Forever is a Promise (Renesmee and

Jacob Story)

Written by R.K. Akshara Srri

Chapter seven: Lost.

Characters:
Renesmee “Nessie” Carlie Cullen
Jacob “Jake” Black
Austin Metchle (New mystery character!!)
Nahuel (Pronounced: Nah-Well)
Bella Cullen
Edward Cullen

(Note: This chapter is kinda big… So

please be patient and read and comment.
It would be a great pleasure if you did
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Recap: Jacob’s POV.
And the plan seems tricky and interesting… Hope it works out well
tomorrow…

Chapter seven

Jacob’s POV
Breathe Jacob! Calm down! I chanted to myself.

Today was the day. The plan was going to work out today. I,
with the rest of the Cullens, am going to hide things from the
woman I love. How bad is that?

It was 3 pm in the afternoon. That means the Cullens are still

squeezing Nessie hard with the plan. Mine must work out at
6 pm to 9:30 pm… God, this was confusing me a bit…

“Dad, today I might come a little later than usual” I informed

my dad who was busily watching the television “Okay, son”
He replied back.

I then ran to the Cullen Mansion.

I hurried into the house as fast I could. Alice was already
there, waiting for me. Everyone was there, but Nessie and
Blondie were not present in the living room.

“Where is she?” I demanded Alice.

“She’s at the ballet theatre with Rosalie” She answered. I

hesitated for a second. Should I go or not? How will my plan
work out? I can’t lie as good as the rest of the Cullens. I
looked at Bella’s pale face filled with worry and distress. If
vampires could be like that…

“Take care of her Jacob” She said. I nodded and went to the
Garage. The keys to Edward’s Volvo were already hanging
on the door.

I knew exactly where the Ballet theatre was. Blondie and

Nessie would hang out there for more than hours when
Nessie was young. The two of them took the abandoned
theatre to work and dance. Blondie always gets what she
wants. Even the Ballet theatre…

I knew that Rosalie would probably be squeezing Nessie’s

body with work and stupid ballet things. But what to do? It’s
all part of the plan…

Due to the great speed capacity of Edward’s Volvo and my

insane driving, I parked the car outside of the old theatre in
only fifteen minutes.

I walked inside, trying to catch any traces of Nessie and

Rosalie.

I kept wandering in the dark freezing building… But the cold

did not affect me. How in the world did they both choose a
place which looked like a haunted house anyway? I have no
idea…
 As I kept walking, I heard the soft music and Blondie’s loud
voice from the right direction.

I walked towards the sound and it led me to a door. I slowly

opened the door and found myself at the back of the
auditorium where the seats were arranged in rows. I could
also see a large balcony above my head. This place was
somewhat better than the outside.

I looked at the front to see Rosalie, who was swaying like a

professional ballet dancer. My eyes searched for Renesmee.

I froze when I spotted renesmee. The stage lights highlighted

her bronze curls, which were tied back in a messy ponytail.
She was wearing a pink leotard. God damn! Wasn’t she
looking hot?

My eyes went raking up on her creamy legs. Those were my

favorite about her. She was totally breathtaking!

I got frozen there in awe when I saw her beautiful tiny body
twisting and swaying to the music.

She looked like an angel. She looked like the fairy princesses
in a book. But more beautiful than them. And I was
absolutely mesmerized and intrigued by the sight.

“Didn’t expect you to be this early, dog” I heard a cold huff

as I watched my Nessie dance. Rosalie.

She was glaring at me as if I had put some food on her hair. I

still remember that time…

“But it’s my turn now” I said.

“Aunt Rose” I heard Nessie’s sweet voice from behind

Blondie. Nessie’s eyes widened with surprise when she saw
me.
“Jacob?” She asked smiling as she walked towards me to hug
me “I missed you so much”

“I missed you too Ness. So much” Seriousness stung in my

tone as I hugged her. We were interrupted by Blondie who
cleared her throat loudly.

I looked at Nessie’s face. She was probably tired from

working so hard.

“Did I tell you to stop?” Rosalie asked Nessie abruptly. I was

almost angry on Rosalie. She was not her mother to scold
her just because of some idiotic plan.

“No” Nessie said slowly and went back to the stage. Stupid
Blondie!

“Sit here and wait dog” Rosalie demanded me.

I did as she said. The room was filled with music and
Blondie’s cold barks. I wanted to get a closer view of Nessie,
so I went and stood in front of the stage.

Nessie started dancing again when the music hit the room.
That was when she slipped off from the stage and landed…

…Right into my arms.

“Oh” She let out a beautiful cry. I could hold her in my arms
forever but the plan…

“I’m sorry Jacob... I was clumsy and… I forgot to ask you…

What are you doing here anyway?” She asked me, still in my
arms. I set her on the floor and looked into her innocent eyes
to start lying. God, why are you doing this to me?

“I’m taking you out” I answered. Her face lit up but then she
frowned.
“Really? But Aunt Rosalie will murder you if you ruin our
practice” She whispered slowly making sure that Rosalie
doesn’t hear. I saw Rosalie smile. Oh really? Was that
question obvious?

“Uh… No she won’t… I talked to her about this before” I lied

smoothly. Easy Jacob! Take it easy! “Plus… What will you do
with the blondie anyway?” I asked smirking. I heard Rosalie
growl.

“Aunt Rose is such a great dance instructor” She

commented looking at Rosalie.

“Really? She seems like a terror to me” I commented.

Rosalie huffed.

“But-“ She tried to argue. “Just come on” I picked her up and
started walking towards Edward’s Volvo. Suddenly I felt a
fierce pain in my shoulder.

“Ouch” I cried. Nessie bit me!

“God why? I thought you stopped doing that when you were
young” I said rubbing my shoulder. I didn’t care about it at
all as I knew that it would heal faster.

“I bit you because it’s my only form of self-defense” She

argued. Why was she stubborn like her mother?

“Anyways… Why is everyone acting weird today?” She asked

me with her teeth filled with dots of my blood. Jeez.

“Nothing Ness, they’re just entertaining you, that’s all” I lied

again. She paused for a minute.

“Fine I’ll come with you” She gave up “Where are we going?”
She asked me.
“I’ll tell you that later… Now come on” I said changing the
subject.

Soon, Nessie changed her clothes and came out.

“Ready?” I asked her.

“Always” She replied.

We both marched towards Edward’s Volvo.

“You stole dad’s car?” She questioned.

“Borrowed” I snapped my voice filled with tension.

“Jake?” She asked in her sweet voice “Yeah?” I replied.

“I asked you where we are going” She reminded me. Damn!

I haven’t even thought about it…. Maybe I could get her to
the….

“You’ll see the show” I said “Show?” She asked me again.

“Oh just get in the car and stop being curious” I said. She
smiled and we got into the car.

I started the engine and we drove away. But Nessie never

stopped being curious.

“Are you taking me to Port Angeles? Seattle? La Push?” She

asked me. “Just relax. Trust me” I shushed her.

“I always trust you” She said. A wave of pride passed

through my body. My imprint has trust on me. That’s all I
ever want.

I definitely knew where to take Nessie. Somewhere calm and

peaceful. That’s what Nessie always likes.
I parked the Volvo at the edge of the woods. Nessie
remained in the car, staring at her surrounding, trying to
figure out the familiarity.

I just laughed looking at her curious face as I stepped out of

the car. Nessie came out of the car and stood near the
passenger seat with her arms folded as she shivered
because of the cold wind.

“Now put this on” I said tossing her a jacket from the back
seat of the Volvo. She quickly caught it and covered her tiny
dedicate body with the jacket.

“I’ll be right back. Wait here” I said and started walking to a

tree.

“Oh, come on” She said impatiently. I smirked and went

behind a tree.

I phased into a wolf and came out as ‘wolf-Jacob’

I sat on my stomach so that I was at her level. She ran her

hands through my smooth fur.

“Mmh… I love wolf-jacob” She murmured into my fur. A cold

shiver ran through my spine when she said that. I wonder if
she loves the human-jacob…

I moved my head to a direction, indicating her to follow me

“Wha-“ She started to say but I started walking towards the
direction with my heart filled with hope that she will follow
me.

And she did. She shot me some accusing glares all the way. I
desperately wanted to know the time now, but I couldn’t
because I was on four-legs.

After a few minutes, we both arrived at a wide grassy

clearing. The moonlight illuminated so bright on the grass as
if somebody has set spot lights just for us to dance and
enjoy. The light of the stars was so bright that it highlighted
the trees and the green leaves. This place was my favorite
place.

Nessie gasped. I went behind the tree and came back as a

human.

“You like it?”

“Oh Jacob… I love it” She exclaimed “Thanks for bringing me

here!”

“This isn’t the main event” I said, knowing that there was
more and that Nessie would definitely like it.

Nessie looked at me curiously as I grabbed her warm hand

and led her to the centre of the clearing. She looked at me
again.

“What are you doing?” She asked me.

“Lay down” I ordered. She did not listen to me so I decided

to tackle her to the ground.

“JAC- Oh- Jacob- Sto” She giggled uncontrollably. I grinned as

she fell to the ground automatically. I stopped tickling her
and we both looked at the sky above us as we lay there
peacefully.

“Oh Jacob” She murmured.

We gazed at the stars above us, which were magical. There

were billions of stars which were scattered in different places
forming fantastic designs. Each star burned brightly and
fiercely, which would illuminate every living creature which
comes out during the night. Humans or other creatures.
“Today’s not really bad, huh” I uttered randomly, folding my
hands behind my head.

“The sky’s beyond beautiful” She commented. I was

mesmerized by how the moon light illuminated Nessie tiny
creature. Her natural bronze curls were highlighted by the
moon’s light too. She was the one who was beyond beautiful.
Not the moon.

“Yes, but this sky is the second on my ‘beautiful’ list” I said

those words which meant her. But Nessie did not question
me. She was still mesmerized by the beautiful sky as much
as I was mesmerized by her.

“Thank you, Jacob” She said facing me “For bringing me

here”

“It’s okay… I’m glad you like it” I said. Nobody could ruin this
moment…. But a phone call did.

I read the blurry name. It was Alice. Ugh!

“Alice” I said into the phone. Alice replied from the other
end.

“Renee is leaving right now. In ten minutes. The time is 9:20.

I know that you’ll be late anyway. So bring her whenever you
want”

Alice cut the phone without waiting for me to reply. I shut

the phone in the next minute.

“What does Alice want?” Nessie asked me.

“Alice uh… Wanted the Volvo” I invented.

“Dad must be freaking out” She said and looked back into
the sky.
The truth was, neither of us wanted to leave. I never wanted
to go away from this beautiful, peaceful, calm night….

“I don’t want to leave” She whined quietly.

“Me too, but your dad needs his car” I invented again. “Want
me to give you a piggy back ride?” I asked her smirking. It
has been a long time.

“Sure” She said. I phased into a wolf far away from Nessie,
so that she wouldn’t get hurt. She hopped on my back and
gripped my fur tight.

“Let’s go Jake” She said and that was all it took for me to run
into the woods, heading towards Nessie’s home and feeling
the cold breeze on the way.

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We were sitting in Edward’s Volvo once we reached the

Cullen Mansion. I exchanged my four limb to Edward’s Volvo
in the woods…How weird is that?

“Thank you for an amazing night, Jacob” Nessie said while

we were in the car, watching the surroundings.

“You seriously think it’s over? I still have to walk you to the
door” I teased.

She laughed “We should do this more often” She said as she
went out of the car. I followed her. Mmh…We should do this
more often……...

“Only if Blondie doesn’t kill me” I teased.

She giggled. God I love that sound! “Not a cha-“

Nessie suddenly stopped mid sentence as she stood there at
the entrance of the kitchen, staring deep through the
window. What? I looked at the window to find Bella,
embracing an older woman. Renee. Damn it! How could I do
this? I just hurt her so badly. She’s probably mad at me and
the Cullens.

She turned away from the direction with a hurt expression

and breathing heavily. I wanted to slap myself for doing this
to her.

“Nessie?” I said eyeing her cautiously, making sure if she

was really okay. But she wasn’t as hell!

“Is that… Grandma Renee?” Nessie gasped, staring up at me

with her eyes filled with many questions.

Shit! What will I say? I just stared back at her face and…
nodded slowly.

Nessie tilted her head from me and looked back to see the
hurtful scene again. I couldn’t exactly read her expression.
But I could tell that she was curious. I saw Renee hugging
each one of the Cullen members happily and every one of
them were smiling widely.

“They look so happy… Without me” She whispered, hurt

stung in her tone.

“Nessie-“ I began. But she cut me off “I understand” She

said softly.

“They just didn’t want you to hurt you” I said, trying to

soothe her.

“Of course they are… Hurting me indirectly is so much better

than this” Nessie uttered furiously. I have never seen her
furious like this. God!
“Grandma Renee doesn’t have a part in this” She said in a
slow voice “I know that I’m too much to bear and that I
shouldn’t be born… But it still hurts me to see them so
happy without… me” She said, silent tears forming in her
eyes.

How could she just say that? “No, no, no…. They could- They
could never be happy as much as they are with you Nessie.
You mean the world to them. To all of them” I said
highlighting each word, tying to make her understand.

But it still hurt me, because I had a role in this terrible plan
that hurt Nessie too much… I felt awful!

“Let them be” Nessie muttered.

“Nessie-“ I began. But she said something that made me

throw myself into a moment of disbelief.

“I want to go home with you tonight, Jake”

I stopped for a second and stared at Nessie with wide eyes. I

wanted her to stay with me too…. Stop thinking like that!

“What?” I asked again, trying to make sure if I had really

heard her correctly or not.

“Let me come to La Push with you” Nessie said, staring at

me with longing eyes that I had always fallen for. “I don’t
want to stay here tonight”

My heart did long for her to stay with me. But I knew that
this was temporary. I can’t even say no to my imprint. Can I?
Will I?

“But Nessie- your parents” I began again, trying to convince

her. Whatever she was doing to me now didn’t seem good. It
was awkwardly comfortable.
“They’re perfectly comfortable for sending me away all
night” Nessie snapped “Maybe a few more hours won’t hurt
them much”

“Please think this through” I begged “I don’t want you to

choose wrong”

“I’m done thinking and choosing Jacob… I am ready to go

with you… If’ you’ll let me”

I stared at the beautiful angel before me, not able to argue

with her. What will I do now? Am I nearing death? From
which angle will the Cullens attack me for this? But this was
not my entire fault. I never wanted this anyway. Never.

“Let’s go” I said quietly. Nessie smiled whispering weakly

“Thank you” and we started walking towards Edward’s
Volvo.

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Renesmee’s POV

Jacob walked through the door of the Blacks’ home when I

waited outside. Many things were clashing up on my mind
and I didn’t know what to decide. But the only person, I
knew, who will guide me this time is Jacob.

“Jacob” I heard Billy say with his voice filled with somewhat
relief. I heard the faint sounds of the movement of his
wheelchair.

“Hey dad… Uh… I hope you don’t mind, I brought company”

I heard Jacob say stepping aside to reveal me. I stepped into
the home and smiled sheepishly at Billy “Hey Billy”

“Renesmee?” Billy asked surprised.

“Um I am sorry for barging in like this…. I- Jacob took me out
tonight and um……Renee is visiting” I said looking down and
thought about the things that happened. I sighed.

Billy looked at me apologetically. So he knew….

“You know you’re always welcome here” He said, taking my

hand in his and squeezing it tightly as he gazed at me.

I smiled widely “thank you, Billy”

“Make yourself comfortable at home dear” Billy said and

smiled genuinely. He was such a good man. I really liked
Billy.

“Follow me upstairs” Jacob started. “Okay” I said. We walked

upstairs to his guest room. Jacob had said that it was his
sister Rachel’s room before she got married to Paul. So I was
allowed to sleep in there.

“Um, Jacob” I said once we reached the guest room.

“Yeah Ness” He replied.

“I uh- want to change my clothes” I said referring to my dirty

clothes which had chunks of green grass in it. Jacob eyed
me. I blushed.

“Is it okay for you to wear my shirt…. Till I put your clothes
for laundry?” He asked me. Was he serious?

“Wha- What?” I stuttered.

But he did not answer me. He pulled off his shirt, revealing
his hard muscular abs. I tried to look away from it, which was
certainly very hard for me.
“See something you like?” Jacob smirked. I blushed deeply. I
didn’t know what to say.

“Here” He handed me his shirt “I’ll leave you alone to

change”

“Okay” I said and he left the room. I locked the door and
brought the shirt to my nose to smell his musky earthy scent
which I loved the most.

I wore the shirt and dug the wardrobe to find a belt and
merge it with his long, baggy shirt that hung to my knees
“Perfect” I said when I found the correct belt. I wore it
around my waist and opened the door to let Jacob in. Jacob
eyed me curiously.

“Um sorry… I hope you don’t mind” I blushed as he looked at

the shirt and the belt.

“No no no, it’s okay… You can wear the belt for now. It’s
nice” He commented. I blushed again. All thanks to my
human mom.

“So you sleep here and I’ll go to the couch” He said and
walked out. I stopped him.

“No, wait!” I said “You sleep here and I sleep in the couch”

“No Ness it’s okay…. And this is my house, my rule” He said

smirking.

“God….” I whispered defeated.

“Good night” He said.

“Night” I said and he closed the door.

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 Jacob’s POV
I woke up as soon as I can. I walked to the kitchen and
started cooking for my Nessie. Billy wasn’t here so things
were fine.

“Mmh… You can cook” I heard a voice from behind me.

Nessie.

“Jeez Ness, you scared me” I said turning around to face her.
She was wearing my shirt with her jacket on top. I’m sure
that if anybody saw her now, they would definitely think that
we had it. Me being half-naked and Nessie wearing my
shirt….. I shuddered at the thought though a part of me
enjoyed it.

“I’m sorry” She apologized.

“It’s okay… You want some?” I asked her offering some

bacon, eggs and cheese.

“Sure” She said. “This is nice” She complimented as she ate

it. Oh please! I know that I suck at cooking….

“Hey Jake man!” We both heard a voice. Nessie flinched. It

was Embry and Cole. God why do they have to be here now?
“It’s okay” I told her and she slowly got up from the dining
chair.

“Hey Nessie didn’t know you we-“Embry was cut off by

Nessie’s clothes. He and Cole eyed us both curiously for a
second. Damn it! They thought that we had…. It! Jesus
Christ!
They both busted out laughing “Yo- seriously –HA” laughed
Embry. Nessie had no idea why they were laughing. I wanted
to kill them both right now!

Nessie’s phone rang. She read the caller ID and her

expression changed “Excuse me” She said and left the place
to have a private talk.

“You idiots!.... Why do you have to come now?” I asked

Embry and Cole, who were laughing their guts out.

“Seriously…. Jacob… You guys really did it? Can’t believe it!”
said Embry.

“Yeah…. And I can’t name many friends who would do this”

laughed Cole.

“No we didn’t. She wanted a shirt to wear yesterday and I

gave this…. O god! It’s a long story” I muttered loudly.

They both stopped laughing “Oh” said Cole. Nessie entered

the room again.

“Uh… We were just leaving” said Cole, “Yeah” said Embry

and left after him.

“Who was that?” I asked Nessie. Nessie’s face hardened

“Dad” She whispered.

I knew that Edward was going to literally kill me for taking

Nessie away for a long time which was not a part of the plan.
But I hope that hell could wait…

“He wants me to come home so that he will explain things….

But I told him that I want to stay here for a little longer and
come when I feel like I can… Is it okay Jacob?” She
questioned me.
“Sure Nessie… You can go whenever you feel like you want
to” I said and flashed an assuring smile. She smiled back
“Thanks Jake”

“Anything for you, ma’m” I teased. She laughed. Everything

was perfect.

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The time was 8:00 pm.

Today was one of the best days I spent with Nessie. We hung
out at the beach. I was thankful that she wore her clothes
again.

We enjoyed today. Well, except the ‘Edward-called-Nessie’

thing.

“Nessie?” I called her. She was sitting on the couch and was
watching our crappy t.v.

“Yeah?” She asked with her eyes still intent on the screen.

“Um… I am going to take a shower in Billy’s bathroom

because all the hot water has been wasted in my bathroom.
So if Billy comes, please open the door” I informed her.

“Alright” She said. I walked into the bathroom with

satisfaction.

Renesmee’s POV

After Jacob went to take a shower, I got bored. So I switched

off the television.
I started walking from place to place in the house. I stopped
my legs when I came across Jacob’s room.

I knew that Jacob was not here and that he would take more
than hours to take bath so I went inside.

God! Look at me! I’m snooping into my best friend’s room.

But unfortunately, I did have the desire to go through his
stuff.

Mostly, there were pictures of me and Jacob that were

hanging in the walls. I smiled as I saw a picture of me and
Jacob, sticking our tongues out and smiling widely.

I then walked towards his table. My hands shivered as I

attempted to open the desk. I found many crushed papers,
which seemed like letters, inside the desk.

I randomly picked one paper. I felt so awkward for doing this,

but curiosity won the best of me. So I ended up opening one
of the crushed letter. It read:

Dear Bella,

I know that you love Edward. But please understand that I

still love you deeply. I want you Bella- I need you. Every time
I close my eyes, I see you. Every time, when you are not
with me, I think of you. I never wanted to be in this kind of
situation. Please understand. If you’re worried about me
imprinting on some other girl, don’t. Because I think I
imprinted on you-

Tears started forming in my eyes. I crushed the paper again,

not being able to read the rest. Jacob. Mom. Imprint? Wait a
second… I think I am familiar with the word ‘Imprint’. I have
heard some Quileute legends about it. Imprinting was like
love at first sight. Yes… I got it.
That was when I knew the truth. Jacob would leave me some
day and imprint on somebody. And our love would be
temporary. This was the reason why Mom left Jacob right?

It hurt me so much to know that someone I loved would

leave me someday for another person. I started sobbing. No!
I can’t stand being here anymore.

And that did it. I closed the desk and ran to the living room. I
quickly picked up the keys of my dad’s Volvo and ran out of
the house.

I started the engine and drove as fast as I could. I didn’t

know where I was heading to. But somewhere far away from
my family and Jacob.

I was heading towards a crooked road. Why was everybody

hurting me like this? What did I do wrong? Was it me who
wanted to be in this world? I never wanted this! Why should I
even exist?

The crooked road was dark. Only the car’s front lights
illuminated the road I was driving in. My thought started
getting negative. And I started driving the car faster than I
was before.

Suddenly, unable to control the speed, I felt like I hit

something. Someone. I gasped and quickly attempted to
turn the direction, but all in vain.

The car tumbled on the ground harshly. It landed upside

down on the ground after tumbling for a long time. I let out a
pierce scream as my head landed on the vector top of the
car.

“HELP!” I managed to choke out. I coughed blood. God! I

knew no one was going to help me now. My leg got stuck in
the car’s window and I felt numb. I couldn’t move and
change my tilted position. My legs started hurting me badly.
I was bleeding!

I started to sob and looked out of the broken window to see

if somebody was there to help me. I found a man lying dead
on the road. I gasped. He was the man who got hit by the
car. By me. And he’s dead!

I let out a loud embarrassing cry. I wanted to die right now

and then. But I couldn’t even move as my whole body was
upside down.

That was when the man lying on the floor tried to get up
slowly. I gasped loudly. No! This mustn’t be happening! No
way! How come?

The man got up from the road and slowly started to walk
towards me. It was so dark that I couldn’t even see who the
mysterious stranger was. I punched the door of the car,
trying to find a way to escape, but the door was locked shut.
I whimpered in defeat.

“No no… Please no!” I cried when he was just next to my

tilted car and let his pale hands through the broken window.

TO BE CONTINUED…………..

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