SCIENCE WITHIN PAIN UPENDRA NEPALI

Science within pain

Science within pain is the title that I decided, to write for my book. This is only the book title, I thought and willing to do so. My decisions are not only to complete writing a book, is not my aim. The decisions that I do will affect the future and the past as well; this is what I have been thinking. Perhaps to give strong impressions to the readers and the knowledge is my first priorities within myself. In comparisons to the knowledge & the wisdom is fruitless at all times. To compare anything; as all of us knows that wisdom is overestimated by the knowledge and the technology have over taken the mind, simply makes useless and meaningless, and those who compare between two three principles or the logics really lack something within themselves. This is what I have been thinking and acting for a longer times of my life. Heartily, I dont really compare and contrast anything in this world. Scientifically, men & women have done this kind of logics since long times. Verities of idea have been intertwined within our self most of the times; which do gives us much logic and the formulas for us. This is perhaps only the intuitions within our self. Our intuitions have really dump, deaf and the blind in these realms. If our intuitions could work and act it would be much greater for all of us. Though, there is lot of Soul controversies with me; towards the science, still I havent got relief by these controversies, only these controversies have made me full of confusions within myself. Especially; the lives in the science have made me in a 4 dimensional. We have seen lot of men& women in the world, who are really good at science, mathematics and of course science means logics, formulas, principles and the mathematically guides us for the futures; through which it allows us to directs for the future. The future is in the phenomenas of the science and the mathematics. Every faculty, do expect that something miracles will; certainly happened. Without any hope and enthuses none of us have ever done so great in this world, thinking in this logics did help me a lot to change myself. I too dont have so much of ideas, with me what would I do and how would I start or begin and how to end; it has been an utmost questions to me. Its not that I have only focused on physics; rather I have focused even in the biochemistry. My utmost factor is the physics only. When ever I have or had observed the universe, galaxies I have always found my self in being attached to them. May be this is a self knowledge that have filled my heart and the mind. 1

SCIENCE WITHIN PAIN UPENDRA NEPALI As I go on watching up the stars, I do even think that they were observing me and the world. Do fell like to talk with them, since they are very far to me, and they cant come to me. These differences they make it happen. Verifications, experience & experiments, inference I do have with me, perhaps I dont really have reliability authority. In the sky, when it is full of stars I do fell that its the absolute natural phenomena; I have ever seen in my life.wht ever I do, I need to master; Mastering over smallest logics or the principle do makes us greater in size; through the knowledge, wisdom, experience, verifications, experiments and the intuitions operates all the time in our life. Literature is the vast, enormous subjects and need much attention in this faculty.storeis, criticisms, and articles, novel have its own values and validity with itself, in its own manner. Whole universe and the galaxies are filled with the matter and without matter none of us can exist in the world. Even if we, look at our selves; we do find ourselves being made with the matter. Its happen in an accident that I started paying so much of heed in the physics, which none of mine close friends and the family could think. When I 1st learned about the matter in the school, I was bored and couldnt think such as matter, which didnt let me think freshly, even came to know, there was very few persons in the world who could think for a years for the same topics; it was astonishing idea to me. I think it was Albert Einstein, Newton, Galileo, Stephen whacking and many more. Educations, imaginations, verifications, reliable authority, experience are the core ideology a thinker must give utmost priorities in to it, to delve. Over all is the self enthusiasm one must have. To look at the stars or the planets none of us need to tell us, its after all a self motivation. Its not that I am trying to castigate; to the scientist for the mistakes they did long a go.. Everyone of us have understood, that there are lot of lack and the weakness in the science, which science have left long standing questions, all over the world. Both in mathematics and the science have left these questions in the world to be answered by us only. May be its their habits to leave out the questions for us, and for all. There arent any core areas, that the sciences have not overwillimed in our lives; which makes us fell that we have become more dependent to the science and its developments, most probably in the technology. Perhaps, without science and the technology, sustainable development wont be possible; in any field of human development. None of us can expect and think too, in this matter and to think in an alternation. Even if we alter; that wont be possible for us, to think in a different ways. Scientifically, mathematically & politically I have & had lot of questions within myself, and I inquired and interrogated myself. My consciousness too supported me most of the time; I do solute my consciousness all the time. I do still recall the same question; when I was in the school up to what percentage is called 2

SCIENCE WITHIN PAIN UPENDRA NEPALI 100%? I am not trying to boost myself, because they couldnt answer to me. In fact the thing is that they didnt answer to it. The intuitions that, we have never worked in us, this is what I really thought. In the whole world only few genuine have implemented their brain mechanism to come up with the problems. What I even think, is this is only the human created problems and solutions are there for us, if we can delve in to. Just to ponder within the inquiries is the fact for us. The numbers are unlimited. Willingness is the most part of the intuitions that we have with us; this intuitions is the prior factor for each individuals. Science within pain gave the greatest pain in the heart. Let us see, what will still happened in the future. Is only the question that is related in my consciousness all the times? The prudent side of the science and the imprudent prim factor does hurt and makes us fell some sense of the misinterpretations in us. The manifesto of the science and the fundamentalism of the human consciousness have a good of relations. Whatsoever we have thought till now is not yet; completed and need to be more consciousness of all the periods. Till, now what we have thought is only a 20% of human consciousness. Subconsciousness has more prudent than what we have thought. Rocket E=mc2 was the formulas for the inventions of many techniques of all times. Do have validations in its own areas and faculties and have nothing to object. Neither do I deny nor do I affirm about it. Questions after questions have been put to us throughout the originations, which till now none of us could answered to them .they seems to be more act minded and the cleaver of all times. I dont have to sacrifice so much to know about the life of the stars or the whole galaxies. For our own existence we got to know about the science and the mathematics and of course philosophies, this is what I think is the integrating us. As to be self truth and self wise fullness, we are disintegrated. Actually, this is what exactly happening in the world. Im not trying to alter all these fundamentals of the world. Neither did point out what is happening in the world of the humans. In this world of commercialisms, what one cant think and cant act is another question. Though I havent or had seen the boom blast at Herosema, or the Nagasaki, still it makes me fell that innocent lives have been genocides. After all the political reasons was behind. Let us not get on to elaborating it, because this is going to be drastically huge discussions. As all of us have seen mass destructions of the humans and of all lives in the earth, it might have even affected in the other planets. My imaginations went beyond the regular and it became irregular ones. Not only the advantage or the disadvantage that I have seen in to it, the focal points for us, is something extraordinary and result oriented. Let us inquire and interrogate them. There isnt any obligation in to it. However, we are the one to do so. 3

SCIENCE WITHIN PAIN UPENDRA NEPALI Science there is a food crisis is going, climate change, financial crisis and all of these are human created problems. We are only to solve it. As I saw that the life of the science is ever green and for eternity; Let us see what the science will in the next fifty years?