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The only time I wrote well, when I passed through the inner door, I felt guilt, I must find
that again.
—Jane Bowles, Letters
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3 For a more extensive connection between modernism and schizophrenia, see Sass, L. (1992). Madness
and modernism: Insanity in the light of modern art, literature and thought. Cambridge: Cambridge
University Press.
4 Laing, R.D. (1967). The politics of experience. New York: Ballantine Books, p. 120.
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importance that Laing attributed to the social environment in this field achieved a
wide acceptance on the part of an entire generation of women. Within the academic
arena his work has been relevant for feminist criticism by incorporating theories
that could also be applied to art and literature, such as the notions of the divided
self, ontological insecurity, and so on.
Finally, anti-psychiatry, as Laing himself realized, did not provide answers
nor did it guarantee the reestablishment of the forces of social control. Its value
resided in the intent to humanize psychiatry by breaking rigid and stigmatizing
models used in the treatment of patients. But the problem it brought to light was still
there. For Laing, rationality is not channeled appropriately in a sick society, and
the expression of an individual’s interior passions is not allowed to be expressed
socially. All this, according to Laing, leads to the acquisition of a false self adapted
to fictitious realities (Laing, 1959, p. 12).
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JANE BOWLES
Madness forms a part of the myth of Jane Bowles. Many who knew her feared
for her mental health, one calling her a “a fragile writer who was going crazy little
by little.”8 For Bowles, her disease represented something more than a more or
less severe psychological difficulty. She considered her attacks as punishment for
sins she assumed as her own, at times claiming God was punishing her for not
writing. In fact, the mental blocks that prevented her from writing accompanied
her for the major part of her life, so that the bulk of her slim output appeared in the
1940s. Her disease began to emerge in 1949, the year her husband Paul Bowles
published The Sheltering Sky, and in the 1950s she began to receive psychiatric
treatment that would continue until her death in a Malaga hospital in 1973.
Even if The Sheltering Sky were not the cause of Jane Bowles’ mental block, it
served as the premonition of her destiny. Paul helped her finish Two Serious Ladies
(1943) and “Camp Cataract” (1949/1966), and as a result revealed many aspects of
his life with her, which came to confirm her worst fears. That is, Paul addresses the
themes that most preoccupied Jane, particularly sin and the relationship between
spirit and sexuality. But Two Serious Ladies and The Sheltering Sky also speak of
sin and the freedom to choose.
7 Abel, E. (1979). Women and schizophrenia: The fiction of Jean Rhys. Contemporary Literature, 20,
155–77; Kegan Gardiner, J. (1983). Good morning, midnight; good night, modernism. Boundary,
2, 233–51; Hill Rigney, B. (1978). Madness and sexual politics in the feminist novel. Madison:
University of Wisconsin Press.
8 Mentioned in Patricia Basworth’s biography of Montgomery Clift. Cited in Dillon, M. (1981). A little
original sin: The life and work of Jane Bowles. Berkeley: University of California Press, p. 307.
9 In her biography of Jane Bowles, Dillon (1981) underscores the feelings of guilt that Jane experienced
in her childhood, a sin she was never able to define. Of this sin, she was only able to say that it was
hers and original, and that it separated her from the rest (p. 414).
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That is, Jane and Paul Bowles differ in their notion of what constitutes sin.
For Paul, sin is specific. In The Sheltering Sky, Kit deceives Port and eventually
abandons him to his illness. Port’s sin consists in his inability to love in a nihilist
world in which the sky no longer shelters. It is a world without God and without
feelings, where people act by obeying their animal impulses. Paul condemns his
characters by denying them any means of escape. The suspense in his work has
to do with the constant impulse towards final destruction. In contrast, sin in Jane
Bowles’s work is indeterminate and has no specific motive. She does not condemn
her characters. The “serious ladies,” Miss Goering and Mrs. Copperfield, end up
exactly as they began, and even for Sadie in “Camp Cataract,” the only character
of Jane Bowles who dies, death overtakes her as an absolution (Dillon, 1981,
pp. 175–177).
Sin and guilt are large themes in Jane Bowles’s work, including her letters, and
are also reflected in the process of her writing. According to Dillon’s biographic
interpretation, Bowles experienced a sense of guilt and sin for her difference from
the beginning: first for being a young girl with an uncommon imagination, later on
for her lesbian attractions, and finally for being a writer. The guilt she attached to
her writing derived from the fact that her subject matter and style arose from her
difference, and was a paralyzing two-edged sword: writing made her feel guilty
and confirmed her sinful difference, but if she did not write she felt guilty because
only by writing could she justify her difference.
This difficulty in writing stemmed from her fear of the irrational forces of
her psyche, of her fear of the madness she tried to contain in her life by means of
fantasy, and from the humor and absorption in the mundane details of everyday life
(Dillon, 1981, p. 93). For Bowles, writing stifled her madness by giving free reign
to her imagination. Roditi (1992), one of her friends and companions, considers
the eccentricities of Jane Bowles as defense mechanisms against her own fear of
madness. Her art tended toward the same defensive objective, a conscious path
towards the control of her irrational fears. In the same way, he regards her affinity
for drink as a barricade against neurosis and depression. Similarly, Brookner’s
critique of her work points out that the power in Bowles’s writing owes, perhaps,
to her madness (1984).
In general, the criticism of Bowles’s work has responded to the irregular ac-
ceptance, on the part of the critics, to Dillon’s biography, A Little Original Sin
(1981), and to the compilation of her letters, Out in the World (Dillon, 1985). In
these works, Bowles’s legendary self-destructiveness provokes repulsion and anx-
iety in others. In fact, the negative reaction to her lifestyle led some to devalue her
work. Her slim output and her tortured process of writing made it easy for some to
condemn her for succumbing to bohemian disorder or for having wasted her talent.
Indeed, one can accommodate all kinds of ambivalent positions with regard to her
work if one takes into account the features of Jane Bowles’s personality such as
they appear in her biography. Aspects such as perfectionism and, consequently,
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her writer’s block, increased with time. On the other hand, her fear of failure,
her feelings of guilt, her fears of madness, or her addiction to alcohol are fac-
tors that could support the idea of Jane Bowles as an eccentric and unclassifiable
writer.
Moreover, we cannot overlook the cultural and literary environment in which
Bowles lived and which directly influenced her work and her conception of writing.
The bohemian world in which she lived permitted her to become a writer and to
find support and recognition for her work. Her friends and husband accepted
and unconditionally admired her talent, which shaped and molded the concept of
avant-garde art. The environment in which she lived also fed the legend that in the
avant-garde, the artist lives in accord with his conception of art (Shattuck, 1958,
p. 39). Bowles lived in a cultural environment that idealized the iconoclastic and
subversive art that emerges from the genius’s vision and from an unconventional
lifestyle that experiments with radical and political thought, sexual freedom, the
search for mind-altering drugs and alcohol, and the immersion in other cultures
and societies. In these surroundings, self-destruction was seen as a necessary risk
for obtaining an artistic vision. Bowles’s legend explains her success in combining
life and art in accord with the demands of the avant-garde, first as an enfant
terrible in the parlors of New York and later as a victim of disorder, alcohol,
sexual relations, magic and madness (Skerl, 1997, p. 4). Her legend, in fact, is so
overwhelming that a large part of her work has been interpreted from the bohemian
perspective.
Was madness part of the lifestyle model that Jane Bowles adopted? Or was that
madness the reason for choosing a bohemian life-style? Cause or effect? How does
one combine life, work, and insanity? The approach to her work from a cultural/
environmental perspective provides, perhaps, the best route for demystifying the
legend of Bowles. In the final analysis, she had to come to terms with the task
of creating with words, just as any other writer does. And we cannot deny that
her profession as writer influenced her life while at the same time was a constant
source of unrest.
The remainder of this paper uses schizophrenia as a lens on Bowles’s work,
which is examined in three areas: first, the narrative structure that follows from
the formal experimentation; second, the meaning/s of her work (which are not
always easy to separate from form); and third, the possible autobiographic and
cultural implications. Laing’s theory of schizophrenia developed in The Divided
Self (1959), used here to examine various psychotic traits, had such a great im-
pact on readers because many of the schizoid feelings, attitudes and experi-
ences described therein prevail in contemporary cultures. (Fromm [1955] observed
that schizoid processes formed a large part of what he termed as the pathol-
ogy of normality, and that these prevailed in contemporary art and literature.)
In addition to analyzing schizophrenic processes, Laing also valued those as-
pects not included within the concept of “normality” but which are essential for
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being “normal,” such as the ability to doubt or feel uncertainty (Burston, 1996,
p. 188).
One literary critic argued that to expose the plot in Two Serious Ladies was
to endanger one’s mental health (Dillon, 1981, p. 102). More than a plot, the novel
is a series of repetitions or variations on themes. It is also the story of two very
distinct women’s reach for freedom—Miss Christina Goering, a rich spinster with
mystical leanings ever since childhood and Mrs. Frieda Copperfield, a woman
trapped in a conventional marriage. Goering ends up selling off all her worldly
possessions to practice her particular concept of salvation, moving to an unpleasant
house on Staten Island from which she comes and goes, and hanging out in bars
like a courtesan. Copperfield, whom Goering meets coincidentally, accompanies
her husband to Panama but leaves him to join a group of eccentric women whom
she has met in a neighborhood of Panama. She finally returns to New York with a
teenage mestiza prostitute named Pacifica. In the final scene, the Copperfield and
Goering meet in a restaurant and compare the results of their existential journeys.
The novel ends with a point of union between the two ladies and Christina Goering’s
reflection, “But is it possible that a part of me hidden from my sight is piling sin
upon sin as fast as Mrs. Copperfield?” (Bowles, 1943, p. 201).
Many scenes found in Bowles’s writing are not clearly defined and are char-
acterized by their vagueness, similar to medieval dramas or to the landscapes of
Beckett and Kafka. They constitute enclosed spaces where salvation is sought
by means of experience and feelings of sin and guilt, which most of the time
do not arise from any specific cause (Lougy, 1997, p. 120). Goering appears for
the first time in the novel baptizing one of her sister’s companions, “If you don’t
lie down in the mud and let me pack the mud over you and then wash you in the
stream, you’ll be forever condemned” (Bowles, 1943, p. 6). During the course of
the novel, Christina Goering conceives a plan for her salvation, seeking to redeem
her sins whose origins she herself cannot determine. In pursuit of this goal, she
constantly moves about submitting herself to a series of unpleasant and difficult
situations.
Explaining the development of the psychotic elements of schizophrenia,
Laing (1959, p. 153) describes this indefinite feeling of guilt that can lead the
individual to her own destruction. One’s feeling of guilt can be so strong and over-
whelming that it leaves no room for maneuvering. The feeling of guilt that forms
part of Laing’s thesis defines schizophrenia as a symptom of extreme insecurity.
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The defense mechanisms that derive from insecurity are designed to maintain the
precarious sense of identity. Laing singles out fantasy and the deliberate rupture
between the so-called real self and the false self as examples of defensive resources.
Fantasy and imagination, elements that shaped the major part of Bowles’s
life, are also characteristic features of her work. Her father, Sidney Major Auer,
condemned Jane’s imaginative world, considering it an escape from reality and
from the established order. As a result, her imagination arose as a challenge tainted
with guilt and sin. Furthermore, this resource proves, as Laing might propose,
Bowles’s ontological insecurity, which constitutes one of her pertinent features as
revealed in her biography and through her letters. Later, Paul Bowles’s success as
a writer reinforces Jane’s insecurity. In one of her letters to Paul, for example, Jane
considers his isolation as a writer enviable along with the public recognition his
work had achieved. Further on in the letter, Jane compares herself to her husband’s
success and then rejects her own work, a characteristic which is repeated over again
in her other letters. “I realize,” she wrote, “that I have no [career] really whether I
work or not and never have had one” (Dillon, 1981, pp. 146–7). In another letter
to Paul, Jane admits her lack of independence as a writer, “Would I bother if you
didn’t exist? It is awful not to know what one would do if one were utterly alone
in the world” (Dillon, 1981, p. 164). Part of Jane’s insecurity, then, is linked to the
influence that the reception of Paul’s work had on her. In any event, this insecurity
influenced a part of her career that became progressively more acute and which
led to a series of writer’s blocks.
The majority of writers do suffer different kinds of blocks during their literary
career, and occasionally the questions that arise as a consequence are transformed
into the very problem causing the block. Jane Bowles considered her block her
own fault, without blaming the circumstances surrounding her. “I have to write
but I cannot” (Dillon, 1981, p. 277), she would say to her friends, while she would
play games and indulge in mundane pleasures. But, as she herself wrote, “there
comes a moment when there is no possibility of escape, as if the spirit were a box
hitting at the walls of the head” (Dillon, 1981, p. 277). Independent of the periods
of Bowles’s great creativity, her writing is characterized by the obstacle of having
to construct one sentence after another. The blurred and dissociated tone in her
writings at times creates an uncertainty with the settling and flow of the narrative,
and even when composed with much more arduous textual complexity, her work
produces an unequivocal feeling of instability.
But neither the symptoms nor the vocabulary are the source of this instabil-
ity. Instead, the problem begins when we try to read smoothly, without mental
somersaults. Along the way, we come across gaps in comprehension and a lack
of articulation of tone, which the reader must overcome in order to find a certain
meaning for the text. As a result, Bowles’s language at times is difficult to digest
given that it is not easy to distinguish between what is truly important and what
is merely accessory and incidental. Bowles herself considered the fragmentary
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nature of her narrative as a problem for her literary ability. For some critics, her
experimentation comprises a mode of expression which tried to express itself in her
writing but which Bowles could not accept (Dillon, 1989, p. 140). If it is evident,
as Dillon asserts, that her work is the result of a psychic block, then it is also true
that if she had considered fragmentation as a valid expression of her own narrative
vision, this fragmentation could have led her to further development, and could
have explained something about the nature of these blocks.
These narrative breakups reflect Bowles’s identity and her search for paths in
her work as well as in her private life, reflecting the multiplicity of the self which
at times is revealed as schizophrenic. Her aesthetic sense is more the result of her
instability than of a clear and well-defined program. It is as if she were destroying
herself, abandoning herself to an absence of control (Hibbard, 1997, p. 166). In
this sense, an excessive narrative control would be contrary to her characteristic
spontaneity. Regarding this aspect of her narrative, she points out, “I never know
what is going to happen when I write, this is what gives my work the element of
surprise as if the reader and I were uncovering things together” (Howard, 1978).
On the other hand, this sense of surprise feeds the sense of instability. In Two
Serious Ladies, for example, the principal characters are submitted to significant
changes; in one moment a character can intimidate, in the next inspire compassion.
In addition to the lack of balance in Bowles’s characters and narrative, other
factors feed the schizophrenia present in her work. For Laing there are basically
two manifestations of the self. One is the expressed (embodied) and materialized
self, which is realized when one feels the body as real and alive. The other is the self
separated from its own body, an unembodied self. Depending on one perspective,
the personified self could be considered as desirable. But from other perspectives,
the individual could try to free himself from his body in order to achieve the desired
state of bodiless spirituality (Laing, 1959, p. 66). Indeed, the separation between
body and soul leads to the concept of Christian salvation, conceived as the complete
separation between body and soul (Bultman, 1956, p. 169). Redemption is the aim
sought by the characters in Two Serious Ladies, with salvation arising as one of the
options in a world perceived as decrepit and faded. One of the characters remarks,
“But you’ve got to admit we’re living in the world, unless we want to behave like
crazy kids or escaped lunatics or something like that” (Bowles, 1943, p. 172).
Moreover, the divided self is translated, in the real world and in childhood,
into insanity or in mysticism, respectively. Christina Goering seeks salvation by
expressing an idea that is immediately contradicted. In the novel’s beginning, she
talks about what gives her pleasure, which is “property more than most people.
It gives me a comfortable feeling of safety” (Bowles, 1943, p. 28). Immediately
following this, she contradicts herself and concocts a peculiar sense of salvation:
“I really believe that it is necessary for me to live in some more tawdry place and
particularly in some place where I was not born” (p. 28). Once she frees herself
from her possessions, she begins her series of relations with decrepit men, and was
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“only interested in the course that she was following in order to attain her own
salvation. She was fond of Andy, but during the last two nights she had felt an urge
to leave him” (Bowles, 1943, p. 172).
By contrast, Frieda Copperfield does not seek to pursue redemption but rather
happiness. She is fraught with doubt. For her, God does not exist and the only
answer is to be found in security and instant happiness: “What an angel a happy
moment is—and how nice not to have to struggle too much for inner peace! I
know that I shall enjoy certain moments of gaiety, willy-nilly” (Bowles, 1943,
p. 71). The search for happiness can also arise from the divided and unstable
or unembodied self. In one of his studies on the causes of schizophrenia, Laing
identified the search for happiness as resulting from the desire of the divided self to
become a “real” person (Laing, 1959, pp. 178–9). For Copperfield, happiness is to
be achieved through connection, and without it she “feel[s] so lost and so far away
and so frightened. . . . It’s all so strange and it has no connection with anything”
(Bowles, 1943, p. 60).
This isolation, deriving in part from disconnection, also distinguishes
Bowles’s career as a writer and is manifested in a countless number of mental
blocks. In one of her letters, she admits her withdrawal in relation to her work, “I
am isolated and my experience probably does not interest anybody at this moment”
(Dillon, 1985, p. 33). Her art connects with the human condition more than she
might have suspected but is tangled up with her own ambiguous style. Her char-
acters, by contrast, live in an unbreakable isolation, always searching that from
which they escape. Isolation presents an existential condition in Bowles’s work,
a metaphysical endowment for those who inhabit a world without myth, without
God. Such withdrawal is a further example of the unembodied self that identifies
the schizoid individual, according to Laing. The self cannot merge with anyone.
A permanent solitude exists. In addition, this isolation and absence of internal
compromise also brings along self-deception for the schizoid individual. In this
way, many schizoid writers and artists who find themselves relatively isolated from
others are able to establish a creative relationship with the world, which serves to
personify the elements of their fantasies (Laing 1959, pp. 87–89).
For the schizophrenic person, the world is subordinated to consciousness.
This condition positions “the imagination imagining itself imagining.”10 In the
presence of self-consciousness, whether artistic or individual, external reality loses
importance and substance but at the same time, the author’s and characters’ selves
dissipate; we end up with a contradiction: subjectivity without a subject, narcis-
sism without Narcissus (Sass, 1992, pp. 225–6). In this sense, excessive reflection
can, instead of sustaining the thinking self, lead to its destruction in certain cir-
cumstances. The tendency to reflect obstructs the sense of self; the formula that
requires introspection is not “I think, therefore I am” but rather “the self thinks,
10 William Gass, cited in Hutcheon, L. (1984). Narcissistic narrative: The meta-fictional paradox. New
York and London: Methuen, p. 33.
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therefore I do not exist” (Sass, 1992, p. 235). The same mechanisms of introspec-
tion that dissolve the will or active compromise can, in fact, impose themselves
upon the schizophrenic individual.
Likewise, for Laing self-consciousness is a double function in the ontolog-
ically insecure person. On the one hand, to be conscious of one’s self and to
know that others are conscious of that self constitutes a medium that reinsures a
person’s existence as well as that of others. On the other hand, in a dangerous
world, to be a potentially observable object means to be continually exposed. Self-
consciousness, then, could reside in the apprehensive consciousness opposing the
possible exposure to danger caused by the mere visibility of the person (Laing,
1959, pp. 108–9), a theory which can be applied to Bowles’s narrative strategy.
When writing, Bowles aspires to achieve a language free from the worrisome im-
pulse to expose herself. Paradoxically, the tremendous effort she takes to disappear
in her texts makes her personal idiosyncrasies abound in them. Her narratives, far
from hiding their author, are transformed into dramas about the impossibility of
being adequately concealed in order to not being detected. Many of her characters
dream of escaping from their oppressive and bright social surroundings in which
they feel unprotected.
In fact, Two Serious Ladies is constructed as an escape of its two main char-
acters. Christina Goering escapes from her comfort as a single and rich woman to
embark on a series of unpleasant relationships with unknown men. The objective
in this case is to divest herself of everything that can represent a restriction of
possibilities, although her purpose is not clear in doing so. For her part, Frieda
Copperfield also escapes from the conventionality of her life and from her mar-
riage to pursue her idea of happiness living with a young Panamanian prostitute.
Frieda also shares the trait of excessive of self-consciousness with her author, and
just when she frees herself from her past, she aspires as well to free herself from
her mental torture—“If you could only stop me from thinking, always, Pacifica!”
(Bowles, 1943, p. 72). But it is precisely her companion who does value Frieda
Copperfield’s capacity for thought: “You don’t want to stop thinking. The more
you can think, the more you are better than the other fellow. Thank your God that
you can think” (Bowles, 1943, p. 72).
In following their existential journey, these characters appear to be asking
Bowles for a kind of protection that provides them with a relief from their static
and vulnerable social positions. But since Bowles cannot avoid the personal touch
of her language, her characters are unable to free themselves from her. The charac-
ters are the carriers of the persistent and damaging self-consciousness of Bowles,
exuding “the coarse, intimate whiff of rotting meat” (McEwan, 1997, p. 115). In-
deed, books free from authority and ostensibly without the presence of the author
fascinated Jane Bowles so much that in her work we sense a writer whose constant
objective is to go by undetected so that what she considers the “true” narrative
can unfold. That is, as a writer dealing with both schizophrenia and perfectionist
tendencies, Bowles tried to hide in her narratives. But in spite of her desire to
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outshine herself in her texts, Bowles’s inimitable voice and style jump right off
the page.
If we apply a Laingian theory of schizophrenia (1959, p. 163) to her prose,
we can identify incomprehensibility as an essential feature. Similarly, this feature
marks the schizophrenic individual as a subject difficult to decode. The nature of
her anxieties and experiences, which are ordered in an unusual manner, makes the
content of her discourse difficult to follow. In harmony with the desire to eliminate
the author’s presence from the story, the deliberate use of opacity and complexity
serve as a hiding place.
Two Serious Ladies fits this pattern of incomprehensibility, its difficulty ap-
preciated in the relationships between and among sentences and paragraphs as
well as the contradictory messages surrounding, for example, Frieda Copperfield:
“She was suffering as much as she had ever suffered before, because she was
going to do what she wanted to do. But it would not make her happy” (Bowles,
1943, p. 107). Frieda breaks with her past although she knows that impulse will
not bring happiness. But on the other hand, “she did not have the courage to
stop from doing what she wanted to do. She knew that it would not make her
happy, because only the dreams of crazy people come true” (p. 107). In the con-
flict that arises between reality and imagination, Frieda, just as Bowles, does
not reject the latter, for “she thought that she was only interested in duplicating a
dream, but in doing so she necessarily became the complete victim of a nightmare”
(p. 107).
Toward the end of the novel, everything seems to indicate that Frieda Copper-
field has at last found happiness, although she is still “only a step from desperation
all the time” (Bowles, 1943, p. 199). She oscillates between fullness and emptiness
in her attempt to live in a world of “happy moments” (Lougy, 1997, p. 125). For
Bowles, those moments arise from fleeting human contact and, in this respect, are
similar to the beauty Frieda Copperfield observed once in the face of an elderly
woman who “was no longer beautiful, but in her face I found fragments of beauty
which were much more exciting to me than any beauty that I have known at its
height” (Bowles, 1943, p. 49).
Bowles seems not to offer many moments of rest for her characters. They
generally find themselves lost and scared. Miss Gamelon, Christina’s companion,
was afraid that “Miss Goering was losing her mind” (Bowles, 1943, p. 114). At
times, “her anxiety was so great that she was unable to remain in the house” (p. 116).
Although it is not common for the characters to completely abandon their anxieties,
Bowles offers some approaches to relief in their childhood. Her characters are
able to recreate feelings of well-being and fulfilment, always preliminary to the
journey to the world of maturity. These are fragile and at precarious intervals,
precisely because they are fantasies (Lougy, 1997, p. 125). And since they depend
on forgetting the world, they cannot be maintained for very long. Pacifica, Frieda
Copperfield’s lover, is the character who best exemplifies what Bowles probably
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11 Book Week described it as “a true psychological novel, a continuation of The Well of Loneliness, a
small masterpiece in the study of characters.” Saturday Review said it was “a kind of psychotherapy
represented in a fable. When these young ladies speak, they do not speak the formal and reserved
thoughts that they could claim as their own but, on the contrary, express grand and complex ideas
that could only come from the subconscious.” The Herald Tribune Weekly Book Review mentions its
“psychological perception and corrosive realism.” Cited in Allen, C. (1997). The narrative erotics of
Two Serious Ladies. In Skerl, J. (Ed.), A tawdry place of salvation: The art of Jane Bowles, p. 21.
12 The Freudian term “moral masochism” describes the condition in which the ego experiences a
subconscious sense of guilt and seeks the punishment, not of another person, but of the inner superego
or of parental substitutes, including destiny. As in other types of masochism, it produces sexual
pleasure. In Freud, S. (1924). The economic problem of masochism. Cited in Allen, C. (1997). The
narrative erotics of Two Serious Ladies, p. 22.
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For her part, Christina Goering represents the false self, a turn from the
authentic self as the internal self divides to have a sadomasochistic relationship.
The substitution of one interaction with the other forces the individual to live in a
fearful world where fear is not mitigated by love (Laing, 1959, p. 83). She does
not connect with any of her relationships because she is convinced that finding
pleasure is through her singular sacrifice. The end of the novel reinforces the
isolation and incomprehensibility of Goering’s schizophrenic self. But, she asks,
“is it possible that a part of me hidden from my sight is piling sin upon sin as fast
as Mrs. Copperfield?” (Bowles, 1943, p. 201).
CAMP CATARACT
Let’s you and me go out in the world . . . just the two of us.
—Jane Bowles, “Camp Cataract”
Jane Bowles believed “Camp Cataract” (1949/1966) to be her best work, al-
though she confessed, given her permanent insecurity as a writer, that she would
not have been able to finish it without the help of her husband. “Camp Cataract”
is important for this inquiry because of its depth and strangeness, which provide
grounds for a study of its psychotic elements. The story continues with the unbal-
anced and uneven tone of Two Serious Ladies, resulting in a tragicomic mixture,
although with an innovative ending. “Camp Cataract” tells the story of two middle-
aged single sisters, Harriet and Sadie. The two women, their sister Evelyn and her
husband Bert, all live in an apartment in the city. Harriet suddenly decides to escape
from her family and heads off for Camp Cataract, a tourist resort located near a
waterfall. Her plan is to establish roots there and from there, go out into the world
unnoticed. Sadie remains in the apartment with Bert and Evelyn while her sister
carries out her plan. For Sadie, the passionate love she feels for Harriet drives
her to go to Camp Cataract to beg Harriet to return home. Although Harriet had
requested that nobody visit her, Sadie shows up without prior warning. Harriet is
frightened when she sees her and maintains her distance but concedes to see her
on the following day. The story has two endings. In the first, we find the two sisters
near the waterfall and Sadie reveals the true purpose of her journey—“let’s you
and me go out in the world . . . just the two of us” (Bowles, 1966, p. 396), followed
by Sadie leaving Harriet behind. In the second and “true” ending, this encounter
between the two sisters only takes place in Sadie’s imagination, and the story ends
with Sadie’s suicide in the waterfall without having revealed her secret. Sadie’s
trip is all in her mind, but her purpose is quite rational.
“Camp Cataract” is strongly linked to Bowles’s own life. Sadie dies in a
campground. Bowles was thirteen when she learned of her father’s death in a
campground. The waterfall is inspired by the landscape surrounding Watkin’s
Glen, near Holden Hall, where Bowles tried to commit suicide in 1942 after an
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argument with her lover Helvetia Perkins (Dillon, 1981, pp. 169–70). In fact,
the relationship between Harriet and Sadie can be interpreted as an ambiguous
relationship ranging from one of love to one of a divided self, as in Two Serious
Ladies. In addition, the journey towards the world in “Camp Cataract” carried out
by the characters is traumatic and violent. Sadie has spent her whole life playing the
adult, “yearning to live in the grown-up world that her parents had established for
them when they were children, but . . . she did not understand it properly” (Bowles,
1966, p. 368). Shortly before committing suicide, she comes to have a perception
of herself as filled with pain, knowing “that this agony she was suffering was itself
the dreaded voyage into the world, the very voyage she had always feared Harriet
would make” (p. 396). In leaving behind her innocence and the day-to-day life
with her sister in the apartment, Sadie is thrown into the world, and she responds
with suicide.
In contrast, Harriet does not share her sister Sadie’s values. Harriet has more
in common with Frieda Copperfield and Christina Goering, because they escape
from all that might represent refuge or comfort. Harriet’s wandering spirit contrasts
with Sadie’s domesticity, Harriet being a “great admirer of the nomad, vagabonds,
gypsies, seafaring men . . . and most of the visionaries” (Bowles, 1966, p. 361).
Nevertheless, Harriet does not seek a kind of errant lifestyle. Quite the contrary.
Her plan is rather complex, and at the end of the story she is still to be found in
Camp Cataract, the place to which she had escaped “to imitate the natural family
roots of childhood” (Bowles, 1966, p. 361). This fact makes it clear that she was not
searching for instability but rather for a kind of protection similar to that provided
by infancy. Harriet, as most of Bowles’s characters, is trapped by her memory and
cannot overcome her fixation on paralyzing images. An example of this childhood
symbol is the tree house, a central icon in Bowles’s theater production of In the
Summer House (1951): “I will clarify my statement by calling Camp Cataract
my tree house” (Bowles, 1966, p. 362). Similarly, Harriet’s attempts to imitate
infancy’s natural roots fail and toward the end of the story, Harriet must face her
sister’s suicide.
Each sister’s journey is in an opposite direction. Sadie tries to live in the world
of adults; Harriet, by contrast, evokes infancy and childhood and seeks to recover
these through isolation and contact with nature. By escaping from the apartment’s
comfort and Sadie’s necessities, Harriet clearly demonstrates her psychotic need to
be in control, which is manifested in her new isolation. In the midst of her illness,
Jane Bowles also experienced the seclusion of schizophrenia. In a letter written in
1957, Paul writes that Jane would murmur, “total isolation, total isolation” (Dillon,
1981, p. 292) from time to time.
“Camp Cataract” shows the impossibility of finding a home in the world
(Shloss, 1997, p. 104). Harriet’s journey is calculated to transgress family limits
with the contradiction represented by the evocation of the tree house from child-
hood. The affective link provides a blessing of security for Sadie, while for her sister
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The problem of the self is essential in Bowles’s narrative. The main characters
of Two Serious Ladies and “Camp Cataract” reflect the divided self and the am-
bivalence of schizophrenia. Many of the psychotic traits that characterize schizoid
individuals are found in Bowles’s characters. Moreover, the formal structure of her
work contains a large amount of surprise and incomprehensibility. Both the fiction
and the persons who give it life are characterized by their fragmentation, and as
soon as these personality fragments find a new but temporary home, they again
take up familiar relationships of childhood. All who could become independent
are destroyed when they are obliged to become integrated. Each point of union is
converted into the house of Usher (Toles, 1998, p. 104), where individuals have
two choices—to see themselves as they are or to disintegrate in fission. Bowles’s
narrative contains the effects of madness in the sense that everything disintegrates
towards perplexity, and no possibilities appear to restore a sense of balance.
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