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Los Angeles is 805 miles away, its presence felt by the daily caravan of overnight
buses—“Los Limos,” “La Pollera,” como mi tio les nombra. The Los Angeles/El Paso
Limousines leave the city every evening from El Segundo Barrio to make the 805 mile
trek to the City of Angels, pasando Las Cruces, Deming, Lordsburg, Texas Canyon,
Wilcox, Tucson, Phoenix, Blythe, Palm Springs, Yuciapa, San Bernardino, Pomona then
you get the Long Beach Freeway and make your way to Interstate State and you are
there.
Marvin’s old man used to own the “rollo” that shuffles Raza to and from the
Golden State and now to all points inbetween. Marvin owns it now. It used to be a
peseta ($25) each way, now, then it went up to $35 each way, $70 round-trip and today
with the high price of gasofa, it has gone up to $75 each way. I don’t like riding the limo
because it was made for chaparro Mexicanos, not tall Moors like me. She waits for the
call when he will say, “Hey, I’ve come to stay,” but the call never comes, only promises,
Everyone is fine and well in El Chuco. The Pachucos, who used to hang out at
the Hollywood Café, are now long gone and so is the café. Their drapes hang in closets,
rebels living on social security and pensions, their passions cut short by the need to
El Paso may never be what it should. All the great Chicano minds leave for
many have come back and tried and eventually they too leave. We rearrange our lives
elsewhere, set other trajectories, blend into other histories and maybe one day come back
to retire or to die.
We long to return to the familiar streets, to drive by the memories of our youth,
now changing drastically as the Segundo gets yet another facelift. We long for the shows
en el calcetin, el teatro Plaza, El Cine Colon, the State Theater, the Palace before it
became a sanctuary de los pelados, La Calle El Paso, La Calle Stanton, las escuelitas: la
Roosevelt, la Aoy, la Hart, la Henderson, San Ignacio, Lydia Patterson. Las high schools
del Diablo, Sherman, Salazar, Ascarate, Hacienda Heights, Ysleta, Middle Drain,
Pasodale—El Paso es un barrio entero and it belongs to the clickas and not the state
We long to taste the pan dulce de la Bowie Bakery, el menudo limpio del Good
Luck, las carnitas y los chicharones de por la Calle Stanton, el pan del Rainbow, el
ambiento de Juaritos, now changed and jaded con la promesa de Free Trade, NAFTA y
In the fabled city of the Pachuco, los gabachos have fabricated and perpetuated
the Old West and robbed the essence of our culture. Western days transplanted historian’s
dogma is blared at the expense of La Indijena, the mestizo is portrayed as a folk hero
selling hotdogs at La Plazita but even now La Plazita itself is in limbo in the El Paso
facelift.
Voices of change are belittled or silenced. El Paso is rediscovered every three
years by relocated feature writers at the Times. Each time our rich Chicano history is
pushed further and further into the hot El Paso sand. El Chuco is idiosyncratic—like a
teenager who’s parents went off to work at maquiladoras and never came home. To the
privileged, it is a scene of constant exploitation and a place to screw Mexican men and
I don’t remember his name but in my dream his wife threw him out of her life.
We decided to go out for a beer. We were in el valle de los suenos. I pulled my red pick
up truck into a cul-de-sa which became a strip shopping center. Various bars from the
get into a Ricky Ricardo Mambo-country and western dive. Made our way past the plush
carpeted lobby with heavily baroqued framed mirrors, and sat down on white wrought
A woman came out from behind the shadows and took my friend out to dance. A
Vegas showgirl sat in front of me, whispering in a sweet tone. Era una mujer bella, con
labios grandes y sabrosos. She said something about the L.A. Festival, then she turned to
me, as her feathered serpent outfit disappeared. She wore tiny diamonds on her neck, on
her back, on her thighs. She took them off one by one and placed them on the table, then
she leaned forward and the room became a bed. I became emersed in her as she filled my
existence. During the orgasmic sequence, a Pre-Colombian god flashed before my eyes
wrapped in a warm blanket. I tugged and pulled. She did the same. I wanted more for
me. She wanted more for her. Finally, I went back to sleep but the diamong queen was