 L O V E 

I hear the ticking of the clock

I’m lying in the room’s pitch dark
Everyday my confusion grows
Every time I think of me
I set down on my knees and pray
When the night goes by so slow
There’s no sense in telling me
‘ Cause I don’t want to be so shy
Every time that I’m alone, I wonder it
Hope that someone will wait for and
Trust in me
I’m waiting for the final moment
My loneliness always disturb me
Wherever, I just don’t know
“ What should exactly I do ”
I want to feel like I never should
I’ve to confess that I still believe
I need someone to be my love, my valentine
To be all I’ve got in my new life

Hope that I won’t end though done

I always get by on my own
I never really cared with someone
It chills me to be bone
How do I get him
I don’t know how long I’ve wanted
To touch my lips, hold my tights
Be on my side, on my mind
‘ Till the words don’t rhyme
The stars and sun don’t shine
How does he change my world
That he never knows
Deep inside, I need to know
I’m here for now
Hope someone will help me grow
Come into my life
Sent from above
He shows me his love
When I lost the hope
Who never won’t let me go
Who will cross the ocean for me
Go and bring me the moon and beautiful
dreams
Be my hero, my strength
Be the sun in my sky heart
Be my fortress
Who will light my way for all the time
He won’t let me down
His arms will be my shelter
Always keep me safe
Stand beside me all long
Hold me tight, treat me right
Be with me day and night
Be his own valentine forever

He’ll build my world of dreams around me

Will the one I run to
The one who I belong to
The one I want for live
The one whom I love
The one I dream of
The only one I kiss good night
Always be in my heart
Part of my body & soul
And always be on my mind
He’s the meaning of my life
My inspiration,
Always wants to have near me
I hear him saying that
“ No one needs me more than him ”
I wish I could carry his smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It’d make me believe
What tomorrow could he bring
What am I and so lost without him

Oh, my God …..

How many dreams of mine will end
Be the truth
How long I can pretend
That I need someone
To fill up my days since I’m his
How many times will love pass me by
‘ Till I find him in my reality world
Sometimes I don’t recognize my own
Heart
I look inside my eyes and find disgrace
To really love someone
From the bottom of my heart
To understand him
To know his deep inside
Hear every thought, see every dream
Who will give me wings
When I want to fly
He helps me when finds myself lying
Helpless in his arms

I need someone
To tell me that it’s gonna be last forever
To really love and hold me
‘ Till he knows how I need,
To be touched in the pouring rain
He’s got the breathe me
Really taste me
‘ Till he can feel me in his blood
The moment that he wonder far from me
I want to feel him in my arms, and
Believe in him, forever and ever
He’ll the light in my darkness night
Will be my hero when I fall
He’d miss me, even
When he dreams of me
The sweetest dream will never end
He’d still miss me

I’m wondering what he’s dreaming

Wondering if it’s me and he is seeing
Feeling his heart beating
Kiss my eyes and want to live with me
This moment forever, forever and ever
I want to have someone
Who’s good personality, performance
and ability
Holds me up and gives me dignity
Shows me how deep his love,
Needs me in his life
Gives me strength to stand alone
To face the world out on my own
He put me high upon a pedestal
So high that I can almost see eternity
Holds my hands, when it’s cold
Takes me home, when I’m lost
Gives me hope, when I’m at the end
Turns my lies back into truth
Calls me his sweetheart, and
Build up my confidence
To make me on the top for once

Every heartbeat & sound of ticking of clock

He believes that I was only born just for
loving him
Able to spend his day by day with me
Approve one thousand and one obstacles
Which comes into our special relationship
I believe in The Miracle of God
Someone ……….
Somewhere ………. is made for me
And I have to wait his presence patiently
Until The God unite us in the greatest
of time as soon & well as possible
in the presence of my eyes
Try to enter on a the most
Wonderful relationship between us

What’s love ?
What’s like ?
Where does it come from ?
When does it come ?
When does it end ?
How can it to be the most important thing in
someone’s life ?
Why it should suddenly come and happen in
somebody’s life ?
Have I ever felt it before ?
There’re so many questions about love
There are so many feelings can be felt
if I have it
Sadness, anger, disappointed, pain,
Sorrow, pine, longing, aching
Or maybe the greatest thing, such as
Happiness
All of them are the sicknesses of love
Which can make me can’t control and
Think of anything else
There are so many things about it
Love can’t be hidden
I can’t avoid it
I should believe it
Because it’s a real thing

Love is one big illusion

It’s very difficult to forget
Jealous is one of the sickness of love
It shows how deep is my special one loves
me, from the bottom of his heart
Love is needed to give up spirit, motivation
For entering on our life
Love is blind
It attends without be acquainted with
age, status
Whoever will feel it as soon as possible
‘Cause the God has settled it well
And the time will prove it
Love ……….
Gives a meaning of human’s life
Makes it more beautiful
It couldn’t be estimated by wealth
Would grow and sprout in our consciences

Love can make changes in my life

Because of it,
I can’t think of anything else
I’ll just think of my special one,
Always and always
In my minds, life without love is like a night
without stars
And, it’s like creep where water can’t pass
Love comes from the first sight
And it doesn’t follow the ordinary rules of
life
There is no love without sacrifices
And the course of love never runs
Smoothly
The true of love needs understanding,
Firmness, strength, convictions, loyalty
To face the hindrances, temptations &
Challenges
They can keep the love of two hearts
And I should know about it
There’s no gain without pain
There are so many things which can be
caused
But, love will find a way
And, let the time will show it

Oh God ……….
Would I find my valentine, part of my heart
someday ?
Whom I’ve been waiting for since I live
Would he attend in the true of love story of
mine ?
Love & own my body & soul intact as long
as he lives
Hope that my love story run smoothly ‘till
we’re met in marriage
Although we’re far apart
We wouldn’t forget each other
The profound of his love
Shows that he’s a devoted man
Won’t be apart with my heart

When I close my eyes and believe

completely
I can’t sleep ‘till the last star leaves the sky
I’ve dreamed somebody’s heart will come
and rescue me
To set me free,
To be a part of my heartbeat,
To stay always in my heart,
To be his true love,
Which comes once in a lifetime
‘Cause our heartbeat as one
He must has been heaven-sent
‘Cause he would be a part of my soul
Who can protect from all around me
No matter what the people would say
To keep me safe and warm
From this day on,
now and forever more
He won’t ever cause hesitation my love
and let me go
We need each another to have, to hold
Who gives me all of his heart, soul, life
He’ll suddenly come if I’d call to him
He wants to do is just making love with me

Happiness about of love can be reached

by me
But, on the contrary, it can be happened too
It’s increased not by the enlargement of the
possessions
But, of the heart and the true of my love
Don’t risk it just for reaching money,
position, wealth
Or maybe, to fulfill all of my ambitions
Love needs patience, conviction, trust,
Strength
If I believe it, I’ve to know about it
So, when I fall in love, I would keep it
Because, it’s a the biggest of gift from
The God
‘Cause it would be the first love of mine
It should be the sweetest & lives deep
And it will be the most beautiful and
Wonderful thing as long as I live
I’d remember it, forever, until the end of
my life
And I couldn’t disappear it from my
Mind

Oh my God ……….
When it will come into my life
I want to fell it like the others
But, actually, I’m still afraid
I don’t know exactly, what should I do
If it happens in my life
I don’t know how to start and to end it
I don’t know how to say, that,
“ I love you so much from the bottom of my
heart ”
Or say, you’re the one who I want to,
and the best one in my heart
I don’t know how to
express my
Feelings
I don’t know how to be the best one
of a special girl for him
I don’t know how to make him
Understand,
Fall in and love me so much from
the bottom of his heart, for now and
forever

But, I believe in a miracle of love

Someday, if I have a long life
And the God gives me opportunity to feel it
Appears me the greatest and the best man in
my life
Who loves me so much deep inside of
his heart
And he can accept me with all of my
deficiencies
I want to be his first and endless love
I want to be his first and the last woman
In his life
I want to make him be my first and
Endless love in my life
I want to make him be my first and
The last man until the end of my life
If I love someone
Everything is beautiful
I would love him with every beat of my heart
Anything would be done
To adorn his smile deep inside of my heart
with all of my down to earth ways
Would cause a feeling of love
To rise in him

Love will be the most a wonderful thing

And it can be meaningful
If I can point it with the best behaviors
I should guard against love from something
that’s not desired
I should keep the holiness of love
The grandeur of love
The greatness of love
The genuineness of love
And the beauty of love
Love would attend in someone’s life
Love is the most beautiful gift from the
God
It would be the most wonderful thing in
someone’s life
It’s real, but we can’t see it
We just can feel & can’t ascertain it
When it’s started and concluded
I should prepare
Before it attends in my life
To make it the best and the most beautiful
thing in my life
Bandung , 4th June 2000

Pinky

Sometimes, I feel lonely

Tears show my wounded which I’ve felt
I need someone
To take out me from a gilded cage of lonely
life
Gives me self confidence
Treat my sadness and aloneness
Be my partner to enter on a new life in a
sacred string
Shows me the meaning of togetherness
By unite two hearts in the true of love
With all of their differences characters,
world, culture
Become one

My confusion makes me doubtful, that

It’s true, if I can’t live without someone’s
love
Why I should find the greatest one to be
mine
Be my shadow which will always
accompany me wherever I want to go
Be my best friend, brother, father and
my love for all of conditions
Actually, I want to have someone
Who has the unique one
The rhythm of his voice shows the peace
of world
His name will always attend in my breath
His touches & love of caress heat my
body and soul
Comfort & cause my heart to quiver
His praises take me to the fantasy world
His love gives me the most beautiful &
Peaceful of life
Helps me controlling myself when I lose
my confidence
And the longer the time, the more the
Greater I love him
And my conscience tells me, that
He is mine, forever and ever

As far as my eyes can see

He becomes the symbol of my glory,
Immortality and the power of my love
Which would always be in my body & soul
as long as I live
His smile full of color makes me live in a
wonderful life
His gaze is like a sharp knife
Shows that he’s sexy & real gentleman
Makes me believe in his sincerity of love
All of his sweet words
Make me couldn’t hold my flaming of
Longing in the story of my love
In the heat of his love
The warmth of his lips
Would always be the cooler of my heart

Love someone ……….

It means that I’ve to try to accept him
Be a part of my heart
Part of my eyes to see how the beauty of this
world is
Be a part of the light of my heart to shine my
days
His personality would be shown
By the wealth of his heart & his inner beauty
Which would make me believe that
He is the man, part of my body & soul,
Whom I’ve been waiting for as long as I live
I hope that ……….
The true of love of mine isn’t a fugitive
Bliss
If just a day I didn’t meet him
It will be like for several months
And it would hurt me deep
I’ll always remember in ……….
The touch of his lips
The gaze of his eyes
The fame of his body
The clutches of his hands
The gentleness of his smile
The sweetest of his words
The beauty of his behavior
Would always make my heart-moving

I feel silent upon hearing my heart’s question

When I would fall in love & would be loved
To feel the beauty & the gloomy side of love
To grow my maturity to face my world
It seems to me
To be angry to myself
Sometimes, I can’t help my aloneness
Without someone who loves me deep
I couldn’t do anything to reach my dream
come true
Even it’s really near to me
Have I to force myself on
Looking for love so hard
Only to seek pleasure in a short time

If there’re no words, tears

No way to speak and feel in shy
If he observes me intently
I’ve just revealed my heart, my love
Into the couplet of poems
There are times I cry
And reach out to the sky
For the strength I need
To reach my love come true
When I see a sunrise
Promising my daylight
All of I need is shelter from the storm
To survive on my love on my own
May the love
That could bring him into my life
Grow even more beautiful in my heart
With each new tomorrow

In my search for freedom

And peace of my mind
I’ve tried to start a new life
But, it seems to be rather absurd
When I know the truth
Is that I always think of someone
Someday ………. Somewhere ……….
He would attend in my life
And stole my heart
Be the only one for me
Would take me right out of the blue
Only by giving me his everything
His love is so true
Could thaw my mind out from a rigidity
Heart
He wouldn’t let me out of
The darkness to the sky
Gives me the golden of love
Will always keep the truth, faith inside us
Could give me more than love
Give everything that I need
His precious touch caress my soul
Make me realize,
I’m nothing without him as my guide
He could be my pride
And be the days & nights of mine

I’ve always known

The love he has shown
Means, I would never be alone
Won’t let me feel so blue
When I look into his eyes from the moment
All of his love would be mine
At the moment
I can’t believe he would build
All of my dreams come true
I wish that he could be the best man
 Whom I want to be
He used to say, that everyday,
We’ll always be together
To reach the love where I belong
He always tell me that
“ I’m the only girl, and
always be the one in his life, forever,
to love as one in love ”

There’s something that I’d interest in him

I could see everything near his shine
A grace in his smile
An eternity in his eyes
Could disappear all of my pains
When the first time I saw him
It’s like I’ve known him in some other
lifetime
His touches, kissing
Could wipe away my tears
I wish that
He would love and take me home
To stay for eternity
He can’t live one more day without me in
his arm
And couldn’t find another one like me
‘Cause we can’t live without one another
by our side
And we’ll never regret the things we have