: 3aTY!M Y!cKYlilelbe YMl1llllbeHOCTI1, BI1COKoYMlbe 0 ce611, Y3Aalbe Y ce6e 11 APYro. A OA reJIeCHY!X Y!cKYlllelba najrexa je 3a nopaxaaan,e 11 najonacnnja MI1CaO pa3Bpara, saro lllTO je seaana aa npY!poAY, aa TeJIO. 3aTI1M, aaro urro onora Kojl1 ce ropAY! Y ce6Y! Bor ocrasn.a na nanne Y pa3Bpar. 360r rora HaM CBerY! 0l\11 aanosenajy Aa 6eA<I1MO Oil. CBaKe npl1lll1Ke 3a pa3Bpar, OA CBaKe rexecne MI1CIlI1, npe HO lllTO nocrane rpex; na ce KllOHI1MO CBaKe ocoee xoja Hac caonaxosaaa Y! rypa y YA<acHY! rpex pa3Bpara.

360r xera l1Ma carana TOJIl1KO Mp)Klbe rrpeMa qOBeKY l1 360r qera My Bor /l,orrylilTa /l,a acxyurana l1 npenemhyje rpeXOM Iberosy TBOpeBl1HY?

Carana HeMa Mon 11 pa3pelllelbe na BJIaAa, Aa 06Malbyje HJIH na npl1Hyhana 'lOBeKOBY BOIbY aa rpex. OH ra caxo «yiua CBaKOBpCHI1M MajcrOpl1jaMa, npHBI1l)albY!Ma, rrpncehaisaaa, MalilrapY!jaMa, 'lyJII1Ma, cna60cnnla npl1pOAe, YA<I1BaIbI1Ma, MI1CJIY!Ma. Caraua ce HY!KaA He noxasyje 'lOBeKY orBopeHO, He pa3- OTKpl1Ba ce nenocpenao xao nenpnjaren, 'lOBeKOB. Hero paryje C IbHM cKpY!BeHO, nocpenao I1JIY! Kp03 ane IbYAe, «opncrehx csaxojaxe l)aBOJICKe MajcrOpl1je, na He 6YAe pa30rKpl1BeHO na OH caM A<eJIY! aaui nan Y! aaury nornriezs.

OH ce Ha3Y!Ba KYllla'leM Y! Ol\eM JIaA<Y!, 3aTO urro Hac Kp03 I1CKYlllelba 11 llaA<IbI1Be 3aMKe HaBJIa'll1 na rpex. Caraua caao nokyuiana na npl1Cl1JII1 HalllY BOIbY, pacnnpyje renecne 11 nymesue crpacrl1 H aarone nauie npl1pOAe, crBapa npl111Y!Ke aa rpex, cranao Hac nonceha aa naure nanose, alll1 HeMa oil. Dora 11.0- nyurrea,e 11 pa3Apelilelbe Aa Hac rrpl1MOpa aa rpex, jep rana He 611CMO Y!MaJII1 HI1KaKBY KPI1BI1l\Y, HI1KaKBY OCYAY, 11 HI1KO ce He 611 crracao lberOBI1X 3aMKI1. Mel)yrI1M, aKO 'lOBeK cJIa611 y BOIbI1 11 MOJIl1rBI1, aKO ce nacnahyje l)aBOJIOBI1M MaMl\I1Ma 11 npaxsara rpex, rana Hl1je KpY!B haso, Hero 'lOBeK.

360r Tara je lJOBeKY onpehen anheo 'lYBap, Aa 6Y! My noraarao, nara My je 6JIarOAar ~yxa Cserora na ra xpena, onpehena My je U;pKBa, I1CrrOBeCr, ro jeer oaaa o-nnuhen,a rpexOBa, 11 /l,yXOBHY!K na ra pa3ApelilaBa 11 na ra caseryje. 360r Tara My je onpeheua narpana, aKO nopa3Y!, Y!JIY! oCYAa, aKO je nOpaA<eH. Bor je nortycrno l)aBOJIY na xyura -rosexa, na 6Y! 'lOBeKa ojaxao y Bepl1, Aa 6Y! 'WBeK noJIOA<110 CBY HaAY cnacersa cano y nora, a He y csoje MOnl1, 11 Aa 611 'lOBeK BepHI1K ca6pao smue nnare KOA Bora. Bor ocrasn.a caraHY na Kylila 'lOBeKa, alll1 HI1KaAa He AorrYlilra hasony Aa ra Kyllla Y!3HaA MOnl1lberOBe Bepe (1. Kop. 10, 13). Cavo ropAora Y! HeBepHI1Ka ocrasn.a Bor Aa 6YAe KYlllaH OA l)aBolla npeKo CBOjY!X MOnY!, na 6Y! ra CMY!PI10, 11 Aa 611 rpaA<110 nouoh Oil. Dora 11 oil. iseroanx CllYA<l1relba. Mel)yrY!M, 'lOBeKY je nara Mon na ce ycnporY!BY! l)aBOJIY, Aa ra rropa3Y! Y! na ra onarna OA ce6e (Ecp. 6,11; 6,16; JK. 4, 7; 1. TIT. 5,9).

Koja cy aajnaaornja opyzda KojHMa nopaacaaaao l)aBOJIOBa HCKymelba?

J1Ma g6a HajMonHuja opyw]« KojuMa UOpaJl(a6aMO C6e 3aMKe U uCKywelba tya60ll06a. TIpBO je C6ema MOllum6a, 11 3aTY!M - cMupelbe.

MY! ce HerrpecTaHo MOJII1MO Ouy aeoecxoa, rosopeha: J1 He Y6egu Hac y vcxyweve, HO u36a6U Hac og snoia (MT. 6, 13). To jeer 1111lreMO oil. Oua na Hac He OCraBI1 y I1CKYlilelbl1Ma 113Hag naunix MOnl1 11 Aa Hac 1136aBI1 oil. CBI1X l)aBollOBI1X 3aMKl1 rrYHI1X JIYKaBcTBa. ~aKJIe, y 6l1JIO xoje BpeMe I1CKYlllelba rpe6a na ce MOJIY!MO nocrojano, ca cyaasia, C nocrcxr Y! ca cxpyureaourhy cpl\a. Csern 0l\11 HaM npenopy'lyjy Aa CTaJIHO xasyjeao YlCYCOBY MOJII1TBy, ocoonro y BpeMe I1CKYlllelba, jep VlMe Iocnona kao Ma'l BaAl1113 aaunix cpqa 11 nceua aenpnjarenesa I1CKYlllelba.

Ilpyro BpJIO CHa)!(HO opyssje nporus l)aBOJIOBI1X ncxyureaa jecre CMl1pelbe.

Yyj urra BeJIY! ~aBY!A: Bux UOHU3aH, U cuace Me (TIc. 114, 6). Kana CMO oxpyxeaa IlcKYlllelbl1Ma 11 crpaCrl1Ma, CMI1PI1MO ce 113 cpqa, TO jecr csrarpajxo ce HajBenY!M rpeumxuxaa, roaopehn Aa CMO 360r aanntx rpexa 11 aaure rOpAOCrl1 KYlllaHI1, II rana he haao nooeha OA Hac, jep aenpajaren.a aajjase caA<l1A<e CMl1pelbe, MOll!rBa ca CY3aMa 11 nocr.

)),pyra opyxqa y BpeMe I1CKYlllelba jecy: "MYA<eCrBeHO rpnlbelbe ncxyuren,a, xecro ncnosenaise MI1CJII1, 'll1ralbe caernx Klbl1ra, 1136eraBalbe pa3JIOra aa rpex, Csero Ilpaseurhe, rnxoaatse, OApl1qalbe OA 3eMalbCKor 11 APYro".

Koje cy KOPl1CTH 0/1, ncxymen,a y nauroj 60p6l1 C aenpajarerseu haso- 10~?

TI pBa je KOpl1Cr urro ce 6e3 I1CKYlllelba 11 6e3 60p6e ca I1CKYlllelbl1Ma He \!OA\e~!O CrraCTI1, HI1Tl1l1MaMO 360r xera na 6YAeMO KpYHl1caHI1 n06eAHl1M BeH:":<'\1. Ees 11CKYlllelba 11 AYXOBHe 60p6e Hl1je Moryne cnaceise AYllle. 360r Tara

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Ka311BallIe jenan OTaL\ Y rrYCTHlbH: "YKIIOHH ncxytuersa, H HHKO ce OA IbYAH nehe cnacrn" (OTa'IHHK, H3Aalbe 1930).

3aTHM, ncxyureaa Hac npnanxaaajy aa MajcTopcTBO AYXOBHe 60p6e, kane Hac Y )!{HBOTY, noaaxcy HaM na AYllIeBHO Y3paCTaMO. vlcKYllIelba HaM nocneuryjy Bepy, noysasajy Hac H npnaopaaajy na ce smue MOIIHMO, Aa 6YAeMO 6YAHH H TPYAOlby6HBH Y L\pKBH, Y nocry, y 'lHTalbY rr060)!{HHX KlbHra; ncxyureua Hac uran.y seuihe sa ncnoaecr, aa rpaxeae casera H aa CBeTO npa-reurhe. MCKYllIelba Hac CMHpyjy, noxasyjy HaM KOIIHKO CMO cIIa6H H HeMohHH KaAa CMO caMH. MCKYllIelba nocneuryjy Hallie CTprrlbelbe, MOJII1TBy, cy3e, CMl1pelbe H Bepy.

ETO CMHClIa, L\Hlba H KOPHCTH OA ncsyurersa aa 3eMlbH. Oxe Kneona, IIITa je BpaI,I6HHa H KOJlHKO je BpCTH HMa?

ITOA pexjy BpaI,I6HHa nOHMaMO npasnaau.e AeMOHCKe cnne, YMeCTO Bora, aa noxoh 'lOBeKY, y L\HlbY ncnyuaaan,a nojennaax IbYACKHX )!{elba. BpaI,I6HHY cy ynpa)!{lbaBalIH H y jespejcxou HapOAY y speve Crapoaaseruora 3aKOHa, H KOA xpmuhaaa y 3aKOHY 61IarOAaTI1, (Ha)!{alIOCT) AO naurera speaena. Y CTaPOM 3aKOHY Tpa)!{HO je l)aBolIOBY noaoh, otipahajyha ce Bpa'lapH, L\ap CaYlI, 360r xera je 6HO crporo Ka)!{lbeH on 60ra. Bpasap je 6HO H Banaax.

360r xera ce nojenana xpHIIInaHH CJIy)!{e Bpa'lalheM?

360r rora llITO je y lbHMa ocnacana Bepa H CTpax EO)!{HjH; 360r rora llITO ce AaHallIlbH xpmuhaaa He MOlle AOBOlbHO, Aa 6H HcrryHHlIH csoje M01I6e MOlIHTBOM, a He rararsex; 360r rora llITO He 'IHrajy CBeTO ITHCMO, Aa BHAe KaKBa OCYAa AOCTH)!{e Bpaqape, H 360r rora llITO He OAlIa3e peAOBHO y L\pKBy, He ncnosenajy ce 6apeM y TOKY 'leTl1pl1 nocra H He Tpa)!{e y orysajy norpetie caner H MOlIHTBe CBellITeHHKa. ITojeAHHH xpamhaaa jour npnoerasajy rararsy, 3aTO llITO cy 3a60paBHlII1 ooehaaa soja cy AalIH XpHCTY ua CBeTOM Kpurreu y, xana cy pexnn: "OAPH'IeM ce carane, H CBUX AeJIa lherOBUX, H CBHX CJIY)!{HTeJba iseronax ... " Taxohe, xpauihana join npnrierasajy haaonoaoj nonohx, xana ce lbHXOBa MOlI6a He I1crryHH y UPKBH HlIH 360r rora llITO saoopaanajy na CMpT H aa AaH XPHCToBora cy):la.

360r rora Hac CBeTH OL\H ynyhyjy Aa XHTaMO caxo Bory, caxro UPKBI1 H CBellITeHHL\HMa, a He l)aBOlIl1Ma 11 lbl1XOBHM czryrasra. A CBeTH JOBaH 3lIaTOYCT Hac caseryje, rosopehn: "MOlIHM sac, 6YAHTe 'lHCm OA OBe 06MaHe ... 11 Ka):la xoheur Aa npesopasnur npar csoje Kyhe, najnpe peL\11 OBO CIIOBO: 'OApHqeM ce reoe, carauo, H rsora xacraoaaua, H rsora clIy)!{elba, 11 cjeAHlbyjeM ce C T060M, XpI1CTe!' Ee3 osora YMOBalba HI1KaAa Aa He H31Ia3HllI H3 Kyhe. To nexa TH 6YAe nannua, TO - opyxje, TO - oA6paM6eHa rspbasa, 11 sajenno C THM pe'lHMa ocean H seno csoje KpCHI1M 3HaKOM. lep aKO ce 6Y):lellI TaKO Haopy)!{aBaO CBY):la, He caxo qOBeK, Hero 'laK H baso na re cpeTHe, nehe re MohH nOBpeAI1TH" (Xpuewouwuja, CTp. 316-317).

Ceeiuu 6JlaguKa Huxona]

BVIBJIl1JCKE TEME

M yCHy (JaKo6) a WO llCCW6C cwajaxy na 3eM1bU a 6pXOM iuuuaxy y netic, u aH1jcllu DOJICjU UO IbUMa ce ueieaxy u CllaJICaxy. MIlle, na 6PXY auajaiue Iocuoq.

I Moje. 28, 12.

AH1)EJ111 - HAIlIA CTAPl1JA EPA1iA

Hallie C6ewo nueMo rrO'lHlbe peqeHHL\oM: "Y nO'leTKY CTBOPH Eor He60 11 3eMlbY."

IToA He60M ce He nonpasyaena rrpa3aH rrpOCTOp 113HaA Hac, Hero )!{I1BI1 CBeT HeBI1Albl1BI1X AYXOBa. Iopisa peqeHHL\a Morna 611 ce pehn ):Ipyfl1M pe'lI1Ma: Y noxerxy Eor je CTBOPl10 HeBHAlbl1Bl111 BHAlbl1BI1 CBeT, xao llITO ce xaxce y npsoa -rnany naurer CHMBOlIa Bepe. Ilcanaonesau xaxce: "Pajexjy Iocnomsoxr neoeca ce CTBOpl1llIe, H AYXOM YCTa a.eroaajex CBa sojcxa lbI1XOBa" (Ilc, 33,6).

ITo TYMa'lelbY L\pKBeHI1X OTaL\a, OTaL\ ce Ha311Ba Iocnon, CI1H - Pes OL\a, a CBeTI1 .D:yx - .D:ax OL\a. ITpopOK Hcaaja je BI1Aeo cepaqll1Me (6, 2), a Iesexnn, xepYBI1Me (10, 8), ca HeKI1M Apyrl1M TajaHcTBeHHM crnopen.naa OKO rrpecTolIa Hajamuera. ApXI1CTpaTHr MI1XaHlIO je pexao Kpalby Axany: "Saro 'lyj pl1je'l Iocnomsy: Bl1):1jex Iocnona rnje cje):ll1 na npnjecrony cnojen, a CBa sojcxa netiecxa crajame My C AeCHe H C IIl1jeBe crpane" (I Ka, 0 L\apeB. 22, 19).

Heanja je peKao y CBOjOj MOlIHTBI1: "TI1 CI1 caM Iocnon, TI1 CI1 CTBOPl10 He60, aetieca HaA He6ecI1Ma 11 CBY BojCKY lbHXOBY, 3eMibY 11 CBe llITO je na n.oj, Mopa 11 CBe llITO je Y lbl1Ma, 11 TI1 O)!{I1BlbaBallI CBe TO, 11 sojcxa uetiecxa Te611 ce xnarsa" (HeM. 9, 6).

ITpOpOK .D:aHl1lIO je BI1Aeo Bora na Iberosy npecrorry - 11 xarsane XI1lba):le, ClIyiKaxy lbeMy, a AeceT Xl1lbaAa rryTa necer xarsana, crajaure ripen lbl1M (In. 9, 10).

CBeTI1 arrOCTOlI ITaBlIe, rosopeha 0 Mohl1 XPI1CTOBOj xaxe: "KOjH je I1KOHa Eora HeBI1A1hI1BOra, Ilpsopohenn npnje CBaKe TBapl1, jep lbl1Me 611 ca3):1aHO CBe, llITO je na He6ecl1Ma H llITO je na 3eMlbl1, llITO je Bl1):1lbl1BO 11 HeBI1Albl1BO, 6111I11 npajecronn lIill1 rocnoncrsa 111111 aasana 111I11 BilaCTI1; CBe je lbl1Me 11 aa Ibera ca3AaHO, 11 OH je npzje csera, 11 CBe Y Ibesry nocrojn (KOlI. 1, 15-17)"; yrropeAI1 (I ITeTp. 3,22).

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Haripajajyhn CBa I1MeHa aHl)eJICKI1X 'I.I1HOBa, CB, Al1oHl1cl1je Apeonarnr, naripaja I1X no IhI1XOBOM AocTojaHCTBY (3x3 = 9) 11 TO: XepYBI1Ml1, CepaqmMl1, TIpl1jecTOJII1, [ocnOACTBa, Havana, BJIaCT11, C11JIe, ApxaHl)eJI11 11 AHl)eJI11. CBe 11X MI1 Ha311BaMO I1CT11M 3ajeAH11'1.K11M 11MeHOM anhencxo MHOlliTBO.

Y Klh11311 no JOBY, 'I.I1TaMO KaKO je Iocnon onrosapao na >KaJI6e osor naheHI1Ka: "Iana OArOBopl1 Iocnon JOBy 113 B11xopa 11 pe'l.e: KO je TO llITO 3aMpa'l.yje casjer pl1je'l.11Ma Hepa3YMHO? Onaunr ce cana xao xoajex, ja hy re n11TaT11, a T11 MI1 xaayj. Inje CI1 6110 KaA ja OCHOBax 3eMlbY? Ka>K11, aKO C11 pa3YMaH. Ko joj je OApeA110 Mjepe? 3Halli JII1? VIJII1 KO je paCTprao Y>Ke npexo Ihe? Ha 'I.eM cy nOAHO>Kja lhe311Ha yrnaszseaa? I1JII1, KO joj je MeTHYO KaMeH yraOHI1? KaA njesaxy 3aje,11HO 3Bje3Ae jyrapn.e, 11 CB11 C11HOB11 DO>Kj11 KJII1KOBaxy" (JOB. 38, 1-7).

A I1CT11 CBeTI1 neCHI1K xaxe:

2.

HeMajy HI1 TeJIeCHI1X norpetia: HI1 60JIa, H11 CTpaCTl1, HI1 opara, sa xpaHY, nnhe, OAeJIO, H11T11 sa CKJIOH11llITe. HI1T11 ce >KeHe, H11 ynajy (MaT. 22, 30). OHI1 HeMajy H11 6p11ra sa 6YAyhHOCT, H11 crpaxa OA CMpT11. [ep, MaAa cy 611JII1 CTBOpeHI1 npe 'I.0BeKa, OH11 HI1CY OCTapeJI11, HI1TI1 CTape, Hero cy HenpOMeHlbl1BO MJIaAI1, nena n jaK11. OHI1 raxohe H11CY 3a6p11HyTl13a csoje cnaceu,e 11 CBOjy 6eCMpTHOCT, nourro cy seh 6eCMpTH11. Hacynpor lbYAI1Ma, OHI1 ce He KOJIe6ajy 113Mel)y A06pa 11 3JIa, rrourro cy seh A06p11 11 CBeT11 sao llITO cy 611JI11 11 xana 11X je Eor CTBOp110.

C Apyre CTpaHe, aHl)eJII1 cy CJII1'1.H11 lbYAI1Ma no TOMe llITO cy JII1'1.HOCTI1, 11 CBaKI1 je JI11'1.HO CBeCTaH ce6e. CJII1'1.HO lbYA11Ma, OHI1 nocenyjy pa360pl1TOCT, ocehajnocr, CJI060AHY BOlbY 11 AeJIOTSopHY cnocoonocr, I1Majy 11 JII1'1.Jla 11MeHa xao lbYAI1. Hexa OA TI1X I1MeHa 3HaMO, I1JI11 113 Ceeiuoi IIUCMa, I1JII1113 Ilpxsenor npeAalha, xao: M11xal1JIo, [aBp11JIO, Pacpa11JIO, Yp11eJI, CaJIaTeJI, Bapaxen, JepeMI1- eJI, J erYAeJI I1TA·

Ynopel)yjyh11 lb YAe ca aHl)eJII1Ma, CBeTI1 anOCTOJI TIaBJIe HaBoA11 pe'l.l1 jenner cTapo3aBeTHor npopoKa KOjl1 je rOBop11o DOry: "Hexo nax aernje nocajenoxa rosopeha: - 'Illra je sosjex Aa ra ce cjehaiu, 11JI11 CI1H 'I.oBje'l.l1jl1 na ra nOXOAI1111? Y'l.11HI10 CI1 fa npanpesreno Malhl1M OA anhena, CJIaBOM 11 -raurhy osjeaxao C11 ra, 11 nOCTaBI10 CI1 ra HaA AjeJII1Ma pyKy TBOj11X; CBe C11 nOKOp110 nOA aore n.eroae, 11 nourro My nOKop11 CBe, H11111Ta My He OCTaBI1 HenOKopeHO. AJII1 cana jour He B11A11MO Aa My je noxopeno" (Iesp. 2,7-8). "Illra je 'I.0BjeK, re ra ce onoamseur, I1JII1 CI1H 'I.0Bje'l.jl1, re ra nOJIa311111? Y'l.11H110 CI1 ra MaJIO Malhera OA anhena, CJIaBOM 11 xaurhy sjeasao CI1 ra, TIocTaBI10 CI1 ra rocnOAapeM aa AjeJIJ1Ma pyKy CBOj11X, CBe C11 MeTHYO nOA nore iseroae" (TIc. 8,4-6).

3a11cTa, Bor je nao orpoMHy BJIaCT oearpeuraoa 'I.oBeKY HaA CBOjl1M neJI11Ma. AAaM je 11Mao BJIaCT HaA CBHMa craopeu.ava na 3eMlbl1 rrpe Hero llITO je norasno DO>Kjy 3arrOBeCT H nocryurao CaTaHY, DO>Kjer npOTHBH11Ka. Ilpe rpexa, 'I.0BeK je 6HO paean DO>KjI1M aHl)eJIHMa 11 y Mohl1 11 Y 'I.I1CTOT11 11 Y JIerrOTI1. Kp03 rpex, ry6HJIa ce lJOBelJl1ja BJIaCT na DO>KjI1M AeJII1Ma. TIp11poAa je rrOCTaJIa HerrOCJIYllIHa lheMy, jep je 11 OH rrOCTaO HerrOCJIYllIaH Dory.

Mel)YTllM, orpexoBlbeHa rrp11poAa 'I.yBa y ce611 HaAY na novoh DO>Kjy: 'lep >KapKHM 111lI'l.eKI1BalheM TBOpeBI1Ha oxexyje Aa ce jane CI1HOBI1 DO>Kj11, jep ce TBap noxopn TalllTHHH, He OA cnoje son,e, Hero 360r oaora KOjl1 je noxopn c HaAOM. Aa he ce 11 caxa TBap OCJIo60AHTI1 OA potionaisa rrporraAlbHBocTH na '::,l060AY CJIaBe njeue DO>Kje. Iep 3HaMO)J,a CBa TBap sajenao Y3)J,l1llIe 11 ryryje no cana" (PI1M. 8,19-22).

XPI1CTOM npenopohen 'I.0BeK, oner he 611TI1 CJII1'1.aH aHl)eJIY, O)J,eBeH y CJJaB\, XPI1CTOBY. Iberosa crapxja 6paha CBeTI1 11 oesrpeurun aHl)eJII1, rrOMa>KY My,

"[yiaapn« 3ee3ge tiuuco eenunanciueeno cjaje UCUYlVeHe He6eCKOM paCKomu U cjajeM

ose, unuo maMO - iqe Hon uuiqa He C1Iegu gaHy - y3gUJlCy Cejam, Cejam, Ceiaiu" ueCMY ceafga

U 3a yeeK ...

Taga, Kaga je 3eMlba Hajupe lle6gUlIa ycpeg upocuopa

iuaqa, Kaga cy unaueuie uoxpnune na C60jy mpKy,

taaqa, Kaga je OKOH'iaHO iuectuoqneeno gello.

Taga cy ceu bOJICju cuuoeu xnuuanu og paqoctuu,

Haura rrpaBOCJIaBHa lIpKBa rrOCBeTI1JIa je nonenen.ax CBeTI1M aHl)eJII1Ma. 11 csakor nouenen.xa, y lIpKBeHI1M CJIY>K6aMa, M11 ce noncehavo Hd CBeTe aahene 11 BeJII1'1.aMO I1X y MOJII1TBI1: "CBeTI1 apxauhenn 11 aHl)eJI11, MOJII1Te Dora aa Hac".

AHl)eJICKO MHOlilTBO je CTBopeHO rrpe lbYAI1. To je rrpBI1 pa3JIOr llITO I1X MI1 Ha311BaMO HalilOM crapajoxr 6pahoM.

Ilpnpona aH1)eJIa: Ilpapona aHl)eJIa je, y HeKY pyKy, CaCBI1M pa3JII1lJI1Ta OA lJOBelJl1je rrpHpoAe, y HeKY pyKy, OHa joj je CJIl1lJHa. AHl)eJII1 cy 6eCTeJIeCHI111 xao TaKBI1 HeBI1)J,lbI1BI1 aa Hallie cpl1311lJKe 0'111. Henajyha TeJIa, OHI1 CXO)J,HO TOMe,

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CfIwmo lIeKapMMa KOjM noxrazcy 60IIeCHMl\MMa na lhMXOBOM oanpaarsea.y. Kao lIlTO ce kaxce y C6emOM IIuCMY: "Hncy lIM CBM OHM AYXOBYI aa clIy)!(elhe, KOjM ce urarsy Aa clIy)!(e OHYIMa KOjYl he HaClIYIjeAl1rM cnacetse?" (leap. 1, 14). Kacanje neMo 0 TOMe rosopara onmapnnje.

Ilojasa aahena: AHl)eIIYI ce jaszsajy y pa3IIYI'fYlTMM BMAoBMMa pa3HMM ocotiaMa, ca pa3IIM'fYlTMM l\MlheBMMa 11 y pa3HMM rrpMlIYlKaMa. Anheo ce jasno 11 Mojcejy, xao nacnrpy crana y nycrl1lhYl: "A Mojcnje nacnjaiue crane JOTOPY racry csojeny, cBeWreHI1KY MaAMjaHcKoMY, M OABeAe crane rrpeKo nycrmse, YI A0l)e na ropy DO)!(Yljy XOpMB. J;1 jaBYI My ce anheo Iocnonn,u y nnazeny onseaox 113 xyrnrue. J;1 nornena, a TO xynnna OflheM ropn a He caropnjesa'' (II Moj. 3, 1-2).

Mojcnje HMje BYiAeo HYlKaKBO III1l\e HM 06IIMK, caxo je M3 Tor onsa xyo mac KOjYl ra je noasao M ynyrno WTa rpe6a Aa paAM.

Auheo ce jaano M CBeM HapOAY L-13paMlhcKoM rrpYlIIMKOM tiexcrsa M3 Ernnra: "A Iocnon l1l)awe rrpeA lhMMa nan.y y cryrry OA 06lIaKa BOAenM MX nyreu, a nohy y cTyrry OA onsa csnjernehn 11M, na 611 rryronamr AalhY YI aohy" (II Moj. 13,21).

To HMje 6111I0 jaarsan,e cavor Dora, Hero anhena lherOBor. CaM Mojcnje TO rrorsphyje: "J;1 BI1KaCMO Iocnony M Iocnon 'fy mac Haw, 11 nocna anhena, KojM Hac M3BeAe Yl3 Macnpa, M eBO CMO y KaAYlCY, rpany na rsojoj Mel) 11 " (IV Moj. 20, 16). Y cnenehex cnyxajy, xao YI y HeKMM APyrMM, aaheo ce noncroaehyje ca Ibcnonou Eoroa: "EBo ja walheM auhena csojera npen r060M Aa re 'fyBa na nyry, M na re OABeAe na MeCTO xoje caM TM rrpYlrrpaBMO. lJ:yBaj ra, 11 cnyiuaj ra, HeMoj Aa ra pacpAMW, jep BaM aehe OrrpOCTYITYI rpexa, jep je Moje YlMe y lheMY" (II Klh. Moj. 23, 20-21).

Anheo ce Ieneony jasao y BMAY 06M'fHOr xonexa, I1CTO xao WTO ce apxanl)elI Pa<paMlIo jaszsao T06Y1jYl. Ieneon je CXBarMO Aa je TO 6110 anheo TeK rana KaAa je Hen03HaTYI noceranau y'fMHYlO 'fYAO. Aaheo My pe'fe: "Iocnon je C T060M xpaopn jynaxe!" (Ku; 0 CYA. 6, 12).

)KeHa uexor xosexa Manoja, 6MIIa je HepOTKYIlha. J aBM joj ce aaheo ca seurhy Aa he POAMTM CMHa M na ra Ha30Be MMeHOM Caxcon. Ilpn-rajyhn osaj rajaacrseHYI cny-raj CBOMe MY)!(y, OHa My pe'fe: "Ioajex 60)!(jM Aol)e K MeHYI, YI miue My 6l1jawe xao III1l\e anhena Eoxoijera, spno CTpaWHO, alIM ra He sanarax OAaKlIe, HMTM MI1 OH xasa csojera I1MeHa" (Kn, 0 cYA. 13,6). Kana cy CYlPl\11 orrKOIIMIIM MeCTO y KOMe je )!(I1BeO rrpopoK Iemrcej, aannaurean cnyra lherOB je Y3BYlKHYO:

"Iaox, Iocnonapy, WTa heao caA?' A OH My pese: 'He 60j ce, jep je BYlWe HaWMX Hero lhI1XOBMjex'. J;1 rrOMOlI11 ce Ienncej roaopehn: 'Iocnone, OTBOPI1 My O'fM Aa BMAYI', YI Iocnon OTBOPYI MOMKY, re BMAje, a TO ropa nyna xorsa 11 KOlIa onsennjex

OKO Iennceja" (II Bap. 6,15-17). CBaKaKo, OBO je 6MlI0 MHOWTBO anhena DO)!(jYlX, rrOClIaTMX Aa 3aWTYlTe jenner npanenaaxa.

Ilpopoxy Je3eKMlhY anheo ce jaano y BMAY sarpe: "J;1 BMAjex, a TO 06lIYlK na 0'f11 xao oran., OA 6eAapa My norse 6jewe orais, a 0A 6eAapa rope, 6jewe xao csjernocr, xao jaxa csjernocr' (Je3. 8, 2).

BelIMKI1 cTap03aBeTHM rrpopoK I1MaO je clIeAeny BM3Mjy: "J;1 nonnrox O'fYi csoje, M BMAjex, a TO jenaa -roajex 06y'feH y nnarno, a rrojac 6jewe OKO isera OA 'fMCTOra snara M3 Y<pa3a. A rjeno My 6jewe xao XPI1CTOIIMK, M IIMl\e My xao MyIba, a 0'f11 My xao JIyqeBM aanazsenn, a pYKe M nore xao MjeA yrnahena, a mac OA pMje'fM n.eroanjex xao mac MHorora lhYAcTBa. J;1 ja L(aHMlIo caM BYlAjex YTBapy, a lhYAM WTO 6Mjaxy ca MHOM, He BMAjewe je, amr MX cnonane CTpax BeIIMK, re noojerouie YI caKpMwe ceo J;1 OCTax caM, M BYlAjex Ty BelIYlKY YTBapy, M He OCTa cnare y MeHM, M rsenora MM ce HarpAM M He MMax cnare" (L(aH. 10, 5-8). To je 6MO apxanhen Iaspano (L(aH. 8, 16).

J;1cTI1 apxanhen Ianpnno janao ce YI cBewTeHYlKY 3axapMjy, ony CB. JOB ana KpCTI1Telha. Mana lherOBa nojasa Hl1je 611IIa TOIII1KO sacrpanryjyha, xao OHa xojy je BMAeo L(aHMlIo, nnax ce 3axapl1ja Y3HeMl1pl10 YI 06Y3eo ra je CTpax kana ra je BI1- Aeo. 360r rora My apxanhen 11 rOBOpl1: "He 60j ce, 3axapYlja!" (Jlx, 1, 12-13).

Illro ce TYI'fe jaarsan,a apxaahena Iaapnna L(jeBl1 Mapnj» y Hasapery, MYI npernocranzsaao Aa je TO jasrsan.e 6l1JIO y jeAHoM 6IIarOM 'fOBe'faHCKOM BI1AY, pa31Il1'fYiTO OA OHl1X aacrpauryjyhnx nojasa y KojMMa cy ce aHl)eJfl1 jaBlhalIYI cTap03aBeTHl1M lhYAl1Ma. Hna« ce ):(jeBa Mapnja ynnaunina YI Y3HeMYlpMlIa. HYIKaKBO 'fYAO, jep Hac l1 06M'fHe Yl3HeHaAHe nojase rrnarue, KaA l1M ce He HaAaMO. Apxanheo je 3aTO l1 YTeWMO L(jeBY Mapnjy pe'fYlMa: "He 60j ce, Mapnja' Iep CM naurna 6IIarOAaT y Dora!" Ok 1,29-30).

KaA ce POAMO Iocnon Haw Hcyc XPl1CTOC, rraCTMpl1Ma BI1TlIejeMcKYIM jaano ce anbeo Iocnonn,a. J;1 me, jaBI1 11M ce anheo Iocnonn,a M ooacja YlX CBeTIIOCT Iocnona.a. J;1 OHM ce CTpaWHo ynnaunnue, a aaheo MM pe'fe: "He 60jTe ce!"

)KeHe MYipOCHl1l\e cy BI1AeJIe aahena HaA OTBOpeHI1M rp060M sacxpcnor Iocnona: "A nnue lherOBO 6Mjawe xao MYlha, YI onjeno a.eroao 6l1je1I0 xao canjer, H y crpaxy OA Hiera ysnpxraine crpaxapn, 11 nocranoure xao MpTBI1. A auheo onronapajyhn pexe )!(eHaMa: 'He 60jTe ce BM; jep 3HaM Aa Hcyca pacrreTora TpaAl:I1Te!'" (MaT. 28, 3-5).

Hl1 Y jenaoj npyroj cseroj Klh113Y1 Hl1je TOIIl1KO nYlCaHO 0 aHl)eIIMMa, xao y I\lhH3H Orxpaseu.a CB. JOB ana, CBeTH anocron JOBaH je suneo MHOWTBO anhe'ia OKO rrpeCTOlIa Caeanunsera. OH I1X je BI1AeO 06Y'feHe y 'fHCrO 6elI0 nnarno, onacanasr OKO CTpYKa 3lIaTHl1M nojacnva (OTK. 15,6). EBo jenner BpliO yne'fa-

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TThI1BOr onnca: "I1 BH,[Ije ,[Ipyror anhena CHllHa r,[lje CHlla311 C neoa, KOjl1 6jewe onjesen y 0611aK, H nyra 6jewe na maBH n.erosoj, H nnue lherOBO 6jewe xao cyuue, 11 nore a.erose xao cTy60BH onsenn, 11 HMawe y PYlll1 CBOjy KIhH)I(l1l1Y oTBopeHy, 11 crane csojoa ,[IeCHOM HorOM na Mope, a lleBOM Hd 3eMJbY; 11 rrOBI1- xa maCOM rpOMKI1M xao WTO pl1'Ie JIaB. I1 Ka,[l OH rrOBI1Ka, 11 rOBOpl1We ce,[laM rpOMOBa maCOBI1Ma CBOjI1M" (OTK. 10,1-4).

06)"IeH y 06JIaK! 3arraMTl1Te WTa je Iocnon I1cyc XPI1CTOC rrpopeKao 0 CBOM npyroa ,[IOJIaCKY: "I1 rana he ce rroxasarn 3HaK CI1Ha sosjesnjera na netiy, 11 rana he nponnaxarn CBa nnexena aa 3eMJbI1; 11 yrnenahe CI1Ha qOBjeql1jera rnje l1,[1e na 0611allHMa He6eCKl1M ca CI1JIOM 11 CllaBOM BeJII1KOM" (MaT. 24-30). Taxo o6JIa- 1111 He6eCHl1 npencraan.ajy anbencxo MHOWTBO. CBa jaarsan,a anhena cy cano nojase 11 HHCY rrorrrYHHl13pa3 IhI1XOBe rrpl1po,[le. Jep OHH cy 'lI1CTI1AYXOBI1I1 CBa IhI1XOBa Mon 11 nenora je AYXOBHa, He MaTepl1jaJIHa. Kao WTO 60rOHaAaXHYTl1 ncannoneaau rOBOpl1 0 IhI1Ma:

HeMaUlepuja1lHe u pa3YMHe aHl]e1le

CUl80pUO CU fbUX, 0 Iocuoqe, upe 8UglbU80f ceeiua:

OHU ueupeciuano K1lUtty, Te6u UlaMO:

X8a1luUle Iocuoqa, C8a ge1la Iocuoqiea, Iloju:« My 8e1lUKe UOX8a1le, 3aY8eK.

AHl)e1l11 Iocnonu,n He )l(eJIe,[la 6y,[ly 060)l(aBaHI1. Kana je jeAaH anheo noxa- 3HBao CBeTOM JOBaHY pajcxe nenore 11 He6eCKe rajne, arrOCTOJI je rrao HI1'll1l1e ca )l(eJbOM Aa My ce rrOKnOHI1 HAa ra 060)l(aBa. AHl)eo My TO He A03BOlll1 peKaBIIIH:

"He qHHI1 TO, jep ja caM -rysap TBOj 11 Clll1QaH caM Te611, TBOjOj 6panl1, npopounaa 11 OHI1Ma KojH QyBajy cnacen,e OBe Klhl1re. Otioxcasaj 11 xnan.aj ce caxo Dory!"

Ilenaraocr aahena: L\enaTHocT aabena je ABocTpYKa: ua neey ,[Ia semorajy Dora a aa 3eMThl1Aa 06jaBThyjy Boxje 3arrOBeCTl1 xoje ce onnoce na JbY,[le. Caua peQ "anheo" 03HaQaBa BeCHI1Ka I1nl1 rnaconoiuy. OHI1 HI1KaAa He nounaajy, HI1 ,[Ialhy HI1 achy, Ben aenpexanao KIlI1'ly 11 nesajy: "CBeT je, CBeT, CBeT Iocnon Eor Cnenpaorren., Koja 6jewe 11 Koja jecre 11 Koja nonaan" (OTK. 4, 8). A arrOCTOJI Ilasne rnnue 0 IhI1Ma: "Hacy 1111 CBI1 OHI1 ,[IYXOBI1 aa cnyzcetse, Kojl1 ce waJbY Aa cnyxe OHI1Ma KOjl1 he HaClll1je,[ll1TI1 cnaceu,ei" (lesp. 14).

CBeTI1 Ipnropnje Borocnos rnnue: "HeKI1 OA OBI1X pa3yMHl1X nyxosa croje ripen CBeBI1Wlhl1M Boron, a Apyrl1 capal)yjy aa OAp)l(aBalh y lienor a csera." A CBeTI1 L\aMaCKI1H nnure: "OHI1 cy MOnHI1 11 cnpeaaa na spiue BOThY DO)l(l1jy, 11 nojasn.yjy ce rpenyruo 11 na CBaKOM MecTY npeaa CBOjOj AYXOBHOj npapona, rne rOAI1X Bor OApe,[lI1."

Y C8eUloM JIUCMy aHl)ell11 ce npBI1 nyT rrOMl1lhY rrpl1nl1KOM narnan.a naWHX npapOAI1TeJba 113 paja: "11 113rHaB QOBeKa rrOCTaBI1 npen BPTOM E,[IeMCKI1M xepyBI1Ma, C rrnaMeHl1jeM MaQeM, KojH ce Bl1jawe 11 TaMO 11 aMO, na 'lyBa nyT xa ApBeTY OA )l(I1BOTa" (I Moj. 3, 24).

MI1 na rrpBoM MecTY anbene cMaTpaMo aa Eoxqe 611arOBeCHI1Ke. JeAaH auheo ce ABa nyra jasn.ao Arapn, Aspaaosoj cnYWKI1IhI1, reiuehn je KaA je isena rocrroAapl1l1a OWTpO ca 1h0M nocrynana. "I1 pe-te joj: Arapo, p06111h0 Capnna, OTKYAa I1Aew, KYAa 11I1I1Aew? A OHa peQe: Dje)l(l1M OA Cape, rocnohe csoje" (I Moj. 16, 7). A npyrox npl111I1KoM: "A Bor -ry mac AjeTI1IhI1, 11 anheo DO)l(jl1 BI1KHy C netia Arapn, 11 peQe joj, !IlTO TI1 je, Arapo? He 60j ce, jep Eor Qy mac AjeT111h11 onanne rnje je" (I Moj. 21, 17). Ibea CI1H I1cMal111 OCTao je npaorau I1cMal1nnaHa, KOjl1 ce Ha311Bajy 11 Arapjannaa.

Tpn anhena cy ce nojaanna rrpe,[l ABpaMOM y paBHl1l1l1 Maspajcxoj.

ABpaM je 6110 6e3 Aelle, 11 Tpl1 rryTHI1Ka cy My rrpOpeKll11 Aa he A0611Tl1 CI1Ha. OBO ce 3al1CTa 11 noronano I1Ayne rOAI1He. Taxo je pohen I1caK, rrpaOTall [espeja (l Moj. 18, 1-7).

Kana je ABpaM 6110 HaQl1HI10 )l(pTBeHI1K 11 xreo Aa xcprrryje DOry csor jeAI1HlIa Hcaxa, y TOMe ra je crrpeQl10 anheo He6eCKl1 Kojl1 My pe'le: "He AI1)1(I1 pYKe csoje na Al1jeTe, 11 He QI1HI1 My HI1!IlTa; jep cana nosnax na ce oojjuu Dora, 11 KaA Hl1jeCI1 noxanao CI1Ha csojera, jeAI1HlIa csojera, MeHe paAI1" (I Moj. 22, 12). CaM Bor xacnnje AparOBOJbHO rrpl1HeO je csor jeAI1HOpOAHor CI1Ha Iocnona I1cyca XpI1CTa, Kojl1 je aaxnan nonyr jam.era paAI1 nauier cnaceisa (E¢. 5, 2).

AHl)e1l11 DO)l(jl1 noaascy 11 cnacasajy ThYAe Boxqe. Y 6e360)l(HOM 11 rropOQHOM rpany COAOMY, )l(I1BeO je caxo jenan rrpaBe,[lHI1K DO)l(jl1 - JIOT. Kana je Bor 360r 6e360!IlTBa 11 HeMopana OCYAl10 COAOM aa rrporraCT; I1CTOBpeMeHO je nocnao ABa anhena, Aa 113 osor rpaAa 113BeAY 11 crracy JIora 11 n.eroay rropoAl1l1Y (I Moj. 19, 1).

JeAaH anheo crracao je Iaxosa OA OCBeTe iserosor opara Plcasa. A rrpe csoje CMpTI1 JaKoB je rOBOpl10 0 anherry: "Anheo, Kojl1 Me je 1136aBJbaO oA csaxora 311a, Aa onaroorosxnjeuy oay, I1Aa ce rro MojeMY I1MeHY 11 no I1MeHY oraua MOjI1X, Aapaxia 11 Hcaxa rrp030BY, I1Aa ce xao pl16e HaMHO)l(e na 3eMJbI1!" (I Moj. 48,16).

Auheo je crracao rpn MllaAl1na OA CMpTI1 Y BaBI1110HY, 113 ycnjane nehn sa ronn.eise, rAe cy 611JIl1 6aQeHI1 3aTO, WTO cy o,[l6l1nl1Aa ce xnan.ajy I1AOlll1Ma Ben cy ce Kllalhanl1 caxo jeAHoMe npasoae Dory (L\aH. 3, 12). Csaxor jyrpen.a MI1 ce noncehano na osaj QYAecHI1Aoral)aj rreCMOM ceAMor 11 OCMor I1pMoca.

Auheo je cnacao L\aHI111a 113 llaBOBCKe nehnne y kojy je 6110 6aQeH 360r csoje QBpCTe Bepe y jennora Dora. JIaBOBI1 cy ce YMI1JbaBall11 xao jaran.ua. 3a-

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rrpenaurhenoa l\apy ,napl1jy ,naHI1110 pe'le: Bor MOj nocnao je anhena csor KOjl1 je 3aTBOpl10 'lelbYCTI111aBOBCKe Aa Me He nospene, BI1Aenl1 na caM 'lI1CT 11 HeBI1H npen thl1M.

Hasenn CMO aexe cnyvajese rAe anhemr clly)!(e xao 113BPW110l\11 DO)!(jI1X HapeA611. Haseurheao jour aexe cnysajese.

Ipan COAOM YTOHYO je Y najcrpaunmjy xarsyry nopoxa. Iocnon je nocnao ABa anhena na crracy jennaor npasennor sosexa y COAOMY, JIoTa. OHI1 cy AOWlll1 KOA JIOTa 11 caserosann ra Aa HarrYCTI1 raj rpaA, jep Iocnon Hac je nocnao na ra YHI1WTI1MO. Osaj rpan je 11 cnazsen cyvnopoa l1 onsea AO nenena (I Moj. 19, 12-25).

Ilap ,naBI1A, I1Ha'le cnyra DO)!(j 11 , orpeunio ce jeAHoM 0 3aKOH B O)!(j 11. Bor nocna anhena caor ca I1CYKaHI1M Ma'leM y PYl\11 re nornny 70.000 Hspannaua, IlorI1611ja rrpecTage TeK rana, KaAa ce noxaja l\ap ,naBI1A 11 sasann DOry aa MI1110CT.

ACl1pCKI1l\ap CeHaXl1pl1M onxonno je Jepycalll1M MonHoM BOjCKOM. VI OH 11 tserose sojaone xyrsaxy 11 pyraxy ce Iocnony Dory VI3pal1lbeBoM I1rr0311Baxy xparsa Iesexajy 11 iseros napon na npenajy. Alll1 Je3eKI1ja HI1'lHl\e nane rrpeA Boroa 11 YCPAHO ce MOlbawe. Bor nocna anhena csojera KOjl1 y aCl1pCKOM neropy rr0611 611113Y 5.000 BojHHKa. To ce AoroAI1 nohy, YjyTpy l\ap yrneAa CTpawaH npnaop csoje nocajene sojcxe. Ilap nofiexce y HI1HeBl1jy, rne je 6110 y611jeH OA csojnx CI1HOBa (VIc. rn. 36 11 37).

DoroHaAaxHYTI1 ncanaoneaau rroY'leH rrpl1Mepl1Ma 113 ncropaje 11 csor 11l1'lHOr ncxycraa nosnaje ynory xojy I1rpajy aHl)elll1 y )!(I1BOTY nojemmor lJOBexa 111111 uenora HapOAa, rra xaxce: "AHl)elll1 Iocnonn.a CTallHO croje OKO oanjex KOjl1 ce thera ocje 111136aBlbajy I1X" (Ilc, 34, 7). VI Aalbe: "Hehe re 3110 3aAeCI1TI1, 11 YAapal\ aehe rrOCerHYTI1 AO xonntie rsoje, jep aHl)elll1Ma CBojl1M aanosjena aa reoe Aa Te sysajy rro cBl1jeM rrYTOBI1Ma TBojI1M. Ha pYKe he re Y311jeTI1 na rAje He sannetu sa KaMeH HorOM CBojOM" (Ilc, 91,10-12).

"Bnarocan.ajre Iocnona aahena lberoaa, KOjl1 CTe CI111HI1 xpnjenourhy, 113- spuryjre pl1je'l n.erosy oryiuajyhn mac pnje-m Heroae" (Ilc, 1 03,20).

AH1)ellJ1 QYBapJ1: [OPlbI1M pelJl1Ma ncanxronesan norspbyje onurre BepoBathe, Aa aHl)elll1 Kl1Te I1rrOMa)!(y n uene HapoAe n nojenaae lbYAe. Y CTapa speaena apxanhen MI1Xal1110 je cMarpaH sa anhena lJyBapa 113pal1lbCKOr HapoAa. Hcyc HaBI1H ra je Bl1AeO y [epnxoay 11 yrrl1Tao ra: "JeCI11111 HaWI11111 HaWI1X nenpajaren.ai A OH pelJe: Hl1jecaM; Hero caM sojsona aojcxe Iocnonae, cana nohox. VI Hcyc nane Hl1lJl1l\e Hd 3eMlbY, I1rrOKllOHI1 ce, l1 pelJe My: Illra sanosjena rocnonap MOj CllY311 cBojeMy?" (Krs. VIc. HaB. 5, 13-14). VI ,naHl111y je rOBOpl10 apxanren Iaspn- 110 0 MI1Xal111Y OBe pelJl1: "A y TO he ce Bpl1jeMe rrOAl1rHYTI1 MI1Xal1110 Belll1KI1

KHe3, Kojl1 6paHI1 TBOj HapOA; 11 611ne )!(allOCHO Bpl1jeMe, KaKO ra Hl1je 611110 oA KaKO je napona AO rana: 11 y TO he ce Bpl1jeMe 1136aBI1TI1 TBOj HapOA, CBaKI1 KOjl1 ce nahe sanucaa y Kth11311" (Ilan. 12, 1). Anocron JYAa onncyje cnysa] xana ce apxanheo Maxanno npennpaure ca haaonov OKO Mojcnjeaor rena, -lysap jespejcxora aapona, 6Y!0 je lJyBap lJaK 11 MpTBor rena thl1XOBOr sohe.

UpKBeHY! 0l\Y! y'le, Aa nocroje aHl)ellY! 'lyBapY! HapOAa, 3eMalba, l\pKaBa 11 nojennaaua: rra xax 3Be3Aa, enexenara n naaaera (OT. 2).

CBeTY! JOBaH JIecTBl1lJHl1K cBegOlJY! 0 CBOM llY!lJHOM anheny 'lyBapy: "KaA rOA caM 'le3HYO sa BY!WI1M uanperxoa y AYXOBHOM )!(Y!BOTY, nojaan.asao ce aaheo Y! noysasao Me."

A eBO WTa BaCI111l1je BellY!KI1 xaxe: "Haw aaheo lJyBap ce nehe YAalbY!TI1 OA Hac, YKOllY!KO ra MI1 He OTepaMO CBOjY!M pl)aBI1M AellY!Ma. Kao WTO AY!M pa3- roHY! melle Y! cxpan ronyooae, Y!CTO TaKO CMpaA rpexa Tepa OA Hac anhena, xojn lJYBa Haw )!(Y!BOT."

Illro ce TY!'le Ae'lY!jY!x anhena - -rysapa, lJyneMo TO AOl\HY!je 113 ycra caxor

Iocnona VIcyca XpY!CTa.

AHl)ellJ1, cnyre XpJ1CTOBe UpKBe: HOBY! 3aBeT je nyn anhena. OHI1 ce npocro poje OKO XpY!CTa, csora Crnoparezsa Y! son.eaor Iocnona OA rroserxa Hserosor saseha, YBeK cnpeann Aa My clly)!(e. OHY! [a cnyace 11 oooxaaajy aa 3eMlbl1, xao WTO cy My CllY)!(Y!lll1 l1 oooxaaana [a aa netiy Y! cnyaotna [a 11 aonena y CBOj Hierosoj netiecxoj cnasu ca BaTpeHOM 11 Y3BY!weHOM lby6aBlbY· Ca 3aAOBOlbCTBOM Y! 6YAHowny noxarana cy Iberos paA - UpKBy Hierony aa 3eMlbY!. VI OHY! TO lJl1He cana I1lJl1Hl1ne AO xpaja CBeTa. Kana ce OH POAY!O Y jennoj caponaumoj nacrnpcxoj nehnnn, nojasao ce Xop aHl)ellCKY!X CI111a Y!3HaA the, cnaaehn Dora (JIK. 2, 13). Ilocne kyuraisa y rrycraa.n, xana haso oncryrn, OA Hiera, me, aHl)ellY! npacryrnnue 11 clly)!(axy My (MT. 4, 11). Hanni HapoAHY! yMeTHY!l\Y! A06po cy ypaAY!lll1 xana cy rrpl111Y!KoM cnaxan.a Xpacra rrpY!Ka3Y!Balll1 MHoro anhena OKO Ibera, VIcTo TaKO na I1KOHaMa Ilperese Hseronor, Eorojaszseu.a, Ilpcoripazcen,a, Pacneha, Hserosor Bacxpceisa 11 Basnecea,a, KaA rOA 611 ce jenau apxY!cTpaTY!r 111111 anheo nojasn.asao, npernocraan.a ce Aa je OKO Ibera 6Y!lla Y! lJl1TaBa sera aahena, MaAa HeBI1Albl1BI1X aa aauie lbYACKe O'lY!. MY! MI1- CllY!MO Aa apxanhen [aBpl1110 anje 6110 caa, xana je 611aroBjecTYlo ,njeBY! Mapaja BeCT 0 pol)elby Mecnje. Harn na je anheo, KOjl1 ce nojasuo rrpY!llY!KOM Hserose MOllY!TBe y [eTCY!MaHCKOM spry, 11 xparipno [a, 6110 6e3 Bene rrpaTthe HeBY!AlbY!BI1X cnna. Ine je l\ap, TaMO je l1 sojcxa Hserosa.

Kora XPMCTOC BOlll1, Hiera BOlle M Hseroan auhenn. OH je soneo neuy Y! HdpeAY!O je CBojY!M aHl)elll1Ma Aa 6YAY thI1XOBY! 3aWTY!THI1l\M. OH je rOBOpI10: "[ep

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aHl)eJll1lbl1XOBI1 nenpecrauo raenajy JlI1u;e Oua Mora KOjl1 je na He6y." OH je He caao soneo MallY neuy Hero je noacroaehnsao ce6e ca MallOM AeU;OM: "J1 A03Ba J1cyc Al1jere, 11 nOCraBI1 ra Mel)y IbI1X, 11 pe-re: '3al1cra BaM Ka)KeM aKO ce He ooparare 11 He 6YAere xao njeua, aehere yhl1 y uapcrso He6ecKO. Koja ce nOHI1311 xao Al1jere OBO, onaj je aajaehn y uapcrsy He6ecKOM. J1 KOjl1 npl1MI1 jeAHo raKBO Al1jere y I1Me Moje, MeHe npl1Ma, a Kojl1 ca6JJa3HI1 jennora OA OBI1X MaJlI1X KOjl1 sjepyjy y MeHe, 60Jhe 611 My 611110 na otieca KaMeH BOAeHl1lJHI1 0 Bpar lberOB 11 Aa norone y Ay611HY MOpCKy'" (Mar. 18,2-6). lour je peKao: "He 3a6palbyjTe AjeU;11 Aa nonase MeHI1, jep je Ibl1X0BO uapcrso neoecxo." (To je aajsnpasnia OCHOBa xpnurhaacxor sacmrrau,a - npaaoheae neue Iocnony J1cycy Xpncry) To je 11 fJIaBHI1 pa3llor urro 11 aHl)elll1 BOJle I1WTI1Te neuy. ITcaJIMOneBau; Ka)Ke: "XBaJII1Te Iocnona na He6ecl1Ma, XBaJIJ1- re ra aa BI1CI1HM. XBaJII1Te ra CBM anbenx a.eroan, XBaJIMTe ra CBe sojcxe lberOBe! XBaJII1Te ra, cynue 11 MeCetIe, XBaJII1Te ra CBe 3Be3,L1e cjajne!" (ITe. 148, 1-4).

HeMl1p 11 cTpax cnonane CBe rryrnnxe, aJII1 I1X anOCTOJI YMl1pl1 petIl1Ma: "J1 eBO cana BaM casjeryjex Aa 6YAeTe pacrrOJlO)KeHI1, jep HI1 jenna nyura O,LI nac nehe rrpOrraCTI1, OCI1M nabe, Jep OBe Hoh'H crane npeAa Me anheo bora tIl1jl1 jecaa 11 KOMe CJIY)KI1M, rosopehn: He 60j ce, ITaBJIe! J1 TI1 Mopaw 'H311hl1 rrpe,LI hecapa; 11 eBO Bor TI1 je ,LIapOBaO CBe KOjl1 nnose ca T060M" (,Il,eJIa an. 27,22-25).

AH~eJII1 DO)l(jl1 )I(eTeOU;I1: Y CBOjOj rrpV1tIV1 0 cejasy 11 ceaeay Iocnon J1cyc XPI1CTOC je 06jacHI10 OBY np'HtIy cBOj'HM YtIeHI1U;'HMa OBaKO: "J1 npxcryrrmne My YtIeHV1U;'H Iberoan rosopeha: 'ITpoTyMatI'H HaM npn-ry 0 KYKOJhY na IbI1BV1', a OH onrosapajyha petIe 11M: KOjV1 cnje ,LI06po cexe, OHO je CI1H tIOBjetIjl1; a IbV1Ba je cBV1jeT; a A06po cexre CV1HOBV1 cy u;apCTBa, a KYKOJh CI1HOBV1 cy 3JIa. A nenpnjaren, KojV1 ra je nocnjao jecre baso: a )KeTBa je CBpweTaK CBeTa. A )KeTeOU;M cy aHl)eJII1!" (MaT. 13, 36-40). 3aT'HM je Iocnon Hcyc XPV1CTOC npopeKao 11 xpaja.y CY,LI6V1HY ,LI06por V1 3JIOr cexeaa: "Kao WTO ce, AaKJIe, KYKOJh caonpa 11 orlbeM ca)Kl1)Ke, TaKO he 6V1TV1 ua rrOCJIeTKY osora sexa. Ilocnahe CV1H Y.OBjetIV1jV1 anhene csoje, V1 ca6pahe V13 napcrsa n.erona CBe Ca611a3HV1 11 OHe KojV1lJl1He oeaaxone. H 6aU;V1he V1X y neh orlbeHY; onnje he 6V1TV1 nnas n mxpryr syria" (MaT. 13,40-43). AlIV1 V1 npe xpaja csera, MHOrl1Ma O,LI Hac seh je nspe-rena npecYAa, WTO ce jacno 3aKJhytIyje 113 jeBaHl)eJhCKe npl1tIe 0 ooraraury 11 JIa3apy: "A Ka,LIa YMpl1je Cl1pOMaX, O,LIHeCOwe ra aHl)elll1 y napysje Aspaxoao: a YMpl1je V1 ooraram, 11 CaXpaHI1We ra. H y naKJIY, HaJIa3ehV1 ce y MyKaMa, nOAI1)Ke OllV1 csoje V1 YfJIeAa V13AalleKa Aspaxa 11 JIa3apa y aapysjy lberoBy. H OH nOBI1Ka V1 pelJe: oxe Aspaxe, CMV1l1yj ce na Me 11 nouran,n JIa3apa aexa YMOlJl1 y BO,LIy BPX OA npCTa csojera Aa MI1 paCXlIaAV1 je3}fK; jep ce Mylll1M y OBOMe nllaMeHy" (JIYKa, 16,22-25). 3anaMTV1 OH,LIa, 0 sosene, Aa CBOjy BetIV1TY CYA6V1HY caM ce6V1 onpehyjem y OBOM cBeTy. OA retie 3aBV1CV1, ,LIa 1IV1 hew 6V1TV1 anhencxa I1JIV1 ,LIeMOHCKa )KeTBa. )J,06po je BepoBaTV1 y MV1110CT bO)Kjy, ann HaAaTV1 ce y MV1110CT bO)Kjy, a AaJhe rpewV1TV1 V1 He KajaTV1 ce, jecre npaBO ooroxyaCTBO. EBo, WTa V1 caM CrraCV1TeJh rOBOpV1 0 norpecn noxajan.a: "Iaxo, Ka)l(eM BaM, 6V1Ba paAOCT npen aHl)ellV1Ma DO)KjV1M 360r jennora rpeWHV1Ka KOjV1 ce xaje" (JIYKa, 15, io; TewKo OHI1Ma Kojl1 yMl1py 6e3 noxajan,a, EBo BpllO cTporor yn030pelba Xpl1WhaHV1Ma y Be311 ca noxajan.ea Koje yrryhyje anocron Ilerap: "[ep KaA Bor He nourrenje anhene KOjl1 carpeWV1we, Hero I1X 6au;V1 y OKOBe MpaKa naxnenora, V1 npe,LIaAe Aa ce tIyBajy aa CYA; 11 He nourrenje CTapV1 CBl1jeT, Hero CatIYBa nponosjenHI1Ka npaB,LIe Hoja 11 ce,LIMOpo C IbV1M, 11 aasene noron aa csnier 6e360)KHl1tIKV1; V1 rpaAOBe COAOM 11 [OMOp OCYAI1 Hd rrponaCT V1 y nerreo npeTBOpV1, nOCraBI1BWI1 I1X aa npV1Mep 6y,LIyhV1M 6e360)KHI1U;I1Ma" (II ITeTp. 2, 4-7). Iocnon he 6l1TI1 Malbe MV1110CTI1B npeMa OHI1Ma, KOjl1 cy caMO no V1MeHY xpmuhana, a CBojOM petIjy V1 ,LIellV1Ma cy cnyre basoncxe, KaAKaA OHV1 noxaayjy 3HaKe xajan,a, xao JYAa, allV1 TO

AHl)ellV1 cy noxaraxa CBeTV1M anOCTOJII1Ma V1 xpaurhanava O,LI castor OCHI1Balba Llpxse XpV1CTOBe 11 Kp03 CBa noroisa spexeua.

Ka,LI cy jespejcxn npBOCBeWTeHI1U;11 3aTBOpJ11111 arrocrone y raMHI1U;y, anheo bO)KjV1 nohy OTBOPV1 Bpara TaMHV1u;e, OCJI060,LIV1I1X 11 pe-te V1M: "J1AI1Te V1 CTaHV1Te y xpany na rOBOpl1Te HapOAY CBe pV1jelJV1 osora )KV1BOTa."

Ka,LIa je Ilap J1pOA, HaMeCHV1K Iananeje, npOrOHI10 U;pKBy, noryrino anocrona JaKOBa 11 V1CTO TaKO nasrepasao na y6V1je anocrona Ilerpa, y TOMe ra je cnpe-mo anheo Iocnomsa: "AlIV1 O,LIjeAHoM y,LIapV1 ra aaheo [OcrrO,LIIbI1, jep He Aa,LIe cnase Eory, V1 6YAyhV1 V13je,LIeH OA u;pBa, V13AaxHy" (Ilena an. 12,23).

Kana je l)aKoH <PV1l1V1n nponosenao y CaMapV1jV1, pelJe My anheo [ocnO,LIIbV1:

"YcTaHV1 V1 V1,L1V1 npeMa Iyry na nyr KOjV1 CV1l1a3V1 O,LI Iepycamoaa y [a3Y; OH je nYCT. J1 YCTaBWV1 nohe, J1 me, lloBjeK ETV1onJhaHV1H, YWKOnJheHI1K, anacreann KaHAaxnje uapnue ernoncxe, WTO 6V1jawe HaA CBI1Ma lbe311HI1M pI13HI1u;aMa, KojV16jewe nourao y Iepycamor xao nOKlIOHI1K" (Ilena 8, 26-28). Taxo cy aHl)elll1 noaarana anOCTOllV1Ma y wV1pelby Ieaanhen.a y y,LIaJheHI1M 3eMJhaMa.

JeAaH PI1MCKV1 O<jlV1U;V1p KOpHl1l1V1je, Ka,LIa ce MOJIV10 OKO Tpl1 can jenner cYHtIaHOr AaHa no nO,LIHe, jaBV1 My ce y BV13V1jl1 anheo bO)Kjl1 KOjl1 My petIe ,LIa n030Be Ilerpa V13 lone na ra nOKpCTI1. Ilocne Ilerpose npOnOBeAI1 Kopnnnxje ce nOKpCTV1 caCBV1M ca CBOM nopOAI1l\OM CBOjOM. J1 Y OBOM oryxajy aaheo [ocnOAIbV1 novorao je urxpeise l\pKBe XpV1CTOBe Mel)y He3Ha60wl\I1Ma.

)J,OK je CBeTV1 anocron ITaBlIe ca CBOjV1M npaTI10l\V1Ma nYTOBao nahox sa PI1M, nOAI1)Ke ce na MOPY sennka onyja V1 3anpeTI1 na nOTOnl1 nahy. Belll1KJ1

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06WIHO 611Ba npexacno: "Iep he noha Om l{oBje'Ijl1 y ClIaBI1 Oua csojera C aHl)elll1- Ma cBOjI1M, 11 rana he Y3BpaTI1TI1 CBaKOMe rro Ajelll1Ma l-berOBI1M" (MaT. 16,27).

Ilpyrn ,lJ;OJIa3aK XPHCTOB

!J:pyrl1 nonaaax Iocnona J1cyca Xpl1CTa noxasahe ce y csoj CBOjOj sena'IaHCTBeHOCTI1 11 ApaMaTI1'IHOCTI1. !J:OK ce rrpl1l1l1KOM a.eroaor rrpBor nonacxa Ha}:1 nehaaov BI1TlIejeMcKoM nojasnno "MHOIliTBO aahena" 11 CBOjOM rreCMOM CaOrrlllTI1JIO uajpanocnnjy BeCT, AOTJIe he rrpl1JII1KOM rseronor Apyror AOJIaCKa OBa CJII1Ka 611Tl1 AaJIeKO BeJII1'IaHCTBeHl1ja. EBO IlITa 0 TOMe rnune anOCTOlI ITasne: "Iep he caM Iocnon ca sanosjeurhy, rnacosr apxanhena 11 ca Tpy60M DmKjoM cl1hl1 C netia, 11 rrpBo he MpTBI1 y Xpl1CTy BacKpcHYTI1" (I COlI. 4,16). Iocnon he rnacox rpytia apxanhencxnx caxymrrn csoje 113a6paHl1Ke ca CBa 'IeTl1pl1 BeTpa 3eMa1hCKa, ca jennor xpaja 3eMlhe na APYfl1; rana he rrpaBeAHI1,-\11 sacxjarn xao cynue y Ilapcrny Oua csojera. Tana he MHOIliTBO anhena aa I-bI1BI1 Iocnomsoj rrOKa3aTI1 clIY)l(6y CBOjy DO)l(l1jl1X xcerenaua.

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AlIl1 HajY3BI1ll1eHl1ja sarpana xojy je XPI1CTOC rrpeAcKa3ao 113a6paHI1'-\I1Ma 11 rrpaBeAHI1,-\I1Ma CBOjI1M, KOjl1 cy )l(I1BelIl1 rro Iberoaoa JeBaHl)elhY 11 crpanana sa Hsera na 3eMlhI1, jecre HarpaAa Aa he 611Tl1 paBHI1 aHl)elIl1Ma. Onrosapajyha ua lIYKaBa rnrraisa npaocseurreaaxa 11 Kl-bl1)1(eBHI1Ka jeapejcxax 'Il1ja he ua OHOMe CBeTY 6l1TI1 )l(eHa xoja je aa 3eMlhl1l1MaJIa ceAMopl1,-\Y MY)l(eBa, Iocnon 11M OArOBOpl1:

"CI1HOBI1 osora sjexa )l(eHe ce 11 ynajy, a KOjl1 ce ynocrojmue A06l1TI1 onaj sjex 11 aacxpceu,e 113 MPTBI1X, HI1TI1 ce )l(eHe, HI1TI1 ce YAajy; Iep nmue He MOry yMpl1jeTI1, jep cy xao aHl)elIl1 11 CI1HOBI1 cy DO)l(I1jl1 KaA cy CI1HOBI1 sacxpceaxja" (JIyKa, 20, 34-37). Cnyurajyhn OBe pexa, MI1 ce ncnyaaaaao crpaxononrrosaaea 113e61-b0M. KaKO MO)l(eMO 6l1Tl1 paBHI1 aHl)elIl1Ma? ITI1CaHO je 0 aHl)elIl1Ma: "Eor crane na caoopy DO)l(jeM, ycpen 60rOBa 113pe'Ie CYA" (Ilc, 82, 1). Heurro Aalhe: "PeKOX, 60rOBl1 CTe, 11 CI1HOBI1 saunsera CBI1" (Ilc, 82, 6). Hapasno, aHl)elIl1 ce aasasajy 60roBI1Ma, He rro csojoj 60)l(aHcKoj rrpl1poAI1, neh rro CBOMe rrpl1CHOM 0AHOCY ca DorOM. Kako Ih YAI1 MOry 611Tl1 ca I-bI1Ma? A eBO IlITa ncanvoneaau !J:aBI1A Ka)l(e 0 aHl)elll1Ma:

YKpazucHu 611uciJ1a6oM llCU0iJ10M, C6U aHljcllu C6cgpJICuiJ1clba,

npU611uJlCa6ajy cc HCU3pC~U60j cnaeu XpuciJ1a. nC6ajyhu My gaH U Hoh,

EllafoCl106CH CU, Iocuoqe, 3aY6CK.

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KaKO onna MO)l(eMO 6l1TI1 jeAHaKI1 aHl)eJII1Ma, rrpOClIaBI1Telhl1Ma XpI1CTa, MI1 Kojl1 ra cBaKoAHeBHo XylIl1MO 11 Bpel)aMo CBOjl1M rpecnaa. Ilpe csera XPI1CTOC rOBOpl1 BepHI1Ma 11 OHI1Ma KOjl1 cy C lhy6aBlhY I1CrrYlhaBalIl1 3arrOBeCTI1 Iberose:

"J1 noanara rsyfiaa XPI1CTOBY xoja rrpeBa31111a311 pa3yM, Aa 611 CTe ce I1crryHl1lIl1 CBaKOM rrynohoa DO)l(jOM" (Ecp. 3, 19). Y reunoao ce OHAa, 'IyjMO IlITa jenaa 611arOBeCHl1K He6eCKI1X TajHI1 xaxe: "Illro OKO He BI1Aje, 11 yxo He '-Iy, 11 Y cp,-\e 'IOBjeKY He nohe, OHO rrpl1rrpeMI1 Bor OHI1Ma KOjl1 ra lhy6e" (I Kop. 2, 9). OBAe je Klhy'I rajne: OHI1 Kojl1 nourryjy 11 BOlle Dora, 6l1JIO na cy aahencxa 111I11lhYAcKa crsopeisa, jeAHaKI1 cy npen DorOM. Y TOM CMI1ClIY, raxohe, MI1 Ha311BaMO anhene aamoa crapnjov opahoa, nourryjyhn ax 11 MOlIehl1l1M ce 113 OBe Hallie AOlIl1He CY3a: 0 CBeTI1 apxanhemi 11 aHl)elIl1, MOlIl1Te ce Dory sa Hac rpeurae,

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)KJ1BOT IIOCJIJ1JE )KJ1BOTA

(J1cKYCTBa npaBOCrraBHHX xpmnhana)

113 ")[(uwuja CBeWUX 3a MapW", ApxuMaHgpuw [yciuuu DOaOBUn, oqnoua« U3 JlCuwuja apeuogo6HO! Bacunuia HOBO! (26, Mapw)

YAJ-to AOAelheH Y OHOM cBMjeTY, M Aa JIM ce YAOCTOjM aexe MMJIOCTM M paAOCTM OA Bora 360r csor ycpnnor CIIY>KeIM Crapuy. Pa3MMIlllhajyhM 0 TOMe, OH 'leCTO MOlhaille npenonorinor BaCMJIMja na My xaxce IllTO je ca AYillOM npenonoone Teonope.Iep je 'lBPCTO BepOBao na je TO rr03HaTO yroAHMKy BO>KMjeM BaCMJIMjy. V1 nourro '-IeCTO M CBecpAHO MOlhaille 0 TOMe CBeTOra Crapua, Crapau najsan, He >KeJIehM Aa O>KaJIOCTM csor AYXOBHor CMHa, rrOMOJIM ce aa a.era Iocnony, Aa My orxpnje IllTO je C TeOAopOM. V1 re HohM AOK je cnasao, Iparopaje BMAe Y CHY 6JIa>KeHY TeOAOpy Y csernoj 06MTelhM, cnpean.enoj OA Bora aa npenonotinor BaCMJIMja, xoja je 6JIMCTaJIa neriecxoa CJIaBOM M 6MJIa rrperrYHa HeMCKa3aHMX 6JIara. Y roj 06MTelhM npenonoona Teonopa 6M nacrarsena MOJIMTBaMa yroAHMKa Eoxjer, jep My MHoro rOAMHa rrOCJIY>KM YCPAHO M TPYAOlhy6MBO Y OBOM csery, rra ce CBeTMM MOJIMTBaMa lherOBMM YAOCTOjM na Y n.erosoj 06MTelhM >K,18M 6JIarOClIOBeHMM >KMBOTOM. BMAeBillM 6JIa>KeHY Teonopy, Ipnropnje ce oripanosa, M YTeillM ce lheHOM AyroM 6ecjeAoM xao na jasn. OH je yrrMTa, KaKO ce pa3JIY'lM OA rena, KaKO rrpe>KMBe MYKy CMPTHY, IllTO na CMPTHOM 'lacy BMAe, M KaKO npohe MMMO AYXOBa Y Ba3AYxy. A OHa My CTaAe Ka3MBaTM OBaKO:

- lJeAo Iparopnje, 0 crpaumoj CTBapM Me naraur, Y>KaCHO je M cerara ce tse, jep BMAex JIMl\a soja HMKaA HMcaM 6MJIa BMAeJIa, M 'lyx pe'lM xoje HMKaA HMcaM 6MlIa 'lyJIa. 11 urra Aa Ka>KeM? 360r nena MojMX cpeTOille Me rana orraCHOCTH M CTpaXOTe, KaKBMMa ce HMcaM nanana, aJIH, MOIIHTBaMa M noxrohjy naurer 3ajeAHM'lKOr oua npenonotinor BacMIIMja, CBe TO nocrane JIaKO. KaKO Aa TM H3pa3HM, '-IeAO, renecne nanse, cTpaXOTY M MyKY xoje CHaJIa3e onora KOjM yMMpe? [ep xao KaA 6M KO aar ynao Y BelIMKM oran., rra ropeo M ronno ce M y rrerreo ce 06paTMO, TaKO CaMpTHe MyKe M ropKH 'lac pasnysen,a PYille xosexa. 3aMcTa je CMpT crpauuia rpeIllHMl\MMa xao IllTO caM ja, jep M ja 'lMlhaX rpexe, a aa npasenna AeJIa He 3HaM. Kana ce, AaKJIe, ~toj >KHBOT rrpH6JIM>KM xpajy, M HaCTaAe 'lac pa3JIY'lelha OA rena, ja BMAex rne OKO oApa Mor CTOjM MHOIllrBO hasona JIMl\a MM 6exy l\pHa xao yralh M xarpan, O'lM xao >KepaBMl\e, a nomen TaKO cTpalllaH xao M caM rtaxao onsenn. 11 OHM cranoure rpajarn M noaeru.y CTBapaTH: jeAHM pnxaxy xao MapBa M 3BepOBM, APYfH najaxy xao ncn, rpeha saenjaxy xao BYl\M, '-IeTBpTH rpoKTaxy xao CBHlhe, H CBH 6eCHO rnenaxy Y MeHe, rrpehaxy MM, HaBalhMBaxy na MeHe mxpryhyhn 3y6MMa, >KelhHM na ~Ie 0AMax rrporyrajy. 11 crrpeMaxy xaprnje kao osexyjyha AOJIa3aK aexor CYAMje, II orsapaxy KlhMre y KojMMa 6exy onncana CBa Moja 3JIa AeJIa. Tana ytiora nyura sroja oetue y BelIHKOM crpaxy H TperreTy. 11 MaJIO MM 6exy caMpTHe MYKe, Hero MM II raj rp03HM rrpM30p CTpaIllHMX H onaxax hasona oeiue xao npyra CBecrpalllHa CMpT. Onspahax O'lM TaMo-aMO, Aa He fIIeAaM lhMXOBa cTpalllHa JIHl\a, HMTH HM mac 'lyjeM, alIM MX He Morox H36ehH, jep 6e36poj lhMX BMAjex cBYAa KaKO ce Aepy

Hpo rojepej Ceprnje qeTBepU:KoB HAll CE )I(J1BOT HE 3ABPllABA 3EMHJ1M IIOCTOJAlhEM

nOpeA, npnue 0 /lasapy M 60raralllY, Iocnon H y APYfHM CBOjMM pe'lHMa oTKpHBa TaJHe He6ecKor >KHBOTa. Taxo, OH rOBopH ArrOCrOJIMMa: "Inenajre na He rrpe3peTe jennora OA MalIHX OBHX (neue), jep BaM Ka>KeM na AHl)eJIIIlhHXOBH na He6eCHMa CTaJIHO rnenajy JIMl\e Oua Mora Hetiecxora" (Mr. 18, 10), To 3Ha'lH, npso, na neua HMajy AHl)eJIe - syaape, H Apyro, na OBH nmrre njeuy npen Boroa OA OHHX KO!H HX nonaxcaaajy, Onrosapajyhn na JIYKaBo mrrau.e canyxeja o ~,eHH KOJOM ce, JeAaH aa ApyrHM, >KeHMJIO ceAMopo 6pahe Iocnon oojaunsasa Aa o"BacKpcelhY HMTM ce >KeHe, HHTH ce ynajy, seh cy xao AHl)eJIH DO>KMjM na He6y (Mr. 22, 30). THM KparKHM 06jaIlllhelhHMa 0 3arp06HoM >KHBory xoja ce cpehy aa smue Mecra y Ieaanhen.y, rrOAM>Ke ce AOHeKJIe sanjeca ca isera M oTKpHBaJY ce iseroae rajne.

Bnaacena Teonopa KA3J1BAlhE 0 MJ1TAPCTBJ1MA

bJIa>KeHa Teonopa, xoja MHoro rrOCJIY>KH npenonoonoa Bacanajy, nourro npHMM MOHalllKH :HH, npecrasn ce xa Iocnony (BHAH nOA 30. Ael\eM6poM). To O>KaJIOCrH CBe KOJH MMal)axy AYXOBHY lhy6aB rrpeMa CBerOM Crapuy, nourro HM Je OHa 6HJIa nocpennxua KOA rsera. A OHa, KpOTKa H MHJIOCrHBa, XPMCTOlhy6HBa M l\eJIOMYApeHa, H .nYHa AYXOBHor auan,a, CBe nocernoue C lhy6aBlhY AO'leKHBallle, H 6JIarHM pHJeIllHMa reuraure. Ho [pMropHje 3a>KeJIe Aa A03Ha rA)e ce no npeCraBlhe!bY CBOM HaJIa3H npenonoona Teonopa, H KaKaB joj je

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Y! By!qy, Y! He 6ewe HY!Kora ,n:a MY! noxorue. Y raxsoj HeBOJhY!, CBa Y!3HeMoma, ja yrnenax rne MY! ,n:OJIa3e ,n:Ba CBeTJIOHOCHa AHl)eJIa Eo)!{ja y 06JIY!KY ,n:Y!BHMX MJIa,n:Mha, qMjy je JIerrOTY HeMoryhe MCKa3aTM. 11MlIa MM 6exy BeOMa cserna, Oqy! - rryHe Jhy6aBM, xoca na rnasa xao cner 6ella ca 3JIaTaCTY!M npemrsau.ea, oneha Y!M 6ewe xao Mylha, 311aTHY!M nojacnaa 6exy KPCTOJIY!KO onacana rrpeKO rpyna. ITpY!611M)!{MBWM ce MOMe o,n:py, OHM cranoure C Moje necne crpaae, TYlXO paarosapajyha HeWTO Mel)y C060M. Kan Y!X BY!,n:ex, cplle MM ce oopanoaa, Y! ja BeCeJIO rnenax y lhY!X. A OHM lIPHY! hasona, BM,n:eBWM MX ysnpxrauie, M oncryrnnue nonan,e. VI je,n:aH CBeTJIOHOCHM MJIa,n:Mh MM ,n:OBMKHy: "0 6eCTY!,n:HY!, rrpOKJIeTM, MpalJHY! Y! 31106HM aenpajaren.n pona Jhy,n:CKor! 3aWTO csarna BM rrpBM ,n:OTpqMTe KO,n: OHY!X KOjY! yMMpy M, nanajyh« npexy, rrJIaWMTe M cxryhyjere CBaKY ,n:ywy xoja ce paanyxyje on rena? AJIM, HeMojTe ce MHoro panosam, jep osne aehere aaha HI1WTa, rrOWTO je ca OBOM ,n:YWOM Eoxje MMlIocpl)e, M HeM a BaM y aoj y,n:eJIa! ... "

Kan TO AHl)eo pese, o,n:Max ce ,n:eMoHM ycxoaeuiaure, nanajyha CI1JIHY npexy M BMKy. VI cranoure Y!3HOCMTM 311a nena Moja o,n: MlIa,n:oCTll yqY!lheHa, H rOBopaxy: "HMwTa y lhOj HeMaMo, je JIY!? A OBM rpecM qY!jY! cy? He yqHHH JIH OHa re M re rpexe?" - Taxo BHqyhH OHH OqeKHBaxy CMpT. VI me, CMpT HaHl)e pHqyhY! xao nas, BeOMa CTpaWHa rro M3rne,n:y, HeKaKO je lIy!qMJIa na xoaexa, amr HY!je MMalla Meca na TeJIy, CBa je 6HJIa CaCTaBJheHa o,n: rOJIHX KOCTY!jy Jhy,n:CKHX ... VI OHa MM o,n:Max npahe ... Hanpasn y saunr HeKY TeqHOCT, npnaece Mil je YCTYlMa M HaTepa Me ,n:a je nonnjea. Ho raj nanarax 6ewe TaKO ropaK, ,n:a ce nyma Moja CBa ycrpece, H Y!CKOlJH Y!3 TeJIa xao CHlIOM Y!CTprHYTa. VI o,n:Max je CBeTlIOHOCHY! AHl)ellY! yserue na cnoje pyxe. VI oCBpHyBWH ce aasan ja BY!,n:ex TeJIO Moje rae JIe)!{Y! MPTBO, HeOCeTJhMBO Y! HerrOMMqHO. Kao Ka,n: HeKO csyse csoje oneno Y! 6aIIH ra, rra rnena ua n.era, TaKO H ja rnenax aa csoje reno xao na oneno xoje caM CBYKJIa. VIlJyl)ax ce BeOMa.

JJ:OK cy Me CBeTM AHl)eJIY! ,n:p)!{allH, OrrKOJIY!we Hac MHorH l)aBOJIY!, By!qyhM:

"Ia nyiua HMa MHOWTBO rpexosa, OHa Mopa ,n:a HaM onrosapa!" - M nokasaaaxy Moje rpexe. A CBeTY! AHl)ellM CTa,n:OWe Tpa)!{HTM Moja noopa l\eJIa, H nahoure, KOJIY!KO caM 6Y!JIa yqY!HY!lIa: MY!lIOCTY!lhY WTO cax y,n:e/lll/la yriornaa, HlIH caM fJIai-\HOI'a naxpaaana, Y!lIH )!{e,n:Hora aanojnna, HlIH ronora onenyna, Y!JIY! crpanua y ,n:OM rrpY!My!JIa Y! yrocrnna, Y!1IY! CBeTY!Ma rrOCJIY)!{Y!JIa, Y!JIM 60JIeCHY!Ka nocernna, MJIM cysose y TaMHY!IIY! 06Y!wJIa Y! noaorna Y!M; Y!JIY! Ka,n: caM C ycphe« y lIPKBY OTY!WJIa Y! ca YMMJIelheM H CY3aMa ce MOllY!JIa, Y!JIY! caM rra)!{JhY!BO CJIywaJIa upxseae MOJIY!TBe Y! necae, Y!JIH caM ,n:OHeJIa lIPKBY! raajan H csehe Y!JIY! HeKY! ,n:pym rrOKJIOH, Y!JIM caM jenej canana y KaH,n:Y!JIa rrpe,n: CBeTY!M Y!KOHaMa; Y!1IY! caM Y!KOHe rr060)!{HO ueJIHBaJIa; Y!JIY! WTO caM rrOCTY!JIa cpe,n:y H nerax Y! CBe CBeTe rrOCTOBe; Y! KOJIY!KO caM

MeraHY!ja uarrpamoia M nohaa 6,n:elba o,n:p)!{aJIa, Y! xana caM 01\ cplla Y3,n:axHYJIa Y! Bory, Y! kana caM nnasana 360r rpeXOBa CBOjY!X, Y! Ka,n:a caM ncnoneztana Bory rrpe,n: ,n:YXOBHY!M OlleM rpexe csoje Y! Y!CKpeHO ce aa lhY!X xajana Y! ncnaurrana, MJIY! WTO caM ,n:06po yqY!HY!JIa 6JIM)!{lheM, Y! WTO ce HY!caM HaJb yTy!JIa na aenpajaren.a, Y! WTO caM orpnena HeKY yBpe,n:y Y! 3JIOCTaBJbalhe, Y! WTO HY!caM 3110rraMTY!JIO, Y! WTO caM aa 3JIO 1\06pY!M yaspahana, Y! WTO caM ce rrOHY!3Y!JIa, Y! WTO caM Ha,n: Tyl)OM HecpehOM Y3,n:aXHYJIa Y! ca)!{aJIY!JIa ce, Y! WTO caM caocernna ca rraTHMlIMMa, Y! WTO caM YTeWY!JIa nna-mora, Y! WTO caM KOMe nonorna, Y! WTO caM HeKOMe y 1\06pOM njeny rtpanoaorna, Y! WTO caM nexor on 3JIa o,n:BpaTy!JIa, Y! WTO Oqy! csoje oxpenyx o,n:

TaWTYlHe, Y! WTO je3Y!K CBOj Y3,n:p)!{aX on KlIeTBe, JIa)!{Y!, KJIeBeTe Y! rrpa3HOClIOBJba; Y! CBa ,n:pyra Moja, qaK Y! HajMalha ,n:06pa nena, CBeTY! AHl)ellY! caonpaxy, Y! crrpeMaxy ce I\a Y!X CTaBe aa repasnje nacynpor MojY!M 3JIY!M ,n:eJIY!Ma. A l)aBOJIY!, BY!,n:ehY! TO, urxpryraxy na MeHe 3y6Y!Ma, jep cy )!(eJIeJIY! ,n:a Me O,n:Max norpaoe Y!3 pyKy AHl)eJICKY!X Y! O,n:ByKy na ,n:HO naxna.

Y TO BpeMe TaMO ce HeolJeKY!BaHO nojasa npenonooan orau Haw Bacannje, Y! pelJe CBeTY!M AHl)eJIy!Ma: "Iocnono Moja, OBa MY! je nyuia MHoro nooryaorna y crapocrn MOjoj. Crora ce aa lhy MOJIY!M Bory, Y! OH MY! je nonapa". - PeKaBWM TO, OH y!3Byqe Y!3 cBOjY!X He,n:apa lIpBeHY Kecy rryHy 6JIara, Y! ,n:a,n:e je CBeTY!M AHl)eJIy!Ma rosopehn: "Kana 6y,n:e rrpOJIa3Y!JIa Ba3,n:YWHa MY!TapcTBa, Y! 3JIY! ,n:yCY! CTaHY Y!cTja3aBaTY! OBY ,n:ywy, BY! je orxynzsyjre OBY!M on lheHY!X nyrosa. Iep 6JIaro,n:ahy EO)!{jOM ja caM 60raT. CBOjY!M 3HojeM Y! Tpy,n:OM ca6pao caM BellY!KO 6JIaro, Y! OBY Kecy noxnatsax osoj ,n:ywY! xoja MY! je rrocJIY)!{Y!JIa". -: ITOWTO TO pelJe, OH one. A 3JIY! ,n:ycY!, BY!,n:eBWY! TO, 6exy y He,n:oYMY!lIY!. 3aTY!M y,n:apY!we y xyxn.asy, Y! nocraure HeBY!,n:JbY!BY!. YTOM oner Aol)e yro,n:HY!K Eo)!{jY! BaOlJIMje, ;.I,OHeBWY! ca C060M MHoro cynoaa nyanx qY!CTor jeneja Y! cxynonenor MY!pa. M oraapajyhn jenan aa ,n:pymM OH Y!X M311Y! aa MeHe, Y! ja ce Y!crryHY!x nyxosnor MY!oMMpa, Y! ocernx KaKO ce rrpoMeHY!x Y! nocranox BeOMa CBeTJIa. Tana IlperrO):l06HM oner peqe CBeTY!M AHl)eJIy!Ma: "Iocnono Moja, xana CBe WTO rperia cspunrre OBOj nyma, onna je onsennre y ,n:OM KOjY! MY! je on Bora yroronrsen ,n:a TaM,) )!{MBY!". - PeK3BWY! TO, OH nocrane HeBY!AJbY!B. A CBen1 Anhen« Me yserue, 11 HI)3cMO rro Ba31\YXY na MCTOK.

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CBaKOMe xpmuhaanny na CBeTOM xpurreisy Bor ,n:ol\eJbyje AHl)eJIa qyBapa, KojY! HeBH,n:JbMBO lJyBajyhY! xoaexa, yrryhyje ra aa CBaKO 1\06po ,n:eJIO Y! ;:(alhY Y! nohy y CBe naae )!{Y!BOTa a.erosa CBe 1\0 CMpTHor qaca, Y! sanacyje caa A06pa nena n.erosa WTO ylJl1HY! Y OBOM )!{Y!BOTY, Aa 6M AOTMqHY! qOBeK

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:~·Ql!O OJ [OCfIoAa Ml1lIOCT 11 BeLJHY HarpaAY Y UapCTBY He6eCKOM. MCTO TaKO ;~ i\Ht'3 raae, )!(elIetm Aa cas pOA lhYACKI1 0AByqe Y CBOjy noraoao, onpehyje ::L,jt'JHOr 31I0r nyxa CBaKOMe qOBeKY, Kojl1 CTalIHO rrpaTI1 xoaexa, MOTPI1 na ~3.1 a.ercsa 31Ia AelIa, ua xoja ra lIYKaBCTBI1Ma CBOjl1M 11 60API1, 11 CKYIma CBe 3.10 !llTO qOBeK yql1HI1. 3aTI1M CBe re rpexe qOBeKOBe OAHOCI1 onrosapajyhua . \Il!TapCTBI1Ma, rne ce CBaKI1 rpex sanncyje, re cy TaKO CBMMa Ba3AywHMM KHt'30BHMa nosnarn CBM rpecM CBI1X lhYAM rro lIelIoMe csery. M KaA ce nyura PJ3Jlyql1 OA rena, 11 XI1Ta Aa Y3111)e na He60 K TBOPllY CBOM, rana je OHI1 nexacrusua cnpesasajy, noxaayjyhn aanncane rpexe a.ene. M aKO Aywa MMa snure J06pl1x AeJla Hero rpeXOBa, OHM je He Mory 3aAP)!(aTI1. Ilponahy 1I11 nax KOA Ihe BMWe rpexosa Hero A06pMX nena, OHM je sanpxasajy aa M3BeCHO BpeMe, II sarsapajy y TaMHMlIY HeBMl)elha bora, M Myqe je, YKOJlMKO MM CMlIa bO)!(ja nonyurra Aa je Myqe, CBe AOK ra nyiua MOlIMTBaMa UpKBe M MMlIOCTMlhaMa CBOjMX 61IM)!(IhMX He 6YAe MCKyrrlheHa. AKO ce nax xoja nyura nahe TOlIMKO rpewHa M OABpaTHa Bory, Aa joj HeMa sane na crtacen,e, neh je sesna nornoao oxexyje, OHM je 0AMax Hl13BOAe y 6e3AaH, rne je M IhMMa cnpesoseao MeCTO 3a sexne MYKe, M TaMO je npsce AO Apyror nonacxa Iocnonaer, nocne xora he ce OHa ca TeJlOM CBOjMM sajenao ca IhI1Ma MyLJMTM y rraKlIY onseaoa. 3Haj jour M OBO: OBMM nyrea ynase, M ncriasaaajy ce, cavo OHM KojM cy BepOM M CBeTMM xpurren.ea npocaeheun, a HeBepHMlIM He3Ha60)!(HM MAolIorrOKlIOHMlIM, M MyClIMMaHM, M CBM Tyl)M Bory, OBaMO He AOlIa3e. Iep jour aa )!(MBOTa y TelIY OHM cy AywaMa CBojMM norperienn y aAY.

CBewTeHMKa M seh ce rrpM6JlI1)!(M CMPTM, KaA BMAe oAap CBOj oxpyxcen AeMoHMMa, KOjM cy ce cnpeaann Aa YXBaTe lheroBY nymy M Aa je HM3BeAY y aA. YTO ce nojaamue TpM Anhena. JeAaH on IhI1X crane xpaj onpa M nose na ce rrperrMpe OKO nyure ca HajoABpaTHMjMM AeMoHoM, KOjM je Ap)!(ao OTBOpeHY KIhMry, y xojo] cy 6111IM sanacann CBM rpajecn CBeWTeHMKOBM.

Y Mel)YBpeMeHY Aol)e APYfl1 CBeWTeHMK, Aa na 6paTy nocsemse IT pnxeinhe .

Ilose ncnosxjecr. DOlIecHMK, ynpaaisajyha yrmaurene OqM y KIhMry, rrpoM3HoCMO je ca caMooApl1l1alheM csoje rpnjexe, xao M36allyjyh]i[]i[X Jl3 ce6e M - urra je BMAMO? JaCHo je B]i[A]i[O Aa TeK WTO 6]i[ ]i[3rOBOpMo HeKM csoj rpnjex, osaj 6M MWLJe3aO ]i[3 AeMoHoBe KIhMre, y KOjOj je yMjecTo sarnrca ocrajana 6jelIMHa. Ha raj Haq]i[H OH je M36p]i[cao ncnoajemhy Jl3 ojecoacxe KIhJlre CBe rpnjexe csoje M, A06J1BWJI ncujelhelhe, ocrarax CBOjMX naaa, rrpOBeo je y Ay60KOM noxajaisy, npasajyhn lhYAMMa paA]i[ Ih]i[XOBOr Ha3]i[Aalha 0 B]i[l)eIhY, aaneaahenosr qYAeCHMM ]i[ClIjelhelheM.

MOHaXJ1lba Tarjana CJ1JIA J1CYCOBE MOJIJ1TBE

(113 xteuie 'TIpaBOCJIaBHa qYAa y 20. BJ1jeKY", (BeCKa 4, Mocxea 1993)

CnYTlA] CEOCKOr CBElJlTEHJ1KA

Ilocnnje jyraprser npasxna y 5 CaTJI yjYTPO, TeK WTO caM ycnnjena Aa rrpMJlerueM paAJI rrpeAaxa, KaA nose He06MqHO Bl1l)elhe. Bnnjex ce6e y Ilerepoypry aa BaOllheBCKOM OCTpBy. Cnpeaajyhn ce Aa rrol)eM na CJly)!(6y y Ca60pHY lIPKBY Cserora HI1KOJle, 06yKOX MOHaWKe xarsaae ]i[ MaHT]i[jy M cenox y Malle KOq]i[je.

M3HeHaAa, ooperox ce na HeKaKBOM MpaqHOM rpry, OA cTpaxa 11 y)!(aca rposinrsano caM ce OCBpTalia xac aa jeAHY -rac na APYry cTpaHy, Tpa)!(ehl11131Ia3 M3 Tor nonoxaja. OAjeAHoM BMAMM: MAY Ha crornae lhYAI1. MCKlhyq]i[BO "Ml1pjaHM", a lI]i[lIa 11M MpaqHa, y6]i[jeHa Bje'IHOM ryrca, xao ]i[ MeHM.

- Ko CTe B]i[? - rr]i[TaM ]i[X. OH]i[ OArOBOpI1We:

- Ma CMO nonyr retie, y MaruoBelhY rrpeWlI]i[ y BjeqHOCT!

Illra caM y TOM TpeHyTKy ocjerana, HeMoryhe je ormcaral Crpax 11 TperreT oananann cy Mojl1M 6]i[heM. Ty MJI npahe HeK]i[ cBMjeTJlI1 My>K, LJJlje je Jll1l1e ocrajano CKp]i[BeHO y cjajy KOjMM je 3pa'I111I0, M peqe:

- CJll1jeAI1 Me! - 3aTMM Me rroBeAe - Ka MMrapCTBMMa.

BOAMO Me je Kp03 wyMe, CTerre M aexe 3rpaAe. Crene cy 6MlIe 6e3rpaHI1'IHe M '.1 ca~1 ocjehana na caM rrpewJla M3 sexnor >KMBOTa y 3arp06HM, all 11 aecnpexma,

o MOJIJ1TBJ13A YMPJIE J13HAQAJY IIPJ1JECMPTHOr IIOKAJAlhA

AKO 'IOBjeK rro MCTMHM ncnoaajena rpaiexe M xaje ce sa yqMlheHo 3JlO, lherOBJI rpnjecn 6MBajy HeBI1AMBO M36pl1CaHl1 MI1JlOcpl)eM bO)!(l1jMM, 11 xazra lherOBa rrynra O\'Jt' AOBeAeHa rrpeA saanyume MyqJlTelhe (AeMoHe, 6jecoBe), KOjM he pacTBopMTM csoie Klhl1re, OHM y IhMMa HMWTa nehe HahM, rra je nehe MohM HM O>KaliOCTMTM HM \'(TpaWIITI1, ]i[ nyma he C panoiuhy Y31Ia3MTM K Ilpecrony Bnaronarn,

IlOMeHI1MO clIeAehM cnysaj, norahaj rOTOBO HaM caspeaen (19. BMjeK - llPIl~1. npnp.),

Y OKOlIl1HM rpana Bonorne HalIa311 ce BelIl1KO ceno, Kytieackoje, y KOMe nocrojn HeKOlIMKO napoxnja, Pa3601IM ce jennora AaHa jenaa OA napoxajcxnx

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HeOlleKI1BaHO. 3aTl1M Me YBeAe Y cooy, y xojoj ce HaJIa3l1JIO MHOIilTBO "Ml1pjaHa":

MYIilKapalla 11 )KeHa, 0ApaCJII1X 11 njeue. CBI1 cy OHI1 6l1JIl1 y6l1jeHl1 BjellHoM ryrox 11 60JlOM. Hacpen eerie KOA orpOMHor CTOJla CTOjl1 )KeHa 11 rOBOpl1 MI1:

- Hosje-te, OBO je MjecTo sa rerie npnnpewseao AO )..(pyror )..(OJIaCKa [0-

cnomser,

[a ce oxpenyx xa CBI1Ma KOjl1 cy 6l1JIl1 TaMO 11 ymrrax: - LII1Me ce BI1 6aBI1Te, MOJII1Te JII1 ce Dory oBAje? OHl1 TY)KHO oArOBOpl1111e:

- 3aHaBl1jeK Hac Iocnon nehe lIyTI1 360r uauier HeMapHor Ap)Kalba sa AaHa nauier 3eMaJhCKOr )KI1BOTa. MI1 aanaanjex neheao I1MaTI1 cMjellOCTI1 Aa rrpl13l1BaMO I1Me Iocnonue. )..(OK CMO )KI1BjeJIl1 na 3eMJhl1, 6l1JIO HaM je narc p;a ce Y)KI1BOTY TpyP;I1MO, a p;yllll1 je 6l1JIa nana MOJIl1TBa. 3arrOBl1jecT Xpl1CTOBa 0 aenpecranoj MOJII1TBI1 611lJa je nama p;y)KHOCT. )..(Y)KHl1 CMO na unjenora csora )KI1BOTa ca CBaKI1M Y3p;axOM rrp0l13HOCl1MO MOJII1TBY I1CYCOBY, a MI1 Hl1jecMo oopahanu naxoey na CBOja cplla. AJII1, xao lllTO MI1 6e3 sasnyxa He MO)KeMO )KI1BjeTl1, TaKO je 11 nyura 6e3 MOJII1TBe - MpTBa. MI1 CMO JhYAI1, cnozsa rnenano, Haj60Jher snanan.a, ncnynaaana CMO CBe p;Y)KHOCTI1, caao jemry, HajBa)KHl1jy, - MOJII1TBy, Hl1jecMo BPIllI1JII1 ...

LIyBlll11 TO, ja ce rrOMOJII1X 11 ocjennx KpCHI1M 3HaMelbeM.

11 ... rana ... ? Ha CBOj Y)Kac ocjernx p;a ce '-laK 11 3ByK Mora maca BpaT110 K MeHI1! Oriaapeaunr ce, onasnx )KeJhe3HY TaBaHl1l1Y, )KeJhe3He 311p;OBe 11 p;pBeHI1 60jeHl1 non. Tana aanpxrax OA CI1J1HOr CTpaxa 11 yxaca. on ocjehatsa 6e3113JIa- 3HOCTl1 COnCTBeHOr nonoacaja. OHI1 nopen MeHe peKOllle:

_ 3aHaBjeK Hac Iocnon nehe lIyTI1. CaMO OHI1 KOjl1 )KI1Be aa 3eMJhl1 Mory p;aHac npen Ibl1M rrOMl1lbaTI1.

J enna )KeHa nose na MI1 rOBOpl1:

- OBI1 JhYP;11 cy 6l1JIl1 p;06pl1 xpl1111haHI1. Jby6l1JIl1 cy Dora 11 TBOPI1JIl1 cy p;06pa p;jeJIa Jhyp;I1Ma, aJII1 y P;yllll1 Iocnona CTeKJII1 nnjecy. CBI1 BI1 nonann CTe osnje, 360r caora paBHop;YlllHor )KI1BOTa, MI1CJII1JII1 CTe p;a TaKO CBI1 )KI1Be.

- Ax - peKox - KaKO ce My'-lI1M 11 cTpap;aM. Kao na Me orlbeM )Ke)KY!

Cpyumx ce 11 ocjernx xao p,a MI1 ce Tl1jeJIO Al1jeJII1 OA KOCTl1jy. - KaKaB 611 )KI1BOT TI1 )KeJheJIa? - ynl1Ta )KeHa.

Onroaapax joj ca rpeneroa:

- )KeJheJIa 6l1X )KI1BOT na, YMpeBIllI1, BI1AI1M 3eMaJhCKO 11 Heriecxo, IocnoAa 11 MajKY DO)Kl1jy!

Ha TO ce xeaa ocajexay 11 pelle:

- CaMO CBeTI1 npenase y BjellHOCT. OHI1 KOjl1 cy aa csora )KI1BOTa ua seMJhI1 CTeKJlI1 Iocnona y CplW I1CYCOBOM MOJII1TBOM. A TI1, I1HOKl1lba (MoHaXl1lba),

Iboj ce Hl1jeCI1 HaYlll1JIa. Kp03 Ty MOnl1TBY yceJhaBa ce 6JIarOAaT DO)Kl1ja 11 nyiue ce cjeAl1lbyje ca XPl1CTOM 11 He BI1AI1 TaKBe CTpaXOBe y KaKBI1Ma ce BI1 HaJla311Te. Paj je Y AYllll1 1I0BjeKoBoj - rnje je Iocnon, TaMO je 11 paj. 0 CBOMe Bl1t)elby TI1 rperia na rrpl1l1alll CBI1Ma MOHaxyjyhl1Ma 11 y canjery )KI1BehI1M xpl1111haHI1Ma, KOjl1 nponanajy YCJIeA COrrCTBeHOr HeMapa. 0 BI1~eHOMe He npmaj jeAI1HO Heajepyjyhaxa 11 ManoBjepHI1Ma. CBeBI1111lbl1 MO)Ke Aa BacKpCHe 11 CTOrOAI1111lbera MpTBalla, a na 611 11M cBjeAO'-l110 0 )KI1BOTY nocnnje CMPTl1, aJlI1 OHI1 My nehe noajepoaarn x y6l1he ra!

TeK lllTO )KeHa npoasaece re pnjexa, y MeHI1 ce jaBI1 nexa nana y rrOBpaTaK y 3eMaJhCKl1 )KI1BOT. CBl1 KOjl1 cy ce HaJIa311J111 y )KeJhe3Hoj C0611, rrpOCTpl1jeJIl1111e Me rrornemtxa, KOjl1 xao na cy rOBOpI1JIl1:

- 3ap je Moryhe Aa he 113l1hl1 113 OBe TaMHl1l1e? )KeHa HaCTaBI1:

- AKO 1I0BjeK yMpe, np0l13HOCehl1 y TpeHyTKy CMpTl1 I1CYCOBY MOJII1TBy, nynia he My CTaTI1 rrpeA Iocnona 11 611BaTl1 ca lhl1M Hepa3JI)"IHo y sjexose. Taxo~e, aKO rrp0l13HOCl1 MOJII1TBY "Ilpecsera BJIaAl1l1l1l1e Moja, Eoropomme, cnacn Me rpeunrora", y Bl1jeKe he 6l1Tl1 Hepa3JIYllHO ca Majxox DO)Kl1jOM. AKO Y CBOjl1M rrOCJheAlbl1M TpeHYlll1Ma 1I0BjeK He 6YAe y CTalbY na 113rOBOpl1 HI1 pl1jelll1, n.erosa he je nyura, xoja je TOj MOJlI1TBI1 Te)KI1JIa y spnjexre 3eMaJhCKOr )KI1BOTa, caxa rrp0l13HOCI1Tl1 na canpmoj rrOCTeJhI1. Y KaKBOM CTalbY nytua 11311Qe 113 rnjena, TaKBa he y Bl1jeKe OCTaTI1. Hehe 611T1f HI1KaKBOr notion.nran,a. CaMO rrOMl1lbalbe MO)Ke 113Ml1jeHI1TI1 YAec AYIllI1H.

11 jour MI1 pelle:

- Ax, MOHaxyjyhl1, MOHaxyjyhl1! I1HOlll1Ma ce Ha311BaTe, TO jeer - UHUMa, Apyralll1jl1Ma OA OCTaJII1X y CBl1jeTY )KI1Behl1x xpmuhana, AmI, Aa Jll1 TaKO )KI1BI1Te? BI1 He rronaxrere caoje nenana na Iocnona 11 Majxy DO)Kl1jy 11 OBaKO pa3MI1111JhaTe: "Cava rpetia Aa rrOCTl1fHeM, I1Halle MI1 HeMa )KI1BOTa." 0 TaKBl1M I1HOlll1Ma He 6pl1He ce Majka DO)Kl1ja HI1 y OBOMe HI1 y 6YAyheM )KI1BOTy. A 6pl1He ce caao 0 OHI1Ma KOjl1 cnoje nenana rrOJIa)KY na Iby, KOjl1 Tprre HeBOJhe, Cl1pOMalilTBO 11 60JIeCTI1 y I1Me Marepe DO)Kl1je 11 Iosope: "TaKO je, aaunjeno, yronno Ilapnua Heriecxoj, CBe MI1 ce naje rro BOJhI1 CBeBI1111lbera!"

- Xoheur JIl1 Aa Tl1 rrOKa)KeM HeMapHe MOHaXl1lbe - HaCTaBI1 )KeHa - rrornenaj!

11 ja Bl1Ajex - I1AY MOHaXl1lbe xoje cy cJIY)KI1JIe rrpl1 lIPKBl1 11 KpaJIe HOB all - OHe YKpaAeHl1 nonau noce na pYKaMa y Bl1jeKe anjexoaa, sajenno ca xaprnja\Ia na Kojl1Ma je naaaa-teno KOMe aosau npl1rraAa. ITpOJIa3e 11 Apyre - OHe xoje anjecy AjeBCTBeHOCT callYBaJIe. Y HeKl1X nooryunnnia 611JIa je rrp116aAallaMa

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npn-mpurhena paca, Mehy I-bI1Ma cy 61111e 11 OHe ca rrjesnnue - I-bI1XOBa 1I11l.\a 61111a cy MpalJHa, KaO 11 Moje - y611jeHa BjelJHOM ryrOM. [a hy na TO:

- ITojre njecxry Majua Boxorjoj, )I(elll1M Aa je nocnyuiaal

OHe onronapajy:

_ HeMaMO cMjellocrl1 y Bl1jeKe BjeKOBa. 3aro urro Ioj, )I(l1Benl1 y 0611reJbI1,

Hl1jecMo cllY)l(l1l1e ljl1Crl1M Cpl.\eM.

[a rOpKO sannaxax HaA rl1M urro CMO 360r csora HeMapa 11 nnjenocrn 1I11WeHI1 cpehe Aa rrjecMoM ClIaBI1MO Iocnona 11 Iberosy Csery MajKY· Ilocnnje csera urro caM ljYlla 11 BI1Ajella npanasn MI1 sosjex, KOjl1 Me je BOAI10 I1 xaxce MI1:

- ITo1)I1MO cana Ha Mjecro na KOMe ce rsoja nyura pacralla ca rnjenox. 11, MarHOBeHO, ja ce aahox y csojoj nocren.n. bl1110 Me je crpax na ce noaiePI1M, OCMOrpl1l1a caM cse rrpel1Mere Y csojoj Kelll1jl1, 110wlla K ce61111 npoasnajena MOlll1rBY ca nyHI1M KpCHI1M 3HaKOM ... Cnasa Bory, ro je 6110 caul

TeK urro caM ycnjena l1a 113rOBOpl1M re pl1jeljl1, Kal1, Ol1jeI1HOM, oopex ce

na OHOM csxjery, 11, me, onaj Kojl1 Me je B0l1110 Ka)l(e MeHI1 rana:

- He MI1Clll1l1a je CBe ro 611110 y CHy. TI1 CI1 aancra 61111a aa OHOM csajery, IIal10x npel1l-bl1M na KOJbeHa:

- Temxo MeHI1! KaKO caM necpehnal

IIoHOBO caM 110wlIa osnje. VI saurro caM ronnxo pa3mel1alla rrpel1Mere Y Kelll1jl1, a Hl1jecaM sa nore CKOljl1l1a?

- ClIl1jel1l1 Me! - pelje OH - XOl1l1neMO jow 20 naaa 11 sparnheao ce ry, rnje rl1 je cyheno na npotiopanmu 110 npyror 1101lacKa Xpacrcaor.

[a caa, Me1)yrI1M, CBe nanana 11 HI1KaKO anjecaa Moma l1a I1l1eM. OH je K

MeHI1 oxpenyo 1I11l.\e 11 nornenao Me MI1110CrI1BO. Ymrrax ra: - Hajecn 1I11 rl1 Moj Anren?

- na! - lJyx l-beroB Ol1rOBOp.

Cral10X na ra MOllI1M:

- YMOlll1 Caesaunsera 11 spara MOjy I1YWY na ce rroxaje, Tana MOj -Iyaap pelje:

- Bparnhy, alll1 caao rrOI1 jel1HI1M YCllOBOM: aKO 6Yl1ew I1crrpl1ljalla 0 cBeMY UITO CI1 osnje Bl1l1jella I1ljYlla!

Ilanox na KOJbeHa, l1aBWI1 oriehaa.e l1a hy CBe I1crrYHl1rl1, 11 y rOM rpeHyrKy ocjerax nymesny paAocr. A Aaren MI1 jour rOBopawe:

- Y rBOMe CPl.\y HeM a Iocnona, VI rl1 CI1 caao ooehana Aa new [a 3a110611- ru. AKO ce nonatu lIa)l(HOM crl1l1Y, sparnhenr ce na npehaunse Mjecro. [a hy c r060M 611rl111 rnenahy KaKO new CBe I1crrYl-baBarl1!

Y MarHOBel-bY orrer ce oriperox y CBOMe kpesery. ITOCKOlJl1X 11 snnjex - KOI1 rrocren,e croja vosjex. Ilorpxax csojoj KellejHI1l.\11 ca pl1jelJl1Ma:

- bl1l1a caM na OHOM csnjery'

A lJOBjeK csejenaaxo crojn na OHOMe Mjecry. [a ce crpaurao yrrllawl1M l1a ce ca MHOM HeUITO He l1ecl1! OrBOpl1X Bpara l1a ce He 611x nocrnnjena 11 ycrema l1a cae I1crrpl1ljaM, 11 Bl1l1jex - lJOBjeK ce YKpl1 y 31111!

Vl3111)orne na XOI1HI1K y Y)l(acHOM rperrery. 30BeM cecrpe. OHe 110rplJawe K MeHI1 ca CBI1X crpaHa 11 cranoine ce lJYl1l1rl1 He0611ljHoj nposrjena, soja ce KOI1 MeHe 3a raxo xparxo Bpl1jeMe 361111a. Iep, npnje csera 20 MI1Hyra Bl1l1jelle cy Me na 3ajeAHI1ljKoj MOlll1rBI1. ITal10X rrpel1l-bl1Ma ua KOJbeHa, yajepaaajyhn nx l1a caM ce orana nornyao 113Ml1jeHl1l1a. HI1KaKaB 3eMaJbCKI1 Y)I(ac He MO)l(e ce yrropel1l1rl1 ca Y)l(acl1Ma xoje caM 61111a npexorsjena y )I(l1Bory nocnnje CMprl1. VI l1aH nanac rOBOpl1M 0 OHOMe UITO caM Bl1l1jella 6e3 ycre3al-ba.

AMI1H.

M. AHTOHMHa X01)ElbE no MJ1TAPCTBJ1MA

(M3 xtouie Tlpanocnaeaa qYAa Y 20. BJ1jeKY", C8eCKa 4, Mocxea 1993)

>KI1Bjella ca sa Caxaznury 1949. rOAI1He, nocnnje ayroM061111cKe Hecepene OrrrpeMl1l1l1 cy Me aa xonno, y rpan TOMCK. bHlIO MI1 je rana 53 rOI1I1He.

TeK urro Me 110Bel10We y 601lHI1l.\y, ja nanox Y KOMY 11 jaBI1 MH ce Anren 611jell xao cunjer, He06l1lJHe Jberrore:

- Ycraj, AHroHI1Ha! Vll1eMO na Ml1rapcrBa!

Y Ol1rOBOP ja sannaxax 11 peKOX na caM Cl1l1HO 601leCHa 11 na He Mory na ycrane« H3 xpenera. Anren Me, nax, YMI1JbarO narosapaure:

-- Ycraj, raao CBH raKBH HI1Y! - VI npyscn MI1 MallY y311l.\Y. Ia ce yxsaTHX aa I-b y 11 ycranoxl

Anren a ja H3111)ocMO raxo 113 601lHI1l.\e H aahooao ce nOA HeKOM Orl-beHOM KI1- WOM. Ilpenanox ce 11 macae sannaxax 011 crpaxa. Auren Me Y3e aa pyKy 11 pe-te: - Oran, ce 1136jenl1 He MO)l(e! - TeK urro rrpOH3Hece re pl1jelJl1, Kal1 aasa- 111 Cl1l1HI1 sjerap 11 ljY ce xyjaise. ITomel1aBWH rope, yrnenax crpovan rnacrn oma«.

- A KYAa ro I1l1eMo? - ynnrax Anrena. - [lie, KaKaB ce MpalJHI1 0611aK :1JJ HaMa Hal1Bl1ja!

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- To Hl1je 06naK, HO rOMl1na ojecosa - oArOBOpl1 OH.

- He 60j ceo KpCTI1 ce 11 rrpaBI1JIHO KpCT aa ce6e CTaBI1!

ITpeKpCTI1X ce 11 MI1 craAOCMO na ce rrpl16nl1)f(aBaMO crpaumou MjecTY· CBe WTO je TaMO 6l1no oAjeAHoM noxe Aa naje, 3BI1)f(AI1, saaaja 11 ypna. M3rneAoM cy ra qYAOBI1111Ta noncjehana na rrce, anl1 ca pOrOBI1Ma, 11 npnroa cy cTpalliHo sayjrapana. OA yxcaca yvano ce He OHeCBl1jeCTI1X. M Benl1M Anreny:

- KYAa Me TO BOAI1W? To je TaKO crpaunra cnna! Moj AHren nornena Me YMI1JbaTO 11 peqe:

- Iocnon je Cl1nHl1jl1.

M Tpl1rryT YAapl1 rro lIPHI1M crpaumnaxa OflbeHI1M MaqeM, 3aKpWTaBa-

jyha ax.

Dl1jeCI1 ce paCrrpWI1Baxy ca CTpaHe 11 A03BOnl1We HaM na npohevo y rynen,

fAje ca AeCHe CTpaHe crajaxy HeKI1 JbYAI1, IbI1X nernaecrax. JeAHa jeAI1Ha japxo ropeha csnjeha ocsjerrsaaana je TYHen 11 JbYAe. Yrnrrax Anrena sa JbYAe ca CBI1- jehoa. OH MI1 06jaCHI1:

_ To cy 6naroCnOBeHl1 Xpl1WhaHI1, KOjl1 cy sa onurry csujehy AaBanl1

MaKap ner napa, csnjerno 11M je 11 A06po. Te csnjehe csnjernehe BjeYHo.

Kana nornenax nannjeso, yrnenax xao yraJb lIpHY 3Ml1jy, a noxpaj Ibe MHOWTBO JbYAI1, Hanl1K na oxaaeiseue yrapKe. AHren MI1 xaaa na cy 3Ml1ja 11 ql1TaBO a.eroso crane =-nneae caTaHCKO, OHI1 Hl1jecy rrpl13HaBanl1 csjernocr XPI1CTOBY 11, ero, CBe I1X je nporyrana rasra y Bl1jeKe njexne.

ITpOI)OCMO TYHen 11 OTBOPI1 ce rrpeA HaMa nonpy». AHren Ml1 aapenn: - JIe311 y raj nonpyx!

IToHOBO yrnenax 6l1jece y ncehen 06nl1qjy. l.J.eJbYCTI1 11M pasjana.ene, inane nnaxaue, ca pOrOBI1Ma ypaCnl1M y nnaxy, ry61111Y rrOAl1rnl1 11 sexajy Me. 3annaKax 11 peKOX Anreny:

- KYAa hew Me rrOCnaTI1? OHI1 he Me paCTpfHYTI1! Amen oner YMI1JbaTO no-te Aa Me noysasa:

- Oxparipn ce 11 KpCTI1 ceo Ta MI1TapCTBa CBI1 he nponaanru! Ilosex na ce MOnI1M:

_ Iocnone Hcyce XpI1CTe, CI1He DO)f(l1jl1, rrOMl1nyj Me rpeunry! - Caaa

ce6e rrpeKpCTI1X 11 jany 3aKpCTl1X Tpl1 nyra.

Ilcehe IbYWKe 6l1jecoBa ce sarpecotue 11 nonanaure, nopaxceue KpCHl1M 3HaMelbeM! CTaAOX MOnl1TI1 Anrena na Me WTO 6p)f(e Y3Me onarne. AHren MI1 rrpY)f(11 6l1jeny spnuy, ja ce YXBaTI1X sa Iby 11113111)0X nanon,e.

3ajeAHo nohocao AaJbe, xa jaMI1 Ay60KOj xao 6YHap. A TaMO - Ajeql1l1a Mana xao KOMapYl1hl1 y <pnaWI1 - naurre, nna-ty, CBa )f(I1Ba. Ty ce paanexe Ajeqjl1 rnacah:

- Mana, 113BaAl1 Hac OAaBAe!

- Ko je TO? - ynl1TaX Aarena.

- Tsoja njeua! - OArOBOpl1 OH. - 3ap CI1 aatiopasnna na TI1 je TBOj My)f(

aanosjenao na aooprapanri

Ty ce cjeTI1X KaKO caM 6l1na sarpynn.ena 11 KaKO Hl1jecaM xrjena Aa y6l1jeM nnjere, KaKO Me je My)f( I1CTjepao 113 xyhe 11 HapeAl10 Ml1 na arioprnpaa, KaKO ce nocnnje I1HTepBeHlIl1je noxasano Aa cy 6l1ne y rrl1TalbY nsojxe ...

,IJ;yro 11 ropKO nnaxana caxr HaA CBojOM AjellOM y TOj jaMI1. ITOTOM caM rroAl1rna 0411 rrperryHe cy3a l1 ymnana Anrena:

- Kana he ce OHI1 ocn060Al1TM 113 OBe raMHl1l1e?

- Kana pOAMTeJbI1 IbMXOBl1 yMpy, Cl1hM he y jany, a HeBI1HY Aje4l1l1Y

Iocnon he oCn060AI1TM. 3a CBaKO TBOjOM KPl1Bl1110M y6MjeHo AMjeTe rpetia ce MOnl1TI1 Iocnony Mcycy XpMCTY, na re nOMMnyje, M ner CTOTMHa 3eMHMX noxnona npl1HMjeTM sa CBaKO AMjeTe. Mopaw crporo Ap)f(aTI1 nOCTOBe M MOnl1TI1 UaPl1l1Y He6eCKY na YMOnl1 Iocnona na TV! onpOCTM TaKO rexax rpajex KaKaB je y6l1CTBO corrcrsene Ajelle.

MAeMo AaJbe rrYTeM 11 BI1AI1M - croje lIpBeHM BaroHI1. Ilornenax y Bpara, TaMO ojecoacxa CTpaWl1na nannuaaa TyKy najannue, pYKe 11M saaphy n03aAI1 11 npacnn.aaajy I1X na jeny CBaKY raAOCT. DMjy 11 BM4y na IbI1X:

- To je rsoja pariora! Hannjao CI1 ce AO nospahan.a! Csoje hew A06po caAajecTM!

lbYAI1 Kpl1ye, nna-ry ... [a, aa-ryheaa, yrnrrax Anrena:

- 3awTo CM Me onnje AOBeo' HMKaAa ce anjecax aanana AO najan(TBa!

- 3HaM - OAfOBOPM AHren - anl1 Hl1jeAHo ce MMTapCTBO He MO)f(e ~lIIMOl1hl1.

,IJ;OI)OCMO TaKO AO MI1TapCTBa nyurersa - BarOH rryH CMpaAa 11 AI1Ma. Y saroH\" cjene uaropjena JbYAI1, a 6l1jecl1I1X nornazsyjy yrraJbeHI1M unraperaaa ...

MAeM ca CBeTI1M AHrenOM narse, AOJIa3l1MO AO MI1TapCTBa 6nYAa. BI1Ajex '.ia~1M MYlliKaplle l1 )f(eHe, 06aBMjeHe 3Ml1jaMa: Mane 11M 3Ml1je ynase y YCTa 11 :'lll a BenMKe AaBe rnjeno. lbYAI1 noxymasajy na ca ce6e soaue 3MMje, a 6MjeCl1 LX vaapajy nannuaaa rro maBM.

3aTl1M ce HarrpeA YKa3aWe lIpHa Bpara ca xarnacox "MMTapcTBa CKBP=' :'~10Blba 11 npa3HOCnOBJba". Ty cy 6MjecM 3nM M )f(eCTOKI1, a JbYAI1 je MHOfO, :::.~ c~· lIPHI1 11 Mpa4HI1.ITollPlbenl1 cy 0,!1 CBOjMx CKBpHI1X M rrpa3HI1X pMje411. :: .'1<'(1[ )f(elbe3HI1M rrpYTOBI1Ma aacnjeuajy rnjena rpeWHI1Ka. OB,!1je ce Myqe .' ;"0UKapl1.

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];1AeM ca AHfeJIOM rro nOJbY, a TaMO TpaBa onaka, nyua Tplba. Y isoj rMI1- 3aBl\H Mpa'IHI1, 3eJIeHH, 01Khy 11 3BI1)1(Ae. ];1Ma I1X MHoro, smue Hero TpaBe. Ia CBY TpaBy ca rMYl3aBl\YlMa 3aKpCTYlX YI 3MYlje xao onapene nonanaure ca Kpcra Cserora re npohox Kp03 norse cpehno.

- Ko ce osnje MyLJI1? - yrtnrax AHreJIa.

_ OHYI KOjYl ce pyrajy pYljeLJjy "ran" YI npasnnajy na CBOjy rnasy IbYlXOBe

6yJbyKe.

I1pol)OCMO join MaJIO YI 06peCMO ce aa nexoj rrOJbaHYI. Ha n.oj orpOMaH npOCTOp aa I1.rpy. EYljecl1 ucrjaaaaajy nrpaxe, KojYlMa IIlbYBaLJKa, njeua, KpB Yl3 yCTa YlAe. Onn rrJIaLJY, He xcene Aa nrpajy. EYljecYl YlX 6Y1jy HeMHJIOcpAHO 11 ycnYT YlM rosope:

_ BYI CTe BOJbeJIYI na na CBeTe npasnaxe 11 HaKOH rrOCTOBa Aa I1rpaTe

- na, eTO, nrpajre LJYlTaB BYljeK! 3aLJYAI1x ce 11 ynarax AHreJIa:

- Kana he OHl1rrpeCTaTI1 na nrpajy 11 Aa ce 1136aBe OA ojecosa?

_ He, OHI1 he ce MYQI1TI1 BjeLJHO, 6e3 npexnna. >KYlBjehl1 na 3eMJbYl, cBojl1M 6ecKpajHYlM YlrpalbeM CYlJIHO cy npOrlbeBI1JII1 Bora. OC0611TO je rpeunio 0 npa3HI1- l\I1Ma 11 aa Bpl1jeMe nOCTOBa OAJIa311TYI aa npencrase - OAfOBOPI1 AHreJI.

)J,aJbe MI1 nyTa HYlje 6HJIO - 3anJIeTOX ce y HeKaKBe KOHl\e YI He Morax

YLJI1HI1TI1 HI1 KopaK.

_ ETo, TO je rsoj rpnjex. 3a Bpl1jeMe paTa KOHl\YI cy 61iJ1li cxynoujeua

a TI1 CI1 I1X kpana!

Ca KajalbeM ce npncjerax Aa, paAehl1 Y paAI10HI1l\I1, HYlKaAa unjecaa

npeAaBana KOHl\e, KOjl1 cy 3aOCTanl1 nOCJIl1je cMjeHe. 3anJIaKax:

- IllTO na paAHM?

_ MI1JIOCTl1lba he YlcKynl1TYI rpnjexl - peLJe AHreJI 11 pacjese OrlbeHI1M

MaLJeM KOHl\e 11 napLJaA TKaHI1He KOjYl Me cnyranaxy.

Ilobox 3aTI1M ca AHreJIOM narse 11 BI1Ajex - nJIOBI1 BeJII1Ka 6Y1jeJIa naha.

Kaneran na TOj JIal)YI je MOj norl1HYJII1 CI1H. I1JIoBehl1 xa MeHI1, AOBI1Kyje MYI:

"MOJII1 ce, MaMa! He naj AYllIY npary, 60pl1 ce ca IbYlM!"

I10TOM yrnenax ce6e ca AHreJIOM na napoopony, aarosapeuon )l(I1TOM.

3anJIOBl1CMO xa nYl\11 YI AHreJI MYI rOBOpl1: - fIOJIOBI1HY )l(I1Ta rpetia pacYTI1!

I10CJIYllIax ra 11 Y3ex )l(I1TO ca opona Aa 6al\aM. AHren Me nonpasn:

_ He rperia TO pYKaMa LJI1HI1TI1 - aeh YCTI1Ma! WTO CI1 BI1AjeJIa, AY)l(Ha (11 JbYAHMa na I1CrrpHLJallI! Cana hy re BpaTI1TI1 aa 3eMlbY, na JbYAI1Ma npl1LJalli

o MI1Tap(TBI1Ma. CBI1Ma rOBOpl1 llITO CYI BI1AjeJIa, He 60j ce! HeK onoaue OHI1 csoja rpelliHa AjeJIa YI noxajy ce, I1HaLJe he I1X nocrnha BjeLJHe MyKe koje CYI BI1AjeJIa!

... /bexap KOjl1 MH je y Mel)YBpeMeHY npaurao, yseo je OrneAaJIO 11 npl1- MaKao ra MOjYlM YCTI1Ma YI nposjepao Al1llIeM JIYI, 6YAyhH Aa caM y KOMI1 6Y1JIa LJI1TaBI1X MjeCel\ nana!

];13 60JIHYll\e cy Me OTnYCTHJII1 xao anpasy. Cana MI1 je 71 rOAI1Ha. >KI1BI1M ca xhepn y rpaAY Apaaanpy, OAna311M y xpaM EO)l(l1jl1. 0 OHOMe llITO caM BI1- AjeJIa npaxana caM CBI1Ma.

MeHI1 je AHreJI peKao Aa cl1jeM CJIOBO EO)l(Ylje 11 ja ncnyisaaaa OHO llITO MYI je Iocnon npexo AHreJIa HapeAl10. Iocnony CJIaBa, LJaCT YI noxnoa.ersel AMI1H.

MOHaXJUba Eanpaxcnja rrOBPATAK J13 OHorA )KJ1BOTA

(110 sauucy ciuapua AMcfiulloxuja Ilaiuuocxoi U Ka3U6albY caste MOHaXUlbe Eeupaxcuje ca Kanuuuoca Koja ce yuoxojuna 1950)

Iennora nana y 311MCKO A06a, 28. HOBeM6pa 1911. rOAI1He, noiuanunr ca jeAHI1M OA Moje 6pahe lIO XPYlCTY, no I1MeHY AMQH1JIOxl1je, Y)l(eHcKYI.MaHacTl1p "300Aoxy I1l1rYl" (>KI1BOHOCHI1113BOp), KOjl1 JIe)l(YI na 3anaAHOM xpajy BapOllIYlue naiuera oCTpBa I1aTMoc, lIOCeTI1X, no onoepen.y I1ryMaHl1je Eq)l1Ml1je, jeAHY csojy CPOAHHl\Y MOHaXI1Iby.

Y lbeHoj KeJIl1jYl 6exy H n.eae ABe nyxosne ceCTpe, xoje KaA Hac BI1AellIe, vcranoiue Aa ce nosyxy 11 YAaJbe, HO naura MOHaXl1lba, snajyha Aa naura nocera HYlje paAYI aexer noceonor, He AaAe 11M na OAY. Taxo OHe 11 ocranome. Y \lel)YBpeMeHY, lIOlliTO ce nosene peq 0 EO)l(jeM npoaamn.an.y, 0 HaMa JbYAI1- .\Ia, jt'AHa 01( nsejy MOHaXl1lba, no I1MeHY Esnpaxcaja ca OCTpBa KaJII1MHoca, jh:rrpHLJa HaM OBO AI1BHO Eoxje '1YAO xoje ce ca 1b0M AeCI1JIo. Y3AaXHYBllIl1 .::rOOKO, OHa no-te CMepHO Ka3I1BaTH:

- Bepyjev na y Hallie BpeMe HeMa LJOBeKa ca TOJIYlKO CBeCTI1 0 csojoj ~~ellIHOCTI1, a na YlMa TOJII1KO MHoro AOKa3a 0 EO)l(jeM I1POMYlCJIY, xao llITO ~':'\I TO ja. - ];1 TO pexasum, OHa sahyra ca YMYlJbelbeM.

- A KO MO)l(e - pexe Apyra MOHaXl1lba ca I1CTOM TaKBOM cMl1peHollihy

- .ia omnne I1JII1 MaKap na CXBaTYI 6ecKpajHy ny'lI1Hy cynona EO)l(aHCKOra

~ ?0\IIICna, Kojl1Ma je jeAHHI1l\Hlb oCTBapelbe nainera cnaceisa?

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- Y TOM CJI]"lajy - pel[e oner CMepHOYMHa MOHaXV!l-ba Esrrpascnja, y CJIaBY Pacnerora Mora Iocnona Xpl1CTa 113a lhy6aB 3aIllTI1THI1l\e Hallie 0611Telhl1 ")KI1BOHOCHor 113Bopa", Ilpecsere DorOpO,LII1l\e, 11 aa uaury ,LIYIlleBHY yTexy, ,LIy)!(Ha caM ,LIaHaC,LIa BaM OB,LIe 113JIO)!(I1M l[y,LIeCHe rajne xoje cy MI1 ce ,LIorO,LII1JIe rro DO)!(aHCKOM ITPOMI1CJlY 11 xoje cy Me O,LIBeJIe,LIa ce 1136aBl1M 113 KaHI,I11 CBeTCKe cyjere 11 ,LIa rrpl1- 6erHeM y OBO KOJIO (rj. Y MOHaIllTBO).

BM1jElbE PACIIETOrA M HEEECKO IIPCTEHOBAlbE M IIOCTPlVKElbE

- [O,LII1He 1900. - rro'le csoje Ka311Balbe MOHaXl1lba Esnpaxcnja - jenne O,LI OHI1X CTpaIllHI1X HOnl1, Ka,LIa caM 6,L1l1ITa xpaj nocrezse csora 6IIa)!(eHOr, reiuxo 60lIeCHor My)l(a, MeHe casnana nax can, I1 y CHy Bl1,L1ex KaKO HaCTa,LIe BelIl1KI1 seMlhOTpec, I1 ja xao O,LI CTpaxa naahox 113 xyhe Hallie ,LIa ce T060)l(e CrraCI1M. AJlI1, CTa,LIOX aanatseaa Ka,LIa Bl1,L1eX ,LIa CBeTITI1 cas KalIl1MHOC O,LI )l(I1Be CBeTIIOCTI1. Ta,LIa, nomenanunr K He6y, ja Bl1,L1ex rne ce ,LIeIII1MI1l[HO OTBOPI1 He60, nojasmne ce BpaTa 0,LI VIcToKa xa Sanany, 11 Kp03 ra BpaTa yrnenax Hel13pel111BY CBeTIIOCT xoja je ,LIOlIa311IIa 0,LI MHOrl1X ynan.eunx CBeTl1lhKI1. 3arralbeHa TI1M BI1l)elbeM, ja npa TOM yrnenax rne ce Kp03 Ta spara noaazsa BelIl1KI1 KPCT, TaMHe 60je, 0,LI OpaXOBI1He. KpCT cy rrpaTl1lI11 Anhen«, nesajyha netiecxe necste, a HeKI1 cy 0,LI IbI1X Ka,LI110HI1l\I1Ma Ka,LI11 II 11, ,LIa Kal)elbeM OMI10MI1pe arnoopepy. IT pl1 TOMe, ja caM ce Tpy,LIl1lIa ,LIa rra)l(lhl1BO nocaarpaa TO l[y,LIeCHO 3611Balbe, jep MI1 ce XTelIO ,LIa ,LI03HaM y xojex ce rrpaBl1Y xpehe nosopxa. Ha xpajy rrpl1MeTI1X ,LIa ce xpehe xa MeCTY rne cax ja crajana. KPCT, nax, TI1XO 11 narauo, nohe 11 3aYCTaBI1 ce Ha,LI MOjOM manoa. Ilpeaa iseronoj BelIl1l[I1HI1 y'lI1HI1 MI1 ce spno nax. 3aTI1M, nourro cax ce oxpeuyna, l\eJlI1BaX lberOBO nonnoxje, rrpOMYl1aX npnxnanne Tporrape -Iacnoae KpCTy xoje HI1CaM oam ,LI06po anana. OH,LIa KPCT, O,LIMaKHyBIlII1 ce MaIIO, crane y saanyxy. Ta,LIa Bl1,L1ex 113 6Jll1311He Xpl1CTa )KMBora, Pacnerora, ca TPHOBI1M BeHl1eM ita rnann. C necna 11 JIeBa 011 KpCTa Bl1,L1eX MHore O,LI CBeTl1X rj, xacacr Ilperesy, cseror Huxonaja, CBeTY Kannony, Mapnjy Mar,LIaJIl1HY, Canoxnjy, CBeTY Bapsapy 11 ,LIpyre.

3aTI1M Anheo rrpl1HeCe XPI1CTY senau 0,LI HeYBeHI1BI1X, 6eJIl1x useroaa, a OH ra, rrpl1Il1aBIlII1 MI1 61I11)1(e, CTaBI1 na Mojy maBy. He Bepyjynl1 rrpOCTO TOMe, ja CKpYllieHO peKOX Pacnerove: "JJ:a, Iocnone, raj senau je BpITO ,LII1BaH, alIl1 ja I1MaM CBOj". OH rtax, y O,LIrOBOpy na TO pel[e MI1, ocvexyjyhir ce: "Benau KOjl1 I1MaIll, Kp03 HeKI1 ,LIaH yseha TI1". IToCITe rora noxaaa MI1 CBeTaO npcren 11 pel[e:

"Y3MI1 osaj rrpCTeH 11 CTaBI1 ra ita CBOj rrpCT aa oopysen.e". CBe TO xao HeOl[eKI1Ba-

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so, BeOMa Me 3al[Y,LII1. AJII1 ja, CXBaTI1BIlII1 CMI1CaO rora, peKOX Xpl1CTy: ")KaIII1M Iocnone, sa OBO IlITO BI1,L1I1M, HO ja cax Ben ynara". A OH MI1 Y o,LIroBopy pel[e:

Beaau Kojl1l1Malli 11 raj rrpcTeH KOjl1 HOCI1Il1, [a caM TI1 nao 11 cana TI1 TO Y3I1MaM.

Ilornenaj na BI1,L1I1Il1 IlITa he ce ,LIeCMTI1 ca rrpcTeHoM KOjl1 HOCI1Il1". ITorne,LIaBIlII1 r1pCTeH, BI1,L1eX,LIa ce TOITI111 I1Il1l[e3aBa. "Saro cana CTaBI1", pel[e MI1 XPI1CTOC, "na npcT osaj rrpcTeH xoja TI1 rrpY)!(I1M." Ia ca 3a,LIOBOlhCTBOM rrpl1MI1X rrpcTeH, aITl1 se Kpl1jeM I1CTI1HY ,LIa 3a)l(aJII1X IlITO 113ry6l1x CBOj. Ha xpajy, nourro MI1 Iocnon ?e1.Je ,LIa je HeMoryne ,LIa HOCI1M ,LIBa npcrena, ja OCeTI1X ,LIa MopaM ,LIa rrpl1MI1M HOBI1 npcren 11 XPI1CTOC MI1 ra CTaBI1 na rrpcT.

Pa3MOTpl1BIlII1 ca rra)l(lbOM osaj npcreu, Bl1,L1eX ra y Bl1,L1y 3IIaTHOr xpyra ;,:oill oriyxsara l[BPCTO Moj rrpcT, 11 na lbeMY npasspurhen ,LIpan! KaMeH aa KO;e~1 oeure Hal\pTaHa KOTBa, xoja CBOjl1M caBl1jeHI1M xpaje« npotiana 3MI1jy Kp03 rvnry 11 ,LIP)l(I1 je 3y611Ma. JJ:l1Benl1 ce cjajy 11 YMeTHOCTI1 ca KOjl1M oeure 113pal)eH npcTeH, ja yrnrrax Xpl1CTa aa spennocr npcrena, "Taj npcren", pel[e Iocnon, "aa 3e~llhl1 je O,LI HerrpOl\elbl1Be Bpel\HOCTI1 - caxto je aa He6ecI1Ma nosuara a.erosa BpeI\HOCT. ITpcTeH Kojl1 06YXBaTa rsoj rrpCT, npencrasn,a Mojy Bnatoqaiu, xoja Ie y3 noxoh CBeTI1Telha xoje rpeoa na rrpl13l1BaIll, IlITI1TI1 11 l[YBa 01\ csaxora s.ra. KaMeH na rrpCTeHY osnasaaa HeUOKOlle6u8Y 8epy, xojy rpeoa na I1Malli Y Mene, A KOTBa xoja YCTI1Ma ,LIP)l(I1 3MI1jy aa spar, jecre Be-nronjeaa MaTI1 Moja, xoia he, Kal\ rrOIIO)l(l1Il1 csojy Hal\Y na Iby xao KOTBY 11 TOlliITO je npaanaam Y IOKY l[I1TaBe csoje 60p6e rrpOTI1B nenpajarezsa TaKO ,LIp)!(aTI1 IbI1XOBY 3Ml1jy ,LIa TIl OHa aehe HaHeTI1 I\YXOBHY CMpr. 3Halli JII1 na eVl npenonpehena t\a ce 60pl1Il1 rrpOII1B l)aBOJIa?" - "He", Ol\rOBOpl1X My. - "3Haj, ,LIaKJIe, ja hy Y3eTI1 MY)I(a rsora J. Til hem 611Tl1 MOHaXl1lba. EBO cana nocrajein BeIII1KOCXI1MHI1'-1a." PeKaBIlII1 TO, ~ ocnon OI\MaX nane 3HaK re Csern OKO Ibera rroseure ca YMI1JIelbeM neaarn MI1- -:03B]"lHl1je. 3arl1M Iocnonynanoure MaKa3e. [a, nax, Hal[I1HI1BIlII1 Tpl1 MeTaHl1je, ~.1rHyx rnasy rrpe,LI IbI1M M OH rrOCTpl1raBIlII1 KOCY MOjy, Ha3Ba Me Eanpaxcaja, ,( B.laCI1 Moje ,LIa,LIe je,LIHOM O,LI npacyrnnx CBeTI1Telha. Ilocne rora, Iocnon MI1 ,:IO\'!e 6elII1 Xl1TOH, xan.nny, xoja, Ka,LI saxorrsax OKO BpaTa O,LIMaX yBI1,L1eX,LIa caM rj.na norrryuo nara 11 ooca, 11 Iocnon MI1 ,LIa,LIe caMO raj XI1TOH KOjl1 noxpasaiue 7,,10 ~oje. 3aTI1M, nourro MI1 ,LIa,LIe csehy 11 6pojaHl1l1e, Iocnon ,LI03Ba rro I1MeHY "lnpel\ crrOMeHYTe Caeraren.e ,LIa Me OHI1 YXBaTe aa pYKe 11 BO,LIe Me y onxony :';':0 -lacnor KpCTa.

Ilocne rora CTa,LIOX rrOHOBO rrpe,LI Pacnerna Kojn MI1 pel[e: "Esnpaxcnja, 'O .. xa 111 je 3HaHO ,LIa hem I1nl1 y BelIl1KY 60p6y 11 ,LIa hem ce 60pl1Tl1 rrpOTI1B Be-:,(!\I!X I1CKYllielba. AlIl1 HeMoj osajaaarn HI1TI1 ce 11 HajMalbe 60jaTI1 jep npcren ~;! ce aane 3aTO ,LIa, I1Majynl1 na yMy OHO IlITO je na lbeMY 03Hal[eHO, CTOjl1Il1 y

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Haje O~ rana npoumo MHOrO nana, M ja CXO~HO naroseurrajy CnaorrelheBOM, M3ry6Mx MY)l(a, KOMe rana oeure 22 rO~MHe, ~OK caM ja HMaJIa rana 19 rO~MHa. AJIM, 6MJIO 360r lhy6aBM rrpeMa MY)l(y, MJIM 360r Mora uexara, MJIM 360r OJIaKOr cxsaran.a OHe rajne Mora rrOCTpM)I(e!-ba M OHe 3arrOBeCTM Cnacnrezseae, MeHe rrpepaHa CMpT Mora MY)l(a, BpJIO O)l(aJIOCTM, M TO YTOJIMKO smue IlITO tserone MOpaJIHe oc06MHe 6exy 3aMCTa neyrropennae. Moja BeJIMKa )I(alIOCT Me caCBMM CJIOMM, M 360r rora ce remxo pastionex. Cenaa Mecel\M rrOCJIe rrpeBpeMeHe CMpTM Mora MY)l(a, JIeKapM H3jaBMille na je M MeHM CMpT HeH36e)l(Ha. 110cIIeAlhMX nana csora )I(MBOTa, CKOPO ueo jenan MeCel\, yorriliTe HMcaM BHAeJIa, H MHoro caM 6YHl\aJIa, IlITO je ~OJIa3HJIO O~ pa3rOBopa ca ~yIllaMa yMpJIHX rr03HaHMKa M CpO~HMKa.

Ha xpajy, '1MM M3 aaure xyhe M3al)e CBeIllTeHMK, KojH Me je rana ~pyrM rryT rrpM'1eCTMO I1pe'-lMCTMM Tajaaaa, ja BM~ex rne y !-by yl)e HeKM KpyrraH MJIa~Mh ca KpMIIHMa M npexpacnxn JIMKOM, noceha CBeTJIO opyxje M 0 6e~pMMa CBOjMM 3JIaTaH rrojac, 0 KOMe je BMCMJIa BeJIMKa caon.a y BM~y TecTepe, '-lHja ce py'-lMl\a 6JIMCTaJIa. Kan ra BHAex KaKO YJIa3M ocnexyjyhx ce M ca BeJIMKOM 6JIarOHaKJIOnourhy, ja ra ~O'1eKaX M rrpMMMx, M rrO~MrHyBiliM ce, cenox y KpeBeT. MJIa~Mh, nax, noauraaum ce MaJIO on 3eMlhe, crane y aasnyxy. Y MeI)YBpeMeHY, ja 06YKOX csoj OrpTa'-l H oner nerox, Tana raj MJIa~Mh, KpyrrHor pacTa HO npnjanror M KpOTKOr nsrnena, TMXO ce rrpM6IIM)I(M M crane MM JIaraHO je~HoM HorOM CBOjOM na Moja KOJIeHa a ~pyroM na rpy~M H pe'1e MM: ",[(a xazceur csojoj Majl\M na TH 06Y'1e najnenury xaIhHHy ... L(a TM CTaBM M rrpCTeH na PYKY, 3aTO IlITO rpetia Aa re rrpMBeAeM ua Cyn", OBO MCrrpM'1aX cnojoj neyreunroj Majl\M. OHa pa3yMe~e na je TO rrpe~3HaK Moje CMpTM: O~Max ypaAM CBe TO M rrOJIO)l(M Me ua KpeBeT. 110-

CJIe rora Hape~M MM Apxanheo (TaKO MM pe'-le ~a ce 30Be): "Ka)l(H csojoj Majl\M na re rrOJIO)l(M raxo, na rnenain na I1CTOK". Moja MajKa npso He xrene, amr xan joj peKOx Aa TaKO aanosena Apxanheo, OHa IlpMcra~e M rrOJIO)l(M Me TaKO. Tana Apxanheo rrOHOBO crane M3HaA MeHe, xao M rrpBM nyr, - jep TMMe MM noxasa Ha'-lMH na KOjM Y3MMa nyrue, - rra MM pe'-le: "He 60j ce jep TM cana aeheur yMpeTM". Hcrospeueao BMgex MJIa~Mhe rne pa~ocHo croje OKO Mor KpeBeTa, a KO~ BpaTa BM~ex '-lOBe'-lYIhKa ca upaenoa KOCOM, KOjM oeure CJIM'-laH MeABeAY M MMaille BplIO BeJIHKY rnaay, 110IllTO MM OH npnhe ja ce yrrJIaIllMx. AJIM Me MJIaAHhM xpa6paxy, rosopehx: "He 60j ce! MM HapO'1HTO ~OI)OCMO na re nparnao". Tana, Auheo, craaum M oner kao rrpe, y3MI)e M3Ha~ MeHe, 3aKpCTM Me TpM nyra, H pe'1e: ",[(yIllO, H3al)M M3 TeJIa!" I1cToBpeMeHO ca TMM pe'-lMMa ocernx KaKO neurro M3JIa)l(aille M3 rpy~M MOjMX, xorehn Aa 113al)e na YCTa. Y TOMe CXBaTMX Aa TO ja 113MI)OX M3 corrCTBeHMX yCTa y 06JIMKY rOJIy6a, KOjl1 Y3JIeTe na pyKy ApxaHl)eJIOBY, a osaj Me seurro CTaBI1 y csoje aapyxje. OKpeHyBIlII1 ce 113 rserosa napysja, BMAex Moje TeJIO MPTBO, YCTa nonyoraopenax, a MOjy MajKy 11 oua rne xyxajy.

3aTI1M Apxanheo, H3MIlIaBIlII1 113 aaure xyhe, Ap)l(ehM Me xao IlITO peKOX, yl)e y jenny BeJII1KY xyhy y I1CTOM nanrev rpa~y, rne BMAex JIeBO 11 ~eCHO MHore BeJII1Ke M nene onaje.Taxohe BI1AeX M MlIa~Mhe OAeBeHe y 6eJIo M TO ca paAOCHI1M JIMl\eM, rne rrpOJIa3e llIHpOKMM XO~HMl\MMa y peny M 6e3 HajMalhera IlIYMa, M caBpIlIeHO TMXO M3JIa3e M YJIa3e M3 onaja, OBO rnenax HaJIa3ehM ce y jenuoj on IhMX, y xojoj Me Apxanheo, nonrro yl)e M Y3Me Me M3 napysja, npeocpasa y Moj '-lOBe'-lMjM 06JIMK. Bnnex ce6e 06Y'1eHY y XI1TOH csoje nyxosne xaporonnje (rrocrpnra). Taxohe MMal)ax na PYl\M M onaj rrpCTeH Pacnerora. Apxaaheo MM 3arrOBeAM Aa OCTaHeM y roj C06M ~OK ce OH He BpaTH, HO, '1MM OH OTMAe A0l)oIlle HeKM MJIaAMhM xoja, nourro Me BM~eIlle, a OC06HTO Ka~ BMAeille rrpcTeH aa PYl\M, HaMMfHYille jenau aa ~pyrora M samrraure Me KaKO ce 30BeM, M aanncaure y KIhMry Moje MMe "ATHHa AJIaXM3M". (TaKO oenre Moje MMe rrpe MOHailielha.)

KaA OHM OTMAOIlle, nohe Apxaabeo 11 yaesunr Me aa PYKY, rra npeoopa- 31lBIlII1 Me oner aa -rynecan Ha'-lI1H y rOJIy6a, CTaBM Me y napysje M naahe M3 110MeHYTe xyhe. OHAa rrpeJIa)l(aille opna 11 IlIyMe oecxpajne, "saro IlITO je rpeoano", KaKO MM OH pe'-le, "na M3MI)eMo ua BpJIO BI1COKY ropy, M Aa ca n.e ,leCTBMl\OM M3MI)eMo na He60". Kana nax M3MI)ocMO na Ty BMCOKY ropy, BMAex upHl\e ~MBlher nsrnena, KOjl1 ~yrl1M M l\pHMM KOHOrrl\MMa syunjaxy M3 Mpa'-lHe I1pOBaJIHje jenny )I(eHY, xojy Il03HajeM M xoja 11 cana )I(MBM aa OCTPBY KaJIMMHOCY, YBe3aHY 0,11 rnase ,110 uory TpyJIMM M OKaTpalheHMM sonorntex. "OHa", pe'1e MM Apxanheo, "CKpI1Ba jenan CTpaIllHM rpex M aKO ra He MCl10Be~M cnaha he je jour rope MyKe."

BepM M lhy6aBM Mojoj qBPCTO, na na n.oj xao na HaKoBIhY y~apajyhM Maru Moja maBY 3MMje (rjhaaona), CrrpeqaBa n.eroae CMJIOBMTe aanane rrpOTMB retie". [a, Mel)yTI1M, saxsahena CTpaXOM, MOJIMX XpMCTa, aKO je Moryhe, na MH OJIaKllIa 60p6y. Ho OH MI1 0ArOBopM: "Moryhe je, AaKJIe, aJIM npeaa 60p6M 611he M HarpaAa. Heaoj saoopasn.ara Aa je CBe Moryhe OHOMe KojM sepyje, M AOBOIhHa TI1 je bJIarOAaT Moja". Pexaaunr TO, Iocnon ~aAe 3HaK na Me otiacny 3JIaTHMM JIMiliheM. Ha xpajy MM -recnrrame CBeTMTelh11 KOjM cy 6MJIM OKO Iocnona, nozcenesura MM na ce noxazcea xao notiemnrua l)aBOJIa. OH~a ce ja rrOKJIOHMX XpMCTy. A OH 6JIarOCIIOBI1BIlII1 Me 3HaKOM KpCTa, BpaTM ce na He60 ca CBOM CBojOM rrpaTIhOM y rreCMaMa M XI1MHaMa.

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Ha TOj ropn BI1AeX crrOMeHYTe JIeCTBI1~e, 1I11jl1 BpX aanaxcame aa neoeca, 11 AOlbl1 xpaj lbl1XOB He crajaure aa 3eMlbl1, Hero 6eIlle AOCTa onsojea OA 3eMlbe. He 3HaM OA sera cy re JIeCTBI1~e, ooja 11M oeuie CI1Ba, a CTerreHI1~11 YCKI1I1 aa npanasHOM pacrojaisy jenan OA npyrora. Mene YXBaTI1 BeJII1KI1 CTpax, xana Apxanheo, CTaBIllI1 aa rrpBy crenennuy, 113a3Ba BeJII1KI1 rrOTpec. AJII1, OH Me aenpecrano xpaopmne. 3aTI1M MI1 pelle na meAaM YHaOKOJIO. OKpeHyBIllI1 ce na AeCHO AOJIe, BI1AeX oecxpajao ~PHO Mope, xoje rrpaBlbaIlle BeJII1Ke 11 AI1Blbe ranace. Y MOPY BI1Aex lbYACKa TeJIa Y y)!{aCHOM cran.y, BI1TJIaHa 11 6a~aHa TaMO 11 aMO rro BOAI1, y TeIllKI1M MYKaMa. Apxanheo MI1 pelle Aa cy TO <papl1cejl1-JII1~eMepl1. )J,OJIe I1Cnon JIeCTBI1~a BI1Aex jenan BeJII1KI1 neo xonaa (3eMlbe) 113Ay)!{eHOr 06JII1Ka, na KojeM crajaxy ~PHI1 11 CTpaIllHI1 AeMOHI1 ca AYrl1M KOrrlbl1Ma, TPYAet1J1 ce Aa Me saxase 11 srpaoe. 3aTI1M, AOK Apxanbeo aacrasrsaiue Aa Y3lIa311 y3 JIeCTBI1~e, xoje I1Mal)axy lIeTpAeCeT CTerreHI1Ka, BI1Aex 11 npyre AeMOHa na Hac rrpaTe y Ba3AYxy, 6e36pojHI1 rro MHOIllTBY, Bl1l1yhl1l1 rpaxeha na Me Apxauheo npena lbl1Ma. AJII1 OH, saneha HerrpeKI1AHO HOB~e 113 nexe Top611~e, xoja My sxcnjaure 0 paMeHY, pasnasame I1X 11 6p30 nacraan.auie ca Y3JIa)!{elbeM. A OHI1 cnenyjyh» sa HaMa, noxasnsaxy sanace Mojl1X rpexoBa.

3aTI1M ce oKpeHyx Harope Aa BI1AI1M na JII1 CTl1rOCMO AO )!{elbeHOra He- 6a, 11 BI1AeX Aa ce JIeCTBI1~a rrpOTe)!{e y 6ecKpaj, a Kp03 lbY, xao Kp03 aasecy BI1AeX rpoja He6eca. ITpBO He60 I1Mal)aIlle rrJIaBY tiojy, npyro 6eJIy ca HeKI1M CI1THI1M 06JIa'Il1hI1Ma, a rpehe, Y3BI1IlleHI1je OA rrpBa ABa, 6eIlle nornyno CBeTIIO 11 HaJII1K Ha 3JIaTO.

Ha xpajy, kana CTl1rOCMO, aahocno ce rrpeA BeJII1KI1M 11 BeOMa BI1COKI1M 3I1AOM, na KojeM oeiue nexa BeJII1Ka sarsopena xannja OA MepMepa. Kana CTl1rOCMO, Apxanheo noxpeay jenny BeJII1KY nonyry, ryPHyBIllI1 je Y jenny 'IeTBpTaCTY pyrry, 11 OTBOPI1 KaI1J1jy. Ilpe Hero IllTO yI)OCMO, BI1AeX 11 Apyry JIeCTBI1~y aJII1 Illl1pOKy. 3a rsy ymrrax Apxanhena 11 OH MI1 pe-te Aa je TO Illl1pOKI1 nyr KOjl1 BOAI1 Y nponacr, OKpeHYx ce HaAOJIe Aa BI1AI1M 3eMlbY, aJII1 HI1IllTa npyro He BI1AeX OCI1M BeJII1KI1 xaoc 11 TO MpallaH. 11 aa raj y)!{aCHI1 npnaop yrnrrax Apxaahena, 11 OH MI1 pe-te: "CBe IllTO CTBOpI1Bor, 6eIlle BpJIO A06po, aJII1 lbYAI1, rrOTlII1HI1BIllI1 ce rpexy rj. CMPTI1, rrOTlIl1HI1Ille lbOj sajenno ca C060M 11 CBY rrpl1poAY, xoja Y3AI1Illyhl1 oxexyje csoje OCJI060I)elbe". 11 TO peKaBIllI1 113BaAI1 Me 113 napyxja 11 oner Me 'IYAeCHO npeoripaan y Mojy lbYACKY rrpl1poAy. Ho, cana ja I1MaAox CI1- pOMaIllHY onehy 11 6ejax ooca. ITOIllTO, nax, yl)OCMO yHyTpa, 113al)ocMo BeOMa JIaKO rro rycroj HeYBeHI1Boj TpaBI1. 3aMOJII1X rana AHl)eJIa na Me He spaha aa 3eMlby. "To je nexoryhe", OJ\roBOPI1 MI1 OH, "saro IllTO BpeMe rsora aenosparnor 60paBKa y He6ecHoM CI10HY JOIll Hl1je AOIllJIO."

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)J,OK MI1 OH TO rosopauie, oxpenyx ce aa JIeBO 11 BI1AeX jennora orpoxnor 'IOBeKa, BpJIO 036I1lbHor, npereher 113meAa, KOjl1 crajauie I1I1Mal)aIlle rrpeA C060M BeJII1KY Klbl1ry OTBopeHy. J a ce ynnaiunx OA lbera HO OH, xpaopeh« Me, pelle MI1:

"ATI1Ha, He 60j ce! (Eor MI1 je ca HeKI1M ~l1lbeM noxasao osaj JII1K. MI1CJII1M Aa MI1 pe'Ie Aa je OH AAaM.) Y osoj Klbl1311 xojy BI1AI1Ill sanacyjy ce I1MeHa 11 AeJIa OHI1X Kojl1 YJIa3e y HOBI1 CI10H". YTOM BI1AeX AeCHO OA ce6e 11 jenner MJIaAl1ha, nosnaror MI1 cyrpahaanaa rro I1MeHY MJ1XaI1JIa, Kojl1 cehauie na rrpeAI1BHOMe KOlby. Cpna-mo ra rr03ApaBI1X 11, panyjyh» ce, samrrax ra na A03HaM pa3JIOr TaKO BeJII1Ke lIaCTI1 xojy I1Ma. "3ap ce He cehaur na caM 6110 )!{pTBa aa I1CTI1HY, opaneha npasny:" 11 cTBapHo osaj MlIaAl1h je 6110 y611jeH 3aTO IllTO je sacrynao I1CTI1HY 11 csoje 6JII1)!{lbe.

Ilocne rora, nohox ca ApxaHl)eJIOM MaJIO nanpen 11 CTl1rOCMO rrpeA APYry xanajy 113BaHpeAHor cjaja 11 cBeTIIOCTI1.BeIlle OHa yxpaniena OA rope AO AOJIe pa- 3HOlII1KI1M Apafl1M KaMelbeM. Ho, Mel)y lbl1Ma cy ce pa3JII1KOBaJII1 HeKI1 KaMeHOBI1 AaJIeKO Behl1l1 nparouenaja, 11 oeure I1X nsauaecr rro 6pojy. 113 lbl1X 113JIa)!{aIlle Haj)!{I1Blba CBeTJIOCT. Y CBaKOM nax ymy 6ejaxy KPCTOBI1 Hel13pe~I1Be nenore. 311A HaOKOIIO oeure 3lIaTaH 11 cserrsaure xao cynue. 0 xannje 6exy otieurena Tpl1 KlbY'Ia: jenan 3JIaTHI1, Apyrl1 rB03AeHI111 rpehn ApBeHI1. Apxanheo, OTBOPI1BIllI1 OHI1M 3JIaTHI1M KlbY'IeM Karrl1jy, pelle MI1: "OBI1M 3JIaTHI1M KlbY'IeM orsapajy 60- raTI1, OBI1M rB03AeHI1M npasenmr, a OBI1M ApBeHI1M Cl1pOMaIllHI1".

Y npan Max, KaA yl)OCMO 11 BI1AeX onaj Hel13pe~I1BI1 rrpl130p y CBOj n.eroaoj narnpaponnoj lIerrOTI1, ca jenae CTpaHe, 11 ca npyre CTpaHe, CB0jy 3JIexYAOCT, CTaAOX y HeAoyMI1~1111 He ycyl)l1Bax ce Aa ylll1HI1M HI1 jenan KopaK HarrpeA· OA- 611jaJIa caM na ra311M rro 6ecKpajHI1M 3JIaTHI1M hl1JII1MI1Ma Hel13pe~I1Be MI1JII1He 11 KpaCOTe. 0, KaKaB cjajan npasop! 0, KaKaB 113BaHpeAaH 113meA 'IYAeCHe nenore 11 HOBor oecspajaor )!{I1BOTa. "Hexoj ce cHe6I1BaTi1", pelle MI1 Apxanheo. "11AI1 Cl1pOTI1~e, CJIo60AHO, jep je CBa ra A06pa rrpl1rrpeMI10 Iocnon 3a OHa cp~a xoja AeJIaTHO narone ce6e Aa lby6e Iocnona 11 HerrpeKI1AHO fa Tpa)!{e. OHa he )!{I1BeTI1 y BeKOBe BeKOBa. Ho me AOlIa311 HaM y cycpeT 6JIaropOAHa Mapnja, xoja je onpehena na re rrpl1XBaTI1 11 rrpl1BeAe Aa npoheur Kp03 HOBI1 CI10H, 11 BI1AI1Ill BellHY ClIaBY 11 6JIa)!{eHCTBa. Ilpenopyxyjea TI1 rrOHOBO na A06po ypeaceui y yM csoj CBe IllTO BI1AI1Ill, jep je rrOTpe6HO Aa TO I1Crrpl1l1aIll OHI1Ma y CBeTY, na snajy Aa je 'Kpuciuoc u qauac u jY4e uciau u qoeexa"

BI1Aex, 6paho Moja, CBeTJIOCT TOIII1KO pa3JII1'II1Ty OA CBeTJIOCTI1, xoja OCBerrsaaa HaIllY )!{aJIOCHY BOAeHY 3eMHY JIOIITY, KOJII1KO ce pa3JII1Kyje CBeTJIOCT nana OA MpaKa MpKJIe He03Be3AaHe nohn. 1..JYAeCHO 6eIlle TO IllTO ce 01111 Moje HaBI1KOIlle aa TO, 11 IllTO He ocehax HI1 HajMalbY CMeTlbY. Hanporns, BeOMa caM

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A<elIeJIa ,lIa nooaarpav ry CBerJIOCr HeHaOITO. A cBY,lla ce llU1pl10 Hel13pe~I1BI1 Ml1p. BI1,l1eBllU1 CBe ro, ocernx ce xao 06YXBaheHa 11 113Hyrpa 11 cnorsa A<I1BI1M ,lIYXOM, Hel13MepHOM panourhy 11 aecen.ea.

OBO He60 0 KOMe je pe'I, 11 OBa CBerJIOCr, xoja je crBapHO rrpl1rrpeMlbeHa ITpaBe,llHI1~I1Ma, YKOJII1KO I1l)acMo Harrpe,ll, nocrajauie CBe A<I1Blba 11 yMI1JIHl1ja. [a y,lll1cax HerrpecraHO otiysera HeI13pe~I1BOM A<elbOM ,lIa 3aXBarl1M O,ll ouor Hel13pe~I1Bor M110Ml1pa, jep MI1 oeure ropKa rrOMI1CaO na hy MaJIO rrOCJIe 611rl1 mnuena csera rora, apanmunr ce na MHororYA<HY 3eMlby.

J1,l1yhl1 raxo ca Mapnjoa 11 rnenajyh« ca ,lII1Blbel-beM 6y,llyhy 6eCKOHalJHY nacnany ITpaBe,llHI1X, nahox ce rrpe,ll 'laCHI1M Kpcrox, KOjl1 oeuie CJII1'IaH OHOMe, o KojeM cax BaM pekna y rrO'IeTKY oaor cnor Ka3l1Bal-ba. Orrer BI1,l1eX Xpncra na l-beMY Pacrrerora, He MprBora, Hero )KI1BOra. Ha 'Iacaoj fJIaBI1 Iberosoj oeure rpHOB senau, a OKO oenapa Haj'II1Crl1je, 11 xao cner 6eJIo nnarno. Iloxpaj Kpcra, Kojl16JII1cralIle jaxe on cynua, BI1,l1eX JIeCrBI1~y 11 rpcKy. Ilpen rl1M BeJIl1lJaHCrBeHI1M rrpl130pOM caenooenaor rrpOrI1B,lIeMOHCKor opyxqa, MeHe YXBarl1 crpax, jep oaora rpeHyrKa cxarpax ce6e xao je,llI1Hy Kpl1BY aa Hseroso HerrpaBe,llHO Pacnehe na Kpcry. AJII1 Mapaja, xoja oeure CBa onyurearsena 11 noxaansaure A<I1Be 3HaKe ,lIYXOBHe pa,llOcrl1l1 Cp,lla'IHe ycrperrranocrn, pe'Ie MI1: 'Tne, y60rl1 lJOBe'Ie, Hel1C~prrHI1 rajaHcrBeHl1113BOP, 113 xojer xao 113 rrpel130611JIHOr noroxa rese CBe npetioraro BelJHO aacnahea.e HOB or CI10Ha! Ine, ,UPBO )KI1BOra sacaheuo on noserxa ycpen Paja 11 npenonpeheao na 113JIelJI1 paHy nenocnyunrocrn, paHy rrpao~a, KOjl1 je rrpe3peo ro ,UPBO aajcaspmennje lby6aBI111 rrpl1rpJIl1o ,lIpBO 6e3YMHor paBH060lIlrBa (rj. 113je,llHa'Iel-ba ce6e C Borca) 11 cyjernor caMolby6lba 11 eronsaa. Taxo, Cnacnren, He BI1CI1, Hero I1Majyhl1 paunipene pYKe, 3a,llpA<aBa otiecr ,lIeMOHa ,lI0 speaena xana he haso, KOjl1 Hac Bapa, 611rl1 6a'IeH y jeaepo onseao 11 cyMrropHo 11 611rl1 MY'IeH Kp03 CBe BeKOBe BeKOBa. Taxo, Cnacnren, Y311Ma rpexe csera, 11 CBI1 xojn sepyjy y Ibera, 611Bajy 1136aBlbeHI1 IhI1Me O,ll CMpr1111 ,lIOJIa3e OB,lIe 11 noxnaisajy ce Tpl1l1rrOCraCHOM BOA<aHcrBy. [ep y OBOM Ipany je ITpecro Bora 11 CI1Ha Hseroaor, Taxohe cy ry CBI1 Kojl1 My clIYA<e. TI1, AaKJIe, rrpl1t)11 cana, 11 rrOKJIOHI1 ce rr06e,llHOM yKpacy 'IYJIHe 11 nyxosne npl1pol1e. Ilennsaj rrpe-nrcre nore Hserose xoje carl1py rnasy 3Ml1je, a nero TaKO 11 OHO 6JIaA<eHO ,UPBO aa KOMe je YHl1lIlreHa CMpT!"

OBe nyne A<I1BOra pelJl1 Hetiecxe Mapxje, crpaumo Me rrorpeCOlIle. J1 ponehn cy3e npnhox )KI1BOrO'II1BOM KpCTy, 11 Ha'II1HI1BlIll1 rpl1 MeTaHl1je ca lby6aBlbY ce npocrpex na ~eJII1BaM nore XpI1CrOBe. OH, nax, cnose na rrpyA<11 pyKy CBOjy, xojy rrolby611x ca Cp,lla'IHOM npenaaourhy. IT03a,lll1, 113a Tor BeJII1KOr Kpcra, Bl1,l1eX 11 ,lIpyra ,lIBa Mal-ba.

3arl1M, l1,l1yhl1 MaJIO ,lIalbe, BI1,l1eCMO BeJII1Kl1 Bpr ca 3JIarHI1M 3eMlbl1lIlreM 11 3JIarHI1M jaoyxaaa, rrperryHI1M 3JIaTHl1X, CBeA<I1X 11 ,lII1BHI1X nnonona. Y xpajy Bpara, rrope,ll rryra KOjl1M XO,llI1CMOBI1AeX APBO HeCJII1'IHO OCTalIl1M ApBerl1Ma y Bpry, xoje oeure CJIl1lJHO Manoj CMOKBI1 11 I1Mal)alIle nmuhe 3eJIeHO l1 nyro, xoje BI1CalIle sa AOJIe. To ,lIpBO rrOCMarpax paA03HaJIO, jep oeuie cponmrje ca ApBerl1Ma na 3eMlbl1 Hero ca OHI1Ma y Pajy. Y rOM ce rrojaBl111 crane KOA Tor ApBeTa npexpacnn Anheo y 6eJIOM 11 pelJe MI1: "Xoheiu Aa rl1 y36epeM ,lIa OKYCl1lIl rrJIOA OA osor ApBera xoje ce 30Be AAaMOBO APBO?" AJII1, nourro Ha3l1B Tor ApBera 113a3Ba y MeHl1 nenpnjanry ycnoaeny ja oA6l1X. Mapnja nax, CXBaTI1BlIll1 KaKBa je ro Moja ycnoxena, pelJe MI1: "He 60j ce''. J1 ,lIOK Mapaja nohe na MI1 caMa ysfiepe, Anheo CTI1A<e re MI1 AaAe y pyKy jenan nnon. "Ilasn cana", pe'Ie MI1 Mapnja, "KaA ra OKYCl1lIl, saneheur na I1Ma cnocotinocr na Aa yxyc 611JIO xojer ITJIOAa 3eMalbCKor, I1JIl1 jena, I1JII1 naha, xoje rl1 xoheur na rrpeCraBl1lIl ce611 y cehaisy." J1 crnapuo 6elIle raxo, ITa imax l-beroB noceoan rrpl1pOAHl1 yKyC 6elIle aeynopenas.

MaJIo Aalbe, oxpenysum ce, BI1AeX na re-te nexa 6JII1CraBa 3JIaTHa BOAa, aJII1 aeorpanaxena HI1KaKBI1M KOPI1TOM, 11 jenny AI1BHy nesojxy rnje APA<11 ranax urran Kojl1M yrrpaBlba BOAOM, xoja ranacajyhn ce reunjaure l1 'IYAeCHO A<y60palIle. J1 aa OBO, yrrl1rax Mapnjy, xoja MI1 pe'Ie: "OBa BOAa xojy BI1Al1lIl npencrasn.a noxerax peKe [opnaaa, 'Il1jl1 hem spaj BI1,l1erl1, KaA oyneur nocernJIa 3eMalbCKI1 J epycanna".

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3aTI1M, rrouraaum MaJIO Aalbe, aahocao ce rrpeA 113BaHpeAHo BeJII1KI1M 3Aal-beM ca onrosapajyhna npoaopnxa. YlIlaBlIll1 y isera, BI1AeCMO MHore peAoBe KJIyrra ua Kojl1Ma cebaure MHoro Ae~e. CBa 6exy ncror Y3pacra AO nsanaecr roAI1Ha l1 6JII1CTaxy JII1~I1Ma. Hexa OA I-bI1X -nrraxy, nexa pasroaapaxy ca Kpajl-boM oeaaaneaourhy l1 lbyrrKolIlhy. Oaor rpeHyrKa CXBarl1X jacno CMI1CaO I1cKpeHe lby6aBI1. Ha'II1H, nax I-bI1XOBOr Mel)yc06Hor pa3rOBopa rOJII1KO Me O'Iapa, na caM rrOA<eJIeJIa ,lIa HeHaCl1rO meAaM ry aHl)eJICKY Ae~y KaKO pasrosapajy I1lJl1rajy. Ho, nourro He Morox ,lIa pa3YMeM Kojl1M jC311KOM roaope. yrnrrax 11 aa TO Mapnjy a OHa MI1 pese: "To lIlTO 'IyjelIll1 He pasyxeur, jecy OHe Hel1CKa3aHe pe'Il1 0 Kojl1Ma rOBOpl1 arrOCTOlI ITaBJIe, Y'Il1relb BaCI10He, y CBojl1M rrOCJIaHl1~aMa". ITOlIlTO joj peKOX na je He pa3YMeM jep HI1KaAa HI1CaM 'Il1raJIa 0 ITaBJIY, OArOBopl1 MI1: "Kana ce Bparl1lIl na 3eMlbY, samrraj sa n.era aexor OA Y'Il1relba y rBOMe Mecry 11 OH he rl1 06jacHI1rl1 rsojy HeAoyMI1~y". Ha xpajy, nourro AOBOlbHO crajacno rnenajyh« HeHaCl1rO OHe MaJIe AHl)ene, MI1 I1X rr03ApaBI1CMO 11 OHI1 HaM ornosnpanmue ca Harrrpl1pOAHOM 61IarolIlhy, rra OAOCMO. J1Ayhl1 TI1M I1Crl1M nyrea, MI1 BI1AeCMO

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y peJ\y HaHl13aHe onaje 'lMjM 3MJ\OBM MMal)axy 60jy neria. Ty 3aIIMTax Mapnjy J\a lIM MM ce J\03BOlhaBa na yl)eM M paarneuaa MX. "Iloasozsaaa TM ce", pe'le MM OHa, "ami na aanaarmu CBe IlITO 6YAeill BI1J\elIa." OTBOPMBiliM cyceAHY cotiy ja BMAex rAe y cpeJ\MHM BI1CM cxynoueno KaHJ\MlIo xoje ocaerzsasaure cooy 6lIaroM csernourhy M ABe MOHaXMfbe rne cene jenaa HacnpaM J\pyre. Ilourro MM rnase 6exy nOrHyTe, BMAelIO ce na cy y MOIII1TBM. [a ce 0AMax nOBYKox, 3aTBOpMBiliM 6p30 BpaTa, jep MM jenna OJ\ fbMX nane 3HaK na M3al)eM. 3anMTax Mapnjy M OHa MI1 pe'le J\a cy TO MOHaXMfbe xoje cy yronnne Bory nOABM3aBajynM ce aa jeJ\HoMe MecTy, 360r sera 6M yroAHo Iocnorry Aa OHe MOIIMTBeHO rnxyjy y TOj C06MU;M 06e sajenao M MOlle ce, xao IlITO BMJ\I1Il1, M )!(afbY nIIOJ\OBe AYXOBHor secersa M neoecxe panocrn.

Ilocne re, OTBOPl1X J\PYry onajy l1 Bl1J\ex jenny )!(eHY OJ\eBeHY y cjajny csernocr, 3aTl1M OTBOPI1X rpehy, y fbOj Bl1AeX csora My)!(a Annpejy, Kojl1 cehaiue aa npecrony, l1l13HaJ\ tserose rnase - nomma ca ceJ\aM KaHAl1lIa. lJ:l1M Me Bl1Ae, OH cahe ca npecTOlIa l1 n03ApaBl1 Me 6IIarOHaKIIOHO. J1 ja, orn03ApaBl1BIlIl1, peKOX My na jour HMcaM YMpiia M J\a je Moja )!(elha na OCTaHeM y3 isera. A OH Ml1 pe'le:

"IT03HaTo Ml1 je na Hl1Cl1 yMplIa, alIl1 J\a ocraaeur OBJ\e aa cana je nesroryhe, jep onpeheao BpeMe rnora )!(MBlhefba y CBeTY jour Hl1je l1CTeKIIO. Ilocrapaj ce, naxne, J\a y OBOM OCTaTKY csora 3eMalhCKora )!(I1BOTa noxaxceur BPIIMHCKI1 )!(l1BOT l1 na He crynaui y J\pyrl16paK J\a 6M ce YJ\OcTojMlIa 06l1TaBaTl13ajeJ\Ho ca MHOM. EBo, npnnpeauo caM Tl1 CTOIIl1U;y", - npl1 TOMe noxasa na jemry OMafbY CTOIIl1U;y YMeTHl1'lKl1 aspaheay l1 61Il1CTaBO 'll1ery. "Hnase, aKO ce ynaur, onora naua heiu Me 36aU;l1Tl1 ca Mora npecrona" (npa TOMe Ml1 OH l1CTOBpeMeHO l1 nOKpeTOM noxasa Ha'll1H nana, l1 AOJ\aAe:) "a Tl1 ce aeheui YJ\OCTojl1Tl1 na Bl1Al1Il1 Paj!" OHAa Ml1 TO pese, 11 ja ra ca nourroaaisea onna n03ApaBl1X, 06ehaBIlIl1 My na hy ce Ap)!(aTl1 n.erosor napehen.a l1 naahox.

3aTl1M, OTBOPl1BIlIl1 APYry cooy, nahox ce npeA MOjl1M n03HaTl1M cyrpahaHl1HOM, KOjl1 oeuie yMpO npe ner rOAl1Ha, a asao ce L(l1Ml1Tpl1je Xpl1CTOAYIIY. IToiliTo ce n03ApaBMcMo, peKOX My 0 ce6M. OH Me YBeJ\e y jenny npocTpaHy callY M nOCTaBM Me npeA J\BaHaeCT MlIaJ\Mna MCTor paCTa, Kojl1 61U1cTaxy sehaa OA CYHua l1 cehaxy na 3IIaTHl1M npeCTOIIl1Ma. Y CpeAl1Hl1 nax re cane oeure 110CTaBlheHa rprtesa 3a pY'laK. OBa cana oeure ocaerzseaa npel1306l1IIHOM csernotuhy xoja ynasaure Kp03 sennxe nposope a OHl1, l13meAa, 6exy csama OTBOpeHl1. YmeAaBIlIl1 CBe TO l13HeHaJ\a, ja ce BeOMa 36YHl1X l1 nOCTl1AeX, l1 OKpeTOX ce na l13al)eM. Ho L(l1Ml1Tpl1je, 'll1jl1 )!(l1BOT na 3eMlhM oetue oopasau npnnae, 3aAp)!(a Me l1 IlITa Bl1Il1e noncrase Aa npl1l)eM l1 n03J\paBl1M CBe fbl1X. IT03J\paBl1X MX 11 npnhox L(l1- Ml1Tpl1jy, a OH Ml1 pese: "To cy J\BaHaeCT AnOCTOlIa l1 J\OIllIIM cy J\a Me nocere,

l1 eBO, onaronapehn naposnaa Moje J\06pe )!(eHe, rtpnnpexmo caM l1M pY'laK; 3aTO na npeneceui ca Moje CTpaHe 6lIarOHaKIIOHOCT MOjoj notipoj )!(eHl111 Aa joj xazcem J\a je 3a60paBMIIa na M3BpIlll1 CBe IlITO je ooehana, Tor M Tor MeCTa, Tor 11 Tor nana". 3aTl1M MM Kp03 jeJ\aH 6alIKOH rtokasa cjajna npOCTpaHl1 BpT. Y fbeMY Bl1AeX rne ce xpehy nernaecroronnunse AeBoj'lMu;e l1 aannaajy y lbeMY npnehe l1 usehe. Te AeBoj'Il1u;e Ml1 peKoille na OCTaHeM ca fbMMa. Oojacnanunr na Ml1 je TO uexoryhe, ja ce n03ApaBMX ca fbl1Ma l1 ca L(MMl1Tpl1jeM, na 0AOX.

YillaBIlIl1 y Apyry cyceAHY cotiy nahox Xpl1CToAYlIa, L(l1Ml1Tpl1jeBor 6paTa, KOjl1 je raxohe 6MO yMpO, rne ceJ\11 na HeKOM yxpaureaov npecrony, xao MallO ceran. TIpl1Il1aBIlIl1 My n03J\paBl1X ra, l1l1cnpl1'lax My csoje YTl1CKe xoje caM CTexna AO oaora 'laca, a OC06l1TO My peKOX sa l13Y3eTaH nOIIO)!(aj iseroaora opera. "Epar MOj", OJ\rOBOpl1 OH, "3aAOBOlhaH je l13 Bl1Il1e pasnora, a OC06l1TO IlITO ce YAOCTOjl10 Aa l1Ma 60r060ja)!(lhl1BY )!(eHY xoja CBe IlITO y'll1HI1 aa noxoj nyure Mora 6paTa, y'll1Hl1 ca J\06pOM BOlhOM l1 6e3 rynhan,a, AOK CBe IlITO 3a MeHe 'll1HI1 Moja )!(eHa, He 'll1Hl1 ca J\06pOM BOlhOM l1 saxaannouihy, Saro re MOIIl1M, na joj Ka)!(eill na ce )!(alIl1M, jep je norperino: l1IIM J\a Ml1 uran.e re AapoBe ca lhy6aBlhy M 6e3 ryuhan.a, na MaKap 6l1IIM l1 Mafbe BpeJ\HoCTI1, l11Il1 na MM He uran.e cpopMalIHO MHoro J\apOBa ca XlIaAHonOM l1 ryHl)afbeM." Oriehax My J\a hy McnyHl1Tl1 fberOBY )!(elhY l1 n03J\paBl1X ra, na l13l1I)OX M cpeTOX Mapnjy, ca KOjOM HaCTaBl1X XOA npeaa necnoj CTpaHl1.

Bl1AeX J\a XOJ\l1MO no jeAHoM YCKOM 6eJ\eMY, KOjl1 ca csake cTpaHe oeme aacahen pa3Hl1M Ml1Pl1CHI1M l1 pa3H060jHl1M nsehea, xao IlITO cy 1by6l1'lMu;e, KapaHcpl1IIl1, py)!(e l1 J\pyro, l1 CBe oeure HeYBeHl1BO. Y Aalhl1Hl1 yrnenax BpToBe. Ha J\pBeTY Bl1J\ex J\e'll1ja 1Il1u;a Hel1CKa3aHe nenore ca Kpl1IIMMa. OHa, npenerajyhn no rpaHaMa, npocxasn.axy Tsopua. "Ta IIMu;a xoja BMJ\MIlI", pe'le MM Mapnja, "jecy nyuie Malle neue. J1 nocne lbl1XOBOr OJ\lIaCKa 113 aevazscxor CBeTa, J\P)!(l1 l1X Eoroponnna Tpl1 naaa y napysjy CBOMe, J\OK He aatiopase csojy 3eMalhCKY MajKy. Ilocne ce Aeu;a AOBOJ\e OBJ\e."

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Y TOM, npeurasura oaaj YCKII xao IlITO peKOX 6eAeM, Mil l1l)acMo, He xao npe 3IIaTHl1M hl1IIl1MIIMa, Hero 110 npOCTpTOM 3elIeHIIIIY. Taao, nax, MallO nan.e Bl1Aex jenno jesepo rryno cnpannor Mylha. Y fbeMY ce Bl1J\e jenna )!(eHa rJ\e :Je)!(11 HM'll1u;e. 3anl1TaX 0 lbOj Mapnjy, 11 OHa MM pe'le: "To oeure MOHaXllfba 11 \''lI1Hl1 CMpTHl1 rpex l1 He noopaay ce J\a ce noxaje". lour y TOM npeJ\elIY BI1AeX fB03AeHO ApBO. 0 fbeMY Bl1J\ex 0 nanny 06eIlleHY AeBojKY, a McnOJ\ fbe oenora nca, KojM je CTalIHO HacpTao na fby M CTpaIllHIIM yjeAMMa sanasao joj pane. A

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OHa je OA 60JIa Maxm1TO jayxana. "OHa ce MY'l11 raxo", peqe MI1 Mapaja, "saro urro je 6l1JIa MOHaXl1Iba BeJII1KOCXI1MHI1l.\a, rra je ro Harrycrl1JIa 11 YAaJIa ce." 0 raxsoj MOHaXl1lbl1 rOBOpl10 MI1 je jenan AYXOBHI1K, xana caM rrpBI1 rryr 'lyJIa urra 3Ha'll1 MOHaXl1lba.

ITocJIe Tara OrBOpl1X jenny ycasoseny cotiy 11 BI1Aex y a.oj KpeBer, KOjl1 YMecro nyurexa I1Mal)aIlle rrJIaMeHOBe orn.a KOjl1 fiauaxy rope- AOJIe KpeBer ca 'lOBeKOM 11 )!{eHOM, KOjl1 cy ua 3eMlbl1 )!{I1BeJII1 y pa3Bpary 11 HI1CY rrOIllrOBaJII1 rrpa3HI1Ke. BI1AeX nan.e )!{eHY, soja nescaure y KOrJIY rrYHOM MJIaKe BOAe: pe'le MI1 Mapaja, yql1Hl1 MHore rpexe 11 Ben je Ka)!{lbeHa KlbY'laJIOM BOAOM. "Cana ce nax YMalbl1 lbeHO MY'lelbe, jep ce ynocroja na I1Ma CI1Ha BpJIO 'lecrl1ror, Kojl1 rrOCraBIlII1 caeurrenax MOJII1 ce Iocnony aa ynoxojerse csoje MajKe; 11 xao urro BI1AI1Il1 YCJII1Il1I1JIa ce iseroaa MOJIl1rBa." BI1AeX 11 Apyry )!{eHY xoja crajaure na sarpa 11, ropehn, c nory, aanoxaraure norpecno. "Hsen CI1H", peqe MI1 Mapnja, "phaso OA lbe sacmiran, xohe Aa ce rroryp'll1. AKO AaKJIe OH nanne y raKBO 3JIO, osaj he ce orais nojasarn 11 ropehe uena y rrJIaMeHY."

BI1AeBIlII1 CBe ro, MI1 KpeHycMO nan.e no uerpyneacaoj rpaan a y Mel)YBpeMeHY BI1AeCMO 6e36pojHO npsehe l1l1mpe,ll csaxora OA lbl1X rro jenan IlIarop. KOA Bpara csaxora IlIaropa BI1AeCMO xonexa Kojl1 ceAI1 ca BeApl1M JII1l.\eM. Haahocao 11 na jemrora ycaMlbeHora 'lOBeKa, rAe CeAI1 na OB'll1jOj KO)!{l1. Ilarax ra saurro ceAI1 caM 11 HeM a HI1Il1ra xao yarnaazse, aa MaKap MaJII1 no-umax, Hl1rl1Il1arop? Ha ro Ml1 caM OH 0ArOBOpl1: "CJIaBa CBerOMe Bory, jep nourro caM rpeiuan, ja Hl1 osora Mecra Hl1CaM nocrojaa". 3Ha OH na Hl1Il1ra npyro HeMa AO jeAl1HO OBY KO)!{Y, aa xojo] cehaure, a lbe ce ynocrojao saro nrro je aa 3eMlbl1 nOAapl10 Heurro jeAHoM jaAHl1KY. "A nrro ce nrse KOJIl16e, He rpe6a Ml1", pe'le OH, "jep, xao urro BI1Al1re, He60 je 6JIl13Y Hac, nyno 3Be3Aa, l1 Hl1rl1 l1Ma HOnl1, Hl1rl1 Kl1Il1e, Hl1rl1 serpa."

Y MECTJ1MA ... BEllHE OCY/{E

ITocJIe rora, peqe Ml1 Mapnja, Aa onne 6JIl13Y I1Ma 11 necrsnua «oja Hl13BOAl1 y naxao 11 xan je aahocno, nohocao Hl13lbYAa Cl1JIa3l1MO xa Mecry sevae oCYAe. Creneanxa oeure xerpnaecr l1 6exy nonjennaxo pasaaxayra jenan OA Apyror. KaA sahocao y Ay60KY raMY, ja ce ynnaunrx l1 peKOX Mapajn na je rpetiano Aa Y3MeMo caernn.xy, HO OHa, AP)!{enl1 Me cranno aa PYKY, pese Ml1: "OBa rava He MO)!{e 6l1rl1 CaBJIaAaHa OA npOJIa3He CBerJIOCrl1, jep je 6YKBaJIHO ornmzsnaa pyKaMa". Ha xpajy Ml1 xohacao no qBpCrOMe rny. MeHl1 ce y'll1Hl1 na je A06a OKO aesepa, KaA ce nane JIaMne. OHa HajAolba 3eMlba, nycrour l1 crpaxora, fieure HepaBHa l1 xaorasaa. Paspehena ApBera 6exy rrpecrapena, ocyhena l1 rorosa

sa ropea.e. Ilourro 3eMlbl1Il1re 6eIlle 6JIarHO, He HaJIa)!{aX Mecra rne Aa cranex. MaJIo nax narse, y jennoj BeJII1Koj nposamrjn Bl1Aex Aa ce npocrnpe raMa ryurha OA OHe npse a y n.oj ce -ryjaxy aanaja l1 y)!{aCHl1 jayua, He YCYAl1X ce na ce rrpI16JIl1)!{l1M nposanajn, jep ce npenanox OA crpaxa. "Onaj npeneo", pe-te Ml1 Mapnja, "Ha3l1Ba ce xursesnyhe."

ITo rOM Bl1AeCMO Al1Blbe l.\pHe AeMOHe, ca crpaXOBl1rl1M JIl1l.\l1Ma l1 6eAHOM OAenOM, 6JIarlbaBOM l1 KpBaBOM. OHl1 YAapaxy y 6y6lbeBe BeOMa jaxo 11 cYJIYAO. Osaj npl130p Ml1 noseha crpax re norpsax Aa ce CaKpl1jeM nsa Mapnje, OHa Me MaJIO oxpatipa, re aa AeMOHe rnenacao BJiaCHO 11 ca npeanpoa. OHI1 Hac nOCMarpaxy Ml1pHO l1 onnaxaxy y npasuy osor l1Il1'le3Hyna. 3arl1M, nouianrua MaJIO aanpen, nabocao ce y jeAHoj YAOJII1Hl1, rne aaycraansum ce Mano, qYCMO XyK Mopa. IT POAY)!{l1CMO xa Mecry Tara IlIyMa 11 Bl1AeCMO, 0, crpaunrora JIl1 npnaopal Mope OA orrsa, xoje 6y'lHO oauaure BaJIOBe OA rrJIaMeHa aa Al1BlbY l1 OKOMl1ry 06aJIy npennaarsyjyhn y BeJIl1Koj BJfCl1Hl1 OHY rMypHy arvocpepy BapHI1'laBl1M Al1MOM. Ha roj 06aJIl1 Bl1AeCMO sojnnxa KOjl1 HaM nane 3HaK l1 lby6a3Ho Hac n03Ba Aa l136JIl13a Bl1Al1MO raj CrpaIllHl1 rrpl130p. Bl1AeCMO na ce Y Kperalbl1Ma OHl1X OrlbeHI1X ranaca npesphy rena lbYAl1 l1 )!{eHa pasnora yspacra 11 je3l1BO Bl1qy, sanoaaxyh«: "Asaj, naropex!" J1 saacra oerue crpaIllHO ro ropeu.e.

Tana npexany aa MaJIO csoje rrpl1'lalbe MOHaXl1lba Esnpaxcnja, Ay60KO Y3AaXHYBIlIl1 rra aacraan ca Y3ApXraJIl1M rnacox:

_ Bl1AeX 11 npyre crsapa nperryne crpaxa y rOM Mecry se-nrre ocyne, AJII1 nourro Ml1 cehatse aa ro Myql1 AYIllY, norpeoao je Aa Ka)!{eM Aa rana aanycrncao ry raay l1 Mecro se-me, 6e3HaAe)!{He oCYAe, ysahocxo y3 jenae necrsaue l1 nahoCMO ce na OHOMe nyry rne rrperxoAHo Bl1AeCMO BproBe l1 eerie. Kaxo Al1BaH 6erne osaj, cBYAa paannaajyha ce Ml10Ml1P OBara nanpennora Ipana, Honora Cl10Ha! Cana Ben qyx l1 AHl)eJIe rne nesaxy caecaspureao ca qYAecHoM XapMOHl1joM, OHY BeqHY AHl)eJICKY Xl1MHy: Ceiatu, CBjam, CBjam, l1 ocrano. LIyx cano mac, HO AHl)eJIe He Bl1Aex. Y'll1Hl1 Ml1 ce na 6exy rope na OHOMe 3JIarHOM neoy, aJII1 cy ce 'lyJIl1 xao Aa 6exy 6JIl13Y Hac.

OIlET Y HOBOME CJ10HY. .. uren llPECTOJIOM CBE/{F)KJ1TElbA

IToCJIe 06l1I)OCMO OKO xyne 11 pa3meAacMo 3l1AOBe HOB ora CI10Ha. 06JIl1K rpaAa 6erne sersopoyrnacr l1 iserona crpana l1Mal)aIlle rpl1 xarmje. Ha APYroj CrpaHI1 Bl1AeX rpl1 rope. JeAHa ce 30Be J13rHaHCrBO AAaMoBo, a Apyra ce Ha3l1Barne Iopa npopoxa J1nl1je. ):\albe Me Mapaja noseae re ce Hal)ocMO npen BC';]l1qaHCrBeHI1M ABOpOM. Jl13 jenner aajseher nposopa a.erosor 113JIa)!{arne,

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xao M3 M3BOpa )KMBa M yMMJIHa, bO)KaHCKa CBeTJIOCT, xoja OCBeTJbaBaWe Paj. "Cehaur JIM ce", peCIe MM Mapnja, "xana CMO crajane rrpeA PaCrreTI1M 11 xana CaM TI1 peKJIa na My ce rrOKJIOHI1W, WTa je pexao! Y OBOMe rpany je Ilpecro bora 11 CI1Ha Hieroaor, Yl)I1MO, AaKJIe, y osaj ABOp, Aa BI1AI1W 11 rrOKJIOHI1W ce CJIaBI1 Tpannocracnor bora aamer!"

Kanybocsro, uahocao ce rrpeA jeAHoM orpoMHoM npocropnjoa 11 BI1AeX CBeAp)KMTelha. VIMal)awe nomen y3AMfHyT rope, oCMexHYT, aJII1 cTpawaH. L(ecHoM HorOM CBOjOM crajaure na TO'lKY KOjl1 OKOJIO I1Mal)awe KpMJIa. C AeCHe CTpaHe CBeAP)KI1TeJbeBe BI1AeX XpI1CTa, KOjl1 rneuame CBOjl1M KpOTKI1M 11 CMepHI1M nornenox, ca KpajlboM aexuourhy 11 lhy6aBlhY. KOA JIeBe nore CBeAp)KI1Telha BI1AeX JIaBa me JIe)Kl1, ca OCIMMa 113 xojax cenaxy BapHl1l1e, a KOA AeCHe nore Cnacaren.ese Apyry )KI1BOTl1lbY ClIl1CIHY MeABeAY xoja I1Mal)awe JIl1l1e CJII1'lHO 'lOBeKY. Ca JIeBe crpane CBeAp)KI1TeJbeBe BMAex BJIaAM'll1l1Y Eoropommy. Y'lI1- HI1 MI1 ce cpa3MepHO BI1COKa 11 TaHKa. OHa aotuauie onehy He6eCHO rrJIaBeTHY ca CBeTJIenl1M 3Be3AaMa, a na maBM joj 6ewe xpyaa xojy Ap)Kaxy AHl)eJIM ca crpaxonourrcsaneu M rr060)KHOwny. BMAex rope, M3HaA Oua 11 CMHa, M Ilpecserora L(yxa y BMAY rOJIy6a, 113 CIMjl1X yCTa xao 113 HeMClIprrHor M3Bopa 113BI1paWe bO)KaHCKa CBeTlIOCT, xoja, xao WTO peKOCMO, ccsern.aaaure Paj. IT03aAI1, 113a CBeAP)KI1TeJba, Cnacaren.a 11 Boroponnue, BI1AeX BOjCKY AHl)eJIa: y rrpBOM peny crajaxy AHl)elll1 a y ApyroMe ca ABa Kpl1JIa, a Apyrl1 ca urecr Kpl1JIa. BI1AeBWI1 CBe OBO 11 MHoro Apyrora WTO HI1CaM y cTalbY Aa I1CKa)KeM, ja ce YKO'lI1X oA cTpaxa 11 crajax xao yxonana. AJII1 Me CBeAp)KI1Telh noasa KpOTKI1M maCOM 11 ja My npnhox. Ha'lMHMX TpM 3eMHa rrOKJIOHa 11 lIeJIMBaX L(ecHl1l1Y Bnunsera, 3aTMM cafHYBwl1 ce na AeCHO Aa ce rrOKJIOHI1M Boroponnun, oKpeTox ce M nohox Aa lIelll1BaM nore Cnacnren.a alll1 OH MI1 oner rrpY)K11 L(ecHl1l1Y M rrOKJIOHI1BWI1 ce Boroponmm, noayxox ce YHa3aA 11 CTaAOX, xexajyh« Aa MM A03BOJII1 na 113al)eM. YTOM, Aabeo noaece jenny AYWy, 11 aa lbOM l1l)awe MHOWTBO AeMOHa KOjl1 AP)Kaxy sarnrce rpexosa re nytue. BI1Aex rne ce nocrasn.ajy repasnje ua cpennny. VI na jenan lbl1XOB xpaj 6M CTaBJbeHa Aywa a na npyr» OHI1 samrcn AeMOHa; M KaA rperiauie na nanne OAJIyKa, BMAex AHl)eJIe Aa CMJIa3e ca roplber neria, 11 OHM, noaasyjyha nyury ca MMpOM xoje Ap)Kaxy y jennoj TaWHM, npeotipaamue je y Y3pacr OKO rpanecer rOAMHa M 0AMax je nonenoure y roplbe He60. A AeMoHM, He npncrajyha jour na Ty OAJIyKy, YAaJbMWe ce BI1'lynM: "CYAje aenpasenau". Ilocne, rrOWTO OTI1Ae rrpBI1 peA Anbena, oner Me nosaa CBeAp)KI1TeJb 11 nocaaerosa Aa npoaenea OCTaTaK )KI1BOTa rro 3arrOBeCTI1Ma tberoBMM.

[JOWTO, narnena, I1CTI1CIe BpeMe Mora 60paBKa y HOBOM CI10HY, A03Ba rocnon Apxanrena Aa Me Y3Me 11 onnece AOJIe na 3eMlhy. Tana sanarax Apxaahena

aa Iopn.e He60 M na JII1 611 611JIO Moryne Aa 113al)eM rope M BI1AI1M ClIaBY bO)Kjy? OH MI1 pe'le Aa TO Hl1je Moryne, jep ce jow He YAaJbI1X 3a csarna OA 3eMJbe, aJII1, Aa 611 pa3peWI10 Ty MOjy HeAOYMMlIY, AHl)eo rrOBYCIe sasecy M ja BI1Aex CBeTJIOCT jour caapmennjy xoja M3JIa)KaWe 113 3JIaTHl1X nonnjeneja. JOW BI1AeX 6e36pojHe xopose AHl)eJIa KOjl1 YAapaxy y 3BOHa BeOMa CKJIaAHO 11 nesaxy HajxapMoHI1CIHl1je. Ta AHl)eJICKa XapMOHI1CIHa MellOAl1ja 11 XapMOHI1'lHO opyjan.e 3BOHa onjeKI1Baxy rrOCJIe y Mojl1M YWI1Ma - CII1TaBe Tpl1 rOAI1He. Ha xpajy, nourro, xao WTO peKOCMO 6ewe aapeheao na OCTaBI1M Be'lHY 11 aeaspeuaay panocr M secen,e, ja rr03ApaBMx He6eCKY Mapujy 11 rtohox aa ApxaHl)eJIOM Kojl1 xpere y rrpaBlIY 3JIaTHOra Ipana, Ha rryTy oner ymeAacMO BeJII1KI1 KpCT. ITPI161111)KI1BWI1 My ce KJIeKOX 11 ca cygaMa lIeJII1BaX rrpe'lI1CTe nore Pacnerora. Ca Hel13pelll1Bl1M y3AaXOM MCrrOlhl1X 60JI cplla caora, 3aTO WTO Ben OCTaBlhaM CBeTJIOCT 11 spahaa ce y ceHKY CMpTl1. AJIM Cpuesnanau CBeAP)KI1Telh, BI1Aenl1 na 6ewe rrOTpe6HO Aa I1ClIeJII1 raj 60JI nyuie Moje, peqe MM: "Heaoj ce )KaJIOCTI1TI1 Hero sepyj Aa new rrOHOBO Aonl1 y HOBI1 CI10H, jep I1Me rsoje, Ben je aarnicano y KlbMry )KI1BOTa". VI na He 6l1X MMana HeKY CYMlbY 0 TOMe, OH A03Ba onor orpoanor xosexa 11 OH MI1 CTBapHO noxasa Moje I1Me xao )KI1Be, sarmcaao y noxrenyroj Klb11311. 360r rora, rryHa paAOCTI1 rrOKJIOHI1X ce Iocnony 11 ca BOJbOM nohox ca AHl)eJIOM. ITOWTO 113al)ocMo 113 3JIaTHI1X BpaTa 11 nohocao y npasny MepMepHI1X, BI1AeX CTaplla otiy-tenora y lIPHI1 OrpTa'l, rOJIOmaBOr ca CBeTJII1M JII1l.leM, cene 6paAe, cpeAlbe BI1CMHe, KperrKora 11 CMellora. 3arrl1TaX aa n.era 11 A03HaAox na je TO CBeTI1 HI1KOJIaj, 11 na je AOJIe na 3eMJbI1. [ep MHOrl1 OA CBeTI1X, a OC0611TO CB. JOBaH bOrOCJIOB, CB. Ipnropaje 11 CB. HI1KOJIaj, I1Majy rrpaBO na rro rrOTpe611 nocehyjy 3eMlhy. L(PYfl1 rtax CBeTI1TeJbI1 60)KaHCKOM CI1JIOM ncnya.asajy 6JIarOpa3YMHe MOJI6e JbYAI1 113 AaJbI1He. CBeTI1 HI1KOJIaj Me BI1Ae 113 AaJIeKa, 11 OCMeXHY MI1 ce. [a npahox 11 lIeJIMBaX My AeCHl1l1Y, a OH Me 6JIarOCJIOBI1 11 OTI1Ae. ITO)KeJIex Aa BI1AI1M n.erony cody, HO TO 6ewe AaJIeKO a BpeMeHa MI1 He npeocrajaure. 3aTl1M BI1AeX 11 npyra ABa CTaplla ooca, OKO we3AeCeTI1X rOAI1Ha, 0AeHYTI1 M OHI1 Y lIpHe orprase, 11 I1Mal)axy rnase rrpeKpl1BeHe KYKYJbaMa. To cy, pe'le MI1 Apxanheo, EHOX 11 VIJIl1ja. tbl1XOBe onaje BI1AeX 113 AaJIeKa, lIeJII1BaX lbl1XOBe AeCHl1l1e, 11 OHI1 Me 6JIarOCJIOBMwe.

KaA CTl1rOCMO na OHa BpaTa OA MepMepa 11 I1MaAoCMo Aa naahexo Kp03 lbl1X, BI1AeX AHl)eJIa KOjl1 notuaiue jennor xanyhepa 11 npenane OHOM orpOMHOM 'lOBeKY, a OH ra 6e3 I1crrl1TI1Balba YXBaTM 3a KOCY aa maBI1, rypHyBWI1 ra AOJIe, 6allM ra aa 3eMlhY re I1Wqe3e. 3aTI1M ca rlbeBOM pe'le: "Kana CI1 HerrOAHOWlhI1B, I1AI1 TeJIeCHO y naxao",

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IToCJIe rora apxanheo, npeoripaanaiua Me y roJIy6111"\y, CTaBI1 Me y napysje csoje. Y rpenyrxy ce oKpeHyx 11 BI1AeX Aa CMO y namoj xyh« na 3eMJbM. TeJIo nax Moje Bl1/.1eX /.Ia ce HaJIa311 y OHOM I1CTOM CTalbY Y KOMe caM ra OCTaBI1JIa rrpe Tpl1 nana, A MojM cy ra 3aAp)l(alll1 nenorpeoeao, 3aTO IllTO MI1, KaKO MI1 pelle rrOCJIe Moja MajKa, uexa BpaTHa )l(I1JIa noxasnaaiue 3HaKe )l(I1BOTa.

Y TOMe Me Apxanheo Y3e 113 csor aapyxja 11 pelle MI1: "llyuro, yljM Y TeJIo!"

A ja, y 3HaK rrocnemse 3aXBaJIHOCTI1 l1eJII1BaX onehy ApxaHljeJIOBY 11 Kp03 yCTa yhox y reno 11 O/.l0X, rrpo6Y/.ll1BIlll1 ce xao M3 Ay6oKor CHa 11 Y3AaXHYBillM Ay6oKO nonarox ce 11 cenox na rrOCTeJbY.

Kana BI1Aeme TO 'lY/.lO, MaTH Moja 11 OCTaIlI1 rrpacynni noseure, HeKl1 Aa Me Jby6e xao nexora npyrora JIa3apa a HeKI1 OA lbl1X MI1 nonecome neurro ocsexasajyhe aa nnhe. Ho ja nourro 6ejax rnanna, 3aTpa)l(I1X Aa jeAeM. Kana caM rrOTOM 03/.1paBMJIa, I1crrpl1'laJIa caM MHOrl1Ma OBO IllTO caM AO)l(MBeJIa 11 BI1/.1ella, a TaKO I1CTO cax I1crrymma OHe nopyxe 6pane Xpl1cToAYJIa ...

KOMYHI1CTa, rra cy 360r MeHe HapO'll1TO rr03BaJII1 rrporpecopa 113 Mocxse 11 OAJIy'lI1JII1 na 113Bpille onepaunjy,

(If; Klbufe 'Tlpaaocnasua 'lYAa Y 20. nnjexy", (8eCKa 1, MocK8a 1993)

CMPT ot; PAKA HA OlIEPAI{l1Jl1

19. ¢e6pyapa 1964. rOAI1He y 11 xacona cy Me orrepl1caJII1 - OTKpl1BeH je 3JIonYAHI1 TyMOp y MCTpYllelll1M L\pl1jeBI1Ma! TOKOM onepannje ja caM yMplla. Kana cy pacjexnn rpoyx, ja caM crajana 113Meljy ABa n.exapa 11 ca Y)l(acoM rnenaJIa na CBOjy 6011eCT. Y.I1TaB )l(ellYAaL\ 6110 MM je y rYKaMa paKa, a raxohe 11 MaJIa npnjesa. [a caM rnenana 11 MI1CIII111a: 3aIllTO Hac je ABl1je, Hal1Me, jenna ja CTOjl1M a jenna ja JIe)l(I1M!? 3aTMM cy JbeKap11113BaAI11111 Mojy /.Ip06 na CTO M peKIlI1: "TaMO rnje 611 rpeoano Aa 6YAe ABaHaeCTOrraJIa'lHO upnjeso, nocrojn caxo aeurro )l(I1TKO, TO jeer OHO je CaCBI1M carisnno 11 OTYAa CMO I1Cl1l1jeAI1JII1 nona JII1Tpe ruoja". I1 jour cy JbeKapl1 peKIlI1: "Iboj HeMa BI1Ille )l(MBOTa, HeMa KOA lbe HM'ler 3ApaBor, CBe je cansnno 0/.1 paxa".

[a caM CBe TO rnenana 11 MI1CIlI111a: 3aIllTO Hac je ABl1je, HaMMe, jenna ja ne)l(I1M a jenna ja CTOjI1M?! ITOTOM cy n.exapa BpaTI1JIM MOjy AP06 KaKO cy CTl1ml1 11 CTaBI11111 cy MI1 na rptiyx konue. Onepaunjy je 113BpIlll10 nporpecop AOKTOP J,13pal111 Plcajeanx HeMMapK, Iespejaa, y rrpncycrny necer lheKapa. Kana cy MI1 CTaBI11111 xorrse, JbeKapl1 cy peKllM: "Tpe6a je AaTI1 MJIaAI1M JbeKapMMa paAI1 npaxce". I1 rana cy Moje rnjeno OABe31111 y MpTBa'lHl1l1Y a ja caM I1Illlla aa lbl1M 11 CBe ce 'lYAMlla: 3aIllTO Hac je /.IBl1je? " )J:orrpeMI1JII1 cy Me y MpTBa'lHl1l1Y 11 ja caM najnpnje nezcana sara, a 3aTI1M cy Me rrpeKpl111M sapuraeoa rrpeKO rpYAM. Ty, y MpTBa'lHMl1Y, nouiao je xacnnje MOj opar ca MOjl1M CI1H'll1neM AHAPjYIllKOM. Moj CI1H MM je nparpsao 11 rrolhy6l10 Me y xeno, ropKO je nnaxao M CBe rOBOpI10:

"Maaune, 3amTO Cll yMPJIa? [a caM jour MaJIll, KaKO hy 6e3 reoe Aa )l(I1BllM, HeMaM TaTMl1Y?!" [a caM ra 3arpllMJIa 11 norsyenna, a OH sa MeHe anje oopahao HllKaKBY rra)l(lbY! Moj opar je nnaxao ...

3aMCTa, "CBI1Ma lhYAI1Ma npencroja jeAHoM yMpeTll, a rrOTOM aa CYA" (leap, 9,27). [ep Hl1jeAaH OA Hac He )l(I1BI1 ce61l, 11 HlljeAaH He yMllpe ce6M. Iep aKO )l(llBMMO, Iocnony )l(I1BI1MO, aKO YMl1peMO Iocnony yMllpeMo. AKO /.IaKJIe )l(llBI1MO, aKO YMl1peMO, Iocnonn.n CMO. lep "3aTO XPMCTOC 11 yMpe 11 nacxpce M O)l(MBe, na snana 11 MpTBMMa II )l(l1BMMa" (PI1Mlh. 14,7-9).

BACKPCElhE KlIAB)J;J1JE YCTJY)I{AHJ1HE

J a caM 6MJIa 6e360)l(HMl\a, rpAHO caM, CTpaUIHO xYJII1JIa na bora 11 rOHI1JIa CBeTY U:PKBY, BOAI1JIa rpeXOBHI1 )l(MBOT 11 61111a caCBMM MpTBa AYXOM, rrOMpaxeaa ljaBollcKOM npeneuihy (06MaHOM AYXOBHOM). AIlI1, MI1110cplje BO)l(I1je Hl1je /.IOrrYCTMllO CTBopelbY CBOMe na rrporraAHe 11 Iocnon Me je rrpM3Bao K noxajan.y, Pasoozsena caM ce OA paKa 11 60110Balla Tpl1 rOAI1He. Hnjecaa lle)l(alla, Hero caM pa/.ll111a l1 11l1je'lI1JIa ce K0/.l 3eMalhCKI1X lheKapa, ami KOPI1CTM Hl1je 611110 l1 MeHI1 je CBaKI1M /.IaHOM nocrajano CBe rope. Ilocn.enn.ax uiecr MjeCel1l1 CaCBI1M caM aaueaorna, 'laK HI1 BO/.ly Hl1jecaM Moma na rrl1jeM - novena caM Cl1llHO na nospahaa l1 cMjecTMll11 cy Me y 60JIHl1l1Y. Enna caM BeOMa aKTI1BaH

uvm« lIOClll1JE CMPTl1 - lIPEa rOClIOaOM

ITOTOM caM ce oopena KOA xyhe. )J:OillJla je Ty CBeKpBa, MajKa Mora rrpBor MY)l(a, 3aKOHMTor. BI1JIa je raao 11 Moja pohena ceCTpa. Ca rrpBI1M MY)l(eM CBOjespexeao HMjecaM xrjena /.Ia )l(MBI1M, 3aTO IllTO je ajeposao y Bora! I1 me, y MOjOj KynM no-rena je AM06a MOjl1X CTBapl1. >Kl1Bjella caM 60raTo M CBe csoje 60raTcTBo crexna caM nenpasnou 11 611Y/.lOM. Moja ceCTpa CTaJIa je na Y3MMa Haj60lbe CTBapl1, a Moja CBeKpBa MOIlI1J1a jy je /.Ia neurro OCTaBI1 M 3a Mora MaJII1- uraua. AIlI1, ceCTpa joj Hl1je HI1IllTa /.IaJIa, no-rena je na joj ce csakojaxo pyra II rOBOpl1: "MaJIM Hl1je 0/.1 rsora CMHa M TM My Hl1jecM P0/.l!" )J:OK ce ceCTpa pyralla,

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ja CaM nopeA !he BMAjella ojecose, OHM cy aanxcnnana cBaKY yBpeAlhMBy pMjeq M panoaanu ce!

. IlOTOM cy ceCTpa M caexpsa aaxzsyxane kyhy M ornume. Cecrpa je OAHMjena CBOjOj KyhM orpoaan rraxer.

A ja, rpeuma KlIaBAMja, y qempM qaca nonerjena caM YBMC! J1 BeOMa caM ce qYAMlIa KaKO TO lIeTMM HaA Bapaaynov. A 3aTMM je rpaA nursesao M nocrano je MpaqHo. IlOMpqMHa je rpajana nyro. Ha nyry cy MM noxaanaann peAoM MjeCTa na KojMMa caM 6MlIa OA csoje MlIaAocTM. Ha qeMY caM nerjena, na Ba3AYxy MlIM 0611aKY, He MOry Aa o6jacHMM. nOK caM nerjena, AaH je 6MO rxypaa, 3aTMM je nocrano BpllO csajerno, TaKO Aa ce HMje Momo rnenara.

CTaBMlIM cy Me aa HeKY upny IIlIanpopMy. Mana caM jour 6MlIa y lIeTy, nanaanna caM ce y nexehea nonoxajy, a na qeMY caM zrexcana He 3HaM, aa HeqeMy HallMK na 4>YPHMP, allM MeKOM M upne 6oje. YMjecTo YllMl\e ry je 6MlIa aneja, AY:>K xoje cy ce Halla3MlIM :>K6YHOBM, HMCKM M MeHM Herr03HaTM, caCBMM TaHKM npyrahn, C ourrpau ca o6e cTpaHe lIMlliheM. nalhe cy ce BMAjella orpoana npsera, na KojMMa cy ce Halla3MlIM BeOMa lIMjerrM lIMCTOBM pa3HMX 6oja. Me~y ApBeTMMa cy crajane HeBellMKe xyhaue, allM y !hMMa nnxora HMjecaM BMAjella. Y TOj AOllMHM crepana ce npexpacna rpasa, MMClIMM ce: 'TAje lIM caM TO, sana caM nouma - y ceno MlIM rpani He BMAe ce HM 4>a6pMKe HM 3aBOAM HM lhYAM. Ila KO osne :>KMBM?" [lIeAaM, KaA He TaKO nanexo OA MeHe - MAe :>KeHa,TaKO nnjena M BMcOKa, xamme ua !hoj nyrasse, a OA03ro OrpTaq oA 6pOKaTa. 3a !-bOM MAe HeKM MlIaAMh, CMlIHO nJIaqyhM M sa neurro je MOllMO, a OHa aa n.era He o6paha HMKaKBY rra:>K!hy. IloMMlillhaM: "KaKBa je TO MajKa? - OH rmaxe, a OHa He o6paha rra:>K!hY na !herOBe M01l6e?!" Kana MM ce rrpM611M:>KMlIa, MlIaAMh Ioj je rrao rrpen nore M oner je aa aeurro MOllMO, amr ja anurra HMjecaM cxsarana.

Xrjena caM Aa yrnrraa: "Inje caM ja?" AlIM, OHa MM M3HeHaAa npabe M BellM: "Iocnone, KYAa C !hOM?" Crajana je, npexpcrnaum pyxe na rpYAMMa, a OqM je nonnrna rope. Ha TO ce CMlIOBMTO crpecox, nojMMBlilM na caM - yxpna, M Aa MM ce nyma Halla3M na He6y, a rnjeno na 3eMlhM. J1 MarHOBeHO rrojMMx na MMaM MHoro rpexosa M na hy aa !hMX MopaTM Aa 0ArOBapaM. Cranox ropKO Aa nllaqeM. OKpeHeM maBY Aa 6MX yrnenana Iocnona, ami HMKora He BMAMM, a mac Iocnomsn qyjeM ...

OH je pexao: "BpaTM je aa 3eMlhy, HMje AOllina y csoje BpMjeMe, noriponjeren, npmme isenora ona M !herOBe aenpecrane MOllMTBe cy Me YMMlIOCTMBMlIe!"

Ty caM TeK cXBaTMlIa Aa je ra :>KeHa - Ilapnua Heoecxa, a na je MlIaAMh, KOjM je nurao sa !-bOM M nnaxao - Moj Anren qyBap.

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Iocnon je HaCTaBMO Aa rosopa: "noAMjallo MM je IbeHO 6orOXYllcTBO M !heH cMpaAHM :>KMBOT. XTMO caM na je 36pMllleM ca naua 3eMlhe 6e3 noxajan,a, ana Me je orau !heH YMOllMO ... Tpe6a joj rrOKa3aTM MjecTo xoje je 3aCllY:>KMlIa ... "

J1 ja ce MamOBeHO nahox - y aAY. Ha MeHe cy nnasnne crpaume onseae 3MMje, AyraqKMX jesnxa ca KojMX cnnn,e orais. DMlIM cy ry M caaxojaxa APym rMM3aBl\M. CMpaA je TaMO uecnocan, a re 3MMje cy ce ynnjane y MeHe M no MeHM rMM3alle, netieze xao nanau, nyre qeTBpT aptuana, C penOBMMa, a na penOBMMa nrne Ha3y6lheHe, ynaae y yunc, Y oqM, y yCTa, y H03ApBe, y CBe npOlla3e - tion HecHOCHa ... Ilosena caM Aa BpHlllTMM HeKMM rOTOBO TY~MM maCOM, amr MMlIocm M noaoha TaMO HHje 6MlIO HM OA sora. Ty ce 3aTMM nojasana :>KeHa YMplla 0/.( aoopryca, nlla'IyhM no-rena je OA Iocnona na Tpa:>KM onponrraj, MMlIOCT. [OCTIOA joj je na TO OArOBopMO: "KaKO CM :>KMBjella aa 3eMlhH? Meae HMjecM npaaaasana H npnsnaana, a njeuy CM y6Mjalla y YTpo6M csojoj M lhYAMMa caajerosana na He rpeoa Ajel\OM YMHO:>KaBaTM CMpOMalliTBO. Baaa cy Ajel\a M311MlllHa, a KOA MeHe M311MlllHMX HeMa, M [a BaM CBe AajeM My Meue csera MMa aa Moje CTBOpe!he ... " 3amM je Iocnon MeHH peKao: "Te6M caM nao oonecr, na 6H ce noxajana, allM TM CM AO xpaja Ha Mene xYllMlla ... "

Ty ce 3eMlha sasprjena sajenno ca MHOM, M ja caM nonerjena oTYAa, cMpaA je no-reo Aa nponaan, 3eMlha ce 3apaBHMlIa, qYlla ce XYKa, a 3amM caM yrnenana csojy l\pKBY xojy caM naapraaana pymy. Kana cy ce orsopxna BpaTa M xana je oTYAa nsmuao CBelllTeHHK, can y 6MjelloM, OA OAe:>KAM cy My spuane tineurrase My!he. Crajao je nornyre rnase. Tana Me je Iocnon ymrrao: "Ko je TO?" OArOBOpMlIa cax: "To je aam caeurreaux". A mac MM je oAroBopMo: "A TM CM roaopnna na je OH - napasurl He, OH naje napa3MT, HO TpYA6eHMK, HCTMHCKM nacrnp, a He HajaMHMK. 3Haj, naxne, Ma KaKO OH 6MO MallM qMHOM, allM OH MeHM, Iocnony ClIY:>KM, M aKO CBelllTeHMK He npOqMTa HaA To6oM pa3pelliHy MOllHTBy, [a TM Hehy orrpOCTMTM!" IlOTOM caM ja CTaJIa na MOllMM Iocnona: "Iocnone, ornycrn Me na 3eMlhy, TaMO MM je CMH'IMh ocrao! ... " [OCTIOA MM peqe: "3HaM [a na TM MMalil CMHqMha. J1 Te6M ra je xcao?" OArOBapaM: "BeOMa »cao!" Iocnon peqe: "Te6M je AO jennora qeAa, a [a sac HMaM 6e3 6poja. MeHH je CBMX sac TpM nyTa :>KallMje. AlIM, KaKO CTe BH nyT aenpasenan ce6M M3a6pallM!? Baruro Te:>KMTe Aa CTeKHeTe ce6M BellMKO 60raTCTBO, saurro qMHMTe CBaKY aenpaany! BMAHlil KaKO nanac pa3rpa6lhyjy rsoj MMeTaK? KOMe je OTMlllllO rsoje nOKyhCTBO? TBOj MMeTaK cy paarpariana, AMjeTe y AOM sa CMpoqaA AallM a rsoja oxarsana nyura nourna je OBaMO. ClIY:>KMlIa CM AeMOHa M :>KpTBe CM My npMHOCMlIa! Y 6MOCKon M y n030- pHlilTe OAlIa3MTe ... Y l\pKBY DO:>KHjy He MAeTe ... [a qeKaM xana here ce M3 CHa rpexoBHora npo6YAMm M noxajaru ce ... "

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Iloroa je Iocnon peKao: "Cnacasajre CaMI1 nyuie csoje. MOJ1l1re ce, jep je BeOMa MaJ10 BpeMeHa ocranol YCKOpO, YCKOPO hy Aohl1 Aa CYAI1M csnjery. Monnre ce!" Ynnrana caM Iocnona: "KaKO rpe6a na ce MOlII1M? [a He 3HaM MOmrrne!" Iocnon je OArOBopI10: "M0J111 ce! Haje Ml1 Apara MOJll1TBa xoja ce 'II1ra 11 rOBOpl1 nanasrer, Hero MI1 je Ml1lIa MOJll1TBa xojy np0l13HOCl1re OA 'mcra cpLla, 113 Ay611He nyuie. Peunre: [0Cl10Ae, onpocrl1 MI1! Iocnone, nOM0311 MI1! LIl1crocpnasno, ca cysaxa Olll1jy CBOjl1X _ ero KaKBa he MI1 MOlII1rBa 11 KaKBO I1CKa!he 611rl1 yroAHl111 IIpl1jarHI1 ... "

Iloron ce nojasnua Majka EO>Kl1ja H ja caM ce oopena na I1croj OHOj nnar¢OpMI1, amt Hl1jecaM J1e>KalIa Hero caM crajana. Tana MI1 Ilapaua Heriecxa pe-re: 'ToCIIoAe, na lleMY na je cnycrna, y!he cy xoce xparxer" Tana llyX: "naj joj nnereHI1L1Y y AecHY PYKY.··" Kana je Llapnua Hetiecxa IIOWlIa no nlIereHI1L1Y, BI1AI1M:

AOWlIa je AO senaxe xannje 111I11 ABepl1 ... HalIl1K aa OJITapCKe, HeOrrl1CI1Be rsencre _ 113 !hI1X je 1136HjaJ1a raxsa csjernocr, na jy je HeMoryhe 6111I0 meAaTI1. Kana 11M je Ilapnua Hetiecka npmuna, ABepl1 cy ce rrpeA !-bOM caMe OTBOpl1lIe. OHa je YWlIa yHyrpa xao y HeKI1 ABOpaLlI1J111 Bpr, a ja caM ocrana na cBOMe Mjecry a rropeA MeHe je OCTao MOj Aurea, aJ111 MI1 OH nuje rrOKa311Bao csoje 1I11L1e. Y MeHI1 ce jaauzra >Kelba Aa 3aMOlII1M Iocnona na MI1 noxaxe paj. PeKOX: "Iocnone, je lIl1 osnje paj?" Iocnon MI1 unje Aao oAroBop.

11 saro rpe6a Aa aacrojnre Aa najere Ml1lIOCrl1thy norpeounora. A ocorinro je AparOl.\eHa BOAa, xoja jeAHoM xann MO>Ke na yracl1 >Kel) Mace HecpehHHX lbYAI1· Tora, Hl1rAa Hel1cl.\prrHOr EO>Kl1jer Aapa I1MaTe -nrraae peKe 11 Mopa."

J1 oAjeAHoM, Y jeAHoM rpeHyrKy nauma caM ce y raprapy: onnje je jour rphe Hero aa npsoa MjeCTY, koje caM BI1AjelIa. Y noxerxy cy rajao 6111I11 raaa 11 orais, MeHI1 cy rrpl1rpllaBalIl1 6l1jecl1 ca xaprnjaaa 11 rrOKa311BalII1 MI1 CBa Moja XYAa njena, roaopehn MH: "MI1 CMO rl1 Kojl1Ma CI1 clIY>KHlIa aa 3eMlbl1". J1 ja caM cana lll1ralla csoja Ajella. El1jecHMa oran, 113611ja 113 ycra. OHI1 Me noseme YAaparl1 rro maBI1 H y MeHe ce yrnnue oru.eue I1cKpe. CraAOX na BPI1WTI1M OA Hel1CrprrH~r 60J1a ann, asaj, OA MeHe ce xyno caMO cnaoo jesarse. OHI1 cy rpa>Kl1lIl1 Aa nl1JY, na nnjy, a kana 611 I1X orais OCBI1jerlII10, BI1AjelIa caM: ro cy crpaume rpnotie, ncrerneaax BparOBa, 1136elleHl1X OllHjy. J1 CBe MI1 rosopaxy: "Ere 11 rl1 CI1 APYrapl1L1a, AOWJ1a K naxa, cana hew >KI1Bjerl1 ca HaMa. J1 rH H MI1 CMO >KHBjelIl1 na 3eMlbl1 H HI1KOra Hl1jecMoBI1AjelIl1 _ HI1 ClIY>KI1Telbe EO>Kl1je, HI1 Cl1pOMaXe, Hero CMO ce caMO rOpAl1lUl, na Bora XYJ1I1J1I1, CJ1YIllaJ111 oorooncrynnaxe, a npasocnaaHe nacrnpe PY>KI1J1I1, 11 HHKaAa ce HHjecMo xajana. AJ1H OHI1 KOjl1 cy rpeWHI1L111 xao 11 MI1, aJ1H cy ce llHcrocpAallHO noxajana, XOAI1J111 y xpax EO>Kl1jl1, rrpl1MaJ1H 6ecKyhHe rrOKlIOHHKe, AaBaJ1H HHWTHMa, CBI1Ma y Hy>KAI1 rrOMaraJ1I1, A06pa AjelIa TBOPHJ1H, OHH ce aanase raao rope".

[a caM npxrana OA carnenanor Y>Kaca a OHI1 HaCraBI1We: "TH hew CHaMa >KHBjerl1 H Mylll1rl1 ce y Bl1jeKe, xao H MHI"

3arHM ce nojasnna Majka EO>KHja 11 nOCTalIO je canjerno _. 6Hjecl1 cy CBH nonanann HHllHLle a CBe nyiue JhYAcKe, xoje cy ry llaMHJ1e, oriparnne cy ce Iboj:

"Majxo EO>KHja, Ilapaue Heriecxa, He ocrasn Hac osnje! ... " JeAHe BeJ1e: "MH CMO rOJ1HKO osnje crpananel ... " npyre Ka>KY: "MI1 CMO TOJ1I1KO crpanane, a BOAe HI1 xana, a japa je HeH3AP>KHa!" .. " J1 CBe nponasajy ropKe cpe.

J1 Majxa EO>KHja je CHJ1HO nnaxana H rOBOpHJ1a HM: "Ha 3eMlbH ere >KHBjeJ1H.

Tana Me HHjecre rrpH3HBaJ111 H HHjecre aa nouoh MOJ1HJ1H, 11 nnjecre ce KajaJ1H npen CHHOM MojHM H EorOM BaWHM, H ja BaM cana rroMohH He Mory. He MOry Aa rtpecryrnoa BOlbY CI1Ha Csojera, a OH He MO>Ke na rrpecryIIH BOlbY Oua Csora Hetiecxora, 11 aaro BaM He MOry rroMohl1, H aacrynmixa aa sac HeMa. IToMI1J10Bahy

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caxo OHe y aAY crpanajyhe, aa xoje ce MOJ1e UpKBa 11 J1HCKH pOljal.\H.

nOK caM 6HJ1a y aAY AaBaJ1H cy MI1 Aa jeAeM csaxojaxe upse _ >KHBe H LlPKHYTe Kojl1 cy 3aYAapaJ1H _ a ja caM KpHllaJ1a 11 roaopnna: "Kaxo hy na HX jeAeM?!" OArOBapaHO MI1 je: "Ilocrose HHjecH llYBaJ1a, AOK CH na 3eMlbl1 >KHBjelIa, 3ap HHjecH Meco jenar TI1 HHjecH Meco jena HO l.\pBe, rra hew 11 onnje npse jeCTH!" OBAje cy YMjecro MJ1HjeKa AaBaJ111 csaxojaxe rMH3aBl.\e, >Ka6e ...

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Kana je Llapnna Hetiecka AOIllJ1a, Iocnon joj je peKao: "Y3MH je H rrOKa>KH joj paj". Ilapnua Heoecxa npy>KHlIa je nana MHOM CBOjy pyKy, rra MH Beml: "KoA sac aa 3eMlbH je paj, a osnje je aa rpeuunnce, eBO KaKaB paj" _ 11 rrOAI1>Ke xao rroKpHBaJ10 HJ111 sasjecy H ja aa mrjesoj CrpaHI1 yrnenax: croje LlPHI1 aaropjenn lbYAI1 xao cxenera, 6e36poj IDI1X, a OA IDI1X 6l1je cMpaAHI1 sanax, J1 cana kana ce cjerHM rora, ocjehau raj HeI13Ap>KHBI1 cMpaA 11 crpax Me je Aa oner He AorraAHeM rora MjeCTa. OHI1 CBI1 crersy, rpJ10 11M cnexeno, I1Illry na rrl1jy, Aa rrl1jy, Aa 11M HeKO nona 6ap xanzsnuy BOAe. MeHI1 je 611J10 crpawHo, KaA cy nosemr Aa rOBope: "OBa nyiua AOWJ1a je 113 3CMalbCKor paja, OA !he snje apOMarHI1 Ml1pl1C. L[oBjeKY cy aa 3eMlbl1 AaTI1 rrpaBo 11 spnjeae Aa 3aAo611ja He6eCKl1 Paj, rra aKO ce He norpynn na 3eMlbl1 paAI1 Iocnona OKO cnacen,a csoje nyme, uehe 1136jehl1 YAI10 oaora Mjecra ... "

Ilapnna Heoecxa noxasana je na re 3J10CMpaAHe LlpHe lbYAe 11 peKlIa: "KOA sac y 3eMaJhCKOM pajy nparoujena je MI1JIOCrI1IDa, yaK 11 ra BOAa. Ilonajre MI1J10- CTI1IDY, KO KOJ1I1KO MO>Ke OA Yl1cror cpLla, KaKO je pexao CaM Iocnon y Iesanhezsy. aKO BaM yaK H xaury XlIaAHe BOAe nona HeKO y Moje J1Me, Ao6l1he HarpaAY OA Iocnona. A KOA sac He casto na je BOAC MHoro, Hero HMa AOBOlbHO csera Apyror,

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IIOHOBO Y Tl1JEHY, l1CQl1JElbEHOM ...

Kana cy MI1 aarpxjamt rnasy 11 MeHe nnjeny, oraopnna cax 0'111 11 Kp03 ABa xaca caM nporosopuna. Moj rpyn 6110 je nonynpoapsao, nocreneao ce onopaarsao, raxohe 11 M03aK. Cnoserxa cy Me BjelllTaqKI1 npexpan.naana, a nsaneceror nana AOHl1jelll1 cy MI1 nopysax - rrana-nuuce ca Ml1llepaMOM 11 Ka<py. OAMax cax oA6l1lla Aa jeAeM. Cecrpa je y crpaxy OA MeHe OTpqalla 11 CBI1 Y C0611 06paTl1lll1 cy na Me He rra)l(Ib y. )J,Olllao je n.exap 11 crao na Me I1Crrl1Tyje saurro aehy Aa jeAeM. [a caM My onronopana: "Ilanac je nerax 11 MpcHy xpauy He )l(elll1M na jeAeM!" li1 jour caM peKlla JbeKapy: "Bon-e cjennre, na BaM cse I1Crrpl1qaM, rnje caM 6l1lla n urra caM BI1Ajella". OH je cjeo 11 CBI1 cy cnyuiana. Hajnpnje cax ce cjernna Aa Ka)l(eM OHO lllTO caa casaana 0 OHI1Ma Kojl1 He xysajy necrose:

OHI1Ma KOjl1 He Ap)l(e necrose 11 He nourryjy cpajeny 11 nerak, najy TaMO YMjecTo Mlll1jeKa, csaxojaxy )l(raAl1jy···

/bexap je TOKOM Mora rrpl1qaIba 'lac upaerseo 'lac 6lll1jeAl10, a 60lleCHI1L\11

cy ca rra)l(IbOM cnyurann. ITOTOM ce ry cjarnno MHoro rsexapa 11 npyrnx 1I11L\a, 11 ja caM 11 ca IbI1Ma pa3roBapalla. Ioaopnna caM cae lllTO cax BI1Ajella 11 -ryna, 11 na Me He smue Hl1lllTa He 60lll1 ... Ilocnnje rora K MeHI1 ce cnerno MHoro canjera 11 ja caM 11M noxasasana csoje paHe 11 0 cBeMY caM 11M npnaana ...

OHAa je Ml1lll1L\l1ja no-rena na Tepa HapOA OA MeHe, a MeHe cy npeaesna y rpancxy 60llHI1L\Y. Ty caM ce onopaanna. Momma caM n.exape, aKO Mory Aa 6p)l(e aannjese Moje paHe. CBI1M JbeKapl1Ma Kojl1 cy Me BI1Ajelll1, 6l1ll0 je 3aHI1- MJbI1BO KaKO caM TO ja Moma Aa O)l(I1BI1M, xana cy MI1 csa upnjena 6l1lla rOTOBO cansnna 11 kana je Moja YTp06a 6l1lla 113jeAeHa paKOM, a TI1M npaje lllTO je cse TO y MeHe 6l1ll0 OHaKO ytiaseuo 11 aa 6p3Y pyKy 3alll11BeHO. /bexapa cy TaKO pl1jellll1lll1 Aa nsnptue HOBY onepaunjy, na 611 ce yBjepl1lll1 ...

ITo TOM CMO crane na ce rrOAI1)1(eMO, a OHI1 KOjl1 cy y aAY ocrann Cl1llHO cy BI1Kalll1: "He OCTaBI1 Hac, Majxo Bosotja!"

ITo TOM je orrer HacTyrrl1l1a TaMa, 11 ja caM ce oopena na I1CTOj OHOj nnarrpopMI1. Ilapnua Hetiecxa oner je rrpeKpCTl1lla pYKe aa rpYAI1Ma 11 nonnrna 0'111 xa neriy, rra yrnrrana: "KaKO Aa nocrynaa ca IbOM 11 KYAa na je AjeHeM?" Iocnon je pexao: "Crrycrn je aa 3eMJbY aa n.ene BllaCI1!" YTO ce 0AHeKYA nojasmue ra-nee, IbI1X nsaaaecr, 6e3 TOqKOBa a xpehy ceo Ilapnua Heriecxa MI1 semr: "ITOAl1fHl1 AecHY nory I1I1AI1 aanpen, K isoj najesy rrpI1BYL\I1!" Casra je I1llllla aanopeno ca MHOM 11, kana CMO rrpl1llllle nocn.ena.oj TaqKI1, OHa ce noxasana 6e3 AHa, Ty je 61111a nposannja, xojoj He 6l1jallle xpaja ...

Ilapana Hetiecxa Belll1: "Crrycrn AecHY nory a rrOTOM 1II1jeBY!" [a hy na TO:

"EOjI1M ce, nponamhy ... " OHa MI1 onroaapa: "Haaa je 11 norperino Aa rrporraAneur!" [a hy oajra: "Ilornayhyl" - "He, aehein rrOrI1HyTI1", oArOBOpl1lla je 11 nana MI1 y AecHY pyKy nnerenauy ... OHa je 6l1lla cnnerena y Tpl1 peAa ... ITOTOM je rrpoApMycalla nnerennuy 11 ja caM nonerjena aa 3eMJby ...

li1 BI1AI1M ja KaKO rro 3eMJbl1 jype aYTOM0611111111 JbYAI1I1AY na paA. BI1AI1M KaKO lIeTI1M aa Tpr HOBe nnjaue, alll1 ce He rrpl13eMJbyjeM HO lleTI1M xa onoj nenapa rnje lIe)l(l1 Moje ntjeno, 11 y TpeHyTKy cTaAOX na 3eMJbY - 611110 je TO y 1 'lac 11 Tpl1AeCeT MI1HyTa.

Ilocnaje OHe cBjeTllOCTI1 MeHI1 ce aa 3eMJbl1 smue Hl1je CBI1l)allO. Ilouma caM y 601lHI1L\Y. Ilomna caM AO MpTBaqHI1L\e, yuma y Iby 11 BI1AI1M: Moje MpTBO rnjeno lIe)l(l1, rnasa 11 pYKa MallO saoasene, a npyra pYKa 11 60K rrpl1TI1CHyTI1 Apyrl1M MpTBaL\eM. Kaxo caM, nax, yuma y rnjeno, He 3HaM, caxro caM ocjernna lIeAeHY CTYA·

HeKaKO caM OClI060Al1lla CBOj rrpl1TI1CHyTI1 60K 11, CHa)l(HO CaBI1Bllll1 KOJbeaa, cxnynsana ceo Y TOM 'lacy AOHelll1 cy na HOCl1lll1Ma aexor MpTBor sosjexa ca noraaa xoje My je B03 OTKI1HyO. [a caM rana OTBOpl1lla 0'11111 noajepnna ceo JbYAI1 KOjl1 cy ra AOHl1jelll1, onaaann cy na caM ce caanna 11, rrpeCTpaBJbeHI1, OTpqalll1, OCTaBI1Bllll1 oaor MpTBaL\a. 3aTl1M cy AOllllll1 601lHl1qapl1 H ABa n.exapa. OBI1 cy HapeAl1l1H na Me lllTO npnje onnecy y 601lHHL\Y. A TaMO cy ce OKO MeHe cjaTHlIl1 JbeKapH, KojH cy rOBopHlIH: "Tpe6a joj M03aK sarpejara! ... "

Bano je TO 23. <pe6pyapa y qeTl1pH 'lac a rro AaHy. Ha MOMe rnjeny 6HlIO je ocaa uraaona, rpn na rpYAHMa, a OCTallH aa cToMaKY H aa norana, 6YAynH Aa cy ce aa MeHI1 H cTYAeHTI1 Bje)l(6alll1.

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li1, eTO, rrOHOBO ce nahox aa orrepaL\110HOM crony, Kana je maBHI1 n.exap BalleHTI1Ha BaCI1JbeBHa Anaojoaa CKI1HYlla xonse H orsopana MOj rptiyx, peKlIa je: "Saurro cy je 11 ornapann. KOA Ibe je CBe nornyao snpaao". [a caM 61111a 3aMOIllllla Aa Mll He aarsapajy 0'111 11 He najy HapK03Y, 6YAynl1 Aa Me, ronopuna caM, HHlllTa anje 60JbeJIo. JbeKapll cy rrOHOBO 113BaAllJIl1 Mojy AP06 ua CTO. [a meAaM y TaBaHI1L\Y - ornenano H BHAI1M CBe lllTO je y MeHll 11 lllTO MI1 paAe n.exapa. YrrHTaJIa cax n.exapxy urra je ca MHOM II KaKBY 60JIeCT I1MaM? JbeKapKa Mll je oArOBOpHJIa: "CBa YTp06a BaM je xao y njerera, qI1CTa!"

Y6p30 ce Ty nojasao H rsexap KOjll Me je OHO npsn nyr onepacao, a ca IbllM H MHOrll Apyrl1 rsexapa. Ia meAaM IbHX, a OHI1 MOjy YTp06y 11 rOB ope: "Inje je lbeHa 601leCT? KOA lbe je CBe 6l1JIO rlbHlIO 11 pasjeneno, a cana je caCBHM snpa-

:, -,i i:t'~1---:':"3.11H (y Ol~L+-x j[ ~Dc,lC'JHJl\U Y3BHKHBJ lit: .-\\~ J.X , l!Y]H.1H Ly (C' aje',]dH JpnOrd [1I1Td,111 r.ne je l-beHd oonecr, Oil Ka)e ,Ie OO,lOBd;1J~(,,. Ilurann ey I! \!eHe: "Eomr JIl! re, Knasa?" - "He", Kd>KeM 11M ja. LJY):l!!1H1 cy ce a 3arl!M ce yBjepHJUI na 3):1paBO O):lrOBapaM, J1 noxeure na ce mane: "ETo, KJIaBa, cana heur 03):1paBl!rl1 11 ynahenr ce,.." A ja 11M BeJ!HM: 'Epxce aaapurasajre onepaunjyl ... n TOKOM onepannje rpl1 rryra cy Me rnrrann: "KJ!aB):Il1ja, He 601111 re?" - "He, HI1Mano", onrosapana caM ja. Upyrl1 npncyrna lheKapl1 a 611J!0 I1X je MHoro, 11111J!11 cy l! TpllKapalll1 rro onepaunouoj canu, xao BaH ce6e, XBaTaJ!l! ce aa rnaay, Kpllll1lll1 pyKe, 11 6l1lll1 6JIl1je):lM xao MpTBalll1! ...

Pexna caM 11M: "To je Iocnon npojasno CBOjy MI1J!ocr na MeHI1, ):Ia 6l1x >KMBjella 11 ):Ipyrl1Ma rOBOpl1lla):la Ha):l HaMa nocroja Cnna Caesnunsera!" 3aTl1M caM peKJ!a rrporpecopy Hejaapxy J13pal1J!Y J1cajeBl!lIy: "KaKO CTe MOrnl1 na rrorpnjeunrret BI1 ere MM 113BPllll1J!11 onepaunjyi" OH MI1 je O):lrOBopMO: "Ty rpeunce Hl1je MOrnO):la 6Y):le, KO):l retie je cse 6l!llO pasjeneno paKOM ... " Tana caM ra yrmrana: "Illra cana Ml1cJ!I1Te?" O):lrOBOpl10 je: "Ilpenoponno re je Caeamun,a!" [a My aa TO peKOX: "AKO y TO sjepyjeur, KpCTM ce, rrpl1MM sjepy Xpl!CTOBy, y UPKBI1 ce senuaj ... " Iep, 6MO je Ieapejnu. OH je noupseaeo 0):1 36YfbeHOCTl! l! 6110 je y crpaiunoj He):loyMl1l1l1 y norneny caera lllTO ce ca MHOM noronuno.

[a caM cse Bl!):IjeJ!a n xyna, KaKO cy BpaTI1JII1 HaTpar Mojy ):Ip06. Kana cy uanpannaa nocn.emsn uras, rnasnn lheKap BalleHTI1Ha Baooseana (xoja Me je rana ortepncaua) 113l!llllla je 113 onepauaone cane, cpyllll1lla ce na CTOllMlIY 11 - aapnnana. CBI1 cy je npecrpaineao mrrann: "Illra, je lll1 Knasa YMpJ!a? .. " OHa je O):lrOBOpl1J!a: "He, Hl1je yMplIa. 3arrperralllneHa caM TI1Me orxyna joj TOJ!MKa cnara ... Hnje Hl1je):lHOM sajesana, 3ap 11 TO orter Hl1je 'Iy):lo? To joj je osarnenno Eor noaorao!"

Kacnnje MI1 je OHa jour 6e3 crpaxa rOBOpl1J!a, ):10K caM lle>Kalla y rpancxoj 60llHl1l1M nO):ll-beHI1M Ha):l30pOM, na jy je npooecop KOjl1 MI1 je 113Bpllll10 rrpBy onepaunjy BI1111e nyra HarOBapao na Me HeKaKO YCMpTI1, lllTO je OHa xareroPl1l1HO o):l6I1jaJ!a, 11 y npso Bpl1jeMe caxra je cBy):la l1111lIa aa MHOM, 60jenl1 ce ):Ia Me HeKO He y6l1je, caM a MI1 je naaana xpany 11 nahel Upyroj onepauajn rrpl1CYCTBOBallO je BeOMa MHoro lheKapa, Mel)y fbl1Ma 11 ):Il1peKTOp Me):ll1l1l1HCKOr J1HcTMTYTa, KOjl1 je 113jaBl10 na je TO He611BaJ!11 cny-raj y csjercxoj npaKcM.

- ~ ..: -; :-.=-=-~!;_..! (!)t-=-~~~,~ \?~!,:--:-(,a:'f'\i i2.·n..i.\~..1. (oe~-=-cH;:~, ·c", .\~(I·\.._ !--V:-dl0':':1\"_,'. ~[01e6aH ;1 ocseurrao iv ie. JOTd'] ey y K\'fm B13JJ111 La~!O HelJIICTOrJ, ~.' ':'HO:<\ T\''Ie, II 0:0 he na rrpenplllJa cse WTa cax: ja cae y u.oj pa,11l1lIa,

.Ipyror nana nocnnje csor noxajan,a OTI1111J!a caM y pejoHCKI1 KOMI1TeT i! sparnna CBOjy naprnjcxy Kfbl1>Kl1l1Y. Iep, npebauusa KJ!aB):Il1ja, 6e360>KHI1- ua 11 aKrI1BI1CTKl1fba, BI1111e nnje nocrojana, nourro je YMplIa y -rerpneceroj rO;jIlHII,

TIo MI1J!OCTI1 Ilapnue He6eCKe II CBeBI1111fbera Bora ja cana O):lJ!a3I1M y llPKBY 11 BO):lI1M >KI1BOT KOjl1 rrpl1J!l1l1l1 Xpl1111naHKI1. J1):1eM no pa3Hl1M YCTaHosaaa 11 npl1l1aM nrra MI1 ce ):IorO):lI1J!o, 11 Iocnon Mil y CBeMY noaaxe. TIpMMaM (Be Kojl1 MI1 ,110J!a3e 11 CBaKOMe rrpllllaM 0 TOMe urra Mil ce ,11eCl1ll0.

A cana casjeryjex CBMMa Kojll He 611,11a nonanay MyKa 0 KojMMa caa rrpllxana - noxajre ce sa CBe csoje rpnjexe II nosnajre Boral

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Kana cax naanma 113 60llHlIlIe, O,11MaX caM n03BaJ!a onora CBelllTeHI1Ka KOMe caM ce pyrana 11 xora caM I1CMl1jeBalIa xao rrapaanra, alIlI KojM je y CYlllTIIHI1 6110 I1CTI1HCKM cJ!yra Iocnona,n. CBe caM My l1enpl1l1alla, l1Cl1oBje,11l1lla ce 11

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BO? .. " ITpvtna3MIIl1 cy 6JII1)!(e M csejenaaxo Y3BI1KMBaJIM: "Ax, ax", LJYAMJIM cy ce H jenaa npyrora nMTaJIM rAje je isena 60JIeCT, OA xoje je 60JIOBaJIa!? .. ITMTaJIM cy M MeHe: "EOJIM JIM re, KJIaBa?" - "He", Ka)!(eM 11M ja. lfYAI1JII1 cy ce a 3aTMM ce YBjepHJIH na 3ApaBo onrosapaa. 11 noxeure na ce urane: "ETo, KJIaBa, cana new 03ApaBMTM M ynahem ce ... " A ja MM BeJII1M: "Epace saapuranajre onepaunjyl ... " TOKOM onepaunje TpM nyra cy Me rnrrann: "KJIaBAMja, He 60JIM re?' - "He, HHMa- 110", OArOBapaJIa caM ja. L(pyrM npHcyTHM lbeKapM a 6MJIO MX je MHoro, MWJIM cy M Tp'lKapaJIM no onepauxonoj CaJIM, xao BaH ce6e, XBaTaJIM ce sa rnaay, KPWHJIM pyKe, M 6MJIH 61Il1jeAl1 xao MPTBa'-lM! ...

PeKJIa caM MM: "To je Iocnon npojasao Csojy MMJIOCT na MeHM, Aa 6MX )!(MBjeJIa M ApYfMMa rOBopMlIa Aa HaA HaM a nocrojn CMJIa Cseaxnnsera!" 3aTMM caM peKJla npooecopy Hejaapxy l13paMJIY I1cajeBM'lY: "Kaxo CTe MomM na norpnjeunrre? BM CTe MI1 M3BPWMJIl1 onepaunjyi" OH MM je onronopno: "Ty rpeiuxe HMje Morno Aa 6YAe, KOA rerie je CBe 6MII0 pasjeneno paxox ... " Tana caM ra ymrrana: "Illra cana MMCJIMTe?" OArOBopMO je: "Ilpenoponno re je CBeBMWIhM!" [a My aa TO peKOX: "AKO y TO sjepyjeur, KpCTI1 ce, npMMM sjepy XpMCTOBY, y L(PKBM ce BeH'Iaj ... " Iep, 6MO je [eapejaa. OH je noupsen.eo OA 36YlheHOCTM M 6110 je y crpaunroj HeAoYMM'-IH y norneny csera WTO ce ca MHOM AorOAMJIO.

Ia caM CBe BI1AjeJIa 11 'IyJIa, KaKO cy BpaTMJIM HaTpar MOjy AP06. Kana cy HanpaBMJIM noclbeAIhM mas, maBHM lbeKap BaJIeHTMHa Baooseaaa (xoja Me je rana ortepncana) M3l1WJIa je 113 orrepaL\I10HC cane, cpyWI1JIa ce na CTOJ1i1'-1Y 11 - 3apMAaJIa. CBH cy je rrpeCTpaweHO nHTaJIM: "Ill ra, je JIM KJIaBa YMpJIa? ... " OHa je oArOBOpHJIa: "He, HMje yMPJIa. Sanpenauihena caM TMMe oTKYAa joj TOJIMKa caara ... Hnje HMjeAHoM saje-rana, 3ap M TO oner HMje 'IYAO? To joj je O'lMrneAHO Eor noaoraol"

Kacnnje MM je OHa joiu 6e3 CTpaxa rOBOpMJIa, AOK cax JIe)!(aJIa y rpancxoj 60JIHM'-IM non lheHMM HaA30poM, Aa jy je npooecop KOjl1 MM je 113BPWMO rrpBy onepauaiy snure nyra HaroBapao Aa Me HeKaKO YCMPTM, WTO je OHa xareroPH'IHO oA6MjaJIa, M y npBo spnjeae cava je cBYAa MWJIa sa MHOM, oojeh« ce Aa Me HeKO He y6Mje, caxr a MH je AaBaJIa xpaHy M rnrhel L(pyroj onepaunja npMcycTBOBaJIO je BeOMa MHoro zsekapa, Mel)y IhMMa M AMpeKTop MeAMlIMHcKor l1HcTMTYTa, KojM je M3jaBMo Aa je TO He6MBaJIM cnysa] y csjercxoj npaxca.

rrpM'leCTI1JIa CBeTI1M XPMCTOBMM Tajuava. CBeWTeHMK je y MOjOj Kynl1 OACJIY)!(MO MOJIe6aH M OCBeWTao jy je. L(oTaA cy y KynM BJIaAaJIM caxo He'lMCTOTa, nnjanxe, TY'Ie, 11 KO he na rrperrpl1'la CBe WTa caM ja CBe y Ihoj paAI1JIa.

L(pyror nana nOCJIMje csor noxajan.a OTI1WJIa caM y pejoHCKI1 KOMMTeT M BpaTMJIa csojy naprnjcxy KIhM)!(Ml\Y. Iep, npehaunsa KJIaBAMja, 6e360)!(HI1- ua H aKTMBI1CTKMlha, snure nnje nocrojana, rrOWTO je yMPJIa y xerpneceroj rOAMHM.

ITo MMJIOCTM Ilapnne Hetiecxe M Caesnunsera Bora ja cana OAJIa3MM y lIpKBY 11 BOAMM )!(I1BOT KOjl1 rrpMJII1'IM xpmnhank«. l1AeM rro pa3HMM YCTaHOBaMa M rrpM'laM WTa MH ce AOrOAI1JIO, M Iocnon MM y CBeMY noaaace. ITpMMaM CBe KojM MI1 AOJIa3e M CBaKOMe rrpH'laM 0 TOMe WTa MM ce AeCI1JIo.

A cana casjeryjea CBMMa Kojl1 He 6M Aa AonaAHY sryxa 0 KojMMa caa npn'IaJIa - noxajre ce sa CBe cnoje rpajexe 11 nosaajre Dora!

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Kana caM H3aWJIa M3 60JIHHlIe, 0AMax caM n03BaJIa onora CBeWTeHMKa KOMe caM ce pyrana M xora caM MCMMjeBaJIa xao rrapa3l1Ta, aJIM KOjM je y CYWTMHM 6MO HCTHHCKI1 cnyra [OcnOAIhI1. Cse caM My Mcnpl1'laJIa, I1CnoBjeAI1JIa ce H

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rrO~BJ{)KHJfK Me1)y eIIJfCKOIIJfMa

6poje caern aurena, KaKO 6M MM ce OHM rrpeTBOpMJlM y He6eCKY rrJlaTY y ,[IaH Cyna. A JOIll My OTKpM M KaKO anrena 'lyBapM CBeIllTeHMX xpaMOBa 6eJle)Ke KO je yHyrpa YIllao M CBaKe Be'lepM naaeurraaajy aareocxe CMJle xoje OKPY)Kyjy He6eCKM >KpTBeHMK. Tana aarenn He6eCKM ca BenOM rorosouihy M panoiuhy rrojy csoje CJlaBOCJlOBHe necae, rosopehn: "KOJlMKO je BeJlMKa sacr aa OBe Jhy,[le TO IllTO HM nohy HM ,[Ialby He npecrajy na cnane npeonarora Bora, rrpeM,[Ia )KMBe y csercxoj cyjern! Iloxnrajao 3aTO M MM,[Ia ce cnpeano rrOKJlOHMMO Csecseroj TpOjMI..\M, nojyha [oj TpMCBeTY Ilecsry!"

ITOIllTO je CBe TO casnao 0,[1 Cserora ,Uyxa, HM<pOHT ce crapao ,[Ia ce MOJIM nenpecraao, CBaKM 'lac xnrajyha y I..\pKBy.

CMJIA MOJIMTBE M IIOCTA

Ilpohe ,[IOCTa nana. Ienne noha, BM,[Ie 6J1a)KeHM y CHY KaKO ce HaJla3M y nexoj aennxoj, YCKOj M nyraxxo] xyh«. Hajennox, ,[10K je crajao na je,[lHOM xpajy, OH BM,[IM ,[IBOjMl..\y I..\pHMX MYIllKapal..\a CBMperror M3fJ1e,[la KaKO ce 6al..\ajy rrpeMa lbeMY, ca )KeJhOM na ra y6Mjy. ,Ua 6M MM M3MaKao, OH npenannyr KpeHy ,[Ia TP'lM xa npyroa xpajy xyhe, ,[10K cy ra I..\pHI..\M jypMJlM. Y TpeHyTKy Ka,[la 6exy rrpY)KMJlM pYKe na ra arpaoe, OH CTM)Ke ,[10 spaja, Hal)e nexa BpaTa, OTBOPM MX, cas BaH ce6e YJleTe yHyTpa M CHa)KHO MX aanynn aa C060M.

Tana OH BM,[Ie na je YIllao y xpaM EO)KMjM. OceTMO ce na je na 6e36e,[lHoM. 3aMcTa, rOHMOI..\M ce HMCY yCy,[lMJlM na yl)y yHyTpa. OH onaxny M YMMPM ceo

Mane 3aTMM, OR rra)KJhMBO OTBOPM BpaTa M M3al)e narrozse. Ilpohe ,[IocTa ,[IaJleKO, Ka,[la ce OHM I..\pHI..\M, KOjM cy spetiamr rro YfJIOBMMa xyhe, nsueuana nojasaure M rrOHOBO noaeure na ra roue. '-IMM MX BM,[Ie, HM<pOHT rrOHOBO rrojyPM, aJlM osaj rryT xa ,[IpyroM xpajy xyhe. J1 TaMO Hal)e BpaTa, xoja cy osaj rryT BO,[lMJla HeKOM ,[IpyroM CBeIllTeHOM xpaMY, rrOHOBO My npyxajyh« rrpM6e)KMIllTe. ~PHI..\M, o-tajnn, rrOHOBO ce aaonure rro YfJIOBMMa.

Kana MaJlO xacanje HM<pOHT 60ja)KJhMBO M3al)e M OTY,[la, rrOHOBM ce MCTO OHO 0,[1 MaJlOrrpe.

To je caisao CBaKe aoha 'lMTaBMX cenax nana. J1 ,[10K je noxyuiasao na CXBaTM 3Ha'lelbe Tor CHa, CBeTM ,Uyx My rajno y yMy rrporOBopM M xaaa:

- Hevoryhe TM je na M36erHeIll 3aMKe ,[IeMOHCKe, aKO He naheur rrpM6e)KMurre y CBeTMM xpaMOBMMa EO)KMjMM M aKO ce He 60PMIll MOJlMTBOM M rrOCTOM.

Orana HM<pOHT anje M36MBao M3 I..\pKBe, a y Ilaparparpy 6eIlle MHoro ,[IMBHMX xpaxona, rrpe,[laBIllM ce MCTOBpeMeHO MOJlMTBM M nocry.

3aTMM ra crane My'lMTM OBa ncancao:

"A na MO)K,[Ia HMje 60Jhe na, YMecTo IllTO TP'lMM Y xpaM, ce,[lMM aa je,[lHOM MeCTY M Tpa)KMM MMJlOCT EO)KMjy?"

'-IoBeKolby6MBM Bor He O,[lOI..\HM na My rrOHOBO orxpnje ,[Ia CBaKM rryT xana HeKO one y I..\pKBY na 6M ce rrOMOJlMO, 6MJlO ,[Ialby 6MJlO aohy, fherOBe KopaKe

PATOBAlbE CA CKBEPHOCJIOBJbEM

Hnax, JlYKaBM haso KojM nyna YCTa JhY,[lCKa ncosxaaa, nane CBe 0,[1 ce6e He 6M JIM M na raj Ha'lMH rropa3MO HM<p0HTa. A HM<pOHT ce 60PMO MOJlMTBOM ,[Ia onarna crpaumo 3J10. Je,[lHOM rrpMJlI1KOM, 'lMM je sacnao, BM,[I11 OH Y CHy cserora ITpBoMyqeHI1Ka Crepaaa.

- Panyj ce, cJlyro EO)KMjM HI1<poHTe! - Ka)Ke My OH. - ,U06ap je )KMBOT TBOj, je,[lMHO IllTO ra nprsaui rrCOBKaMa M cpaMHMM pe'lMMa. AJlI1 oriehanaxr TM, nere Moje, ,[Ia hy, YKOJlI1KO MyIllKI1 nosenem paT ca ,[IeMOHOM CKBepHOCJlOBJha, ja hy 611TM xpaj retie, xao TBOj rrOMonHMK M caoopau.

HM<pOHT ce rrp06Y,[ll1 M rrpOMpMlba, ysnauryh«:

- [ao Te6M, 6eCrrJIO).(Ha M uexncra ,[IYIllO! '-IaK 11 CBeTI1Telbl1 Mape aa TBOj )KaJIOCHM nan, ,[10K Til )Kl1BMlII Y CTpaIllHOM HeMapy.

OH O,[lMaX ycrane, Y3e ca C060M csehy 11 nohe xa xpaMy cserora Creoana. ITOIllTO je ynanno csehy npen I1KOHOM iseronox, MOJll10 ce nyro y CY3aMa, rpaxehn n.eroay novoh.

Onnaaehn, OH Y3e ca rryTa jenan KaMeH'll1n M CTaBM ra y YCTa, rosopeha ce611 CaMOM:

- Je,[ll1 KaMelbe, 6eCTl1,[1Hl1'le,,[Ia He 611 ncosao lby,[le.

Taj KaMeH'lMn crajao My je y YCTI1Ma MHoro nasa, cnpe-raaajyhu ra ,[Ia rrcyje.

AKO 611 ce HeKI1 nyr 3a60paBMo, re 113rOBOpl10 noaexy ncosky, OH 6M OTI1IllaO na cTpaHY 11 y,[lapao ce rro YCTI1Ma CBOM cnarox, rosopehn:

- He'lI1CTI1, HI1KO re nocan Rl1je TaKO Ka3R110, 3aTO CI1 ce 11 OCI1JIMO. Cana ny re ja Ray'lMTI1 naaern!

A aKO 6M ce ,[IOrO,[lMJIO na ce pa3rHeBI1 sa nexora xoaexa 11 yBpe,[lM ra, oner 6M OTI1IllaO aa ycaMJheHO MeCTO 11 6110 ce rro TeJlY, roaopehn:

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- Pa3Be3aHOr JII1 jesnxa! Hnje JII1 TI1 AOBOlhHO IlITO TI1 ce M11CJI11 KaKO CTl1my noxpehy aa rues, Hero jour 11 ncyjeiu opara csora 11 OTBapalli sjarr Mp)!(lbe 113Mel)y ce6e 11 Ibera? Hexaj caao, cana hy re ja HaYQ11TI1 KPOTOCTI1 11 hyrarsy: Heheur T11 MeH11 Aa AI1Blballi oA rnesa 11 Aa ncyjem ...

Y3 TO, OH ce611 nOCTaBI1 aa en11TI1M11jy Aa csaxora nana caM ce611 YAapl1 no qeTpAeCeT llIaMapa.

1)aBo ce K11Aao OA 03JI06lheHOCT11, meAajyn11 Hmponra rne TaKO 6ecnoIlITeAHO paryje ca Ib11M, re My rOBopallie ca JIYKaBCTBOM:

- JaAH11l[e, 3ap Aa ce He Ca)!(aJI111l1 aa conCTBeHO JI11l\e xoje je CTBOpeHO no JI11Ky DO)!(11jeM? Kaxo ra TO 611jelll TaKO HeMI1JIOCpAHO?

- CMPAlhI1Bl[e, 11 OBaMO C11 noiuao na MI1 xaxcetu IlITa Aa paA11M ca caM11M C060M? Ax! L(a 11 Tl1l1Malli nlIOT, na na M11 nonanneur uraxa ... Tana 611X T11 noxaaao KaKO H11<POHT ce611 yraha! 3ap rocrroAap11 HeMajy npaBa Aa Ka)!(lbaBajy 31Ie cnyre? Saurro na 11 ja He Ka3Hl1M concrseaora cnyry? Moj clIyra je Moje reno. Ilpecryna 3aKOH 11 ja ra Ka)!(lbaBaM!

JIYKaB11 Hl1je snao IlITa Aa My OArOBOpl111 OTI1Ae.

AJI11 nonrro je caMO HaKpaTKO yCTyrr11o, a rrOTOM ce BpaTI10 11 aanoxeo cypOB11j11 paT, 11 61Ia)!(eHI1 H11<POHT rtocrane oenocurrenaaja rrpeMa CBOM Telly. MaxH11To je caaora ce6e 6110, AOK cy ce llIaMapl1 MHO)!(I1JII1 AO CTO 11 B11ll1e csaxora nana.

nellie TO He0611l[aH rrp1130p: MYl[eH11K KOjl1 CTpaAa 11 CTpalliHO ce MYl[I1, a 6e3 MYl[I1Telha, 6e3 KpBH11Ka!

OA caera IlITO je ce611 Yl[11H110, H11<POHT je AOClIOBHO ncxonueo. HajIIpe, nnue My ce npe06pa311JIO OA MHOrl1X YAapal.\a 11 HeCHOCHO ra 601IeJIO. Morao C11 Aa B11A111l1 )!(11BOra MpTBal\a rne jensa Byqe nore 11 qeCTO ce 6e3 CBeCT11 cTporrolliTaBa na 3eMlhy. A xana 611 AOlIa3110 ce611, rOBop11o je ce611 caMOMe:

- Asaj Te611, jaAH11 H11<POHTe! AKO OBO MallO He MO)!(elli Aa nonnecetu, KaKO 1I11 hem nOAHeTI1 Be'-lH11 reeHCK11 orais? AlI11 He ry611 CMelIOCT! Iep aKO ce cnon.a uaur l[OBeK 11 pacrraAa, nnax ce yHyTpallllb11 otinasn,a 113 nana y AaH.!

Ha OBOMe MeCTY naseurhy HeIllTO l[YAeCHO, lUTO MI1 je caM OH OTKp110.2 J.1MaJI11 CMO, BI1A11Te, 61I11CKY AYXOBHY Be3Y 11 3aTO M11 mnnra H11je CKp11Bao.

J a caM l[eCTO mnao na ra nocerua. A KaAa 611CMO pa3Melbl1BaJIl1 l\eJII1B lhy6aB11, HeKO He113pel\I1BO 61Iaroyxalbe xoje je 113611jallo OA n.eroaora JI11l\a

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2 OBl1e, xao H Ha BHlIle MeCTa nan.e y rexcry, y npBOM llHI1Y roBOPH cacrasn.av CBernren.eaor )!(HTllja.

06aB11jaJIO Me je 11 onnjano. lllra oeure raj npeClIaTK11 Ml1pl1C nyro ce H11caM ycyhnsao Aa ra ymrraa. AlIl1 jennora nana He 0AOlIex.

- [OCllOAa paA11 - peKOX 60ja)!(lhl1BO - aeurro 611X re rnrrao 11 MOJI11M re Aa M11 He caxpnjenr 11CT11Hy.

- IT11Taj - OArOBopl1 OH - 11 aKO rpetia Aa TI1 Ka)!(eM, caanaheiu. J.1HalIe, nehy TI1 pehn.

- Pel\11 M11, aaurro T11 1I11l.\e onaje TaKBO 61Iaroyxalbe?

- Tsoja Bepa naje T11 Aa ocehaiu raj Ml1pl1C. A ja 3HaM Aa caM cas 0611-

'laH CMpaA.

Hseroso 1136eraBalbe na MI1 OArOBop11 pa)!(aJIOCT11lIO Me je. A nourro cax

nacrojao na casnau IlITa je rrpaBa l1CT11Ha, OH MI1 xasa:

- L(aj M11 ooehaa,e Aa H11KOMe aeheur OTKPI1TI1, rra hy TI1 pehn.

- Ooehasav TI1.

- OHAa cnyuiaj, Y qaCOBI1Ma I1CKYllielba, xana 6l1jeM ce6e caM ora, AOlIa311

anreo, nocnan OA Iocnona, ca jeAHoM KaAl10Hl1l\OM 11 He npecraje Aa Me KaA11. A MeHe 61Iaroyxalbe aeoecxo rora ravjaua TOJII1KO nonece, na He ocehax; 601I, Hero M11 ce, HarrpOT11B, HapaBHO, AYllia Cl1JIHO panyje l1 necenn 360r aareocxe nocere 11 HeI13pel\11Bora M110Ml1pl1Ca. To je OHO IlITO re otiaanja kana M11 ce rrpI16JI11)!(11IlI.

OCTaAox 3aAI1BlheH T11M OTKpl1BelbeM npenonotinora oua 11 360r Tara 'lYAa npOClIaBI1X soaexozsycxsora nora.

PATOBAIhE CA IIJI01iY

JIYKaBI1 anje ry6110 BpeMe. Kp03 HeKOlll1KO nana, OH ce nOHOBO 6al\11 na HI1<pOHTa, pacnarsyjyha l1 Apa)!(eh11 ra osaj rryT 61IYAHI1M nOMl1CJIl1Ma. AlIl1 npenonoonn, ysnbajyh« Aa je y rrl1TalbY AeMOHCKI1 paT, cano je nonaszsao:

- Oner I1CTO, jaAHI1 HI1<poHTe! CBe I1crrO'leTKa ...

J.1 OA rora nana OH nose na jene caao CyB XJIe6, 113Y3eB Cy60TOM 11 Hel1elI,OM. 3aTI1M 611 rro l[I1TaBY CeAMl1l.\y jeo caxo Bone. Ilocne rora jeo 611 TeK CBaKl1 npyra AaH. IToHeKI1 rryT rnanosao 611 11 rro HeAelhY naua, He rr11jyn11 'laK HI1 BOAY. Ha raj Ha'lI1H OH je CypOBO KPOTl10 11 CM11pI1BaO CBOjy nlIOT. J.1Mao 611 0611'laj Aa OBaKO rOBOpl1:

- Pel\I1MO Aa HeKI1 'lOBeK rrOCT11 'leTpAeCeT nana, HeKl1 Apyrl1, oner, jene peAOBHO uene ceAMI1l\e, aJII1 yorrIlITe He nnje BOAY. E, raj Apym 'lI1HI1 CTPO)!(11 nonsnr OA npBora, jep KO jene, a He nnje BOAY, CTpalliHO ce My'll1 11 pacrrarsyje neh y CBOjOj YTpo6l1. A OHOMe KO rrOCTI1 11 na xlIe6y 11 aa BOAI1 6op6a je naxura. 3aTo ce TaKaB 11 He MO)!(e rrOpeAl1Tl1 ca OHl1M I1pyrl1M.

110 [IPI1YE 0 AHliElll1MA

[IPI1YE o AHT,EIlI1MA III

HeKM nyr, MaKO 6M ropeo 0):1 )!(eI)M, 61Ia)!(eHM 6M noxeneo na ce noncxex-

He l)aBOlIY. Ta):la 611 ycyo sony y 'lawy 11 peKao:

- 0, KaKO je nena M caexa sona xojy hevo cana nomrrn, ):Iywo Moja!

A YI1M 611 je3l1KOM AOTaKao yawy, sony 611 CMeCTa rrpocyo na 3eMIbY! JIYKaBI1 haso, csryhen AOMI1WlbaTOM oopceaourhy rrpenonotiaora oua,

YAalbaBao 6M ce, pexyha:

- Ax, Hnrpoare: CBY MM je Mon ClIOMl1lIa 6rraroAaT Pacnerora M CMI1l\a- 1I11l\e Moje 06eCHa)!(MlIa je 60)!(aHCTBeHa CMlIa xojy HOCI1W y ce611!

M rropeA CBMX rropa3a, cBe31I06Hl1 HMje onycrajao. I10HOBo ce Haopy)!(ao rrlIOTCKMM I1CKywelbMMa M pl1HYO aa CBeTMTeJha y 'lacy AOK je raj cnasao. Hanpa)!(MO ra je y CHy M nao My na y CHy BMAM KaKO rpeWI1 ca HeKMM MlIaAMneM!

HMCPOHT ce rrp06YAM 11 CKO'lM aa acre, CXBaTI1BWI1 0AMax Aa je y 11MTalbY 6111I0 MCKywelbe, OH xpeay Aa BI1'le:

- [ao cnaaamnnr Hl1cpOHTy! Illra neMo caA? HMwTa Apyro AO onora "neKapy, MCl\elIM caM eerie".'

OH y yMy OAMepl1 Te)!(MHY rpexa KOjM xao na je rrOYMHMO y CHy M AOHece OAlIyKy:

- Cana new, YMecTo nacnane, na oKywaw ropxa 601I!

Hcrora saca, AoxBaTM ce OH aexe KpaTKe nannne M nose AMBlba'lKM Aa ce 6l1je rro aoraaa, TOlIl1KO I1X je YAapao, Aa My OHe xacanje jow nocra BpeMeHa 6exy nornyno MOApe.

Kana ce Ben ncnpneo OA YAapalba, OH ce 06paTM Dory 11 crane Aa My ce

ca Y3AacMMa MOlIM, rosopehn:

- CMMlIyj ce, Iocnone, na MeHe Koja TeWKO carpewMx. Onpocra MM, 61IYAHOM, CpaMHoM M oCKBplbeHoM

M noaena Me na rryT aanoaecrn CBOjI1X, 3a KojMM TOlIMKO 3a)!(YAex.4

Hnax, OH HaCTaBI1 na ca MYKOM paryje rrpOTI1B nyxa 61IYAa Kojl1 He oCTyrrawe. I10HeKM nyr 6110 611 rrpMMopaH na reno ynapa M KaMelbeM! ETO ca KOlIl1KOM ce japourhy OH 60pl10 ca M3a30BMMa paaspara.

I..J:I1TaBI1X xerpnaecr remora BO):lMO je HMcpOHT CTpaWHY 60p6y ca nnohy.

A 3aTl1M ra Ben caM Bor 1136aBM OA rora Kywalba M rrpeKMAe paT. EBO KaKO je TO 6111I0.

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JeAHOM raxo, AOK je cnasao, HMCPOHT BMAe KaKO ce aauiao aa HeKOM Be- 1Il1KOM non.y, a n.eronx TajHI1 AelIOBI1 6exy nyna CMpAJhMBe He'lMCTM xoja My je CMlIHO CMeTalIa. A ys TO My je 11 HeI13):1p)!(IbI1BM CMpaA nonnpao AO nnua 11 113a3l1BaO My raherse. Hnje snao WTa Aa paAI1.

.uOK je TaKO TaMO 36YlbeH crajao, M3HeHaAa My npnhe HeKM y 6elIO oneBeH MlIa;LIMn M kasa My:

- I101)M ca MHOM.

HMCPOHT KpeHy aa lbl1M, npnnpxaaajyha jeAHoM PYKOM CMPAIbMBI1 reper - TOlIMKa My 6ewe Te)!(I1Ha.

Ilohoure AO aexor jesepa nyaor 61IaTa. Tana ce anreo oxpere M pe'le HMCPOHTY:

- Hcnpasan OBAe CBe WTO HOCMW Y cBojMM TajHMM MeCTMMa.

Osaj TO yqMHM M CMeCTa OCeTI1 onaxiuaa,e. CMP):lJhMBM TepeT cnane ca lbera, a OH MCTOBpeMeHO OCeTI1 xao Aa cy cKyrra ca lbl1M I1W'lyrraHM 11 TajHM YAOBM iserOBM M Aa cy M OHM ca TepeTOM namr y OHO jesepo. OA y)!(aCHOra 601Ia, HMcpOHT ce rrp06YAI1. Y Mel)YBpeMeHY anreo My pe'le:

- MMp TM, BelIMKM HMcpOHTe! M MW'le3HY.

TeK rana 61Ia)!(eHI1 CXBaTM na ra je TO nocerno anreo Iccnomsn, re npocnaan Csefinarora.

OA 'rora norahaja 11 y6YAytle, KaKO je caM rOBOpI10, AYX 61IY):la HaA !bI1M Hl1je BI1We MMao HMKaKBY BlIaCT. A 11 KaAa 611 parosao ca !bI1M, YBeK 6M M3 oxpuiaja 1131Ia3110 xao ja'lM, ronopeha My:

- Hexaj caxo, nyxaase, 3HaM ja y WTa Me rypaw: Aa rrO)!(elIMM )!(eHY M Aa 3rpeWMM ca !bOM. AlIl1 WTa je )!(eHa? I1lIOT xoja HOCM onehy. I1lIOT xoja 3aBpwaBa y rpooy, rne TpylIl1 11 CMPAI1. M caaa nnor WTa MMa? KpB, Macr 11 )!(Mlle. A M3Mel)y !bMX je YTp06a, nyna 31I0cMpaAHe He'lI1CTI1 ... KaKBY nacnany na YOBeK TaMO Hal)e? I1cMHo 6ecpaMHa! TI1 jenem He'lMcT! 3ap Me HaBOAI1W na TO rrO)!(elII1M? I1a cse je TO TpYlIe)!( 11 HeCHOCHM cMpaA. KaKO onna TO na KywaM? fy611 ce OA MeHe, nyute He'lI1CTI1!

1)aBo 611 ce csreo OA MYAPOCTM Hl1cpOHTOBe M ca cTpaxoM 6M ce noxynno.

A KaAa 6M ra BM):IeO rne rrocpaxrsea oAlIa3M, HI1CPOHT 611 crajao 11 ca rrOACMeXOM My A06al\I1BaO, pyrajyhn ce iseroaoj clIa60cTM. AlIM HI1 nopen csera rora, lIYKaBI1 csenrren,a He ocraszsaiue na MMpy. M3HOBa 11 M3HOBa oauao ce ua isera, CBaKVi nyr ca HOB OM cMMl\aJIMl\OM 11 3aMKOM.

[ennora nana, AOK je ceneo 6e36pl1)!(HO, alIl1 6AMjynl1, 06paTl1 ce HMcpOHT Dory 11 yrnrra fa:

112 n P H LI E () A H '1, E II Ii M A

nPI1'IE 0 AH1)EIIHMA 113

- Iocnone, je 1IM.l)aBo CaCBM.M OTM.IllaO OA MeHe?

AIIM. rrpe Hero IllTO je M. M3rOBOpM.0 TO AO xpaja, yrnena MaJIO Aalhe OA csoje KeJIM.je, na uekaxsoj rOMM.IIM HeqM.CTM, cxnynsanor lIpHOr rrca.

"Aa osaj rrac HM.je AeMOH?", rrOMM.CJIM. OH, HeCBeCHO rroxasyjyhn rrpCTOM na lbera.

Onaj ce M.CTOra qaca 6allM. M. xpeny Aa KM.AM.Ille ua csernrezsa xao na he Aa ra paCTprHe. AJIM. KaKO npnhe 6JIM.)I(e HM.<pOHTY, YKM.rrM. ceo

- Meue Tpa)l(M.Ill? - yrrMTa ra lhYACKM.M maCOM. - EBO Me, AaKlle, Ty caM!

AJIM CBeTM.Telh AYHY Y lbera M. yqM.HM. Aa HeCTaHe.

ApyrM nyr, oner, AOK je ceneha cnasao y jennoj CTaCM.AM y lIPKBM, Aol)e My haso, rrorre My ce na nore 11 no-te Aa ra ApMyca.

HM<pOHT ce 0AMax rrp06YAM M. noxyma Aa YCTaHe allM He Moraille. Kao na je 6MO Be3aH. VI OH CXBaTM urra ce AoroAMJIO. JIYKaBI1 je rrOHOBO yqMHMO csoje "qYAO"! OH ra nzsytry rrpaso y JIM.lIe M. OCYAM. ra:

- 0, aenonpaan.xaa nenpajaren.y i30)l(MjM.! TOJII1KO CM. rrOCTpaAao OA Iocnona Mora Hcyca XpM.CTa M jour ce HMCM onaaerno?

Tana ycrre na MallO noaepn AecHY aory. IToAM)I(e je ca HarropoM M, yqMHM.BIllM noxper xao na je uryrayo carany, peqe My:

- Hexa re Eor, JIYKaBqe, caCBMM noryrin: IllTO ce MeHe TMqe, ja ce He

60jMM TBOjl1X cpaMHMx aanana.

VI CMeCTa YCTaAe l1 rrOMOIIM. ce: - Iocnone i3o)l(e Moj,

TM. Koja CM CBe rrpeMYApo YCTpOjMO, TM. KOjM CM. CBOjOM 6ecKpajHoM CM.JIOM ITpeABojM.O He60 M YKpaCMO 3eMlhy,

TM Kojn AP)l(Mill CBY TBap y uraua Csojoj, Aaj MM BJIaCT rrpOTMB JIYKaBMX AeMOHa, KaKO 6M.X ce YAOCTOjMO Aa MX CKPIllM.M, Cnaxen AYXOM TBOjM.M CBeTMM.

Pyxy rrOAl1rHYTl1X xa netiy, cnyra i30)l(M.jl1 HaCTaBM jour Ayro na ce MOJIM ...

fOCIlO)]; CMJ1PEHJ1MA )];AJE EJIAfO)];AT

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VI me! VI3HeHaAa Ayx i30)l(l1jl1 nonyr Mylbe 3a611McTa rrpeA lbM.M, rrperrJIaBlhyjyhM. My cplle BecelheM 11 BeJIMKOM panourhy.

- HM<pOHTe, HM<poHTe - peqe My. - [a hy TM AaTl1 Cl1JIY l1 BJIaCT npoTMB HeqMCTMX nyxosa. AJIM rrpMrra3M caao aa TO Aa YBeK ocraueur CMM.peH. Iep KOJIMKO BOJII1M CMl1peHe, TOIIM.KO ce onapahaxt OA ropnax. AKO xoheur, AaKJIe, Aa re BOJIM.M, najnpe TM san,a MMaTM CMMpelbe. AIIM. na MMaill na yMy M OBO: HM.KaAa ce He 3aKYHM, Hl1KOMe ce He rrOACMeXHM, lIa)l( He rrpeBaJIM rrpeKO jesnxa. HHKaA ce HeMoj pa3rHeBHTM HHTM OCYAMTH soaexa, rra MaKap OH H carpeuino. ITa3l1 ce, jep reurxa je Ka3Ha aa CBe TO. He ynonoozsaaa] ce, naxne, rpeumnnaaa. Crynaheni, CBaKaKO, M3Mel)y 3aMKl1 basonoaax. AJIM naaer y maBY na ce He YJIOBMill y HeKY OA IhM.X ... AP)l(M ce! [a caM ca T06oM!

KaKO My TO xasa, Ayx CBeTl1 M.3BeAe npenonorinora oua Y I1CTyrrlhelbe. VI HM<pOHT rana BHAe HeKM AyraqKH APYM KOjM. je BOAMO xa MCTOKY. lJYBaJIM. cy ra HeKaKBH lhYAM, rpoMaAHH M. lIPHM nonyr Ernonn.aaa, reurxo aaopyacann M. ca KOrrlhM.Ma y pYKaMa. Ha rroqeTKY ApYMa TI1CKaJIO ce MHOiliTBO lhYAM. Kojl1 cy xrernr na noby Aalhe, amr cy ce 60jaJIM CTpaWHM.X -rysapa.

Y TOM MHOIllTBY naurao ce, AaKJIe, M. HH<p0HT. VI OH je rnenao Aa npohe, aJIM. nnje suao KaKO.

AOK cy CBM TaKO 36YlbeHO cTajaJII1, Mel)y lbHMa ce nojasn HeK~ MY)l(, caa

OAeBeH y 6eJIo, M maCHO M.M xasa:

- KaKaB aac je TO KYKaBHqllYK CBe crronao?

- i30jMMO ce Ernonn.ana - OArOBOpM.Ille My.

OH ce rana ooparn HI1<P0HTY. - A Tl1? 3aIllTO He rrOJIa3M.Ill?

- VI ja ce 60jl1M ...

- JeCl1 JIM ce xana rrOMOll110 na TM. ce Aa CMM.pelbe? - yrrM.ra ra anreo

M.3HeHaAa.

- AJIM. ... ja ra CTallHO 11 TpalKM.M OA Bora csoral

- E, rra, AaKJIe, OH TM ra je 11 nocnao! Ilornenaj WTa he ce AorOAI1TI1 ...

VIIllTa je HM<pOHT M.MaO na Bl1gl1! JegHM.M XMTpMM noxperov aareo xao na My pacexe rpygM. VI raMO, rrpeg CBI1Ma, 113BagM My cplle, 6allM ra na 3eMlhY M na lberOBO MeCTO CTaBM HeKO Apyro 11 npyrasnje. A 3aTMM My xasa:

- Xajne cana, nohn OBI1M rrYTeM. Ilpnua he re overara y npOJIaCKy, aJIM.

Hl1jegaH re HM. rrpcToM nehe AOTahM..

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Tana 11 OCTaIII1 noveure na npexnnn.y anrena:

- MOIII1MO re, y'-lI1HI1 11 HaMa I1CTO TO, KaKO 611CMO MOml1 C1I060,!lHO ,!Ia npoheao OBI1M nyrea'

- 3aTpa)l(I1Te M BM TO, ca MOIIMTBOM 11 rrOCTOM, O,!l Dora 11 CBaKaKO he BaM narn. He 3aTpa)l(I1re 1I11, nehere HM ,!I06Mrl1. A He norinjere lIM, nehere MOnl1 Aa npohere OBI1M nyrea - je,!lI1HI1M KojM BO,!l11 y )l(I1Bor! Osaj xora ere BI1,!1elIl1 rrpl1MI10 je CPl1e cxpyuieno 11 CMl1peHO,5 jep ra je MHoro rO,!lI1Ha rpasoro O,!l Dora. A TeK ra ce cana ynocrojno ... Ilornenajre caxo KaKO cryrra!

CBI1 nornenaure xa Hndiotrry M snneure ra rne 6e3 npenpexa I1Ae OHI1M rrYTeM. CTl1)1(e ,!Io rrpBe CTpa)l(e, rne crajaxy ,!IBa ETI1OIlJhaHI1Ha. Kaxo 11M ce rrp1161I11)1(11, OHI1 aa !hera Tprollle Ma'-leBe, nonaroure I1X ,!Ia ra y,!lape, alIl1 11M ce y TOM '-lacy pYKe yxosaure:

Hl1cpOHT C1I060,!lHO HaCTaBI1 nan-e. Ha MCrl1 Ha'-lI1H OH npohe 11 ,!Ipyry crpa)l(y, rra rpehy M '-lerBpTy M CBe ocrane,

KOHa'-lHO, CTl1)1(e OH na HeKO MeCTO rne cy ce yrupnnne ljMTaBe sere ErMOIIJbaHa KOjl1 ce onxax oaumue ,!Ia ra uananay, An«, me, 11 OHI1 ce onyseiue, rrpeM,!Ia I1X oeure rOlIl1KO Aa cy 3aKp'-ll1lll1 CBe, re Hl1cpOHT Hl1je MOraO,!la npohe. )J,a 611 ce, naxne, rrp06110, OH nexe rtoae ,!Ia rypa, a ,!Ipyre ,!Ia rasn, BI1'-lynl1:

~ Ko je OB,!Ie ,!IOBeo OBe nrycasue ,!Ia HaM sarpahyjy rrpOlIa3 y )l(I1BOT?

J1 ,!10K cy ra OCTaIII1 lbY,!l11 ca ,!II1Blbe!heM nocaarpami, OH lIaKO npohe l1elIMM nyrea M CrM)I(e ,!IO iserosora xpaja.

Kana ce 6IIa)l(eHl1 MallO rrOBpaTI1 on Bl1l)e!ha, crane ce mrrara urra je CBe TO 3Ha'-l111I0. Tana ra CBeTI1 )J,yx, Koja jour oeme ca !hI1M, 06aBeCTI1:

- Xohem nn 06jalll!he!he rora lllTO CI1 BI1,!1eo? )J,06po na311: nyr KOjl1M CI1 nourao je YCKM M TeCHI1 nyr," ETMonlbaHI1 cy IIYKaBI1 ,!IeMOHI1 Kojl1 CBe '-lMHe ,!Ia OMeTY OHe Kojl1 6M na npohy, Te611 ce cana Ben jacno OTKPI1IIO ,!Ia TI1M nyrea HI1KO He MO)l(e npohn, aKO najnpe O,!l Me He He aarpaxn ,!Ia My AaM CPl1e CMMpeHO M cxpyuieuo. TI1 CI1 ra 3aTpa)l(MO M ,!I06MO CM ra. Oncan Ha,!lalbe aeheur ce 60jaTl1 CTpaxa nohnora M crpelle xoja nern Aalby, on CTBapl1 xoja y TaMM npOXO,!lI1, jep Bnunsera CI1 nOIIQ)KI10 sa rrpM6e)l(l1lllTe ce611.7 Hnax, naaer y rnasy' BelIl1KO he ce MCKYlllelbe nonnha rrpOTMB rerie. AIIM aehem 6MTl1 nooeheu, jep [a caM ca T060M.

To )J,yx DO)l(MjM pelle 11 npexnay Bl1l)elbe. HeKaKBo Hel13pel111Bo onaroyxa-

Ibe Koje je nparMlIo Iberoso IIpl1CYCTBO join YBeK je 06aBI1jaii0 CBeTI1Telba.

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b Yrr. Mr. 7,13-14. , [Ie. 90, 5-6, 9.

- 3al1CTa - nOHaBlbao je Hl1cpOHT, caB BaH ce6e - '-lOBeK He MO)l(e ocerurn Beny cIIaAoCT O,!l OHe KOjy npyxa MI10MI1Pl1C Cserora )J,yxa. )J,a, OH :lpeBa3111Ia311 CBaKI1 Y)l(I1TaK, CBaKY pa,!lOcT. Ax, Ka,!l6l1x 3aYBeK Morao Y)l(l1BaTI1 \ lbeMy! He 6MX amue xceneo pa,!loCTI1 osora CBeTa!

KAKO TPE6A 111i11 HA U;PKBEHA CA6PAlbA

Tora nana rrpenOA06HI1 HMCPOHT nao MI1 je 11 npyre casere:

- )J,06po naan, xana ce aanasmu y l1PKBM ca ,!IpyrMM xpmuhaanxa, Aa ce He cMejelll, na He pa3rOBapalll, ,!Ia He ouen.yjenr ,!Ipyre 11 Aa He nojeur cyjeruo 11 xnra.acro 113 '-lOBeKoyroAHl1lllTBa.

- AIII1 3ap je rpex '-lI1HMTM CBe TO lllTO CI1 rrOMeHYO? - HaMepHO ra ynaT ax, He 6MX III1 ra naseo ,!Ia MI1 snure xazce.

- Ilocnynraj, nere Moje. J13Ha,!llbY,!l11 KOjl1 croje Y l1PKBI1 aanasa ce MHoro smue anrena, KOjl1 HeBI1,!1lbMBO nojy sajenno ca IbI1Ma. J1 aKO HeKO 11311pKBeHora caopatsa no-me ,!Ia ce mana, I1IIM ,!Ia orOBapa 11 II 11 Aa pacnpaBlba 0 )l(I1TejcKI1M ':TBapI1Ma, aaremr xoja ra nocvarpajy ocraan.ajy necuonoj M rrO'-lMIbY ,!Ia nojy TyroBaHKe 360r n.eronora nana, rosopehn: "Ax, KaKO je nana y porrcTBo rpexa .ryura osora sonexa KOjM CTojM y l1PKBM TOIII1KO HeMapHO, 6e3 crpaxa Boxotjera, 00:'3 CTM,!Ia, 6e3 rtourroaaisa! Eor ce camyo ca neoeca Aa '-lyje MOIII1TBY CMepHY M Fell!! MOIII1TBeHe, a YMeCTo Tara CllYllla mane M orosapan,a."

Iberose pe'II1 Me rrpenaAOllle. OTaAa, aKO 611 MM ce HeKM rryr o~aKlIa y l1Pl\Bl! nonexa rrpa3Ha pes, cerao 6J1x ce rora 11 CpaMI10 ce 0,11 anrena EO)l(l1jl1x.

fHYC06A PA3BPATA

OAIIa3enl1 OTYAa, npobocao xpaj nekora 6IIY,!lI1IIJ1lllTa. Ha lberOBOM rrpa.v ceneo je nexn nen MlIaAl1n, IIlIeMeHI1TOra IIMKa. Hsrnenao je BeOMa YTY'-leHO, JO(IIOBHO oxajuo. Hac 611 npexpno III111e AliaHOBI1Ma 11 6pl13HYO Y nnas, xac 611 carnn.ao rnasy na rpYAI1 11 60lIHO ysnacao. Hac 611 nonnrao pYKe xa necy 11 y cvsaaa ce M01I110, '-lac 611 ce HaiiaKTI10 11 norpY3110 Y O'-lajHI1'-lKO hyraise.

Inenajyhn ra raxsora, cseruren, ce TOlll1KO caxann na tsera, na M caM IIO'-le .ia nnaxe. A 3aTI1M oopnca 0'-l11, npnhe My 11 ynl1Ta ra ca Ora'-lKOM lby6aBlbY:

- 3a I1Me Dora, fipare! WTa rl1 ce AOrOAl1llo? 3alllTo cemnu OBAe, npen OBlIM 6plloroM, nna-ryha TaKO ropxoi Peua MI1, MOlll1M Te, xohy p,a 3HaM, jep rsoje jannxoaan,e paannpe MI1 cpl..(e.

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- Ia cax, 'laCHI1 HI1<pOHTe, anreo BO)j(J1jl1 - Oll:rOBOpl1 My MlIall:l1h. - l1 xao IIITO CBI1 xpl1IIIhaHI1 y 'lacy KpIIITeiba 1l:0611jajy rro anrena KOjl1 11M lJYBa )!(I1BOT, TaKO caM 11 ja onpehea Oil: Bora na 'lYBaM jennora xcaexa. AlIl1 OH Me je ojanno, jep ce sazsa y 6e3aKOIhI1Ma. EHO ra, 11 call: je osne y osoj ja3611HI1 11 rpeIIII1 ca HeKOM 61IYIl:HI1I..\OM. l1 KaKO na He nnasea, rnenajyha raj rrall:? Kaxo Il:a He 3apl11l:aM Hall: 06pa30M BO)!(l1jI1M KOjl1 je rrao 11 norpysno ce Y TaKBY TaMy?

- A 3aIIITO ra He nocaseryjeur na HarrYCTI1 raj y)!(aCHI1 rpex? - ymHa ra HI1<poHT.

- He Mory Il:a My rrpl11)eM. OTKaKO je noseo Il:a rpeIIII1, nocrao je clIyra ll:eMOHI1Ma 11 ja HI1KaKBY BlIaCT HeMaM Hall: IhI1M.

- ,U06po, KaKO HeMalli BlIaCT? 3ap TI1 ra Hl1je Bor noaepno.

- IToClIYIIIaj Me, clIyro BO)!(l1jl1. Bor je CTBOPl1O xoaexa caMOBlIaCHI1M 11

ll:0rrYCTI10 My je na ClI060ll:HO nohe nYTeM Kojl1 My ce nenana. Iloxasao My je Y3aHI1 nYT, a rtoxasao My je 11 IIII1POKI1. l1 peKao My je: Y3aH je 11 rexcax nyr KOjl1 BOIl:I1 Y )!(I1BOT.B Illnpok je 11 npOCTpaH nyr Kojl1 BOIl:I1 y nponacr." ITOlliTO ra je, naiore, Haopy)!(ao 60)!(aHCTBeHI1M 3aKOHOM CBOjl1M 11 nOYKaMa CBeTI1TeJba CBOjI1X, nYCTI10 ra je Il:a X01l:11 KaKO My BOJba, ca caseurhy xao BOIl:I1'leM, npl1 'leMY ra je, pa3YMe ce, najnpe yn030pl10 na TO IIITa ce HalIa311 na xpajy csaxora Oil: TI1X nyresa - jenaa naje MallO npnnpeaene aacnane, alIl1 BOIl:I1 y sexae MyKe, 1l:0K npyr» HYIl:I1 MallO npaspeaenora Hanopa, alII11l:0HOCI1 Be'lHO cnoxojcrso. ,UaKlIe, KaKaB caner Mory ja na ll:aM lJOBeKY xojera MI1 Bor nOBepl1 na 'lYBalhe? CaM Iocnon aaur l1cyc XPI1CTOC, conCTBeHI1M yCTI1Ma, YMYll:pyje 11 MOlIl1 11 noysasa CBe JbYll:e Il:a ce KlIOHe HelJl1CTI1X ll:elIa. AlIl1 OHI1 KOjl1 nase aa pe'll1 Hierose 11 npl1Melhyjy I1X TaKO cy MalIa06pojHI1!

- AlIl1 3aIIITO CBaKO MallO rromoseiu pYKe xa netiy 11 Y31l: 11 meru "( - ynara CBeTI1TeJb anrena,

- Bnneo caM OKO Ihera ll:eMOHe - jenne na nesajy, Il:pyre na canpajy y crpyne, nexe na My ce anypano cMejy. Cpue MI1 ce pasnnpano 1l:0K caM rnenao re nrycooe KaKO My ce noncaeaajy. 3aTO caM 11 MOJll10 Bora na 1136aBI1 craopen.e Csoje Oil: noncvexa Mpa'lHI1X CI1J1a, a y3 TO 11 na Me YIl:OCTOjl1 Il:a ce otipanyjea lherOBOM noxajan.y 11 rrOBpaTKy, MaKap jenan ll:aH rrpe Hero IIITO one 113 osora )!(I1BOTa, KaKO 611x My npenao Il:YIIIY a.eroay 6e3 MPJbe 11 lJl1CTy.

To aareo pelJe 11 HeCTa HaM C O'll1jy.

,UOK CMO 11 MI1 01l:1Ia3111I11, CBeTlHeJb nahe npnmrxy na MI1 xaxce aeurro 0 CTpaCTI1 11 rpexy 61IYll:a.

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4 MT. 7,13.

- ITpJbaBl1jl1 rpex Oil: Ihera He nocrojn - peKao je. - AlIl1 aKO pa3BpaTaH 'lOBeK nozcenx Il:a ce noxaje, Bor ra rrpl1Ma cnpexanje 11 ronmrje Hero CBe rpelllHI1Ke. Iep OH 3Ha KOlIl1KO je Cl1lIHa Ta CTpaCT, 6Yll:yhl1 Il:a ce OHa XpaHI1 lJOBeKOBI1M rrpl1pOIl:HI1M POIl:HI1M rrOpI1BOM, a y3 TO join ll:eMOHI1 aa Ihy rrOIl:CTI1- lJy pa31I11'lI1TI1M I1CKYIIIeIhI1Ma. Ko Ihy )!(elIl1 na nooena, ycnehe y TOMe caxo aKO y'lI1HI1 nonaar, 1II1IIII1BIIII1 ce CHa 11 xpaHe.

l1 KaKO CMO xonana, OH nonane:

- Jell:HOM caM cpeo nexor xoneka KOjl1 je I1IIIao IIIl1pOKI1M nyrea rpexa.

I! me! OTBOpl1IIIe ce 0'l11 Moje Il:YIIIe 11 ja sanex TpI11l:eCeTaK ll:eMOHa KaKO npaBe nOMeTIhY OKO a.era. HeKI1 cy My 3Y'lalIl1 nonyr MyBa OKO II 11 1..\ a, Il:pyrl1 cy My syjaznr nonyr KOMapal..\a y yIIII1Ma, 1l:0K cy My rpojnua seaana y)!(e OKO spara, aory 11 nojaca 11 rpytio ra ByKlIa aa CBe CTpaHe. Ilpen TI1M )!(alIOCHI1M npl130pOM, MeHI1 ce 0'l11 I1cnYHI1IIIe CY3aMa. "Ko 1I11 cy ra rpojnua KOjl1 ByKy lJOBeKa KOHOnI..\I1Ma?", rrOMI1ClII1X.l1 OTKpl1 MI1 ce na je jenan 6110 ll:eMOH 61IYll:a, npyru rrpeJby60'lI1HCTBa, a rpehn My)!(elIO)!(HI1IIITBa. OHI1 Kojl1 cy My syjan« xao KOMapl..\11 y YIIII1Ma nOKYlliaBalIl1 cy na ra rypHy y osajarse. A OHI1 KOjl1 cy 3YlJalIl1 xao MyBe OKO 1I11I . ta 'lI1Hl1lIl1 cy ra HeOCeTJbI1BI1M 11 6eCpaMHI1M. To MI1 je Iocnon 06jaB110. TeK rana rrpl1MeTI1X na ra je n.eroa anreo rrpaTI10 1131l:alIeKa, Il:P)!(ehl1 y PYI..\I1 ueurro xao TaHaK IIITan aa 'll1jeM ce xpajy HalIa3110 'lYll:eCHO nen Jbl1JbaH. Xonao je noapasen, YTY'leH, osajaa, rnenajyha Tora xoaexa KaKO ce HalIa311 y YCTI1Ma ana, rrOT'll1lheH OHOM rpojuy otioacaaan,a rrlIOTI1. Tana 11 ja nonarox pYKe xa aetiy, y )!(eJbI1 na 113rOBOpl1M MaKap MallY MOJlI1TBY aa Ihera. AlIl1 lIYKaBI1 ll:eMOHI1 I1CTora ce xaca 6al..\I1IIIe aa MeHe xao KOMapl..\11 11 noxeure )J,a Me yjenajy rro pyxaaa, MI1ClIehl1ll:a he Me TaKO OMeCTI1 y MOlIl1TBI1 aa IhI1XOBY )!(PTBy.

Ca CTpaXOM 11 TpeneTOM caClIYIIIao caM OBY rrpl1'ly CBeTI1TeJbeBY. 3al1CTa, HI1Kall:a panaje HI1CaM 6110 'lyo mlIIITa TaKO norpecno.

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J ell:HOM npl1lIl1KOM, 1l:0K je rrpolIa3110 xpaj nexe xyhe, npenonoona orau je Bl1ll:eO Kp03 OTBOpeH nposop 1l:0Mahl1Ha KaKO cell:l1 sa Tpne30M 11 otienyje ca CBOJOM )!(eHOM I1ll:eI..\OM. l13mell:alIl1 cy BplIO Cl1pOMaIIIHI1, alIl1 OH onasa KaKO xpaj csaxora snaaa nop0ll:l1l..\e CTOjl1 no jenan nen, y 6elIO onesen, MlIall:l1h.

- Illra 1I11 je call: OBO? - ynrrra ce y ce611113HeHa~eHI1 CBeTI1TeJb. - OBI1 JbYIl:I1 KOjl1 cene cy Cl1pOMalllHI1. Ma IIITa Cl1pOMaIIIHI1? Jail: 11 6ell:a. A OBI1 KOjl1 croje, IhI1XOBI1 ClIY)!(I1TeJbI1, noce 6J1l1cTaBY onehy!

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HeAOYMI1l\Y My pa3pell1l1 Iocnon, 06jacHI1BllIM My He0611'-IH11 np1130p: TI1 MJIaAl1nl1 6exy aarenn. Ibnx DOr uran.e na croje xpaj xpmuhaaa y BpeMe 06eAa. AKO, AOK jeny, xpmuhann BOAe KOpl1CHe 11 cKpyweHe pa3rOBope, aHreJII1 ce panyjy 11 BeCeJIe ca IbI1Ma. A aKO nl1 ce sa Tpne30M 'Iyjy cpanne pe'Il1 111111 ocyl)I1Balbe, CMeCTa, xao WTO AI1M OArOHl1 rrrene, TaKO 11 ana 6eceAa onarna aarene Boxoije. 11 'Il1M OAY CBeTI1 anrenn, AOJIa311 jenan Mpa'IHl1 AeMOH Mel)y 6p6Jhl1Be 11 CKBepHOCJIOBHe carpneannxe, cejyhn OKO Ihl1X AI1M 11 cMpaA.

OA pe'Il1, naxne, l1 on pa3rOBopa xpmuhana aa Tpne30M 3aBl1CI111 npl1cyCTBO 611JIO anrena CBeTJIOCTl1, 611JIO AYXOBa raae.

.ia je OH CI1JII10 ce6e 11 MOJII10 ce aa csoje nenpnjaren,e, TOJII1KO nyTa 611 CI1JIa3110 anreo [ocnOAlbl1l1 nonarao My Ha flIaBY He6eCKI1 senan, YKpallleH Al1jaMaHTI1Ma. To caM OH, HapaBHO, anje ocehao, jep ra je Eor OBeH'IaBaO HeBI1AJhI1BO ... 3aTO, 'IeAO Moje, A06pl1 Bor 'IeCTO A03BOJhaBa Aa ce BpJII1 JhYAI13JIO(JIOBe 11 nomcsasajy, KaKO 611 TaKO YMHO)!(l1JII1 csoje seaue l1 HarpaAe 11 He6ecKY nllaTY CBOjy.

IIJIATA 3A MJ1JIOCTJ1lhY

3AIIITO CBET MP3J1 IIPABE,I1;HJ1KE

- Y speae enncxona jepycanaacxor Kapnjaxa 10 )!(l1BeO je jenan BpJIO 6JIarO'IaCTI1B l1 Ml1JIOCTI1B 'IOBeK, no l1MeHY C030HT. I1pOJIa3enl1 jeAHoM npl1JIl1KOM rnaBHOM rpancxox YlIl1l\OM, Bl1Ae OH nexora Cl1pOMaXa xojn 6ewe rOTOBO nar 11 npxrame OA XJIaAHone. Tora 'IOBeKa TOJIl1KO nyiua 3a60lIe sa 1b11M, na OH CKl1Ae CBOj orpras 11 06Y'Ie Cl1pOMaxa. Kana ce BpaT110 xyh«, Ben ce CMPKlIO 11 OH lIe)!(e na cnasa, YI1M ra 06Y3e can, OH BI1Ae y CHY Aa ce oopeo y HeKOM 'IYAeCHOM BPTY, oKyrraHoM csernoiuhy. BpT 6ewe nyu npeKpaCHor Ml1Pl1CHor useha, py)!(a, JhI1JhaHa 11 xeopojenor Apyror, xao 11 CBaKOBpCHor npseha, TOJIl1KO orexcanor nOA 'IYAeCHl1M nnOAOBI1Ma, Aa My ce rpalbe nOBl1jaJIO xa 3eMJhl1. I10cpeA 1b11X oesripojne ITTl1l\e nesane cy ca He6ecKoM cnanoiuhy, nerrpecrano cjeAl1lbyjynl1 csoje CJIaBOCJIOBHe necxe ca 6JIan1M uryurraisea 1I11wna. Taj BpT 3al1CTa ce He Aa Onl1CaTl1. 11 AOK je TaKO C030HT, caa BaH ce6e, nocaarpao raj npl130p, nojaan ce rrpeA IbJ1M HeKI1 Hen03HaTl1 MllaAl1n 11 pe'Ie My: "Xajne ca MHOM". OH nohe aa IbI1M 11 y6p30 cruronre AO nexe, OA 311aTa I1CKOBaHe orpaAe. C030HT 6aql1 nomen 113a Ibe 11 BI1Ae ABOpl1lllTe 11 'IYAeCHY nanary. ):10K joj ce Al1Bl10 11 ca 3aHl1MalbeM je pasrnenao, 113lbe KpeHywe Aa 113lIa3e llICCHaeCTOpl1l\a Kpl1lIaTl1X My)!(eBa, CI1- jajyh» nonYT cyuua 11 onsojean y 'IeTl1pl1 'IeTBopKe. CBaKa 'IeTBOpKa HOCl1lIa je na paMeHI1Ma no jenan 3lIaTaH KOB'Ier. OHI1 npohoure 60APl1M KopaKOM xa MecTY rne je crajao C030HT. YI1M cy ce npl16JII1)!(l1lIl1 snarnoj OrpaAl1, HacnpaM n.era, OHI1 cranoiue, CKl1HYllle KOB'Iere ca paMeHa l1 cnycTl1We l1X na 3eMJh y. Plsrnenano je xao na 'IeKajy nexora smuer OA ce6e. 11, 3al1CTa, MallO nOTOM BI1Al1 C030HT jennor npeKpaCHor 'IOBeKa KaKO 113JIa311l13 nanare 11 ynyhyje ce npeMa anrennxa. "OTBOpl1Te KOB'Iere", 3anOBeAl1 11M OH, "11 noxaxnre OBOM 'IOBeKY IlITa 'IYBaM aa n.era, 3601' OrpTa'Ia KOjl1 Ml1 je MallO'IaC naposao npeKo onora Cl1pOMaxa." OHI1 OAMax OTBOpl1We jenaa 311aTHI1 KOB'Ier 11 rroseure Aa 113 n.era sane l\apCKe orpra-re 11 xarsnne, nexe CaCBl1M 6elle, neke sesene, 611I1CTaBe 11 npeAparOl.\eHe.

- Peua MI1, oxe, MOlll1M re, jour HewTO: aaurro sehnna JhYAI1 Mp311 npasenHI1Ke? Saurro I1X npesnpyi 3alllTO cy Ca6JIa)!(lbeHI1 1b11Ma? 11 3awTO, ca Apyre CTpaHe, I1Ma MaJIO OHI1X KOjl1 I1X nourryiyi

- I1paBeAHI1l\l1Ma MHoro KOPI1CTl1, nere Moje, JhYACKI1 npe311p. Ihl1Ma OH npI1JII1'II1, peKao 611X, xao WTO neoy npl1JIl1'Ie 3Be3Ae. Ia caM 'IaK Bl1Aeo jennor BpJIOr 'IOBeKa KOjl1 je 3apaAI10 nenece r seaaua aa jeAaH AaH OA ryher 3JIOCJIOBJhelba.

- A na KOjl1 Ha'll1H I1X je OCBOj110? - ynl1Ta opar y HeAoYMI1l\I1.

- Ilocnyinaj: raj 'IOBeK )!(I1BeO je y BYKOJII1. Dl10 je 3HaMeHI1T 11 nocrojan

nourroaaa,a, Y'Il1Hl10 je MHoro notipor JhYAl1Ma Mel)y Kojl1Ma je )!(l1BeO l1 CBe l1X je soneo xao anrene DO)!(l1je. A 1b11X nnax npenacrn nYKaBl1 11 OHI1 no-rente Aa ocehajy nenpnjaaan npeaa CBOM A06po'll1Hl1reJhY kao Aa je OH 3JII1KOBal\. HeKI1 cy rOBOpl1JII1 Aa je nOAMyKao, Apyrl1 Aa je pa3BparaH, rpehn na je JIOnOB, a 'IerBpTI1 Aa je jepernal BI1Al1l1l, haao I1Ma 0611'Iaj Aa CBeTe JI'YAe oupn.yje ycrl1Ma rpeWHI1X JhYAl1. AJII1 'IOBeK 0 KojeM rOBOpI1M, cnytuajyhn re KJIeBeTe, I1CKpeHO ce paAoBao 11 6JIarOAapl10 je Dory. "Iocnone", ronopauie, "nOKa)!(11 MI1JIOCT CBOjy OHI1Ma Kojl1 Me Mp3e, Kojl1 Me xnesehy 11 oupn.yjy, Hexa Hl1KO OA Moje opahe He npeTpnl1 KaKBO 3JIO 360r MeHe rpeWHora, HI1 y OBOM )!(l1BOTY, Hl1Tl1 Y CJIeACneM, Hero caTPI1 JIYKaBe AeMOHe KOjH I1X nOAH rome npOTl1B MeHe 11 y'll1HH na OHl1 HeCTaHY. MOJIHM Te, DO)!(e Moj, xao WTO ce HI1Cl1 OABpaT110 oA MeHe cxaepnora, KOJII1KO rOA nyra Aa caM carpeuino 11 npl1TeKaO TBoMe Ml1JIOCpl)y rpaxehn onpourraj, TaKO ce HI1 cana HeMoj OABpaTI1Tl1 OA IbI1X KOjl1 OITTY)!(l1we uenorperinor cllyry Taora, HanpOTl1B, ocseurraj I1X MI1JIOlllny CBOjOM l1 noxpnj l1X 6JIarowny CBOJOM." Taxo ce MOJII10, JI,y6JheHl1 6paTe, raj rtpanennn« sa OHe KOjl1 cy ra Mp3elll1 l1 3JIO 0 lbeMY rOBOpl1JlI1! 11 nornenaj KaKBO ce 'IYAO AOrOAl1JIo: KOJII1KO rOA nyra

10 Csern CBeWTeHOMY'leHI1K Knpajax, enncxon jepycaJ1J!MCKI!, KOjl1 je oojasno L[aCIII1 KpCT y BpeMC CBeTe lcneue, rrocTpaAao je aajenuo ca MajKoM CBOjOM AHOM 363. roAI1He, na 'IWIHY 3arrOBeCT JYlIl1jaHa OACTyrrHI1Ka.InHxoB CTlOMeH cnasn ce 28, okrotipa.

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Ilpocrpeiue ra rrpeA IhI1M. "C030HTe, nonanajy 1111 TI1 cei", yrrl1TalIle ra. "HI1CaM nocrojan HI1 ceHKY IhI1XOBY Aa BI1AI1M", oArOBOpl1l1M OH, cas 06HeBI1Aeo oA TOra cjaja. AIII1 anrena nacraanure Aa My noxasyjy 61II1CTaBe, paCKOlIlHe 11 3IIaTOM nporxane uapcxe xan.nne, CBe AOK IhI1XOB 6poj He nocnoxe rrpeKO xl1lhaAY. ITolIlTO My je 06jaBI10 TaKO )l(I1BOrrI1CHO na he sa jenan OrpTa'l Kojl1 je nao rrpl1MI1TI1 MHorocTpYKO 11 HaClIeAI1TI1 Be'lHI1 )l(I1BOT, Iocnonap anrena My xasa: "YBepaBaM re, C030HTe, na caM CBa OBa 6IIara nparrpenao sa retie, jep kana CI1 Me BI1Aeo aarora, CMl1lIOBaO CI1 ce 11 ooyxao Me.I1AI1 cana 11 HaCTaBI1 Aa '1I1Hl1lIlI1CTO, KaKO 6l1x 11 Ia I1CTO q11H110: xana TI1 najeur HeKOM cl1poMaxy onehy, ja TI1I1X CIIpeMaM CTOTI1HY." ITYH panocrn 11 rpenera, C030HT yrrl1Ta: "Iocnone MOj, xreo 611x na 3HaM na III1I1CTO TO ql1Hl1lIl CBI1Ma KOjl1 cy MI1IIOCPAHI1 rrpeMa Cl1pOMaCI1Ma? L(a III1 11M cnpexaur CTOCTpYKa onara 11 BeqHI1 )l(I1BOT?" OH My 0ArOBopl1: "CBaKO KO je OCTaBI10 AOM, I1III1 IhI1Be, I1III1 60raTCTBO, I1III1 cnasy, I1III1 oua, 11 II 11 MajKY, I1III1 6pahy, I1III1 cecrpe, I1III1 )l(eHe, 11 II 11 neuy I1III1lIlTa OA 3eMalhCKor, CTpOCTpyKO he rrpl1MI1T1111 )l(I1BOT BeqHI1 HaClIeAI1TI1.11 Hevoj ce, 3aTO, HI1KaAa noxajarn 360r nexor csor MI1IIOcp1)a. 11 HeMoj Aa nomosaaaiu Cl1pOMaXa KOM CI1 HelIlTO nao, [ep rana heur, YMeCTO nnare, rrpeTprreTI1 ABa nyra sehy lIlTeTY: 11 unary hem asryonra, 11 na 6YAyheM CYAY 611helIl ocyhea." Y TOM 'lacy, C030HT ce rrpo- 6YAI1, cas y qYAY 11 3aAI1BlheH OHI1M lIlTO je BI1Aeo. OH CKOql1 ca KpeBeTa - jep Hl1je I1Mao BI1IlIe HI1KaKBe aorse aa CHOM - re Y3e 11 APyrl1 CBOj OrpTaq 11 OTI1Ae na ra rrOKIIOHI1 HeKOM ApyroM cl1poMaxy. A '111M ce BpaTI10 Ha3aA, KaCHO nohy, 11 nerao rrOHOBO Aa cnasa, I1Mao je I1CTO BI11)elhe! Taxo je yjyTpy pa3AelI110 CBe csoje I1Malhe CI1POTI1IhI1, onpexao ce csera 11 nocrao MOHax 110ABI1)1(HI1K, ncnylheH BplII1HaMa. CBe TO I1Maj ua YMY, nere Moje, re 411HI1 rro Mepl1 CBOjl1X Mohl1 11 TI1 I1CTO - 110CaBeTOBa CBeTI1Telh csora 110CeTI10~a. - Taxo hem aa He6y ypl13HI1411TI1 CTOCTPYKO onaro.

- ITpecTaHI1 muue, Heql1CTa 11 AI1Blha 3BepI1HO, Aa AOAl1jaBalIl crsopen-y EO)l(l1jeM! !lITa heui TI1 A0611TI1, )l(aIiOCHa 6eCI1HO, aKO - AalIeKO 6111I0! - u.erosa nyma 110fl1He?

- Peha hy TI1 - OAroBOPI1 My 1)aBO. - Hehy A0611TI1, HapaBHO, nmura.

AIII1 xreo ja TO I1III1 He, HY)l(Aa Me rOHI1 Aa CTalIHO paryjexr ca xpl1lIlhaHI1Ma. I1MaMo 11 MI1, BI1Al1lIl, csoje rocrroAape KOjl1 Hac rrpaTe 11 nposepaaajy na III1 paAI1MO CBOj nocao, OAHOCHO na lll1 paryjevo AaH 11 soh I1III1 MO)l(Aa HaKpaTKO 3aCTaHeMO. 11 rana jao AeMOHY xora rOCl10Aapl1 YXBaTe Aa ceAI1, jep ra lIll16ajy AI1BlhaqKI1, Myqe ra HeMl1lIOcpAHO 11 AalIeKO ra 113rOHe. Tpe6a Aa anaiu Aa 11 MI1 I1MaMO Me1)y C060M HeMapHe, lIelhl1Be 11 TpOMe, xao 11 BI1. L(aKlIe, CTpax OA Ka3He Hac rOHI1 Aa sac HI1KaAa He OCTaBlhaMO aa Ml1py!

- Ee3YMHl1qe! L(06po, 3ap He snaiu Aa re o-rexyje oran, sa ronnxe rsoje rpexe? 3alIlTO ce OHAa He ypa3yMl1lIl? 3alIlTO He oneur Aa nnasem 360r He1136e)l(HOr MY4elha xoje TI1 je npnnpexn.enoi

Ha TO AeMOH Hl1je snao urra na OArOBopl1. Ilocpaxn.en, OH oAjeAHoM I1lIlqe3e.

Tora saca I1pOlIa)l(alIle TYAa 11 HeKI1 MOHax. Beure MlIaA, csernora 11 anre- 1I006pa3Hor III1Ka. Kana ra rrpel1oA06HI1 yrnena, OH I1pl1MeTI1 KaKO 113 n.eroanx yCTa 113IIa3e I1llaMeHOBI1 11 AI1)1(Y ce y He60 - TOIII1KO orn.ena oeme lherOBa MOIII1TBa! ITpaTl10 ra je 110rryT oriseaora cryoa jenan anreo Kojl1 My je qYBao AYlIlY 11 reno. Ma'leM y py~11 pa3rOHI10 je AeMOHe KOjl1 cy ce Bp3MalIl1 OKO Tor noripor MOHaxa, nperehn My 11 noxyuraaajyhn Aa ra sannaure.

ITperroA06Hl1 ca AI1BlhelheM rrpOMpMlha:

- 3a11CTa, AI1BaH je Bor y CBeTI1Ma CBOjI1M; Eor 113pal1lheB caM naje CI1IIY 11 YKperrlhelhe cnyraaa CBOjI1M. ElIarOCIIOBeH Eor!12

KA3HA 3A CPEEPOJb YEJbE

,ll;EMOH OTKPJ1BA

JeAHe cyriore OAe HI1¢OHT aa Beqeplhe y ~pKBy cserora Aaacracnja. TOKOM clIY)l(6e, OH HajeAHoM yrnena ITpecBeTY Eoroponnuy xoja A01)e 11 crane nocpen napona. 113a Ihe nojaamue ce EO)l(aHCTBeHI1 anocronn 11 jour HeKOlIl1KO CBeTI1Telha. Mallo nOTOM, OHa rrose Aa npOlIa311 ncnpen csaxor XPI1- mhannaa 11 Aa ncrurryje n.eroao AYXOBHO cran.e. BelIl1KI1M 6pojeM IhI1X 411HI1IIa ce 3aAoBOlhHOM 11 oeine paAOCHa, jep je YTBpAl1lIa na ce OHI1 ca MHoro Hanopa oope sa csoje cnaceise. L(pyrl1Ma ce, oner, pa30qapalIa, jep sanexapyjy csojy

]eAHOM npI1III1KOM, AOK je XOAao nYTeM, nperrOA06HI1 OTa~ ce npl161II1)1(I1 HeKOM 40BeKY Kojl1 je mnao npen IhI1M.l1lIlTa je I1Mao Aa BI1AI1! JeAaH ~PHI1, OABpaTHI1 AeMOH npaTI10 ra je 11361I113a 11 yoanaaao My CKBepHe rrOMI1CIII1. AIII1 nyrHI1K, qOBeK 6IIarOqeCTI1B 11 AYXOBaH, I1CIII1TI1BaO je ca na)l(lhOM 11 pacy1)I1BalheM csoje nOMI1ClI11 11 3aTO ce CBaKI1 'lac OKpeTao 11 nlhYBao hasona, pY)l(ehl1 ra.

Ha raj rrpl130p CBeTI1Telh ce pa3fHeBI1. OH ynepn lhyTI1TI1 nomen y neMOHa 11 BI1KHy My:

11 Yn. Mr. 19, 29.

12 Yn. Ilc, 67, 36.

122 11 P 11 'I E () A H li E iI 11 M A

I1Pll'IE () AHT1EJlIlMA 123

iWWy. I1peA lhl1Ma je crajana Ay>Ke, ca ryroM je 0AMaXI1BalIa maBOM, rrOAI13aJla maBY xa CBOMe CI1HY 11 Y CY3aMa Ia npexnan.ana Aa I1X rroMl1lIyje.

Ca MHoro crpaxa 11 AI1Blbelha rrpaTI10 je HI1<pOHT KpeTalhe Ilpecsere rro xpaMy 11 ca Ay60KVlM raayhea YBepVlO ce Aa BJlaAVl'lI1l\a HI1KaAa He OCTaBJha xpmuhane, Hero ce uenpecrano crapa aa rrpaBeAHe Vl rpeWHe, '1e3HyhVl aa IbVlXOBI1M cnacen.ea.

I10111TO npohe cae, Eoroponnna najsan BI1Ae xpaj Bpara nexora YlllKorrlbeHI1- xa. Cl1pOMaCI1 My npanaacaxy Aa My Tpa>Ke noaoh, alIl1 OH VlM HMIllTa He nasame. CarBY ce rana Ilpecsera lberOBOM anreny '1yBapy M rnrra ra:

- Penn MVl, E<preVllIe, VlMa lIM osaj '1OBeK MHoro snara KOA xyhe?

- J1Ma, BlIaAM'IMl\e, jep je cperipon.yrias M CBeT 6Vl oxpenyo sa jenaa

0601I.13 Csoje cnyre AMBlba'lKI1 ryse M ocraszsa MX maAHMMa, a y3 ro MX rOHM Aa My HarropHO pane,

- A ca KOjMM naroaopoa OH He naje MMIIOCTVlIbY CMpOTMIbM?

- AOlIa3M, Ilpecnera Moja, haso M Ka>Ke My: "Ocrapnheui, pasoozeheur

ce Vl naurheui y rrOCTeIbY. Hevoj Aa najeur HI1111Ta 0,11 caora 60raTCTBa, jep KaAa 6YAeill CTpaAao y OCKYAI1l\Vl, ropKO heur ce kajara Vl rosopahem: 'Illra MM 6Vl Aa CBe rrOAeJIMM OIPOHllbl1?' AIIVl rana he 6MTVl npesacao." To nourarrrasa, BlIaAVl'1Vll\e Moja, oecpaaaa BapaJII1l\a haso. A OH Y TO sepyje M He noxasyje HMKaKBO cacrpaAaBalhe ca norpeoava CVlpOMalllHMX.

- E, aKO je raxo, noronnhe My ce OHO y iura sepyje - pe'le crporo Boroponnua. - J1 uexa ce nocne He lbyTI1 na cserinarora bora, Hero na ce6e caaora, Iep Bor HMje xyuia« 31I0M Vl CaM He VlCKYlllaBa HMKora, Hero CBaKOra xytna conCTBeHa >Kelba, 14 jep He nasn, Hero sepyje caBery l)aBOJIOBOM.

J1 ro pexaaum, Boroponnna HeCTaAe sajenno ca anocromeaa M ApyrVlM CBerMTeIbMMa.

Yurxona.eaax ce Kp03 HeKOIIVlKO AaHa remxo pa3601Ie Vl nane y nocren, y, xaKO je M nOBepOBao Aa My ce MO>Ke AeCMTM. Eonecr My 6ellle 60JIHa Vl HeMCl\eIIMBa. CBe csoje 3JIaTO nOTpolllVlO je na nexape, alIM noriozsuran,a HMje BMAeo, Hero My ce, nanpornn, craae JOIll Vl noropuiano M 601I0BVl My nOCTalIM HeCHOCHM. Taxo ce My'lMO HeKO BpeMe, AOK ce HVlje ncromio, yracno Vl necrao xao AI1M. YMpO je Vl TeJIOM Vl AYIllOM. Taxo ce ucnyuano 11 OHO lllTO je 3an11CaHO: 'Tile '1OBeKa KojVl He CTaRM bora aa nOMohHMKa ce6Vl, Hero ce nenana ua MHOlllrBO 60raTCTBa cBojera Vl OCMJII1 ce y cyjern csojoj" .15

13 Crapoxeneacxa a Bl13aH'rHjcKl1 HOBlJl1h HC3HaTHe Bpei\HOCTI1. 14 jK. I, 13-14.

15nc.51,9.

Kacunje, rrOCJIe CMpTI1 ynrxonn.ennxoae, CBeTI1 HI1<pOHT I1CnpM'Ia raj norahaj HeKI1M CBOjl1M nOCeTI10l\VlMa 11 nocaserosa I1X:

- rIa311Mo 11 MI1, tipaho, Aa Hac carana He I1cMeje. He 6YAI1MO CTpOrl1 11 HeMI1JIOCpAHI1 npeMa CI1POTl1lhl1, aKO I1MaMO oorarcrsa, jep MO>KAa he ce 11 Eor noxaaarn rrpaBeAHo CTporMM ca HaMa. J1 Ta,11a heMo 113ry611rl1 11 >KMBOT CBOj 11 AYIllY CBOjy - 11 osaj CBeT, 11 Ilapcrso neriecxo.

Eyp;Y1iM CYp;

Beh ce 6ellle CaCBI1M CMpKIIO. Csernren, je rex aaapumo CBOjy peAoBHY HOtHY MOJII1TBy. I1py>K110 ce npeKo KaMelha, KaKO je I1Mao 06M'Iaj, Aa oncnasa. AIII1 can My anje AOlIa3110 na 0'111. Bpeae je npOlIa3111I0. Ilouma je nonoh, a O'll1Ma JOIll OTBOpeHI1M OH je nOCMarpao 6ecKpajHo He60 ca 3Be3AaMa M MeCel\OM.

Taxo, CaCBI1M caM, OH nOMI1ClI11 na crpalllHVl 'lac cyna, ceru ce CBojl1X rpexoBa 11 none ,11a pl1Aa.

Hajemroa, OH BI1AI1 KaKO ce CBOA He6eCKI1 nOBJIa'l11 xao aaseca, a 113a n.era ce nojasn.yje Iocnon J1cyc Xpncroc! Beure orpoMaH 11 lIe6AI1jaille y Ba3)IYxy. OKO fbera 6exy ce nocrpojann CBe He6eCKll 1I1lHOBI1, anrenn, apXaHfeJIll 11 OCTaJII1, nocsiarpajyhn Ia ca crpaxoM Vl rperreroM, ca MHoro rtourrosaa.a 11 rr060>KHOcrl1.

Iocnon AaAe 3HaK 3anoBeAHI1KY jennora ,{llHa 11 raj My npahe, cas 06HeBI1AeO 0,11 CBerliOCTI1 11 crpaxa.

- Maxanne, KHe>Ke 3aBeTa - pe'le My. - fIOAl1rBl1 ca cBojMM '1llHOM, orn.eaooripasun rrpecro cnase Moje II nohn y AOJII1HY [ocadiarosy. Ilocrasn ra raao Aa 6YAe crrpeMaH aa Moj AOJIa3aK. Aa, jep nehe OKaCHllTI1 'lac cYAa, kana CBaKO 6YAe rrpllMI10 rrJIary aa nena csoja. IloXI1Taj, rrp116JII1>K1l0 ce raj AaH. Ilnarnhe CBll KOjl1 cy ce rrOKnOHllJII1 I1AOJII1Ma 11 OApeKJIll ce Mene, csora casnaren,a, KOjl1 cy 60rOBllMa Ha3BaJII1 KaMelbe 11 npsehe urro 11M nanox sa rrorpe6e IbI1XOBe. CBI1 he ce OHll pa3611TI1 kao Kp'la311 rpH'IapCKI1.16 Tako he 611rl1 11 ca nenpnjaren.aaa MOjllM H ca jeperaunaa, OHI1Ma KOjl1 cy ce YCYAHJIH na Me onsoje 0,11 Oua Mojera 11 OHI1Ma xoja cy ce YCYAHJIH Aa nOH1l3e y TBap Yreunrren.a Mora, Ilyxa, Aaaj lhHMa, KaKBe MyKe I1X xexajy!

- 06jaBI1hy ce cana 11 JYAejl1Ma KOjl1 He rrOBepOBallle 11 pacrreille Me. Kana 6ejax aa Kpcry, rOBopaxy: Ya, TH KOjH pasaazsyjem xpaM ... cnacn ce6e caxtora! 17 CaAa hy rrpl1MeHI1TI1 CBOjy snacr 11 CYAl1hy rrpaBeAHo. Moja je ocsera, ja

16 TIc. 2, 9.

17 MK. 15,29-30.

124 D P 11 YEO A H 1) E JI]1 M A

D P 11 L] E 0 A H 1) E JI 11 M A 125

hy BpaTJ1TJ1!IR CYAJ1hy, pa306J1J1qJ1hy, oCYAJ1hy J1 Ka3HJ1hy CTpOrO paaapahenn J1 JIYKaBJ1 POA, jep My AaAOX rrpJ1JIJ1Ke na ce noxaje, a OH je He J1CKOPJ1CTJ1. J1 cana hy ce OCBeTJ1TJ1.

- J1 COAOMJ1Te, KOjJ1 cy OCKBPHJ1JIJ1 Ba3AYX J1 3eMlbY CMpaAOM CBOjJ1M, [a KojJ1 J1X crraJIJ1X rrOHOBO hy CrraJIJ1TJ1, jep OABpaTJ1llle ce OA CJIaAOCTJ1 ,[(yxa cserora J1 Y3lby6J1Ille HaCJIaAY ~aBOJIOBy.

- Cana he IIlJaTJ1TJ1 J1 npen.yriosaau«, Hepa3YMHJ1 J1 rrOMpaqeHJ1. He oeure J1M AOBOlbHa IbJ1XOBa corrcraena xcena, Hero cy xao KOIbJ1 rrOMaMlbeHJ1 aa )!(eHKOM, CBaKJ1 aa )l(eHOM 6JIJ1)!(lbera cnora p)l(e.19 Taxo, 360r 6e3YMlba CBOra, rrOCJIaHJ1 cy y aM6J1c onsena, rne J1X je carana aesao. 3ap HJ1CY qyJIJ1 Aa je crpaumo nacrn y pyxe bora )!(J1Bora ?20 AJIJ1 nnax ce He ynnannnue, 3aTO hy J1X cana Ka3HJ1TJ1 CTporo. IIoHYAJ10 caM J1M noxajan,e, a OHJ1 ce He noxajame.

- Ka3HJ1hy J1 JIOrrOBe J1 y6J1l\e J1 CBe 3JIOqJ1Hl\e. Y TapTap hy J1X 6al\J1TJ1.

Cana hy 11M ncxaaara KOJII1KO cy 113ry611JIJ1 IllTO HJ1CY CJIYIllaJII1 bora J1 HieroBe 3arrOBeCTI1. Ine cy IbI1XOBa A06pa AeJIa? Ine J1M je Kajalbe? ,[(ao caM J1M xao rrpl1Mep 6JIYAHora CJ1Ha, amI 11 MHore Apyre, Aa He 611 rraJII1 y o-iajan,e. AJII1 OHI1 npeneoperouie 3arrOBeCTl1 Moje. Mene OMp3HYIlle, a 6JIYA aaaoneure. MeHe ce OApeKOIlle, a nocranoure p060BJ1 rpexa. Hexa nanay oana y orars KOjl1 cy CaMJ1 pacrraJII1JIJ1.

- OHe Kojl1 cy yMpJIJ1 y snonajahetsy npenahy crpaunroa HeMJ1py. Iep He aanoneure MJ1P Moj, Hero )l(J1Blbaxy y fReBY, lbYTIbJ111 3JI0611.

- YqJ1HJ1hy Aa J1IllQe3HY J1 rrOXJIerrHJ1, 3eJIeHaIllJ1 J1 cperipon.ynua, TJ1 J1AOJIOrrOKJIOHJ1l\J1 KojJ1 rrOJIO)!(J1Ille CBOjy HaAY na 3JIaTO, a OCTaBJ1Ille Mene, xao na ce HJ1CaM 0 IbJ1Ma CTapao.

- OCYAJ1hy J1 OHe HaBOAHe xpmuhaae Kojl1 Ka)!(y na HeMa BaCKpcelba MPTBJ1X J1JIJ1 na nocrojn cezsetse nyura. CBe lbJ1X xcronahy xao socax y reeHJ1 J1 caxeha J1X y orn.y y rrpax J1 rrerreo. Tana hy J1M rrOKa3aTJ1 na JIJ1 J1Ma sacKpcelba I1YIlla J1JIJ1 He.

- BpaQeBJ1, noraha-nr J1 3Be3A03HaJIl\J1 CaCBJ1M he 6J1TJ1 YHJ1IllTeHJ1, pa3- sejahe ce rro BeTpy J1 HeCTaTJ1.

- IIJ1jaHl\J1 J1 BeTpOrrJ1pJ1 6J1he 6aQeHJ1 y npoaanujy. Iao IbJ1Ma KOjJ1 nesajy J1 nneury J1 cKBepHOCJIOBe oecrnnao J1 ropAo. Ca ceHKOM cnojox nrpajy. lliJ1Ma hy rrpanenno J1 oecnpacrpacao CYAJ1TJ1. II03Bao caM J1X, a OHJ1 He cano l1a Me He nocnyurauie Hero MJ1 ce jour J1 noncaexayuie. CBJ1Ma caM rrOHYAJ10

IR PI1M. 12, 19; Ienp. 10,30. 19 jep. 5, 8.

20 leap. 10,31.

MJ1JIOCT J1 noxajaise, aJIJ1 HJ1KO ce aa Mene HJ1je OCBPHYO. Cana he J1M l\pB J13jeCTJ1 cpue.

- OHe KOjJ1 cy rrpe3peJll1 bO)l(aHCTBeHa rrl1CMa, aanncaaa ,[(YXOM MojJ1M pYKaMa csernx Moj J1X, oaunhy y TaMY J1 HeBJ1AeJIJ1l\y. A nourro He J1CrrYHI1Ille Moje 3arrOBeCTJ1, Hero J1M ce aapyraiue, cana hy ce [a IbI1Ma HapyraTJ1, ocpaMOTJ1TJ1 J1X 11 rrpeAaTJ1 oru, y.

- J1 OHe KOjJ1 npnoerasajy 3aKJIJ1lbalbl1Ma J1 BpaQalbY Aa 611 ce I1Cl\eJIJ1JIJ1, OHe KOjJ1 sepyjy Aa he J1M noaoha HO)!(eBJ1, MOTJ1Ke, CprrOBJ1 J1 npyra MarJ1jcKa opyha, CTporo hy pa306JIJ1QJ1TJ1. OHAa he J1M 6J1TJ1 jacno Aa je rpetiano Aa ce aanajy na bora, a He na TBap Iberosy. OHJ1 he ce, CBaKaKO, ycrrpOTJ1BJ1TJ1, no- 6YHJ1he ce J1 rpaxnhe onpasnan.a, aJIJ1 HI1IllTa J1M aehe noaohn, jep CTJ1raO je neh xac aarrnare.

- Kasaahy, pasyae ce, l1l\apeBe J1 KHe)!(eBe KOjJ1 cy Me CTaJIHO OrOpQaBaJIJ1 HerrpaBAaMa CBOjJ1M. OI1JIYKe IbJ1XOBe 6J1JIe cy 6e3aKoHe, HeQaCHe, ropAe J1 rrory6- He aa lb YAe. Y3I1MaJIJ1 cy AapOBe 11 cYI1J1JIJ1 rrpJ1CTpaCHO, KOpJ1CTehJ1 rrpaBO Aa 611 rrOKpJ1JIJ1 HerrpaBAY. A Moj CYA He 3aBl1Cl1 OA AapOBa. Kao Iocnon 11 Bor, AaKJIe, YQJ1HJ1hy l1a HecTaHY y CKJIaAY ca lbJ1XOBJ1M JIYKaBcTBoM. J1 OHAa he pa3YMem Aa caM [a CTpaillaH J1 ouaj KOjJ1 Y3J1Ma AYX KHe)l(eBJ1Ma, CTpaillaH MI1MO napesa 3eMHJ1x.21 Hecpehe IbJ1XOBe! KaKBe J1X MyKe sexaiy' Iep IllKpryTaxy 3y6J1Ma CBOjJ1M22 J1 113JIJ1Baxy KpB HeBJ1HY, KpB CJ1HOBa CBOjl1X J1 KfiepJ1!23

- KaKBOM hy caxo !'HeBY rrpeAaTI1 11 OHe CBeIllTeHI1Ke xoja He 6exy J1CTJ1HCKJ1 nacrapn, Hero HajaMHI1l\J1! OHe KOjJ1 paCTOQJ1Ille BJ1HOrpaA Moj,24 KOjJ1 pacejaute osue Moje,25KojJ1 cy jypJ1JIJ1 aa 3JIaTOM J1 cpe6poM, KojJ1 nenoCTOjHo rrpl1MJ1Ille CBeIllTeHCTBO ... KOJIJ1KO he crpauma 6J1TJ1 IbJ1XOBa Ka3Ha! KOJIJ1Ka MyKa lbJ1XOBa! Y fReBY CBOM 11 lbYTlb11 CBOjOj norpeiuhy J1X!26 Osue J1 ronena nponanzsnna rneAaJIJ1 cy Aa CTeKHY, a aa MOjl1M CJIOBeCHJ1M osuaaa HJ1je J1X 3a60JIeJIa nyura. 3aTO hy rrOCeTJ1TJ1 rraJIJ1l\OM oesaxou,a IbJ1XOBa J1 6J1- QeM nenpasne lbJ1XOBeY IllTO ce TJ1Qe CBeIllTeHJ1Ka KOjJ1 ce urane J1JIJ1 csabajy y CBeTJ1M l\pKBaMa MOjJ1M, y orisy hy J1X CrraJIJ1TJ1, y TapTap hy I1X pl1HyTJ1 J1 xao onexy hy J1X pa36J1TJ1!

21 ne. 75, 13. 22 n. 34, 16. 23 ne. 105, 38. 24 jep. 12, 10. 25 jep. 23, 2.

26 Yn. n. 2, 5. 27 ne. 88, 33.

126 IT P H "l F () A II 'lj E JI Ii M A

IIPH'IE 0 AHT,FJll1MA 127

- [a caM Onaj Kojn he AOnl1. ):(mmo caM 11 nOHOBO hy AOnl1. A KO Hal)e cuare, uexa CTaHe rrpeA Meuel

- Asaj 6e3aKOHI1l\I1Ma KOjl1 nanny y pYKe Moje! Iep crahe rrpe):l Mene Harl1l1 OTKpl1BeHI1Y Ine he rana 6l1Tl1 fbl1XOBa 6ecpaMHOCT? KaKO he nornenaTI1 y nl1l\e Moje? Kyna he CKpl1TI1 CBOj CTI1):1 kana 6Y):ly ocpanohenn rrpe):l CBI1M anrennaa MOjI1M?

- OCYAl1ny 11 MOHaxe Kojl1 )KI1BThaxy He6pl1)KHO 11 TaKO He ca'lYBaIlle otiehaisa xoja ):Ia):lowe rrpe):l Borox, anremoaa 11 ThYAI1Ma, OHe KOjl1 cy jeAHo 0):1- pel)I1Banl1, a ):Ipyro LJI1Hl1nl1, l-bI1X hy, ):IaKne, 3rpa6l1TI1 11 6al\I1TI1 y aM6l1c, jep He 6ewe 11M ):IOBOThHa caxo fbl1XOBa nornoao, Hero cy ca6na3Hl1lIl1l1 HaBe1I11 na rpex 11 npyre. EOThe 611 11M 6111I0 ):Ia ce HI1CY O):lpeKJlI1 CBeTa, Hero WTO cy ra ce O):lpeKIII1, a rrpO)KI1BelIl1 rpeWHO 11 6IIY):lHO.

- [a cax, naxne, Onaj Koja he Ka3HI1TI1, [a caM Onaj Koja he BpaTI1TI1, [a hy Cy):ll1TI1 xao rrpaBe):lHI1 Cynaja CBI1Ma Kojl1 He XTe):lOWe Aa ce noxajy'

Ca TperreTOM cacnyiuaure neripojene cnne anrena rpOMomaCHe peLJI1 [0- cnonn.e LJI1HOHaLJaJIHI1KY Ml1xal1JIY.

- ):(OHeCI1 MI1 ceAaM BeKOBa CTBapafba CBeTa! - aanosenn cana OH apxamelly.

MI1Xal11I CMeCTa OTl1):1e y ):10M 3aBeTa 11 ):IOHeCe I1X. Oantiexy sao senaxe Kfbl1- reo TIOIIO)KI1I1X npen Iocnona 11 CKIIOHI1 ce na cTpaHY, nparehn ca cTpaxoM KaKO OH oxpehe CTpaHI1l\e I1CTOpl1je I1LJI1Ta CBe WTO ce noromrno Kp03 BeKOBe.

Taxo Cynuja Y3e K!hl1ry rrpBora sexa, OTBOPI1 je 11 peLJe:

- OB):Ie najnpe mnue: Oran, CI1H 11 CBeTI1 ):(yx, jenan Bor y Tpl1Ma 1I11l\11- Ma. 0):1 Oua ce POAI1 CI1H, TBOpal\ BeKOBa. Iep 0):1 J1oroca OLJeBOra rtocranoiue BeKOBI1, 0):1 J1oroca OLJeBOra HaCTa):lOWe ueoecxe cnne, 0):1 J1oroca OLJeBOra YTBpAI1Ille ce He6eca 11 3eMTha 11 CBe IllTO je y !hI1Ma 11 AYXOM YCTa l-berOBI1X CBa cana fbI1XOBa!29

3aTl1M nohe Mallo ):laThe y Klb11311 11 xasa:

- OB):Ie mnue: 06pa3 HeBl1):1ThI1BOra Dora je rrpBI1 LJOBeK A):IaM, ca )KeHOM CBOjOM EBoM. AAaMY CBe):lp)KI1TeTh Eor, TBopal\ csera Bl1):1ThI1BOr 11 HeBI1):1ThI1BOr, nane 3arrOBeCT, jenan 3aKOH. ):(p)Kalbe rora 3aKOHa 6l1ne jevcreo 6lIa)KeHOr )K11- BOTa LJOBeKOBor, jep he ra YBeK nonceharn ):Ia je Eor 113Ha):l !hera.

Ilornen My nohe ):laThe.

- OBAe rmure 0 rrpecTyrry Kojl1 1I0'lI1HI1 06pa3 DO)Kl1jl1, LJOBeK. OH 6ewe 06MaHYT 11 rraAe. l1JII1, 60The pehx, nane 360r concrneuora HeMapa 11 nenaxn,e.

23 Yn. lenp. 4, 13.

2Y Ilc. 32, 6.

3aTO 6ewe rrpOrHaH 113 paja rro rrpaBeAHOM CY):ly 11 O):lIIYl\11 Boaorjoj, jep, xao 6ecpaMHOM rrpecTyrrHI1Ky, Hl1je My ):IOJII1KOBaliO Aa )KI1BI1 y TaKBOM ):I06py.

TIOHOBO nohe MallO ):laThe.

- Kal1H je - peLJe - rroclIywao caner l)aBOJIOB 11 y6110 Asezsa. OH he CBaKaKO 113rOpeTl1 y orfbY reeHCKOM, jep OCTao je nenoxajan. A ABell, he )KI1BeTI1 BeLJHO.

Mallo HI1)Ke OH rrpOLJI1Ta:

- 06pa3 onarooroaa je CI1T.l1KoHa ocsehen,a je Enoc. A npaoopaa Mora saaaecen,a je aasnecen.e EHOXOB03U

Oxpehyhn TaKO crpaunuy rro CTpaHI1l\Y, OH CTI1)Ke AO xpaja Klbl1re 11 xasa:

- Kaura rrpBora sexa: OB):Ie cy 3arrl1CaHI1 )KI1BOT 11 CMPT, npasna 11 oeaaxon.e, CMl1pelbe 11 rrpeY3Howelbe ThYAI1 KOjl1 cy ce pO):l111I11 TI1X rOAI1Ha. CBaKOMe he 611Tl1 cyheno rro AeJII1Ma lberOBI1M.

Ha I1CTI1 HaLJI1H OH npenacra 11 Klbl1re noroaux rrer BeKOBa. 3aTl1M Y3e y pYKe nocnems y 11 peLJe:

- TIO'leTaK ceAMora sexa: TO je KOHal\ BeKOBa 11 rrOLJeTaK 3JI06e, JIYKaBCTBa, cpe6poThy6Tha 11 HeMI1IIOCTI1BOCTI1. Jby):ll1 cana nocrajy lIyKaBl1jl1 Hero I1KaAa, 3aBI1AThI1BI1, lIa)KThI1BI1, III1l\eMepml, CliaBOThy6I1BI1, ClIaCTOThy6l1Bl1 11 CBI1M rpeCI1Ma rrOTLJl1lbeHI1.

OH npohe MallO AaThe Kp03 Klbl1ry, HeWTO rrpOLJI1Ta, a rrOTOM nomose OLJff YBI1C, YAapl1 PYKOM 0 LJeIIO, noxpn AJiaHOM OLJI1I1 HaKpaTKO octane TaKO HerrOMI1- LJaH. Hajennon, xao na ce rrOBpaTI1.

- OAI1CTa - xao Aa peLJe caMOM Ce611 - ceAMI1 onaj BeK rrpeBa311wao je HerrpaBAOM I1IIYKaBCTBOM rrpeTXOAHI1X urecr!

Ilornena rrOHOBO AaThe y Klb11311 11 xasa:

- He3Ha60wl\1111 I1AOIII1IbI1XOBI1 060peHI1 cy KPCTOM Mojl1M 11 caTpBeHI1 cy KOrrTheM 11 KlIl1HOBI1Ma KOjl1 npooonouie )KI1BOHOCHO Tezro Moje.

Hakparxo yhyra, a 3aTI1M ce rrOHOBO aannece HaA Klbl1ry.

- ):(BaHaecT KHe)KeBa Benaxora Ilapa - peLJe - 6eJIl1 Kao CBeTIIOCT rrOTpecowe Mope, ynaumuue aaepn, nonaamue 3Ml1je, AaAowe BI1A cnernoaa, HaCI1TI1We rnanae, OCl1pOMaWI1We oorare 11, rrpe csera, YIIOBl1we MHore ThYAe, JaBWI1 11M HOBM )KI1BOT. BeJII1Ka je nnara IbI1XOBa!

Mano nan.e OH rrpOLJI1Ta:

- [a, Jby6TheHI1 CI1H, nsaopax aa Ce6e 11 MYQeHI1Ke. TIpI1Bp)KeHOCT fbl1- \OBa Y3Hella ce AO neria, Jby6aB Ibl1XOBa CTM)Ke AO rrpecTolIa Mojera. LJe)K!ha

)0 Yn. [lOCT. 4, 25-26; 5, 24; Clip. 49, 14.

128 TI P 11'1 E 0 A H 1; E JI 11 M A

TIPll'IE 0 AWljEJII1MA 129

IhI1XOBa yl)e y cpue Moje. [OpI1M OA IhI1XOBe lby6aBI1. Cnasa Moja 11 cnna Moja je ca lhl1Ma!

3aTI1M oKpeHY MHoro CTpaHI1l\a 11 oCMexHY ceo

- lJoBeK KOjl1 je ca nooosorourhy Ca'1YBao BllaAalhe CeAM06pe)!(jeM11 11 rrpl1MI10 l\apeBalhe HaA lhl1M rrocrao je cJlY)!(I1TelbeM Moje lby6aBI1 11 Mojl1M peBmlTelbeM 11 nonpaacaaaonea. 3aTO My AOlll1Kyje UapCTBO He6eCKO.

I10TOM 6p30 npohe 11 Apyre CTpaHI1l\e. A aa jennoj crane 11 yCKJlI1KHy:

- Hesecro Moja npexpacna 11 MHoroAparOl\eHa! KOJlI1Ke sapannue rroKyuraure Aa re rrOHI13e 11 ooeursacrel AJlI1 TI1 Me HI1CI1113Aalla, Mene, csora jeAI1HOr lby6lbeHI1Ka! Heopojeue jepecn re uarranoiue, aJlI1 CTeHa ua KOjOj CI1 OCHOBaHa He noxoneoa ce, jep spara anosa aehe je HaABJlaAan1.32

Ilpeuramun na cnenehe CTpaHI1l\e, Iocnon pe'-le:

- OBAe cy aanncane CBe pe'-ll1 lbYAcKe, 11 A06pe, xao 11 OHe nome xoje je CMpT ycrreJla Aa rrpeAYXI1Tpl1, a Aa HI1CY 611lIe 1136pl1CaHe noxajan.ex.

Aalbe 6exy aanncana 11 CBa npyra lbYAcKa carpemeu.a - MHora, 6e36pojHa, sao necax MOPCKI1! Iocnon I1X rrpO'-lI1Ta, CBaKI1 xac oAMaxyjyhl1 maBOM 11 TeWKO ysnauryh«, AOK MHOWTBO anrena crajaxy BaH ce6e 11 y rpenery OA cTpawHora '-II1Talha.

OH seh Aol)e AO CpeAI1He ceAMora sexa, xana rrYCTI1 mac neronosau.a.

- AOCTa je BI1We! OBa nocnenisa Klhl1ra nperryna je 3J10cMpaAl1ja rpexa.

KaKBe Jla)!(l1, KaKBa 3J1a, KaKBa nenpajarezscraa, KaKBa y6l1cTBa, cMpaA 11 He'-lMCTOTa! AOCTa je! Ilpecehn hy TO nanona, Aa ce rpex jeAHoM 3aYBeK YHI1WTl1!

OH 0AMax '-II1HOHa'1aJIHl1KY Ml1xal1JIY nane 3HaK aa CYA.

Ml1xal1JI l1CTOra xaca npnhe csojoj BojCl\11 - TOJII1KO 6pOjHOj, na liM je 11 3eMlba 611JIa MaJla! OHI1 nonnroure HeOrrl1CI1Bl1 rrpeCTO Iocnomsn 11 YAalbl1We ceo A onnaseha, rrojaxy:

- CBeT, CBeT, CBeT je Iocnon, crpaiuan, BeJII1K, BI1COK, '-IYAecaH 11 rrpocJIaBlbeH y BeKOBe BeKOBa.

3aTI1M ce YAalbl1 11 '-II1HOHa'-laJIHl1K [aBpl1JI ca csojoa BojCKOM, maCHO rrojyhl1 n06eAHl1'-1Ky XI1MHy:

- CBeT, cser, CBeT je Iocnon CaBaOT, nyaa je CBa 3eMlba CJIaBe fberOBe.J30A CTpaWHora Tor cnasonoja 113 aeripojeanx YCTa aHfeOCKI1X nOTpecaxy ce He60 11 3eMlba.

Tpeha oeiue omYWTeH lJl1HOHa'-laJIHI1K Pa¢al1ll ca BOjCKOM KOjl1 nojauie: - JeAaH je CBeT, jenau je Iocrron, Hcyc XPl1CTOC, y cJlaBY Dora Ona.

AMI1H.34

Hajsan OTI1Ae I1lJeTBpTa sojcxa. fbl1XOB soha Ypl1l1J16ewe 6eo norryr cnera, can OA CBeTJlOCTl1 11 nOTpeCHO nen. Onnaseha, 11 OH rrojawe onyuienn.eno:

- Bor 60rOBa Iocnon rrpOrOBOAl1l1 nosna 3eMlbY OA l1CTOKa cyuua AO aanana. "Ca CI10Ha je 6J1arOAOJIl1lJHOCT KpaCOTe Iberone, Bor he Bl1AHO noh«, Bor Haw, 11 aehe npehyrarn. Orais he ce rrpeA fbl1M pa3rOpeTI1 11 OKO Ibera 6ypa CI1J1Ha ... " 11 OCTaJle CTl1XOBe I1caJlMa.35

BojHI1l\11 n.eroaa, oner, KJlI1l\axy:

- YCTaHl1, DO)!(e, 11 CYAl1 3eMlbl1, jep TI1 hem HacJIeAI1Tl1 CBe uapone."

DJlarOCJlOBeH je KOjl1 he Aohl1, jep AOJIa311 na CYAI1 3eMlbl1 11 sacerseaa y l1CTl1- Hl1l1 npasna."

3aTl1M npeA Iocnona nonecoure rrpOCJIaBlbeHl1 Iberos KpCT KOjl1 je cnjao nonyr Mylhe 11 He113pel\I1BO Ml1pl1Cao. Ap)!(aJle cy ra ca MHoro 6JIarOBepja 11 nourroaan.a ABe aojcxe, BJlaCTl1 11 CI1J1e. I1p1130p 6ewe cTpawaH 11 nOTpecaH.

AOK cy nonaxo rrpl1J1a311Ile, CI1JIe cy nojane:

- Y3HOCI1hy Te, DO)!(e Moj, l\ape MOj, 11 6JIarOCI1lbahy I1Me Tsoje y BeK 11 y BeK BeKa.38

A BJlaCTl1 aHTl1¢OHO rrojaxy:

- Y3HocMTe Iocnona Dora nauiera 11 xnaa.ajre ce nonnosqy nory HseroBI1X, jep je cBeT.39 AJll1lIyja, annnyja, annnyja.

3aTl1M 611 AaTa 60)!(aHCKa 3arrOBeCT Aa rrOHOBO nobe '-II1HOHalJaJlHl1K MI1- xann. OH ce CMeCTa nojasn rrpel-\ Iocnonoa aajenno ca jow jeAHl1M aarenou KOjl1 je Ap)!(aO HeWTO HaJll1K JlyKy 6J1eAopY)!(I1'-1aCTe 60je, aa lJl1jeM xpajy je BI1- cana senmca rpyria, Ta rpytia cnon.a 6ewe rrpecBY'-leHa oapuryaoa, a 113HyTpa 6ewe rrpeKpl1BeHa HelJl1M HaJlI1K rrpaxy. Ha cnon.aunsoj rrOBpWl1HI1 nncano je "BACKPCEfbE MPTBMX", a aa ynyrpaunsoj ")j(MBOT Y DJIAroBEPJY YI10KOJEHMX".

Iocnon je Y3e y pyKy, AYHY Tpl1 nyra 11113rOBOpl1 Tpl1 rajne pe'-ll1. 3aTl1M je npenane apxaHreJlY Ml1xal1J1Y 11 xaaa My:

34 DOlKaHCTBeHa fll-lTypmja. XIIMHa nocne Y3HOlllelba cserora xneoa, 10 nco 49.

36 Ilc. 81, 8.

37 Yrr. n. 95, 13. 18 nco 144, l.

19 ne. 98, 5.

31 CegMo6pelKjeM ce Ha311BJ KOHcraHTIIHorrOIb (maBHII rpag, crapl1 BII3aHT110H), jep ce rrpocrllpe HJ ccgaM 6pelKYlbaKa.

32 MT. 16, 18.

33 Me. 6, 3.

130 11 P 11 L] E 0 A WI) E 1111 M A

I1PI1LIE 0 AH1)EJII1MA 131

- Y3MM OBY rpy6y M noha na Ionrory, rne Ia MCrIPY)!(MX na Kpcry Herropo-me pYKe Cnoje. Taao AYHM rpM nyra M sexaj.

Iloroa nossa APYry BojCKY, Haxancraa, M pe'le IbMXOBOM 3arrOBeAHMKY:

- Y3MM CBeIlITeHY 'lery CBOjy 11 pacejre ce rro uenove cBery. Y3AMrHI1re na 06JIaKe caernren,e oA ncroxa M sanana, ceBepa M jyra, M AOBeAMre MX MeHM y cycper 'lMM ce saxyje rpy6a.

JeAHOM npyrox aHrellY OH aanoaenn na ce rrpeMeTHY He60 M 3eMlha oA rpYlle)!(HOCrM Y HerpYlle)!(HOCr, na ce rrOMpa'le cynue M MeCel.\, Aa rraAHY 3Be3Ae, Aa ce oCyIIIe peKe M Mopa, Aa ce CBe yMprBM ...

Iloroa rrpaBeAHM CYAMja rra)!(lhMBO nornena na 3eMlhY M BMAe: Mama M MpaK csyrne, panan.e M CMIlHM jaynn, lhYAcKa BMKa M ysnacau,e OA reIIIKe rnpannje caraaaae. 3MMja je oecnena M MaXHMralla. CBe je YHMIIIraBalla M rasnna xao rpaBY, AOK je rnenana anrene EO)!(Mje KaKO joj cnpesiajy Be'lHM oran..

Ilocvarpajyha CBe ro 31l0, Hcyc nosna jennor onsenor anrena, 'lMjM IlMK 6eIIIe crpor, nomen CypOB, a M3pa3 HeMMllocpAaH. To 6eIIIe 3arrOBeAHMK anrena KojM HaA3Mpy oran, naxneax. M xasa My:

- ITO!)M M Y3MM Mojy nannuy xoja 1l0MM M seayje. Y3MM M MMpMjaAY anrena M3 csoje xere, OHe najcnocotinnje 11 najonaopannje KOjl1 cy OApe!)eHI1 na Ka)!(lbaBajy. OTl1hl1 here na YMHO Mope, nahu here rparose 3Ml1jl1He, BllaCHO here je 3rpa6MTM 11 1136MTI1 IIITarrOM MojMM 6e3 MI11l0CTI1, cae AOK BaM ce He npena sojcxa lbeHI1X He'lMCrI1X nyxoaa, A rana here I1X CBe 'lBPCTO CBe3aTI1 Cl11l0M nannue Moje M 6al\I1TI1 I1X y najropa My'lI1IlI1IIITa!

Kana anreocxa xera orMAe Aa YXBaTI1 KHe3a rave, 6eIIIe nara 60)!(aHCKa

3arrOBeCT apxaHrellY KojM Ap)!(aIIIe rpytiy Aa sarpycn.

Csyrne sasnana norrryna TI1IIIMHa, xao na ce CBe yMpTBI11l0. 3a'ly ce npsa rpyoa 11 rena MprBI1X ce 06HOBI1IIIe.

Ornacn ce npyra rpy6a 11 xao na M3 Ibe 113a!)e ,I:\yx Iocnonn,a 11 rrOHOBO aparn CBaKY AYIIIY y n.eno MprBO reno, Crpax 11 rperrer 06Y3eIIIe CBaKO 6l1he. J eaa M y)!(ac rrpocrpeIIIe ce He60M 11 3eMlhOM.

lJy ce 11 rpeha rpy6a, jOIII crpaumnja, 11 rrorpece CBe. MprBI1 CMecra ycranoure 113 rp060Ba. Crpauinora IlI1 npnsopa' CBI1 cranoiue rrpaBo - a 6ejaxy aeripojeua 11 6eIIIe I1X BI1IIIe OA 3pHeBlha na CBOj 3eMlhl1. Hajennosr xao rycra KMIIIa CTaAOIIIe na CI11la3e aHreOCKI1 He6eCKI1 QI1HOBI1 xa Ilpecrony Ilpnnpeae, nojyhn maCHO:

- Cser, cser, cser je Iocnon Casaor, rryHa je 3eMlha crpaxa 11 rpenera.40CaB HapoA M aeopojena anreocxa sojcxa CTaAOIIIe 11 nornenaure yBI1C,

'JlJeKyjyhl1 ca y)!(aCOM 11 crpaxoM Aa aa 3eMlhY cahe crpamna 60)!(aHCrBeHa s tacr.

AIlM oAjeAHoM rpOMOBI1 11 Mylbe nonenaure Ba3AYX, AOK crpaIIIaH rpyc norpece AOIlI1HY CYAa. CMerOIIIe ce CBI1 11 ncxeure na npxre,

Yrspna He6eCKa nosyue ce xao aaseca.

M me! M3a Ibe nojasn ce lJaCHI1 KPCT, 61ll1crajyhM nonyr cynua M pacl1rra.vhn 60)!(aHCrBeHe 3paKe. ,I:\p)!(axy ra csern anrenn, oraapajyhn rryr Iocnony RaIIIeM Hcycy XpMCTY, CYAl1jl1 sacezsene.

Y6p30 ce 3a'lY ue-ryaeao cnaaocnosn.e 113 neripojennx YCTa:

- EllarOCIlOBeH je KOjl1 AOlla311 y I1Me Iocnonn,e." Bor Iocnon 11 jaBM HaM (e.4' Bor cnnan, snacraa, KHe3 Ml1pa, orau 6YAyhera BeKa.43

Kana ce 3aBpll1l11la ra )!(I1Ba XI1MHa, nojasa ce CYAl1ja aa 06Ilal\I1Ma, cene~II na npecrony BI1COKOM 11 onseaox, KOjl1 je rrpeCBerlll1M rrllaMeHI1Ma CBojMM onazsasao He60 11 3eMlhy.

Hajenno«, M3Me!)y MHOIIIrBa BaCKpCIlMX xpraana, HeKI1 noxeme na cnjajy xao cynue 11 na ce ysnoce y BMCI1He, na 06Ilal\MMa, na ce cpeTHy ca [0- (rrOAOM CBOjI1M. AIlI1 sehnaa, asaj, octane none, OHM ropKO pnnaxy IIIro He oexy YAocrojeHM Aa M IbI1X rroHecy 061lal\M 11 AYIIIe 11M 6exy ojahene OA ryre II 601la. ITaAoIIIe aa xonena npen Iocnonox, alll1 6eIIIe 11M Y3aIlYA, re rrOHOBO \·CTaAOIIIe.

YKpyr rrpecrolla Ilpnnpeae, aa KOM je saceo Belll1KI1 CYAl1ja, nocrpojmue ce CBe He6eCKe cane ca crpaXOM 11 rperrerOM. 3AeCHa lheMY cranonie CBI1 KOjl1 6exy nonecenn na 06Ilal\I1Ma. OCra1l11 6exy OABeAeHI1 cnesa lheMY, a Me!)y IbMMa oexy JYAejl1, BllaAapM, apxnjepeja, jepeja, l\apeBM M MHOIIIrBO MOHaxa M MMpjaHa. ORl! crajaxy ocpaaohenn, onnaxyjyhn ce6e caMe 11 pMAajyhM 360r csoje rr0fl16M'e. Ha IlMl\I1Ma MM 6exy OCIlMKaHM crnn, cKpYIIIeHocr, o-rajarse, y)!(ac ... TeIIIKa rvra MX CKOIlM. HeKM cy Ay60KO Y3AMcaIlM. ,I:\pyrM cy ponrallM ca MYKOM. Tpeha cv ce norpysnnn Y O'lajHM'lKO, MprBa'lKO hyran,e. HMorKYAa HMje 6MIl0 yrexe, :lllorKYAa HaAe ...

Hanporus, OHI1 KOjM crajaxy snecna CYAl1jl1 CBI1 6exy BeApM 11 61lMCraBI1 .tonyr cyHl.\a, CBI1 CBe'laHO 036MlhHI1, rrpocllaBlheHM 11 cjajHI1 xao csernocr, CBM ':':!beHI1, xao na je HeKaKBa oorocnerna Mylba y'lI1Hl1lla na spase 3al1CTa - aKO :.;;!ie CMellO pehn - xao Iocnon 11 Bor IbI1XOB.

4[) Yn. We. 6, 3. 41 Ilc. 117,26. 42 nc.117, 27. 4.' ~1c. 9, 6.

132 Il P 11 cl E 0 A H 1) E JI 11 M A

llpl1lJE 0 AH1)EJII1MA 133

Ty CrpalllHI1 CYAl1ja nornena 11 aa jemry 11 aa Apyry crpaHy. Hanecno nornena ca 3aAoBOlhcrBOM 11 He)!(HI1 OCMex nojasa My ce na YCHaMa. 3arl1M ce oKpeHY OHI1Ma KOjl1 crajaxy CJIeBa, aJII1 0AMax ce Y3HeMI1pl1 11 xl1rpo CKJIOHI1 nomen ca IbI1X.

Cana ce 3aqy Iberoa MohaH 11 BeJIl1qaHCrBeH mac KaKO roBOPI1 rrpBI1Ma:

- XOAl1re, 6JIarOCJIOBeHI1 Oua Mojera, HaCJIeAl1re Ilapcrso xoje BaM je rrpl1rrpeMlheHO OA rrocran,a csera. lep ornannex 11 AaAocre MI1 na jeAeM, oxenHex 11 narracre Me, crpaHal..l 6ejax 11 rrpl1MI1Cre Me, nar 6ejax 11 otiyxocre Me, pa360JIex ce 11 nocerncre Me, y raMHl1l..1l1 6ejax 11 nohocre MI1.44 OHI1 [a rana y HeAoYMl1l111 yrnrrame:

- Iocnone, xana Te BI1AeCMO rnannora 11 HaXpaHI1CMO Te, I1JII1 )!(eAHOra 11 Harrl1CMO Ie? Kana Te BI1AeCMO sao crpaHl..Ia 11 rrpl1MI1CMO Te, I1JII1 narora 11 OAeHYCMO Ie? Kana Te BI1AeCMO 60JIeCHOra I1III1 y raMHl1l..1l1, 11 AOl)OCMO rl1?45

A OH 11M 0ArOBopl1:

- 3al1cra BaM Ka)!(eM, aKO yql1HI1Cre jeAHoM OA OBe 6pahe Moje HajMalbe, MeHI1 YQI1Hl1cre.46

3arl1M ce rnenan oKpeHY Apyrl1Ma, OHI1Ma cnena Ce611, 11 peQe 11M crporo 11 ca rHYllialbeM:

- MAl1re OA Mene, npoxnern, y oran, BeQHI1, rrpl1rrpeMlheH l)aBOIIY 11 aareIII1Ma lberOBI1M. fep ornanaex 11 He nanocre MI1 na jeAeM, O)!(eAHeX 11 He uanojncre Me, crpaHal..l 6ejax 11 He rrpl1MI1Cre Me, nar 6ejax 11 He onenvcre Me, 60JIeCraH 11 y raMHl1l..1l1 6ejax 11 He nocerucre Me.47

Y 'fYAY, OHI1 ra ymrraure:

- Iocnone, xana Te BI1AeCMO rnannora, I1III1 )!(eAHOra, I1III1 xao crpaHl..Ia, 11 II 11 narora, I1III1 60JIeCHOra I1III1 y raMHl1l..1l1, 11 He rrOCJIY)!(I1CMO II1?48

- 3al1cra BaM Ka)!(eM, aKO He YQI1HI1Cre jeAHoM OA OBI1X HajMalbI1X, HI1 MeHI1 He YQI1Hl1cre.49 Hecrannre l1enpeA Meae, craHOBHl1l..1l1 raMHI1X Mecra 3eMlhe!SO Y raprap! IaMO rne je mras I1111Kpryr 3y6a,51 rano here ce My'fl1rl1 11 nnaxarn y BeKOBe!

ljl1M je CYAl1ja 06jaBI10 BelIl1KY OAlIyKy Csojy, 1131I11 ce, HajeAHoM, OA

I1crOKa jeAHa orpoana onsesa peKa xoja ce ca CI1IIOM san.ana xa sanany. OHa

44 Mr. 25, 34-36.

4S Mr. 25, 37-39.

46 Mr. 25, 40.

47 MT. 25,41-43. 48 MT. 25,44.

49 Mr. 25,45.

so n. 73,20.

6ellle 111l1pOKa xao Mope. BI1AeBlll11 je, CBI1 rpelllHl1l..1l1 cnesa najesonue ce 11 rro- 6IIeAellie OA crpaxa.

Ty Iocnon 3arrOBeAI1 Aa Kp03 ry peKy npohy CBI1, 11 rrpaBeAHI1 11 rpeuma, Aa I1X oran, I1CKYllia.

Hajrrpe yhoiue OHI1 KOjl1 crajaxy 3AeCHa. Ilpohouie CBI1, 6exy I1CKYlllaHI1 11 113al)01lle xao Ql1cro 3IIarO Kp03 orars. !-bI1XOBa nena He caxo na He caropeuie Hero ce Kp03 ncxytuaa,e noxasaure 11 cjajHl1jl1M 11 QI1Crl1jI1M. Ca Heorrl1CI1BI1M BecelheM BI1Aellie rrpaBeAHl1l111 Aa ce Y IbI1XOBI1M A06pl1M AeJII1Ma He nahe HI1KaKBa Mplha.

3arl1M 11 OHI1 KOjl1 crajaxy CJIeBa noboure aa peA, KaKO 611 ce ncxyurana 11 IbI1XOBa neaa, AIII1 AOK cy rrpOJIa3111I11 Kp03 orais, rrliaMeHOBI1 cy I1X rrp)!(l1lIl1, jep OHI1 6exy rpelllHI1, 11 3ap0611111e I1X nocpen peKe. L.\elIa IbYXOBa csrecra rmanyure xao cnaaa, AIII1 rena 11M ocranouie nerasnyra, na 611 ropella BeQHO ca l)aBOJIOM 11 AeMOHI1Ma. HI1KO OA IbI1X Hl1je yerreo na nsahe 113 re onseae peKe. Kao nocrojna oCYAe 11 Ka3He, CBI1 6exy orlbeM 3ap06lheHI1.

I10111ro rpelllHl1l..1l1 6exy pl1Hyrl1 y naxao 11 rriiaMeHI1 je311l..11111X 6al..ll1111e aa pa3Ha Mecra Ka3He, crpamun CYA I1j a ycraAe ca rrpecrolla 11 nohe Csojoj neriecxoj 1I0)!(HI1I1I1. 3a !-bI1M nobouie CBI1 He6eeKI1 caerarersn !-berOBI1. M OKpY)!(I1111e ra cnne He6eCKe ca crpaXOM 11 rpeneroa, nojyhx.

- Ilonnruare apara. KHe)!(eBI1 nama, 11 Y3BI1Cl1re ce, Bpara BeQHa, 11 yh» he Ilap ClIaBe52, Iocnon 11 Eor, sajenao ca cseraaa CBOjl1M Kojl1Ma napyje BeQHO HaCJIeACTBo!

L\pyrl1 QI1H oAroBapallle:

- Enarocnonea je onaj KOjl1 AOlIa311 y I1Me Iocnonn,el Eor je Iocnon 11 jaBI1 HaM ce," sajenno ca el1HOBI1Ma Honora CI10Ha, OHI1Ma KOjl1 ce ynocrojmue na nocraay Aella Boxotja rro 6JIaroAaTl1!

A apXaHrelIl1, KOjl1 cy crynana rrpeA Iccnonox, nojann ey 11 CaMI1 aarmpoHO He6ecKY MeJIOAl1jy:

- XOAl1re, oopanyjao ce Iocnony, yeKlIl1KHI1MO Dory, cnacnren.y naiuex, CraHI1MO rrpeA III1K Iberos y ncnoaenaay 11 y rrCaJIMI1Ma YCKIII1KHI1MO !-beMy.54 A Apyra sojcxa onrosapaiue, CJIarKO rrojyhn:

- Iep Eor je BelIl1K Iocnon a uap BelIl1KI1 na uenoj 3eMlhl1; jep y pyua !-berosoj ey xpajean 3eMlhe 11 BI1CI1He ropcKe Iberose cyl"

51 Mr. 25, 30; JIK. 13,28. 52 fTc. 23, 7.

53 I1c. 117,26-27. 54 n. 94, 1-2.

55 Ilc, 94, 3-4.

134 Il P 11 II E 0 A H 'I) E JI 11 M A

Il r n s e 0 AH1)EJII1MA 135

OBC 11 Apyrc 'lYACCHC cnasonoje nCBa1I11 cy CBCTI1 aarenn, AOHOCeIlJ1 HCI13- pe,-\I1By paAocT OHI1Ma KOjl1 cy I1X clIymalIl1.

Ilojyhu TaKO, OHI1 yhoiue ca [OcrrOAOM 11 CBeTI1Ma lhCrOBI1M y netiecxe onaje 6mKaHcTBcHC 1I0)!{HI1,-\e, nocxaxyjyhn OA paAOCTI1. A BpaTa ce 0AMax 3aTBOpl1me.

Tana J1cyc n03Ba 'lI1HOHa'laIIHI1Ke aHreOCKI1X BOjCKI1. I1pBI1 ce nojasmue Mnxaan, Iaspnn, Pacpal1lI, YPI1I1JI, a rrOTOM 11 Apyrl1.

3aTl1M 6exy rr03BaHl1 ABaHaeCT CBeTl1lIHI1Ka CBeTa, CBeTI1 ArrOCTOIII1. [0- cnon 11M AapoBa cBeTIIY cnasy, nane 11M ABaHaeCT onseotipasaax 11 3Be3AaMa YKpameHI1X npeCTOlIa 11 nOCaAI1 I1X Aa ceAHY xpaj Hsera, Y'lI1Telba csora, ca MHoro nO'laCTI1. Cnasa lbl1XOBa oeure jCAHa HenpOlIa3Ha CBeTIIOCT, HeOnl1CI1Ba 11 aenpacrynna. Xan.nae 11M 6exy 3IIaTHO)!{YTC 11 61Il1CTaxy xao janrap. Hax cy I1X I1 apXaHrelI11 nocaarpann ca AI1BlbelbeM. Hajsan, XPI1CTOC 11M nane 11 ABaHaeCT Kpl1CTalIHI1X BCHa,-\a, YKpameHI1X Aparl1M KaMelbeM xoje je aacnerrn.yjyhe cnjano AOK cy I1X aHl)elI11 HOCI1III1 y pYKaMa I1 nonarann na rnase lbI1XOBe.

3aTl1M OHI1 nosenoute npeA neoecxora Ilapa csora cCAaMAeceT YlJCHI1- xa I1 anOCTOlIa lhCrOBI1X. J1 lbl1Ma 6cxy naposaae CIII1'lHe nO'laCTI1 11 cnasa, jeAI1HO mTO IhI1XOBI1 BeH,-\11 6exy MalbC CBeTlI11 oA OHI1X Kojl1 npl1naAOme ABaHaCCTOpl1,-\l1.

I10TOM ce nojaamne I1 CBeTI1 My'leHI1,-\I1, '-lI1TaBa sojcxa MY'lCHI1Ka. IbnMa 6cmc naro nocrojancrso I1 MCCTO semncora anreocxora 'fI1Ha Kojl1 6emc nao sajenao ca ,UCHHI1,-\OM. OAMax 11M noaecoine I1 Hc6pojCHC BCH,-\C xojn cy Cl1jalIl1 nonYT cyH,-\a 11 IhI1Ma YKpaCl1mC lbl1XOBC OCBemTaHe rnase. A OHI1 cy ce He113pe,-\I1BO 06paAOBalIl1 11 pa3BeCelIl1lIl1.

YClICAI1 rrOTOM CBemTeHI1 III1K CBCTI1X jepapxa, jepeja I1 haxona, J1 OHI1 6exy OBCH'laHI1 BCH,-\I1Ma BC'lHI1M I1 HCYBCIhI1BI1M, ann npyrasnjera cjaja I1 ClIaBC - CBaKI1 npcMa CBOMC AeIIY, PCBHOCTI1, TpnlbClbY I1 lby6aBI1. Taxo ce MOrno BI1AeTI1 Aa cy MHOfl1 cBCmTeHI1,-\11 ClIaBHl1jl1 OA apxnjepeja, alIl1 I1 MHOrl1 l)aKOHI1 Aa cy cjajHl1jl1 I1 OA jepeja, I1 OA apxnjepeja. A III1,-\a CBI1X IhI1X cajaxy OA paAOCTI1, aecersa 11 cpehe. lhl1Ma, y3 TO, 6eme npcAaT 11 yMHI1 He6eCKl1 )!{PTBCHI1K, KaKO 611 na lbeMY, cana seh BC'lHO, npl1HOCl1lIl1 caapuieny 11 Bory yroAHy )!{PTBy csojy.Tana nohe peA na 61IarO'laCTI1BC MOHaxc. OA npenonooaor 360pa IhI1XOBOr 1131II1BaO ce AYXOBHI1 MI10MI1PI1C, a IhI1XOBa npoclIaBlbcHa III1,-\a cajaxy norryr cyaua, paomajyhn 60rocBcTlIC 3paKe. CBaKoMc OA IhI1X 6emc naro no mCCT Kpl1lIa 11 TaKO, CI1IIOM Cserora ,Uyxa, CBI1 nOCTaAOmc xao CTpamHI1 XcpyBI1MI1 I1 ccpacpl1MI1, OHAa OHI1 noseure maCHO na nojy:

- CBCT, CBCT, CBCT je Iocnon Canaor, nyHa je 3eMlba ClIaBC Hseroae."

Cnasa lbl1XOBa 611IIa je Cl1lIHa, a YKpamCHC BeH,-\C CBaKI1 OA lbl1X A06110 je no MCpl1 csora nonnnra I1 snoja.

I10clIc npenonotinax MOHaxa yl)c 1Il1K CBeTI1X npopoKa. lhl1Ma oeure nara necxra HaA necxaaa, ncanvonoj ,UaBI1AOB ca TI1MrraHI1Ma I1 XOpOBI1Ma, CBCTIIOCT npecjajna, IICrrOTa Hc6cCKa, BCCClbC oecxpajno 11 ClIaBOClIOBlbC Cserora ,Uyxa. lhl1XOBI1 BCH,-\11 6cxy CBI1 OA 31IaTa I1 61II1CTaBI1. BlIaAI1Ka 60)!{aHCKC 1I0)!{HI1,-\C 3aTpa)!{I1I1M na HcmTO ornojy, a OHI1 [a npocnasmue nCCMOM TOIII1KO paAocHoM, Aa cy CBI1 oKyrrlbCHI1 CBCTI1TClbl1 oA paAocTI1 nOCKaKI1BalIl1.

Ilourro cy CBI1 npl1Ml1lIl1 caoje AapoBc 113 HCrrOpO'lHe PYKC CnaCI1TClbCBC, ocranouie na casexajy I1 OHa A06pa xoja OKO He BI1AC I1 yxo HC 'ly I1 Y Cp,-\C 'lOBCKOBO HC nohoure."

A rana yl)c III1K lbYAI1 KOjl1 cy ce cnacnna y CBCTY - Cl1pOMaCI1 I1 60raTI1, BlIaAapl1 I1 nocnyunmua, clIyrc 11 clI060AHI1. CBI1 cranoure npen 60)!{aHCTBCnora )KcHI1Ka, Iocnona.

Hajnpe, OH pasnsoj« OHC KOjl1 6exy Ml11I0CTl1BI158 11 AapoBa I1M cnanocr pajcxora EAcMa, aeoecxe CKI1Hl1je CBCCBCTlIC, MHoroAparo,-\cHc BCH,-\C, paAocT ocsehen,a, rrpccTolIC, )!{C31Ia I1 aHrClIC CBCTIIC Aa I1X ClIY)!{C,

YClIeAl1mc CBI1 KOjl1 Xpl1CTa paAI1 nocranouie Cl1pOMamHI1 AYXOM.59 OHI1 ce cana Cl1lIHO Y3BI1Cl1mC, rrpl1Ml1mC 113 PYKC Iocrronae rrpcKpaCHc senue I1 aaClICAl1mC Llapcrso Hc6cCKO.

3aTI1M Aol)ome OHI1 Kojl1 nlIa'fY,o° OHI1 KOjl1 cy ce I1Crr1IaKa1I11 360r rpcxoBa csojnx y ronnox noxaiarsy, TC 11M oeure AaTa BClIl1Ka YTcxa CBcTc Tpojaue 11 CBepaAOCHa paAOCT pajcxa.

EBO I1X cana 11 KPOTKl161 11 He31I06l1Bl1 KOjl1 HaCIICAl1mc 3eMlbY 06chaHY, file ,Uyx CBCTl1lIl1jc CBOjy clIaAOCT 11 MI10MI1PI1C. KOlIl1KY cy HacIIaAY 11 BCCClbC OHI1 oxymamr, xana cy BI1ACIII1 KaKO CTCKomc 6IIa)!{CHCTBO! J1 KaKO 3aApxTa OA ClIaAOCTI1 nyuia IhI1XOBa, xana I1X Iocnon yKpaCI1 BCH,-\I1Ma pY)!{I1'laCT03IIaTHIIM, KpaCHI1M 11 61II1CTaBI1M!

Ilocne lbl1X nohoure rnaAHI1 11 )!{CAHI1 npasne." lhl1Ma 6eme nara 60raTa nnara npaBAc na ce HaCI1Te. A OHI1 ce OA cp,-\a pa3BeCClIl1mC, KaAa BI1Acmc Ila-

56 He. 6, 3.

57 1 Kop, 2, 9. 58 Mr, 5, 7.

59 Mr. 5, 3,

60 Mr. 5,4.

61 Mr. 5, 5.

6! Mr. 5,6.

136 Il P 11 lj F () A H T) E JI 11 M A

n P 11 cl E 0 A H 'Ii E Jl 11 M A 137

pa Xpl1CTa KaKO My cnasonojy fI yxasyjy My noxacr CBeTI1 aarenn. fbl1XOBI1 BeHU;11 6exy npecaerna I1I1I1BHI1, nspahexa ca MHoro aenrrnae.

3aTI1M Iccnon 11311Bojl1 'lI1CTe cpuesr." fbflMa l1al1e cseaohue rajne 0'111 11 BI1I1 I1YXOBHI1, Cl1lIHl1jl1 11 011 CBeTlIOCTI1, na jacao Bl1l1e 1I11u;e bO>Kl1je y BeKOBe BeKOBa. Aal1e 11M 11 caojeoopaane senue na Kojl1Ma cy ce Harrpel1 11 nasan HalIa3111111 Kpl1CTaJIHI1 KPCTOBI1, 110K 311eCHa 11 cnesa 6exy HaClIl1KaHe xepYBI1MCKe 0'111.

ITOTOM ce Hajel1HOM caopauie 11 MI1POTBOPU;1164• fbl1Ma 6exy l1aTI1 Ml1p, 11 MYI1POCT, 11 Ayx bO)Kl1jl1, 11 onaroaonen,e, 11 MI11I0CT 11 rrpOCBeTJbelbe csernourhy XPJ1CTOBOM. J enna HeBl1l1JbI1Ba pyKa, xoja je I1p)KalIa He6eCKI1 KI1CT, rrpl161I11)Kl1lIa 11M ce 11 aanncana 11M aa 'lellJ1Ma pe'll1 "MCYC XPMCTOC, CMH bOrA )KMBOr A". Hajsan, l1aTI1 11M 6exy 11 BeHU;11 61Il1CTaBI1 na KOj I1Ma 6exy ncnncaua I1MeHa Ona J1 CI1Ha 11 Cserora Ayxa.

3aTI1M 1101)01lle ron.emr npasne pal1l1.6S fbflMa oeme nata 60)KaHCKa rroxaana, sennxora I1I1BJbelba 110cTojaH )KI1BOT 11 HeI1CKa3I1BM. rrpeCTOlIl1 UapCTBa netiecxor, BeHU;fI lbl1XOBI1 6111I11 cy 011 60)KaHCTBeHor, aeaeurracrsenor 31IaTa, 'll1je cnjaa,e je pal10BalIO 1Il1KOBe aureocxe.

ClIel1l1lIl1 cy OHI1 KOjl1 cy rrpeTprrelIfl YBpel1e 11 rrporOHe 11 31I0ClIOBJbelbe Xpl1CTa pal1l1.66 OHI1 cy rrpI1MJ1JIJ1 cseurreao 61Ia)Kelbe 0):\ bora, noxsany anrena Iberosax 11 MHoro 'laCTI1 J1 cnaae. Eexy 11M l1aTM. 11 rrpeCTOlIl1111apeHO yxparuenn, )Ke31IM. u;apCKI1 11 BeHU;11 rrpeKpaCHI1.

Ilocne CBflX lbl1X, npen Iocnona 6exy 110Bel1eHI1 OHI1 KOjl1 ce, 11011Yllle, jecy noxajann 360r CBOjl1X rpexosa, alIM. HJ1CY I1MalIl1 110ClIel1aH I1YXOBHI1 )KJ1- BOT, ca MOlII1TBaMa, rrOCTOBI1Ma 11 OCTalIJ1M lllTO aaura UpKBa onpehyje. OHI1 ce 6exy Yl1aJbl1lIl1 011 lIYKaBI1X neaa, alIl1 HI1CY ):\elIalIl1 1106po ca pessourhy M. rasnourhy.

- M TO lllTO CTe 1136erlII1 naxao MHoro BaM je - pe'le 11M )KeHflK 11 l1al1e 11M casro rro jel1Hy rpaay, xao 3HaK na HI1CY Ka)KlbeHI1, l1a He 611 6111I11 6a'leHM. y oran., Hero l1a 6Yl1Y CBpCTaHI1 na MeCTO HeCBeTlIO - HfI CBeTlIO HJ1 Mpa'lHO.

Ilocne lbl1X 1101)01lle na pel1l1pyrl1 KOjM. cy 'lI1Hl1lIl1 MHora 1106pa l1elIa 11 ueopojena Ml1lIOcpl)a, alIJ1 nourro cy nanamr M.1I11 y ocybnsaae 11 orOBapalbe CBOjl1X 61I11)KlbI1X, J11111 Y rrlIOTCKe rpexe, M. OHI1 6exy CMelliTeHI1 y 110lbY raxry, rile je Mama fI snara 11 rile jenaa nonnpe rrOHeKI1 cnaoaiuaa 3paK CBeTJIOCTM..

63 Mr. 5, 8. 64 Mr. 5,9. 65 Mr. 5,10. 66 MI. 5,11.

HaKOH lbl1X yl)e BeJII1KO MHOlliTBO flI101I0rrOKlIoHflKa KojJ1 HM.CY rr03HalIJ1 3aKOH XPM.CTOB, Hero J1X je BOl1l1JIa casecr, re cy ra I1p)KalIl1 HeCBeCHO. To cy 6J11IJ1 OHI1 KOjl1 cy flMalIl1 l1a rrOKa)KY l1a je neno 3aKOHa nanacano y cpU;flMa lbI1XOBI1M, nourro 11M canecr CBeI10'l11.67 Maorn 0):\ lbl1X CJ1jalIl1 cy norryr cyHu;a 011 HeBI1HOCTI1 11 'lI1CTOTe. OHM. ce Yl1ocrojl1ll1e l1a nacnene UapCTBO He6eCKO J1 l1a ce uaorane Berea, re 6exy OBeH'laHI1 BeHU;I1Ma 'lYl1eCHJ1M, I1CrrJIeTeHJ1M 011 pY)Ka fI JbI1JbaHa. CaMO cy jenno rrOI1HelIl1 reinxo - TO lllTO cy, 6Yl1ynl1 Hexpurrenn, 6f1lII1 cnenn, jep CBeTO KplllTelbe je CBeTlIOCT 11 OKO I1Yllle 11 KO ra HeMa, Ma KOlIl1KO 1106pa 'lI1HI10, nacnehyje, 11011Yllle, pa j 11 oceha 110HeKlIe n.eron MI10MI1Pl1C 11 ClIaI10CT, alIl1 He BI1I1f1 HI1111Ta.

MI101I0rrOKlIOHI1Ke je ClIel1l1lIa I1pyra 'leTa CBeTI1X. To 6exy neua Xpl1111naHa xoja cy 113 )KI1BOTa OTJ1111lIl1 npeapenetro. CBI1 cy 113mel1alIJ1 xao na 11M je rro rpnnecerax rOI1I1Ha. )KeHI1K I1X CaCTpal1alIHO nornena 11 pe'le:

- XaJbI1Ha saurera KplllTelba je oecnpesopaa, ann nena HeMa Hl1rl1e! Illra l1a calla pal1M.M ca BaMa?

Ha TO 11 OHI1 CMelIO pexoure:

- Iocnone, Tfl CI1 Hac 1I11111HO 3eMaJbCKI1X CBOjl1X 61Iara. Heaoj Hac MaKap He6eCKI1X 1I11111I1TI1.

)KeHI1K ce OCMeXHY I1l1apOBa M.M ae-ma onara, l1al1e 11M senue Bepe, 'lI1CTOTe, He3JI06I1BOCTJ1 1161Ia)KeHCTBa. Ca MHoro I1I1BJbelba rneaane cy I1X He6eCKe sojcxe, aJII1 11 OHI1 CaMI1 ca panomhy cy HOCl1lIJ1 csoje HeTpYlIe)KHe senue.

bM.lIO je 'ly):\eCHO CJIYlllaTI1 anrene KOjl1 cy, nocaarpajyhn caopane 'leTe CBI1X CBeTI1X, nojaan necxe rrpepal10CHe, nyne secen,a, cnase 11 60)KaHCTBeHe CJIaI10CTJ1.

Kana cy CBI1 OHI1, naxne, Ben yllllIl1 y 1I0)KHI1U;y 11 611JII1 OBeH'laHI1, Bl1l1e npaaenaa Cynnja KaKO ce JIO)KHI1U;J1 rrpM.6JII1)KaBa 11 60rOCBeTlIa HeBeCTa. CBa oeure 61Il1CTaBa 11 CTpalliHa 11 yjenao Y3BI1111eHa. lll1M je Bl1l1ellle, CBeTI1 aarenn nocxo-nnue 011 pal10CTI1 11 61Ia)KeHCTBa. 011 Hory lbeHJ1X, KaKO je xonana, 61IeCKalIl1 cy 3paU;11 nonyr Mylbe. 0'111 cy joj cnjane. AOK je rrpOlIa3111Ia, 111l1pl1lIa je He6eCKI1 MI10MI1PI1C, xao 011 60lKaHCKI1X apOMaTa. bl1l1a je onesena y uapcxe onehe, cnozsa y japxo upseny nopdiapy, a 113HyTpa y XaJbI1HY 011 oenora JIaHa. Ha CBOjOj npexpacnoj maBJ1 HOCl1lIa je 60)KaHCKY I1l1jal1eMY xojoj He oeure pasae rro cjajy J1 lIerrOTI1. Anrem; 3aI1I1BJbeHI1, a CBeTI1TeJbI1 06HeBM.l1elIl1 raenamr cy 60)KaHCKe 3paKe KaKO ce pacnnajy OKO re He6eCKe I1l1jal1eMe.

67 PI1M. 2, 15.

138 IT P [1 'I E 0 A H 1; E ;1 11 M A

IT P "I 'I E 0 A H 1) E n H M A 139

AOK je HeBeCTa ynasnna y nO)KHMlIY, nojann ce M3a n.e HeM36pojHO MHOlliTBO ):(eBCTBeHMlIa xoje cy je cnenane nojyhn M CnaBOCnOBenM BenMqaHCTBa bO)KMja.

Kana Ben Aol)e AO >KeHMKa, OHa My ce nOKnOHM TpM nyTa sajenno ca CBMM OHMM CBeTMM AeBCTBeHMlIaMa. A OH, pa):lOCHO ce cMellienM, npMKnoHM rnaBY M YKa3a joj noxacr xao npe-mcroj Marepa CBOjOj. Tana My ce OHa, Y3Ap)KaHO npeKpCTMBllIM pyKe, npM6nM)KM ca MHoro 6naroBepja M lbynKocTM M uemisa 6eCMpTHe M nenpeaaae OqM Hseroae, xao M MMnOCTMBe pYKe Hserose.

Ilocne rora 60)KaHCKOr nennaa, Iocnon AapoBa AeBcTBeHMlIaMa 6nMcTaBe xan.nne M qMCTe seaue. 3aTMM nohoiue YMHe cnne M nMKOBM CBeTMX M CBIf ce, csepanocaa, noxnoxaure boroMajllM If sanesatue joj xMMHe, 6na)KeJ-ba M Benlf'l.aJ-ba, pyKy rrOAlfrHYTMX y CBelllTeHOM onyureazsersy.

3aTMM >KeHMK YCTaAe ca Csora rrpeCTona M, AOK My 3AeCHa 6ellIe CBeHenopo-ma MaTIf Hserosa, a cnesa BemlKM M 'l.YAecHM rrpopoK M Ilperexa, npohe Kp03 nO)KHMlIY y 60)KaHCTBeHY onajy, rne ce aanase He3HaHa M nesysena M HeMCKa3MBa A06pa, rrpMrrpeMlheHa OHMMa KOjM Y3lby6Mllle bora. Ca lliMM y Ty cBecBeTny If 'l.YAeCHY onajy yhoure M CBM CBeTM xoje, KaKO BMAellle ra A06pa, 06y3e aenapeunaa paAocT M secen,e. Tana noseuie, xao y 6yHMny OA netiecxe paAocTIf, Aa nrpajy M nesajy If cnaae ...

(AnM TO 60rolby6MBIf HM<pOHT anje Morao na MM ornnne 11 npesma caM MHoro uacrojao, anurra MM Hl1je peKao.

- He Mory - caao je nOHaBJbaO, ysmnuyh» - Aa rrpeACTaBMM TO CBojMM je3MKoM Mnl1 Aa He6eCKO yrropeAMM M ca 'l.MM 3eMaIbCKMM. To je 6Mno MMMO CBaxe MalllTe M nopeheu,a, M3HaA CBaKe MMcnM 11 snhea,a, M3HaA csera BMAlbl1BOr 11 HeBI1AIbMBor.)

Kana je, naiore, Iocnon nonenno CBeTMMa CBojMM A06pa xoja TaMO 6exy, OH 3arrOBeAI1 xepYBI1MMMa na onxone Be'l.HY onajy, xao lllTO 3MAI1He onxon.yjy rpan. 3aTMM nane aanor Aa cepa<pMMM orr KOlle xepyBMMe, npecronn cepa<pI1Me, rrornaBapCTBa npecrone, aasancrsa rrornaBapCTBa, BJIaCTI1 nasancrsa, a cnne BnaCTI1. Tako, xao lllTO 3lfAlfHe onxorsyjy rpan, jenan ql1H onxomso je Apyrl1, oopasyjyh» ceAaM nojacesa.

3AeCHa OA se-nre onaje crane, y caspnrenoa crpojy, Maxann ca cBOjl1M 'l.IfHOM. Cnesa ce ca MHoro 611aroBepja nocrpojn Iaspan ca CBOjl1M qI1HOM, Pa<pal1l1 IfCTOqHO, a Ypl1lfll, ca cBojl1Ma, sananao. Csoja cy MeCTa 3aY3elll1 KaKO 11M je Iocnon 3arrOBeA110. I-bI1XOBe sojcxe 6exy orpOMHe 11 cKyrra ca 'l.I1HOBI1Ma HerrOpOqHI1X cnna OHI1 OKpY)KI111Ie onajy Eoxnjy y senaxoj ClIaBI1.

Ilocne csera rora, 11 Iocnon, CI1H bO)Kl1jl1, rrOTql1HIf ce Ouy CBOMe Koja je rrOT'l.I1HI10 llieMY CBe 11 rrpeAaAe My CBe uapesan.e 11 nornasapcrao 11 BnaCT

xojy My je OH Aao.68 OH caa, oner, yhe y 60)KaHCKY 11 nenpncryrray onajy, xao HaClIeAHI1K Oua Csojera 11 Ilap 11 Apxnjepej BeqHI1, sajenno ca CBI1M CBOjlfM CBeTI1M caHaCneAHl1l1l1Ma.

Ha KOHlIY rajna xoje ce ynocrojno na BI1AI1, rrpaBeAHM HI1<pOHT A061f If OBO CTpalliHO OTKpl1Belbe:

CaM Orau 11 POAIfTelb jennoponaora CMHa, CBeTnOCT HerrpMcTyrrHa 11 nenojaana, sacnja HajeAHoM, 6nl1cTajynl1 113HaA re oecxpajne onaje 60)KaHCKe 611arOAOlll1'l.HOCTI111 113HaA KPY)KHO rrOCTaBlbeHI1X crpojesa aHfeOCKI1X 'l.I1HOBa. Ocsern.aaao je onajy xao llITO cyHlIe ooacjaaa CBeT, panyjyhx Hel13pelll1BI1M bO)KaHCTBOM CBOjl1M 11 cnaTKOM ronnorox CBeTnOCTI1 Csoje CBe CBeTe. J1 xao lllTO cynhep ynnja If aanpscana BOAY, TaKO cy 11 CBeTI1 ynnjan« O'l.eBO bO)KaHCTBO 11 cjeAI1J-baBalll1 ce ca llil1M, KaKO 6M )KI1Benl1 Be'l.HO ca Eoroa y lIapCTBY Hierosoa.

Orana aa IbI1X smue mrje 611no HI1 aohn, HI1 naua. Ilocrojao je caao Bor 11

Orau, CI1H 11 Ayx, CBeTnOCT 11 nacnana, )Kif BOT 11 cnasa, nacnana 11 secen,e.

Carra aasnana rrOTrrYHa Tl1llll1Ha.

O'l.I1Ma 6na)KeHora HI1<pOHTa oeure ca netia ):IaTO Aa BI1AI1 xpajn.e rajne. ITpBI1 'l.I1H Kojl1 je OKPY)K110 onajy rrpl1MI10 je y Be'l.HO HacneACTBO jeAHY

rreCMY rrpepaAocHy, CBeCBelllTeHY 11 onojny, J1 raj 60)KaHCKI1 11 CTpalllHI1 'l.I1H CMeCTa no-te ca Hel1CKa311BI1M CBOjl1M CJIaBOCnOBlbeM, AOK CBeTI1 rrOCKaKI1Baxy OA paAOCTI1, no-nnsyh« 11 OHI1 Aa 6naroAape Iocnony 11 xsane fa.

IT pBI1 ql1H Hel13pelll1BI1 raj necxorroj rrpeAao je ApyroM, cepa<pI1MI1Ma.

J1 OHI1 no-reure Aa rrojy cBecKnaAHY 11 aenojaxmy XI1MHy xoja je xao npecnarKI1 MeA secenana CBa 'l.yna csernren.a: OHI1 cy Oql1Ma rnenann Herrpl1cTyrrHY csernocr, IbYXOM cy Ml1pl1Canl1 6naroyxalbe Boxorje, YllIl1Ma cy cnYlllanl1 60)KaHCKIf cnasonoj HerrOpO'l.HI1X cnna, YCTI1Ma cy KYllIaml HOBO Teno 11 KpB Iocnona J1cyca XpI1CTa,69 pyxaxa cy AOAl1pl1Balll1 aexaa 6nara, a noraaa cy rrnecann y aeonncasoj nenorn He6eCKe onaje. Ilpesacxonnora nl1 secersal Henojaane cnaAOCTI1! Hel1CKa3aHe paAOCTI1!

3aTI1M APYfl1 'l.I1H npenane ry 60)KaHCKY XI1MHy rpeheu 'l.IfHy, a rpehn 'l.eTBpTOM 11 nan.e peAOM, AOK ce aa xpajy OHa Hl1je opl1na 113 aeopojemo; YCTa. Ami cnanocr, 6narM CKnaA M BeneAOnM'l.HOCT rora cnarxonoja HeMoryne je pe'l.I1Ma OrrI1CaTM. A aajsynecanje oeure TO llITO HI1CY CBI1 'l.I1HOBI1 nojann I1CTY XI1MHy, Hero MHore 11 pa3nl1QI1Te, aenosnare 11 AO rana ae-rysene, XI1MHe aerieCKe 11 60roHaAaXHYTe --CBaKI1 'l.J1H COrrCTlleHY - a OHe cy ce nnax caBpllleHO

68 YII. I Kop. 15,24-28.

69 Yl1. MT. 26, 29; MK. 14,25.

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rrperrJIl1TaJIe M Mel)yc06Ho cnajane. Taxo cy ce CKJIaAHO cjenmsaaane anreocxe sojcxe, CJIaBOCJIOBetHl Dora M noaocehn paAocT CBeTI1Ma I-herOBI1M,

Kana apMl1ja 6eCTeJIeCHI1X CI1JIa OKOHqa csoje aeoecxo CJIaBOCJIOBJhe, qeTl1pM ql1Ha apXaHreJIa aarroxeure Tpl1cBeTY XI1MHY- Ilojao je ql1H MI1XaI1JIOB, a lheMY je aHTI1<poHO nojao ql1H [aBpI1JIOB. 3aTI1M je, CJIMqHO TaKO, saneaao Apyrl1 ql1H, Pa<paMJIOB, a 3aBpWI10 je YPI1I1JIOB. I-hI1XOBO ncanuonojaae 6ewe qYAeCHO M ue-ryBeHO. [JIaCOBI1 4eTBOpl1,-\e ql1HOHaqaJIHI1Ka 113ABajaJIM cy ce y He6pojeHI1M APYfl1M maCOBI1Ma IhI1XOBI1X CI1JIa 11 611JII1 JhynKl1jM 11 BeJIl1qaHCTBeHl1jl1.

110KpeHyTM 6ecKpajHoM TOM panourhy M HaCJIaAOM, CBM CBeTI1 rana rroseure 11 CaMI1 na 113 netiecxe onaje nojy M na CJIaBe BeJIl1qaHCTBa DO)!(I1ja.

Taxo cy XMMHe 0):13BalhaJIe M3HyTpa, OpMJIe cy ce M aanorsy, nojane cy ce csyrne - XI1MHe xoje cy paaropesane cpua CBeTI1X CBeql1CTOM 11 npecnaxenoa HaCJIaAoM. A re -rynecire necae xoje cy HaAI1JIa311JIe pa3yM 113JII1BaJIe cy ce y He6eCKI1M cKI1Hl1jaMa HerrpeKI1AHO, y oecxpajae BeKOBe ...

110cJIe csera WTO je BI1AeO, 6JIa)l(eHI1 HI1<pOHT, naBWI1 y I1cTynJhelhe, aany mac Dora Aa My rOBOpl1:

- HI1<poHTe, HI1<poHTe! J.(I1BHO je 611JIO rsoje npOpOqKO BI1l)elhe 11 ca3p,-\aIhe. 3arrl1wl1, crora, ca CBaKOM raxnourhy CBe WTO CI1 BI1AeO 11 xyo, jep CBe he ce AorOAI1TI1 TaKO qYAecHo. To J a OTKpl1X Te6M xao BepHoM npnjaren, y 11 Jh y6JheHOM CI1HY M HaCJIeAHMKY Mora Ilapcrsa, Aa 611 TI1 CXBaTI10 KOJII1KO re Jhy6I1M. Ynepa ce crora 11 cana, xana CI1 TaqHO nosnao KaKO he ce OBe CTpaWHe rajae OCTBapl1- TI1, y Moje BeJII1KO qOBeKOJhy6Jhe npeMa Te611 M CBI1Ma KOjl1 ce ca CMl1pelheM noxnaisajy MOMe ,-\apcTBy 11 BJIaCTI1. [ep [a ce cnarna panyjea Aa nornenaa aa CMepHora 11 Ml1pHara 11 oaora KOjl1 APXTI1 OA peqM MOjMX_7D

To pexanum, Iocnon My pa3peWI1 TO CTpaWHO 11 MHOrOqYAeCHO BI1l)elhe xoje je rpajano qMTaBe ABe HeAeJhe!

Kana na xpajy nobe ce611, OH ce cxnynsa cas npenannyr 11 nose Aa nnaxe 11 jaAMKyje 11 na )l(aJII1 ce6e caxora, roaopehn:

- lao MeHI1, rpeumnxy! Illra JII1 sexa csejanay AYWy MOjy? lao MeHI1, KyKaBHOM! Y KaKBOM hy ce CTalhY aahn, 6JIYAHI1? KaKO JII1 hy ce onpaanarn npen CYAl1jOM? KaKBY pes hy AaTI1 aa oeaason,a csojai KYAa na caKpMjeM MHOWTBO oeaaxon,a CBOjI1X? Hecpehan JII1 caM, XyJIHI1K 11 HeCpenHI1K! HI1 ysnaxa HeMaM! Mnore cyse He JIl1jy 113 oql1jy MOjI1X! Ilokajaa.e He HaJIa3I1M! Mnnocpha HI1KaKBOr y MeHI1 HeMa! Heva HI1 MOJII1TBe! Jby6aBI1 HI1 xanu' He3JI0611BOCT 11 KPOTOCT HMWTa ca MHOM HeMajy! Ax! Illra na qI1HI1M, janaa 11 npJhaB? KYAa na ce YXBaTI1M Aa ce crracl1 Aywa Moja? Kpurren,e csoje YKaJhaX, XaJhI1HY CBOjy I1CrrpJhaX, AYWY

70 Yn. He 66, 2,

CBOjy pnayx Y 6JIaTO, yM csoj nOMpaql1X, cp,-\e Kp03 pa3BpaT yql1HI1X HeOCeTJhI1- BI1M ... lao MeHI1, rpeumnxyl Illra na qI1HI1M, He 3HaM. 0'111 Moje rnenajy cpaMHe npl130pe, YWI1 Moje CJIaAe ce ,[IeMOHCKI1M rreCMaMa. Hoc MI1 rpaxa 3aMaMHe MI1- pl1ce. YCTa MI1 ce 6a'-\ajy na MHorojeAelhe. PYKe MI1 ce npyxcajy na rpex. TeJIo MI1 XI1Ta na ce YBaJha y KaJI pa3BpaTa 11 Tpa)l(l1 MeKe nocrerse 11 A06po jeno. )f{eJha Moja )l(YAI1 aa 6IIYAOM. Ax, 6e3aKOHI1Ka rrOMpaqeHOr, CMPAJI,I1Bor! KYAa hy, He 3HaM. Ko na Me 113Byqe, HeCpenHI1Ka, 113 oaora JhYTor onsar Ko na Me 1136aBM 113 MpKJIOra MpaKa 11 crpaumora raprapar Ko Aa Me 1136aBI1 OA urxpryra 3y6a? Asaj, asaj MeHI1, rHYCHOM! DOJhe 611 MM 6111I0 na ce HI1CaM HI1 POAI10! Ox, 6e3 KaKBe hy CJIaBe OCTaTI1, '-\pHI1 ja! KaKBY 4aCT, KaKBe senue, KaKBY paAocT 11 aecerse hy M3ry611TI1, jep nOCTaAOX p06 rpexa! JaAHa AYWO Moja, rne TI1 je cxpyurenocr? Ine TM je noxajan.e! [Ae cy TI1 BplII1He, aecpehnnuei KYAa new oTMnM y onaj CTpaWHI1 AaH? Iecn JIM yYl1Hl1lIa I1WTa A06po, WTO 611 Momo na yrona DOry? Kaxo new ynl1 y nehi Kaxo III1 he 113Ap)l(aTI1 )l(aIIOCHe 0411 rsoje HenpeKMAHI1 nnax 11 BeqHO jaAI1KOBalhe? KaKO he 113Ap)l(aTI1 rsoja casecr 6ecKpajHy ropql1- Hy 60)l(aHCKe oCYAe? 0, npJhaBa AYWO, xoja CI1 csaraa )l(YAelIa Aa ce sarsaur no TpYlIe)l(l1, xoja CI1 caarna CIIY)l(l1lIa YTp0611! KaKBMM new Oql1Ma nornenaru, 6e3aKOHa 11 nOKBapeHa, npeClIaTKI1 JII1K XPI1CTOB? KaKO new ce nojaBMTI1 npen I-hI1M? Pe,-\11 MM! Pe,-\11 MI1! BI1AelIa CI1 CBe cTpaxoTe xoje he y411HI1TI1 y nocnenn.e nane Iocnon, Pe,-\M MI1, oana, AYWO, MMaw JIM AeJIa nocrojna 60)l(aHCKe cnaaei lao Te611 rana, OCKBplheHa nyiua Moja! VIMa Aa HaClIeAI1W BeqHI1 orars. VI 1)1e he 611TI1 rana rpex M OTa,-\ lheH, haso, na re crracy? Hero.i.

... Iocnone, Iocnone, Cnacn AYWy MOjy OA onsa, OA wKpryTa 3y6a

VI OA cTpawHora raprapa,

TI1M ce peql1Ma 6lIa)l(eHM MOIIMO, ce6e caxora pa306lIMqyjynM, AOK cy My 113 0411jy cy3e y nOTO,-\I1Ma IIl1lIe.

Hapenanx nana JhYAI1 cy ra MOml1 BI1AeTI1 na jensa xona, syxyh« Hare, 113- JII1Bajynl1 peKe rOpKI1X cy3a 11 Ay60KO Y3Al1wyhM. Pa3MI1WJhaO je 0 CTpaWHI1M rajnaaa xoje je BI1AeO 11 XI1TaO je na I1X AOCerHe, ocrann.ajylur CBeT 11 CBe 3eMaJhCKO. Hecro, kana 611 ce 411CTO 11 )l(I1BO nOAceTI10 y yMy rora rrpl130pa, xao Aa 611 My ce nOTpecao pa3yM OA HeCHOCHora pacnalbMBalha Cserora J.(yxa.

- 0, KaKBa paAOCT - KIII1,-\ao je - KaKaB cjaj 4eKa CBeTe aa He6ecl1Ma!

KaKO ce 60jl1M Aa He OCTaHeM 6e3 roral

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CJ1JIA KPCTA

6JIa)l(eHM, onxozsea CMJIOM Kpcra, oeure nenonnpn.aa, re 6M MM ce TaKO noncMexHYo M nn.ynyo MX. Tana 6M MpaljHM geMoHM, nocpasoi.ena, MIlIlje3JIM, gOK 6M OH jour TOnJIMje 6JIarogapvIO Bory Kojn My je gapoBao TaKBY CI1JIY npOTMB HeBMglbMBMX aenpajaren.a.

A 3aTMM 6M gy60KO ysnaxnyo M nonao:

- Iocnone, nOM03M MM M cnaca nOMpaljeHY gyilly MOjy!

HeKI1 6JIarOljaCTMBM xcaex ncnpasao MM je I\pyrM ljygecHM norahaj, KOjM hy samrcaru aa CJIaBY MMeHa Iocnona naurera Hcyca Xpncra,

JegHe cyoonse sesepa, xazce, MOJIMO ce Y npensopjy xpaaa cserora AHaCTaCMja, y KOM ce CJIY)l(MJIO y0611ljajeHo HegelbHo 6geHl1je. Tana go~e 11 crryra BO)l(l1jM HM¢OHT Kojl1 je, KaKO 3HaMO, xecro npoaonno uohn y XpaMOBI1Ma CBeTI1Telba.

Yrnega, natore, raj Xpl1Il1naHMH H HeKaKBO MHOiliTBO y 6eJIo Ol\eBeHHX MJIagHna ga gOJIa3e ca lbHM, oxpyxyjyh« ra panocnnx JIMl\a. A HajljygecHl1je oeiue TO, IlITO je npen lbl1M I1Il1aO H jegaH KpCT rseroae BI1CMHe, HaljHlbeH 01\ -nrcrora 3JIaTa. VI M3a lbera, raxohe, oeiue jenau I1CTI1 TaKaB KPCT, M jour TpM CJIHljHa 31\eCHa, CJIeBa 11 M3Hal\ isera. CBM TM 6JIHCTaBH KPCTOBH 6exy cjegl1lbeHH y HeKaKaB CnJIeT KOjM je caernrena OnaCI1BaO 11 IlITHTMO ca CBMX crpana.

Kana je gOJIa3HJIO ncxyrueu,e, Bor 6H, )l(eJIenM I\a ra ncxyma 11 oaensa, nonyurrao ga ce KPCTOBH pasnnoje, ocraan.ajyha Me~y C060M MaJII1 npouen, Kp03 lbera je nenpnjaren, Morao ga y6al\yje csoje CTpeJIe. Y 'lacy narrana hasozser M u.erone 60p6e ca npen01\06HHM, MHOiliTBa anrena M geMoHa cTajaJII1 cy OKO lbHX H ca Y)l(aCOM nOCMaTpaJIH I1cxog ogMepaBalba cuara.

BJIa)l(eHH HH¢OHT, nourro 611 npBo gpcKOM uenpnjaren.y 1\0CTa ynapaua sanae I1JIM I1X 01\ n.era npl1Ml10, nomraao 6H pYKe xa BHIlIlbeMY Eory H ycxonno xa fbeMy ljHCTHM YMOM. Ocrajao 6H TaKO, rpaxeha on Hsera na My noxorne y 60p611 npOTHB YMHe 3Ml1je. A carana, rnenajyh« ra y TOM nonoxajy n npxreh« og CTpaxa ripen meBOM BO)l(HjHM, rOBopMo 611 npecrpaiuen csojoj l\eMoHcKoj gpY)l(HHH:

- VIl\eMo 01\ osora osne, jep je Y3HIlIao na nerieca H MOJII1 ce npOTI1B Hac.

I1pe Hero IlITO ce 1131IHje rues BO)l(I1jl1 ua uaure rnase, xajne na HeCTaHeMO.

Ha re pe-nr csora aanoaemnixa CBI1 611 6e3 rpara HIlIlje3JII1!

I1paBeI\HHK 611, nOCJIe csoje nposoe, CI1JIa3HO nOHOBO na 3eMlbY, 1\01Ia3HO ce61111, xana 611 BMl\eo I\a uenpnjaren, BHIlIe HHje TY, 6JIarOl\apHo Bory Kojn ra je 3aIllTHTMO. Tana 6H M amelIM pal\OCHI1 ogJIa311JIH na He60, I\OK 6H ce ljaCHI1 KPCTOBH nOHOBO CnJIeTaJII1, sarnapajyhn a 3aKJIalbajynl1 npenonoonora yHyTap ce6e.

Hecro 6M My ce, nonao je raj 6JIarOBepHI1 xpMIlInaHHH, npH61IH)I(aBaO haso ca MHOiliTBOM geMoHa na ra naaene aa HeKY cTpacT, aJIH He 6H My ce nano, jep

MJ1TAPCTBO 3A JJ;YIIIE

JegHoM npI1JIMKOM, y 'lacy I\OK ce MOJII10 oxajy oxpeayrnx xa neriy, nsnenana OKO npenonotiaora oua aacnja 60)l(aHCTBeHa 11 aeoecxa CBeTJIOCT. Y3 TO ce nojana 11 jel\aH y 6eJIo O!1eBeHI1 aureo, I\p)l(enl1 3JIaTHY KagHoHI1l\Y. Ilose najnpe Kal\l1TI1 xa He6y, a 3aTYlM HI1¢OHTY. I10TOM crane xpaj lbera 11 CTal\e THXO nojarn ...

Y6p30, BMl\e CBeTI1Telb KaKO ce nsepa ueriecxe orsapajy 11 anrene BO)l(I1- je na nonYT nsena CMJIa3e M nelbY ce, npeuocehn gYille yMpJII1X lbYI\I1. BHl\e OH 11 MHoro upaaua - Ba31\YIllHa MI1TapCTBa - KOjl1 cy gaBalIM CBe 01\ ce6e ga nrsenajy I\YIlIe 11 060pe I1X. AJIM aHreJII1 cy npY)l(aJIH CI1JIaH OTIIOP JIYKaBHM Ba3gYIllHHM gYXOBHMa, umoajyha I1X 11 cnacaaajyhn gYille.

Y jel\HOM 'lacy yrnena HI1¢OHT nna asrena KaKO Y3Hoce HeKY gyilly na He- 60. AJIl1ljl1M ce npM6JII1)1(I1Il1e MHTapcTBY 6JIYl\a, 3anoBegHI1K MI1TapCTBa crane na 6eCHH H ga neronyje.

- Ca KojHM BM npaBOM - nOBMKa OH - Y3MMaTe ry l\yIlly soja npl1nal\a HaMa?

- I1oKa)l(11 HaM KaKBY BJIaCT I1Maill Hag 1h0M - peKOille My aHfeJII1.

- no caxora xpaja - Ol\rOBOpH geMoH - OHa ce nan.ana y pa3BpaTy.

VI xao ga joj TO HHje 6HJIO 1\0BOlbHO, YCY~I1BaJIa ce jour M gpyre ga ocyhyjel Xohere JIH jour HI\PYrMX rpexa, ropax 01\ OBHX?

AHreJII1 nanoure CBe og ce6e ga 3aIllTHTe Ty l\yIlly.

- na - pexoure - 3HaMO na je p060BaJIa TI1M CTpaCTI1Ma, aJII1 npexnnyna je ca IhI1Ma MaJIO npe CMpTM.

- He, HHje xao IlITO xaxcere! - n06yHI1 ce pasjapean JIYKaBM I\Yx. - Osaj xoaex yMpo je nenoxajan. Ipeumo je go nocsenn.era csor naxa. HI1TI1 ce I1Kana ncnoaenao, HHTI1 je rrpecrao ga 6e3aKoHyje. VI3gaxHyoje, l\aKJIe, xao p06 rpexa. 3aTo je cas MOj!

Ha TO My jenan 01\ anrena CTporo xasa:

- HI1Kal\a TI1 ueheao nOBepOBaTH, HeljI1CTH, jep TM CH uenpnjaren, BO)l(I1- jM H npBM JIa)l(lbMBal\. I103BaneMO lberoBora anrena KOjH My je gaT na CBeTOM KpiliTelhY xao ljYBap 11 3aIllTl1THI1K. OH he HaM pehn I1CTHHy.

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Taxo noaaaure anrena '1yBapa re nyme - jep OH ce join YBeK Hana3HO xpaj rena CBe JlO lberOBora norpetien,a - H yrrHTame ra:

- Peua HaM opare, na nH ce OBa nyuia noxajana 360r CBOjHX rpexa HnH je yMpna ca lbHMa? }l{enHMo LIHCTY HCTHHy.

- [a HHcaM HH '10BeK HH nYKaBH nyx, rra Jla naA<eM - OJlrOBOpH anreo.

- Ilpen Eoroa sac, naxne, YBepaBaM na OJI xaca xana ce pastioneo H jour JlOK

My HHje nocrano caCBHM nome, osaj '10BeK ce ceTHO - He 3HaM KaKO - CMpTH. 11 no-reo je Jla nnase H Jla ce xaje H Jla ncnonena Iocnony csoje rpexe, CBaKH 'lac nomosyh» pYKe MonHTBeHO «a netiy, A na nH My je Eor orrpOCTHO snaurhy xojy HMa - H KaMO cpehe na My je orrpOCTHO, jep OH TO H xohe, H MOA<e - He 3HaM. A aKO, oner, HHje, cnasa rrpaBeJlHOM CYJlY Iberosoxl

lfHM TO aaxyure, aarenn ce ca rrpe3HpOM noncnexaytue JleMOHY. IToBeJlOme Jlymy H HaCTaBHme rryT neoa, ocnoriahajyhn je H3 JleMOHCKe 3aMKe.

3aTHM CBeTHTelh yrrreJla KaKO noce YBHC JlPYry nyury, Jlymy nexor CBHperror '10BeKa, meBIhHBor H cpeopon.yoneor.

Teurxe 6exy omYA<6e H pa306nH'IaBalba JleMOHCKa. OHH cranouie na aa- 6pajajy jeJlHY rro jeJlHY cpaMHy peLJ H reurxe rrCOBKe xoje je raj '10BeK H3rOBopHO JlOK je A<HBeO, xao H CBa npyra ana xoja je rrO'lHHHO.

AnH anrena ra cranoiue 6paHHTH, roaopehn na OH HMa HeKO rrpaBe na ce cnace. 11 nasenonre aa TO HeKOIIHKO rrpHMepa: smue rryTa aa A<HBOTa, JlOK 6H CMHmihao Aa y'lHHH HeKO sno, OH 6H ce H3HeHaAa rrpeAoMHclIHO H He 6H TO OCIBapHO, Hero 6H ocyhnsao H KOPHO ce6e canora. 11nH 6H ce OCBeCTHO H ocerno cxpyureuocr, ropKo 6H Y3J1HCaO H nnaxao. Hexonnxo nyra nao je H HemTO MHnOCTHlbe cHpoMacHMa.

3HajynH CBe TO, CBeTnH aurenn cyrrpoTcTaBlhanH cy ce JleMOHHMa H TBPAHnH Jla he Bor, 6YJlynH MHnOCTHB, rrOMHnOBaTH H Ty Jlymy.

,D,eMoHH nsryriame xna):lHOKpBHOCT. Osnojenmue ce H Y3HeMHpHme.

- AnH OH je - rrpacHyme OHH - OA Mna):lOCTH je ... Ma Ill.Td CBe HHje paAHO! PaJlHO je CTBapH xoje He ):IonHKyjy xpmuhannna' He cano mTO je 6nYJlHH'IHO Hero je crurao na rrO'lHHH H CO):lOMHTCKe rpexe! A urra Jla pa):lHMO ca lberOBHM ncosarsea H H3nHBHMa ruesa? 11 urra je CBe TO y nopebeisy ca join ropHM H CTpamHHjHM? Iep OH je - -ryjre H YA<aCHHTe ce - '1aK H y6Hjao! Illra can KaA<eTe? AKO je):lHOM TaKBOM '10BeKY ):IOnHKyje cnacen.e, OH):Ia Y3MHTe l_\elIH CBeT 11 cnacnre ra Hl1 360r sera. A MH TO OH):Ia O):lMaX ):Ia 3HaMO, a He na ce Y3anYJl My'll1MO 11IhyTHMO!

- Hyjre, aecpehnaun! - peKOme HM anrernr. - CBe re rpexoBe H3 MJlaAoCTl1 Oil je oncexao, 3aTo My je Bor 11 orrpocTHo. A oner, aKO je HeKH

nyr, H3 sne naanxe, 11 rrao y HeKl1 rpex, OH 611 ra orrpao cysaaa H noxajaa.ea H caxoyxopeaauea, xao H '1eCTl1M '1l1lbelbeM MHnOCTHlbe. Illra can xohere, 3BepHHe? ,D,a ra nyura OAe y naxao? He! [ep suajre, nYKaBI_\H, na Eor KaA<lbaBa casro aa OHe rpexe KOjH HHCY 611nl1 OTKpHBeHH na ncnosec'rn. A CBe rpexe KojH IhYAH ncnosene ca cY3aMa 11 CMl1pelbeM H He no-nnre HX nOHOBO opmue 60A<aHCKO MHnocpl)e.

THM pe'lHMa anrenu onosprnyiue TBpAlbe nYKaBHx nyxosa. 3aTHM HX onrypnyuie na CTpaHY 11 npohome xanajy He6eCKY aajenno ca nyiuoa xoja je H naxao 1136errra, H 6Hna ynocrojeua Aa na Aap rrpHMH cnaceise 0):1 Iocnona.

Mano 3aTHM, BHJlH 6naA<eHH rne aareznr noce jour jemry Jlymy xoja 6eme Bpno rr060A<Ha H 60r060jaA<IhHBa. TOKoM uenora csor A<HBOTa OHa HHje '1HHHna HHmTa OCHM noopa H MHIIOCTHlba. Bonena je 6e3 pa3nHKe CBe IhY):le, npnjaren,e H nenpnjaren.e H iW HCXO):la H3 rena noxnaena je '1HCTO, nenonynpeno H cMepHo.

Ba3J1ymHH AYXOBH noxeiue Aa joj rrpeTe, mkpryhyhx 3y6HMa. A cHpoTa Jlyma, yrrnameHa lbHXOBOM canpenouihy, caKpH ce y aapysjy aurena. Y Mel)yBpeMeHY, JlpyrH aarenn, KOjl1 cy CHna3HnH na npey3My nyuie, rrpHIIa3HnH cy joj H ca lhy6aBlhY je rpnHnH.

Kana, KOHa'lHO, 'ra CBeTa nyura CTHA<e AO xannje He6eCKe, BH):Ie npenonorian rne ce ca CBHX CTpaHa neria noaarsajy neripojena aurena, CBeTnH H CBepaJlOCHH, rpne je H cnarxo uennaajy, rosopeha:

- Cnasa nexa je Dory Koja je H36aBHo H OBY nyury OJI crpauiue 3MHje!

11 mTO je OHa nan.e yna3Hna y yHyTpamlbe onaje He6eCKHX cKHHHja, TO cy ce smue YMHOA<aBanH anrenn KOjH cy joj XHTanH na je ca panotuhy sarpne. Taxo ce He6eCKe cnne YBeK panyjy 360r csakora '10BeKa KojH ce cnacaaa,

Kana Ben rrpHHecome ):Iymy npecTony DOA<HjeM, aarenn je npenanoure y pYKe CHHa, Iocnona namera 11cyca Xpncra. OH je Ha3Ba 6IIaA<eHOM H npnnece je kao CBeTY A<pTBY Ouy CBOMe. Iby CBeTH ,D,yx O):lMax 06aBH 6naroJlany CBOjOM 11 npennaaa je 6eCMpTHOM HaCna):lOM UapCTBa He6eCKOr.

3aTHM nyiua 6eme npenara '1HHOHa'lanHHKY Mnxaany, KHe3Y 3aBeTa, ):Ia je OH onsene y Be'lHH noxoj H 6naA<eIlCTBO, KaKO H 6HBa ca CBHM CBeTHM nyuiaaa. 11 me! Cana npenonorian BH):Ie crpaunur rrpH30p - JleMOHe KaKO jenny Jlymy ByKy y an. To je 6HO HeKH clIyra KojH ce Mano pauaje 6eme y6HO - otiecno ce!

Hseros anreo muao je H3a lbera, ropKo rrna'lynH 360r rserose nomonje. - Ax, cBelIYKaBHx ):IeMOHa - rOBopHo je Kp03 cy3e - KOjH HaBO):le IhYJle aa TOlIHKa ana! ETo, rocrroAap osora clIyre, rro ):IeMOHCKOM HarOBOpy, meBHO ce 6e3 HKaKBor 036H!bHOr pa3nora aa lbera TaKO, na ra je TyKao 6e3 Ml1lIOCTl1 H

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ocrasrsao ra rnamror, A OH, aecpehmrx, O.ll O'1ajaIM xoje cy My YJUllIl1 .lIeMOHI1, Y3e Y)l(e 11 06ecI1 ceo J1 TaKO ce CaB rrpnneo y )l(pTBY l)aBOllY 11 TO corrCTBeHI1M pyxaxa. [ao MeHI1! Hiera xora MI1 je Bor .lIao.lla qYBaM yrpaoa MI1 MpCKa 3MI1ja 11 nporyra ra! Hecpehe Moje! KaKO .lIa ce rrojaBI1M rrpe.ll Iocnonovi J1 KaKO na nornenaa y caanaren,a csora, )l(allOCHOr 360r ry611TKa OBe aecpehne .lIYIlle?

J1 .lIOK je anreo TaKO ryrosao, cahe ca neoeca .lIPYfl1 anreo, npnhe My 11 peqe:

- OTal1 aaur, Iocnon CaBaOT, naje TI1 OBY 3arrOBeCT: "J1.l111 y PI1M, rne ce y OBOMe qacy xpurrasa .lIeTe nexora BojHI1Ka. Ilpeysehemripary 0 lDeMY CI1110M CBerora ,Uyxa Kojera je rrpl1MI10 xpurrersea. A ja hy Ka3HI1TI1 rocrro.llapa osora cnyre 11 naysnhy ra .lIa ce He meBI1 na OHe Kojl1 My CJIY)l(e 11 .lIa I1X He 6l1je, HI1TI1 .lIa I1X ocrasna ma.llHI1Ma, a noceoao xana My HI1 360r xera HI1CY KPI1BI1."

To aareo xasa CBOMe npyry 11 ITOHOBO Y311l)e na nerieca, A osaj rana 6e3 onnaraaa OTl1.l1e sa PI1M, ncrryrsasajyh« 3arrOBeCT Bosorjy.

AJII1 rana npenonooan Bl1.l1e KaKO ce aexa nyura Y3HOCI1 Kp03 Ba3.l1YX y3 BeJII1KY rroMeTIDY 11 6YKy. Illra ce neuranano? MHOiliTBO .lIeMOHa, Bl1qynl1 11 raJIaMenl1, 60pl1lI0 ce na yrpatia Ty necpehuy .lIYIllY xoja je - anaj - npnnanana cBeiliTeHI1KY!

To 6eIlle HeKI1 CBeiliTeHI1K rro I1MeHY Enerprepnje Kojl1 )l(I1BOT oeiue rrpoBeo y Y)l(acHI1M rrJIOTCKI1M rpecaxa. 'laK je 11 HeKOlIl1KO y611cTaBa rrOq11H110! Bpe6ao 611 nohy na rryTy 11 y611jao nponasnnxe, a 3aTI1M 611 11M Y311Mao onehy 11 rrpO.llasao je, He 611 II 11 yronno cBojl1M He3aKOHI1TI1M HaJIO)l(Hl1l1aMa,

,UOK ce TaKO Y3HOCI1JIa, ra janna .lIYIlIa Hl1je ycnena na CTl1rHe HI1 .lIO rpehera MI1TapCTBa. ,UeMoH CMeJIO rrpY)I(11 pyKe, yrparin je 113 PYKy aHreOCKI1X 11 6al111 ua 3eMlb y. Oryna je yseme npyrn .lIeMOHI1 11, ynapajyh» je snypano, BpfHyille je y aM611c 11 npenanonre KHe3Y raae.na je OH TaMO 3a.llP)l(I1 Be3aHY sajenno ca IDOM CJIl1qHI1M 6e3aKOHI1M nyuiaaa .lIO nana onurrera BaCKpcelDa,

,UOK cy ce BpanaJII1 aasan aa csoje MeCTO, MpaqHI1 .lIeMOHI1 ce Ha.lll1Maxy O.ll noaoca 11 rosopaxy Mel)yc06HO:

- BI1.l1I1Il1? 'laK CMO 11 CBeiliTeHI1Ka Ha3apenaHI1HOBOr rr06e.lll1lII111 6al1l1- III1 ra na KOJIeHa! (,UpyrI1M I1MeHOM HI1CY ce YCY.llI1III1 .lIa Ha30BY Iocnona, OCI1M Ha3apenaHI1HOM I1III1 !1CYCOM.)

Hnax, je.llaH Mel)y IDI1Ma ca TyroM je KlIl1MaO rJIaBOM 11 rrO.llCeTI10 I1X na ropKy I1CTI1HY:

- A 3aIllTO ce XBalIl1MO IlITO CMO Cpe.lll1JII1 jenaor necpehnor rrorra? [a Mory .lIa BaM noxazcesr aeopojene npyre Kojl1 6JII1CTajy BPJII1HOM, a IDI1X He MO)l(eMO HI1 na rumaevo..

- ,Ua HeMajy 3HaK J1CyCOB - npexanome ra OCTaJII1 - KOjl1 I1X qYBa ca CBI1X CTpaHa xao yrspheaa 311.l1, Bl1.l1eO 611 TI1 naury Mon!

- A 3aIllTO .lIa ce 60jl1MO npaera na KOM je pasaner Haaapehanxni To Ben noxasyje na CMO CaCBI1M nponamrl

- He 60jl1MO ce MI1 Tor .lIpBeTa, TO noopo ananr, Hero crpaurnora onsa KOjl1113 rsera 113611ja.

- Kana 611 cano 113 npsera 113611jaJIa BaTpa, TO 611 join 611JIO MaJIO 31I0.

AJII1 qaK 11 xana Xpl1Il1naHI1 11306pa3e TO 3HaMeIDe PYKOM 11 aanesare TeJIO csoje, 11 rana ... ox, ox, ox, KaKaB nnaaea on rsax 113JIene 11 cnan.yje Hac!

OCTaJII1 CXBaTI1Il1e .lIa ce OH CeTI10 aexor csor BeJII1KOr CTpa.llalDa. ,Ua 611 11M TO paajacano, ymrrame ra:

- A rne CI1 TI1, HaBO.llHO, .lIO)l(l1BeO CBe TO 0 qeMY rOBOpI1Il1, na HaM ony- 311Maill Ha.llY?

- J1Ma y KOHCTaHTI1HorrOlbY HeKI1 qOBeK rro I1MeHY HI1<POHT, nam BeJII1KI1 nenpnjaren; Y MlIa.llOCTI1 n.erosoj narrao caM ra 11 ja, 11 OCTalIa naura .lIpY)l(I1Ha. J13JIyl)I1BaJIl1 CMO ra aanannaa, ca6lIa3HI1Ma 11 CpaMHI1M rrOMI1CJII1Ma. TOJII1KO ra 6ejacMo pacnaannn.na je najsan rrao y rpex, a MI1 CMO 360r re nooene rrOCKaKI1BalI11 O.ll pa.llOCTI111 iseroa rpex CMO ca rrOHOCOM sanacaaa y csoje 6eJIe)l(Hl1l1e. AJII1 OH ce Ben I1CTora xaca noxajao 11 noseo na jannxyje l1.l1a ocyhyje ce6e caMora: "O! 3ap na OBOMe TeJIy, xoje he rrojeCTl1l1PBI1, ql1HI1M nocnytuan.e? 3ap OBOj )l(elbl1, xoja he Me O.llBynl1 y orais.na ce rrOTql1lDaBaM?" I10IllTO TO peqe, caa ce pasrneauo. MI1 ra ce, HapaBHO, HI1CMO yrrJIaIllI1JII1. Ca rrpe311pOM CMO ce cMejaml rrpe.llIDMM. AJII1 OH, KOjl1 je BplIO JIYKaB 11.l106pO nosaaje aaure cnarie ra-nee, nperehn rrOBI1Ka: "Can hy BaM ja rrOKa3aTI1, rrOKBapeHI1.l1eMOHI1!" Onxax ce rromoxe 11 PYKOM Hac OCeHI1 oopa- 30M .lIpBen Haaapehaanaosor. Ax! ill ra na BaM Ka)l(eM! Kao .lIa HaM je Kp03 CPl1e rrpoiliao orars 11 cnpxoto Hac! Y qacy CMO HeCTaJII1. CaMO jenan, Hajpa.ll03HaJll1jl1 If HajcMeJll1jl1, crao je 113.l1aJleKa .lIa BI1.l1I1 IlITa he HI1<jJOHT na yql1HI1. Bl1.l1l1 ra OH, TaKO, rne 6p30 YlIa311 y l1pKBY, ql1HI1 rpa MeTaHl1je npen DorOM 11 xaxe:

"Iocnone,

Ja caM qOBeK rpeIllaH, Mnan Y3paCTOM,

J1 jour YBeK ca CBOjl1M CTpaCTI1Ma paryjea J1 ca paCrralbl1BalDeM TeJIa.

Crora MI1 He ypasynaj

Osaj rra.ll Moj y rpex,

MOJlI1M Te, Xpl1CTe Bosce.

TI1, xao Iocnon, I1Maill BJiaCT

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11 CaMO pexjy CBOjOM Carpeurersa Moja }:ia 6pI1IlleIll."

):(ol)e TaKO anreo 11 crane xpaj lberOBe nocrerse, nornena yrrepeHor y He60, HeIllTO sesajyha. 11, 3al1CTa, 3a'lY ce mac:

- 3ra311 aHTI1XpI1CTa! He )!(aJIl1 ra He'lI1CTor! EOJIHO onceun 6JIYAHY AYIllY OA OKOBa TeJIa! KOJII1KO je )!(I1BeO na 3eMJhI1, Ml1pa Ml1 Hl1je nao osaj Hl1TKOB! YCY}:il10 ce JOIll l1 Aa ocyhyje CJIYry Mora HI1¢OHTa! YAPl1 ra 6e3 Ml1JIOCTl1! ):(a He }:iaBl1 BI1Ille CI1POTl1lbY aenenaureisea CBojl1M ...

Kana 'ly ry CTpaIllHY 3arrOBeCT, anreo 6e3 oxnesaisa nonaxce Ma'l CBOj 11 YAapl1 rrpaBO y cp~e, CBOM CHarOM, necpehaora aenenaura. A onaj ncrora saca l13}:iaxHy, ponhyhn y 60JIy 11 uixpryhyhn 3y6l1Ma. Anreo My Y3e AYIllY y CTpaIllHI1M MYKaMa 11 nosene je xa aM6l1cy.

OBAe ce 3aBpIlll1JIO Bl1l)elbe CBeTI1TeJheBO. OH nohe ce61111, noaeren, nose na pa3MI1IllJba, BaH ce6e l1 norpecen OHI1M IllTO je Bl1Aeo.

- Ax, KaKO JIl1 CMO HeCpenHI1 MI1 rpeIllHI1~I1! Kaxo je )!(aJIOCTaH 11 ropaK xpaj aauiera )!(I1BoTa! A 3aTl1M nonasa CTpaIllHI1 eYA 11 Be'lHM orars y xojn 611- BaMO 6a'leHM, KYKaBHI1, 3aYBeK ... Tpe6a, crora, na CBaKM Ha'lMH na CTpeMMMO cnacen.y, cnnehn ce6e cane na 'll1lbelbe Bplll1He 11 }:ip)!(albe EO)!(l1jI1X 3arrOBeCTI1. JeAI1HO TaKO heuo My yro}:iI1TI1.

- Ilocne Te nposrie - HaCTaBM AeMOH - aHreo cnhe 11 OBeH'la ra 360r noxajaa.a 11 cKpYIlleHocTI1. Alll1, menan aa cnojy rrJIOT, OH nose na ce 611je rro mnry CBOM CHarOM, AOK Hl1je CaCBI1M MaJIaKcao. IloTOM, rrOAI1)!(ynl1 ca Belll1KI1M aanoposr pYKe xa neoy, nose Aa MOlll1 Bora, ronopehn:

"CTpaIllHM Ose,

Koja CI1 POAI10 CTpaIllHora CMHa

11 Koja CBe ):(YXOM CBojl1M ncnynaaaur, Ilocnyiuaj Me He'll1CTOra

11 noxapaj OBe rnycooe

Koje ce AI1'le IllTO cy Me rr06eAI1JIe. Iep Te6M jeAI1HoMe CarpeIllI1X,

Ia rrpJhaBMI1 paaapahenn."

- 11 me! OAMax aureo KOjl1 ra je OBeH'laO 6a~11 ca BI1CI1He HeKaKBO y)!(e 11 CBe Hac saseaa. 3aTI1M KpeHy jennor rro jennor Aa Hac BaAI1 oTYAa 11 na HaM sanaje rro XI1Jha}:iy ynapaua. ):(a CTe 'lyJII1 TaMO uaure jayxe, cavo ce Opl1JIO "ax!" 11 "yx!" ... A OH Hac je 6e3 crpaxa MllaTI10 11 rOBOpI10: "EBO BaM! Taxol Ila He npl1MOpaBaTe BI1Ille cnyre Boacnje na 611jy csoje TeJIO!" KOJII1KO Hac je KI1lbl10 raj HeMI1JIOCpAHI1 anreo He Aa ce OnI1CaTI1. A nourro Hac je nourreao 113MJIaT110, nocne XI1JhaAY MyKa rrYCTI10 Hac je na cll060AY ... OTaAa, AaKJIe, 'lI1M BI1}:iI1M rora HI1¢OHTa, ja I1Crrapl1M. EOjl1M ce Aa oneT jennaxo He npobea ...

Ha re nocnenn.e pe'll1 }:ieMOHOBe, OCTaJIM noxeme Aa ce noncaeaajy iseroBOj My~l1.

- Xa, xal Illra TM ce noronnno, aecpehnnxel OCpaMOTI10 CI1 ce! IlOHM- 3110 re je! KyKaBI1~e!

Y MeI)YBpeMeHY, npasenna HI1¢OHT, KOjl1 je y CBOM Bl1l)elby 'lyo urra cy rOBOpl1JII1 JIYKaBI1 AYXOBM, 11 cax no-te na ce cMeje ca lbl1Ma.

MaJIo 3aTI1M, yrnena OH jenner anrena onseaor KaKO CI1lla311 aa CeAM06pe)!(je, nperehe }:ip)!(enl1 Ma'l. Y TOMe 'lacy, nerne y rpany HeKI1 'lOBeK paCTaBJhaO ce OA nyure 11 TeIllKO ce MY'l110. OH oeme aeneaam a HeMl1llOCTI1Ba~, a 11 rrpaBe}:inora HI1¢OHTa CTaJIHO je oriacnnao rrCOBKaMa 11 KJIeBeTaMa. 11 jepeTI1KOM ra je Ha3I1BaO, 11 xojexaxo JOIll, ocyhyjyh« ra rrpeA ~eJII1M CBeTOM: "3aIllTO OH xaxce TO 11 TO? 3aIllTO paAI1 OBO 11 OHO?" HeCpenHI1K Hl1je BI1Aeo concTBeHY 6eAY, caxro je rnenao na }:ipyre.

fPEIlIHJ1KOBA CMPT Y MYKAMA

JeAHOM rrpI1JIMKOM, xana rrpaBe}:iHI1K oeiue y ~PKBI1 - 6eIlle ce 3aBpIllMJIa clly)!(6a 11 OH cehaure ca crpane, y jennoj CTaCI1AI1 - ca6pa ce OKO isera HeKO-

lll1~I1Ha xpmuhana na 'lyjy lberOBe KOpl1CHe pe'll1. .

- Pe~11 HaM HeIllTO, o-re, 0 pa3JII1'll1TI1M BpCTaMa CMpTI1. 3aIllTO HeKI1 I1Majy CMpT 60JIHY, a APYrM MI1PHy? 11 3aIllTO HeKM yMl1py y Tyl)MHl1, ApyrM y nYCTl1lbl1, a rpehu Hd MOpy? HeKI1 'laK xascy Aa je aa csaxora aamrcaao KaKO he 11 kana yMpeTI1.

- -lyire, opaho - OArOBOpl1 npenonoonn. - OHO IllTO CMO MI1 }:iY)!(HM Aa 'lI1HI1MO jecre na rrlla'leMO 360r CBOjl1X rpexa 11 Aa Tpa)!(I1MO y noxajaisy MI1JIOCT DmKl1jy. Illro ce TI1'le rora IllTO Me rnrrare, TO rrpl1rraAa Hseroaoa CYAY M OAJIy~II. 11 Hepa3YMHO je, APCKO 11 ortacno TO I1CrrI1TI1BaTl1. EOJhe HaM je }:ia nnaxexo II ryryjesro 360r CBojl1X oeaaxou,a, MO)!(Aa hexo ycrreTI1 Aa Hal)eMo MaKap MallY xart cnacersa. EBO, AOJIa3e TeIllKI1 }:iaHI1, xana HI1KO He MO)!(e }:ia pa}:iI1.71 A rrpe Hero IllTO Aol)y, 'lI1HI1MO noopo, KaKO 611CMO Be'lHO )!(I1BeJII1.

- ):(06pa TI1 je 11 CBeTa 6eceAa, ose - OArOBOpl1Ille My OHI1. - AJII1 6YAynl1 ]a re He ITI1TaMO 3llOHaMepHO, MOlll1MO Te, Aaj HaM HeKI1 OArOBOp.

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- ITOHOBO BaM Ka)!(eM, ro cy CYAOBM EO)!(MjM M 60Jhe 6M 6MllO na 0 roue He pa3rOBapaMO. AllM ... nanajy MM na yM peqM ITMcMa nahe rM Eor rro CplW rBOMe,72 re hy BaM saro noaeurro pehn. A Bor, KOjM ncrnrryje Harne rrpOM3BOJhelhe, nexa HaM na rnra HaM je norpetino.

J!I raxo nose OH na npnrroaena 0 HeKOM CBOM rr03HaHMKY KOMe MMe 6ewe Teorpan. TeoqlMll je paAMO y jenno] paAMOHM'-IM, rne je sarao pooy, AllM 6ewe rroAMYKao M rroTKpaAaWe xynue na sarn. AlIM, anaj, HMje ro 6MlIO jeAMHo 3110 xoje je qMHMO M HMje OH cave 3aKMAao na MY'-lM cMporMlhe. EMO je ys ro M 3110- rraMrMB M pa3Apa)!(JhMB M crpawHo cxaepnocnosan. ITpaBM nponasena je3MK! Haje anao aa crpax EO)!(MjM. Ipex ce HaA lhMM 6ewe caCBMM aauapno.

[om oA MlIaAocrM iserose, Hndrorrr je secro ca lhMM pa3roBapao, caserosao ra, cejao My je y cpue KopMcHe peqM. AlIM HMje ycrreo na ra rrpMBOlIM A06py. Teorpnn 6M ca 3aAoBOlhcrBOM onoryiuao urra My je caernren, rOBopMO, xsaneha ra 360r lherOBora )!(MBOra M BplIMHe - "611a)!(MO je MOjy nsnnocr", rOBopMO je ca cMMpelheM csenrrezs, "He anajyha na cy Moja oeaaxon,a npeaaarorasnna M AeMOHcKa" - alIM cax ce HMje Melhao.

J!I raxo Aol)e sac na ra noxose cprr cMprM M Y3Me ra ca osora caera, Mecen naua AO rora, YXBarM ra CPA060Jha, a 3arMM crpaunnr aarsop M Hepacnonoxen,e, Ilorosr, xao Aa ce y a.era 3apMllo HeBMAJhMBO CeqMBO xoje My je MCKMAalIO yrpotiy. Tana My ce '-IpeBa pa3Be3awe M yrpooa My rrOKYJha aanorse. OA Tara saca nescao je nonyapras, y HerrpeKI1AHMM rrpeAcMprHMM MYKaMa.

TOlIMKO ra Bor 6ewe rrOKapao, Aa ce OH cenasmaecr nasa KMAao M porrrao M nrxpryrao 3y6MMa ua nocrersn xao rrOMaMJheH. Ipnsac je concraenn je3MK ca rOllMKO cnare, Aa ra je na xpajy OArpM3ao M McrrlhyHyo sajemro ca rrJhYBaqKOM M KPBJh y! Hynao je ce6M 6paAY AlIaKY rro AlIaKY, AOK je HMje cacBMM oronno. J!I cranHO je 6pojao npcre na pyxaaa, 3arOHerHO je KlIl1MaO maBOM. ,IJ,MBJhe je xonyrao OqMMa. Tpa)!(MO je Aa MallO no-mae, Aa ce MallO yremn ... AllM nnje nanasno HM MMP, HM yrexy! J!I orter 6M rrOql1lhaO nero - Aa KllMMa rnanoa, Aa -ryna KOCY, na 6pOjM rrpcre, na ponhe ... Beine ro xcanocran npnaop! AllM M crpaumo Myqelhe! Kaxo ra je, aancra, ncrpneo? Ha xpajy 6ewe M3jeo 11 concrseae YCHe! Ilosynao je KOCY, nnje My ocrano HM BllaCI1! Hnax, aacrasno je na lIe)!(M, jeseha TaKO Aa ce nyuia KMAalIa OHMMa KojM ro nocaarpaxy, uixpryhyh« 3y6MMa M 6pojenM rrpcre ... CralIHO je 6pojao npcre, Y3alIYA noxyuraaajyhn Aa M36pojM nenpasne xoje je na sarn yqMHMO!

JeAaH anreo KojM raao HeBMAlhMBO crajawe MyqMO je orlheHMM MaqeM CBOjMM 6eAHora Teodnrna, rosopehn My:

- Hecpehnme, aaurro CM 6MO rOllMKO necasecrau! 3awro CM CBMMa aaKMAao na csojoj npoxneroj Barl1? 3awro CM npespeo Bepy M 3aKOH XpMcrOB? 3awro CM ce HerrpOMMWJheHO aaxmnsao crpaWHMM MMeHOM EO)!(MjMM? 3awro CI1 ncosao M 3110CllOBMO xacne JhYAe? EBo urra rM je CBe ro AOHellO! J!I aaurro CM ce npnseuthnsao aenocrojno, a 3arMM 6e3 crpaxa EO)!(Mjer rrzsysao Hd 3eMJhY? 3awro CM cMporMlhM nno KpB, 3aKMAajynM MM KpMWOM aa BarM? 3aro cana, aKO ra sara He nohe OBaMO, na ce npen CBMMa 06jaBM rsoje oeaaxon,e, nehe rM nyura M3anM M3 renal J!lMa Aa 3aYBeK crpananr!

AllM OH, KaKO My je3MK 6erne OArpM)!(eH, HMje Morao Aa aarpaaoi Aa My ce AOHece sara. CaMO je 6pojao rrpcre M maBOM nanao 3HaKe. AllM KaKO cy ra npyr« MomM pasyxrern urra je xreo?

Hajsan, HeKM cser M rrp030PJhMB qOBeK, KojM ce raao nabe, CBe ro BMAe CBOjMM npocBerlheHMM OqMMa, qy anrena M 3arpa)!(M Aa ce nonece aara,

llMM je BMAe, Teo<pMlI nose CHa)!(HO na KllMMa maBOM M na noxasyje pyxaxa, xao na ncnoaena Aa je !hOMe yqMHMO csa csoja 6e3aKOlha. 3arMM My ce ore Y3Aax M OH M3AaxHY. Anbeo xaamrren, Y3e My AYWY M rrpeAaAe je CYAY EO)!(MjeM.

- lllra MO)!(eMO Aa 3aKJh)"IMMO 113 jenae OBaKBe cMprM? - ynnra rrperrOA06HM cnyuraoue nocne noaecrn. - Y cKlIaAY ca AelIMMa notuna My je M 60)!(aHCrBeHa npasna. Ilourro 6ewe BelIMKM rpeWHMK M 6e3aKOHMK - xao M ja, aecpehanx - rOlIMKO je crporo Ka)!(lheH oane, na 6M oxymao ~alhM 601I y ApyroM )!(MBory.

CBM KOjM cy clIywalIM caeraren.a ynnaunnue ce rnx peqM M noseure na Y3AMWY, paaamnrsajyha 0 concrnenxx rpecnaa,

J1CKYIU1TEJbCKA CMPT

Ilourro MX nomose M pese MM Aa ceAHY aa csoje xnyne, csernrers rrose na MM npnnoaena 0 Aoral)ajy KOjl1 MM 6ewe otiehao.

)KMBeo je, xasce, AaBHO Y Ilaparpany HeKM MllaAMn, rro MMeHY Bacannje.

J!lMao je rex ocaauaecr rOAMHa, alll1 6MO je BeOMa nyxan, CKBepHOCllOBaH M pasnparau M xecro 6M OCBMrao y 031I0maweHMM KpqMaMa. Taj Bacanaje, naxne, paAMO je KOA jensora kpojasa. lllno je XMrOHe M 6ewe A06ap saaarnnja, npeana BeOMa MlIaA. Iberos rasna, rro MMeHY Ilarpaxnje - 31IaraH qOBeK M siex, xojn MMllOBawe M nasatue," KaKO xaxe ITMCMO, CBMMa KojM 6M ce HaWlIM Y HeBOJhM - qecro ra je cnao na cnozsaunse nocnose, a OH 6M xopacrno rrpMlIM-

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Ky .I1a ce sarsa y 611aTY pa3BpaTa, npn.ajyhn nenory M .I1YIlle M Tell a csora. AIIM MMao je BacMIIMje M je.I1HO BellMKO .I106pO, je.I1HY BpIlMHy, xao IlITO heao BM.I1eTM na xpajy, soja je rroKpeHyna 611aroYTp06Mje Eoxorje. J1 TaKO je CBe611arM Bor YCTpojMO n.eroao cnacea.e. AIIM rrol)MMo pe.I10M.

bMIIO je TO y BpeMe Ka.I1a je ueny 3eMlbY nanana rIIa.I1. 3aje.I1HO ca rnahy, aanana jy je M TaKO oiliTpa 3MMa, .I1a cy y uamex rpa.I1Y CBaKO.I1HeBHO YMMpalle rro XMlba.I1e lbY.I1M. HMCY CTM3allM HM.I1a MX nocaxpaisyjy,

[lIa.I1 M Mpa3 nyro cy norpajann. Taxo CBM 6exy npnnyhea» .I1a orrrycre csoje pa.I1HMKe, a HeKM '.JaK M cllyre csoje, jep HMCY MMallM .I1a MM .I1ajy unary, HMTM .I1a MX naxpane, HeKM cy 'J.aK .I10IllIIM norne .I1a nponajy M COrrCTBeHY .I1el.\y, KaKO 6M .I106MIIM aeurro sa jeno'

3aje.I1HO ca ocranaaa, pa3YMe ce, naurao ce y crpaumoa nonoxajy M I1aTpMKMje. "Kaxo hy 06e36e.I1MTM norperie M csoje, M neue csoje M CBOjMX pa.I1HMKa?", pa3MMililbao je. Jep OH je MMao MHoro CJIY)K6eHMKa. Xreo He xreo, naiore, 6MO je rrpMMopaH .I1a MX KOHa'.JHO ornycnr.

Bacannje ce nahe aa yIlMl.\M. lour rrpBora .I1aHa rrpo.I1ao je CBOjy xalbMHY y nexoj Kp'J.MM M 0.I1 HOBl.\a xynao xpaHy xojy je 0.I1MaX rrojeo. Kacnnje, Mallo-rroMaJIO, rrpo.I1ao je M CBe OCTallO IlITO je MMao. Ha xpajy, crnrao je .I10 npocjaxea,a, nyrajyhn nonynar osaao-onaao, onnaxyjyhn csojy rrporracT M npxrehn 0.I1 XlIa.I1HOne. Tonnxo je oiliTpa 6Mlla cyaovpasnna. .I1a cy My ce M na pYKaMa M na aorava OTBopMlle paHe M no-rene .I1a KpBape.

J13 .I1aHa y .I1aH cran-e My ce rroropillaBallO. amr OH HMje amura .I1pyro rOBOPMO, .I10 "cnasa TM, bO)Ke"!

Ko MO)Ke .I1a ornnue jayxe M pnnau-a n.erosai Ko MyKe 0.I1 ma.I1M? Ko HeCHOCHe 60ll0Be 0.I1 paHa xoje My je Mpa3 OTBOPMO, a xoje je xpa6po Tprreo, 6llar0.I1apenM Bory?

Cp'J.aHOCT M rpnzseae n.eroao norpajann cy nyro. AllM jennora .I1aHa, I1Cl.\prrlbeH, cKllyrr'J.ao ce y nexoj yllM'J.I1l.\11 rpancxoj cren.yhn, .I1pXTenM M xonaehn 0.I1 ma.I1M ...

Y Mel)YBpeMeHY, 0.I1 CTpailiHe XlIa.I1HOne, aore cy My ce 0.I1Y3elle, a rrpCTH My ornana.

A OH, raj .I1MBHM Mlla.I1Mn M MCTMHCKM BaCMJIl1je [l.\apCTBeHM - rrpMM. npes.] - l.\ap M cserna 3Be3.I1a Tprrlbelba - CBe je rrO.I1HOCMO kao .I1pyrM JOB, 6e3 porrrarsa M 6e3 cnopersa ca Boron. HarrpOTI1B, y TOllMKMM CBOjMM uesozsaaa, OH My je 6rrar0.I1apMO M nerrpecrano [a CllaBMO.

Pa3YMe ce, y roj cseonurroj HeBOlbM, HMf.I1e ce HMje Morao HanM '.JOBeK .I1a My nosrome. CBM cy onnaxnsana corrCTBeHY ma.I111 MyKy.

Ilocne HeKOIIMKO .I1aHa, jennora jyrpa, .I10K je BaCl111Mje csaxora xaca oseKI1BaO CMPT, npohe TY.I1a HeKM rr060)KHM 'J.OBeK, rro MMeHY HMKM<jJOp. Cpue My ce CllOMI1 Ka.I1a ra je BM.I1eO raxo janaora. Bes oxneaan.a OH 3arrOBe.I1M CBojMM cllyraMa .I1a ra rr0.I1MrHY M rrpeHecy y n.eron .I10M.

TaMo My je HMKM<jJOp corrCTBeHMM pYKaMa rrpOCTpo MeKY rrOCTelbY M rrOllO)KMO ra y lby. CaM My je ca lby6aBlby rrpY)KMO CBaKY aery M cnoxojcrso. O.I1pe.I1MO je M .I1BOjMl.\y cllyry .I1a My cnyzce, jep caM Bacunnje He 6eIlle y CTalbY HM .I1a ce nonepa, nourro My CBe TKMBO oeure OCMY.I1l1l1a Y)KaCHa xnannoha.

Bacnnnje OCTa.I1e y roj xyh« .I1Be He.I1elbe, .I10K My He .I1ol)e 'lac .I1a O.I1e Iocnony.

Beine cyriorise jYTpO. ,UOK je nexcao y nocrezsn, M3HeHa.I1a ra 'J.yIlle r,[le rOBopM:

- ,U06po MI1 .I10IllllM ... ,U06po .I10IllllM, CBeTIIo06pa3HM ... Iocnon Bac rroClIa ... ,U06po je na CTe Haj3a.I1 CTl1rJIM ... Casexajre caMO MallO, rra M.I1eMO ...

- Xajne, rrO)Kypl1, MOlll1MO re! Heaoj .I1a 0.I10l.\HI1Il1, jep Iocnon re 30Be!

- J1 ja sac MOIIMM, cllyre XpMCTOBe, caao aa OBO EBo ... J e.I1aH qOBeK MM

je noaajvao .I1eCeT otiona ... M rpetia na My MX BpaTI1M Ilpexnmsea sac 3aTO,

casexajre ... Caxexajre .I10K He BpaTMM .I1yr CBOj ... ,Ua TO He nahe xao M3rOBOp llYKaBM KHe3 sasnyxa ... M 6al.\M Me y aM6MC ... a .I1YIlla MM nornne!

lJ:MM TO xyme, anremr 6e3 nporaaaersa CTa.I10Ille, jep Iocnon MM MOHaKO tieure 3arrOBe.I1MO .I1a rrpey3My .I1YIllY Bacanajesy 6e3 MKaKBe )Kyp6e M .I1a My

nocnyinajy CBaKY M01l6y. .

XpMCTOlby6MBM HMKM<jJOp KOjl1 aarene HMje Morao .I1a BM.I1M, allM je qyo Bacamrja, 0.I1MaX noasa jenny 0.I1 CllYIllKMlba xoje cy nasune na n.era, .I1a.I1e joj otione M pe'J.e joj na MX O.I1Hece OHOMe 0.I1 xora I1X caMpTHMK oeure nosajxno.

A Bacannje 0.I1MaX rrO.I1M)Ke pYKe xa He6y, rrpocllaBM qOBeKolby6MBora bora CBOM caaroxr xoja My jour 6eIlle npeocrana M rrpe.I1a.I1e nyx csoj axrennaa.

- BM.I1I1Te lll1 ca.I1a, .I1el.\0 Moja - .I10.I1a.I1e rrpaBe.I1HM HM<jJOHT, saspuraaajyha CBOjy rrOBeCT - BM.I1MTe lIM KaKO npaaenan cY.I1Mja Iocnon ypehyje CTBapM y cxna.I1y ca rrpOM3BOlbelbeM csaxora 0.I1 Hac? OHO IlITO Bor ncnnryje jecre yHyTpaililba 60p6a qOBeKOBa, a CBe narpahyje caotipasno roj 60p6M. Iep qeCTO 6MBa .I1a je HeKO Herra)Klbl1B y CBOM cnorsaunsex onxoheu.y, allM MMa YHYTpaililbe, lbY.I1MMa HeBM.I1lbMBO, .I1YXOBHO nenaise: ocyhyje ce6e caaora, nnase, y3.I1I1Il1e, cMMpaBa ce, noxasyje cacrpanasan,e npexa .I1pyrMMa M cMaTpa CBe 60lbMMa 0.I1 ce6e caMora. ,Ua, MHorM )KI1Be M3HyTpa M rajao OHaKO KaKO Bor )Kelll1, rra MaKap cnorsa M 6MIIl1 rpeIllHM, a cpnesnanan Iocnon Koja BM.I111 CKpMBeHO He nonyurra MM

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- OAaBHO caM xreo na cpeTHeM TBOjy npocnaaaesocf TOlIl1KO caM MOlII10 Dora Aa noheiu HeKI1 rryT OBaMO Aa ce noaomnn, Aa 611x TaKO I1Mao npannxy na re yrro3HaM 11 na Y)KI1BaM y rsojoj MOlII1TBI1.

CBeTI1Telh My 0ArOBopl1:

- U06po, OTKYAa snaur sa MeHe, Haj60)KaHCTBeHl1jl1? J13allITo CI1 TOlIl1KO

xreo Aa cpeTHelli MeHe, craplla I1CTpYlIenor y rpeCI1Ma? .

- Ua, yrrpaBo caM 3aTO TOlIl1KO 'Ie3HYO - Aa 611x yrro3Hao TO TBOJe CMl1pelbe.

Iep 'Iyo caM na neoy KaKO TI1 ra je rOCrrOA AapOBao CorrCTBeHOM PYKOM.

- To CI1 'Iyo? AlIl1 3ap je Moryhe na ce na neriy rOBOpl1 0 myc0611 KaKBa caM ja?

- J1CTI1Hy TI1 rOBOpI1M, lhy6lheHI1 cnyro DO)Kl1jl1 - OArOBopl1 My anren, BeApo ce OCMeXHYBllIl1. - JIYKaBCTBa y MeHI1 HeMa. Cnyuiaj, naxne: KaA rOA I1AeM na He6eCKI1 )KpTBeHI1K na npeuecea Dory ca osora )KpTBeHI1Ka 3eMHor MOlIl1TBe 11 npnnoce xpnurhancxe, Aorrl1pe MI1 AO yurajy urra Apyrl1 anrenu rOBope 0 re- 611 - na je HJ1(POHT yronno Bnunsea, jep CBOjl1M Ay60KI1M CMl1pelbeM AeMo~e CaTl1pe y rrpax 11 rrerreo, Aa ce ceha y cBojl1M MOlIl1TBaMa He6eCKI1X cnna 11 Aa Je 3aTO Iocnon 3arrOBeAI10 CBaKOMe aHrelIY na ra HerrpeCTaHO rrOMl1lbe ... 11 Apyro ClIl1'IHO TOMe. ETO 3allITO caM T01II1KO xceneo Aa re yrr03HaM. J1 cana 61IarOAapl1M Dory llITO MI1 je OCTBapl10 Ty )Kelhy ...

- AlIl1 Hl1je Moryhe, rrpe61II1CTaBI1 CBeTl1nHI1'Ie He6eCKI1! Mopa na ce AOrOAl1lIa nexa rpellIKa ... To llITO MI1 kascenr ):Ia CI1 xyo CBaKaKO Mopa na cy 0 HeKOM npyroa HI1<P0HTY anrenu roBOPl1lIl1. 3a MeHe Ba)K11 caMO OBa I1CTI1Ha - Aa HI1KaKBO A06po HI1CaM y'II1HI10.

Cana aeh 113HeHal)eH 11 raHYT lberOBI1M 6ecKpajHI1M CMl1pelbeM, amen Hecrane, He peKaBllIl1 My HI1 pe'I.

CBeTI1Telh ce camy 11 rrOKlIOHI1 MeCTY na KOM je aaren crajao. A 3aTI1M ce

rrorpY311 Y pa3Ml1ll1lhalbe. .

"I1a311 ce, aecpehnn HI1<pHTe!", rrOMI1ClIl1 OH. "YaK 11 Aa TI1 Je A06pa 60p6a 11 na TI1 je rroasnr nocrojan noxsane 11 Aa je ClIaAaK nnon TBojl1X Harropa, TI1 CI1 I1rraK HalIl1K rprosa-ncoj lIal)l1, ncnyn.eaoj cBaKojaKI1M 31I0M, KOJa rrlIOBI1 rrocpeA Ae6elIora Mopa. AlIl1 KO 3Ha na 1I11 hem CTl1hl1 AO nyxe, rne hem CpeCTI1 XpI1CTa, 111I11 hem AO)KI1BeTI1 6pOAOlIOM 11 TPYA he TI1 ce rrOKa3aTI1 Y3alIYAHI1M? J1llITa he 611TI1 TaAa? 0, KaKBa uecpeha' J1m! 3aMI1ClII1 Aa Cl1lbl1Ba sacejana, nyaa KlIaCJa. AlIl1 KO 3Ha xoheur 1I11 113AplKaTI1 AO xaca lKeTBe? J11I11 he I1Tl1l1e 11 )KI1BOTl1lbe

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AI1Blhe rr0306aTI1 rsoje xnacje, a rtoxcap CrralIl1TI1 ClIaMY KOJa rrpeocT~He.

TaKBo ra pa3MI1Illlhalbe AOBeAe AO cKpYilleHOCTl111 OH ce CMl1pl1 JOlli BI1Ille.

To je 6110 yrrpaBo onaj TpeHYTaK KaAa je ceo y CBOjy craCI1AY, KaKO caM aeh rroMeHyo, Mano rrpe Hero IllTO je no-rena JII1Typrl1ja.

na na KOHlIY nornuy. A OHI1 KOjl1, HarrpOTI1B, 113HyTpa potiyjy 31Iy 111IYKaBcTBY 11 Apyrl1M CTpaCTI1Ma, 'IaK 11 aKO cnorsa 'II1He aeurro noopo, IllTO nsrnena xao spmora, HI1IllTa He A06l1jajy. Taxo je 11 OBO MOM'Ie Bactomje y ce61111MalIO jenno A06po: csecpnno cacrpanasaa,e 11 601I0Balbe ca OHI1Ma KOjl1 cy ryrcaana. ETO xoja oeme spnana iseroae nyure, AOK je TelIOM OH rpellll10. ETO KaKBO je 6111I0 TajaHcTBeHO 61II1CTalbe iseroaora cplla Kojl1M je, KaKO BaM aa rrO'IeTKY peKOX, crexao 6narOYTp0611je 11 Ml1lIOCT DO)Kl1jy. 3aTO HI1 Eor rsera Hl1je CaCBI1M OCTaBI10 Aa normre, Hero ra je cnacno na Ha'II1H KaKO BaM ncnpnrtosenax.

Ienaora jyrpa, nobocao na O):lClIY)KI1MO JII1Typrl1jy y xpaMy cserora HI1- xonaja, KOjl1 ce HalIa311 xpaj Ilanare 1130611lha, KaKO je 30By.

CTl1rOCMO rrpe Hero llITO je clIY)K6a rrosena. AlIl1 rrpaBeAHI1K 0AMax none Aa ce MOlIl1 rOCrrOAY, 3aBYKaBIlll1 ce y HeKI1 yrao. XI1TpO ce rrorpysuo Y rajanCTBeHO caspuan,e. (OBAe hy rrOMeHYTI1 Aa je, aKO ce MOlII10 a He 611 jacao rnenao Iocnona, OH TaKBY MOlIl1TBY cMaTpao 113ry6lheHI1M BpeMeHoM.)

Uocra xacnnje, -ryx ra KaKO paarosapa ca HeKI1M. J13HeHaAI10 caM ce, jep snao caM ):Ia jour HI1KOra HeMa y lIpKBI1.

Y jeAHoM rpenyrxy pa3rOBOp npecrane 11 Mallo rrOTOM OH, 3aMI1IlllheH, cene y csojy cTacI1AY. Xrenox Aa ra yrIl1TaM ca KI1M je pa3foBapao, amr y Mel)YBpeMeHY rtoxe DOlKaHcTBeHa JII1Typrl1ja.

UOK je caopann HapoA rrojao, npenonorinn orau crajao je npaso, nornena ynopno rtpnxosanor aa CBeTI1 lKpTBeHI1K. Cnjao je oA panocrx n aenpnae, I10rneA My ce 113MeH110. JII1K My je 6110 61II1CTaB 11 pYMeH xao CBe)Ka pY)Ka.

3a speae Bennxora Bxona, CBeTI1Telh je ca 'IelKlbOM npyzcro pyxe xa CBeTI1- lbaMa 11113rneAalIo je na ce MOlIl1 norpecno caopauo. Cpue My je CHalKHO nynano, xao Aa he na ce pacnyxae, Ilpennaazsen onaronahy Uyxa 11 OMaMlheH 60lKaHCKI1M epocoa, OH je 'Ie3HYo na norpxn aa AapOBI1Ma, Aa nanae na lbl1X, na I1X lIelII1Ba ... AlIl1 na He 611 xora Ca6JIa3HI10 11 113 nourrosan,a npeaa rropeTKy, CY3Ap)Kao je CBOj 6oroHaAaXHYTI1 nopaa 11 OCTao aa CBOMe MecTy, cnaaehn Dora.

Onnasehn rrOCJIe ornycra 113 npxse, 3aMOJII1X ra na MI1 orxpnje ca KI1M je pasrosapao TaMO, paHO yjYTPY, 11 KaKBO je TO Bl1l)elbe I1Mao. A OH, xao -renon.y- 611BI1 oran, HI1IllTa MI1 He CaKpl1. 3aTO 11 ja cana 3arrl1cyjeM CBe IllTO syx, Aa ce rrpOCJIaBl1l1Me DO)Kl1je 11 Aa ce 06paAyjy CBI1 KOjl1 ce uanajy na isera,

Y lIPKBI1, AaKJIe, 61Ia)KeHI1 je pa3roBapao ca aHrenOM! To 6eIlle anren KOjl1 'IyBa CBeTI1 )KpTBeHI1K. OH ce y jeAHoM 'Iacy janao CBeTOMe 11 peKao My:

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Kana CJIY)KHTelb nomoxe CBeTH XJIe6, yaaxxyjyh« "Csermse cBeTHMa", a ,l10K HapO,l1 nojaure "je,l1aH je CBeT, jenaa je Iocnon ... ", HeKO H3 catipaa.a oKpeHY ce cBeTHTelbY H THXO ra yrrHTa:

- 3alIlTo, oxe, CBelIlTeHHK xazce "Csernn,e cBeTHMa"?

- 0 CBHMa HaMa OH TO rOBopH, nere Moje. To 3HalJH: CBeTHM y,l10BHMa

XPHCTOBHM aexa rrpHcTyrrH onaj KO je cserl

A ,l1pyrH opar, KOjH oeiue rrpocr H neyx, yrrHra ra: - A lIlra je CBerocr, oxe?

- To 3HalJH cnenehe ... AKO 01 pa3BparaH, HeMoj ce yCy,l1HrH ,l1a rrocra-

ueur CY,l1eOHHK raxo BeJIHKe raj He. AKO CH Y aenpnjarezscrny ca 6HJIO KHM, He npncrynaj. AKO HCMejaBalIl HITH ncyjem H ocyhyjeut csora 6JIH)Klher, croj nonarse 0,l1 EO)KaHCrBeHora npmeurha.

Y rOM lJacy Ben, MeljyrHM, cnY)KHrelb pelJe "npahnre".

Tana csenrren, nocaarpaure OHe KOjl1 cy ce rrpHlJelIlnHBanH. JIHKOBI1 HeKHX O,l1IhHX rrOl..\pHeJIH 6H lJl1M 611 OHH npl1MHnH 60)KaHCrBeHe rajne. A mma ,l1PYrHX 6nl1crana cy norryr cynua! EJIa)KeHH crane Y3,l1I1CarH 11 O,l1MaXHBarH maBOM ...

AHreJIH cy crajamr xpaj rryrHpa H ca nourrosaa.ea rrparHJIH rrpHlJeurhnsau,e. Kana 611 ce, TaKO, npxxeurhasao HeKO onarosecrxa, OHH 6H My Hd maBY rrOJIaraJIH seaan. A kana 611, nartporas, rrpl1na3HO HeKO rpeuraa, OHH 6H OKperaJII1 rnase ca OlJHrne,l1HI1M rHYlIlalheM. Tana uenopoune rajne xao na cy I1lIllJe3aBaJIe ca CBeTe )KJIHl.\e, raxo ,l1a je narnenano xao na rpelIlHI1K He rrpHMa y ce6e TeJIo H KpB XPI1CTOBY. Ca OCY,l10M Iocnonisoa H306pa)KeHOM no JII1l.\y, OH 611 0,l111a3110 cas noupneol

Kana ce JIHryprHja 3aBplIlHna H CBelIlreHHK 113rOBOpHo orrrycr, rrOHOBO ce nojasn MJIa,l1eHlJe sa pYKaMa CBerl1X anrena H xao ,l1a ce KpOB xpaMoBHH pa3,l1eJII1 nansoje. Tyna aHreJIH 113HeCOlIle L(ere aa He6eca y3 XHMHe l1: CJIaBOCJIOBlba, xao lIlTO fa 6exy 11 cnycrnnx, ,l10K ce lJygecHH Ml10MHPHC H cana csyna YHaOKOJIO H3JIHO.

To je, naxne, 6HJIO OHO urro je rrpaBe,l1HHK saneo y l..\pKBH 11 lIlTO MI1 je HCnpn-rao na rryry, ,l10K CMO ce spahana y HalIlY KeJIHjy.

Eor My je, HcrHHa, OTKPl10 MHore rajne xoje, aKO ce 3arrHlIlY nojenanaxao, KaKO BeJIl111 Eaaaherse, MHClII1M,l1a HH y cas cser nehe craru nanncane Klhl1re.74 L(O,l1any, nnax, join noaeurro, KaKO 6H ce rHMe rrpOCJIaBl10 Eor.

3arl1M ra yrnrrax urra je BH,l1eo Kaga je no-rena EO)KaHCrBeHa JIHryprl1:ja. OH MH pelJe ,l1a lJl1M je CJIY)KHrelb peKao "ElIarOClIOBeHO uapcrso ... ", OH Bl1:ge oraa, KaKO Cl1l1a3H ca neria H rrOKpHBa CBerH )KprBeHHK H cseurreanxa, a ,l1a raj HHlIlTa HHje ocerno.

Kacmrje, xana je HapO,l1 no-reo na rroje Tpncsery necsry, lJempl1: anrena cmuna cy H nojana sajenao ca IhHMa.

Ha lJHTalhY ArrOCTOJIY, nojasno ce 611a)KeHH I1aBlIe na ynyhy]« -rreua. Ha "Annnyja'', nocne aaspurerxa Anocrona, cjegHlheHH rnaCOBH HapO,l1HH YCXOgl1JIH cy na He60 xao KaKBa orrseaa, lJBpCrO ncnnereaa opojanxua. A na EBaHljelbY, jenaa no jernra pelJ H3JIa3HJIa je xao nnaven H3 ycra CBelIlreHHKOBHX H Y3HOCl1:JIa ce na neoeca.

MaJIo rrpe Bxona lJaCHHX ,l1apOBa, cserarezs H3HeHa,l1a BH,l1e KaKO ce He60 orsapa 11 ca isera ce H3JIHBa HeKaKBO HeH3pel..\HBO H He3eMHO onaroyxau,e. AHrena cl1:JIa)Kaxy ca BI1Cl1:He, nojyha XI1MHe 11 CJIaBOCJIOBlba [ansery, I1oMa3aHI1KY 11 CHHY EO)Kl1jeM.

J1 me! Y TO ce nojasn npexacrn 11 rrpelbyrrKH Mnanenau! Ha pYKaMa fa ,l1p)Kaxy aurenn Kojl1 fa ,l10HeCOlIle H nonoxmue aa CBerH ,l1HCK, aa KOM ce aalIa)Kaxy lJaCHH naposn. OKO Hiera ca6pa ce MHOIllTBO y fieno ogeBeHI1X H rrpe- 611HCraBl1X MlIa,l1Hna, KOjH cy ca gl1BlbelheM 11 rpeneroa nocaarpana Iberosy 60)KaHCrBeHY nenory,

L(olje 11 'lac Bennxora Bxona. ClIY)Kl1Telb ce npl1611l1)KH na Y3Me y pyxe csera ,l1HCK 11 csern rryrHp, nomose HX 11 nonoxa aa csojy rnasy, rrO,l1I1)Kynl1 sajenno ca IhHMa 11 L(eTe.

lJ:HM csermse naahoure, 11 gOK je HapO,l1 ca YMl1:lbelheM rrojao, caerarezs BH,l1e anrene KaKO nenehy KpHm1Ma Hag rnaBOM ClIY)KHTelbeBOM, naa xepYBI1Ma H nsa cepa<iJHMa ,l1a l1,l1y npen n.aaa, a 6e36pojHe npyre aarene na ra OKPY)Kyjy, nojyha ca panomhy HeHCKa3aHe cnasonoje.

Kana CBelIlreHI1K CTl1)Ke ,l10 caere rpne3e 11 nonosor ua Ihy 'laCHe napose, aarenn je npexpmue CBOjl1M Kpl1l1HMa. L(BojHl..\a xepysaaa cranoure ca necne CTpaHe CJIY)Kl1relbY, a ,l1Ba cepa<iJl1Ma cnesa, raxo na HX OH mrje BH,l1eo.

EO)KaHCrBeHO TajHoBO,l1CrBO ce HaCTaBI1. Hapon je 113rOBOpHO "Bepyjea'' 11 nobe 'lac ocaehen.a lJaCHHX ,l1apoBa. Cnyxorren, I1X 611arOClIOBl1 11 xasa: " ... I1peTBOpHBlIlI1I1X L(YXOM CBOjl1M CBeTI1M. AMI1H, aMI1H, aMI1H." Tana npasenHI1K Bl1:,l1e jennora anrena rne Y3HMa Ma'l 11 KOlbe Mnanenua, KpB Iberosy ylll1 y CBeTH rryrHp, ,l10K My EO)KaHCrBeHo Tello Hcrrap'la 11 CMeCrl1 na ,l1I1CK. 3arHM ce rrOHOBO nOBY'le na csoje Mecro 11 crane CKPOMHO 11 n060)KHo.

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fioja onpeMa. Iep TOlU1KO je orripannxe M rpexosa KojM ce pahajy on crpacra, a KojMMa rHeBMMO Bora MM, uecpehan lhYAM.

JIYKaBM AeMOHM yseuie csoje opyxje M cnpeMMwe ceo 1)aBo nose Aa OTnyurra qMHOBe jenan no jenan, najyh« MM csoje BOJIwe6He HanpaBe, xoje cy onrosapane csaxoj rrojennnoj cTpacTM. Paceja MX no l1eJIOM cBeTy, y CBe 06JIaCTM UpKBe XpMcTOBe.

A 3aTMM Aol)e -rac na nouran.e nexe M y BM3aHTMoH.75 Tana My MpaqHM nMK nonpan jour smne M OH ce HaMpWTM OA cpnre, HawaBWM ce y HeAOYMMl\M.

- KaKO Aa ce YXBaTMM y KOWTal1 ca ,1..(eBM110M? - CTaJIHO je nonasn.ao, WKPryhyhn 3y6MMa. - OHa ce 3aYBeK YCTOJIMqMJIa y Ilapnrpany M He MMqe ce OTYAa. JIMqHO WTMTI1 BI13aHTI10H AalhY M nohy M naje CMeJIOCT Hasapehanaaa, a najnpe 60Pl1MMa ... Taxo He AonYWTa MojMMa Aa pane KaKO san-a CBOj rrocao ...

OH McrrYCTM jeAaH paajapenn yPJIMK, 113a6pa rpnnecerax xl1lhaAa AeMOHa

M rrOCJIa MX y UapCKM rpan,

Y TO, MeI)YTMM, npenonoonn orau sauy nOHOBO MCTM mac rAe My xaxce: - HM¢OHTe, OKpeHM ce cana M nornenaj xa MCTOKY.

Y3AMWyhM )!(aJIOCHO 360r nocrnruyha necpehmrx AeMOHa, OH ce OKpeHY M BMAe jenao norse aehe OA rrpBora, oKynaHo CBeTJIOwhy. Taao cy ce HaJIa3MJIM nocrpojenn neripojena anrenn, OAeBeHM y 6eJIo M 6JIMCTaBM nonyr Mylhe, npelhynKM M npeKpaCHM. BMJIO MX je MHoro sntue OA AeMOHa, netipojene XMlhaAe. Ienan 0):1 IhMX, HajBMwM 11 HajcBeTJIMjM, npOJIa3MO je Kp03 jenaa no jenaa CTpOj M nOACTMl\aO CJIyre BO)!(Mje na ca na)!(IhOM WTMTe M qyBajy xpmnhane. SaTMM OH rrOCJIa no ABa qMHa y CBaKY 06JIaCT UpKBe, a y KOHCTaHTMHorrOlh rrOCJIa mesnecer xl1lhaAa anrena. A rrOWTO pacrroAeJII1 CBY BOjCKY rro sacen.eua, raj He6eCKM qMHOHaqaJIHMK Y3111)e Ha aetieca ...

ITperroA06HM nohe ce6M M, nopaxen BMl)elheM, CTaAe 0AMaXMBaTI1 maBOM, CTaJIHO noaaaaajyhn:

- Ax, KOJIMKe ce rajne 36MBajy, a MI1 HM He 3HaMO! KOJIMKY HaM novoh HeBMAlhMBO npy)!(a qOBeKolhy6MBM Iocnon ca netia! A MM, jaAHMl\M, BalhaMO ce y HeMapy 11 JIelhOCTI1 ...

OH Ay60KO Y3AaxHY, rrOAI1)!(e OqM xa neoy M xasa: - CBeTM Ose Haw, Boxe, )!(MBOTBOpqe,

,1..(apyj CBI1Ma HaMa paCYAHOCT

VI CMJIY 11 BJIaCT

ITpOTMB JIYKaBMX AYXOBa. YqMHI1 Aa ce CKpwe

75 Ilapnrpan.

OAjeAHoM, OTBOPI1 ce CBOA He6eCKM 11 YKa3a ce Iocnon, ceneha aa rrpeCBeTJIOM npeCTOJIy. OKO Ibera, nocrpojean ca nourrosarsea M norioxaouthy, 6exy qMHOHaqaJIHMl1l1 He6eCKMX BojCKM M neopojena Apyrl1 anrena, Bnhea.e oqapa csenrren,a M ocxejax paAocTM nojasn My ce na YCHaMa. CPl1e My je ca onsenoa qe)!(IhOM )!(YAeJIO Aa ce nahe Mel)y lhMMa. Kaxo 611 xreo Aa je ITTMl1a 11 Aa rrOJIeTI1 xa lhMMa!

AJIM 11 OHI1 cy M3meAaJIM xao Aa ra ca 3aAoBOlhCTBOM nocaarpajy, IToKasyjyh« ca panoinhy na isera jenan ApyroMe, rOBopaxy:

- [JIe, HM¢OHT! Jby6lheHM Haw rrpnjaren, je osne! KaKO Hac OH 3aMCTa BOJII1! AJII1 3aTO M Ml1lhera nOMl1lheMO y CBOjMM TajaHcTBeHMM CBeWTeHOCJIY)!(elhMMa!

Csarna je 6JIarOCJIOBeHM 6JIa)!(MO anrene M rOBopMO HaM: - 0, KOJIMKO anreJIM BOJIe POA xpmuhancxa' Kana 6MCMO 3HaJIM KOJIMKO ce OHM Myqe Hac pana! 3aTO, AaKJIe, 11 MI1 rpetia IhI1X na nourryjeuo 11 na 6JIarOAapMMO CBOjMM BeJII1KI1M Ao6poqMHMTelhMMa, TOM nparoa KaMelhY, 6JIMCTaBl1M 6l1Cepl1Ma, He6eCKOM HaKMTy, 6eCMpTHI1M l\BeTOBMMa! Iep OHM ce HenpeCTaHO sacrynajy sa Hac KOA Caeonarora 11 npeKJIMlhy [a Aa HaM ce CMI1JIyje M cnacn Hac OA se-mora Myqelha. A Aa He rOBOpl1MO 0 TOMe WTO croje xpaj Hac M AalhY M uohy: KaAa jenexo, OHI1 croje xpaj Hac sao CTpa)!(a. Kana cnanavo, aaxpnsajy Hac 3aWTMTHl1qKl1 Kpl1JII1Ma CBojMM. AJIM M kana paAMMO, 11 xana MAeMO nYTeM, M kana rryryjevo MopeM, cByrAe M csarna, OHM cy xpaj Hac, xao 3aWTMTHI1l\11 11 rroMohHMl\M HaWM y CBeMY!

HAIDJ1 HETIPJ1JATEJbJ1 J1 CABE3HJ1IJ;J1

Kana je 3aBpWMO CBOjy MOJIMTBy, 6JIa)!(eHM aajenaoa aaxy HeKM mac KaKO My roaopa:

- HI1¢OHTe, OKpeHM ce M nornenaj M3a ce6e, xa aanany,

OH ce CMeCTa OKpeHY M rrp030plhMBMM OKOM BMAe HeKaKBO oecxpajao non-e M na lheMY caopauo neopojeno MHOWTBO l1PHMX paTHI1Ka. JeAaH OA lhMX, CTpaWHM 11 MpaqHM rpMalh, XMTpO ce rrpOBJIaqMO M3Mel)y lhMX, 6pojehl1 BOjCKY, neneha MX na sere M crpojese 11 Aajyhl1 pa3JIMqMTa aapehersa M ynYTCTBa 3arrOBeAHI111I1Ma.

- Paryjre 60APO 11 CMeJIO! - qy ra npenonotia« rne BMqe. - CI1JIa Moja BeJIMKa je ca BaMa! Mene rnenajre, Aa ce He rrJIaWMTe!

Taxo, AaKJIe, rne cy paTHI1l\11 crajann pasnsojeaa y qI1HOBe, rro jenan aa CBaKM rpex, Aol)e jour ApyrMx AeMoHa M nonecoure M3 ana opyxje M paTHy orrpeMy, pa3JIl1Ql1TY sa CBaKM QMH. Tpncra uresnecer M ner 6l1JIO je BpcTa M

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Iloxohy 11 Cl1lIOM TBojOM,

Y lIl1HI1 ua 113al)eMo xao rr06eAHI1l\11 HaA MpallHI1M 11 lIYKaBI1M BapBapl1Ma. A nourro ce OBeHlIaMO MI10MI1Pl1CHI1M TBOjl1M BeHl\eM,

IT pa3HI1l1HI1 heMo CaCTaBI1TI1 JII1K 3ajeAHo ca aHfeJII1Ma TBojl1M

CBYAa OKO rrpeCTOJIa Tsora,

BJIaAI1KO 6JIa)!(eHI1, CBeTI1, TpI1CBeTI1, Oxe, CI1He 11 Yrerunren.y )lYllle, DO)!(e crpaunm Koj 11 onpxcaaaur CBeT.

KpCTMO. JIa)!(e! Enaxen je onaj KO xpurrasa nyure M TaKO MX YBOAM Y UPKBY M l\apCTBO XPI1CTOBO. Ko rrpMMa aac Mene npnaa," rOBopM Iocnon Y EBaHl)eJhY. A jeAHoM, Y3eBllll1 nere, rrOCTaBM fa xpaj Ce6e M pelle 11M: AKO KO rrpMMI1 OBO nere Y MMe Moje, MeHe rrpl1Ma, a aKO KO Mene rrpMMM, rrpMMa Onora Koja Me je nocnao." Ko je, onna, 6JIa)!(eHl1jl1 0.11 retie KojM rrpMMalll sajenno ca MJIaAeHl\I1Ma Xpncra, a ca XPMCTOM Iberosora Ouai I1Ma JIM Mller smuer M csernjer 0.11 rorar I1AM, crora, nere Moje, M HaCTaBM Aa lI11HMlll TO A06po AeJIo. Iep MJIaAeHl\11 lIMjM hem KpCHM orau na nocraneur ua CBeTOM xpurren.y, I1hl1 he npen rnojox AYlliOM xana ce OHa 6YAe Y3AM3ana na nerieca, BelIMKa je TO lIaCT aa reoe, a nopaa He6eCKI1XJIYKaBMX AYXOBa! AHreJIM, Ap)!(ehM OHOlIMKO CBeTMJhKI1 KOJIMKO je M neue xojy CI1 KpCTI10, ncsemhe re .110 npecrona Boxajer, a OTYAa aa MeCTO ae-mora 6JIa)!(eHCTBa. Yxasahe TM nosacr; AaKJIe, aa MCTM HallMH aa KojM CM M TI1 rrpMMMO XpMCTa 11 yxasao My noxacr y JIMKy Ael\e.

)lOK je rrojao re pelll1 MOJII1TBe, rrpaBeAHMK je ropxo nnaxao 11 y3AI1Cao, jep ce riojao Aa ra AeMoHI1 He nooene, na He 113ry611 AYlllY 0.11 nexe Ca6JIa3HM OHI1X

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KOJI1 1I11He esakon.e.

ITperroA06HI1 HWpOHT je nenpecraao pa3MI1lllJhaO 0 3nOlll1HCTBI1Ma AeMOHCKI1M 11 CTapao ce na OCTaHe rrpl1Jhy6JheH DOry. [ep, rrpeMAa My je OH 06jaBI10 MHore 11 aarnpaponne rajae, MaAa ra je YAOCTojMo na BI1AM lIYAeCHa BI1l)elba, MaAa ra Je ysepao, xao BojHI1Ka 11 npnjarena Csor Jhy6JheHOr, Aa HI1KaAa saure uehe AaTI1 Aa ce cnoraxne 0 KaMeH nora u.eroaa," Hero Aa he aa acnnny 11 BaCI1JIMCKa CTapTI1 11 3ra311TI1 nasa 11 3Ml1jy,78 nnax jc 6JIa)!(eHI1 HWpOHT csarna )!(I1BeO 11 rr0,11BI13aBaO ce ca BeJII1KOM rra)!(lbOM 11 cMMpelbeM, jep ce 60jao reese onseue 11 CMI1l\alIMl\a lIYKaBI1X AeMOHa.

BJIAfO,l1,AT KPCHOfA OU;A

)lpyrl1 nyr, oner, AOK je rrpellOA06HI1 orau TI1XOBaO Y CBOjOj KeJIl1jl1, A°l)e My Y nocery HeKM l\apCKI1 Ocpl1l\l1p.

_ MOIlI1M re, oxe, rrOM0311 MI1 - pelle My OH, Olll1rJJeAHO )!(alIOCTaH. - )lo-

urao caM na Ylll1TaM neurro rsojy cserocr, aanajyhn ce Aa hy I1MaTI1 KOPI1CTI1 11 Hahl1 Ml1p, jep Me je y:meMl1pl1JIa jenna rrOMI1CaO.

CBeTI1TeJh Hl1je xexao na My osaj orxpnje CBOjy rrOMI1Cao.

_ Carana re je 06MaHYO - 0AMax My OArOBopl1, - IToAcMeXHYO TI1 ce, rosopehn TI1 ):Ia HaBO):lHO neheui I1MaTI1 rrnaTY OA Dora aa CBY neiry xojy CI1

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77 Yn, ne. 90,12. 7R Vn. Ilc. 90, 13.

79 My, 10,40, 80 flK, 9, 47 -48,

HEBECKJ1 QOBEK

IT P 11 LI E 0 A H 1) E Il 11 M A 163 Kana ce sparno xyhn, Hexrapnje ce pastioneo OA rpana. Y nocren.n je ~poBeo ABaAeceraK nana, alIl1 je cpehoa 6110 y A06pl1M pYKaMa 11 0 fbeMY cy ce 0PI1)KIbI1BO crapamr.

TOKoM Tor nepl10Aa, Hexrapnje je y CHY MMao jenno BMl)efbe. BMAeo je caxora ce6e rne crojn na 3elIeHOM naunsaky M nena cnasocnosn,e "CBerIIOCrl1 )KI1BOrBOpHa csere cnase". M3HeHaAa, CBe ce pacnnaacano 11 3a611MCraii0 3acllenlbyjynoM c~er~olllny. Tana je rrpMMerMo Aa na YAalbeHocrM oA ornpxnnxe ner Merapa croja JeAHa )KeHa, CKPOMHO onesena 11 ca 036MlbHMM 11 TY)KHMM 113pa30M na IlI1l\Y· OKO fbeHMX pavena cnjane cy 3Be3Ae, a npanont cy je CBeTM BaCl1lIMJe BellMKM M CBeTM Iparopnje Ilanaaa.

"Hexrapnje", noasao ra je lbeH cnanak, 3BOHaK mac. "Hexrapxje ... " HeKTapl1je~ nomen 6110 je npnxosan aa n.y, 3a'IYBlIll1 KaKO 113rOBapa iseroao MMe, HI1Je 6110 y crarsy HI1 na ce noxpene, Kana je aajsan caxynno xpa6pocr, Y3Bl1KHYO je:

"Ilpecnera EorOpOAI1l\e, KaKO caM ce ynocrojno ... "

"He 60j ceo MM re n03l1BaMO na HaM ce npI1ApY)KMlIl. JY'Ie ce HeKOlIl1KO amelIa npnnpeaano aa reoe ... "

"He paayvea", nponpscsao je.

"Iocnon je OAIlYQl10 na ocranenr. Hacrasuheur Aa xopasaur OBMM Ter06Hl1M nyrexr, nYTeM rpnn.eu.a I1l1l1l'IeKI1Bafba, alIl1 ja He 3HaM KOllI1KO ... "

"~peeBeTa EorOpOAI1l\e", ApXTao je OH, "He nanyurraj Me jep Me XBaTa

crpax. .

"Heaoj na ee nnaunnu ... HaeTaBI1 csojy 60p6y. focnOA he 6l1TM ys retie."

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C6emU Hexiuapu]e EfuHCKU

3EMAJbCKJ1 AH1)EO

Iberosa nponosen je rora nana 61111a nocsehena rprrlbefby. I10311BaO ee na 6eceAY xojy je na I1CTY TeMY 113rOBOpl10 AHTI10X, MOHax 113 Ianaruje.

"Khepa Moja, Ileuo EO)Kl1ja", peKao je Hexrapnje, "BI1AI1M na ce aaura cpl\a TI1XO MOlle Ilpecseroj DoropOAI1l\I1. Hatua CBeTa, Ilpasocnaana l\pKBa, YBeK nocraszsa Hieny I1KOHY 113HaA omapa, 'IMMe noxasyje Aa ce OHa Halla3H H3Mel)y netia H sesose, H3Mel)y Caenpxorren,a H Hierose sojyjyhe UpKBe. To 'IHHI1MO yrrpaBo crora lIlTO je OHa aaiua HajMonHHja 3acTyrrHI1l\a, nama Majxa na He6ecMMa xoja 'Iyje naure MOllHTBe H nosnaje nauie nenahe M oxexaaarsa. Ca onsaaorotuhy xojy Majxa HMa npen CMHOM, OHa aa csaxora OA Hac nocpenyje npeA lbl1M. Hehy ce smne sanpxcaaara ua oojaunsersy Hiene neoecxe yllore, jep sepyjes, na je OHa A06po n03HaTa CBaKOM I1CTMHCKOM npaBOClIaBHOM xpmnhaHI1Hy. )Kelleo 6HX, Mel)YTI1M, na ce ycpeAcpeAHM na jeAHy BeOMa Ba)KHY BPllHHY xojy je H OHa nocenonana OBAe, na 3eMIbH. Ta BpllHHa je Tprrlbefbe. OHa je narana 360r CYMfbHI1 aenonepersa, narnna je ycnen cnpoaanrrna, )KanOCTH, cTpaAafba 11 ycaxrsenocra, allH je YBeK 6HlIa rpnen.asa. Ibenoj rprrelbHBocTH AI1Bl1l1l1 ey ce 'IaK H anrena M OHa je 3601' fbe 61111a 11 aarpabena, BHAl1re, xhepn Moje, aKO ce noxajere a He noxaxere TprreIbI1BOCT, onna ere caeBHM Mano y'II1HHlIe. De3 rpnersnsocra He MO)KeMO 3aA0611TH octane Bplll1He. Hax je 11 naur Iocnon Hcyc Xpncroc, 113BOP paAOCTI1 aa csaxor xpmuhaanna, pexao: OHaj KO upeUipuu go Kpaja 6une citacen ... "

KaA je 3aBpllll10 csojy nporroBeA, 113rneAallO je Aa cy ce napoxnjana YTellll1- nl1l1 na ocehajy 3aXBalIHOCT jep 11M je reurxo AYllleBHO 6peMe CKI1Hyro ca cpl\a. HaKOH crnycra, CBI1 cy ee oKyrrl1l1l1 OKO Hexrapnja, npeionnsyh« ra Aa ocrane ea fbl1Ma. Ycneo je Aa ce Y fallaKCHAl1jy 3aAp)K11 rpn nana. 3a cse ro speae, TpyAl10 ee Aa yrellll1 nrro je Moryne amue OBI1X yuecpehennx )KeHa, nosesun, OA OHI1X koje cy najsauie rrocTpaAane.

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Mnorn OA HeKTapl1jeBMx Y'IeHMKa pYKorrOllO)KeHI1 ey sa cseurrenaxe.

Hexe OA lbl1X je M lIH'IHO pyxononoaoro. To je aa isera npencraarsano BenMKY panocr, 6YAynl1 Aa Je snao na 11M aa raj Ha'IMH ornapa 61Il1CTaBl1 nyr KOjl1 BOJII AO eaMMX spara Ilapcrsa Heoecxor. I1paBoenaBHI1 cseurreaax, CKPOMHI1 ~aco¢op, I1Ma sehy Mon Hero Apxanreo jep My je nonyurreao na, npaaocehn oecKpBHY )KPTBy, I1crrpY)KJ1 csojy pyKy npexa CaMoM Dory. Caeurrennx eBOIO~ rrpOrraAIbJ1BOM, 3eMHOM PYKOM rrpeTBapa XJIe6 11 BI1HO Y 60)KaHCKO Tello II OO)KaHcKY KpB. llaK J1 Ka):1a yMpe, He npecraje Aa spiua BellJ1KO TajJ1HcrBO J1 ~PUAPy)Kyje ee J13a6paHJ1M AYlllaMa CBI1X paca rrpeA )KprBOBaHJ1M Ianseroa, UIHOM Bora )KJ1BOra. I1paBoclIaBHI1 CBelllTeHI1K je rrpl1'IaCHJ1K Y3Bl1l1leHe, 60- A\aHCKe )KprBe. To je caojeaozsna )KpTBa 'IOBeKa KOjJ1 npacryna 60)KaHcKoj if\pTBI1.

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Ilpouma cy ABa Mece'-la M Hexrapnjy ce HMje yxasana HMjeAHa npannxa na 6YAe orrepl1CaH. Y Mel)YBpeMeHY, ATI1Hy cy rrOTpeCaJII1 6pojHI1 norahajn xao lllTO je BeHI13ellOCOB 11360pHI1 nopas, rrpOMeHe y BlIaAM 11 nosparax Kpalha KOHCTaHTI1Ha. L\pKBeHI1 KpyroBI1 cy 6MlII1 rrpeoKyrrl1paHM rrpl1qaMa 0 nany MI1TpOrrOJII1Ta Meneraja M rrOHOBHOM rroBpaTKY MI1TpOrrOlll1Ta TeoKlIMTa aa TpOH. YcpeA CBI1X OBI1X Y36YAJhl1BMX norahaja, CMl1peHM M 611eAI1 jepovonax ca EfI1He BI1AeO je KaKO ce rrpeA lhMM orsapajy neriecxa Bpan, a MHOlIlTBO aarena xexa na ra rr03ApaBI1. Hexrapaje je aanpenaiuheno sacrao rrpeA OBI1M rrpl130pOM, rra)!(lhl1BO ocnylIlKyjyhl1 rrpe Hero lIlTO je rrpeAao AYlIlY. 'Iyo je KaKO ra ClIaTKM, rr03HaTl1 mac rr0311Ba y HeKY qYAeCHY 3eMlhy.

"Yl)M, nere, yl)11 y paAOCT Iocnonapa csojera, OBAe re l11I1qeKyjy ca KPYHOM cnase."

"na 1I11 ce MeHI1 oopahaiu, Iocnone", noxyurasane cy Hexrapnjese YCHe na nporosope rrOClIeA1h11 rryT. Ca CBOjl1M rrOClIeAlhl1M AaXOM OCeTl10 je KaKO rrpeBa311JIa311 rpaHI1'-1e 11 KOHaqHO npenaje CBOjy caery, Tprrelhl1By AYlIlY y pYKe lhy6lheHor Iocnona, BpXOBHor Iocnonapa CBI1X aeoeca, Kojera je npocnasn.ao cenaxnecer qeTl1pl1 rOAI1He.

ITo60)!(Ha cecrpa Jeqll1Ml1ja Halla31111a ce y TO speae y 601lHI1'-111 11 61111a je y)!(aCHO norpeceua: "Ilpeocnehenn, Ilpeocsehenn", OQajHI1QKI1 ra je A03I1BaJIa. Tana je CXBaTI1JIa na cy ce OCTBapl1l1a CBa lheHa CTpaXOBalha 11 ycnnaxnpeao je nossana KOCTaca Caxonynoca: 'T-AI1He Caxonynoc, rne je r-AI1H Caxonynoci MOJII1M aac, nexa MI1 HeKO Aa renedioa, reneoon ... "

ITpl11I1lla joj je cecrpa xoja je npekpnaana npeamryne y 601lHI1'-1I1. Moaaxnn,a je noxyurasana na joj HelIlTO xaace, anl1 Hl1je ycrreBana jep je 6l1na

sanpenamhena jeAHoM He06l1QHOM nojasoa: Oil. MpTBor rena 1I1l1pl10 ce cnanax MllOMl1pl1C.

Henocpenno HaKOH rora, MOHaXl1lha 11 cecTpa cy 0AlIYQI1JIe na My npecsyxy onehy, jep je rpetiano Aa ra BpaTe na Eruny. CKI1HYlle cy lherOBY cTapy BYHeHY rrOTKOlIlYlhY 11 oaunne je Ha KpeBeT rne je nexcao QOBeK KOjl1 je seh rOAI1HaMa 6110 napanasoaaa. VI rrpe Hero lIlTO cy ycrrelle Aa ra yanjy y rrOKpOB, onaj QOBeK je HeOQeKI1BaHO caM YCTao ca xpesera 11, l1aKO noxano HeCl1rypHO, noseo Aa noxpehe csoje AOHeAaBHO napanaaosane aore. 'Ioaex ce rrpexpcrno 11 Y3BI1KHYO:

"Ia CTOjI1M, a xory M na XOAaM ... CJIaBa Eory, YI1CTI1HY caM I1C'-IelheH! KaKBY TO qYAOTBOPHY CI1JIY nocenyje OBa CTapa norxouryn.a?"

HI1KO Hl1je Morao .l1a pa3YMe iura ce noromoto. Monaxmsa 11 cecrpa 0.l1 113HeHal)elha HI1CY Mome .l1a rrporoBope HI1 peQ. 0.l1Y3eTI1 qOBeK je 6110 qY.l1eCHO I1C'-IelheH, a 0.l1 Hexrapnjeaor rena ce paCrrpOCTl1paO cnanax MI10MI1PI1C. 36YlheHa MOHaXl1lha je yaena norxouiyzsy 11 cnaxosana je y sasezosa] .l10K cy )0) ce pYKe TpeclIe.

Je.l1aH 0.l1 CBelIlTeHI1Ka xoje je Hexrapnje He.l1aBHO pYKorrOllO)!(l1o YI1CTI1HY je nocrao "MI10MI1PI1CHI1 .l1YXOBHI1 '-IBeT". OH je anao KaKO na csoje 113BaHpe.l1He apryaenre cyrrporcraan 06pa30BaHoM HayqHI1Ky npncrarno« 113 Espone KOjl1 ce qYAl10 ql1lheHI1'-111 na HeKO MO)!(e Aa OCeTl1l1JII1 BI1.l111 nocrojaa,e Boxoije, na O.l1JIyql1 Aa Y3Me KpCT 11 .l1a ce OApeKHe OB03eMalhCKl1X nacnana. HOBI1 CBelIlTeHI1K je ca HeKOJII1KO peQI1 yxasao na "eKpI1BeHO" Tajl1HCTBO 113rOBOpl1BlIll1 CTI1XOBe 113 ITpBe caoopne rrOClIaHI1'-1e JOBaHa Borocnosa: CBaKU KOjU ipeiuu Huje fa Bugeo HUUlU fa je i103Hao (l. JH. 3; 6). Taxohe ra je nocaserosac Aa ce onpexne CTpaeTI1 xoje cy ra Myql1l1e 11 Aa ce CMl1pl1 npen ApYfl1Ma, oMoryhl1BlIll1 TI1Me CBOjOj AYlIll1 Aa ce BpaTI1 nenusoj 6e3a311eHOCTI1. Tana he CXBaTI1TI1 Aa je 3aKOpaQl10 y npensopje Y KojeM he AO)!(I1BeTI1 AparO'-leHI1 omrr 11 oxynara ee Y npecsernoj 11 HeYHl1lllTI1Boj HaAI1·

JIeKap 11 601lHI1QKO ocoon,e 6111111 cy sanpenaurheaa OTKPVlBlIll1 Aa je ytiorx '-IPHOPI13a'-l ca EfI1He nexana 6110 AeKaH Pl13apl10Ha rra sax 11 HelIlTO BI11I1e Oil. rora, OAHOCHO, Aa je OH nexana 6110 MI1TpOrrOJII1T neararrozscxn. OH YI1CTI1HY HI1 HajMalhe Hl1je JII1Ql10 na nexora KO je 3aY3l1MaO TaKO pBI11I1eH

nonozcajl .

Moxaxnaa Je<jJI1Ml1ja je Ty noh rrpoBena onnaxyjyhn noxojnnxa. CYTpaAaH yjyrpo CTl1raO je Hexrapajes npnjarezs, apXI1MaHApl1T 11 npononennak Ilanrenejaon <DOCTI1HI1C. Herrocpenno sa lhl1M crnrao je 11 nporonpeanarep Anrenoc HMCI10TI1C, KOjl1 je aexana 6110 rseroa YQeHI1K y PI13apI10HY. nOlllao je 11 Kocrac Caxonynoc KOjl1 je AOCJIOBHO 6110 ClIOMlheH. OBI1 JhYAI1 cy rropyql1l1l1 KOBQer 11 norpeoaa xona, a 3aTl1M cy ce 3arryTI11111 y Ilnpej.

Tpajexr "ITTepoTI1" je nonasno sa EfI1Hy TaQHO y ABa Qaca nononne. ITOlIlTO cy ce rr06pl1HYlll1 OKO norperianx AOKYMeHaTa, norpeona xona cy ce nojaanna ripen ca60pHOM '-IPKBOM Ilpecsere Tpojnue y IT npejy. IToAHe TeK lIlTO oetue npoumo 11 '-IpKBa je 61111a aarsopeaa. CBI1, Kojl1 cy oane I1Manl1 aexa 3aAy)!(elha yKlh YQyjyhl1 Ty 11 upxaersaxa, KOpl1CTl1nl1 cy rroAHeBHY rray3y. JbYAI1 cy no-rena na ce oxynn.ajy OKO KOBQera jep ce 6p30 nponena BeCT Aa je CTapa'-l113 PasapnOHa YCHYO y Iocnony

KOBQer je 6110 nocraan.en nenanexo Oil. upxseaor CTerreHI11I1Ta, rne je Tpe- 6ano HaQI1HI1TI1 y0611QajeHY <jJoTorpa<jJl1jy. Hajsan, Ilnpej je 6110 rpaA KOjl1 je

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Hexrapnje MHoro soneo M y KojeM je lJeCTO rrporroBeAao. Kana cy OTBOPMlIM KOBser CBM cy 6MlIM aanpenaiuhenn 3601' oaora WTO cy ymeAallM. Ca Hexrapajesor cnoxojnor lIM,-\a MCTM,-\allO je HeWTO WTO je lIMlJMlIO aa MI10MMpMCHe xanzsnue snoja ... ,[I06pM Iocnonel

KOCTac Caxonynoc je OTplJaO AO 0611M)!(lher KMOCKa na KyrrM BaTY KojOM je 6pM)!(lbMBO YKlIOHMO MMOMMPMCHM 3HOj ca lherOBor nnua. JbYAM cy MCTor TpeHYTKa no-rena na ce oTI1Majy aa KOMaAMlJe re sare M Aa MX rr060)!(HO rrpl1- aoce CBOM lJelly.

,[10K cy KOBlJer spahann na norperina xona, OHM WTO cy ra HOCMlIM rrpl1- MeTl1l1M cy HeWTO Hey06MlJajeHO: "OH HeMa HI1KaKBY Te)!(I1Hy", Y3BMKl1Balll1 cy OHI1, "naran je xao nepol"

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~Ia uennsao MOWTM lhMXOBor 611ara, lhMXOBor nsaopaaor nerera, MI1TpOrrOlll1Ta neirranonckor Hexrapnja. lJ:MTaBI1M rryrex AO Kcanroca Hexrapaja je rrpaTMlIa lhl1XOBa rsytiaa cjenan.eaa ca Ay60KMM, AyrMM 11 I1CKpeHMM Y3AI1CajMMa. J1 caM rpaA M ooana Emae 6MlIM cy 3aBMjeHM y ,-\PHO. U;pKBeHa 3BOHa cy 3BOHMlIa crropo, xao WTO 3BOHe aa BellMKM rrerax. Ca CBI1X CTpaHa je AOIll1paO Ml1pMC ravjana, AOK cy lJMTaBMM rrYTeM CTapl1,-\e, rrpe<pMlheHe AaMe 11 MlIaAe nesojxe oauane CBe)!(e usehe, Ipyrra MlIaAI1X YlJeHMKa PI13apMOHa, 0AeBeHI1X y MaHTMje, CBeqaHO je KOpalJalla sa KOBlJerOM.

CBI1 Kojl1 cy HOCl1l1M KOBlJer MOml1 cy na Ka)!(y caxro jeAHO: "OH yonurre HeMa Te)!(I1HY, naran je xao nepo!" J1 y caMOM MaHaCTl1py seh ce oeure oxynano HecameAI1BO MHOiliTBO Ib YAI1. IToTI1,-\allM cy M3 pa311MlJl1Tl1X ApYiliTBeHI1X cpeAI1- na M 113 pa311l1lJl1Tl1X xnaca, rrpl1rraAalll1 cy pa311l1lJl1TOM y3pacTy M AOlla3MlIl1 cy M3 pa311l1lJMTl1X rpanona 11 aacen.a. CBI1 cy, MeI)YTI1M, AOIlllll1 ca jeAHoM HaMepOM, OAHOCHO, ca )!(eIbOM na ce lJMTaBe noha MOlle M Aa onnaxyjy Hexrapnja,

YcpeA Tor orpOMHor MHOiliTBa Halla31111e cy ce OAaHe MaHaCTl1pCKe MOHaXI1- n.e. Ol1l1e cy HeYTeWHe 360r ry6l1TKa csor AYXOBHor PYKOBOAMTelba 11 nnaxane cy xao neua. Ilocerino cy 6111111 Al1plbl1BI1 nocrynun cnene I1ryMaHl1je Kcennje. Crajana je McrrpeA xomera amr HMje Moma Aa BMAM MMOMMpl1CHe xanrsaue xoje cy, CllMlJHO MMpy, MCTI1,-\alle M3 Hexrapnjeaor xezra, HMTI1 je Moma Aa BMAM na je lherOBO 1I11,-\e cnoxojno M onaro, 360r sera je MHoro smue nsrnenano na je YCHYO Hero na ce ynoxojno. OHa je, MetJYTI1M, Moma na OCeTI1 611ar 11 ClIaAaK Ml1pl1C tseroaor "snoja", TpM nyra ce npexpcrnna M peKlIa:

Haw oUlau, nu]« MpUla6. HaupoUlu6, OH je JlCU6 U MOJICe ga l·laC 6ugU. OH ce uohac MOllU 3a Hac. Haw nanaciuup he naupeqoeaiuu U Iocuoq Hac uehe uauyciauiuu. OH je iuo Y6eK f060PUO gOK je 6uo JlCU6 U gOK je 6uo y3 Hac. Ilpopoxoeao je cneqehu» pe'tUMa: "Khepu Moje, ua 060 uycUlo ueciuo tu: 3a HeKOllUKO ioquna upucUlunu ayUloM06ullU qoeosehu MHowUl60 lbygU ca UPUll03UMa U 6ellUKUM 3a6eUlHUM ceehaua. n MopaM upusuaiuu ga CMO MU, Y C60jOj HaU6HOcUlu, «eciuo CYMHJalle U tiueane usuenaheue gOK CMO ce y ciueapu uuiuane ga llU je IlpeoceeheHU usiytiuo 3gpa6 pa3YM. Haj3ag, 3aUlpaJICuny og 6ac, uoje 6pane U ceciuapa, ga He unaueiue jep cy Eiuna U fp'tKa g06ulle upaeeqnoi ceeiuuiuen.a U nexoia KO he ce 3a Hac MOllUUlu upeg pacueiuu» Cuacuiuen.eu.

Kcennjane pelJM 61111e cy 60rOHaAaXHYTe, l1aKO je y Ay6MHM AYille M OHa nnaxana xao M CBM OCTallM. Ibene rrpMKlIaAHe pelJM nonorne cy, Mel)yTMM, na ce ,DYAI1 yMl1pe M Aa onarnajy otiecnokojaaajyhy noxncao na CMpT.

Iloxnon.en,e HeKTapl1jeBMM MOIllTI1Ma norpajano je TpM nana M Tpl1 noh«. 113 TI1X MOWTl1jy HerrpeCTaHO cy I1CTI1,-\alle MMpl1CHe xamsnue "snoja" xoje cy

Tpajexr "ITTepOTI1" npacrnrao je ua Ernny HeWTO rrpe lJeTMpl1 xaca rronomse. Ha rrpeAlheM japoony MMao je 3aCTaBY crrYiliTeHY na nona xonrsa. CBeTe MOWTM lJOBeKa Boxorjer nyrosane cy MOAPI1M BOAaMa CapOHCKor aannaa, xoje je Hexrapnje sa )!(MBOTa TOlll1KO aoneo. OMO je jepononax KOjl1 je YBeK nacrojao Aa npecrony Iocnomseu ClIY)!(11 nooryumourhy, noxopnoiuhy, paariopnrourhy, BepOM 11 lby6aBlby.

Y rrpl1CTaHI1WTY ce seh 6eIlle oxynnno HerrpemeAHO MHOiliTBO IbYAI1. Hexe )!(eHe cy TI1XO nnaxane a nexe sanoaarane, AOK je aehnna MyiliKapa,-\a jeuana "Ose, 3aIllTI1THI1lJe yoornx, WTa he cana 6l1Tl1 ca HaMa kana CI1 Hac OCTaBMO Cl1pOTe 11 caxe?'

ct>opMl1palla ce rpyrra OA rOTOBO ABe CTOTI1He IbYAM KOjl1 cy ce npenapana OKO rora KO he HOCI1TI1 KOBlJer. CBM TI1 IbYAI1 6MlIM cy HeKTapl1jeBI1 npnjarean. YmaBHoM cy 6111111 pM6apl1l1 1I0B,-\11 cynhepa M lJeCTO cy nyroaamr aa InopanTap 11 y TYHI1C. OAaTlIe cy My AOHOCl1l1l1 cyahepe ca ypeaaana KPCTOBI1Ma xoje je Hexrapnje KOPl1CTl10 aa CBeTO npnseurhe. 011110 je ry M paAHI1Ka IllTO cy paAl1l1l1 y MaHaCTl1py, 3l1Aapa M BI1HorpaAapa, xao 11 rpronaua 11 rrpeKyrra,-\a, CBM cy ra OHI1 A06po nosaaaann.

,[Ia 611 npexanyn« Aalb y pacrrpaBy, rpanonaseana« 11 nonnuajua cy none- 1I111111 OBY rOMl1l1Y y xernpa rpyrre, OA KOjMX he CBaKa HOCI1TI1 KOBlJer aa jennoj erann nyra AO MaHaCTl1pa. Y3eBWl1 y 063l1p rryr KOjl1 je BOAl10 AO TaMO, rrpemocraan.ann cy Aa he ce nOBopKa KpeTaTI1 ornpanxse ABa 11 no saca.

Kana je HanOKOH CBe 6MlIO norosopeao, rrOBopKa je kpeayna. 0110 je TO Al1plbl1B 11 MCTOBpeMeHO CBelJaH npM30p. Ernna jour HI1KaAa He oenre BI1Aella Aa lheHI1 MeiliraHI1 ncxasyjy TaKO CHa)!(Ha ocehan,a, CBaKI1 OA OBI1X Ib YAI1 je Y MMClIl1-

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noncehane na CBerO Ml1pO. JeAHa OA cecrapa 611JIa je BeOMa saopanyra: "TpetiaJIO 611 na rro)l(ypl1MO ca caxpanoa", caserosana je Kceunja, "jep je ro, na xpajy xpajesa, caao reJIO 11 nosehe na saynapa."

Te ncre HOnl1, OBa MOHaXl1lha je y CHY BI1AeJIa Hexrapaja KaKO crojn rropeA lhe.El1o je OAeBeH y emtcxoncxe oAe)l(Ae. "Ilpeocsehena", Y3BI1KHYJIa je 11 nana aa KOJIeHa Aa 611l.(eJII1BaJIa lherOBY pyKy.

"A cana, nere Moje, pel.(11 MI1l-\a JII1 Moje reJIO saynapa", yrrl1rao jy je Herol-\yjynl1.

"Hanporns, Ilpeocseheun, OHO l-\I1BHO Ml1pI1We", nocrnheno je rrpowarr-

rana MOHaXl1lha.

"Ha urra re raj Ml1pl1C noncehai" "Ha raMjaH 11 anojy."

"OHAa ce HeMoj nnaurara na he Moje MOWrl1 noxeru na saynapajy." Monaxnaa ce rrp06Yl-\I1JIa 06Y3era crpaXOM. Orpsana je AO xossera 11 rpl1

rryra l.(eJII1BaJIa Hexrapnjesy pyKy. J.1 osora rryra je rrpl1Merl1JIa l-\a ca n.eroaor JII1l.(a xartn.e MI10MI1pl1CHI1 "3HOj".

HaKOH rpn naaa 06aBlbeH je 11 rrorpe6. Hexrapaje je caxpalheH rropeA kaneJIe, y 6JII1311HI1 oopa KOjl1 je rOJII1KO BOJIeO 11 Hd KOjl1 je 6110 BeOMa nonocaa, EI1JIO je ro nero OHO l-\pBO xoje je jenna Ol-\ rrpBI1X MOHaJG1lha noxyurasana l-\a npecana KaAa je 3aqYJIa mac: "OCraBI1 MaJIO Mecra aa rpool" Cana je 611JIO CaCBI1M jacno l-\a je Iocnon onaopao ro Mecro Aa 6M aa lheMY rrOqMBaJIO Hseroso M3a6paHO 'leAo. Ilpe Hero urro je xosser 6110 sarpnan, MOHaJG1lhe 11 yqeHI1l.(11 PI13apl10Ha AOHeJII1 cy uaerose ca JII1MYHoBa xoje je OH JIl1qHO sacanno rro ql1raBOM rOM Kpajy 11 6al.(I1JII1 I1X Y xoaser.

L(pKBa je ovexusaa,e, yroql1wre 11 yrexa CBI1X sepyjyhnx y Xpacra.BoscaaCrBeHI1 3JIaroycr Ka)l(e: "L(pKBa xojy je Bor ycraHoBI10 aa 3eMlbl111CrO je urro 11 JIYKa y OKeaHY. YKJIalhajynl1 ce 0l-\ )l(I1BOrHe cyjere, y n.oj HaJIa311MO yrOQI111Ire 11 reWI1MO ce Ml1pOM." "He YAalbyj ce OA L(pKBe, jep OA lhe He nocrojn HI1Wra CI1JIHl1je. OHa je xnpurha OA crene, BI1Wa on neoa 11 npocrpamrja OA 3eMlbe. OHa HI1Kal-\a He crapl1 Hero, HarrpOrl1B, 6eCKOHaQHO usera. 360r Qera je y fIl1CMY Hd- 3BaHa rrJIaHI1HOM? 360r csoje HerrOKOJIe6I1BOCrl1. 360r sera je Ha3BaHa creHOM? 360r lheHe nenponann.aaocra. Kp03 lhy cy 60)l(aHCrBeHI1M ranyhea KaKBO je, na rrpl1Mep, cnyuraise Cseror rrl1CMa, rrpl1rrl1rOMlbeHe CBe l-\I1Blbe asepn, OHa rrpOHI1Qe CJIyx csaxora QOBeKa, rrpOAl1pe Y AYwy 11 ycnasn.yje crpacrl1 xoje cy ce raao pacnnaxcane."

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L(pKBa je Yl1crl1HY 06HOBI1JIa, npecasnana QOBeKa, 11 yql1HI1JIa ra 06pa30M EO)l(l1jI1M. Csera npecro L(pKBe - ro je I1Crl1HCKa rprre3a xoja lbYAe XpaHI13a )1(11- aor BeQHI1. Ca re rprre3e aepyjyhnaa ce pasnaje Xne6 He6eCKI1, TeJIo He6eCKO, 11 OHI1 KOjl1 ra oKyce HI1Kal-\a uehe yMperl1. Caern rrpecro, ycraaoan.eu y cpennurry L(pKBe XpI1CrOBe, jecre Tpneaa Heoecxa. OH l-\0611ja 3eMHe craapn 11 Y3HOCl1 I1X aa He60, OH l-\0611ja aeoecxe CrBapl111 pacnonersyje I1X aa 3eMlbl1. Csern rrpecro L(pKBe AOl-\l1pyje 3eMlbY 11, I1crOBpeMeHO, BI1Wlhl1 TpOH. Taj rrpecro je crpauran 11 sa caxe anrene, KOjl1 nere non CB0l-\0M He6eCKI1M. (Ally3uja na lluiUypfujy y BpeMe Y3HOWe1ba gapoBa u eosinaca: "Teoie og Teoiux Te6u upuuocehu, og C6UX u 3a CBe ... L(pK6a UpUHOCU Boiy 3eMalbCKO tmaio, iU). xlle6 U 6UHO, a 3aY36paiU g06uja Teno U Kp6 XpuCiU06y ... ')

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Ciuapai; JIajcuje u ciuapaii Ilopipupu]e IIOYKE EO)l{AHCTBEHE JbYEABM

4. "KaA 6l1CMO BI1Aenl1 aauier anrena 11 KOnl1KO HaM je OH 6n113Y, HI1KaA ce He 6l1CMO ocehann ycazoseao. MI1 I1MaMO join npnjarersa: JOBaHa Ilperexy, xepYBI1Me, ceparpnae 11 caMY ITpecBeTY EorOpOAI1l\Y."

"Honex Aaje reno CBOM CI1Hy. Bor My naje Ayllly. Kana nere OApaCTe, POI1I1- Telhl1 CKl1l1ajy ca ce6e OArOBopHOCT. Eor CBaKOM qOBeKY naje amelIa-qYBapa. OH ql1TaBOr )KI1BOTa noxiasce qOBeKy. 3601' sera ce nnauuoao na ce6e nOBepl1MO Bory"

MOHaXl1Iba: "Ctuapne, ga nu ce Haw anieo-nyeap ygalbyje og Hac Kaga fpeWUMO?"

Crapau: "Bnarocnosena ,T1YlllO, Kal1 611 Hac anreo TaKO naxo HanYlllTao, CBeT 611 aeh O,T1aBHO nponaol OH He 0,T1lIa311, ocraje, C TI1M lllTO narn n npa3Hl1X pyxy 1131Ia311 npel1 Bora."

o AHfEJIy-qYBAPY

"YBeK heao ce n0,T1B113aBaTl1 ca )KelhOM 11 penaourhy ,T1a He 611CMO pa)Ka- 1I0CTl1nl1 11 oropql1nl1 aaurer aHrena-qYBapa, jep OH ,T1aHOHOhHO BOI1I1 cypOBy 60p6y ,T1a HalllY ,T1yllly npe,T1a ql1CTY y pYKe EO)Kl1je. He 1103BOnl1MO l1a npa3Hl1X pyKy CTaHe npen Bora. He npenynrrajre csoje cpl\e I1cnpa3Hl1M 11 npvIBpeMeHI1M CTBapl1Ma OBara CBeTa 11 He ryritrre Y3anYl1HO csoje BpeMe na 1h11X, jep heao y onaj )J,aH AaTI1 OArOBOp. Bor HaM je nao BpeMe Aa 611CMO ra ynorperinnn na ,T10nl1qaH HaQI1H. Ilpenajsio sacueno csoje cpue Eory a He csery. Bor 0,T1 Hac He Tpa)Kl1 anurra OCl1M Ql1CTOr cpl\a. Onaj KO je csoje cpl\e npeAao cnery, raj je aenpnjaren, EO)Kl1jl1!"

"3HaM,T1a Hac naur aHfeO-l{YBap 3acTyna 11 PYKOBO,T1I1. KaA ce aa nexora MOnl1MO, naur aureo MO)Ke Aa noaorne 6P3l1HOM Mylhe. OH MO)Ke ,T1a cnpeQl1l1lIl1 na CaQYBa onora aa xora ce MOllI1MO."

1. "He 611 rpetiano l1a ce YAalhyjeMo 0,11 Dora, jep HeheMo npoha 6e3 MyKe.

IToMl1ClIl1Te Aa ce ameO-QyBap -nrraaor )Kl1BOTa Tpy,T1l1 na y l{OBeKOB yM nonozoi n03l1TI1BHe nOMl1ClIl1, 11 ,T1a TpI1l1, na CTpa,T1a 11 na ce )KanOCTl1 KaA l{OBeK rpeura, Aa 611 na xpajy caM anreo crao npen Bora npa3HI1X pyKY. BI1 caxo pa3MI1Cnl1Te o TOMe! To je BeOMa ropKo. Beh 113 caxior Tor pa31I0ra Hl1KO He 611 rpeoano ,T1a ce y,T1alhyje 0,11 Bora. OAHOCHO, He 611 rpeoano Aa npecryna 3anOBeCTl1 EO)Kl1je. IToKa)Kl1MO MallO YCp,T1HOCTI1."

2. "MHOfl1 cy BI1Aenl1 csor aHrena-l{YBapa. l-lI1M ra HeKO Bl1AI1, OH He )Kelll1 smue Hl1lllTa npyro. KaA ce Malia neua csrejy, OHa Bl1Ae csor anrena-xyaapa. Tpetiano 611 Aa Yl{l1Te Many neuy na ce Mone, jep Bor IhI1X cnyuia."

3. "Bor ce 6pl1He 0 CBI1M lhYAl1Ma 11 csaxora lllTI1TI1. Cehav ce jenner XPl1- urhanana KOjl1 je l1MaO MHoro neue. JeAHOM npl1l1l1KOM nourao je ca cynpyroa 11 ABoje-Tpoje AeIW ua cseaohao 6Aelhe. Taao, rne cy noumn, ynnrann cy l1X:

TAe cy BaM MlIal)a neua" Orau je onrosopao: 'OCTaBl1l1l1 CMO l1X KOA xyhe, Bor je aauroj Ael\l1 OApeA110 anrena, a Ml1 CMO nourmr na caenohno 6Aelhe a He na saoaay.' BI1AI1Te nl1 KaKO cy OHl1 pacyl)l1Banl1? Ilpesra TOMe, MI1 lhYAl1 AY)KHI1 CMO Aa YQl1HI1MO CBe WTO MO)KeMO a Bor he 3aTl1M CBe ypeAI1TI1."

"Ieuixo caM ce pasrioneo", npl1l{ao je CTapal\ Ilajcnje. "Bnna je ,T1y60Ka 311Ma, 11 nano je TOnl1KO cnera ,T1a Hl1jeAHo APSO, norpY)KeHO Y 6elIl1HY, Hl1je nl1Ql1lIO na ApBO. CTa311l\e cy ce nOTIlYHO 113ry6111Ie y cnery, rrrnue cy 3aMyKHyne 11 caxpnne ce, a 06nal\1111 Marna npexpnna cy Aroc, ITpeKI1HyTl1 cy CBl1 KOHTaKTl1 C MaHaCTl1pOM CTaBpOHI1Kl1Ta l1 Ml1Cnl10 caM na nehy npO)Kl1BeTl1 Hl1 HeKOnl1KO nana, jep Me 60- lIeCT nOTfIYHo npl1KOBana aa nocrezsy Ol{eKI1BaO caM Iocnona na Y3Me MojYAYWY 11 Aa je no Csojoj Ml1nOCTl1 nosene ca C060M. Hncaa Morao Hl1 xaj Aa cKYBaM, Hl1 neh na HanO)Kl1M. Hl1caM I1Mao Hl1 BOAe aa rnrhe. Moj )Kl1BOT 6110 je npenylllTeH Ml1lIOCTI1 Eoxorjoj: 'Iocnone, y Tsojy Ml1110CT ce Y3AaM, He ocraszsaj Me!' HaKoH OBe KpaTKe MOnl1TBe xojy caM npOlllaIlTaO C Benl1Kl1M HanopOM, Bl1AeO caM na ce y Mojoj Kenl1jl1 nojaaa.yjy anrenn l1 cseraren.a xoje Ml1 je nocnao Bor 'Hexa npena MHOM IIAe onaronar Tsoja, Iocnone!' Bnaronapno caM l1 npoClIaBlhao csor Cnacnren.a. 3annaKao caM. JeAaH 0,11 anrena paCrralhl1BaO je neh, APYfl1 je npl1npeMaO ronny xpauy, AOHelll1 cy Ml1l1 M110Ml1Pl1CHl1 xneri, Hauiao caM ce y pajy. ill ra Apyro na no-

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lKeJU1M? CBeTI1 cy novena na Me xpene peljHMa YTexe. Y1 caM nomen na IhHX nasao MH je cnoxoj. YKpenHJIH cy Me H AaJIH MH HaAY. CeAeJIH cy HeAaJIeKO OA MeHe cae AOK Hl1eaM OCHalKl10 11 6110 y cTalhY na yCJIylKl1M caaora ce6e. 3aTl1M cy OTI1IllJII1, aJII1 cy ce nojaBlbl1BaJII1 TOKOM -nrraee nenen.e.

Kacmrje, KaA caM ce npannrao 11113aIllaO 113 xennje, npl1poAY xoja Me OKPYxcyje rnenao caM ApyrHM Oljl1Ma. Tana caM CXBaTl10 CMI1CaO CTBapalha senrraCTBa, CMI1CaO CTBapalha xoaexa 11 CBeTa. YHYTap MeHe 3a6JIHCTaJIa je HeTBapHa CBeTJIOCT 6narOAaTl1 Cserora nyxa. [a HHcaM 6110 rora nocrojaa, 11 y TOMe ce 113pa3HJIa oearpamrma lby6aB 11 A06pOTa Boxorja npeaa Iberosoj TBOpeBI1HI1. Y CBaKOM CJIYljajy, ocehao caM TaKBY 6JIarOAaT xoja Me je I1CnYlhaBaJIa 113HyTpa 11 AOCJIOBHO 06Y3l1MaJIa, na caM y jeAHoM TpeHyTKy peKao: 'nOCTa je, DOlKe MOj, jep aehy BI1Ille H3APlKaTH H eKCTIJIOAl1pahy! Y1JIH Me Y3Ml1 K Ce611 I1JIH YMalhH 6JIarOAaT xojy CH MI1 nao, AKO CY1 MI1 TaKBy 6JIarOAaT nao cana, Mory caao Aa 3aMHCJIHM urra he 6HTl1 y pajy! Hehy na YMpeM, MeHI1 je AOBOlbHa OBa 6JIarOAaT xojy cana I1MaM!' ETo, 6paho, KaKO je BeJII1Ka 11 narnpaponaa noxoh xojy HaM Aaje Tsopan KaA 60JIeCHl1K Tpnelbl1BO nOAHOCI1 60JIeCT H HeMa Apyror noaohHI1Ka na 3eMlbl1. BeJII1Ka je Tsoja MI1JIOCT, BOlKe nam!"

Orau CI1JIyaH je Ka3l1BaO joiu noneurro 0 CTap'-lY Ilajcnjy:

"IIpOIllJIe 1977. rOAI1He y ljl1TaBoj Ipsxoj BJIaAaJIa je BeJII1Ka cyura, a noceoao je nOCTpaAaJIa TeCaJIHja. Celba'-lH cy 6l1JIl1 norrryno O'lajHH, xmue Hl1je 6HJIO HI10TKYAa 11 necpeha je 6Mlla HeI136e)!(Ha. Ilourao caM KOA ona Ilajcnja na My I1cnOBeAI1M nOMI1CJIl111 Aa A06l1jeM AYIlleBHY KOpHCT. HHcaM HI1 nOMI1IlllbaO na Moryhy Hecpehy y CeOCKI1M kpajesnaa: neurro caM nasyc 0 TOMe, aJII1 HHcaM oopahao nalKlhy. Orau Ilajcnje je nsrnenao Y3HeMl1peHO, l1aKO je y ,!W6HHH6HO caBpilleHo cnoxojan. Cascarseaajyha necpehne 3eMJhOAeJI'-Ie, na xpajy name 6eceAe MH je peKao: 'Oxe CI1JIyaHe, YlJI1HI1 jenao MI1JIOCPAHO AeJIo. Cyrpa ynese 0ACJIYlKl1 6Aelhe 11 YMOJII1 Iocnona H II pecsery DorOpOAI1'-1Y na ca6epy 06JIaKe 11113JII1jy KI1Illy na Iecannjy, jep cy ycesn 113rOpeJII1 OA cynua I1lKere, a HapoA cTpaAa 11 nana y osajaa.e. MI1 CMO 06aBe3HI1 Aa I1X nOAplKl1MO CBOjl1M MOJII1TBaMa. [a hy raxobe 6AeTl1 C T060M, aJII1 CBaKI1 he 611TI1 y CBOjOj KeJIl1jl1.'

'DJIarOCJIOBI1, ose Ilajcnje', pexao caM 11 OTI1IllaO y MaHaCTl1p Kyrnynyur.

CYTpaAaH ce He60 HaA ATOCOM nOMpaljl1JIO 11 aa Hac ce 113JII1JIa KI1Illa. PaAOCT, MI1JIOCT Boxorja, 6JIarOCJIOB. IIOTpljaO caM npeaa KeJIHjl1 crapua Ilajcnja, a OH, TeK IllTO Me cnasno, xazce: 'DorOM 6JIarOCJIOBeHI1, peKao caM TI1 na ce MOJII1Ill Aa KI1Illa one caxo y Tecannjy, a He 11 na CBeTY ropy! CaA hy TI1 AaTI1 enI1TI1Ml1jy!'

To MI1 je peKao na 611 CaKpl10 CBOjy BpJII1Hy 11 nJIaMeHY MOJII1TBY xoja je I1MaJIa CI1JIY Aa Cserinaror Dora rrpl1KJIOHI1 na MI1JIOCT."

CUlullujaHoc IIailagoilYlloc

CTAPAQJAKOB

Y npso BpeMe maAI1 1941. rOAI1He yrrpKoc BeJII1Koj I1C'-IprrlbeHOCTI1 JaKoB je OTI1IllaO ua CJIaBY MaHaCTJ1pa cseror Hnxone, y [aJIaTaKI1, 6JII13Y jesepa na EBl1jl1. Otiyxao je ljl1CTO CYKHeHO OAeJIO, CTaBl10 MaJIO xpaHe y Top6y,y3eo upKBeHe Klhl1re xoje cy My 611JIe norpeone 11 neuixe CTl1raO na Be'leplhY CJIYlK6y. Y noxerxy je rrojao ca Apyrl1Ma. Kaxo ce ae-repn,e 6JII1lKl1JIO xpajy nojun cy OAJIa3I1JII1. Y '-IPKBI1 je OCTaJIO HeKOJII1KO CTapl1'-1a. Hajaan cy 11 OHe OTI1IllJIe.

Y1aKo ucupnn.ea, JaKOB je ycrrpaBaH HaCTaBI10 na rroje 11 'lI1Ta Ay60Kl1M MeJIOA11ljH11M maCOM '-IeJIe noha, HI1 MOHaXl1lhe HI1CY OCTaJIe Aa 6Al1jy·

JeAHa MllaAa I1cKyIlleHI1'-1a (canaunsa I1ryMaHl1ja) je rrpl1MeTI1JIa [n.eron nonanr] 11 peKJIa I1rYMaHl1jl1. IIOCTI1AeJIe cy ce IllTO na IhI1XOBoj CJIaBI1 6AI1je crpanau, AOK MOHaXl1lhe cnasajy. OA rana cy neke 0AJIYljI1JIe Aa re Hohl1 6AI1JY npeMa CBOjOj CHa311.

[JIaA, naxne, 11 npyre nenahe aayseha JaKOBa HI1CY rr06eAHJIe. Mehyrn», YMaJIO Aa 6YAe nooehea OA npe3l1pa. Y TO A06a cy CBI1 6111111 Cl1pO~aIIlHI1. JaKoB je 6110 HajCl1pOMaIllHl1jl1. Y1Mao je HeKO CYKHeHo OAeJIO, aJII1 HI1Je I1MaO uanene. IIojao je y ceocxoj UPKBH cneror 1)op~a. Onpacrao ljOBeK CTOJI1 60c aa Ilcanrnpoa 11 CBI1 BI1Ae n.erosy 6eAY. Ocehao ce BpJIO pylKHO. 06Y3l1MaO ra je CTI1A. Byxao je rraHTaJIOHe HaHl1lKe Aa 611 noxpao nore KaKO ce He 611 BI1AeJIO na je 60e. Y1naK, Hl1je Morao na I1X caxpnje. LII1HI1JIO My ce Aa he nyh« OA CTI1Aa. BpaTl10 ce Kyhl1 60JIeCTaH OA TecK06e. IIOMI1CII110 je Aa BI1Ille He I1Ae Aa noje. Mel)YTI1M, sa a.era je 611JIO HenOAHOIlllbl1BO Aa He rroje Dory CBOMe. Kana cy My 6paha 113aIllJIa 113 xyhe, OH je KJIeKHYO npen I1KOHY cseror Xapanasmaja (KOJY 6exy AOHeJII1 113 JII1BI1Cl1ja) 11 rrOMOlI110 ceo YCTao je 11 OAJIY'll10 na I1Ae na noje 6e3 '-111 rr ella. Y1 OTI1IllaO je jenae, na 11 Apyre uenen.e. Mel)YTI1M, HeKI1 6e3yMHI1 nourrsaua 11 npenponaaun rroxeure Aa rOB ope rnacno:

"3ap ce He CTI1AI1. 3ap He BI1AI1 CBOjy 6eAY: 60c, a xohe Aa noje."

JaKOB je BI1Ille nyra '1yo [IhI1XOB rOBOp]. BpaTHO ce Kyhl1 CMPTHO OlKaJIOuthen. Hnje HI1 jeo, HI1TI1 nno. Pa3Ml1IlllbaO je Aa npecrane Aa noje. Y1 CKOPO je 6l![o 0AIIYljI10. "MOlKAa", rOBOpl10 je y ceon, "lbYAI1 KOjl1 Me ocyhyjy I1MaJY rrpaBO ... Ilpxsa je xyha CBeTa, a He 611JIO xoja xyha ... " YBelje je nerao Aa cna-

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na rrocne nyre MonViTBe. lJ:VlM je sacnao yrnenao je cseror 1)opl)a KojVl My je pexao:

"Ia, nere, He )!(enViM na oneui. Xohy na rrojenr y MOjOj KyhVl xao WTO jecn." 11 OH je HaCTaBVIO ua rroje 6e3 nnnena jour rouVlHy nana.

BenViKO VlcrrVlTVlBalbe sanecnno ra je 1942. rOUVlHe. Iberona noripa VI MHorocTpaUanHa MaTVI Teonopa, KhVl J opra Kpeannaca, xora cy Typu« y6V1nVl HaUOMaK Hnrne, 6ewe jaxo Vl3MY'-leHa. 113ry6V1na je wecTopo neue. Hajsan cy je cnarune VI nenahe sayseha. OHa HVije Vl3uP)!(ana. YMpna je 1942. ronnne.Haxo TeK 6ewe npoinna '-IeTpUeceTY, OHa je nVl'-lVina aa crapnuy Ou ceUaMueceT VI snme ronnaa. Teuixo ce pasrionena. TI03Bana je neuy 7. jyua VI xasana VIM:

"Baw yjax KOCTa yMpo je 12. jyna. [a hy yMpem rpa uaHa paunje, Kaua ce

cynue nonue y BViCOKY rpcxe."

JaKoB je rnrrao:

"Kaxo saam MajKo?"

OHa My je ourOBopVlna: ",1:\olllao je anheo VI peKao MVI."

11 CBe ce uecVlno Ta'-lHO rro pe'-leHOMe. Ilpe Hero WTO je Vl3UaxHyna, noaaana je J aKOBa VI nanoxorna My:

")KeHcKo (rj, hepxy) OCTaBJbaM y Boxnje VI rnoje pyxe, Hexoj Ua oneui rrpe Hero WTO je 36pI1Hew."

,1:\ocTa BpeMeHa rrpe HO WTO ce pasoozrena, MajKa My je rrpopeKna HeWTO Ba)!(HO:

"TVI hem, JaKOBe Moj, 6V1TVI CBeWTeHVlK. TIpBa he aarpopy Vl3 rsoje pyxe Y3eTVI rsoja cecrpa."

TaKO je VI 6V1no. Ca BenVlKVlM 60noM je JaKoB onnaxao CBOjy MajKy. OHa My ce '-IaK jasana y CHy VI rpaaoina na He naase. Ilocne CMpTVI csoje MajKe OH ce ocerno 3aWTVlTHVlKOM Mnal)e ceCTpe, Auacracnje. OH jy je MHoro soneo, Y ceny ce aanpxcaaao smue Hero WTO je paxynao VI paUVIo je CBe UOK je HVije 36pVlHYO, rj. UO n.ene ynaje. Haxo je VlMao naxrepy Ua nocrane MOHax, OH ce 3aUp)!(ao KaKO 6V1 najnpe yuao cecTpy.

"Oxe Moj, ja caM apxanhen Mnxann. [a He )!(enViM na MVI ce xpaM carpaUl1 aa MeCTY rue cy rr06V1jeHVI KO'-lVlhVl. Hanporns, ja hy TI1 IIOKa3aTVI [npyro MeCTO]."

OH ce CaBI10 11 rrpeMeCTVlO xosnhe HeWTO narse. Yjyrpo je orau JaKoB OTVIwao 11 naurao rrpeMeWTeHe KO'-lVlhe. Ilapaxnac je rperiano Ua 6yue carpaheu Hd 6p3V1HY, OU 6naTa 11 TpCKe, 6yuyhl1 Ua anje 611no CpeUCTaBa. Cnenehe nohn cy ce ouy JaKOBY nojaaane uBe sojcxoaohe ca 3naTHVlM Ma'-leBI1Ma VI peKnl1 My:

"MVI CMO apxaHl)enVi MVixaVin VI Iaapnn. Pel(VI CBOMe crapuy na He )!(enl1- MO Ua ce nauia xyha rpann on onara VI TpCKe, aeh Ou necxa, xpexa 11 upBeTa, a KpOB Ou KepaMVlue."

MeI)YTVlM, re rpahe HVije 6V1no Bl1COKO y nnaHI1HVI. )KVlBeno ce CVlpOMaWHO. Haje 611no Hl1 noopor nyra ua 6V1 ce rpaha npesesna. Orau JaKOB VlX je IIl1TaO 0 TOMe VI u06l10 onrosop:

"He 6pVlHl1, o-re. Ml1 hexo ce n06pVlHYTI1. YBe'-le he naCTI1 KI1Wa VI sona he UOHeTVI nocra necxa. Ipahy he, nax, uapOBaTVI n060)!(HVI Xpl1WhaHVI."

11 CBe ce necnno xao WTO je 6V1no npeupe'-leHO, y3 '-IyuecHy novoh.

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,1:\VlpJbVlBa cy l1 n.erosa ncsycrna y xpaxry sa spexe DO)!(aHCTBeHe JIViTypruje. Heaspeuaso je VI npenaano OHO WTO je BVlUeo VI uO)!(VlBJbaBao. Bpurehn npennoxen.e (npOCKoMVluVljy), OH je '-IeCTO BVlueo UYXOBHO crarse ynoxojeanx xoje je noamsao. Kp03 nonyoraopeaa Mana onrapcxa BpaTa BVluenVi cy npeu npeunO)!(elbeM (rj. npOCKoMVluVljOM) KaKO CTOjl1 BI1COKO Y Ba3UYXY VI He UO- uVlpyje rno. Ilonexan 6V1 3a60paBVIO Ua noueue CBOjy MajKY. 11 OHa 6V1 My ce jaanna, )!(anehl1 ce:

"[axone MOj. CBVlMa CVI nao nOKnOHe. MeHVI, nax, nanac HVlCVI HVlWTa

3AIIOBECT APXAH1)EJIA

nao."

Ilpnsao je Ua My ce CnVl'-lHO UeCVlno 11 ca Maxapnjex Kl1napCKVlM. SaspwaBajyhl1 npennoxeue VI OKpeHYBWVI ce xa Cseroj Tpne3V1, OH ra je BVlueo KaKO My CTOjVl C UeCHe crpane, uP)!(ehl1 UnaHOBe jenan npexo upyror xao KaUa ce npnseiuhyje CBeWTeHI1K TenOM [OcnOUlhVlM. Y nOMl1lbalbY 11 MonVlTBVI aa yrroxojene 6V10 je CXOnaCTI1K. TIOMl1lbaO je MHore. IToMVllbao je VI MOHaxa AHTViMa KojVl ra je MHoro HaMY'-l110. JeUHOM je MonViO Dora na My orxpaje rAe je AHTl1M ormuao nocne CMpTI1. Bnneo ra je jeuHe aohn seona TY)!(HOr y PY)!(HOM Mpa'-lHOM nOu3eMJbY. ITOWTO ra je n03upaBVlo, AHTVlM My pe'-le:

"[a caM OBUe ... Kana Me nOMl1lbeW nonaan MI1 jeuaH 3paK cyxua VI ja rro-

HeWTO BVlUVlM."

l1ryMaH HViKOUVIM VI jepoaonax JaKOB cy 1961. rOUVlHe oAnyqVlnVl na carpaue l(PKBVll(Y y '-IaCT CBeTVIX apxanhena Mnxanna l1 Iaspnna.Hryaan je nsaopao MeCTO VI KO'-ll1hVlMa onpenao rpaHVll(e. ITOToM je OTl1waO y JIVlMHVI. Hohy ce, nax, ouy IaKOBY jaano jeuaH BViCOK, nnas 11 nen aojcxosoha ca 3naTHI1M Ma'-leM 11 peKao My:

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CBe je 6MBaii0 na rrpOCT M jacan Ha4MHo DlIa)l{eHM CBelliTeHOCIIY)I{MTelb Y BpeMe xepysnxe MHoro rrYTa anje 6MO caM Y onrapy, ITpMCYTHM aHl)elIM cy CJlaBMIIM Dora M oKpY)I{elhe 4MHMlIM paAocHMM. Ona cy caclIY)I{MBalIM ca CBeurreaocnyaorren.e« M IhMXOBa KPMJIa cY ra AOAMpMBalia. OH je rnenao IhMXOBe MlIaAalIa4Ke IIMKOBe ... OH M3lIa3M M BplllM BelIMKM YlIa3aK. JeAHa npncyrna MOHaXMlha BMAM KaKO ce OH xpehe Y sasnyxy M KaKO YlIa3M Y OJITap He rasehn rraroc. OHa ce 3a,T1MBMlIa M rrpeKpCTMlIa. DMlIa je 36YlheHa: rrpBM nyr je BMAelIa llYAO. Kana ce JIMTyprMja 3aBplllMIIa M MOHaXMlha rrpMllIlIa na Y3Me 6lIaroCIIOB aa OAlIa3aK, OH joj je jeAHocTaBHO pexao:

",1..(aHac je JIMTyprMja 6MIIa HeKaKO npyrasnja."

OHa ce OABa)l{MJIa M OTBOpMJIa YCTa ,T1a omnue KaKO ra je BHAeJIa aa BeJIHKOM ynacxy, MeI)YTMM, crapan jy je npenyxarpno H peKao ,T1a hYTH, HMKOMe HHllITa He rosopehn.

[JeAHOM rrpMJIHKOM] je oojauusasao AY)l{HOCTM baxona. ,1..(a 6H haxona Y4HHHO rra)l{lbHBMM, OH My je ca ,T1y60KHM YMHlbelheM rrpH4ao 0 CBojHM MCKYCTBMMa H BMl)eIhMMa:

"Ax, 04e MOj, Ka,T1a 6HcTe BHAelIHllITa ce neurasa y BpeMe xepyamce, Ka,T1a cseurreaax 4MTa MOJIMTBY: CBl1 6l1CTe noriernn ... AHl)eJIM HeBl1,T1lbl1BO Cl1JIa3e l1 Y31Ia3e. Macro rryTa ocehasr KaKO Me Ihl1XOBa xpnna ynapajy y paveaa."

Y BpeMe JIl1Typmje, xepYBl1Ke l1 HapaBHO npanoiuen.a Cl1jaJIa je M 6JIMcrana 4l1CTOTa, 6lIa)l{eHCTBO l1 senenenaocr, flOHl1)1{eHl1 jeposioaax (Kojl1 je 0,T1 1960. rOAMHe )((MBeO H panno YBeK ca HeKOM reurxoa oonemhy) 4l1Hl10 je BeJIenenne, aJIl1 He M l13a30BHe rrOKpeTe. lDerOBO cnyxeae je 6HJIO uapcxo. J1 CBH cy OCehaJIM ,l1a BeJIelIerrHOCT AOJIa3M H3 oesrpaaaaaor nourroaaaa xoje je MMao rrpeMa Cseroj TajHH Esxapacrn]«, OHa ce, urra smne, npnponao HaMeTaJIa 360r rrpHCYCTBa "3BaHHllHHKa", rj. aahena, apxanhena M csernx y OJITapy. Caonurrno je JIl OHO urro je MHoro nyra BHAeo na Cseroj Tpnesn:

"AHl)eJIM H apxanhenn, lleAo Moje, ,T1p)((e TeJIo Iocnomse."

HaBeAeHO je BpJIO 6p30 nocrano Y3POK apaxen.a oua JaKOBa, najnpe sesaarnor, aJIH crora cranaor, Ma y KOM ceJIY ,T1a je CJIY)((MO J1HTyprHjy H Ma rAe Aa je muac ca rrraBOM npenonoonor ,1..(aBHAa, Xpmuhauu cy XTeJIH He XreJIH ocrajamr 3aAHBlbeHH. OH je aeurro rrpeHOCMO na IhMX. OH MX je He4HM Ha,T1aXIhMBao, llaK H KaA HMje mnura rOBopHO. lDerOBO onaro JIHl.\e, nyuo 4HCTe lby6aBH, lherOBO cserno 'leIIO, lherOBe OllH xoje cy rprnrne 40BeKa M TOrrJIa BelIM4aHcrBeHOCT rnaca ... 'ly,T1MJIH cy lbYAe. Tperiano 6H na 'lOBeK 6y,T1e 0,T1 KaMeHa HJIM pacejan rra na He ocern Aa je osaj MOHax HeKaKO ,T1pyra4HjH. Ta npyra-mjocr HMje HHllITa Apyro ,T10 [neurro ]60)((aHCTBeHO, llITO llIHpM lby6aB H H3a3HBa MMp OKO ce6e.

J1 saacra, onaj KO je ceneo nopen rsera HerrpHMeTHO 6H ce YMHPHO, 6e3 063Hpa Aa JIH je npasao HJIH He. OH je rrpeHOCHO mrrcaocr; yHyrpallilhy THunnry H MHp. Taj ,T1ap HMajy caao lby,T1H DO)l{HjH, M3a6paHM caCYAM lDerOBH, OHH KOjM ra MHoro BOJIe M nocseheno My clIy)((e.

"nOCTAliEIII nATPJ1JAPX ... "

Crapau je sanocranrsao CBe llITO je AOHOCHJIO 4yJIHH Y)((MraK, xao M CBe rsapno. OH ce rrOABH3aBao M Tpa)((HO jeAHHo ,T1YXOBHY pa,T10cr, xojy My je Bor napnaao HohHMa y CBelllreHMM AO)((HBlbajMMa, aJIM JIl npexo rrOKJIOHHKa. Je,T1aH O,l1IhHX 6HO je H MHrpOrrOJIHr XaJIKHAOHa BapTOJIOMej, M3 Bacerseacxe narpnjapumje. OH je CJIY)((HO y MaHacrHpy 2. oxroopa 1989. rOAHHe. Crapau ce OC06HTO 06pa,T10BaO H ca cnrypnourhy My (jour AOK narpajapx ,1..(HMHTpHje HHje HMao ocotinre anpascrneae nporineae) "npopexao":

"TH hem nocrarn narpajapx! Ilacrapcrnoaaheur UPKBOM XPHCTOBOM. )l{eJIHM rM Aa xao narpnjapx nocernur MaHaCTJIlp npenonoonor ,1..(aBM,T1a."

Kp03 ABe rOAHHe nojasao ce rrp06JIeM HOBor narpnjapxa. CMJIlpeHJIl ,1..(JIlMJIlTPJllje ce ynoxojno. OKT06pa 1991. rOAJIlHe crapau je narao oua IT. M casnao na M360p 3aBJIlCJIl oA TypcKe BJIa,T1e soja he 6pJllCaTJIl nojennua HMeHa CMHO,T1CKMX MJIlTpOrrOmna JIl3 CIlMCKa JIl3a6paHHKa. Crapau je rrOTOM cmuao y l.\pKBY H rrOMOlIMO ce npenonorinon ,1..(aBHAY. Kacmrje je naautao H peKao ouy Il.:

"04e Moj, rrOMOJIHO caM ce rrperr0,T16HOM JIl peKao My: 'TM CH Me; CBerM ,1..(aBHAe, YCJIJIllllJllO y CBeMY urro caM rpa)l{Ho. He 3HaM nrra hem YllJllHMrH. J1AM y Typcxy H rrOMYTH Typxe H IhJllXOBe narmpe. IT06pMHJIl ce ,T1a orau BaprOJIOMej nocrane narpnjapx."

KaCHMje, xana cy My jaBJIlJIM I\a je BapTOJIOMej JIl3a6paH sa narpnjapxa, OH je 3a6JIJIlCTaO 0,T1 paAOCTJIl, ycrao, npexpcrno ce JIl pexao rpM nyra: "CJIaBa rn, DO)((e".

Kao MlIaA 1961. rOAMHe OH je rrpOCJIaBJilO npornauren,e csenrren.a Hexrapxja Enrncxor. Caernren, je csarna 6HO yrexa rrOABJIl)l{HJIlKY ouy JaKOBY na pa3He HallHHe. OH ra je yreunio JIl aa AaH lherOBor CIlOMeHa, 9. HOBeM6pa 1989, xana je orau CIIY)((MO J1MTypmjy y MaHacrMpcKoM IIapaKIIHcy cseror Hexrapnja. Tora jyrpa, CBe 1\0 B03f1Iaca: "DJIarOCJIOBeHO Ilapcrso Oua JIl CMHa H Cseror ,1..(yxa", OH je knexao npen XPJllCTOBOM MKOHOM. Iloxena je, HaCraBMJIa ce JIl saapumna J1J1lryprMja. Mel)yrJllM, aa tsera M aa MaJI06pojHe rrpJllcyrHe pal\MJIO ce 0 rroce6- noj JIHryprHjM. CBH cy AO)l{MBlbaBalIH jenaa 6lIHCTaBM 3aHOC nparehn crapl.\a y clIy)((elhy. CaM je, rrax, nao l1 oojaunsen,e:

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"IT pM xpajy ClIaBOClIOBJba, 'Iefla Moja (rj. nox je jour KlIe'IaO rrpefl XPMCTOBOM MKOHOM), BMfleo CaM, orrpOCTMTe MM, cserora Hexrapaja. nMO je panocran M rrojao je sajenao ca HaMa: 'CBeTM Bosce' ... Moxcere 3aMMClIMTM KaKO caM rrOTOM HaCTaBMO IIMTyprMjy ... "

Ha rOTOBO MCTM Ha'IMH BMl)ao je y l\pKBM M npenonoriaor )J;aBMfla. Ienne aenerse, nox je rrojao rseroso aennxaa,e, OH ra je BMfleo xao xazryhepa KOjM 61IarOCMJha rropefl Pacneror, Crapau je 'IeCTO BMl)ao CBeTe. OH je OCTaBJhaO YTMcaK na je ClIM'IaH norahaj iserosa xpaHa, 3a xojy je caao M )l(MBeo. Crora je jacno 360r xera je 6MO paanonyiuaa npexa rsapnoj xpaan, xojy je Y3MMao y MalIMM KOlIM'IMHaMa, M M3 naua y AaH CBe Malhe. OH je )l(MBeO xao aaheo. )J;ewaBalIO ce 'IeCTO fla BMAe crapua xao cseror MlIM anhena, rrpeMAa xeurhe xao anhena, Haseurhexo jenaa csojeapcran cnysa],

MlIaAM MOHax E. ce namao BaH KyxMlhe yO'IM Bosorha. Ilornenao je rrpeKO nyra, rj, xa crapseaoj KelIMjM, soja je cana xenxja nryxana KMPMJIa. BMAeo je CTapl\a KaKO MAe xa QPKBUl\U cseror Xapanaxnnja. Taao je sacrao. Crajao je oKpeHyT BpaTMMa upxaaue M ABOpMWTy. ITOTOM je M3HeHafla 3aCBeTTIeO, npeoopasno ce y anhena M cas nocrao CBeTlIOCT y xynecno] ClIaBM. Y6p30 rroTOM CTapal\ je CMlIa3MO HM3 crenennue caCBMM y rrpMpOAHOM 061IMKY.

ceeaiu 81laguKa Huxonaj

MOJIMTBE HA JE3EPY

Ha xonena, uneueua u Hapogu, npen BelIM'IaHCTBOM nO)l(jMM. ITaAaTe XMTpO na KOlIeHa npen CBOjMM xapaaoaiuaaa, a OKlIeBaTe nacrn npen aore Cseaoryhera'

Bennre: 3ap he Hac OBaKO MalIeHe Ka3HMTM Iccnoni )J;a Hac je CTBOPMO BehMM M CHa)l(HMjMM, rra Aa Hac M xasosasa! A OBaKO, me, jensa CMO HeWTO BMWM OA rpHoBor )l(6Ylha yxpaj ApYMa rrpeMa xysno] BaCMOHM OKO Hac, a TM HaM npermu Ka3HOM Hecpa3MepHO Beher OA Hac?

ne3YMHMl\M! KaA sac same xapavtiame noansajy aa 31I0, OA xora ce M saCI10Ha 3aTpece, onna He rOBOpI1Te, fla CTe cyBl1we MalIeHI1. CaMO ce aa CBeTlIa nena 113rOBapaTe MalIeHKowli.y M cnatiourhy,

Ma na CTe MalIeHM ua O'II1, non BelIMKI1M CTe MMeHOM 3arrMCaHI1 y Klh11311 CYA6e. Ilpaorau saur MMal)awe apxaHrelICKY BelIl1'Il1HY 11 61II1CTaWe apxanrencxna lIMKOM. 3a TO je 11 BaMa onpebesa apxanrencxa narpana 111I11 apXaHreTICKa Ka3Ha.

KaA ce aexyjao yBy'Ie y cpl\e rrpaolla saurer )l(eJha, Aa nosna CTBapl1 BaH Tsopua, lherOB lIMK apxaHrelICKM rrOTaMHM xao 3eMJha, 11 lherOBa BelIM'IMHa pa3611 ce y CMTHMl\e - y sac, cene iseroao. J ep nccsemr, na nosaa CI1THJ1l\e, rra ce pa3611 y CMTHI1l\e, Aa 6M Morao yh« y CI1THI1l\e, M OKYCJ1TM I1X, 11 MCrrl1TaTI1 I1X.

CBe CMTHMl\e, CBI1 CI1THI1 rrpeCI1THI1, Mopajy ce 3APY)l(MTI1 M OKpeHYTJ1 ,111l\eM OA 3eMJhe xa TBOPllY. )J;a 611 ce saur apxaHrelIcKM rrpaoTall rrOHOBO sacrrOCTaBMO J1 Aa 6M mrue a.eroso rrOHOBO aacjano cjajeM ornenana oKpeHYTor xa cyauy,

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Ilocuauipa] ce6e «ao yMplla, rOBopMM caMOM ce6M, rra nehem HM OCeTI1TI1 .10TIa3aK CMpTI1. Yryn« )l(aoKY CMpTM sa )l(MBOTa, 11 KaA nohe nehe re J1MaTI1 'IIIM y60CTI1.

Ilocxarpaj ce6e CBaKO jyrpo xao noaopoheao 'IYAO, J1 neheiu OCeTI1TI1 crapocrx.

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He I1lllqeKyj AOlIa3aK CMPTI1, jep me CMpT je Ben nouina 11 He 1136l1ja 113 retie. 3y611 lbeHI1 cy HenpeKI1AHO y TBOMe Mecy. OHO lllTO je )l(I1BelIO npe rsora pohen.a, I1lllTO he HaA)I(l1BeTI1 TBOjy CMPT, OHO je 11 cana )l(I1BO y Te611.

JeAHe HOnl1 0ACYKa auren naurrsnxy BpeMeHa, xojoj HI1 xpaj He Morox cameAaTI1,11 noxaaa MI1 na naHTlbl1~11 ABe raxxe jenny y3 npyry, "Pacrojan.e, sena, 113Me1)y re ABe rasxe TO je AY)l(l1Ha rsora sexa."

- Moj BeK je, 3Haql1, Ben npOlllao, y3BI1KHyX, 11 rpetia Aa cax cnpexan sa rrYT. Tpe6a.lla caM xao Bpe.llHa ,llOManl1l1a, xoia .llaHalllIhI1 .llaH npOBO.ll11 '111- crehn AOM 11 cnpeaajyhn AapOBe aa cyrpaunsy ClIaBY.

3a11CTa, AaHallllb11 AaH canjy CI1HOBa lb YACKI1X I1CnYlbeH je Benl1M AelIOM 6pl1rOM aa AaH cyrpaum.a. Ho MallO je OHI1X, KOjl1 sepyjy y Tsoje ooehaae 11 6PI1HY, urra he 6l1Tl1 cyrpanau nocne CMpTI1. Hexa 6YAe Moja CMPT, Iocnone, nOClIeA1b11 Y3Aax He sa OBI1M CBeTOM HO sa 61Ia)l(eHl1M 11 Beql1TI1M CYTpa.

Mehy yrallleHI1M csehaaa MOjl1X npajaren.a 11 Moja cseha AoropeBa. He nynyj, xapax cana ce6e, 11 He )l(alIl1 lllTO cseha AoropeBa. 3ap TaKO MallO lby- 6l1lll npajaren.e csoje, Aa ce 60jl1lll noha aa IbI1Ma, sa MHOrl1M OAllleAllll1M? He )l(alIl1 lllTO cseha AoropeBa HO lllTO uejacny l1 AI1MHy CBeTlIOCT ocrasn,a aa C060M.

TaKaB caM 11 ja xao osaj nyhan, peKOX ce611 y CTl1AY. lour HOCI1M I1Me )1(11- BOTa, a )l(I1BOT je MOj can pasrpaon.en OA cycena MOjI1X.

CUHe »cueoiua, I1cnYHJ1 3eMlbY rena 11 nyiue Moje )l(I1BOTOM cBojl1M, na ce I1MaM C qJ1M nojaBI1TI1 Me1:Jy )l(I1BJ1M aHrelIl1Ma.

Ee3 Tsora )l(I1BOTa ja nehy MOnl1 AI1CaTJ1 Ba3AYx lllTO anrena AJ1lllY, Hl1TI1 jeCTJ1 xneti lllTO aarenn jeny. 11 6l1ny oner J13rHaH sa Bpan Ilapcrsa netiecnor, I1cnpeA KOjl1X 11 cana xao pacnaon.en lIe)l(I1M.

HaMaMI1 Me cser Ha CBOj xneo, 11 3acy nyury MOjy KaMelbeM. HaMaMJ1 Me na pl16y, 11 sacy cpue Moje KaMelbeM.

HaMaMI1 Me na CBeTlIOCT, J1 06yQe yM MOj MpaKoM.

He Mp3l1M CJ1pOMaXa, alIl1 MJ1 oMp3e CBeT lllTO ce xao Cl1pOMaX npaBI1 60- raTI1M. HJ1TI1 Mp3J1M Ce611'lHOra, alIJ1 MJ1 oMp3e CBeT lllTO ce xao Ce6l1'taH npasn Aape)l(lbl1BI1M. HI1TI1 Mp3J1M 6e3YMHora, alIJ1 MJ1 OMp3e CBeT lllTO ce xao 6e3YMaH npaBI1 YMHI1KOM. HI1TI1 Mp3J1M 601IeCHora, alIJ1 MI1 OMp3e CBeT lllTO xao jeXTI1'laB HaMepHO rpyje BOAY 3l1paBI1Ma. Bapammy 11 npersapasa Mp3I1M, Iocnone, IlITO )l(I1BOT MOj 3aTpna 3eMlbOM rosopehn MJ1 CBe BpeMe 0 He6y.

Beine 60raT rprosau, na yMpe, J1 nyhaa My 611 paarparirsen OA cycena l1 crajaure npa3aH jour YBeK ca J1MeHOM nOKojHJ1Ka ua BpaTJ1Ma 11 J1CnI1CJ1Ma nparouene potie y nyhauy.

Hucu nu iuu Oua] UlTO he noho? Ilnrajy CI1HOBI1 3eMlbe Poheuora 011 ,[(esojxe rsoje, AYlllO Moja.

A Po1)eHI1 OA Ilesojxe, 61IJ1CTa jyrapn.oa csernoruhy Me1:Jy CI1HOBI1Ma 3eMJbe, KOjl1 cy MpaQHI1 xao yraurean .llaHI1.

fIlIaMeHI1 cepaqll1MI1 cnjajy y !-berOBI1M OQI1Ma; npeMYApl1 xepYBJ1MI1 cene na lberOBJ1M YCHaMa; rocnOACTBeHJ1 npeCTOlIJ1 Ap)l(e CTaB Iberos. BI1AenJ1 [a caxa, Bo1)a 6e3 3eMaJbCKe sojcxe CBaKI1 yMHJ1 QOBeK nosepyje, Aa TO MO)l(e 6J1TJ1 soha CTpalllHe J1 6e36pojHe sojcxe HeBI1AlbJ1BJ1X CJ1JJa.

11 eBO, OKpY)l(eH aHrelICKI1M aojcxaaa TBOj B01), AYIllO, OTBapa ycra 11 OArOBapa:

- 3aJ1CTa, ja cax onaj, xora oxexyjere, 11 ApyroMe ce He nanajre. AKO Tpa)l(J1Te nyr, ja caM Ilyr,

[a caM same CYTpa 011 nanac AO xpaja BpeMeHa. CBaKO A06po, lllTO BJ1 oxexyjere OA CBI1X cyrpaunsnx nana, y MeHJ1 je. ,[(aHac je same cyTpa y MeHJ1 ncnyiseao. 11 HJ1jeAaH AaH, AO nocnemser AaHa, nehe BaM AOHeTJ1 OHO lllTO BaM ja AOHOCI1M. Die, ja cax AaH 6e3 noserxa 11 xpaja,

Ia caM pl13HI1~a CBYKOlIl1Ke 6YAynHOCTl1 J1 nyT xa TOj pl13Hl1l1l1. ella 6yayhaocr He MO)l(e BaM AaTJ1 Hl1jeAHo 3pHO A06pa, AOK OA MeHe He tr03ajMI1.

CBI1 rrpOpOllJ1 nOKa3l1BalIl1 cy rryr K MeHI1. Y MeHJ1 ce aaspuiaaajy 11 ry6e (BII npOpOQKl1 nYTOBl1. OA calla cax cauo ja rryr, 11 BaH MeHe cy riecnyrnue. Kao MHOrl1 rrOTOllJ1, lllTO ce ynesajy y jenny peKY, 11 npl1 TOM ry6e CBOj nyr. Taxo cy ce CBl1 npopoun ylIl1lIl1 y MeHe, l1 OA can ja oApel)yjeM TOK )l(l1BOTa. Ko 11 HaAaJbe nponyxyje na l1Ae rrYTOBl1Ma rrpopOKa, raj he l1nl1 rrYTOBl1Ma nenocrojehnn; 11 yrpysahe ceo

Ilpopoun cy AOlIa3111I11, na noxaxcy rryr: ja caM nouiao, Aa 6YAeM fIYT.

Ko xohe 3a MHOM na l1Ae, raj He MO)l(e l1nl1 aa MHOM casro soraaa, HO 11 (BOM AYlllOM, J1 CBI1M cpuex, 11 CBI1M YMOM CBOjJ1M.

,[(yr je Moj nyr, 11 naiuhe OA yMopa KO ce caao Y csoje nore Y3Aa.

Kana neua »cene na l1AY yrtopeno c I1I1BOBI1Ma, xropajy ce OTKa3aTl1 xona ':BoillM aoraxa, 11 CeCTI1 na neha AI1BOBl1Ma.

Ko xohe Aa I1Ae ynopeAo ca MHOM, Mopa ce OTKa3aTl1 CBojl1X nory, csoje :\'IlIe, l1 csora cplla, l1 csora yMa. Onora, KO ce orxaxe csera rora, ja hy yse~;~ na csoje nore, y csojy AyIlly, y csoje cpue, y CBOj YM. 11 nehe MI1 Oil 6l1Tl1

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CBe lJ.eTVlpM npencranrsajy jenny lJ.eTBOpOCTPYKY n06eAY, UlTO otiacja MCTOK, sanan, cesep VI jyr csera nocrojeher CBeTa.

MOllMM BaM ce, Apxanrenn M Anrems, KO MO)!(e na Y)!(VlBa 611arOAeT no-

oene CVlHa AeBoja'lKor?

Onaj, KO MO)!(e Aa je pa3YMe, ocern VI YCBojVl.

Ko je pa3YMe, raj ce KlIalba CI1HY AeBojalJKOM AaH VI noh.

Ko je ocern, raj nnaue OA paAOCTVI, UlTO jy je OCeTI10, VI OA CTI1Aa, UlTO jy je TaKO AOllKaH ocerno.

Ko je YCBojM, raj ry6M CVlHa )!(eHI1HOr y ce6M M nocraje VI caM CI1HOM AeBoja'lKVlM.

Baaa ce MOllViM M nOKlIOHI1M, KpyroBVI cseruren.a 11 MY'leHI1Ka, KOjVl pa3- YMeCTe, ocerncre 11 ycaojncre n06eAY CVlHa AeBoja'lKor. Ca CBVlMa He6eCHVlM CI111aMa MOlll1Te ce CVlHY AeBojaqKOM 3a Hac, KojVl CTOjVlMO jour na 60jI1UlTY.

rexcax, HHTVI ja lheMY saxopaa. Onaj nax, KO ce He OTKa)!(e csera, HVlTM MO)!(e MeHe ua nyry CTM3aTM HVlTM 3aAp)!(aBaTVI.

MOllUM BaM ce, Cepa¢UMU, KO npBI1 OCeTI1 rrpHCYCTBO CHHa AeBojaqKOr y CBeTY?

HelJ.HCTI1 AYXOBI1 rrpBI1 [a ocermue, VI CTpaXOM ce I1cnYHMUle. Ine je CTpax, ry je 11 nysen,e, rAe nyserse, Ty VI ApCKOCT. 3aMCTa, aajaehn KpVlBlIVi najaehaa ce tioje cynaje, VI KaA cYAVlja aaahe, OHVI ra rrpBI1 rr03HaAY.

IIpaBeAHMK He nosnaje CYAl1jy, jep He MViClIVi 0 lbeMY, HI1TVI ra musexyje. Ipex ra He Tepa, Aa CTpVl)!(e YI1lVlMa M nornena, C xoje he ce CTpaHe cYAVlja nojasnra.

MOllViM BaM ce, XepyBI1MVI, KaKO HeqVlCTVI AYXOBVI OCeTI1Ule rrpMCYCTBO CI1Ha AeBojaqKOr Y CBeTY?

Kao UlTO M raaa ocern CBeTlIOCT. Illra je ocern.nanje npeMa CBeTlIOCTVI Hero TaMa? J1 KaMeH VI 6MlbKa VI )!(MBOTl1lba jour cnasajy ripen 30py M He ClIYTe AaH, AOK rana Ben oceha ncaasax rrpO)!(AVlpaqa csora, 11 YCKOlle6aHa crrpeMa ce aa 6eKCTBO.

TaKO VI AeMOHI1 ocermne nonasax CI1Ha AeBoja'lKor rrpe csera sevan.cxor aapona, qVlCTl1jer OA IhMX.

MOllViM BaM ce, Ilpecronn, KaKO casnana CMH AeBojalJKM ae-mcre AYXOBe?

HeqVlCTVI AYXOBVI npezcraasajy HeKY Mon caao npesra 3eMlbVl. He60 na IhVlX rnena sao na yaanpen CaB1!aAaHe 3110M CBOjI1M. KaA ce AOManVlH nojasn Y CBOjOj IhVlBVI, 1I0rrOBVI 6e)!(e xa orpana VI Tpa)!(e OTBOP na Vl3111)y.

MOllViM BaM ce, Iocnoncrna VI Cane, xoje cy qeTVlpVl nooene, koje onnece CI1H AeBojaqKI1 Y CBeTY?

lleTVlpl1 nooene jecy notiene HaA qeTVlpVl 311a, xoja VlCTVlqy jenno Vl3 Apyror

xao MyTHa peKa M3 MYTHor 113Bopa.

ITpBa je nooena HaA Heql1CTMMa nyxoanaa, OA KOjVlX AOlla3V1 rpex. Ilpyra je noriena HaA rpexo», OA xora nonaae 601lecTM.

Tpeha je noriena HaA 601lecTMMa xoje ce saapnryjy cMpny. -lerapra je nooena HaA cMpny.

MOllMM BaM ce, BlIaCTVI M Havana, xoja je aajseha notiena CVlHa AeBOjasxor!

HMjeAHa HVije HI1 aeha HVI Malha. CaMO je rrpBa - npBa a nocnemsa - nocnemsa. Apyra naje Moma 6MTM 6e3 npBe, HVI rpeha 6e3 Apyre M npse, HMTVI qeTBpTa 6e3 rpehe, Apyre M npBe.

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Ileua U ceeuiutaen.u Ap)!(e Te, Iocnone, OCTallM ce 6YHTyjy rrpOTVlB Te6e. Ileua VI caeraren,n rpanaua cy Vl3Mel)y lIapCTBa 611na H ceHVI He6l1na. Crapaoun ce nasaaajy pOAVITelbHMa M oauajy TBOjy neuy ca BI1COKe

CTeHe y rroHop.

Crapaoua yoopaxaaajy, na cy OHVI pOAVITelbM, rra ynpannajy AelloM TBOJOM xao CBOjOM VlMOBI1HOM. 3aMCTa, He ynpaan.ajy Hero xpnae VllIOMe.

Tyha cy neua, crapaoun, xojy CTe npacsojann, M onroaapahere sa xpahy M pa360jHMUlTBO.

Hnje saur )!(MBOT HM onaj UlTO je y BaMa, HVlTM onaj, KOMe CTe BVI nocny)!(VllIVi xao xaaan. Tyhe je cse, OCVlM 311a y BaMa, 11 onrosapahere aa xpahy 11 pa360jHI1UlTBO.

Onrosapahere aa Kpal)y, jep CTe ryhe Ha3Balll1 CBOjI1M; M sa pa360jHVlUlTBO, jep CTe ryhe ocaKaTVIlIM VI rropYUlMlIl1.

Hena pOAVITelba na 3eMlbVl. POAI1Telb je na He6y. Ha 3eMlbl1 cy caxo CTapaOlll1. OHI1, UlTO ce6e Ha3V1Bajy pOAI1TelbMMa na 3eMlbl1, 1I0rrOBI1 cy VI pa360jHl1l1V1.

Ha 3eMlbVl cy caao crapaoua, VI TO je rrpeBellMKa -racr.

AaTO BaM je aa CTapalhe najnparonenxje 611aro, UlTO Bor VlMa. J1 TO je npeBellViKa sacr.

ElIa)!(eHl1jVl je onaj, KO ce HMKaA Hl1je POAMO, 11 KOMe HViKaA HI1UlTa HVije nOBepeHO y CTapalhe Hero BM, aKO je same CTapalhe Ca611a3aH VI YMpTBlbelhe ayuia.

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3arnro ce panyjere ,Qel\VI, aKO He MVlcllVlre 6,QVlrVl Ha,Q lhVlMa xao Ha,Q aHrellVlMa He6ecHVlM? 3a urro KYKare aa lhVlMa, Ka,Q sac paHO octane V! nooerny K aHrellV!Ma? TyljeMY ere ce pa)J,OBallV!, V! aa ryljV!M xyxare,

He crapajre ce cavo 0 ocV!rypalhy rena same neue, jep ro VI lIV1CVll\e 'lVlHe ca lIV1CV!'lVlhVlMa. Hero ce crapajre 0 Eory y ,Qel\V! sauioj. Cacrapaan Bor nocrapahe ce sa CBe ocrano, 11 OHO nrro c MYKOM catinpare ,Qel\V! csojoj, OH he V!M 6e3 MyKe cafiparn, 6p30 V! lIaKO.

He V!3rOHV!re Bora V!3 neue saute, jep here V!M oreparVl MVlP, V! cpehy, VI snpasrse, V! onarocratse.

11 aKO CBY 3eMib y ocrasnre ocraBlbeHV!M O,Q Bora, ocrasnna ere npernanHI1M, KOjl1 he CBe nojecrn VI noapern O,Q maAVI.

He ocarypasajre ,Qel\11 csojoj KOMa,Q xneoa HO KOMa,Q nyure VI CaBeCrH. 11 6V1he neua Barna ocnrypana, a BVI 611arOCllOBeHVI y ABa cnera,

Crapajre ce 0 ryljoj VlMOBVlHV! 60lbe Hero 0 CBOjOj, 11 Harpa,Qa Barna 6l1he HeVl3MepHa.

Ilapcxa neua nara cy BaM ua crapalhe. 3al1cra, Ilap nehe AarVl MallY Hdrpany OHV!Ma, Kojl1 My casyaajy uapesuhe, VI He Vl36pl1rny VlMe Ponnren,a Vl3 naaern lhI1XOBe.

Kp03 Ael\Y meA a Ilap 3a'lyljeHo y nac, 11 sexa same onrosope. AKO OArOBopVl 6y,Qy cMprOHOCHI1, Ilap he ce nosyhx Vl3 neue same, VI BVI here ce craparVl 0 neureanaa.

,Uel\a 11 csernren.a Ap)!(e Te, Iocnone MOj, ocrann ce 6yHrajy nporns Te6e. ,Uel\a 11 csenrren.a cy Tsoje Kyrnalhe caera.

ITa311, nyuro xroja, nasa VI He norpeura.

o ABBM AATOHMjy

1. ,UOK je caern assa Anronnje otinraaao y rrycrmsn, onxpsajy ra HeMap H BpllO Mpa'lHe nOMI1C1Ul. 11 rOBopallie OH Dory:

- Iocnone, )!(ellVlM na ce cnacen, alll1 Me nOMHClll1 He nanyurrajy: Illra na 'lHHI1M y CBOMe ja)J,y? KaKO na ce cnacexri

VI HarHYBllIl1 ce MallO rrpeMa BaHI1, yrneua AHroHHje aexora KO oeure I1crl1 xao OH, KaKO ce)J,11 11 pann, a 3arl1M KaKO ce )J,11)!(e ca csora nocna 11 MOllH ce, 11 KaKO orter cena 11 nnere xoaort, a ncroxi ce 113HOBa )J,11)!(e na MOlll1rBY. DI10 je ro aHljeo r ocnona.n KOjl1 oeure nocnar pa)J,11 ITOMOli.Y! 11 nonpmxe Anronnjy. VI OH saxyje anhena KaKO rOBOpl1:

- TaKO 'lI1HI1, 11 611helli cnaiuen.

A osaj, 'lyBllll1 ro, oceru BelIHKY pa)J,ocr Y! OABa)!(HOCr; 11 raxo lll1Heli.11 crracao ceo

24. OTKPl1110 ce aBBI1 Anronujy y nycrms«:

- I1Ma y rpa)J,y jenan 'lOBeK, lIeKap ITO 3aHI1MalhY, Kojl1 je re6H nannx, KOjl1 CBe urro My rrpeTl1'Ie naje OHI1Ma KOjl1l1Majy rrorpe6y, 11 CBaKO)J,HeBHO, sajemro ca aH~ellI1Ma, rroje rpncsery rrecMy.

o aBBM Apcennjy

38. I1pl1'lalll1 cy KaKO je HeKaKaB MOHax nonrao y CKl1r)J,a BI1)J,11 aBBY Apceanja. 11 y~e OH y UpKBY 11 3aMOllH cneurremrxe na My rrOMOrHY na BI1AI1 aBBY Apceinrja.

A OHI1 My Ka)!(y:

- O)J,MOPI1 ce MallO, 6pare, 11 BI1)J,eli.ellI ra. A OH pe'le:

- Hehy jecrn HI111Ira )J,OKlIe ra He cycperHeM.

VI raxo, noman.y OHI1 jenuora 6para na My novorae, jep Crap'leBa xennja 6ellle nanexo. 11 noxyuasum aa Bpara, OHI1 yt>y, uenxsajy crapl\a 11 hyrxe cenHy. Tana 6par KOjl1 oeme 113 UpKBe, pe'le:

186 IT P Y1 LI E 0 A H 'Ii E II ~1 M A

IT P 11 II E 0 A H 1) E II 11 M A 187

- Ia O,UOX, MOlll1Te ce aa MeHe.

A CTpaHI1 opar, He aanaaehn O,UBa)!(HOCTI1 npe,U crapuev, pe'-le opary: - ITolla311M 11 ja ca T060M.

Yl OHI1 3aje,UHO 113al)y. A osaj ra 3aMOlll1, roaopehn:

- IToBe,U11 Me 11 xa aBBI1 Mojcnjy, KOjl1 aexana 6eme pa36ojHI1K.

A Ka,U OHI1 ,Uol)y ,UO aaae Mojcnja, osaj I1X ca panourhy npl1XBaTl1, 11 nourro I1X neno yrocrn, OTIIYCTI1 I1X, 11 pe'-le My opar KOjl1 ra 6eme BO,U110:

- EBo, O,UBeo caM re KO,U jenaor CTpaHll,a 11 KO,U jenner Ernnhannaa. Koja

01\ lbl1X ,UBojl111,e TI1 ce nonaoi A osaj onroaopn:

- MeHI1 ce, CBaKaKO, ,Uorrao EfI1rrnaHI1H.

Kana je TO '-Iyo jenan O,U oraua, rrOMOll11 ce Eory rosopehn:

- I'ocnone, 06jacHI1 MI1 Ty CTBap, O,UHOCHO, KaKO TO 6l1Ba,Ua jenaa 1136eraBa JbYAe pa/l,I1I1MeHa Tsora, a ,Upyrl1 /l,a I1X cp/l,a'IHO rrpl1Ma, oner pa/l,I1I1MeHa Tsora, Yl me, yxaaaure My ce ,UBe aenuxe Ilal)e y pel\l1, 11 yrnena aBBY Apceanja 11 .IJ:yxa Boxorjer KaKO y Ml1py nnone y jenaoj llal)l1, a aBBY Mojcnja 11 aHl)elle Eo)!(l1je y npyroj, 11 KaKO ra OHI1 xpaHe.

OH O/l,rOBOpl1: - 3a TOIlI1KO. Osaj My peLIe:

- KyI1I1 MI1 OBO.

Yl CTapall, Kyrrl1. A xana je nponao CBe cY/l,OBe 11 xreo na nohe, Belll1 My

oorazs:

- O/l,lla3I1m? OH o,UroBOpl1: - .IJ:a.

Osaj My pe'-le:

- EY'u11 Jby6a3aH npeaa MeHl111 npeHeCl1 Me TaMO rne Cl1 Me naurao. Crapan ra ynpTI111 nonece no a.erosor MeCTa. A osaj My Belll1:

- Bnarocnoaen CI1, AraTOHe, OLl, I'ocnona 11 aa He6y 11 na 3eMJbI1.

A OH, nonarasuru 0'-111 He BI1,Ue HI1KOra, jep OHO 6eme anheo I'ocnonn,n KOjl1 6eme nouiao na 611 ra ucxyurao .

o aBBH .II:aHHJIY

o aBBH AraToHY

7. Ilpnnosenao je aasa .IJ:aH11110 113 ¢apaHa:

Ilpnsao je orau Ham asna Apceunje 0 HeKaKBOM opary 113 CKI1Ta Kojl1 je 6110 IlpllO 036I1JbaH aa /l,eny, ann BpllO Hal1BaH y sepn, na je 113 rnynocrn rrao y npelleCT. Yl rOBOpl10 je:

- Xne6 KOjl1M ce npmeurhyjeuo nnje, HapaBHO, reno XPI1CTOBO, Ben CI1MBOll. Yl '-Iyjy /l,Ba CTapll,a na OH TaKO rOBOpl1 rra, 3Hajynl1 na je 6110 BPlll1HCKOra )!(llBOTa, nosrucne KaKO OH TO roBOPI1 y He3110611BOCTI111 Hal1BHOCTl1, re /l,oljy xa lbeMY 11 Ka)!(y My:

- ABBO, '-Iylll1 CMO 0 je,UHOMe 6paTy HeKY HeBepOBaTHY CTBap; OH rOBOpl1 KaKO

XIIe6 Kojl1M ce npmeurhyjeno nnje no npl1pO/l,11 reno XPI1CTOBO, Ben CI1MBOll.

Crapau pene:

- [a caM raj xojn TaKO rOBOpl1. A OHI1 ra cTaHY MOIlI1Tll:

- Hevoj ce 'up)!(aTI1 rora Ml1mJbelba, aBBO, Ben nosepyj OHaKO KaKO je rrpenana KaTOlll1'-1aHCKa UpKBa. Iep MI1 aepyjevo /l,a je raj XIIe6 reno XPI1CTOBO a ra xatua KpB Xpl1CTOBa, I1CTI1HCKI1 a He CI1MBOlll1'-1KI1. Anl1 xao mTO je y nonerxy, Y3eBml1 rrpax 3eMaJbCKl1, Bor CTBOPl10 '-IOBeKa rro CBOjOj Clll111,l1, 11 HI1KO He MO)!(e perm na OH mtje cmrxa EO)!(l1ja, l1aKO je Bor HeCXBaTl1B, TaKO 11 XIIe6, aa xora je peKao /l,a je reno Iberoso, sepyjevo na je 3al1CTa reno XPI1CTOBO.

30. Yl3alje jC/l,HOM aaaa Araron Y rpa/l, KaKO 611 nponao HemTO cynosa, 11

nahe xpaj nyra jenner oorazsa, Pe-re My 60raJb: - Kyna l1,Uem?

O,UroBOPl1 My ansa AraTOH: - Y rpa,U na rrpO/l,aM CY,UOBe. PeLIe My osaj:

- EY,Ul1 Jby6a3aH rrpeMa MeHl1l1 npeHeCI1 Me TaMO. Crapau ra ynPTl1l1 rro-

aece y rpan. OBaj My Belll1:

- ITOllO)!(11 Me TaMO rne nponajeur cynose.

OH TaKO 11 Y'-II1H11. A xana je nponao jenan cY,U, yrrl1Ta ra ooran; - 3a KOll11KO CI1 ra nponaoi

OH O/l,rOBOpl1:

- 3a TOllI1KO.

Onaj My pe'-le:

- Kyna MI1 rrora'-ly.

Crapau My Kyrr11. A 3aTl1M oner rrpo/l,a cY,U. A osaj ra mrra: - A OBO aa KOIlI1KO?

1 88 TI P 11 II E 0 A H 'Ii E iI 11 M A

Il P 11'1 E 0 A H 1) E JI 11 M A 189

A crapau pellc:

- AKo ce He yBepHM Kp03 CTBapl1, He Mory TO crr03HaTH. A OHH My peKowe:

- TIOMOJlHMO ce Eory OBe ce)l,MHl\e sa Ty TajHY H aepyievo na he HaM je Eor OTKpHTI1.

Crapau TO ca panomhy rrpHXBaTH H rrOMOIIH ce Bory rosopehn:

- I'ocnone, TI1 anaur na III1CaM y aeaepmnr 113 31I06e; ann na He 6HX 6HO Y rrpeJIeCTI1 360r nesnarsa, OTKpl1j MH TajHY, I'ocnone Hcyce XpI1CTe.

A sana CTapl\11 ony y csoje xennje, rronone ce 11 OHI1 Bory, rosopehn:

- I'ocnone Hcyce Xpncre OTKpl1j crapuy ry rajny, na nosepyje H na My lie nponanne rpyn,

VI Bor HX 060jl1l\Y YCIII1WI1. A xana ce HaBpWI1 ce)l,aM nana, )l,O~y 01111 Y Henersy y l\pKBY rra CTaHY CaMI1 Hd jenao rrOCTOJbe, a y Cpe)l,I1HI1 6ewe crapau. 11 oTBope HM ce 01l11; rra xana XJIe6 6Y)l,e rrOIIO)J(eH aa CBeTY Tpnesy, fhHMa rpojmm je narnenao xao nere. A xana CBeWTeHI1K rrpY)J(11 pyKY KaKO 611 rrpecexao XJIe6, me, anheo I' ocnona,n CH~e ca He6a )l,p)J(enl1 HO)J( re »cprsyje nere 11 KpB fheroBY 1131II1je y nynrp. 11 )l,OK je CBeWTeHI1K cexao XJIe6 na Malle )l,eIIOBe, 11 anbeo je O)l, nerera cexao Malle KOMa)l,e. TIa xana rrpl1CTyrre na ce npmecre, caxro crapuy nonane KpBaBO Meco. A OH, BH)l,eBWI1 TO, npecrpaum ce H rrOBI1Ka:

- Bepyjea, I'ocnone, na je XJIe6 Tsoje reno a na je xaura Tsoja KpB.

11 Meco xojc je 611]]0 y iseronoj PYl\l1, na rajancrnea Halll1H CMeCTa nocrane XJIe6, 11 OH ce O)l,MaX rrpuvecrn 6J1aro)l,apenl1 Eory. A CTapl\H My Ka)J(Y:

- Bor 3Ha na 1I0BeK He MO)J(e na jene CI1POBO Meco H 360r rora je rrpeTBOPl10 reno y xIIe6 a csojy KpB y BI1HO aa one KOjl1 he TO rrpl1MaTl1 ca BepOM. 113aXBaJII1We OHl1 3a cTapl\a Bory KOjH Hl1je )l,OnYCTI10 na n.eroan nO)J,Bl1- 311 nporra)l,IIY, re ce CBa tpojnna pa)l,OcHO nosyxy y csoje xennje.

CY)l,. TIpe)l,CTaBH ce611 CBe WTO je O)l,pe~eIlO rpeunnunraa, cpaMOTY npen EorOM, npen aH~elIHMa 11 apXall~eJll1Ma I1rrpe)l, CBHM JbY)l,HMa, O)l,HOCIiO MYKe, Be'-!IIH oran., raprap, TaMy, iuxpryr sytia, CTpaXOBe n naru,e. AlIH npencraan ce611 H noopa xoja cy onpehena npasennmnoia: C1I060)l,y rrpeJl EorOM Ouen H I-beroBHM XPHCTOM, npen aH~ellHMa H apXaH~e]]I1Ma H npe)l, CBI1M MIIOWTBOM CBeTHTeJba, UaPCTBO He6ecKO H caa a.eroaa onara, panocr H ~HBa!be y fheMy. Cehaj ce 060je; a 360r ocyne rpeuruaxa rrlla'-!H, ryryj, rrJIaWenH ce )],a ce MO)J()],a H TH He oopereui Me~y fhl1Ma; a 360r nooapa xoja cy HaMefheHa rrpaBe)],HI1l\HMa, panyj ce H secenn. TIa311 na He 611 KaKO 3a60paBl10 aa TO, 6H]]0 Y CBOjOj KellHjH, 6HII0 Heme H3BaH n.e.na 6H Tl1M cenafheM naoerao CKBepHe l1111TeTHe nOMl1CIIH.i

o aBBIi I1caKY TIIBejcKoM

o aBBIi Esarpajy

1. Ilocern je,o,HoM npl1IIl1KOM ansa Hcax THBejcKl1 je)],HY MOHawKY sajenHI1l\Y 11 yrnena jennora 0)], opahe y HeKaKBOM carpewefhy, rra ra OCy,o,H. Me~yTl1M, xana je nsaiuao y rrYCTHlbY, ,o,o~e anheo I'ocnonn.a a CTaHe npen BpaTa on n.eroae KeJll1je, pexaaum:

- Hehy re rryCTHTl1)],a y~eIlI.

A OH ra crane MOllI1TI1:

- Q LJeMY ce pa)l,l1? Onronapajyhn MY, aaheo pe-te:

_ Eor Me je nocnao peKaBWI1: "Ymrraj ra, rne sanoaena na nocraana rpe-

umora opara xojera je oCY)l,110?"

Osaj ce cMeCTa noxaja, na pexe: - Carpeurno caM, OrrpOCTl1 MI1. A anheo pelJe:

_ Y CTaHI1, Eor TH je onpocruo, lJyBaj ce, nax, y6y,o,yne na He ocy~yjew

HI1KOra npe Hero WTO ra Bor OCY)],I1·

1. fOBOPl10 je ansa Esarpirje:

- Kana cemnu y csojoj Kelll1jl1 caoepn csoj yM. CeTI1 ce naua CMpTI1: BI1)l,11 rana YMl1pafhe Tell a, 3aMl1CIIl1 uecpehy, OCeTI1 oon, oCy)l,11 TaWTI1HY CBeTa, )l,a 611 Morao saysex na oyneur npen TI1XOBafheM, l1,o,a He oxexrohatn. TIpl1CeTI1 ce 11 cauaunser craisa y naxny: 3aMl1CIIl1 KaKO je nyruaaa xoje cy TaMO, y najcrpaunnrjoj TI1WI1HI1, y Haj)J(YlIHl1jeM crersan.y 11 y KOJlI1KO BelIl1KOM cTpaxy, arOHl1jl111 o-reKI1BafhY; 3aMl1CIIl1 HerrpeKl1,o,HY nansy, nyuresno 116eCKOHa'-!HO nnaxaise. AnI1 ceTI1 ce 11 JJ:aHa BaCKpcefha 11 nojase rrpe)l, EorOM; 3aMl1C]]11 raj ~aCHI1 11 CTpaWHI1

o CBeTOM Ierppesry

2. )J,pyroM rrpI1III1KOM, oner, HeKI1 on CBeTI1TeJba je y CBOMe BH~efhY yrnenao lJeTY anhena KaKO, rro 3arrOBeCTH Eoxorjoj, Cl1IIa3e ca neria, l1Majynl1 y CBOjl1M PYKaMa CBI1TaK, O)l,HOCHO rpava ry I1Crrl1caHY nsnyrpa 11 cnozsa; 11 rOBOpl1J111 cy Me~y C060M:

- Ko Tpe6a OBO )l,a npeyave?

190 Il P Iftl E 0 A H 1; En 11 M A

11 P )PI E 0 A WI) E 1111 M A 191

HeKI1 cy, rrax, roBOPl1lIl1 "onaj'', HeKI1 "onaj". 11 onrosope:

- 3a11CTa, OHI1 cy CBeTI1 11 npaaennn, alIl1 OBO HI1KO He MO)!(e npeyaern OCI1M Je<ppeMa.

11 BI1Ae crapal\ KaKO rrpenajy onaj CBI1TaK Ieppevy. A xana yjYTPY YCTaHe, qyje Je<ppeMa KaKO rrponosena xao na je 113BOP rexao 113 lberOBI1X ycra, 11 CXBaTI1 na OHO !lITO 113BI1pe 113 lberOBI1X YCTa je Oil, ,IJ,yxa Cscrora.

o aBBH JOBallY KOJIOBY

38. Ilpaxao je ansa JOBaH KOlIOB 0 TOMe KaKO je jeAaH CTap.al\ AYXOBHI1K 1l0CTaO 3aTBOpHI1K; a 6110 je rr03HaT y rpaAY 11 aeova ClIaBaH. 11 jaBI1JII1 cY My: "lenan Oil, CBeTl1X rpeoa na yMpe, 1l,0l)11 na ra l\eJII1BaIll rrpe Hero WTO ce yrroKojn". A OH peqe y ce611: "AKO 113al)eM rro naay, rrorpxahe IbYAI13a MHOM 11 yxasahe MI1 BeJII1KY qaCT, a Y TOMe ja HeMaM cnoxoja. Ilohn hy, AaKJIe, Holly, rro MpaKy, 11 ncxpamhy ce Oil, CBI1X".

A xan yseve 113al)e 113 KeJIl1je, )!(eJIelll1 Aa ce I1CKpaAe, me, noiuarse Bor ABa anhena ca 6aKibaMa na My ocnern.aaajy rryr; 11 raxo ueo fpaA nOXl1Ta na BI1Il,I1 CJIaBy. 11 KOJII1KO je MI1CJII10 Aa 1136erHe CJlaBY, jow BI1Ille oeure npocnaBlbeH. TI1Me je l1Cl1jlbeHO !lITO je rrI1CaHO: "CBaKI1 KOjl1 ce6e nomosyje, Y3BI1cI1lle ce"."

2. ITpl1qalIl1 cy KaKO je anna JOBaH KOJIOB jeAHoM rrpl1lIl1KOM peKao jeAHoM crapnjev opary.

- Xreo 611x na 6YAeM 6e36pl1)!(aH, xao IllTO cy 6e36pl1)!(HI1 aHl)eJII1 11 HerrpeKI1AHO CJIaBe Dora.

Ila CKI1HyBIllI1 CBOj IIJIaWT 113al)e y nycnrn.y 11 IIpOBeBIllI1 TaMO HeAelbY nana, BpaTI1 ce xa CBOMe 6paTY, 11 ql1M je noxynao na spara, opar My OArOBopl1 11 npe Hero UlTO je OTBOPI10:

- Ko CI1 TI1?

A OH onronopn:

- Ia caM JOBaH, rsoj 6paT. Onaj My pelle:

- Iouau je fIOCTao anheo 11 Hl1je BI1We Mel)y IbYIl,I1Ma. A OH ra crane MOJII1TI1 11 roBOPI1TI1:

- [a caM.

AlII1 My 6paT He OTBOPI1 Bell ra OCTaBI1 na jaAI1Kyje AO jyrpa, A 3aTI1M My

oArOBOpl1 11 pese:

- L[oBeK CI1, orter I1Maw rrorpeoy na pamnu na 611 ce XpaHl1o. A OH nanpasu MeTaHl1jy 11 pe-te:

- OnpOCTI1 MI1.

o aBBH JOBaHY THBejcKoM

rIpl1qaJII1 cy KaKO je MaJII1 ansa JOBaH TI1BejcKI1, Y'IeHI1K aase AMoja, rrpoBeo ABaHaeCT rOAI1Ha y crap-reaoj CJIy)!(6I1, xana je oaaj 6110 60JIeCTaH, 11 KaKO je )!(I1BeO ca lbl1M y WI1IIpa)!(jy. A cTapal\ HI1je rrOKa3I1BaO uarepeconau,e sa lbera; na l1aKO ce onaj MHoro TPYAI10 OKO lbera, HI1KaAa MY Hl1je peKao: ",IJ,a ce crracew". A xana je rpeoano na CKOHqa, 1l,0K cy CTapl\11 cenemr, OH ra Y3e aa pyKy 11 BeJII1 My:

- ,IJ,a ce cnaceui, na ce cnacew, na ce cnaceui. n, ra rrpeAaAe CTapl\I1Ma pexaaunc

- OH jc anheo a He qOBeK.

o aBBH Maxapnjy ErHnaTCKOM

33. ,IJ,ol)e jeAaH crapau y xemrjy aase JOBaHa 11 Hal)e ra KaKO cnasa a jenan anheo crojn xpaj isera 11 XlIaAI1 ra MaIllylll1 KpI1JII1Ma. 11 BI1AeBIllI1 TO, OH OAe. A onaj, xana ce rrp06YAI1, yrnrra csora yqeHI1Ka:

- Ie JII1I1KO AOJIa3110 AOK caM cnaaaoi

OH OAroBOPI1:

- ,IJ,a, HeKaKaB crapau.

11 CXBaTl1 OAMax asaa JOBaH na je raj CTapal\ n.eroaor AYXOBHor Y3paCTa, 11 Aa je BI1Aeo aahena.

33. Ilpnnosenao je assa BI1TI1Ml1je 0 TOMe KaKO je asna Maxapnje l1Cl1pl1qao: ,IJ,OK caM xexana )!(I1BeO y CKI1TY, crrYCTe ce TaMO ABa CTpaHa MJIaAl1lla; 11 jeAaH OA lbl1X I1Mawe 6paAY, a npyrosre je TeK no-rena Aa 113611ja opana. Ila nohome 11 peKowe:

- I'ne je xennja aaae Maxapajai Aja peKOX:

- Illra he BaM OH? Pexoure:

- L[YJII1 CMO 0 lbeMY 11 0 CKI1TY, rra Aol)OCMO Aa ra BI1AI1MO. PeKOX 11M:

- [a caM raj.

OHI1 HarrpaBI1Ille rrOKJIOH npena MHOM, rosopehn:

RJ nK. 14, II.

192 nPIJlIE () AWf)EnI1MA

T1PHYE 0 AHljEJlI1MA 193

- )Kenl1MO OBAC Aa OCTaHeMO.

A ja, BI1Aehl1 KaKO cy He)!(HI1I1 HayYeHI1 aa 60raTcTBo, peKox: - He MO)!(eTe OCTaTI1 osne.

Crapnjn OJ( thl1X peye:

- AKo He MO)!(eMO OCTaTI1 osne, l1J(eMO Heme ,Il,pyro. J a peKOX y ce611:

- 3aWTO I1X TepaM, rra ce ca6IIa)!(thaBajy? Tpyn he I1X HaTepaTI1 J(a CaMI1

O,Il,Y·

ITa 11M KalKeM:

- Xajne, npunpexnrre xennjy, aKO MOlKeTe. Pekoiue:

- IToKa)!(11 HaM MeCTO, 11 yYl1Hl1heMO WTO rpeoa.

[a 11M nanox jenny 6pa,Il,By, spehy rryHy nsonexa 11 CO; rra 11M noxasax je,ll,aH TBp,Il, KaMeH 11 peKOX:

- Ilopasaajre OB,Il,e 11 ,Il,OHeCI1Te npaa 113 oase, rra rrOWTO Ha'll1HI1Te KPOB,

cemrre.

A MI1CII110 caM, BelIl1 crapa~, na he 360r yMopa OTl1hl1. A OHI1 Me YI1l1TaWe WTa ce OB,Il,e rrpaBI1. J a 11M peKOX: - ITlIeTeH e CTBa p 11.

ITa Y3MeM npyha 113 oase 11 rrOKa)!(eM 11M KaKO ce OCHI1Ba nnereise 11 KaKO rperia AaBaTI1 061II1K rtncren, y, re peKox:

- Ha'll1HI1Te xoiuape rra I1X najre 'lyBapl1Ma a OHI1 he BaM ,Il,OHeTl1 xneoa, 11 HaKOH rora OAeM. A OHI1 CTprrJbI1BO yYl1He CBe WTO caM 11M peKao, 11 HI1CY MI1 ,Il,01Ia3111I11 y nocery rpn rOJ(I1He. A ja OCTa,Il,OX,Il,a ce 60pl1M ca rrOMI1CIII1- Ma: "KaKaB III1 je thl1XOB nonnnr rra He ,Il,01Ia3e na Me mrrajy aa nexe rrOMI1CIII1? 113,Il,alIeKa MOHaCI1 ,Il,01Ia3e xa MeHI1, a OBI1 KOjl1 cy 61II13Y HI1CY AOWIII1, HI1TI1 cy rrOWlI11 xa ,Il,pYrHMa, OCI1M y npxsy na y3My Ha<pOpy, 11 TO hyrxe", ITa rrOCTI1BWI1 HeAeJbY nasa, rrOMOnl1M ce Bory na MI1 noxaxce y 'leMY je thl1XOB rrO,Il,BI1f.

11 YCTaBWI1 rrocne HeAeJbY nana, rroljeM xa thl1Ma na BI1,Il,I1M KaKO cy. ITa rrOWTO noxyuax, OHI1 MI1 OTBOpl1We 11 hyrxe Me ~eIII1BaWe; a ja ce rrOMOlIl1M 11 Ce,ll,HeM. Crapnja 0,Il, thl1X, rrOWTO nane 3HaK MlIaljeMY na nsahe, cene na nnere y)!(a,Il" HI1IllTa He ronopehn; a y ,Il,eBeTI1 'lac rroKy~a 11 ylje ouaj MlIaljl1, rra npnrrpeMI1 MallO jena 11 xana My crapajn ,Il,aAe 3HaK, rrOCTaBI1 rpnesy; 11 CTaBI1 aa thy rpn nsonexa 11 OCTaAe Aa CTOjl1 hyrxe. A ja pexox:

- Y CTaHI1Te na je,Il,eMo.

ITa YCTaAocMo 11 jenocno: a OH noaece Kp'lar, 're ce HarrI1CMO. A xana je nano se-re, peKoIlle MI1:

- O,Il,lIa3I1WIII1? Aja peKox:

- He, cnasahy OBJ(e.

Te rrpocrpeIlle non.any aa MeHe aa je,Il,HOM MecTy, a aa ce6e ua ,Il,pyroM Mecry, y yrny; rra CKl1,1l,OIlle csoje nojacesc 11 OrpTa'le 11 crrycrmne ce sajenno na noisasy rrpe,Il,a MHoM.l1 nourro OHl1lIerOWe, ja ce rrOMOlIl1M Bory na MI1 OTKPl1- jy Y yeMY je thl1XOB nonanr. 11 OTBOPl1 ce Ha,Il,CTpeWHI1~a l1 nojaau ce CBeTIIOCT xao J(aH; alIl1 OHI1 He BI1Aewe CBeTIIOCT. ITa rrOWTO cy Ml1CIII1IIl1 na cnaeav, CTapl1jl1 ,Il,OTaKHe MlIaljera y 60K, rra YCTaHY, onawy ce l1 rrpy)!(e caoje pYKe xa He6y. A ja caM I1X BI1J(eo, alIl1 OHI1 MeHe Hl1CY; 11 yrnenax ,Il,eMOHe KaKO xao MyBe J(01Ia3e sa MlIaljera; a je,Il,HI1 cy My KI1,Il,I1CalIl1 na ycra a npyru na OYl1. 11 Bl1,Il,eX anhena Iocnonn.er KaKO AP)!(11 orisean MJ'Il1 O,Il,rOHl1 ,Il,eMOHe 0,Il, u.era, Crapujevy, nax, Hl1CY MOrJIl1 Aa ce rrpI16nl1)!(e. A Kana cy yjyrpo nernu, ja ce HarrpaBI1X KaKO caM ce TeK rrp06Y,Il,110, a l1CTO TaKO 11 OHI1. Crapajn MI1 pe'le caxro OBe pe'll1:

- Xohem III1 na rrpO'lI1TaMO ,Il,BaHaeCT ncananai PeKOX:

- ,L:(a.

11 MlIaljl1 ornoja ner ncanava ca urecr CTI1XOSa 11 jeAHI1M "amoiyja", A KOA csaxor CTHxa 113IIa311IIa je nnaveaa cneha 113 n.eroanx ycra l1 Y3,Il,113alIa ce na He60.11cTo TaKO, 113 YCTa oaor crapnjer, xana 6H HX ornapao Aa rroje, 113IIa3110 je HeKaKaB niiaMeHH xonortau 11 Aoce330 AO rpeher neca. 11 ja H3peKOX HeKOlIl1KO ncanaxra aanauer. ITa H3aW3BIllH, Ka)!(eM:

- IToMOlIl1Te ce aa MeHe.

A OHI1 hyrxe Ha'lI1HI1We MeTaHl1jy. Casnanox, naxne, na je osaj crapnjn C3BpweH, 3 MlIaljera je jow MyYI10 nenpajarers, A HeKOJlI1KO nana KacHHje yMpe crapnjn opar, a rpehera ,Il,aHa aa thl1M H MlIaljl1. 11 kana cy HeKl1 OJ( oraua nona- 311IIH y nocery aBBI1 Maxapnjy, OH HX je BO,Il,HO y thHXOBY xernrjy, rosopehn:

- ,L:(oljl1Te na Bl1AI1Te MyYeHHwTBo MlIa,ll,I1X crpanaua.

o aBBM Mojcnjy

I. 50pl10 ce jeAHoM ansa Mojcnje rrpOTHB 61IY,ll,a, rra rrOWTO nnje Morao BI1We Aa 113AP)!(H y KelIHjl1, nohe 11 I1crrpl1'1a CBe aBBH Hcnnopy. A crapa~ ra 3aMOlII1 na ce BpaTI1 y CBOjy xennjy. Osaj He npnxaaranre, rosopehn:

- He Mory na H3APlKI1M, aBBO.

Crapau ra Y3Me ca C060M, nonne ra y ropthy onajy H peye: - Ilornenaj npeMa sartany,

194 Il P 11 CI E () A Ii '1) E JI 11 M A

IIpMYE 0 AH1jEJIMMA 195

11 nornenaaum, OH yr JIeAa Hel13MepHO MHOiliTBO )l,eMOHa Kojl1 6exy Y3HeMI1- peHl111 cnpenajyha ce sa 60p6y, AI13axy BeJII1KY 6YKY. Pexe My oner asaa Hcnnop: - Ilornenaj 11 npeMa HCTOKY.

11 OH rtornena 11 yrnena Hel13MepHO MHOiliTBO CBeTHX anhena KOjl1 6exy y WaBI1. 11 pe'le aaaa Hcnnop:

- ETo, TO cy OHI1 xoje Iocnon uran.e CBeTI1TeJbI1Ma y novoh. A OHI1 npeMa sanany cy OHI1 Kojl111X nananajy, BI1Ille je, naxne, OHI1X Kojl1 cy ca HaMa.

11 TaKO ce ansa Mojcnje oxpaopn rra ce, aarinaronapusum Bory, BpaTI1 y caojy KeJIHjy.

o aBBJI MaKapJljy Ipahanmry

Je)l,HOM je aasa Maxapnje 'leTl1pl1 MeCel(a CBaKO)l,HeBHO nocehnaao jennor MOHaxa; 11 He Hal)e ra HI1 jenannyr na Hl1je 3aY3eT MOJII1TBOM; IIa 3a)l,I1BJbeHO pese: - [JIe, 3eMaJbCKI1 anheo.

o aBBJI Iladnryrnjy

o aBBJI Mapxy ErJlIIaTCKOM

1. TI pnvao je aasa TIaqlHYTHje:

.uOK caM uurao nYTeM, noronn MI1 ce )l,a 3aIIYTaM 360r MarJIe 11 06peTeM ce y 6JII13HHH cena, 11 BI1)l,HM HeKe IbY)l,e KaKO pasronapajy, re ce 3aycTaBHM MOJIenl1 ce 360r CBOjHX rpexa. 11 me, )l,ol)e MI1 anheo ca Ma'leM na MI1 pe'le:

- TIa<pHYTHje, CBI1 KOjH ocyl)yjy csojy opahy 6Hne YHHIllTeHH OBI1M Ma'leM; aJII1 TI1, 36ar rora IllTO HHCI1 ocybasao, Ben CH nOHI1)f(aBaO ce6e rrpe)l, Borov xao na CI1 TH nO'lI1HI10 rpex, 360r rora je rsoje I1Me ynncaao y Klhl1fy )f(HBI1X.

1. TIpl1'laJIl1 cy sa aBBY Mapxa Ernnarcxor na je npOBeo TpH)l,eCeT rO)l,I1Ha He 113JIa3enl1 H3 cnoje KeJIHje. 11 0611'lHO je CBeIllTeHHK )l,OJIa3110 na sajenno npnnecy CBeTe napose. A l)aBo, BI1)l,eBiliH BPJIHHCKO crpnrsea,e oaor sosexa, AOMI1CJIH ce na HaY)l,HlheroBoj Tpe3BeHOCTI1; 11 nama nexor l)aBOI1MaHOr)l,a )l,ol)e xa CTapl(Y T060)f( 360r MOJII1TBe. A osaj OnCe)l,HYTH, npe Hero he pehn nurra )l,pyro, pe'le crapuy:

- Tsoj CBeiliTeHI1K saynapa aa rpex, HeMoj ra BI1Ille II)'IllTaTI1)l,a YJIa311 K Te611. A 60rOHa)l,aXHYTI1 'lOBeK My pe'le:

- Heno Moje, CBI1 oauajy He'lI1CTony nanorse, a TJ1 CH je YHeo K MeHI1. AlII1 nl1CaHO je: "He cY)l,I1Te,)l,a BaM ce He CY)l,I1"134. Mel)YTI1M, n na je rpeuiaa, I'ocnon ne ra cnacrn: jep je nI1CaHO: "MOJIHTe ce Bory je)l,HI1 aa npyre, na 03)l,paBI1Te" .135

11 HaKOH THX pe'lH, rrOMOJIHBIllI1 ce Bory, OH 113arHa )l,eMOHa 113 xosexa H omYCTH ra anpasor. A «ana, KaKO je Ben 6110 0611'laj, )l,ol)e CBelllTeHI1K, OH ra noxexa ca panourhy. A )l,06pH Bor, BI1)l,enl1 CTap'leBY He3JI06I1BOCT, noxasa My 3HaK. "HaHMe", rrpl1yao je crapau, "kana je CBeiliTeHI1K rperiao na CTaHe npen cBeTY Tprre3y, yrnenax anhena I'ocnomser KaKO CI1l)e ca netia 11 rrOJIO)f(11 pyKy na cBeiliTeHI1KoBY rnasy 11 osaj nocrane xao cryri orn.ena. A ja, 3a)l,HBJbeH TaKBI1M BI1l)elheM, 3a'lYX mac KOjl1 MI1 rOBOpl1:

- Hoaese, 3aIllTO ce )l,I1BI1Ill360r oaorai Iep aKO jenan 3eMaJbCKI1l(ap nehe )l,onycTI1TI1 CBOjHM BeJII1KaIllI1Ma)l,a CTaHY npe)l, n.era npJbaBI1 Ben y nYHOM cjajy, KaKO JII1 TeK 60)f(aHCKa CI1JIa nehe O'lI1CTI1TI1 cnyxorrerse CBeTl1X TajHH KOjl1 croje npen He6ecKOM CJIaBoM?"

A O)l,Ba)f(HI1 nOABI1)f(HI1K XPI1CTOB, Mapxo Erl1naTcKI1, Kojl1 nocrane BeJII1- KI1, y)l,OCTOjl1 ce rora )l,apa jep He oeure OCY)l,110 CBeiliTeHI1Ka.

o aBBJlllaBJIY Tlpocrosre

134 MT. 7, I. 135 JaK. 5, 16.

1. bJIa)f(eHI1 ansa TIaBJIe TIPOCTH, yqeHHK cseror AHToHHja, acnpma Ol(HMa cnenehe:

.uol)e OH je)l,HOM npl1Jll1KOM y MaHaCTHp pamr nocere 11 pa)l,11 )l,YXOBHe KOPI1CTJ1 opahe, na HaKOH y0611'lajeHor pasroaopa Mel)y lhl1Ma, yl)e y CBeTY l(pKBY bO)f(l1jy)l,a rrpHcyCTByje y0611'lajeHoM 60rocny)f(elhy.116JIa)f(eHI1 TIaBJIe nOCMarpaure csaxor KOjl1 ynaaaure y l(PKBy, ca KaKBOM )l,YIllOM YJIa311 aa CJIY)f(6y; jep I1Mao je raj )l,ap, KOjl1 My Focnon oeure rronapno, )l,a MO)f(e na BI1)l,H csaxora y nyuiy, xao IllTO MI1 BI1)l,I1MO JII1l(a jenan npyrora,

11 )l,OK cy CBI1 YJIa311JII1 csernora JIHKa 11 osapenora JII1l(a, a anheo csaxora on n.ax ce panoaaure aa lhera, yrJIell.a jenner upnor H Mpa'lHOr rro l(eJIOM Teny; 11 yrnena raxohe )l,eMoHe ca 06e crpane KaKO ra )l,p)f(e 11 ByKy xa ce6H, cranrsajyh« ~IY ysny na HOC, H lherOBor cseror aHl)eJIa KaKO HX 113)l,aJIeKa CJIe)l,11 Typ06aH 11 TYiKaH. A TIaBJIe caa y CY3aMa H ynapajyhn ce PYKOM y npca, cenne npen l(PKBy, nna'lynH maCHO 360r OHara IllTO je BI1Aeo. A OCTaJII1, BI1)l,eBIllI1 lherOBO 'lY)l,HO nouauran,e 11 uarny rrponeay xoja ra je AOBeJIa)l,O )f(aJIOCTI1I1 cysa, cranouie na r a sarurrxyjy MOJIenl1 ra na 11M xasce 3aIllTO nna-re, MI1CJIenl1)l,a TO YI1HI1 ocyl)yjynH I1X CBe; 11 cranoure ra MOJII1TI1 na yl)e ca lhl1Ma na 6orOCJIY)f(elhe. A TIaBJIe 1136eraBajynHI1X, octane na ce)l,11 HanOJbY, onzraxyjyln, CI1JIHO onora xoja ce 6eure OHaKO npnxasao.

196 Il p Y1 '-l E 0 A H 'I) E II VI M A

Il P Y1 '-l E 0 A H 1) E II 11 M A 197

A neurro xacnnje, xana ce cny)!(6a OKOH'la H AOK cy CBH H3I1a3HlIH, ITaBJIe oner no-rae na rrocMaTpa csaxora, )!(elleflH Aa casaa KaKO H311a3e; H YTlIeAa onor xosexa 'lHje ueno reno oeme U,PHO H TaMHO, KaKO je cana oenora TeJIa H KaKO ra AeMOHH npaTe nsnanexa a CBeTH anheo ce HaJIa3H xpaj a.era H CHlIHO ce panyje 360r rora. A Ilanne, cKa'lyfm Oil, panOCTH, crane na BH'le H na 6JIarOnapH Dory:

- 0 neaapeunsor qOBeKolby6lba H 6l1arOCTH Do)KHje! ITa noxnrasunr, 1I0nHe ce na BI1COKO nocrorse H pe'le CI1JIHI1M fJlaCOM:

- ,J:(ol)l1Te na BI1AI1Te KaKO cy CTpalilHa 11 -rynecna nena DO)!(Hja.194 ,J:(ol)HTe na BHAI1Te Oaora KOjH xohe na ce CBI1 lbynH crracy 11 na Aol)y y rtoanan,e I1CTH-

II 196

He.19\ ,J:(ol)HTe na My ce rrOKlIOHHMO H na npananaeno npeA aore rt.erone, H

na Ka)!(eMO: "TH CH jeAHHH KOjl1 MO)!(elll)],a Y3Melil rpexe".

11 CBH pesuocno npirrp-raiue, )!(eJIenl1 Aa -ryjy TO lllTO ce rOBopH. 11 xana ce CBI1 caxyrnnue, TIaBlIe HCrrpl1'Ia urra je snneo, rrpe YJIaCKa y IWKBY a urra je BHneo nocne I-be, rra sarpascn 0)], onora -rosexa na xaxce urra je 6110 pa3l10r 360r xojera je Bor H3HeHa)],a Y'lHHHO TaKBY npoMeHy. A 'lOBeK, na xora TIaBlIe 6eme noxaaao, 6e3 oxnenan.a HCrrpl1'la urra My ce )],orO)],HlIO:

- Ia caM qOBeK rpemaH, sena, H ))(I1BeO caM y 6ny)],y MHoro BpeMeHa CBe )],0 naaac; a cana YlllaBUIl1 y CBeTY U,PKBy DO)!(Hjy, <lyjeM KaKO ce 'lI1Tajy pe'll1 rrpopOKa Hcanje, l1JlH 'laK Dora KaKO rOBOpl1 KP031-b11X: "Y MHjTe ce, O'lHCTI1Te ce, YKlIOHI1Te snohy J\eJIa CBojHX Hcrrpe;\ O'-ll1jy Mojl1X, rrpecTaHHTe 3JIO 'lHHHTH. AKo rpecl1 aaum 6y)],y xao CKeplleT, nocrahe 6eJIH xao cner. AKo xohere CJl)'lliaTH, noopa 3eMalbCKa jetuhere''."" A ja 6ny)]'HHK, BeJIH AHPHYT peql1Ma TIpoPOKOBI1M H ysnnuryh» y CBOjl1M MI1CJII1Ma, peKox DOry: "TI1 KOjH CH Bor, Kojl1 CI1 noiuao y CBeT na cnaceiu rpemHHKe, OHO lIITO CI1 cana oriehao rrpeKo csora rrpopoKa, I1CrryHl1 H aa MeHH rpeumon H nenocrojnon. Iep CBO, 0)], osora -iaca TH )]'ajeM pes, 11 ooehasai« H 0)], cpu,a TI1 ce ncnonenav, na Heny BI1111e 'lHHI1TI1 OHO lllTO je 3l10, Hero hy 0)],6au,HTI1 CBaKO 6e3aKOl-be 11 0)], cana hy TH ClI)"A<HTI1 ca qHCTOM caseurhy. ,J:(aHac, BlIa)]'I1KO, 11 0)], oaora -raca, rrpHMH MeHe KOjH caM ce noxajao 11 Kojl1 ce noxnan.au rrpe)], T060M 11 y6ynyne ce )]'P)!(I1M rronan.e 0)], csaxora rpexa.H ca TI1M, Belll1, 06enal-bHMa H3ahox 113 u,pKBe, O)]'JlY'!I1BlIIl1 y ce611 na He 'lI1HI1M HI1KaKaB rrpecryrr rrpeMa Dory.

CfYBUll1 TO, CBH nosuxaure y jenan rnac xa Dory: "Kaxo cy Belll1'-lallCTBella nena Tsoja, I'ocnone, CBe CI1 rrpeMy)],po CTBOpHO".19K 3Hajynl1 naxne, 0 Xpnurha-

IIH, 113 Cserora TII1CMa 11 113 CBeTI1X orxpnsen,a, KOllHKO )]'06pOTe I1Ma Bor sa OHe KOjl1 My I1CKpellO npntieranajy 11 ca noxajarsea ncnpaan.ajy OliO UITO cy nperxonao rpeunora, 11 na OIleT ysnpaha )]'06p11Ma soja je ooehao He ocybyiyh» lIX sa nperxonne rpexe, HeMojMo ovajasarn sa csoje cnacen.e. Iep, KaKO je 06ehano npexo npopoxa Hcanje na he HeqHCTe O'lI1CTHTI1 0)], rpexa, )],a he HX 1136eJIHTli xao cner 11 Y'lHIIHTI1 )],OCTojHI1Ma 6l1ara neriecxor Iepycamora, TaKO Hac, orrer, npexo npopoxa Iesexnn,a ys 3JKJIeTBY otiaaeurrana na Hac aehe norydnTH; jep "TaKO 6HO ja )!(HB, BellH [OClIO)]" anje MH MHJIo)],a yMpe 6e36o)!(HHK, Hero na ce BpaTH 6e360)!(HHK ca csora rryra H)],J 6y).(e ))(HB".199

o aBBJI Cncojy

194 I1c. 45, 9,

195 I. TI1M, 2, 4. 19h I1c. 94, 6, 19711c. I, 16-19, lOR Ilc. 103,24,

14. ITpH'laJIH cy KaKO je y aaae Cncoja, )],OK je 6110 aa caMpTH a CTapl\11

cenenn xpaj n.era, iseroso nnue cnjano xao cynue: rra HM xasce: - [JIe, assa AHToHHje je nourao,

A aeurro xacnnje xaxce:

- [JIe, xop npopoxa je nourao.

11 oner n.erono JIHl\e 3a6JIHCTa rra xaxce: - [JIe, xop arrOCTOJIa je nourao.

11l-berOBO JIHu,e oner sarin.eurra; a OH xao na ca HeKHM rosopatue. A crap-

U,H ra ymrraure:

- Ca KHM paarosapaiu, o'le? A OH pe'le:

- EBo, )],OlllJIH cy aHl)eJIH na Me y3My rra I1X MOllHM na Me OCTaBe na ce MaJIO

rroKajeM.207

A pexoure My crapun:

- Heva rrorpeoe na ce xajeur, o-re. A OH 11M Y3BpaTI1:

- 3aHCTa, He 3HaM )],a JIH caM H rroxerax Y'lHHI10. Tana CBlI CXBaTI1111e)],a je caspurea.H orrer iserono JII1l\e Haje)],HOM nocrane xao cynue; H CBI1 ce yrtnaunrure, A OH 11M BeJII1:

- BH)]'HTe, I'ocnon je nouiao 11 xaxce: ",J:(OHeCHTe MI1 cacyn rrYCTI1I-bCKH". Te O)],Max npenane )],YX CEOj. t1 )],ol)e HelIlTO xao MYi-ba a Kyna ce HCITYHI1 ~1110MI1PHCOM.

199 je3. 18, 32; 33, II. 007 B. 113peKY 49,