Im Done

Enemy, the Lord has shown me exactly who you are You tried to take it all, you never thought Id get this far But Im calling you out for your cunning ways Im going to watch you crawl, you will eventually fade See Im choosing the narrow road, not the wide And to think you had me believe the wide was right You deceived me told me I was living the high life All the while I was piling up sin over time

I was deeply sick and the prognosis screamed death My heart flat-lined, I didnt have much breath left Disease ridden, a serious case of wickedness Perverse judgment decayed the very fiber of my consciousness I developed a chronic laziness, wasting precious life away I was only on time if my gluttonous ways said it was okay An inflated ego that thought I was invincible royalty If you didnt agree with me I would be bound to get angry

My mouth spit venom poisoning those around me Those who trusted me would always get burned badly A mind that schemed evil every waking moment Any objections and that voice would soon be silenced A murderous heart spreading hate with every beat I would want my way even if it meant I had to cheat Disaster pursued me, but foolishly I laughed in the Lords face Infected with bitterness, ungodliness ran through my veins

I sat in the kingdom of darkness and knew not of the light

Yet, I was the first one in the pew singing praise songs day and night Ritualistic prayers that held no meaning, no sincerity Not knowing that investing in my flesh was nothing short of deadly A sinner seduced by the very things God hates A sinner lost, not knowing the consequence of her ways Until the Lord showed me everything I had done In that moment I was so disgusted with who I had become

A wretched low life deserving complete torture and misery Verdict reads guilty, I deserve the death penalty I handed over the Lord for a lump sum of money I shouted out in the crowd crucify him just like the Pharisees I spat in the face of the one who came to save me I gladly lashed the King of Kings, I made Him bleed I nailed Him to a cross and divided His garments With every second that passed my heart continued to harden

I inflicted Him and my sins caused Him to endure Gods wrath And now with the truth right in front of me I realize: I did that. But as I began to write my life as a lost cause the Lord stepped in He told me He still loved me and He offered me another chance He said Follow me and believe that I am the One He sent. Confess your sins and pick up your cross, My beloved child repent! I accepted Him, what He did on the cross alone justifies I live a new life every day being sanctified

And now I see you clearly enemy You were pulling me under, drowning me You tied the noose I wrapped it snug around my neck Rather take a step off a chair than find the truth instead

You gave me a loaded gun and I kept on firing Traded a life of blessing for a bloody mess and I damaged my Spirit like it was my business Covered my ears whenever the Lord would say But Morgan, it is finished You told me not to listen, the righteous life I wasnt missing But all the time I was with you I was never truly living

Deprived me off the living water, the breath of life I still dont know to this day how I survived without Christ I was so lost without Him, wandering around aimlessly And you kept telling me I was on the right journey - you have got to be kidding me You are a liar, a sick depraved spirit Go ahead and say what you want, Im no longer hearing it You were arranging my funeral, drooling when I was dying You were devouring my flesh just waiting for my passing

A moment of weakness and you gladly swooped in Dangled temptation in front of me and told me it wasnt sin How could it be when it feels so right? Well Ill tell you how: it is disgusting in Gods sight That delight of my flesh was lighting up the flames of hell Demons screaming we got her, shes never leaving this cell Well too bad the Lord already broke me out In His authority He saved me without a doubt

And dont use my record sheet as some copout Yeah, He saw my game but I never even had to tryout He recruited me based on His grace and mercy Get it straight: the accuser has nothing against me My sins are forgiven, my God will defend me

I have faith that He came down in the flesh and died for me Im no longer in bondage, a captive in your prison Im off the chains covered in blood crimson

Driven by a desire to love my Lord Driven by His Holy Spirit to want to know Him more So when you call me again, Im pressing ignore When you try to seduce me again, my knees will hit the floor I dont care what you have to offer Ive come to know something much greater Youll be attacking, but the Lord is my strong tower I am even clothed in spiritual armor

The breastplate of righteousness guarding the heart of my new life The helmet of salvation to constantly remind me of His atoning sacrifice The belt of the truth buckled around me so your lies wont confuse My feet fitted with readiness that only comes from the good news The shield of faith lifted up to protect me from your attacks And watch out for the Sword of the Spirit its deadly upon impact Learning who you really are I hate you with everything in me You backed me into a corner, waiting, watching Ready for the perfect moment to strike, spewing me with your venomous lies But I will fight til the end, so get ready to collide Ill watch you burn again Ill bury you alive