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THIS IS A COPY OF A LETTER THAT I SENT TO A PRIEST AT ONE OF OUR LOCAL CHURCHES Dear Father

I want to type up my story at least in some respects to give you a background from which to form opinions and judgments. Hopefully, you will be merciful and keep an open mind! My family and I had experienced harrassment for a number of years. I do not know if you are familiar with the term "electronic harrassment" which encompasses MANY different methods. As far as I know this type of harrassment has never been successfully prosecuted. I heard voices and conversations

which clearly do not fit the definition of schizophrenia. I have read a lot about this mental illness, and because of the possible existence of certain methods that can harm a person mentally, I never thought I was schizophrenic. Based on other experiences my family and I endured, I believe it is possible to cause a person to hear voices and conversations using electronic/technological means. After a number of years with this, I began to turn to cards for answers, having received none from what I considered a nightmare unrelenting situation. These cards had words and letters on them, and I began to devise methods which I thought were clever changing the methods often - to assure myself that any potential answers were not from me or any

other source but the Divine/Supernatural. I will include a hard copy of a journal with this document that I had copy written. This may give you an idea as to what the cards revealed. Anyway to preview this journal for you, I began to ask questions, asking God and praying for guidance. As I would shuffle the deck of cards, SPECIFICALLY ASKING THAT FOR EXAMPLE THE 2ND LETTER IN THE FIRST WORD AT THE TOP OF THE CARD SPELL OUT AN ANSWER, cards would pop out of the deck, sometimes with amazing rapidity, sometimes after a minute or two. In too many cases to be random or imagination, the 2nd letter of each words as I requested, would spell out specific answers.

I began to doubt, I began to be afraid and once I threw the cards out, believing that dark forces were behind this. However, the cards gave me virtually NO indication of darkness they had only been speaking of goodness, going to Mass, and believing in God. When I did throw the cards away, very shortly after, while they were still in the trash - I am trying to remember if I had to purchase a new deck, but I think they were still in my house - an Italian white pitcher began to shake and actually rotate in a way I had never seen. My mother (who has since died) and my sister remarked on the presence of a ghost. I immediately thought of my cards and the spirit with whom I had communication, who referred to himself as "Mike" - an actual person related to the same New England

Mafia family that had harrassed us for years, and still did at the time of these cards, and at the present time for me. (But of course I believe that there may be more groups than the Mob involved now) To get back on the subject - I retrieved the cards and went to get answers. IMMEDIATELY, in a way that was almost lightning quick and extremely surprising, the cards shot out of the deck as I shuffled - spelling out "I DO - I DO" As I continued to question, the cards answered "I am here. Talk. Talk. Do not leave" So I did and I never stopped until about 2007-2008, when I drifted away from all such methods and spirit communication - this saddened me quite a bit, for I loved this very much. As my parents both passed away, I received enormous comfort and support - I was never afraid or grief

stricken. I may otherwise have been if not for these communications. My mother and father as well came to me in this manner and in other ways. Here, Father, I will also include a hard copy document of these other experiences. I have put these on a page on the Internet to inspire others. Later on I began to get messages and signs that seemed to be more complicated and disturbing. I will put some of them on here for you. After my parents died, I began to attend Mass quite frequently - in fact, every weekday, but very rarely on the weekends. I loved this and I was extremely devoted to Mass and my prayer life. I became closer to God and Heaven than I had ever been, and I would actually weep tears of love and joy when I felt I was in the Presence of God and Blessed Mother.

I had always been a religious child, reading about angels and saints, and crying over the crucifixion. I had not been a particularly kind or good person especially as the years went by, but I nevertheless had a love of my religion and Heaven that was genuine. At first when I attended Mass, all was well. I had been sick for a number of years, and some of this could have been related to the harrassment we had experienced, which followed us at every building we lived. At some point, when I began to go to Mass, after days or weeks of absence due to distractions or sickness, I noticed a pattern - I am pretty good at noticing re-occurring events - and I try to be objective - Father Dan O'Connell of St. Joseph's Church is the pastor there, and was around this time.

When I walked in for Mass, and during Mass, the microphone/sound system would go haywire. Very strange noises, very loud problems and hissing and all kinds of interference. I also began to get physically sick and could not always remain in church. I attempted to ask Father Dan or one of the parishioners how things were in my absence. I know this sounds strange, but other signs and experiences and messages I were receiving at this time were leading me to certain conclusions. I needed to use cold hard logic or as much as I could manage to sort this out. The attendees could not give me a satisfactory answer - nor did Father Dan. But at one point it was revealed that yes, the mike and sound system had been fine until this day - when I walked in.

I have since questioned this, Father, trying to rule out other explanations. Could the same people or group that had used electronic means to invade our lives be doing this to the sound system, say, for example, from an outside van parked nearby? According to the FCC, who spoke with my sister, it was possible for a car to use certain devices to either overhear someone or interfere with equipment. I was trying to be logical about this, but even this sounded a bit bizarre and extreme. I had also had another amazing but disturbing experience - I heard voices in the wind. When there was a storm coming, I could hear comments and conversations in the howling and movement of the wind. Again, Father, I pose a question to you: do you think the same possible method that can enable people to use acoustics to harrass others can do this, again, in

an attempt to mislead or harrass? And then, why? Why go to all this trouble, which may be considerable? I wrote the conversations I had been hearing. When the voices were deep and powerful, the comments seemed to be of a Divine or angelic nature. The comments were about humanity and the world and power in general. When the quality of the voices was of a higher pitched nature, this seemed to be human beings, praying or asking God for help - either living or deceased. I had been seeing things in the corner of my eye - actual movement in my room and other areas - when I looked, there was no one. Lately there have been shadows passing over my bed very distinctly. When I requested signs in answer to

my questions, they would sometimes immediately materialize, in a way that was unmistakable. A song on the radio seconds or minutes after my request, butterfly or dolphin symbols in the middle of winter - where there had been virtually none before - after asking, I would go out shopping and dolphin or butterfly symbols, statues, hanging crystals, T-shirts would be in abundance, sometimes in the same store, which to me is remarkable. Before I had asked, none of these symbols were in evidence, and for this to be remarkable, for me, there had to be a great many such symbols in the same area. And there were. I had begun using my church missal for answers using a method known as bibliomancy from ancient times - the art of using a holy book to get revelation. Once, before I went to Mass in June or

July, I had opened the missal which I kept at home - for this specific purpose - and upon opening the book and looking quickly at the page, these phrases were given: Watch for the sign - the bird - when it comes. The phrases are disjointed because you are not supposed to stay with the same paragraph or page. You are supposed to use several pages randomly using the same manner. However, I am very casual about my method. I believe that I nonetheless receive accurate and often amazing answers. This one about the bird is proof of the unexpected. I had received this BEFORE ATTENDING MASS. When I went to Mass, a pigeon flew in and went to the altar and stayed on top of the Holy Spirit symbol above the tabernacle throughout the entire Mass. This had NEVER happened before nor at subsequent masses.

I remembered the message about the bird as a sign. I had not understood it and put it aside. But here was a pigeon coming into church and remaining in a most unusual way. People were expressing surprise at this. This to me indicated that BEFORE THE FACT there had been mention of such an occurrence, or at least a bird as a sign. Therefore, the messages I had been receiving were neither random nor imagination, despite my sometimes lax approach. Crows began to come into my life unexpectedly as well. I know that crows can very often be a symbol of darkness. In this case, I perceived them as messengers, neither good nor evil. Just to send warnings or to watch over someone.

Once, in a way that literally stopped my breathing for several seconds, I got an image in my mind's eye, which I had never had before - some say the images that come to you in this way are actually from the other world - the image was that of a large black creature with wings fully extended and filling my mind. IMMEDIATELY UPON THIS VISION AT MY GRANDMOTHER AND GRANDFATHER'S GRAVE, two or three crows came right over to the grave and perched on a nearby tree, cawing loudly. I had not seen crows there before, and not in this way. I stopped breathing for a few moments as though I had been hit by something. I was reluctant to leave my car, even though I felt very little fear at other times and in other strange situations. But I did. The crows watched us, my

two sisters and I, and then they left. Father, forgive me for this - please do not jump to conclusions, this is all I ask. I have had the feeling of a spirit coming into me when I was unable to breathe - when my breathing was slowing down and shallow in a way that seemed dangerous - this had happened many times over the years and when I asked for help, a spirit would enter - I could feel this - and immediately the air would come into my lungs without me having to take deep breaths. I cannot explain this, Father, except to tell you that all the air in the room seemed to be available to me and coming into my lungs at a pace that was helpful and quick, where before I could not get any air. I sometimes had a feeling of another being or body that was unseen sharing

my own body. For example - and this sounds strange, but please believe me, these sensations of course are clearly subjective - when I was lying down very still and my arms unmoving at my side, I would so clearly and amazingly feel a set of invisible arms inside my own rising and falling. I have never forgotten this feeling and I have had it since in other ways. I have prayed for the President of Iran when he had been at his most belligerent, threatening both the US and Israel. When I prayed specifically for him, that God - his Allah - would speak to him and encourage him to open his heart and mind and offer peace - Father, I am telling you the truth - and I have written this down as well - within a day or two the Iranian president would soften his rhetoric and twice he offered "surprising unexpected" peace gestures - again, these are words used by the news

media. China and North Korea had done the same once, when I prayed in a similar fashion, but of course, not asking that God speak with them directly, for they are atheists. I believe that President Mahmoud is a man that loves God and believes in Him. Yes, he is unstable and volatile, but he is influenced by the power of God and prayer as well. So this is hopeful. When North Korea was about to testlaunch a missile, I prayed to God again to abort the launch, cause malfunction. This test did fail and the missile malfunctioned. When the Hadron Collider on the Swiss border was about to be tested, in a way that I consider dangerous and careless, I prayed again to God to

stop this test and cause a malfunction of this collider. (If you do not know what this is, I will tell you - this collider is a huge instrument that affects atoms, protons, molecules, etc. and the team of scientists operating it are attempting to experiment with the origins and particles of the Universe) The Hadron collider did indeed malfunction shortly after this prayer and allegedly has not been tested since, but I often wonder. I believe that this collider may interfere with the workings of the Universe in such a way as to cause catastrophe, Father, this is why I have often prayed about this. When it malfunctioned, I knew that God considers it a threat as well. I hesitate to sum up what all of this means, but I know I have forces and a

Presence in my life, both light and dark. I have much more written down, and when I can decipher my "chicken scratches" I will be happy to sort it all out and pass it on to you. Thank you for reading this, I know this is a busy time for you. Hopefully by the beginning of the year, we can get together and discuss this. Or you can email me if you would like. Many blessings to you, and may you enjoy a wonderful holiday. If these documents reach you after the holidays, then I hope you have enjoyed them, and welcome to the New Year. May it be a glorious one for us all. Peace, Angela

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