UltimateRealisedInAMoment

SwamijilookedatSevavratiandsaidThisworldisnotyourworld.Yourworldwhichisfilledwithnectar
(amrut),nectarworld(amrutdesh)issomewhereelse.Thisworldisempty.Thisisdeathplace.Youhave togotoyourtruelifefriendwhoisnotattachedwithsorrowandhappiness.AftersayingthisSwamiji startedsingingabhajanSadguruhairangaraz,chnunarmorirangdaliWhenSwamijisangthe secondpartIsawthatthebreathofSevavratihadalreadystopped.Thehandsandlegshadstiffened. Thelipshadoverlappedandthefacewasdisformed.ThenSwamijiaskedmePanditjicheckoutwhether hisnervesareworkingornot!Whatistheconditionofhisheartbeat?Icheckedouthisnerveswhich werenotworking.Hishearthadalsostoppedpumping.Thepupiloftheeyeswerealsodisplaced.Itold SwamijiMyLord!Thenervesarenotworkingandthepumpingofthehearthasalsostopped.Hisface hasalsobeendeformed.Asifhiswholebodyhasstiffened.Willhebefine?SwamijiandAcharyaShri Prathamwhowassittingnearbyonarestingchairjustsmiled.SwamijilookedatSevavratiandsaidIts aroundonehournow.Nowitstimeformyservice.Howlongwillyoustaylikethis?Getup!Openyour eyes!!WhenSwamijisaidthis,hisbodystartedloosening.Hisfacestartedgettingintothenaturalform. Hiseyebrowswhichweredeformedstartedgettingtheirnormalformsandhestartedopeninghiseyes. Hisconsciousturnedtotheexternalworld.SevavratigotupslowlyandbowedtoSwamijibylying completelyonthegroundandthentoBabaandAcharyaShriPrathamandthencameandsatinhis place.ThenSwamijisaidtohimTelleveryonewhichworldhaveyoubeenandhowdidyougo there.SevavratistartedsayingSwamiji!Whenyoulookedatmeandsaidthisworldisnotyourworld. Yourworldwhichisfilledwithnectar(amrut),nectarworld(amrutdesh)issomewhereelse.Thisworldis emptyetc.andthenwhenyoustartedsingingthebhajanSadguruhairangarez,chunarimorirangdari, atthatmomentitselfsomechangestookplaceinsideme.Whenthebhajanstarted,mybreathwaspulled outsidemymuladhar.Ifeltasifsomeoneelsehaspulledmybreathoutsidebyforce.Istartedforgetting aboutmyphysicalbody(sthulsharer).Icouldrealizeaverydifferentkindpulsatinginmymuladhar, manipurakandswadishthancharka.Ialsorealizedthatatthesecenterstherewasdifferentkindof enlightenmentstakingplace.AfterthisIalsoexperiencedthatmyheartplacewashavingadifferentkind ofpulsatingandalsosomegarrgarrkindofwordwasalsohappening.Aftersometimeofhappeningof thisword,mywholeheartplacewasenlightened.ThereIrealizedthatthisenlightenedthreeworlds(alok trilok)iswhatIamthisenlightenmentiswhatIam,thesoul.Withthisenlightenmentonlytheactivitiesof mynervesandveins,heartandbreathweretakingplace.Thisenlightenmentwasonlykeepingthe activitygoingoninthisbody.Thenmyconsciousreachedthechakrainmythroat(kanth).Therewitha slightpulsationandlittlelightflashed.InthatlightonlyIrealizedthatifoneremainssteadyinthatlight, onecanwinoverthirstandhunger.Itwasadifferentjoyofachievingthesefourchakras.ThenIreached myagnyachakra.TherealongwiththemusicandvibrationsofAUMKAR(theletterAUMwhichisthe spiritualwordforthehindus)wastheenlightenmentofthemoonshapedlightandalongwiththatthe lettersofAUMappearingatthatplacewasitselfaveryamazingandenjoyingcondition.AfterthisI passedthroughtheforeheadportionhearingtomanylettersandreachedtheplacewhereIheardthe wordRARAN.IcouldhearthewordRARANveryclearlythere.ThereIcouldhearthesoundofBELLalso veryclearly.Therethejoyofthedivineenlightenmentwasveryenjoyable.ThereIsawmanyenlightened men(sidhapurush)andthelightofmanydivinesoulsintheformofhumanbody.Bathinginthatdiving light,IfeltasifIwasfreedfromallmygoodandbaddeeds(paptapsemukthona).ThatmomentIfeltas ifsomepowerwiththespeedofelectricitypassedthroughthespinalcord(merudand)andreachedthe

extremeendoftheforehead.Ifeltasifthousandsofthousandsoffireballshavelightenedup.Ifeltasif somethingwentfromthereandIwasinaconditionofroamingintheinfinitesky.Aftercomingoutofthis conditionIsawaveryminutewhitelotusflower.Allitspetalswerefacingdownwards.Isawatissuethat wassimilartothatofthetissuethatspresentinthestemofthelotusflower.ThenIheardyourwords sayingCatchthistissue.Thisisalsoattachedtotheheartandclimbup(withtheconsciousness (chetana)).Climbingupbyholdingthattissuewasverydifficult.ThenrememberingyouIcaughtholdof thattissueanddontknowhow,bythekindnessofwhichpower,Ireachedaminutelypulsatinghugelight. Icouldrealizetheinfinitenessofthathugelight.Myconsciousnessorconsciousexistencewassoon separatingfromthisphysicalbody(sthulsharir)andchangingintotheinfiniteness.Ifeltasifmyareaof coveragewasgoingonincreasinginthewholeworld.Mylimitedsightwasgoingonincreasing.Along withlimitlessnessIwasalsobecominglimitless.Aftertouchingtheinfinitenessmyconsciousnesswas spreadinginallthedirectionsandIwasfeelingmyselftobethesame.Thefarawayextremeendsand theirimmeasurabledistancewereappearingtobecominginmyreach.Atthatmomenttheinfinitejoyhad developedinsideme.Ifoundmyselfsurroundedwithunlimitedjoy.Isawthecompleteworldbeing uncoveredfromitsoriginalform.ThereIsawmyselffilledwiththetrueandunchangingjoy.Inthe pulsationandvibrationofthatlight,Isawthenucleusandthecompletenaturealsovibrating.Inthat pulsatinglightIsawthecreationandcompletionofmanydivineworldsandthesunandmoonin moments.Theprocessofcreationanddestructionwasgoingoncontinuously.Thedanceofcreationand destructionwastakingplaceautomaticallyintheharmonyofthatlight.Thecreation,developmentandthe completedestructionofthecompleteuniversewasunderthecontrolofthatdivineandomnipresent power.AtthattimeImyselfhadalsocollectedtheinfinitenessorshouldIsaythattheinfinitenesshad comedownonthebaseofmysoul.OnthisbaseonlyIcouldhearthedifferentformsofSHABD BRAHMASAKSHARsound.Thenthatsoundwassoundingineveryatomandthecompletenature.I amstillhearingthesoundofthatword.Afterseeingthesescenesandtheachievementthepowerofthe lord,Iexperiencedthatthecreationofthenaturewasmyact.Iwastherootcauseoftherulesofthe nature.Thecreation,stayingstableandthedestructionoftheworldwashappeningbymeonly.Iamthe onlypowerofLORDandIamtheonlyLORD.WithinmeechoedAHAMBRAHMASMI.Nosoonerhad thisechoed,IheardyourvoicesayingYouarenotBrahma.Theminuteholethatyouareseeing,get intoitwithyourconsciousenergy.AfterreachingthereyouwillrealizethetrueLORD.Itriedallmybest topassthroughthatminuteholewithmyconsciousbutwasallinvein.ThenwhenItriedagaintoenter theminuteholerememberingyou,Iwasabletoenterthatminutehole.Youappearedthereforamoment andthenagaindisappeared.Iwasinthegreatlightwheretherewasneitherpulsationnorthevibration. Thisgreatenlightenmentwasquite,coolandstable.Thisgreatlightwasnothingelsebutthecompletejoy itself.IwasgettinginvolvedinthislightsomuchthatIwasfeelingthatIambecomingthatjoy.ThereI wasenjoyingmyfreedomanddevotionasIwishedwithoutconstraints.Irealizedthisjoyfulenlightenment wasRasovaiswahh.ThenIhearyourvoiceinthatconditiononlyThisisthe3/4thofnectare(amrut). ThisisBHUMA.Heisbeyondnature,thousand(sahastra)headed(shirsha)man(purush),theinfinitejoy, beyondthinkingandtheonlytruth.Heisbeyondthetruthandlie.Ayogishouldhavethisobjectiveof achievinghim.Thispowerisverylarge(mahavirat).Thispowerisgivingmotiontothecreationofthe nature,stabilizingitanddestructionintheAKSHAR,butitselfisawayfromanykindofmotionor pulsation.Afterreachingherethesouldoesntgetbacktothelifeanddeathcycleandachievessalvation (amarhona).Consumethisinfinitejoy.Thisisyourcountry(desh).Thisthousandheadedman(sahastra shirshapurush)isyourtruelifefriend(pransakha).IwasstillconsumingthatjoywhenIheardyourvoice

sayingGetdownnow,itstimetoserveme.DontknowwhichpoweryouusedthatIcameoutside. SayingthisSevavratijiagainstartedgettingintotheinternalworld(antarmukhhona).ButSwamijiscolded himandagainhecameintheoutsideworld.NearbyonlySreyanandSadhuwassitting.Crying,hesaidto SwamijiYoudidntgivemeanything.SwamijiansweredhimscoldingWhereisthefeelingofserving Sadguruinsideyou,thatIshouldgiveyouanything.Firstyoubecomeasuspicionlessservant(sevak)to Sadguru.Sadgurugiveseverythingtoacompletelydevotedservant(sevak).Sofirstbecomeaservant (sevak).