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by Christopher Pike

The road was painful. Last summer's hurricanes had dug strategically placed pot
holes across the narrow
asphalt highway. Every time their dusty Datsun hatchback hit one -- every sixty
seconds -- Shani
Tucker's head kissed the car's ceiling. She wanted an aspirin, but they upset he
r stomach, and it was
already worse off than her head. Long drives were not her forte. She wished that
there was room in the
front seat with Kerry and Angie, where at least she could have tied herself down
with a seat belt. But
Angie was driving, and Kerry's hand was glued to the radio, searching vainly thr
ough static bands.
Though the road was doing its best to slow them down, they were, nevertheless, t
oo far south into
Mexico to catch San Diego's stations. Glancing out of the window at the brittle
tumbleweed, the baked
orange hills, and dry, cracked ravines, Shani felt as if she had crossed into an
other world, rather than
merely into another country.
"Can't get anything on this damn thing," Kerry Ladd said, fretting as usual.
"Turn it off," Shani said. "I have a headache as it is."
"I've got to have music," Kerry said, snapping in a cassette. Pat Benatar start
ed wailing about precious
time. Kerry wasn't the most considerate of friends. But Shani didn't complain. T
he grinding guitar was the
lesser of two evils. Constant external distraction was necessary to keep strung-
out Kerry from exploding.
"I've got to turn off the air conditioning, again," Angie Houston warned, wiping
a long straight strand of
blonde hair from her hazel eyes as she flipped a switch next to the radio. "We'r
e beginning to overheat."
"I don't want to sweat," Kerry complained. With the cool air turned off, the ri
se in temperature was
almost immediate.
"Do you want to walk?" Angie asked, turning down the song's volume. "Shani, how
far do you think we
have left to go?"
Shani studied the map her father had insisted she take. The trip from Santa Barb
ara to San Diego
yesterday after school had been a breeze. They had checked into a Motel 6 and ha
d got away early for
what they had anticipated as a six-hour jaunt to Robin and Lena's vacation house
located on the beach
near Point Eugenia. Today was only Friday - unofficially, Senior Ditch Day - and
they'd felt that they'd
managed a good jump on the weekend's fun. But they were now over eight hours on
the road, and
making miserable time.
Odd, how they hadn't seen anyone else from their class on the road. Supposedly,
Robin and Lena had
invited the whole gang.
"Well," Shani said, "we passed Point Blanco over three hours ago, and going by
map inches, that's only
a hundred miles from where we're supposed to turn off, so we should be getting c
"Could we have passed it?" Angie asked.
"I haven't seen anythingto pass," Shani said. "But no, Lena said that we'd see
a Margarita Ville Canteen
- that's the name she gave me -- about half an hour before the dirt road that le
ads to her house. She said
the canteen was impossible to miss."
"What does Lena know?" Kerry grumbled. She hated Lena, and Lena hated her. If e
ither of them died
this weekend from mysterious causes, Shani would not be terribly surprised. Only
the promised presence
of Sol Celaya - Kerry's ex, stolen away by Lena - had given Kerry the incentive
to approach her arch
rival's house. At least, Sol was the reason why Shani figured Kerry had come. De
spite having known her
since first grade, Shani didn't altogether trust her. Kerry was too temperamenta
l, too impulsive. But then
again, she didn't trust Lena, either. God probably didn't trust Lena; she could
be one shrewd terror.
"Don't start that again," Angie said.
"She had just better not hassle me," Kerry said.
"And you had just better not fight with her in front of her sister," Angie said.
"It sure was nice of Robin to organize this weekend," Shani said, wishing to cha
nge the subject.
"Yeah... it wa - was," Kerry agreed, stuttering, as she often did at odd moments
. "How... how is...
They - everyone at school - always asked her this question: How is Robin? Have
you seen Robin? Is
Robin better? Shani did not resent the concern, nor even the painful memories th
e questions always
brought. After all, Robin was her best friend. It was only natural others should
come to her for updates.
What she did dislike was the false optimism she felt she had to project, to give
them what they wanted to
hear, and to salvage her own guilty conscience. But one sad day she would have t
o speak the truth, for
then it would be too late:Robin is dead. We killed her .
"I talked to her on the phone Tuesday night," Shani said. "She sounded in good
spirits, into getting
everything organized. She was spending a fortune on food."
"Hope she isn't buying local," Angie chuckled. "But that's great she's feeling b
"Yeah," Shani muttered. Didn't they understand that when your kidneys were gone,
you didn'tget better?
"Has she been singing much?" Kerry asked.
"I don't know. Probably," Shani lied. Lena had said Robin's voice was all but g
one. Prior to the
accident, Robin would have rivaled Linda Ronstadt.
"I wonder what her nurse is going to think of having all us wired teenagers sle
eping on the beach outside
their house," Angie said.
"The nurse won't be there," Shani said. "Lena can do the dialysis." Lena was Ro
bin's sister. They were
the same age, both of them having been adopted at infancy by Carlton Records emp
eror Charles
Carlton. Mr. and Mrs. Carlton had no other children. They were getting to the st
age in life where one had
to shout at them to be heard. However, despite his wrinkles, Mr. Carlton, like s
o many other self-made
millionaires, was intimidating. Whenever Shani talked to him, she always felt li
ke a fool if she didn't agree
with all his opinions -- he had that kind of influence over people. Neither he n
or his wife would be there
this weekend. With their unlimited capital, they had bought Robin two dialysis m
achines, one for their
mansion in Santa Barbara, the other for the beach house that was taking forever
to get to.
When Mr. and Mrs. Carlton died, Lena and Robin would inherit a mint. At least Le
na would.
"I wouldn't trust Lena to cut my nails," Kerry said.
"Ouch!" Shani said. They had hit another hole and her head had received another
slap. "I understand that
she's quite competent, has been trained by the doctors and all. The procedure is
supposed to be simple."
"Hey!" Angie burst out suddenly. "Shani, I forgot to tell you! I called Park fro
m the motel last night and
guess who's riding down with him and Sol and Bert?"
"David Bowie. I guessed, now tell me!"
"Flynn!" Flynn Powers was the new boy in town, from England. He'd only arrived
in February, at the
semester break. He was a dream: curly brown hair, dark green eyes, a walk as smo
oth as liquified
charisma; and a hypnotic, accented voice that could literally put her in a tranc
e. He had the largest hands,
beautifully formed and eloquent; they could have been stolen from a Michelangelo
. Everyone said it --
even the guys. Flynn had something about him, an indefinable aura of depth that
commanded respect. He was neither tall nor well-built, but he was a babe. All th
e girls wanted him, and
Shani was trying to get in front of the pack. Trouble was, he probably didn't ev
en know she walked the
earth. He didn't seem much interested in the girls at their school. Lena - she w
as an exception to
everything -- thought he was gay.
"Do you have a plan of approach?" Kerry asked. She was neutral as far as Flynn w
as concerned, as she
was still trying to get Sol back. ,
"Jump on him, I don't know," Shani said, the concentration of acid in her stoma
ch abruptly doubling.
Thinking about doing anything made her nervous. Sometimes she swore she was gett
ing an ulcer. She
chewed Rolaids instead of gum. "What can I do?"
"What you suggested might work," Angie said.
"If I thought there was a chance, I would do it," Shani said, not taking herself
seriously. She had to be
the most sexually inexperienced girl in her senior class. She hadn't even "gone
all the way" through a
Playgirl magazine. Getting dates had been no problem, but the guys would only ki
ss her cheek at the end
of the night, or else shake her hand; she had that kind of reputation. Perhaps s
he should talk to Lena,
have a filthy rumour started in connection with her name. Not that she was obses
sed - she was merely
very, very interested in sex. What she really wanted was what all of them wanted
: a relationship.
Unfortunately, she had taken physics, and had received a good grade, and had won
a scholarship to the
University of California at Santa Barbara, and had listed "psychiatrist" as her
ambition in the yearbook
and had read too many of the classics, and had the repulsive habit of sounding i
ntelligent, all of which was
enough to make any adolescent male ego insecure. But in reality she had hated ph
ysics, and had got an
"A" only because she had studied hard. She was not that smart, not that secure.
Often, she felt lonely.
Often, she watched Flynn from the other side of the campus, and wondered if he c
ouldn't change all this.
"Accidentally lose your bikini top while swimming beside him in the waves," Angi
e said. "Better yet, lose
your bottoms. It'll take a lot to catch that guy's cool eye."
To her own amazement, Shani realised she was actually considering the idea. She
was afraid to say
hello, but accidentally stripping seemed within her reach. "Is that how you got
Park?" she asked. She had
known Park Jacomini since they'd been two. He pretended to be intellectual -- an
d hewassmart, their
class valedictorian - but there had never been born a more natural peeping tom.
He was one of the
closest people to her in the world.
Angie laughed. "That's personal. But I will tell you, to keep them, you've got
to come up with pretty
"Could we please change the subject?" Kerry interrupted, extremely agitated. An
gie was quick to
"I'm sorry, Kerry. I'd forgotten. That was thoughtless of me."
"You said it to... upset me... on purpose."
"I'm the one who brought it up," Shani said. "Sorry."
Kerry turned off the cassette player, leaned her head back, and closed her eyes,
taking a deep breath. "I
don't know what's wrong with me, I'm so jittery. I'm the one who should be apolo
gizing. I guess it still
bothers me."
"That's okay. We understand," Shani said. From that point on, the conversation
sort of died. The
potholes thickened. Sentinel cacti and sleeping lizards bumped by while the Dats
un interior warmed and
they sweated. To pass the time, Shani reached for her yearbook, browsing through
the pages, reading
notes from her friends and from those she had not spoken to during her entire fo
ur years at Hoover High.
They had only received the book on Tuesday, and there were still many she wanted
to have sign it. This
weekend would fill it up. She chuckled when she came to the place where Park had
placed his note,
across a full-page colour picture of the varsity football team.
Dearest Shani,
Of all the girls I've known these four blissful years, you have been -- with on
ly a handful of exceptions
--the closest one to my soul and body. If not for you, and two or three others,
I would not be where I
am, king of the class, the one voted least likely to end up on welfare. I owe al
l my magnificent
accomplishments to you, and another girl or two .
I hope that when you become a psychiatrist that you don't discover that you're
nuts. You see, I
understand you -- your dark lusty longings--and that would mean that I'm nuts, t
oo, along with perhaps
my close female friends. However, if in the middle of analysis you uncover deep
Freudian inhibitions, feel
free to come to me for relief, for the sexual freedom I have given to other girl
s of your like predicament, a
few here and there .
All my love, all that Suzy and Bunny and Clairice have not drained, I give to y
ou. And once again, if in
the lonely years to come you should ever need - or simply desire -- an intimate
pal, be sure to think of
Pretty Park (and friends) and make an appointment to visit us.
Love you (amongst others), Park
Park had quite a wit, but, in his own way, street-tough Sol outdid him. Shani f
lipped to the picture of
their pudgy, smiling school principal, whom Sol had practically obliterated with
a thick, black cato pen.
I hardly know you and I don't think you're that interesting a chick, but you've
got something I want and
you know I've got something you need. If I let you see me, we don't go nowhere f
ancy and I expect my
money's worth right from the start. I don't want to hear about your feelings and
your goals cause I have
no feelings and I can tell already you ain't going nowhere. If we get together,
it will be for one thing only.
My number's in the book. Look it up.
Wait a sec, this isn't Debbie's book? Hell! Pay no attention to what you just r
ead, Shani dear. It sure has
been grand knowing you and I just know deep in my heart that you will go far and
better the world for all
of mankind. I really feel that you are an 'extra special person.' I have found o
ur friendship profoundly
satisfying, and I will treasure your memory in the many days to come. God bless
Hey, by the way, Shani, how's about you calling me this summer and us getting to
gether and going to a
drive-in. I'll buy you popcorn, with butter. We can rock my van's shocks.
Love your legs, Sol

She had better be careful not to let Kerry see his note. Thankfully, he hadn't
written it onthat page. Sol
could be crude, but - once again in his own way - he was also sensitive. Though
he was now seeing
Lena, he was extra careful to treat Kerry kindly. However, his politeness was a
mixed blessing. Kerry
took it as a sign that he was still interested in her. Neither Angie nor she wan
ted to drive home the harsh
truth, that Kerry didn't stand an outside chance, hadn't from the moment Lena ha
d curled her little finger
and let Sol know she was available, hadn't from the day of that disastrous pep r
It wasn't that Kerry was ugly. Though on the short side and a few pounds overwe
ight, she had a
pleasant face and a fine figure, plus a genuinely striking smile, which she - sa
dly - flashed all too seldom.
Lost somewhere between blonde and brunette, her short shaggy hair needed styling
. But with a good cut
and the right clothes -- which neither she nor her parents could afford -- sheco
uld have competed with
almost any girl at school.
Except for Lena. Except for a perversely timed rip.
It happened in November, during the week preceding the homecoming game when the
y were to play
their cross-town rivals and crown their new queen. Yet it had happened many time
s before, in cheap
teenage exploitation films, the thoughtless kind without a shred of realism or w
armth. Perhaps that was
what had made the trick seem so especially base. However, though the fundamental
idea had been
boringly simple, its implementation had never been so wickedly crafty.
In those days, Sol was going with Kerry. When he was not cutting classes, they
could be seen laughing
hand-in-hand, one of the few happy couples on campus. Now Lena already disliked
Kerry from aeons
past, and she began to take a fancy to Sol, and spread hints to the effect, thin
king that would be
sufficient. It probably would have been, but Lena wasn't used to waiting. When S
ol didn't immediately
come running into her arms, sheapparently decided to hasten his break up with Ke
rry. To this day,
Lena's guilt had not been definitely established. However, few believed her expr
essed innocence. Simply
no one at school had the mind to hatch an elaborate, evil plot - other than Lena
- and the facts pointed a
mighty guilty finger her way.
Along with Angie and Robin, Kerry was a song leader. In honour of the homecomin
g festivities, they had
developed a new routine to perform at the pep rally to be held at lunchtime in t
he gym, the day before the
big game. It involved the usual bouncing through the air and spread-eagled stret
ching. Lena was well
aware of the specifics of the routine. Though not a member of any cheering squad
-- she had passed
such adolescent displays, so she said - she contributed, through her sister, ext
ra twists. One of Lena's
exotic suggestions was the straw that broke the camel's back, the twist that tor
e the panties.
Because the song leaders' uniforms were warm, and Santa Barbara was sunk in a r
are heat wave, the
girls wore regular clothes to the morning classes, leaving their uniforms in the
ir gym lockers. While on her
way to the locker room at the start of lunch, Kerry was stopped by Lena, who wan
ted to chat. Under
normal circumstances, Kerry would not have had the slightest inclination to "cha
t" with Lena, and now
that she was in a hurry to change, she was less anxious. Nevertheless, Lena succ
eeded in delaying her to
the point where Kerry was cutting it close. To top it off, as they parted compan
y, Lenaaccidentally spilt
her Coke on Kerry's shorts, the soft drink soaking through to her underwear. No
big problem, though
Kerry was mad. She was going to change into her uniform in a minute anyway. The
only difference now
was that sheprobably wouldn't be able to wear her underwear. When Kerry reached
the locker room,
she rushed into her song clothes, not having a chance to take note of any irregu
The pep rally started like so many other boring pep rallies. The punchy footbal
l coach strutted to the
microphone and mumbled a couple of slow lines about how smart - football-wise -
their team was this
year, and introduced a few key players that everyone already knew. Shani was sit
ting in the front row of
the audience with Park. They cheered loudly for good-natured "Big Bert" -- an un
usual member of their
unusual gang -- but otherwise they were hardly listening. It was only when the s
ong leaders came on that
she sat up and took notice. Of course, three of her friends were in the group, b
ut perhaps she also had a
premonition of danger, for her stomach had begun to ache like it did when she wa
s worrying deeply.
Park also stirred to life. His girl friend, Robin -- whom he supposedly loved ve
ry much -- was the
leader of the group. He had his camera primed and was clicking away the second t
hey launched into their
routine. Even then, Shani had felt that he had taken an unusually high number of
pictures of Angie.
In the middle of the skit, Kerry flew spreadeagled over Robin's shoulders and S
hani thought she heard a
rip. But at first she decided that she must have been mistaken, for no one else
appeared to have heard
anything. Then a low murmur began to spread through the audience, a sound that q
uickly built to loud
whistles and hoots. This was an example of how fast gossip could spread, for, al
though she was sitting in
the front, and although the song leaders' dresses were short, Shani could see no
thing unusual as far as
Kerry was concerned. Neither could Park -- Shani asked him twice what was going
on. But a few
people, probably only a handful in the entire crowd, hadthought they had caught
a flash of Kerry's bare
bottom. Afterwards, of course, there weredozens of guys whoswore they were one o
f the chosen few.
The fact that they wereall liars made no difference. Ironically, Kerry was proba
bly the last one in the gym
to know there was a problem. The record they performed to continued on, though i
t was practically
drowned out in the commotion, and Kerry continued to swirl and twist and bend, n
ot noticing any
draught. Shani finally got the word through the grapevine of what wassupposedly
happening, and then it
seemed ages to her before Kerry found out. In reality, from the moment of the ri
p to the instant of her
bewildered halting, possibly twenty seconds had elapsed. It was Angie who finall
y stopped her and
whispered something in her ear, probably just a line to get Kerry to leave the g
ym as quickly as possible.
Angie even escorted her to the door. As they crossed the basketball court floor,
the audience granted
them a brief respite. But the second they were out of view, they flew back into
Shani left her place in the stands and hurried to the girls' showers. There she
found Kerry slumped on the
bench that ran in front of the lockers, Angie standing nearby. The place was oth
erwise deserted. Kerry
was more confused than upset. She did not understand what the big deal was. Her
dance pants had
ripped and she had flashed her underwear. So what? Shani agreed with her that th
ere was nothing to
worry about. She was lying. She didn't tell Kerry that those flesh-coloured pant
ies she'd been wearing
could be mistaken for bare flesh, at a distance. That theyhad been mistaken for
Kerry's backside, by
more than one person.
As Kerry began to change into her street clothes, muttering about how she hoped
the confusion would
get cleared up quickly, the three of them made an interesting discovery. Someone
had replaced Kerry's
nylon dance pants with blue cottonpaper pants of the same size. No wonder they h
ad ripped. Normally,
Kerry would have immediately spotted the switch. But she had been in a hurry bef
ore the pep rally, and
hadn't detected the difference in the fabrics.
When Kerry remembered how Lena had soaked her underwear, forcing her to be late
, Shani
immediately put two and two together. The connection was obvious. Lena must have
figured Kerry
would discard the wet panties. Lena must have also been thesomeone who had switc
hed the dance
pants. She had undoubtedly been hoping that Kerry would be caught flashing her b
ottom. This fortunately
hadn't happened, but it easily could have. Lena later denied the accusations, bu
t she did so with a sly
smile, and her deepest admiration for whoever had thought up the plan.
In the following days, Angie and Shani told anyone who would listen that Kerryh
ad been wearing
underwear beneath her dance pants. Few believed the truth; they apparently prefe
rred not to. Kerry had
to endure ceaseless catcalls. She also lost Sol to Lena. Shani had been disguste
d with him for deserting
Kerry in her hour of need, but he swore that the pep rally incident had absolute
ly nothing to do with their
break up. He explained that Lena had simply made him an offer that he couldn't r

Shani checked on Kerry in the front seat before opening the annual to page fift
y-eight. As a further
example of how unreal Kerry's "flash" had been, there had been at least a dozen
people taking pictures at
that pep rally and not one of them had caught anything even remotely x-rated. Ne
vertheless, tucked in
one corner there was a small black and white picture that had captured all but t
he "highlight" of the
afternoon. It had been taken from the rear of the audience, and showed the crowd
on its feet laughing
and pointing at an innocent smiling Kerry, whose life was about to come to an en
d. There was nothing for
the guys to gloat over, but it clearly brought back the day. Park had been on th
e yearbook staff. Shani
would have to speak to him about who had allowed the picture in the annual.
Was it a coincidence, Shani often asked herself, that Robin's accident had happ
ened less than a month
after Kerry's humiliation?
"Hey girls," Angie said. "Looks like we're no longer alone. Sol's van is just up
Shani tossed the annual aside and peered between Angie and Kerry. The glare of
the blazing sun made
seeing difficult, but it was clearly Sol's faded black Dodge. Farther down the r
oad, perhaps a half mile,
was a solitary brown clay building, probably the Margarita Ville Canteen. That m
eant they were almost
there. But who cared? Huddling near the rear of the van, beside Sol and Park, wa
s a guy with the
smoothest walk this side of England.
"Flynn!" Shani cried.
"God, Shani, not in my ear," Angie said.
Shani grabbed her Rolaids and downed the whole roll as if it were candy. The fu
rnace in her stomach
roared on unchecked. She had been dying to see Flynn again, yet, all of a sudden
, she wished that she
was invisible.

"This tyre isn't getting less flat with us looking at it," Park said.
"Why didn't you go to the cantina down the road with Bert and Flynn?" Sol asked.
"I still can. Why don't you come with me?"
"I have to guard my van. No way I trust the Cholos down here."
"You're a Cholo."
"Used to be," Sol muttered, lighting a cigarette. Sol chain-smoked.
Park was tempted to split. The inside of their lame van was incredibly stuffy,
and out here on the broken
asphalt it was like standing on a frying pan. They had a much brighter sun down
here than they did in the
States. His nose would peel this weekend. It would probably rot and fall off. He
sure could use a cold
beer. Unfortunately, the strap on his sandals -- his only available footwear --
had snapped and it was a
good ten-minute walk to the canteen. He should have taken Big Bert up on his off
er to carry him. He
knew Sol was intentionally mocking him, standing barefoot on the blistering pave
ment. Sol had feet like a
"Why don't we check on your spare?" Park asked for the third time.
Sol chuckled, the sound oddly frightening coming from him. Shani imagined Sol a
modern Fonzie, tough
outside but with a heart of gold. Park could attest to the fact that he had a he
art, but it was made of a far
less precious metal. Sol was tough to the core. Brought up in L.A's barrios, he'
d once admitted to
stabbinghis first person -- a member of a rival gang -- at the age of twelve. He
had never said it outright,
but Park had the clear impression that not everyone who had got in his way was s
till alive. He'd been
arrested twice in his fifteenth year: once for stealing a car, the other time fo
r carrying a gun - a sawn-off
shotgun. He hadn't told him these stories to impress him. Sol didn't give a damn
what anyone thought.
Park knew the horrors he'd related had only been the tip of the iceberg.
Once, old friends -- the meanest, most wired Cholos he'd ever seen -- had visit
ed Sol while they were
playing a rough game of one-on-one at the school yard on a Saturday afternoon. B
oth wore wads of
jewelery and picked at their oily nails with shiny switchblades, talking in gutt
ural Spanish with Sol about
Satan only knew what. In the midst of the conversation, they said something that
bothered Sol and he
snapped at them. They paled noticeably and apologized frantically, like their li
ves depended on it, which
may well have been the case. Afterwards, Sol explained that they had made an obs
cene reference to
Park. The loyalty hadn't comforted Park.
Park wasn't sure how Sol's father had managed to get his two children - Sol had
a ten-year-old sister of
whom he was maniacally protective, the cutest little thing - out of the barrios;
probably hard work. Mr.
Celaya currently had a flourishing gardening business in Ventura. But apparently
, he hadn't felt that
Ventura was far enough north of his son's friends. He rented a house on the outs
kirts of Santa Barbara,
and Sol ended up in laid-back Hoover High like a wolf among sheep.
Park still remembered the first day they ran into each other - literally. Sol h
ad knocked him out of his
way in the hall. Initially, no one could understand hisSpanglish , and it was pr
obably just as well, for in the
first few days he seemed one angry young man. But first impressions are not alwa
ys complete. The
passage of a couple of weeks presented a different profile. Sol had his mean str
eak, and it cut pretty
deep, but he could also be kind, and no one could doubt his intelligence. A mont
h after arriving at
Hoover High, after a couple of expulsion threats from the principal, he apparent
ly made a firm personal
decision to develop his positive qualities, and to only behave like an animal wh
en he could get away with
it. The most immediate demonstration of this decision was the change in the way
he spoke. He would
never be mistaken for an upper-middle-class white boy, but he developed a knack
for using English
concisely. And damn if he didn't take to spending hours in the library. He wasn'
t easy to fit in a category.
Of course, he seldom returned a book.
At the end of his junior year, he went out for track and smashed the shot-put r
ecord. His bulging
muscles and blinding reflexes made him a natural at the event. Park was also on
the team - he ran a
mediocre mile - but what really brought them together was Sol's sudden discovery
of surfing. Before
moving to Santa Barbara, he once confessed, he hadn't even seen the ocean and he
'd despised, because
of his upbringing, anything associated with the wordsurfing . Yet the sea proved
an asylum to him that
seemed to wash away the weight of past cares. Park had already won two minor sur
fing championships.
Hearing of Sol's interest in the waves, he boldly loaned him a board and taught
him a few tricks of the
trade. Soon they were surfing together regularly. Park still wasn't sure what So
l liked about him outside
of his skill on the waves. He had asked once, and Sol had said that hanging arou
nd with the school brain
was good for his "tough-but-heart-of-gold-guy image". On the other hand, Park di
dn't fully understand
what he liked about Sol. Certainly, there wasn't anyone else quite like him.
Shani didn't know anything about Sol's background. She didn't know that five da
ys ago he'd been
kicked out of his father's house and was now sleeping in the park in his van. Sh
e didn't know that he was
low on money and was looking to his old ways to get some. Without explanation, w
hile driving through
Tijuana, Sol had dropped Park, Flynn, and Bert off for an hour. Afterwards, he h
ad only allowed
ever-agreeable Bert to sit in the back, with strict orders that he not touch or
smell anything. Why didn't
Sol want him to check on the spare? Probably because he'd dumped the tyre and ja
mmed the space with
illicit substances. Sol was reading his mind.
"What's the matter, Preppy Park?" he asked. "Don't you trust me?"
Sol had taken to putting "Preppy" before Park's name, since Harvard had written
saying that one Park
Christopher Jacomini looked like Ivy League material to them. Park did not resen
t the title. It reminded
him of how Ali McGraw had annoyed Ryan O'Neal at the beginning of the movie,Love
Story . He
strongly identified with the character Ryan O'Neal played. He also had an annoyi
ng rich dad, and also
was going to go to Harvard, and also wanted to be a lawyer and marry a girl with
a body like Ali
McGraw's. He even fancied that he resembled Ryan O'Neal, somewhat. Angie said th
at he did. Of
course, she was always quick to flatter. Robin hadn't done that... hadn't needed
Before she'd been hurt, Robin had had a body like Ali's. And he'd always figure
d that he would have
married her. She had been - still was - the one with the heart of gold. He glanc
ed south down the road, in
the direction where she waited to see him again. He didn't want to think about i
t. People his age got
busted for smoking dope, they got depressed and made fools of themselves over me
aningless crushes,
they got lousy grades and hated their parents. But they didn't die, not in his w
orld. They couldn't die
slowly and take a piece of him with them. God, how he hated himself for having l
eft her for Angie! But
what could he do? He simply couldn't handle it. Was this the real reason he iden
tified with Ryan O'Neal's
character inLove Story ? What can you say about an eighteen-year-old girl who di
Park kicked the flat tyre. "What the hell. I don't care if we ever get there."
Sol went right on reading his mind. Blowing smoke in his face, he said, "You're
such a wimp."
"Just because I won't go back across the border with you and your stash?"
"Who said I picked up anything? But don't change the subject. A real man would s
tand by his babe
when she's in a tight spot. Robin's a great chick. She gets in trouble and you d
ump her." Sol spat.
"You should talk," Park snapped, throwing all caution aside. "What about Kerry a
nd tight spots?"
"That was not the same. Kerry got humiliated, and we all felt bad for her, but
it was only a joke. Dying
is... it's no joke." He added quietly, "I know."
Park wondered at the change in his tone. Probably a memory of a friend stuck wi
th a bloody knife had
surfaced. Park pulled off his shirt, and wiped the sweat from his face. "I'll ha
ve a talk with her," he said.
"If that's the best you can do, then do it."
Park wanted to change the subject. Peering in the direction of the canteen, he
remarked: "What are
those guys doing? They've been gone awhile."
"Probably getting drunk."
"I don't think Flynn drinks."
"Bert will down enough beer to make up for him."
"Hey, Sol, what do you think of that Flynn?"
"I don't think he's a wimp."
"Give me a break, would ya?"
Sol patted his cheek lightly. Up close, Sol's features were thick and fearsome;
however Park had to
admit he was probably handsome. Strangely enough, he looked part Slavic -- his m
outh especially,
which was large and sensual. Also, his dark hair had a hint of red, and fine cur
ls that girls loved to run
their fingers through. But his sharp black eyes, his calculating expressions, an
d swollen, tattooed biceps
were clearly from the wrong side of the tracks.
"Okay, Preppy," he said. "I don't know nothing about him. He hardly talks. And b
esides, who cares?"
"I sometimes wonder about him. He looks -- it's weird - he looks familiar."
"Yeah, now that you mention it," Sol said thoughtfully, then shrugging. "But who
"I can see that you don't. I wonder why he came to Santa Barbara."
"Probably for the climate."
"You're a hopeless degenerate. I don't know why I associate with you."
"Because hanging around me makes you look more interesting to the chicks than yo
u really are."
Park thought that was pretty funny, if not true. "How's Lena been treating you?"
Sol groaned, but before he could elaborate, his eyes narrowed. "Someone's coming
Park turned. Approaching from the weed-choked desolation of a nearby eastern hi
ll was a tall Indian,
clothed in a tan tunic tied at the waist with an orange sash. His long stringy h
air was the same colour as
his robe, bordering a deep red beardless face that disallowed an accurate age gu
ess. He seemed to have
come out of nowhere. The uneven ground and dry shrubs at his dusty, sandaled fee
t did little to slow his
floating gait. A hundred feet directly over his head, a blackbird circled. A min
ute, and he would reach
"Who is he?" Park whispered.
"He's Indian, maybe... He has that look. Maybe he's a holy man."
"A what?"
"Not like at church. A sorcerer."
"Like Don Juan?"
"Yes. Treat him with respect. I'll do the talking."
"Good. I don't speak Spanish."
Sol threw away his cigarette. The man was fifty yards away and the next moment
he was standing before
them. The blackbird had vanished. Their visitor's eyes seemed to focus through t
hem, or rather, they
appeared turned inward, as though he saw them from an unusual perspective. Park
felt as though he was
being subjected to a thorough scrutiny. However, it was not an uncomfortable fee
"Puedo ayudarle, senor?" Sol said.
"Has traido ayuda y odio contigo," the man answered. Park had expected a dry ra
sp but the voice was
smooth and melodious. A closer inspection of his face revealed lines from long y
ears, yet his skin retained
a surprisingly soft sheen. A flawlessly straight, but at ease, posture contribut
ed to his youthful bearing.
"What's going on?" Park muttered.
"I asked if we could help him," Sol replied. He seemed unable to break away from
the man's eyes. They
were strangely fascinating.
"He said something like, we've brought help and hate with us."
"Great. If only we had Carlos Castaneda with us to figure that one out." But tho
ugh he spoke in jest, the
man's words had sent a cold shiver through his spine; quite a feat in this heat.
"Shut up," Sol said. He spoke to the man: "Hay problema?"
The man gestured south with his covered left hand, which perhaps held something
, hidden beneath the
folds of his gown. "Paloma petirrojo. Culebra. Culebra. Veneno. Veneno."
Park noted Sol's right hand sliding slowly towards the pocket where he carried
his switchblade. Sol had
an antenna for danger more sensitive than NORAD's first strike-detection network
. Nice voice or not,
Park took a step back. Sol said, "No comprendemos. Explique usted!"
In answer, the man jerked free a blackbird, letting it fly in their faces. Sol
had his knife in hand and open
in an instant, but the bird did not attack them. It screeched loudly as it wheel
ed into the sky, vanishing
south into the glare of the sun. Trying to settle his pounding heart, Park notic
ed Flynn coming up the road
from the direction the bird had disappeared. For a moment he imagined Flynn had
grown wings and a
beak. The sun must be short-circuiting his brain. Rubbing his eyes, he snapped a
t Sol. "What the hell was
that for?"
"Cuervo. Águila, Cuelbra veneno. Petirrojo," the man said, undisturbed by the blad
e pointed his way.
Sol lowered it in measured steps, frowning.
"I asked him if something was wrong. And he rattles on about a dove, an eagle, a
robin, and a snake.
You saw what happened when I asked him to explain."
"Don't put your knife away," Park advised, the man smiling faintly at this rema
rk. Despite his fear, he did
not feel a danger from the man per se. But that damn bird could have pecked thei
r eyes out. He asked,
"What was that last thing he said?"
"More of the same: raven, eagle, snake, robin."
"Wait a second. Does he mean robin the bird, or Robin the person?"
"Robin the bird. I don't think there is a Robin name in Spanish."
"Ask him anyway."
Sol pressed a button. His blade vanished. But he kept the knife handy. "Tú conoces
a Robin Carlton?"
"Hermana," he said, holding up one hand. "Hermano," he added, pointing to where
the bird had
"Sister... brother," Sol muttered. "He doesn't know her."
"Ask him if she's going to be all right."
"I said, he doesn't know her."
"Ask him if he knows where we can get our flat fixed."
But the old man was already speaking, shaking his head sadly. "Veneno. Culebra.
Veneno. Culebra."
"I don't suppose those were directions to a Shell Station."
Sol was wary, puzzled. "He's going on about poison and snakes."
"I wonder why."
He probably shouldn't have asked. An unmistakable rattle started in the dry bus
h ten feet at his back.
Park looked - and looked again - and found a snake slithering right for his foot
. He knew he couldn't
outrun a grizzly, but he'd never read about rattlesnakes. It didn't matter, anyw
ay. His trusty,
well-educated reflexes had him frozen on the spot. It took a hard shove from Sol
to get him out of the
fang's crosshairs. The snake swam in between them, divide and bite, its pointed
head and tongue
snapping at both of them. The old man was forgotten.
"What should we do?" Park cried.
"Don't panic."
"I'm already panicked!"
"Don't let it bite you."
Park backed up several paces, moving to his left to place the van between him a
nd the serpent.
Unfortunately, the snake seemed to like the smell of him better. It slid beneath
the rim of the flat tyre with
its mouth open and hungry. Park knew intellectually that he should turn and run,
but his upper-class,
manicured body would not cooperate.It thought that the momentit turnedits back,i
t would get a huge
chunk out of the back ofits calf. And maybeit was right. The snake seemed to kee
p its distance - six feet
- as long as he didn't move.
"Are you trying to stare it down?" Sol asked, picking up a hefty rock and creepi
ng closer. The snake,
bent on Caucasian meat, was leaving its flank unprotected, or so it seemed.
"Where's your knife?"
"You can't kill a snake like this with a knife." With both hands, Sol raised th
e rock over his head. Still,
their assailant paid him no heed.
"Why aren't you carrying a gun when we need one?"
Sol whipped down his stone with a force sufficient to crack the miserable road.
But the snake had only
been baiting him. This was Mexico; it wanted a Mexican. It was not in the rock's
path, but rather,
incredibly, was closing its teeth on the hem of Sol's faded blue jeans. Sol made
the best possible move,
which was to trounce its mid-section with his free leg. This caused the snake to
lose its grip, and Sol
scampered back, but he did so hastily and stumbled on an ill-placed rock. He end
ed up flat on his back.
Rearing up its slimy head and hissing with glee, the snake charged. Sol's heavy
calloused feet wouldn't be
armour enough. Park felt sick. Too late his friend was reaching for his knife wh
en the snake made an
unstoppable lunge at his exposed right ankle.
"Sol!" Park cried.
A gun exploded.
The snake tore into bloody halves.
Resetting the safety, Flynn slipped a small black pistol in his belt, covering
it with the tail of his white silk
shirt. Lying on the road, with his head twisted around, Sol asked, "Where did yo
u learn to shoot like
Flynn smiled the charming smile that made the girls sigh, and Park nauseous wit
h jealousy. But he
couldn't begrudge him this time. "I usually can't hit a Coke can at five feet,"
Flynn said.
Park regained the use of his legs and came over and helped Sol up. "That was cl
ose. Did he catch any
Sol brushed off his T-shirt, and shook his head, his tough, external cool somew
hat ruffled. Only Flynn
seemed unshaken. Park couldn't believe the guy. Sol slapped Flynn's shoulder. "T
hanks, man, I owe you
Flynn looked at his kill with a mixture of curiosity and disgust. Already, flie
s buzzed about the remains.
"That's okay; I just won't chip in for gas on the way home."
"Fair enough."
"And I owe you one," Park told Sol.
"Yeah. Say you fix me up with Angie for a couple of nights and we'll call it eve
Park laughed, realising he was still shaking. "Only if I get Lena."
"You don't know what you're asking," Sol said. "Lena's worse than a snake. She'
s got nails along with
"Do you always carry a gun?" Park asked Flynn. They knew little about him: he wa
s from England, had
his own apartment, no family, drove an old VW, played tennis, spoke seldom.
"Whenever I'm in a foreign country."
California was a foreign country to Flynn. Sol snapped, "It's none of your busin
"It's no problem," Flynn said smoothly. "I'd tell you more, but there's nothing
to tell."
Park didn't believe him. His marksmanship hadn't been blind luck. He was a pract
iced shot. Park
wondered what Flynn had practiced for.
This was weird. Here he is on a fun-and-games weekend outing, and two of his bud
dies are carrying
deadly weapons. "I didn't mean to pry," Park said.
"No problem," Flynn repeated.
"Well, I guess the old man must have seen the snake coming and was trying--" Pa
rk paused, looked
around. "Hey, where is that guy?"
"Over there." Sol pointed in the direction from which the man had come. He had
already reached the
bluff of the neighbouring hill, and was disappearing over the other side. He mus
t have run. "Man, that cat
can move," Sol said.
"Did you talk to him?" Flynn asked casually.
"Sol did. He only spoke Spanish."
"What did he say?" Flynn asked.
Sol shrugged. "A bunch of crap."
"I'm curious. Tell me," Flynn insisted.
But at that moment, they saw Angie's blue Datsun, weaving a path that failed mi
serably to miss the many
potholes. Kerry and Shani were with her. Park felt dismayed at his lukewarm reac
tion to their rescue. Of
course, having an alternative ride was no major relief. Sol had had them on the
road at five in the
morning, but they all knew it was only a matter of time before others from their
class stumbled by. Sure
he was happy to see Angie, but meeting her here so close to Robin made him feel
guilty. What would the
weekend be like? He also had to worry what Shani thought, though she had never s
o much as hinted that
she thought he had stabbed Robin in the back by dumping her so soon after the ac
cident. In fact, he was
actually happier to see Shani approaching, than Angie. Often he wished that it w
as she he was attracted
to, and vice versa.
With the possible exception of Lena, Shani was the prettiest girl in the school
. She was too thin, and her
breasts were nothing to grab - Sol had tried once - but her hair was as black as
the old man's raven,
toppling in a curling cascade to her butt, and Mother Nature had granted her fac
ial structure every break.
Her innocent, pondering profile often reminded Park of Natalie Wood's. Junk food
had no part in her
diet. Consequently, the glowing skin he'd appreciated even in grade school had p
assed, unmarred, into
young womanhood. But her claim on the hearts of Hoover High's male population wa
s due to her eyes.
They were a shade of dawn's darkest, clearest blue, like large, round mountain l
akes an hour before
sunrise. Yet with all this, Shani saw herself as nothing more than a bag of bone
s with a boring personality.
True, she did bore him on occasion, but then, he had known her a long, long time
. Kissing her was like
kissing his sister, and he didn't even have a sister. He supposed that leading h
er home early by the hand in
kindergarten with her pants soiled - his free hand blatantly clasping his nose -
had ruined the romance at
the beginning. Whenever he reminded her of the incident, every other week, she w
ould get terribly
embarrassed. Despite all this, he had once tried to seduce her. Afterwards, she
hadn't even realised that
he had made the effort. She was a good girl.
Angie was attractive also, but in a more traditional, less exotic fashion. A bl
eached blonde, she had a tan
in midwinter and brown legs longer than his own. He didn't know what colour her
eyes were, but they
were nice. Yet they never had that much to talk about. Only when she had her clo
thes off was she really
interesting. Not that she was dumb - she had a "B" average and planned on going
to college - but there
was nothing in her personality that stood out. She was like a collage of her fri
ends: a bit of Shani's charm,
an ounce of Kerry's nervousness, a glimmer of Robin's sweetness, a slice of Lena
's craftiness, all lumped
together with no definitive result. He doubted she loved him - though she had mu
rmured the three words
-- so he did not feel absolutely terrible about not loving her. He liked and res
pected her; that was
enough. Love, he had decided, was something he was incapable of.
Laughing, the three girls drove right by them. Only when Sol jumped into the ce
ntre of the road and
shouted something obscene in Spanish did they return in high-speed reverse. Park
put his shirt back on,
his pulse still not settled from the wrestling match with the snake. Angie was t
he first out of the car. She
smiled and waved and hugged and kissed him. He reminded himself to tell her late
r not to do such things
in front of Robin. He hugged her in return, briefly.
"We've got to quit meeting this way," he said.
"But it's so romantic," Shani laughed, coming up. "Mind if I butt in?" she asked
Angie before planting a
quick kiss on his lips. She tasted like Rolaids.
Angie shook her head, took his hand, not looking altogether pleased. "I don't mi
Sol got Shani next, hugging her like he might eat her, while Kerry remained alo
of. But then he grinned
slyly at Kerry, and said, "Hey, babe, why don't you just slide on over here and
give me a big... give me a
little taste?"
It was an absurd line, but Kerry smiled with happiness, and Park was glad. Kerr
y didn't have Shani's
brightness or Robin's warmth, and she was too quick to gossip, but he felt she w
as essentially a good kid
who'd had to beat a pretty tough rap this year. He had always wished that it had
been Lena's butt they
had seen. Besides probably having a far more stimulating rear, she would haveenj
oyed having an excuse
to flash her goods.
Without batting an eye, Sol tried to give Kerry a quick feel right there in fro
nt of them. "Animal!" she
squealed in delight, making a halfhearted attempt to slap him.
"You know it," Sol said.
"Some things never change," Park muttered.
"Some things do," Shani whispered, standing close by. He glanced at her, surpri
sed. For a moment she
seemed sad. But then she turned away, towards Flynn, and he could feel her tremb
le. He knew she was
wild about Flynn, but had sworn a vow not to leak the news, which he had no inte
ntion of breaking.
Flynn had watched their reunion from a detached distance. Now he stepped forward
, nodding slightly
like an English officer. He always appeared in perfect control.
"Hi, Shani," he said.
"Hi! I didn't know you knew me - I mean -- knew my name." She blushed. "How are
you Flynn?"
"I'm happy to... ahh... that you're fine."
"I'm happy to see you," he said, the perfect gentleman.
Shani bowed her head, embarrassed. "Oh."
"You should have been here a few minutes ago," Park said. "Flynn saved Sol's li
fe. He killed that
rattlesnake over there just when it was about to bite Sol's ugly feet."
"Really!!?" the three girls cried.
"I wouldn't say that," Flynn said, winking at Sol.
"Naah, that snake was dead when we got here," Sol said.
"What?" Park said.
"I touched it with the tip of my shoe," Flynn said, feigning confusion, "but tha
t was all."
"What are you talking about, Park?" Sol asked. "I don't have ugly feet."
"We can tell that Flynn's brave by looking at him," Angie said. "We don't need y
our wild tales."
"It sure is gross-looking," Shani observed. "It looks like it was shot in two."
"Must have been someone handy with a gun," Flynn said.
"A marksman," Sol agreed.
"Looks like it's been dead awhile," Kerry said.
"Would you stop that?" Angie said, getting annoyed. She gestured to Sol's van. "
Did you get a flat?"
"No, a snake bit the tyre," Park grumbled. Sol must have wanted to abide by Fly
nn's obvious wish not
to have to talk about his gun. Or else Sol wanted to make a fool of him. Or both
"Do you have a spare?" Shani asked.
"Not with me," Sol said, laughing at Park.
"Before we left," Kerry said, "my father gave us one of those cans that can inf
late a tube and seal any
small holes. Would that help?"
"With all these dangerous snakes around here," Sol said, pulling out a cigarett
e, "it might end up being a
Everyone laughed except Park. He was not amused, but he was sure it was bad karm
a. He was always
playing practical jokes on others. Maybe it was his turn.
Angie fetched the can from the Datsun's glove compartment. Kneeling by the flat
tyre, Sol read the
instructions softly to himself in Spanish. White foam squirted briefly over the
tube's nipple as he secured
the can's tip into place. Thirty seconds later, the tyre had regained a semblanc
e of its former roundness.
"Will it hold?" Angie asked.
"We should be able to get to the house," Sol said, kneading his thumb into the t
"Where's Bert?" Kerry asked. Bert liked Kerry. He liked everyone. Kerryused Bert
. So did everyone.
Bert liked being used.
"Consuming mass quantities," Park said.
"No, here he comes," Flynn said.
There were those who said that Big Bert Billings was not a genius. Those were t
he same people who
said the Leaning Tower of Pisa was not straight and that the earth was round --
typical unimaginative
fools. Italy was crooked, the tower was fine, and everybody of consequence knew
the astronauts'
photos of Earth had been touched up. Bert was obviously a genius. Who could lead
the basketball league
in rebounds and not be able to jump more than three inches straight up, never mi
nd his two hundred and
fifty pounds and six-foot-five height? Who could get to only a minute left in an
exam, be only half done,
and guess at the remainder of the questions and end up with a high score, never
mind the black market
test complete with answers in his lap? Bert was simply humble. He hid his intell
igence, so well in fact that
he couldn't remember exactly where he had put it. Everybody loved Bert. He was a
wfully big.
Bert was walking reasonably straight up the swaying road, managing to keep his h
alf-inch-long blond
hair out of his wild eyes. Usually, he was rather fair, but this afternoon gallo
ns of alcohol-saturated blood
were-pumping through his cheeks. Usually when Bert saw you again, he slapped you
heartily on the
back. One could end up in the hospital after saying hello to Bert. He waved exci
tedly to them. They
would have to have been heartless not to wave back.
"Boy, am I glad to see you!" he shouted, coming up. His volume dial was broken a
t ten. "I thought you
guys might have left without me!" He went to slap Sol's back. Sol hadn't moved s
o fast for the snake. Sol
was strong, but he wasn't built like the Statue of Liberty.
"Why would we have left you?" Sol breathed from a safe distance.
Bert noticed they had company. "Hi ya, girls!"
"Hi ya, Bert!" the three replied in unison.
Bert rubbed his massive hands together eagerly. He positively stunk of beer. "Bo
y, have I got a story for
you folks! I'd just got out of the canteen, and was walking back here, when this
snake came out of the
weeds and tried to bite me!"
"Really?" Park asked, incredibly pleased. "What did you do?"
"I stomped on it, and kicked it," Bert beamed. "Tore it right in two."
"Oh, no," Park groaned, as the others broke up in laughter.

Sol's van was still in the rearview mirror, so the tyre must be holding up. Sha
ni hadn't realised that they
still had so far to go from where they had joined the guys. They had left Margar
ita Ville twenty miles
behind and there was still no sign of the road Lena had mentioned. Lena's thirty
minutes past the canteen
was probably in a fifty grand Porsche in fifth gear when the road was in one pie
Their caravan had undergone personnel rearrangements. Kerry had wanted to ride
in the van with Sol,
and Angie had wanted Park to ride in the Datsun with them. No one had objected.
To give Angie a
chance to devote all her attention to Park - who needed a lot of attention lest
he get lonely -- Shani had
taken over the role of chauffeur. Every time she hit a pothole, Park's head woul
d smack the ceiling. She
would have laughed each time it happened, but Flynn was sitting three feet to he
r right, and she was
having enough trouble breathing. She was trying to start a conversation, but he
was terribly quiet.
"I bet the weather down here is a lot different than it is in England," she sai
d, thinking that was probably
the dumbest thing she had ever said.
"England's much cooler," Flynn said pleasantly, his accent far less noticeable
than when he had first
arrived at school.
"Where are you from, exactly?"
"Southern England."
"What city?"
He hesitated. Perhaps she was being nosey. "Plymouth."
"Do your parents live there?"
"My mother does."
She wouldnot ask if they were divorced. "I've never been to England, or anywher
e outside of
California."That was the dumbest thing she had ever said. "I mean, except to Mex
ico... this place...
today, that is." She took a deep breath. "Why did you come to Santa Barbara? Am
I asking too many
Flynn smiled. "Not at all, Shani. I love to hear your voice."
Did he really say that? She would have to write it down later in her diary. Sli
ghtly flustered, she weaved
into a pothole. Park's head got another millimetre flatter. "Watch it," he growl
"Thank you," she said. "I mean, I'm sorry."
"Tell me about yourself," Flynn said.
"About me? There isn't much to say about me." She couldn't think of anything off
"Why do you want to be a psychiatrist?"
"Oh, how did you know that?"
"I read the caption under your picture in that book -- the yearbook. It said: Am
bition -- Psychiatrist;
Favourite Subject -- Psychology; Happiest Memory -- Coming out of the womb; Hoov
er High Bulletin
Editor; Homecoming Court."
"You must have an incredible memory," Shani said, awed.
"I only read a few of the captions."
"Did you read mine?" Park asked. For some mysterious reason, his senior picture
- in everyone's
yearbook -- had been faded to a ghost outline. Indeed, nowhere else in the book
was his lost little boy
face to be found. Though he had an ongoing fantasy that he looked like
Ryan O'Neal, Park could not have chosen a more inaccurate model. Sturdy and wiry
from hours of
surfing, he was nevertheless short and pale. And with lips rosy to the point of
appearing touched up, and
a mop of hair as black as his coal eyes, he was closer to a member of the Vienna
Boys' Choir than a
movie star. He was not handsome, but a lot of girls - Shani included - thought h
e was a doll.
The absence of his picture in the annual was no real mystery. He had been the ye
arbook editor-in-chief.
The thought of some jerk scribbling on his face, he had confided, had been unbea
"You read it to me, Park," Flynn answered. "Your happiest memory was going into
the womb."
"I was speaking for my father, there," Park grinned.
"Who else's did you read?" Shani asked. She was flattered -- she was in seventh
heaven -- that he'd
taken special note of her, but already she was worrying about the competition.
Again he hesitated. "Robin Carlton's."
They had handed in the information for the captions before Robin's accident. Ro
bin's ambition had been
to become a doctor and join the Peace Corps and help poor people. The conversati
on went out of the
window right there. Shani decided she would tell Flynn why she wanted to be a ps
ychiatrist when he told
her why he had come to Santa Barbara.
Her reasons weren't complicated, just confusing. In school, there was no specif
ic subject that fascinated
her. She did well in all of her classes, largely because her mother was strict,
but biology and history or
literature just couldn't compete with real, live people. She loved to study her
friends, try to understand
their motivations, their hopes and fears. Lunch in the crowded, talkative quad w
as her favourite period.
This is why she wanted to study the mind. Perhaps she was trying to figure out h
erself through others.
Maybe she relied too much upon others. Sometimes, it seemed, she had no internal
anchor, nothing that
couldn't be blown away by the cruelties of the world. She needed those around he
r, though she saw
faults in all of them. Except for, perhaps, Robin, who wouldn't always be there.
Ten bumpy minutes later, they came to Lena's road which was nothing but a dirt
path scarcely wide
enough for Sol's van. However, it was flat. Making a right on to the road, headi
ng west in the direction of
the hidden ocean with the potholes behind her, Shani accelerated sharply.
"Don't lose sight of Sol," Park warned. "Those cans don't put out enough pressu
re to keep a tyre up for
"If he doesn't show up ten minutes after we get there," Shani said, "I can alwa
ys go back for him. I want
some breathing space there so I can talk to Lena, ask her to lay off Kerry."
"You'd have more of a chance of success if you prayed for rain," Park said, noti
ng the trail of dust they
were stirring up. He added absently: "If it did rain here, the Carlton Castle wo
uld be an island. No one
would be able to get in and out with the mud."
They sighted the house twenty minutes later. Mr. Carlton was not one for pinchi
ng pennies, and he had
spared nothing on his resort home. Shani had forgotten the number of rooms Lena
had said it contained,
but she remembered having laughed at the size of the number. Largely panelled on
the outside with
redwood, the mansion itself was a haphazard three storeys of spaciously windowed
boxes bolted
precariously to one another, as if the architect had been fretting over a drawer
full of incomplete Rubik's
cubes while designing it - very modern. In this heat, the practicality of twin c
himneys at opposite ends
was hard to imagine. Tall, prickly cacti guarded the long white driveway, and sh
ady trees that couldn't
have done all their growing since the house had been built, cooled the front por
ch and roof. Off to the
left, separated from the house proper by fifty yards, was a carport and garage h
ousing a boat and two
foreign cars. However, it was the ocean beyond that was the real visual treat, s
ix-foot green glassy waves
sliding on to a white carpet of sand that would be their class mattress for the
next couple of nights. Park
and his surfboard must be in bliss. The waves were sufficient to rip off any bik
ini bottom, but Shani was
having doubts.
They parked in the carport, Angie's Datsun a sorry sight next to the Ferrari an
d Porsche. Lena was
standing next to a cactus near the front porch, holding clippers. She waved to t
hem as they walked up.
"Did the border authorities arrest Sol?" she asked.
Lena was a bombshell, her hair a frightening red, bushy and wild and always in
her face, through which
peered brown cat's eyes and a heart-shaped mouth that made the guys think of not
hing but sex when it
smiled slyly. Kerry swore Lena'd had silicon injections, and if size was any tes
timony of guilt... But no,
that was just sour grapes. However, Lena had fabricated her walk; it hadn't been
there last year. Her butt
winked with every step. The bikini she now wore flaunted her endowments to indec
ent advantage. There
wasn't a clue of tan lines. That meant she had been sunbathing nude. Despite Ang
ie's presence, Park was
drooling. If Lena went swimming in the waves in that tissue paper when everyone
arrived, Sol would
have his hands full stemming the riot.
Lena was ferocious. When she wanted something, she got it -- Lena's First Law.
She could be subtle or
overwhelming. If sweet suggestion didn't work, she would just as soon shoot a ca
nnon off in your face.
Shani had never heard her apologize or admit a mistake. A legion of female follo
wers paid obeisance to
her at school. If they had a problem, she had the solution. She would do anythin
g for a friend, as long as
she was loyal -- Lena's Second Law. If you crossed Lena, your astrological chart
suddenly got a black
hole in it. But she was not petty. The opposite of Kerry, she never spoke ill be
hind your back. If you
were a jerk, you weren't worth her attention. But if verbal abuse was necessary,
she would blast you in
your face in front of everyone. Even Sol was afraid of her.
"They dragged him out of his van and shot him," Park said.
"How many did he take with him?" Lena asked. With her clippers, she was trimming
the cactus' stickers.
She couldn't have been more poorly dressed for the task.
"Twenty-six," Park said. "His van's about ten minutes behind us. Hey, that's one
fine bathing suit you've
got there."
Angie poked him, irritated. Lena curled a corner of her lips. "I just put it on
. You should have been here
a few minutes ago..." She let the vision hang. Park would start panting next.
"Aren't you going to ask how our trip was?" Angie asked.
"Lena, you know Flynn, don't you?" Shani said. "Flynn, this is Lena, Robin's sis
"Of course I know him," Lena said. "I've only been going to class with him sinc
e the beginning of the
semester. He's been to our house a few times in Santa Barbara, haven't you Flynn
"Yes," Flynn said.
"Really?" Shani said, putting down a stab of jealousy. Neither Robin nor Lena ha
d told her this before.
But, then, why should they have? Funny how with a couple of compliments she was
already thinking of
him as hers. She was getting as bad as Kerry.
"You know how I like to break in all the new boys," Lena said. "Don't blush, Sh
ani, you know I'm only
joking. Flynn spent all his time talking to Robin."
"How is Robin?" Park asked.
"She's not well. She's just maintaining," Lena said, as straightforward as ever
. Many would have
considered her cold, but Lena did not baby Robin. Kerry was always quick to say
it was because she
didn't care. But no one really knew how Lena felt. From the beginning, when Robi
n had been fighting for
her life, Lena had not publicly shown the slightest trace of sorrow. Lena added,
"She's inside, resting.
She's been looking forward to seeing you all."
Shani had not seen her in a month, since Robin had moved down here on what seem
ed to be a
permanent basis. Was Robin withdrawing? What was here except the ocean and sand?
Yet Lena had
said it had been Robin's idea to have the party.
"I'd like you to do a favour for me," Shani began. "Kerry's riding in the van wi
th Sol and--"
"And you want me to be nice to her," Lena interrupted. "Funny you should say th
at. And I was just
collecting these needles to stuff her pillow with."
"Please, you don't want fighting at your own party."
Lena's eyes sparkled. "Oh, I don't know, it might liven things up. Look, I'll ma
ke a bargain with you, and
you can pass this on to Kerry. If she leaves me alone, I'll leave her alone. Oth
erwise, she'll wish she had
never come."
"Now that sounds like a fair deal to me," Park quipped. Shani felt far from reli
They were on the verge of entering the house when Robin's nurse, Ellen Porter,
came out of the front
door carrying a small suitcase. Miss Porter looked like a nurse even without the
white uniform. Well into
her sixties, she had helped take care of Robin and Lena when they had been infan
ts, and had been with
the Carlton family-- off and on -- ever since. She was a stern lady who believed
firmly in discipline and
suffering for the sake of character. Shani had once seen her slap Lena in the fa
ce for cussing. The fact
that she was still alive indicated that she was as lucky as she was strict. When
Robin had been taken ill,
Mr. Carlton had sent her through special training for the care of critically ill
kidney patients. Much of this
knowledge she had passed on to Lena. Her salary was equivalent to that of most M
.D.'s. She had never
"Hi, girls. Hi, Park," she said, setting down her suitcase on the steps of the p
orch. "How was the drive
"Dusty," Angie said.
"And bumpy," Shani added. "How are you, Ms. Porter?"
"As well as can be expected in this heat." She turned to Lena. "I thought you we
re going to get dressed,
young lady. Running around like that... what will the boys think?"
Lena was bored. "It's too late to worry about that."
Nurse Porter frowned and checked her watch. "Well, I must be off if I'm to catc
h my plane. Are you
sure you don't want me to stay?"
Lena shook her head. "I've done the dialysis over three dozen times with you her
e. It will be no different
with you away. Trust me."
"We should have done Robin already today, before her friends started to arrive."
"You're right," Lena said. "But she was too busy getting things ready."
It was obvious that Nurse Porter would have been more comfortable staying. "One
thing, Lena, don't
touch anything inside the kidney machine. I've replaced the cellophane membrane,
and the dialyzing
solution is fresh. All you have to do is put the needles in her shunts and throw
the switch. Call if you have
a problem." She hugged Lena. "I hope the two of you have fun."
"I'll take care of her," Lena promised.
"I know you will, dear."
"Can I help you with your bag?" Park asked.
"There's a gentleman for you. Yes, Park, thank you. I'll be taking the Porsche
in the garage." She came
down the steps, searching for the keys in her purse. Park hopped on to the porch
and grabbed her bag,
following on her heels. Only as she passed him did Ms. Porter seem to become awa
re of Flynn. As was
his habit, he had been standing back from the rest of them. Her initial reaction
was, Shani was sure, one
of pure amazement. But it was only a flicker, and then she was peering at him wi
th undisguised curiosity.
"And who do we have here?" she mused.
Shani took a step towards Flynn. "This is a good friend of ours, Ms. Porter -- F
lynn from England. He
only started at Hoover last semester break. Flynn, this is Robin's nurse. You ne
ver met her while visiting
"I didn't have the pleasure," Flynn bowed slightly. "Nice to meet you, Ms. Porte
"Nice to meet you. Are you a... friend of Robin's?"
"We've only spoken a few times."
"I see." Ms. Porter seemed to be thinking. "Flynn -- that's a nice name. Sounds
adventurous. What is
your last name?"
"I have family in England," Ms. Porter went on. Shani had thought that she was
in a hurry. "Maybe you
lived near them. Are you from London, by chance?"
"Plymouth," Shani said. Flynn cast her a quick look.
"Plymouth," Ms. Porter whispered. The word seemed to go deep inside her, like a
piercing needle. Yet
again, the unusual reaction lasted only a second. Then she smiled. "Does your fa
mily live there?"
"Your mother?"
Flynn paused, and it was his turn to scrutinize Ms. Porter. "Both my parents liv
e there," he said.
Shani was confused. Why hadn't he said the same to her? She also wondered why t
he nurse was so
interested in Flynn. Ms. Porter continued, "I used to travel a lot. I've been to
England several times. I
love that country, the green you see everywhere. And their passports always make
Americans ones look
so dull. When you crossed into Tijuana, did they ask for yours?"
"They'll ask for it on the way back. You did bring it, didn't you?"
"How are you going to get back into California?"
"I can fake the accent."
Ms. Porter forced a laugh. "American or Mexican?"
"Whatever it takes."
It was a subtle hint to quit prying, and Ms. Porter must have caught it. She re
checked her watch. "Well,
I've chatted long enough. But it's been worth it to hear such a marvellous voice
. We must talk again in the
Flynn smiled. "If you'd like."
Toting the bag, Park accompanied her to the car. She waved as she drove away. I
n the distance,
coming the opposite way, Sol's van could be seen, doing at best ten miles an hou
r; the tyre must be giving
"That was weird," Lena said. "Nursey was really digging into you."
"She seemed a nice lady." He scratched his side thoughtfully, near a bulge in hi
s belt. Then he asked a
peculiar question. "When we drove up, Lena, I noticed a couple of big tanks at t
he side of the house.
They looked like they had just been installed. Are they part of Robin's dialysis
"No, you would never put any of the kidney machine outside. Those are water fil
tration tanks. For
cosmetic reasons, we're going to have them enclosed. If you don't filter the wat
er you drink down here,
you know what hits the fan. One of the tanks is new. Before, we used to only fil
ter the water that led into
the kitchen tap. Now you can take a shower without getting amoebas and protozoas
all over you."
"How gross," Angie said.
"I was just wondering," Flynn said. Shani was surprised Flynn would ask such a
silly question. Who
heard of putting parts of a refined medical instrument outdoors?
Flynn offered to unpack the Datsun. Park suggested that Angie give him a hand.
Judging from her
expression, Angie did not appreciate the suggestion. However, she must have unde
rstood that he wanted
to see Robin without a new girlfriend by his side, for she accompanied Flynn bac
k to the carport without
complaint. Park was nervous. Shani patted his hand. "She'll be glad to see you,"
she said. Park nodded.
"I know." Lena held her tongue. The entrance hallway was brief, spilling into a
sunken living room with a
towering open-beam ceiling and giant windows that practically invited the ocean
in. The blend of
furniture, drapes, wallpaper and paintings was refreshingly old-fashioned, conve
ying warmth and taste.
White carnations and red roses bloomed in china vases atop four separate corner
tables. It seemed a sin
to tramp on the divinely soft vanilla-coloured carpet beneath their dusty feet.
Robin was sitting on a burgundy sofa reading a book. As they entered, she smile
d and rose to greet
them. "My friends," she beamed, spreading her arms.
Robin was jaundiced - even the centres of her once emerald eyes were stained a
sad yellow. The sheen
and curls had fallen from her brown hair. Perhaps in concession to the spreading
grey, she had it cut very
short. There wasn't a spare ounce on her emaciated frame. Her pretty blue blouse
and smart white skirt
hung on her like old sheets. As she approached, it was as though she were treadi
ng through a thick liquid,
with effort being required for every few steps. Shani told herself that this cou
ld not be her dear friend.
She had deteriorated rapidly in these last four weeks.
Robin was the best of them. Since they had both been adopted, it should have bee
n no surprise that
Lena and Robin bore no similar personality traits. Nevertheless, it was hard to
believe they had grown up
together in the same house. Robin never asked for anything, never complained. No
t that she worked at
being a saint. An inborn lack of egotism had her naturally more interested in ot
hers' cares. However, she
was not perfect. A follower, prey to everyone's idle influence, she seldom asser
ted her personality.
Fortunately, Lena - a leader at heart -never tried to dominate her. But Robin's
greatest fault was her
laziness. Though no moron, her grades at school had never risen above a "C". Wha
t Robin could do
today, she put off till next year. Yet maybe that bad habit was passing. From wh
at Lena said, she
appeared to be trying to get the most out of her time off the dialysis machine.
Maybe because she might
not have a next year.
Of all the people in the world, Shani loved Robin the most.
Shani hugged her, feeling Robin's ribs. "I missed you," she said, fighting to ke
ep her voice easy.
"I missed you more."
Shani took a short step back, still holding her shoulders. "But you're so skinny
. Aren't you eating?"
"I'm dieting," she joked, fingering a tiny gold eagle pendant that hung from a t
iny silver chain around her
"Hello, Robin," Park said at Shani's back.
Robin's lower lip quivered before she could hide it with a smile. "You look well
, Park."
"I feel okay. How are you?"
"Good, great."
"Give her a kiss, you bastard," Lena said.
Robin laughed, spreading her arms. "And a hug, too. I'm not contagious."
Park took her in his arms, and only because she knew him so well was Shani able
to see that he, too,
wanted to weep. "It's good, real good, to see you again," he said.
"Really?" Robin sighed doubtfully. But she quickly chuckled to lighten the mood
, undoing his embrace.
"But I'm forgetting my duties as a hostess. You must all be thirsty. Was that An
gie's voice I heard? How
many have arrived?"
"Sol's coming up the road," Shani said. "Bert and Kerry're with him. Other than
that... Oh, Flynn's
Robin brightened. "Flynn! I'm glad; he's such a sweetheart. I'll get plenty of d
rinks, then. Don't any of
you go anywhere. I'll be right back."
"I'll help you," Shani said.
"No," Lena said firmly. "She can handle it herself."
When Robin had left, Park leaned against the wall as though suddenly weary. "Sh
e looks terrible," he
"She has looked better," Lena agreed.
"Why has she suddenly lost so much weight?" Shani asked.
"She's been depressed, hasn't been eating," Lena said. "Ten days ago we got a l
etter from Stanford
Medical Centre. It was nicely phrased, but essentially it said that they had her
at the bottom of their
transplant-candidate list."
"But why?" Shani cried, taking the bad news hard. A transplant was Robin's only
hope for a normal life.
"Robin only has one kidney now, and it's ninety per cent failed. Who could be mo
re needy?"
"Morethan ninety per cent failed," Lena corrected. "But you would be amazed at
the number of people
in her predicament. Stanford figures she had one transplant, and rejected the or
gan, and is therefore not a
prime candidate. In other words, they feel that they gave her a chance, and now
they have to give
someone else a chance. Plus, she has another strike against her. You might have
seen in the news, there's
been a big backlash against rich people being able to buy organs and get transpl
ants sooner than poor
minorities. All those human rights fanatics are watching the Carlton name closel
y to make sure Robin
doesn't get any special favours. Stanford's got paranoid, and Daddy's offer of a
big donation hasn't eased
that paranoia. It's all a bunch of b.s. Robin will probably be the last one to b
e given a second chance. I
swear, sometimes it doesn't pay to be rich."
"Stanford isn't the only medical centre that does transplants," Park said.
"The situation would be the same elsewhere," Lena said.
"Is there no hope?" Shani asked. In a moment, she would have the nerve to make h
er offer, she hoped.
"If Robin had a blood sister or brother with a matching tissue type," Lena said
, "who was willing to
donate one of his or her kidneys, Stanford would have to take her. But since she
doesn't, I would have to
say there's no hope of her getting off the dialysis machine in the next couple o
f years."
Shani swallowed thickly. It was a thoroughly premeditated offer. "I had myself
typed last week. I'm the
same type as Robin. I would be willing to... I want to give her one of my kidney
Lena stared at her a long time before responding. "You are not blood-related. St
anford would say no."
"But I'm her age. I--"
"It was a noble gesture," Lena interrupted. "If there was a chance they would go
for it, I would be on the
phone now. Thank you, Shani."
"It was just an idea," she sighed.
Park squeezed her arm. "I'm proud of you."
"One thing," Lena added. "Don't tell Robin of your offer. It might give her hope
, and then Stanford
would just slam the door in her face again. Two nos in two weeks and she might s
top eating altogether."
"I understand," Shani said.
"Knock, knock," Kerry said at the front door.
"The door's open," Lena said. "Hello, Kerry."
"Hi," Kerry mumbled, munching on a wad of gum, trying to look bored. "Where's Ro
"In the kitchen getting drinks," Lena said. "Where's my boy?"
Shani cringed at the word. Kerry played the fool. "Who?"
"Sol," Lena said.
"He's in the garage."
"What's he doing there?"
"How should I know? He's not myboy ," Kerry said. "And I don't think he'd appre
ciate being called
"I call him that all the time," Lena said.
"So do I," Park said. "But never to his face."
Kerry scowled at Lena's bikini.That was a mistake. "Don't you think you should p
ut on some clothes?"
"What's it to you?" Lena asked, sharpening her tone.
"You're practically naked."
"If it's Sol you're worried about, he's already seen me naked, many times."
"Him and a couple of dozen other guys," Kerry muttered, looking out of the wind
ow at the rolling ocean
swells.That was a bigger mistake. Lena smiled her special smile, a red-lipped wa
rning, to those who
knew her, that she was going to stick in the blade.
"In this area, I have to bow to your vastly superior numbers," she said pleasan
tly. "A couple of dozen? I
should be embarrassed. That must be a pittance to someone like you."
Kerry did not say anything. She gave no reaction whatsoever except to turn and l
eave through the same
door she had entered.
"Lena," Shani moaned.
Lena shrugged, still smiling. "She started it."
"Do you think she'll leave?" Park asked.
"I'm sure she already wishes that she had never come," Shani sighed. It was goin
g to be a long weekend.
Night had come but none of the other kids had. Lena confessed that the printer
had accidentally put June
twelfth on the written invitations, which was tomorrow. Because they talked to L
ena on a regular basis,
neither Shani nor Park had received such an invitation. Yet, Shani was still con
fused. She had spoken to
many of her friends about how she had planned to get to the resort house by Frid
ay afternoon. Why had
not a single one of them commented on the fact that they were not coming till Sa
They had a late dinner, waiting for Robin to finish with her dialysis and join
them. Though monitoring her
sister's blood cleansing, Lena had somehow managed to oversee the preparation of
a turkey, a ham, a
basketful of baked potatoes, and two huge pots of steamed vegetables. There had
also been a ton of
assorted junk food: ice cream, potato chips, cola, and pastries. Shani had indul
ged in none of the junk,
but she had discovered that even good food could make you sick if you ate too mu
ch of it.
After dinner they gathered in the living room, sprawling on couches, chairs, an
d the floor. The light
breeze through the open windows was warm and salty. When they paused in their ta
lk, they could hear
the crash of the waves and the stir of the tide. Big Bert had one quarter of the
. room to himself. He was
working on a bottle of wine Lena had dug up from the cellar - a bottle that prob
ably cost more than he
made pumping gas thirty hours a week at an all-night Shell Station. Bert, Park,
and Sol had been next to
impossible to get out of the water at dinnertime, pleading, "Just one more wave!
" Already, Park was a
solid shade of red. At the moment, Angie was massaging aloe vera into his bare b
ack. Robin had given
her the oil. She did not seem to mind Angie touching her ex intimately in her pr
esence, although Park
appeared ill at ease, telling Angie to hurry and be done. The late-day dialysis
had done nothing to
improve Robin's colour. She looked exhausted. She was nervously fingering the mi
niature golden eagle
around her neck, as if for strength. Flynn sat beside her on the love seat, his
eyes following her every
gesture. Shani did not know what to think, but she knew she was jealous.
"Ahh," Sol moaned with pleasure. Park was not the only one getting a rubdown. Le
na had Sol face
down on the floor clad in only his swimming trunks. She was sitting on his butt.
Naturally, Kerry was
pretending that none of this was happening, sitting in a dim corner furthest fro
m the centre of their group.
"We should play some games," Robin suggested. A sudden gust in the ocean breeze
caused her to
"Should I close a window?" Shani asked.
"I like the wind," Robin said.
"Can I get you a blanket?" Flynn asked.
She appreciated his concern. "Thank you, I'm fine. I just need to be more active
. What can we play?"
"Let's have an orgy," Sol muttered into the floor. Lena smacked him on the back
of the head. "Let's play
chess," he said, reconsidering.
"Let's play charades," Shani said.
"Sure," Bert said.
"I hate charades," Park said.
"We always play that," Angie complained.
"I'm terrible at charades," Robin said.
"It's a terrible game," Sol said. "Let's play Monopoly," Shani tried again. "Gre
at," Bert said.
"I hate Monopoly," Park said, putting on his shirt. "We played that last time,"
Angie said. "I've never
once won at Monopoly," Robin said. "It's a terrible game," Sol said, rolling ove
r, capsizing Lena.
"Oh, brother," Shani said.
"Let's play that game where we make up names for each other," Bert said, finishi
ng his bottle of wine,
belching. "I love that game."
"Huh?" Park said.
"The one where you make up a famous personality and tape the name to someone's
forehead and they
try to figure out who they are by asking yes and no questions," Shani said. "Is
that the one you mean,
"I think so."
Sprawled on the floor in white micro shorts, it was Lena's turn to reconsider. "
I'd rather have an orgy."
Bert's suggestion prevailed. Through quick manoeuvring, Shani got to choose Fly
nn's pretend name. As
she taped it on his forehead, his curly brown hair got in the way. He helped her
out, his large beautiful
hands brushing against her clumsy fingers. "I hope you made me someone nice," he
said. She had chosen
Luke Skywalker , for Flynn -- if anyone -- seemed to have The Force with him, so
me kind of power. "I
did," she smiled. "Is that hint enough for you?" He pulled out her pretend name,
and, brushing back her
hair, pressed it firmly in place. "I bet I'm an old meany," she said. "No, you'r
e young and romantic." She,
or her character? Blushing, she retreated to her chair. Sol made ParkTweety Bird
. But Park -
unconsciously - returned the favour, making SolMr .Rogers . Seeing Flynn's name,
Angie gave Robin
Princess Leia . Robin, in turn, gave AngieDino the Dinosaur . Bert was a group e
ffort. He ended up as
Paul Bunyon . As fate would have it, Lena and Kerry were left to choose each oth
er's names. To no
one's surprise, Lena becameSatan . And Lena gave Kerry's character a real twist.
She made KerryKerry
And so they went in circles, asking questions of the group, getting another tur
n when the answer was
yes. Flynn took only three turns to guess who he was, and everyone booed Shani f
or being too easy. Sol
was a close second. ApparentlyMr. Rogers was one of his baby sister's favourite
shows, and the
character was fresh in his mind. Lena followed shortly afterwards, pleased at Ke
rry's selection. They had
gone about a dozen cycles when Park figured out his name, having already made se
veral unsuccessful
stabs with the premier cowards of history. From then on, the rest of them were s
tuck, and the winners,
getting bored, started to drop more and more flagrant hints.
"Am I important?" Angie asked, exasperated.
"Sure," everyone said.
"And I'm a cartoon character," Angie muttered to herself, having picked that up
earlier. "I don't know
any important cartoon people."
"You're not a person," Lena said.
"You're a pet," Sol said.
"You're a pet dinosaur," Park muttered.
"You didn't have to tell me!" Angie said, mad. "I would have got it."
"Sorry," Park said.
"So, who are you?" Lena insisted.
"I'm... I'm... Dino?"
"Perfect," Park said. "Okay, Bert, it's your turn. You've got to start narrowin
g down your name by
asking good questions."
Bert had been guessing names randomly, three times choosing the same name. He ha
d drunk too much
wine. All he knew for sure - hopefully - was that he was not Mr. T. The weird th
ing was, Shani would
not have been surprised if Bert did pluck the name out of the air. Luck followed
him like a shadow.
Pounding his head with his fist, he said, "I got it right here. I just can't say
"But you don't even know if you're male or female," Park said.
"I'm one of those, I know," Bert said, trying to concentrate.
"Somebody give him a mirror," Park muttered. "While he's divining the answer, wh
y don't you go,
Shani? You're--"
"Don't tell me! Don't tell me! I'll get it." She performed a quick mental revie
w. She was: young, pretty, in
love, European, a fictional character, female, dead... Inspiration struck. "Did
I kill myself over my love?"
"Yes!" everyone shouted.
"Am I a Shakespearean character?"
"Did I stab myself with a knife?"
"Did my boyfriend drink poison?"
"Yes!" Park adding, "Come on, Shani."
But she was enjoying herself. "Do I have a pet dinosaur?"
"I'm Romeo!" She clapped her hands together. "I mean, Juliet. Thanks, Flynn, th
at's one of my favourite
stories." Was he trying to tell her something?
"All right, Kerry," Park said. "Last chance."
Kerry had been keeping a low profile. "I know I must be someone rotten."
"Don't say that; it's not true," Shani said.
"I know Lena wouldn't have made me someone nice," Kerry said. Lena chuckled. Ker
ry went, on: "I'm
not Hitler, Mussolini, Nero, Charles Manson, Genghis Khan, or Pontius Pilate. Am
I a female terror?"
"You're a girl," Sol said.
"Am I pretty?"
"Ehh," Lena said.
"Yes," Robin said.
"Am I alive?"
"Ehh," Lena said.
"At times," Angie said. "Yes."
"Am I well-known?"
"Amongst a small circle of friends," Shani said.
"And amongst a larger circle of football fans," Lena said.
"Lena!" Shani said.
Kerry ripped off her name, crumbling the tape and throwing it away without a lo
ok. "Your turn, Robin,"
she said tonelessly.
"That was rotten," Shani said.
Lena laughed. "I can't help who she is."
"Shut up, Lena, it's my turn," Robin said pleasantly, probably averting a fight
. Robin was not the
marshmallow of before. She fingered her pendant, the gold eagle catching the lam
p light, flickering like a
star. "Could I have a minute? I'm thirsty; I want to get a drink." She started t
o stand. Flynn stopped her.
"I'll get you one," he said. During dinner, he had done the same, waiting on he
r hand and foot. Robin had
eaten like a bird.
"My very own butler. Thank you," she smiled. "I just want a glass of water."
Flynn was back in a minute, but he had brought apple juice instead. "You can't t
rust the water down
here," he explained.
"Oh, but it's filtered," Robin said.
"That's right, I'd forgotten," he said, sitting back down beside her. "Apple ju
ice is better for you
A sharp cold, like cracking ice, pumped through Shani's heart as Robin lifted th
e drink to her lips. Funny
how apple juice could look so much like beer...
" drink, it won't kill you ..."
... So much like poison. Of course, Flynn had not been therethat night. But he
wasn't the type to forget
"I'm a young and beautiful woman," Robin reiterated. "I'm a famous fictional cha
racter in a recent
"Several recent movies," Park said.
"Don't tell me! I want to get it." Robin pondered. "If I'm the same character in
several movies that must
mean there were sequels. Hmm. I got it!Star Wars! I'm Princess Leia! And here I
was sitting right next to
Luke." She hugged Flynn. "I should have guessed."
"I got it!!!" Bert interrupted, leaping to his feet. "Paul Bunyon!!!" he exclaim
Amazing, everyone had to agree.
They hashed around the possibility of other games: Angie's Spin the Bottle, Ber
t's Monopoly, Sol's
Russian Roulette, Park's Marco Polo in the Ocean, Lena's Strip Poker. They were
nowhere near a
decision when Shani, out of curiosity, asked, "Robin, where did you get that eag
le pendant? It's
Robin was suddenly wary. "It's a gift. A friend who lives around here gave it to
"What is it?" Park asked.
Robin shrugged, her manner --for her --very peculiar. "Nothing, an eagle. It's n
"An eagle," Sol repeated, exchanging a frown with Park. Shani was sure she was
missing something. Sol
asked, "Does this friend of yours have long stringy hair, a tan robe tied at the
waist with an orange belt,
and weird eyes?"
"Is he a sorcerer?" Park asked.
"He's not a sorcerer," Robin said quickly, sharply.
"That's what I say," Lena muttered, picking at her toenails.
"You have something to say about a lot of things you know nothing about," Robin
Lena was not impressed. "I was only agreeing with you... this time. Why don't y
ou make upyour mind?
Is this cat for real or not?"
"What are you all talking about?" Angie asked.
"What do you want, a miracle?" Robin asked her sister. "If you can't see or tou
ch something you assume
it isn't real. There's no in-between for you, only black and white."
The tone of the evening had suddenly become chilly, as had the breeze through t
he dark windows
overlooking the sober ocean. The foam from the waves was no longer white, or eve
n black, but Robin's
in-between - grey. Shani hugged her arms across her chest. She was not sure, but
a shadow, like that of
a bird, seemed to have swept by their window on its way out to sea. Far away, sh
e heard a faint cry. It
could have been a bird's, but it sounded strangely human. Robin seemed to be the
only other one to hear
"He only spoke Spanish," Sol said. "How do you talk to him?"
"Robin's fluent in Spanish," Lena said.
"I never knew that," Park said. "That's interesting. So, tell us about this guy.
I take it Lena and you
disagree over his magical powers."
"I said nothing about magic," Robin whispered, withdrawing. "I'd rather not talk
about it." She finished
her apple juice.
The topic would have been dropped right there, except that Flynn took up the pr
od. He spoke carefully.
"I, also, am curious about him. At the canteen Bert and I visited, the owner - a
n extremely old lady who
spoke good English - mentioned him when we told her that we were coming here. Sh
e indicated that he
visited here often."
"No, not often," Robin said.
"I've always been curious about people like that," Flynn said, letting the state
ment hang.
"I wouldn't call him a sorcerer," Robin answered reluctantly. "That word gives a
picture of someone who
has powers that he uses to his own advantage. He doesn't do that. He could, if h
e wanted. But he has no
need to. He's a desireless man."
"If he has never demonstrated unusual abilities, how do you know he has them?" P
ark asked.
"Because heknows me," Robin said suddenly emotional. She quieted. "I'm sorry, t
his is nothing I should
talk about."
Flynn, however, was getting interested. "Did he give you the eagle as a protecti
ve amulet?"
"Robin," Lena said, as if accusing her sister of lying.
"Well, he didn't," Robin protested. "He gave it to me as a gift. He never said i
t was to protect me or to
make me bet--" Robin halted, but was too late, having revealed more than she had
wished. Was she
staying down here to be near this peculiar man because she believed he could cur
e her? Perhaps that was
why Lena viewed him cynically.
"What did he say about your kidneys?" Flynn asked.
Robin was defensive. "What makes you think I asked him?"
Flynn's tone was apologetic. "I was just thinking of myself. I would have asked.
"I did ask him, once," Robin admitted, sounding tired.
"I'm being nosey. I'm sorry," Flynn said. "Let's talk about something else."
Lena sighed. She was getting exasperated and bored. "This is all sounding more
mysterious than it really
is. Robin, just tell them the story that he told you when you asked about your h
ealth. Don't be
embarrassed, wise men are always telling short parables that no one understands.
"I don't want to."
"Why not?" Lena insisted.
"Because... it doesn't have an ending."
"You brought up the subject and got everyone going," Lena said.
"I did not."
"If you won't tell them, I will."
"If it's private, Robin doesn't have to tell us," Shani said. Yet she, too, was
"Okay, okay," Robin said. "I'm supposed to be the hostess. I guess I shouldn't b
e so rude. It won't
matter to talk about it now, anyway. Lena, I'm feeling awfully tired. Could you
get it for me? I wrote it
down that day he told me. It's in a manila envelope in my desk, second drawer on
the right. Thank you."
Lena returned in a minute with the envelope, plus a woolen blanket, which Robin
accepted gratefully,
wrapping it around her shoulders. The breeze coming in from the ocean had turned
the room absurdly
cold. Robin cleared her throat, saying, "This is what he told me when I asked hi
m if I was going to get
better. It doesn't really say yes or no and, like I said, it doesn't have an end
ing. Also, my Spanish is okay,
but I'm not fluent. I can only give you the gist of what he told me. It reads li
ke a parable."
"Once, not so long ago, there were two birds, Dove and Eagle. They were as one,
very close, and
would talk long and deep together. They made a vow to one another that they woul
d always be together.
But one terrible day, a storm came, and they were separated, and Dove flew alone
, always searching for
Eagle, but never finding him."
"Now it came to happen one day that Dove met Raven, and they became good friend
s. Raven was
clever and strong, and helped Dove live. And Dove respected Raven, for she could
do many things that
Dove could not. But Dove could sing, whereas Raven could not. Often, Raven plead
ed for Dove to sing
to her, and Dove always would."
"After being many days together, Raven told Dove of a new and exciting place sh
e had heard of. She
wished to go to this place, for Raven was very inquisitive, and she persuaded Do
ve to come with her,
though Dove did not really want to go. But coming to this place, they found noth
ing but desert and got
lost -- or so it seemed -- and became very thirsty. Flying high, Raven spotted a
pond, and said, 'Let us
drink here,' and Dove followed."
"Now, this pond belonged to Snake, and Raven knew this. Long ago, Raven had pro
mised to bring
Snake tasty food in exchange for its rattle, for more than anything, Raven wishe
d to be able to make
music like Dove. But Raven did not intend for Dove to be killed, for Raven in tr
uth liked Dove. Together,
Raven thought they could kill Snake, and she would get its rattle. But Snake had
no intention of giving up
its rattle. And Snake really wanted to eat Raven, for it thought Dove was thin a
nd frail, and wouldn't be
tasty. Both intended to cheat the other."
"While Dove was drinking from the pond, Raven waited for Snake to appear. And a
ll of a sudden
Snake came sliding out with its teeth wide, and surprised Raven, and Raven was b
arely able to escape
into the air, calling for Dove to do so, also. But Dove staggered and could not
fly. What neither Raven
nor Snake had realised was that the pond was poisoned from Snake having drunk of
its waters. Now
Snake curled its tail around sick Dove, trying to lure Raven closer. Alone, Rave
n did not feel she could
kill Snake. And Raven was afraid that if she tried, Snake would bite Dove with i
ts strongest poison, and
Dove would die."
"Suddenly, Eagle appeared, landing between them. Eagle was very powerful and cou
ld easily kill Snake.
But when he went to try, Snake tightened its grip on Dove and said, 'If you come
closer, I will bite Dove.
Kill Raven for me, and leave her body, and I will give you Dove."
"Eagle turned to Raven, and Raven grew frightened. She said, 'Dove and I are fri
ends. She would not
wish for you to kill me.'"
"But Snake said, 'If Raven was Dove's friend, why did she bring her here for me
to eat?'"
"Raven said, 'That is not true.' But Raven feared Dove would feel that she had b
een betrayed, and
would allow Eagle to kill her for Snake."
"Eagle thought for a moment, and said, 'I will let Dove decide if you are a fri
end, Raven, and whether I
should buy her freedom with your death. But I have decided this: if Dove should
die, both of you will die.'
Robin stopped, resting her papers on her lap. "I've read enough," she said weari
"But is that it?" Park asked. "What did Dove do?"
"I... I..." Robin put her hand to her forehead, where perspiration had sprung. "
I don't feel very good."
Shani bolted upright. "What's wrong? Should we call for a doctor?" Curse that L
ena for having insisted
that Nurse Porter leave!
"You don't want to call doctors around here," Lena said. "There isn't one within
fifty miles, anyway.
Robin gets like this sometimes. There's nothing you can do."
Sol was not convinced. "I could drive you to a doctor. I don't care how far he i
"I could carry you," Bert said.
Robin smiled weakly. "Lena's right. This is just the way it goes sometimes. Res
t is all I need. Having you
all here has been so exciting, I've worn myself out." She slipped her story back
in the manila envelope.
Flynn helped her up.
"Is that all of the story the man told you?" Angie asked.
Robin caught Lena's eye. "Yes, it is," she said slowly. "He told me I was to fil
l in the ending."
Lena escorted Robin to her room. When they were out of view, Shani said, "I wish
the nurse was here.
Her skin looks awful."
"Like she has hepatitis, yeah," Park said, worried.
"She'll probably feel better in the morning," Sol said.
Park nudged Sol's outstretched leg with his foot. "Are you thinking what I'm thi
"I never think like Tweety Bird," Sol said. Then he got serious. "Maybe the old
man only knows one
story and wanted to tell it to us. Hell, if I'd been Eagle, I would have just wa
sted the two jerks."
"What about Dove?" Shani asked, realising that Park and Sol must have met the ol
d man. "Then she
would automatically have died."
Sol went to speak, but paused, his eyes involuntarily drawn down the hall where
Robin had
disappeared. "Oh, yeah," he said casually. "I had forgotten about that."
Sol was being polite. He hadn't forgotten; none of them had. From the moment she
had drunk the
poison, Dove had already been a goner.

Fluffing up her pillow, Shani wondered if she would have insomnia, as she often
did when she didn't
sleep in her own bed. The plan had been for their class to crash on the beach in
sleeping bags, but since
less than the square root of their class was present, Lena had offered them all
individual rooms in the
Carlton Castle. Bert had refused the offer, saying he'd take the sand and stars
any day. Looking out of
her third-storey window, Shani could see him smoothing himself a bed not far fro
m the outstretching
fingers of the remains of the largest waves. When the tide came up, Bert would h
ave one hell of a wet
Which reminded Shani: who, besides herself, would be sleeping alone tonight? Ke
rry and Bert, surely,
though Park would probably try to slip in a quickie with Angie before hurrying b
ack to his own room lest
Harvard Admissions or his mother catch wind of the sin. On the other hand, he mi
ght make do with a
cold shower with Robin resting a few doors down. Lena would not be worried about
Kerry's proximity.
Tomorrow, Sol would be lucky if he could stand up on his board.
And Flynn... The fantasy started in third gear as Shani turned off the light an
d hit the pillow, pretending
he was there beside her, his left hand caressing her lower back - they already h
ad their clothes off - her
right hand stroking his silkly brown curls, their free hands absorbed in unspeak
able acts. He was kissing
her deeply, whispering between moist mouthfuls that what they were doing was wro
ng but that he
couldn't help himself. And she was sighing with pleasure, crooning sweetly that
she was glad that it was
wrong. He began to--
The phone on the stand beside her bed rang. Shani sat up and turned on the lamp
, putting Flynn on hold.
It rang again. She hesitated, then picked up the receiver. The instant she did s
o, before she had time to
raise the phone all the way up to her ear, she heard Lena say, "Hello?"
"Lena, this is Ellen."
"Hi, Nursey. Catch your plane?"
"Yes, I'm in Seattle now at my sister's house. And don't call me that."
"I am certainly sorry,Miss Porter. Whatmay I do for you this fine evening?"
"You're impossible. I wanted to... Is there someone else on this line?"
"No. Anyone there? No one's there. Why should there be? What's up?"
Shani did not know why she had not already replaced the receiver. Since she had
not done so
immediately, she was, in a sense, caught. However, perhaps half-formed fears wer
e guiding her instincts.
Lena was too meticulous to have "accidentally" placed the wrong date on the part
y invitations. Anything
she said in private might be useful.
"How did the dialysis go?" Nurse Porter asked.
"How is Robin feeling?"
"The same."
"Good. I spoke with your mother. She said that she had talked with you earlier."
"Your information is correct. Checking up on us?"
"Don't get paranoid. No one's threatening your independence. It's natural that
I should call and ask
about Robin. But that's not the main reason we're talking." Miss Porter paused.
"That boyfriend Shani
had with her, how well do you know him?"
"For one thing, he's not Shani's boyfriend. He's not even interested in her."
The words cut like an icy scalpel. Shani almost yelled, What the hell do you kn
ow, bitch? But Lena
might very well know, that was the problem. Oh, God, how her heart hurt. And aft
er he had read the
lines under her annual picture, and everything...
"Have you spoken to him alone for any length of time?"
"I haven't slept with him, if that's what you're asking. I know he's from Engla
nd, moves like James Bond,
and doesn't like to talk about himself. What's all this about?"
"Does he seem especially interested in Robin?"
"Yes. He waited on her hand and foot this evening."
"Keep him away from her! Don't leave them alone together."
"He... might have... bad motives."
"Show me a guy that doesn't."
"That's not what I meant. Sleep with him yourself, if it helps keep him away fro
m Robin. Listen, Lena, I
would tell you more but your father has strictly forbidden me to do so. If he kn
ew I was making this call,
he would be furious. We only have suspicions, nothing concrete. He's making some
Lena was shrewd. "If there was a one-in-a-million chance of Flynn being dangero
us, Daddy would
already have a carload of men here with guns. Are you sure you're not suffering
from severe jet lag?"
Apparently Nurse Porter was used to this kind of talk. "Youmust take me serious
ly. Flynn may not be
who he pretends to be. That's why I asked about his passport. I wanted to see it
. You saw how he
evaded me. And if he has taken a false name, his motives cannot be honest."
Lena knew how to play her cards. "Tell me your suspicions, and I will decide ho
w seriously to take your
advice. Otherwise, my man will be here in a minute and I must get a few things i
n place, if you know what
I mean. Be concise."
"We're worried about... who has sent him. That's all I can tell you. It won't k
ill you to keep an eye on
him, and I know you will with what I've already told you. Tomorrow we'll know mo
re, and I'll call you
Suddenly, Lena sounded uneasy. "Tomorrow's no good. Tell me now."
"I told you, our information's incomplete."
"But there will be a ton of kids here tomorrow. You said this was private... Lo
ok, I'll call you. Do not
call me. Give me your sister's number."
Nurse Porter told her the number.
"Got it. Now you've got me curious, damn you. I think I'll have a peek at his pa
ssport. He must have
brought it if he was planning on re-entering the States."
"Don't! God only knows what he'd do if he caught you fooling with his things."
"Okay," Lena said, but she wasn't convincing.
"You're sure Robin's fine?"
"If she wasn't, she would have told me. Oh... a brown, hulky babe just slid in m
y door. Got to go."
"Take care, dear."
After they had hung up, Shani unplugged her phone before replacing the receiver
, afraid a jingle in Lena's
room would betray the eavesdropping. She turned off the light, hugging the blank
ets to her chin. Flynn
was no longer caressing her sweaty limbs, and she was no longer nibbling on his
salty ears. If he had
knocked on her door this instant, she wouldn't have invited him in. She would ha
ve screamed.
If she was searching for a suspect with intentions towards Robin, she would hav
e scrutinized everyone in
the housebut Flynn, for he was the only one who hadn't been at the party when Ro
bin had had her
accident. At least, no one had seen him there.
Odd how the rest of them were all here, and no others. Odder still how none of t
hem - after almost a
year -- ever referred to Robin's misfortune as anything but an accident.
Of course, they all knew that it had been no accident.
"One drink, it won't kill you."
If only she could forget, or clearly remember, it could be put to rest. This "in
-between" gave her no
Shani closed her eyes, listening to her heartbeat. A cool breeze stirred her cur
tains. Far away, over the
black sea, a bird cried. Even as the darkness outside merged inside, she knew sh
e would dream of


Shani wondered if she was drunk. She was pretty sure she wasn't sober. To a sto
mach accustomed to
carrot juice and watermelon, three-and-a-half beers must be the equivalent of do
wning a keg. At least
she did not feel like vomiting - not yet. But her bladder was another story. She
wished whoever was in
the bathroom would hurry up. Next time Angie threw a party, she would tell her t
o rent an outhouse.
Shani glanced around for someone to help her out of her chair. It was late, pas
t midnight, and people --
many, total strangers -- had been coming and going for the last two hours. There
weren't many left, too
few to help clean up the half-eaten pizzas and spilled chip bowls. What a mess.
"Listen here," Park was saying to Sol in reference to 'Good Vibrations' spinnin
g on the stereo. "This
melody structure is one of the most sophisticated ever created by the human mind
." Park shook his head
in dumbfounded awe. He was plastered. "Brian Wilson was the genius of the sixtie
s, the king of the
century! Love the colourful clothes he wears..."
"Grego trash," Sol scowled, using his half-finished beer as an ash tray. Kerry t
ugged at his arm, trying to
get him off the floor.
"Let's go home, Sol. I've got to work tomorrow morning."
"Yeah, sure, babe, just another minute," Sol said, beginning to search through
Angie's albums, littering
them over the already cluttered floor. Shani wondered what Kerry was talking abo
ut. She had come in
her dad's car; she didn't need a ride. Poor girl, she didn't know yet that she w
as spoiled goods.
Thankfully, Lena had taken Angie's suggestion that she not put in an appearance.
Probably because her
sister had not come, Robin had also bowed out; a shame. Shani had been looking f
orward to seeing her.
Robin didn't drink either, usually.
"Beethoven incarnate," Park swore, belching loudly. Having no respect for the me
lody structure or the
vinyl, Sol picked up the needle at a lousy angle, scratching it badly. "Hey!" Pa
rk protested.
"Surfing crap gives me a headache," Sol muttered, putting on Michael Jackson and
twisting the volume
"You surf!" Park said loudly.
"I've got to get up early," Kerry whined.
"I don't sing about it," Sol said. "Listen to this; it's got a beat." The boomi
ng bass vibrated the lamp on
the glass table beside her. "It makes you want to move." He stood and started to
dance. Half his grey
matter was anaesthetized but his style, nevertheless, was as fluid as that of th
e artist on the record. Now
if only he could find a place for his beer and cigarettes, he would really be in
business. He poked Kerry
in the stomach. "Shake your ass, babe. What have you got to go home to?"
Kerry went from angry to pleased in a moment. She kicked off her shoes, and joi
ned Sol. She was
clumsy as Chevy Chase, tripping over empty cans. They would have to organize a r
epair crew, or
Angie's parents would have a fit when they came home tomorrow. Damn whoever was
in the bathroom!
Shani closed her eyes, concentrating on her bursting bladder. Someone walked by,
brushing her leg.
"Anyone want chocolate chip cookies?" Angie shouted over the music.
"I'll take one," Park said, his slurry voice nearby. Shani was too tired to ope
n her eyes to be sure, but he
seemed to be sitting on the floor by her chair. He must have moved. Angie appear
ed to plop beside him.
"I baked these this afternoon," Angie said.
"Best I've ever tasted!" Park said.
Angie laughed. "Are you stoned?"
Park giggled. "I'm bouldered! What is this music that Sol's put on? It's such a
loud record."
"Michael Jackson. Want another cookie?"
"Yeah! Ate my first one, I did. Give me that big one. Thank you very much. You'r
e a fantastic hostess.
You ought to have a party ever week, every blessed week."
"Robin didn't come."
"Right! Where is she?"
"She didn't come. Did you invite her?"
"I did, but Kerry hates Lena and I hate Sol. He scratched my record, scratched i
t without permission...
God, I'm so wasted. What time is it?"
"It's not too late. Do you want to go swimming?"
"Don't got my board."
"We can swim in the pool. It's heated; just the two of us."
"Don't like chlorine. Goes through your ears, rots your brain, pickles it, like
too much beer."
"Come on, it'll be fun; just the two of us."
"Gimme another cookie."
"Take as many as you. want. Shani, do you want any? Shani?"
She was still conscious, but couldn't be bothered answering. She wondered, if sh
e did fall asleep, if she
would pee in her pants. Interesting how Angie was trying to get Park alone...
"She's bombed out," Park said. "Too much grain in her syrup." He was proud of t
hat one, laughing his
fool face off.
"You really like her, don't you?" Angie asked.
"Love Shani. We're like twin brothers. Did I tell you how in kindergarten she st
unk up her pants?
Wasted them! Are you wasted?"
"Sure am," Angie said. Shani had not seen her drink more than a can of beer all
night. Angie continued:
"I meant, Robin. How do you feel about her?"
"Wonderful! We're like mother and wife."
"She's more like a friend?"
"Good friend, great friend. Sol's face should lower down those drums, there. Hur
t my ears."
"I thought so. Have you ever, you know, done it?"
Park giggled. "You mean, have we ever hadsex?"
"Shhh. Yeah, have you?"
"Yeah! No... I don't know. Kind of, I think. Not really."
"It's none of my business. I was just wondering. So, let's go swimming."
"Sure! Wait! I don't have my trunks."
"So what? I won't wear my bikini. We can go skinny dipping."
"You mean,naked?"
"Sure, why not?"
"I dunno." He sounded interested. Shani was wide awake now, listening closely. W
as this the real Angie,
Robin's good friend? "Are you drunk, did you say?" Park asked.
"Yeah! But let's go. The others are dancing. We'll leave the pool light off. We'
ll have fun."
"But if you're drunk, you might say in the morning: 'I hate myself.' You might s
ay that."
"You're not afraid of a naked girl, are you, Park?"
He giggled. He was doing a lot of that. "Noooo."
"So, let's go now. We can go out of the front door like we're going for a walk,
and circle around to the
"Will you tell Robin?"
Angie didn't like the question. "No, but what would it matter if I did? I like y
ou, Park. Don't you like
"Oh, sure. But Robin, she..."
"What about her?"
Park couldn't remember, it seemed. "Nothing. Let's do it, yeah."
Shani kept her eyes closed while they skipped off for their erotic aqua sports.
But she had to smile when
they opened the front door.
"Hi! We made it!" Robin exclaimed, her voice as sweet as an angel's. Shani open
ed her eyes. Sol
stopped the music by kicking the turntable, quickly putting distance between him
and Kerry. Wearing a
short dress the exact shade of red as her hair, Lena swept into the living room
and claimed her man. Arm
in arm with Park, Robin followed, with a frustrated Angie bringing up the rear.
Quickly, Shani closed her
eyes again. "Hi, Kerry," Robin said. "You look hot. Were you dancing?"
"Sol and I were," Kerry replied thinly.
"Hi, beautiful," Sol said, kissing Robin. Sol often called Robin beautiful. "You
're late."
"Lena and I went to the movies. We sawBrainstorm . You just got to see it! The
ending is so inspiring.
Anyway, afterwards, we stuffed our faces with junk at Jo Jo's and then Lena want
ed to drop by and
check out the action. So here we are."
"Looks like we missed a good time," Lena said. "This place is a mess. What's Sha
ni been smoking?"
Park giggled. "She's a lightweight. One beer and she goes into a coma." He pinch
ed her big toe through
her tennis shoes. Shani opened her eyes slowly.
"Where am I?" she asked, knowing full well; best she act like she was out cold
lest Angie realise that she
had been listening. The toilet flushed and the bathroom door popped open. Grabbi
ng the arms of her
chair, she pulled herself up. "Excuse me, I've passed overflow." Laughter follow
ed her wobbly steps.
Bert was splashing cold water on his face from the bathroom sink. Between them,
he and Sol had killed
a quart of whisky.
"Do you feel all right?" she asked.
"Great!" He roughed a towel over his red cheeks, shaking like a horse. "I was ju
st taking myself a little
nap in here."
"Do you know how long I've been waiting to get in here?"
"Since I fell asleep?"
"Exactly. Are you done?"
"I heard music. You want to dance?"
"I can hardly stand up."
"Throw up, you'll feel better."
"I don't have to throw up. I have to pee. Hurry up!"
"Stick a finger down your throat." Bert demonstrated, not improving her conditio
n. "Works every time."
Shani put her hand on her stomach as it lurched three inches to the left. "Get o
Ten minutes later, tucked back in her chair with her bladderand stomach empty,
Shani felt better, though
still extremely sleepy. On her left, singing to himself, Bert was flipping throu
gh the record collection.
Sitting on the floor at Robin's feet, Park was eating Angie's cookies, his girlf
riend all the while running her
fingers through his hair, talking about the movie. Kerry and Angie were fretting
together on the couch.
Lena and Sol had disappeared, probably into a bedroom to discuss Euclidean geome
"And at the end," Robin was saying, "he got to experience the record of the wom
an's death. It was so
beautiful! What happened was... I probably shouldn't tell you. I don't want to r
uin it. All of you have got
to see it. They have it on the big screen at the mall."
"Where's Lena?" Park wondered aloud, floating in the ozone. "She can go swimming
"I was surprised to see Lena show up," Angie cut him off.
"It wasn't planned," Robin said. "After we ate, she insisted on coming. Sorry,
Kerry, if her coming upset
things for you."
"Why should I care?"
"Where's Sol?" Park asked, blowing it left and right.
Robin lightly rapped the top of his head with her knuckles. "This poor little bo
y can't seem to hold his
"I'm bouldered," Park nodded pleasantly.
"Anyway, for myself," Robin said, "I was hoping you'd still be here, Kerry."
"Nothing important, just wanted to talk."
"About what?"
"A private matter. We can discuss it later."
Kerry chuckled sarcastically. "Nothing's supposed to be private with me, any mo
re. Say what you want.
I don't give a damn."
"I had a long talk with Lena," Robin began. "I'm convinced she had nothing to do
with it."
"I'm thankful for your objective opinion," Kerry said.
"I know my sister. She acts the tough cookie, but she would never intentionally
try to hurt anybody."
"Her subconscious must be the culprit," Shani mumbled. The conversation was heat
ing up, but her head
was cooling down. She couldn't remember having closed her eyes, but a moment cam
e when there were
only voices to distract her dreamy thoughts.
"Come off it, Robin," Angie said. "Lena did it. She delayed Kerry; she drenched
her with Coke. She set
her up."
"I believe a lot of this could be explained by coincidence."
"And the paper shorts?" Angie said.
"I'm going to put on The Beach Boys!" Bert exclaimed.
"Pure, unadulterated brilliance," Park said.
Music, soft and pleasant, floated through her ears, mingled with Robin's polite
defence, and Angie's and
Kerry's sharp prosecution. But there were gaps, where Shani saw coloured picture
s as vague as her
mushy thoughts, and grey voids, where she saw and heard nothing at all. Yet she
continued to surface
periodically. The outside voices changed, in personnel and tone. Her name was me
ntioned, her foot
pinched again. Doors opened and closed. The Pretenders started singing, people s
tarted dancing. The
party was getting a second wind. Her bladder began to call for attention again.
She opened her eyes.
Park, Bert, Robin and Angie were dancing as one big couple. Sol was stretched o
n his back on the
couch smoking, Lena sitting on his lap drinking vodka and orange juice. There wa
s no one in the
bathroom but it was such a bother to get up. Shani assumed that Kerry had gone h
ome until she saw her
come out of the kitchen.
"My car still won't start," she said to Sol.
"Jap junk," he scowled, blowing a cloud of smoke. "I'll take you home in a minut
e, babe."
"When? It's one-thirty. I've got to work in the morning."
"Shani will take you home," Lena said. Shani deeply appreciated the offer of he
r services. She doubted
she could start a car, never mind drive one.
"Shani's asleep," Sol observed, though her eyes must have been at least half op
en because she could
see. The recordBack on the Chain Gang came to an end. Angie broke from the dance
floor, heading for
the kitchen. Bert made for the bathroom -- naptime again. Robin fell, winded, in
to her chair, sweating
and laughing, the picture of youth and vigour. Park collapsed at her feet, forev
er giggling.
"Why don't you just walk?" Lena asked.
Kerry had been doing an admirable job of avoiding Lena. Her approach underwent
a dramatic revision.
"Why don't you just go to hell?" she blurted.
Lena sipped her drink, said casually. "When the time's right, I probably will."
But Sol sat up suddenly, causing Lena to fall on her ass on the floor and spill
her drink in her face. He
put out his cigarette. "I'll take you home now, Kerry."
"The hell you will!" Lena yelled, wiping at her dress. "You clumsy Cholo! Look w
hat you've done."
Sol must have still been riding his Jack Daniels' buzz. In a normal state of con
sciousness, he would not
have dared his next words. "Shut up, Lena."
Shani waited for the explosion. Lena's brown eyes widened. She sucked in a brea
th. "What did you
say?" she asked very slowly, very softly.
Shani hoped that Sol actually did carry the switchblade Park accused him of keep
ing. "You heard me,"
he said.
"I guess I did," Lena whispered ominously. Everyone waited. Yet the bomb was su
ddenly defused, or
else put on hold. Lena appeared to realise she was moving into a no-win situatio
n. And Lena hated to
lose. She smiled at Kerry. "Sol's so drunk, I know you wouldn't want him to driv
e. Robin and I won't be
here much longer. We can give you a ride home."
What could Kerry say? She had scored the most points, but Lena had still somehow
come out on top.
"Fine," Kerry muttered.
With the fireworks over, Shani contemplated unconsciousness again. Angie reappe
ared with a tray laden
with freshly tapped litre mugs of beer. Park, Sol, and Kerry each took a glass.
Angie set the remainder of
the drinks on the corner table next to Robin. Lena went into the kitchen, probab
ly to clean up.
"You running for sainthood?" Angie chided Robin. "Have a drink."
"I'll pass. I have to drive."
"Come on," Park said. "I've been drinking all night and I wouldn't hesitate to c
limb on top of the wheel."
"You mean,behind the wheel," Robin laughed.
"Wouldn't hesitate!" Park swore, drinking deeply.
Sol put on another record. His brain cells must have been drowning. They listen
ed to an entire side of
theCarpenters' Greatest Hits before Bert came out of the bathroom and stumbled i
nto the stereo, turning
off the music. Kerry jumped up for a nature call, but ran into Lena at the bathr
oom door. They
exchanged unheard words. Kerry ended up following Bert - who was wandering aimle
ssly - into the
kitchen. Sol shook his head sadly and got to his feet. He did not go into the ki
tchen or the bathroom, but
drifted out of sight down the hall.
"You look like you need a beer!" Park called at Shani.
She closed her eyes. "Don't bother me, I'm asleep." And she must have been for
the next few minutes.
When she opened her eyes next, everyone was back in the living room. This party
would go on forever.
Sol was sitting on a chair next to Robin, offering her his mug of beer. Lena was
planted precariously on
the arm of the chair. Angie was on the floor at their feet with Park, whispering
in his ear. Bert was lying
face down on the carpet. Kerry was sitting on his butt, her back to Shani.
"We've got to get Robin drunk," Park announced. "It's our duty, our God-given du
"How are you going to lose your virginity if you won't let a guy get you drunk?"
Sol asked, nudging
Robin with his half-full glass. Shani wondered if they had spiked it with whisky
. It looked darker than
ordinary beer.
"Yeah!" Park cheered.
Robin blushed and took the glass, weighing it in her hands. "You won't believe
this, but I've never even
tasted beer before."
"You haven't missed a thing," Shani muttered.
"Sleeping Beauty's awake!" Park said. "Did I ever tell you guys how she messed h
er pants in fifth
"In kindergarten," Shani said. It came to her then how the mood of the room had
changed. They had had
drunken dancing, bursting bladders, spilled food, frustrated seductions, sharp a
rguments, and none of that
had seriously dented the upbeat feeling of the party. Yet now, even in her dull
condition, she sensed a
building tension, as tangible to her as if a foul stench were being pumped into
the room. She studied her
friends, finding no explanation.
"Finish it in a gulp," Lena advised her sister. "You'll be a new person."
"I don't know why you're badgering her," Kerry said. "If she doesn't want it, sh
e doesn't want it."
"I'd better not. It will just put me to sleep."
"Wimp," Lena said.
"To the eternal virgin," Park toasted with his empty glass.
"I guess you're going to be the one to drive us home, then," Sol said, lighting
another cigarette.
Angie whispered in Park's ear, his eyes widening. She said out loud, "One drink,
it won't kill you."
Shani sat up with a start. Afterwards, she would be unable to clearly explain t
o the others why. She did
not believe in precognition, and her foreboding did not necessarily require its
existence, for her nose may
simply have picked up the poison and triggered a subconscious warning. Yet if th
at were so, Robin, who
was closest to the glass, should have smelled it also. In either case, to Shani
the room seemed suddenly
permeated with death. She was afraid and she didn't know why. Robin picked up th
e mug, took a sip.
She frowned.
"This tastes awful."
"Finish it," Lena said.
Like a hardened guzzler, Robin did so, in one continuous swallow. Perhaps she t
hought that would
impress them. But they only laughed. Bert rolled over, spilling Kerry, taking in
terest. Robin put the glass
down, touching her stomach, staring straight ahead.
"So, what do you think?" Park asked.
Robin coughed, hard, twice. "Tastes awful," she breathed.
"Are you okay?" Shani asked, nevertheless beginning to relax. She must study ab
out these
impending-disaster sensations when she went to college. They came and went like
lightning. Robin
nodded, smiled weakly.
"Was that enough to get me drunk?"
"How do you feel?" Sol asked.
"Then it was probably enough."
Robin wiped her forehead. She was sweating like after dancing - heavier. "I thin
k I'll stick to Coke.
Does it always leave such a bad taste in your mouth?" She leaned back in her cha
"I've never noticed," Sol said. "Kerry, you still want a ride home?"
Lena butted in. "Robin and I are giving her a ride home."
Kerry yawned. "I'm so tired. Maybe I'll just spend the night."
"You're welcome to," Angie said, "if you'll give me a hand cleaning up."
"How about you, Park?" Angie asked. Lena left for the kitchen. Sol had to use t
he toilet. Bert rooted his
face back in the carpet.
"Count me in! Are we still going to go--"
"Shh," Angie said. She leaned over, spoke in his ear. Park nodded eagerly. Shani
required no ESP to
know what she had said. How could they swim nude with Robin present? But then sh
e understood.
Robin had gone to sleep. That was quick. Angie and Park headed for the front doo
r. Shani stopped him.
"Park?" she called.
He spun around. "Yes, madam?"
"Robin just passed out."
Shani stood. "She was awake a second ago."
"She drank too much."
"As if she had a choice. She only drank one glass."
Kerry moved to Robin's side and took her limp hand. Robin's head lay bowed like
a puppet's whose
strings had been cut. "She's out cold," Kerry said, worried.
Park knelt by his girlfriend's side, brushed aside a soft brown curl from her fa
ce, and glanced back at
Angie. "That's weird," he whispered.
Angie spoke quickly. "Carry her into my parents' bedroom. Let her sleep it off."
"Good idea," Park said, slipping his arms under Robin's body, lifting her easily
. She only weighed 110.
"Maybe we should wake her," Kerry said, "have her drink coffee."
"Sleep's the best thing," Angie said.
Shani held her peace. So Robin was out. They would be fools to try anything with
Lena around. She
hoped they did and got caught. She was suddenly angry at Angie and Park, especia
lly at him. What a
hypocrite, the care he showed carrying his girlfriend to the bedroom.
Sol finished in the bathroom. Shani took his place, washing her face and brushin
g her teeth. When she
returned to the living room, Sol and Lena were leaving out of the front door, Ke
rry was fixing the bed in
the guest room, and Bert was asleep on the floor. Shani turned out the nearest l
amp and lay back on the
couch, swearing that if the roof caved in, she wasn't getting up.
An indeterminate time went by. Behind closed eyelids, Shani noted the rest of t
he lights going out.
Someone with alcoholic breath covered her with a blanket. Doors opened and close
d. Far away, she
thought she heard splashes and laughter, but she wasn't sure.
Someone was shaking her. She opened her eyes. It was dark, and a shadow loomed o
ver her.
"What is it?" Shani mumbled. She had a headache.
"I'm sick," Kerry said anxiously.
Shani remembered Bert's advice. "Stick your finger down your throat, throw up."
She rolled over.
"You'll feel better."
Kerry had the bad manners to yank her into a sitting position. A yellow glow fr
om the porch light
strained through the kitchen's curtains. It was sufficient to show Kerry's tears
. "I've thrown up," she
coughed. "I've got cramps. I can hardly breathe."
Shani was not alarmed. Kerry often panicked. "You're going to be fine. You've ju
st had too much beer.
A hot bath will help." She took her trembling hands. "I'll run the water for you
Suddenly Kerry doubled up in dry heaves, gasping for air.
"No! I never get sick from beer! It was bad! There was something in it! I have a
strange taste in my
Shani reversed her diagnosis. "Try to relax. Who else is still here?"
"Park's asleep in - hall - Angie - seeh! I can't take this! Help me, Shani!"
"I will." She turned on the lamp. Bert was where she had last seen him, snoring
peacefully. She jumped
to her feet and kicked his butt. "Wake up! Get up!" He groaned, began to stretch
. Running down the hall,
she stumbled over Park, who was crashed outside Angie's partially cracked door.
"Huh?" he muttered, sitting up. She turned on the hall light.
"Kerry's sick! I think there was something in the beer!"
Park was barely awake, scratching his head. "There's alcohol in beer. God, my h
ead hurts. It makes
everyone sick."
"How do you feel?"
"Terrible, how else? Why did you wake me?"
"You don't have cramps?"
He grimaced, rubbed his bloodshot eyes. "Girls get cramps, Shani, not boys. What
time is it?"
"Where did you put Robin?" she demanded.
His eyes focused. He was suddenly alert. He pointed to the door at the end of th
e hall on the left. "In the
master bedroom. Why do you say there was something in the beer?"
Shani did not answer him. She raced to the door, threw it open, snapped on the l
ight. Robin was
huddled in the fetal position in the centre of the king-sized bed. Shani jumped
on the mattress and rolled
her friend on her back.
"Robin! Robin!" she shook her. "Robin!!!"
Park came up at her back. "Get out of the way," he ordered. He put a finger und
er Robin's nose,
checked her pulse. "Robin!" he shouted. She did not respond. He slapped her acro
ss the face, her head
rolling like a mannequin's. He moved to her feet, pinching her Achilles tendon.
"Is she dead?" Shani moaned, a weight beyond comprehension crushing her chest.
Park pulled the pillow from beneath Robin's head and pried open her mouth, chec
king for obstructions
with his fingers. Taking a breath and forcing his lips against hers, he exhaled.
Robin's diaphragm rose
sharply, once. He listened at her chest, muttered, "Clear."
"Is she dead? Answer me, damn you!"
Park stood, pale as a winter moon, but sober, in command. "No, but she's in a s
hock or a coma. Use
the phone in the kitchen. Call the hospital. The number is taped beside the phon
e. Tell them we're
bringing in two poison victims." He picked Robin up, cradling her in his arms. "
I'll start the car."
"Shouldn't we call for an ambulance?" There was no time to feel hurt. Yet later,
she knew, there would
be too much time.
"This will be faster." He kissed Robin's forehead, moving for the door. "Now do
as I say."

Angie and Bert wanted to come, but since they felt fine, Park told them to conta
ct Sol and Lena, and to
wait by the phone and keep the line open. He also suggested they sniff the glass
es and mugs they had
used during the party for suspicious smells. Unfortunately, Angie had washed the
m all before going to
bed. Angry, Park told them to look around, anyway.
Park held Robin and they laid Kerry in the backseat. Shani drove like a fiend a
nd ran a red light, picking
up a flashing highway patrol car. After explaining the situation to the officer,
they had a police escort. At
the hospital, the doctors were waiting. Kerry disappeared on a stretcher through
swinging doors while
the officer carried Robin inside. Park got on a pay phone to Angie. She had foun
d a half-empty bottle of
Insect Death in the refrigerator. Park copied down the insecticide's ingredients
and gave the paper to a
nurse, who hurried through the door where Kerry and Robin had gone. The two of t
hem sat down to
Ten minutes later -- showing no adverse symptoms -- Sol arrived. Ten minutes af
ter that, Lena and her
parents showed up. Lena was silent. Mrs. Carlton was heartbroken. Mr. Carlton wa
s furious. He called
the police and told them to get to Angie's house and begin a complete investigat
ion before any of the
evidence could be tampered with. Kerry's mom and dad came next. Together, the fo
ur parents
comforted each other.
A nurse brought them news. Kerry's stomach had been pumped and she was feeling
better. But,
although Robin had been revived, her condition was critical. She was vomiting bl
ood, and flirting with
circulatory failure. Later, a young internist updated their conditions. Given he
r symptoms, Kerry had in all
probability ingested a small amount of the insect killer. Robin, however, had de
finitely swallowed at least
three ounces of the poison. Two ingredients in Insect Death, phosphorous and mer
cury, were particularly
toxic to the kidneys and were therefore endangering her heart.If Robin made it t
hrough the night, there
was a chance -- looking back, the doctor must have known that it was more likely
-- that she would
suffer permanent damage.
Shani took a seat far away from the others. At the end of the corridor, through
glass doors, she saw an
orange glow in the east. But the way she felt, the night could have been just th
e beginning.
Kerry made a swift recovery, though she would often afterwards complain of stom
ach-aches. Robin did
not leave the hospital till two months later, twenty pounds lighter and a ghastl
y yellow with a slightly
damaged liver and two all but useless kidneys. Unless she had a successful trans
plant, the doctors said,
she would be tied to a dialysis machine the rest of her life. And that life woul
d not be nearly as long as
Two pairs of fingerprints were found on the bottle of Insect Death: Angie's and
Bert's. Of course, they
had both studied the bottle when Park had called them from the hospital to see i
f they had located a
source of the poison. Mr. Carlton blamed them all, even Lena. At his insistence,
the police gathered them
in Robin's hospital room three times and tried to re-enact the sequence of event
s that had led to the
fateful drink. The police ended up with eight different stories, not always the
same one from the same
individual. All of them had gone in and out of the kitchen all night long. Who c
ould remember when and
why and with whom? Everyone agreed that Sol had given hera beer, but who had giv
en it to him, and
was it the same person who had initiated the prodding to have Robin drink the be
er, and had she actually
drunkhis beer? For a while, Sol was on the burner, but he had made himself too o
bvious a suspect to be
a suspect. Too much alcohol had blurred their memories, not to mention the fact
that almost all of them
had something to hide. And Robin herself was no help. Though anxious to catch th
e culprit - if there was
one - the trauma of her injury had created a mental block against the night. It
was finally recorded in the
books as an "accident" caused by "one or more intoxicated adolescents mistaking
an insecticide for a
common beverage and inadvertently mixing it with a glass of beer." No lawsuits w
ere filed, no fingers
pointed. Life went on as usual. Except for Robin.
But Shani was often to ask herself,No matter how drunk you were, how could you
take a bottle
covered with insect sketches and labelled in bold black letters , CAUTION POISON
OUS,and pour it in
a glass a person was to drink out of, unless you wanted to kill that person ?

Sitting on his surfboard, Park stared down at his legs dangling in the blue-gre
en bathtub-temperature
water and started to worry about sharks. A couple of hours ago Bert had mentione
d seeing a few sharks.
But at the time, the waves had been rolling and the tubes curling and the inform
ation had not seemed
important. Now the sets were well-spaced and he had too much time to think. He c
ould imagine a baby
shark, just breaking in its teeth, swimming by and biting off his big toe. The b
lood would spurt and he
would scream and mother shark would hear and come to investigate what her youngs
ter was up to. Then
she would smell his blood and bite off his leg. He had read about such tragedies
. He had also read that
when you started to worry about losing a limb, it was time to get out of the wat
er. He pulled up his legs,
resting his feet near the nose of the board and holding the rails to maintain ba
lance. One more wave and
he would call it quits.
The beach and conditions were a surfer's dream. Unadulterated golden sand stret
ched north and south
to the horizon. Except for a few white clouds far out at sea, the sky was a ceru
lean dish whose depth it
was easy to believe was infinite. He could feel the warmth of the sun's rays in
his blood. He was floating
in twenty feet of salt water, but the bedrock was as clear as if it were simply
the bottom of a swimming
pool. And the waves had ruined him for life. An easy eight-foot or he was a dwar
f, an off-shore breeze
held their form to the last crucial instant. He was in heaven, but he was exhaus
"One more and I'm going in!" he called to Bert, a hundred yards to his left. A
strong riptide was pulling
them south. Several times since sunrise, when they had started, they had had to
go ashore and walk back
to the house. Once again, the Carlton Castle was a mile up the beach.
"I'm with you! Where's Sol?"
"He went in half an hour ago!" Tired of shouting, Park lay down on his board and
paddled towards Bert.
The aroma of his coconut-waxed board filled his head, making him nostalgic for H
awaii. Last summer,
Mr. and Mrs. Carlton had sent Robin and him -- along with Nurse Porter as an esc
ort -- to the islands.
The waves hadn't been nearly as good as today, but he had been happier then, a l
ot happier.
He pulled up alongside Bert. "Sol said he had a side-ache. Lena probably wore hi
m out last night."
"Did I tell you about the sharks I saw?"
"Yes, and I don't want you to tell me again."
Bert's ears must have been plugged with water. He continued: "One of them was b
igger than me. It
couldn't have been a sand shark. It looked like that fish in that movie, that on
e -- what was it called?"
"Yeah, that one. Are you sure Sol went in?"
Park again pulled up his feet. "You know you're making me pretty damn paranoid.
Would you please
shut your mouth?"
Bert grinned. He was impossible to offend. "You're afraid of sharks? I thought y
ou didn't like snakes."
"I hate anything that wants to bite me -- Oh!" Distracted, he hadn't noticed th
e approaching set. The
first swell looked the killer. He pivoted his board expertly. Bert was also mano
euvring into position. "You
go right, I'll go left!" he yelled.
The wave was a monster. On his knees, Park dug hard to gain the necessary speed
. A powerful force
began to take hold, raising him up. One last stroke and he sprang to his feet, l
eaning forward to
compensate for what may have been a premature stand. But he was okay, sliding do
wn the face, when
Bert suddenly crossed his path, six feet below, a perfect place to be for a deca
pitation. Park reacted
immediately, twisting to the right. The tunnel was closing in that direction. A
raging foam hammer belted
him off his board. Park felt a violent tug at his left ankle, saw splintered, wh
irling bubbles, had his spine
twisted to the other side of a chiropractor's fantasies. Yet he had hold of a go
od breath and was able to
ride out the bad weather. When the washing machine turned off, he was a hundred
yards offshore in a
relatively calm region between the first and second break. His board was already
on the beach. The tug
on his ankle had been his leash snapping.
Bert cruised by. "I thought you meant 'right,' looking out to sea," he apologize
"That's okay. I think I just got a free neck adjustment. Give me a ride in."
During the walk back. Bert told him how he had awakened during the night and ha
d found himself
circled by a bunch of bright-eyed birds. Tonight, he said, he was sleeping indoo
Sol was flat on his back on a red towel blowing smoke rings towards the sky. Sh
ani and Angie were on
the north side of the carport, piling wood into a concave hole they had dug. The
Carlton Castle had an
antenna dish and recording studio, two spas and three computers, but no barbecue
. The girls were
improvising. They said they were going to roast wienies for lunch. Park wasn't h
"How's your side-ache?" Park asked, setting down his board.
"It hasn't gone away," Sol said, rolling over digging in the sand and pulling ou
t a quart of tequila. "I think I
need my medicine. How about you?"
Park shook his head. "It's too early for me."
Bert beamed. "You got a bottle for me?"
"We'll split it," Sol said. "Hell, this is enough for anybody." Bert looked disa
"Where're the others?" Park asked.
"Kerry's wandering all over looking for rocks for her collection. Lena's--"
"Forwhat ?" Park interrupted.
"Kerry collects unusual rocks," Sol explained. "She reshapes and polishes them.
At her house, she has a
closetful of pretty things. A lot of them make Lena's ten-grand jewelery look li
ke plastic. Kerry has a
knack for that kind of stuff." He shrugged. "It makes her happy."
"If Lena catches her, she'll charge her duty on the rocks," Park said.
"Lena's putting Robin through her usual torture. I don't know where Flynn is, ha
ven't seen that cat all
day." Sol uncapped the bottle, sniffed it, and took a slug. He held out the tequ
ila. Park shook his head.
Bert took a big swallow. Sol screwed the cap back on, adding, "Why don't you go
talk to her?"
"I don't want to disturb her."
"She just sits there, reading. She gets bored. Go talk to her."
"I can't stand the sight of blood."
Sol was angry. "The sight of your own blood's a lot worse."
It was an unpleasant task that would be better over with. He owed, her an expla
nation. Besides, Sol
might kill him if he didn't. "I'll talk to her now," he said, walking towards th
e house. Shani waved to him, a
can of lighter fluid in her hand. Angie called out something he couldn't quite c
atch. He waved back and
went inside.
The dialysis machine was in a tiny room on the top floor. Park found it by foll
owing the mediciney smell.
The door was open. He peeped inside. Robin was alone, wearing a light blue robe.
Two blood-filled
tubes -- one leading from her left arm, the other, from beneath her robe - hooke
d her to the artificial
kidney. The unit was largely self-contained, a shiny metallic box four feet at t
he edges. Two closed
half-filled beakers sat atop it, connected by plastic pipes. What looked like a
fire extinguisher, but
probably wasn't, was bolted to the side. Robin was sitting propped up by pillows
, a face-down
paperback on her lap, a breeze from an adjacent window brushing her short brown
hair. She used to
have such beautiful hair... On the window-sill was perched a black raven. Robin
was talking to it,
stroking its shiny mane.
"... I don't remember, my friend. Human minds usually don't go back that far. A
nd I could have nothing
to remember. I don't know if I even got to see her. Sometimes it's done that way
. And I could have been
blind but for light and shadow. Still, I think about her a lot."
The bird chirped. Park thought it was alerting Robin to his presence, but she d
id not turn. There were
many blackbirds in the neighbourhood, yet he could have sworn that this was the
one the Shaman had
had in his hand. Robin offered a breadcrumb. The raven took it hungrily. Robin c
ontinued: "I told them
the story; Lena made me. I should probably have never mentioned the talks to her
. To Lena, to have a
master is to be a slave. But maybe I wanted to tell the others. Maybe..." She st
opped petting the bird,
touched the golden eagle at her throat. "Maybe the one... no, it couldn't be." S
he smiled to herself. "Of
course, I didn't tell them the end. How could I do that?" She leaned over, kissi
ng the bird on the top of
the head. "Now, go, my friend. Do what you will do. Maybe soon we will fly toget
The raven shrieked, launching into the wind. Thinking of deals with the devil,
he knocked lightly. Robin
turned and smiled.
"Come in, Park. I was hoping you would visit me."

"The stove would have been easier," Angie said.

"Get back!" Shani called, striking the wooden match, tossing it on the lighter-
fuel-drenched wood. The
flames ignited in a black billow of oily smoke. "But just think of the superior
"Think of the carcinogenics."
"We'll let the lighter fluid burn off before we roast the hot dogs. That won't t
ake long. It'll be like old
"We've never done this before," Angie said.
"But in the future, when we do it again, we'll be able to say, gosh, this is lik
e old times!"
Angie fished through the cooler at her feet, pulling out a packet of Farmer Joh
n's one-footers. "You're
awfully chipper today. Did Flynn visit you last night?"
"Only for sex," Shani said. In reality, she did not feel well. She had tossed u
ntil the sun had risen. The
label on Insect Death had hung like a billboard in her dreams. When she had awok
en, for a moment, the
entire party had been clear in her memory. But only for a moment. Then the flash
back had clouded,
leaving her doubtful and with an upset stomach, which was getting worse as the d
ay progressed. She
would probably pass on lunch.
"How about you and Park?" she asked.
"I never kiss and tell."
"Whoever says that, has nothing to tell."
"Look who's talking."
"Really," Shani agreed.
"When do you think the others will start arriving?"
Shani consulted her faithful Timex. "It's close to one. I would think that someo
ne should have showed up
by now. That Lena... I don't know, maybe she put down the wrong month along with
the wrong day."
She wiped her hands on her shorts. "I'm going to go inside."
"What? You're the one who talked me into this bonfire."
"I just want to see how Robin's doing. I'll be back in a minute." And she wanted
to run into Flynn.
Dangerous or not, he was still cute.
"How long should I wait before sticking these wienies in the fire?" Angie impale
d a hot dog on a sharp
"Wait until I get back."
On the way to the house, Shani passed the carport. Open bottle in hand, Bert an
d Sol were climbing
into the back of the van. She waved to them but they did not see her.
Climbing up the front porch steps, she stopped and laughed, Angie was cursing v
enomously. A
blackbird had snatched her wienie stick - hot dog and all - and was racing away,
trying to get back in the
air with the goods. Angie was chasing the poor bird with a fiery branch and face
. Shani considered going
for her camera when she saw a tan-clad figure approaching along the northern bea
The dry air rippled with rising ground heat. He flowed in the distorted landscap
e like a phantom in the
wind. Bright orange gleamed at his mid-section. Shani did not know why, but she
was certain he was
staring at her as she was at him. From Sol's description, she knew this was Robi
n's sorcerer.
The man stopped and sat down, staring out to sea. Shani shielded her eyes from
the glare and watched
him for a full five minutes. But he did not move. When she spoke with Robin, she
would ask if it was
appropriate to simply walk up to him and say hello.
Inside, Shani discovered that she had no idea where the dialysis was done. In t
his big house, it was a
problem. She called but no one answered. The basement was probably the most like
ly place to stick a
lab, she decided. She started down the stairs.
Instead of an infirmary, she found an elaborate recording studio - that made se
nse, as music was, after
all, Mr. Carlton's business, and Robin's voice had been potential platinum. The
room was a perfect circle,
the top half of its walls ringed with double-glazed glass, undoubtedly separated
by a soundproof vacuum.
An elaborate control panel stood outside a solitary entrance door. Shani went in
side, stepping onto a
heavily padded floor. She was reminded of the room in the ride at Magic Mountain
that spun around and
around and pressed you against the walls, just before the floor dropped out. Tha
t ride had made her sick.
The ventilation must have been out of whack. It was freezing inside the studio.
Opposite the door, on the
floor, was sprinkled sawdust from recently drilled holes. Red, green and black w
ires passed through the
punctured panelling to a tiny metallic box arrayed with colourless buttons. In t
he centre of the room was a
high stool, supporting, of all things, an inexpensive cassette player. Curious a
bout the small metal box,
Shani picked it up, pressing a button. An electric motor hummed, a microphone at
tached to an aluminium
pole descending from the ceiling towards the stool. She released the button, afr
aid she might break
something. The microphone halted.
Inside the cassette player was a tape labelled may 30 -R.C. Robin must have rec
ently made the
recording. Shani pressed PLAY. On this tune, at least, Robin's kidneys had not h
urt her voice. If
anything, she sounded better. It was a Beatles song.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night,
Take these broken wings and learn to fly.
All your life, you were only waiting for this
moment to arise.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night,

Take these sunken eyes and learn to see.
All your life, you were only waiting for this
moment to be free.
"Blackbird fly, blackbird fly,
Into the light of a dark black night..."

"What are you doing in here?"

Shani jumped, and pushed stop. It was Lena. "Is this a restricted area?" she ask
ed. Lena had frightened
Like a lion approaching its prey, Lena moved into the room. She was not smiling
. "My father doesn't let
anyone, outside the family, down here."
"Sorry, I didn't know."
Lena strolled by, glancing around as if checking to see if anything had been st
olen. "Were you looking
for something?" she asked.
"She's upstairs."
"I didn't know."
Lena looked at her, suspicious. "You said that already."
Shani was suddenly sick of her tone. "Do you want me to say it a third time, on
my knees?"
Lena smiled. "Yeah, then kiss my feet. Then get the hell out of here."
"Lay off, would ya?"
Lena smiled. "Okay, so I was abrupt. But there's a lot of expensive equipment d
own here. You can play
anywhere else in the house." She consulted her watch, whirled, and headed for th
e door. "I've got to get
back to Robin. Follow me."
Lena moved like a racewalker. Shani lagged behind, not enjoying the feeling of
being a dog on a leash.
She allowed Lena a substantial lead, and when she came to turn the corner, no on
e was to be seen. Lena
could have gone in one of four directions. Shani didn't care. She would find Rob
in in a minute. First, she
decided, she would call her mother. She went looking for a phone.

"This tube in my arm leads from my radial artery," Robin was saying. "This is w
here the process starts.
My blood is pumped from the artery to one side of a semipermeable cellophane mem
brane. That's inside
this metal container. I'd let you open it and look, but Ellen would know and she
'd throw a fit. Anyway,
the other side of the membrane is continually washed with the dialyzing solution
, which is in that full
beaker there. The other beaker has the used solution. All blood going inside the
machine is treated with
an anti-coagulant. Only about half a litre of my blood is inside at a time. All
the stuff -- including the junk
-- in the blood can cross back and forth through the membrane, except, of course
, the protein molecules
and the blood cells. The electrolyte level is controlled--"
"I'm familiar with the process," Park interrupted.
She was surprised. "Are you?"
"I once researched the subject." Two days after her accident. "Two bad they can
't compress this all
inside you."
"Maybe one day they will be able to." She added, "In the year two thousand and f
He was sitting on a chair three feet from her couch. Through the open window, t
he ocean was between
sets, flat and peaceful. He studied the floor. "I wanted to talk."
"Really? No, you don't. Do you?"
He glanced up, noting the grey circles around her eyes. "Doyou want to, or do yo
u want me to leave?"
She signed, laying her head back. There was a dark red stain on her blue robe wh
ere the blood returned
via her - he even remembered the name - saphenous vein. "I don't know."
"I'll leave."
She sat up quickly, reaching for his hand. "Please don't. I want to talk, I rea
lly do." She smiled. "We
used to talk all the time. Remember? Especially late at night. I would turn off
the light in my room and
make my parents think I was asleep, and be on the phone with you until three in
the morning." She
chuckled. "The next day I would call in sick to school. But you never did. I use
d to envy your endurance.
I still can't figure out what we talked about. It must have been interesting."
"Robin, I don't--"
"I'm sorry, I'm being nostalgic. You're probably not in the mood." She squeezed
his hand. "Tell me; I will
He stared her straight in the eye. There, it was clear that she was dying. "God,
Robin, you look terrible."
Her right cheek twitched once, her eyes moistened. "I feel terrible," she said
softly. "It's like someone is
tightening a clamp on my head. And my back - everything aches. And I'm so tired.
"This isn't normal for you?"
She shook her head. "It's usually not this bad."
"We should call for a doctor."
"No! I... I'll be okay. I'm just... changing the subject. I know why I feel bad.
"Is it me?"
She nodded, turning away, letting go of his hand. "You and Angie."
"I wanted to say that I'm sorry."
"For what? You're young, full of energy, full of life. You should have a girlfri
end that you can have fun
with. And no, I'm not playing the martyr. I'm being practical, as you have chose
n to be. I can't have a
boyfriend. How? I'm either hooked up to this gizmo or taking a nap."
"You can still talk on the phone."
She brightened, for a moment. "I'd have nothing to talk about. I don't do anythi
ng. I read, watch TV,
listen to records. Occasionally, I try to sing, but I'm even beginning to lose m
y voice. My life's pretty
dull." She paused, searching the sea. Her left hand clenched. She whispered, "Th
is last couple of months,
I waited foryou to call."
"I wanted to."
"Did you lose the number?" She grimaced. "Forgive me, I didn't mean that."
The bitterness actually helped. "I deserve it. I wish you hated me."
"I did, I think, for an hour here, a day there." She had closed her eyes, weari
ng a dreamy expression.
"But it was never for long. You want to hear something silly, a line from a soap
? I think if I had known at
the beginning when I drank that poison that you would leave me, I think I would
have died that night. I
don't think I could have seen such a dark future, and known that there would be
no outside light, and
have lived." She found his hand. "That must make you feel pretty rotten, but tha
t's not why I told you. I
told you to let you know how much you meant to me, and still mean to me." She lo
oked at him, wrinkled
her nose. "Pretty silly, huh?"
"Totally irrational." He paused. "I don't love Angie."
"You should; she's a nice girl. I hate her."
"Do you really?"
"I wanted to poison her drink last night."
"Why didn't you?"
"I didn't think she would be dumb enough to swallow a glass spiked with hemlock.
"You weren't dumb. It wasn't your fault."
"Whose was it then?"
There was an edge to her question. "It was an accident."
"Lena doesn't think so."
"What do you think?"
"How could--" she began, stopping herself, shrugging. "I think beer tastes awfu
l. But here I go again,
changing the subject. I told you I would listen. What did you want to tell me?"
She asked casually, but not without hope. He wanted to give her the world. Why c
ouldn't he give her his
own self?
"I stayed away because I was afraid. What happened to you scares me. I guess I w
orry that it could
happen to me. That's irrational, too, but that's the way I feel. But seeing you
again, I'm not so scared
She waited. He was torturing her. "And?" she asked.
"And I was wondering if we could start talking on the phone again?"
"Are you going to call collect?"
"Of course."
"What will we talk about?"
He leaned over, kissing her lips lightly. "Right now, everything isn't clear to
me. But if we talk, maybe
things will get clearer. Is that enough, for now?"
She smiled, clasping his neck with her free right arm, pulling him within inches
. "We can plot a way to kill
"Should it be slow and painful?"
Robin nodded. "In payment for her sins."
Park chuckled, yet such talk made him uneasy. Robin was only joking, but shehad
suffered grievously.
He stood and walked to the south window. A flock of blackbirds was circling the
house. He pinpointed
the source of his disquiet. "What were you talking to that bird about?"
"I didn't know you were listening."
"Only for a moment. He seemed to like you."
"She. Her name is Rita."
"Lovely Rita."
"I was telling her about my mother." She saw his confusion. "Myreal mother. I t
hink about her a lot,
nowadays. Must be the little girl in me. I'm sick and I want my mommy." She took
a deep breath and
scratched her short hair, her melancholy returning. "I wish I could find her. Sh
e gave me my body to
begin with, I guess I feel she could somehow help me with getting a part fixed."
She wiped at her eyes.
"What am I saying? For all I know, she's dead."
An idea, bright with unlooked-for hope, blazed in his mind. "Robin, is it possib
le that... ?"
He didn't finish. An explosion, powerful enough to shatter every window in the r
oom, drowned out his

Shani picked up the phone. There was no dial tone. This was the third phone she
had tried, all dead. She
would have to tell Lena, or Robin.
But restarting her search for the dialysis room, she was troubled. They were iso
lated in a foreign country.
No one else from their class, not one single one of them, had arrived. And now t
he phones were out.
Was she being paranoid, or was there a pattern to all this?
The way Robin had caught Lena's eye last night suggested there was more to the s
haman's story. Shani
did not feel her paranoia would be soothed by knowing the parable's ending, but
she was curious as to
why Robin felt secrecy necessary. Suffering only minor conscience qualms, she he
aded for Robin's
The door was closed, but unlocked. She pushed it open gently. Flynn was inside,
up to no good. Using
a wire and metal pin, he was working on the lock of a green filing cabinet tucke
d in the corner beside
Robin's desk. Atop the desk was the manila envelope that held the story. Robin h
ad closed it before
retiring last night. Now the envelope was open. The cabinet lock snapped. Flynn
pulled out a drawer.
Quickly, methodically, he began to scan the files.
Shani closed the door carefully, backed down the hall slowly, then turned and r
an. She would tell Park
and Sol. They would know what to do.
A second later, she changed her mind. She rationalized that his crime was insig
nificant; she needed more
facts. But the truth was apparent to her from the start. She didn't want to get
him in trouble because she
liked him. His picking locks actually made him more interesting.
But she was no lovesick fool. She would continue to probe his past, starting wit
h seeing if he was really
Flynn Powers. If he could search Robin's room, she could search his.
She had been with Lena when rooms had been assigned, so she knew where his thin
gs were stowed.
However, her hurried beeline was interrupted by a necessary stop at the bathroom
. Ordinarily she had a
nervous stomach, but this was ridiculous. She sat grimacing on the toilet, worri
ed that she would vomit on
top of her diarrhea. Fortunately, the spasm was brief. With cold water splashed
in her face, she felt fine,
only a bit drained. She ran for Flynn's room.
He had brought only a flight bag. However it was packed tight and she couldn't
get by jammed shirts
and jeans using a careful approach. Frustrated, she inverted the bag and smacked
the bottom, dumping
the entire contents on the bed. Sitting atop the pile was a British passport.
WEIGHT: 155. ADDRESS: 16 Clarence Drive, Plymouth, England.
Shani liked the picture, but that was all. She memorized the information and re
packed the bag as best
she could. On the way out, she decided she could risk a quick inspection of his
desk. It would take him a
while to go through all the files in Robin's cabinet.
Despite his lock-picking and false name, she was surprised to find a gun at the
back of his lower
left-hand drawer. It was a small black pistol, and she couldn't help noticing th
at it was loaded. He was a
fox and he had an enchanting voice and style running out of his beautiful hands,
but guns were for killing,
and that was too much for Shani. She would tell--
"Can I help you?"
It was Michael Ryan Richardson. Shani jumped, dropping the pistol. There was a d
elay, it couldn't have
gone off. The violent explosion made no sense.
Robin called after him, but Park did not wait to unhook her tubes. One look thr
ough the blown-out
window at the carport and garage - what had been the carport and garage - and he
was racing for the
front door. An absurd idea flashed in his head: they had been hit by a meteor.
The damage was beyond comprehension. The carport and garage and everything that
had been inside
them weregone. A dark cloud sparking with red lightning mushroomed towards the s
ky, obscuring the
sun and temporarily plunging the landscape into a grim twilight. Through ashen m
ists, a torn black crater
emerged, littered with rubble. Charred, dusty debris rained down. He doubted the
re was now anything
he could do that would make any difference. The convulsion had simultaneously ig
nited and extinguished
its flames. Besides, there was nothing to burn.
As if awakening from a dream, he noticed that Shani, Flynn, Sol and Lena had jo
ined him. With relief, he
saw Angie and Kerry approaching from the far side of the cataclysm. The smoke be
gan to disperse. The
sun blazed down. Park wiped the sweat from his upper lip.
"Where's Bert?" Shani asked. "He was with you, wasn't he, Sol?"
"I had to go to the head," Sol said evasively. Park understood in an instant. It
did not seem possible.
"But he was with you," she said, not hysterical, but getting there.
Park asked Sol, "Was Bert in your van?"
Sol studied the desolation. "He was there when I went into the house."
"Maybe he had to go to the bathroom, too," Shani said quickly. "Bert! Bert!"
"Shani..." Park began.
"Bert! Come out, Bert! Where is he? Maybe he went surfing. Maybe he went for a w
alk.Bert !"
Sol grabbed her by the shoulders. Her last "Bert" stuck in her open mouth. "He w
as in the van, Shani,"
Sol said. "He's dead."
She nodded slowly, relaxing in his hands. "I know," she whispered. "I saw him in
there when I walked
by." Sol hugged her. She began to cry softly.
"I'll go and get Robin," Lena said, as cool as when the internist had come throu
gh the swinging green
doors early one morning with the bad news about her sister.
"Wait a minute," Park said.
"I don't know how it happened," Lena said. "We don't keep nuclear warheads in ou
r garage."
"How about dynamite? A propane tank? Drums of gasoline?"
Lena shook her head. "We have a propane tank, but it's buried on the far side o
f the house. There was
absolutely nothing in the garage that could have made an explosion one hundredth
that powerful. I'm
going to get my sister. I'll be back in a minute." She squeezed Shani's arm. "I'
m sorry about Bert."
Kerry and Angie joined them. Kerry started to cry when told about Bert, dropping
her brightly coloured
rocks on the cement walkway. Angie was bleeding from her head but it was just a
scratch. Of them all -
except for Flynn -- Angie had known Bert the least. She did not appear unduly up
"You were next to the carport," Park said. "How did you escape?"
"A bird was driving me nuts," Angie said. "It had already stolen one hot dog; t
hen it came back and stole
a whole packet. I was chasing it down the beach when what happened, happened."
"Did you see Bert leave, maybe?" Shani asked, having accepted the truth but unab
le to stop hoping.
Angie shook her head.
Park wanted to question Kerry but she was in no condition to give straight answ
ers. It would probably
accomplish nothing. Shani was trying to comfort her. He spoke to the men. "Any i
"Perhaps there was a natural gas cavity beneath the garage," Flynn said, "and t
he barbecue fire ignited
Park thought the idea insightful. Robin had once told him that there was a majo
r oil field not far southeast
of their house. Indeed, Mr. Carlton owned a portion of it. However, there was a
more likely possibility,
at least to his own mind. Sol had picked up a lot ofsomething in Tijuana, and ha
d stored it in the back of
his van. He had assumed that it was drugs Sol would sell for a profit in L.A. Bu
t perhaps it had only been
an ingredient for a drug. PCP -- Angel Dust -- required ether for its production
. Ether was explosive,
highly unstable.
"What do you think, Sol?" Park asked.
He hesitated. "Flynn's idea sounds good."
"You don't have any of your own?"
"I'm no scientist."
"I don't suppose it matters," Park said, hoping to goad him. "The experts will f
igure out what blew."
Sol stared at the crater. It could easily have swallowed a house. "They'll have
a hell of a time doing it."
Shani walked with Kerry to the front door, glancing nervously at Flynn, who see
med to want to speak
with her. Park followed briskly, passing them on the porch steps. He had to make
a call. Before he
contacted the police, he would have to tell Bert's parents that their only son w
as dead.
But the phone in the front hall was broken, as was the one in the kitchen and th
e one in the second floor
hallway. The explosion must have been somehow responsible.
Park put down the silent receiver. They were thirty miles of desert from nowher
e. None of the other kids
had come and he was beginning to believe they never would. Their transportation
was destroyed. They
couldn't even call the outside world. They were stranded.
And his friend was dead. He had been concerned about the girls -- how they would
take the shock. He
hadn't even given himself a chance for his own grief. Surfing would not be the s
ame without Big Bert.
Nothing would.
Sick sorrow rocked his guts. He groped for the bathroom.

The hill was taller than it had appeared from a distance. Altitude couldn't be
a factor. Nevertheless, the
air was unsatisfying, hot and dry, burning her lungs. And the path had gone to t
he dogs. Tumbleweed
clawed through her jeans, irritating her sunburn. Sharp pebbles slipped under an
d inside her Nike running
shoes. The sun would set in minutes but the thermometer would have had no way of
knowing. Sweat
salty as sea water covered her body. She should have brought water. She should n
ever have come. A
snake would bite her next. Stumbling across a boulder, Shani sat down.
Far beneath her feet, two miles in the distance, the Carlton Castle was lit up,
window by square
window. On the surrounding sandy canvas, the late garage and carport were spilt
black ink. The ocean
was dark, but the tips of the rolling swells still caught the rays of the fading
sun, crashing in orange foam
on the deserted beach. Overhead, like torn cotton dipped in red dye, clouds race
d to blot out the first
stars. Yet, where she sat, there was no wind, no noise, only a deep silence that
made her internal
turbulence stand out in painful relief.
"I need some air," she had told the others, meaning,Ineed to get away from you a
ll . Park had told her to
be back before dark. There was small chance of that, as the blotted sun was alre
ady touching the
horizon. Kerry had wanted to read prayers for Bert from the Bible. But it was to
o soon for her to even
mourn properly. And she still hoped, in spite of all reason, that he was alive.
Robin had fainted upon hearing the news. By the time Shani had started on her h
ike, she had regained
consciousness, but all had agreed that she should remain in bed. If only grief h
ad been the sole cause of
her collapse. Robin's pulse was unsteady, her skin had a sad colour. She had eve
ry symptom of uremia,
a build up of urea and other wastes in the blood. Lena was perplexed. Kerry was
dropping hints that it
was Lena's fault. After all, she said, who was doing Robin's dialysis?
Shani closed her eyes, massaging her aching temples. Another reason she had gon
e for her walk was to
have the necessary solitude to figure out who in their group was both a friend a
nd potential murderer, an
analysis she should have completed last November. For maybethey were preparing t
o kill again. Bert
may simply have been the first.
Lena: Definitely the number one suspect. She had both the guts and motive to po
ison Robin. The Carlton
fortune and a greedy heir was the stuff of prime-time serials. Was she filtering
her sister's blood, or
merely sending it in useless circles through the plastic tubes? The peculiar abs
ence of the other kids could
be easily explained by Lena having manipulated the invitations. Had she brought
all of them who had
been at the party here to exterminate them, lest a sudden memory on the part of
one of them come back
to incriminate her?
Angie: At the party, she had had the most immediate ulterior motive. Her frustr
ation at Robin's 'dropping
by' had been obvious. Was it simply chance that Park was now her boyfriend? Angi
e spoke seldom, but
she was no dummy. She was fully capable ofplanning for a future romance. Also, f
or what it was worth,
she had been closest to the garage when it blew up. She was right up there on th
e list.
Kerry: Humiliation was powerful motivation for revenge. If Lena truly loved her
sister, what better way
to hurt her than to kill Robin? However, even though Kerry had a sharp tongue, S
hani did not feel she
was capable of murder. Nevertheless, she had to be placed near the top of the li
st. Kerry was fully
capable of hate.
Sol: He had a violent past. During the investigation following the party, the p
olice had hammered on him
the most. If he hadn't acted alone, he had at least been used, for he had given
Robin a (poison?) beer.
But he had absolutely no motive. He adored Robin. She put him at the bottom of t
he list.
Park: They had grown up together. It was impossible for her to be objective. Ne
vertheless, Angie's
skinny-dipping offer wouldn't have been sufficient enticement for him to spike h
is girlfriend's beer. And,
once he had realised her condition, he had taken the wisest possible course of a
ction to save Robin. On
the other hand, he had been plastered that night, and horny... She would not cro
ss him off her list.
Bert: He would have been incapable of using Insect Death for its primary purpos
e; he couldn't have hurt
a fly. In spite of what some said, he hadn't been dumb enough to accidentally po
ur poison in a beer mug.
But maybe he had seen something at the party no one else had. Maybe that was why
he was dead. She
wished that shecould put him on a list - for wonderful, living people.
The final two, Flynn and Robin, were difficult. He had a dozen strikes against h
im, yet he was the only
one who couldn't have poisoned her. Still, she didn't trust him farther than she
could throw a piano. She
didn't know why she hadn't told Park about the gun. She would do that first thin
g when she got back.
Flynn followed Robin closely. He wanted something from her. He deserved a list a
ll his own.
Obviously, Robin had not poisoned herself. But she could have arranged for thei
r present isolation.
Sweetheart was her middle name, yet poison affected every organ, even the heart.
Did she want
revenge? She was deathly ill. Maybe she had fallen into a confused mental state
where she wouldn't mind
destroying the innocent if it allowed her to get to the guilty. And she had a so
rcerer for a friend. A remark
Angie had made about the destroyed garage and carport came to mind: "Like they h
ad been struck by
the wrath of God." The old man had been in the area. Two days ago, she hadn't be
en too hip on the
supernatural, but now she was game for just about anything. Supposedly, sorcerer
s possessed powers.
Wasting the carport and garage may have been merely a minor demonstration. His s
tory could be seen as
a parallel to their situation. Eagle had granted Dove the decision of who was to
live, and who was to die.
Had the old man granted Robin similar authority, and had she made a deal for her
Interesting how, by simply thinking about the old man, she could tell he was ne
ar. It was as though he
was surrounded by an invisible shell that alerted both parties of impending cont
act. Shani stood. It was
still warm but she shivered. The sun was gone, the light failing swiftly. Thicke
ning clouds threatened a
downpour. Only moments ago she had been contemplating his evilness. Now she felt
impelled to climb
the remainder of the hill and -- sheknew he was there -- meet him. A flickering
orange glow from a
hidden fire served as a beacon. She glanced back at the house. She was being giv
en a choice, she felt,
and not being controlled. But her suspicion list was long and jotted with questi
on marks, with not a single
answer. She had to return to the house with more than she had left. Whispering a
prayer for protection,
she started towards the light.
He was alone, dressed in white, sitting cross-legged near a small fire, facing
the twilight. He did not look
up as she approached. She noticed yellow flowers -- dandelions -- blooming in a
nearby bush.
Instinctively, she plucked them.
"Hello," she said, holding forth her small bouquet. He looked at her then and sm
iled faintly, stretching out
his hand to accept her gift. His hair was long and silver, his posture straight
and firm. Energy sparkled in
his clear eyes. Taking the flowers, he touched her briefly, gesturing that she s
hould sit beside him. His
hand was warm, soft. She made herself comfortable.
"I don't speak Spanish, but I wanted to talk to you. Do you understand me?"
He nodded, putting the flowers in a clay vase filled with water. He smiled for
her to go on. He had a nice
smile. It seemed on the verge of bursting forth into laughter, a frail cap on a
well of unfathomable joy.
Any thought that he was evil dissolved.
"I know you know Robin... Robin Carlton?" She took a breath. "Is she going to di
What was she waiting for? He couldn't speak English, even if he could somehow s
ense her meaning. Yet
he seemed to be considering her question. He raised his head, whistled softly. A
few seconds later a
blackbird landed at the edge of the camp and walked purposefully towards him, ho
pping on to his
shoulder. He whispered to the bird. The way it nodded in response, Shani could n
ot help but believe it
understood what he was saying. The bird stared at her, cocking its head quizzica
lly, as though wondering,
what's your problem, girl? She wanted to laugh, but it suddenly left its perch o
n the old man's shoulder
and landed on hers. For a moment she was frightened, lest it peck at her eyes. B
ut then it began to tug
lightly at her hair with its beak, creating the same sensation as when she got h
er hair cut, a sensation she
found divinely relaxing. The old man began to hum softly. The fire crackled and
sparkled, the flames
dancing in rhythm with the pleasing chant. She was suddenly so very sleepy that
she had to close her
eyes. The bird teased individual hair shafts, which she imagined were attached d
eep inside her brain,
stimulating areas she seldom used, soothing areas she used too often. Her anxiet
ies began to fall off. And
her head began to fall...
It was dark; the man and fire were gone. Far below, the hill was slipping quick
ly behind as her
perspective glided effortlessly over the weed-choked miles. Up ahead was the Car
lton Castle, the black
ocean beyond, both approaching swiftly. A warm light shone through a window on t
he top storey of the
house. Her course focused there, and a moment later she hovered outside the clos
ed window. Robin lay
inside, asleep beneath a patchwork quilt. She wanted to speak to her, reassure h
erself that she was okay.
Was that not why she was here? But when she tried to tap on the window, her arms
were sluggish and
lacked strength. Robin dreamed on. However, there were two others in the room, a
nd they heard the
knocking. One of them rose from Robin's desk and hurried to the window, pulling
back the curtains.
In amazement, she stared back, staring at herself.

"Good-bye," Shani said, standing. "I'll have to come and visit you again with R
obin so we can talk
together." She chuckled, embarrassed. "Next time I promise I won't fall asleep.
I don't, usually."
He nodded, returning her smile. Though they had been unable to converse, she fe
lt his calming presence
had relieved many of her worries. Her doubts and questions were still there, but
they seemed far away,
troubling someone else. Her untimely nap had been especially refreshing. She'd h
ad the strangest
dream... one she couldn't quite remember. She wondered where the bird was. Vague
ly, while she had
been dozing, she recalled it having launched itself into the night, plucking a b
eakful of hair off the crown of
her head in the process. The old man took one of the flowers, gave it to her.
"Que bonita," he said.
Leaving the warmth and peace of the man, she clutched the memory of his smile as
tightly as the
Halfway between the hill and the house, in a dark no-man's-land of silhouetted
cacti and starless sky,
she heard a sudden rattle. It appeared far in front. No problem, she would circl
e around. Leaving the
right side of the path, she steered a wide arc through the sharp shrubs towards
the beach. Before this
weekend was over, her legs would be a mass of scratches. The rattle faded behind
But once off the path, she could not find it again. On the way to the hill, if
her memory served her
correctly, the trail had followed a fairly straight course. Veering to the left
should have brought her
automatically back to the path. Wait a minute, maybe she hadn't been on the same
trail as before! Maybe
the second one had simply dead-ended, and there was nothing to veer back to.
Still, Shani was not worried. All she had to do was head in the direction of th
e ocean and she would be
okay. As soon as she could climb out of this dry ravine she had managed to stumb
le into, she would be
able to tell which way that was.
On what she thought was the west side, the walls of the gully were steep and sl
ippery. Chunks of gravel
broke under her clawing fingers as she tried to pull herself up. Walking fifty y
ards further along through a
congestion of weeds and stones, she tried again. Unfortunately, on the verge of
climbing free, the
thumbnail on her right hand broke. Crying in pain, she lost her balance, sliding
slowly back into the ditch
and starting a minor avalanche. Dirt toppled down her drenched shirt, sticking t
o her chest. She thrust her
wounded finger in her mouth, grimacing in pain, tasting blood. She wished the ol
d man were with her
now. Somewhere, she had lost her flower.
Shani was preparing for a third effort when she heard the rattle again. It was
louder this time, much
closer. Ploughing on all fours, she tried to scamper up the disintegrating wall.
But the harder she tried, the
more she slipped. Rocks disappeared in the black bushes below, angering her assa
ilant. A shadow
squirmed, breath hissed. Shani kicked off her shoes, praying for better traction
. But she was only digging
her own grave.
"Help!!!" she wailed. Turning, she searched for a decent stone. The direction o
f the rattle was impossible
to ascertain, but if the thing bit her, it was going to leave with one hell of a
headache. Why had she gone
and taken off her shoes?
"Are you stuck, Shani?"
"Flynn!!!" She couldn't see him, but the voice was from above. "Help me up! A s
nake's got me
"It won't bite you unless you corner it."
"I don't think this one knows that! Where are you!?"
He crouched into view, leaned over, binoculars hanging from his neck. "Give me y
our hand."
She tried, and failed. "I can't reach you!" The rattle shook to a frenzy. "Shoot
"I can't see it. Calm down. You're slipping because you're in a hurry. Dig your
hands and feet firmly into
the dirt, climb slowly."
She did as he suggested, and a moment later he was pulling her safely to her fee
t. The rattling stopped,
but she wasn't crazy about the neighbourhood. Flynn ended up chasing after her.
"Are you running from
me or the snake?" he called.
"Damn!" she cried, stepping on thorns. She had forgotten about her bare feet. P
lopping down miserably
in the dark and dirt, she pulled the stickers, one by one, out of her tender fle
sh, blood trailing from each
"What's wrong?" Flynn asked, coming up to her.
"I gave my shoes to the snake."
"I'll get them for you." He snapped on a flashlight, dazzling her eyes. In his o
ther hand, he held his gun.
"Don't! It might bite you." But if he left, maybe she would make another dash f
or it. She had been
running from both of them.
"I can't carry you back to the house. Don't worry, I have thick skin."
He left her, and she was more afraid. She would wait. A minute crept by... two.
Suddenly the silence
cracked. Shani jumped. He had used his gun. For a moment she had thought that it
had been on her. A
bobbing light approached. He handed her the shoes. While brushing the soles of h
er feet, she asked, "Am
I next?"
He laughed. "Now that's no question to ask your knight in shining armour. I did,
after all, just rescue
Her laces, her fingers, were in knots. "I could have killed the snake myself. A
nd I wouldn't have needed
a gun,Michael ."
"I'm sure you could have. How're your feet?"
"Fine, thank you."
He smiled. "And I thought you liked me. Here I was worried about you, and volun
teered to prowl the
snake-infested wild to find you. What have I done to deserve that tone?"
"Are you making fun of me?"
She pulled on her shoes. "I don't trust someone who lies about who he is, break
s into people's filing
cabinets, and is such a coward that he has to carry a gun."
"Well, at least you're afraid of me."
"A blackbird is more fearsome than you." He terrified her. He could put a bulle
t in her brain right now
and chances were no one would be any wiser. However, his pistol was now out of s
ight. He turned
away, staring up at the cloud-choked sky.
"Isn't it possible that I might have reasons for doing what I am doing? Reasons
that you would approve
of if you knew all the details?"
"What are your reasons?"
"I can't tell you."
"Why not?"
"I can't tell you."
"Then I don't trust you."
He looked at her, his green eyes wary in the harsh shadows cast by the flashligh
t. "Don't tell the others
who I am."
"Why shouldn't I?" She was gambling, playing the tough role, but she doubted th
at kissing up to him
would deceive him. Her Nikes remained untied. Her stomach began to cramp. It had
nothing in it. She'd
thrown up on the way to the hill. He knelt by her side. His profile belonged on
the big screen. He touched
her arm.
"Because I'm asking you not to. Trust me, Shani. Please? Before the night's over
, I think, everything will
be made clear."
"I want to," she whispered, then hardened. "I'm not the only one who's on to you
. Nurse Porter talked to
Lena last night. She told her to watch out for you."
He frowned: "What else did she say?"
"I don't know if I should--"
"Tell me!"
She cowered. "Nothing else, just that you were probably up to no good."
"Did she use my real name?"
"No. She said they were making some checks on you, that she would talk to Lena t
"Anything else?"
"You're sure?"
"She thought you were after Robin."
"The phones..." he muttered, looking back at the house. "Who was going to call w
"Lena said she would call Miss Porter. I don't know why I'm telling you all this
Flynn was distracted, deep in thought. "The lines were down before the explosio
n... Hmmm." He
smiled, patted her back. "Thank you for the information. But it doesn't surprise
me. And I don't think it
will change anything, not now."
Shani wondered what she had done, all out of weakness for a beautiful face. "You
're not going to hurt
Robin are you?"
"Why would I hurt Robin?"
"You've been hanging around her, bringing all her food and drinks."
"I'm trying to protect her."
"From what?"
"From getting poisoned."
"She was poisoned once. She now has the very same people around her as last tim
e. I would say she
stands an excellent chance of having it happen to her again."
"But that was an accident."
"I don't think so." He paused. "Did you do it? The first time, I mean?"
"No! How could you think such a thing?"
"I didn't really think that you did. But the others... There is a bad apple in
there somewhere. Maybe
"It probably wasn't an accident," she said sadly. "And Bert... You didn't seem t
oo upset over what
happened to him."
He was harsh. "What do you know aboutmy feelings?"
It was the first time he had dropped his guard. "I'm sorry. I... it's just that
I don't know anything about
you. Why are you so concerned about Robin? What's she to you?"
He went to speak, but stopped. Her question seemed to hurt him. But then he shr
ugged and smiled. "I'm
concerned about you, too."
"Don't change the subject."
"I like you, Shani."
"You're playing with me again."
"No, I'm not."
"Why?" She wished her voice hadn't trembled.
"Because you're so sweet and beautiful."
He kissed her. For a moment, she didn't respond. Then her arms went around his
neck and she was
pulling him closer. This was madness! But she liked it! Not breaking contact, he
sat down beside her,
putting pressure on one leg. His hands crept beneath her shirt, touched her lowe
r back. She began to
cough, turned away.
Laughing, he said, "I didn't know I was that bad."
"It's not you!" she breathed. Boy, she was a real winner all round. At least Ja
mes Bond's ladies got a
little sex before he killed them. "This air... my throat's dry."
"Is that the only problem?"
"No. I don't even know you." She was still coughing.
His voice was suddenly grave. "Don't you?"
"But you recognize me. You and Park, you both recognize me."
"I don't know what you're talking about." Yet, she was lying. His face was as fa
miliar to her as the one in
her own mirror. He nodded, reading her mind.
"You knew once, at least. Before this night is over, you will know again." He st
ood. He wasn't going to
kiss her again. He probably wasn't going to shoot her, either. "Tie your shoes.
We have to get back."
With her Nikes tied, he helped her up, brushing off her jeans. The tranquillity
the wise man had
bestowed was straining against this assault of fear and danger, of passion and u
"You said you wouldn't hurt Robin," she said as they began to walk towards the
house. "Are you going
to hurt any of the others?"
"Only if they deserve it."
She stopped. "What if I try to stop you?"
"Don't Shani." He strode on without waiting for her. "You'd regret it."
How quick his cool could return. She had a crush on him but she honestly didn't
even think she liked
him. "I know who you are," she called. "You're Snake."
He turned. Without a shred of conceit in his voice, he said, "No, I'm Eagle."
On the road back, she had to stop once to be sick. Flynn -- Michael -- didn't e
ven ask what was
troubling her.
It began to rain.
Poor lighting had always irritated his eyes. The lone lamp on Robin's nightstan
d was little more than a
night-light. Park thought of turning on the overhead lights, but he feared they
might wake Robin. There
was no reason for him to be sitting beside her bed, anyway. Nevertheless, he fel
t no inclination to move.
When he closed his eyes and listened to the drowsy rhythm of her breathing, the
pelting rain against the
house, he could imagine they were elsewhere, in a world of enchantment and death
less bodies. However,
this rain was no boon from the gods. His remark, when they had driven up in the
car yesterday, had been
prophetic. With the mud, the house was now an island.
Robin was covered to her chin with a colourful patchwork quilt Shani had sewn i
n their freshman year.
Before falling asleep, she had taken a glass of grape juice and had reassured hi
m that she was feeling
better. He hadn't believed her. Only thirty minutes ago, she had showered, yet a
lready her face was
developing a crusty coat as her skin fought to do the job of her kidneys. What i
f she were to suddenly
stop breathing? Out of fear of her death, he had stayed away from her, and now h
e clung to her side
hoping to ward it off. He couldn't help feeling a crossroads was approaching, wh
ere every turn would
lead to a dead end. But he was despairing, as she never did. When she awoke next
, if he did not notice
definite signs of improvement, he would take Sol up on his offer.
Sol had suggested -- surrounding swamp or not -- that even if it took them to s
unrise, they should
search on foot for a phone and get a doctor to Robin. They could even have a hel
icopter brought in.
Another thing, when she awoke, he would tell her that he wanted her back, one h
undred per cent, not
just as a phone pal. That meant he would have to give up Harvard in September, a
nd his egotistical image
of being a suave Ivy League Intellectual. That was okay; he could get as good an
education locally if he
applied himself. He hoped that she would have him. And Angie... she deserved som
eone who really
cared for her. Bert's death had somehow made this decision clear.
He was not feeling well. He had fever and chills, on top of cramps that made hi
m glad he wasn't a
female. It was probably flu. The water in the house was safe and, besides, Monte
zuma's Revenge took
several days to incubate. Angie had also mentioned feeling sick.
Too bad Robin didn't have their symptoms and they could pretend she merely had a
"How is she?" Shani whispered, quietly entering the room.
Fresh from a shower, her long black hair drying in fine curls, her blue eyes br
ight in the poor light, his
oldest and best friend was beautiful. She wore a loose purple blouse, tight whit
e trousers, and a bandage
around her right thumb where she had cracked her nail while hiking. When she had
not returned an hour
after sunset, he'd been worried. A minute more and he would have gone looking fo
r her himself. The
walk had been uneventful, she had said.
"She's been sleeping a while, now. She said that she was feeling a bit better."
"Good. Lena wanted me to tell you that dinner's ready."
His stomach groaned at the mention of food. "I'm not that hungry."
Shani pulled up a chair, and tucked in Robin's quilt. "Poor dear," she said soft
ly. "I'm in no hurry to eat,
"How are you feeling?"
She hesitated. "Not great. I guess I keep waiting for Bert to walk through the f
ront door, laughing."
He felt the same way. "He won't be doing that."
"I know. I'm sorry about not being at Kerry's prayer reading. Maybe after dinner
, we could read some
"If you want."
Shani sighed, glancing at the covered window. "It's raining hard. I usually like
the rain."
"It's like a hurricane. Generally, they don't get any of those down here until l
ate summer. Sol and I had to
hustle to patch up the windows the blast kicked in. Of course, we had Lena prodd
ing us with a whip."
Lightning flashed: one... two... three... Thunder bombed. Shani shivered, holdi
ng her right hand to her
chest. "My finger hurts."
"Are you going to lose the nail?"
"I already did."
"Ouch. I'm glad Flynn went out looking for you."
"I didn't need his help."
"Do I note a trace of hostility? I thought you liked him."
"I don't know him."
He wondered what she would have thought if she knew Flynn carried a gun. "You k
new him less before
this weekend. And you liked him then."
"You're not my shrink."
"I'm sorry, I didn't know it was a touchy subject."
"Everything's touchy to me right now." She glanced over her shoulder, seemingly
coming to a decision.
"Park, of all those in the house right now, who do you trust the least?"
"I'm serious."
"Are you referring to the party?"
"It was an accident."
"You don't believe that."
"I do. But then, I believe there are accidents, and there areaccidents ."
"What do you mean?"
"I'm not quite sure. But the police looked for the guilty, and the innocent. May
be the truth of the matter
wasn't so black and white."
"Someone either put the insecticide in the glass intentionally or accidentally.
Where's the in-between?"
"I remember a programme I saw on TV about Buckminster Fuller, the inventor of t
he geodesic dome.
He drew a square on the chalkboard and asked the audience what they saw. Natural
ly, everyone said a
square. But then he asked, "What about the space outside the square?" His point
being, of course, that
we are conditioned to automatically focus on the boundaries in life. So when you
say Robin was either
poisoned accidentally or intentionally, don't be so sure."
"Nice lecture, Professor. What do you see outside this square?"
The rest of the chalkboard, he thought, was a dark board thick with plots and f
ears, where all of them
stumbled unknowingly against each other. "Nothing," he said. "Let's go and eat."
Shani stopped him. "Wait, I want to read the rest of Robin's story. It's in that
"But she said there was no more." From having overheard her comment to the black
bird, he knew that
wasn't entirely true.
"I want to see."
"Why? It may be private to her."
"Because I saw the old man while I was out." She checked to be sure Robin was s
till asleep. "He's not
like us. Hedoes know things."
"What did he tell you?"
"Nothing. You know I don't speak Spanish."
"Then how do you know what he knows? Did he perform a miracle for you?"
"No. But I could sense his uniqueness. He's like a holy man. I don't think his s
tory is frivolous."
He decided it couldn't hurt. "Okay, let's give it a look."
They moved to the desk. Shani found the manila envelope in the second drawer on
the right. She pulled
out three notebook pages, covered with Robin's neat printing. Park leaned over h
er shoulder as she
flipped to the last page and began to read softly:
"Suddenly, Eagle appeared, landing between them. Eagle was very powerful and cou
ld easily kill Snake.
But when he went to try, Snake tightened his grip on Dove and said, 'If you come
closer, I will bite
Dove. Kill Raven for me, and leave her body, and I will give you Dove.'"
"Eagle turned to Raven, and Raven grew frightened. She said, 'Dove and I are fri
ends. She would not
wish for you to kill me.'"
"But Snake said, 'If Raven was Dove's friend, why did she bring her here for me
to eat?'"
"Raven said, 'That is not true.' But Raven feared Dove would feel that she had b
een betrayed, and
would allow Eagle to kill her for Snake."
"Eagle thought for a moment, and said, 'I will let Dove decide if you are a fri
end, Raven, and whether I
should buy her freedom with your death. But I have decided this: if Dove should
die, both of you will
"Raven and Snake waited, both striving for a plan of escape, both afraid. But Do
ve did not speak,
would not choose. Hurt as she was, Dove began to sing. And Eagle smiled..."
Park plucked the papers from her hand. "Is that all?"
"That's all she wrote down here."
"Huh. You think there's more that he told her that she didn't write down?"
Shani was deep in thought. "I don't know."
"Well, for a wise man, he sure doesn't know how to end a story. Let's get to din
Shani slid the papers back in the envelope, closing it carefully. "Maybe this is
n't the end."
"Do you think she has another page somewhere?"
Shani's head shot up. "What was that?"
"What was what?"
She twisted her head around. "Someone's banging on the window... There it is aga
"For goodness' sakes, we're on the third floor. It's the rain."
Shani got up, hurried across the room, flung back the curtain. "Oh, no," she gas
"What's wrong?"
"It's not there." She was white as a sheet.
"Shh, you'll wake Robin." He stepped to her side. "What's not there?"
"I thought I would see a bird."
"A moment ago you thought it was a person. What's wrong with you?"
She put her hand to her forehead as though she were feeling faint. "I'm having t
his strangest sensation of
deja vu." She shook herself. "Now it's gone. That's weird. What were you asking?
"If you think Robin has another page somewhere?"
Shani glanced at Robin sleeping, and back out at the black night. She shook her
head. "No, I think the
story isn't over yet."

The dinner table could have been under water. They all ate in slow-motion silen
ce, without enthusiasm
for the food or each other. A draught was chilling Shani's legs. A window must h
ave been still out. The
downpour continued unabated. The two drapeless windows cornering the dining room
were like portals
staring out on to a deep ocean bottom.
"You must have really screwed up those invitations," Sol commented, sipping ging
er ale.
Without comment, Lena stood and left the room, returning a minute later and thro
wing a vanilla card on
Sol's half-eaten plate of food. "You will note today's date on the invitation,"
she said, "which was the
printer's fault, by the way, not mine. It should have been yesterday's date. In
either case, I don't know
why they're not here. Unless" -- she scanned the table -- "someone made a few la
st minute calls."
"For whatever reasons they didn't come," Park said, "it's just as well. More may
have died in the blast."
He yawned. "Boy, I'm sleepy."
"So am I," Angie muttered.
"Just looking at this food is making me sick," Sol said.
"Thanks," Lena said. "I screwed up the invitationsand dinner. Is there anything
that I did right?"
"Give me a few minutes," Sol said. Looks couldn't kill, but Lena's could wound;
they were very sharp.
Sol retracted his statement. "Naah, dinner was fine. I just feel like crap. Firs
t Bert gets wasted and now
my guts are on fire. How about the rest of you?"
"I vomited an hour ago," Angie said. "I should go to bed."
"I feel like vomiting now," Park said.
"I'm running from both ends," Shani said, and by now she didn't care what the ot
hers thought. She felt
oddly removed, floating.
"How... gross," Kerry stuttered. "At... the table... Really, Shani."
"You should talk," Lena snapped. "Who had the gamesroom bathroom smelling like a
n outhouse?"
"I never... never used it!" Kerry protested. Her voice sounded weak.
"A pig must have slipped in from the barn, then. One that looked just like--"
"Come on," Park interrupted. "We all feel lousy. Let's not make it any worse."
"Not me. I feel super," Lena said. But she had scarcely touched her food.
"So your CB isn't working?" Park said.
"That's what I said," Lena said.
"I'd like to look at it."
"If I tell you it isn't working, it isn't working. My dad tried it last summer a
nd it wasn't even working then.
"Cool down," Sol said. "Preppy's a whiz at garbage like that. Maybe he can fix i
Lena was cool. "After dinner you can have at it with a box of tools and the ins
truction manual for all I
care." She paused, rubbing her eyes. "Hell, I feel so dizzy. What's wrong with m
"It's the flu," Park said, swaying slightly in his chair.
"Never had flu like this," Sol mumbled, his head nodding.
"How's Robin?" Kerry asked.
"Ask her yourself when she wakes up," Lena said slowly, staring at an empty milk
glass in her frozen
"We have to get her to eat," Shani said. Her hike must have taken more out of h
er than she had realised.
The room was receding, fogging at the edges, as if she were slipping down a tran
slucent tunnel. It was a
struggle to keep her eyes open.
"Juice is better for her if she's accumulating wastes in her blood," Park said,
yawning like a hibernating
Angie stood abruptly. "I'm going to bed." She was halfway to the hallway when sh
e collapsed.
"Angie!" Lena called, stumbling out of her chair, kneeling by their fallen frie
nd. "What's wrong?" She
shook her, but Angie remained out cold. Lena turned to the rest of them for help
. None was forthcoming.
Shani saw everything through dream glasses. The situation was desperately wrong,
but she couldn't
understand why.
"This can't be," Lena said in useless denial, trembling, her hand going to her
throat, her eyes rolling in
their sockets. She dropped beside Angie.
Like a melting Gumby, Park staggered to his feet. But his knees buckled, and hi
s height was halved. In
dumbfounded amazement, he stared at his right hand as he tried to form it into a
fist. Then he toppled
Sol planted his face in his plate.
Kerry rolled out of her chair like a bag of potatoes.
And at last Shani thought she understood. She turned her head slowly towards Fl
ynn. It was all she
could move. Her arms were nailed to the table. Her legs were made of cement. The
lights swirled like
drunken fairies with sparklers. A wave of wrath permitted her a last moment of c
"You," she breathed in loathing, wishing she could spit in his face. He hadn't s
poken all night. He had
been waiting.
Yet he, too, was fighting to remain erect, and his incredulous expression denied
his guilt. "We've been...
drugged," he whispered. The Carlton Castle turned into a ferris wheel.
"Who?" she managed as she slid towards the table linen. But if he answered, she
wasn't awake to hear

"Shani! Shani! I think she's coming round. Shani!"
Shani opened her eyes. The room was dark, quivering with candlelit shadows, his
sing with the breath of
serpents. It must be a nightmare. She closed her eyes. Her head throbbed with pa
in. She wished she
could wake up-
"She's fading out again." That was Angie.
"Shake her." That was Sol.
"I can't reach her." That was Flynn. "This handcuff has me pinned."
Shani ventured another look. Their dinner-table fellowship was now equally spac
ed around the
perimeter of the floor of the recording studio she had wandered into earlier, de
ep in the bowels of the
Carlton Castle. The curtains outside the double-plated glass were drawn. Except
for candles in red cups
rimming a round Plexiglas container in the centre of the room, there were no lig
hts. Within the clear
container, their long tongues flicking with hunger in the bloody glow, were snak
es. A continuous rattle
filled the muffled air. She was not dreaming.
"Oh, no," she whispered.
"She's awake," Angie said.
"Try to stay calm, Shani," Park said. "We're all together."
Attached to the top of the snake bin was the aluminium pole that had lowered and
raised the
microphone. If the pole was raised, the covering would be removed, and the rattl
ers would be set free.
There were at least a dozen snakes, each individually isolated by partitions of
glass, equally sized servings
of poisonous pie. The temperature was icy. Shani's guts were burning.
"What's going on?" she mumbled. Her right arm was stuck, handcuffed at the wris
t to a ring and bolt in
the panelling a foot above the floor. She was not alone in this regard. "I feel
"Someone who mustn't like us drugged and dragged us down here," Lena said, pinn
ed opposite the
closed entrance door, at six o'clock. Kerry slouched an hour over, head bowed, s
till unconscious. Shani
had Park to her immediate right, Flynn to her left.
"That Robin," Angie cursed, on the far side of the snakes, next to Sol and the
door. "She's out for
"Robin couldn't have picked up a gallon of milk," Park said, "Never mind have dr
agged us down here."
Shani shuddered from the cold, her intestinal cramps, the snakes. One, she was s
ure, had its eyes on
"She was just pretending to be sick," Angie said bitterly.
"No one's that good an actress," Park said, shifting uncomfortably. "Man, I nee
d to get to a toilet
something awful."
"Could this be a practical joke?" Sol asked.
"Those snakes don't look like they've got much of a sense of humour," Park said.
"Lena, could your dad
have arranged this to get back at us for Robin's illness?"
"He doesn't have the imagination to think up this kind of scene. And even though
we don't get along, he's
never mentioned wanting to feed me to snakes."
Kerry began to scream. She had just woken up. She wasn't forming intelligible wo
rds, but she was
making a lot of noise.
"Shut up!" Lena snapped. "This room is soundproof. Even if Robin were awake, she
couldn't hear us."
"There must be someone else in the house, then," Shani said, unable to stop tre
mbling. Deep-rooted
impressions began to surface: the red light and flames, the darkness, the serpen
ts. She knew it was not
so, but she could not totally dismiss the idea that they had all died and gone t
o hell. She began to
hyperventilate but fought for calm.
"What are those snakes for?" Kerry cried.
"For us," Lena said grimly.
"I hate snakes," Park said.
"So who are you, Harrison Ford?" Sol muttered, pulling at his handcuff, his str
aining muscles visible even
in the poor light. "Damn, these are on tight."
"If they were all set loose," Angie wanted to know, "are we all goners?"
"If we get bitten a few times and we don't receive treatment," Park said, "we wi
ll die."
"You're doing wonders for our morale," Sol grunted, using his legs now to push a
gainst the wall, getting
nowhere. "Damn!"
"How many are there?" Angie asked.
Kerry began to panic again. "Help! God, please help me!" She fought with her ha
ndcuff, probably
scraping the flesh off her wrist. Her screaming was exciting the snakes.
"Someone shut her up!" Lena yelled.
"Kerry," Shani said, with her best imitation of calm, "I am as frightened as you
, but we can't panic. We
have to find a way to get free." She turned to Flynn, who had blood running from
the side of his head. He
must have banged it when he blacked out. "Are you okay?"
"I'll live," he said, as cool as ever, alert and watchful.
"Do you have your gun?"
"I'm afraid not."
"They took my knife," Sol said, leaning back against the panelling, giving up on
an immediate escape.
"I wonder what they want," Park said.
"I wonder whothey are," Sol said.
As if on cue, a voice answered. It was heavy and thick, slow and laden with unn
atural weariness,
indistinguishable as either masculine or feminine. Shani had to wonder if it was
entirely human, and not
from the other side of the grave.
"We must have the truth of that night," it said.
"Whoever you are, you can go to hell!" Lena shouted.
A motor hummed. The pole rose slightly. The lid of the snake bin shook. The ratt
lers went nuts. They
were anxious to get out. Every muscle in Shani's body tightened.
"We'll cooperate!" Park said hastily. The lid was lowered back into place. He ad
ded, "I should have
guessed. They want to know who poisoned Robin."
"But who are they?" Angie asked, repeating Sol's question.
"Does it matter?" Flynn asked. "I suggest that all of you tell them what you kno
"What can we say that we didn't say to the police?" Shani said, knowing there m
ight be plenty. But even
ifthey learned the truth, would that satisfy them?
"The police didn't give us this incentive," Park said.
"That's one hell of a way of putting it," Sol said.
"With the police, we were all trying to downplay our own parts," Park said. "At
least, I was. It was your
party, Angie; you start."
"Start what? We've got to get free. Whoever's doing this is psycho. They'll kill
us all."
"Whoever's doing this can hear everything we're saying," Park said. Shani had t
o admire his cool.
However, he looked desperately uncomfortable, a shade green. Was the one behind
this voice also
responsible for their illness? And was it indeed Robin, and had she brought in o
utside help?
"Angie was the one who said, 'Just one drink, it won't kill you,' " Kerry blurte
d, addressing their
mysterious examiner.
"I did not! Liar!"
"Actually, you did," Shani said. "But--"
"I never did!" Angie said, exasperated, frightened. "You traitorous--"
"We'll get nowhere this way," Park interrupted. "We have to piece the facts toge
ther. We should start
with what we know. Sol gave her the beer."
"I gave hera beer. How do you know it was the poisonous one?"
"That's the same excuse you gave to the police," Angie said.
"Robin took my beer, sure, but she set it down on the table in between us where
there were several
beers. Maybe she picked my beer back up, maybe it was another beer. Who knows? I
sure don't."
Fear had sharpened her memory. Shani suddenly recalled a vital point. "The beer
you gave her had the
insecticide in it," she said reluctantly.
Sol stared at her, amazed. "How do you know?"
"I remember when you first gave her the beer, how it was darker. At the time, I
thought one of you had
put whisky in it."
"Why didn't you tell,the police this?" Park asked, regarding Sol suspiciously.
"I had forgotten." She banged her feet together. They were going numb, like her
hands. She wondered
what it would be like to die from snake venom. In movies, the victim always scre
amed horribly. Would
the snakes just bite her, or would they chew on her afterwards? She had to stop
thinking like this.
"What do you have to say about that?" Park asked Sol.
"Nothing. If Shani remembers that the beer was darker, I believe her. Look, non
e of this is new. The
police jumped all over me on this same point. If I had wanted to poison somebody
, I wouldn't have done
it out loud in front of everybody."
Park was not convinced. "A subtle way to hide one's guilt is to make oneself so
obviously guilty that no
one would think that you were dumb enough to have committed the crime."
"That's a bunch of bullshit," Sol said angrily. "What's got into you, Park? You
know me. I would never
have hurt Robin."
"Yeah, I know you, sure," Park sneered. "I know you're no angel in a leather jac
ket. What about the
drugs you push?"
"What?I get loaded - like you - but I don't deal."
"What about the junk you bought in Tijuana?"
"What about it?"
"Was it, by chance, ether for PCP?"
"What's that?"
"Yeah, you never heard of PCP," Park said sarcastically.
"I know what PCP is. What'sether?"
"A highly explosive chemical to put people asleep,and used in the manufacture o
f Angel Dust." Park
shook his head in disgust. "It's explosive enough to have wasted the garage and
Bert. Let me hear you
deny that that's what you were carrying!"
"I do!"
"Wait a minute. What's going on here?" Lena asked. "What did you have in your va
n, Sol?"
"Nothing! Fireworks."
"Fireworks?" Park winced.
"Like sparklers and cones and things like that?" Shani asked.
"Not exactly," Sol admitted reluctantly. "I had... M80s."
"What are those?" Flynn asked.
"You don't know?" Park said. "There isn't a kid who's grown up in Southern Cali
fornia that hasn't lit off
at least one M80. They're like a firecracker, except thicker, with dynamite insi
de instead of gun powder.
How much did you buy, Sol?"
"A lot. I could sell them to this guy in L.A. for three times what I paid for th
"How much?"
"I bought three hundred."
"That's a lot," Shani said.
"Three hundred pounds," Sol added.
"Three hundredpounds ," Park said, pronouncing each word distinctly. "At least w
e know now where
the garage went. Why didn't you tell us?"
Sol shrugged. "I've been to jail. I figured I couldn't help Bert by going back.
And I wasn't the one who
The snake lid shook. The voice spoke. "Don't stray. We must have the truth of th
at night."
"Give us more time!" Park called quickly. Sol's revelation had taken him aback.
Apparently the belief
that Sol was a pusher had greatly prejudiced his point of view. "Sorry, Sol," he
said. "I'm in such a hurry
to get to the bathroom, I'll accuse anybody."
"You're going to make a crappy lawyer," Sol scowled.
"We're back where we started," Angie said.
"But we have established that the beer Sol gave Robin had the poison in it," Pa
rk said. "We've got to
trace that beer back. Where did you get it, Sol?"
He was shaking his head."These are the same questions all over. I'll give you t
he same answer I gave the
cops: I don't remember. I was so wasted that night."
"So was I," Park said.
"Why don't you try a different approach?" Flynn said. "Since you've been unable
to trace the beer back,
why don't you trace itforward . Start at a reasonable point during the party and
reconstruct what
happened from then on. It doesn't sound like you did that with the police. It mi
ght help jar a few
memories, and maybe the beer will show up earlier."
"It couldn't hurt," Park said. "But it's probably going to get confusing. Where
should we start?"
"After Lena and Robin arrived," Shani suggested. "I was phasing in and out all n
ight, but I remember
Kerry and Lena fighting."
A rattlesnake snapped at a candle. The impact of its nose against the Plexiglas
spilt the red cup over on
to the floor. Fortunately, the flame was drowned in its wax. A portion of the ro
om darkened. Yet, it
would be worse, far worse, if the snakes came at them unseen.
"Lena started the fight!" Kerry said.
"You little snot," Lena said. "You were demanding that Sol give you a ride home
when he could hardly
"But Sol told you to shut up," Kerry protested, as if that made any difference.
Sol nodded. "I remember the three of us arguing."
"Everyone agree that this fight took place?" Park asked, taking up the role of c
oordinator. "Good, that is
one thing we didn't tell the police. We are making progress. What happened next?
"I offered to give Kerry a ride home when Robin and I left," Lena said. "The fig
ht ended."
"Then we drank more," Sol said.
"Who brought out the beers?" Park said.
"Angie did," Kerry said.
"Of course I did," Angie said. "I was the hostess."
"Where did you get them?" Park asked.
"Hey, what is this? I'm not on trial."
"Yes, you are," Shani said. "We all are."
"We were out of cans," Angie said. "I broke into the keg."
"Who started on Robin to drink?" Park asked.
"You did," Sol said.
"I encouraged her," Park said. "But I did not start.."
"Angie started it," Lena said, thoughtful.
"I asked her if she was running for sainthood, that's all," Angie said. "But she
said that she had to drive.
Then So! put on that Carpenters record."
"I did?" Sol asked.
"Then Bert came out of the bathroom," Kerry said, "and I had to go."
"But I got there first," Lena said. "Andyou went into the kitchen."
"I went with Bert," Kerry said defensively.
"This is incredible; our memories are snowballing," Park said. "I can actually r
emember all this
happening. Kerry got up and Lena chased after her. Wait! You weren't in the livi
ng room, Lena. How
did you get to the bathroom before Kerry?"
Lena hesitated. "I came out of the kitchen."
"So you had been alone in the kitchen?" Park asked.
"What did you do in there?" Park asked.
"Nothing. Oh, I cleaned off my dress. Sol had rolled over when I was sitting on
him and I had spilled a
drink on myself. I never did get that stain out."
"Sol, Sol," Park muttered. "I remember him leaving during this time, too."
"I saw him go down the hall," Shani said. The pieces of the puzzle were coming
together. Talking helped,
it gave her less time to worry. The insistent rattling had quietened. The snakes
seemed to be listening.
"Here we go again," Sol sighed. "I went down the hall looking for a head. I didn
't find one."
"Because we only have one bathroom in our house," Angie said.
"Then what happened?" Park asked.
Their momentum stalled. A minute went by. Shani realized she could not feel her
feet. She offered what
she could. "I fell asleep, then. When I woke up, everyone was back in the living
room. And you were
saying, Park, that it was our God-given duty to get Robin drunk."
"I did say that," Park admitted. "But you were probably only asleep a minute or
two. Everyone came
right back. And then..." He shook his head, frustrated. "And then Sol was giving
Robin the beer. This is
no good. We're skipping over the most important part. The beer came from the kit
chen, and that's where
the insecticide was. Who went into the kitchen is crucial."
"Give me everything we've got so far," Sol said, scratching his chin. "Something
's coming back to me."
"You, Kerry and Lena fought," Park said. "Angie brought beers out of the kitche
n. Bert was in the
bathroom. Lena went into the kitchen. We started on Robin to drink. You put on t
he Carpenters. Bert
came out of the bathroom and put on another record. Kerry and Lena ran into each
other at the
bathroom door, Kerry coming from the living room, Lena coming from the kitchen.
Lena ended up using
the bathroom. Kerry went into the kitchen with Bert. About this time, you were l
ooking for another
"I went into the kitchen!" Sol said suddenly.
"Were Kerry and Bert still there?" Park asked.
"Bert came back into the living room and went to sleep on the floor," Angie said
Sol was straining. "Man, I'm not sure, but I think Kerry was alone."
"And what was our sweet Kerry doing?" Lena asked slowly.
Kerry stuttered. "I was... getting a... a drink."
"Sol?" Park asked.
"Yeah, that's right. Kerry was fixing drinks."
"Did she give you a beer in a mug?" Park asked.
"Yeah, or I took one. I think I just picked one."
"Very interesting," Park said. "Where were you at this point, Lena? Were you sti
ll in the bathroom?"
"I think so."
"No," Angie said, excited. "I remember seeing you come out and go into the kitch
"Are you sure it was at this exact time?" Park asked. They were closing in, but
whether it was on the
truth was another matter. They had Kerry, Sol and Lena in the kitchen. Robin was
waiting in the living
room. The snakes were also waiting.
"Oh, yeah, Lena came in," Sol said. "I had forgotten."
'"That's right, I did," Lena conveniently agreed. She appeared off-balance, perh
aps from surprise,
probably from guilt.
"What happened next?" Park asked.
"We didn't stay in the kitchen," Sol said. "We went into the living room."
"Did you take the beer with you that Kerry had prepared?" Park asked, unable to
mask the emotion in
his voice.
Sol didn't hesitate, "No."
"What do you mean, no?" Park asked, irritated. "A minute ago you barely remember
going into the
kitchen. How come you're suddenly so positive you didn't carry out a glass of be
er? Youmust have
brought it into the living room."
"If he didn't," Shani said, "we're back where we started."
"I didn't carry the beer out," Sol said. "I'm positive. I remember now going int
o the kitchen and telling
Kerry I would give her a ride home if Lena and Robin didn't take her home soon.
Then Lena came in. I
wanted to get the two of them apart as quickly as possible but I suddenly starte
d having trouble with my
balance. Must have been that quart of Jack Daniels Bert and I drank that night.
Anyway, Lena gave me a
hand back into the living room and I sat down beside Robin. Once I was off my fe
et, I felt okay."
"He's right," Angie nodded. "I remember them stumbling back into the living room
. Lena was practically
holding him up."
"Let's get back to the glass of beer that Kerry fixed," Park said, anxious to k
eep them on track. Sol was
wrong; Park would make an excellent lawyer - if he lived. "You said you picked i
t up, Sol, but you were
having trouble staying on your feet. Before Lena helped you into the living room
,what did you do with
that beer ?"
"I gave it to Lena to hold," Sol said, matter-of-factly. Then the enormity of hi
s remark hit home, not
merely in his own face, but in Lena's.
"That's right," Lena gasped. "You gave it to me. And when you were seated, I gav
e it back to you. Then
you gave it to Robin. And then..."
It was not necessary to complete the sentence. Kerry was suddenly the centre of
their attention. In the
hellish light, her face was a mask of anxiety. "So I... I was alone... in the ki
tchen. So was... Angie. So
was... Lena. Robin drank... just a little. She wanted to stop. She said, 'It tas
tes awful.' But Lena said,
'Finish it.' Lena made her finish it!"
"That's right!" Shani said.
"Yeah!" Angie said.
"Wait a second!" Lena snapped. "What I said or anyone else said is not importan
t. It's where the glass
came from that matters. Why would I want to poison my own sister?"
"You know very well why you might have wanted to," Park said. "For the other hal
f of the inheritance.
But I agree that--"
"That's crazy!" Lena interrupted.
"We know the liar she is," Kerry said, her voice gaining strength as the tide so
swiftly turned. "She set
me up in the pep rally. We all know that. But she denies it to this day."
"And I'll deny it again!"
"You spilt the Coke on me!"
"So I did! And, to tell you the truth, I did it on purpose. You were being such
a jerk that day. But that's
all I did! I didn't replace your dance pants with paper ones, though I wish I co
uld take the credit."
"Liar! You didn't even care when Robin got hurt! You even tried to poison me!"
"Yeah, you were poisoned all right. The doctors pumped your stomach and didn't
find a trace of
insecticide. You were just prepping a martyr's alibi!"
"You made the nurse leave! Now that you're doing the dialysis, it's suddenly no
t working. You failed the
first time, but you don't quit. You're trying to kill Robin again!"
They were like two rabid dogs. Influenced by the boiling hatred, the snakes hiss
ed loudly, banging their
heads on the trembling lid of their cage. Park and Sol tried to intervene, but t
hey couldn't get in a word.
For once, Kerry was matching Lena curse for curse, and Lena had forgotten that i
t was beneath her
dignity to stoop to Kerry's level. Yet suddenly both choked off.
Someone was banging on the door.
"Who is that?" Park exclaimed. "Help! Yes, we are here!"
The aluminium pole began to rise, taking with it the lid. A snake's head reared
above the edge of the
Plexiglas container. Kerry screamed. Angie screamed. Shani did not feel the bite
of her teeth into her lips
or tongue, but she tasted the blood.
"Help!" they yelled.
The doorknob rattled. It was locked. They began to knock on the windows. The cur
tains were drawn
back. A jolly face peered in.
"Bert!!!" they shouted.
"Hi ya, guys!" he called from what seemed miles away. Still inside the containe
r, two snakes began to
slash at each other over the partitions. Candles toppled and went out. A single
flickering flame held off
the darkness.
"Break down the door!" Sol yelled.
"Are you playing a game?" Bert wanted to know.
"Break down the door!" Park repeated, pointing and gesturing with his free hand
. One snake decided to
leave its cage. It was bigger than the others. It liked the way Shani looked. It
slid towards her. Shani tried
to back into the wall.
"Guys, oh, guys," she stammered. She wasn't wearing shoes and her jeans were pa
per thin.Don't hurt me
. Its tongue snaked out of a mouth set with jagged teeth opening wide. An oozing
brown fluid dripped
from its fangs.Don't kill me . Of all the possible horrors she had ever imagined
in the darkest moments of
her life, none was the equal of this.Please don't .
"Be very still," Flynn whispered. The others watched and waited in silence. The
snake reached the end
of her foot, began to slide up the inside of her leg.
"No," she wept. "Nooo." Above all else, she knew she couldn't move. A powerful
blow hit the door. It
remained firm.
"It won't bite you if you don't move," Flynn said.
Shani closed her eyes. Squirming skin was near the bottom of her sweat shirt.Ni
ce Shani . A sandpaper
tongue licked her belly button. A moist snout slid around the curve of her abdom
en, its contracting body
encircling her like a belt.Soft Shani . Her heart shrieked. Her held lungs plead
ed for release.Cute Shani .
"A second more, be still," Flynn said. "It's leaving."
A rattle shook a foot from her nose.Go . Its head crawled over her hand on the
floor. She was a statue.
She was made of stone.Be gone . There was no reason for it to bite her.Far away
. Sleek muscles
tightened against her side, then relaxed. Its tail scraped her lower vertebrae.
She exhaled slowly. It glided
back towards the cage, seeking more exciting game.Don't come back .
"You can relax," Flynn said.
She opened her eyes. The snakes were at war with each other. Incredibly, none o
f the others had left
the confines of the cage. Her snake returned to the front line, hacking at its b
She shook her head, went to speak, found she couldn't.
There was a deafening crack. The splintered door fell to the floor. Bert ploughe
d in.
"Where did you guys get all these snakes?" he asked, decked in orange swimming
trunks, five inches of
rain, ten pounds of red mud, and the most inappropriate grin.
"Bert, quick, put the door over the top of the bin!" Park ordered, bent in a hun
chback posture lest he
have an encounter similar to Shani's. Kerry was screaming again.
"You want me to hurt the snakes?" Bert asked.
"They want to hurt us!" Park said. "Just do it!"
"Don't let any of them bite you," Sol added.
It was bad advice to have given Bert. As he picked up the door, he apparently b
egan to have second
thoughts about the playfulness of the snakes, for he remained close to the entra
nce. From there he tried
to throw the door onto the container.
"No!" Park screamed, too late.
The Plexiglas cracked in a thousand pieces and the remaining candle was extingu
ished. In the feeble light
that filtered from upstairs, they saw the snakes that were still alive -- the ma
jority of them -- go wild,
snapping at anything that moved. Kerry's screams tore in her throat and she bega
n to whimper miserably.
"Got quite a few of them, I did," Bert said proudly. "What do you want me to do
"Go to the garage!" Sol said. "Get bolt cutters!"
"There is no garage!" Park said.
"What happened to the garage?" Bert asked.
"Get the pokers from the fireplace," Flynn said, in a firm voice.
"Gotcha," Bert nodded and left.
They waited and worried. If the snakes had not been their own worst enemies, ev
ery member of their
dinner party would have been dying by now. Yet there was still time. Several of
the snakes had decided
that the recording studio was no place to be and were exiting through the door i
n search of more peaceful
territory. They would be all over the house.
Bert was back in a minute with a thick metal prong. He went to hack at Angie's
handcuff, but she
stopped him.
"Do Sol before me," she said.
"That's a brave girl," Sol said.
"I just don't want him to break my wrist," Angie explained.
Sol eyed Bert's upraised poker, then glanced at the rattlers, probably trying to
decide which was more
dangerous. "You hit my hand, buddy, and I'll kill you."
"Okay," Bert said. That sounded fair to him. Employing all of his considerable
strength, he slashed down
with the bar. The ring interlocking the handcuff cracked. Sol stood and took the
poker from Bert,
shoving him towards the door. But the way was blocked as more snakes slithered i
nto the hall.
"Do me!" Kerry pleaded.
"Just a second." Sol dug at Angie's bolt, prying it loose.
"You're hurting me," Angie complained.
"Do me!" Kerry whined. Angie's handcuff broke off the wall. Sol leapt to Kerry'
s aid. A moment later
she also was free. The two girls huddled together. Due to the passing snakes, th
ey were unable to leave.
There were seven reptiles left in the room. Four of them were converging on Lena
Sol took care of Park next. But his path to Flynn, Lena and Shani was barred. "
Throw me the poker,"
Flynn said. Sol did so, Flynn catching it expertly in his free hand. Using his f
oot as a fulcrum - which must
have hurt - he transformed the poker from axe to lever, and pulled his ring out
of the wall. Now he was
faced with a hard choice. Lena's situation was critical, but she was next to imp
ossible to get to.
"Do her," Shani said.
"You'll get bitten," Lena told Flynn. "Get Shani loose. Any snake that bites me
is going to poison
Flynn wasted no time in indecision. "Pull away from the wall, Shani!" She leane
d towards the shattered
Plexiglas. Flynn wound up. His blow wrenched her wrist. He struck a second time,
tearing into the
panelling. She fell on her side, free. The last of the exiting snakes disappeare
d into the basement hallway.
He pulled her up, hurrying to where the others had gathered, not far from the do
or. "Find an unoccupied
room!" Flynn ordered. "Shut yourselves in."
"What about Lena?" Sol asked.
"I'll get her," Flynn said.
Sol surveyed the situation. There was a snake on Lena's right, another on her l
eft, and two inching
towards her feet. He was no coward but he was also no fool. He nodded. "You get
However, none of them left. Where they were was relatively safe, and to leave w
ould be like
abandoning their friend. Even Kerry was sweating over Lena's fate. Moving swiftl
y, Flynn seized one end
of the door Bert had knocked down and toppled it through a hundred and eighty de
grees. Two crushed
snakes flew off the back. Two others were pinned beneath the descending board. L
ike a cat, he sprang
onto his self-made moat and in a single, perfectly aimed swing, broke the ring p
inning Lena to the wall.
Taking her outstretched hand, he helped her to her feet. But because one of her
feet was asleep as a
result of the cold, or simply because she was in too great a hurry, Lena stumble
d. Flynn lost his hold. She
fell back, directly on top of two snakes. She was wearing shorts. The serpents s
ank their fangs deep into
her left calf.
"Lena!" they screamed, as she threw her head back in pain. A third snake, half d
ead beneath the door
under Flynn's feet, reached forth and fastened onto her left arm. Blood spurted
over her skin.
"Lena!" Sol cried, rushing forward. But Flynn purposely blocked his path, frant
ically hewing at the
snakes with the poker. Two rolled over with fatal injuries, but the third had a
hard hide and liked the taste
of Lena. Dropping the bar, Flynn leaned over and grabbed the snake by its rattle
, hurtling it against the
opposing wall, its implanted teeth ripping a gruesome gash in her leg on the way
out. Sol took her in his
arms, carrying her towards the door. But Flynn remained crouched, studying the s
pot where Lena had
"Come on!" Shani cried. "What are you waiting for?"
"Coming," Flynn nodded, glancing over his shoulder, reluctant to leave.
The hallway and stairs were clear, but the living room droned with hidden rattle
rs. Veering into a nearby
bedroom, they turned on the light and shut the door. Park checked under the bed.
Sol laid Lena on the
mattress. Blood soaked through the sheets, dark and thick. Angie brought a roll
of toilet paper from the
nearby bathroom and began to wrap it tightly around Lena's leg and arm. Sol stop
ped her.
"Let her bleed the poison out," he said. "Lena! Where do you keep a snake kit?"
"Kitchen... under sink," Lena whispered, her teeth and eyes clenched.
"All of you, stay here," Flynn said firmly. "I'll get Robin and the kit."
"There must be someone else in the house," Sol said. "I'll come with you."
"No, if they come here, you'll have to protect the girls." Flynn cracked the do
or, peered out. "I'll be back
in a minute." He left.
In the madness, Shani tried to put her illness on hold. They gathered about Len
a as she lay shaking on
the bed. Her toughness still intact, she refused to cry. Sol squeezed the muscle
surrounding her wound,
encouraging the bleeding.
"Stop that," she whispered.
"We've got to get the poison out, babe," Sol said.
"If I bleed to death, what will it matter? Stop it, I say."
A rifle in one hand, Robin in the other, Flynn reappeared. Robin hurried to her
sister's side. "What's
happened?" she cried, pale and confused.
"That was smart, Flynn," Park said, "getting that gun."
Flynn shut the door, moved a chair in front of it, and sat down. He had the cass
ette player she had
noticed earlier in the recording studio. Pulling a box of shells from his pocket
, he began to load the rifle.
"Did you get the kit?" Sol asked.
"No," Flynn said, methodically sliding in the bullets, his face grim.
Sol stood. "I'll get it."
"No," Flynn said.
"But we need it imme--" Sol stopped short in front of Flynn's pointed barrel.
"No," he said again, cocking his rifle.
"What's this?" Sol demanded angrily. "Lena needs--"
"Sit down," Flynn interrupted, his voice cold. Sol backed up. Kerry made a dash
for the bathroom.
"Stop!" Flynn shouted.
"But I'm going to be sick," she pleaded.
"Be sick on the floor."
"But I--"
"Sit down! All of you, sit down!"
They did as he wished. Lena sat up weakly, leaning against her sister, each hol
ding the other up. Of them
all, Shani was the least surprised. In a sense, she had been expecting this. "At
least let us get the antidote
for the snake venom," she said. "I can get it. I promise I'll come--"
"Shut up," Flynn said.
"But she'll die!" she cried.
"So what?"
Sol could contain himself no longer. Springing to his feet, he charged, sweating
, "Why, you bastard, I'm
going to kill--"
Flynn raised the rifle. Shani covered her eyes. The explosion was deafening. Co
ld wind whipped her
face. Rain sprinkled her hair. Peeking through her fingers, she saw Sol sit down
again, unhurt. Flynn had
blown out the window at her back.
"Understand clearly," he said. "That was my last warning."
"Has my sister been poisoned?" Robin asked softly.
"Snakes bit her," Park said.
"I see," Robin whispered. She was not strong enough for this.
Flynn smiled. "You've all been poisoned. That's why you're all sick. I slipped
a very special concoction
in your dinner last night. It takes twenty-four hours to take effect. After fort
y-eight hours the damage is
irreversible. Don't start crying, Kerry. I'm getting more than a little tired of
your blubbering. This poison
probably won't kill you. But it does have nasty side effects: bleeding ulcers, b
lindness, severe kidney
damage -- we all know how bothersomethat can be. I won't tell you exactly what p
oison it is just yet,
but I will reassure you that it has an antidote." He pulled a prescription conta
iner of orange pills from his
shirt pocket. "Two of these every two hours for a day and the majority of the da
mage can be avoided.
That is, if you take them in time. Any questions?"
Shani shivered in the damp draught. "Where's your partner, Michael?"
"Michael?" Robin winced. She had found a handkerchief and was holding it over Le
na's wound.
"That's my real name." Michael pointed the cassette's microphone towards them.
"And as far as my
partner is concerned, I don't have one. I don't operate like that voice in the r
oom. I don't have the time;
neither do any of you." His voice was savage. "You'll be given no chance to 'pie
ce things together.' I will
ask a question and you will give an immediate response. If I'm satisfied, you'll
get a pill. If not, you'll get a
bullet through your brain." He pressed the RECORD button on the cassette player.
"You're first, Bert.
Where have you been?"
Bert went to wrap a blanket around his soaked, practically nude body, but chang
ed his mind, probably
thinking Michael wouldn't let him. He did not appear frightened, more amazed. "I
was surfing and then I
got lost in the dark," he said. "Are you going to kill me, Flynn Michaels?"
"Start from when you were drinking in the van," Michael said.
"Gotcha. Sol had to go to the bathroom. I dropped the tequila bottle on the gar
age floor and it broke. I
tried to clean it up but I didn't want to cut my hands. Sol was gone a long time
. I decided to go surfing
again. Am I doing okay?"
"Go on."
"The rip-tide pulled me far away, far out. When I got to shore, I couldn't see
the house. Then I guess I
started walking the wrong way. My arm got real tired carrying my board. It got d
ark. I tried walking the
other way. It started raining. Finally, I saw the house. I thought it was the ho
use, but it didn't have a
garage like the other one. I walked around it a lot of times before knocking on
the door. No one came to
let me in, and I was cold, so I just came in and found you guys playing with the
snakes. What happened
to the garage?"
Any other time, Shani would have laughed in joy and relief at Bert's story. But
Michael would not have
allowed that. Ignoring Bert's question, he pointed the rifle at Park. "Your turn
"What do you want to know?"
"You insisted that Robin drink the beer. You knew she hated alcohol. What was yo
ur motive?"
"I was drunk."
"That's not good enough."
Park sized up the diameter of the barrel, glanced at Angie, and put his hand on
Robin's shoulder. "I'm a
horny teenager. Angie offered to go swimming naked with me. Then Robin showed up
. I thought the beer
would put her to sleep and I could slip off with Angie. Skinny-dipping with a gi
rl has always been a
fantasy of mine."
In the middle of tying the handkerchief over her sister's cut, Robin stopped. He
r hurt was painfully
obvious. "Why didn't you swim naked with me?" she asked.
"I didn't think that you would have wanted to."
"I would have. We had a big pool at our house. We--"
Michael interrupted. "Any other confessions, Park?"
Park was angry now. "Yeah, I have something else to tell Robin. But it's none of
your business. Shoot if
you want; I don't care."
Michael was amused. "Famous last words. You're next, Sol."
Sol was bitter, but more than any of them, he respected a gun. "I've already sai
d my piece."
"So you did. Lucky for you that Bert got out of that garage when he did or you w
ould be up for
manslaughter. Carting around that dynamite was pretty irresponsible of you. But
you'll end up paying, one
way or the other. How about you, Angie? Tell me your piece."
"I didn't poison Robin!"
"Didn't you?" He let the question hang, shifting his gun as Angie shifted anxiou
"This is crazy," Shani blurted. "What's happened to you, Michael? No one will c
onfess. You'd just kill
Michael ignored her. She was not sure that he had even heard her. Except for a
slight sneer on his mouth
and a thin glaze over his eyes, his face was blank. She was right. This was craz
y, for he was.
"You wanted Robin out of the way," he said. "You wanted Park. And it was your ho
use, your poison.
You had the motive and the murder weapon. How convenient."
"I didn't do it!" Angie shouted.
"But you must have done something. Why, just this afternoon, when I caught Shan
i going through my
luggage I saw you through the window throwing a burning stick at a blackbird as
it ran into the garage.
That stick must have touched Bert's tequila; it started quite a fire. And what d
id you do? Did you try to
put it out? No, you ran the other way. And then, of course, there was that awful
explosion. I didn't say
anything at the time because I didn't know about the M80s and I wanted to give y
ou a chance to confess.
But you never did. In fact, you lied. And to tell you the truth, Angie, I think
you lie a lot." He hardened his
voice. "The tape is running. I'm getting impatient."
"All right, so I wanted Park! What's wrong with that? Is that such a great sin t
hat you're going to kill me?
Why was it that only Robin was supposed to have him? She's so--" Angie stopped,
horrified at her slip.
"I'm so what?" Robin asked meekly, having to take another sharp stab of pain. An
gie would not look at
her. She spoke to Michael instead.
"She's sosweet . So cutesy. So Miss Saintly. So virginal. She's worse than the
worst jerk. If you said
anything bad about her, everyone would jump on you. It made me sick."
"And you wanted to change that?" Michael said.
"I didn't put the poison in the beer!"
"Answer me!" He sweated over the trigger. "What did you do?"
"I... I..." Angie bowed her head, rain -- maybe tears -- rolling down her cheeks
. "I planted the paper
dance pants in Robin's locker. I wanted to embarrass her. But it all got messed
up. I only found out
afterwards that Kerry was using Robin's locker because she had lost the key to h
er own. When I went to
sneak in the paper panties, there were two uniforms, but I thought they were bot
h Robin's. Her family's
so rich, they always buy two of everything. I swear, once the pep rally actually
started, I was praying that
Robin had put on her good dance pants. But Kerry had on the other ones. What can
I say? I'm sorry,
"What about me?" Kerry complained.
"Shut up," Michael said. "Lena's next."
With the toilet paper and the handkerchief combined as a bandage, Lena had cont
rol of her bleeding.
But her breathing was laboured and sweat poured from her flushed face. Neverthel
ess, she remained
indomitable. "I'll answer none of your questions. I don't give a damn about your
antidote pills. I'm sure
they're as phoney as you."
"Please cooperate with him," Robin pleaded. Lena shook her head.
"But you've been poisoned! You need the antidote!" Robin turned to Michael. "Ple
ase, I beg of you,
help her. You were my friend. I liked you. Please help her."
Michael's cruel armour cracked at the edge. Swallowing thickly, he fidgeted in
his chair, relaxing the grip
on the rifle. But it was a brief lapse, a brief moment of sanity. Then a ruthles
sness seemed to stir inside,
like the memory of a bitter vow once sworn to for good or ill, and his eyes blaz
"Phoney!" he spat. "Who could deserve that title more than you, Lena? Look at y
ou sitting there,
basking in the sympathy of the others because of the poison in your veins. But w
hy aren't you worried?
We both know, don't we? You would never have released the snakes unless you knew
that none of them
could poison you!"
"What?" Park asked, for all of them. Michael jumped up, knocking over his chair
and pressing the door
with his back and the butt of his rifle.
"How much do non-poisonous rattlers cost each?" he shouted. "Probably a lot les
s than a voice
synthesizer to distort your recorded voice." He mimicked the sound: " 'We must h
ave the truth of that
night.' What about the truth of tonight?"
"Go to hell," Lena said.
"Is this true?" Shani asked. Michael may have been insane, but he did have an u
ncanny ability to expose
the facts. But Lena refused to answer.
"She had a small metal box behind where she was handcuffed," Michael went on. "I
t was covered with
"I saw that this afternoon!" Shani exclaimed.
"As we were running out," Michael continued, "I touched one of the buttons and
the lid to the snake
container began to lower." He aimed his rifle. The wild light in his eyes said h
e wasn't bluffing. "Pull off
your shorts, Lena, and throw them over here. I want to see if by chance you have
a handcuff key in your
Lena was wise enough to know when she was cornered. Reaching in her back pocket
, she pulled out a
small silver key and threw it at Michael's feet. No one spoke, until Robin asked
, "Why?"
"To get the truth of that night," Lena said, touching her bloody leg, perhaps re
-evaluating the cost she
had paid.
"Oh, Lena, Lena," Robin moaned. "What have you done to yourself?"
"I did it for you!" Lena cried, her own cold wall cracking at the seams. "And it
was a good plan! If Bert
hadn't come back when he did, it would have worked. And as far as I'm concerned,
it did work."
"What did you do?" Sol asked.
"Everything," Lena said, but she would talk only to her sister, as though Robin
were the only one she
was accountable to. "You know it was I who talked you into this weekend, and tha
t I was the one who
sent out the invitations. But there's a lot you didn't know, a lot I couldn't te
ll you because you would have
tried to stop me. Late Thursday night, I called everyone and told them you weren
't feeling well, and that
they shouldn't come. I called everyone except those here. I didn't expect Flynn
-- or whatever his name
is -- to come, but you can't have everything. In case any of the other kids in t
he class called to see how
you were."
"I cut the phones this morning. All this was just the set up. Tonight at dinner
I laced the food with
barbiturates. When everyone was unconscious, I dragged them down to the recordin
g studio and
handcuffed them to the walls. Last month when I was down in San Maritz, I bought
a bunch of rattlers
whose venom sacs had been removed. I was going to use these snakes to scare the
truth out of
everyone. I even had prerecorded messages to steer the interrogation. And it was
working, better than
that sham the police called an investigation. Even I started to remember things
I had forgotten. But then
Bert showed up. I had planned for so long, I was so pissed off, so I just let th
e snakes go." She winced
at the sight of her injury, probably realizing her leg would be seriously scarre
d. She added quietly, "I did it
for you."
Michael was heartless. "So what's Robin to you?"
His words cut deeper than the fangs she had so bravely suffered. And this same
question had been
whispered again and again behind her back this entire last school year. Apparent
ly, unknown to any of
them, its hurt had been accumulating, and had reached an intolerable level. Her
reserve collapsed. Pretty,
powerful Lena - it was soul-wrenching to watch. Bent with sobs, she tried to spe
ak. "She's everything to
me. I would do anything for her. If she were my sister, my real blood sister, I
would give her both my
kidneys." She fought for control.
Robin tried to comfort her, forcing a laugh. "Silly, you didn't have to do all t
his for me."
"How much did the snakes cost, Lena?" Bert asked.
Flynn reset his chair. But he did not sit down. He approached Kerry, who knelt
on the floor, allowing
the tip of his gun to touch her forehead. "Are you sick, Kerry?" he asked gently
"Yes," she whispered, her eyes dilating with each light brush of the black barre
"Do you need to throw up?"
"Do you have cramps?"
"You're sick because I poisoned you, right?"
She nodded.
"Why is Robin sick?"
"Because she got poisoned."
"Right." Michael smiled. He was happy. "Now tell me, who poisoned her? Not last
November, but this
weekend. Tell me."
Michael was not happy. "You're wrong. I poisoned everyonebut Robin. You must ha
ve noticed how I
brought her all her food and drinks. That was to be sure she didn't swallow anyt
hing bad." He smiled
again. "So how is she sick?"
"Her kidneys are bad."
"But they've been bad since November, haven't they?"
"Yes. Please don't kill--"
"Then why is she suddenly so ill?" he interrupted.
"I don't know."
"You're sure?"
"Be absolutely positive. If I find out later that you've lied to me on this poin
t, I might become angry.
Have you ever seen me angry, Kerry?"
"I lose my mind. I lose all control." A snake rattled outside their door. Micha
el was pleased. "You don't
like snakes, do you, Kerry?"
"I bet you don't." He returned to his chair, sat down, crossing his legs casual
ly. He rechecked the
cassette player. "We have plenty of tape left. You can take your time, Kerry."
"What? I don't understand!"
"Sure you do. Tell me how and why you put the insecticide in Robin's glass."
"Oh, no," she began to weep. "I didn't, no."
Michael sighed. "Kerry, I'm afraid you're beginning to anger me. Did you hear my
She nodded.
"Answer me."
Even had Kerry wanted to confess, she probably couldn't. Her mouth wouldn't work
. Michael raised his
gun, pointed it at her head.
"Don't!" Shani cried. "I did it! It was me!"
"Nice try, Shani," Michael smiled. He pulled the trigger. The stucco wall behin
d Kerry's head exploded
in an irregular crater, sharp chips riddling the room. A clock fell off the oppo
site wall and landed upright
on the floor. It was exactly one o'clock. Michael reset his aim an inch to the r
ight. "I doubt a blob of red
and grey would go with this room's bright yellow, don't you, Kerry?"
She shook her head, her eyes bursting. It was a miracle, Shani thought, that non
e of them had fainted. A
demon had possessed Michael.
"Your throat's dry, I understand," he said. "Park, would you please get Kerry a
glass of water from the
bathroom? That's a good man."
Kerry accepted the water gratefully, swallowing it in big gulps. Finished, she
put the glass down
carefully, staring at Michael, a muscle twitching in her neck. But it was Robin
who asked the question.
"Did you do it, Kerry?"
Kerry nodded weakly. "I did, yes."
Tears swelled in Robin's eyes. "Do you hate me, too?"
Kerry's voice was hoarse, barely audible. "No, I love you, Robin. But I hate yo
ur sister. I hate her more
than I can say." She began to cough, the spasm lasting a full minute. They waite
d and, finally, Kerry
answered the mystery.
"My car wouldn't start. It really wouldn't. I wanted Sol to give me a ride home
. He said he would. I
wanted to talk to him. But Lena wouldn't let him. He even told her to shut up, b
ut she still got her way.
She always gets her way. So I just sat down. I didn't know what to do. Sometimes
when I get mad like
that, I can't think."
"I had to go to the bathroom, and when Bert was done, I went to go. But Lena got
there when I did,
and she said she would only be a minute. You see, it happened again. She was alw
ays going first."
"I followed Bert into the kitchen. We didn't really talk, and then he left, and
I was alone. I was just
standing there, doing nothing in particular. I was angry, sure, but I wasn't thi
nking of doing anything bad.
Then I noticed a bottle inside the cupboard beneath the sink with the wordpoison
on it. I picked it up
and, it was weird, all of a sudden I didn't feel mad any more. I felt kind of ex
cited. The lid came off. The
smell was awful. There was an empty beer mug on the counter, and I just sort of
kind of poured some of
the bottle in it. For a second, I guess I did think about Lena. But I wasn't hat
ing her at that moment. I
wasn't thinking of hurting her. I wasn't really thinking at all. I set the bottl
e down behind the beer keg.
Then Sol walked in."
Kerry closed her eyes. When she spoke next, her voice was firm, clearer than it
had been in a long time.
"I had the glass with the poison in it in my hand. He'd caught me. But he was dr
unk, and couldn't see
straight. But I still had to be quick because the stuff smelled so strong. The k
eg was right there, so I filled
the glass full of beer. I just wanted to get rid of the smell. Sol didn't notice
. He picked up some chips and
searched around for dip. While he was doing that, I put the insecticide bottle i
n the ice box. I had to put it
somewhere. I wiped it off and hid it behind a milk carton. I guess I must have l
eft the poisoned beer on
the counter. When I looked back, Sol had picked it up."
"Lena came into the kitchen. Sol started stumbling all over the place. She took
the beer and helped him
into the living room. I didn't know what to do! I couldn't say, 'Hey, I put pois
on in that glass. You
shouldn't drink it.' I couldn't, that would have been the end of me at school. A
s it was, I was barely
hanging on. All I could do was follow them. I followed the glass closely. Lena h
ad it, and when Sol sat
beside Robin, she gave it back to him. And he gave it to Robin. And... she drank
Kerry wasn't crying, but Lena and Robin were. Kerry opened her eyes, staring dow
n at her hands,
probably wondering how they could have done such a thing. "I was never sick that
night," she said. "I
made up the cramp routine to get Shani worried about Robin. And that's all of it
. I did it, but I didn't
mean to. It was... an accident."
Beyond the shattered window, the wind had quietened and the rain had stopped. Ex
cept for the snake
outside the door, all was silent. Michael took his box of shells and reloaded hi
s two spent bullets. From
his pocket he drew a switchblade - Sol's eyes widening - and pressed a tiny butt
on, bringing a deadly
point into readiness. He turned to Robin and waited.
"You watched me drink it?" Robin asked finally, lost in waves of emotion she had
never felt before,
never knew existed, in herself or in her friends.
Robin shuddered. "But how? How could you have just sat there and watched me swa
llow that terrible
"I was afraid." There was no life left in Kerry. She was forsaken, she knew. She
was dead.
"But I drank all of it, every drop of it," Robin shook her head, clenching her
fingers. "And you just sat
there... and didn't stop me." She screamed at Michael. "Why did you make me know
this? I didn't want
to know!"
"I did," he said, setting aside his rifle, to where Sol and Park could have grab
bed it if they were quick.
Yet neither moved. Michael ran a finger up the switchblade, pausing at the tip.
Sighing, he got up and
knelt beside Kerry on the floor. He was no longer crazy. He looked completely sa
ne, very sad. He
asked, "Did you tamper with the dialysis machine?"
Kerry nodded. "I took out the cellophane membrane. It's in my closet."
"Did you want to make Lena look bad, look like she was hurting her sister?"
"Yes. I was going to put it back tonight. I really was."
"You know, I believed you when you said the poisoning was an accident. But this.
.. this purposely
hurting Robin, I can't understand that."
"I hate Lena," Kerry whispered.
Michael nodded. "And you can't say how much. I haven't forgotten."
"She took Sol away. He was mine and she just took him. Whatever she wants, she
takes. She doesn't
Michael put the knife to Kerry's throat, and scratched her slightly. Kerry flin
ched only slightly. He
looked at Robin. "Well?"
"Are you going to kill her?" Robin asked.
"If you want me to."
"Do it!" Lena said.
"It's Robin's decision," Michael said.
Robin was unrecognisable. Malice in Lena or Kerry was natural. In Robin, it was
"No, Robin," Park said. "Tell him no."
Robin exploded. "But she deserves death! She ruined my life! What have I left? N
"You have me, if you want me," Park pleaded. "That's what I was going to tell yo
"But what am I?" she cried. "I'm half human! I need a machine to keep me alive.
Every day for the rest
of my life, I have to sit with needles and tubes in me to clean my dirty blood.
And I hurt all the time. I'm in
constant pain. I can't run. I can't dance. I can't swim. I can't eat what I want
. I can't do anything! And I'm
dying." She began to cry. "I don't want to die."
"Neither do I," Kerry whispered.
Michael had handled a knife before. His hand waited, motionless, narrowing the
night to the blade's
razor edge. With a word, Robin could pull them all - for a vengeful decision wou
ld leave none unscarred
-into the nightmare her life had become. Michael was subtle and crafty, yet he h
ad not known Robin
long, and could not know that this was not the real Robin being given an opportu
nity to decide. In the
confusion, in the plots within plots, he had lost her, and she'd become a fright
ened child who'd forgotten
who she was. Shani recalled the old man, the calm, even perspective she had felt
in his presence. Robin
knew him well. Surely he had touched her a similar way.
Robin bowed her head. "I don't know what to do."
All was quiet. Even the snake had gone away.
"Sing," Shani said.
Robin raised her head. "What did you say?"
Shani sat beside her on the bed. Even as Robin took her hand, she knew the night
mare was over. "I
want to hear you sing."
"I wouldn't mind some music," Bert said.
Robin began to dry her eyes, her once bright green eyes, now dimmed because of
her illness. Looking
into them, Shani had a second sensation of deja vu. And at last, she began to un
derstand, seeing Michael
in his true light. He lowered his knife, smiled back. His eyes were identical to
"You read my story," Robin said.
Shani nodded. "I liked the ending. Can we have the same one?"
"Sure." Robin hugged her. The room breathed again. Park and Sol shook hands. Be
rt clapped. Robin
laughed. "But my throat's too sore to sing," she said. "Michael, put away that k
nife and give me the
cassette player. You're so mean and smart, but you've recorded nothing. You forg
ot to remove the
PAUSE button. It's just as well. I recorded a song on that tape that I wanted to
play at this party."
Michael relinquished his command readily, giving the switchblade to Sol and the
recorder to Robin. Park
picked up the rifle but he didn't know whether he was supposed to point it at an
yone or not. Michael was
his old charming self. It had all been an act, and it seemed as if a great burde
n had been lifted from him.
Vaguely, Shani could guess what it had been.
Robin played her song:
"Blackbird, singing in the dead of night,
Take these broken wings and learn to fly.
All your life, you were only waiting for
this moment to arise..."
When the song was over, everyone agreed that Robin had never sounded better. Whe
n the chatter died
down, Shani said to Michael, "I know who you are." Eyebrows were raised around t
he room, but he was
not surprised. "You're Luke Skywalker." She pointed at Robin. "And she's Princes
s Leia."
"You're right," Park gasped, turning from one to the other.
"Do I have to be Paul Bunyon again?" Bert asked.
"What's she talking about?" Robin asked, not having a clue.
Like a royal subject, Michael waited at her feet. "We were born together," he sa
id. "I am your twin
"It's true," Lena whispered, seeing the resemblance, which should have been clea
r from the beginning.
Robin did not shout or cry out. Her joy was beyond flagrant emotions. "Before I
got sick and had it cut,
my hair was like yours," she said, running her bony fingers once through his dar
k curls. "I should show
you a picture of myself from last year. We looked alike, then."
"I would like to see it," Michael said.
"How did you find me?" she asked.
"Our mother always knew where you were."
Robin sucked in a breath. "She's alive! And our father?"
Michael shook his head. "He died in a car accident before we were born. That's
why all this has been...
the way it has been. Above all else, Robin, you have to understand that your mot
her loves you. She's a
wonderful woman."
"Oh, I believe you! I do."
"But you want to know why she let you go?"
"I didn't want to ask. But, yeah, I'd like to know."
Michael took a deep breath, preparing himself for a speech. "She was young. Whe
n our father died, her
world collapsed. This was only days before we were born. She had no money, no fa
mily, no insurance.
When we came along, a local paper wrote about her tragedy, focusing upon us in p
articular. A wealthy
and powerful man was in England at this time. His name was Samuel Carlton. Recen
tly, his wife had
come to the decision - biologically too late in life - that she wanted children.
Neither of them was used to
waiting for what they wanted. A year for a typical adoption was too long. Beside
s, they were both too
old and probably wouldn't have qualified. When we were five days old, Mr. Carlto
n sent a man to the
hospital offering our mother a huge sum in exchange for her baby girl and her si
gnature on some papers.
Our mother had not expected twins. She wasn't yet twenty. She wasn't sure how to
take care of even
one baby. The money was a fortune to her. Without having read them, she signed t
he papers."
"That would have been the end of it but for a picture of Mrs. Carlton and her r
ecently adopted daughter
printed, without her permission or knowledge, on the back pages ofThe Times ten
days later. Our mother
recognised the baby girl. As a result, she knew who had bought you."
"Years went by. When we were six, our mother married a nice, boring accountant.
I call him Dad, but
we don't have much in common. Mum never had any other children. But she did subs
cribe to a
newspaper from Santa Barbara, paying a faithful monthly sum to have it delivered
to Plymouth, collecting
clippings of a growing girl named Robin Carlton. Later, she told me how happy sh
e had been when she
had read that you had a sister. However, during this time I never knew I had a s
ister. Oh, this will
surprise you: 'Robin' was the name you were given at birth."
"When we were twelve, our mother's guilt must have caught up with her. She wrote
to Mr. and Mrs.
Carlton requesting permission to visit you. They were aghast that their identity
had become known to her.
Their reply was a venomousno . They threatened that if she so much as called or
wrote again, they would
destroy -- that was the word used - her and her family. It was not an idle threa
t. Whether you know it or
not, Mr. Carlton's reputation in the business world is one of extreme ruthlessne
ss. Our mother backed
off, though it hurt her grievously. For some not-so-mysterious reason, the Santa
Barbara paper stopped
coming. News of Robin Carlton's life came to a halt."
"Last November, while I was at school and my stepdad was at work, Mr. Carlton p
aid a personal visit
to our mother. He told her of your accident and your need for a compatible kidne
y. He offered a million
dollars for one of her - or my - kidneys, given that the tissue types were consi
stent. He told her the
specifics of the typing, which, by the way, I reaffirmed this afternoon by going
through your medical
records. Our mother threw him out of the house."
"When I came home, Mum was bent over the kitchen table, crying over faded newspa
per clippings of a
pretty, brown-haired American girl. And so I first learned of you."
"Understand, our mother did not throw Mr. Carlton out of the house because she n
o longer cared about
you. It was his attitude. Hedemanded a kidney. He wanted it right then and there
. He acted like his
money gave him the right. This offended our mother deeply, for, as must be clear
to you by now, she had
been tormented with regret since the day she had let you go. Never again would s
he sell her flesh.
However, she was more than willing to give it away, if her own kidneys would do.
"Yet when we went to the hospital and had the necessary tests, it became clear f
rom the information Mr.
Carlton had left that I was the one, the only one, who could give a kidney."
Michael paused, apparently trying to remember back to how he felt at the time.
Lena grew impatient and
started to speak. Robin silenced her with an elbow in the ribs. Finally, Michael
continued. "I didn't know
you. To me, you were a complete stranger. And maybe it sounds selfish, but I was
n't too keen on the
idea of a surgeon cutting into my lower back and removing a part that I imagined
I might one day need.
So what did I do? I did nothing. I postponed my decision. Mum understood. Togeth
er, we waited."
"Mr. Carlton did not give up on us completely. When your first transplant faile
d, he sent us a photocopy
of a letter from a team of doctors at the Stanford Medical Centre that stated th
at a blood relative willing
to donate a kidney would be necessary before they would attempt a second transpl
ant. He raised his
offer to two million dollars."
"I had been wondering what you were like. I had a picture of you as a twelve-yea
r-old from the
newspaper, but it was of poor quality and I was really more curious about your p
ersonality. It got to
where I was carrying on imaginary conversations with you in my head. When I saw
the doctor's letter, I
decided I had to meet you. He had after all, been in our mother's house, and my
picture had been on the
wall. Then I would take if from there."
"I cashed in some bonds -- which, by the way, had been bought by our mother wit
h the money that had
bought you - and came to California. Getting enrolled in your school under false
I.D. was no problem.
What did worry me was that Mr. Carlton would see me, and recognise me. You may h
ave noticed, I
never came over when either of your parents was at home. I was taking no chances
. What did surprise
me was that your nurse seemed to recognise me, or at least, was affected enough
by my appearance to
get funny ideas. Maybe because she met me with no preconceptions, she noticed my
resemblance to
you. It's possible that Mr. Carlton told her that you had a brother. She was awf
ully wary of me. Perhaps
she was worried that I had come to steal you away. Later, we must ask her."
"Why did I feel I had to keep my identity a secret? For my very reason in coming
, to get to know you,
know you as you really were. Imagine if I had introduced myself as the one who c
ould save you. Had
you been a monster, you would still have been nice to me. Unfortunately, I was h
ere several months and
only got to meet you a handful of times. Certainly, I liked you, and I was leani
ng towards giving you one
of my kidneys. Nevertheless, I was not one hundred per cent decided. And a secon
d objective had
caught my fancy: I wanted to know who had poisoned you."
"Because they had been at the party, I made friends with Sol and Park, and thro
ugh them, with the
others in this room, with the exception of Shani. Casually, in conversation, I w
ould enquire about that
night. I learned a lot, probably more than the police ever did. Indeed, I became
convinced that Kerry had
been the culprit. Yet, again, I was not positive. I heard talk of this weekend p
arty. It appeared a perfect
opportunity to get to know you better, and at the same time to flush out your at
tempted murderer. I made
sure I was invited. I began to make plans."
Michael paused, studying them closely. "Here, I must apologise for making plans
thatused you all.
Maybe with this insight into my motives, you will be able to forgive me." He chu
ckled. "But wasn't I
surprised to wake up in the basement next to snakes and find that I also was bei
ng used? Lena never told
me of her scheme - why should she have? - yet she simplified my task by allowing
only the essential
personnel to come here. I must congratulate you, Lena. Your plan was clever. But
it was too complex.
Mine was simple: corner you and literally force the truth out. Poor Shani, I had
her thinking I was the
reincarnation of The Ripper. By the way, my best subject back home was drama."
"You mean, no matter what Robin decided, you weren't going to kill me?" Kerry a
sked. Basking in the
relief that her throat wasn't going to be slit, she hadn't yet reflected upon he
r new social status. When she
did, Shani had to worry that Kerry would cut her own throat.
"Of course not."
"But you already had Kerry's confession," Shani said. "Why did you continue, pu
tting Robin in that
terrible spot?"
"Before coming here this weekend, I had never heard the old man's story. But it
got me thinking how I
could once and for all decide whether Robin deserved my kidney. That, after all,
had been my primary
reason in coming to the States. It was still more important to me than separatin
g the innocent from the
guilty." He smiled, pleased at his sister, as pleased as Eagle had been with Dov
"You wanted to hear Robin sing," Shani said.
"I always like to hear her," Bert said. "She has a great voice."
"And only you knew that, Shani," Michael said, climbing to his feet, pulling Rob
in with him and hugging
her tightly. "You're going to be well, sister."
Not all the tears this night were sadness. "You'll give me your kidney? You woul
d do that for me?"
Who would have thought that Michael could laugh louder than Bert? "You get the f
irst one free. But if
you want a second one, then we'll have to negotiate."
Robin clapped her hands together. "But I have to give you something for the fir
st one. Name it. I have a
ton of charge cards."
"How about if you give me Shani's phone number?"
"Hey," Lena said, insulted, "I can make you a much better offer than Shani."
"Want to bet?" Shani said.
Sol shook Michael's hand. "You should have been born in the barrio. You're a rea
l man. Just don't go
borrowing my knife again without asking."
Lena punched Sol. "And don't go buying fireworks again."
Bert slapped Michael on the back, almost knocking him over. "I like you, Flynn M
ichaels! Any time you
need a kidney, you just call Big Bert!"
Park kissed Robin. "I didn't know Michael was your brother," he said, "but I th
ought you might have one
somewhere. That's what I was about to suggest when the garage blew."
"Then it was your idea," Robin laughed, "and you get all the credit." She whispe
red something in his ear.
"Of course I meant it!" Park said, indignant. Shani could easily guess what Robi
n had asked.
Angie and Kerry wished Robin all good luck with the operation and Robin accepted
their sentiments
graciously. Both were crushed: Angie for having lost Park, Kerry for having lost
Nevertheless, they were genuinely happy for Robin. Watching the celebration, Sha
ni knew no word of
what had really happened this weekend would be revealed to the outside world. Mi
chael and Robin
would not allow it. Both of them had too much class. The rest of them had too mu
ch to hide.
In the middle of pumping Michael's hand, Park suddenly grabbed his stomach. "Ma
n, I've got to go to
the bathroom again." He was on his way when he suddenly jumped as if shot. "Wait
a second, Michael!
You're not such a nice guy. You poisoned us! Where are those pills?"
Michael started to laugh so hard that Robin looked worried that he would burst o
ne of his precious
kidneys. He fell on the carpet, losing all control. Park was red with humiliatio
n. He actually kicked
Michael. "Damn you! This can't have been a joke! You must have poisoned us! We'r
e all sick!"
"Yes, oh yes, all poisoned!" Michael gasped, quickly launching into a second bi
nge. There was nothing
they could do but wait. Finally, recovering, he managed to pull his orange pills
out of his pocket and
throw them to Park. With Sol peering over his shoulder, Park studied the prescri
ption label.
"This is Aureomycin!" he complained. "What kind of antidote is that?"
Worn out, Michael sat up. "It's the best remedy there is for bacterial dysentery
"Montezuma's Revenge!" Bert exclaimed, showing the knowledgeable fellow he was
when it came to the
important things in life.
"Impossible," Park said. "Bacterial dysentery takes several days to incubate."
"This is what I meant about you all having to forgive me. Lena's partly to blame
. She pointed out the
wonderful possibility to me when I first arrived."
"What did you do?" Lena asked sharply.
"I removed the filter from the water purifier. When was the last time you change
d it? The thing was a
mess: all slimy and green." He started to laugh again. "It had the worst smell."
Shani shook her head. "I don't want to hear this."
But Michael insisted. "I put the filter into the storage tank that feeds the kit
chen tap. The bacteria didn't
have to incubate. You swallowed billions of the tiny creatures!"
Lena was disgusted. "That's absolutely the grossest thing I've ever heard in my
Park was mad. "That was totally uncalled for!"
Sol agreed with them both. "Yeah!"
Michael grinned at their suddenly hostile faces. They provided him with endless
amusement, it seemed.
"It's your own fault," he said. "Didn't any of you read that big sign when we dr
ove across the border? It

The Stanford University Medical Centre was not the towering thirty-storey-plus
structure Shani had
expected. It was, rather, only a couple of storeys tall, although the place cove
red almost an entire city
block, and was surrounded by beautiful manicured lawns and a maze of cement walk
ways overrun with
white-clad medical personnel and slow-moving patients. She was glad to see it. T
hey had made the drive
from Santa Barbara in one fell swoop. Park had borrowed Robin's Porsche, and the
high numbers at the
end of the speedometer had seemed to fascinate him. A speeding ticket one hundre
d miles ago hadn't
dented his fascination. What had really started her worrying was the organ donor
card he had had her fill
out when she had got in the car.
"It's big," Shani said. The day sparkled and the sun was dazzling. A cool, salty
breeze from the
not-too-distant San Francisco Bay poured through the car's open windows.
"A very astute observation," Park said.
"How will we find Robin in all of this?"
"She sent me a map."
"Where is it?"
"On the back of a letter she wrote me."
"And that's at home, right?"
"It was a personal letter. But never fear, I memorized the directions." Without
signalling, he made a sharp
right. They rolled down a shadowed alley towards the parking lot. They had to ta
ke a ticket, and would
have to pay, but who could complain when they were cruising in a car worth forty
grand? While
searching for a vacant spot, Park asked, "Do you feel any different?"
"I feela lot different."
"So do I."
She let a minute go by before asking. "What do we feel different about?"
"Graduating, of course. For three weeks now we have ceased to be immature, irre
"Doing ninety on the way up here wasn't irresponsible?"
"It showed I am a man of consequence."
Shani took away his rearview mirror and began to brush her hair for the twentiet
h time, worrying that she
had on too much make-up. Maybe Michael preferred the natural look. She hadn't wo
rn lipstick down in
Mexico and he had liked her there. And this yellow dress she and her mother had
bought yesterday was
way too formal for a hospital visit.
"All I remember from graduation night was being sick," she said.
"You drank too much Insecticide Lite."
"I didn't drink a thing. And you should talk. When was the last time the valedic
torian had to excuse
himself three times in the middle of his speech?"
"I was being given important updates," he said. For some unfathomable reason, he
passed an empty
parking spot. "Are you feeling better?"
"Finally. How about you?"
"I still get occasional updates."
"That's one good thing that came out of that weekend. Never again can you bother
me about having
messed my pants in kindergarten."
"I will never mention it to the end of my days." Park swung in between a Cadilla
c and a Ferrari. He had
been waiting for equal status in his adjoining parking spots.
Shani got out and stretched. Butterflies were climbing out of their cocoons in
her stomach. She had not
seen Michael since their wild weekend at the Carlton Castle. Maybe he had found
a cute nurse. Maybe
he had forgotten her name. Why hadn't he written? She popped a Rolaids.
"I told you that Sol's here?" Park said, locking the doors. They started towards
the hospital.
"Yes. Did he drive up in his new van?"
"Lena sent him a plane ticket. They must really have relaxed the quarantine regu
lations to let him in to see
"I'm glad she can have visitors now. I talked to about ten people who wanted to
come up next weekend.
The doctors say she's doing great."
Park nodded enthusiastically. "They say she'll be as good as new."
Shani hesitated before speaking next. She still had a warm feeling for the old
man. "I wonder if the
shaman came to visit."
"I can't see that."
"Maybe he visited in spirit."
"I can't see that either."
Shani resented his conceit. "I still feel that everything that happened that we
ekend happened because of
They hopped onto a sidewalk, passing an elderly couple who were yelling into ea
ch other's earphones.
"He was just an ordinary man, Shani. Don't be that simple. There was nothing spe
cial about him."
She was suddenly mad. "What about his story?"
"Broad-based metaphors, easy to interpret a dozen different ways. He knew that R
obin had been
poisoned and that she could sing. Other than that--"
"You'rebeing simplistic," she interrupted. "His characters obviously mirrored th
e people in our group.
Robin was Dove, Lena was Raven, and Michael was Eagle."
"Who was Snake - Kerry?"
"Snake was a more symbolic character. He or she represented the selfish motives
in all of us."
"Oh, brother. So what does any of this prove?"
"The story explained how Eagle was Dove's brother, and how he reappeared at a cr
itical moment to
give her a life and death decision. And that's what happened in real life."
"Because Michael had heard the story! Don't you remember, that's where he got th
e idea from?"
"That's where he got the idea to be Robin's brother?"
"No! Look, your parallel breaks down in a dozen different places. In the story,
Dove had to decide
whether Raven was her friend or enemy. Robin never had to decide that about Lena
"Who said Lena was Raven?"
"You just did."
"Oh. What I meant was that all of us were debating in our minds whether Lena was
to be trusted or not.
She fulfilled Raven's character, but in a broad way. Don't laugh at me!"
"You're too much, Shani. If he could see the future, why didn't he have Eagle do
nate a kidney to Dove
at the end of the story?"
"How could an eagle give a dove a compatible kidney?" She knew the question was
n't going to help her
argument. But Park didn't jump all over her. They were approaching the entrance,
and apparently he had
decided that their argument had better conclude before they got inside.
"Okay, maybe he was an oracle and could turn himself into a bird and all kinds
of weird stuff like that.
But I would be a lot more convinced of his powers if he had predicted therest of
that night. Remember,
the real fun didn't start until after we found out who Michael was."
Shani had to agree there. After Michael's bad-taste joke about the water, while
Lena started Robin's
dialysis with the replaced filter, the men had gone after the snakes with Mr. Ca
rlton's rifle collection.
Though they weren't poisonous, the rattlers hadn't forgotten how to bite. Sol al
most blew his toes off, and
ended up with four neat holes in his calf. Yet that damage was insignificant com
pared to what Bert did
with his gun. He murdered a perfectly harmless TV, refrigerator, toaster and bat
htub. But true to form, he
compensated fully with a Big Bert Masterpiece later in the night when they were
all sitting peacefully in
the living room thinking that all the snakes were dead. As luck or fate would ha
ve it, there was still one
alive, hiding in the chair where Kerry was sitting. At first, it must have been
asleep, for it didn't stir until
she kicked the chair back into the reclining position. Then the old serpent came
alive with a vengeance
and bit into Kerry's shoulder. And everyone had thought that Kerry couldn't danc
e. While she spun in a
hysterical fit, the rest of them screaming for her to stand still, the entire ro
om a blur of motion, Bert calmly
picked up his rifle and, without blinking an eye, shot the snake into two equal
halves. Kerry had fainted.
About an hour after that, a helicopter carrying Mr. Carlton and Nurse Porter la
nded on the beach. Their
weary group had gone to bed, but the rotor blades woke them promptly. The instan
t Mr. Carlton saw
Michael he turned an angry red, but Robin came up quickly and shouted the good n
ews. Mr. Carlton
was pleased, to say the least. It made explaining the missing garage so much eas
ier. Being the hero of the
hour, Michael's theory of an underground cavity of natural gas impressed Mr. Car
lton. The shrewd
tycoon even went so far as to say he would sink a well on the property. With his
gold thumb, chances
were he would strike oil. He promised Sol a new van, which Sol received inside a
week. On the other
hand, even Park's smooth words could not explain the shot TV, refrigerator, toas
ter and bathtub. Mr.
Carlton told them that he wanted no more parties at his house.
Shani winced at the odour as they entered the Medical Centre. Hospitals always
smelled like sickness to
her -- as she supposed they should -- like a blend of blood, medicine and high b
ills. Maybe she would
become a psychologist instead of a psychiatrist. Getting through medical school
without spending time in
a hospital would be too difficult.
"So you're definitely not going to Harvard this fall?" she asked. A whiff of pa
int from the warm orange
walls gave the relatively deserted reception area a brand new tone. Park led the
m confidently past an
information desk. She had to assume he knew where he was going.
"I've already written them a letter declining my acceptance."
"Are your parents mad?"
"Not at all. They haven't said a word to me about it."
"Have you told them?"
"Don't you think you'll miss being the Ivy League hotshot?"
"I look at it this way: if I stay here with Robin, then we'll probably end up ge
tting married, and I'll have a
hold of millions. Then I canbuy Harvard."
"That's what I like about you, Park; you'll sacrifice anything for love. Hey!" s
he pointed. "There's Lena."
Their red-haired tigress was sitting in a chair by the elevators browsing throug
h aPlaygirl magazine.
"I recognize the chest. Hey, lovely Lena!"
Lena closed the magazine, tossing it a couple of seats over for some innocent y
oung girl to find and be
corrupted by. She wore a white sweater, and long black trousers that hid her sca
rs. Next month, a
plastic surgeon was going to fix those blemishes.
"You made good time," she said. "How did the car run?"
"Very, very fast," Shani said. "How's Robin?"
"She has her appetite back. During the past seven days, she hasn't stopped eati
ng. You're going to have
to talk to her, Park. You don't want a pig for a girlfriend."
"Where's Sol?" Park asked.
"Here I am," Sol said, strolling up slowly. He had lost considerable weight in t
he last month.
"Were you at the bathroom?" Park asked with undisguised pleasure.
Sol scratched his head. "I thought I was over it, but those damn bugs came back
as soon as I ran out of
medicine. I tried to buy some of the pills here, but they told me I had to see a
doctor. As if I had the
dough to pay for one of these white coats walking around here."
"Daddy gave you insurance," Lena said. "You don't have to pay anything."
Mr. Carlton had hired Sol out of his Hollywood office as an all-purpose errand
boy. He paid him
peanuts and left him little time to see Lena. But one day at the Carlton residen
ce, Shani had overheard
the old capitalist remark that he saw in Sol the ruthlessness necessary to run h
is company. She could see
it now: five years down the road Sol and Park would be in the family and would b
e fighting each other for
control of the Carlton empire.
"The insurance doesn't take effect until I've worked for six months," Sol said.
"I'll be an amoeba by
Lena pulled a jar of pink pills from her purse. "Take my medicine, I'm already
cured. How's the rest of
the gang?"
"Bert didn't get sick at all," Shani said. "He lives a charmed life. Angie said
she's practically one hundred
per cent. Oh! I have to tell you! I didn't even tell Park this!"
"What?" Park asked, excited.
"Naah, it's nothing. Never mind."
"What?" Park demanded.
"Bert and Angie have got together," she said.
Sol and Lena laughed. Park didn't. "Define 'have got together'," he said.
Lena reached for herPlaygirl magazine. "There's a picture in here that defines i
t perfectly."
"Come on," Park said, impatient, his ego bruised.
"I'd check out Lena's picture if you really want to--" Shani began.
"This is ridiculous!" Park interrupted."What would Angie be doing with Bert?"
"The same things she did with you," Sol said.
"Shut up."
"I've found the picture," Lena said, spreading open a page. "See, Park, this is
what Angie and Bert--"
"Shut up!"
"Who are you telling to shut up?" Lena asked.
"Yeah!" Sol said.
"Both of you!" Park pointed an angry finger at her. "You're making this up!"
"Why are you so upset?" Shani asked. "You're the one who dumped Angie, remember?
"I didn't dump her in Bert's lap!"
"She was bound to get another boyfriend," Lena said.
"But it's only been four weeks! Whatever happened to a period of mourning?"
"Youdumped her, you didn'tdie ," Shani explained patiently.
"You've got a point there," Park admitted. "And I've got Robin. There's no reaso
n for me to be jealous."
He sighed. "But Bert - I'm not going to surf with that jerk any more."
"How's Kerry?" Sol asked, glancing at Lena.
"I'm not saying anything," Lena said, holding her magazine at various angles.
"Kerry's sick," Shani said seriously. "She's lost a lot of weight. None of the d
rugs are working on her.
She may have to be hospitalized. Her parents are really worried."
"Mine know the feeling," Lena muttered.
Shani snatched away her magazine. "I want you to do something for me, Lena."
"Call Kerry. She's sick because she can't stop worrying. Call her and promise h
er you'll never reveal her
evil deed. Please?"
"They would just fight," Sol said.
"Kerry would just hang up," Park said.
"No," Lena said quietly. "We didn't fight, and she didn't hang up. I called her
this morning."
"Did Robin make you?" Sol asked suspiciously.
"Robin doesn'tmake me do anything. It was my idea. We had a long talk, don't as
k me about what. I
think she'll start feeling better soon."
Shani was impressed. "I'm proud of you."
"Bert's kissing Angie and Lena's calling Kerry," Park told the ceiling. "What's
this world coming to?"
"Just don't let it get around," Lena said. "I don't want to ruin my image." She
stood, plucking back her
magazine, folding it under her arm. "I've been waiting here to lead you to Robin
. They've moved her to
another room. Her mother's with her. She's an all-right lady. But I don't think
Daddy and she are ever
going to get along."
They followed Lena into the elevator. Park asked the question that was on all th
eir minds. "Does this
make you want to find your real mother?"
"Nope." Lena pushed button two. The door closed. They jerked upwards.
"But you must sometimes wonder about her?" Shani asked delicately.
"And it's none of our business," Shani added quickly.
But Lena's gaze was suddenly turned far away as she leaned against the back of
the elevator and
allowed them a rare glimpse into her feelings. "I think about my real father," s
he said softly. "I often dream
about him." She chuckled, embarrassed. "It's just as well I'll never meet him. H
e's probably an ass, like
his daughter."
They exited on to a blue-carpeted corridor that stretched forever in both direc
tions. Leading her flock,
Lena turned to the left. Shani had to work to keep up with her. Now would be as
good a time as any.
"Where's Michael's room?" she asked.
"The other direction." Lena didn't break stride or elaborate.
"You haven't been trying to impress him with your feminine charms, have you?" Sh
ani asked. You could
get away with a lot more with Lena these days.
"Hey," Sol said.
"Not yet."
"Hey," Sol said again.
"I heard he's being discharged today," Lena said, playing with her. A mild infe
ction had kept Michael in
longer than anticipated.
"I know." Robin had given her the news two days ago. He hadn't gone out of his w
ay to let her know.
True, he had called a couple of weeks ago, and he'd said that he was looking for
ward to seeing her. But
he had been short on the phone, and hadn't explained whether he was returning im
mediately to England
or what. This was her big worry. "What's his room number?" she asked.
"I thought you came to see Robin."
Shani halted. "Tell Robin I'll be there in a few minutes." She reversed her dire
ction, treading through a
herd of nurses and orderlies, feeling like she was climbing the wrong way up an
"Knock, knock." She rapped on his open door and peered inside. He stood with hi
s back to her folding
a shirt in his suitcase. As he turned she noticed an awkwardness in his once mer
curial fluidity. Probably
his incision was still healing. Had he any regrets? she wondered. His warm smile
said that he didn't. He
spread his arms. It was the best hug of her life, though rather feeble. Michael
had lost weight.
"You look great," he said, holding her at arm's length, admiring her dress. "Is
that a new outfit?"
She knew she was blushing. "Just something I dug out of the closet," she lied.
It came back to her right
away -- instant karma. She had forgotten to remove the price tag from beneath he
r right armpit. Michael
was holding it in his hand.
"Sixty-nine, ninety-five." He nodded. "I would say it's worth every penny."
This would have to happen to her! She couldn't decide whether to laugh or weep,
and ended up doing
some of both. "I bought it yesterday, dammit!" she said, fighting with the tag.
He took a step back, amused at her language. "Well, now that you have my approv
al, you can throw out
the receipt." He threw up his arms, warding off her blows. "Hey, I was only joki
ng! Please, no kidney
She was easily pacified. She gestured at his suitcase. "I see that you're all re
ady to go."
"Just about." He returned to his packing. Shani wandered over to the window, fr
om where she could see
their parked Porsche, with plenty of room in the back for an extra passenger. Th
ere were questions she
was afraid to ask.
"How are you feeling, Michael?"
"Is your infection gone?"
"That's good." She noticed that her hands were trembling. She went to stuff the
m in her pockets, then
realized the dress didn't have any. He was staring at her.
"What's the matter, Shani?"
"Nothing." She smiled quickly. "How does it feel to have only one kidney?"
"I feel lighter." He folded a pair of jeans. "I should have all my spare parts r
"I bet you're anxious to get out of here."
"I sure am."
"I bet the food's been lousy."
"Did you get to see Robin much?"
"Every day."
"I hear she's doing great."
"She looks like a new person."
"That must make you feel good."
"It sure does. I just wish I hadn't waited so long to decide."
"What are you going to do now?"
"Go home." He was collecting his books, preoccupied.
"Right away?" Her heart was breaking.
"Is your mother going with you?"
"No, she will be staying with Robin. Could you hand me that notebook, Shani?"
She did so and went back to her window, not wanting him to see her cry. But his
hands were on her
shoulders, turning her slowly around in spite of her resistance. "What's the mat
ter?" he asked.
"There must be something wrong."
"No, I'm just... I'm just happy." She plucked a tissue from a box next to the s
ink and blew her nose.
"It's just such a relief that Robin's okay, that's all."
He believed her, the fool. He was not interested. He did not care. He stepped b
ack to his suitcase,
snapping it shut. "Shall we be on our way? I want to say goodbye to Robin."
"I haven't even said hello."
They were in the corridor, and she was counting the steps, trying to slow down
time. During these last
four weeks, she had constructed a castle in the sky, only to find out now that a
ll that was holding it up
was misdirected hope. Why was he bothering to take her hand! "Can we give you a
ride to the airport?"
she asked, miserable.
"Can't I get a ride back with you?"
She stopped. "Huh?"
"Oh, is the Porsche too small? Maybe I can catch a cab, then."
"But... ah . . but..." She took a breath, swallowed it. "Aren't you going back t
o England?"
"Eventually, but I want to attend college out here. The weather's so wretched b
ack in Plymouth. I think
I've been spoiled. I consider this my home now." He studied her face. "What's wr
"Nothing." Nothing at all! "Where are you going to go to school?"
"The same one as you - if I can get in this late - U.C., Santa Barbara. I want
to stay near Robin and the
rest of you guys. Why do you ask? I explained this all in my letter."
"What letter?"
"I sent it three days ago."
"I didn't get it."
"It probably arrived after you left this morning. Was that the problem? You thou
ght I was going to run
off on you!"
"No! I mean, you're going to do what you're going to do." She added lamely, "Wha
t have I got to do
with any of it?"
Michael put down his suitcase. Though there were many in the hallway to see them
, he leaned over and
kissed her. She was such a mass of nerves that she could scarcely react. When he
pulled away, he was
"I've got to get you a snake, Shani."
She caught his drift. The first time they had kissed, when she had let herself
go, had been immediately
after her escape from the rattler in the ravine. So he thought she was cold-bloo
ded! Tired of playing the
role of the wimp, she curled her arms around his neck and pulled him down to her
height. "Michael," she
murmured, "I never told anyone this before, but Isleep with a snake."
For an instant -- a gleeful moment -- he tried to back away. But she had a firm
hold of him, one that
hopefully would last a while.

Robin's room was a florists' shop, her visitors lost amid rainbows of petals an
d fragrances. Propped in a
white mountain of pillows, the celebrated patient had the best view and the heal
thiest complexion in the
entire Medical Centre. Shani could hardly comprehend the transformation. Mother
Time had swept
Robin back to early November. She even had a tan.
And Lena had been right about her sister's appetite. Hugging Robin, Shani could
feel none of the
protruding ribs she'd felt during their embrace four weeks ago at the start of t
heir weekend of fun and
relaxation at the Carlton Castle.
"I'm glad you're here," Robin beamed, keeping hold of her hand. Michael remained
in the background.
"I have to tell you," Shani said, "this is the last time I'm going to visit you
in a hospital."
"This is the last time I'm going to be in one!"
"Is this the friend you told me about?" A handsome woman with Robin's features
and Michael's hair
asked the question in the sweetest English accent imaginable. She stood on the o
pposite side of the bed,
her eyes sparkling when they looked at her daughter.
"Yes, this is Shani. Shani, meet my mum. Don't we look alike?"
Shani offered her hand. "Very pleased to meet you, Mrs. Richardson." She hoped t
hat was her name.
"The pleasure's mine. I've heard a lot about you."
"Don't believe everything Robin tells you. We have a mutual secret pact to boos
t each other's public
Mrs. Richardson glanced at Michael. "I was referring to what my son has told me
about you."
Shani reddened. If his mother liked her, she was already in good shape. "What di
d he say?"
Michael cleared his throat. "Mum, I just found out that she sleeps with a snake.
"Michael!" Mrs. Richardson said, shocked.
"It's a small snake, very clean," Park said, always quick to catch on, the basta
"I was... it was just a joke," Shani stuttered.
"Don't be embarrassed, Shani," Michael said. "My mother understands."
"We all have our little quirks," Park said. "I've known Shani since kindergarte
n." He slapped his knee
with delight. "Then she used to sleep with frogs. We used to kid her that she'd
grow up with warts but, of
course, we were wrong. I don't think her snake has hurt her skin any, either. Do
you, Sol?"
"Her skin looks okay to me."
"But--" Shani began.
"I slept with a twelve-foot python once," Lena said.
Before Shani could recover her voice, Mrs. Richardson -- regarding Lena and her
with more than a hint
of reservation -- excused herself. "I was just on my way out to get Robin a drin
k," she said.
"We can ring the nurse," Robin said.
"Let's not bother her, dear. All of these kind folk here are already doing so mu
ch for us. I'll be back in a
moment." Mrs. Richardson left the room in a hurry.
Shani had to fight her keep the steam out of her voice. "That wasn't very funny.
She must think I'm a real
"You weren't serious about the snake, were you?" Michael asked innocently.
"She told you that she sleeps with a snake?" Park asked.
"A few minutes ago."
"You say weird things like that, and you get all worked up over a little teasing
?" Park said.
Feeling like she was the butt of one too many jokes, Shani sat down, grumbling,
"I need a stiff drink."
Sol heard her, nodded. "I could use a beer."
Park pulled himself away from his reptile fantasies long enough to remark, "I co
uld use a six-pack."
"Funny you should say that," Robin chuckled, glancing briefly out of the open w
indow next to her bed.
The inflowing breeze was chilly. She pointed to a small refrigerator in the far
corner. "The person who
had this room before me had it stocked with his own brand of medicine. Take a lo
ok, Park. You'll find a
few bottles of Heineken."
There were only three bottles, not enough for each of them, but Park also found
a packet of clear plastic
cups in the miniature refrigerator, and with these he very carefully transformed
the bottles into six equal
shares, apparently including Robin as a drinking buddy. Shani did not think this
was a wise move but she
held her tongue when she saw how Robin's eyes brightened as she accepted the six
-ounce glass of beer.
The drink probably had symbolic significance, to her, and would make her feel sh
e had indeed come the
full circle, and really was healed.
"Let's have a toast!" Robin said, raising her cup. The rest of them did likewise
, everyone smiling with
"What are we toasting?" Michael asked.
"Profit," Park said.
"Pleasure," Lena said.
"Pleasure and profit," Sol said.
"But this is a special occasion," Robin murmured, blushing. "I want to toast to
our long and healthy lives."
Who could argue with her? Park raised his glass high. "Hear! Hear! To our long a
nd profitable lives!"
But before any of them could so much as take a sip, a bird,a huge black raven ,
swooped through the
window, brushing Lena's and Sol's heads, scaring the wits out of both of them. I
t circled the room twice
and came to rest on Robin's shoulder.
"This is Rita," Robin said casually, in response to their transfixed expressions
"Rita," Park whispered.
Michael frowned. "Haven't I seen this bird before?"
"I have," Sol muttered.
"We all have," Lena said.
"Of course you have," Robin smiled. She put down her beer, and patted her feathe
red friend. "Rita goes
where I go. She's like a guardian angel."
Rita hopped off Robin's shoulder on to the table where Robin had her glass. The
bird stuck its beak into
the cup and took a drink.
A moment later, she spat the beer back into the cup.
Everyone looked down at their glasses.
They decided to pass on the toast, and tossed the beer down the sink. They were
takingno chances.