Perseveration By Sean K.

Liebel My mind is one big perseveration/ Im one who can go for days thinking and feeling on a topic of an interest that is so riveting to my situation/ I am like an author going back and forth on ideas that are a complete manifestation of thought and emotion/ It is like when I am thinking I am moving an ocean/ When I am thinking I am flowing with nature and that is my haven/ When I am seeing myself it can be perseveration on the point of what is my purposeful action?/ Lets take it to all aspects of what I need to be doing in daily activity becomes my mental occupation/ I can think to myself or maybe to the Universe or to others/ I pray others out there hear the thoughts on the perseveration/ Lately its been about the current World turmoil and calamity amongst the global currents in waves in circulation/ The mind is complete electrification/ The pulses come in and out as positives and negatives and words are spoken/ Words are heard in the mind and come out almost as if they are an orgasmic explosion/ Its perseveration/ On the highest tier/ This perseveration can be about the New World Order banker take over/ It can be about complete oneness and spiritual higher order/ It can be about maybe even what ails your Mother/ It can be about other peoples problems instead of mine/ It can be about the 48 Laws of Power/ It can be about seduction and the masculine and feminine connection/ It can be about Judaism/ It can be about Catholicism/ Gnosticism/ Cosmic consciousness unity or even altruism/ It can be about another paradigm or how the mind is a prison/ It can be about much things that most wouldnt even want to venture into probably/ It seems scary to perseverate on issues so violently/ Perseveration it takes on levels of sheer mastery/ Perseveration it handles me amazingly/ Perseveration the focus of thought is a symphony/ Perseveration it is mental imagery/ Perseveration it goes well beyond your usual case of the I.E.P./ The individual education plan or perseveration can be the worst folly/ Or perseveration can be the greatest ally like your usual blessed child representing themselves for peace and harmony/

Perseveration is the streams of thoughts, words, imagery, and questioning of mental states/ Perseveration is what the ego truly appreciates/ Perseveration can be so treacherous for people with Aspergers Syndrome and austism spectrum disorders to even deal with/ Feeling like you have abused your own mentality with thunderous mental storms that are caustic/ Like slashes of a whip to the face the mentality can hit/ The perseveration in order to grow into a mature adult yet needs to stop or to get redirected/ Or else the mind, spirit, and heart might get cancerously infected/ The perseveration feels like you have taken on everyone elses issues as your own and your state of being feels almost collected/ Perseveration has been one of my hardest issues to get under control once my awareness of it is truly detected/ The perseveration of mentality simply can not be neglected/ Part II It is an act of mental violence usually Vicious debates of either the worst possible scenarios and or the best can occur simultaneously/ To me it can be scary/ Im constantly facing my soul by perseverating on everything other than what needs to be/ It has destroyed me/ It has hurt relationships as if I am the abuser to myself and the one screaming to become free/ The mind acts as a prison to the one in perseveration/ Its because the person wants out/ I do not feel a part of this World because my heart, mind, and spirit scream to myself Hey! Get out!/ The heart, mind, and spirit shout internally on how others may not fully understand me/ Yet it doesnt truly matter when I can use what makes me different for the best of me fearlessly/ I feel always unordinary/ Yet is that a bad thing? Or just something of a lack of wanting conformity?/ Yet the first parts of my life I have undergone the issues of perseveration in a fearful way of avoidance/ I have perseverated even on that avoidance for lack of further improvements/ Mind inducements/ Power trips of mind states that fail to come to sane conclusions airing out issues like vents/

Yet if my mind wins its as if prevailing over the perseverated mental states would make these mental states have their own monuments/ Looking for excuses for these perseverated mental and universal currents/ Yet when I grow in a mature way I find its a way back to my own core of self Adjustments/