Mumbai

01.10.2010

Dear All,

First I would like to say “Sorry” to you all for my previous mail. I was really upset by
that Saturday’s Prayer/cell meeting and I went gropingly through the Bible to search for
answers what I heard and was not satisfied

I realized in that Saturday’s meeting when we took the name of the bad fellow he became
present in our midst and created all confusion. So I felt the minute the bad fellow’s name
was taken he said “Im Present” (like how in school when a name is called the child says
“Present Teacher”) and he spoilt the peace and gladness that otherwise is the outcome of
our meetings.

On 28 Oct when Clara sent me an sms which had the bad fellow’s name. Tat again upset
me and I replied to her “Y don’t we put the word GOD on our lips and front of our eyes
and not the bad fellow’s name”. And in our conversations of sms I told her lets never
take his name at all and he will flee away from us but she said “Sister v will b living in
deceipt if v say Satan cant come near us”. And she told me to read a verse from
Revelation. I could not understand it. So tat night I spoke to Lord and said U please tell
me about it and the Lord led me to a verse REVELATION 20 : 7 to 10 – Defeat of
Satan which reads “ After the thousand years are over, satan will be let loose from his
prison, and he will go out to deceive the nations scattered over the whole world, that is.
Gog and Magog. Satan will bring them all together for battle as many as the grains of
sand on the seashore. They spread out over the earth and surrounded the camp of Gods
people and the city that he loves. BUT fire came down from heaven and destroyed them.
Then the Devil who deceived them was thrown into the lake of fire and sulphur where the
beast and the false prophet had already been thrown and they will be tormented day and
night forever and ever”. The Lord revealed this to me and the Holy Spirit inspired me to
understand from this passage that After the thousand year are over (tat is today – right,
thousand years are over) satan will be let loose BUT fire came down from heaven and
destroyed them and they will be tormented day and night forever and ever. So I told Clara
that see the lord revealed to me this passage and I say Satan is already destroyed. But
Clara told me NO this is Revelation, it is yet to come. But I still want to believe wat the
Lord revealed to me through his word.

Y’day Clara you sent me one more message ANGER / D-ANGER and I replied to you
please don’t send me negative messages. Please send me positive messages. And again I
say let not take tat bad fellows name which is negative but lets take GODS NAME
WHICH IS POSITIVE. Every body tells us be positive. So lets b with the positive. In
the end of tat sms u said Read Gen for today so I read and got Gen 12 and what struck
me the most is
Verse 3 – I will bless those who bless you, but I will curse those who curse you and
through you I will bless all the nations. By reading this the Lord revealed to me tat he
will curse the bad fellow.

If any bad phase comes in my life I will not say it the bad fellow’s work but I will still
take God’s name and cry to the Lord and beg him to help me, save me or heal me. So
from now on no taking the bad fellows name only Jesus’ name and remember all the
positive verses in the Word of God.
In good situations take Jesus’ name and praise him
In bad situations also take Jesus’ name and ask him for help.
Never take the bad fellows name.

This whole week from last Saturday just that bad fellows name was taken and all
confusion.
There was this Question now and then put to us “Why do v go to Cecretary or Manager
( I guess it means mother Mary) and ask her to pray for us….Why don’t we go directly to
Jesus”
Someone even said that the bad fellow is using Mother Mary (tat was one of the
discussions on Saturday tat led to confusion)
Yday I asked the Lord “Y are some people talking about your Mother like this, you tell
me some thing about your Mother”
I opened the Word of God and the Holy Spirit revealed this to me :
LUKE 1: 28 – The angel came to Mary and said “Peace be with you! The Lord is with
you and has greatly blessed you”.
LUKE 1: 39 to 44 – Marys Visit to Elizabeth
Soon afterwards Mary got ready and hurried off to a town in the hill country of Judea.
She went to Zechariah’s house and greeted Elizabeth. When Elizabeth heard Mary’s
greeting the baby moved within her. Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit and
said in a loud voice ‘you are the most blessed of all women and blessed is the child you
will bear. Why should this great thing happen to me, tat my Lord’s mother comes to visit
me? For as soon as I heard your greeting, the baby within me jumped with gladness.
LUKE 1: 46 to 55 - Mary’s Song of Praise
Mary said “My heart praises the Lord, my soul is glad bcoz of God my Saviour for he has
remembered me his lowly servant. From now on all people will call me happy bcoz of
the great thing the Mighty God has done for me. His name is holy. From one generation
to another he shows mercy to those who honour him........
So the Holy Spirit has revealed it to me that the LORD IS WITH MARY
Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit when Mary came to her and Elizabeth’s child,
who has not yet come into this world, also jumped in his mother womb when he heard
Mary’s greeting ….will not we also be filled with the Holy Spirit if we go near
Mother Mary in prayers?
Right after it happened Mary praised the name of the Lord and says the Lord will show
mercy to those who honour him. Mary did not praise herself. Like that, we also go to
Mary to pray for us but all honour, praise and glory goes to God on high.
I got my answer - When I asked the Lord and he revealed this truth to me about his
mother bcoz I was not happy about wat people was telling about Mother Mary.
We all know thru the Word of God that the Lords says “I am the way, the truth and
the life”….. so go directly to Jesus
I can say I can also go close to Mary bcoz the Lord is with Her and also the Lord is
using her… to fill us with his Holy Spirit (not the bad fellow using her).
And I see people who go to Mother Mary their prayers are answered bcoz with Mother
Mary we can be filled with the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit will work wonders in our
lives.
In John 2 – The wedding at Cana, it was Mary who said to Jesus “They have no wine
left” but Jesus told her “My time has not yet come” but still Mary knew that her son, in
his time, would work wonders and she told the servants to do whatever he tell them.

I thank Clovis, my cousin who showed me the way to Karuna Sadan.

I thank Br. Micheal and Clara who are leading me to the Word of God and the Holy
Spirit who inspires me when I read the Word of God.
I thank Mr. Rocha who just gave me one sentence “ You read the Word of God and let
the Holy Spirit inspire you”
I thank God for my friends Lorraine and Espy.
And most of all I thank God who has brought all these people in my life
I thank God for my family and friends who have been with me through out.

I hope now no one will say “Fiona’s dangerous”(bcoz I wrote the previous mail)….its
the bad fellow who is dangerous – who is Danger – who is Anger. So when ever v get
angry lets call out to JESUS.

I think we ask questions and ten people give us ten answers and confuse us. We should
seek the Lord and find our answers in the Word of God . If we don’t find the answer just
surrender to the Lord, leave it at his desk and then let him lead us to the answer later on.

So u see the menu on the table last Saturday was “the bad fellow” …so let us not only
devour his name but also flush it out.

I thank you Clara, as u said u cried and prayed for me. I have answered my test. But its
wat the Lord has revealed to me. My conclusion is that Im not preaching or teaching but
in answer to your prayers for me “lets not take the name of the bad fellow ….lets only
take the name of Jesus” and “lets invite Mother Mary in our midst bcoz we can be filled
with the Holy Spirit thru her”.