Learning new things in life whether good or bad, dark or light, winter or summer you have too endure

every consequences to become more stronger and mature in life. Every single experience build you some

day. Life is too short to dream and experience, remember take all opportunities to make new memories.

Every story started with love that is how my parents met each other. My mom was influenced by

her friends that time that she always ran away from home. One time my mom met her friend Lolit a very

ambitious women, because she was very inloved with my dad before. While they were walking my aunt

Lolit introduced my mom to my dad. Sad to say my dad felt inloved to my mom and he turned his back to

his lover. That time the friend of mom never talked to her again. They begun dating each other, they

always went in burhan and enjoyed their youthful days. My mom was a hard headed before and she was

very alcoholic, likewise my dad. That is why they are destined to each other. After time passed by they

got married to each other dated and they lived a happy life were negativity was absent.

July 22, 1998 my elder brother was born, everything was normal like nothing will change my

brother was named Joshua he was a very silent type guy right now that he doesn't had any girlfriend

even ex-girlfriend and he was a very alcoholic guy maybe he got that genes from my dad and mom. He

was not that sweet guy that's why he needed alcohol to had confidence in reaching a lady.

November 14, 1999 my elder sister was born, everything was so smooth that time like nothing

will bother. My sister was our father's favorite that time beacause she was the only girl in the family. She

was a women with a long hair that her ex cannot be counted, she was the opposite of my brother

incomes of romantic relationship. My sister was also a drunking master, that was their similarities that

they had. She was a very sensitive girl that she doesn't liked to be bullied but she was a bully at her past

high school life.

June 22, 2001 that was the day I was born with a smiley face even the doctors are shocked. Im a

very shy person even since I was a child, that was the reason why I'm not engaged to any activities. My

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life as a kid was the most miserable day of my timeline. Everything started when my dad went at Kuwait

to work as a driver. When I was in my kindergarten everything was still great, the love and care

surrounded my heart. When I reached my first grade my mom left as too my aunt. I didn't know the

reason why she left, I remember my brother crying out loud that time. As a kid I felt the life living

without a light on my path that will guide me soon. Every night I cried a lot waiting for my mom to come

back, until I realized that my tears will never do anything for me. In my second grade I lived as a loner I

never had a friend, I ate alone, I never engaged my self to sports. I didn't even knew my dad's name

before, I remembered the time when my teacher asked my dad's name and I just stood that time

thinking what was my dad's name. In my third grade my mom came back and I was happy that time that

she even rented a house for us to lived in. I thought that was my happiest day of my life, but I was wrong.

One day my mom went home with a man and I thought he's just my mother's friend, but I was wrong,

that guy was my mother's lover. Their relationship didn't last long, and after a month my dad decided to

visit us. When I looked my dad's eyes I didn't felt any emotion if he was happy or sad that time. My

brother and sister decided to continue their education in Sto. Tomas National High School, but I didn't

followed them. I was so sad that time, beacause I cant remember if my dad hugged me or my mom

kissed me. I lived with my auntie until I finished my third grade, after that I decided to lived with my

father's relatives. While my dad was working abroad he started to build a house for our future. When I

was in my fourth grade, that was the time my father went home with a cancer. That time I didn't felt

anything at all, I cant even remember the time he was proud of me. I cant even remember if he called

me son, I taught living with my dad can change everything, but it doesn't end good. My brother was

beaten by my dad every time he went home late. I cant remember things right before, I felt alone that

time, because didn't have any friends to play with. Sometimes I still felt that I didn't have any parents.

After days passed by, my father's cancer was already at the edge of his life. And that time they decided to

sell the house. Some of my father's relatives blamed my mother that sje was the reason why my dad sold

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the house, they were saying that, if my mom was their supporting my dad nothing will happen bad. That

time we lived with our aunt Zoraida, she helped my dad every time he needs help. My mom sometimes

visited us just to say hi and to talk to my dad.

Until in October everything changed when my dad died. I cried and cried that time, because I

remembered the time I cursed him to die. I felt nothing but darkness surrounding my heart. I wished and

I wished for him to come back. I prayed to God every night for him to come back. At the last day of my

dad's memorial my mom came. That time my world died, I cant speak and hear anything, wacthing my

mom pregnant with her lover made me broken into pieces. I ran inside my room sobbing and thinking it

was just a dream. Everything changed back then, I went back in Asin Benguet to finish my sixth grade.

As I walked on the stairs of Gangeb part of Asin road I felt the cold breeze of the envirinment the

mist of the trees was so fresh that I started to remember of my past memories. I remembered the time

when my aunt weeped us when we went home late. I remembered the time I and my siblings climbed

trees of mangoes, guavas, camyas, and bugnay when we were climbing my brother fell on the ground

and we taught he was hurt but he said '' alam u daita bayabas ta han nga matnag'' we laughed hard that

time. I remembered time when my uncle let my brother and sister to crawled under the house, because

the house was elevated and the floor was made of woods that was why coins accidentally fell on the

spaces of the floor, I didnt went crawling that time beacause I'm so scared so I just light there path that

time. I remembered the time I was so scared to walk on the road because there was a cow standing at

the middle of the road and that time I wore a red pants with a patrick printed on it. I remembered the

time I pee on my bed when I was young and my aunt weeped me. I remembered the time we slept early

because we didn't had electricity that was why I didn't had any knowledge about television that time. I

as remembered the memories I had before made me happy I taught my childhood was so boring. I was

excited to went home that time to meet my aunt and my cousins.

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 I helped my aunt to sold frozen foods like langgonisa, tocino, hotdog, skinless and ham that time

It was so hard to do that kind of task, because my aunt doesn't had any store that's why we walked and

walked every time we sell goods. It was fun to sell even though I felt haggard every time, because I

forgot every prolems in my life.

November 20, 2012 I remembered the time I joined the boy scout, that time was the first time I joined

boys scout. It was so fun to play and to

At school everything was fine I got new friends and life,

June 2, 2013, After my graduation my aunt in Tuba helped me with my study. My life with my

aunt was a little shameful, because I did things that made her angry. My classmates there was great and

kind, I didn't felt any rejection. With my friends we enjoyed life, beacause some of our activities was out

of school like travelling, recording things and more. Every time I went home I felt lost, too dramatic. With

the exchange of my study, I helped my aunt to take good care her store. In the school I enjoyed making

memories with my classmates, I felt happy everytime I entered the classroom. One time my teacher

tasked us to make a brochure, I was lucky that time that my groupmates are not selfish especially in

sharing money. I enjoyed my life with them wondering around. After I finished my 7th grade I went back

in Sto. Tomas Baguio City to cintinue my 8th grade. This time I cant remember how things happened I felt

out of the blue that time that I cant remember any good memories that I had. In my 9th grade my mom

decided to lived with us, I so happy that time because my little half brother was their. Every moment I

always cherished them, but every story doesnt always stayed happy.

September 25, 2015 my mom was pregnant, I was sad that time, I taught she changed the way

she was, but I was always wrong. I didn't know why I hated my self that time, maybe I cant speak with

my mofher how bad she was that time. I wished why did my dad died what if God should taken my mom

instead of my dad. That was the thing that always rotating in my mind. Even my sister really hated her

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likewise my brother. My mom dcided to gave my little sister to our churchmate, did you know how hard

it was. She was the only mother that I know thaf can gave her daughter for the second time. My

mother's first child was also adopted by my aunt. I dont know how easy for her to gave away her baby,

honestly I cried every night when I discovered that my mom was pregnant. After that she went in Tuba

where my auntie was, maybe she felt ashamed for what she did.

In my 10th grade my mom begun to bleed we didnt know why she started to lost blood we

taught she had a dengue or something we were really worried that time I taught I will lose her again. I

remembered the time I cursed my dad that really hurt my heart and I promised myself not to do it with

my mom. I didn't know what to felt that time when I encountered the reason why she bleed, I kept my

tears from flowing to my cheeks that time, the reason why was that she tried to kill the baby inside her.

My heart cant handle that situation before, hundreds of questions begun to triggered my mind that time

I taught Im going to be crazy. How I wish to be crazy to forget every problems that I'd encountered. Until

one day my cousin whats me too lived in Marivelles Bataan, without any hesitation I went. I didn't know

what was the reason why I went there, maybe I just want to scape some problems in my life.

In my first day, I actually liked it, beacause we went to caught fishes. My life as a student also

changed because the way they treated me there was more especial. They taught I'm from the Kalinga

tribe that I will cut their heads if they will trash talk me. every Saturday and Sunday my cousins and I

went to swam at the Matle beach, water was not that clean but we doesn't have any choice but to

swam. After that we went in the light tower of Bataan the place was so great that I saw the wide ocean

of Bataan it was so nice to went there and It was my first time to saw a light tower in my whole life. The

place was so wonderful how the rock was formed and how the wave met with the shore. At first I was

irritated by the hot temperature of the place, I felt I was already in hell but I got used to it. I also helped

my cousin in taking good care of his '' ukay-ukay'', I remember the time I was been stolen three times, I

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taught my cousin will going to kill me, but he didn't he just told us to '' never be tanga again'' it hurt a

little bit, but I knew that It was my fault. This time anime series was one of my hobby, watching this king

of movie helped me to scaped from reality. My first class was 5:30 am that was the reason why I got low

grades in my filipino. And I need to watch the store until 8:00 pm and that time was not enough for me

to sleep. I cannot actually concentrate in my studies that time because of the the limit of every day life.

After graduating at Marivelles National High School I decided to went back at Sto. Tomas National High

School I didnt expected to graduate that time but I think I'm one of the lucky man of that time.

In my 11th grade I took up GAS, beacause this was the only choice that we had that time. My

life being a senior high school was one of the greatest thing in my life. That time I lived in my aunt

because I didnt had any choice but to endure the consequences that may happen. Im already tired being

a burden to them. I didnt know why every time I went home I didn't felt any happiness, I just kept my

voice to everyone. My whole life I've been wishing that someday my family will soon meet me as I go

home. At school I didnt felt any despair, because I met my friends who treated me the best. Every

afternoon I wished that there are more time for me to be with them, I felt more comfortable every time

they were sitting beside me. This was the time where I slightly addicted to korean dramas, because every

time I wacthed it I felt motivated and inspired how the story was made and also because of the story.

There are many happy memories that helped me scaped from sadness. I tried my best that time, and it

does payed well. I was one of the honored student and I'd received conduct award, it was really funny

that time why I received that kind of awards.

My life as a student was maybe one of the boring story in the history, beacause I didn't engaged

in romantic relationship. Every time I think about it I felt happy and sad as well, because I cant tell any

story about my love life with my grandchildren soon if things will really happen. I didn't know why I can't

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fall in love, I thought myself as a narcissist person. Its funny but that's better than to hurt someone you

love.

In my 12th grade, this present time many things had already ended. My life being a graduate

soon was one of the most intense moment I had especially when we conducted a research, when I made

my own research entitled the effectiveness of being a ALISTO Club member was one of my achievement,

because im my past grade11 we were grouped that was why I didn't worked hard before. When I

finished my research their are many errors that I'd made but I didn't know why mg teacher didn't saw it,

but still I thank God for that moment. My research now was entitled '' The Perception of Students to

Social Media'' thinking of it this research was one of the lowest kind of a thing. Its not my fault why my

research was this kind of low class because first of all our teachers are the one who changed our topic.

after days passed, another project disturbed of silent soul the project was work immersion one

of the greatest thing I had in my memories. We were grouped into four with 6 to 7 members. I

encountered that one group was bias not totally bias but something that the teachers didn't taught

about, because all of the members had that type of a person that can adapt easily or something that

they were smarter. I'm not saying were damn, but still everythings gonna be fine if we work together.

January 21, 2018 Our first place was at the Department of Agriculture. The night before my

work immersion really made me chilled that I will not make a good impression, but the thought was

wrong, when I arrived at the office, I had no idea what will going to happen. I waited with my friends to

long before we entered the office. The time that made us bored turned it to a new adventure, because

after a long time waiting outside the office they toured us around the farm and we saw cute rabbits,

hairy sheeps, fat native pigs, long neck goose, buzzing bees, fat cows and long legged horses. After we

roamed around the place we finally met our real job which was to catalog books at there mini library.

After we did the tasked they gave we decide to eat at the Kym's restaurant. And ow my god! The prices

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are so expensive, but we didn't had any choice but to ate the luxury food. Afterwards, it was almost 5:00

o'clock of the afternoon, so our supervisor let us went home to rest and eat well for the next day.

January 22, 2018 the sun rises in the sapphire sky, as it watched the the clouds that passed by.

From east to west, shadows started to fade, but who cares if time ran fast. I almost came late in my work

immersion that time, because I waited for my cousin to fixed her things. And still I thanked God we're

not late. When I walked across the office it made me smile, because of the scene I saw, everyone wished

that someday in their life they can achieved their dreams, this people who I saw in the office inspired me

to follow my dreams someday. Nothing was different that time except my thought. The thing that we did

was reading and writing books and catalog. It really made me bored but still I need to work for my grades

and knowledge as well.

January 23, 20018 cold breeze smoothly touched my cheeks while I was sitting across the bench

as I waited for a jeepney. I thought we're going to be late that time, but no, I and my cousin arrived early

before at the Department of Agriculture. This was our third day of work immersion and I felt weary,

because we always did the same thing and they didn't allowed us to work outside the office like feeding

cows, cleaning cages or whatever. As I complained about the things I encountered I begun to realized

that out there somewhere, someone wants to be on my shoes right now because of poverty, everyone

does have their rights to learn but poverty keep them from darkness. Subsequently after we finished our

tasked our supervisor let us went home.

January 24, 2018 daylight started the time to click to create a new experience. From the bottom

of Mount Cabuyao I can be seen waiting for a jeepney again, but this time I had a positive thought that I

and my unlucky cousin will not going to be late this time, because history repeat itself. When we arrived

at the Department of Agriculture new adventure embarked. The first thing that we did was we cutting ''

sakati'' a food for cows, sheeps and horse. The second thing that we did was we removed the weeds

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from the pot of the coffee seedlings. The third that we did was we ate our lunch box. The fourth thing

that we did was to '' bayo'', wherein yoh need to crush the coffee. The fifth thing that we did was the

most especial recipe of the day, which was to milked cows, this job was great I think, because this was

my first time to milked a cow. This day was one of the great day that I had in my whole life because of

that cow.

January 25, 2018 the sky had cleared and its pure color acred from mountain ridges to mountain

riges. The narrow road skirted the edge of a broad valley and the green of the pinetree contrast with the

brown of the soil. This was our fifth day at the Department of Agriculture, and I'd learned to much stuff

to improved myself. From being patience to being a good member of a team. This was our final day and

our final tasked was to help ma'am Shirley to tour guide the kindergarten from Pinsao elementary

school. Helping ma'am Shirley was not easy at all, because we walked and walked around the farm

assisting little child. That time realized how hard to be an independent person soon.

January 28, 2019 dusk settled on the ridges and spread its purple glow into the city. As I walked, I

wandered along the brick path that led from thd Capitol to the BFP. This day our new destination was at

the Bureau of Fire and Protection, the place where bravery came from. I thought things that we will do

this time was more serious. After 3 hours of stamping papers and writing on the receipts, my thought

had changed. I was disappointed that time, because I want things more heavier. But doing this things

does measures your ability to finish a task faster as long as you work as a team.

January 29, 20019 the wood smoke from the burning fire woods spread a blue veil over the

landscape and scented the crisp morning air with its pungent aroma. The smoke gave me a pretty sign

that this day was different. While walking, my body begun to rushed when I saw my old pals. This day

started with a seminar about fire protection and prevention. Our second activity was we used a fire

extinguisher this was not my first time to used this thing.

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 January 30, 2019 a bomb started to count down from 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 proot! A strong and

deadly gas of my diarrhea that morning kept me awakened from sleeping. This day was so horrible and

funny, because my stomoach kept shaking like something was in my chimney. That day started with a

very memorable moment when I released a gas in the barangay hall while waiting for a jeepney but

thank God no one noticed it. I almost git late with my co-work immersion student Glenn. The first thing

that we did as we arrived at the BFP was we fixed the blue prints and we categorized them how big and

small the proposed houses are. The second thing that we did was we went at the branch of BFP at Irisan

to dispose the unused papers that we fixed. The third thing that we did was stamping papers again and

again.

February 1, 2019 a curious honey bee dipped and darted closed on my face while leaning on the

fence waithing for a jeepney. Like a honeybee roaming around just to find a nectar of a sweet flower, I

thought my day will always the same. Yeah, we didn't do anything different today but to stamped papers.

Until a beautiful girl with a smile on her face caught my attention from, but she's not my type of a girl so

I let go for my co-work immersion male students. That was our fourth day of work immersion and the

free pandesal was still on the menu. Working on this kind of office taught me that being a fireman was

hard, because you need to be brave and strong enough no matter what.

February 2, 2019 the cold breeze of the sky dried the moisture of the grasses, as I walked on

them felling great and happy. That day was our last day and our last day to showcase our initiative

talents. We werw tasked to file mountains of certificates piled up. I wish those files could have their own

wings and fly to their respective folders and save us from the hassle. Fixing, filing, stamping and

encoding was still fun, because at the end of that day we received a golden certificates.

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