Who am I? Who am I? Only the flesh and the blood.

Or only the mental system

which I have got experience of at the time of my dreams?...

Or as it’s told in the Upnishads and the Veda and the Gita, indriyani paarany
ahur,indriyebhyah param manah, manastu para buddhi, buddhir atma mahan
para, then the parmatama and other subjective world. How to find the
adjustment?..

What am I? Iam a member of this material soil?Or something more? Transcending

this material consideration I have got my existence in the unassailable higher
quarter of knowledge and love, the strata of knowledge and then that of love.
Transcending knowledge there is another higher plane of ecstacy, joy and love-
prema. Exploitation,renunciation, and dedication and dedication of the highest
order is surrendered dedication. Where do we want to live?These are extended
to us for our preference,you select where you want to live ,in what plane?And
this is not poetry or not even philosophy,but the inner demand,the sincere
willingness,the determined will,not a fashion or philosophy or luxury.This is a
serious point,we are to decide for ourselves,where do we want to live,In the
plane of a goonda? The plane of the patriot?So many planes, the plane of the
scientific(who are the wire pullers of these exploitationists? In what plane? I must
seek and I must find out my liking, sincierely,where do I select to be my home .
Back to God , back to home,where is my home? Self determination is in our front
and we are to judge sincierely to do justice to our self.Not a luxurious attempt of
putting others to their higher interest,first iam concerned where iam to seek my
position,sincierely.Then the next question will be that I shall try to also put others
in that position,janma sarthak kari para upakar,only hypocritically preaching,that
has got no higher benefit.But if ,under the guidance of a real guide,I begin my
work,my hypocrisy also may vanish.That may be connected by my previous
sukriti, independent of my voluntary thinking,it is possible.The sukriti has
connected me with some higher guide and gradually the hypocrisy ,self suiciding
tendency ,that will vanish.Hypocrisy ,that kapatata,the self-deception
tendency,that will vanish and sukriti may join me,my fate with a real guide.Then
all my other defects will gradually vanish when iam in the process of purification
by carrying out his order.It is possible.And as much as I will be sinciere,my words
will carry so much value and others will be benifitted by my words,my vibration
will work in them.So it has been requested repeatedly in the Shastra sadhu
sanga,select your association,select your guide.The association in general and the
guide in particular,that is all important in our life.We are living in an uncertain
eternity and to secure a certain position we must strive hard .And the association
and the guide,that can help us most in our campaign.We are lost in the eternity.

Hare Krishna