The Book of Solutions Index

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Introduction (Part 1) Introduction (Part 2) Introduction (Part 3)

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LESSONS

Lesson 1 Study Tip for Lessons Lesson 1B, Iron Crystals Form Lesson 1C, Life is adding/Reading is re-adding Lesson 2, Choice or Decision Lesson 2, Study Tips Lesson 2B, The abyss and imbalance Lesson 3, Mankinds Consciousness is Inside Out Lesson 3B, Laws and Liberty Lesson 4, Master/Money/Myth Lesson 4, Home Study Lesson 5, Marriage or Divorce Lesson 5, Home Study Lesson 6, How did we get lost? Lesson 6, Home Study Lesson 6B, Residual Memory Lesson 7, Politics and Religion Lesson 7, Study Tips Lesson 8, We are only what we are conscious of being. Lesson 8, Study Tips Lesson 9, Potential+Order=Power Lesson 9, Study Tips

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Lesson 10, Outside influences or Inside influences Lesson 10, Study Tips The Last Lesson Program Distribution Hooking up to Spirit: The Process See your light: Aura Immortal Body/Shedding Deaths Skin

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Introduction (Part 1) Physical Rejuvenation

Man has erred in his assessment of what life is, death is, and how they should be managed in order to maintain the physical body in a permanent state of well-being: life. First - There are no diseases as you see them today. For there is only one disease and it has one cause. The diseases you see today are the names youve given to the one energy, in division, creating all of them. Second - That one disease is excess internal pressure! The one cause is how you think. For, as you think now, you exclude life and include death. This causes excess pressure inside you, which causes excess heat inside you, which causes the body to gradually compress/clog up/whither/decompose and die. Third - Man has, without realizing (real/eye sing) it, lost his voice in how he would choose to live, given the opportunity to do so. He literally, has no effective say so! Hes confined to screaming when hurt, barking when cornered, and whining when things do not go his way, and obeying rules, laws, and implied order he had nothing to do with creating. Man is subjected to the reality around him which causes disease and death. This is, absolutely, backwards. Your reality is supposed to be subject to you. Fourth - Thats what this education is for, to return you to being the master of your own destiny: body and reality. Fifth - How? you ask. By teaching you that your own language, light and sound, are connected to the Spirit, from which your life came. Through proper use of these, you regain control over what you are: energy. Energy that rises to life or falls to death. Sixth - You were not taught to read (re:ad) correctly. So this text will not be a speed read project. Right now, you read horizontally, in a scanning manner, and you need to learn to read vertically as well. Reading by scanning is an electric, visual process only. While vertical reading is a magnetic, vocal process. It adds cohesion to your words in the language (lane gauge) you use. It is sound that controls the vertical (up/down) motion.

Seventh - This text uses dozens of words if you and/or your computer spell checked would seem to be spelled and placed wrong; this is intentional. You will soon see why. There is another realm of our existence, out there, hidden in the words we use every day! This appears when we stop believing and find out that our words have more than one definition (deaf-i-nite-on), which changes what they mean. Eighth - The voice you lost (the third point), you lost for two reasons. Lack of parental knowledge about it and not being taught to always (all-ways) seek the sound of the word, also. Why? Because your life is not sound enough to keep the body alive and sound connects you to Spirit: the source of life. Ninth - Next you will learn how to actually make these changes, which right now you cannot imagine, it could possibly change anything. For you are sure you already know how to think and read. To this there is only one reply - you dont know what youre getting until you get it. It is the experience that gives you what you want, not the desire. Tenth - Your body is a composition (come-position) of light and sound vibrations that have to be used together, not apart, or separate, like present (pre-sent) day learning is teaching. For together you move, apart you get rigid and unmoving. Eleventh - This is not a program to heal/fix or resolve any existing problems, conditions or circumstances. It is about creating a brand new set of them: the ones that appeal to us, not repulse us! The conditions that cause life, not diseases and death. Twelfth - There is one source of life and it is the same one source that kills you. But, it is you, causing it to do so! It is your Spirit, which you will get reunited to. Postscript - No matter what faith you are, where you grew up, color you are or age you are, and no matter what you do or have done, matters. You can be the president, the pope, or the criminal behind bars. What youre going to learn now removes it all for it is HOW you think now, that put you where you are now. Where you are now or what you have now is not what we are dealing with here. Everything is new, so the old is worthless. From this point forward you will write your own script and play in your own play and the wind of Spirit will fill your sails and take you anywhere you want to go. Really. Anywhere. So, be it.

Introduction (Part 2) You Becoming You

This program is not a doctor/patient relationship. Nor is it a teacher/student relationship. For it does not end like the aforementioned. It begins and begats, forever more. To say the doctor releases you, or the teacher passes you, and you go on to graduate; with this information you grow - and grow - adding more and more life, daily. This program is your relationship to you, and it does not have any codependency others, nor does it have the others in a support group. Your feedback comes from your mind, your body, and your knowledge of these (taught here), not from outside authorities. Its a new way to live your life. Where the only constant is change by choice! It is the process of removing all dependency upon others and becoming you, the sovereign, independent, free-thinking individual that realizes his or her destiny is in their command and control, and only theirs. There is no outside authority. To say its easy would mislead you. To say its simple would not mislead you. For the only tools you need are a brain thats alive and your voice. If you are deaf or mute it does not matter, for you still have hearing and speaking, youve just shut it off. If you cant read, learn; or have someone read it to you. If the reader is blind, have it recorded, and so on. The point: there is no pursuit to reach a perfect state of being, for that implies an imperfect state of being exists. All your life, youve looked for the perfect body, mate, income, work, health, place, house, family, etc. It never brings permanent satisfaction. Why? Because you looked for what you could see in your mind and you sought to match it up with what you could find in the physical realm. Thats hunting, its not creating your own destiny. Hunting for is pursuit of! Okay? Pursuit of is a repulsion-based energy. Attraction: The basis of this new (but ancient) methodology is literally having it come to you! Which is an awesome and welcome replacement to chasing it. This program is a you becoming you state of being. It is also you becoming your reality. So if you want the health, house, wife, etc. you see in your mind, you say so! Just like ordering food at a cafe. You tell your waiter/waitress what you want. The

only difference is who you tell it to! In this case, you will find, Spirit takes and processes all orders. Then you just wait for the food (your reality) to come out of the kitchen. Thats the simple part. Sound too good to be true? That depends on you. The biggest problem I created for myself was my own impatience. Which cast a shadow on the very thing I was attracting to me, by my ordering. Its like tripping the food server when he comes out of the kitchen. It stops your manifestation. Start without expectation of any kind and follow the order of observation (in text). For it is you, teaching you and it is coming from your all-knowing Spirit. So listen! And dont react! Just pay attention to you and what youre seeing, hearing, feeling and the brain is directing. I suggest you write these insights down as you go, then you can use it to see your progress and have a reference point for seeing where you might be regressing, not progressing. Change is your responsibility (responseability) and only you can change you. No one else can. Happy sailing.

Introduction (Part 3) Breaking free of co-dependency

This world is plagued by co-dependency that does not work. So, we will not take care of you, thats your responsibility. To that end, we will inform you about how to take care of yourself. Not with drugs, counseling, support groups, income opportunities, seminars, guarantees, promises or offerings. We do not take phone calls or visitors, only emails. Why? Because your truth and your trust is not in us or others. It is in you. So, its time to be the adult youre supposed to be and find it. The childhood dependency is over as it applies to rejuvenation, which is what this program is for and about. All questions may be sent through our website, williamnature.com. Because this is a oneperson show, individual answers are not possible. The answers will be grouped and put on our Frequently Asked Questions page. No one is liable for your lack of knowledge, lack of caring, or misplaced trust. Thats all your fault! So, prepare yourself to outgrow the dependency you have on others, guarantees, insurance, investments, social security, welfare, retirement, inventory, cash flow, etc. Where you will find yourself, you will not need them. Just imagine not getting sick - ever! Not dying - ever! And only eating for the joy of it. Thats a real budget cutter, for sure. Now, imagine always weighing what you want to weigh and looking like you want to look. Imagine a vocation that provides ample abundance and you really enjoy doing it, and you can do it one minute, one hour, or all week if you choose to. This is not a place of codependency. Its a place of freedom, space and personal ease, where you dress as you please, and act freely, without friction. Heres the truth, whether the leaders or authorities like it or not. They lie to get your allegiance. They dont think its lying, because they believe it. But, if its not the truth, and it rarely is, its a lie! So, dont accept promises of a better life, if they want you to do this or that for them. I dont want or need your help. This is where the world needs to be. Then, as independents, not competitors or skeptics, we can unite and create effective change now and here! Promises only influence the mind, they do not change you. They convert: you, into them. Serving a promise to come, is not serving your worth

to yourself. Freed people are happy living together! Trapped, co-dependent people are not happy together. Were here to open the path to your freedom. So, heres your problem. You lie to you, too, and do not realize it. How so? Because you speak and talk about what you believe without knowing what the truth actually is! Therefore, since you really do believe youre the most important person, you know you have to have your own allegiance or you cant be right, about what you say. Reason this out. No two people have ever argued over being wrong and knowing it. Why? Because they agree! So when you dont agree with yourself that you are important to you, the only way you can come to terms with it is to lie to yourself. You do it by concluding, because the belief in your mind validates, Im right about this. While how you feel goes right on making you feel unworthy. In this kind of thinking, someone, somewhere, has to be wrong. This is why you are stuck in disease and dying. I did this for most of my life. I agreed with me, by believing what I saw in my mind, as right. Then supported it, rigorously. This is so absurd, because a belief is just a picture in a mental movie that you grab onto and hold up in front of you and say, Look at what Ive got, then espouse it as being right, the truth, the way, or the cure. Sorry, but it is not any of those things, its just a belief (be lie if)! This is why there are no pictures in this program. You would associate with them and not learn how to associate with you. This is all about you learning to think, without leaning on anyone or anything. Every person on earth creates this same kind of self-delusion. You simply have to go beyond your own mental matrix and look at it, correctly. You can start this by imagining why you do not already have what you want from life. When you do this, youre bound to trip over the fact that, wanting it is not being it. Then, when this finally dawns on you, youll see how all you have ever done is re-create wanting it, not being it, in the light of your mind! Then wonder, why its always mentally visible, but not physically attainable? Only when its so close you can smell it, see it, and know its there, does the energy shift and you can no longer delude yourself. Its me. Its got to be me. For nothing else is standing between me and my state of being, except, I cant claim it is true, like I did with my beliefs! Because now my body is being my choice and I am changed. I feel it. Yes, it is me!

Thats the breaking point, where all the games of deception end, for you realize the only way to have it is to be it! This is why this information, which Ive had for over 20 years, was never published until now. Now, I am being it. I do have it. And I am progressing nicely. My body is gradually growing younger and younger as each old illusion is cleared from my mind. Understand, I want to share this, for everyone realizes the need. But, more importantly, no one should be imposed upon to stop their progress to help others. If I opened myself to the mass public, the stampede would crush me. This stuff requires considerable time alone and an unrelenting focus on the self-realized thought process. Impossible in a busy, phone-ringing, fax buzzing, computer clicking, order taking reality. I am not a business. I am retired. I have monetary expenses because everywhere you go they want money. I have no debt, just the monthly stuff for utilities and maintenance. This course has an introduction and a lesson excerpt. This will lead you to what you can expect in any additional lessons. All courses/lessons/illusions are provided free of charge. I use money, I do not let it use me. Therefore, I dont need money. I would rather it was not in the way, for it is a hindrance to our freedom because it is in the middle, as a barrier, between all agreements people make and it puts conditions on all relationships by biasing them as to the host of beliefs about money. When I say we not I, it is me and my Spirit speaking in plural, together. I am a one-man show, and am dedicated to restoring life. You can easily realize there is not enough of me to reach everyone, individually. This is why I have a website and email. Again, if you have a question, email it. I do not answer them, but I do write supplements to this program about them. Lastly, my style is not about being an uncaring individual. I just know what beliefs people hold and it is my choice to live outside of the money can buy me anything I want mentality of the general public. And, to live outside of the you are your brothers keeper stuff. I tried both, and both failed. The more I did, the more it was expected of me. Thats a co-dependency you have to shed. Dont give it and dont take it. It is truly worthless. How do I know? Because now, for the first time in my life, I have a genuine, awesome gift to pass on to you without wanting your membership, continued support or help in any way. What other person or organization does this?

None that I know about. For without the allegiances, memberships, and patriotisms, organizations fall apart. You hold them together, they do not hold you together. Think about it. What I share with you and you put to use, will hold you together. And if you avoid a week in the hospital or a trip to the druggist, you will save thousands. I know what I have. It has great value, monetarily, to others. But when those others believe this, they are putting money in front of, or ahead of, Spirit! That just does not work! Remember, One source of life. One source of disease. One cause of both. How you think! So if you want it, you got it, but its up to you to give it to yourself. No one else can and should not try. So be it.

Lesson 1

Energy surrounds you everywhere you go and realizing this now, you have to make sure it is not coming in at you, and interfering with your new mindset of being absolute about who you are. Todays thinking is a reference-based system. To say you/your mind, refers to what you have, hold, and know is in your mind. This includes all memory, recalled or not. So what you memorize (memore eyes), you call on and use as your point of reference. Its a mental pinpointing of your existing, known to you, facts such as one plus one equals two, and so on. You know this because you learned it as a child and still hold it in your mind. It is also your belief-based opinions. This constitutes what is called reflect-on-it thought. Usually stated by whos using it saying, Let me think about it. This sets up a comparison, weighing and evaluating process where the mind darts to past experiences and to future what ifs before you decide whats best (as opposed to worst) for you. This process ignores choice, totally. Obviously, memory serves us. But when you think this way, you are not creating life. You are not choosing a category (cat a gore) you believe is the best, and will result in the best result. Reference point, view point, and opinion based memory is being used in our system of learning. It is improper for it is all light-based, not sound-based. Let me explain. Again, sound is the magnetic part of you that creates stable feelings, not unstable emotions (light being reflected). When we want anything, it is the feeling of having it that we actually want. If you feel sick, you want to feel well. If you feel poor and insecure, you want to feel free from poverty and secure. Obvious stuff. Reference-point thinking creates a mental picture (2D). It is exactly like the childrens books of connect the dots, with lines, to form a picture. There is no 3D form, for there is no sound, filled with light, and no feeling brought into the picture to give life to it. It simply lacks Spirit, aliveness, animation, and wholeness! Since it is how you want to feel that youre really after and need to restore life, we must change the memory to a sound-based feeling state, so your reference connects to the feeling, and not to an old image (i am age).

A feeling surrounds you. A light-based image darts out of you to the belief! Out of the body, but not out of your energy field. Remember, light thought is hot and overheats the body, which creates pressure. So you worry, doubt, feel insecure, feel unwanted, and then, believing you are not wanted or loved, you feel unworthy. Now, this leads to incapable, incapacitated, impotent, trapped and stuck feelings. The feelings of not feeling alive. More light-based thought only makes it worse. Its putting more gas into the fire. Sound-based thought is stable, secure and you feel calm and cool. No worry, doubt, etc., besets you. You feel you are who you choose to be. Lacking what you want does not even enter the picture. Sound and feeling belong to your magnetic side of life, not the electric side of life. Magnetic fields attract or repulse. Its basic science. If youre aging, then your magnetism is attracting what you do not want - disease and death. And at the same time, repulsing life. So your pulse that drives the heartbeat and the in/out breath it creates, are flowing backwards, against the direction of Spirit and life! Which is why people are not able to get it and just keep on seeking, searching, and knocking, hoping and praying to no avail! Why? Because visual searching for answers, which do come to you, are not creation. For balancing a doubt/question with an answer is just another relief-based activity. Adding fuel to an already burning issue (is you) worsens the end result. You can never figure out whats wrong by mental picturing. For mental picturing does not create sound, tone, magnetism, and feelings. It only creates heat stimulation, not cool inspiration. To create a feeling based sound memory (me more e), you have to reverse (re verse) or turn over the words you use each day, all day. Sounds like positive thinking doesnt it? It is not positive thinking, for that is only a countering reaction to negative thinking. This is thinking with Spirit added to create a whole, paired energy, not a divided energy. Reference-point thinking is always based on information you have in your mind already. Clearly, if youre aging and unhappy, the information you have and hold in your mind is not working to fulfill you. So, if you switch negative thinking to positive thinking, you are still not adding anything new to you and your consciousness. You just

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walked around the shade over the window and your mind is still closed! So being in the light or the dark is not the issue. Being above it is. Spiritual thinking goes to the source of life, Spirit, which converts the wanting to the having! What one thing created everything? Spirit. Going for help on the physical plane, then, is not the place to go for life. Ask yourself where hell is. If you also ask yourself where heaven is, you should realize the answer, but most dont! If heaven or life is up, then hell has to be down. Where are we in relationship to life? We are down in form, not up in Spirit. Now get this relationship clear, for it is not clear to you, or you would not say hell o every time you answer the phone or introduce yourself to another person. Hell o is a proclamation as much as a salutation. Look at the word he-l-l. It says He, the father (fat her) and L with L. One positive L and one negative L equals a pair of Hes! This is a place of opposition and of repulsion energy and hell is completed with the O (360/complete/whole/circle (sir call)). This is a place of excess light, excess heat, and we live in it. It is called hell, not heaven. Excess heat and pressure cause hellish (hell is he) thoughts. Why dont we greet people by saying, Heaven-o? The pictorial history (his story) of the devil (d evil) and his pitchfork is a mythical (my the eye call) misunderstanding; which people blame, instead of understand. The devil (d eve ill or de vile) influence is an act of our own character and of our own making. Because the word itself is just an explanation to us about where and what is going on here. Knowing this, we can refrain from misusing the energy Spirit provides for us. Heaven or hell is a state of mind, you are or you are not being. Being your beliefs is hellish. Being your directed Spirit is heavenly. Heaven and hell co-exist on the same plane of existence because it requires the heat to manifest form and sustain forms growth. Now, this is where you need clarity. Hells heat decays, destroys, and balances physical (phizzicall) life. For if forms were to grow, unchecked, meaning without any balance, form would end itself, via excess choking, clogging up, and physical life would no longer be animated.

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The dark is the womb for light from which physical life is projected. The positive hot of hell, is excess heat in the dark to light ratio of form. To believe in hell versus heaven is a mistake (mis take). Man has, and is, making this mistake and has created numerous illusions to cover up the errors of his own thinking. So man blames the devil, Satan, Lucifer, and darkness without realizing their role in physical creation. Man has conjured up the vile, fearful states to excuse his own lack of knowing the truth. It cannot be otherwise or man would not keep looking for the truth! The truth will set you free to live on and on. Believing in the devil as it is presently presented (pre sent ed) is killing you, so it cant be the truth. Consider this: without dark or color in our life, there would be no contrast to illuminate the light. If all is light, light is no longer able to be distinguished. You would not be able to discern harmful from beneficial. Even though your problems now are not easily self-corrected, imagine not being able to see the errors at all. That would be hopeless. Rejuvenation is Spirit-based thought, which you can begin using anytime. However, if you didnt completely understand, your identity is now based on viewpoints, not choices, and you probably wont understand completely whats going to be said next. Why? Because you have not erased your identity base of information in your mind which dictates to you who you are now. In short, you still hold erroneous beliefs in your life about what life is and is not. Spiritual-based thought is being-based thought. Putting new over old is not wise. You dont want the split-personality coming at you. You must end the old beliefs you have first, then this will not confuse you. Write out who you want to be, what qualities of life you want to possess. No objects, no things, and no other people allowed, just how you would like to be. Doesnt that perplex you? Its not easy to do this at first because all your life youve focused out there and all you wanted was a new house, car, spouse, money, and a new body, or escape from reality. Which drove you to plan, scheme, work, invest, borrow, or beg to get the desire. All the while its taking its toll on you and you dont know it! Whats on your list? Who do you see yourself being? Have you put down any I want to be the 2nd Donald Trump or Madonna, or famous, etc.? If so, youre off to a

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rocky start, for envy is a killer belief and it is not you choosing and being you. Whats youre favorite (favor right) thing to do? What do you like? What dont you like? This all has to be in front of you so you can start the mental house cleaning which comes first! For it returns you to your clarity and eliminates the confusion. This is the path through the mental jungle were opening here. Do you want to be happy, content, peaceful, abundant, etc.? You probably do. Most of us want this kind of life. Right? Yes, but you wont get it wanting these seemingly harmless states of being. Why? They are divisions of self, exactly like unhappiness, discontentment, anxiety, and poverty, just on the opposite pole of disease and death. And, even though you may have believed they are qualities of life, they are actually qualities and quantities of disease. They are what was just discussed, a putting of the new over the old and an attempt to separate them. Remember, what you try to hold away from you, that you do not like, does not do away with it. So it is still actively pushing your buttons magnetically, even though you switched your minds eye electric light onto being good! Your old feelings are still there and you cannot have the feeling of being secure and being insecure at the same time without feeling confused, which vacillates the energy back and forth like the tick-tock of the pendulum clock. It drives you into frustrations, reactivity and, if serious enough, crazy. Maybe you put down a career choice such as doctor, inventor, politician, etc. Sorry, these wont work either! Are you getting frustrated? Confused? If so, you are on the right track for you will see, momentarily, that there is no differentiation in evidence, as to what you want. This was written about earlier in the text, but it probably didnt really register. Well, its registration time, now! Or you wont make the grade! What do you really want? To save the forests, fish, end pollution, help others, counsel, manufacture, mine, build buildings, etc.? No. No, you do not want this! To want any of these suggested formats (form ats) will not help you, and chasing them will not give you your real need. Start here - wanting, desiring, or needing represents what you feel you lack! So, we have to get you to feel you do not lack! So you are not empty, yearning, hungry, or ambitious about your wants. Enthusiasm and determination dont work either. So you have to put you back into control of your own reality and the circumstances in it.

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What does this take? Power! Not force, for power and force are not the same thing. Once you really get it you will end up with only one thing on your want list. I want the power, because with the power I can create anything and any situation. Without the power, Im stuck with busting my butt, years of study, frustration, etc. All void of feeling, I have what I want. Power precedes (pre seeds) all physical manifestations. Power creates life and it creates death. You die, because you lack the power to keep life in your body. Now, all the clutter is gone. Write one thing at the end of your statement - I want the power to rejuvenate my body. Or anything you choose from your list of differentiations. If you are consumed by the vision of doing something, put it with your power statement. Birthing it, requires power first. It has to register as, I am Spirit, being my choice. This is the place of power. This changes the now identified state of needing and wanting power, to actually having this power. So your statement will change, too. I am the power, for creating this (whatever you wrote down). Let me assure you, this process of enlightenment and empowerment does not take long, IF you can just grab whats here and put everything youve ever learned in the forgotten and disarmed file, normally called the garbage can! Then, you will succeed very quickly. How quickly depends on where you are now. If this is your first time of being exposed to rejuvenation, it may not work as quickly, for a certain mindset is required. If you have a low-level ability to concentrate your focus, this takes longer, because your mind has to be tamed/calmed so it is not always running your show. Next we have to access the power, to receive this power. Thats where spiritualbased thought supercedes negative or positive thought. For Spirit is above and beyond the duality of opposites present in the physical plane. From the up in Spirit estate you will not receive the right, good thing, as opposed to the wrong, bad thing. You will receive a feeling of being empowered, thus lighter, calmer, and in control. Youre stabilizing your energy field. And you are putting it into the life attraction/death repulsion polarity. You are also, charging up the energy field and the body. This new quality of being is very attractive and it literally attracts the (what you wrote down) reality to you. It also does more.

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If youre weak, youll feel and be stronger. If youre overweight, you will lose weight, for hunger is a lack of Spirit. Put Spirit in and being hungry to fill the emptiness of boredom or frustration ends. If youre sick, youll feel better. Why? Because power is the one choice and free will is an arm of that choice, into vocation, motivation, inspiration and ideas. They coalesce into your request. But Spirit is all-encompassing so if youve REALLY let go of the garbage, you get it all. A whole fix, not a partial fix. Be sure youre clear about this because once you open the door to Spirit, the only bias it has is yours. So, if you have not dropped the old, it will show up. Dont worry. Its very obvious and you can change it, but it wont manifest life until youre clear. So, whats our first assignment? Memorize (me more eyes) this. ALWAYS DIRECT Spirit FIRST! This is the only place power comes from. All other reflected activity is just communication. You dont forget to breathe, and you have to have the same mindset with your thought process; for not using Spirit is like not breathing. Now, memorizing (me more rizing) is not yet up in Spirit. So why do it? Because reference-point thinking triggers memory and this is a memory that serves your needs by reflecting your energy up to Spirit, where there is no bias in the statement that divides it into good or bad. So, we are building the first step of your magnetic-based memory, not the light-based memory. Okay, got it? Lets be absolutely positive youll remember. Go post it on the mirror or fridge, okay? This actually does nothing to help you, but its a common practice and we want to prove a point. Without taking the statement, directive up to Spirit, what happens is this. You stop seeing it even when its right in front of you on the mirror or on the fridge. For light, or seeing something, does not attract your attention. Only what is magnetically activated does this. This is why motion and sound make you notice them more quickly. Without your statement being charged with magnetism, you will forget it. Magnetism does attract you to what you need for your manifestation (still or moving). And all you need is ALWAYS DIRECT Spirit FIRST! This connects memory to your directions. Now, lets have a little more dialogue to set the stage. You have a common saying, a picture is worth a thousand words. Is this true or false? Think about it before reading further. Besides, Im not going to give you the answer, because I already did! The point is, can you see it?

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If you do not see it, then what you read (re add) you did not learn. What you do not learn and only see, is surface skimming or scanning. It can amuse you or distract you, but beyond that it is just time filler. You call it killing time. We call it blind spots in your consciousness, which make you miss the very thing youre looking for. If youre unable to really know if the statement is true or false, then you are stuck between right and wrong. When you are stuck or caught between the pendulum moving from true or false, this tells you something. Your magnetic field is not attracting the truth. This is what blind spots are, a lack of Spiritual support: knowing and feeling! All lack of communication between people is based on blind spots. So be it.

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Study Tips for Lessons Inflate/Deflate Periods of Exhilaration/Depression

Expect this and deal with it. So, when you come to it, dont get discouraged and give up. Okay, once your energy is hit with Spirit, there are several conditions it can encounter. The first one is hitting the black, or red, brick wall. This is a point or barrier youve come to many times in your life and you just cant get beyond it, no matter how hard you try. It is often called the glass ceiling. This may be an income level, a marriage commitment, a potential for embarrassment in a social situation, or some habit to break away from. It can be almost anything. What it is doesnt matter. What does matter is that it is there. If you have this condition, its a chip/chip/chip, hammer/hammer/hammer situation. It will always try your patience to the max. But keep on keeping on, to clear it. If you need to get angry to loosen it - get angry! But dont be blinded by rage! Do what youre supposed to do, address Spirit, state the reason you come, then let all hell break loose, as you direct the solved state. Be it! I am free of (blank) this state, then reduce it to just I am free, (three times). If your body is shaking, or youre not weakened by the torrent command to Spirit, do it again and again. Refer to The Process in Appendix for details. Take a deep breath and go again, harder, louder, and let the walls of Jericho tumble down. Once your energy has access, and you feel it, this force is totally unnecessary. But when youre stuck, it takes more power to get you out: power begets power! But never against another - only to your Spirit to free yourself. Okay, thats one. Now, two. The second condition is a paste-like thickness or a jelled, jello, thats set up, and become somewhat rubbery. This is easier because it is not black, so more light comes through and it has bounce qualities to it. It will likely be accompanied by red or orange colors so when Spirit hits it, there is some physical, sensory, perception of it because it gives. Which the brick wall does not do. This is a great feeling, when you feel your voice move on your body for the first time. It wouldnt last long, as it quickly settles back to being rubbery.

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But, as light moves through it, it melts and becomes more liquid. Then, the liquid state loosens up and the air state, or gas state, is reached, which has clarity with only scattered clouds. I call it the state of inflating and deflating. You put it in and it leaks back down. You readily recognize it by feeling great and all of a sudden, without even noticing, you dont feel great anymore. You feel bad/down. Same cosmic order. Do it again and again and tell Spirit to seal the leaks, (3 times), and spin your energy faster. Then one day you wake up and that state of mind you commanded into being does not go away! Thats when it is yours eternally. For it is now the power of being, at the 100% full level, and you directed it into being it! You cant put this into a time frame, for it is all predicated on your level of intensity and your density of unmoving consciousness. A two-inch wall is easy to move compared to a twelve-inch wall, or styrofoam to concrete as another comparison. So just do it until it gets through. It works. I know because Ive done it and my life is easy, simple, and abundant. I do as I choose and it comes to me as Ive chosen to have it come to me. Its awesome, rewarding, and interesting. I do still have ups and downs, but I never feel totally at a loss about whats going on in my life. I love my life and this certainly provides assurance when it seems (see me is) non-existent.

Remember Always Direct Spirit First

In your daily curriculum, from parents to teachers, and teachers to authorities, and authorities to leaders, all the media, including our churches, we are still not given the actual knowledge to reverse aging and end disease and how to create life in the human body! You can start doing it today! Why wait years down the road, at deaths door? The pearly gates are only open to those who master life, not succumb to death! Which brings us to the next phase of the growth into eternal youthfulness. So be it.

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Lesson 1B Iron Crystals Form Blood Magnetism/Skull Chamber

Rejuvenation requires the proper mating of the positive, father force of life with the negative, mother force of life. Otherwise, the new reality is deflected back into the same old patterns that are obviously not working. The parenthesized (parent the sized) words in this text are broken down to allow the reader to understand the primary MEANING of the word, based on its sound at a vocal level. This connects it to the DEFINITION, which is conveyed to the reader visually. Substance, or something substantial, is what people seek to prove to themselves that Spirit is real. If it has not happened to you, you doubt it. This skepticism disconnects Spirit from your bodys feminine (-) side of life, the receiving side, which is exactly what you are asking for when you want or need anything: you want to receive it. Substance is the mothers roll, as she gives birth to all physical forms (earths inhabitants in the mineral, animal, plant and human kingdoms). So before you can have the substance/proof/evidence that Spirit is real, you must do the math (ma/th e) (mat he). Common sense and science says to birth a form, it takes a father and a mother, or a positive and a negative! Traditional science has long ago validated that magnetic fields have positive and negative poles, called north and south, and that electricity has positive protons and negative electrons wrapping around them. To keep this simple, every form is charged with positive energy, attracted by the negative (female/receiving) energy. You could not think, move, or exist without the inner-play of the father/mother energy. This adds up and it makes (common) sense. When you accept this truth, something magical happens. The earths, mothers, Goddesses, energy starts coalescing with Spirit. And in your brain stem, very small iron (ire on) crystals begin to grow. They line up to down and down to up in a chain (chain age, or change). This attracts the beliefs held outside of your body, in your e field, to return into the body. It happens because these crystals interrupt our Spirit (+) and a vortice is formed. This is exactly like the whirlpools you see in water. This spinning

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vortex sucks the disease producing belief out there, back in here. Heres why this is so important to you. Youre recycling it, so it doesnt keep sucking your life outside the body. The disease producing energy field is laden with dark/dense energy that is lacking light. Its like walking in very dim light or darkness, which makes definition (deaf eye nite shun) impossible. Okay? Now, what is the very first thing you do when you want something? You define it. You give it a definition so it is visible. Where is it visible? In your mind! But if the mind is filled with grayed out energy, it literally stops the light from getting to it. What the light of Spirit cant find, you cant have! Thus, the first need is to clear up the consciousness (conscious is nest) of its cloudy beliefs. Beliefs do not produce substance, they produce doubt/skepticism and prejudice; disease and dying. It is this calling up to Spirit you began, that magnetizes iron (ire on) crystallization (crystal eye sation) of your thoughts (the oughts). Ougths are os, and ohs are having it in the completed form, beginning to ending. Impregnating (i m pre gate ing) to birthing (b ire thing). Ire is light, iron is ire on, with your light on, the dark outside is attracted in. This clears up the sediment/debris and clogging matter in the mind and in the body. This cools the excess internal heat in the body and the pressure previously there ceases to exist. No excess pressure, no excess heat and life is not decaying. Listen to the sound of the word (all words are Gods). Brrr the in g - brrr = cold, the is the transition, in is the direction, and, of course, g is God (use of choice); also gee as in I (eye) (+) did (k)not know this! When what is being said (see aid) in this treatise (treat is e) dawns on you, the light hits you; mornings (more in ings) are dawn; you will say gee whiz, thats so simple, why couldnt I see that before? Because your belief-laden (lay den) consciousness was blocking out the light of understanding. This pulls flat-line (death) energy, called the horizontal (whore zone tall) plane up. Now it is in the vertical plane and paired with Spirit, which ends the despair (dis pair) in life. Can you see this? If not, you can feel it travel up your spine and give you the commonly called chills or goose bumps. Do you know what weve just described? Being born again! (bore in, not out) (a gain, life gained). So how can someone named Jesus be your savior? He cant utter your words (the cause of life), nor can he be born again for you. The savior (save your)

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thing does not fit common sense or science. Nor does it add up mathematically! For mathematics are the geometry (geo (earth) me try) of life that creates our matrix (may (fifth month) tricks). Mathematics = mat, or to create mattering up. H=have, mat. Mat has mat so mat added to mat creates matter and the basis (base is) of it all, is in the ic suffix, that says eye(I) see(c). S is the science of seeing, the spin of it, which Spirit provides. So, you birth matter by seeing how matter is created, which reconnects you to the earth (eve) energies that had been displaced by believing, not knowing (the truth). This is the truth and the evidence, proof of it, is in the freedom you gain (ad am) by doing it. Adam and Eve-in-ing combine, to cause reality. In this small treatise (treat us) we have sufficient information for you to change your life. And change it from being subject to it to it (life) being subject to you, which is what power is! There is no forcing, only directing, for erecting, the new you. Should you find yourself still stuck after applying this common sense science to your life, we have other books, The Illusions Vol 1 and Vol 2, and The Book of Solutions (not yet released) to help you reclaim your clarity of consciousness and bring it back into you. So you have jurisdiction over your life, rather than the outer world having jurisdiction over you. The following chapters address many issues to help you find the essence of life you allowed others to take from you. Once you regain you, this all makes sense.

PROVE THIS TO YOURSELF A simple experiment!

Everything that grows has an up/down orientation, or a top/bottom. Even objects that are inanimate like a stick or piece of wire, etc. This is why a magnetic field attracts in a directional flow. To see this very easily, put some water in a glass or styrofoam cup and take a paper staple, after you straighten it out, break it in half and drop it in the water. It will lay flat, or horizontal, on the bottom. Now put a magnet under the glass and it will immediately stand up, VERTICAL. The stronger the magnet, the farther away it can be to lift this up. If it was just a magnet, attracting metal, as people normally think, it could

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not possibly stand up; it would be sucked down against the bottom of the glass. This is the life force man is sorely in need of understanding. Heres what going on. Death is flat-lining (going totally horizontal, lacking magnetism). Life is up-righting or homo-erectus. Once the magnetic orientation reaches over center, so the vertical is stronger than the horizontal, more life is generated. As the energy is tapping into the prime creator, the father Spirit, the vertigo, when it is over center, to the horizontal, you are going down and the mother earth Spirit will recycle you. This is the magnetic force of the Christ (cry st) that you activate by directing Spirit. It is always present, but man ignores it and blocks it out with his ideas/beliefs. Heat kills magnetic fields - heat a magnet and it loses its magnetism. Heat the Earth with poison, and it loses its magnetic life, also. Heat the air with hot exhausts, and the same thing happens. This is simple to see. Now, lets learn to live differently. Thats common sense. So there are vertical and horizontal magnetic fields. Vertical power is 50% positive; the horizontal power is 25% negative and 25% positive, and divided or separated. Conductance is on a 3rd plane - the radial plane, or the plane of angles. When energy goes out on an angle, between up and out (east), it is conductive. When it comes back in (west), it is called inductive. Radiant energy is the regulator of how much up or down, or how much out and or in, one receives. Now, whats hard for man to see is this radiant energy is a 360 degree ball of optic and odtic (light and sound), that looks like an absolutely round porcupine. Only it is light optic fibers and filaments. This very unusual energy is what causes spheres of light in the night sky and the source of what is called ball lightening. And, of course, it is responsible for the spheric shapes seen as planets, etc. Not to mention the cellular spheres and bulb nature of many fruits/vegetables and seeds. What this stuff does is move in and out, but it is also effected by the spin, that results as the energy starts back in on the inductance path. When spinning, the outside moves very fast and the inside very slow. Well, something has to give and its the horizontal thats weakest. So, it bends and when it does, the distance of the optic points/end close up and when they are close enough theres an arc, or spark jump and the

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outgoing arcs to the ingoing and a closed loop circuit is created. Now out and in (east and west), a looping, and as soon as they hit center, vertical is intersected and bent, which starts a twist and wobble on the vertical axis/axial spin and that spin is opposite of the outer spin. This is the spinal (spin all) cords makeup. Now, the mothers Spirit and the fathers Spirit are inter-twined like a braided rope of light and sound. This collapses the division of 50/25/25 and it becomes 50/50 or 100%, in the paired state of being. This is life at its fullest. Its been called everything, be it God, Goddess, universal mind, prime creator, Allah, Buddha, or Jesus. Its really just one thing: the energy of a life-giving force or a death-giving force. And what I have described throughout this program/course is how it has worked for me. I am not finished. I have energy moving. You cant just watch it go by, thats why you die! You have to choose to live and have life. Or you ignore life, in favor of your beliefs and die. You are never judged, except by yourself. You are never forgiven, except by yourself. And you are never saved, except by yourself. Jesus said, after his resurrection, Touch me not. Why? He was not yet completely grounded up, meaning he was not yet totally engulfed by Spirit. So to touch him would displace his energy, or even poke a hole in it, and that would abort the entire reason for the resurrection (resir erection) and coming back. Not only that, with this greater power available, and not yet sealed in its circuitry, it could electrocute the person doing the touching. Like putting 100 amps into a 10 amp fuse. It blows apart. The real savior (save i or) is you, the person that finally gathers enough wisdom to know how to do the above. For it is certain you will never do what you do not know how to do! Now you have the tools to live, its up to you to be it! So, be it!

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Lesson 1C Life is adding/Reading is re-adding Horizontal and Vertical

How to read (re ad) this text for making changes in your life. Most writing and reading is aimed at entertaining or informing you (stories and/or instructions). This writing (right ing), thus reading (re adding), is aimed at changing you. So it does not contain the same (s a(i)me or sa (eye) me) meanings normally (norm all e) attributed (at try be you dud) to its words. When every sound of the word is always the same and the way it is used in a sentence, is always the same, how can we change, when were using what is never changed? Plainly answered - we dont! We can, as you will soon see, but we dont. What this sameness does is keep us stuck in the same rut day after day. Where there is nothing new, you cannot find new life. Rejuvenation requires new life. Rejuvenation is a two-fold process - breaking the old, rigid, hard, stubborn (stub born) traits (traitors) apart and bringing the new qualities (qualit ease) in. So in keeping with the process of breaking up the old, to make sense of these words, they have to be connected into sentences (sent e in says). Now, in a sentence, they have content (con tent). This content is a container for the light of the words you see in the mind, and the sound of the words you say with the mouth (silently or verbally). So there is a distinct order to the way words and sounds are created. In this order: letters, words, sentences, paragraphs (pair a graphs), stories (stor ease), or instructions. This creates the content or contents of the message. The context of it is left up to us to decipher, which always varies person to person, because no two people ever have identical experiences throughout their lives. This is why there are so many disagreements about what the meaning of the message really is saying. You will soon see, looking for meanings in words, messages, dreams, signs, etc. is actually the problem (probe limb), not the solution! Meanings and definitions belong together, so feelings arise. The way we were taught separates them.

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Dimensional reading allows Spirit to point and lock in on whats there, that you wont connect to, otherwise, if you breeze through this in the normal (no arm all) way of reading. Language understood alphabet words reading - is numerical and spherical number letter relationship vertical reading horizontal - 3D sound reading light - sound draws appropriate light positive letters negative letters pre-fix suf-fix abbreviated content context The above are just words. Language (lane guage) is a map of creation and creation is an equation of, and between, the letters and numbers. Moving letters of sound and nonmoving numbers of light. Who would have ever (eve r) thought (th(e) ought) of our language as the key to the narrow gate? Very few, but it is. It is a treasure (tree assure) and weve had it with us and did not even realize it and its priceless (price less) value (val you) to us. We are told of a holy Spirit and an omniscient (omni essent) God, but connecting that religious-based belief to this literature-based fact is a long stretch to many mindsets. Our clues, however, come more easily when we go to point and see what is not normally seen! Such as using reduction, not deduction (de duction), reading that takes the pieces and reassembles (re assembles) them. If it is true about the whole and the parts, that make up the creation (us, earth, etc.), then reduction makes more sense than deduction. To deduct is to take away from. So the process (pro cess) is really a pre-cess because (be (c)see a use) we cant rearrange by deduction what goes where in the creation process because we dont know the formula (form you lay) used to create it. What we can find and do have by proper application is the principle of creation, which is all we need.

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To see this we start with the theory (the or e) of what is obvious in our reality and we possess it - our focus. If we are aging, then clearly our focus is in the wrong place. Reduce (re duct) it to a different (heir) duct, so we are heirs to life, not heirs to death. To do this you must let go of the old perceptions/conceptions and conclusions (con clue shuns) you now hold. You do this by playing (p lay ing), placing (p lay see ing) the letters in prefixes and suffixes to get root words. For roots grow trunks, trunks grow limbs. Getting older and not wanting to die, I concluded I was way out on a limb and would soon drop to the ground for recycling if I did not find a way back. I found it! For the roots and trunk of trees (of life) dont die, just the leaves, fruit, seeds, etc. Once you start this procedure (pro seed you are) and start actually (act you all e) hearing (h ear ing) the composition (come position) of the word and not just seeing it as one word, it has far more to show (s how) you. And it becomes very obvious that language has evolved in an abbreviated form. It has letters missing and it has been, seriously, abbreviated. Furthermore (further more) it has been (be en) altered (all toured) by adding letters and switching letters. The error people make, I soon found out, is arguing over what words and scriptures mean. The root word of meaning is mean, presently described as a mean person or the mean, middle of something. Wheres the error? Here - we need to see and hear what the words form and not just what they mean. For we are a form of words or the formula of life. We are not a meaning of words. We are clearly life-forms. All forms have shape and that shape cannot be constructed with meanings alone. Life is created with molds, shells, or methods of containment. Take water as an example. It takes on the form of what contains it. Now, if we put a catalyst in it to harden it, it will set up, form up, and maintain that shape, like concrete does. Words have to be defined or contained, for them to convey the truth. So its not much of a stretch to visualize that liquids and gases, composed of Spirit, could be put into containment, a catalyst added, and they would create a form. And guess what? When you put heat (he at), the catalyst, on the jello solids you liquified, what happens? It sets up in the exact shape as your container when cooled. Now, set it

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sentences form, not mean, then the division of positive and negative end and it is right with wrong. They return to the physics law of unalikes attract and they pair up. Now, it reads this way - right (or/with truth) wrong. With meanings you dont know the difference between right and wrong. What you believe (be lieve) dictates one over the other. What you know is the truth. So words separate or formulate you. A problem (probe limb) is a separation. Get back in, off the limb, before it breaks off, or youll do yourself in the hard way. This program reverses aging, only if you use its message. It will not work if you do not apply it. Which is why all the wholy books have, for the most part, only pointed us in the proper direction, but left out the most important part. How to assemble the directions into a usable (use able) form that functions by your design: free will choice. This is what we missed, or they left out, that fills in the blind spots, the holes, the gaps, and puts holy where it belongs. I am whole, therefore I am wholly. I am my own whole state of being, complete. I am not hole-y or just holy, abbreviated, any more. The abbreviated holy is confusing. Being whole says it all! The reinstated, thus completed whole, or even wholy (w holy) makes sense. It connects the Spirit to the form. It does not (pie us), like the pious meaning. It contains, before we reconstruct the words mentally and thus physically. Now it is a foundation (found (8)ation) not a desecration! If this bugs you, you have not dropped the old conception that has birthed your dis-ease. For that dis-ease is in you now, right now. If youre bothered by the freedom and liberty to rearrange words so you can see through the blinders they imposed on you, then you are not ready to rejuvenate your body! Stuck in fear, stuck in tradiction, dogma, and lifeless rigidness, not in life. Life is a flowing essence, not a rigid, unwavering, or wavering essence. Both are motion, but both do not produce life. Only flowing creates life. Wavering, fluttering, bouncing, reflecting, and going in the same circles causes death. You control flow, once you take back the position of having your own voice in this life. Until you do, you are still out on the limb, exposed and subject to the prevailing winds (stories) and heat (stress). Not to mention the bugs that eat your flesh and the hail stones that beat you up and the cold (co old) that takes you down on the final (fine e all)

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Lesson 2 Choice or Decision Life or Dying

Once you see the mechanics of thought clearly, discerning between a choice and a decision is very obvious. Many people believe they are the same thing and use the word/ energy as if they are interchangeable parts. They are not and the affect on the hueman reality and body is, in all honesty, a life and death matter. Does that statement worry you or cause fear to rush through you? No. Because you see no threat. What if you learn that the difference in using choice v/s decision is responsible for all problems, all disease and all death, even acts of crime? Would you become more interested in knowing why, or how this could possibly be true? People believe what does not cause you fear, is totally harmless. IT IS NOT HARMLESS. It is this lack of feeling suspicious, about decision-making, that is making you sick and killing you. Therefore, man is trapped in his/her (old) thought patterns/processes and does not realeyes (new) choice is the doorway out of all these problems. Fear is only found in what you believe, not what you know. We spoke briefly of decision/indecision, now lets look closer at the process. Example, if someone points a gun at you and threatens to kill you, then fear will rush through you. What is not realized (real eyes d), however, is the person pointing the gun or making threats (in any manner) is reacting to his/her own fear, manifested by believing in right v/s wrong, power over v/s power with, and/or old mental associations to hurting and being hurt. To which the person decides between the lesser of two evils, kill or be killed, hurt or be hurt. The gun, knife, poison, or method of killing is not what should be feared! What should be understood (not feared), is the role decision/indecision plays. Then mankind will not be concerned about gun ownership issues, etc. Guns do not get out of the house and kill of their own volition. It requires a person! When this person is over-polarized by beliefs, the divisions create uncontrollable energy. This ONLY occurs within the decision-making process. You cannot make a choice to kill anyone or anything, for choice resides in the feelings, called respect for life, others, and reality. Decisions reside

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in the emotion of disrespect! Which holds the individual in a non-caring, non-feeling state of fear/denial. This person can kill if his mind provokes the energy to act on it. This division away from a respect for life, comes out of a belief driven decision to disrespect life. In an attack or threat, that belief is being created, for it is the stronger energy, in the divided mind. It possesses the person and renders the person incapable of self-control. Which, of course, means the person does not know HOW to create a selfgoverning behavior. This does not mean they are unconscious of what is being done. It may not set well with you once you see how decision-making v/s choice is being used by those who are master-minding this society. For it intentionally traps you and your mind-set in a perpetual, divided state. Until you understand that decision-making is the only truly dangerous aspect, or harmful essence, in this reality, you will blame others or find fault with yourself. Both diminish your life energy. Our only danger (d anger) is the divided state of mind, held open by beliefs, created by decision-making. Which is not harmless, and the world backers know this. All the while, mankind is wallowing in misleading states of being, believing the world needs fixed and failing to see his/her own role in messing it up. We are the problem, as individuals, for we are deluded and seduced by our own opinions/beliefs, and spiritual disorientation, fed to us by those in control, through the media/mediums we do not control. CHOICE precedes (pre seeds) what reality becomes. DECISION precedes nothing, for it is an after-effect, or after-the-fact, reaction to what is already in existence: physically or even emotionally. Choice is a before-the-fact action, not a reaction to what is already in reality pushing your button (butt on). Life is a creation and a birthing process, and the reality of this grows or withers. Discussing this will allow you to see why and how choice affects and directs life to grow and/or wither (with her), while decision has the opposite effect, which diminishes (die men is his) life. New life has to have a seed to grow. Choice is that seed. Choice comes (co me is) before anything happens, and it is, therefore, the cause/seed enabling it to happen. Decision follows what has already happened (in reality). So, reacting to it, or responding

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to it, does not cause it or seed it. Therefore, decision causes nothing new, so you have no part in creating it. Youre only getting to pick from what has already occurred. Its the either/or process, like multiple choice questions, which are not choices at all, as theyve already been supplied to you. You did not supply them. How can you ever change you, your life, when you have no choice? You cant! And thats the importance of seeing this, and the truth of the system we live in: we have no voice in it! We are not taught to use choice, which is the point of beginning of all new life and new reality. Life is the movement or the state of being animated/enlivened. In life there are two kinds of movement: expiration or inspiration. Expiring creates stimulation that moves you, but it does not change you. Inspiration moves you and does change you. (More detail about this later). Obviously it is change that we seek, for it provides the liberty from feeling trapped in dead-end situations. Choice creates change, for it seeds spirit! Like gardeners seed the soil to grow living plants, choice grows live/enlivened huemans. Huemans, unlike plants, when properly nourished with choice and spirit, never die or wither, because man is directly connected to the supreme being or creator force of life. Which is why we have free-will and the other species and plants do not. Choice, properly used, is constructive. Our lack of free will is not. Decision, the split focus, is a life-taking and destructive process, for it only deals with what is already created, or in a state of duality. Be it emotional based beliefs or physically acted upon division. Decision has the classic distinction (di sting shun) of being called The Catch 22. It is the damned if you do, damned if you dont scenario. The proverbial lesser of two evils, which in this program is referred to as the either/or state. Now, look at society and the structure it is based in and on. With very little mental effort, its easy to see that man is always being taught, impelled, manipulated, and even forced, by laws and courts to participate in the either/or energy. Everything is based on either/or, like win or lose, succeed or fail, love or hate, etc. This bypasses choice and free will. Free will is the basis of feeling free. Our systems of medicine, money, laws, religion and education all support divisions, compartments, specialization, fragmentation and endless states of confusion, which subdue freedom. This is because all of the energy is directed at the after-the-fact

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condition! What does this do to us? It makes us victims! Once a person feels victimized, a division of thought occurs and the other side of being the victim is being the attacker. So, now we have a victim/user and an attacker/abuser and the polarization of the either/or energy in our mind. We now believe in a guilty v/s innocent (in no sent) state. To proliferate this dual (do all), weakened state, leaders have led man to believe he has a choice in how life turns out, by being told and convinced that voting, or deciding, is a choice. It is not a choice, it is a decision, establishing a division, which creates taking sides, and taking sides causes conflict. Conflict causes fighting. Fighting causes hurt/pain and ultimately disease and dying. This is the basis of all mankinds anxiety, struggles, suffering, trials, and tribulations. Why? Because it is all based on disagreeing, not agreeing, which is either/or based, and choice is ignored. Decision allows you to move, it does not allow you to change. Man believes switching sides is change. It is not change. Its no more of a change than a person switching which hand they eat with. Youre still the same. Change cannot occur until choice is implemented. So, right v/s wrong now prevails and choice is rarely used. This mindset has so deeply permeated (per me ate d) our consciousness, we now believe it is normal (no or mall) to fight, which is just another either/or state of being favored over the free will choice! So, we keep fighting, stunting, and aborting our growth, when we should be changing. Man is trying to conquer and kill what he does not like. This clearly says he believes in the power of might to make things right. And, even though this creates untold miseries, such as the battlefields of war, the courtrooms of (un)civil actions, the hospitals full of despair, man ignores the suffering/pain and misery connected to it, believing it is the price of success v/s failure. The divided mind cannot cure or heal anything, for it does not recognize how to use choice and stop using decision, the path of disease and dying. Look at the campaigns to persuade you to take sides by voting for them. Look at the religions who take sides openly and expect you to take sides openly, that death and dying is the door to eternal life. Again, ignoring the suffering and being miserable because you must sacrifice yourself and your life to their supposed (good) cause that they stand for! They want you on their side because misery loves company. However, you

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believe it; believing in death is not good. Good holds life above death, so does God. There is no joy in taking sides, because it is always a place of conflict. There is no whole state in the divided state. Yet, they profess united we stand, as their creed. The military and the religious both tout this! When you take sides, you are not united, and you will fall. To love what your side stands for and hate what the other side stands for is the either/or un-united state of division. To paraphrase the united we stand, it ends with divided we fall! Dividing what you like/love, into I dont like/hate, causes your downfall. Choice is the state of being united to life. Decision (die see shun) is the incision that cuts your mind into pieces. You halve every issue (is you) when you believe it is good v/s bad, right v/s wrong, us v/s them, me v/s him, etc., then wonder why you dont have what you want. When religions profess their way as the way and refute the non-religious by telling them they will be condemned to hell and damnation, maybe they better come visit some of us who are not believers so they can actually connect to the whole spirit; instead of continuing to live in division and feel guilty when they dont want to knock on doors, evangelize (eve an gel lies) and tithe just because their church peers say its their duty. Its not your duty to be subservient to anyone or any ideology, no matter who says so! Why? Because all subservience is you, being a victim. You are never in control of your life when you are a victim; ask any woman, if youre a man. The greater populace is being locked into the victim-hood of the do as youre told or else, subservient role. Sadly, there are those who have emotionally given up and are accepting this. This need not continue. Nowhere in honest, spirit-driven religion, does it say be a victim. It says all things are possible with God. Period. It does not even say all things are possible with God, later, after you die. Man dreamed up the program of procrastination, so he does not have to be accountable and responsible for resurrecting his own life, now! Find the dichotomy (die caught o me) and hypocrisy (hi pock ray see) in the present systems of education (not just schools) and you can see why we die. They never teach anything new or original. Its the same ol hypocrisy (hype o crap see) the ancients

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taught. Only now its so diffused by even more divisions, abbreviations, wishes, hopes and dismal results that man is feeling immortality cant possibly be a here and now condition. Now, choice. Heres a very simple way to know if you have made a choice or youre trapped in a place, mentally, that requires you to react. Reacting is deciding. You have mental patterns you follow over and over. You will most likely be certain these were, or are, of you own volition. They are, they always are! But you may not realize why or how you got into that pattern in the first place. Therefore, it is the daily patterns of mental reaction and the physical following of these, that has you being who you are being now. Right here and right now. Sick or healthy, you are creating it. Each line of thought in our physical world is a division, or limb, from the whole. Religion calls this divinity or de-vine. Man is a vine or line of energy connected to the whole. What decision does is cross-link and further divide what is already extended from the whole, creating a massive web, confusing clarity, and darkening the consciousness. Mentally, all you see in the mind is whats on the surface of this web works, and all that is hidden below it remains out of view. But, it is not unnoticed by our feeling states; thus, the doubt, discomfort, and disease continue. Erase these and you become whole, clear, enlightened and empowered. Now, heres the trick to do this and to be sure you are using choice, not decision. Spirit knows everything, is everywhere and is the power of life and of death. Choice is life. Period. Now, visualize a state of being, you want to be. Now, create a line of thought to establish it. Since were here to rejuvenate, you could say, I am spirit, being youthful. This act, given to spirit, creates a line or vine in space, like a magnetic tunnel or corridor, for spirits light to follow. Spirits equivalent of the umbilical cord. Refer to The Process chapter for more instruction. What you voice/say to spirit opens space, magnetically. Now, the light of your vision is inside this. This happens because magnetic fields are dark and when you magnetize the neutral spirit with the sound of your voice, you create a negative to negative/dark to dark, opposition, repulsion, field (likes repel). This leaves just the light (positive) inside, which is drawn or attracted to the body, for it is a field of darkened energy (dark is and includes all co-lors that come out of clear essence)

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re:prisms/rainbows. This occurs by following the law of (opposites attract/likes repel). Voice creates a four pole void of dark against dark and light against light, leaving only the body to attract the light of Spirit out of the void in the space, and become form. Now the light of the father (+) is feeding/entering the mother (-) earths magnetic field and she is feeding us with the precise energy of positive and negative to create being youthful. This is how choice works. It is a direct connection to the Spirit/God of life and form: the mother of life. It is earth energy that births us/our forms. It is the atmosphere (of atoms here) that animate/propel us. Thus, the symbolic story of Adam and Eve. The (+) male and the (-) female (mother/father) energy. (For your information) Eve (-) should not have consumed the (-) apple, for it created a repulsion field. Had she gone to spirit (+) first to eat the apple, it would not have been forbidden, for it is a (+) and (-) attraction field which causes life. Not going to spirit first causes death, because it splits and divides your focus. This attractive (attract eve) field does not happen when you do not direct spirit to bring it about first. The following happens. Again, you want to be youthful, but instead of telling spirit, you start fasting like Jesus did, or eating according to the doctors orders, or running like a mad man, or exercising, to end your problems. Or you do vitamins/injections/drugs/yoga or massage/counseling/withdrawals/confronting/support groups/aromas/hydrodynamics, colonics/rubdowns/walking/hugging/laughing/light therapy/color therapy/acupuncture/acupressure/kinesiology/radiation/chemo/bloodletting, faithhealing/voodoo/psychotherapy, shamans/mediation/crystal healing/mantras/chants, isolation/determination/breathing rituals/moon dances/astrology/channeling/screaming, running naked in the full moon/being baptised/circumcised/standing on your head/find your soul mate/worship satan/make sacrifices/dont eat meat/stop smoking/stop drinking, stop screwing/climb a mountain/row a boat across the ocean/handle a poisonous snake, confess your sins/make a resolution or volunteer/be polygamous/have O.B.E.s/listen to mozart, beethoven/drink barley juice or eat sprouts/soak in a sulfur pool/start a church, piss up a tree (oops, I made that one up, but it might work if you believe!). Dont be naive (nay eve)! Then theres ginseng, cialis, viagra, celebrex and a thousand other socalled solutions to your problems. And theres pot/coke/meth/ecstasy/opium/steroids and untold number of addictives. Juice therapy/raw food therapy/genetic alteration/surgical

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implants/defibrillators/artificial parts/embryo or pig cells/patches/or watch Dr. Phil, and on and on it goes, where it stops, no one knows! Except, the man or woman who deliberately starts using choice and spirit to create life, not chase a fix for a life and go astray on the endless (tempting) decisions put before us as solutions to our problems! Yield not to temptation could be rewritten to USE CHOICE SO TEMPTATION IS NOT CREATED! Then, you dont have to fight with it. Thousands of messages bombard your brain daily, promoting what is supposed to be good for you. But not one of these has the power to restore life to your body. They alter appearance, but they do not stop dying. Well, painting a house alters its appearance, but it is the same old house. Its time to move out of indecision and use choice so you have a brand new house/ body. For death is found in the endless jungle, just shown to you, which you have tried to follow and they have all failed you. Why? Because those mental patterns were not originated by you! Unless you happen to be one of the inventors. If you are the inventor, you are still not immune to the effect of the division, which favors a physical fix to a spiritual cure. The rule of life is simple, you are responsible for originating the energy field, conduits, and circuits, that life and reality come back to you on. This is the point of beginning of all life. Otherwise, you are not activating the whole Spirit, you are just adding more density and division to the already compacted, polluted energy were in now. Weve become victims to a system that holds us in bondage by how it teaches us we are supposed to live. We have literally lost our voice in how we live, because we are not taught how to be free. We are only taught to be subservient. We are not a selfgoverning people. We are governed in every aspect of living. This is why we feel stuck/trapped! We are!! Thought is a subtle electric charge that follows your lines of thinking, like electricity follows wires in your house. Now, imagine your house having thousands of wires added to its existing power supply and circuits each day or week or year, and its obvious the system would be seriously overloaded, overheated, and it would blow a fuse.

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Lesson #2 Choice or Decision Study Tips

Create an awareness for moving out of being trapped in decision and being freed through choice. FIRST - Stop. Stop moving, running or driving on the same established patterns of mental, emotional, and physical behavior. This habitual rote/robotic behavior is not your energy. It is theirs! Meaning those who impressed your mind, thus implanted your emotions with the belief that this is how you are supposed to behave and act. Observe your patterns and then change them. Do not switch them from side to side, actually change them. How? What comes first? Choice and Spirit! SECOND - Use your words, your voice, and tell Spirit to direct your energy, on and along the lines of your desire(s). This is a big task, at first because you are stuck on and in, either/or. You do it when you buy gas, groceries, clothes, watch TV, cook meals, look for work, etc. Stop deliberating, stop reading labels, stop reacting to ads, to others, to weather, to anything. Start every action through your day, intentionally! DO NOT ACT UNTIL YOUVE TOLD YOUR SELF (Spirit) TO ACT. Do this very consciously and aloud, verbally. Examples - Okay, Spirit, Im awake now and I am directing you to direct me, through this day in good humor (hue more) and free of reactions to the conditions Im in. Thank you, father of life/God/Spirit. Okay, Spirit, its time for breakfast. Lead me to the food or drink my body needs (actually). Not emotionally, not from beliefs, and not from habit. Thank you. So be it. Take this same self-jurisdiction over yourself, through the entire day and once it becomes your new pattern of living in life, versus the old pattern of dying in death, you will have your life back. Practice, practice, practice. It turns doubt into knowing, uncertainty into stability, disease into comfort, and so on. This takes conscious awareness, so it is placed in your energy! Which manifests from Spirit and propels you, just as youve asked for it, by directing Spirit. It works, but

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Lesson 2B The abyss and imbalance Death and poison Get out of it.

Why self control and discipline are divisions that cannot create life. Moving lifeproducing energy into the body is not a problem. Its very simple. It will ultimately be just as easy as it is simple! It is our death-grip on what we call being in control of our life(s) thats our hurdle. This wanting to be in control is coming out of our fear(s) that, if we dont exercise discipline, organize and follow the laid-down, accepted rules, well somehow fall into the dark abyss and that will be the end of us. Not that this will console you, but you are already in the abyss, and wanting out of it. Seeking to be and feel in control comes straight out of NOT being in control, and therefore being unable to actually trust yourself. What this really does is make you rigid. Stuck in your own ways and in your own attitudes. This building up of your protective shell is what creates mental callouses. You grow insensitive, numb and unmoved. You even confuse your rigidness with stability and security, while it is closing the door on your life. This becomes a comfort zone where you feel safe, so, to go outside of it, you feel unsafe/unsure/uncertain. This is the wall of limitation and the glass ceiling which we self-create with our limiting beliefs. These are the magnetically dense areas of consciousness that keep attracting limiting thoughts of what if. So you will always feel trepidation when you approach these and you will have a certain anxiety about it. This limitation keeps us seeking and searching for what we want, mentally and visually, and never feeling we are the desire. Which stops it from coming to us. THEREFORE, what we are unable to accept, as being who we are, we will never receive. And, you can chase it til hell freezes over and you still wont catch it or have it because you still have beliefs stored in consciousness that are magnetically contrary to the desire. This inturnall repulsion is exactly like an animal on a leash, except it is a line of thought versus a rope or chain, but equally as strong and even stronger if youve braided and woven it with validating traumas and experiences. Which causes you to see

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it and believe it. Then, when anything relevant to it occurs, you say, I told you so! Your ego pats you on the back and says, right on brother! Now the swollen-up head of arrogance is blocking out the light of your ignorance! And your gloating repels any information that comes to you to rebalance the imbalance you just created by believing in your own self-righteousness (self right use ness) rather than seeing the truth. Without this disrupt-eve emotional memory you can receive and maintain your balance and ease. But when the old/past memory is running your now/new energy, its like the engineers who build dams to hold water in reserve for later use. Its energy out of balance, and not flowing freely. Mental dams harm the body like physical dams harm the Earth, by flooding one area and drying up the other. Mankind has a habit of keeping mental accumulations/ammunitions in reserve for later use. Facts, scripture, track records, credit history, traumas, etc. Bias, revenge, prejudice are all weapons (weap ons) of self defense, held onto, to use, to protect ones point of view: belief(s). The problem with this is simple. Your upper (Spirit) is flooded and the lower (body) is dried up. With only enough flow to distribute it, unevenly, to mans ideas of where its needed; which supplies the beliefs and dries up the truth. Water is earths blood and you clog and clot it up (with dams) on purpose. Would you intentionally clog up your blood supply? Never! And when it does clog up, your only concern is unclogging it. Diseases are not unrelated to Earth, they are directly related. Water and blood are both magnetic conductors, which need to be kept clean and flowing. To supply the whole body, not just parts of it. Heart attacks are earthquakes; alcoholism/coffeeism/excess fluids are a flood. Anger is storms and winds blowing. Droughts are old age, dried up and wrinkled. Ice and snowstorms are frozen, negative attitudes, etc. Because man, for the most part, does not see this, or see underground. He does not realize how many small veins exist for water coming off of the river and stream tributaries. So, he assumes diverting it is no big deal. Divert your blood supply and see what happens. Now, knowing what it feels like to pinch off the blood and have an arm or leg fall asleep, you

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Water is our bodys conductor and water is the earths conductor as well. If you would not move your arm when the blood supply is pinched off, it wont start flowing again; it would immediately start heating up and aging, and would die. Because that prickly, stinging feeling is excess light (+) energy that cant flow. It is dammed up and the drought below (your arm) is dying. Beliefs are dams! Dams are man-made cholesterol in the Earths water flow. Stemming from what man believes about controls, disciplines, routines, dogmas, traditions, rules, careers, laws, etc. Every one of these are belief-based dams in your mind, which only allows the energy to flow into your intentionally divided path/canal/ditch/tributary. You only nourish the parts in your life you believe are important (im port ant) to you. This, in turn, deprives you of whole life. Why? Because life is all of you! Not a part of you. Life is not about controlling your energy with disciplinary tributaries (tribe you but tarys). Now this is not a condemnation of dams, dam builders, crop growers, etc. It is an illustration (ill us try shun) of how man builds what he is seeing in his consciousness and doesnt realize it. The environment reflects its builders (who they are) perfectly. Poisoned people create poisoned realities, for it is the magnetic force field around them attracting it; the beliefs held in the mind. Along the same energetic lines, traffic jams are too many thoughts being crammed into too small of a pathway, tributary. Hurried mindsets build up fast expressways. Calm people build reflecting pools and gardens. Get the point? Ill people create their own illusions (ill us shuns). Rich people build their income (in come) of wealth. Criminals (crime alls) build rings (rims) of imprisoning cells that they cant escape from. All of these are dams/limitations and serve discomfort (dis comfort) and disease by self-deprivation (de pry vation) practices (pray see it ices) that exclude the whole life synopsis (sin op is us) entirely. Without the comprehensive (come pre hen see eve) view (vie w) of who you really are, you are only seeing a portion of you, into being yourself now. So the lack you feel as something is missing in my life is simply your incomplete (in come pleat) realization that you are far more than just what youve identified (i dent i fied) yourself with. The portion is never greater than the whole. Sadly, this division of the identity is misplaced (miss placed). For the division is where the internal pressure comes from, that you, in turn, vent/route/pass, into becoming

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it later, rather than being it now! The verbal (eve are b all) process of being it now is the only way to suck and withdraw all the tentacles/tributaries out there, back in here/hear! When your reference point is out there, you create time (tie me)/space and distance (die stance). Being hear/here now (no double you) (no doubt you) brings you into the wholeness of one. Bottom line - you have to get into it totally and completely. So, you are it, rather than you seeking/searching/chasing after it! Wanting it, alone, is just wishfull thinking, not applied thinking. You are already a whole person who has intentionally created the tributary (tribute air es) you are out on right now. You put you out there. However, being out (there) is not the fun/stable/empowering place you believed it would be and you want back in but are afraid (a frayed, divided) to turn around and go back. Why? Because all you can see is where you are right now. It doesnt occur (oc cure) to you that once you go back, all you will be able to see, is what you see here and now, not out there, sometime later. Only being here and now, is actually being empowered. Stop searching (sear ching)! Youre burning new paths out into desolation (die sole late shun). Start being! Order it over and over and over til you feel you are it! Dont beg to Spirit, dont plead for mercy to Spirit and dont accuse Spirit. Direct, instruct, command, and emphasize it! Be intense, be sincere, and be as persistent as you need to be to get back into Spirit where you came from. Spirit, yours, is the creative (creat/eve) force of life. Shut off the outer world reality and turn on the inner world reality. You do this alone (all one)! Yell and scream if you arent able to get through the shell of calluses youve created. The veil is you in your own shell. Break out of that shell. Peck at it until you get out! Be the bird that breaks free of the shell, grows its wings and flies away freed! You wont regret it. For it is your absolute freedom from the self-limiting attitudes weve/youve learned. Then power is not seen as a conquer/conquest. It is seen simply as a choice. A choice not to be enslaved by the nonsense (non sense) of cynical (sin eye call) people (peep holes) whose illusion (ill us shun) of martyrdom (mar it do me) and divinity is to be a pious, self-righteous (right use us), hypocritical (hyp o cry it all) believer that presupposes their way is the only way, is not the only way!

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POSTSCRIPT: This lesson may belabor word roots, but it does not leave you without the truth that, life has what you want, while death does not have what you want. Getting it is not working at it. It is being able to comprehend it, and utilize (you till eyes) it! Its all in ones perceptions and directions given to Spirit. So be it.

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Lesson 3 Mankinds Consciousness is Inside Out Uni/verse or Die/verse

This world is looking at the wrong side of life, for life to maintain itself, so death is considered unavoidable! Even though it is never welcome, people continue to ignore the truth that life is the primary source of physical nature. Man does not die into his birth/form/body. But man acts like death and disease are all thats important. Huemans are birthed, then grow and fill with lifes vitality. That energy is not going away or life would not be here and be birthing the millions of people it births. Life is the supreme, primal force. This obvious presence and continuous adding to it, is telling us. It is life we should concern ourselves with, not death. Death consumes us and life comprises us. Life is simply the mother/father relationship and principle of mating (mat ing), to pair the positive/negative energy creating us, and this reality. Heres the problem causing death. Mankind is not going back to the source of life. We are all consciously out and away from the source. The focus, with its world-wide live or direct communication, computer record keeping, and memory capability, is totally out of alignment to the source of life. The monetary system is equally at fault in its redirecting of our focus away from the source of life by forced accounting of every act of mankind, which is now recorded so the paper trail of the past is the dictator of our future. When communication is spied on, tracked, stored, or under surveillance, creativity is non-existent. So, mans focus, individually and collectively, is stuck on what they, the oppressors, would have us seeing. The hypnotist and the magician use this deceptive tool exclusively in their performances. Man knows this and goes away from the show a few bucks lighter, and a whole lot more curious, about how they did the illusion. Its called entertainment. What it really is, is detainment. For it stops THE TRUTH OF THE ACT from being visible to us. This detains the mind and makes it captive so it only sees the illusion(s) and not the truth(s).

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On the world stage, we are fed non-stop communication, which you see by reading, hearing, or looking at TV, computers, etc. What we end up talking about is what we see and hear. With this endless array of offerings and our responses to these, as to their supposed value, its easy to be very confused. This leads directly to the act of seeking more information. After all, one must be well-informed to make the right purchase or find the right help, etc. Right? Wrong! What is really going on? This kind of communication is the tool of redirection, of ones conscious state, to a deliberate place and deliberate event that intentionally keeps your focus away from your source of life! Communication is the weapon of choice to create a deception and mankind is none the wiser. Even the so-called good news about another cure, or almost cure, for disease is not actually good news. For people are out there praying for it to come to market and rescue them from their woes. It cant do that. Why? Because NO drug, NO therapy, and NO technological (tech no logicall) advancement, is the source of your life! YOU ARE THE ONLY SOURCE OF YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE, ONLY YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF DIRECTING THE Spirit, THROUGH CHOICE, TO BECOME WHO YOU ARE IN LIFE. You can not do that by listening and talking about war, crime, laws, terror, campaigns, movies, American idols, Christmas shopping, fuel prices, traffic jams, games, races, half-prices, new cars, old cars, boyfriends, girlfriends, or how many pounds you lost or gained. The above list can go on forever, for it is all aimed at us, to hook us up to it. Then we can be, and are, used. This energy appears to be something outside of us, therefore, not affecting us. Certainly, when youre watching a piece about the Iraq war or a segment with the alligator man wrestling a croc, it is not physically occurring in your living room. It is, however, drawing your attention away from you. Anything doing that is diminishing your energy. This is the world-wide practice of deception. Listen. Youre told about spying, surveillance, and subliminal messages. And youre told about violence v/s virtue in the programming. Why? Why are you told about this? You believe it is to uncover a deceptive practice. Well, guess what?! It is not that at all. In fact, it is so well orchestrated, by the oppressors, that the watchdog or whistle-blower is absolutely

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positive they are acting on the behalf of good v/s bad. Well, its not that way at all. Ask any rat and they will readily tell you, it was not worth it. The magician and hypnotist are doing what you do not see. The media is doing the same thing and they do not even realeyes it. They believe it is news and their job to provide it. Call it news, if you wish, but it is not news (new is). IT IS DISTRACTION. IT IS DECEPTION, AND IT IS MISLEADING. You are misled to look for solutions in the deceptions (where it is not found), so you do not see the deception in what you are watching and doing. It is disguised as a different message. A divided state of mind is the result. Which is exactly what was desired and designed into the system of thought we live in. We are involving ourselves in their deceptive practice and we dont see it, even though it is in plain sight. Taking and turning your focus, your attention and your awareness to anything outside of yourself, is how your physical well-being is being systematically drained from your energy field and body. This weakening (we ache inning) is exactly what causes us to lean on outside help. We then become dependent upon money, people, work, beliefs, addictions, etc., who make up the outside authority (author it e) over us. The irony of this intentional state of weakening of the populace is the second fact in the oppression. We get the so-called remedy (for what they caused in us) from them. Now isnt that convenient? How nice of them, to wound us, then charge us to supposedly fix our injury. Ask any war veteran if they prefer military hospitalization to not being injured in the first place. The answer is obvious! But the deceptions creating this injurious state are not obvious at all. Because mankind is blinded by what he/she has been taught to believe. These beliefs have the populace in a state of bondage to a dyslexic system. Try and understand your own energy and find the truth. What you see, you believe. What you hear from others, or outside communication, you believe, too. Now, I hear you saying to yourself I dont either; I only believe what is right or good. The point: believing on either side is not where the source of life is found. What the moral right does not see in their approach, to help others, is how they are doing exactly what the economy and the media are doing to the individual. They are

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persuading (per sway ding) the person to focus outside of ones self, which is away from life, not at one with it! Then they say, repent, which means giving up life, to get life. What they still dont see is this, you cant give (repent) yourself to death, and have life. You have torment (tore meant), driving you to compensate, not choice! So, religions have become media systems. They have TV shows, fundraising, membership drives, missionaries, etc. What happened to the personal transformation and transfiguration, which Jesus so poignantly provided for us by his example? Where is our own resurrection in the messages being delivered? You think satan is slick and needs to be bridled, but you do not see the self-destructive practice of removing ones attention from his own Spirit (the source of life), then leading the person to the grave as insiduous (inside you us). Its bad for you, as you believe its inevitable (in eve ate able). The media could just as easily have all good news on it and it would accomplish the same thing, the same division of energy, by grabbing your attention away from your life-giving Spirit. Governments, religions, businesses, civic groups, etc. all want your allegiance to their message. Many honestly believe they are helping others by rounding them up and keeping them inside their mental fences and emotional enclosures. They dont see how having another persons attention, emotionally, is not helpful to either side. For it deprives both parties of paying attention to their Spirit. Self-importance, which is easy to fall into on the upward path, can become a trap. Beware! For the moment you believe others need what you have or know, youre headed for trouble. Another fault I still trip over, occasionally. Dependency of any kind, on any thing, or any one, is a division of ones self from the Spirit. Churches preach dependence upon the message, or the word, of God. They proclaim that man is lost and needs a savior. Then, on the other hand, on the same day, profess all things are possible with God. Usually consigned to whether or not you prayed correctly or not! Reason this out of its dead-end! Its a belief-based statement, told to you and untold numbers of others, to convert you to believe as they believe. Consider why scripture says all things are possible with God. Why are we told we have a Spirit? That we must be reborn? Atoned, at one, etc.? Listen to this carefully (care full e).

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TURN AROUND, you have your conscious awareness out in the existing, visible world, when it needs to be inside where the Spirit is. INSIDE YOU, is where the lack of outside influence is found. Inside your conscious state is where you use choice, your spoken word (which is the word of God; all words are) and your envisioned state of being who you choose to be. Jesus left his carpentry trade and chose to be like God, and become like God. He petitioned and directed his Spirit, the father (fat her) within, to become and conform to his command! Which is the receptive mother of life that gives birth to choice. In his 40 days, the temptation was to induce him to place his attention outside of his Spirit/self. He did not fail, but we are. WE DONT HAVE ANY NEED FOR FREE-WILL OR CHOICE if Jesus is our savior. Furthermore, the entire notion of being saved by others, refutes the ideal of becoming a better person, of having health, and a life of joy, for it removes our responsibility. Why would anyone even be given a Spirit, to guide us, if we dont need it? We would still be totally instinctively guided, not free-will guided. This is not the case! Our responsibility for directing and guiding life is squarely upon our own individual shoulders! In which case, if Jesus is our savior, we should be seeing and hearing him guide us in, through, and around, the obstacles facing us on a daily basis, continuously. I dont see or hear him, and I doubt many do. Is it possible? Yes, but were it, actually, a necessity for us to be saved, certainly we would all have a dialogue of some kind. All creatures of instinct know where to go and when. Is man excluded? No. Heres a true story as to why your bible, or any written text including this one, cant help you save yourself, or save your life. Nor do you need Jesus to save you. One nice, sunny September day, my wife and I went for a drive in the mountains. We stopped and took a walk into the forest to enjoy the exceptionally pleasant fall day. Soon enough the weather started changing. Dressed lightly, we decided to go back to the pickup. We couldnt find it. We got lost. Now, its approximately 5:00 p.m., and the warm, late September sun gave way to cool clouds. Then the clouds gave way to wind and snow. With just long sleeves, and our coats in the pickup, immediate concern for our welfare came to mind, for it was dusk and headed for dark. We were cold and lost.

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Wake up - credit cards are not a way out of your problems. They are the way into deeper problems. Electronic tracking is already a reality and credit cards are not all there is to it. Cell phones, oh boy, and computers that handle your conversations for you. Think, man, think. You are becoming a helpless pawn in a world-wide plan to completely circumcise your ability to function without their say so. Yes, its convenient, but it is not safe, nor is it secure. For you are being put into the victim role, and dont real-eyes it. This is a game of do what you are told, or else. The or else, is another deprivation, only it is the denial of your daily physical needs. Anyone who is supporting this electronic revolution without seeing the downside is a fool in his folly. It is all bait, luring you into deeper and deeper complacency and more and more vulnerability. What you do not see is how much larger life cycles use your energy. It is off planet energy. You do not have to comply with it! Dont! Ultimately, electronic ID tags, which will be, and are, touted to be for your own good, and to end crime, will be openly promoted. This is the deception, while the reality is the same as being under house arrest and having an electronic anklet. With this power over you, when will you wake up and realize if they choose to raise prices and force you to work more, or for less, you will not have any say so. And if you say no, they know right where you are. This is not the action of a friend, it is an action of an enemy. This is the mark of the beast, with worldwide economic slavery as a planned event. A very ancient plan. Re: Abraham Lincoln, and biblical Abraham, who was going to kill his son. Abraham of old did not succeed in getting us turned around, to trust Spirit, and Lincoln (link on) did not abolish slavery. It looked like this happened, physically. But even today the black is seeking relief from the white, and the white from the black. See this! Slavery was always a Spiritual issue, not a physical one. So is prejudice. So is death. Man, for centuries (sensure ease) has believed dark is bad. It can be, and is, if you misunderstand its role. The dark energies, therefore, believed they had to have control energy, while the light energies believed they had to have to control energy - thus, the plan, by those now running the show (dark brothers/sisters) (not negros, the race), to

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You have and hold misconceptions of all kinds in your mind and what is not possible to conceive, can not birth a reality! Conception has to occur for it is the necessary coming together of the sperm and the egg. In this act its the Spirit and the form coming together to evolve. Division of Spirit, the revolving doors of infertility, have to go! Recall the section in the introduction where its written that, we lie to ourselves and others to accommodate what we believe. What happens when this occurs is an illusion, exactly like the magician uses to distract and distort your attention away from whats actually causing the trick that they want you to see. Which eliminates seeing the cause of it! This maneuver is so commonplace in your society (sew sigh it e) today, you dont even realize it is happening. So you go along with it and repeat the same sterile, lifeless act and think nothing of it. Lets look at a prime example of man-made law enacted and promoted to supposedly keep you safe, so you feel secure. Heres the pitch, Seatbelts saved X number of lives last year. If you dont click it, we ticket you. And theres crash tests, studies, rate changes of insurance, and even non-payment if you crash and dont have the seat belt fastened. And the child seats, back seat, side impact, etc. There is an entire industry built on the misconception that seatbelts save lives. Youre deemed unsafe, even if you allowed your drivers license to expire, therefore, not insured. Now, with any action there is an opposite and equal reaction (physics). So this brings the unbiased, still your choice, to wear or not wear the seat belt, into a biased state. The proponents creating the belief that a law is needed are now creating opponents to it, also. Therefore the end result is the conflicting, in opposition, repulsion energy which separates the proponents and the opponents. In the red corner we have one, blue corner the other. Its the fight of the century, dont miss it.

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PROPONENTS VERSUS OPPONENTS Saturday night, 7:00 p.m., at the junction station intersection. Insurance available at the door. Only $20.00 per seat, plus tax, seating charge, concession rights fee, and the newest in fast pay security scanning only $3.00. Insert money ($1.00 bills) face up. And if you come from outside the 50 mile radius coverage, add one more dollar for the extra insurance rider. DO NOT leave your seat during the performance. The automatic, electronic motion sensor will catch it and you will be fined. In the event of an emergency, call 911 on your cell phone. If it does not go through, the automatic triangular will kick in and your location will appear. We will come to you. The billing will follow within seven days. That may seem like overkill to you, but it is exactly whats coming to you by the continuing evolvement of lifeless and senseless laws that keep closing down and restricting your space and your freedom of movement, by eliminating choice, which forces the mind into the either/or mode of decision. When you blend the red proponent with the blue opponent, you get the color violet (vie o let). When you separate red from blue, which laws do, you get violent, or a fight between the two sides, not a pairing of them. Now, out comes the others facts, not even mentioned by the proponents, because they only see what they believe. People burn, drown and cant get out of the seat if they crash. And, I wont wear one, as I have a long-standing safety record. Why me? These are just as valid, energy-wise, as the other side. Okay? Read without taking sides. Why? You bias your energy and cant see the truth. The truth is this: seat belts do not save lives. Why? For the same reason pills have side effects, and do not save lives. The accident or the death, blocked from occurring in the motor vehicle, goes elsewhere. So, in the end, the exact same number of people die - always. But the statisticians have no way of knowing which way the side effect energy went! So they can only measure or count what they can find. What do they find? Less people died in auto accidents, when seat belts are used. Thats delusion, for less people dying is implied, not actual. What if we looked closer and added the vertical depth of the truth, to the presentation and told you the whole story, not their half or less story.

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It would sound something like this - Since the implementation of the seat belt laws, we find the following: 25% reduction in vehicle crash deaths; 15% increase in heart attacks behind the wheel; 5% increase in road rage shootings; 5% increase in police chase crash deaths. And dont let us forget to thank you for your active participation in the program. The enforcement revenues are up a whopping 2000%. Get the point? Seat belts actually promote the fear of accidents, so more accidents occur, even if deaths in the crashing are reduced. We have raised the number of crashes by having seat belt laws, by inducing a false sense of security. Does a seat belt cause a wreck? No. Then, without the power to cause a wreck, it cant possibly prevent a wreck! Theres more. Accidents are axe-eye-dents. To create your reality by choice, you dent Spirit. Its the identity or I(eye)dent-e(energy). When you impress energy, it dents it, or displaces it. Like putting your finger into water. Barely touch it and you dent it, but if you push more, you displace it. This causes a pressure change in the water surrounding the finger. This is a simple perception. The greater the density of the water, the more floatation support it provides. Now, take that same water and shake it vigorously so it bubbles or foams, and what would float will now sink. And the weight of the object never changed. Only the density of your/the surrounding energy. So, seat belts promote illusions of safety, and you are not safer. You are more deluded, and therefore, feel less responsible for your actions. Insurance does the same thing to you. Your energy behaves exactly the same way. So when you are put into an agitated, opposition mode, it upsets you, your surrounding and supporting energy density is disrupted, and the gravity of it pushes you down. Now, theres compression, internal heat and pressure increase from having this weight on you. This restricts your physical breathing which literally stops you from having adequate oxygen for your brain to function correctly. Shallow, labored breathing reduces blood flow. And, this markedly reduces your response times, which directly relates to avoiding or causing accidents. Think about it. Isnt this what leads to dementia, Lou Gehrigs disease, senility? And what do doctors do? Put the person on oxygen and ask them to exercise more. Why? So the blood gets to the brain and it gets the oxygen it needs. Fears of unsafe driving cause health deterioration. Fear changes the outside pressure that causes you to

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only way the leaders can manage the 5 billion plus people! They get the people to trap themselves by feeding them one-sided facts, half truths, outright lies, misleading analysis (anal eye sis), promises, excuses, bait and switch tactics, then they take phony crap and sprinkle it like rose petals on the floor leading to the bedroom - where you end up getting screwed. Any law, not just seat belt laws, that restricts freedom of movement, robs you of your choice. Without choice, you have no way out. Which is not all bad! For it forces you to start thinking and moving again. It creates programs like this that will lead you back to peace on earth and the utopian (you top eye an) life. Because choice is always available, no matter how dire (die are) the conditions may be. Now, re-read this section and your mind will open more and more. Soon you will see how rules, regulations, obligatory morality, and such things as voting, and other repeat after me, do as I do, referendums completely lock up and steal your life energy. Because you are sucked into the good causes, civic duty, go to church, be nice, even when the intention is to use you (for my needs) crap, be it debt or death. Unspoken, their mind is saying, Just go willingly. I cant miss my afternoon golf game, for chrissakes! So, I cant be bothered by having to stop, collect my debt, or bury you. Heres a shovel, bury yourself, and pay me! Well, unfortunately, the shovel they give you is a load of bull and thats why you decompose. You jump into their decadence (de cadence). Cadence is a sound, a vibration, and as soon as youre that vibration, you will do exactly as they tell you to do! Names and words spoken (spoke in) are cadence. They connect you! You need disconnected, for all of the lines (webs) are like being leashed with dozens of tethers, which allow you to go only so far and you come to the end of it! Your limitations are really their limitations, imposed on you, without your conscious awareness. Which, if you had, would clearly tell you what is being taught and implemented are lies and not the truth. Hypnotists use this tool to get into your mind. It is called sympathetic vibrations. Well, its pathetic (path e tick) thats for sure! The visual media, especially TV, does what the hypnotist does, which is why its so easy to fall asleep in front of it.

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Sleep is a lowering or slowing of energy moving in and out of the body. But is a quickening of the energy in the emotions (movement) of the mind. So as you age and want to sleep more, the mind is beating the crap out of the body in two ways. To get it back up to speed, and to stop it from getting back up to speed. Your pendulum action of the beliefs you insist on keeping in your mind are killing you! This is why you cry in the emotionally moving parts of movies. Were here to help you eliminate this problem. To do so, you can not identify with the teacher or teaching. I dont want you to like me or dislike me. I dont want you to like or dislike the writings. I only want you to understand you! With enough of us doing this, the discordance will become harmony and our world (earth) can change without having to devastate us, to get us to wake up! Now, add it up! 25% reduction in vehicle crash deaths 200% increase in stress related deaths by changing the comfort zone to a combat zone. This is a tiny, tiny tip off the iceberg. Look and you will see it in all institutions and their programs. Government, business, church, and family. What is called normal here is deception, not perception. You need to deprogram yourself from the malarky and BS you have been and are being fed. For it is nothing more than fodder to fatten you for the slaughter house. Your lives are poked, ram-rodded, tweaked, contorted, and as crooked as a barrel of snakes. Ever wonder why spiders and their webs bug so many people? And so many people hate and fear snakes? Consider the energy. It contains the truth. It reminds them of what they are in the Spiritual matrix; a bunch of poisonous, fear-laden, scary, energy that they dont know how to face. Mans devolution has to change back to his evolution. The understanding present here will assist you in the return to becoming a whole, whole person. Interesting, eh? So, who saves whom, when they are only intent is on pushing their beliefs and only their beliefs? You save you and the side effects, of this, in a really unexpected twist, is you help them save themselves from themselves. EVEN WHILE they resent you for disagreeing with them. Heres a precautionary word so you dont accidentally go off track and slow down the progress by casting pearls to swine. Never believe, think, or

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conclude that the world needs to be changed! Never promote it in any way. Leave any and all ambition out of this. If you dont, you are being sucked right back out and into their trap, the economy! Youre in a democracy (demon acracy) made up of politics - be careful, its not a liberated state. The only difference between a lunatic and a politic is found in their number: one or more than one. It is not your job to save the world. It does not need saved. It was here billions of years before you ever got here. It is fully capable of its own self-maintenance. You just need to stop monkeying with its inhabitants. If you believe you need money, then go to Spirit and ask how you are supposed to receive the energy for the revenue (re: eve in you) you need! It will appear. Remember, you need change, not the world. Change yourself as Ive done, then you can go out and into the world and give it something of value. And it will support you. For it will be attracted to you. And, it will not be bondage-based. It will be freedom-based, for man will know his needs never come from another person, just from Spirit. Right now your value is low and perhaps your opinion of yourself is high (or low). Either way, your re-education comes first. Before you think of starting discussion groups or study groups, consider how it can abort everything this program stands for. Let it grow as it will! Without your, or their, bias. For if you believe you need others to help, or money, you are biased (by assed). This is in its embryonic state, and to take it out of the womb destroys it. Study yourself. No one has what you need or it would have been found, by many, long ago. Theres a reason why it is not called new age, religion, philosophy, etc. Its the same reason this is public domain. What did we just teach you about words?? Listen: say, new age, to yourself. If youre a devout christian, it vibrates some really devilish images. But, if youre the writer of the daily horoscopes, it vibrates a different set of vibrations. Are these compatible (come pat a ble) energy? No way!! So, throwing this stabilizing energy out to them, the unstable, is like putting out a red flashing light in the middle of the highway road kill here. (Thats you!) Or you could say this here enemy, take my gun; here intruder, take my wife, etc. Just because they promote destabilizing energy does not mean they are dumb, senseless creatures needing our help! And if we dont help them, their souls dont burn in

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hell. They are highly intelligent master minds doing as they choose at our expense. And they know stabilizing energy when they see it. So, as soon as they see it, the person or person who have it are their targets. This information is, to them, what a weed is to you in your garden. Theres no qualm about pulling it out and destroying (dis story ing) it. Remember, they own all the major media and energy sources. Stay out of the news. Why do you think major businesses and world leaders meet behind closed doors instead of publicly. They dont want dissenters, protestors or media reports. Neither do we! Keep this to yourself and for yourself. If thats too much to ask, confine your conversations to those you know well. To exploit it is to weaken it and you. The knowledgeable people on and off the planet (plan et) are like termites. Out of sight, inside and eating away at the present day infra (red) structure. Why? To change it, into what is taking its place silently, an ultra structure (blue). Cool, not hot. Okay? Also, keep in mind, earning money like we have to is vastly different than printing it for your own use. The feds are not the government. They run the government and they are private families of enormous wealth who have outlawed printing of money and counterfeiting (counter fitting) because they do not want any competition. They even outlawed monopolies so they would have the monopoly over money! They are about to learn whats good for the gander is also good for the goose. Spirits about to provide a surprise. Does this mean well have an apocalypse? No. It means change will occur, without anyone noticing it. Then how will it occur? First, they will fight among themselves, re: middle east. Second, their systems will fail. How? Imagine an election and no voters show up. Or, all the people going to the bank, on the same day, asking for their money. Or, a day comes and for seemingly no reason at all, no one starts their cars and goes to work. This is just a few hints and its vastness is beyond my present comprehension. These are not planned events between people. They are Spirit giving individuals of a like mind their desires. And we wont even know about it until its on the six oclock news! It will be like the east coast NY blackout, and the airline baggage handler sick out of 2004. Totally unexpected so its not thwarted. This is why only like-minded people should have access to information that causes reformation.

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So, how does one manage energy (people) when it wont move? You dont because you cant! The precept is quite simple. Instead of a visible, mobilized force, like a boycott (or war), its an invisible demobilized, stay at home, play in the garden, read a book, day of relaxation. What are they going to do? Send out the army reserves and hold us at gunpoint? Force us to work? No. Because the masses, under the spell of this hypnotic (hype not tick) system, outnumber the leadership by at least a hundred to one. One person is not going to force 100 to do what he tells them. Furthermore, the leaders are chickens, so they will send out a recruit, who will, very conveniently, be just like us. How? Why? Because nobody likes to work while others do nothing. Such is the wisdom of the unrushed, unhurried and not worried, truly united states: US! And in the end, it will be seen as the United States of A-mirror-call (am ear eye call). And the end of the tyrants (ty ran it is) who rant and rave, only to keep us agitated, is over. This wave is moving - ride it. The light rush is now in progress. Not unlike a gold rush, except it is totally spiritual not fizzical. Yes! So be it.

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Lesson 4 Master/Money/Myth Money and Rejuvenation

We discussed how the leaders of the world manage billions of people, and we said by getting them to self-impose their own restrictions against themselves by using the media to pass beliefs into the mind. We also told you why printing (other money) is not allowed and why monopolies are not allowed. We also said theres a huge difference between earning money and being able to print it for your own use. For the younger readers who do not know what the gold standard was, you need to realize, the Federal Reserve Bank does not belong to the people of the United States. It is owned by private, wealthy people who have powerful influence over the governments of the world. This was, and is, their choice. The problem (probe limb) with it? They included us in it and did not bother to ask us if we wanted it or not, then closed the door behind us so we couldnt get out. It looked like they asked by the manner of presentation used. The American dream of owning a house (called a home) and moving into it (immediately) was the bait. Dont wait, do it now! Sign here. Make payments of $X for X months and we will give you a title, later. Original cost back then, $60,000. But it has to be insured, taxed and fees must be paid. And, of course, interest. Final bill - $200,000 more or less. This will sound prejudice. Do not make it prejudice in your mind! $200,000 less builders cost of say $40,000. $160,000 and 30 years of our labor for money they printed for their use. Which they also use to pay the $40,000 building cost. The cost of printing $40,000.00 in $100 bills, per sheet, requires approximately 8 sheets of paper, and an entire newspaper is only $.50! You figure it out. With that kind of profit and that kind of domination over man, they will never go broke! The US government is billions in debt to these privateers and we are under that yoke of obligation for one reason and only one reason. We vote (I dont) for them and they vote against us and favor the government lenders instead of the people, who are under a staggering debt load. Recall us saying youve lost your voice in how you would live, given the opportunity to do so? Answer this: with debt on almost every parcel of land (our food

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growers) and on every house and business property, our home and our workplace, do you really believe they will give us any say so? Wake up! Your vote is not for a political party, or any candidate. They could care less who you vote for because they rule and control both sides! When you vote at any election, you are casting a vote against yourself. Because you are voluntarily giving them the right to treat you any way they please, and with their track record, we the people will never really have a voice in our governing of this world - our world. We are their economic slaves and we agreed to it. To escape, you have to get rid of debt. Without getting reasonably free of debt, you will have a hard time finding time to straighten out your thinking. If youre not in debt, you have a different condition, but the same problem; mental dependence upon money. Money is one of the biggest obstacles for you to get across, for it goes beyond just earning more of it. It is a forced-upon-you co-dependent state. There is no readily available alternative to the money scheme/scam! You can barter and you can trade services, but now this is even taxed if reported. And, with the advent of plastic and electronic money, the noose is tightening. Now, theres talk of removing credit cards from bankruptcy laws. The days of trading chickens for cheese, etc. on a wide scale, is over. What are we to do? Ask Spirit for sure. And in plain ol common sense, look at where you spend and how much you earn if youre struggling to make ends meet, and going in debt more every year. That does not mean to supersede Spirit. It means to direct Spirit to add value to your skills. For you are still lacking the basics if you cant see when to stop buying because youve bought into their hype. Sorry, but youre gullible and you need to fix it. Clean up your act and then do a bankruptcy, but not to escape from the problems youve created. To assure that your new start will be a NEW start. Not a repeat of the old. So, its not just bolt and run. Its vision and asking Spirit, in fact telling Spirit, you know, you know, there is a solution. Then, being patient enough to see it! And use it! The money may not be yours, but it does represent your energy and I see dozens of places where the average individual squanders their energy/money. Add to this sampling: trips without multiple stops on same route, each additional trip per year, depending on distance and frequency, adds expense; buying insurance with $50.00

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deductible, when $500.00 deductible is okay - the savings are significant; never paying yourself first, so you have no sense of security or potential to earn from savings or buying/selling or investing (later you wont care about this, but for now you have to get into a comfort zone). Without it, youre screwed, if you intend to create life. Hey, Im starting a styrofoam cup business. Small cup, nothing in it, $.65 each, and large cup $.80 each, nothing in it! How many will you buy from me? I hear you laughing. You must think Im crazy, I can buy 10 or more for a buck. Well, it turns out, if you drink coffee, cokes, lattes, juices, etc. and you dont refill your own cup, thats almost exactly how much you pay for ONE styrofoam cup. At a small versus large average of $.72 each, times 300 drinks a year, conservative for some of you and others close, and the remainder already knows what Im saying. Three hundred times $.72 = $216.00 you just threw into a garbage can and at least a million people a day do this. Youd think I was brain-dead if I told you to throw $216.00 in the garbage can! Yet people do it daily, in many areas of their life, and cant figure out why they are in debt, and always need money. You throw your money, your energy, down the tubes and act like so what, just to be in with the latest trends, and they are not even your trends. Trends and treading water before you sink dont work! Learn new ways of earning and of keeping the earnings. Plug up the leaks. $216.00 x 1 million = $216,000,000.00 dollars a year in the trash can. People in debt have no sense of security. People out of debt have a sense of security, but it could well be a misplaced one. Dont forget the termites, eating away at the economy (e con o me) infrastructure. If all your investments are just paper, stocks/bonds/partnerships, like real estate trusts, etc., do yourself a big favor and switch at least enough of it to real goods to cover you while you learn what wild plants you can eat. And how to grow your own food, if you need to. Before we leave the money topic totally, lets let our imagination have some fun, to clarify the economy of our state. First, theres a focus entrained in this society that has taught you to believe you get paid for the work you do. This seems correct on the surface, but, when the reflection off the surface (sure face) is removed, and you can see through it, then, whats inside, kept from view, is quite different.

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As previously stated, we do not print the money, nor are we allowed to do so. The problem with this is quite simple to see. We do not have a choice about how it is utilized and distributed. Now, use your imagination for a moment, and see yourself in charge of printing and distributing the money. Wow, wouldnt that be nice? How would you use it? Would you create a nation of needy (struggling to pay their bills) people? Or would you see to it that everyone has a warm, comfortable home? Since you can print as much as you want, you will never need to borrow money. Maybe youd do what powerfull people are doing now loan it out, charge interest, and put taxes on it for using it. Then, pass laws to insure it stays this way. Or, maybe youd be generous, not greedy, and make sure no one was ever without money for their basic survival needs. Then, if they wanted to be a homeless addict, or drunk, no one could object, for individuals choice would be present. And no one else has to work to pay for the lack of the willingness lazy people have. With money for all, welfare programs, beggars, running charity programs, tithing, and all manner of poverty-based reality would cease, literally, over night. Hospitals and prisons would be empty in a hurry. For no one would be under intentionally induced stress, which the present-day system creates. Sickness and crime come from greed, which is a highly-regulated and controlled system, designed to pit one person against the other, so they can boast about winning over, or conquering, another. Without greed, as the underlying foundation for the economy, there would be no wars or competition. Then, life could, and would, return to a peacefull, fun-filled, playfull, enjoyable state of living, which is the energy that enlivens us. Sounds like a good, or God, idea. I like it. Reason this clearly, and you will easily see why our continuing allegiance to a system that chokes our life out of us, can not be a part of physical well-being. We are trained to believe we need money to buy things, which is absolutely false, because the paper and ink to print enough money to buy a house is less than $1.00. This is partially correct, but whats totally missing is this, we buy the money, with our labors, jobs, and business deals. Even with labor added to the one dollar, it would not add up to

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ten dollars, actual cost for a house. Paying $200,000.00 for $1.00 to $10.00 worth of money is outrageous. The economy is a business of selling lifeless currency, which is primarily printed paper, plastic cards, and promissory notes. The people who control these, sell these to us. Money is a product, just like any other product. But, unlike the other products, no one can manufacture it, except the owners of it, which is not the governments, nor the people of the world, at large. Furthermore, we are forced to buy and use these currency products. Does it seem strange that they promote competition as a way to bring the price down, but wont let us compete with them? Find out whos on the Federal Reserve roster sheet, and youll find the people controlling the only legal monopoly in the world. Mr. Greenspan is/was their agent/representative. Why does this one man carry so much clout? Because it is not just one man. Its the members of the World Trade Organization, now being plagued by protesters every time they hold a meeting, anywhere in the world. Now, these very controlling, very influential (in flu in shell) people are in the business of manufacturing and distributing money to, and for, the entire world. They are not bound by the laws they create for us. They live beyond the law. But, only beyond mans laws, not beyond the laws that regulate the creation of life. Money does not buy life. It is easy to see this. Yet, man, in his folly, continues to pursue money relentlessly. This will cease as the noose is tightened, because the truth is bubbling up, in programs, books, conversations, and even media. We are learning we are being driven by fear (of loss), not love. That, we are the slaves to an economy that does nothing to give us our freedom. Soon, man will stop his allegiance to money and to those who control it. For in a generous, loving state, it is not necessary to slave for any objective. When it all boils down, the owners of the world-wide commerce will realeyes this, No matter how many laws, cameras, security check points, and enforcement tactics, used to get man to go to work, to buy their money, man will ignore it and return to helping each other, which is where real equality exists. In the not-too-distant future, without any guns, any leaders, any organized or scheduled events, man will wake up and not feel like going to work. Hundreds of thousands will just stay home. Then, their commerce and control over us can not

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function. For we are no longer pledging allegiance to them and their money. Let them burn it, to stay warm, like theyve burned us. Then, they will know Spirit/God was up to their challenge and prevailed in the end. Watch, also, for huge blackouts in the power systems, and increasing turbulent weather. All of which will begin to bankrupt insurance companies. (Note: this was written before Katrinas wrath came to New Orleans) (new or leans/liens). The entire fabric of the financial (fine in shell) world will be put asunder. So, get out of debt and own your own place. No matter how small it is, it will keep you alive and well. Debt will not do this for you, because debt is a death trap. Need we say more? Also consider this, How do you think, in fact, why do you think (believe), more and more constraints on personal behaviors will give you more liberties? Which are the only source of living life at ease! Barbed wire fences, armed people, camera surveillance, radar detectors, spy saddle lites, neighborhood watch groups, and cop shows on TV are not the ingredients of liberty. Laws and insurance, and medicine, as they are today, do nothing to liberate the world from its woes. Once the woe is created, its too late, for it has already been brought into existence. Its time to whoa the runaway lack of common sense and stop creating what we do not want, then, further aggravating our lives by trying to fix what we dont like! You can not fix what you do not like, you can, however, create what you do like. It is to this end that this publication was created. Whoa the madness Restore the gladness and sleep in today, if you want to. Its okay, to do what you like. Youre no longer a kindergardner who has to hold up his or her hand to go pee. So, dont let the world leaders treat you like you are.

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Liberties, our freedom, must prevail and be first and foremost in your minds, not policing, not laws, not insurance, and not drugs as a means to relieve or regulate society, via constraints and restrictions. Wake up and remove yourself from this false sense of security. It can not help you. You must help you, via Spirit. If the economy falls and youre one of the extravagant citizens, youre worse off than the guy whos been scraping by for years. He will at least have scrounging skills and fix it skills. This is not negative thinking, it is expanded thinking. Blinded today, exploited tomorrow. History is full of failed currencies and worthless stock. Buy some ground and let it show you how to live, independent of any outside sources. Life is about having it in your jurisdiction and your control. When it isnt, it isnt life! Its just existing til you die. The silicon valley folks, whose dependence is on computers and electronics, are very, very vulnerable to any kind of harsh times. Its never been part of their reality. This is not a warning, its common sense! Do squirrels store food for winter? You bet! Do bears put on fat for hibernation? Yes, sir! And, looking at the populace right now, many have plenty of extra btus to carry them for a while. Is all this obesity a Spiritual life savings, coming from the instinct of self-preservation? On that point, I have not been informed. But I have been informed that the real security, not a false sense of it, comes from knowing you can care for yourself under all kinds of conditions, not just todays. For even though we dont always change readily, the environment does. Ask anyone whos lived through a flood/earthquake/tornado, etc. Now to the higher level solutions, coming our way. Food is thought, consolidated. A tomato (to mat o) is a plant that produces tomatoes. It is an organic object, formed from the inorganic word: tomato. It literally contains the light and sound frequency of the vision and voice that creates it, when embued with the Spirit. Why Jesus could say bread and it came, say fish, and it came. So the reduction thought process can actually produce the same frequency in the body, and the tomato, a physical thing, is not needed. And the further we go into the light, the less colored (darkened light) food we need. Food is a physical aspect, not a Spiritual one. Pure Spirit does not need food. Impure Spirit does, because it restores the body imbalance to balance needed.

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So, the food of the future will be an essence, even an odor or just flavor, you smell, and it will sustain the body. For the body is becoming a frequency, not the mass of matter it is now. Tell Spirit to feed you the frequency of the food. This saves the body from having to pass it out as excrement. Practice this and you will soon realize you just dont need food like you used to. Now that energy can add to your regeneration of the body. Food today is on the co-dependency list, also. You depend on it to fill your emptiness, not your actual need for substance. You have to get to the point you can take it or leave it. Nothing, in the end, can have authority over us. You will have authority over it. You are assuming control and the surroundings are losing it. This is in the money section for good reason. First, if you dont need food, thats a huge burden lifted financially. Water you need and it can also buy your new food. How? By learning to create liquid essences that hold the food frequencies. Like the aroma therapy, but not seen as the solution, in and of itself. For great insight on this, study some ancient alchemy. Im fond of Homers Golden Chain and Mehungs Remonstration of Nature. Its on the computer internet. Purified water would then receive a drop or two of reduced liquid and it would explode into the waters conductivity (why you must have water) which carries Spirits light and amplifies its sound. If you havent noticed this, try it, with your head under water, while the water is running into the tub. The sound intensifies greatly, and what have we been lacking? Sound. So to drink truly charged water, not bottled water from a store, is to be in for quite a pleasant surprise. Given your ratio of light to dark still in your body, it tingles the cells like radiant stardust, bursting (visually) when you consume it. Even in this sensitized state, always remember this. It is not the water, it is the Spirit in the water! Another Spiritual gift on the way is free electricity for every household. Not from the grid, but from self-perpetuating motors that use no fuel, such as magnetic motors, earth motors, and moving air motors. Caution: dont buy into anything without proof. Many inventors are close to getting it to work. But if they want your money first, it will not work! For they have erred by placing their dependency on money, not Spirit. Big mistake, for it is Spirit, running through the inventors consciousness that make these

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work. Then, it will go on and work even if he/she dies for the gate to Spirit is open. Then each unit, just like your bodys cells, becomes active and alive and goes on and on. Normally, a mechanical device will not do this because the fuel used is gross matter or form, in a liquid or gaseous state. New motors and cosmic electrical panels will use Spirit as fuel and Spirit is everywhere/reactive to man. What other entity has the power? None! It is man, connecting to God. The whole Spirit. Resource management is also going to change and as the wheat separates from the chaff (and us, the chapped), a new way of conducting the economic affairs will arise! It is decentralized manufacturing utilizing smaller, but strategic plant/facility location, to eliminate being a target and to insure ongoing integrity if a mole (or termite from their side is inside) infiltrates our new order. It also saves freight/reduces pollution, etc. The other reason is maintaining a low profile. Small companies, under different names, are not noticed as a movement for change, even when they are all of the same cloth. Furthermore, the monstrosity ruling over us now is a very high maintenance affair. It requires vast sums of energy/money to support its (bad) habit of controlling others! The burden theyve created is almost to the point where the pasture (green) grass wont support the animals consuming it. They are exerting so much pressure on the working class people to support their taxes, interest, fees, over-pricing, windfalls, mismanagement, fraud, pick-pocketing, and extravaganzas, that the workers are looking for a way out. This undercurrent being created is what Ill call closed loop spending. It is cash only transactions within small groups and companies who are at the breaking point of duress. When you put years of service into a business and you still have nothing left over and their cut keeps getting bigger, and your policing of their laws made for you to collect their taxes gets bigger, something has to give. Common sense says I cant give 99% of my earnings back and have any to live on. Organized crime has known this and used it for years. Drug lords use it, too. But they have become just as greedy as the money mongers who print the money. So, theyve become targets for elimination. Today, for success and freedom, stay small and take plenty of markup and trade amongst yourselves. Leave the banks out of it totally.

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It is us versus them, or the united with Spirit and the divided (them) against Spirit. But, with one major difference: they are still our monetary overlords and we dont want anyone over-lording over anything, for it destroys freedom and without freedom, real power cant come forward as choice, because man-made laws eliminate choice. Survival today is not about being a law-abiding citizen. Nor is it about living above the law. For it is the law(s) strangling our energy. So, its about being very intelligent and having a heart that beats to the sound of a different drummer. The days of being right versus wrong are over. For the divided (they) have milked the cow dry. Change is coming and it is much better currency (current see) than paper or plastic. Demobilization, decentralization and debt-free keeps the monkeys off your back. Reason this - do hippos chase grasshoppers? Got the point? Fast and small in the united world is an advantage. Large may look good and put on the appearance of king kong, but it doesnt feel good to those in it, for it is unmanageable. The beast they have created and want us to belong to is about to go hungry. For it cant sustain its ravenous appetite on the fast, light footed, flying grasshopper. Now, you see, grasshopper. Its all in the mind, the razor sharp sword that the enemy does not see, that trips him when he goes by. Okay, grasshopper? Okay, master, I see. Once the energy of always rallying to protest and mobilize movements slows down, people will learn it does not work. They haul you off to jail and tag you, so you are watched. Even charity groups fall under this scrutiny, because foes trust no one. They suspect even the cleanest operation to be hiding something. Example: homeland security. Need I say more? Hopefully, youre awake enough to see what this is about! Electronic money and increased security and the 911 towers incident, was planned. The war on terror was not a response to an attack. It was not retaliatory, go to war. It is just a symptom of a deep, well concealed plan the government doesnt even know about. You would be sick to your stomach to find out the real truth. Al Queda is just the hired gun. Look at them, rag tag militia, but supported financially. Who did that support really come from? One day coming, that answer will become public knowledge. It will change everyones misplaced trust and put it back where it belongs: with you. Whats being said here is not an expose on the war. Its a wakeup call to tell you, you can not trust your leaders and ever be in the position to restore life back into your

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body. The advocation here is simple! Dont fight, dont struggle, just learn. As you do, you free your thinking that got you stuck in this mess. In the freeing of the thoughts from taking sides, you, in turn, come back to life! Dont revolt to information you see or hear that offends (off ends) you. If you react and revolt, youre right back in their game again. And, in that game, they are the pendulum holding your ying/yang. Brilliant mind(s) and a black soul are a conflict and contradiction to what Spirit is! This is the one oversight they (them) cant manage and it is, in the end, going to be their demise. To pit yourself against God may well be the challenge of challenges, but it is a lose/lose position. For God rules both sides. While they rule both political parties, God owns them. Ha, ha, ha, how about that sports fans! So be it!

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Lesson 4 Home Study Mastery/Money & Myth

Read the following information about master/money and myth. Then, take some time to make a list of what you are spending money on, the debts, accounts payable, account receivable, etc. Then, take each one of these and direct Spirit to show you how to improve your position. Remember, youre looking for liberty, for self, and others. This may or may not include making more profit, or paying less expenses. As most people know, some assets are a hassle to collect or deal with, and freedom-wise are holding your life energy back, because it is stuck in a strained relationship. These are target areas to change. Look for the illusion (belief) that got you into it, and trapped you in the discomfort zone. Once you see it, you can be free of it. Until you do, its just an emotionall anchor, waiting to be pulled up, so your boat (body) can move freely. MASTERY: The word alone implies change, growth, gaining knowledge and wisdom. Therefore, the seekers cannot expect to remain the same! Because mastery presupposes not being the same! In short, people do change. How is mastery achieved? Through discipline? Will-power? Determination? Hard work? Or, perhaps, through experience? Persistence? Desire? Or motivation? Then, there is positive thinking? Dreaming? Goal setting? Aspiration? Training? These are all attributes, but none of them are the door to mastery. Mastery only comes when the individual learns and understands how reality is actually created. That is comes from Spirit, and then into the reality of material form. MASTERY cannot be conquered, or avoided, because, It is not about losing or winning. Nor is it about, Protecting oneself from harm. It is about electing to think, see and feel. Therefore, no amount of moving the earthly furniture will ever lead to mastery. It only leads to stress, strain, and eventual defeat! Then, man awakens to the truth. That all is creation, a creation by perception and selection, our free will choices!

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MONEY: What other monopoly is allowed to exist legally? None! The money monopoly owned by the Federal Reserve, comprised of Private Business Owners not only exists legally, but prohibits any other competition. Private business runs government, that runs your country, and they run your individual lifestyles. Perhaps, our wholesale allegiance to a group that comprises less than 1% of the total population and then tells the rest of the world how they are going to live or else, isnt as wise as you think. The sleeping dragon is awakening and it is the other 99%. The system says, Go vote, pay taxes, do your duty. To what? Allegiance to the men who print paper, call it money, then charge for it and charge you to use it! That only says theres a lot to learn about how nave and asleep society really is, to let themselves get trapped in such an illusion! An illusion of their laws for you to obey and comply with. Wheres the logic in it? You believe youre managing your business, but youre really obeying their rules, regulations, enforcements, and threats, while working or wishing you could find a way out of it. If the business community does not come to terms with this, and the truth of Spirit first, then the market place as you know it today, will cease to exist. Money had a rightful place in commerce, because it was easier than hauling chickens, pigs, cows, grain, etc., around. But as soon as the greedy realized how easy it was to change evaluations, it was not long before they realized how easy it was to manufacture it. Only, later, it was called counterfeiting. But, in truth, all money regulation by mans desire, not Spirits direction, is counterfeit. As it represents empty promises, and ill-gotten gains. What you do not fully see yet, about the economy, is how it owns you, you do not own it! Unless your name is on the Federal Reserve roster, youre not in, youre out. Power over others is ending, and power with others is coming in. When it materializes, world commerce will no longer be regulated by money, credit cards, debit cards, or checking accounts. Community service, to and for each other, will replace the necessity for money. The balancing of money will be replaced with the balancing of actual goods. The products of supply and demand in real balance will replace the counting of money, to measure profit versus loss. This liberation of resources and services will bring the

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monetary monster to its knees, and a flood of freedom and abundance to the masses. Balanced realities do not require huge outlays of energy from others, for all are part of it. Only then will the money-mongers realize that holding all that property as security for mortgages was not a good idea. Because repossessing millions of mortgages leaves a lot of work for them to do, for themselves, which is obviously impossible. Then, like Iraq, the looters will have their way and the 1% will only be able to watch their assets (ass sets) become liabilities (lie ability is). They will kick and bite, then squirm and yell, and threaten to make more laws, etc. But finally theyll cave in and then seek to bribe you back into paying, to live on a planet God gave you for free! Let us reduce your debt. Thats the 1st cry. Say, Forget it, choke it in, like common man has choked on global mismanagement, waste, pollution, regulation and war. All prompted by the rich wanting to get richer, without any feelings or regard for the sheep they are slaughtering. A major shift in reality is coming, and the illusion will cease. The under current will rise totally! By 2012 (this is the time of each planet, will be in an absolute straight alignment with each other), a major change will be wrought. Each has a part and piece in the galaxy, to which earth belongs. As each planet revolved and evolved, it gathered vast stores of energy, and energy is what life is. Once all these align, a vast connection of influential forces will implode into the planetary consciousness, and our magnetic, repuls-eve forces will re-verse and become attract-eve forces. The forces of life and love. This alignment acts like your DNA strands, and the caduceus of streaming energy, planet to planet, literally, coalesces and brings new beginnings, and closes old histories. There is a new age coming, Its called eternity, and its timeless and seamless. No more deadlines! Time as a linear perception will cease. All life will reside in the eternal now, right here. It will rise up the cosmic spinal cord of the solar (soul are) system, and have a profound affect on all civilization. Because your spinal (spin all) cord is connected to, and part of, the cosmic spine (spin e) of life. We are limbs of the universes tree of life. Then, all of life will awaken to what life really is, not what man has told you it is. You will see colors youve never seen before. You will feel energy course through your body like streams of water in a creek. Your thinking will regulate you and reality, not rules, laws, fears, or worries. Disease will cease, joy and freedom will replace anxiety and

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Lesson 5 Marriage or Divorce Love or Hate

The mind is the repository for the library (lie bury) of past images. The mind is where man spends most of his waking life and sleeping life, wading through these images in hopes of finding the solution to his problem, or the answers to his questions, etc. Now, let us consider the fallacy (fall i see) of this mindset. Every city and town in the world has a library. Yet, the library is never sought as a source of life, for it is seen as an information or entertainment center. Just as well, for it cannot supply you with life. All the libraries in the world, with their vast stores of books, info, films, etc., cannot create one ounce of life. Because Spirit, in division, does not create form, it destroys form. It takes away from life, it does not add to life. All information is already divided from Spirit, be it technical, fictional, or religious, so it cannot create life. Mans illusion (ill us shun) is in his beliefs that he can piece thoughts or things together and make life whole. He sees life like it is a jigsaw puzzle and looks high and low for the pieces to the puzzle. Where does he search (sear ch)? In the mind! Nothing in the mind is of any value to you, for the mind is a collection of previous (passed/past) thoughts, held as images (i m age is). They are the has beens of thought and experience. An excrement of spent energy. This is why the mind has to be cleared of its beliefs, images and illusions, so new is new, not new over old! What you are really seeking is not yet in the mind, for you have not yet created it. When you do, it will end up in the mind, also! But, like the already-exposed photo or burnt matchstick, it has no whole-life left in it. Only the residue remains. Images in the mind are as useless as a pile of old, beached bones. They are lifeless, yet huemans insist that these things are valuable knowledge. Knowledge they are not; facts they are, which are the baggage (bag age) of history (his story), isolated (eye so late ed) from her story, or the feminine side of life. Do you know (you do, but ignore it) her story is the future, not the past? For the future births reality, not the past. So, the past is the male (+) energy and the future is the female (-) energy. As previously

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mentioned, the positive/male and negative/female energies belong together, not separated. Man has created the belief system which says love and hate are opposites while, in truth, they are not opposites. Think. Think in the vision of wholeness, completeness, and the total composition of life. Could you erase death, hate or the past? No. Then, what is already in the earth sphere is part of it. You do not escape it by wearing the blinders: the belief in opposites. Opposites are really degrees of love or hate, life or death, etc. So, love is the highest degree of hate and hate is the lowest degree of love. This rule applies to all the so-called opposites (oppose sites). Look at reality as it is, not as you believe it should be. Then seeing this truth becomes understandable. Death is called flat-lining. Hate, the emotion, is on the same horizontal plane as death. Hate life enough and you will want to kill yourself. Love is on the vertical plane. So the degrees between love and hate are 180 degrees apart. The top half of the sphere is love, the lower half is hate. Hate is heavy so it sinks, love is lightweight so it rises. As you consciously learn to think correctly about life, your consciousness moves up, like cream on milk. So, attitudes of respect, honor, and gratitude, that trust Spirit, creates a Spiritual lift (life it). You literally come up and out of the muck and mire of hating. Opposites have two axles (axis) of belief, holding love and hate apart. Once they have merged and become one pair, wedded by Spirit, one axis is created when you mate, love and hate, the color and emotion of each returns to the clear state they came from. Life is the result! To unite the opposites (+) to (-) is to pair them. Man (+) and woman (-) are the same male/female energy state as love/hate, past/future, right/wrong, etc. Huemans marry to achieve the pairing, but with a mind full of divisions about love/hate and other either/or states, marriage, as often as not ends in divorce, for divorce is the result of holding separate belief patterns about life. Almost all marriages today, even when they do not end in divorce, are flawed. This is why they are such a struggle to maintain. Love, seen apart from hate, is Spiritual division. All division causes die-vorce, even in the couples who never separate physically. They are still mentally divorced, and physically together for appearances sake only. They tolerate each other, but feel no real

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wholeness of love? Answer: in Spirit. Which is not an answer with sufficient detail to re-orient anyones thought and perception from what they now see and believe, to what they need to wholly (100%) understand. The love/hate energy. Man and woman are so focused in the male dominant (+) energy of light, they do not see the need for the dark (-) female energy (hate) (hat e) (he at e) for birthing love, a condition of life! When love exists in the mind as a belief, as some state of bliss or ecstasy once reached, it will never be reached. For you are holding positive love out and away from the negative hate (he at) needed to weld and wed male/positive to female/negative energy. Do you have any idea yet? As to what you are not seeing yet? TRUE LOVE is an unconditional state. Let this real-e sink in. Love is not a condition. Yes, only moments ago you were told love is a condition of life. What is the paradox? Why is this true? Because love is a feeling, not a condition of itself, like bliss or ecstasy. So, from life comes the condition of feeling love. When you hold love in your mind as a condition, which is a relationship, you cannot feel it! When you stop holding out love and hate as conditions, they return to whence they came: Spirit. No longer divided by your belief! So, now you feel the unconditioned, undivided state of life called love. WHICH THE INSTANT YOU SAY ITS NAME, BECOMES A CONDITION. A division of life. Love is a division of life and it cannot stand on its own, for it has to neutraleyes hate and hate has to newtrialeyes it, or it is never felt. (180 degrees of hate and 180% of love is 360 degrees of Spirit (100%), or the whole Spirit!) This is the return of forms division back into Spirits unity. Return to Spirit and receive life, then you will feel love. Then you will know the real state of marriage has nothing to do with acting out or even saying I do, for man can not love nor can man hate, he can only react to them! Even though he creates them by believing in them as separate states of being. They are not him or her, they are conditions, outside of him/her, holding him (+) away from life and her (-) away from life. This creates divorce, the repulsion energy. Restore your connection to Spirit and the conditions (symptoms) of love and/or hate disappear. Affection is a symptom and so is the lack of affection. Affection is, therefore, a repulsion field, also. You are seeking attraction, but creating repulsion and you dont know why. Understand what has been

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said here, then you can change. THE ONLY REAL CURE IS FOUND IN OUR ABILITY TO FEEL LIFE. To do this we have to stop dividing every single issue and thought we see in the mind or reality into good v/s bad, love v/s hate, right v/s wrong. Spirit has to divide Spirit for form to have a shape, a condition of animated life, within the whole. We have to be wise enough to stop straddling that fence and dividing ourselves. That is the state of mastery required to rejuvenate. It is a marriage of Spirit (+) to form (-) that causes physical procreation, but does not spiritually empower you to be at one with Spirit. That you do alone (all one). It is whats done BEFORE that creates what occurs NOW. It is, therefore, you and Spirit, in atonement, that creates love, not you and someone else. So, wanting love in our life is not the correct way to have love. Because life contains love, but love alone does not give us life, which is why it is called being in heat or lust. We are taught that love is the pinnacle (pin i call) of life and its the other way around. History says seek love. Bear in mind, history has failed to return to life, so history is not always correct. So stop conferring to the past, it is lifeless. Birth the future with Spirit, then the past disappears emotionally and you are freed from it. So be it.

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Anyone whos been married/divorced understands the pressures of splitting up. Likewise, anyone planning a wedding understands the pressures of doing so, and even the best of a long-term marriage experiences pressures within it. Why is there pressure at all if there is no repulsion energy hiding behind the obvious attraction energy that brings people together in the first place? Obviously there is repulsion energy present, but the lid is on it. Where is this energy? In the home study for this lesson. Find it and put it into changes to make, before it destabilizes you and stabs you in the back! Heres a hint: marriage today has become an ownership issue which implies the right and title to tell or expect the other persons behavior to be like yours! Start with self-observation and write down anything you say or believe in, or have a belief about. This will become a long list in a short time, if you really care about understanding yourself clearly. Remember: all beliefs have two divided parts, while all knowledge of truth has one part, paired. What individuals and couples do not even get close to seeing prior to marriage, is the vast array of beliefs they hold about life. They marry because of what they have in common and ignore what they do not have in common. So, getting the whole package out in the open now will empower you to change it before it divides you any further. Marriage is a sanctimonious event and the veil of supremacy given to it helps to conceal its real nature. The church will want to put my head on the guillotine for what is being said next, but it is a truth. A truth they need to see. Marriage, ordained by God, is not the ever-lasting bond of two into one at the physical level they believe it is supposed to be. Let no man put asunder what God (Spirit) has joined together. Remember that? People who marry with the belief (notion) that God is putting them together, need to wake up. Spirit/God can not do that until man directs Spirit to mend his/her own divisions, which are beliefs you hold in the mind (past). When marriage is in a divorced state BEFORE the marriage ever takes place, it is still in a divorced state after the marriage. Man can interfere with that, but man can not

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EVER divide any person, single or married, who is at one with the Spirit. In fact, man has already interfered in marriage with the ordinances he created around marriage and divorce. Spirit, in division, caused by divisive laws, is man putting life asunder (as under). Marriage does not create whole life; whole life creates marriage. End the divisions of your beliefs by marrying the (+) male to the (-) female energy and you do not need a preacher to tell you you are man and woman, as husband and wife. So (sew), turn what you believe, about two parts into one part knowledge and you are the whole truth. So be it!

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Lesson 6 How did we get lost? The end times are not doomsday, unless we do it to ourselves.

So, what has caused man to misuse his life energy and turn it against the body and to cause its death? Many of the literatures say fear. Certainly fear, the imagined state, can attract danger or disease, but what caused the original fear? As I see it, the word itself explains our own departure from life into death. Look at it - FEAR (f ear) (fe are); fe is the element iron (ire on), iron is the core of magnetics, and when we get an F on our report card, we fail. What fails (f ails) us is false. False is (fall see). F is also #6 and the 666 is the supposed number of the end times and three days of darkness. To me this says we listened (as in listed and leaned to the right or left) and we took it upon ourselves to believe what is false, therefore, not true and consequently a lie. In fact, it is belief (be lie if)! This believing grew, and continued to grow for untold ages, and is now choking life from the planet. Given the facts we have, its reasonable to think God/Spirit is without fear. Any all-powerful, all-knowing source of life would be without fear. Okay? This means when we moved from Spirit into form, we came into being without fear a long, long time ago. So, fear had to be imposed on us by man, not God and not Gods beasts (be as it is), for man is the only creature with free-will. Man had to cause this problem, as I see it. Now, consider the age of the unwritten and unrecorded history and our arrival here, which timewise, dwarfs the written records. So, much of the mind/facts are based on records only, not on the reality. Which is why just biblical histories cant possibly be all there is to life. In my view, it seems absolutely reasonable to say, In our very early beginnings, time did not exist, for we were at one with our Spirit and without fear. False teaching caused division and division caused time. That is the GAP! Then time, now an equation, was measured (me assured). So, we had to have faith (another F word). This was required because with time being measured, to assure us, we created distance (die stance), or how long it would take to get what we desired. Now were into a linear perception, divided by time, into positive and negative values. Faith replaced the

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In diversity weve created the weakened, destructive, diseased side of life. Gravity of the grave. Awakening to this will switch our polarity and the earth will switch its polarity. This is the 144,000 lens, held in unison (uni sun) that will rebalance the planetary energy. Then, getting back into here and now will end, for we will have arrived, back to where the power is always present. In the simultaneous, instantaneous knowing of the internal transformation and transfiguration, with Spirit at the wheel, steering and guiding us, not man and his collide-o-scope! THE END TIMES is not doomsday. It is wisdom (w eye is e do me) that our double-vision, placed in and on the duality of opposites (beliefs) will end. When division ends, we collapse time and return to the here and now, which is a fearless state. Any new thing you do causes anxiety, a fear trait, called butterflies. Butterflies are the acceleration of the pendulum energy. Your ying-yang is not flowing, it is beating/ fluttering. When you are not in the here and now, you can experience fear. When you are in the here and now, you can not experience fear. The fear precedes the action. Now, isnt it strange that competitors feel fear when sitting still, long before any actual action or potential danger occurs. But, once in action and at a definite risk of danger, fear ceases. How so? If we are (actually) afraid (a f raid) (a frayed) of being hurt, this makes not sense! Heres why. We are in Spiritual denial (deny i all) and that divided state holds us apart and away from the whole Spirit. When you go into the whole Spirit, you acquiesce to it and denial ends! So, FEAR ENDS. Then, when the flag drops, and/or the starting gun fires, its too late to back out mentally, emotionally, and physically and youre now in trinitys perfect alignment and creating your reality, hear and (k)now. The (+) mental male energy is mated to the (-) female energy, and the resulting creation is the united energy driving the physical body. You are moving, not standing still and waiting. It is a mind first, body second, motion. Mankind believes its a (body) physical motion first, and mind/mental connection first! Thats the division/opposition. Okay?? Man is fascinated by violence and destruction because it is the time and place when the individual can connect his desire for power and not feel his own fear. Yes, it is an escape mechanism, but to try and stop it without seeing the truth about it is to put more pressure on our already ailing state.

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The same person taught to connect the male/female energy and aim it into a constructive state, will soon leave violence behind. For all realize, violence comes to no good end. Attackers and victims both realeyes WHAT is going on, but they dont realeyes HOW they got there! You cant kill pain by force, but you can acquiesce to Spirit and all pain ends. Because fear causes pain, injury, disease, death. Your mental division holds fear in place. Have you heard of being in the zone? Or of getting a second wind? These are Spirit coming together, mentally and emotionally, to drive the body. The problem with a zone, is the still-present division from the whole power. Zones are divisions, so trying to force the zone (z one) into total unity with Spirit is backwards. Again, total (two tall) power is all of our energy, in acquiescence. The forced zone is following the correct principle, but denying the greater primal power of life. Zones add energy to your desire, but they do not create life. The one world order is not one orderly world. It is a zone and the pressure is being exerted via the economy. So, while it is not a desirable state because it is ushering (us her ing) us into electronic dependence and the loss of free-will choice, it is also causing considerable discord which the (meek) peaceful people of the world dont like. When anyone finds themselves in a place they dont like, they instantly start looking for the way out. This manuscript was born on the armchair of discomfort/distrust of our present day leaders and the systems they are imposing (forcing) upon us. Force causes disorder and destruction. So, the force they are using to create the one world order, will backfire. For it is a piss-ant of energy compared to the whole energy of our universe. Therefore, do not fear this destructeve entrapment planned for us. Just stay away from it. Get out of its tentacles. Make your home and your house self-supporting and 100% debt free! The 666 is what electronic dependence is creating by placing your trust in the new technological imagery. You are being trained to trust computers. It will add and subtract, tell you what time it is, and even draw conclusions for you. You are slowly and surely giving up your ability to think. Many already have and when the computer quits, they are totally lost and unable to think to resolve the problem. The trust you are misplacing is the problem.

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6 is mental

Shut down because the artifaceall electronic light

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in the memory sucks the magnetism out and away from the physical body.

Computers are full of facts (f acts), they are not full of life. Swallow and take a breath, Im about to shock you and hopefully it will jar your mind-set loose and bring you back to reality. Weve all heard of 69, the sex act of male and female giving each other oral (or all) sex, right? Its very stimulating, but it never causes life, for the live circuit to life and the power to create life is not plugged in! Nine has to go on to ten (10), not back to six/sicks (6). Now, when you place your mental male energy and your female emotional energy into a computer, you are getting sucked off, into it, just like 69 sex (see x) and no seed (see d) is being planted in the Spirit to birth life. Electronic stimulation does not even remotely seem connected to sex, but it is! Turn your computer on. It requires YOU to do so! Hold a piece of paper up to the screen and it readily sucks the paper to it. So, it is readily sucking your energy out of you. Now, perhaps you can understand why the spouse doesnt want sex anymore. Please realize, impotence was not a big problem until electronics took over the job of foreplays stimulation. This is not just a male problem, for many women just dont want sex. This is not hard to see. It is quite simple. When 6 is not allowed to get to 9, so ten can be reached, the complete 1-10 life cycle for creation is never reached. Six and nine absolutely belong together, but not reversed. For sucking is not attracting. Sucking is parasitic (pair a site ick) and one takes life out of the other and feeds on it. Attraction pairs/mates and adds the Spirit of life to each other. Your TV, computer, or video game cant do that. Neither can oral sex. It is a depletion of our feminine magnetic field needed to cause life. And in this electronic dependence, your body is not even engaged in it, but losing valuable life energy. Physical sex at least gives us pleasure. Electronic sex just leaves us empty, tired, and sleepy. Not to mention achy joints and muscles.

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Do not scorn what is being said here. Learn about it so you understand it. Then you will know stimulation (heat) and inspiration (cool) have to balance each other. There is a right time and place for both, but it is not the right time or place (ever) to be giving away your life to electronic dependence. Wake up! You getting this? It is acquiescence to Spirit, not involvement in the web and its deception, that restores life! So, be it.

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Learn to see where you, as the individual man and or woman, are dependent upon outside sources for your well-fare and well-being. Then it does not take long to realeyes how weve given away our own sovereignty, independence and freedom to others. Our dependency is located easily. Look at the bills you get each month and your other expenditures. IF YOU WERE NOT DEPENDENT ON THESE, YOU WOULD NOT HAVE TO PAY FOR THEM. Where you are dependent, you are expending your energy on them/for them, and denying self. To create life, which is a complete circuit, your energy must come in and out of you. This drives the engine of life, and keeps it whole/complete. What is on your list? Food, gasoline, clothing, heat, water, electricity, cable, phone, TV, travel, booze, drugs, medicine, and? If you own a business, the same issue applies. And dont forget social security, workmans comp, life insurance, mortgage payments, taxes and numerous incidentals like car repair, medical service, investments, and gift for the holidays (hall o daze). Now, draw a circle on a piece of paper and approximate what percent of the 360 degrees each requires. Now, what parts and percent of the circle belongs to you and you alone? Do this by the month or the year. It wont take long to realize you dont give much to yourself, if any. And, if each year has a carryover debt, you really have not given anything to yourself and you are still in bond-age to the bills. To rejuvenate physically, you can not have obligations (ob long gate i ons), for obligations are the 69ers sucking you dry. The suckers drain life out of you. Now, have some fun and make another list of all the suckers that lean on you financially, emotionally, and physically. This will quicken your resolve to trust Spirit, for trusting mankind is not kind to you in any way. For all segments of this society want something from you. Dont believe this? Okay. Then make a third list, and put on it all of the people and/or agencies that do not want anything from you.

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Lesson 6B RESIDUAL MEMORY The role it plays in disease and death.

Life and death are just energy. One is positive (+) and one is negative (-). The problem mankind has as a general populace is not knowing which is which! Then applying it where it does not belong, and causing harm, not help. Too much positive energy kills you, not the negative. It is the light/heat that destroys you by its creation of too much internal pressure, resulting in the various states of decay. I know youve been taught to believe God is light and the devil is dark, or positive/negative, respectfully. You have also been taught to believe positive thoughts are better than negative thoughts, which birthed the erroneous belief that positive thinking will help you. It cant and once you see this correctly, youll know why! Positive thinking uses mind sight light to see only good and to respond to it, and as one writer put it, when referring to ideas (beliefs) using his intellect only, as an eye to see the way. Nothing births unless it is born in the confinement of the dark (negative pole). So, the reflecting of light slows the flow of life the body receives normally. Mankind does this all the time; using intellect like he uses a flashlight to see through the dark. Does this put an end to the dark? Of course not. Then why continue to believe that the light of the mind, your intellect, has the solution to your problem? When its obvious it doesnt! Have you stopped aging? Dying? No. At least not yet! Guess where mans common sense went? Into beliefs that purport images as the solution. Do you realize (real eyes) images (i m ages) hold the divided, reflected energy (of death) while vision holds the unified energy (of life)? Its not hard to hear what you say if you just observe your conversations. Its the outer, person to person, and the inner, self to self dialogues. Upon doing so it becomes very obvious which are positive and which are negative. (Meaning as youve been taught.) Such as: that dirty SOB, is bad; God, I love that guy, is good; this weather sucks/bad; one more day like this and we can go skiing/good. You know the pattern. Its called judging. Judging is dividing what youre talking about into categories; good/bad and the various degrees of it, between the so-called opposites.

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Okay, lets test your skill of intuition and understanding of what was just written. What causes you to say those things that imply good or bad? Answer - what you saw in your mind. What triggered it? The light you saw as you reflected on it. This perception then comes through your body and affects it. Where did the association come from that made it bad or good? Your memory. A memory of an image in your mind that says this is what a good day is, versus what a bad day is. The problem - you only get a few good days each year. Then you dont see how those few nice (good) days are, by judging them, makes all the other days bad. Perhaps gloomy or depressing, or in worst case, not worth living in. Of course, using the weather as an example isnt very dramatic. So, what if we used abuse, criticism, fault-finding, hating conditions. Then the freaking weather doesnt even matter! Because youre busy, dealing with the pain, the hurt, the assault, or insult, and by God, youll get even with that SOB if it takes the rest of your life! Youve just written a lifelong prescription (pre script shun) for your memory bank. And you deposited it in that account with every insane mental picture you imagined in your emotional anger. That belief, in retribution, is still exerting pressure on you internally! Even though the mind sight of it has faded, those pictures are still there. And the positive pole, light of Spirit, is still shining through them and into you, pressing your mind to attract and repulse certain thoughts. Your denial, or being in denial, reflects. Then, when they go back to Spirit, Spirit sends them back, over and over, til you let go of the belief (magnetic energy, attitude, holding them intact in your mind). When emotional trauma and drama get locked up in hatefull beliefs, Spirit is being kept away from restoring your lost balance point. This is why really nice, helpful people, and even saints, die along with the bad, hurtful people. They both have residual memories, which block lifes flow. What are residual memories? Pictures, held in place, by ones attitude. An attitude that disappears behind the stage curtains when the person on stage is playing the good-guy role, which others are supposed to mimic and emulate. This is what has happened to mankind and hes almost totally oblivious to it, and sees no harm in being nice, rather than being truthful! Intellect nor logic can solve this problem because they

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cant see it. The light wont penetrate that deep into the dark to find it. The light of the flashlight, a small (divided) light, does not illuminate totally, only selectively. The solution is magnetism. Not metal/physical magnets. Rather mental magnetism created by sound. The sound of your voice that carries the most minute (mynute) substance in the universe: your Spirit. It can, and will, go anywhere and penetrate anything, but it has to be told to. It has to be directed! Sound is the negative (receptive) side of Spirit, the all-potent force of birthing life. When properly directed (as given to you in this text), it combines with positive Spirit and the unified energy (100% whole) vaporizes the old memory and old pictures. By burning the dark, holding the divided light in captivity, in your beliefs. Mothers birth reality, not fathers. Light is the dry father Spirit (spear it). Sound is the mother (mote her) moisture(mo is it you are), or the water. With Spirit, it is motion. Therefore, death rays (light in old pictures, trapped in dark), need to be removed by directing Spirit to remove them. This entire program has to do with beliefs being removed, that hold old pictures in your residual memory. Death goes back and forth. Life goes up, and back down to you. In 2000, my wifes body died of cancer. Ovarian cancer. Now I know why and I also know how her stuff (trauma) became my stuff. Heres the dream which unfolded the hidden energy block of residual memory. In the dream it was very clear that she had been robbed and raped. Wed been driving through a wooded ravine area and she told me it gave her a pain in the pit of her stomach and made her nauseous. Then, she confided in me it was the place shed been raped and robbed of $70.00. Later in the dream, I got in a fight with a black man (not as in negro, black as in dark soul), who I construed to be her attacker. So, why would I dream of her being hurt/assaulted? And it be a part of me? And the removal of it, remove my death rays? Because anytime you have an emotional connection to another person, you will draw from them and they will draw from you what your belief system attracts with its magnetic field. Therefore, my belief about it, not being right (vs. wrong) to hurt others, attracted this hurt into my energy field. Certainly she had more of her own or she wouldnt have died. Also, keep in mind, I knew nothing of this in our 16 years together. I knew she was battered, by a previous spouse, but the

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matter how advanced the technology is. Consciousness, then, is not just an individualeyesed state. So, treating individual disease will never really help. Such as genetic reordering, or stem cell therapy. It does not change the pictures in the mind you remember, even if only by feeling. Cellular memory, where does it come from? The pictures stored in your mental (book of life) library. The way to remove them is to direct Spirit to clean out the old and you choose the new (you), you want Spirit to create and direct him to do so. Directing Spirit is the accurate way to contact Spirit, for the standard petition to pray for Gods blessing has been swallowed up by the prevailing doubt in peoples minds. Imagine how thick this ugly mindset must be when all you ever hear about is bad. Not even the so-called miracles for cures by drugs and technology are good news. Why? Because they are totally misleading the mass/public to believe in THEM, not in Spirit. There is only one source of life - the Spirit of life. When you ignore it and favor drugs, legal or illegal, and other ways of healing, your focus is misplaced (miss splay aced). You actually do fear Spirit and it is even taught to fear God. Reason this. Why say fear God and on the other hand say God is love, unconditional love to boot. Fourth graders understand this better than adults. Where has common sense gone as weve turned into adults? Nowhere, but we pulled the shade down and all we see now is fear God (one belief) and love God (another belief). These happen to be opposite ends of a belief you hold, held in mind as separation and this fills with the pressure that kills you! Reason this. For christs sake (meaning with the tone you need to read it in do this for the christ). If you love someone, or someone loves you, do you honestly think you should fear them? Or them fear you? If fear was present, it would not be love. It would be sick or deranged. Co-dependency, perhaps, but not love! So straighten your head out, see love, drop fear! Trust your Spirit, not what man wrote down on papyrus or paper and called it holy (hole y). Lets return to prayer for a minute. Heres the real problem with prayer today. It leaves you completely out of the Spiritual connection to Spirit. Why? Because you feel it is his job to bless you or those you pray for. Therefore, you have absolutely nothing to do with what happens to you or others. Now, Im going to say something that will sting! How irresponsible is this? Do you expect every person in your house (or

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Gods house) to do all the work, while you sit on your hypocritical ass and spout prayers to God? If you do, youre in for a surprise. What surprise? Your own debilitation! Heres another surprise. At death, Spirit is pleasant, but it is not forgiving. So, your slate will not be wiped clean and you will realize you flunked out of life - earth classroom. And no one will tell you, or judge you, but you will see exactly what you did wrong and back you come to take the class again, in a different body. Your slate is the mental pictures you never got cleared from memory, so when you get over and into Spirit, you bring life with you. For Spirit does not allow death, which is why its called eternity! Your life is not just Gods work. He wont clean your house (body) just because you believe its his job. Its not. Its yours and his. You are a co-creator and have to honor your position, as such. When you dont, you suffer and die. As a hueman, your Spiritual light sees you, destroying yourself, and full well knows that Spirit is acting on your ugly mental pictures and physical deeds youve loaded yourself up with. You do not know this while in the embodiment, but you feel it! Through this feeling, the fear of Spirit is generated. This is why and where fear God came from. The religious sector had to conceive a belief to justify why their own Spirit was killing them! Welcome to the devil and all his manifestations. There is dark, but the devil is nothing more than overactive imagination, hiding from the truth! What truth? The truth that we kill ourselves! Because we believed if we swept all our dirt under the devils carpet, we would not have to deal with it. Well, it did not work, for you are dealing with it like it or not, until you learn how to change it. This is why most prayer styles are totally irresponsible and ineffective. And youre just another pawn in the game of life, being pushed around, with out-dated information. People are afraid (a frayed/confused) of death and condemn it. This is occurring because the human sector sees dark as ominous, foreboding, scary and full of bad things, which is absolutely off track! What kind of soil is best for growing plant life? Dark soil! What kind of light is best for sleeping? Dark light. What kind of free energy is obtained by the use of dark-enclosed panels? Solar. Love is white, hate is black and all the colors in between are degrees of one love.

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So? So who does this hating? The hatred (hat red) that creates cancer (can sir(+))? You do! God and Gods Spirit is not hating you! You are hating yourself and others and any act you judge and therefore believe is wrong! And then, all so piously say its the devils workshop. No, it is not! It is your own belief-laden, error-riddled, guiltdriven, fear-based, nonsense that you believe. Nothing is ever wrong or bad, until you judge it. Judging makes it wrong - to you. Now you have another ugly mindset that Spirit comes through. Do you understand (yet) that even the act of naming (nay me ing) diseases is self-generating energy that leads you out and into them? Hate is black, not darc, and is hot and hellish. So is the energy of judging, for when you cut love in half by judging good (white) versus bad (black) you end up with gray, which just happens to be the color of the shadow (shade os). Hmmm. Wonder if this is the shade I pulled down over the window of life? Do you know, once all your light (of God) is coming into the body and not out into your beliefs, you will no longer have a shadow. This is whole love and light at its highest level on earth, for it supersedes the half-light, and half-dark. This is why we have to learn how to think correctly - for it resolves the death/disease issues totally. With this mental and physical composition, the fear of death is a no-thing. For you have, with your Spirit, completely sealed it off from your mind and conscious state of being. Now, can you see what Jesus had to be seeing, to live the life he lived? Look at it! He controlled his environment, it did not control him. To have resisted (reacted) to his body being killed, would have rendered him powerless. Hed have been back in the duality. Remember, his body died, not his Spirit and when he left earth, he ascended and took his body with him, for it was a hue-man, light body, being what God is - all-knowing, all-powerful, fully present, spiritual/spiritfull light. When we are fully conscious of how to create life, we will be like Jesus, unlimited by the physical senses that drive us to fear what needs only to be understood, so it serves us rather than cursing us. Now, let us explain why disease, and ultimately death, occur in the hue-man body. Residual memory, or mind pollution, is earth-wide and each person has some. Those who dont can come and go at will from earth: ascend/descend. Each person has a separate memory, which only co-mingles with others when allowed. Very tight-knit

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families and bloodline loyalties share theirs, knowingly or unknowingly. There is no one pool which feeds all. Its like clouds in a sky. Lighter, darker and some very ominous. Only these are energy clouds, or gestalts, that reside in the dark, not in the daylight. Thats why you have nightmares, not daymares. Your memory is stored in the magnetic dark side of the human consciousness. You wear (we are) it like a garment of clothing. It is detected by how you feel. You really love light because it chases the scary stuff back down the hole. Like a nightcrawler worm, the instant a light hits him, ZIP! back into his hole in the earth. Why do you love the light and not even realize it? How many people have you ever had say to you, You really love light dont you? Not many. You love it because it comforts your fear(s)! The memory you have hidden behind the stage curtains is the other side. I hate the dark, it scares me; I am afraid of it, is far more commonly expressed, isnt it? Why? Why are you afraid of it? Because your light of the intellect wont chase it away, or illuminate it, as it is light of day and night. But you know instinctively your light is life. This causes man to live in the duality of like/dislike, pos/neg, either/or, etc.! Half light and half dark is the base formula (form you la) of hueman form. It has to be there! But, you do not have to be afraid of it! You are afraid of it because youve been brainwashed with images (false) of boogiemen, intruders, devils, ghosts, etc. You are trained to believe you are totally defenseless in the dark. So much so, that almost all guns brought into a house, finds their way into the bedroom. Especially pistols. Now, I understand guns dont kill people, but I also understand that scared people do! Even intentional murder is caused by being afraid something bad will happen if that person isnt killed. This is true in the individual and the nation of individuals. What these individuals do not see is the collective beliefs and collective fears causing the killings, war, etc. Triggering the residual memory can be a very dangerous thing to do. For it unleashes what is stored in your mind: rage, violence, hate, etc. that has never been cleared out. Its call going postal (post all). It is stuck in the memory, and the only clue it leaves you is the internal pressure it creates and the accompanying symptoms. A deep, divided mind is a danger-zone if let out. When it isnt, its the denial thing and it destroys the body. All divided states hurt, harm, and disease you or others

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until you die. This is why we have to reverse our attitude, which cannot happen until we put our own voice/sound back in our lives. For sound is magnetism in its finest composition. Magnetism has a north/south pole/polarity, just as electricity has a positive/negative polarity. But, it is named incorrectly. It is an up/down polarity. It is axial, not radial, like NE SW horizon directions. This is why your sixth sense is up! Only electricity runs along specific paths, and magnetism is spread out, all over an object or us/our body. Magnetism lifts us out of the dark/disease-based energy with repulsion fields. Love repels hate when the whole Spirit is moving love. When man is trying to move love, it attracts hate. The father Spirit of God is light and electricity. The mother Spirit of God is sound and magnetic. Mans intellect and logic are composed of the light in the mind, void of connection to the earth (a ground) and the magnetic field. Feeling heart and soul are magnetic sound. The comfort of a lullaby. The cold chills of a chorus. Exhilaration of a clear voice. The well-being you feel in the clean, clear air of the mountain regions. Its the soul of life and sound. When man creates beliefs, he attracts the dark earth (mother, mote here) up and into a cloud of energy, like clouds in the sky. They form from earths moisture vapor. Spirit has no clouds, for it is dry! Now, the minds light (images, reflections) become bedmates (opposites attract), light to dark/hot to cold, etc. Now, theres an obstruction out in the consciousness and it is blocking some of the 1/2 light, normally available to the body. As the 50% light/50% dark balance is thrown more out of balance, by beliefs and memories of old, an internal struggle is created. The result is the chronic symptoms of stress, anxiety, something is missing in my life, etc. Later these become disease and disease becomes death, for every day is cloudy in an imbalanced hueman, even though the sun is shining. Feeling depressed on nice days is a very common sign of this condition. What mankind did when he felt this lack of light and lack of balance, is form another belief (also an error). The belief that more or quantity is whats needed to fill in the lack. Like filling a pothole in the roadway. This seems okay, but it doesnt work, for all it does is keep the separation from Spirit open. And this diminishes life. With this

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belief came greed, and beat the clock (before death), to get it. This vastly increased production of goods and exchange of money. But it did not restore what was missing in the life stream! Which is responsible for our health, clean air, clean bodies, and wellbeing. With this excess quantity and imbalance came the infestations of bugs, which will not eat quality plants or people, only diseased, weak, plants and people. Then man believed he needed poisons. Well, now poisons for the bugs and the soil will grow even more enlarged tissues (sounds like a muscle man on steroids). Like hard muscles, the soil grew into hard pack and weeds sprouted to offset the side effects. Now, not only have the skies darkened with pollution (our breathing supply), but the earth is also polluted, but its not quite so visible. All the while, the quality of life has been going down hill. The mentall mismanagement is creating the physical mismanagement. How do chemicals work? Just like drugs work! They block energy and the energy is divided by this and loses its ability to sustain and nourish life, and there are side effects depletion of vitality (bugs/weeds/compaction). So the food, water, and air quality has gone down and the production way up. Never mind that youre still a sick, dying people and driven by more profit. Guess what else has gone way up? The individual consumption of food and water, which is because the quality is gone (less lifegiving energy). Like an out-of-tune car. It uses more fuel and delivers less power. The consumption has to go up. Well, that causes another problem. With quality and life energy down, the body cant get rid of the excess consumption. Voila! Obesity and cholesterol galore! This is the real reason there are so many obese people today. So, you go see a doctor and he says Look, your cholesterol is too high. Change your diet, take these pills and exercise more. Now, kick your common sense in the butt and reason this out. I dont have enough life energy in my food, water, and air now and you want me to eat less, and work more? That means I breathe in more toxins from the air to get more oxygen to my brain, right? Look at what people believe! Its absurd. Stop being gullible. Stop taking what they say as true. Its not working. The math I was taught, says if you have 50% now and you take 25% away (less food) and another 10% (used working more), youve only got 15% left. This is how the methods (me the odd is) today are designed. Thats exactly how youre economy is

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designed, too! And, the pills you take, which divide your energy, weaken you further. But whats really amazing is the results. Doc says Yep, it went down 20 points. Do you know why? Come on, give yourself another swift kick in the tail end. You starved your cholesterol so it lost weight. It did NOT have the energy necessary to create it. You gave it all away to further division and weakness. You burned off the excess, so you look better and youre not so heavy, but the one major oversight the thought, food, air, water did not get better. Thats the mothers Spirit askew. Thats you wasting away even quicker, because youre in non-sense, not common sense. The fathers Spirit, also askew, is overuse of intellect and light in the mind and residual memory thats still active. The only solution is in the mothers magnetism. It has to be restored (re storyed). It starts with our voice and our wisdom (w is do me), our double you W dome of common sense. The mother has a serious case of foul bad breath and intoxication from tons and tons of incompatible energies, which kill thousands more people than war. But man doesnt see it so he continues to want more, when less is a greater place to find the quality of life people seek but cant find. Because they are buried under obligation, misdirection, and misperception, leading to misconception of the life-giving energy needed for rejuvenation. Wheres the solution to this? In Spirit, of course, but plain ol common sense is sufficient to realize that the earth is also consuming more water and food to maintain itself. Ozone depletion is not the problem, its the symptom. Global warming is us and what were doing. Were causing the Earths fever with our toxic chemicals and fumes. And the minute it does not have water, it starts turning to concrete or dust. Why? Too much light and not enough shade. Too much hot acid (poison) and not enough alkaline (sediments, sedatives). Depleted water, not charged water. And most of all, an uncaring consciousness, seeking profits first, rather than simple appreciation for what grows first, and sustains life in all huemans, animals, and plants on Earth. Ever notice that some of the tallest trees and biggest trees are in valleys? Of course, the runoff helps, but the truth is, there is more energy exchange in a shady, sunny area than just open sun or closed shade. Quickened energy causes life, when balanced. Go lay in the sun and it wont be long before you need relief from it. So do plants. I am not a farmer or a rancher, but I do know about the simple essence of life. And any time a

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Lesson 7 Politics and Religion Male energy and female energy

Why do people thank God for good and condemn man for bad? Because we do not see the huge chasm between being man and being God. We do not know how to be our desire, at the only place we can be it, in Spirit. We are trying to mother or father life into existence and experience the energy physically, without ending the chasm between man and Spirit. You can not force or avoid life to comply to your desire(s). You must direct it to comply! Allow it. Self-discipline applied (apple eyed) (apple lied) to our behavior will not create the power of life. It can create more or less vitality, or more or less weakness, depending on your choice of poison (poise on). Perhaps you run or lift weights while a person on the other end of the polarity or path may drink or smoke. The athletic type gets more vitality, while the non-athletic type gets less vitality. The difficulty huemans have is recognizing that both of these approaches are a division (die vision) from the whole estate. The vitality end is called positive/good and the nonvital weakening end is called negative/bad. Yet, both will kill you! And they do kill you for they are both a division of Spirit! By now, we hope you can recognize the truth: Spirit divided kills the body for it creates the disease of division, sickness, accident or attack that ends in death. Direct Spirit and allow Spirit and you do not need to force or avoid anything or anyone in this life, for the enemy (in a me) inside you is dissolved (die solved). This is a major step in your growth because the opposing, biased ends of ones line of thought is no longer apart/divided. The linear (line ear) will have given way to the arc or curve and the ends of any curve/arc will eventually (e vent you all e) meet. When they meet (me it) you are whole, complete, and the circle (sir call) is formed (for me d), which is the circle (sphere) of life energy we live inside of. Now, the seed in the soul is completely encapsulated. It is in the sphere (sp(irit) here). What have you created with your directions to Spirit? A womb, a Spirit-filled, energetic, closed space. The closed/sealed space for life to grow into form. So, we are

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not just man and woman, the gender state. We are ALL womb-men (not male or female as you now see it). Rather womb-men (woe me be me in) all huemans are created in a Spiritual womb before they are visible in the physical womb. Spirit (spire it) is light (+) plus sound (-), so the ends attract and meet. When you intentionally direct Spirit and accept Spirit, the opposites connect and create the circle (spinning) and form a sphere (womb). Respectively, electricity (+) and magnetism (-) are mated by Spirit, and cause the power of life. Power provides life, light and form into existence. Now use reduction thinking to see this same principle in your line(s) of thought and you can understand how and why you are the person responsible for your reality. All of it, even life and death. Reduction thinking is the mental process of backtracking, how your thoughts created who and where you are now. Then, simplifying and realizing your role in creating both the good and bad in your life. You have deducted man and woman to be different and your prejudice (pre judge dice it) keeps your male/female qualities at odds and in opposition to each other. So, you doubt, argue, fight and find fault rather than seeing you are just on opposite ends of a horizontal (linear) line of thought. Its how you are seeing life, that you are reacting to, that causes it to be great and wonderful, or miserable and crappy. Isnt it absolutely obvious that the male (+) is supposed to fit together (to get her) with the female? Of course (co you are see) it is. C-our-see does not say you see yours (y our is) and I will see mine! Thats w-here (double you here) de-duct-eve reasoning has failed you miserably (miser able e). You do not see how the (+) male/light connects and fits in the (-) female/sound. So, you ignore and avoid having any kind of connection to it, which has spurned a world full of listening, weak, and angered followers directed by a very small, strong minority who are doing the directing. You are supposed to direct you, not them. This very large imbalance of energy has brought misery, suffering, and dying to you, for it slows and stops life energy by detouring (de tour ring) it. It never lets your energy come full circle, for it teaches opposition and fighting as a solution. The only kind of organization (organ eye sat eye on) you need to help you is to organize your own thought process so it serves (sir eve is) you!

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Lets discuss this, starting with groups, then reducing it to the individual! Take the religious and political callings for example. These are both large groups and represent a large segment of influence in our society. The largest segments, perhaps, other than the economy (e con o me). Now, the admonition (ad mo nite i on) to never talk politics or religion or an argument will break out, is a good place to start our discussion. Lets ask Spirit some questions and look at the answers, okay? What or why is the reason people inevitably disagree with each other about these topics? Why are church and state so widely divided in their point of view? To keep this simple, clear and easy to understand, these two questions will suffice. We need not write a history leading up to this point, for our direction is to simply reduce the issue from its complex confusing state to a place where it can be easily understood. What two traits do each of these groups exhibit? Trait as in drawing a line of thought to a final conclusion to establish their character (care actor) or characteristics through this self-elected means of identity. In this case an identity that says, succinctly, church and state are different. So, IF we believe we are different, then we are clearly standing apart from each other and one is on the male (+) end and the other is on the female (-) end of their line of thought. How can this opposition to each other ever bring agreement to the whole? It cant! For male (+) pole aggression repulses the female (-), normally submissive state, because the we are different belief blocks the attraction. Can you understand why and how this difference in attitude creates repulsion and opposition? The Im right (+), youre wrong (-), is not actually a conflict between you and another person. Its your own internal division, being mirrored back to you, which follows this order. First, were different, and second, were emotionally reacting, about the active belief. These arguments often compound into battles and wars that grew from arguing, birthed by division. Try this, can you, on either side, reconcile the battle over the 10 commandments, and actually see your role in creating it? Whos being biased? Where is the biass coming from? Did pointing your finger, claiming your rights create a peaceful solution, or a conflict?

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Now, look at any argument and you will see it is always based in disagreeing. What is disagreeing? The lop-sided, one-sided mental state of mind that holds the belief out and away from the truth. Whos holding this one-sided belief? You. You can hold a left or right (positive or negative) point of view, and it is still dividing you. It is righttruth-left, or (+) neutral Spirit (-). Right vs wrong is the same thing; we used left because you describe these affairs as right or left wing constituents (con stitch its). Division is the ignition point of conflict and arguing and fighting. Who divided your perception? Them? Or you? Now, lets address the second question. This is not quite as generic as the first question, because it does not reflect just the two parties/groups were discussing, for their viewpoints are coming from the invisible third party. Of course, all issues do, but the primary focus on left wing/right wing attitudes was the content for our discussion. Okay, what does the political party stand for? What does the church (all of them) stand for? Rewording the question, what do they both want to do? They want to govern us; they want to tell us how we are supposed to behave and live our lives. Active nor passive persuasion (per sway shun) is creative. It is intrusive. Regardless of race, country, or creed, this is the underlying platform from which they function, world-wide. Now, within this division of church vs state, there is another division. Spiritual law vs mans law! Church says, Spiritual law precedes physical laws. State says, physical laws precede Spiritual laws. Church, the pass-eve, and state, the act-eve, with each at opposite ends of the spectrum, or line of thought. Only, now were addressing origins, not just differences. And, because church does not believe education without religion is good, they set up their own schools. Again, were right and youre wrong. The ever (fever) present division continues. What if both sides could see schooling and/or education for what it really is? Not what they believe it is supposed to be. Namely, that education is a process of each individual educing (to educe is to e-deuce or reach one of two conclusions). However, as we bring this to you, we present it as an educing from the all-knowing state to the unknowing state, be it grounded in positive pole or negative pole physically, therefore in division. Seeing only division in this world will never end as long as church believes on one end and state on the other!

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Starting with groups being discussed allows you to see how you belong (if you do) to this energy and mentally stand in a state of division. To eliminate this deeply rooted division, the education process has to change, for right now it is a tug-of-war, and the children are in the middle. Growing up in the division and being force-fed an education that believes in right vs wrong and spends time arguing about how to get their own way, or how to get their beliefs into society at the expense of the other side is not education. Its fighting. There is no freedom, which both sides say they stand for, when they hold the mental attitude of two boxers getting in the ring to beat each other into submission. Any group holding the underlying belief that they can help people by establishing a behavior pattern for others to live by, are ignoring the Spirit and putting themselves at odds with the creator force of life. Neither legalism nor baptism is providing empowerment of the individual to live free of restrictions, regulations, and mental, emotional, and physical, encroachments and innuendos. Living by beliefs, at the point of a gun, or by a group-induced shame if you dont comply to the plan they have laid out for you, is not living. It is being subservient! It is an emotionally-induced mind set that promises freedom but never delivers it. And totally deprives the individual of his/her free will. These energy streams are both predicated on follow-the-leader or be ostracized. This is not education, it is victimization. As one of my friends says, A person convinced against his will is still of the same opinion. Emotional, fear-based entrapment that preaches rewards in heaven, or punishment if you break a law, is not education. It is enforcement by policing. Real education is not being taught by either church or state in the format (form at) they profess. You cant go to them and find the answer to empower your body with life. They do not teach choice! They teach an oversized curriculum of what parents teach. DO AS YOU ARE TOLD. Period. The unspoken message is we know and you dont know, so dont argue and stop wanting what you want! For it is according to us, not good for you. What is this doing to individuals? Eliminating choice. When this starts early in life, and goes through adolescence, and reaches adulthood, the person is only armed with concepts of division and decision. Picking from one or the other and having no free will choice.

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As individuals, we are not going to get the political or religious arena to change their point of view. They are the strong and we are the weak (in their programs) so dont pick a fight by taking sides. Individual reform (re form) is the only method (me the od)(g od) that will change the reality in the world and return it to life. Doing this will clean the air, end the contamination, and eliminate the toxic wastes, which disease the body. We will change the environment with no arguments, no conflicts, no threats, and no repercussions. Simply by restoring the education to a single curriculum - how to think correctly, then the consequences will be known before acting upon it. This is not an organization with government backing, corporate financing, or denominational memberships. This is a ONE-ON-ONE relationship with Spirit, that each individual already has, but does not know how to use! Do you realize every argument and conflict is birthed by the lack of understanding the REAL male/female energetic (in her get it) relationship? Church is feminine and state is masculine, but both are in opposition polarity, so the gap persists. The passive and active in disagreement because neither side knows how to neutralize (neutral eyes) their single-sided beliefs by using Spirit to create the attracting pair of positive/negative. Thus, the power of life! A belief, any belief, between positive and negative aborts the truth and the power. Beliefs are energy switches that turn the lights off. Spirit is the energy switch that turns the light on. POWER ONLY FLOWS WHEN THE SWITCH IS ON. So be it.

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Lesson 7 Politics and Religion Study Tips

Look at cause/effect and forget the topic (laws or facts related to it) of debate, then you can see that you are never upset or arguing about the topic, the event, or experience itself. Youre only in conflict because of what you believe is right or wrong, good or bad, etc. Youve sided up with the positive or negative, active or passive energy and you stand alone, unwed to the truth, so you argue, vainly, in the attempt to prove your point. While I was learning the truth about life, I found a couple of questions coming from other people that constantly re-occurred. They illustrate the principle discussed in this lesson. FIRST, What faith, religion, denomination, or church do you belong to? At first I told them what church I belonged to. Later, I would say I belonged to all of them. I couldnt say none of them, or I was stepping into the trap theyd set for me. For not belonging is a sin in their mind, and their job is to convert sinners. Finally, I resolved the dilemma with one simple question! The question is, Do you know why you are asking me that question? This cuts to the chase for it forces them to look at themselves and find the answer. This approach is the only honest answer to their question, because they get to see where they are standing. Some see it quickly and confess, I guess I wanted to judge you, or see if you believe as I believe. This totally diffuses their division because when they hear themselves think or say that, it instantly brings to mind the other division/ belief in their mind, that we (the religious) are not supposed to judge others. To the others, who do not see it and say, I dont know why I asked, you say, because you wanted to judge me and see which side of the fence I was on, then youd know if you are supposed the see me as the enemy or the friend. Neither of which fits, as I am the messenger with your lesson for today. Did you pass or flunk? Remember, your mental divisions have to end before you can have jurisdiction over life. Wanting jurisdiction over others by judging them never ends peacefully, because reacting to your personal (prejudiced) beliefs causes your internal stress and pressure.

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Second, what party do you belong to? Use the same tactic, but have some fun with it and answer, The one that starts right after work, or some twist that keeps the mental intrusion where it belongs. Which is? Out of your face. The next time people ask you anything, find out whats really up. Most are feeling you up for the intrusion they have in mind. Mental intrusion is more subtle than sexual intrusion, but they have the same ending: they want something from you! Politics, businesses, and religions are notorious for doing this. Once you allow it, they are like buzzing mosquitoes in your tent when you really want to be left alone so you can get a good nights sleep. Weed these intrusions out, by standing for who you are, not who they want you to be. So, be it.

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Lesson 8 We are only what we are conscious of being.

Then, what is man most conscious of being in his awareness? Reason this question out carefully. Look at each hour through your day and acknowledge what you are doing or not doing. You eat, drink, work, play, sleep, and engage in numerous activities daily. What one basic underlying energy is pushing/moving you to act on each function of your life? You may find any one of several words with which to describe it. However you describe it, man is never really satisfied. Even when contentment is present, its not long before the individual gets bored. Then the bored person wants activity or the sick and diseased person wants health, while confused people want clarity, etc. Life is following a distinct pattern of wanting. Be it a place, thing, person, abundance, or appearance. We are always seeking and searching for the magic equation to leading and living a life of joy; a life of ease, comfort and vitality. Wanting rejuvenation is the same energy. It is an unrest, unsettled, and non-acceptance of the aging process. Now the conscious state of our being, where is it? What are we focused on? Where does our dissatisfaction come from? Why are we always engaged in the process of getting what we want? And in this pursuit, why is the tank always needing filled with yet another act/function to balance the anxiety of this perpetual state of never really being completely at peace with who we are? When youre dry, you want to be wet, empty/full, cold/hot, lonely/friendly, married/unmarried, fat/trim, poor/rich, trapped/free and on and on. So what is mankind most conscious of being? He is conscious of wanting, right? Categorically this answer is correct, but it is NOT the core state of ones conscious state of being. Back up one step and you will have the correct answer, which is man is most conscious of feeling he does not have his wants. The key word is feeling. Feelings are the magnetism in your life that attract or repel your conditions, circumstances, wants and desires. So, when you do not feel you have your desire, it can not be given to you by Spirit. Because even though you are working for it, you are

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creation makes sense, as the beliefs of separation end. We are all one with the energy of life, residing in individual forms that are still active and reactive to, and with, the whole Spirit. Mankind errs the instant he grabs the reigns and starts doing what he deems necessary to have the desire, for it aborts Spirits already perfect balance. So, it is not wanting/desiring/needing thats wrong. Its the way man seeks to fulfill it, for that is not mans role. Mans role is to express what Spirit is impressing him to do, so he is being the vision he voiced to Spirit. Remember, vision follows voice, while images (i m ages) precede voice. Visions are life, images are death. Man has a nasty habit of believing he knows how to control his own and others lives. To actually have control of life is to give it over to Spirit, which life is! How else could man reach the high plateaus of life if he doesnt focus and relegate himself to being at one with it? You do this by learning to trust it, not ignore it in favor of personal agendas, personal beliefs, and mass illusions! All things are possible, for all things are Spirit, in consolidated form, which humans regulate by HOW THEY THINK. How you think activates or deactivates the Spirit. Then, man as the physical body, must be obedient to Spirit, or the all-knowing, all-powerful Spirit can not be expressed by man, for man is a division of the whole and must petition the whole in order to receive the enlightening and empowering qualities of life. Mankind comes from life, so to receive life, he must subscribe to it. Beliefs obviously do not create life, Spirit does. Beliefs are disobedient behavior that limits man to the scope of the belief and restricts lifes whole estate. It is this composition of moral dictates that has greatly suppressed mans real heritage and Spiritual inheritance. How? By making us believe we are subservient to outside authorities, which has turned us into victims/users and attackers/abusers, while our REAL estate is that of creators, as co-creators, with life itself: Spirit. Being of service to the light of Spirit is the correct action. Incorrect action is believing you are supposed to be a servant, slave, or hireling, to anything. Be it work, money, religion, education, politics, social status, etc. as a means of being a good or proper citizen of society. For this approach divides good into good versus bad. Bad

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attacker, good victim, is not how the love of life is created. Division into guilt versus innocence is blame and fault-finding. It is not creation at a whole/wholly level. It is the division of the whole. It is destructeve, not constructeve. Eve is the mother and the mother is our form (for me). Adam is the father. Reduced to sound, or the primary energy forces, Ad Am is the fat her, or cause of form to grow by adding Spirit. Spirit must impregnate form for life to grow. Is man focused on being Spirit? Hardly. Every (eve rye) thing under the sun grabs and holds his attention except Spirit. Man is not creating magnetic feelings to guide his life by directing Spirit. He is reacting to his unstabile emotions and creating destructive doubts which desensitize (de sense eye ties) him by creating an endless stream of mental divisions, (aborteve divisions), which destroy the body by separating the self from the whole. Your beliefs become mental calluses which harden by adding layer upon layer of unneeded protection around you. So you lose your soft/ tender/ caring side of life. Belief layers support emotional reactivity, not sensitivity (sense a tie eve). Beliefs (be lie ifs) are in your way and numb you out of the finer qualities of life which comprise the truth and love of life itself. The coarse (co are see/divided) individual does not experience the finer, softer, lovelier, beautiful, side of life, for they do not let it come through. Without it, balance is lost, as well as ones freedom. Every person has a finely tuned instinct, but few use it. Instead, they follow their beliefs, favoritisms, biases, opinions, and mental equations about what they believe is best for them, and ignore the small voice, feeling, and intuitive sense of which Spirit is comprised (come prized). Then, when things go wrong, they continue to do exactly what they did that caused the problem; they reflect on it, and it is always obvious to them that deep inside they knew they should not have done what they did. Especially since they suffered from it, and felt bad about it. Do you realize (real eyes) that reflective thought is the box of limitation you created by believing in things instead of directing Spirit? This ignoring of our Spirit is a state of being conscious of our own ignorance, which is not a self-induced compliment worthy of anyones praise! Being dissatisfied (dis sat is fired), which is what man is most conscious of being, contains mans own

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feelings of being unworthy. The unworthy feelings about ones self attracts only the realities that validate this magnetic state of being, so you get what you do not want! Why? Because what you FEEL attracts reality, not WHAT you believe. I did not say how you think - do not confuse this. WHAT you think and believe designs creation. HOW you think empowers creation to come forward, in unity or in division. Reflecting on anything is not the path to the Spirit (your fine-tuned instinctiveness), therefore, there has to be another path/way/means to get life to comply with ones choices/desires/needs. There is! You must direct your thoughts to Spirit, so you are not being directed by your thoughts; which is what reflecting, reactivity and division is! Stop reflecting and start directing and you will soon regain your lost sensitivity to your feelings, which removes the coarse calluses and allows the finer energy to provide you with the qualities of life. You will also find yourself knowing things even though they are not physically in front of you. Then the widespread deceptions used today to create artificial illusions of freedom will cease to prevail. The driving force of reality will then become our own connection to Spirit and not the economy (e-con-o-me). Then lifes qualities will become more important than the lopsided quantities governed by authorities over us, not with us. The primary quality of life is knowing you can use your freewill choice and get what you choose to have, always! But, this higher state of conscious being requires you to stop dividing the issues (is yous) into dualized (dual eyes said) parts. Refer to our section called choices v/s decisions for details about this process. Learning to be your Spirit and having your desire is as simple as asking God for it. There is nothing (no thing) to conquer, fight, or become a slave to. Look to nature and the answers are there, in plain sight. Do not seek any worldly organization, corporation, government, business, or person for your welfare (well fair). Seek only your Spirit and all will be given to you, for life is always freely given by Spirit. Man has not learned this lesson (less on) yet. He is, however, awaking to its obvious abundance and freedom of it by tiring of his own errors. This awakening continues to occur, even when he/she does not realize (real eyes) the error is present. Why? How? Because the feeling that life isnt working well or isnt fair/just/balanced, is always present.

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It is this dissatisfaction that creates the fertile ground for the seed of change to be planted in. Then, man will change his/her de-based physical approach for thinking to the Spirit-based thought process of which life is composed, not death! So be it!

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Lesson 8 Conscious of Being Study Tips

Set up what could be called mental roadblocks or checkpoints to stop your thoughts and energy, so you re not in continuous, daily, automatic functioning mode. Bring yourself (your energy) back into absolute conscious view. Get your own attention. Now, make brief notes about your focus. FIRST - Where is it? Who is in it? What are you seeing/saying/doing? This need not be elaborate (e labor ate). Now, the important part - how does this feel? Remember (re member), its the feeling that attracts or repels reality. Naturally, knowing the feeling, sets the stage for changing it. The art of cleaning up ones state of mind is to pay attention to it. Give yourself this focus, so your focus is not always placed outside of self, on the myriad (my raid) of distractions you face in daily life. The reason you want to retain your focus to do this is quite simple. You can not behave (be have) as youd like to when all you do each day is place your focus outside of self. Because being in the outer focus is very seductive (see duct eve) for it literally begs for your reactions and responses to it. The worldly surroundings always want your attention. Do not get sucked into this state of being reactive to it. Your purpose in life is to be in this world, but not hooked to it emotionally. For when you are, it will always jerk your chain. SECOND - Train yourself to silently, slowly, count to three before you respond to anything around you. This keeps you in control of your consciousness. Remaining unmoved by the outer stabilizes (stabile eyes) you. You are literally seeing and watching yourself maintain your own composure (co me pose sure). This really develops and stabilizes the emotion of ones self-confident state. You simply dont get rattled, even if insulted, criticized, or faced with a question you dont know the answer to. This is the place and position of never feeling trapped by what is going on around you. Youre in command and youve directed Spirit to put you there. This is one simple way to stay there.

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Lesson 9 Potential + Order = Power Clarity or Chaos

Clarity is in knowing, for knowing is absolute. Absolute is the resolved state that precedes the unresolved state. Order causes the knowing. Knowing creates it. Chaos is in confusion, which is a scattering of the absolute, or the unresolved state. Disorder causes the confusion. Disorder causes doubt. Knowing doubt creates it. Choice opens order, with order creating clarity. Clarity has no clouds of doubt diffusing trust, for it has no limitation/restriction/reflection, of doubt, of days past. The mind has the clouds of chaos, not clarity. When light hits chaos, it diffuses it. So, it is not the mind we must give order to, for it is the result of disorder. It can not be made into order, for order does not come out of disorder, nor does disorder have potential, for its potential was used in the creation of disorder. Disorder causes discomfort, disease, death. Mans ruling force is thought. Thought is conveyed by his words. Re: his voice. Applied to mind and its outer lack of order, words stir the pot of chaos stew. Beliefs are the ingredients of this stew. What you get, when the fire in the words heats the chaos, is pressure! As witnessed by its bubbling. When capped with bull-headed states of stubbornness, it becomes a heated dispute, replete with anger and violence if the heat is high enough and the pressure strong enough. We can not correct (co erect) what has already fallen into despair, for it has released the power by coming into the division of this reality. What is birthed, can not be birthed again. The new must replace the old. The old can not be revived, no matter how it appears to you. No one has ever been brought back from death - they were born new. Keep choice intact and it remains clear, never being sucked off and into the emotions, the diffuser (die fusor). Rejuvenation is not really rejuvenation at all, for the aging, tired, old body is not being fixed or restored. See this correctly and the clarity occurs to you, which is: old is the already dead, lifeless state and it has no power over us, nor for us! It cant, for the moment it birthed, its power of life was released. The bubble of birth is

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gone. Power is what is contained, not busted. Does a woman stay pregnant after birth? Does a bubble exist after it breaks? Not realizing this, man has developed a set of therapeutics and practices called preventative maintenance or medicine, supposed to stop the aging before it becomes apparent (a parent). Man believes he ages, as the years pass, so the aging is continuously given energy to create an old, tired, ugly body, instead of always a new body. Potential + Order = Power! Which is exactly what you have given to yourself by believing your body is supposed to age. This may puzzle you, but what you are doing is creating BRAND NEW, OLD, TIRED, WEAK CELLS. You are birthing old! You are birthing disease! You are birthing your own death! All because the order of your thoughts lead directly to suffering, misery, struggle and pain. Because they are deflated already and weak at their birth, they lack flotation/lift and grind on each other. This occurs because youve given away your energy to others and how they think and believe. Youve laid down and accepted the fate (f ate) as it was given to you. How can you find life by listening to the dying? You cant! Potential is the all-knowing, always present God people worship, but they do not see Spirit and God as their potential. This mental misappropriation, in turn, establishes a misplaced trust in the hueman mind, which disconnects man from God/potential, for man sees God as being apart or separate from him. When, in truth, man is God in a physical form. Your body was a potential being before it became a being, with a shell (shall), called the body, the containment for life energy. All things are possible with God, for all things are in potential until man directs Spirit to bring them into being: physical form, untouched by doubt/disorder, remain in paired balance. So, when the church and/or government place man on the bottom rung of lifes ladder, they endorse (in door us) the disorder of mind and see sinners, or voters, and relegate us to being pawns in a world of serve or be served, wrong and/or right, etc. Once the bubble busts, potential for change seems very, very remote. Mans beliefs in the ideas of us being less than, and unworthy of Gods love until we die, is ABSURD. Man, left alone, is an excellent manager of his affairs.

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WHAT IS THE WORLD ORDER AS LEADERS SEE IT? 1. You dont know how to behave, so we have to make laws for you to live by. 2. You endanger yourself and others, so we must protect you by taking your energy and money and giving you a policy, to get hurt by, to die for, etc. 3. Youre immoral and need to be saved, which you cant have unless you belong and do it our way. 4. There is only one God, personified by Jesus, Allah, Budda, etc., and no one else. Dont even think of being empowered for it is not your job, only a savior can save you; who is mysteriously (miss tear e us ly) a male-only persona. 5. You need a job (so you can pay taxes) to support yourself. How does taking what we get create support for us? The world order sees man as disposable, worthless, and powerless, while at the same time seeking to save and protect you, from you. This ignored ventricular belief is preached worldwide, for worldwide mankind is seen as something to manage, use, abuse, and play with, in an attempt to reorder and restore what they believe is wrong with us! While the knowledgeable minority is silenced and unheard when they say nothing is wrong, we are God in physical form and have unlimited power through our potential. We know we belong to the greater power and have no need to suffer and struggle at the hands of the lesser powers disorder, played out in politics, religion, etc.! All that the establishment has to do, is release their stranglehold and death-grip on us, so we can get on with living without jumping the hoops, overcoming senseless jurisdiction, and following suicidal orders to fight or we wont win life (security is not in fighting fear). Whats the point? We are not winning now and the disorderly conduct taught to us is not saving anything. Polarized people have nothing to offer unified people, but they can not see this: truth. So, they create causes, committees, churches, clubs, schools, colleges, rules, and laws to convince the other side that they need to do what their side is doing. When the other side resists, use force. Call the police, the lawyer, or the military and kick their ass into believing like they are supposed to believe. They call them holy wars. Yes, they are holey, because bullets do that. They are, however, not whole.

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How can individual potential become reality when we are not allowed to see it? Blood running out a hole in the body busts potential. The blind leading the blind are the people who believe potential is in the physical state of conquering the world and controlling each other. With honey or with vinegar, just go get it. Get what? Nobody else can possibly have or possess your potential. Potential is the sole possession of ones soul. It is not a winning lottery ticket or a career choice, it is the mother of life! Can Jesus be your mother, your soul or your potential? Can the political party you vote for be these qualities for you? Spiritually blind people must believe this or they would not promote taking it or getting it from someone, some place, or some thing, that does not possess your potential. NOTHING POSSESSES YOUR POTENTIAL, EXCEPT YOU! Once you get it, and it really dawns on you, that your potential (potent shell) is the all powerful, all knowing, always present, energy of God, you will see why we are admonished to go within. To unify our body to the very power that created us, we cant go outside. Jesus, church, money, government, etc., did not create us! Believe it or not, you created you. No one else could, for no one else possesses you. They like to act like they own you and possess you, but they dont! You are yours and yours alone. Which brings us to the next subject, CONNECTING ORDER TO POTENTIAL FOR CREATING POWER. Life is power, so death is a loss of power. Power being let go of and allowed to seek the detour, derailment and division of form, drains the power from the hueman form. Because all in the physical (fizz i call) is in chaos, disorder, disarray and confusing. Connecting to this with thought is like having an electrical short draining ones battery. It sucks the power out of the body. The physical is the energy sink for Spirit. This is exactly as it is supposed to be. Except man does not know how to keep the body charged up with the power of life. So, hes draining it by mentally hooking up to the emotional bottom of mind, not the feeling top of the mind - not the potential! Mind reflects the physical state collectively, thus, the chaos. Naturally, it leans to the same train of thought youve been on or are on. Night dreams are the classic state of unbridled/emotion/disorder. Dreams, day or night, seem to offer solutions to us, but when we advance beyond the mind, we will realize they only rebalance (fix) what we are

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already stuck with, which, of course, creates nothing new. Precaution: This is the psychic state you pass through on your way up, beyond the clouds. Being psychic is seeing/sensing the emotions. It is not internal direction of choice. It is watching only, not creating. Night dreams guide you, not create you. This is true of all premonition, psychic or not. Order, then, is not a physical task of adding, acquiring, rearranging, or having anything. Order is your knowledge that you create your reality. Which you do by learning to place your trust in your words, that connect potential to reality and makes it possible. What you say to yourself creates order or disorder. Even the order that ends up creating what you do not want, you create by saying it, mentally or aloud. Mankind, holding so much disregard for what he/she thinks and says, has blundered away from life. When you disrespect, ignore and give no value to your thoughts, you believe they have nothing to do with your reality and your welfare. Yet, just the opposite is true. They have everything to do with you and your reality. The nervous system carries the minute electrical charges of what you think and say! It distributes energy through the body according to the brains impulses, to the muscles, organs, skin, bones, from the blood coursing through them. Blood is the electrolyte/fluid for the hueman body/battery. Energy depletion is like staying out in the heat or cold too long, and depriving the body of its comfort. Say youre too hot. What does the body want? To cool down! Very obvious. But what is not obvious, is why the body was ever attracted to a place or state of getting hot beyond its need in the first place. This is your enemy (in a me) and it is your state of mind. Which is telling the brain (be rain) to impulse you to heat up. For the mind and body are the positive/negative, male/female connection. Positive (+) charges into the body (-) to keep it alive and well. But, it encounters the unbalanced belief system and is diffused into disease and the blood cant convey the life energy that created us. For man and his use of the chaotic mind is creating more and more circuits (sir cuts) (pos cuts) for the positive (+) light to feed the dark (-). Short circuits siphon off life from the main line and the blood slows and clogs. Now, it gets rigid and cholesterol forms, arthritis sets in, or diabetes occurs.

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The interior of the body/battery is over-heated and the pressure has risen. Now, there are symptoms of the slowing and you named them disease(s). You cant cure disease. But you can change the state of mind causing them. Where is your potential going when you are in your own way? Into your selfcaused disease, trouble, problems, and conflicts. Which do what? Make you sick? Tired? Worried? No, no, no. Disease (dis ease) causes nothing for it is the relief-based energy. When the bubble (of life) bursts, the energy is released and relief is felt. Disease is the exhaust pipe for spent/used energy being released from the body. Natures way is quite simple. The healthy plants, animals, people, do not get eaten, attacked, and devoured by predators or disease. Because life is power and power runs us. Mans idea of this power is backwards, because it does not align to internal, attracted neutrality that is absolutely vital for life to be paired and balanced. Instead, man believes in force or the act of explosion, which destroys and bursts bubbles, for life to be contained in. Implosion creates cellular bubbles and balances negative/positive. Explosion imbalances the cellular bubbles, by bursting them. Beliefs are the bastards of the world of thought. Bastards (be as terds) are never masters (mast hers). Masters are both positive and negative energy, working in perfect harmony (h arm on e) from in to out. Proper energy use and balance assures the immune systems working order. So, all disease energy is carried off in the urine and fecal matter, or vaporized through the pores. You were taught that man is primarily conscious of feeling he does not have what he wants. That feeling is coming directly out of the life you are leaking and losing. Nothing you want can cure this. It can be, and is cured, by what you do with your thoughts that control your words, thus energy. Words coming out of you are divided/dividing. Words going into you are unifying/uniting, and create new cells in your body. So, choice and voice contain these words, so the sound creates the feeling of life. Which cures you! For when you feel life, you attract it! When you do not feel life, you repel it. Get clear about this and all things are added on to you.

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It is the concern for life that maintains order. For awareness recognizes life and focuss on it, and becomes us. To focus on physical things, which are lifeless, causes you to be lifeless. Be conscious of potential, add order (direct Spirit) and power is created. Power creates life and life replaces death. So be it.

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So, the first step to change reality is to change how you see thought. It is the savior, guardian angel, overseer, and provider, once you trust it. Without trusting your thoughts, potential can not be connected to reality. Because what you call God, responds to the vibration created by your words going into your consciousness, within the words directed to the prime source/Spirit/potential, can not be haphazardly expressed. Such as superlatives or hurled epitaphs to relieve your excess emotional overload. Life has to be appreciated or it will not respond in kind. Therefore, without appreciation for what you say to yourself, you can never feel grateful. Gratitude is the female energy of the male appreciation (a pre she ate eye on). To be grateful is (g rate full) G is God, G is good, etc., which you are changing into the attitudes of feelings unified and knowing. Appreciation and gratitude (grate it two d) or (great full ness) is the mother/father energy in the unified state. So, many problems in life are very easily changed by the simple act of saying please, and thank you. Putting away any unthankful attitudes opens the door to the reception of life and its gifts. We are saying, to say this, to yourself! Once it is habit and felt, you will quite naturally use it outwardly. Also, until then, resentment takes priority over appreciation. Appreciation attracts, resentment repels. Now, unity divides into the positive/negative duality which supports our visible form. Unity comes before division. So, once were in duality/division, which all form is in, to get back to unity we must not let unity divide indiscriminately. This is why the first order, of order, is to always return to Spirit and direct Spirit to come into form as you choose for it to. For Spirit is the unified potential of life, in its unrealized, undivided, undifferentiated, uncolored, un-magnetized, silent, still state. YOU ARE 100% RESPONSIBLE FOR ACTIVATING THE INACTIVE, LATENT POWER OF LIFE WITH YOUR WORDS. Internal communication is the tool of pairing, thus clearing ones reality, or it is the weapon (weap on) used to keep despairs cloud over ones life. Learn to use it correctly. For it is as important to your body condition as wiring and plumbing is

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Lesson 10 Outside Influences or Inside Influences Light and Sound

Life eternal is poorly described by just saying trust God. For who actually knows how to trust God/Spirit? For we are not taught how to unite our self to the force of life. We are just told to pray, hope and have faith. Well, Id bet you are like I am, which Ill clarify by telling you, Ive never learned anything by just taking it for granted. I had to understand how to do it. Be it adding, subtracting, driving, buying, selling, and even washing dishes. In fact, all we learn, we learn by practicing or by the experience of it! To say, Trust God and just pray, is as likely to work as telling a golfer to hit a hole in one! Some never do, and none do it all the time. So, how can people in their right mind, keep implying thats all thats necessary to attain immortality? If the gate is narrow, then life is like golf, for the hole on the green is small and requires a narrow path to get the ball into the hole. So, we have a narrow path to the whole, also. Any broad approach to getting there can not work. It defies common sense, logic, and science. And, obviously, all we learned to do, so far, is die! Thats not good enough for me or you. Period. As to the belief we should confess Jesus as our savior, perhaps man should take a closer look at what the person confessing is doing. Confessing is an admission of guilt. Guilt for what? What crime/sin are you admitting guilt to? Apparently the guilt of not knowing how to keep the life you were given! To confess, you have to believe in the division of guilt versus innocence. Where, in a creative act, does guilt or innocence come into play? It doesnt, unless you see yourself as a failure, which returns us to the truth: we are failing to maintain life in the body. Life does not respond to wishing, hoping, praying when the mind is divided into beliefs. Knowing how to think correctly brings the choice of reality to you. Believing you know leaves you barren. So, let me reassure you, learning to properly operate ones thought process and hook it to the whole Spirit, so life is created, takes practice. Furthermore, if they really understood it, they would have no need for what they profess.

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That confession of ones weakness is the path of everlasting life. Nonsense. Confession relieves you, but does not make you strong or more alive. Heres the problem in a nutshell. We huemans want what life has to offer, but we dont know anything about using the tools weve been given to get life to give us what it does have to offer. We believe in pursuing what we want. Lets discuss this using a different approach than just saying trust God. Moving the mind is a distrust of Spirit and bleeds the power of Spirit away, and moving the mind exhausts potential before ignition has any opportunity to spark and weld (wed) the Spirit to the reality. Implosion has to create the explosion in the dark or the light (for growth) has no place to give life to the choice. The dark will ignite and create new cells (bubbles) but the light can not do that. Heat (Spirit/light) has to unite (you nite) to the cool to burn the light image into the dark, or it will not sprout, for it will not germinate unless the cool is heated. Which causes the repulsion field to feed and push the light out of Spirit and into form. Visible form. Our projection (+) male energy is an abortionist to the birth process, because it opens space and the heat escapes from our womb of (-) dark energy. No heat (he at) = no birth (brr eye the). Man is light (Spirit) and sound (soul). Our voice to Spirit provides the vibration for the light to birth! We must remain silent and still while Spirit performs the wedding of him (+) to her (-). The quiet (cue eye e it) Spirit is the hue/man as the light and the hum as the sound. The two wed as they warm each other. Cooling the light slows it and heating the sound quickens it. When they are both vibrating at the same rate, they unite and start running together. This is the flow energy of the life stream. Humility is (hum eye lite) the mother of form, accepting the father of Spirit and harmonizing (h arm on eye sing) together. One without the other causes harm, not harmony. People err when they try to be humble, for true humility is simply silence and stillness. Mental silence and emotional stillness is the act of being Spiritually informed. Opened humility is really dishonor of ones self, for it implies I am not worthy, so let me bow in your presence for I am less than you are. Foot washing is the same, un-

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whole act, only it is taken out of the mental and emotional energy and put into the physical. Respect for others is correct, but kissin ass, brown-nosing, or foot washin are disrespectful of, and for, ones own self. Do not do them (if) you intend to empower yourself with life. For youre leaning on them and their approval of you in an attempt to feel fulfilled. Dont lean on anyone/anything. Just learn to know your own Spirit and you will stand tall among men. Never bowing, nor allowing anyone to bow to you. Masters know mental or emotional subservience thwarts the Spirits manifestation. The last supper did not come from a master, it came from an author or painter who illustrated their own belief and concurrent unworthiness. Masters wont let you bow down, for they are among us to lift us up, not hold us down. Real respect is honorable and does not require a performance to prove it. So, the life-stream is always inside the expression, unless we express it without Spirit. In which case, the division of Spirit occurs. We do this with our mind and emotions when we believe it is our duty to act upon what we see or say to the outer world, or what it says and sees about us. Reacting is off course. We have been taught that honor is good. But, we have never been taught what honor really is. We believe it is to be honest and not steal. Or we believe it is loyalty to a cause or person. We are also told it is keeping our word, by doing what we say we will do. Honor your mother and father, were also told. Honor your superiors and know that men of honor hold high offices and public esteem. This sounds quite pleasing to us and it fits squarely into what we are taught to believe, but it will not fit into the sphere of truth. For truth is a circle, not a box. Honor has been taught to you as an expression to use in the world at large. It is a badge of merit (me rite) by measuring what is not seen as having the traits of honor. This is backwards and leaves Spirit totally out of honor. Honor is to be seen and used as an impression, to give to your Spirit, so your expression is the honorable state in atonement (a tone ment) with you. You are it! You are not looking for recognition by employing it so others will serve you. Honor is an internal state of being, not an external state of doing. Honor seen through the eyes of man is seen as a person whos doing it right,

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without err or mistakes. This is not going to cause life. Heres my own personal experience with this. From a very early age, I always wanted to work for myself, not for others at a job. I was never a financial success and the busier I got the more fires (problems) I had to contend with and put out. A very stressful state, that became far more apparent once the initial stimulation wore off (war off). So, the problems had to be them, not me, for they caused them. They broke the equipment, didnt come to work, stole fuel and inventory, and so on. Therefore, I, alone, did it right. No wrecks, no major equipment trouble, 100% accurate accounting, no theft, etc. But, I was still miserable and unable to get along with customers, suppliers, etc. Debt must be the problem, so debt had to go. It went and still, Im unhappy and unsuccessful. Having little to no business was as bad as having lots of it. Finally, I had to realize - I was the problem! Being dishonorable at first, and then being totally honorable next, only left one more place to look. In the mirror. This dialogue and manuscript was born out of this realization: I had to change me! Not the world around me. And once I tired of vitamins, diets, exercising, church, new age, old age, alchemy, etc., etc., I woke up to realeyes, the only thing man has 100% control of and over, 100% of the time, is thought! And thought is the stage all of reality is lived out upon. I also realized language or words were the source that activated thought. Which comes from mental pictures wed see in the mind and describe with the body, by speaking silently or aloud. Seeing into the words also made me realize that seeing alone is not sufficient to activate ones body into motion. So, meditation had to go. You can only sit through so many mental movies before you realize they do not change you anymore than watching movies on TV changes you. It distracts you, but it never changes you. Passeve visualization is a waste of time, because hueman life is never a passive state. If it were, all of mankind would be bored stiff and as rigid as a rock. And what does man seek? Stability, security, safety, roots, and rigidity. Well, is it serving mans needs? No. Its driving the world crazier and making reality more volatile and violent. Man is wrong to try and make this place safe and secure, for this place does not need changed. Nothing outside needs changed. We need to change. We are unsafe, insecure,

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and volatile, because we are not educated properly. We are educated to react and be reactive. You cant tame the tiger (in yourself) when we agitate it constantly by trying to force yourself to behave (be have) one way or the other. What do you believe? That if you post armed guards around the house, youll be safe? Guess what? Thats a prison and prisons are full of violent, murderous people. Do you include yourself in that line of behavior? You dont believe you do, but you do. If you believe we need a police force, a military, or laws to keeps us (you) safe! How so? Because you do not trust you. The one, and only one, who can provide your state of being with the Spirit, of being safe and feeling safe, is you! All man is lacking is the knowledge of getting into the Spirit of life. Your desire (de sire) has to be de-scribed (carved) into the light, with the sound of your voice, or it cant manifest. Without sound, light has no path (pa the) (pat he) to follow. Spirit has no way to create a third dimension with no instruction (in struct eye on) to follow. Form must be filled and it can not be filled by expressing without first impressing Spirit. Stop trying to impress (i m press) the world with your expression(s). You only cause reactions which do not add life to you. When you impress Spirit, you add life and your expression is whole. This follows the law of life, creation, manifestation. Life can not come through the quantity or quality of your reputation. For all reputing is based in refuting of one point of view v/s the other! Thats arguing. It creates no life in you, only disease and death. Its time to learn, because you can not trust what you know nothing about, even God! Trust requires knowing, and knowing requires experience. Why? Because experience creates the wedding of feeling it, not believing it. Beliefs contain e-motion, and e-go. They do not contain feelings, knowing and being, which is, of course, having! Know God, to trust God. Mans confusion about acquiring things versus acquiring knowledge is where the life-stream is severed. Because power is not in the acquisition of things, it is in the acquisition of knowledge of the universes ways. The ways which create all of life, formed and non-formed! So, be it.

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Lesson 10 Study Tips

Thoughts are like links in a drive chain. Heres a trick to help you connect and maintain your connection to Spirit, by withdrawing your energy from the world around you. Read this Stop trying to impress the world. Again, slower Stop, trying, to, impress, the, world!

Now, consciously, make a list of what you do to impress others! At first, it wont sink in as to how much you do this, but as you focus on it, it will begin coming to you. Consider how you dress, talk, or how your vehicle looks or does not look. Your house, your work, etc., and especially your attitudes. These are links, like words are links which create a sentence! But these create who you see yourself being. This is also a sentence. Your life sentence, and it imprisons you without any real recognition of it, for it remains stuck in the dark, magnetic emotions and it does not come to the light where you can see it. Weve said, dont reflect on things, direct them. Because adding more light to light, (+) to (+), creates excess heat and pressure in your body. Now, reason this. If light is not getting through, then the dark is holding you stuck in the negative(-) pole and is not moving. Now, we must clarify, flowing and inspiration is life-giving, while bouncing, swinging, cycling repetitively and stimulation are not. Both are motion or moving, but only flowing goes forward. Man is presently stuck in stimulation, which is the pendulum effect: positive to negative and negative to positive. So practice getting into flowing energy. Your habit patterns all come out of the trapped energy of emotion ( e motion) not allowed to flow, out of consciousness and into reality. All of these vortices and tick-tocks are born the instant you reflect mentally/visually, because the light impinges on the dark, but cant get in because the divider is a (+) positive pole belief. Beliefs reflect light, so the magnetic, dark, life-giving mother energy stays stuck. You cant get out of a vortex/whirlpool by wanting out. For wanting does not reorient your energy. Now, hear this LOUD AND CLEAR, MAN CAN NOT REORIENT ANY ENERGY. Man can only direct Spirit to do it. This is why our mind has to be unified to Spirit. Which requires

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you to be free of any beliefs (no more ifs or what ifs). Worry has to be gone, completely, and the new knowledge youre acquiring, used! Now, what do you worry about? Add this to your list, for anywhere you worry, youre wanting to impress others, or hide from them. Those you are not seeking to impress, you fear. Fear is a belief. So, the extrovert shows up in showing off, and the introvert shows up when avoiding, hiding, ignoring others. Switching energy is not flowing of the life stream. It is deterring (die touring) it. Every worry, positive or negative, is a division. Every mental division is a belief. Every belief is a lack of knowledge. You can not receive and experience life without knowing how to experience it. Your list is telling you this is where I am concerned about what others think of me. This is very misplaced, for their thoughts do not create your reality and your body. Only your thoughts do that. Your actions are CONFESSING to being subservient to them. You are giving your power away and feel this lack of life. When you confess to anyone for anything, your actions are speaking louder than your words. Consider this when you confess. Relief is a flat-tire and getting the pressure out of your system is not change. When you change, you will not keep feeling guilty and wanting to impress others, or confess. Impress Spirit, and use your list to change, not confess. Direct Spirit to connect your light and dark so you no longer feel empty and seek fulfillment outside of self! Hook up each thought to Spirit, not to others. See the links connecting you to life/Spirit, and disconnecting you from others. This does not mean the things and people wont be in your reality. It means you guys will quit jerking each others chain in a vain attempt to get the life you lack. Cut to the chase, use choice, direct Spirit, and youre on the narrow path to the whole in one. So, be it.

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The Last Lesson Having It All Already

The last lesson is not the end of lessons, but it is the finish line, conclusion, or closing of ones focus on looking out, every day, for the path, the way, the gate, of empowerment. And, even though looking, to see, is a necessity of learning, once you see, you stop looking. It is the awakening and realization of, I am already rejuvenated and immortal (I m more tall). At which point, the daily study, daily looking, daily seeking, daily judging, daily reacting, just stops. For the dawn has brought the light into the darc womb of physical life, and the imbalance has been replaced by balance, ease, and the absolute acceptance that, I am already eturnall/empowered/rejuvenated: forever young. There is nothing left to do, except accept it, which at this point has already occurred. In review, you now know there was never anything wrong, nothing to gain or lose, and no one to judge or praise. All that seemed so urgent was never urgent. Because when the mind stops looking and the emotions stop running, you are there. In the core (co are), calm (call me), center (sent her), of coining life. Unmoved by any outside activity. Then the spirit of life comes down and through you, without the endless detours of your leaky beliefs. Now, in a strange twist, Nothing matters, whereas before, Everything mattered. To one degree or another, such is the freed mind, for the freed mind naturally returns to balance, like water seeks its own level. How, then, could caring versus noncaring, right versus wrong, should versus shouldnt, and all of the either versus ors, have a place in what and where life is found? They have no place in life, for both are biases! Both are projected light (+) male energy, coming out of mans mind, not from whole Spirit, that we receive caring or not caring from. The entire issue (hosts upon hosts of them) of deciding (de siding) whats important and/or unimportant is where man has derailed life and entered into dis-ease, and dying. Again, positive to positive is a repulsion of life, for life requires positive/negative. There is also the final (fine all) comprehension that weve always had our voice in life, but misused it, by expecting to influence others. This created and maintained

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another belief in our mind, that, We are suppose to teach others. We cant teach anyone/anything when the information is coming through the divided belief system, that we have something important, To say to them. This is judging and dividing the very energy we seek to provide. It is void of feeling connected to them, and is full of feeling disconnected from them. They are not like me, so they need to change, is what you convey emotionally when youre still holding beliefs about helping others. People resent (re sent) this. Misplaced intentions, good as they may appear to be, are still the act of judging others, to be less, than ones self. Leading, by attraction, can not have any comparisons of being exalted, because you supposedly have facts, or even knowledge, that others are not aware of. This puts off the air of superiority. Mans dissension into physical form was the beginning of disconnecting from the primeall source of life: Spirit. If we could see and comprehend the breath, motion, and life cycle of a solar system, then this time spent in the desensification process would not be lost to the lessor focus of the daily dramas and traumas. Because the enlarged scope of whats happening could be seen for what it is, not what we believe it is. Consider mans interest in pre-historic bones, etc. Lifes energy created every one of these bones, but we dont study what caused the bones and the loss of the life sustaining energy that supported them. So, what is man doing with his mind when hes digging old bones, or seeking answers to the creation of the universe, and pondering the way to immortality? HE IS QUESTIONING WHAT HE SEES AND IGNORING WHAT HE ALREADY KNOWS. We know it because we went through it. We lived then, and we live now, so not recalling it does not mean it did not happen. Feelings inside make us afraid of it, so we question it rather than access it. Questions blind us to the truth. They always have, and always will. We, literally, have our back turned to how life is caused. So, we question it, unnecessarily. When one flip of the attitude changes it all. Why am I here? How old do you think that question might be? How many zillion times has it been asked? But, it remains as unanswered as ever, to those who keep creating questions to be filled with answers. For as long as man has asked questions, he has been dying. Questions push life away from you.

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What are questions? Vacancies (vacant sees) in the mind. Questions create emptiness, lack, something is missing in my life, feelings. Questions are the source of all discontentment, disease, and dying, because questions are doubt. Doubt is worry, worry is strain, strain is pain, pain wants relief, and you find yourself with habits you dont want. Habits are harmfull to your health. Questions/doubt cause you to have excess internal pressure and heat. Then people blame the symptom/habit and seek to avoid it or kill it. All the while, ignoring what you are doing with your mind, by stuffing the consciousness full of unanswered questions. Hol(e)y doubts of an unholy (not whole) nature. Questions instantly disconnect you from Spirits whole state. The unfulfilled state of being you seek to fill up with physical facts, calories (food), strong drink, poisonous drugs, relieving sex, excess work, excess avoidance (a void dance), religion, and politics. Even study is a problem, for it is based in finding, hunting, pursuing answers to fill doubt. During my return to life, I asked myself so many questions and got so many answers to them, that I got stuck in the information that kept coming to me, day and night! It wasnt a totally unwelcome state, for it opened my eyes to what was not being openly laid out on the table. But, it was rather upsetting to see what was going on behind my back, behind the stage, and then played out physically, as if no one knew anything about it. When you get clear enough to see this deception, and peoples hidden behavior, you have to learn how to stop reacting to it. Understand, we do react automatically, without being aware of it. Why? Because all of our life(s) we are told not to cheat, not to steal, not to hide the facts, and not to hurt others, etc. So, when you first encounter this energy, its very easy to get off track because it is the proverbial good versus evil being enacted (created) and we are deeply engrained with do the right thing. You cant do the right thing in the vacant state, for it requires you to divide your energy into right versus wrong, good versus bad! The psychics of the world are trapped in this zone, and interestingly, this zone is in the question-based energy of who did this? Or, is this going to happen to me? Tell me what you see in my future, and so on. Again, we addressed mans state of mind and pointed out that, He is most conscious of feeling he does not have his wants.

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Wanting seems quite normal, for the desire moves us to attain. Right? Not actually, because wanting presupposes the need to know how to get it. Right here is where we go askew (ask e w) (w double you). This is where the question is born. It is born because we are trained to believe we need to see how we will get our want, our desire, first. This is not the case, and understanding the truth of what is being said, right here, right now, is the only way to escape the grim reapers jaws of death. Listen carefully. Curiosity killed the cat and questions kill the hueman body. People want answers to their questions, so they dig bones, look for treasure, etc. You go to attorneys to get answers, doctors to get answers, parents, counselors, ministers, bankers, authorities, computers, books, churches, businesses, and on and on, for answers! Answers are not the answer, for you can NEVER fill the void and vacancy you keep creating with your questions! Researching (like the sciences thrive on) are simply unanswered questions. No matter what is answered, it will not create life. Who dunnit, or who does it first, is meaningless. No one can fill our doubt with their confidence. The leaky bucket does not need to be questioned as to why it is leaking. The leaky body does not need to be questioned either. With the bucket, the leak is obvious. With the hueman body, the leak is not so obvious. Until you realeyes you are poking another hole in your state of mind, state of being, every time you ask a question about anything. Like any leak, it prompts us to fix it. So, we go after the answer. But, because our feelings inside are still attracting doubt, up comes another question, which we readily seek the answer for, and the chasing of our tail goes on and on. Lifetime after lifetime weve looked and looked for what we need, want or desire, to fill the vacancy (vac can see) we feel inside! Each time the same repeated pattern occurs, yet we fail to see how were creating doubt, by asking questions! WANTING signals not having, or lacking it. QUESTIONING does the same thing, and the neverending pursuit drives you straight into the grave. Choice, or choosing, eternall life has no questions, no desires, no wants, no needs, and no co-dependent situations. So, life is never a state of reacting, for the information divided will not cause physical formation. Life is not a question and answer forum, ever. But death is, and it goes from birth to death.

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Questions only serve you in one way, and this only occurs when you, finally, tire of asking them. STOP ASKING QUESTIONS: PERIOD. When you do this, and replace the question with a direction (to Spirit), your life will have a clear sense of direction and a fulfilled state of being. Your life will be like earth, itself, turning and spinning on the already present flow of life energy, supported weightlessly, in its own gravity field. Never stopping to turn around and look back! For it would rupture the supporting energy, and earth would dig its own grave, like man is doing now. Earth, unlike the toy top, will not stop spinning even though we seriously slowed it down, and the extra wobble is causing dramatic weather, earthquakes, and volcanoes, we will awaken to our ears. We will change, because (be cause) we are changing. You are no longer poking holes in your personal gravitational energy field. You are filling the bucket/body with energy that supports life, for you feel full of life. Only by doing this on your own behalf, will you ever change the emptiness of questioning life, and to the fullness of directing life to fill you up. See you there, for your pre-scription for life has been filled. So be it.

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Rejuvenation Manuals Distribution Program Decentralized Growth

The rejuvenation manuals for thought are provided free of charge, and will be as long as I can generate and attract the necessary resources and services to continue this practice. These are available in printed and bound (3-ring binders), compact disk (cds), and computer download. The basis (base is) of eturnity is unconditional giving, just as the creator of life gives to us. Charging money conditionalizes and divides the equality of the all into the inequality of one to the other. Which sets up an imbalance that says, You deserve it, because you can afford it. But, it also says, You dont deserve it, because you cant afford it. This conditionalizing (condition all eye sing) is the cause of mans imbalance, which creates disease and dying. This occurs because anywhere you limit, restrict, slow, divert, alter, or stop energy you create inequality, limitation, and imbalance. Those wanting to gain from others, by usurping their energy to benefit themselves, as an individual or group, are not in full comprehension of the way the whole Spirit manifests reality. Namely, without any expense to anyone. What decentralizing does is quite simple. It spreads the growth out, so no one person is burdened by a workload. It also ends the greed factor and control over others factor. What we are doing is adding to life first. Which is the true way to health and wealth, because both come from being within absolute ease: your balance point. Placing the burdens of success versus failure on yourself or others is not life-giving: period. Obligation creates time and diestance. This has to stop. Eturnity and immortality is timeless and distance-free! Because it is always in the here and now. Which is where how you feel is always present. Natures Publications are just that! From nature! Selfrealization is growth, and growth in nature is always seeded first. Each one of these manuals, then, is a seed. Which will grow, if it is given your attention, from the directions and focus you trust Spirit with, for lifes multiplication.

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Imagine a grain of wheat, or a single apple seed, etc., and its easy to see, Spirit adds and adds and adds and adds, and never stops adding to the first seed planted. We are handing out the seeds for growing a new reality and Spirit will add and add and add, providing you nourish the seed, so it grows, and takes root in your soul. You reap what you sow! So, sow life first! Then, all that life is will be given to you, as it was given to the seed. Then, Spirit gives the fruit to the seed for harvest. Decentralize to proliferate and assure propagation. Why? Because it does not have a burdensome network or web-work dependency. It needs no one elses support to be able to stand on its own. Just like the seed planted in the soil. It does not seek help from other seeds to grow, Spirit gives you (it) the growth. Who amongst you are so poor and impoverished that you cant copy this information and make it available to someone else? Keep it mentally intact, by realizing, gifts are gifts. Not for making money with. Yet, if it is your choice to use the gift for doing so, then it is still a gift, void of any conditionalized, regulated, or limited rules. We are not seeking profit versus loss. Were adding life. The problem with money first, rather than life first, comes because you are trying to harvest before youve planted. To do that literally requires you to take what is not yours, from others, the reason for thou shalt not steal. Doing so steals your focus away from life, which creates income for you. But, at the same time, income does not create life, for you, in return! Also, look at nature and she never regulates or stockpiles all the resources into one or two places. This assures propagation without interruption. Can natures factories or train stations be shut down because of a union walk-out, or go broke because outsourcing wages are cheaper elsewhere, or blacked out by too many customers on the line? No. Centralization causes its own collapse, because its a vulnerable state! And, even a target for dissenters. Not to mention, the obligation it creates when the leader/follower of management versus labor is implemented. All obligation is stress, because it is always based on owing or being owed, even when it is not called debt. When you invest you do not see it as debt, but you create debt for someone else to pay. When you borrow, you

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create debt for yourself to pay. Even monthly bills are part of this anxiety-producing obligation. Which all centralization systems promote, to make you obligated, to them. This program has no offers, no solicitation, no order forms, and no formal structure. It has no company, or assets. Nor does it have any individual memberships, which means it has no liabilities, either. There is no tithing, no donating, and no purchasing. Because it is a gift of life: a life seed. We urge you to use this information in the same manner used here, so no person can claim it as their own, to profit, only for themselves. This information belongs to no person, it belongs to all persons. It came to me, free of charge, and free of obligation. I am passing this torch in the same manner. It is Spirits, so it is public domain. You do not need permission to copy, distribute, quote, or use it in any way you see fit! If you disagree with this, or think it needs additions or alterations, add to it, but do not change it or you are limiting my expression, while I am not limiting yours. Express yourself, not react to others expressions. In this is your real freedom and power of life. Life lived in a friction-free space, full of lively expression, and void of reaction, allowing choice its natural course. Now, since this is at the end of each manual, we can take a liberty we never recommend: we can assume youve read the text, to some degree. So, what do you see being created by using this distribution method? What scourge in society is stopped in its tracks? Answer: Theft! No one can steal this because it is not a temptation, and has no arbitrary, appraised, or accepted value levied on it! It is only produced on demand, by anyone who chooses to do so. By one single, simple gesture, weve stopped all regulation (and obligation) like trademarks, copyrights, franchise rights, indexing, ratings, grading, publisher contracts, dealer networks, and shipping problems. We are not tempting people to steal our identity, were inviting them to see the impossibility of doing so. Absolute liberty and freedom does not create the decepteve, scheming, and conning mind that all cheaters, thieves, and criminals use to take advantage of you. Nor does it tie you to contracts, work orders, employment, etc.

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Once the devaluation of commerce is established, crime will disappear. So will upper class versus lower class mentalities that severely curtail mans ability to get along with each other. So, war, the product of worry (about who controls the oil/land), will also cease. Understand, this is not an overthrow of anything or anyone. It is a graduall and systematic economic dismantling. Non-threatening, and non-evasive to anyone. It is an undertow current that moves you into the deeper aspects of your spiritual huemanness. So, you are no longer able to be lured into disrespect, shame, blame, and the corridors of mischief you unknowingly follow now, in the attempt to escape these. Laws do not eliminate theft and crime, because they do not balance the reality they imbalance it. Until there are no more ongoing divisions, crime will be here, because it is the darc trying to reconcile the light, rather than joining it! So, all is clear, and free of obligation. The liberty being established here can not be taken away by any authority, any law, or any thief (the if). Why? Because any man or woman can give to themselves, as they choose to! No guns, traps, or garnishments can stop mankind from receiving life from Spirit, because Spirit is life, and already eturnall. Man is simply catching up on what he left behind by descending into form. In the game of catch up, man will also develop a keen insight into the new world order of the whole Spirit. Which is where all of the universes power is located. So, do not concern yourself about not having monetary currency (current see), because each person will become more and more God-like and have access to power for every possible need any hueman can think of. And it will come forward with more and more ease, as the decepteve illusions are eliminated from civilization. Isnt it obvious the planets and stars all move without us so much as laying a finger on them? It is truly perpetual motion, because it is being e-turn-all-e driven by Spirit. Very shortly, in a few years, this civilization will be opened enough, mentally, to perceive how this is established, and easily maintained. A new frontier will begin and in it all will have all their needs met easily. Homes will generate their own electricity, heating, cooling, etc. Your automobiles will never need fuel, because they will operate on command, by Spirit providing an endless supply of fuel. And, guess what? It will all

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Hooking Up to Spirit: The Process

Now, to get memory up to the Spirit. This is an alone process. You have to be comfortable and not distracted. Close the door, phone off the hook, curtains pulled, etc. I prefer the bath tub, but this is up to you. Sitting or laying in bed, it doesnt matter. Buy some cheap earplugs and use them. You have to insulate and isolate your sensory perceptions so all you are seeing is whats in your mind. Not whats outside or across the room. Now, just start talking to yourself about how wonderful it will be to be empowered and happy, etc. This is foreplay stuff. Be grateful and exude joyfulness, using your words. As you do this, listen to yourself and mentally note if you sound convinced, certain and sure,: that what you are saying is really going to happen. Its not likely on the first attempt you will reach that level of conviction and convection, but its also not important that you do. Because we are growing a new physical body and that is done in steps, not instantly. Though advanced masters can do reality change instantly, were not there yet. Okay, now start over and do it again. This time with more sincerity, emphasis, volume (louder), and acceptance that you are the director of your life. Notice we are not purposely visualizing, rather we are purposely magnetizing, which attracts the exact visual input that matches the words/sounds you are using! In the beginning was the word, says light is to follow your words, not precede your words. Spirit gives you visions, man gives you images. Light that precedes your words is an image (i am age). Light that follows your words is a vision (eve is eye on). And thats why without vision, we perish. Okay, now after youve become more at ease about hearing your own voice, you take the next step which is Look up, mentally, in your mind. For what youve been doing (most likely) is looking out and into the mind. This is a crucial step, learning to look up. Out is horizontal, up is vertical. The door to power is up, not out. Heres why. Youre designed to receive light from your physical eyes and your third eye. This is just above the eyebrows in the center of your forehead. Around this third eye is a circular band which is light and dark squares. Rectangles if youre deep in

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physicality. It spins and the colors you see coming through on the ultraviolet range tell the body what frequency to vibrate on. You have to close this normally non-visible input for it is the duality. I have seen this, but most have not. You dont have to see it, but you have to know its there and how to shut it off, for it feeds you the divided estate of positive/negative. Spirit is the unified state and the source of power which we do not want diluted or disturbed by a stream of energy hitting our directions to Spirit or the instructions will be convoluted. Whole Spirit enters where the soft spot of a newborn is located. Divided Spirit comes through the left and right eyes, ears, and other sensory perceptions. Most people can understand going within, by closing the eyes and ears to the outside. But in all honesty, I never met anyone, or even read about it, that realizes the cause of Spirit not delivering is found in the lack of not going up, mentally, with your directions. Heres the other aspect of why this is so important to your success. If you are airing up an inner tube (your body) and theres a leak, how can you ever expect to feel full? Fulfilled? Furthermore, the bodys fullness or emptiness of Spirit tells the band around your head how much light and sound to let into your brain which controls the body. And it is sending you your now-available energy. Obviously, this has to change. Transforming (trans forming) your body requires you to transfer Spirit into it. So it has to be closed, sometimes referred to as sealing in some writings, to say your aperture (the band around your head) has to be closed. Unless you go up, it is open! Much like trying to take a picture/photograph and the aperture cover never closes. You get nothing but light, and it requires light with dark, to create visible forms or pictures. Whew! Im glad its easier to do this process than it is to write about it. Okay, weve warmed up with foreplay and shut off duality by lifting our focus to the up position, which closes the opening, into, our duality (do all it e). Now its time to address Spirit. If youd rather say God, or the Creator, or the Father, do so. But, there is yet another, mostly unknown, you have to address, for the Spirit is made of two parts, which are the upper/invisible and the lower/visible. Perhaps we better talk some more about your physical composition so you can understand why you must include the next step, which is addressing the feminine side,

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referred to as the Goddess, the Created, or the Mother of Life. Mother Earth is half of creation - the other half is Fathers Spirit/light. As above, so below and as below, so above. It takes two to tango and it takes two to birth a reality of choice. For choice, properly used, is a mating up/pairing up/affair, between positive/father and negative/mother, energy. Look at mans makeup and its not too difficult to realize we consist of Spirit, water, and matter (earth). When the body dies, this separates. Spirit goes up, water evaporates, and matter decomposes. The reverse happens when you are born, or learn to use Spirit to rejuvenate, re: reborn. What this tells us is that we are actually made up of energy coming out of moist Mother Earth Spirit and combining with dry Father Spirit, mixed in water to condense and coagulate us into form. During pregnancy the water breaks. This is like the chick coming out of the egg, only its a child out of the womb. Birth then, examined, always takes place in a sealed, closed-off space, fed by the Spiritual father side, fed by Spirit through the umbilical cord, and the magnetism of mother does not have to concern itself with a tube feeder, for the magnetic vapors are so small they permeate right thru the walls of the egg or womb. The water is the conductive connector of the fathers Spirit and the mothers Spirit. When it breaks, it is full and can no longer be contained. The balloon (be all on) ruptures and whats inside comes outside: from invisible to visible. Your cells are miniature wombs/balloons that grow by birthing new cells. This patriarchal, male-dominated society has ignored the matriarchal (ma tri are call), female side of life which is why earth has so many ailments now. This includes the people on it! At last were ready, so we address the father of life and the mother of life, using your choice of words, and to put it into the up position weve locked into (mentally), focus-wise. Now, speak directly to the up Spirit and do not look mentally down. Why? Because the Spirit has to come down, or the mother will not move up. She only responds to the fathers Spirit and nothing else. You seed (see d) this with your words to Spirit, to move! Very clearly, very profoundly, tell Spirit to come into being now because you have directions (instructions) to give him. Then say Father, I come here to receive the

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power to rejuvenate my body (or your request)! Mean it! No namby-pamby, wishywashy tone of voice, or thats all youll get back! Now say to the Spirit, three times, to spin the elements you consist of - I am the power (Spirit), I am the power (water), I am the power (form) together. Do this in a stepping up of amplitude so your last I am the power is the strongest and loudest. Now, before you can ever think of telling the father Thank you, you will feel energy hit your body. It will come in the top of the head and go where it is needed. Your feelings will instantly change to the degree of your empathic and sincere tone of success. If you didnt get any feelings or notice any changes, your energy field is too dense and you need to drop some more baggage/garbage from your mind. Go back and do it again and again with your memory statement, saying after staging, I always direct Spirit first! to keep adding to the power, to join the pairs of Spirit that come out of the power for creating. Never deny or doubt that Spirit did not give you the power or you abort the inner-course the father and mother are having, at your request, to be the power. Its the tree of life youre creating, but it has to birth, in you, or you wont feel it. If you know you have doubted and heard yourself say This crap dont work, etc., you have to start over. For you broke the seal (see all) prematurely and aborted the embryo (im brea o). Heres a list of add-ons. These are important, for each step is adding to the overall volume and force with which Spirit is entering your body. Youre a shotgun and need to be a rifle, or youre a misty spray and need to be a jet stream, like a firemans hose. Got it? Request - Im here to still my mind direction. My mind is still, (three times). Request - Im here to restore my vitality direction. I am vital, (three times). Now, suppose youve had some things in your memory you know you shouldnt have done. Do the same. Request - Im here to correct a mistake I made, (then tell it). Direction - I am forgiven, (three times). Pretty soon youll tire of all the individual things and it will dawn on you all things are possible with God, and you lump it into one statement. (Dont do this first. Youre not ready to accept it will actually happen. Its one bite at a time at first.

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Request - Father remove all death rays from my energy field so I am immortal. Direction - I am immortal, (three times). What is all of this doing? Its putting you back into control of your life. Be it all at once or a piece at a time, it is being in control of yourself that creates all of your reality. Its really that simple. So practice it until you feel it and you will feel it. Then nobody can ever convince you that you need them or what theyre selling. In keeping with the intense impact program just described, as you go through your daily life, remember to keep thinking up to Spirit first. This creates a neural connection from the brain to mind, mind to Spirit (fiber of light), each time you consciously call on Spirit. Soon enough these become like bundles of wires in a telephone cable and they become a very strong connection to Spirit. Initially they are quite small; the noticeable affect at the moment is, basically, nil. But, as you grow, this conduit of light will just pop into your feelings or mental intuition that something did change and the overall net feelings of now, are far better, than back then. So each day adds to the next and you grow younger, happier, healthier, freer, and more abundant. Thats math that adds up and it adds life to you. Also, you will tire of the same repetition of repeat everything three times. This is good, for you are saturating your commitment and no longer need it. Life is not rules and/or routines. Its spontaneity - so follow the feeling of the feeling, and youre one with Spirit. Thats it. So be it.

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Seeing your light The aura

Weve all seen a rainbow and understand the basic color ranges of it. What is not noticed and not so obvious, is the color violet, which is on top and bottom of the color separations. Violet Red Orange Yellow Green Blue Violet Each week has seven days, and there are seven chakras (wheels of light) running in and out of our body. There are colors outside of the physical realm and normally not visible to the eye. The color coming into the body is clear, just like light coming into a prism. The color and intensity of your aura varies and is dependent on your state of mind. The body, unlike the prism or the sky, diffuses light and makes it less visible. So, man has to concentrate the focus on a single spot in order to see the ultra-violet lights coming out of the hue-man body. The color that appears can be read or understood by simple deductions, such as (approximations): Hot Violet - positive Red - anger Orange - turmoil Temperature Range Yellow - control Green - envious Blue - calm Cold Violet - negative } 7 ranges

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The colors outside of the body are gold, silver, copper, brassy bronze, and of course, clear (not visible). If you see these in an aura, it will usually be around the persons head. This person is very spiritually imbued. There is not anything supernatural about ones light, for it enters and leaves all physical forms. So, do not be misled by notions that its occult and devilish. Those are beliefs/illusions that have to be removed or you will never know who you are. This is life-science in visible view. Just like a rainbow (ray in bow) or arc. Is an arc, a prism, a rainbow, a crystal, or a hueman the devil? No! They are all the light of God coming into being, on Spirit. So be it.

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Steps: 1. Draw a spot on your finger. 2. Lay your hand on a piece of paper or white background. 3. Stare intently and only at the spot. 4. Within 2-3 minutes, you will notice a glow surrounding your fingers.

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5. Do not shift your vision away from the spot or the glowing will disappear because your vision is no longer concentrated. 6. Now, once you see this light, remove your hand and stare at the paper, and a complete glowing hand will be visible. 7. Seeing the aura of anything, or anyone, is done by creating a single focal spot and staring at it. It need not be drawn, just visually concentrated on.

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Immortal Body/Shedding Deaths Skin

The immortal body is a physical form, but it is not the same density as the body you have prior to choosing to be an immortal and rejuvenate. Having not experienced the state mentally, emotionally, and physically, I was not sure what would happen to me. Id read about immortals, studied Jesus, and found a couple books about the transformation. So, let me give you what I know, so far, because Ive gone through them. Rejuvenation is mental house cleaning. Like changing oil in an engine, you drain the old, contaminated, discolored fluids and sediments out, and put new lube in. The entire process is simple, but it is not easy to deal with. Consider growing up as a child and how you had to be dependent on parents, teachers, adults, etc. But, you also had to start making up your own mind and creating your own identity, which was influenced by the (outer) others, but also construed by the inner you. This growing and breaking away from the outer guidance is the proverbial bird getting his wings and flying away. Physical transformation is that same process, only its on a much grander scale, and requires you to do more than leave the physical presence and support of the parents, family, and others. Changing the body so it is accident free, disease free, and totally unencumbered by the physical distractions, divisions, conflicts, stress, and illusions misleading you, takes practice (pre act eve) and preparation (pre pair ration). The lubricant of the body is thought (not oil). However, thought boiled and hot, is the process of driving water or moisture from the air, and oils are formed. Take this step further, and oil becomes tar, and tar becomes rock. Now, run this energy the opposite (180 degrees) (re versed) direction, and you can easily imagine how solids can be returned to gels, gels to liquids, liquids to gasses, and gasses to Spirit. The essence that powers life, on earth, by moving on water (the medium and conductor of both life and death), welds water or melts solids. In nature it is a slow process, so its not visible change, noticeable by watching what happens to solids in water. They dissolve, starting with the softest first. Put a tree leaf in water and a rock in water and we all know which will melt down first. But, few of us know the rock will melt, too! Because we have not

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seen it. To help the dis-solution of the rock, we smash it, crush it, and grind it down to a fine powder. Now, what happens to our perception of the rock being able to be dissolved by water? It goes from not possible, to very possible. Welcome to your new perception about rejuvenation, which requires you to take your stubborn, stuck, rigid mental viewpoints and reduce them to solubility. How else can a hard problem be made into a solution, of soluble fluid, capable of evaporation, so the old goes out, allowing the new in?? You have to smash/mash/ash it, the old, down to sh___! So it can be passed out of the body as excrement. Your body is a highly condensed state of Spirit, in division, that has hardened into teeth, bones, into the tough cartilage, muscle, into the softer organs and fluid, blood and lymph. And, lastly, into the air and water with Spirit in it. Rejuvenation is the process of changing this dense state to a malleable (mall e able) state. To mall something is to beat it to a pulp. Now, imagine Spirit being the yeast of life, and this same doughy pulp and heavy state becomes lighter/expanded and rises up. Quite a different state, from the hard kernel of wheat or corn that ground down, becomes a totally different composition, but is still from the same hard as a rock density. In thought, unwavering determination (de tour mateion) causes stones to appear in your body. Stubborn beliefs, resulting in angry reactions (internal or external) causes cancers, and so on. Our point is simple hardened attitudes causes hardened body parts. Life is an accepted state, you receive, after you direct Spirit. This causes energy flow through you, not pressing down on you! Restoring this flow creates your new state of eternalness. Now, heres a list of physical reactions. Please dont call them symptoms. Doing so reminds you of being powerless, and unable to escape disease. R-1. HEADACHES. A sign of restoring the unused portions of the brain to an active state. I did not medicate these progresses or I would have to get rid of even more toxic stuff! R-2. DIZZINESS. This is your energy field starting to quicken. So, it is spinning faster, which makes you feel like your equilibrium is coocoo. Its not. Its like physically spinning and the equilibrium of the oblong, auric, ovoid quickening and balancing. Skaters who spin very fast have adjusted to this and do not get dizzy.

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R-3. NIGHTTIME SWEATING/HEATING. This is the Spirit acting on your body fluids to rid them of excess inturnall heat and pressure. Be glad for this. R-4. RASHES. This is always accompanied with itching and can be somewhat painful at times, because it is very prickly and stinging. It feels akin to a stinging nettle, or a zillion tiny cactus spines. This is your thorny and horny attitudes being cleared. It is often in the genital area, or on your back, symbolic of the pressures on your back and front physical past and/or future. Procreation holds major fears/beliefs/illusions. R-5. VIBRATIONS. These feel very much like when your arm or leg, lacking circulation, falls asleep. These vary in size from pin-pricks to marbles in size. That also occurs as sudden shocks, jolts, and jars, often accompanied by fright and/or fear. These are primarily in your face and head area, because the head (he add) is the control center of the body. R-6. FUZZY EYESIGHT. This is a very common occurrence and it can vary dramatically at times. Dont let it deceive you. While the energy is quickening and speeding up, it is still encountering the washboards in the mind-set. So, while it accelerates, it also bounces more. If it gets intolerable, tell Spirit to slow it down, or go eat or have a drink, which does the same thing. It slows the quickening and diverts it into other activities. In a short time, a clearer vision occurs. Itchy, scratchy eyes are also a reaction to clearing of old deletous, broken up, hardened substances. These often accumulate in the corners of your eyes during the night and they feel like sand. Once they are just gooey, not sandy, you know youre clearing the old and the new is moving in. These are reoccurring until each old energy pattern is removed. R-7. ACHING JOINTS. These pains and aches make you believe ( a no-no) youre getting arthritis. Well, pleasant surprise, that word says it all. Arthritis is (author right us)! This is a marvelous word for it says it all! You author, you write, and become the us or united state. When you author, say and see, yourself or others as being a pain in the neck (or lower), you create a loss of movement you wanted, but FELT you could not do, because someone or something was stopping you from moving on. Inversely, by reduction, you can author/write, and bring about the u.s./united state of absolute freedom of movement with ease and comfort! And create life free of pained movement.

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Remember: when you get this and other reactions, you will never, ever, have to go through them again, once the clouds are completely dispersed, broken up, and cleared. R-8. FLU-LIKE SYMPTOMS. Sore throat, nausea, coughing and fever are normal means of throwing off excess heat and pressure. Phlegm, and diarrhea discharges are also common reactions/clearing. R-9. EAR RINGING. When you change vibratory frequency, it is readily noticeable in the ear/tones. R-10. HABITS/ROUTINES. A lot of this occurs in rejuvenation because the energy patterns supporting disease and death are changed. So, the taste in food, people and environment, change. Besides, who wants to stay in dead-end activities? No one who is really moving into life. Life is freedom being possessed, compulsed, and impulsed. R-11. DREAMS. When you sleep, you dream. Very dense energy will block dreaming access and many people say they rarely dream. When consciousness starts clearing and getting lighter, dreaming gets quite lucid, vivid, and realistic. In later states of clearing, you often cant tell, for sure, if you dreamed it or just thought. R-12. MEMORY. You will be uncomfortable about memory loss. It goes away as your consciousness gains more awareness. Why? You do not need it, because the past is no longer running your show. And, as this occurs, you are more and more in the here and now, centered, point of power. You have no need to look back, in order to go forward. R-13. EMOTIONS. Lots of action/reaction of emotional nature. Being overwhelmed, feeling lost, feeling angry, and in general, moods changing far more quickly. Example: A husband and wife spat that would have you walking on eggshells for a week or more, passes through you in a few hours, then minutes, then you find yourself in a disagreement and youre both laughing while youre yelling at each other. This is one of the most comforting and reassuring states of mind, that becomes the proof in the pudding! Spirit works! R-14. INTUITION/TELEPATHY. These get to be sharp and dependable sources of knowing, without learning, and serve you in all areas of your life. The more Spirit is cleared of the illusions, the farther your minds eyesight can see and hear. This is

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recognizable by the small signs that show up first. Prophetic night dreams, knowing whos on the phone before you answer it, and knowing when someone wants to talk to you because they keep coming into your mind. You will sense traffic jams, and take alternate routes. You will sense the insincerity of others you are dealing with, and know to step aside or change the deal, so you dont get stuck. R-15. PHYSICAL CHANGES. You may lose or gain weight. This depends solely on how heavy or light the consciousness is and how fast or slow youre assimilating it. Ive also had numerous small lumps appear and later disappear. They are born of places in the mind and emotions which you feel unable to resolve. It leaves a knot or unresolved energy that shows up on the body. This is not a bad sign, its a good sign, because its now moving out of being stuck in the mind and is passing (out) through the body. These are often slower to clear, because they represent unresolved, long-term buildups of energy. Be wise and use common sense here, because any growth on the body that keeps growing and growing is not on the surface to clear. Its an unchecked state of disease youll need help with. To close this section, and say this is all there is to it, is not appropriate. Each person has to experience their own individual experience, their own individual undoing, and remaking. Ive had many visual encounters with lights coming from the infrared and ultraviolet range. Ive had a heightened sense of hearing, hearing things miles and miles away. Anxieties have come and gone without ever knowing what the source was. My income is no longer a physical effort, it is a mental connecting, and shows up at my door or comes through the phone. Opportunity without planning anything. Just be open to understanding that Spirit is always moving on us, or through us. Life is regained by restoring its flow through you. Hard labor is not a quickening process as it is believed. It slows energy because it compresses energy, just like forcing more air into a balloon. Godspeed. So be it.

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