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I met Chris Rea at Brunswick Park Primary and my entire world changed.

I was meant to head back to South Africa. I remember walking past Chris' classroom door the first time. I wished to go in. I looked at the faces of all the children. They loved him. Clearly loved him. I stood there listening to how he spoke to each one. Making them feel as though they were the only and most important person in the whole world. I longed for more classrooms to be more like Chris'. Somehow, by some chain of events, that HAD to happen, as everything happens for a reason, I left the school some months later. Moving on to another school. Which I fell in love with too.

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Chris and I left the UK in July 2008, moved to the Philippines, got married in Thailand in November that year and worked together at the International School Manila for 3 years. In January 2010, when I downloaded the SOIL vision, a means of restoring the purpose of schools to be transformative centers of learning, I wrote "Chris is the vision." He told me that as I burst into flame, he went into the shadows. We couldn't breathe together. We loved each, yet we not being as loving as we intended. I left ISM last June, with the SOIL vision propelling me forward. (You can read more about it in the publications What am I doing? And Seeds of Infinite Love. I had a dream) A dream of all teachers being like Chris. And of all classrooms being like his too. Somehow I was not manifesting that dream whilst I stayed at the school, as his colleague and shared his house as his wife. Whilst there are many details in the story of JuanitaChris, ChrisJuanita, there are some songs and videos that simply merge it all into ONE. These are Scottish band Travis. Sing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1f2M5G9KG8 Side: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1Mh63YKfpQ Love will come through: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8FwefQgieY

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Its been ten months since I drove off, with all my dreams in my heart, all my belonging in storage or in my car that I drove on to the ferry and went across the seas to manifest my dreams. These dreams took me to Palawan. To Maia Earth Village. http://www.conscious-trance.com/ And somehow those dreams brought me back to the house I left. I have returned to share this space and manifest bigger dreams not only for my own life, but for the life of my planet and Uni-verse. (You can read more about some of the shared spiritual experiences in my online book in many chapters, Being Human is Divine.) Everything I choose in my life, impacts in some way, on everything else. And Chris still is integral in my vision. All that he is, is what I love most in the world. His honesty, his bravery, his genius, his courage, his creativity, his absolute love for children. So today, I say Thank you. I love you. Always. I love, loving you, in seven parts: Part One: This story inspired me to remember WHO YOU REALLY ARE, and I could, and will never ever forget it you or anyone I choose to REALLY, really look at. The Little Soul and the Sun By Neale Donald Walsch.

Part Two: This song never made it onto our wedding DVD. There were clearly other plans for it. Come what May: Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvJpJl04cAI

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Part Three: These are some of the photo slideshows that Chris and I cocreated. Some of the most beautiful and happiest, dreamlike days of my life. Growing up Buddhist Wedding Ceremony in Thailand Photos on Photographer's Website and Video on Youtube Wedding Album Durban Hindu Ceremony Durban Wedding Reception Our gifts of love to our family and friends

Part Four: The photos in the slideshow at the start of this post are snippets of our journey together. I have loads more photos of the amazing travels we've had around the UK, Europe, South Africa, Laos, Cambodia and of course the Philippines. Photos that, truth be told, Chris took most of! I was probably hugging a tree or talking to a cat somewhere! I'll be uploading those sometime soon. So my family and friends can journey to all these amazing places through the lens of our camera, and the eye of our hearts.

Part Five: There is one thing that I am most grateful to Chris for teaching me. Love. Never have I learned so much about love and how truly unconditional and expansive it is. This extract from Kahlil Gibran's book The Prophet, always echoed in my heart. I wrote in a Christmas card in 2007. Today, is still rings true.

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We have shared so many adventures and it is not by chance that I am here, in the house we shared, undergoing my birthing and dying process.On Saturday the 3rd of March I started the process. I said to somewho know me, I am choosing to die as an individual ego to birth acollective consciousness. Like, many of the things I've written, that have actually written themselves in my books, the words preceded the full experience. I am a jumper. And a faller. I fall in. Mostly into love, no matter how painful it may be. Through these days of disintegration, choosing, letting go, acceptance, awakening, purgation, illumination, dark night of the soul, and oneness, you have been, as you have always been, in integrity. Part Six: The day Chris asked me to be with him he gave me three things. An orange lighter, that had been conveniently putting in my bag. A herbal, organic stress reliever. And photo of a tree. A tree that he had stopped and photographed. I looked at it and realized that he was showing ME. myself. I wasn't sure about being together. I had just ended a relationship. I wanted to just be friends. We sat in a cafe and he asked me to consider that in all the Universe, there was that one moment, and in that one moment, there was only ONE Chris and one Juanita. Time stopped . I saw everything in the cafe, called the apothecary, or was it the alchemist. Everything stopped. It all become ONE, all merged into ONE. Chris was My Doctor then as he is now. Healing me with his love. Now more than ever. As usual, I ask impossible questions, I see impossible things, all as ONE.

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Part Seven: Dr Who is a Time Traveller. A wondrous, impossible being, who saves all, hears all, sees all, loves all. Equally. The Dr is immortal. He lives forever. He is able to regenerate. He never dies for he knows that he simply cannot. In the Uni-verse, everything lives forever. Whether it is in physical manifestation or not. Everything lives. In harmony. He always sees the highest potential in all, and thereby brings it about. Whether anyone chooses to hurt him or not. His intention is clear. He is the Dr. He heals.He loves limitlessly. Always forgiving, always patient, always playful. He is able to understand the language of the heart. Wherever he goes, he understands what every being says. Simply. In his heart. He sees how things fit together. The interconnectedness of all life. And the utter perfection is everything. He is ONE. He lives in ONENESS. No-one is excluded from the Dr's loving touch. And Rose was one of his many companions. She was a fun loving girl, who had many friends and loved to go on adventures. Fearless, brave, devoted, playful, curious, gentle, passionate, compassionate, courageous, strong and beautiful. Chris told me once, months ago, that he was the Dr and I was Rose. Chris, was, as he is about most things, right. Whilst there are many episodes and perhaps every single one that sings the song of ChrisJuanita or ShivaShakti, as it sings the song of the Uni-Verse, I've chosen a few that are the most essential. Some that convey the meaning of the Maian Key of Seven. Rose Conquers the Daleks http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HxZksQh26RU The first day I went to Chris's house. He introduced me to Dr Who. I loved it. I watched every single episode. I see it clearly now. The daleks and the cybermen are embodiments of our human fear of dying and yet we cannot ever die for we are already immortal. Everything lives in one perfect thread of divinity, through all hearts, in every single breath. We speak of imagination and creativity as though they exist somewhere outside the universe. As though they are not real. As though the things we see in our

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dreams and in our meditations are not actually what we know them to be. Us talking to ourselves. We are the Uni-Verse. The Bad Wolf scattering messages for ourselves across time and space. We are choosing to live in a world that is consumed by fear. Fear of dying, of not having enough to eat, of being alone, of being unloved, of being attacked, of being abandoned, of being misunderstood, of being wronfg, of being disconnected. Yet it is us who creates every single experience we have ever had, are having and will ever have. We create. Our thoughts, feelings, words create the very life we live. For as long we observe the fear, we automatically bring it about. We manifest that which is actually being stored within us. So the choice is simple. Fear or love by Morcheeba http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uow_pIs2CWw&feature=related Back to the Dr......and time traveling...why??? Because it is so much fun!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvrJw1fWixM http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NuBvYUDetU http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rs86chpY_Wk http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK-XRLM7K5Y http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpcH0mxUcUc&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9d83kN1HJ6c http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pmIS855KD4&feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBpm296xWF0 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4-lWD0OzLQ&feature=related

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I choose love. I choose Maia. I choose the DrDonna. I choose the union of both the masculine and the feminine that exists is all, within my on body. I choose to heal myself and by doing so heal, every relationship I have and when I zoom out and look at the Earth, as one living organism, what do I see? I see that my words, thoughts, feelings and actions of love have germinating principles. All that I am, is a part of the SOIL of Maia. How I live, is a system of interpretation that serves the collective consciousness or simply my own ego. All that I am is a seed. A seed of infinite love. So I sow myself, everwhere. SOIL: The System Of Interpreting Life. Seeds Of Infinite Love that birth Maian Consciousness within us. Seven keys that unlock and release us from suffering and separation of the Matrix, of Maya and deliver us into Maia, the dream that everyone is having. Consciousness: Everything is connected. We are all one. Insight: Everything is perfect. What we perceive we create. Communion: Everything we see, hear, touch, smell, taste and feel is a message from the One. Love: What we give, we receive. In serving the earth and the universe, we serve the self.

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Evolution: We are already evolving into what we are becoming. Intentionally manifesting our highest potential. Birthing. Love births life. The love we give, nurtures the inner child within us and all whom we observe. Sustainability: Everything we need is right here, now. We are already living in abundance. Maian Seven Key Statements For more information about the Key Statements that Pi Villaraza has received and equally given to Maia I am in the process of uploading numerous presentations and resources that will allow anyONE who falls into this blog, this illusory point in time and space called http://iamjuanita.wordpress.com/ to fall into love, with love. For you see, whilst I may be many things:

community gardener, artist, dancer, dreamer, learner, teacher, healer, bridge, channel, writer consciously sowing seeds of infinite love, choosing to be in the space in the middle, always, everywhere, knowing that WE ARE ALL ONE, being a living reminder of this divine truth and devoting my life to doing all that flows ONENESS into form....
I am, and will always be a teacher. Not one that tells you that I know more than you. No. One that reminds you that YOU ARE EVERYTHING. So if you feel that perhaps you may want this reminder, of are intrigued by what I'm writing about, are enjoying the insights, are releasing some of your own sadness through reading some of what I've written, or are surrendering to

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this loving space that I offer you freely and flowing again, in a way that you have not done before and are remembering that WE ARE ALL ONE, then journey with me.... All I ask is for you to receive what is given freely and give what is received freely. That is all. Just love. It is enough. Juanita Always, everywhere, LOVING LOVE. PS. You are invited to write about how YOU are loving, love, here, in this Facebook group called....LOVING LOVE!

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