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Sep 23, 2016

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Benji takes us on a journey of the Mormon Matrix and tackles the ever-growing accounts of suicide ravaging the LGBT Mormon youth. Featuring conversations with a mother and a father of gay teens and mixed with badass music.

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Sep 23, 2016

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Ep 306 – Conversations with My Past, Present, and Future Gay Self: The Mormon Matrix

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