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Ca 611arOClIOBOM tberoBor npeOCBeWTeHCTBa EnM.CKOna Wa6a'iKO-BalbeBCKor 'rOCnO,q"Ha IlaBpeHT.Mja

:~3,qaje: npaBOCnaBHa HapO,qHa XpMWt.aHCKa 3aJe,qHML\a Wa6a4

Ype,q111'1 K:

MMlIaH naHTellMt., CBeWTeHI'IK

Pe4eH3eHTI'I:

MapKO naBlIOBMt., npoTojepej CTaepOcpOp Mlilnow neTpOBIilt., CBeWTeHMK

WTaMna.: 'TpacpIilKaWa6a4" Wa6a4

TeX:HM'iKM ype,qHMK: ~llMja BeCellMHOBIilt.

o nOKAJAt-by ~ HCnOBECTH 06pat.ali>e MilVl nosparak cory KpOS nOKajal-be M MCnOSeCT, je,qMHVI je nYT sa cse OHe KOjlo1 cy cexpos rpex y,qaJbVlillil o,q 6ora. Jep rpex. csaKIil rpex,VlMa TY CMilY M MO"!; ,qa Hac O,qSOjM ozi Bora, o,q He6a, o,q ae-iuor )l(VlSOTa, III ,qa IIIflc paus y naxao, y Be'-lHy CMpT. 'Tlnara sa rpex je CMPT" (PMM. 6,23), OnOMVlli>e casra anocrcn nasne. TMMe ce 'rpex noxaevle xac Hajset.M, "IaK je,qIllHM npoTVlsHIilK III aenpa[arers Hawer onaceiea, HVIKO Hac M HVlWTa He MO)l(e O,qSOjIllTM o,q cora M m1WIIITM Hac enace-sa, ceM rpexa.

A rpex? WTa je ynpaso rpex? fpex je Ka,qa HeKO MMCillll, rosopu Millll' Pa,qM HeWTO WTO je npoTVl8HO saKoHY CO>KjeM, SOlbM 'CO>Kjoj, Koja je IIISpa>KeHa III nosasaHa Y Caeroe nVlCMY VI y"Ieli>Y lIpKse; lIIilVl nax Ka,£Ia He MlIIcnM, He rosopa M He "Ilo1HVI OHO WTO HaM cor aanoaena ,Aa '-lMHIIIMO. rpex je, ,qaKile, He caMO npecrynasse sancaecraBoxjax, Hero III He IIIcnYli>aSal-be, He sp.wel-be VlCTMX. rpex je He caMO "Ilo1li>eli>e ana, Hero M He '-IIo1I-bBli>e ,qo6pa.

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"YKnal-baj CS O,q ana, L>1 YL>1HL>1 ,q06~)Q" (Flo 36,27), caseryje cTap03aaeTHI.1 npOpOK. A HOS03aaSTHlil Anocron L>1CTO TO 3aXTe sa, cavo ,qpyrl.1M pe'-lt.1Ma: "Mp3ei'.L>1 H8 sno, ,qP>Kl/IT8 ce .q06pa" (PL>1M.12,9).

AKO je TaYHO, a Ta'-lHO js, ,qa HeM8 YOSeKa ,qa >KL>1SL>1 a He rpeuia, xao WTC CTBnHO cnyuiaeo y 3aynoKojeHL>1M cny >K6aMa Hawe CBeTe LlpKse, L>1 aKO Hac caMel rpex ruuuaea cnacerea L>1 onsaia op., bora, Aa nL>1 TO 3HaYL>1,qa HeMa cnaceisa, L>1 ,qa CSH MI.1 0,qJla3L>1MO y ae4HY CMpT? ,[la, TaKO 6L>1 TO 6L>1no Aa '-lOSeKofby6L>1al.1 ro cnoa, 3Hajy1iL>1 Cl;a60cT fbYACKY L>1 Jly KaSCYSO t,aaOJlCKO, HL>1jB OCTaSL>10 je,qaH BP1l0 eQJIIIKacaH 1leK npOTL>1B rpexa, ne« KOjH YHHwTasa CBaKL>1 rpex Y4111l-bBH nocne cseror KpWT8I-ba,' L>1 KOjL>1 TaKO fbYAIilMa ouoryhaea cnace-ee L>1 >KL>1BOT BB4HL>1. Taj JleK, ra] CSBneK Y npaBOC1laBHoj LlPKSI.1 [ecre CSBTa Tajl1a nOKajal-ba L>1 VlcnoeecTill. Y oaoj CSBTOj TajHL>1 YOSeK ce '-llt1CTlt1 0,£1 CSVlX OHIIIX rpexosa Koje je Y4L>1Hl<10 nacne Kpurre-ea, TB ce ra Tajna yeCTO Ha3111- sa III "APYro xpurre-ee''. Y I-boj CBeWTeHIIIK LlPKSB bO>KL>1je CL>11l0M ,[lyxa Cserora ornyurra L>1 paspeuiaea CBB rpexoae aa

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Koje ce xplllwtiaHIIIH IIIcKpeHo Kaje VI I.1cnasena L>1X bOry npe,q caBWT8HIIIKOM.

nOKAJAthE-PA,QO BAthE

KaAa je uap Met,y npopouaua, CSeTL>1 JOBaH KPCTIIITBfb, 1.13L>1WaO L>13 nycn-1I-bB 3ajopp.,aHcK8 ua caoje Aeno, OH js 601lHO BL>1Kao: noxajre cs!

KB,Qa je caM Llap HB,q uapesuua nnoTOHOCHt.1 Focnoa HB,Q rOCnOAL>1Ma orsopao CBoja 60>KaHCKa YCTa, OH je npl.13L>1eaO HapoA Ha rtoxaja-se: nOKajTB ce jep ce npL>16nL>1>Kltt uapcrao bO>Kja!

npBa anocroncka nponosen nocne CL>1naCKa ,[lyxa Caarora no-rena je pe"'IL>1Ma: noxatre ce {,[lena Anoc. 2,48/.

VI upxea XpL>1CTOaa, CBe o,q Tlt1X 6ypHIIIX speMeHa anOCTOIlCKVlX III MyyeHL>1'-lKI.1X ,qo AaHa AaHawl-bera, I.1cTL>14a1la je III lt1CTL>14e nOKajal-bs xao no-iera« Yoae'-ljer cnaceisa. nOKajTe ce lt1. BepyjTs y JesaH1jeJbe! rn3c XPlIICTOS nOCTBO je mac LlpKse, KOjl.1 C8 Heo,(lOJbL>1BO XOpL>1 Kp03 sexose III BeKOBe. nOKajT9 cel

YIIITajTe >KL>1BOT9 Be1lIllKI.1X CBSTL>1TBrsa III 60roHOCH~X oraua upxee, L>1 Hai'.111

"YKnal-baj ce 0,[1 ana, L1 4111HIII ,[I06po" (Ilc, 36,27), caseryie CTap03aaeTHIII Ilpopox, A Hoa03aaSTHL1 Anocron IIICTO TO 3aXTS aa, cavo APyrL1M pe4L1Ma: "Mp3e?iL1 Ha 3JlO, ,[Ip)t(L1Te Gel ,[Io6pa" (PL1M.12,9).

AKO je TaYHO, a Ta4HO je, ,[Ia HeMB -roaexa ,[Ia )t(L1SL1 a He rpeum, Kao WTO CTaJlHO cnyuiavo y 3aynoKojeHL1M CJlY )t(6aMa Hawe csars lIpKae, L1 aKO Hac caao rpex nauiaea cnace-sa III oAaaja 0,1:1 50ra, ,[Ia IlV1 TO 3Ha4111,[1a HeMa cnace-sa, 1.1 ,[Ia caV1 Mill O,llJla3111MO y ae4HY CMpT? Aa, TaKO 61.1 TO 6V1JlO ,liB 40BeKO!by6111sl11 rocnon, 3Hajy?;101 cnaoocr JbY,llCKy III nyKBBCTBO 1jaaOJlCKO, Hlllje OCTBBIIIO je,llaH epno ecp01KacaH nek npOTIIIS rpexa, JleK KOjlll YHV1WTBaa caaKIII rpex Y"lllll-beH nocne cesror Kpurre-sa. III KOjV1 TaKO fbY,llillMa oMoryliasa cnace-se 11 )t(I1S0T se4HIII. Taj JleK, raj CSeJleK Y npaSOCJlaSHoj lIPKBIll [ecra CSBTa Tajl1a nOKajal-ba III VlcnosecTill. Y OBOj Csero] TajHl-1 40BeK ce 4111CTI1 Oil. CBl-1X OHV1X rpexosa Koje je Y4V1H110 nocne Kpurrejsa, TS CS ra TajHa 4eCTO Ha3111- sa III ",qpyro KpWTel-be". Y I-boj cseWTeHIIIK UpKse 6o)t(l1je CI1JlOM Ayxa Cserora ornyurra III paapeuiaea cse rpexose aa

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Koje ce xplllwliaHI1H I1CKpeHO Kaje III I1cnoaena I1X 50ry npe,q CBeWTeHIIIKOM.

nOKAJAt-bE·PA,QOBAt-bE

KaAa je uap MeilY npopouaaa, CaeTI1 Josaa KpCTI1TeJb, 111301WBO 1113 nYCTlill-be 3ajop,[IaHCKe Ha csole AeJlO, OH js 60JlHO Sill kao: noxajre CS!

KaAa je caM l.lap Ha,q 4apeSI1Ma nnoTOHOCHV1 rOcnOA Ha,q rOCnO,[llllMa OTSOPIIIO Csoja 60)t(BHCKa YCTa, OH je npasaeao Hapo,q Ha noxajaiee: nOKajT9 ce jep ce npl16JlIII)t(1II 4aPCTBO 50)t(je!

npsa anOCTOJlCKa nponoae,ll nOCJle Cl1naCKa Ayxa Cserora no-rena je pa- 4111Ma: noxajre ce IAena Anoc. 2,48/.

1-1 4pKsa Xpacroaa, cas o,ll TIIIX 6ypHIIIX apaMeHa anOCTonCKIIIX III MY4eHIII4KI1x AO ABHa AaHawl-bera, I1cTIII4ana je 11 IIICTI148 nOKajal-bs xao nosera« 4oBe4jer cnace-sa. nOKajTe ce 101 aepyjre y JeaaH1je!be! rnac XPIllCTOS nocrao je mac Ilpxse, Kojl1 ce HeOAo!bl1s0 xopu Kp03 B9- KOBe 11 sexose. Iloxalre ce!

YI1TajTe )t(I1S0Ta B9Jll1KIIIX cserarersa 11 60rOHOCH~X oraua LlPKBe, III Ha1111 I

t.eTe yaeK nOK8jal-be H8 nO'-leTKY I-bL1XOSo.r CaeTL1TelbCTSa. 5e3 nOKajal-ba HeMa cseTL1TelbCTBa, jep 6e3 noxaia-sa HeMa xpaurhaaoraa, Kao WTO npoaop Ha Kyt.L1 cnY*L1 sa Ase norpeoe: Aa Kp03a I-b' L1sa"lje He'-lL1CT easnyx L1 yije '-I L1CT , T8KO ltI Kp03 no.Kajal-be L13naSL1 L13 -rosexa 3nL1 AYX L1 ynasa ,Qyx CSeTltI.

Hajset.ltI CSeTL1TelbL1 y VICTOPL1,jL1 6L1nL1 cy Hajset.L1 nOKajHL1I.jL1. MapL1ja ErL1- narcxa 6lo1na je xpoa uiecaaeer rDAL1H8 HajAPCKL1j8 passpatuaua, K8KSY je Erltlnar 3anaMTL1D. Ho jeAHo.ra BenL1KDr AaHa, cTojet.L1 y xpaMy rpo6a rocno,ql-ber y JepycanL1MY, OHa OCeTL1 caB CTL1A L1 HL1CKOCT caora )l(L160Ta, ltI L13 Ay6L1He H>eHe Aywe nOTeKHe rHywaH>e npOTL1S ce6e casse, npOTL1 B CBOjL1X 6eSYMHL1X rpexosa, n POTL1S uene npOWnOCTL1 csoje. OTBDPL1D ce Harno nposop, csex saaayx npocrpyjao je sarywlbL1By co6y L1 HajeAaHnYT orxpao paanL1KY L13Me"ljy Tpyne)l(L1 L1 CBe)l(ltIHe. Jep rne je caua rpynexc, oaa ce He ocess KBD CSe)l(L1Ha.

O,ll rora TpsHyTKa no-reno je noxajaH>e SenL1Ke rpeWHL14e, a C nOKajaH>eM L1 H>eHa sepa y JesaH"ljelbe. Jep 6es ocsilaH>a caeje rpeWHDCTL1 '-IOSeK MO)l(e Hlil

lial-ba caoje rpeWHOCTL1 .... 0SeK MO)f(e HL1 OCeTL1T\o1 norpeoy y JeaaH"ljelbY. HajseliMa nO)f(enLot '-IOSeK sO,lly sa KYnaH>e DHAa K<¥\ OCeTL1 L1 carrrena He'-lL1CTDTY csora rena, Taxo Lot '-IOSeK, TeK Ka.Aa oceTL1 csojy rpeWHOCT L1 K8,qa ra rHywaH>e npeva rpeuiao] HS'-IL1CTOTL1 csoje Aywe no-ure ryWlolTlo1, MO)l(e I1MaTL1 onseae )f(elbe sa AYXOBHIIIM KYnaTL1nOM, aa Xp\o1CTOM 11 XPI1CTOBL1M JeS8H"ljelbeM.

nOKajSH>e je AyxosHa 6afhs, y xojo] ey ee Kynam1 CSL1 TSDP411 Haj seil\o1x ,£lena y XPIolWt.SHCKL1M l'"ISPD,[IL1M8. CSI1 cY ce OHL1 D'-IIo1CTL1nl1 nDKsjal-beM, 11 saro ey MDrnlll APyre nOMolil1 y O'-lL1.whefhY. CBL1 cy ee DHIII AD nensna nDHI1SL1fll1, 11 3aTD ey AD He6a 61111L1. y3al1WeHIo1. H>L1XOB 6poj TeWKO js L136pDj8TL1KaD WTO je fhL1XDSY aSfll1- '-ILotHY TeWKO I1SMepL1TL1. 0,£1 MHQrl1X noKajHL1Ka - CBennelba - l-1 carpaheua je UpKsa XpL1CTo.Ba Kao. je,qHa nSJlSTa o.,q MHDrD TSCSHDr KSMeHS IEcj:Jsc.3.19-221.

r,lle rD,lIIo1Ma rpsxa.ry MO)l(e 6L1TIo1 L1 nOKsj8fh8. A rAe rOA I1Ma lbY,lII1,I1Ma L1 rpsxa. VI.CTL1 cy rpecu 101 .AaHac KaKSIo1 cy 511nL1 L1 npe Ase XL1lb<¥\S rDp,L1Ha, L1 Io1CTI1}S neK 0.,[1 CSloIX rpexa. A nex - no.'-IeTHIo1 nek - DA CSIIIX rpexa [ecre noxaia-se. To. ja npsa

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,qYXOBHa Me,q114101H8 Kola ce ,qaie 060ne· nOM o,q rp8xa.VlcTa ie He'"lIo1CTotia Ha S8Mfblo1 ,q8H8C KaKBa Ie 6101na npe ,qBe XL1fba,qe ro,qL1Ha, 11 L1CT8 js aoaa, WTO nepe H8'"1I1CTOtiy. 3aML1CnL1Te, ,qa nyryjere, o,q ConYH8,q0 Bna,qL1S0CTOK8, 101 .q8 ce ycnyr np8WL1Te 11 nprsare. Xohere nL1 ce y ConYHY nparn SO.qOM 8 Y 81la,(lL1BOCTOKY nerponejsa, L11lL1 tieTe ce Ha LIen OM npaWfbL1BOM nyry np8TL1 BO.qOM, L1 yseK BO,Q.OM? HapaSHO, BO.qOM .. tI\ KO.q '"IOBe'"IaHCTBa KpOS L1CTopL1iY jecre je.qHO ,qyro nYTOS8I-be. VI Ha TOM ,qyroM nyroaa-sy '"IOSe'"laHCTBO CS npaWL1101 nprsa BaS,[IaI1CTOM npaWI1HOM, 101 ML1jS Ba3.qaI1CTOM BO,qOM. npaWL1Ha TO je rpex, a sona TO je noxaja-se.

3a TO SaeanL1MO WTO npe nOKajHL1'"1KY necMy: "anoxaiauaia .qsepL1 craepsu MI1 )!(1013Ho.qaB'"Ie!'' VI nOXI1TajMo, .qa 6ap oee npe.qCMpTH8 '"IaCOBS L1CnYHIo1MO noxsjal-beM, L1CKpeHI1M iii CySHI1M nOK8jal-bBM sa CBe nO'"lL11-b9HS rpsxe:

• sa HSMlo1nocp1)e, Koje nOKasaCMO npeMa CL1pOMaWHL1M;

• sa xnesery KOjy L1SP9KOCMO Ha 61ll1)1(l-ber a C BO ra;

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sa noxory, Koja yHece HB'"IyBeHy TpYlle)l( y CP48 aaure;

sa n91-b0CT, KOjy noxasacuo y .q06POM pa,qy L1 Mom1TBIo1;

sa llaKOMOCr, KOjOM noraSIo1CMO nocr:

sa taMofby6fbB, KOjL1M CMO MaWTanlo1 HanpaBL1TL1 ce6e

,£IV!BOBI1Ma, na ce HanpaBIo1CMO KEme4V1Ma;

•. 38 nasc, Kpa1)y L1 MHOrOpe'"lV1S0CT; sa ooroaatopae 11 60r060pcTBO; sa repnornaaccr lo1·caaKY ona'"lltlHY·

nOKajMo ce TaKO t!y60KO L1 L1CTL1HL1- TO, .qaDIiI nOKajal-bsM onpana 480 >KL1BOT CBOj, TEl ,£Ia fW! 6111nL1 4L1CTL1 xao jyrapu,a poca L1 kao npalll spa4101 cyH4eBIII WTO nap,ajy Ha jYTapl-bY pocy.

CaMO no Kajal-bs , lIICT!<:IHa, Hl1je .qoBOJbHO sa cnaceiee, HO 6es I-bBra ce cnaCSI-bB He MO)l(e OTn0'"1 BTL1 .. A KO caputa noKajal-be TOMe tie ce KaSaT." urra rpeea

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II0KajMO ce, Aa 01-1 UHaJ, KOjl-1 Je npa-

MI-10 1-1 noxaia-eor pas60jHlIIKa KaO npsor rOCTa sa CBOjOM pajcKoM Tpne30M Y uapcrsy CSOMe nplllMI-10 III Hac.

MOJlli1TBA

Y nOKajat-by rnasao MeCTO 3aY3111Ma

MOnl-1TBa ca HenOK0I1e6IblilBOM eepou, 1-l3J10>t<eHOM y CI-1M60ny, jep sepa xao Kpl-1J1a MOJ1I11TBe 0,0, OBe ce He ozieaia. HajAparOljeHl-ljl-l Aap 6o>t<l-ljl-1, nOMoti!, KOjer ce nplllMajy CBlII OCTaJ1l11 AapoBlII, JeCTB MOI1l11TBa. nOMotiy t-be ce A06l11ja onpourra] rpaxosa: nOMot.y t-be ce ,qo6li1ja III 6J1arOAaT 6o>t<lIIja, 683 Koje HeMa noxajat-ba; nouosy MOJ1l11TBe A06Hjajy ce III CBlII ocrana AapoBH KOj~ cy nOTpe6HlII, a HapO'"llllTO nOMo1iy t-be nOCTH)!(Y ce ljenoKYnHe paAt-be H npI-1HBAne)!(HOCTlil Y YlIITaBOj noxaiuo] AlIICljHnJ1l11HI-1. Oryaa cj)lllJ1apar MOCKOSCKI-1 BeI1l11: " Kao WTO clilpoMax npyxa PYKY Aa npL-1ML-1 MI-1I10CTL-1I-bY; xao WTO AeTB oraapa YCTa Aa Y3MB xpasy, TaKO ce 1-1 40eeK Mopa 06paTlIITL-1 60ry sa 6I1arOp,aT I-berosy, III Aywa rpsoa Aa My je otaooeaa Aa nplIIMltt p,apOBe I-berose. MoJ1L-1TBa je npy>t<BHa PYKa sa npL-1Mat-bB 6na-

rOAaTlII 60)!(lIIje, orsopeaa YCTa sa KYwal-be (Y3l11Mal-be III jeAel-be) xpaHe He- 6eCKe. DryAa HL-1je Y3anYAHo pe-reuo Aa je MOJ1l11TSa AyXOBHO A",cat-be '"IOeBKOBO III He 61-1 y 60)!(l-1jBM OTKPOBBI-bY HBpa3- ABojHo 1-1 3ajep,Ho crajano.Tlokai C8 oA ceoje naKOCTlII, III Mon", III Monlll ce 60ry Aa 611 TI1 ce onpocrana nOMlilcao cpua rsora (.Q.an.8,22).

CB. JOBaH 3J1aTOYCT 0 3HaLfajy MOJ1I-1TBe y nOKajal-bY Ka>K9 Aa je OHa BeOMa yrop,aH nyr nOMOt.y xora ce MO)!(BMO OCn060AlIIHl rpexosa. Taxo OH eBI1l11: "Mona CB csakor -iaca, He MaJ1aKWlII y MOI1l11TBlII, MapJblllBO MOIlV'! 40BBKOlby6lbB 60)!(lIIje, a 60r ce Het.e ornywlIITI'1 0 ouora KOjl'1 My ce nocrojauo MOI1l11, Hero t.e TI'1 onpccnrru rpexe rso]e III VlcnyHI-1TlII Mon6e raoje. AKO MOJ1etilll ce, 6YAew YCJ1I.1WeH, npOAy>t<aeaj ,[1a ce MOJ1l11W, nplIIHeCL-1 60ry 3aXBaJ1HOCT, a aKO He 6yp,ew YCI1l11WBH, I-1cTpaj y MOIllllTBL-1, Aa 6Vl 6l11o YCJ1l11LU8H. III He rOBOpl-1:

MHoro cav ce MOflHO, III Hl-1CaM 6l11o ycnaurea, 3aTO WTO III TO LfSCTO 61-1ea pa,qlll Teoje KOPL-1CTIII. 60r 3Ha Aa ClII TIt! nel-b 11 6B36plll>t<aH, 1-1 aKO ,q06l11j8W WTO Clil MOlllllO, OTlirtil1 t.ew 1-1 saure ce He1iew MonlllTlII; a TaKO Hy>t<,qa re npl-1MOpaea Aa

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yew~e c EioroM paarosapaui 111 3aHII1MaW ce MOnIl1TBOM. AKO ce T\I\ Y TaKBoj Hy)I(,ll,lI1 111 nOTpe6111 nel-bll1W 111 He MOnll1W ce, WTa 6111 6l11no, Ka,£\ He 6111 IIIMao HII1KaKBII1X norpe- 6a?' OH TO YII1HII1 paA\I\ rsoje KOPIl1CTII1, li<enet\1I1 Aa TII1 He OCTaSJbaW MOnIl1TBY· Baro I1cTpaj Y M orurr Bill , Jby6a3HII1, 111 He 11el-bll1 ce, aaro WTO M011ll1TBa MOli<e MHoro Aa y'-lIl1HII1; 101 He npucrynaj MOI1I11TBII1, xao 6e3Ha4ajHoM A811Y. A Aa MOI1I11TSa AOHOCII1 onpourrai rpexoaa, TO MO>KeW Aa A03Haw 1013 60li<aHCKOr EeaH1)eJba{DYKa 11,5-13). VI TaKO nll1CMO re y'-llo1 Aa ce M011\l\W, 101 HV1- Ka,£\ Aa H8 ManaKcaeaw, Hero 111 TaAa Ka,£\ He A06111jew WTa CLol M011ll10, Aa IiIcTpajew y MonlilTBIiI AOK He A06Hjews.

BeoMa yeCTO ce MOIlIl1MO 111 eepyjeMo Aa je OHO WTO Tpa>K\I\MO ,tIci6po, AOK y CTSaplI1 TO MOli<e 6HH,'101 aeoua WTeTHO no Hac. nOHeKa,LI ce onsr MOIlIiIMO IIIMajyliH Y e\llAY cauo csoje Ao6po, a He MHCIlIl1MO Aa I1111 je TO ,qo6po 111 aa Hawy OKOIlIIIHY. BeTap KOjV'l je nosorsau aa Hawa je,qpa, MO>Ke Ha APyroj cTpaHIII H3a3SaTII1 6poAonoM. Eior H~1;e ycnll1WIo1TL-1 Hawe li<eJbe, aKO cy OHe WTSTHe no Hawe 6nL-1>Kl-be.

- Anlo1 KB,q Eior HeKY Hawy HacywHY norpeoy YCKpaTIo1, aaerale je,qHO 0A.

HajTe>KV'lX II1CKYwel-ba Y MOIlL-1TS\ll. EionHa Aywa rurra: rOcnoAs, rAe je Teoja Jby6as, rAe Tsoje pa3YMeBal-be, rAe MlI1nOcT?

-Hawa MQI1HTBa yseK ,qon\llps AO oora, ana Oi-l He onroaapa Ha I-by yseK VI caao K~03 paaccr 111 MVlp ...

- Mill npIIIMaMo Bora Y 'ce6e, III OH nplo1Ma Hac, \II MH li<II1BV'lMO Y l-beMY 101 oce1;aMo ce caapurexo CVlryPHI1 y oeekpa-

jy EiO>KaH C KO r 61111; a. .. '

nOCT

nOCT, Y3AP)t<aBal-be OA CB\IIX reneeHIIIX aaaoeorscraea, Vl11111 AHC4111nnll1Ha rena, [ecre APyra xpaurhaaexa SpIlL-1Ha,. KOjOM ce 3a,L106101ja 6naroAaT Eio>KV'lja y noKajHoj AIiIC4L-1nnIl1HV'I. 6e3 Y3AP>Kasa1-ba, KaKO oA CBI-1X 1;eneCHI-1X aacnaqa 101 aaqosorscraea, raxo 111 0A V'l3eeCHe xpaae, KeMa HV'I xplilw1iaHcKor nOCTa, HI-1 II1CTII1HCKOf noxaia-sa, OTy,qa os. J08aK 3IlaToycH11-1 sena: "Kao WTO je H8Mory1;e Aa sarpa ropa Y 80,q\ll, TaKO je HeMorytie noxaja!-be 6e3 nocra ... Ko ce MonH 111 nOCTH, II1Ma ,qBa «puna, naxura o,q serpa: OH je 6p>K1I1 o,q or-ea. CaMO OH Mq)Ke ,qa n06e,qH ,qe-

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MOHCK8 CHJlS, 18P HeMa CHJlHHJer 0,£1 ouora KOjH ce HCKpeHO MOJlH H nocra, .. 3aTO ,£Ia nOCTH OKO reo]e, H YXO rso]e, H jeJHK rso] H cpue rsoje, H pyxa Teoja,VI KOJl8Ha TBOja a He caMO naKOMVI >KeJl YA au' .

rOBopel1H ,£IaJbS 0 nocry Cs, enuckon HVlKonaj Ka>Ke:

- "XPHCTOC HCTW-le npeo nOCT YHyrpaunsa, AYW8BHVl, na oHAa cnoJbaWIi>H, TeneCHVI, HO He JaTO, ,£Ia 6H nOTL1SHVIO TeneCHH nOCT - rne, VI OH je caM nOCTVlO Ten eCHO - Hero ,£Ia no-ius 0,£1 no-rerka, ,£Ia npao H36VlCTPVl uaaop, na OH,ila peKY, Aa npao O'-lHCTVI ,£IYwy, na OH,qa ornenano ,£Iywe. npeo 'lOeaK Mopa YMOM VI CPL1eM 1/1 BOrhOM ,£Ia YCBOjH nOCT, na oHAa Vl TeJlOM AparosOJbHO VI paAOCHO Aa ra I/IcnYHH. Kao WTO je,gaH YMeTHVlK npao AYWOM y06nw-1Vl AaJbY CllVlKY, rra je OH,[.Ia XVITHO 1/1 pa,qOCHO PYKOM H3BOAVI. Tako H nOCT TeneCHH rpsoa Aa ie paaocr a He >KanOcr ,,"

- rlOCTOM 40seK orraxuiaaa H reno H AYX 0fJ., MpaKa H rpeuiaocra. Tello nocraie naxo VI '-IH110, a AYX CBSTao Vl [acau.

- nOCTOM'lOSeK Vl3AVI>KB ceojy AYwy H3A SeMaJbCKOM TaMHVlL10M H npo6Hja ce

KP03 MpaK >KVlBOTVlIi>CKOr )l(VlSOT3 Y csermCT 5o)l(ier uapcraa, ynpaao Y csojy AOMOBVlHY·

- nOCT '-IOSeKa '-IHHVl CH3)I(HHM, OAflY'-IHVlMVl xpa6pHM H npe,q JbYAHM3 VI npe,q AeMoHHMa.

- nOCT 4VlHH 40BBK3 WVlpOKorpy,[.lHVlM, KPOTKIAM, MIo1110CTHBVlM H neenYWHHM ...

-nOCT JE 50:>KAHCKA YCTAHOBA

- npea 5o)l(ja sanoaecr y pajy 6Vlna [e Y

crsapu sanoescr 0 nocry - Y3AP)l(seali>Y OA aaopa-seaor nnoaa, Kao TBopaL1 '-10- aska. 50r je saao KonHKO rparanao MO)l(B 6HTVl pocoaaa,e 40eBK3 csou cToMaKy, na je ceOM aanoaeursy xrao Aa ra P33YMHO H cn060AHo 6Vl'lie, onouese 1/1 npe,[.lYnp8AH, o,q TBWKHX nocnennua po60sali>a ceojoj renecao] noxorn no li>erOBO 3,[1paBrse KaKO TeneCHO TaKO 101 AyxoeHo. AIl:Vl 0,£1 -iera ie 60r xrao Aa ca-iyea fby{J,B. OHVl cy TO no CBOjOj BOJbH caMVl Vl3a6panH. 101

: rparam-e nocrrenaue cy uacrynans: rsy,[.IH cy nOCTanH P060BH caora CTOMaKa 1/1 TeneCHHX CTpaCT,Vl. KaKO OH{J,a TaKO H AaHac.

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- nOCT - YCnOB CnACEI-bA - no pe'-lIo1Ma caeror JOBaHa 3naTOYCTa, "aKO je nOCT 6\.10 HeonxoAaH IbYAVlMa Y pajy, OH ie MHoro nOTpe6HIo1jIA BaH paja, AKO je nex xcpacrau npe pausaaarsa, OH [e MHoro noTpe6HIo1jYl nocne pa-saaa-ea. AKO HaM je oPY)Kje 6111no nOTpe6HO npe n04eTKa para ca nOXOTaMa, MHOro HaM je MsonxoAHlllja 60p6eHa nOMOt. nOCTa nocne orsapa-sa raxae 60p6e OA crease noxoraa 3nlll)l AYXOBa".

- 360r npecrynafba 3anOS8CTlil ( nocry IbYAIil cy 11136a'-leHJ.1 1013 pala, sarc rpeoa Aa nOCTIiIMO, Aa 6Y1CMO nOHOSC ywnlo1 Y paj - npenopy-iyle CBeTYI BacYl11l11jE Ben III Kill.

- Aa je nocr HepnxoAaH yenos ena eefba, TO je noxasao caM Focnoa lttey( XPIilCTOC nocreha '-IeTPAeeeT A3Ha. OH je TIilMe JbYAIIIM3 [acao yxaaao ,qa ee fblllXO BO cnaceres 3anO'-lV1fbe nocrore III npeno py'-lV10 101M Aa npuxsare OSO cpencrao , yrneAajy ce ce Ha fbsra. fb8MY, Ka( 6e3rpewHoM, nOCT HV1je 61010 norpeoas OH j8 nOCTI-10 pa,q101 Hac, Aa HaM nocnvso xao nplllM9p III nPY)!(1II cpeACTBQ cnaceiea.

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- KOPVlCTVI OA nOCT A - nOCT ,qoHOCIII BIIIW9CTPYKY KOPV1CT:

1. OH je, no jeAHoAywHOM yeepel-bY CBIIIX cserax oraua, MaTep 3ApaBlba. Y nocn9Afb9 speue 1<1 MeAI<111V1Ha, KP03 YCTa fbSHIIIX HajBIlli;eHllljlllx npeACTaBHI<1Ka, 11exap CBeTCKor maca, cse Blilwe npenopY4yje nOCT xao V13saHpe,qHO cpaqcrao sa oAP)Kasafbe renecsor 3ApaBlba. MHOro6pOjHVI onV1TIII no 3,o,paecTseHIIIM YCTaHOBaMa WIilPOM CBeTa nOKa3anV1 cy ,qa je Hajset.V1 HenpVljaTelb cscra renocuor

. 3ApasJba oHaj KOjVl caole reno csaxonH9SHO KIbYKa jaKoM, MaCHOM xpauou. TIo1Me ce npanpeva repsn MHOrYlM oonecTIIIMa, 0,0, KOjlllX JbYAVI HajBl<1we nare 6aw } aauie speMe. To cy: nOBIilWeHIt1 KpBHV1 npYlTV1CaK, CKJlep03a KPBHIIIX cynosa, we1'.epHa oonecr, cp-iaua 060Jb9l-ba IIIT,o,. Aa nOCT onarorsopao Aenyje Ha TeneCHO 3ApaBlbe AOKa3anlil cy xplllw1'.aHcKV1 nycTVI fba 4111 , KOjVl cy '-IJ.1TaBe AelleHV1je a MHOrill VI cae csoi )!(IIISOT, nposana Y nYCTVlfblll y HajcTpO)Klt1jeM nocrv. HIilKO O,ll I-bIllX HYIKa,qa Hlllje 60nosao: HanpOTYlB, reno I-bVlXOBO saaaa je 6101[10 anpaeo, '-1111110 V1 naxo. VI CBV1 cy ,qQ)KYlSlbaSanV1 Ay60KY crapocr (70 - 130 ro,qIllHa). Yroj9Ho Teno,

Koje ce CBaKO,£lHeBHO KlbYKa jaKoM xpaHOM nocraie TeWKo 101 T.pOMO 101 nOp,IlOl'KHO je MHorlo1M 60IleCTlo1iMa. To HaM CBaKO,£lHeBHO Io1CKyCTBO AOKa3yje. OHO npy)Ka [oui je,[lHO CBe,[lo4aHCTSO: r,[le je yrojeuo

. reno, TY je MpwaBa Ii! sanocraerseaa :

Aywa.

2 .. nOCT je IleK nporwa CTP aCT 101 , HapO'"lIo1TO 6IlYAa. r oje'lilo1 csoje rsno jaKOM xpaHOM V1 nlo1t.eM, '"lOSeK rojlo1 y l-beMY 101 CTpaCTIo1, OC06101TO 6IlY,[lHY V1 rl-bes. WTO cy ,[Ipsa aa aarpy, TO je [aka xpaaa 101 nlo1t.e 33 CTpaCTIo1. Kao WTO ce pacnareeaa orate race K3,£I My ce 0Ay3Me MaTepl!!ja KOjOM ce OH xpaua; TaKO ce V1 renecue CTpaCHl race, K3,£I ce reny YCKpaTe [axa xpaua III nlll'lie.

3. nOCT YKpo1iaBa TellO III, l-beraBa CTpaCTIII, a ja'"laAY'X. OH nOMa)f(e pa3YMHoj TBapV1 .,£13 BIl3A3 HaA Hepa3YMHOM; ,[Iyxy, Aa rocnoaapa H3,I:I TeI10M. no CBe,[I0lJaHCTBY cseror anOCTOIla naBIla, KaA cnorsauneu Haw '"lOBeK, TO jeer reno, cIla6111, yHyTpawl-b1!! AYX, jalJa (2.Kop.4, 16;12,10). Ha re] Ha'"lIllH , OHO WTO Tal-blo1 reno, TO rojlll III [a-ra ,[Iywy. CBen1 oqlll II! '-IeCTO oas] )f(IIIBOT ynope"l}yjy ca MopeM, Koje Hac pasneaja 0,[\ uauie npase OTa-

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1,I01llHe. 113 K30 WTO nake Ilafje opl'Ke III CIIIrypHV1je npenIlV1Bajy Mope 101 CTlo1rHY y HaMepaBaHO npI!!CTaHV1WTe, ,[10K ce TeWKO sarosapeae cnopoxpehy III nplo1 HajM31-b0j 6ypl1 noranaiy ce, TaKO ce ,[Iora"l}a lo1 ca fbYAIo1Ma; rena 011aKwaHa nOCTOM 6p)f(e he 101 cliI'rypHlo1je npennuaara )f(lo1BOTHO Mope III ,[IOCnerlo1 y M:lo1pHO npIIICTaHlo1WTe OA OHIIIX Koja cy yrojsaa III TeWKa - y4101 cseTV1 JOBaH 3IlaTOYCT.

4. nOCT je opy)Kje nporaa 311 III X AYxosa. AOK xplilwt.aHIIIH AP)f(V1 y pYKaMa aBO opy)t(je OH I-bIllMe oA6111ja :CBe noxvuale sruex AVXoBa,[la y l-beMY no6YAe III pacnans rsnecue CTpaCTlo1 iii HaBe,[ly Ha rpex,

, nOMohy cTpacTIII npO)KApfbV1BOCTIII III nlo1- jaHCTBa 311111 AyXOBIiI CBaJbyjy '"IOBeKa Ha HIo1BO IIIcno,[l )f(1II BOTIII I-be. Jep, AOK Hepa- 3YMHa )f(lo1BOTllll-ba 3Ha Mepy y jerry III nlilhy, 40BeK je oeyser OBIIIM CTpaCTI1Ma, He 3Ha Hero ce cpoaasa IIIcno,[l l'K1II'BOTllll-be.

5. nOCT nOACTIII4e Ha MOIlIIITBY III ua ,[I06pa ,£I.eIla. 40BelwB ,[Iyx je aKTIIIBHa CIIIIla. OH Hili -iaca He MO)f(e 6e3 nocna, 6e3 aKqlo1je. OCliIM y CHY, yaeK je 3aY3eT HeKOM aKqllljoM, Ao6pOM IiIIlIo1 3IlOM. 3a BpeMe nOCTa o,[l6aqyjyhltl 0,£1 ce6e 3110,. OH ce oKpeile ,[I06py. 3aTO CBeTV1 oqlll Ha311-

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aajy nOCT MajKoM n060>KHOCTlt1 .V'! reMelbOM CBlt1X Bpnlt1Ha.

6. nOCT npocserrsyle AYwy, jep OMOryl;yje 3pa4lt1Ma 6naroAaTlt1Ayxa Caerora Aa Aonpy AO I"be. YrojeHo reno, no yeepaeaiey CBeTL1X OTa4a, xao HeKa Ae6ena saseoa cnpe-iasa 6narOAaTHL1M ~pB4lt1Ma Ayxa CB9Tora Aa Aonpy AO Aywe·V'! osape je. npeMa TOMe Aywa y yrojeHoM renv 4aML1 Y AYXOBHOM MpBKy. nOCTOM ce Tal"blt1 rsno lt1 oMoryl;aBa AYWlt1 Ail nplt1Mlt1 oeape-ea ,Qyxa Cserora III He6eCKa OTKplt1Bel"ba.

ynYTCTBO 0 TOME KAKO CE TPESA HCnOBE,QA H1 ,QA 5H CE ,Q05HO OnpOWTAJ rPEXOBA

flpe lt1CnOBeCTlt1 CBaKO rpeea Aa ce nocrapa Aa oe ceTV'! CBOjV'!X rpsxoaa. KaKBe je KO Y'"Ilt1Hlt10 GBeCHO lt1nlt1 HeCBeCHO; rpeoa na)l(Jblt1BO Aa IIIcnaWTa CBOj )l(lt1BOT, Aa 6lt1 ce aKO je Moryl;e, CeTlt10 CBlt1X rpexosa, He caao y41111"b8Hlt1X nocne 3BAI"blt1X VlcnOBeCTlt1 HO lt1 paHlt1je, lt1 OHlt1X no 3a60- paay Helt1CI10Bef)eHV1X. 3an1M ca YMIIIlbBl"beM VI CMlt1pel"beM y cp4Y Aa npaoryna

Kpcry lt1 EBaHf)elbY Xplt1CToaOM lt1 n04He ~a VlcnOBBAa rpexe ceoje. nplt1 TOMe rpe- 6a na3lt1TV'!:

1. lt1cnoeBAaj rpexe ceoje oraopeao, CXeBTlt1BLuIo1 AB lt1X rOBOplo1W He 4.oBeKY, ~o caMOMe 50ry, KOjlt1 Bel; lt1 OHaKO 3Ha TBOJS roexe, HO cauo xOl;e Aa lt1.x TIo1 np\/l3Haw. lt1 raor AYXOSHor 04a HeMa WTa Aa OB CTlt1- AV'!W: OH je \/ICTO 40SBK xao lt1 ra, OH A06po 3Ha HeMOl; lbYACKY, 101 HaKIlOHOCT4oseKa npeMa roexy VI 360r rora TBOj AYXOSH~ orau Ha lIicnOBeCTIo1- He MO>KB 6lt1TIIl Teol CTpaWHI1 CYAlo1ja. Ho Tlt1 ce MO;>l(Aa CTlt1AIo1W AyxoeHor oua, jep CB 60jVlw Aa He 1013ry61o1 A06po Mlt1Wlbe1-b8 0 Te611l?

Hanoorwa, AyxoeH\/I OTa4, caMO aKO je Te6V1 nplt1jaTHO I"beroeo A06po MIo1Wlbetbe 0 Te61i1, Blt1A81;VI TBOjy Io1cKpeHy, OTBOPeHY I1cnOBecT, AaneKO tie eetiy lby6ae rajlt1TIo1 npeMa Te6lt1. npIo1TOM, aKO ce CTIIIAIo1W lt1 60jltl.w,qB oTKpVljew ceoje rpexe npe.A jeAHI1M AYXOBHIo1KOM, KaKO t;ew oHAa nOAHeTIo1 oaa] CTVlA, KBAa ce jaeltlW Ha CTpawHIo1 CYA 50)l(jl1, rAe tie ce TBOjltl rpe-

, CIo1, aKO ce He 04V1CTIo1W OA· tblt1X ltICTlt1HCKI1M nOKajal-beM, OTKPV1TI1 npeA CaMlt1M 50roM, aHf)eJlIo1M \II CeltlM TbYAItIMa, n03HBTltlM \/I Hen03HBTIo1M?

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2. VIc no se,qaj cse rpexe ceoje no,qP06HO,1II CBaKIII rpex noce6HO. Caen1 3naTOYCT roaopa: "He rpeoa cave pe"lilo1: carpeurao cav, 11111111: rpeuiaa caM, HO III CBe slt1.qoae rpexoea rpeoa 1113jaSlt1TIII "rj .. csaKlt1 rpsx rpeoa 111M eHO a ara .. "OTKplIIsefbe rpexosa", roaopa CB. Baclt1nlllje Be.nIllKIll "no,q.ne}l(lt1 IIICTOM 3aKOHY «ao lt1 06jaBIbIll~ Ba!-be Te.neCHlllx HeMofilt1 (= 60neCTlt1) ... " rpeWHIIIK )e ,qyweBHo 60neCTaH, a orau ,qYXOBHIII Je nexa, npeua TOMe, rpsca lt1Cnoa8,qaTlt1l11nlll rOBOpIIITlt1 caojs rpexs ,qYXOBHOM 04Y lt1CTO TaKO xao WTO 6011ecTaH T811eCHO rosopa caOje Te11eCHe 60- nscra nexapy, }l(eJ1'e"li1il ,qa npexo !-bera ,q06111je lt1C4elbje!-be.

3. He Mewaj Y lt1CnOeeCT ,qpyra J11114a, He )l(a11111 ce Hili Ha kora, lt1Ha'-le KaKBa je TO IIIcnoe8CT? To Hlllje 'lIIcnoe8CT TO je ocyryL1- Bafbe: 3H8'-1111 cavo H08111 rpex

4. He craps] ce ,qa Ha IIIcnOBeCTIll onpaaaau, ce6e Ha 6111no KOjlt1 Ha'-l>'lH, «ao: cna60w1iy, o6111'-1ajeM >'IT,q. Ha lt1CnBeCTIII, WTO sauie HeKO ce6e onoaanaaa, nlM "lie Mafb8 6111T>1 onpaeziau o,q 60ra, a WTO 8111llJ8 H8KO ce6e 0611111'-188a, ocyryyje III OKplIIsIbyje, TIIIM he Blllwe 6111Tlt1 onpasnaa npe,q 60roM. 3aTo He rpeoa onpasnaaara

cece HClIII(';IIUt;;tlGTIII, Nero Ha npOTIII6, WTO sillwe OKp>1'BlbaSaTIII, 06111114a6aTlil III ocyryllleaTIII, ,qa 6111 ce y,qOCTOjlt10 ,[I06lo1TIII " onpourrs] oJ! r .ocncna sora,

5. Ka,qa 0 He'-l8My ynlo1Ta ,qYXOBHIII orau, He rosopa: "He cehaM ce, MO)l(e 6lt1Tlt1, III Y TOMe caM rpsuraa". 60r HaM je 3anoeeAIIIO Aa ce yseK celiaMo CBOjlllX rpexosa. A ,qa ce He 6111 npaeaana 3860- paeou, Mlt1 rpeoa ,qa ce acnosenaeourro je Moryfie '-IeuJlie, jep OHlt1, KOjlll, no HeM8- py csoue, Mlt1C11e Ha CBOjy ,qywy 11 cyBlI1we peTKO III H,a raj Ha'-llt1H 3860paBJbajy ceoje rpexe, OH,qa cy y TOMe caMIII KPIIISlt1, lt1 aa TO He MOry ce Ha,qaTIII Ha onpourra] OHIIIX rpexoaa Koje HIllCy IIIcnoee,qa11l11. 3aTo Helt130CT8aHO Mill rpsoa Aa ce nocrapavo ,qa ce CeTlt1MO caoiax rpexoaa. Ka,qa HaM HaKO 6lt168 . .qY)l(8H, Mill Tep,qo naMTIIIMO .qyr, a ceoje Ayroee rocno,qy 60ry 3860- oaersaeol Hajs 11111 TO c uauie crpaus Kpaj!-bja He6plllra III HeMap 0 ,qYW>1?

6. 683 n>1Ta!-ba ,qyxoBHor 0.4a, He rosopa 0 OHOMe y '-I8My Hlt1C].1 rpsuraa, IIInlll uno Hllle].1 rpeuiaa. To 6].1 3Ha4111J10. Cnlll'-lHO eBaHije11cKoM q,8pcejy, cauo ce XSaI1lt1TV1, 8 He >1,cnoee,qaTIll ceoje rpexe, III 3aTO cauo yeehaSaTlt1 csojy ocy,qy.

7. Tpe6a ce lt1cnoae,qan1 ca ryrOM lt1 cKpyweHlt1M cP4eM 360r rpexoaa, KOjlt!Ma CMO yBpe,qlt1f1111 rocno,qa bora. Hlt1je ,q06po WTO HeKIII ,lt1SHOCe eao]e rpsxose ca OTaopeHOM XflClAHoKpaHowt.y lt1 6e3 lt1KaKBe cKpyweHOCTIt!,Kao ,qaao,qe HeKlt1 06W-laH paaroaop; a jaw je rope, Ka,qa MHOrlll, lt1C-

. noae,qajyl'ilt1 ce, ,qo3aofbBBajy ,qa ce yaK It!

OCMexyjy. GBe je TO SHaK HeKajal-ba, a IIIcnOBe,qajyf'rlt1 cs Ha raxas Haylt1H, Mill ce He Oylt!w"liyjeMo rpexosa, Hero IIIX jow YBeliaBaMo.

8. Haxpajy, lt1CnoBe,qaj rpexe caola c aepoM ylt1cyca Xplt1CTa lt1 Ha,qajyt;lt1 ce na I-bera, Mill MO)f(eMO ,£l06I11Tlt1 onpourral rpeXOBa, a 6e3 aepe Hlt1KaKO He MO)f(eMO ,£l0- 6lt1Tlt1 onpourral, nplt1Mep sa 080 je - JY,£la lt1s,qajHlt1K.

ETO, aa TaKaB Ha4lt1H, 6patio Moja, je Heonxo,qHo ce It!cnoa e,£laTlt1 , ,lIa 6111 ,lI06I11nlt1 o,q Focnoqa onpourra] rpexoaa. "AKO lt1cnOae,qaMo rpexe aauie, OH"lie HaM, xao sepaa III. npaae,qaH, OnpOCTlt1Tlt1 rpexs Hawe lt1 04lt1Cn1Tlt1 Hac o,q csaxe aenpaa,qe" (JH 1 ,.9).

Ho 6y,qyt;lt1,qa MHorlt1 o,q pona Hauiera HeMajy jacHY cnlt1KY WTa js rpex, na

p,a 6lt1 ce Mornlt1 CeTlt1TIII CBlt1X CBOjlt1X rpexoaa lt1 ,tJ,OCTOjHO ce np.mpeMlt1TIII sa vlcnoseer, HaaOp,lt1MO cane HBKe o,q nplt1Mepa:

nPHMEPHHCKPEHEHcnOBECTH CABPEMEHOrnPABOCflABHOr XPHW"FaAHiI1HA

8epyjeM y rocno,qa bora, HO '-IeCTO y MeHlt1 r ocnoa Hlt1je H8 npsou Mecry 360f C8eTCKe cyjeTe, 360r npIIIBe38HOCTlt1 sa seMBIbCKO.

3a60paafbaM 0 KpaTKotilt1 )f(lt1BOTa, 0 TOMe, p,a caM ja oa,qe, Ha 3eMfblt1 Ha IIIcnlt1- Tlt1B8I-bY lt1.,qa rpeea Aa ce nplt1npeMlt1M loll CnpeMlt1M aa o,qroaop npe,q SorOMlt1 sa Be4Hlt1 )f(,lt1aOT.

nplt1MehyjeM y ce6lt1 O,qCYCTBO crpaxa 60)f(lt1jera, 60ja3HL-I O{l,. rpexa, rpeWlt1M '-IeCTO, aenpscrauo, lt1 TO Me He y3HeMlllpaaa, TeWlt1M ce Tlt1Me, WTO CBlt1 TaKO )f(lt1Be. HeMaM cysa no Kajal-ba, HeMaM MyKe noKajHe.

nOHeK8A ce He MOnlt1M, a Ka,q ce MOm'lM, TO 6lt18a KpaTKO, 6e3 n6)f(l-be pacsiaHO. Y paSHlt1M cnY'-laje8l1Ma )f(lt1BOTa peTKO

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npV16eraaaM 50ry 0 MOIU1TaOM sa nOMoh, sa ypasyMfbel-be.

y 4pKay He Iottl.eM caaxe He,qefbe, ceaxor npasuaxa, 6e3 06310tpa WTO 6!11 no 3,l1pasfbY Moraolt1hl-1V1 WTO ,qpymx yspoxa HeMa KOjV1 6V1 Mill OMeTallV1 O,llI1a3aK y 4PKSY. Ha 6orooI1Y>Kel-be '"IeOTO saxaWl-baSaM III OTV1>KeM ua cpe,qlt1Hy ooroc- 11Y.lKel-ba. Y 4pKSlt1 nplt1.CYCTByjeM, a He MO- 11li1M ce, I1YTaM y MV1CIlV1Ma no pa3Hlt1M npe,llMeT'V1Ma.

PeTKO ce Katl MOI1lt1M sa YMp11e CPO,llHV1Ke, n03HaHIIIKe. 3a >Klt1se TaKoije peTKO ce MOI1V1M III peTKO ,lIajeM liIMeHa y 4PKSY· sa nOMlt1l-bal-be.

Tsp,lI caM aa npanore aa 4pKSY lot' sa CV1pOTV1l-by.

Ayro Hlt1CaM np.VlMehVlsao y ce6lt1, a, caaa nO'"llt1l-beM,qa ce nplt1CehaM, npeMAa lt1 c HeMapHowhy, Aa nO'"llt1l-beM nplll,qasaTlt1 sehlt1 aua-ia] Hos4Y, V1 TO Henpll1iMeTHO nponapa Y Moje epue lt1 ja nocrajev TSP,lllt1- ua '"IaK VI sa ,q06pe 4lt11bese.

Mano npVl,llajeM S8>KHOCTlt1 nOCTOSV1- Ma.VI '"IeCTO liIX HapywasaM nororosy cpe,llY lt1 nerax,

8pno '"IeCTO ocyijyjeM tJipyre, '"IaK VlX nOHeKatI xneasraa. Ha ce6e ce -nax He >KaI1V1MVI ce6e yseK onpaanaeaa,

Herpnersas caa, rapnornas. 4eCTo cs meslIIM, pa3Apa>KyjeM ce III y KyhVl, lt1 ua crpaua V1CMesaM APyre, na '"IaK l-1 crapaie,

Jlako ce speijaM VI naMTVlM yspe,lle,

HOClt1M l4X Y cpuy caoue. a caM xohy tJia MeHlt1 onpaurraiy, ,qa ce He cPAe Ha MeHe.

nOHeKa,q rosopVlM Helt1CTlt1He 1I1I1lt1 nOI1ylt1CTlt1HY, I1a>KeM.

3aSlt1CT nOHeKatJi. npo,qlt1pe y Moje cpue V1 nojasrsyie ce anypaaocr.

5l!1sano je cny-ialeaa KaA caM ,qlt1- PSKTHO lt1I1V1 lt1H,lIVlpeKTHO npacsajao Tyije (=Kpao), OSlt1M l-Inlt1 OHlt1M nyreu,

nOH6KatI caM ce onaiao. nYWlt1M. KoPIIICTlt1IM 11 ,qpory.

HlllcaM '"IeOTO nocetsnaao 60nHe, HIo1- cau lt1X nouarao nOTpe6wTIIIHaMa. He-uscTe M!I!CJ1101 VI >Kerbe nponupane cy y Moje opus, nprsane Me. (OClt1M Ml!ICnV1 6nY,llHIIIX, 611111a cy 111; AeIla: OHaHlt1ja, 6nYA, npeIby6a, CO,llOMlt1ja). npVl npSOM lt1CKywel-bY roros caM 614.0 Aa nOKI1V13HeM, carpetuav, III cauo r ocnon HVlje ,lIonYCTl!Io Aa TO Y!..Jlt1HIIIM.

:>KafbeH>9, porrrarse Ha cora, Ha fbyAe noiaersasane cy ce nOH9Ka,q y TeWKI4M cnY"lajeB~Ma, II( CBH cy ~3rne,qanl-1 KP~BH, caao He ja. ("IecTO ncyjeM, na "IaK ~ HajBelie CBeT~l-be. fOBOPl-1M cpaMOTHE! pey~).

na,qao caM Y YH~Hyje, (yaMOTl-1I-bY), ryroaopy 101 nplI(6flVl>KaBaO ce oyajal-by. CaMO Me je rocno,q cnacao o,q Ta.KO onacaor era-sa ,qywe.

CYM!-be cy ce nplo1Kpa,qane y ,qywy 101 H~caM cs eopao ca I-b~Ma, Hlo1caM sanae Ka focno,qy, Aa 0111 [.1X rocno,q paasejao, ypa3yM~o Me; nonao ~M ce III onpasnao I-bIo1Ma Moja HapywaBal-ba aaxresa MajK9- LlpKBe.

np~Meh~Bao caM y ce6~ )Kefby,qa ce nOXBan~M, Aa nOKa)KeM ce6e c 60fbe crpase: KO ce Kp~TVlYK[.1 II( He onaroaaKIlOHO O,qHOCVlO npeMa MeHlt1, cMaTpao caM ra caoj~M Henplo1jaTefbeM ~ ~CTOM MePOM caM My spahao: KO Me je xaarrao, nacKaD M~, rora cau cMaTpao np~jaTefbeM 101 xsanao ra.

Er.O~3aM je ,qo6po YKopel-beH y MeH~ ~ ja ce 6p~HeM cave 0 ce614 caMOM. Cna-

60 6p~HeM 0 CBOj14M ,qoMahli1Ma, a H~KaKO o 6n~)I(l-blo1Ma.

Y pa3HL-1M B~,qosIo1Ma nojasfbyje ce y MeHIo1 rOPAocT, a CMVlpeft>a je TaKO MallO.

YnopHOCT CMaTpaM aa -raporohy xapaxrepa, 3a60pasfbajyhl1,qa je ynopuoci nOCJleA~4a cxpaseae ropnocra,

Jlaxo aapyuraaau 3anOBecTLo1 60)Kje, ~.AeM Ha KOMnpOMLo1ce ca 3ll0M ~ TaKO je y MeH~ Mano 60p6e ca caMIilM C060M, 6p~>Kfb~BO ~36erasaM Ty 60p6y VI VI,qeM no n~HVlj~ Mal-ber ornopa, npeM,qa Ty nojaay KOA APyr~x peno KPIIIT14KyjeM.

Ha 3a,qo6101jaI-bY SpJlVlHa, 03Ha4eHVlX y 6n8)KeHCTB~Ma, He Tpy,q~M ce. Yonurre Mano pa,q~M Ha YMHO)KaSaI-bY ranesara ,qapOBaH~M o,q 60ra.

YA06HoCT )I(~BOTa, yra1jal-be M9j~M rpexoBH~M HaB~KaMa npL1Bf1a4~ Me, a TO, Aa ce uapcrso 60)K~je nocnose Tpy,qOM, 6op6oM, nnaune Me ne-sor II( cnopor.

HeY3,qp)l(aH y jeny ~ nll(t.y, Hacna1jVlsao cau ce yKyCHOM xpaao«, no riaKOMOCTVI AO npeje,qaft>a L-1 npeaacatieaocTl-1.

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M'Horo BpeMeHa CaM nposonac y nYCTV1M V1 npSSHV1M paarosopaua, uianaMa, cMexy, ocytjV1Batby, cnnerxaua.

CV10CKon, n030pV1WTe, TeneBV1sVlja MHOro MV1 y3V1Majy BpeMeHa V1 Y4apwt.yjy Me y rpexy.

lIeHet.V1 caojs onoxojcrao, Mano, apno Mano caM ce 6pV1HYO aa p,ywy csojs p,e~9; HV1eaM ee 60PV10 ea It>V1XOBV1M kanpVlqV1Ma HL-1CaM VIM ynasao oaaaa-ea rpexa Heonxop,HOCTV1 crpaxa 60)l(V1jer.

Ca 3ap,OBOfbCTBOM caM 4V1Tao HOBL-1- He, nycre pouaus, KIt>Vlre xole pY)l(e 60ra VI VlsasL-:lBajy CyMlt>y; Vls6eraBao caM p,a 4V1raM penaruosao MOPaJlHy nureparypy,

OTKpVlBaM y ce6V1 HeKO HepacnoHO)l(elt>e npeua P,YXOBHVlM HVlqVlMa, npeMa It>VlXOBVlM nOYKaMa, npVlSI1BIII'Ma p,a ce MVlCH,VI 0 cnace-sy p,ywe, p,a ce Vlp,e YCKVlM nyTeM. YeCTo, III 360r I-bV1XOBe HeMapHOCTill, npeua naCTBI.1.

WI.1POKIil nYT Mill je cnap,aK VI npllljaran, npeM,D"B SHaM )l(aJlOCHIil Kpaj !-beroa.

68S npaes fby6aBlil npeua 60ry, ripeMa fbyp,IIIMa, )f{IIlBIllM xao rpsun-a aroacra , III non1Hyt.y aKO Me rocnop" Cnacarers MOj He cnace.

Cas caM seMafbCKIII, caa rpexoaau, npeMp,a p,ywa Moja 1.1 Te)l(lII 60ry III ryryje 360r Mor poncrsa rpexy lII1jaBony.

CBe seMafbCKO MeHIII je p,paro, Mlllno, 6nlo1cKo 101 npHjaTHo, a p,pyrVl cser, P,YXOBHH,se4HIII )l(H80T, npHnpeMalt>e sa I-bera, 6na)f{eHCTBO npaBep,HIIIX, Myyel-be rpsWHHX, Mano yTH4y Ha MOjy ,qywy, ,I:IaJleKO cy 0,1:1 Mora cpuaa cas-ia-ea. Y TOM O,l:lHOcy y MeHH ce npHMet.yje HeKO 6esoeet.alt>e OHO WTO ce ua qpKseHoM je3HKY Ha3HBa OKaMel-beHI1M Heoee1ial-beM.

KajeM ce sa CBe, CBlt1Ma npaurrau, 6Hno ua xora na caM rsyr 1111111 Y aasana, 101 MOflHM Mora Cnacarersa p,a MH onpocru ,I:Ia Me nO,(ll1rHe 1.13 6nara r,ae ne)f{HM ,qa OY\o1CTIil op, He4HCTOTe rpsxoeuea enace Me.

VleKpeHO MonlilM Mor ,qYXOBHor oua Aa ee nOMonH sa MeHe,,lIa 6101 Me rocno,q yxpenuo y 60p611 CS MOjl1M rpeclo1MB, MOjl1M crpacrava, nOWlO yaeK na,qaM ana YBeK ce He ,ll,I.1)1(eM.

MOfll1M ,qa ee nOMOnl1Te aa MeHe 101 paepeuarre Me o,q MOjlllX rpexoaa, MHoro caM 101 3a60paSHO, norpyxea y raurraay )1(111 Bora.

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Ofipahano ce CBHM SepHl1QHMa npaBOCJIaBHe Llpxaerta csehe, 'raxa-aa, HKOHe, KaHre If npyre QPKBeHe rrpeznrere H penansaje aa CRe sepcxe ncrpefie Ha~ 6aBJbftjy y CBOjllM napoxnjaaa H MaHac· TllpHMa. YHoweaeM OBHX ocseheaax npxsenax npenuera YHOCHMO 6JIar0CJ10B EOlKjH y csoje .uoMoBe, 11 Ha Taj Haql1H nOMalKeMO Harne upKBeHO-MaHaCTHpCKe o nurrane. Ha6aBKOM trpxseae JIHTepaType y xpaMOBHMa, qysaMo ce If on HenpH~ jarersa upxse H cexraura KOjU non BHtlQM xpauthancxe nareparype nponosenajy HenpaBOCJ1aBHa .JIaJKHa yxersa.