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Synthesis: The literary piece was written to reflect the experiences and
status of the immigrant Filipinos living in Canada.
“Miguel: Things change so much here. The weather, the seasons. One day
you’re at your lola’s where it’s always sunny and you have so much fun, next
thing you’re in a city, trapped in a basement, and it just keeps raining. Your
voice changes, your body changes and you feel like a pancake at iHOP. Your
whole world, flipped upside down.”
This part of the text shows the archetype of change in Miguel. He had
to face a lot of new things when he moved to Canada to be with his
mother, and it all happened during his puberty/adolescent years which
caused him physical changes, alongside the changes their in living
arrangements. The text represents a usual state of shock that
someone encounters when they face a new environment that is very
different to what they have grown up in. Adults may also relate to this
just as much as adolescents and teenagers like Miguel, however the
text aims to shed light on the experience of younger individuals in
such situations and how they are less able to handle it. It exhibits the
feeling of disorientation with life, as if everything has been flipped
upside down, as the text describes.
“Miguel: Couldn’t sleep last night. It’s exactly a year today since I last saw
Itay, my father. I wonder how he is. If he thinks of me, sometimes. When I
was living with my lola, and Inay was here in Canada, my father worked in
Cavite, 40 kilometers away from my lola’s place. He had a sales job there,
and because traffic is really bad, he rented a room in Cavite, and left me
with my lola. He would go see me on Saturdays, and sometimes he’d stay till
Sunday. I remember he used to say, “Don’t worry, anak, we’ll see your Inay
soon. Just wait, and next thing you know, you’ll be playing in the snow and
eating spaghetti and meatballs every day!” Every night I would wait for the
phone to ring, for Inay to call and say, “Miguel, come to Canada tomorrow!”
But as the years went by, and as I waited for that particular phone call, I
began to see less and less of my father as well. At first, he’d say he had to
work overtime, that they needed him to work Saturdays. Sometimes it’d be
because of the traffic… But you know even if he didn’t come, I knew. I knew
that just like me, he waited for Inay too.”
The typical Filipino working class family struggle with regard to
balancing family and work is showcased in this portion of the text. It
presents a common fight over choosing to live with your family and to
live somewhere that is conveniently near to your job in order to avoid
heavy traffic situations. Parents sacrifice time with their child just to
provide a good future for them even if it means losing present quality
time as they grow up. Their child is handed over to the care and
custody of the grandparents who then serve as the parental figures in
their childhood. The child, in return, is left yearning for their family to
be complete again. Despite having a few days with one of their parents
or phone calls, it is still a different feeling to have them physically by
your side on a daily basis to reassure you and provide you with the
love of a mother and a father. It leaves them blindly hoping and
waiting for the day that they all reunite and everything will be alright.
“Isabel: Soon, anak, soon. I promise you. Life will be better. For you. For
both of us. Soon.
Miguel: That time my mother left, when I was seven, “soon” became days,
weeks, months. At seven, I realized a very painful truth: my mother had
abandoned me. And as the years went by, and her image began to fade. I
could no longer remember what it was like. The way she touched my cheeks.
The feel of her hands. Sure, she sent home money, sent me toys, and
chocolates. Sure, there were phone calls, and pictures. But you can’t hug a
phone call, can you? And a picture can’t tell you that everything will be all
right.
Isabel: [faces Miguel] Just wait, anak. Soon everything will be all right.
Miguel: [faces Isabel] Inay, all these years I’ve been waiting. Tell me,
please tell me, when does soon begin?”
This dialogue between Isabel and Miguel depicts the typical exchange
of words of a child and a working parent. Isabel as the mother
reassures her son that all of these sacrifices are for the better of their
future lives. She tells him that it will all be good in time and that they
just have to be patient until said time comes. Miguel, on the other
hand as the son, starts to question if they will ever reach that
promised time. He loses trust in his mother due to the lack of her
physical presence in his young life. He also loses hope that they will
ever reach that point of being alright in their life for he believes that it
is not only the future that matters but also the present. There is more
to being alright in life than material things such as toys and
chocolates. It is not always going to be about money. This part of the
text greatly showcases the years of longing from a child for his
mother’s physical affection. A hug after a long day at school can make
up so much more than just a phone call. Years of hoping for the day
that you are wrapped up in your mother’s arms again may start to
become a hurtful scenario in your head rather than a comforting one.
All because you were waiting for soon to begin when it has for a fact
started long ago. You had just failed to see it in a certain way and are
still trying to find something more that you actually already have in
order to live a better life.
“Isabel: Yesterday, I had a really bad episode at work. I had very little
sleep the night before because I did the laundry and there was just so much
to wash. Anyways, there was this woman who ordered a dozen donuts, and I
mixed up her order and gave her scones instead. If you ask me, I was doing
her a favor by not giving her those donuts! Really! Anyway, she had to walk
back several blocks with her little daughter to tell me I made a mistake. Of
course, I kept on saying sorry, sorry, sorry. She wasn't rude or anything. In
fact, when I handed her the donuts, she smiled, and I apologized again. But
then when started to head out, she turned to her daughter and said: "This is
why you have to study hard, my love. Because otherwise you'll end up just
like her." I froze. "Just like her." The words echoed in my head the whole
day, as I served these sausage biscuits and maple donuts, and swiped cans
of beans and corry and handed out plastic bags. ]ust like her. What does it
mean to be just like me?”
This particular crucial part in Isabel’s dialogue represents the Marxist
theory in a conceivable way. It shows the personal struggles of an
OFW in terms of dealing with people who look down upon them who
are lower in the social classes. The mindset of the society that we are
living in right now is that if someone is working in a job in which does
not consists of a suit for a man or a skirt and cardigan for a woman
then that person should not be respected or treated equally. This is
the reality that OFWs have to endure in foreign countries especially in
countries where almost every person is in the middle class sector. In
the text, Isabel only mentioned a scenario like this once but in real
life, OFWs like Isabel experience this kind of treatment almost
everyday with their jobs but like Isabel, they firmly believe that
everything that they endure will be worth it for their families if they
can give them the life that they long for and deserve.
“Miguel: It's always about making money. More money. "It's for you, anak,
for your future." But what about me now? What about my life now? She
wants me to study college after, but what use is college anyway? She
graduated from a university in Manila, she was a teacher, now she makes
sandwiches and works at a grocery. What's a degree for? School is such a
waste of time.”
Miguel is obviously still struggling with adapting to life in Canada. He
views his mother’s sacrifices as something that does not benefit him
specifically because he sees it as a distraction for him having an
intimate and close relationship with his mother. Isabel graduated and
had a college degree to be a proper teacher in the Philippines but
because of the lack of opportunities in her own motherland, she
sacrifices her life with her family for years and worked thousands of
miles away just to earn money for a living. This is certainly an issue of
how the economic conditions of the Philippines in the setting of the
story, affects the characters’ decisions and determination to always
focus on making money so that they can easily say that their life could
finally be better.
General Synthesis
The story is a wholesome depiction of the real-life struggles of Filipino
immigrants in Canada, who are bound to a lot of changes: adapting to the
lifestyle and culture abroad, and learning how to live far away from loved
ones. It also emphasizes the sacrifices that these families bear, and how this
sacrifice leads them to long for each other and get tired of waiting.