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arqimandriti gabrieli (urgebaZe)


1929 – 1995
cxovreba da moRvaweoba

arqimandriti gabrieli, eriskacobaSi goderZi vasilis


Ze urgebaZe, daibada 1929 wlis 26 agvistos, TbilisSi.
goderZi CvilobaSive mounaTlavT wm. didmowame
barbares taZarSi, navTluRis ubanSi. goderZis naTlia
gaxldaT yofili “mowyalebis da” Tamar begiaSvili. im
periodSi saqarTveloSi mZvinvarebda komunisturi
reJimi; idevnebida sarwmunoeba; ingreoda Tu ixureboda
eklesiebi; udanaSaulod klavdnen da asaxlebdnen
mosaxleobas. daaxloebiT ori wlis iyo goderZi,
rodesac gaurkvevel viTarebaSi moukles mama, vasil
urgebaZe. SemdgomSi, ojaxis wevrebi mamis sapativcemod
bavSvs vasikos eZaxdnen.
patara vasiko bavSvobidanve RvTiuri madliT
gamoirCeoda. kenWebisgan patara eklesiebs aSenebda da Sig
asanTis Rerebs anTebda. dedas (SemdgomSi monozoni ana.
dakrZalulia samTavros dedaTa monastris ezoSi, Svilis gverdiT) eSinoda,
rom aravis SeeniSna vasikos amgvari gataceba, radgan ar iyo gamoricxuli ojaxis
dasmena bavSvis komunisturi ideologiis sawinaaRmdegod aRzrdisTvis. vasiko
yrmobidanve ucnaurad iqceoda - TanatolebTan TamaSs ganerideboda xolme da
amjobinebda martoobas da mdumarebas. bavSvs erTi sakvirveli garToba mainc
hqonda: xelSi mogrZo joxs daiWerda da gaiqceoda. irgvliv myofi Citebi am
joxs moexveodnen da JRurtuliT dahyvebodnen. es movlena yvelas akvirvebda.
vasiko saocrad lmobieri iyo. saxlSi Tagvis xafangi arafriT daadgmevina;
Tagvs cocxlad iWerda galiaSi da Semdeg ezos gareT uSvebda.
skolaSi 6 wlis asakSi Seiyvanes. wera-kiTxva da ariTmetika advilad
Seiswavla, xolo keTili zneobiT sayovelTao siyvaruli daimsaxura.
qristes saxeli pirvelad 7 wlis asakSi gaigo, ramac vasikos Cveuli
cxovreba sruliad Secvala. maleve Seagrova fuli da SeiZina saxareba, rac
axali cxovrebis sawyisad iqca. im dRidan aRsasrulamde gabriel beri erTi
azriT da surviliT ganimsWvala – ecxovra mxolod qristesTvis.
dRemudam Tavis saxarebas kiTxulobda da sxva araferi ainteresebda;
gakveTilebs ki mcire xniT Tu gadaavlebda Tvals, bevri dro rom ar
warTmeoda. daZinebisas, Tavis oTaxSi Sevidoda da xatebis kuTxeSi xangrZlivad
loculobda.
sikvdilamde ramdenime dRiT adre gabriel bers mougonebia Tavisi
bavSvobis is periodi:
- meore sarTulze, aivanze vijeqi CemTvis Cafiqrebuli, rodesac Sinagani
karnaxiviT momeca – cas axedeo. avdeqi, aivnis napirTan mivedi, avixede
da vxedav, caze didi jvari iyo aRmarTuli. maSin vera, magram axla ki
vici, rom es iyo Cemi jvari, romelic RmrTisa da moyvasis siyvaruliT
unda metvirTa da metarebina.

amave periods exeba gabriel beris kidev erTi mogoneba:


- Rame, roca meZina, uecrad gameRviZa da davinaxe, Cems win sazareli saxis
demoni aRmarTuliyo. risxviT miyurebda. RmrTis madliT ar
SemSinebia, daviZabe, magram arc araferi viRone mis gansadevnad,
ubralod, gakvirvebiT Sevyurebdi. man damiRriala – Sen mebrZvi meo?!
da muSti TavSi Camartya.

patara vasikom am gansacdeliT sargebeli hpova, raSic TviT gabriel beris


mogonebac gvarwmunebs:
- rodesac demoni vixile, maSin sruliad ganmtkicda Cemi rwmena qristeSi,
radgan vTqvi, Tuki eSmaki arsebobs, RmerTi xom ufro metad-Tqo. da
Tan amiT kidev, moyvaso, adamianis silamaze davinaxe da davafase.

12 wlis vasikos wrfeli siyvarulisa da moRvaweobrivi cxovrebisaTvis


uflisgan Zalmosilebisa da saRmrTo gamocxadebaTa madli mieniWa.

v v v

monozoni pelagia (gurjaanis yovladwmida RmrTismSoblis monastris


yofili winamZRvari), gabriel beris Tanatoli da mezobeli, igonebs:
- zafxulis erT dRes biZaCemi saxlSi movida da yvelas gasagonad,
xmamaRla sTqva – “dideba qriste RmerTs, jer kidev hyolia Tavisi gamorCeuli
xalxi dedamiwaze”. kiTxvaze – “ra moxda, ram gagaocao” - mogviyva: “saxlSi
Zveli barbares gziT movdiodi da wm. giorgis dangreul taZars rom
mivuaxlovdi, ras vxedav, goderZi, vasikos biWi, am papanaqeba sicxeSi taZars didi
lodebisagan asufTavebda. muSaobaSi garTulma erTi xanoba ver SamamCnia, mec am
sanaxaobis Semxedvarem, xma ar amoviRe, xolo roca daminaxa, gauxarda da
miTxra – “modi muxa Zia, da Tu SeZleb - erTi did lodze miCvena, - aswieo”.
“muxas” biZaCems didi Zalisa da falavnobisTvis eZaxdnen, ise ki giorgi erqva.
muxam ganagrZo – “Zalian vecade, magram adgilidan Zvra ver vuyavi. is ki
mivida, “qristes saxeliTo” Tqva, aswia da taZris gareT mogrovil lodebTan
dasdo”.
Cveni ojaxi morwmune iyo, magram im avbediTi reJimis gamo eklesiaSi
siarulsa da marxvas SeeSvnen. muxa Ziam ki im dRidan kvlav daiwyo qristianuli
cxovreba.

meore msoflio omis dros gaubedurebuli xalxi, visac frontidan


cnoba ar hqondaT axloblebze, vasikosTan midioda ambis gasagebad. mama
gabrieli, romelic maSin 12 wlis iyo, yvelas pasuxs aZlevda da Tan uqadagebda: -
“eklesiaSi iareT, qristes ar moswydeT da sulis cxoneba ar dakargoT”.

patara vasikos sityva arasdros cuddeboda; madlieri xalxic TandaTan


sarwmunoebas ubrundeboda da eklesiaSi iwyebda siaruls. xalxisgan pativiscemas
vasiko yovelTvis gaurboda da Tavis dasambdableblad xandaxan Zalian
ucnaurad iqceoda: ubanSi, yvelaze gamosaCen adgilas nagavSi Cajdeboda da
xmamaRla ambobda: - “ar dagaviwydes, vasiko, rom nagavi xar da Tavi didi vinme
ar gegonos”.

ojaxis wevrebi vasikos amisTvis urisxdebodnen da sjidnen kidec, magram


xalxi mis dacinvas da Seuracxyofas erideboda.

gabriel beris cxovrebis amave periods exeba kidev erTi gansacvifrebeli


ambavi: komunisturi reJimis devnisas xalxi wminda xatebs sxvensa Tu sxvadasxva
sacavSi malavda. mraval adamians gaunelda rwmena da siwmindeebs saWiro pativs
veRar miagebda. ai, amnairT miadgeboda patara vasiko da eubneboda: “TqvenTan,
saxlSi (adgils zustad miuTiTebda) xati gisveniaT. an jerovani pativi miageT,
anda me momeciT da CemTan meqneba; Semdgom, Tu kvlav moindomebT maT
pativiscemas, modiT da sixaruliT dagibrunebT”. zogierTi Seinanebda da xats
itovebda, zogic ki, visac amis survili ar hqonda, xats atanda. am moqmedebiT
yvela gakvirvebuli rCeboda.
patara vasiko xatebs gansakuTrebuli siyvaruliT epyroboda. mis mier
aSenebul eklesiaSi da samTavros dedaTa monasterSi arsebul keliaSi dResac
yvelas aocebs lamazad da didi rudunebiT gamSvenebuli xatebi, romlebic
TiTqmis srulad faraven kedlebsa Tu Wers, rac dauviwyar STabeWdilebas
axdens momlocvelebsa Tu damTvaliereblebze.
patara vasikos TiTqosda uSfoTveli cxovreba didxans ar gagrZelebula.
deda – barbare, keTilsindisieri da Sromismoyvare qali gaxldaT.
axalgazrdobaSi lamazi Sexedulebis yofila da adrianad gaTxovda, 14 wlis
asakSi. pirveli qorwinebidan mas sami Svili – ema, miqaeli da goderZi-vasiko
SeeZina. Semdeg ojaxSi moxda tragedia; meuRle vasili gaurkvevel viTarebaSi
daeRupa. 22 wlis qali umweo mdgomareobaSi aRmoCnda. Semwe aravin hyavda da
iZulebuli iyo mZime Sromis fasad erCina ojaxi. meore qorwinebidan
qaliSvili - julieta SeeZina.
pirveli seriozuli gamocda gabriel bers 12 wlis asakSi mouxda. deda,
miuxedavad imisa, rom ar iyo urwmuno adamiani, TiTqmis sruliad ukrZalavda
patara vasikos sarwmunoebriv cxovrebas. Tavdapirvelad, rodesac Svilma
sarwmunoebisadmi saocari ltolva gamoamJRavna, dedis gakvirveba gamoiwvia.
magram, rodesac vasikos pirovnebaSi qristes rwmenam Rrma da Camoyalibebuli
saxe miiRo, dedam kategoriulad mosTxova Svils xeli aeRo mis arCevanze.
– “adamiani ara xar, ra Tavs itanjav, Cveulebriv, rogorc yvela, ise
icxovre. Tu ginda morwmune iyavi, magram ise ara, mxolod saxareba da
sarwmunoeba gindodes”.

mravali wlis Semdeg, roedesac mZimed dasneulebul gabriel bers


gardacvalebamde erTi wliT adre samTavros monastris senakSi estumrnen
moxucebuli deda da debi, cremlmoreulma barbarem tiriliT mimarTa:
- gana ra iyo Seni cxovreba, gabriel, tanjva-wamebis garda? bavSvoba Sen
ara gqonia da araferi, ra iqneboda cota mainc dagejerebina da Tavs
mofrTxilebodi, Senc xom adamiani iyavi.

gabriel berma Tvalebacremlebuli deda rom ixila, Sewuxda; Sewuxda,


erTi mxriv, imiT, rom mSobel dedas kvlav ar esmoda misi. da meore: is iyo
deda, romelic monawile iyo Svilis mZime cxovrebisa da misi es cremlebi
Rrma cxovrebiseuli tkivilisgan modioda. xanmokle siCumis Semdeg mama
gabrielma lmobieri xmiT upasuxa:
- me sxvanairi cxovreba ar SemeZlo.

arc 12 wlis asakSi ar SeeZlo vasikos sxvagvari cxovreba.


Svilisgan morigi uaris gagonebaze ganrisxebulma barbarem saxareba
sapirfareSoSi gadaugdo. vasikos imwamsve amouRia saxareba, gulSi Caukravs da
gulsaklavad atirebula. es SemTxveva iyo zRvari, rodesac vasikos unda
gaekeTebina Tavisi arCevani. naSuaRamevs vasikom Tavisi ganuyreli saxareba aiRo
da saxlidan wavida. gviani Semodgoma iyo. mTeli Ramisa da dRis namgzavri
bavSvi saRamoxans Casula mcxeTaSi. pirvelad samTavros dedaTa monasterSi
misula. iRumenia anusiam (koWlamazaSvili) vasiko siyvaruliT miiRo, gaaTbo da
gamokveba, magram ver daitova, radgan dedaTa monasterSi mamakacis miReba ar
SeiZleboda da uTxovia sveticxovelSi Casuliyo. vasikos gulmxurvaled
ulocia samTavros iveriis RmrTismSoblis xatTan da uTxovia, monasterSi
senaki da cxovrebis ufleba mieca. sveticxovelSi 3 dRe gauCerebiaT, radgan
mTavrobis dadgenilebiT arasrulwlovanTa xangrZlivad Sefareba
ikrZaleboda. Semdeg Sio-mRvimes monasterSi asula, sadac aseve mxolod 3
dRiT Seifares da mcire sagzliT zedaznis monasterSi gaaciles. imJamad
zedazenze ramodenime mxcovani beri moRvaweobda. maT imdenad Seiyvares norCi
morwmune, rom monastris axlos faruli samyofi mouwyves da ramdenime kvira
daitoves. Cekistebis gamkacrebuli kontrolis gamo berebi iZulebuli gaxdnen
RvTismsaxurebiT gulanTebuli bavSvi beTaniis monasterSi gaegzavnaT. vasikos
dawvrilebiT auxsnes gza da sagzalic gaatanes. beTaniaSi mas daxvda ori beri -
Rirsi mama giorgi (mxeiZe) da Rirsi mama ioane (maisuraZe). beTanieli berebi
gabriel beris usayvarles moZRvrebad iqcnen.
beTaniidan wamosuli vasikos zusti adgilsamyofeli da cxovreba ucnobia.
garkveuli periodi igi erTma keTilma qalma, margom Seifara, romelic
TbilisSi cnobili mkiTxavi iyo. patara vasiko wuxda, rom aseTi keTili
adamiani Semcdariyo da did codvaSi imyofeboda. erTxel margo avad
gamxdara, vasikos ki igi dauwynarebia da uTqvams: “Sens magivrad me miviReb
xalxso”. marTlac, samkiTxaod mosul xalxs RvTivsulieri bavSvi qristeze
uqadagebda da eklesiuri cxovrebis aucileblobaSi arwmunebda. RvTisgan
vasikos winaswarmetyvelebis niWi mieca da samkiTxaod mosul xalxs esaubreboda
maT gansacdelze da im codvebze, romlebic arc ki axsovdaT. mouwodebda,
mRvdelTan aRsarebaze misuliyvnen da mieRoT wminda ziareba. mimsvlelebi
gaognebulni da gakvirvebulni iyvnen bavSvis qceviT. vasikos SewevniT margom
miatova mkiTxaoba da eklesiuri cxovreba daiwyo, ramac im droindel
TbilisSi didi miTqma-moTqmac gamoiwvia.
vasikos ki deda mTeli am drois ganmavlobaSi dauRalavad eZebda da
bolos miagno kidec mis adgilsamyofels.
- oRond Sen saxlSi dabrundi, da rogorc Sen ginda, ise iyos. me Sens
arCevans aRar dagiSli – uTqvams Svilis naxviT gaxarebul dedas.

vasiko saxlSi dabrunda. amis Semdgom barbares mkacri midgoma


aRarasodes gamouCenia Svilisadmi, Tumc, drodadro mouwodebda ecxovra
Cveulebrivad da ara mxolod sarwmunoebiT. vasiko saxlSi dabrunebis Semdeg
TveSi erTTel mainc adioda beTaniaSi da iq moRvawe mxcovan berebs sxvadasxva
saqmeSi exmareboda.

16 wlis Wabuki martyofis monastris mosalocad fexiT gaemgzavra. aq


vasikos Rvawlmosili beri mama aiTala daxvda, romelsac didad afasebda mama
gabrieli da pativiscemiT moigonebda xolme Semdgom wlebSi – “didi beri,
dafarulTa mcnobeli beri iyoo”.
mama gabrielis cxovrebis am periodSi sagulisxmoa kidev erTi ambavi:
Zveli veris sasaflaoze, sadac saqarTvelos damoukideblobisTvis brZolaSi
daRupuli iunkerebi iyvnen dakrZaluli, komunisturma mTavrobam baRis mowyoba
gadawyvida da teritoria buldozerebiT moaswores. am barbarosuli qmedebis
Sedegad micvalebulTa Zvlebi miwis zedapirzec aRmoCnda. axalgazrda vasikom
es Zalzed ganicada da Ram-RamobiT, farulad, Zvlebs tomriT agrovebda da
usafrTxo adgilas kvlav miwas abarebda.

1949 w.-s vasiko sabWoTa jarSi gaiwvies. samxedro samsaxuri


man baTumSi, sasazRvro nawilSi gaiara. miuxedavad mkacri
reJimisa, vasiko axerxebda marxvis Senaxvas. igi farulad wm.
nikolozis moqmed eklesiaSic ki dadioda da wmida
saidumloebebs eziareboda.
savaldebulo samxedro samsaxuris gavlis Semdeg vasiko
saxlSi dabrunda. sul male igi gamoiZaxes samedicino
dispanserSi da dakiTxva mouwyves; gaaxsenes
bavSvobisdroindeli xilvis Sesaxeb, rodesac mas 12 wlis asakSi gamoecxada
boroti suli. ramdenime dReSi vasikom miiRo sabuTi, riTac mas acnobes, rom
igi miCneuli iyo fsiqiurad avadmyofad da ekrZaleboda Tanamdebobrivi
saqmianoba. mas daeniSna meore kategoriis invalidis pensia, rac, TavisTavad,
uxeSi samarTlebrivi darRveva iyo, radgan sabWoTa kanonmdeblobiT, amgvari
pirovnebis jarSi gawveva ar SeiZleboda. yovelive es sabWoTa uSiSroebis da
partiuli ideologiis mesveurTa mxridan gakeTda, raTa msgavsi cnobierebis
adamians cxovrebiseuli winsvlis SemTxvevaSi ar Seeqmna safrTxe komunisturi
sistemisaTvis.

am droidan vasiko kidev ufro seriozulad miudga


sulier cxovrebas. saxlis sakarmidamo ezoSi mcire zomis
sacxovrebeli aiSena, sadac ganmartoebiT, simSvideSi iwyo
moRvaweoba. wirva-locvebze sionis sakaTedro taZarSi
dadioda. axalgazrda vasikom maleve miiqcia uwmindesisa da
unetaresis, sruliad saqarTvelos kaTalikos-patriarqis
melqisedek III-is yuradReba. patriarqis kurTxeviT vasikom
darajad daiwyo muSaoba, Semdgom ki medaviTned msaxurobda
sionis taZarSi. 1955 w.-is ianvarSi vasiko diakvnad akurTxes,
xolo 23 Tebervals quTaisis mowameTas monasterSi vasiko
berad aRikveca da misi survilisamebr ewoda gabrieli. 3 dRis
Semdeg wm. petre-pavles sakaTedro taZarSi quTaTel-
gaenaTelma episkoposma gabrielma (CaCaniZe) mRvdel-
monozvnad daasxa xeli.

dRidan aRkvecisa, gabriel beri saocari siyvaruliT da moSurneobiT


iRwvoda RvTisa da moyvasisTvis.
melqisedek III-is kurTxeviT jer sionSi msaxurebda, 1960 wlidan ki beTaniis
monasterSi, Tavis sayvarel moZRvarTan mama giorgisTan (mxeiZe) da mRvdel-
monozon vasilTan (fircxalava) erTad moRvaweobda. 1962 wlis miwuruls, mama
ioanes (maisuraZe), mRvdel-monozon vasilis (fircxalava) da mama giorgis
(mxeiZe) gardacvalebis Semdeg mTavrobam beTaniis monasteri daxura. gabriel
beri TbilisSi dabrunda, sadac Tavis sakarmidamo ezoSi sruliad martom
daasrula 7 gumbaTiani mcire zomis eklesiis mSenebloba.

1962-1965 ww.-Si gabriel beri yovladwmida samebis taZarSi msaxurobda,


sadac mcire mrevli hyavda Semokrebili.

Tanamedrove TaobisTvis Znelia warmodgena imisa, Tu ra saocari sulis


mxneoba hqonda axalgazrda gabriel bers, romelmac usaSinlesi komunisturi
sistemis winaaRmdeg gamaognebeli da uprecedento nabiji gadadga: 1965 wlis
1 maiss ministrTa sabWos win gamarTul demonstraciaze dawva leninis
uzarmazari portreti. Tavzardacemul xalxs beri gabedulad uqadagebda:
- dideba am mkvdars ki ar unda, aramed qriste RmerTs Svenis, romelmac
sikvdili dasTrguna da saukuno cxovreba mogvaniWa.

gaavebulma brbom gabriel beri umowyalod Caqola. qalaqSi gamocxadda


pirveli kategoriis gangaSi da beri sikvdils mxolod cnobili me-8 polkis
Carevam gadaarCina. cocxal-mkvdari gabriel beri yba-saxis da sxeulis 17
motexilobiT uSiSroebis izolatorSi gadaiyvanes. mas upirobo daxvretis
muxli miuyenes, gamoZieba ki mxolod formalur mxares atarebda. magram
komunisturi reJimis mesveurT hqondaT erTi gansakuTrebuli interesi - isini
moiTxovdnen eRiarebina bers, rom es eklesiis davalebiT Caidina, sanacvlod
ki sicocxlis SenarCunebas sTavazobdnen. xangrZlivi tanjva-wamebis miuxedavad,
gabriel beri uryevad idga. piriqiT, morig dakiTxvaze lenini
kvlav mxecad moixsenia, razedac kvlav cema da wameba miiRo.
es faqti ucxoeTis presisTvis ar darCenila ucnobi.
evropisa da amerikis Jurnal-gazeTebiT farTod gavrcelda
es daujerebeli da sensaciuri ambavi. situaciis amgvari
ganviTareba kremlis politikazec aisaxa da daxvretis
magivrad gabriel beri fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSi
gadaiyvanes, rogorc sulierad daavadebuli adamiani.
sabWoTa mTavroba mama gabriels samudamod upirebda
fsiqo-nevrologiur saavadmyofoSi izolirebas, magram
ufalma Tavis erTgul msaxurs ara amisaTvis SeunarCuna
sicocxle.
sainteresoa samedicino daskvnis amonaweri:

saqarTvelos. ssr.
q. Tbilisis janmrTelobis dacvis qalaqis fsiqo-nevrologiuri saavadmyofo
19/ 1 – 1966 w.q. Tbilisi, eleqtronis Ses., 1

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avadmyofi urgebaZe giorgi vasilis Ze, dab. 1929 w., 6 klasis ganaTlebiT, mcx.
TeTriwyaros q. 11.
qalaqis fsiqo-nevrologiur saavadmyofoSi stacionirebulia 18. VIII.1965 w., moyvanilia
sapatimrodan iZulebiT mkurnalobaze.

diagnozi: fsiqopatiuri pirovneba, midrekili Sizofreniis magvari fsiqozuri


CavardnebiT. gaewera: 19 / XI _ 65w. anemnezis Tanaxmad, Tormeti wlis asakSi molandebia
boroti suli, Tavze rqebiT... avadmyofi amtkicebs, rom rac qveynad da msoflioSi cudi
xdeba, borotis bralia. 12 wlidan dauwyia siaruli eklesiebSi, loculobda, SeuZenia
xatebi, Seuswavlia saeklesio damwerloba... 1949 wels iyo gawveuli samxedro samsaxurSi.
iq myofic ki Tavisufal dros eklesiaSi atarebda. oTxSabaTs da paraskevs arafers
Wamda. ufrosebi da jariskacebi siciliT usmendnen mis bodvas: „oTxSabaTs iudam qriste
ocdaaT vercxlad gayida, paraskevs ki _ ebraelma mRvdelmTavrebma jvarze gaakreso~.
erTTavad sul halucinaciebSi iyo.
rogorc saqmidan irkveva, 1965 w. 1 maiss, demonstraciis dRes dauwvavs didi
portreti leninisa, romelic iyo Camokidebuli ministrTa sabWos Senobaze. dakiTxvis
Semdeg ganucxadebia, man es Caidina imisaTvis, rom iq unda ekidos qristes jvarcmis
suraTi, rom miwieri adamianis gaRmerTeba ar SeiZlebao - eWvi daebadaT misi fsiqikuri
janmrTelobis Sesaxeb, ris gamoc iqna gamogzavnili sasamarTlo-fsiqopatiul
eqspertizaze.
gamokvleviT dadginda: avadmyofs orientacia aqvs areuli adgilSi, garemoSi,
droSi. TavisTvis butbutebs dabali xmiT: swams arseboba zeciuri arsisa, RmerTisa da
angelozebisa da a. S. saubrisas fsiqopatis ZiriTadi RerZi yovelTvis iqeTkenaa
warmarTuli, rom RmerTis nebayoflobiTaa yvelaferi da a. S. ganyofilebaSi sxva
giJebisagan ganmartoebulia. Tuki vinme gamoelaparaka, uTuod uxsenebs RmerTs,
angelozebs, xatebs da a. S. aris sruliad ukritiko Tavis mdgomareobis mimarT.
Cautarda aminazinofrazia da siptomiciuri xasiaTis Terapia, ris Semdegac
gatarebulia komisiaze.

stacionaris aqti 1965 w. #42


/komisiis Tavmjdomare: med. mecnierebaTa kandidati/ mTavari eqimi T. abramiSvili, wevrebi:
j. SalamberiZe da eqimi kropovi.

gaweril iqna saavadmyofodan 19/XI-65 w. waiyvana dedam saxlSi.


eq. leJava 19/I-1966 w.
v v v

fsiqiatrTa mxridan amgvari, viTom uaryofiTi daskvna, mtkicebaa mama


gabrielis RmrTismoyvareobisa da rCeulobisa. sakvirvelia, rom sabWoTa
xelisuflebas samedicino daskvnad mama gabrielis RmrTissaTno cxovrebis
aRweras uweren, romelsac partiuli moRvaweni siamovnebiT sjerdebian.
rodesac RvTis neba adamianTa cxovrebaSi Semodis, maSin Cveni gonebisTvis
mravali sakvirveli ram xdeba.

mama gabrieli dapatimrebidan 7 TveSi gaanTavisufles, raSic garkveuli


wvlili miuZRoda Rvawlmosil akademikoss avlip zurabaSvils.
sami aTeuli wlis Semdeg, rodesac gabriel beri ukve samTavros
monasterSi moRvaweobda, mas stumrad ewvia amerikis SeerTebul StatebSi erT-
erTi yvelaze cnobili marTlmadidebluri monastris wm. germane aliaskelis
Zmobis wevri mRvdel-monozoni gerasime, romelmac SemdgomSi gamosca wigni
inglisur enaze - “qristes aRmsarebeli Tanamedrove msoflioSi”. wigni
mTavrdeba Semdegi sityvebiT: “mama gabrielma dagvloca. Cven davemSvidobeT
erTmaneTs. vbrundebodiT ukan da ar gvtovebda gancda imisa, rom mowme
SeviqmeniT axali aRTqmis eklesiis triumfisa Cvens droSi”.

miuxedavad imisa, rom gabriel bers mRvdloba


xelSeuxeblad dautoves, eklesiaSi msaxureba aukrZales. am
iZulebis gamo wirva-locvas is mrevlTan erTad
eswreboda da rogorc eriskaci, ise eziareboda. mas
xSirad ibarebdnen uSiSroebaSi, saidanac saSinlad nacemi
brundeboda. yofila iseTi SemTxvevac, roca sastikad
nacems siaruli aRar SeeZlo. maSin ojaxis wevrebs acnobes
misamarTi da mosTxoves saxlSi waeyvanaT.
am droidan mama gabrieli iwyebs iseTi wesiT
cxovrebas, romelic Zalzed mtkivneuli iyo misTvis. is
sulierad avadmyofad unda mosCveneboda xalxs;
garegnulad uari unda eTqva cxovrebis Cveul wesze.
mdumarebis magivrad – xmamaRla qadagebda quCebSi. aqamde
Tu mkacrad ikrZalavda Rvinos, axla ukve xalxSi yvelas
dasanaxad dalevda da loTad moaCvenebda Tavs. salosoba
didi Rvawlia. adamianTa winaSe sulelad myofoba moiTxovda sakvirvel
gmirobas, sulier Zalasa da saRmrTo gonebas. “suleli igi RmrTisa ubrZnes
kacTa ars da uZluri igi RvTisa uZlieres kacTa ars (1 kor. 1: 25).
gansacvifrebelia gabriel beris udidesi Tavmdabloba. misi ufrosi da q-
ni emma igonebs:
- ara, Cven mas ver vugebdiT. is bavSvobidan sxvanairad faqizi sulis kaci
iyo. rodesac mRvdlad akurTxes, xalxi Tavisebur pativs scemda.
gabrieli saxlSi rom movidoda, Tavis eklesiaSi Sesuli xSirad
gulsaklavad tiroda. erTxel eklesiis kari Riad hqonda da tirilis
xma rom gavige, Sevedi da Sewuxebulma vkiTxe – vasiko, Zmao, rad stiri
ase, rame cudi xom ar aris Sens Tavs?
- dao, qriste bagaSi iSva, me ki xalxi pativs momagebs da xelebzed mkocnis.

miuxedavad mama gabrielis saocari simdablisa, misi sakvirveli


madlmosilebis – siyvarulis, sikeTis, sibrZnis, winaswarmetyvelebis, adamianTa
dafarulTa cnobis da Zalmosilebis – drois, sivrcis da materiis Zalumad
flobis gamo mravali sasuliero Tu saero piri mas pativiTa da krZalulebiT
epyroboda.
gavida 4 weli gabriel beris cixidan da sagiJeTidan gaTavisuflebis
Semdeg. komunisturi xelisufleba ver egueboda beris gabedul moRvaweobas da
aRmsareblobas. gadawyda misi eklesiis dangreva, rac gamoxatuleba iyo
pirsisxliani wiTeli reJimis Sinagani brZolisa gabriel beris winaaRmdeg.
saocaria, magram dangreuli eklesia gabriel berma kvlav aRadgina. masTan
bodiSis mosaxdelad jer miliciis ufrosi misula farulad, xolo Semdeg ki
raikomis mdivani.
mama gabrielma eklesia-samlocvelo maleve
aRadgina, magram ara pirvandeli saxiT. 7 gumbaTis
magivrad mxolod erTi da maRali gumbaTi daadga
Tavs. dRes gabriel beris mier aSenebuli es
saocari eklesia swored amgvari saxiT aris
moRweuli.
1971 w.-s kaTalikos-patriarqis efrem II-is da
mitropolit ilias (dRes saqarTvelos
kaTalikos-patriarqi; misi uwmindesoba imJamad
seminarias ganagebda) kurTxeviT gabriel beri
dadginda samTavros dedaTa monastris da
seminariis moZRvrad. sacxovreblad, mudmiv
mflobelobaSi, gadaeca samTavros monasterSi
mdebare koSki.
mama gabrieli xandaxan wrfeli sixaruliT ityoda: - “macxovrisa da
yovladwmida RmrTismSoblis mowyalebiT da ori patriarqis kurTxeviT maqvs
es senaki mocemuli”.

1972 wlidan 1990 wlamde, samTavroSi sabolood


damkvidrebamde, mama gabrielma gansakuTrebul
Rvawlad itvirTa dangreuli Tu komunisturi reJimis
gamo daxuruli da mitovebuli eklesia-monastrebis
molocva. aseTi molocvebi Tu ganpirobebuli iyo
Sori manZiliT, rTuli geografiuli mdebareobiT an
raime safrTxiT, mama gabrieli yovelTvis marto
midioda. Cveul pirobebSi ki mudam Tan axlda
ramdenime morwmune, romlebic RvTismsaxurebaSi,
medaviTneobiT Tu sxva ram saxiT Seeweodnen xolme
mas. mama gabrieli ambobda:
- gwamdeT, rom aq Cven haers fuWad ar varxevT.
marTalia, dRes bevri eklesia-monasteri dangreuli
da daxurulia, magram wminda angelozi, romelic dadgenilia aq RmerTis
ganCinebiT, xedavs da ismens ra Cvens gulmodginebas da savedrebels, sixaruliT
aaqvs Cveni locva RmerTTan da Sesmenils hyofs. xedav, ra
dReSi varT Cven axla, xandaxan Tovlsa da WyapSi,
celofangadafarebulT, gviwevs wirvis dayeneba, magram
moveswrebiT imas, rom es eklesia-monastrebi aRdgeba da
RmrTismsaxureba ganaxldeba (es im dros warmoudgeneli
iyo).
1987 wlidan mama gabrielma samTavroSi, e.w.
kaklovanSi, Zalze mcire zomis ficrulSi daiwyo
cxovreba. am ficruls adre monasteri saqaTmed iyenebda,
Semdgom ki ufunqciod iyo darCenili. am periodSi mama
gabrieli iSviaTad, sami dRiT, an erTi kviriT Tu
datovebda monasters da Semdeg isev Tavis ficrul
sacxovriss ubrundeboda. cxovrebis es niri
erTdroulad gamomxatveli iyo misi simdablisa da
asketizmisa: simdablisa, radgan Znelia adamianma am saxiT, am zomamde
daimdablo Tavi; asketizmisa, radgan icxovro iseT mcire sivrceSi, sadac fexze
gamarTva SeuZlebelia da itande zamTarSi mcxeTis nestian yinvebs yovelgvari
gaTbobis gareSe, rodesac sacxovriss 2-3 santimetriani RriWoebi aqvs - es
WeSmaritad maRali monozvnuri asketizmia.

am periodSi gabriel beri ZiriTadad ficrulSi cxovrobda da iSviaTad,


erTi an ori RamiT Tu darCeboda koSkSi, Tavis keliaSi. erTxel mas gamoecxada
uflis angelozi, auwya sveticxovlis Zelis nawilis Sesaxeb da is adgilic
zustad mianiSna, sadac es siwminde inaxeboda. gabriel berma monastris
dedebTan erTad es wminda nawili saidumlo adgilidan krZalulebiT
gamoasvena. es siwmide dRes samTavros monasterSia daculi.
1990 wels gabriel beri SiomRvimis monasterSi gadavida, radgan surda
ganmartoebiT, dayudebulad ecxovra. aq mas gamocxadebiT, uflisgan euwya
wasuliyo samTavroSi da xalxisTvis emsaxura.
am droidan, vidre gardacvalebamde, gabriel beri samTavros
monasterSi, Tavis keliaSi – Zvel koSkSi damkvidrda da uflis mcnebisamebr,
xalxis – moyvasis mimarT Tavdauzogavi RvawliT aRasrula cxovreba.
1991 wlis oqtomber-noemberSi saqarTveloSi politikuri situacia
daiZaba, magram mxolod gabriel beri ganicdida windawin mosalodnel
ubedurebas. ambobda: “sisxli rusTavelze! sisxli! qarTvelebis sisxli!.”
rodesac rusTavelze qarTvelma qarTvels esrola, gabriel beri
samTavroSi zarebs rekda da moTqvamda Turme. am periodSi gabriel berma
gaamkacra marxva da TiTqmis srulebiT daaneba Tavi sazrdelis miRebas. Znelia
imis moTxroba da aRwera, Tu rogori cremliT da godebiT avedrebda igi
ufalsa da deda RmrTismSobels saqarTvelos.
gabriel beri aravis ganarCevda. igi yvela masTan mimsvlelis mwuxarebiT
da sixaruliT cxovrobda. mravali adamiani gadaarCina man sulier wyvdiadSi
danTqmas da Tavisi winaswarmcnobelobis madliT WeSmarit gzaze daayena.
gabriel beri TiTqmis sruliad faravda Tavis
saswaulTmoqmedebis Zalas, magram, ukidures
SemTxvevaSi, rodesac saqme sarwmunoebis da
qristianuli safuZvlis – erTarsi samebis dogmats -
Seexo, man RmrTisagan mocemuli niWi cxadad
gamoavlina saRmrTo WeSmaritebis dasamtkiceblad.
erTxel mas estumra induizmis mimdevari qarTveli,
romelic wlebis ganmavlobaSi misdevda am religias
da indoeTSic xSirad Cadioda didi xniT, sadac
Tavisi maswavlebeli hyavda. mama gabrielma aiRo puri;
yovladwminda samebis saxeliT jvari gadaswera da
puris magier – wyali, xorbali da cecxli gamoCnda.
– kargad SexedeT moyvaso da naxeT: aseve aris wminda sameba, pirebiT
samad ganiyofa: mamad, Zed da suli wmidad.
Semdeg, mama gabirelma yovladwminda samebis saxeliT kvlav pirjvari
gadasaxa da wyali, xorbali da cecxli kvlav purad iqmna.
- rogorc es puria ganuyofeli, aseve aris wmida sameba, RvTaebiT
erTarsi da ganuyofeli.

erTxel saqarTveloSi aTonis mTidan qseropotamis monastris


winamZRvari iosebi da berebi CamobrZandnen. maT samTavroc moinaxules da mama
gabrielisgan kurTxeva aiRes. gabriel beri mama iosebs gauwyra: - es rogor
gabede da deda RmrTismSobels akadre, migitovebia saqarTveloo. misi
locviTa da madliT varT, Sen amas ver xedav da Rvawls uwuneb!
amis gagonebaze mama iosebs Tavzari daeca, muxli moiyara da Sendoba
iTxova. mama gabriels gulSi Caukria berZeni stumari da tablasTan miupatiJia.
Semdgom cnobili gaxda, rom samTavromde, berZen mamebs jer sveticxoveli
moulociaT. saqarTveloSi imJamad arsebuli mZime politikuri da
ekonomikuri situacia, rasac Tan erTvoda aTeisturi reJimisgan
axladTavdaxsnili eris sulieri mdgomareoba, mizezi gaxda imisa, rom
pativcemul arqimandrits sveticxovelis molocvisas gulSi sinanuliT gaevlo –
“RmrTismSobelo, dagitovebia saqarTvelo”.
damSvidobebisas aRfrTovanebulma mamebma SesTavazes gabriel bers
aTonze wasvla, razec mas upasuxia:
- me Cems aTonze var. me Cems saqarTvelos aTonze ar gavcvli.

amave periodSi gabriel beris mosanaxuleblad saqarTveloSi amerikidan


sagangebod CamobrZanda mRvdel-monozoni gerasime, romelic cnobili
amerikeli moRvawis serafime rouzis mier daarsebul monasterSi platina-
kaliforniaSi moRvaweobda. samSobloSi dabrunebis Semdeg mama gerasimem da
platina-kaliforniis saZmom marTlmadideblur JurnalSi statia miuZRvnes
mama gabriels, sadac ewera: “saqarTveloSi arc ki ician, Tu
ra didi beri hyavT maT monasterSi”.
gabriel beri sicocxlis bolo wlebSi wyalmankiT
Zlier daavadda. amas daemata fexis motexiloba. am
droidan moyolebuli, vidre gardacvalebamde,
weliwadnaxevari, gabriel beri sarecelze iwva da veRar
dadioda. mxolod Zalze iSviaTad, didi tkivilebis
daTmeniT wamoayenebinebda xolme Tavs da keliis win
dajdeboda.
- Tqveni sicocxle - Cemi sicocxlea. Tu moyvasisTvis
Tavi ar gawire, ise araferi gamova – ambobda igi.
dauviwyari iyo mama gabrielis stumarTmoyvareobis
madli. sanam fexs moitexda, yvelas Tavisi xeliT
momzadebuli saWmliT umaspinZldeboda, xolo rodesac
Tavad aRar SeeZlo, kerZs deda paraskevas an sxvas gaamzadebinebda da yvela
mosuls siyvaruliT daapurebda. igi mudmivad imis cdaSi iyo, rom adamiani rac
SeiZleba axlos mieyvana ufalTan. yvelas guls msWvalavda misi sityva, romelsac
gansakuTrebuli madli da Zliereba hqonda. misi qadageba, romelsac TiTqmis
mudmivad axlda cremlTa simravle, SeuZlebeli iyo unayofod darCeniliyo.

wlebis ganmavlobaSi mama gabrieli upiratesad RvTisa da moyvasis


siyvarulze, sinanulze, simdablesa da sikeTeze uqadagebda masTan mimsvlelT.
xolo misi sicocxlis bolo wels, mkveTrad, bolo Jamze daiwyo qadageba.
yvela momsvlels eubneboda, rom bolo Jamiseul epoqaSi cxovrobdnen.

- Tqven moeswrebiT antiqristes, roca devna daiwyeba da mTebSi mogiwevT


wasvla. nu SeSindebiT! rogorc israelianebs araferi akldaT
udabnoSi, rodesac faraonis da egviptis monobidan gamovidnen, iseve
mogxedavT RmerTi Tqvenc, romlebic qristeSi TavisuflebisaTvis
gaxvalT mTebSi, raTa gaeqceT egviptis – am soflis, da faraos –
antiqristes monebas. icodeT, es Rvawli aRTqmul qveyanaSi –
sasufevelSi - SegiyvanT da mzesaviT gagabrwyinebT.

ukanasknel dReebSi gabriel beri mxolod siyvarulze qadagebda da yvela


momsvlels cremliani TvalebiT eubneboda:
- gaxsovdeT, RmerTi aris siyvaruli. rac SeiZleba meti sikeTe akeTeT,
rom Tqvenma sikeTem gadagarCinoT. iyaviT mdabalni, rameTu RmerTma
mdabalTa moscis madli. SeinaneT codvebi da dauteveT igi, radgan
“xvale” - es mxolod borotis maxea. giyvardeT erTmaneTi, rameTu
usiyvarulo adamiani sasufevels ver daimkvidrebs.
gardacvalebamde erTi dRiT adre gabriel bers uTqvams:
- moiwia Jami Cemi am soflidan wasvlisa.
Semdeg marjvena xeliT moefera macxovris xats, romelic TavTan ekida, erTxans
Cumad iyo da Tqva:
- 12 wlidan Sen mogdev ufalo. mzada var, wamiyvane.
mTeli Rame, meore dRis 4 saaTamde, umZimes tkivilebSi gaatara. Semdeg ki
xmamaRla da xangrZlivad daiwyo sunTqva da daiZaxa:
- deda deda! dao dao!
mTeli monasteri movida, ojaxis wevrebi,
axloblebi, eriskacni, eqimi, mRvdlebi. mama gabrieli ki
siyvaruliT umzerda wminda nikolozis xats da Tvals ar
aSorebda. meufe danielma sulis gasvlis locvebi
waukiTxa. locvis damTavrebisas mama gabrielma gaiRima
da suli ganuteva. idga 1995 wlis 2 noemberi
gabriel beri, misi anderZisamebr, WilofSi
Sexveuli daikrZala samTavros monastris ezoSi. mis
cxedars dasaflavebisas misi mosiyvarule adamianebi
exvivnen garSemo. veravin gaimeta miwis misayrelad da
amitom miwas saflavis napiras hyridnen. Semdeg miwa Tavad
waamoiSala, TiTqos kalTa gadaafarao, gulSi Caixuta da
sul erTianad dahfara.
saflavze warwerilia sityvebi, romliTac
sruldeba misi anderZi:

“WeSmariteba sulis ukvdavebaSia” - gabriel beri


mama gabrielis saflavze dRemde uamravi saswaulebrivi kurneba
aResruleba. msoflios sxvadasxva qveyanaSi ramdenime enazea gamocemuli wignebi
gabriel beris swavlebis, cxovreba-moRvaweobisa da saswaulebriv kurnebaTa
Sesaxeb.

gabriel beris saflavTan


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