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S¢ll j¡ Apq¡u a¡L¡u j¡l ¢c−Lz
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f¡−ul L¡−R ¢py¢s−a f¡ R¢s−u h−p j¡b¡l Jf−l Qœ²¡L¡−l O¤¢ZÑ ®M−a b¡L¡
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L−l Sm Tl¡l ja BL¡n ®b−L AåL¡l T−l Bj¡−cl T¡yV ®cJu¡ −j−V
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X¡e¡l ja T¢V−a HL AåL¡l E−s H−p j¤M¢V ®Y−L ¢c−u−Rz

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qm M¤hz ®L¡e j¡−p a¡l S¾j, ®L¡e a¡¢l−M a¡ S¡e−a ®p h¡h¡−L dlmz h¡h¡ J−L
BS h−me ®a¡ L¡m h−me, Cu¡p¢jeJ T¤−m lCmz j¡p c¤−uL J−L T¤¢m−u l¡M¡l
fl h¡h¡ HL¢ce h−m ¢c−me euC ®p−ÃVðlz hÉp,−p−ÃVð−ll eu a¡¢lM Bp¡l
B−NC Cu¡p¢je h¡h¡l L¡−R HLV¡ mð¡ ¢m¢ØV f¡¢W−u ¢cm, ¢aelLj gm Bl
c¤lLj ¢j¢ø, p−‰ Q¡e¡Q¤l Bl ¢hú¤Vz CnL¤−ml ®j−u−cl fСu ph¡C−L Jl ®ej¿¹æ
Ll¡ q−u ®N−Rz ¢m¢ø ®f−u h¡h¡ hm−me, S¾j¢ce Bh¡l ¢L? HCph S¾j¢ce
V¾j¢ce Ll−a qCh e¡z −mM¡fs¡ LCl¡ j¡e¤o qJz Bj¡l h¡¢s−a ®ke ®L¡eJlLj
Evp−hl B−u¡Se e¡ quz j¡ Bhc¡−ll T¤¢s Ef¤s L−le h¡h¡l p¡j−e, ¢eiª−az
S¾j¢ce Ll−a Q¡Ca¡−R, Ll¦L e¡! ®j−ul¡ qCm mrÈ£, J−c−l j¡C−ll Jfl l¡M¡
¢WL e¡z nM hCm¡ J−clJ ¢LR¤ B−Rz Bhc¡l Ll−R, Bhc¡lV¡ l¡−Mez j¡
A−eL¢ce ®b−LC h¡h¡−L Bf¢e hm−a öl¦ L−l−Re, a¤¢j ®b−L Bf¢e−a e¡j¡l h¡
JW¡l Ha ®h¢n L¡lZ ®k j¡l HC Bf¢e p−ð¡de ö−e h¡h¡ ®kje Qj−L J−We e¡,
Bjl¡J e¡z a−h a¤¢j h¡ Bf¢e−a, mO¤ h¡ …l¦ ü−l, ®Ly−c h¡ ®q−p ®k Bhc¡lC
Ll¦e e¡ ®Le j¡, j¡l Bhc¡−ll j§mÉ h¡h¡l L¡−R ®k HLl¢š ®eC, H h¡h¡ ®kje
S¡−ee, j¡J S¡−eez
BS¡Cl¡ g¤¢aÑ g¡aÑ¡ h¡c ®cJz −j−u e¡−Q, p¡−b ®c¢M j¡J e¡−Qz kšph
h¡¾c−ll e¡Qz
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lp¤e−am ¢c−u j¡¢mn Ll−a Ll−a Bhc¡l L−l k¡ez ®j−ul¡ a ¢hu¡ ¢c−mC f−ll
h¡¢s−a QCm¡ k¡Chz ®j−u−cl p¡d Bqm¡c k¡ B−R a¡ ®a¡ h¡−fl h¡¢s−aC f§lZ
Ll−a quz lp¤e ®am h¡h¡l aÅL elj Ll−mJ je elj L−l e¡z Cu¡p¢je je
M¡l¡f L−l h−p¢Rm, S¾j¢c−el −L¡eJ Evph −no Ah¢c q−µR e¡z ¢L¿º h¡¢sl
ph¡C−L Ah¡L L−l ¢c−u ®p¢ce c¤f¤−l h¡h¡ M¡h¡l f¡¢W−u ¢c−me Cu¡p¢j−el ¢m¢ØV
jaz f¤m−L e¡−Q ®j−uz ¢f¢l−Q M¡h¡l p¡¢S−u ®p−S…−S L¡−m¡ gV−Ll ¢c−L ®Q¡M
®g−m A¢a¢b−cl A−fr¡u p¡l¡ ¢h−Lm h−p b¡−Lz L¡lJ ®cM¡ e¡ ®f−u ANaÉ¡ ®no
¢h−L−m ®N¡õ¡R¤V ®Mm¡l p‰£ f¡s¡l ¢aeSe ®j−u j¡−W ®Mm−a H−m J−cl O−l
®X−L S¾j¢c−el M¡h¡l ®M−a ®cu Cu¡p¢jez
p−åu h¡¢s ¢g−l lLj¡¢l M¡h¡l ®c−M −R¡Vc¡ Ah¡L,¢L ®l ¢L−ul Evph
BS−L?
Cu¡p¢je m¡S¤L ®q−p hmm Bj¡l S¾j¢cez
®LX¡ LC−R HC a¡¢l−M al S¾j qC¢Rm?
h¡h¡ LC−Rz h¡h¡ LJu¡l fl Bl L¡lJ j¤−M V¤y në j¡e¡u e¡z L¡lZ h¡h¡ k¡
Le, h¡¢sl ph¡C S¡¢e ®k a¡ M¡y¢V,L¡lZ h¡h¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n ‘¡e h¤¢Ü L¡lJ ®eCz
q h¤T¢R, HLV¡ S¾j¢c−el clL¡l, a¡C a¤C Q¡C¢m HLV¡ S¾j¢ce, Bl h¡h¡J
h¡e¡Cu¡ LCu¡ ¢cmz
−R¡Vc¡l ØfdÑ¡ ®c−M Cu¡p¢je b q−u −Nmz

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 −p¢ceJ k¡l i¡−N Cu¡p¢j−el S¾j¢c−el ®L¡eJ ®L−Ll V¤L−l¡ f−s¢e, ®p
j¡z j¡ −pC ®k c¤f¤−ll fl h¡¢s ®b−L ®h¢l−u¢R−me, ¢gl−me p−åuz q¡−a h¡c¡¢j
l−Pl HL¢V L¡N−Sl ®j¡sL, −ia−l Cu¡p¢j−el SeÉ m¡m HL¢V S¡j¡l L¡fsz j¡
¢e−SC HC L¡fs ¢c−u L¤¢QAm¡ HL¢V éL h¡¢e−u ®c−he Jl SeÉz q¡−a V¡L¡ ¢Rm
e¡ h−m q¡−njj¡j¡l L¡R ®b−L V¡L¡ d¡l L−l ¢e−S −N±lq¢l hÙ»¡m−u ¢N−u ¢ae
N−Sl HC L¡fs¢V ¢L−e−Rez
B¢j q¡u q¡u L−l E¢W,¢L¿º BS−L a Jl S¾j¢ce e¡!
−LX¡ LC−R S¾j¢ce e¡?
®R¡Vc¡ LC−Rz
¢L qCm a¡−a! j¡ dj−L J−Wez e¡ ®q¡L S¾j¢cez HLV¤ B−j¡c Ll−a Q¡C−R
®j−uV¡, Ll¦Lz
Dc Evph R¡s¡ ®L¡eJ S¡j¡ Bj¡−cl ®S¡−V e¡z hR−l h¡h¡ HLh¡lC
Bj¡−cl S¡j¡ ®ce, ®p ®R¡V D−cz f−ll hRl ®R¡V Dc Bp¡l B−NC Bj¡−cl
S¡j¡ qu ¢R−ys k¡u eu ®R¡V q−u k¡uz h¡h¡l L¡−R ea¤e S¡j¡l Bhc¡l Ll−m h¡h¡
c¡ya ¢My¢Q−u h−m ®ce,S¡j¡ c¤CV¡ B−R e¡? HLV¡ fl¢h,jum¡ qC−m dCu¡ ¢cu¡
B−lLV¡ fl¢hz c¤CV¡l ®h¢n S¡j¡ b¡L¡l ®L¡eJ clL¡l e¡Cz j¡ Bj¡−cl ®Rys¡
Bl ®R¡V q−u Bp¡ S¡j¡ n¡¢sl f¡s h¡ h¡s¢a ®L¡eJ V¤L−l¡ L¡fs m¡¢N−u hs
L−l ®ce, ®Rys¡ Awn ®pm¡C L−l ®cez CnL¤−ml ®j−u−cl O−l fl¡l Bl h¡C−l
fl¡l c¤lL−jl S¡j¡ b¡−Lz −L¡eJ¢ce ®L¡eJ D−cl S¡j¡−L h¡C−l fl¡l S¡j¡
¢q−p−h ®l−M O−l fl¡l S¡j¡ Q¡C−m h¡h¡ h−me,h¡C−l al k¡C−a qCh ®Le? O−ll
h¡C−l k¢c ®L¡b¡J k¡p, ®pCX¡ qCm CnL¤mz CnL¤−ml SeÉ CnL¤−ml CE¢egjÑ
B−Rz CnL¤−m p¡wúª¢aL Ae¤ù¡e h¡ he−i¡S−el B−u¡Se q−m ®j−u−cl ü¡d£ea¡
®cJu¡ qu CE¢eg−jÑl h¡C−l AeÉ S¡j¡ f−l k¡Ju¡lz −j−ul¡ e¡e¡e lLj S¡j¡
f−l ®pph Ae¤ù¡−e k¡u, Bl B¢j fТa¢V Ae¤ù¡−e HL¢V S¡j¡C f−l k¡C h−m
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m¤¢L−u ®l−M¢Rm¡j ¢e−S−Lz CnL¤−ml CE¢egjÑ h¡¢e−u ¢c−a h¡h¡ ®L¡eJ¢ce e¡
L−le¢ez ¢e−S ¢a¢e Bj¡−cl p−‰ ¢e−u ®N±lq¢l hÙ»¡mu ®b−L L¡fs ¢L−e N¡¢‰e¡l
f¡−sl cl¢Sl ®c¡L¡−e k¡e, cl¢S kMe N¡−ul j¡f l¡−M, cl¢S−L h¡lh¡l h−m
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h−me, HC ®j−u−cl f¡−u S¤a¡ −ce ®a¡z HLV¤ hs ®cCM¡ ¢c−he, ®ke A−eL ¢ce
k¡uz j¡−fl ®Q−u hs S¡j¡ S¤−a¡ f−lJ ®cMa¡j, Bj¡−cl S¡j¡ S¤−a¡ ®R¡V q−u
k¡u â¦az j¡ h−me, S¡j¡ S¤a¡ ®R¡V qu e¡, al¡ hs qpz Bjl¡ N¡−u hs q−a
b¡¢L h−m, Bj¡l iu qu, h¡h¡ l¡N Ll−Rez Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u fs¡l pju c¡c¡
j¡−p¡q¡l¡l V¡L¡ h¡y¢Q−u Bj¡−L Bl Cu¡p¢je−L c¤−V¡ ¢p−ól S¡j¡ ¢L−e
¢c−u¢R−mez g¤Vf¡a ®b−L ®Le¡ ¢h−c¢n f¤−l¡−e¡ S¡j¡, pÙ¹¡l j¡m, m¡¢äl j¡mz J
®f−uC M¤¢nl −no ¢Rm e¡z
j¡l ¢L−e Be¡ m¡m L¡fs¢V N¡−u S¢s−u Cu¡p¢je jq¡ Bqm¡−c h¡¢sju
m¡g¡¢µRm kMe, AåL¡l h¡l¡¾c¡u Q¤m M¤−m h−p O−ll E‹Æm B−m¡u m¡m V¤LV¤−L
Cu¡p¢je−L hs p¤¾cl m¡N−R, ®cM¢R−me j¡z
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L¤¢jõ¡ ®b−L hc¢m q−u juje¢pw−ql ea¤e CnL¤−m i¢aÑ q−u −k¢ce fÐbj Hm
J LÓ¡p Ll−a, ®p¢ceC Jl p−‰ Bj¡l Lb¡ qm, ®Q¡−M ®Q¡−Mz Jl fСu h¤−S b¡L¡
®Q¡M c¤−V¡ HLC p−‰ Ha Lb¡ hmm ®pC fÐbj ¢ceC, fÐbj ¢ce J AhnÉ Jl
j¡j¡−a¡ e¡¢L L¡L¡−a¡ e¡¢L g¤f¡−a¡ ®h¡e p£j¡ ®cJu¡−el N¡ ®Oy−p ¢Rm, ¢àa£u
¢ceJ a¡C, Bj¡l ®h−’ hpm aªa£u ¢ce Bl J¢c−el fl A¡j¡l −h’ R¡s¡ L¡lJ
®h−’ J h−p¢ez Q¾ce¡l N¡−ul lw e¡-®mM¡ L¡N−Sl ja n¡c¡, e¡L −ke C−V
®ba−m ®cJu¡ q−u−R Hje, B−dL ®Q¡M Bs¡m Ll¡ ®Q¡−Ml f¡a¡u, h¡¢L B−d−Ll
c¤É¢a Bj¡lC Am−rÉ Bj¡l q©cu B−m¡¢La L−lz Jl ¢he¤¢e¢hq£e c£Om Oe Q¤m
håe j¤š² q−mC ¢f−W hoÑ¡l S−ml ja Ef−Q f−s Bl Bnl£l ¢i−S ®N¡f−e
®N¡f−e ¢pÀ‡ q−a b¡¢L B¢jz ¢cml¦h¡ Q−m k¡Ju¡l fl ®b−L Bj¡l f¡−nl
S¡uN¡¢V L¡lJ SeÉ ¢e¢cÑø ¢Rm e¡, Bj¡l h¤−T JW¡l B−NC Q¾ce¡ Bj¡l f¡−n
¢e¢cÑø q−u ®Nmz fТa¢ce Q¾ce¡l në Nå hZÑ Bl fТa¢ceC ¢cml¦h¡l e¡ b¡L¡
c¤−V¡C Bj¡l f¡−n h−p b¡−L Bj¡lC R¡u¡l jaz −Lhm Q¾ce¡C aMe LÓ¡−p ea¤e
i¢aÑ qJu¡ ®j−u ¢Rm e¡, ¢hcÉ¡ju£ ®b−L c−m c−m ®j−u Bp−R, Bj¡l ®pC
k¤Üw−c¢q hå¤l¡Cz ¢L¿º −LE Bj¡l Lf¡−ml Q¾ce-¢am−L HL¢am L¡¢m ®R¡yu¡−a
f¡−l¢ez HL¢V al‰J a¤m−a f¡−l¢e −pC Q¾ce-p¤h¡−p, ®kM¡−e Aq¢eÑ¢n Bj¡l
BL˜ AhN¡qez
nq−ll HL −L¡−Z ¢eSÑe Hm¡L¡u Bh¡¢pL BcnÑ h¡¢mL¡ ¢hcÉ¡uae c¡y¢s−u
B−R h−V, …¢VLu q¡−a ®N¡e¡ ®j−u B−R h−V HM¡−e, ¢L¿º ®j¢VÊ−L ¢hcÉ¡ju£l
®j−u−cl ®Q−u i¡m gm L−l−R HC CnL¤−ml ®j−ul¡, ®Lhm a¡C eu N−s fÐbj
¢hi¡N ®h¢n S¤−V−R AeÉ ®k ®L¡eJ ®j−u−cl CnL¤−ml ®Q−u HC CnL¤−m, a¡C O¡s
d−l Bj¡l h¡h¡ ®kje −W−m ¢c−u¢R−me kMe B¢j pçj ®nÐZ£−a p−h f¡ ¢c−u¢R,
AeÉ−cl h¡h¡J pçj Aø−j k¢c pñh e¡ q−u−R, ehj cn−j fs¡ LeÉ¡−cl HLC
lLj L−l HC CnL¤−m ®W−m−Rez ¢eSÑea¡ HC CnL¤−ml A−eLV¡C aMe ®L−V−Rz
ph−Q−u hs ®nÐZ£l R¡œ£ h−m aMe ¢hoj HL Be¾c quz hC M¡a¡l jm¡−Vl Jfl
®j¡V¡ Lm−j ¢e−Sl e¡j ka e¡ hs L−l ¢m¢M, a¡l ®Q−u hs L−l ¢m¢M cnj ®nÐZ£z
Q¾ce¡l Eam q¡Ju¡u Es¢R kMe, p¡j−e ¢hLV c‹¡−ml ja l¡j c¡ q¡−a
®j¢VÊL fl£r¡, −Q±L¡W ®f¢l−u fСu A¾cljq−m Y¤L−R Hje, h¡¢s−a h¡h¡ j¤ýjѤý
Ef−cn hoÑZ Ll−Re ®ke j¤MÙÛ −W¡yVÙÛ Hhw A¿¹xÙÛ L−l ®g¢m phL¢V hCHl phL¢V
fªù¡l phL¢V Arlz L¡−m¡ L¡−m¡ Arl R¡s¡ Bj¡l SNa S¤−s Bl ¢LR¤ ®ke e¡

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b¡−Lz h¡h¡l Ef−cn f¡me Ll¡l C−µR h¡h¡ h¡¢s ®b−L ®h−l¡−m h¡ ay¡l e¡L X¡L¡l
në öe−mC E−h k¡u Bj¡lz CnL¤−m k¡h¡l f−b HL LÓ¡p Jf−l fs¡ HXJu¡XÑ
CnL¤−ml ®R−m…−m¡ C¢Ù» Ll¡ S¡j¡ N¡−u, −Q¡−Ml ®L¡−Z −W¡y−Vl ®L¡−Z ¢j¢ø q¡¢p
¢e−u ¢œi‰ c¡y¢s−u b¡−L, ®c−M p¡l¡¢ce Bj¡l j−e m¡m e£m ph¤S qm¤c ka lLj
lw B−R SN−a, ®m−N b¡−Lz CnL¤−m −fy±−R fs¡−mM¡l −Q−u ®h¢n ®py−V b¡¢L
e¡VLOl ®me ®b−L −qy−V Bp¡ j¡qh¤h¡l L¡−R Mhl ¢e−a ®R−m…−m¡l e¡j, ®L ®L¡e
f¡s¡u b¡−L, L¡l j−e L£ ®M−m Hphz j¡qh¤h¡ a¡l i¡C−cl L¡R ®b−L ®k abÉ f¡u
a¡C f¡Q¡l L−l, ®k abÉ f¡u¢e a¡J Ae¤j¡e L−l h−mz Q¾ce¡ j¤−W¡ M¤m−aC Bo¡−t
hª¢øl ja T−l −fÐ−jl ¢Q¢W, ¢c−e J Q¡l fy¡Q−V L−l ¢Q¢W ®f−a öl¦ L−l−Rz f¡−h e¡
®Le! f¢™af¡s¡l BW¡−l¡ ®b−L BW¡n hRl hu−pl ®R−ml¡ A¢eâ¡ ®l¡−N i¤N−R
J−L ®c−M Ah¢cz LÓ¡−pl ph−Q−u p¤¾cl£ ®j−u jja¡ h¡e¤−L ¢e−u fТa¢ce …”e,
h¡Oj¡l¡ ®j¢X−Lm L−mS R¡œ¡h¡−pl Cj¢au¡S algc¡l e¡¢L jja¡l ®fÐ−jl S−m
X¤−h BaÈqaÉ¡ Ll−a h−p¢Rmz L¡lJ p¡−a ®eC f¡y−Q ®eC e¡L EyQ¤ h¤L EyQ¤ i¡m
R¡œ£ Bpj¡ Bq−j−clJ ¢Sm¡ CnL¤−ml ®L¡eJ HL i¡m R¡œl p−‰ e¡¢L ®L¡b¡u
cª¢ø ¢h¢eju q−u−Rz p¡l¡l ¢c−L CnL¤m −Oyp¡ h¡¢sl ®R−m S¡q¡‰£l q¡y L−l a¡¢L−u
b¡−L, p¡l¡l e¡¢L ®R−m¢V−L j¾c m¡−N e¡z f¢fl p−‰ e¡¢cl¡ LÓ¡−pl g¡y−L
¢gp¢gp Lb¡ h−m, Bnl¡g¤e−æp¡ e¡−jl −W¡yVL¡V¡ ®j−u a¡C ®c−M Ae¤j¡e L−l
f¢fl i¡C h¡¢Ll ®fÐ−j f−s−R e¡¢cl¡z ¢nrL ¢n¢rL¡ −L L¡l O−l Ey¢L ¢c−me,
L¡l Lb¡u ®L −q−p N¢s−u fs−me, L¡l ®Q¡−Ml a¡l¡u L¡l SeÉ L£ ¢Rm--V¤L−l¡
V¤L−l¡ NÒf h¡a¡−pl f¡M¡ ®j−m Bj¡−cl L¡−eJ ®f±y−R¡uz Q¾ce¡ Hph E−s¡ Mhl
¢e−u j¡−a, B¢jJz J Bh¡l ¢e−Sl c¤-HL¢V M¤Q−l¡ ®fÐj ¢e−uJ b¡−L ®j−az LÓ¡−p
h−pC f¡a¡l fl f¡a¡ ®fÊ−jl fcÉ ¢m−M ®g−m qua L¡lJ Ec¡p c¤−Q¡−Ml Lb¡ j−e
L−l, ®p¢ce pL¡−mC ®cM¡ L¡lJ ®Q¡Mz l¡Ù¹¡u ®cM¡ m¤vgl e¡−jl Qnj¡ ®Q¡−Ml
®R−m¢Vl SeÉ Bj¡lJ ®Lje ®Lje ®ke m¡−Nz CnL¤−m ®k−a Bp−a R¤y−s ®cu¡ Jl
c¤−V¡ ¢ae−V ¢QlL¤V ®f−u l¡−al O¤j E−h k¡uz ®Q¡M ®k j−el Lb¡ h−m C¢a m¤vgl
®mM¡ HL¢V ¢QlL¤V Bj¡l fc¡bÑ¢h‘¡e hCHl ®ial ®b−L fs¢h fs j¡¢ml O¡−s
e¡ q−u h¡h¡l f¡−ul L¡−R E−s ¢N−u ®k¢ce fsm, h¡h¡ fl¢ce ®b−L Bj¡l CnL¤m
k¡a¡u¡−a f¡q¡l¡ hp¡−me, hsc¡c¡l c¡¢uaÅ fsm Bj¡−L pL¡m ®hm¡u CnL¤−m
¢c−u k¡Ju¡l Bl R¤¢Vl fl h¡¢s ®gla ¢e−u k¡Ju¡lz R¤¢V q−m CnL¤−ml ®N−Vl
L¡R ®b−L ®j−ul¡ ¢l„¡ ¢e−u h¡¢s Q−m k¡u, ®LE k¡u ®qy−V, c¤HLSe−L ®eh¡l SeÉ
¢fWL¤y−S¡ g„Ju¡Ne N¡¢s B−p, ph Q−m ®N−m Hje¢L jja¡ h¡e¤J(J−L ¢c−a
Hhw ¢e−a ¢QlL¡mC Jl lZl¢‰Z£ j¡ B−pe), Bj¡l c¡y¢s−u b¡L−a qu karZ e¡
mð¡ n¡c¡ c¡¢s j¤−M ph¤S m¤¢‰ f−l L¡−m¡ l¡h¡−ll S¤−a¡ f¡−u h¤−s¡ c¡c¡ Ecu
q−µRez CnL¤m R¤¢Vl fl ®N−Vl L¡−R Ji¡−h HL¡ c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡J An¡¢¿¹l, Bl k¢c
hsc¡c¡ B−Ni¡−NC Ef¢ÙÛa qe a−h ph¡l ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e ay¡l p−‰ ¢l„¡u EW−a
¢N−uJ Bj¡l Aü¢Ù¹l ®no b¡−L e¡ L¡lZ aMe B¢j ¢e¢ÕQa hsc¡c¡l j¡b¡l V¤¢f
j¤−Ml c¡¢s l¡h¡−ll S¤−a¡ fl−el m¤¢‰l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u pL−mC ®W¡yV ¢V−f q¡p−R
Bl j−e j−e Ae¤j¡e Ll−R La hs ®Ny−u¡ i¤−al hw−nl ®j−u B¢jz Bj¡l p¡dÉ
h¡ p¡qp ®L¡eJV¡C ®eC ¢j−bÉQ¡l Ll¡l ®k c¡¢sAm¡ ®m¡L¢V Bc−fC Bj¡l ®LE
qu e¡z ¢a¢e ®k hsC ¢eLV¡aÈ£u, ®p Lb¡J j¤M g¤−V L¡E−L hm¡ qu e¡z A−eL¢ce
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®ra ®N¡u¡m il¡ Nl¦ Bl ®N¡m¡ il¡ d¡−el V¡−e, Bfe L¤y−sO−l, j¡c¡¢leNl NË¡−j
®gl¡l pju qu h−mJz NË¡j ®R−s nq−l c£OÑ¢ce L¡V¡−m hsc¡c¡l j¡b¡u ®N¡mj¡m
öl¦ quz fТa¢ceC a¡yl S¡ue¡j¡S q¡−a ¢e−u L¡E−L e¡ L¡E−L ¢S−‘p Ll−aC
qu f¢ÕQj ®L¡e ¢c−Lz Bj¡−L kah¡lC ¢a¢e ¢S−‘p L−l−Re B¢j Ešl c¢rZ f§hÑ
ph ¢cL−LC f¢ÕQj h−m ®c¢M−u ¢c−u¢R ®Lhm f¢ÕQj ¢cL R¡s¡ Bl ¢a¢e ¢c¢hÉ
S¡ue¡j¡S ®f−a ®p¢c−L ¢g−lC c¤ q¡−al c¤ h¤−s¡ BP¤−m c¤ L¡−el c ¤m¢a R¤y−u
Bõ¡ý BLhl h−m e¡j¡S öl¦ L−l−Rez
hsc¡c¡ p−‰ b¡L−m a¡yl Bf¡cjÙ¹−Ll m‹¡u Bj¡−L O¡s e¤−u h−p b¡L−a
qa, ®pC O¡s −p¡S¡ Ll¡l p¤−k¡N qm, ¢l„¡u h−p l¡Ù¹¡u c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡ ®R−m−cl
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b¡−L, j−e q−a b¡−L h¡¢s ¢g−l e¡c¤pe¤c¤p Bj¡l Lb¡ i¡h−R, fl¢ce pL¡m
cnV¡u CnL¤−m k¡h¡l f−b Bj¡−L HL fmL ®cM−h h−m l¡Ù¹¡u c¡y¢s−u b¡L−h ®pz
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HC S£he¢VC hÉbÑz Hph HL fm−Ll ®fÐj ®b−L, ®k…−m¡−L j−e qa e¡ q−m
¢eOÑ¡a j¡l¡ fsh, HL¢ce qW¡vC je AeÉ¢c−L ®g−l, ®p m¡C−hТll hC−uz ka hC
B−R a¡−L, ¢e−j−o f−s ®gm¡l BL¤ma¡ q¡yj¤−M¡ q¡P−ll ja H−N¡uz e¡N¡−ml
hC…−m¡ fs¡ q−u ®N−m e¡N¡−ml h¡C−ll hC f¡−ul BP¤−m il L−l c¡y¢s−u h¡ jC
®h−u E−W Jf−ll a¡L ®b−L ®f−s H−e B¢j Bl Q¾ce¡ ®N¡NË¡−p f¢s; h¡¢s−a
f¡WÉ hC−ul a−m, h¡¢m−nl a−m, ®a¡n−Ll a−m ®pph hC AbQ fl£r¡ p¡j−ez
Nªq¢nrL n¡jp¤m ýc¡ fc¡bÑ¢h‘¡e lp¡ue¢h‘¡e S£h¢h‘¡e Aˆ¢h‘¡e CaÉ¡¢c p¡a
lLj ¢h‘¡e kMe fs¡e, fСu ¢h−L−mC ay¡l Qs b¡fs M¡Ju¡ Bj¡l ¯e¢j¢šL q−u
J−Wz a¡ ®q¡L, n¡jp¤m ýc¡ Bj¡−L ¢h‘¡e-‘¡e ¢halZ L−l Q¡ ¢hú¤V ®M−u h¡¢s
®b−L ®h−l¡−aC Bh¡l ®pC −a¡n−Ll h¡¢m−nl a−ml Af¡−WÉ T¤y−L f¢sz Bj¡l
®Q−u Q¡l L¡¢W H¢N−u b¡−L Q¾ce¡z hC B¢j c¤¢V ®no Ll−m J L−l p¡a¢Vz Jl
p−‰ hCfs¡-®c±−s B¢j hl¡hlC ®fR−ez hC−f¡L¡ jja¡J Q¾ce¡l p−‰ ®f−s
EWa e¡, Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡pz m¡C−hТll hC…−m¡−L CnL¤−ml ®j−ul¡ h−m BEVhCz
BEVhC në¢Vl j¡−e ¢L, HLh¡l S¡e−a ®Q−u¢Rm¡j, Ešl ¢Rm ¢p−mh¡−pl h¡C−l
®k hC, ®p hC BEVhCz BEVhC fs¡ ®j−u−cl n¡¿¹¢nø ®mS¢h¢nø i¡m R¡œ£l¡ M¤h
i¡m ®Q¡−M ®c−M e¡z BEVhC k¡l¡ f−s, a¡l¡ LÓ¡−pl fs¡u je ®cu e¡, je a¡−cl
b¡−L Es¤ Es¤, ®j¡Ÿ¡ Lb¡ a¡l¡ ®j−u i¡m eu, fl£r¡u ®N¡õ¡ S¡a£u ¢S¢ep f¡u,
HlLj HL¢V d¡lZ¡C Q¡m¤ CnL¤−mz HC d¡lZ¡¢V ®Le, a¡ Bj¡l ®h¡T¡ qu e¡z B¢j
BEVhC f−sJ fl£r¡u i¡m gm Ll−a f¡¢l, a¡ fÐj¡Z Ll¡l flJ d¡lZ¡¢V ®O¡−Q
e¡z JC fs¡l ®en¡−a AeÉlLj HL¢V SNa °a¢l qu Bj¡l Bl Q¾ce¡lz ¢nrL
¢n¢rL¡l h¡ LÓ¡−pl ®j−u−cl hÉ¢š²Na ®L¡eJ ®fÐj ¢hl−ql Mhl h¡a¡−pl p−‰ h¡
h¡a¡−pl B−N Bj¡−cl L¡−e B−p e¡, j¡Tf−b ®L¡b¡J bj−L b¡−Lz Bj¡−cl
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¢hjm¡l ¢àd¡uz
h¡a¡p ®k phpju i¡¢l q−uC b¡−L a¡ eu, j¡−T j−dÉ Ajm q¡¢p−a Bh¡l
Aj¢me q−u J−W, Bh¡l g¤lg¤−lz Bj¡−cl m¡C−hТlu¡e p¡Cc¤‹¡j¡−el ®W¡y−V ®aje
HL¢V Ajm q¡¢p ®M−m fСuCz j¡−T j¡−T Bj¡−cl Cpm¡¢ju¡a fs¡e ¢a¢e, HC
HL¢V ¢ho−ul SeÉ CnL¤−m ®L¡eJ ¢nrL −eC, ®k ¢nr−Ll kMeC Ahpl b¡−L,
Cpm¡¢ju¡a fs¡−a LÓ¡−p B−pez Cpm¡¢ju¡a LÓ¡−p p¡Cc¤‹¡j¡−el q¡¢p ¢eM¡c
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¢WLW¡L ¢m−M ¢c−a f¡l−m h¡ Bpj¡¢e ¢La¡−hl Q¡l−V e¡j hm−a f¡l−mC c−n
cnz fc¡bÑ¢h‘¡e h¡ lp¡u−e eðl k¢c Lj f¡Ju¡ k¡u, fÐbj ¢hi¡−N f¡n Ll¡l
ilp¡ qm Cpm¡¢ju¡a, M¡V¡M¡V¢e R¡s¡C eðlz LÓ¡−pl j¤pmj¡e ®j−u−cl SeÉ
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b¡−L Cpm¡¢ju¡a LÓ¡−p, N−Òfl hC−u X¤−h, eua L¢ha¡uz B¢j Jl f¡−n h−p e¡
¢c−a f¡¢l je Cpm¡¢ju¡−a, e¡ f¡¢l p¡Cc¤‹¡j¡−el e¡−Ll XN¡u e£q¡ll”e …ç
M¤m−az Aaxfl By¢Lh¤¢L Ll, Rs¡ ®mMz
p¡Cc¤‹¡j¡e L¡j¡e c¡N¡e,
d−jÑl −O¡s¡ ú−å Q¡f¡e
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L¡¢n ®a¡ B−RC, Bh¡l q¡yf¡e
j¡b¡u HL¢V V¤¢fJ m¡N¡e
−L¡l¡e q¡¢cp j¡−ee e¡¢L j¡e¡l i¡e?
p¡Cc¤‹¡j¡e−L a¤−m¡d¤−e¡ L−l Bj¡lC f−l c¤xM ®m−N−R, l£¢aja n¡VÑfÉ¡¾V
fl¡ iâ−m¡L, ®L¡eJ V¤¢f a¡l Q¡y¢c ØfnÑ L−l¢e, a¡y−L ®Le HC ®qeÙÛ¡! Bp−m H
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L¤s¡Cu¡, j¤M O¤l¡Cu¡
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LfV c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m Q¾ce¡ ®no L−l, −k−a ®k−a ®Nm g¤l¡Cu¡z

Bh¡¢pL BcnÑ h¡¢mL¡ ¢hcÉ¡ua−el ¢nrLj™m£ ®k −R¡VM¡V hÉ¡f¡l eu a¡

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Bh¡¢pLa¡z fСu LÉ¡−XV L−m−Sl ja L−l HC CnL¤m¢Vl BNf¡Ù¹m¡ Ns¡l üfÀ
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Q¤eL¡j L−l l¡−hu¡ ®j−j¡¢lu¡m e¡j a¤−m ¢c−u Bh¡¢pL BcnÑ h¡¢mL¡ ¢hcÉ¡uae
h¢p−u H¢V Q¡m¤ Ll¡ qm,JC HLC eLn¡u hm¡ k¡u, Bh¡¢p−Ll eLn¡, ¢L¿º
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O¤¢j−u üfÀ ®c−M¡ ®L¡eJ HL e¡u−Ll p−‰ ¢TL¢jL ®SÉ¡vpÀ¡u ¢Tm¢jm Ll¡ ¢T−ml
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B−lL q¡a i¡−a, i¡−al q¡a AQm q−a b¡−L, ¢Qœ¡m£l q¡a pQmz ¢Qœ¡m£ Bj¡l
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f¡W−Ll f¡a¡u Bj¡l HL¢V ®mM¡ R¡f¡ qJu¡l flz Hj¢e HL¢V ®mM¡ f¡¢W−u
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a¡ ®p¡S¡ JC jum¡l h¡−„C k¡−hz ®R¡Vc¡ k¢cJ T¡sh¡¢a HL g¤vL¡−l ¢e¢h−u
Bj¡l Bn¡l O−l qa¡n¡l hÙ¹¡ hÙ¹¡ h¡m¤ −Y−m ¢c−u−Re, ah¤ B¢j ®N¡f−e ®mM¡¢V
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°Q f−s ®Nm, ¢qf ¢qf ýl−ll ®a¡−s i¡p−a b¡¢Lz Bj¡l e¡jM¡¢e f¢œL¡u R¡f¡l
Ar−l, A¢hnÄ¡pÉ L¡™ h−Vz −R¡Vc¡ ¢LR¤rZ q¡y q−u ®b−L ®a¡am¡−me, h¡q a-al
®m-®mM¡ R¡f¡ qCu¡ ®N-®Nm! −ke B¢j p¡wO¡¢aL Apñh ¢LR¤ pñh L−l ®g−m¢R!
Bj¡l ®W¡y−V p¡l¡rZC l¡SÉ Su Ll¡l q¡¢p ¢jR¢ll N¡−ul m¡m ¢fyf−sl ja ®m−N
b¡−Lz h¡h¡−L h¡c ¢c−u f¢œL¡¢V ph¡l ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e HL¡¢dLh¡l EyQ¤ L¢l,
Hje¢L S¢ll j¡l ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−eJz S¢ll j¡ Ah¡L q−u f¢œL¡¢Vl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u
h−m, HCX¡−l a ®W¡‰¡l L¡N−Sl jaC ®cq¡ k¡uz A¢hnÄ¡pÉ OVe¡¢V O−V k¡Ju¡l fl
BlJ HL¢V OVe¡ O−V, H¢VJ A¢hnÄ¡pÉz f−ll pç¡−q ®c¢M Bj¡l ®mM¡l fÐnwp¡
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aMe i¡a ®g¡V¡l ja VNhN L−l ®g¡−Vz Hlfl f¡W−Ll f¡a¡u ®a¡ h−VC ¢Q¢Wfœ
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Hje q©cuq£e B¢j eCz ¢Qœ¡m£ f§hÑ¡Z£, H c¤−V¡ f¢œL¡ fТa pç¡−q Bj¡l e¡ q−mC
euz ¢Qœ¡m£ h¡ f§hÑ¡Z£−a Bj¡l −mM¡ b¡L−m ®Wy¡−V ¢QLe q¡¢p T¤¢m−u ®R¡Vc¡ fТa
pç¡−q h−me q qC−R R¡f¡, Bl e¡ b¡L−m ¢L ®l al ®mM¡ a R¡fm e¡! Q¾ce¡−L
HC SNa¢V−a ®V−e e¡j¡−a qu e¡, Bsðl ®c−M J ¢e−SC e¡−jz B¢j ka e¡ ¢m¢M,
Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®m¡−L a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n ®m−Mz l£¢aja Bp−ll AeÉaj HLSe q−u
E¢Wz ¢Qœ¡m£−a ¢Q¢Wl Ešl ¢k¢e ®ce, ky¡−L ph¡C Ešlc¡ h−m X¡−L, l−pl Lm−p
Q¤¢h−u ay¡l Ešl ®a¡−mez ¢mM−a ¢mM−a ®pC ®L¡eJ¢ce ®cM¡ e¡ qJu¡ Ešlc¡−L
Bj¡l Bfe c¡c¡l ja j−e q−a b¡−Lz Cu¡p¢j−el p−‰ −fe¢pm ¢e−u −R¡VM¡V
HL¢V Q¤−m¡Q¤¢ml k¤Ü q−u ®Nm, ph¡l B−N Ešlc¡−L ¢Q¢W ¢m−M S¡e¡C BS Bj¡l
je i¡m ®eCz j−e g¤¢aÑ q−mJ ay¡−L S¡e¡−e¡ Q¡C ph¡l B−Nz −N¡mf¤L¤l f¡−sl
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f¡l q−u ®Nm, ®L¡eJ ®L¡¢Lm ®a¡ c§−ll Lb¡, HLV¡ L¡LJ X¡Lm e¡z h¡LÉ¢V m¤−g
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ph…−m¡ L¡L−L juje¢pw−ql ¢c−L d¡Ju¡ Ll−me, −ke L¡ L¡ lh a¤−m Bj¡l
hp¿¹−L p¡bÑL L−l Hhw ¢a¢e Hhw ay¡l nqlh¡¢p L¡−Ll k¿»Z¡ ®b−L HC Se−jl
ja j¤¢š² f¡ez d¤−š¡¢l, B¢j ¢L HjeC h¤¢s ®k L¤¢s qh! J ®a¡ jS¡ Ll−a!
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p¢aÉL¡l j¡e A¢ij¡e, c¤xM ®n¡L, −fÐj ¢hlq, L§VLQ¡m Hje¢L pwp¡−ll
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L¢QL¡yQ¡l BplJ ®kje M¤−m−Re, L¢QL¡yQ¡−cl pwNWeJ N−s a¤−m−Re ¢h¢iæ
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®cM−a ®Lje? −LE ¢L ¢LR¤ hmm, ¢L hmm? ®R¡Vc¡ HL HL L−l e¡j h−me, HL
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fœ¢ja¡ qJu¡l Bj¿»Z S¡e¡−e¡l p−‰ p−‰ m¤−g ¢eCz ®j−ul¡ ®R−ml¡ QjvL¡l hå¤
q−a f¡−l HC ¢hnÄ¡p¢V Bj¡l j−e HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l h¡p¡ h¡yd−a b¡−Lz BaÈ£ua¡l
h¡C−l pÇf−LÑl ®k hÉ¡f¡l¢V B¢j ®c−M¢R, a¡ ®fÐj, ®R¡Vc¡ Bl c¡c¡l S£h−e
q−u−R, T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ l¦e¤M¡m¡l S£h−eJz ®fÐ−jl E−ŸnÉ HL¢VC, ¢h−uz c¡c¡l f−r
n£m¡−L pñh qu¢e, ®R¡Vc¡ pñh L−l ®R−s−Rez Hl h¡C−l ®R−m ®j−u−a −L¡eJ
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q¡−a ¢Q¢W ¢c−u k¡u, ®p C f−s fÐbjz a¡lfl k¡l ¢Q¢W a¡−L ¢c−a ¢N−u ¢Q¢Wl
Lb¡…−m¡J h−m ®cu, ®k ®cuz S¤−u−ml HL¢V ¢Q¢W Hm, Cu¡p¢je M¡j−M¡m¡ ¢Q¢W¢V
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®cM¡ez ®Lhm ®cM¡e e¡, Bj¡−cl p¡j−e h¢p−u ¢Q¢W f−s ®n¡e¡ez f−s ¢Q¢Wl Efl
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®h¡lM¡, ®h¡lM¡l a−m b¡L−m djÑJ b¡Lm Bl ®Q¡l RyÉ¡Q−sl L¡S LjÑ −Q¡−Ml g¤−V¡
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®mM¡¢Vl p−‰ HL −h¡lM¡Ju¡¢ml L¡VѤe Hy−L ¢c−u−Rz CnL¤−m k¡Ju¡l ¢l„¡i¡s¡
®b−L Q¡l Be¡ R Be¡ h¡y¢Q−u ¢Qœ¡m£ f§hÑ¡Z£ ¢L¢e, ¢h¢Qœ¡ ®Le¡l fup¡ ®S¡V¡−e¡
phpju pñh qu e¡z c¡c¡l L¡−R q¡a −f−a l¡¢Mz f¡a¡ q¡a ®cM−a c¡c¡l Be¾c
qu, Lc¡¢Qv ®g−me J−a ¢LR¤z J ¢c−uC ®en¡−M¡−ll ja ¢h¢Qœ¡ ¢L−e ¢eCz ¢L−e
®eJu¡ j¡−e Cu¡p¢je−L eua S¢ll j¡−L L¡−m¡ gV−Ll L¡−R c¡ys L¢l−u Abh¡
¢e−SC c¡y¢s−u qL¡l ®cM−mC ®X−L ®Le¡z qL¡l e¡ H−m Cu¡p¢je−L N¡¢‰e¡lf¡s
®j¡−s f¡¢W−u ¢L−e B¢ez X¡‰l q−u¢R h−m l¡Ù¹¡u HL¡ q¡yV¡ Bj¡l h¡lZz
Cu¡p¢j−el SeÉ ¢e−od¡‘¡ HMeJ S¡¢l qu¢e, a¡C c¤xpj−u JlC Jfl ilp¡
Ll−a qu Bj¡lz f¢œL¡ ®Le¡l MlQC ®a¡ öd¤ eu, f¢œL¡l SeÉ ®mM¡ Bl
fœ¢ja¡−cl ¢Q¢Wl Ešl f¡W¡−aJ MlQ¡ B−Rz ®R¡Vc¡l q¡−a ¢Q¢W ¢c−m X¡L¢V¢L−Vl
fup¡J …−e …−e ¢c−a quz c¡c¡l ®jS¡S ¢hN−s b¡L−m ANaÉ¡ ¢n¢n−h¡amL¡NSz
AhL¡−nl N¡ ®Oy−p ¢ae¢V l¡Ù¹¡ Q−m ®N−R ¢ae ¢c−L, HL¢V ®N¡mf¤L¤lf¡−sl ¢c−L,
B−lL¢V c¤NÑ¡h¡¢sl ¢c−L, B−lL¢V ®N−R ®plf¤L¤l f¡−sl ¢c−Lz HC ¢ae l¡Ù¹¡u
pL¡m ®b−L öl¦ L−l p¡l¡¢ceC p¤l L−l ®g¢lAm¡ ®qy−L k¡uz n¡¢sL¡fsAm¡,
h¡c¡jAm¡, Q¡e¡Q¤lAm¡, BQ¡lAm¡, Q¤¢l¢ga¡Am¡, BCp¢œ²jAm¡, q¡Ju¡C
¢jW¡CAm¡, n¡Lph¢SAm¡, ¢OAm¡, j¤l¢NAm¡, Lh¤alAm¡, q¡ypAm¡, LVL¢VAm¡,
j¤¢sAm¡, ¢n¢n−h¡amL¡NSAm¡z ¢n¢n-−h¡am-L¡NS X¡L¢V öe−mC q¡−al L¡−R −k
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 C b¡−L f¡W¡C ®c±−s dl−a hÉ¡V¡−Lz hÉ¡V¡l j¡b¡u b¡−L hs T¡yL¡z j¡b¡ ®b−L
T¡yL¡ e¡j¡−e¡l B−N cl¡c¢l Q−m, La? f¢œL¡ ¢ae V¡L¡ ®pl, hCM¡a¡ c¤CV¡L¡z
¢L Le ¢ae V¡L¡! Q¡Cl V¡L¡ LCl¡ ¢e−m Lez Q¡Cl V¡L¡ ®h¢n qCu¡ k¡u, p¡−s ¢ae
V¡L¡C ¢c−uez f¡õ¡ f¡›l ¢WL B−R? ®cCM¡ mC−uez T¡yL¡ e¡¢j−u
¢n¢n−h¡amL¡NSAm¡ h¡l¡¾c¡u hp−m −n¡h¡l O−ll M¡−Vl a−m l¡M¡ f¤−l¡−e¡
f¢œL¡ j¡u¡ L¡¢V−u ¢e−u H−p p¡j−e ¢cCz M¤y−S M¤y−S f¤−l¡−e¡ hCM¡a¡J ¢e−u
B¢pz ¢h¢œ² L−l cn f−e−l¡ V¡L¡ quz cnf−e−l¡V¡L¡C ¢e−S−L l¡S¡ h¡cn¡q j−e
Ll¡l n¢š² ®k¡N¡uz ®R¡Vc¡J ¢h¢œ² L−le f¢œL¡, j¡J L−le f¤−l¡−e¡ ¢n¢n−h¡am
S¢j−u ®l−M, E−W¡e T¡yV ¢c−a ¢N−u f¡Ju¡ ®Rys¡ L¡N−Sl V¤L−l¡J d¤−m¡ ®T−s Sj¡
L−l ®l−Mz i¡P¡ ¢n¢n Bl ®Rys¡ L¡NS ®b−L ®k c¤fup¡ Bu L−le j¡, a¡
®a¡n−Ll a−m l¡−Me, Abh¡ ByQ−ml ®L¡Z¡u ®hy−d k¡ Bj¡l −R¡Vc¡l Bl
Cu¡p¢j−el ¢hoj q¡q¡L¡l b¡j¡−a ®L¡eJ HL pju L¡−S m¡−Nz Q¾ce¡−L c¡¢lâ
Hje Lo¡O¡a L−l e¡, f¢™af¡s¡l HL¢V ph¤S ¢V−el i¡s¡ h¡¢s−a ®b−LJ Q¾ce¡
¢c¢hÉ f¢œL¡l V¡L¡ S¤¢V−u ®eu fТa pç¡−qz Q¾ce¡ f¤l¦oil¡ V¡Eeqm fС‰−e e¡
®k−a f¡l¦L, ¢L¿º ¢hpÈuLl L¡™J qW¡v qW¡v O¢V−u ®gm−a f¡−l, M¤h ®i¡l−hm¡
L¡Lfr£ S¡N¡l B−N J HL¢ce Q−m Hm AhL¡−n ®R¡V i¡C p¡S¤l p¡C−Lm
Q¡¢m−uz Q¾ce¡−L ®c−M Bj¡l q©c−u M¤¢n Eb−m J−Wz h¡¢sl ph¡C ýsj¤s L−l
¢hR¡e¡ ®R−s q¡y q−u Q¾ce¡l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u lCmz La hs c¤xp¡qp£ q−m ®j−u q−u
p¡C−Lm ¢e−u nq−ll l¡Ù¹¡u ®hl q−a f¡−l, ®p −i¡l ®q¡L ¢L öen¡e jdÉl¡a
®q¡L--a¡ Ae¤j¡e L−l ph¡C ¢hj§t ¢h¢pÈaz Q¾ce¡−L ®ialO−l h¢p−u ®c±−s
l¡æ¡O−l ¢N−u Q¡−ml l¦¢V Bl j¡wp Nlj L−l H−e j¡ J−L f¡−n h¢p−u
M¡Ju¡−mez e¡−L j¤−M …y−S Q¾ce¡−L AhnÉ ®c±−s¡−a qm, l¡Ù¹¡u ®m¡L ®hl qJu¡l
B−NC h¡¢s ®fy¡R−a q−h J−Lz Q¾ce¡ kMe p¡C−L−m Q−s −i¡−ll ¢pÀ‡ q¡Ju¡u Q¤m
E¢s−u Q−m k¡¢µRm, L¡−m¡ gV−Ll L¡−R c¡y¢s−u Jl Q−m k¡Ju¡l ¢c−L B¢j j¤‡
a¡¢L−u ¢Rm¡jz fª¢bh£−a JC cª−nÉl ®Q−u QjvL¡l Bl ®L¡eJ cªnÉ Bj¡l −cM¡
qu¢ez ®ke p¡C−L−m Q¤m E¢s−u Q−m k¡Ju¡ ®j−u¢V Q¾ce¡ eu, B¢jz Bj¡l C−µR
L−l Q¾ce¡l ja p¡q−p il L−l p¡l¡ nql O¤−l ®hs¡−a p¡C−L−mz
Hje kMe je, aMe fСu ¢h−L−ml f¡V Q¤¢L−u fТa ¢h−L−m n¡jp¤m ýc¡
B−pe Bj¡−L fs¡−az ýc¡l j¤M¢V L¡−m¡ gV−Ll d¡−l L¡−R ®cM−mC Bj¡l
q©cLÇf öl¦ quz QjvL¡l ¢h−Lm S¤−s HMe Aˆ Ll, fc¡bÑ ¢hcÉ¡ Oy¡−V¡, lp¡u−el
f¤L¤−l q¡h¤X¤h¤ M¡Jz Cu¡p¢je−L fs¡−a kMe lh£¾cÐe¡b c¡p B−pe, Bj¡l
HLlLj Be¾cC quz lh£¾cÐe¡b Cu¡p¢je−L fs¡e f−e−l¡ ¢j¢eV, NÒf L−le
fyua¡¢õn ¢j¢eVz NÒf HL¡ Cu¡p¢j−el p−‰ L−le e¡, Bj¡l p−‰Jz V¡‰¡C−ml
L¡¢mN” NË¡−j ay¡l LeÉ¡ Lªo·¡ hs q−µR, f¤œ ®N±aj hs q−µRz ¢a¢e juje¢pwq
nq−ll ®R¡V h¡S¡−l b¡L¡ M¡Ju¡l ¢h¢ej−u ¢ejÑm hp¡−Ll −R−m −N¡¢h¾c hp¡L−L
fs¡ez ¢e−S ¢a¢e nqla¢ml HL fСCj¡¢l CnL¤−ml fÐd¡e ¢nrLz fÐd¡e ¢nr−Ll
Q¡L¢l L−l nq−l ¢VEn¢e L−l L¡−m i−â ¢a¢e pju f¡e ®c−nl h¡¢s ®k−az JC
L¡−m i−âC ¢a¢e MlQ¡l V¡L¡ ¢c−u B−pe h¡¢s−a, f¢lh¡−ll p−‰ ¢LR¤¢ce ®b−LJ
B−pez ka¢ce nq−l b¡−Le, Ù»£ f¤œ LeÉ¡l Lb¡C ¢elh¢d i¡−hez Bj¡−cl f¡−n
h¢p−u fТa¢ceC f¤œ LeÉ¡l NÒf L−le, öe−a öe−a Bj¡−cl S¡e¡ q−u k¡u Lªo·¡
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®cM−a ®Lje, Lªo·¡ ¢L ®M−a, ¢L Ll−a, ¢L fl−a fR¾c L−lz −N±aj g¤Vhm fR¾c
L−l e¡¢L ¢œ²−LV, fl£r¡u ®L¡e ¢ho−u La eðl ®f−u−R, phz AhnÉ qW¡v h¡h¡
h¡¢s Y¤L−m B¢j p−l B¢p, lh£¾cÐe¡b c¡pJ pQ¢La q−u hC−u j¡b¡ ®N¡y−Sez
Cu¡p¢j−el j¡b¡l ¢Om¤l f¢lj¡Z h¡h¡ kMe S¡e−a Q¡e, c¡p jn¡C pq¡pÉ hc−e k¡
h−me a¡ qm, ¢Om¤ p¡d¡l−Zl ®Q−u A¢dL, a−h fs¡−n¡e¡u j−e¡−k¡N¢VC p¡d¡l−Zl
®Q−u üÒfz h¡h¡ h−me, j¡l−hez e¡ j¡l−m ¢WL q−h e¡z h¡h¡ ¢e−Sl q¡−a ®a¡n−Ll
am ®b−L H−e c¡pjn¡CHl q¡−a p¢å ®ha ¢c−u k¡ez Bj¡l Nªq¢nrL−LJ q¡−al
L¡−R ®f−m h−me, Bj¡−L ®ke ¢f¢V−u mð¡ L−lez h¡h¡l HC ja, e¡ ®fV¡−m
®R−m−j−u j¡e¤o qu e¡z h¡h¡l EfkÑf ¤ ¢l Ae¤−l¡−dl L¡l−Z pñha n¡jp¤m ýc¡
Bj¡l ¢f−W nš² nš² Qs Lo¡−a ¢àd¡ L−le e¡z n¡jp¤m ýc¡ ¢nrL ¢q−p−h i¡m,
¢hcÉ¡ju£ CnL¤−ml Aw−Ll ¢nrL ¢a¢ez h¡¢s−a Bj¡−L ¢h‘¡−el ¢hou…−m¡
fs¡ez h¡¢L ¢hou…−m¡l SeÉ ¢hcÉ¡ju£l c¤C ¢nrL ‘¡−e¾cÐ−j¡qe ¢hnÄ¡p Bl fÐc£f
L¤j¡l f¡m−L l¡M¡ q−u−Rz fÐc£f L¤j¡l f¡−ml h¡y q¡−a f¡yQ¢Vl S¡uN¡u R ¢V
BP¤mz ay¡l p¡j−e h−p fs−a ®N−m hCM¡a¡ ®b−L h¡lh¡lC Bj¡l ®Q¡M Q−m k¡u
JC h¡s¢a BP¤m¢V−az ¢a¢e Bh¡l L¢ha¡ ®m−Me, fТa¢ceC fs¡ ®n−o Bj¡l
HL¢V L¢ha¡ ®n¡−e¡ h−m n¡−VÑl h¤L f−LV ®b−L L¢ha¡ ®mM¡ L¡NS ®hl L−l f−s
L¢ha¡ ®Lje m¡Nm e¡ m¡Nm ¢S−‘p e¡ L−l qW¡v E−W Q−m k¡ez Nªq¢nrL ¢q−p−h
‘¡−e¾cÐ−j¡qe AhL¡−n ¢V−L ®N−mJ fÐc£f L¤j¡l ®V−Le e¡z ®k ¢nrL Bj¡−L
k−bø ¢Lm Qs O¤¢p m¡N¡−µRe e¡, ®pC ¢nrL, h¡h¡l d¡lZ¡, ¢nrL ¢q−p−h i¡m eez
¢nrL ¢e−u¡N Ll−a h¡h¡l ®kje AÒf pju m¡−N, ¢nrL ¢h−cu Ll−aJz f’j
®nÊZ£−a ¢ae ¢ho−u m¡m c¡N f¡Ju¡l fl où ®nÐZ£−a JW¡ kMe pñh qu¢e
Cu¡p¢j−el, h¡h¡ ¢e−S J−L fs¡−a öl¦ L−lez Cu¡p¢je CnL¤m ®b−L ¢g−l
B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e Q−m k¡u hC M¡a¡ ¢e−uz JM¡−e h−pC J ®c−M −hae Be−a h¡h¡l
L¡−R Nªq¢nrL−cl deÑ¡ ®cJu¡z h¡h¡ Jy−cl c¤¢aeO¾V¡ M¡−j¡L¡ h¢p−u ®l−M L¤¢s
V¡L¡ fy¢Qn V¡L¡ q¡−a ®cez j¡−pl −hae f’¡n V¡L¡, ®p¢V h¡h¡l L¡R ®b−L
®L¡eJ Nªq¢nr−Ll f−rC HLh¡−l f¡Ju¡ pñh qu e¡z phpju ¢ae Q¡l j¡−pl
V¡L¡ h¡¢L l¡M−a fR¾c L−le h¡h¡z ö−e Bj¡l m‹¡ qu M¤h, B¢j Bj¡l m‹¡
¢e−u e¤−u b¡¢Lz h¡h¡l hl¡hlC hs Eæa ¢nl, ¢am¡dÑ m‹¡lJ a¡La ®eC ay¡l
aLa−L aõ¡V ¢amj¡œ aReR L−lz ¢a¢e fСuC Bj¡−L S¡¢e−u ¢c−µRe, fl£r¡u
f¡yQ¢V ®mV¡l ¢e−u a¡lL¡M¢Qa eðl e¡ ®f−u f¡n e¡ Ll−m Bj¡−L h¡¢s ®b−L
a¡¢s−u ®c−hez p¡l¡ S£he Bj¡−L l¡Ù¹¡u l¡Ù¹¡u g¤−V¡ b¡m¡ q¡−a ¢e−u ¢i−r Ll−a
q−hz
®j¢VÊL fl£r¡ q¡−al e¡N¡−m ®a¡ h−VC, H−Lh¡−l e¡−Ll XN¡u kMe H−p
h−p, Bj¡l Bl Ef¡u b¡−L e¡ ¢ÙÛl qJu¡ R¡s¡z Q¢în O¾V¡l j−dÉ BW¡−l¡ O¾V¡
B¢j fs¡l ®V¢h−mz qW¡vC B¢j h¡¢sl hýj§mÉh¡e j¡e¤o q−u E¢Wz q¡yV−a ®N−m
ph¡C p−l c¡y¢s−u S¡uN¡ ®cu, ®fµR¡h f¡uM¡e¡u ®N−m j¡ ¢e−S hc¢e i−l f¡¢e
®l−M B−pez ®N¡pm Ll¡l B−NJ h¡m¢a−a f¡¢e ®a¡m¡l Lb¡ hm−a qu e¡,
®a¡m¡C b¡−Lz l¡a ®S−N fs¡ °a¢l Ll−a q−µR, i¡m i¡m M¡h¡l l¡æ¡ q−µR Bj¡l
SeÉz j¡ j¤−M a¤−m M¡C−u ¢c−µRez gm j§m ¢e−u HLV¤ fl fl h¡¢s Bp−Re h¡h¡,
¢f−W j¡b¡u q¡a h¤¢m−u k¡−µRez h¡¢s−a ¢fe fae ¢eÙ¹ìa¡ ¢hl¡S L−l ¢ce l¡az
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 h¡¢sl ®m¡−Ll¡ ¢e−S−cl j−dÉ ¢gp¢gp L−l Lb¡ h−m, −ke ®L¡eJ në Bj¡l
jNÀa¡ eø e¡ L−lz f¡s¡u f¤−S¡l N¡e öl¦ q−m h¡h¡ ¢e−S ¢N−u f¤−S¡ L¢j¢Vl
®Qu¡ljÉ¡e−L h−m B−pe, N¡e ®k L−lC ®q¡L hå Ll−a q−h, ®j−ul ®j¢VÊL
fl£r¡z −j¢VÊL fl£r¡l j§mÉ h¤−T ¢cm£f ®i±¢jLJ f¤−S¡l N¡e hå L−l ®cez
¢ea¡¿¹C h¡S¡−a q−m E−ÒV¡¢c−L j¡CL O¤¢l−u h¡S¡ez Bj¡l ®V¢h−m −M¡m¡ hC
®M¡m¡ M¡a¡l f¡−n ®M¡m¡ ¢hú¤−Vl ®L±−V¡, fs−a fs−a ¢r−d m¡N−mC −ke M¡Cz j¡
Nlj c¤d ¢c−u k¡e c¤−hm¡, h−me, c¤d ®M−m ®hÐe i¡m b¡−L, fs¡ j−e b¡−Lz H
h¡¢sl HL¢V ®j−u ®j¢VÊL fl£r¡ ¢c−µR, Hl ®Q−u hs Mhl, Hl ®Q−u Sl¦¢l Mhl
¢LR¤ ®eC Blz ¢ce ka L¡−R B−p aa j−e qu BSl¡Cm Bp−R S¡e LhQ Ll−az
Bj¡l h¤L L¡y−fz N¡ q¡a f¡ L¡y−fz l¡a c¤−V¡ ¢ae−Vu Bj¡−L O¤j ®b−L a¤−m h¡h¡
h−me, ®Q¡−r f¡¢e ¢cu¡ fs−a hpz B¢j −Q¡−M f¡¢e ¢R¢V−u h¢pz h¡h¡
h−me,f¡¢e−a L¡j e¡ qC−m p¢lo¡l ®am ®cJz
fÐbj ¢ce h¡wm¡ fl£r¡, h¡wm¡l SeÉ Bj¡l ®L¡eJlLj iu qu¢e LMeJ
B−N, ¢L¿º fl£r¡l ¢ce j−e q−a b¡−L Bj¡l f¡n q−h e¡z j¡ fТa¢ce pL¡−m ¢Xj
i¡S¡ ®M−a ®ce, h−me ¢Xj M¡Ju¡ i¡mz ¢L¿º fl£r¡l ¢ce ¢Xj M¡Ju¡ Qm−h e¡,
¢Xj ®M−m ¢Xj ®S¡−V fl£r¡u, p¤al¡w p¡hd¡ez Lm¡J Qm−h e¡z LQ¤J e¡z fl£r¡u
Lm¡ f¡Ju¡ LQ¤ f¡Ju¡ lp−N¡õ¡ f¡Ju¡l jaCz k¢cJ Lm¡ LQ¤ lp−N¡õ¡ Bj¡l ¢fÐu
M¡h¡l, ¢L¿º fl£r¡ Qm¡L¡m£e H…−m¡ Bj¡−L f¢laÉ¡N Ll−aC quz Bj¡l fl£r¡,
AbQ h¡h¡ RVgV L−le Bj¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n, B−Nl l¡−a O¤−j¡e¢e HL−g¡yV¡z ®c−M
j−e qu, h¡h¡lC BS fl£r¡ öl¦ q−µRz h¡lh¡l S¡e−a Q¡C−Re hCHl BN¡−N¡s¡
B¢j j¤MÙ¹ L−l¢R ¢L e¡z h¡¢s ®b−L f¡−u q¡yV¡ c§l−aÅ l¡d¡p¤¾cl£ CnL¤mz B¢j fb
¢Q¢e, ¢L¿º Bj¡−L HL¡ ®k−a ®cJu¡ q−h e¡z h¡h¡ Bj¡−L l¡d¡p¤¾cl£−a ¢e−S ¢e−u
k¡−he ¢l„¡ ¢c−u, fl£r¡ ®no q−m ¢e−S ¢N−u ¢e−u Bp−hez pL¡−m j¡ kMe Q¤m
®hy−d ¢c¢µR−me Bj¡l, h¡h¡C aMe −p¢V ¢c−me j¡l q¡−a,L¡NS¢Vz L¡NS¢V i¡yS
L−l p¤−a¡ ¢c−u ®hy−d Bj¡l Q¤−m m¡¢N−u ¢c−a q−hz L¡N−S Bl¢h−a ¢LR¤ ®mM¡,
®mM¡¢V j¡b¡l Jfl b¡L−m h¡h¡−L ®L HLSe h−m−Re fs¡ j−e b¡−Lz B¢j ®ke
¢LR¤ i¤−m e¡ k¡C fl£r¡l M¡a¡u ¢mM−a ¢N−u, a¡C HC L¡NS, L¡N−S fs¡ j−e
b¡L¡l ®c¡u¡z B¢j ¢RV−L p−l k¡C, fs¡ i¤−m k¡Ju¡l ®L¡eJ ®l¡N Bj¡l ®eC −k
Q¤−m ®c¡u¡ cl¦c m¡¢N−u Bj¡−L fl£r¡u hp−a q−h! j¡ fТa¢ceC Bj¡l j¡b¡u
W¡™¡ e¡l−Lm −am ¢c−µRe j¡b¡ W¡™¡ b¡L¡l SeÉz ®pC ®a−m-j¡b¡l ®a−m-Q¤−m
c¤−V¡ Lm¡−hZ£ L−l −ce j¡, HMe p¤−a¡ h¡yd¡ L¡NS¢V ®Lhm Q¤−ml p−‰ ¢NyV ¢c−u
¢c−mC quz m‹¡u ®Q¡M ®g−V Sm ®h−l¡−µR Bj¡l, ah¤ h¡h¡ Bj¡−L d−l ®hy−d
L¡N−Sl fy¤V¢m¢V Bj¡l Q¤−m m¡¢N−u ¢c−mez −c−M ®R¡Vc¡ ®q−pC h¡y−Qe e¡,
¢gL¢gL ¢gL¢gLz Cu¡p¢jeJ ¢gL¢gLz ®R¡Vc¡ hm−me, al ®a¡ ®j¢VÊL f¡n Ll¡
qCh e¡, a¡¢h−Sl …−Z k¢c f¡n Llpz
q¡−a HL¢V c¤¢V eu, Q¡l−V ea¤e Tle¡ Lmj ¢c−me h¡h¡, Bl ea¤e HL¢V
®f¢m−Le L¡¢ml ®h¡amz ¢mM−a ¢mM−a Lm−jl L¡¢m ®no q−u ®N−m L¡¢m i−l
−ke ¢m¢Mz fl£r¡b£Ñl je ®jS¡S h¤−T ph¡C Qm¢Rm, fl£r¡b£Ñ qÉ¡y hm−m qÉ¡y, e¡
hm−m e¡, ¢L¿º a¡¢h−Sl hÉ¡f¡−l Bj¡l ®L¡eJ e¡ M¡−V¢ez ®pC a¡¢hS −a−m j¡b¡u
Mm−p j¡−Rl ja ®i−p J−Wz Q¾ce¡J l¡d¡p¤¾cl£ CnL¤−m fl£r¡ ¢c−u−Rz ®no O¾V¡
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fs¡l fl h¡l¡¾c¡u ®h−l¡−aC ®c¢M J c¡y¢s−u B−R, Jl M¡a¡ Sj¡ ®cJu¡ B−NC
q−u ®N−Rz fl£r¡ ®Lje q−u−R i¡m e¡ j¾c ¢LR¤C e¡ ¢S−‘p L−l J S¡e¡u,
¢h¢Qœ¡u Jl HL¢V ®mM¡ R¡f¡ q−u−Rz HlflC Qr¤ QsLN¡R, ¢L ®l j¡b¡u HCX¡ ¢L
h¡eRp?
dlZ£ ¢àd¡ qJ, H EµQ¡lZ S£h−e ¢àa£uh¡−ll ja L−l¢R, dlZ£ ¢àd¡ qu¢ez
f¡n Ll−m Hj¢e f¡n Ll¡j, a¡¢h−Sl L¡l−Z f¡n Lla¡j e¡z h¡¢s ¢g−l
Q¤−ml a¡¢hS HLV¡−e M¤−m ®g−m ¢c−u h¢mz
j¡ hm−me, fs¡X¡ j−e b¡Lhz
fs¡ Bj¡l Hj¢e j−e b¡−Lz c¡y−a c¡ya ®Q−f h¢mz ®ia−l ®g¡yf¡−e¡ L¡æ¡z
h¡h¡ dj−L h−me, HCX¡ j¡b¡u B−R hCm¡ j−e b¡−L, e¡C−m b¡La e¡z
B¢j Ah¡L a¡L¡C, ®c¡u¡ cl¦c a¡¢hS Lh−S ¢hnÄ¡p Ll¡ ®m¡L¢V−L Bj¡l
¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡ ®k Bj¡l h¡h¡z
fТa¢V fl£r¡l ¢ce Bj¡l j¡b¡u JC a¡¢hS m¡¢N−u ®cJu¡ qu, Bj¡l ®L¡eJ
h¡d¡C ®V−L e¡z j¡b¡ il¡ m‹¡ ¢e−u Bj¡−L j¡b¡ ea L−l fТa¢ceC ®k−a qu
l¡d¡p¤¾cl£ CnL¤−mz fТa¢ceC Bj¡−L paLÑ b¡L−a qu, j¡b¡l m‹¡¢V Bh¡l c¡ya
Lf¡¢V ®j−m fÐL¡¢na e¡ q−u f−sz fТa¢ceC h¡lh¡l j¡b¡u q¡a ¢c−u m‹¡¢V Q¤−ml
Bs¡−m Y¡L−a quz fl£r¡l fÐnÀfœ ®b−L −a¡ h−VC Ešlfœ ®b−LJ h¡lh¡l je
j¡b¡u ¢N−u J−Wz j¡b¡ Bj¡l SeÉ ¢hn¡m HL¢V ®h¡T¡ q−u c¡ys¡uz j¡b¡l m‹¡u
B¢j j¡b¡ ea L−l fl£r¡ ®n−o h¡¢s ¢g¢lz C−µR Ll−m M¤−m ®g−m ¢c−a f¡¢l, ¢L¿º
Bh¡l iuJ qu, k¢c p¢aÉC pȪ¢an¢š² ®m¡f f¡u Bj¡l! k¢c f¡yQ Bl p¡a ®k¡N
Ll−m ®k h¡−l¡ qu, HC pqS ¢S¢ep¢V i¤−m k¡C Aˆ fl£r¡l ¢ce! k¢c Cw−l¢S
fl£r¡l ¢ce Nl¦l lQe¡ ¢mM−a ¢N−u fÐbj h¡LÉ¢VC Bl j−e e¡ Ll−a f¡¢l, cÉ¡
L¡E CS H X−j¢ØVL AÉ¡¢ejÉ¡m !

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AhL¡−n ®R¡Vc¡l pÙ»£L fÐ−hn Bj¡l fl£r¡l B−NC O−V−Rz O−V−R j¡l
L¡l−Zz f¤œ−n¡−L kMe ¢a¢e k¡lfle¡C L¡al,h¡h¡l L¡−R A¡−hce ¢e−hce L−l hÉbÑ
q−u Aaxfl ¢e−SC q¡−njj¡j¡−L f¡¢W−u −R¡Vc¡ Bl a¡yl hE−L Cpm¡jf¤−ll ®L¡e
HL NË¡−jl ®L¡eJ HL L¤−sOl ®b−L nq−l Be−mez ¢L¿º nq−l H−p ®fy±−R¡−e¡l
j¡−e HC eu ®k Jl¡ AhL¡−n ®Y¡L¡l ®L¡eJlLj Ae¤j¢a f¡−hz h¡h¡ ®p¡S¡ h−m
¢c−me, L¢pÈeL¡−mJ ®ke AhL¡nj¤−M¡ e¡ qu Jl¡z e¡¢e−L h−m L−u e¡¢el E−W¡−e
L¤−u¡am¡l f¡−n HL¢V Ol, −k Ol¢V HLL¡−m Bj¡−cl M¡h¡l Ol ¢Rm, fuf¢l×L¡l
L−l HL¢V −Q±¢L ®f−a ®cJu¡ qm J−cl b¡L¡l SeÉz ®R¡Vc¡ hE ¢e−u JM¡−e b¡L−a
öl¦ Ll¡l fl h¡h¡l B−c−n e¡¢el h¡¢s ®hs¡−a k¡Ju¡ A¿¹a Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el
SeÉ hå quz j¡ ¢L¿º ¢eu¢ja ®R¡Vc¡l pwp¡−l ®k−a m¡N−mez j¡ ®a¡ Bl M¡¢m q¡−a
k¡e e¡, f¤œd−el SeÉ Q¡m X¡m Be¡Sf¡¢a AhL¡n ®b−L k¡ ®k¡N¡s Ll−a f¡−le
¢e−u k¡ez h¡h¡ kMe h¡¢s b¡−Le e¡, ®R¡Vc¡ Y¤y j¡−le AhL¡−nz Yy¤ AhnÉ A−qa¤L
j¡−le e¡, fÐ−u¡Se q−mCz h¡h¡l ¢eù¤la¡l Lb¡ j¡ i¡−he Bl h−me, HC j¡e¤oV¡
j¡e¤o e¡¢L f¡bl? j¡l ALÓ¡¿¹ p¡dÉ p¡de¡l fl h¡h¡−L M¡¢eL elj L−l j¡ HL¢ce
A¿¹a HCV¤L¤ l¡¢S Ll¡−me ®k −R¡Vc¡ hE ¢e−u AhL¡−n Y¤L−he ¢L¿º ®L¡−Zl HL¢V
®R¡V O−l Jl¡ h¡p Ll−he,p¡l¡ h¡¢s−a Ah¡d fcQ¡lZ¡l ®L¡eJ A¢dL¡l J−cl
b¡L−h e¡z ¢h−u kMe L−lC−R¡, hE kMe Bl R¡s−hC e¡ jeÙÛ L−l−R¡, k¢cJ H
hu−p ¢h−u Ll¡l ®L¡eJ k¤¢š² ®eC, ®fV¡−m N¡d¡J j¡e¤o qu, a¤¢j qJ¢e--HMe ®cM
®mM¡fs¡ −no L−l i¢hoÉ−a X¡m i¡−al ®k¡N¡s Ll¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll−a f¡−l¡ ¢L e¡,
HlLj ®i−hC h¡h¡l l¡¢S qJu¡z j¡ Jy−cl SeÉ c¡c¡l O−ll −fR−e HL¢V ®R¡V Ol
®k O−l j¡ ¢e−S b¡L−ae …¢R−u ¢c−me, L¡fs ®Q¡fs l¡M¡l HL¢V Bme¡ c¡c¡l
O−ll p−‰ m¡−N¡u¡ clS¡¢V hå L−l clS¡l p¡j−e l¡M−mez ®R¡Vc¡l f¤−l¡−e¡ M¡V¢V
c¡c¡l Ol ®b−L H−e ®R¡VO−l f¡a¡ qmz ®R¡Vc¡ hm−me Bue¡l ®V¢hm¢V ay¡l O−l ®k
L−lC ®q¡L ¢e−a q−hz j¡l ¢h−ul pju M¡V f¡mˆ CaÉ¡¢cl p−‰ e¡e¡ HC ®V¢hm¢V
j¡−L Efq¡l ¢c−u¢R−mez L¡−Wl g¤m f¡a¡l eLn¡Am¡ h¢ql¡hlZ, A¿¹Ù¹−ml Bue¡¢V
p¡j−e −fR−e ®c¡m M¡u e¡s−m, c¤f¡−n ®R¡V c¤−V¡ a¡L, c¤−V¡ XÊu¡l--¢pw¢q ¢pw¢q HC
Q¡l−f−u ®V¢hm¢V h¡h¡l Ol ®b−L ¢e−S ®V−e ®R¡VO−l ¢c−u H−me j¡z ByQ−m j¤−R
¢c−me Bue¡u Sj¡ d¤−m¡z N£a¡ ®V¢h−ml p¡j−e h−p O¾V¡ MlQ L−l ®p−S ®R¡Vc¡l
p−‰ fСu ¢h−L−m h¡C−l k¡ez Jy−cl h¡C−l k¡Ju¡l ¢c−L B¢j aªo·¡aÑ ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u
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 k¢cJ h¡h¡ fТa‘¡ L−l¢R−me ®R¡Vc¡ Bl ay¡l hEHl j¤McnÑe ¢a¢e Ll−he
e¡, ¢L¿º Jl¡ AhL¡−n f¡L¡f¡¢L hpa öl¦ Ll¡l ¢WL c¤¢ce fl pL¡−m −N¡pm ®p−l
p¡VÑfÉ¡¾VS¤−a¡V¡C f−l, p−oÑl ®a−m ®Q¡h¡−e¡ j¡b¡i¢aÑ −L¡yLs¡ Q¤m…−m¡ ByQ−s
°hWLO−l f¡−ul Jfl f¡ a¤−m hp−me, h−p X¡L−me Bj¡−Lz h¡h¡ X¡L−Re, Hl
AbÑ h¡¢sl ®kM¡−eC b¡−L¡ e¡ a¤¢j, ®k L¡SC Ll e¡, f¢s ¢L j¢l R¤−V Bp−aC
q−hz h¡h¡l p¡j−e ¢N−u c¡ys¡−aC hm−me, JC c¤CV¡−l X¡Lz JC c¤CV¡ ®L¡e c¤CV¡?
HC fÐnÀ Ll¡l p¤−k¡N ¢Rm Bj¡l, L¢l¢ez h¡h¡ ®k−qa¤ B−cn ¢c−u−Re, Bj¡−L
h¤−T ¢e−a q−h JC c¤CV¡ h¡¢sl ®L¡e c¤CV¡z L¡lZ H Bj¡l, ®Lhm Bj¡l ®Le,
h¡¢sl ph¡lC S¡e−a q−h h¡¢sl ®L¡e c¤CV¡ ®L H pju h¡h¡ X¡L−a f¡−lez
−R¡Vc¡l O−l Y¤−L Q¡f¡ ü−l hmm¡j, k¡J, X¡L fs−R, HLS−el e¡ ¢L¿º,
c¤CS−elz ®R¡Vc¡l j¤M j¤q§−aÑ ¢hhZÑ q−u EWm, dsj¢s−u ¢hR¡e¡ ®R−s m¤¢‰l ¢NyV
h¡yd−a h¡yd−a
N£a¡−L ,N£a¡ ¢hj§t hp¡ ¢hR¡e¡u, p−‰ Bp¡l Ae¤−l¡d Ll−a Ll−a HLh¡l
clS¡l L¡−R, Bh¡l ¢g−l ¢hR¡e¡l d¡−l, q¡yV¢R−mez "e¡p¢le'--¢hLV n−ë ¢àa£u
X¡L¢V Hm °hWL Ol ®b−L, Hl AbÑ qm JC c¤CV¡l Ha ®c¢l q−µR ®Le!Ah−n−o,
c¤Se kMe hs ¢qÇj−al p−‰ ¢e−S−cl ¢qs¢qs L−l ®V−e ¢e−u p¡r¡v ýa¡n−el
p¡j−e c¡ys Ll¡−m¡, clS¡l g¡y−L ®Q¡M L¡e e¡L ph ®f−a b¡Lm¡jz N£a¡ Eh¤ q−u
h¡h¡l f¡ R¤y−u Lcjh¤¢p Llmz ¢q¾c¤ ®j−ul Lcjh¤¢p, fÐZ¡−jl jaC, N£a¡l SeÉ
ea¤e ¢LR¤ euz h¡h¡ −L−n Nm¡ f¢l×L¡l L−l, k¢cJ f¢l×L¡lC ¢Rm Nm¡, Hje
®L¡eJ Sj¡ Lg ¢Rm e¡ Nm¡u, hm−me ®R¡Vc¡l ¢c−L kaV¡ pñh ®Q¡M l¢Pe Ll¡
pñh,L−l, S£he ¢Llj h¤Ta¡R? ¢hu¡ LlR,®mM¡fs¡ Q¡−‰ EW−R, N−” ¢Nu¡ pwp¡l
LlR, HLn V¡L¡ j¡p Q¡L¢l LlR, L£ Q¡L¢lX¡ LlR ö¢e? L¤¢m¢N¢lz ¢WL e¡?
L¤¢m¢N¢l R¡s¡ a¤j¡l JC ¢hcÉ¡u Bl ¢L f¡Ch¡! ¢e−Sl f¡−u ¢e−S L¤s¡m j¡lRz
a¡−a L¡l ¢L r¢a qC−R? Bj¡l ¢LR¤ qC−R? Bj¡l ¢LµR¤ qu e¡Cz qC−R a¤j¡lz
f¡N−mJ ¢e−Sl h¤T h¤−T, a¤¢j h¤T e¡Cz f¡N−ml L¡−R ¢Nu¡ ®cM a¡l V¡L¡ k¢c
¢e−a Q¡p, ¢c−h? ¢c−h e¡z a¡l M¡h¡l k¢c ¢e−a Q¡p, ¢c−h? ¢c−h e¡z
h¡h¡ M¡¢eL −b−j, h¤¢T e¡ A−fr¡ L−l ¢L e¡ j§¢aÑj¡e c¤CV¡l j¤M ®b−L
¢e−cef−r ®L¡eJ n−ël, h−me, Be¾c−j¡q−e i¢aÑ qCu¡ Bu, C¾V¡l¢j¢X−u−V ®a¡
b¡XÑ ¢X¢ine f¡CRp, Q¡¾p ®a¡ f¡C¢h e¡ ¢LR¤−aC, ah¤ −cM ®Qø¡ LCl¡z k¡Ju¡l pju
Bj¡l ®Qð¡l ®bCL¡ V¡L¡ mCu¡ k¡z h¡h¡ Hh¡l N£a¡l ¢c−L −Q¡M e¡L c¡ya ph L¤¢’a
L−l h−me, ¢L i¡Ch¡ HC L¡SV¡ LlR? ¢e−Sl i¢hoÉ−al Lb¡ a¤¢jJ i¡h e¡C?
N£a¡l ®Q¡Mc¤−V¡ ®cM¡ k¡−µR e¡ ®k−qa¤ ®j−Tl ¢c−L ®Q¡M, Q¤−ml X¡¢m cªnÉj¡e eu
®k−qa¤ ByQ−m Bhªa j¡b¡, −W¡yV Hj¢e−aC N£a¡l ®R¡V, ®R¡V j¤−Ml ®R¡V ®W¡yV BlJ
−R¡V q−u B−Rz Hh¡lJ M¡¢eL ®b−j, Lg ®eC ah¤ ®T−s,h¡h¡ h−me N£a¡, Bj¡l
®j−u c¤CV¡l ®mM¡fs¡ B−R, J−cl p¡−b B—¡ ¢c−a ®ke e¡ ®c¢Mz Lb¡ h¤TR? N£a¡
j¡b¡ e¡−s, h¤−T−R ®pz h¡h¡ pn−ë E−W Bj¡l O−ll m¡−N¡u¡ J−cl clS¡¢V pn−ë
hå L−l −ial h¡l¡¾c¡l ¢c−Ll clS¡ pn−ë M¤−m k¡Ju¡ Bp¡ H clS¡ ¢c−uC Ll¡l
B−cn ¢c−u pn−ëC ®h¢l−u ®N−mez B−cn j¡e¡ R¡s¡ Bl Ef¡u ®eC ®R¡Vc¡lz ¢a¢e
h¡wm¡ Ae¡−pÑ Be¾c−j¡q−e i¢aÑ q−u h¡¢s ¢gl−mez h¡h¡ ay¡l h¡wm¡u i¢aÑ qJu¡l
OVe¡¢V ö−e ®W¡y−Vl ®L¡−Z a¡¢µR−mÉl q¡¢p T¤¢m−u p¡a¢ce L¡V¡−me Bl h−m
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 ®hs¡−me h¡wm¡u fCs¡ LuX¡ ®hX¡ j¡e¤o qC−R? h¡wm¡ ¢hn¡l−cl¡ hs−S¡l h¤¢Ü
LCl¡ Nl¦l N¡¢s Q¡m¡C−a f¡−l, Bl ¢LR¤ e¡z JC hm¡V¤L¤C, A−eLV¡ q¡m ®R−s
®cJu¡ h¡h¡ ®R¡Vc¡−L ®V−e ¢qyQ−s ¢e−u ¢h‘¡−el ®L¡eJ ¢ho−u i¢aÑ L¢l−u B−ee
e¡z ®R¡Vc¡ ¢el¡f−c ay¡l ¢hh¡¢qa S£he L¡V¡−a b¡−Le AhL¡−nz j¡−T j¡−T q¡−a
HL¢V M¡a¡ Bl f−L−V HL¢V Tle¡ Lmj Y¤¢L−u L−m−S k¡e, ¢hjoÑ j¤−M h¡¢s
®g−lez
h¡h¡l Ls¡ ¢e−o−dl flJ N£a¡l p−‰ Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el pMÉ ®h−s J−Wz
hsl¡ h¡¢s−a ®LE e¡ b¡L−m p¡d¡lZa B¢jC qa¡j c¤−øl ¢n−l¡j¢Z mwL¡l l¡S¡z
j¡−W ®Mm−a e¡j¡, R¡−c E−W ¢hnÄ ®cM¡, ¢hnÄ hm−a l¡Ù¹¡l h¡−l¡ lLj ®m¡L Bl
fТa−h¢n−cl Olh¡¢sE−W¡e, a¤mp£am¡, p−åd§f, j¢¾cl¡ h¡¢S−u L£aÑe N¡Ju¡, i¡s¡
Ll¡ hÉ¡ä f¡¢VÑl p¡j−e HL fÉ¡y−Q l¢Pe n¡¢s f−l L¡yp¡l −m¡V¡ q¡−a ¢j¢Rm L−l
hÐþf¤−œl ¢c−L k¡Ju¡, N‰¡l Sm j−e L−l hÐþf¤−œl ®O¡m¡ Sm ¢c−u h¡¢sl f¢hœ
Evph p¡l¡ ®cM¡, eua Af¡WÉ fs¡z N£a¡ Bj¡l l¡SaÅ HL a¤¢s−a cMm L−l
Bj¡−L R¡¢s−u j¡¢s−u alal L−l E−W k¡u L¡yW¡m N¡−R, X¡−m h−p L¡yW¡−ml j¤¢Q
M¡u, B¢j ¢eQ ®b−L h¡y−nl L¢’l BN¡u L¡f−sl f¤yV¢m−a e¤e Bl mwL¡…y−s¡
®hy−d Jl e¡N¡−m ¢cCz Ba¡ N¡−R m¡¢g−u J−Wz ®hm N¡−RJz ph¢l N¡−R EW−a
f¡lh¡? f¡lj¤ e¡ j¡−e? n¡¢s f−lC ph¢l N¡R ®h−u H−Lh¡−l jNX¡−m ¢N−u h−p,
e¡N¡−ml ®fu¡l¡…−m¡ jNX¡−m h−pC M¡uz f¡s¡l ®m¡L l¡Ù¹¡ ®b−L N¡−R JW¡ h¡¢sl
ea¤e hE−L ®c−Mz N£a¡l c¢pÉfe¡ Bj¡−cl q¡y Ll¡ j¤‡a¡ ®cuz Bjl¡ Jl ®fR−e
®m−Sl ja ®m−N b¡¢Lz N¡−R Qs¡l ®L¡eJ ¢h−cÉ Bj¡l ¢Rm e¡, N£a¡l L¡−R
q¡−aM¢s quz N£a¡l L¡−R q¡−aM¢s qu BlJ A−eL ¢LR¤lz q¡−aM¢s, f¡−uM¢s,
h¤−LM¢s, ®f−VM¢s, ¢f−WM¢s--M¢sl ®no ®eCz E−W¡−el M¢s…−m¡ N£a¡l ®fÐlZ¡u
Ry¤−s Bl ¢Ry−sC g¤−l¡−a m¡Nmz hª¢ø q−m Bj¡−cl f¤−l¡−e¡ A−iÉp, E−W¡−e j¡−W
−c±−s ®c±−s hª¢ø−a ®iS¡, ¢py¢s ®h−u R¡−c ¢N−u ¢i−S ¢i−S l¡¢SÉl e¡Q e¡Q¡z N£a¡
hª¢ø−a ®c±−s Bl ®e−Q a¤ø qu e¡, L¡L−iS¡ q−u −Q±Q¡m¡ ¢V−el O−ll j¡b¡u E−W
h−p b¡−Lz B¢j h¡l¡¾c¡u h−p −cM¢Rm¡j ®k¢ce fsm J, L¡−m¡ gV−Ll në ö−e
a¢sO¢s e¡j−a ¢N−u fsm ®a¡ fsm H−Lh¡−l i¡P¡ CV ®gm¡ E−W¡−e, −iS¡ Q¡m
®b−L f¡ ¢fR−m, ®hy¡V¡ ¢Ry−s k¡Ju¡ f¡L¡ Q¡m L¤j−s¡l ja N¢s−uz Cu¡p¢je Q¡−ml
j¡b¡u,N£a¡l f−s k¡Ju¡ ®c−M q¡ph e¡ Ly¡ch h¤−T EW−a e¡ f¡l¡ B¢j hs O−ll
h¡l¡¾c¡u, gÉ¡L¡−p j¤−M ¢i−S Q¤f−p b¡L¡ n¡¢s N¡−u E−W¡−e h−p b¡L¡ N£a¡ Bl
Hl j−dÉ j¡ H−p ¢i−S ®h¡lM¡ M¤−m h¡l¡¾c¡l c¢s−a T¤¢m−u −M¡u¡l Jfl h−p b¡L¡
h¡¢sl hE−L ®c−M Ah¡L, Bg−l¡S¡ a¤¢j JCM¡−e ¢L Ll! N£a¡ hmm, e¡ j¡ ¢LR¤
L¢l e¡, Cu¡p¢je Q¡−m EW−R ®a¡, HCM¡−e hCp¡ hCp¡ J−l ®cMa¡¢Rz
Cu¡p¢je Q¡−m EW−R?
q JC−k ®c−Me hCp¡ lC−Rz La LCm¡j ECW e¡, fCs¡ k¡Ch¡, öem e¡z
Cu¡p¢je j¡l djL ®M−u ®e−j B−p Q¡−ml Q¤−s¡ ®b−L Bl i¡S¡ j¡R¢V E−ÒV
®M−a e¡ S¡e¡, Aa EyQ¤ Q¡m ®b−L f−s q¡s e¡ i¡P¡, p¡j¡eÉ ByQs e¡ m¡N¡ N£a¡
−N¡pmM¡e¡u k¡u n¡¢s f¡ÒV¡−az j¡ ¢MQ¤¢s ®ly−d N£a¡l f¡−a −Y−m c¤f¤l−hm¡ ü¢Ù¹l
¢exnÄ¡p ®g−m hm−me, ®j−u c¤CV¡−l a¤¢j ®cCM¡ l¡Ma¡R hCm¡ B¢j ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ HLV¤
eJjqm ¢Nu¡ ®L¡l¡e q¡¢cp öe−a f¡¢lz N£a¡ hmm, j¡ Bf−e ®L¡eJ ¢Q¿¹¡ LC−le
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e¡, B¢j H−c−l ¢WL ®cCM¡ l¡Ma¡¢R, −Mu¡m l¡¢M ®L¡eJ c¤ø¡¢j ®ke e¡ L−lz
N£a¡l f¡−a c¤−V¡l S¡uN¡u ¢ae−V j¡w−pl V¤L−l¡ ¢c−me j¡, f¡−al ¢Le¡−l B−jl
BQ¡lz N£a¡ −M−a ®M−a hmm, j¡wpV¡ c¡l¦e l¡e−Re j¡z Bl BQ¡l ®k ®Lj−e
Ha i¡m h¡e¡e Bf−e! j¡ BlJ j¡wp, BlJ BQ¡l Jl f¡−a ®Y−m ¢hoj Evp¡−q
h−m k¡e, a¤j¡−l BQ¡l h¡e¡−e¡V¡ ¢nM¡Cu¡ ¢chz H−Lh¡−l ®p¡S¡, BjV¡ g¡¢m g¡¢m
LCl¡ L¡CV¡ hu−jl j−dÉ p¢lo¡l ®am, ¢LR¤ lp¤−el ®L¡u¡, Bl ¢LR¤ öLe¡ j¢lQ
¢cu¡ X¤h¡Cu¡ l¡Mh¡z j¡−T j¡−T ®l¡−â ¢ch¡ hu¡jz N£a¡ ¢hØg¡¢la ®Q¡M L−l h−m
a¡C e¡¢L! −k ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤−aC N£a¡ BL¡n ®b−L f−sz −R¡Vc¡l h¡Q¤f¡eL¡ ®c¡Ù¹
®M¡Le H−me Y¡L¡ ®b−L, °hWL O−l h−p B−Re, Mhl¢V ¢c−m −Q¡M Lf¡−m a¤−m
hmm ®p, ®M¡Lei¡C BC−R? LMe? ®Lj−e? q¡u q¡u L¡j¡m ®a¡ e¡Cz ®M¡Le Hje
BQjL¡ H−p Ef¢ÙÛa q−u−R ®k N£a¡l ¢hpÈ−ul p£j¡ ®eC, AbQ ¯hWLO−l ¢N−u
¢j¢ø ®q−p ®M¡Le−L hmm B−l Bf−el SeÉC ®a¡ A−fr¡ Ll−a¢Rm¡j, L¡j¡m
h−m ®N−R Bf−e−l hp−a, HC ®a¡ L¡−RC ®N−R,HM¢e ¢gl−hz N£a¡−L c¤−dl
h¡µQ¡l ja ®cM−aJ m¡−N, öe−aJ m¡−Nz L¡−m¡ j¤M¢V−a hs hs ®Q¡M, HC ®Q¡M−L
®LE ®LE hm−h fVm ®Ql¡ ®Q¡M, j¡b¡u A¢aOe Q¤−ml ®h¡T¡, ¢Vu¡l ®W¡y−Vl ja
d¡l¡−m¡ e¡L, B−é¡¢c¢al ®W¡y−Vl ja ®W¡yV, Aa c§l e¡ ¢N−u mwL¡ ®Ql¡ ®W¡yVC h¡
eu −Le, Cyc¤−ll c¡y−al ja c¡ya, p¡l−pl Nm¡l ja pl¦ Nm¡z ®R¡V ®R¡V q¡a, ®R¡V
®R¡V f¡, ®R¡V nl£lz L¡−m¡ ®j−u−L −m¡−L p¤¾cl£ h−m e¡, ¢L¿º N£a¡−L fª¢bh£l
®pl¡ p¤¾cl£ h−m Bj¡−cl j−e q−a b¡−Lz
f¡s¡u f¤−S¡l Y¡−Ll h¡Se¡ öl¦ q−u ®N−m c¤−dl h¡µQ¡−L ¢gp¢gp L−l
h¢m,BS−L c§NÑ¡ f¤S¡z BL¡n ®b−L f−s N£a¡, a¡C e¡¢L? S¡¢e e¡ ®a¡! ¢S−i
Q¤LQ¤L në L−l Jl SeÉ c¤xM L¢l, j¤pmj¡−el O−l ¢h−u qJu¡−a Jl Bl f¤−S¡l
Be¾c Ll¡ q−µR e¡z Bjl¡ ®kje h¡−l¡ j¡−pl ®a−l¡ f¤−S¡−aC f¡s¡l j™f ®c−M
®hs¡−a f¡¢l, Aø¢j Bl l−bl ®jm¡u ¢Q¢el ®Mme¡ Bl ¢h¢æ d¡−el MC ¢Le−a
f¡¢l--¢q¾c¤ ®b−L j¤pmj¡e qJu¡−a N£a¡l f−r Hph Bl pñh q−h e¡ ®S−e c¤xM
Bj¡−cl ®no qu e¡, ®R¡Vc¡ R¤−V B−pe hm−a hm−a ®c¢l q−u ®Nm N£a¡,
a¡s¡a¡¢s n¡¢sV¡ fCl¡ g¡m¡Jz
®L¡e n¡¢sV¡? N£a¡ Ah¡L q−u h−mz
L¡m−L ®k ¢LCeÉ¡ Bem¡j, ®pCV¡z
L¡m−L ¢LCeÉ¡ Bem¡? ®L¡eV¡?
B−l ®a¡j¡l f§S¡l n¡¢s!
f§S¡l n¡¢s j¡−e? HCph ¢L hm!
Bj¡l Ef¢ÙÛ¢a Bs−Q¡−M mrÉ L−l ®R¡Vc¡ AfÐÙ¹¤a ®q−p h−me, JC ®k HLV¡
e£m n¡¢s B−R e¡, a¤j¡l j¡ ®k ¢c¢Rm, ®pCV¡ flz
−pCV¡ hmz ®pCV¡ e¡ hCm¡ ®Le hm ®k a¤¢j ¢LeÉ¡ BeR? ®a¡j¡l ¢L V¡L¡
fup¡ B−R e¡¢L ®k ¢Leh¡! HL fup¡l j¤lc e¡C Bh¡l hs hs Lb¡!
a¡s¡a¡¢s Llz −c¢l qCu¡ ®Nmz
¢L−pl ®c¢l? LC k¡Ch¡?
h¡h¤u¡l h¡p¡u Bj¡−cl c¡Ju¡a B−R, i¤Cm¡ ®NR?
N£a¡¡−L e£m¡ð¢l fl£ p¡¢S−u ¢e−u ®R¡Vc¡ ®h−l¡ez HlLj fСuC ®h−l¡ez
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 f¤−l¡−e¡ hå¤l h¡¢s, ¢Qf¡Qp-pcpÉ−cl h¡¢s, −N¡mf¤L¤l f¡−s B—¡ ¢c−a ¢N−u
ea¤e N¢S−u JW¡ hå¤−cl h¡¢s,®Lhm h¡¢s h¡¢s O¤−lC pju L¡V¡e a¡ eu, e¡e¡e
Ae¤ù¡−eJ Be¾c L−l B−pe, N¡−el Ae¤ù¡e, e¡−Ql Ae¤ù¡e, e¡VL, ¢p−ej¡, f¡l−m
k¡œ¡J h¡c ®ce e¡z ®c−M Bj¡l ®Q¡M¢Si ph pQm pSmz −R¡Vc¡ ¢e−Sl ¢NV¡lM¡e¡
¢h¢œ² L−l ¢c−u−Re, nq−ll i¡m ¢NV¡lh¡¢S−u ¢q−p−h ®k e¡j ¢Rm, ®p e¡j ®k
a¤−m¡l ja q¡Ju¡u E−s k¡−µR, ®p ¢c−L ¢a¢e hs HLV¡ ¢g−l a¡L¡e e¡z hE ¢e−u
¢a¢e h¡−fl ®q¡−V−m b¡L−Re M¡−µRe, ¢L¿º b¡L¡ M¡Ju¡l h¡C−l BlJ HL¢V S£he
B−R, ®pC S£h−el SeÉ q−eÉ q−u HL¢V Q¡L¢ll ®M¡yS L−le ¢a¢ez
f¤−S¡l fl CnL¤m ®b−L ¢g−l Bj¡−L −N¡f−e HL¢V Mhl ®cu Cu¡p¢je, a¡l
Cú¤−ml HL h¡åh£ ®c−M−R f¤−S¡l ¢ce ¢fJef¡s¡u N£a¡l h¡¢s−a p−å−hm¡ Y¤L−R
N£a¡, ®fR−e ®R¡Vc¡z −R¡Vc¡−L OVe¡ S¡e¡−m ¢a¢e Bj¡−L p¡hd¡e L−l ®ce ®ke
L¡L fr£ e¡ S¡−e HC Mhlz L¡L fr£ S¡−e ¢ez L¡L fr£ HJ S¡−e e¡ ®k h¡h¡
®N¡pmM¡e¡u Y¤L−m fСuC pL¡−m ®hs¡m-f¡−u h¡h¡l O−l Y¤−L ®ke J O−l ¢LR¤
HLV¡ ®g−m H−p−Re ®gla Be−a k¡−µRe Abh¡ h¡h¡l p−‰ Hr¢¤Z a¡yl Sl¦¢l
¯hWL B−R Hje œÙ¹ AbQ n¡¿¹ i¡h j¤−M, Bme¡u T¤−m b¡L¡ fÉ¡−¾Vl f−LV ®b−L
Bm−N¡−R a¤−m ¢e−u B−pe cn V¡L¡ q−m cn V¡L¡, L¤¢s V¡L¡ q−m L¤¢s V¡L¡,
f’¡−n q¡a ¢c−aJ q¡a L¡y−f e¡ ®R¡Vc¡lz j¡ ®c−Me Hph, ®c−MJ e¡ ®cM¡l i¡e
L−lez ®R¡Vc¡l h¤−Ll f¡V¡ ®c−M i−u h¤L L¡y−f Bj¡lz dl¡ fs−m OVe¡ ¢L
c¡ys¡−h a¡ Ae¤j¡e Ll−a ®k p¡qp fÐ−u¡Se qu, a¡ Bj¡l h¡ Cu¡p¢j−el L¡lJlC
®eCz
®N−R¡ N£a¡ −Lhm N¡−RC eu, N¡−Rl a−mJ m¡g¡uz e¡Q ®nM¡−h h−m fs¡l
®V¢hm ®b−L Bj¡−L Bl Cu¡p¢je−L E¢W−u ¢e−u p¡l¡ h¡¢s−a a¡ a¡ °b °b L−l
®hs¡uz B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je M¤h A¢Q−l hs eªaÉ¢nÒf£ q−u EW¢R HC ¢hnÄ¡p Bj¡l
h¡ Cu¡p¢j−el e¡ b¡L−mJ N£a¡l B−Rz h¡h¡l h¡¢s Bp¡l në ®f−m e¡Q ®l−M
®c±−s f¢s ¢L j¢l fs¡l ®V¢h−m ¢N−u h¢p, h¡h¡l N¡−u q¡Ju¡ m¡−N R¤−V¡R¤¢Vlz fСu
l¡−aC O¤−j¡−a k¡h¡l B−N Bj¡−L X¡−Le, W¡™¡ Nm¡u ¢S−‘p L−le, M¡Ju¡
c¡Ju¡ qC−R?
clS¡l fcÑ¡ d−l cy¡¢s−u Ešl ¢cC, qC−Rz
fs¡−mM¡ qC−R?
qC−Rz
−Mm¡d¤m¡ qC−R?
fСu −W¡y−Vl L¡−R qC−R në¢V H−p k¡¢µRm, ¢N−m AeÉ HL në®S¡s¡ hÉhq¡l
L¢l, qu e¡Cz
B—¡ j¡l¡ qC−R?
qu e¡Cz
h¡h¡ ¢hpÈu ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u h−me, −Le qu e¡C?
në−S¡s¡ c§−l b¡L, ®L¡eJ nëC aMe Bj¡l j¤−M ®eCz
−Le qu e¡C B—¡ j¡l¡? h¡¢s−a ®a¡ HMe p‰£ p¡b£l Ai¡h e¡Cz
B¢j clS¡l fcÑ¡ BP¤−m ®fyQ¡−a b¡¢Lz

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 h¡h¡ h−me B—¡ j¡l¡ ®a¡ i¡m, fs¡−mM¡ Ll−a qu e¡, fl£r¡u f¡n Ll−a
qu e¡z ®cM e¡ ®a¡j¡l ®R¡Vc¡, La p¤¾cl S£he a¡l! −mM¡fs¡l ja h¡−S L¡S
a¡l Bl Ll−a qu e¡z
BP¤m ®b−L clS¡l fcÑ¡ R¡s¡−a b¡¢Lz
L¡m pL¡−m kMe B¢j h¡C−l k¡h, aMe a¤¢j Nè j¡l−a hph¡, h¤Tm¡! B¢j
h¡¢s ¢gl¡ fkÑ¿¹ Nè j¡l−aC b¡Lh¡, h¤Tm¡ ¢L LCm¡j?
p¡d¡lZa h¡h¡ kMe ¢LR¤ ®h¡T¡e, j¡b¡ ®e−s hm−a qu h¤Tm¡jz ¢L¿º HMe
h¤Tm¡j hm¡V¡ ®k ¢hf‹eL ®p ®hn h¤¢Tz
h¡h¡l iu N£a¡l p−‰ pMÉ ®f−a HC h¤¢T Bj¡−cl ®mM¡fs¡l h¡−l¡V¡ h¡Smz
Bj¡l O−ll m¡N¡−u¡ ®R¡Vc¡l O−ll clS¡u ¢a¢e a¡m¡ m¡¢N−u ¢c−u−Re, k¡Ju¡
Bp¡ Jl¡ h¡l¡¾c¡l clS¡ ¢c−u Ll−R ¢L¿º −R¡Vc¡l ®c¡Ù¹ ®M¡Le ®k l¡−a ®b−L
®N−me h¡¢s−a, ö−me ®R¡Vc¡l ¢hR¡e¡u, ANaÉ¡ N£a¡−L ö−a qm Bj¡l ¢hR¡e¡u,
HL l¡−al hÉ¡f¡l H Bl Hje ¢L, Hje ¢L Bj¡−cl L¡−R q−mJ h¡h¡l L¡−R eu,
¢a¢e Ni£l l¡−a f¡¢e ®M−a E−W H Ol J Ol f¡uQ¡¢l Ll−a ¢N−u N£a¡−L Bj¡l
¢hR¡e¡u B¢h×L¡l L−l ¢Q¢h−u ®Qy¢Q−u ýwL¡−l NSÑ−e ¢eT¤j l¡a−L NeN−e c¤f¤l
h¡¢e−u R¡s−mez ®R¡Vc¡ Bl ®M¡L−el p−‰ HL ¢hR¡e¡u h¡¢L l¡a L¡V¡−a qm
N£a¡lz h¡h¡ N£a¡−L Bj¡−cl Bnf¡n ®b−L c§l c§l L−l a¡s¡−mJ a¡l fТa
Bj¡−cl BLoÑZ c§l qu e¡, hlw h¡−sz a¡l j¤−M q¡¢p ®g¡V¡−a fs¡−n¡e¡ j¡Q¡u
a¤−m a¡l ®ph¡u pc¡ phÑc¡ ¢e−u¡¢Sa b¡¢Lz S¤−a¡ Q¡C−m S¤−a¡ H¢N−u ¢cC, ¢Ql¦¢e
Q¡C−m ¢Ql¦¢e,f¡¢e Q¡C−m f¡¢e, N£a¡ f¡¢el ®Nm¡p ®i−P ®gm−m j¡−L h¢m Bj¡l
q¡a ®m−N ®Nm¡p ®i−P−Rz N£a¡−L BlJ ®c¡o ®b−L j¤š² L¢l, ¢h−Lm−hm¡
Bj¡−cl R¡−c ®X−L ¢e−u ¢hSu¢ch−pl ®j¡jh¡¢a ®SÅ−m ®l¢mwH, ®l¢mwHl Jfl
¢c¢hÉ p¡LÑ¡−pl ®j−ul ja ®qy−V k¡u, HLV¤ ®q−m fs−mC f−s ¢N−u j¡b¡ ¢e¢ÕQa
®ba−m k¡−h ®S−eJ −p q¡y−V, Bj¡−clJ EpL¡¢e ®cu q¡yV−az ®l¢mwH mð¡ q−u
ö−u hÔ¡E−Sl ®ial q¡a ¢c−u HL nm¡ ¢pN¡−lV Bl HL¢V jÉ¡Qh¡„ ®hl L−l
Bj¡−cl Ah¡L L−l ¢c−u ¢pN¡−l−V B…e ®SÅ−m V¡e ®cu, l¡Ù¹¡l j¡e¤−ol¡ q¡y q−u
®c−M Hphz N£a¡ h−m, ®cM¤L, Bj¡l L£! Bj¡l CµR¡ B¢j ¢pN¡−lV M¡Cu¡jz L¡l
L£ LJu¡l B−R! H h¡¢s−a ®LE ¢pN¡−lV ®g¡y−L e¡, ®L¡eJ f¤l¤o BaÈ£u−LC B¢j
¢pN¡−lV g¤yL−a ®c¢M¢e, ®pM¡−e ®j−u q−u l¡Ù¹¡l Bl f¡s¡l ®m¡L−L ®c¢M−u h¡¢sl
ea¤e hE R¡−cl ®l¢mwH ö−u ¢pN¡−lV g¤yL−h, h¡h¡l L¡−e ®N−m phÑe¡n ®a¡ q−hC,
phÑe¡−nl p£j¡R¡s¡ l©f¢Vl Lb¡ ®i−h Bj¡l ¢qj q−u B−p nl£lz N£a¡ h−m, B−l
¢LµR¤ qCh e¡, V¡e ®cJ a! Bj¡l L¡yf¡ L˜, h¡h¡ S¡e−m j¡Cl¡ ®gmh! N£a¡
f−l¡u¡ L−l e¡ h¡h¡ S¡e−m L£ q−h e¡ q−h ®pph−Lz ¢L L−l ¢pN¡−l−V V¡e ¢c−a
qu ¢n¢M−u ®cuz j¤MNqÆ−l ®d¡yu¡ Y¤¢L−uC R¤y−s R¤y−s ¢cC e£m¡L¡n ®Y−L ®cJu¡ ®d¡yu¡
®d¡yu¡ ®j−Ol ¢c−Lz ¢qj nl£−l AÒf AÒf L−l f¤m¢L Eo·a¡z Aá¤a HL BLoÑZ
Ae¤ih L¢l ¢e¢oÜ ¢S¢e−pz ¢pN¡−lV ®L¡−›L¡ f¡CR? N£a¡ h−m,f¡C¢Rz f¡C¢R, Hl
®h¢n ¢LR¤ ®p h−m e¡,−W¡y−Vl ®L¡−Z HL ¢Qm−a q¡¢p T¤¢m−u l¡−M öd¤z ¢pN¡−l−Vl
Bl lq−pÉl ®d¡yu¡u N£a¡−L ®ch£ c¤NÑ¡l ja j−e quz R¡c ®b−L ®e−j L¤mL¤Q¡ L−l
−d¡yu¡l Nå c§l L−l −d¡u¡ j¤−M L¤mf ¤ H−yV h−p b¡¢Lz pwp¡−ll Hph ®R¡V ®R¡V
OVe¡c¤OÑVe¡u N£a¡−LC −k öd¤ h¡y¢Q−u ¢cC, a¡ eu, ®R¡Vc¡−LJ h¡yQ¡Cz −R¡Vc¡
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 Ai¡−hl a¡se¡u Be¾c−j¡qe L−m−Sl ¢c−L k¡Ju¡ f¤−l¡f¤¢l hå L−l c¤n V¡L¡
®ha−e p¡ç¡¢qL h¡wm¡l cfÑZ f¢œL¡u p¡wh¡¢c−Ll L¡S ¢e−u−Re, H−aJ ay¡l
Ai¡h ®O¡−Q e¡z fТa¢ceC e¡¢L p¤−l M¡¢L ü−l hm−a b¡−Le ®c e¡ f¡yQV¡ V¡L¡ ®c
e¡, f¡yQ V¡L¡ e¡C, a¡C−m Q¡lV¡L¡ ®c, Q¡lV¡L¡ ®a¡ e¡C, ¢WL B−R ¢ae V¡L¡C ®cz
¢ae V¡L¡ e¡ q−m c¤V¡L¡Cz c¤V¡L¡ e¡ q−m HLV¡L¡z a¡J e¡ q−m BVA¡e¡,
Q¡lBe¡J ®R¡Vc¡ R¡−se e¡z ¢Q−ml −R¡y ¢c−a ýj¢s ®M−u f−sez c¡c¡l Jo¤−dl h¡„
®b−LJ ®N¡f−e Jo¤d p¢l−u ¢e−u k¡e ®R¡Vc¡z Bjl¡ a¡ ®S−eJ, ®f−Vl ®ial
…y−s¡¢œ²¢jl ja m¡me L¢l OVe¡z c¡c¡ pL¡−m −N¡pmM¡e¡u k¡e, c¡c¡l
®N¡pmM¡e¡u k¡Ju¡ j¡−e ®fµR¡h f¡uM¡e¡ c¡¢sL¡j¡−e¡ ®N¡pm ph ®p−l Bp−a
O¾V¡ f¡l qJu¡, ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ c¡c¡l f−LV ®b−L aMe Bm−N¡−R V¡L¡ a¤−m ®ee ®R¡Vc¡z
h¡h¡l f−LV ®b−L V¡L¡ ¢e−a ®N−m hs HL¢V T¤y¢L ®eJu¡ qu, L¡lZ h¡h¡ Ha â¦a
®N¡pm p¡−le ®k ýV L−l LMe ®h¢l−u Bp−he ¢WL ®eC, Bl ®N¡pmM¡e¡l clS¡l
j¤−MC h¡h¡l Olz ®p a¤me¡u c¡c¡l Ol A−eLV¡C c§−l, h¡l¡¾c¡ ®f−l¡J, c¤−V¡ Ol
®f−l¡J a¡lflz ®R¡Vc¡l fÐ−u¡Se ¢LR¤−a g¤−l¡u e¡z ®hmN¡−Rl am ¢c−u ®h−ml
N¡Rf¡a¡ j¡¢Vf¡a¡J ®ke e¡ S¡e−a f¡−l Hje ¢exn−ë ®qy−V f¡”¡¢h h¡ ¢Y−m n¡−VÑl
a−m eua hs ®W¡P¡u eua h¡S¡−ll b−mu Jo¤d ¢e−u p¿¹fÑ−Z L¡−m¡ gVL M¤−m
®h¢l−u k¡e ®R¡Vc¡z fÐbj fÐbj hm−ae Jo¤d a¡yl ¢e−Sl clL¡l, ay¡l nl£−l
Ap¤−Ml p£j¡ ®eCz ¢L¿º h¡¢sl h¡C−l Jo¤d ®eJu¡ ®c−M kMe fÐnÀ L¢l, LC ¢eu¡
k¡J Jo¤d? ®R¡Vc¡l Ec¡p£e Ešl hå¤ h¡åhl¡ Q¡uz ¢iV¡¢je Q¡uz
¢iV¡¢j−e −h¢n¢ce f−s b¡−Le e¡ ®R¡Vc¡z L¡¢nl Jo¤d, SÅ−ll Jo¤d, Hje¢L
L¢We L¢We ®l¡−Nl L¢We L¢We Jo¤d pl¡−a öl¦ Ll−mez ®Le? hå¤l¡ Q¡C−Rz
−Le? hå¤l¡ Jo¤d Q¡C−R, L¡lJ L¡¢n L¡lJ SÅl L¡lJ ®f−Vl hÉ¡l¡j, L¡lJ
Bmp¡lz ¢L¿º hå¤−cl ¢L Ap¤M ®m−NC b¡−L hRlil!
Bj¡l ¢L HLV¡ c¤CV¡ hå¤ e¡¢L!
a¡ ¢WL, ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤l p£j¡ ®eCz h¡¢s−a ®R¡Vc¡l ®M¡y−S p¡wh¡¢cL hå¤,L¢h
hå¤, e¡VÉL¡l hå¤, ¢Qf¡Qp hå¤,R¡œ, hÉhp¡u£, Q¡L¢lS£h£, ®hL¡l--e¡e¡ lLj hå¤
B−pez ®N¡ys¡¢m ®b−L j¡b¡, j¡b¡ ®b−LJ Q¡l f¡yQ q¡a EyQ¤ hu−pl hå¤z Jy−cl
fcÑ¡l Bs¡m ®b−L ®c¢M, ®c¢M Bl C−µR L−l ®R¡Vc¡l ja B¢jJ Jy−cl p−‰ B—
¡ ¢cCz Bj¡l ®p p¡qp n¢š² p¤−k¡N ®L¡eJV¡C ®k ®eC, a¡ B¢j q¡−s q¡−s ®Vl f¡C
AhnÉz
®a¡j¡l hå¤−cl Ha Ap¤M quz ®cM−m a j−e qu ¢c¢hÉ p¤ÙÛz
M¡¢m ¢L hå¤−clCz hå¤l h¡h¡l Ap¤M, j¡l Ap¤Mz J−cl ¢L Lj BaÈ£u üSe !
¢L Ll ®R¡Vc¡ Jo¤d ¢eu¡, p¢aÉ LCl¡ LJ ®a¡! HL¢ce h¢mz
−R¡Vc¡ lq−pÉl l−p −W¡yV X¤¢h−u q¡−pez
®Le, ¢L qC−R?
¢LR¤ qu e¡Cz ¢L¿º B−N ¢L Ll LJ, e¡C−m c¡c¡l L¡−R ¢L¿º LCu¡ ¢cu¡jz
Bj¡l ýj¢L−a L¡S quz ®R¡Vc¡ h−me −h¢Q ®l ®h¢Qz
−R¡Vc¡l Lb¡u L¡S qu, B¢j N−m k¡C j¡u¡uz ¢e−SC c¡c¡l h¡„ ®b−L c¡¢j
Jo¤d c¤HL¢V p¢l−u ®R¡Vc¡l q¡−a ¢cC, Cu¡p¢jeJ ®cuz c¡c¡ h¡¢s ®b−L ®kC e¡
®h−l¡e, ®R¡Vc¡ p−‰ p−‰ J O−l Y¤−L Jo¤d ®a¡ B−RC, V¡L¡ fup¡ c¡c¡ ®L¡b¡J
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i¤−m ®l−M ®N−me ¢L e¡ ®M¡y−Se, ®n−o Bme¡ −b−L HL¢V n¡VÑ N¡−u ¢c−u Ol ®b−L
®h−l¡ez c¡c¡l A…e¢a n¡VÑ, −Vl f¡e e¡z qW¡v j¤−M¡j¤¢M q−u ®N−m L¡−m¡ gV−Ll
j¤−M h¡ l¡Ù¹¡u, c¡c¡ j¤M L¡−m¡ L−l h−me L£ ®l L¡j¡m Bj¡l n¡VÑ flRp −Le?
−R¡Vc¡ h−me,fl¢Rm¡j,M¤Cm¡ bCu¡j−e, ¢Q¿¹¡ LCl e¡z
HL¢ce,BCµR¡ Bj¡l ®VVÊ−el e£m n¡VÑV¡ LC−l? fÉ¡−¾Vl Jfl ®N¢” N¡−u
®j¡S¡ f¡−u p¡l¡ h¡¢s O¤−l O¤−l ®h¡L¡ ®h¡L¡ ®Q¡−M H¢cL J¢cL a¡¢L−u hm−a
b¡−Le c¡c¡z
L£ S¡¢e, j¡ d¤C−a ¢e−R ®h¡dqu!
B−l e¡, JCV¡ ®d¡u¡ C¢Ù» Ll¡ ¢Rmz
a¡C−m S¡¢ee¡z
n¡c¡ n¡VÑV¡C h¡ LC!f−L−V −k n£m¡ g¤−ml L¡S LCl¡ ¢c¢Rm!
®pCV¡ e¡ a¤¢j L¡m−L flm¡!
B−l e¡, L¡m−L a B¢j m¡m n¡VÑ fl¢Rz
j¡−l ¢SN¡p Ll, B¢j S¡¢e e¡z
c¡c¡ j¡−L ¢S−‘p L−le, j¡J S¡−ee e¡z
LyÉ¡V−Ly−V m¡m L¤Q¢lj¤Q¢l HL¢V n¡VÑ f−l je M¡l¡f L−l h¡C−l Q−m k¡e c¡c¡z
ay¡l hÉÙ¹a¡ A−eL, g¡Cp¾p ®L¡Çf¡e£l ¢l−fÐ−Se−V¢Vi ¢a¢e, BS V¡‰¡Cm k¡−µRe,
flö ®eœ−L¡Z¡, ®eœ−L¡Z¡ ®b−L ¢g−lC Bh¡l S¡j¡mf¤lz c¡c¡l gpÑ¡ j¤M ®l¡−c
O¤−l O¤−l L¡−m¡ q−u ®k−a b¡−Lz c¡c¡l SeÉJ Bj¡l j¡u¡ quz
®R¡Vc¡−L h¢m, Jo¤d ®hCQ¡ A−eL V¡L¡ f¡J, a¡C−m Bj¡l ®bCL¡ Bl c¤C
¢ae V¡L¡ ®eJ ®Le!
¢L ®k Lp! ®h¢n V¡L¡ f¡C e¡ ®a¡! HC…m¡ ®a¡ pÉ¡Çfm,X¡š²¡l−c−l ®cJu¡l
SeÉ, ®cMp e¡ ®mM¡ B−R ¢hœ²−ul SeÉ e−q! k¡ c¡j, a¡l A−dÑ−Ll ®Q−u Lj c¡j
®cu ®c¡L¡ec¡ll¡z ®R¡Vc¡ h¤¢T−u h−mez
Jo¤−dl b−m q¡−a L−l fÊ¡uC ®hmN¡−Rl am ¢c−u ®R¡Vc¡l AcªnÉ q−u k¡Ju¡
j¡J mrÉ L−le, h¡h¡−L ®L¡jm L−˜ h−me, L¡j¡m−l HLV¡ i¡m Q¡L¢l V¡L¢ll
hÉhÙÛ¡ LCl¡ ®cJu¡ k¡u e¡!
h¡h¡lJ ®L¡jm L˜, q,¢c−a f¡¢lz L¤¢m¢N¢l Ll¡l HLV¡ hÉhÙÛ¡ LCl¡ ¢c−a
f¡¢lz
HCph ¢L Le!
®Le? L¤¢m¢N¢l ®a¡ i¡m Q¡L¢lz L¤¢m¢N¢l LCl¡ j¡Ce−o b¡La¡−R e¡? J
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i¡m Q¡L¢l ®S¡V¡−e¡ V¡L¡ fup¡ kaV¡ f¡−le L¡¢j−u Y¡L¡u f¡¢W−u ®cJu¡z
h¡¢s−a karZ ¢a¢e b¡−Le, ®h¢nl i¡N pju ¢e−Sl O−l h−p mð¡ mð¡ ¢Q¢W
®m−Me, ¢h−ul B−N ®kje ¢mM−ae, ®pC ph h¢œn fªù¡ ¢Q¢Wl ja ¢Q¢Wz J¢cL
®b−L ¢Q¢W B−p, ®R¡V ¢Q¢W, ¢Q¢Wl p−‰ ¢m¢ø B−pz ¢m¢ØV f−L−V ¢e−u ®R¡Vc¡
®h¢l−u k¡e, ¢S¢epfœ ¢L−e L¡N−S j¤−s h¡¢s ¢e−u H−p O−ll clS¡ S¡e¡m¡ hå
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 L−l hs hs fÉ¡−LV L−le Y¡L¡ f¡W¡−az j¡ ®c−Me, Bs¡−m ®Q¡−Ml Sm ®j¡−Rez
HC ®k L¡j¡m V¡L¡ L¡j¡Ca¡−R, hE−l La ¢LR¤ ¢S¢ep ¢LeÉ¡ ¢ca¡−R, ®L¡−e¡¢ce
®a¡ LCm e¡ j¡l q¡−a ¢LR¤ V¡L¡ ¢cCz f¡yQV¡ V¡L¡J a p¡−d e¡C ®L¡eJ¢cez j¡l
HC q¡q¡L¡l L¡E−L ØfnÑ L−l e¡z j¡ HL¡C ¢R−me, BlJ HL¡ q−a b¡−Lez
AåL¡−l h¡l¡¾c¡u h−p b¡L¡ j¡l q¡−al ap¢hql ®N¡V¡ ¢ÙÛl q−u b¡−Lz
−N¡V¡ nq−l ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤z h¡¢s−a ®R¡Vc¡l ®M¡y−S H−m ®R¡Vc¡ p¡d¡lZa J−cl
¢e−u h¡C−l Q−m k¡ez LMeJ pMeJ −R¡Vc¡ h¡C−ll h¡l¡¾c¡-O−l hå¤ ¢e−u h−pez
j¡−L h−me Q¡ ¢c−az j¡ Q¡ h¡¢e−u S¢ll j¡l q¡−a f¡¢W−u ®cez O−l phpju
Q¡−ul pl”¡j b¡−L e¡z ¢Q¢e h¡ c¤d e¡ b¡L−m Hj H L¡qq¡−ll h¡¢s f¡¢W−u HL
L¡f ¢Q¢e h¡ c¤d d¡l L−l Be¡ quz Hj H L¡qq¡−ll ja de£l h¡¢s ®b−LJ −m¡L
B−p j¡−T j¡−TC ¢Q¢e h¡ c¤d d¡l Ll−az HL L¡f ¢Q¢e h¡ c¤d d¡−ll hÉ¡f¡l¢V
Bj¡−cl L¡−R X¡mi¡az Q¡−ul pw−N c¤−V¡ ®V¡ØV ¢hú¤V eua e¡¢h−ú¡ ¢hú¤V ¢c−a
qu, h¡¢s−a ¢hú¤V phpju b¡−L e¡, aMe öd¤ Q¡ ®aC BfÉ¡ue p¡l−a quz HL
l¡−a, hm¡ k¡u Ni£l l¡−a, fСu p¡−s h¡−l¡V¡u ®R¡Vc¡l HL hå¤ kMe clS¡l Ls¡
e¡sm, ®R¡Vc¡ aMe ®Lhm ö−a k¡−µRez h¡h¡ ®eC h¡¢s−a,h¡¢sl Bl ph¡C
O¤¢j−uz Bj¡l O¤j ®i−P k¡u clS¡l n−ëz ¯hWLO−ll fcÑ¡ p¢l−u ®c¢M q¢lZ q¢lZ
®Q¡−Ml ¢j¢ø ¢j¢ø q¡¢pl HL ®R−ml ¢ei¡yS ¢e−V¡m j¤−M Q¡y−cl B−m¡ Q¤j¤ M¡−µRz
Bj¡l JC Ey¢L ®cJu¡ j¤−Ml A−dÑLM¡¢e ®c−MC ®R−m¢V hmm, e¡p¢le e¡! La hs
q−u −NR a¤¢j! ®R−m¢Vl c£ç ®Q¡M Bj¡l j¤M ®b−L p−l e¡z B¢j pw−L¡−Q ea L¢l
®Q¡Mz
Bj¡−L j−e e¡C ®a¡j¡l? B¢j S¤h¡−ulz
B¢j ®L¡eJ Ešl ¢cC e¡z S¤h¡−ul ¢S−‘p L−l, a¤¢j N¡e fR¾c Ll? jªc¤
L−ã h¢m qÉ¡y L¢lz c¡y¢s−uC ¢Rm¡j, ®R¡Vc¡ hm−me, k¡ ®ia−l k¡, j¡−l Q¡ ¢c−a L
a c¤C L¡fz j¡ O¤¢j−u ¢R−me, ®W−m E¢W−u h¢m, ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤ BC−R, c¤C L¡f Q¡
®cJz j¡ f¡n ¢g−l h−me, S¢ll j¡−l Lz S¢ll j¡ ®j−T−a L¤L¤l L¤™¤¢m, S¡¢N−u
h¢m, c¤C L¡f Q¡ Llz S¢ll j¡ O¤j−Q¡−M l¡æ¡O−l ¢N−u öL−e¡ L¡yW¡m f¡a¡ Q¤−m¡u
…y−S B…e d¢l−u Q¡−ul f¡¢e h¢p−u −cuz f¡¢e Nlj qm h−V, ¢L¿º Q¡ f¡a¡ LC,
¢Q¢e LC, c¤dC h¡ LC! j¡ S¡−ee LCz j¡−L Bh¡l X¡¢L, ECWÉ¡ Q¡ h¡e¡Cu¡ ®cJz
f¡¢e Nlj qCu¡ ®N−Rz
j¡ Bh¡lJ f¡n ¢g−l ö−me, Ha l¡C−a Bj¡−l SÅ¡m¡Cp e¡z Bj¡l nCmX¡
h¡m¡ e¡z
j¡ EW−me e¡z ¢S−‘p Ll−me h¡h¡ ¢g−l−Re ¢L e¡z ®g−l¢e hm¡−a hm−me
JC j¡N£l h¡¢sa l¡Ca L¡X¡Ca¡−Rz B¢j q¡m ®R−s ¢c−u ¢hR¡e¡u ¢Qv q−u ö−u
L¢sL¡−Wl ¢c−L Apq¡u a¡¢L−u b¡¢Lz QjvL¡l Nm¡u N¡e N¡C−R S¤h¡−ulz
¯exn−ël p¤−a¡u il L−l N¡−el p¤l ®i−p Bp−R O−l, ®p p¤l O¤j¿¹ L¡E−L
S¡N¡u e¡, Bl ®S−N b¡L¡ Bj¡−L O¤−j¡−a ®cu e¡z C−µR L−l f¤−l¡ l¡a N¡e ö¢e,
S¤h¡−u−ll f¡−n Oe q−u h−p f§¢ZÑj¡u ¢i−S ¢i−S a¾ju q−u ö¢e, SNa pwp¡l
i¤−m ö¢ez l¡a c¤−V¡l ¢c−L B¢j ¢Qla−l c§−l Q−m k¡h, ah¤ Bj¡−l ®ch e¡
i¤¢m−a N¡e¢V −N−u S¤h¡−ul Q−m ®Nmz
fl¢ce ®R¡Vc¡ ¢h−Lm−hm¡ h¡¢s ¢g−l ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u lC−me Q¤fQ¡fz
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 ¢L HC Apj−u öCR ®Le?
i¡õ¡Na¡−R e¡z
¢L qC−R?
L¡m−L ®k S¤h¡−ul BC¢Rm, Bj¡l hå¤, A−eL hRl f−l a¡l p¡−b ®cM¡z
−R−mX¡ M¤h p¤¾cl ®cM−az N¡eJ a p¤¾cl N¡uz
BS−L ®i¡−l S¤h¡−ul BaÈqaÉ¡ Ll−Rz
h¤−Ll ®ial ®b−L W¡™¡ ¢L S¡¢e ¢L p¡l¡ N¡−u j¤q§−aÑ R¢s−u f−sz S¤h¡−u−ll
p−‰ −k ®j−u¢Vl ®fÐj ¢Rm, ®p ®j−u−L −j−ul h¡h¡ d−l ®hy−d AeÉ HL ®R−ml
p−‰ ¢h−u ¢c−u ¢c−u−R, ®R¡Vc¡ M¤h r£Z L−ã hm−mez L¡m l¡−a S¤h¡−ul JC
®j−u pÇf−LÑ HL¢V Lb¡J h−m¢ez h−m−R, Ha QjvL¡l f§¢ZÑj¡u a¡l C−µR L−l¢e
HL¡ HL¡ O−l h−p b¡L−a, a¡C ®h¢l−u−R ®p, a¡l M¤h N¡e N¡C−a C−µR Ll−Rz
S¤h¡−ul kMe N¡e N¡C¢Rm, ®R¡Vc¡ f¡−n h−p ¢Tj¤¢µR−mez S¤h¡−ul BlJ N¡e
N¡C−a Q¡C¢Rm, ¢L¿º ®R¡Vc¡C S¤h¡−ul−L h−m−Re Q−m ®k−a, L¡lZ ¢hR¡e¡u ay¡l
aMe e¡ ®N−mC euz −fÐ−jl p−‰ BaÈqaÉ¡l pÇfLÑ hs ¢e¢hsz ®R¡Vc¡J ay¡l
¢h−ul B−N ¢ho ®M−u¢R−mez QVSm¢c q¡pf¡a¡−m ¢e−u −f−V em Y¤¢L−u ¢ho −hl
L−l ®eJu¡ q−u¢Rm h−m ®hy−Q−Rez
Hlfl −hn L−uL¢V l¡a B¢j O¤−j¡−a f¡¢l¢ez ®LhmC j−e q−u−R l¡a g¤y−s
HL¢V N¡e −i−p Bp−R, B¢j ¢Qla−l c§−l Q−m k¡h, ah¤ Bj¡−l ®ch e¡ i§¢m−az

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 ®R¡V ®R¡V c¤xM Lb¡

j¡l ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤ h¡h¡l fR¾c e¡ q−mJ j¡l hm¡ HL¢V Rs¡ h¡h¡l M¤h fR¾cz
je i¡m b¡L−m j¡−L ¢a¢e Rs¡¢V hm−a h−mez j¡ ®q−p c¤−m c¤−m h−me,
HL fup¡l °am,
¢L−p MlQ °qm,
®a¡j¡l c¡¢s Bj¡l f¡u,
BlJ ¢cm¡j −R−ml N¡u,
®R−m−j−ul ¢h−u qm,
p¡al¡a N¡e qm,
®L¡eJ Ai¡N£ O−l ®Nm,
h¡¢L ®amV¤L ¢e−u ®Nmz
j¡l E−s¡M¤−s¡ Q¤m, ®am p¡h¡e f−s e¡ Q¤−mz ¢ge¢g−e Q¤m…−m¡ ®fR−e c¢s
¢c−u ®hy−d l¡−Me, ¢g−a ®S¡−V e¡ phpjuz Bj¡−cl, Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el
Q¤−ml ¢g−a f¤−l¡−e¡ q−u ®N−m a¡ ¢c−u h¡y−de, a¡J e¡ b¡L−m c¢sz ®N¡pm L−l
®iS¡ Q¤mJ ®fR−e ®hy−d l¡−Me, Q¤m T−l f−s BlJz j¡l Oe c£OÑ ®Ln ¢Rm
HLL¡−m, HMe ®eCz ®eC h−m Bg−p¡p L−le, ¢L¿º k¡ B−R a¡ ®qm¡−gm¡u
T−l, ¢a¢e ¢g−l a¡L¡e e¡z j¡ kMe Bj¡−L Bj¡l Q¤−ml kaÁ ¢e−a h−me, B¢j
h¢m, Bl kaÁ LCl¡ ¢L qCh, Q¤m a ®a¡j¡l Q¤−ml ja qC−R, f¡am¡z ¢e−Sl ®R¡V
®Q¡M ¢e−uJ c¤xM L−l h¢m, Cu¡p¢j−el ®Q¡M La p¤¾cl, h¡h¡l ®Q¡M f¡C−Rz Bj¡l
…m¡ qC−R ®a¡j¡l ®Q¡−Ml jaz e¡L ¢e−uJ Lb¡, e¡LV¡ M¡s¡ qCm e¡z qCh
®Lj−e, ®a¡j¡l e¡L f¡C¢R a! ®kV¤L¤ gpÑ¡ q−u¢R a¡ h¡h¡l L¡l−Z, ®kV¤L¤ L¡−m¡ a¡
j¡l L¡l−Zz nl£−ll k¡ ¢LR¤ M¤ya, a¡ ph j¡l L¡R ®b−L f¡Ju¡, HlLjC HL
¢hnÄ¡p Bj¡l Ni£−l œ²jn fÐ−hn Ll−a b¡−Lz i¡NÉ i¡m ®k h¡h¡l b¤a¢e f¡C¢Rz
b¤a¢el j−dÉ HLV¡ i¡yS B−R, ®j−ul¡ Lu HCX¡ B−R hCm¡ Bj¡−l p¤¾cl m¡−N
®cM−az h¡h¡l ¢LR¤ f¡C¢R hCm¡ j¡Ce−ol ja ®cM−a m¡−Nz HL¢ce j¡l ¢c−L
A−eLrZ a¡¢L−u h¢m, j¡ ®a¡j¡l Nm¡ LC?
Nm¡ LC j¡−e?
®a¡j¡l a Nm¡ e¡Cz ®a¡j¡l b¤a¢e −p¡S¡ e¡Cj¡ ®N−R h¤−Lz Bl ®a¡j¡l
L¡ydJ a e¡C, hÔ¡ESJ a¡C ¢fRm¡Cu¡ fCl¡ k¡uz
nl£−ll A‰ fÐaɉ pÇf−LÑ j¿¹hÉ pwp¡−l ea¤e euz h¤¢Ü qJu¡l fl ®b−L
®c−M Bp¢R nl£−ll ®L¡e A‰ ®cM−a ®Lje, −Q¡M e¡L L¡e −W¡yV, nl£−ll °cOÑÉ

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fÐÙ,Û aÅ−Ll lw CaÉ¡¢c ¢e−u BaÈ£u−cl Ni£l B−m¡Qe¡ Hhw a¤me¡z h¡¢s−a ®LE
®hs¡−a H−mJ a¡ÚC qu, A−eL¢ce fl qua Bj¡−L ®LE ®cM−me, ®c−MC h−me
h¡q ®j−u ®a¡ ®hn mð¡ qCa¡−Rz h¡−fl ja Nse f¡C−Rz Abh¡ ¢L hÉ¡f¡l Ha
L¡m¡ qCa¡−R ®Le J! −Q¡M e¡L L¡−el ¢c−LJ a£rÁ cª¢ø R¤y−s j¿¹hÉ L−le ®L¡e¢V
i¡m ®L¡e¢V j¾c, h¡h¡l ja e¡¢L j¡l ja, e¡¢L j¡l hw−nl h¡ h¡h¡l hw−nl L¡lJ
jaz j¡J h−me, Cu¡p¢j−el q¡a f¡…m¡ Jl g¤f¤−cl ja qC−Rz T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ Y¡L¡
®b−L ®hs¡−a H−p Bj¡l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u h−me Cp ®Q¡M…m¡ H−LÅh¡−l hsh¤z
Q¤m…m¡ ®a¡ hsh¤Cz j¡ ¢exn−ë A−eLrZ nl£−ll M¤ya ¢e−u Bj¡−cl M¤yaM¤ya¤¢e Bl
A¢i−k¡N ö−e h−me, q B¢j a fQ¡z B¢j L¡m¡z ®cM−a M¡l¡fz al¡ a p¤¾clz
al¡ p¤¾cl qCu¡ b¡Lz
h¡¢s−a −N¡p−ml p¡h¡e H−m j¡ a¡ ®R−m−j−u−cl SeÉ l¡−Me, ¢e−Sl SeÉ
®S¡−V e¡z N¡ ®b−L Nå ®h−l¡−m L¡fs ®d¡u¡l p¡h¡e ¢c−u ®N¡pm p¡−lez j¡p Q−m
k¡u, h¡h¡ e¡l−Lm ®am f¡W¡e e¡z M¢s ®eC, j¡ Q¤−m¡ dl¡e e¡l−L−ml f¡a¡ Bl
X¡m ö¢L−uz H…−m¡−a B…e i¡m d−l e¡ ¢L¿º h¡h¡ p¡g p¡g h−m ¢c−u−Re,
e¡l−L−ml X¡ENÉ¡ Bl f¡a¡ f¤a¡ ¢cu¡C l¡e−a q−hz M¢sl c¡j A−eLz M¢sl c¡j
A−eL h−m j¡−L N¡R ®b−L fs¡ f¡a¡ S−s¡ L−l l¡M−a quz X¡hAm¡ l¢nc H−p
a¡s¡ M¡Ju¡ L¡W−hs¡¢ml ja â¦a E−W k¡u e¡l−Lm N¡−R, c¢s ®hy−d X¡h e¡l−Lm
j¡¢V−a ®gm¡l fl N¡R…−m¡ p¡g L−l −cu ¢h−e fup¡uz h¡¢sl X¡h ¢L−e ¢e−u
h¡S¡−l m¡−i ¢h¢œ² Ll¡l L¡S l¢n−clz l¢nc ¢ae Q¡l j¡p fl fl B−p H
h¡¢s−a X¡h ¢Le−az E−W¡−e j¡−W e¡l−Lm f¡a¡l Ù¹f § q−u b¡−L l¢nc N¡R
f¢l×L¡l L−l k¡Ju¡l flz ®pCph ¢hn¡m ¢hn¡m e¡l−L−ml X¡ENÉ¡l ¢Le¡−l h¢V
¢e−u h−p j¡ HL¢V HL¢V L−l nm¡ ®hl L−l E−W¡e T¡yV ®ch¡l, f¡uM¡e¡ f¢l×L¡l
Llh¡l, ¢hR¡e¡l jum¡ a¡s¡h¡l T¡yV¡ h¡¢e−u nm¡q£e f¡a¡ Bl X¡ENÉÚ¡ ®L−V S−s¡
L−l l¡−Mez hª¢ø H−m E−W¡−e ö−L¡−a ®cJu¡ e¡l−L−ml X¡m f¡a¡, L¡yW¡m
f¡a¡,Bjf¡a¡, S¡jf¡a¡ ph ®c±−s ®c±−s l¡æ¡O−ll h¡l¡¾c¡u ®a¡−mez j¡l ®Rys¡
n¡¢s BlJ ¢Rys−a b¡−Lz j¡l ¢hR¡e¡l f¤−l¡−e¡ ®a¡nL ¢Ry−s nš² nš² Sj¡ a¤−m¡
®h¢l−u ®N−R, ®a¡n−Ll HL¢c−L i¡¢l, B−lL ¢c−L q¡mL¡, ö−m j−e qu
−lmm¡C−el f¡b−ll Jfl ö−u¢Rz HL¢V ea¤e ®a¡n−Ll Lb¡ A−eL¢ce d−l
hm−Re j¡, ¢L¿º j¡l hm¡u L¡l ¢L B−p k¡u! j¡l jn¡¢ll ¢Râ…−m¡ hs, Bj¡−cl
jn¡¢l−a ¢Râ ®eC hm−m ¢WL q−h e¡, B−R, a−h ®R¡Vz Bj¡−cl jn¡¢ll ¢Râ…−m¡
h¤−S ¢c−u−Re j¡z hs ¢Râ ®h¡S¡ pñh qu e¡, j¡l N¡−u jn¡l L¡j−sl c¡N g¤−V
b¡−L fÊ¢a¢cez j¡ HL¢V ea¤e jn¡¢ll Lb¡ L−uL hRl d−l h−me, h¡h¡ l¡ L−le
e¡z jn¡¢l kMe B−p ®no Ah¢c, ®p¢V Bj¡−cl M¡−V V¡¢P−u ¢e−S ¢a¢e f¤−l¡−e¡
¢RâAm¡ jn¡¢l V¡P¡e ¢e−Sl M¡−Vz
h¡¢s−a l¡æ¡ q−µR, HL¢ce e¤e B−R ®a¡ B−lL¢ce ®fyu¡S ®eC, ®fyu¡S B−R
qm¤c ®eC, qm¤c B−R ®a¡ ®am ®eCz −eC öe−mC h¡h¡ dj−L J−We, flö¢ce e¡
®am ¢LCeÉ¡ ¢cm¡j, ®am ®N−R LC?
l¡å¡u m¡N−Rz
c¤C¢c−el l¡å¡u HL ®h¡am ®am ®no qCu¡ k¡Ch?
c¤C¢ce e¡, c¤C pç¡q B−N ®am ¢Le¡ qC¢Rmz
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 c¤C pç¡−qC h¡ HL ®h¡am ®no qCm ®Lj−e?
Lj l¡å¡?
l¡å¡ hå LCl¡ ®cJz clL¡l e¡C l¡å¡l Blz
Bj¡l m¡CN¡ ¢Q¿¹¡ L¢l e¡z f¤m¡f¡e ¢L M¡Ch?
f¤m¡f¡−el M¡Je m¡Nh e¡z f¤m¡f¡e Bj¡−l p¤M ¢cu¡ Eô¡Cu¡ ¢ca¡−Rz Hje
f¤m¡f¡e b¡L¡l ®Q−u e¡ b¡L¡ i¡mz
j¡l S£he Bj¡−L ®L¡eJ lLj BLoÑZ L−l e¡, L−l h¡h¡l S£hez h¡h¡l
rja¡ A−eL, h¡h¡ C−µR Ll−m Bj¡−cl phLV¡−L E−f¡p l¡M−a f¡−le, C−µR
Ll−m phLV¡−L il−fV p¤M ¢c−a f¡−lez C−µR Ll−m p¡l¡ h¡¢s−L i−u aVÙÛ
L−l l¡M−a f¡−le, C−µR Ll−m ®q−p Lb¡ h−m ph¡C−L Ajm Be¾c ¢c−a f¡−lez
j¡l C−µR−a pwp¡−ll ¢LR¤C qu e¡z j¡l SNa¢V M¤h ®R¡Vz −Rys¡ n¡¢s ®Rys¡ jn¡¢l
®Rys¡ ®mf ®Rys¡ ®a¡nL Bl j¡¢Vl Q¤−m¡u gy¤L¢e ®g¡yL¡ ®am q£e p¡h¡eq£e S£he
j¡lz HC S£he ¢e−u ¢a¢e ®c±−s¡e f£l h¡¢s, LMeJ LMeJ e¡¢el h¡¢sz H c¤−V¡
h¡¢s R¡s¡ j¡l Bl ®L¡eJ h¡¢s ®eC k¡Ju¡lz h¡¢s−a j¡l ¢eu¢ja A¢a¢b hm−a
HL e¡e¡z e¡e¡ kMe c¤f¤l−hm¡l ¢c−L B−pe, j¡ e¡e¡−L N¡ ®j−S ®N¡pm L¢l−u
i¡a M¡C−u ¢hR¡e¡u öC−u ®cez h¡h¡ h¡¢s Bp¡l BnwL¡ e¡ b¡L−mC e¡e¡−L
®M−a hp¡e j¡z Bjl¡J k¢c ®c−M ®g¢m e¡e¡ M¡−µRe, j¡ AfÐÙ¹¤a qe, ¢LR¤ hm¡l
B−NC ¢a¢e h−me, Bj¡l i¡−NlV¡ h¡S¡e−l M¡Ju¡Ca¡¢Rz h¡¢s−a ®a¡ f£lh¡¢sl
®LE B−pC e¡ Bl, Jl¡ Bl ®k h¡¢s−aC k¡L, ®L¡eJ L¡−g−ll h¡¢s−a k¡−h e¡z
h¡¢s−a ®L¡eJ j¡j¡ M¡m¡ H−m h¡h¡ LVjV L−l a¡L¡ez h¡h¡ ®k J−cl L¡lJ Bp¡
fR¾c L−le e¡, ®p j¡ ®Le, Bjl¡ ph¡C h¤¢Tz j¡l BaÈ£u ®LE h¡¢s H−m h¡h¡
L¡−Sl j¡e¤o−L Bs¡−m ®X−L ¢e−u S¡e−a Q¡e, j¡ ¢LR¤ ¢c−u−Re ¢L e¡ J−cl
q¡−az ¢LR¤ M¡C−u−Re ¢L e¡, M¡Ju¡−m ¢L M¡C−u−Re, Hphz L¡−Sl j¡e¤oJ ®h¡−T,
H h¡¢s−a j¡l BaÈ£ul¡ Ae¡L¡¢´Ma RVL¤ f£l h¡¢s−a Y¤−L ea¤e j¤¢¾p q−u−Rz Cu¡
mð¡ f¡”¡¢h Bl V¤¢f f−l HL¢ce H−p¢Rm AhL¡−n, h¡h¡ O¡s d¡LL¡ ¢c−u ®hl
L−l ¢c−u−Rez j¡l SN−al j¡e¤−ol¡ kMe H h¡¢s−a ¢eNªq£a q−a b¡−L, j¡ HL¡
q−u k¡ez ¢a¢e a¡yl SNa h¡s¡−a b¡−Le föf¡¢M−az j¡l nM qu j¤l¢N f¡m¡lz
h¡h¡l L¡−R j¡l Bhc¡l fТa¢ceC Qm−a b¡−L, h¡h¡l q¡a f¡ ¢fW p−oÑl ®am
−j−M ¢V−f ¢c−a ¢c−az h¡h¡ AhnÉ H−L Bhc¡l h−me e¡, h−me OÉ¡el OÉ¡elz
−Le, j¤l¢N ¢cu¡ ¢L qCh? j¤l¢N ¢Xj f¡sh, ®pC ¢Xj f¤m¡f¡e M¡C−a f¡lh, ¢Xj
g¤CV¡ h¡µQ¡ qCh, ®pC h¡µQ¡ hs qChz j¡l üfÀ ®no Ah¢c pgm qu, HL j¤l¢N
®b−L cn j¤l¢N q−m −k h¡h¡lC m¡i, a¡ kMe ¢a¢e h¤T−me, Q¡l−V j¤l¢N ¢L−e
¢c−me j¡−Lz j¡ ®pC j¤l¢N…−m¡l SeÉ ¢e−S q¡−a ®My¡u¡s h¡e¡−mez pL¡−m E−W
®M¡yu¡s M¤−m j¤l¢N−cl M¤c Ly¤−s¡ ®M−a ®cez E−W¡e S¤−s j¤l¢N ®qy−V ®hs¡u, −q−N
®hs¡uz j¡ A−fr¡ L−le, j¤l¢N HL¢ce ¢Xj ¢c−a hp−hz h¡h¡l M¡−Vl am¡u
Q−Vl Jfl ¢hR¡−e¡ −fyu¡S b¡−L, Bm¤ b¡−Lz −pC ®fyu¡S Bm¤l f¡−n j¡ HL¢V
X¡m¡ ®f−a ¢c−me, Ms ¢hR¡−e¡ ®pC X¡m¡u m¡m HL¢V j¤l¢N p¡l¡¢ce h−p b¡−Lz
HL¢ce ®c¢M Ol h¡l¡¾c¡ E−W¡e S¤−s HL¢V j¡ j¤l¢Nl ®fR−e A−eL…−m¡ h¡µQ¡
j¤l¢N q¡yV−Rz h¡µQ¡…−m¡ ®cM−a Ha p¤¾cl, q¡−a ¢e−a C−µR L−lz q¡−a ¢e−m j¡
h−me h¡µQ¡ hs q−h e¡z j¡l M¤¢n Ef−Q f−s j¤l¢Nl h¡µQ¡…−m¡ ®c−Mz ¢L¿º h¡−l¡V¡
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h¡µQ¡ j¡ …−e …−e −My¡u¡−s ®a¡−me, ®cM¡ k¡u fl¢ce c¤−V¡ h¡µQ¡ ®eCz E−W¡−e j¡
j¤l¢Nl ®fR−e kMe q¡yV¢Rm, HL g¡y−L Qa¤l ®h¢S d−l ¢e−u ®M−u−Rz ¢V−el O−ll
®fR−e ®L¡eJ HL N−aÑ ®h¢S b¡−L, qW¡v qW¡v J−cl ®c±−s¡−a ®c¢Mz j¡l C−µR
qu q¡yp f¡m−az h¡h¡ q¡y−pl ®hm¡−aJ c¡ya ¢My¢Q−u h−me, Bh¡l q¡yp ®Le? q¡yp ®k
®Le, j¡−L a¡J ®h¡T¡−a qu A−eL pju ¢e−uz h¡h¡ e¡LQ L−l ¢c−me j¡l fÐÙ¹¡hz
j¡ e¡e¡l L¡−R f¡s−mez e¡e¡ c¤−V¡ q¡yp ¢L−e ¢e−u H−mez n¡c¡ q¡yp, h¡c¡¢j q¡y¢pz
h¡¢s−a kMe q¡yp Hm, h¡−l¡¢V j¤l¢Nl h¡µQ¡l j−dÉ c¤¢V ®Lhm ®hy−Q B−Rz
h¡¢L…−m¡ Ap¤−M, L¤L¤−l Bl ®h¢S−a g¤¢l−u−Rz q¡y¢p ¢Xj ¢cmz ®p ¢X−jl Jfl j¡
m¡m j¤l¢N¢V−L h¢p−u ¢c−mez ¢Xj g¤−V h¡µQ¡ ®h−l¡−m¡ q¡y−plz q¡yp k¡u ¢h−m
p¡ya¡l L¡V−az l¡æ¡O−ll ®fRe ¢c−L h¡¢s−Ol¡ ®cu¡−m ®jbl Bp¡l ®R¡– L¡−Wl
clS¡¢V ®f−l¡−mC h¡y¢c−L fÐg¤õl h¡¢sl f¡uM¡e¡, X¡−e LQ¤¢lf¡e¡u W¡p¡ −O¡m¡
Sm¡nu, H−L f¤L¤l hm−mJ A¢a¢lš² qu, ¢hm hm−mJ Bp−m ¢WL j¡e¡u e¡ ¢L¿º
H¢V ¢hmC, HLdl−Zl ¢hm, j¡Rq£e jum¡ L¡c¡ p¡f −Sy¡−Ll ¢hmz q¡y−pl
h¡µQ¡…−m¡ j¤l¢Nl h¡µQ¡l p−‰ p−‰ q¡y−V, HLlLj ®cM−a, lwJ HLC lLj qm¤cz
®L¡e¢V q¡y−pl, ®L¡e¢V j¤l¢Nl ¢WL W¡ql Ll¡ k¡u e¡z q¡yp j¤l¢N ®h¢n ¢ce −V−L¢e
j¡lz¢Xj −i−S ¢c−a qu h¡¢sl j¡e¤o−Lz j¤l¢Nl h¡µQ¡ M¡¢eLV¡ hs q−mC c¡c¡
h−me, ®h¢SC ®a¡ M¡Cu¡ ®gmh, a¡l ®Q−u −h¢n LCl¡ ¢fyu¡S ¢cu¡ Bj¡l m¡CN¡
HLV¡ j¤l¢N i¤e¡ LCl¡ ®ce j¡z j¡ j¤l¢N l¡y−de Bl Bs¡−m ®Q¡−Ml Sm ®j¡−Rez
h¡¢s−a A¢a¢b Hm, ¢L M¡Ju¡−e¡ k¡u? ¢LR¤C ®a¡ e¡C, ¢WL B−R, j¤l¢N S−h¡ Ll¡
®q¡Lz j¡ E−W¡−e −Mm−a b¡L¡ j¤l¢Nl…−m¡l ¢c−L üfÀ-®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u h−me,f¡m¡
j¤l¢N Bh¡l S−h¡ L−l ®Lj−e? c¡c¡ h−me, Nm¡X¡l j−dÉ Bõ¡ý BLhl LCu¡
h¢Vl f¤Q j¡Cl¡ S−h¡ L−l j¡z H−‚h¡−l ®p¡S¡z ®no Ah¢c j¡l f¡m¡ j¤l¢N c¡c¡l
lpe¡ aªç Ll−a, Bj¡−cl ®fV il¡−a Bl A¢a¢b BfÉ¡u−e hÉhq¡l q−a b¡−Lz
j¡ f¡m¡ j¤l¢N h¡ q¡y−pl HL¢V V¤L−l¡J j¤−M ®ce e¡, Bm¤ iaÑ¡ L−l ®M−u J−Wez
q¡yp j¤l¢Nl ®My¡u¡s M¡y M¡y L−l j¡p e¡ ®k−aCz ®Lhm q¡yp j¤l¢N eu, j¡l N¡−Rl
m¡E, p£j, L¤j−s¡, g¤mL¢f h¡yd¡L¢f, V−j−V¡, f¤yCn¡L ®M−a b¡¢L Bjl¡z Q¡m
X¡m ®am e¤e R¡s¡ h¡S¡l ®b−L j¡p k¡u hRl k¡u ®aje ¢LR¤ Be¡l fÐ−u¡Se qu
e¡z h¡h¡l MlQ h¡yQ¡e j¡z ®Rys¡ n¡¢s, E−s¡ Q¤m, l¦−M¡ aÅ−Ll j¡ pwp¡−l B−ul fb
®M¡m¡ ®l−M−Rez h¡h¡ h¡¢s−a −k gmC ¢e−u B−pe, j¡ ®p g−ml ¢h¢Q j¡¢V−a fy¤−a
l¡−Mez ®fy¡a¡ ¢h¢Q ®b−L X¡¢mj N¡R, gS¢m B−jl N¡R, S¡jl¦m N¡R, m¡m
®fu¡l¡l N¡R, ¢mQ¤ N¡R phC NS¡−a b¡−Lz q¡yp j¤l¢Nl −n¡L ®b−L HL¢ce N¡
T¡s¡ ¢c−u E−W c¤−V¡ R¡N−ml h¡µQ¡ Be−me j¡, j¡e¤−ol h¡µQ¡l ja R¡N−ml
h¡µQ¡c¤−V¡−L ®h¡a−m c¤d M¡C−u hs L−l a¤m−mez hs qJu¡l p−‰ p−‰ R¡Nmc¤−V¡
j¡l g−ml N¡R …y¢sp¤Ü ®M−u ®gm−a m¡Nm, j¡ ®hs¡ ®ce, ®hs¡ ¢X¢P−u R¡Nm
a¡−cl B¢dfaÉ ¢hÙ¹¡l L−lz j¡ j¢lu¡ q−u J−We N¡R h¡yQ¡−a, Bh¡l R¡Nm−clJ
p¤M£ l¡M−az R¡Nmc¤−V¡l e¡j l¡M¡ qm, ma¡ Bl f¡a¡z ma¡ Bl f¡a¡ ma¡-f¡a¡
®M−u QjvL¡l S£he k¡fe Ll−Rz Hje Bcl j¡l ma¡ Bl f¡a¡l SeÉ, l¡−a
E−W¡−e h¡ h¡l¡¾c¡u O¤−j¡−m ®L Bh¡l L¡js ®cu J−cl, ¢e−Sl O−l H−e l¡−Mez
R¡N−ml iÉ¡ iÉ¡ … j¤−a j¡l Ol ®i−p b¡−Lz L¡yW¡m N¡−R E−W ma¡ f¡a¡l SeÉ
L¡yW¡m f¡a¡ ®f−s ®cJu¡l L¡S B¢j ¢e−S ®Q−u ¢eCz L¡yW¡m f¡a¡ ma¡ M¡u ®a¡
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 f¡a¡ M¡u e¡z Jl j¤M¢V hs Ec¡p£e ®cM−a m¡−Nz Jl f¡a¡ e¡j O¤−Q k¡u B¢j
kMe J−L °hl¡¢N h−m X¡L−a öl¦ L¢lz °hl¡¢N HL¢ce q¡¢l−u k¡uz j¡−W O¡p
M¡¢µRm, gVL M¤−m h¡¢s−a ®LE H−p ®M¡m¡C ®l−M−R gVL, g¡yL ®f−u °hl¡¢N
p¢aÉL¡l °hl¡¢N q−u Ol pwp¡−ll j¡u¡ aÉ¡N L−l Q−m ®N−Rz f¡s¡p¤Ü −M¡yS¡ quz
®eCz BL¤u¡l Nl¦l ®My¡u¡−s, ®kM¡−e R¡s¡-Nl¦ R¡s¡-R¡Nm l¡Ù¹¡O¡−V ®f−m S¢j−u
l¡M¡ qu, M¤y−S H−me j¡, ®eCz j¡ ®Q¡−Ml S−m e¡−Ll S−m X¤−h ec£l f¡−s h¤s¡
f£−ll j¡S¡−l ¢N−u V¡L¡ fup¡ ®Y−m ®j¡jh¡¢a ®SÅ−m f£−ll ®c¡u¡ ®Q−u H−p−Re
−ke °hl¡¢N °hl¡NÉ i¤−m O−l ¢g−l B−pz HC h¤s¡ f£−ll j¡S¡l¢V Aá¤a HL
j¡S¡lz hÊþf¤−œl f¡−s HL¢V ®M¡m¡ O−ll fСu phV¡ S¤−s m¡m L¡f−s ®j¡s¡
¢hn¡m HL¢V h¡yd¡−e¡ Lhl, pL¡m påÉ¡ j¡eaL¡l£−cl ¢isz h¤s¡ f£l −L ¢R−me,
¢L Ll−ae, L−h j−l−Re, ®Le a¡l Lh−l ®m¡−L ®j¡j Bl BNlh¡¢a ®SÅ−m
¢e−Sl C−µRl Lb¡ ö¢e−u B−p, j¡−L ¢S−‘p L¢lz h¤s¡ f£l ®m¡L¢V ¢L jªa¤Él
Jf¡l ®b−L L¡lJ p¡d Bqm¡c ®jV¡−a f¡−le, k¢c f¡−le ¢L L−l f¡−le? Bj¡l
HC L¢We fÐnÀ¢Vl M¤h plm HL¢V Ešl ®ce j¡, ¢eÕQuC f¡−le, Bõ¡q ¢eÕQuC
Ee¡−l rja¡ ¢c−Re f¡l¡l, e¡ f¡l−m Ha ®m¡L k¡u ®Le j¡S¡−l! ¢q¾c¤ j¤pmj¡e
®h±Ü ¢MËØV¡e ph¡C k¡uz f£l j¤pmj¡e ¢R−me, ¢L¿º ¢q¾c¤l ¢is JM¡−e j¤pmj¡−el
®Q−u Lj euzj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p ka Ni£lC ®q¡L, h¤s¡ f£−l L¡S qu e¡, °hl¡¢N Bl
®g−l e¡z ma¡ a¡l p‰£ q¡¢l−u ¢e−SJ Ec¡p q−a b¡−L ¢ce ¢cez h¡l¡¾c¡u ma¡l
… j¤a ®c−M h¡¢sl ph¡C ¢hlš² ¢L¿º j¡l ¢LR¤−a ¢hl¢š² ®eCz ¢e−S q¡−a ¢a¢e …
j¤a p¡g L−le, ma¡−L E−W¡−e ®hy−d l¡−Me, j¡−W h¡yd−m Bh¡l k¢c ®M¡m¡ gVL
®f−u °hl¡¢Nl ja ®pJ °hl¡NÉ hlZ L−l! q¢l−Zl l−Pl ja lP ma¡l, ¢nw BlJ
®fy¢Q−u Jf−l EW−m q¢lZ h−mC j−e qa, j¡ h−mez j¡−L h¢m, Bh¡l q¢lZ
f¡m¡l nM LCl e¡ ®kez j¡ hs nÄ¡p ®R−s h−me, q¢lZ ¢L Bl ®f¡o j¡e¡l fСZ£!
j¡l Ha Bc−ll ma¡, f¤œhv ®pÀ−q ®k h¡µQ¡−L R¡Nm L−l a¤−m¢R−me, ®pJ
¯hl¡¢Nl ja HL¢ce ®eC q−u ®Nmz j¡ ma¡l c¤−dl ®h¡am, ma¡l c¢s, M¤y¢V,
BdM¡Ju¡ L¡yW¡m f¡a¡ p¡j−e ¢e−u ®Q¡−Ml f¡¢e ®gm−a m¡N−mez j¡l ®n¡L
aMeJ pÇf§ZÑ g¤−l¡u¢e, h¡¢s−a ®c¢M HL¢V m¡m l−Pl Nl¦z j¡ H−e−Rez Nl¦
®L¡−›−L Hm, Nl¦ ®Le Hm h¡h¡ Hph ®L¡eJ fÐ−nÀ ®N−me e¡z pñha Nl¦l fТa
j¡u¡ h¡h¡l ®pC ®R¡V−hm¡ ®b−LC ¢Rm h−m Nl¦l H h¡¢s b¡L¡ Qm−h e¡ HlLj
®L¡eJ BCe S¡¢l Ll−me e¡z HC Nl¦ −L¡eJ HL¢ce h¡R¤l ¢h−u¡−h, ®pl ®pl
c¤d ®c−h, Abh¡ hs q−m H¢V−L i¡m c¡−j ¢h¢œ² Ll¡ k¡−h h¡h¡ pñha HlLjJ
®i−h¢R−mez j¡ jq¡ Evp¡−q Nl¦−L ®N¡pm Ll¡−e¡, M¡Ju¡−e¡, Nl¦l N¡ ®b−L j¡¢R
a¡s¡−e¡, Hje¢L Nl¦l ®ke W¡™¡ e¡ m¡−N ¢f−W f¤−l¡−e¡ HL¢V Lðm ¢hR¡−e¡--phC
Ll−a m¡N−mez c¤dJu¡¢m i¡N£lb£l j¡−L ®X−L fТa¢ce HL M¡yQ¡ L−l O¡p
Be¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll−mez Nl¦l SeÉ i¡m HL¢V M¤y¢V ¢e−SC h¡¢e−u ¢e−mez Nl¦l e¡j
j¡ l¡M−me T¤j¤¢lz T¤j¤¢l−L ¢a¢e ¢LR¤−aC q¡¢l−u ®k−a ®c−he e¡z ¢L¿º ¢ce k¡u,
i¡N£lb£l j¡l M¡yQ¡u O¡p Lj−a b¡−Lz T¤j¤¢ll M¡cÉ ®k¡N¡−a j¡ A¢ÙÛl q−u f−sez
j¡−W k¡ O¡p ¢Rm, ph¢Sl h¡N¡e L−l ®gm¡l fl O¡p hm−a ¢LR¤ ®eCz T¤j¤¢l−L
®no Ah¢c O¡NXq−l Bhc¤p p¡m¡−jl h¡¢s−a m¡me f¡m−el SeÉ ¢c−me j¡z
NË¡−jl j¡−W A−Ym O¡p B−R, p¡m¡−jl h¡¢sl AeÉ Nl¦l p−‰ T¤j¤¢lJ j−el
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Be−¾c O¤−l ®hs¡−a ®hs¡−a M¡−h, q©øf¤ø q−hz T¤j¤¢l−L l¡M¡l SeÉ j¡ p¡m¡−jl
q¡−a ¢LR¤ V¡L¡ fup¡J j¡−p j¡−p ¢c−a b¡−Le, ¢e−SJ O¡NXq−l fСuC ay¡l
Bc¢lZ£−L ®c−M B−pe, N¡−u q¡a h¤¢m−u B−pez ¢ce k¡u, p¡m¡j HL¢ce j¤M
j¢me L−l h−m, Nl¦ Q¤¢l qCu¡ ®N−Rz j¡l ¢LR¤C b¡−L e¡, ph Q−m k¡uz Nl¦ Q¤¢ll
fl j¡ Lh¤al ¢e−u fs−mez fÐbj n¡c¡j¡V¡ h¡S¡−ll Lh¤al ¢e−u H−mez j¡ ®a¡
Bl C−µR Ll−mC ¢LR¤ ¢e−u Bp−a f¡−le e¡z j¡−pl fl j¡p üfÀ ®c−Me, h¡h¡l
L¡−R Bhc¡l L−le, h¡h¡ Bhc¡l ¢g¢l−u ¢c−m ¢a¢e ay¡l ¢e−Sl BaÈ£u−cl L¡−R
Bhc¡l L−le, a¡−aJ hÉbÑ q−m ®no Ah¢c d¡lC L−lez d¡l ®n¡d Ll¡J j¡l
f−r Q¡¢–M¡¢e Lb¡ euz ¢e−Sl N¡−R ®k L¢V X¡h qu a¡ l¢n−cl L¡−R ¢h¢œ² L−l
j¡l V¡L¡ ®n¡d Ll−a quz j¡ ®k X¡hN¡R…−m¡ m¡¢N−u¢R−me H h¡¢s−a Bp¡l fl,
®pph N¡R hs q−u X¡h dl¡l fl h¡h¡C AeÉ N¡R…−m¡l X¡−hl ja j¡l m¡N¡−e¡
N¡−Rl X¡h ¢h¢œ² L−l ¢e−Sl f−L−V fup¡ ®Y¡L¡−aez j¡ j¤l¢N f¡m¡l fl ®b−L
¢e−Sl m¡N¡−e¡ N¡R…−m¡l X¡h ¢a¢e ¢e−S ¢h¢œ² Ll−a f¡l−he, HC A¢dL¡l¢V
¢cel¡a ®m−N ®b−L −eez n¡c¡j¡V¡ Lh¤alc¤−V¡ fl¢ceC E−s Q−m −Nm, j¡ E¾j¤š²
BL¡n¢Vl ¢c−L p¡l¡¢ce E¾j¤M a¡¢L−u ¢R−me q¡−a M¡h¡l ¢e−u, h¡Lh¡L¤j
h¡Lh¡L¤j h−m J−cl ®X−L−Re A−eL, ®Lhm a¡C eu, A−eL l¡a Ah¢c h¡l¡¾c¡u
h−p ¢R−me, f¡¢Ml¡ l¡a q−m e£−s ®g−l, k¢c ®g−l HC Bn¡uz k¢c h¡¢sl fb
¢Qe−a J−cl i¤m q−u b¡−L, l¡a ¢h−l−a ¢Q−e Bh¡l ¢gl−aJ ®a¡ f¡−l, j¡ Bn¡
®R−s ®cJu¡l j¡e¤o eez Jl¡ ®g−l¢ez h¡C−ll h¡l¡¾c¡l Jfl ®YE ®Mm¡−e¡ ®M¡−f
S¡m¡¢m Lh¤a−ll h¡p¡z Lh¤a−ll …−u n¡c¡ q−u b¡−L h¡l¡¾c¡z A−eL¢ce
Lh¤al…−m¡−L a¡s¡−a ®Q−u¢R, j¡ h−m−Re, S¡m¡¢m Lh¤al b¡L−m pwp¡−l n¡¢¿¹
b¡−L, J−c−l a¡s¡C¢h e¡z q¡−al e¡N¡−m J−cl HL¢V−L ®f−u Mf L−l d−l c¡c¡
j¡−L ®X−L HL¢ce hm−me, S¡m¡¢m Lh¤a−ll¡ hs S¡m¡Ca¡−R j¡,HCV¡ ®l¡ØV
LCl¡ ®ce, M¡Cz j¡ c¡c¡l q¡a ®b−L Lh¤al −L−s ¢e−u BL¡−n E¢s−u ¢c−u h−m
¢c−me, S¡m¡¢m Lh¤al M¡C−a qu e¡z al m¡CN¡ AeÉ Lh¤al l¡Cå¡ ¢ch ®e,
H−c−l M¡Cp e¡ ®L¡eJ¢cez S¡m¡¢m Lh¤a−ll j−e Lø ¢c−m pwp¡−ll n¡¢¿¹ S−¾jl
ja QCm¡ k¡uz n¡c¡j¡V¡ Lh¤al…−m¡ Q−m k¡Ju¡l fl −j¡S¡fl¡ ®V¡fl fl¡
QjvL¡l HL ®S¡s¡ Lh¤al ¢e−u H−me j¡z H S¡−al Lh¤al f¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡, j¡
j¤õ¤L O¤−l H−cl H−e−Rez Lh¤a−ll SeÉ l¡æ¡O−ll Q¡−ml a−m L¡−Wl HL¢V Ol
h¡¢e−u ¢c−me j¡, O−l ®R¡– HL¢V clS¡, clS¡ M¤−m ®h−l¡−m HL ¢Qm−a h¡l¡¾c¡z
h¡l¡¾c¡u ®R¡V HL¢V h¡¢V−a M¡h¡l b¡−L, Lh¤alc¤−V¡ h¡L h¡L¤j h−m Ol ®b−L
®h¢l−u M¡h¡l M¡uz Hh¡−ll…−m¡u j¡ f¡Me¡ ®hy−d ¢c−u−Re ®ke M¤h ®h¢nc§l Es−a
e¡ f¡−lz Lh¤al…−m¡−L Js¡ ®b−L h¢’a Ll¡l ®L¡eJ C−µR j¡l ®eC, j¡ Q¡e Jl¡
j¡l q¡a ®b−L M¡h¡l M¡L, E−W¡−el N¡R N¡R¡¢m−a hp¤L, E−W¡e n¡c¡ L−l q¡yV¤L,
Es¤L, Es¤L ¢L¿º ®h¢nc§l e¡ k¡L, ®h¢nc§l ®N−mJ h¡¢sl fb ¢Q−e p−ål B−N
B−N L¡−Wl Ol¢V−a ¢g−l Bp¤Lz Lh¤alc¤−V¡ ¢Xj f¡sm, h¡µQ¡J −g¡V¡−m¡,
h¡µQ¡…−m¡−L ®h¢S ¢e−u ®Nm, L¡−L ®M−m¡, a¡lfl −j¡S¡ fl¡ −V¡fl fl¡ i¡m
S¡−al c¤−V¡ Lh¤al j−el c¤x−M h−p ®b−L ®b−L Ap¤M h¡yd¡−m¡ nl£−lz j¡ Ap¤M
p¡l¡−a f¡−le¢ez Lh¤al j−l k¡h¡l fl h¡h¡ hm−me, HC Amr¤ZÉ¡ j¡¢Nl L¡−R
¢LR¤C b¡−L e¡z ph k¡u N¡z a¡ ¢WL, j¡l L¡−R ¢LR¤ b¡−L e¡, ph j¡−L ®R−s Q−m
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 k¡uz h¡l¡¾c¡l ®M¡−f S¡m¡¢m Lh¤al aMeJ h¡L¤j h¡L¤j ¢ce L¡V¡uz J−cl
®cM−m c¡c¡l ja Bj¡lJ ®M−a C−µR L−lz h¡h¡ h¡¢s−a j¡p k¡u ®L¡eJ j¡R
j¡wp f¡W¡e e¡z n¡L ph¢S Bl öV¢L ®M−a ®M−a l£¢aja ¢hlš² B¢j, j¡−L
S¡e¡C HMe S¡m¡¢m Lh¤al l¡yd¡ R¡s¡ Bl Ef¡u ®eCz −R−m−j−ul ¢LR¤ ®M−a
C−µR q−m j¡ ®k L−lC ®q¡L ®p ¢S¢ep M¡Ju¡−e¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L−lez HL¢ce −fu¡l¡
®M−a C−µR Ll¢Rm, ®fu¡l¡l ¢ce eu aMe AbQ j¡ nql R¡¢s−u ®L¡e HL NË¡−j
HL p¡j¡eÉ −Qe¡ j¢qm¡l h¡¢s ¢N−u, ö−e¢R−me −p j¢qm¡l h¡¢sl N¡−R Apj−ul
®fu¡l¡ S¾j¡u, ¢LR¤ ®fu¡l¡ ¢e−u H−p¢R−me Bj¡l SeÉz ¢L¿º Bj¡l Lh¤al
M¡Ju¡l C−µRl ®N¡s¡u j¡ ®j¡−VJ Sm Y¡−me e¡z Bj¡l C−µRl f¡n L¡¢V−u ¢a¢e
Q−m k¡ez pwp¡−ll n¡¢¿¹ ¢a¢e ¢LR¤−aC eø q−a ®c−he e¡z
j¡−L ®R−s ph¡C Q−m k¡uz j¡ HL¡ h−p b¡−Le ®Rys¡ n¡¢s, E−s¡ Q¤m l¦−M¡ aÅL
¢e−uz −Rys¡ ®a¡n−Ll Jfl ®Rys¡ jn¡¢ll a−m p¡l¡l¡a Hf¡n Jf¡n L−lez j¡l
g¤pg¤p S¤−s Lg S−j, j¡ Lg b¤a¤ O−ll ®j−T−aC ®g−me, ®c−M Bj¡l ®Oæ¡
m¡−Nz j¡ ¢e−Sl SeÉ L¡E−L ®Q−u¢R−me, j¡e¤o eua fö f¡¢Mz j¡e¤o ®a¡ b¡−LC
¢e, fö f¡¢MJ b¡−L¢ez ®i¡l ®hm¡ ®b−L l¡a Ah¢c j¡ Bj¡−cl SeÉ l¡æ¡ Ll−he,
Bj¡−cl M¡Ju¡−he, h¡¢s Ol ®N¡R¡−he, L¡fs ®Q¡fs ®d¡−he, Bjl¡ M¡h c¡h, ¯q
ý−õ¡s Llh, Bjl¡ Bj¡−cl ®mM¡fs¡ ®Mm¡d¤m¡ N¡e h¡Se¡ CaÉ¡¢c ¢e−u b¡Lhz
j¡l SeÉ ®LE b¡L−h e¡, ¢LR¤ b¡L−h e¡z HlLjC ¢eujz j¡l LaÑhÉ j¡ f¡me
Ll−hez j¡ L−leJz pwp¡−ll L¡S LjÑ ®p−l j¡ HL¡ h−p cl¦c f−se, Bõ¡ql
L¡m¡−j je Y¡m−a ®Qø¡ L−lez Bl ®b−L ®b−L h¡h¡ ®k l¡¢Su¡ ®hNj−L ¢h−u
L−l−Re, H ®k ¢j−bÉ Lb¡ eu a¡ h−mez f£l h¡¢s ®k−a Bp−a j¡ e¡¢L fСuC
h¡h¡−L ®c−Me eJjq−ml l¡Ù¹¡uz B¢j d¡lZ¡ L¢l h¡h¡l ¢hl¦−Ü j¡ Lb¡ k¡ h−me,
h¡¢e−u h−mez h¡h¡ ka c§−ll j¡e¤oC qe, h¡h¡l fÐa¡f Bl fÐi¡−h B¢j kaC e¤−u
b¡¢L, kaC ¢Lm O¤¢p Qs Q¡fs M¡C, kaC p¢å−h−al Bl Q¡h¤−Ll j¡l ¢f−W H−p
f−s, h¡h¡l fТa HL dl−Zl nÐÜ¡ Bj¡l ®b−L k¡u, ®p¢V ®O¡l c¤−k¡Ñ−Nl pjuJ j−l
e¡z j¡l A¢i−k¡N ö−eJ Bjl¡ l¡ L¢l e¡z k¡ ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e O−V e¡, a¡ ¢hnÄ¡p
Ll¡l A−iÉp A¿¹a Bj¡l ®eCz j¡−L ¢RyQL¡yc¤−e Ah¤T HL¢V ®j−uj¡e¤o R¡s¡
Bj¡l ¢LR¤ j−e que¡z j¡l h¤¢Ü p¤¢Ü ¢LR¤ B−R h−mJ j−e qu e¡, b¡L−m ¢a¢e ®Le
Bõ¡q lp¤−m ¢hnÄ¡p L−le! b¡L−m ¢a¢e ®Le Bj¡e L¡L¡l p−‰ JlLj HLm¡ O−l
e¢pq−al e¡j L−l h−p ¢gp¢gp Lb¡ hm−ae! Hh¡¢s−a Bj¡e L¡L¡l Bp¡ hå
L−l ¢c−u−Re h¡h¡z Bj¡e L¡L¡l hE H−p HL¢ce j¡−L S¡¢e−u k¡e, ay¡l ü¡j£
NglN¡yJ H Q¡L¢l Ll¢R−me, JM¡−e HL j¢qm¡−L pÇfТa ¢h−u L−l−Rez j¡ ö−e
¢el¦š¡f L−˜ h−m−Re, ®hX¡l S¡a ®a¡, LlhCz ®L¡eJ ®hX¡l S¡−al fТa j¡l
®L¡eJ lLj nÐÜ¡ ®eC pñhaz ¢L¿º h¡h¡ a¤ a¤ Ll−mC j¡ ®k ®Lje j¤l¢Nl ja
®c±−s k¡e h¡h¡l L¡−R!j¡l h−p b¡L¡, ö−u b¡L¡, q¡yV¡ Qm¡, ®c±−s k¡Ju¡ phC hs
¢h¢µR¢l m¡−N ®cM−az

h¡¢s−a ph¡C hÉÙ¹z h¡h¡ hÉÙ¹ ®l¡N£ ¢e−u, NË¡−jl S¢jSj¡ ¢e−uz c¡c¡ hÉÙ¹
Q¡L¢l ¢e−uz ®R¡Vc¡ hÉÙ¹ N£a¡ ¢e−u, N£a¡ fc¡bÑ¢h‘¡e ¢hi¡−N ¢LR¤¢ce ®O¡l¡O¤¢l
L−l fc¡bÑ¢hc qJu¡l üfÀ ¢h−cu L−l eªaÉLm¡u je nl£l ph ®Y−m ¢c−u−Rz e¡−Ql
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c−ml p−‰ h¡jÑ¡ k¡−µRz B¢j hÉÙ¹ ®mM¡fs¡ ¢e−uz Cu¡p¢jeJz j¡ f−s b¡−Le HL¡z
L¡−m¡ L¤¢µRa qac¢lâ j¡z ¢LR¤ e¡ b¡L¡ j¡−L HLlLj j¡¢e−u k¡uz j¡l ®k p¡u¡
b¡L−m n¡¢s ®eC, n¡¢s b¡L−m hÔ¡ES ®eC Hph −c−M Bjl¡ AiÉÙ¹z j¡l ¢ge¢g−e
®amq£e Q¤m h¡a¡−p Es−h, ¢g−a e¡ ®f−u j¡ f¡S¡j¡l c¢s M¤−m h¡ Q−Vl c¢s−a
Q¤m h¡yd−he, ®c−M Bjl¡ j¤M ¢V−f q¡ph, Bj¡−cl JC q¡¢p−aJ A−eLV¡ AiÉÙ¹
Bjl¡z j¡ h¡¢s−a A−eLV¡ q¡pÉLl fc¡bÑz j¡−L ¢e−u ph−Q−u ®h¢n q¡−pe h¡h¡z
Q¡L¢l f¡Ju¡l fl c¡c¡ j¡−L n¡¢s p¡u¡ ¢L−e ¢c−u−Re, ¢L¿º ¢h−ul Lb¡ −i−h
®i−h ¢e−Sl pwp¡−ll Bph¡hfœ h¡e¡−a h¡e¡−a Bl ¢e−Sl S¡j¡ L¡fs p¤Vh¤V
®Le¡u c¡c¡J Hje hÉÙ¹ ®k j¡−T j¡−TC i¤−m k¡e ®k j¡l Na D−cl n¡¢sV¡ ¢Ry−s
®N−Rz j¡ ay¡l ®Rys¡ n¡¢s…−m¡ ¢e−u ¢N−u e¡¢eh¡¢sl −fR−el h¢Ù¹ ®b−L L¡yb¡ h¡¢e−u
H−e−Rez HLV¤ n£a e¡j−mC j¡ L¡yb¡ −hl L−l fÐ−aÉ−Ll ¢hR¡e¡u ¢c−u B−pez
j¡l L¡yb¡l Eo·a¡u Bj¡−cl Ha Bl¡j qu ®k Bjl¡ pj−ul ®Q−u ®h¢n O¤−j¡C,
Bl j¡ a¤−m¡ ®h¢l−u Bp¡ ®Rys¡ ®m−fl am¡u, N¡ A−dÑL Y¡−L ®a¡ A−dÑL ®h¢l−u
B−p, Hf¡n ®b−L Jf¡n ¢gl−m M¡V eshs L−l, ö−u b¡−Lez j¡ üfÀ ®cM−a
b¡−Le HL¢V eL¢n L¡yb¡l, L¡yb¡¢V h¡¢e−u k¢c −L¡eJ HL l¡−a h¡h¡l n£a n£a
m¡N¡ N¡−ul Jfl Bm−N¡−R ¢h¢R−u h¡h¡−L Qj−L ¢c−a f¡l−ae! h¡h¡ AhnÉ j¡l
®L¡eJ ¢LR¤−a QjL¡e e¡z j¡ M¤h QjvL¡l ¢MQ¤¢s l¡yd−mJ e¡, j¡b¡u ®am ¢c−u i¡m
HL¢V n¡¢s f−l, f¡e ®M−u ®W¡yV m¡m L−l ¢j¢ø ®q−p p¡j−e H−mJ e¡z Q¡yc¢e l¡−a
S¡e¡m¡u h−p O¤j O¤j Q¡yc ¢T¢L¢j¢L a¡l¡ HC j¡dh£ l¡a, B−p ¢e ®a¡ h¤¢T Bl
S£h−e Bj¡l! N¡C−mJ e¡z h¡h¡l je j¡−u ®eCz j¡ ®h¡−Te a¡z Bjl¡J h¤¢Tz
pwp¡−ll q¡si¡P¡ M¡V¤¢el j¡TM¡−e LMeJ LMeJ LÓ¡¿¹ ö−u b¡−Le ¢a¢ez j¡l ö−u
b¡L¡ ®cM−m h¡h¡ ¢QvL¡l L−l h¡¢s j¡b¡u L−lez Hi¡−h ö−u b¡L−m pwp¡l EµR−æ
k¡−h h¡h¡l d¡lZ¡z h¡¢s−a ®Q¡l Y¤−L ph ¢e−u k¡−hz L¡−Sl j¡e¤o…−m¡ L¡−S g¡y¢L
®c−h, Q¤¢l L−l j¡R j¡wp ®M−u ®gm−hz ®j−ul¡ fs¡−n¡e¡ ®l−M B—¡ ®fV¡−hz
h¡h¡l Aje h¡¢s j¡b¡u Ll¡ ¢QvL¡−ll ¢c−e j¡ HL¢ce ö−u b¡L¡ ®b−L ¢e−Sl
nl£l¢V ®V−e a¤−m h−me,f¡Cm−pl lš² −N−R A−eLz nCm L¡¢qm qCu¡ ®N−Rz
h¡h¡ ö−e h−me, Yw ®cCM¡ h¡¢Q e¡z
j¡ A−eL¢ce h¡h¡−L M¤h elj ü−l ¢S−‘p L−l−Re, f¡Cm−pl ¢L −L¡eJ
¢Q¢Lvp¡ e¡C?
h¡h¡ h−m−Re, e¡z
HC ®k Hš Hš lš² k¡uz f¡uM¡e¡ iCl¡ lš² k¡uz HCi¡−h lš² k¡Ju¡ M¡l¡f
e¡?
Nñ£l L−ã h¡h¡ Ešl ®ce, e¡z
j¡l Q¢V ¢Ry−s f−s B−R A−eL¢ce, h¡h¡−L Q¢V ®Le¡l Lb¡ hm¡ qu, h¡h¡
ö−eJ öe−me e¡z Bj¡l h¡ Cu¡p¢j−el Q¢V f−l ®L¡b¡J k¡h¡l q−m j¡ k¡e, Bl
O−l h¡l¡¾c¡u E−W¡−e ®a¡ M¡¢m f¡−uCz h¡¢sl ®m¡−Ll M¤h HLV¡ ®Q¡−M f−s e¡
BSL¡m j¡l ¢L ®eC, j¡l ¢L fÐ−u¡Sez e¡e¡l ja ®h¢q−p¢h h¡E™¤¤−m j¡e¤−ol
eS−l f−s j¡l f¡c¤L¡q£e S£hez ¢a¢e HL¢ce j¡l SeÉ HL−S¡s¡ n¡c¡ L¡f−sl
S¤−a¡ ¢L−e ¢e−u H−mez HlLj S¤−a¡ ®k ®j−ul¡ LMeJ f−l e¡ ®p d¡lZ¡ e¡e¡l
®eCz ¢L¿º j¡ S¤−a¡ ®S¡s¡ ®f−uC M¤¢n−a BVM¡e¡, h¡¢sl ph¡C−L ®cM¡−me ®k ay¡l
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 h¡S¡e ay¡l SeÉ S¤−a¡ H−e−Rez ®p¢ce j¡ e¡e¡l SeÉ ®h¢n ¢j¢ø ¢c−u,e¡e¡l ¢Q¢e
M¡Ju¡ h¡lZ ®S−eJ,f¡−un l¡y−dez e¡e¡ ®M−u ®c−u ®j−ul j¡b¡u q¡a h¤¢m−u ®j−ul
SeÉ ®c¡u¡ L−le, ®j−ul ®ke ®h−qpa ep£h quz −h−qp−al M¡h¡l c¡h¡−ll hZÑe¡
L−le e¡e¡, ®h−qp−a Hje M¡e¡ HLh¡l M¡Ch ®a¡ Q¢õn q¡S¡l hRl M¡C−aC
b¡Lh, ®YL¤l HLV¡ BCh ®a¡ ®jpL¡ðlz e¡e¡l hZÑe¡ ö−e Bj¡l d¡lZ¡ qu
®h−qp−al i¡m i¡m M¡e¡ M¡Ju¡l ®m¡−iC e¡e¡ h¤¢T e¡j¡S −l¡S¡ L−lez
eJjq−m f£−ll fÐa¡f HjeC ®h−s−R ®k, HMe Bl ¢l„¡Am¡−L hm−a qu e¡,
eJjqm Q¡¾c¤l −c¡L¡−el ¢fR−e k¡Ch¡? eJjq−ml f£l h¡¢s hm−m ¢l„¡Am¡ ®Q−ez
B−N j¡ Q¡lBe¡ L−l ®k−ae, c¡j ®h−s f−l BV Be¡ qm, BV Be¡ ®b−LJ
m¡¢g−u HL V¡L¡z j¡l q¡−a Aa fup¡ ®eC ®k Oe Oe ¢a¢e h¡−fl h¡¢s h¡ f£l
h¡¢s R¤V−hez A−eL pju ®k−a C−µR Ll−mJ j¡−L C−µRl m¡N¡j −V−e dl−a quz
®p¢ce pL¡−m B¢j CnL¤−m k¡h, HL fyÉ¡−Q n¡¢s f−l, a¡l Jfl lwQV¡ ®h¡lM¡¢V
f−l, f¡−u e¡e¡l ®cJu¡ L¡f−sl S¤−a¡, hm−me Bj¡−l e¡j¡Cu¡ ¢ch¡ ®lmm¡C−el
®j¡sV¡u? j¡l Bf¡cjÙ¹L ®c−M B¢j e¡L L¤yQ−L h¢m, a¤¢j B−lLV¡ ¢l„¡ ¢eu¡
−N−mC ®a¡ f¡−l¡!
¢l„¡i¡s¡ e¡C ®kz
e¡C ®a¡ L¡lJ L¡R ®bCL¡ ®eJz
−LE a ¢cm e¡z
BS−L k¡CJ e¡ a¡C−m,h¡c ®cJz AeÉ¢ce k¡Jz
j¡ Bj¡l Ef−cn j¡−ee e¡z j¡l L¡−R BS Hhw AeÉ¢c−e ®L¡eJ f¡bÑLÉ ®eCz
ANaÉ¡ p−‰ ¢e−a qu j¡−Lz j−e j−e fСbÑZ¡ Ll−a qu ®ke l¡Ù¹¡u −Qe¡ ®LE e¡
f−s, lwQV¡ ®h¡lM¡ Bl ®j¡S¡q£e L¡f−sl S¤−a¡ fl¡ L¡lJ p−‰ Bj¡−L ®ke −LE
e¡ ®c−Mz ¢p ®L ®O¡o ®l¡X f¡l q−u ®lmm¡C−el p¡j−e j¡ ®e−j k¡ez ®h¢nl i¡N
l¡Ù¹¡C p¡j−e f−s B−R, f£l h¡¢s ®k−a BlJ c¤j¡Cm fb, ¢a¢e ®qy−V f¡l q−hez
CnL¤−m ®fy±R−m Bnl¡g¤−æp¡ p−N±l−h S¡e¡u ,a−l ®cMm¡j ¢l„¡ LCl¡
BCa¡Rpz B¢j q¡a e¡sm¡j, al Mhl e¡Cz
B¢j a a−l ®cMm¡j e¡z
−cM¢h ®Lj−ez j¡¢Vl ¢c−L a¡L¡Cu¡ ¢R¢m az j−e qCa¡¢Rm m‹¡n£m¡ L¤mhd§z
k¡q!
jq¡L¡¢ml ®j¡−s Bj¡l ¢l„¡ al ¢l„¡−l œ²p Llmz al p¡−b −a¡−cl L¡−Sl
®h¢V ¢Rmz
¢e−Sl h¤−Ll dÄL në¢V ¢e−SC ö¢ez ¢S−il L¡−R Q−m Bp¡ h¡LÉ¢V ®k e¡
−L¡eJ L¡−Sl ®h¢V e¡, Bj¡l p−‰ Bj¡l j¡ ¢R−me ¢exn−ë ¢N−m ®g¢mz S¡¢e e¡
®L Bj¡l ®W¡yV ®S¡s¡ nš² p¤−a¡u ®pm¡C L−l l¡−Mz p¡l¡¢ce Bnl¡g¤−æp¡l i¤m¢V
öd−l ¢c−a ®Q−uJ B¢j f¡¢l¢ez

CnL¤m ®b−L ¢g−l Bj¡l L¡−e L¡−e HL¢V ®N¡fe Mhl h−m Cu¡p¢je, −L¡e
HL ®j−u e¡¢L a¡−L h−m−R ®a¡j¡l h¡h¡ a c¤CV¡ ¢hu¡ Ll−Rz
¢L LC¢m a¡lfl?
Cu¡p¢je h−m, LCm¡j c¤CV¡ ¢hu¡ Bj¡l h¡h¡ L−l e¡C, ¢jR¡ Lb¡z
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 B¢jJ ¢gp¢gp L−l h¢m, Bj¡−lJ ®p¢ce LÓ¡−pl HL ®j−u LCm HC Lb¡z
j¡ HL¢ce je M¡l¡f L−l h−p¢R−me h¡l¡¾c¡uz Bj¡−L L¡−R ®f−u h−me, al
h¡h¡ a Q¡Lm¡c¡−ll hE−l ¢hu¡ LCl¡ ®gm−Rz
B¢j hmm¡j ¢L ®k LJ j¡!
qz eJjq−ml ph¡C LCmz
ph¡C L¡l¡? a¡l¡ S¡−e ¢L LCl¡?
−cM−Rz
¢L ®cM−R?
−cM−R ®k ®h¢X eJjq−mC HL h¡p¡u b¡−Lz Bl al h¡h¡ phpjuC JC
h¡p¡u k¡uz
HCV¡ a ea¤e e¡z HC p−¾cq a a¤¢j hý¢ce dCl¡ Lla¡Rz
¢e−Sl ®Q¡−M a Y¤L−a ®cM−R al h¡−f−lz ®h¢Xl p¡−b Lb¡J LC−Rz −h¢X
¢e−S LC−R ®k ¢hu¡ qC−Rz
ýc¡Cz
ýc¡C qC−m al h¡−f JC h¡¢sa k¡u ®Le?
k¡C−aC f¡−lz a¡l j¡−e ¢L ¢hu¡ Ll¡?
L¡lJ h¡¢s−a −hs¡−a k¡Ju¡ j¡−e ®k ¢h−u Ll¡ eu, a¡ B¢j k¤¢š² ¢c−u
®h¡T¡−a ®Qø¡ L¢lz ®Le L¢l, j¡ ®ke je M¡l¡f e¡ L−le, e¡¢L h¡h¡l fТa Bj¡l
Ni£l ¢hnÄ¡p ®k Hje j¾c L¡S ¢a¢e ¢LR¤−aC Ll−a f¡−le e¡, e¡¢L h¡h¡ c¤−V¡
¢h−u L−l−Re H Bj¡l SeÉJ Ha m‹¡l ®k B¢j fСZf−Z HC m‹¡l ®h¡T¡ hC−a
Aü£L¡l L¢l, h¤¢T e¡z
®pC¢ce BL¤u¡ ®N¢Rm¡j, ®p¡−q¢ml j¡l p¡−b ®cM¡, LCm al h¡h¡−l Bl
Q¡Lm¡c¡−ll hE−l e¡¢L −cM−R ¢p−ej¡u k¡C−az Bj¡−l ¢eu¡ ®a¡ ®L¡eJ¢ce
¢p−ej¡u k¡u e¡ al h¡f!
¢p−ej¡u ¢L a¤¢j k¡Ch¡ e¡¢L! a¤¢j e¡ Bõ¡l f−b ®NR ! h−m B¢j j¡l p¡j−e
®b−L p−l k¡Cz

l¡¢Su¡ ®hNj ¢e−u j¡l OÉ¡el OÉ¡e−ll flJ j¡ je ¢c−u l¡æ¡h¡s¡ L−le, ü¡j£
®R−m−j−u−cl M¡Ju¡e, −am ®fyu¡S e¡ b¡L−m, ¢hlp j¤−M Jph R¡s¡C l¡y−de Bl
®M−a h¢p−u h−me ®am R¡s¡ ¢fyu¡S R¡s¡ ¢L Bl l¡å¡ i¡m qu! ®L¡eJj−a M¡Cu¡
®e BS−Lz ®c¢M L¡m−L k¢c ...
L¡m ®am B−p ®a¡ ®fyu¡S B−p e¡z −fyu¡−Sl p−‰ h¡S¡−ll fQ¡ LC j¡R b−m
i−l f¡¢W−u ¢c−u−Re h¡h¡z b−m M¤−mC j¡ ®c−Me fQ¡ j¡−Rl Nå ®h−l¡−µRz a¡C
h−m ¢L ®R−m−j−u E−f¡p b¡L−hz ®mh¤N¡R ®b−L j¤−W¡ i−l −mh¤f¡a¡ ¢Ry−s H−e
j¡−Rl ®T¡−m ®cez −mh¤f¡a¡l N−ål a−m ®ke j¡−Rl Nå Q¡f¡ f−sz n¡L ¢c−u j¡R
Y¡L¡ k¡u e¡, ®mh¤f¡a¡l Nå ¢c−u j¡−Rl fQ¡ Nå qua Y¡L¡ k¡u ¢L¿º ®mh¤f¡a¡l
Ef¢ÙÛ¢aC Bj¡−L p¢¾cq¡e L−l, −M−a h−pC e¡L ¢pV−L¡C, ®mh¤f¡a¡ ¢cR ®Le j¡?
j¡R ¢eÕQuC fQ¡ ¢Rm? HL ¢Qm−a q¡¢p j¡l ®W¡y−Vl ®L¡−Z ¢T¢mL ¢c−uC ¢j¢m−u
k¡uz j¡ Bj¡l f¡−a HL¢V e¡-i¡P¡ j¡R a¤−m ¢c−u h−me, j¡R…m¡ ®Sa¡ ¢Rmz
Bõ¡ql Lpj LCl¡ LJ ®a¡ ®Sa¡ ¢Rm!
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 Lb¡u Lb¡u Bõ¡l Lpj L¡V−a qu e¡z j¡ elj djL m¡N¡ez
c¡c¡ HL¢V ®M−u B−lL¢V j¡R ®eez B¢j b¡m p¢l−u h¢m j¡R fQ¡, M¡Ca¡j
e¡z
j¡R Bh¡l fQ¡ ®L¡−›L¡ qCm! j¡ l¡æ¡Ol ®b−L S¢ll j¡−L ®X−L B−ee, HC
LJ,L¡V¡l pju j¡R m¡g¡Ca¡¢Rm e¡?
S¢ll j¡ j¡b¡ ®e−s h−m, q m¡g¡Ca¡¢Rmz
m¡g¡Lz B¢j j¡R M¡Ca¡j e¡z AeÉ ¢LR¤ b¡L−m ®cJz
c¡c¡ j¡−L h¤¢Ü ®ce, j¡RV¡ HLV¤ elj qCu¡ ®N−m i¡CS¡ ®gm−he, i¡S−m Bl
Nå b¡−L e¡z
e¡p¢l−el a nL¤−el e¡Lz j¡ h−mez
h¡h¡ l¡−a ¢g−l kMe fÉ¡¾V M¤−m m¤¢‰ fl−a b¡−Le, j¡ h−me fup¡ ®k
Sj¡Ca¡R¤Ce, L¡l m¡CN¡ Sj¡Ca¡R¤Ce?
L¡l m¡CN¡ Sj¡Ca¡¢R j¡−e? Ha…m¡ j¡e¤o M¡Ju¡Ca¡¢R, fl¡Ca¡¢Rz −Q¡−r
®cq e¡?
B¢j Bj¡l Lb¡ LC e¡z B¢j a X¡Cm ¢cu¡ M¡Cu¡ EW−a f¡¢lz LCa¡¢R
®R−m−j−u−cl Lb¡!fQ¡ j¡R f¡W¡e ®Le? CnL¤m ®bCL¡ ¢rc¡ ®f−V B−p, i¡a
M¡C−a f¡−l e¡z
j¡R fQ¡ ¢Rm e¡¢L?
fQ¡ ¢Rm e¡ j¡−e? N−å ®a¡ h¡¢s ES¡s qCu¡ k¡Ca¡¢Rmz
ýjz
Bl ¢fyu¡S ®k e¡C HL j¡p qCu¡ ®Nmz ¢fyu¡S ¢Le−elJ ¢L fup¡ e¡C?
¢fyu¡S e¡ f¡W¡Cm¡j Lu¢ce B−Nz ®no qCu¡ ®Nm?
Lu¢ce B−N? j¡ M¡¢eLV¡ pju ¢e−u q¡−al Ls¡ …−e h−me, BS−L qCm
®l¡hh¡l, Na ®l¡hh¡−ll B−Nl ®l¡hh¡lJ ¢fyu¡S R¡s¡ l¡å¡ qC−Rz a¡l B−Nl
j‰mh¡−l e¡ ¢fyu¡S f¡W¡C−Re!
Ha a¡s¡a¡¢s ®no qCu¡ k¡u ®Le? ¢qn¡h LCl¡ MQÑ¡ Ll e¡ ®Le? h¡S¡−l
¢fyu¡−Sl c¡j La Mhl l¡−M¡? L¡j¡C a Ll e¡, L¡j¡C Ll−m h¤Ta¡z
j¡ c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−mez L¡j¡C ¢L ¢a¢e n−M L−le e¡!

h¡h¡l Jo¤−dl ®c¡L¡−el LjÑQ¡¢l Bhc¤p p¡m¡j h¡S¡l-pc¡C ¢e−u h¡¢s H−m
j¡ a¡−L Bs¡−m ®X−L ¢e−u Lb¡ h−mez HL ¢h−L−m ®c¢M p¡m¡j−L j¡R i¡a
M¡Ju¡−µRe l¡æ¡O−l h¢p−uz p¡m¡j i¡m LCl¡ M¡Cu¡ mJ, ®pC pL¡m ®hm¡ ¢L j¤−M
¢cu¡ ®k B−p¡, a¡lfl a p¡l¡¢ce M¡Ju¡ e¡C!
j¡l Hje H−L J−L M¡Ju¡−e¡ ea¤e ¢LR¤ euz h¡¢s−a öL−e¡ j¤−Ml ®L¡eJ
¢i¢M¢l H−m j¡ J−cl h¢p−u M¡Ju¡ez h¡¢p alL¡¢l f¡¿¹¡ i¡a öL−e¡ j¢lQz JphC
Jl¡ flj p¤−M −M−u ®euz L¡lJ S¢j¢S−la ¢Rm, qW¡v Ai¡−h f−s ¢i−r Ll−R
öe−m f¡¢am ®b−L c¤V¤L−l¡ ea¤e l¡æ¡ Ll¡ j¡wpJ a¤−m ®cez j¡l cu¡l nl£lz
p¡m¡j ®M−u ®c−u q¡¢pj¤−M ¢h−cu ®eJu¡l fl j¡ Bj¡−L X¡L−me, c¡c¡−L
X¡L−me,hm−me HC ®k al h¡f fQ¡ j¡R ®Le f¡W¡u, S¡ep? ®Le h¡¢sa ®am
B−ee¡, ¢fyu¡S B−ee¡?
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 −Le j¡? c¡c¡ ¢S−‘p L−lez
¢Ll£¢V l¡−ul ja hýL¡−ml −l¡jqoÑL lqpÉ EcO¡Ve Ll¡l i¢‰−a j¡ h−me,
L¡lZ c¤C S¡uN¡u h¡S¡l f¡W¡C−a qu a! Ha L¤m¡Ch ®Lj−e! JC −h¢s a¡l
L¡−Sl ®m¡L f¡W¡Cu¡ ®cu g¡−jÑ¢p−a Bl al h¡−f ¢e−S h¡S¡−l q¡CV¡ k¡Cu¡
h¡S¡l LCl¡ f¡W¡u −h¢sl h¡¢saz JC ®h¢X−l a ¢hu¡ Ll−Rz ®h¢Xl ®R¡V ®R−mX¡J
g¡−jÑ¢p−a BCp¡ hCp¡ b¡−Lz J−l −mM¡fs¡l MlQ ®cuz J a Bp−m al h¡−fl
®R−m, Q¡Lm¡c¡−ll e¡z
Bj¡l Aü¢Ù¹ qu j¡l A¢i−k¡N öe−az c¡c¡lJ quz c¡c¡ h−me L£ ®k Le e¡
Le, L¡l L¡−R ¢L ®n¡−ee Bl ¢Qõ¡¢Q¢õ L−lez
L¡l L¡−R ö¢e? BµR¡ k¡ e¡, eJjq−mC a b¡−L ®h¢X, ®h¢Xl h¡¢sa k¡Cu¡
®cCM¡ Bu, S¡Ce¡ Bu al h¡f ¢hu¡ Ll−R ¢Le¡, fÐ−aÉL¢ce h¡S¡l-pc¡C f¡W¡u
¢L e¡z
qz Bj¡l Bl L¡j e¡C ®h¢Xl h¡¢sa k¡Cu¡j! c¡c¡ p−l k¡e j¡l p¡j−e ®b−Lz
B¢jJ k¡Cz j¡l A¢i−k¡N Ae¤−k¡N phC Bj¡−cl ®Qe¡z j¡l ¢hm¡f fÐm¡f ph
®Qe¡z j¡l ¢Qõ¡¢Q¢õ−a ®L¡eJ Ll¦Z¡l E−âL Bj¡−cl qu e¡, k¢c qu ¢LR¤, ®p
¢hh¢jo¡z
j¡ HL¡ h−p b¡−Lez ay¡l c¤xM ®n¡e¡l h¡¢s−a Bl ®LE ®eCz ¢a¢e S¢ll j¡−L
X¡−Le, h−me, ®cM S¢ll j¡, HC pwp¡−l Bj¡l n¡¢¿¹ e¡Cz Bj¡l a Lf¡m f¤s−R,
®mM¡¡fs¡X¡ ®k¢ce hå Llm, ®pC¢ceCz BCS k¢c ®mM¡fs¡ S¡ea¡j, a¡C−m ¢L
Bl ¢e−Sl pwp¡−l ¢e−S h¡¢¾c¢N¢l L¢l! ®R−m−j−u…m¡J qC−R h¡−fl iš²z
Bj¡−l j¡ hCm¡ NË¡qÉC L−l e¡z
S¢ll j¡ j¡l c¤xM ®h¡−T e¡z a¡l ¢e−Sl c¤x−Ml p−‰ a¤me¡ Ll−m j¡l c¤xM
a¡l L¡−R ¢LR¤C j−e qu e¡z a¡l ¢h−u q−u¢Rm ¢ae p¢a−el pwp¡−l, p¢a−el
SÅ¡m¡u −p SÅ−m−R A−eLz ü¡j£J a¡−L Lj SÅ¡m¡u¢ez S¢l S¾j −eJu¡l fl S¢ll
j¡−L i¡a ®cJu¡ hå L−l ¢cmz ®n−o ®a¡ m¡¢› …ya¡ ¢c−u h¡¢s ®b−L a¡¢s−uC
¢cmz Bl H pwp¡−l j¡ ®a¡ A¿¹a i¡a f¡−µRez p¢ae? −p ®a¡ AeÉ h¡¢s−a b¡−L,
HL h¡¢s−a euz S¢ll j¡l L¡−R j¡l pwp¡l−L ®p¡e¡l pwp¡l h−m j−e quz
S¢ll j¡ j¡l Lb¡u c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m, B¢j ¢e¢ÕQa, c£OÑnÄ¡p¢V eLmz
Ha c¤xM ¢e−uJ j¡ h¡¢sOl p¡S¡e, M¡V Bmj¡¢l ®V¢hm ®Qu¡l Bme¡ p¢l−u
ea¤e S¡uN¡u ®g−mez −cu¡−ml L¡−R M¡V ¢Rm, ®p¢V H−Lh¡−l E−ÒV¡¢c−L S¡e¡m¡l
L¡−R ¢e−u k¡e, Bmj¡¢l X¡e¢cL ®b−L p−l h¡j ¢c−L B−pz j¡l H L¡S¢V Bj¡l
M¤h fR¾c quz Ol H−Lh¡−l ea¤e ea¤e m¡−Nz j−e qu ea¤e S£he öl¦ qmz −Lhm
Ol p¡S¡−e¡C eu, j¡ E−W¡e j¡W gmN¡−R g¤mN¡−R n¡−L ph¢S−a p¡¢S−u l¡−Mez
HL HL Ga¤−a HL HLlLjz −q−m fs¡ N¡R…−m¡l ¢Le¡l ¢c−u h¡y−nl L¢’l ®hs¡
®cJu¡, BN¡R¡ f¢l×L¡l Ll¡, j¡¢V L¡V¡ j¡¢V ®gm¡ ¢e−SC L−lez n¡L ph¢S j¡ M¤h
i¡mh¡−pez Rs¡ h−m h−m q−mJ ¢a¢e Bj¡−cl a¡S¡ gm, V¡VL¡ n¡L ph¢S
M¡Ju¡−a ®Qø¡ L−lez j¡l d¡lZ¡ Rs¡ öe−m M¤¢n−a e¡Q−a e¡Q−a n¡L M¡h Bjl¡z
j¡l BlJ d¡lZ¡ j¡l q¡−a m¡N¡−e¡ n¡L ph¢Sl fТa j¡l ja Bj¡−clJ Bm¡c¡
clc B−Rz p¡l¡hRlC f¡−a ph¢S a¤−m ¢c−u h−me,N¡−Rl m¡E, N¡−Rl ¢pj, N¡−Rl
V−j−V¡, N¡−Rl HV¡, N¡−Rl ®pV¡z
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 HL¢ce −M−a ¢N−u j¡l j¤−M N¡−Rl m¡E EµQ¡¢la q−aC B¢j Mf L−l d¢lz
N¡−Rl m¡E j¡−e? m¡E ®a¡ N¡−RC d−lz N¡R R¡s¡ m¡E qu e¡¢L!
j¡ h−me, HCX¡ N¡−Rl, HCX¡ ¢Le¡ m¡E e¡z
¢Le¡ m¡E ¢L j¡¢Vl ¢e−Q qu?
d¤l, m¡E j¡¢Vl ¢e−Q qCh ®Le?
a¡l j¡−e m¡E N¡−RC d−lz
N¡−RC a d−l!
a¡C−m LJ ®Le ®k HCX¡ N¡−Rl m¡E! h¡S¡l ®bCL¡ ¢LeÉ¡ Be¡ m¡EJ ®a¡
N¡−Rl m¡Ez
B−l HCX¡ h¡¢sl N¡−Rlz
®pCV¡ LJ, h¡¢sl N¡−Rlz Lb¡J ¢WLja LC−a f¡−l¡ e¡z
B¢j j§MÑ j¡e¤o,®mM¡fs¡ ¢n¢M e¡Cz ®a¡jl¡ ¢n¢ra, ®a¡jl¡ …R¡Cu¡ Lb¡ LCh¡z
j¡ ®b−j ®b−j h−mez
−mM¡fs¡ ¢e−u j¡l B−rf p¡l¡ S£h−elz Bj¡l ®j¢VÊL fl£r¡l B−N B−N,
B¢j kMe ®V¢hm il¡ hCM¡a¡l Jfl Eh¤ q−u B¢R, j¡ ¢je¢je L−le, fСC−i−V
®j¢VÊLV¡ k¢c ¢cu¡ ¢c−a f¡la¡jz
B¢j ®q−p E¢W, HC hu−p a¤¢j ®j¢VÊL ¢ch¡?
La j¡e¤−o ®a¡ ®cuz N™−N¡−ml pju Bj¡l ®Q−uJ La hu×ú j¡e¤−ol¡ ®j¢VÊL
¢cu¡ ¢cm, aMe ®a¡ ph¡C−l f¡n Ll¡Cu¡ ¢c−R plL¡lz JC Q¡Lm¡c¡−ll hE−a¡
N™−N¡−ml pjuC eLm LCl¡ ®j¢VÊLV¡ f¡n Llmz −a¡j¡l h¡−fC a¡−l fСC−i−V
®j¢VÊL ®cJu¡C−Rz
a¡ ¢WL, HL¡š−ll ¢X−pð−l ®cn ü¡d£e qJu¡l fl fÐbj ®k ®j¢VÊ−Ll B−u¡Se
q−u¢Rm, ®k ®kje C−µR hu−p ka hsC ®q¡L, A B L M qua ¢mM−a S¡−e ®Lhm,
h−p ®N−R fСC−i−V fl£r¡ ¢c−az NZq¡−l eLmz NZq¡−l f¡nz ®pC NZq¡−l l¡¢Su¡
®hNj f¡l q−u ®N−Rez
Hqe ®a¡ eLm Q−m e¡, a¤¢j ®Lj−e f¡n Llh¡?
eLm Lla¡j ®Le?
a¡C−m f¡n Llh¡ ®Lj−e?
B¢j fCs¡ f¡n Llh¡jz
HL ®fV q¡¢p−L h¤L-Q¡f¡ ¢c−u h¢m, ®a¡j¡l ¢L j−e b¡L−h fs¡?
®Le j−e b¡L−h e¡? b¡L−hz
a¤¢j ®a¡ q¡−al j−dÉ Q¡¢h mCu¡ p¡l¡ h¡¢s Q¡¢h M¤yCSÉ¡ ®hs¡Jz j−e b¡L−h
®Lj−e?
a¤¢j Bj¡−l AˆX¡ HLV¤ ®cM¡Cu¡ ¢c−mC −cMh¡ B¢j f¡n LCl¡ k¡hz h¡wm¡
Cw−l¢S ®a¡ ®L¡eJ hÉ¡f¡l e¡z C¢aq¡p i§−N¡m T¡s¡ j¤MÙ¹ LCl¡ ®gmhz
j¡l c¤−Q¡M ¢QL¢QL L−l ü−fÀz üfÀ b¡−L ®Q¡−M, üfÀ ®Q¡−M ®l−MC h−me,fl£r¡
¢c−m ¢WLC f¡n Llh¡jz LÓ¡−p B¢j g¡ØVÑ N¡mÑ ¢Rm¡j, fÐ−aÉL fl£r¡u g¡ØVÑ
qCa¡jz ¢hu¡ qCu¡ k¡Ju¡l flJ Cú¤−ml j¡ØV¡ll¡ LC¢Rm fs¡X¡ R¡¢sp e¡ −l
Dc¤ez j¡−L ¢expwn−u ¢expw−L¡−Q h−m ¢cC a¤¢j HC ph L¢We ¢S¢ep h¤−T EW−a
f¡l−h e¡z h−m ¢cC, −a¡j¡l JC N™−N¡−ml pju HMe Bl ®eC, HMe Bl k¡
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C−µR a¡C Ll¡ k¡u e¡z h−m ¢cC ®a¡j¡l hup A−eL, Ha ®h¢n hu−p −j¢VÊL ¢c−a
®N−m j¡e¤o q¡p−hz j¡ c£OÑnÄ¡p −g−mez −L¡eJ HL L¡−m CnL¤−ml ®pl¡ R¡œ£
b¡L¡l ®N±lh hu−pl m‹¡l Bs¡−m ®Y−L k¡uz j¡ AeÉ O−l ¢N−u HL¡ h−p
b¡−Lez AeÉ O−l ý ý q¡Ju¡l p−‰ j¡ HL¡ h−p Lb¡ h−mez
h¡h¡l L¡−e Mhl¢V k¡u ®k j¡ ®j¢VÊL fl£r¡ ®cJu¡l üfÀ ®cM−Rez h¡h¡ q¡ q¡
L−l q¡p−me, p−‰ Bjl¡Jz AhL¡n S¤−s aMe q¡ q¡ ®q¡ ®q¡ ¢q ¢qz j¡ Q¤f−p ®k−a
b¡−Le, j¡l üfÀ…−m¡ ®Nm¡p fs¡l ja, Hh¡¢sl ®j−T ®k−qa¤ nš² C−Vl, f−s
®i−P k¡uz j¡ ®no Ah¢c ®mM¡fs¡l nM ®jV¡e AeÉi¡−hz f£lh¡¢s−a ®j−ul¡ Bl¢h
®n−M, hu−pl ®L¡eJ T¡−jm¡ ®eC, −k ®L¡eJ hu−pl ®j−uC öl¦ Ll−a f¡−lz
f£lh¡¢s ®b−L Bl¢h i¡o¡¢nr¡ hC M¡e ¢a−eL ¢e−u H−me j¡ Bl e¡¢el L¡R
®b−L V¡L¡ ¢e−u ¢L−e Be−me hs hs mð¡ M¡a¡z Jph M¡a¡u ®N¡V¡ ®N¡V¡ Ar−l
Bl¢h hÉ¡Ll−Zl ¢h¢d¢hd¡e Ae¤n£me öl¦ Ll−me ¢WL ®ki¡−h Bjl¡ Cw−l¢S i¡o¡
¢n−M¢R--−p ®Mm¡ L−l, ®p ®Mm¡ L¢l−a−R, ®p ®Mm¡ L¢lu¡−R, ®p ®Mm¡ L¢lm, ®p
®Mm¡ L¢l−a¢Rm, ®p ®Mm¡ L¢lu¡¢Rm,®p ®Mm¡ L¢l−hz j¡l h¡wm¡ q¡−al ®mM¡ ®kje
p¤¾cl, Bl¢hJ ®ajez
Bl¢h fCs¡ ¢L qCh j¡? B¢j ¢S−‘p L¢lz
j¡ jd¤l ®q−p h−me,Bõ¡ql L¡m¡j fs¡ k¡−hz ®L¡l¡e q¡¢cp h¤CT¡ fs¡ k¡−hz
Bj¡−cl p¡j−e fl£r¡, Bjl¡ ka e¡ f¢s, j¡ a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n f−se, l¡a
®S−N f−sez j¡l ¢Q¢W ®mM¡ ®eCz Nè j¡l¡ ®eCz j¡l ®mM¡fs¡ h¡h¡l eS−l f−sz
¢a¢e h¡¢s ¢g−lC X¡−Le, R¡œ£pLm H¢c−L B−p¡z
B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je h¡h¡l p¡j−e c¡ys¡Cz h¡h¡ djL ¢c−u J−We, h¡¢sl hs
R¡œ£ LC?
B¢j qah¡L, B¢jC ®a¡ h¡¢sl hs R¡œ£, h¡h¡ ¢L Bj¡−L ®cM−a f¡−µRe e¡!
clS¡l fcÑ¡ BP¤−m ®fyQ¡−e¡ h¡c ¢c−u h¡h¡l ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e c¡ys¡C ®ke Øfø ®c−Me,
Hj¢e−aJ H−Lh¡−l ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e e¡ c¡ys¡−m ¢a¢e ®L¡eJ c¡ys¡−e¡−LC ¢WL
c¡ys¡−e¡ j−e L−le e¡z
Bj¡l ¢c−L ®Q¡M ®l−MC h−me, hs R¡œ£−l X¡−L¡z
B¢j −a¡ HCM¡−ez B¢j h¢mz
h¡h¡ h−me, a¤¢j ¢L ¢f HCQ ¢X ¢ca¡R?
e¡z
HLSe ®k ¢f HCQ ¢X ¢ca¡−R, a¡−l X¡CL¡ mCu¡ Bpz
Bj¡l aMeJ j¡b¡u ®M−m e¡ h¡h¡ L¡l Lb¡ hm−Rez Cu¡p¢je h¤¢Ü−a Bj¡l
®Q−u f¡L¡z J ®Q±L¡−W c¡y¢s−u ¢QvL¡l L−l X¡Lm, j¡, a¡s¡a¡¢s B−p¡z h¡h¡
X¡La¡−Rz j¡ M¡a¡ Lmj hå L−l h¡h¡l p¡j−e H−mez j¡ ®k h¡S¡−ll ¢m¢ØV
¢c−u¢R−me, ®pC ¢m¢ØV¢V q¡−a ¢e−u h¡h¡ ¢S−‘p Ll−me, mhZ ®no qCm ®Lj−e?
j¡ n¡¿¹ Nm¡u hm−me, l¡Cå¡z
¢L Ha l¡S−i¡N l¡−å¡ ®k Bs¡C ®pl mhZ c¤C ¢c−e ®no qCu¡ k¡u?
Ha S¡e¡l CµR¡ b¡L−m f¡LO−l hCu¡ b¡CL¡ ®cC−Me ®Lj−e ®no quz
mh−Zl c¡j pÇf−LÑ ®L¡eJ d¡lZ¡ B−R?
j¡ ®L¡eJ Ešl ®ce e¡z
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 h¡h¡ c¡y−a c¡ya ®Q−f h−me, B¢j f−ll j¡−p mhZ ¢Leh¡j, HC j¡p mhZ
R¡s¡ M¡C−a qCh ph¡lz
B¢j mhZ R¡s¡C M¡C−a f¡¢l, Bf−el ®R−m−j−ul¡ f¡−l e¡, ph¡l f¡−a
Bmc¡ mhZ m¡−Nz h−m j¡ AeÉ O−l Q−m k¡ez h¡l¡¾c¡l ®V¢h−m j¡l hCM¡a¡…−m¡
f−s b¡−L, q¡Ju¡u Es−a b¡−L M¡a¡l f¡a¡z
h¡h¡ l¡−a ¢g−l S¢ll j¡−L ®X−L Nm¡ M¡−V¡ L−l ¢S−‘p L−le, BCµR¡
®e¡j¡−el j¡ ¢L ¢fyu¡S lp¤e Q¡Cm X¡Cm ®am HC…m¡ pl¡u?
¢L S¡¢e B¢j S¡¢e e¡z
−cM e¡C ¢LR¤ ¢eu¡ k¡C−a?
La ¢LR¤C −a¡ ®euz
¢L ®eu?
hÉ¡−Nl j®dÉ iCl¡ ¢L ®eu, a¡ ¢L B¢j ®c¢q! B¢j L¡−jl j¡e¤o, L¡j L¢lz
hÉ¡N mCu¡ h¡Cl qu e¡¢L?
a¡ ¢L Bl h¡Cl qu e¡! L¤e¤q¡−e¡ ®N−m ®a¡ q¡−a hÉ¡N HLV¡ b¡−qCz
La hs hɡN?
hÉ¡N ¢L Bl −R¡X qu, hÉ¡N a hsCz
S¢ll j¡ h¡h¡l Ol ®b−L ¢gl−m j¡ ¢S−‘p L−le, ®a¡j¡−l X¡CL¡ ¢L
¢SN¡Cm?
¢SN¡Cm Bf−e Q¡Cm ®am HC…m¡ mCu¡ h¡−fl h¡¢s k¡e ¢L e¡z
¢L LCR a¤¢j?
LC¢R B¢j HCa¡ S¡¢e e¡z
j¡ g¤y−p J−We, a¤¢j S¡e e¡? Bj¡l h¡−fl ¢L Q¡Cm X¡Cm e¡C e¡¢L? Bj¡l
h¡f ¢L f−bl g¢Ll qCu¡ ®N−R? h¡−fl h¡¢s−a HqeJ ¢hl¡V ¢hl¡V f¡¢a−m
l¡å¡h¡s¡ qu, M¡J−el Ai¡h e¡C JCq¡−ez Bj−N¡l h¡S¡e c¡m¡e a¤−m e¡C, ¢L¿º
M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡u L¡fs ®Q¡f−s Ai¡h l¡−M e¡C ®L¡eJ¢cez hs hs l¦Cj¡R, hs hs
f¡‰¡p j¡R,L¡am j¡R ¢LCe¡ B−e, fQ¡ j¡R h¡¢sa f¡X¡u e¡z B¢jC Eô¡ j¡l
L¡R ®bCL¡ V¡L¡ fup¡ B¢ez Bj¡−l Ha ¢jbÉ¡ Afh¡c ¢ca¡−R, Bõ¡l NSh
fsh, dÄwp qCu¡ k¡Ch HC c¤ø ®m¡−Ll ®cj¡Nz
j¡ A−dÑL l¡a Ah¢c ¢hs¢hs L−lez S¢ll j¡ −j−Tu q¡yV¤ j¤−s h−p ¢hs¢hs
®n¡−ez
fl¢ce l¡æ¡O−l ¢N−u Bmj¡¢l M¤−m Be¡Sf¡¢a ¢L ¢L B−R, L−h ¢L ¢L−e−Re,
L−h ¢L ®no qm a¡l fC fC ¢q−nh ¢e−me h¡h¡z ¢q−p−h Nl¢jm q−µR h−m ¢a¢e
hs HL¢V a¡m¡ ¢L−e H−e l¡æ¡O−ll Bmj¡¢l−a m¡¢N−u ¢c−u hm−me HMe ®b−L
Q¡m X¡m, ®fyu¡S lp¤e k¡ m¡N−h, ¢a¢e a¡m¡ M¤−m ®hl L−l ®c−hez Q¡¢h fÉ¡−¾Vl
f−L−V ¢e−u h¡h¡ ®h¢l−u ®N−mez fl¢ce h¡¢s ®b−L −h−l¡h¡l B−N Bmj¡¢ll
a¡m¡ M¤−m j¡−L ®X−L, BS−L c¤f¤−l j¡…l j¡R l¡æ¡ q−h, HC dl HLV¡ ¢fyu¡Sz
Bl jp¤¢ll X¡m HL L¡f l¡e−mC Qm−h, X¡−ml SeÉ HC −eJ c¤CV¡ L¡yQ¡ j¢lQ,
HLV¡ lp¤e hm−a hm−a q¡−a ®ce Be¡Sf¡¢a, HL RV¡L ®amJ ¢c−u k¡e ®j−fz
¢h−L−m ¢g−l l¡−al l¡æ¡l B−N ¢q−nh L−l ®hl L−le, ¢L m¡N−h Hhw
LaV¤Lz¤ Q¡m m¡N−m Q¡m, X¡m m¡N−m X¡m, Bl Q¡j−Q L−l mhZz Hi¡−hC Q−mz
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 j¡ j¡l ja ®hy−Q b¡−Lez j¡−L M¤h eS−l f−s e¡z fs¡l ®V¢h−m h−p kMe j¤M
…y−S l¡¢M hC−u, j¡ ®V¢h−m Nlj c¤d ®l−M k¡e HL NÔ¡p, c¤f¤l−hm¡u ®l−M k¡e
nlha, nlh−al h¡ c¤−dl ®Nm¡−pC eSl f−s, j¡−L euz j¡ kMe f¡uM¡e¡ ®b−L
®h¢l−u ¢py¢sl L¡−R h−p f−se, j¡b¡ hehe L−l O¤l−R h−m E−W c¡ys¡−a f¡−le
e¡,¢L q−u−R ¢S−‘p Ll−m i¡P¡ L−ã h−me,f¡Cm−pl lš² k¡Ca¡−R M¤h ®h¢n,
nl£lV¡ c¤hÑm m¡Na¡−R, j¡l nl£l h¡ nl£−ll c¤hÑma¡l ¢c−L eSl f−s e¡, f−s
f¡Cmp në¢Vl ¢c−Lz
f¡Cmp ¢L j¡?
f¡uM¡e¡l l¡Ù¹¡u HLV¡ …¢V ja qu, a¡lfl f¡uM¡e¡ Lo¡ qC−m lš² k¡uz
f¡Cm−pl ¢Q¢Lvp¡ ¢L?
al h¡f−l La LCm¡j, f¡CmpV¡l HLV¡ ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Ll¡C−az LC ¢LR¤ ®a¡ L−l
e¡z
ýyz
a¡C a LC, ®h−ml nlha M¡J, n¡L ph¢S ®h¢n LCl¡ M¡Jz n¡L ph¢S ®a¡
j¤−MC a¤m−a Q¡J e¡z n¡L e¡ M¡C−m f¡uM¡e¡ elj qCh ®Lj−e! ®a¡j¡lJ a Lo¡
f¡uM¡e¡z f¡uM¡e¡ elj b¡L−m AnÑ ®l¡N qu e¡z
AnÑ ®l¡N ¢L?
JC f¡Cm−pl B−lL e¡j AnÑz
a¡C−m ®k l¡Ù¹¡l ¢Le¡−l N¡−R V¡P¡−e¡ p¡Ce−h¡XÑ b¡−L, HCM¡−e AnÑ ®l¡−Nl
¢Q¢Lvp¡ qu, ®pCV¡ ¢L HC ®l¡N?
qz
j¡ d£−l ¢py¢sl L¡R ®b−L nl£l¢V a¤−m O−l H−p ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u L¢sL¡−Wl ¢c−L
j¤M L−l ö−u b¡−Lez nl£l c¤hÑm ay¡lz B¢j f¡−nl O−l AnÑ në¢V ¢e−u i¡h−a
b¡¢L, Ha −e¡wl¡ HL¢V ®l¡−Nl Ha QjvL¡l e¡j ¢L L−l qm!
j¡l HjeC S£hez HC S£he Bjl¡ ®c−M ®kje AiÉÙ¹, k¡fe L−lJ AiÉÙ¹
j¡z HL¢ce L¡−m¡ gV−Ll në ö−e ®c±−s ¢N−u ®c¢M, HL A−Qe¡ ®m¡−Ll p−‰ Lb¡
h−m j¡ gVL hå Ll−mez
¢S−Sp L¢l ®L H−p¢Rmz
L¡j¡m−l M¤yS−a BC¢Rmz
−L? ¢L e¡j?
¢Q¢e e¡, e¡j Lu e¡Cz
¢L LÚCm?
¢SN¡Cm, Bf−e ®L? B¢j LCm¡j B¢j ®LE e¡, HC h¡p¡u L¡S L¢lz
HCV¡ LCm¡ ®Le?
L¡j¡®ml j¡ f¢lQu ¢c−m HC ®R−mC qua Ah¡L qCaz ¢Rys¡ jum¡ n¡¢s ¢f¾c¡
lC¢Rz
B¢j Q¤f q−u k¡Cz j¡ qua ¢WLC L−l−Re ¢j−bÉ h−m, j−e quz −R¡Vc¡l C‹a
h¡y¢Q−u−Re j¡z j¡ k¢c hm−ae ¢a¢e L¡j¡−ml j¡, a−h Bj¡l BnwL¡ qu ®k
®R¡Vc¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ q−m JC ®R−m hma, ®a¡j¡l h¡p¡u ®cMm¡j HLV¡ L¡−Sl ®h¢V,
hmm ®p e¡¢L −a¡j¡l j¡ m¡−N! L¡−Sl ®h¢V−cl BSL¡m ØfdÑ¡ h¡s−R A−eLz
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 j¡−L l¡M−aJ f¡¢l e¡, ®gm−aJ f¡¢l e¡z j¡ Bj¡−cl SeÉ l¡æ¡ Ll−he,
¢r−d e¡ m¡N¡l B−N ®M−a ®c−he, h¡h¡ j¡lj¤¢M q−m h¡h¡−L p¢l−u ®e−he h−m
h−m ®k, ®j−ul¡ qCm O−ll mrÈ£,J−cl N¡−u q¡a ®a¡m¡ ¢WL e¡, Jl¡ Bl Lu¢ce
B−R, f−ll O−l a QCm¡ k¡Chz j¡l qÙ¹−r−f h¡y¢Q h−V, ¢L¿º f−ll O−l QCm¡
k¡Ch, h¡LÉ¢V Bj¡l N¡−u Ha ®h¢n SÅ¡m¡ dl¡u ®k ¢qwpË h¡h¡l ®Q−u clc£ j¡−ul
JflC Bj¡l l¡N qu ®h¢nz
f−ll O−l QCm¡ k¡Ch j¡−eV¡ ¢L?
f−ll O−l ®a¡ k¡C−aC qCh! ¢hu¡ n¡¢c qC−m k¡C−a qCh e¡!
e¡ k¡C−a qCh e¡z
a¡ ¢L qu e¡¢L?
quz AhnÉC quz
p¡l¡S£he −LE ¢L h¡−fl h¡¢s−a b¡−L?
b¡−Lz B¢j b¡¢Lz B¢j b¡Lhz
¢h−u në¢V öe−m Bj¡l N¡ ¢l ¢l L−l J−Wz
¢hu¡ qCu¡ ®N−mC ®a¡ ®j−ul¡ fl qCu¡ k¡u j¡z −j−ul¡ qÚCm h¡−fl h¡¢s−a
HLlLj A¢a¢b, ka f¡−l¡ a¡−c−l Bcl kaÁ Ll, f−l Lf¡−m ¢L B−R p¤M e¡
c¤xM,®L S¡−e!
elj p¤−l hm¡ q−mJ j¡l në…−m¡ ¢hom¡N¡−e¡ a£−ll ja −hy−d Bj¡l N¡−uz
S¾j¡−e¡ qm, ®nLs Rs¡−e¡ qm, HaV¡ hRl N¡−u N¡−u ®m−N ®b−LJ B¢j ¢L e¡
fl, Bl h¡C−l h¡C−l b¡L¡, ¢h−u L−l h¡¢s ®R−s Q−m k¡Ju¡, h¡ ¢h−u Ll¡l ü−fÀ
¢h−i¡l ®R−ml¡ Bj¡l ®Q−u Bfe j¡l! B¢j ®a¡ h¡h¡ ®p ka f¡o™C ®q¡L, j¡ ®p
ka Ap¤¾cl£ Bl A¢n¢ra ®q¡L, i¡C ®p ka q¡s¢L−ÃV Bl L¤Q¤−V ®q¡L, −h¡e ®p
ka −hu¡cf Bl h¡Q¡m ®q¡L, L¡E−L fl i¡h−a f¡¢l e¡z Hl¡C Bj¡l ph−b−L
Bfez AeÉ HL A−Qe¡ ®m¡L BmVfL¡ H−p H−cl ®Q−u ®h¢n Bfe q−u EW−h
Bj¡l! Apñh! j¡−L C−µR L−l ®W−m p¢l−u ¢cCz C−µR L−l j¡l j¤−Ml Jfl WL¡p
L−l clS¡ hå L−l ¢cCz j¡ M¡h¡l c¡J, j¡ Bj¡l S¡j¡V¡ LC, ®N¡p−ml p¡h¡eV¡
Bh¡l LC ®Nm j¡, ¢l„¡i¡s¡ q¡−a e¡ b¡L¡l flJ j¡l ilp¡u ¢l„¡ ®Q−f h¡¢s
H−p, j¡ ¢aeV¡ V¡L¡ c¡J ®a¡ Abh¡ j¡ ®N¡, Bj¡l SÅl Bpa¡−R hm−m j¡ Lf¡m
®R¡y−he, öC−u ®c−he, n£−a ¢q ¢q Ll¡ nl£l ®Y−L ®c−he Nlj ®m−f,h¡h¡−L Mhl
f¡W¡−he SÅl ®c−M ®k−a, Jo¤d ¢c−u ®k−a--HllLj −R¡VM¡V hÉ¡f¡l R¡s¡ j¡−L
S£h−el AeÉ ¢LR¤−a Bj¡l j−e qu e¡, ¢LR¤j¡œ fÐ−u¡Sez

L¡−m¡ gV−Ll në q−m, h¡h¡l gVL ®M¡m¡l në h¡¢sl ®k ®L¡eJ S¡uN¡

®b−LC ®Vl f¡C k¢cJ, p¡j¡eÉ p−¾cq q−m B−N S¡em¡ ®b−L ®c¢M Hm ®L, ®p k¢c
h¡h¡ qu, ®c±s, −c±−s ®k k¡l ¢e−Sl S¡uN¡uzj¤n¢Lm qm, c¤f¤l c¤−V¡ Bs¡CV¡u hC
p¡j−e h−p B¢R ®cM−a ®f−m ¢WL d−l ®g−me, ay¡l Bp¡l në ö−e h−p¢R, aMe
E−ÒV¡V¡ qu,je£o£−cl h¡Z£ T¡s¡l B−N ¢M¢Ù¹ ®T−s ®eez AhnÉ fl£r¡l B−N B−N
q−m c¤f¤l c¤−V¡ L£ l¡a c¤−V¡ ®q¡L, JM¡−eC h−p b¡L¡ Q¡Cz h¡h¡ h−me, ®Qu¡−l
¢SN¡Cl¡ BW¡ m¡N¡Cu¡ hCu¡ −mM¡fs¡ Llz Bs¡CV¡u h¡h¡ H−mez h¡h¡ H−m
®Lhm ¢e−S paLÑ qh a¡ eu, h¡¢sl ph¡C−LC paLÑ Ll−a quz L¡lZ B¢j e¡ qu,
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®k pj−u ®kM¡−e b¡L¡ clL¡l ®pM¡−e B¢R, fs¡l Ol ®b−L p¡c¡¢p−d i¡mj¡e¤−ol
ja ®h¢l−u L¡y−d N¡jR¡ ¢e−u ®N¡pmM¡e¡u k¡¢µR, c¤f−l e¡Ju¡ h¡ M¡Ju¡
hÉ¡f¡l…−m¡ −k−qa¤ Q−m h−m h¡h¡ j−e L−le, ¢L¿º Cu¡p¢je qua BjN¡−Rl
jNX¡−m h−p B−R Abh¡ l¡æ¡O−l Abh¡ R¡−c, −kph, h¡h¡ ¢LR¤−aC j¡−ee e¡ ®k
Q−m, Hhw k¡ Q−m e¡ a¡l ¢LR¤ ®L¡b¡J q−a ®cM−m ®k−qa¤ h¡¢s−a ým¤ÙÛ¤m h¡y¢d−u
®c−he--Cu¡p¢j−el ¢f−W ®a¡ fs−hC ¢LR¤, Bj¡l ¢fWJ h¡c k¡−h e¡, a¡C h¡h¡−L
®c−M, B¢j S¡¢e−u ¢cC, Bp−m ®kC ®c−M, a¡lC HLlLj A¢m¢Ma c¡¢uaÅ ®Qy¢Q−u
ka â¦a pñh h¡h¡l BNje h¡aÑ¡ ®O¡oZ¡ L−l ®cJu¡, p¡d¡lZa Ol ®b−L h¡l¡¾c¡
Ah¢c ®c±−s h¡h¡ BC−R, hm−mC h¡¢sl fСZ£…−m¡ ®k ®kM¡−e R¢s−u ¢R¢V−u B−R,
FdÑnÄ¡−p R¤−V k¡−L ®kM¡−e h¡h¡ i¡−he ®k j¡e¡u, k¡u, −kje, h¡¢sl L¡−Sl ®j−u¢V
k¢c h¡l¡¾c¡u ¢S−l¡−a b¡−L, −p R¤−V l¡æ¡O−l −p−yd¡u h¡pefœ j¡S−a, eua Sm
il−a Lmf¡−l k¡u ¢LR¤ HLV¡ Ll−a, h¡h¡ ®k−qa¤ L¡lJ h−p b¡L¡ h¡ ö−u b¡L¡
pC−a f¡−le e¡z S¡¢e−u ®cJu¡l p−‰ p−‰ Cu¡p¢je E−W¡−e Ù¹§f L−l l¡M¡
e¡l−Lm f¡a¡ ¢Ry−s j¡b¡l j¤L¤V h¡e¡¢µRm, ®g−m ®c±−s O−l ®Y¡−L, −O¡oZ¡ ®L
ö−e−R e¡ ö−e−R −L ®L¡b¡u AhÙÛ¡e ¢em e¡ ¢em S¡e¡l B−N â¦a ¢e−Sl AhÙÛ¡e
pÇf−LÑ ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ¢e−a qu, ¢e−Sl QlL¡u −am −a¡ ¢c−a q−h e¡ ¢L! −O¡oZ¡ −p−l,
N¡jR¡ L¡y−d kMe B¢j ®N¡pmM¡e¡l ¢c−L q¡yV¢R, −c¢M, j¡ M¡¢µR−me, hå L−l R¤−V
l¡æ¡O−l Y¤−L BdM¡Ju¡ b¡m¡ −l−M q¡a d¤−u ¢e−mez B¢j ®N¡pmM¡e¡u Y¤−L
®Nm¡j, Cu¡p¢je Aˆ Ll−a hpm, Bl j¡ q¡a d¤−u L¤−m¡u Q¡m ¢e−me h¡R−a,
l¡−al l¡æ¡l fÐÙÛ¤¢az ®N¡pmM¡e¡ ®b−L ®h¢l−u j¡−L Nm¡ ®Q−f ¢S−‘p Llm¡j, h¡h¡
−N−R N¡?
k¡u e¡C, öC−Rz
a¤¢j e¡ M¡Ca¡¢Rm¡, M¡Ju¡ ®bCL¡ ECW¡ fsm¡ ®k!
j¡ Q¡m −b−L L¡W−f¡L¡ pl¡−a pl¡−a hm−me al h¡h¡ −L¡eJ¢ceC Bj¡l
M¡Ju¡ pqÉ Ll−a f¡−l e¡z
a¤¢j a Bl e¡ M¡Cu¡ h¡yCQ¡ lCR e¡! HCX¡ ¢L h¡h¡ S¡−e e¡?
S¡−ez ah¤ ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e ®cM−m ¢Qs¢hs L−lz
h¡h¡l i−u Bjl¡ ®Mm¡ ®R−s ®kje E−W k¡C, j¡ ®aje M¡Ju¡ ®R−s E−W k¡ez
h¡¢sl ph¡C−L M¡C−u j¡ l¡æ¡O−l A−hm¡u ®M−a h−p−Re, L¡−Sl ®h¢V h¡ ®j−u
®kC b¡−L h−p−R p−‰, HllLj cªnÉ ®c−MC B¢j AiÉÙ¹z Hl h¡C−l, Evph fl−hl
¢ce q−mJ h¡h¡ h¡ ®R−m−j−u−cl p−‰ j¡ ®M−a h−pe e¡z −Le, HC fÐnÀ ®LE
LMeJ L−l¢e, L¡lJ j−e HC fÐnÀ¢V ®eC h−mC L−l¢ez Bjl¡ kMe M¡h, j¡ f¡−n
c¡y¢s−u Bj¡−cl f¡−a ®h−s ®c−he M¡h¡l, j¡ a¡C L−le, Hhw j¡−L a¡C Ll−m
j¡e¡u h−m h¡h¡ ®kje S¡−ee, Bjl¡J S¡¢ez j¡ QjvL¡l l¡y−de Hhw h¡−se h−m
h¡¢sl ph¡l ¢hnÄ¡pz
CnL¤m ®b−L ¢h−L−m ¢g−l ®hn L¢ce Hje q−u−R ®k ¢r−d ®f−V M¡¢µR,
J¢c−L j¡ p¡l¡¢ce fl aMe c¤f¤−ll M¡h¡l ®M−a h−p−Re, i¡a j¡M−Re, j¡l j¤−M
®Q¡M fs−aC ®c¢M ®W¡y−Vl −L¡−Z AfТai HL¢V q¡¢p, i¡−al b¡m¡ ¢e−u ®no Ah¢c
Bj¡l Bs¡−m Q−m k¡e Abh¡ f−l M¡−he h−m q¡a d¤−u ®g−mez
−q−p h¢m, ¢L ECW¡ ®Nm¡ ®k!a¤¢j nlj f¡J e¡¢L!
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 j¡ ®L¡eJ Ešl ®ce e¡z j¡l qu e¡, Bs¡m R¡s¡ M¡Ju¡ hÉ¡f¡l¢V j¡l
H−Lh¡−lC qu e¡z j¡ Bp−mC nlj f¡e L¡lJ p¡j−e ®M−az h¡h¡ h¡¢s H−m AhnÉ
j¡ Bs¡−mJ M¡e e¡, h¡h¡l ®k Bh¡l Be¡Q L¡e¡−Ql Mhl ®eJu¡l A−iÉp B−R,
Bs¡m h−m ¢LR¤C H h¡¢s−a aMe b¡−L e¡z h¡¢s−a, dl¡ k¡L h¡h¡ ö−u lC−me,
ö−u lC−me h−m ®k Bjl¡ ®Mm−a e¡jh h¡ N−Òfl hC−u q¡a ®ch a¡ Apñh L¡lZ
−n¡u¡ ®b−L E−W ®k ®L¡eJ j¤q§−aÑ ¢a¢e ®hs¡−ml ja f¡ ®g−m ®g−m p¡l¡ h¡¢s
¢hQlZ Ll−a f¡−le, p¤al¡w ¢a¢e h¡¢s−a, ®p −k AhÙÛ¡−aC ¢a¢e b¡L¤e, Hje¢L
O¤¢j−u, ®LE Hje ¢LR¤ Ll¡l E−cÉ¡N ®eu e¡, k¡ h¡h¡ j−e L−le, E¢Qa euz
qW¡v qW¡v ¢h−L−m h¡¢s−a Yy¤ j¡−le h¡h¡z HjeC HL¢ce Yy¤ j¡l−a ¢N−u, L¡−m¡
gV−Ll nëJ ®LE ®p¢ce f¡u ¢e, −L¡eJ ®O¡oZ¡J ®LE ®cu¢e paLÑ qh¡l, h¡h¡
l¡æ¡O−l Y¤−L ®f−me j¡−L, M¡−µRez
Ha M¡J ¢L? p¡l¡¢ce M¡¢m M¡Ju¡ Bl M¡Ju¡z nC−m ®am h¡Cs¡ k¡Ca¡−R
M¡C−a M¡C−az
ö−e, j¡ b¡m¡ p¢l−u q¡a d¤−u ¢e−mez
B¢j öem¡j, h¡¢sl ph¡C öemz Bj¡−cl L¡−R, H A−eLV¡, l¡−a fs¡l
®V¢h−m h−p ¢T−j¡−a b¡L−m h¡h¡ ®kje h−me, Ha O¤j B−p ®Le! ¢ce l¡Ca M¡¢m
O¤j Bl O¤j, nC−m Ha Bl¡j ®L¡−› BCm? ¢f−W j¡Cl fs−mC Bl¡j R¤CV¡ k¡Ch
l jaz

−R¡Vc¡l p−‰ ¢nÒfp¡¢qaÉ ¢e−u ®kje, l¡Se£¢a ¢e−uJ B−m¡Qe¡ S−j J−Wz
BµR¡ ®R¡Vc¡ L¤Él fl ®Le ®jSl X¡¢mj, l¢nc, g¡l¦L−l ®cn R¡Cs¡ k¡C−a
qCm?
B−l a−m a−m a HLV¡ ®p−Lä L¤É qCu¡ ®N−Rz aMe ®a¡ Bl X¡¢mj−cl
f¡Ju¡l e¡Cz
Bl p¢gEõ¡q? −p ®a¡ −pe¡h¡¢qe£ fÐd¡e ¢Rmz a¡−l ®Le j¡Cl¡ −gmm e¡? ®p
®a¡ j¤¢S−hl f−rl ¢Rmz
j¤¢Sh a a¡−l ®g¡eJ Ll¢Rm l¡−a, h¢œneð−l B¢jÑ f¡W¡C−az p¢gEõ¡q
¢Su¡−l X¡Lm, ®i¡l−hm¡ ¢Su¡ BCp¡ LCm clL¡l e¡C h¢œn eð−l k¡Ju¡lz
p¢gEõ¡qlJ Ll¡l ¢LR¤ ¢Rm e¡z
aMe p¢gEõ¡q h¤CT¡ ®gm−R ®k ¢Su¡ a¡l AXÑ¡l j¡ea¡−R e¡!
h¤Th e¡ j¡−e! p¢gEõ¡q aqe HLlLj q¡ES H−lØVz B¢jÑ ¢Q−gl AXÑ¡l ®LE
j¡ea¡−R e¡z
¢Su¡−l −L ®pe¡h¡¢qe£l fÐd¡e h¡e¡Cm? ®j¡na¡L, e¡¢L ¢Su¡ ¢e−SC ¢e−S−l
h¡e¡Cm!
Lep¢f−l¢p−a Hl¡ ph¡C ¢Rmz
M¡−mc ®j¡n¡llg ®k ¢Su¡−l h¢¾c LCl¡ rja¡ ¢eu¡ ¢em, ®pC M¡−mc
®j¡n¡llg−l ®a¡ ¢ae¢ce flC L−ZÑÑm a¡−ql j¡Cl¡ ®gmmz a¡C−m ¢Su¡ ®Le j¡lm
L−ZÑm a¡−ql−l? ¢Su¡l i¡ml SeÉC ®a¡ L−ZÑm a¡−ql ¢h−â¡qX¡ Ll¢Rmz
a¡−ql ®a¡ M¡−mc ®j¡n¡llg−l pl¡Cu¡ ¢cu¡ S¡a£u plL¡l NWe Ll−a
Q¡C¢Rmz ¢Su¡−l Q¡u e¡Cz
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 L−ZÑm a¡−ql ®a¡ j¤¢š²−k¡Ü¡ ¢Rmz Bh¡l ®a¡ k¤−Ü f¡-J q¡l¡C¢Rmz k¤−Ü Bqa
j¤¢š²−k¡Ü¡−l ¢L g¡y¢p ®cJu¡ k¡u? BCµR¡, ®L¡eJ l¡S¡L¡l−l ¢L g¡y¢p ®cJu¡
qC−R BS fkÑ¿¹?
e¡z h¡wm¡−cn ü¡d£e qJu¡l fl fÐbj g¡y¢p HLV¡ j¤¢š²−k¡Ü¡l qCmz
¢Su¡l p¡−b ®jSl X¡¢m−jl ¢h−l¡dV¡ B¢j ¢WL h¤T−a f¡la¡¢R e¡z
aMe B¢jÑl m Hä AXÑ¡l eø qCu¡ ®N−Rz ¢Su¡ p¢gEõ¡q−l h‰ih−e h¡Cå¡
l¡CM¡ ¢e−S−l ®Se¡−lm ®O¡oZ¡ Llm, ¢LR¤ ®m¡L a¡l f−r BCm, ¢LR¤ ¢hf−r
®Nmz
X¡¢mj ¢L ¢hf−r ®N¢Rm?
e¡z X¡¢mj−l ¢h−cn f¡W¡Cu¡ ®cJu¡l j§m L¡lZX¡ qÚCm, ¢Su¡ Q¡u e¡C,
HLh¡l k¡l¡ L¤É H pl¡p¢l S¢sa ¢Rm, a¡l¡ a¡l B−nf¡−n b¡Lz L¤É LCl¡ HLh¡l
AiÉ¡p qC−m ®k h¡lh¡l L¤É Ll−a CµR¡ L−lz
a¡C−m ¢lú pl¡Cu¡ ¢cm?
qz LC−a f¡lpz k¡Ju¡l B−N ®SmqaÉ¡ LCl¡ ®Nmz Q¡l−ea¡−l M¤e LCl¡
®Nmz J−c−l ¢cmJ ®a¡ i¡m i¡m Q¡L¢l ¢cu¡ f¡W¡Cu¡, Hjh¡p¡X¡l LCl¡ ¢cm
X¡¢mj−lz X¡¢mjJ M¤¢n lCm, ¢Su¡J k¡ f¡C−a Q¡C¢Rm,f¡Cmz
j¡ Bj¡−cl B−m¡Qe¡l j−dÉ BQjL¡ Y¤−L h−m hp−me X¡¢mj? X¡¢mj ®a¡
f¡L−R N¡−R, HLV¡ M¡Cu¡ m e¡!
B¢j Ol g¡¢V−u ®q−p E¢Wz
B−l l¡Se£¢al Lb¡ qCa¡−R, N¡−Rl X¡¢m−jl Lb¡ e¡z
l¡Se£¢al ¢L Lb¡?
h¤Th¡ e¡z
h¤T¡Cu¡ LC−mC a h¤¢Tz
L¤É h¤T? L¤É?
L¤É? l¡C−al AåL¡−l −c−nl plL¡l−l j¡Cl¡ ®gm¡−l −a¡ L¤É Lu, e¡?
j¡l Lb¡u Ha ¢hlš² m¡−N ®k h¢m, k¡J ®a¡ j¡! HCph B−m¡Qe¡ h¤T¡l rja¡
®a¡j¡l e¡Cz
j¡ ®h¢l−u k¡ez h¡l¡¾c¡u ¢i¢M¢l hp¡, J−cl p−‰ h−p c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m ®g−m
J−cl Q¡mQ¤−m¡q£e S£h−el Lb¡ ®n¡−ee, j¡ J−cl Lb¡ ®h¡−Te, Jl¡J j¡l Lb¡z
heÉ¡u ®i−p ®N−R L¡lJ Ol, L¡lJ h¡h¡ Q−m ®N−R Bl ®g−l¢e, L¡lJ ü¡j£ j−l
®N−R, −LE Aå, ®LE ®M¡ys¡, L¡lJ Sl¡u§ ®h¢l−u H−p−R h¡C−lz Sl¡u¤ ®h¢l−u
Bp¡ c¤m¤l j¡−L j¡ Bm¡c¡ M¡¢al L−lez HL j¤¢Wl hc−m HL ®f¡u¡ Q¡m ®Y−m ®ce
c¤m¤l j¡l ®V¡e¡u, Bl öL−e¡ j¤M ®cM−m BN h¡¢s−u h−me, c¤m¤l j¡ c¤CX¡ M¡Cu¡
k¡Jz ®p¢ceJ, ®R¡Vc¡l O−l h−p l¡Se£¢a ¢e−u kMe Ni£l ¢Q¾a¡i¡he¡ Ll¢R, j¡
c¤m¤l j¡−L ®M−a ¢c−u−Rez c¤m¤l j¡ h¡l¡¾c¡u h−p j¡l ®cJu¡ i¡a alL¡¢l ®M−u,
q¡a a¤−m j¡l SeÉ ®c¡u¡ L−l Bj¡l j¡b¡u ka…m¡ Q¤m, aa…m¡ hRl a¡−l a¤¢j
flj¡u¤ ¢cJ Bõ¡qz Bj¡¡−l ®k M¡Ju¡Cm, a¡−l a¤¢j p¤−M l¡CMz Bj¡l BaÈ¡X¡−l
®k n¡¢¿¹ ¢cm, a¡−l a¤¢j n¡¢¿¹ ¢cJ Bõ¡qz ¢T f¤a mCu¡ −p kÉ¡e p¡l¡S£he p¤−M
n¡¢¿¹−a b¡L−a f¡−lz
j¡ c¤m¤l j¡l −c¡u¡ ®n¡−ee i¡h−mnq£e j¤−Mz
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fl£r¡l fl Bj¡l Be¾c Bl d−l e¡z AM™ Ahpl S¤−s HMe B¢j k¡ je
Q¡u L−l ®hs¡h, ¢p−ej¡ ®c−M, N−Òfl hC f−s, L¢ha¡ Bhª¢š L−l, fcÉ ¢m−Mz
¢L¿º h¡h¡ ýL¤j S¡¢l Ll−me ®L¡eJ ¢p−ej¡ f¢œL¡ fs¡ Qm−h e¡, ¢p−ej¡l e¡uL
e¡¢uL¡−cl R¢hAm¡ h¡−S ph f¢œL¡ H h¡¢s−a ¢e¢oÜz f Ú s−a k¢c quC a−h i¡m
f¢œL¡ fs−a q−hz ®k f¢œL¡ fs−m ‘¡e h¡−sz −a¡ ¢L e¡j ®pC ‘¡ec¡¢ue£ i¡m
f¢œL¡¢Vl? B¢j Evp¤L S¡e−a, Bj¡l aMe ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤−a e¡L ¢pyV−L¡−e¡ ®eCz
fs−a ¢c−m ®N¡V¡ ¢hnÄ f−s ®gm−a f¡¢lz h¡h¡l fR−¾cl f¢œL¡¢Vl e¡j ®hNjz
®hNj Bp−a m¡Nm h¡¢s−a ¢eu¢jaz f¢œL¡¢Vl BN¡−N¡s¡ f−s −g¢m HL¢ce, ¢L
L−l ¢L l¡æ¡ Ll−a qu, ¢L L−l Q¤m h¡yd−a qu, ¢L L−l ph¢S-h¡N¡e Abh¡ g¤−ml
h¡N¡e Ll−a qu, ¢L L−l Ol ®N¡R¡−a qu, ¢nöl kaÁ, ü¡j£l kaÁ CaÉ¡¢cC h¡ ¢L
L−l,Hphz ¢àa£u pç¡−q fСu HLC ¢S¢ep ®hN−j, A−dÑ−Ll ®h¢n fs¡ qm e¡z
aªa£u pç¡−q A−dÑ−Ll ®Q−uJ Ljz −hNj ®k H−Lh¡−l e¡ ®R¡yu¡ l−u ®Nm Hlfl a¡
eu, hlw −hN−jl Jfl T¤y−L b¡L¡ B−Nl ®Q−u ®h¢n h¡sm, q¡−a q¡−a ®k−a ®k−a
−hN−jl L¡NS ¢Ry−s ®k−a m¡Nmz ®hNj−L Se¢fÐu Ll¡l L¡lZ¢V c¡c¡, qL¡−ll
q¡−a ®hNj ®cM−m c¡c¡C fÐbj ®R¡y ®j−l a¤−m ®eez HlflC T¤y−L b¡L¡, ¢e−S
T¤yL−he, h¡¢sl ph¡C−L ®T¡yL¡−hez f¡yQ R¢V L¡−m¡ j¡b¡ ®hN−jl Jfl T¤y−L lCm
f¤−l¡ c¤f¤l HjeJ q−u−R, Hlfl h¡¢L j¡b¡…−m¡ p−l ®N−mJ c¡c¡l j¡b¡¢V −b−L
k¡u, Amp ¢h−L−m, Hje¢L l¡−aJ, ph¡C O¤¢j−u ®N−mz c¡c¡ T¤y−L b¡−Le HL T¡yL
®j−ul R¢h−az ®hN−j k¡l¡C ®m−M, NÒf L¢ha¡ Abh¡ fСZ£ J E¢á−cl kaÁ fÜ¢a,
a¡−cl R¢h R¡f¡ qu HL f¡a¡uz HL p−‰ L¤¢s f¢yQn¢V ®j−ul R¢h ®cM−a f¡Ju¡
k¡ a¡ Lb¡ eu, ®hNj c¡c¡−L ka Be¾c ®cu, aa Bl L¡E−L ®cu e¡z ¢a¢e fТa
pç¡−q ®hNj ®b−L ®j−u fR¾c L−le, Bh¡l f−ll pç¡−q ®p ®j−u h¡¢am L−l
AeÉ ®j−u fR¾c L−lez Bp−m f−ll pç¡−q ®hNj H−m Bh¡l ea¤e L¡E−L B−N
k¡−L fR¾c L−l¢R−me a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n fR¾c q−u ¢N−u ®N¡m h¡yd¡uz ®L¡e¢V−L ®k
¢a¢e ¢h−ul fÐÙ¹¡h f¡W¡−he ¢e¢ÕQa e¡ q−u Bh¡l f−ll pç¡−ql ®hN−jl SeÉ
A−fr¡ L−le, BlJ i¡m k¢c ®S¡−Vz ¢cmn¡c e¤l e¡−jl HL p¤¾cl£ ®j−u−L ¢a¢e
HLh¡l fR¾c Ll−me ¢L¿º a¡l L¢ha¡u ®pC ®k ®N−R ®p Bl ¢gl−R e¡, ¢g−l H−m
B¢j a¡l h¤−L j¡b¡ ®l−M O¤−j¡−h¡.. m¡Ce¢V f−s c¡c¡ −W¡yV E−ÒV hm−me e¡q H−l
¢hu¡ Ll¡ k¡−h e¡z
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 −cM¢m e¡ ®L¡e ®hX¡l m¡CN¡ J A−fr¡ Lla¡−R!
B−l HCV¡ ®a¡ L¢ha¡z
L¢ha¡ ®q¡L a¡−a ¢L qC−R!
L¢ha¡u k¢c a¤¢j ®mM ®k BL¡−n Esa¡R, a¡C−m ¢L p¢aÉC BL¡−n Esa¡R?
BL¡−n p¢aÉL¡l e¡ E¢s, j−e j−e ®a¡ E¢sz L¢ha¡u ®a¡ j−el Lb¡ ®mM¡ quz
c¡c¡ h¡¢am L−l ¢c−me fR¾c qJu¡ ¢cmn¡c−LJz c¡c¡ kMe L¡E−L h¡¢am
L−le, c¡c¡−L M¤h ¢hjoÑ ®cM−a m¡−Nz ®ke HCj¡œ q¡−al j¤−W¡ ®b−L fª¢bh£l
ph−Q−u c¤mÑi f¡¢M¢V E−s ®Nmz AhnÉ p¤ma¡e¡l ®hm¡u c¡c¡l ®aje j−e qu¢ez
c¡c¡l fœ¢ja¡ p¤ma¡e¡ c¡c¡−L HL¢V n¡¢s fl¡ −j¡s¡u hp¡ R¢h f¡¢W−u¢Rm, ®pC
R¢h ¢e−u c¡c¡ A−eL…−m¡ l¡a ¢eOѤj L¡V¡h¡l fl ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ¢e−u¢R−me HC ®j−u−LC
¢a¢e ¢h−u Ll−hez ea¤e L¡fs ®Q¡fs h¡e¡−me, ea¤e p¤Nå£ ¢Le−me, S¤−a¡J
¢Le−me HL−S¡s¡z pL¡−m Bs¡C O¾V¡ pju MQÑ¡ L−l ®N¡pm L−l ea¤e S¡j¡
L¡fs f−l, ¢n¢nl A−dÑL p¤Nå£ N¡−u ®Y−m ¢a¢e Y¡L¡u lJe¡ q−u ®N−mez l¡−a
clS¡u Ls¡ e¡s¡l në ö−e ®c¢M ¢S−i L¡js ¢c−u clS¡u c¡y¢s−u B−Re c¡c¡z
pL−m ¢O−l d¢l, ¢L q−u−R, q−u−RV¡ ¢L? c¡c¡ aMeJ ¢Si ®b−L c¡ya pl¡e¢e,
kMe p¢l−u−Re, HL¢V Lb¡C q¡yg ®R−s h−m−Re, hs h¡yQ¡X¡ h¡yQm¡jz
−Le?
fª¢bh£l j−dÉ k¢c ®L¡eJ L¤v¢pa ¢LR¤ b¡CL¡ b¡−L, a¡C−m JC ®h¢Xz
LJ ¢L? R¢h−a a p¤¾clC m¡Na¡¢Rmz
Egz al¡ k¢c ®cM¢a ®h¢X−lz L¡CmÉ¡ fQ¡z f¤CVÉ¡z h¤Cs¡z q¡p−m EQ¡ EQ¡
c¡ya…m¡ l¡r−pl m¡q¡e h¡Cl qCu¡ f−sz f¡¢a−ml am¡l m¡q¡e L¡m¡ j¡¢sz S£h−e
®L¡eJ¢ce ®faÁ£ ®c¢M e¡C, BS−L ®cCM¡ BCm¡jz
−Le, Q¤m a ®cMm¡j La mð¡z f¡R¡ R¡s¡Cu¡ k¡u!
Q¤mz Q¤m ¢cu¡ B¢j ¢L Ll¡jz Q¤m dCu¡ f¡¢e M¡Cu¡j?
HLV¤ ®b−j hm−me, j−e qu eLm Q¤m m¡N¡Cu¡ g−V¡ a¤m−Rz p¡j−el EyQ¡
HLV¡ cyy¡aJ eLmz
c¡c¡ p¤ma¡e¡l SeÉ l¢Pe L¡N−S j¤−s ¢LR¤ Efq¡l ¢e−u ¢N−u¢R−me, ®p…−m¡
®pi¡−hC ®gla H−e−Rez p¡l¡¢c−el e¡ M¡Ju¡ c¡c¡ q¡f¤p ýf¤p L−l ®M−u f−bl
d¤−m¡ L¡¢m d¤−u c£OÑ O¤j O¤−j¡−mez
p¤ma¡e¡l üfÀ c§l L−l ¢c−u c¡c¡ fl¢ce ®b−L ®hN−j je ¢c−mez −hNj ¢c−a
Bp¡ qL¡l−L h−m ¢cC ¢Qœ¡m£ f§hÑ¡Z£ Bl ¢h¢Qœ¡ ¢c−az h¢m h−V, ¢L¿º HMe Bl
CnL¤m ®eC ®k ¢l„¡i¡s¡ ®b−L c¤Be¡ Q¡lBe¡ S¢j−u l¡Mh, L¡NSJ h¡s¢a ®eC
®k ¢n¢n−h¡amL¡NSAm¡l L¡−R ¢h¢œ² L−l ®hn L¢V Bd¤¢m Ef¡SÑe Llhz f¢œL¡
fs¡l SeÉ je BL¤¢m¢hL¤¢m L−l ¢L¿º f¢œL¡ ®Le¡l V¡L¡ ®k¡N¡s Llh ®L¡−›−L!
−m¡−L ®kje Bõ¡ql Jfl ilp¡ L−l, B¢j L¢l c¡c¡l Jflz c¡c¡l Ll¦Z¡l E−âL
phpju qu e¡, c¡c¡ Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡l ja cu¡n£m c¡en£m qJu¡l ®k¡NÉa¡ l¡−Me e¡
hlw q¡s¢L−ÃV h−m ay¡l e¡j B−Rz ¢l„¡i¡s¡ ®kM¡−e c¤V¡L¡, ¢a¢e BSJ ®pM¡−e
q¡−a BV Be¡ ¢c−u ¢l„¡Am¡−L dj−L ¢h−cu L−lez ¢l„¡Am¡l p−‰ a¡lü−l
c¡c¡l ¢QvL¡l h¡¢sl ®m¡L ®a¡ h−VC, f¡s¡l ®m¡LJ ®n¡−ez H−a ®L¡eJlLj
ï§−rf c¡c¡ L−le e¡, ay¡l i¡oÉ HC ®a¡ Lu¢ce B−NC BV Be¡ ¢cu¡ BC¢Rz
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 Lu¢ce B−N j¡−e? j¡ h−me, ®p a f¡yQ hRl B−Nz
f¡yQ hRl−L c¡c¡l Lu¢ce B−NC j−e quz
q¡−a fup¡ b¡L−m ¢l„¡Am¡−L c¤V¡L¡l S¡uN¡u Q¡lV¡L¡ ®ce j¡, ¢l„¡Am¡ k¢c
Ai¡−hl Lb¡ ®L¡eJ¢ce hZÑe¡ L−l f−b, a−h ®Lhm V¡L¡C eu, h¡¢s ®f±y−R M¡−Vl
a−m X¡yC L−l l¡M¡ T¤e¡ e¡l−L−ml HL¢V ®h−R ¢l„¡Am¡l q¡−a ¢c−u h−me,
f¤m¡f¡e ¢eu¡ M¡CJz j¡l Hph BQlZ ®c−M c¡c¡ h−me, j¡ qCm e¡e¡l X¤¢fÔ−LVz
q¡−a k¡ b¡−L ph j¡Ce−o−l ¢cu¡ ®cuz
c¡c¡ ®j¡−VJ j¡l Q¢lœ f¡e¢ez c¡c¡l je phpju h−m fª¢bh£l ph¡C ay¡−L
WL¡−µR, a¡C ¢a¢e R−m h−m ®L±n−m ph¡C−L WL¡−a ®Qø¡ L−lez −c¡L¡−e ¢N−u cl
Lo¡L¢o Ll¡l A−iÉp c¡c¡lz pL−mC c¡j¡c¡¢j L−l, ¢L¿º c¡c¡l a¤me¡ qu e¡z
c¡c¡l p−‰ ®c¡L¡−e ®N−m Bj¡−L Lj m‹¡u fs−a qu e¡z ®c¡L¡¢e k¢c Q¡u
f’¡n, ®m¡−L ¢a¢ln V¡L¡u ¢c−he? h¡ Q¢õ−n qCh? ¢S−‘p L−lz f’¡n V¡L¡ c¡j
ö−e c¡c¡ h−me, ¢ae V¡L¡u ¢c−he? ®c¡L¡¢e q¡y q−u b¡−Lz ®L¡b¡u f’¡n Bl
®L¡b¡u ¢ae! c¡c¡ ®pC ¢ae ®b−L ®p¡u¡ ¢ae p¡−s ¢ae L−l Jf−l J−Wez ®c¡L¡¢e
®no Ah¢c L¤¢s h¡ HL¤−n l¡¢S quz l¡¢S qu h−V, a−h h−m ®cu L¡ØVj¡l A−eL
®cM¢R i¡C, Bf−el ja ®c¢q e¡Cz WN¡Cu¡ ®N−mez m¡i a qCmC e¡, Bpm
c¡jX¡C EWm e¡z
c¡c¡l Jfl ilp¡ L¢l h−V, ¢L¿º c¡c¡l LªfZa¡ p£j¡ R¡¢s−u ®N−m ®R¡Vc¡l fb
Ae¤plZ Ll¡ R¡s¡ Bj¡l Bl Ef¡u b¡−L e¡z c¡c¡ HLh¡l ®N¡pmM¡e¡u Y¤L−m
®k−qa¤ ®R¡V hs j¡T¡¢l ph ®p−l Bp−a O¾V¡M¡¢eL pju ®ee, O−ll Bme¡u T¤−m
b¡L¡ ay¡l fÉ¡−¾Vl f−L−V Ly¡f¡ HL¢V q¡a ®Y¡−L Bj¡lz c¡c¡l f−L−V q¡a
Y¤¢L−uC q¡−aM¢s qu H ¢h−cÉl, aMe h¡h¡l f−L−VJ q¡a k¡uz ®Lhm q¡a eu,
h¤LJ L¡y−f, q¡−a f¡yQ V¡L¡ cn V¡L¡l ®h¢n J−W e¡ k¢cJ, ¢L¿º nl−j j¡b¡ ea
Ll−a qu, ü¢Ù¹ ®S¡−V e¡z H ¢h−cÉ f−l Cu¡p¢je−LJ Bœ²¡¿¹ L−lz
®R¡Vc¡l Jfl c¡c¡l l¡N ¢ce ¢ce h¡−sz h¡C−l k¡Ju¡l B−N c¡c¡ ay¡l O−l
Jo¤−dl h¡„ Y¤¢L−u a¡m¡ ¢c−a öl¦ L−l−Rez ¢L¿º O−l a¡m¡ ®a¡ Bl ¢ch¡¢e¢n
®cJu¡ Q−m e¡z c¡c¡ h¡¢s b¡L−m O−ll clS¡ ®M¡m¡C b¡−Lz c¡c¡ h¡¢s−a B−Re,
¢L¿º ¢e−Sl O−l ®eC, HlLj ®L¡eJ pju ®cM−mC ®R¡Vc¡ Bj¡−cl f¡W¡e JOl
®b−L Jo¤d a¤−m ¢e−u Bp−az Jo¤d q¡−a L−l ¢e−u Bp−a ®N−m ¢hfc q−a f¡−l
h−m clS¡l am ¢c−u f¡Q¡l Ll¡l Ef−cn ®cez c¡c¡l Bl ®R¡Vc¡l O−l ®k ph¤S
L¡−Wl clS¡, a¡l a−m Jo¤−dl −h¡am e¡ q−mJ VÉ¡h−mV LÉ¡fp¤m f¡l qJu¡l ja
g¡yL B−Rz ®R¡Vc¡l HL¢eù h¡¢qe£ B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je fÐQ™ c¤xp¡qp ¢e−u HC
AfLjÑ L−l k¡Cz HC Mhl¢V c¡c¡l S¡e¡ q−u k¡u HL¢cez ¢a¢e L¡−Wl ®c¡L¡e
®b−L j¡f ja HL¢V L¡W H−e clS¡l g¡yL hå L−l ®cez HlflJ ®k Jo¤d f¡Q¡−l
¢LR¤ i¡V¡ f−s, a¡ euz ¢Y−m S¡j¡l Bs¡−m L−l LÉ¡fp¤m VÉ¡h−mV ®a¡ h−VC,
Jo¤−dl ®h¡am Be¡l L¡−SJ Bjl¡ hÉhq©a q−a b¡¢Lz ¢hšh¡−el ¢hl¦−Ü
¢hšq£−el ms¡C, piÉ i¡o¡u hm¡ k¡uz Ha ¢LR¤l flJ −R¡Vc¡l p−‰ p¡−f ®eE−m
pÇfLÑ N−s ®a¡m¡ c¡c¡l f−r pñh qu e¡, qu e¡ c¡c¡l q¡s ®g¡V¡−e¡ hÉ¡l¡−jl
L¡l−Zz c¡c¡l HC q¡s ®g¡V¡−e¡ hÉ¡l¡j¢V c¡c¡−L Aá¤a Be¾c c¡e L−lz q¡−s
q¡−s OoÑZ ®m−N ®k në qu, ®p¢V ay¡l LZÑL¤q−l pwN£a j§RÑe¡l pª¢ø L−lz c¡c¡
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fТa¢ceC ay¡l nl£−ll ka q¡s B−R, a¡ ®g¡V¡ez BP¤−ml q¡−sl fТa¢V p¢åÙÛm
¢a¢e F−dÄÑ ¢e−jÀ X¡−e h¡−j ka ¢c−L pñh −V−e në ®a¡−mez f¡−ul ph…−m¡ BP¤m
¢e−uJ HLC L¡™ L−lez Hlfl ®jl¦c−™l ph…−m¡ q¡s a¡l ®g¡V¡−e¡ Q¡Cz HL
q¡a b¤a¢e−a B−lL q¡a j¡b¡u, Hh¡l ®qyQL¡ V¡e ®j−l j¡b¡V¡ X¡−e O¤¢l−u e¡J,
Hlfl h¡−j, O¡−sl q¡s…−m¡ g¤−V ®Nmz c¡c¡ ¢e−S HL¡C f¡−le H L¡S¢V Ll−a,
¢L¿º ®R¡Vc¡l pq−k¡¢Na¡u ¢S¢ep¢V i¡m quz −R¡Vc¡−L q¡−al L¡−R ®f−m c¡c¡
¢hR¡e¡u h¡ ®j−Tu Ef¤s q−u ö−u f−sez ö−uC L¡alL−ã ®c e¡ L¡j¡m ®c, HLV¤
V¡CeÉ¡ ®c h−m ®R¡Vc¡−L X¡L−a b¡−Le, ®R¡Vc¡l f¡ dl−a hm¡ q−m f¡-J dl−he
Hjez ®R¡Vc¡ c¡c¡l −jl¦c−™l Jf−ll Q¡js¡ nš² L−l d−l Jf−ll ¢c−L ®qyQL¡
V¡−ee, ®g¡−Vz O¡−sl ¢eQ ®b−L öl¦ L−l ®g¡V¡−a ®g¡V¡−a H−Lh¡−l ¢ea−ðl
L¡−Rl ®no q¡s¢V Ah¢c ®g¡V¡ez c¡c¡l ®jl¦c™ ®g¡V¡−e¡ ®no L−l ®R¡Vc¡
HLClLj Ef¤s q−u ö−u f−se, c¡c¡ HLCi¡−h ®R¡Vc¡l ¢f−Wl ph…−m¡ q¡s
g¤¢V−u ®cez ®R¡Vc¡−L hSÑe Ll¡l pwL−Òf AVm b¡L¡l A¢ifС−u c¡c¡ HL¢ce
Bj¡−L h−m¢R−me ¢f−Wl q¡s ®g¡V¡−az Bj¡l q¡−a ®pC S¡c¤ ®eC, N¡−u ka n¢š²
B−R, phV¤L¤ M¡¢V−u c¡c¡l Q¡js¡ FdÑj¤¢M ®V−eJ HL¢V q¡s−LJ es¡−a f¡¢l
e¡zk¡q ®R¢s, a¤C f¡lp e¡, L¡j¡m−l X¡L ®cz ANaÉ¡ L¡j¡m H−p c¡c¡l q¡s
®g¡V¡−e¡l hÉ¡l¡−j Jo¤d Y¡−mez ®Lhm ¢e−Sl eu, AeÉ−cl q¡−sl JflJ c¡c¡
T¡y¢f−u f−sez q¡s e¡ g¤¢V−u AeÉl¡ ¢L L−l S£he k¡fe Ll−R ¢a¢e ®i−h f¡e e¡z
c¡c¡ HLh¡l ApqÉ k¿»Z¡ ¢c−u Bj¡l q¡a f¡−ul L¤¢s BP¤m g¤¢V−u ®cJu¡l fl
Bj¡l O¡s M¡j−Q d−le, O¡−sl q¡s ®g¡V¡−hez X¡e ¢c−L O¡s¢V−L kMe ®qyQL¡ V¡e
¢c−me, B¢j k¿»Z¡u ¢QvL¡l L−l c¡c¡l q¡a ®b−L ®c±−s f¡m¡m¡jz ¢a¢e Bj¡l
®fR−e ®c±−s¡¢µR−me hm−a hm−a ®k O¡−sl B−lL¢cLV¡ e¡ ®g¡V¡−m Bj¡l hÉb¡
h¡s−hz B−lL ¢cLV¡u c¡c¡−L Bl ¢LR¤−aC q¡a ¢c−a ¢cC ¢ez q¡s ®g¡V¡−e¡
R¡s¡J c¡c¡l BlJ HL¢V ®l¡N B−R, ®l¡N¢Vl e¡j h¡u¤−l¡Nz f¡u¤−cn qC−a h¡u¤
¢e×L¡oZz ®p¢V HjeC iu¡hq ®k AeÉ−cl q¡¢pl ®M¡l¡L e¡ q−u hlw ¢hl¢š²l L¡lZ
q−u c¡ys¡uz j¡ h−me, ®e¡j¡−el ®fVV¡ BCSJ i¡m qCm e¡,S−¾jl fl ®bCL¡C
Jl ®f−Vl N™−N¡mz c¡c¡l O−l Y¤L−a q−m f¡ h¡s¡−e¡l B−N Bj¡l e¡L h¡s¡−a
qu, ®ia−l ®Y¡L¡ E¢Qa q−h ¢L q−h e¡ a¡ h¤T−az h¡u¤l ¢hsðe¡ Lj euz h¡¢s−a
k¢c B—¡ q−µR ®L¡eJ, ®kC Sj−R B—¡ aMeC c¤NÑå S¢ea L¡l−Z c¡c¡ R¡s¡
h¡¢L ph¡C−L e¡L j¤M ®Q−f E−W Bp−a quz lh£¾cÐe¡−bl NÒf…µR ®b−L c¡c¡
fs−Re, je ¢c−u öe¢R, aMeC HC HL¢V L¡l−Z Bj¡l fÐÙÛ¡e O−V, c¡c¡ hC q¡−a
HL¡ h−p b¡−Lez c¡c¡l ®Q−u hsc¡c¡ Lj k¡e e¡z hsc¡c¡ HLh¡l c¡c¡l HC h¡u¤
¢e×L¡oZ ®c−M h−m¢R−me, Qm m¡¢Nz c¡c¡ Ol g¡V¡e ®a¡ hsc¡c¡ h¡¢s g¡V¡ez n−ë
N−å Bjl¡ p¡a q¡a c§−l ¢RV−L f−s¢Rz HLpju c¡c¡l ®f−V h¡u¤l Ai¡h, ®S¡l
M¡¢V−uJ ay¡l f−r ®L¡eJ në °a¢l Ll¡ pñh q−µR e¡z hsc¡c¡ ¢c¢hÉ n−ël l¡S¡
q−u h−p B−Rez ®Sa¡l SeÉ c¡c¡ HjeC j¢lu¡ q−u EW−me ®k p¡l¡ nl£l pˆ¤¢Qa
L−l jªc¤ q−mJ HL¢V në °a¢l Ll−a Q¡C−Re, hsc¡c¡ hm−me, ®h¢n L¤a ¢cp e¡,
q¡CNÉ¡ ¢c¢hz ¢LR¤ HLV¡ A−n¡ie O−V¢Rm ¢eÕQuC a¡ e¡ q−m c¡c¡ l−Z i‰ ¢c−u
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 c¡c¡l hcA−iÉpN¤−m¡ h¡c ¢c−m j¡e¤o ¢q−p−h c¡c¡ j¾c ee, Bj¡l a¡C j−e
quz ay¡l LªfZa¡l g¡yL ®g¡yLl ¢c−u qW¡v ¢LR¤ ¢LR¤ M−p f−sz a¡J ®a¡ f−sz ¢L¿º
h¡h¡l LªfZa¡u ®L¡eJ g¡yL −eC, ¢LR¤ M−p fs¡l Ef¡u ®eCz c¡c¡ Hh¡l m¡¢äl
j¡m eu, Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el SeÉ D−cl S¡j¡ h¡e¡−a n¡¢VÑ−el L¡fs ¢L−e
B−eez J…−m¡ ¢c−u j¡ kMe Bj¡−cl SeÉ S¡j¡ h¡e¡−a b¡−Le, c¡c¡l HL¢VC
Ae¤−l¡d, n£m¡ ®kC ¢XS¡C−e S¡j¡ h¡e¡Cu¡ ¢c¢Rm, ¢WL JC ¢XS¡C−e S¡j¡ h¡e¡Cu¡
®cez j¡ a¡C L−lez n£m¡l h¡e¡−e¡ S¡j¡l ja Nm¡u ®YE ®Mm¡−e¡ ¢XS¡Ce ¢c−u
®ce j¡z H−Lh¡−l ¢WL n£m¡l ¢XS¡Ce ja h¡¢e−u ¢c−mJ c¡c¡l j−e qu e¡ ¢WL
q−u−R, ay¡l d¡lZ¡ n£m¡l h¡e¡−e¡ BlJ i¡mz c¡c¡ ¢S−i Q¤L Q¤L në L−l h−me,
qC−R ¢L¿º ¢WL n£m¡l ja qu e¡Cz n¡¢VÑ−el L¡fs BlJ ®hy−Q k¡Ju¡l fl c¡c¡−L
p−‰ ¢e−u ¢N−u B¢j Q¾ce¡−L h¡¢L L¡fs¢V ¢c−u B¢p, J ®ke J¢V ¢c−u S¡j¡
h¡e¡uz Q¾ce¡l h¡¢s ®b−L ¢g−l Bp¡l pju c¡c¡ h−me, al ¢L N¡−l¡ Q¡Lj¡ jN
j¤sw q¡Sw R¡s¡ elj¡m ®L¡eJ h¡åh£ e¡C?
elj¡m j¡−e? Q¾ce¡ ¢L Hhe¡lj¡m e¡¢L?
Hhelj¡mC az
Q¾ce¡l ®Q−u elj¡m Bl ®LE e¡Cz
Q¾ce¡X¡ h¡m¡C ¢Rmz e¡LV¡ M¡s¡ qC−mC ¢hu¡ LCl¡ g¡m¡ k¡Caz ¢L¿º..
¢L¿º ¢L?
Q¡Lj¡ a!
Q¡Lj¡ qC−R a¡C ¢L qC−R?
B−l c§l ! ®no fkÑ¿¹ Q¡Lj¡ ¢hu¡ Ll¡j e¡¢L? j¡Ce−o ¢L LCh!
j¡Ce−ol Lb¡ a f−l, a¤¢j ¢L LCl¡ j−e Llm¡ a¤¢j Q¡C−mC Q¾ce¡ −a¡j¡−l
¢hu¡ Llh?
c¡c¡ ®q¡ ®q¡ L−l ®q−p EW−me, ®ke B¢j jS¡l ®L¡eJ ®L±a¤L h−m¢Rz
Bj¡l ja ®k¡NÉ ®R−m J ¢L p¡l¡S£h−e f¡Ch e¡¢L?
q¡!Q¾ce¡l ®WL¡ fs−R ®a¡j¡−l ¢hu¡ Llh¡l!
A−eLrZ Q¤f L−l ®b−L c¡c¡ h−me, al h¡åh£ ¢cml¦h¡X¡ p¤¾cl ¢Rmz p¤¾cl£
®j−ul¡ b¡−L e¡z C×L¤−m fs¡l pjuC J−cl ¢hu¡ qCu¡ k¡uz BCH ¢hH HjH f−s
®k ®j−ul¡, ph qCm ¢hu¡ e¡ qJu¡ Ap¤¾cl£…m¡z

je i¡m b¡L−m c¡c¡ −Lhm D−cC eu, Dc R¡s¡J ¢S¢epfœ ¢L−e ®ce Bj¡−L
Bl Cu¡p¢je−Lz HLh¡l c¤−h¡−el SeÉ Nm¡u fl¡l f¡b−ll q¡l ¢L−e Be−mez
−pC q¡l f¢l−u ¢Qœl©f¡ R¢hO−l ¢e−u c¤−h¡e−L c¤f¡−n c¡ys L¢l−u R¢h a¤m−me
−W¡yV ¢i¢S−u ®q−pz c¤NÑ¡h¡¢s ®l¡−X ¢Qœl©f¡ R¢hOl, c¡c¡ ®hm¡ ®eC A−hm¡ ®eC JC
R¢hO−l ¢N−uC ¢Qšl”e c¡p−L h−me, c¡c¡, h¡yd¡−e¡ k¡u, Hje R¢h a¤Cm¡ ®ce
®a¡z ¢Qšl”−el p−‰ c¡c¡l hå¤aÅ i¡mz hý hRl d−l e¡e¡ YwHl R¢h a¤m−Re ¢a¢e
c¡c¡lz eLm ®V¢m−g¡−el ¢l¢pi¡l L¡−e m¡¢N−u; ¢f¢lQ ®b−L Ly¡V¡ Q¡j−Q eLm
¢j¢ø a¤−m L¡−l¡ ¢c−L h¡¢s−u B−Re ¢j¢ø ¢j¢ø q¡¢p j¤−M; f¡−ul Jfl f¡ a¤−m
−p¡g¡u h−p jÉ¡N¡¢Se fs−Re, f¡−n hs g¤mc¡¢e; LMeJ Bh¡l h¡O ¢pw−ql j§¢aÑl
j¡b¡u q¡a ¢c−u, ®fR−el fcÑ¡u eLm pj¤â h¡ f¡q¡−sl R¢hz c¡c¡−L f¡”¡¢h
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f¡S¡j¡ f¢l−u, n¡m f¢l−u, ®Q¡−M ®j¡V¡ L¡−m¡ ®é−jl Qnj¡ f¢l−u, q¡−a
lh£¾cÐe¡−bl ®n−ol L¢ha¡ d¢l−u ®h−al ®Qu¡−l h¢p−u By−am h¡¢e−uJ a¤−m−Re
R¢hz ¢Qšl”e c¡p ay¡l fR¾c ja Bj¡−cl c¡ys L¢l−u ®ce, c¡c¡l X¡ef¡−n
Bj¡−L ®l−M Bj¡l L¡y−d c¡c¡l HL¢V q¡a l¡−Me, Cu¡p¢j−el L¡y−d c¡c¡l
B−lL¢V q¡a, Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el q¡a…−m¡ ®L¡b¡u l¡M−a q−h, j¤M ®L¡e¢c−L
®gl¡−a q−h, j¤−M LaV¤L¤ q¡¢p Be−a q−h, q¡¢p¢V ®Lje q−h c¡ya ®hl L−l e¡¢L
j¤Q¢L--ph h−m ®cez Bj¡−cl j¤−Ml Jfl Ls¡ B−m¡ SÅ−m J−Wz ¢a¢e mð¡ f¡
m¡N¡−e¡ LÉ¡−jl¡u ®Q¡M ®l−M ®c−Me −Lje ®cM¡−µR, ®L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ œ¦¢V B−R ¢L
e¡ fl£r¡ L−l H¢N−u H−p c¤ BP¤−m Bj¡−cl ¢Qh¤L d−l p¢l−u −ce X¡−e h¡ h¡−j
p¡j¡eÉ, Lf¡−m h¡s¢a Q¤m f−s b¡L−m a¡J Bm−a¡ L−l p¢l−u ®cez Ls¡ B−m¡l
a−m aMe ®O−j ®e−u j¤−M HL¢V eLm q¡¢p d−l l¡M−a l¡M−a −R−s ®c j¡ ®Ly−c
h¡y¢Q S¡a£u HL¢V BL¤ma¡ Bj¡l −Q¡−Mz q¡¢p¢V d−l l¡M−aC q−h, ¢Qšl”e c¡p
fC fC L−l h−m ¢c−u−Rez LÉ¡−jl¡u ®Q¡M ®l−M Bh¡l S¡j¡l q¡a¡V¡ h¡ T¤mV¡
−V−e ¢c−a h¡ Nm¡l L¡−R h¤−Ll L¡−R i¡yS q−u b¡L−m ®pC i¡yS p¢l−u ¢c−a ¢a¢e
LÉ¡−jl¡ ®R−s B−pez HC L−l HL¢V R¢h a¤m−a BdO¾V¡l ®Q−uJ ®h¢n MlQ¡ qu,
¢L¿º MlQ¡ L−lJ R¢h k¡ J−W, a¡ AeÉ ph R¢hO−ll ®Q−uJ c¡c¡ h−me ®hØVz c¡c¡
ay¡l i¡m R¢h…−m¡ h¡yd¡C L−l O−l p¡¢S−u l¡−Mez ¢e−Sl R¢h…−m¡−L L¡R ®b−L
c§l ®b−L X¡e h¡j ph ®L¡Z ®b−L −c−Me Bl h−me, L, ®j−ul¡ f¡Nm qCh e¡
®Le! ®Qq¡l¡V¡ ®cMRp! c¡c¡l l©f B−R ®p Bjl¡ ph¡C ü£L¡l L¢l, ¢L¿º fÉ¡¾V
n¡VÑ M¤−m m¤¢‰ fl−mC a¡yl ®hS¡u L¤v¢pa ül©f Eá¡¢pa quz c¡c¡l X¡e h¡ý−a hs
HL¢V L¡−m¡ c¡N B−R, ¢a¢e AhnÉ h−me ®R¡V−hm¡u ay¡l h¡ýl Jfl ¢c−u HL¢V
ASNl p¡f ®qy−V ¢N−u¢Rm, ¢Qq² ®l−M ®N−Rz A−eL¢ce JC S¾jc¡N¢V−L ASN−ll
c¡N −i−h i−u ¢py¢V−u ®b−L¢Rz S¾jc¡N hs hÉ¡f¡l eu, HlLj ph¡lC ¢LR¤ e¡ ¢LR¤
b¡−Lz ¢L¿º m¤¢‰ f−lC ¢a¢e kMe Q¤m−L¡−e¡ öl¦ L−le f¡ g¡yL L−l c¤El¦l
j¢dÉM¡−e, aMe ®c−M j−e qu e¡ c¡c¡ B−c± ®L¡eJ p¤cnÑe f¤l¦oz HlflJ ®k L¡™
L−le, ®p¢V ®cM−m −Lhm h¢jl E−âL eu, l£¢aja ®f−V k¡ ¢LR¤ B−R p¢aÉL¡l
®h¢l−u B−pz N¡−ul jum¡ q¡−a X−m a¤−m L¡−m¡ …¢m h¡¢e−u −g−m ®cJu¡l B−N
¢a¢e öy−L ®c−Mez c¡y−al g¡y−L h¡yd¡ j¡wp H−eJ …¢m h¡¢e−u ®n¡y−Lez
j¡ h−me, ®e¡j¡e a¤C HC…m¡ öwNp ®Le?
Bjl¡J Ae¤−k¡N L¢lz j¡−T j¡−T Bh¡l Bj¡−cl ¢a¢e N¤¢m h¡e¡−e¡ jum¡…−m¡
öyL−a h−mez HLh¡l −a¡ B¢j qS−jl Jo¤d Q¡Ju¡−a ®hn Nñ£l j¤−M ¢ae−V …¢m
Bj¡−L ¢c−me ®M−az h¢sl ja ®cM−a, B¢j ¢c¢hÉ …¢m ®M−a k¡¢µRm¡j, Cu¡p¢je
q¡ q¡ L−l R¤−V H−p hmm JC…m¡ c¡c¡l R¡a¡z Bj¡−L ®c±−s¡−a q−u−R
®N¡pmM¡e¡u h¢j Ll−az
c¡c¡ Q¡L¢l L−le, j¡p ®N−m i¡m V¡L¡ ®hae f¡ez p¤−VX h¤−VX q−u
®L¡Çf¡e£l pi¡u k¡ez −L¡Çf¡e£l p¤−k¡NÉ fТa¢e¢d ¢q−p−h Bh¡l f¤l×ú¡lJ ASÑe
L−lez c¡c¡ ka hsC qe, hcA−iÉp…−m¡ ®b−LC k¡uz BP¤m g¤−m Lm¡N¡R¢Vl
¢c−L Bjl¡ A−eL Bn¡ ¢e−u a¡¢L−u b¡¢Lz Bj¡−cl ¢LR¤ ®R¡VM¡V Bn¡ ¢a¢e
Q¡¢qh¡j¡œ e¡ q−mJ HL¢ce e¡ HL¢ce f¤lZ L−lez R¡c ®b−L ®cM¡ fСu ¢h−L−m
HL¢V n¡c¡ n¡VÑ M−u¢l fÉ¡¾V fl¡ ®R−ml SeÉ kMe je ®Lje ®Lje Ll−a öl¦
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 Llm, j−e qm ¢WL JlLj n¡c¡ n¡VÑ Bl M−u¢l fÉ¡¾V B¢jJ f¢l e¡ ®Le! nM
®jV¡−a h¡h¡ ®a¡ LMeJ H¢N−u B−pe e¡, B−pe c¡c¡z c¡c¡−L d−l n¡c¡ ®VVÊ−el
L¡fs ®Le¡ qm, fÉ¡¾V h¡e¡−e¡l M−u¢l lwHl L¡fsJz Bj¡l C−µR ö−e c¡c¡
hm−me, fÉ¡¾V e¡, HC L¡fs ¢cu¡ f¡uS¡j¡ h¡e¡z c¡c¡ kMe Bj¡−L ¢e−u N¡¢‰e¡l
f¡−sl ®j¡−s cl¢Sl ®c¡L¡−e −N−me, B¢j hmm¡j fÉ¡¾V, c¡c¡ hm−me f¡uS¡j¡z
−j−ul¡ fÉ¡¾V f−l e¡¢L? fÉ¡¾V f−l ®R−ml¡z
−j−ul¡ fl−m Ap¤¢hd¡ ¢L?
Ap¤¢hd¡ B−Rz j¡Ce−o Q¡‚¡Chz
Q¡‚¡Ch ®Le? HCX¡ ¢L ®c¡−ol ¢LR¤!
q, ®c¡−olz
®c¡−ol q−mJ c¡c¡ Bj¡l n−Ml Jfl cu¡flhn q−u cl¢S−L ¢S−‘p L−le,
BµR¡ fÉ¡−¾Vl ja ¢LR¤ ¢L h¡e¡Cu¡ ®cJu¡ k¡u?
cl¢S pq¡−pÉ hm−me, ®j−u−cl fÉ¡¾V h¡e¡Cu¡ ®cJu¡ k¡−hz
−j−u−cl fÉ¡¾V Bh¡l ¢L lLj?
f−LV b¡L−h e¡, am−f−Vl Jfl g¡s¡ b¡L−h e¡, g¡s¡ b¡L−h h¡y ¢c−L,
h¡y¢c−L ®QCe,®hÒV m¡N¡−e¡l SeÉ ®k ýL b¡−L a¡ b¡L−h e¡, H q−µR ®j−u−cl
fÉ¡¾Vz e¡C j¡j¡l ®Q−u L¡e¡ j¡j¡ i¡m h−m ®p¢VC Bj¡−L m¤−g ¢e−a quz S¡j¡l
L¡fs¢V ¢c−u ®k−qa¤ n¡VÑ h¡e¡−e¡l fÐÙ¹¡h Ll¡ Apñh, a¡C S¡j¡C h¡e¡−a qu,¢L¿º
HL¢V ®R¡– Bhc¡l S¡e¡C, S¡j¡l q¡a¡ ®ke A¿¹a n¡−VÑl q¡a¡l ja qu, ®ial
¢c−L eu, h¡C−ll ¢c−L i¡ySz cl¢S j¡f ¢e−me mð¡ c¡NL¡V¡ ¢g−au, S¡j¡l j¡f
®eJu¡l pju cl¢Sl q¡a h¡lh¡l Bj¡l h¤L R¤y−u ®Nmz Aü¢Ù¹ Bj¡−L pˆ¤¢Qa L−l
l¡−Mz ¢L¿º Bj¡−L ®i−h ¢e−a qu, j¡f ®eJu¡l pju H e¡ q−m pñha qu e¡z
−j−u−cl fÉ¡¾V Bl S¡j¡ ®k¢ce °a¢l q−u Hm, B¢j M¤¢n−a BVM¡e¡ eC, BV
¢à…−Z ®o¡mM¡e¡z ¢L¿º fl¡l f−lC ým¤ÙÛ¤m L¡™ OVmz h¡h¡ Bj¡−L ®c−M ¢e−Sl
®Q¡M−L ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−a f¡l−Re e¡, N¡ ¢My¢Q−u hm−me,HCX¡ ¢L flRp?
B¢j hmm¡j, fÉ¡¾Vz
fÉ¡¾V flRp ®Le a¤C?
®L¡eJ Ešl ®eCz
®hX¡C−el −f¡n¡L flRp ®Le? m‹¡ e¡C? Hr¤¢Z ®M¡mz B−lL¢ce k¢c ®c¢M
HCph fl−a, nl£−ml −L¡eJ Q¡js¡ h¡c b¡L−h e¡ Hje ¢fV¡−h¡z
Bj¡−L fÉ¡¾V M¤−m f¡uS¡j¡ fl−a qmz Hlfl JC fÉ¡¾V ®k f¢l¢e a¡ eu,
f−l¢R a−h h¡h¡ j¡Cm M¡¢eL c§l−aÅl j−dÉ ®eC ®S−eC a−h f−l¢Rz
c¡c¡l Efq¡l hC Bl S¡j¡ L¡fs Bl Nue¡N¡¢Vl p£j¡ R¡¢s−u Hlfl lwH
k¡uz R¢h ByL¡l lw eu, j¤−M j¡M¡l lwz Bj¡l SeÉ HL¢V ®jL Bf h¡„ ¢L−e
Be−me ¢a¢e, H¢Vl SeÉ ®L¡eJ Ae¤−l¡d Bj¡l ¢Rm e¡, c¡c¡ ¢e−Sl C−µR−aC
¢L−e−Rez HC h¡„ pÇf−LÑ Bj¡l ®L¡eJlLj A¢i‘a¡C ®eC, ¢L L−l ¢L j¡M−a
qu a¡ B¢j S¡¢e e¡z aMe ®R¡Vc¡ q−me pq¡uz ®Qu¡−l Bj¡−L j§¢aÑl ja h¢p−u
Bj¡l j¤−M ®Q¡−M, ®Q¡−Ml f¡a¡u, N¡−m, ¢Qh¤−L, ®W¡y−V lw j¡¢M−u ¢c−mez
Cu¡p¢je−LJ ¢c−mez lwHl h¡„¢V−L jÉ¡¢SL h¡−„l ja j−e q−a m¡Nm Bj¡l,
¢L QjvL¡l j¤−Ml ®Qq¡l¡ f¡−ÒV ¢c−µR, ¢e−S−L j−e q−µR Lhl£, h¢ha¡, n¡h¡e¡l
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ja ¢p−ej¡l e¡¢uL¡z h¡¢s−a Q¾ce¡ ®hs¡−a Hm, J−LJ h¢p−u j¤−M lw j¡M¡−e¡
qmz Q¾ce¡l N¡−m h¡−„l ®N¡m¡¢f f¡EX¡l a¤¢m−a L−l −R¡Vc¡ kMe h¤−m¡¢µR−me,
j¡ hm−me, Q¾ce¡ ®a¡ n¡c¡C, Jl ¢L Bl f¡EX¡l m¡−N?
c¡c¡ Bj¡−L Bl Cu¡p¢je−LC ®k ®Lhm ®ce a¡ eu, j¡−LJ ®cez j¡ j¢me
n¡¢sl −Rys¡ ¢RcÊ Bs¡m L−l f−le ®ke L¡lJ ®Q¡−M e¡ f−s, ®Q¡−M k¢c f−sJ
L¡lJl, ®Q¡M Hje AiÉÙ¹ q−u ®N−R ®k −LE Qj−L J−W e¡ hlw j¡ HL¢V ea¤e
n¡¢s fl−mC ph¡l ®Q¡−M f−sz HL¢V i¡m n¡¢s fl−mC, h¡q n¡¢sX¡ a p¤¾cl, LC
f¡CR, ®L ¢cm! Hph j¿¹®hÉl Ts h−u k¡uz ¢L¿º qW¡v qW¡v Bj¡l h¡ Cu¡p¢j−el
®Q¡−M f−s, k¢cJ ®Q¡M hÔ¡ESq£e p¡u¡q£e n¡¢s−aJ j¡−L −c−M−R, ®Rys¡ n¡¢s Hje
®L¡eJ c¤OÑVe¡ eu j¡l SeÉ, ah¤ c¡c¡l L¡−R n¡¢s Q¡J k¢c h¢m, j¡ h−me, −e¡j¡e
Bl La ¢ch? ®a¡−c−l ¢ca¡−Rz ®kC j¡e¤oV¡l ®cJu¡l Lb¡, −p a Bl¡−j B−Rz
¢e−Sl c¡¢u−aÅl Lb¡ i¤Cm¡ ®N−Rz L¡lJ SeÉ ¢LR¤ ¢Le¡l ¢Q¿¹¡ e¡Cz j¡ Q¡e c¡c¡
eu, h¡h¡ −ke j¡−L ¢LR¤ ®cez j¡−L i¡h−Re, j¡l SeÉ Ll−Re h¡h¡, p¡j¡eÉ ¢LR¤
q−mJ, ¢am f¢lj¡Z q−mJ, ®cM−a j¡ Q¡aL f¡¢Ml ja A−fr¡ L−lez h¡h¡ L¡lJ
A−fr¡l ¢c−L ¢g−l a¡L¡e e¡, ¢h−no L−l j¡lz Bj¡−cl hl¡Ÿ ®k D−cl S¡j¡,
®p¢V ¢c−aJ BSL¡m h¡h¡ M¤h HLV¡ BNËq£ eez c¡c¡l L¡R ®b−L Bjl¡ f¡¢µR, a¡
AhnÉ ¢a¢e S¡−eez ¢e−S ®a¡ ®c−he e¡, c¡c¡ ®ke Bj¡−cl BnL¡l¡ Lj ®ce,
Bh¡l ®h¢n ®f−m Bjl¡ ®k EµR−æ k¡h, ®p Lb¡¢V c¡c¡−L ®X−L dj−L pÈlZ L¢l−u
®cez
HLb¡ c¡c¡l M¤h pÈl−Z B−R h−m j−e qu e¡z L¡lZ djL M¡Ju¡l fl¢ceC
c¡c¡ Bj¡−L h−me, ¢L ®l ¢fL¢e−L k¡C¢h? Ol ®b−L ®h−l¡−e¡l p¤−k¡−Nl SeÉ Ja
®f−a b¡L¡ B¢j m¡¢g−u E¢Wz HlLj HL¢V fÐÙ¹¡h ®f−u Bj¡l c¤f¤−ll O¤j l¡−al
O¤j ph E−h ®Nmz
HC ¢fL¢eL juje¢pw−ql jd¤f¤l S‰−m eu, l¡Sd¡e£ Y¡L¡uz c¡c¡l p−‰ Y¡L¡
k¡Ju¡l p¤−k¡N Hh¡lz Y¡L¡l p¡i¡−l ¢fL¢eL Ll−a k¡−µR g¡Cp¾p ®L¡Çf¡e£l
®m¡−Ll¡z BaÈ£u üSe ¢e−u −k−a f¡−lz c¡c¡l hE −eCz c¤−V¡ ®h¡e B−R, HL i¡C
B−Rz h¡h¡ j¡ B−Rez h¡h¡ j¡−L ®eJu¡ Q−m e¡, ay¡l¡ ¢fL¢e−Ll SeÉ ®hj¡e¡ez
®R¡Vc¡ ¢fL¢e−Ll SeÉ hs q−u k¡uz Cu¡p¢je ®R¡V q−u k¡uz H−Lh¡−l M¡−f M¡−f
¢j−m k¡C B¢jz p¤al¡w S¡j¡ L¡fs h¡R¡C Llz h¡R¡C Ll¡l ¢LR¤ AhnÉ ¢Rm e¡
Bj¡l, CnL¤−ml CE¢eg−jÑl h¡C−l q¡−a ®N¡e¡ k¡ B−R a¡C d¤−u C¢Ù» L−l °a¢l
¢eCz C¢Ù» hm−a ®m¡q¡l HL¢V q¡amAm¡ f¡a, Q¤−m¡l Jfl J¢V ®l−M f¡−al am¡
Nlj q−m f¤l¦ L−l N¡jR¡ i¡yS L−l q¡am d−l E¢W−u ¢e−u L¡f−s O−p ¢eCz S¡j¡
L¡fs ¢eC, Bl ¢eC c¡c¡l ®cJu¡ ®pC l−Pl h¡„z −VÊ−e Q−s Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡, Hl
®Q−u Be¾c Bl L£ B−R S£h−e! pjÙ¹ fb S¡e¡m¡u j¤M −l−M Nlj q¡Ju¡ Bl
d¤−m¡ ®M−a ®M−a N¡Rf¡m¡ ec£e¡m¡ d¡e−ra f¡V−ra c¡m¡e−L¡W¡ h¡S¡l q¡V
®cM−a ®cM−a Y¡L¡ ®fy±¢Rz Y¡L¡u EW−a qu hsj¡j¡l h¡¢s−a, hs j¡j¡l h¡¢s Bl
m¡mj¡¢Vu¡u eu, h¡¢s d¡ej¢™−az ¢e−S S¡uN¡ ¢L−e ®R¡V ®R¡V Ol a¤−m−Rez O−l
®R¡V ®R¡V h¡µQ¡z hs j¡j¡l h¡¢s−a S¡uN¡l Ai¡−h c¡c¡ l¡a L¡V¡−a ®N−me
B¢f−pl HL hsLaÑ¡l h¡¢sz Bj¡−L ö−a q−u−R T¤e¤ M¡m¡ Bl hs j¡j¡l ®R−m
®j−ul p−‰ HL ®Q±¢L−a Bs¡B¢s Q¡f¡Q¡¢f N¡c¡N¡¢c L−lz pL¡−m c¡c¡ H−me
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 ¢e−a Bj¡−Lz C¢Ù» Ll¡ S¡j¡ f−l j¤−M lw j¡M¢R kMe öï¡ Bl ¢nfС hs j¡j¡l
®j−uc¤¢V i§a ®cM¡l ja ®cM¢Rm Bj¡−Lz L¡E−L Jl¡ j¤−M lw j¡M−a Hl B−N
®c−M¢ez T¤e¤ M¡m¡ Bj¡−L Bs¡m Ll¢R−me h¡l h¡l J−cl ®b−L, hm¢R−me,
hs−cl p¡S−a qu, ®a¡j¡−cl HMeJ hup qu e¡C p¡S¡l, plz T¤e¤ M¡m¡ hs j¡j£
®b−LJ kb¡pñh Bj¡−L Bs¡m Ll−mez ay¡l iu, j¤−Ml Hph lw ®cM−m hs j¡j£
hs j¡j¡−L SÅ¡¢m−u M¡−he Hje HL¢V lwHl h¡„ ¢L−e ®cJu¡l SeÉz h¡−p Q−s
p¡i¡−l ¢N−u hs HL j¡−Wl j−dÉ ¢fL¢e−Ll hs hs q¡y¢sLy¤¢s b¡m h¡pe ph
e¡j¡−e¡ qmz l¡æ¡ qm, M¡Ju¡ qm, ®Mm¡ qm, ¢eu¡S −j¡q¡Çjc e¡−jl HL N¡uL−L
i¡s¡ L−l H−e N¡e N¡Ju¡−e¡ qmz h¡C−ll ®m¡−Ll p−‰ c¡c¡ ay¡l ¢Ql¡Q¢la ül¢Qa
öÜ h¡wm¡ Q¡¢m−u ®N−me l ®L s h−m h−mz c¡c¡l HC qu, Y¡L¡l L¡lJ p−‰, k¡yl¡
öÜ h¡wm¡u Lb¡ h−me, Lb¡ hm−a ¢N−u juje¢pw−ql B’¢mLa¡ ¢hpSÑe −cJu¡l
SeÉ HjeC paLÑ b¡L¡l ®Qø¡ L−le ®k l-l EµQ¡lZ q−u k¡u s, Bj¡s g¡c¡s ®a¡
X¡š²¡s, −Qð¡−s ®s¡¢N ®cM¢R−me,aMeC a¡s¡ ®Nm, a¡sfs k¡s¡ k¡s¡ Bp¢Rm,
a¡−cs p¡−b Bj¡s ps¡p¢s Lb¡ q−u−Rz ¢fL¢e−L c¡c¡ ay¡l ®L¡Çf¡e£l hs hs
®m¡L−cl p−‰ Bj¡l f¢lQu L¢l−u ¢c−me, Bj¡s ®R¡V ®h¡e e¡p¢se, HCh¡l
®jV¢sL ¢cm h−mz Bl f¢lQ−ul fl Lb¡ e¡ h−m …¢s ®j−l h−p b¡L¡ Bj¡−L
®c−M c¡c¡ ®q−p h−me, ¢L ®s nsj f¡Ju¡s ¢L B−R! H¢c−L Buz Bj¡s pÉ¡s,
pÉ¡s−s p¡m¡j ®cz p¡i¡l ®b−L nq−l ¢g−l H−p c¡c¡ e¡L L¤yQ−L ®Lhm HL¢VC
j¿¹hÉ Ll−me, lwX¡ ®h¢n j¡M¡Cu¡ ®gmRp j¤−Mz Bj¡−L e¡¢L pwHl ja m¡N¢Rmz
T¤e¤ M¡m¡ C−Xe L−mS ®b−L f¡n L−l Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u fs−Re h¡wm¡uz
Bj¡−L ¢a¢e ¢fL¢eLHl fl¢ce ¢e−u ®N−me ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−uz karZ ¢Rm¡j JM¡−e,
q¡y q−u ®c−M¢R phz T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l HL¢V LÓ¡p ¢Rm, J−aJ ¢e−u ®N−mez LÓ¡−p R¡œl¡
h−p−R X¡e p¡¢l−a, R¡œ£l¡ h¡y ¢c−Lz B¢j ®j−u−cl CnL¤−m fs¡ ®j−u, Bj¡l SeÉ
H HL ¢hpÈuLl A¢i‘a¡z LÓ¡−p fs¡−a H−me e£¢mj¡ ChÊ¡¢qjz B¢j e¡j ö−e¢R
ay¡l, ®mM¡J f−s¢Rz e£¢mj¡ ChС¢qj mr L−le¢e LÓ¡−p AÒf hu−pl HL¢V −j−u
h−p B−R Sspsz ¢L f¢s−u−Re ¢a¢e a¡l L-J h¤T−a e¡ ®f−l LÓ¡p ®b−L −h¢l−u
T¤e¤ M¡m¡l L¡−e L¡−e Bj¡l C−µRl Lb¡ hs q−u B¢j Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u h¡wm¡
p¡¢qaÉ fsh h¢mz h¢m L¡lZ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul QjvL¡l f¢l−hn¢V ®c−M üNÑ k¢c
®L¡b¡J b¡−L, a−h HM¡−eC HlLj HL¢V d¡lZ¡ S¾j¡u Bj¡lz ®L¡eJ HL¢ce
Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u fs¡l üfÀ ¢e−u c¡c¡l p−‰ ®VÊ−e Q−s juje¢pwq ¢g−l B¢pz
¢g−l Q¾ce¡l L¡−R ¢eM¤ya hZÑe¡ L¢l Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u ®R−m ®j−ul¡ f¡n¡f¡¢n
q¡yV−R, q¡p−R,Lb¡ hm−R,N¡e N¡C−R ®LE a¡−cl ¢c−L ¢g−l ¢g−l a¡L¡−µR e¡,
®Q¡M ¢Vf−R e¡, j¾c Lb¡ hm−R e¡, ¢Ym R¤ys−R e¡z j¡−Wl O¡−p h−p B−R ®R−m
®j−u ®N¡m q−u, B—¡ ¢c−µRz −L¡eJlLj ¢e¢cÑø ®f¡n¡L ®eC L¡lJ SeÉz k¡l k¡
M¤¢n f−l H−p−R, m¡m S¡j¡ ph¤S S¡j¡, ®LE Bh¡l n¡¢sz H −ke ü−fÀl SNazüfÀ
Q¾ce¡l ®Q¡−Ml f¤L¤−lJ p¡ya¡l L¡−Vz ¢e−Sl i¡C R¡s¡, h¡h¡ R¡s¡, Bl ¢LR¤ O¢eù
BaÈ£u R¡s¡ L¡lJ p−‰ Bj¡−cl ®jn¡ qu¢ez h¡C−ll SNa¢V Bj¡−cl SeÉ ¢hn¡m
HL SNaz h¡C−ll f¤l¦o Bj¡−cl L¡−R HLC p−‰ ¢hpÈu Hhw HLC p−‰ iuˆlz
NÒf EfeÉ¡p fs¡ ¢p−ej¡ ®cM¡ Bj¡l Bl Q¾ce¡l j−e k¢c ®L¡eJ f¤l¦−ol üfÀ
b¡−L, ®p p¤cnÑe p¤f¤l¦−ol üfÀz NÒf EfeÉ¡p fs¡l ®Mp¡laJ ¢c−a qu Bj¡−L
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Lj euz h¡¢s−a ¢Qœ¡m£ ¢c−a Bp¡ qL¡l−L c¡c¡ ®k¢ce HL g¤y−u E¢s−u ¢c−u
¢Qœ¡m£ f§hÑ¡Z£ ¢Ry−s V¤L−l¡ V¤L−l¡ L−l ®g−m ¢c−me S¡e¡m¡ ¢c−u, ®k¢ce hm−me,
HMe ®b−L HCph BS¡Cl¡ f¢œL¡ fs¡ hå, h¡¢s ®b−L ®h¢l−u k¡C B¢jz
®h−l¡C, ®L¡b¡u k¡h a¡ e¡ ®S−eC ®h−l¡Cz q¡−a ®L¡eJ V¡L¡ ®eC ®k ¢l„¡ ¢e−u
e¡¢eh¡¢s Q−m ®k−a f¡lhz LfcÑLq£e La NÒf EfeÉ¡−pl ¢p−ej¡l e¡¢uL¡l¡ ®a¡
®h−l¡u, l¡Ù¹¡u M¡¢eLV¡ q¡yV−mC ®L¡eJ ¢eSÑe pj¤â a£l h¡ Ni£l AlZÉ h¡ Ec¡p
¢e¢l¢h¢m f¡q¡s S¤−V k¡uz −L¡eJ AOVe O−V e¡,hlw QjvL¡l QjvL¡l OVe¡ O−Vz
e¡¢uL¡ qua e¡u−Ll ®cM¡ ®fm, Abh¡ ¢hn¡m de£ HL Ec¡l ®m¡L e¡¢uL¡−L
f¡¢ma¡-LeÉ¡ h¡¢e−u ®gmmz Abh¡ e¡¢uL¡ HL¡ HL¡ ec£ h¡ pj¤−âl d¡−l q¡yVm,
g¤−m ®R−u b¡L¡ h¡N¡−e q¡yV−a q¡yV−a g¤m…−m¡l p−‰ j−e j−e Lb¡ hmm, E−s
Bp¡ ®L¡eJ f¡¢Ml p−‰J hmm, l¢Pe fÐS¡f¢al ®fR−e ®c±−s¡−m¡, HLpju N¡−R
®qm¡e ¢c−u p¤−Ml Abh¡ c¤x−Ml HL¢V N¡e N¡Cmz Abh¡ AOVe OV−mJ AOVe
®b−L e¡¢uL¡−L EÜ¡l L−l p¡qp£ ®L¡eJ j¡e¤o p¡l¡S£h−el i¡C h¡ hå¤ q−u ®Nmz
NÒf EfeÉ¡p fs¡ ¢p−ej¡ ®cM¡ ®j−u h¤−Ll −ial iu Hhw ¢eiÑu c¤−V¡ ¢S¢ep
f¤−o q¡yV−a b¡−Lz ec£l d¡−l f¤l¦−ol b¡h¡ B−R ®S−eJ ®p ec£l d¡−ll ¢c−LC
q¡y−V, f¡−LÑl ¢c−Lz h¡N¡e Am¡ HL¢V S¡uN¡l ¢c−L, ®m¡−L k¡l e¡j ¢c−u−R ®m¢Xp
f¡LÑ, ®p¢c−Lz ¢h−L−m e¡l£ f¤l¦o ¢nö ®k−qa¤ ®h¢n ®L¡b¡J k¡Ju¡l S¡uN¡ ®eC
nq−l HM¡−eC B−p, −h−’ h−p h¡c¡j Q¡e¡Q¤l M¡u, ®M−u q¡Ju¡u q¡yV¡q¡y¢V L−l
h¡¢s ¢g−l k¡uz B¢j kMe ¢eSÑea¡l üfÀ ¢e−u ilc¤f¤−l f¡−LÑ ®f±y−R N¡−Rl R¡u¡u
HL¢V HL¡¢L ®h−’ h−p p¡j−e ¢T¢l¢T¢l q¡Ju¡u hÐþf¤−œl S−ml nl£−l ®R¡V ®R¡V
®YE ®c¢M, N¡−Rl V¤fV¡f fae ®c¢M S−m, C−µR L−l h−p b¡¢L Hi¡−h, −Q−u b¡¢L
¢ep−NÑl HC ®p±¾c−kÑl ¢c−L, karZ C−µRz ¢L¿º NÒf EfeÉ¡−pl Q¢lœl¡ karZ
C−µR h−p b¡L−a f¡−l, B¢j f¡¢l e¡z HL¢V c¤¢V L−l m¤¢‰ fl¡ ®R−m Sj−a b¡−L
Bj¡l Q¡lf¡−nz Bj¡l ®Q¡M ec£l ¢c−Lz c¤−V¡ ®e±−L¡ k¡−µR, h¡m¤l ®e±−L¡, ®e±−L¡l
¢c−Lz ®e±−L¡l j¡¢T i¡¢Vu¡¢m N¡e ®N−u ®N−u ¯hW¡ h¡C−R, °hW¡l R¾cju N¢al
¢c−Lz j¡¢Tl ¢c−Lz ®Q¡M k¡u ec£l JC f¡−l, ¢L QjvL¡l L¡ng¤−m ®R−u B−R!
Hp−h jNÀ qJu¡l ®L¡eJ p¤−k¡N ®R−ml cm Bj¡−L ®cu e¡z Bj¡l Q¡lf¡−nl
°exnë Bl ¢eSÑea¡l h¤L R¤¢l−a ¢Q−l ¢Ry−s HLSe B−lLSe−L h−m, −R¢sl h¤¢e
EW−R e¡¢q?
B−lLSe p¡j−e H−p ¢Mm¢Mm ®q−p h−m, q EW−Rz
−Lj−e S¡ep EW−R? dCl¡ ®cMRp?
−R−ml cm p−S¡−l ®q−p J−Wz
hJu¡Ch ¢e?
Q¡u La?
La¡ a Lu e¡z
La¡ Lu e¡ ®Le? −h¡h¡ e¡¢L?
i−u Bj¡l N¡ q¡af¡ L¡y−fz Nm¡ ö¢L−u −k−a b¡−Lz Hl¡ k¢c HMe h¤−L
b¡ès ®cu, ®pC HLh¡l HL ®R−m HC hÐþf¤−œl f¡−lC ®klLj ¢c−u¢Rmz AeÉ HL
−h−’ p−l ¢N−u h¢pz −c−M ®R−ml c−m EµRÆ¡p h¡−sz ¯q °q L−l ®pC ®h−’l L¡−R
¢is Sj¡uz
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 HC al e¡j ¢L? h¡¢s LC?
HC ®R¢s al h¡f B−R?
L¡lJ ®L¡eJ fÐ−nÀl Ešl ¢cC e¡z HL¢V m¤¢‰ fl¡ Bj¡l ¢c−L ¢Ym ®R¡y−s,
¢Ym¢V ¢f−W H−p m¡−Nz B−lL¢V ®R−m L¡−R H−p a¡l f¡ ¢c−u Bj¡l f¡−u ®M¡yQ¡
®cuz −fRe ®b−L B−lLSe ®cu ®M¡yQ¡, ¢f−Wz B¢j ®ke BL¡n ®b−L fs¡ EáV
®L¡eJ S£h, ph¡C M¤y¢Q−u M¤y¢Q−u ®cM−R ¢L lLj BQlZ L¢l B¢jz ¢Y−ml Bl
®M¡yQ¡l ®L¡eJ Ešl e¡ ¢c−u B¢j Bh¡l hÐþf¤−œl Rm¡v Rm¡v S−mz j−el c¢s−a
HL¢V Bn¡−L ®hy−d l¡¢M nš² L−l, ®L¡eJ Ešl e¡ ¢c−m ¢Lwh¡ f¡ÒV¡ ®L¡eJ ¢Ym
e¡ R¤ys−m Hl¡ d£−l d£−l Q−m k¡−hz Bn¡ œ²jn c¢s ®b−L j¤š² q−a b¡−Lz Bn¡
a¡l q¡a f¡ M¤−m BL¡−n Es¡m ¢c−a b¡−Lz Bj¡l hÉ¡L¤m ®Q¡M M¤y−S ®g−l ®L¡eJ
iâ ®cM−a ®m¡L−L, ®k Bj¡−L EÜ¡l Ll−a f¡−l HC ¢qwpË −R−ml cm ®b−Lz e¡
®LE Y¤L−R e¡ f¡−LÑz iâ−m¡−Ll¡ ph JC f¡−l ®hs¡−a ®N−Rz HC f¡−l ®LE
®eCz®eC ®LEz HL¡ B¢j Bl Hl¡z c§−ll j¡¢TJ −cM−R e¡ ¢L L−l Bj¡−L
nL¤−el ja ¢O−l d−l−R L¢V hhÑl ®R−mz Hl¡ hu−p Bj¡l ®R¡V, Ae¤j¡e L¢lz
hs−cl p−‰ ®hu¡c¢h Ll−a ®eC, ®R¡V−hm¡ ®b−L n¤−e Bp¢R, Bl Hl¡ ¢eiÑ¡he¡u
−hu¡c¢h L−l k¡−µR! ®hu¡c¢h Hh¡l Bl ®M¡yQ¡u eu,¢f−W HL¢V d¡‚¡ H−p f−sz
d¡‚¡¢V Bj¡−L Q¢L−a ®fRe ¢g¢l−u ¢QvL¡l L−l hm¡u,B¢j HCM¡−e hCp¡ lC¢R,
−a¡−cl ¢L qC−R a¡−a? i¡Nz
q¡ q¡ ¢q ¢q öl¦ qu ®R−ml f¡−mz
La¡ g¤V−R j¤−qz La¡ S¡−e ®l La¡ S¡−e ..
HLSe m¤¢‰ a¤−m e¡Q−a öl¦ L−l Bj¡l p¡j−ez ®c−M B−lLSe B−p e¡−Q
®k¡N ¢c−az h¡¢Ll¡ q¡p−R, q¡aa¡¢m ¢c−µRz HLSe B−p Bj¡l h¤−Ll ¢c−L c¤−V¡
¢Lm¢h−m b¡h¡ h¡¢s−uz c¤q¡−a ®pC b¡h¡ p¢l−u ¢cCz b¡h¡ Bh¡l H−N¡uz ®g¡yf¡−a
b¡¢Lz ®g¡yf¡−e¡ −b−L −N¡P¡−e¡z Bj¡l S¡j¡ d−l V¡e−R c¤¢V ®R−mz ®Q¡M hs Ll−R,
c¡ya ®cM¡−µR, ¢Si ®cM¡−µRz ®Mm−R Bj¡−L ¢e−uz jS¡ Ll−Rz HMe S¡j¡¢V Bj¡l
®V−e M¤−m ¢e−a f¡l−mC quz S¡j¡C h¡ öd¤ ®Le, HMe f¡S¡j¡¢VJ ®V−e M¤m−a
f¡l−m qu! HC öen¡e f¡−LÑ ®LE −cM−h e¡ ¢L q−µR H¢c−Lz qW¡v c¤Se ®m¡L−L
f¡−LÑl −ia−l Y¤L−a ®c−M fСZ ¢g−l f¡Cz SVm¡l ¢c−L fÉ¡¾V n¡VÑ fl¡ ®m¡Lc¤−V¡
H−N¡−µR, iâ−m¡L c¤−V¡ H−N¡−µRz ®c−M ¢fR¤ q−V ®R−m…−m¡z m¤¢‰ −a¡m¡ e¡QJ
b¡−jz ®m¡Lc¤−V¡ Bj¡−L HC eªnwp cªnÉ ®b−L EÜ¡l Ll−h Bn¡u B¢j H−N¡−a
b¡¢L J−cl ¢c−Lz ¢L¿º ®m¡Lc¤−V¡l HLSe Bj¡−L eu, ®R−m…−m¡−L ¢S−‘p L−l,
¢L qC−R ¢L?
−R¢s HLm¡ hCu¡ lC−R f¡−LÑz
HLm¡?
−m¡Lc¤−V¡l B−lLSe Nñ£l j¤−M h−m,HLm¡ ¢L Ll−a BC−R?
a¡ C ®a¡ ¢SN¡Ca¡¢Rz Lu e¡z
Lu e¡ ®Le, Lu e¡ ®Le?
−m¡Lc¤−V¡ p¡j−e c¡ys¡u Bj¡lz j¤−M eu, h¤−L a¡L¡uz MyÉ¡LMyÉ¡L L−l q¡−pz
Bj¡l où C¢¾cÐu h−m, Hl¡ Bj¡−L EÜ¡−ll SeÉ euz Bj¡l où C¢¾cÐu h−m,
f¡m¡Jz ®L¡b¡J ®L¡e ¢c−L f¡m¡−h¡ h¤−T EW−a f¡¢l e¡z h¤−T EW−a e¡ f¡l¡ Bj¡l
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¢c−L HLSe c¡ya ®j−m q¡a ®j−m H¢N−u B−p, ®c−M B−lLSe f¡¢M E¢s−u
q¡−pz ec£l Sm L¡y¢f−u q¡−pz Bj¡l j−e q−a b¡−L Hl¡ Bj¡−L ¢Ry−s ®gm−hz
®M−u ®gm−hz M¤h−m M¡−hz ¢Q¢h−u M¡−hz ¢h−L−ml B−m¡ ¢e−i Bp−Rz ¢X−jl
L¤p¤−jl ja p§kÑ hÐþf¤−œl S−m lw Rs¡−a Rs¡−a X¤−h k¡−µRz q¡ q¡ q¡¢pl ®m¡L¢V
a¡l fÉ¡−¾Vl −QCe HLh¡l ¢e−Ql ¢c−L HLh¡l Jf−ll ¢c−L e¡j¡u JW¡uz JW¡u
e¡j¡uz B¢j ®Q¡M h¤−S c¤q¡−a h¤L ®Y−L q¡yV¤ ®i−P c¤ q¡yV¤−a j¡b¡ ®Q−f h−p f¢sz
L¤™¤¢m f¡L¡−a f¡L¡−a ®R¡– HL¢V fy¤V¢ml ja q−u b¡¢Lz ¢Ym fs−a b¡−L p¡l¡
nl£−lz Bj¡l nl£l ¢c−u B¢j Bs¡m L−l l¡¢M Bj¡−Lz ®Vl f¡C ®m¡Lc¤−V¡
®R−ml c−ml q¡−a Bj¡−L py−f ¢c−u Q−m ®N−Rz Hl¡ HMe k¡ M¤¢n Ll¡l R¡sfœ
®f−u ®N−Rz L¤™¤¢ml jdÉ ®b−L B¢j qW¡v ¢QvL¡l L−l E¢W i−uz Bj¡l ¢QvL¡−l
®R−ml cm Nm¡ g¡¢V−u q¡−pz qW¡v L¤™¤¢m ®b−L E−W FdÑnÄ¡−p ®c±−s¡−a b¡¢L
p¡¢LÑV q¡E−Sl j¡−Wl ¢c−Lz ®fRe ®fRe q¡p−a q¡p−a ®R−m…−m¡z B¢j Lb¡
hm−a f¡¢l, ¢QvL¡l Ll−a f¡¢l, ®c±−s¡−a f¡¢l phC H−cl L¡−R jS¡l ¢houz
¢Q¢su¡M¡e¡u h¡el−L ¢e−S q¡−a Lm¡ ®M−a ®cM−m ®m¡−L q¡−p, jS¡ f¡uz h¡e−ll
m¡g¡−e¡ ®c±−s¡−e¡ T¤−m b¡L¡ ph ¢LR¤ ®cM−aC jS¡z ¢e−S−L Bj¡l ®L¡eJ j¡e¤o
j−e qu e¡, j−e qu ®L¡eJ ®m¡L q¡ph¡l S¿ºz ®R−ml¡ m¤¢‰ a¤−m e¤e¤ ®c¢M−u ¢c¢hÉ
Bj¡l p¡j−e ®e−Q ®N−R, Bj¡−L ¢Ym R¤y−s−R, M¤y¢Q−u−R, q¡a h¡¢s−u−R, HLV¤J
i¡−h¢e B¢j H−cl j¾c hmh, ¢L n¡−uÙ¹¡ Llh ®L¡eJ HL¢ce jJL¡ ja ®f−mz e¡
®L¡eJ¢LR¤−L Hl¡ ®j¡−VJ f−l¡u¡ Ll−R e¡z B¢j Bj¡l N¿¹hÉ e¡ ®S−e ®c±−s¡Cz
f¡−LÑl B−nf¡−n ¢LR¤ ®m¡L−L −c¢M q¡yV−R, ¢L¿º L¡lJ ¢c−L Bj¡l ®k−a C−µR
L−l e¡, L¡E−L ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡ Bj¡lz HC Ecï¡¿¹ ¢cLï¡¿¹ Bj¡l ¢c−L, FdÑnÄ¡−pl
¢c−L, HC EáV cªnÉ¢Vl ¢c−L ®qy−V Bp−a b¡−L n¡c¡ n¡VÑ M−u¢l fÉ¡¾Vz A¯b S−m
p¡ya¡l e¡ S¡e¡ ®j−ul q¡−a MsL¤−V¡z HC ®pC n¡c¡ n¡VÑ M−u¢l fÉ¡¾V, k¡−L R¡c
®b−L ¢h−L−m ®c¢M, k¡−L ®cM¡l SeÉ fСuC R¡−c E¢Wz n¡c¡ n¡VÑ Bj¡−L b¡¢j−u
ýp ýp L−l ®R−ml f¡m ¢h−cu L−l L¡−R H−p jd¤l ®q−p h−m, HCM¡−e LMe
Bp¢Rm¡?
B¢j ®L¡eJ Lb¡ h¢m e¡z n¡c¡ n¡VÑ n−ë n−ë q¡y−V, ®fRe ®fRe ¢exn−ë B¢jz
q¡yf¡−a q¡yf¡−a B¢jz
−c±s¡Ca¡¢Rm¡ ®Le? ®R−m…m¡ ¢LR¤ Ll−R ®a¡j¡−l?
−L¡eJ Lb¡ −eCz
¢LR¤ hm−R ®a¡j¡−l?
Hh¡lJ Lb¡ ®eCz
−R−ml¡ k¡ L−l−R, k¡ h−m−R S¡e¡−a Bj¡l m‹¡ quz ®ke ®R−m−cl
L£¢aÑL¡−™l pjÙ¹ c¡u Bj¡l, m‹¡ Bj¡lz ®R−ml¡ AeÉ¡u L−l−R, ®ke Bj¡lC
®c¡−o L−l−Rz
Dn¡e Qœ²ha£Ñ ®l¡−Xl L¡−R H−p n¡c¡ n¡VÑ h−m h¡p¡u k¡Ch¡ −a¡?
B¢j c¤f¡−n j¡b¡ e¡¢sz
a¡C−m LC k¡Ch¡?
Bh¡lJ c¤f¡−n j¡b¡¢V e−sz −L¡b¡J e¡ Abh¡ S¡¢e e¡ S¡a£u Ešlz
n¡c¡ n¡−VÑl ®fRe ®fRe ¢c¢hÉ B¢j a¡−cl h¡¢s−a ®Nm¡j, ¢WL a¡−cl h¡¢s−a
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 eu, a¡−cl h¡¢sAm¡l h¡¢s−a, ¢WL h¡¢s−aJ eu, h¡¢sl R¡−cz R¡−c h−p q¡Ju¡
M¡¢µRm n¡c¡ n¡−VÑl hs i¡C Bl a¡l hå¤z Bjl¡ R¡−c −fy±−R¡−m i¡C hå¤ â¦a R¡c
®b−L ®e−j k¡uz
¢L M¡Ch¡?
B¢j j¡b¡ e¡¢s, ¢LR¤ M¡h e¡z
j¡b¡ e¡s¡ R¡s¡ n¡c¡ n¡−VÑl ®L¡eJ fÐ−nÀl Eš−l ®L¡eJ në EµQ¡lZ Ll¡ qu e¡
Bj¡lz n¡c¡ n¡VÑ a¡l ®R¡V i¡C−L R¡c ®b−L Nm¡ ®R−s ®X−L ¢e−Q fup¡ ®g−m
HLV¡ ®p−ie Bf ¢e−u Bp¡l B−cn ®cuz ®R¡V i¡C −p−ie Bf Be−a ®Nm
®c±−s, H¢c−L R¡−cl AåL¡−l n¡c¡ n¡VÑ Bj¡−L ¢p−ej¡u l¡‹¡L ®kje Lhl£−L
c¤q¡−a S¢s−u d−l ®aje L−l S¢s−u dl−a Q¡uz HlLj B¢m‰−el Bqh¡e H−m
Bj¡lJ B−h−n h¤−L ¢j−n k¡Ju¡l Lb¡z ¢L¿º mr L¢l N¡ L¡−Wl ja nš² q−u
B−R Bj¡lz L¡W ¢RV−L p−l c¡ys¡uz ®p−ie Bf B−p, HLm¡ h−p b¡−L, Bj¡l
®R¡yu¡ qu e¡z AhL¡−nl R¡c ®b−L −N¡mf¤L¤l f¡s −b−L −qy−V H−p ®pl f¤L¤l
f¡−sl ®j¡−s AcªnÉ q−u k¡Ju¡ n¡c¡ n¡VÑ−L ®c−M j−e qa ®h¡dqu Hl ®fÐ−j f−s
®N¢Rz h¤L ®k d¤Lf¤L L−l¢e a¡ euz ¢L¿º l¡‹¡−Ll ja R¤−V H−p Bj¡−L S¢s−u
dl¡l hÉ¡f¡l¢V Ha Lª¢œj −m−N−R ®k A¢ÙÛ j‹¡u h¤−T¢R B¢j Q¡C−mC Lhl£ q−a
f¡¢l e¡, Q¡C−mC h¢ha¡ q−a f¡¢l e¡, NÒf EfeÉ¡p Bl ¢p−ej¡l ja S£h−el
ph¢LR¤ euz q−m JC B¢m‰e¢V Bj¡l i¡m m¡Naz q−m B¢j fÐQ™ n¢š² ¢e−u JC
®R−ml f¡m−L Bl JC fÉ¡¾V n¡VÑ fl¡ ApiÉ ®m¡Lc¤−V¡l Q¡f¡l c¡ya a¤−m ¢e−a
f¡la¡jz f¡¢l¢ez
®pC c¤f¤−l ®h¢l−u¢R, HMe AåL¡l q−u ®N−R, h¡¢s−a ¢L n¡¢Ù¹ Bj¡l SeÉ
A−fr¡ L−l B−R a¡ LÒfe¡ Ll¡l n¢š² Bj¡l ®eCz ®pC h¡¢s−a, n¡c¡ n¡VÑ h−m,
Qm ¢cu¡ B¢p ®a¡j¡−lz ®L¡b¡J k¡h¡l ®eC h−m R¡c ®b−L ®e−j j¢luj CnL¤m
X¡−e, p¤d£l c¡−pl j§¢aÑl ®c¡L¡e hy¡−u ®l−M ®N¡mf¤Ll¤ f¡−sl ®Q±l¡Ù¹¡ ®f¢l−u
Bj¡−L h¡¢sl ¢c−L ¢e−Ù¹S q¡yV−a quz qa¡n¡ Bl Baˆ pðm L−l n¡c¡ n¡−VÑl
®fRe ®fRe AhL¡−nl L¡−m¡ gVL Ah¢c B¢pz Hlfl fСZq£e HL¢V SshÙ¹¤l ja
®ia−l Y¤¢Lz h¡¢sl ®m¡−Ll¡ Bj¡l ¢c−L Hje ®Q¡−M a¡L¡u ®ke ®LE ®Q−e e¡
Bj¡−Lz Bj¡l e¡j d¡j f¢lQu ®LE S¡−e e¡z B¢j −Le H−p¢R, ®L¡−›−L H−p¢R,
L¡lJ S¡e¡ ®eCz Hlfl ®Q¡M M¡¢eLV¡ d¡aÙÛ L−l LC ¢R¢m HarZ, L¡l L¡−R
®N¢R¢m, al j−e ¢L B−R L, Aa p¡qp LC f¡C¢m CaÉ¡¢c q¡S¡−l¡ fÐ−nÀl p¡j−e
B¢j ¢ehÑ¡L ¢eØf¾c ¢eÕQm c¡y¢s−u b¡¢Lz B¢j Bj¡l S£he −k±he −L¡b¡J ¢hpSÑe
¢c−u h¡¢s ¢g−l¢R Ae¤j¡e L−lC pñha c¡c¡ Bl j¡ c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡ ¢ehÑ¡L ¢eØf¾c
Bj¡l Jfl ¢Lm O¤¢p m¡¢b, ¢eÕQm Bj¡l Jfl Qs b¡fs ¢e¢hÑL¡−l ¢e¢hÑQ¡−l
Q¡¢m−u k¡ez Ahpæ nl£l ®f−a ph hlZ L¢lz Bf¡aa JC ®R−m−R¡Ls¡−cl
Bœ²jZ, n¡c¡ n¡−VÑl Aü¡i¡¢hL B¢m‰e ®b−L h¡yQ¡ −Nm h−V, ¢L¿º c¡c¡ Bl j¡l
Ae¡Q¡l ®b−L h¡yQ¡ pñh qu e¡z Bj¡l ¢hh¢jo¡ h¡s−a b¡−L ph ¢LR¤l L¡l−Zz
R¡−c c¡ys¡−m Bj¡l ®Q−u hu−p ®R¡V HL ®R−m a¡−cl h¡¢sl h¡l¡¾c¡u c¡y¢s−u
m¤¢‰ EyQ¤ L−l a¡l e¤e¤ ®cM¡uz Bj¡−L ®Q¡M ¢g¢l−u ¢e−a quz R¡−cl ®l¢mw ®b−L
p−l c¡ys¡−a quz AeÉ ¢LR¤ ®cM−a Q¡u HC ®Q¡M, p¤¾cl ¢LR¤ ®n¡ie ¢LR¤z ¢h−L−ml
HC R¡−c JW¡, pÉ¡a−py−a Ol ®b−L ®h¢l−u B−m¡ q¡Ju¡ M¡Ju¡, Bfe j−e SNa
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®cM¡, H hs Be−¾cl pju Bj¡lz −M¡m¡ SNa Bj¡l L¡−R ®a¡ JV¤L¤Cz ü¡d£ea¡
Bj¡l JM¡−eCz c¤f¤−ll N¡ ®f¡s¡ Nlj−L ¢h−L−ml n£am n¡¿¹ q¡Ju¡ kMe ¢h−cu
¢c−a b¡−L, aMeC pju ®M¡m¡ R¡−c c¡y¢s−u q¡Ju¡l ®pC ¢pÀ‡a¡ N¡ i−l −eJu¡lz
®Lhm N¡ i−l eu, B¢j fСZ i−lJ ¢eCz HC R¡−cJ B¢j ¢el¡fc eC ®i−h L¤yL−s
®k−a b¡¢L, −ke B¢jC ®c¡o£, ®ke Bj¡lC ®c¡−o i¡m j¡e¤o ®R−m¢V m¤¢‰ a¤−m−Rz
aæ aæ L−l ¢e−Sl ®c¡o M¤yS−a b¡¢Lz¢e−Sl HC A¢Ù¹aÅ Bj¡−L hɉ Ll−a b¡−Lz
B¢j ¢e−Sl SeÉC ¢e−Sl L¡−R m¢‹a qCz m¢‹a qC kMe L¡−m¡ gV−Ll
E−ÒV¡¢c−L üfe−cl h¡¢sl X¡e f¡−nl j¤pmj¡−el h¡¢sl h¡l¡¾c¡u m¤¢‰ ®N¢” f−l
c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡ L¤v¢pa ®cM−a ®R−m SNm¤ f¡s¡l Bhc¤m h¡l£l hE−L ¢c−u ¢h−ul
fÐÙ¹¡h f¡W¡u Bj¡−cl h¡¢s−az jªa¤É”u CnL¤−ml j¡ØV¡l LªLm¡n Bhc¤m h¡l£l
−hm¤e-®hm¤e ®j−Qa¡-N¡¢m hE Bj¡−cl h¡¢s−a j¡−T j−dÉ B−pe, j¡l p−‰
n¡c¡j¡V¡ Olpwp¡l l¡æ¡h¡æ¡l N¡m NÒf L−l Q−m k¡ez ay¡l j¤−M ¢h−ul fÐÙ¹¡−hl
Lb¡ ö−e Bj¡l N¡ L¡y−f i−u, N¡ SÅ−m l¡−Nz j¡ AhnÉ N¡ SÅm¡ Lb¡ ¢LR¤ h−me e¡
ay¡−Lz AfÐpæ j¤−M j¤M j¢me L−l h−me, ®j−ul h¡h¡ ®j−u−l BlJ ®mM¡fs¡
Ll¡Chz HqeC ¢hu¡l Lb¡ öe−m M¤h l¡N qChz Bhc¤m h¡l£l hE j¡l JC Lb¡
®n¡e¡l flJ Bj¡−L Bs¡−m ®X−L ¢e−u hÔ¡E−Sl ®ial ®b−L HL¢V cm¡−j¡Q¡ ¢Q¢W
Bj¡l q¡a¢V ®V−e q¡−al ®ial …y−S ¢c−u B¢b¢h¢b ®h¢l−u k¡ez ¢Q¢W¢V
®N¡pmM¡e¡u ¢e−u M¤−m f¢sz ®a¡j¡−L i¡mh¡¢p S¡a£u Lb¡u c¤f¡a¡ W¡p¡z ¢Q¢W¢V,
Bj¡−L ®mM¡ ®L¡eJ ¢Q¢W HC fÐbj, L¤¢V L¤¢V L−l ¢Ry−s f¡uM¡e¡l … j¤−al j−dÉ
®g−m ¢cCz ®g−m ¢c−u, L¡E−L e¡ S¡¢e−u ¢Q¢Wl Lb¡, h−p b¡¢L HL¡, ph¡l
Bs¡−mz
h¡h¡ Bj¡l −h−s EW−a b¡L¡ nl£l ®c−M j¡l L¡R ®b−L HL¢V Jse¡ pwNËq
L−l Bj¡l c¤L¡y−d ®g−m hm−me, HCi¡−h fCl¡ b¡Lh¡, a¡C−m p¤¾cl m¡N−hz
h¡h¡l HC Lb¡u Ha a£hÐ Afj¡e Bj¡−L B−øfª−ù h¡y−d ®k −h−s JW¡ h¤−Ll
m‹¡u p¡l¡l¡a B¢j h¡¢m−n j¤M …y−S L¡y¢cz h¤L ®Y−L l¡M¡l HC h¡s¢a L¡fs¢V
fl−a Bj¡l m‹¡ qu, L¡lZ H¢VC Bj¡l j−e qu fÐj¡Z L−l ®k H¢Vl Bs¡−m
¢LR¤ B−R, ¢LR¤ elj ¢LR¤, nlj ¢LR¤, e¡ hm−a f¡l¡ ¢LR¤z a¡C Y¡L−a qu, L¡lZ k¡
B−R a¡ hs AnÔ£m, hs m¡N¡jR¡s¡ ®h−s JW¡, Jph ®ke cªnÉj¡e e¡ quz Jse¡ ®ke
e¡ fl−a qu, nl£−ll −L¡eJ AnÔ£ma¡ ®ke fÐL¡¢na e¡ qu B¢j L¤y−S¡ q−u q¡y¢Vz
L¤y−S¡ qJu¡C A−iÉp q−u k¡−µRz j¡ ¢f−W ¢Lm ¢c−u h−me ®p¡S¡ qCu¡ qy¡V, Jse¡
fCl¡ mz Jse¡ fl−m ®p¡S¡ qCu¡ qy¡V¢h, Hje ®k …yS¡ qCu¡ qy¡Vp, ¢f−Wl q¡¢—
f−l Bl −p¡S¡ qCh e¡z a¡lflJ C−µR L−l e¡ ®p¡S¡ q−a, h¤L Y¡L−a Jse¡uz
¢S¢ep¢V−L −hYf HL¢V ¢S¢ep h−m j−e q−a b¡−Lz Jse¡ f¢l h¡ e¡ f¢l, j¡e¤o
S¡−e ®k B¢j hs q−u ®N¢Rz ®j¢VÊL −cJu¡ ®j−u−cl, ¢h−u ¢L, h¡µQ¡ L¡µQ¡J q−u
k¡u, j¡ h−mez ö−e HL¢V d¡l¡−m¡ L¡yV¡ ¢hy−d b¡−L h¤−Lz h¤L dsgs L−lz Bj¡l
hs q−a C−µR L−l e¡z ¢h−u hÉ¡f¡l¢V Bj¡l L¡−R ®Lhm i−ul Bl k¿»Z¡l eu, hs
AnÔ£mJ j−e quz ®p AeÉ L¡lJ ®hm¡u q−m ®q¡L, Bj¡l ®hm¡u ®ke LMeJ e¡ quz
R¤y−s ®g−m ¢cC h¡h¡l f¢l−u ®cJu¡ Jse¡z B¢j hs q−u ®N¢R, H hÉ¡f¡l¢V L¡E−L
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 fl£r¡l fl CnL¤−ml hC ®b−L ¢eÙ¹¡l f¡−h¡,HlLj HL¢V üfÀ ¢Rmz Y¡L¡l
¢fL¢eL ®b−L ¢g−l H−m h¡h¡ Bj¡l üfÀ …¢sp¤Ü Ef−s ¢e−u h−m−Re f¤−l¡−e¡
hC…−m¡C Bh¡l BN¡−N¡s¡ fs−a, fТa¢V L−m−S i¢aÑ fl£r¡ q−h, M¤h L¢We ®pC
fl£r¡, e¡ f¡n Ll−m Bj¡l Lf¡m ®b−L fs¡−n¡e¡l f¡V S−¾jl ja Q¤−L k¡−h,
p¡l¡S£he A¢n¢ra ®Ma¡h ¢e−u Bj¡−L c¤xpq S£he f¡l Ll−a q−hz Aaxfl ®pC
HLC hC p¡j−e ¢e−u Bj¡−L h−p b¡L−a quz fs¡ −b−L E−W ¢L Ll−a q−h a¡J
h¡h¡ S¡−ee, Ahpl ¢h−e¡c−el SeÉ ®a¡ ¢a¢e ¢c−uC ®l−M−Re ®hNjz
−j¢VÊ−Ll gm −k¢ce ®h¢l−u−R, lh£¾cÐe¡b c¡p c¤f¤−ll ¢c−L AhL¡−n R¤−V H−p
Eõ¡−p SudÄ¢e Ll−mez B¢j fÐbj ¢hi¡−N f¡n L−l¢Rz Mhl¢V ö−e kMe B¢j
h¡¢sju M¤¢n−a m¡g¡¢µR, h¡h¡ H−me, q¡−a fl£r¡l g−ml L¡NSz ¢a¢e Bj¡−L
L¡−R ®X−L j¡ j¡ h−m S¢s−u dl−he, M¡yQ¡ i−l lp−N¡õ¡, j¡m¡CL¡¢l,L¡−m¡S¡j,
QjQj H−e h¡¢sl ph¡C−L M¡Ju¡−he,H hÉ¡f¡−l B¢j A−eLV¡C ¢e¢ÕQaz kMe
Bj¡−L X¡L−me, M¤¢n−a Ef−Q JW¡ j¤M¢V ¢e−u L¡−R ®Nm¡jz h¡h¡l B¢m‰−el
A−fr¡u kMe Bj¡l nl£l fÐÙ¹¤a, h¡h¡l q−o¡ÑµRÆ¡p Efm¢ì Ll−a kMe Bj¡l je
fÐÙ¹¤a, N¡−m nš² HL Qs L¢o−u hm−me, b¡XÑ ¢X¢ine f¡ÚCRp, m‹¡ L−l e¡?
b¡XÑ ¢X¢ine? Ù¹¢ña j¤M h¡h¡−L öd−l ®cu, B¢j ®a¡ g¡ØVÑ ¢X¢ine f¡C¢Rz
h¡h¡ Hh¡l Bj¡l j¤−M j¡b¡u œ²j¡Na Q−sl heÉ¡ hC−u ¢c−a ¢c−a h−me, ØV¡l
f¡CRp? f¡p e¡Cz LuX¡ −mV¡l f¡CRp? ®mV¡l e¡ f¡Cu¡ g¡øÑ ¢X¢ine f¡Ju¡ j¡−e
qCm V¡CeÉ¡ V¤CeÉ¡ f¡n Ll¡,V¡CeÉ¡ V¤CeÉ¡ f¡n Ll¡ j¡−e b¡XÑ ¢X¢ine f¡Ju¡z
Bh¡¢pL BcnÑ h¡¢mL¡ ¢hcÉ¡uae ®b−L ®j¡V ¢aeSe fÐbj ¢hi¡−N f¡n L−l−R,
®LEC a¡lL¡M¢Qa euz L¡lJ ®mV¡l ®S¡−V¢ez a¡ e¡ ®q¡L, ¢hcÉ¡ju£ CnL¤m ®bCL¡
®a¡ f¡C−R, ¢Sm¡ CnL¤m −bCL¡ ®a¡ f¡C−R! h¡h¡ Bj¡−L L¡e d−l ¢qs¢qs L−l
®V−e ¢e−u fs¡l ®V¢h−ml L¡−R d¡‚¡ ¢c−u ®gm−mez c¡y−a c¡ya O−o hm−me, k¡l¡
ØV¡l f¡C−R, a¡l¡ i¡a M¡C−R,a¤C M¡p e¡C? j¡ØV¡l l¡CM¡ a−l B¢j fs¡C¢R, b¡XÑ
¢X¢ine f¡Ju¡l m¡CN¡ e¡¢L, q¡l¡jS¡¢cz p¡j−e HL¢V hC M¤−m B¢j ¢ÙÛl h−p
b¡¢L, hC−ul Ar−l VfVf fs−a b¡−L ®e¡e¡ Smz

A−eL l¡−a ph¡C O¤¢j−u ®N−m B¢j ®hs¡−ml ja nëq£e ®qy−V ®qy−V Cyc¤−ll
¢ho M¤yS−a b¡¢Lz Bj¡l HC ®h−s JW¡ nl£l, Bj¡l HC EáV A¢Ù¹aÅ, Bj¡l HC
Afc¡bÑ j¢Ù¹×L ph ¢LR¤C Bj¡−L Hje HLl¢š L−l ®a¡−m ®k r¤â q−a q−a r¤â
®b−L r¤âal C−µR L−l AcªnÉ q−u ®k−az Cyc¤−ll −L¡eJ ¢ho ®S¡−V e¡, k¡ ®S¡−V
a¡ O−ll ®L¡−Z d¤−m¡ fs¡ HL¢V Cyc¤l dl¡l g¡ycz

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Bh¡¢pL BcnÑ h¡¢mL¡ ¢hcÉ¡ua−e pçj ®nÐe£ ®b−L fТa¢V ®nÐZ£−aC hª¢š ®f−u¢R
B¢j, ®p hª¢šl HL¢V V¡L¡J ®L¡eJ¢ce ¢e−Sl SeÉ l¡M−a ®ce¢e h¡h¡, …−e …−e
a¤−m ¢e−u ®N−Rez j¡ h−m−Re, al h¡h¡ al i¢hoÉ−al SeÉ Sj¡ l¡Ma¡−R V¡L¡z a¤C
hs qC−m ¢chz j¡l Lb¡ ¢hnÄ¡p qa Bj¡lz h¡h¡l q¡−a Q−m k¡Ju¡ V¡L¡−L ¢e−Sl
V¡L¡ ®i−h HLdl−Zl ü¢Ù¹ qaz hs q−u JC V¡L¡u Ol ®h¡T¡C hC −Le¡l üfÀ
®cMa¡jz Cu¡p¢je f’j ®nÐZ£−a c¤h¡l ®b−L HL¢V L¡™ O¢V−u−R, J−L CnL¤m
®h¡−XÑl hª¢š fl£r¡u h¢p−u¢R−me h¡h¡, fl£r¡u i¡m L−l J ¢c¢hÉ hª¢š ®f−u ®N−Rz
HMe Cu¡p¢je−L X¡L−a q−m h¡h¡ h−me, LC hª¢šd¡l£ R¡œ£ LC! f’j ®nÐZ£l hª¢š
fl£r¡ Bj¡l ®cJu¡ qu ¢e, Aøj ®nÐZ£l¢V ®cJu¡ q−mJ Lf¡−m ¢LR¤ ®S¡−V¢ez
Lf¡−m ¢LR¤ ®S¡−V¢e h−mC Bj¡−L ö¢e−u ö¢e−u Cu¡p¢je−L hª¢šd¡l£ R¡œ£ h−m
X¡−Le h¡h¡z ®Lhm a¡C eu, h¡h¡ Bj¡−L ecÑj¡l L£−Vl p−‰ a¤me¡ L−l−Re A−eLz
ö−e ¢e−S−L A−eLh¡lC p¢aÉCecÑj¡l L£V h−m j−e q−u−Rz a¡lL¡M¢Qa fÐbj
¢hi¡N ®S¡−V¢e h−mJ Bh¡l ¢e−S−L ecÑj¡l L£V h−m j−e q−a b¡−Lz Q¾ce¡ ¢àa£u
¢hi¡−N f¡n L−l−Rz H ¢e−u a¡l ®L¡eJ c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡ ®eCz ¢àa£u ¢hi¡−NC f¡n L−l−R
®h¢nl i¡N R¡œ R¡œ£z ¢àa£u ¢hi¡N k¢c Bj¡l S¤Va, a−h h¡h¡ Q¡h−L Bj¡−L
lš²¡š² L−l h¡¢s ®b−L p¢aÉ p¢aÉ a¡¢s−u ¢c−ae, Bj¡l cªt ¢hnÄ¡pz ®p c¤OÑVe¡
O−V¢e h−m ü¢Ù¹ ®S¡−V, fÐbj ¢hi¡N f¡Ju¡l g−m L−m−S hª¢š f¡h, ¢h−e fup¡u
L−m−S fsh, h¡h¡ hª¢š ¢S¢ep¢V M¤h fR¾c L−le, M¡¢eLV¡ q−mJ i¡lj¤š² qCz A¿¹a
H hÉ¡f¡l¢V e¡ OV−m EW−a hp−a h¡h¡l c¡ya ¢My−Q¡−e¡ ®cM−a qaz HMeJ ®k qu e¡
a¡ euz B¢j ¢e¢ÕQa, hª¢š e¡ S¤V−m BlJ qaz
L−m−S i¢aÑ q−a ®L¡eJ fl£r¡l clL¡l qu¢ez −j¢VÊ−Ll gm ®c−MC i¢aÑ L−l
¢e−u−R L−m−Sz M¡−j¡L¡ Bj¡−L −j¢VÊL fl£r¡l flJ ®pC CnL¤−ml hC…−m¡ fs−a
q−u−R, ®i−h Bg−p¡p quz pju…−m¡ Akb¡ E−s ®N−R, q¡Ju¡u E−s−Rz Bl ¢L
LMeJ ¢g−l Bp−h Aje Ahpl!pju qua A−eL Bp−h, ®j¢VÊ−Ll f−ll pju Bl
Bp−h e¡z
Be¾c−j¡qe L−m−S i¢aÑ qJu¡l C−µR ¢Rm, J L−m−S Bh¡l ®R−ml¡J f−s,
−R−m−cl p−‰ N¡−u N¡ m¡¢N−u h−p LÓ¡p Ll−a ¢c−a Bl ¢k¢eC ¢ce e¡ ®Le, h¡h¡
®c−he e¡z O¡s d−l, Be¾c−j¡q−el i¡m L−mS ¢q−p−h e¡j b¡L−mJ, j¤¢je¤¢æp¡l
®L¡eJ e¡j e¡ b¡L, ®k−qa¤ H¢V ®j−u−cl L−mS, H¢V−a Bj¡−L Y¤¢L−u, A−eLV¡
q¡y−pl ®M¡yu¡−s k¡h¡l h¡ue¡ e¡LQ L−l ¢c−u j¤l¢N−L Bl cnV¡ j¤l¢Nl p−‰ HL
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L−m−S H−p, aaV¡ qCe¡, Hl L¡lZ Q¾ce¡z Jl h¡h¡J J−L d−l ®hy−d j¤¢je¤¢æp¡
L−m−S i¢aÑ L¢l−u−Rez Q¾ce¡−L ®f−u fТa¢ce HLn ®R−ml p−‰ ®cM¡ e¡ qJu¡l
c¤iÑ¡−NÉl SeÉ Lf¡m Q¡fs¡−e¡ ®a¡ c§−ll Lb¡, je L¡−m¡ L−l ®k c¤c™ HLm¡ h−p
b¡Lh, a¡ que¡z Be¾c−j¡qe Bj¡−cl L¡−R BL¡nf¡−ll ®L¡eJ lqpÉju pçj üNÑ
q−u lCm, J¢V−L Bf¡aa j¡Q¡u a¤−m ®l−M BlJ BlJ üfÀ °a¢l−a hÉÙ¹ q−u f¢s
B¢j Bl Q¾ce¡z j¤¢je¤¢æp¡ L−mS¢V nq−ll f¢ÕQj ®L¡−Z ¢hn¡m HL j¡−Wl Jflz
LÓ¡p qu HL¢V mð¡ ¢V−el O−l, N−”l CnL¤mO−ll ja Ol¢Vz B−lL¢c−L ea¤e JW¡
c¡m¡eOlz HC c¡m¡eO−l ¢h‘¡−el R¡œ£−cl ®h¢nl i¡N LÓ¡p quz CnL¤−ml ja HL
O−lC pjÙ¹ LÓ¡p euz HL Ol ®b−L B−lL O−l ®c±−s ®k−a qu ¢h¢iæ LÓ¡−pz HC
¢euj¢V Bj¡l fR¾c quz CnL¤−m ®pC pL¡−m HL¢V O−ll HL¢V ®h−’ hp¡ qm ®a¡
p¡l¡¢ce JM¡−eC h−p b¡L−a quz L−m−Sl BlJ HL¢V ¢euj Bj¡l i¡m m¡−Nz
a¤¢j k¢c ®L¡eJ LÓ¡−p e¡ k¡J, j¡−W h−p b¡−L¡ h¡ f¤L¤−ll f¡¢e−a f¡ X¤¢h−u h¡åh£l
p−‰ Nè Ll, −LE ®a¡j¡l Q¤−ml j¤¢W d−l ¢e−u h¢p−u ®c−h e¡ LÓ¡−p, HL LÓ¡p
®j−ul p¡j−e L¡e d−l HL WÉ¡wH c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡l n¡¢Ù¹ −a¡j¡−L ®f−a q−h e¡z LÓ¡−p
LÓ¡−p e¡j X¡L¡ q−µRz CnL¤−ml ja HL LÓ¡−p e¡j X¡L¡ qm ®a¡ ®p ¢e−u pL¡m
cnV¡ ®b−L ¢h−Lm f¡yQV¡ Ah¢c b¡L¡ euz L−m−Sl ea¤e ¢eu−j QjvLªa qC, ¢L¿º
L−mS ®b−L kMe C−µR aMe ®h−l¡−a f¡lh e¡, H ¢euj¢V Bj¡l ®j¡−VJ i¡m m¡−N
e¡z Q¾ce¡l ®a¡ m¡−NC e¡z L−m−S i¢aÑ qJu¡l B−N J A−eLh¡l h−m−R, L−m−S
fs¡l jS¡ ¢L S¡ep? CµR¡ qC−m LÓ¡p Ll¢h, CµR¡ e¡ qC−m Ll¢h e¡z kMe CµR¡
L−mS ®bCL¡ h¡Cl qCu¡ fs¡ k¡Chz ¢WL L−mS R¤¢Vl V¡C−j h¡¢s−a BCu¡ fs−mC
qCmz HC üfÀ Bj¡−L ¢h−i¡l Lj L−l¢ez ¢L¿º L−m−S ®k−a öl¦ L−l Rg¤V mð¡
p¡−fl ja L¡−m¡ ¢jn¢j−n nl£−ll Q¤mq£e c¡yaq£e NNe−L ®c−M Bj¡l ¢f−m Qj−L
J−Wz ¢L ®l h¡h¡, c¡−l¡u¡e ®Le? CnL¤−ml ®N−V c¡−l¡u¡e b¡−Lz CnL¤−ml h¡µQ¡−cl
SeÉz L−m−S fs¡ hs ®j−u−cl SeÉ, k¡l¡ ¢e−Sl c¡¢uaÅ ¢e−SC ¢e−a f¡−l, a¡−cl
SeÉ f¡q¡l¡ hp¡−e¡l ®a¡ ®L¡eJ k¤¢š² ®eC! Q¾ce¡ HLjaz pL¡m cnV¡u L−m−S
H−p¢Rz c¤−V¡ O¾V¡ ®L¡eJ LÓ¡p ®eCz Q¾ce¡ h−m Qm h¡C−l k¡Cz h¡C−l ®L¡b¡u a¡l
®L¡eJ ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ¢eC e¡z h¡C−lz HC p£j¡e¡l h¡C−lz h¡¢sl p£j¡e¡l h¡C−l ®k−a ®kje
Eam¡ qC, HC L−mS p£j¡e¡l h¡C−l ®k−aJz ¢L¿º Qm hm−mC ¢L k¡Ju¡ qu, ®N−Vl
¢c−L ®k−a ¢e−mC NNe Bj¡−cl Mf L−l d−l ®ia−l Y¤¢L−u ®cu, c¤O¾V¡ Bj¡−cl
Ll¡l ¢LR¤ ®eCz e¡ b¡Lz ah¤ ®N−Vl h¡C−l HL f¡ J ®gm¡ k¡−h e¡z k¡−h e¡ ®a¡
k¡−hC e¡z NNe−L k¤¢š² ¢c−u ®h¡T¡−a ®Qø¡ L¢l, Bjl¡ Bl ®R¡V ®eC, hs q−u¢R.
Bjl¡ q¡¢l−u k¡h e¡, h¡ ®L¡eJ ®R−mdl¡ Bj¡−cl hÙ¹¡u f¤−l ®L¡b¡J ¢e−uJ k¡−h
e¡z NN−e ah¤ NeN−e B…e, −L¡eJ ®jOhª¢øl ¢R−V−g¡yV¡ −eCz NNe Bj¡−cl ü−fÀl
®mS d−l R¤y−s ®cu c§−ll ecÑj¡uz −j−u−cl L−m−Sl ¢euj q−µR, HLh¡l Y¤−L ®N−m
clS¡ hå q−u ®Nm, ®pC ¢h−L−m R¤¢Vl O¾V¡ fs−h ®a¡ ®h−l¡−a f¡l−hz CnL¤−ml
cnV¡ f¡yQV¡ ¢eu−jl j−dÉ Ha hRl h¢¾c b¡L¡l fl L−m−S H−p k¢c f¡M¡ e¡ ®jm−a
f¡¢l, a−h Bl L−m−S Bp¡ ®Le! Be¾c−j¡qe L−m−S ®R−m−j−ul¡ kMe M¤¢n
®Y¡−L, kMe M¤¢n ®h−l¡uz Bl j¤¢je¤¢æp¡l ®j−ul¡, ®k−qa¤ Hl¡ ®j−u, Hl¡ hs q−u
®N−mJ H−cl hs h−m ‘¡e Ll¡ que¡, a¡C Bh¡lJ cnV¡ f¡yQV¡l ¢q−nh, Bh¡lJ
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CE¢egjÑ, n¡c¡ f¡S¡j¡, n¡c¡ S¡j¡, m¡m Jse¡z CnL¤m ®R−s L−m−S e¡j ¢m¢M−u¢R,
c¡m¡e f¡m−V−R, j¡ØV¡l f¡m−V−R, hCfœ f¡m−V−R ¢L¿º ¢euj JC HLC B−Rz
L−mS QaÅ−lC ¢hjoÑ ®O¡l¡O¤¢l L−l Bj¡−cl pju f¡l Ll−a quz
Jse¡ hÙ¹¤¢V Bj¡l ®kje AfR¾c, Q¾ce¡lJz J hÙ¹¤¢V d¡lZ e¡ L−lC Bjl¡ j¡−T
j−dÉ Ecu qC L−m−Sz L−m−Sl R¡œ£ ¢nrL−cl R¡e¡hs¡ ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e h¤¢T ®k
Hje AhnÉ-Sl¦¢l hÙ¹¤¢V−L ¢ehÑ¡pe ¢c−u¢R h−m pL−mC jjÑ¡qaz L¡lJ j−jÑl fТa
Ec¡l qJu¡ Bj¡−cl Q−jÑ aa ®eCz L−mS öl¦ qJu¡l fl ¢nrL ¢n¢rL¡ pÇf−LÑ −k
A¢i‘a¡ p’u L¢l a¡−a A¿¹a HCV¤L¤ h¤¢T ®k Aw−Ll ¢nrL ®che¡b Qœ²ha£Ñl LÓ¡p
SNa E−ÒV ®N−mJ g¡y¢L ®cJu¡ Qm−h e¡z h¡¢L ¢nrL ¢n¢rL¡−cl LÓ¡p M¤h fÐ−u¡Se
e¡ q−m h¡cz h¡wm¡l ¢nrL Bhc¤m q¡¢Lj ¢k¢e ®j¡l hm−a ¢N−u j¤l h−me, HLC
lLj ®Q¡l−L Q¤l, ®a¡l¡−L a¤l¡, ®S¡s¡−L S¤s¡--ay¡l LÓ¡−p ¢N−u ¢QlL¤V Q¡m¡Q¡¢m Ll,
q¡¢Ljh¡h¤l R¢h By−L¡, Q’¤e¡n¡, LcjRy¡V Q¤m, e¡−L ®T¡m¡ Qnj¡; f¤Ù¹¢L f−cÉ je
hp¡−e¡l ®L¡eJ L¡lZ ®eC ®k−qa¤ je Bj¡−cl A−eL B−NC fcÉ¡œ²¡¿¹z nУja£
p¤¢ja¡ e¡q¡J h¡wm¡ fs¡e, ¢a¢e kMe h¡wm¡ NcÉ f−cÉl hZÑe¡ L−le, fÐbj p¡¢ll
®j−u R¡s¡ Bl L¡lJ p¡dÉ −eC ay¡l L˜ül ®n¡−e, L˜ül¢V−L j¡¢Vl L¡R¡L¡¢R ®l−M
HLlLj h¡y¢Q−u Q−me ¢a¢e, k−bø EyQ¤−a EW−m ®p ü−ll i§f¡¢aa qJu¡l BnwL¡
B−R h−mC quaz ¢a¢e e¡j£ lh£¾cÐp‰£a ¢nÒf£,ay¡l ü¡j£ B−m¡Lju e¡q¡J ¢nÒf£z
¢nÒf£ Bh¡l l¡Se£¢a¢hcJz HLh¡l ®i¡−V c¡ys¡−me ®a¡ f¡n L−l ®N−mez i¡m
l¡Se£¢a¢hc ¢a¢e, ®p L¡l−Z euz i¡m N¡uL ¢a¢e, ®p L¡l−ZCz lp¡ue¢h‘¡−el
¢n¢rL¡ e¡L phpju L¤yQ−L l¡−Me, ®ke fª¢bh£l fТa¢V hÙ¹¤ ®b−L c¤NÑå ®h−l¡−µRz
e¡¢L p¤−l lp¡ue fs¡ez ¢L fs¡−µRe LÓ¡−pl ®j−ul¡ ®LE h¤T¤L e¡ h¤T¤L, ¢a¢e
f¢s−u k¡ez O¾V¡ fs¡l p−‰ p−‰ L¤¢’a e¡L ¢e−uC ®h¢l−u k¡ez qW¡v HL¢ce
lp¡ue LÓ¡−p q¡¢pl cjL b¡j¡−a e¡ ®f−l B¢j Bl Q¾ce¡ n¡¢Ù¹ ¢q−p−h LÓ¡pOl ®b−L
®h¢l−u k¡Ju¡l p¤−k¡N ®f−u Bqm¡−c h¡y¢Q e¡z fc¡bÑ¢h‘¡−el ¢nrL −W¡y−V ®k h¢ˆj
q¡¢p T¤¢m−u LÓ¡−p ®Y¡−Le, a¡−a −L¡e ®L¡e ®j−ul q©c−u Eo· q¡Ju¡ hu a¡ Ae¤j¡e
Ll−a ®Qø¡ L¢l B¢j Bl Q¾ce¡ c¤SeCz S£h¢h‘¡e LÓ¡−p M¡¢eLV¡ ®YE J−W, hÉ¡P
d−l −j¡−jl ®VÊ−a hÉ¡P−L ¢Qv L−l öC−u h¤L−fV ®L−V ®cM¡−a q−h f¡La¿»z −j¡V¡
n¡c¡ L¡N−S ByL−a q−h e¡e¡lLj S£hS¿ºl R¢hz R¢h j¡−eC Bj¡l l¡SaÅz
p¡l¡¢ceC HCQ¢h, ¢h, ¢bË¢h CaÉ¡¢c e¡e¡ e¡−jl ®fe¢pm ¢c−u L¡l¦L¡S L−l R¢h
By¢L, ®ke R¢h ByL¡l CnL¤−m i¢aÑ q−u¢Rz −c−M h¡h¡ h−me, g¡ma¤ L¡j l¡CM¡
hC−ul fs¡ j¤MÙ¹ Llz h¡h¡l L¡−R S£h¢h‘¡−el R¢h ByL¡J g¡ma¤z hÉ¡P ¢e−u ®k−a
q−h L−m−S, hÉ¡PHl ®fR−e E−W¡e S¤−s ®c±s öl¦ quz hÉ¡P ®c±−s¡u, −fR−e Bjl¡
®c±−s¡Cz B¢j, Cu¡p¢je, j¡z ®no Ah¢c O−ll ®L¡−Z O¡f¢V ®j−l h−p b¡L¡ HL¢V
®p¡e¡hÉ¡P L¡N−Sl ®W¡P¡u i−l L−m−S ¢e−u hÉ¡PHl q¡a f¡ −V−e ®f−lL m¡¢N−u
®L−V f¡La¿» ®cM¡C h−V, ¢L¿º hÉ¡PHl j¡u¡u B¢j HjeC Ec¡p h−p b¡¢L ®k Q¾ce¡
H−p N¡ d¡‚¡ ¢c−m ®Qae ®g−l, ®Qae ®gl¡ j¡−e ®h¢l−u k¡Ju¡z LÓ¡pO−ll cjhå
Bhq¡Ju¡u ka Lj b¡L¡ k¡u, aa j‰mz ®h¢l−u k¡C S£h¢h‘¡−el mÉ¡hlV¢l ®b−Lz
Bj¡−cl f¡M¡ ®jm−a C−µR L−lz håe i¡P¡l SeÉ ®ia−l fÐhm aªo·¡l S¾j quz −pC
aªo·¡ ¢e−u, ®k−qa¤ p£j¡e¡ ¢X−P¡−e¡ Qm−h e¡, j¡−Wl −noj¡b¡l ¢nj¤mam¡u h−p c¤−dl
ü¡c ®O¡−m ¢j¢V−u L¢ha¡ f¢s c¤Se c¤S−elz f¤−l¡ L−m−Sl R¡œ£l¡ Bj¡−cl
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 fmLq£e ®Q¡−M ®c−M, Bjl¡ e¡¢L AeÉlLj, ¢WL ü¡i¡¢hL eCz Q¾ce¡ L−m−S
Bp¡l f−b HL ®R−ml ®fÐ−j aMe fs−R fs−R, Jl fs−R fs−Rl NÒf ö−e
Bj¡lJ C−µR qu HC n¡c¡j¡V¡ S£h−e al‰ a¤m−az ¢L¿º al‰ ®a¡m¡l ®LE ®a¡ ®eC
q¡−al L¡−Rz Bj¡l ®L¡eJ fs¢Rfs¢Rl NÒf ®eCz Bj¡l S£he S¤−s ®Lhm d¤ d¤
L−l ilc¤f¤−ll ¢eÙ¹ìa¡ Bl aç h¡m¤ju m¤ q¡Ju¡z hs ¢exü j−e qu ¢e−S−Lz
HL¢ce Cu¡p¢je−L ¢c−u n¡c¡ n¡−VÑl L¡−R m¤¢L−u HL¢V ¢QlL¤V f¡¢W−u, ®pC n¡c¡
n¡VÑ R¡c ®b−L k¡−L ®c−M h¤L ¢Yf¢Yf Lla HLpju, p¡−s cnV¡u L−mS ®N−V
b¡L−a h−m, fl¢ce L−m−S e¡ Y¤−L c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡ n¡c¡ n¡VÑ−L ¢l„¡u a¤−m ¢e−u
®p¡S¡ j¤š²¡N¡R¡ Q−m k¡Cz ¢l„¡ L−l Ha c§−ll fb j¤š²¡N¡R¡ k¡Ju¡l fÜ¢a ®R¡Vc¡l
L¡R ®b−L ®nM¡z ¢a¢e N£a¡−L ¢e−u a¡C Ll−aez ¢L¿º p¡l¡ fb B¢j NË¡j ®cM−a
®cM−a Lªo−Ll q¡mQ¡o ®cM−a ®cM−a l¡Ù¹¡l ¢Le¡−l h−p b¡L¡ n£ZÑ Nl¦ ®cM−a
®cM−a j¤š²¡N¡R¡ k¡C, ¢N−u ¢hMÉ¡a −N¡f¡m j™¡l ®c¡L¡e ®b−L c¤−V¡ j™¡ ¢L−e −M−u
Bh¡l ®pC ¢l„¡ L−lC ¢g−l B¢p L−mS ®N−Vz f−b n¡c¡ n¡−VÑl ¢LR¤ ¢LR¤
AfÐ−u¡Se£u fÐ−nÀl Eš−l qÉ¡y h¡ e¡ R¡s¡ Bj¡l Bl ¢LR¤ hm¡ qu e¡z OVe¡¢V O¢V−u
Bj¡l f¤mL m¡−N h−V, p¡wO¡¢aL HL¢V L¡™ L−l Q¾ce¡−L ®pC L¡−™l B−cÉf¡¿¹
hZÑe¡ L−l p¡qp£ h−e k¡C h−V, ¢L¿º n¡c¡ n¡−VÑl SeÉ B¢j mr L¢l, Bj¡l je
®Lje Ll−R e¡z C−µR Ll−R e¡ BlJ HL¢ce a¡−L ¢e−u c§−l ®L¡b¡J f¡¢m−u q¡Ju¡
®M−a ®k−az
Hl j−dÉ HL¢V c¤OÑVe¡ O−Vz Bj¡−L h¡¢s H−p f¢s−u k¡Ju¡l SeÉ −che¡b
Qœ²ha£Ñ−L ¢e−u¡N L−l−Re h¡h¡z ®che¡b Qœ²ha£Ñl h¡¢s−a R¡œ R¡œ£l¡ cm ®hy−d
fs−a k¡u Bl Bj¡−L ay¡l ja f¢™a ®m¡L l¡¢S q−u−Re h¡¢s H−p fs¡−a,Q¡¢–
M¡¢e Lb¡ eu, p£j¡ R¡s¡−e¡ ®p±i¡NÉ! ¢L¿º Hl HL¢V ¢hfc mr L¢l, L−m−Sl LÓ¡−p
Bj¡l nУj¤MM¡e¡ ay¡l cnÑe Ll¡ Q¡Cz ®Lhm cnÑe Ll¡ eu, ka fÐnÀ ay¡l, ph
Bj¡−LC Ll¡ Q¡C, Hhw p¢WL Ešl Bl L¡lJ eu, Bj¡l L¡R ®b−LC ay¡l ®n¡e¡
Q¡Cz M¤h ü¡i¡¢hL i¡−hC Bj¡l f−r Ešl ®cJu¡ pñh qu e¡, Hhw ¢a¢e fТa LÓ¡−p
Bj¡l j¡b¡u Qs O¤¢p X¡ØV¡l ph ¢LR¤lC hoÑZ OV¡ez ¢h−L−m kMe ¢a¢e AhL¡−n
Ecu qe, nl£l Bj¡l Ahn q−u B−pz ®N¡mBm¤l ja nl£l, fl−e ¢Ql¡Q¢la e£m
n¡VÑ L¡−m¡ fÉ¡¾V, n¡−VÑl f−L−V HL¢V ®j¡V¡ L¡−m¡ Lmj, f−L−Vl ¢e−Q L¡¢ml c¡N,
f¡−u l¡h¡−ll L¡−m¡ S¤−a¡, ¢py¢b L−l Q¤m ByQs¡−e¡, j¤M i¢aÑ f¡e,−q−m c¤−m q¡y−Ve,
j¡e¤o¢V l¡Ù¹¡u ®qy−V k¡Ju¡ L¢mj¤¢Ÿe p¢mj¤¢Ÿe ®k ®LE q−a f¡la, ¢L¿º ¢a¢e ®che¡b
Qœ²ha£Ñ, ¢hn¡m j¡b¡ S¤−s S¢Vm ¢h‘¡−el ‘¡e, ay¡l L¡−R e¡ f−s ®L¡eJ R¡œ R¡œ£l
f−r pñh eu i¡m gm Ll¡ fl£r¡uz −che¡b f¢™−al L¡l−Z Bj¡l fТa¢V ¢h−Lm
dÄwp q−a b¡−Lz B¢j Aw−L i¤m Llm¡j ¢L fc¡bÑ¢h‘¡−el p§−œ ¢a¢e p−‰ p−‰ M¡a¡
hC cm¡−j¡Q¡ L−l R¤y−s ®g−m ®ce ®j−Tuz Cu¡p¢je B−n f¡−nC b¡−L J…−m¡
Bh¡l ®V¢h−m a¤−m ®cJu¡l SeÉz nš² nš² ¢Lm O¤¢p b¡ès ¢hl¡jq£e Qm−a b¡−L
Bj¡l j¡b¡ mr L−lz h¡¢sl j¡e¤−ol¡ fcÑ¡l Bs¡−m c¡y¢s−u Bj¡l Ll¦Z AhÙÛ¡ cnÑe
L−lz j¡ cu¡flhn q−u Cu¡p¢j−el q¡−a HL¢ce L¡yW¡m N¡−Rl HL¢V X¡m ®i−P
f¡W¡−me, ®ke H¢V ¢c−u Bj¡l ¢f−W j¡l¡ quz ¢f−W ®ke j¡l¡ qu, j¡b¡¢V ®ke h¡y−Qz
j¡b¡u ®kCi¡−h Eô¡ f¡ô¡ j¡−l, L−h e¡ S¡¢e j¡b¡X¡C k¡u! j¡ Bj¡l j¡b¡l ¢Q¿¹¡u
¢Q¢¿¹az ®che¡b f¢™−al l¡N kMe J−W, aMe Bl X¡−ml ¢c−L ay¡l ®Q¡M f−s e¡,
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X¡m f−s b¡−L X¡−ml ja, B−Nl ja Bj¡l j¡b¡u ¢Lm O¤¢p ®j−lC ®k−a b¡−Le
¢a¢e, Bh¡lJ B−Nl ja cm¡−j¡Q¡ L−l R¤y−s ®gm−a b¡−Le hCM¡a¡z Bj¡l ¢h−Lm
®Lhm eu, S£he A¢aù L−l ®a¡−me ®che¡b f¢™az

A¢aù S£h−e a¡lflJ E−šSe¡ Lj euz ¢h¢Qœ¡u hÉ¢š²Na ¢h‘¡fe e¡−j HL¢V
¢hi¡N öl¦ qJu¡l fl B¢j Bl Q¾ce¡ ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ¢eC H−a ¢mMhz HL¢V n−ël SeÉ
BVBe¡ MQÑ¡, Q¡l−V n−ë c¤V¡L¡z c¤¢aeV¡L¡l ®h¢n Bj¡l f−r ®k¡N¡s Ll¡ pñh
eu, L−m−Sl ¢l„¡i¡s¡l fup¡ h¡y¢Q−u L−mS ®b−L h¡¢s ®gl¡l f−b ®f¡ØV¡¢f−p
−e−j j¡¢eAXÑ¡l gl−j ¢h‘¡fe ¢m−M f¡W¡C, Q¾ce¡Jz ¢p−e f¢œL¡u Qm¢Q−œl
Q¡m¢Qœ Bl ¢h¢Qœ¡u −cn-L¡m-pj¡S ¢e−u ®b¡s h¢s M¡s¡ M¡s¡ h¢s ®b¡sHl h¡C−l
k¡ C−µR a¡C ®mM¡l HL¢V ®j¡rj p¤−k¡N −S¡−V Bj¡−clz Bjl¡ k¡ C−µR a¡C Ll¡l
SeÉ RVgV Ll¡ c¤Se j¡e¤oz L¢h l¢gL BS¡c hÉ¢š²Na ¢h‘¡fe ¢c−u−Re, HL¢V
Q¤j¤ ¢c−m HL¢V L¢ha¡ ®ch, −c−M Evp¡q LÉ¡P¡l¦l ja m¡g¡uz Q¾ce¡ Bl B¢j c¤Se
¢j−m ¢m¢M, Bjl¡ HL BaÈ¡ HL fСZz B¢j ¢m¢M B¢j c¤l¿¹ c¤hÑ¡l, Q¾ce¡ ®m−M BC
Hj cÉ¡ ®NË−VØVz Bh¡lJ ¢Qœ¡m£l f¡a¡l ja L¡™ O−V, B¢j HL¢V ¢m¢M ®a¡
Bj¡−L ¢e−u L¤¢sSe ®m−M, ®LE f−r, ®LE ¢hf−rz j¡œ c¤−V¡ ¢ae−V në ¢c−u Ns¡
HL¢V h¡LÉ jl¡ f¤L¤−l f¡bl ®R¡ys¡l ja, f¤L¤l S¤−s ®YE J−Wz f¡−s h−p ®YE
®cM¡l Be¾c B¢j Bl Q¾ce¡ c¤SeC Ef−i¡N L¢lz Bj¡−cl N¢™l S£he, Q¡l¢c−L
®hs¡S¡m, f¡−u f¡−u ¢e−od, N¡−u N¡−u e¡, HC e¡ ¢e−od Aj¡eÉ Ll¡l n¢š² h¡ p¡qp
Bjl¡ në ¢c−u ASÑe L¢lz Bj¡−cl në…−m¡ Hje pN−hÑ pc−ñ EµQ¡¢la ®k fs−m
®k ®LE ®i−h h−p AqwL¡¢l, A¢he£a, EÜaje¡, Eæ¡¢pL c¤−V¡ ENË ¢L−n¡l£, h¡yde
j¡−e e¡, e£¢al£¢al ®b¡s¡C ®a¡u¡‚¡ L−l;k¢cJ h¡Ù¹h pÇf§ZÑC ¢hfl£a, h¡yde e¡ j¡e¡
S£he¢V ®Lhm Bj¡−cl ü−fÀl S£hez A−e−L Bh¡l HJ i¡−h, HL j¡e¤−ol Bs¡−m
c¤¢V e¡j, Q¾ce¡ Bl ap¢mj¡ ¢iæ −L¡eJ A¢Ù¹aÅ euz ¢l„¡i¡s¡ ®b−L n£−al ¢fyf−sl
ja c¤Be¡ Q¡lBe¡ p’u L−l ¢n¢n−h¡amL¡NS −b−L Bl h¡fc¡c¡l f−LV ®b−L
ay¡−cl ‘¡ap¡−l A‘¡ap¡−lJ ®k fup¡ L¡j¡C L¢l, a¡ hÉ¢š²Na ¢h‘¡f−el Ml-
®pË¡−a ®i−p ®k−a b¡−Lz
Q¾ce¡ Bl Bj¡l LMeJ öÜ h¡wm¡u Lb¡ qu¢e, phpj−uC juje¢pw−ql
NË¡jA’−ml i¡o¡uz Bj¡l ®Q−u H hÉ¡f¡−lJ Q¾ce¡ HL L¡¢W c¤ L¡¢W eu, Q¡l L¡¢W
Jf−lz B¢j h¢m, ®N¡pmV¡ LCl¡ B¢p, Q¾ce¡ h−m, …p¤mX¡ LCl¡ B¢qz Q¾ce¡l
i¡o¡ ö−e Bj¡l q¡¢p ®fa fÐbj fÐbj, ¢L¿º A¢Q−l ¢e−SC B¢j f¢aa qC JC i¡o¡l
S¡−mz ®L La ®h¢n B’¢mL në hÉhq¡l Ll−a f¡−l, a¡lC fТa−k¡¢Na¡ öl¦ q−u
k¡u Bj¡−cl j−dÉz hl¡hlC B¢j ®q−l k¡C Jl L¡−Rz CnL¤m L−m−S −k−a ®k−a
®R−m ®j−ul¡ B’¢mLa¡ kac§l pñh Lj¡−a ®Qø¡ L−lz Q¾ce¡ f¡hÑaÉ Q–NË¡−jl
l¡P¡j¡¢V A’m ®b−L H−p−R, h¡¢s−a Q¡Lj¡ i¡o¡u Lb¡ h−m, ¢L¿º h¡¢s ®b−L
®h−l¡−m Jl ja öÜ h¡wm¡ ®kje ®m¡−L Lj S¡−e, Jl ja B’¢mL p§−l Hhw n−ë
Lb¡ hm¡ S¾j ®b−L H nq−l ®h−s JW¡ ®m¡LJ S¡−e Ljz Q¾ce¡ Bj¡−L j¤‡ L−l
−a¡ h−VC, Ah¡LJ L−lz Q¾ce¡l p−‰ Lb¡ ®kje h−m¢R juje¢pw−ql AS f¡s¡ N¡yl
i¡o¡u, ¢Q¢W ®mM¡J ®p i¡o¡−aC q−u−Rz −m¡−L, H S¡¢e, j¤−M −k lLj i¡o¡−aC Lb¡
h−m, ¢Q¢Wl ®hm¡u öÜ i¡o¡ Q¡Cz Q¾ce¡ H ¢S¢ep¢V j¡−e¢e ®L¡eJ¢cez k¡l p−‰ ®k
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 i¡o¡u J Lb¡ h−m−R ®p i¡o¡−aC ¢Q¢W ¢m−M−Rz juje¢pw−q Bp¡l B−N J ¢Rm
L¤¢jõ¡u, L¤¢jõ¡l h¡åh£−L ¢Q¢W ¢m−M−R L¤¢jõ¡l B’¢mL i¡o¡u, L¤¢jõ¡ Bp¡l B−N
¢Rm Q–NË¡−j, JM¡eL¡l h¡åh£−L Q–NË¡−jl i¡o¡uz Bl Bj¡l p−‰ f¢lQ−ul fl ph
h¡åh£ h¡¢am L−l ¢c−u HL Bj¡−L ¢e−uC ®j−a b¡Lmz H¢c−L Bj¡l SN−a Q¾ce¡
R¡s¡ h¡¢Ll¡ d£−l d£−l ¢g−L q−a öl¦ L−l−Rz Bj¡l q¡a ¢Rm e¡ H−a, Q¾ce¡l
hÉ¢š²aÅ, A¢iehaÅ, Ap¡d¡lZaÅ Bj¡−L A¢ii§a L−l l¡−M, BµRæ L−l l¡−M pLm
pjuz −j¢VÊ−Ll fl Hhw L−mS öl¦ qJu¡l B−N M¤h p‰a L¡l−ZC Bj¡−cl ®cM¡
qJu¡l p¤−k¡N ¢Rm Ljz O−l h−p b¡L−a Bj¡−L ®kje qa, Q¾ce¡−LJz h¡åh£l
h¡¢s ®hs¡−a ®k−a f¡lh kMe aMe, fÐnÀC J−W e¡z h¡C−l ®hl qJu¡ j¡−e j¡l p−‰
e¡¢eh¡¢s ®hs¡−a k¡Ju¡, f£lh¡¢s k¡Ju¡ ®a¡ A−eL B−N h¡cC ¢c−u¢R, j¡l L¡R
®b−L Ae¤j¢a f¤−l¡ e¡ ¢e−a f¡l−mJ A¿¹a ¢ejl¡¢S L¢l−u ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰
Ae¤ù¡e¡¢c−a k¡Ju¡, c¡c¡l p−‰ ¢p−ej¡u k¡Ju¡z ¢p−ej¡u phpju c¤f¤−ll ®n¡H
®ka¡j, h¡h¡ ®ke ®Vl e¡ f¡ez ®n¡ ®no qa ¢h−L−m, a¢sO¢s h¡¢s ¢g−l B¢j c¡c¡
Cu¡p¢je Hje j¤M L−l h−p b¡La¡j ®ke L¢pÈe L¡−mJ ¢p−ej¡ L¡q¡−L h−m S¡¢e
e¡z Q¾ce¡−L ¢e−uJ L¢ce ¢N−u¢R ¢p−ej¡u, a−h ®p c¡c¡lC Buš¡d£e q−uz
BmjN£l Lh£−ll p£j¡e¡ ®f¢l−u R¢h¢V ®c−M Bp¡l fl ®c−M Bp¡l fl R¢h−a
h¤mh¤m Bq−j−cl pwm¡f Bj¡−cl j¤−M j¤−M ¢glaz ®h¡L¡ ®p¡L¡ ®a¡am¡ ®m¡−Ll
i§¢jL¡u A¢ieu Ll−a ¢N−u HL ¢eSÑe à£−f h¤mh¤m h−m¢R−me SunÊ£−L, a al m¡
m¡CN¡ B¢j ¢L e¡ Ll¢R, a a−l B¢j h¤−L l¡M¢R, ¢f−W l¡M¢R .. ! h¤mh¤−ml HC
pwm¡f Bj¡l Bl Q¾ce¡l j¤−M j¤−M ¢glaz j§ma Q¾ce¡C öl¦ L−l¢Rm, Jl ®R¡Vi¡C
p¡S¤l p−‰ Jl HL cg¡ k¤Ü q−u k¡Ju¡l flz p¡S¤l q¡−a ¢LmQs ®M−u r¤ì Q¾ce¡
Bj¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ q−aC OVe¡l hZÑe¡ L−l hmm, J Jl m¡CN¡ B¢j ¢L e¡ Ll¢R, J
J−l B¢j h¤−L l¡M¢R, ®f −f−V l¡M¢R, j¡ j¡b¡u l¡M¢R, L¡−å l¡M¢Rz i¡C c¤−V¡l
p−‰ k¤Ü ¢hNË−ql L¡l−Z Bqa qJu¡l ®L¡eJ Lø Q¾ce¡ f¤−o l¡Ma e¡, ¢L¿º HL¢V
Lø J S£heil f¤−o ®l−M−Rz j¢me¡ Q¡Lj¡ kMe S¾j ¢c−u¢R−me LeÉ¡ p¿¹¡e, p¤hÐa
Q¡Lj¡ hs HL¢V c¡ ¢e−u ¢e−Sl LeÉ¡−L Bya¤l O−l qaÉ¡ Ll−a H−p¢R−me, LeÉ¡
ay¡l fR¾c eu h−mz Bya¤lO−l BaÈ£u−cl qÙ¹−r−f Q¾ce¡ ®hy−Q ®N−R ¢WLC, j¢me¡
Q¡Lj¡ Hlfl c¤−V¡ f¤œp¿¹¡e S¾j ®cJu¡l fl Q¾ce¡l Jfl ®œ²¡d¢VJ p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡l
L−j−R, ¢L¿º Q¾ce¡ LMeC Jl h¡h¡−L rj¡ Ll−a f¡−l¢e, HMeJ c¤xü−fÀl ja
cªnÉ¢V ¢chplSe£ Jl j−el ®ial e¡−R¡sh¡¾c¡l ja h−p b¡−Lz
®R¡Vc¡ Mhl Be−me, ¢Qf¡Q−pl Ae¤ù¡e q−µR, Y¡L¡ ®b−L A¢i−ea¡ h¤mh¤m
Bq−jc Bp−Rez ®pC h¤mh¤m Bq−jc, i¡m A¢i−ea¡ ¢q−p−h ky¡l MÉ¡¢a, Aá¤a¤−s
j¡lc¡‰¡ R¢h−a Bl ®k A¢i−ea¡C b¡L¤e h¤mh¤m Bq−jc ®eC −pC h¤mh¤mz p§kÑLeÉ¡
R¢hl h¤mh¤mzp£j¡e¡ ®f¢l−ul h¤mh¤mz Q¾ce¡l p¤−k¡N qu¢e Ae¤ù¡−e k¡Ju¡l, h¡¢s
®b−L Jl Ae¤j¢a ®j−m¢ez ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰J h¡C−l ®h−l¡−e¡ pqS Lb¡ eu, ®R¡Vc¡
h−M k¡Ju¡ ®R−m, ay¡l p−‰ O¤−l Bj¡−L eø q−a ¢c−a h¡¢sl ®LE l¡¢S eez ¢L¿º
a¡lflJ Ae¤j¢a ®S¡−V, Qm¢µQ−œl A¢i−ea¡ A¢i−eœ£l SeÉ j¡l HL dl−el
frf¡a B−R, kaC ¢a¢e d¡¢jÑL −q¡e e¡ ®Lez −Q¡−Ml p¡j−e ¢p−ej¡l e¡uL−L
®cMh, E−šSe¡u RVgV Ll¢Rz −R¡Vc¡ hm−me A−V¡NË¡g M¡a¡ mC−a i¤¢mp e¡z
A−V¡NË¡g M¡a¡ hm−a ®L¡eJ M¡a¡C Bj¡l ®eCz k¡h¡l f−b HL¢V m¡m e£m ph¤S
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l−Pl L¡NSAm¡ M¡a¡ ¢L−e ¢c−me ®R¡Vc¡z h¤mh¤m Bq−jc h−p¢R−me ¢hn¡m HL
®V¢h−ml HL ®L¡−Z, Bl ®pC ®V¢h−ml ¢Le¡l ®Oy−p ®m¡L ¢Rm h−p, c¡y¢s−uz pqS
i¢‰−a ¢a¢e Lb¡ h−m k¡¢µR−me ph¡l p−‰ ®ke Hl¡ ay¡l S¾j S¾j ®Qe¡z k¡yl k¡ fÐnÀ
¢Rm, ®q−p Ešl ¢c¢µR−mez kMe A−V¡NË¡g ®eh¡l pju qm, h¤L L¡yf¢Rm, ¢L hmh
a¡y−L? Bfe¡l A¢ieu M¤h i¡m m¡−Nz A¢ieu ¢eÕQu M¤h i¡m m¡−N, a¡ e¡ q−m
HM¡−e Bp¡ ®Le, A−V¡NË¡g ®eJu¡C h¡ ®Le! A−V¡NË¡g ®cJu¡l pju e¡j kMe
¢S−‘p Ll−me, B¢j jªc¤ L−ã e¡j¢V EµQ¡lZ Llm¡j, ¢a¢e f¤−l¡ e¡j S¡e−a
Q¡C−me!hm¡l fl fС−Z¡µRm q¡¢p−a Bj¡−L A¢ii§a L−l hm−me, a¤¢j ap¢mj¡
e¡p¢le? a¤¢j Bj¡l A−V¡NË¡g ®e−h ¢L! B¢j ®a¡ ®eh ®a¡j¡l A−V¡NË¡gz a¤¢j ®a¡
Bj¡l ®Q−u ¢hMÉ¡a ®q! B¢j j¤M m¤−L¡m¡j ®R¡Vc¡l Bs¡−mz ¢p−ej¡l ®m¡−Ll¡ ®k
Bl p¡d¡lZ j¡e¤−ol jaC j¡e¤o, a¡l¡J ®k q¡−p L¡y−c N¡m ®cu N¡m M¡u, a¡l¡J ®k
®fµR¡h f¡uM¡e¡ L−l, a¡−clJ ®k p¢cÑ qu, N¡ jÉ¡SjÉ¡S L−l B−N Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p e¡
q−mJ h¤mh¤m Bq−jc−L L¡R ®b−L ®cM¡l fl qmz l¡‹¡L, Lhl£, B¢Sj, p¤S¡a¡,
S¡gl, h¢ha¡, BmjN£l n¡h¡e¡ pL−m −k Bj¡−cl ja j¡e¤o, a¡−a ¢h¾c¤j¡œ pwnu
lCm e¡z
Q¾ce¡ f¡s¡l H h¡¢s J h¡¢sl ®R−m ®R¡Ls¡−cl R¤y−s ®cJu¡ ¢Q¢W h¡ ¢QlL¤−Vl
M¤Q−l¡ ®fÐj ®R−s qW¡v S¡gl CLh¡−m ¢ej¢‹a quz S¡gl CLh¡m Qm¢µQœ SN−al
ph−Q−u p¤cnÑe e¡uLz e¡uL S¡gl CLh¡m Bl e¡¢uL¡ h¢ha¡l fÐZu ¢e−u e¡e¡ Lb¡
®mM¡ qu f¢œL¡uz Jph Bjl¡ −j¡−VJ f−l¡u¡ L¢l e¡z p¤cnÑe h−m Lb¡z Q¡l¢c−L
p¤cnÑ−el Hje Ai¡h ®k S¡gl R¡s¡ Bj¡−cl N¢a ®eC ®p Bjl¡ c¤SeC h¤¢Tz
HL¢ce ¢Qf¡Q−pl q−u ®R¡Vc¡ Y¡L¡u ¢N−u S¡gl CLh¡−ml p−‰ B—¡ ¢c−u H−me,
B¢j Bl Q¾ce¡ c¤SeC ®R¡Vc¡l Jfl ýj¢s ®M−u f¢s B−cÉ¡f¡¿¹ öe−az ö−e
BNË−ql B…−e BlJ ®plM¡¢eL ¢O f−sz ®R¡Vc¡l L¡R ®b−L S¡gl CLh¡−ml f¡yQ
eu¡fÒV−el h¡¢sl ¢WL¡e¡ ¢e−u ®p ¢WL¡e¡u HL¢V ¢Q¢W f¡W¡Cz c¤¢ce flC S¡gl
CLh¡−ml Ešlz S¡g ®mM¡ p¤¾cl L¡N−S i¤m h¡e¡−e hå¤ p−ð¡de L−l ®mM¡ ®R¡V
¢Q¢Wz BaÈq¡l¡ ¢h−Lm L¡−Vz fl¢ce pL¡−m Q¾ce¡−L a¡l h¡¢s ®b−L a¤−m ¢e−u AeÉ
¢c−el ja L−m−S k¡C h−V, a−h Bj¡−cl f¤−l¡ ¢ce S¤−s S¡gl R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤
b¡−L e¡z e¡ fs¡,e¡ ®mM¡,e¡ AeÉ ¢LR¤z ¢Q¢Wl h¡e¡e i¤m Bf¡aa Bjl¡ rj¡ L−l
¢cC, ®p S¡gl CLh¡m h−mC ¢cCz fœ¢ja¡ qJu¡l Ae¤−l¡d L−l k¡l¡C i¤m h¡e¡−e
¢Q¢W f¡W¡u, a¡−cl ¢L¿º l£¢aja E−fr¡ L¢lz Q¾ce¡−L S¡g−ll L¡−R ¢mM−a Cåe
®k¡N¡Cz ¢LR¤¢ce fl Jl L¡−RJ ¢Q¢W B−p S¡g−llz ®p ¢Q¢W ¢e−u J fl¢ce L−m−S
Bj¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ e¡ qJu¡l A−fr¡ L−l fСu-E−s AhL¡−n Q−m B−pz S¡g−ll
ü−fÀ Bj¡−cl c¤S−elC pju ¢nj¤m a¤−m¡l ja Es−a b¡−Lz c¡c¡l p−‰ ¢N−u c¤Se
c¤−V¡ Cw−l¢S R¢h ®c−M Bp¡l fl Bj¡l ®aje fТa¢œ²u¡ e¡ q−mJ, Q¾ce¡ EyQ¤ S¤−a¡
¢L−e S¡g−ll R¢h ®p S¤−a¡u ®py−V R¢hl Jfl BC m¡i CE ¢m−M ¢c¢hÉ L−m−S
Bp−a m¡Nmz −Lhm a¡C eu, ¢h−c¢n gÉ¡ne jÉ¡N¡¢SeHl ¢XS¡Ce ®c−M HL¢V mð¡
ú¡VÑ h¡¢e−u, f−l, j¡b¡u HL¢V hs qÉ¡V m¡¢N−u ¢c¢hÉ O¤−l ®hs¡−a m¡Nm, ®m¡−L
®Q¡M ®N¡m L−l Q¾ce¡−L ®c−M, ®ke J H nq−ll −a¡ euC, H SN−alJ ®LE euz
B¢jJ ¢WL HLC l−Pl HLC lLj L¡fs ¢L−e Q¾ce¡l ú¡−VÑl ja HL¢V ú¡VÑ h¡e¡Cz
gÉ¡n−el ®L¡eJ ®h¡d Bj¡l ®ial B−N ¢Rm e¡, h£S¢V Q¾ce¡C hfe L−lz Hl j−dÉ
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 Bj¡l fСQ£ef¿Û£ h¡h¡ HL¢V L¡™ OV¡e k¡ Bj¡−cl k¤Nfv ¢h¢pÈa J j¤‡ L−lz ¢a¢e
h¡¢s−a HL¢V ®V¢m−g¡e B−eez ®V¢m−g¡e¢V a¡m¡ ®cJu¡ p¤al¡w h¡¢s ®b−L ®L¡b¡J
Lb¡ hm¡l p¤¢h−d ®eCz −V¢m−g¡e Be¡l j§m E−ŸnÉ h¡h¡ B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡e ®b−L ®g¡e
L−l h¡¢sl j¡e¤o ph −k k¡l S¡uN¡ja B−R ¢L e¡, ®k k¡l LaÑhÉ p¤ù¤i¡−h f¡me
L−l k¡−µR ¢L e¡ Mhl ®e−hez h¡¢s−a ®g¡e Bp¡u ph−Q−u M¤¢n ®R¡Vc¡z ¢a¢e
a¡lL¡yV¡ h¡y¢L−u −g¡−el a¡m¡ M¤−m Y¡L¡u N£a¡l L¡−R fТal¡−a ®g¡e Ll¡ öl¦
L−l−Rez ByQ ®f−u h¡h¡ a¡m¡hå ®V¢m−g¡e ay¡l O−ll ®p−œ²V¡¢l−uV ®V¢h−ml XÊu¡−l
Y¤¢L−u XÊu¡−l a¡m¡ ¢c−mez HC pjpÉ¡¢Vl pj¡d¡e Bl L¡lJ j¡b¡u e¡ ®Mm¤L
®R¡Vc¡l j¡b¡u ®M−mz ¢a¢e ¢c¢hÉ ®V¢h−ml Y¡Le¡ p¢l−u XÊu¡l ®b−L ®g¡e ®hl L−l
B−Nl jaC h¡yL¡ a¡lLy¡V¡u ®g¡−el a¡m¡ M¤−m Lb¡ hm−a m¡N−mez H¢c−L h¡¢s−a
−V¢m−g¡e Bp¡l Be−¾c B¢j ¢c−L ¢c−L ¢h¢m L−l k¡¢µR eðlz a¡lfl ®pC p−å¢V
B−p, ®k p−åu üuw S¡gl CLh¡m ®g¡e L−le Bj¡−Lz ®R¡Vc¡ ®g¡e d−l Bj¡−L
¢c−mez Hl B−N ®V¢m−g¡−e B¢j L¡lJ p−‰ Lb¡ h¢m¢ez qÉ¡−m¡ hm¡l fl Bj¡l
Bl ül ®g¡−V e¡z HL W¡™¡ ¢eÙ¹ìa¡u B¢j X¤−h ®k−a b¡¢Lz j¢lu¡ q−u në M¤y¢Sz
A¿¹a HL¢V h¡ c¤¢V nëz ka M¤y¢S, aaC ®ke në ph Bj¡l ¢œp£j¡e¡ ®b−L f¡m¡uz
J¢cL ®b−L S¡gl HL¡ Lb¡ hm−a hm−a Hf¡−n ®L¡eJ fСZ£ ®eC ®i−h ®g¡e ®l−M
®cuz Bh¡lJ ®g¡e h¡−S, B¢j ®c±−s AeÉ O−l Q−m k¡C hm−a hm−a S¡gl CLh¡m
®g¡e Ll−m Bj¡−l ¢cJ e¡z fl¢ce l¡−aJ JC quz ®g¡e ®h−S Q−mz −R¡Vc¡ d−le,
Bj¡−L S¡e¡e S¡gl CLh¡m Bh¡l ®g¡e L−l¢Rmz ¢L¿º Bj¡l ¢L Ll¡l B−R!
¢Q¢W−a B¢j a¤¢j ¢m¢M S¡gl CLh¡m−L, a¡l L˜ü−ll p¡j−e ®f−V ®h¡j¡ j¡l−mJ
Bj¡l j¤M ®b−L a¤¢j ®h−l¡−h e¡z ®n−o qÉ¡−m¡ hm¡, a¤¢j hm¡, ®Lje B−R¡ i¡m B¢R
CaÉ¡¢c Lb¡ O¾V¡M¡¢eL QQÑ¡ Ll¡l fl kMe ®g¡e H−m dlh h−m fÐÙ¹¤¢a ¢eC, ®g¡e
h¡−S, d−l ö¢e h¡h¡l L˜, ®g¡e ¢L LCl¡ dl¢m!®g¡e a a¡m¡ ®cJu¡ XÊu¡−lz
®che¡b f¢™a ®kje ®Q¡−MÉ i¡p¡C−a h−me ®L¡eJ S¢Vm Aw−Ll pj¡d¡e, HC ®g¡e
dl¡l f¢lZ¡j ¢L q−a f¡−l a¡ ®Q¡−MÉ i¡¢p−u B¢j i¡o¡ q¡¢l−u ®g¢m Bj¡l j¡aªi¡o¡
h¡wm¡z Hl f−ll ®g¡e¢V p¡qp L−l ®R¡Vc¡ d−le, J¢V S¡gl CLh¡−mlz Bj¡−L
¢l¢pi¡l ¢c−u Q¡f¡ ü−l h−me, L qÉ¡−m¡, qÉ¡−m¡ Lz Bj¡l qÉ¡−m¡ hm¡ qu, −Lje
BRl Eš−l i¡m B¢R hm¡ qu, ¢Q¢W ®f−u−R¡l Ešl ®f−u¢R hm¡ qu ¢L¿º Bj¡l ¢cL
®b−L ®L¡eJ fÐnÀ Ll¡ qu e¡ ®k−qa¤ fÐnÀ Ll−a ®N−mC a¤¢j p−ð¡de¢Vl fÐ−u¡Se quz
¢L fs a¤¢j? fÐnÀ¢V ®n¡e¡l fl Bj¡−L ®ke S¡gl CLh¡m ¢ea¡¿¹C ®hZ£ ®c¡m¡−e¡
¢L−n¡l£ e¡ i¡−h, h¢m ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−uz h¢m ¢WL H SN−a c¡y¢s−u eu, −V¢h−ml Y¡Le¡
p¢l−u Q¤¢l L−l a¡lL¡yV¡ ¢c−u a¡m¡ ®M¡m¡ ®V¢m−g¡e ®p−Vl f¡−n c¡y¢s−u eu,
h¡C−ll mÉ¡Çf−f¡ØV ®b−L S¡e¡m¡l m¡m e£m L¡Q ®h−u ®k B−m¡ H−p f−s Bj¡l
N¡−u ®p¢V−L Q¡y−cl j−e¡lj B−m¡ h−m i¤m Ll−a Ll−a, S¡gl CLh¡−ml p−‰
¢eSÑe pj¤âa£−l q¡a d−l j−e j−e q¡yV−a q¡yV−az
Hl f−lC Bj¡−L Ah¡L L−l S¡gl CLh¡m h−m, e¡z a¤¢j ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u fs e¡z
B¢j S¡¢ez
dl¡u ¢g−l H−p ¢S−‘p L¢l, ¢L L−l?
¢L L−l a¡ e¡ h−m i¡¢l Nm¡u h−m, hå¤l p−‰ ¢j−bÉ Lb¡ hm−a qu e¡z

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 Bj¡−L NË¡p L−l l¡−M ¢j−bÉ hm¡l m‹¡z ®g¡e −l−M ¢hR¡e¡u ®m−fl am¡u j¤M
m¤−L¡C ¢N−uz Hlfl Q¾ce¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ q−aC c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m jjÑ¡¢¿¹L OVe¡¢V h¢m,
pîe¡n Ll¢R, hu−p hs qC−a ¢Nu¡ HLV¡ ¢jR¡ Lb¡ LCu¡ ®gm¢Rz S¡gl CLh¡m
S¡−e ®k Q¾ce¡ Bj¡l h¡åh£z HLSe ¢jb¤ÉL q−m B−lLSeJ q−a f¡−l! Q¾ce¡
A−eLrZ c¤xMNËÙ¹ h−p −b−L qW¡v c¤xM ®T−s h−m ¢WLC ®a¡ LCRp a¤C, Bjl¡ ¢L
¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u f¢s e¡? f¢sC ®a¡z j−e j−e f¢sz h¡h¡ fl¢ceC XÊu¡l M¤−m
−V¢m−g¡e¢V hNmam¡u ¢e−u h¡¢s ®b−L ®h¢l−u ®N−m q¡yg ®R−s h¡y¢Q HLlLjz
®g¡−el ®Rys¡ a¡l A−eL¢ce T¤−m b¡−Lz ®R¡Vc¡ ®L¡−›−L −ke HL¢V f¤−l¡−e¡
®V¢m−g¡e H−e T¤−m b¡L¡ a¡−l ®S¡s¡ ¢c−u fl£r¡ L−l ®c−M−Re në Vë ®eC
®L¡eJz H¢c−L m‹¡u S¡g−ll ¢Q¢Wl Bl ®L¡eJ Ešl ¢cC e¡ B¢jz Q¾ce¡ ¢Q¢W
®f−a b¡−L S¡g−llz ®pph ¢Q¢W−a hå¤aÅ ®f¢l−u −fÐj Ey¢L ¢c−µR ¢c−µRz Q¾ce¡l
¢Q¢W−aJz B¢j c¤f−rl ¢Q¢WlC ®nСa¡z −nСa¡ qJu¡C Bj¡−L j¡e¡uz H R¡s¡ B¢j
®Vl f¡C Bj¡l p¡dÉ ®eC AeÉ ®L¡eJ i§¢jL¡ NËqZ Ll¡lz
−R¡Vc¡ ¢Qf¡Q−pl Ae¤ù¡−el B−u¡Se öl¦ L−le Bh¡lz Y¡L¡ −b−L Bp−he
n¡qe¡S lqj¤aõ¡q, ¢hMÉ¡a N¡¢uL¡, Bl ay¡lC i¡C Bj¡−cl p−hde ®fТjLfÐhl
S¡gl CLh¡mz Ae¤ù¡e q−h V¡Ee q−m,n¢eh¡l p−å−hm¡z Q¾ce¡ Bl B¢j L−m−Sl
¢nj¤m am¡u −c¡c¤m−c¡m¡u c¤¢m, k¡−h¡ ¢L k¡−h¡ e¡ S¡gl CLh¡m−L ®cM−az n¢eh¡l
p¡l¡¢ce c¤¢m, p−ål Ae¤ù¡−e k¡Ju¡ qu e¡ Bj¡l, JC ¢j−bÉ¢Vl L¡l−ZC B¢j …¢V−u
b¡¢L, Q¾ce¡ k¡−h h−mJ ®no Ah¢c k¡u e¡z Ae¤ù¡e ®n−o S¡gl CLh¡−ml BL¤m
Bhc¡−l ®R¡Vc¡ a¡−L Q¾ce¡l ph¤S ¢V−el h¡¢s−a ¢e−u k¡ez JM¡−e Q¡ ¢hú¤V ®M−a
®M−a Q¾ce¡l p−‰ Lb¡ h−m S¡glz Q¾ce¡ JC j¡b¡ e¤−u karZ S¡gl ¢Rm, ¢Rmz
¢LR¤ qÉ¡y, e¡, ¢LR¤ AfТai q¡¢pC ¢Rm Jl pðmz Y¡L¡ ¢g−l S¡gl ®L¡eJ¢ce Bl
J−L ¢Q¢W ¢mM−h e¡ H hÉ¡f¡−l J HLn i¡N ¢e¢ÕQa ¢Rm, ¢L¿º S¡g−ll f−ll ¢Q¢W−a
¯b °b L−l ®fÐjz HC °b °b ®fÐj ®n−o ¢h−ul fÐÙ¹¡−h Ns¡uz Q¾ce¡ ®fÐj Ll−a f¡−l,
¢L¿º ¢h−u °eh °eh Qz AåL¡l Eam pj¤â f¡s ®b−L ®cM−a i¡m m¡−N, ¢L¿º T¡yf
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a¡l p−‰ q−h e¡z p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡ fÐbj elj ü−l, a¡lfl Ls¡ ü−l ®ch¡n£−ol ¢h−ul
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Jl në ¢e−u üfÀ ¢e−u ®Mm−a i¡m m¡−N, J ®M−mz q¡p¡−el h¡yL¡ q¡¢p¢V ®cM−m
h¤−Ll ®ial ®Lje S¡¢e Lla, Q¾ce¡−L ®p Lb¡ h¢mz h¢m ®k q¡p¡e ®cM−a p¤¾cl,
h¢m ®k ®pC °nn−hC Bj¡l j−e qa SN−a h¤¢T q¡p¡−el ®Q−u p¤cnÑe Bl ®LE ®eCz
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l¢Pe elj f¡mL HL¢V ®h¡dq£e f¡b−ll p−‰ öL−e¡ j¡¢V−a H−p pn−ë f−s
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qu, Q¾ce¡ k¡ Q¡u a¡l A−eLV¡C J L−l ®g−m, Ah¡L L−l ®cu pî¡C−Lz J qua
p¢aÉC HL¢ce BL¡−n E−s E−s p§kÑ¡−Ù¹l l−Pl A−eL L¡−R Q−m ®k−a f¡l−hz
hÐþf¤−œl Sm ®R−s Bj¡−cl E−W Bp−a C−µR L−l e¡z ¢L¿º E−W Bp−aC quz a¡l
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AeÉ NËq ®b−L AeÉ ®L¡eJ ¢Lñ§a S£h H−p¢Rz
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pwp¡l q−hz pwp¡−ll ®a¡ clL¡l B−Rz
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h¡åh£l¡ Hi¡−hC Lb¡ h−m Ahpl L¡V¡uz ¢L¿º Q¾ce¡ Bl Bj¡l NË£h¡u AcªnÉ HL
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L−l¢e, S¡j¡J f¡ÒV¡u¢e, AeNÑm B’¢mL p¤−l Hhw ü−l Lb¡ hm¡ h¡Q¡m−L h¡¢s
¢e−u H−me ®R¡Vc¡, Bj¡−L ®c−MC h−m ®p, ¢L hÉ¡f¡l a¤¢j −a¡ ¢hMÉ¡a qCu¡ ®NR!
B¢j HLV¡ ¢mVm jÉ¡N¡¢Se h¡Cl L¢lz HLV¡ L¢ha¡ ¢mCM¡ ®cJ ®a¡z n¢gL¤m
Cpm¡−jl Ae¤−l¡−d HL ¢h−L−m h−p ea¤e HL¢V L¢ha¡ ¢m−M ®g¢m, e¡j j¤š² ¢hq‰z
A−eLV¡ HlLj, S¡e¡m¡¢V M¤−m c¡J, B¢j k¡h, BL¡n S¤−s Esh B¢jz pñha j¡l
qW¡v qW¡v h¡¢sl h¡l¡¾c¡u h−p ®N−u JW¡ B¢j j¤š² hm¡L¡, ®j−m ¢cC f¡M¡ JC c§l
e£m BL¡−n N¡e¢V öe−a öe−a HC quz c¤pç¡q fl n¢gL¤−ml L¢ha¡ f¢œL¡
®h−l¡m, Bj¡l L¢ha¡ J−az fcÈl¡N j¢ZJ L¢ha¡ ¢m−M−Rz fcÈl¡N j¢Z j¡−T j−dÉ
®R¡Vc¡ Bl N£a¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a AhL¡−n B−pz −Q¡ML¡s¡ p¤¾cl£¢Vl p−‰ Bj¡l
c§l ®b−L ¢LR¤V¡ ®Q¡M¡−Q¡¢M, ¢j¢V¢j¢V q¡p¡q¡¢p, c¤Q¡l−V Lb¡ −R¡ys¡R¤y¢s q®u−Rz
n¢gL¤−ml L¢ha¡ f¢œL¡¢V q¡−a Bp¡l fl BlJ BlJ L¢ha¡-f¢œL¡ Bj¡l L¡−R
E−s, ®c±−s, q¡j¡…¢s ¢c−u Bp−a b¡−Lz nq−ll L¢h−cl p−‰ B—¡ ¢c−u e¡e¡
lLj ®R¡V f¢œL¡ ¢e−u h¡¢s −g−le ®R¡Vc¡z fСuC Bj¡−L a¡N¡c¡ ®ce, ®c ®a¡
−mCM¡ h¡wm¡l cfÑ−el SeÉ HLV¡ L¢ha¡z ¢m−M ¢cC, R¡f¡ q−u k¡uz Q¾c¤ j¡Ù¹¡e−l L
HLV¡ L¢ha¡ ¢c−az Q¾ce¡J ®mM¡ ¢c−a b¡−L ®R¡Vc¡l q¡−a, R¡f¡ q−a b¡−Lz ®pC
®k HL ®i¡l−hm¡ Q¾ce¡ p¡C−Lm ¢e−u Q−m H−p¢Rm AhL¡−n, ®pC ®b−L −R¡Vc¡
J−L Q¾c¤ j¡Ù¹¡e X¡−L, Q¾ce¡ AM¤¢n qu e¡z °c¢eL S¡q¡e ®b−LJ ®R¡Vc¡l L¡−R hm¡
qu B¢j ®ke L¢ha¡ f¡W¡C, Q¾ce¡Jz L¢ha¡l f¡¢bÑh SN−a ®pC Bj¡l q¡y¢V q¡y¢V f¡
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 f¡ fÐ−hnz Q¾ce¡lJz Bj¡−cl L¢ha¡l M¡a¡ Ef−Q fs−a b¡−L n−ëz ¢g−L q−u
k¡u ¢Qœ¡m£ f§hÑ¡Z£z Jp−h ®mM¡ −a¡ quC e¡, Jph ®Le¡J qu e¡z ¢h¢Qœ¡u hÉ¢š²Na
¢h‘¡fe ®cJu¡l Lb¡ i¤−mJ j−e f−s e¡z ¢h‘¡f−el fÐp‰ EW−m Q¾ce¡ h−m,
¢h‘¡f−e ¢hfc B−Rz Q¢în hRl huú¡ h£l¡‰e¡ R¡f¡l i¤−m q−u ®k−a f¡−l
¢hu¡¢õn hRl huú¡ h¡l¡‰e¡z p¤al¡w ¢h‘¡fe h¡cz f¡W¡−aC k¢c qu ¢LR¤, L¢ha¡
f¡W¡−h¡, f¡W¡−h¡ ®l¡hh¡l Abh¡ på¡e£l p¡¢qaÉf¡a¡uz

L−m−S hRl ®n−o fÐbj hoÑ ®no L−l ¢àa£u h−oÑ JW¡l HL¢V fl£r¡ q−hz
®che¡b f¢™a h¡¢s H−p fs−a h¢p−u ¢Lm O¤¢p Qs Bj¡l j¡b¡u j¤−M ¢f−W C−µRja
®Y−m j−el p¡d ¢j¢V−u Q−m k¡ez Q¾ce¡l −che¡b f¢™−al T¡−jm¡ ®eCz ¢c¢hÉ B−R
®pz ®mM¡fs¡ S¡a£u ¢ho−ul Jfl Q¾ce¡l hl¡hlC hs Ae¡p¢š²z Bj¡lJ qa, ¢L¿º
h¡h¡l L¡l−Z qJu¡l Ef¡u ®eCz h¡h¡l C−µRu Bj¡−L Cw−l¢S j¡dÉ−j fs−a q¢µRmz
®R¡Vc¡ HC j¡dÉ−j f−s−Re, ay¡l ¢LR¤ hC f−s ¢Rm h¡¢s−a, ®T−s j¤−R ®p…−m¡C
p¡¢S−u −l−M¢Rm¡j ®V¢h−mz ®che¡b h¡h¤ fl£r¡l B−N B−N h¡h¡−L S¡¢e−u ¢c−me,
h¡wm¡u fs¡C i¡m, Hl à¡l¡ Cw−l¢S ®f¡o¡−h e¡z Cw−l¢S h¡c ¢c−u h¡wm¡u hC ®Le¡
qmz a¡s¡ý−s¡ L−l hC ®no Ll−a q−h, fl£r¡ p¡j−ez ®che¡b f¢™a, B¢j S¡¢e
e¡ ¢L L¡l−Z, fl£r¡l B−N B−N qW¡v Apj−u H−p--E−ú¡M¤−ú¡ Q¤m, f−L−Vl
L¡−m¡ Lmj ®b−L L¡¢m Q¤C−u n¡VÑ fСu A−dÑL ¢i−S ®N−R- Bj¡−L ¢LR¤ fÐnÀ ¢m−M
l¡M−a h−me, h−me HCp−hl Ešl…m¡ W¡CpÉ¡ fsh¡z hÉp, W¡CpÉ¡ f−s ¢N−u −c¢M
fl£r¡u fСu JC fÐnÀ…−m¡C H−p−Rz fl£r¡ qm, gm ®h−l¡m, B¢j fÐbj qm¡jz
L−m−S Bj¡l e¡j q−u ®Nmz fÊd¡e ¢n¢rL¡ Bj¡−L ay¡l O−l ®X−L ¢e−u hm−me
a¤¢j q−m L−m−Sl NhÑ, i¡m L−l fs¡öe¡ Ll−a b¡L, g¡Ce¡−m M¤h i¡m ®lS¡ÒV
Q¡Cz Mhl¢V ö−e h¡h¡ ¢L¿º B−c± a¤ø ee Bj¡l Jflz h¡¢sl ¢WL¡e¡u Bj¡l e¡−j
−jm¡ ¢Q¢W B−p ¢a¢e mr L−lez c¡c¡−L ¢S−‘p L−le, e¡p¢l−el L¡−R ¢Q¢W L¡l¡
®m−M?
−fe−éäl¡z
−fe−gÐä j¡−e ¢L?
c¡c¡ ¢el¡pš² L−˜ h−me, ¢Q¢W−a ®éä¢nfz
¢Q¢W−a ®éä¢nf j¡−e?
c¡c¡ ®L¡eJ Ešl ®ce e¡z
¢L ®m−M ¢Q¢W−a? h¡h¡l phÑ¡−‰ ¢hpÈuz
¢L S¡¢e B¢j a S¡¢e e¡z
S¡¢e e¡ j¡−e?
Bj¡−l ®a¡ ®cM¡u e¡ ¢Q¢Wz
®cM¡u e¡ ®Le? ¢L B−R ¢Q¢W−a?
c¡c¡ Q¤fz
L¡l L¡−R ¢Q¢W ®m−M?
S¡¢e e¡z
HC ®j−u L¡l L¡−R ¢Q¢W −m−M, ¢L ®m−M, ®Le ®m−M, HCph S¡e−a q−h e¡?
−aje ¢LR¤ e¡z HC elj¡m ®éä¢nf!
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 h¡h¡l œ²−j Ešç q−a b¡L¡ ®jS¡−S c¡c¡ Ae¤šç fln h¤−m¡−a ®Qø¡ L−le,
L¡S qu e¡z h¡h¡l Nm¡l ül d¡C d¡C L−l Jf−l J−Wz
elj¡m ®éä¢nf j¡−eV¡ ¢L?
n¡c¡ ®cu¡−ml ¢c−L −h¡dh¤¢Üq£e a¡¢L−u b¡−Le c¡c¡z
−j−u e¡ f¤l¦o−m¡L, L¡l p¡−b?
c¤C dl−elC B−Rz
J ¢L f¤l¦o−m¡−Ll p¡−b ®éä¢nf L−l e¡¢L?
c¡c¡l ®L¡eJ Ešl e¡ ®f−u ¢a¢e q¡yf¡−a q¡yf¡−a h−me, ¢hu¡ hC−a Q¡u e¡¢L J?
c¡c¡ h−me, e¡, ¢hu¡ e¡z
a¡C−m ¢L?
Hj¢ez
Hj¢e j¡−e? Hj¢e ¢L?
Hj¢e ®m−Mz
Hj¢e ®Le ®m−M? ¢L clL¡−l ®m−M?
e¡, ®L¡eJ clL¡−l e¡z
clL¡l e¡ b¡L−m ®m−M ®Le?
S¡¢e e¡z
S¡ep e¡ ®Le?
h¡h¡ lš²−Q¡−M ¢hØg¡¢la ®Q¡−M ¢N−m M¡−he-®Q¡−M c¡c¡−L fÐnÀ L−l k¡ez fÐ−nÀl
AaÉ¡Q¡l ®b−L h¡yQ−a c¡c¡ f¡uM¡e¡l ®h−Nl Lb¡ h−m ®N¡pmM¡e¡u ¢N−u h−p
lC−mez h¡h¡ ay¡l Qnj¡ Oe Oe M¤−m, f−l; Oe Oe O−ll h¡l¡¾c¡l Hj¡b¡ Jj¡b¡
®qy−V Bj¡l −V¢h−m H−p hCM¡a¡ O¡y−Vez fТa¢V hC, fТa¢V M¡a¡z −V¢h−ml a−m
f−s b¡L¡ fТa¢V V¤L−l¡ L¡NSz Hje¢L ¢hR¡e¡l Q¡c−ll am, h¡¢m−nl am,
−a¡n−Ll amz ¢a¢e −M¡y−Se ¢LR¤z
HC OVe¡l fl h¡¢s−a Bj¡l ¢Q¢Wfšl Bp¡ hå q−u ®Nmz ¢Q¢W Q−m ®k−a
b¡−L ea¤e h¡S¡−l B−l¡NÉ¢ha¡−el ¢WL¡e¡uz X¡L¢fue−L h¡¢N−u ¢e−u−Re h¡h¡z
¢e¢ÕQa qC ®R¡Vc¡ ®k¢ce B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e Y¤−L ®kC ¢L e¡ h¡S¡−ll ¢c−L h¡h¡ f¡
h¡¢s−u−Re, XÊu¡l M¤m−aC AhL¡−nl ¢WL¡e¡u Bj¡l e¡−j Bp¡ A−eL…−m¡ ¢Q¢W
M¡j−M¡m¡ f−s B−R ®c−M H−p Bj¡−L Mhl ®cez HL¢V ¢S¢epC Bj¡l aMe j−e
q−u−R, H AeÉ¡uz h¡h¡ e¡ qu h¡h¡ qJu¡l L¡l−Z ®L¡eJ AeÉ¡u−L AeÉ¡u j−e L−le
e¡z ¢L¿º X¡L¢fue HC AeÉ¡u¢V Ll−h ®Le! pjpÉ¡¢V L¡lJ L¡−R S¡¢e−u B¢j ®k
EfL¡l f¡−h¡ e¡, ®p hÉ¡f¡−l ¢e¢ÕQa q−uC ¢Q¢W¢V ¢m¢Mz ¢h¢Qœ¡l f¡W−Ll f¡a¡u
®mM¡¢V Bj¡l R¡f¡ qu f−ll pç¡−qz AhL¡n, Bjm¡f¡s¡l ¢WL¡e¡u Bp¡ ¢Q¢W…−m¡
69, l¡jh¡h¤ ®l¡−Xl ¢WL¡e¡u k¡−µR, X¡L¢hi¡−Nl Apaa¡ p£j¡ R¡¢s−u ®N−R CaÉ¡¢c
..z ¢Q¢W R¡f¡ qJu¡l c¤¢ce fl Bj¡l ®M¡y−S X¡L¢hi¡−Nl HLSe LaÑ¡ B−pe
AhL¡−nz ¢a¢e HL¢V h¡yd¡−e¡ mð¡ M¡a¡u Bj¡l A¢i−k¡N ¢m¢fhÜ Ll−a H−p−Rez
H−p ¢L¿º ¢e−Sl A¢i−k¡−Nl Lb¡C hZÑe¡ Ll−mez ay¡l A¢i−k¡N¢V Bj¡l A¢i−k¡N
¢e−uz Bj¡l ¢Q¢W ®L¡eJ A−Qe¡ c¤hѪ−šl L¡−R k¡−µR e¡, Bj¡l Bfe ¢fa¡l L¡−RC
k¡−µRz AhL¡−nl j¡¢mL Hhw B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−el j¡¢mL HL hÉ¢š²z p¤al¡w j¡¢m−Ll
B−c−n HL ¢WL¡e¡l ¢Q¢W B−lL ¢WL¡e¡u ®k−aC f¡−lz Hl Eš−l B¢j h¢m, ¢L¿º
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 ¢Q¢W ®a¡ Bj¡l h¡h¡l e¡−j Bp−R e¡z Bp−R Bj¡l e¡−jz B¢j ®a¡
®f¡ØVj¡ØV¡l−l h¢m e¡C Bj¡l ¢Q¢W AhL¡−n e¡ ¢cu¡ B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e ¢c−az
−kCM¡−eC ¢cL, ¢a¢e ®a¡ Bfe¡l h¡h¡z
jªc¤ L−ã i¤m öd−l ¢cC, qÉ¡y ¢a¢e Bj¡l h¡h¡, ¢a¢e B¢j eez B¢j Hhw Bj¡l
h¡h¡ HL Hhw A¢iæ eCz ®m¡L¢V Q−m ®N−mez pjpÉ¡l ®L¡eJ pj¡d¡e qm e¡z HC
AhÙÛ¡ ®b−L ®R¡Vc¡ Bj¡−L EÜ¡l L−le ay¡l HL hå¤l M¡a¡ Lm−jl ®c¡L¡−el
¢WL¡e¡ Bj¡−L hÉhq¡l Ll−a ¢c−uz fœ¢ja¡−cl S¡¢e−u ¢cC Bj¡l ea¤e ¢WL¡e¡z
®R¡Vc¡ ¢eù X¡LqlLl¡l ja LaÑhÉ f¡me L−lez ay¡l p−‰ Bj¡l ®hn i¡hz Bjl¡
DcpwMÉ¡ ¢h¢Qœ¡l NÒf EfeÉ¡p HLp−‰ f¢s, fs¡ j¡−e B¢j pn−ë f¢s Bl
®R¡Vc¡ ®n¡−eez N−Òfl hC…−m¡J fСuC Ji¡−hC fs¡ quz ¢LR¤ ¢LR¤ hC Bh¡l
®R¡Vc¡l fR¾c qu e¡, ®p…−m¡ B¢j ¢eiª−a f¢sz ®R¡V−hm¡l cp¤É heý−ll f¡V
Q¤−L−R, e£q¡ll”e …ç, g¡Ò…¢e j¤−M¡f¡dÉ¡u, ¢ej¡C i–¡Q¡kÑ, ¢hjm ¢jœ, Sl¡på−L
¢h−cu ¢c−u¢R A−eL B−Nz h¢ˆj nlvQ®¾cÐl Bl ¢LR¤ h¡¢L ®eCz lh£¾cÐe¡b eSl¦m
A−eL q−u−Rz j¡C−Lm q−u−R, S£he¡e¾cJ q−u ®N−Rz ¢hi§¢ai¤oZ, j¡¢eL
h−¾c¡f¡dÉ¡uJz n¢š², p¤e£m, n¡jp¤l l¡qj¡e, Bm j¡qj¤c −b−L öl¦ L−l q¡−ml
¢ejÑ−m¾c¤ …−ZlJ ®k hC…−m¡ H Ah¢c ®h¢l−u−R fs¡ q−u ®N−Rz ea¤e lLj hC Q¡Cz
By¢a fy¡¢a L−l M¤y¢S ea¤e ¢LR¤z L−mS ®b−L h¡¢s ®gl¡l f−b N¡¢‰e¡l f¡s ®j¡−sl
hC−ul ®c¡L¡e…−m¡u ®b−j hC M¤y¢Sz NcÉfcÉfÐh−ål e¡e¡lLj hC Bj¡−L V¡−ez
¢L¿º hC ®Le¡l fup¡ k−bø ®eCz H c¤lhÙÛ¡ ®b−LJ ®R¡Vc¡ Bj¡−L EÜ¡l L−lez HL
¢h−L−m f¡h¢mL m¡C−hТl−a ¢e−u k¡ez m¡C−hТll ®ial Y¤−LC fеRæ fÐn¡¢¿¹ Bj¡−L
B¢m‰e L−lz O−ll −j−T ®b−L R¡c fkÑ¿¹ EyQ¤ a¡−L hCz Q¡l¢c−L hCz j¡TM¡−e
fs¡l ®V¢hm, ¢fe fa−el në ®eC ®L¡b¡J, c¤HLSe je ¢c−u fs−Rz C−µR L−l
p¡l¡¢ce j¢¾c−ll ja f¢lµRæ hCHl HC ¢el¦fâh Ol¢V−a L¡¢V−u ¢cCz m¡C−hТll
ph hC k¢c h¡¢s h−u H−e f−s ®gm¡ ®ka BSC! ®p¢ceC pcpÉ q−u c¤q¡−a ka hC
d−l, ¢e−u B¢pz hC…−m¡ Bj¡l q¡a ®b−L ®k−a b¡−L Q¾ce¡l q¡−a, Q¾ce¡l q¡a
®b−L Bh¡l Bj¡l q¡−az °puc Ju¡¢mEõ¡q, nJLa Jpj¡e, q¡p¡e B¢SS¤m qL
®no q−m pa£e¡b i¡c¤¢s, e−le ¢jœ, SNc£n …−çz ®gla ¢c−u BlJ hCz ®N¡NË¡−p
fs−a b¡¢L c¤Sez ®ke A¢a n£OË f¡h¢mL m¡C−hТll hC…−m¡l Jfl HL¢V Sl¦¢l
fl£r¡ ¢c−a hphz

fl£r¡ p¡j−ez p¡d¤−a k¢c q¡u¡l ®p−Lä¡¢l, Qm¢a−a C¾V¡l¢j¢X−uV, Bl f¤Ù¹¢L

h¡wm¡u EµQ j¡dÉ¢jLz −che¡b f¢™a pç¡−q ¢ae¢c−el hc−m f¡yQ¢ce Bp−a öl¦
L−lez ¢a¢e −a¡ fs¡−a B−pe e¡, B−pe ¢L¢m−u Bj¡−L j¡e¤o h¡e¡−az h¡h¡l ja
®che¡b f¢™−alJ ®Q¡M k¡u ®R¡VM¡V L¡NSf−œz −L¡eJ HL fœ¢ja¡−L ®mM¡ ®no
e¡ qJu¡ ¢Q¢W Aˆ hC−ul ®ial ®b−L HL¢ce V¤f L−l f−sz f−s k¡Ju¡ ¢Q¢W¢V
pl¡−a ®N−mC ®che¡b f¢™a M¡hm¡ ®j−l ¢Q¢W¢V ¢e−u ®ee, BN¡−N¡s¡ f−se ¢Q¢W,
f−s n¡−VÑl h¤L f−L−V ®l−M ®cez H ¢L! ¢a¢e ¢WL h¡h¡l jaC BQlZ Ll−Re, HC
¢Q¢Wl L¡l−Z ¢L HMe E−W¡−el M¢s i¡P−he Bj¡l ¢f−W! M¡¢eL fl fl ¢a¢e ¢e−Sl
h¤L f−L−V q¡a ¢c−u Ae¤ih Ll−Re A¡d−mM¡ ¢Q¢Wl A¢Ù¹aÅ, ¢Q¢W¢V ®L¡b¡J E−s e¡
¢N−u ®k f−L−VC B−R, a¡ ®S−e HLdl−Zl Be¾c q¢µRm ®che¡b f¢™−alz ®pC
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Be¾c SÅ¡m¡ dl¡−e¡, −fµR¡h f¡Ju¡ ¢L¿º ¢WL f¡Ju¡ eu, ®m¡jL§f A−eLV¡ c¡y¢s−u
k¡Ju¡, A−eLV¡ h−p k¡Ju¡, j¡b¡ ¢Tj¢Tj L−lJ e¡ Ll¡l Be¾cz ®che¡b f¢™−al
fs¡−e¡ qu e¡, X¡−e h¡−j e−se, p¡j−e ®fR−e e−sez je Eam¡z Bj¡−L ®k Aˆ
Ll−a ¢c−me, a¡ p¡l¡ qm Bj¡l, A−ˆ ®L¡eJ i¤m ®eCz qW¡v cn BP¤−m
fc¡bÑ¢h‘¡e hC¢V ByL−s d−l, ®ke hC¢Vl f¡M¡ B−R, BP¤m ¢Y−m Ll−mC E−s
k¡−h, f¡a¡ E−ÒV L¢We L¢We fÐnÀ ¢S−‘p Ll−a öl¦ Ll−me, −pp−hlJ, L¡l Lªf¡u
S¡¢e e¡, p¢WL Ešl ¢cCz lp¡ueHJ HLC i¡NÉ Bj¡lz Hlfl Aˆ,lp¡ue
fc¡bÑ¢h‘¡e hC ¢ae−V c¤q¡−a ®W−m p¢l−u ¢c−u qW¡v −L¡eJ L¡lZ R¡s¡C fÐQ™ HL
O¤¢p j¡l−me j¡b¡u, Lf¡−ml X¡−ez ®Le! e¡ ®L¡eJ L¡lZ ®eCz hm−me L¡Cm ®k
Aˆ…m¡ ¢cu¡ −N¢pm¡j Ll−a, a¡ LlR e¡ ®Le!
Ll¢R ®a¡z
LlR ®a¡ ®cq¡J e¡ ®Le? je LC b¡−q?
HC ®j¡rj p¤−k¡N Bd¢Q¢Wl n¡¢Ù¹ ®cJu¡lz B¢j A−ˆl M¡a¡ p¡j−e ®j−m
dlm¡jz ®j−m dl¡l flJ ¢f−W BQjL¡ HL¢V ¢Lmz g¤pg¤p LÉ¡yv L−l J−Wz
j¡¢SÑe l¡CM¡ Aˆ Ll¡l Lb¡ Bl La LCu¡ ¢c−a qCh?
j¡¢SÑe ®l−M Aˆ Ll¡l Lb¡ HC fÐbj hm−me ¢a¢ez k¡ ®q¡Lz Hh¡l Bpm
Lb¡ f¡s−mez
¢Q¢W L¡−l ¢mMR?
−L¡e ¢Q¢W?
Hh¡l HL¢V Qs E−s Hm N¡m hl¡hlz
−L¡e ¢Q¢W ®ke S¡−e¡ e¡? HC ¢Q¢Wz
h¤L f−LV ®b−L ®hl Ll−me A−dÑL f¡a¡u ®mM¡ ¢Q¢W¢Vz
S¤−um ®LX¡? LC b¡−L? L£ L−l?
Y¡L¡u b¡−Lz L£ L−l S¡¢e e¡z
S¡−e¡ e¡? Bj¡l p¡−b g¡al¡¢j Ll?
g¡al¡¢j B¢j ®che¡b f¢™−al p−‰ Ll−a k¡h, Hje p¡qp Bj¡l ®eCz
−che¡b f¢™a a¡yl ¢hn¡m nl£l, ¢hn¡m hf¤, Lm¡N¡−Rl N¡−ul ja h¡ý, Bl nš²
p¡Nl Lm¡l ja BP¤m p¡j−e ¢e−u h−p b¡−Le, Bl B¢j kaV¡ pñh jªa aª−Zl
ja f−s b¡¢L ay¡l f¡−ul L¡−Rz ¢Q¢W¢V ¢Ry−s V¤L−l¡ L−l Bj¡l j¤−Ml Jfl R¤y−s
¢c−u l¡−N g¤yp−a g¤yp−a ¢a¢e ®h¢l−u k¡ez ®che¡b f¢™−al ¢Lm Qs, h¡h¡l
djL, j¡l OÉ¡eOÉ¡e, ®R¡Vc¡l ¢el¡e¾c, N£a¡l A¢ij¡e, c¡c¡l c¡c¡¢N¢l Hp−hl
j−dÉ B¢j HL¡ h−p b¡¢Lz j¤M …y−S l¡¢M hC−uz fl£r¡ p¡j−ez fl£r¡ p¡j−e a¡
S¡¢e, ¢L¿º ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤l¡ h¡¢s−a ®hs¡−a B−p, ®SÉ¡¢ajÑu c−šl ®R−m h¡h¤u¡ cš,
aLh£l f¢œL¡l pÇf¡c−Ll ®R−m fmL ®gm¡ k¡u e¡ Hje p¤cnÑe ag¢pl
Bq−jc, ®m¢X¢Lm¡l h−m MÉ¡a p¡−qh ®L¡u¡V¡Ñ−l b¡L¡ ¢X¢pl ®R−m −p¡q¡e, k¡−LC
®c¢M a¡l ®fÐ−j f−s k¡C j−e j−e, j−e j−e a¡l j−el Lb¡ ö¢e,®L¡b¡u f¡h
Lm¢p LeÉ¡ ®L¡b¡u f¡h c¢s, a¤¢j qJ Nq£e N¡P, B¢j X¤Ch¡ j¢lz AbQ Bj¡l
¢c−L ¢g−l a¡L¡u e¡ ®LE, ¢e−S−L fª¢bh£l ph−Q−u L¤v¢pa ®j−u h−m j−e q−a
b¡−Lz
¢Qœ¡m£ f§¤hÑ¡Z£ ®kje hå qu, fœ¢ja¡−cl L¡−R ¢Q¢W ®mM¡J d£−l d£−l L−j ®k−a
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 b¡−Lz ®Lhm i¡m ¢LR¤, p¤¾cl q¡−al ®mM¡l, L¡hÉju i¡o¡l ¢Q¢W…−m¡l Ešl ¢cCz
fÐ−L±nm ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul ®no h−oÑl R¡œ L¡jl¦m q¡p¡e ®p¢mj ¢Q¢W ®m−M BÕQkÑ
p¤¾cl, −ke BL¡nf¡l ®b−L ü−fÀl Lb¡ hm−Rz h¡R¡C−u ®p¢mj−L l¡¢M, ¢Q¢W ¢mM−a
b¡¢L ®L¡eJ¢ce pj¤cÊ e¡ ®cM¡ ®j−u pj¤âf¡l ®b−Lz ®ke H SN−al eu, AeÉ ®L¡eJ
SN−a Bjl¡ Bfe c¤Se j¡e¤o j¤−M¡j¤¢M h−p ü−fÀl Lb¡ hm¢Rz JC ü−fÀl SN−a
®L¡eJ j¡e¤o ®eC, Olh¡¢s ®eC, ®Lhm BL¡n Bl pj¤â, pj¤−âl d¡−l e¡e¡l l−Pl
g¤m, fÐS¡f¢a, BL¡n S¤−s ®Lhm pçhZÑ lw, a¤−m¡l ja ®jO Bl −mSAm¡ f¡¢Mz
Hi¡−hC Qm−a f¡la, ¢L¿º HL¢ce qW¡v, qW¡vC L−mS ®N−Vl L¡−R HL c£OÑ¡‰ k¤hL
H−p p¡j−e c¡ys¡u, Bj¡l j¡b¡l Q¤m ®a−m ®Q¡h¡−e¡, nš² L−l ®hZ£ N¡yb¡, ¢e¢ÕQa
n¡LQ¤¢æl ja ®cM−a m¡N−R Bj¡−Lz p¡j−e c¡ys¡−e¡ c¤Se ®R−ml j−dÉ HLSe
−p¢mjz L¡−R H−p ¢e−Sl f¢lQu ®cJu¡l fl ¢RV−L p−l ¢N−u â¦a HL¢V ¢l„¡ ¢e−u
d¤Lf¤L h¤L ¢e−u h¡¢s ¢g¢lz ®p¢mj ®p¢ce Y¡L¡ ¢g−l ¢N−u ¢Q¢W ®m−M juje¢pw−q
a¡l HL hå¤l L¡−R ®p H−p¢Rm, Bj¡l p−‰ HLh¡l ®cM¡ q−m j¾c qu e¡ h−mC
hå¤−L ¢e−u ®p L−mS ®N−V c¡y¢s−u¢Rm Bj¡l A−fr¡u, Lb¡ h¢m¢e h−m je M¡l¡f
L−l ¢g−l ¢N−u−Rz −cM¡ e¡ Ll¡l ¢L B−R, n−ël p¡qp£ ®j−u¢V h¤L g¤¢m−u h−m
®cu, H−p¡ ®cM¡ q−hz ®L¡b¡u ®cM¡ q−h? H HL pjpÉ¡ h−Vz ®ØVne ®l¡−Xl
a¡Sjqm ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu nq−ll L¢hL¤m B—¡ ®cu, AhnÉ ®L¡eJ ®j−u JM¡−e HL¡ k¡u
e¡, fÐnÀ J−W e¡, JM¡−eC ®p¢m−jl p−‰ Bj¡l ®cM¡ q−h S¡¢e−u ¢cCz ®R¡Vc¡ HL
¢h−L−m N£a¡ Bl Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®pC ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu ¢N−u¢R−mez −k−qa¤ ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰
®j−uj¡e¤o B−R, Bj¡−cl hp−a ®cJu¡ q−u¢Rm fcÑ¡l Bs¡−mz ®j−uj¡e¤o H−m
HlLjC ¢euj, c§−l k¡J,Bs¡−m k¡Jz a¡Sjq−ml ®m¡−Ll¡ Ey¢L ¢c−u h¡lh¡lC
®c−M−R Bj¡−clz −p¢mj Bj¡l ¢Q¢W ®f−uC juje¢pw−q L−h LMe Bp−R S¡¢e−u
¢Q¢W ¢mMmz ®cM¡ qJu¡l ¢ce B¢j ®p−S…−S Q¾ce¡l S¾j¢c−e k¡¢µR h−m ®h¢l−u
k¡Cz a¡Sjq−ml clS¡u ®p¢mj c¡y¢s−u B−Rz h¤−Ll L¡yf¤¢e pjÙ¹ n¢š²h−m b¡¢j−u
B¢j Y¤¢L ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu, fcÑ¡l Bs¡−m ®L¢h−e hp−a quz ®p¢m−jl j¤−M¡j¤¢M h¢p k¢cJ,
Q¡ M¡h h−m c¤S−el SeÉ c¤−V¡ Q¡ Q¡C k¢cJ, a¡l ®Q¡−Ml ¢c−L Bj¡l a¡L¡−e¡ qu e¡,
a¡l L−uL¢V fÐ−nÀl Eš−l L−uL¢V e£lha¡, qÉ¡y, ýy, e¡, ®eC Bl c¤¤HL¢V i¡hh¡−QÉ
h¡LÉ R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤ EµQ¡¢la qu e¡, −Lhm ®j±ea¡l p−‰C h¡Q¡m q−u E¢Wz k¢cJ
¢Q¢W−a a¤¢j ¢m¢M, p¡j−e a¤¢j hm¡, mr L¢l, Apñhz JC Q¡ fkÑ¿¹C, Q¡ ®no q−m
B¢j EpM¤n L¢lz Q¡ ®a¡ ®no qm, Hh¡l ¢L, Hh¡l E−W fs¡ R¡s¡ Bl ¢L q−a
f¡−l! ¢S−il XN¡u k¡C në¢V B−p Bl k¡uz Bj¡l ®L¡eJ HL ¢Q¢W−a AqmÉ¡
në¢V ¢Rmz −p L¡l−ZC ¢L e¡ S¡¢e e¡, qW¡v HL¢V fÐnÀ ®p¢mj L−l AqmÉ¡ n−ël
j¡−e ¢L S¡−e¡?
B¢j l¡ L¢l e¡z
−q−p h−m, eÉ¡w−V¡z
−k k¡C në¢V Bj¡l ¢S−il XN¡u B−p Bl k¡u Ll¢Rm, ®p¢V Hh¡l H−p k¡uz
B¢j k¡C h−m üµR−¾c Q−m k¡Cz ®fR−e qaið h−p b¡−L ®p¢mjz
®R¡Vc¡ ®p¢ceC Mhl ¢e−u H−me,a¤C e¡¢L a¡Sjq−m ®N¢p¢m?
−L LCm a¤j¡−l?

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 −L¡e ®hX¡l p¡−b e¡¢L hCu¡ Bm¡f LlRp? nq−l lCV¡ ®N−R Mhlz p£j¡
R¡s¡Cu¡ k¡Ca¡Rpz
p£j¡ R¡¢s−u ®N¢R a¡ h¤¢Tz ¢L¿º p£j¡ R¡s¡−e¡ ®j−u¢V−L HL¢V N™j§MÑ h−m j−e
quz ®Le ®p¢m−jl p−‰ Lb¡ hm−a f¡−l¢e ®p! ®l−Ù¹¡l¡y ®b−L qW¡v Q−m ¢N−u L£
®h¡T¡−a ®Q−u−R? ®p ¢L ®h¡T¡−a ®Q−u−R −k −p h¡−S ®j−u eu, −p ®R−m−cl p−‰
B—¡ −cu e¡!hs iâ O−ll ®j−u, i¡m ®j−u, a¡C ®R−m¢f−ml p‰ H¢s−u Q−m!
®p¢m−jl p−‰ ¢ea¡¿¹C hp−a q−u−R ®p Y¡L¡ −b−L Hac§l H−p−R h−m, eua Hac§l
f¡ h¡s¡a e¡! HC L£! e¡¢L JC eÉ¡w−V¡ në¢V ö−e a¡l N¡ ¢Oe¢Oe L−l−R! fl¢ce
c¤−V¡ V¡L¡ M¡−j i−l HL¢V ¢Q¢W f¡¢W−u −cu ®p ®p¢mj−L--B¢j M¤h c¤x¢Ma, Q¡−ul
fup¡ ¢j¢V−u Bp−a i¤−m ¢N−u¢Rm¡j, HC e¡J fup¡z ®h¡dqu H ®h¡T¡−aC −k ®p
flM¡JuCuÉ¡ eu! e¡ q−m c¤−V¡ V¡L¡ Hje ®L¡eJ V¡L¡ eu −k ®p¢m−jl f−LV ®b−L
®N−m ®p¢mj phÑü¡¿¹ q−u k¡−h, Bl a¡−L X¡−L V¡L¡ f¡W¡−a q−h juje¢pwq ®b−L
Y¡L¡u!
®cM¡ qJu¡l fl ®p¢m−jl ¢Q¢W−a BL¢pÈL i¡−h B−hN ®h−s J−Wz pj¤−â BlJ
®YE J−Wz B¢j ¢fR¤ qV¢R, L¡lZ a¡l ®Wy¡V−L ®W¡yV h−m j−e qu¢e, j−e q−u−R BÙ¹
e¡ q−mJ BdM¡e¡ a¾c¤−ll l¦¢Vz −p¢mj−L −mM¡ L¢j−u ¢c−a b¡¢L, HL¢ce ®p¢mjJ
®mM¡ hå L−l ®cuz −L¡eJ ¢Q¢W ®eC, ®eC ®a¡ ®eCCz A−eL¢ce fl qW¡v
p¤CvS¡lmÉ¡ä ®b−L −mM¡ HL¢V ¢Q¢W f¡C ®p¢m−jl, k¢c ®L¡eJ¢ce f¡¢l ®ke S¤¢lM
k¡C, fª¢bh£−a e¡¢L A¡ÕQkÑ p¤¾cl HL nql S¤¢lMz S¤¢lM e¡j¢V ®cn¢h−cn-m¤X¤l Lb¡
j−e L¢l−u ®cuz S¤¢lM B¢p−m S¤¢lM q¡pf¡a¡m cnÑ−e k¡C−a qC−h, f¡yQ e¡ f¢s−m
…¢V h¡¢ql qC−h e¡, Bj¡l …¢V fСuC S¤¢lM ¢N−u ®f±Ra, Bl f¡yQ fs¡l A−fr¡u
b¡Laz ¢Q¢W ®Lhm ®p¢mj−L eu, A−eL−LC L¢j−u ¢c−u¢Rm¡jz a−h Lj¡−e¡l B−N
¢Q¢Wl Jf¡−ll j¡e¤o¢V−L hl¡hlC l¡Sf¤œ j−e q−u−R, l©−f …−Z HL eðl j−e
q−u−Rz q¡−a ®N¡e¡ ¢LR¤ fœ¢ja¡ aMeJ B−R Bj¡l,L¡lJ p−‰ hå¤−aÅl h¡C−l
®L¡eJ pÇfLÑ N−s J−W¢ez ®LE m¡g ¢c−u juje¢pw−q Bj¡−L ®cM−a Q−m Bp¡l
h¡ue¡ d−l e¡z JC a¡−clC HLSe−L l¡−al fs¡ ®p−l M¡Ju¡ ®p−l h¡h¡l ¢hR¡e¡u
h¤−Ll ¢e−Q h¡¢mn ¢c−u ö−u,HL¢V n¡c¡j¡V¡ ®Lje BR i¡m B¢R S¡a£u ¢LR¤ ¢mM−a
¢mM−a O¤¢j−u f−s¢Rm¡jz clS¡u h¡h¡l Bp¡l në ®f−u O¤j- −Q¡−M h¡h¡l ¢hR¡e¡
®R−s ¢e−Sl ¢hR¡e¡u nl£l¢V−L R¤y−s ¢cCz ¢Q¢W h¡h¡l ¢hR¡e¡l Jfl Ji¡−hC
f−s¢Rmz h¡h¡ jdÉl¡−a Bj¡−L O¤j ®b−L ®V−e a¤−m ®j−Tu d¡‚¡ ¢c−u ®gm−mez
®g−mC a¡yl S¤−a¡ M¤−m ®fV¡−a öl¦ Ll−me, ®Le ®fV¡−µRe L£ AeÉ¡u B¢j L−l¢R
a¡l ¢LR¤ Bj¡−L e¡ S¡¢e−uz Bj¡l ®h¡T¡l rja¡ ®eC L£ L¡l−Z h¡h¡ Hje E¾j¡c
q−u−Rez Bj¡l AØg¤V h¡LÉ L£ Ll¢R B¢j, L£ qC−R? q¡¢l−u k¡u h¡h¡l aSÑ−el
a−mz BÙ¹ HL¢V °caÉ q−u EW−me ¢a¢ez Q¤−ml j¤¢W d−l n§−eÉ R¤y−s j¡l−me, E−s
¢N−u Bh¡l h¡V¡l nš² S¤−a¡ ¢f−W, O¡−s, j¡b¡u, h¤−L, j¤−Mz h¡h¡ ®fV¡e Bj¡−cl,
O¤−jl ®j−u−L a¤−m Hi¡−h jdÉl¡−a B−N LMeJ ®fV¡e¢ez h¡h¡−L ®gl¡−a
¢N−u¢R−me j¡, j¡−L d¡‚¡ ¢c−u c§−l ®g−m ¢c−u Bj¡−L M¡j−Q d−l−Re Bh¡lz q¡−a
f¡−u n¢š² g¤−l¡−m ¢a¢e ®b−j−Rez Bj¡−L ®j−T ®b−L a¤−m j¡e¤oV¡l B¾c¡S hl¡Ÿ
¢LµR¤ k¢c b¡La! j¡b¡u j¡l−m j¡b¡ ®k eø qCu¡ k¡Ch a¡ S¡−e e¡z HCi¡−h j¡l¡l
®Q−u H−LLh¡−l j¡Cl¡ ®gm¡u e¡ ®Lez j¡Cl¡ ®gm−mC ®a¡ T¡−jm¡ k¡u hm−a
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 hm−a ¢hR¡e¡u öC−u ¢c−me j¡z p¡l¡l¡a f¡−n h−p C¢Ù»l a−m L¡fs ®l−M Nlj
L−l L−l Bj¡l nl£−ll e¡e¡ S¡uN¡u pÉ¡yL¡ ®cez O¤j −Q¡−M ¢Rm e¡ Bj¡l, HL
®g¡yV¡ SmJ ¢L¿º ¢Rm e¡z ¢hR¡e¡u f−s b¡L¡ Bj¡l ¢Q¢W¢VC Hp−hl L¡lZ, ¢WL h¤¢Tz
h¡h¡ −j−l Bj¡l Q¡js¡ a¤−m ®gm¤e, Bj¡l q¡s−N¡s ph ®i−P ®gm¤e, ah¤ H−a
Bj¡l HC d¡lZ¡ j−l k¡ue¡ ®k ®R−m ®j−u−a hå¤aÅ qu, −R−m−cl p−‰ BaÈ£ua¡l
pÇfLÑ h¡ ®fÐ−jl pÇfLÑ R¡s¡J ®Lhm hå¤−aÅl pÇfLÑ q−a f¡−l, −j−u−a ®j−u−a
Abh¡ ®R−m−a ®R−m−a ®kje q−a f¡−lz
Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡ HMe Bl −R¡Vc¡l hå¤l L¡NSLm−jl ®c¡L¡e eu, ®f¡ØV h„ eðl
Ruz ay¡l ¢e−Sl ¢Q¢W L¡NSLm−jl ®c¡L¡e ®b−L j¡l k¡−µR BnwL¡ L−l ®R¡Vc¡
®f¡ØV¡¢f−p HL¢V h¡„ ¢e−u−Re, J¢VC B¢j Bl −R¡Vc¡ hÉhq¡l Ll−a öl¦ L−l¢Rz
¢h¢Qœ¡ ®b−L Bj¡l L¡−R hÉ¢š²Na ¢h‘¡fe ®cJu¡l Ae¤−l¡d S¡¢e−u ¢hi¡N£u
pÇf¡c−Ll ¢Q¢W B−pz Ae¤−l¡d¢V f¤m¢La L−l Bj¡−L ¢L¿º ¢h‘¡f−el fb j¡s¡−e¡l
®L¡eJlLj C−µR Bj¡l S¡−N e¡z k¢cJ i¤−m b¡¢L ¢h‘¡f−el SNa, SN−al Bl
®m¡−Ll¡ Bj¡−L ®i¡−m e¡z B¢j ®eC, ah¤ Bj¡−L B−R L−l l¡−M ¢h‘¡f−el
f¡a¡uz ehh−oÑl e¡jLl−Zl pju q¡¢l−u k¡Ju¡ Bj¡l SeÉJ HL¢V e¡j hl¡Ÿ b¡−Lz
®LE e¡j ®cu p¤Nå£ ®N¡m¡f, ®LE ®cu ®N¡m¡f ®a¡ eu, ®N¡m¡−fl L¡yV¡z OªZ¡ Hhw
i¡mh¡p¡ c¤−V¡−aC Jl¡ ®c¡m¡u Bj¡−L, k¢cJ J−cl L¡lJ p−‰C Bj¡l hÉ¢š²Na
f¢lQu ®eCz pȪ¢aQ¡lZ Ll−a ¢N−u Bj¡l E−õM e¡ q−m A−e−Ll Q−m e¡z ¢hÙ¹l ¢Q¢W
B−p Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡uz ®h¢nl i¡NC ¢Q¢W−aC hå¤−aÅl Bqh¡ez ¢LR¤ Aå Ae¤l¡N£lJ
B¢hiÑ¡h O−V−Rz L−m−S Bj¡l HL LÓ¡p ¢e−Q fs¡ n¡¢qe fТa¢ce g¤m ¢e−u c¡y¢s−u
b¡−L Bj¡l A−fr¡uz g¤−ml p−‰ ¢Q¢W, Bj¡−L ®p ®ch£ h−m j¡−ez ®j−u¢V hs
m¡S¤L, eaj¤−M ea−Q¡−M Bj¡l p¡j−e H−p c¡ys¡u, HL q©cu Eo·a¡ Bl HL nl£l
¯naÉ ¢e−u B¢j ¢eÕQ¤f, ®j−u¢V ¢L S¡−e a¡l ®Q−uJ ®h¢n m‹¡ha£ a¡l ®ch£! Q–
NË¡j ®b−L f¡q¡¢s L¤j¡l e¡−j HL deL¤−hl ¢Q¢W ®m−M p¤¾cl ®N¡V¡ ®N¡V¡ Ar−l,
p¤N−å ®X¡h¡−e¡ e£m¡i L¡N−Sz Q¾ce¡ −p¢ce AhL¡−n, f¡q¡¢s L¤j¡−ll Efq¡−ll
fÉ¡−LV¢V −k¢ce ¢c−u k¡u X¡L¢fuez Bjl¡ c¤Se j¡−W h−p NÒf Ll¢Rm¡j, fÉ¡−LV
Bj¡−cl NÒf b¡¢j−u ®cuz ®k−qa¤ H¢V fÉ¡−LV, ®k−qa¤ H¢V Bj¡l q¡−a ¢c−u Bj¡l
pC ¢e−a q−h, a¡C X¡L¢fue B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e e¡ ¢e−u fÉ¡−LV h¡¢s−a H−e−Rz hs
fÉ¡−L−Vl ®ia−l ®R¡V fÉ¡−LV, ®R¡V fÉ¡−L−Vl ®ial BlJ ®R¡V fÉ¡−LV, ®pC
fÉ¡−L−Vl ®ial B−lL, −no fÉ¡−L−Vl ®ial ®b−L fСZïjl¡¢V ®h¢l−u Bp−aC
Q¾ce¡ m¡¢g−u E−W HL q¡a c§−l T¢V¢a p−l ¢N−u ®Qy¢Q−u hmm, g¡m¡ HCV¡z
g¡m¡Ca¡j ®Le? ¢L qC−R?
g¡m¡z g¡m¡z Hr¤¢e g¡m¡z
¢L HCV¡?
q¡l¡jS¡c¡ L¤š¡ ®hX¡ fQ¡ ¢S¢ep f¡X¡C−R, g¡m¡z
¢L ®gmh a¡ e¡ h¤−T B¢j ¢hj§t h−p b¡¢Lz ®L±a§qm Bj¡−L Hje ¢N−m M¡u ®k
¢S¢ep¢Vl ¢c−L B¢j e¡ Q¡C−mJ Bj¡l q¡a Q¡u ®k−az Q¾ce¡ T¡y¢f−u f−s Bj¡l
q¡a p¢l−u ®eu ¢S¢ep¢V ®b−Lz ¢S¢ep Bj¡l q¡a ®b−L ®L¡−m, ®L¡m ®b−L j¤M
b¤h−s f−s j¡¢V−az
¢L HCV¡?
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 −h¡L¡ ®Q¡Mc¤−V¡ HLh¡l j¡¢Vl ¢S¢e−p, B−lLh¡l Q¾ce¡u, Q¾ce¡l ¢hh¢jo¡uz
h¤Tp e¡ ¢L HCV¡?
e¡ ®a¡!¢L HCV¡?
HCV¡ fÉ¡¢¾Vz ¢nN¢l g¡m¡Cu¡ ¢cu¡ Buz
®c±−s ¢N−u BhSÑe¡l Ù¹§−f fÉ¡−LVpq Efq¡l¢V ®g−m ¢cCz ¢hh¢jo¡ Bj¡l
¢c−LJ q¡y¢V q¡y¢V f¡ f¡ L−l Bp−a b¡−Lz Q¾ce¡ j¡−Wl ¢Le¡−l h−p p¢aÉ p¢aÉ
EN−m Bp¡ hje aÉ¡N L−lz
Q¾ce¡l Hje quzL¡je¡ h¡pe¡ nУja£ e¡−jl f−eÑ¡ jÉ¡N¡¢Se…−m¡ pÇf−LÑ J
h−m, B−l n¡m¡ HL¢ce fs¢Rm¡j, ®Oæ¡u h¢j Llm¡jz a¡lfl h¡wm¡ p¡h¡e ¢cu¡
q¡a d¤Cu¡ Bh¡l m¡„ p¡h¡e ¢cu¡ q¡a d¤Cm¡jz M¡Ju¡l pju j−e qCa¡¢Rm ®f−V e¡
Bh¡l Y¤CLÉ¡ k¡uz ®pC q¡−a Bl ®L¡eJ¢ce Jph ®e¡wl¡ ¢S¢ep J−W¢ez Bjl¡ ®k
S£h−el üfÀ ®c¢M, ®p S£h−e eÉ¡w−V¡ qJu¡ ®eCz f¤l¦−ol nl£l Q¾ce¡l L¡−R hs
Lc¡L¡l HL¢V ¢S¢epz a−h i¡mh¡p¡u i£oZ lLj ¢hnÄ¡p£ ®pz

Q¾ce¡ ®fÔ−V¡¢eL m¡i Hl Lb¡ hm−a öl¦ L−l−Rz ¢S−‘p L−l¢R, HCV¡ Bh¡l
¢L?
HCV¡ qCm m¡i, i¡mh¡p¡, ®kC i¡mh¡p¡u nua¡¢e e¡C, ®e¡wl¡¢j e¡Cz
Q¾ce¡l E‹Æm c¤¢V ®Q¡−M Bj¡l j¤‡ c¤¢V ®Q¡Mz

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Bj¡−L qW¡v HL¡ L−l ¢c−u EµQ j¡dÉ¢jL fl£r¡l fl Q¾ce¡ Q−m ®Nmz
Q¾ce¡ ®a¡ Bl ®Nm e¡, J−L O¡s d−l ¢e−u ®N−me Jl h¡h¡ X¡š²¡l p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡,
f¡yQ g¤V c¤ C¢’, Q¾ce¡−L S¾j ®ch¡l fl c¤ c¤−V¡ ®R−m-h¡µQ¡l S¾j ¢c−u ü¡j£l
Bn¡ f§lZ L−l¢R−me −k j¢me¡ ®pC j¢me¡l j¢me ü¡j£; L¤¢jõ¡uz L¤¤¢jõ¡ k¡Ju¡l
B−N c¡c¡ Bj¡−L Bl Q¾ce¡−L ¢e−u Y¡L¡ ®h¡XÑ ®b−L p¡¢VÑ¢g−LV a¤m−a ¢e−u
¢N−u¢R−mez pL¡−m k¡Ju¡ ¢h−L−m ®gl¡z j¢a¢T−m V¡C V¤w ¢Q−e ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu c¤f¤−l
Bj¡−cl M¡Ju¡−a ¢e−u c¡c¡ hm−me, ¢L Q¾ce¡, ®a¡jl¡ ®Q¡M L¡e ®M¡m¡ l¡−M¡ e¡
®Le?
−Le,¢L ®c¢M e¡C ¢L ö¢e e¡C?
HLV¡ p¤¾cl£ ®j−u ®cMh¡ e¡ Bj¡l SeÉ? L−m−S c¤CV¡ hRl fsm¡!
Bjl¡ ®R−m−cl ¢c−L a¡L¡Cu¡C pju f¡C e¡z ®j−u−cl ¢c−L LMe
a¡L¡−h¡! Q¾ce¡ ®q−p −g−mz Ae¡aÈ£u f¤l¦o−cl j−dÉ Q¾ce¡ Bj¡l c¡c¡−cl p−‰
ph−Q−u ®h¢n üµR¾cz Q¡Lj¡ l¡S¡ ®ch¡n£−ol Lb¡ j−e L−l Q¤L Q¤L c¤xM L−l
c¡c¡ h−me, ®k i¤mV¡ a¤¢j LlR, f−l ¢L¿º Hl SeÉ fÙ¹¡Ch¡z HLV¡ l¡S¡−l f¡š¡
¢cm¡ e¡!
Q¾ce¡ ®S¡−l ®q−p J−Wz
c¡c¡l c¤xM ®no qu e¡z Bjl¡ l¡P¡j¡¢V−a −N−m l¡S¡l h¡¢sl A¢a¢b qCu¡
b¡L−a f¡la¡j! HC p¤−k¡NV¡ eø LCl¡ ¢cm¡z
Q¾ce¡ Bh¡lJ q¡−pz
e¡ S¡¢e ®a¡j¡l Lf¡−m ®L¡e g¢Ll B−R!
l¡P¡j¡¢Vl NÒf hm−a ¢N−u ®ch¡n£−ol ®Q−u J ®h¢n h−m ®Ql¡N Bm£l Lb¡z
l¡P¡j¡¢V−a HL c¡−l¡N¡ B−R, c¡−l¡N¡l e¡j ®Ql¡N Bm£, ®Ql¡N Bm£ h−me, ¢a¢e
¢c−eJ SÅ−me l¡−aJ SÅ−mez Q¾ce¡ M¡¢eLfl Nñ£l q−u h−m, a−h ®Ql¡N Bm£
Cc¡¢ew ¢LR¤ Lj SÅ−me, L¡lZ a¡yl Q¡L¢l¢V Q−m ®N−Rz k¢cJ AÒf pju Y¡L¡u,
ah¤J Q¾ce¡ Bl B¢j juje¢pw−ql ®Qe¡ f¢l−hn ®b−L c§−l ®k−a ®f−l p¤−Ml
®c¡me¡u c¤¢mz L¤¢jõ¡ k¡Ju¡l B−N h−m¢Rm¡j Q¾ce¡−L, k¡Cp e¡, a¤C ®N−m
h¡yQh¡j ®Lj−e? Q¾ce¡lJ HLC fÐnÀ ¢Rm, Bj¡−cl fÐ−nÀl ®L¡eJ Ešl ®eC L¡lJ
L¡−Rz p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡−L Q¾ce¡ HjeJ h−m−R ®p juje¢pwq ®R−s k¡−h e¡, HM¡−e
Bj¡l p−‰ AhL¡−n ®b−L ®mM¡fs¡ Ll−hz¢a¢e l¡¢S qe¢ez Q¾ce¡l Bd−h¡S¡
®Q¡M m¡m q−u ¢Rm k¡h¡l ¢cez Bj¡l L¡−e L¡−e h−m−R, ®c¢Mp B¢j fm¡Cu¡

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HL¢ce QCm¡ BCu¡j al L¡−Rz Bjl¡ c¤CSe p¡l¡S£he HLp¡−b b¡Lh¡jz
L¤¢jõ¡ ®b−L ¢c−e c¤¢V ¢ae¢V L−l ¢Q¢W ¢mM−R Q¾ce¡z mð¡ mð¡ ¢Q¢Wz fТa¢c−el
fТa¢V OVe¡, c¤OÑVe¡z fТa¢c−el je ®Lje Ll¡z fТa¢c−el ¢exp‰a¡z fТa¢c−el
q¡q¡L¡lz h¡¢sl L¡−R Lªo·Q¤s¡ g¤−V m¡m q−u B−R, N¡R¢Vl ¢c−L kMeC a¡L¡u J,
Bj¡−L j−e f−sz j−e f−s −g−m k¡Ju¡ S£h−el fТa¢V Arl, fТa¢V në,
fТa¢V Ly¤¢s, fТa¢V g¤mz S£he¢V Jl Bh¡l ¢g−l ®f−a C−µR L−lz Q¾ce¡l HC
k¡Ju¡−L Bj¡l k¡Ju¡ h−m j−e qu e¡z j−e qu Bh¡l ¢g−l Bp¡l SeÉ ®N−R
®pz H k¡Ju¡ p¡l¡S£h−el ja Q−m k¡Ju¡ euz Bj¡−cl Bh¡l ®cM¡ q−h, Bjl¡
Bh¡l c¤mh Be¾c ®c¡me¡uz Bh¡l ®pC ®e±−L¡l Nm¤C−u h−p B¢j BL¡−nl lw
®cMh, Bl Rm¡v Rm¡v në a¤−m Q¾ce¡ ¯hW¡ ®h−u Q−m k¡−h hý c§−l, p£j¡e¡
®f¢l−uz Hje HL¢V SN−a ®kM¡−e ®L¡eJ f¡f ®eC, f¢ˆma¡ ®eC, ¢qwp¡ ®eC,
OªZ¡ ®eC, ¢eù¤la¡ ¢ejÑja¡ ®eC, ®kM¡−e ®L¡eJ AeÉ¡u ®eC, °hojÉ ®eC,®kM¡−e
®L¡eJ ®l¡N ®eC, ®n¡L ®eC, jªa¤É ®eCz ®kM¡−e öïa¡l OË¡Z ¢e−a ¢e−a p¤¾c−ll
p−‰ h¡p Llh Bjl¡, i¡mh¡p¡ Bj¡−cl ®Q±q¢Ÿ ®R−s ®L¡b¡J k¡−h e¡z Q¾ce¡
i¡m e¡ m¡N¡u i¤N−a i¤N−a ®m−M Bj¡l i¡m m¡N−R e¡, B¢j ®ke S¡N¢aL
ph¢LR¤l F−dÑz i¡m m¡N¡ i¡mh¡p¡ Hph në…−m¡ ph f¤−l¡−e¡ j−e q−µRz B¢j
®a¡−L ®h¡T¡−a f¡l¢R e¡z ®Lhm j−e q−µR B¢j ®ke Bj¡−a ®eCz BS p¡l¡¢ce
je M¡l¡f, p¡j¡eÉ BO¡a ®m−N ®jq¢N¢e f¡a¡…−m¡ kMe ¢Tl¢Tl g¤−ml ja
fÐn¡¢¿¹l ja T−l f−s aMe C−µR L−l ®L¡eJ ¢Sep SÉ¡−L−Vl ¢f−W j¡b¡ ®l−M
®q¡ä¡u Q−s c§−l ®L¡b¡J ®hs¡−a k¡Cz B¢j S¡¢e, ¢L ¢ejÑj i¡−h S¡¢e AbQ h¢m¢e
L¡lJ L¡−R Hph Bj¡l SeÉ ®Lhm Am£L üfÀ j¡œz Bj¡−L BO¡a Ll a¤C,
®Q¡−M Sm e¡ b¡L−m B¢j i¡m b¡¢L e¡ ®a¡, ¢LR¤−aC e¡, Bp−m Bj¡l ¢L q−u−R
B¢j ®a¡−L hm−a f¡lh e¡, a¡q−m ®S−e k¡−h, ph¡C ®S−e k¡−hz B¢j ®Lhm
RVgV Ll¢R, BL¤m q−u jl¢R AbQ ¢L S¡¢ep f¤−l¡ hÉ¡f¡lV¡ a¤C S¡e¢h e¡,
®ei¡l, a¤C Bj¡l Ha Bfe, Ha O¢eù, q©c−ul Ha L¡−R b¡¢Lp a¤C, ah¤ hm¡
q−h e¡z q¡u−l jez HC jeV¡C Bj¡l nœ¦z ph kMe ¢WLW¡L Q−m, ¢WL ®p j¤q§−aÑC
B¢j hc−m k¡Cz je e¡jL HC fc¡bÑ¢V ¢h−VÊ L−l h−p Bj¡l p−‰z B¢j i¡m
®eC, HLcj e¡, ¢QvL¡l Ll−a C−µR qu, HLdl−el DoÑ¡u ¢qw−pu B¢j ¢Ræ¢iæ
qC A¢hla, AbQ ®h¡T¡−a f¡¢l e¡z h¤T−aJ f¡¢l e¡ HC DoÑ¡ L¡l ¢hl¦−Ü, HC à¾cÄ
®Lez a−h ¢L B¢j Bj¡l ¢hl¦−Ü ®p¡µQ¡l q−a Q¡C? B¢j ¢L Bj¡−L Bl
i¡mh¡¢p e¡? ¢L S¡¢e .. k¢c ®L¡eJ HL e£m ®Q¡−Ml NË£L k¤hL, k¢c ®L¡eJ
H−f¡−m¡ Bj¡−L i¡mh¡p¡l Lb¡ hma ..! Bj¡l ®ial ph¢LR¤ J−m¡V f¡−m¡V
q−u k¡−µRz B¢j Bl ®L¡eJ¢LR¤−a Be¾c f¡C e¡z j−e f−s Bp¡j£ q¡¢S−ll
pc¡e¾c ¢L HL AhÉš² k¿»Z¡u BaÑe¡c Lla, j−e Ll ®aje ®L¡eJ AhÉš²
k¿»Z¡u B¢j BaÑe¡c Ll¢Rz HC HL−O−u S£he Bl i¡m m¡−N e¡z a¤C Bj¡−L
j−e¡ql Ešl−Z ¢e−u ®k−a f¡l¢h? je L¡y−c, a¤C ®g−m H−p¢Rp L¡−l je je−l
Bj¡l, a¡C Sej ®Nm n¡¢¿¹ ®f¢m e¡ ®l je je−l Bj¡lz h¤T−a f¡¢lp ¢L
hmm¡j? h¤¢Tp e¡? B¢j ®a¡−L L¡−R ®f−a Q¡C¢Rz B¢j ®Lhm ®a¡−LC Q¡C,
LaL¡m ®c¢M¢e ®a¡−Lz HC pwp¡l HC j¡u¡l håe ®R−s Qm O¤−l ®hs¡C h¡E−ml
HLa¡l¡ ¢e−u, a¤C q¢h °ho·h B¢j °ho·¢h, V¤wV¡w në a¤−m Bjl¡ N¡Ch c¤S−eC,
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 f¡¢M RVgV¡Cu¡ j−l, ¢nLm ¢Ry¢s−a e¡ f¡−l, M¡yQ¡ i¡¢P−a e¡ f¡−l, f¡¢M
RVgV¡Cu¡ j−lz Abh¡ ®Q¡−rlC e¡j Bl¢neNl, HL¢ce rCu¡ k¡−h, ®f¡s¡ ®Q¡−M
k¡ ®c¢Mm¡j a¡C lCu¡ k¡−hz

Q¾ce¡−L c£OÑ c£OÑ ¢Q¢W ®mM¡ R¡s¡ R¡−c, O−ll ®L¡−Z, h¡l¡¾c¡u, j¡−Wl O¡−p,
®i¡−ll ¢nE¢mam¡u, −p…e N¡−Rl R¡u¡u h−p HL¢V ¢S¢epC aMe qu, L¢ha¡
®mM¡z −c−nl ¢h¢iæ nql ®b−L L¢ha¡ f¢œL¡ B−p Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡uz f¢ÕQjh−‰l
e¡e¡ A’m ®b−LJ B−p L¢ha¡l ®R¡V L¡NSz H…−m¡ HL dl−el ®nL−ml ja,
HL¢V ®b−L B−lL¢V, B−lL¢V ®b−L B−lL¢V L−l L−l hÉ¡ç q−a b¡−Lz −R¡V
L¢ha¡ f¢œL¡u, Y¡L¡l p¡ç¡¢qL f¢œL¡−aJ f¡W¡C L¢ha¡z −L¡b¡J e¡ ®L¡b¡J
R¡f¡ q−a b¡−L ¢LR¤ e¡ ¢LR¤z HL¢ce Bj¡l i¡he¡l f¤L¤−l ¢Ym f−s, −L¡−›−L
f−s, ¢L L−l f−s ¢LR¤ e¡ ®S−e B¢j f¤L¤l f¡−s ¢eØf¾c h−p b¡¢Lz f¤L¤−ll ®R¡V
®R¡V ®YE œ²−j hs q−a q−a f¡−u BR−s f−s, Bj¡l nl£l ¢iS−a b¡−L S−mz
B¢j ah¤ ¢eØf¾c h−p b¡¢Lz ¢eØf¾c Bj¡−L ®cM−a m¡−N, ®ia−l Bj¡l Ey¢L
¢c−µR HL¢V C−µRl Aˆ¤lz B¢j ®a¡ ®Qø¡ Ll−m ¢e−SC HL¢V L¢ha¡ f¢œL¡ −hl
Ll−a f¡¢lz f¡¢l e¡ ¢L? f¡¢lz je h−m f¡¢lz X¢m f¡−ml h¡¢s −b−L −i−p Bp¡
Em¤dÄ¢el në Bj¡−L pQ¢La L−lz cn¢cL AåL¡l q−u Bp−Rz L£ e¡j ®ch
f¢œL¡l? L£ ®ch e¡j? Bj¡−L c¤¢ce ¢Lwh¡ ¢ae¢ce i¡h−a qu e¡z je h−m,
®pyS¤¢a! qÉy¡ ®pyS¤¢aCz påÉ¡fÐc£fz Q¾ce¡l L¡−R Q¡Ju¡j¡œ L¢ha¡ f¡¢W−u ®cu,
CnL¤m ®no qJu¡l flJ h¡wm¡l ¢n¢rL¡ p¤l¡Cu¡ ®hNj Bj¡−L ¢eu¢ja ¢Q¢W
¢mM−ae, ay¡−L ¢c−u ea¤e HL¢V L¢ha¡ ¢m¢M−u ¢eC Bl ®R¡Vc¡−L h−m nq−ll
¢LR¤ L¢hl L¢ha¡ B¢e−u n−Ml h−n p¤−Ml ®O¡−l f¡™¤¤¢m¢f °a¢l L−l ®g¢m
®pyS¤¢al, ¢LR¤ V¤L−l¡ Mhl ®n−ol f¡a¡u, p¡¢q−aÉl p¡¢q¢aÉ−Ll, p¡¢q−aÉl ®L¡e
®R¡V f¢œL¡ ®L¡−›−L L¡l¡ ®hl L−l−R, −Lje q−u−R i¡m e¡ j¾c, j¾c q−m ®Le
i¡m q−m a¡C h¡ ®Le, Hphz c¡c¡ hm−me Bj¡l HLV¡ L¢ha¡ R¡f¡z ay¡l
L¢ha¡l M¡a¡ ®b−L ph−Q−u i¡m L¢ha¡¢V ¢eCz Bj¡l MhlV¡J −mCM¡ ®cz ®mCM¡
®c f¡a¡ f¢œL¡l pÇf¡cL guS¤m Lh£l ®e¡j¡eHl fÐbj L¢ha¡l hC f¡l¡f¡l
¢nN¢l ®h−l¡−µRz a¡J ¢m−M ¢cCz c¡c¡ M¤¢nz ¢L¿º ®hs¡−ml Nm¡u O¾V¡ h¡S¡−e¡l
pju q−u Hm, −L V¡L¡ ®c−h, ®L ®fÐ−p k¡−h, ®L ®R−f Be−h −pyS¤¢a! f¡l¡f¡l
e¡−j c¡c¡ ®L¡eJ hC ®mM¡ öl¦C L−le¢e, ah¤ ay¡l Ae¤−l¡−d Mhl¢V −ch¡l
L¡l−ZC pñha ¢a¢e hm−me ¢WL B−R k¡, B¢j al HC ®pyS¤¢a R¡f¡l MlQ
¢cu¡j ®ez −fÐ−pl ph¡C−l ®a¡ B¢j ¢Q¢e, f¡a¡ f¢œL¡ R¡f¡−e¡l L¡l−Zz c¡c¡l
L¡−el L¡−R ¢fe¢fe L−l ®h−SC Qmm Bj¡l N¡e¡ J c¡c¡, J c¡c¡, a¤¢j ®a¡ LCR
R¡f¡Cu¡ ¢ch¡, ®cJz
¯dkÑ dlz °dkÑ dlz
¯dkÑ Bl La dl¡j?
BlJ °dkÑ dlz BlJz
La¢ce?
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 ¯dkÑ dl¡ Bj¡l f−r pñh qu e¡z ¢ce ¢ce A¢ÙÛl q−a b¡¢Lz ®no Ah¢c ®R¡Vc¡l
q¡−a f¡™¤¢m¢f ¢cCz ®R¡Vh¡S¡−ll HL¢V R¡f¡M¡e¡u ®pyS¤¢a ¢c−u Bp¡l fl ®R¡Vc¡l
®m−S ®m−N b¡¢L, L−h R¡f¡ q−h? R¡f¡l ®c¢l B−Rz La ®c¢l? p¡j−el j¡−p R¡f¡
qChz Eg Ha ®c¢l! ®fÐ−pl ¢L Bl L¡S e¡C e¡¢L?
Bj¡−l HL¢ce ¢eu¡ k¡Ch¡ R¡f¡M¡e¡u? a¤C k¡C¢a ®Le? B¢jC R¡f¡Cu¡ ¢eu¡
Bphz
R¡f¡M¡e¡u k¡Ju¡l C−µR¢Vl Nm¡ d−l c¡c¡ d¡‚¡ ®ce, ®fÐ−p k¡C¢h ®Le?
−Lj−e R¡f¡u ®cM−a CµR¡ Lla¡−Rz
®j−ul¡ ®fÐ−p k¡u e¡z
−Le k¡u e¡?
k¡u e¡z
−L¡eJ L¡lZ B−R?
−j−u−cl ®fÐ−p k¡C−a qu e¡z
−Le qu e¡? ®N−m ¢L qu?
Ap¤¢hd¡ quz
¢L Ap¤¢hd¡? j¡Ce−o Q¡‚¡Ch?
Q¡‚¡Ch e¡ qua, ¢L¿º q¡phz
q¡ph ®Le? q¡¢pl ¢L B−R? B¢j pÇf¡ce¡ Lla¡¢R f¢œL¡, B¢j ®Le ®fÐ−p
k¡h e¡?
pÇf¡ce¡ O−l hCu¡ Ll¡ k¡uz f¤l¦oj¡e¤−ol ja ®fÐ−p ®c±s¡−e¡l clL¡l e¡Cz
c¡c¡ Bj¡l Evp¡q ¢ehªš Ll−a f¡−le e¡z −R¡Vc¡l p−‰ ®fÐ−p B¢j k¡C ®k
L−lC ®q¡L k¡Cz L¡−m¡ L¡−m¡ L¡a Ll¡ OlL¡V¡ hs ®V¢hm ja, a¡l p¡j−e h−p
®m¡−Ll¡ HL HL¢V Ol ®b−L HL HL¢V r¤â hZÑ ¢e−u ®m¡q¡l f¡−a l¡M−Rz a¤¢j
¢mM−a ¢N−u, a Hl Ol ®b−L a a¤−m, ¤l Ol ®b−L ,¤ a¡lfl HL¢V ¢ ¢e−u a¡l f¡−n
j hp¡−µRz HL a¤¢j−aC Q¡lh¡l q¡a h¡s¡−a quz ¢L L−l ®m¡−Ll¡ S¡−e ®L¡e O−l a
B−R, ®L¡e O−l j, ¢L L−l q¡a…−m¡ Ha â¦a p’¡¢ma qu! C−µR L−l p¡l¡¢ce h−p
®fÐ−pl L¡S ®c¢M, ®c¢M ¢L L−l Arl S¤−s në h¡e¡u Jl¡z R¡f¡l ®j¢ne¢V OsOs
n−ë ®R−f k¡−µR ¢h¢sl L¡NS, BNlh¡¢al L¡NS, jm−jl ®L±−V¡l L¡NS,¢h−ul
L¡XÑ, l¡S¯e¢aL ®f¡ØV¡lz −pyS¤¢al f¡™¤¢m¢f ®c−M ®fÐ−pl j¡¢mL q−l Lªo· p¡q¡
AeÉlLj ¢LR¤l ü¡c ®f−u AeÉlLj q¡¢p q¡p−mez ®R−f ®c−he n£OË hm−mez fТa
gjÑ¡ c¤n V¡L¡z −Lhm c¤n V¡L¡C ¢L! B−R L¡NS ®Le¡l V¡L¡z h¡¢s ¢g−l
¢n¢n−h¡amL¡NSAm¡l L¡−R h¡¢s−a BÙ¹ Ae¡Ù¹ ka L¡NS B−R, f¤−l¡−e¡ ¢Qœ¡m£
f§hÑ¡Z£ −l¡−c ö¢L−u EC ®T−s, f¤−l¡−e¡ ®l¡hh¡l på¡e£ ¢h¢Qœ¡l j¡u¡ L¡¢V−u ¢h¢œ²
L−l V¡L¡ Sj¡ L¢lz j¡l ByQ−ml M¤yV ®b−LJ ¢LR¤ ASÑe quz H¢cL J¢cL ®b−L
BlJ ¢LR¤z k−rl de j¤−W¡ L−l ®R¡Vc¡−L p−‰ ¢e−u q−l Lªo· p¡q¡l R¡f¡M¡e¡l
f¡−nC L¡N−Sl ®c¡L¡e ®b−L fR¾c L−l L¡NS ¢L−e ¢c−u B¢p R¡f¡M¡e¡uz Hlfl
h¡¢s−a ®R¡Vc¡ fЦg ¢e−u H−p fЦg ¢L L−l ®cM−a qu ¢n¢M−u ®cez ¢e−S ¢a¢e
f¢œL¡u L¡S L−le, S¡−eez R¡f¡l V¡L¡l SeÉ c¡c¡l Jfl ilp¡ L¢l, HLh¡−l
V¡L¡ f¡Ju¡ e¡ ®N−mJ ¢L¢Ù¹−a ¢L¢Ù¹−a V¡L¡ ®j−mz

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 ®k¢ce qm¤c l−Pl f¡yQn ®pyS¤¢a R¡f¡ q−u h¡¢s−a Hm, ®pyS¤¢al l©f lp Nå
ph NËqZ Ll¡l fl ¢hR¡e¡u h−p ®pS¤y¢al f¡a¡ i¡yS L−l L−l ¢fe BV−L Bm¡c¡
L−l l¡M¢Rm¡j, h¡h¡l h¡¢s ®Y¡L¡l në ö−e Q¡m¡e L−l ¢cC ph M¡−Vl ¢e−Qz M¡−Vl
¢e−QJ ®Q¡M k¡u h¡h¡lz h¡h¡l ®Q¡M, Cu¡p¢je h−m, nL¤−elz L¡lJ p¡dÉ ®eC ¢LR¤
m¤¢L−u l¡−Mz h¡¢s−a ¢L q−µR e¡ q−µR, a¡ ¢a¢e ®h¢nl i¡N pju h¡¢s e¡ ®b−LJ
S¡−eez −L ®k LMe h¡h¡l c§a q−u L¡S L−l, Apñh Ae¤j¡e Ll¡z j¡−L ®X−L ¢e−u
¢S−‘p Ll−me, ¢L JCph, −mM¡fs¡ l¡CM¡ L−l ¢L ®j−u?
j¡ ¢eØfªq L−˜ h−me, ¢L S¡¢e ¢L L¢ha¡l f¢œL¡ R¡f¡C−Rz
L¢ha¡l f¢œL¡ Bh¡l ¢L?
L¢ha¡ ®m−Mz f¢œL¡ R¡f¡uz
L¢ha¡l f¢œL¡ ¢cu¡ ¢L qCh? a¡−l e¡ LC¢R ®mM¡fs¡ Ll−a? ®j¢X−L−ml
i¢aÑ fl£r¡u f¡n Ll¡Ch ®LX¡ J−l? L¢ha¡ ¢cu¡ f¡n qCh?
j¡l Jfl dLm k¡uz
V¡L¡ f¡Cm LC? h¡h¡l ®L±a§qm Ef−Q J−Wz
j¡ e£lp j¤−M h−me, ®e¡j¡e ¢c−Rz
−e¡j¡e ¢c−R ®Le?
Q¡C−Rz ¢c−Rz
Q¡C−mC ¢c−a qCh e¡¢L?
®R¡V −h¡e nM Ll−R a¡C ¢c−Rz
®e¡j¡−el m¡i ¢L?
m¡i ¢L ph¡C M¤y−S? i¡m m¡−N hCm¡ L¢ha¡ ®m−Mz ®e¡j¡eJ ®a¡ L¢ha¡l
f¢œL¡ R¡faz Hqe e¡p¢le dl−Rz
B¢j ®k ¢cel¡Ca M¡CV¡ BCe¡ a¡−c−l M¡Ju¡C, a¡ ¢L HCph B−S h¡−S
L¡S LCl¡ pju eø Ll¡l m¡CN¡?
j¡ h−me,Bj¡−l ¢SN¡e ®Le? ®j−u−l ¢Nu¡ ¢SN¡ez
h¡h¡ Bj¡l L¡−R ¢LR¤ ¢S−‘p Ll−a B−pe e¡z c¡c¡−L d−le, J−l ®k
Eú¡Ca¡Rp, J f¡Nm qC−R hCm¡ ¢L a¤CJ f¡Nm qCRp?
c¡c¡ ¢je¢je L−le, J−l ®a¡ Eú¡C e¡C B¢jz
V¡L¡ ¢cRp ®Le?
®h¢n ®cC e¡C az
¢cRp az a¤C V¡L¡ e¡ ¢c−m HC…m¡ ¢L Ll−a f¡la J?
c¡c¡ N−hÑ g¤−m h−me, e¡z
L¢ha¡ ®mCM¡ ¢L qu S£h−e? ¢LR¤ qu?
e¡z
a¡C−m ®m−M ®Le?
Hj¢ez
L¢ha¡ i¡a ®cu?
c¡c¡ j¡b¡ e¡−se, i¡a ®cu e¡z
L¡fs ®cu?
−cu e¡z
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e¡z
C−mL¢VÊ¢p¢V ®cu?
e¡z
c¡c¡ eaj¤−M elj ü−l Ešl ¢c−a b¡−Lez
nq−l O¤Cl¡ O¤Cl¡ j¡Ce−ol S£he a ®cMRpz ®LE ¢L B−R L¢ha¡ ®mCM¡
h¡¢s h¡e¡C−R?
e¡z
−L¡eJ iâ−m¡−L g¡ma¤ L¡−S pju eø L−l?
e¡z
f¡Nm R¡s¡ Bl −LE ¢L L¢ha¡ ®m−M?
c¡c¡ Hh¡l Bl ®L¡eJ Ešl ®ce e¡z h¡h¡ BlJ c¤h¡l fÐnÀ¢V L−l c¡c¡−L
Ji¡−hC ¢el¦šl ®l−M S¤−a¡l jQjQ në a¤−m ®h¢l−u k¡ez

h¡h¡ j¤−M a¡m¡ ¢c−u−Rez h¡¢sl ph¡l p−‰ Lb¡ hm−he, Bj¡l p−‰ euz h¡h¡
Lb¡ e¡ hm¡ j¡−e V¡L¡ fup¡ ®cJu¡ hå Ll¡z Bj¡l HMe L−mSJ ®eC ®k L−m−S
k¡Ju¡l ¢l„¡i¡s¡l clL¡l q−h, HLlLj ü¢Ù¹C f¡C h¡h¡l lš²−Q¡M Bl c¡ya
LVjV Bl N¡¢mN¡m¡S Bl fs−a hp¡l B−c−nl p¡j−e fs−a q−h e¡ h−mz
h¡h¡l üi¡hC Hje, qW¡v qW¡v Lb¡ hå L−l ®cez c£OÑ c£OÑ ¢ce Hi¡−hC Qm−a
b¡−Lz h¡¢s−a HL L¡−Sl j¡e¤o R¡s¡ Bl ph¡l p−‰C ¢a¢e cg¡u cg¡u Lb¡ hå
L−l−Rez kMe Lb¡ hm¡ ®gl öl¦ qu, ¢a¢e ¢e−S ®b−LC Lb¡ hm−a öl¦ L−le h−m
quz j¤−Ml a¡m¡ ¢a¢e kMe C−µR ®M¡−me kMe C−µR m¡N¡e, Q¡¢h ay¡l h¤L f−L−Vz
A−eL pju HjeJ qu ®k h¡h¡ L¡l p−‰ ¢L L¡l−Z Lb¡ hå L−l−Re, −p L¡lZ
M¤y−S f¡Ju¡ Bj¡−cl ph¡l SeÉ nš² q−u c¡ys¡uzHh¡l Bj¡l p−‰ Lb¡ hå Ll¡l
L¡lZ¢V qm ®pyS¤¢az j¤−M a¡m¡ ®cJu¡l pç¡q f¡l e¡ q−aC Bj¡l E−Ÿ−n ¢a¢e fœ
f¡W¡−a öl¦ Ll−mez j¤M h¤−SC ¢a¢e j¤−Ml në…−m¡ fœ¡L¡−l, p¡d¤−L Q¢m−al p−‰
…−m f¡W¡−a m¡N−mez fœh¡qL B−l¡NÉ¢ha¡−el LjÑQ¡¢l p¡m¡jz p¡m¡j−L j¡
p¡m¡−jl f¤−l¡ e¡j d−lC X¡−Lez p¡m¡j qm Bõ¡ql ¢el¡eîC¢V e¡−jl HL¢V e¡jz
pl¡p¢l Bõ¡ql e¡−j L¡E−L X¡L−a qu e¡, Bhc¤p h¡ Bhc¤m S¤−s ¢c−m e¡−jl
AbÑ c¡ys¡u Bõ¡ql ®N¡m¡jz ®k−qa¤ j¡e¤o j¡œC Bõ¡ql ®N¡m¡j, j¡ a¡C p¡m¡j−L
Bhc¤p p¡m¡j AbÑ¡v Bõ¡l ®N¡m¡j h−mC X¡−Lez L¤Ÿ¤p e¡−j j¡l HL f¡s¡a¤−a¡
i¡C B−R, ph¡C J−L L¤Ÿ¤p X¡−L, j¡ X¡−Le Bhc¤m L¤Ÿ¤pz Bhc¤p p¡m¡j Bj¡l
q¡−a fœ ¢c−u k¡Ju¡l fl j¡ Bj¡−L f−s ®n¡e¡−a h−me fТa¢V fœCz B¢j
®S¡−l f¢s, ®Lhm j¡ ee, h¡¢sl Bl ph¡C ®n¡−ez cn h¡−l¡ fªù¡l fœ, ¢fa¡l
B−cn ¢e−od j¡e¡l g¢Sma hZÑe¡ L−l f−œl öl¦, Qlj qa¡n¡ Bl q¡q¡L¡l ¢c−u
fœ ®no, j¡TM¡−e e£¢ah¡−LÉl eqlz −no h¡LÉ¢V kb¡l£¢a C¢a ®a¡j¡l qai¡NÉ
¢fa¡z fœ B¢j f¢s ¢WLC, a−h i¢aÑ fl£r¡l SeÉ hC−ul Jfl Ef¤s q−u b¡L¡l
®L¡eJ ®Qø¡C L¢l e¡z L¢l e¡ L¡lZ C−µR L−l e¡z h¡h¡ ®k ®mM¡fs¡l Lb¡ h−me,
®pV¡ e¡ q−mJ AeÉ dl−Zl ®mM¡ Bl fs¡u B¢j ¢chp lSe£ L¡V¡−a b¡¢Lz

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 L¢h−cl ¢WL¡e¡u Bl ¢h¢iæ ¢mVm jÉ¡N¡¢S−el ¢WL¡e¡u ®pyS¤¢a f¡W¡h¡l
¢LR¤¢ce fl ®b−LC fÐQ¤l ¢Q¢W Bp−a b¡−L, ¢Q¢Wl p−‰ L¢ha¡z L¢ha¡ fs, öÜ
Ll, f−ll pwMÉ¡u R¡f¡l SeÉ a¤−m l¡−M¡z ®pyS¤¢a−L L−l¢R °œj¡¢pLz ¢L¿º C−µR
L−l L¡mC ®R−f ®g¢mz c£OÑ ¢ae−V j¡−pl A−fr¡ pqÉ qu e¡z ¢Q¢W B−p Ha, h¡h¡
Bj¡−L ö¢e−u ö¢e−u j¡−L h−me,kœ aœ fœ¢ja¡¢m ¢L J hå L−l e¡C HM−e¡?
kœ aœ fœ¢ja¡¢m hå qu h−V, kœ aœ L¢ha¡ ®mM¡ hå qu e¡, J Q−mz h¡l¡¾c¡l
®V¢h−m f−s b¡L¡ HL¢V ®pyS¤¢a ¢a¢e HL¢ce Bm−N¡−R p¢l−u ®eez c¤f¤−l M¡Ju¡l
fl ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u ö−u f−se ®pyS¤¢al ph…−m¡ L¢ha¡z fs¡ q−m ®p¢V f−L−V
¢e−uC h¡C−l k¡ez ¢L q−a k¡−µR OVe¡ a¡ ByQ Ll¡ Bj¡l f−r pñh qu e¡z l¡−a
¢a¢e j¡−L ¢e−Sl O−l ®X−L f¡−n h¢p−u ®pyS¤¢a ®b−L HL¢V L¢ha¡ ö¢e−u h−me,
®cM HCM¡−e L¢h hma¡−R L¡NS qCm j¡¢V, Lmj qCm ®L¡c¡m, Bl L¢ha¡ ®mM¡
qCm ¢e−Sl Lhl ®M¡ys¡z ¢WL LC−R e¡? L¢hl¡ ¢e−Sl¡ ®M¡y−s ¢e−Sl Lhl, HC
Lb¡ ®a¡ HL L¢hC LCmz
f−œl ®L¡eJ fÐa¤Éšl h¡h¡ f¡e e¡z ¢a¢e j¤M L¡−m¡ L−l h¡¢s ®g−le, j¤M
L¡−m¡ L−lC −h¢l−u k¡ez Bj¡l mð¡ gpÑ¡ ®L¡yLs¡ Q¤−ml Ešj L¤j¡l-h¡h¡-l ®f−V
La djL,La ¢M¢Ù¹ Sj¡ q−u B−R, ¢RV−L ®h−l¡−a Q¡u, ¢L¿º ¢a¢e Jph e£¢a-Q¡f¡
¢c−u l¡−Mez °exnë a¡yl A−eL e£¢al HL e£¢a ¢L e¡! fœ¡O¡−a B¢j −q−m
fs¢R e¡ h−m ¢a¢e ®k L¡S¢V L−le Hlfl, ®p¢V A¢iehz ay¡l O−ll clS¡u
HL¢V L¡NS ®py−V ¢a¢e ¢m−M−Re,
B¢j Bl p¢q−a f¡l¢R e¡ Ha AeÉ¡u,
HC ¢L ¢Rm Bj¡l Lf¡−m q¡u!
−R−m−j−ul¡ ®N−R EµR−æ,
L¡y¢cu¡ j¢l B¢j j−e j−ez
−mM¡¢V f−s h¡h¡l O−ll m¡m e£m S¡e¡m¡l m¡m L¡−Q i¡−al BW¡u HL¢V
L¡NS ®py−V ¢c−u B¢p, L¡N−S ®mM¡,
L£ Bh¡l AeÉ¡u Llm¡j qW¡v
Bj¡l ®a¡ L¡−V ¢ce Bl l¡a
AhL¡−n h−p, k¡C e¡ −L¡b¡J,
h¡s¡C e¡ clS¡l h¡C−l HL f¡ Jz
h¡h¡ h¡¢s ¢gl−m B¢j …¢V−u l¡¢M ¢e−S−L O−ll ®ialz fТa¢œ²u¡l SeÉ L¡e
®f−a ®l−MJ ®L¡eJ m¡i qu¢ez h¡h¡ ¢exn−ë H−p ¢exn−ë Q−m ®N−Rez Q−m
k¡Ju¡l fl S¡e¡m¡l L¡N−Sl AhÙÛ¡¢V ®cM−a ¢N−u ®c¢M JC L¡N−Sl f¡−n
B−lL¢V L¡NS p¡yV¡, J−a ®mM¡
h¡C−l e¡ ®N−mC ¢L p¡d¤ qJu¡ k¡u!
HC ®m¡L ¢WLC Mhl f¡u!
AhL¡−n ¢L ¢L quz
nM L−l Ll¡ q−µR S£h−el ruz
e¡C ®L¡eJ iu
kœaœ fœ¢ja¡¢m L−l ®LE que¡ hs,
−mM¡fs¡ e¡ Ll−m S£h−el M¤y¢V qu eshsz
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 h¡h¡l ®mM¡ f−s Bh¡l L¡N−S hs hs L−l ¢m¢M, ®mM¡l pju Bj¡l j¡b¡l
f¡n ®b−L Cu¡p¢j−el j¡b¡¢V ¢LR¤−a p−l e¡z
a¡ ®a¡ S¡¢e, a¡¢L Bl S¡¢e e¡ !
a−h HLV¡ ¢S¢ep B¢j j¡¢e e¡
®k, ¢L¢m−u L¡E−L j¡e¤o Ll¡ k¡uz
h¡h¡l¡ ¢L H−a M¤h p¤M f¡u,
LeÉ¡l¡ kMe −Ly−c h¤L i¡p¡u!
h¡h¡ p−ål j−dÉC ¢g−l H−me, H−pC O−l Y¤−L O¾V¡ M¡¢eL L¡l¦−L X¡L¡X¡¢L
e¡ L−l L¡¢V−u, ®h¢l−u j¡l L¡−R HL ®Nm¡p f¡¢e ®Q−u ®M−u, h¡¢s−a Be¡Sf¡¢a
¢LR¤ m¡N−h ¢L e¡ ¢S−‘p L−l Q−m ®N−mez O−l ®Ly−Q¡ q−u h−p ¢Rm¡jz h¤L
dsgs L−l, HC −M¡m¡ f−cÉl ®N¡m¡ −no Ah¢c LaV¡ ¢h−Øg¡lL q−h ®L S¡−e!
h¡h¡ Q−m k¡Ju¡l p−‰ p−‰ ®Ly−Q¡ ®L−V ®hl L¢l ¢LwöLz
h¡h¡ ¢m−M ®N−Re, Hh¡l S¡e¡m¡l ®h…¢e L¡−Qz
jl−j ¢Nu¡ BO¡a L¢lm BaÈS¡l œ²¾ce
¢fa¡C öd¤ ®h¡−T LeÉ¡l p¢qa LaM¡¢e a¡l BaÈ¡l håez
¢fa¡ BS B−R, L¡m k¡−h j−l
a¡C−a¡ LeÉ¡−L ®p ¢c−a Q¡u i−l
¢nr¡ c£r¡ Bl −cM¡C−a Q¡u p−aÉl fb
−k f−b Qm−m pL−m i¡m h−m, HC −a¡ ¢fa¡l jaz

HC L−b¡fLbe Bj¡−L i£oZ Evp¡¢qa L−lz h¡¢sl ph¡C H−p S¡e¡m¡l

L¡−Q p¡yV¡ fcÉ f−s k¡uz c¡c¡l ®cJu¡ m¡m X¡u¢l−a L¢ha¡ ®mM¡ h¡c ¢c−u
S¡e¡m¡u p¡yV¡ HC fcÉ fcÉ ®Mm¡u B¢j ®j−a E¢Wz
lh£¾cÐe¡b f−s ¢L ®L¡eJ paÉ k¡u e¡ f¡Ju¡?
L¡S£ eSl¦m−L L¡l p¡dÉ B−R L−l q¡Ju¡!
Bl p¤L¡¿¹? ®p ®a¡ c¤cÑ¡¿¹z
L¢ha¡ j¡−e ¢L ¢j−bÉl fb?
k¢c qu, a−h HC ¢c¢µR e¡−L Ma
Jfb j¡s¡−h¡ e¡,
L¡−l¡ c¤xM h¡s¡−h¡ e¡z
B¢j A¢a a¤µR r¤â fСZ£,
−Lhm HCV¤L¤ S¡¢e
Bj¡l ®L¡eJ aªo·¡ ®eC j¢Z j¤š²¡ j¡m¡l,
HLV¤ öd¤ a¡¢Nc B−R påÉ¡c£f SÅ¡m¡lz
HL S¡e¡m¡ ®no q−m B−lL S¡e¡m¡u p¡yV¡ q−µRz H¢V f−s j¡ hm−me, B¢j
a¤µR r¤â fСZ£X¡ L¡C–¡ ®cz
L¡C–¡ ¢c−m ¢L ¢cu¡ ¢jm¡−h¡?
®mCM¡ ®c, B¢j k−bø h¤¢Üj¡e fСZ£z
L¡V¡ qu e¡, L¡lZ h¡h¡l f¡−ul BJu¡S f¡Ju¡ k¡uz h¡h¡ BSL¡m Oe Oe
h¡¢s−a Y¤y j¡−lez ®fµR¡h f¡uM¡e¡ ®a¡ B−RC, HL ®Nm¡p f¡¢e ®M−aJ ea¤e
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 h¡S¡l ®b−L Bjm¡f¡s¡ f¡¢s ®cez E−ŸnÉ AhnÉ L¢ha¡z LMeJ Hje q−u−R
¢a¢e ¢m−M k¡Ju¡l BdO¾V¡l j−dÉC M¡−j¡L¡ ¢g−l H−me h¡¢sz O−ll S¡e¡m¡
clS¡u ea¤e ¢LR¤ p¡yV¡ q−u−R ¢L e¡ ®c−M k¡ez L¡lZ R¡s¡C Bj¡l O−ll f¡n
¢c−u k¡Ju¡l pju Bs−Q¡−M ®c−Me B¢R ¢L e¡z ®Q¡M¡−Q¡¢M qu e¡, J ¢S¢ep¢V
¢a¢eJ H¢s−u Q−me, B¢jJz Lb¡ h−ål L¡−m cª¢øJ pwka Ll¡l ¢euj, H ¢euj
h¡h¡lC ®nM¡−e¡z
l¢hh¡h¤ L¢ha¡ ¢m−M−Re ¢eiÑ¡he¡u
S¢jc¡l−clC HCph j¡e¡uz
R¡œS£h−e L¢ha¡ ¢L ®n¡i¡ f¡u?
HC qai¡N¡ hs L−ø pwp¡l Q¡m¡u
Ha L−øl gm ¢L ®p f¡u?
¢fa¡l Lb¡ ¢L a¡l¡ HaV¤L¤ i¡−h?
B¢j ®a¡ ®c¢M e¡ ®L¡−e¡ pÇj¡e q¡−h i¡−hz
La h¢m qC−a j¡e¤−ol ja j¡e¤o
ah¤J ®c¢M e¡ a¡q¡−cl ®L¡eJ ýynz
pju ®N−m pju e¡¢q B−p
¢fa¡ j−l ®N−m ®LE Bl e¡C f¡−nz
R¡œS£h−e Ahpl h−m ¢LR¤ e¡C
HC Lb¡ B¢j h¡lh¡l h¢m, Bh¡lJ h−m k¡C
®qm¡−gm¡ L¢l−m S£he¢V q−h eø
−c−M Bl ®LE eu, ¢fa¡C f¡C−h Løz

h¡h¡ HC fcÉ¢V ¢mM−a pju ¢e−u−Re ®hnz p¡m¡j−L M¤y¢Q−u Mhl ®S¡−V, h¡h¡
L¡NS Lmj ¢e−u BSL¡m B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e h−p j¡b¡ Q¤m−L¡ez ®l¡N£ h−p b¡−L
A−fr¡-O−lz ¢a¢e Q¤m−L¡−µRe, ¢mM−Re, ®gm−Re, Bh¡l ea¤e L−l ¢mM−Rez f−l
®h¢l−u H−p ®l¡N£−cl BlJ ¢LR¤rZ A−fr¡ Ll−a h−m ¢a¢e h¡¢s ®b−L O¤−l
k¡ez O¤−l k¡Ju¡ j¡−e S¡e¡m¡u fcÉ ®py−V k¡Ju¡z
H fcÉ¢V f−s j¡ h−me, ýx! HC pwp¡l Q¡m¡C−a Lø qu e¡¢L ®L¡eJ?
p¡a¢c−e HL¢ce h¡S¡l L−lz ®qC ®h¢Xl h¡¢sa a fÐ−aÉL¢ce j¡R j¡wp k¡uz
V¡L¡ a Bl Lj L¡j¡u e¡z ®a¡−c−l ¢L ®cu? n−Ml HLV¡ ¢S¢ep ¢c−R
®L¡eJ¢ce?
j¡l ®fÐlZ¡u ¢m¢M
¢L qu Hje MlQ pwp¡−l!
L¡V¡C ®a¡ A−eLV¡ Ae¡q¡−lz
Dc H−m S¡j¡ f¡C, ph D−cJ ®S¡−V e¡
j−e La Lb¡ Sj¡, j¤−M ¢LR¤ ®g¡−V e¡z
Q¡¢l¢c−L ®j−ul¡ Lb¡ h−m Q¤¢V−u
Bjl¡C H h¡¢s−a i−u b¡¢L …¢V−uz
j−e ah¤ Bn¡ b¡−L m¤¢L−u,
h¡h¡l Bcl ®f−m i¤m…−m¡ Q¤¢L−u
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 hs qh Ha hs BL¡n e¡N¡m f¡−h¡
¢cN−¿¹l JCf¡−l HL¢ce q¡l¡−h¡z
fcÉ¢V f−s j¡ h−me q¡l¡−e¡l Lb¡ ®mMRp ®Le? c¡c¡ në L−l f−s h−me,
p¤¾cl qC−Rz h¡h¡ Hlfl Bl ¢LR¤ ®m−Me e¡z f−cÉl S£he Bl p¢aÉL¡l S£h−e
®k A−eL f¡bÑLÉ a¡ HL¢ce h¡h¡l e¡p¢le X¡−Ll ¢QvL¡−l Ae¤i§a quz h¡h¡l
p¡j−e B−Nl ®pC eaj¤M ea−Q¡M c¡ys¡Cz ¢a¢e B−Nl jaC c¡ya ¢My¢Q−u h−me,
¢L Ll¡ qCa¡−R?
B¢j ¢el¦šlz
p¡l¡¢ce B—¡ j¡Cl¡ S£he Qm−h?
¢el¦šlz
−L¡eJ ®j¢X−L−m al ja N¡d¡l f−r ®k f¡n Ll¡ pñh e¡, HCX¡ h¤T¡
k¡Ca¡−R e¡?
¢el¦šlz
L¢ha¡ ®mMp? L¢ha¡ ¢L HLm¡ a¤CC ®mM−a f¡lp? ph¡C ®mM−a f¡−lz
L¡−jl ®R¢s j¡−mL¡−l ¢S‘¡p¡ Ll, ®pJ f¡l−h ®mM−az
N¡d¡ ®b−L në ®h−l¡u, j¡−mL¡ ®a¡ ¢mM−a S¡−e e¡z
e¡ S¡e¤L, j¤−M a LC−a f¡lhz m¡me g¢Ll j¤−M j¤−M L¢ha¡ h−m e¡C? q¡Re
l¡S¡ h−m e¡C?
¢el¦šlz
B¢j ®no Ju¡l¢ew ¢cu¡ ¢cm¡j, ®j¢X−L−m i¢aÑ qC−a e¡ f¡l−m h¡¢sa al
i¡a håz Mhl l¡MR L−h Y¡L¡ CE¢ei¡Ñ¢p¢Vl i¢aÑ fl£r¡ öl¦ qCh?
¢el¦šlz
B¢LÑ−VLQ¡−l i¢aÑ fl£r¡ p¡j−el j¡−pz Y¡L¡u ¢Nu¡ fl£r¡ ¢c−a qChz
Hr¤¢e Aˆ Ll−a hz fl£r¡u f¡n e¡ Ll−m Lf¡−m ¢L B−R a¡ ¢e−S h¤T−a ®Qø¡
Llz
h¡h¡l Ef−cnh¡Z£ e£l−h qSj L−l B¢j eajÙ¹−L ay¡l Lr ®b−L ®h¢l−u
Aˆ eu, Be¾c Evph öl¦ L¢lz Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l Be¾cz
¢TL¢Ll ¢TL¢Ll juje¢pw, Y¡L¡ k¡C−a Lš¢ce !
Y¡L¡ k¡C−a Lš¢ce, ¢TL¢Ll ¢TL¢Ll juje¢pwz
Y¡L¡ k¡C−a p¡a¢ce, ¢TL¢Ll ¢TL¢Ll juje¢pw!
B¢LÑ−VLQ¡−l i¢aÑ fl£r¡ ¢c−a ¢a¢e ¢eS j¤−M h−m−Re, Hl ®Q−u ®h¢n B¢j
Bl ¢L Q¡Cz Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u h¡wm¡u i¢aÑ qJu¡l Lb¡ hm−m ¢a¢e qua Y¡L¡
k¡Ju¡l HC p¤−k¡N ®b−LJ Bj¡−L h¢’a Ll−hez B¢LÑ−VLQ¡−l i¢aÑ fl£r¡
¢c−a f¡W¡−a h¡h¡ l¡¢S q−ae e¡ k¢c e¡ Hj H L¡qq¡−ll f¤œde glq¡−cl j¤−M
öe−ae B¢LÑ−VLQ¡l i¡m p¡h−Sƒz glq¡c fÐ−L±nm ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul ®no h−oÑ c£OÑ
hRl h−p B−Re, fl£r¡ H−mC ay¡l M¤h h¢j Bl f¡am¡ f¡uM¡e¡ öl¦ quz fТa
hRl fl£r¡l B−N B−N X¡š²¡l H−p Jo¤d ¢c−u k¡ez fl£r¡ ®cJu¡ qu ay¡l, ¢L¿º
f¡n qu e¡ LMeJz e¡ q−mJ ay¡l Lb¡l −a¡ j§mÉ B−Rz ÙÛ¡faÉ¢nÒf i¡m ¢hou,
−Lhm i¡m ¢hou eu, glq¡c ®S¡l ¢c−u h−m−Re, X¡š²¡¢ll ®Q−u i¡mz k¤¢š²
®c¢M−u−Re, X¡š²¡l ®j−u−L HL X¡š²¡l ®R−m R¡s¡ Bl ®LE ¢h−u L−l e¡,
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 ®j−u−cl X¡š²¡¢l fs¡l j¤n¢Lm qm HCz glq¡c −k k¤¢š²C ¢ce e¡ ®Le, ®L¡eJ
k¤¢š² h¡h¡l L¡−R ®V−L e¡, h¡h¡ ¢LR¤−aC ¢hnÄ¡p L−le e¡ X¡š²¡¢ll ®Q−u i¡m ¢hou
fª¢bh£−a Bl ¢LR¤ B−R, ®p ®j−ul SeÉ ®q¡L ¢L ®R−ml SeÉ ®q¡L, L£ L¤L¤l
®hs¡m L£Vfa−‰l SeÉC ®q¡Lz q¡a f¡ ®e−s glq¡c c¡c¡−L h−m ®N−Re, B−l
¢ju¡ O−l hCp¡ L¡S Ll¡ k¡u, h¡C−lJ k¡C−a qu e¡z HLV¡ hs−m¡−Ll h¡¢sl
¢XS¡Ce LCl¡ ¢ch¡, dl HLV¡ Ni−j−¾Vl ¢h¢ôw Abh¡ dl ea¤e pwpc ih−el
¢XS¡Ce, LCl¡ ¢cm¡, ®L¡¢V V¡L¡ O−l hCu¡ f¡Cu¡ ®Nm¡, p¡l¡ hRl Bl ®a¡j¡l
¢LR¤ e¡ Ll−mJ Q−mz B¢LÑ−VLQ¡l i¡m p¡h−Sƒ H Lb¡ ®R¡Vc¡J h−mez B−l
Bj−N¡l l¢gL JCM¡−e fsa¡−R e¡! l¢gL fs−R h−mC p¡h−Sƒ¢V i¡m,l¢gL e¡
fs−m p¡h−Sƒ¢V Ha i¡m e¡J q−a f¡laz hå¤ B¢LÑ−VLQ¡−l fs−R h−m −R¡Vc¡
L¡−m¡-j¡¢s-q¡¢p¢V Hje fÐp¡¢la L−l l¡−Me ®k j−e qu ¢hou¢Vl ü−lA ®b−L
Q¾cТh¾c¤ fkÑ¿¹ ph ay¡l eMcfÑ−Zz i¢aÑ qJu¡l B−N p¡a¢ce LÓ¡p Ll−a quz LÓ¡p
®eu ®no h−oÑl R¡œl¡z ay¡l h夢V Bj¡−L C−ie ¢é ®L¡¢QwJ ¢c−a f¡−lz −k
¢S¢ep¢V ÙÛ¡faÉ¢n−Òf i¢aÑ qJu¡l SeÉ HMe Sl¦¢l Ll¡, a¡ Aˆz Bj¡l ®V¢h−ml
Jfl Ù¹f § q−u B−R ¢mVm jÉ¡N¡¢Sez Aˆ hC−ul −M¡yS f¡Ju¡ ®k Bj¡l f−r
pñh eu, a¡ h¤¢Tz A−ˆl M¡a¡N¤−m¡J h¡¢s−a Bl B−R h−m j−e qu e¡z ®plc−l
¢h¢œ² L−l ®pyS¤¢al L¡NS ¢Le−a Q−m ®N−Rz
B¢j ®k M¤h n£OË ÙÛ¡faÉ¢nÒf£ q−a k¡¢µR, −p Lb¡ Q¾ce¡−L S¡e¡Cz Q¾ce¡ i¢aÑ
fl£r¡ ®c−h Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u, h¡wm¡ p¡¢q−aÉ fs¡−n¡e¡ Ll−hz Y¡L¡u Bjl¡
HLp−‰ b¡Lh, −nLm ¢Ry−s c¤−V¡ j¤š² f¡¢M q¡Ju¡u E−s ®hs¡−h¡, c¤−Q¡−M S£he
®cMh, c¤f¡−u ®c±−s k¡−h¡, œ²jn EyQ¤−a BlJ EyQ¤−a ¢L B−R e¡-®cM¡, ®cMh;
ü−fÀl ¢py¢s Bj¡−cl f¡−ul e¡N¡−m H−p k¡−µRz Bj¡−cl X¡e¡u H−p il Ll−R
T¡yL T¡yL Be¾cz

®pyS¤¢al ¢àa£u pwMÉ¡l SeÉ Q¾ce¡ a¡l¦ZÉ HÉ¡L ®j¡qe ec£ e¡−j L¢ha¡¢V
f¡¢W−u−Rz
Bj¡l Q¡lf¡−n A¢ja a¡l−ZÉ
−Mm¡ L−l L−uLSe p¤cnÑe al¦Z
Ts J−W ®â±fc£l h¤−L
E¾jš pS£ha¡u A¢hl¡j
Jl¡ qu m¤¢ãa, q©aphÑü..z
S¡e¡m¡u h−p −Lhm Lªo·Q§s¡C eu, −Lhm ®jq¢N¢e f¡a¡l T−l k¡Ju¡ eu,
Q¾ce¡ al¦Z p¤cnÑe−clJ ®cM−Rz HL p¤cnÑ−el p−‰ ¢LR¤ ®i−h ¢LR¤ e¡ ®i−h ®cM¡
L−lJ H−p−Rz Ae¤f¤´M hZÑe¡ L−l−R ®pC ®cM¡ qJu¡, −pC ®Q¡−M Q¡Ju¡, ®pC
h¤−Ll j−dÉ ®Lje ®Lje Ll¡z q¡a ØfnÑ Ll−a ®Q−u¢Rm p¤cnÑe¢V, Q¾ce¡
Bm−N¡−R p¢l−u ¢e−u−R ¢e−Sl q¡az Jl ®Lhm i¡m ®m−N−R ®Q¡−M Q¡Ju¡V¤L¤C,
JV¤L¤C J−L h¡¢L ¢ce l¡¢šl Aá¤a B−h−n S¢s−u l¡−Mz −fÐ−jl ja p¤¾cl ¢LR¤
Bj¡l j−e qu SN−a Bl ®eCz ®fÐ−jl NÒf B¢j a¾ju q−u ö¢ez LÒfe¡u HL
l¡SL¤j¡l E−s B−p f´M£l¡−S L−lz Bj¡l HMe i¡mh¡p¡l pju, B¢j HMe

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C−µR Ll−mC i¡mh¡p¡l fÔ¡he hC−u ¢c−a f¡¢l..z ¢e−SJ Hje L¢ha¡ ¢mM−a
b¡¢Lz
l¦â j¤qÇjc n¢qc¤õ¡q, Y¡L¡l HL Ec£uj¡e L¢h, ®pS¤y¢al SeÉ L¢ha¡
f¡¢W−u−Rz h¡y−S ®b−L Q¾cТh¾c¤ a¤−m a¡l a¡j¡−V l¡M¡m a¤C L¢ha¡¢V f−ll pwMÉ¡u
R¡f¡l SeÉ l¡¢Mz
h¡lh¡l h¡y¢n ®a¡ h¡−S e¡, h¡y¢n öd¤ HLh¡lC h¡−Sz
a¡j¡−V l¡M¡m ®a¡l h¡y¢n¢V h¡−S e¡ ®Le!
h¡−S ®a¡l ¢exp‰a¡, h¡−S ae¤, hÉ¢ba ®M¡u¡h
Nqe p¤−ll ja h¡−S ®a¡l ¢chp lSe£-
ah¤ ®Le h¡y¢n¢V h¡−S e¡z
L¢ha¡l p−‰ ¢Q¢W f¡¢W−u−R l¦â, m¡m L¡¢m−a ®mM¡ ¢Q¢Wz ®pyS¤¢al pÇf¡¢cL¡l
p−‰ ®p f¢l¢Qa q−a Q¡u Hhw a¡−L a¤¢j p−ð¡de Ll−a Q¡u L¡lZ Bf¢e
p−ð¡de¢V a¡l hs AfR¾cz ®pyS¤¢al lw qm¤c ®Le fÐnÀ L−l−Rz p−åc£−fl ¢nM¡¢V
qm¤c, a¡C qm¤c, ®p¡S¡ Ešlz f−ll ¢Q¢W−a Ahm£m¡u a¤¢j p−ð¡de L−l ®p, ®ke
®p La Bfe Bj¡l! ¢Q¢W−a j¡e¤o−L Bfe L−l ®eJu¡ Bj¡l üi¡−hl A¿¹NÑa,
B¢j ¢h¢pÈa qC e¡z
−pyS¤¢al SeÉ L¢ha¡ ®Lhm c¤C h¡wm¡l nql eNl NË¡j N” A¢m N¢m Be¡Q
L¡e¡Q ®b−L Bp−Rz LmL¡a¡ ®b−L A¢i¢Sv ®O¡o, ¢ejÑm hp¡L, °Qa¡m£ Q−–
¡f¡dÉ¡u, S£he plL¡l HlLj A−e−L L¢ha¡ f¡W¡−µRez e¡j ®c−M eu, L¢ha¡
®c−M L¢ha¡ R¡¢fz L¢ha¡ i¡m q−m ®p ea¤e L¢h ®q¡L, AS f¡s¡ N¡y−u a¡l h¡p
®q¡L, f−l¡u¡ L¢l e¡z mr L¢l, n−ël h¡e¡−e f¢lhaÑe Qm−R Q¡l¢c−Lz j¤−Ml
i¡o¡−L ®mM¡l i¡o¡u Be¡ q−µRz Q¾ce¡ HL ¢mM−a HÉ¡L ¢m−M−Rz B¢jJ
®L¡−l¢Rm¡j, ®h¡−m¢Rm¡j, cÉ¡M¡ q−u−R, HÉ¡L¡ m¡N−R HlLj ¢mM¢Rz ¢ejÑm hp¡L
L¢ha¡u fСuC ®L¡eJ c¡¢ys Lj¡ hÉhq¡l L−le e¡z l¦â në ®b−L Z a¤−m ¢c−µR
H¢V b¡L¡l ®L¡eJ L¡lZ ®eC h−mz F, D, £, ,§ ®LJ Bl Sl¦¢l j−e Ll−R e¡z
ea¤e HL¢V k¢a¢Q−q²l Eá¡he L−l−R, Cw−l¢S g¤mØV−fl ja HL¢V öd¤ ¢h¾c¤, HC
k¢a−a, Lj¡−a karZ b¡j¡ qu, a¡l ®Q−u Lj b¡j−a q−hz l¦cÊ kMe fСZ ¢mM−a
fСe ®m−M, L¡lZ ¢mM−a L¡lZ ®m−M, ®cM−a A−Qe¡ m¡−N nëz ah¤ ®pyS¤¢a−a −k
®L¡eJ f¢lhaÑe−L ü¡Na S¡e¡¢µRz i¡o¡ ®a¡ ÙÛ¢hl ®L¡eJ Sm¡nu eu ®k ®b−j
b¡L−h! ®pSy¤¢al V¤¢LV¡¢L ¢hi¡−N ¢mVm jÉ¡N¡¢S−el Mhl ¢cC, ¢WL¡e¡J, ®k fs−h
®pyS¤¢a ®p BlJ L¤¢s fy¢Qn¢V ¢mVm jÉ¡N¡¢S−el p−‰ ®k¡N¡−k¡N Ll−a f¡l−hz
®Lhm ¢mVm jÉ¡N¡¢S−el Mhl eu, ®L¡b¡u L¢ha¡l Ae¤ù¡e q−µR, −L ®Lje
¢mM−Re, L¡l ¢L hC ®h−l¡−µR, Hph MhlJ pwNËq L−l ¢c−a b¡¢Lz ®pyS¤¢al
®O¡oZ¡, HLSe ¢e−iÑS¡m L¢ha¡−fТjL j¡œC ®pyS¤¢al A¢dL¡l£z ®pyS¤¢al E‹Æm
B−m¡u O¤−Q k¡−h L¡hÉ SN−al pLm L¡−m¡z ®pyS¤¢a phÑc¡ paÉ J p¤¾clz ®pyS¤¢al
¢h¢eju j§mÉ Q¡−– ¢p¢L j¡œz ¢L¿º Q¡−– ¢p¢Ll ¢h¢ej−u ®k ®LE −pyS¤¢a ¢Le−R a¡
euz ¢h‘¡feq£e f¢œL¡ ¢e−Sl N¡y−Vl fup¡ MlQ¡ L−l ®hl L−l k¡l¡C L¢ha¡
®m−M h¡ L¢ha¡ f¢œL¡ ®hl L−l a¡−cl L¡−R f¡W¡¢µRz f¡W¡−aJ N¡y−Vl fup¡ Lj
MlQ¡ qu e¡z L¢ha¡ fs¤e, L¢ha¡ f¢œL¡ ¢Le¤e, L¢ha¡l hC ¢Le¤e p¡d¡l−Zl
L¡−R HC Ae¤−l¡d S¡e¡¢µR ®pyS¤¢al j¡dÉ−jz f¤−l¡ SNa¢V−L L¢ha¡l SNa e¡
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 h¡¢e−u Bj¡l ü¢Ù¹ ®eCz Bj¡−L p¢aÉ p¢aÉ L¢ha¡u ®f−u−Rz L¢ha¡ Bj¡l
l¡¢œ¢c®el p‰£z
h¡¢s−a ®LE ®eC, Q¾ce J g¤m q¡−a B¢j B¢j L¢ha¡l f¤−S¡u h−p¢R,
A¢ij¡−e p¡l¡V¡ ¢ce ¢e×LjÑ¡l ja h−p b¡¢L A−qa¤L,
c−l¡S¡u c¡y¢s−u LªaOÀ n−ël¡ ®Q¡M ¢V−f pq¡−pÉ Afj¡e L−l
c¤−dm ®SÉ¡vpÀ¡u Ja ®f−a h−p b¡−L ¢e¾c¤L J pj¡−m¡Q−Ll cm
V¡e¡ N−cÉ ®mM¡ A¢i¢S−al c£OÑ L¢ha¡…−m¡ fs−a fs−a j¡œ¡hªš ülhªš
®b−L hýc§−l i¡p−a b¡¢L pj−ul ®pË¡−az
l¦â pcÉ R¡f¡ qJu¡ a¡l fÐbj L¢ha¡l hC Efâ¦a EfL§m f¡¢W−u−Rz hC−ul
L¢ha¡…−m¡ pn−ë f¢s, p−‰ Cu¡p¢je−LJ ®X−L B¢e fs−az AhL¡−nl h¡a¡−p
l¦âl L¢ha¡l nëz L¢ha¡l Nåz Bj¡−cl j¤−M L¢ha¡z j−e L¢ha¡z
B−S¡ B¢j h¡a¡−p m¡−nl Nå f¡C,
B−S¡ B¢j j¡¢V−a jªa¤Él eNÀeªaÉ ®c¢M,
d¢oÑa¡l L¡al ¢QvL¡l ö¢e B−S¡ B¢j a¾cСl ®ia−l
H ®cn ¢L i¤−m ®N−R ®pC c¤xü−fÀl l¡a, ®pC lš²¡š² pju?
h¡a¡−p m¡−nl Nå i¡−p
j¡¢V−a ®m−N B−R l−š²l c¡Nz
HC lš²j¡M¡ j¡¢Vl mm¡V R¤y−u HL¢ce k¡l¡ h¤L ®hy−d¢Rm
S£ZÑ S£h−el f¤y−S a¡l¡ M¤y−S ®eu ¢e¢oÜ Byd¡l
BS a¡l¡ B−m¡q£e M¡yQ¡ i¡m−h−p ®S−N b¡−L l¡¢œl …q¡uz
S¡¢al fa¡L¡ BS M¡j−R d−l−R ®pC f¤−l¡−e¡ nL¤ez
l−š²l L¡g−e ®j¡s¡ L¤L¤−l ®M−u−R k¡−l, nL¤−e ®M−u−R k¡−l
®p Bj¡l i¡C, ®p Bj¡l j¡, ®p Bj¡l ¢fÐuaj ¢fa¡z
ü¡d£ea¡, ®p Bj¡l üSe q¡¢l−u f¡Ju¡ HLj¡œ üSe
ü¡d£ea¡, ®p Bj¡l ¢fÐu j¡e¤−ol l−š² ®Le¡ Aj§mÉ gpmz
d¢oÑa¡ ®h¡−el n¡¢s JC Bj¡l lš²¡š² S¡¢al fa¡L¡z
l¦âl L¢ha¡ Bj¡−L ®n¡u¡ ®b−L h¢p−u ®cuz c¡ys L¢l−u ®cuz h¡l¡¾c¡u A¢ÙÛl
q¡yV¡uz Hje paÉ Lbe, Hje cªY Hhw h¢mù hš²hÉ Bj¡−L BLªø e¡ L−l f¡−l
e¡z l¦âl L¢ha¡ p−S¡−l fs¡l ja, Bhª¢š Ll¡l ja HLOl ®m¡−Ll p¡j−e,®M¡m¡
j¡−W, Sepi¡uz L¢ha¡ Bhª¢š Ll¡ ¢ea¡¿¹C ea¤e eu Bj¡l SeÉ, c¡c¡l
®R¡V−hm¡u j¡ ¢n¢M−u−Re c¡c¡−L, Bl Bj¡l hs−hm¡u c¡c¡l L¡−R a¡¢mj
®f−u¢R B¢j, Bl B¢j ®nM¡−a öl¦ L¢l Cu¡p¢je−Lz Cu¡p¢je CnL¤−ml Bhª¢š
fТa−k¡¢Na¡u, ®Lhm CnL¤−ml eu, juje¢pwq −Sm¡l p¡¢qaÉ J p¡wúª¢aL Evph
Qm¢Rm, ®pC Evp−hl Bhª¢š−a e¡j ¢m¢M−u B−pz ¢WL ¢WL HL¢ce ¢N−u Bhª¢š
L−l ¢ae ¢ae¢V f¤l×ú¡l ®f−u ®Nm, juje¢pwq ®Sm¡ jÉ¡¢S−ØVÌ−Vl q¡a ®b−L
Y¡Ep Y¡Ep lh£¾cÐlQe¡hm£, N£a¢ha¡e, eSl¦−ml p¢’a¡, lh£¾cÐe¡−bl p’¢ua¡
¢e−u h¡¢s ¢glmz N£a¢ha¡e M¤−m HL¡ HL¡C J N¡e N¡C−a öl¦ L−lz Jl N¡−e
QjvL¡l p¤l J−W, p¤l ö−e h¡l h¡l h¢m, al HLV¡ q¡l−j¡¢eu¡j b¡L−m i¡m
qCaz h¡¢s−a ®L¡eJ h¡cÉk¿» ®eCz c¡c¡l ®hq¡m¡ ®i−P f−s B−R, ®R¡Vc¡ ¢e−Sl
¢NV¡l ¢h¢œ² L−l N£a¡−L n¡¢s ¢L−e ¢c−u−Rez h¡h¡ N¡e h¡Se¡ fR¾c L−le e¡,
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h¡h¡l L¡−R Cu¡p¢j−el SeÉ q¡l−j¡¢eu¡j ®Le¡l Lb¡ hm¡ j¡−e N¡−m c¤−V¡ Qs
M¡Ju¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll¡z N¡e N¡Ju¡l üfÀ Cu¡p¢je−L Bf¡aa q¡Ju¡u E¢s−u ¢c−a
quz a¡l−Q−u L¢ha¡ fs, L¢ha¡ fs−a ®L¡eJ k−¿»l clL¡l qu e¡z
j¡b¡u kMe ®pyS¤¢a, j−e kMe L¢ha¡ aMe B¢LÑ−VLQ¡−l i¢aÑ fl£r¡ ®cJu¡l
SeÉ c¡c¡ Bj¡−L Y¡L¡ ¢e−u ®N−mez fÐ−L±nm ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤ l¢g−Ll
®q¡−ØVm-l¦−j ¢e−u k¡e i¢aÑ fl£r¡u ¢L fÐnÀ B−p, ¢L lLj ¢L a¡l p¡j¡eÉ q−mJ
k¢c ¢a¢e Bi¡p ®cez l¢gL j¢me ®q−p h−me, L¡m−L fl£r¡, BS−L ¢L Bl
®cM¡−h¡! ah¤ Bj¡−L h¢p−u L¡NS ®f¢¾pm ¢c−u HLV¡−e HL¢V plm−lM¡ ByL−a
hm−me, HLV¡−e hªšz ByL¡l fl hm−me,HC OlV¡l R¢h By−L¡z a¡J ByL¡l fl
hm−me q¡a −a¡ i¡mCz JC q¡a i¡m ¢e−u fl¢ce fl£r¡ ¢c−a h−p R¢h…−m¡, k¡
ByL−a hm¡ q−u−R, H−yL ¢cCz ¢L¿º cn¢V A−ˆl HL¢V Ll¡J Bj¡l f−r pñh
qu¢ez q−h ®Le, Aˆ ¢e−u ®a¡ h¢p¢e, h−p¢R L¢ha¡ ¢e−uz c¤O¾V¡ fl£r¡, ¢L¿º
HLO¾V¡ fl fl£r¡l qm ®b−L ®h¢l−u c¡c¡−L ¢eØfСZ L−˜ h−m ¢cC, Bj¡l f¡n
q−h e¡z L¢ce fl,BÕQkÑ, fÐ−L±nm ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul B¢fpO−ll f¡−n −j±¢ML
fl£r¡u k¡h¡l SeÉ V¡P¡−e¡ e¡−jl a¡¢mL¡u Bj¡l e¡j¢V B−R Mhl f¡Cz ®j±¢ML
fl£r¡ ¢c−a Y¡L¡ −k−a q−h, Bj¡−cl p¤V−Lp ®N¡R¡−e¡ p¡l¡z ¢L¿º Bj¡−cl
k¡œ¡i‰ L−l h¡h¡ hm−me, Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l clL¡l e¡Cz
−Le, Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l clL¡l e¡C ®Le? Y¡L¡ e¡ ®N−m ®a¡ −j±¢ML fl£r¡ ®cJu¡
q−h e¡,e¡ ®cJu¡ q−m B¢LÑ−VLQ¡−l Bj¡l i¢aÑ qJu¡ q−h e¡! h¡h¡l Aes AVm
j§¢aÑ¢Vl p¡j−e HL f¡q¡s fÐnÀ ¢e−u B¢j Ù¹¢ña h−p b¡¢Lz
h¡h¡ Nñ£l Nm¡u hm−me, B¢LÑ−VLQ¡−l fs−a qCh e¡z
Bj¡l ü−fÀl ÙÛ¡faÉ ýsj¤s L−l BQjL¡ ®i−P f−sz q©cu S¤−s i¡Pe ¢e−u
HL¡ Ec¡p h−p b¡¢Lz
B¢LÑ−VLQ¡−l fs−a qCh e¡ L¡lZ ®j¢X−L−m fs−a qCh Bj¡−Lz Bj¡l
e¡j E−W−R ®j¢X−L−m i¢aÑl p¤−k¡N f¡Ju¡−cl a¡¢mL¡uz

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h¡h¡ k¡ hq¡m L−le h¡¢s−a, a¡ −k hR−ll fl hRl hq¡m b¡−L a¡ euz c¢s
ay¡l q¡−a, kMe C−µR ¢Y−m L−le, kMe C−µR nš²z ay¡l ®eJu¡ ¢LR¤ ¢LR¤ L¢We
¢pÜ¡¿¹ ®b−L ¢a¢e qW¡v HL¢ce p−l B−pez Bj¡l L¡−R fœ¢ja¡−cl ¢Q¢W Bl e¡
Bp−a b¡L¡u ¢a¢e ea¤e Bp¡ X¡L¢fue−L ea¤e L−l h¡¢N−u ¢e−u ¢Q¢W q¡a
Ll−a ®Qø¡ L−le e¡z X¡L¢fue B−Nl ja h¡¢s−a ¢Q¢W ¢c−a öl¦ L−l−Rz
l¡æ¡O−ll hå Bmj¡¢ll a¡m¡ M¤−m ®ki¡−h …−e …−e ph¢LR¤ ¢c¢µR−me a¡−aJ
i¡V¡ f−s, ay¡l f−r Ha Oe Oe ea¤e h¡S¡l ®b−L fТa−hm¡ l¡æ¡ Qs¡−e¡l B−N
h¡¢s Bp¡ pñh qu e¡z Bmj¡¢l HMe ®M¡m¡C b¡−Lz j¡ B−Nl jaC pwp¡lpj¤−â
¢ej¢‹a qez S¢ll j¡ Q−m ®N−m e¡¢eh¡¢sl ®fR−el h¢Ù¹ ®b−L j¡−mL¡−L
H−e¢R−me, ®pC j¡−mL¡J j¡p f¡l e¡ q−aC Q−m ®N−R, c¤¢ce H¢cL J¢cL M¤y−S
L¡E−L e¡ ®f−u f¡s¡l l¡Ù¹¡u ¢i−r Ll¡ q¡¢mj¡−L d−l Be−me j¡z q¡¢mj¡ a¡l
j¡ pq h¡¢s−a hq¡m q−u ®Nmz V¤LV¡L pJc¡ Ll−a ¢N−u l¡Ù¹¡u ®L¡eJ HL
¢n¢n−h¡amL¡NSAm¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ qu q¡¢mj¡l, ®pC Am¡ a¡−L ¢h−u Ll−h h−m−R
h−m M¤¢n−a ®p BVM¡e¡ ®b−L ®o¡mM¡e¡ q−u k¡uz j¡ HL¢V l¢Pe n¡¢s ¢c−me
q¡¢mj¡−L, L¡NSAm¡ S¡j¡C−L HL¢V ea¤e m¤¢‰z ¢h−u qJu¡ q¡¢mj¡ pc−fÑ h¡¢s
®b−L ®h¢l−u ®Nmz q¡¢mj¡l j¡ HL¡C l−u ®Nm H h¡¢s−az M¤L M¤L L¡n−a L¡n−a
HL¡z HL¡ a¡l f−r h¡¢sl ph L¡S Ll¡ L¢We q−u J−Wz N¡ fСuC SÅ−l f¤s−a
b¡−Lz ®k¢ce L¡¢nl p−‰ cm¡ cm¡ lš² ®h−l¡m, j¡ a¡−L q¡pf¡a¡−m ¢e−S ¢e−u
¢N−u i¢aÑ L¢l−u H−mez c¤ pç¡q f¡l e¡ q−aC q¡¢mj¡ ¢g−l Hm AhL¡−nz ¢L
q−u−R? S¡j¡C i¡a ®cu e¡z
q¡¢mj¡ B−Nl ja h¡pe ®d¡u¡u, L¡fs ®d¡u¡u, Ol ®j¡R¡u ®m−N ®Nmz ®b−L
®b−L ®Lhm h−m l¡C−a O¤j¡C−a f¡¢l e¡C ®hX¡l SÅ¡m¡uz SÅ¡m¡¢V ¢L dl−el SÅ¡m¡
öe−a Bjl¡ Evp¤Lz
l¡C−a O¤−jl j−dÉ ¢n.. ¢n.. ®h¡a..m L¡....NS LCu¡ ¢Qõ¡Cu¡ E−Xz p¡l¡¢ce
l¡Ù¹¡u O¤Cl¡ O¤Cl¡ Lu a, l¡C−a O¤j¡Cu¡J l¡C−a−l ¢ce j−e L−lz
HC q¡¢mj¡ Bh¡l ¢LR¤¢ce fl l¡Ù¹¡u ®cM¡ BlJ HL ¢LAm¡l fÐÙ¹¡−h l¡¢S
q−u AhL¡n R¡−sz
AhL¡−n i¡pj¡e c¢lâ−cl Bp¡ k¡Ju¡l ®Mm¡ ®c−M A−iÉp q−u ®N−R
Bj¡−clz ®L Bp−R ®L k¡−µR −Le k¡−µR ®L¡b¡u k¡−µR Hph ¢e−u ®L¡eJ N−hoZ¡
Q−m e¡z L¡−Sl j¡e¤o b¡L−m j¡l M¡¢eLV¡ Bl¡j, e¡ b¡L−m j¡l Løz hÉ¡f¡l¢V

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e¡z Bjl¡ ®kje B¢R ®aje b¡¢Lz L¡−Sl j¡e¤o ®f−a Bj¡−cl ®Q−u j¡l Evp¡q
a¡C phpjuC ®h¢nz HLh¡l q¡yV¤ Ah¢c ®a¡m¡ m¤¢‰, −Rys¡ HL¢V ®N¢” N¡−u HL
®m¡L Y¤−L¢Rm j¡−Wz ®S¡u¡e hupz ®m¡L¢V−L ®c−MC Bj¡l X¡L¡a h−m p−¾cq
quz X¡L¡a e¡ q−m c¡ −Le q¡−a!
¢L Q¡e? −Qy¢Q−u ¢S−‘p L¢l S¡e¡m¡u c¡y¢s−uz
L¡j Ll¡Ch¡Ce?
¢L L¡j?
c¡J−ul L¡jz
®c±−s ¢N−u j¡−L Mhl ¢cC, HLV¡ X¡L¡a BC−Rz Lu ®p e¡¢L c¡J Hl L¡j
L−lz c¡JHl L¡j j¡−e h¤TR a! c¡J ¢cu¡ M¤e Ll¡l L¡jz
j¡ jnm¡ h¡V¢R−me, hm−me, M¡sC−a Lz
B¢j Bl Jj¤−M¡ qC e¡z j¡ jnm¡ h¡V¡ ®l−M clS¡ M¤−m j¡−W ®N−mez
®m¡L¢V−L ¢c¢hÉ h¡¢sl ®ia−l H−e ¢V−el O−ll ®fR−el S‰m f¢l×L¡l L¢l−u
HL b¡m i¡a ¢c−me ®M−a, p−‰ X¡m ®a¡ B−RC, HL V¤L−l¡ j¡RJz j¡l ®L¡eJ
iu Xl ®eCz H h¡¢s−a Ha Q¤¢l qJu¡l flJ j¡l L¡E−L ®Q¡l h−m j−e qu e¡z
X¡L¡¢al MhlJ ®n¡−ee j¡, ah¤ j¡ L¡E−L X¡L¡a h−mJ j−e L−le e¡z kMe
q¡i¡−al ja M¡−µR ®m¡L¢V, j¡ hm−me, ¢L ®N¡ ¢ju¡ ®a¡j¡l −L¡eJ ®j−u e¡C? HC
dl h¡−l¡ ®a−l¡ hRl hupz k¤ha£ ®j−u L¡−S l¡M−a iu qu j¡lz a¡C ®j−u Q¡C−m
h¡−l¡ ®a−l¡l ®h¢n H−N¡−a Q¡e e¡z Bl ®h¢n hup q−m Q¢õ−nl ¢e−Q euz
−m¡L hmm, Bg¡, Bj¡l HLV¡C ®R−m, ®j−u e¡Cz
−R−ml hup La?
−m¡L ®R−ml hup hm−a f¡lm e¡z c¡y¢s−u ®fV hl¡hl h¡y q¡a ®l−M j¡f
®cM¡−m¡, Bj¡l ®fV pj¡e mð¡z
L¡−j ¢cu¡ ®cJ ®Rs¡−lz ¢L LJ!g¤V glj¡CpV¡ a A¿¹a Ll−a f¡lhz
−m¡L¢V j¡l hÉhq¡−l j¤‡ q−u fl¢ce eSl¦m−L ¢e−u Hmz eSl¦m ®f−V i¡−a
b¡L−hz c¡J−ul L¡j Ll−a ¢N−u H f¡s¡u H−m ®m¡L a¡l ®R−m−L ®c−M ®k−a
f¡l−hz −m¡L kah¡l B−p, j¡ i¡a ®ce ®M−az ®m¡L M¤¢n j−e ®R−m−L HLeSl
®c−M Q−m k¡uz eSl¦m fСu c¤hRl ja V¡e¡ ¢Rm H h¡¢s−az c¤ hRl fl HL¢ce
f¡¢m−u Q−m ®Nm, a¡lfl j¡p c¤C ®N−m Bh¡l ®pC eSl¦m−L a¡l h¡h¡ h¤¢T−u
¢c−u ®N−R Bj¡−cl L¡−Rz l¡−a ph L¡S ®no L−l ®p O−l H−p k¡œ¡l l¡S¡l
i§¢jL¡u A¢ieu Llaz HL¡C Llaz Bjl¡ ¢Rm¡j cnÑL, ®nСa¡z j¡−T j¡−T
Bj¡−cl q¡a d−l ¢e−u ®ka l¡¢e qJu¡l SeÉ j¤−M¡j¤¢M c¡ys¡−a, ®q¡L e¡ ®p
pwm¡fq£ez ¢L −l eSl¦m hs qCu¡ ¢L qC¢h ®l? k¡œ¡u f¡V Ll¢h? eSl¦m
¢QL¢QL ®Q¡−M hma, qz eSl¦m l¡yd−a f¡la e¡ fÐbj fÐbjz L¡fs d¤−aJ f¡la
e¡z f−l ph ¢n−M ®N−Rz kMe ®p a¡l h¡h¡l h¤L pj¡e mð¡ qm, a¡−L c¡JHl
L¡−S m¡N¡−e¡l SeÉ ¢e−u ®Nm a¡l h¡h¡z k¡h¡l ¢ce j¡ ay¡l ByQ−m Bl ®a¡n−Ll
a−m …y−s¡ fup¡ k¡ ¢Rm, S−s¡ L−l h¡−l¡ V¡L¡l ja, eSl¦−ml h¡h¡l q¡−a
¢c−u−Rez h¡¢s−a −L¡eJ L¡−Sl j¡e¤o e¡ b¡L−m j¡ e¡¢el h¡¢sl ®fR−el h¢Ù¹−a
Q−m k¡e, JM¡−e e¡ ®f−m k¡e hÐþf¤−œl Q−l, Q−l i¡P¡ ®hs¡ Bl M−sl R¡E¢e
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 ¢c−u Ol a¤−m c¢lâ j¡e¤−ol h¡p, HL O−l e¡ ®f−m B−lL O−l ®m¡L ®j−mz
−m¡L e¡ ¢jm−m ¢i−r Ll−a k¡l¡ B−p, a¡−cl ¢c−u ¢LR¤ L¡S L¢l−u c¤f¤−l i¡a
M¡C−u −h¢n L−l Q¡m ¢c−u −ce ®V¡e¡uz a¡lflJ kMe q¡q¡L¡l f−s, L¡E−LC
f¡Ju¡ k¡−µR e¡, aMe ®WL¡l L¡S p¡jm¡−a e¡¾c¡Cm ®b−L L¡E−L f¡W¡−a h−me
h¡h¡z ®h¢nl i¡NC h¡h¡l ¢e−Sl BaÈ£uz M¤h c§−ll eu, L¡−RlCz ¢e−Sl ®h¡−el
®j−uz h¡h¡l ®R¡V c¤ −h¡−el ¢h−u e¡¾c¡C−ml q¡mQ¡o Ll¡ Lªo−Ll L¡−RC q−u−Rz
Ap¤M ¢hp¤−M ®h¡−el¡ H h¡¢s−a H−p X¡š²¡l i¡C−L Ap¤M ®c¢M−u Jo¤d ¢e−u k¡uz
®h¡−el ®R−ml¡ hs q−u−R, HL¡ HL¡C Q−m B−pz B−p V¡L¡ fup¡ p¡q¡kÉ
Q¡C−az c¤¢ce H h¡¢s−a b¡−L M¡u, h¡h¡ J−cl ®X−L S¢jSj¡l AhÙÛ¡ ¢S−‘p
L−l Ef−cn Hhw AbÑ c¤−V¡C ¢halZ L−lez ¢h−ul hup£ ®j−u ¢e−u −h¡−el¡
B−pz f¡−œl ®M¡yS f¡Ju¡ ®N−R, ¢L¿º f¡œ Q¡L¢l Q¡uz NÊ¡−jl S¢j Q¡o Ll−h e¡,
nq−l f¡œ£l hs−m¡L j¡j¡ b¡−L, ®pC j¡j¡ k¢c Q¡L¢l ®k¡N¡s L−l ®ce a−h ¢h−u
e−Qv euz h¡h¡ H¢cL J¢cL Q¡L¢l ®M¡y−Sez Q¡L¢l ®ceJ J−clz ¢L¿º −j−u k¢c
h¡h¡l L¡−R ¢hQ¡l ¢e−u B−p ü¡j£ j¡l−d¡l L−l, h¡h¡ h−me, Ll¦Lz ü¡j£
j¡l−d¡l Ll¦L, Q¡L¢ll fup¡ ®f−u c¤−V¡ k¢c X¡mi¡a ®M−a ®cu, a−h j¤M h¤−S
ü¡j£l pwp¡l Ll−a Ef−cn ¢c−u J−cl ¢h−cu L−lez Bl ü¡j£ kMe hE a¡m¡L
¢c−u ¢àa£u ¢h−u L−l, h¡h¡ E−W f−s ®m−N k¡e ü¡j£l Q¡L¢l¢V ®M−az h¡h¡ ay¡l
®h¡−el ®j−u p¤¢gl ü¡j£−L LÉ¡−XV L−m−S hC h¡yd¡C Ll¡l Q¡L¢l ¢c−mez
g¤Vg¤−V HL¢V ®j−u qm p¤¢glz Hlfl ü¡j£ p¤¢g−L ®j−l ®hl L−l ¢c−u B−lL¢V
¢h−u Llmz p¤¢g H−p ®Ly−c fsm h¡h¡l f¡−uz h¡h¡ h−me, k¡ p¢a−el O−l L¡j
L¡S LCl¡ h¡yCQ¡ b¡Lz p¤¢g p¢a−el O−l A−eL¢ce ¢Rm, ®n−o ü¡j£ Bl J−L
i¡a ®cu e¡ h−m Q−m Hm h¡−fl h¡¢sz h¡−fl h¡¢s−a g¤Vg¤−V ®j−u ¢e−u h¡s¢a
T¡−jm¡ f−s b¡−L j¤M h¤−Sz J−L HL¢ce ¢e−u Bp¡ qm nq−lz h¡C−ll j¡e¤−ol¡
p¤¢g−L L¡−Sl ®j−u h−mC j−e L−lz h¡¢sl j¡e¤o ®LE öd−l ®cu e¡ ®k H L¡−Sl
®j−u euz Bjl¡ j¡−T j¡−T i¤−mJ k¡C ®k p¤¢g Bj¡−cl g¤f¡−a¡ ®h¡e, h¡h¡l
Bfe ®h¡−el ®j−uz L¡lZ p¤¢g h¡¢s−a L¡−Sl −j−ul jaC L¡S L−lz L¡−Sl
®j−u D−cl pju ®k L¡fs f¡u, p¤¢gJ a¡C f¡uz ®k Hy−V¡L¡yV¡ −M−a f¡u, p¤¢gJ
®pC Hy−V¡L¡yV¡ f¡uz
d¡e JW¡l fl e¡¾c¡Cm ®b−L h¡¢sl ®m¡−Ll¡ kMe B−p, ¢fW¡ ¢e−u B−p,
®js¡ ¢fW¡z ¢fW¡ ®cM−mC T¡y¢f−u f−se c¡c¡z ®pC ®js¡ ¢fW¡ g¡¢m g¡¢m L−l
®L−V −i−S …s ¢c−u M¡Ju¡ quz j¡−T j¡−T hs f¡¢a−m L−l ¢nw j¡…l j¡R
f¡¢e−a p¡ya¡l L¡V−R, B−eez ®LE ¢LR¤ Be−m j¡ M¤¢n qez j¡R l¡æ¡ L−l f¡−a
¢c−a ¢c−a h−me, j¡R…m¡ M¤h a¡S¡ ¢Rm, f¤ú¤¢el j¡Rz −LE T¡m ¢fW¡ Be−m
c¡c¡ HL¡C −ia−ll h¡l¡¾c¡l ®Qu¡−l h−p f¡ ®c¡m¡−a ®c¡m¡−a A−dÑLC ®M−u
®g−mez h¡h¡l hs ®h¡−el AhÙÛ¡ i¡mz e¡¾c¡C−ml L¡¢nl¡jf¤l NË¡−j b¡−Le, A−eL
S¢jSj¡, ®R−m ®j−u ®mM¡fs¡ L−l−Rz hs ®h¡−el ®jS ®R−m l¡¢nc nq−ll
L−m−S −mM¡fs¡ L−l−Rz H h¡¢s−a ®b−LC L−m−S fsaz AhL¡−n ®b−L h¡h¡l
A−eL BaÈ£uC ®mM¡fs¡ L−l−Rz h¡h¡ ay¡l i¡C−ul ®R−m−cl fs¡−a ka BNËq£,
®h¡−el ®R−m−cl euz Q¡L¢ll ®M¡y−S, Ap¤−M ¢hp¤−M, −mM¡fs¡l L¡l−Z ®m¡L
®m−NC b¡−L, ®k-C B−p S¡uN¡ qu ¢V−el O−l, ¢V−el O−l mð¡ ¢hR¡e¡ f¡a¡ B−R
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NË¡j ®b−L Bp¡ j¡e¤o−cl b¡L¡l SeÉz j¡l L¡y−d ¢e−Sl ü¡j£ p¿¹¡epq h¡h¡l
hw−nl ®m¡L−cl ®ly−d ®h−s M¡Ju¡−e¡l c¡¢uaÅz j¡ c¡¢uaÅ f¡m−e ®L¡eJlLj œ¦¢V
L−le e¡z Hje¢L NË¡j ®b−L il c¤f¤l−hm¡ h¡¢s JW¡ Ae¡q§a A¢a¢b−cl f¡−aJ
®R¡V q−mJ j¡R j¡wp −ce j¡z j¡ A−eLV¡ S¡c¤L−ll jaz HL j¤l¢N ®ly−d h¡¢sl
ph¡C−L c¤−hm¡ M¡Ju¡e, fl¢ce pL¡−mJ ®c¢M l¦¢Vl p−‰ M¡h¡l SeÉ ¢LR¤ j¡wp
®l−M ¢c−u−Rez Nl¦l j¡wp pÙ¹¡u ®j−m, h¡h¡ pÙ¹¡l Nl¦l j¡wp ¢L−e h¡¢s f¡W¡e
fСuCz H ®M−m Bj¡l c¡y−al g¡y−L j¡w−pl Byn BV−L b¡−L, c¡ya M¤y¢Q−u ®hm¡
f¡l quz −h−R ®h−R Bj¡l SeÉ q¡s l¡−Me j¡, hs q¡s j¡wp Lj, H q−m
®L¡eJlLj Q¡¢m−u ¢e−a f¡¢lz j¤l¢Nl c¡j ®h¢nz j¤l¢N −M−aJ ü¡cz −M−a ü¡c
q−mJ j¤l¢N M¡Ju¡l C−µR cfcf Ll−mJ j¤l¢N Sh¡C ®LE Bj¡−L ¢c−u Ll¡−a
f¡−l¢ez A−eL pju Hje qu, j¡ hÉÙ¹, −c¡L¡−el ®L¡eJ LjÑQ¡¢llJ Bp¡l e¡j
®eC ®k j¤l¢N Sh¡C L−l ®c−h, c¡c¡l¡J ®eC ®LE, j¡ Bj¡−L h−me Sh¡C L−l
¢c−az E−W¡−e L¡−Sl q¡−a j¤l¢N d−l c¡y¢s−u, Bj¡l ®Lhm Nm¡l Q¡js¡ EyQ¤ L−l
d−l Bõ¡ý BLhl h−m L¡V−a q−h karZ e¡ fkÑ¿¹ ¢ge¢L ¢c−u lš² −h−l¡uz c¡
¢e−u ®N¢R A−eL¢cez Nm¡l Q¡js¡ d−l E¢W−u¢RJz c¡ J Nm¡l L¡−R H−e¢Rz ®no
Ah¢c f¡¢l¢ez Bj¡l f−r Lr−e¡ pñh qu¢e SÉ¡¿¹ j¤l¢Nl Nm¡ L¡V¡z Nm¡ L¡V¡
j¤l¢N kMe E−W¡e S¤−s m¡g¡u, ®cM−m LøJ Aje L−l Bj¡l h¤−Ll ®ial
m¡g¡uz c¡c¡l ®L¡eJ Lø qu e¡ ®cM−az c¡c¡ ®hn Ef−i¡N L−le j¤l¢Nl Aje
m¡g¡−e¡z B¢j j¡−L A−eL pju h−m¢R,Bj¡−cl M¡Ju¡l jS¡l SeÉ j¤l¢NV¡l
S£he ¢c−a qCm! j¡ h−me, J−c−l Bõ¡q h¡e¡C−Re j¡e¤−ol M¡−cÉl SeÉz
Bõ¡ql E−Ÿ−n L¤lh¡¢e ¢c−m ®L¡eJ …e¡q qu e¡z …e¡q qu e¡ j¡ h−me, ¢L¿º
Q¡lj¡p E−W¡e S¤−s ®qy−V ®hs¡−e¡, g¡−jÑl hs HL¢V n¡c¡ j¤l¢N−L, k¡−L j¡
T¤jT¤¢j h−m X¡L−ae, k¡−L a¡−L L¡js ¢ca h−m kMe Sh¡C Ll¡l Lb¡ EWm, j¡
hm−me, f¡m¡ j¤l¢N−l S−h¡ Ll¡ ¢WL e¡z ®no Ah¢c Sh¡C j¤l¢N¢V−L Ll¡
q−u¢Rmz j¡ ®k ®Lhm j¤−M −a¡−me ¢e ®L¡eJ j¡wp, a¡ eu, E−W¡e lš²¡š² L−l
T¤jT¤¢j k¿»Z¡u m¡g¡−h HC h£ivp cªnÉ¢V ®cM¡l B−NC −ki¡−h ¢R−me ®k L¡f−s,
Jf−l HL¢V ®h¡lM¡ Q¡¢f−u Q−m ®N−Re e¡¢el h¡¢sz JM¡−e aª¢ç L−l n¡L ¢c−u
i¡a ®M−u−Rez j¡l −b−L ®b−L j−e q−u−R T¤jT¤¢j j¡−L A¢in¡f ¢c−µRz

Y¡L¡u ®b−L Bp¡ h¡jÑ¡ ®L¡¢lu¡ O¤−l Bp¡ N£a¡−L Bjl¡ ¢h¢pÈa ®Q¡−M
®cM−mJ ®p ®k j¡l f¤œhd§,j¡ a¡ ®i¡−me e¡z f¤œhd§l q¡−a pwp¡−ll c¡¢uaÅ ¢LR¤V¡
q−mJ ¢c−u ¢e−S ¢a¢e ¢hnС−jl pju f¡−he i¡−hez j¡l i¡he¡C p¡lz N£a¡
l¡æ¡O−ll R¡u¡J j¡s¡u e¡z B−Nl ®Q−u N£a¡l K‹ÆmÉ BlJ ®h¢n ®h−s−Rz
B−Nl ®Q−u a¡l ¢qmS¤−a¡ ®b−L në qu ®h¢n kMe q¡y−Vz O¡s Ah¢c Q¤m ®L−V−Rz
i¤l¦c¤−V¡ pÇf§ZÑ ®Q−R ®g−m L¡Sm-®fe¢p−m c¤−V¡ de¤L Hy−L ®cu i¤l¦l S¡uN¡uz
B−Nl ®Q−u j¤Mj¡¢m−nl ¢S¢epfœ ®h¢n a¡lz ®W¡y−V L¡uc¡ L−l m¡m ®N¡m¡¢f
¢mf¢ØVL m¡N¡u, ®Q¡−Ml f¡a¡u lw m¡N¡u, e£m n¡¢s fl−m e£m lw, ph¤S fl−m
ph¤Sz B−Nl ®Q−u p¤¾cl n¡¢s f−l, B−Nl ®Q−u l¢Pez B−Nl ®Q−u ®h¢n h¡C−l
®hs¡−a k¡uz B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je B−Nl jaC M¡¢eLV¡ ¢hpÈ−u, M¡¢eLV¡ j¤‡ q−u,
M¡¢eLV¡ Bqa q−u, M¡¢eLV¡ h¤−T, M¡¢eLV¡ e¡ h¤−T N£a¡−L ®c¢Mz j¡l Bue¡l
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 −V¢hm¢Vl j¡b¡u ¢ae−V h¡¢a m¡¢N−u ¢c−u−Re ®R¡Vc¡z Ls¡ B−m¡l a−m N£a¡−L
gpÑ¡ ®cM−a m¡−N Bue¡uz ®p−S …−S c¡ys¡−m ®N¡mf¤L¤l f¡−s p¤d£l c¡−pl j§¢aÑ
h¡e¡−e¡l −c¡L¡−e p¡¢S−u l¡M¡ A¢hLm c¤NÑ¡j§¢aÑ¢V, cn q¡−al hc−m c¤ q¡a, HC
k¡ f¡bÑLÉz N£a¡ g¡yL ®f−mC Bj¡−cl Y¡L¡l NÒf −n¡e¡uz l¡¢qS¡ M¡e−jl ¢ae
®R−m−j−ul NÒfz öe−a n¤e−a ®R−m−j−u…−m¡l üi¡h Q¢lœ ph Bj¡−cl S¡e¡
q−u k¡uz h¡jÑ¡ ®L¡¢lu¡l NÒf kMe L−l öe−a öe−a j−e qu h¡jÑ¡ Bl ®L¡¢lu¡
h¤¢T Bjm¡f¡s¡l f−ll N¢m−aCz B−Nl jaC j¡ l¡æ¡ L−l h¡¢sl ph¡C−L
M¡Ju¡ez Bg−l¡S¡ EW, ¢LR¤ M¡Cu¡ mJ, −b−L ®b−L j¡l X¡L ö¢ez ®R¡Vc¡l
S£h−e −mM¡fs¡ S¡a£u ¢LR¤ qJu¡l Bl ®L¡eJ pñ¡he¡ ®eC h−m h¡h¡ ay¡−L
Ef−cn ®ce B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e hp−az Bs¡Cn V¡L¡ j¡C−e f¡−hez −R¡Vc¡ Q¡L¢l¢V
m¤−g ®eez HC Q¡L¢l ®eJu¡l fl c¡c¡l Jo¤−dl Jfl q¡j−m fs¡ fСu f¤−l¡V¡C
L−j ®N−R ®R¡Vc¡lz ¢a¢e g¤lg¤−l ®jS¡−S ¢ce k¡fe L−lez g¤lg¤−l ®jS¡−S
¢h−Lm−hm¡ ®N¡mf¤L¤lf¡−sl ¢c−L hå¤−cl p−‰ B—¡ ¢c−a k¡ez L¡−m¡ gV−L
®R¡Vc¡l h¡C−l k¡Ju¡l në qJu¡ j¡œC −c±−s ¢N−u ph¢l N¡−Rl ¢e−Q ®jb−ll
k¡Ju¡-Bp¡ Ll¡l ®R¡V clS¡l ¢R−â ®Q¡M ®l−M Lmp Lmp ¢eað¢V h¡y¢L−u
c¡y¢s−u b¡−L N£a¡z JC ¢R−â ®Q¡M l¡M−mC l¡Ù¹¡l E−ÒV¡¢c−L X¢m f¡−ml h¡¢s,
N£a¡ ®c−M JC h¡¢sl ¢c−L −R¡Vc¡l i¤−mJ LMeJ ®Q¡M f−s ¢L e¡z ¢h−u q−u
L¡µQ¡ h¡µQ¡l j¡ q−u a¡m¡L q−u h¡−fl h¡¢s f−s B−R X¢m f¡mz X¢m f¡−ml
¢c−L ®R¡Vc¡ HMe Bl a¡L¡e e¡, a¡lflJ h¡jÑ¡ ®L¡¢lu¡ O¤−l Bp¡ N£a¡l p−¾cq
®j¡Qe qu e¡z N£a¡l ph¢LR¤ Hje¢L ph¢l N¡−Rl a−m ®c±−s ¢N−u ®R¡Vc¡−L
®cM¡l −L±a§¤qmJ Bj¡−cl ®L±a§q¢m L−hz N£a¡l EµQ¡¢la nëJ m¤−g ¢e−a −c¢l
qu e¡z N£a¡ ®k i¡o¡u L¡−Sl j¡e¤o−cl N¡m ®cu, a¡l ®h¢nl i¡NC Bjl¡ B−N
ö¢e¢e, AbÑJ A−eL N¡−ml S¡¢e e¡z B−je¡−L f¡¢e ¢c−a hm¡l flJ ¢c−a ®c¢l
q¢µRm h−m kMe hmm, ®h¢X Hq−e¡ f¡¢e ®cu e¡Cz L−l ¢L ®h¢X? ®h¢Xl ¢L ¢hN¡l
EW−R e¡¢q! ¢hN¡l në¢V AbÑ e¡ ®S−e Cu¡p¢je HM¡−e ®pM¡−e hÉhq¡l Ll−a
®m−N k¡uz
H h¡¢s−a N£a¡l Bc−ll Lj¢a ®eCz Dc H−m c¡c¡ N£a¡−L ¢p−ól n¡¢s
¢L−e ¢c−me, j¡l SeÉ p¤¢az j¡l fR¾c M−u¢l h¡ m¡m lwHl n¡¢s, c¡c¡ ®L−ee
f¡sAm¡ n¡c¡ n¡¢sz n¡c¡ n¡¢s−aC j¡−L j¡ j¡ m¡−N, c¡c¡ h−mez ®k n¡¢sC j¡l
SeÉ ®Le¡ qu, j¡ Bj¡−L Bl Cu¡p¢je−L ®ce fl−a fÐbjz Bjl¡ f−l, f−l
j¡−e m¤−V¡f¤¢V L−l nM ®jV¡−m, f−l j¡ f−lez j¡l Ai¡h B−R, ¢L¿º Ai¡−hl
®h¡d ®eCz n¡c¡ n¡¢s¢VC, qua c¤¢ce f−l NË¡j ®b−L ®LE H−p ¢e−Sl Ai¡−hl
Lb¡ h−m L¡ycm, j¡ ¢c−u ¢c−mez N£a¡l L¡−R l¡¢Su¡ ®hN−jl ea¤e ea¤e A−eL
Lb¡ ®n¡−ee j¡z N£a¡l −My¡s¡ j¡¢pl p−‰, ®k j¡¢pl e¡j ®qe¡, ®k j¡¢p Bj¡−cl
h¡¢s H−p HLpju Bj¡−L Bl Cu¡p¢je−L fs¡−ae, l¡¢Su¡ ®hN−jl M¤h i¡hz
ea¤e h¡S¡−ll HL H¢ajM¡e¡l ®jVÊe q−u−Re l¡¢Su¡ ®hNj, ®pC H¢ajM¡e¡u
N£a¡l ®qe¡ j¡¢pJ Q¡L¢l L−lez l¡¢Su¡ ®hN−jl Lb¡ ka ®n¡−ee j¡, aa j¡l
f¡Nm f¡Nm m¡−Nz f¡Nm f¡Nm j¡ h¡h¡ h¡¢s Y¤L−m j¤M ¢ho L−l h−p b¡−Lez
h¡h¡ l¡N ®cM¡−m j¡J l¡N ®cM¡ez h¡h¡ ®pC l¡N ®cM¡−e¡ j¡−L ®a¡n−Ll am
®b−L Q¡h¤L H−e ®j−l lš²¡š² L−l E−W¡−e ®g−m l¡M−me HL¢cez Nm¡ L¡V¡
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L¡L…−m¡ L¡ L¡ lh a¤−m p−l ®Nm Hm¡L¡ ®b−Lz cªnÉ¢V eªnwp h−m p¡j−e k¡C¢e,
O−ll clS¡ hå L−l B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je h−p ¢Rm¡j, h¡h¡l q¡a ®b−L Q¡h¤L ®L−s
®eJu¡l n¢š² h¡ p¡qp ®L¡eJ¢VC Bj¡−cl ®eCz Bjl¡ f¡bl q−u b¡¢Lz h¡h¡ h¡¢s
®b−L ®h¢l−u k¡Ju¡l ¢j¢eV f¡yQ fl ®R¡Vc¡ ®Y¡−Lez j¡−L E−W¡−e f−s −N¡P¡−a
®c−M −c±−s ®h¢l−u k¡e h¡¢s ®b−Lz ®p¡S¡ B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−ez ®V¢hm ®b−L X¡š²¡l
®mM¡ ¢œ−L¡Z L¡W¢V ¢e−u Bj¡l j¡−l j¡lRp ®Le? a−l B¢j BS−L j¡Cl¡C
®gm¢R h−m T¡y¢f−u f−se h¡h¡l Jflz f¤−l¡ ea¤e h¡S¡−ll ®m¡L S−s¡ q−u k¡u
¢QvL¡l ö−ez ®R¡Vc¡−L f¡yQS−e d−l ®hy−d b¡j¡uz OVe¡ J¢c−L HV¤L¤Cz h¡h¡l
Lf¡−ml HL¢V ¢cL öd¤ p¡j¡eÉ g¤−m E−W−Rz Hl ®h¢n ¢LR¤ qu¢ez ®R¡Vc¡l
lš²¡l¢š²l C−µR ¢Rm, ®pC C−µR pgm e¡ q−mJ n¡¿¹ q−a qu ay¡−Lz Bl H¢c−L
E−W¡−el L¡c¡j¡¢V ®b−L E−W N£a¡−L Aá¤a n¡¿¹ Nm¡u hm−me, Qm Bg−l¡S¡,
LC k¡C−a qu Qmz lš²j¡M¡ n¡¢sl JflC ®h¡lM¡ Q¡¢f−u j¡ ®h¢l−u k¡e N£a¡−L
¢e−uz Bc¡m−a ¢N−u p¢aÉL¡l a¡m¡−Ll L¡N−S pC L−l h¡¢s ¢g−l Bj¡l Bl
Cu¡p¢j−el j¡b¡u q¡a h¤¢m−u i¡m qCu¡ b¡C−L¡ −a¡jl¡, j¡Ce−ol j¡ jCl¡ k¡u
e¡? j−e Llh¡ B¢j jCl¡ ®N¢Rz −a¡j¡l h¡h¡ B−R, i¡C−ul¡ B−Rz a¡l¡
−a¡j¡−c−l Bcl LCl¡ l¡M−hz −a¡jl¡ i¡m LCl¡ ®mM¡fs¡ LCl h−m j¡ ¢e−Sl
pq¡u pÇfc k¡ B−R ®R¡V HL¢V f¤yV¢m−a ®hy−d Q−m ®N−me e¡¢el h¡¢sz j¡ Q−m
k¡Ju¡l B−NC N£a¡l p−‰ h¡h¡l ®hn i¡h q−u¢Rmz h¡h¡ N£a¡−L Bm¡c¡ L−l
®X−L h¡¢s−a ¢L q−µR e¡ q−µR Mhl¡Mhl ¢e−aez h¡h¡l ¢QlL¡m HjeC A−iÉp,
h¡¢s−a ph pju HLSe Ql ¢ek¤š² L−le ®N¡fe Mhl f¡Ju¡l Bn¡uz L¡−Sl
j¡e¤ol¡C p¡d¡lZa h¡h¡l Ql ¢q−p−h i¡m L¡S L−lz Hh¡−ll Ql AhnÉ L¡−Sl
j¡e¤o ®b−L A−eL EyQ¤ jk¡Ñc¡l h¤¢Üp¤¢Ü pð¢maz
j¡ ®k ®eC, j¡ ®k¢ce Q−m ®N−me ®p¢ce h¤¢T¢ez Abh¡ j¡ Q−m ®N−m h¡¢s−a
°q °q °l °l B−Nl ®Q−u BlJ Ll−a f¡l¡l ü¡d£ea¡ ®h−s −N−R h−m HLdl−el
®N¡fe Be−¾c i¤−N¢Rm¡jz ¢LR¤¢ce fl q¡−s ®Le, j‹¡u ®Vl ®f−u¢Rz −Vl
®f−u¢R Bj¡−L ®LE N¡ ®j−S ®N¡pm L¢l−u ®cJu¡l −eC, j¤−M a¤−m ®LE M¡C−u
®cJu¡l ®eC, Q¤m ®hy−d ®cJu¡l −eCz L¡fs ®Q¡fs jum¡ q−m ®LE ®c−M e¡z
®Mm¡j ¢L e¡ ®Mm¡j ®LE ®M¡yS ®eu e¡z ®LE Bl ¢h−L−m p−åu Rs¡ −n¡e¡u e¡z
Bj¡l LMe ¢r−d ®f−u−R, a¡ Bj¡l S¡e¡l B−N j¡ S¡e−ae, A¢ÙÛl q−u EW−ae
Bj¡−L aªç Ll−az HMe Bj¡l ¢r−d m¡N−mC ¢L e¡ m¡N−mC ¢L, L¡lJ ¢LR¤ k¡u
B−p e¡z j¡ Q−m k¡Ju¡l fl pwp¡l ®cM¡l SeÉ e¡¾c¡Cm ®b−L h¡h¡ ay¡l ®R¡V
i¡C j¢a−el hE−L B¢e−u−Rez hE¢V Cu¡ j¤V¢L, L¤QL¤−Q L¡−m¡z j¢ae ¢h¢XBlH
Q¡L¢l kMe Ll−ae l¡Sn¡q£−a, aMeC ¢h−u L−l−Rez hE ¢e−u Lj¡p B−N kMe
H h¡¢s−a ®hs¡−a H−p¢R−me, Bjl¡ j¤M ¢V−f −q−p¢R hE ®c−Mz H−‚−l j−e qu
L¡−jl ®h¢X! L¡−jl ®h¢Xl Bnf¡n j¡s¡u e¡ ®LE, ¢L¿º j¡ ¢c¢hÉ p¤M c¤x−Ml NÒf
hm−me j¢a−el hEHl p−‰z −ke hE¢V j¡l c£OÑ¢c−el pCz Bj¡−cl j¤M ®Vf¡
q¡¢pl ¢c−L ¢g−l j¡ h−m−Re, J ®j−p L¡j Llaz a¡−a ¢L qC−Rzj¡e¤oV¡ M¤h
p¡c¡¢pd¡¡z p¡c¡¢pd¡ j¡e¤o−L ®p L¡−Sl ®h¢X ®q¡L, f−bl g¢Ll ®q¡L, j¡l
fR¾cz j¢a−el hE H h¡¢s−a l¡y−d h¡−s, pLm−L M¡Ju¡uz ¢L¿º j¡l ja ®L q−a
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 f¡−l! j¡l ja L¡l B−hN Eb−m EW−h Bj¡−cl SeÉ! M¡Ju¡l pju Lm¢j n¡L
f¡−a a¤−m ¢c−u hm−ae, Lm¢j ma¡ Lm¢j ma¡ Sm ö−L¡−m b¡L−h ®L¡b¡? b¡Lh
b¡Lh L¡c¡l a−m, m¡¢g−u EWh hoÑ¡L¡−mz j¡l Rs¡l A¿¹ ¢Rm e¡z ®pC ®R¡V−hm¡u
fs¡ ®k ®L¡eJ Rs¡C j¡ AeNÑm h−m ®k−a f¡l−aez Ha Rs¡ j¡l S¡e¡ ¢Rm ®k
B¢j j¡−T j¡−TC i¡ha¡j j¡l ph Rs¡ HL¢ce ¢m−M l¡Mh, ®L¡eJ¢ce j¡
Rs¡…−m¡ Bh¡l i¤−m k¡e k¢c! j¡ pñha Rs¡…−m¡ i¤−m ®N−Re, A−eL¢ce ®a¡
ay¡l Rs¡ h−m h−m L¡E−L M¡Ju¡−a qu e¡z je i¡m b¡L−m ¢cc¡l, ph¡l Ef−l,
q¡l¡−e¡ p¤l, p¡N¢lL¡, °hS¤ h¡Jl¡, c£f ®SÅ−m k¡C R¢hl pwm¡f j¡ j¤MÙÛ hm−ae
j¡z l¡−al Aes Ù¹ìa¡ ®i−P QjvL¡l Nm¡u ®N−u EW−ae, HM−e¡ BL¡−n Q¡yc JC
®S−N B−R, ah¤ ®S−e ®N¢R a¤¢j BR L¡−R....! HMe ¢ce l¡a l¡−al Ù¹ìa¡
¢hl¡S L−l h¡¢s¢V−az
Cu¡p¢je CnL¤m ®b−L ¢g−l ®QyQ¡−µR Bj¡l i¡a LC? j¢a−el hE h−m, i¡a
e¡Cz i¡a e¡C j¡−e? CnL¤m ®bCL¡ BCp¡ i¡a f¡C e¡C HClj a qu e¡C
®L¡eJ¢cez a¡ ¢WL, qu¢e ®L¡eJ¢cez j¡ CnL¤m ®b−L ¢gl−mC i¡a ®h−s ¢c−aez
¢QvL¡l L−l h¡¢s j¡b¡u L−l Cu¡p¢jez j¢a−el hE ¢c−u pwp¡l Qm−R e¡ ¢e¢ÕQa
q−u h¡h¡ N£a¡l Jfl pwp¡−ll pjÙ¹ c¡¢uaÅ ¢c−mez ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰ h¡h¡l ®k hQp¡
q−u¢Rm, a¡ Bfe¡ Bf¢e ¢j−V ®Nm, ®ke ®L¡eJ¢ce h¡h¡l j¡b¡u ®L¡eJ ¢à−L¡Z,
¢œ−L¡Z, Qa¤−×L¡Z −L¡eJ L¡ùhÙ¹¤l BO¡a m¡−N¢ez N£a¡ k¡ B−cn L−l, j¢a−el
hE Bl B−je¡ −pC B−cn f¡me L−lz ¢ce Hi¡−hC Qm−Rz ¢ce qua Q−m,
Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el Q−m e¡z N£a¡ Bj¡−cl ¢e−u R¡−c ®c±−s¡−c±¢s Ll−R, O−l
e¡−Ql CnL¤m M¤m−R, Bj¡−cl ¢p−ej¡u ¢e−u k¡−µR, ¢L¿º ¢LR¤ ®ke h¡¢L ®b−L k¡uz
h¡h¡ h¡¢s ¢g−lC N£a¡−L O−l X¡−Le, Ae¤j¡e L¢l l¡¢SÉl Lb¡ ¢S−‘p Ll−Re,
pwp¡l ®R−m−j−ul Lb¡z ®LE Bh¡l ®L¡eJlLj AOVe OV¡−µR ¢L e¡ S¡e−a
Q¡−µRez N£a¡ h¡h¡−L BnÄÙ¹ L−le h−m ®k ph ¢LR¤ ®p ¢eM¤ya Q¡m¡−µR, phC ¢heÉÙ¹,
phC pæÜz ¢e−od b¡L¡l flJ HL ¢h−L−m Cu¡p¢je−L h¢m, Qm e¡¢el h¡p¡u
j¡−l ®cCM¡ B¢pz Cu¡p¢je m¡¢g−u J−Wz iuXl a¤µR L−l HL¢V ¢l„¡ ¢e−u c¤Se
kMe e¡¢el h¡¢s−a ®f±y−R¡C, j¡ ®c±−s H−p Bj¡−cl S¢s−u d−l X¤L−l ®Ly−c
J−Wez
j¤MV¡ Ha öLe¡ m¡Na¡−R ®Le, M¡J e¡C?
j¡b¡ e¡¢s, M¡C¢Rz
j¡ L¡−R h¢p−u ¢L ¢c−u ®M−u¢R, ®L l¡y−d, ®L L¡fs ®Q¡fs ®N¡R¡u, ®L ¢hR¡e¡
L−l −cu ph fC fC L−l ¢S−‘p L−lez j¤−M a¤−m i¡a j¡R M¡C−u ByQ−m j¤M
j¤¢R−u ®cez −am e¡ fs¡ SV h¡yd¡ Q¤m pk−aÁ ByQ−s −h¢Z ®Ny−b ®cez Bs¡−m ¢e−u
¢S−‘p L−le h¡h¡ ¢LR¤ h−m ¢L e¡ ay¡l Lb¡z B¢j j¡b¡ e¡¢sz h¡h¡ ¢LR¤ h−me e¡z
h¡h¡ ®k fСuC Bj¡−cl h−me ®L¡eJ SÅ¡mEl¡ ®h¢X h¡¢s−a e¡C, Hqe ¢e−Sl
M¡Ju¡ ¢e−S M¡C¢h, ¢e−Sl fl¡ ¢e−S fl¢h, ¢e−Sl h¤T ¢e−S h¤T¢h ®f−Vl ®ial
m¤¢L−u l¡¢Mz j¡ h−me ¢a¢e i¡m B−Re, e¡e¡ ay¡−L n¡¢s ¢L−e ¢c−u−Re, HM¡−e
M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡u ®L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−d q−µR e¡, H h¡¢sl ph¡C j¡−L M¤h i¡mh¡−pezj¡
h¡lh¡l h−me HC L¢c−e B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je c¤SeC e¡¢L ö¢L−u ®N¢Rz ®Q¡−Ml
S−m j¡l N¡m ¢i−S k¡u, h¤L ¢i−S k¡uz
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 Bj¡l SeÉ je M¡l¡f m¡−N a¤j−N¡l? j¡ j¡ hCm¡ L¡−¾c¡?
B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je flØf−ll ®Q¡−M Q¡Cz L¡¢¾c e¡ hm−m j¡l k¢c Lø qu,
h¢m e¡z ¢el¦šl Bj¡−cl h¤−L S¢s−u j¡ h−me, e¡ L¡C®¾c¡ e¡, L¡¾c¡ BC−m
−a¡jl¡ N£a¡l p¡−b Nè LCl, e¡j ®cn g¤m gm ®MCmz HMe ®bCL¡ Bl L¡C−¾c¡
e¡z
j¡b¡ e¡¢sz BCµR¡z
®e¡j¡e L¡j¡m BCm e¡ ®k! J−c−l hCm Bp−az
j¡b¡ e¡¢sz BCµR¡z
j¡ M¤y¢V−u BlJ Lb¡ ¢S−‘p L−lez
l¡æ¡ ®Lje qu?
i¡m qu e¡z
−Le i¡m que¡? j¢a−el hE ®a¡ M¡l¡f l¡−å e¡z
T¡m ®cuz
hCm¡ ¢ch¡ T¡m ®ke e¡ ®cuz
n¡−Ll j−dÉ Q¤m f¡C¢Rz
n¡L i¡m LCl¡ dCu¡ ¢e−a LCh¡z
BCµR¡z
j¡, a¤¢j ¢L Bl ®L¡eJ¢ce k¡Ch¡ e¡? L−ã Lø ®Q−f h¢mz
¢Mm¡−m c¡ya ®My¡Q¡¢µR−me e¡¢e, b¤a¤ ®g−m hm−me, ®Le k¡Ch? ¢e−Sl¡ hs qz
a¡lf−l j¡−l ¢eu¡ b¡¢qpz JC h¡¢sa Dc¤e Bl k¡Ch e¡z
j¡ h−me, ®e¡j¡−el a V¡L¡ fup¡ B−Rz ®p k¢c Bm¡c¡ h¡p¡ ®eu, a¡C−m a
b¡L−a f¡¢lz
A−eLrZ E−W¡−e Ec¡p a¡¢L−u ®b−L j¡ Bh¡l h−me, ®cC−Me j¡, HCh¡l
JC l¡¢Su¡ ®hNj−l h¡¢sa Behz
®a¡j¡l h¡h¡ ¢L ¢LR¤ Lu? l¡¢Su¡ ®hNj−l h¡¢s−a Beh, HC dl−el ¢LR¤?
j¡b¡ e¡¢sz e¡z
®a¡j¡l h¡h¡ ¢L h¡p¡u M¡u?
M¡uz
M¡Ju¡ fR¾c qu a¡l?
S¡¢e e¡z
¢LR¤ Lu e¡?
e¡z
j¡ f¡wöj¤−M h−p b¡−Lez ®Q¡−Ml ¢e−Q L¡¢m j¡,h−p b¡−Lez N¡−m ®Q¡−Ml
S−ml c¡N j¡, h−p b¡−Lez Bjl¡ kMe Q−m B¢p, ®fR−e f¤L¤lf¡−s c¡y¢s−u
b¡−Le h¡¢p ®N¡m¡−fl ja, ØfnÑ m¡N−mC T−l k¡−he Hjez
N£a¡l q¡−a kMe pwp¡l, q¡−a pwp¡l j¡−e L¡−Sl −h¢X h¡ ®R¢s h¡ ®Rs¡ ®kC
b¡−L L¡−S g¡y¢L ®ke e¡ ®cu, ®cM¡; h¡pe j¡S¡ L¡fs ®d¡u¡ Ol ®j¡R¡ CaÉ¡¢c
L¡S B−cn ¢c−u ¢hl¡jq£e Ll¡−e¡;fVm ¢c−u j¡R q−h, ¢L n¡L ¢c−u j¡R q−h,
X¡m f¡am¡ q−h ¢L Oe q−h, Bl i¡−al Q¡m Lu ®L±−V¡ ¢e−a q−h Hph h−m
®cJu¡; N£a¡ kMe j¡aîl, h¡h¡l p−‰ kMe N£a¡l cqlj jqlj, aMeC HL¢ce
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 N£a¡l −R¡V i¡C i¡m e¡j ¢n¢nl ¢jœ, M¡l¡f e¡j V¤m¤ B−p, ®cM¡ L−l k¡u
®h¡−el p−‰z Hlfl fСuC B−pz N£a¡ O−l ®X−L ¢e−u V¤m¤−L HV¡ ®pV¡ ®M−a
¢c−u ¢gp¢gp NÒf L−lz V¤m¤l Bp¡l Mhl¢V B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je c¤S−eC ®N¡fe
l¡¢Mz N£a¡ j¤pmj¡e ¢h−u L−l j¤pmj¡e q−u ®N−R, a¡l HMe ®L¡eJ ¢q¾c¤ h¡¢sl
p−‰ pÇfLÑ b¡L−a f¡−l e¡, HlLj HL¢V A¢m¢Ma ¢euj Q¡m¤ H h¡¢s−az N£a¡
kMe ®R¡Vc¡−L ¢e−u ¢e−Sl h¡¢s k¡u, ®p Lb¡ h¡¢s−a ®N¡fe l¡−Mz V¤m¤l Bp¡l
hÉ¡f¡l¢VJ ®N¡fez
c¡c¡ e¡¢el h¡¢s−a j¡−L ®cM−a ®k−u e¡¢el q¡−al QjvL¡l l¡æ¡ ®M−u e¡¢el
f¡−el h¡V¡ ®b−L f¡e −M−u h¡¢s ®g−le j¤M m¡m L−lz −R¡Vc¡J p−å−hm¡ hE
¢e−u ®h¢l−u hå¤−cl h¡¢s q−u, ¢fJef¡s¡ hEHl h¡¢s q−u, e¡¢eh¡¢s ¢N−u j¡−L
®c−M B−pez c¤Se−LC h¢m, j¡−l ¢eu¡ B−p¡ e¡ ®Le?
−LE Hl ®L¡eJ Ešl ®ce e¡z e¡ c¡c¡, e¡ ®R¡Vc¡z ¢c¢hÉ B−Re a¡yl¡z j¡-q£e
AhL¡n ay¡−cl L¡−R −j¡−VJ Apqe£u h−m j−e qu e¡z
c¡c¡ HL¢V ®j¡Vl p¡C−Lm ¢L−e H−e−Re, m¡m l−Pl HLn cn ¢p¢p
®q¡ä¡z¢L−e−Re ¢L¿º Q¡m¡−a S¡−ee e¡z h¡l¡¾c¡l O−l l¡M¡ ®q¡ä¡¢V ¢a¢e c¤−hm¡
f¢l×L¡l L−lez karZ h¡¢s−a b¡−Le, −q¡ä¡u h−p ¢hLV n−ë C¢”e Q¡¢m−u JC
O−lC Bdq¡a p¡j−e k¡e, Bdq¡a ®fR−e k¡ez Bl ®q¡ä¡l Bue¡u h¡l h¡l
¢e−Sl j¤M¢V ®c−Me ®Lje m¡N−Rz C¢”e Q¡¢ma ®L¡eJ h¡qe HC fÐbj Bj¡−cl
h¡¢s Hmz h¡h¡l qW¡v HLh¡l nM q−u¢Rm Hj H L¡qq¡−ll h¡¢sl m¡−N¡u¡ BL¾c
m−Sl S¤m¢gL¡l BL−¾cl f¤−l¡−e¡ N¡¢sM¡e¡ −Le¡l, h¡ue¡l f’¡nq¡S¡l V¡L¡
¢c−uJ ¢c−u¢R−mez h¡¢s p¤Ü Bjl¡ aMe j−e j−e ®pC n¡c¡ g„Ju¡Ne Q¡m¡¢µRz
¢L¿º C¢”−e ¢L e¡ ¢L ®cM¡ ®cJu¡u ®pC N¡¢s h¡h¡ Bl ¢Le−me e¡, h¡ue¡l V¡L¡J
®gla ®f−me e¡, ®gla f¡Ju¡l e¡¢L ¢euj ®eCz −q¡ä¡ ®Le¡−a h¡h¡J Hl
ac¡l¢L Ll−a m¡N−mez h¡l¡¾c¡l O−ll clS¡ ®ke phpju hå b¡−L, ®LE −ke
Bh¡l Q¤¢l L−l e¡ ¢e−u k¡u H¢V, l¡−a ¢a¢e ¢e−Sl q¡−a O−ll clS¡u ®ial
®b−L a¡m¡ m¡N¡−a öl¦ Ll−mez ®pC n−Ml m¡m −q¡ä¡¢V −k¢V HMeJ l¡Ù¹¡u
®h−l¡u¢e, ®R¡Vc¡ a¤−m ¢e−u Bj¡−L hm−me ®fR−e hp−az ®R¡Vc¡J Hl B−N
LMeJ ®j¡Vl p¡C−Lm Q¡m¡e¢ez DnÄlN−” h¡h¡l q¡pf¡a¡−ml ¢Sf Q¡m¡−a
¢n−M¢R−me, ®pC ‘¡e ®Lhmz ®q¡ä¡ Bdj¡Cm fkÑ¿¹ ®k−a ¢a¢lnh¡l b¡jmz l¡Ù¹¡l
®m¡−Ll¡ ®b−j ®b−j Bj¡−cl ¢a¢lnh¡l ®cMmz ®j−u j¡e¤o ®q¡ä¡u Q−s−R, ®cM¡l
¢hou¢V ¢Rm HCz ®j−uj¡e¤o H nq−l ®q¡ä¡u hp−mJ −L¡a§L h¡ ®L±a§q−ml ¢hou
quz AbQ HC nq−l ¢ea¤ ¢e−S ®j¡Vl p¡C−Lm Q¡m¡u, ¢hcÉ¡ju£ CnL¤−m f−s ¢ea¤,
®R¡V−h¡e ¢ja¤−L ®fR−e h¢p−u CnL¤−m k¡u fТa¢cez nq−ll ¢hpÈu ®pz j¡−T
j¡−T Bj¡l C−µR L−l ¢ea¤ q−a, L¡E−L f−l¡u¡ e¡ L−l nq−ll f−b ®j¡Vl
p¡C−Lm Q¡m¡−az Cu¡p¢je kMe ¢ea¤ Bl ¢ja¤l Lb¡ h−m, B¢j ®j¡qNË−Ù¹l q−u
ö¢ez
c¡c¡ −q¡ä¡ ¢n−M ®q¡ä¡ Q−s nql Hhw nq−ll B−nf¡−nl nql…−m¡
®L¡Çf¡¢el L¡−S ®k−a m¡N−mez HL¢ce ¢a¢e Qm a−l f¡q¡s ®cM¡Cu¡ B¢e h−m
Bj¡−L a¤−m ®ee ®q¡ä¡uz AfÐaÉ¡¢na Be¾c S¡em¡ ®i−P ýsj¤s L−l Y¤−L Bj¡l
i¤he i¡¢p−u ®cuz hÐþf¤−œl f¡−s H−p b¡j−aC BL¡n L¡−m¡ L−l ®jO ®c±−s¡−a
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®b−Lz hª¢ø öl¦ q−u ®Nmz JC hª¢øl j−dÉC HL¢V k¡œ£−h¡T¡C ®e±−L¡l j−dÉ
Bjl¡, c¡c¡l ®q¡ä¡, c¡c¡,B¢j Bl Bj¡l jªa¤Éiu E−W f¢sz −e±−L¡X¤¢h−a fСZ¢V
®k BS pL¡−m q¡l¡−a q−µR H ®S−eJ S£h−e fÐbj f¡q¡s ®cM¡l C−µR¢V B¢j
¢LR¤−aC q¡aR¡s¡ L¢l e¡z nñ¤N” ®f±y−R, h¡−pl h¡S¡−ll ®L¡m¡qm −f¢l−u ®q¡ä¡
R¤−V Qmm ¢eSÑea¡l ¢c−Lz h¡a¡−p Q¤m Es−R, S¡j¡ Es−Rz ®ke H B¢j Bl c¡c¡
eC, c¤−V¡ fÐS¡f¢a E−s k¡−µRz kac§l cª¢ø k¡u ®L¡eJ hp¢a ®eC, ®Lhm ¢hm
q¡Js Bl d¡e−raz Nm¡ ®R−s ®qy−s Nm¡u N¡e N¡C¢R, j¤MÙÛ L¢ha¡ hm¢R, c¡c¡l
®fV i¢aÑ NÒf, h¡e¡−e¡ Ah¡e¡−e¡, h−m k¡−µRez c¡c¡ ®R¡V−hm¡u Bj¡−cl NÒf
®n¡e¡−ae A−eLz La Bl NÒf S¡−e HLSe j¡e¤o! c¡c¡ f¤−l¡−e¡ NÒf…−m¡
Bh¡l ®n¡e¡−a ®N−m Bjl¡ ¢hlš² qa¡jz ea¤e N−Òfl SeÉ ®Sy−L dla¡jz
HL¢ce c£OÑ HL¢V NÒf ®n¡e¡−he h−m Bj¡−cl X¡L−mez NÒf¢V ea¤ez ®M−u
®c−u ®m−fl am¡u H−Lh¡−l NÒf ®n¡e¡l f¢l−hn °a¢l L−l −n¡u¡ qm, c¡c¡ öl¦
Ll−me, A¢Qef¤l e¡−jl HL NÊ¡−j Bm¡E¢Ÿe e¡−jl HLV¡ L¡W¤−l ¢RmzHL¢ce
c¤f¤−l h¡¢s−a M¤h M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡ LCl¡ HLV¡ ea¤e m¤¢‰ fCl¡,L¡−å HLV¡ N¡jR¡
¢eu¡ Bm¡E¢Ÿe h¡¢sl h¡Cl qCmz p¡j−e ¢hn¡m j¡W, ®L¡b¡J Bl ¢LR¤ ®cM¡ k¡u
e¡z −pC j¡−W Bm¡E¢Ÿe q¡CV¡ q¡CV¡ k¡Ca¡−R, k¡Ca¡−R ®a¡ k¡C−aC B−Rz
k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a ..
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a¡lfl j¡−e?
a¡lfl ¢L qCm? LC ¢Nu¡ ®f±yRm?
Hq−e¡ ®L¡b¡J ®f±R¡u e¡C? Hq−e¡ k¡C−aC B−Rz k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a
k¡C−a k¡C−a k¡C−a..
B¢j Evp¤L S¡e−a Bm¡E¢Ÿe ®L¡eJ ec£l d¡−l ®f±y−R¡m e¡¢L ®L¡eJ
hVN¡−Rl L¡−Rz ¢L¿º Bj¡l S¡e¡ qu e¡ L¡lZ c¡c¡ JC l¡−a HL k¡C−a k¡C−a
R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤ hm−me e¡z fl¢ce O¤j ®b−L E−WC c¡c¡−L ¢S−‘p Llm¡j, a¡lfl
¢L qCm, Bm¡E¢Ÿe LC ®Nm? c¡c¡ hm−me,Hq−e¡ k¡C−aC B−Rz Hq−e¡ k¡C−aC
B−R?
q Hq−e¡ k¡Ca¡−Rz
LC k¡Ch?
JCX¡ a f−l S¡e¢hz B−N k¡C−a b¡L¤Lz
pç¡q f¡l qJu¡l flJ c¡c¡ hm−me, k¡Ca¡−R Hq−e¡z L−h ®f±yR−h, ®L¡b¡J
¢N−u ®f±yR−h, ¢L OV−h f−l a¡l ¢LR¤C c¡c¡ S¡e¡e e¡z ea¤e ®L¡eJ NÒf öl¦J
L−le e¡z L¡lZ HL¢V NÒf −a¡ ¢a¢e hm−Rez HLj¡p flJ c¡c¡ hm−me HMeJ
Bm¡E¢Ÿe k¡−µRz B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je Ni£l ¢Q¿¹¡u X¤−h b¡¢L, al ¢L j−e
qu?Bm¡E¢Ÿ−el ®no fkÑ¿¹ ¢L qCh? Cu¡p¢j−el ¢hnÄ¡p Bm¡E¢Ÿe ¢r−dl ®Q¡−V
j−l k¡−h f−bz c¡c¡l ¢L ¢hnÄ¡p a¡ ¢a¢e LMeJ h−me e¡z c¡c¡l Bm¡E¢Ÿ−el
k¡Ju¡ LMeJ ®no qu¢ez c¡c¡l L¡R ®b−L Bl ®L¡eJ NÒfJ Bj¡−cl ®n¡e¡
qu¢ez ®k−a ®k−a Bj¡l C−µR L−l Bj¡−cl HC fbJ e¡ g¤−l¡L ®L¡eJ¢cez
a¡l¡L¡¾c¡ g¤mf¤l f¡l q−u Ly¡Q¡ l¡Ù¹¡ f¡L¡ l¡Ù¹¡ i¡P¡ l¡Ù¹¡ ®f¢l−u Lwp ec£l
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 p¡j−e B¢pz ¢hoj ®pË¡−al ec£z ®ke c¤f¡s Hr¤¢e ®i−P Q¤−l ec£l ®f−Vl ®ial
Y¤−L k¡−hz c¤−V¡ ®e±−L¡l HL¢V f¡V¡ae, ®pC f¡V¡a−el Jfl h¡p VÊ¡L J−W, c¢s
®V−e ec£ f¡l Ll¡ quz ec£ f¡l q−a q−a c¡c¡ Bj¡−L ES¡e, i¡¢V, m¢N V¡e¡
L¡−L h−m ®h¡T¡e, ec£ Hhw ®e±−L¡l S£he pÇf−LÑ ®h¡T¡ez Lwp ®f¢l−u Bh¡l
q¡Ju¡l ®h−N ®R¡V¡z d¡e ®Ma, f¡V ®Ma, l¡Ù¹¡l Jfl ö−L¡−a ®cJu¡ d¡e, f¡¢Ml
H−p M¤y−V M¡Ju¡, j¡e¤−ol h¡¢sOl, E−W¡e j¡W ®cM−a ®cM−a q¡m¤u¡O¡V f¡l q−u
BlJ ®ia−l N¡−l¡ ®j−u−cl d¡e−h¡e¡ d¡eL¡V¡, ¢f−W h¡µQ¡ ®hy−d ®qy−V k¡Ju¡
®cM−a ®cM−a Sul¡jL¤l¡u p¤¾cl HL¢V q¡pf¡a¡−ml p¡j−e b¡¢jz HL
A−ØVÌ¢mu¡e N¡−l¡−cl SeÉ HC q¡pf¡a¡m¢V h¡¢e−u−Rez c¡c¡ A−ØVÌ¢mu¡e X¡š²¡l
®eCm f¡mL¡−ll p−‰ Lb¡ hm−me, ay¡−L Jo¤d fœ ¢c−mez B¢j q¡pf¡a¡−ml
h¡l¡¾c¡u c¡y¢s−u f¡q¡s ®cM¢R aMez f¡q¡−sl AeÉ f¡−n i¡laz h¡wm¡−cn ®b−L
®jO ®i−p k¡−µR i¡l−al ¢c−L, f¡¢M E−s Bp−R J¢cL ®b−L H¢c−Lz c¡c¡−L
¢S−‘p L¢l, f¡q¡s f¡l qCu¡ JC f¡−n k¡C k¢c! c¡c¡ hm−me e¡ k¡Ju¡ k¡−h e¡,
JCV¡ AeÉ ®cnz f¡q¡−s ®qm¡e ¢c−u ö−u B−R AeÉ ®cn i¡la, Bj¡l j−e qu
B¢j öe−a f¡¢µR i¡l−al q©c¢f−™l në, öe−a f¡¢µR nÄ¡p ®gm¡l nëz Ha
L¡−R, Ha L¡−R i¡la ®k C−µR L−l L¡−e L¡−e ¢LR¤ Lb¡ LCz LC i¡N q¢m ®Le
®l? a¤C ¢L Bj¡−cl fl? f¡q¡s ®c−M ®gl¡l f−b c¡c¡ A−e−Ll p−‰ ®b−j ®b−j
Lb¡ hm−mez c¤−V¡ g¡−jÑ¢p−a b¡j−me, Q¡ ¢j¢ø ®cJu¡ qm Bj¡−clz p¡l¡¢ce e¡
M¡Ju¡ AbQ ¢r−dl ¢LR¤C Ae¤ih L¢l e¡z g¡−jÑ¢pl HL¢V ®m¡L ®fR−e ay¡l
h¡¢s−a hE h¡µQ¡l p−‰ f¢lQu Ll¡−a ®Y¡L¡−me, hEHl p−‰ ¢c¢hÉ Lb¡ h¢m
Hje¢L h¡µQ¡¢V−L ®L¡−m ¢e−u e¡j ¢S−‘p L¢lz JM¡e ®b−L ®h¢l−u f−b c¡c¡
h−me, h¡q, al ®a¡ Eæ¢a qC−Rz a¤C a Hj¢e−a j¡e¤−ol p¡−b Lb¡ Lp e¡z
BS−L LC−a ®cMm¡jz
B¢j ®q−p h¢m, pL¡−m ®Xm L¡−eÑ¢N fs¢R L−uL f¡a¡z j−e qu ®pC
L¡l−ZCz
c¡c¡ A–q¡¢p q¡−pez Bjl¡ Bh¡l q¡Ju¡u ®i−p k¡Cz
c¡c¡−L HL pju ¢S−‘p L¢l, BµR¡ c¡c¡, HC ®k a¤¢j ph¡l p¡−b Ha p¤¾cl
hÉhq¡l Ll, q¡Cp¡ q¡Cp¡ Lb¡ LJ, ®pC ¢e¢nh¡h¤l p¡−b, j¡b¡u qÉ¡V Nm¡u
®ØV−b¡L−L¡f T¤m¡Cu¡ j¡¢Vl l¡Ù¹¡u p¡C−Lm Q¡m¡Cu¡ Bp¡ q¡a¤−s X¡š²¡lV¡l
p¡−b, ®L¢jØV e¡Sj¤−ml p¡−b, Sej¡ehq£e HC heh¡−p S£he L¡V¡−e¡
q¡pf¡a¡−ml JC X¡š²¡−ll p¡−b--a¤¢j ¢L ®Xm L¡−eÑ¢N j¤MÙ¹ LlR?
c¡c¡ A−eLrZ ®q−p Ešl ®ce, ®Xm L¡−eÑ¢N ®a¡ Bj¡l p¡−b ®cM¡ Ll−a
BC¢Rm, Bj¡l m¡CgV¡ ®cCM¡ ¢Nu¡ Ef−cnj§mL lQe¡ ¢mM−Rz
−R¡V ®R¡V L¡−f Q¡ ¢h¢œ² L−l f−bl d¡−l T¤f¢s…−m¡u, Q¡−ul aªo·¡u ®b−j
JM¡−e Q¡ ®M−a ®N−m c¡c¡ h−me, Q¡ M¡Cp e¡, Q¡ M¡C−m ®ia−l ru qCu¡ k¡uz
®cMp e¡ Q¡−ul L¡−f Q¡ l¡CM¡ ¢c−m ¢Llj c¡N fCl¡ k¡u, na ®Qø¡−aJ Q¡−ul
L¡−fl c¡N Bl EW−a Q¡u e¡z HCi¡−h al LCmS¡ ru qCu¡ k¡Ch Q¡ M¡C−m,
al q©c¢f™V¡J Q¡−ul L¡−fl ja eø qCu¡ k¡Ca¡−Rz h£ivp qCa¡−Rz Ty¡Tl¡
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 j¡ c¤dR¡s¡ Q¡−u Bc¡ ¢j¢n−u ®ce, ®pC Q¡−ul ü¡−cl d¡−l L¡−R NË¡−jl
h¡S¡−ll c¤d−jn¡−e¡ h¡¢pN−ål Q¡ c¡ys¡−a f¡−l e¡z ah¤J
¤ HC T¤f¢s−c¡L¡−el Q¡
B¢j flj¡e−¾c f¡e L¢l, f¡e L¢l O−ll h¡C−l h−mCz h¡¢ql Bj¡−L V¡−ez p−oÑ
g¤−m ®R−u b¡L¡ NË¡−jl qm¤c ®ra Bl h¡S¡−ll e¡e¡lLj T¤f¢s ®c¡L¡e ®cM−a
Bj¡l Be¾c quz hÐþf¤œ f¡l qJu¡l pju Aá¤a p¤¾cl l−P −p−S JW¡ BL¡n
®cM−a ®cM−a iu E−h k¡u, ®e±−L¡ X¤−h j−l k¡Ju¡l iuz kMe h¡¢s ®f¡yRC, p¡l¡
N¡ d¤−m¡u ¢LQ¢LQ, Hje ¢L Lb¡ hm−a ®N−m c¡y−a ¢Ls¢Ls L−l J−W d¤−m¡z
d¤−m¡u Q¤m SV q−u B−Rz ®cM−a Bj¡−L, Cu¡p¢je h−m, i§−al ja m¡N−Rz i§a
®faÁ£ ®kjeC ®cM¡L e¡ ®Le Bj¡−L, HC ïjZ Bj¡−L BÕQkÑ lLj p¤M£ L−lz
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HC ®j−u−l ¢eu¡ a¤C ®j¡Vl p¡C−L−m h¡Cl qp, j¡Ce−o ¢L LCh!
l¡−a ö−u L¢sL¡−Wl ¢c−L −Q¡M, Cu¡p¢je−L h¢m, dl B¢j HLV¡ f¡q¡s,
Bj¡l nl£−ll A−dÑLV¡ i¡la, A−dÑLV¡ h¡wm¡−cnz Bj¡l X¡e q¡a h¡y¢c−L k¡C−a
f¡l−h e¡, Bj¡l h¡y q¡a X¡e ¢c−L Bp−a f¡l−h e¡z ¢L¿º Bj¡l Jfl ¢cu¡ a¤C
k¢c f¡¢M qp, k¡C−a f¡l¢hz f¡¢Ml ü¡d£ea¡ j¡e¤−ol ü¡d£ea¡l ®Q−u ®h¢nz
e¡¢el h¡¢s−a Bjl¡ ¢N−u¢R, ®p Mhl h¡h¡l L¡−R ®f±y−R k¡uz h¡h¡ Bj¡−L
®X−L hm−me, WÉ¡w mð¡ qCu¡ ®N−R alz B−lL¢ce k¢c ö¢e h¡p¡l h¡Cl qCRp,
−Vw¢l i¡C‰¡ ®gmhz h¡h¡l ýj¢L L¡S L−l e¡z B¢j ¢WLC e¡¢el h¡¢s ®k−a
b¡¢Lz j¡−L h¢m, j¡ Qmz e¡¢e h−me, a¤C LC−mC qCh e¡¢L! ®e¡j¡e L¡j¡m−l
f¡W¡, al h¡f−l f¡W¡z al h¡f BCu¡ ¢eu¡ ®N−m k¡C−a f¡−lz öL−e¡-j¤M-j¡,
öL−e¡- ®W¡yV-j¡ h−me, Jl h¡f ¢L Bp−h? ®j−uc¤CV¡l Lø −cCM¡J a j¤M h¤CS¡
lC−Rz ¢L S¡¢e k¢c l¡¢Su¡ ®hNj−l h¡¢sa a¤−m, a¡C−m ®a¡ Bl L¡lJ e¡ ®q¡L,
®j−uc¤CV¡l Lø q−h!
e¡¢el h¡¢s−a k¡Ju¡l Bp¡l f−b ®c¢M B¢SS ¢fоV¡pÑ e¡−j HL¢V
R¡f¡M¡e¡z¢l„¡ b¡¢j−u ®pC R¡fM¡e¡u ®e−j ¢Xj¡C p¡CS fТa gjÑ¡ R¡f−a MQÑ¡
La ®S−e B¢pz Hlfl c¡c¡l L¡−R V¡L¡ ®Q−u L¡NS ¢L−e R¡f¡M¡e¡u ¢c−u
JM¡−e h−pC ®pyS¤¢al ¢àa£u pwMÉ¡l fЦg ®c¢Mz −j¡q¡Çjc B¢SS e¡−jl ®m¡L¢V
R¡f¡M¡e¡l j¡¢mL, c¡c¡ ®Q−ee ay¡−L, c¡c¡J j¡−T j¡−T ®c−M B−pe R¡f¡ LŸ¤lz
HL¢ce R¡f¡l h¡¢L MlQ ¢c−u h¡¢s−a −pyS¤¢a ¢e−u B−pez −pyS¤¢a Hh¡l n¡c¡
L¡N−S, c¡c¡ HL¢V L¢f q¡−a ¢e−u hm−me, e¡q, R¡f¡ i¡m qu e¡Cz Hlfl
®bCL¡ Sj¡−e R¡f¡Cpz Sj¡e qCm ph−Q−u i¡m ®fÐpz f¡a¡ f¢œL¡ a Sj¡e
®bCL¡C R¡fa¡jz c¡c¡ kMe ay¡l HLL¡−ml f¡a¡l Lb¡ pÈlZ L−le, ay¡l ®Q¡M
®b−L ¢Tm¢jm Be¾c T−lz f¡a¡ e¡−j c¡c¡ Bl ay¡l hå¤l¡ ¢j−m ®k p¡¢q−aÉl
L¡NS fÐL¡n Ll−ae, a¡ Bp−mC M¤h p¤¾cl ¢Rmz f¡a¡l ¢Q¢W ®mM¡l L¡NS,
Hje¢L pcpÉ qJu¡l L¡NS, pcpÉQ¡yc¡ ®eJu¡l l¢nc HphJ R¡f¡ ¢Rm QjvL¡l
SmR¡fAm¡, c¡c¡ HMeJ pȪ¢a ¢q−p−h f¡a¡l L¡NSfœ ®l−M ¢c−u−Re L¡−Rz
j¡−T j¡−T ®hl L−l d¤−m¡ ®T−s q¡a h¤−m¡e Bl h−me, ®c¢Mp f¡a¡ Bjl¡ Bh¡l
R¡f¡Cu¡jz ®k ¢aeSe f¡a¡ R¡f−ae a¡l j−dÉ HLSe n£m¡l i¡C, n£m¡l p−‰
c¡c¡l ®fÐj qJu¡−a ¢QLe glq¡c c¡c¡l j¤McnÑe Ll¡ hå L−l ¢c−u−Re,
B−lLSe j¡qh¤h, J ®R−m f¡Nm q−u HMe j¡e¢pL ®l¡N£l q¡pf¡a¡−m ®nLm
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 ¢c−u h¡yd¡z c¡c¡ HL¢V ®Le cn¢V p¡¢qaÉf¢œL¡ R¡f−a f¡−le C−µR Ll−m ¢L¿º
f¡a¡ e¡j¢V hÉhq¡l Ll−a f¡l−he e¡z f¡a¡ c¡c¡l HL¡l pÇf¢š euz c¡c¡ ¢R−me
k¤NÈ pÇf¡cL, Bpm pÇf¡cL ¢R−me glq¡cz c¡c¡ h−me, glq¡c Bl ¢L Lla,
ph a B¢jC Lla¡j! a¡ h−m ü¢Ù¹ ®S¡−V AhnÉ, ¢L¿º −L¡eJ f¢œL¡l e¡j f¡a¡
®cJu¡l A¢dL¡l ®S¡−V e¡z c¡c¡ Bh¡l f¢œL¡ ®hl Ll−a Q¡e f¡a¡ e¡−j, Mhl¢V
ö−e glq¡c S¡¢e−u ¢c−u−Re, c¡c¡l ¢hl¦−Ü ¢a¢e j¡jm¡ Ll−hez
B¢j kMe ®pyS¤¢a−a X¤−h B¢R, HL¢V iuˆl OVe¡ O−V h¡¢s−az Cu¡p¢j−el
¢f−W ®R¡– HL¢V f¡M¡ NS¡uz f¡M¡ NS¡−e¡¢V iuˆl eu, f¡M¡ NS¡−e¡l L¡l−Z
®k¢V O−V, ®p¢V iuˆlz Cu¡p¢j−el HC f¡¢M qJu¡l C−µR ®L¡eJ i¡la h¡wm¡−cn
p£j¡e¡ A¢aœ²j Ll¡l SeÉ eu, a¡l ¢e¢cÑø N¢™l h¡C−l HL¢ce M¤h ®N¡f−e E−s
k¡Ju¡l SeÉz f¡s¡l g¤Vg¤−V ®R−m h¡cm, Cu¡p¢j−elC pjhup£, c¡y¢s−u b¡La
l¡Ù¹¡u Cu¡p¢je kMe CnL¤−m ®ka, HL¢ce p¡qp L−l H¢N−u H−p Lb¡ h−m−Rz
l¡Ù¹¡u Lb¡ hm−m Bh¡l ®L e¡ ®L ®c−M ®g−m ¢L e¡ ¢L L¡™ OV¡u, a¡C fl¢ce
®p Cu¡p¢je−L ®h¡V¡¢eLÉ¡m N¡−XÑ−e ®k−a h−mz N¢™ ®b−L ®h−l¡h¡l Hje a£hÐ
BLoÑZ Cu¡p¢j−el, ®p CnL¤m ®n−o HL¢V ¢l„¡ ¢e−u ®p¡S¡ −pC N¡−XÑ−e k¡uz
h¡cm ¢N−u¢Rm a¡l HL L¡L¡−L ¢e−uz ®pC L¡L¡ h¡cm Bl Cu¡p¢je
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l−Pl g¤m ®cM−R, ec£ ®cM−R, ¢L¿º −cM−R e¡ J−cl ®c−M f¡s¡l HL¢V ®R−ml
h¡h¡−L Mhl ®cJu¡l SeÉ ®c±−s k¡Ju¡z Mhl ®f−u h¡h¡ HL j¤q§aÑ ®c¢l e¡ L−l
®pC N¡−XÑ−e ¢e−S ¢N−u d−l B−ee J−clz h¡cm−L Q¤−ml j¤¢W d−l h¡¢s−a H−e
q¡a f¡ nš² c¢s ¢c−u −hy−d h¡l¡¾c¡l O−l p¡l¡ ¢h−Lm Q¡h−L−Re h¡h¡z h¡c−ml
BaÑe¡−c p¡l¡ f¡s¡ −Ly−f−R, h¡h¡ f−l¡u¡ L−le¢ez AdÑjªa h¡cm−L AdÑQ¾cÐ ¢c−u
h¡¢sl −hl L−le, a¡J Bh¡l f¤¢m−nl q¡−a ¢c−az −j−u-¢LXeÉ¡−fl j¡jm¡
−W¡−Le ®p¢ceC, h¡cm−L −L¡j−l c¢s ®hy−d d−l ¢e−u k¡u f¤¢mnz ®Sm ®b−L
®R−m ¢g−l H−m H f¡s¡ −R−s h¡c−ml h¡h¡ pj£lZ cš Q−m k¡ez −Lhm
h¡cm−LC eu, Cu¡p¢je−L O−ll clS¡ hå L−l h¡h¡ −j−l−Re HLC Q¡h¤−LzJl
nl£−ll HL¢V C¢’J h¡c ¢Rm e¡ L¡m¢p−V c¡N ®b−Lz ý ý L−l SÅl B−p Jl,
j¡b¡l Oe L¡−m¡ Q¤m j¤−W¡ j¤−W¡ E−W Bp−a b¡−Lz HC OVe¡l fl Cu¡p¢je fСuC
CnL¤m ®b−L ¢g−l je M¡l¡f L−l h−p b¡−Lz CnL¤−m Jl LÓ¡−pl ®j−ul¡ hm−a
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nql h−m j−e qu, ¢L¿º −m¡−L kMe l−pl NÒf hm−a ¢N−u, lSh Bm£l ®R¡V
®j−u HLV¡ ®R−ml p¡−b i¡CNÉ¡ ®N¢Rm, q¡q¡ ¢q¢q h−m Bl Hph Bj¡l L¡−eJ
kMe B−p, h¤¢T nql¢V hs ®R¡Vz j¡e¤−ol jeJ hs −R¡Vz h¡h¡ k¢c ®p¢ce JC
OVe¡¢V e¡ OV¡−ae, Cu¡p¢je JC N¡−XÑe ®b−L ¢g−l Bpa h¡¢s−a, −c¢l qC−R
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h¡åh£ ¢lwL¤, CnL¤m ®no q−m ¢lwL¤l h¡¢s ®b−L O¤−l Bp¡ Hje ®L¡eJ Afl¡d
euz ®p¢ce Cu¡p¢j−el ®L±a§qm h¡c−ml SeÉ ka ¢Rm, a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n ¢Rm
N¡−XÑ−el SeÉz ®pC N¡−XÑe HLh¡l ®cM¡ q−u k¡Ju¡l fl Jl N¡−XÑ−el nM qu−a¡
¢jVa, ®N¡f−e ®N¡f−e N¢™l h¡C−l k¡Ju¡l Be¾c J f¤−o l¡Ma ¢e−Sl ®ialz
®LEC Cu¡p¢j−el ¢c−L R¤y−s ¢ca e¡ −L¡eJ ®Rs¡l p¡−b i¡CNÉ¡ k¡Ju¡l SeÉ
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m¤−L¡−a Q¡Ca e¡ ¢e−S−Lz
N£a¡ V¤m¤−L ¢LR¤ ¢c−u−R, hÙ¹¡u L−lz ®R¡– Mhlz HC Mhl¢V h¡h¡l L¡−e
−fy±Ruz h¡h¡ c¡f¡c¡¢f L−le O−lz ¢gp¢gp L˜, ¢L ¢c−R ®l ¢L ¢c−R?
¢L S¡¢e, Q¡Cm V¡Cm j−e quz B−je¡ h−mz
V¤m¤ Lu¢ce BC−R?
BC−R A−eL¢cez
BCu¡ ¢L L−l?
HC Nè pè L−lz
L¡l p¡−b L−l?
a¡l hC−el p¡−bCz
h¡h¡ kMe Ni£l L−l ¢LR¤ i¡−he, Qnj¡ M¤−m ®g−me HL V¡−ez j¡b¡ ¢eQ¤ L−l
h−p b¡−Lez ®Q¡M j¤q§−aÑ q−u J−W m¡mz f¡uQ¡¢l L−le h¡l¡¾c¡uz q¡ac¤−V¡ ®fR−ez
LMeJ ®L¡j−lz j¡−T j¡−T HL j¡b¡ L¡−m¡ ®Ly¡Ls¡ Q¤m ®V−e ®fR−e p¢l−u
¢c−µRez hp−Re ®Qu¡−l, ®Qu¡l pn−ë p¢l−u E−W k¡−µRez Bh¡l hp−Rez h¡h¡−L
H AhÙÛ¡u ®cM−m h¡¢sl ph¡l HL¢VC L¡S, A−fr¡ Ll¡, L¡lZ HL¢V ¢h−Ög¡lZ
OV−a k¡−µR M¤h ¢nN¢Nlz ¢L¿º Hh¡l ¢h−Øg¡lZ ¢LR¤lC qm e¡z n¡¿¹ L−˜ ¢a¢e
c¡c¡−L O−l ®X−L ¢e−u hm−me, k¡ al j¡−l ¢eu¡ Buz
Bjl¡ kMe j¡−L ¢e−u Bp−a ®Nm¡j, j¡ QjL¡−me e¡, ®ke A−fr¡ L−lC
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Be¾cz ®Q¡−M −W¡y−V N¡−m M¤¢nl ®lZ¤ ¢QL¢QL L−lz

AhL¡−n j¡l Ef¢ÙÛ¢a h¡h¡ Bs−Q¡−M ®c−Mez ®L¡eJ Lb¡ h−me e¡z ¢L¿º j¡
¢WLC h¡h¡l i¡a ®V¢h−m p¡¢S−u l¡−Mez h¡h¡ ®ki¡−h pwp¡l Q¡m¡−a h−me,
B−Nl ®Q−u BlJ ¢ef¤Z i¡−h ®pC pwp¡l Q¡m¡−a b¡−Lez O−ll ®j−T…−m¡
TLT−L, E−W¡e aLa−Lz h¡h¡l Ol¢V B−m¡ju, f¢lµRæz Bme¡u L¡fs −d¡u¡,
®N¡R¡−e¡z ¢hR¡e¡u f¢l×L¡l Q¡clz l¡−a h¡h¡ h¡¢s ®gl¡l B−NC h¡h¡l ¢hR¡e¡
jn¡¢l V¡¢P−u ¯a¢l L−l l¡M¡z Bj¡−cl Q¤m h¡yd¡, Q¤−m ¢g−al g¤m h¡yd¡z ¢r−d
m¡N¡l B−NC Bj¡−cl M¡Ju¡−e¡, f¡¢e Q¡C−aC f¡¢e ®cJu¡z e¡ Q¡C−aC X¡−hl
f¡¢e, ®h−ml nlha, X¡n¡ ®fu¡l¡, f¡L¡ Bj, S¡j iaÑ¡, X¡¢mjc¡e¡ q¡−al L¡−R,
j¤−Ml L¡−Rz j¡l Ef¢ÙÛ¢a Bj¡−cl ph¡C−L Bl¡j ¢c−a b¡−Lz

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®j¢X−Lm i¢aÑ qJu¡l SeÉ H hRl ®L¡eJ fl£r¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ qu¢ez ®j¢VÊL
C¾V¡l¢j¢X−u−Vl fl£r¡l gm ®c−M i¢aÑ, h¡−l¡n eð−ll Jfl k¡−cl B−R,
a¡−clC ®eJu¡ q−u−Rz c¤ fl£r¡u h¡−l¡nl ¢LR¤ ®h¢n ¢Rm Bj¡l, juje¢pwq k¢cJ
Bj¡l fÐbj fR¾c, eðl ®k−qa¤ ®a−l¡n-®Q±Ÿn eu, fR¾c h¡¢am L−l Bj¡−L
f¡W¡−e¡ q−u−R ¢p−mV ®j¢X−L−mz j¤q§−aÑ avfl q−u J−We h¡h¡, e¡e¡ lLj clM¡−Ù¹
Bj¡l pC ®eez c¡c¡−L hm−me °a¢l q−az c¡c¡ Bj¡−L ¢e−u −nol¡−al ®VÊ−e
Qs−mez BM¡Es¡ C¢ØVn−e pL¡−m ®VÊe b¡jm, HM¡e ®b−L ®VÊe hc−m ¢p−m−Vl
®VÊ−e EW−a q−h Bj¡−clz C¢ØVn−e f¡¢eAm¡, ¢h¢sAm¡, h¡c¡jAm¡, T¡mj¤¢sAm¡
Lm¡Am¡ f¡eAm¡ ¢hú¤VAm¡l ¢i−s B¢j q¡¢l−u k¡C, c¡c¡ Bj¡−L −V−e ¢e−u
h¢p−u ®ce −j−u−cl A−fr¡ Ll¡l HLM¡e¡ Ol B−R, −pM¡−ez ¢LR¤ ®h¡lM¡Am¡,
¢LR¤ ®h¡lM¡q£e, ¢LR¤ VyÉ¡ VyÉ¡, ¢LR¤ B B, ¢LR¤ …, ¢LR¤ j¤a, ¢LR¤ h¢j, ph¢LR¤l
j¢dÉM¡−e iâ−m¡−Ll ®j−u C¢Ù» Ll¡ S¡j¡ f¡S¡j¡, h−p b¡¢Lz BM¡Es¡ C¢ØVne
®b−L ®VÊe R¡s−R ¢p−m−Vl, e¡N¡−l ®m¡L EW−R, m¤¢‰, f¡S¡j¡, fÉ¡¾V, M¡¢m f¡,
S¤−a¡ f¡, V¤¢fj¡b¡, V¤¢fR¡s¡--p¤V−Lp, VÊ¡wL, hÙ¹¡, ®Wm¡−W¢m ¢isz ®j−uj¡e¤o h−m
Bj¡−L hp¡l HLM¡e¡ S¡uN¡ ®cJu¡ q−u−R, −j−ul i¡C h−m c¡c¡J ®W−mW¤−m
hp¡l HL¢V S¡uN¡ L−l ¢e−me Bj¡l f¡−n, flf¤l¦−ol N¡−u ®ke Bj¡l N¡ e¡
m¡−Nz −p−Lä LÓ¡−p JW¡ b¡XÑ LÓ¡p ®m¡L…−m¡ ¢pV cM−m k¡u e¡, ®j−T−aC f¡R¡
®f−a h−p b¡−L, L¡lJ p¡j−e hÙ¹¡, L¡lJ p¡j−e −M¡m¡ clS¡ N−m Bp¡ m¤ q¡Ju¡z
−L¡−Z Ssps Sh¤bh¤ L¢V ®j−uj¡e¤o, e¡−L eb, j¤−M ¢Mmz h¤L f−L−V ¢V¢LV −l−M
,−p−Lä LÓ¡p f¤l¦−ol¡ Mmhm L−l Lb¡ h−m k¡−µR, L¡e ®f−a ®b−LJ h¤T−a f¡¢l
e¡ HL¢V nëJz
J c¡c¡ ¢L i¡o¡u Lb¡ Lu Hl¡?
¢p−m¢V i¡o¡ ¢p−m¢V R¡s¡ Bl L¡lJ h¡−fl p¡dÉ e¡C ®k ®h¡−T h−m ¢el¦−à−N
clc¡j L−l HL ®W¡P¡ h¡c¡j ¢L−e, p−‰ HL ¢Qj¢V T¡mjnm¡, c¡c¡ −hn je ¢c−u
®M−a m¡N−mez ¢i−s Nl−j −QyQ¡−j¢Q−aJ Bj¡l Be¾c q−a b¡−L ea¤e HL¢V
nq−l k¡¢µR h−mz c¡c¡ Bj¡−L S¡em¡ ®b−L c§−ll HL¢V j¡W ®c¢M−u hm−me JC
®k j¡WV¡ ®cMa¡Rp, JC j¡WV¡l JCf¡−lC qCm i¡laz C−µR qu ®c±−s j¡W¢V
®f¢l−u k¡C, −c−M B¢p i¡la ®cM−a ®Lje, i¡l−al BL¡n ®cM−a ®Ljez −VÊe
k¡u f¡q¡−sl N¡ ®h−u Tle¡l S−m ¢iS−a ¢iS−a, Q¡ h¡N¡−el ¢Le¡l d−l, AåL¡l

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AåL¡l AlZÉ ¢X¢P−uz q¡a h¡¢s−u ¢cC S¡em¡l h¡C−l, BP¤m R¤y−u R¤y−u k¡u T¤−m
fs¡ X¡−m, f¡a¡uz

ea¤e HL¢V nq−l f¡ ¢c−u M¤¢nl ®g¡u¡l¡ J−W j−ez H¢V juje¢pwq eu, AeÉ
HL¢V nql, HC nq−ll AeÉ HL¢V e¡j, ¢e−S−L ®h¡T¡−a h¡lh¡l f¢s ®c¡L¡−el
p¡Ce−h¡XÑz ®ØVne ®l¡X, ¢p−mVz f¤l¡e h¡S¡l, ¢p−mVz clN¡ ®l¡X, ¢p−mVz H
nq−l c¡c¡ B−N H−p−Re h−m S¡−ee ¢L L−l ¢L Ll−a qu, HM¡eL¡l
¢l„¡Am¡−cl X¡L−a qu XÊ¡Ci¡l, ¢l„¡Am¡ h−m X¡L−m ¢hoj l¡N L−lz HL¢V
®Q±−L¡e¡ ¢l„¡u Q−s Bjl¡ nq−l Y¤−L f¢s, −R¡V HL¢V ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu Apñh T¡m
M¡h¡l ®M−u HL¢V ®q¡−V−m ö−a k¡Cz S£h−e fÐbj ®L¡eJ ®q¡−V−m l¡a L¡V¡−e¡
Bj¡lz c¡c¡ ®h−O¡−l O¤−j¡ez f¡−nl Ol h¡ h¡l¡¾c¡ ®b−L Bp¡ MlM−l Lb¡ Bl
q¡¢pl n−ë Bj¡l q¡a f¡ ®f−Vl ®ial ®py¢d−u k¡uz Hr¤¢e h¤¢T ®m¡L…−m¡ clS¡
®i−P H O−l Y¤L−h, Hr¤¢Z h¤¢T Bj¡−L −L−V V¤L−l¡ Ll−h, ¢Ry−s M¡−h, Bj¡l
phÑe¡n Ll−hz c¡c¡−L B¢j L¡yf¡ Nm¡u ¢eQ¤ ü−l, EyQ¤ ü−l, L¡æ¡ ü−l ®X−L k¡Cz
c¡c¡l O¤j i¡−P e¡z HL m¡−g c¡c¡l ¢hR¡e¡u ¢N−u d¡‚¡ ¢c−u S¡N¡C, O¤j−Q¡−M ¢L
qC−R h−m f¡n ¢g−l Bh¡l O¤¢j−u f−sez dsgs h¤L ¢e−u c¡c¡l ¢hR¡e¡l HL
¢Le¡−l …¢V ®j−l ö−u b¡¢L, p¡l¡l¡a O¤−j¡−a f¡¢l e¡z −i¡−ll B−m¡ O−l H−m,
O−ll h¡C−ll MlM−l Nm¡ ®b−j H−m Bj¡l dsgs b¡−jz
a¤C l¡C−a Xl¡C¢R¢m e¡¢L?
qz
B−l d¤l! Ha Xl¡p ®Le!
pL¡−m −j¢X−Lm L−m−S i¢aÑ q−u, hc¢ml ¢Q¢W Sj¡ ¢c−u Bjl¡ ®VÊe dlm¡j,
®VÊe p¡l¡l¡a d−l AåL¡l AlZÉ ®f−l¡−m¡, Bl Bj¡l N¡ RjRj Llm p¡l¡l¡az

¢p−mV ®b−L ¢g−l Bp¡l fl n¡c¡ ®VVÊ−el L¡fs ¢L−e c¤−V¡ H−fСe h¡¢e−u
¢c−me h¡h¡, H−fСe f−l L−m−S −k−a q−hz ¢e−Sl nq−ll L−m−S, h¡−fl L−mS,
h¡¢s ®b−L c¤¢c−el fb f¡¢s ¢c−u eu, N¡¢‰e¡l f¡s ®f¢l−u ®lmm¡Ce ®f¢l−u
f¤−l¡−e¡ Bh¡¢pL CnL¤m ®f¢l−u Qsf¡s¡l ®j¡s R¡¢s−u ®k L−mS, ®p L−m−Sz
−S¡u¡e ¢l„¡Am¡ q−m f−e−l¡ ¢j¢eV, h¤−s¡ q−m fy¢Qnz ¢p−m−Vl f¡V Q¤¢L−u
juje¢pw−qz B−cn ja H−fСe f−l L−m−S k¡C, H−fС−el a−m S¡j¡ f¡S¡j¡,
Jse¡ fl¡l T¡−jm¡ ®eC, H−fС−el a−m Jse¡ B−R ¢L ®eC a¡l ®M¡yS −LE ®eu
e¡z HC OVe¡¢V Bj¡−L Be¾c ®cu ®hnz Jse¡l h¡dÉh¡dLa¡ ®eCz −k ®LE, ®R−m
h¡ ®j−u, ®k ®f¡n¡LC fl¦L e¡ ®Le, Jf−l Q¡f¡−a q−h n¡c¡ H−fСez H−fС−e
®L¡−Vl Lm¡−ll ja Lm¡l B−R, f−LV B−R, ®L¡j−l ®hÒV B−R--f−l f¤mL m¡−N
Bj¡lz L−m−S ph A−Qe¡ j¤Mz ®h¢nl i¡−Nl h¡¢s Y¡L¡u, b¡−L −q¡−ØV−m, B¢j
Bl q¡−a ®N¡e¡ c¤HLSe −Lhm nq−llz −j−u−cl CnL¤m L−m−S f−s Bp¡ ®j−u
B¢j, −R−m−R¡Ll¡ ®c−M AiÉÙ¹ eC, Bl HM¡−e LÓ¡−p, L¢l−X¡−l, j¡−W, ¢py¢s−a
h¡yL¡ ®Q¡−Ml, q¡¢p ®Q¡−Ml, −alQ¡ ®Q¡−Ml, qy¡ q−u b¡L¡ ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e ¢e−u Bj¡−L
q¡yV−a qu, iu iu m¡−Nz Ssa¡ Bj¡−L ¢e¢hs L−l S¢s−u l¡−Mz ®k Lr¢V−a
Bj¡−cl, ea¤e i¢aÑ qJu¡ R¡œR¡œ£−cl, fÐbj ¢e−u k¡Ju¡ qm, ®p L−rl clS¡l
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 j¡b¡u n¡c¡ L¡¢m−a ®mM¡ nh hÉh−µRc Lrz Lr¢V−a Y¤L−aC ¢h¢nÐ HL¢V N−å
Bj¡l ®Q¡M e¡L L¤yQ−L b¡−L,e¡¢s f¡L ®M−a b¡−L, j¤−M b¤a¤ Sj−a b¡−L, h¢j
®WL¡−a nÄ¡p hå L−l l¡¢M, ¢L¿º nÄ¡−plJ ®a¡ hå q−u b¡L¡l HLV¡ p£j¡ B−R,
p£j¡ R¡s¡−mC Nå¢V ®R¡hm −cu e¡−L, Bl e¡L ®b−L ®f−V ¢f−W f¡−u, Hje¢L
f¡−ul BP¤−mJ R¢s−u f−sz jl¡ j¡e¤o…−m¡ ®V¢h−m −n¡u¡, −V¢hm ¢O−l c¡y¢s−u
B−R n¡c¡ H−fСe fl¡ ®R−m−j−u, ®Lhm c¡y¢s−u eu, l£¢aja T¤y−L, ®ke jl¡
j¡e¤−ol N¡−u ®c¡meQ¡yf¡l OË¡Z, öyL−Rz j¡e¤o…−m¡ HLpju q¡pa, L¡yca, L¡E−L
i¡mh¡pa, BP¤−m p¤yC g¤V−m ¢QvL¡l Lla, Bl HMe HC ®k L¡V¡ q−µR, ®Rys¡
q−µR, h¤−Ll j¡wp p¢l−u ®ia−ll q©c¢f™ a¤−m Be¡ q−µR, HaV¤L¤ ®Vl f¡−µR e¡z
¢nlc¡ys¡ ®h−u HL n£am jªa¤É e¡j−a b¡−L, R¢s−u ®k−a b¡−L Bj¡l pjÙ¹ nl£−lz
HL¢ce ph¡C Bjl¡ HL HL L−l j−l k¡h, j−l HlLj Ae¤i§¢aq£e HL HL¢V hÙ¹¤
q−u EWhz cm ®g−m −l−M c¤Êa ®h¢l−u B¢p Lr¢V ®b−L, p−‰ jªa¤É B−p N¡−u
N¡−u ®m−Nz L¢l−X¡−l q¡y¢V, jªa¤ÉJ q¡y−Vz h¡C−l CE−L¢mfV¡p N¡−Rl am¡u h¢p,
jªa¤ÉJ h−pz
f¤−l¡ LÓ¡−pl ®R−m−j−u−cl Q¡li¡N L−l ®cJu¡ qm ¢àa£u ¢cez j¡b¡, h¤L,
q¡af¡, am−fVz Bj¡l i¡−N am−fV fsm, Abh¡ am−f−Vl i¡−N B¢jz hÉp,
HMe jl¡ j¡e¤o ®L−V ®L−V am−fV ®n−M¡, am−f−V k¡ k¡ B−R, −VÊ−a ¢e−u,
p‰£pq HL¢V ¢e¢l¢h¢m ®L¡Z ®h−R e¡J,L¡¢ewq¡−jl hC B−R, HLSe
fs−h,B−lLSe öe−h, HLSe h¤T−h, B−lLSe fÐnÀ Ll−h, HLSe p¡u ®c−h,
B−lLSe Bf¢š a¤m−hz pcmh−m fs¡ Bl k¡−L ¢c−u ®q¡L Bj¡−L ¢c−u q−h e¡z
®q¡−ØV−ml ®R−m−j−ul¡ ÙÛ¡u£ p‰£ ®h−R ¢e−u−R fs¡l SeÉ, Bj¡l ÙÛ¡u£ AÙÛ¡u£
¢LR¤C ®eC, B¢j HL¡z h¡¢s ®b−L ¢l„¡ L−l HL¡ B¢p, LÓ¡p ®n−o HL¡ h¡¢s Q−m
k¡C, HL¡ f¢sz h¡h¡ Y¡Ep Y¡Ep ¢LR¤ hC ¢L−e ¢c−u−Re, hs hs l¢Pe R¢h B−R
J−a, f¡a¡ E−ÒV kMe hC−ul R¢h ®c¢M, Cu¡p¢je ¢hØg¡¢la ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u b¡−Lz
fs−a ®N−m o¡V i¡NC j¡b¡u ®Y¡−L e¡, f−e−l¡ i¡N Y¤−LC Bh¡l ®h¢l−u k¡u, Bl
fy¢Qn i¡N j¡b¡ ®a¡ j¡b¡, Bj¡l ¢œp£j¡e¡u ®O−o e¡z ®NË -l He¡V¢j hC¢V −c−M
ph−Q−u M¤¢n qe j¡z j¡ Hph hC−ul e¡j B−NC S¡−ee, h¡h¡ kMe X¡š²¡¢l
fs−ae, ¢a¢e …¢R−u l¡M−ae, Q¡C−m H¢N−u ¢c−aez h¡h¡l Bj−m ¯c−OÑÉ fÐ−ÙÛ Ha
¢hn¡m ¢Rm e¡ hC, Bj¡l Bj−m H−p ph BSc¡q¡ f¡bl Bl N¡−Rl …y¢sl BL¡l
d¡lZ L−l−Rz kMe hC−ul Jfl T¤y−L b¡¢L, f¢s ¢L e¡ f¢s, j¡ ®mh¤l nlha, eua
j¤¢si¡S¡, eua Bc¡ Q¡ −l−M k¡e ®V¢h−m, ¢exn−ëz h¡¢s−a Bcl Ef−Q fs−R
Bj¡l SeÉ, L−m−S k¡h¡l B−N j¡ Q¤m ByQ−s ®ce, C¢Ù» L−l ®ce S¡j¡ L¡fs
H−fСe, ®p−äm H¢N−u ®ce f¡−ul L¡−Rz Bl L−m−S Y¤−LC Bj¡l cn¡ l£¢aja
Ll¦Z q−u J−W - e¡ hm−a f¡¢l fs¡, e¡ L¡V−a f¡¢l js¡z Y¡L¡l ®j−ul¡ ®q¡−ØV−m
®b−L ®b−L ¢e−S−cl j−dÉ hå¤ ®f−a ¢e−u−R, cm ®hy−d q¡y−V, cm ®hy−d q¡−p, cm
®hy−d Ešl ®cu j¡ØV¡−ll l¡¢n l¡¢n fÐ−nÀlz Hje c¤cÑn¡u p¤¢Sa L¤j¡l Af¤ e¡−jl
HL Qnj¡ fl¡, N¡m hp¡, ®a−m QfQf Q¤−ml ®R−m Bj¡−L EÜ¡l Llm, hmm Qm
HLm−N f¢s, a¤j¡l h¡p¡l m−N ¢cu¡C a Bj¡l h¡p¡z ¢L LJ, ¢hL¡−m k¡j¤−e!
Af¤l p−‰ fs¡ öl¦ qm Bj¡l, am−fVz fÐbj ¢ceC fs−a qm ®k±e¡‰, L¡¢ewq¡−jl
hC−u q¡y q−u b¡L¡ HL ®hnlj −k±e¡‰ p¡j−e ¢e−u Bj¡−L hp−a qu, Af¤ ¢hÙ¹¡¢la
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hZÑe¡ L−l ®k±e¡−‰l ®L¡e j¡w−pl −L¡e am ¢c−u ®L¡e pÀ¡u¤ Lac§l k¡u, l−š²l
e¡¢m…−m¡ −L¡e f−b ïjZ ®n−o ®L¡b¡u ®f±yRuz j¡ Bj¡−cl SeÉ Q¡ ¢hú¤V ¢e−u
B−pez h¡h¡ l¡−a ¢g−l Bl¡j −Lc¡l¡u N¡ ®g−m Bj¡−L X¡−Le ¢L fsa¡R ®c¢M,
hCX¡ Be ®a¡! h¡h¡l p¡j−e L¡¢ewq¡−jl ®k±e¡‰ ®j−m d¢l, HC fs¢R, HC fs¡−e¡
q−µR LÓ¡−pz h¡h¡ AfТai q−uJ qe e¡, Cw−l¢Sl BnÐu ¢e−u c¤Q¡l Lb¡u ®k±e¡‰
‘¡e ¢c−uC ¢a¢e fÐp‰ f¡ÒV¡ez L−mS ®b−L ¢g−l fСu ¢h−L−m Af¤ fs−a Q−m
B−p, ®k±e¡−‰l f¤´M¡e¤f¤´M hZÑZ¡u −kC e¡ j¡−a Af¤, a¡−L b¡¢j−u B¢j ¢iæ
fÐp−‰ Ey¢L ¢cC, BµR¡ L−mS ®b−L HLV¡ p¡¢qaÉ f¢œL¡ ®hl Ll−m ®Lje qu!
Af¤l L¡L¡ fÐZh p¡q¡ nq−ll e¡jLl¡ Rs¡L¡l, Af¤ ¢e−SJ Rs¡ ®m−M, fÐÙ¹¡h ö−e
®p m¡¢g−u J−Wz hÉp, cm£u fs¡öe¡u C¢a ®V−e B¢j −e−j f¢s p¡¢qaÉQQÑ¡uz
L−m−S V¡P¡−e¡ ®c−M¢R L¢ha¡ NÒf Rs¡ ®mM¡ ®cu¡m f¢œL¡, Bf¡aa HL¢V
®cu¡m f¢œL¡C e¡ qu L¢l! fl£r¡ Bp¡l B−N ®kje je ¢cC fs¡−n¡e¡u, ®aje
je ¢c−u L¢l Lªn¡e¤z¢L¿º ®L V¡P¡−h L−m−S H¢V! Af¤l ¢e−Sl HL¢V Rs¡ ¢e−u¢R
h−m HjeC Lªa¡bÑ ®k −p HL¢ce BVV¡l L−m−S p¡−s p¡aV¡u ¢N−u −cu¡−m Lªn¡e¤
V¡¢P−u B−pz R¡œ R¡œ£l¡ L¢l−X¡−l q¡yV−a ¢N−u f¢œL¡¢Vl p¡j−e c¡ys¡u,
−mM¡…−m¡ f−s--c§l ®b−L ®c¢Mz L−m−S p¡wúª¢aL pç¡q öl¦ q−u ®N−R, −cu¡m
f¢œL¡J fТa−k¡¢Na¡u c¡ys¡−hz Af¤−L h¢m LÓ¡−pl ®R−m−j−u−cl L¡R ®b−L −mM¡
®k¡N¡s Ll−az ¢Y−ja¡−m ¢LR¤ ®mM¡ ®f±yRm q¡−a; e¡ L¢ha¡ e¡ Rs¡ e¡ NÒf e¡ fÐhå
- J…−m¡−LC M¡¢eLV¡ j¡e¤o h¡¢e−u, h¡h¡l f−LV ®b−L Bm−N¡−R V¡L¡ p¢l−u
L¡NS Lmj lw a¤¢m ¢L−e h−p ®Nm¡j Ajªa e¡−j BlJ HL¢V ®cu¡m f¢œL¡
h¡e¡−az ¯hWLO−ll ®j−T S¤−s Ajªal L¡S L¢l p¡l¡l¡az Bj¡l aMe p¡aM¤e
j¡f, na q−mJ X¡š²¡¢l f−s ®j−u, L¢ha¡ V¢ha¡ ®mM¡l nM B−R, e¡qu b¡L¤Lz
Hph ®R−m¢j HL¢ce ®L−V k¡−hz
Bj¡l A−eL ¢LR¤ L¡−V, ®R−m¢j L¡−V e¡z Af¤ k¡−µR ®eœ−L¡e¡u,a¡l
h¡¢s−a,®lmN¡¢s L−l, ®k−qa¤ ®lmN¡¢s Bj¡−L Q¤ð−Ll ja V¡−e, ¢LR¤ q¡mL¡ hå¤aÅ
qJu¡ ®j−u−cl ¢e−u Af¤l p−‰ ®eœ−L¡e¡ k¡Ju¡l jamh L¢lz Af¤ Lb¡ ®cu,
¢h−L−mC ¢g−l Bp−hz L−mS ®b−L h¡¢sl fb h¡y−u −l−M X¡−e C¢ØVn−el ¢c−L
k¡C, Lum¡l N¡¢s L¡−m¡ ®d¡yu¡ ®R−s ¢T¢Ll ¢T¢Ll L−l Qm−a öl¦ L−l, N¡¢s kMe
Q−m Bj¡l M¤h Be¾c qu, kMeC ®L¡b¡J b¡−j, je M¡l¡f q−u k¡u, S¡e¡m¡u Nm¡
h¡¢s−u C¢”−el ¢c−L BL¤m a¡¢L−u fСbÑZ¡ L¢l f¤ex ¢T¢Ll ¢T¢L−llz ®eœ−L¡e¡
®e−j Af¤l h¡¢s−a ®M−u ®c−u, nq−ll ec£j¡W CaÉ¡¢c ®c−M kMe −lm C¢ØVn−e
®f±y−R¡C juje¢pw−ql N¡¢s dl¡l SeÉ, N¡¢s j¤q¤jѤý Bp−R, ¢L¿º k¡−µR ®j¡qeN−”l
¢c−L, juje¢pw−ql ¢c−L euz p−å −e−j B−p, BL¡n ®b−L AåL¡−ll f¡bl f−s
h¤−Lz h¡¢s−a ¢L q−µR a¡ Ae¤j¡e Ll¡lJ c¤xp¡qp q¡¢l−u ®gm−a b¡¢Lz ®q¡−ØV−ml
®j−u−cl ¢e¢ÕQ¢¿¹ ®c−M Bj¡l C−µR L−l J−cl ja i¡NÉ ®f−a, h¡¢sR¡s¡
lš²−Q¡MR¡s¡ ü¡d£e S£he k¡fe Ll−az ®no Ah¢c N¡¢s Hmz ®pC N¡¢s Q−m ¢L
Q−m e¡ L−l l¡a cnV¡l ¢c−L ®f±yRm juje¢pwq nq−lz p¡l¡ fbC B¢j e¡e¡lLj
Ešl p¡¢S−u¢R h¡¢s−a hm¡l SeÉ, ®L¡eJ EšlC S¤vp¤C qu e¡, p¡l¡ fbC Bj¡l
j¤M Nm¡ −f−Vl f¡¢e am−f−Vl ¢c−L e¡j−a b¡−Lz B¢j HL¡ Afl¡N h−m h¡¢Ll¡
H¢N−u B−p pjpÉ¡ pj¡d¡−ez Af¤ Bj¡−L h¡¢s ®f±y−R ¢c−u Bp−h, hm−h ®p
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 Bj¡−L Hhw BlJ LSe−L ®eœ−L¡e¡ ®hs¡−a ¢e−u ¢N−u¢Rm, ka −c¡o Af¤ ®O¡oz
pj¡d¡e¢V jexf§a qu e¡z −n−o pLm−LC d−l ¢e−u B¢p AhL¡−n, HL c‰m
®j−u−L ®c¢M−u h¡¢s−a h¢m, Hl¡J ¢Rm Bj¡l p−‰z HL¡ HL¢V f¤l¦−ol p−‰ c§−l
®L¡b¡J g§¢aÑ Ll−a k¡Ju¡ eu, HL cm ®j−u ¢e−u ¢fL¢eL ¢fL¢eL O¤−l
Bp¡,®h¡dh¤¢Üq£e ®lmN¡¢sl SeÉC −c¢l qJu¡¢V O−V−R, Af¤ ¢Rm p−‰ −p¢VC
p¡¿¹Æe¡--j¡ h¤−T ®eez ®p k¡œ¡ ®hy−Q k¡Cz l−r ®k h¡h¡ h¡¢s−a ®g−le¢e aMeJz
¢gl−mJ pñha M¤h ¢h−Øg¡lZ OV¡−ae e¡, L¡lZ ®p l¡−a ¢a¢e Mhl ®f−u−Re ay¡l
j¡ j¡l¡ ®N−Rez h¡h¡l j¡, Bj¡l c¡¢cz c¡¢c j¡−T j¡−T hsc¡c¡l p−‰ Bp−ae
AhL¡−n ®hs¡−az c¡¢c ®cM−a L¡−m¡, ¢L¿º p¤¾cl£z e¡L ®Q¡M j¤M ph d¡l¡−m¡z j¡l
d¡lZ¡ HC c¡¢c h¡h¡l Bfe j¡ eez h¡h¡ Bl h¡h¡l hs ®h¡−el Bfe j¡ ¢R−me
HC c¡¢cl hs ®h¡ez hsc¡c¡−L, c¡¢c−L, hs g¤f¤−L HC ®N¡fe Lb¡¢V A−eL¢ce
¢S−‘p L−lJ ®L¡eJ Ešl f¡C¢ez Bfe j¡ e¡ q−mJ HC j¡l SeÉ h¡h¡l Bcl
Lj ¢Rm e¡z Bcl hm−a n¡¢s L¡fs f¡W¡−e¡, Ap¤M hÉ¡¢d−a Jo¤d f¡W¡−e¡,
H−Lh¡−l nkÉ¡n¡u£ q−m ¢e−S j¡c¡¢leNl ¢N−u ®c−M Bp¡z Hh¡l h¡h¡ ¢WL Ll−me
c¡¢cl Q¢õn¡u ¢a¢e k¡−he NË¡−jl h¡¢s−az Bj¡−L Bl Cu¡p¢je−L ®Q¡M e¡¢Q−u
hm−me, ¢L k¡h¡ e¡¢L L¡¢¾VÌp¡C−X? Bj¿»−Zl Bi¡p ®f−u m¡¢g−u E¢W M¤¢n−az
Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el LMeJ k¡Ju¡ qu¢e NË¡−jl h¡¢s−az c¡c¡ −R¡Vc¡ ¢N−u¢R−me
k¤−Ül pjuz c¡c¡l LÉ¡−jl¡¢V q¡−a ¢e−u h¡h¡l p−‰ NË¡−jl f−b lJe¡ qC
®i¡l−hm¡z ®e±−L¡, h¡p, ¢l„¡, f¡−u q¡yV¡ Hp−hl dL−ml fl h¡¢s ®f±y¢Rz dLm−L
dLm j−e qu¢ez O−ll h¡C−l ®hl q−a f¡l¡l ja Be¾c Bl ¢L B−R! −k ®L¡eJ
ea¤e S¡uN¡, ®p NË¡j ®q¡L nql ®q¡L, ®cM−a i¡m m¡−N Bj¡lz Y¡L¡ nq−l k¡Ju¡l
®k Be¾c, e¡¾c¡C−ml j¡c¡¢leNl NË¡−j k¡Ju¡l Be¾c a¡l ®Q−u Lj euz c¤f¤l−hm¡
fÐQ¤l ®m¡L Hm ®M−a, NË¡−jl N¢lh ®m¡L, h¡h¡l N¢lh BaÈ£uz ph¡C−L E−W¡−e
h¢p−u Lm¡f¡a¡u M¡Ju¡ ®cJu¡ qmz h¡h¡ ¢e−S f¡−a f¡−a ®h−s ¢c−mez LÉ¡−jl¡u
h¡h¡l e¡e¡ YwHl R¢h a¤−m l¡¢Mz Bj¡−cl ®cM−a NË¡−jl h¡µQ¡ L¡µQ¡ f¤l¦oj¢qm¡
ph S−s¡ qe J h¡¢s−az nql ®b−L Bp¡ ®k ®L¡eJ fСZ£C a¡−cl L¡−R HL ®b¡L¡
¢hpÈu!h¡¢sl ph…−m¡ Ol h¡y−nl ®hs¡u h¡e¡−e¡, M−sl R¡E¢e,j¡¢Vl ®j−Tz
hsc¡c¡l hs Ol¢Vl Q¡lf¡n ¢O−l Dj¡e Bm£, ¢lu¡SE¢Ÿe, Bhc¤m j¢a−el Ol
®a¡m¡ q−u−Rz ay¡l¡ hE ®R−m−j−u ¢e−u ®M−u f−l ®hy−Q B−Rez hsc¡c¡l O−l
HL¢V hs ¢p¾c¤L, ¢p¾c¤−Ll Jfl ¢hR¡e¡ ®f−a O¤−j¡e ¢a¢ez p¡l¡¢ce h−p h−p j¡R
dl¡l S¡m ®h¡−eez ®Q¡−M i¡m ®cM−a f¡e e¡z ¢L¿º Ap¤M¢hp¤−M ®k k¡−he nq−l,
b¡L−he AhL¡−n, a¡ eu, ay¡−L ®V−e ¢qyQ−sJ nq−l ®eJu¡ k¡u e¡ BSL¡mz
¢e−Sl ¢i−V ®R−s ®L¡b¡J ay¡l H hu−p ®k−a C−µR L−l e¡z h¡h¡ ¢cN¿¹ Ah¢c ¢hÙ¹ªa
ph¤S d¡¢e S¢j ®cM¡−me Bj¡−clz ph ¢a¢e ¢e−S ¢L−e−Rez Ha S¢j, Ha Nl¦,
Ha −N¡m¡ il¡ d¡e h¡¢s−a, ¢L¿º L¡lJ S£he k¡f−e Q¡L¢QLÉ ®eCz fl−e
j¡c¡¢leNl h¡S¡−ll pÙ¹¡ e£m m¤¢‰z Ly¤−sO−ll aš²−f¡−o O¤−j¡e, ®h…e ®f¡s¡ Bl
f¡CeÉ¡ X¡m ¢c−u i¡a ®M−u ýy−L¡ V¡−ee c¡Ju¡u h−p, c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡l p¤l¦S ®ke j¡b¡l
HL q¡a Jf−l h−p B−R, j¤M…−m¡ a¡C ¢a¢a¢hl¢š²−a h¡yL¡z hE−cl fl−eJ ®j¡V¡
p¤¢al L¡fsz f−e−l¡−L fy¢Qn m¡−N ®cM−az fy¢Qn−L f’¡nz ah¤ NË¡−jl AeÉ
h¡¢sl ®Q−u H h¡¢sl ®m¡L−cl i¡h¡ qu de£z de ay¡l¡ S£he k¡f−e hÉu L−le e¡,
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de S¢j−u ®l−M ea¤e S¢j ®Le¡ Bl Hl Jl ¢hl¦−Ü j¡jm¡ Ll¡l ®en¡u h¤yc q−u
b¡−Lez H h¡¢sl SeÉ h¡h¡ q−me iNh¡ez ®k kaV¤L krl¡S L§−hl h−e−Re, h¡h¡l
V¡L¡−aC h−e−Rez h¡h¡ ®ki¡−h B−cn L−le, ®pi¡−h pL−m Q−mz L¡l ®R−m
CnL¤−m k¡−h, L¡l ®j−ul ¢h−ul f¡œ M¤yS−a q−h, phC h¡h¡ h−m ®ce, CnL¤−m
fs¡l MlQ¡J h¡h¡ ®ce, ¢h−ul MlQ¡Jz NË¡−jl CnL¤m ®no q−m ¢lu¡SE¢Ÿ−el
®R−m−L nq−ll CnL¤−m i¢aÑ Ll¡−he h−m ®cez nq−ll CnL¤−m i¢aÑ qJu¡ j¡−e
AhL¡−nl E−W¡−e ¢V−el O−l J−cl S¡uN¡ qJu¡z ¢lu¡SE¢Ÿ−el hs −R−m ¢pl¡S,
kMe AhL¡−n ®b−L nq−ll CnL¤−m fsa, HL¢ce L¡Wg¡V¡ Nl−jl öen¡e c¤f¤−l
Cu¡p¢je−L, hup La q−h Bl, eu ¢L cn, eÉ¡w−V¡ L−l¢Rmz T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ ®hs¡−a
H−p E−W¡−e q¡yV−a q¡yV−a ¢V−el O−ll ¢c−L Ey¢L ¢c−u eÉ¡w−V¡ cªnÉ¢V ®c−M
®g−me, Mhl ®f−u h¡¢s H−p ¢pl¡S Bl Cu¡p¢j−el ¢f−W E−W¡−e ka M¢s ¢Rm
®i−P, ¢pl¡S−L ®p¢ceC h¡¢s ®b−L a¡¢s−u ¢c−u¢R−me h¡h¡z ¢pl¡S nq−ll AeÉ
S¡uN¡u Ol i¡s¡ L−l −b−L CnL¤m f¡n ¢c−u HMe L−m−S Y¤−L−Rz c¡¢cl Q¢õn¡u
¢pl¡S H h¡¢s−a H−p−R, ¢L¿º OVe¡l Ha hRl flJ h¡h¡l j¤−M¡j¤¢M qJu¡l p¡qp
a¡l ®eCz h¡¢sl f¡−nC Lhl ®cJu¡ c¡¢cl j¡b¡l L¡−R HL¢V Q¡l¡N¡R f¤y−a h¡h¡
Bj¡−cl p−‰ ¢e−u ¢h−Lm ¢h−Lm nq−l ¢g−l B−pez f−b ¢a¢e ¢expw−L¡−Q hZÑe¡
L−le ay¡l Na S£h−el c¤xpq c¡¢l−âl Lb¡z −L¡e h¡¢s−a S¾j q−u BS ¢a¢e
®L¡b¡u H−p ®f±y−R−Re, a¡ Bj¡−cl h¤T−a h−mez h−me Bjl¡J ®ke Jf−ll
¢c−L a¡L¡C, ®ke hs qC ¢nr¡c£r¡u L¡−SL−jÑ, ®ke j¡e¤−ol ja j¡e¤o qCz Bl¡j
B−un Bm−p¢j−a −ke hªb¡ E¢s−u e¡ ¢cC pjuz
H¢c−L L−m−S R¡œm£N, R¡œCE¢eue, S¡pc-R¡œm£N, R¡œcm CaÉ¡¢c
l¡S¯e¢aL cm Y¡L¡ ®b−L N¡−el ¢nÒf£−cl H−e QjvL¡l QjvL¡l eh£e hlZ
Ae¤ù¡e L−l Bj¡−cl hlZ Ll−Rz HL cm B−lL c−ml −Q−u SjL¡−m¡ Ae¤ù¡e
Ll¡l fТa−k¡¢Na¡u hÉÙ¹z HL cm M¤l¢nc Bmj−L ¢e−u H−m¡, B−lL cm
®gl−c±p Ju¡¢qc−Lz ®Lhm N¡−el Ae¤ù¡eC eu, mð¡ mð¡ l¡S¯e¢aL hš²ªa¡
®cJu¡l SeÉJ Y¡L¡ ®b−L l¡S¯e¢aL ®ea¡ Be¡ quz j¡qj¤cl¤ l¡qj¡e j¡æ¡
S¡p−cl Ae¤ù¡−e H−p e¡N¡−l c¤O¾V¡ hš²ªa¡ L−le, a¾ju q−u ö¢ez ®k c−ml ®k
®ea¡C ®k Lb¡C h−me, j¤‡ qCz Ha i¡m i¡m ®ea¡ b¡L−a ®cn ®Le f−s b¡L−h
¢Su¡El lqj¡−el ja HL ®pe¡e¡u−Ll q¡−a, i¡¢hz Bh¡l R¡œc−ml i¡oZ ö−e
j−e qu ®cn h¤¢T ¢WLC Qm−R, Hl ®Q−u i¡m Qm¡l Bl ®L¡eJ hÉhÙÛ¡ ®eCz eh£e
hlZ Evph ®no q−a e¡ q−aC ¢ehÑ¡Q−el q¡Ju¡ m¡−N L−m−Sz R¡œ pwpc ¢ehÑ¡Qez
L−m−S e¡e¡lLj j¡e¤o ®i¡V Q¡u, ph¡C−L j¡b¡ ®e−s Lb¡ ¢c−a qu ®i¡V ®chz
h¡¢s−aJ Bp−a öl¦ L−l fСb£Ñl¡z h¡¢s H−p h−m ®N−m e¡¢L ®p hm¡ ®f¡š² quz
h¡¢s−a ®i¡−Vl SeÉ Abh¡ ®k ®L¡eJ L¡l−ZC ®q¡L, Bj¡−L M¤yS−a qlcj
®R−m¢f−m Bp−R, hÉ¡f¡l¢V pÇf§ZÑ ea¤e Bj¡l SeÉz fÐbj h−oÑl LÓ¡p N¢sj¢p L−l
Q−m, HC p¤−k¡−N aªa£u pwMÉ¡ ®pyS¤¢a fÐL¡n Ll¡l E−cÉ¡N ¢eCz L−m−S ka e¡
pju L¡−V, a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n L¡−V Sj¡e ¢fоV¡−pÑz B−Nl ®Q−u BlJ q©øf¤ø HC
®pyS¤¢az H pwMÉ¡ ®pyS¤¢a−a HL¢V ¢S¢ep E−õM−k¡NÉ, fÐbj f¡a¡l pÇf¡¢cL¡
ap¢mj¡ e¡p¢le Q−m ®N−R −R¡V Ar−l −no f¡a¡l ®n−oz pÇf¡¢cL¡l hc−m
pÇf¡cLz ®pyS¤¢a q¡−a ¢e−u c¡c¡ fÐbj ®b−L ®no Ah¢c f−s ®n−o bj−L k¡e,
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 h¡e¡e i¤m lCu¡ ®N−Rz pÇf¡¢cL¡l S¡uN¡u pÇf¡cL R¡f¡ qC−Rz
®q−p h¢m, HCV¡ i¤m e¡z HCV¡ B¢j CµR¡ LCl¡ ¢c¢Rz
Lp ¢L? a¤C ¢L ®Rs¡ e¡¢L?
−Rs¡ qCa¡j −Le?
a¤C ¢L ¢m‰ ¢hnÄ¡p Llp e¡?
L¢lz
f¤w¢m‰ Ù»£¢m‰ hCm¡ ®k HLV¡ hÉ¡f¡l B−R, a¡ S¡ep?
S¡¢ez ¢L¿º pÇf¡¢cL¡ fÐL¡¢nL¡ HCph CL¡ ¢VL¡ B¢j fR¾c L¢l e¡z ®R−m
®j−u c¤CSeC pÇf¡cL qC−a f¡−lz n−ël j−dÉ A−qa¤L ¢LR¤ ¢m−‰l Bjc¡¢e
qC−R, k¡ B¢j hÉhq¡l Ll−a Q¡C e¡z −k ®j−u L¢ha¡ ®m−M a¡−l B¢j L¢h LC−a
Q¡C, j¢qm¡L¢h e¡z
c¡c¡ ®pyS¤¢a R¤y−s ¢c−u h−me, j¡Ce−o a−l f¡Nm LChz

LÓ¡−p k¡−cl p−‰ Bm¡f qu HL c¤Lb¡l flC h¢m na¡ë£ Qœ² e¡−j HLV¡
p¡¢qaÉ−N¡ù£ L¢l, Qmz q¡mL¡ q¡mL¡ hå¤−aÅl ®j−u…−m¡−LJ h¢mz hC−f¡L¡…−m¡
®j¡−VJ ¢is−a Q¡u¢e, Bl ®f¡L¡ k¡−cl d¡−l L¡−R ®i−s e¡, Jl¡ m¡¢g−u EWm,
hÉp, Q¡yc¡ ®a¡−m¡, M¡−j¡L¡ m¡g¡−m ®a¡ L¡−Sl L¡S ¢Lp¤É q−h e¡z ®R¡VM¡V HL¢V
L¢j¢V h¡¢e−u ®g−m, Hh¡l, Bj¡l fÐÙ¹¡h, ¢LR¤ HLV¡ Ll¡ Q¡Cz Ajªa ¢àa£u f¤lú¡l
f¡Ju¡l fl ®T¡yL Q¡−f na¡ë£ ®b−L ®pyS¤¢al ja HL¢V L¢ha¡f¢œL¡ Ll¡lz j−e
¢LR¤ Ecu qu ®a¡ T¡y¢f−u f¢s, AhnÉ Bj¡l ph T¡yf¡−e¡C ¢exn−ëz h¡wm¡ në öÜ
L−l ¢mM−a S¡−e, Hje k¡−LC f¡¢µR, hm¢R, L¢ha¡ −m−M¡z L¢ha¡ ®a¡ B−p e¡
h¡h¡! B−l Bp−hz S£heC ®a¡ L¢ha¡! k¡fe LlR, AbQ ¢mMR e¡! ®k L¢V L¢ha¡
f¡Ju¡ ®Nm, Ls¡ pÇf¡ce¡ L−l ®R¡– HLV¡ L¢ha¡f¢œL¡ ®hl L¢l, ¢e−SC ¢p ®L
®O¡o ®l¡−Xl ¢mg¡ ¢fоV¡−pÑ ¢N−u ®R−f B¢ez ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤l R¡f¡M¡e¡ HC ¢mg¡z
¢mg¡ c¡j l¡−M Lj, ¢L¿º l¡−Mz f¢œL¡l e¡j ¢cC ®l¡cz −l¡c ®fÐ−p k¡J, fФg ®cM,
®l¡−c ¢i−S h¡¢s ®g−l¡z ®l¡c q−u k¡Ju¡l fl Af¤l Bhc¡l, c¤f¡a¡ mð¡ HL¢V
Rs¡ ¢e−u H−p, na¡ë£ ®bCL¡ HLV¡ Rs¡f¢œL¡ qC−m ¢L¿º j¾c qu e¡z a¡J q−h,
Rs¡l ¢L ®c¡o ®k h¡c b¡L−h! TeTe e¡−j Rs¡f¢œL¡J L¢c−el j−dÉ q−u ®Nmz
a−h Af¤l Rs¡¢V −L−V Bdf¡a¡ Ll−a q−u¢Rm, Aa V¡L¡ ®eC ®k HL q¡a mð¡
mð¡ Rs¡ Y¤¢L−u Y¡Ep −L¡eJ f¢œL¡ Ll¡ k¡−h, L−mS ®b−L f¡Ju¡ hª¢šl V¡L¡
na¡¢ël −fR−e MlQ¡ L¢l, pcpÉl¡ Hj¡−p Q¡yc¡ ®cu ®a¡ J j¡−p h¡c b¡−Lz Ly¡Q¡
L¢ha¡ f¡L¡-ja L−l, −R−f, f¢œL¡ Ll¡l Evp¡q aMeJ ®O¡−Q¢e, Hl Jfl Eb−m
EWm ea¤e EµRÆ¡p, e¡VLz ®R¡Vc¡ aMe e¡V−Ll c−ml p−‰ A−dÑL l¡a, Bl ®h¢n
A−dÑL ¢ce L¡V¡−µRez juje¢pwq ¢b−uV¡l nq−l ea¤e ea¤e e¡VL Ll−R, ®R¡Vc¡
Bj¡−L jqs¡ ®cM¡−a ¢e−u k¡e j¡−T j−dÉz kMe Bj¡l j¡b¡u e¡V−Ll HL ®f¡L¡
®b−L mr ®f¡L¡ S¾j ¢e−µR, f¡bÑ, Bj¡l p−‰C f−s, HL¢ce ¢p¢pj g¡y−Ll ja
g¡yL Llm a¡l VÊ¡wL, ®h−l¡m pj−ln hp¤l HL¢V e¡VL, BhaÑz L−m−Sl
−R−m−j−u−cl ¢c−u H e¡VL q−h e¡, p¢aÉL¡l e¡VÉ¢nÒf£ clL¡lz f¡™¤¤¢m¢f¢V B¢j
h¡¢s ¢e−u H−p ®R¡Vc¡−L hmm¡j HC e¡VLV¡ ¢b−uV¡l−L c¡J Ll−az aMe Bj¡l
fs¡ q−u ®N−R BhaÑ,fs−a fs−a ®R−mQ¢l−œ, ®j−u Q¢l−œ ¢b−uV¡®ll pcpÉ−cl
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LÒfe¡ L−l¢R, ¢hn¡m HL¢V j−’l p¡j−e ®b−L fcÑ¡ p−l k¡−µR, j−’ BhR¡
B−m¡, p−å q−u Bp−Rl B−m¡, Ol ®b−L ®h¢l−u Bp−R N£a¡, N£a¡−LC j¡e¡−h
jwm¡l j¡ Q¢l−œ, X¡L−R EvL˜¡u, jwm¡ J jwm¡z ¢b−uV¡l cm m¤−g ¢em e¡VL¢V,
jqs¡ öl¦ qmz fÊ¡u ¢h−L−m jqs¡l ¢ce ¢b−uV¡l-O−l Eý q−µR e¡, B−lLV¤ ®fR−e
k¡e, j¡b¡V¡ Q¤mL¡−a Q¤mL¡−a h−me, L¡lZ jwm¡l h¡h¡ HMe Le¢gEpX, BµR¡
B’¢mL V¡eV¡ BlJ Be−a q−h ¢L¿º pwm¡−f, kMe h¢m, e¡V−Ll S−m BLã
X¤−h, −k ®LE −i−h hp−h B¢jC h¤¢T e¡V−Ll f¢lQ¡mLz HL¢ce g¢lc Bqjc
c¤m¡m, c−ml fСu ph e¡V−Ll f¢lQ¡mL, kMe hmm, f¢lQ¡me¡ ¢L¿º k¡ ®cMa¡¢R
a¤¢jC Lla¡R, p¤al¡w, ¢L LJ, e¡VLV¡l f¢lQ¡mLC A¢g¢pu¡¢m qCu¡ k¡Jz
B¢j?
qÉ¡y a¤¢jz
m‹¡u j¤M m¤¢L−u h¢m, f¡Nm e¡¢L! Bj¡l ®L¡eJ A¢i‘a¡C e¡C e¡V−Llz
S£h−e fÐbjz
®V¢m¢in−e ¢LR¤ e¡VL Bl −R¡Vc¡l p−‰ T¤−m juje¢pw−ql j−’ ¢LR¤ e¡VL
®c−M Bl ¢LR¤ e¡V−Ll hC f−s e¡VL f¢lQ¡me¡ Ll¡l ¢h−cÉ ASÑe qu h−m Bj¡l
S¡e¡ ®eCz ¢L¿º Bj¡l Jfl kMe p¢aÉ p¢aÉ i¡l fsm e¡VL f¢lQ¡me¡l, ®R¡Vc¡
f¡bÑ−LJ hm−me ®X−L Be−az f¡bÑ a¤j¤m Evp¡−q −e−j ®Nmz fСu l¡−a juje¢pwq
¢b−uV¡−ll i¡P¡ h¡¢s−a jqs¡ Q−mz NË¡−jl N¢lh f¢lh¡−ll NÒfz N£a¡ e¡¢uL¡l
i§¢jL¡u, e¡¢uL¡l i§¢jL¡u N£a¡ AhnÉ j−’ fÐbj eu, Hl B−NJ e¡e¡lLj e¡−Ql
cm ®b−L −p eL¢n L¡yb¡l ®j−u, Q™¡¢mL¡, ¢Qœ¡‰c¡ L−l−Rz e¡u−Ll i§¢jL¡u
juje¢pwq ¢b−uV¡−l ea¤e ®k¡N ®cJu¡ N¡−el ®R−m ®p¡q¡e−L ®eJu¡ qmz jwm¡
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L¡y¢Q f¡−µRe e¡, B−nf¡−n M¤yS−me, HOl JOl M¤yS−me M¡¢eL, Hlfl h¢V q¡−a
¢e−me, h¢V ¢c−uC L¡V−me L¡fsz ®R¡Vc¡J h−me Bj¡l °dkÑ ®eCz Sj¡e ¢fоV¡−pÑl
®m¡Ll¡Jz Bj¡l ¢L¿º j−e qu e¡ Bj¡l °dkÑ ¢LR¤ Lj, hlw j−e qu j¡e¤o…−m¡ hs
¢Y−m, ®k L¡S¢V f¡yQ ¢j¢e−V q−u k¡u, ®p L¡S¢V Ll−a f¡yQ ¢ce m¡N¡uz Bj¡l h−p
b¡L−a C−µR qu e¡z L¢ha¡ ¢mM−a ®N−mJ c£OÑrZ pju ¢e−a C−µR L−l e¡z pju
¢e−mC j−e q−a b¡−L L¢ha¡ Bj¡−L ®nL−m S¢s−u ®g−m−Rz Bj¡l cj hå
m¡−Nz HL¢V L¢ha¡l fl ea¤e HL¢V L¢ha¡ öl¦ Ll−a i¡m m¡−Nz ¢L¿º HL¢V ¢e−u
l¡a ¢ce f−s b¡L¡ Bj¡l f−r pñh qu e¡z Oo¡ j¡S¡J Aa ®f¡o¡u e¡z k¡ ¢m−M¢R
¢m−M¢Rz HLS−el °dkÑ ®c−M¢R, ®p hsj¡j¡l nÄöljn¡Cz −hy−V gpÑ¡ iâ−m¡L,
¢qj¡m−ul …q¡ ®b−L j¡œ ®h−l¡−e¡ ®L¡eJ pæÉ¡p£l ja ®cM−az ¢a¢e Ù»£ j¡l¡ k¡h¡l
fl ¢hlq k¡ae¡ h−m HL¢V L¢ha¡ ¢m−M¢R−me, ¢c−u¢R−me c¡c¡l f¡a¡ f¢œL¡u
R¡f−az ¢aen HLQ¢õn¢V n−ël L¢ha¡u c¤n ¢Ru¡¢n¢V nëC ¢Rm qu k¤š²¡rl, eu
lgm¡ kgm¡ ®lgAm¡ nëz ¢a¢e ®N¡V¡ HL¢V hRl ¢e−u−Re L¢ha¡ ¢mM−az c¡c¡
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 f¡a¡u ®p¢V R¡f¡l fl ¢àa£u pwMÉ¡u Bh¡l HLC L¢ha¡ M¡¢eL pw−n¡de L−l
¢a¢e R¡f−a ¢c−u¢R−mez ¢àa£u pwMÉ¡u pw−n¡¢da L¢ha¡ ®hl qJu¡l fl ¢a¢e
aªa£u pwMÉ¡l SeÉ kMe HLC L¢ha¡l aªa£u pw−n¡de£ ¢e−u c¡c¡l L¡−R pL¡m
¢hL¡m dle¡ ¢c−a öl¦ Ll−me, HLpju Hje qm ®k hsj¡j¡l nÄöljn¡CHl
nУj¤MM¡e¡ L¡−m¡ gV−Ll L¡−R ®cM−mC c¡c¡ −N¡pmM¡e¡u O¾V¡M¡¢e−Ll SeÉ AcªnÉ
q−u ®k−aez
LÓ¡p ®n−o B¢j ®h¢nl i¡N h¡¢sl ¢c−L e¡ ¢g−l ®k−a b¡¢L Sj¡e ¢fоV¡−pÑl
¢c−Lz Sj¡e ¢fоV¡pÑ l¡Sh¡¢sl CnL¤−ml E−ÒV¡¢c−L HL¢V üµR p−l¡h−ll f¡−nz
R¡f¡M¡e¡l m¡−N¡u¡ h¡¢s¢V EyQ¤ ®cu¡m ®Ol¡z M¤l¢nc M¡−el h¡¢sz M¤l¢nc M¡−elC
®R−m je, de, Sez d−el hs i¡C je c¡c¡l f¡a¡l Bj−m ¢R−mez f−l c¡¢uaÅ
Q−m ®N−R d−el q¡−az Apñh Aj¡¢uL l¢pL iâ−m¡L dez −d¡fc¤lÙ¹ S¡j¡ L¡fs
N¡−uz B¢j R¡f¡M¡e¡u Y¤L−mC ¢a¢e ay¡l O−l ®X−L Bj¡−L hp¡ez Q¡−ul Lb¡
h−mez h¢p−u l¡¢SÉl NÒf L−lez M¤l¢nc M¡e f§hÑ f¡¢LÙ¹¡−el NieÑl ®j¡e¡−uj
M¡−el ®R¡V i¡C, S¡a j¤p¢mj m£Nz AbQ de−L ®c−M ®j¡−VJ ®h¡T¡l Ef¡u ®eC ®k
hw−nl l¡Se£¢al ®j¡−VJ ¢a¢e h¡qLz Hje ®L¡eJ fÐp‰ ®eC, k¡ ¢e−u ¢a¢e AeNÑm
Lb¡ hm−a f¡−le e¡z j§ma B¢j −nСa¡, de j¡−T j¡−TC h−me, ¢L hÉ¡f¡l Bf¢e
p¡¢qaÉ L−le, AbQ j¤M ¢cu¡ ®L¡eJ Lb¡C h¡l qu e¡ Bfe¡lz B¢j A−eL L¢h
®mM−Ll L¡−RC −Oyo−a Q¡C e¡ J−cl Lb¡l SÅ¡m¡uz −W¡y−Vl ¢pÈa q¡¢pV¤L¤ pðm L−l
B¢j d−el deQQÑ¡ jeQQÑ¡ SeQQÑ¡ nÐhZ L−l −pyS¤¢al −kV¤L¤ R¡f¡ q−u−R a¡ ¢e−u
Q−m B¢p h¡¢s−a, fЦg ®c−M Bh¡l fl¢ce ¢c−u B¢pz R¡f¡M¡e¡l nТjL−cl p−‰
Bj¡l i¡h q−a b¡−Lz R¡f¡M¡e¡u Y¤L−m, mr L¢l, J−cl j¤−M fÐn¡¢¿¹l R¡fz¢L
Bf¡ ®Lje B−Re? Bj¡−L fТah¡lC ¢S−‘p L−le L¡¢mT¤¢mj¡M¡ nТj−Ll¡z de
e¡ b¡L−mJ Bj¡−L hp−a ¢c−u Q¡ ¢e−u B−p Bj¡l SeÉz L¡R ®b−L nÊ¢jL−cl
L¡SLjÑ ®c¢M, −j¢ne…−m¡ ¢L L−l Q¡m¡−a qu ¢n−M ¢e−u ¢e−Sl q¡−a Q¡m¡Cz
nÊ¢j−Ll¡ Bj¡l L¡™ ®c−M q¡−pz L¡¢m Bj¡l N¡−uJ m¡−Nz R¡f¡M¡e¡l ¢hou¢V
Bj¡l L¡−R Bl c¤−h¡ÑdÉ h−m j−e qu e¡z ®pyS¤¢a −k¢ce R¡f¡ qm, jÙ¹ fÉ¡−LV
…−m¡ ¢l„¡u ®a¡m¡l B−N de−L R¡f¡l MlQ ¢c−a ®N−m ¢a¢e hm−me, Bfe¡l j−e
qu V¡L¡ ®h¢n qCu¡ ®N−Rz k¡e k¡ez JC LuV¡ V¡L¡ e¡ ¢e−m B¢j e¡ M¡Cu¡ jlh
e¡z Qa¤bÑ pwMÉ¡ −pyS¤¢a R¡f¡ q−u ®h−l¡−m¡, fеRc n¡c¡, ®ia−l ph¤Sz fеR−cl
L¡NS h¡s¢a k¡ ¢Rm a¡ ¢c−u ®pyS¤¢al fÉ¡X h¡¢e−u ¢e−u B¢pz L¡N−Sl Jf−l
X¡ef¡−n ap¢mj¡ e¡p¢le, AhL¡n, 18, ¢V He l¡u ®l¡X, Bjm¡f¡s¡ Bh¡¢pL
Hm¡L¡, juje¢pwqz Bjm¡f¡s¡l ®m−S HM¡eL¡l ®L¡eJ h¡¢p¾c¡ Bh¡¢pL Hm¡L¡
S¤−s ®cu e¡, H¢V pÇf§ZÑC c¡c¡l °a¢lz Y¡L¡l d¡ej¢™l ja hs−m¡L−cl Hm¡L¡−L
Bh¡¢pL Hm¡L¡ hm¡ qu, Bjm¡f¡s¡u ®c¡L¡e f¡V ®eC, ®m¡L hp¢a ®Lhm,
H¢V−L ®Le Bh¡¢pL Hm¡L¡ hm¡ q−h e¡! k¤¢š² B−R h−Vz
®pyS¤¢a ¢c−L ¢c−L ¢h¢m q−u k¡Ju¡l fl Bh¡l A¢ÙÛl qCz ¢LR¤ HLV¡ e¡ Ll−m
Q−m ¢L L−lz na¡ë£ Q−œ²l pcpÉ−cl ®X−L h¢m, Qm Hh¡l HLV¡ Ae¤ù¡e L¢l,
eh£e hlZ Ae¤ù¡ez ea¤e R¡œ R¡œ£l¡ Y¤L−R L−m−S, a¡−cl hlZ Llhz ¢L q−h
Ae¤ù¡−e? ph q−h, e¡Q q−h, N¡e q−h, L¢ha¡ q−h, e¡VL q−hz L¡S i¡N L−l
−cJu¡ qm pcpÉ−cl, j’ p¡S¡J, j¡CL i¡s¡ Ll, ¢ej¿»Z fœ R¡f¡J, ¢h¢m Ll,
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fÐQ™ Evp¡−q Jl¡ ®e−j fsm L¡−Sz Ae¤fj j¡qj¤c ¢Vf¤, ¢h¢Qœ¡u hÉ¢š²Na
¢h‘¡fe ¢ca, ¢p−ef¢œL¡u ¢mMa, ¢j¢ø ¢j¢ø q¡−p, q¡−al ®mM¡J QjvL¡l, R¢h
By−LJ i¡m, e¡jm j’ p¡S¡−az Bj¡l p−‰ j¤¢je¤¢æp¡u fsa E‹Æm¡ p¡q¡, N¡e
N¡Ju¡l A−iÉp B−R, J−L dlm¡j E−à¡de£ p‰£a ®n¡e¡−az Ae¤ù¡−el jqs¡ öl¦
q−u ®Nm, ®LE e¡VL Ll−R, −LE L¢ha¡, ®LE Bhª¢š, −LE N¡ez R¡œ pwp−cl
pi¡f¢a Bj¡−L ®X−L ¢e−u hm−me, R¡œ pwp−cl B−N ®L¡eJ cm eh£e hlZ
Ll−a f¡l−h e¡z B−N pwpc Ll−h, a¡lfl AeÉl¡z Hje r¤â HL¢V cm−L iu
f¡Ju¡l ®a¡ ¢LR¤ ®eC! c¤Q¡l−V aLÑp¤−l h¡LÉ ¢h¢ej−ul fl −no fkÑ¿¹ l−Z i‰ ¢c−u
pwpc−L f¡ h¡s¡−a ¢cC B−Nz ¢àa£u eh£Z hlZ Ae¤ù¡−el c¡¢uaÅ na¡¢ëlz
Ae¤ù¡−el Bj¿»Z fœ −R−f B¢ez He¡V¢jl AdÉ¡fL q¡l¦Z Bq−jc−L hm¡ qm
pi¡f¢a q−a, ¢a¢e HL f¡−u M¡s¡, a¡ylJ e¡¢L L¢ha¡ ®mM¡l A−iÉp B−R,
Ae¤ù¡−e L¢ha¡J fs−a Q¡C−me HL¢Vz ö−e¢R ¢ejÑ−m¾c¤ …Z H nq−lC BSL¡m
b¡−Le, e£l¡ m¡¢qs£, …−Zl hE, Bj¡−cl HL LÓ¡p Jf−l f−se, L−m−Sl
L¡R¡L¡¢R h¡¢s i¡s¡ ¢e−u−Rez −pJs¡am¡u By¢afy¡¢a L−l M¤y−S …−Zl h¡¢s f¡Ju¡
®Nm, hoÑ¡l S−m Ol X¤−h B−R, h¡l¡¾c¡u HL¢V ®Qu¡−l f¡ a¤−m h−p L¡−e ®R¡–
HL¢V ®l¢XJ ®Q−f ¢œ²−LV öe¢R−me ¢a¢ez Olju Sm, Bj¿»ZfœM¡e¡ ay¡l q¡−a
d¢l−u, na¡¢ël Ae¤ù¡−e L¢ha¡ fs¡l Ae¤−l¡d L−l Q−m Hm¡jz ¢ejÑ−m¾c¤ …Z
b¡L−a Y¡L¡ ®b−L L¢h Be¡l ®L¡eJ fÐ−u¡Se ®eCz e¡V−Ll SeÉ ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤
g¢lc Bqjc c¤m¡m−L dlm¡j, ¢a¢e Lb¡ ¢c−me HL¢V HLL e¡VL L−l ®c−he
Ae¤ù¡−ez A¢ÙÛl m¡N¢Rm L£ qu L£ qu, B−c± ®L¡eJ cnÑL B−p ¢L e¡z ¢L¿º −hn
cnÑL Hm, Ae¤ù¡e q−u −Nm, ®LE hmm QjvL¡l, ®LE hmm L¢ha¡ BlJ L¢j−u
¢c−m f¡l−a, e¡VLV¡ −n−o e¡ ®l−M j¡TM¡−e l¡M−mC qa, −LE ®LE ¢hoj
E−š¢Sa, na¡¢ël f−ll Ae¤ù¡e L−h q−µR? ®p S¡¢e e¡ L−h, i¡p¢R aMe Eam
q¡Ju¡u, nl−al ®j−Ol ja q©c−ul phV¡ BL¡n S¤−s E‹Æm¡l N¡Ju¡ Be¾cd¡l¡
h¢q−R i¤h−e l p¤lz

Y¡L¡ ®b−L N£a¡ ¢Q¢W ¢mMm ®R¡Vc¡−L Y¡L¡ ®k−az ®R¡Vc¡l e¡¢L ®L¡b¡u
Q¡L¢ll C¾V¡l¢iE B−Rz ®R¡Vc¡ B¢b¢h¢b ®c±−s Y¡L¡ ¢N−u p¡a¢ce fl ¢gl−me
AhL¡−nz C¾V¡l¢iE ®cJu¡l fl ay¡l Q¡L¢l q−u ®N−Rz Bj¡e¤õ¡q ®Q±d¤¢ll Ahc¡e
HC Q¡L¢lz ¢a¢e ¢hj¡−el La¡ÑhÉ¢š²−cl e¡ dl−m H Q¡L¢l qa e¡z ®R¡Vc¡l j¤−M
Bj¡e¤õ¡q ®Q±d¤¢ll ja ®m¡L qu e¡ g¤V−a b¡−L MCHl jaz h¡wm¡−cn ¢hj¡−e
ØV¤u¡VÑ qJu¡l ®VÊ¢ew ¢e−a ¢a¢e Y¡L¡ Q−m k¡−he, JM¡−e h¡¢s i¡s¡ ®e−he, JM¡−eC
b¡L−hez ¢hc¡u AhL¡n, ¢hc¡u h¡h¡ j¡, ¢hc¡u i¡C ®h¡ez ¢hc¡u hm−a ®R¡Vc¡l
L˜ L¡y−f e¡, ¢L¿º ¢hc¡u në¢V öe−m j¡b¡ ¢Tj¢Tj L−l Bj¡l, h¤−Ll Jfl ¢c−u
Hje ®h¡d qu ®k HLn ®O¡s¡ ®c±−s¡−µR, në¢V öe−m HL¢V cª−nÉl j−dÉ B¢j
¢e−S−L B¢h×L¡l L¢l, d¤ d¤ jl¦i§¤¢j S¤−s ®L¡b¡J ®LE ®eC, ®Lhm HL¡ B¢jz HL
N™§o f¡¢e ®f−a Q¡C¢R, HL¢V N¡−Rl R¡u¡ Q¡C¢R, HL¢V ®L¡eJ j¡e¤o ®cM−a
Q¡C¢R, ¢L¿º f¡¢µR e¡ ¢LR¤Cz ¢L¿º ®R¡Vc¡l j¤−M q¡¢p ®m−N b¡−Lz ¢a¢e ¢elmp hZÑe¡
Ll−a b¡−Le ØV¤u¡−VÑl j¡q¡aÈÉz
h¡h¡−L Mhl ®ce j¡, L¡j¡m Q¡L¢l f¡C−Rz
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hm−mez
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−Qø¡ a A−eL Ll−Re, Jl a ®mM¡fs¡u je hCm e¡z
Q¡L¢lX¡ ¢L−ul ö¢e? h¡h¡ Evp¤Lz
¢hj¡−el œ²¤, M¤h e¡¢L i¡m Q¡L¢l, ¢h−cn ¢V−cn k¡C−a f¡lhz
q¡u ®l i¡NÉ Bj¡l, h¡h¡ c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m h−me, HL ®R−m−l ®j¢X−L−m
fs¡C−a Q¡Cm¡j, Q¡¾p f¡Cm e¡z CE¢ei¡¢pÑ¢V−a j¡ØV¡pÑ fs−a ®Nm, j¡ØV¡pÑ
fl£r¡ e¡ ¢cu¡ h¡¢sa ¢gCl¡ BCmz B−lL ®R−m ®j¢VÊ−L ØV¡l f¡Ju¡, ®p
®mM¡fs¡ R¡Cs¡ ¢cu¡ Aqe j¡e¤−ol¡ i¡a M¡Ju¡−e¡l Q¡L¢l mC−R, ®fÔ−e hCu¡
j¡Ce−o q¡Nh, j¤ah, h¢j Ll−h, Bj¡l ®R−m JC…m¡ f¢l×L¡l Llhz HC Q¡L¢l
Ll¡l SeÉ B¢j a¡−l f¡yQV¡ j¡ØV¡l l¡CM¡ fs¡C¢R? HC Q¡L¢l Ll¡l SeÉ ®p
®j¢VÊ−L ØV¡l f¡C¢Rm? i¡mC, X¡š²¡l lSh Bm£, j¡e¤−o ¢SN¡p Ll−h, ®a¡j¡l c¤C
−R−m ¢L L−l, hm−a q−h HL ®R−m O¤Cl¡ ®hs¡u, B−lL ®R−m ECs¡ ®hs¡uz
−R¡Vc¡l p−‰ Bj¡l pMÉ kMe M¤h, ®R¡Vc¡ ¢hc¡u ¢e−µRe, Q¾ce¡J ¢e−u¢Rm
kMe Q¾ce¡C ¢Rm Bj¡l HL Hhw A¢àa£u SNaz B¢jC HL¡ f−s b¡¢L ®kM¡−e
¢Rm¡j, ph¡C B−p Bl k¡uz −R¡Vc¡ Lb¡ ®ce ¢a¢e fСuC juje¢pw−q Bp−he,
fСuC Bj¡−L Y¡L¡ ®hs¡−a ¢e−u k¡−hez Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l p¤−k¡N¢V q−u−R ®S−eJ
Bj¡l je ®Lje Ll¡ c§l qu e¡z B¢j j¡l ja qua ¢QvL¡l L−l L¡y¢c e¡, ¢L¿º
L¡y¢c, ®N¡f−e ®N¡f−e L¡y¢cz®R¡Vc¡l p−‰ Bj¡l Hje ¢e¢hs pÇf−LÑl
L¡lZ,p¡¢qaÉz c¡c¡l p¡¢qaÉ‘¡e lh£¾cÐe¡b Bl eSl¦−m p£j¡hÜ, p¡¢qaÉ¡‰−e
e¡VL¡‰−e p‰£a¡‰−e ®R¡Vc¡l VC VC ®O¡l¡O¤¢ll L¡l−Z h¡ AeÉ ®k L¡l−ZC ®q¡L
®R¡Vc¡l p¡¢qaÉ‘¡e ¢hÙ¹ª¢a ®f−u¢Rm, a¡C ay¡l p‰C Bj¡−L Be¾c ¢c−u−R ®h¢nz
b¡eC−Vl ja ®j¡V¡ EfeÉ¡pJ c¤Se f−s¢R HLp−‰z B¢j f−s¢R ®R¡Vc¡ ö−e−Re,
®R¡Vc¡ f−s−Re B¢j ö−e¢Rz B¢j ®nСa¡J ®kje q¡l¡−a k¡¢µR, fs¤u¡Jz q¡l¡−a
k¡¢µR −R¡Vc¡l p−‰ N¡−el e¡−Ql e¡V−Ll L¢ha¡l p¡¢q−aÉl e¡e¡ Ae¤ù¡e ®cM¡l
p¤−k¡Nz ®R¡Vc¡l, mr L¢l, ®L¡eJ q¡l¡−e¡l hÉb¡ ®eC, hlw f¡Ju¡l Be¾cz ¢a¢e
®f−a k¡−µRe Y¡L¡u Q¡L¢l, i¡m Q¡L¢l, pµRm pwp¡l,Bm¡c¡ pwp¡lz HaL¡m
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i¡C−ul ja ®pJ L¢ha¡ ®m−M, L−m−Sl ea¤e R¡œ pwpc ¢ehÑ¡Q−e c¡ys¡−µR,
Bj¡−LJ Q¡−µR c¡ys¡Cz
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pÇf¡ce¡l c¡¢u−aÅ b¡Lh¡, g¡wn¡e V¡wn¡e Llh¡, HCphz a¤¢j qCm¡ ®k¡NÉz
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Llp S¡ea¡j e¡ ®a¡!
B¢j ¢h He ¢f L¢l, ®L hmm?
ph¡C hm−a−Rz
ph¡C L¡l¡?
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JC Lb¡! qyÉ¡ ¢WL, ¢L¿º B¢j ®L¡eJ cm L¢l e¡z
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e¡j L¡V¡, c¡ys¡¢h, S¡pc ®b−L c¡ys¡z
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S¡pc, Qnj¡ ®Q¡−Ml i¡m ®R−m, R¤−V Hm, q¡¢hh¤õ¡q−L e¡¢L h−mJ¢Rm k¢cJ B¢j
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B−Rz S¡pc Ll¡ j¡−e aMe S¡−a JW¡z R¡œm£−NJ ®c¢M HL f¡m −gm Ll¡ R¡−œl
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cmC L−l e¡z
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B−l ®h¡L¡ ®j−u, S¡p−cl ®f¡m¡f¡el¡ ®a¡j¡l j¡b¡V¡ ¢hNs¡Cu¡ ¢ca¡−Rz
¢hHe¢f Ll e¡z ¢L¿º ¢hHe¢f ®b−L c¡ys¡C−aR ®k−qa¤ ¢hHe¢f ¢Sa−h HCh¡l,
c¡ys¡C−aR L−m−Sl ü¡−bÑ, f¡¢VÑl ü¡−bÑ e¡z ®p¡S¡ Lb¡V¡ ®Le h¤T−a f¡l−aR e¡?
Bl k¢c HMe R¡œm£N h¡ S¡pc ®b−L Le−VØV Ll, −Sa¡l ®L¡eJ fÐnÀ B−p e¡z
B¢j Q¤f q−u b¡¢Lz Nm¡u ül J−W e¡, Øfø h¤T−a f¡¢l, hs HL¢V nš² e¡ R¤y−s
¢c−m ®q¢m−jl je M¡l¡f q−h, L¡lJ je M¡l¡f L−l ¢c−a Bj¡l Aü¢Ù¹ qu M¤hz
B¢j −q¢mj q−u ¢e−Sl ¢c−L a¡L¡Cz
Bl a¡R¡s¡ ¢mg−mV R¡f¡ q−u ®N−Rz HMe ®L¡eJj−aC ¢Lp¤ LÉ¡e−pm Ll¡
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Bj¡−L BlJ Q¤f q−u ®k−a quz l¢gL ®Q±d¤l£ Bl B¢ep¤l lqj¡e R¡œc−ml
hs c¤Se ®ea¡ Bj¡l h¡¢s ¢N−u ¢j¢ø ¢j¢ø Lb¡ h−m h¤¢T−u B−pe, B¢j ¢ehÑ¡Q−e
c¡ys¡−e¡ j¡−e l¡Se£¢a Ll¡ eu, L−m−Sl p¡¢qaÉ−ph¡ Ll¡z
ea¤e ¢ehÑ¡Q−el jlöj öl¦ qmz p¡l¡ L−m−Sl ®cu¡−m ®f¡ØV¡lz j−’ Nlj Nlj
hš²ªa¡, LÓ¡−pl ®h−’ ¢mg−m−Vl Rs¡R¢s, HLV¤ fl fl ¢h¢iæ c−ml fТa−k¡¢Nl¡
LÓ¡−p L¢l−X¡−l LÉ¡¢¾V−e ®cM¡ Ll−R, ®q−p Lb¡ hm−R, ®i¡V Q¡C−Rz fТa¢V c−ml
fТa¢V ®i¡VfСbÑ£−LC j−e qu ®i¡V ¢cCz R¡œc−ml pi¡f¢a B¢ep¤l lqj¡e Bj¡−L
Q¡ M¡C−u, HL N¡m −q−p h−me, Qm ¢ehÑ¡Qe£ fÐQ¡lZ¡uz
Apñhz
l¢gL ®Q±d¤¢l hm−me f¡¢VÑl ®j−u, Ha m¡S¤L q−m Qm−h!
f¡¢VÑl ®j−u B¢j! AeÉl¡J hm¡h¢m L−lz H lCm Bj¡l N¡−u ®py−Vz k¡C ®q¡L,
¢ehÑ¡Q−el ¢ce L−m−S ¢N−u R¡œ CE¢eue, R¡œm£N Bl S¡p−cl i¡m i¡m
®R−m−j−u−cl, k¡−cl ®k¡NÉ j−e q−u−R, ¢h¢iæ f−c, ®i¡V ¢c−u h¡¢s ¢glm¡jz
fl¢ce Mhl ®fm¡j, R¡œcm j¡−e B¢ep l¢gL f¢loc f¤−l¡ fÉ¡−em ¢S−a−Rz
Nah¡l ¢S−a¢Rm R¡œm£N, Hh¡l R¡œcmz HMe ¢L L¡S? Y¡L¡u ®k−a q−h, −c−nl
−fТp−X¾Vl p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a q−hz
¢eØfÐi ¢Rm¡jz Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l Lb¡u fСZ ¢g−l f¡Cz cm ®hy−d Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡ qm
h¡−pz cm ®hy−d HLC h¡−p ®gl¡J q−hz Y¡L¡ Bj¡−L L¡yf¡u a£hÊ E−šSe¡uz l¦âl
p−‰ ®cM¡ qJu¡l E−šSe¡z ¢Su¡El lqj¡−el p−‰ ®cM¡ qJu¡l fl ®q¢mj Bj¡−L
®R¡Vc¡l h¡¢s−a ®f±y−R ¢c−u k¡u l¡−az j¤qÇjcf¤−ll BSj ®l¡−X HLam¡ qm¤c
h¡¢s−a b¡−Le ®R¡Vc¡z gLl¦m j¡j¡l p−‰ ®k±b E−cÉ¡−N h¡¢s¢V i¡s¡ ¢e−u−Re
¢a¢ez gLl¦m j¡j¡ Y¡L¡l NË¡¢gLp BVÑ−p ®mM¡fs¡ L−l ®R¡VM¡−V¡ Q¡L¢l Ll−Rez
®R¡Vc¡l Ol pwp¡l ®c−M Bj¡l i¡mJ m¡−N, Bh¡l LøJ quz Lø qu ®R¡Vc¡
AhL¡n ®R−s Aa c§−l b¡−Le h−mz i¡m m¡−N, ®R¡Vc¡l üfÀ pgm q−u−R h−m,
HL¢V i¡m Q¡L¢l f¡Ju¡l üfÀz Q¡L¢l¢V ¢e−u ®R¡Vc¡l EµRÆ¡p M¤h, Hje i¡m Q¡L¢l
e¡¢L Bl qu e¡z ¢a¢e kMe aMe ¢h−cn ®k−a f¡l−he, V¡L¡J e¡¢L fÐQ¤lz Bj¡−L
¢a¢e fl¢ce c¡y−al X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R ¢e−u ®N−me, X¡š²¡l¢V Bh¡l ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤,
juje¢pw−ql A¢m N¢m−a ®kje ®R¡Vc¡l hå¤, Y¡L¡l A¢mN¢m−aJz i£oZ Lø ¢c−u
Bj¡l HL¢V c¡ya a¤−m ®gmm h夢Vzz c¡ya ¢e−u ®R¡Vc¡ phpjuC hs p−Qaez ¢a¢e
kMe fÐbj SÉ¡¢j¢ah„ ®f−u¢R−me CnL¤−ml hs LÓ¡−p fs¡l pju, L¡yV¡ LÇf¡−p
Y¤¢L−u Bj¡l c¡y−al g¡y−L m¤¢L−u b¡L¡ j¡wp H−e ¢c−ae Bl hm−ae, c¡ya
f¢l×L¡l e¡ Ll−m c¡ya ph fCl¡ k¡Ch LCm¡jz ®pC c¡ya p−Qae ®R¡Vc¡l Q¡−f
Bj¡l i¡m c¡yaJ j−e qu c¡y−al X¡š²¡l a¤−m ®gm¡l ®fÐlZ¡ f¡uz fQ¡ c¡ya b¡L¡l
®Q−u e¡ b¡L¡C i¡m, ®R¡Vc¡ e¡L L¤yQ−L h−mez a¤−m ®gm¡ c¡y−al ®N¡s¡u a¤−m¡
®Q−f h¡¢s ¢g¢lz Y¡L¡ H−p¢R AbQ l¦âl p−‰ ®cM¡ q−h e¡--c¡y−al L−øl ®Q−u HC
Lø¢V Bj¡−L ®i¡N¡u ®h¢nz
Y¡L¡ ®b−L juje¢pw−q ¢g−l h¡¢sl ph¡C−L a¡lü−l S¡¢e−u ¢cm¡j, ¢Su¡El
lqj¡−el p¡−b qÉ¡ä−pL LCl¡ BC¢R, Bj¡l q¡−al q¡¢—¡ i¡C‰¡C k¡Ca¡¢Rm,
Hje ®S¡−l Q¡f ¢c−R q¡−az
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j¡ p−l k¡e, j¡l ¢eØfªq j¤M¢V ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e ¢ÙÛl q−u b¡−L, j¡l ¢el¦š¡f
në…−m¡Jz j−e j−e i¡¢h ®S¡l ¢eÕQuC ®h¢nz ®S¡l ®h¢n h−mC ¢a¢e ®S¡l M¡¢V−u
rja¡u H−p−Rez ¢hj¡e h¡¢qe£−a ¢Su¡l Jfl Ap−¿¹¡o −N¡f−e ®N¡f−e ®h−s¢Rm,
®k ®L¡eJ pju HL¢V L¤É q−a f¡−l ByQ L−l q¡S¡l q¡S¡l ¢hj¡eh¡¢qe£l ®m¡L−L
¢e¢hÑQ¡−l qaÉ¡ L−l−Rez N−aÑ m¤¢L−u b¡L¡ ü¡d£ea¡l nœ¦−cl f¤ehÑ¡pe ¢c−u−Rez
n¡q B¢S−Sl ja −c−nl nœ¦−L fÐd¡ej¿»£ L−l−Rez dj£Ñu l¡Se£¢a ¢e¢oÜ ¢Rm
H−c−n, −pC ¢e−od¡‘¡ a¤−m ¢c−u−Rez HMe NaÑ ®b−L ®h¢l−u H−p−R p¡f…−m¡
Bh¡l ®R¡hm ®c−h h−m ®ki¡−h ¢c−u¢Rm HL¡š−l, ®ki¡−h f¡¢LÙ¹¡¢e h¡¢qe£l fr
q−u mr mr h¡P¡¢m−L qaÉ¡ L−l¢Rmz pw¢hd¡e−L h¡−fl pÇf¢š j−e L−l ¢e−S
q¡Sj q−u j¤pmj¡¢e O¢V−u−Re pw¢hd¡−elz ®L¡l¡e fs−a ®N−m ®k ¢hp¢jõ¡¢ql
l¡qj¡e Cll¡¢qj AbÑ¡v Bõ¡ql e¡−j öl¦ L¢l−a¢R hm−a qu, a¡ h¢p−u−Re
pw¢hd¡−el öl¦−az ®c−n ¢q¾c¤ ®h±Ü ¢MËØV¡e ph d−jÑl j¡e¤o−L S¤−a¡ ®fV¡ Ll−mJ
h¤¢T Hl ®Q−u −h¢n Afj¡e Ll¡ qa e¡z pw¢hd¡e ®b−L djÑ¢el−fra¡ HL g¤y−u
E¢s−u ¢c−u−Rez ®S¡l ®a¡ a¡l −h¢nCz q¡a¢V B¢j ®N¡pmM¡e¡u ¢N−u p¡h¡e ¢c−u
d¤C, ®ke k¡u, −ke HL¢V L¡−m¡ ØfnÑ Bj¡l q¡a ®b−L j¤−R k¡uz
l¦â juje¢pw−q Bj¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a H−p hmm, ®a¡j¡l j¡b¡j¤™¤ B¢j h¤¢T
e¡, a¤¢j e¡¢L ¢hHe¢f ®b−L ¢ehÑ¡Qe L−lR? Bj¡−L B−N S¡e¡J¢e ®Le?
S¡e¡C¢ez
−Le S¡e¡J¢e?
ph Lb¡ S¡e¡−a q−h e¡¢L!
S¡e¡−a q−h e¡?
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Bj¡l h¤−L EšlZ O−V−Rz jl¡ j¡e¤o L¡V−a q−µR HL¢c−Lz B−lL¢c−L ®VÊ−a L−l
glj¡¢m−e ®iS¡ q©c¢f−™l BN¡−N¡s¡ fs−a q−µRz jl¡ j¡e¤o ®L−V h¡¢s ¢g−l
kMe ®M−a h¢p, q¡−a Nå ®m−N b¡−L, BÙ¹ p¡h¡e MlQ L−l q¡a d¤−mJ q¡a ®b−L
Nå k¡u e¡z N−ål p−‰ hph¡−pl A−iÉp q−u k¡−µR d£−l d£−lz HL¢ce ®a¡ M¡Ju¡
fСu ®no q−u k¡Ju¡l fl ®c¢M q¡−al ¢Le¡−l jl¡ j¡e¤−ol j¡wp ®m−N B−R, q¡a
d¤−aC i¤−m ¢N−u¢Rm¡j M¡h¡l B−Nz Bl f−L−V L−l ®k¢ce q©c¢f™ h¡¢s Bem¡j
fs−a, h¡¢sl ph¡C ¢S¢ep¢V ®cMm, e¡L ®Q−f, j¤M ®Q−f, ¢hØg¡¢la ®Q¡−Mz B¢j
¢c¢hÉ q©c¢f™¢V ®V¢h−ml Jfl ®l−M L¡¢ewq¡−jl hC M¤−m fs−a öl¦ Llm¡j,
J−clJ −cM¡−a b¡¢L HC q−µR H¢VÊu¡j, Bl HC q−µR ®i¢¾VÌ−Lm, HC HM¡e ¢c−u
lš² B−p, Jfl ®b−L ¢e−Q, a¡lfl ¢eQ ®b−L lš² Q−m k¡u Jf−l, Q−m k¡u p¡l¡
nl£−lz j¡l c¤ ®Q¡−M Af¡l Be¾cz
HC ®a¡ j¡ Bj¡l X¡š²¡l qCu¡ ®Nm, Bj¡l Bl ¢Q¿¹¡ ¢L, Bj¡l ¢Q¢Lvp¡
Bj¡l ®j−uC Ll−hz j¡ h−mez
c¡c¡l fÐnÀ, HCV¡ f¤l¦−ol q¡VÑ e¡¢L ®j−uj¡e¤−ol?
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−cCM¡ a ®R¡V j−e qCa¡−R,j−e qu −L¡eJ ®j−ul q¡VÑz
−j−u−cl q¡VÑ ®R¡V qu −a¡j¡−l ®L LCm!
HLV¤ ¢Xg¡−l¾V b¡L−h e¡!
e¡, ¢Xg¡−l¾V b¡L−h e¡z
Cu¡p¢je q©c¢f™−L ¢el¡fc c§l−aÅ c¡y¢s−u ®cM−a ®cM−a h−m, h¤h,¤ HCV¡−lC
¢L q©cu Lu?
q©cu qua Luz ¢L¿º HCV¡ q©c¢f™, q©cu e¡z q©c¢f−™l L¡S lš² f¡Çf Ll¡,
p¡l¡ nl£−l lš² plhl¡q Ll¡z
a¡C−m q©cu ®L¡eV¡?
q©cu qCm j¡b¡z dl Bj¡l L¡E−l i¡m m¡Nm, Bj¡l pÀ¡u¤a−¿» Mhl q−h fÐbjz
pÀ¡u¤l Ol h¡¢s qCm j¡b¡u, h¤−L e¡z h¤−L ®k dÄL në qu, ®pCV¡ j¡b¡l pÀ¡u¤−a
esQs qu hCm¡z
Cu¡p¢je A¢hnÄ¡p£ ®Q¡−M a¡L¡u ¢f™¢Vl ¢c−Lz
q¡¢hh¤õ¡ql p−‰ Ssa¡ ®T−s O¾V¡l fl O¾V¡ ®k ®L¡eJ ¢hou ¢e−u Lb¡
h−m,HL¢V pqS Hhw üµR¾c pÇfLÑ N−s a¤−m, −R−m ®j−u−a ®k hå¤aÅ q−a f¡−l
Hhw a¡ ®k ®Lhm ¢Q¢W−a eu, a¡ fÐj¡Z L−l Bj¡l Be¾c quz AhL¡−n q¡¢hh¤õ¡ql
Ah¡d k¡a¡u¡a œ²−j ®Q¡M-pJu¡ q−u ®N−Rz HC pÇfLÑ¢V i¢hoÉ−a ü¡j£ Ù»£ fkÑ¿¹
Ns¡−h HlLj HL¢V ¢Q¿¹¡ j¡b¡u H−e j¡ kMeC −L¡eJ lLj ü¢Ù¹ ®f−a Q¡e, j¡l
Am£L LÒfe¡ ®i−P ¢c−u h¢m, q¡¢hh¤õ¡q qCm Bj¡l hå¤, S¡ØV hå¤, Bl ¢LR¤ e¡z
Q¾ce¡l p¡−b Bj¡l ®klLj hå¤aÅ, ¢WL ®pClLj hå¤aÅ, h¤Tm¡! Bj¡l Ešl j¡−L
M¤h p¤M£ L−l h−m j−e qu e¡z q¡¢hh¤õ¡q ®cM−a p¤¾cl, ejË iâ, c¤SeC Bjl¡
X¡š²¡l q−a k¡¢µR, Hl ®Q−u i¡m S¤¢V Bl qu e¡ Hdl−el Lb¡ j¡ Bj¡l L¡−R e¡
q−mJ ¢je¢je L−l h¡¢sl AeÉ−cl h−mez Bj¡l L¡−e ®pph n−ël LZ¡j¡œ H−m
j¡−L B¢j dj−L b¡¢j−u ¢cCz B¢j ¢e¢ÕQa pÇfLÑ¢V ®Lhm ¢ejÑm hå¤−aÅlz
q¡¢hh¤õ¡qJ ¢e¢ÕQaz a¡l p−‰ HL ¢l„¡u h−p ®L¡b¡J ®k−a Bp−a Bj¡l ®L¡eJ
lLj N¡ L¡y−f e¡z c¡c¡l p−‰ h¡ Cu¡p¢j−el p−‰ h¡ Q¾ce¡l p−‰ ¢l„¡u hp¡l jaz
q¡¢hh¤õ¡q S¡−e ®k l¦âl p−‰ HL¢V pÇfLÑ N−s EW−R Bj¡l, g¡yL ®f−mC l¦âl
L¢ha¡ a¡−L ®n¡e¡Cz ¢L¿º Bj¡−L Ù¹¢ña L−l q¡¢hh¤õ¡q HL¢ce p−åu h¡¢s−a
H−p Bj¡−L a¤¢j h−m p−ð¡de öl¦ L−lza¤C p−ð¡de e¡¢L a¡l i¡m m¡−N e¡! ®Le
i¡m m¡−N e¡ HC fÐnÀ L−l ®L¡eJ Ešl eu, HL¢V pm‹ q¡¢p ®S¡−Vz q¡¢p¢Vl
®L¡eJ Ae¤h¡c Ll¡ Bj¡l pñh qu e¡z q¡¢p¢V Bj¡−L Aü¢Ù¹ ®cu, HLC p−‰
BaˆJz p¡j−e ®b−L E−W k¡C, ®n¡h¡l Ol AåL¡l L−l ö−u b¡¢L ¢hoZÀa¡−L
c¤−q¡−a S¢s−uz °hWL O−ll ®p¡g¡u h−pC b¡−L q¡¢hh¤õ¡q, c£OÑ HL¢V ¢Q¢W ¢m−M
Cu¡p¢j−el q¡−a −cuz Cu¡p¢je O−l B−m¡ −SÅ−m ¢Q¢W¢V Bj¡−L ¢c−u k¡u fs−az
Cw−l¢S−a ®mM¡ ¢Q¢W¢Vl p¡ljjÑ HC, Bj¡−cl Hje QjvL¡l hå¤aÅ ®k ®L¡eJ pju
q¡¢l−u ®k−a f¡−l, ¢L¿º k¢c HL¢V ÙÛ¡u£ pÇf−LÑ Bp¡ k¡u, a−h q¡l¡−e¡l fÐnÀ J−W
e¡z Bl ¢e−SJ ®p ®i−h ®c−M−R, ¢e−S−L hýh¡l fÐnÀ L−l ®c−M−R, Ešl HL¢VC
Bj¡−L ®p i¡mh¡−pz hå¤−aÅl E−dÑ HC pÇfLÑ¢V ¢L B¢j ¢e−u ®k−a f¡¢l e¡! ¢Q¢W¢V
f−s B¢j üfÀi−‰l ®hce¡u L¤yL−s k¡Cz Afj¡e Bl m‹¡ Bj¡−L ¢Ry−s −M−a
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k¡C °hWL O−lz ¢Q¢W¢V V¤L−l¡ V¤L−l¡ L−l ¢Ry−s q¡¢hh¤õ¡ql j¤−Ml Jfl R¤y−s ¢QvL¡l
L−l h¢m, Hr¤¢e H h¡¢s ®b®L h¡l q−u k¡z Hr¤¢Zz B¢j ®ke ®L¡eJ¢ce −a¡l j¤M
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HL¡ c¡y¢s−u ®b−L ®h¢l−u k¡uz Hlfl L−m−S Bj¡l p−‰ A−eL Lb¡ hm−a
®Q−u−R −p,−L¡eJ p¤−k¡N a¡−L ¢cC¢ez A−eL¢ce h¡¢sl clS¡u Ls¡ ®e−s−R,
clS¡ M¤¢m¢ez

Bh¤ª q¡p¡e n¡q¢lu¡l, Rs¡ ¢m−M e¡j L−l−R, ®pJ Bj¡l p−‰C f−s
®j¢X−L−mz Jl p−‰ LMeJ Lb¡ qu¢e Bj¡lz Bj¡l H−fС−el f−L−V HL¢ce J
jl¡ j¡e¤−ol HLM™ j¡w−pl p−‰ HL¢V ¢QlL¤V Bj¡l AS¡−¿¹ ®g−m l¡−M, ¢QlL¤−V
Rs¡z i£oZ ¢hlš² B¢j n¡q¢lu¡−ll hÉhq¡−l, p¡¢q−aÉl SN−al ®LE ®k Ha hc
q−a f¡−l Bj¡l d¡lZ¡ ¢Rm e¡z hc ®R−m¢V Hl L¢ce f−lC jl¡ L¡V¡u A¢aù q−u
X¡š²¡¢l fs¡ ®R−s ¢c−u Y¡L¡u Q−m k¡uz ®R−m hc ®q¡L Bl k¡-C ®q¡L, X¡š²¡¢l
¢hcÉ¡ ®R−sJ ®k AeÉ ®L¡b¡J Q−m k¡Ju¡ k¡u a¡ Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p quz ¢L¿º h¡h¡ ®hy−Q
b¡L−a a¡ Bj¡l f−r pñh q−h e¡, ®p B¢j i¡m S¡¢ez Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u h¡wm¡u
fs¡l ®k üfÀ ¢Rm, ®pC üfÀ p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡l L¡l−Z f§lZ qu¢e Q¾ce¡lz ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u
i¢aÑ q−h h−m J fÐ−u¡Se£u L¡NSfœ kMe ®k¡N¡s Ll¢Rm, Jl ®j¢VÊ−Ll j¡LÑ¢pV
®a¡m¡ ¢Rm e¡ h−m Bh¡¢pL BcnÑ h¡¢mL¡ ¢hcÉ¡ua−e, ®k¢V pÇfТa juje¢pwq
N¡mÑp LÉ¡−XV L−m−S l©f ¢e−u−R, ¢N−u j¡LÑ¢pV ®k¡N¡s L−l J−L f¡¢W−u¢Rm¡jz
¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u Q¾ce¡ H j¡−p i¢aÑ e¡ q−mJ BN¡j£ j¡−p q−h HlLj kMe Mhl,
J−L EfS¡¢al ®L¡V¡u Q–NË¡j ®j¢X−Lm L−m−S i¢aÑ L−l ¢c−u−Re p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡,
¢e−Sl üfÀ f§lZ Ll−az Q¾ce¡ Q–NË¡j ®b−L ¢mM−R, Jl js¡ L¡V−a i¡m m¡−N e¡z
L¤¢jõ¡u ®g−m k¡Ju¡ ®L¡eJ HL p¤cnÑeHl Lb¡ J Ni£l L−l i¡h−R, −pC p¤cnÑe
¢Q¢W ¢m−MC k¡−µR Q¾ce¡−L, Q¾ce¡−L R¡s¡ −p h¡yQ−h e¡ S¡a£u ¢Q¢Wz js¡l N−å
A¢aù q−u S£¢hal OË¡Z ¢e−a Q¾ce¡J HL l¡−al ¢pÜ¡−¿¹ Q–NË¡j ®R−s L¤¢jõ¡ Q−m
k¡uz L¤¢jõ¡ ®b−L qW¡v HL¢ce S¡e¡u J ¢h−u L−l−R JC h¡yQ−h e¡−Lz Hl ®Q−u
k¢c Mhl ®fa¡j, Q¾ce¡ j−l ®N−R, Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p qaz ¢h−u Bl ®k L¡E−L Ll¡
j¡e¡u, Q¾ce¡−L euz Hl ®Q−u hs ®L¡eJ c¤xpwh¡c fª¢bh£−a Bl ¢LR¤ B−R h−m
Bj¡l j−e qu e¡z ¢exp‰a¡l ¢hLV ®m¡jn q¡a Bj¡l Lã Hje p−S¡−l ®Q−f d−l
®k nÄ¡p hå q−u Bp−a b¡−Lz ®c±−s R¡−c ¢N−u pL−ml Bs¡m L¢l ¢e−S−Lz
Q¾ce¡−L ¢e−u HL BL¡n üfÀ ¢Rm Bj¡l, ®pC ü−fÀl Jfl f¤−l¡ SNa¢V−L ®c¢M
®i−P fs−az i¡P−el Ù¹¤−f B¢j n§eÉ q¡−a HL¡ c¡y¢s−u B¢R, HL¡, Ha HL¡ ®k
qW¡v ¢e−Sl ®L¡eJ A¢Ù¹aÅ B¢j Ae¤ih L¢l e¡, j¡b¡l Jfl AåL¡l Bl ¢n¢nl
T−l f−s T¤fT¤f L−l, a¡lflJ e¡z j¡p ®N−m Q¾ce¡l h¡h¡ X¡š²¡l p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡l
HL¢V ¢Q¢W B−p Bj¡l L¡−R, Bj¡−LC ¢m−M−Re ¢a¢ez Q¾ce¡ ay¡−L ®k Afj¡e
L−l−R, a¡l fТa−n¡d ¢a¢e ®k L−lC ®q¡L ®e−hez Q¾ce¡−L H fª¢bh£−a h¡yQ−a
¢c−a ay¡l A¿¹a ®L¡eJ C−µR ®eCz B¢j c¤¢ce i−u L¡W q−u ®b−L p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡−L
¢m¢M Q¾ce¡−L ®ke ¢a¢e rj¡ L−le, J i¤m L−l−R H ü£L¡l L−lC h¢m, ¢eÕQuC
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¢L¿º Bh¡lJ j¡p ®N−m ay¡l HL¢V ¢Q¢W f¡C, ¢a¢e Bj¡−L ®ej¿¹æ L−l−Re
l¡P¡j¡¢V−a, Q¾ce¡l nС−Ül Ae¤ù¡−ez ¢e−Sl ®j−ul nÐ¡Ü Ll−Re ¢a¢ez S¡aQ¤Éa
®j−u−L ¢a¢e ®j−u h−m ü£L¡l L−le e¡, ®h±Ü ®j−u f¡¢m−u ¢N−u j¤pmj¡e ®R−m−L
¢h−u L−l−R, HC ®j−u j−l ®N−R h−mC ¢a¢e ¢hnÄ¡p L−lez p¤hÐa Q¡Lj¡l HC
iu¡hq ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ö−e Q¾ce¡l SeÉ Bj¡l hs j¡u¡ q−a b¡−Lz C−µR L−l ¢e−Sl pjÙ¹
n¢š² ¢c−u J−L ®pC p¤cnÑe c¤hѪ−šl Lhm ®b−L h¡y¢Q−u ¢e−u B¢pz je h−m Q¾ce¡
i¡m ®eCz Lø f¡−µR, L¡yc−Rz Bj¡lJ i¡m m¡−N e¡ p¡l¡¢ce m¡−nl Nå Bl
glj¡¢m−e T¡y−Sl j−dÉ ®j¡V¡ ®j¡V¡ hC−u T¤y−L b¡L−az L−m−S M¡l¡f R¡œ£ ¢q−p−h
Bj¡l e¡j Rs¡−a ®c¢l qu e¡z
¢hfkÑÙ¹ B¢j L−m−S k¡C, B¢pz HL¢ce L−m−Sl AdÉr gpÑ¡ mð¡ q¡¢p j¤M
®j¡g¡MM¡l¦m Cpm¡j Bj¡−L ay¡l O−l ®X−L ¢e−u j¤−Ml q¡¢p¢V ¢N−m −Q¡−Ml
®SÉ¡¢a¢V ¢e¢i−u M¡j M¤−m HL¢V V¡Cf Ll¡ ¢Q¢W q¡−a ®eez ¢Q¢W¢V B¢j ¢Q¢ez H
¢Q¢Wl HL¢V L¢f B¢j L¢ce B−N ®f−u¢Rz
a¤¢j ®a¡ X¡š²¡l lSh Bm£l ®j−u, a¡C e¡?
Bj¡l L−˜ ®L¡eJ ül J−W e¡z j¡b¡ e¡¢sz
Bj¡l ül e¡ JW¡ L−˜l ¢c−L, Bj¡l iu-m‹¡l ea−Q¡−M a¡¢L−u
®j¡g¡MM¡l¦m Cpm¡j ay¡l ¢e−Sl L˜ül kaV¡ pñh LLÑn Ll¡ k¡u L−l h−me,
−a¡j¡l i¡C Hl e¡j ¢L ®e¡j¡e?
B¢j j¡b¡ e¡¢sz
B−lL i¡CHl e¡j ¢L L¡j¡m?
Hh¡lJ j¡b¡ e¡¢sz
L¡j¡−ml hEHl e¡j ¢L N£a¡?
Hh¡lJ j¡b¡z
−a¡j¡l ®R¡V ®h¡−el e¡j Cu¡p¢je?
j¡b¡z
j¡b¡ ®j¡g¡MM¡l¦mJ e¡−sez Hl AbÑ q¡−a d−l l¡M¡ ¢Q¢W¢Vl paÉa¡ ¢a¢e k¡Q¡C
Ll−a ®f−l−Rez ¢Q¢W¢V, ®j¡g¡MM¡l¦m Cpm¡j S¡−ee e¡, ®k B¢j B−NC f−s¢Rz
Bhc¤l lqj¡e ¢Qn¢a e¡−jl j¡b¡ M¡l¡f HL¢V ®m¡L Bj¡−L ¢e−SC HC ¢Q¢Wl L¢f
f¡¢W−u−Rz −m¡L¢V ¢cÙ¹¡ ¢cÙ¹¡ ¢Q¢W f¡W¡−a¡ Bj¡−Lz n−Ml fœ¢ja¡ q−u¢Rm L¢c−el
SeÉz Jph ¢cÙ¹¡ ¢cÙ¹¡ f¡a¡l ¢Q¢W−a l©fLb¡ ®b−L öl¦ L−l fª¢bh£l h¡¢ZSÉe£¢a
pÇf−LÑ L¢We L¢We lQe¡ b¡Laz ®h¢nl i¡NC Bj¡l fs¡ qa e¡z ®pC ®m¡L qW¡v
HL¢ce ®fÐj ¢e−hce L−l hp¡l fl B¢j ¢Q¢W ®mM¡ hå L−l ¢cCz a¡lflC HC
q¤j¢Lz B¢j k¢c p¡s¡ e¡ ¢cC, a−h Bj¡l r¢a Ll−h ®p Hi¡−hz juje¢pwq
®j¢X−Lm L−m−Sl AdÉr−L pl¡p¢l ¢Q¢W ¢m−M S¡e¡−h ®k Bj¡l hw−nl pL−ml
Q¢lœ −b−L c¤NÑå ®h−l¡uz Bj¡l h¡h¡ ö−u−R N£a¡l p−‰, Bj¡l ®h¡e ö−u ®hs¡u
H¢cL J¢cLz B¢j ®a¡ B¢RCz B¢j ®a¡ ö−u¢RC ¢Qn¢al p−‰, ®Lhm a¡l p−‰
eu, a¡l ph hål p−‰Jz Bj¡l c¤i¡CHlJ HLC AhÙÛ¡z ®j−u ®cM−mC T¡y¢f−u
f−sz ®n¡uz CaÉ¡¢cz ®Lhm ®n¡u¡−n¡¢ul NÒfz ®j¡g¡MM¡l¦m Cpm¡j, B¢j Ae¤j¡e
L¢l, ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−Re ¢Q¢W¢Vl fТa¢V nëz
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¢Qn¢a e¡−jl HL ®m¡L HC ¢Q¢W ¢m−M−Rz ®m¡L¢V−L fÐÙ¹¡−h B¢j l¡¢S qC¢e h−m
®n¡d ¢e−u−Rz
j¡ee£u AdÉ−rl p¡l¡ j¤−M ¢hâ©f Tmp¡−µRz −W¡y−V h¡yL¡ HL¢V q¡¢pz
a¤¢j ¢e−S−L M¤h Q¡m¡L j−e Ll a¡C e¡? fÐnÀ L−lez
B¢j Ešl ¢cC e¡z
a¤¢j ¢L j−e Ll B¢j ¢LR¤ h¤¢T e¡?
B¢j ¢el¦šlz
−a¡j¡l ja h¡−S ®j−u−L B¢j HC L−m−S l¡Mh e¡z ¢V¢p ¢c−u ®chz
¢nN¢N¢lz
Hh¡l B¢j Bj§m ®Ly−f E¢Wz p¡j−e c¤−m J−W AdÉ−rl Ol, AdÉr, ¢Q¢Wz
Bj¡l plm paÉ AdÉr ®j−e ®ee¢ez ®j−e ¢e−u−Re HL¢V E−s¡ ¢Q¢W, ®k ¢Q¢W−a
¢Q¢Wl −mM−Ll ®L¡eJ e¡j ®eC, L¡lJ ®L¡eJ ü¡rl ®eCz −k ¢Q¢Wl ®mML−L
AdÉr ®Q−ee e¡, −Q−eee¡ ®m¡L¢Vl Lb¡C ay¡l L¡−R paÉ, ®Q−ee ®j−u¢Vl Lb¡ paÉ
euz AdÉ−rl Ol ®b−L ®h¢l−u mr L¢l L¡lJ p−‰ B¢j Lb¡ hm−a f¡l¢R e¡,
B¢j Bs¡m Ll−a f¡l¢R e¡ −Q¡−Ml pSm k¿»Z¡z h¡¢L ®L¡eJ LÓ¡p e¡ L−l ®p¡S¡
h¡¢s ¢g¢lz ö−u b¡¢L ®cu¡−ml ¢c−L j¤M L−l ¢hR¡e¡uz Cu¡p¢je H−m f¤−l¡ OVe¡
h¢mz ®j¡g¡MM¡l¦m Cpm¡−jl −j−u n¡l¢je Cu¡p¢j−el LÓ¡−p f−s ¢hcÉ¡ju£
CnL¤−mz M¤h pqS n¡l¢j−el L¡R ®b−L J−cl f¢lh¡−ll ph¡l e¡j ®k¡N¡s Ll¡z
Hlfl M¤h pqS HL¢V ¢Q¢W ®mM¡z M¤h pqS Q¢l−œ L¡¢mj¡ ®mf¡z M¤h pqS ¢Q¢W¢V
juje¢pwq ¢Q¢Lvp¡ jq¡¢hcÉ¡m−ul AdÉ−rl ¢WL¡e¡u f¡¢W−u ®cJu¡z H−a A¿¹a
E−s¡ ¢Q¢W L¡−L h−m, HC ¢nr¡¢V ¢a¢e f¡−hez ¢nr¡¢V ¢c−a −Lhm q¡a eu, je
¢en¢fn L−lz ¢L¿º e¡j ®k¡N¡s qJu¡l fl ¢Q¢W¢V ¢mM−a ¢N−uJ B¢j ¢m¢M e¡z
Bj¡l l¦¢Q qu e¡ ¢mM−az L¤L¤−ll L¡S L¤L¤l L−l−R, L¡js ¢c−u−R f¡u.. h−m
¢mM−a k¡Ju¡ ¢Q¢W¢V ¢Ry−s ®g¢mz
L−m−S k¡C k¢cJ, LÓ¡−p je h−p e¡z L¢l−X¡−l q¡yV−a ®N−m ®j¡g¡MM¡l¤m
Cpm¡j p¡j−e fs−m ®ke p¡j−e ®L¡eJ j¡e¤o f−s¢e, −ke g¡yL¡, Hi¡−h ®qy−V
k¡Cz p¡d¡lZa p¡j−e ®L¡eJ ¢nrL fs−m q¡a a¤−m p¡m¡j ¢c−a quz ¢euj¢V
Bj¡l ®L¡eJ¢ceC i¡m m¡−N e¡z B¢j Hj¢e−aJ hÉ¡f¡l¢V H¢s−u Q¢mz H¢s−u
Q¢m h−m Aiâ h−m Bj¡l c¤eÑ¡j l−Vz ®pC c¤e¡Ñj−LJ f−l¡u¡ L¢l e¡ h−m B¢j
Bf¡cjÙ¹L HL¢V q¡pÉLl hÙ¹¤ ¢q−p−h f¢l¢Qa qCz fl£r¡u f¡n Ll−a q−m p¡m¡j
R¡s¡ e¡¢L N¢a ®eC, HlLj ¢gp¢gp ö¢ez ¢gp¢gp ®b−L Bj¡l e¡L L¡e j¤M je
ph p¢l−u l¡¢Mz Sl¦¢l LÓ¡p k¡ B−R L−lC L−mS ®b−L ®h¢l−u k¡Cz hC−ul
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¢h−L−m Cu¡p¢je−L ¢e−u H¢cL J¢cL ®hs¡−a ®k−a b¡¢L, f¡h¢mL m¡C−hТl−a
i¡m i¡m B−m¡Qe¡ Ae¤ù¡−e k¡Cz ¢LR¤ e¡ ¢LR¤ b¡−L fСuCz Bl ®L¡b¡J k¡h¡l e¡
b¡L−m fcÈl¡Nj¢Zl h¡¢s ¢N−u L¢ha¡ ¢e−u NÒf L¢l, eua e¡VLOl−m−e CnL¤−ml
h¡åh£ j¡qh¤h¡l h¡¢s−a E−W¡−el ®l¡−c n£am f¡¢V−a h−p Q¡ j¤¢s ®M−a ®M−a pqS
plm S£h−el M¤y¢Ve¡¢V ¢e−u Lb¡ h¢m, eua e¡¢eh¡¢s−a ®lmm¡C−el Jf¡−l ®pC
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HLm¡ h¡C−l k¡p, j¡Ce−o ¢L LCh?
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a−N¡l p¡qp ®h¢n h¡Cs¡ ®N−Rz
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al h¡f k¢c S¡−ez WÉ¡w i¡CP¡ h¡¢sa hJu¡Cu¡ l¡Mhz
i¡P¤Lz h−m B¢j j¡l p¡j−e ®b−L p−l k¡Cz j¡l HC OÉ¡eOÉ¡−e hs ¢hl¢š²
d−l Bj¡lz

Q¾ce¡ Bl B−Nl ja Oe Oe ¢Q¢W ®m−M e¡z k¡ ®m−M a¡ nÄöl h¡¢sl NÒfz

B−Nl ja Q¾ce¡ Bl ü−fÀl Lb¡ h−m e¡z Bl L¢ha¡J ®m−M e¡z A−eL hc−m
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Ll¡ Hl¡ ü¡c ®f−a Q¡u ®L¡b¡J R¡u¡ p¤¢e¢hs n¡¢¿¹l e£−sl, j¡−ul q¡−al l¡æ¡l
ja l¡æ¡lz H−cl p−‰ pju Es−a b¡−L Bj¡lz
Bh¡lJ L¢ha¡u f¡u Bj¡−Lz ®pyS¤¢a R¡f¡l ®en¡ cfcf L−l SÅ−mz A…e¢a
p¡¢qaÉ f¢œL¡, L¢ha¡l M¡a¡ Bl ®pyS¤¢al f¡™¤¢m¢fl Jfl h¡h¡ HL¢ce hÙ¹¡ Ef¤s
L−l HL nl£l q¡s−N¡s ®Y−m hm−me k¡ ®cMa¡¢R, cn hR−lJ al ®j¢X−Lm f¡n
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L−l−Rez °hWLOl ®b−L ®h−al ®p¡g¡ ¢h−cu L−l elj N¢cAm¡ L¡−Wl ®p¡g¡
h¢p−u−Rez Q¡l f¡Am¡ HL¢V ®V¢m¢ine ¢L−e °hWLO−l h¢p−u−Rez ¢hn¡m −p…e
L¡−Wl f¡mˆ h¡¢e−u Be−me A¢ieh HL ®qX−h¡XÑ pq, BP¤l N¡−Rl a−m f¤l¦o
ljZ£ Em‰ ö−u B−Rz −qX−h¡−XÑl c¤f¡−n Bh¡l ®R¡V−R¡V eLn¡L¡V¡ XÊu¡lz HL
HL¢V Bph¡h B−p h¡¢s−a Bl Bjl¡ c§l ®b−L L¡R ®b−L R¤y−u e¡ R¤y−u ®c¢Mz
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cnS−e h−p M¡h¡l HL M¡h¡l ®V¢hm Be−mez Bh¡l b¡mh¡pe l¡M¡l SeÉ
Bmj¡¢l Be−me, ®pJ ¢hn¡m, p¡j−e L¡Q m¡N¡−e¡z Haph BSc¡q¡ Bph¡−h
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g¡¢eÑQ¡l ®p…e L¡−Wl, Bl Bj¡l ®cJu¡ ¢XS¡Cez −m¡−Ll¡, k¡l¡C h¡¢s−a B−p,
−Q¡−M ¢hpÈu ¢e−u c¡c¡l Bph¡h ®c−M k¡uz HlLj Bph¡h Bl ®L¡b¡J a¡l¡
®c−M¢ez ¢e−S eLn¡ Hy−L HL¢V ph¤S l−Pl CØf¡¢a Bmj¡¢lJ h¡e¡−me, ay¡l
ph−Q−u Be¾c, HlLj Bl AeÉ L¡lJ h¡¢s−a ®eCz
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f¡EX¡l j¡−Me, q¡−a f¡−u Smf¡C-®am Bl nl£−ll Be¡Q L¡e¡−Q ®a¡ B−RC,
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L¡lZ ¢L? −j−u a ¢n¢ra !
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R¢h ®cM−a ®cM−a c¡c¡ HL¢ce HL¢V R¢hl S¡−m f¤y¢V j¡−Rl ja BVL¡ fs−mez
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k¡ Q¡C a¡ −cJu¡ ¢L ®a¡j¡l f−r pñh q−h?
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q−h e¡ B¢j S¡¢ez
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B¢j L¡yd T¡y¢L−u,h¡q f¡lh e¡ ®Le? h−m¢R kMe ®ch, ®chC h¢mz Qs¤C f¡¢Ml
ja ®cM−a HL¢V Aqˆ¡l Bj¡l L¡yd ®b−L E−s e¡−Ll XN¡u H−p h−pz
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l¦â h¡O i¡m¤L eu a¡ S¡¢ez l¦â pšl cn−Ll E‹Æm al¦Zz pšl cnL k¤−Ül
jªa¤Él i¡P−el cnL, pšl cnL L¢ha¡l cnL, L¢ha¡u m¡−nl Nå, ¢QvL¡l,
fТah¡cz l¦â a¡l L¢ha¡u HC cnL¢Vl ¢Qœ QjvL¡l Hy−L−Rz kMe ®p a¡l Y¡L¡l
S£hek¡f−el NÒf L−l, j¤‡ q−u ö¢ez a¡l JC S£he¢V hs ®cM−a C−µR L−lz
C−µR L−l f¤¢m−nl N¤¢m−a Bqa j¡e¤o ¢e−u nq−l ¢j¢Rm L¢l, C−µR L−l fТah¡−cl
¢mg−mV ®R−f −cu¡−m ®cu¡−m −py−V ¢cCz C−µR L−l l¦âl ja B¢jJ ¢VHp¢pl
j¡−W h−p Q¡ ®M−a ®M−a m¡¢L BM−¾cl N¡e ö¢e, Y¡L¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡mu QaÅ−l p¡l¡
¢h−Lm T¡mj¤¢s ®M−a ®M−a p¡¢q−aÉl B—¡u ®j−a E¢Wz j¢qm¡ p¢j¢a−a ®p¢mj
Bm c£−el e¡VL q−µR, ®c¢Mz L¢ce fl flC L¢ha¡l Ae¤ù¡e q−µR, Ae¤ù¡e…−m¡u
k¡C, L¢ha¡ ö¢ez l¦â ®ke Bj¡l AÒf AÒf L−l S¡N¡ L¢ha¡l Q¡l¡l Bnf¡n
®b−L BN¡R¡ p¢l−u Sm Y¡−m, Abh¡ hm¡ k¡u ¢Rm h¡l¦c, ®p B…e SÅ¡−mz fÐhm
aªo·¡ S¡−N ®L¡eJ HL A−cM¡ A−Qe¡ L−h¡o· S£h−el SeÉz e¡ ®jV¡ aªo·¡ ¢e−u
Bj¡−L ¢h−Lm ¢h−Lm EW−a qu, ®k−a qu h¡¢s−a, ¢q−nh ¢c−a qu ®c¢l qJu¡l,
¢j−bÉ hm−a qu, hm−a qu ®k LÓ¡−pl fl ®j−u−cl ®q¡−ØV−m ¢Rm¡j, ¢j−bÉ hm¡l
pju Bj¡l Nm¡ Ly¡−f, c¤−Q¡M qu j¡¢V−a eu hCf−œz Y¡L¡u l¦âl JC S£he¢VJ
f−l ®cM¡ q−u−R Bj¡lz ®h¢q−p¢h, −hf−l¡u¡, EŸ¡j, Eš¡m S£hez ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul
j¡−W, ¢V Hp ¢p QaÅ−l, Q¡ ¢pN¡−lV ®M−a ®M−a LalLj j¡e¤−ol p−‰ ®k l¦â Lb¡
h−m! l¡Se£¢al Lb¡z p¡¢q−aÉl Lb¡zW¡ W¡ L−l q¡−pz a¡l hå¤−cl p−‰ Bm¡f
L¢l−u ¢c−u−R, hå¤l¡ qu L¢h eu NÒfL¡l, eu N¡uL, eu e¡uLz aMeJ B¢j
A−Qe¡ L¡lJ p−‰ Lb¡ hm−a e¡ f¡l¡ m¡S¤Lma¡, f¡a¡L¡¢Wl ja nl£l Bl
¢ge¢g−e Q¤−ml ®j−uz l¦cÊl S£h−el ¢c−L B¢j BLã ¢hpÈu ¢e−u a¡¢L−u b¡¢Lz
QjvL¡l HL j¤š² S£he, L¡lJ L¡−R °L¢gua ¢c−a qu e¡ ®L¡b¡u k¡−µR L£ Ll−R,
O−l ¢gl−a ®c¢l q−µR ®Lez Y¡L¡−aJ Bj¡l pju h¡yd¡ b¡−L l¦âl p−‰ pju
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L¡V¡−e¡l, T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ HL O¾V¡ ¢L ®csO¾V¡ pj−ul SeÉ Bj¡−L q¡aR¡s¡ L−lez
l¦âl p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a k¡¢µR ®S−eC L−lez T¤e¤ M¡m¡l ¢e−Sl −fÐ−jl NÒf Bj¡−L
¢e¢àÑd¡u ö¢e−u k¡e, Bj¡l¢V hm−aJ B¢j T¤e¤M¡m¡l L¡−R ¢àd¡q£e qCz ¢a¢e
lš²Qr¤ A¢ii¡h−Ll ja Bj¡−L H hÉ¡f¡−l n¡pe L−le e¡ ®j¡−VJz A−eL B−NC
hsj¡j¡l h¡¢s ®b−L ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul ®j−u−cl R¡œ£¢eh¡p ®l¡−Lu¡ q−m E−W−Re
T¤eM¤ ¡m¡,®fÐj Ll−Re ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡mu f¡n L−l ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ulC HL B¢f−p Q¡L¢l
Ll¡ j¢aEl lqj¡e e¡−jl HL h¢ln¡¢ml p−‰z h¢ln¡¢ml p−‰ kMe ¢a¢e ®cM¡
Ll−a k¡e, hNmc¡h¡ L−l ¢e−u k¡e Bj¡−Lz ®p¡ql¡Ju¡¢cÑ EcÉ¡−el O¡−p h−p ¢a¢e
h¢ln¡¢m−L ¢e−Sl h¡¢sl Bl BaÈ£u üS−el NÒf L−le, ö−e Ha ®Qe¡
T¤eM¤ ¡m¡−LC Bj¡l hs A−Qe¡ m¡−Nz −k ®LE d¡lZ¡ Ll−h d−e j¡−e T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l
BaÈ£ul¡ p¡wO¡¢aL ¢LR¤, m¡Mf¢a −L¡¢Vf¢al ¢e−Q ®L¡eJ BaÈ£uC ®eC a¡yl,
Hjez T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l N¡ ®Oy−o h−p h¢ln¡¢ml ¢QL¢QL −Q¡Mc¤−V¡ ®c¢Mz T¤e¤M¡m¡l ph¢LR¤
Bj¡l M¤h i¡m m¡−N, ¢a¢e HL¡ ®kM¡−e M¤¢n k¡−µRe, Y¡L¡ ®b−L R¤¢VR¡V¡u HL¡
HL¡ juje¢pwq Q−m k¡−µRe, Hj¢e−a ay¡l j¡b¡ ®h¡T¡C h¤¢Ü, −Lhm HL¢V pjuC
ay¡−L M¤h ®h¡L¡ ®h¡L¡ m¡−N kMe ¢a¢e h¢ln¡¢ml p−‰ −cM¡ L−lez H−Lh¡−l ®R¡–
M¤¢Ll ja q−u k¡e ¢a¢e, B¢j ®k ®h¡L¡, Bj¡l ®Q−uJ ®h¡L¡ aMe h¤¢Ül ®Y¢L¢Vz
HLh¡l Y¡L¡ ®b−L −VÊ−e juje¢pwq Bp¡l pju pȪ¢aju h−¾c¡f¡dÉ¡u e¡−j HL
NÒf−mM−Ll p−‰ Lb¡ qm, Lb¡ qm Bl ¢a¢e −m¡L¢V−L AhL¡−n ¢e−u EW−mez Q¡
¢hú¤V ®cJu¡ qm A¢a¢b−Lz pȪ¢aj−ul p¡j−eJ T¤eM¤ ¡m¡−L hs ®h¡L¡ m¡N¢Rm, j¤−M
HL¢V m¡Sl¡P¡ q¡¢p ¢Rm T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l, ®ke pȪ¢aju T¤e¤M¡m¡l c£OÑ c£OÑ hR−ll ®fТjL
®N¡−Rl ¢LR¤z T¤e¤M¡m¡ juje¢pwq H−m AhL¡−n p¡l¡¢ce Bj¡−cl p−‰ L¡¢V−u
p−åu h¡¢s ¢g−l k¡ez Bj¡l Bhc¡−l ¢a¢e j¡l Ae¤j¢a ¢e−u Bj¡−L Y¡L¡ ®hs¡−a
¢e−u k¡e HL¢ce h¡ c¤¢c−el SeÉ, Bj¡l aªo·¡ e¡ g¤−l¡−a ¢c−uJ k¡e Bj¡−L j¡l
q¡−a h¤¢T−uz T¤e¤M¡m¡l p−‰ Bj¡−L ®k−a ¢c−a M¤h Bf¢š J−W e¡z ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul
p−hÑ¡µQ ¢X¢NËd¡¢l −j−u T¤eM¤ ¡m¡, h¡h¡J T¤eM¤ ¡m¡−L Ah‘¡ e¡ L−l Lb¡ h−mez
l¦âl p−‰ j¤−M¡j¤¢M ®fÐj e¡ q−mJ ¢Q¢Wl ®fÐj¢V j¡b¡ Q¡s¡ ¢c−u J−Wz a¡l c¡¢h,
fТa¢ce a¡−L ¢Q¢W ¢mM−a q−hz fТa¢ce ®p ¢e−SJ ¢Q¢W ®m−Mz HL¢ce k¢c h¡c
f−s Bj¡l ¢Q¢W, l¦â Qlj EvLã¡ ¢e−u −m−M, ¢L q−u−R ¢L ®a¡j¡l, Bj¡−L ¢L
i¤−m k¡µR! e¡, l¦â−L B¢j i¤−m b¡¢L e¡z ¢L¿º a¡−L ¢Q¢W −mM¡l SeÉ Bj¡l ®k
M¡¢eLV¡ Bs¡m Q¡C, h¡¢sl −m¡−Ll¡ Bj¡l N¡−u f¡−u S¢s−u b¡L−m Bj¡l f−r
®k pñh eu, a¡ a¡−L ®h¡T¡−a f¡¢l e¡z l¦âl BnwL¡ d−l ®hy−d M¤h ¢nN¢Nl
Bj¡−L ¢h−u ¢c−u ®c−he Bj¡l h¡h¡z B¢j Øfø L−l S¡¢e−u ¢cC ®k H L¡S¢V
Bj¡l h¡h¡ ®L¡eJ¢ceC Ll−he e¡, Bj¡−L M¤e L−l hÐþf¤−œl S−m i¡¢p−u ¢c−a
f¡−le, ¢L¿º X¡š²¡¢l f¡n Ll¡l B−N ¢a¢e Bj¡l ¢h−u pÇf−LÑ ®L¡eJ në EµQ¡lZ
Ll−a ®c−he e¡ L¡E−Lz l¦â A¢hnÄ¡−p BnwL¡u E−à−N ¢ce k¡fe Ll−a b¡−Lz
−j¡wm¡ Bl ¢j−WM¡¢m−a A−Ym pju L¡¢V−u −p Y¡L¡ ®g−l, Y¡L¡ ®b−L HL¢ce h¡
c¤¢c−el SeÉ juje¢pw−q B−pz °exnë−L p‰£ L−l Bjl¡ B−Nl ja h−p b¡¢L
j¤−M¡j¤¢Mz l¦â HL¢ce °exn−ël nl£−l p¤Q g¤¢V−u h−m,Qm ¢h−u L¢lz
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 B¢j −q−p E¢Wz Qm j‰mNË−q k¡C, h¡ Qm pj¤−â X¤−h j¢l, Hdl−el Aá¤a¤−s
fÐÙ¹¡h öe¢R h−m j−e quz e¡ ®q−p Bj¡l Ef¡u b¡−L e¡z l¦â i¤l¦ L¤yQ−L h−m, ¢L
q¡pR ®k!
q¡¢p Bp−Rz
q¡¢p B−p ®Le?
B−pz
Bjl¡ ¢L ¢h−u Llh e¡ e¡¢L?
¢h−ul Lb¡ EW−R −Le?
−Le EW−h e¡!
f¡Nm e¡¢L?
f¡Nm qh −Le?
f¡Nm e¡ q−m ¢h−u ¢h−u L−l ®LE!
h¡−S Lb¡ −h¡−m¡ e¡z
H h¤¢T h¡−S Lb¡z
qÉ¡y h¡−S Lb¡Cz
l¦â ¢hoZÀ h−p b¡−Lz ¢hoZÀa¡ Bj¡l ¢c−LJ q¡j¡…¢s ¢c−u H−N¡uz A−eLrZ
eM M¤y¢V, A−eLrZ hC−ul f¡a¡u ®Q¡M ®g−m l¡¢M A−qa¤Lz L−ã e¡-®h¡T¡ ¢ho¡cz
h¡h¡ ®j−l ®gm−hz
h¡h¡l p−‰ Qm c¤Se ®cM¡ L¢lz l¦â Nñ£l Nm¡u h−mz N¡ñ£−kÑl Nm¡ j¤Q−s
¢c−u Bj¡l A–q¡¢p Øg§aÑ quz
q¡pR −k!
Bj¡l Bh¡lJ q¡¢p f¡uz ¢LR¤ ¢LR¤ Aü¡i¡¢hL cªnÉJ L−øpª−ø LÒfe¡ Ll¡ k¡u
qua ¢L¿º HC cªnÉ¢V, ®k, B¢j Bl l¦â h¡h¡l p¡j−e c¡y¢s−u¢R, hm¢R ®k Bjl¡
¢h−u Llh, Ae¤j¢a ¢ce h¡ ¢LR¤--LÒfe¡−aJ Be¡ Bj¡l f−r pñh qu e¡z B¢j
AeÉj−e O¡p ¢Ry¢sz
¢L, a¤¢j q¡pR ®Le, hmz ¢h−ul Lb¡ i¡h−h e¡ ®L¡eJ¢ce?
¢h−u Bh¡l HMeC ¢L? B¢j X¡š²¡¢l f¡n L−l ¢eCz a¡lfl ®cM¡ k¡−hz Bj¡l
Ec¡p£e Ešlz në…−m¡ Eš¡fq£e, n£amz
−p A−eL ®c¢lz EvL˜¡ ®N−s h−p−R l¦âl L−˜z
®c¢l, a¡−a ¢L?
l¦âl ®c¢l pu e¡z Hr¤¢e −p ¢LR¤ HLV¡ L−l ®gm−a Q¡uz Hr¤¢e ¢h−u L−l
pwp¡l Ll¡l ja üfÀJ ®p ®c−M ®gm−Rz l¦âl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u Bj¡l j−e q−a b¡−L,
j¡e¤o¢V−L B¢j ¢Q¢e e¡z M¤h c§−ll j¡e¤oz j¡j¡l h¡¢sl Bhc¡l Ll¡ SÅ¡¢m−u j¡l¡
h¤−s¡ −M¡L¡zfl£r¡ c¡J, HjH V¡ f¡n Ll, a¡lfl ®a¡ ¢h−ul fÐp‰, Hr¤¢e ¢L−pl
a¡s¡! ¢Q¢W−a S¡e¡Cz l¦â −m−M, fl£r¡ ®cJu¡ e¡ ®cJu¡ pj¡e Lb¡ a¡l L¡−Rz
Jph g¡ma¤ ¢X¢NÊ−a a¡l ®L¡eJ Evp¡q ®eCz Evp¡q a¡l e¡ b¡L, B¢j ®a¡ S¡¢e,
Bj¡l h¡¢sl ®m¡−Ll B−Rz Bl HjH f¡n Ll¡ ®L¡eJ ®R−m−LJ ®k B−c± Bj¡l
®k¡NÉ j−e Ll¡ q−h, a¡ Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡z a¡l Jfl l¦â L¢h, L¢h−cl i¡a
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¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡mu f¡n Ll¡l ®L¡eJ k¤¢š² ®eCz
e¡ ah¤..
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¢c−u Ns¡z

h¡h¡ juje¢pwq ®j¢X−Lm L−m−Sl S¤¢lpfЦ−X¾p ¢hi¡−Nl pq−k¡N£ AdÉ¡fLz

®L¡eJ AdÉ¡fL e¡ b¡L¡u ¢a¢eC ¢hi¡N¢Vl qaÑ¡ LaÑ¡z pL¡m−hm¡ fСuC h¡h¡l p−‰
¢l„¡ L−l L−m−S k¡Cz A−dÑL fb ¢a¢e Ec¡l q−Ù¹ Ef−cn ¢halZ L−lez HL
Q¡−¾p −j¢X−LmV¡ f¡n Ll−a ®ke f¡−l¡, ®pCi¡−h ®mM¡fs¡ Llz i¡m ®k h¡h¡
hm−Re e¡ fl£r¡u a¡lL¡M¢Qa ¢LR¤ e¡ ®f−m ¢a¢e h¡¢s ®b−L a¡¢s−u ®c−hez
−j¢X−L−m HLh¡l ®Y¡L¡ j¡−e HL¢ce e¡ HL¢ce X¡š²¡l q−u ®h−l¡−e¡, H ¢S¢ep¢V
¢a¢e ¢hnÄ¡p L−le, a¡C ®hn ¢e¢ÕQ¿¹ ®cM¡u ay¡−Lz −j¢X−L−ml fl£r¡…−m¡
n¡c¡j¡V¡ f¡n L−l k¡Ju¡C A−eLV¡ i¡−NÉl hÉ¡f¡l, i¡m R¡œR¡œ£−cl à¡l¡J
phpju H L¡S¢V pñh qu e¡z He¡V¢j ¢g¢SJm¢Sl S¢Vm ¢S¢ep…−m¡ ¢e−u,
−k…−m¡ j¡b¡u Y¤−LJ Y¤L−a Q¡u e¡, −L¡eJ fÐnÀ Ll−m h¡h¡ Hje pqS plm L−l
Ešl ®ce ®k p¤sp¤s L−l ph jN−S fÐ−hn L−lz Hje ®L¡eJ fÐnÀ ®eC, k¡l Ešl
¢a¢e S¡−ee e¡z ¢a¢e HMeJ l¡a ®S−N fs¡−n¡e¡ L−lez ®k¢ce ¢a¢e LÓ¡p ®e−he,
a¡l B−Nl l¡−a fСu c¤−V¡ fkÑ¿¹ f−s a−h ¢hR¡e¡u k¡ez HLpju ¢a¢e ¢mVe
®j¢X−Lm CnL¤−m He¡V¢jl ¢nrL ¢R−mez ®pC ¢mVe −a¡ L−hC E−W ®N−R, HMe
Bl ¢hcÉ¡mu ®eC, HMe jq¡¢hcÉ¡mu, m¡−N¡u¡ jq¡-q¡pf¡a¡m, jq¡-LÉ¡Çf¡p, Bl
Bl jq¡-¢nrLj™¢ml ®h¢nl i¡NC, h¡h¡ h−me h¡h¡l R¡œ ¢R−mez HLdl−el p¤M
qu ö−e, B¢j ka e¡ ¢e−Sl e¡−j ®Qe¡, a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n ®Qe¡ lShBm£pÉ¡−ll ®j−u
¢q−p−h, A¿¹a L−m−Sz
S¢Vm ¢Q¢Lvp¡n¡−Ù»l SV M¤−m ¢c−a b¡L¡ h¡h¡−L Bj¡l hs Bfe h−m j−e
quz H HL ea¤e h¡h¡z h¡¢s ¢g−lC Bj¡−L ¢a¢e L¡−R X¡−Lez p−‰ ¢e−u ®M−a
h−pez ®M−a ®M−a NÒf L−lez ea¤e −L¡eJ ¢hcÉ¡ ASÑe q−u−R ¢L e¡ S¡e−a Q¡ez
k¢c h¢m e¡ ¢LµR¤ qu¢e, −j¡−VJ ¢hlš² qe e¡, hlw flj BNË−q ¢a¢e ®L¡eJ HL¢V
¢ho−u E›¡fe L−lez dl¡ k¡L ¢mi¡l, gp L−l h−m ¢cC, ¢mi¡−ll ¢LµR¤ B¢j
h¤Ta¡¢R e¡z ¢a¢e, ®q−p, Bj¡−L f¡−n h¢p−u, Bj¡l q¡aM¡¢e −V−e ¢e−Sl h¤−Ll
Jfl ®l−M, h¡wm¡ Cw−l¢S ¢j¢n−u ¢mi¡l ®cM−a ®Lje, ¢mi¡l ®L¡b¡u b¡−L, ¢mi¡l
¢L L−l, ¢mi¡−l ¢L ¢L Ap¤M qu, ®pC Ap¤−Ml Jo¤d ¢L L−l ¢c−a qu ph N−Òfl
ja L−l h−m k¡ez HC ®k B¢j ¢e¢àÑd¡u h−m ¢cC ®k B¢j ¢mi¡l pÇf−LÑ ¢LR¤ S¡¢e
e¡, ¢a¢e ¢L¿º HLh¡lJ c¡ya ¢My¢Q−u h−me e¡, ®Le S¡ep e¡? hCHl fÐbj fªù¡
®bCL¡ ®no fªù¡ fkÑ¿¹ j¤MÙÛ, ®W¡yVÙÛ, A¿¹xÙÛ LCl¡ g¡m¡z Bj¡l ®mM¡fs¡l hÉ¡f¡−l
HlLj c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡ e¡ Ll¡ h¡h¡−L B¢j Bl B−N ®c¢M¢ez Bj¡−L ¢a¢e fs¡l ®V¢h−m
®cM−a Q¡e, HlLj ®L¡eJ c¡¢hJ Bl S¡e¡e e¡z B¢j B—¡ ¢c−m h¡ f−s f−s
O¤−j¡−m h¡h¡ l¡N L−le e¡z h¡h¡l cª¢ø Cu¡p¢j−ez J−L ®V−e O¤j ®b−L JW¡−e¡, O¡s
d−l fs−a hp¡−e¡, ®Mm¡ ®b−L a¡s¡−e¡, je£o£−cl h¡Z£ ®n¡e¡−e¡, ®j¢VÊ−L
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LaÑhÉ ¢elmp i¡−h f¡me L−l k¡ez Bj¡−L ¢e−u h¡h¡l ¢e¢ÕQ¢¿¹ ®c−M ®R¡Vh¡S¡−ll
q¢lfc j¢õ−Ll h¡cÉk−¿»Êl ®c¡L¡e p¤l al‰ ®b−L ®c−M ö−e HL¢V ¢NV¡l ¢L−e
¢NV¡−l V¤w V¡w në a¤¢m, ¢NV¡−l N¡e h¡S¡−e¡l üfÀ¢V V¤w V¡w L−l q©c−u p¤l ®a¡−m
p¡l¡¢cez i¡m ¢NV¡lh¡cL ¢q−p−h e¡j B−R n¡q¡c¡a −q¡−pe M¡e ¢qm¤l, −Lhm
¢NV¡lh¡cL ¢q−p−h eu ¢qm¤−L HL X¡−L nq−ll ph¡C ®Q−e, p¡wúª¢aL A‰−e ¢qm¤
phÑc¡ ¢hl¡Sj¡e, a¡y−L …l¦ h−m j¡e¡l ®m¡−LlJ Ai¡h ®eC, j¡p¤−cl …l¦ ¢a¢e,
l¦âl p−‰ Bm¡f qJu¡l fl l¦âlJ …l¦ ja q−u ®N−me, −j¡q¡Çjc Bm£ ¢je¡l
h−m HL¢V mð¡ja eh£e NÒf−mML−L ¢e−u l¦â HLh¡l juje¢pwq H−p¢Rm, ®pC
¢je¡lJ ¢noÉ q−u ®Nm ¢qm¤l, ¢qm¤ HjeC p−Çj¡qe£ n¢š² d¡lZ L−lez ®R¡Vc¡ Bl
N£a¡l p−‰J ¢qm¤l O¢eùa¡ ¢Rm, c¡c¡lJ e¡¢L hå¤z HL¢ce BL¤u¡u, e¡¢eh¡¢sl
M¤h c§−l eu, ay¡l ¢hn¡m f¤L¤lAm¡ h¡¢s−a ¢N−u Ae¤−l¡d L¢l Bj¡−L ®ke ¢a¢e
¢NV¡l ®nM¡ez ö−e¢Rm¡j ¢a¢e L¡E−L ®nM¡e e¡ ¢NV¡l, N£a¡ h−m−R ®j−uj¡e¤o−cl
e¡¢L c¤−Q¡−r ®cM−a f¡−le e¡, ®pC ¢qm¤ kMe l¡¢S q−u k¡e Bj¡−L ®nM¡−he
¢NV¡l, B¢j q¡−a ¢L ®f−u k¡C, a¡ ¢WL ar¤¢e W¡ql Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z Apñh−L
pñh Ll−m ®kje Be¾c qu, ®aje qu Bj¡lz qW¡v ®ke −p¡e¡l −j¡q−ll Lmp
®f−u ®N¢R, Lm−pl Nm¡ ®fy¢Q−u b¡L¡ p¡f Q−m ®N−R ®L¡b¡J L¡¢je£l Nå öyL−az
pç¡−q ¢ae p−åu ¢a¢e B−pe ¢NV¡l ®nM¡−a, ¢a¢e H−m Bl ph Nªq¢nrL−L
®kje Q¡ ¢hú¤V ®cJu¡ qu, ay¡−LJ ®cJu¡ quz j¡J ¢qm¤−L ®Q−ee, ¢qm¤l hs i¡C
q¡−njj¡j¡l hå¤z ¢qm¤l SeÉ j¡ ®h¢n L−l ¢j¢ø ¢c−u f¡−un h¡e¡ez ¢qm¤ Bj¡−L
Ec¡l¡ j¤c¡l¡ a¡l¡ CaÉ¡¢c ¢n¢M−u j¡l q¡−al Q¡ Bl f¡−un ®M−u E−W k¡ez c¡c¡
HL p−åu j¤−M¡j¤¢M qe ¢qm¤lz c¡c¡l j¤M¢V ¢qm¤−L ®c−MC gÉ¡L¡−p q−u J−W,
gÉ¡L¡−p j¤M¢V−a jÔ¡e HL¢V q¡¢p d−l l¡−Me ¢a¢ez ¢qm¤ Q−m k¡Ju¡l fl gÉ¡L¡−p
j¤M ®b−L q¡¢p¢V ¢h−cu L−l h−me, ¢qm¤−l LCRp ®Le ¢NV¡l ¢nM¡C−a?
a¡−a ¢L qC−R?
¢L q−u−R a¡ ¢a¢e h−me e¡z ®Lhm ¢S−i AfR−¾cl Q¤L Q¤L në L−lez
j¡p ®N−m ¢qm¤−L n¡c¡ M¡−j c¤n V¡L¡ f¤−l ¢c−a k¡C pÇj¡e£z
¢S−‘p L−le, HCV¡ ¢L?
V¡L¡z
V¡L¡ ®Le?
V¡L¡ ®Le, a¡ e¡ ®h¡T¡l Lb¡ eu ¢qm¤lz −W¡y−V h¡yL¡ HL¢V q¡¢p, h−me,
−a¡j¡−l ¢NV¡l ¢nM¡C hCm¡ a¤¢j ¢L Bj¡−l ®hae ¢ca¡R e¡¢L?
B¢j Q¤f q−u b¡¢Lz ¢qm¤ V¡L¡ ®ee¢ez na Ae¤e−uJ e¡z ¢qm¤ de£l ®R−m, V¡L¡l
ay¡l fÐ−u¡Se ®eC ®p S¡¢ez ¢L¿º j¡Ne¡ ¢nM−a Bj¡l ®k Aü¢Ù¹ qu! Bj¡l Aü¢Ù¹
b¡−L, ®pC p−‰ Bj¡l SeÉ ¢qm¤l HC aÉ¡N, p−ål Ae¤ù¡e¡¢c ®g−m Bj¡−L pju
®cJu¡l SeÉ b¡−L ¢qm¤l fТa fÐQ™ nÐÜ¡−h¡d HC ®h¡−dl j−dÉ HL¢ce p¡j−e
c¡ys¡−me h¡h¡z ¢qm¤ ¯hWLO−l h−p Bj¡−L ¢NV¡l ®nM¡−µRe cªnÉ¢V ®c−M ¢a¢e Hje
Qj−L EW−me ®ke i§a ®cM−Rez h¡h¡−L ®c¢M c¡y¢s−u p¡m¡j ¢c−me ¢qm¤z p¡m¡−jl
fÐa¤Éšl OªZÉ LV¡rz h¡h¡ ®ial O−l ¢N−u h¡¢s g¡¢V−u Bj¡−L X¡−Lez p¡j−e
B¢j Bl Bj¡l q©cLÇf c¡ys¡uz
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 ¢qm¤ BC−R ®Le?
¢NV¡l ¢nM¡u Bj¡−lz
¢NV¡l ¢nM¡ al f¤V¢L h¡Cl Ll¡j q¡l¡jS¡¢cz ®hX¡−l Hr¤¢e HC j¤q§−aÑ
i¡N¡zHLV¡ hcj¡Cp Bj¡l h¡¢s−a BC−Rz La hs p¡qp!
¢qm¤ ¢eÕQuC öe−a f¡−µRe h¡h¡l h¡LÉ…−m¡, B¢j e¡ f¡l¢R nÄ¡p ®gm−a e¡
f¡l¢R ¢e−az e¡ H¢V OV−R e¡, h¡h¡ ¢LR¤C hm−Re e¡, ¢qm¤ JO−l qaið c¡y¢s−u
®eC, ay¡l L¡−e ®L¡eJ j¡m−L¡o l¡−Nl p¤l R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤ fÐ−hn Ll−R e¡, B¢j
fСZf−Z ¢e−S−L ®h¡T¡−a Q¡C¢R, −L¡eJ AOVe OV−R e¡ h¡¢s−a, H Bj¡l c¤xüfÀ
®Lhmz HLOl AåL¡l ¢e−u ÙÛ¢hl c¡y¢s−u b¡¢L, j¡b¡¢V NÉ¡p ®hm¤−el ja Bj¡−L
®R−s E−s ®k−a b¡−L BL¡−n,−j−Ol Bs¡−m AcªnÉ q−az nl£l, B¢j mr L¢l,
Qmvn¢š²q£ez f¡bl Q¡f¡ fs¡ qm−c O¡−pl ja jl¡ nl£l, hÉ¡−Pl R¡a¡ N¢S−u
k¡Ju¡ pÉ¡ya−py−a nl£lz ¢qm¤−L ®p l¡−a Afj¡e L−l h¡¢s ®b−L a¡¢s−u ®ce h¡h¡z
a¡¢s−u −ch¡l fl BØg¡me Ll−a b¡−Le h¡¢sjuz
¢qm¤−l ®L e¡ ®Q−e! nq−ll e¡jLl¡ …™¡z HC ®e¡j¡e, ®e¡j¡e, c¡c¡−L ¢Q¢õ−u
L¡−R H−e q¡yf¡−a q¡yf¡−a h−me,a¤C ¢L S¡e¢a ¢qm¤ HC h¡¢s−a B−p?
c¡c¡ qÉy¡ p§QL e¡ p§QL c¤lLjC j¡b¡ e¡−sez
−m¢mq¡e B…−el f¡−n HL BySm¡ W¡™¡ Sm ¢e−u c¡ys¡e j¡, ¢qm¤ ®a¡ HC
h¡¢s−a ®L¡eJ …™¡¢j Ll−a B−p e¡C!
j¡l j¿¹−hÉl ¢c−L h¡h¡ ¢g−lJ a¡L¡e e¡z B…e B…−el ja SÅ−m, Sm j¡l
BySm¡ ®b−L f−s ®j−T ¢i¢S−u ®cuz p¡l¡l¡aC L¢sL¡−Wl ¢c−L ®jm¡ Bj¡l
Aes c¤C ®Q¡M ®b−L h¡h¡l fТa OªZ¡ Bl ®r¡i Q¤C−u f−sz j¡ c£OÑnÄ¡p ®gm−a
®gm−a ¢hR¡e¡u Bj¡l f¡−n H−p h−pez
Ha ®cj¡N al h¡−fl! ¢L−ul Ha ®cj¡N, h¤¢T e¡! j¡Ce−o A¢in¡f ¢chz
j¡Ce−ol p¡−b AeÉ¡u BQlZ Ll−m j¡Ce−p A¢in¡f ¢ch e¡ ®Le? ¢eÕQuC ¢chz
¢NV¡l ®nM¡ S−¾jl ja hå qmz O−ll HL ®L¡−Z ¢S¢ep¢V f−s b¡−L, f−s
®b−L −b−L d¤−m¡ Bl j¡Lsp¡l h¡p¡ q−u J−Wz A−eL¢ce ®i−h¢R ¢qm¤l L¡−R ¢N−u
HL¢ce Ll−S¡−s rj¡ ¢ir¡ Q¡Ch, ¢L¿º Ha ®R¡V j¤M ¢e−u Aa hs j¡e¤o¢Vl p¡j−e
c¡ys¡−a Bj¡l p−ˆ¡Q q−u−Rz

Hl flflC ¢ja¤ Hm, p¡S p¡S lh f−s ®Nm h¡¢s−az h¡¢sl BN¡f¡Ù¹m¡
p¡S¡−e¡ ®N¡R¡−e¡ qmz c¡c¡l ®L¡Çf¡e£l hs LaÑ¡l ®j−u ¢ja¤z juje¢pwq
®j¢X−L−m i¢aÑ q−h, H h¡¢s−aC b¡L−h, k¢Ÿe e¡ ®q¡−ØV−ml hÉhÙÛ¡ quz ®k¢ce
a¡l h¡h¡ j¡ pq N¡¢s L−l ¢ja¤ Hm, N¡−m hÐZ il¡, q¡¢p−a j¤−š²¡ Tl¡,®L¡Lys¡
Q¤−ml gpÑ¡ aÅ−Ll ®j−u ¢ja¤ Hm, −p¢ceC h¡¢sl ph¡l p−‰ J i¡h L−l ¢emz B¢j
Jl HL LÓ¡p Jf−l q−mJ ¢e¢àdÑ¡u Bj¡−L a¤¢j h−m p−ð¡de Llm, Cu¡p¢je−L
hmm, ®L¡eJ Bf¢e V¡f¢e eu, a¤¢jz h¡¢s−a ®f¡m¡J j¡wp l¡æ¡ q−u−R, ¢ja¤l SeÉ
h¡¢sl ph−Q−u i¡m Ol¢V, i¡m Ol¢V j¡−e c¡c¡l Ol¢V …¢R−u ®cJu¡ q−u−Rz ¢ja¤
QVfV TVfV EµRÆm E‹Æm ®j−u, l¡¢SÉl NÒf L−l ®gmm O¾V¡M¡¢e−Ll j−dÉCz
¢ja¤l j¡J a¡C, ®ke Bjl¡ J−cl S¾j S¾j ®Qe¡z ¢ja¤l ja …¢R−u NÒf hm¡ Bj¡l
qu e¡z hm−a ¢e−m ph a¡m−N¡m f¡¢L−u k¡uz B¢j °exn−ël q¡−a ¢e−S−L pjfÑZ
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 L−l ®Lhm −c−M k¡C, ö−e k¡Cz ¢ja¤l ja AeNÑm Cw−l¢S hm¡ Bj¡l qu e¡z Ha
n£OË j¡e¤−ol Bfe q−u JW¡l rja¡ ASÑe Ll¡ Bj¡l qu e¡z ¢ja¤−L −l−M a¡l
h¡h¡ j¡ −gla k¡e Y¡L¡uz L−m−S i¢aÑ qm ¢ja¤z h¡¢sl ph¡C Jl ®ph¡u Q¢în
O¾V¡ hÉÙ¹z ¢ja¤l LMe ¢L Q¡C, H¢N−u c¡Jz ¢ja¤ ®N¡pm Ll−h, ®c±−s k¡J,
®N¡pmM¡e¡u f¡¢e B−R ¢L e¡ ®cM, e¡ b¡L−m Lm ®Q−f c¤ h¡m¢a f¡¢e i−l
®N¡pmM¡e¡u ¢c−u H−p¡z h¡¢sl ph−Q−u i¡m ®a¡u¡−m¢V, p¡h¡e¢V q¡−a c¡Jz ¢ja¤
HMe M¡−h, ph ®Q−u i¡m b¡m¡¢V J−L c¡J, j¡R j¡w−pl ph−Q−u i¡m V¤L−l¡ a¤−m
c¡Jz ¢ja¤ HMe ®V¢m¢ine ®cM−h, −p¡g¡l ph−Q−u i¡m S¡uN¡¢V J−L c¡Jz ¢ja¤
O¤−j¡−h, ®c±−s k¡J ¢hR¡e¡ ®T−s jn¡¢l −g−m ¢c−u H−p¡z ¢ja¤ O¤−j¡−µR, ®L¡eJ V¤y
në ®ke ®L¡b¡J e¡ quz h¡h¡J h¡c f−se e¡ ¢ja¤l ®ph¡ ®b−Lz A−Ym j¡R j¡wp
f¡¢W−u ¢c−µRe h¡¢s−a, ¢ja¤l SeÉ l¡æ¡ q−hz Cw−l¢S S¡e¡ ®j−u n¡VÑ fÉ¡¾V fl¡
®j−u fТal¡−a −V¢m¢in−el Cw−l¢S R¢h ®c−M, Ahp−l Cw−l¢S N−Òfl hC f−s,
Cw−l¢S N¡e ®n¡−e, ¢ja¤ O−lC b¡−L O−ll ®j−ul ja, AbQ fÐQ™ h¡C−ll ®j−u Jz
Nm¡N¢m Ll−mJ Bj¡−cl p−‰ Jl ¢hÙ¹l ag¡a ®b−L k¡uz de£l ®L¡eJ ®j−ul
p−‰ Bj¡l ®L¡eJ hå¤aÅ qu e¡z B¢j ¢WL ¢L hm−a qu J−cl p−‰ h¤−T f¡C e¡z
J−cl gÉ¡n−el N−Òf, ¢h−cn ïj−Zl N−Òf, ¢h−c¢n pwúª¢al N−Òf B¢j HL j¡b¡
A‘a¡ ¢e−u ¢e−lV ®nСa¡ q−u h−p b¡¢Lz CnL¤−ml Qnj¡ fl¡ hs−m¡−Ll ®j−u
hs−m¡¢L L¡uc¡u Lb¡ hm¡ Qm¡ Bpj¡ Bq−j−cl p−‰J LMeJ O¢eù q−a f¡¢l¢e,
k¢cJ Bpj¡l h¡¢s−a ®N¢R, k¢cJ Bpj¡ Bj¡l L¢ha¡l M¡a¡ fСuC fs−a ¢e−u
®ka, k¢cJ Bpj¡ Bj¡l L¢ha¡−L M¤h i¡m M¤h i¡m h−m fÐnwp¡ Llaz j¤¢æ kMe
j¡−T j¡−TC H h¡¢s−a Bpa Jl j¡l p−‰ ®hs¡−a, j¡ Ahm£m¡u h−p ®k−ae j¤¢æl
j¡l p−‰ NÒf Ll−a, j¤¢æ ®k−qa¤ Bj¡l p−‰ HLC LÓ¡−p fsa, Bj¡lC k¡Ju¡
E¢Qa Jl p−‰ Lb¡ hm¡l SeÉ, ¢L¿º B¢j ¢WL h¤−T ®fa¡j e¡ ¢L Lb¡ hmh Jl
p−‰z ®Lje B−R¡ c¤n−ël HC h¡LÉ¢V BJ−s B¢j Bl ®L¡eJ h¡LÉ M¤y−S f¡C¢e
hm¡lz ®j¢VÊ−L aªa£u ¢hi¡−N f¡n Ll¡l fl j¤¢æl ¢h−u q−u ®Nm ®N¡h−l fcÈg¤−ml
p−‰, g¤m¢V −L¡eJ HL AS f¡s¡N¡yl ®mM¡fs¡ e¡ S¡e¡ HL c¢lâ Lªo−Ll
C¢”¢eu¡l ®R−mz ü¡j£ ¢e−uJ j¤¢æ ®hs¡−a H−p¢Rm H h¡¢s−a, ¯hWLO−l HLV¤ öd¤
Ey¢L ¢c−uC ®W−m p¡j−e f¡¢W−u¢R Cu¡p¢je−L, j¡−Lz j¡ Bl Cu¡p¢je ®k L¡lJ
p−‰ ¯ce¢¾ce S£h−el NÒfN¡R¡u fV¤ e¡ q−mJ L¡u−LÓ−n Q¡¢m−u ¢e−a f¡−lez
Bj¡lC qu e¡z AbQ HC j¤¢æ k¡l p−‰ ¢l„¡ L−l ¢Ym ®R¡ys¡ c§l−aÅl CnL¤−m
®ka¡jz Qa¤bÑ −b−L f’j ®nÐZ£−a E−W¢R,ea¤e LÓ¡−p JW¡l E−šSe¡ aMeJ Bj¡−L
®R−s HL f¡ ®L¡b¡J k¡u¢ez ea¤e hC ¢L−e ¢c−u−Re h¡h¡, l¢Pe L¡N−S hC…−m¡l
jm¡V ®hy−d¢R, f−s ®g−m¢R h¡wm¡ NcÉ fcÉ c¤−V¡ hC-Cz Bs¡B¢s c¡N V¡e¡ h¡wm¡
M¡a¡, Q¡l c¡NAm¡ Cw−l¢S,Bl c¡Nq£e Aˆ M¡a¡J p¡¢S−u ®l−M¢R ®V¢h−ml Jflz
p¡−s eV¡ h¡S¡l B−NC B¢j °a¢l q−u ¢eC CnL¤−ml ®f¡n¡L f−l, ¢O ¢Q¢e ®j−M
Nlj i¡a −M−u, L¡−m¡ HL¢V ®R¡V p¤V−L−p hCM¡a¡ Y¤¢L−uz ®qy−VC k¡Ju¡ k¡u
CnL¤−m, ®j¡−sl plüa£ j™f ®f¢l−u ®pl f¤L¤l f¡s d−l ®qy−V j−e¡l”e d−ll
h¡¢sl p¡j−e ¢c−u hs l¡Ù¹¡u EW−mC l¡Ù¹¡l Jf¡−l m¡m c¡m¡−el ¢hcÉ¡ju£ CnL¤mz
¢L¿º −qy−V CnL¤−m k¡Ju¡l Ae¤j¢a h¡¢s ®b−L f¡C¢ez q¡yV−a ®N−m N¡¢s Nl¦l a−m
f−s q¡a f¡ i¡Ph, H hÉ¡f¡−l h¡¢sl ph¡C ¢e¢ÕQaz h¡h¡ pL¡−m Q¡l Be¡ fup¡
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−ce, ®pC Q¡lBe¡ ¢e−u AhL¡n ®b−L ®h¢l−u h¡y l¡Ù¹¡u ¢ae h¡¢s fl Hj H
L¡qq¡−ll h¡¢sl h¡l¡¾c¡u ¢N−u c¡ys¡C, Bj¡−L −c−M ®ial O−l C¢Ù» Ll¡ ®f¡n¡L
f−l, c¡¢j S¤−a¡ f−l −j¡V¡ ®j−u, gpÑ¡ ®j−u, de£l −j−u, ®mM¡fs¡u ®N¡õ¡ f¡Ju¡
−j−u j¤¢æ °a¢l quz L¤y¢Q ®L−V n¡¢s fl¡ j¤¢æl j¡l ByQ−m Q¡¢hl ®N¡R¡z q¡yV−m
Q¡¢h−a Q¡¢h−a ®m−N ¢Vw ¢Vw në quz Bj¡−L ®c−M j¤¢æl j¡ f¡e M¡Ju¡ c¡y−a ®q−p
h−me, ¢L ®j−u, ®a¡j¡l j¡ ®Lje B−R? B¢j j¡b¡ e¡¢s, i¡mz Bj¡l j¡ i¡m
B−Re, l¡æ¡O−ll h¡l¡¾c¡u h−p j¡¢Vl Q¤−m¡u e¡l−L−ml öL−e¡ f¡a¡ …y−S B…e
dl¡−a Q¡C−Re, g¤yL¢e g¤yL−Re, ®dy¡u¡u Y¡L¡ j¡, −d¡yu¡u Y¡L¡ j¡’l j¢me n¡¢sz
j¡l n¡¢sl ByQ−m ®L¡eJ Q¡¢hl ®N¡R¡ b¡−L e¡, Q¡¢hl ®N¡R¡ h¡h¡l L¡−R, h¡¢sl
®L¡eJ clS¡ ¢Lwh¡ Bmj¡¢l−a a¡m¡ ¢c−a q−m h¡h¡C ®ce, i¡ys¡l O−lJ pju
pju a¡m¡ ®ce, Q¡¢h b¡−L h¡h¡l f−L−V, ®p f−LV ®R¡yu¡l p¡dÉ AhL¡−n L¡lJ
®eCz j¡l p−‰ j¤¢æl j¡l ag¡a A−eLz j¤¢æl j¡l N¡ il¡ ®p¡e¡l AmwL¡l, −M¡yf¡
L−l l¡M¡ Q¤m, f¡−u l¢Pe ¢g−al Q¢V, j¡l L¡c¡ f¡ M¡¢m f¡, j¡l H−m¡ Q¤m, j¡l
®d¡yu¡ j¤M, j¡l ö¢L−u QsQs ®W¡yVz j¤¢æl p−‰ Bj¡lJ ag¡a A−eLz j¤¢æ ®cM−a
f¤a¤−ml ja, TLT−Lz B¢j ®plLj eC, e¡ q−mJ Bjl¡ HL ¢l„¡u h−p CnL¤−m
k¡C, CnL¤−m k¡Ju¡l ¢l„¡i¡s¡ B¢j ¢cC, CnL¤m ®b−L h¡¢s ®gl¡l¢V ®cu j¤¢æz
j¤¢æl j¡ fТa¢ce ByQ−m h¡yd¡ hs Q¡¢h ¢c−u −n¡h¡l O−ll Bmj¡¢l ®M¡−me, M¤−m
B−lL Q¡¢h ¢c−u Bmj¡¢ll XÊu¡l, −pC XÊu¡l ®b−L ®hl L−le ®p¡e¡¢m l−Pl
®L±−V¡, ®L±−V¡l ®ial B−lL ®L±−V¡, ®pC ®L±−V¡l ®ial ®b−L Q¡l Be¡ fup¡
®hl L−l j¤¢æl q¡−a ®cez CnL¤−m k¡Ju¡l f−b j¤¢æ AeNÑm Lb¡ h−m, B¢j ®Lhm
ö¢ez fСu ¢h−L−m Jl ®R¡V i¡C f¡fm¤−L ¢e−u kMe Bj¡−cl h¡¢sl E−W¡−e m¡m
¢g−au Q¤−m c¤−hZ£ ®Ny−b ®Mm−a B−p, aMeJ J HL¡C Lb¡ h−m, B¢j ö¢ez
®pC j¤¢æl q¡−pÉ¡‹Æm Tmj−m j¡l f¡−ul BP¤−ml XN¡ HL¢ce m¡m q−a b¡−L,
m¡m q−aC b¡−L, m¡m Rs¡−a b¡−L, h¡h¡ e¡e¡ lLj Jo¤d ¢c−u BP¤−ml m¡m
p¡l¡−a e¡ ®f−l HL¢ce ®L−VC ®gm−me h¤−s¡ BP¤mz BP¤mq£e j¤¢æl j¡ d£−l d£−l
p¤ÙÛ q−u E−W Bh¡l ¢h−L−m p−åu f¡s¡ fs¢nl h¡¢s−a NÒf Ll−a ®k−a m¡N−mez
j¡p Lu fl Bh¡l ay¡l BP¤−ml XN¡ m¡m q−a öl¦ L−lz Bh¡l ®pC m¡m Rs¡−a
b¡−Lz Rs¡−a Rs¡−a WÉ¡w ®h−u Jf−l EW−a b¡−L, h¡h¡ hm−me aÅ−Ll LÉ¡¾p¡l
H¢V, f¤−l¡ f¡ ®L−V ®gm−m LÉ¡¾p¡l ®l¡d Ll¡ k¡−hz f¡ L¡V−a J h¡¢sl ®LE l¡¢S
qu¢ez h¡h¡ ¢eu¢ja j¤¢æl j¡−L ®cM−a k¡ez j¡J k¡e ®cM−az ¢N−u ¢e−S f¡¢e Nlj
L−l j¤¢æl j¡l f¡-¢V f¡¢e−a X¤¢h−u c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m ®g−m ay¡−L p¤ÙÛ q−u k¡Ju¡l
üfÀ ®cM¡−a b¡−Lez −n−o Hje AhÙÛ¡ qu, j¤¢æl j¡l p¡l¡ nl£l ®b−L Nå ®h−l¡−a
b¡−L, jn¡¢ll a−m ay¡−L öC−u l¡M¡ quz ¢n¢n ¢n¢n Bal ®Y−mJ Nå c§l Ll¡ k¡u
e¡z h¡¢sl ®m¡−Ll¡C j¤¢æl j¡l O−l Y¤L−a Q¡u e¡, AbQ h¡C−ll j¡e¤o q−u j¡ ¢N−u
®pC N−ål ®ial ®Y¡−Le, Y¤−L ay¡l N¡−u q¡a h¤¢m−u ®ce, ®Q¡−Ml f¡¢e ByQ−m
j¤R−a j¤R−a h−me Bõ¡q Bf−e−l p¤ÙÛ LCl¡ a¤m−he, Bõ¡ql Jfl ilp¡ l¡−Mez
j¡l clc ph¡l SeÉz j¡ h¢Ù¹−a ¢N−uJ h¢Ù¹l ®e¡wl¡ ®j−uj¡e¤−ol N¡−u q¡a h¤−m¡−a
f¡−le, hs−m¡−Ll h¡¢s ¢N−uJ hs−m¡−Ll hEHl N¡−u f¡−lez j¡ A−eL¢ce
Bj¡−L ®p−d−Re, Qm k¡C j¤¢æl j¡−l ®cCM¡ B¢pN¡, j¡e¤oV¡ M¤h Lø f¡Ca¡−Rz
B¢j e¡ h−m ¢cCz j¡ HL¡ k¡ez j¡ f¡−le, B¢jC f¡¢l e¡z L¤˜¡, iu, m‹¡ Bj¡−L
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j¢me S£he¢V ®m¡−L ¢L ®Q¡−M ®cM−h, H ¢e−u j¡ Bl i¡−he e¡z j¤¢æl j¡−L ®c−M
H−p j¡ h−me, hs−m¡−Ll hE qC−m ¢L qCh, Ap¤M qC−R, nl£−l Nå hCm¡ ®LE
Bl a¡l L¡R ®Oy−o e¡z L¡−Sl j¡e¤o l¡M−R, ®p-C L¡−R b¡−Lz ®j−uj¡e¤−ol, ®p
c¢l−âl ¢L de£l hE ®q¡L, L−øl p£j¡ ®eC, j¡l d¡lZ¡z j¡−L h¢Ù¹l ®m¡−Ll¡, ¢i−r
¢e−a Bp¡ j¡e¤−ol¡ hs−m¡−Ll hE h−m S¡−ez j¡ öd−l ®ce J−cl,hs−m¡−Ll hE
qJu¡ Bl hs−m¡L qJu¡ Bm¡c¡ Lb¡z Bj¡l ü¡j£ hs−m¡L qC−a f¡−l, B¢j ¢L¿º
N¢lh j¡e¤oz Bj¡l −L¡eJ fup¡L¢s e¡Cz j¡ j¡−T j¡−T h−me, j¡e¤−ol h¡¢s−a
L¡S LCl¡ f¡yQV¡ V¡L¡J k¢c L¡j¡C−a f¡¢l, ®pCX¡ a Bj¡l ®l¡SN¡l quz f¡yQV¡
V¡L¡C ¢L ®LE Bj¡−l ®cu? h¡¢sl L¡−jl ®h¢X−N¡lJ Bj¡l ®Q−u i¡NÉ i¡mz
hs−m¡−Ll hE q−u j¡ k¡ ®f−u−Re, a¡l ®Q−u q¡¢l−u−Re A−eLz A−eL p¤−k¡N
®b−L h¢’a ¢a¢e, H¢cL J¢cL ®pm¡CHl L¡S f¡Ju¡l SeÉJ O¤−l−Re, L¡S
f¡e¢ez j¡−L hs L¡S ®LE ®cu e¡ j¡l ®mM¡fs¡ ®eC h−m, ®R¡V L¡SJ ®cu e¡ j¡
hs−m¡−Ll hE h−mz j¡l HC pwp¡−ll L¡S R¡s¡ Bl ®L¡eJ L¡S ®S¡−V e¡z
Cu¡p¢j−el ®j¢VÊL fl£r¡ ®cJu¡l pju H−p−Rz Cu¡p¢je−LJ j¡ d−le,Bj¡−l
HLV¤ fСC−i−V ®j¢VÊLV¡ −cJu¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ LCl¡ ¢ch¡? a¤¢j k¢c AˆV¡ HLV¤ ®cM¡Cu¡
®cJ, B¢j ¢WL f¡n LCl¡ k¡hz Cu¡p¢j−el hC…−m¡ j¡ Oy¡−Vez M¤h k−aÁ f¡a¡
JÒV¡e, NsNs L−l f−s ®g−me ®L¡eJ ®L¡eJ f¡a¡, h−me H ®a¡ Hje ¢LR¤ L¢We
e¡! j¡l ®j¢VÊL fl£r¡ ®ch¡l n−Ml Lb¡ ö−e h¡¢sl ph¡C j¤M ¢V−f eu, pn−ëC ®q¡
®q¡ L−l q¡−p, Hje¢L B−je¡Jz
Hl j−dÉ T¤e¤ M¡m¡ ®pC h¢ln¡¢m−L ¢h−u L−l juje¢pw−q ¢e−u H−p−Rez
h¢ln¡¢m−L ¢e−u Bp¡l B−N T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ ¢e−S HL¡ H−p ¢L L−l h¡¢sOl BN¡−N¡s¡
®N¡R¡−a q−h, ®L ¢L ®f¡n¡L f−l b¡L−h, h¡¢s−a ®L ®Lje BQlZ Ll−h, ¢L
¢S−‘p Ll−m ¢L hm−a q−h, ¢L ¢LC h¡ l¡æ¡ q−h CaÉ¡¢c e¡e¡ ¢LR h¤¢T−u ¢c−u
®N−Re ph¡C−Lz Bj¡−cl h¡¢s H−pJ hlhE−L −ej¿¹æ Ll¡l Lb¡ h−m ®N−Rez
T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ Bl ay¡l h¢ln¡¢m ü¡j£−L ®cM−a e¡¢eh¡¢s ¢N−u ®c¢M ph¡C Nm¡ e¡¢j−u
Lb¡ hm−R, e¡¢e e¡e¡ f−cl l¡æ¡ Ll−Re, T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ H Ol J Ol R¤−V¡R¤¢V Ll−Re,
Bl ea¤e Q¡cl f¡a¡ ¢hR¡e¡u ea¤e LsL−s m¤¢‰ Bl n¡c¡ B¢Ÿl f¡”¡¢h f−l j¤M
Q¤e L−l h−p B−Re h¢ln¡¢mz h¢ln¡¢m AhL¡−n ®k¢ce H−me ®p¢ce j¤−Ml Q¤e¢V
c§l qmz S¤−a¡l jQjQ në a¤−m q¡yV¡ h¡h¡−LJ ®hn fR¾c qm ay¡lz T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l
®h¡−el ü¡j£ X¡š²¡l, a¡J Bh¡l ®j¢X−Lm L−m−Sl AdÉ¡fL-X¡š²¡l, h¢ln¡¢m
fmLq£e ®Q¡−M h¡h¡−L ®c−Me Bl h−me, BaÈ£u hm−a ®a¡ Bfe¡l¡Cz T¤eM¤ ¡m¡
Q−m k¡Ju¡l fl j¡ h−me, T¤e¤ Aa ®a¡u¡S L−l ®Le S¡j¡C−l? ¢e−S ®p HjH
f¡n Ll¡ ®j−uz ®p HMe hs Q¡L¢l h¡L¢l Ll−hz a¡l ®a¡ ®WL¡ f−s e¡C S¡j¡C−l
j¡e¡Cu¡ Qm¡l!
j¡l p¤−k¡N ®eC h−m ®mM¡fs¡ Ll−a f¡−le¢ez j¡−T j¡−T i¡¢h, Bh¡l p¤−k¡N
b¡L−mJ ®LE ®qm¡u ®p p¤−k¡N eø L−lz ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul M¡a¡u l¦âl e¡j B−R,
JV¤L¤Cz LÓ¡pJ L−l e¡, fl£r¡J ®cu e¡, B¢j a¡−L A¿¹a j¡ØV¡l¢X¢NËV¡ f¡n
Ll−a h¢m, a¡l ¢e−Sl SeÉC h¢mz a¡l à¡l¡ q−h e¡ Hph, L¡lZ, Øfø h−m ®cu,
Hph HL¡−X¢jL ®L¡u¡¢m¢g−Ln−el ®p ®b¡s¡C ®Lu¡l L−lz −p p¡l¡S£he L¢ha¡
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¢mM−h, L¢ha¡C a¡l ®en¡ ®fn¡ k¡ ¢LR¤z l¦â −VÊ−e L−l f¡yQ O¾V¡u Y¡L¡ ®b−L
juje¢pwq B−p, h¡−pJ H−mJ JC HLC pjuz HLh¡l ¢i−sl ®VÊ−e T¤m−a b¡L¡
¢ejÑ−m¾c¤ …−Zl p−‰ ®cM¡ qJu¡l fl −p T¤−m fsm …−Zl O¡−sz …−Zl h¡¢s
Bj¡−cl ®cM¡ Ll¡l ea¤e HLV¡ S¡uN¡ qmz ¢L¿º W¡u LarZC h¡ h−p b¡L¡ k¡u
A−eÉl h¡¢s−a! J−clJ ®a¡ TNs¡T¡¢V B−R, ¢QvL¡l ®QyQ¡−j¢Q B−R! p¤al¡w ¢l„¡
L−l Qm O¤−l ®hs¡C! nq−ll ®LE −ke e¡ ®c−M ®g−m Bj¡−cl, nq−ll ®ial c¤Se
c¤−V¡ Bm¡c¡ ¢l„¡ ¢eC, nql ®b−L c§−l ¢N−u HL¢V ¢l„¡ ®R−s ¢c−u c¤Se HL
¢l„¡u f¡n¡f¡¢n h¢pz l¦âl ØfnÑ ¢hoj f¤mL S¡N¡u j−e! nq−ll h¡C−l k¡h¡l ja
S¡uN¡ HL j¤š²¡N¡R¡, ¢eSÑe NË¡−jl l¡Ù¹¡u ¢l„¡ M¤y¢s−u M¤y¢s−u, p¡¢l ®hy−d c¡ys¡−e¡
LsCN¡−Rl am ¢c−m, ®R¡V ®R¡V ec£l Jfl ®R¡V ®R¡V ®pa¤ f¡l q−u Q−mz Bj¡l
®Q¡M f−s b¡−L ph¤S n−pÉ, ¢h−ml S−m eÉ¡w−V¡ ®R−m−cl c¡f¡c¡¢f−a, n£ZÑ Nl¦l
¢e¢hÑL¡l l¡Ù¹¡ f¡−l, Bl je f−s b¡−L l¦−âz l¦âl Q¤j¤ M¡Ju¡l ¢el¿¹l ®Qø¡−L
nl−j p¢l−u p¢l−u j¤š²¡N¡R¡ ®fy¡¢Rz p¡−f nÉ¡Jm¡u BN¡R¡u flN¡R¡u Bl
j¡Lsn¡l S¡−m ®R−u b¡L¡ S¢jc¡lh¡¢sl B¢Pe¡ O¤¢l ¢g¢l, l¡Ù¹¡u f¡n¡f¡¢n
q¡yV−mJ iu ®eC, H nq−l ¢Y¢Y ®gm¡l ja ®Qe¡ ®m¡L ®eCz
l¦â −ph¡l Y¡L¡ ¢g−l k¡h¡l fl, L¢ce fl Bl, p¡a¢ce, LÓ¡−p Y¤L−a k¡h,
Jf−ll LÓ¡−pl HL ®j−u H−p S¡e¡m e£l¡ m¡¢qs£ Mhl f¡¢W−u−R, Hr¤¢e ®ke a¡l
h¡¢s k¡Cz
LÓ¡p ®g−m ®c±−s¡m¡j …−Zl h¡¢sz
®c¢M l¦â h−p B−R …−Zl hp¡l O−lz O−l c¤−V¡ L¡−Wl ®Qu¡l, HL¢V ®Q±¢Lz
®Q±¢L−az ®c−M je ®e−Q J−Wz l¦â−L ®cM−m HC qu Bj¡l, je e¡−Qz
L£ hÉ¡f¡l qW¡v!
qÉ¡y qW¡vz ¢Q¢W−a S¡e¡h¡l pju f¡C¢ez
Jz
Hlfl j¤−M¡j¤¢M h−p b¡L¡ ¯exn−ël p−‰ c¤S−elz ¯exn−ël e£¢mj¡ S¤−s l¦âl
ØV¡l ¢pN¡−l−Vl ®d¡yu¡z
l¦â a¡l L¡y−dl L¡−m¡ hÉ¡N ®b−L HLM¡e¡ L¡NS ®hl L−l hmm, HC L¡N−S
HLV¡ pC Ll−a q−h ®a¡j¡lz
¢L−pl L¡NS HV¡?
f−l hmhz B−N pC Llz
−Le?
Ha Lb¡ ®h¡−m¡ e¡z
L¡NSV¡ ¢L−pl?
fÐnÀ L¢l, ¢L¿º B¢j ¢e¢ÕQa l¦â ®L¡eJ pÈ¡lL¢m¢f−a Abh¡ ea¤e ®L¡eJ L¢h-
pwNWe °a¢l L−l−R, Bj¡−L ®pC pwNW−el pcpÉ Ll−a pC Q¡C−Rz Bj¡l ¢e¢ÕQa
−Q¡Mc¤−V¡u −i¡−ll ¢pÀ‡ B−m¡z Bj¡l ¢e¢àÑd ®W¡y−V HL T¡yL f¡¢Ml Js¡J¢sz
L¡NS¢V ¢e−a q¡a h¡s¡−m l¦â p¢l−u ®eu L¡NSz à−¾cÄ f¢s, d−å f¢sz
¢L−pl L¡NS H¢V? e¡ f−s ®a¡ pC Llh e¡!
l¦âl nÉ¡Jm¡ fs¡ ®Q¡M ¢ÙÛl q−u b¡−L Bj¡l ®Q¡−Mz
¢h−ul L¡NSz l¦âl i¡¢l L˜, i¡P¡ L˜z
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 L¡e T¡y T¡y L−lz T¡y T¡yl T•¡V −T−s TlT−l qCz
¢h−ul L¡NS?
qÉy¡ ¢h−ul L¡NSz
−Le?
−Le j¡−e?
¢h−ul L¡NS ®Le?
®Le a¡ ®h¡−T¡ e¡?
e¡z
pC Ll−h ¢L Ll−h e¡ hmz
BÕQkÑ, Hi¡−h, HlLj L−l ¢h−u Llh ®Le?
a¡q−m a¤¢j pC Ll−h e¡?
L£ ®mM¡ B−R ®c¢M!
B¢j L¡NS¢V q¡−a ¢e−aC l¦â qy¡ qy¡ L−l EWm, −h±¢c Bp−R, m¤−L¡Jz
m¤−L¡−h¡ ®Le?
h¤−T ®gm−hz
¢L h¤T−h?
h¤T−h ®k ¢h−ul L¡NSz
¢L L−l?
B−l h¤T−h hmm¡j ®a¡!
h¤T−m ¢L r¢a?
r¢a B−Rz
¢L r¢a, ö¢e!
l¦â ®V−e ¢em L¡NSM¡e¡ q¡a ®b−Lz f¡b¤−l Nm¡u hmm a¤¢j pC Ll−h ¢L e¡
hm, qÉ¡y h¡ e¡z
H ¢L BÕQkÑ! ¢h−ul Lb¡ EW−R ®Le qW¡v!
EW−Rz
−L E¢W−u−R?
B¢jz
B¢j ®a¡ h¢m¢e B¢j ¢h−u Llh!
B¢j hm¢Rz
HL q¡−a a¡¢m h¡−S?
pC Ll−h?
e¡z
L¡NS¢V hÉ¡−N Y¤¢L−u E−W c¡ys¡m l¦â, hmm ¢WL B−R, Qmm¡jz
¢hpÈu Bj¡l SNa ®d¡yu¡−V L−l B−e, −L¡b¡u?
Y¡L¡uz
Hr¤¢e?
qɡyz
−Le, ¢L q−u−R?
b¡L¡l Bl fÐ−u¡Se ®eCz
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 fÐ−u¡Se ®eC?
l¦âl ¢el¦š¡f Lãz e¡z
L¡N−S pC L¢l¢e h−m ph fÐ−u¡Se g¤¢l−u ®Nm?
−L¡eJ Ešl e¡ ¢c−u clS¡ q¡V L−l M¤−m ®h¢l−u k¡u l¦âz −h¢l−u k¡−µRz
k¡−µRz i¡mh¡p¡u Ef−Q JW¡ Bj¡l q©cuM¡e¡ ®p f¡−u j¡¢s−u k¡−µRz p¢aÉ p¢aÉ −p
Q−m k¡−µRz k¡−µRz ®fR−e B¢j HL¡, l¦â ¢g−l a¡L¡−µR e¡z B¢j Bl a¡l ®LE
eCz ®p ¢gl−R e¡z
a£hÐ HL ®hce¡ Bj¡−L E¢W−u h¡l¡¾c¡u ¢em, a¡l Q−m k¡Ju¡l ¢c−L ¢em, a¡l
Q−m k¡Ju¡−L c¤q¡−a b¡j¡mz
LC ®c¢M, L¡NSV¡ ®c¢M ®a¡!
−Le?
−Le Bh¡l, pC Llh!
l¦â L¡NS ®hl L−l ¢cmz
h¡l¡¾c¡u c¡y¢s−u MQMQ L−l ¢L ®mM¡ e¡ f−s e¡ ®c−M pC L−l, L¡NS¢V l¦âl
q¡−a ¢c−u, j¤q§−aÑ E‹Æm q−u JW¡ a¡l ®Q¡−Ml ¢c−L Bj¡l ®hce¡aÑ cª¢ø R¤y−s
hmm¡j HC pCHl −k Ha j§mÉ a¡ B−N h¤T−a f¡¢l¢ez pC qmz Hh¡l M¤¢n ®a¡!
Q¢mz
…−Zl h¡¢sl B¢Pe¡ f¡l q−u l¡Ù¹¡u EWm¡jz â¦az
−fRe ®b−L l¦â ®n¡−e¡, c¡ys¡J h−m X¡L−Rz
B¢j ®fRe ¢g¢l¢ez
¢l„¡ ¢e−u ®p¡S¡ L−m−Sz f−ll LÓ¡p…−m¡ M¤h je ¢c−u Llm¡jz
aMeJ Bj¡l ®ial HC ®h¡d¢VC B−p¢e, −k, A¢ij¡−el JC pC¢VC Bj¡l
¢h−u O¢V−u ¢c−u−Rz aMeJ B¢j l¦â−L l¦â h−m X¡¢L e¡, a¤¢j h−m p−ð¡de L¢l
e¡z aMeJ −L¡eJ Q¤j¤ M¡C¢e Bjl¡, Øf−nÑl j−dÉ ®Lhm q¡−al BP¤mz aMe p−h
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L¡N−S pC ¢e−u k¡h¡l j¡p c¤C fl l¦â ¢Q¢W ®m−M, hE p−ð¡de L−lz
p−ð¡de¢V f−s N¡−u L¡yV¡ ¢c−u J−Wz ®Lje Aá¤a Bl A−Qe¡ HC X¡L¢Vz B¢j
a−h L¡lJ hE! JC pC¢V a−h ¢L p¢aÉ p¢aÉ ¢h−u O¢V−u ¢c−u−R! A¢hnÄ¡pÉ HL¢V
L¡™z ¢e−Sl ¢h−u, −L¡eJ¢ce LÒfe¡J L¢l¢e Ji¡−h q−h, q−h ®k ®L¡eJ¢ce, ®p
¢hnÄ¡pC ¢Rm e¡z S¡e¤u¡¢ll R¡¢în a¡¢l−M L¡N−S pC Llm¡j, Bl L¡NS¢V
E¢L−ml L¡−R ¢c−u Bp¡l fl E¢Lm ay¡l ¢e−Sl pC Bl p£m hp¡−me Ee¢œn
a¡¢l−Mz n¡c¡j¡V¡ ¢Q¢W−a l¦â S¡¢e−u−R, Ee¢œn a¡¢lM¢V Bj¡−cl ¢h−ul a¡¢lMz
Ee¢œn a¡¢l−M B¢j ¢L Ll¢Rm¡j, i¡¢h, p¡l¡¢ce ¢L HLh¡lJ l¦âl Lb¡ ®i−h¢R?
e¡ i¡¢h¢e, pju f¡C¢e, jl¡ j¡e¤o ®L−V¢R, −R¡VM¡V HL¢V fl£r¡ ¢Rm, fÐQ¤l fs−a
q−u−R, fl£r¡ ®n−o h¡¢s ¢g−l Bl ¢c−el jaC ®V¢m¢ine ®c−M¢R, i¡C ®h¡−el
p−‰ M¤ep¤¢V−a ®j−a¢R, Bl ¢c−el jaC L¢ha¡ f−s¢R, N¡e ö−e¢R, ®M−u ®c−u
O¤¢j−u¢Rz l¦âl ¢Q¢W ®f−u kaC B¢j ¢e−S−L h¢m, ®cM a¤C HMe Bl A¢hh¡¢qa
ep, l£¢aja HL ®m¡−Ll hEz ¢h−u Ll−m ®a¡ hEC q−a quz HlLjC ®a¡ ¢euj,
a¤C Q¡p h¡ e¡ Q¡p L¡N−Sl JC pC¢VC −a¡l ¢h−u O¢V−u−R, JC hm¡C p¡l,
hÉ¡f¡l¢V®L Bj¡l ®h¡d J ¢hnÄ¡−pl A¿¹NÑa Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z B¢j p¢aÉ L−l Ae¤ih
Ll−a f¡¢l e¡ ®k B¢j Bl B−Nl B¢j eC, B¢j HMe e¡¢e,j¡,
gS¢mM¡m¡,l¦e¤M¡m¡l ja ¢hh¡¢qa¡z Q¾ce¡J ¢hh¡¢qa¡z ¢h−ul fl Q¾ce¡ ¢m−M−R
B¢j HMe iun§eÉ HL j¡e¤oz S£he h¡¢S ®l−M ü−fÀl q¡a R¤−y u¢Rz B¢j M¤h Ni£l
L−l üfÀ ®cM−a S¡¢e HMez S£he ®a¡ Bj¡l HLV¡Cz B¢j i¤m L¢l¢ez B¢j HMe
q¡a h¡s¡−mC R¤y−a f¡¢l lš²−N¡m¡fz ¢hh¡¢qa¡ Q¾ce¡l B−hN Q¡C−mJ Bj¡l ®ial
p’¡¢la q−µR e¡z Bj¡l −h¡−dl p£j¡e¡u −eC f¤l¦−ol ØfnÑ e¡l£l nl£−l ¢LlLj
L¡yfe ®a¡−m, Bl ®pC L¡yfe ¢L lLj aªo·¡ S¡N¡uz L−m−S f¤l¦o hå¤ k¡ B−R, a¡
®LhmC hå¤z Q¾ce¡ ®kjez ®L¡eJ f¤l¦o−L BSJ Bj¡l Q¤j¤ M¡Ju¡ qu¢ez L¡lJ
SeÉ nl£−l ®L¡eJ aªo·¡ Ae¤ih L¢l e¡z aªo·¡ h−m ®k HL¢V ¢S¢ep B−R a¡ Bj¡l
®eq¡aC S−ml h¡ Q¡−ul h¡ M¤h Nl−j −mh¤l nlh−alz
hE p−ð¡de L−l ®mM¡ l¦âl ¢àa£u ¢Q¢W¢V h¡h¡l q¡−a f−sz X¡L¢fue h¡¢s−a
¢Q¢W ¢c−u ®N−R, Bl fs¢h fs j¡¢ml O¡−s, h¡h¡l q¡−az h¡h¡l ®k−qa¤ A−eÉl ¢Q¢W
M¤−m fs¡l fÐQ™ nM, ¢a¢e f−sez a¡l ®j−u−L ®LE hE h−m X¡L−R, ¢a¢e a¡
M¡¢m ®Q¡−M, Qnj¡ ®Q¡−M ph ®Q¡−MC ®c−Mez Olju f¡uQ¡¢l öl¦ qu h¡h¡l, Bj¡l
fs¡l ®V¢h−ml hCM¡a¡ aReR L−le BlJ abÉ ®f−az Oe Oe ¢a¢e Qnj¡ M¤m−a

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b¡−Le, −Qu¡−l hp−a b¡−Le, ®Qu¡l ®R−s E−W c¡ys¡−a b¡−Le, HLpju h¡¢s ®b−L
®h¢l−u k¡e, ®l¡N£ ®cM¡u je h−p e¡, Bh¡l h¡¢s ®g−lez Hh¡l j¡−L X¡−Lez
kMeC ®R−m ®j−u pwœ²¡¿¹ ®L¡eJ c¤iÑ¡he¡, aMeC h¡h¡ j¡l ®M¡yS L−le, Abh¡
h¡¢s−a A¢a¢b Bp−h, aMeC j¡l ®M¡yS, LC ®Nm¡ Dc¤e, H¢c−L B−p¡ ®a¡! h¡h¡
¢q−nh −ce, LSe Bp−h, LaS−el SeÉ l¡æ¡ Ll−a q−h, Hje¢L ¢L ¢L l¡yd−a
q−h a¡Jz j¡ je ¢c−u ®n¡−ee phz −n¡−ee L¡lZ j¡l Hpju ¢e−S−L M¤h j§mÉh¡e
j¡e¤o h−m j−e quz H pwp¡−l ay¡l −k fÐ−u¡Se B−R, a¡ Efm¢ì L−le j¡ Hhw
¢h¢Qœ HL Be¾c j¡−L ®m−ÃV b¡−L j¡l O¡−jl jaz Hh¡l X¡L¡l fl q¿¹c¿¹ q−u j¡
p¡j−e c¡ys¡−m h¡h¡ h−me, e¡p¢le−l hE X¡−L ®LX¡ S¡−e¡ e¡¢L? L¡l Ha p¡qp
J−l hE X¡−L?
¢L S¡¢e, B¢j a HCph ¢LR¤ S¡¢e e¡z
−L¡eJ ®R−ml p¡−b Ss¡Cm e¡¢L?
HClLj ®a¡ ¢LR¤ −c¢M e¡Cz q¡¢hh¤õ¡q−l a h¡¢s ®bCL¡ i¡N¡Cmz −aje ®L¡eJ
®R−mJ a h¡¢sa B−p e¡z L¡lJ p¡−b Ss¡C−R hCm¡ j−e qu e¡z
e¡ Ss¡C−m hE e¡−j ¢Q¢W a¡−l ®L¡e ®hX¡u ®m−M?
a¡ ®a¡ S¡¢e e¡z
Mhl ®a¡ ¢LR¤ l¡−M¡ e¡z ¢L Ll p¡l¡¢ce h¡¢s−a? ®j−u ¢L Lla¡−R e¡ Lla¡−R,
a¡l Mhl k¢c e¡ l¡M−a f¡−l¡, a¡C−m ¢L m¡i? B¢j h¡E™¡¢l Ju¡m EyQ¡ Llm¡jz
h¡C−ll ®L¡eJ ®R−m¢f−m ®j−u−c−l −ke e¡ ®cM−a f¡−l ®pC hÉhÙÛ¡ Llm¡jz HMe
®L¡b¡L¡l ®L¡e ®R−m J−l hE LCu¡ X¡−L!
¢Q¢W ®m−M a¡ S¡¢ez f¢œL¡ R¡f¡uz H¢c−L J¢c−L ¢Q¢W ¢mM−a qu Luz
HC ¢Q¢W ®L¡eJ f¢œL¡l ¢Q¢W e¡z HCV¡ AeÉlLj ¢Q¢Wz
B¢j h¡¢s ¢g¢l L−mS ®b−Lz j¡ ®c±−s l¡æ¡O−l ¢N−u Bj¡l SeÉ M¡h¡l ¢e−u
B−pe AeÉ¢cez ®p¢ce ¢a¢e ®j¡−VJ e−se e¡z
¢L, i¡a LC?
i¡a f¡¢a−mz j¡ h−mez
B−je¡J e−s ¢L e−s e¡ Q−m ¢L Q−m e¡z Apñh nÔbN¢a−a i¡a ®h−s ¢e−u
B−pz p−‰ X¡mz
¢L!X¡m ¢cu¡ i¡a ¢cm¡ ®k! j¡R j¡wp e¡Cz
fÐ−aÉL¢ce j¡R j¡wp m¡Nh e¡z j¡l l¦r L˜z
j¡R j¡wp R¡s¡ Bh¡l i¡a M¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡¢L?
B¢j c¤j¤−W¡ ®M−u b¡m¡ ®W−m E−W −QyQ¡C, f¡¢e LC?
j¡ h−me, f¡¢e L−mz
f¡¢e L−m ®p −a¡ B¢jC S¡¢e, ¢L¿º ¢c−a q−h ®a¡z
−L ®c−h Bj¡−L f¡¢e! NSNS öl¦ Ll−m N−S¾cÐN¡¢je£ B−je¡C HLpju Lm
®b−L −Nm¡−p f¡¢e i−l ¢e−u B−pz h¡¢s bjbjz Ae¤j¡e L¢l ¢LR¤ HLV¡ q−u−Rz
¢L q−u−R a¡ ®h¡T¡h¡l SeÉ j¡ ®h¢nrZ A−fr¡ L−le e¡z ¢hR¡e¡u V¡e V¡e q−u
HL¢V hC q¡−a ¢e−u kMe ö−u¢R, Nñ£l j¤−M L¡−R H−p Nñ£l j¤−MC ¢S−‘p
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E¢Wz ¢c−el Tmjm B−m¡ ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e Aj¡hpÉ¡l l¡−al ja m¡−Nz
L£ Lp e¡ ®Le, l¦â ®LX¡?
Bj¡l Bl hm¡l clL¡l ®eC l¦â ®L! Bj¡l öd¤ S¡e¡l clL¡l, ¢Q¢W j¡l q¡−a
f−s−R e¡ AeÉ L¡lJ q¡−az h¡h¡l q¡−a q−m S£h−el HM¡−e H j¤q§−aÑ pj¡¢çz X¡m
i¡a ®a¡ S¤−V−R BS, L¡m ¢LR¤C qua S¤V−h e¡z M¡¢eLV¡ elj q−m j¡ ¢e−SC
h−me, ¢Q¢W h¡h¡l q¡−a f−s−Rz H¢V S¡e¡l fl ¢eÖfСZ nl£l¢V ¢e¢µRâ ¢el¡m¡u
®g−m ®g−m l¡¢M, h¡¢s−a ph¡C O¤¢j−u ®N−m AfÐLª¢a−ÙÛl ja E−W l¦â−L ¢m¢M ®ke
hE p−ð¡de L−l Bl HL¢V ¢Q¢WJ −p e¡ ®m−Mz l¦â−L ¢Q¢W Bj¡l Hi¡−hC ¢mM−a
qu, h¡¢s−a ®LE e¡ b¡L−m, Abh¡ ph¡C O¤¢j−u ®N−mz a¡ e¡ q−m ®k ®LE ®mM¡¢Vl
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qu, h¡h¡l ®N¡pm p¡l¡l në qu, S¤−a¡l jQjQJ ö¢e, h¡h¡l e¡Ù¹¡ M¡Ju¡l Hje¢L
f¡¢e ®Nm¡l nëJ f¡C, ¢L¿º d−s fСZ ¢e−u p¡j−e ¢N−u AeÉ¢c−el ja eaj¤−M
c¡y¢s−u ¢l„¡i¡s¡l V¡L¡ Q¡Ju¡l ja Lm−Sl ®S¡l Bj¡l b¡−L e¡z ¢e−Sl
A¢Ù¹aÅ¢VC HL hs ®h¡T¡ Bj¡l L¡−Rz B¢j k¢c HL a¤¢s−a q¡Ju¡u q¡Ju¡ q−u
®k−a f¡la¡jz Bj¡−L k¢c ®LE ®cM−a e¡ ®fa! −V¢m¢in−e Ce¢iShm jÉ¡e
¢p¢lS¢V ®c−M j¡−T j¡−T AcªnÉ qJu¡l fÐ−u¡Se£ua¡ B¢j q¡−s j¡w−p Ae¤ih
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j¤−M¡j¤¢M q−a ®ke Bj¡−L e¡ quz ®h¢l−u k¡Ju¡l B−N ¢a¢e ®ial h¡l¡¾c¡u
c¡y¢s−u −Qy¢Q−u ®ke h¡¢sl fÐ−aÉ−L ®n¡−e, j¡−L h−me,Jl ®mM¡fs¡ håz J−l Bl
L−m−S k¡C−a qCh e¡z ph håz Jl M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡ hå LCl¡ c¡Jz i¡a ¢ch¡ e¡!
h¡h¡ Q−m ®N−mez B¢j cnV¡ Ah¢c X¡L¢fu−el SeÉ A−fr¡ L−l l¦âl ®L¡eJ
¢Q¢W ®eC ¢e¢ÕQa q−u j¡l −a¡n−Ll am ®b−L V¡L¡ ¢e−u L−m−S k¡Cz BVV¡ ®b−L
L−m−S LÓ¡p öl¦ quz Hi¡−h g¡y¢L ¢c−m i¢hoÉ−al h¡−l¡V¡ ®Le, ®a−l¡V¡ ®h−S
k¡−h a¡ Ae¤j¡e L¢lz fl¢ceJ HLC AhÙÛ¡z ®i−h¢Rm¡j, ¢ce ®N−m h¡h¡ elj
q−he!el−jl ®L¡eJ mrZ ®eCz c¡c¡l L¡−R q¡a ®f−a ¢l„¡i¡s¡l V¡L¡ ¢e−u
fl¢ce −k−a qu L−m−Sz h¡h¡ ¢e¢hÑL¡lz B¢j ®k h¡¢s−a HL¢V fСZ£, a¡ H−Lh¡−l
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®N−Re, j¡ a¡-C h¤−T−Rez j¡ HlLjC, ®k k¡ −h¡T¡u, a¡C −h¡−Te, ¢e¢hÑh¡−c ®j−e
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f−s HLSe j¡l¡ ®Nm, j¡ hm−me Bq¡, jCl¡ ®Nm! j¡ ph¡C−L hm−heJ, S¡−e¡
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fª¢bh£l ph ®m¡L−L ¢hnÄ¡p L−le, ph ®m¡−Ll ph Lb¡−LJ L−lez
l¦â hE p−ð¡de hå L−l−Rz ¢L¿º ¢Q¢W ®hq¡a q−u k¡−µR, h¤¢Tz ¢Q¢W ®Lhm h¡h¡
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®q¡−ØV−ml ¢WL¡e¡u ¢L Bj¡l ¢Q¢W Bp−a f¡−l X¡¢mu¡? L¡a−l¡¢š² ö−e M¤h f¡−l
h−m ¢cmz L¢ha¡ ®mM¡l A−iÉp B−R a¡l, ®k−Q na¡ë£ Q−œ²l pcpÉJ q−u−R, a¡
e¡ q−m H L¡S¢V Ll−a HL Lb¡u l¡¢S qa ¢L e¡ ®L S¡−e, qua p¡a lLj fÐnÀ
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p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a k¡C X¡¢mu¡−L ¢e−uz Bp−m kMeC k¡C, ®h¢nl i¡N pjuC
L¡E−L e¡ L¡E−L ¢e−uC k¡C, qu q¡¢mc¡, eu j¢cl¡, eu X¡¢mu¡z HL¡ l¦âl
j¤−M¡j¤¢M h−p ®b−L Bj¡l ®L¡eJ Lb¡ hm¡ qu e¡z ®Lhm j¤−M¡j¤¢MC h−p b¡L¡ quz
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a¡−Lz ®LE b¡L−m ®pC ®LEHl p−‰ LmLm Lb¡ h−m Bj¡l HLlLj ®h¡T¡−e¡
qu ®k B¢j ®k Lb¡ hm−a f¡¢l e¡ a¡ eu, f¡¢l, Bj¡l nëpñ¡l ®eq¡a j¾c euz
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A−fr¡ Ll¡ R¡s¡ ®L¡eJ lLj Ef¡u ®eCz X¡š²¡l qJu¡l fl k¢c h¡h¡−L ¢LR¤
S¡e¡−e¡ pñh, S¡e¡−h¡, a¡l B−N ®L¡eJ fÐnÀ J−W e¡z l¦â je M¡l¡f L−l h−p
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¢WL q−u k¡−hz f−l ®k ¢LR¤−aC ¢LR¤ ¢WL q−h e¡, ®p B¢j l¦â−L ®h¡T¡−a ®Qø¡
L¢lz j¡TM¡e ®b−L, h¢m ®k, Bj¡l X¡š²¡¢l fs¡C S−¾jl ja hå q−hz l¦â j¤M
öL−e¡ L−l Q−m k¡Ju¡l fl B¢j h¤¢T−u ¢Q¢W ¢m¢M, f¡yQV¡ hRl ®cM−a ®cM−a
®L−V k¡−h, ®i−h¡ e¡z l¦â ®m−M, f¡yQV¡ hRl Bp−mC M¤h ®h¢n¢ce euz ®cM−a
®cM−aC ®L−V k¡−hz ¢L¿º f¡yQ hRl Bj¡l SeÉ A−eL A−eL ¢ce, A−eL hRlz
B¢j ®a¡j¡−L ¢WL ®h¡T¡−a f¡lh e¡z ®a¡j¡l ph ¢LR¤C B¢j h¤¢T, ah¤ hm¢Rz ph
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®a¡j¡−L fÐ−u¡Se, öd¤ ®a¡j¡−Lz Ahmðeq£e q©cu−L B¢j ®h¢n¢ce i¡m l¡M−a
f¡lh e¡z l¦âl ®L¡eJ L¡−m¡ Aa£−al Lb¡ B¢j S¡¢e e¡z L¡−m¡ Aa£a hm−a ¢WL
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h¡¢s−a l¦âl ¢Q¢W e¡ Bp−a b¡L¡u −L¡eJ HL j¡b¡-f¡Nm L¢h ®L¡eJ HL
i¤m B−h−N Bj¡−L ®L¡eJ HL¢ce hE h−m p−ð¡de L−l¢Rm, −hV¡l c¤xp¡qp HMe
L−j−R ®i−h pL−m n¡¿¹ qe, OVe¡ Q¡f¡ f−sz Q¡f¡ fs¡l BlJ HL¢V L¡lZ qm,
hE h−m p¢aÉ p¢aÉ ®LE Bj¡−L X¡L−a f¡−l, p¢aÉ p¢aÉ B¢j L¡lJ hE q−a
f¡¢l H LÒfe¡ Ll¡ H h¡¢sl L¡lJ f−r pñh euz a¡l Jfl B¢j pjuja L−mS
®b−L ¢gl¢R, ®L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ p−¾cqSeL ¢hmð q−µR e¡, He¡V¢j ¢g¢SJm¢S hC−ul
Jfl j¤M ®N¡yS¡ b¡−L −h¢nl i¡N pju, h¡h¡ j¡ c¡c¡l ¢ae−S¡s¡ i¤l¦l L¤’e hå
quz h¡h¡ ay¡l l¡N¢V L−ml S−m …−m ®g−me, L¡lZ p¡j−e fl£r¡ Bj¡lz fl£r¡l
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fl£r¡, ®p¢V g¡Ce¡mz g¡Ce¡−ml fl X¡š²¡lz HLhRl fТnrZz a¡lfl Q¡L¢lz
fТnr−Zl pju i¡a¡ ®cJu¡ qu, j¾c i¡a¡ euz Q¡L¢l Ll−m ®haeJ j¾c eu, a−h
hc¢ml Q¡L¢l, plL¡¢l C−µRu hc¢m q−a q−h, HM¡−e ¢e−Sl C−µR h−m ¢LR¤ b¡−L
e¡z AhnÉ j¡j¡ Q¡Q¡ b¡L−m b¡−Lz j¡j¡ Q¡Q¡ hm−a, ®m¡L b¡L−m, j¿»Z¡m−u
¢e−S−cl BaÈ£u ®m¡L, Abh¡ ¢hHjH−a M¡¢a−ll ®m¡Lz g¡ØVÑ fÐg fl£r¡u Bj¡l
f¡n q−h h−m Bj¡l j−e qu e¡z HaL¡m Nªq¢nr−Ll¡ Bj¡−L fs¡ ¢N¢m−u ¢c−u
®N−Re, ®j¢X−L−m ®L¡eJ Nªq¢nrL ®eC, b¡L¡l ®L¡eJ ¢euj ®eC, Bj¡−L
®Nm¡h¡l ®LE ®eC, ¢e−S−L ¢Nm−aC qu k¡ ¢LR¤, ®üµR¡ Nm¡dxLl−Z A−iÉp Lj
Bj¡l, a¡C E−àN Bj¡−L j¡b¡l EL¤−el ja L¡js¡uz a¡l Jfl hC−ul i¡o¡
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ØVj¡L, cÉ¡ l¡CV p¡CX Ah cÉ¡ AlN¡e m¡Cp Ce cÉ¡ L¡iÑ Ah ¢XJ−Xe¡j, ®mgV
p¡CX H„−Väp pÔ¡CV¢V BfJu¡XÑp ¢hq¡Cä cÉ¡ Øfm£e, CV CS ®jCX Bf Ag V¤
V¡Cfp Ah ¢Vp¤Ép, H−„¡œ²¡Ce Hä H−ä¡œ²¡Cez lp h−m HM¡−e ®L¡eJ hÉf¡l
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eð−ll f−l¡u¡ e¡ Ll−m, i¡m Lp¡C qJu¡ k¡−h qua, i¡m X¡š²¡l euz
AdÉ¡fL−cl p−‰ ®a¢l−j¢l Ll−m S£h−eJ f¡n q−h e¡, Jy−cl −cM−m, ®p LÓ¡−p
L¢l−X¡−l, l¡Ù¹¡u h¡S¡−l −kM¡−eC ®q¡L, Bpp¡m¡j¤ Bm¡uL¤j hm−a q−hz HC
Bpp¡m¡j¤ Bm¡uL¤j ¢V Bj¡l H−Lh¡−lC B−p e¡, Lcjh¤¢p ®kje B−p e¡z
Bl¢h i¡o¡u ö−iµR¡ S¡e¡−e¡ R¡s¡ Bl ¢L Ef¡u ®eC! h¡wm¡u ®a¡ S¡e¡−e¡ pñh,
L£ ®Lje B−Re, i¡m ®a¡! Abh¡ ejú¡lz ejú¡l në¢V h¡P¡¢m ¢q¾c¤−cl ¢eSü
pÇf¢š q−u ®N−R, ®L¡eJ në ¢L qu e¡ ®k n−ël ®L¡eJ djÑ ®eC? e¡q! qu e¡z
k¡−LC ¢S−‘p L¢l, h−m, Bl ®L¡eJ Ef¡uC ®eCz B¢j Apq¡u h−p b¡¢Lz Bj¡l
JV¤L¤C qu, ¢pÈa q¡¢p, H¢VC pñ¡oZ, H¢VC ö−iµR¡z H ¢c−u fl£r¡u f¡n e¡¢L qu
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L¡¢V, ®ke h¡C−l a¡¢L−u B¢R, Abh¡ j¡¢Vl ¢c−L, Abh¡ AeÉje Bj¡l, Abh¡
q¡−al hC¢Vl ¢c−L ®cM¢R, ®ke AdÉ¡fL e¡jL ¢hl¡V j¡e¤o¢V−L ®c¢M¢e, ®cM−m
®a¡ Lf¡−m q¡a W¤−L Bpp¡m¡j¤ Bm¡uL¤j pÉ¡l hma¡jCz h¡¢s−a Cu¡p¢je−L
¢S−‘p Llm¡j, −a¡l Aü¢Ù¹ m¡−N e¡ Bpp¡m¡j¤ Bm¡uL¤j hm−a? Cu¡p¢je
¢expw−L¡−Q e¡ hmm, Jl m¡−N e¡z Bj¡l m¡−N ®Le! j¡−L ¢S−‘p Llm¡j HC
Bpp¡m¡j¤ Bm¡uL¤−jl j¡−eV¡ ¢L? j¡ hm−me Bfe¡l Efl n¡¢¿¹ h¢oÑa ®q¡Lz
−L¡−›−L h¢oÑa q−h? BL¡n ®b−L? j¡ M¡¢eL ®i−h hm−me Bõ¡q hoÑZ Ll−hez
a¡q−m ®a¡ BL¡n ®b−LC, Bõ¡q ®k−qa¤ BL¡−nC b¡−Lez j¡ Bf¢š Ll−a
f¡l−me e¡ Bj¡l BL¡n ¢houL d¡lZ¡lz M¡¢eL h¡−c j¡ hm−me, BL¡n ¢ho−u
i¡h−a i¡h−a ®j¡rj Ešl¢V j¡l j−e fsm, hm−me Bõ¡q ¢L öd¤ BL¡−nC
b¡−Le! Bõ¡q phÑœ ¢hl¡Sj¡ez Bõ¡q ¢ho−u Lb¡ hm−a ®N−m j¡ p¡d¡lZa hC−ul
i¡o¡ hÉhq¡l L−le, L¢We L¢We në, Bõ¡q fÐp−‰ e¡ q−m j¡ phÑœ në¢V e¡ h−m
ph S¡uN¡u hm−ae, Bl ¢hl¡Sj¡e e¡ hÉhq¡l L−l B−Re hm−aez Bõ¡q
hÉ¡f¡l¢V j¡l L¡−RJ pñha L¢We HL¢V hÉ¡f¡lz BL¡n ®b−L Sm R¡s¡ p¤M h¡
n¡¢¿¹ LMeJ h¢oÑa q−a B¢j ®c¢M¢ez p¤al¡w Bl¢h h¡LÉ¢Vl ®k pl¡p¢l ®L¡eJ
h¡wm¡ Ae¤h¡c Q¡¢m−u ®ch, a¡−aJ je p¡u ®cu e¡! p¡m¡j ®W¡L¡l A−iÉp ®eC h−m
®hu¡ch, Ec¡p£e, Aiâ Hph ®Ma¡h ®f−u ®N¢R C¢aj−dÉz
l¡a ®S−N fs−a qu, fl£r¡, h¡h¡ h−me, e¡−Ll XN¡uz Ls¡ ®l¡−c c¡ys¡−mJ
e¡−Ll XN¡u HL ¢h¾c¤ O¡j S−j e¡ Bj¡l, Hje ¢eTÑ•¡V T¤VT¡−jm¡q£e e¡L¢V−L
fl£r¡l ®h¡T¡ H−p fСu ®ba−m ¢c−µRz fl£r¡ L¡−R H−m h¡h¡ ay¡l B−Nl l©f¢V
d¡lZ L−le, Ef−c−nl Ts hC−u ¢c−µRe hm−a hm−a ®k ®j¢X−L−ml fs¡ ¢ce
l¡Ca Q¢în O¾V¡ e¡ fs−m qu e¡z l¡a S¡CN¡ fs, ®Q¡−M O¤j Bp−m, ®Q¡−M
p¢lo¡l ®am Y¡−m¡z ka fl£r¡ H−N¡u, aa Bj¡l O¤j h¡−s, i−ul p−‰ O¤jJ
h¡−sz h¡h¡ p¡a pL¡−m E−W O−ll f¡M¡ hå L−l h¡¢a ®SÅ−m −ce, Nl−j Bl
B−m¡u O¤j ®i−P k¡uz ¢a¢l¢r ®jS¡S ¢e−u ¢hR¡e¡ R¡s−a quz HL l¡−a ®Q¡−M
Y¡m¡l SeÉ HL ¢n¢n p−oÑl ®am ¢L−e H−e Bj¡l ®V¢h−m −l−M ®N−me h¡h¡z L£
Ll−a q−h ®am?
kMeC O¤j f¡Ch, ®Q¡−M Y¡mh¡, O¤j h¡f h¡f LCl¡ fm¡Ch!
h¡h¡l Bs¡−m B¢j p−oÑl ®am ¢c−u j¤¢s ®j−M ®M−a m¡Nm¡j ¢c¢hÉ, Bl l¡a
cnV¡l B−NC O¤−jl l¡−SÉ Y¤−L O¤jfl£−cl p−‰ ¢hÙ¹l NÒf L−l ®hs¡¢µRz h¡h¡
¢g−l H−p ¢QvL¡l L−l h¡¢s S¡N¡e, B−l fl£r¡l Bl ¢ae¢ceJ h¡¢L e¡C Bl
¢a¢e ¢L e¡ e¡−L ®am ¢cu¡ O¤j¡−µRe! h¡h¡l pñha d¡lZ¡, ®Q¡−M ®cJu¡l hc−m
h¡h¡l Be¡ ®am B¢j i¤m L−l e¡−L ®Y−m¢Rz ®Q¡−M Bj¡l ¢WLC p−oÑl ®am ®Y−m
l¡a S¡N−a q−u−R, ¢WLC He¡V¢j Bl ¢g¢SJm¢Sl BN¡ ®b−L j¡b¡ S¡e−a q−u−R
f−s f−sz l¡a S¡N−m h¡h¡ f¡−n H−p h−pe Bj¡lz h¡h¡ h−pe, p‰ −cez ®ke
B¢j i§−al i−u ®Q¡−ll i−u ¢exp‰a¡l i−u Bh¡l jn¡¢ll a−m e¡ Y¤¢Lz j¡ gÓ¡ú
i−l Q¡ ¢c−u k¡e ®V¢h−m, Bl Bj¡l ®ba−m k¡Ju¡ e¡−Ll p¡j−e aMe ÚB¢j
L¡l¦−L ®c¢M e¡, AdÉ¡fL−cl lš²−Q¡M R¡s¡z

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HLh¡l h¡p¡u c¡Ju¡a Ll−a q−hz h¡h¡l E−ŸnÉ¢V Øfø, M¡¢alz M¡¢a−l k¢c
®j±¢ML f¡n quz q¡l¦e Bq−jc pf¢lh¡l Bj¡−cl h¡¢s H−me, j¡ p¡l¡¢ce l¡æ¡
Ll−me, ¢n¢ra ®m¡L h¡¢s−a H−m j¡l p¡j−e k¡h¡l l£¢a ®eC, l¡æ¡Ol ®b−L ¢a¢e
h¡pe f−œ M¡h¡l p¡¢S−u ¢c−me, B¢j c¡c¡ Bl Cu¡p¢je ®p…−m¡ ¢e−u ¯hWL O−l
M¡h¡l ®V¢h−m l¡Mm¡jz q¡l¦e Bq−jc ®M−me NÒf Ll−me, NÒf f¤−l¡V¡C L¢ha¡
¢e−uz ¢a¢e L¢ha¡ ®m−Me, B¢j k¢c ay¡l L¢ha¡ ®L¡b¡J ®R−f ¢c−a f¡¢l i¡m quz
¢a¢e ¢e−uJ H−p−Re p−‰ ¢cÙ¹¡ ¢cÙ¹¡ L¢ha¡, HLh¡l ®Q¡M h¤¢m−u B¢j Ae¤j¡e L¢l
L¢ha¡…−m¡ jj S£h−e ah BNje OV¡l fl Ah−n−o ®L¡eJ Byd¡−l L¢l−h fÐÙÛ¡ez
q¡l¦e Bq−jc h¡h¡l R¡œ ¢R−mez h¡h¡l R¡œl¡ A−e−L AdÉ¡fL q−u ®N−Rez h¡h¡
HMeJ f¤−l¡ AdÉ¡fL qe¢e, pq−k¡N£−aC f−s B−Re, ¢Li¡−h qh, ®a¡j¡−cl SeÉ
fup¡ L¡j¡C Ll−a Ll−a ®a¡ hs ®L¡eJ fl£r¡ ®cJu¡ qu e¡C, a¡ e¡ qC−m R¡œ
®a¡ M¡l¡f ¢Rm¡j e¡z a¡ ¢WL h¡h¡ R¡œ i¡m ¢R−me, ®j¢X−L−m fs−a H−p Hje
q−u−R ®k ay¡l hC ®Le¡l fup¡ ®eC, HL R¡−œl p−‰ h¡h¡ aMe HL Q¤¢š²−a
H−me, l¡a cnV¡l fl, ®R−m¢V kMe O¤¢j−u k¡−h, hC d¡l ®e−he ¢a¢e, a¡C
Ll−ae, d¡l Ll¡ hC p¡l¡l¡a f−s, pL¡−m ®pC hC ®gla ¢c−ae ®R−m−L, l¡a
S¡N¡ h¡h¡ pL¡−m LÓ¡p Ll−a ®k−aezJi¡−h f−s, l¡a ®S−N, d¡l Ll¡ hC−u, h¡h¡
ph−Q−u ®h¢n eðl ®f−ae ®j¢X−L−mz ®kje ®f−ae Q¢™f¡n¡ q¡CCnL¤−mz
h¡h¡l ja −jd¡ Bj¡l ®eCz −j±¢ML fl£r¡u q¡l¦e Bq−jc Bj¡−L C−µR
Ll−mC L¢We fÐnÀ Ll−a f¡−le, M¡¢a−l L−le¢ez AeÉ L−mS ®b−L ®k fl£rLl¡
H−p¢R−me, ay¡l¡ L¢We fÐ−nÀl ¢c−L ®N−m q¡l¦e Bq−jc L¡uc¡ L−l Ešl ¢WL
®L¡e¢c−L k¡−h h¡ ®k−a f¡−l HlLj HL¢V C¢‰a ¢c−a ®Qø¡ L−l−Rez ®V¢h−m l¡M¡
q¡s…−m¡ AeÉ fl£rL R¤y−a k¡Ju¡l B−NC q¡l¦e Bq−jc Bj¡l ¢c−L ®W−m
¢c−u−Re ¢gj¡l e¡−jl pqS q¡s¢Vz H¢V q¡−a ¢e−u −L¡e Aw−nl ¢L e¡j, ®L¡e
S¡uN¡u ®L¡e ®f¢n H−p ®m−N−R, ®L¡e ®f¢n−a ®L¡e e¡¢m lš² plhl¡q Ll−R,
pÀ¡u¤C h¡ −L¡−›−L H−p ¢L L−l ®L¡b¡u k¡−µR, Hph lLj¡¢l fÐ−nÀl Ešl ¢c−a quz
¢g¢SJm¢S fl£r¡−aJ M¡¢al ®S¡−V, HC L−m−SlC pq−k¡N£ AdÉ¡f−Ll LeÉ¡¢V−L
S¢Vma¡l j−dÉ ¢e−u e¡Ù¹¡e¡h¤c e¡ Ll¡¢VC M¡¢alz fÐ−nÀl Ešl ¢c−a fСu pL−mC
S¡−e, HM¡−e i¡NÉC hs Lb¡, L¡lJ i¡−NÉ S¢Vm fÐnÀ, L¡lJ i¡−NÉ f−s AS¢Vmz
S¢Vma¡ AS¢Vma¡ A−eLV¡ ¢eiÑl L−l fl£rL−cl je ®jS¡−Sl Jflz fl£rLl¡
kMe c¤f¤−ll M¡Ju¡l fl Q¡ ®M−a ®M−a ®Qu¡−l ®qm¡e ¢c−u fÐnÀ L−le, pqS fÐnÀ
L−lez k¡C ®q¡L, M¡¢eLV¡ ¢hcÉ¡u, M¡¢eLV¡ M¡¢a−l B¢j g¡ØVÑ fÐg f¡n L¢lz

®R¡Vc¡ juje¢pw−q R¤¢VR¡V¡u Q−m B−pe hE ¢e−uz Dc Bl f¤−S¡l R¤¢V−aC

B−pe ®h¢nz h¡−l¡ j¡−p ®a−l¡ f¤−S¡ ®m−N B−R, ph f¤−S¡u R¤¢V e¡ −f−m R¤¢V
¢e−u a−h B−pez N£a¡ D−cl Evp−h B−R, f¤−S¡l Evp−hJz H h¡¢s−a Dc
f¤−S¡l Evp−hl ®Q−u hs Evph ®R¡Vc¡l AhL¡n-BNje Evphz h¡¢s−a p¢aÉL¡l
Evph öl¦ qu ®R¡Vc¡ H−mz j¡ R¤−V k¡e l¡æ¡O−l, ®R−ml SeÉ ®f¡m¡J ®L¡jÑ¡
l¡yd−a, ®ly−d ®h−s ®R−m Bl ®R−ml hE−L p¡j−e h¢p−u M¡Ju¡ez −fV f¤−l M¡−µR
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h¡h¡! La Lø e¡ S¡¢e qCa¡−R Q¡L¢l Ll−a!
B−l e¡ j¡ ¢L ®k Le, Bl¡−jl Q¡L¢lz i¡m ®hae f¡Cz HC−a¡ X−j¢ØVL
gÓ¡CV −no qCm, HMe C¾V¡leÉ¡ne¡m öl¦ Ll¢Rz
j¡ X−j¢ØVL C¾V¡leÉ¡ne¡−ml fÉ¡yQ ®h¡−Te e¡z j¡¢Vl fª¢bh£ ®R−s Aac§l
BL¡−nl Jfl L¡lJ ¢L Lø e¡ q−u f¡−l, ¢hl¦C Q¡−ml i¡a −M−a C−µR Llm f¡−h
e¡, V¡VL¡ n¡L ph¢S, a¡J e¡z e¡ f¡l−h i¡m L−l ö−a, e¡ q¡yV−a, f¡−ul am¡u
j¡¢VC k¢c e¡ b¡−L, a−h ®p q¡yV¡ Bl ®Lje q¡yV¡!
Blh ®c−n ®N¢Rm¡j j¡z j‚¡u ¢Nu¡ L¡h¡ n¢lg ®cCM¡ BC¢Rz
Blh ®c−n k¡Ju¡ Ha −k pqS j¡ d¡lZ¡ Ll−a f¡−le e¡z
Eg Ha Nljz AhnÉ N¡¢s−a H¢p b¡L−m Ap¤¢hd¡ e¡Cz
−R¡Vc¡ Blh ®cn ¢e−u Bl k¡ k¡ h−me, j¡ ÙÛ¢hl h−p ®b−L ®n¡−eez j¡l
LÒfe¡l Bl−hl p−‰ ®R¡Vc¡l h¢ZÑa Blh ®k H−Lh¡−lC ®j−m e¡, j¡l ¢jËuj¡e
j¤M¢V ®cM−mC Øfø quz ®R¡Vc¡ B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e h¡h¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ L−l nq−l O¤l−a
®h−l¡e, q¡−a ®N¡e¡ c¤ HLSe f¤−l¡−e¡ hå¤−L ®M¡y−Sez ¢h−L−m N£a¡−L ¢e−u
®h¢l−u k¡e, Ae¤j¡e L¢l HMe ¢fuef¡s¡u N£a¡l h¡−fl h¡¢s k¡Ju¡ q−µRz h¡¢s−a
HMe ph¡C S¡−e ®k N£a¡ f¤−S¡−a ¢fue f¡s¡u a¡l h¡−fl h¡¢s k¡u, ®LE −L¡eJ
fТah¡c L−l e¡z e¡ Ll−mJ LMeJ ®p gm¡J L−l S¡e¡u e¡ ®k −p h¡−fl h¡¢s
k¡−µRz
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b¡−L Bj¡−clz
BjØV¡lX¡j nql ®bCL¡ pj¤â A−eL Ef−lz
LJ ¢L? nqlV¡ a¡C−m f¡¢el ¢e−Q X¤Ch¡ k¡u e¡?
h¡yd ®cJu¡ B−Rz X¤−h e¡z
Bl mäe?
mäe a ¢hn¡m hsz
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q, ®cM¢Rz
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®R¡Vc¡−L A−eL c§−ll j−e qu, q¡a h¡s¡−m ky¡l e¡N¡m f¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡z pL¡m
¢hL¡m ¢c¢h −l, ¢c¢h ®l c¤CX¡ V¡L¡ ¢c¢h? h−m q¡a f¡a¡l Ll¦Z j¤−Ml ®R¡Vc¡−L
®h¢n Bfe j−e qa, HMe ®R¡Vc¡l hÉÙ¹a¡ ¢hoj, HMe V¡L¡ fup¡J A−eLz h¡¢s
H−pC h−me, BS−L eua L¡m−LC QCm¡ k¡C−a q−h, gÓ¡CV B−Rz ®R¡Vc¡l p−‰
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®cM¡ LlR?
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eSl¦m, l¦ým, ¢jm¤, n¢gL H−cl p¡−b ®cM¡ LlR?
pju LC!
h¡wm¡l cfÑ−Z −N¢Rm¡? j”¤ i¡C−cl p¡−b ®cM¡ Llh e¡z
pju b¡L−m ®a¡ k¡C−aC f¡la¡jz
fÐbj fÐbj kMe juje¢pw−q Bp−ae, hå¤−cl p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll¡ ay¡l g¤−l¡−a¡ e¡,
B−Nl ja B—¡u h−p ®k−aez HMe pju ®eC pju ®eCz ®L¡eJ L¡l−Z ¢a¢e k¢c
®N¡mf¤L¤l f¡−sl ¢c−L k¡e, B—¡l f¤−l¡−e¡ hå¤l¡ ®R¡Vc¡−L ®c−MC °q °Q L−l
X¡−Lez Jl¡ B−R J−cl jaC, Jl¡ HMeJ B—¡ ®cu, ®Lhm ®R¡Vc¡C
®eCz®R¡Vc¡l j¤−M HMe ¢h−c¢n ¢pN¡−lV, HLpju ¢a¢e hå¤−cl L¡R ®b−L ¢c¢n
ØV¡l ¢pN¡−lV ®Q−u ®M−aez
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L¡¢VÑ−uz
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¢pN¡−lVz
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¢pN¡−lV ®hl L−l ®ce hå¤−clz h¡¢s ®gl¡l fl AhnÉ j¤M d¤−u ¢pN¡−l−Vl Nå
B−N c§l L−l −ee ®R¡Vc¡z h¡h¡ j¡l p¡j−e ¢a¢e ¢pN¡−lV M¡e e¡, ¢pN¡−lV ®k M¡e
a¡l fÐj¡ZJ l¡−Me e¡z ®R¡Vc¡l f¡−u ¢h−c¢n S¤−a¡, N¡−u ea¤e n¡VÑ fÉ¡¾V, ay¡l
¢e−Slz V¤X¡CmÉ¡ hå¤−cl L¡R ®b−L ®R¡Vc¡l c§laÅ h¡s−a b¡−L, ®Lhm ¢a¢e BlJ
L¡−R Bp−a b¡−Le N£a¡lz p¤¾cl£ ®j−u N£a¡, L¡−m¡ ®j−u N£a¡, gpÑ¡ q−a b¡L¡
N£a¡, k¡l ¢VL−m¡ e¡L ¢VL−m¡C B−R, k¡l f¡am¡ ®W¡yV f¡am¡C, HMe Q¡−u ®k
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ap¢hqz h¡h¡ R¤y−uJ ®c−Me e¡ ay¡l SeÉ Be¡ ¢LR¤z h¡h¡l SeÉ HL−S¡s¡ QLQ−L
S¤−a¡ H−e hm−me,®jCX Ce Ca¡¢mz Ca¡¢ml S¤−a¡ q−m ¢L q−h,h¡h¡ Øfø h−m
¢c−me, a¡yl S¤−a¡l clL¡l ®eCz S¤−a¡l ¢c−L ®N¡m ®N¡m ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u c¡c¡
hm−me, H−Lh¡−l Bj¡l f¡−ul j¡−fl S¤a¡z S¤−a¡−S¡s¡ c¡c¡l S¤Vmz j¡l SeÉ
HLM¡e¡ V¡‰¡C−ml p¤¢a n¡¢s N£a¡C a¤−m ®cu q¡−a,j¡ d−le Bf−el m¡CN¡ D−cl
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i¡p¤l q−µRe üuw Bj¡e¤õ¡q ®Q±d¤¢l, ®R¡Vc¡l Q¡L¢ll j¡j¡Q¡Q¡z abÉ h¡h¡ ®n¡−ee,
¢L¿º abÉ fR¾c qu e¡z −j−u p¤¾cl£, ®j−u j¤¢je¤−æp¡u ¢hH f−s, H −S−eJ h¡h¡
j¤M i¡l L−l b¡−Lez −j−ul h¡h¡i¡C de pÇfc L−l¢e, e¡jJ −eC nq−l, ¢WL
B−R, ¢L¿º −j−ul hs ®h¡e ü¡j£ ®R−s ¢c−u AeÉ ®m¡−Ll p−‰ Q−m ®N−R, HC
¢S¢ep¢V h¡h¡−L ®M¡yQ¡−a b¡−Lz HC ¢S¢ep¢V ®k c¡c¡−L ®M¡yQ¡u e¡ a¡ eu, ¢L¿º
p¤¾cl£ ®j−ul ®k BL¡m ®c−n, H ®j−u e¡LQ L−l ¢c−m ¢a¢e BnwL¡ L−le
fª¢bh£−a p¤¾cl£ hm−a Bl ¢LR¤ Ah¢nø b¡L−h e¡z
c¡c¡C k¡ B−R Lf¡−m h−m W¡u h−p lC−me, ¢h−u H ®j−u−LC Ll−he ¢a¢ez
h¡h¡−L Aq¢eÑ¢n hm−a b¡−Le j¡, l¡¢S qCu¡ k¡e, Hqe k¢c ¢hu¡ e¡ qu −e¡j¡−el,
S£h−e qua Bl qChC e¡z h¡h¡−L h−m L−u e¡ ®b−L ¢ejl¡¢S Ll¡l fl fl C
c¡c¡ a¡¢lM ¢e−u hp−mez ¢X−pðl j¡−pl Q¡l a¡¢l−M ¢h−uz e¡Ju¡ M¡Ju¡ ®R−s
¢a¢e −c±−s ®c±−s ®Le¡L¡V¡ öl¦ Ll−mez h¡¢s p¡S¡−e¡l k¡ h¡¢L ¢Rm, ®p−l
®gm−mez Bj¡l SeÉ qm¤c, Cu¡p¢j−el e£m Bl N£a¡l SeÉ ph¤S l−Pl L¡a¡e
n¡¢s ¢Le−me, ¢h−u−a fl¡l SeÉz N¡−u qm¤c H fl¡l SeÉJ ph¡C−L m¡m f¡s
qm¤c n¡¢s ¢c−mez p¡S¡−e¡ L¤−m¡ ®b−L öl¦ L−l, −j−ul SeÉ n¡¢s L¡fs fÐp¡de,
®Lhm ®j−ul SeÉC n¡¢s eu, ®j−ul j¡ e¡¢e c¡¢c CaÉ¡¢c ph¡l SeÉC ph ®Le¡
qmz ph¢LR¤l V¡L¡ AhnÉ h¡h¡ ¢c−µRez ¢h−ul Ae¤ù¡−el k¡ha£u MlQ h¡h¡−LC
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®f¡o¡−a q−h, ®k−qa¤ ¢a¢e h¡h¡z n−Ml ¢S¢epf¡¢al MlQ c¡c¡l f−LV ®b−Lz ®kje
fª¢bh£−a ph ®Q−u p¤¾cl hEi¡−al ¢ej¿»Zfœ Ll¡l C−µRu ¢a¢e jMj−ml m¡m
L¡f−s ¢ej¿»Zfœ eu ¢ej¿»Z L¡hÉ ¢m−M Be−me, ¢nÒf£ ¢c−u q¡−a ¢m¢M−uz HL¢V
m¡m p¤p¢‹a p¤A¢ˆa mð¡ ®L±−V¡u jMj−ml L¡fs¢V b¡L−h, L¡f−sl c¤¢c−L
T¤eT¤¢eAm¡ l¦−f¡l L¡¢Wz ¢ej¿»ZL¡hÉ¢V fs−aJ qu l¡S¡h¡cn¡−cl L¡−R f¡W¡−e¡
glj¡e fs¡l jaz c¡c¡l j¡b¡ ®b−L BlJ e¡e¡ p¤sp¤s L−l BlJ ¢nÒf ®h−l¡−µR,
¢e−Sl OlM¡e¡ l¡S¡h¡cn¡q−cl O−ll ja p¡¢S−u−Rez ¢h−ul M¡V p¡S¡−e¡l SeÉ
nq−ll ®pl¡ ¢nÒf£−cl h−m ®l−M−Rez L−uLq¡S¡l ®N¡m¡f Bl Q¾cÐj¢õL¡u M¡V
p¡S¡−e¡ q−hz m¡m L¡−fÑV ®f−a ¢c−a q−h L¡−m¡ gVL ®b−L Ol Ah¢cz h¡h¡l L¡R
®b−L −j¡V¡ V¡L¡ ¢e−u hEHl SeÉ m¡m ®he¡l¢p Bl fÐQ¤l ®p¡e¡l Nue¡ c¡c¡ ¢e−S
Y¡L¡ ¢N−u ¢L−e B−eez ¢h−ul h¡S¡l p¡l−aC j¡p ®L−V k¡uz
N¡−u qm¤−cl ¢ce Bjl¡, B¢j, T¤eM¤ ¡m¡, Cu¡p¢je, −R¡Vc¡, N£a¡ g¤mf¤−ll
ASѤe¢Mm¡ NË¡−j ¢N−u q¡¢pe¡l N¡−u qm¤c m¡¢N−u B¢pz p¡S¡−e¡ L¤−m¡u p¡¢S−u ¢eC
q¡¢pe¡l SeÉ qm¤c n¡¢s, Bl j¤−M j¡M¡l pçhZÑ lwz L¤−m¡l ®fR−e h¢œn lL−jl
¢j¢øl fÉ¡−LVz fl¢ce c¡c¡l N¡−uJ qm¤cz c¡c¡ n£am f¡¢V−a h−p b¡−Le
h¡l¡¾c¡uz BaÈ£ul¡ c¡c¡l j¤−M qm¤c m¡N¡ez −pC n£am f¡¢V¢V Bh¡l Q¡lS−e d−l
¢hR¡−a quz Q¡lS−el HLSe q−u fÐQ™ Evp¡−q kMe B¢j f¡¢Vl HL ®L¡Z d¢l,
T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ −c±−s H−p Bj¡l q¡a ®b−L −L¡Z −L−s ¢e−u hm−me, al dl¡ k¡−h e¡z
−Le dl¡ k¡−h e¡?
L¡lZ B−Rz f−l hmhz
B¢j f¡¢V ®R−s ¢c−u O−l ¢jËuj¡e h−p b¡¢Lz ®Le n£am f¡¢V¢V Bj¡l dl¡
k¡−h e¡,HC fÐnÀ je ®b−L c§l qu e¡z T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ f−l hm−me, al ®a¡ ¢jep qC−R,
a¡Cz
−L LC−R qC−R? qu e¡C a!
J B¢j i¡h¢Rm¡j, qC−Rz
qC−mC h¡ ¢L? k¢c qCa!
JCpju nl£l f¢hœ b¡−L e¡z Bl ¢h−u n¡¢cl pju M¤h f¢hœ q¡−a ph¢LR¤
dl−a quz
öi L¡−S Aöi ¢S¢ep c§−l l¡M−a quz
J HC Lb¡!
j¡−L ®X−L h¢m, j¡ JC…m¡ qC−m e¡¢L N¡−u qm¤−cl f¡¢V −R¡yu¡ k¡u e¡?
j¡ hm−me, e¡f¡L nC−m e¡ ®R¡yu¡C i¡mz
e¡ ®R¡yu¡C i¡m −Le? R¤yC−m ¢L qu?
¢L qu R¤yC−m j¡ a¡ h−me e¡, j¡l hÉÙ¹a¡ ¢hojz T¤e¤M¡m¡ h−me, Aj‰m quz ¢L
lLj Aj‰m a¡ S¡e−a ®Q−u¢R, Ešl f¡C¢ez h¡¢sl ®fR−e h¡¢s S£he−cl,
S£h−el ¢h−ul pju ®c−M¢R n£amf¡¢Vl a−m f¡e p¤f¡¢l l¡M−Re S£h−el j¡, f¡e
p¤f¡¢ll fÐ−u¡Se ¢L a¡ Bj¡l ®h¡T¡ qu¢ez S£h−el ¢h−ul f¤−l¡ Ae¤ù¡e¢VC Bj¡l
®cM¡ q−u−R, h−ll p¡j−e Bue¡ d−l ¢S−‘p Ll¡ q−u¢Rm ¢L ®cM−Re, Bue¡u
S£h−el p¤¾cl j¤M¢V, h−ll j¤M ®b−L Lb¡ ®h−l¡u e¡, HLSe h−m ¢cm hm−a
Q¡ycj¤Mz HlLjC e¡¢L ¢eujz ¢eujN¤−m¡ Bj¡l Aá¤a m¡−Nz X¢m f¡−ml ®h¡−el
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 ¢h−u−a ¢N−u¢Rm¡j, JM¡−e B…−el Q¡l¢c−L ®f¡a¡ q−u¢Rm Q¡l¢V Lm¡N¡R,
Lm¡N¡−Rl Q¡lf¡n ¢c−u hlhE−L p¡a f¡L ¢c−a qm, p¡l¡¢ce E−f¡p b¡L¡ ®j−u
LÓ¡¿¹ nl£−l f¡L ¢c¢µRmz S£h−el N¡−u qm¤−cl ¢ce lw ®Mm¡ q−u¢Rm, ®Mm¡ öl¦l
p−‰ p−‰ B¢j f¡¢m−u h¡¢s Q−m H−p¢R, lP ®Mm¡l pju R¤−V¡R¤¢V c¡f¡c¡¢f Bj¡l
pÀ¡u¤−L ¢hLm L−l ®cuz HLClLj j¡qh¤h¡l ®h¡−el N¡−u qm¤−cl ¢ce, JM¡−eJ
h−ll HL hå¤ Bj¡−L lP ¢c−a ¢e−u¢Rm, B¢j ¢RV−L p−l B¢p, ®c±−s −h¢l−u
k¡C h¡¢s ®b−L, Bj¡l ®LhmC j−e qu l−Pl E−ŸnÉ h¤¢T N¡−u q¡a ®cJu¡z
j¡qh¤h¡ Bj¡l Q−m k¡Ju¡ ®c−M Ah¡L q−u−Rz ¢e−S−L Bm−N¡−R h¡y¢Q−u Q¢m B¢j,
R¤−V¡R¤¢V c¡f¡c¡¢f L¡s¡L¡¢s Hp−h Bj¡l hs iuz
c¡c¡l N¡−u qm¤−c h¡¢sl ®j−ul¡ ph qm¤c n¡¢s f¢lz k¡l¡C H−p−R h¡¢s−a,
H−p−R qm¤c n¡¢s f−lz e¡¢e AhnÉ qm¤c n¡¢s f−le¢ez ¢a¢e n¡c¡ n¡¢s−aC c¡c¡l
j¤−M qm¤c m¡¢N−u j¡b¡u q¡a ¢c−u h−m−Re, p¤M£ qCJ ®c¡u¡ L¢lz e¡¢el L¡−R p¤M
¢S¢ep¢Vl j§mÉ A−eL, j¡l L¡−RJz ®R¡Vc¡ c§−l B−Re ¢L¿º p¤−M B−Re HC
¢S¢ep¢V ®i−h j¡ ®R¡Vc¡l e¡ b¡L¡l Lø−L p¡¿¹Æe¡ ®cez h¡¢s i−l ®Nm qm¤−c, qm¤c
n¡¢s−a, ¢j¢ø−a, Evp−hz e¡¢eh¡¢sl ph¡C Hm, ph¡C c¡c¡l nl£−l qm¤c ®j−M
¢cmz q¡¢pe¡l h¡¢s ®b−L ®m¡L H−p qm¤c ¢c−u ®Nm c¡c¡l N¡−m Lf¡−mz c¡c¡−L
hs ¢el£q ®cM−a m¡N¢Rmz q¡¢pe¡l BaÈ£ul¡ ®fV f¤−l ®f¡m¡J j¡wp ®M−u ¢h−cu
qmz nÄölh¡¢sl ®m¡L e¡ q−m ¢WL ¢WLC c¡c¡ Q¡o¡i¤−o¡ ®m¡L…−m¡−L BeL¤b h−m
N¡m ¢c−aez

Hlfl ®a¡ ¢h−ul d¤jz L¡−m¡ gV−Ll p¡j−e N¡Rf¡a¡ g¤mf¡a¡u QjvL¡l HL¢V
fÐ−hnà¡l h¡e¡−e¡ q−u−Rz h¡h¡l hå¤−cl N¡¢s d¡l L−l h¡h¡, Bjl¡ ®R¡Vl¡, c¡c¡l
hå¤l¡ ®Nm¡j ASѤe¢Mm¡uz c¡c¡l ja ¢em¡S ®m¡L j¤−M l¦j¡m ®Q−f h−p lC−me,
j¡b¡u ®V¡fl, fl−e n¡c¡ ®nlJu¡¢e, n¡c¡ f¡S¡j¡, n¡c¡ e¡Nl¡z h¡C−l n¡¢ju¡e¡l
a−m h−p L¡S£−L Lh¤m hm−me, ®ial O−l q¡¢pe¡ L¡S£l p¡j−e HLC Lb¡ hmm,
Lh¤mz −j−u−cl AhnÉ Aj¤L −m¡−Ll Aj¤L f¤−œl p−‰ Ha V¡L¡ −ce−j¡q−l ¢hh¡q
L¢l−a l¡¢S BR ¢L e¡ ¢S−‘p Ll¡l p−‰ p−‰ Lh¤m hm¡ ®n¡ie ®cM¡u e¡,
¢LR¤rZ ý ý L−l L¡yc−a qu, ®Ly−c ®L−V LÓ¡¿¹ q−m j¡ M¡m¡−cl ¢LR¤ −Wm¡ …y−a¡
®M−u në¢V EµQ¡lZ Ll−a quz q¡¢pe¡ M¤h HLV¡ pju ®eu¢e Lh¤m hm−az q¡¢pe¡l
Lh¤m hm¡ j¡−e ¢h−u O−V k¡Ju¡z Hh¡l ¢hc¡u ®eh¡l f¡m¡z q¡¢pe¡l j¡ h¡h¡l q¡−a
®j−u pjfÑZ Ll−mez B¢j Ah¡L q−u ph L¡™ ®cM¢Rm¡j, ¢h−ul Hje ph L¡™
Ha L¡R ®b−L Bj¡l B−N ®cM¡ qu ¢ez g¤−m p¡S¡−e¡ N¡¢s−a c¡c¡ hE ¢e−u
hp−me, c¤f¡−n B¢j B¢j Cu¡p¢je, ®fR−el N¡¢s−a hlk¡œ£z c¡c¡ ph ¢LR¤l e£m
eLn¡ B−N ®b−LC Hy−L ®l−M¢R−mez e£m eLn¡ Ae¤k¡u£ Bjl¡ N¡¢s ®b−L ®e−j
®c±−s Y¤Lm¡j h¡¢s−a hlhd§l NªqfÐ−hn Ae¤ù¡e SjL¡−m¡ Ll−a, L¤−m¡ ®b−L g¤−ml
f¡f¢s ¢R−V¡−a hlhd§l N¡−uz L¤−m¡ q¡−a ¢e−u g¤m ¢R−V¡¢µR m¡m L¡−f−VÑl ¢Le¡−l
c¡y¢s−uz J¢c−L h¡h¡ ®m¡L M¤yS−Re hE hlZ Ll¡l SeÉz j¡ c¡y¢s−u ¢R−me −M¡m¡
clS¡l p¡j−e hlhd§ hlZ Ll−az p¡l¡¢ce h¡¢s−a h−p A−fr¡ Ll¢R−me ¢a¢e HC
rZ¢Vlz j¡l f¡−n c¡y¢s−u¢R−me h¡h¡l hå¤−cl hEz j¡−L clS¡l p¡j−e ®b−L a¤¢j
pl, c§−l k¡J, c§−l k¡J h−m Le¤C−ul d¡‚¡u p¢l−u h¡h¡ Hj H L¡q¡−ll −R¡Vi¡C
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Bhc¤m ®j¡¢j−el hE−L ¢hN¢ma ®q−p hm−me, i¡h£ B−pe Bf−e, Bj¡l −R−m
Bl ®R−ml hE−l hlZ L−lez j¡ ®fR−e f−s lC−me, de£ Bhc¤m ®j¡¢j−el
−p¡e¡l Nue¡u ®j¡s¡ hE¢V O−ll clS¡u c¡y¢s−u c¡c¡l Bl m¡m ®O¡jV¡ j¡b¡l
eaj¤M q¡¢pe¡l Nm¡u g¤−ml j¡m¡ f¢l−u hlZ Ll−mez T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ Ah¡L a¡¢L−u
hm−me, BÕQkÑ, h¡¢s−a j¡ a¡l ®R−m Bl ®R−ml hE−l ®Y¡L¡−m¡ e¡! ®Y¡L¡−m¡ AeÉ
−LE! T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ p−l k¡e cªnÉ ®b−Lz c¡c¡l ¢L−e ®cJu¡ e¡-L¡a¡e n¡¢s f−l
f¤œhd§pq f¤−œl NªqfÐ−hn Ae¤ù¡−e ¢i−sl ®fR−e c¡y¢s−u j¡ ¢hs¢hs L−l ®c¡u¡
f−se c¡c¡ Bl c¡c¡l hEHl p¤M£ S£h−el SeÉz
c¡c¡l p¡S¡−e¡ Ol, ¢hR¡e¡u Rs¡−e¡ m¡m ®N¡m¡−fl f¡f¢s, Jl j¡−dÉ m¡m
®he¡l¢p fl¡ hE h−p−Rz c¡c¡ HOl JOl L−lez c¡c¡−L ®c−M B−Nl c¡c¡C j−e
qu, ¢L¿º Bh¡l i¡¢h H c¡c¡ B−Nl c¡c¡ eu, H ¢hh¡¢qa c¡c¡z ®W¡−yV HL¢V Ly¡f¡
L¡yf¡ ¢hhÐa q¡¢p ®m−N b¡−L c¡c¡lz l¡−a −p¡g¡u h−p f¡ e¡s¢R−me ¢a¢e, h¡h¡
AeÉ¢c−el jaC hm−me, A−eL l¡a qC−R, k¡J öCu¡ fs ¢Nu¡z c¡c¡ ö−a k¡−he
ay¡l O−l, B−Nl l¡−aJ HL¡ ö−u−Re, BS ay¡l ¢hR¡e¡u B−lLSe, k¡l p−‰ ay¡l
Bm¡f qu¢e, ®fÐj qu¢ez B¢j i¡h¢Rm¡j ¢L Lb¡ hm−h c¤Se! c¤−V¡ A−Qe¡ j¡e¤o!
C−µR L−l c¡c¡l O−ll clS¡u L¡e ®f−a ö¢e L£ q−µR ®ia−l! c¡c¡ k¢c hEHl
®L¡eJ M¤ya B¢h×L¡l L−le HC l¡−a, a−h Bh¡l l¡−aC ®p¡g¡u H−p h−p b¡−Le
¢L e¡z A−eL l¡a Ah¢c ¢hoj ®L±a§¤q−ml k¿»Z¡u Bj¡l O¤j qu e¡z
pL¡−m c¡c¡ ®h−l¡−me B−N, −fRe ®fRe q¡¢pe¡z c¡c¡l m‹¡ m‹¡ j¤M,
®fR−e q¡¢pe¡l ¢emÑ‹ q¡¢pz h¡¢sl ph¡l ®Q¡M c¤S−el j¤−Mz
®R¡Vc¡ −Q¡M e¡¢Q−u hm−me L£ ®h±¢c, e¡−Ll g¤m M¤m¢Rm¡ l¡−a?
q¡¢pe¡ MpM−p Nm¡u hmm ¢LR¤ qu e¡C ®a¡z
¢S−‘p L¢l, e¡−Ll g¤m M¤m−a qu −Le?
q¡¢pe¡ Bj¡l ¢f−W ®M¡yQ¡ ®j−l hmm, ¢h−ul l¡−a M¤m−a quz
−Le M¤m−a qu?
S¡−e¡ e¡?
e¡ ®a¡!
JC…m¡ qJu¡ j¡−eC e¡−Ll g¤m −M¡m¡z
JC…m¡ −L¡e…m¡?
q¡¢pe¡ ®S¡−l q¡pmz
¢e−S−L M¤h ®h¡L¡ j−e qu Bj¡lz q¡¢pe¡ M¤h pq−S pqS q−u k¡uz ®R¡Vc¡
hu−p A−eL hs q−mJ ®R¡Vc¡−L ¢c¢hÉ e¡j d−l X¡L−a öl¦ L−l−Rz N£a¡−LJz
Ahm£m¡u a¤¢j p−ð¡de Ll−Rz ®p hs hE h−mC e¡¢L c¡c¡l k¡l¡ ®R¡V, a¡−cl a¡l
®R¡V ¢q−p−h ¢h−hQe¡ Ll−a q−hz q¡¢pe¡−L Ah¡L q−u ®c¢M, Bj¡l j−e qu e¡
j¤¢je¤¢æp¡ L−m−S fs¡ H¢V ®pC ®j−u, ®k ®j−u¢V−L c§l ®b−L ®cMa¡j q¡yV−R
QaÅ−l, e¡¢gp¡l p−‰ q¡−a q¡a d−lz
Be¤l j¡, h¡¢sl ea¤e L¡−Sl j¢qm¡, h¡m¢a−a f¡¢e ¢e−u Ol j¤R−a Hm,
hmm¡j, ®cMR ea¤e hE−l?
hEHl nC−m ®a¡ ®N¡pa e¡Cz
a¡ ¢WL, q¡¢pe¡l nl£−l ®jcj¡w−pl Ai¡h, Bj¡l ®kjez
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 Bl hE ®a¡ pL¡−m ®N¡pmJ Llm e¡, L¡fsJ m¡sm e¡ !
®Le, HC n£−al pju pL¡−ml W¡™¡ f¡¢e−a ®LE ¢L ®N¡pm L−l e¡¢L!
qz pL¡−m O¤j ®bCL¡ ECW¡C ®N¡pm LCl¡,nC−ml L¡fs dCu¡ f−l O−l
k¡C−a quz
−Le, c¤f¤−l ®N¡pm Ll−m qu e¡? Bl L¡fs e¡ dC−m qu e¡?
Be¤l j¡ p−S¡−l j¡b¡ e¡−s, ¢e¢ÕQa L−˜ h−m, e¡z
®L±a§¤qm Bj¡−L NË¡p Ll−Rz q¡¢pe¡−L h¢m, L£ e¡¢L ®N¡pm Ll−a qu, Bl
L¡fs ¢iS¡C−a?
q¡¢pe¡ hmm, JC…m¡ qC−m quz
JC…m¡ ®L¡e…m¡?
q¡¢pe¡ Hh¡lJ ®S¡−l q¡pmz Bj¡l S¡e¡ qm e¡ JC…m¡ ®L¡e…m¡z
q¡¢pe¡ Bl B¢j k¢cJ j¤¢je¤¢æp¡ L−m−S HL h−oÑC f−s¢R, a¡−L Bj¡l
®j¡−VJ h¡åh£ ®N¡−Rl ¢LR¤ h−m j−e qu e¡, hlw c¡c¡l hE h−mC j−e quz
c¤¢ce fl hEi¡−al Ae¤ù¡ez c¡c¡ pL¡m ®b−L ¢hp¢jõ¡q M¡yl p¡e¡C Q¡¢m−u
¢c−u−Re LÉ¡−p−Vz HL f¡n ®no q−m p−‰ p−‰ E−ÒV ¢c−u k¡e LÉ¡−pV, p¡e¡C
®h−S Q−m p¡l¡¢cez p¤f¤l¦o c¡c¡ c¡¢j p¤ÉV f−l−Re, f¡−u ¢h−c¢n S¤−a¡, ®jCX Ce
CV¡¢mz j¡−W ¢hn¡m n¡¢ju¡e¡l ¢e−Q ®V¢hm ®Qu¡l ®f−a ®cJu¡ q−u−Rz ®ia−ll
E−W¡−eJz ¢V−el O−ll f¡−n ¢hn¡m NaÑ M¤y−s h¡h¤¢QÑl¡ ¢hn¡m ¢hn¡m f¡¢a−m ¢hn¡m
¢hn¡m Q¡j−Q ®e−s ®e−s ®f¡m¡J j¡wp l¡æ¡ Ll−Rz q¡¢pe¡ hEi¡−al ea¤e n¡¢s
f−l ¢hR¡e¡u j¡b¡ e¤C−u h−p B−Rz A¢a¢b Bp−R Efq¡l ¢e−u, A¢a¢b hm−a
BaÈ£u üSe, c¡c¡l hå¤, h¡h¡l hå¤, −R¡Vc¡l hå¤, Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el ¢LR¤
h¡åh£z −LE HLSe L¡N−S ¢m−M l¡M−R Efq¡lc¡a¡ h¡ c¡œ£l e¡j Efq¡l…−m¡
HL ®L¡−Z S¢j−u l¡M−Rz A¢a¢bl¡ hEHl j¤M ®c−M HL HL L−l ®M−a Q−m
k¡−µR; f¤l¦−ol¡ j¡−W, ®j−uj¢qm¡ E−W¡−ez c¤f¤l ®b−L ¢h−Lm Ah¢c HC Q−mz
¢i−sl j−dÉ Bj¡l q¡ypg¡yp m¡−Nz l¡¢š−l ¢is L−j B−pz aMe Efq¡l −M¡m¡l
f¡m¡z L¡−Ql h¡pefœ, ¢fa−ml Lmp, O¢s, n¡¢s, ®p¡e¡l Nue¡ CaÉ¡¢c Efq¡−l
Ol i−l J−Wz c¡c¡ Efq¡l…−m¡ ¢e−u ¢e−Sl O−l …¢R−u l¡−Mez

j¡p ®N−m q¡¢pe¡ Bj¡l L¡−R a¡l HL¢V pjpÉ¡l Lb¡ hm−a B−pz pjpÉ¡¢V
HL Bj¡l L¡−R R¡s¡ Bl L¡lJ L¡−R hm¡ k¡−h e¡z pjpÉ¡¢V ¢L? qh¤ X¡š²¡l L¡e
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L−l R¡œR¡œ£l¡z ®LE −LE AhnÉ h−m M¤h Ls¡z fl£r¡l pju hm¡ qu, h¡h¡
C¾V¡le¡m ¢q−p−h M¤h i¡m, ¢e−Sl L−m−Sl R¡œR¡œ£−cl f¡n Ll¡h¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L−le,
¢L¿º H„V¡le¡m ¢q−p−h e¡¢L h¡h¡ lSh Bm£ b¡−Le e¡, NSh Bm£ q−u J−Wez
h¡h¡ lSh Bm£l ®Q−u ¢nrL lSh Bm£−L Bj¡l i¡m m¡−N ®h¢nz h¡h¡ fÐbj
¢ceC HLV¡ Lb¡ hm−me LÓ¡−p, hm−me, fQ¡ n¡j¤−L f¡ L¡V¡l ja m‹¡ Bl ®eC,
S¡−e¡ ®a¡! g−le¢pL ®j¢X¢p−e ®gm Ll¡ j¡−e, fQ¡ n¡j¤−L f¡ L¡V¡z L¡−V¡ L¡−V¡
C‹a b¡−L Hje ¢LR¤−a L¡−V¡z p¡SÑ¡¢l−a ®gm Ll, ®j¢X¢p−e ®gm Ll, L¢We
p¡h−Sƒ, ¢WL B−R, ®gm Ll¡ j¡e¡uz ¢L¿º g−le¢pL ®j¢X¢p−e, j¡b¡u HL RV¡L
¢Om¤ b¡L−m ®LE ®gm L−l e¡z ¢nrL lSh Bm£l O−l ®N−m ¢a¢e Bj¡−L ¢ejÑm
HL¢V q¡¢p pq ü¡Na S¡e¡e, −hm ¢V−f ®hu¡l¡ ®X−L Q¡ Be−a h−me Bj¡l SeÉz
¢L LÓ¡p qm, ®L¡e ¢nrL ¢L fs¡−m¡ CaÉ¡¢c ¢S−‘p L−lez Bj¡lJ ¢Q¢Lvp¡¢hcÉ¡l
e¡e¡ ¢ho−u ASpË fÐnÀ b¡−L, L¢lz HC hu−pJ h¡h¡l hC fs¡l nM ®j−V¢e, ¢a¢e
He¡V¢j ®b−L öl¦ L−le ®j¢X¢pe p¡SÑ¡¢l ph hCC L¡−R l¡−Me, pju ®f−mC
f−sez ¢Q¢Lvp¡¢hcÉ¡l Hje ®L¡eJ ¢hou ®eC ®k ¢a¢e NsNs L−l Ešl ¢c−a e¡
f¡−lez ¢nrL h¡h¡ f¢lnÐj£, ¢eù, ¢nø, ¢jø,¢hea, ¢hejËz ¢nrL h¡h¡l SeÉ Bj¡l
NhÑ quz ®f¡ØV j−VÑj ®cM¡l SeÉ LÓ¡−pl R¡œR¡œ£−cl ®k−a qu p§kÑL¡¿¹ q¡pf¡a¡−ml
m¡nL¡V¡ Hm¡L¡uz JM¡−e ®X¡j m¡n L¡−V, Bl f¡−n c¡y¢s−u h¡h¡ m¡−nl nl£−ll
®ial h¡¢q−ll ¢L ¢L fl£r¡ Ll−a qu, ¢L L−l M¤yS−a qu jªa¤Él L¡lZ,
R¡œR¡œ£−cl h−m ®cez Bjl¡ e¡−L l¦j¡m ®Q−f f−Q g¤−m JW¡ m¡n ®c¢M, h¡h¡ Bl
®X¡−jl SeÉ ®L¡eJ l¦j¡m clL¡l qu e¡z −X¡j ®cM−m Bj¡l M¢mm¤õ¡ql Lb¡ j−e
f−sz M¢mm¤õ¡q HlLjC ®X¡j ¢Rm, m¡n ®L−V m¡−nl Lm−S ®Ma −p, Mhl¢V
R¢s−u fs¡l fl j¡−ul¡ i§−al iu −cM¡−e¡l hc−m M¢mm¤õ¡ql iu ®c¢M−u
h¡µQ¡−cl O¤j f¡s¡−a öl¦ L−l−Rz LÓ¡−pl ®j−ul¡ kMe h−m,lShBm£ pÉ¡l Ha
i¡m! Bj¡l f¤mL m¡−Nz f¤mL m¡−N kMe h¡h¡l p−‰ L−mS QaÅ−l ®cM¡ qu,
c¤S−e jd¤l h¡LÉ ¢h¢eju L¢lz AhL¡−nl ¢qwpÊ h¡O L−m−S H−p j¡¢Vl j¡e¤oz j¤−M
q¡¢p ®m−NC b¡−L, fQ¡ n¡j¤−Ll ¢hcÉ¡ ¢halZ L−le ¢a¢ez ¢hcÉ¡ Bl ¢L! M¤−e¡M¤¢el
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 L¡lh¡l, L£ dl−Zl AÙ» B−R, ®L¡e A−Ù» ®Lje d¡l, ®L¡e c¡−u ®Lje ®L¡f,
®L¡e h¤−m−V ®Lje ra, −L¡e¢V BaÈqaÉ¡, ®L¡e¢V M¤e, ®L¡e¢V c¤OÑVe¡, Hphz
HLh¡l fy¢Qn hR−ll HL ®j−ul −c−ql ®f¡ØV j−VÑj ®cM¡−µRe h¡h¡, M¤e ¢L
BaÈqaÉ¡, a¡ ®hl Ll−a q−hz OQOQ L−l cn f−e−l¡¢c−el js¡l h¤L ¢Q−l −gmm
®X¡j, h¡h¡ Aje h¢j Bp¡ N−ål p¡j−e js¡l Jfl T¤y−L, p¡j−e ®fR−e O¤¢l−u,
fl£r¡ L−l h−m ¢c−me M¤e Ll¡ q−u−Rz L£ L−l M¤e? M¤h ®p¡S¡z j¡b¡u ®L¡f, h¡h¡
®L¡−fl ¢Qq² ®cM¡−mez ¢e−Sl j¡b¡l ®fRe¢c−L c¡−ul ®L¡f ¢c−a f¡−l e¡ ®LE,
p¤al¡w ®L¡eJ L¡l−ZC H¢V BaÈqaÉ¡ euz B−lL¢V ®j−u−LJ, hm¡ q−u¢Rm, Nm¡u
c¢s ®hy−d BjN¡−R T¤−m BaÈqaÉ¡ L−l−R, h¡h¡ q¡−a f¡−u ®f−V h¤−L e−Ml ByQs
−c−M hm−me H−L ®j−l T¤¢m−u ®cJu¡ q−u¢Rmz Bj¡−cl ¢mM−a qu Hp−hl
p¤laq¡m ¢l−f¡VÑz œ²−j fQ¡ n¡j¤−L Bj¡l BNËq h¡s−a b¡−Lz h¡h¡ ÚBj¡l HC
Evp¡−q ®j¡−VJ ¢O Y¡−me e¡, h−me, −kCX¡ L¡−S m¡Nh ®pCV¡ fs, p¡SÑ¡¢l
®j¢X¢pe fs, N¡u−e¡Lm¢S fsz Bj¡l je f−s b¡−L ®j−uc¤−V¡u, ®L ®L¡f
hp¡−m¡ JC fy¢Qn hRl hup£ −j−u¢Vl j¡b¡u, ®L-C h¡ ¢el£q NË¡−jl ¢L−n¡l£¢V−L
g¡y¢p−a T¤¢m−u−R! clS¡u ¢hi¡N£u fÐd¡e ®mM¡ h¡h¡l Ol¢V−a Y¤−L j¡−T j−dÉ ®c¢M
AÒf hup£ ®j−ul¡ h−p B−Rz h¡h¡ HL HL L−l fcÑ¡l Bs¡−m ¢e−u J−cl
®cM−Rez ®j−ul¡ Q−m −N−m ®j−ul¡ ®Le H−p¢Rm, L£ fl£r¡ Ll−a ¢S−‘p Ll−m,
h¡h¡ h−me ®lf ®LCpz h¡h¡ B−Nl ®Q−u A−eL pqS Bj¡l L¡−Rz M¤h pq−S
¢a¢e nl£l Hhw ®k±ea¡ ¢ho−u Bj¡l p−‰ X¡š²¡¢l i¡o¡u Lb¡ h−me, AhnÉ
Cw−l¢Sl BnÐu ¢e−uz Bj¡l S¡e−a C−µR qu ®L JC ®j−u−cl doÑZ L−l−R,
Hp−hl Ešl ¢a¢e ®ce e¡z L¡lZ Hph j¡jm¡l ¢hou, X¡š²¡¢ll ¢hou euz

h¡h¡ fСuC j¡jm¡l p¡r£ q−a Bc¡m−a k¡ez fСuC h¡h¡−L M¤yS−a A−Qe¡
A−Qe¡ ®m¡L B−p h¡¢s−az Hl¡ L¡l¡? j¡ h−me,al h¡h¡ p¡r£ ®cu ®a¡z ®f¡ØV
j−VÑ−jl hÉ¡f¡−l B−pz
Bj¡l Evp¡q ¢a¢sw¢h¢sw L−l m¡g¡uz ®f¡ØV j−VÑ−jl hÉ¡f¡−l −m¡−Ll¡ h¡h¡l
L¡−R Bp−h ®Le, h¡h¡l p−‰ h¡l¡¾c¡l O−l h−p ¢eQ¤ ü−l Lb¡ ¢L h−m Jl¡, S¡e−a
C−µR quz mr L¢l h¡¢s−a e¡e¡ lLj ¢S¢ep −f±y−R ¢c−µR A−Qe¡ A−Qe¡ ®m¡−Ll¡z
h¡h¡ HL c¤f¤−l h¡¢s ®eC, HL¢V m¤¢‰ fl¡, ®j¡QAm¡ ®m¡L H−p hmm, X¡š²¡l p¡Ch
B−R?
e¡Cz
BCµR¡, Bj¡l f¤L¤−ll j¡R Q¡ClV¡ l¡−Mez h−m Q¡l−V hs l¦C j¡R Bj¡l q¡−a
d¢l−u ¢c−u HL A−Qe¡ ®m¡L¢V Q−m ®Nmz
B¢j M¤¢n−a h¡N h¡N Q¡l−V l¦C j¡R ¢e−u −c±−s l¡æ¡Ol, j¡ dl, HL ®hV¡ j¡R
¢cu¡ ®Nmz
−L ¢cm, ¢Qep?
e¡z
l¡M¢m ®Le?
h¡q ¢cm ®kz
¢c−mC l¡M¢h?
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 −Le ¢L qC−R? j¡−T j¡−T h¡h¡l ®l¡N£l¡ a ¢cu¡ k¡uz
Bl j¡R V¡R l¡M¢h e¡z na p¡d−mJ e¡z
j¡l j¤M bjbj L−lz j¡R…−m¡ −b−L c¤q¡a c§−l p−l h−me,HCph j¡R M¡Ju¡
Aeɡuz
AeÉ¡u ®Le?
−f¡ØV j−VÑ−jl ¢l−f¡VÑ f¡ÒV¡C−a al h¡h¡l L¡−R ac¢hl Ll−a B−p HCph
®m¡Lz
Bj¡l j¡b¡l ®ial O¤lf¡L M¡u nalLj i¡he¡z
®L¡e cm B−p? k¡l¡ AeÉ¡u L−l, e¡ k¡l¡ ¢e−cÑ¡o?
a¡ S¡¢e e¡z
j¡ ¢L ®L¡eJ Lb¡ m¤¢L−u l¡M−Re ®f−V! j¡l ®a¡ m¤−L¡−e¡l ®fV e¡ ®j¡−Vz
k¡l¡ ¢e−cÑ¡o, a¡l¡ M¤¢n qCu¡ ¢LR¤ ¢c−m a r¢a e¡C, j¡ nÔb−h−n nÔbf¡−u
Lmf¡−ll ¢c−L ®k−a ®k−a ®nÔoL−˜ h−me, c¤C cmC B−pz
h¡h¡ ¢L ¢jbÉ¡ ¢l−f¡VÑ ®ce?
a¡ B¢j ¢L LCl¡ S¡eh? B¢j ¢L ®L¡−VÑ k¡C ®cM−a?
j¡R ®no fkÑ¿¹ l¡yd¡ q−u−Rz j¡ Jph R¤y−uJ ®c−Me¢ez h¡h¡ −M−a h−p,f¡−a
j¡−Rl hs hs V¤L−l¡ ¢e−u hm−me, j¡R ®L¡−bL¡ f¡Cm¡?
j¡ hm−me ,HL ®m¡L BCp¡ ¢cu¡ ®N−Rz
ö−e ®L−n f¢l×L¡l Nm¡ BlJ f¢l×L¡l L−l h¡h¡ h−me, j¡RV¡u dCeÉ¡ f¡a¡ e¡
¢c−m ü¡c qCa ®h¢nz
B¢j aMeJ i¡h¢R, BaÈqaÉ¡l f−rl ®m¡L…−m¡ ¢L O¤o ¢c−u h¡h¡−L M¤e h¡c
¢c−u BaÈqaÉ¡ ¢m−M ¢c−a h−m? h¡h¡ ¢L Ly¡¢s Ly¡¢s V¡L¡ O¤o M¡ez Bj¡l ¢LR¤−a
¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡, h¡h¡ Hje Apv q−a f¡−lez
¢L¿º nl¡g j¡j¡ ®k¢ce j¡l fl−e ®Rys¡ n¡¢s ®c−M hm−me, Ha g¢Ll¢el ja
b¡−L¡ hsh¤z Bl HC¢c−L c¤m¡i¡C a ®q¢i V¡L¡ L¡j¡Ca¡−Rz ®cMm¡j HL ®m¡L
V¡L¡l h¤¾c¡ ¢cu¡ ®Nmz ®f¡ØVÑ j−VÑj L−l a! HMe a V¡L¡l f¡q¡s qCu¡ ®N−Rz Bl
−a¡j¡−l HLM¡e n¡¢s ¢LCeÉ¡ ®cu e¡!
B¢j hmm¡j, −f¡ØV j−VÑ−jl ¢l−f¡VÑ ¢jbÉ¡ ®mM¡ k¡u e¡ nl¡g j¡j¡, ýc¡C
h¡h¡−l ®c¡o ¢cJ e¡z
nl¡g j¡j¡ L¡ùq¡¢p R¢s−u hm−me, B−l O¤o ¢cu¡ X¡š²¡−ll¡ HC Q¡L¢l mu,
®f¡ØV j−VÑj Ll¡ j¡−e ®L¡¢Vf¢a qCu¡ k¡Ju¡z X¡š²¡−ll Lm−jl XN¡u j¡Ce−ol
S£he jlZz
V¡L¡V¡ ®cu ®LX¡?
V¡L¡ ®cu c¤C cmCz j¡jm¡u g¡yp−R ®k, j¡jm¡ Ll−R ®kz c¤m¡i¡C e¡¾c¡Cm a
f¤l¡X¡C ¢Le¡ ®gmmz
h¡h¡l Jfl Bj¡l OªZ¡ S¾j¡−a b¡−Lz ®k ®m¡L¢V HLn HLV¡ je£o£−cl h¡LÉ
BJs¡e p¡l¡¢ce, Bl ®R−m−j−u−cl j¡e¤o Ll¡l SeÉ −qe L¡S ®eC −k e¡ Ll−Re,
Bl ¢a¢e h¡¢c ¢hh¡¢c c¤ fr ®b−L V¡L¡ ¢e−u Bc¡m−a k¡−µRe!
c¡c−L ¢S−‘p Llm¡j, a¤¢j S¡−e¡ ¢LR¤ ?
c¡c¡ h−m ¢c−me, B−S h¡−S Lb¡u L¡e ¢cp e¡z h¡h¡ O¤o M¡u e¡z
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 S¡−e¡ ¢L LCl¡ O¤o M¡u e¡? JC¢ce ®k j¡R ¢cu¡ ®Nm, j¡R a O¤o ¢Rmz
−L¡e j¡R?
®L¡e j¡R S¡−e¡ e¡? l¦C j¡Rz M¡Cm¡ a jS¡ LCl¡z
Bq M¤h ü¡c ¢Rm j¡RV¡z Bp−m j¡RV¡ i¤e¡ Ll−m i¡m qCa BlJz
h¡h¡l O¤o M¡Ju¡ e¡ M¡Ju¡l hÉ¡f¡l¢V Bj¡l L¡−R lqpÉ −b−L k¡uz Ha L¡−Rl
j¡e¤o, HL h¡¢s−a S£he k¡fe, AbQ h¡h¡−L Bj¡l ph−Q−u ®h¢n c§−ll j¡e¤o j−e
quz Bp−m h¡h¡l ¢LR¤C Bj¡l S¡e¡ qu e¡z S¡¢e h¡ ®S−e¢R h−m j¡−T j¡−T i¤m
L¢lz h¡h¡ LMe L¡−L L¡−R V¡e−he, LMe c§−l pl¡−he, B¢j ®Le, h¡¢sl ®LE
S¡−e e¡, j¡J e¡z j¡ qua LMeJ L¤y¢Q ®L−V n¡¢s f−l f¡−el l−p ®W¡yV m¡m L−l
¢j¢ø ¢j¢ø ®q−p h¡h¡l p¡j−e ®N−me, h¡h¡ dj−L j¡−L p¢l−u ¢c−mez Hje A−eL
q−u−R, ®k h¡h¡l L¡fs ®Q¡fs d¤−u, Bme¡u i¡yS L−l l¡M−me j¡, p¡l¡¢ce d−l
Ol d¤−u j¤−R, hå clS¡ S¡e¡m¡ M¤−m B−m¡ h¡a¡p Y¤¢L−u, ®cu¡−ml ®L¡Z ®b−L M¡V
p¢l−u S¡e¡m¡l L¡−R l¡M−me, ®d¡u¡ Q¡cl ¢h¢R−u ¢c−me ¢hR¡e¡u, ¢c−u A−fr¡
Ll−a m¡N−me h¡h¡l, h¡h¡ Bp−he, −cM−he, i¡m m¡N−hz h¡h¡ h¡¢s ¢g−l, O−ll
AhÙÛ¡ ®c−M ®Qy¢Q−u h−me, Bj¡l Ol eø Ll−R ®L? ®V−e M¡VM¡e¡ p¢l−u B−Nl
S¡uN¡u l¡−Mez MV¡n MV¡n L−l S¡e¡m¡…−m¡ hå L−l ®cez ¢hR¡e¡l Q¡cl HLV¡−e
p¢l−u ®cez
Bj¡l Ol B¢j ®kj−e l¡¢M, ¢WL ®aje i¡−hC ®ke b¡−Lz
j¡ c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−me ®c−Mz j¡l ¢LR¤C h¡h¡l fR¾c qu e¡z
LMeJ qua ¢a¢l¢r ®jS¡S ¢e−u j¡ H−L N¡m ¢c−µRe, J−L N¡m ¢c−µRez h¡h¡
elj Nm¡u X¡L−me, Dc¤e B−p¡ ®a¡, Lb¡ öCe¡ k¡Jz Dc¤−el aMe L¡lJ Lb¡
öe−a i¡m m¡N−R e¡z h¡h¡ BlJ elj Nm¡u X¡−Le Dc¤e Dc¤ez
h¡h¡ BQjL¡ Apj−u h¡¢s Y¤−L ®cM−me, B¢j ®mM¡fs¡ Ll¢R, Bl Cu¡p¢je
d¤−m¡u ®Mm−Rz Cu¡p¢je aVÙÛ q−u lCm, B¢j ¢c¢hÉ ¢e¢ÕQ¿¹ ®k h¡h¡ Bj¡l j¡b¡u
q¡a h¤¢m−u Bcl L−l ®c−hez ¢L¿º h¡h¡ Bj¡−LC c¡ya ¢My¢Q−u hm−me M¡¢m hC−ul
¢c−L N¡d¡l ja Q¡Cu¡ b¡L−m qCh e¡, j¡b¡u ®ke Y¤−L k¡ fsa¡Rpz Bl
Cu¡p¢je−L h−m ®N−me, ¢mQ¤ M¡Ch¡ j¡? ®a¡j¡l SeÉ Hr¤¢e ¢mQ¤ f¡W¡Cu¡ ¢ca¡¢Rz
lq−pÉ ®Ol¡ h¡h¡ c§−lC ®b−L k¡e, ay¡−L Bj¡l ®Qe¡ qu e¡, ®h¡T¡ qu e¡z
h¡h¡l ¢h−ul hÉ¡f¡l¢VJ lqpÉjuz j¡ h−me, ®m¡−L h−m h¡h¡ ¢h−u L−l−Re l¡¢Su¡
®hNj−Lz h¡h¡ ¢L¿º LMeJ l¡¢Su¡ ®hNj−L h¡¢s H−e h−me¢e, HC Bj¡l hEz Bl
LMeJ h¡¢s R¡s¡ h¡h¡ AeÉ ®L¡b¡J l¡aJ L¡V¡e¢e, kMe juje¢pw−q b¡−Lez L£
L−l h¤¢T!
j¡−L h−m¢Rm¡j, j¡ HC ®k LJ h¡h¡ ¢hu¡ Ll−R, LC h¡h¡ ®a¡ JC l¡¢Su¡
®hN−jl h¡¢s−a LMeJ b¡−L e¡z
l¡C−a HC h¡¢s−a b¡−L, L¡lZ al h¡h¡ e¡ b¡L−m HC h¡¢s−a Q¤¢l quz
kah¡lC HC h¡¢s−a Q¤¢l qC−R, al h¡h¡ ¢Rm e¡ h¡¢saz ®Q¡l ®Mc¡−e¡l m¡CN¡ al
h¡h¡ l¡C−a h¡¢sa ¢g−lz
a¡C−m l¡¢Su¡ ®hN−jl h¡¢s−a ®Q¡l ®Mc¡u ®L?
j¡ ®q−p h−me JC ®h¢V−l ®cM−m ®Q¡l ¢e−SC Xl¡Ch!
h¡h¡l lqpÉ kaC ®c¢M, aaC C−µR L−l ay¡l O−ll jaC AåL¡l ay¡l lq−pÉl
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¢hl¢š², Hp−hl L¡lZ Ha Øfø, j¡ ®ke f−s ®gm¡ hC, ¢m−M ®gm¡ M¡a¡z j¡
Bj¡−L ®L±a§¤q¢m L−l e¡, L−l h¡h¡z j¡l i¡mh¡p¡ e¡ Q¡C−mC f¡Ju¡ k¡u, h¡h¡l
i¡mh¡p¡ ®f−a p¡de¡l fÐ−u¡Sez HlflJ ¢e¢ÕQa qJu¡ k¡u e¡ ®k f¡hCz S£he
¢e−u A−eLV¡ S¤−u¡ ®Mm¡l jaz j¡l A−Ym i¡mh¡p¡ ®Q¡−M f−s e¡, h¡h¡l c¤
j¤q§−aÑl elj p¤−ll X¡L p¡l¡¢c−el SeÉ je i¡m L−l ®cuz
j¡ h−me ®j−u−cl HLV¤ h¡h¡l ¢c−L V¡e ®h¢nC b¡−Lz
B¢j ¢S−‘p L¢l, a¡q−m ¢L ®R−m−cl j¡−ul ¢c−L ®h¢n?
j¡l j¤−M BSL¡m Ešl ®eC Hlz
−R¡Vc¡ H h¡¢s−a hE ¢e−u ®hs¡−a H−m, hE ¢e−uC O−l ö−u b¡−Le, Abh¡
®h¢l−u k¡e HLp−‰z j¡l hs nM, ®R¡Vc¡−L f¡−n h¢p−u NÒf L−le, ®R¡Vc¡l
pju ®eCz ¢h−u Ll¡l fl c¡c¡lJ pju qu e¡z.
h¡h¡ ®k ¢hou…−m¡u je ®cJu¡l SeÉ h−m−Re, ®p ¢hou…−m¡l LÓ¡p qu
l¡−aJ, q¡pf¡a¡−mz Bj¡−L fТa p−å−hm¡ ¢a¢e ¢c−u B−pe, Bh¡l ¢e−uJ
B−pez ®l¡N£ h−p b¡−L ®Qð¡−l, ®pph ®g−mC ¢a¢e Q−m B−pe HC L¡S¢V Ll−az
lq−pÉ ®j¡s¡ h¡h¡l i¡mh¡p¡ B¢j ®Vl f¡Cz ¢a¢e Bj¡−L h−me, B¢j ay¡l üfÀ
f¤lZ Ll¢R, B¢jC ay¡l j¡e pÇj¡e l¡M¢R, B¢jC a¡−L ¢fa¡ ¢q−p−h ®N±lh ¢c¢µRz
ö−e je ®b−L O¤−ol L¡l−Z h¡h¡l SeÉ S¾j¡−e¡ OªZ¡l ¢f™¢V q©cu gp−L f−s k¡u
d¤−m¡l l¡Ù¹¡uz Bj¡l Lø q−a b¡−L h¡h¡l SeÉz Lø q−a b¡−L L¡lZ HL¢ce a¡y−L
hm−a q−h ®k L¡E−L e¡ S¡¢e−u B¢j HL c¡¢sAm¡ ®m¡L−L ¢h−u L−l¢R, ®m¡L¢V
mð¡u Bj¡l ®Q−u M¡−V¡, ®m¡L¢V p¡d¡lZ HjHJ f¡n L−l¢e, L¢ha¡ ®mM¡ ®m¡L¢Vl
®fn¡, ®k ®fn¡u j¡−p c¤n V¡L¡J ®m¡L¢Vl Bu qu e¡z ®L¡e BhSÑe¡l Ù¹§−f R¤y−s
®ch h¡h¡l j¡e pÇj¡e, h¡h¡l ®N±lh! B¢j ka j−e¡−k¡N£ qC ®mM¡fs¡u, h¡h¡l
ü−fÀl ®N¡s¡u a¡ Sm p¡−ll ja q−u Q¡l¡ mLmL L−l hs qu, hªr quz ka ®h¢n
hªr qu, aa Bj¡l iu qu −k ¢eS q¡−a HC hªr¢V Bj¡−L Ef−s ®gm−a q−h
HL¢ce! c¡c¡ h¡ ®R¡Vc¡ −LE h¡h¡−L p¤M£ Ll−a f¡−l¢ez HL B¢jC B¢R p¤M£
Ll¡lz ¢L¿º p¤®Ml j¡b¡u ®fRe ®b−L ®k¢ce Bj¡−L ®L¡f hp¡−a q−h! ü¢Ù¹l Nm¡
g¡yp m¡¢N−u ®k¢ce T¤¢m−u l¡M−a q−h! ¢L L−l HC L¡S¢V B¢j Llh! ¢e−Sl Jfl
hs l¡N qu Bj¡lz h¡h¡ ka Bj¡−L i¡mh¡−pe, aa ¢e−Sl Jfl i¡mh¡p¡ Bj¡l
E−h −k−a b¡−L! h¡h¡ Bj¡−L p¡l¡fb, −j¢X¢p−el ¢mi¡l ¢p−l¡¢pp BS k¢c
fs¡−e¡ qu, ®p¢V ¢e−u Hje QjvL¡l hm−a b¡−Le ®k ¢l„¡u h−p h¡h¡l L¡R ®b−L
ö−e Bj¡l k¡ −nM¡ qu, ®p ®nM¡ hCf−s h¡ AdÉ¡fL−cl hs hs ®mLQ¡l ö−e qu
e¡z h¡h¡l ®c¡o…−m¡ B¢j R¤y−s ¢c−a b¡¢L N¡t AåL¡−ll ¢c−L ®ke ®LE ®cM−a e¡
f¡uz h¡h¡−L B¢j h¡h¡ h−m X¡¢L e¡, a¤¢j h¡ Bf¢e ®L¡eJ p−ð¡deC L¢l e¡z ah¤
h¡h¡−LC j−e q−a b¡−L Bj¡l ph−Q−u Bfez p−ð¡de e¡ Ll¡l HC ®l¡N¢V hs
Aá¤a Bj¡lz e¡e¡ e¡¢e hs j¡j¡ gS¢mM¡m¡ l¦e¤M¡m¡ T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ q¡−njj¡j¡ gMl¦m
j¡j¡ L¡E−L B¢j ®L¡eJ p−ð¡de L¢l e¡z ph¡l p−‰C Lb¡ h¢m, h¢m i¡hh¡−QÉz
i¡hh¡−QÉ Lb¡ hm−m A−eL pju Lb¡ ®M¡mp¡ L−l hm¡ qu e¡, pñh euz B¢j
A−eL ®Qø¡ L−l¢R i¡hh¡QÉ ®b−L ¢e−S−L j¤š² Ll−a, f¡¢l¢ez hs q−u A−eL¢ce
®i−h¢R, ®Le B¢j Jy−cl p−‰ i¡hh¡−QÉ Lb¡ h¢m, ¢L L¡l−Z! kMe ®R¡V ¢Rm¡j,
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 Jyl¡ ¢L Bj¡−L djL ¢c−ae h¡ Qs Lo¡−ae, h¡ Bs¡−m ¢e−u ¢N−u L¡e j−m
¢c−ae ®k A¢ij¡e L−l ¢LR¤ X¡¢L¢e, Bl e¡ X¡L−a X¡L−a A−iÉp q−u ¢N−u−R e¡
X¡L¡! hs q−u Q¡C−mJ Bl X¡L ¢g¢l−u Be−a f¡¢l¢e! j¡−L c¡c¡−L ®R¡Vc¡−L
p−ð¡de L¢l, a¤¢j h¢mz h¡h¡−L ¢QlL¡mC c§−ll j¡e¤o h−m j−e qa, h¡h¡−L
p−ð¡de L¢l ¢ez ¢L¿º e¡¢eh¡¢s−a ®h−s JW¡ −j−u B¢j, nl¡g j¡j¡−L, ®gm¤
j¡j¡−L RVL¤−L p−ð¡de L¢l, a¤¢j h¢mz h¡¢Ll¡ k¡yl¡ L¡−R ¢R−me, a¡−cl ®Le
p−ð¡de Ll¡ qu¢e Bj¡l, L¡−R b¡L−mJ Jy−cl M¤h c§−ll j−e qa ¢L!
−k ¢hou…−m¡−L Sl¦¢l h−m h¡h¡ Bj¡−L je ¢c−u fs−a h−m−Re, ®p…−m¡l
SeÉ p¡j−e BlJ hRl f−s B−R h−m B¢j l¦−â je ¢cCz l¦â HL¢V ¢e¢oÜ OVe¡
Bj¡l S£h−e, Ni£l ®N¡fe ¢eiªa Be¾cz l¦âl fТa BLoÑZ Ha a£hÐ ®k l¦âl ¢Q¢W
q¡−a ®eJu¡l p−‰ p−‰ p¤−Ml ¢le¢le p¤l h¡−S fС−Z, ®p¢ce B¢j p¡l¡¢ce i¡m
b¡¢Lz ¢g−l Q¡C üZÑNË¡j, l¦âl ¢àa£u hC, j¤qÇjc e¤l¦m ýc¡l â¡¢hs fÐL¡ne£ ®b−L
®hl qJu¡ hCz â¡¢hs ®b−L BlJ L−uL¢V hC ®hl q−u−Rz l¦âl p−‰ j¤qÇjc e¤l¦m
ýc¡l pÇfLÑ ®hn i¡m, i¡m h−mC l¦â HMe qm ®R−s h¡p¡−h¡−a e§l¦m ýc¡l
h¡¢s−a HL¢V Ol i¡s¡ ¢e−u b¡−Lz B−N ¢Rm ¢p−ÜnÄl£−a a¡l HL hå¤l h¡¢s,
®p¢V ®R−s E−W¢Rm gSm¤m qL q−m, qm ®b−L HMe O−lz ¢p−ÜnÄl£l h¡¢s¢V ®Le
®R−s¢Rm! R¡s−a q−u¢Rm L¡S£ ®l¡¢Sl L¡l−Zz L¡S£ ®l¡¢S L¢h ¢pL¡¾cl Bh¤
S¡g−ll hE, l¦â−L e¡¢L ¢hlš² Llaz l¦âl ja fТai¡h¡e al¦−Zl p−‰ JC
jdÉhup£ L¡S£ −l¡¢S BNËq£ ¢R−me qua, ¢L¿º a¡C h−m l¦âl h¡¢s R¡s−a q−h
®Le? hÉ¡f¡l¢V h¤¢T¢ez
l¦âl HC hC¢V a¡l B−Nl hC¢Vl ®Q−u BL¡−l ®R¡V, hC−ul fеµR−c HL¢V
q¡a, q¡−al am¡u N¡−Rl ®nLsz ®ia−l ¢eES¢fÐ−¾V R¡f¡ L¢ha¡z ®cM−a hC¢V
c¢lâ, ¢L¿º ®ia−l L¢ha¡…−m¡ O¤−jl j¡e¤o−L pS¡N L−l ®cuz NË¿Ûp−šÆ Bj¡l
e¡j¢Vz −c−M f¤mL m¡−Nz NË¿ÛpšÆ hÉ¡f¡l¢Vl Bp−m ®L¡eJ j¡−e ®eC, H ®c−n ®k
®L¡eJ ®mMLC NË¿Ûp−šÆl S¡uN¡u ¢fÐu HL¢V e¡j h¢p−u ®cu, Hl j¡−e HC eu ®k
fÐL¡nL LMeJ ®pC NË¿Ûp−šl j¡e¤o−L hC ¢h¢œ²l V¡L¡ ¢c−u Bp−hz k¡C ®q¡L,
Bj¡l f¤mL m¡−Nz l¦âl L¢ha¡…−m¡ EµQü−l h¡¢s−a f¢s, C−µR qu j−’ E−W a¡l
L¢ha¡…−m¡ f¢s, HLn j¡e¤o öe¤Lz HLn j¡e¤o ¢nM¤L fТah¡−cl i¡o¡z
juje¢pw−ql ¢h¢iæ L¢ha¡ Ae¤ù¡−e Bj¡−L fСuC L¢ha¡ fs¡l SeÉ X¡L¡ qu,
j¡−T j¡−T ¢N−u L¢ha¡ f−s B¢pz l¦âl LMeJ ®n¡e¡ qu¢e Bj¡l L¢ha¡ fs¡,
l¦âl fs¡ B¢j ö−e¢R, juje¢pw−ql HL¤−n ®ghЦu¡¢ll HL Ae¤ù¡−ez QjvL¡l
Bhª¢š L−l l¦âz A−eL pju ¢h¢iæ Ae¤ù¡−e L¢ha¡ f−s H−p l¦â h−m, ph−Q−u
i¡m f−s¢Rz Bj¡l i¡m m¡−N ö−ez hC¢V R¡f¡ qJu¡l fl ®p f¤y¢b f−s ®hs¡−µRz
NË¡−jl ®m¡−Ll¡ ®ki¡−h p¤l L−l f¤y¢b f−s, ®pi¡−h fs¡l SeÉ ®p ¢m−M−RJ l¡Ù¹¡l
L¢ha¡z l¦â c¢lâ h¢’a ¢ef£¢sa m¡¢“a j¡e¤o−cl ¢e−u L¢ha¡ ®m−M, n¡p−Ll
¢hl¦−Ü ®n¡o−el ¢hl¦−Ü L¢ha¡z nÐjS£¢h j¡e¤−ol SeÉ L¢ha¡z Bj¡−L Eà¤Ü L−l
l¦âl ®h¡dz
j−e L−l¡ a¤¢j k¡−µR¡, a¤¢j HL¡ ..
®a¡j¡l q¡−a BP¤−ml ja ¢nLs, ®ke a¡ BP¤m
®a¡j¡l q¡−s p‰£−al ja dÄ¢e, ®ke a¡ j‹¡,
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 ®a¡j¡l aÅ−L Ae¡−kÑl ®n¡i¡ jpªZ Bl a¡j¡−V
a¤¢j k¡−µR¡, j−e L−l¡ a¤¢j c¤C q¡S¡l hRl d−l ®qy−V k¡−µR¡z
®a¡j¡l ¢fa¡l qaÉ¡L¡l£ HLSe BkÑ
®a¡j¡l i¡C−L qaÉ¡ L−l−R HLSe ®j¡Om
HLSe Cw−lS ®a¡j¡l phÑü m¤V L−l−R—
a¤¢j k¡−µR¡, a¤¢j HL¡, a¤¢j c¤C q¡S¡l hRl d−l ®qy−V k¡−µR¡z
®a¡j¡l c¢r−Z nhk¡œ¡, ®a¡j¡l Eš−l jªa¤É¢Qq²,
®a¡j¡l ®fR−e fl¡Su Bl NÔ¡¢e--®a¡j¡l p¡j−e?
a¤¢j k¡−µR¡, e¡ e¡ a¤¢j HL¡ eJ, a¤¢j Bl C¢aq¡p—
j−e L−l¡ a¡jË¢m¢ç ®b−L ®e±hql R¡s−R ®a¡j¡l,
j−e L−l¡ O−l O−l a¡yaLm, Bl a¡l ¢ejÑ¡−Zl në
öe−a öe−a a¤¢j k¡−µR¡ i¡¢Vl Hm¡L¡ jýu¡l ®c−n,
j−e L−l¡ f¡m¡N¡−el Bpl, j−e L−l¡ ®pC nÉ¡jm ljZ£
®a¡j¡l h¤−Ll L¡−R ea−Q¡M, b−l¡ b−l¡ l¢š²j Adl--
a¤¢j k¡−µR¡, c¤C q¡S¡l hRl d−l ®qy−V k¡−µR¡ a¤¢j......z
hC¢V BN¡−N¡s¡ f¢s, HLh¡l c¤h¡l eu, h¡l h¡lz Cu¡p¢j−el N¡−el Nm¡
®kje i¡m, Bhª¢šJ Ll−a f¡−l i¡mz q¡−slJ OlM¡¢e L¢ha¡¢V Bj¡l p−‰
Cu¡p¢jeJ Bhª¢š L−lz
®hnÉ¡−L ah¤ ¢hnÄ¡p Ll¡ Q−m
l¡Se£¢a−Ll dje£ ¢nl¡u p¤¢hd¡h¡−cl f¡f
−hnÉ¡−L ah¤ ¢hnÄ¡p Ll¡ Q−m
h¤¢ÜS£h£l l−š² pÀ¡u¤−a p−Qae Afl¡d
−hnÉ¡−L ah¤ ¢hnÄ¡p Ll¡ Q−m
S¡¢al al¦Z l−š² f¤−o−R ¢eh£−kÑl p¡f,
E−c¡j S£he E−ÒV l−u−R j¡−W L¡¢R−jl jaz

−L¡−e¡ Lb¡ ®eC--®LE h−m e¡, ®L¡−e¡ Lb¡ ®eC--®LE Q−m e¡,
−L¡−e¡ Lb¡ ®eC--®LE V−m e¡, ®L¡−e¡ Lb¡ ®eC--®LE SÅ−m e¡--
−LE h−m e¡, ®LE Q−m e¡, ®LE V−m e¡, ®LE SÅ−m e¡z
−ke Aå, ®Q¡M hå, ®ke M”, q¡a h¡å¡,
i¡−m¡h¡p¡q£e, h¤L OªZ¡q£e, iu¡hq GZ
O¡−s Q¡f¡−e¡--öd¤ q¡yf¡−e¡, öd¤ g¡yf¡−e¡ Lb¡ LfQ¡u--
S−m q¡as¡u, ®n¡−L L¡al¡u A¢aj¡œ¡u ah¤ SÅ−m e¡z
−m¡ý Tl¡−h, ph q¡l¡−h--S¡m ¢Rys−h e¡ usk−¿»l?
h¤L g¡V¡−h, ra V¡V¡−h--S¡m ¢Rys−h e¡ osk−¿»l?

−T¡−f S‰−m B−p c‰−m B−p ®N¢lm¡l

cm, q¡¢au¡l q¡−a QjL¡uz q¡−a Tmp¡u
®l¡o fТa−n¡dz ®n¡d l−š²l ®e−h,aM−al
®e−h A¢dL¡lz e¡−j TeT¡u-k¢c S¡e k¡u
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 k¡L r¢a ®eC, J−W NSÑe, L−l ASÑe jq¡ rja¡l,
¢ce Bp−hC, ¢ce Bp−hC, ¢ce pja¡lz
pja¡l ¢c−el SeÉJ Bj¡l ®ia−lJ üfÀ S−¾jz l¦â −nM j¤¢Shl lqj¡e
L−ZÑm a¡−ql Bl ¢pl¡S ¢nLc¡l−L EvpNÑ L−l¢Rm Jl fÐbj hC¢V, q¡−slJ
OlM¡¢e L¢ha¡u ¢m−M−R q¡S¡l ¢pl¡S j−l, q¡S¡l j¤¢Sh j−l, q¡S¡l a¡−ql j−l,
®hy−Q b¡−L Q¡V¤L¡l, f¡ Q¡V¡ L¤L¤l, ®hy−Q b¡−L O¤Z−f¡L¡, ®hy−Q b¡−L p¡fz k¢cJ
j¤¢Sh a¡−ql Bl ¢pl¡S ¢nLc¡l HL c−ml ®m¡L ee, j¤¢S−hl p−‰ phÑq¡l¡ f¡¢VÑl
¢pl¡S ¢nLc¡−ll ¢h−l¡d ¢Rm, ¢a¢e M¤eJ q−u−Re, hm¡ qu j¤¤¢S−hl osk−¿», ¢L¿º
HL¢V ¢S¢ep Øfø q−u J−W, l¦â ®k ®L¡eJ jªa¤Él ¢hl¦−Ü, T−s heÉ¡u r¤d¡u jeÄ¿¹−l
f¤¢øq£ea¡ S¤m¤−j SM−j ¢c−a −a¡ q−µRC fСZ, Bl La! Hh¡l S¡¢al l−š² ®gl
Ae¡¢hm jja¡ Bp¤L, S¡¢al l−š² ®gl p¤L−W¡l paa¡ Bp¤Lz
A−eL¢ce ®pyS¤¢a R¡¢f¢ez fs¡ Bl fl£r¡l Q¡−f pñh qu¢ez Bh¡l E−cÉ¡N
¢eC R¡f¡lz Bh¡l l−š² h¡e X¡−Lz l¦â j¡e¤−ol j¡e¢Qœ e¡−j ¢p¢lS L¢ha¡ ¢m−M
k¡−µRz J ®b−L ¢LR¤ ¢e−u Bl ¢e−Sl L¢ha¡ ¢LR¤, ®Lhm c¤S−el L¢ha¡ ¢c−u
®pyS¤¢az B−Nl ®pyS¤¢a, ®pyS¤¢al L¡NSfœ, ¢mVmjÉ¡N¡¢Se…−m¡ ®L¡b¡u ®L¡e a−m
f−s B−R, Mhl ®eCz V¤L−l¡ Mh−ll ¢LµR¤ Hh¡l Bl b¡L−h e¡, L¡lZ A−eL c§−l
Q−m H−p¢R ®pC SNa ®b−Lz ®L¡b¡u ®L −L¡e ¢mVm jÉ¡N R¡f−R, ®L¡e fÐaÉ¿¹
A’−m L¡l ¢L ®mM¡ ®h−l¡−m¡, −L¡b¡u L¢ha¡ Ae¤ù¡−e ¢L B−m¡Qe¡ qm, Hph
HMe Bj¡l Bl S¡e¡ ®eCz ¢mVm jÉ¡N B−¾c¡me ®b−L ¢Q¢Lvp¡¢hcÉ¡ Bj¡−L O¡s
d¡‚¡ ¢c−u ®hl L−l ¢c−u−Rz h¡wm¡ 1388l ®qj−¿¹ c£OÑ c¤hRl fl ®pyS¤¢az hC
BL¡−l eu, B−Nl ®pC Sj¡Ml−Ql mð¡ M¡a¡l BL¡−l, Hl L¡lZ, q¡−a Aa V¡L¡
®eCz Hh¡l Bl c¡c¡ ®L¡eJ V¡L¡ MlQ Ll−Re e¡z fÐnÀC J−W e¡z m¤¢L−u Bj¡−L
®mM¡ l¦âl ®fÐ−jl ¢Q¢W f−s l¦â HC e¡j¢V ¢a¢e Bl pqÉ Ll−a f¡−le e¡z f¡−le
e¡ −k a¡l HL¢V fÐj¡ZJ ®c¢M−u−Re, Bj¡l O−l Y¤−L Bj¡l m¡m X¡u¢l¢V, ®k¢V
¢a¢e ¢c−u¢R−me Bj¡−L L¢ha¡ ¢mM−a, ®p¢V Hhw BlJ L¢ha¡l M¡a¡fœ R¤y−s
HL¢ce ®g−m ¢c−me hª¢ø f−s L¡c¡ q−u b¡L¡ E−W¡−ez fТah¡c Ll−a ®N−m Hje
®S¡−l Qs L¢o−u−Re N¡−m ®k N¡m m¡m q−u ¢Rm c¤¢cez p¤al¡w N¡y−Vl fup¡ MlQ
Llz N¡y−V fup¡ H−p−R ®j¢X−Lm L−mS ®b−L hª¢šl V¡L¡ −f−uz C¾V¡l¢j¢X−u−V
i¡m g−ml L¡l−Z HC hª¢šz L−m−S ®L¡eJ ®hae ®cJu¡l clL¡l qu e¡, a¡l Jfl
V¡L¡J ®S¡−Vz HC hª¢šl V¡L¡ LMe f¡¢µR, V¡L¡ ¢c−uC h¡ ¢L Llh, ®p Lb¡ h¡h¡−L
S¡e¡C e¡z ®j¢VÊ−Ll i¡m g−ml L¡l−Z C¾V¡l¢j¢X−u−V ®k h¤¢š S¤−V¢Rm, a¡J h¡h¡l
q¡−a mrÈ£ ®j−ul ja ¢c−a q−u−Rz Hh¡l Bl euz O−V h¤¢Ü H−p−R h−mC HMe
h¡¢sl ph¡l p¡j−e hª¢šl V¡L¡ f¡Ju¡l Mhl¢V gm¡J L−l h¢m, ®Lhm h¡h¡l p¡j−e
euz V¡L¡ q¡−a ®f−u ®pyS¤¢a ®fÐ−p ¢cCz ¢p ®L ®O¡o ®l¡−Xl −R¡Vc¡l HL hå¤l
−fÐp ¢mg¡ ¢fоV¡−pÑ ¢cCz M¡−mL−L h−m L−u ¢ff¤mp ®VCm¡−pÑl HL¢V ¢h‘¡fe
Bc¡u L¢lz ¢h‘¡f−el V¡L¡ ®f−a ¢ff¤m−p −k−a ¢l„¡i¡s¡ MlQ q−a b¡−L,
M¡−m−Ll ®cM¡ f¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡z ®pyS¤¢a−L i¤−m b¡L¡l ØfdÑ¡ L−l¢Rm¡j, Bp−m a¡
¢Rm ¢e−Sl C−µRl p−‰ fÐa¡lZ¡ Ll¡z B¢bÑL °ceÉa¡u L¤ù−l¡¢Nl ja L¤yL−s e¡
®b−L fÐQ™ c¡f−V fТaù¡ Ll¢R Ae¿¹ p¤¾clz ¢h−r¡−il i¡o¡ e¡ ¢n−M, c¤j¤−W¡u
fТah¡−cl ®nÔ¡N¡e e¡ a¤−m ®k L¢h i£l¦ LµR−fl ja ¢e−S−L Bj§m …¢V−u ¢e−u
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pÙ¹¡ B−h−Nl jc ¢N−m L¢ha¡u j¡am¡¢j L−l, B¢j ®pC ü¡bÑ−m¡¢i p¤¢hd¡−i¡N£−L
BÙ¹¡Ly¤s ®c¢M−u ®ch, ®pyS¤¢a euz ®k L¢ha¡u p¡qp£ EµQ¡l−Z ®mM¡ nÐjS£h£
j¡e¤−ol S£he k¡fe, Bj¡l ¢eâ¡l pÀ¡u¤−a mr¡¢dL O¤Z ®Y−m fÐQ™ r¤d¡u NÉ¡¢ØVÌL
Bmp¡l ¢e−uJ pw−n¡de Llh ®pC L¢ha¡l fФgz cñ B−R, a¡ ¢WLz Bj¡l
L¢ha¡, ¢e−SC mr L¢l hc−m ®N−R A−eL, l¦âl Ae¤LlZ eu, l¦âl L¢ha¡l fÐMl
fÐi¡hz fl¡−el Nè e¡−j ¢e−Sl L−uL¢V L¢ha¡ B−R H pwMÉ¡u, L¢ha¡…−m¡u
nÐjS£¢h j¡e¤−ol œ²¾ce, c¢l−âl q¡q¡L¡l Bl de£ −n¡o−Ll ¢hl¦−Ü a£hÐ OªZ¡
¢bL¢bL Ll−Rz l¦âl L¢V j¡e¤−ol j¡e¢Qœ B−R, B−R a¡l ®Q±¢Lc¡lz
h−el q¢lZ eu, h¡O eu, Ha l¡−a ®Q±¢Lc¡l Q−mz
®q¡C ®L k¡u, ®L k¡u? N−”l h¡a¡p ®g−l ¢qj ¢el¦šl,
®L k¡u? ®L k¡−h Bl!cn¢jl AåL¡l HL¡ HL¡ k¡u--
HL¡ HL¡ ®Q±¢Lc¡l Byd¡−ll h¡y−L h¡y−L ¢e−S−L a¡s¡uz

¢e−S−LC fÐnÀ L−l ®L k¡u? L£ e¡j ®a¡l? ®L¡b¡u b¡¢Lp?

L£ a¤C f¡q¡l¡ ¢c¢h, S£h−el LaV¤L¤ BNm¡¢h a¤C!
¢RyQ−L ¢py−cm ®Q¡l, Bl ®kC ®Q¡l b¡−L ¢c−el B−m¡u?
Bl ®kC ®Q¡l b¡−L ®c−ql ®ial, nl£−ll AåL¡−l?

l¡−al Byd¡−l M¤y−S a¡−l a¤C f¡¢h, ®Q±¢Lc¡l f¡¢h a¡−l?

®k ®Q¡l f¡q¡l¡ ®cu, f¡q¡l¡l e¡−j L−l iu¡eL Q¤¢l,
Q¤¢l L−l j¡e¤−ol ¢Om¤.j¡wn.lš².q¡s.h¤−Ll h¡pe¡,
a¡−l f¡¢h, ®k ®a¡l S£he ®b−L Q¤¢l L−l f§¢ZÑj¡l l¡a?

®k ®a¡l S£he ®b−L Q¤¢l L−l ®l±âju ¢c−el ®M¡u¡h,

®k ®a¡l ¢nöl ü¡ÙÛÉ ,c¤di¡a, Q¤¢l L−l ®h¡−el ¢pyc¤l,
a¡−l f¡¢h, ®k ®a¡l Nal ®b−L M¤−m ®eu j¡eh-nl£l?
¢L−pl f¡q¡l¡ a−h,®Le a−h l¡ail l¡a−L a¡s¡−e¡?

AåL¡l fª¢bh£−a öd¤ ¢LR¤ a¡l¡ SÅ−m c§−ll erœ

¢T y¢T X¡−L, f¡−Vl fQ¡¢e ®b−L Nå B−e l¡−al h¡a¡pz
®e¡a¤e Lhl M¤y−s ®nu¡−ml¡ ®hl L−l BdfQ¡ m¡n
®q¡C ®L k¡u, ®L k¡u...fª¢bh£l AåL¡−l ®Q±¢Lc¡l Q−mz
S£he Hi¡−hC k¡¢µRm, ¢LR¤V¡ l¦−â ¢LR¤V¡ q¡pf¡a¡−m,hCf−œ, ®l¡¢N−a ¢LR¤V¡
AhL¡−nl ®L¡m¡q−m Bl ¢hoZÀa¡uz Hje pju HL¢V Mhl Bj¡−L Qj−L ®cu,
l¡øÌf¢a ¢Su¡El lqj¡e−L Q–NË¡−jl p¡¢LÑV q¡E−S qaÉ¡ Ll¡ q−u−Rz qaÉ¡ L−l−Re
Q–NË¡j ®pe¡h¡¢qe£l Lj¡ä¡l A¢gp¡l ®jSl ®Se¡−lm j”¤lz pÇf§ZÑC HL¢V hÉbÑ
E−cÉ¡Nz j”¤−ll f−r ¢Su¡−L qaÉ¡ R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤ Ll¡ ASÑe qu e¡z Y¡L¡ e¡ q−u
Q–NË¡j h−mC qu e¡z ¢Su¡ ¢e−S M¡m ®L−V L¤¢jl H−e¢R−me fÐQ¤l, j”¤l ¢ea¡¿¹C
HL¢V h¡µQ¡ L¤¢jlz L¡js ¢c−u−Re ¢WLC, a−h ¢LR¤ c¤−dl c¡ya ¢Rm h−m L¡js
®aje m¡−N¢ez a¡ e¡ q−m j”¤lC ®p l¡−a ¢LR¤ HLV¡ q−u ®k−a f¡l−ae, p¡j¢lL
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Efl¡øÌf¢a Bhc¤p p¡š¡l−L l¡øÌf¢al i¡l NËqZ Ll−a quz NÊqZ Ll¡ Bl ®cn
Q¡m¡−e¡ HL eu, h¤−s¡−L p¡j−e h¢p−u ®fR−e h¾c¤LAm¡ ®S¡u¡−el¡ Q¡m¡−µRe ®cnz
®cn ¢L Bl Qm−R!®cn i¡p−R l−š²z mr mr j¡e¤−ol l−š²l ¢h¢ej−u ASÑe Ll¡
ü¡d£ea¡l N¡−u ®R¡f ®R¡f l−š²l c¡N, ü¡d£ea¡l nl£−l ®Lhm jªa¤Él Nåz h¡h¡−L
k¢c ¢Su¡El lqj¡−el p¤laq¡m ¢l−f¡VÑ ¢c−a qa, ¢a¢e h¤−mV L¢V N¡−u, ¢q−nh
¢e−aez ¢L dl−el h¾c¤−Ll ¢L dl−el …¢m−a LaV¡ c§l ®b−L Lah¡l …¢m ®R¡ys¡
q−u−R hm−a f¡l−aez h¡h¡ ¢e−Sl j¿¹−hÉ ¢mM−ae, Cq¡ p¤Cp¡CX e−q, Cq¡
®q¡¢jp¡CXz k¢c HC ®cn¢Vl p¤laq¡m ¢l−f¡VÑ ¢mM−a hm¡ qu, a−hJ ®a¡ HlLj
®q¡¢jp¡CX S¡a£u ¢LR¤ ®mM¡ k¡uz ®mM¡ k¡u Baa¡u£l¡ ®cn¢Vl hr mr L−l …¢m
R¤ys−R, T¡yTs¡ q−u ®N−R ®cn¢Vl f¡ySlz f¡yS−ll q¡s…−m¡ ®i−P −N−R, j¡wp ¢Râ
q−u …¢m Y¤−L ®N−R ®ia−l, q©c¢f™ ®b−j B−Rz ®b−j B−R A−eL A−eL¢cez
Hl fl M¤h ®h¢n¢ce pju ®eu¢e −ef−bÉl ®pe¡A¢de¡u−Ll −Qq¡l¡−j¡h¡lL
fÐcnÑe Ll−az B−lL¢V n¡¿¹¢nø ®mS¢h¢nø L¤Éz −c−n p¡j¢lL n¡pe S¡¢l q−u
®Nmz ¢Su¡l fc¡ˆ Ae¤plZ L−l Hln¡−cl k¡œ¡ öl¦ qmz HL ®pe¡ B−lL ®pe¡l
fc¡ˆ Ae¤plZ L−lC Q−mez ®jSl ®Se¡−lm j”¤l Hhw a¡l p‰£ p¡b£−L g¡y¢p−a
®T¡m¡−e¡ q−u ®Nmz ¢Su¡ ®kje S¡a£ua¡h¡¢c cm °a¢l L−l qÉ¡y e¡ ®i¡−Vl j¡dÉ−j
A¯hd rja¡ cMm−L °hd L−l¢R−me, Hln¡cJ ®ajez Hln¡cJ HLClLj ¢e−Sl
HL¢V cm NWe L−l l¡Se£¢a−a ®e−j °hd L−l ¢e−me ¢e−Sl A¯hd BNjez EáV
E−Vl ¢f−W Q−m−R ü−cn! pj¡Sa¿» e¡ b¡L,a¡C h−m ¢L kvp¡j¡eÉ NZa¿»J
®cn¢Vl i¡−NÉ ®eC! ®c−nl SeÉ j¡u¡ qu Bj¡l, c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡ h¡−sz ®kph l¡S¯e¢aL
−ea¡ HL cm ®b−L B−lL c−m e¡j ®mM¡u, a¡l¡, rja¡u ®kC B−p, a¡l fТaC
BLªø quz Q¢lœq£e R¡s¡ H−cl AeÉ ¢LR¤ j−e qu e¡ Bj¡lz HL¢V ¢hnÄ¡p Bj¡l
®ial ¢ce ¢ce Oe£i§a qu, l¡S¯e¢aL ®ea¡−cl Hje c¤hÑm Q¢l−œl L¡l−Z p¡j¢lL
h¡¢qe£l ØfdÑ¡ qu h¾c¤−Ll e−ml j¤−M −c−nl cMm ¢e−az
l¡Se£¢a i¡he¡, L¡hÉ i¡he¡ ph i¡he¡ c§l L−l Bj¡−L fl£r¡l SeÉ °a¢l
q−a quz H fl£r¡u, ®k−qa¤ B¢j fl£r¡ ®ch, h¡h¡ fl£rL q−a f¡l−he e¡z
fl£rL ¢q−p−h ¢a¢e AeÉ L−m−S Q−m ®N−me, H L−m−S p¢mj¤õ¡q ®j¢X−Lm
L−mS ®b−L Bp¡ ea¤e AdÉ¡fL Bhc¤õ¡q, ky¡l LÓ¡−p −R−m®j−ul¡ ®h¢nl i¡NC
fТ„ ®j−l ®L−V f−s, pqL¡¢l AdÉ¡fL−L ¢e−u C¾V¡le¡m fl£rL ¢q−p−h lC−mez
Bj¡l LÓ¡−pl hå¤l¡ q¡u q¡u Ll−R Mhl ö−e, Bj¡−L ®c−MC hm−R, d¤v, ®a¡j¡l
L¡l−Z lSh Bm£ pÉ¡l−l Bjl¡ f¡¢µR e¡z lSh Bm£ pÉ¡l C¾V¡le¡m ¢q−p−h i¡m,
¢e−Sl L−m−Sl R¡œR¡œ£−cl f¡n Ll¡−e¡l SeÉ BfСZ ®Qø¡ L−le, H Lb¡
L−m−Sl fСu ph¡C S¡−ez ¢L¿º ¢euj ®a¡ f¡ÒV¡−e¡ k¡−h e¡, f¤œ-LeÉ¡ fl£r¡b£Ñ
q−m ¢fa¡ h¡ j¡a¡ fl£rL q−a f¡−le e¡z Ap¿ºø R¡œR¡œ£l¡ Ls¡ H„V¡le¡m Bl
®j¾c¡j¡l¡ C¾V¡le¡m Hl p¡j−e ®j±¢ML ¢cm i−u ®Ly−f ®Ly−fz L¡lJlC aMe j−e
qu¢e ¢hou¢V ¢ea¡¿¹C ®N±Z, fQ¡ n¡j¤Lz

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X¡¢mu¡ S¡q¡−el ¢WL¡e¡u l¦âl ¢Q¢W Bp−a b¡−L ¢eu¢jaz LMeJ −j¡wm¡ h¡
¢j−WM¡¢m ®b−L, LMeJ Y¡L¡ ®b−Lz l¦âl ¢Q¢W q¡−a ¢e−u ®Vl f¡C h¤−Ll j−dÉ
®Lje Ll¡zQ¢W ®k¢ce f¡C, HL Ajm Be¾c Bj¡−L p¡l¡¢ce ¢O−l b¡−Lz
a¤¢jq£e HL¢V j¤q§aÑ HMe ®k La c¤xpq a¡ ®a¡j¡−L ®L¡−e¡ i¡−hC ®h¡T¡−a
f¡lm¡j e¡z ®a¡j¡−L R¡s¡ Bj¡l ¢ce…−m¡ ®k ¢L lLj ¢hnª´Mm Bl ¢L lLj
Apwka a¤¢j ®a¡ a¡ h¤T−aC Q¡J e¡z S¡¢e, A−eL pjpÉ¡ B−R, H j¤q§−aÑ ®a¡j¡−L
L¡−R ®f−a ®N−m q¡S¡l q¡S¡l pjpÉ¡ ®Sy−L hp−hz f−lJ ¢L¿º H pjpÉ¡…−m¡
Bj¡−cl ¢eÙ¹¡l ®c−h e¡z L¡−SC ®k pjpÉ¡−L HL¢ce e¡ HL¢ce ®j¡L¡−hm¡ Ll−a
q−h a¡−L HMeC p¡j−e ¢e−u Bp¡ E¢Qaz m¤−L¡Q¤¢l L−l ®a¡ Bl pjpÉ¡l pj¡d¡e
Ll¡ k¡−h e¡z HS−eÉC c¡c¡l p¡−b ®cM¡ Ll−a ®Q−u¢Rm¡jz Bjl¡ ¢h−u L−l¢R HV¡
S¡e¡−a ®Q−u¢Rm¡j, a¤¢j öe−m e¡z Bj¡l ¢ce Bl l¡¢œ…−m¡−L Apwkj Bl
A¢eu−jl j−dÉ R¤y−s ¢c−u a¤¢j M¤h p¤−M B−R¡z ®a¡j¡l HC Ec¡p£e i¡m b¡L¡
Bj¡−L i£oZ DoÑ¡L¡al L−l ®a¡−mz B¢j f¡¢l e¡z B¢j ®L¡−e¡i¡−hC ¢e−S−L
h¡dÉ l¡M−a f¡¢l e¡z
BL¡−n ®j−Ol ja fТa¢ce üfÀ S−j hª¢ø qu e¡z a¤¢jq£e ¢ce k¡u, l¡¢œ k¡uz
®a¡j¡l ØfnÑq£e HC Fol fС¿¹l...z La¢ce ®a¡j¡−L ®c¢M e¡! La¢ce ®a¡j¡l
Bea−Q¡Mc¤¢V−L Bcl L¢l e¡! i£oZ L¤u¡n¡µRæ ®a¡j¡l ®Q¡M, i£oZ ®jOm¡ Bl
i£oZ p¤c§−llz L−h B¢j JC L¤u¡n¡ f¡l q−u ®a¡j¡−L ®R¡y−h¡! L−h B¢j JC
®j−Ol j¡−e h¤T−a f¡lh! A−fr¡u LÓ¡¿¹ q−u f¢sz fÐa£r¡ Bl g¤−l¡u e¡z ¢fÐu
ØfnÑ ®eC, ¢ce…−m¡ fСZq£e! ¢fÐu ØfnÑ ®eC, l¡¢œ…−m¡ ¢L n£am Bl LÓ¡¢¿¹ju! HC
n£am Byd¡−l a¤¢j ®l¡−cl Eš¡f ¢e−u L−h Bp−h? BS je i¡m ®eC, ¢eSÑe Bl
®pC M¤h n¡¿¹ LøN¤−m¡ p¡l¡¢ce BS Bj¡l h¤−Ll ®ia−l S−j E−W−Rz −L¡eJ
i¡o¡u B¢j HC Lø…−m¡ ®h¡T¡−a f¡¢l e¡z ®jOm¡ BL¡−nl ja i¡¢l, n£am Bl
¢L n¡¿¹ HC Lø Bj¡l!BS Bj¡l je i¡m ®eCz BS M¤h n£am Løz
l¦âl Lø…−m¡ Efm¢ì Ll¡l ®Qø¡ L¢l B¢jz ¢L¿º Bj¡l f−r a¡l C−µR−L
f§ZÑa¡ ®cJu¡ pñh qu e¡z l¦â ü¡j£l c¡¢h ¢e−u h−m, h¡¢s−a hm ®k ¢h−u L−l¢R,
¢e−S hm−a e¡ f¡−l¡ L¡E−L ¢c−u hm¡Jz HJ ®k pñh eu, a¡ B¢j h¡lh¡l h¢mz
®L¡eJ L¡E−L ¢c−u H Lb¡¢V EµQ¡lZ Ll¡−e¡ k¡−h e¡, ®k, B¢j HL Q¡mQ¤−m¡q£e
L¢h −L ¢h−u L−l h−p B¢Rz l¦âl d¡lZ¡ ¢h−ul Lb¡ h¡¢s−a S¡e¡−m h¡h¡ Bj¡−cl
Bsðl L−l ¢h−u ®c−he, a¡lfl B¢j l¦âl p−‰ pwp¡l Ll−a Q−m k¡h H h¡¢s
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 ®R−s Abh¡ l¦âC H h¡¢s−a S¡j¡C Bc−l b¡L−h Abh¡ h¡¢s ®b−L k¢c Bj¡−L
a¡¢s−uJ ®cu a−h B¢j ®q¡−ØV−m ®b−L ®mM¡fs¡ Q¡¢m−u k¡h, R¤¢VR¡V¡u l¦âl L¡−R
Y¡L¡u k¡h Abh¡ HC L−mS ®b−L hc¢m q−u AeÉ L−m−S, ®ke a¡l p−‰ pwp¡lJ
Ll−a f¡¢l, L−m−SJ ®k−a f¡¢l Hje Abh¡ AeÉ ¢LR¤ Abh¡ ®mM¡fs¡ ®R−sC
®cJu¡z pwp¡l Ll¡l SeÉ l¦â E¾j¡c q−mJ B¢j qC e¡z l¦âC S£h−e HL¢V hs
A¢e¢ÕQ¢a, Hlfl BlJ HL¢V A¢e¢ÕQ¢a−L ü¡Na S¡e¡−a Bj¡l HL¢h¾c¤ p¡qp qu
e¡z
l¦â juje¢pw−q B−p ®cM¡ Ll−az ®k¢ce Bp¡l Lb¡ b¡−L Bp−a f¡−l e¡z
B¢j c£OÑrZ ®fÐp LÓ¡−hl LÉ¡¢¾V−e A−fr¡ L−l qa¡n q−u h¡¢s ¢g−l B¢pz Lb¡
®cJu¡ a¡¢l−M ®p ®k phpju Bp−a f¡−l, a¡ euz a−h −k L−lC ®q¡L, ®p a¡¢l−M
e¡ ®q¡L, L¡R¡L¡¢R AeÉ HL¢V a¡¢lM ®h−R Q−m B−pz L−mS LÉ¡¢¾V−e Q¡ ¢p‰¡l¡
R¡s¡ AeÉ ¢LR¤ f¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡ a¡R¡s¡ L−mS LÉ¡¢¾Ve L−m−Sl R¡œR¡œ£l SeÉ,
LÉ¡¢¾V−e l¦âl Ef¢ÙÛ¢a ®m¡−L fÐbj fÐbj Bs−Q¡−M ®cMa, HMe hs hs ®Q¡M L−l
®c−Mz Bp¡c Bl B−e¡u¡−ll p−‰ l¦âl S−j JW¡¢VJ M¤h i¡m ®Q¡−M ®cM¡ qu e¡z
Bp¡c Bl B−e¡u¡l−L ®j¢X−L−ml M¡l¡f R¡œ ®a¡ h−VC …™¡ R¡œ h−m j−e Ll¡
qu, ®j¢X−L−m OV¡ ®k ®L¡eJ M¡l¡f L¡−Sl SeÉ J−cl c¡¢u Ll¡ quz Jl¡ jc M¡u
h−mJ …”e B−Rz l¦â−L L−m−Sl LÉ¡¢¾V−e ®c−M HL¢ce Lb¡ hm−a Hm Bp¡c,
c¤Se e¡¢L HLC L−m−S ®mM¡fs¡ L−l−R, HLC LÓ¡−pz hÉp, q−u ®Nmz S−j ®Nmz
œ¡p c¤¢V−L kb¡pñh H¢s−u Q−m R¡œR¡œ£l¡, HL f−b J−cl Bp−a ®cM−m, ¢h−no
L−l R¡œ£l¡, AeÉ fb d−lz ¢L¿º œ¡pc¤¢V Bj¡−L l¦âl p−‰ S−j JW¡l fl M¡¢al
L−l, ¢L e¡p¢le ®Lje B−R¡ h−m H¢N−u B−p c¤SeCz Bj¡lJ ®q−p hm−a qu
i¡mz d£−l d£−l HL¢V ¢S¢ep B¢j Efm¢ì L¢l, Jl¡ Bj¡l SeÉ œ¡p eu, Bl k¡l
SeÉC ®q¡Lz l¦â e¡ b¡L−mJ J−cl p−‰ h−p LÉ¡¢¾V−e Q¡ ®M−u¢R, Bp¡−cl q¡−al
L¢ê−a hÉ¡−äS h¡ B−e¡u¡−ll Lf¡−m L¡V¡ c¡N qua b¡−L, ¢L¿º LMeJ j−e qu¢e
Jl¡ M¡l¡f ®m¡L, hlw A−e−Ll ®Q−u A−eL B¿¹¢lL Bl pv j−e qu J−clz j¡−T
j¡−TC Jl¡ h¤L g¤¢m−u h−m ®LE ®a¡j¡−l ¢XpV¡hÑ L−l ¢Le¡ S¡e¡CJ, e¡−Ll q¡¢—
i¡C‰¡ ®cJu¡l SeÉ Bjl¡ ®l¢X B¢Rz Bp¡c Bl B−e¡u¡−ll p−‰ l¦âl B—¡
®cJu¡ AeÉ R¡œ−cl ®Q¡M BlJ hs L−lz c¤f¤l−hm¡ Q¡ ¢p‰¡l¡ ®M−u Bj¡−cl
c¤f¤−ll −fV L¡j−s dl¡ ¢r−dJ j−l e¡, HLpju EW−aC quz L−m−S Bp¡
k¡Ju¡l f−b ¢p ®L ®O¡o ®l¡−Xl ®fÐp LÓ¡−hl LÉ¡¢¾Ve¢V B¢hú¡l L−l J−aC
BSL¡m −cM¡ L¢l l¦âl p−‰z ®fÐpLÓ¡−hl LÉ¡¢¾V−e ®k qm¤c l−Pl ¢hl¡¢e f¡Ju¡
k¡u, a¡ l£¢aja ¢hMÉ¡az l¡jfÐp¡c h¡h¤ j¡l¡ k¡Ju¡l fl a¡l g−V¡ V¡¢P−u g−V¡l
Jfl j¡m¡ T¤¢m−u h¡h¤l ®R−m q¢lfÐp¡c ¢e−SC HMe ®pC ¢hMÉ¡a ¢hl¡¢e¢V l¡y−dz
c¤f¤−l ¢NS¢NS ¢i−sl j−dÉ M¡Ju¡ qu, ®M−u ®c−u ph Q−m k¡u, Bjl¡ h−p b¡¢L,
Bj¡−cl ®L¡b¡J k¡Ju¡l S¡uN¡ ®eC h−mz −fÐp LÓ¡−hl LjÑQ¡¢l Bj¡−cl B−s
B−s ®c−M, ®c−M ®k Bjl¡ k¡¢µR e¡, HLV¤ fl fl Q¡ ®M−u ®M−uJ ®b−L ®k−a
Q¡C¢Rz ®L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ ¢eSÑe O−ll hÉhÙÛ¡ B¢j L−l l¡¢M e¡ h−m l¦â Ae¤−k¡N L−l,
j¤M ®N¡js¡ L−l h−p b¡−Lz LjÑQ¡¢ll¡ œ²j¡Na Bj¡−cl C¢‰a L−l E−W ®k−a,
®Qu¡l…−m¡−L në L−l L−l ®V¢h−ml Jfl Ef¤s L−l l¡−M, J−aJ kMe L¡S qu
e¡, j¤−MC h−m ®cu LÉ¡¢¾Ve hå HMez Bj¡−cl LÉ¡¢¾Ve ®b−L ®h−l¡−a qu, ¢L¿º
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Ah−n−o −j¢X−Lm L−mS QaÅl ¢h−L−m kMe ¢eSÑe q−u B−p, h¢p c¤Sez cn hRl
hup£ HL¢V f‰¤ ®R−m f¡−nl h¢Ù¹ ®b−L fСuC q¡yV¤−a ®qy−V H−p Bj¡l f¡−n h−p
b¡−L, Jl p−‰ Lb¡ hm−a ka pqS ®h¡d L¢l, l¦âl p−‰ euz −R−m¢Vl e¡j c¤m¡m,
h¡h¡ ®eC, j¡ B−R, Ai¡−hl pwp¡l, ¢e−S ¢i−r L−l pwp¡l Q¡m¡u, c¤m¡m−L c¤
¢ae V¡L¡ k¡ b¡−L f−L−V, ¢cCz S£h−el e¡e¡ lLj Lb¡ l¦âl p−‰ h¢mz Q¾ce¡l
Lb¡, Q¾ce¡ Y¡L¡ H−p−R, ü¡j£l ®h¡−el h¡¢s E−W−R, l¦â−L ®cM¡ Ll−a h¢m
Q¾ce¡l p−‰, −Lje B−R J, ®c−M Bp−a h¢m, k¢c ®cM¡ Ll−a k¡u, a−h −a¡ ¢LR¤
B¢j q¡−a ¢c−a f¡¢l, ¢L ¢c−a f¡¢l, Bj¡l i¡™¡−l ®k HL¢V c¡¢j ¢S¢ep B−R,
®p¢VC ¢cC, c¡c¡ ay¡l ¢h−ul pju ®k qm¤c L¡a¡e n¡¢s¢V ¢c−u¢R−me, ®p¢Vz Q¾ce¡l
SeÉ je ®Lje Ll¡, ¢h−ul fl c¡c¡l hc−m k¡Ju¡, ®R¡Vc¡l e¡ b¡L¡l L¡l−Z
Bj¡l HL¡ q−u k¡Ju¡, fs¡−n¡e¡ i¡m e¡ qJu¡ CaÉ¡¢c Lb¡ jªc¤ ü−l HLV¤ HLV¤
L−l l¦â−L h¢mz l¦â h¡l h¡l Bj¡l ®L¡jl S¢s−u d−l L¡−R V¡−e, Q¤j¤ ®M−a Q¡uz
h¡l h¡l a¡l q¡a k¡u h¤−Lz ®k ®L¡eJ pju ®k ®LE ®cM−h h−m l¦âl q¡a p¢l−u
¢cCz a¡R¡s¡ ¢e−Sl m‹¡¢VJ HL¢V hs h¡d¡ q−u c¡ys¡uz c¤S−el SeÉ ®L¡eJ
¢eSÑe O−ll hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll−a f¡¢l e¡ h−m ®p A¢ij¡e L−l h−p b¡−L, Lb¡ e¡ h−mz
C−µR L−l l¦âl ®W¡yVc¤−V¡ ØfnÑ L¢l BP¤−m, −Q¡−Ml Jfl Bm−a¡ BP¤m l¡¢Mz C−µR
L−l l¦âl Eo· q¡a d−l −qy−V ®hs¡C M¡¢m f¡−uz ph¤S O¡−p M¡¢m f¡−u q¡yV−a
Bj¡l hs i¡m m¡−Nz O¡−pl XN¡l ØfnÑ Bl ¢n¢n−ll n£ama¡ −f−a Q¡u f¡z
Bj¡l p−ð¡deq£e Bsøa¡, ¢h−ul flJ H lLj öL−e¡ ®cM¡ qJu¡u l¦â je
M¡l¡f L−l Y¡L¡ ¢g−l k¡uz fТa¢ce ®ke ¢Q¢W ¢m¢M, h¡l h¡l AhnÉ h−m k¡uz ®ke
¢m¢M l¡a cnV¡l fl, ¢WL ®p pju ®p Bj¡−L i¡h−h, i¡h−h ®k B¢j a¡−L ¢mM¢R,
a¡−L j−e Ll¢Rz l¦â Q−m k¡Ju¡l fl B¢j h¡¢s ¢g−l mð¡ O¤j ¢cC, f−s f−s
Bj¡l Hje O¤−j¡−e¡ ®cM−m Cu¡p¢je p−¾cq L−l ®k l¦â H−p¢Rmz ®R¡Vc¡
juje¢pwq R¡s¡l fl Cu¡p¢je d£−l d£−l Bj¡l O¢eù q−u EW−R h¡¢s−az Jl p−‰
pMÉ Bj¡l M¤h, Q¤−m¡Q¤¢mJ Lj euz Bj¡l ®Q−u N¡−ul n¢š² Jl ®h¢n b¡L¡u
Bj¡−L hl¡hlC l−Z i‰ ¢c−a quz Cu¡p¢je−L B¢j ®f−Vl ph Lb¡ h¢m, AbQ
l¦âl ka L¡−R Bp¢R, aa B¢j ¢eiªa q−u EW¢Rz l¦âl SeÉ h¡s−a b¡L¡ Bj¡l
®hu¡s¡ B−h−Nl Lb¡ Cu¡p¢je−L hm−aJ p−ˆ¡Q quz h¡vp¡u−el HL¢V Cw−l¢S
f−LV hC l¦â Bj¡−L fs−a ¢c−u ®N−R, hC¢V fs¡ −a¡ quC e¡, hlw ®L¡b¡u
m¤−L¡−e¡ k¡u, ®L¡b¡u m¤−L¡−m Cu¡p¢j−el ®Q¡−M fs¡l Bnˆ¡ ®eC, H ¢e−u
Bj¡l c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡l ®O¡s¡ m¡N¡j ¢Ry−s R¤V−a b¡−Lz hC¢V ¢e−Sl L¡−R l¡M¡l hl¡Ÿ
pju g¤¢l−u k¡u hC¢V m¤−L¡−a m¤−L¡−aCz

a¤¢j hÉÙ¹ j¡e¤oz ®a¡j¡−L fТa¢ce ¢mM−a hm−h¡, Hje p¡qp Bj¡l ®eCz HC
Lb¡ h−m ®l¡S Bj¡−L ®mM¡l q¡a ®b−L ¢eÙ¹¡l Q¡C−R¡! ®p¢V q−µR e¡z k−a¡ hÉÙ¹C
b¡¢L e¡ ®Le, ®l¡S ®a¡j¡−L ®mM¡l ja pju Bj¡l B−Rz L¡−R b¡L−m l¡−a
®kV¤L¤ pju B¢j ®a¡j¡−L ¢c−a f¡la¡j, ¢Q¢W ¢mM−a a¡l ®Q−u A−eL Lj pju
®euz ®k−qa¤ a¤¢j L¡−R ®eC, L¡−SC B¢j ®l¡SC ®a¡j¡−L ¢mM−a f¡¢l, Hhw ¢mMhz
®a¡j¡l Aa l¡aV¡ ®L¡b¡u? p¡−s cn ¢L l¡a? ®p ®a¡ påÉ¡z HCV¤L¤ l¡¢œ S¡N¡l
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 A−iÉp HMe ®b−L e¡ Ll−m f−l ¢hf−c fs−h ®a¡! H−Lh¡−l ¢eOѤj fÔ¡h−el l¡a
®a¡ Bp−h, −pC ph S−m¡µRÆ¡−pl l¡−a ¢L Ll−h? Q¾ce¡−L B¢j HL¢V hZÑJ ¢j−bÉ
¢m¢M¢e, hlw A−eL Lj L−l h−m¢Rz ®Le, B¢j Lb¡ e¡ h−õ Lb¡ hm¡ k¡u e¡?
B¢j j¤M e¡ a¤−õJ a¤¢j j¤M a¤m−a f¡−l¡ e¡? pÇf−LÑl phV¤L¤ c¡¢uaÅC ¢L Bj¡l?
i¡N¡i¡¢N −a¡ ph¢LR¤l Bd¡B¢d Ll¡ q−u−Rz HM¡−e ®Le a−h f¤−l¡V¡ Bj¡l q−h?
a¤¢j N¡m g¤¢m−u l¡−M¡, ®Q¡M l¡¢P−u l¡−M¡, B¢j Bj¡l Bc−ll q¡a pˆ¤¢Qa L¢lz
fÐnÀC B−p e¡z ®a¡j¡l Bc−ll q¡a ¢L LM−e¡ fÐp¡¢la b¡−L? ®k q¡a fÐp¡¢la eu
a¡l Bl pw−L¡Qe ¢L? ®Le, B¢j ®a¡j¡l A¢ij¡e i¡P¡C e¡? a¤¢j e¡ X¡L−mJ
B¢j L¡−R k¡C e¡? a¤¢j Lb¡ e¡ LC−m B¢j Lb¡ LCe¡? a¤¢j j¤M e¡ a¤−õJ ¢L B¢j
Bc−ll ®R¡yu¡u ®a¡j¡l j¤M a¤¢m e¡? ®a¡j¡l ¢el¦š¡f ®Q¡M ®S¡s¡−L Bc−l ®iS¡C
e¡? a¡q−m a¤¢j f¡−l¡ e¡ ®Le? B−S¡ B¢j A¢ij¡−el i¡o¡ h¤T−a f¡¢l e¡z ®k
h¤−TJ ph¢LR¤ e¡ ®h¡T¡l i¡e L−l fª¢bh£l ®L¡e n¢š² B−R a¡−L ®h¡T¡u! BS
B¢nÄ−el BVz f¢lQ−ul BS ¢ae hRl Q¡l ¢cez ¢L lLj j−e qu S¡−e¡? j−e qu
q¡S¡l hRl d−l B¢j ®a¡j¡−L ¢Q¢ez q¡S¡l hRl B−N Bj¡−cl ®cM¡ q−u¢Rmz
LMe ¢L i¡−h ®cM¡ q−u¢Rm j−e ®eCz öd¤ j−e B−R HL ®l¡−c ®f¡s¡ je HLM¡¢e
nÉ¡jm Llam f−V ®L¡eJ Lb¡q£e ¢exn−ë H−p ¢m−M¢R−m¡ HLM¡¢e Lb¡--B¢jz
®ke Bjl¡ Ae¿¹ pju d−l flØfl−L M¤y−S ¢gl¢Rm¡jz HL¢ce ®cM¡ qmz Bl fÐbj
®cM¡u Bjl¡ ¢Q−e −gõ¡j HLSe B−lLSe−Lz ®L¡−e¡ i§¢jL¡l fÐ−u¡Se qm e¡z
c¤S−eC ¢j¢m−u ¢em¡j ®ia−l ®k R¢h ¢R−m¡ a¡l p¡−bz qÉy¡ HC ®a¡ ®pz k¡−L
®hce¡l lP ¢c−u Hy−L¢Rz q©c−ul lš² ¢c−u ¢m−M¢R k¡l e¡jz ¢eiªa Lø Bl ¢eSÑe
üfÀ ¢c−u k¡−L ¢ejÑ¡Z L−l¢R HC ®a¡ ®pz ®L¡−e¡ Lb¡q£e a¡C H−p Bjl¡
flÖf−ll Lla−m HL¢V Lb¡ ¢mMm¡j, B¢jz AbÑ¡v B¢j ®pC k¡−L a¤¢j ¢ejÑ¡Z
L−l−R¡ ¢e−Sl ®ialz
¢eSÑe HL¢V Ol, ®k¢V juje¢pw−q f¡Ju¡ pñh qu e¡, a¡ ®k Y¡L¡u B−R a¡
l¦â h¡l h¡l h−mz Bj¡−L Y¡L¡u ®k−a h−mz ¢L¿º Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡ Bj¡l f−r pñh
q−h ¢L L−l! HL¡ HL¡ ®VÊ−e E−W qua Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡ pñh q−h Bj¡l, ¢L¿º ®k−a
®L ®c−h? ®no Ah¢c ®R¡Vc¡ juje¢pw−q H−m B¢j ®N¡y d¢l Y¡L¡ k¡−h¡z Y¡L¡ −Le?
Y¡L¡ ®b−L p¡¢VÑ¢g−LV Be−a q−h é¡ØVÑ fÐg fl£r¡lz −R¡Vc¡l p−‰ Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡
qu, ¢N−uC B¢j ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−ul R¡œ£¢eh¡−p CnL¤−ml HL f¤−l¡−e¡ h¡åh£l p−‰
®cM¡ Ll−a k¡¢µR h−m ®h¢l−u k¡Cz ®h¢l−u ®p¡S¡ l¦âl h¡p¡−h¡l O−l ®V¡L¡,
JlLjC Lb¡ ¢Rmz l¦âl M¤¢nl fÐL¡n ®eCz Be−¾c m¡¢g−u JW¡, Lø ®f−u ®Q¡−Ml
Sm −gm¡ Hph l¦â−L ¢c−u qu e¡z Bf¡cjÙ¹L HL¢V L¡Wz k¡ q−µR k¡ OV−R
®ia−lz L¡N−S a¡l fÐL¡n quz l¦â AhnÉ HLC Lb¡ h−m Bj¡l pÇf−LÑ, B¢j
e¡¢L ¢Q¢W−aC pqSp¤¾clü¡i¡¢hL, p¡j−e eCz p¡j−e JC HLC, jl¡ L¡Wz l¦â
Bj¡−L HL¢V n¡¢s ¢cm fl−a, n¡c¡l Jfl ®R¡V ®R¡V g¤m f¡a¡ ¢fоV n¡¢s, p−‰
p¡u¡ hÔ¡ES, n¡¢s f−l h¡C−l ®k−a q−hz H n¡¢s¢V l¦âl ®h¡e h£¢b fR¾c L−l−Rz
l¦â ¢e−S fR¾c L−l LMeJ n¡¢s ®L−e¢e Bj¡l SeÉ, Hl B−N ph¤S HL¢V p¤¢a
n¡¢s ¢L−e¢Rm, −p¢V ¢Le−aJ ®p a¡l h¡åh£ j¤¢š²−L p−‰ ¢e−u−R fR¾c Ll−az
l¦âl S¾j¢c−e B¢j k¡ ¢LR¤ Efq¡l ¢cC, ¢e−S fR¾c L−l ¢L¢ez −L¡e l−Pl n¡−VÑl
p−‰ ®L¡e l−Pl fÉ¡¾V i¡m j¡e¡−h, a¡ ¢e−SC ¢hQ¡l L¢lz l¦â kMe AeÉ−L Bj¡l
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SeÉ n¡¢s fR¾c Ll−a h−m, Bj¡l N¡−ul l−Pl Lb¡ h−m, nÉ¡jm¡ l−Pl −j−u−L
®L¡e l−Pl n¡¢s i¡m j¡e¡−h!®j−u−cl n¡¢s e¡¢L ®j−ul¡C i¡m ®h¡−Tz n¡¢sl Lb¡
S¡e¡−a q−u−R h−mC ¢L e¡ S¡¢e e¡ l¦â h£¢b−L S¡¢e−u−R Bj¡−cl ¢h−ul Lb¡,
Hje¢L j¤¢š²−LJz ®p l¡−a Bj¡−L n¡¢s f¢l−u HL¢V ¢Q−e ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu ¢e−u k¡u ®pz
JM¡−e l¡−al M¡h¡l ®M−u ¢g−l B−p h¡p¡−h¡z j¤qÇjc e§l¦m ýc¡−L ®p Bj¡−cl
¢h−ul Lb¡ S¡¢e−u−R, S¡e¡−a q−u−R, ®ke l¡−a J h¡¢s−a Bj¡l b¡L¡ A−n¡ie e¡
®cM¡uz Bj¡l L¡R −b−L H Ah¢c ®LE ¢h−ul Lb¡ S¡−e¢ez l¦â S¡e¡−a öl¦
L−l−Rz Hl B−NJ c¤HLSe hå¤−L ®p S¡¢e−u−Rz HC S¡e¡−e¡u Bj¡l E−àN qu
®S−eJ S¡¢e−u−Rz H l¡a¢V l¦âl p−‰ b¡L−a q−hz b¡L−a q−hCz ¢L¿º Bj¡l ®a¡
®k−a q−hz ®k−a q−h, ®R¡Vc¡−L h−m H−p¢R O¾V¡M¡¢eL fl ¢gl−h¡z …¢õ j¡−l¡
®R¡Vc¡, a¤¢j Bj¡l hE, ®p¢VC ®a¡j¡l ph−Q−u hs f¢lQuz ¢L¿º H f¢lQuC ¢e−u,
®k S£he k¡fe Ll¢R B¢j, a¡ Ll−a f¡lh e¡z ®hn f¡l−hz a−h ¢L B¢j h¡¢s−a
hmh T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l O−l ¢Rm¡j, k¢c e¡ ¢g¢l BS l¡−a! ®p ¢e−u ®i−h¡ e¡, B¢j
T¤eM¤ ¡m¡−L h−m ®chrZ jÉ¡−eS L−l ¢e−az ¢L¿º T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ ¢L j¡e−he? j¡e−he e¡
®Le, a¡−L S¡¢e−u ®ch ®k ¢h−u L−l¢Rz Apñhz ®a¡j¡l Apñh ¢e−u f−s b¡−L¡
a¤¢j, B¢j k¡ Ll¡l Llhz BS l¡a l¦âl p−‰ L¡V¡−a q−h H l¦âl Bhc¡l
Ae¤−l¡d c¡¢h B−cn phCz l¦â h−m, BS l¡−a B¢j ®a¡j¡−L pÇf§ZÑ L−l Q¡Cz
pÇf§ZÑ j¡−e? pÇf§ZÑ j¡−e pÇf§ZzÑ ®L¡eJ h¡¢L l¡M¡ ®eCz Hl AbÑ Ae¤j¡e L−l
Bj¡l ®ia−l ®L¡b¡J −Ly−f J−W, pju ka O¢e−u B−p, aa Bj¡l −L¡b¡JHl
L¡yfe¢V nl£−l Rs¡−a b¡−Lz ¢ce ka l¡−al ¢c−L H−N¡u, aa nÄ¡p â¦a quz
¢e−S−L ®h¡T¡C, B¢j ®a¡ ®L¡eJ AeÉ¡u Ll¢R e¡, B¢j Bj¡l ü¡j£l p−‰ °hd
i¡−h l¡a L¡V¡−h¡, Bj¡l hup£ q−u q¡¢pe¡ k¢c H L¡S¢V f¡−l B¢j ®Le f¡lh
e¡! Bj¡l LÓ¡−pl ®j−u j¢cl¡ LÓ¡−plC HL ®R−m nJLa−L m¤¢L−u ¢h−u L−l−R,
A−e−L h−m m¤¢L−u e¡¢L j¢cl¡ nJL−al −q¡−ØV−ml O−l k¡u, l¡a L¡V¡uz J k¢c
f¡−l, B¢j ¢L Hje L¢Q M¤¢L l−u ®N¢R ®k f¡lh e¡!
®no Ah¢c l¡a H−m¡z °hWL O−l ýc¡ Bl ay¡l hE p¡q¡e¡l p−‰ Bj¡−L
f¢lQu L¢l−u ®cu l¦â hE h−mz ýc¡l ®R¡– ®j−u¢V Ah¡L a¡¢L−u b¡−L hE e¡jL
Bj¡l ¢c−Lz A−eL l¡a e¡ q−mJ l¦â h−m, ö−u fs¡l pju q−u−Rz ö−u fs−a
l¦â a¡l Ol¢V−a Bj¡−L ¢e−u k¡uz n¡VÑ fÉ¡¾V M¤−m −Lhm HL¢V m¤¢‰ f−l h¡¢a
¢e¢h−u ®Qu¡−l f¡bl q−u h−p b¡L¡ Bj¡−L öC−u ®cu ¢hR¡e¡uz ¢e−S−L h¡lh¡l
h¢m, a¤C ¢h−u L−l¢Rp, ¢h−u Ll−m ü¡j£l p−‰ ö−a qu ®h¡L¡ ®j−uz ö−a
qu!HlLj fТa¢V ®j−uC ®n¡uz m‹¡ −T−s ®gmz B¢j fСZf−Z m‹¡ ®T−s ®gm−a
b¡¢Lz S¡e¡m¡ ¢c−u B−m¡ Bp−R h¡C−ll mÉ¡Çf−f¡−ØVl, i¡h−a Q¡C¢R H Q¡y−cl
B−m¡z l¦â−L B¢j i¡mh¡¢p, ®p Bj¡l ü¡j£z Bj¡l ü¡j£l p−‰ Bj¡l B¢j fÐbj
l¡a L¡V¡−h¡z BS−Ll l¡−a Bj¡l ®ke ®L¡eJlLj Bsøa¡ e¡ b¡−Lz Bsøa¡ e¡
b¡L¡l Lb¡ ¢e−S−L ®pC pL¡m ®b−L k¢cJ hm¢R, ah¤J l¦â−L l¦â hm¡ a¤¢j hm¡
Bj¡l f−r p¡l¡¢c−eJ pñh qu¢ez l¦âl ¢c−L ¢fW ¢c−u B¢j HL ®L¡−Z Ssps
f−s b¡¢L q¡a f¡ …¢V−uz ®pC …−V¡−e¡ Bj¡−L l¦â L¡−R V¡−ez B¢j eC, Bj¡l
nl£l l¦âl −pC B¢m‰−e Sh¤bh¤ f−s b¡−L, h¤−Ll Jfl Bs¡B¢s L−l nš² q−u
b¡L¡ Bj¡lC c¤¢V q¡a, B¢j p¢l−u ¢e−a f¡¢l e¡z J b¡−Lz JC q¡ac¤¢V−L l¦â a¡l
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B¢j b¡j−a f¡¢l e¡ ®ia−ll L¡yfe, b¡j¡−a f¡¢l e¡ ®pC L¡yfe ®b−L p’¡¢la
pjÙ¹ nl£−ll L¡yfez ®W¡y−V N¡Y Q¤j¤ M¡u l¦âz ®W¡yV−S¡s¡, B¢j Ae¤ih L¢l g¤−m
EW−R, i¡¢l q−u EW−R, B¢j Q¡C e¡ ¢L¿º Bj¡l q¡a c¤−V¡ l¦â−L −W−m pl¡−a Q¡uz
hÔ¡ES¢Vl ®h¡a¡j M¤m−a b¡−L l¦â HL q¡−a, AeÉ q¡−a nš² L−l d−l l¡−M p¢l−u
¢c−a Q¡Ju¡ Bj¡l q¡az −h¡a¡j −M¡m¡ hÔ¡E−Sl ®ia−l l¦â j¤M X¤¢h−u ®cu, ¢i−S
¢Si ®iS¡−a b¡−L Bj¡l Ù¹e−S¡s¡, QhÑ−Q¡oÉ−mqÉ Ù¹e−S¡s¡z B¢j Bm¤b¡m¤ n¡¢s−a
l¦âl hå−el ®ial asf¡¢µRz l¦â ¢e−Sl c¤−V¡ f¡ ¢c−u p¢l−u ¢c−a b¡−L Bj¡l
f¡ c¤−V¡z Bj¡l HL f¡ ka ®h¢n B−lL f¡l O¢eø q−a Q¡u, aaC l¦â a¡l pjÙ¹
n¢š² M¡V¡u f¡ c¤−V¡l O¢eù qJu¡l ¢hl¦−Üz f¡ c¤−V¡ ®a¡j¡l ü¡j£ ®kje L−l
h−m−R, ®aje L−l l¡−M¡ ®j−u, l¡M−a qu, H ¢euj, l¦â k¡ Ll−R ph ®S−e h¤−TC
Ll−R, HC L−l ü¡j£l¡, HC Ll−a qu, ¢e−S−L h¢mz h−m B¢j nl£−ll ®ial
®b−L Bfe¡−aC E−W Bp¡ fТa−l¡−dl n¢š²−L pjÙ¹ n¢š²h−m ¢e−Ù¹S L¢l, ®ke
B¢j Ahn f−s b¡L−a f¡¢lz a¡C L¢l, p−S¡−l Qr¤c¤−V¡ h¤−S, c¤q¡−a ®h¡S¡
Qr¤c¤−V¡ ®Y−L, ®ke H B¢j eC, H Bj¡l nl£l eu, ®ke B¢j O¤¢j−u B¢R h¡¢s−a
Bj¡l O−l, Bl HM¡−e k¡ ¢LR¤ OV−R, ®k AnÔ£m L¡™ OV−R, H L¡−™l p−‰ B¢j
®j¡−VJ S¢sa eC, Bj¡l nl£−ll Jfl S£h−el Jfl ¢LR¤ OV−R e¡, H AeÉ ®LE,
H AeÉ L¡lJ nl£l, i¡¢hz Hlfl l¦â Bj¡l f¤−l¡ nl£−ll Jfl E−W B−p, Hh¡l
öd¤ Qr¤hå eu, Hh¡l Bj¡l nÄ¡p hå q−u B−pz Ahn nl£−ll c¤ f¡J O¢eù q−a
Q¡uz Bj¡l c¤f¡−L l¦â a¡l c¤ f¡ −ul h¡yd ¢c−u El¦p¢åÙÛ−m h¡s¢a ¢LR¤ ¢c−u Q¡f
pª¢ø L−l, B¢j nÄ¡p hå AhÙÛ¡u Q¡f¢V−L ü¡j£l pªø ü¡i¡¢hL Q¡f h−m i¡h−a ®Qø¡
L¢l, ¢L¿º Bj¡l i¡he¡ ¢Ry−s ¢N−u HL¢V BaÑ¢QvL¡l B¢j e¡ Q¡C−aJ Bj¡l Lã
®b−L ®h−l¡uz l¦â Bj¡l j¤M ®Q−f d−l c¤ q¡−az −Q−f d−l, ¢L¿º ¢ejÀQ¡f¢V J¢c−L
®b−L k¡uz a£hÐ k¿»Z¡u B¢j −N¡P¡−a b¡¢L, EdÑQ¡f ¢ejÀQ¡f pjÙ¹ Q¡f NÊqZ Ll¡l
rja¡ Bj¡l ®m¡f f¡uz l¦âl ®m±qnl£l¢V Bj¡l nl£−l na i¡m−h−pJ na
k¤¢š²−aJ fÐ−hn Ll−a f¡−l e¡z p¡l¡l¡a d−l l¦â œ²j¡Na k¤¢š²ja ü¡i¡¢hL ¢euj
nª´Mm¡ja fÐ−h−nl ®Qø¡ L−l ®N−R, fТah¡lC Bj¡l e¡ ®h¡T¡−a f¡l¡ k¿»Z¡ J
j¡−N¡ J h¡h¡−N¡ h−m l¡a−L S¡¢N−u a¤−m−Rz fТah¡lC l¦â Bj¡l ¢QvL¡−ll Jfl
®Y−m−R BlJ Q¡fz ®pC Q¡f g¤y−s ®h¢l−u ®N−R ¢QvL¡lz HL¢V iu¡hq l¡a ®no
q−m ¢LÓø LÓ¡¿¹ j¡e¤o¢V n¡¢s f¡−ÒV p¡−m¡u¡l L¡¢jS f−l ¢e−u h¢m, B¢j k¡Cz
Bj¡l eaj¤M, Bj¡l ea−Q¡M, Bj¡l fl¡¢Sa Arj nl£l−L B¢j c§−l p¢l−u
¢e−a Q¡Cz l¡−al L¤˜¡, m‹¡,iu Bl OªZ¡ Bj¡−L pL¡−mJ ByL−s b¡−Lz HLC
p−‰ Afl¡d−h¡dz l¦â−L l¦â h−m j−e qu, ü¡j£ h−m j−e qu e¡z ®p…e h¡¢NQ¡u
k¡Ju¡l f−b ®Lhm h−m, l¡−a JC e¡VLV¡ e¡ Ll−mC f¡l−az p¡l¡fb Bl ®L¡eJ
Lb¡ h−m e¡z B¢jJ e¡z B¢j ¢eÕQ¤f h−p i¡¢h l¡a¢Vl Lb¡, Hl ®Q−u k¢c p¡l¡l¡a
Bjl¡ NÒf L−l L¡¢V−u ¢c−a f¡la¡j, Hl ®Q−u k¢c L¢ha¡ f−s f−s, öd¤ c¤HL¢V
M¤ep¤¢V, c¤HL¢V ¢e−iÑS¡m Q¤j¤−a Bj¡−cl pju L¡Va!
−pC pL¡−m ®p…e h¡¢NQ¡u ¢g−l ®R¡Vc¡−L L¡yf¡ L−˜ h¢m, −l¡−Lu¡ q−m
T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l l¦−j ¢Rm¡jz
T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ ®a¡ HMe Bl q−m b¡−L e¡z ®R¡Vc¡ h−mez
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L¡m−L Bpj¡l p¡−b ®cM¡ Ll−a BC¢Rm ®l¡−Lu¡ q−mz b¡CL¡ ®N−Rz
Bpj¡ L¤eX¡? q¡¢nj¤¢Ÿ−el ®j−uX¡ e¡?
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B¢j Bl Lb¡ e¡ h¡¢s−u LÇfj¡e L˜¢V−L ¢hnСj ¢c−a O−l mð¡ q−u ö−u
c¤xü−fÀl ja l¡a¢Vl Lb¡ i¡¢hz Na l¡a¢Vl Lb¡z l¦â h−m−R B¢j e¡VL L−l¢Rz
J ¢L e¡VL ¢Rm! A¢ij¡e Bj¡−L ¢exn−ë L¡yc¡−a b¡−Lz p¡l¡ nl£−l k¿»Z¡, ®ke
HCj¡œ h¡−Ol …q¡ ®b−L ¢g−l¢Rz q¡yV−a ®N−m k¿»e¡ q−µR El¦p¢å−az ®fµR¡h
Ll−a ¢N−u −c¢M k¿»Z¡l HL ®g¡yV¡ c¤ ®g¡yV¡ ®fµR¡hz h¤L ®ke h¤L eu, c¤jZ f¡bl,
Q¤j¤l m¡m c¡N…−m¡ VeVe Ll−R, BP¤m ®R¡yu¡−e¡ k¡u e¡z HL¢V l¡a L¡V¡−e¡l Lb¡
l¦â ®pC L¡N−S pC Ll¡l fl ®b−L hm−Rz pC Ll¡l B−NJ ®p Lj L¡js ¢c−a
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dÙ¹¡d¢Ù¹ ByQ L−l j¡p¤−cl h¡¢s −b−L e¡ h−m ®cJu¡ q−u−Rz ®p¢V e¡ qJu¡−a
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−h¢n ®Le, −h¡T¡ qu¢e Bj¡lz B¢j a¡−L A−eL h−m¢R, S£h−el pjÙ¹ l¡a ®a¡
f−lC B−R p¡j−e, A−fr¡ L¢l Qmz A−fr¡l ®k Lø, ®p Lø ®a¡ HLlLj p¤M
®cuz e¡ l¦â A−fr¡ Ll−h e¡z A−fr¡u ®L¡eJ p¤M ®eC, ®p h−mz B¢j ka h¢m,
Qm i¡mh¡¢p, l¦â h−m Qm öC, ö−a k¡Cz l¦â q¡i¡−al ja M¡C M¡C Ll−Rz BSC
a¡l Q¡Cz Hr¤¢e Q¡Cz Hr¤¢e e¡ q−m a¡l Bl Qm−R e¡z juje¢pw−q kMe k¡u,
¢eSÑe HL¢V Ol ®f−a E¾j¡c q−u J−Wz Bj¡l f−r ¢eSÑe Ol f¡Ju¡ pñh eu
®S−eJ Ol B¢j ®Le f¡C¢e H ¢e−u A¢ij¡e L−l, ®Lhm A¢ij¡e eu, l¡Nz HL¢V
l¡a a¡l L¡V¡−e¡C Q¡Cz HL¢V l¡a ®a¡ ®no Ah¢c L¡V¡−e¡C qm, c¤xü−fÀl HL¢V
l¡az B¢j Hje L−l ¢e−Sl S£he−L i¡¢h¢e LMeJz Bj¡lJ ®a¡ A¢ij¡e qu,
Bj¡lJ ®a¡ l¡N q−a f¡−lz l¦â−L C−µR L−l R¤y−s ®g−m ¢cCz ¢L¿º −gm−a ®N−m
−c¢M q¡a c¤−V¡ AQm q−u B−R Bj¡lz ®ke f‰¤ B¢jz −Lhm JC L¡NS¢Vl L¡−R
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 q¡l ®j−e¢R, Bj¡l JC pC¢Vl L¡−R, ®k−qa¤ JC L¡N−S pCHl e¡j ¢h−u! e¡¢L
l¦â−L B¢j i¡mh¡¢p! i¡¢hz i¡he¡ Bj¡−L ®R−s ®L¡b¡J HL f¡ k¡u e¡z
®R¡Vc¡−L hm¡ ¢j−bÉ¢V ¢e−uJ i¡¢hz ®R¡Vc¡ ®a¡ i¡h−a f¡−le HlLj ®k T¤e¤
M¡m¡l p−‰ ®cM¡ qJu¡l fl Bj¡l ®pC CnL¤−ml h¡åh£l p−‰ A−eL¢ce fl
Bj¡l NÒf Ll¡ N¢s−u N¢s−u jdÉl¡a R¤y−m, ANaÉ¡ T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l f¤−l¡−e¡ Ol¢V−a
B¢j h¡¢Ll¡aV¤L¤ ®no L−l¢R O¤¢j−uz ®R¡Vc¡ ¢L lLj ®i−h−Re ®L S¡−e, a−h
Bj¡−L BN−m ®l−M Bl ®L¡eJ h¡åh£l p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a HL¡ ®h−l¡−a e¡ ¢c−u,
®l¢SØV¡l ¢h¢ôwH Bj¡−L ¢e−S ¢e−u ¢N−u p¡¢VÑ¢g−LV a¤¢m−u, c¤¢ce fl Bj¡−L
®f±y−R ¢c−u B−pe juje¢pw−qz
l¦â f−l h−m−R, B¢j a¡−L pÇfZÑ ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l e¡z Bj¡l HMeJ pwnu j−ez
B¢j Bqa q−u¢R ö−ez h−m¢R a¡−L ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l h−mC, a¡−L B¢j pÇf§ZÑ ¢hnÄ¡p
L¢l h−mC i¡mh¡¢p, i¡mh¡p−a q−m ®k ¢S¢ep¢Vl ph−Q−u ®h¢n fÐ−u¡Se ®p
¢hnÄ¡pz HC ¢hnÄ¡−pl j−dÉ HLp¤−a¡ g¡yL b¡L−m i¡m m¡N¡ qua qu, i¡mh¡p¡ qu
e¡z l¦â ¢m−M−R, B¢j ¢L HaV¡C qai¡NÉ ®k Bj¡−L ph ¢LR¤C ®S¡l L−l ¢e−a
q−h? ph ¢LR¤ Bc¡u L−l ¢e−a q−h? ®S¡l L−l kaV¤L¤ −eJu¡ k¡u, kaV¤L¤ ®eJu¡
®n¡ie, B¢j a¡ ¢e−u¢Rz Bj¡l Bl k¡ HL¡¿¹ f¡Ju¡l, k¡ Bj¡l ¢eiªaaj f¡Ju¡,
k¢c ®L¡−e¡¢ce e¡J f¡C, ah¤ B¢j a¡ ®S¡l L−l ®e−h¡ e¡, Bc¡u L−l ®e−h¡ e¡z
¢hnÄ¡p Bl i¡mh¡p¡ ¢e−u B¢j LM−e¡C fÐnÀ a¤¢m e¡z pÇf§ZÑ ¢hnÄ¡p hm−a B¢j AeÉ
¢LR¤ ®h¡T¡−a ®Q−u¢R, ®pV¡ h¤T−a e¡ f¡l¡l −a¡ −L¡−e¡ L¡lZ ®eCz
HC OVe¡l fСu ®cshRl fl l¦â −m−M, hE−p¡e¡, Hh¡l ¢L q−u−R S¡−e¡? n¡¢s
fl¡ ®a¡j¡−L ®c−M fÐbj j−e qm BS ®ke fÐbj ®a¡j¡−L ®cM¢Rz ®ke a¤¢j AeÉ
®LE, ®ke HL AeÉ j¡e¤o, HL ®e¡a¤e j¡e¤oz Na c£OÑ pj−u ¢h¢iæ i¡−h, ¢h¢iæ
lLj i¡−m¡ m¡N¡ ®f−u¢R ¢L¿º H ®ke a¡l ph ¢LR¤ ®b−L Bm¡c¡z H−Lh¡−l Bm¡c¡
HL i¡−m¡ m¡N¡z j−e q−m¡ ®ke Bj¡−cl HCh¡lC i¡mh¡p¡l öl¦z ®ke H−a¡¢ce
öd¤ jqs¡ q−u−Rz BS H−Lh¡−l j−’z
−cs hR−l c¤j¡p ¢L ¢ae j¡p A¿¹l A¿¹l HLh¡l H−p−R l¦â juje¢pw−qz
p−ð¡de L¢l e¡ h−m l¡N L−l Bj¡−L p−ð¡de q£e ¢Q¢W ¢m−M−R ®hn L−uL j¡pz
®fÐpLÓ¡−hl LÉ¡¢¾V−e Bj¡−cl pju −L−V−Rz LÉ¡¢¾Ve ®b−L kMe EW−a q−u−R,
H¢cL J¢cL ®L¡b¡J h−p Lb¡ hm¡l SeÉ B−Nl jaC S¡uN¡ M¤y−S¢Rz hl¡h−ll
jaC S¡uN¡ M¤y−S f¡Ju¡ Bj¡l SeÉ c¤xp¡dÉ q−u−Rz l¦âl Ae¤−l¡−d HL¢ce n¡¢s
f−l ®cM¡ Ll−a k¡Cz n¡¢s B¢j i¡m fl−a S¡¢e e¡, Cu¡p¢j−el p¡q¡kÉ ¢e−u j¡l
HL¢V n¡¢s f−l h¡åh£l S¾j¢c−e k¡¢µR h−m ®h−l¡Cz ®p ¢ce¢V−a M¡¢eLV¡
¢eSÑea¡l p¤−k¡−N c¤−V¡ ¢ae−V Q¤j¤ M¡h¡l, h¤−L q¡a ®ch¡l p¤−k¡N l¦â ®f−u¢Rm,
¢g−l ¢N−u ¢m−M−R JC ¢Q¢Wz
j−e j−e q¡p−R¡, e¡?
Bp−mC, p¢aÉ j−e q−m¡ H−a¡¢c−e Bj¡−cl i¡mh¡p¡l öl¦z ®ke H−a¡¢ce
Bjl¡ öd¤ flØfl−L R¤y−u ¢Rm¡j, BS ®ke Bjl¡ flÖf−ll nl£−ll Eš¡f f¡¢µRz
h¤T−a f¡l¢R flÖf−ll q©c¢f−™l dÄ¢ez BS j−e q−µR ®L¡−e¡h¡lC h¤¢T H−a¡V¡ je
i−l¢ez a¤¢j HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l pqS q−µR¡, Øfø q−u EW−R¡z B¢j ®ke HL A−Qe¡
fª¢bh£−L ¢Qe−a f¡l¢Rz B¢j ®a¡ H−a¡¢ce d−l ®a¡j¡l HC pqS q−u JW¡l
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fÐa£r¡u ¢Rm¡jz a¤¢j B−l¡, B−l¡ ®h¢n pqS Bl ü¡i¡¢hL q−u EW−hz a¤¢j B−l¡
®h¢n E−¾j¡¢Qa q−u EW−hz Bj¡−cl j−a¡ H−a¡ p¤¾cl Bl L¡−l¡ i¡−m¡h¡p¡l Ol
q−h e¡---a¤¢j ®c−M ¢eJz Hh¡l HLV¤ Bcl L−l¡ e¡ mrÈ£z e¡. e¡. j¤MV¡ O¤¢lJ
e¡za¡L¡J, Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml ¢c−L a¡L¡Jz H−a¡ m‹¡l ¢L B−Rz B¢j ®a¡ ®a¡j¡l
®pC L−a¡¢c−el ®Qe¡z HC ®Q¡M, HC i¤l¦, HC Lf¡m, HC j¤M, HC nl£l a¤¢j
L−a¡h¡l R¤y−u−R¡z L−a¡h¡l Bjl¡ Bj¡−cl Bm¡c¡ −L¡−l ¢Qe−a f¡¢l¢ez a−h?
a−h H−a¡ m‹¡ f¡−µR¡ ®Le? ®W¡yVV¡ ®R¡yu¡Jz LC--®R¡yu¡Jz
HLV¤ HLV¤ −L¡−l hn Ll¢R ¢e−S−Lz H−l¡j −L¡−l Bj¡u k¢c HLV¤ i¡−m¡h¡p¡
c¡J, ®c−M¡ B¢j ¢WL ®a¡j¡l j−el j−a¡ q−u EW−h¡z Abh¡ a¤¢j ¢WL Bj¡l j−el
j−a¡z Bp−m i¡−m¡h¡p¡ j¡−e ®h¡dqu c¤¢V je−L HL¢V je h¡¢e−u ®gm¡z C−µR
Ll−R ®Q±l¡Ù¹¡u c¡y¢s−u ¢QvL¡l ®L¡−l ph¡C−L ®X−L h¢m--®a¡jl¡ ®n¡−e¡, B¢j
Bj¡l i¡−m¡h¡p¡l j¡e¤o ®f−u¢R, Bjl¡ HL¢V q©cu q−a ®f−l¢Rz
mrÈ£ ®b−L¡, ®p¡e¡ Bj¡lz i¡−m¡ ®b−L¡ fСZz Bcl Bcl Bclz ®a¡j¡l l¦âz

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AhL¡−nl ®Qq¡l¡¢V M¤h f¡−ÒV ®N−Rz Cu¡p¢je −j¢VÊL f¡n L−l−Rz f¡n L−l−R
fÐbj ¢hi¡−Nz lp¡u−e HL¢V −mV¡l B−R a¡lz HC −mV¡−ll L¡l−Z Cu¡p¢je
Bj¡l ®Q−u ®hV¡l ¢VÊV−j¾V f¡−µR pwp¡−lz h¡h¡,J−LJ, üfÀ ®c−Me X¡š²¡¢l
fs¡−hez Jl Be¾c−j¡q−e i¢aÑ qJu¡u h¡h¡ Bf¢š L−le¢ez Cu¡p¢je qW¡v L−l
®ke A−eL hs q−u ®N−Rz B−Nl ®R¡– h¡µQ¡¢V ®eC Blz Bjl¡ c¤−h¡e ®L¡b¡J
®N−m, A−e−L, k¡l¡ Cu¡p¢je−L ®Q−e e¡, i¡−h ®k J Bj¡l hs ®h¡e, N¡−u Na−l
Bj¡l ®Q−u −h¢n ®h−s E−W−R h−mCz B¢j ®k hu−p Jse¡ fl−a öl¦ L−l¢R,
AhnÉ O−l eu, h¡C−l, Cu¡p¢je−L a¡l B−NC fl−a q−u−Rz h¤−Ll ®hYf ®h−s
JW¡l L¡l−Z J L¤y−S¡ q−u q¡yV−a öl¦ L−l−R Bj¡l jaC, Jse¡ e¡ fl¡l j¡öm
Hi¡−hC ¢c−a qu ¢L e¡z j¡ Jl L¤y−S¡ ¢f−WJ ¢Lm ¢c−u h−me, ®p¡S¡ qz Jse¡
fCl¡ Bu, ah¤ ®p¡S¡ qCu¡ q¡yVz hs qC−R ®j−u Jse¡ fl−a nlj ®Le? hu−p e¡
qu hs m¡−N Bj¡l ®Q−u J−L, c¤S−el j−dÉ ®cM−a ®L p¤¾cl HC fÐnÀ EW−m,
Bj¡l ¢c−L f¡õ¡ i¡¢l quz Cu¡p¢je ¢e−Sl ®Qq¡l¡, hu−pl ®Q−u ®h¢n hup ®cM−a
m¡N¡ nl£l¢V ¢e−u −i¡−N j−e j−ez AbQ −Q¡−Ml a¤me¡ Ll−m J k¢c q¢lZ qu,
B¢j q¡¢a,Jl Oe L¡−m¡ Q¤−ml p¡j−e Bj¡l Q¤m ¢ea¡¿¹C ¢ge¢g−e, ¢L¿º ®R¡V e¡L,
®R¡V ¢Qh¤L, f¤l¦ ®W¡yV ¢e−u Cu¡p¢j−el M¤yaM¤ya¤¢el −no ®eCz Jl ®ia−l ®N¡f−e
®N¡f−e HL¢V DoÑ¡l S¾j quz Bj¡l ®L¡eJ DoÑ¡ qu e¡, hlw J−L h¡C−ll pLm
fÐ−m¡ie ®b−L, i¤m ®b−L ¢j−bÉ ®b−L p¢l−u l¡M−a C−µR quz B¢j ¢LR¤−aC Q¡C
e¡ B¢j ®k c¤xM h¡h¡−L ®ch, −plLj ®L¡eJ c¤xM Cu¡p¢jeJ ¢cLz Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml
Jfl HL¢V ü−fÀl fÐS¡f¢a H−p h−p, h−m, Cu¡p¢je −j¢X−Lm L−m−S fs−h,
B¢j ka hs X¡š²¡l qh, a¡l −Q−u hs q−h Cu¡p¢jez X¡š²¡¢l f¡n L−l q¡¢hh¤õ¡ql
ja ®L¡eJ p¤cnÑe X¡š²¡l ®R−m−L ¢h−u Ll−hz H−a k¢c Bj¡l ®cJu¡ c¤xM M¡¢eL
m¡Oh qu h¡h¡ j¡lz Cu¡p¢j−el DoÑ¡ Bj¡−L hÉ¢ba L−lz mr L¢l J c§−l pl−Rz
Bj¡l N¡−u N¡−u ®m−N b¡L¡ Cu¡p¢je HMe c¡c¡l hEHl N¡−u N¡−u ®h¢n ®m−N
b¡−Lz L−m−S k¡u B−p, h¡¢LV¡ pju c¡c¡l hEHl p−‰ q¡pÉl−pl Y−m p¡ya¡l
L¡−Vz k¢c Jl fs¡−n¡e¡l Mhl ¢e−a k¡C, J Hje ®Q¡M L−l a¡L¡u Bj¡l ¢c−L
®ke B¢j Jl ph−Q−u hs nœ¦z ®R¡Vc¡ −eC AhL¡−nz p¡¢qaÉ pwúª¢a ¢e−u Bj¡l
®j−a b¡L¡ ®eCz ®R¡Vc¡ ®k−qa¤ ®mM¡fs¡ e¡ Ll¡, AL¡−m ¢h−u Ll¡, VCVC L−l
O¤−l ®hs¡−e¡ hM¡−V ®R−m ¢R−me, a¡l p−‰, e¡Q N¡e L¢ha¡ e¡V−Ll Ae§ù¡−e
h¡h¡−L m¤¢L−u j¡−L ¢ejl¡¢S L¢l−u Bj¡l Bl k¡Ju¡ qu e¡z ®R¡Vc¡J HMe

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f¡−ÒV ®N−Rez a¡y−L HMe H h¡¢s−a hs ¢fy¢s¢V ®cJu¡ qu, V¤X¡CmÉ¡ e¡j¢V ay¡l
O¤−Q−R, ¢a¢e Bl Mhl l¡−Me e¡ nq−l ®L¡b¡u ¢L q−µR, ®L¡b¡u e¡VL, ®L¡b¡u e¡Q
N¡ez c¡c¡ B−Re, a−h ®b−LJ ®eCz H h¡¢sl j¡e¤o…−m¡l j−dÉ ph−Q−u ®h¢n
hc−m ®N−Re c¡c¡z ¢a¢e Bl p¡¢qaÉ pwúª¢a ¢e−u j¡b¡ O¡j¡e e¡z ®pyS¤¢al fÐp‰
H−m ¢a¢e Bl h−me e¡, k¡ B¢j R¡f¡Cu¡ ¢cu¡j ®ez pwp¡−ll AeÉ L¡lJ ¢LR¤
¢e−u j¡b¡ O¡j¡e e¡z N¡e ®n¡e¡, R¢h ®a¡m¡, ¢e−Sl p¤Vh¤V ®Le¡, c¡¢j p¤N¢å j¡M¡
Hph hÉ¡f¡−lJ ay¡l BNËq −eC Blz ¢a¢e hEHl SeÉ n¡¢s Nue¡ ®Le¡u hÉÙ¹z
fСuC n¡¢s ¢L−e ¢e−u B−pe, Bj¡−cl ®cM¡e n¡¢s ®Lje q−u−R, Bjl¡ h¢m M¤h
i¡m n¡¢s, M¤h j¡e¡−h hE−Lz hEHl BaÈ£−ul h¡¢s−a ¢ej¿»Z ®M−a hÉÙ¹ c¡c¡z
h¡¢s−a A¢a¢b HMe ®h¢nl i¡NC q¡¢pe¡l ®h¡e, ®h¡eS¡j¡C, i¡C, i¡ChE CaÉ¡¢cz
BaÈ£−ul j−dÉ ®L i¡m, ®L j¾c, ®L ®h¢n Lb¡ h−m, ®L Lj, ®L ®cM−a p¤¾cl, ®L
eu, L¡l La de B−R, L¡l La c¡¢lâ Hph ¢e−u B−m¡Qe¡ Ll−a ¢a¢e fR¾c
L−le ®h¢nz h¡y−nl L¢’l ja nl£l q¡¢pe¡lz j¡ fТa¢ce i¡m i¡m l¡æ¡ L−l a¡−L
M¡Ju¡−µRez q¡¢pe¡ c¡c¡l p−‰ fСu ¢h−L−m ®hs¡−a k¡u, h¡¢LV¡ pju j¤−M L¡yQ¡
qm¤c ®j−M c¤f¤l−hm¡ h¡l¡¾c¡u h−p b¡−L, A−eLrZ pju ¢e−u ®N¡pm L−l, f¡yQ R
®hm¡ M¡u, Bl O¤−j¡uz ah¤ ®p HL¢V ea¤e ¢S¢ep h¡¢s−a, Bj¡−cl Evp¡q L−j
e¡z ¢h−no L−l Cu¡p¢j−elz Cu¡p¢je q¡¢pe¡l p−‰ ®m−ÃV b¡−L, Hje¢L q¡¢pe¡l
hÔ¡ES M¤−m Ù¹e j¤−W¡u ¢e−u j¡−ul c¤c¤ M¡Ju¡ h¡µQ¡l ja ö−u b¡−Lz −c−M m‹¡u
p−l ¢N−u B¢j c§l ®b−L h¢m q¡¢pe¡−L, ®a¡j¡l nlj L−l e¡? ®p h−m, ¢hu¡ qCu¡
®N−m Bh¡l nlj b¡−L e¡¢L? j¡lJ −a¡ ¢h−u q−u ®N−Rz j¡ LMeJ Ù¹e E−c¡j L−l
l¡−Me e¡z N£a¡J ®L¡eJ¢ce l¡−M¢ez N£a¡l AhnÉ Ù¹e ¢S¢ep¢V Lj, −hТpu¡−l
a¤−m¡ i−l fl−a qu a¡−Lz q¡¢pe¡ ®k−qa¤ i¡m n¡¢s fl−aJ S¡−e e¡, i¡m
p¡S−aJ S¡−e e¡, ®hs¡−a k¡Ju¡l B−N Cu¡p¢je q¡¢pe¡−L n¡¢s f¢l−u ®cu,
N£a¡l n¡¢s fl¡ ®c−M ®c−M HC ¢S¢ep¢V i¡m ¢n−M−R Jz q¡¢pe¡l j¤M p¡¢S−u ®cu,
HJ N£a¡l L¡R ®b−L Jl ®nM¡z q¡¢pe¡−L fÐbj fÐbj B¢j q¡¢pe¡ h−mC X¡La¡j,
¢L¿º H−a ®p M¤¢n qu¢e, ®h±¢c X¡L¡l B−cn ®cuz Cu¡p¢je ¢c¢hÉ ®h±¢c X¡−Lz
−h±¢c−L ¢e−u ®p −h±¢cl ®h¡−el h¡¢s i¡C−ul h¡¢s ®hs¡−a k¡uz ®h±¢c n¡¢s ¢Le−a
k¡−h, Cu¡p¢je p−‰ k¡−h fR¾c L−l ¢c−az ®h±¢c S¤−a¡ ¢Le−h, Cu¡p¢je h¡S¡−ll
ph−Q−u i¡m S¤−a¡¢V c¡c¡−L hm−h ¢L−e ¢c−az Bj¡l f−r pñh qu e¡ L−m−Sl
®Qe¡ HL¢V ®j−u−L ®h±¢c X¡L¡lz q¡¢pe¡ X¡−L Bf¢š ®a¡m¡l fl HC qu Bj¡l,
Bj¡l q¡¢pe¡ X¡L¢VJ hå q−u k¡u, HC ®n¡−e¡, HC c¡c¡l hE ö−e k¡J, Hi¡−h
L¡S Q¡m¡Cz q¡¢pe¡ e¡j¢V c¡c¡l M¤h AfR¾c, ¢a¢e q¡¢pe¡ jja¡S ®b−L q¡¢pe¡
h¡c ¢c−u, jja¡S ®b−L jj ¢e−u, jj−L j¤j¤ h¡¢e−u q¡¢pe¡−L j¤j¤ h−m X¡−Lez
c¡c¡ HMe Bl j¡l SeÉ h¡ Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el SeÉ ®L¡eJ ¢S¢ep ®Le¡l Lb¡
i¡−he e¡z Dc H−m q¡¢pe¡l SeÉ h¡S¡−ll ph−Q−u c¡¢j n¡¢s¢V ¢L−e B−eez j¡−L
HL¢V n¡¢s ®ch¡l f¤ex f¤ex Ae¤−l¡−d ¢a¢e Qr¤m‹¡l M¡¢a−l D−cl B−Nl l¡−a
j¡l SeÉ qua HL¢V pÙ¹¡ p¤¢al n¡¢s ¢L−e B−eez j¡ ®Vl f¡e, HC ®cJu¡u
B−Nl ®pC i¡mh¡p¡ ®eCz Bjl¡J ®Vl f¡Cz Bj¡−cl, Bj¡−L Bl Cu¡p¢je−L
®k ¢a¢e Qr¤m‹¡l M¡¢a−lJ ¢LR¤ ¢c−µRe e¡ H ¢e−u ®L¡eJ fÐnÀ h¡ Ae¤−k¡N Bjl¡
L¢l e¡z L¡lZ HlLjC ¢euj h−m i¡¢h ®k c¡c¡l HMe hE q−u−R c¡c¡ hE−LC ph
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j¤−M q¡¢p ®g¡−Vz c¡c¡l f−LV ®b−L Bj¡−cl Bl V¡L¡ ®eJu¡ qu e¡, ®R¡Vc¡ Q−m
k¡Ju¡l fl B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢jeC ®p L¡S ¢eS c¡¢u−aÅ A−eL¢ce Q¡¢m−u¢R, O−l
HMe hEHl f¡q¡l¡ B−Rz c¡c¡l q¡a −b−L c¤fup¡ Mp−m ®p fup¡ h¡¢sl AeÉ
L¡lJ SeÉ Mp−a ¢c−a l¡¢S eu q¡¢pe¡z c¡c¡l V¡L¡−L c¡c¡l ¢S¢epfœ−L q¡¢pe¡
a¡l ¢e−Sl V¡L¡, ¢e−Sl ¢S¢epfœ h−m j−e L−lz Bj¡−cl L¡−Ql h¡pefœ ®b−L
®p c¡c¡l ®Le¡ L¡−Ql h¡pefœ Bm¡c¡ L−l p¢l−u ¢e−a ¢e−a h−m−R, Bj¡l…m¡
a¤Cm¡ l¡M−a q−hz HC…m¡ ®ke CES e¡ quz c¡c¡l −Le¡ ¢é−S Be¤l j¡ f¡¢el
®h¡am l¡M−a k¡u, ®kje B−N l¡Ma, HMe Be¤l j¡−L b¡¢j−u q¡¢pe¡ h−m Bj¡l
¢gÊ−S q¡a ¢c−a qC−m Bj¡−l B−N ¢SN¡p LCl¡ ¢eh¡z ¢éS¢V ¢eS q¡−a j¤R−a
j¤R−a −p h−m, Bp−m ¢éS HLS−el qÉ¡−äm Ll¡ E¢Qa, Ha ®m¡L ¢é−S q¡a
¢c−m Bj¡l HC ¢éSV¡ Lu¢ce f−lC eø qCu¡ k¡Chz q¡¢pe¡l HC Bj¡l në¢V
ö−e j−e qu Bjl¡ ®ke H h¡¢s−a c¤−V¡ cm, HL c−m Bjl¡, B¢j h¡h¡ j¡
Cu¡p¢je, AeÉ c−m c¡c¡ Bl q¡¢pe¡z ¢lu¡SE¢Ÿ−el ®R−m Sue¡m ¢V−el O−l
b¡−L, CnL¤−m fs−R nq−lz Sue¡m−L ®cM−m q¡¢pe¡ h−m, HC ®Rs¡ HL NÔ¡p f¡¢e
®c ®a¡ Abh¡ HC ®Rs¡ ®c±s¡Cu¡ HLV¡ ¢l„¡ mCu¡ Bu, k¡z Sue¡m f¡¢e ¢e−u
®cuz ®c±−s ¢l„¡ ®X−L B−ez q¡¢pe¡ n¡¢s fl−R, B−nf¡−nC ¢Rm Sue¡m,HC
®Rs¡ S¤a¡X¡ j¤CR¡ ®c ®a¡z Sue¡m q¡¢pe¡l f¡−ul L¡−R h−p −Rys¡ aÉ¡e¡u a¡l
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¢h−c¢n ¢S¢epf¡¢a ®l−M LÉ¡−jl¡u p¤q©c−L ®L¡−m ¢e−u a¡y−cl ¢h¢iæ L¡uc¡l R¢h
a¤−m ¢e−u ¢h−L−mC Q−m ®N−me Y¡L¡uz AhnÉ ¢fuef¡s¡ q−u ®N−mez p¤q©c j¡l
−L¡−m L¡−M hs q−µRz j¡l l¡a ¢ce hÉÙ¹a¡z e¡Ju¡ M¡Ju¡l pju ®eCz n¡¢s
Bm¤b¡m¤, Q¤m e¡ ByQs¡−e¡z p¤q©−cl L¡−Sl SeÉ e¡¢NÑp e¡−jl HL ®j−u−L l¡M¡
q−u−R, e¡¢NÑp p¤q©−cl b¡m h¡¢V ®d¡u, M¡h¡l Sm g¤−V¡u, p¤q©−cl L¡yb¡ L¡fs
L¡−Q, ah¤ j¡l HL ®g¡yV¡ ¢hnСj ®eCz p¤q©c j¡l k−aÁ Bc−l ®j¡V¡ a¡S¡ q−a b¡−Lz
LÉ¡−mä¡−ll NÔ¡−„¡ ®L¡Çf¡e£l h¡µQ¡−cl −b−LJ p¤¾cl q−u EW−a b¡−L Jz j¡ j¡
X¡L¡l B−N ®n−M c¡ c¡, c¡ c¤z h¡¢s−a p¤q©−cl Bcl q¡¢pe¡ Bs−Q¡−M ®c−Mz
c¡c¡Jz hs Bc−l hs q−a b¡L−mJ p¤q©−cl HL¢V Ap¤M ®cM¡ ®cuz −fµR¡h Ll¡l
pju J ¢QvL¡l L−l L¡y−cz X¡š²¡l ®c−M hm−me, Af¡−lne Ll−a q−hz p¤q©c−L
¢e−u B¢j Bl h¡h¡ q¡pf¡a¡−m k¡Cz h¡¢s−a j¡ Nm¡ ®R−s L¡yc−Re c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡uz
Af¡−lne ¢b−uV¡l −g−V k¡u p¤q©−cl ¢QvL¡−l, h¡C−l c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡ Bj¡lJ ®Q¡M
−i−P Sm e¡−jz f−ll j¡−p ®R¡Vc¡ Bl N£a¡ H−m p¤q©−cl L−øl Lb¡ ö−e c¤S−el
®Q¡MC ¢i−S b¡L−h p¡l¡rZ, i¡¢hz ¢L¿º H−m, ®kC e¡ ¢hÙ¹¡¢la hZÑe¡ Ll−a ¢eC ¢L
L−l HCV¤L¤e HL¢V h¡µQ¡ k¿»Z¡u RVgV L−l−R, ®R¡Vc¡ j¡Tf−b Bj¡−L b¡¢j−u
h−me, j¤pmj¡¢e qCu¡ ®N−R i¡m¡C qC−Rz HV¤L¤C, HL¢V Bq¡ në ®n¡e¡l −p±i¡NÉ
Bj¡l qu e¡z i¡¢l Nm¡u h¢m, HCX¡ j¤pmj¡¢e e¡, g¡Cj¢pp qC−m HC Af¡−lne
Ll−a quz
Qm a¡p ®M¢m N¡z −R¡Vc¡ HL q¡−a Bj¡−L, B−lL q¡−a N£a¡−L d−l −n¡h¡l
O−ll ¢c−L ®k−a ®k−a h−mez
a¡p kMe ®Mm¢R H O−l, J O−l j¡ p¤q©c−L O¤j f¡s¡¢e N¡e N¡C−u O¤j
f¡s¡−µRez O¤j B−pe¡ Jl, RVgV L−l, N¡−u SÅl Bp−R Jlz j¡b¡u Smf¢–
¢c−µRe j¡, SÅl Bp−R Mhl ®f−u B¢j Bl Cu¡p¢je ®c±−s ®Mm¡ ®b−L E−W k¡Cz
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®b−L Jo¤d Be−az −R¡Vc¡ Bl N£a¡−L h¢m, p¤q©−cl N¡ SÅ−l f¤Cs¡ k¡Ca¡−Rz
N£a¡ Lf¡m L¤yQ−L h−m, SÅl qCm ®Le? h¡¢p ¢LR¤ M¡Ju¡C¢Rm e¡¢L?
h¡¢p? f¡Nm qCR? j¡ c¤−dl ®h¡am g¤V¡−e¡ f¡¢e−a p¡ah¡l dCu¡ −euz
®Q¡M Lf¡−m a¤−m N£a¡ h−m, p¡ah¡l dCu¡ ®eu? ®ke p¡ah¡l ®k ®L¡eJ ¢S¢ep
®d¡u¡ k¡u, a¡ ®p HC fÐbj öemz j¡ a¡C L−le, j¡l iu, LMe Bh¡l −f−Vl
Ap¤M, SÅlSÅ¡¢l q−u k¡uz p¤q©−cl M¤h AÒf ¢LR¤−aC ¢LR¤ q−u k¡uz
k¡J, p¤q©−cl L¡−R k¡J e¡ HLV¤z k¡J, ®cCM¡ B−p¡z h¢m N£a¡−Lz ®p ANaÉ¡
a¡p ®g−m p¤q©−cl L¡−R hp−a k¡uz ¢L¿º hp¡l c¤¢j¢eV fl ö−u f−s, ö−uC O¤jz
®no Ah¢d AeÉ ¢hR¡e¡u H−p a¡−L O¤−j¡−a qmz j¡ p¡l¡l¡a −S−N lC−me SÅl
qJu¡ p¤q©c−L ¢e−uz
p¤q©c AhL¡−n ¢ae j¡p k¡f−el fl q¡¢pe¡−L q¡pf¡a¡−m ®k−a qmz a¡l h¡µQ¡
q−hz c¡c¡l hå¤l¡ X¡š²¡l, h¡h¡l hå¤l¡ AdÉ¡fL, jq¡ p¤¢h−d q¡pf¡a¡−m, h¡µQ¡ q−u
k¡h¡l fl, Cyc¤−ll ja ®R¡– ®R−m¢Vl SeÉ q¡pf¡a¡−ml ®L¢h−e ph X¡š²¡l−cl
¢j¢øj¤M eu ®Lhm, ¢hl¡¢e-j¤M Ll¡−me c¡c¡z B¢j LÓ¡−pl hå¤−cl ¢e−u ¢hl¡¢e ®M−u
Hm¡jz Ccy¤l¢V ¢e−u AhL¡−n ®gl¡ qmz p¤q©−cl ®kje kaÁ qu, ¢WL ®aje k−aÁl
B−u¡Se Llm q¡¢pe¡ a¡l ¢e−Sl h¡µQ¡l SeÉz ASѤe¢Mm¡ ®b−L h¡µQ¡l SeÉ HL¢V
L¡−Sl ®j−u ¢e−u Bp¡ qm, ea¤e ®j−u ea¤e h¡µQ¡−L ®L¡−m l¡−M, ea¤e h¡µQ¡l
L¡yb¡ L¡fs L¡−Qz h¡¢s−a L¡−Sl j¡e¤o HMe Q¡lSez e¡¢NÑp Bl TZÑ¡, p¤q©c Bl
ea¤e h¡µQ¡ öil SeÉz hs−cl L¡S Ll¡l SeÉ, l¡æ¡h¡æ¡l, L¡fs−Q¡fs ®d¡h¡l, Ol
®c¡l f¢l×L¡−ll SeÉ Be¤l j¡ Bl p¤¢gz B−lL Se g¤−ml¡, ASѤe¢Mm¡ ®b−L Be¡,
q¡¢pe¡l hÉ¢š²Na L¡SLjÑ Ll¡l SeÉz h¡h¡ HL¢ce h¡¢sl j¡e¤−ol j¡b¡ …e−a
h−pez …−e h−me, Ha…m¡ j¡e¤−ol M¡Je HLS−el ®k¡N¡s Ll−a qu! ®m¡L ¢hc¡u
Llz
L¡−l ¢hc¡u Ll−a Lu ®a¡j¡l h¡h¡? TZÑ¡−l e¡¢L? q¡¢pe¡ LV¡r L−lz
c¡c¡ h−me, TeÑ¡l Lb¡ Lu e¡Cz
TeÑ¡−l Be¡l B−N ®a¡ h¡h¡ j¡b¡ …−e e¡C!
h¡h¡ j¡b¡ fСuC ®N¡−ez
e¡¢NÑp Bp¡l fl …e¢Rm?
a¡J ®a¡ Lb¡! …−e ®a¡ e¡Cz
c¤¢eu¡X¡ HLV¤ h¤T¡l ®Qø¡ Llz
c¤¢eu¡ ¢L B¢j h¤¢T e¡ e¡¢L?
e¡, ®j¡−VJ h¤−T¡ e¡z h¤T−m a¤¢j j¤M g¤CV¡ ¢LR¤ LC−a f¡la¡z p¤q©cC a¡−cl
HLj¡œ e¡¢a e¡z p¤q©−cl SeÉ k¡ Ll¡ qu, a¡l Lui¡N öil SeÉ Ll¡ qu? ¢qn¡h
B−Rz
c¡c¡ Q¤f q−u b¡−Lez pñha c¤¢eu¡ ®h¡T¡l ®Qø¡ L−lez
MpM−p L˜¢V EyQ¤−a J−Wz
k¡J,h¡µQ¡l f¡EX¡l m¡N−h, f¡EX¡l ¢eu¡ Bpz
¢L LJ j¤j,¤ f¡EX¡l e¡ L¡m−L Bem¡j!
h¡−S f¡EX¡lz j¤M MpMp L−lz Sepe B−e¡z
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 Sepe −h¢h f¡EX¡l h¡S¡−l k¡ f¡Ju¡ k¡u, a¡ eLmz juc¡ Y¤L¡Cu¡ l¡−M
®L±V¡uz ¢aîa f¡EX¡lC i¡mz
B−l ¢L BÕQkÑ, −c¢n ¢S¢ep hÉhq¡l Llh e¡¢L öil SeÉ? ®a¡j¡l ¢L j¡b¡
M¡l¡f? B−lLV¡ h¡µQ¡l kaÁ a ®Q¡−rl p¡j−eC ®cMa¡R? ®L¡eJ ®c¢n ¢S¢ep
hÉhq¡l qCa¡−R JC O−l?
L¡j¡−ml ja ¢h−cn −N−m e¡ qu ¢h−c¢n ¢S¢ep Be−a f¡la¡jz −p¢ce fuSe
−p¾V ¢Lem¡j, ®jCX Ce 顾p, n¡m¡l ®h¡a−ml j−dÉ e¤l¡¢e Bal iCl¡ l¡M−Rz
HC ®k ®g¢lJm¡l¡ M¡¢m ¢n¢n ®h¡am ¢Le−a B−p, Jl¡ ¢L L−l S¡−e¡, ¢n¢n ®h¡am
…m¡ ¢eu¡ e¡ ®hCQ¡ ®cu ¢S¢”l¡u, ¢S¢”l¡u ph ®a¡ c¤C eðl j¡m S¡−e¡ ®a¡!
A−dÑL MlQ qJu¡ Sepe f¡EX¡−ll HL¢V ®L±−V¡ q¡¢pe¡l ¢c−u j¡ hm−me
Bj¡l Q¡Cl f¤m¡f¡e hs qC−R ®c¢n f¡EX¡−l, nC−ml Q¡js¡ −cCM¡ f¡s¡l j¡e¤−o
LC−R, L£ j¡M ®k Q¡js¡ Ha p¤¾cl?
q¡¢pe¡ f¡EX¡−ll ®L±−V¡ ®eu e¡z A−dÑL R¡s¡ f¤−l¡ ®eC, j¡ Lb¡ ®ce f−ll
h¡l ®R¡Vc¡ H−m ¢a¢e öil SeÉ ¢h−c¢n f¡EX¡l Be−a hm−heCz f¡EX¡−ll
OVe¡l ¢ceC Cu¡p¢je L−mS ®b−L ¢g−l q¡−al L¡−R TZÑ¡−L ®f−u hmm, HL NÔ¡p
f¡¢e ®c ®a¡ TZÑ¡z
TZÑ¡ H¢cL J¢cL q¡y−V, ¢L¿º f¡¢e ®cu e¡z
L£ ®l f¡¢e Be¢m e¡?
B¢j h¡µQ¡l L¡−jl m¡CN¡z AeÉ L¡j Ll−a e¡ Ll−R j¡j£z Bf−e−N¡ e¡¢NÑp
B−R, e¡¢NÑp−l Lez
hs−cl L¡S Ll¡l c¤S−el S¡uN¡u HMe HLSe ®Lhmz H h¡h¡l ®m¡L
Lj¡−e¡l BJu¡−S L−j¢e, Be¤l j¡ ®üµR¡u q¡Ju¡ q−u−R, HlLj q¡Ju¡ qJu¡ M¤h
Aü¡i¡¢hL OVe¡ euz HLSe q¡Ju¡ q−m, B−lLSe Ecu quz HMe e¡¢NÑp−L
−R¡Vl L¡S ®no L−l H−p hsl L¡−S e¡j−a quz il p−åu Ol j¤R−R e¡¢NÑp,
−a−l¡ hRl hup, −W¡yV ö¢L−u L¡W, aÅL ö¢L−u L¡W,N¡ ®b−L ®hy¡VL¡ Nå ®h−l¡−µRz
Ol ®j¡R¡ ®l−M ®h¡yVL¡ Nå ®c±−s ¢N−u Lm ®Q−f −Nm¡−p f¡¢e i−l ¢e−u
Cu¡p¢je−L ®cuz ®h¡yVL¡ Nå ¢g−l B−p O−lz
¢L ®l e¡¢NÑp ®N¡pm Llp e¡ e¡¢L?
L¢l −a¡z
M¡Ju¡ ®N¡p−ml Lb¡ ¢S−Sp Ll−m J nl−j j¡b¡ e¡¢j−u l¡−Mz
¢L ®l, M¡CRp e¡¢NÑp?
HC ®a¡ Ol…m¡ j¤CR¡ ¢Nu¡C M¡Cu¡jz
påÉ¡ qCu¡ ®Nm, al c¤f¤−ll M¡Ju¡ HMeJ qu e¡C?
¢Mc¡ m¡−N e¡C al? ¢S−‘p L¢lz
e¡ ¢Mc¡ m¡−N e¡Cz M¡C¢R a!
LMe M¡CRp?
pL¡−m e¡Ù¹¡ M¡C¢R ®a¡z
fТa¢ce ¢L påÉ¡l fl c¤f¤−ll M¡h¡l M¡p?
e¡ e¡z L£ ®k Le Bf¡z L¡fs ®d¡u¡ qC−R ®a¡z HLV¤ ®c¢l qCu¡ ®N−R BS−Lz
®Q¡−M Bj¡l Ll¦Z¡d¡l¡, j−e L¸VL£l ®h−s JW¡z
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BlJ aç L¢lz
a¤¢j ¢L e¡¢NÑp−l ®N¡pm Ll¡l, M¡Ju¡l pjuJ ®cJ e¡ e¡¢L?
j¡ g¤y−p EW−me, J LMe M¡u, LMe ®N¡pm L−l, HCph Mhl a¤C S¡ep e¡¢L!
®R¢sX¡ Ha d£l N¢al, HLV¡ ®h¡am d¤C−aC cn ¢j¢eV m¡N¡uz ¢e−SC LC−R Ol
j¤CR¡ f−l M¡Chz
−p p−åu e¡¢NÑ−pl Bl M¡Ju¡ qu ¢ez ®M−a ®M−a l¡a h¡−l¡V¡z −j−u¢Vl SeÉ
Bj¡l hs j¡u¡ q−a b¡−Lz fl¢ce pL¡−m l¡æ¡O−l l¦¢V ®hm−Rz Bj¡l Q¡ Q¡C Hl
q¡yL ö−e, Q¡ ¢e−u p¡j−e H−p c¡ys¡−aC Jl j¤−M j¤−M ®Q−u Qj−L E¢W, p¡l¡ j¤−M
m¡m g¤pL¤¢sz
¢L ®l al ¢L qC−R, hp¿¹ e¡¢L?
e¡, ¢LR¤ qu e¡C ®a¡!
j¤−M ¢L−pl c¡N Ha!
e¡ ¢LR¤ e¡z e¡¢NÑp ®q−p q¡−a j¤M Y¡−Lz
Jl q¡a p¢l−u ¢e−u j¤−Ml c¡N…−m¡ ®c¢Mz L−uLn g¤pL¤¢s j¤−M, h£ivp
®cM¡−µR j¤M¢Vz g¤pL¤¢s q¡−aJ B−Rz f¡−uJz
al a hp¿¹ qC−Rz
e¡, hp¿¹ qCh ®Le? ¢L −k Le Bf¡z jn¡l c¤HLV¡ L¡jsz
jn¡u HCi¡−h L¡js¡C−R?
p¤q©−cl …j¤−al L¡yb¡ e¡¢NÑ−pl q¡−a ¢c−a H−p−Re j¡, Lmf¡−l ¢e−u d¤−a q−h,
l¦¢V ®hm−h p¤¢gz
e¡¢NÑp−l HLV¡ jn¡¢l ¢c−a f¡−l¡ e¡ e¡¢L j¡? Jl ®a¡ j¤−Ml AhÙÛ¡ p¡wO¡¢aL
M¡l¡f!
jn¡¢l B−R ®a¡z m¡N¡u e¡ ®Le? j¡l ¢el¦−àN ülz
jn¡¢l m¡N¡C ®a¡z JC c¤CHLV¡ ¢Râ ¢cu¡ jn¡ B−pz Hje ¢LR¤ e¡z e¡¢NÑp a¡l
N¡m Bs¡m L−l l¡−M c¤ q¡a ®h¡T¡C L¡f−sz
¢Rys¡ jn¡¢l ¢nm¡C LCl¡ mC−a LC¢R, ®R¢sX¡ BCmp¡l BCmp¡z j¡ h−mez
−pC l¡−a ®j−T−a HL¢V ®Rys¡ L¡yb¡ ¢h¢R−u e¡¢NÑp kMe ö−u−R, l¡a aMe
A−eLz B¢j J−L −V−e a¤−m hmm¡j, k¡ jn¡¢l m¡N¡Cu¡ nz O¤j−Q¡−M J l¡æ¡O−ll
®M¡f ®b−L jn¡¢l ¢e−u Hmz e¡¢NÑp ®Rys¡ jn¡¢l¢VC V¡P¡−a b¡−L, HL ¢g−a HL
®Qu¡−l, B−lL ¢g−a HL ¢RV¢L¢e−az jn¡¢l¢V®a B¢j N¤−e ®c¢M, BV¡eîC¢V
¢Râz JC na-¢Râ jn¡¢l hÉhq¡l Ll¡ e¡ Ll¡ pj¡e Lb¡z
e¡¢NÑ−pl j¤−M BlJ ea¤e g¤pL¤¢sz fl¢ceJ B¢j jn¡¢l ¢e−u f¢sz
j¡, p¤q©c−L f¡−ul Jfl öC−u c¤d M¡Ju¡¢µR−me, L¡−R ¢N−u p¤q©−cl N¡−m
Bcl L−l ¢c−a ¢c−a j¡−L h¢m, j¡ JC ®Rys¡ jn¡¢l R¡s¡ Bl ®L¡eJ jn¡¢l e¡C
e¡¢L? e¡¢NÑ−pl j¤MV¡ ®cMR?
Bl ®L¡eJ jn¡¢l b¡L−m ¢L B¢j ®cC e¡ e¡¢L? al h¡−f ¢L ¢LR¤ ¢L−e? ¢Rys¡
¢Rys¡ jn¡¢l ®a¡ ¢nm¡C LCl¡ Q¡m¡Ca¡¢Rz B¢j k¢c LC L¡−jl j¡e¤−ol m¡CN¡
jn¡¢l m¡Nh, Bj¡−l Eô¡ k¡ a¡ Lb¡ LChz p¤q©−cl ¢hR¡e¡l m¡CN¡ ea¤e jn¡¢l
¢Le−Rz Bj¡l a e¡C−m b¡L−a qCa ¢Rys¡ jn¡¢l ¢cu¡Cz
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m¡N¡Cu¡ Bj¡lV¡ L¡−Sl j¡e¤o−cl ¢cu¡ ¢cCz p¤¢g−lJ a jn¡ L¡js¡uz
al h¡−f−l ¢Qep e¡! ¢LR¤−aC ¢LR¤ ¢Leh e¡z V¡L¡ fup¡ ®a¡ ph f¡W¡Cu¡ ®cuz
L¡CmJ ¢lu¡SE¢Ÿe BCp¡ V¡L¡ mCu¡ ®N−Rz
p¤q©c qW¡v Ju¡L L−l EWm, h¢jz
−jS¡S ¢MyQ−s J−W j¡lz ®f−V ¢LµR¤ b¡−L e¡ ®R−mV¡l, k¡ M¡Ju¡C a¡C h¢j
LCl¡ i¡p¡Cu¡ ®cuz
j¡ c¤−dl ®h¡am R¤y−s ®g−m ¢c−mez e¡¢NÑp p¤f H−e elj Nm¡u hmm, M¡m¡,
p¤fV¡ ¢L HMe M¡Ju¡C−he?
g¡m¡Cu¡ ®c p¤fz M¡Ju¡Cu¡ m¡i ¢L, phC ®a¡ i¡p¡Chz
S¡¢e, j¡ k¡C hm¤e e¡ ®Le, ea¤e EcÉ−j Bh¡l p¤f h¡ c¤d M¡Ju¡−a öl¦
Ll−he, Bh¡lJ h¢j L−l i¡p¡−h, Bh¡lJ M¡Ju¡−hez j¡l A¢a k−aÁ ®R−m¢V
e¡c¤pe¤c¤p q−µRz
−R¡Vc¡ N£a¡−L ¢e−u −k¢ce e¡c¤p e¤c¤p−L ®cM−a H−p nq−l O¤−l ¢fuef¡s¡
q−u p−åu h¡¢s ¢g−l g¤lg¤−l je ¢e−u h−me, L¡m−L QCm¡ k¡C−a qCh, flö¢ce
gÓ¡CV B−Rz
BCp¡C ®k k¡C k¡C Llp, j¡ h−me p¤q©c−l ®a¡ HLV¤ ®L¡−mJ ¢e¢m e¡z
−L¡−mC B−p e¡, ¢L Bcl Ll¡j!
j¡, h¡h¡, Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el ®L¡m R¡s¡ Bl L¡lJ ®L¡m p¤q©−cl i¡m m¡−N
e¡z Jl ¢e−Sl h¡h¡ j¡ H−m j¤M ¢g¢l−u l¡−Mz H−a −R¡Vc¡l Bf¢š e¡ b¡L−mJ
N£a¡l Bf¢šz
Bj¡l −f−Vl ®R−m qCu¡ Bj¡l ¢c−L ¢g−l e¡?
j¡ ®q−p h−me Bj¡−c−l ®c−M ®a¡ −Q¡−Ml p¡j−e, a¡Cz a¤¢j BlJ Oe Oe
Bph¡, a¡C−mC ¢Qeh ®a¡j¡−lz
pL¡−m −R¡Vc¡l e¡Ù¹¡l SeÉ ¢O H i¡S¡ f−l¡V¡ Bl M¡¢pl j¡wp Ll−a j¡
l¡æ¡O−l ®R¡−Vez®R¡Vc¡l¡ h¡¢s H−m p¤M¡−cÉl B−u¡Se quz −k ®R¡Vc¡−L h¡h¡
aÉ¡SÉf¤œ Ll−a −Q−u¢R−me, ®pC ®R¡Vc¡−L HMe L¡−R h¢p−u h¡h¡ Bj¡l, ®R−m
Bj¡l h−m Bcl L−l L¡−R hp¡ez ®k ®R¡Vc¡ Q¤¢l L−l c¡c¡l S¡j¡ fl−ae, ®pC
®R¡Vc¡l fl−el S¡j¡ ®c−M c¡c¡l ®Q¡M E‹Æm q−u J−W, h¡q! n¡VÑV¡ ®a¡ p¤¾cl!
Bj¡l m¡CN¡ HClLj HLV¡ n¡VÑ BCe¡ ¢cp −a¡! ®k ®R¡Vc¡ Bj¡l L¡−R HL V¡L¡
c¤ V¡L¡ ¢i−r Q¡C−ae, ®pC ®R¡Vc¡ h−me, L£ ®l al ®pyS¤¢al Mhl ¢L!
Mhl Bl L£! R¡f¡−e¡l V¡L¡ e¡Cz
−c al f¡™¤¢m¢f ®cz Y¡L¡ ®bCL¡ R¡f¡Cu¡ BCe¡ ¢cCz
−pC ®R¡Vc¡ −pyS¤¢al f¡™¤¢m¢f ¢e−u ®N−me Y¡L¡u, R¡f−az f¡™¤¢m¢f °a¢lC
¢Rmz H ®pyS¤¢a−a l¦âl L¢ha¡ ®a¡ B−RC, HMe ®k±he k¡l ,k¤−Ü k¡h¡l a¡l ®nÊù
pju Hl ¢eiªa ¢eSÑe L¢h ®qm¡m q¡¢g−Sl Bl f¢ÕQjh−‰l ¢LR¤ L¢hl L¢ha¡z
l¦âl HL hå¤,jCe¤m Bqp¡e p¡−hl, ea¤e NÒf ¢mM−a öl¦ L−l−R, QjvL¡l NÒf
®m−M, Jl HL¢V NÒf Bl ¢e−Sl HL¢V NÒfJ, HC fÐbj ®pyS¤¢a−a Bj¡l NÒf,
Bl Be¾c−j¡qe L−m−Sl h¡wm¡l AdÉ¡fL nlgE¢Ÿe Bq−j−cl L¢ha¡l HL¡m
®pL¡m ¢e−u HL¢V fÐhåz Hh¡l ¢e−S fеRc L¢l¢ez ¢nÒf£ ¢c−u Ll¡z −R¡Vc¡l q¡−a
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j¡ në L−l nÄ¡p ®g−m h−me, −e¡j¡eX¡ l¡N LCl¡ h¡¢s ®bCL¡ QCm¡ ®Nm!
O−ll ®R−m k¢c O−l e¡ b¡−L a¡C−m ¢L O−l b¡L−a CµR¡ L−l!
−e¡j¡e ®e¡j¡e Ll ®Le? Bjl¡ B¢R e¡? e¡¢L Bjl¡ ®LE qC e¡ ®a¡j¡l!
−j−ul¡ ®a¡ ¢hu¡ qC−m f−ll h¡¢s QCm¡ k¡uz
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E−W¡−el AåL¡−ll ¢c−L ®Q−u h¢m, Ha ®k ®R−m ®R−m Ll, c¤CV¡ ®R−mC ®a¡ c§−l
pCl¡ ®Nmz
q ph ®Nm N¡z HMe hEC a¡−cl L¡−R Bfez h¡f j¡ i¡C ®h¡e ¢LR¤ e¡z j¡
¢j¢q Nm¡u h−mez
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O¤−j¡u ®Lhmz Be¾c−j¡q−e k¡−µR fТa¢cez ¢L¿º h¡¢s−a hC fš−ll ®L¡eJ ®M¡yS
®eCz ®che¡b f¢™a−L h¡¢s H−p Cu¡p¢je−L fs¡−a h−m¢R−me h¡h¡, ¢a¢e l¡¢S
qe¢ez l¡¢S qe¢e L¡lZ R¡œR¡œ£pwMÉ¡ Ha ®h¢n ay¡l ®k HL¡ L¡lJ SeÉ ay¡l pju
®cJu¡ pñh euz HLj¡œ ¢a¢e N˦−f fs¡−a f¡l−hez Cu¡p¢je −che¡b f¢™−al
h¡¢s−a N˦−f fs−a k¡u, ¢g−l H−p M¡a¡ hC R¤y−s ¢c−u h−m, ¢L fs¡u ¢LµR¤ h¤¢T
e¡! h¡¢s−a hC ¢e−u hp¡l e¡j Nå ®eCz ¢ebl h¡¢s¢V−L Qj−L ¢c−u B¢j ®QyQ¡C,
Cu¡p¢je fs−a hz Cu¡p¢je f¡n ®g−l ®n¡uz Bh¡lJ ®QyQ¡C, JW, fs−a hz
Cu¡p¢je −Qy¢Q−u b¡j¡u Bj¡l ®QyQ¡−e¡z Jl ¢L Ll−a q−h e¡ q−h, J ¢e−S i¡m
®h¡−T, L¡lJ fl¡jnÑ ®cJu¡l clL¡l ®eCz Bj¡−LJ J c§−l p¢l−u l¡−Mz Bj¡l
p‰£ qu HL¢V n¡c¡ ®hs¡mz HL¢V n¡c¡ ®hs¡m Bj¡l p‰£zn¡c¡ HL¢V ®hs¡m
Bj¡l p‰£z p‰£ n¡c¡ ®hs¡mz ®hs¡mC i¡mz j¡e¤−ol ®Q−u pqpË…Z i¡mz
−hs¡m¢V−L B¢j h¤−L S¢s−u h−p b¡¢Lz H h¡¢s−a ecÑj¡l g¡yL N−m Abh¡ f¡y¢Qm
®f¢l−u ®hs¡m B−p, −hs¡−ml¡ a−‚ a−‚ b¡−L p¤−k¡N h¤−T l¡æ¡O−l Y¤−L f¡¢a−m
j¤M ®cuz −k ®hs¡mC B−p, j¡ a¡¢s−u ®cez ph ®hs¡m e¡¢L ®Q¡l¡ ¢hm¡Cz a¡s¡−m
Q−m k¡u, Bh¡l B−pz HC n¡c¡ ®hs¡m¢V kMe H−p¢Rm, H−LJ a¡s¡−e¡ q−u¢Rm,
L¡−m¡ gV−Ll Jf¡−l ecÑj¡u ®g−m Bp¡ q−u−R, ®hs¡m¢V f¢l×L¡l q−u H h¡¢s−a
Q−m H−p−R Bh¡lz ®n−o ®hs¡m¢V−L ¢e−u ea¤eh¡S¡−ll L¡yQ¡h¡S¡−ll SVm¡u
®g−m Bp¡ qm, fl¢ce −c¢M E−W¡−el ®l¡−c ®hs¡m¢V ö−u B−Rz Hh¡l h¡h¡l
B−cn, H−L hÙ¹¡u f¤−l ec£l Jf¡−l ®g−m ¢c−u Bp−a q−hz a¡C Ll¡ qmz p¡m¡j
HL¢V hÙ¹¡u ®hs¡m¢V−L f¤−l hÙ¹¡l j¤M c¢s ¢c−u nš² L−l ®hy−d −e±−L¡ i¡s¡ L−l
hÐþf¤−œl Jf¡−l ¢N−u Ly¡V¡ ®T¡−fl j−dÉ ®g−m ¢c−u Hmz h¡¢s−a pL−m S¡−e,
®hs¡m Bl ¢gl−h e¡, ®L¡eJ L¡lZ ®eC ®gl¡lz p¡a¢ce f¡l q−u−R, ®hs¡−ml
Lb¡ i¤−mC ®N−R ph¡Cz ¢L¿º qW¡v −c¢M ®hs¡m¢V ¢h−Lm−hm¡ L¡−m¡ gV−Ll p¡j−e
pSm ®Q¡−M c¡y¢s−u B−R, B¢j Bu Bu h−m X¡L−aC ®c±−s J Q−m Hm Bj¡l
L¡−Rz l¡æ¡O−l ¢e−u f¡¢a−ml am¡u −kV¤L¤ i¡a ¢Rm ¢cCz q¡i¡−al ja ®M−u
®hs¡m¢V Bj¡l ®fRe ®fRe, ®kM¡−eC k¡C, ®k−a m¡Nmz ®pC ®b−L H ®hs¡m¢V−L
B¢j Bl L¡E−L ¢cC e¡ ®L¡b¡J ®g−m Bp−az ®b−L ®N−R H h¡¢s−a, l¡−a
¢hR¡e¡u Bj¡l f¡−ul L¡−R O¤−j¡uz −Qu¡−l hp−m m¡¢g−u Bj¡l ®L¡−ml Jfl
H−p h−pz ®hs¡m¢V i¡a Bl j¡−Rl L¡yV¡L¤−V¡ −M−u S£he L¡V¡−µR H h¡¢s−az
B¢j −M−u f¡−a p¡j¡eÉ ®l−M ¢cC −hs¡m¢Vl SeÉz j¡−L m¤¢L−u Bj¡l ¢e−Sl
i¡−Nl j¡−Rl V¤L−l¡ ®b−L ¢LR¤V¡ Jl i¡−a ¢j¢n−u ¢c−u ¢cCz −hs¡m¢V−L h¤−L
S¢s−u B¢j h−p B¢R Bj¡l O−lz AeÉ O−l, ®k¢V HLpju ®R¡Vc¡l Ol ¢Rm,
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ja Ha p¤−Ml ¢S¢ep fª¢bh£−a Bl ®eCz Jl O¡−sl q¡−s hÉb¡, ¢f−Wl q¡−s hÉb¡,
q¡yV¤−a hÉb¡z c¡c¡ Bl q¡¢pe¡l eªnwpa¡ J−L HC Ap¤M…−m¡ ¢c−u−Rz Cu¡p¢je−L
¢e−u q¡pf¡a¡−ml X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R ¢N−u¢Rz ®j¢X¢p−el AdÉ¡fL fÐi¡Ll f¤lL¡uÙÛ−L
®c¢M−u¢R, ¢a¢e Jl h¤−L ®ØV−b¡p−L¡f hp¡−a ¢N−u h¡lh¡lC Q¡f ¢c¢µR−me Ù¹−ez J
fÐi¡L−ll Ol ®b−L j¤−M ¢hl¢š² ¢e−u ®h¢l−u B−pz Hlfl Jl q¡yV¤l hÉb¡ HjeC
a£hÐ q−u Ewm ®k q¡yV¤ ¢e−u J Bl EW−a hp−a f¡l¢Rm e¡z ®pC q¡yV¤ fl£r¡ Ll−a
c¡¢sAm¡ q¡l¦e¤l l¢nc M¡−el L¡−R k¡C, ¢a¢e q¡−sl X¡š²¡l, ®Lhm X¡š²¡l ee,
l£¢aja A¢ÙÛ¢hcÉ¡-¢hi¡−Nl fÐd¡ez Cu¡ mð¡ c¡¢s j¤−M, j¡b¡u V¤¢f, fl−e f¡S¡j¡
f¡”¡¢hz ®L¡eJ AdÉ¡fL−L HC ®mh¡−p ®c−M A−iÉp ®eC Bj¡lz −mh¡p ®kjeC
®q¡L, X¡š²¡l i¡m ¢a¢ez Bj¡−L ®Q−ee ¢a¢e, Bj¡l h¡h¡−LJz h¡h¡ kMe
q¡pf¡a¡−m ¢R−me, h¡h¡−L HL¢V a¡¢hS ¢c−u H−p¢R−me h¡¢m−nl ¢e−Q l¡M−az
J¢V e¡¢L Ap¤Mª i¡m Ll¡l Jo¤dz®pC gpÑ¡ mð¡ c¡¢sAm¡ i¡m X¡š²¡l A¢ÙÛ−l¡N
¢Q¢Lvp¡u HL eðl a¡¢hS Lh−S Bõ¡q lp¤−m ¢hnÄ¡p£ Cu¡p¢je−L ay¡l −Qð¡−ll
−l¡¢N ®cM¡l ®V¢h−m öC−u ¢c−u fcÑ¡ ®Y−L ¢c−u Jl q¡yV¤ ¢Vf−a ¢Vf−a q¡yV¤ ®b−L
q¡a Jf−l ¢e−a ¢e−a am−fV -®fV ¢V−f ¢V−f h¤−L ®N−mez h¤L ¢V−f h¡C−l ®b−L
g¤pg¤p h¡ q©c¢f−™l A¢Ù¹aÅ h¤T−a Q¡C−me ¢L!Cu¡p¢je ®hl q−u Bj¡−L öd¤
hmm, Bj¡−l Bl ®L¡eJ¢ce ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R ¢eJ e¡z Bj¡l Ap¤M i¡m
qJu¡l clL¡l e¡Cz Bj¡l A−eLh¡l C−µR q−u−R q¡l¦e¤l l¢nc M¡−el L¡−R
¢S−‘p L¢l, Bj¡l ®h¡−el q¡yV¤ fl£r¡ Ll¡l Lb¡ ¢Rm Bfe¡l, h¤L fl£r¡ Ll¡l
euz h¤−L ¢L ¢Rm fl£r¡ Ll¡l? C−µR q−u−R fÐi¡Ll f¤lL¡uÙÛ−L h¢m, Bfe¡l ®a¡
®L¡eJ f¡l¢Lepep ®l¡N qu¢e ®k h¤−L ®ØV−bp−L¡f hp¡−m q¡a h¡l h¡l p−l k¡u
Q¡L¢a ®b−L! C−µR q−u−R, f¡¢l¢ez Nm¡l L¡−R në…−m¡ Lø q−u ¢hyd¢Rm, ®h−l¡−a
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f¤L¤l ®c−M¢R, ec£ ®c−M¢R, pj¤â ®cM¡ qu¢e ®L¡eJ¢cez hE ¢e−u L„h¡S¡−ll
pj¤â °pL−a jd¤Q¢¾cÐj¡ L−l Bp¡l fl c¡c¡−L ¢S−‘p L−l¢Rm¡j c¡c¡ ®N¡ pj¤â
®cM−a ®Lje! c¡c¡ HL¢V Lb¡C h−m−Re,e¡ ®N−m h¤T¢h e¡zpj¤â ®Lje ®p Lb¡
LMeJ hCm¡ h¤T¡−e¡ k¡u e¡, pj¤−âl p¡j−e c¡ys¡u¡ Efm¢ì Ll−a qu pj¤âz
pj¤−âl ®Q−u ®h¢n EµRÆ¡p c¡c¡l E−s¡S¡q¡S ¢e−uz E−s¡S¡q¡−S fÐbj Q−s−Re
¢a¢ez ®R¡Vc¡ E−s¡S¡q¡−Sl NÒf Ll−m c¡c¡ HaL¡m aªo·¡aÑ eu−e a¡¢L−u
b¡L−aez eu−el ®pC aªo·¡ c¡c¡l O¤−Q−R HMez Bj¡l AhnÉ ¢LR¤C ®O¡−Q¢ez
E−s¡S¡q¡−Sl ®Q−u pj¤â ®cM¡l Evp¡q¢VC Bj¡l ®h¢nz
pj¤âf¡−s ®a¡m¡ c¡c¡ Bl q¡¢pe¡l R¢h ®c−M, pj¤â e¡ ®c−MC ¢m−M ®g¢m pj¤â
¢e−u ¢ae−V L¢ha¡z e¡ ®cM¡ pj¤â kMe Bj¡l q©cu S¤−s, aMeC Qm Qm pj¤â
®cM−h Qm, L¡fs ®Q¡fs ®N¡R¡J lhz Qa¤bÑ h−oÑ HC HL¢V QjvL¡l OVe¡ O−V, HL
LÓ¡p R¡œR¡œ£ ¢e−u L¢jE¢e¢V ®j¢X¢p−el ¢nrLl¡ c§−l ®L¡b¡J Q−m k¡e, c§l hm−a
−c−nl j¡b¡ ®b−L ®m−S k¡Ju¡, ®m−Sl L¡−R bC bC Ll−R l©−f¡¢m Sm, ®pC S−m
®X¡−h¡, i¡−p¡z AhnÉ hm¡ qu Sm£u Bhq¡Ju¡ −cM¡−a ¢e−µRe, Bp−m H A−eLV¡
q¡Ju¡ hc−ml ja, ®l¡N£−cl ®kje q¡Ju¡ hc−ml clL¡l qu, qh¤ X¡š²¡l−clJ quz
¢cel¡a q¡pf¡a¡−ml f¤yS-Nåju q¡Ju¡ ®b−L M¡¢eLV¡ ¢eÙ¹¡l f¡Ju¡ quz
juje¢pwq ®b−L Y¡L¡, Y¡L¡ ®b−L −VÊ−e Q−s Q–NË¡j, Q–NË¡j ®b−L h¡−p Q−s
L„h¡S¡lz h¡¢s−a qCQC f−s ®Nm, qCQCC h−V, Hje ®a¡ LMeJ O−V e¡, BaÈ£u
L¡E−L e¡ ¢e−u c§−ll ®L¡eJ nq−l Q−m k¡Ju¡z j¡ h¡l h¡l ¢S−‘p Ll−me
j¡ØV¡ll¡ b¡L−h −a¡! c¤O¾V¡l fb Y¡L¡, ¢WL B−R j¡e¡u, Y¡L¡u BaÈ£uJ B−R,
¢L¿º Q–NË¡−j ®a¡ Bj¡l j¡j¡J b¡−L e¡ L¡L¡J e¡z j¡j¡ L¡L¡l p£j¡e¡l h¡C−l
h−mC pñha ®fMj ®j−m HLn ju§l e¡−Q q©c−uz h¡h¡ cl¡S q−Ù¹ ¢c−u−Re V¡L¡,
q¡C¢Se V¤É−ll Q¡yc¡ ®a¡ B−RC, h¡s¢a V¡L¡Jz ®VÊ−e Q−s c−ml Y¡L¡ k¡œ¡ quz
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®b−L fl¢ce Ljm¡f¤l ®lmC¢øn−e ®f±yR−a q−h pL¡m BVV¡uz l¡−a N£a¡l L¡−R
n¡¢s Q¡C−aC Bmj¡¢l M¤−m ¢hR¡e¡u m¡m e£m ph¤S qm¤c L¡a¡e ¢pó Hje¢L
jp¢me ¢h¢R−u ¢cm fR¾c L−l ¢e−a HL¢V eu, ka M¤¢nz ®h¡a¡j ¢Vf−m B−m¡ SÅ−m
Hje HL¢V LÉ¡−jl¡J ¢jmmz Bl ¢L Q¡C! Bn¡a£a f¡Ju¡ Bj¡lz
fl¢ce ®VÊ−e Q−s LMeJ °q qõ¡u ®j−a, LMeJ S¡e¡m¡u Ec¡p ®Q¡M ®j−m
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në, AeÉlLj, j¡¢V Ly¡f¡−e¡, Sm L¡yf¡−e¡, në¢Vl ¢c−LC h¡p ®k−a b¡−Lz ¢WL
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®Q¡M p−l e¡z c§−l HL¢V n¡c¡ ¢LR¤ HLh¡l EW−R HLh¡l e¡j−Rz p¡¢ge¡S, q¡mL¡
q¡mL¡ hå¤aÅ A¢aœ²j L−l O¢eù qJu¡ HLSe, S¡e¡m¡u T¤y−L hmm,JCV¡C ¢L pj¤â
e¡¢L! ®L¡eJ¢ce pj¤â e¡ ®cM¡ ®j−u B¢j, C−µR L−l, h¡p ®b−L ®e−j ®c±−s k¡C
®cM−a ,k¢c JV¡C pj¤â qu, ¢L¿º −L ®c−h Bj¡−L R¤−V ®k−a! B−N ®j¡−V−m e¡−j¡,
a¡lflz −j¡−V−m c¤S−el S¡uN¡u Q¡lSe−L ®Y¡L¡−e¡ qm HL O−lz hl¡Ÿ O−l
p¤V−Lp e¡¢j−u ®l−M B−N ®c±−s k¡C JC n−ël ¢c−Lz ®N¡pm ®eC, M¡Ju¡ ®eC,
¢hnСj ®eCz B−N B¢j pj¤â ®cMh a¡lfl AeÉ ¢LR¤z p¡¢ge¡S f¢lf¡¢V ®j−u,
M¡Ju¡l pju M¡Ju¡ fs¡l pju fs¡ O¤−jl pju O¤−jl ®j−uz J−L −k−a qu Bj¡l
E−šSe¡−L p‰ ¢c−az −pC a£hÐ NSÑ−el ¢c−L ®qy−V eu, −c±−s k¡Cz kMe ®f±yRC,
¢hpÈu Bl j¤‡a¡ Bj¡−L ÙÛ¢hl L−l l¡−M, Bj¡−L ¢eØf¾c L−l l¡−M,Bj¡−L ¢hhn
L−l l¡−Mz HL¢V në B¢j Bl EµQ¡lZ Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z Ha ¢hn¡m ¢LR¤, Ha Aá¤a
p¤¾cl ¢LR¤, Ha BÕQkÑ q©cul”e ¢LR¤ B¢j Bj¡l S£h−e LMeJ ®c¢M¢ez
e¡¢eh¡¢sl −R¡– f¤L¤−ll d¡−l hs q−u¢R, nq−ll ¢ae−L¡e¡ f¤L¤l ¢Rm e¡¢eh¡¢sl
f¤L¤−ll ®Q−u ¢à…e, −p¢V ®cM−a ®k−a Bj¡−L A−fr¡ Ll−a q−u¢Rm L−uL¢V
hRl, hs q−u hÐþf¤œ ®cM¡ q−u−R, hÐþf¤−œl n£ZÑ S−ml d¡l¡ ®c−MC j−e q−u−R
Hl ®Q−u ¢hn¡m ¢LR¤ h¤¢T fª¢bh£−a ®eCz Bj¡l LÒfe¡u ¢Rm pj¤âz −pC pj¤â HC
pj¤−âl −p±¾c−kÑl d¡−l L¡−R Bp−a f¡−l e¡z Bj¡l Ah¡d LÒfe¡ Ha ¢hn¡m ¢LR¤
Ha BÕQkÑ p¤¾cl ¢LR¤ Ha L§m ¢Le¡l¡q£e ¢LR¤ Bj¡−L ¢c−a f¡−l¢ez B¢j mr L¢l
e¡ Bj¡l ®Q¡M ®k ¢i−S k¡−µR ®Q¡−Ml S−mz p§kÑ X¤h−R pj¤−âz B¢j a¾ju q−u në
ö¢e pj¤−âl, −iS¡ ®Q¡−M p§−kÑl X¤−h −k−a b¡L¡ l©f ®c¢Mz p§kÑ¡Ù¹ B¢j B−NJ
®c−M¢R A−eL, Hje l©f ®c¢M¢e B−Nz Bj¡−L ¢hqÆm L−l l¡−M, ¢hj¤‡ L−l l¡−M,
¢hj§t L−l l¡−M fÊLª¢al HC A¢ex−no −p±¾ckÑz d£−l d£−l cm ®hy−d Bp−a b¡−L
−R−m−j−ul¡, p§kÑ¡−Ù¹l ¢c−L ¢e¢eÑ−jo a¡¢L−u b¡−Lz HC p¤¾cl ®b−L −L¡b¡J Bj¡l
Bl ¢g−l ®k−a C−µR L−l e¡z l¡a −e−j H−m p¡¢ge¡S Bj¡−L ®V−e ¢e−u k¡u
®j¡−V−m, l¡−al °pLa e¡¢L ¢el¡fc euz ®j−ul¡ ph Q−m k¡u ®j¡−V−m, ®R−ml¡
f§¢ZÑj¡ ®cM−h h−m ®b−L k¡u A−eL l¡a Ah¢c ¯pL−az Bj¡l hs ®R−m q−a C−µR
L−lz C−µR L−l p¡l¡l¡a pj¤â Bl Qy¡−cl S−m ¢i¢Sz −j¡−V−ml O−ll h¡l¡¾c¡u
Q¡y−cl B−m¡u h−p h−p HL¡ HL¡ pj¤−âl X¡L ö¢ez Bu Bu Bu h−m X¡L−R
Bj¡−Lz ®i¡l−hm¡ p§kÑ JW¡l B−N p§−kÑ¡cu ®cMh h−m ®c±−s k¡C pj¤−âl ¢c−Lz
fl−e m¡m HL¢V n¡¢s Bj¡lz M¡¢m f¡z −M¡m¡ Q¤mz pj¤−âl ®YE Bj¡−L i¡¢p−u
®eu, X¤¢h−u ®euz E¢W E¢W p§kÑ Bj¡l nl£−ll S−ml ®g¡yV¡u Q¤j¤ M¡uz T¡yL T¡yL
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h¢mz q©cu i¡¢p−u ®eu, S£he i¡¢p−u ®eu ®j¡qe O¡aL, Bu Bu X¡−L Bu,
phÑe¡n ah¤ X¡−L Bu Bu Bu, Hl e¡j i¡mh¡p¡, B¢j a¡−L p¤M h¢m, üfÀ h−m
X¡¢Lz p¡l¡¢ce pj¤−âl S−m ®Mm¡ L¢lz Bj¡−L ®en¡u f¡u, i¡m¡h¡p¡u f¡uz
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AOË¡−Zl OË¡Z a¤g¡e e¡j¡uz O¤j Bu O¤j Bu q©c−u pj¤â X¡−L Bu Bu Bu,
¢nu−l ®p¡e¡l L¡¢W l¡SLeÉ¡ O¤j k¡u k¡c¤l f¡mˆz
pj¤â ®b−L Bj¡−cl ¢e−u Bp¡ qu Q–NË¡−jz Q–NË¡j ®j¢X−Lm L−m−Sl
R¡œ£¢eh¡−p R¡œ£−cl, R¡œ¡h¡−p R¡œ−cl b¡L¡l S¡uN¡ Ll¡ q−u−Rz q¡¢mc¡,
p¡¢ge¡S, ¢nfС Bl L−uLSe hå¤ ¢e−u O¤−l ¢g¢l ph¤S ¢Vm¡l ¢e−Q Hy−L −hy−L Q−m
k¡Ju¡ e£m S−ml g−uS ®m−Ll d¡−lz O¡−p h−p h¡¢mq¡y−pl f¡Me¡ −j−m Js¡
®c¢Mz ph ¢LR¤C Bj¡l Ha i¡m m¡−N, Ha i¡m m¡−N ®k l¦âl e¡ b¡L¡ Bj¡−L
HLV¤ HLV¤ ¢hoZÀ Ll−a b¡−Lz l¦â H−m q¡−a q¡a ®l−M f¡n¡f¡¢n q¡yV¡ ®ka HC
−m−Ll Sm, HC f¡q¡s HC ph¤−Sl Afl©f l©−f q©c−u ®iS¡−a ®iS¡−az
juje¢pwq R¡s¡l B−NC l¦â−L ¢Q¢W f¡¢W−u ¢c−u¢Rm¡j Mhl S¡¢e−u −k B¢j
pj¤âf¡−s k¡¢µR, ®ke k¡u −p JM¡−ez L„h¡S¡l ®b−L L−h ¢glh Q–NË¡j, ®L¡b¡u
b¡Lh, Bh¡l Q–NË¡j ®b−LC h¡ L−h ¢g−l k¡−h¡ Y¡L¡u, phC S¡¢e−u¢Rm¡jz Hje
QjvL¡l pju Bj¡l S£h−e Bl B−p¢e B−N, ®k L−lC ®q¡L ®ke ®p k¡uz
¢j−WM¡¢m−a h−p B−R −p A−eL¢ce, ¢j¢WM¡¢m ®b−L l¦â ka Lb¡C ®cu ®k
®h−l¡−h HL h¡ c¤ pç¡q fl, c¤j¡p ¢aej¡p ®L−V k¡u, a¡l ®h−l¡−e¡ qu e¡z
NË¡j¢V−a HL¢V ®nLm B−R, kMeC ®p k¡u, ®nL−m S¢s−u k¡u, ®p Q¡L h¡ e¡
Q¡Lz
®k¢ce Bjl¡ Q–NË¡j ®b−L ¢g−l k¡−h¡ Y¡L¡u a¡l B−Nl l¡−a l¦â H−p−Rz
p¡Cg¤m,l¦âl ®R¡Vi¡C, R¡œ£¢eh¡−p B−p, l¦â−L p−‰ L−lz p¡Cg¤m Q–NË¡j
®j¢X−L−m fÐbj h−oÑ p−h i¢aÑ q−u−Rz p¡Cg¤m−L fÐbj ®c¢M ®p l¡−az −R¡VM¡−V¡
q¡¢pM¤¢n ®R−mz l¦âl ®Q¡−Ml ja X¡Nl ®Q¡M Jlz f¢lµRæ f¢lf¡¢V ®R−mz ®R−m¢V
QjvL¡l, Lb¡ h−m Hje L−l ®ke Bj¡−L HL k¤N d−l ®Q−ez Jl p−‰ B¢j pq−S
pqS qCz ®p l¡−a ¢aeSe ¢l„¡ L−l −h¢l−u HL¢V ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu Y¤−L kMe l¡−al
M¡h¡l M¡¢µR, l¦âl m¡m q−u b¡L¡ ®Q¡M, hs q−u k¡Ju¡ Q¤m,c¡¢s−a cª¢ø h¡lh¡l
®q¡yQV M¡uz p¡a¢ce pÀ¡e L−l¢e, O¤−j¡u¢e, ®ke HCj¡œ ®L¡eJ …q¡ ®b−L E−W
H−p−Rz p¡a¢V ¢ce −L−V ®Nm B¢j juje¢pw−ql h¡C−l ®Le ®p B−N B−p¢e,
®Le ¢g−l k¡h¡l B−Nl ¢ce j¡œ ¢LR¤r−Zl SeÉ Hm, Bjl¡ c¤Se ¢L p¤¾cl ®Mm¡
Ll−a f¡la¡j pj¤−âl Sm ¢e−u, ®YE ¢e−u, f¡n¡f¡¢n h−p ®cM−a f¡la¡j
p§−k¡Ñcu, p§kÑ¡Ù¹, f§¢ZÑj¡u Ni£l l¡a A¢ë h¡m¤−a f¡ R¢s−u h−p −cM−a f¡la¡j
S−ml Jfl Q¡y−cl B−m¡l p¡ya¡l L¡V¡z h¡h¡l lš²Qr¤q£e ¢Yy ¢Yy fs¡l iuq£e HC
Q–NË¡j nql¢V−a ¢l„¡l ýX ®g−m B¢j ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ a¡l p−‰ O¤−l ®hs¡−a f¡la¡jz
A¢ij¡e Bj¡−L −d¡yu¡u Y¡L−a b¡−Lz ®d¡yu¡ p¢l−u l¦âl i¡¢l L˜ül Bj¡−L ØfnÑ
L−l, Q–NË¡j ®b−L L¡m Bj¡−L Y¡L¡ eu, ®k−a q−h ®j¡wm¡z k¢cJ ea¤e ®L¡eJ
nql ®cM¡l C−µR Bj¡l fÐQ™, ¢L¿º ®j¡wm¡ k¡Ju¡l fÐÙ¹¡h¢V ö−e e¡ h−m ¢cCz e¡
h¢m L¡lZ cm ®b−L j¡ØV¡−ll¡ Bj¡−L ®h−l¡−a ®c−he e¡z qu e¡, Y¡L¡u BlJ
V¤Él B−R, ®p−l, c−ml p−‰ ¢gl−a q−h juje¢pw−qz l¦â −Q¡M L¤yQ−L −W¡yV L¤yQ−L
l¡−M HC e¡ hm¡uz p¡Cg¤m h−m, B−l k¡J e¡ ®h±¢c HLV¤ O¤−l B−p¡ ®j¡wm¡uz
p¡Cg¤−ml ®h±¢c X¡−L Bj¡l ®Qae qu ®k B¢j L¡lJ ®h±¢c, L¡lJ ®h±¢c j¡−e
B¢j L¡lJ hEz l¡−a R¡œ£¢eh¡−p p¡¢ge¡−Sl f¡−n ö−u Hf¡n Jf¡n L¢l, i¡he¡l
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HL¢V l¢n ®h−u hå Ol ®b−L R¡−cl Jfl E¢W, R¡c ®b−L BlJ Jf−l n§−eÉ,
c¤q¡a ®j−m ¢cC i¡p−a b¡¢L, L£ Be¾c L£ Be¾c! Bl L−h f¡−h¡ Hje R¤¢V!Hl
®Q−u p¤−k¡N ¢L Bj¡l S£h−e Bp−h Bl, q¡¢l−u k¡Ju¡l p¤−k¡N¢V q¡aR¡s¡ L¢l
®Le! fl¢ce l¦â−L ¢e−u −VÊ−e E−W −Y¡L ¢Nm−a ¢Nm−a c¤Se ¢nr−Ll j−dÉ
p¡c¡¢p−d¢V−L h¢m, −k Bj¡−L BSC M¤me¡ ®k−a q−µR, M¤me¡ ®b−L L¡mC Y¡L¡u
¢glh, Y¡L¡l V¤Él H b¡L−h¡z ¢L¿º ¢nrL p¡c¡¢p−d ®q¡L Bl k¡C ®q¡L, ¢a¢e
Bj¡−L −k−a ®k−he ®Le, Ha…−m¡ qh¤ X¡š²¡−cl i¡mu i¡mu ïjZ L¢l−u i¡mu
i¡mu ®gla ¢e−u k¡Ju¡l c¡¢uaÅ kMe ¢e−u−Re, ¢a¢e p¤ù¤ i¡−hC f¡me Ll−hez
L¡l p−‰ k¡−h?
L¡l p−‰ k¡h? Hl pqS Ešl, c¡¢sAm¡ ®m¡L¢V−L ®c¢M−u h−m ®cJu¡, Jl
p−‰z HlflC ®a¡ fÐnÀ EW−h J ®L, J ¢Lz a¡J e¡ qu ®cJu¡ ®Nm, J l¦â, J L¢hz
Hl f−ll fÐnÀ¢V, ¢a¢e M¤h p¡c¡¢p−d h−mC Ll¡ ü¡i¡¢hL, J ®a¡j¡l ¢L qu?
Bj¡l AfÐg¤õhce¢V ®c−M Bj¡−L EÜ¡l Ll−a H¢N−u H−m¡ nJLa Bl
j¢cl¡, c¤S−e ®fÐj L−l ¢h−u L−l−R, Jl¡ S¡−e cmR¤V qJu¡l Be¾cz nJLa L¡−e
L¡−e h−m, B−N hm a¤¢j ¢h−u L®lR ¢L e¡, pÉ¡l−L hm−a q−h q¡S−h−™l p¡−b
k¡−µR, a¡ e¡ qC−m R¡s−h e¡z
e¡, H Lb¡¢V hm¡ k¡−h e¡, HC pÉ¡l ¢N−u Bj¡l h¡h¡-pÉ¡−ll L¡−e Lb¡¢V ¢c−m
pîe¡n q−hz nJLa ®q−p, Bj¡l hmh ¢L hmh e¡ i¢‰l ¢c−L, a¡¢L−u, h−m,
pÉ¡l−l hCm¡ ¢cC ¢S¢epV¡ ®N¡fe ®ke L¡E−L e¡ S¡e¡u!
k¢c S¡e¡u?
B−l a¤¢j Y¡L¡u c¤C¢ce fl QCm¡ B−p¡, c−ml p¡−b f−l juje¢pw−q ¢g−l¡,
Ap¤¢hd¡ ¢L!
nJLa Bj¡l M¤me¡ k¡Ju¡l fb f¢l×L¡l L−lz H ®k A¯hd f¤l¦o ¢e−u ®i−N
k¡Ju¡l ®L¡eJ hÉ¡f¡l eu,l£¢aja ¯hd f¤l¦−ol p−‰ q¡Ju¡ qJu¡, a¡ −p C¢‰−a
¢nrL-L¡j-f¡q¡l¡c¡l−L h¤¢T−u Bj¡−L f¡l L−lz B¢j l¦âl p−‰ f−b ®e−j
f¢sz fb ®b−L ®VÊ−e L−l M¤me¡, M¤me¡ ®b−L m−’ ®j¡wm¡z cmR¤V qJu¡l fl hs
HL¡ m¡−N Bj¡lz c−ml p−‰ EµRÆ¡p ¢Rm, qW¡v −ke ¢jC−u ®Nm phz qW¡v ®ke
HL¢V pÇf−LÑl håe H−p Bj¡−L Ss¡−m¡z Bj¡−L HL¢V LaÑ−hÉl L¤−u¡u V¤f L−l
hÉ¡−Pl ja ®g−m ¢cmz

l©fp¡ ec£l Jfl ¢c−u m’ Qm−R ®j¡wm¡uz ea¤e HL¢V ec£ ®cM¢R, ea¤e ea¤e
j¡e¤o ®cM¢Rz Bj¡l i¡m m¡N−a öl¦ L−lz m−’ E−W l¦â hmm n¡¢sV¡ f¡−ÒV e¡Jz
n¡¢s f¡ÒV¡−h¡ ®Le? HC ®a¡ ®hnz
n¡c¡ HL¢V p¤¢al n¡¢s fl−e Bj¡lz n¡¢s fl¡l A−iÉp e¡ b¡L−mJ pj¤â
k¡œ¡u −j−ul¡ ph n¡¢s f−l−R, n¡¢s fl¡l HC p¤−k¡N ®f−u Bj¡lJ Bqm¡c Lj
euz
k¡ hm¢R Llz
−Le, HC n¡¢s−a ¢L M¡l¡f m¡N−R ®cM−a?
qÉ¡y m¡N−Rz f¡ÒV¡Jz ¢nN¢l Ll, O¡V H−p ®Nmz
M¤h ¢L clL¡l n¡¢s f¡ÒV¡−e¡l?
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 qyÉ¡ M¤hC clL¡lz
l¦â ®Lhm L¢ha¡ eu, n¡¢s ¢e−uJ i¡−hz p¤¢a n¡¢s J j¡−e e¡z L¡a¡e fl−a
q−hz
L¡a¡e fl−a C−µR Ll−R e¡z
®Le C−µR Ll−h e¡?
Ll−R e¡z
¢L BÕQkÑ!
−L¡eJV¡ ®a¡ C¢Ù» ®eCz
e¡ b¡L, ah¤ flz
L¡a¡e fl−a q−hz ph¤S h¡ e£m q−m Qm−h e¡z m¡m fl−a q−hzpj¤−â ¢i−S
ph n¡¢s cm¡−j¡Q¡ q−u B−Rz cm¡−j¡Q¡ ®b−LC HL¢V fl−a qmzm¡mz c¤f¤l−hm¡
O¡−V ®f±y−R ®c¢M HL ¢hl¡e h¾clz L¢V M¡¢m p¡Çf¡e h¡yd¡ O¡−Vz −Lje NË¡j
NË¡j,Bh¡l ¢WL NË¡jJ euz h¤−Ll j−dÉ ý ý L−l J−Wz V¡e¡ h¢Ù¹ ®f¢l−u l¦â HL¢V
®c¡am¡ h¡¢sl p¡j−e ¢l„¡ b¡¢j−u hmm, Hh¡l mrÈ£ ®j−ul ja j¡b¡u −O¡jV¡ c¡J
®a¡!
B¢j Qj−L E¢W l¦âl Lb¡uz
j¡b¡u ®O¡jV¡? ®Le?
B−l c¡J e¡z
B¢j LMeJ Hph ¢cC e¡z
c¡J e¡ S¡¢e, HMe c¡Jz
−Le?
h¤T−a f¡lR e¡ ®Le, a¤¢j ®a¡ H h¡¢sl hE!
ö−e N¡ L¡y−fz A−eLV¡ Be¾c, A−eLV¡ nlj, A−eLV¡ iu ¢j¢n−u B¢j aMe
¢WL h¤−T f¡¢µR e¡ L£ Llhz l¦â hmm, p¡m¡j Ll−a q−h ¢L¿º f¡ R¤y−uz
e¡z
−Le?
B¢j LMeJ Jph L¢l e¡z
Ll−a q−hz
Bj¡l à¡l¡ q−h e¡z Apñhz
a¤¢j h¤T−a f¡lR e¡ ®Le! p¡m¡j e¡ Ll−m M¡l¡f ®cM¡uz
−Le M¡l¡f ®cM¡−h?
−cM¡uz
−cM¡u ®Le? L£ j¡−e B−R f¡ ®R¡yu¡l?
hs−cl Ll−a quz h¤T−a f¡lR e¡ ®Le! Bl a¤¢j ®a¡ H h¡¢sl hEz
M¡l¡f −cM¡Lz B¢j f¡lh e¡ Hphz
Cp ¢L SÅ¡m¡!
f¡ e¡ R¤y−u j¤−M p¡m¡j hm−m q−h e¡?
e¡, q−h e¡z

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 Be¾c E−h ¢N−u HL nl£l Aü¢Ù¹ Bj¡−L NË¡p L−lz HC f¡ ®R¡yu¡l hÉ¡f¡l¢V
ÚB¢j f¡¢l e¡z Dc H−m ea¤e L¡fs S¡j¡ fl¡l fl j¡ HMeJ h−me, k¡J ®a¡j¡l
h¡h¡−l p¡m¡j LCl¡ B−p¡z
clS¡u L¡W q−u cy¡¢s−u b¡¢Lz j¡ ka ®W−me, L¡W aa i¡¢l f¡bl-ja q−u
J−Wz D−cl pju j¤l¢î−c−l p¡m¡j Ll−a quz HC Ll−a qu hÉ¡f¡l¢V B¢j h¤¢T,
¢L¿º ®Le Ll−a qu a¡ ¢WL h¤¢T e¡z ®a¡j¡−L hs h−m j¡¢e, nÐÜ¡ L¢l, i¡mh¡¢p, a¡
®Le f¡ R¤y−u −h¡T¡−a q−h Bj¡−L! Bl ®L¡eJ Ef¡u ¢L ®eC ®h¡T¡h¡l! B¢j
Ah¡L a¡¢L−u b¡¢L l¦âl ¢c−L, djÑ e¡ j¡e¡, l£¢a e£¢al ®a¡u¡‚¡ e¡ Ll¡ l¦âJ f¡
®R¡yu¡l hÉ¡f¡l¢V−L −Lje p¡u ¢c−µR! Ha c§−l HL¢V ¢hl¡e h¾c−l H−e l¦â ®ke
Bj¡l O¡s d−l d¡‚¡ ¢cm a¡l j¡ h¡h¡l f¡−ul ¢c−Lz BaÈ£u ®eC, hå¤ ®eC, HC
h¾c−l ®Qe¡ ®LE ®eC HL l¦â R¡s¡, AbQ HC l¦â−LC hs A−Qe¡ m¡−Nz j¡b¡
Bj¡l ByQ−m Y¡L¡, ¢f−W l¦âl −M¡yQ¡, HL ®M¡yQ¡, c¤C ®M¡yQ¡,¢ae ®M¡yQ¡l fl B¢j
a¡l j¡l f¡−ul ¢c−L ea qCz ¢WL S¡¢eJ e¡ p¡m¡j ¢S¢ep¢V ¢L L−l L−lz f¡−u
q¡a R¤yC−u q¡ac¤−V¡ h¤−L ¢e−a qu, e¡¢L Lf¡−m e¡¢L ®W¡y−V d¡yd¡ m¡−Nz f¡ R¤yC−u
pwn−ul i¡−l Bj¡l q¡a q¡−al S¡uN¡uC b¡−Lz HL c‰m i¡C ®h¡e l¦âl, HL
HL L−l Hm f¢l¢Qa q−az ¢i−sl j−dÉ BlJ HL¡ m¡−N Bj¡lz −ke B¢j Aá¤a
HL S£h H−p¢R j¡e¤−ol ¢i−sz h£¢b, l¦âl ®R¡V−h¡e, hmm L£ c¡c¡, ®a¡j¡l hE ¢L
®h¡h¡ e¡¢L Lb¡ L−µR e¡ ®Le! ¢L Lb¡ hmh ¢WL h¤−T f¡C e¡z h¤−T f¡C e¡ ¢L Lb¡
hm¡ E¢Qa Bj¡lz B¢j …¢V−u b¡¢Lz
l¦âl h¡h¡, l¦âl ®Q−uJ mð¡u M¡−V¡, f¡−n c¡ys¡−m ¢a¢e Bj¡l L¡yd pj¡e
q−he, j¡b¡u V¤¢f, j¤−M c¡¢s, f¡S¡j¡ f¡”¡¢h fl¡, h¡¢s−a ®Y¡−Lez l¦â−L
¢gp¢g¢p−u ¢S−‘p L¢l, E¢e ®a¡ X¡š²¡l a¡C e¡!
qɡyz
a¡q−m HC ®f¡n¡L ®k!
djÑ ¢hnÄ¡p£z
X¡š²¡l q−u djÑ ¢hnÄ¡p L−le!
B¢j Ah¡L a¡¢L−u lCz h¡l¡¾c¡u ¢fy¢s−a h−p hc¢el ®a¡m¡ f¡¢e−a Ak¤ L−le
¢a¢ez l¦âl j¡ ®a¡u¡−m H¢N−u ¢c−me Ak¤−a ®iS¡ q¡a j¤M j¤R−a, O−l S¡ue¡j¡S
¢hR¡−e¡, ¢a¢e e¡j¡S fl−hez e¡j¡S ®no q−m l¦â Bj¡−L ¢e−u k¡−h a¡l h¡h¡l
p¡j−ez h¤L ¢Yf¢Yf L−lz h¡h¡ ¢S¢ep¢VC Bj¡l j−e q−a b¡−L hs i−ulz l¦â
A¢ÙÛl f¡uQ¡¢l ®p−l Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®Y¡−L e¡j¡S ®p−l ®Qu¡−l ®qm¡e ¢c−u q¡−a
ap¢hq Sf−a b¡L¡ a¡l h¡h¡l L¡−Rz B¢j n¡¢sl ByQ−m BP¤m ®fQ¡¢µRz
Bî¡, HC Bj¡l hE! h−m Bj¡−L hmm, k¡J Bî¡−L p¡m¡j Llz B¢j
m‹¡l j¡b¡ ®M−u Ef¤s qCz ¢a¢e c¡¢s−a BP¤m h¤−m¡−a h¤−m¡−a h−me, hpz
®a¡j¡l h¡h¡ j¡l nl£l i¡m?
Bj¡l h¡h¡ j¡−L ¢a¢e ®Q−ee e¡, a¡y−cl nl£l i¡m ¢L e¡ i¡m eu a¡ S¡e−a
Q¡−µRe −Le B¢j h¤T−a f¡¢l e¡z j¤q§−aÑ h¡h¡ j¡l j¤M j−e ®i−p J−Wz q¡C¢Se V¤É−l
k¡Ju¡ ®j−u a¡y−cl ®L¡b¡u HMe, k¢c S¡−ee, a−h ay¡−cl i¡m b¡L¡ −L¡b¡u ®k
E−h k¡−h!
®L¡e Cu¡−l fs a¤¢jz
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 −g¡bÑ Cu¡lz
Jz X¡š²¡l q¢a ®a¡ ®h¢n ®c¢l ®eCz −a¡j¡−cl h¡¢s ®a¡ juje¢pw−q!
qÉ¡y juje¢pw−qz
H ¢L Y¡L¡l Eš−l e¡ c¢r−Zz
Eš−lz
a¡ ®j¡wm¡u b¡L−h ¢LR¤¢ce ®a¡!
l¦â h−m, qÉ¡y b¡L−hz
a¡ n¢qc¤õ¡q, J−L ¢e−u ¢j−WM¡¢m k¡−h ¢L?
®c¢Mz
¢j−WM¡¢m O¤¢l B−p¡z
M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡ qC−R?
e¡z
k¡J M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡ L¢l ¢hnÊ¡j e¡J−N k¡J, A−eLc§l S¡¢eÑ L−l H−p−R¡z
l¦â Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®c¡am¡u J−Wz ea¤e Q¤eL¡j q−u−Rz ®c¡am¡ ea¤e Ll¡ q−µR,
HMeJ L¡S ®no qu¢ez HC ®c¡am¡ Ll¡l hÉ¡f¡l¢V l¦â h−m,k¡ a¡, ýsj¤s L−l
Jf−ll Ol…−m¡ HL¢ce ®i−P fs−h, L¡lZ j¡¢Vl aa Ni£−l k¡u¢e h¡¢sl ®nLsz
ö−e CV L¡W ®m¡q¡l p−‰ Q¤e p¤l¢Ll ja B¢jJ ®i−P f¢sz ®c¡am¡l HL¢V Ol l¦â
Bl Bj¡l SeÉ …¢R−u ®cJu¡ q®u−R, ®j¡wm¡ H−m l¦â H Ol¢V−aC b¡−Lz HL¢V
j¡T¡¢l M¡V, HL¢V ®V¢hm, −V¢h−ml f¡−n c¤−V¡ ®Qu¡l O−lz n¡c¡ ®cu¡m Q¡l¢c−L,
HL¢V öd¤ S¡e¡m¡z a¡L¡−m ¢LR¤ ®N¡mf¡a¡l N¡R Bl HL¢V ®c¡am¡ h¡¢sl
fÕQ¡a−cn R¡s¡ ¢LR¤ ®Q¡−M f−s e¡z
¢h−L−m l¦â ®h¢l−u k¡u,HL¡z B¢j p−‰ ®k−a Q¡C−m h−m−R HC h¾c−l h¡¢sl
hEHl Hi¡−h ®h−l¡−e¡ ¢WL euz a−h ¢L B¢j ®j¡wm¡ h¾cl¢V, HC ea¤e S¡uN¡¢V
®cMh e¡? e¡,®cM¡l ¢LR¤ ®eC HM¡−e, nТjL−cl h¢Ù¹ R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤ ®eCz nТjL−cl
h¢Ù¹C ®cMhz e¡z nТj−Ll¡ Bj¡−L q¡y q−u ®cM−h, ¢N−m M¡−hz a¡l ®Q−u l¦âl i¡C
®h¡e−cl p−‰ B¢j ®ke NÒf L¢lz ¢L¿º J−cl p−‰C h¡ ¢L NÒf Llh! L¡E−L B¢j
¢Q¢e e¡z Bj¡l hs HL¡ m¡−Nz h¡l¡¾c¡u c¡y¢s−u ®c¢M p¡j−e Sm Bl Smz E−W¡e
®f−l¡−mC ec£z h£¢b−L h¢m, B¢j JC ec£¢V ®cM−a ®cM−a k¡−h¡z ec£? J ®cM¡l
¢LR¤ ®eCz J ®a¡ ®Lhm Sm! SmC ®cMhz Sm ®c−M ¢L Ll−h, h£¢b q¡−pz S−ml
L¡−R ®N−m Bj¡−L h−m, −e¡wl¡ Sm, S−m q¡a ¢cJ e¡, f¡ ¢i¢SJ e¡z Smq£e q¡yp
B¢j, q¡Ju¡u p¡ya¡l L¡¢Vz X¡P¡C Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡, X¡P¡u Bj¡l hpah¡¢s,
nÄölh¡¢sz q¡−al L¡−R f¡−ul L¡−R AN¡d Ag¤l¿¹ Sm, ®k¢c−L ®Q¡M k¡u Sm, °b
°b Sm AbQ h¡¢s¢V−a S−ml Ai¡hz h¡C−l ®b−L HL¢V ®R−m c¤ ¢ae h¡m¢a ec£l
Sm ¢c−u k¡u fТa¢ce, J ¢c−u l¡æ¡ Ll¡, f¡uM¡e¡ ®fµR¡h Ll¡, ®N¡pm Ll¡, phC
p¡l−a quz N¡ mhZ mhZ m¡N−h, Q¤m BW¡ BW¡ m¡N−h, Ll¡l ¢LR¤ ®eC, S−ml
Ai¡h, S−ml a£−l h¡p L−l S−ml Hje Ai¡h ®c−M ¢hpÈ−ul ®O¡l L¡−V e¡ Bj¡lz
f¡e Ll¡l SmJ B−p h¡C−l ®b−Lz Jl¡ h−m ¢j¢ø Sm, k¢cJ HL ®gy¡V¡ ¢j−W eu
ü¡c, MlQ¡ Ll−a q−h h¤−T, ®Lhm k¢c −aø¡u R¡¢a g¡V−a b¡−Lz ¢j¢ø Sm H
h¾c−l ®j−m e¡, M¤me¡ nql ®b−L HM¡−e e±−L¡ L−l Sm B−p, H ¢c−uC −aø¡

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Hl B−N ®a¡ M¡¢a qa ¢h¢øl f¡¢ez
hª¢øl f¡¢e?
¢j−WM¡¢m−a −a¡ JC M¡C Bjl¡z hs hs Lm¢p ®f−a l¡¢M E−W¡−e, J−a ¢h¢øl
f¡¢e S¢j b¡−L, JC M¡Cz
J f¡¢e M¡Ju¡ k¡u?
k¡−h e¡ ®Le?
h£¢b Smf¡¢el fÐp‰ ®b−L BmVfL¡ p−l ¢N−u h−m, BµR¡ ®h±¢c a¤¢j ¢L
Nue¡N¡¢V ¢LR¤ Be¢e? h¡¢sl hE, ®m¡−L ¢L hm−h hm! L¡m ¢h−L−m ®m¡LSe
Bp−h, p£j¤l S¾j¢cez B¢j ¢LR¤ Nue¡ ¢c−u k¡h¢e, J f−l ®l−M¡z
p−å ®no q−u l¡a ®e−j B−pz h¡l h¡l O¢s −c¢M,RVgV L¢lz
−a¡j¡l c¡c¡ HM−e¡ ¢gl−R e¡!
¢gl−h¢e, Aa −i−h¡ e¡z f¤l¦oj¡e¤o, h¡C−l hå¤h¡åh b¡¢L, k¡¢a quz
a¡C h−m Ha l¡a Ll−h?
¢gl−h ¢gl−hz hE B−R O−l, ka l¡a ®q¡L ¢gl−hz h£¢b q¡−pz q¡¢p−a j¤−š²¡
T−lz
A−eL l¡a L−l l¦â ®g−lz kMe n¡VÑ fÉ¡¾V M¤−m m¤¢‰ f−l ¢e−µR, ¢hR¡e¡¢Vl
¢c−L Bs−Q¡−M a¡¢L−u Bj¡l h¤L L¡y−f, M¤h °hdi¡−h H ¢hR¡e¡u Bj¡−cl ö−a
q−h c¤Se−L, −n¡h¡l ¢ce −no Ah¢c HmC Bj¡−clz HL¢V l¡a L¡V¡−e¡l SeÉ l¦â
®pC ®k L−h −b−L j¢lu¡ q−u E−W−R, −pC l¡a L¡V¡−e¡l l¡a a−h HmCz ®ke
Bjl¡ c¡ÇfaÉ S£h−e LaL¡−ml AiÉÙ¹ j¡e¤o, Qm ö−u f¢s, h−m ®p jn¡¢l ®g−m
ö−u f−sz
LC H−p¡z
Bp¢Rz
Bp¢R, h¤−Ll Ly¡fe M¡¢eL b¡j¤L, Bp¢Rz aªo·¡u R¡¢a ®g−V k¡−µR, HL ®Nm¡p
Sm ®M−u HC Bp¢Rz A¢ÙÛl q−u¡ e¡, B¢j Bp¢Rz e¡ H−p Bj¡l Ef¡u ¢L!
¢L hÉ¡f¡l h−p B−R¡ ®Le? p¡l¡l¡a JM¡−eC L¡V¡−h e¡¢L?
Bj¡−L ®k−a qu ¢hR¡e¡u, nl£l ®k−a b¡−L ®cu¡−ml ¢c−Lz ®cu¡m p¡yV¡ nl£l
®V−e l¦â a¡l h¤−Ll L¡−R ¢e−u B−pz c¤q¡−a S¢s−u d−l, nš² L−l S¢s−u d−l,
®ke R¤−V ®k−a e¡ f¡¢lz R¤−V Bl −L¡b¡u k¡h B¢j! Bj¡l ®a¡ k¡Ju¡l Bl S¡uN¡
®eCz l¦âl L¡−R Bph h−mC ®a¡ ¢e−S−L °a¢l Ll¢Rz ¢e−S−L nah¡l L−l
h¤¢T−u¢R l¦â −a¡j¡l ü¡j£, ü¡j£l p−‰ l¡a L¡V¡−e¡l HC p¤−k¡N a¤¢j eø L−l¡ e¡,
a¤¢j h¡Cn hR−ll al¦Z£ HMe, ®R¡– M¤¢L eJ, Bl ph¡C k¢c ü¡j£l p−‰ ö−a
f¡−l, a¤¢j f¡l−h e¡ ®Le! ¢e¢oÜ ¢S¢ep¢Vl ü¡c ®f−a Bj¡lJ C−µR L−l ®N¡f−e
®N¡f−ez l¦â Bj¡−L pÇf§ZÑ L−l ®f−a Q¡C−Rz B¢j fСZ je a¡−L L−hC ¢c−u h−p
B¢R, −Lhm nl£l …¢V−u b¡−L n¡j¤−Ll jaz pjÙ¹ m‹¡ Bl iu i¡P¡l pju ¢L
Bj¡l B−p¢e! BS k¢c Bj¡l …¢V−u b¡L¡ nl£l−L M¤−m e¡ ¢cC, k¢c BS B¢j
®nLm ¢Ry−s nl£l¢V−L j¤š² e¡ L¢l, BS k¢c Bj¡l i¡mh¡p¡l j¡e¤o−L h¢’a L¢l,
H Bj¡l ¢e−S−LC h¢’a Ll¡ q−hz l¦â ®L¡eJ AeÉ¡u c¡¢h L−l¢ez ü¡j£l L¡−R
¢e−S−L pjfÑZ Ll¡ AeÉ¡u euz HL¢ce e¡ HL¢ce ®a¡ Bj¡−L ¢c−aC q−h −kV¤Lª¤
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 h¡¢L B−R ¢c−a, a−h BS eu ®Le! l¦â Bj¡−L Q¤j¤ M¡uz −W¡y−V N¡t L−l Q¤j¤
M¡uz Q¤j¤ ®b−L ¢e−S−L R¡¢s−u ¢e−u h¢m, h¡¢a SÅm−Rz Hl AbÑ h¡¢a ®eh¡−a q−hz
h¡¢a ¢e¢h−u Ol L¡−m¡ L−l a¤¢j Hh¡l k¡ C−µR Ll, B¢j h¡lZ Llh e¡z l¦â h¡¢a
¢e¢h−u Ol L¡−m¡ L−l Bj¡l ®h¡S¡ ®Q¡M, öL−e¡ ®W¡yV, ¢Qh¤−Ll i¡yS ¢i¢S−u ®cuz
hÔ¡E−Sl ®h¡a¡j M¤−m j¤M X¤¢h−u ®cuz Ù¹ehª¿¹ −Lhm ¢i¢S−u ®cu e¡, c¡y−a L¡−Vz
c¤q¡−a j¤−W¡ L−l d−l Ù¹e, Ha ®S¡l-Q¡f j¤−W¡u ®ke ®p N¢m−u H−cl Sm h¡e¡−h,
l©fp¡l ®O¡m¡ S−ml ja Smz l¦â Bj¡l n¡¢s JW¡−a b¡−L Jf−ll ¢c−L, B¢j
Q¡C e¡ ah¤ Bj¡l q¡a Bj¡l AS¡−¿¹ Q−m k¡u ®p q¡a b¡j¡−az Bj¡l nl£−ll
Jfl ¢e−Sl nl£l a¤−m ®cu l¦âz B¢j Q¡C e¡, ah¤ Bj¡l q¡a Q−m k¡u a¡−L nl£l
®b−L e¡j¡−az Hlfl ®pC HLC fÜ¢a, c¤f¡−u ¢hk¤š² Ll−a b¡−L Bj¡l c¤ f¡z
®Q¡M h¤−S B¢R nš² L−lz ®ke ®Q¡M e¡ ®M¡−m, ®ke ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e B¢j m‹¡u j−l
−k−a qu Hje ®L¡eJ cªnÉ e¡ ®c¢Mz nš² L−l c¡y−a c¡ya ®Q−f b¡¢L, p−S¡−l k¤š²
L−l l¡¢M ®W¡yV−S¡s¡, ®ke ®L¡eJ në Bj¡l j¤M g¤−V e¡ ®h−l¡uz Hlfl BQjL¡
HL¢V BO¡−a B¢j ¢QvL¡l L−l E¢Wz l¦â Bj¡l ¢QvL¡−ll j¤−M c¤q¡a ®Q−f h−m,
B−lLV¤ pqÉ Ll−mC q−u k¡−h, HC−a¡ q−u Hmz mrÈ£¢V B−lLV¤ pqÉ Llz
B−lLV¤z l¦â œ²j¡Na BO¡a L−lJ es¡−a f¡−l e¡ ®L¡eJ f¡blz nl£l ®b−L
®e−j H−p −p a¡l BP¤m hÉhq¡l L−l AcªnÉ f¡blM¡¢e pl¡−az blbl L−l L¡yf−R
Bj¡l El¦, El¦ ®b−L L¡yfe p’¡¢la qu p¡l¡ nl£lz j−e q−µR B¢j j¡l¡ k¡¢µRz
l¦â ®O−j E−W−R ¢L¿º q¡m R¡s−R e¡z f−b ®L¡eJ h¡d¡ ®p j¡e−h ®Le, ®k L−lC
®q¡L fb fÐnÙ¹ L−l a¡l H−N¡−a q−h, p¡j−e ®p¡e¡l M¢e, JC M¢e a¡l q¡−al
j¤−W¡u Q¡Cz ¢e−SC ¢e−Sl j¤M c¤q¡−a ®Q−f ®l−M¢Rz q¡a g¤y−s ®kC e¡ ®h¢l−u Q¡u
¢LR¤, l¦â n¡¢sl ByQm …−S ®cu j¤−M, ®ke HC l¡−al HL¢V LZ¡J Bj¡l ¢QvL¡−l
e¡ −i−P f−sz e¡ ¢LR¤C OV−R e¡, B¢j ®L¡eJ k¿»Z¡ f¡¢µR e¡, HC ®k ¢ejÀ¡‰, H
Bj¡l eu, H Bj¡l nl£−ll ®L¡eJ Awn euz Af¡−lne ¢b−uV¡−ll ®V¢h−m ö−u
b¡L¡ H ®L¡eJ Ahn q−u b¡L¡ nl£lz dl¡ k¡L Bj¡−L ®f¢b¢Xe ®cJu¡ q−u−Rz
l−š² b¡−u¡−feV¡m ®p¡¢Xu¡j Y¤¢L−u Bj¡−L A−Qae Ll¡ q−u−Rz nl£−ll pjÙ¹ Lø
Bj¡l E−h ®N−Rz j¡b¡l Jfl ¢p¢mwf¡M¡ hehe L−l O¤l−R, Bj¡l A−Qae nl£l
ah¤ ®O−j EW−Rz n¡¢sl ByQm, q¡a, ®W¡yV c¡y−al L¡j−s ¢Ry−s k¡−µRz l¦â h¡d¡ ¢hOÀ
k¡ ¢LR¤ ¢Rm ph p¢l−u ®p¡e¡l M¢el ¢c−L Bj¡l ®ial h¡¢ql Q¤lj¡l L−l Y¤−L
k¡uz
l¦â −e−j k¡u Jfl ®b−Lz HL¢c−L ®cu¡m B−lL¢c−L l¦â, Bj¡l n¢š² ®eC
®L¡eJ ¢c−L HL¢h¾c¤ ¢e−S−L pl¡Cz ¢ÙÛl q−u B¢Rz d£−l d£−l ®Q¡M ®j−m ®cM¢R
−ke B¢j Af¡−lne ¢b−uV¡−ll h¡C−l, ®f¡ØV Af¡−l¢Vi l¦−jz Bj¡l ‘¡e ¢gl−Rz
‘¡e ¢gl−m B¢j ®Vl f¡C B¢j ®L¡eJ ®f¡ØV Af¡−l¢Vi l¦−jJ eC, B¢j l©fp¡
ec£l ®O¡m¡ S−m ö−u B¢Rz Bj¡l nl£l i¡p−R S−ml Jflz Q¡l¢c−L ®LE ®eC,
HL¡ B¢jz Ha HL¡ ®L¡eJ¢ce ®h¡d L¢l¢ez ®ke Bj¡l ®LE ®eC, ®L¡eJL¡−m
¢Rm e¡z Bj¡l h¡h¡ ®eC, j¡ ®eCz Bj¡l ®L¡eJ i¡C ®h¡e ®eCz Bj¡l ®L¡eJ hå¤
®eC, ®L¡eJ ®fТjL ®eC, ®L¡eJ ü¡j£ ®eCz Bj¡l ®L¡eJ ¢WL¡e¡ ®eC ®L¡b¡J
k¡Ju¡lz B¢j l©fp¡l S−ml Jfl ®im¡l ja ®i−p ®L¡b¡J k¡¢µR B¢j S¡¢e e¡z
kMe n¢š² ®S¡−V ¢e−S−L ®a¡m¡l, a¤−m B¢j e¡j−a k¡C ¢hR¡e¡ ®b−L, fb S¤−s
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f¡q¡−sl ja HL¢V h¡d¡, ®p¢V l¦âz h¢m, ®k−a c¡Jz HC fÐbj B¢j l¦â−L p−ð¡de
L¢lz l¦â fb ®R−s ¢c−m B¢j ®e−j ®fµR¡hM¡e¡ M¤yS−a b¡¢L AåL¡l q¡a−s
q¡a−sz ¢ejÀ¡‰ ¢Ry−s k¡−µR, q¡y−pl ja q¡yV−a b¡¢L Smq£e X¡P¡l AåL¡−lz
®fµR¡hM¡e¡u −fµR¡h eu, lš² h−u k¡u, l©fp¡l S−ml ¢c−L k¡uz BaÑe¡−cl n¢š²
Bj¡l ®eCz ®N¡P¡−a b¡¢L ApqÉ k¿»Z¡uz

fl¢ce l¦â kMe −h¢l−u k¡u Bj¡−L −g−m, Bj¡l Bh¡lJ HL¡ m¡N−a b¡−Lz
B¢j ¢WL h¤−T f¡C e¡ ¢L LaÑhÉ Bj¡lz nÄö−ll f¡ ®Vf¡, n¡ö¢sl EL¤e h¡R¡, −aø¡
®f−m f¡¢eV¡ H¢Nu¡ ®cJu¡, −N¡p−ml pju N¡jR¡V¡, e¡j¡−Sl pju S¡ue¡j¡SV¡!
Bj¡−L ¢L −O¡jV¡ j¡b¡u l¡æ¡O−l Y¤L−a q−h l¡æ¡ Ll−a, ®k−qa¤ H h¡¢sl hE
B¢j! Bj¡−L ¢L l¡æ¡O−ll ¢f¢s−a h−p ®fyu¡SV¡ lp¤eV¡ A¿¹a ®L−V ¢c−a q−h!
q¡y−pl ja ®qy−V l¡æ¡O−l Y¤¢Lz −N¡mf¡a¡l R¡E¢e ®cJu¡ l¡æ¡Ol, j¡¢Vl ®j−Tu
j¡¢Vl Q¤−m¡, Q¤−m¡l B…e ®b−L ®d¡yu¡ EW−R, ®ke Bm¡E¢Ÿ−el fÐc£f ®b−L JW¡
®d¡yu¡, C−µR L−l Hr¤¢e ®d¡yu¡ ®b−L °caÉ ®h¢l−u Bj¡−L h−m ¢cL, ¢L Ll¡ E¢Qa
Bj¡l, i¡a alL¡¢l l¡æ¡ Llh, e¡¢L l¦âl i¡C−h¡e−cl CnL¤−ml fs¡ ®c¢M−u
®ch, h−m ¢cL h¡¢sl j¡e¤o…−m¡ B¢j ¢L Ll−m M¤¢n q−h, h−m ¢cL ¢L Ll−m hm−h
hE¢V hs mrÈ£, hs i¡mz ¯c−aÉl ®cM¡ ®f−a B¢j ®d¡yu¡l ¢c−L H−N¡Cz l¡æ¡O−l
−kC e¡ j¡b¡ N¢m−u ¢cC, h£¢b h−m, HM¡−e Y¤L−R¡ ®Le? ®d¡yu¡u ¢VL−a f¡l−h e¡z
¢L LlR ®a¡jl¡ ®c¢Mz
¯c−aÉl A−fr¡u h−p e¡ ®b−L h¢m, B¢j ¢L ¢LR¤ Llh!
h£¢b q¡−p, l¦âl Bl ph i¡C ®h¡−el¡J q¡−pz Bj¡l Aü¢Ù¹ q−a b¡−Lz
Bj¡−L ¢WL ®L¡b¡u c¡ys¡−a q−h, ®L¡b¡u hp−a q−h, L¡l p−‰ Lb¡ hm−a q−h,
hm−m ¢L Lb¡ hm−a q−h Hph B¢j S¡¢e e¡z Bj¡l HL¡ m¡−Nz B¢j Q¡C â¦a
l¡a ®e−j Bp¤L, aMe B¢j S¡¢e, Bj¡−L ¢L Ll−a q−h, aMe Bj¡−L ö−a q−h,
O¤−j¡−a q−hz
l¡æ¡O−ll clS¡u c¡y¢s−u b¡L¡ Bj¡−L h£¢b h−m, a¤¢j ®N¡pm L−l e¡J! f−l
f¡¢e g¤¢l−u k¡−hz HMe ¢L Ll−a q−h H hÉ¡f¡−l ¢e¢ÕQ¿¹ q−u ®N¡pmM¡e¡u Y¤−L
−c¢M clS¡ B−R, ¢L¿º clS¡u ®L¡eJ ¢RV¢L¢e ®eCz pw−L¡−Q ®h¢l−u B¢pz ®c−M
h£¢b q¡p−a q¡p−a h−m,¢e¢µQ¿¹ j−e ®N¡pm L−l e¡J ®a¡, ®LE Y¤L−h e¡z Bj¡l
®N¡pm qu, ¢L¿º ¢e¢µQ¿¹ j−e qu e¡z
h¡lh¡l M−p ®k−a b¡L¡ ByQm¢V h¡lh¡l j¡b¡u a¤−m ¢c−a ¢c−a, ByQ−ml ®L¡Z
®V−e ByQm−L j¡b¡ ®b−L Mp−a e¡ ¢c−u, ¢e¢µQ¿¹ q−u, ö−u b¡L¡ n¡ö¢sl p¡j−e
¢N−u c¡ys¡−m l¦NÀ L−ã ay¡l e −R−m−j−ul j−dÉ h¡¢s−a Ef¢ÙÛa p¡aS−el
HLSe−L, HC al ®h±¢c−l hp−a ®c h−m Bf¡aa Bj¡−L ay¡l Qr¤l p¡j−e ®b−L
p¡c−l ¢h−cu L−l Qr¤ hå L−lez n¡ö¢sl O−ll f¡−n HL¢V O−l Bj−L hp−a
hm¡ qu, ¢hR¡e¡l HL ®L¡−Z h¢pz hE Lb¡ h−m e¡, hEHl ®cj¡N ®h¢n HlLj Lb¡
®ke −LE e¡ h−m, a¡C q¡−al L¡−R k¡−L f¡C ®R¡V ®R¡V i¡C ®h¡e, e¡j ¢S−‘p
L¢l, −L¡e CnL¤−m ®L¡e LÓ¡−p f−s ¢S−‘p L−l Ešl ®f−u h−p b¡¢L Q¤f q−u,
Bl ®L¡eJ fÐnÀ f¡C e¡ Ll¡l, Jl¡J ®L¡eJ fÐnÀ L−l e¡z i¡C−h¡e…−m¡
BÕQkÑlLj n¡¿¹, −L¡eJ ¢QvL¡l ®QyQ¡−j¢Q ®eC h¡¢s−az HaN¤−m¡ i¡C−h¡e b¡L−m
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 AhL¡n p¡l¡¢ce j¡−Rl h¡S¡l q−u b¡Laz ec£ ®b−L aç q¡Ju¡ B−p Ol…−m¡uz
−Lje ý ý L−lz Bj¡l HL¡ m¡−Nz ¢h−L−m h£¢b Bj¡−L ®p¡e¡l Nue¡ ®cu fl−az
®p¡e¡l Nue¡ e¡ fl−m pwp¡−l j¡e b¡−L e¡, a¡C j¡e h¡yQ¡−a h£¢bl ®cJu¡ i¡¢l
Nue¡ f−l h−p b¡L−a qu, ¢e−S−L ¢Lñ¤a m¡−N ®cM−az Bp−m L¡−e Nm¡u q¡−a
Ha AmwL¡l Bj¡−L j¡e¡u e¡z Bj¡l puJ e¡ Hphz j¡aª S¤−um¡−pÑ q¡mM¡a¡l
−ej¿¹æ ®M−a ¢N−u L¡−el mð¡ mð¡ c¤m ¢L−e ¢c−u¢R−me h¡h¡, phC q¡¢l−u−Rz B¢j
A−eLrZ f−l l¡M−a f¡¢l e¡ L¡−e ¢LR¤ ®p ®p¡e¡ ®q¡L l©−f¡ ®q¡L, L¡e Q¤m−L¡uz
BP¤−m ¢LR¤ fl−m BP¤m Q¤m−L¡u, M¤−m l¡¢M HM¡−e ®pM¡−e, hÉp AcªnÉ q−a pju
®eu e¡z j¡ B−rf L−le, ü−ZÑl Nue¡l ¢c−L Jl HLcj eSl e¡Cz LC ®k M¤Cm¡
l¡−M S¡−eJ e¡z A¢a¢bl¡ Q−m ®N−m h£¢bl Nue¡ M¤−m l¡¢M, ¢e−S−L HL SshÙ¹¤
h−m j−e qu, −ke f¤a¤m B¢j, Bj¡−L n¡¢s fl¡−e¡ q−µR, Nue¡ fl¡−e¡ q−µR, Bl
Bj¡l j¤−M ®L¡eJ l¡ ®eC, EW−a hm−m EW¢R, hp−a hm−m hp¢R Bl qÉy¡ ö−a
hm−mJ ö¢µRz

HC l¡−aJ l¦â h¡¢s ¢g−l Bj¡−L mr£¢V HLV¤ pqS qJ, Ha nš² L−l ®l−M¡
e¡, HLV¤ elj L−l¡ nl£l h−m h−m fÐnÙ¹ Ll¡ f−b fÐ−hn L−lz AåL¡l Ol¢V ®Q¡M
h¤−S ®b−L BlJ AåL¡l L−l B¢j kMe l¦âl ®cJu¡ k¿»Z¡ nl£l ®f−a ¢e¢µR,
¢e¢µR--qW¡v p¡l¡ nl£−l HL a£hÐ i¡m m¡N¡ j¡b¡ ®b−L f¡ Ah¢c ¢hc¤É−al ja
R¢s−u k¡uz B¢j ®pC ¢hc¤Év-Qj−L l¦âl ¢fW M¡j−Q d¢l cn e−Mz q¡yf¡−a b¡¢L,
q¡yf¡−a q¡yf¡−a h¢m, ¢L qm!
¢L qm a¡l ¢LR¤ h−m e¡ l¦âz Bj¡l ®p¡e¡ Bj¡l j¡¢eL Bj¡l mrÈ£ hE hm−a
hm−a ®p Bj¡l Jfl H¢m−u f−sz l¡−a HLh¡l eu, hýh¡l ®p Bj¡−L a£hÐ p¤M
®cuz HC p¤−M k¿»Z¡l pÀ¡u¤ ¢e¢×œ²u q−a b¡−Lz B¢j p¤−M, n£oÑp¤−M L¡al¡−a b¡¢Lz
L¡al¡−e¡ B¢j HLpju mr L¢l l¦â Bj¡l f¡−n ®eCz A−eLrZ ®p Bj¡l
f¡−n ®eCz
®L¡b¡u a¤¢j!
AåL¡−l m¡m HLV¤L−l¡ B…e SÅm−Rz B…e¢V es−Rz
−n¡−h e¡?
Bp¢Rz
m¡m B…e ¢e−h k¡u, ¢pN¡−lV ®no q−u k¡u M¡Ju¡, l¦â ah¤ ö−a B−p e¡z
Bj¡l B−h−n Ahn ae¤ Q¡C−R a¡−L ¢e¢hs L−l L¡−R, HL¢V q¡a ®g−m l¡¢M a¡l
h¡¢m−n, H−m a¡−L S¢s−u d−l O¤−j¡−h¡ h¡¢L l¡a, a¡l nl£−ll OË¡Z ¢e−a ¢e−a
O¤−j¡−h¡z Bh¡lJ X¡¢L, LC ®N−m!
−XV−ml Nå O−lz
¢L hÉ¡f¡l ®XV−ml Nå ®Le!
−XVm m¡N¡¢µR B¢jz AåL¡l ®b−L l¦âl Lãz
−Le, ¢L q−u−R?
nl£−l Q¤m−L¡¢e q−u−Rz
a¡ q−m h¤¢T ®XVm m¡N¡−a qu!
jmjJ ¢c¢µRz
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S¡¢e e¡z
B−m¡V¡ SÅ¡−m¡ ®a¡, ®c¢M ®L¡b¡J Q¤m−L¡−µR, ¢L jmj m¡N¡−µR¡ ®c¢Mz
l¦â B−m¡ ®SÅ−m Bp¢R h−m jmj ¢e−u Q−m ®Nm ®fµR¡hM¡e¡uz B−m¡l ¢e−Q
Bm¤b¡m¤ n¡¢s …¢R−u h−p b¡¢L A−fr¡uz l¦â H−m q¡a f¡ ®c¢M, O¤¢l−u ¢g¢l−u
®c¢M, −L¡eJ úÉ¡¢h−pl ¢Qq² ®eCz
−L¡b¡u Q¤m−L¡−µR?
l¦â Lb¡ e¡ h−m B−m¡ ¢e¢h−u ö−u f−sz f¡−n ö−u, a¡l h¤−Ll Jfl HL¢V
q¡a ®l−M h¢m,úÉ¡¢hp ®a¡ ®cM¢R e¡z
B−Rz
®L¡b¡u?
q−u−R JC S¡uN¡uz
JC S¡uN¡ ®L¡e S¡uN¡?
−f¢e−p q−u−Rz
−L¡b¡u?
®f¢e−pz
−XVm ¢cµR ®Le?
®XVm ®cJu¡ i¡m ®a¡z
®L¡eJ X¡š²¡l h−m−R ¢c−a?
e¡z
jmj ¢c−u−R ®L? ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡l?
e¡z ¢e−S ¢L−e¢Rz
HC jmj ¢L L¡−S ®c−h?
S¡¢e e¡z
a¡q−m ¢cµR ®Le! f¡l−j¢bËe jmj m¡N¡−a qu úÉ¡¢hp q−mz M¤h Q¤m−L¡u ¢L?
qÉ¡y Q¤m−L¡uz Bh¡l −N¡V¡ q−u−Rz
−R¡V?
Aa ®R¡V e¡z
hs qJu¡l ®a¡ Lb¡ euz hs q−h ®Le?
hsCz
X¡š²¡¢l Evp¡−q E−W h−p, B−m¡ −SÅ−m, h¢m, ®c¢M ®a¡ ¢LlLj!
l¦â ¢e−Ql ¢c−L e¡j¡−a b¡−L m¤¢‰z ®m¡jn nl£l BlJ ®m¡jn q−u Bp−R
¢e−Q, −m¡jn q−a q−a HL¢V n£am f¤l¦o¡‰z f¤l¦o¡−‰l ®N¡s¡u HL¢V m¡m g¤mz
HC h¡plnkÉ¡u Bj¡l fÐbj l¡¢œk¡f−e ®LE ®L¡eJ g¤m ¢h¢R−u ®cu¢ez e¡
®N¡m¡f,e¡ N¡yc¡, e¡ Sh¡, e¡ Sy¤Cz l¦âl f¤l¦o¡−‰l g¤m¢VC Bj¡−L g¤mnkÉ¡ ®cuz
¢L¿º HlLj f¤l¦o¡‰ B¢j A−eL ®c−M¢Rz f¤l¦o¡−‰l HC O¡ M¤h ®Qe¡ O¡z
q¡pf¡a¡−m, −k±e−l¡N-h¢q¢hÑi¡−N f¤l¦o-®l¡N£l¡ m¤¢‰ ¢e−Ql ¢c−L e¡¢j−u ¢WL Hje
O¡ C ®cM¡u, ®k O¡…−m¡−L ®k±e−l¡−Nl X¡š²¡l ¢p¢g¢m−pl O¡ h−m ¢Q¢q²a L−le, ®k
O¡…−m¡ ¢el¡fc c§laÅ ®b−L A−eL ®c−M¢Rz l¦âl O¡ k¢cJ ¢p¢g¢m−pl O¡ Hl ja
®cM−a, ¢L¿º HL¢V O¡ AeÉ HL¢V O¡ Hl ja ®cM−a ®a¡ q−a f¡−l! ¢eÕQuC A−eL
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 ¢el£q O¡ B−R, ®cM−a AeÉ L¤v¢pa O¡ Hl jaz ¢eÕQuC B−R, je h−m, B−Rz
L−h q−u−R H¢V?
HC ®a¡ cn h¡−l¡¢ce B−Nz
lš² ®h−l¡u?
e¡z
l¦âl Bl ®k ®l¡NC ®q¡L, ¢p¢g¢mp qJu¡l ®L¡eJ L¡lZ ®eCz B¢j AeÉ AeÉ
®l¡−Nl Lb¡ i¡h−a b¡¢Lz H ¢L HL¢Sj¡ e¡¢L ®p¡¢lJ¢pp! e¡¢L ¢fe¡Cm
fÉ¡¢fEmp! e¡¢L ®lCV¡lp ¢pe−XÊ¡j! e¡¢L −fj¢gN¡p!
−fCe B−R?
l¦â j¡b¡ e¡−sz ®eCz
HC ®eC¢VC AeÉ ph pñ¡he¡−L eø L−l ®cuz ¢p¢g¢m−pl O¡H ®L¡eJ hÉb¡
b¡−L e¡z
®fCe ¢L HLV¤J ®eC?
i¡h−R l¦âz i¡−h¡ l¦â, BlJ i¡−h¡, BlJ HLV¤ i¡h−m a¤¢j ¢eÕQuC j−e
Ll−a f¡l−h ®k ®a¡j¡l hÉb¡ B−Rz
l¦â j¡b¡ e¡−s Bh¡lJz ®eCz
BµR¡ a¤¢j ¢L −L¡eJ A−Qe¡ ®m¡−Ll −L¡eJ ®e¡wl¡ ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u−R¡? ®a¡u¡−m
hÉhq¡l L−l−R¡ L¡lJ!
j¡b¡ e¡−s Hh¡lJz e¡z
l¡¢Su¡ ®hNj e¡−jl HL ®m¢ML¡ Q¡ h¡N¡−el nТjL−cl ¢e−u HL¢V EfeÉ¡p
®mM¡l SeÉ ¢p−m−Vl Q¡ h¡N¡−e ¢ae j¡p ¢R−mez HlLj ¢L q−a f¡−l l¦â ®L¡eJ
L¢ha¡ ¢mM−a, h¡ ®L¡eJ NÒf, ®L¡eJ N−Òfl fÐ−u¡S−e ®L¡eJ N¢ZL¡m−u ®N−R,
®pM¡−e ¢LR¤ hÉhq¡l L−l−R, −a¡u¡−m h¡ ¢LR¤z −fµR¡hM¡e¡u ¢LR¤ R¤y−u−R, Jph
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Ji¡−h ¢p¢g¢mp Rs¡u e¡, ah¤ ¢S−‘p L¢l, k¢c Rs¡u! k¢c ®L¡eJ e¡ ®L¡eJ i¡−h
®L¡eJ g¡yL ®g¡Ls ¢c−u fÐ−hn L−l!
a¤¢j ¢L ®L¡eJ L¡l−Z fТØV¢VEn¡−e ¢N−u−R¡z dl ®mM¡−m¢Ml L¡l−Z h¡ ¢LR¤?
−Le, e¡ ®a¡!
Lr−e¡ k¡J¢e?
e¡qz
B¢j M¤yS¢R BlJ BlJ L¡lZ, HlLj ®cM−a O¡ Hl AeÉ L¡lZz M¤yS¢Rz
M¤yS¢Rz l¦âl ®a¡ HC fÐbj L¡lJ p−‰ nl£−ll pÇfLÑ, Bj¡l ®kjez HjeC ®a¡
qJu¡l Lb¡z i¡mh¡p¡l ¢eujC −a¡ Hjez k¡−L i¡mh¡¢p, a¡l SeÉ nl£l M¡e¡
®a¡m¡ b¡−Lz nl£−ll ®N¡fe Ni£l p¤M…−m¡ ®a¡m¡ b¡−Lz l¦âl O¡-¢Vl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u
b¡¢Lz a−h ®Le HC O¡? HC O¡ ®a¡ Bl ®L¡eJ O¡ Hl ja m¡N−R e¡! q¡l−fp
¢pj−fÔ„, h¡ ®S¢eV¡m Ju¡VÑp k¢c qu, −pJ ®a¡ −p„¤u¡¢m VÊ¡¾p¢j−VX ¢X¢SS! dl¡
k¡L H¢V ¢p¢g¢mp, ¢L¿º ¢p¢g¢mp l¦âl nl£−l ®L¡e f−b Y¤L−h! ®p k¢c ®L¡eJ¢ce
®L¡eJ N¢ZL¡m−u e¡ k¡u! Ni£l i¡he¡u jNÀ B¢jz O¡-¢V−L R¤y−u ®c¢M, X¡e ®b−L
®c¢M, h¡y ®b−L ®c¢Mz O¡ Hl BL¡l BLª¢a ®c¢Mz lw ®c¢Mz

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 H−Lh¡−l ¢p¢g¢m−pl O¡ Hl ja −cM−az −Q¡M h−m, je hm−a Q¡u e¡z ¢L¿º
¢p¢g¢mp qJu¡l ®a¡ −L¡eJ L¡lZ ®eCz a−h ¢L q−a f¡−l H¢V! c¤ i¤l¦l j¡TM¡−e
i¡yS f−s Bj¡lz
BµR¡, ®a¡j¡l ¢L ®L¡b¡J −L¡eJ ®j−ul p−‰ ®L¡eJ lLj pÇfLÑ q−u−Rz
B−h¡m a¡−h¡m ¢L hmR a¤¢j!
l¦â m¤¢‰ Jf−l a¤−m ®euz O¡ ®Y−L k¡uz
ö−u fs ®a¡z A−eL l¡a q−u−Rz
l¡a ®q¡L, Bj¡l ¢eâ¡ E−h ®N−Rz HC O¡¢Vl L¡lZ S¡e¡l SeÉ B¢j EcNË£hz
−L¡eJ lLj ®jm¡−jn¡ R¡s¡ Hje HL¢V O¡ ®Le q−a k¡−h!
®a¡j¡l h¡h¡−L ®c¢M−u−R¡?
e¡z
c¤ pç¡q d−l H¢V, ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R ®N−m e¡ ®Le?
k¡C¢ez
fl£r¡ e¡ L−l jmj m¡N¡−m O¡ ®a¡ k¡−h e¡z
l¦â a¡l c¡¢s Q¤m−L¡−a b¡−Lz ¢LR¤ ¢e−u M¤h i¡h−m −p HC L−lz
B¢j qW¡v h¢m, S¡−e¡, fТØV¢VEV−cl p−‰ ¢l−mn¡e q−m HlLj O¡ quz
a¤¢j ¢eÕQuC ®L¡eJ fТØV¢VE−Vl L¡−R k¡J¢e! fÐnÀ L¢lz
e¡z l¦âl hlg-Lãz
p¢aÉC ®a¡ a¤¢j k¡J¢e? HC fÐbj ®a¡ Bj¡l p−‰ ®a¡j¡l pÇfLÑ, a¡C e¡!
l¦âl j¤M¢V qW¡v hc−m k¡uz L¡−m¡ i¤l¦ c¤−V¡ S−s¡ q−a b¡−Lz ®ke a¡l k¿»Z¡
q−µR nl£−l ®L¡b¡Jz A−eLrZ a¡¢L−u b¡−L Bj¡l −Q¡−Mz ®Qø¡ L−lJ B¢j
fs−a f¡¢l e¡ a¡l ®Q¡−Ml i¡o¡z
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¢N−u¢Rz
f¡s¡ j¡−e?
®hnÉ¡f¡s¡z
¢N−u−R¡? ®Le?
−k L¡l−Z −m¡−Ll¡ k¡uz
¢L L¡l−Z?
l¦â Lb¡ h−m e¡z Bj¡l j¡b¡¢V ¢L ¢Tj¢Tj Ll−R? h¤−Ll j−dÉ ¢L ýsj¤s L−l
HL¢V nÄ¡pLø Y¤−L ®Nm? në…−m¡ B−Nl ®Q−u d£−l EµQ¡¢laz ül¢V i¡P−R,
L¡yf−Rz

−L¡eJ fТØV¢VE−Vl p−‰ ö−u−R¡?

Lb¡ hm−R e¡z a¡l ®Q¡Mc¤−V¡ f¡bl q−u B−Rz
hm, hm−R¡ e¡ ®Le, hmz
Bj¡l c¤−Q¡−M BL¤ma¡, hm e¡, a¤¢j e¡ hm l¦âz e¡ hmz HL¢V e¡ n−ël
Bn¡u B¢j ®j¡qNË−Ù¹l ja h−p b¡¢Lz
qÉ¡yz l¦â h−mz
¢L, ®p„¤u¡m ¢l−mn¡e q−u−R?
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 ¢e−Sl ül−L B¢j ¢Qe−a f¡¢l e¡, ®ke H Bj¡l L˜ül eu, AeÉ L¡lJz ®ke
HL¢V k−¿» ®h¡a¡j ¢V−f ®cJu¡ q−u−R, k¿»¢V Lb¡ hm−Rz
qÉy¡z
B−m¡ SÅm−R O−l, AbQ AåL¡l O¢e−u Bp−R Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−ez B¢j
¢exnÄ¡p ¢e−a f¡l¢R e¡z A−eLrZ B¢j ®L¡eJ ¢exnÄ¡p ¢e−a f¡¢l e¡z Bj¡l p¡j−e
H ¢L ®L¡eJ ®k±e−l¡N£, e¡¢L H l¦â! Bj¡l −fТjL, Bj¡l ü¡j£! Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p qu
e¡ H l¦â, ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡l Hl p−‰ Bj¡l hRl hRl d−l ®fÐjz
¢N−u−R¡ L−h?
HC ®a¡ c¤ pç¡q B−Nz
HLh¡lC ¢N−u−R¡?
qÉy¡z
Bl −L¡eJ¢ce k¡J¢e?
e¡z
−a¡j¡l O¡ ®a¡ c¤ pç¡q ®b−L!
qɡyz
−k¢ce pÇfLÑ q−u−R, ®p¢ceC ®a¡ O¡ qu e¡z q−a ¢LR¤ pju ®euz j−e L−l
®c−M¡ HLh¡−ll ®h¢n BlJ ¢N−u−R¡ ¢L e¡z
l¦â Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml ¢c−L A−eLrZ AfmL a¡¢L−u ®b−L d£−l h−m, BlJ
¢N−u¢Rz
¢e−Sl L¡e−L ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡z Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p q−a Q¡u e¡ ®k B¢j l¦âl S£h−e
fÐbj ®j−u eC! A−eLrZ Ji¡−hC ¢eØf¾c h−p b¡¢Lz
Bj¡−L ®a¡ LMeJ hm¢e Hph?
h¢m¢ez
−Le hm¢e?
l¦â c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−mz n¡c¡ ®cu¡−ml ¢c−L a¡¢L−u S¡¢e e¡ ¢L ®c−M ®p, ®L¡eJ
Ešl ®cu e¡z
−hnÉf¡s¡, a¡C e¡? ®L¡b¡u ®pV¡?
h¡¢en¡¿¹¡uz
h¡¢en¡¿¹¡ ®L¡b¡u?
HC h¾c−lCz
−Le k¡J? a¤¢j e¡ Bj¡−L i¡mh¡p?
i¡m ®a¡ h¡¢pCz
i¡mh¡p−m AeÉ L¡E−L R¤y−u−R¡ ¢L L−l? Bj¡−L Ha¢ce a¤¢j ¢j−bÉ Lb¡
h−mR, h−mR a¤¢j Bj¡−L R¡s¡ Bl L¡E−L ØfnÑ Ll¢e ®L¡eJ¢cez S¡−e¡, Bj¡l
¢hnÄ¡p q−µR e¡ Hph ¢LR¤!

Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−a Lø qu l¦â AeÉ ®L¡eJ ®j−ul p−‰ ö−u−R, ®ki¡−h Bj¡l
p−‰ ®p ö−u−Rz ®ki¡−h Bj¡l j¤−M h¤−L Q¤j¤ ®M−u−R ®pi¡−h Bl L¡E−L ®M−u−Rz
¢hnÄ¡p Ll−a Lø qu l¦â Bl L¡lJ Ni£−l fÐ−hn L−l−R Hjez j−e q−a b¡−L
j¡Tpj¤−â Bj¡l al£¢V X¤−h ®N−Rz B¢j X¤−h k¡¢µR, kac§l −Q¡M k¡u, ®LE ®eC,
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¢LR¤ ®eCz B¢j HL¡, B¢j X¤h¢Rz Bj¡l BL¡n ®i−P f−s−R, Bj¡l SNa¢V M™
M™ q−u ¢RV−L f−s−R, ¢RV−L fs¡ V¤L−l¡…−m¡ Ns¡−a Ns¡−a pj¤−â a¢m−u k¡−µRz
L§m¢Le¡l¡q£e Eš¡m pj¤−â MsL¤−V¡ ®eC, B¢j X¤h¢Rz B¢j ®ke B¢j eC, AeÉ
®LEz ®pC AeÉ ®LEHl SeÉ Bj¡l Lø q−a b¡−Lz Lø¢V Bj¡l pÀ¡u¤a−¿» f¡L
®M−u ®M−u e¡j−a b¡−L h¤−Lz h¤−Ll j−dÉ fª¢bh£l pjÙ¹ f¡bl H−p ®ke Q¡f ¢c−µRz
−L¡eJ në EµQ¡lZ Ll¡l p¡jbÑ Bj¡l ®eCz B¢j ®h¡dh¤¢Ü q¡¢l−u ý ý L−l L¡y¢c,
p¡l¡l¡a L¡y¢cz ®Q¡−Ml S−m ¢i−S ®k−a b¡−L Bj¡l h¡¢mn, n¡¢s, ¢hR¡e¡l Q¡clz
l¦âl q¡a d−l f¡ d−l B¢j L¡y¢c, hm hm ®k a¤¢j ¢j−bÉ Lb¡ h−m−R¡z hm ®k a¤¢j
L¡lJ L¡−R k¡J¢ez L¡lJ p−‰ ®n¡J¢ez hm hmz
f¡b−ll ja Ù¹ìa¡ l¦âlz gÉ¡L¡−p j¤−M −p Bj¡l L¡æ¡ ®c−M p¡l¡l¡az
L¡æ¡ ®c−M ®p pL¡m, c¤f¤l, ¢h−Lmz e¡ M¡Ju¡ e¡ e¡Ju¡ Bj¡l L¡æ¡ ®c−M ®p
p¡l¡¢cez ¢e−S ®p e¡u, M¡uz ¢e−S ®p Bl ¢c−el ja k¡fe L−l ¢cez O¤−j¡−a
Q¡C, ph i¤−m O¤−j¡−a Q¡Cz ¢L¿º O¤j ®a¡ Bp−R e¡z O¤−jl Jo¤d Q¡C−m a¡l h¡h¡l
X¡š²¡lM¡e¡ ®b−L l¦â c¤ f¡a¡ ¢pX¡¢„e H−e ®cuz M¤y−S c¤ f¡a¡ ®f−u−R, c¤ f¡a¡C
¢c−u−Rz c¤ f¡a¡l L¤¢s¢V h¢s ®b−L HL¢V h¢s öd¤ a¤−m ®ehz HL¢V h¢s öd¤ M¡h,
Hlfl −j¡V L¤¢s¢ce ®ke h¢s ®M−u O¤−j¡−a f¡¢lz ¢L¿º h¢s kMe l¦âl Bs¡−m
B¢j L¤¢s¢VC HLh¡−l ®M−u ¢eC, ®p¢ceC, ®pC ¢h−L−m, B¢j c§−l Q−m k¡−h¡ ah¤
Bj¡−l ®ch e¡ i¤¢m−al ®L¡eJ p¤l Bj¡l −ial ¢Rm e¡, Q¡¢µRm¡j c§−l Q−m ®k−a,
Bj¡−L l¦â i¤−m k¡L, LMeJ Bl j−e e¡ Ll¦L B¢j e¡−j ®LE ¢Rm a¡l S£h−ez
¢e−Sl HC A¢Ù¹aÅ−L Bj¡l Bl ®j¡−VJ j−e q¢µRm e¡ B¢j hqe Ll−a f¡lh, j−e
q¢µRm e¡ ®k Bj¡l S£h−el ®L¡eJ j§mÉ Bl B−Rz j−e q¢µRm e¡ a£hÐ HC Lø…−m¡
¢e−u a£hÐ HC Afj¡e…−m¡ ¢e−u B¢j Bl HL¢V j¤q§aJ Ñ h¡yQ−a f¡lh ®h¢nz
L¡¢Pra jªa¤Él ¢c−L B¢j kMe ®c±−s k¡¢µR, Bj¡−L ®fRe ®b−L M¡j−Q b¡j¡m
®LEz kMe ¢g¢l−u Be¡ qm JC fb ®b−L ®c¢M nš² em Bj¡l e¡−L, f¡−n c¡y¢s−u
B−Re l¦âl X¡š²¡l h¡h¡z ¢ho ®hl qm nl£l ®b−L, ¢L¿º je ®b−L HL−g¡yV¡ ¢ho
®hl qu¢e, je jl−a b¡−Lz Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e jªa¤Ék¿»Z¡u L¡al¡−a b¡−L jez
p¡l¡l¡a jªa je−L f¡−n ¢e−u ¢eOѤj L¡V¡Cz
−i¡−ll B−m¡ g¤V−m h¢m, B¢j Hr¤¢e k¡hz
l¦â °a¢l quz HLh¡lJ h−m e¡, BlJ c¤¢ce b¡−L¡ h¡ ¢LR¤z h¡¢sl ph¡C
Ah¡L,L£ hÉ¡f¡l, qW¡v Q−m k¡µR ®kz
l¦â J−cl h−m,Jl ®k−a q−hz −Le ®k−a q−h, a¡ ¢LR¤ h−m e¡z e¡Ù¹¡ ®M−a
h−m Jl¡, B¢j e¡ h¢mz
m−’l ®ia−l ®fµR¡−hl T¡yS¡−m¡ Bl j¡−Rl Byn−V N−å h¡l¡¾c¡u c¡y¢s−u
œ²j¡Na ®i¡y n−ël j−dÉ c¡y¢s−u Bj¡l N¡ …−m¡u, p¡l¡l¡a ®S−N ®b−L ®Ly−c
®i¡−ll q¡Ju¡ ¢e−a ¢N−u h¢j L−l i¡p¡C m−’l h¡l¡¾c¡z l¦â −m¡−Ll ¢i−s h−p
−fR−e O¡s ®g−m O¤−j¡−µR, q¡y q−u B−R j¤Mz HC ®m¡L¢V−L Bj¡l ®Qe¡ ®LE h−m
j−e qu e¡z j−e qu e¡ HC j¡e¤o¢V Bj¡l ®LE quz
mð¡ m’ k¡œ¡, a−a¡¢dL mð¡ −lm k¡œ¡ ¢exn−ë g¤−l¡uz −lm k¡œ¡ g¤−l¡−m¡
¢exn−ëz ph ®S−eJ jªa je−L h¡lh¡l h−m¢R, J Bp−m AeÉ ®l¡Nz AeÉ O¡z
−k±e¡−‰ ®a¡ La lLj O¡ q−a f¡−lz B¢j ¢L Bl ph S¡¢e, HMeJ X¡š²¡l
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 qJu¡l ®Yl h¡¢L Bj¡lz fl£r¡ L−l HLh¡l ®c¢M e¡ ®Le O¡- ¢V! qua HjeJ
q−a f¡−l, H¢V ea¤e HLlLj i¡Cl¡p ®l¡Nz HjeJ q−a f¡−l, l¦â Bj¡l p−‰
jS¡ Ll−R h−m ®k ®p ®hnÉ¡m−u ®N−R, HL¡¢dLh¡l ®N−Rz ®p ¢eÕQu Bj¡−L
HL¢ce Qj−L ®c−h h−m, ®k ph ¢j−bÉ ¢Rm, k¡ ®p h−m−Rz Bj¡−L fl£r¡ L−l−R
®p, LaV¤L¤ a¡−L ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l, a¡l fl£r¡z l¡a L¡¢V−u−R, ®klLj l¡a Bj¡l p−‰
L¡V¡−a ®p h¡l h¡l ®Q−u−Rz
Y¡L¡u ®e−j ®c¢M Y¡L¡ j¤M b¤h−s f−s B−R AåL¡−ll f¡−uz nql¢V Ha ¢fÊu
Bj¡l, Ha fСZh¿¹ nql¢V−L j−e qu ¢e−Ù¹Sz l¡−a j¤qÇjcf¤−l l¦âl i¡s¡
h¡¢s¢V−a k¡CzHL¢V f−s¡ f−s¡ ¢aeam¡ h¡¢s, h¡¢s¢Vl ®c¡am¡u l¦âl c¤−V¡ Ol,
HL¢V T¤m h¡l¡¾c¡, O−ll h¡C−l −R¡– HL¢V l¡æ¡Ol, Bl L¢l−X¡l ®f¢l−u HL¢V
jmj§¤œ−N¡p−ml S¡uN¡, ®p¢V h¡¢sAm¡J hÉhq¡l L−l, l¦âJz M¤h ®h¢n¢ce qu¢e ®p
H¢V i¡s¡ ¢e−u−Rz c¤−V¡ O−ll HL¢V ®n¡h¡l, HL¢V fs¡lz fs¡l O−l ®V¢hm ®Qu¡l
Bl hC l¡M¡l HL¢V a¡L, hC−u Ef−Q fs−R a¡L¢Vz S¡uN¡ ®eC h−m hC ®j−Tu,
R¢s−u eu, ®N¡R¡−e¡z ®n¡h¡l O−ll ¢hR¡e¡¢VJ ®N¡R¡−e¡z l¦â M¤h ®N¡R¡−e¡ j¡e¤oz
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h¢mz l¦âJ ¢e−S−L h−m H−m¡−j−m¡, …¢R−uC k¢c ®p l¡−M a−h −Le H−m¡−j−m¡?
a−h ¢L a¡l ¢eu¿»Zq£e S£he¢V−L ®h¡T¡−a ®p H−m¡−j−m¡ në¢V hÉhq¡l L−l! c¤C
S£h−e HL¢V n−ël A−bÑl L£ i£oZ f¡bÑLÉ! Bj¡−L O−l ®l−M l¦â −h¢l−u k¡u
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i¡mh¡p−a¡ l¦âz −L ®p k¡−L hm−R Bj¡l N¡e Bj¡l pLm L¢ha¡ ®a¡j¡l SeÉC
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m¡mh¡−N j¡j¡l h¡¢sz JM¡−e ¢Rm¡jz ®e¢m q−µR Bj¡l j¡¢jl ®h¡ez J h¡¢s−aC
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j¡¢jl ®h¡e q−m ®a¡ ®a¡j¡l M¡m¡ quz
qÉ¡y M¡m¡ quz
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l¦â j¡b¡ e¡−s, Llaz hu−p ®k a¡l ®Q−u A−eL hs a¡l M¡m¡ ®p Lb¡J h−mz
−Lhm ¢L ®fÐjC Ll−a? e¡¢L BlJ ¢LR¤?
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p‰j ¢n−M−Rz
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Jph a¡q−m ®e¢m−L ¢e−u −mM¡?
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f−s¢Rm¡j, i¡h−m HMe q¡¢p f¡uz
a¡ −a¡j¡l ®fТjL¡ ®e¢m HMe ®L¡b¡u?
HL j¡ØV¡−ll p−‰ ¢h−u q−u¢Rmz a¡m¡L q−u ®N−Rz HMe m¡mh¡−N B−Rz
k¡J e¡ Jl L¡−R? ¢N−u l¡a L¡V¡J e¡ Jl p−‰? −a¡j¡l M¡m¡l p−‰?
h¡−S Lb¡ ®h¡−m¡ e¡z
h¡−S Lb¡ h¤¢T?
h¡−S Lb¡C ®a¡z
l¦âl ®Q¡−Ml ®ial m¡m l−š²l ®lM¡, ph¤S¡i c¡N, ®Q¡−M Hph ¢L ¢S−‘p
Ll¡−a l¦â HLh¡l h−m¢Rm, nÉ¡Jm¡ S−j−Rz nÉ¡Jm¡ Sj¡ ®Q¡M l¦â Bj¡l ®Q¡−M
®g−m −l−M A−eLrZ, h−m,J fÐÙ¹¡h ¢c−u¢Rm, l¡¢S qC¢ez
−Le? −a¡j¡l ®a¡ L¡lJ p−‰ HC pÇf−LÑ ®k−a ®L¡eJ h¡d¡ ®eC! l¡¢S q−h e¡
®Le?
Jl p−‰ ®a¡ q©c−ul ®L¡eJ pÇfLÑ ®eC, pÇfLÑ ®a¡j¡l p−‰z
h¡q, −hn i¡m e£¢a ®a¡j¡lz k¡l p−‰ q©c−ul pÇfLÑ j¡−e k¡−L i¡mh¡−p¡ a¡l
p−‰C ®n¡J öd¤, q¡p−a q¡p−a h¢m, a¡q−m ®hnÉ¡−cl ¢L Ll? i¡m−h−p J−cl
p−‰ ö−a k¡J?
l¦â ®L¡eJ Ešl e¡ ¢c−u E−W k¡uz c¤−V¡ L¡−f f¡¢e ¢e−u B−pz Qm ®M−u ¢ez
M¡h¡l W¡™¡ q−u k¡−µRz a¡s¡ ®cuz
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Bj¡lz
Aa£−al Lb¡ V¡e−R¡ ®Le?
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−L¡eJ Ešl ®cu e¡ l¦âz ®M−a ®M−a B¢j a¡−L ®c¢Mz Ha ®Qe¡ a¡l
M¡Ju¡l, a¡l q¡a ®d¡Ju¡l, j¤M ®j¡R¡l, Ha ®Qe¡ a¡l ¢pN¡−l−V B…e dl¡h¡l,
¢pN¡−lV ®g¡yL¡l i¢‰!
l¦â fÐp‰ f¡ÒV¡u L¢ha¡ f−sz ®Q±ŸC ®ghЦu¡¢l−a plL¡¢l B−c−n f¤¢mn VÊ¡L
Q¡¢m−u ¢c−u¢Rm R¡œ ¢j¢R−mz VÊ¡−Ll am¡u ¢fø q−u−R AN¤e¢a j¡e¤oz ¯ül¡Q¡−ll
¢hl¦−Ü fТah¡c h¡s−R, Bl plL¡¢l B−c−n …¢m Q¡m¡−µR f¤¢mn ¢el£q j¡e¤−ol h¤L
mr L−lz
B¢j ®a¡j¡−L Bl OªZ¡ Ll−a Q¡C e¡,
B¢j b¤a¤ ¢c−a Q¡C Smf¡C h¡¢qe£l j¤−M-
k¡l¡ ¢nö HL¡−X¢j, e£m−ra l−š² ¢i¢S−u−R,
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 k¡l¡ ¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡m−u f¡¢W−u−R …¢m¢hÜ m¡n,
h¤−Vl am¡u ¢f−o k¡l¡ M¤e L−l−R j¡e¤o,
BS ®pC Smf¡C h¡¢qe£l lš² ¢e−a Q¡Cz ..
l¦â HL¢Vl fl HL¢V L¢ha¡ fs−Rz i¡¢l L−˜, Øfø EµQ¡l−Zz
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Bjl¡ AlZÉ S£h−e n¡¢¿¹ ¢g¢l−u H−e¢R,
BS HCph A¢aL¡u Lc¡L¡l heÉj¡e¤o…−m¡ ¢ej§Ñm L−l
Bjl¡ Bh¡l pja¡l fª¢bh£ h¡e¡−h¡,
pÇfc Bl Be−¾cl fª¢bh£ h¡e¡−h¡z nÐj Bl fÐn¡¢¿¹l fª¢bh£ h¡e¡−h¡z
®j−Tu Bd−n¡u¡ q−u L¢ha¡ öe−a öe−a B¢j i¤−m ®k−a b¡¢L ®j¡wm¡ h¾c−l
O−V k¡Ju¡ ®L¡eJ OVe¡z −ke Q–NË¡j ®b−L pl¡p¢l B¢j Y¡L¡u H−p¢R, l¦â−L ®pC
B−Nl ja B¢j i¡mh¡¢p, a¡l S£h−el L¤v¢pa ®e¡wl¡ ®Qq¡l¡¢V Bj¡l ®cM¡ qu¢ez
B¢j j¤‡ a¡¢L−u b¡¢L, ¢hm£e q−a b¡¢L a¡l h¢mù L−˜, p−Qae në¡hm£−a, j−e
q−a b¡−L l¦â Bj¡l −LhmC HL hå¤, Bj¡l ®fТjL eu, ü¡j£ euz L¢ha¡l
M¡a¡¢V f¡−n ®l−M l¦â S¡e¡m¡u ¢ÙÛl a¡¢L−u h−m Bj¡l HLV¡ M¤h ü−fÀl Lb¡
®a¡j¡−L h¢mz B¢j ¢j¢R−m jl−a Q¡C …¢m ®M−uz −Q¡Mc¤−V¡u c¤ ®g¡yV¡ üfÀ,
®Q¡Mc¤−V¡ a¡l l¡−al BL¡−nl c¤−V¡ a¡l¡z jªa¤É ¢e−u L¡E−L Hje üfÀ ®cM−a
®c¢M¢e B−Nz ¢j¢R−m jl−a l¦â ®Le Q¡u! a¡−L ¢e−u ®ke ¢j¢Rm qu, B−¾c¡me
S−j J−W, ®ke ®p Ajl q−u b¡−L! jªa¤É i¡he¡¢V Bj¡−L ØfnÑ Ll−a b¡−L, ®pC
ØfnÑ p¢l−u l¦â Bj¡−L Q¤j¤ M¡uz Q¤j¤ ®M−a ®M−a Bj¡l nl£l ®p HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l
Ahn Ll−a b¡−Lz Ahn q−a b¡¢L, i¤−m ®k−a b¡¢L B¢j ®L B¢j ®L¡−›−L,
Bj¡l p−‰ l¦âl pÇfLÑ, ®ke B¢j eC, H AeÉ ®LE, l¦âl ®fТjL¡, ®k ®fТjL¡−L
¢e−u −p A−eL L¢ha¡ ¢m−M−Rz ®pC ®fТjL¡−L ®p Bcl Ll−R, ®fТjL¡ nl£l i−l
l¦âl Bcl ¢e−µRz l¦â a¡l h¤−Ll L¡fs M¤−m ¢e−µRz pjÙ¹ nl£l ¢c−u i¡mh¡p−R
a¡l pjÙ¹ nl£lz a¡l fТa A‰ m¡¢N L¡yc−R a¡l fТa A‰z HL nl£l q¡¢l−u k¡−µR
B−lL nl£−lz p¤−M, a£hÐ p¤−M −fТjL¡ S¢s−u dl−R ®fТj−Ll nl£lz kMe ph ®b−j
k¡u, kMe ®Qae ®g−l, ®fТjL¡ q¡y−pl ja ®qy−V −k±e¡−‰ k¿»Z¡ ¢e−u ®fµR¡h Ll−a
k¡uz ®g¡yV¡ ®g¡yV¡ lš² Tl−a b¡−L f−b, ®g¡yV¡ ®g¡yV¡ lš² ®fµR¡hM¡e¡uz aMe ®p
Bl ®fТjL¡ eu l¦âlz aMe ®p B¢j, l¦âl hE B¢jz H ¢L qm! Hje ®a¡ qJu¡l
Lb¡ ¢Rm e¡z ¢L L−l B¢j l¦âl p−‰ ¢j¢ma q−u¢R Bh¡l, Bh¡l ®Le B¢j a¡−L
Bj¡l nl£l ØfnÑ Ll−a ¢c−u¢R? ®p ®a¡ HC c¡¢h l¡−M e¡z a¡l p−‰ JC l¡−al
flC ¢L Bj¡l pÇfLÑ ®no qu¢e? ®no q−u−R ¢eÕQuCz a−h ®S−eJ ®Le B¢j
HL¢V Ap¤M a¡l nl£l ®b−L Bh¡l ¢e−u¢Rz ®Le HC i¤mz ®Le Bh¡l f¡−fl p−‰
¢e−S−L Ss¡−e¡! −Le Bh¡l −l¡−Nl S£h¡Z¤¤ ¢e−Sl nl£−l ¢e−u ¢e−S−L Ap¤ÙÛ Ll¡!
¢R ¢R! ¢e−S−L B¢j ¢L HLV¤J i¡mh¡¢p e¡z p¡d L−l ®LE Ap¤ÙÛ q−a Q¡u! HL¢V
®e¡wl¡ ®l¡N ¢e−a Q¡u ¢e−Sl l−š²! e¡¢L JC ®k±ep¤M HjeC p¤M ®k B¢j Hl N¡−u
®m−N b¡L¡ pwœ²¡jL Ap¤M¢Vl Lb¡ i¤−m k¡¢µR! S¡¢e e¡z B¢j ¢LR¤C S¡¢e e¡!
¢e−Sl Jfl l¡N qu, OªZ¡ quz Bh¡l HJ j−e qu, ®l¡−Nl S£h¡Z¤ ®a¡ Y¤−LC ®N−R
Bj¡l l−š²!öÜa¡ ®a¡ ®N−RC nl£l ®b−L, a¡q−m Bl ¢L−pl fТa−l¡d! −k S£h¡Z¤
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h¡d¡ ®L¡b¡u! ¢e−S−L HL¢V eø fQ¡ L£−Vl ja j−e qu, ecÑj¡−aJ Bj¡l ÙÛ¡e
qJu¡ E¢Qa euz B¢j Bl B−Nl B¢j eCz B−Nl Bj¡l jªa¤É q−u−Rz H B¢j
ea¤e B¢jz H B¢j eø B¢jz H B¢j l¦âl jaC fbïø, l¦âl jaC ¢eu¿»Zq£ez
®h¡dq£ez ¢e−Sl m¡N¡j M−p ®N−R ¢e−SlC q¡a ®b−Lz HMe Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®k ®LE
k¡ M¤¢n Ll−a f¡−lz ¢e−S−L ®hnÉ¡l ja j−e quz ®hnÉ¡l ®l¡N nl£−lz B¢j
®hnÉ¡C ®a¡z Bl ¢L! p¡l¡ l¡a c£OÑnÄ¡−pl Hf¡n ¢g¢l, c£OÑnÄ¡−pl Jf¡n ¢g¢lz
fl¢ce juje¢pw−q k¡Ju¡l SeÉ ®h−l¡C −R¡– …−j¡V Ol¢V ®b−L, −i¡−ll n£am
¢pÀ‡ q¡Ju¡ Bj¡l nl£−ll LÓ¡¢¿¹ a¤−m −eu HL ¢e−j−oCz l¦â −fR−e ®c±−s B−p,
®pJ k¡−h Bj¡l p−‰ juje¢pw−qz
a¤¢j ®Le k¡−h? f−b k¢c ¢hfc qu lr¡ Ll−a? L¡lZ a¤¢j Bj¡l M¤h j‰m
L¡je¡ L−l¡, a¡C e¡? Bj¡l nl£−l −ke L¡lJ BO¡a e¡ m¡−N, Bj¡l ¢c−L ®Q¡M
a¤−m ®ke ®L¡eJ f¤l¦o e¡ Q¡u, ®p L¡l−Z, a¡C ®a¡!
l¦â Lb¡ h−m e¡z
¢WL B−R Qmz Bj¡l SeÉ euz ®a¡j¡l SeÉ Qm juje¢pw−qz JM¡−e ®a¡j¡l
¢Q¢Lvp¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L−l ®chz
jq¡M¡¢ml h¡pØVÉ¡ä ®b−L h¡p c¤O¾V¡ pju ®eu juje¢pw−q ®fy±R−az h¡−pl
f¤−l¡ fb c£OÑnÄ¡−pl në R¡s¡ Bl ®L¡eJ në ö¢e e¡ ¢e−Slz fª¢bh£−a Bl ®ke
®L¡eJ në ®eCz f¡−n h−p l¦â ¢exn−ë O¤−j¡uz O¤−jl l¦âl j¤M q¡y q−u b¡−Lz ¢L
L−l j¡e¤o¢Vl O¤j B−p, Hje ¢e¢ÕQ¢¿¹ ®p ®L¡−›−L f¡u B¢j h¤−T f¡C e¡z
juje¢pw−q ®e−j l¦â ®L¡b¡J k¡u, ®L¡eJ ®q¡−V−mz B¢j AhL¡−n ¢g¢lz j¡ −c±−s
H−p Bj¡−L h¤−L S¢s−u d−le, Bq¡−l Bj¡l ®j−uV¡ La¢ce OlR¡s¡ ¢Rmz
Cu¡p¢je h¤h¤ BC−R h¤h¤ BC−R h−m R¤−V B−pz Cu¡p¢j−el −L¡m ®b−L T¡y¢f−u
f−s Bj¡l ®L¡−m p¤q©cz B¢j m¤−L¡−a ®Qø¡ L¢l ®Q¡−Ml Sm, f¡¢l e¡z C−µR qu
¢QvL¡l L−l L¡y¢cz Nm¡ ®R−s L¡y¢cz C−µR qu −j−Tu m¤¢V−u L¡y¢cz h¡h¡ h−me, pj¤â
−Lje ®cMm¡ j¡? Bj¡lC pj¤â ®cM¡ qu e¡C HMeJ, Bj¡l ®j−u pj¤â ®cCM¡
®gmmz j¡ ®c±−s ®N−me l¡æ¡O−l, a¡s¡a¡¢s i¡m ¢LR¤ l¡æ¡ hp¡−az p¤¢g ®q−p
h−m,Cp La¢ce f−l BCm¡Ce! j¡ h¡f R¡s¡ ®Lje m¡N−R Ha c§−l! j¡¢j a
¢e¢aÉ¢ce Lu, Bj¡l ®j−uX¡ e¡ S¡¢e ¢L Lla¡−R! p¤q©c−L Cu¡p¢j−el −L¡−m a¤−m
¢c−u ®c±−s ®N¡pmM¡e¡u k¡C, Bj¡l Hr¤¢e ®fµR¡h e¡ Ll−m euz ®N¡pmM¡e¡u h−p
j¤−M f¡¢e Y¡¢m ®ke ®Q¡−Ml Sm f¡¢el ®pË¡−al p−‰ Q−m k¡uz hc¢e hc¢e f¡¢e
Y¡¢m, h¡m¢al f¡¢e g¤¢l−u k¡u, ®Q¡−Ml Sm g¤−l¡u e¡z B¢j fСZfZ n¢š² ¢c−u
¢e−Sl ¢QvL¡l b¡j¡−a f¡¢l, ®Q¡−Ml Sm−L f¡¢l e¡z a¡l ®Q−u HlLj k¢c qa,
B¢j h¡¢s Y¤L−mC h¡h¡ Bj¡−L N¡m ¢c−ae, N¡−m c¤−V¡ Qs L¢o−u hm−ae,
BCSL¡ pL¡−m ®a¡ q¡C¢Se V¤É−ll cm juje¢pwq ®fy±−Q−R, al ®c¢l qCm ®Le
q¡l¡jS¡¢c? j¡ k¢c hm−ae, pj¤−âl e¡j LCu¡ Bp−m LC ®N¢R¢m L ®a¡! JC ®k
®kC ®hX¡ a−l hE LCu¡ ¢Q¢W ®mL¢Rm, ®qC ®hX¡l p¡−b L¡X¢Cu¡ BCRp e¡ ®a¡z
Cu¡p¢je k¢c L¡−R e¡ Bpa, Bj¡l h¡¢s ®gl¡u e¡ ®gl¡u Jl k¢c ¢LR¤ e¡ k¡u
Bpa, p¤q©c−L ®L¡−m ¢e−a Q¡C−m p¤q©c k¢c j¤M ¢g¢l−u ¢ea, Bj¡l i¡m m¡Naz
B¢j i¡mh¡p¡ ®f−a Q¡C e¡ L¡lJ L¡R ®b−L Blz OªZ¡ Ll¦L Bj¡−L ph¡Cz fÐQ™
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fl¢ce L−m−S ¢N−u ®L¡eJ LÓ¡p e¡ L−l l¦â−L LÉ¡¢¾Ve ®b−L E¢W−u ¢e−u
Qsf¡s¡l l¡Ù¹¡u p¡¢l p¡¢l Jo¤−dl ®c¡L¡e, X¡š²¡−ll ®Qð¡l Bl mÉ¡hlV¢ll f¡n
¢c−u q¡y¢Vz ®L¡b¡u k¡h, ®L¡e X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R? −k ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡lC Bj¡−L ®Q−e,
e¡−j ®Q−e, j¤−M ®Q−e, eua h¡h¡l ®j−u ¢q−p−h ®Qe¡z ®k ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡lC Ah¡L
q−h B¢j HL¢V ¢p¢g¢mp ®l¡¢N−L ¢e−u X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R −N−m, h¡l h¡l fÐnÀ Ll−h
®L HC ®l¡¢N? ¢L qu Bj¡l? i¡¢h ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡−ll e¡ ¢N−u lš² fl£r¡C L−l
−eJu¡ i¡mz −i−h ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡−ll ®Qð¡−l eu, lš² fl£r¡l SeÉ Y¤¢L HL¢V
fÉ¡bm¢S mÉ¡hHz HL ®Q±−L¡e¡ ®Q¡u¡−ml L¡−m¡ ®m¡L, ®Q¡M c¤−V¡ ®h¢l−u Bp−R
−L¡Vl ®b−L, Ae¤j¡e L¢l ®VL¢e¢nu¡e, h¢m Hl ¢i¢XBlHm ®VØV Ll−a q−hz
hm¡l pju L˜ L¡y−f Bj¡lz ®m¡L¢V a£rÈ ®Q¡−M Bj¡−L ®c−Mz ®Q¡−Ml fÐnÀ ®m¡L
¢L qu Bfe¡l? B¢j ®Q¡M e¡¢j−u ®g¢m, ®ke f¢s¢e ®L¡eJ fÐnÀz ®Q¡−Ml a£rÈa¡
®c¢M¢ez −j¢X−L−ml R¡œR¡œ£l¡ ®Qe¡ −l¡¢N ¢e−u Hje ¢L l¡Ù¹¡u f−s −b−L
L¡al¡−a b¡L¡ ®l¡N£−cl cu¡ L−l −a¡ ¢Q¢Lvp¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L−lz HlLjC qua ¢LR¤z
q¡pf¡a¡−ml L¢l−X¡−l HL ®m¡L q¡yV¢Rm, Bj¡l p¡q¡kÉ Q¡Cm a¡l ®l¡−Nl
¢Q¢Lvp¡l SeÉz Bj¡l Ahpl ¢Rm h−m, ¢WL Hr¤¢e ®L¡eJ LÓ¡p ¢Rm e¡ h−m,
®m¡L¢V−L ®cM¡−a ¢e−u H−p¢R ¢L Ll−a q−h, ®L¡b¡u ®k−a q−hz j¤−Ml i¡−h ®k
lLj L¡lZC ¢cC e¡ ®Le ®m¡L¢Vl ®W¡y−V h¡yL¡ HL¢V q¡¢p −Mm−a b¡−L, h¤¢T ®k HC
®m¡L Bj¡−cl c¤Se−L B−N A−eL ®c−M−R, HC ®m¡L M¤h i¡m L−l ®Q−e Bj¡−L,
l¦â Bj¡l ü¡j£ H Lb¡ e¡ S¡e−mJ S¡−e l¦â Bj¡l ®fТjLz
l¦âl lš² fl£r¡l gm q¡−a Hmz ¢i¢XBlHm f¢S¢Viz
L¡NS¢Vl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u, ®k HL ¢Qm−a Bn¡−L m¡me L−l¢Rm¡j, nš² f¡−u
−LE j¡¢s−u ®Nmz q¡q¡L¡l R¡s¡ ¢LR¤ Bl Ah¢nø ®eCz p¡l¡ S£h−el SeÉ JC
Bj¡l pðmz
lš² fl£r¡ qm ®j¢X−Lm L−m−Sl B¢Pe¡uz −Q±−L¡e¡ ®m¡L¢V q¡pf¡a¡−m
®k−a Bp−a Bj¡−L ¢g−l ¢g−l ®c−Mz H ®m¡L ¢L a¡hv X¡š²¡l−cl L¡−R h−m
®hs¡−µR ®k Bj¡l p−‰ HL¢V c¡¢sAm¡ ®m¡L ®O¡−l, ®m¡L¢Vl ¢p¢g¢mp q−u−R!
®h¡dh¤¢Ü ®m¡f ®f−u−R, Bl ¢L−pl paLÑa¡ Bj¡l! JC B¢Pe¡−aC ¢h−L−m
®k±e¢h−no−‘l ®Qð¡−l Y¤¢L fÉ¡bm¢Sl L¡NS¢V q¡−a ¢e−uz ®fR−e l¦âz ¢h−no‘
−Q¡M L¤yQ−L L¡N−Sl ¢c−L, l¦âl ¢c−L, Bj¡l ¢c−L Oe Oe a¡¢L−u hÉhÙÛ¡fœ ¢m−M
¢S−‘p Ll−me Bj¡−L, H ¢L ®a¡j¡l ®Qe¡ ®l¡¢N?
qyÉ¡ pÉ¡lz n¡¿¹ Lãz
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Bj¡l ®fТjL q−a f¡−l, Abh¡ Bj¡l ü¡j£z a¡C ®l¡N£ −a¡j¡l ¢L qu ¢S−‘p e¡
L−l S¡e−a ®Q−u−Re H Bj¡l ®Qe¡ ®l¡N£ ¢L e¡z −Qe¡C ®a¡z l¦â Bj¡l ®pC
LaL¡−ml ®Qe¡z ®gl ®L¡eJ h¡LÉ¡m¡−fl p¤−k¡N e¡ ¢c−u X¡š²¡−ll ®Qð¡l ®b−L
®h−l¡Cz h¡C−l H−p g¤pg¤p i−l j¤š² q¡Ju¡l OË¡Z ¢e−u n¡¿¹ Nm¡u h¢m, Hh¡l?

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¢N−u hm, Ljf¡Eä¡l f¤n L−l ®c−hz
Bl a¤¢j?
Bl B¢j?
qyÉ¡ a¤¢jz
B¢j ¢L?
a¤¢j ¢L Ll−h?
B¢j Bl ¢L Llh, ®mM¡fs¡ Llh, X¡š²¡l qh, −l¡¢Nl ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Llhz
pÇfLÑ?
¢L−pl pÇfLÑ? L¡l p−‰?
Bj¡l p−‰z
B¢j ®q−p E¢Wz
−a¡j¡l p−‰ HMeJ ¢L pÇfLÑ Bj¡l g¤−l¡u¢e l¦â?
l¦â A−eLrZ Q¤f L−l ®b−L i¡P¡ Nm¡u h−m, rj¡ Ll−a f¡l e¡?
rj¡? rj¡ ®a¡ B¢j ®a¡j¡−L L−l¢RCz ¢e−Sl j¡e pÇj¡−el ®a¡u¡‚¡ e¡ L−l
HC S¾j-®Qe¡ nq−l H−e ®a¡j¡l ¢Q¢Lvp¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Llm¡jz −a¡j¡−L ®a¡ JC −j¡wm¡
h¾c−lC f¡la¡j, f¡la¡j e¡ aÉ¡N Ll−a?
f¡l−az
l¦âl ®Q¡−M −pC ¢Ql−L−m d§pla¡z
Bj¡l S£h−e Bl B−R ¢L hmz Ha hRl ®fÐj L−l, ¢h−u L−l ü¡j£l p−‰
fÐbj ¢jme, c£OÑ hRl A−fr¡l fl ®pC ¢ce¢V Hmz ¢hoj p¤−Ml pju Bj¡l, ¢hoj
Be−¾clz a¡C e¡? pjÙ¹ iu m‹¡ c§l L−l ¢e−Sl pjÙ¹V¤L¤ ¢c−u¢R ®a¡j¡−L, −k
pjÙ¹V¤L¤ Q¡C−a a¤¢jz pÇf§ZÑ L−l Bj¡−L Q¡C−az ®f−m ®a¡! HMe ®a¡ ®a¡j¡l p¡d
¢j−V−R, a¡C e¡! Bj¡l ¢h−u−a ®a¡ B¢j ®L¡eJ m¡m ®he¡l¢p f¢l¢e, Nue¡ f¢l¢e,
¢h−u−a ®a¡ ®L¡eJ h¡cÉ h¡−S¢e, A¢a¢b B−p¢e, ®Lhm a¤¤¢j Bl B¢j Eck¡fe
L−l¢Rz B¢j ®a¡j¡−L Efq¡l ¢c−u¢R Bj¡l pjÙ¹ i¡mh¡p¡, pjÙ¹ ¢hnÄ¡p, a¤¢j
Bj¡−L Efq¡l ¢c−u−R¡ HL¢V ®l¡Nz Bj¡l ¢h−ul Efq¡l ®a¡j¡l L¡R ®b−L ®a¡
H¢VCz ¢L hm?
−a¡j¡lJ ®a¡ Ce−SLne ¢e−a q−hz Y¡L¡u Qmz
Bj¡−L ¢e−u −a¡j¡−L Bl i¡h−a q−h e¡z A−eL ®i−h−R¡z Hh¡l AeÉ ¢LR¤
¢e−u i¡−h¡z ¢e−Sl S£he ¢e−u i¡−h¡z f¡−l¡−a¡ −l¡N h¡m¡C ®b−L c§−l ®b−L¡z
a¤¢j Bj¡−L aÉ¡N LlR?
¢eØfªq L˜ Bj¡lz
qÉy¡ aÉ¡N Ll¢Rz ®ih e¡ ®a¡j¡l ¢p¢g¢mp q−u−R h−m B¢j ®a¡j¡−L aÉ¡N
Ll¢Rz −eq¡a c¤i¡ÑN¡ h−m ®a¡j¡l ®l¡N¢V q−u−R, a¤¢j ®hnÉ¡h¡¢s k¡J, J−cl p−‰
b¡−L¡, e¡J q−a f¡la HC ®l¡N ®a¡j¡lz ph¡l qu e¡z B¢j ®a¡j¡−L aÉ¡N Ll¢R,
a¤¢j Bj¡l p−‰ fÐa¡lZ¡ L−lR h−mz
l¦âl ®Q¡M RmRm L−lz
Bj¡l S¡uN¡u q−m a¤¢j ¢L Ll−a l¦â?
p¢aÉC Bj¡−L ®R−s k¡µR?
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HLh¡l i¡m qh¡l p¤−k¡N −c−h e¡?
B¢j j¢me q¡¢pz ¢exü, ¢lš², ph q¡l¡−e¡ j¡e¤o B¢jz B¢j p¤−k¡N ®ch¡l ®L!
B¢j ¢L ®L¡eJ j¡e¤oz ¢e−Sl JflC m‹¡ qu, ¢e−S−LC OªZ¡ quz l¦â c¡y¢s−u
b¡−L Qlf¡s¡l l¡Ù¹¡u, HL¡z B¢j Q−m B¢p, Bj¡l HLh¡lJ C−µR qu e¡ ®fR−e
a¡L¡−az HLh¡lJ C−µR qu e¡ l¦â−L h¢m Bh¡l H−p¡, ¢Q¢W ¢m−M¡z C−µR qu e¡
Bj¡lz B¢j S¡¢e HC ®no ®cM¡ Bj¡l a¡l p−‰z Bl qua ®L¡eJ¢ce ®cM¡ q−h,
qW¡v LMeJ Y¡L¡l l¡Ù¹¡u, LMeJ ®L¡e¢ce ®L¡eJ hC−jm¡uz l¦â−L Bj¡l ü¡j£
h−m ®a¡ euC, ®L¡eJ ®fТjL h−mJ j−e qu e¡z j−e qu HL ®Qe¡ ®m¡Lz −Qe¡
®m¡L¢V L¢ha¡ ®m−Mz ®Qe¡ ®m¡L¢Vl Ap¤M q−u−R h−m, ®k−qa¤ Bj¡l q¡−al L¡−R
¢Q¢Lvp¡l pª¤−k¡N B−R, Ll¦Z¡ L−l ¢Q¢Lvp¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L−l¢Rz ®Qe¡ −m¡L¢V a¡l −Qe¡
S¡uN¡u ¢g−l k¡−µRz B¢j ¢g−l k¡¢µR Bj¡l ®Qe¡ S¡uN¡uz −Qe¡ −m¡L¢V−L ¢e−u
Bj¡l ®L¡eJ üfÀ ®eCz ®Qe¡ ®m¡L¢V Bl −L¡eJ¢ce Bp−h e¡ Bj¡l L¡−R, Bj¡l
S£h−e, Bj¡l nl£−l, Bj¡l j−ez Bl ®L¡eJ ®fÐ−jl ¢Q¢W euz Bl ®L¡eJ
®n¡u¡−n¡¢u euz Bl ®L¡eJ pwp¡l euz ®L¡eJ håe euz håe ¢Ræ Ll−a ®L¡eJ
HL¢ce ®L¡eJ HL¢V L¡N−S pC L−l −chz ®Qe¡ ®m¡L¢V d£−l d£−l A−Qe¡ q−u
EW−hz ®Qe¡ −m¡L¢Vl L¢ha¡C öd¤ ®Qe¡ −b−L k¡−hz Bl ¢LR¤ euz ®Qe¡ ®m¡L¢Vl
L¢ha¡ qua fsh, d§pl d§pl ¢LR¤ pȪ¢a qua Bj¡−L j¤q§−aÑl SeÉ A¡eje¡ Ll−hz
®Lhm HCz Hl ®h¢n eu ¢LR¤ Blz

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pj¤−â ®a¡m¡ R¢h…−m¡ ®c−M j¡ h−me, Bj¡−L e¡¢L SmLeÉ¡l ja m¡N−Rz

pj¤−âl n¡c¡ ®YE−u −i−p k¡¢µR, X¤−h k¡¢µR, S−m ®iS¡ nl£l ®l¡−c ¢QL¢QL Ll−R,
M¡¢m f¡−u p§k¡Ñ−Ù¹l ¢c−L ®qy−V k¡¢µR, A−eL pju HL c‰m ®j−u B−R p−‰z j¡
h−me, Bl L¡E−l ®a¡ ®a¡j¡l ja Ha p¤¾cl m¡Na¡−R e¡z −a¡j¡−lC j−e qCa¡−R
Sm ®bCL¡ ECW¡ BC−R¡z j¡ k¢c S¡e−ae ¢L O−V−R Bj¡l S£h−e, Bj¡l nl£l
HMe Bl SmLeÉ¡l ja f¢hœ eu, a−h ¢eÕQuC H e¡−j Bj¡−L X¡L−ae e¡z j¡
k¢c S¡e−ae pj¤−âl q¡Ju¡ ®M−uC B¢p¢e B¢j, L¢c−el SeÉ q¡Ju¡ q−uJ
¢N−u¢Rm¡jz B…−el qmL¡ ¢Rm ®p q¡Ju¡uz B¢j öL−e¡ q¡¢p q¡¢pz L¡l L¡−R
hmh ¢e−Sl HC fl¡S−ul Lb¡! e¡ ®LE ®eC ®L¡b¡J k¡l L¡−R h−p L¡y¢cz Bj¡−L
HL¡ HL¡C L¡yc−a quz HL¡ HL¡C h−p b¡L−a qu R¡−c, ¯exn−ël −L¡−m j¡b¡
®l−Mz −Q¡−Ml Sm m¤¢L−u l¡M−a qu SmLeÉ¡lz nJLa ¢Vè¢e −L−V−R, ¢L,
q¡C−je l¡fQ¡l qC−R?
B¢j jÔ¡e −q−p¢Rz
¢L ®N¡ SmLeÉ¡ pj¤â ¢eu¡ L¢ha¡ ¢mMh¡ e¡! Cu¡p¢je h¡l h¡lC ¢S−‘p L−lz
e¡q, L¢ha¡u je ®eC, je nl£−lz c£OÑ ¢ce L¢ha¡ ¢m¢Me¡, L¢ha¡ B−p e¡
BSL¡mz SmLeÉ¡−L j−e j−e k¡c¤l f¡m−ˆ O¤j f¡s¡C, j−e j−e h¤¢T O¤j ®eC
a¡l ®Q¡−M, c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡l Q¡cl j¤¢s ¢c−u HL¡ HL¡ ®S−N b¡−L ®pz SmLeÉ¡ ¢Q¢W f¡u,
H−pC ¢e−u ¢e−u¢Rz hÉb¡ ®aje m¡−N¢ez ra HM−e¡ Af¢lh¢aÑaz Ai¡¢ha ¢eu¿»−Z
¢e−u H−p¢R ¢e−S−Lz a−h ®n¡Qe¡l Lø M¤h ®h¢nz .. c¤i¡Ñ he¡ L−l¡ e¡z ¢LR¤C
q¡l¡C¢e Bjl¡z ®p¡e¡ j¡¢eL, ¢hï¡¢¿¹l L¡−m¡ ®l¡c Bl LM−e¡ Bj¡−L ØfnÑ Ll−h
e¡z B¢j i¡m b¡L¢Rz i¡m b¡L−h¡z B¢j ®a¡j¡l ü−fÀl ja i¡m b¡Lhz ®a¡j¡l
nl£−ll OË¡Z R¢s−u l−u−R p¡l¡ O−l--B¢j ®pC OË¡−Zl p¡−b ®M¢mz ®a¡j¡l q©c−ul
®l¡c E‹Æm L−l ®l−M−R Bj¡l fl¡ez B¢j pL¡−ml ®l¡c q−u EWh, pL¡−ml
®l¡cz l¦â−L B¢j ¢Q¢W−a ®l¡c h−m X¡La¡j, l¦â X¡La Bj¡−L pL¡m h−mz
JCph hy¡de−Rys¡ ®fÐj HMe L£ ¢hoj AbÑq£e j−e quz l¦â HMe pL¡−ml ®l¡c q−u
EW−a Q¡uz ®p HMe Bj¡l l¦â q−u EW−a Q¡uz HMe ®Le? ®Le ®p ®pC fÐbj
®b−LC ¢Rm e¡ Bj¡l! ®Le ®p h¡l h¡l h−m−R ®p Bj¡l ¢Rm! −Le ®p W¢L−u−R
Bj¡−L! ®Le ¢j−bÉ h−m−R! HMe ®p pL¡−ml ®l¡c q−u EW−h, ¢L L−l ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l
a¡−L!−Le Bl ¢Q¢W ®m−M l¦â Bj¡−Lz B¢j ®a¡ a¡−L Bl Bj¡l H S£h−el p−‰
Ss¡−h¡ e¡z B¢j je ®b−L ®T−s ®g−m¢R l¦â e¡−jl fÐa¡lL¢Vl e¡jz d§pl BL¡n
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¢ehÑ¡pez M¡¢eLV¡ ¢TL¢jL ®l¡c BQjL¡ p¤M H−e f§ZÑ L−l O−ll ®Q±L¡W, −N¡f−e
¢he¡n L−l ü−fÀ ®d¡u¡ ®p¡e¡l h¡pl, O¤Z−f¡L¡ M¤y−V M¡u nl£−ll p¤Q¡l¦ °hih,
q©c−ul lš² M¡u, ®M−u k¡u h¡c¡¢j jNSz −pC ®l¡−c f¤−s f¤−s M¡L qu Ae¿¹
BN¡j£, S£he f¤¢s−u ¢c−u B…−el qó¡ J−W ®e−Qz Bj¡l E−W¡e S¤−s j¡¢V Bl
Ml¡u ®Q±¢Ql, SNa Byd¡l L−l e¡−j k¢c a¤j¤m a¤g¡eah¤ i¡m ¢ehÑ¡pe, ®l¡cq£e
¢hoZÀ pL¡mz fª¢bh£ Byd¡l L−l ¢g−l k¡u Ajm ®l¡Ÿ¤l, −fR−e L¡¢mj¡ ®l−M ¢g−l
k¡u ph¤S p¤oj¡, ¢nL¡l M¤h−m ®M−u ¢g−l k¡u Qa¤l nªN¡m, mÇfV S¤u¡¢l ®g−l,
Aj¡e¤o, jcÉf nL¤ez a¤¢jJ ®aj¢e L−l ¢g−l k¡J fl¡−el ®l¡c, O¤lO¤¢– L¡−m¡ l¡a
®g−m a¤¢j heh¡−p k¡J, −p¡e¡m£ X¡e¡l ®l¡c E−s k¡J flh¡−p k¡Jz HL ®g¡yV¡
®SÉ¡vpÀ¡ ®eC, ®pC i¡m, ¢eLo Bå¡l, Aj¡hpÉ¡ X¤−h b¡L, ah¤ ®l¡c M¤y−S¡ e¡
pL¡mz ah¤ ®l¡c a¡l pL¡m−L M¤y−SC k¡−hz Bl k¡ ¢LR¤C q¡l¡L, −p a¡l pL¡m−L
q¡l¡−a Q¡u e¡z
®Lhm ¢Q¢W eu, ¢Q¢Wl p−‰ L¢ha¡J f¡W¡u l¦âz L¢ha¡u ®pC l¡−al Lb¡, ®pC
Bj¡−cl fÐbj ¢jme-l¡¢œl Lb¡, Bj¡l l¡a S¡N¡ l¡a¢Vl Lb¡z

dÄwpÙ¹§−fl Efl h−p B−R HL¢V n¡¢mL

f¡−n HL jªa¤Éj¡M¡ ®hce¡l h¡S−f¡s¡ al¦,
n§eÉa¡l M¡ M¡ ®Q¡M Q¡lf¡−n d§pl BL¡nz
c¤x¢Ma¡ Bj¡l, a¤¢j ®S−N B−R¡ üfÀq£e By¢Mz

−a¡j¡l ®Q¡−Ml a£l ®i−P f−s f¡si¡P¡ ec£,

−a¡j¡l h¤−Ll f¡−n ®S−N b¡−L ¢eiªa f¡blz
¢L−pl f¡hÑe ®ke Q¡l¢c−L ®L¡m¡qm l−V--
c¤x¢Ma¡ Bj¡l, a¤¢j ®S−N B−R¡ fl¡¢Sa f¡¢Mz

p¤Q¡NË p¤−k¡−N p¡f Y¤−L ®N−R ®m¡q¡l h¡p−l,

¢h−ol ®R¡h−m e£m ®c−q e¡−j n£am Byd¡l,
N¡P¤−ll S−m i¡−p L¡−m¡ HL ®hce¡l ®im¡z
c¤x¤ ¢Ma¡ Bj¡l, a¤¢j −S−N B−R¡ h¡¢mu¡¢s-ec£z

¢e¢Mm O¤¢j−u ®N−R ¢ce−n−o l¡−al Q¡c−l,

L¡¢je£l ¢j¢q ®Q¡−M O¤j H−p ®l−M−R ¢Qh¤L,
−S¡e¡¢Ll¡ ¢e−i ®N−R pwp¡−ll üfÀ ö−e ö−e--
®S−N B−R¡, öd¤ a¤¢j ®S−N B−R¡ Bj¡l c¤x¢Ma¡z

l¦â ¢L p¢aÉC Ae¤ih L−l−R Bj¡l Lø…−m¡! k¢c a¡l q©cu h−m ¢LR¤ b¡−L,
a−h ®Le −p AeÉ ®j−u−cl R¤y−u−R! q©cu h−m ¢LR¤ Bj¡l ¢Rm h−m B¢j LMeJ
LÒfe¡J Ll−a f¡¢l¢e l¦â R¡s¡ AeÉ ®L¡eJ f¤l¦o−Lz fТa¢ce L−m−Sl p¤cnÑe
h¤¢Üj¡e ¢q−ll V¤L−l¡ −R−m−cl ®c−M¢R, L¡lJ ¢c−L B¢j ®a¡ ¢g−l a¡L¡C¢ez
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f¡¢W−u−R, ph ®a¡ ¢àd¡q£e R¤y−s ¢c−u¢Rz l¦â ®Le f¡−l¢e! nl£l ®a¡ Bj¡lJ ¢Rm,
HC nl£l ®a¡ LMeJ L¡E−L L¡je¡ L−l¢e! HC nl£l fТa¢ce HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l
fÐÙ¹¤a q−u−R l¦âl SeÉz HC fÐÙ¹¤a nl£l¢V l¦â a¡l hý−i¡N£ L¡¢mj¡u L¡−m¡
L−l−Rz

i¡P−el në ö¢e, Bl ®ke në ®eC ®L¡eJ,

j¡b¡l ®ial ®ke A¢hlm ®i−P f−s f¡sz
Ll¡a L−ml n−ë ®S−N E¢W pÀ¡u¤−a ¢nl¡u
−Vl f¡C hªr qaÉ¡ p¡l¡l¡a l−š²l ®ialz

−Le Ha hªrqaÉ¡, Ha i¡P−el në ®Le?

Bl ®L¡eJ dÄ¢e ®eC fª¢bh£−a, hÐþ¡−™, ¢e¢M−m?
−L¡b¡u i¡P−R Ha? ®L¡eM¡−e? e¡¢L ¢e−SlC
Ni£l jq−m BS ¢hnÄ¡−pl ®N¡fe i¡Pe!

Ec¡p£e c§l ®b−L ®X−L k¡C pL¡m pL¡m..

a−h ¢L pL¡m i¡−P fª¢bh£−a Bj¡l pL¡m!
Bj¡l eNl i¡−P, ¢fÐu HC ¢eiªa eNl?
a−h ¢L BL¡Pr¡ i¡−P, üfÀju flj ¢ff¡p¡?

fÔ¡h−el ra¢Qq² j¤−R ®eu j¡e¢hL f¢m,

B…−el c‡ ®n¡L L−h Bl j−e l¡−M Nªqz
c¤−k¡Ñ−Nl l¡¢œ ®n−o f¤el¡u a¤−m¢R hpa,
¢QlL¡m ah¤ HC i¡P−el në ö−e k¡h?

qÉ¡y ®a¡j¡−L ¢QlL¡mC HC i¡P−el në ö−e ®k−a q−hz B¢j Bl ¢glh e¡

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L¢ha¡ Bl S£he HL eu, L¢h q−a q−m k¢c h¡¢Zn¡¿¹¡l ®hnÉ¡l p−‰ ö−u Ap¤M
h¡yd¡−a qu, a−h ®p L¢hl L¢ha¡ B¢j i¡mh¡p−a f¡¢l, ®p L¢hl p−‰ S£he
Ss¡−a f¡¢l e¡z g¡y¢L ®a¡ k−bø ¢c−uR, Bl La l¦â! Bj¡−L ®h¡L¡ ®f−u L¡−R
®V−e −kV¤L Ah¢nø B−R Bj¡l, a¡J eø Ll−a Q¡J! Bl La g¡y¢L ®c−h, B¢j
¢L h¤¢T e¡ i¡−h¡ Q¡a¤¢l ®a¡j¡l! −ia−l elL ®l−M ®Lje h¡q¡e¡ d−l¡ p¤−h¡d ¢nöl!
Q¤ð−el ü¡c ¢c−m ¢ho¡š² p¡−fl ja ®R¡h−ml O¡−u, j¤−M¡n M¤−mC ®c¢M Bp−m
®a¡j¡l HL h£ivp Bcmz Bl La fÐa¡lZ¡, i¡P−el eªnwp ®Mm¡ HaV¡ ¢ejÑj!
f¤¢æj¡¢hq£e Q¡yc Aöi Aj¡hpÉ¡−L X¡−L Bu Bu--®S¡e¡¢L−L ®S¡vpÀ¡ ®i−h ¢eLo
Bå¡l l¡−a Evp−h ®j−a¢R, HC ®a¡ Bj¡l i¤m, HC ®a¡ Bj¡l f¡f S¡−m−a
Ss¡−e¡.,HMe R¤V−a Q¡C, c¤c¡y−a L¡j−s Q¡C ¢Rys−a h¡yde,HMe h¡yQ−a Q¡C,
fСZf−Z ®f−a Q¡C ¢höÜ h¡a¡pz Bl La g¡y¢L ®c−h, B¢j ¢L h¤¢T e¡ i¡−h¡ Q¡a¤¢l
®a¡j¡l? S£h−e S”¡m ®l−M p¤h¡¢pa q¡¢p V¡−e¡ ®W¡y−Vl ¢Le¡−l ! NÔ¡¢e−a Aa£a
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j¡¢V ®eC, M¤y¢V ®eC, Am£L jqm, ¢e¢ÕQa jlZ ®b−L Hh¡l h¡yQ−a Q¡C, öï j¤¢š²
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e¡z Ajm dhm S£he B¢j ®f−a f¡¢l e¡z l¦â ¢e−Sl Ap¤−Ml ¢Q¢Lvp¡ L−l Ae¤aç
AåL¡l ¢mM−Rz a¡l Ae¤a¡f Bj¡−L Ap¤M ®b−L lr¡ L−l e¡z B¢j HL¡, Bj¡l
pjÙ¹ k¿»Z¡ ¢e−u HL¡ B¢jz qW¡v HL¢ce mr L¢l ®k±e¡−‰ O¡ q−µRz a¡q−m
pwœ²¡¢ja q−u¢RC! j−e HL¢V r£Z Bn¡ ¢Rm, qua qC¢ez −Lhm Bn¡u hp¢az
HC ®Qe¡ nq−l Bj¡l f−r pñh eu lš² fl£r¡ Ll¡, ®L¡eJ Jo¤−dl −c¡L¡−e
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pñh eu L¡E−L p¤yC ®g¡V¡−a hm¡z −f¢e¢p¢me Ce−SLn−el ®X¡S ®c−MC pL−m
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®p−l k¡−µR HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l, ra Bj¡l −k±e¡−‰ h¡s−R HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l, B¢j
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®LE ®ke e¡ S¡−ez HL¢V iu Bj¡l N¡−u ®m−N b¡−L p¡l¡rZ, ®kM¡−eC k¡C k¡
¢LR¤C L¢l, iu¢V Bj¡−L ®R−s ®L¡b¡J k¡u e¡z q¡pf¡a¡−m e¡−pÑl O−l na na
®f¢e¢p¢me, q¡pf¡a¡−m i¢aÑ qJu¡ ®l¡N£−cl ¢h¢iæ ®l¡−Nl ¢Q¢Lvp¡ ¢m−M ¢c¢µR,
e¡e¡lLj ®f¢e¢p¢m−el e¡j, ®l¡N£l BaÈ£ul¡ ®p Jo¤d Be−R, e¡pÑ−L hm¢R
Ce−SLne ¢c−a ®l¡N£−cl, ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e e¡pÑJ ¢c−µRz ¢L¿º ¢e−S HL¢V
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e¡ Bj¡−L HL¢V Ce−SLne ¢c−u ¢ce, HL¢V q¡C ®X¡−Sl −f¢e¢p¢me ¢cez Hl
®Q−u k¢c LÉ¡¾p¡l qa Bj¡l, −k ®L¡eJ c¤l¡−l¡NÉ ®l¡N, ü¢Ù¹ ®fa¡j, A¿¹a hm−a
f¡la¡j Bj¡l Ap¤−Ml e¡j, ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Ll¡−a ®L¡eJ m‹¡ qa e¡z L¡−L hmh HMe
¢L ®l¡−N i¤N¢R B¢jz L¤˜¡l Ll¡a Bj¡−L g¡¢m g¡¢m L−l L¡−Vz iu m‹¡
Bj¡−L nš² c¢s−a h¡y−dz Bj¡l p£j¡e¡ Lj−a Lj−a HL¢V ¢h¾c¤−a H−p
®f±y−R¡uz ¢L¿º La¢ce m¤¢L−u l¡Mh HC ®l¡N! LÉ¡−ep−Ve jmj hÉhq¡l L−l S¡¢e
L¡−Sl L¡S ¢LR¤ q−h e¡, ah¤ ¢L¢e Jo¤d¢Vz p¢WL Jo¤d¢V ®Le¡l Ef¡u ®eC h−m
AeÉ Jo¤d ¢L¢ez H jmj −k±e¡−‰l g¡wN¡p c§l L−l, H jmj ¢VÊ−f¡−ej¡
®f¢mX¡jHl ja iuˆl hÉ¡L−V¢lu¡ dÄwp Ll−a f¡−l e¡z a¡lflJ fТa¢ce S¡j¡l
Bs¡−m jmj ¢e−u ®N¡pmM¡e¡u Y¤¢L, ®ke −N¡pm Ll−a h¡ ®fµR¡h f¡uM¡e¡ p¡l−a
k¡¢µRz Bl L¡lJ ®Q¡−M ¢LR¤ f−s e¡, ®Lhm j¡l ®Q¡−M f−sz jmj¢V ¢hR¡e¡l
ph−Q−u a−ml ®a¡n−Ll a−m m¤¢L−u l¡¢Mz ®LE LMeJ ®a¡n−Ll JC a−m q¡a
®Y¡L¡u e¡z Ha m¤−L¡−e¡l fl j¡ h−me, al qC−R ¢L ®l, h¡−l h¡−l h¡bl¦−j k¡p
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al ¢L ¢LR¤ Ap¤M Vp¤M qC−R e¡¢L?
¢L LJ HCph? Ap¤M qCh ®Le!
Bj¡l ¢L¿º j−e qCa¡−R al ¢LR¤ qC−Rz
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AdÉ¡¢fL¡−cl hš²ªa¡l ¢c−L ®Q¡M, ¢L¿º je¢V AeÉ −L¡b¡J, je nl£−lz h¡¢s−a hC
p¡j−e ¢e−u h−p b¡¢L, je Q−m k¡u hC−ul Arl ®b−L nl£−lz nl£−l iuˆl ¢LR¤
HLV¡ OV−a k¡−µRz ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Hr¤¢e clL¡lz ¢L¿º ¢L L−l ¢Q¢Lvp¡ f¡−h¡, ®L¡b¡u
f¡−h¡! l¦â ®j¡wm¡u h−p L¢ha¡ ¢mM−Rz Y¡L¡ ¢N−u ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Ll¡lJ Ef¡u ®eCz q¡C
®X¡−Sl ®f¢e¢p¢me ¢p¢g¢mp R¡s¡J q©c¢f−™l Ap¤−M hÉhq¡l quz q©c¢f−™l
Ap¤MJ k¢c qa Bj¡l, h¡yQ¡ ®kaz A¿¹a ®p L¡l−Z ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ HL¢V Ce−SLne B¢j
¢e−a f¡la¡jz Q¡C−mC ®a¡ q©c¢f™−L Ap¤M ¢c−a f¡¢l e¡z j¡−T j¡−T Le¤C−u ®k
hÉb¡ qu, HL Le¤C ®b−L B−lL Le¤C−u m¡g ¢c−u hÉb¡ k¡u, HC ¢lEj¡V−uX
BlbË¡C¢VpHl pju q©c¢f−™l j¡CVÊ¡m ®ØV−e¡¢pp OV¡−a f¡−lz j¡CVÊ¡m ®ØV−e¡¢pp
q−m nÄ¡pL−øl EfpNÑ b¡−Lz HC ®k qW¡v l¡−a l¡−a Bj¡l nÄ¡p hå q−u B−p,
−ke HL¢V ®R¡– VÊ¡w−Ll j−dÉ h¢¾c q−u B¢R, nÄ¡p ®eJu¡l SeÉ h¡a¡p f¡¢µR e¡
®plLj m¡−N, ®n¡u¡ ®b−L E−W h−p g¤pg¤−p h¡a¡p ¢e−a b¡¢L, h−p e¡ q−m
c¡y¢s−u, a¡−aJ e¡ q−m S¡e¡m¡ M¤−m q−m nÄ¡p ¢eCz ®p¢VlC ®a¡ e¡j A−Lne¡m
eLQ¡le¡m ¢Xp¢eu¡z a−h ®a¡ B¢j ®k¡NÉa¡ l¡¢M q¡C ®X¡S ®f¢e¢p¢me f¡Ju¡lz
HC ®k¡NÉa¡l p¤−k¡N ®f−u B¢j LÓ¡−pl HL¢V p¡c¡¢p−d i¡mR¡œ£ e¡¢pj¡−L h¢m,
Bj¡l eLQ¡le¡m ¢Xp¢eu¡ quz iu Ll¢R j¡CVÊ¡m ®ØV−e¡¢pp Bh¡l e¡ q−u k¡uz
i¡h¢R ®f¢e¢p¢me Ce−SLne ®ehz ¢e−m ®a¡ j¡CVÊ¡m ®ØV−e¡¢pp A¿¹a ¢fÐ−i¾V Ll¡
k¡−h ¢L hmz e¡¢pj¡ k¢c h−m Bj¡l ®eJu¡ E¢Qa −f¢e¢p¢me, a−hC e¡¢pj¡−L
p¡r£ ®l−M B¢j Ce−SLne¢V ¢e−a f¡¢lz e¡¢pj¡C Bj¡l q©c¢X™¢V h¡yQ¡−a p¡q¡kÉ
Ll−a f¡−lz ¢L¿º Bj¡l Aa hs Ap¤−Ml Lb¡ ö−e e¡¢pj¡ q¡−pz h−m, B−NC
Ce−SLne ®e−h ®Le? B−N q¡VÑV¡ ®cMz j¡lj¡l f¡J q¡−VÑ? ¢hf¡−L f¢s,
−ØV−b¡p−L¡f ¢e−Sl h¤−L LMeJ m¡N¡C¢ez −l¡¢Nl q©c¢f™ ¢e−uC hÉÙ¹, ¢e−Sl
q©c¢f−™l Mhl ®L l¡−Mz ®LhmC Ae¤j¡ez AhnÉ Hph Ae¤j¡−el Jfl Bj¡−L
®LE ®f¢e¢p¢me ¢e−a ®c−h e¡, L¡E−L e¡ S¡¢e−u −N¡f−e ®L¡eJ Ce−SLneJ
Bj¡−L ®c−h e¡ ®LE, Hje ¢L e¡¢pj¡Jz i¡m R¡œ£l i¡m L¡e ®ØV−b¡l e−m, em
−h−u Bj¡l q©c¢f−™l ®L¡eJ j¾c në i¡m L¡−e ®fy±−R e¡z ®L¡eJ j¡lj¡l ®eC,
p¤al¡w −f¢e¢p¢me ®eJu¡l ®L¡eJ fÐ−u¡Se −eC Bj¡lz h¤¢T, Ce−SLne R¡s¡
Ef¡u ®eCz
l¦â −j¡wm¡ ®b−L ¢g−l H−m h¡¢sl L¡E−L ¢LR¤ e¡ h−m B¢j Y¡L¡l h¡−p Q¢sz
h¡¢sl L¡lJ Ae¤j¢al SeÉ A−fr¡ Ll−m Bj¡l Qm−h e¡z Y¡L¡u n¡qh¡−Nl HL
Jo¤−dl ®c¡L¡−e, l¦â ®kM¡−e ®eu Ce−SLne, ¢e−u k¡uz ¢ea−ðl j¡w−p mð¡ ®j¡V¡
p¤yC ®g¡yV¡−m¡ ®k ®m¡L¢V, hy¡L¡ HL¢V q¡¢p T¤−m lCm a¡l ®W¡y−V, Öfø ®c¢Mz c¡y−a
c¡ya ®Q−f pqÉ L¢l p¤yC Bl q¡¢p, c¤−V¡Cz Jo¤−dl ®c¡L¡−el f¡−nC Q¡−ul ®c¡L¡e,
JM¡−e h−p l¦â M¤h elj L−˜ h−m BS ®b−L k¡Jz l¦âl ®Q¡Mc¤−V¡u a¡L¡−m
Bj¡l HMeJ, Ah¡L L¡™,B−Nl jaC, L£lLj ®ke m¡−Nz O−l ¢g−l l¦â Bj¡l
q¡−a BP¤m h¤−m¡u, BP¤m…−m¡ ®c¢M ®k BP¤m AeÉ ®L¡eJ e¡l£l nl£l ®R¡yu ¢WL
Hi¡−hCz l¦â Q¤j¤ M¡u Bj¡−L, Hi¡−hC ®p Q¤j¤ M¡u AeÉ e¡l£−clz l¦â h¤−L q¡a
l¡−M, Hi¡−hC ®p l¡−M AeÉ e¡l£l h¤−Lz l¦â ¢hR¡e¡u ¢e−u Bj¡−L öC−u ®cu,
p¡l¡ nl£−l Bcl L−l, Hi¡−hC ®p L−l Bl e¡l£−clz Hi¡−hC ®p B−lL e¡l£l
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S£he Bl euz B¢j ¢g−l k¡h juje¢pw−q BSC, Bl ®L¡eJ¢ce l¦â h−m ®L¡eJ
j¡e¤−ol Lb¡ i¡hh e¡z l¦â Bj¡l f¡−n ö−u Bj¡l Q¤−m BP¤m h¤¢m−u ¢c−a ¢c−a
dl¡ Nm¡u hm−a b¡−L jc Bl ®j−uj¡e¤−ol ®en¡ a¡l S£h−el öl¦ ®b−L ¢Rmz
Bj¡−L ®p C¢‰−a ®h¡T¡−a ®Q−u¢Rm, B¢j h¤¢T¢ez Bj¡−L a¡l S£h−el ph M¤−m
hm¡l C−µR ¢Rm M¤h, ¢L¿º hm¡ qu¢e a¡lz Bj¡−L ¢h−u Ll¡l fl a¡l ®k M¤h C−µR
¢Rm B−Nl S£he k¡fe Ll−a, a¡ euz B¢j a¡l p−‰ ®k±e pÇf−LÑ ¢àd¡ L−l¢R
h−mC a¡−L ®k−a q−u−R ®hnÉ¡h¡¢sz ¢L¿º Bj¡l fТa i¡mh¡p¡ ®L¡eJ ®hnÉ¡h¡¢s
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®k ®f¢e¢p¢me Bj¡−L p¤ÙÛ Ll¡l Lb¡, Bj¡−L Ap¤ÙÛ Ll−a b¡−L BlJz HL¢V
®N¡V¡l S¡uN¡u BlJ f¡yQ¢V ®N¡V¡ S¾j ®euz −N¡V¡ Bl ®N¡V¡ ®eC, j¤M M¤−m ®j−m
−cu, ®M¡m¡ O¡ −b−L f¡S¡j¡u lp N¢s−u e¡j−Rz lp ¢bL¢b−L qu, lp n¡c¡ ®b−L
L¡−m¡ quz c¤NÑå ®b−L c¤NÑåal quz l−pl lw n¡c¡ ®b−L h¡c¡¢j quz h¡c¡¢j ®b−L
N¡t h¡c¡¢j, N¡t h¡c¡¢j ®b−L m¡m−Q, m¡m−Q ®b−L L¡m−Qz L¡m−Q ®b−L L¡−m¡z
L¡−m¡ ®b−L BmL¡al¡l ja L¡−m¡z B¢j j¡e¤o ®b−L c§−l p¢l−u l¡¢M ¢e−Sl
nl£lz Bal ¢L−e N¡−u j¡M−a b¡¢Lz ®ke −LE Nå e¡ f¡uz p¡l¡ l¡a Ls¡ B−m¡
®SÅ−m l¡¢M O−l, l¡a ®S−N fs−a q−h h−mz fl£r¡ p¡j−ez −V¢h−m eu, ¢hR¡e¡u
hCM¡a¡ Hje Rs¡−e¡ ®k B¢j Bj¡l Bl hCM¡a¡l fl Cu¡p¢j−el ®n¡u¡l S¡uN¡
qu e¡z B¢j Q¡C e¡ Jl S¡uN¡ ®q¡Lz B¢j Q¡C e¡ HC S£h¡Z¤ Bj¡l HC nl£l
®b−L Bj¡l S¡j¡ f¡S¡j¡, ¢hR¡e¡l Q¡cl h¡¢mn ®b−L Cu¡p¢je−L ØfnÑ Ll¦Lz
®N¡pmM¡e¡u ®N¡pm L¢l HLh¡−ll S¡uN¡u c¤h¡l, LMeJ ¢aeh¡lz h¢m ®k Bj¡l
Nlj m¡N−Rz Ha Nlj ®k h¡l h¡l ®N¡pm e¡ Ll−m Bj¡l qu e¡z ®N¡pm Ll¡l
E−ŸnÉ f¡S¡j¡ ®d¡u¡z f¡S¡j¡ ¢i−S k¡u c¤NÑå ¢ekÑ¡−pz ®no Ah¢c Bj¡−L a¤−m¡
hÉhq¡l Ll−a quz a¤−m¡J hs m¤¢L−uz L¡lZ Bj¡l Ga¤l ¢q−ph Bj¡l e¡ b¡L−mJ
j¡l L¡−R b¡−Lz fТa j¡−pC Bj¡−L am−f−Vl hÉb¡u ¢hR¡e¡u Ns¡−a quz ®pCph
®L¡eJlLj EfpNÑ R¡s¡C B¢j Ga¤l ®cM¡ ®f−u¢R H HL¢V hs fÊnÀ−h¡dL ¢Qq² q−u
c¡ys¡−hz ®N¡pm−fµR¡hf¡uM¡e¡l ®fRe ¢c−L HL¢V hå h¡l¡¾c¡u lš²−iS¡ L¡fs
a¤−m¡ ®g−m ®cJu¡l A−iÉp Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−elz h¡h¡ j¡−T j¡−T JC h¡l¡¾c¡
f¢l×L¡l L−lez¢e−Sl q¡−a Bj¡−cl l−š²l a¤−m¡ −a¡−mez JM¡−e lš²q£e ®L¡eJ
a¤−m¡ f−s b¡L−a ®cM−m j¡l p−¾cq q−h, ®i−h …¢V−u k¡Cz a¤−m¡ k¢c f¡uM¡e¡u
®g¢m, hc¢e hc¢e f¡¢e ®Y−mJ ®p¢V c§l Ll¡ k¡−h e¡z BV−L k¡−h f−b, … j¤a ph
®g¡u¡l¡l ja E¢›a q−hz j¡b¡ ®b−L p¡SÑ¡¢l ®j¢X¢pe N¡u−e¡Lm¢S ®N−R Bj¡l,
j¡b¡u −Lhm HL¢V ®l¡N, HL¢V ®l¡N ®b−L h¡yQ¡l Ef¡uz nl£−l j¡b¡ g¤y−s ®h−s
JW¡ HL¢V ®l¡N ph¡l −Q¡M ®b−L m¤−L¡−e¡z
q¡pf¡a¡−m fТa¢ce −l¡¢Nl ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Ll¢R, AbQ ¢e−Sl nl£−l HL¢V ®l¡Nz
HC ®l¡N ¢e−u ®L¡eJ ®Qe¡ X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R k¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡z HC ®l¡N HMe Bl
fСb¢jL Ù¹−l ®eC, ¢àa£u Ù¹−l Q−m ®N−Rz −f¢e¢p¢me Ce−SLne ®k¢V ®eJu¡ q−u−R
®p¢VJ nl£−l L¡S L−l¢ez −l¡N¢V aªa£u Ù¹−l H−p pÀ¡u¤a¿» AQm L−l ®c−hz
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L−m−S k¡C, p−‰ HL¢V jªa¤É k¡uz L−mS ®b−L ¢g¢l, HL¢V jªa¤É ®g−lz p−ål
h¡l¡¾c¡u HL¡ HL¡ h−p b¡¢L E−W¡−el ¢c−L j¤M L−lz HL¢V jªa¤É h−p b¡−L f¡−nz
H AhÙÛ¡u HL¢ce j¤−M M¡Ju¡l ®f¢e¢p¢me VÉ¡h−mV ¢L¢ezH L¡−S ®c−h e¡ ®S−eJ
¢L¢ez k¢c A−m±¢LL i¡−hJ L¡−S ®cuz k¢c q¡C ®X¡S ®M−u H ®b−L p¡j¡eÉ q−mJ
j¤¢š² f¡Cz Jo¤d m¤¢L−u l¡¢M ®a¡n−Ll a−m ®ke ®LE e¡ ®c−Mz HLpju SÅl q−m
Jo¤d m¤¢L−u ®g−m ¢ca¡j, Jo¤d ®M−a,¢Nm−a iu ¢Rmz HMe m¤¢L−u Jo¤d M¡Cz
HMe h¡−l¡¢Vl S¡uN¡u h¡q¡šl¢V M¡Cz H−aJ ¢L¿º L¡S qu e¡z c¡c¡l ®g−m k¡Ju¡
Jo¤−dl h¡„ ®Oy−V O¤−jl Jo¤d ¢e−u M¡Cz A¿¹a O¤¢j−u k¢c jªa¤É−L Bs¡m Ll¡ k¡uz
¢L¿º HLpju S¡N−a −a¡ quz j¡l j¤−M¡j¤¢MJ c¡ys¡−a quz h¡¢sl Bl ®LE mr e¡
Ll−mJ j¡ ¢WLC mr L−le, B¢j ¢WL B−Nl ja ®eCz L¢sL¡−Wl ¢c−L ®Q¡M ®l−M
ö−u B¢R, j¡ clS¡l L¡−R b¡−je, L£ Ha i¡hp?
e¡ ¢LR¤ i¡¢h e¡ ®a¡! Hj¢e öCu¡ lC¢Rz
Bj¡l L¡−R m¤L¡p ®Le?
m¤−L¡−e¡ R¡s¡ Bj¡l Bl Ef¡u ®eC j¡, j−e j−e h¢mz
al ¢LR¤ HLV¡ qC−R ®lz M¤h M¡l¡f ¢LR¤ qC−R alz M¤h M¡l¡f ¢LR¤z
B¢j f¡n ¢g−l öCz j¡l j¤M ®ke Bj¡−L e¡ ®cM−a quz Abh¡ Bj¡l j¤M¢V
j¡−Lz
l¦â Bh¡l ®j¡wm¡ Q−m ®N−Rz JM¡−e h−p d¡e Q¡−ml ¢q−ph L−lz V¡L¡ ®N¡−ez
L¢ha¡ ®m−Mz Bl Bj¡l SeÉ qW¡v qW¡v c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡ L−lz a¡l c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡l Ešl ¢m¢Mz

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l£¢aja q¡¢p f¡uz cu¡ L−l Hdl−Zl Lb¡ A¿¹a Bj¡−L a¤¢j ¢àa£uh¡l ®h¡−m¡ e¡z
¢hnÄ¡p L−l¡, Bl k¡ ¢LR¤C pqÉ L¢l, Hph eÉ¡L¡−j¡ Lb¡u Bj¡l ®ia−l B…e
SÅ−m J−Wz Bl La B…e a¤¢j SÅ¡m¡−h? f¤−s f¤−s B¢j ®a¡ R¡C q−u ®N¢Rz
HaV¤¤L¤ ®Vl f¡J e¡? ¢LµR¤ h¤T−a f¡−l¡ e¡?
a¤¤¢j Ae¤−k¡N Ll−a B¢j e¡¢L Lb¡ h¢m e¡z B¢j ®a¡ HMe AeNÑm Lb¡ h¢m,
fÐQ¤l q¡¢p, q¡p−a q¡p−a Cc¡¢ew Bj¡l ®Q¡M ¢i−S k¡uz ®Q¡−Ml ®ia−l HLV¡ pj¤â
m¤¢L−u b¡−L, HL¢V ®e¡e¡ S−ml pj¤â ¢e−u H−p¢R B¢jz fТa¢eua ®k ®l¡N
Bj¡−L M¤h−m M¡−µR, a¡ h¡S¡−l pÙ¹¡u ¢h¢œ² q−u k¡Ju¡ M¡l¡f ®j−u j¡e¤o−cl
®l¡Nz ¢e−S−L M¤h ®h¢n i¡mj¡e¤o i¡ha¡j, g¤−ml ja p¤¾cl f¢hœ i¡ha¡j,
HL−g¡yV¡ f¡f L¢l¢e −L¡−e¡¢cez a¡C ®h¡dqu AqwL¡−ll n¡¢Ù¹ ®f−a qm Hi¡−hz
g¤−m ®kje L£V H−p ®M−u ®g−m f¡yf¢s, ph ®p±¾ckÑ eø L−l, j¡e¤−ol OªZ¡u
Ah−qm¡u −hy−Q b¡L−a b¡L−a HL¢ce ph¡l Am−rÉ V¤f L−l j−l k¡uz ®LE a¡−a
c¤xM L−l e¡z
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i¡mh¡p¡u ¢ej¡ÑZ Ll¡ üfÀz ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e ®c−M¢R BL¡Pr¡l Ol−c¡l f¤−s ®Nmz
f¤−s R¡C q−u ®Nmz HMe n¡c¡j¡V¡ j¡e¤o B¢j, ü−fÀl h¡m¡C ®eCz h¤−L h¡pe¡ ®eC,
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Efq¡l B¢j j¡b¡u L−l l¡Mhz
H ®b−L Bj¡l f¢lœ¡Z ®eCz a¡C ®a¡ B¢j i¡m q¢µR e¡ Hhw i¡m q−h¡ e¡z
Q¡lf¡−n hs hs pÉ¡wL¡−l i−l ®N−Rz Bl fТa¢eua ®k ¢XpQ¡SÑ q−µR M¤h
lÉ¡¢fX¢m a¡l LÉ¡−lLV¡l f¡ÒV¡−µRz L¡−m¡ BhSÑe¡l ja ¢XpQ¡SÑ, c¤NÑ−å X¤−h
b¡−L nl£lz S¢Vm HL¢V hÉ¡f¡l, M¤h hs HL¢V c¤OÑVe¡ OV−R, Öfø ®h¡T¡ k¡uz
HMe HL¢V Lj−fÔ„ H−p−R Bj¡l j−dÉ, Ce¢g¢lJ¢l¢V Lj−fÔ„z qW¡v M¤h
®h¢n e£lh q−u ®N¢Rz L¡−l¡ p−‰C Lb¡h¡aÑ¡ h¢m e¡z pî¡C M¤h fs¡−n¡e¡ L−lz
p¡j−e fl£r¡z B¢j ®L¡−e¡¢LR¤ fs−a f¡¢l e¡z hCfœ R¤y−a C−µR L−l e¡z
−Lhm JC BL¡nz l¡−al Ù¹ì BL¡nz ®LE ®eC, ¢LµR¤ ®eC, c¤xM ®eC, p¤M
®eCz i¤m−a Q¡Cz i¤m−a Q¡Cz ph¢LR¤ i¤−m b¡L−a Q¡Cz a¤¢j Bj¡l k¿»Z¡…−m¡
S¡−e¡ e¡z h¤T−a f¡−l¡ e¡z j¡−T j¡−T Bj¡l Ah¡L m¡−Nz B¢j ¢L j¡e¤o!
HLV¡ j¡e¤−ol j−dÉ ®a¡ A¢ij¡e b¡−L, l¡N b¡−L, fТa−n¡−dl CµR¡ b¡−Lz
HLV¡ j¡e¤−ol j−dÉ ®a¡ OªZ¡ b¡−L,¢h®ào b¡−L, A¢hnÄ¡p b¡−Lz ®Lhm ¢L ®e¡e¡
S−ml pj¤âC b¡−L!
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®eCz ®kM¡−e ph ¢LR¤ i¤−m b¡L¡ k¡uz Lø…−m¡ Hi¡−h ®f¡s¡u e¡z LaV¤L¤ B…e
a¤¢j Bj¡−L ¢c−u−R¡, a¤¢j S¡−e¡ e¡z B¢j S¡¢e ¢L q−a k¡−µR Bj¡l nl£−lz a¤¢j
Hph h¤T−h e¡z Hph M¤h M¡l¡f ¢S¢epz i¡m j¡e¤o−cl Hph qu e¡, h¡S¡−l pÙ¹¡u
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hs p¡d ¢Rm ®a¡j¡−L ®l¡c X¡L¡lz Bp−m H e¡−j ®a¡j¡−L j¡e¡u e¡z a¤¢j
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®Lje SÅ−m jl¢R, SÅ¡m¡u k¿»Z¡u fТa¢eua B¢j dÄwp q−u k¡¢µR, a¡ ®a¡ a¤¢j
S¡−e¡z Bl LaV¤L¤ dÄwp clL¡l jl−a q−m? Bl LaV¤L?¤ hs p¡de¡l de a¤¢jz
S£heil p¡de¡ L−l B¢j HLV¡ eø j¡e¤o ®f−u¢Rz Bj¡l i¡NÉ ®c−M ®a¡j¡l q¡¢p
f¡u e¡ ®l¡c, j−e j−e ¢eÕQuC a¤¢j A–q¡¢p q¡−p¡z
S¡−e¡ ®l¡c, ®a¡j¡−L L¡−R ®f−m B¢j, ¢L Ah¡L L¡™, ph i¤−m ®k−a Q¡Cz
Bj¡l Bl ®L¡eJ BnÐu ®eC, ®L¡b¡J k¡Ju¡l S¡uN¡ ®eC, Bl ®L¡eJ fb ®eC
O¤−l c¡ys¡h¡l--a¡C qua i¤m−a Q¡C--i¡h−a Q¡C p¡S¡−e¡ ü−fÀl Lb¡, Aü£L¡l
Ll−a Q¡C ®a¡j¡l eø Aa£az Bp−m Hi¡−h qu e¡, ¢e−Sl p¡−b ®h¢n A¢ieu q−u
k¡uz h¤−Ll j−dÉ ®Q−f l¡M¡ Lø…−m¡ B…e q−u R¢s−u f−sz a¤¢j ®a¡ i¡mh¡p−a
S¡−e¡ e¡, a¡C ®h¡−T¡e¡ H Lø ®Lje, LaV¡ ®f¡s¡uz
BS p¡l¡ ¢h−Lm fСZi−l ®Ly−c¢Rz HMeJ L−ãl L¡−R L−øl ®jO S−j B−Rz
f¡¢l e¡, B¢j Bl Hi¡−h f¡¢l e¡z HMe ®Lhm c¤xüfÀ ®c¢Mz f¤−l¡f¤¢l eø q−u
k¡Ju¡l c¤xüfÀz HMe Bl pª¢øl üfÀ eu, HMe dÄw−pl, i¡P−el c¤xüfÀ ®c¢Mz Lø
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S£h−el fТa HL ®gy¡V¡ ®j¡q ®eC, i¡mh¡p¡ ®eCz B¢j ®a¡ f¡bl q−a Q¡C,
f¡¢l e¡z ®Q¡−Ml ®ial f¤−l¡ HLV¡ ®e¡e¡ S−ml pj¤âz
−p l¡−a a¤¢j kMe AÒf AÒf L−l B−h−Nl a¤j¤m ®S¡u¡l Be−m, Bj¡l
nl£−l ®L¡eJ Ae¤i§¢a ¢Rm e¡z HCph hÉ¡f¡l…−m¡u elj¡m ®pú¤u¡m AlN¡−e ®k
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a£hÐ k¿»Z¡z a£hÊ k¿»Z¡z
a¤¢j ®Le O¤−j¡J¢e? Bj¡l k¿»Z¡u? O¤j qu¢e h−m p¡l¡ pL¡m O¤−j¡−a ®Qø¡
Ll−m!
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C−µR qu e¡? ¢ho ®M−u jl−a f¡−l¡ e¡? a¤¢j j−l ¢N−u Bj¡−L HLV¤ h¡yQ¡Jz a¤¢j
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hC−u ®mM¡ ®eCz L¡S e¡ q−m X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R ®k k¡−h¡, ®p Ef¡uJ ®eCz AaHh
−R−s c¡J, Ap¤M Ap¤−Ml ja ®h−s k¡Lz h¡¢s−a Hje L¢We ®mM¡fs¡ pñh eu
h−m B¢j L¡fs ®Q¡fs hC fœ ¢e−u −q¡−ØV−m Q−m k¡Cz h¡¢sl pL−ml h¡d¡−L
a¤µR Ll¡l c¤xp¡qp B¢j ®cM¡¢µRz Bj¡l C−µR k¡hz JM¡−e ®b−L ®k cm ®hy−d fs¡
qu Bj¡l, a¡ euz p¡¢ge¡−Sl O−l, ®k O−l Jl BlJ ¢aeSe l¦j−jV B−R, ®p
O−lC Y¤¢Lz Q¡lS−el S¡uN¡u f¡yQSez H−a L¡lJ Bf¢š ®eCz Jl¡ S¡−e B¢j
fС−Z¡µRÆm HL j¡e¤oz Jl¡ S¡−e ®k B¢j q¡p−a S¡¢e, Be¾c Ll−a S¡¢ez QjvL¡l
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®j¢X−Lm L−mS, HC q¡pf¡a¡m, HC −l¡N HC Jo¤d HC ¢Q¢Lvp¡l l¡S−aÉl
j¢dÉM¡−e h¡p L−lJ Bj¡l HL¢V ®l¡N f¤o−a q−µRz O¡…−m¡ d£−l d£−l ¢ekÑ¡p
Lj¡−a b¡−L, d£−l d£−l h£ivp ®Qq¡l¡¢Vl f¢lhaÑe Ll−a b¡−L, Bh¡l qW¡v g¤−m
®gy−f g¤y−p J−Wz Bj¡l p−‰ m¤−L¡Q¤¢l ®Mm¡ ®Mm−R ®l¡N¢Vz Bj¡l p−‰ m¤−L¡Q¤¢l
l¦âJ ®Mm−Rz Y¡L¡ ¢g−l Bp−h hm−R, AbQ Bp−R e¡z HL pç¡q fl ¢gl−h
h−m−Rz c¤j¡p f¡l q−u k¡u ®gl¡l e¡j ®eCz l¦âl ¢Q¢W HMe Bl X¡¢mu¡l ¢WL¡e¡u
Bp¡l clL¡l qu e¡z q¡pf¡a¡−ml ®f¡ØV A¢g−pl ¢WL¡e¡u B−p ¢Q¢Wz ®f¡ØV
j¡ØV¡l Bj¡l ¢Q¢W ®l−M ®cu kaÁ L−l HL f¡−n, a¤−m ¢eC c¤f¤−ll ¢c−Lz ¢Q¢Wl
M¡−j Bh¡lJ L¢ha¡z

S¡¢e e¡ LMe q¡−a ¢hof¡œ ¢c−u¢R ®a¡j¡l,

¢ff¡p¡l Sm ®i−h a¤¢j a¡−L NËqZ L−lRz
S£h−el M¡−j ®j¡s¡ jªa¤É H−e LMe ¢c−u¢R
S¡¢e e¡ LMe q¡−a â¡r¡ ®i−h ¢c−u¢R Nåjz

l¡a e¡−j, jªa¤Éju l¡a e¡−j nl£−ll O−l,

HC l¡a ®SÉ¡vpÀ¡q£e, ®S¡e¡¢LJ ®eC HC l¡−az
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S¡¢e e¡ ®N¡m¡f ®i−h ¢hog¤m Llh£l pȪ¢a

LMe ¢c−u¢R a¤−m ®qjmL-S£h−el i¡l,
LMe ¢e−u¢R ®V−e O¤−ZS£ZÑ Eol Aa£−a--
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A−eLV¡ H−m¡−j−m¡ L−l ¢cCz Bj¡l l¦¢Ve e¡ j¡e¡ S£he, Bl q¡−al L¡−R Ha
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q¡pf¡a¡−m, H−fСe M¤−m ®gm−m ®k a¡−cl Bl p¡d¡lZ ®j−u−cl jaC ®cM−a
m¡−N, aMe Bl p¡d¡lZ ®j−u−cl jaC a¡l¡ q¡−p Ly¡−c A¢ij¡e L−l, a¡l¡ M¡u
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HMez −k S£he Bj¡−L i¤−m b¡L−a ®c−h Bj¡l Aa£az B¢j ¢e−S−L HL¡ q−a
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BaÈqaÉ¡l üfÀ ®cM−a b¡¢Lz ah¤ ®q¡−ØV−mJ j¡−T j¡−T HL¡ q−a quz HL¡ q−m
Bh¡l ®pC ®l¡N¢V Bj¡l pÀ¡u¤l Jfl öy−u¡−f¡L¡l ja q¡y−Vz Bh¡l l¦â e¡−jl
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L−l Bj¡−L ¢Q¢W ¢mM−h, ®Le? ph ¢LR¤l ®n−o, Bj¡l S£h−el Qlj phÑe¡n L−l
HMe a¤¢j ®a¡j¡−L S¡e¡−h ®Le? B−N S¡e¡−a f¡−l¡¢e? B−N ®Le i¡o¡l ®M¡m−p
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AåL¡−ll j¡−e h¤¢T e¡, EseQ¢™, H−m¡−j−m¡ Hp−hl j¡−e h¤¢T e¡z aMe ®Le
Øfø L−l L¡W−M¡–¡ i¡o¡u a¤¢j Bj¡−L S¡e¡−m e¡? Hph lLj¡¢l n−ël Bs¡−m
®Le a¤¢j Bj¡l p−‰ HaL¡m A¢ieu L−l ®N−m?
Bj¡l Bl ¢L S¡e¡l h¡¢L B−R! ¢L Bl S¡e¡ clL¡l Bj¡l? Bl ¢L S¡e¡−a
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h¡−sz HC ®q¡−ØV−m k¢c HLV¡ l¦j b¡La Bj¡l, ®L¡−e¡¢ce h¡p¡u ®ka¡j e¡z
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fª¢bh£−a Hje ®L¡e cu¡l p¡Nl B−R a¡−L h−m¡, h−m¡ ®a¡j¡l L£¢aÑl Lb¡, ®L
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i¡m−h−p¢Rm¡jz B¢j ®a¡ ®a¡j¡l l©f ®c¢M¢e, ®Lhm ¢nÒf ®c−M¢R, B¢j ®a¡
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HMe c¤S−el B−hNOe j¤q§−aÑ pȪ¢aQ¡lZ H−mC ®a¡j¡l Aa£a M¤y−s ®hl L−l
B−e¡ fQ¡ Nm¡ eø S£he, B¢j pqÉ Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z a¤¢j Bj¡−L ¢L QjvL¡l Ap¤M
¢c−m, H Bj¡l ®ial nš² M¤y¢V ®N−s h¡p¡ ®hy−d−Rz Bl ¢L −c−h a¤¢j Bj¡−L?
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a¤¢j ¢m−M−R¡, ph ¢mM−h, phz
¢L ¢mM−h? ¢L S¡e¡−h? ®a¡j¡l S£he ®S−e Bl Bj¡l ¢L m¡i? ®a¡j¡l S£h−e
®a¡ Bj¡l SeÉ HL¢eùa¡ ®eC, i¡m b¡L¡ ®eC, i¡mh¡p¡ ®eCz Bj¡l ü−fÀl ®pC
p¤¾cl j¡e¤o ®a¡ a¤¢j Bl q−a f¡−l¡ e¡!
−a¡j¡l S£he S¡e−m ¢L q−h Bj¡l? ¢L ¢g−l f¡−h¡ B¢j? a¤¢j ®a¡ Bj¡−L
®L¡eJ¢ce i¡mh¡−p¡¢ez e¡−R¡sh¡¾c¡l ja HL…y−u q−u ®a¡j¡−L i¡m−h−p¢R ®Lhm
B¢jCz a¤¢j Bj¡−L i¡m−h−p j¡e¤o q−a f¡−l¡¢ez L¢ha¡ ¢m−MC ¢L a¤¢j Bj¡−L
Ù»£l jkÑ¡c¡ ¢c−a Q¡J, öd¤ ®a¡j¡l L¢ha¡ ¢c−uC ¢L Bj¡l e¡l£aÅ p¡bÑL Ll−a Q¡J?
®L¡−e¡ ®j−u ¢L Hi¡−h Q¡u?
a¤¢j ®a¡ ®h¡−T¡e¡, e¡l£ q−u ®c−M¡¢e, Ù»£ q−u ®c−M¡¢e, HC hÉ¡f¡l…−m¡ dÄwp
L−l ®cu, SÅ¡¢m−u R¡lM¡l L−l ®cu jez ®a¡j¡l i¡mh¡p¡ f¡C¢ez ®a¡j¡l i¡mb¡L¡
f¡C¢e Bj¡l SeÉz a−h ¢L−pl ¢hnÄ¡p b¡−L? a¤¢j A¢hnÄ¡−pl Bl fÐa¡lZ¡l Jfl
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®L¡−e¡ ®j−uC pqÉ Ll−a f¡l−h e¡z f¡−l e¡z B−e¡ p¡l¡ c¤¢eu¡ M¤y−S B−e¡ Hje
HL¢V ®j−u ®k ¢L e¡ ®a¡j¡−L hm−h--a¤¢j ¢n−Òfl j¡e¤o h−m ®a¡j¡−L AeÉi¡−h
®cM¡ k¡uz
HaC k¢c A−eÉl Ec¡la¡ ®f−a Q¡J a−h ¢e−S a¤¢j Ec¡la¡ ®cM¡−m e¡ ®Le?
®Le k¤−Ü d¢oÑa¡ ®L¡−e¡ h£l¡‰e¡ e¡l£−L ¢h−u Ll−m e¡? ®Le Ai¡h J c¤cÑn¡ ®b−L
HLSe ®hnÉ¡−L ¢h−u L−l h¡yQ¡−m e¡? ®Le ü¡j£ f¢laÉš²¡ Nªqq¡l¡ ®L¡−e¡
Ai¡N£−L ¢h−u L−l pj¡S J ®c−nl EfL¡l Ll−m e¡? ®cM¡J, L¡−m¡ L¤¢µRa HL¢V
BCh¤¢s ¢h−u e¡ qJu¡ ®j−u−L ¢h−u L−l, l¡Ù¹¡l HL¢V Ae¡b ¢i¢M¢l ®j−u−L ¢h−u
L−l ®cM¡Jz Abh¡ ¢e−Sl Ù»£−L HLn HLV¡ flf¤l¦−ol L¡−R py−f c¡J, HlLj
Ec¡la¡ HMe ®cM¡J! Bj¡l H−a ¢LR¤ k¡u B−p e¡z ®a¡j¡l ®L¡−e¡ ¢LR¤−a HMe
Bj¡l ¢LR¤ k¡u B−p e¡z a−h A−eÉl Ec¡la¡ Bn¡ Ll¡l B−N ¢e−Sl JC
Ec¡la¡V¤L¤ Bj¡−L cu¡ L−l ®c¢MJz
pL¡m

B¢j ¢glh e¡ l¦â, j−e j−e h¢mz B¢j Bl ¢glh e¡, B¢j °exn−ël p−‰
−hy−d¢R Olz a¤¢j Bj¡−L Bl JC eø Aa£a pÈlZ L¢lJ e¡z Bj¡−L HL¡ b¡L−a
c¡Jz l¦â Bj¡−L HL¡ b¡L−a ®cu e¡ ah¤z ah¤ a¡l L¢ha¡ H−p Bj¡−L ¢hoZÀ
Ll−a b¡−Lz
e£lha¡ ®L¡eJ HL Ec¡p£e f¡b−ll e¡j--
AqmÉ¡ ®p ®L¡eJ¢ce S¡¢e Bl q−h e¡ S£hez
q−h e¡ ®p f¡¢lS¡a, ®L¡−e¡¢ce q−h e¡ pL¡m,
¢ce Bl ¢e¢n−bl p¢år−Z ®b−L k¡−h S¡¢e--

AqmÉ¡ ®p ¢QlL¡m ®b−L k¡−h, lš² j¡wp ¢e−uz

k¡−h e¡ ®p c‡ r¤ì j¡e¤−ol ¢j¢R−m LMeJ,
−f¡s¡ j¡e¤−ol ra, lš², NÔ¡¢e h¤−L ®p ®e−h e¡,
k¡−h e¡ ®p S¡¢e Bl ®L¡eJ¢ce ph¤S ¢eiª−az

−R¡y−h e¡ ®p ¢Qh¤−Ll b−l¡ b−l¡ ¢hoZÀ Eš¡f,

−pC q¡a LMeJ ®R¡y−h e¡ Bl Ec¡p£e Q¤mz
¢exnÄ¡−pl OË¡−Z Bl S¡N−h e¡ ®iS¡ ®Q¡M c¤¢V,
er−œl pȪ¢a öd¤ ®hy−Q l−h pÀ¡u¤l ¢a¢j−lz

q−h e¡ −hým¡ S¡¢e ®p LMeJ N¡P¤−ll S−m

i¡p−h e¡ ®im¡ a¡l, i¡p−h e¡ ü−fÀl p¡qp,
−hým¡l üfÀ-®im¡ ®L¡eJ¢ce S−m i¡p−h e¡--
e£lha¡ L¡l e¡j? L¡l e¡−j ¢ehÑ¡pe SÅ−m?

l¦â ®j¡wm¡ ®b−L ¢g−l H−m ®q¡−ØVm ®b−L Y¡L¡ Q−m k¡Cz h¡¢sl L¡E−L hm¡l
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k¡¢µR, Bj¡l C−µRz HC Ešl¢VJ Bj¡l fÐ−u¡Se ®eC EµQ¡lZ Ll¡lz j¡−pl fl
j¡p d−l f¤−o l¡M¡ Ap¤M¢V HMe ®L¡b¡u ¢N−u ®fy±−R−R ®cM−a q−hz ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡l
Q¡C, A−Qe¡ X¡š²¡lz n¡qh¡−Nl ®j¡−sl HL¢V X¡š²¡−ll −Qð¡−l l¦â Bj¡−L ¢e−u
k¡uz X¡š²¡l−L ®p h−m, H Ap¤ÙzÛ ®L¡b¡J O¡ q−u−R, k¡−µR e¡z
X¡š²¡l ¢S−‘p Ll−me, ®L¡b¡u O¡?
l¦â Bj¡l ¢c−L ¢g−l h−m, ®L¡b¡u O¡ hmz
a¤¢j hmz
l¦â X¡š²¡−ll ¢c−L ¢g−l h−m, Jl fСC−iV f¡VÑ−pz
L−h q−u−R? ¢L lLj O¡? X¡š²¡l ¢S−‘p Ll−mez
l¦â a¡¢lM ®N¡e¡l ®Qø¡ L−lz BP¤−ml Ls¡u j¡p ®N¡−ez B¢j J−L b¡¢j−u
¢c−u ®L¡eJlLj l¡MY¡L e¡ L−lC h¢m, H Bj¡l ü¡j£, Hl ¢p¢g¢mp q−u¢Rm,
Bj¡−L pwœ²¡¢ja L−l−Rz −f¢e¢p¢me ¢e−u¢Rm¡jz ¢L¿º HM−e¡ i¡m q¢µR e¡z
J HC Lb¡z
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®c−M−Re H Hm¡L¡u, a¡l ®Q¡M ®c−MC h¤¢Tz X¡š²¡l lš² fl£r¡l Lb¡ ¢m−M ®cez
lš² ¢c−u, a¡Sjqm ®l¡X j¤qÇjcf¤lz JM¡−e h−p b¡−L¡z JM¡−e L¢ha¡ f−s¡z
JM¡−e l¦âl pwp¡l -üfÀ ®c−M¡z l¦â b¡m h¡pe ¢Le−hz H h¡¢s−a pwp¡l N−s
a¤m−h −pz ®R¡V pwp¡l,p¤M£ pwp¡lz l¦â Bf¡cjÙ¹L öÜ q−u EW−hz Bj¡−L Bl
®L¡eJ¢ce c¤xM ®f−a q−h e¡z −L¡eJ¢ce Lø ®f−a q−h e¡ Blz HLh¡l ®ke B¢j
a¡−L rj¡ L¢lz rj¡ ¢S¢ep¢V ¢e−u a¡−L B−NC B¢j h−m¢Rz l¦âl −j−uj¡e¤−ol
®en¡ B−R, −j−uj¡e¤o ®f−m a¡l j¡wp ¢e−u −Mm−a a¡l Be¾c quz H a¡l qW¡v
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B¢j Bj¡l S£he¢V a¡l p−‰ Ss¡a¡j e¡z ¢L¿º ®p h−m¢ez i¤m ®pM¡−ez i¤m a¡l
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®p¢V a¡−L aÉ¡N Ll¡z ®i¢l ¢pÇfmz
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Bh¡lJ Ce−SLne ¢e−a qmz HL¢ce euz ¢ae¢cez
¢ae¢ce fl juje¢pw−q ¢g¢lz −q¡−ØV−mz L¡E−L Sh¡h ¢c−a qu e¡ ®L¡b¡u
¢Rm¡j, L¡l L¡−Rz HLdl−el j¤š² S£hez AbQ HC S£he¢V−L l¦âl ¢ho¡š² q¡Ju¡u
B¢j Es−a ¢cC e¡z HL¢V j¤š² S£h−el p¡d ¢Rm La, −f−m ®ke Y¡L¡l p¡¢qaÉ
A‰e p¡wúª¢aL QšÆl Q−o ®hs¡−h¡z LC! Bj¡l ®a¡ HLV¤J C−µR L−l e¡z B¢j
¢g−l B¢p, l¦â ®fR−e ¢e−Sl JC O−l h−p −m−M,
h¤−Ll ®ia−l SÅ−m, SÅ−m J−W ¢ehÑ¡pe -¢nM¡z
fl¡e ®f¡s¡−u BS ¢ehÑ¡p−e Q−m−R pL¡m
nl£l ®f¡s¡−u BS ¢ehÑ¡p−e Q−m−R pL¡m
fª¢bh£ Byd¡l L−l ¢ehÑ¡p−e Q−m−R pL¡m..

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 cMm ¢e−u−R O¤Z BS e£m er−œl ®c−n,
¢e−u−R l¢Pe O¤¢s ¢Ry−s JC ¢cN−¿¹l NË¡j,
¢g−l B−p hÉbÑ p¤−a¡, ¢g−l B−p üfÀi¡P¡ ¢qu¡z

¢h−ol ®fu¡m¡ q¡−a c¡y¢s−u−R O¡aL pju--

eNÀ HC c¤C ®Q¡−M phÑe¡n¡ AfQu SÅ−m,
pju ¢c−u−R a¤−m HC q¡−a Ag¤l¿¹ ®LÓc,
¢c−u−R l−š² j¡w−p S£h−el aç AåL¡lz

−O¡l Lªo·fr l¡a, c¤xp¡q−p R¤y−u¢Rm ah¤,

Byd¡−l f¤−s−R BS üfÀ a¡l ¢eiªa eNl,
Byd¡−l f¤−s−R a¡l ¢hnÄ¡−pl ph¤S ¢e¢Mmz
üfÀq£e ®f¡s¡ ¢i−V, ®f¡s¡ Ol--®L ®gl¡−h a¡−l?

−Lhm L¢ha¡ euz l¦âl fl fl A−eL…−m¡ ¢Q¢Wl Ešl ¢mM−a h¢pz O¡ ®p−l
k¡Ju¡ l¦â HMe j¢lu¡ q−u pwp¡−ll üfÀ ®cM−a öl¦ L−l−Rz O¡ ®p−l ®k−aC −p
i¤−m −N−R Bj¡−cl c¤S−el j¡TM¡−e HMe HL¢V ®l¡N e¡ b¡L ®l¡−Nl pȪ¢a B−Rz
j¡TM¡−e HL¢V cNc−N A¢hnÄ¡p B−Rz Bj¡l ®i¡m¡ qu e¡z
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h¡p¡u Q−m H−p¢R BS c¤f¤−lz Bp−m h¡p¡ R¡s¡ AeÉ ®L¡b¡J Bj¡l f−r
b¡L¡ pñh euz hs−S¡l c¤¢ce ¢Lð¡ ¢ae¢cez ®no fkÑ¿¹ ®q¡−ØV−mJ b¡L−a f¡¢l¢ez
Bp−m p¡l¡ S£he ®k f¢l−h−n AiÉÙ¹ q−u ®N¢R, qW¡v L−l a¡l f¢lhaÑe pqÉ Ll¡
k¡u e¡z öd¤ ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u, ®V¢h−m fs¡l hC f−s Bj¡l S£he H−N¡−a Q¡u e¡z
fÐQ¤l B—¡ B−R, Be¾c B−Rz ¢L¿º S£he H−N¡−a Q¡u e¡z Bj¡l kMe C−µR ®kje
C−µR f¡ R¢s−u Abh¡ f¡ …¢V−u ö−u b¡Lh, HL¡−X¢jL fs¡−n¡e¡l h¡C−l Bj¡l
hý¢LR¤ fs¡l B−R, Ll¡l B−Rz Bj¡l ¢mM−a qu, Bj¡l j¡b¡l j−bÉ c¤mr i¡he¡
¢Q¿º¡ H−m¡−j−m¡ e¡Q¡e¡¢Q L−l H−Lh¡−l ¢en−ë Bj¡−L HL¡ b¡L−a quz
k¡ha£u T¤VT¡−jm¡, HLn HLV¡ L¡−Sl L¡S ®g−m Bj¡−L Ec¡p£e q−a qu--
H Bj¡l ¢Ql−L−m üi¡hz a¡C h¡p¡ ®R−s AeÉ ®L¡b¡J ¢e−S−L M¡f M¡Ju¡−a f¡¢l
e¡z HM¡−e Bj¡l ¢eSü HLV¡SV f¡L¡−e¡ B−N¡R¡−m¡ pwp¡l B−Rz B¢j HL¡C
Hl A¢dnÄlz Bj¡l HC e¡e¡e dl−Zl hC−u L¡N−S H−m¡−j−m¡ d¤−m¡h¡¢ml ¢hR¡e¡u
M¡¢eLV¡ ¢Le¡l L−l ®n¡u¡l S¡uN¡ L−l ¢eC, Ni£l p¤¢eâ¡u l¡¢œ ®f−l¡uz AbQ
p¡S¡−e¡ ®N¡R¡−e¡ f¢lf¡¢V AeÉ ¢hR¡e¡u Bj¡l HLl¢š O¤j B−p e¡z Aü¢Ù¹−a
Hf¡n Jf¡n L−l L−øl l¡¢œ ®f−l¡uz
hCM¡a¡l ®L¡−e¡ ¢WL ®eCz ¢LµR¤ ¢WLW¡L M¤y−S f¡C e¡, HL¢V BL¡−n ®a¡
B−lL¢V f¡a¡−mz HL¢V H j¡b¡u, B−lL¢V J j¡b¡uz ah¤ fs¡−n¡e¡ quz M¤h AÒf
pju Ni£l j−e¡−k¡−N fs−a f¡¢lz
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h¡¢s−a B¢j HL¢V A−qa¤L A−fÐ−u¡Se£u j¡e¤o ¢q−p−h ®hy−Q b¡L¢Rz HV¡ ¢WL ®k
B¢j HMe j−l ®N−mJ H h¡¢sl ®LE HL−g¡yV¡ L¡yc−h e¡, H−a L¡−l¡ ¢LR¤ k¡u
B−p e¡z B¢j M¤h ®h¢nlLj Afl¡¢d j¡e¤o h−m H h¡¢sl pL−m i¡−hz Cc¡¢ew
Hph Bl N¡−u j¡¢M e¡z Bc¢lZ£ LeÉ¡l ja HMe Bl L¡−l¡ L¡−R ®L¡−e¡¢LR¤l
Bhc¡l L¢l e¡z ®L¡−e¡ ¢LR¤ ¢e−u Ae¤−k¡N L¢l e¡z Bj¡l HL¡ b¡L¡l Hhw i¡he¡l
l¡−SÉ Ah¡d ¢hQl−Zl pjup£j¡ B−l¡ hª¢Ü ®f−u−R h−m B¢j H−cl L¡−R Lªa‘z
Bp−m ®q¡−ØV−ml n¡c¡j¡V¡ ®N¡R¡−e¡ S£h−e Bj¡l cjhå q−u B−pz ®ke M¡yQ¡
®b−L Es¡m ¢c−u h−el f¡¢M h−e f¡m¡−a Q¡Cz
−a¡j¡l O−lJ A¢hLm HLC AhÙÛ¡z Bj¡l cj hå q−u k¡uz f¡¢l e¡z Bj¡l
i¡m m¡−N e¡z hs−S¡l c¤¢ce, Hlfl ph¢LR¤ ApqÉ m¡−N Bj¡lz Hje¢L
®a¡j¡−LJ, ®a¡j¡l Q¡mQme, Lb¡h¡aÑ¡ phz
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a¡C AS¡−¿¹ JC Qlj i¤m¢V q−u ®Nmz H−a HMe AhnÉ Bj¡l HL¢V m¡i q−u−R,
a¡ q−m¡, Hp−h Qlj ¢haªo·¡ H−p−Rz B¢j HMe M¤h pq−SC ü¡i¡¢hL aªo·¡…−m¡−L
Ae¡u¡−p cje Ll−a f¡¢lz H Bj¡l SeÉ M¤h m¡i qmz ¢L¿º m¡i R¡s¡ ®k r¢aV¡
q−u ®Nm Hhw AÒf L¢c−el j−dÉ k¡ B¢j q¡−s q¡−s ®Vl f¡−h¡ ®p r¢a ®b−L
Bj¡−L a¤¢j ®k L−lC ®q¡L cu¡ L−l h¡y¢Q−u¡z A¿¹a HLV¤ ¢eiÑla¡ b¡L−m n¡¢¿¹
f¡−h¡z
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juje¢pwq L−l m¡i ®eCz L¡lZ J ®l¡N k¡−h e¡z J ®l¡N e¡−R¡sh¡¾c¡l ja Bj¡l
N¡−u ®py−V−Rz Bj¡−L ¢he¡n L−l a−hC Jl p¤Mz
−pC ®k h−m¢Rm¡j ýV L−l B−h−N B−h−N ¢LR¤ HLV¡ L−l Bj¡−L p¡l¡S£he
fÙ¹¡−a quz ¢WL a¡Cz k¢c Ec¡qlZ Q¡J hmh, ®a¡j¡−L ¢Q¢W ¢m−M¢R, ®a¡j¡l p−‰
®fÐj L−l¢R, −a¡j¡−L ¢h−u L−l¢R, ®a¡j¡−cl h¡¢s−a ¢N−u¢R, ¢e−S−L pjfÑZ
L−l¢R.. j¡−T j¡−T fÐnÀ L¢l ¢e−S−LC L¡l L¡−R pjfÑZ L−l¢R?: Hl ¢L Ešl
B¢j ®ch? Q¡lf¡n ®b−L q¡ q¡ q¡pÉdÄ¢e J−Wz
Hl ®L¡−e¡ pc¤šl B¢j S¡¢e e¡z ®m¡−L h−m, A¢a ®p¡S¡ j¡e¤o k¢c HLh¡l
®hy−L h−p aMe Bl l−r b¡−L e¡z HLh¡l ®hy−L hp−a C−µR L−lz HLh¡l aReR
L−l, Q¤lj¡l L−l i¡P−a C−µR L−l ®a¡j¡l p¡S¡−e¡ üfÀz HLh¡l SÅ¡m¡−a C−µR
L−l ®a¡j¡l pwp¡lz Bj¡−L ®kje ®i−P−R¡, Bj¡−L kaV¡ L¡y¢c−u−R¡, aaV¡
®a¡j¡−L L¡yc¡−a C−µR L−lz L−øl B…−e ®f¡s¡−a C−µR L−lz ®Le C−µR Ll−h e¡
h−m¡? B¢j ®a¡ j¡e¤o, ®cha¡ eCz ®cha¡ ®eC h−m B¢j ®a¡j¡l O−l k¡−h¡ e¡z
p¤¾cl p¡S¡−e¡ ®N¡R¡−e¡ hÉ¡f¡l pÉ¡f¡l, h¡¢s k¡Ju¡, ¢h−ul Ae¤ù¡e, p¡j¡¢SLa¡,
c£OÑ¢ce ®b−L ®M−u ¢hnСj ®eJu¡, Y¡L¡u ®fÐ−pl L¡S, qy¡¢sL¤¢s ®Le¡, l¡æ¡h¡æ¡,
O−l M¡Ju¡, ¢eujj¡¢gL O−l ®gl¡, l¡a q−m hE−L ¢e−u ö−u b¡L¡--CaÉ¡¢c
®L¡−e¡¢LR¤C B¢j q−a ®ch e¡z H−a¡ pq−SC ®a¡j¡l ja j¡e¤−ol q¡−a p¤−Ml f¡¢M
dl¡ ¢cL, a¡ B¢j Q¡C e¡z ®a¡j¡l SeÉ ®Le B¢j h¡¢sl ph¡C−L g¡y¢L ¢c−u BaÈ£u
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k¡l ¢h¢ej−u Hje L−l ®a¡j¡l p−‰ Q−m k¡Ju¡l p¡qp B¢j Ll−a f¡¢l! a¤¢j ¢L
L¡lZ ®cM¡−h? JC HL¢V pC Ll¡ ¢h−ul L¡NS! ¢WL JlLj HL¢V pC Ll¡
a¡m¡Le¡j¡J f¡Ju¡ k¡u! H Lb¡ ¢eÕQuC S¡−e¡z k¢c h−m¡ H¢ŸeL¡l ®jm¡−jn¡!
B¢j hmh i¤mz öl¦ ®b−L phV¡C Bj¡l i¤mz ýV L−l B−h−N B−h−N ¢LR¤ HLV¡
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®q−p h−mz ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu ®M−a a¡l Bl i¡m m¡−N e¡, HMe ®b−L O−l l¡æ¡ q−h, O−l
M¡−hz ¢L¿º l¡æ¡¢V Ll−h ®L! B¢j ®a¡ LMeJ l¡æ¡ L¢l¢e, e¡ Ll−mJ H¢V
Bj¡−LC Ll−a q−hz HMe ®b−L pwp¡¢l q−h ®pz Bl h¡¢ql eu, Bl VCVC eu,
Bl H−m¡−j−m¡ S£he euz B¢j ®k l¡æ¡ Ll−a S¡¢e e¡, Bj¡−L ®k L¡m pL¡−mC
Q−m ®k−a q−h juje¢pw−q, LÓ¡p B−R, M¤h Sl¦¢l LÓ¡p, fl£r¡ B−R, M¤h L¢We
fl£r¡, hm¡ qu e¡z pwp¡l E−à¡de Ll−a ¢N−u i¡a ly¡d−a ¢N−u i¡a qu e¡ ®pÜ,
h¡¢sAm¡l L¡R ®b−L jnm¡ d¡l L−l X¡m Q¤−m¡u ®cJu¡ qu h−V, a−h X¡m e¡ q−u
¢S¢ep¢V AeÉ ¢LR¤ quz ®no fkÑ¿¹ ¢Xj ®i−S j¤M lr¡ L¢lz JC ®M−u Evg¤õ l¦â
l¡−a Bj¡−L ØfnÑ L−lz l¦â ØfnÑ Ll−m Bj¡l p¡l¡ nl£l Ahn-ja q−u k¡uz
nl£−l ®l¡d ¢e−l¡d j−e ®S¡l k¤¢š² k¡ ¢LR¤ B−R, eø q−u k¡uz B¢j S−ml ja
l¦â-f¡−œ N¢s−u k¡Cz H ¢L i¡mh¡p¡ e¡¢L pwú¡l, ¢e−S−L fÐnÀ L¢lz®k−qa¤ HLV¤
HLV¤ L−l ®m¡−L S¡e−a f¡l−R ®k Bj¡−cl ¢h−u q−u−R, L¡NSf−œ eua j−e,
®k−qa¤ HLh¡l ¢h−u q−m Bl ®gl¡l Ef¡u b¡−L e¡, ®k−qa¤ ®m¡−L h−m ü¡j£l p−‰
®k L−l ®q¡L j¡¢e−u ¢e−u h¡¢L S£he f¡l Ll¡, Bl cnV¡ ®j−u ®kje L−l, i¡m,
a¡C ¢L!a¡C ¢L B¢j l¦â ®b−L p−l Bp−a f¡l¢R e¡, pl−h¡ ®i−hJ? e¡¢L M¤h
plm Hhw ®p¡S¡ HL¢V L¡lZ,®k,B¢j a¡−L i¡mh¡¢pz pwú¡l ¢L B¢j M¤h HLV¡
j¡¢e? j¡e−m q¡¢hh¤õ¡ql p−‰ Bj¡l hå¤aÅ qa e¡,®k−qa¤ ®j−u−cl ®R−mhå¤ b¡L¡V¡
pw×L¡−ll h¡C−lz j¡e−m l¦âl p−‰C ®L¡eJ pÇfLÑ c¡ys¡u e¡, ®k−qa¤ l¦â X¡š²¡lJ
eu, C¢”¢eu¡lJ eu, HLSe X¡š²¡l-®j−ul ü¡j£ p¡d¡lZa k¡ q−u b¡−L, Hhw k¡
qJu¡ ü¡i¡¢hL h−m pL−m, pL−m hm−a Bj¡l BaÈ£u, fТa−h¢n, ®Qe¡ A−Qe¡
j¡e¤−ol¡ j−e L−lez B¢j ®a¡ ®pC pwú¡−ll f−l¡u¡ e¡ L−l l¦âl ja Q¡mQ¤−m¡q£e
®R−m−L h−m¢R i¡mh¡¢pz p−ñ¡−N aªç a¤ø l¦â−L ®c−M i¡¢h l¦â ¢L p¢aÉC Bj¡−L
i¡mh¡−p? i¡mh¡p−m AeÉ e¡l£l nl£l ¢L L−l ®R¡yu ®p? B¢j ®a¡ f¡¢l e¡z HC ®k
q¡¢hh¤õ¡q ®fÐj¡aÑ −Q¡−M a¡¢L−u b¡−L ¢e¢eÑ−jo, Bj¡l ®a¡ C−µR qu e¡ J−L
M¡¢eLV¡ R¤y−u ®cM−az q¡¢hh¤õ¡ql ja p¤cnÑe f¤l¦o ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e eÉ¡w−V¡ q−u
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c§−l k¡u e¡z
juje¢pw−q ¢g−l B¢pz j¡ ¢S−‘p L−le, LC ¢R¢m? B¢j ®L¡eJ Ešl ¢cC
e¡z
B¢j ®L¡b¡u k¡C, h¡ e¡ k¡C, ®L¡b¡u b¡¢L e¡ b¡¢L, a¡ L¡lJ S¡e¡l clL¡l
®eCz h−m ¢cCz ØføC h−m ¢cCz
h¡¢s ®bCL¡ h¡Cl qCu¡ k¡ e¡z ®kC ®hX¡l p¡−b l¡Ca L¡X¡CRp, a¡l L¡−RC
k¡z
pju qC−mC k¡Cu¡jz L¡−l¡ LCu¡ ¢c−a qCh e¡z
j¡ N¡m ¢c−u q−mJ Lb¡ h−m−Re, h¡h¡ Lb¡ h−me e¡z Bj¡l R¡u¡J j¡s¡e e¡z
L−m−S k¡Ju¡l ¢l„¡i¡s¡J ®ce e¡z p¡a ¢ce f¡l q−u k¡u, h¡h¡l q¡a ®b−L V¡L¡
Mp−R e¡z B¢j ®k HL¢V fСZ£ h¡¢s−a B¢R, h¡h¡ −ke a¡ S¡−ee e¡, S¡e−mJ i¤−m
®N−Rez p¡a¢ce fl pL¡m−hm¡ j¡ ¢je¢je L−l h¡h¡−L h−me, J ¢L L−mS hå
LCl¡ hCp¡ b¡Lh e¡¢Lz ¢l„¡i¡s¡ ¢cu¡ k¡ez
j¡l ¢c−L HL¢V −M−u ®gm¡ cª¢ø R¤y−s ¢c−u l¦−M J−We, J−l h¡p¡a ®bCL¡
h¡Cl qCu¡ k¡C−a LJz Bj¡l h¡p¡u b¡L¡l Jl ®L¡eJ A¢dL¡l e¡Cz
h¡h¡ Bj¡l E−Ÿ−n R¤y−s ¢c−a b¡−Le HL HL¢V ¢hoj¡M¡ a£l, Bj¡l h¡p¡u
b¡L−a a¡−L ®LX¡ LC−R? JC ®hX¡ ®LX¡? ®L¡b¡L¡l ®hX¡? −hX¡ ¢L L−l? La
hs p¡qp HC ®R¢sl JC ®hX¡−l h¡p¡u B−ez La hs p¡qp Bj¡l p¡j−e ¢cu¡
®hX¡l p¡−b h¡C−l k¡u! J Bj¡l h¡p¡u ¢L L−l? m¡¢› ¢cu¡ h¡p¡ ®bCL¡ h¡l Llh,
e¡ ¢L J Hj−e k¡Ch?
h¡h¡ Q−m ®N−m j¡ h−me Bj¡−L, h¤T,jS¡ h¤Tz ¢e−Sl S£heX¡l La phÑe¡n
LlRpz al h¡−f a−l Bl ®mq¡fs¡l MlQ ¢ch e¡z −j¢X−L−m fs¡ ®a¡ hå qChz
h¡−fl M¤h üfÀ B¢Rm HLV¡ ®j−u X¡š²¡l qCa¡−Rz ph ®N−Rz
ph ®N−Rl ¢hm¡f ö¢e h−pz
l¡−a Bj¡l f¡−n h−p j¡ elj ü−l h−me, −kC ®m¡LV¡l p¡−b ®N¢R¢m, a¡l
e¡j ¢L? a¡l e¡j ¢L l¦â? l¦â−L ¢L a¤C ¢hu¡ LlRp?
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Bl h−me, ¢hu¡ e¡ Ll−m L ®k ¢hu¡ Llp e¡Cz LC al h¡−f−lz al h¡f qua
elj qC−aJ f¡−lz
cj hå q−u Bp−a b¡−L h¡¢sl f¢l−h−nz Bj¡l ¢c−L pL−ml ®Q¡Mz OªZ¡l
®Q¡M!®Q¡M pwn−ul, A¢hnÄ¡−plz B¢j ®ke Bl B−Nl B¢j eC, B¢j AfÐLª¢aÙÛ,
j¡e¢pL i¡lp¡jÉ q¡¢l−u ®g−m h¡¢s−a h−p B¢Rz C−µR L−l ®h¢l−u f¢s h¡¢s¢V
®b−Lz ®k¢c−L c¤−Q¡M k¡u, k¡Cz A¢eÕQua¡ Bj¡−L ®R¡h−m ®R¡h−m e£m Ll−Rz H
pju Bf¡aa pjpÉ¡l HL¢V pj¡d¡e L−le j¡z j¡ ¢e−S ¢N−u ea¤e h¡S¡l ®b−L
X¡hAm¡ d−l B−eez l¢nc−L f¡e¢e, AeÉ ®m¡Lz ¢e−Sl c¤−V¡ N¡−Rl L¢V X¡h ¢h¢œ²
L−l Bj¡−L V¡L¡ ¢c−me L−m−S k¡Ju¡lz ¢c−me ¢L¿º hm−me h¡h¡l L¡−R −ke
Bj¡l AeÉ¡−ul SeÉ rj¡ ®Q−u, Hje AeÉ¡u S£h−e Bl LMeJ Llh e¡ fТa‘¡
L−l, ¢eu¢ja L−m−S q¡pf¡a¡−m k¡Ju¡l MlQ ¢eCz e¡ B¢j a¡ L¢l e¡z l¦â−L
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c¤iÑ¡he¡−L Bj¡l ®Q±q¢Ÿ ®b−L c§l c§l L−l c§l L−lz −Lhm L−m−S k¡Ju¡
Bp¡−aC ®k V¡L¡ MlQ q−a b¡−L a¡ euz ¢h−Lm q−m Cu¡p¢je−L ¢e−u ¢l„¡u ýX
®g−m ¢c−u AbÑ¡v h¡dÉa¡j§mL ®O¡jV¡¢V M¢p−u O¤−l ®hs¡−a b¡¢L nqljuz Aá¤a
HL Be¾c HC O¤−l ®hs¡−e¡uz −ke c¤¢V j¤š² f¡¢M, ®ke h¡yde ¢Ry−s −h¢l−u¢R
HCj¡œz j¡m¡CL¡¢l ®M−a C−µR q−µR, nУLªo· ¢jø¡æ i¡™¡−l ®e−j −M−u ¢eC c¤−V¡
j¡m¡CL¡¢l, cC−ul Jfl ®i−p b¡L¡ lp−N¡õ¡Jz h¡h¡ h¡¢s−a ¢hú¤V f¡W¡−µRe e¡
A−eL¢ce, ¢hú¤−Vl ®c¡L¡−e ¢N−u HL f¡Eä ¢hú¤V ¢L−e ¢eCz j¡ f£lh¡¢s k¡−he,
¢l„¡ i¡s¡ ®eC, Ec¡l qÙ¹ ¢c−u ®cu f¡yQ V¡L¡z h¡¢s−a X¡m i¡a R¡s¡ ¢LR¤ ®eC,
Cu¡p¢je−L ¢e−u N¡¢‰e¡l f¡−sl ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu ¢N−u j¡wp i¡a ®M−u B¢p, LMeJ
Bh¡l ea¤e ¢Q−e ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yuz

h¡h¡ mr L−le B¢j L−m−S k¡¢µR, ¢L¿º a¡l L¡−R q¡a f¡a¢R e¡z mr L−le,
h¡¢s−a X¡m i¡a R¡s¡ AeÉ ¢LR¤l hÉhÙÛ¡ e¡ Ll¡l flJ ®L¡eJ h¡S¡−ll ¢m¢ØV ®LE
f¡W¡−µR e¡ ay¡l L¡−R, Hph ay¡l c−ñ ¢hOÀ OV¡uz j¡−L ®X−L ¢S−‘p L−le, JC
®R¢s L−m−S ®k k¡u ¢l„¡i¡s¡ LC f¡u? a¤¢j ®cJ?
B¢j ¢cu¡j ®L¡−›L¡? Bj¡l q¡−a ®L¡eJ V¡L¡ fup¡ ®cCe e¡¢L?
a¡C−m f¡C−R LC?
¢L S¡¢e!
¢L S¡¢e j¡−e? ®a¡j¡l S¡e−a qCh e¡?
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qCh! −k¡N¡s Ll−Rz
¢Li¡−h −k¡N¡s Ll−R? L¡l L¡R −bCL¡z
®pCX¡ a¡−l ¢Nu¡ ¢SN¡ez Lb¡ hå Ll−Re ®Le? Lb¡ hå Ll−m ¢L ph
pjpÉ¡l pj¡d¡e qCu¡ k¡u?
Bj¡l h¡¢s ®bCL¡ ®k QCm¡ k¡C−a LC¢R, k¡u e¡ ®Le?
LC k¡Ch?
®kC ®hX¡l L¡R ®bCL¡ V¡L¡ ¢e−R a¡l L¡−R k¡L N¡z
®N−m M¤¢n qCe e¡¢L? Hqe ®a¡ ®e¡j¡e L¡j¡m−l Bl V¡L¡ fup¡ ¢c−a qu e¡z
Bj¡−l a ¢LR¤C ®cCe-C e¡z c¤CX¡ ®j−u−l k¡ ¢ca¡¢R−me, a¡J pqÉ qCa¡−R e¡
Bf−elz Bf−el V¡L¡ fup¡ HLm¡ Bf−eC ®i¡N Ll−a Q¡e, ®i¡N L−lez
−j−ul¡ a BCS e¡ qC−mJ L¡Cm k¡ChC HC h¡¢s R¡Cs¡z HqeC i¡N¡C−a Q¡e
®Le? h¡¢s M¡¢m Ll−a Q¡C−m Le, Bjl¡ ph¡C k¡C N¡z HLm¡ b¡−Lez
h¡h¡ ®L¡eJ Ešl ®ce e¡z n§eÉ ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u b¡−Le E−W¡−el ¢c−Lz h¡h¡ ®k
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l¡−M¡z −p pñ¡he¡¢VJ ®eCz Cu¡p¢je, hª¢šd¡l£ R¡œ£, −j¢VÊ−L fÐbj ¢hi¡N f¡Ju¡,
lp¡u−e a¡lL¡M¢Qa eðl f¡Ju¡, C¾V¡l¢j¢X−u−V H−p ¢àa£u ¢hi¡Nz h¡h¡l Bn¡l
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L−l−R, Bp−m JC ®che¡b pÉ¡−ll SeÉC Bj¡l fl£r¡ i¡m qu e¡Cz

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c−ml HL ®L¡−Z f−s ®b−L Cu¡p¢je Aw−Ll j¡b¡j¤™¤ ¢LµR¤ ®h¡−T¢ez Bj¡l AhnÉ
j−e qu h¡¢sl ea¤e c¤Se j¡e¤o HL q¡¢pe¡ c¤C p¤q©c ¢e−u Jl E−šSe¡ Ha ®h¢n
¢Rm ®k hC ¢e−u J ®j¡−VJ hp−a Q¡u¢ez B¢j fs−a hp¡l SeÉ Ae¤−l¡d Ll−m
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SmcNñ£l ü−l h−me,S£he ®a¡ hlh¡c qCu¡ ®Nmz HMe CjfЦi−j¾V fl£r¡ ¢cu¡
®cM g¡ØV ¢X¢in¡e f¡p ¢L e¡z −j¢X−L−m i¢aÑ qC−a f¡lp ¢L e¡z a¡ e¡ qC−m
N¡d¡ R¡œ£−cl ja JC Be¾c−j¡q−e ¢Nu¡C ¢hHp¢p −a i¢aÑ qz ¢L Ll¢h Blz
h¡¢s−a Cu¡p¢j−el Bcl M¡¢eLV¡ L−j k¡uz AhnÉ j¡l L¡−R L−j e¡z j¡
h−me, −L¡eJ ®mM¡fs¡C M¡l¡f e¡z i¡m LCl¡ fs−m ph ®mM¡fs¡C i¡mz
ö−e, h¡h¡ e¡L ¢pV−L h−me, HC A¢n¢ra ®h¢V h−m ¢L HCph!
j¡ O¤−l c¡y¢s−u h−me, −Le p¤−mM¡ ®a¡ X¡š²¡¢l f−s e¡Cz ¢L p¤¾cl Hj H f¡n
LCl¡ HMe hÉ¡w−Ll ¢S Hj qC−Rz
h¡h¡ MyÉ¡L MyÉ¡L L−l q¡−pez h¡h¡l q¡¢p ®b−L c§−l pl−a j¡ l¡æ¡O−ll ¢c−L
kMe ®k−a b¡−Le, b¡¢j−u h¢m, LJ−a¡ ¢SHj j¡−e ¢L?
hs A¢gp¡lz
B¢jJ MyÉ¡L MyÉ¡Lz
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®Qu¡−l c¤m−a c¤m−a, f¡ ®V¢h−ml Jflz
¢g¢S„?
Apñhz
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L¢Wez
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a¡C−m jÉ¡b?
fÐnÀC B−p e¡z
S¤Jm¢S ®ez
e¡z
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¢L?
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qu e¡ ®L¡eJ lLj C−µR B−R LMeJ hC q¡−a ®eJu¡lz CjfЦi−j¾V fl£r¡l glj
f§lZ L−l H−p, c¡c¡ h…s¡ ®b−L juje¢pw−q ®hs¡−a H−me c¤¢c−el SeÉ,
hm−me, Qm h…s¡ ®hs¡Cu¡ Bp¢h, Cu¡p¢je ¯q °q L−l h…s¡ Q−m ®Nm −hs¡−az
c¡c¡ Bl q¡¢pe¡l h−c±m−a f¡Ju¡ Cu¡p¢j−el O¡−sl Bl q¡yV¤l hÉb¡ aMeJ ¢L¿º
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J−L h…s¡ ®b−L O¤¢l−u c¡c¡ kMe ®gla ¢c−a H−me juje¢pw−q, h¡h¡ L¡−R
X¡L−me ay¡l SÉù f¤œ¢V−L, Oe q−u hp−me f¡−nz
h…s¡u ®Lje m¡Na¡−R?
i¡mz
¢L lLj i¡m?
®L¡Çf¡e£ h¡¢si¡s¡ ¢ca¡−Rz
h¡¢s ®Lje?
i¡mCz ¢aeV¡ l¦j B−Rz XÊCw ®hX X¡C¢ewz
EW¡e B−R?
e¡ EW¡e e¡C, EW¡e b¡Lh ®Le? Hf¡VÑ−j¾V ¢h¢ôw az
¢e−S h¡S¡l Ll?
¢S¢epf−œl c¡j ®Lje h…s¡u?
a¡ HLV¤ c¡j ®h¢nC B−R JCM¡−ez
pwp¡l Ml−Q j¡−pl f¤l¡ V¡L¡C ¢L QCm¡ k¡u?
MlQ a B−R, ¢LR¤ ®a¡ k¡uCz
¢l−fÐ−Se¢V¢V−il Q¡L¢l LCl¡ Bl LaC h¡ f¡J!
B¢j a Bl ¢l−fÐ−Se¢V¢Vi e¡, L−hC e¡ p¤f¡li¡CS¡l qCu¡ ®N¢R!
ag¡aV¡ ¢L?
®O¡l¡O¤¢lV¡ ¢LR¤ Ljz
V¡L¡ fup¡ Sj¡Ca¡R i¢hoÉ−al SeÉ?
¢LR¤ ¢LR¤z
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Sj¡Ch¡ ®Lj−e?
LC ®p¾V? ®p¾V a BSL¡m ¢L¢eC e¡z
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Q¡L¢l ®a¡ Ll−a qChz
JC Q¡L¢l R¡Cs¡ ¢cu¡ juje¢pw−q ¢g−l¡z B¢j ®a¡j¡−l B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡e ¢cu¡
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i¡m V¡L¡ L¡j¡C−a f¡lh¡z
V¡e¡ Q¡l O¾V¡l °hW−L HC ¢pÜ¡¿¹ qu, c¡c¡ g¡Cp¾p ®L¡Çf¡e£l Q¡L¢l ®R−s
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fl hEh¡µQ¡¢S¢epfœ ph ¢e−u, ®Lhm n−Ml Q¡L¢l¢V e¡ ¢e−u ¢g−l H−mez c¡c¡
h…s¡u Q¡L¢l ¢e−u Q−m k¡Ju¡l fl h¡h¡ ea¤e Bph¡h ¢L−e−Re, ®V¢m¢ine, ¢éS,
HphJ ¢L−e−Rez Ol HMe M¡¢m ®eC ®k c¡c¡ ay¡l ph Bph¡h −gm−a f¡l−hez
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®n¡h¡l O−l ®l−M Ol¢V−L Bm¡c¡ HL¢V M¡h¡l Ol h¡¢e−u h¡h¡l ¢e−cÑ−n ¢e−Sl
BSc¡q¡ M¡V Bmj¡¢l Bue¡l ®V¢hm Bme¡ CaÉ¡¢c E−W¡−el c¤−V¡ ¢V−el O−ll
HL¢V−a …¢R−u Ù»£f¤œpq b¡L−a öl¦ Ll−mez c¡c¡l¡ ¢g−l Bp¡l fl c¡c¡ Bl
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®a¡ Afu¡, B¢j ®a¡ Afu¡z L¡−e q¡a Q¡f¡ ¢c−u ®h¢l−u k¡C B¢jz
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X¡š²¡l q−h Bfe¡l ®j−uz c¤xM Ll−he e¡z h−m h−m kah¡lC B¢j L¡yc−a h¡lZ
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g¤m T−l k¡u, A¿¹−l ¢hy−d b¡−L pqpÊ L¡yV¡z −Lhm f¤œp¿¹¡e S¾j ¢c−mC fÐph k¿»Z¡
jÔ¡e q−u fÐn¡¢¿¹l q¡¢p ®g¡−V j¤−M, fÐphL−r q¡¢p ®g¡−V, fÐphL−rl h¡C−l ®g¡−Vz
fÐph k¿»Z¡l ®Q−uJ hs HL k¿»Z¡ h¤−L ¢e−u Bj¡−L fТa¢ce fÐphLr ®b−L
®h−l¡−a quz pj¡−Sl ¢hLV L¤v¢pa l©f¢V f¢l×L¡l q−a b¡−L ®Qae¡uz ®L B¢j ¢L
B¢j ®Le B¢j HC fÐnÀ…−m¡ B¢j ap¢hql ®N¡V¡ e¡s¡l ja e¡s−a b¡¢Lz
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®L¡eJ c¤x¢Ma¡ Hhw HC Bj¡l j−dÉ ®L¡eJ f¡bÑLÉ M¤y−S f¡C e¡z
pj¡−Sl ¢euj…−m¡ ¢Ry−s ®gm¡l SeÉ kMe Bj¡l q¡ac¤−V¡ ¢en¢fn Ll−R,
¢m¢ml N¡−m HL¢V nš² Qs Lo¡C ®Le B¢j HLh¡l eu Q¡l Q¡l h¡l X¡L¡l flJ J
L¡−R B−p¢e, ®Le S¡e−a Q¡u¢e Bj¡l ¢L fÐ−u¡Sez Qs ®M−u baja M¡Ju¡
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hu−pl ®j−u¢V ¢exn−ë ®Q¡−Ml Sm ®gm−a ®gm−a k¡u l¡æ¡Ol ®b−L Hy−V¡ h¡p−el
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¢m¢ml j¡ Ù¹f
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¢m¢ml, M¡¢m N¡, f¡−ul q¡yV¤ Ah¢c d¤−m¡, e¡−L HL¢V c¤fup¡ c¡−j ®Le¡ HL¢V
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h¡f e¡Cz j¡ j¡e¤−ol h¡¢sa L¡j LCl¡ M¡uz ®R¢sX¡ g¤Vglj¡Cp L−l, ®c±s¡Cu¡
®c±s¡Cu¡ L−lz L−l ®k HCX¡C ®a¡ ®h¢nz a¡l j¡−u ®a¡ ¢ce l¡Ca M¡Va¡−Rz N¢lh
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djÑ ¢hnÄ¡p Llp e¡z Bõ¡q j¡ep e¡z al Lf¡−m −k ¢L B−R!
j¡ p−l k¡ez Bh¡l ¢j¢eV c¤C fl H−p −V¢h−m Rs¡−e¡ L¡NS ®b−L e¡l£ ¢ho−u
®mM¡ L¢ha¡…−m¡ Bj¡l ¢c−L ®W−m ¢c−u h−me, HC ®k ®j−u−cl ¢eu¡ L¢ha¡
®mMp, AbQ ®j−u−cl N¡−u q¡a a¤mp! ¢L m¡i HCph ®mCM¡ a¡C−m!
Bj¡l q¡−a n¡c¡ L¡NS, L¡N−S L¡V¡L¤¢V Ll¡ L¢ha¡l c¤¢V m¡Cez Bj¡l ®Q¡M
c¤¢V m¡C−ez Bj¡l je AeÉœz
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N¡Ju¡l L¡lZ M¤y−SJ a¡l¡ f¡−h e¡ ¢LR¤C, ah¤z EáV q−mJ ®k−qa¤ nM¢V q−u−R
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®n−o Bj¡−L dl−m¡, −k−qa¤ nq−ll ®j−u B¢j, ®Qe¡ S¡e¡ b¡L−a f¡−l ®LEz B¢j
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e¡z JC Bõ¡ýÇj¡ p¡¢õA¡m¡ p¡C−u−ce¡u n¢lL qJu¡l ®L¡eJ l¦¢Q ®eC Bj¡lz
¢WL B−R, a¡C pCz Bj¡l p−‰ lJe¡ qu p¡¢ge¡S, q¡¢mc¡ Bl f¡l¦mz Q¡lSe
c¤¢V ¢l„¡ ¢e−u eJjq−ml f£lh¡¢s ®f±yRCz hý hRl fl f£lh¡¢s Bp¡ Bj¡lz
−R¡V−hm¡u ®kje N¡ RjRj Lla H h¡¢s Y¤L−a, HC hs−hm¡−aJ ®pC N¡ RjRj¢V
k¡u¢ez ®ke H fª¢bh£ eu, fª¢bh£l h¡C−l ®L¡eJ HL SN−a Y¤L¢Rz HC SN−al
ph¡C Bj¡−cl ¢c−L ¢hpÈu¢hØg¡¢la cª¢ø−a a¡¢L−u b¡−Lz cª¢ø…−m¡ A¢aœ²j L−l
A¾cljq−m Y¤¢L, M¤y¢S gS¢mM¡m¡−Lz gS¢mM¡m¡ Bj¡−L ®c−M, mr L¢l, M¤h
Ah¡L qe¢e, ®ke ®L¡eJ HL¢ce Hh¡¢s−a Bj¡l Bp¡lC Lb¡ ¢Rmz gS¢mM¡m¡−L,
®k−qa¤ ¢a¢e Bj¡l M¡m¡, ®k−qa¤ H h¡¢sl ph¡C ph¢LR¤ ®hS¡u Aá¤a¤−s q−mJ ¢a¢e
f¤−l¡V¡ ee, h¢m ®k Bj¡−cl HL¢V ®j−u-®j±m¢h clL¡l, BS ¢h−L−mCz ®j−u−cl
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qu, Bl HC ®j−u-®j±m¢hl Q¡¢qc¡ B−R h¡S¡−l, ®LE ®LE H−p ®j−u-®j±m¢h
f¡Ju¡l SeÉ ac¢hl L−l Abh¡ Ll−a f¡−lz gS¢mM¡m¡l A-¢h¢pÈa A-M¤n£ j¤M¢Vl
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qu, Bj¡−cl pju ®eC ®h¢nz ®k ®L¡eJ HL¢V ®j−u, ýj¡ul¡ h¡ p¤g¡ul¡ h¡ −k
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c¤−V¡ LeÉ¡l e¡j E−õ−Ml L¡l−Z HC q¡¢p¢Vz gS¢mM¡m¡l j¤M¢V B−Nl jaC p¤¾clz
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Ef¢ÙÛaz ByVp¡yV S¡j¡¢V ®b−L ýj¡ul¡l −f−Vl b¡L b¡L Q¢hÑ fСu ®g−V ®h−l¡−a
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e−s kMe Bjl¡ h¢m HLSe ®j−u-®j±m¢h clL¡l Bj¡−clz HC ýj¡ul¡, ®k
¢e−Sl ®fТjL fÐhl g¤f¡−a¡ i¡C−L ®j−c¢ef¤l ®b−L B¢e−u q−mJ ¢e−Sl ¢h−u
O¢V−u−R, kMe f£lh¡¢sl ph k¤h¢a ®j−ul¡ Bõ¡ql f−b ¢e−S−cl EvpNÑ L−l
¢e−S−cl ¢h−u b¡ pwp¡l p¿¹¡e CaÉ¡¢c Sm¡”¢m ¢c−u¢Rm ®k−qa¤ f£l ¢e−S −O¡oZ¡
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l−u ®N−Rz HC ýj¡ul¡, k¡l ¢h−ul L¡l−Z f£−ll L¡−R Bp¡ ®no Sj¡e¡u ¢h−u e¡
Ll¡l SeÉ Bõ¡ql ¢e−cÑn¢V HL l¡−aC f¡−ÒV k¡u, f¡−ÒV ¢N−u c¡ys¡u Bõ¡q
h−m−Re ®no Sj¡e¡u p‰£ ®h−R e¡J M¤h a¡s¡a¡¢s, h¡¾c¡l¡ −no Sj¡e¡u ¢h−u
Ll−m Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡ hs M¤n£ q−hez Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡ hs Oe Oe ¢pÜ¡¿¹ f¡ÒV¡ez HC
f£lh¡¢sl pcpÉ−cl p¤¢h−d Ap¤¢h−d Ae¤k¡u£ ¢pÜ¡¿¹N¤−m¡ ®ee ¢a¢ez ýj¡ul¡
Bj¡−cl BL¡Pr¡¢V ö−e ¢WL B−R, hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll¢R, k¡ Q¡CR a¡ f¡−h h−m Bj¡−cl
A−fr¡ Ll¡l ¢e−cÑn ¢c−u A¾cljq−ml A¾c−l Q−m ®Nmz gS¢mM¡m¡J AcªnÉz
pñha ýj¡ul¡ ¢e−S −h¡lM¡ f−l Bp−R Bj¡−cl p−‰ ®k−az ¢L¿º Ji¡−h fСu
fy¢Qn ¢j¢eV c¡y¢s−u A−fr¡ Ll¡l fl ¢e−S ®a¡ ®p ®h¡lM¡ f−l HmC e¡ Bj¡−cl
p−‰ −q¡−ØV−m ®k−a, hlw Bj¡−cl ¢e−u üuw f£l B¢jl¦õ¡ql O−l Y¤Lmz f£l
B¢jl¦õ¡q n¡c¡ BmM¡õ¡u n¡c¡ V¤¢f−a h−p¢R−me ¢hR¡e¡uz ay¡l ®j−q¢c m¡N¡−e¡
c¡¢s es¢Rm kMe ¢a¢e Bj¡−cl ®c−M j¡b¡ e¡s¢R−me Bp¤e Bp¤e i¢‰−az ýj¡ul¡
c¡y¢s−u lCm f¡−nz f£l R¡s¡J f£−ll LeÉ¡ ®S¡ql¡ ¢Rm O−l, Bl ¢LR¤ BCh¤¢sz
Bj¡−cl H O−l −Y¡L¡−e¡l L¡lZ Bj¡l L¡−R Øfø euz Ae¤j¡e L¢l, ®j−u-®j±m¢h
®f−a q−m ®Lhm gS¢mM¡m¡ Bl ýj¡ul¡l Ae¤j¢a k−bø eu, Bj¡−L üuw f£l
B¢jl¦õ¡ql L¡−R B−hce ®fn Ll−a q−h Bj¡−L, ay¡l Ae¤j¢a ¢jm−mC Bj¡−cl
L¡S q¡¢pm q−hz ¢L¿º O−l ®Y¡L¡l fl f£l B¢jl¦õ¡q ¢LR¤ S¡e−a Q¡C−me e¡
Bjl¡ ®Le H−p¢R, ¢L L¡lZz B−c± ¢a¢e Bj¡−cl H h¡¢s−a BNj−el E−ŸnÉ
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Bj¡−cl, Bj¡−L p¡¢ge¡S−L, q¡¢mc¡ Bl f¡l¦m−L qah¡L L−l h−me, a¡lfl
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aªo·¡ ®pC Bq n−ëz c¤¢eu¡c¡¢ll ®mM¡fs¡, c¤¢eu¡c¡¢ll p¡j¢uL pwp¡l, j¡u¡l S¡m
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f¤´M¡e¤f¤´M hZÑe¡ L−le Hhw c¤¢eu¡c¡¢l−a X¤−h b¡L−m Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡ ¢L dl−el
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¢WL h¤−T f¡¢µR e¡ ®Le Bj¡−cl HM¡−e c¡ys L¢l−u Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡l n¡¢Ù¹ Hhw
f¤lú¡−ll B−cÉ¡f¡¿¹ ‘¡e ®cJu¡ q−µRz ýj¡ul¡−L C¢‰−a hm¡l ®Qø¡ L¢l ®k
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N¡RN¡R¡¢m eua BCh¤¢s−cl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u hm−a b¡−Le Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡l …Z¡…Zz
®ke ®L¡eJ j¡e¤−ol j¤M ®b−L eu, l−h¡−Vl j¤M ®b−L ®h−l¡−µR phz ®L¡l¡e
q¡¢c−pl fТa¢V në B¢jl¦õ¡q j¤MÙÛ, ®W¡yVÙÛ, A¿¹xÙÛ L−l ®g−m−Re, fl£r¡ p¡j−e
H−m fl£r¡b£Ñl¡ ®kje j¤MÙÛ L−l ¢p−mh¡−pl hC…−m¡z në…−m¡ B¢jl¦õ¡ql j¤M
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qu, ®m¡L¢V B¢jl¦õ¡q ee, ®m¡L¢V üuw Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡z HC Ol¢V Ol eu, H¢V
q¡n−ll j¡W, HM¡−e Q¡lSe f¡f£l ¢hQ¡l Ll−Re Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡z ¢hl¢aq£e hu¡−e
f£l B¢jl¦õ¡ql j¤−M ®ge¡ E−W H−m ýj¡ul¡ HL¢V LÉ¡−pV Q¡¢m−u ®cuz LÉ¡−p−V
B¢jl¦õ¡ql L−ã ®L¡l¡e q¡¢c−pl Lb¡z ¢WL HLC Lb¡ k¡ ¢a¢e hZÑe¡ L−l−Re
j¤−Mz HLC Lb¡ HLC i¡o¡u HLC p¤−lz B¢j Hlj−dÉ A−eLh¡l O¢sl ¢c−L
a¡¢L−u¢Rz A−eLh¡l h−m¢R B¢j k¡Cz ýj¡ul¡ Q¡f¡ L−ã djL ¢c−u−R, Bõ¡ql
Lb¡ öe−m Ha ¯dkÑq¡l¡ qJ ®Le? Ap£j °dkÑ ¢e−u öe−a qu Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡l Lb¡z
Bõ¡ql f−b H−p−R¡z HMe je ®b−L nua¡e ®T−s ®gm−a q−hz nua¡eC Bõ¡q
®b−L je ®gl¡u AeÉ¢c−Lz H Lb¡u Øfø qu −p ¢L Ae¤j¡e Ll−Rz p¡l¡ h¡¢sl
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®d¡u¡ q−µR f¤ZÉS−mz O¾V¡ ®f¢l−u k¡−µR, HL O¾V¡ ®f−l−m¡, c¤ O¾V¡Jz ®cM¢R
p¡¢ge¡S Bl q¡¢mc¡l j¤−M ¢hpÈu, ¢hl¢š² Bl ¢hoj ¢ho¡cz Bj¡l N¡ RjRj L−l,
i§¤−al i−u HLL¡−m ®kje Llaz j−e q−a b¡−L H h¡¢sl ®L¡eJ j¡e¤oC p¢aÉL¡l
j¡e¤o euz HC i§a¤−s h¡¢s¢V ®b−L f¡m¡h¡l fb M¤yS−a b¡¢Lz ¢L¿º karZ
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ýj¡ul¡z AcªnÉ ®nL−m Bjl¡ h¡yd¡z Hi¡−h ¢ce g¤¢l−u k¡−h, l¡aJ, ®Vl f¡Cz HL
LÉ¡−pV g¤¢l−u ®N−m B−lL LÉ¡−pV Q¡m¡−e¡ q−µRz Bõ¡qa¡u¡m¡l HC AåL¡l
pyÉ¡a−py−a L¡e¡N¢m ®b−L −h−l¡h¡l phL¢V l¡Ù¹¡ hå L−l ®cJu¡ q−u−Rz ¢r−du
Bj¡−cl ®fV SÅm−Rz ¢h−Lm f¡l q−u k¡−µR, ®q¡−ØV−m ¢jm¡−cl pju f¡l q−u
k¡−µRz Bj¡−cl ¢fW ®cu¡−m ®W−L B−R A−eLrZz nÄ¡p â¦a q−µRz Hh¡l k¡¢¿»L
hu¡−el j¡TM¡−e qW¡v E−W clS¡l ¢c−L f¡ h¡s¡C, i§−al l¡SÉ ®b−L ka ¢nN¢Nl
pñh f¡m¡−e¡C ®k j‰m a¡ B¢j −kje S¡¢e, Bj¡l N¢aju f¡c¤−VJ S¡−ez
E−W¡−el A−eL…−m¡ ®Q¡M Bj¡−L q¡y L−l ®cM−a ®cM−a ¢gp¢gp Ll−R, q¡¢jj¡
Bf¡l ®j−u Bõ¡ql f−b H−p−Rz c¤¢eu¡c¡¢ll ®mM¡fs¡ Bl Ll−a Q¡u e¡, HMe
®b−L ¢eu¢ja −L¡l¡e q¡¢cp öe−a HM¡−e Bp−hz öe¢R ¢h¢Qœ EµQ¡l−Z h¡LÉ…−m¡,
La p¤j¢a q−u−R ®j−u−clz X¡š²¡¢l fs¡ −R−s ¢c−µR, c¤¢eu¡c¡¢l ®R−s ¢c−u k¡l¡C
B−p, L¡E−L ýS¤l ¢g¢l−u ®ce e¡z ýj¡ul¡l B−cn Ef−cn E−fr¡ L−l ®c±−s
Ol ®b−L ®h−l¡Cz ®fR−e ýj¡ul¡l ¢QvL¡l, Bõ¡ql f−b Bp−R, AbQ O¡−sl Jfl
nua¡e h−p B−Rz ph g¡y¢Lh¡¢Sz E−W¡−e gS¢mM¡m¡ p¡j−e f−se, ¢a¢e a¡‹h,
Q−m k¡p ®Le?
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k¡−h e¡¢L k¡−h e¡ a¡ hCm¡ ¢c−mC a qu!
−L¡eJ Ešl ®eCz ®ke ®j−u-®j±m¢h ¢c−u ¢jm¡c fs¡−a Q¡C¢R L−m−Sl
®q¡−ØV−m, HC h¡LÉ¢V gS¢mM¡m¡ fÐbj öe−me, B−N ®n¡−ee¢e, öe−mJ j¡b¡u
®Y¡−L¢e, Abh¡ Y¤L−mJ H h¡¢s−a Bj¡−cl Bp¡l p¢aÉL¡l E−ŸnÉ −j−u-
®j±m¢hl,a¡ j−e L−le¢ez A¾cljqm ®b−L ®h¢l−u ¢N−u q¡yf R¡¢sz h¡−Ol M¡yQ¡u
Y¤−L h¡−Ol c¤d Bn¡ Ll¡l ®h¡L¡−j¡ q¡−s q¡−s ®Vl f¡Cz
S‰m p¡g L−l ®k ®R¡V ®R¡V Ol h¡¢e−u i¡s¡ −cJu¡ q−u−R Bõ¡ql f−b Bp¡
®m¡L−cl, −p…−m¡l HL¢V Ol i¡s¡ ¢e−u−Re l¦e¤ M¡m¡z O−ll clS¡ d−l c¡y¢s−u
b¡L¡ l¦e¤M¡m¡−L ®c−M fÐbj ¢Qe−a f¡¢l¢ez ¢a¢e HMe n¡¢s ®R−s H h¡¢sl
®j−u−cl ja S¡j¡ f¡S¡j¡ f−lez hs HL¢V Jse¡ j¡b¡ h¤L ®Y−L l¡−M l¦e¤M¡m¡lz
f¡−u e§f¤l f−l N¡e ®N−u ®e−Q ®hs¡−e¡,¢hH f¡n Ll¡,®fÐj L−l h¡¢s ®b−L f¡¢m−u
¢N−u ¢h−u Ll¡ −pC l¦e¤M¡m¡ C −k f£lh¡¢sl ®ia−l HL nl£l n§eÉa¡ ¢e−u c¡y¢s−u
b¡L¡ HC l¦e¤M¡m¡ Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p q−a Q¡u e¡z HC l¦e¤M¡m¡−L j−e qu p¡l¡S£he
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juje¢pwq ®f±lpi¡u ¢qn¡h lr−Ll Q¡L¢l Ll−ae, −Q¡M¡ fÉ¡¾V ®Q¡M¡ f¡Çfn¤l
®pC l¡p§ M¡m¤l ¢hl¦−Ü V¡L¡ fup¡l Nl¢jm Ll¡, fÐQ¤l V¡L¡ q¡Ju¡ L−l ®cJu¡l
A¢i−k¡N Be¡ qu B¢fp ®b−L, l¡p¤ M¡m¤l Q¡L¢l Q−m k¡uz Q¡L¢l k¡Ju¡l fl
¢a¢e Ù»£ LeÉ¡ ¢e−u Bõ¡ql f−b Q−m H−p−Rez HMe Q¡L¢l ®M¡y−Se, f¡e e¡z HMe
®hN¤eh¡¢s ®b−L ¢e−Sl i¡−Nl S¢j ®b−L d¡e Q¡m ¢h¢œ²l V¡L¡ H−e nq−l Bõ¡ql
f−b h¡p L−lez f¡yQ ®hm¡ e¡j¡S f−lez Lf¡−m hs HL¢V L¡−m¡ c¡N, e¡j¡S
fs−a fs−a ®j−Tu Lf¡m W¤L−a W¤L−a L¡−m¡ HC c¡N¢V f−s−R Lf¡−mz j¢m
e¡−jl ®k ®j−u B−R l¦e¤M¡m¡l, a¡l j¢m e¡j f¡−ÒV j¢au¡ l¡M¡ q−u−R HC f£l
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L−lz CnL¤−m ®b−L R¡¢s−u ¢e−u Bp¡ j¢m−L HMe f£lh¡¢sl j¡â¡p¡u −L¡l¡e
fs−a ®cJu¡ q−u−Rz l¦e¤M¡m¡l HL¢V ®R−mJ ¢Rm, ®R−m¢Vl ®fV g¤−m ®Y¡m q−u
HL¢ce j¡l¡ ®Nmz ®L¡eJ f£−ll g¤y L¡−S m¡−N¢e, c¤¢eu¡c¡¢ll ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡−ll
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M¡Ch¡? HLV¤ ®pj¡C M¡J! LCl¡ ¢cCz e¡ h¢mz hs j¡u¡ qu l¦e¤M¡m¡l SeÉz ®fR−e
gS¢mM¡m¡l nÄölh¡¢s¢Vl ¢c−L a¡L¡Cz h¡¢sl p¡j−el f¤Ll¤ ¢V h¤−S ®gm¡ q−u−Rz
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−h¡e B¢au¡ hp¿¹ q−u HL¢ce V¤f L−l j−l ®N−Rz B¢au¡ ®cM−a M¤h p¤¾cl ¢Rmz
c¤¢c−el SeÉ j¡ f¡yQ hR−ll B¢au¡−L AhL¡−n H−e¢R−mez JC c¤¢c−e J−L V¤CØV
−e−Q j¡C ®eCj CS H¢Vu¡ ¢Nmh¡VÑ hm−a ¢n¢M−u¢R−me c¡c¡z B¢au¡l j¢Ù¹×L −b−L
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c¤¢eu¡c¡¢ll ®m¡L, Bl a¡l¡ Bõ¡ql f−bl ®m¡Lz Bj¡l j¡u¡ qu H h¡¢sl ph¡l
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®cJu¡ q−u−R ®j−u-®j±m¢h ®cJu¡ q−h, ®pC Lb¡ l¡M¡ qu¢ez Bõ¡ql HC fb¢V
hs ¢j−bÉu il¡z ®j−u-®j±m¢h ®a¡ Bj¡−cl f¡Ju¡ qu¢eC, hlw Akb¡ pju eø
q−u−Rz fÐb−jC k¢c h−m ®cJu¡ qa ®j−u-®j±m¢h f¡Ju¡ k¡−h e¡, Bjl¡ ¢g−l
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HMe Bl ®L¡eJ S−m eø q−h e¡z p¡¢ge¡S q¡¢mc¡ Bl f¡l¦m h¤−T f¡u e¡ HC
Aá¤a SN−al p−‰ Bj¡l pÇfLÑ ¢Lz J−cl p¡j−e m‹¡ qu Bj¡lz HC nq−ll
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h−m−Re, Bõ¡q−l ¢e−Sl O−l hCu¡ X¡−L¡,Bõ¡q öe−hez −c±s¡−c±¢s Ll¡l
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a¡l e¡¢a e¡a¢e−a h¡¢s il¡z a¡l¡ Ll−a f¡−lz
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g¡m¡u ea¤e hE a¡−a¡ e¡z
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hÉ¡f¡l¢Vl ®L¡eJ L¡lZ M¤y−S f¡e¢ez L¡lZ e¡ ®f−mJ f£−ll fr ®eJu¡ j¡l
HLlLj c¡¢uaÅz
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…e¡q ®q¡Lz …e¡q qC−m ®a¡ i¡mCz …e¡q qC−m ®c¡k−M k¡hz ®c¡k−M ®N−m ®a¡
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k¢c ®j−ul¡ V¡L¡ L¡j¡C L−l, a¡C−m −j−u−cl Ad£−e f¤l¦o−cl b¡L¡l Lb¡ ®a¡
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®j−u−cl SeÉ HC SN−aJ Bõ¡q ®i¡N¡¢¿¹ l¡M−R, JC SN−aJz HC qCm −a¡j¡l
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Ha −l¡N h¡m¡C ¢e−u f−s ®b−L j−e qu, fª¢bh£−a La ¢LR¤ O−V k¡−µR, ®Lhm
B¢jC a¡l Mhl S¡¢e e¡z j¡−T j¡−T −Qu¡l ®W−m E−W f¢s, E−W¡−el ®M¡m¡ q¡Ju¡u
c¡y¢s−u Bs−j¡s¡ i¡¢Pz AhL¡n ®ki¡−h Q−m, Qm−Rz E›¡e fa−ez i¡m j−¾cz p¤−M
Ap¤−Mz p¤q©c q¡yV−a ¢n−M−R, −c±−s¡−a, Lb¡ hm−az h¡¢sl ph¡C−L i¡mh¡p−a
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jaC L¡¢Wz ¢c−e R−hm¡ ®M−uJ L¡¢Wz HC c¤C L¡¢Wl N¡−u j¡wp h¡s¡−a h¡h¡ b−m
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®L¡eJ ®ej¿¹æ b¡−L e¡ f¡s¡uz
Jl¡ Bj¡−l X¡−L e¡ ®Le−l?
a¤¢j j¡e¤−ol p¡−b ¢jn−a f¡−l¡ e¡, a¡C X¡−L e¡z ®p¡S¡ Ešlz
Bj¡l p£j¡e¡ Cu¡p¢j−el p£j¡e¡l ®Q−u A−eL ®R¡Vz p¤q©−cl S¾j¢c−e −R¡Vc¡
Y¡L¡l f§hÑ¡Z£ ®q¡−Vm ®b−L h¡−l¡ f¡E−äl HL¢V ®LL H−e Evp−hl B−u¡Se
Ll−mez Bj¡l LÓ¡−pl ®R−m−j−u H−p¢Rm
R Se, Cu¡p¢j−el ¢eSü SNa ®b−L Hm BW¡−l¡ Sez Cu¡p¢je−L A−eLV¡
h¡−Ol ja j−e qu, aSÑe NSÑe ®hn, BW¡−l¡ O¡ ¢c−u ¢c−a f¡−l C−µR Ll−mCz

q¡¢pe¡ ®pC B−Nl ja HMeJ p¤q©−cl ®Le HV¡ B−R, öil ®Le HV¡ ®eC,
p¤q©c ®Le Bcl −h¢n f¡−µR, öi ®Le Lj f¡−µR--Hph ¢e−u ¢Qe¢Qe ¢Se¢Se
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¢c−mez öi p¤q©−cl SeÉ pj¡e A−ˆl V¡L¡z Bj¡l Bl Cu¡p¢j−el SeÉ pj¡ez
N£a¡ Bl q¡¢pe¡l SeÉ pj¡ez c¡c¡ ®R¡Vc¡l SeÉ pj¡ez ¢m¢m ¢m¢ml j¡ e¡¢NÑp Bl
TZÑ¡l SeÉ pj¡ez j¡l SeÉ ¢LR¤ euz j¡−L −R¡Vc¡ ®c−he, ®k−qa¤ j¡ ®R¡Vc¡l
®R−m−L m¡me f¡me Ll−Rez A−eLV¡ f¡¢lnТjL ®cJu¡l ja hR−l HL¢V h¡ c¤¢V
p¤¢a n¡¢sz D−c Bj¡l B−Nl ja Evph Ll¡ qu e¡z D−c Hje ¢L B¢j ea¤e
S¡j¡J f¢l e¡z D−cl HC Nl¦ Sh¡C, ea¤e S¡j¡ L¡fs, ®f¡m¡J j¡wp ScÑ¡ ®pj¡C,
Bj¡l L¡−R hs AbÑq£e m¡−Nz HL¢V ¢S¢epC i¡m m¡−N, h¡m¢a i−l j¡wp ¢e−u
h¡C−l h−p L¡−m¡ gV−L ¢is Ll¡ na na ¢i¢M¢l−cl b¡m¡u ®V¡e¡u q¡−a j¡wp
¢c−az ®ia−ll h¡l¡¾c¡u h−p j¡wp L¡V¡ Bl i¡N Ll¡u c¡c¡l Evp¡q ph ®Q−u
®h¢nz ¢a¢e p¡l¡¢ce d−l a¡C L−lez ¢e−S−cl SeÉ, de£ fТa−h¢n−cl SeÉ, BaÈ£u
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¢i¢M¢l−clz ¢i¢M¢l−cl L¡−R j¾c h−m ¢LR¤ ®eCz a¡l¡ k¡ f¡uöL¤lBmq¡jc¤¢mõ¡q
h−m m¤−g −euz

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Cga¡l ®M−a i¡m m¡−N, M¡Cz AhnÉ p¡C−le fs¡l SeÉ A−fr¡ Bj¡l pu e¡z
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®g−m l¡¢M e¡z h¡h¡, Bj¡l M¤h Ah¡L m¡−N, f£lh¡¢s−a L¡−gl ¢q−p−h f¢l¢Qa
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j¡p ®l¡S¡ l¡−Mez ®l¡S¡ l¡M¡l L¡lZ pÇf−LÑ h¡h¡−L LMeJ ¢S−‘p Ll¡ qu¢ez
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l¡−Me, ¢a¢eJ l¡−Mez l¡M−m fÐnÀq£e ¢eTÑ•¡V S£h−e k¡fe Ll−a f¡−le h−m
l¡−Mez c¡c¡J ®l¡S¡ l¡−Me, k¢cJ D−cl e¡j¡S R¡s¡ Bl ®L¡eJ e¡j¡S ¢a¢e
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®l¡S¡l e¡j ®eCz q¡¢pe¡ Bõ¡q ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−mJ, e¡j¡S ®l¡S¡u ¢hnÄ¡p Ll−mJ
®l¡S¡ l¡−M e¡, l¡−M e¡ L¡lZ a¡l L¡¢WaÅ HMeJ ®O¡−Q¢ez ®l¡S¡ l¡M−m, a¡l iu,
q¡−sl Jfl ®k Q¡js¡¢V B−R, ®p¢VJ T¤lT¤l L−l T−l k¡−hz Hln¡c plL¡l ®c−n
HL¢V ea¤e ¢euj Q¡m¤ L−l−Re, ®l¡S¡l pju ¢c−el−hm¡ M¡h¡l ®c¡L¡e…−m¡ hå
b¡L−hz H ¢L BÕQkÑ, ph¡C ¢L ®l¡S¡ l¡−M e¡¢L! La j¤−V jS¤l L¤¢m, c¤f¤l−hm¡ e¡
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k¡l¡ B−R, ph¡C ®a¡ −l¡S¡ l¡−M e¡z M¡h¡l ®c¡L¡e hå b¡L−m Qm−h ®Le! B¢j
AhnÉ fТah¡c ¢q−p−h ®l¡S¡l pju j¤−M HL¢V Q¤CwN¡j l¡¢Mz p¡l¡¢ce ¢Q−h¡−a
b¡¢L Q¤CwN¡j¢Vz L−mS LÉ¡¢¾V−e Oe Oe Q¡ f¡e L−l B¢pz L−m−Sl LÉ¡¢¾Ve¢V
L−m−Sl ®ial qJu¡u f¤¢mn H−p q¡e¡ ®cu e¡, l−rz Hln¡−cl HC ¢eu−j
S¡j¡−a Cpm¡¢jl ®m¡−Ll¡ ®hS¡u M¤¢n, ¢L¿º ®LE ®LE k¡l¡ djÑ¢el−fr j¡e¤o,
Bf¢š Ll−Rez L¡lJ Bf¢š ®n¡e¡l ®m¡L ee Hln¡cz ¢a¢e rja¡u b¡L−a Q¡e
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djÑ, l¡Se£¢a CaÉ¡¢c ¢e−u ®j−a b¡L−m ®k Bj¡l Qm−h e¡, a¡ h¡h¡ Bj¡−L
h−mez fl£r¡ kMe N¡−u ®S¡−l d¡‚¡ ¢cm, l¡a ¢ae−Vu, Q¡l−Vu Bj¡−L ®W−m
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gÓ¡−ú Q¡ h¡¢e−u ®l−M k¡e −V¢h−mz Bj¡l ¢m¢Ma fl£r¡ q−u ®N−m h¡h¡ nnhÉÙ¹
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®cM−he, Hl j¡−e HC ®k ®j−uV¡−L C−µR L−l Lj eðl ®c−he e¡z Bp−m ®LE
L¡E−L f¡n L¢l−u ¢c−a f¡−le e¡z f¡−le e¡, L¡lZ HLS−el q¡−a c¡¢uaÅ b¡−L
e¡ f¡n Ll¡h¡lz −cM−he Hl Ae¤−l¡d¢V qm, C−µR L−l ®ke ®gm Ll¡−he e¡z
C¾V¡le¡m fl£rLl¡ ph¡C ®k Bj¡l Jfl M¤¢n a¡ euz p¡m¡j e¡ ®cJu¡l L¡l−Z
Bj¡−L ®h¢nl i¡N AdÉ¡fLC ®hu¡ch h−m S¡−eez k¡C ®q¡L, c£OÑ¢ce d−l fl£r¡
Q−mz c£OÑ¢ce d−l h¡h¡ c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡u b¡−Lez c£OÑ¢ce d−l f¡n Llh e¡ HC BnwL¡
¢e−u c¤l¦c¤l¦ h−r ö×L q−u JW¡ Nm−cn ¢e−u i−u Oe Oe ®aø¡ f¡Ju¡ ®fµR¡h
f¡Ju¡ B¢j fl£r¡ ¢cC ®j±¢MLz ®j±¢ML fl£r¡−L fl£r¡ h−m j−e qu e¡z j−e
qu ®ke f¤m−pl¡a f¡l q¢µRz pl¦ HL¢V p¤−a¡l Jfl ¢c−u q¡yV¢Rz HLV¤ L¡a qm¡j
¢L df¡nz df¡n H−Lh¡−l p¡f ¢hµR¤ Bl c¡E c¡E B…−el j−dÉz i¡m R¡œ l¡¢Sh
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Ll¡ k¡u ¢L¿º ®j±¢M−Ll c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡u Bj¡l j¤−Ml i¡o¡ q¡¢l−u ®k−a b¡−Lz j¡b¡ ®b−L
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p¡¢l p¡¢l ®l¡N£l j¡TM¡−e ¢hn¡m ®V¢hm ®f−a AdÉ¡fLl¡ h−p b¡−Lez
AdÉ¡fL−cl AdÉ¡fL j−e qu e¡, ®ke HL HLSe BSl¡Cmz Nm¡ ®k L¡l L¡V¡
k¡−µR, L¡lJ ®h¡T¡l Ef¡u ®eCz fl£r¡ ®no qu, ¢L¿º S¡e¡ qu e¡, Bj¡l j¤™¤¢V
B−R ¢L e¡ HMeJ d−sz

fl£r¡l fl Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l SeÉ Eam¡ qCz ¢L¿º l¦â Y¡L¡u ®eCz ¢j−WM¡¢m −b−L
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hs An¡¢¿¹lz An¡¢¿¹l q−mJ hCM¡a¡ ¢e−u Bf¡aa Bl hp−a q−µR e¡, HC HL
ü¢Ù¹ Bj¡lz q¡¢pe¡ ¢h HX f¡n Ll¡l fl HjHXH i¢aÑ L¢l−u ¢c−u−Re h¡h¡z
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L−m−S k¡u ®pz j¡l q¡−a HMe c¤S−el m¡me f¡m−el i¡lz HL q¡−a öi−L
p¡jm¡−µRe, B−lL q¡−a p¤q©c−Lz q¡¢pe¡ L−mS ®b−L ¢g−lC fÐbj ®c−M öil
k−aÁ ®L¡eJ œ¦¢V q−u−R ¢L e¡z e¡, j¡ ®L¡eJ œ¦¢V l¡−Me e¡, l¡−Me e¡ HC L¡l−Z
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j¡œ f¡M¡z f¡M¡l a−m öiJ ¢Rm, p¤q©cJ ¢Rmz ¢L¿º p¤q©c e¡¢L f¡M¡l L¡R¡L¡¢R
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e¡ ®R−ml hEHl ¢QvL¡l ®QyQ¡−j¢Qz L¡lZ ®k ®L¡eJ ®QyQ¡−j¢Q−a c¡c¡ H−p Ef¢ÙÛa
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®j−e ®eez c¡c¡ l¡u ¢c−u ¢c−me, j¡ C−µR L−lC öi−L Lø ®cJu¡l SeÉ f¡M¡l
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i¡a phC M¡Ju¡−e¡ q−u−R ¢L¿º e¡ O¤¢j−u ®R−m ®Mm−a öl¦ L−l−Rz
q¡¢pe¡l LLÑn Lã, HClLj AhÙÛ¡ qC−m ®a¡ Bj¡l L−m−S k¡Ju¡ q−h e¡z
h¡p¡u hCp¡ h¡µQ¡ f¡m−a q®hz
q¡¢pe¡ fl¢ce L−m−S k¡u e¡z
¢L öil j¡, L−m−S k¡Ch¡ e¡?
e¡q! BS−L nl£lV¡ i¡m m¡Na¡−R e¡ h−m p¡l¡¢ce ö−u ®b−L öi−L ¢h−L−m
j¡l ®L¡m ®b−L a¤−m ¢e−u ¢e−Sl O−l c¤xM£ j¤M L−l h−p b¡−L q¡¢pe¡z
h¡h¡ h¡¢s ¢g−lC BSL¡m −h±j¡ ®h±j¡ h−m q¡¢pe¡−L X¡−Le, fТa¢ceC ¢a¢e
Mhl ®ee LÓ¡p ®Lje q−µR, fs¡−n¡e¡ ®p ¢WL ¢WL Ll−R ¢L e¡z
q¡¢pe¡ Hh¡l j¤M j¢me L−l hmm, k¡C−a f¡¢l e¡C L−m−Sz
j¡−e? k¡C−a f¡−l¡ e¡ C j¡−e? −Le k¡C−a f¡−l¡ e¡C? E−šSe¡u h¡h¡ Qnj¡
M¤−m ®gm−mez
öi−l ®cM−a qu, a¡Cz TeÑ¡ ®a¡ Bl öi−l ®N¡pm Ll¡C−a M¡Ju¡C−a f¡−l
e¡z
öil c¡¢c B−R e¡ HCph Ll¡l SeÉ?
q¡¢pe¡ c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−mz e¡,j¡ ®a¡ pju f¡e e¡z j¡l −a¡ p¤q©c−l ®cM−a quz
k¡J ®h¢X−l X¡−L¡z
−L¡e ®h¢X−l? ¢m¢ml j¡−l?
h¡h¡ −My¢L−u J−We, ¢m¢ml j¡−l X¡Lh¡ ®Le? j¡b¡u h¤¢Ü p¤¢Ü e¡C e¡¢L?
−e¡j¡−el j¡−l X¡−L¡z
q¡¢pe¡ j¡−L ®X−L B−ez ®W¡y−V ¢QLe q¡¢p a¡lz
h¡h¡ c¡y−a c¡ya Oy−o j¡−L h−me, −R−ml j¡ k¡u L−m−S,−R−m−l a¤¢j l¡Mh¡ e¡
®a¡ l¡M−h ®L?
B¢j ®a¡ l¡¢MC, n¡¿¹ Nm¡ j¡l, Bj¡l ®N¡pm Ll¡¢e M¡Ju¡¢e k¢c öil j¡l e¡
fR¾c qu, a¡C−m B¢j ¢L Lla¡j?
a¤¢j ¢L Lla¡ j¡−e?
j¡e¤o l¡CM¡ me öi−l f¡m−el m¡CN¡zz B¢j c¤C h¡µQ¡ Bl L¤m¡C−a f¡la¡¢R
e¡z
c¡¢c b¡L−a −R−m L¡−Sl j¡e¤−ol L¡−R hs qCh?
L¡j¡m−l Mhl ®cez p¤q©c−l ¢eu¡ k¡Lz Bj¡l ¢e−Sl Ap¤Mz ¢e−Sl HLV¤
¢hnСj e¡C, O¤j e¡Cz Ha f¡la¡¢R e¡z

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 −cM ®cM Lb¡l ¢R¢l ®cMz h¡h¡ q¡¢pe¡l ¢c−L ®Q−u j¡−L C¢‰a L−le h¡yL¡
®Q¡−M, h¡yL¡ ®W¡y−Vz
¢QLe q¡¢p¢V c£OÑc£OÑ¢ce HL¢V ea¤e ¢hµR¤l ja ®py−V b¡−L q¡¢pe¡l ®W¡y−Vz

p¤q©c−L ®R¡Vc¡l L¡−R ¢c−u ®cJu¡J qu e¡z öil SeÉ Bm¡c¡ L¡−Sl ®h¢V
l¡M¡J qu e¡z j¡ C HL¡ m¡me f¡me Ll−a b¡−Le c¤C e¡¢az h¡m¢a i¢aÑ L¡fs
®g−m l¡−M q¡¢pe¡z ¢m¢ml j¡l a¡ d¤−a d¤−a ®hm¡ ®k−a b¡−L, j¡−L ®c±−s l¡æ¡O−l
®k−a quz j¡−L l¡yd−a qu h¡¢sl ph¡l SeÉz j¡ f¡−le e¡ ¢m¢ml j¡−L q¡¢pe¡l
L¡fs ®d¡u¡ ®b−L a¤−m Be−az Bj¡l j−e q−a b¡−L, j¡ q¡¢pe¡−L iu f¡−µRez
h¡h¡−LJ j¡ pñha Ha iu f¡e e¡z j¡l iu c¡c¡−L ¢e−u, c¡c¡ k¢c Bh¡l h¡¢s
®R−s Q−m k¡e, c¡c¡ k¢c q¡¢pe¡l je M¡l¡f ®cM−m AM¤¢n qez c¡c¡ k¢c j¡−L Bl
j¡ h−m e¡ X¡−Le! j¡l lš² k¡Ju¡ nl£l¢V c¤hÑm q−a b¡−Lz AbQ HC c¤hÑma¡
¢e−uC j¡ ®i¡l−hm¡ ®b−L jdÉl¡a fkÑ¿¹ hÉÙ¹ b¡−Le pwp¡lL¡−Sz h¡h¡l L¡−R
¢h¢e−u ¢h¢e−u h−me, Bj¡l a lš² e¡C nC−m Blz Bj¡l −a¡ ¢LR¤ i¡m M¡C−a
qChz HL ®f¡u¡ LCl¡ c¤d, c¤CV¡ Lm¡,c¤CV¡ ¢Xj Bj¡l m¡CN¡ ¢L ¢c−he? h¡h¡ œ²¤Ü
cª¢ø−a j¡l ØfdÑ¡ ®c−Mez j¡ ka e¡ j¡l c¡¢h−a a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n öi−L l¡M¡l c¡¢h
¢e−u h−me, ¢L ®l ®e¡j¡e, al h¡−f ®a¡ ¢LR¤ ®cu e¡, a¤C ¢L Bj¡l m¡CN¡ HLV¤
c¤d Lm¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll−a f¡l¢h? Bj¡l a nCm i¡C‰¡ k¡Ca¡−Rz
c¡c¡ q¡p−a q¡p−a ¢Si −L−V h−me, ¢L ®k Le j¡z Bfe¡l nCm LC
i¡Pa¡−R! hlw M¤h ®h¢n −j¡V¡ qCu¡ k¡Ca¡−Rez X¡−uV L−¾VÌ¡m L−lez M¡Ju¡
Lj¡Cu¡ ®cez
f¡Cm−pl ¢L ®L¡eJ Jo¤d al ®c¡L¡−e B−R?
e¡qz f¡Cm−pl ®L¡eJ Jo¤d e¡Cz
Jo¤d ®eCz p¡g Lb¡z c¡c¡ HMe h¡h¡l Jo¤d hÉhp¡l LaÑ¡z ljlj¡ hÉhp¡ a¡lz
QjvL¡l p¡¢S−u ¢e−u−Re ®c¡L¡ez q¡pf¡a¡−m Jo¤−dl −k¡N¡e ®cez hs hs
¢LÓ¢e−LJ ®cez J¢c−L h¡h¡ ¢e−Sl ®Qð¡l¢Vl f¢lplJ hs L−l−Rez H„−l ®j¢ne
h¢p−u−Rez j¡C−œ²¡p−L¡f ¢L−e fÉ¡bm¢S h¢p−u−Rez S¤¢lpfЦ−X¾p ¢hi¡−Nl
AdÉ¡fL Bhc¤õ¡q−L h¡h¡ ay¡l fÉ¡bm¢S−a Ahp−l hp−a h−m−Re, h¡s¢a B−ul
®m¡−i Bhc¤õ¡q B−pe HM¡−ez h¡h¡l ®Qð¡−l −L¡eJ L¡l−Z ®N−m ®l¡N£l ¢is
−W−m ®ia−l Y¤L−a quz NÊ¡−jl c¢lâ ®l¡N£l ¢isC ®h¢nz −LE ®fV hÉb¡ ¢e−u
H−mJ ®c¢M h¡h¡ h¤−Ll H„−l Ll−a ¢c−µRez jm j¤œ fl£r¡ Ll−a ¢c−µRez L¡¢nl
p−‰ lš² ®k−a b¡L¡ HL h¤−s¡ Hm ®d¡h¡Es¡ ®b−L, h¡h¡ H„−l L−l h−m ¢c−me
kr¡z h¤−s¡−L ¢S−‘p L¢l, L−h ®bCL¡ lš² k¡u? ®L¡Vl¡N−a ®Q¡M LÓ¡¢¿¹−a e¤−u
B−p, qy¡f¡−a qy¡f¡−a hmm, BCS ®cs hRlz
kMe lš² k¡Ju¡ Blñ qCm aMe Bp−me e¡ ®Le?
Bj¤ ®k ®VL¡ LC hCe? d¡l LSÑ LCl¡ BCm¡j nq−lz
Bfe¡−cl NË¡−j X¡š²¡l e¡C?
e¡z
NË¡−j N−” X¡š²¡l b¡L−mJ −m¡L Q−m B−p h¡h¡l L¡−R, i¡m X¡š²¡l ¢q−p−h
h¡h¡l M¤h e¡jz nq−ll f¤−l¡−e¡ ®m¡−Ll¡ HMeJ Ap¤−M ¢hp¤−M h¡h¡−L X¡−Lez
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 h¡h¡l ¢e¢cÑø ®L¡eJ ¢g ®eC, ®k k¡ ®cu, ¢a¢e a¡C ®eez ®LE f¡yQ V¡L¡ ¢c−u
¢h−cu qu, −LE c¤ V¡L¡z h¡h¡ ®Lhm HL¢V Ae¤−l¡dC L−le ®l¡N£−cl, ®ke f¡−nl
B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡e e¡−jl Jo¤−dl ®c¡L¡e ®b−L Jo¤d ¢L−e ¢e−u k¡uz jmj¤œb¤a¤Lg
fl£r¡ L¢l−u H„−l L¢l−u A−e−Ll V¡L¡ b¡−L e¡ Jo¤d ®Le¡lz ¢g−l k¡uz HlLj
¢g−l ®k−a b¡L¡ kr¡ ®l¡¢N¢V−L b¡¢j−u B¢j B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e ¢e−u c¡c¡−L h¢m
Jo¤d j¡Ne¡ ¢c−az c¡c¡ a¡¢µRmÉ L−le,f¡Nm qCRp? ¢e−Sl f−L−Vl V¡L¡ ®hl
L−l ¢cC, c¡c¡ ®p V¡L¡ …−e ¢e−u Jo¤d ®cez BSL¡m ¢a¢e V¡L¡ …e−a fR¾c
L−le M¤hz Ahpl q−mC ¢a¢e XÊu¡−l p¡¢S−u l¡M¡ V¡L¡…−m¡ f¤el¡u ®N¡−ee,
V¡L¡…−m¡l HL¢c−L d¡−el ¢no, B−lL ¢c−L jp¢Sc, ph V¡L¡l d¡−el ¢no−L
d¡−el ¢n−ol ¢c−L l¡−Me, jp¢Sc−L jp¢S−cl ¢c−Lz HC V¡L¡ ®b−L pwp¡−ll
®L¡eJ MlQ qu e¡z k¡ MlQ qu a¡ q¡¢pe¡l nM ®jV¡−a, a¡l n¡¢s Nue¡u,a¡l
®jLB−f, ®QLB−fz Cu¡p¢je j¡−T j¡−T B−l¡NÉ¢ha¡−e e¡−j ¢l„¡i¡s¡l c¤−V¡
V¡L¡ ¢e−a, c¡c¡ XÊu¡−l a¡m¡ ¢c−u Q¡¢h f−L−V ®l−M c¤q¡a c¤N¡−m ®l−M Ec¡p h−p
b¡−Le, Cu¡p¢je−L h−m ®ce, ¢h¢œ² ¢V¢œ² e¡C, HqeJ hE¢eC L¢l e¡Cz
kr¡ −l¡¢N¢V Jo¤d −f−u Lªa‘a¡u ¢jC−u k¡uz l¡−a Bl −p ®d¡h¡Es¡ ¢gl−h
e¡, ®b−L k¡−h S¤h¢mO¡−Vl ¢QvL¡a ®q¡−V−mz −q¡−V−m mð¡ V¡e¡ ¢hR¡e¡ f¡a¡, i¡s¡
®h¢n eu,¢Qv q−u ö−m BVBe¡, L¡a q−u ö−m Q¡lBe¡z −q¡−Vm…−m¡u −m¡−Ll
¢NS¢NS ¢is, NË¡j ®b−L nq−l X¡š²¡l ®cM¡−a,j¡jm¡ Ll−a Bp¡ ®m¡−Ll¡ M¤h
c§−ll k¡œ£ q−m ¢ce g¤−l¡−m Bl ec£ f¡l qu e¡, O¡−Vl ®q¡−V−m l¡a L¡¢V−u
fl¢ce pL¡−m ®e±−L¡ d−lz

j¡l f¡Cm−pl ¢Q¢Lvp¡ qu e¡z j¡l Cc¡¢ew d¡lZ¡ S−¾j−R, j¡l ®l¡N¢V f¡Cmp
e¡jL ®L¡eJ p¡d¡lZ ®l¡N eu, c¤l¡−l¡NÉ ®L¡eJ −l¡N H¢Vz j¡l pwnu ¢e−u j¡
b¡−Le, L¡lJ pju −eC ®l¡N−n¡L ¢e−u g¡ma¤ Lb¡ ®n¡e¡lz Bj¡l BaÑ¢QvL¡l
g¡ma¤ qJu¡l B−N, ¢e−SC hÉhÙÛ¡ ¢eCz He¡m ¢gn¡−ll k¿»Z¡ kMe Bj¡−L dlm,
−hce¡¢e−l¡dL ¢eEf¡l−LCem jmj hÉhq¡l L−lJ ®p k¿»Z¡ kMe L−j¢e,
q¡pf¡a¡−ml ph ®Qe¡ X¡š²¡l−cl p¡j−e ®N¡fe¡‰ fÐcnÑe kMe Bj¡l f−r Apñh,
A−Qe¡ X¡š²¡−ll ¢Q¢Lvp¡ ®f−a B¢j Y¡L¡ k¡Cz hs p¡SÑe ®c¢M−u Y¡L¡ ®j¢X−L−m
i¢aÑl hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll−me ®R¡Vc¡z ®L¢he f¡Ju¡ nš², ®L¢he f¡Ju¡l SeÉ j¢¿»
Bj¡e¤õ¡q ®Q±d¤¢l−L dl−a q−u−Rz c¤¢ce fl Af¡−lnez i¢aÑ qh qh, aMeC l¦â
®j¡wm¡ ®b−L ¢g−l Bj¡l ¢Q¢W ®f−u ®S−e ®k B¢j HMe Y¡L¡u, ®R¡y ®j−l eu¡fÒVe
®b−L a¤−m ¢e−u ®Nmz ®Ry¡Hl pju ®R¡Vc¡ h¡¢s ¢R−me e¡z N£a¡ q¡y q−u ¢Rmz a¡l
HL X¡š²¡l-j¡j¡−a¡ i¡C Y¡L¡ ®j¢X−L−m Q¡L¢l Ll−R, l¦â Bj¡−L ®pC f’¡n
m¡mh¡−N ¢e−u ®Nm X¡š²¡l i¡C¢V−L hm−a Bj¡l Af¡−ln−el pju ®ke b¡−L ®pz
¯hWLO−ll ®p¡g¡u aMe Q¤m H¢m−u hp¡ ¢Rm ®e¢mz ®e¢m−L JC fÐbj B¢j ®c¢Mz
l¦â−L ®c¢M ®Q¡M h¡lh¡l ®e¢ml H¢m−u fs¡ Q¤−ml ¢c−L k¡−µR, ®e¢ml Bm¤b¡m¤
n¡¢sl ¢c−L k¡−µRz c¤Se NÒf L−l, f¤−l¡−e¡ ¢c−el NÒfz q¡−pz HL¢V f¢œL¡ q¡−a
¢e−u j¤M X¤¢h−u l¡¢M, ®ke ¢LR¤ ®cM¢R e¡, ¢LR¤C Bj¡l ®Q¡−M fs−R e¡, Lb¡ hm−a
hm−a ®a¡j¡−cl c¤S−el ®Q¡−M pȪ¢a ®k L¡yf−R a¡ B¢j ®cM¢R e¡, ®pC ph Eam
®fÐ−jl pȪ¢a, −pC ph Q¤ðe, ®N¡m¡−fl N−å nl£−l nl£l X¤¢h−u j¡R j¡R ®Mm¡--
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®cM¢R e¡, ®a¡j¡−cl ®k flØfl−L ØfnÑ Ll−a C−µR Ll−R M¤h, Bh¡l C−µR Ll−R
SN−al pLm ¢LR¤ pLm pÇfLÑ a¤µR L−l B−Nl ja −fÐ−jl A¯b S−m T¡yf ¢c−a,
Q¤ð−e Q¤ð−e fТa ®m¡jL§f−L Bh¡l B−Nl ja S¡N¡−a, Bh¡l B−Nl ja ü−fÀl
Lb¡ hm−a hm−a M¤h M¤h Ni£−l Q−m ®k−a nl£−ll--®cM¢R e¡z Bj¡l ®Q¡M
f¢œL¡¢Vl Ar−l, ®a¡jl¡ ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ ®k Lb¡ hm−a C−µR L−l¡, h−m¡z ®pC ph ü−fÀl
Lb¡, ®pC ®pCph i£oZ B−h−Nl Lb¡, ®k B−hN ¢e−u a¤¢j ®e¢ml ¢h−u ®i−P ¢c−a
¢N−u¢R−m l¦âz B¢j je ¢c−u¢R Ar−l, B¢j öe¢R e¡z Arl…−m¡u a¡¢L−u b¡¢L,
Arl…−m¡ hª¢ø−a ¢iS−Rz ®iS¡ Arl…−m¡ Bj¡l ¢c−L ®Q−u b¡−L, ®iS¡
Arl…−m¡l j¡u¡ q−a b¡−L Bj¡l SeÉz
q¡pf¡a¡−m Af¡−lne −V¢h−m Bj¡−L A‘¡e Ll¡z B¢j kMe O¤¢j−u ®k−a
b¡¢L, −LE Bj¡−L ¢S−‘p Ll−a b¡−L Bj¡l e¡j ¢WL¡e¡, hm−a ®Q−uJ B¢j
hm−a f¡l¢R e¡, −L¡−›−L HL f¡¢M H−p Bj¡−L X¡e¡u L−l BL¡−n E¢s−u ¢e−a
b¡−L, B¢j −j−Ol ja Es−a b¡¢L, Bj¡l i¡m m¡N−a b¡−Lz i£oZ i¡m m¡N−a
b¡−Lz ‘¡e ¢gl−m ®c¢M AeÉ HL ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u B¢Rz f¡−n ®R¡Vc¡, N£a¡, T¤eM¤ ¡m¡z
N£a¡ Bj¡l Q¤−m q¡a h¤¢m−u ¢c−µR, −R¡Vc¡ T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ ¢S−‘p L−le, hÉb¡ m¡Na¡−R?
hÉb¡ B−R ¢L h¤T−a f¡¢l e¡, b¡L−mJ ¢fÐu HC j¤M…−m¡ hÉb¡ L¢j−u ¢c−u−Rz qW¡v
ph¡C−L AfÐÙ¹¤a L−l O−l l¦â ®Y¡−Lz ®R¡Vc¡ ®h¢l−u k¡ez ®L HC l¦â, ¢L pÇfLÑ
a¡l p−‰ Bj¡l, H L¡E−L h¢m¢ez pL−m h¤−T ®euz ®h¢l−u k¡Ju¡ ®R¡Vc¡J h¤−T
®eez c¤¢ce b¡L−a qu q¡pf¡a¡−m, HC c¤¢ce N£a¡ Bj¡l SeÉ ¢ae−hm¡ M¡h¡l
B−ez h−p ®b−L NÒf L−lz Nlj S−ml N¡jm¡u h¢p−u l¡−Mz q¡pf¡a¡m aÉ¡−Nl
¢ce HL¢c−L ®R¡Vc¡, B−lL¢c−L l¦âz −R¡Vc¡ hm−me, Qm h¡p¡u Qmz
B¢j j¡b¡ e¡¢s, e¡z
e¡ j¡−e?
¢el¦šl B¢jz ®R¡Vc¡ Bj¡−L q¡a d−l V¡−ee, h¡p¡u k¡C¢h e¡ a LC k¡C¢h
a¤C? ®R¡Vc¡l q¡a¢V B¢j d£−l d£−l R¡¢s−u ¢eCz ¢el¦š¡f n¡¿¹ ®Q¡M l¡¢M ay¡l
Løi¡P¡ ®Q¡−Mz −Q¡−Ml ®L¡−Z Sm Ef−Q J−W ay¡l,Bs¡m L−l c¡y−a ®W¡yV Q¡−fez
B¢j l¦âl p−‰ ®h¢l−u k¡Cz ¢el¦šlz
j¤qÇjcf¤−ll h¡¢s−a ¢g−l HL¢V c¤iÑ¡he¡l p−‰ B¢j h−p b¡¢L Q¤fQ¡fz l¦âl
j¡j¡−a¡ i¡C¢V k¢c e¡ ®S−e b¡−L Bj¡−cl ¢h−u q−u−R! l¦â h−m, a¤¢j ®a¡ L¡E−L
S¡e¡−a Q¡J e¡ ¢h−ul Lb¡z A‘¡e Ll¡l fl Bj¡l −N¡fe¡‰ ¢eÕQuC Bl ®N¡fe
b¡−L¢e ®L¡eJ X¡š²¡−ll L¡−R, Bl ®N¡fe e¡ b¡L¡ j¡−e ®S−e k¡Ju¡ ®k B¢j
L¤j¡l£ eC! A¿¹a a¡−L S¡e¡J ®k Bjl¡ ¢h−u L−l¢Rz a¡ e¡ q−m ®i−h hp−h
Bj¡l h¤¢T ¢h−ul B−NC L¤j¡l£aÅ ®N−R ¢R ¢Rz B¢j j¤M ea l¡¢M m‹¡uz Bj¡l
m¡S l¡P¡ j¤M¢V l¦âl M¤h fR¾cz j¤M¢V c¤q¡−a ¢e−Sl ¢c−L ¢g¢l−u ®p Q¤j¤ M¡uz Lb¡
®cu, L¡mC ®p S¡e¡−h a¡l i¡C−L ¢h−ul Lb¡z ®p l¡a¢V kMe Ni£l q−u Bj¡−cl
O¤j f¡¢s−u ®cu, O¤−j A−Qae L−l l¡−M, l¦âl hå¤ ¢je¡l clS¡ d¡¢‚−u Bj¡−cl
i¡P¡ O−l a¤g¡e ®a¡−mz p¤¾cl£ hE L¢ha¡−L ¢e−u ¢je¡l H−p−R O¤−j¡−a, p¡l¡
nq−l O¤−j¡−e¡l −L¡eJ S¡uN¡ f¡u¢e h−mz ®n¡h¡l Ol¢V ®R−s ¢cC J−cl SeÉ, l¦â
Bl B¢j öC n£am f¡¢V ¢h¢R−u AeÉ O−lz ®i¡l−hm¡ ®c¢M l¦â ®eC Bj¡l f¡−nz
−p O¤−j¡−µR ¢hR¡e¡u ¢je¡l Bl L¢ha¡l p−‰z ¢L q−u−R? OVe¡ ¢L! a¤¢j HM¡−e
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 LMe H−p−R¡? l¦âl plm Ešl, n£am f¡¢V−a a¡l O¤j Bp¢Rm e¡z h¤¢Ü L−l
¢je¡−ll f¡−n ö−u−R, L¢ha¡l f¡−n k¢c ¢je¡l B¢h×L¡l Lla a¡−L, a−h ¢eÕQuC
h夢Vl L¡−™ A–q¡¢p ®q−p pL¡−m ¢h−cu qa e¡ pÙ»£Lz ®p¢ce pL¡−mC B¢j l¦âl
XÊu¡−l ¢Q¢W ®mM¡l L¡NS M¤yS−a ¢N−u ¢h−ul c¢mm¢V ®c¢Mz c¢m−m ®mM¡ E¢L−ml
p¡j−e h−p B¢j e¡¢L H c¢m−m pC L−l¢Rz BÕQkÑ H−a ®a¡ ¢j−bÉ Lb¡ ®mM¡!
hm−aC l¦â Bj¡l q¡a ®b−L c¢mm¢V ®L−s ¢e−u XÊu¡−l ®l−M ®cuz ö−u h−p Ol
…¢R−u h¡C−l ®M−u B—¡ ¢c−u L¢ha¡u p‰−j c¤¢ce L¡V¡l fl Bj¡l je ®Lje
Ll−a b¡−L AhL¡−nl ph¡l SeÉz j¡l SeÉ, Cu¡p¢j−el SeÉ, p¤q©−cl SeÉ, ¢je¤l
SeÉz ¢L lLj B−R Jl¡! Bj¡l Lb¡ j¡ ¢eÕQuC fТa¢ce hm−Re, h¡h¡ fТa¢ce,
Cu¡p¢je fТa¢ce, p¤q©cJ hm−R ®c¡mg¤f¤ HM−e¡ B−p e¡ ®Le? p¤q©c−L ¢n¢M−u¢R
Bj¡−L ®c¡mg¤f¤ X¡L−az HL¢ce J−L ®c¡me¡u ®c¡m¡−a ®c¡m¡−a ®c ®c¡m ®c
®c¡m g¤f¤ ®c ®c¡m ®c ®c¡m hm−aC hm−aCz je f−s b¡−L AhL¡−nz Bj¡l
H−m¡−j−m¡ Bh¡l M¤h ®N¡R¡−e¡ S£h−ez ¢je¤l SeÉJ Lø q−a b¡−L, ¢eÕQuC ®p O−l
h¡l¡¾c¡u ¢r−d ®f−V q¡yV−a q¡yV−a Bj¡−L M¤yS−R, l¡−a a¡l M¤h M¡¢m M¡¢m m¡N−R
®h¡dqu! Y¡L¡−L Bj¡l Bfe nql j−e qu e¡z Y¡L¡u L¢c−el SeÉ ®hs¡−a Bp¡
k¡uz f¡L¡f¡¢L b¡L¡l SeÉ H nql¢V−L BSJ B¢j j−e ¢e−a f¡¢l e¡z
juje¢pw−q ¢g−l −k−a Q¡C−m l¦â Bl HL¢V ¢ce b¡L−a Ae¤−l¡d L−lz ®pC
HL¢V ¢c−el HL¢V ¢h−L−m Bj¡−L ¢e−u jNh¡S¡l k¡u, L¡¢Sl B¢f−pz l¦âl
c¤−V¡ hå¤J k¡uz L¡¢Sl L¡−R L¡¢he q−h, c¤C hå¤ p¡r£z p¡lfСCS!
a¡ Bj¡−L B−N S¡e¡−m B¢j ¢L Bf¢š Lla¡j l¦â?
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k¡Cz Af¡−lne q−u−R ö−e j¡ Bj¡l kaÁ L−le, Nlj Sm N¡jm¡u ®Y−m S−m
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®N−R f¡−u, aMeJ J−L f¡ ®b−L Bm−a¡ L−l a¤−m ¢hR¡e¡u öC−u ¢c−µRe e¡..
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h−me,−e¡j¡−el hE Bj¡−l ®h¢X LCu¡ X¡−Lz
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ja ®LE euz O¤¢j−u b¡L−m j−e qu e¡ ¢L i£oZ c¤l¿¹ ®R−m −pz fТa¢ce M¡V ®b−L
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p¤q©−cl nl£−l hp¡−a öi ph−Q−u ®h¢n f¡lcnÑ£z HLh¡l d¡‚¡ ¢c−u p¤q©c−L ®g−m
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c¤−V¡ S¡j¡, HL¢V ®d¡h, B−lL¢V flh, h¡h¡l HC ¢euj −i−P Bj¡l S¡j¡ f¡S¡j¡l
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L¢ha¡ f¢s N¡e N¡Cz O¤−l ®hs¡Cz ®k¢ce ¢Sep fÉ¡¾V f−l¢R, h¡h¡ ®c−M h−me,
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®c¢M l¦â ¢L e¡z l¦â k¢c HLh¡l S¡ea B¢j H−p¢R, R¤−V Q−m Bpa M¢¤n−a! −Le
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Bp¢e? L˜ L¡y−f kMe h¢m, R¤¢V f¡C¢ez ®Le f¡J¢e? Bh¡lJ ¢QvL¡lz Lc¡L¡lz
l¦âl q¡a ®b−L ¢e−S−L R¡¢s−u ¢e−u ®fR−e ®k−a ®k−a ®cu¡−m BV−L b¡¢Lz
S¡e¡m¡l ¢Le¡−l l¡M¡ b¡mh¡pe aReR L−l ¢LR¤ −M¡y−S ®pz −a¡n−Ll am, ®Q±¢Ll
am, M¤yS−a M¤yS−a ®f−u k¡u R¤¢l, jqll−jl ¢j¢R−m ®kje BL¡−nl ¢c−L a¤−m
a−m¡u¡l e¡Q¡u q¡u q¡p¡e q¡u ®q¡−pe Ll¡ djÑ¡å…−m¡, ®aje L−l l¦â a¡l q¡−al
R¤¢l¢V e¡Q¡uz R¤¢l¢V ®c−M Bj¡l ®Q¡M h¤−S B−pz B¢j L¡æ¡ BV−L l¡¢Mz nÄ¡p
BV−L l¡¢Mz −p ¢L Bj¡−L M¤e Ll−h HMe! Ll−hz M¤−el ®en¡u Eà¡ý eªaÉ Ll−R
−pz HC a¡Sjqm ®l¡−Xl h¡¢s¢V−a BS l¡−a Bj¡−L j−l ®k−a q−µRz Bj¡l
S£h−el HM¡−eC pj¡¢çz ®LE S¡e−h e¡, Bj¡l h¡h¡ j¡ i¡C ®h¡e ®LEC
®L¡eJ¢ce S¡e−h e¡ HC h¡¢s¢V−a ¢L L−l jl−a q−u−R Bj¡−Lz ®LE qua
S¡e−hJ e¡ −k B¢j jªaz Mhl¢V J−cl ®L ®c−h! l¦â Bj¡−L hÙ¹¡u f¤−l h¤¢sN‰¡u
i¡¢p−u ®c−h qua! HLh¡l ®Le Bj¡−L lr¡ Ll−a h¡¢sAm¡l h¡¢s ®b−L ®LE
Bp−R e¡! l¦â Bj¡l h¤−L R¤¢l a¡L L−l −d−u Bp−a b¡−L −cu¡−m BV−L b¡L¡
Bj¡l ¢c−Lz HC j¤q§−aÑ q¡−al L¡−Rl clS¡¢V M¤−m T¤m h¡l¡¾c¡ ®b−L ¢e−Ql l¡Ù¹¡u
T¡yf ®cJu¡ R¡s¡ Bj¡l Bl fb ®eC k¡Ju¡lz Bj¡l p¡j−e jªa¤É, ®fR−e jªa¤Éz
HL¡ Apq¡u c¡y¢s−u b¡¢Lz Bj¡l Lb¡ hm¡l, L¡yc¡l, Hje¢L nÄ¡p ®gm¡lJ ®L¡eJ
n¢š² ®eCz l¦âl q¡a ®b−L HC R¤¢l B¢j n¢š² M¡¢V−u ¢e−a f¡lh e¡, Ap¤−ll n¢š²
HMe a¡l ®c−qz a¡l HL q¡−a R¤¢l B−lL q¡−a Bj¡l q¡a, q¡a¢V ®V−e ®p ¢àa£u
Ol¢Vl clS¡l j¤−M H−e ¢hR¡e¡u d¡‚¡ ¢c−u ®gmmz Bh¡lJ HLC fÐnÀ, ®Le ®c¢l
qm Bj¡l Y¡L¡u Bp−az B¢j r£Z L−ã Ešl ¢cC, HLC Ešl ¢cC, R¤¢V f¡C¢ez
Bh¡lJ a¡l HL fÐnÀC, ®Le f¡C¢ez g¡yL M¤y¢S, a¡−L h¢p−u n¡¿¹ L−l n¡¿¹ ü−l
®Le f¡C¢e R¤¢V a¡l L¡lZ¢V hm−a, ®ke M¤−el C−µR¢V j¡a¡m-j¡b¡ ®b−L c§l quz
j¡a¡−ml q¡a ®b−L lr¡ f¡Ju¡l B¢j ®L¡eJ ¢euj S¡¢ee¡, Ahd¡¢la jªa¤Él q¡a
®b−L h¡yQ¡l ®L¡eJ fÜ¢a ¢n¢M¢ez Apq¡u ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u b¡¢L R¤¢l¢Vl ¢c−Lz
n¡e¡−e¡ R¤¢l¢Vl nl£l ®b−L ¢RV−L ®h−l¡−µR ¢QL¢QL B−m¡z R¤¢l¢V Bj¡l Nm¡u
e¡¢L h¤−L hp¡−h l¦âz B¢j ®Q¡M h¤¢S, ®ke Bj¡−L ®cM−a e¡ qu ®fТj−Ll q¡−a
M¤e qJu¡l cªnÉ¢Vz qW¡v R¤¢l ®g−m −p ®fµR¡hM¡e¡l ¢c−L ®c±−s¡u l¦âz h¤−Ll
j−dÉ ®L¡−›−L S¡¢ee¡ fСZf¡¢M E−s B−pz Q¢L−a R¤¢l¢V ¢e−u ®c±−s k¡C h¡l¡¾c¡u,
l¡Ù¹¡u ®g−m ¢c−az ¢L¿º Bj¡−L b¡j¡u HL¢V i¡he¡, k¢c R¤¢l −g−m ¢c−u¢R h−m
−l−N ¢N−u Bj¡−L Nm¡ ¢V−f ®j−l ®g−m! R¤¢l¢V B¢j M¡−Vl a−m HL¢V Q¡−ml
®L±−V¡l ®ial m¤¢L−u l¡¢Mz R¤¢l ®f−m Bj¡−L M¤e Ll−h e¡, HC naÑ k¢c ®cu,
®chz HC j¤ý−aÑ ®L¡b¡u f¡m¡h B¢jz h¡¢sAm¡l h¡¢s Ls¡ e¡s−m J h¡¢sl −LE
clS¡ ®M¡m¡l B−N l¦â Bj¡−L d−l ®gm−a f¡−lz HC f¡m¡−e¡l n¡¢Ù¹ aMe jªa¤ÉCz
a¡l ®Q−u O−l h−p h¤¢T−u a¡−L n¡¿¹ Ll−a ®Qø¡ L¢l, a¡l j¡b¡ ®b−L j−cl ¢ho
e¡j¡−a ®Qø¡ L¢lz R−m h−m ®L±n−m fСZf¡¢M¢V−L h¤−Ll M¡yQ¡u BV−L l¡M−a q−h
Bj¡lz j¡e¤−ol S£he HL¢VC, H S£he¢V na Q¡C−mJ Bl ®gla f¡−h¡ e¡z O−l
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H−p l¦â R¤¢l ®M¡y−Sz R¤¢l ®L¡b¡u? Bj¡l R¤¢l −L¡b¡u? ¢QvL¡−l h¡¢sl f−mÙ¹¡l¡
M−pz ¢QvL¡−l h¡¢sAm¡l h¡¢sl ®m¡−Ll¡ S¡−ez JC ¢QvL¡−l B¢j ý ý L−l ®Ly−c
h¢m, R¤¢l ®eCz R¤¢l Q¡C−R¡ ®Le? Bj¡−L ®j−l ®gm−a Q¡J? ®Le j¡l−h? ¢L L−l¢R
B¢jz R¤¢l B¢j ®g−m ¢c−u¢R! −ia−l Bl L¡æ¡ BV−L l¡M¡ pñh qu e¡ Bj¡lz
l¦â a¡l œ²¾cp£ −fÐup£l Nm¡ ¢V−f d−lz q¡ac¤−V¡ nl£−ll pjÙ¹ n¢š² ¢c−u p¢l−u
®c±−s AeÉ O−l ¢N−u clS¡l ¢RV¢L¢e BV−L ¢cCz A−eLrZ clS¡u ®p m¡¢b
®cuz ®M¡m ®M¡m h−m a¡lü−l ¢eT¤j ¢ebl l¡a¢Vl O¤j i¡P¡uz S¡N¡uz l¡a¢V−a
m™i™ L−lz HLpju Bl ®L¡e në ®eCz clS¡l g¤−V¡ ¢c−u −c¢M ¢hR¡e¡u
Ji¡−hC n¡VÑ fÉ¡¾V S¤−a¡ f−l ö−u B−R l¦âz Bl ®L¡eJ në ®eCz °exn−ël p−‰
Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml S−ml ¢gp¢gp L−l Lb¡ quz ®i¡l qJu¡l SeÉ fÐLª¢al L¡−R fСbÑZ¡
Ll−a b¡¢Lz HC c¤xpq L¡−m¡ l¡a f¡l −ke quz Ha ®c¢l L−l −L¡eJ l¡a−L B¢j
f¡l q−a ®c¢M¢e Hl B−Nz ®i¡l−hm¡ hÉ¡N¢V ¢e−u Bm−N¡−R clS¡ M¤−m ®h¢l−u
k¡Ju¡l B−N l¦âl JC A−fr¡l ¢ce¢m¢fl f¡−n ¢m−M l¡¢M, −l¡c, c¤¢ce ®b−L
A−fr¡ L−l¢R ®a¡j¡l SeÉz a¤¢j B−p¡¢ez L¡m l¡−a HL¢V A−Qe¡ ®m¡L O−l
H−p−R, −m¡L¢V−L B¢j ¢Q¢e e¡z B¢j Q−m k¡¢µRz ®kM¡−eC b¡−L¡ a¤¢j, i¡m
®b−L¡z ®a¡j¡l pL¡mz
Ha ®i¡−l l¡Ù¹¡u ®h¢n k¡eh¡qe b¡−L e¡z c¤HL¢V ¢l„¡ j¿Ûl N¢a−a Qm−Rz
HL¢V j¿Ûl−L ¢e−u h¡pØVÉ¡−ä ®f±y−R¡Cz −i¡l−hm¡l fÐbj h¡p¢V O¤j O¤j ®Q¡−M
c¡y¢s−u B−Rz h¡−pl clS¡u f¡ l¡M−aC LeX¡LVl ¢S−‘p L−l p−‰ f¤l¦o−m¡L
e¡C?
e¡z
HC ®m¢Xp HLV¡z®m¢Xp HLV¡z LeX¡LVl ®Qy¢Q−u h−mz L¡−L h−m ®L S¡−ez
®m¢Xp HLV¡ j¡−e paLÑ L−l ®cJu¡ ph¡C−L ®k Bj¡−L ¢el¡fc HL¢V S¡uN¡u
hp−a q−hz ®m¢X−pl ¢el¡fš¡ qm ®m¢Xp ¢p−V, XÊ¡Ci¡−ll f¡−nl S¡uN¡…−m¡−L
hm¡ qu ®m¢Xp ¢pVz ®j−ul¡ HL¡ h¡−p EW−m JM¡−eC, JC S¡uN¡u hp¡lC ¢eujz
h¡−p, −m¢X−pl p−‰ ®m¢Xp−L e¡ hp¡−m −m¢X−pl SeÉ k¡œ¡ ¢el¡fc que¡ h−m
i¡h¡ quz ®m¢Xp ¢pV i−l k¡Ju¡l fl k¢c h¡s¢a ®m¢Xp Ecu qu aMe a¡−L
A−m¢Xp ¢p−V h¢p−u ¢àa£u ®m¢X−pl A−fr¡ Ll−a b¡−L LeX¡LVl ®ke fÐbj
®m¢X−pl f¡−n ¢àa£u¢V−L h¢p−u ¢c−a f¡−lz ®p¢ce ®m¢Xp ¢p−V S¡uN¡ ®eC,
A−fr¡ L−lJ −L¡eJ ¢àa£u ®m¢XpHl ¢V¢L¢V ®cM¡ k¡−µR e¡z a¡q−m ¢L Ll¡?
j¡Thup£ ü¡j£ Ù»£ h−p B−R f¡n¡f¡¢n, LeX¡LVl ü¡j£¢V−L hmm, i¡CS¡e Bf−e
AeÉ ¢p−V h−pe, Bf−el ®m¢X−pl p¡−b HC ®m¢Xp−l hp¡Cu¡ ®cCz B¢j hmm¡j,
e¡ b¡L, J−c−l EW¡C−ue e¡z pjpÉ¡ pj¡d¡−el BlJ Ef¡u h¡−pl LeX¡L−cl
S¡e¡ B−Rz ®m¢X−pl f¡−n hp¡l SeÉ −L¡eJ ®m¢Xp ANaÉ¡ f¡Ju¡ e¡ ®N−m h¡−p
®k f¤l¦o¢V ph−Q−u h¤−s¡ h¡ ®k ®R−m¢V H−Lh¡−l h¡µQ¡, c¡¢s−j¡Q J−W¢e, a¡l p−‰
h¢p−u ®cJu¡z ®L¡eJi¡−hC ®L¡eJ k¤h−Ll f¡−n euz
−m¢Xp ¢pV M¡¢m e¡Cz ®R¡V LeX¡LVl hs¢V−L h−mz hs¢V Hlfl M¤y−S ®f−a
HL h¤−s¡−L B¢hú¡l L−l ¢S−‘p L−l, Q¡Q¡ Bf−e HLm¡?
qz
k¡e JC Q¡Q¡l p¡−b h−pe ¢Nu¡z Bj¡−L ¢e−cÑnz
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 B¢j ®j−u h−m Bj¡l ¢pV fR¾c L−l ®cJu¡l c¡¢uaÅ a¡−clz ®L¡eJ HL
h¤−s¡ Q¡Q¡l f¡−n h¢p−u LeX¡LVl ®i−h−R Bj¡l ¢el¡fš¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L−l−R ®pz
®L¡eJ f¤l¦o h¡−p EW−m ®p a¡l fR¾c ja S¡uN¡ ®h−R ¢e−u h−pz ¢L¿º HL¡
®L¡eJ ®j−u H−m a¡−L A−fr¡ Ll−a q−h karZ e¡ LeX¡LVl a¡l hp¡l
B−u¡Se L−lz Bj¡−L ¢el¡fc ¢p−V hp¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L−l −R¡V Hhw hs c¤
LeX¡LVlC ü¢Ù¹ f¡uz h¡−pl S¡e¡m¡u j¡b¡ ®l−M B¢j i¡¢h, flf¤l¦−ol f¡−n hp¡
¢el¡fc eu h−m h¡−p HC ¢euj Q¡m¤ Ll¡ q−u−R, ®j−u−cl SeÉ ph−Q−u
¢el¡fc,®m¡−L S¡−e ®k Bfe f¤l¦oz ph−Q−u ¢el¡fc ÙÛ¡e¢V Bfe f¤l¦−ol Ol!
ü¡j£l Olz LeX¡LVl¢V k¢c S¡ea, Bj¡l SeÉ J¢VC La A¢el¡fc!
AhL¡−n ¢g−l ¢el¡fc ®h¡d L¢lz AhL¡−nl Q¡l¢c−L EyQ¤ ®cu¡m, ®cu¡−ml
Jfl i¡P¡ L¡Q hp¡−e¡z a¡l Jfl BlJ EyQ¤ L−l ®cJu¡ L¡yV¡a¡−ll ®hs¡z h¡C−ll
SNa ®b−L Bm¡c¡ Ll¡ HC h¡¢s¢V−L HLpju L¡l¡N¡l h−m j−e qa Bj¡lz
HMe j−e qu HM¡−eC −b¡L¡ ®b¡L¡ n¡¢¿¹ m¤¢L−u B−Rz j¡ Bj¡l ¢c−L a£rÁ HL¢V
cª¢ø R¤y−s ®ce k¢cJ, h¤¢T JC cª¢øl Bs¡−m Ja ®f−a B−R ®pÀqz ka c¤OÑVe¡C B¢j
OV¡C e¡ ®Le, JC ®pÀq Bj¡l Jfl T¡y¢f−u fs−hCz e¡¢NÑp−L ¢c−u j¡ i¡a f¡W¡e
Bj¡l O−lz i¡−al p−‰ Bj¡l ¢fÐu ®h…e i¡S¡, M¡¢pl j¡wpz M¤h k−aÁ ®h−s
®cJu¡z j¡ ¢L L−l S¡−ee, HC pL¡−m Bj¡l ®f−V i¡−al ¢r−d! j¡ j¡−eC ¢L
HC, j¡ ph h¤−T ®e−he, ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤ hm¡l clL¡l q−h e¡! Cu¡p¢je Jl ea¤e
®a¡m¡ HL¢V N¡e N¡C−R ¢hR¡e¡u h−pz p¤q©c HL¢V fÐS¡f¢al N¡ lw Ll−R Sm
lwH, Bl hm−R, fÐS¡f¢a fÐS¡f¢a ®L¡b¡u −f−m a¤¢j Hje l¢Pe f¡M¡! p¤je
Cu¡p¢j−el N¡e öe−a öe−a hm−R, Cu¡p¢je Bf¡ a¤¢j Ha p¤¾cl N¡e N¡C−a
f¡−l¡ a¡ B−N S¡ea¡j e¡z p¤je q¡−njj¡j¡l ®R−m, HL¢VC ®R−m q¡−njj¡j¡l,
h¡¢L ph ®j−uz NaL¡m H h¡¢s−a q¡−njj¡j¡ p¤je−L ®l−M ®N−Rez BL¤u¡
®lmm¡C−el Jfl ¢LR¤¢ce B−N HL¢V ®Q±Ÿ f−e−l¡ hRl hu−pl ®R−m−L pjhup£
¢LR¤ ®R−m M¤e L−l−Rz M¤e Ll−a −L¡eJ ¢fÙ¹m h¡ h¾c¤−Ll fÐ−u¡Se qu¢e, HL¢V
R¤¢lC k−bø ¢Rmz M¤−el Bp¡¢j−cl a¡¢mL¡u p¤j−el e¡j¢VJ B−Rz q¡−njj¡j¡
j¤¢š²k¤Ü ®b−L ¢g−l H−p BJu¡¢j ¢m−Nl BL¤u¡ Cu¢eue n¡M¡l pi¡f¢a q−u−Rez
−cn ü¡d£e qJu¡l fl j¤¢š²−k¡Ü¡l¡ e¡j i¡¢P−u A−eL p¤¢h−d m¤−V−Rz V¡L¡ L−l−R
A−e−L A−eL lLj Ef¡−uz A−e−L j¿»£ q−u−R, ¢h−c−n l¡øÌc§a qJu¡l Q¡L¢l
®f−u−Rz q¡−njj¡j¡l ¢LR¤C qu¢ez ¢a¢e Hp−hl ®fR−e ®c±−s¡e¢ez S£¢hL¡l SeÉ
L¡u−LÓ−n ea¤e h¡S¡−l i¡a j¡R ¢h¢œ² Ll¡l −R¡– HL¢V ®c¡L¡e ¢L−e−Rez HC
L−l O−ll f¡l¦m hE Bl f¡yQ¢V ®j−u HL¢V ®R−m−L ¢e−u ¢a¢e N¡c¡N¡¢c L−l
b¡L−Re ®pC M¤f¢s HL¢V O−lz ®k O−l ¢h−ul fl ®b−LC b¡L−Rez Ha…−m¡
®R−m−j−u qm, ®R−m−j−u hsJ q−u−R, ¢L¿º ¢a¢e BSJ ®pC O−lz V¡L¡ fup¡ h¡¢s
N¡¢s pÇf¢šl ®L¡eJ ®j¡q ®eCz ¢e−Sl ®mM¡fs¡ qu¢e q¡−njj¡j¡l, ®R−m−j−u−L
®mM¡fs¡ Ll¡−µRez −j−u…−m¡ fl£r¡u i¡m gm L−l, −Lhm ®R−m ¢e−uC T¡−jm¡z
f¡s¡u ®R−ml hå¤h¡åh ®h¢n, ®mM¡fs¡u je ®eCz hå¤ q−m nœ¦ quz ®L¡eJ HL
nœ¦ p¤j−el e¡j¢V Bp¡¢jl a¡¢mL¡u Y¤¢L−u ¢c−u−Rz q¡−njj¡j¡ ®R−m−L hw−nl
h¡¢a h−m j−e L−le e¡z ee£V¡ R¡e¡V¡ M¡C−uJ H−L j¡e¤o Ll−a q−h h−m ¢a¢e
¢hnÄ¡p L−le e¡z f−e¡−l¡ ®o¡m q−mC −j−u−cl HL HL L−l ¢h−u ¢c−u ®cJu¡l
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pj¡−S h¡p L−l q¡−njj¡j¡ pj¡−Sl Bl cnV¡ −m¡−Ll ja eez HC AeÉlLj
q¡−njj¡j¡l fТa Bj¡l ¢hoj BNËqz M¤h C−µR L−l a¡y−L ¢S−‘p L¢l, j¤¢š²k¤−Ü
ay¡l A¢i‘a¡l Lb¡z ¢L L−l i¡la Q−m ¢N−u¢R−me, ¢L L−l JM¡−e fТnrZ
¢e−u−Re k¤−Ül, ¢L L−l j¤¢š²k¤−Ül N˦f-Lj¡ä¡l q−u ¢a¢e S‰m f¡l q−u ec£
p¡ya¡l ®L−V ®c−nl HL S¡uN¡ ®b−L B−lL S¡uN¡u S£h−el T¤y¢L ¢e−u ¢N−u−Re!
¢L L−l ¢a¢e f¡L ®pe¡−cl ¢c−L …¢m R¤y−s−Re, LV¡−L L¤−f¡L¡v L−l−Re
−L¡eJ¢ce ¢S−‘p Ll¡ qu ¢ez p¤je−L ¢hfc ®b−L lr¡ Ll−a q¡−njj¡j¡ q−eÉ
q−u O¤l−Rez HL BÕQkÑ paa¡ pðm L−l q¡−njj¡j¡ h¡y−Qez ¢a¢e ¢j−bÉ j¡jm¡
®b−L ®R−m−L lr¡ Ll−a f¡−le e¡z L¡l¡N¡−ll ja HC h¡¢s¢V Bf¡aa ay¡l
®R−m−L h¡yQ¡−h h−m f¤¢m−nl q¡a ®b−L e¡ q−mJ f¡s¡l nœ¦−cl q¡a ®b−L,
q¡−njj¡j¡ h¡h¡−L Ae¤−l¡d L−l−Re p¤je−L H h¡¢s−a L¢ce l¡M¡lz h¡h¡ l¡¢S
q−u−Rez ¢L¿º Y¡L¡ ®b−L ¢g−l Bp¡l fl p¤je Bl Cu¡p¢je−L ¢e−u N¡e L¢ha¡u
q¡¢p W¡–¡u N−ÒfN¡R¡u ®Mm¡u d¤m¡u ®j−a ®b−L fÐ−j¡−c je ®Y−m ¢c−u ¢WL c¤¢ce
fl HC B¢j l¡¢S qCe¡ p¤je AhL¡−n Bl HL¢V j¤q§aÑ b¡L¤Lz L¡lZ¢V qm HL¢V
Apq¡u ®j−ul blbl L¡yf¤¢e ®c−M¢R B¢j jdÉl¡−az e¡¢NÑ−pl ®c±−s Bp¡l në ö−e
O¤j ®i−P ¢N−u−R Bj¡lz Jl iu¡aÑ nÄ¡−pl n−ë B¢j ®Q¡M M¤−m¢Rz Bj¡l clS¡u
c¡ys¡−e¡ L¡yb¡ h¡¢mn q¡−a, L¡yf−R Jz nl£l L¡yf−Rz ®Q¡M ¢hØg¡¢laz
¢L qC−R al?
B¢j O¤j¡Ca¡¢Rm¡jz p¤je i¡Cu¡ Bj¡−l S¡CaÉ¡ dl−Rz
B¢j a¢s−a ¢hR¡e¡ ®b−L ®e−j e¡¢NÑp−L c¤q¡−a S¢s−u d−l Jl N¡−ul L¡yf¤¢e
b¡j¡Cz O−ll ®ial J−L Y¤¢L−u −ial ®b−L clS¡ hå L−l ¢cCz e¡¢NÑp ®p l¡−a
Bj¡l O−ll −j−Tu L¡yb¡u N¡ j¤−s L¤L¤lL¤™¤¢m q−u h−m, B¢j ¢SN¡C¢R, Bf−e
HCM¡−e BC−Re ®L¢õN¡? LC−aC Bj¡l j¤M Q¡Cf¡ dl−Rz Bj¡−l Lu, a¤C l¡J
L¢lp e¡z ®LE S¡eh e¡z ®LE h¤Th e¡z B¢j ¢Qõ¡Cu¡ Bf−e−c−l X¡L−a
Q¡C¢Rm¡jz A−eL L−ø ¢e−S−l R¤V¡Cu¡ BC¢R Bf¡z

La q−h hup e¡¢NÑ−pl? ®a−l¡z h¡h¡ N¢lh h−m ®j−u−L A−eÉl h¡¢s L¡S
Ll−a ¢c−u−Rz −i¡l−hm¡ −b−L jdÉl¡a Ah¢c L¡S L−l O¤−j¡−a k¡uz HC
pjuV¤L¤C ¢e−Sl Jlz HC O¤−j¡−e¡l pjuV¤Lz¤ Abh¡ a¡J qua eu, O¤−j¡−a J−L
®cJu¡ qu fl¢ce a¡S¡ nl£−l h¡¢sl pjÙ¹ L¡S ®ke p¡l−a f¡−lz e¡¢NÑ−pl ®a¡
CnL¤−m k¡Ju¡l Lb¡ H hu−pz AbQ J HMeJ ü−l A ü−l B fs−a S¡−e e¡z
p¤q©c kMe hC M¤−m ü−l A ü−l B f−s, e¡¢NÑp A¢ii§a ®Q¡−M a¡¢L−u b¡−Lz JlJ
¢eÕQuC C−µR L−l Hje L−l hC M¤−m fs−az e¡¢NÑ−pl h¡h¡ AhL¡−n j¡−T j¡−T
e¡¢NÑp−L ®cM−a B−pez j¡ aMe e¡¢NÑp−L a¢sO¢s jum¡ S¡j¡ f¡−ÒV ®d¡u¡ S¡j¡
f−l, q¡−a f¡−u ®am ®j−M l¦ra¡ Bs¡m L−l Q¤m ByQ−s Jl h¡h¡l p¡j−e ®k−a
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Apq¡u ®j−u−cl HLV¡ N¢a Ll−Re ¢a¢ez
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k¡u fСuz k¢c hs X¡š²¡l−cl Mhl ¢c−a k¡C, Jl¡ Xƒlp ®L¡u¡VÑ¡l ®b−L
q¡pf¡a¡m Ah¢c Bp−a Bp−a h¡µQ¡ ®hy−Q b¡L−h e¡ h−m Bj¡l Bnˆ¡ quz
¢e−SC q¡−a gl−pf ¢eCz HaL¡m AeÉ−L −c−M¢R gl−pf-hÉhq¡l Ll−a, ¢e−S
LMeJ hÉhq¡l L−l¢ez Bj¡l p−‰ −k X¡š²¡l−cl ¢XE¢V ¢Rm, ¢el¡fc c§l−aÅ
c¡y¢s−u Bj¡l L¡™ ®c−M−Rz L¡™¢V OV¡l pjuC HLSe ®c±−s ¢N−u ¢pH®L Lm
¢c−u H−p−Rz ¢pH kMe H−p−R, h¡µQ¡−L A¢„−Se ¢c−u ü¡i¡¢hL nÄ¡p −eJu¡−e¡
q−u ®N−Rz B¢j aMe ®pm¡C Ll¢R gl−p−fl SeÉ fÐnÙ¹ Ll¡ ®k¡¢e−cnz pL¡m
BVV¡u AdÉ¡fL B−pez ¢a¢e −fy±−R¡−e¡l c¤¢j¢e−Vl j−dÉC a¡y−L OVe¡ S¡e¡−e¡
quz LÉ¡¢¾Ve ®b−L Q¡ ®M−u Q¡‰¡ q−u AdÉ¡f−Ll p−‰ Ju¡XÑ l¡Eä ¢c−a H−p¢R,
¢c−u Q−m k¡−h¡ h¡¢s−a, O¤−j¡−az k¢cJ X¡š²¡l q−u ®N¢R, ®S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−p−el
p¡j−e ¢L¿º B−Nl jaC, R¡œ£z ay¡l ®fRe ®fRe Ju¡XÑ…−m¡ O¤l−a qu pL¡m ®hm¡,
−O¡l¡l pju R¡œ£ AhÙÛ¡u h¤L ®Ly−f−R, X¡š²¡l q−uJ L¡y−fz h¡−Ol p¡j−e c¡ys¡−e¡
Bl ®S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−p−el p¡j−e c¡ys¡−e¡ HL Lb¡z AdÉ¡fL ®S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−pe
l¡Eä ¢c−a öl¦ L−l ¢c−u−Rez B¢j l¡E−ä Y¤L−a ®N−mC ¢a¢e Bj¡l ¢c−L
H−N¡ez Qnj¡l a−m h¡−Ol cª¢øz Bj¡−L Hr¤¢e irZ Ll¡l ja ¢L L¡™ O−V−R,
a¡ W¡ql Ll¡l B−NC ¢a¢e hm−me, a¤¢j ¢l−VCä fÔ¡−p¾V¡ jÉ¡e¤−u¢m ¢lj¤i LlR?
qɡy pɡlz
−S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−p−el ®fR−e −b−L fy¢Qn −S¡s¡ ®Q¡M Bj¡l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u B−Rz
p¤¾clh−el j¡Q¡u h−p h¡−Ol q¢lZ M¡Ju¡ ®cM−a ®kje Evp¤L ®Q¡M, ®p lLjz
Bh¡lJ ®S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−p−el Nm¡ ®b−L q¡m¤j q¡m¤j,a¤¢j gl−pf ®X¢mi¡¢l L−lR?
qɡy pɡlz
−Le L−lR?
h¡µQ¡l AhÙÛ¡ M¡l¡f ¢Rmz
¢l−VCä fÔ¡−p¾V¡ jÉ¡e¤u¡¢m ¢lj¤i LlR ®Le?
−l¡¢Nl AhÙÛ¡ M¡l¡f ¢Rmz a¡C..
k¢c ®L¡eJ H¢„−X¾V qa?
−l¡¢N i¡m B−Rz HLV¤ B−N ®c−M H−p¢Rz h¡µQ¡J i¡m B−Rz
−l¡¢N i¡m B−R, HV¡ ®L¡eJ H„¢LES e¡z
Bj¡−L h¡q¡−æ¡¢V ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e j¡b¡ ea Ll−a quz ®pC pL¡−mC ®S¡h¡−uc
®q¡−pe hs HL¢V ®e¡¢Vn T¤¢m−u −ce fÐp¤¢a L−r, C¾V¡¢eÑ Xƒlp Bl eV Hm¡EX
V¤ X¤ H¢e¢bw ECc gl−pf ®X¢mi¡¢l Hä ¢l−VC¾V fÔ¡−p¾V¡z
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 −pC ®S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−peC, fl¢ce fÐp¤¢aL−r HL ®l¡N£ H¢f¢pJV¢jl SeÉ h−p
¢Rm A−fr¡u, X¡š²¡l ®eC X¡š²¡l ®eC! ®L¡b¡u X¡š²¡l! q¡−al L¡−R HLSe−L
f¡Ju¡ ®N−mC Mf L−l d−l ®l¡N£ f−s B−R ®Le ®mh¡l l¦−j ¢S−‘p Ll−aC
X¡š²¡l C¢aE¢a a¡¢L−u ®Y¡L ¢Nm−a ¢Nm−a kMe hmm, pÉ¡l ap¢mj¡l Lb¡ ¢Rm
H¢f¢pJV¢j Ll¡l, ¢a¢e c¡ya ¢My¢Q−u hm−me,ap¢mj¡−L ®c¡o ¢c−a Q¡J ®a¡!
®n¡−e¡, JlC p¡qp B−R ¢LR¤ Ll¡lz L¡−l¢Su¡p ®j−uz ®pC f¡l−h X¡š²¡¢l L−l
−M−az ®a¡j¡l ja j§¢oL f¡l−h e¡z

¢g„X ¢XE¢V−a hÉÙ¹ b¡L¡l pjuC j¡ HL¢ce h−me, h¡S¡−el nCmX¡ h¡m¡ e¡z
−Le, ¢L qC−R?
Qm−a ¢gl−a f¡−l e¡z Eô¡ f¡ô¡ Lb¡ Luz
−Le, ®pC¢ce e¡ S¡Çf¡l mCu¡ BCm!
e¡e¡ f−L−V L−l h¡ fÉ¡−L−V L−l ¢LR¤ e¡ ¢LR¤ B−ee,p¡j¡eÉ q−mJ B−ee,
kMe B−pez ®j−ul q¡−a HL¢V ¢hú¤V q−mJ ¢c−u h−me, j¡, a¤¢j M¡CJz HLN¡c¡
m¡¢äl S¡Çf¡l ¢c−u ®N−Re, J…−m¡ ¢c−uC Bj¡−cl A−eL…−m¡ n£a Q−m k¡−hz
e¡e¡ ®Le Ap¤ÙÛ q−he! j¡œ c¤ pç¡q B−N e¡¢eh¡¢s ®hs¡−a ¢N−u¢Rm¡j, ¢a¢e ¢c¢hÉ
p¤ÙzÛ M¡−µRez f¡−a j¡−Rl ®T¡m ®Y−m ¢c−a ¢c−a e¡¢e hm−Re, ®c¡L¡−e ®a¡ Bu
®aje qCa¡−R e¡z e¡e¡l c¡a¡ q¡−aja¡C üi¡h Bl k¡lC fR¾c ®q¡L, e¡¢el
®j¡−VC fR¾c euz
Bu m¡Nh e¡, k¡ B−R a¡C i¡mz LC HLV¤ e¤e ®cJ a! n£am f¡¢V−a Bpe
L−l h−p i¡a j¡M−a j¡M−a j¡M−a hm−me e¡e¡z
e¡¢e e¤−el hu¡j e¡e¡l ¢c−L ®W−m ¢c−u hm−me, Bu e¡ Ll−m Qmh! f¤m¡f¡e
M¡Ch ¢L!
f¤m¡f¡e ¢L e¡ M¡Cu¡ b¡−L e¡¢L?
®c¡L¡−el h¡h¤¢QÑl¡ ¢e−Sl¡ hs hs ®c¡L¡e ¢cu¡ q¡S¡l V¡L¡ O−l ¢ea¡−Rz
Bf−el ®a¡ fp¡l ¢LR¤ qCm e¡z
Jl¡ Q¤¢l Ll−m B¢jJ ¢L Q¤¢l Ll¦j e¡¢L?
Bf−e−l Q¤¢l Ll−a LCa¡¢R e¡z hÉhp¡X¡u je ¢c−a LCa¡¢Rz
hÉhp¡u ®k je −eC e¡e¡l, ®p e¡¢e ®hn i¡m S¡−eez −p¢ceJ ®c¡L¡−e ýV L−l
Y¤−L −cM−me l¡Ù¹¡l ¢ae−V f¡Nm ®Qu¡−l WÉ¡w a¤−m q¡f¤p-ýf¤p M¡−µRz e¡e¡ f¡−n
h−p f¡Nm−cl f¡−a hs hs j¡wp a¤−m ¢c−µRez e¡¢e hm−me, N¡−q−Ll Mhl e¡C,
f¡Nm M¡Ju¡Ca¡−Re hJu¡Cu¡? e¡e¡ ®iw¢Q ®L−V hm−me, Bj¡l −c¡L¡e, B¢j
k¡−l CµR¡ M¡Ju¡Cu¡jz ®a¡j¡l ¢L? k¡J k¡J h¡¢sa k¡Jz
c¤−V¡ NË¡p j¤−M ¢c−u−Re ¢L ®ce¢e, e¡¢e ®N−me Lmam¡u, ¢WL ®fRe ®fRe
¢a¢e i¡−al b¡m q¡−a E−W f¤−l¡ f¡−al i¡a ®Y−m ¢c−me E−W¡−ez
L£ hÉ¡f¡l i¡a g¡m¡C−Re ®Le? Lmam¡ ®b−L ®Qy¢Q−u e¡¢e h−mez
L¤š¡ V¤š¡ B−R M¡Ch −e!
e¡¢el L¡−R H ea¤e euz fСuC ¢a¢e ®c−Me e¡e¡ S¡em¡ ¢c−u V¤L−l¡ V¤L−l¡
L−l f¡El¦¢V R¤ys−Rez
¢L hÉ¡f¡l f¡El¦¢V h¡C−l ®gma¡−Re ®Le?
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 e¡e¡ h−me, ¢fyfs¡ f¤fs¡ B−R, M¡Ch ®ez
f¤m¡f¡e f¡El¦¢V f¡u e¡, Bl Bf−e ¢fyfs¡−l f¡El¦¢V ®cCe!
M¡ul¦−æp¡, Jl¡J ®a¡ Bn¡ L−lz e¡e¡ jd¤l ®q−p h−mez
f−L−Vl h¡a¡p¡J f¤L¤l f¡s ¢c−u Bp¡l pju f¤L¤−l Ry¤−s ®g−mez
−Le?
j¡R V¡R B−R, M¡Chz Jl¡J ®a¡ Bn¡ L−lz
AhL¡−nJ HlLj O−Vz j¡ i¡a ®h−s ¢c−me, hs l¦C j¡−Rl V¤L−l¡ f¡−a ¢c−u
X¡m Be−a ®N−me h¡¢V L−lz H−p −c−Me e¡e¡l f¡−al j¡R f¡−a ®eC, f¡−a
n¡c¡ öL−e¡ i¡az l¦C j¡R ®V¢h−ml am¡u, ®hs¡−m M¡−µRz
¢L h¡S¡e,j¡R ¢hm¡C−u M¡u ®Le?
e¡e¡ −q−p hm−me ®c¢M ®a¡ a¤j¡l X¡CmX¡z ®Lje l¡eR ®c¢Mz
X¡Cm ¢ca¡¢Rz ¢L¿º j¡R g¡m¡Cu¡ ¢c−Re ®Le?
B−l g¡m¡j¤ ®Le? ¢hm¡C−ul ¢L fR¾c AfR¾c e¡C! J−cl ¢L L¡yV¡ M¡C−a
CµR¡ L−l! j¡R V¡R Jl¡J ®a¡ Bn¡ L−l!
Lmam¡ ®b−L ¢g−l H−p N¡jR¡u j¤M j¤R−a j¤R−a e¡¢e hm−me, j¡e¤−ol Mhl
e¡C, B−R L¤š¡ ¢hm¡C mCu¡z l¡Ù¹¡l f¡Nm¡ M¡Ju¡Cu¡ −c¡L¡−el h¡−l¡X¡ h¡S¡C−Rz
n¡¢¿¹ Bl H S£h−e qCm e¡z
aar−Z e¡e¡ eL¢n L¡yb¡l a−mz ¢hR¡e¡uz O¤−j¡−µRez c¤f¤−ll M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡l
fl e¡e¡ mð¡ O¤j ®ce, O¤j ®b−L E−W Bh¡l ®c¡L¡ez ea¤e h¡S¡−ll j¤−M ®fy±R−mC
e¡e¡l ®fRe ®fRe J f¡s¡l ka f¡Nm Bl ¢i¢M¢l ¢fR¤ ®e−hz V¡L¡ fup¡ f¡El¦¢V
h¡a¡p¡ ¢h¢m−u q¡yV−a b¡L−he ¢a¢e, ®c¡L¡e Ah¢c ®fy±R−m f−L−V Bl ¢LR¤C
Ah¢nø b¡L−h e¡, aMe q¡a ®c−he LÉ¡nh¡−„, j¤¢W d−l ®c−he c¢hl f¡Nm−Lz
c¢hl f¡Nm e¡e¡l M¤h ¢fÐu f¡Nmz JC c¢hl f¡N−ml SeÉC e¡e¡ HLh¡l M¡¢m N¡−u
h¡¢s ®f±y−R¢R−mez
¢L hÉ¡f¡l, f¡”¡¢h LC?
c¢hlX¡l fl−el S¡j¡ e¡Cz l¡Ù¹¡u Bd¡ mÉ¡wX¡ M¡−s¡Cu¡ lC−Rz
a¡C hCm¡ ¢e−Sl fl−el f¡”¡¢h M¤Cm¡ ¢cu¡ BC−Re?
e¡ ¢c−m HC n£−al j−dÉ J h¡yQh ®Lj−e!
Bl HC n£−al j−dÉ Bf−e ®Lj−e M¡¢m N¡−u lC−Re?
B−l n£a LC ®aje! q¡CV¡ BC¢R az q¡yV−m nl£l Nlj b¡−L M¡ul¦−æp¡z
e¡¢e Bl Lb¡ h¡s¡e e¡z m¡i ®eC h−mC h¡s¡e e¡z e¡e¡−L ¢a¢e Q¡l k¤N qm
®Q−eez ¢V−el HC ®Q±Q¡m¡ O−l pwp¡l ®f−a¢R−me ®pC L−h, ®R−m ®j−u qm,
a¡−cl ¢h−u qm, e¡¢a e¡a¢e qm, f¤¢aJ qm, ¢L¿º Q¡m¡ Ol ¢WL ®ajeC B−R, ®kje
¢Rmz HL¢V M¤y¢VJ f¡−ÒV¢ez ®Q¡−Ml p¡j−e d¡y d¡y L−l H h¡¢sl Q¡Ll h¡Lll¡J
hs−m¡L q−u ®N−R, l£¢aja c¡m¡e a¤−m−R h¢Ù¹−az e¡¢el AhnÉ c¡m¡−el ®m¡i
®eCz −L¡eJi¡−h ®M−u f−l ®hy−Q b¡L¡V¡−LC ¢a¢e k−bø j−e L−lez e¡¢el i¡he¡
V¤V¤j¡j¡ Bl nl¡g j¡j¡−L ¢e−uz H c¤Se ®mM¡fs¡ ®R−s f£lh¡¢s−a ¢i−s¢Rmz
pwp¡l Q¡m¡−e¡l ®L¡eJ rja¡ e¡ b¡L−mJ ýV L−l ¢h−u L−l−Re, L¢ce fl fl
HMe e¡¢el L¡−R q¡a f¡−aez ®no fkÑ¿¹ c¤C ®R−ml q¡a f¡a¡l SÅ¡m¡u A¢aù q−u
e¡¢e ¢e−S ¢N−u B¢jl¦õ¡q−L d−le, ¢LR¤ HLV¡ N¢a Ll¦Ce ®hu¡C p¡h, V¤V¤ Bl
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nl¡g Bõ¡ql f−b BC¢Rm c¤¢eu¡c¡¢ll ®mq¡fs¡ R¡Cs¡z Hqe ®a¡ Q¡L¢l h¡L¢l
f¡J−el ®k¡N¡s e¡Cz fup¡L¢s e¡ b¡L−m M¡Ch ¢L! Bf−e HLV¡ hÉhÙÛ¡ LCl¡
®cez
B¢jl¦õ¡q f¡e M¡Ju¡ M−u¢l c¡y−a ®q−p hm−me, hÉhÙÛ¡l j¡¢mL Bõ¡q
a¡u¡m¡z B¢j ®a¡ a¡yl ¢el£q h¡¾c¡z Bõ¡ql Jfl ilp¡ l¡M¤e, ph ¢WL q−hz
Bõ¡ql Efl Bj¡l ilp¡ B−R ®hu¡C p¡hz ¢L¿º ®R−m c¤CX¡ ®a¡ ¢hu¡ n¡¢c
LCl¡ ¢hf−c fs−Rz HC c¤CSe−l Bf¢e Q¡L¢ll hÉhÙÛ¡ LCl¡ −cez Bf¢e Q¡C−mC
f¡−le ¢c−az
B¢jl¦õ¡q hm−me, JC Q¡L¢l g¡L¢l ®ch¡l j¡¢mLJ ¢a¢ez ¢lS−Ll j¡¢mL
A¡õ¡qz ¢a¢eC Q¡L¢l −k¡N¡−hez
e¡¢e e¡j¡S f−se, ®l¡S¡ L−le, ¢L¿º ®O¡lal c¤¢eu¡c¡¢ll j¡e¤oz ¢a¢e S¡−ee,
S¡ue¡j¡−S h−p Bõ¡ql L¡−R ®j¡e¡S¡−al q¡a a¤−m Q¡L¢ll SeÉ ®Ly−c fs−mJ
Q¡L¢l q−h e¡z B¢jl¦õ¡ql L¡−R L¡yc−m hlw ¢LR qJu¡l pñ¡he¡ B−Rz Bh¤
hL−ll ¢ØV−ml Cä¡¢ØVÌÊl HMe B¢jl¦õ¡qC qaÑLaÑ¡, h¡R¡C L−l f£−ll iš²−cl
®Lhm Q¡L¢l ®cJu¡ q−µR, iš² L Arl ®N¡j¡wp q−mJ pCz ac¢h−l L¡S quz
B¢jl¦õ¡q A−eLrZ Bõ¡ql Jfl ph T¡−jm¡ Q¡¢f−u ¢c−mJ e¡−R¡sh¡¾c¡ e¡¢e−L
¢a¢e ®n−o HC h−m ¢h−cu L−le, ¢WL B−R Jl¡J BLh¢lu¡ Cä¡¢ØVÌ−a L¡lM¡e¡u
®m−N fs¤Lz ¢L¿º naÑ HL¢VC, p¤æa f¡me Ll−a q−h, c¡¢s l¡M−a q−h, Bl JC
c¤¢eu¡c¡¢ll ®f¡n¡L M¤−m f¡S¡j¡ f¡”¡¢h fl−a q−h, j¡b¡u V¤¢fz
e¡¢e f£l h¡¢s ®b−L ¢g−l h−me, BC H fkÑ¿¹ fCl¡ ®a¡ ®L¡eJ A¢g−p
®Ll¡¢el Q¡L¢lJ f¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡z ®f¡n¡L f¡ô¡Cu¡, c¡¢s l¡CM¡ k¢c L¡lM¡e¡u L¡j
LCl¡ V¡L¡ fup¡ ®l¡SN¡l Ll−a f¡−l, a¡C−m a¡C Ll¦Lz
V¤V¤ Bl nl¡g j¡j¡ −f¡n¡L f¡−ÒV ¢c¢hÉ Y¤−L ®N−me L¡lM¡e¡uz RVL¤ f£l
h¡¢sl ®f¡n¡L Bn¡L hý B−NC ®R−s−Rz j¡â¡p¡ ®b−L ®h¢l−u e¡¢pl¡h¡c CnL¤−m
¢LR¤¢ce f−s¢Rm ¢L¿º ®j¢VÊL f¡n Ll¡l B−NC CnL¤m ®R−s ¢c−u e¡e¡l i¡−al
®c¡L¡−e hp−a öl¦ L−l−Rz e¡e¡ H¢cL J¢cL ®N−m RVL¤ ®cM¡−n¡e¡ L−l ®c¡L¡ez
V¤V¤ j¡j¡ Bl nl¡g j¡j¡l ¢h−ul fl ¢h−ul ¢q¢sL m¡−N e¡¢eh¡¢s−az HL¢ce ö¢e
®gm¤ j¡j¡J ¢h−u Ll−he, f¡s¡−aC HL p¤¾cl£ ®j−u−L ®c−M fR¾c q−u −Nm,
¢h−ul fÐÙ¹¡h f¡W¡−e¡l fl ®j−ul j¡ h¡h¡ l¡¢S q−u ®N−me, ¢ae NS c§−ll
nÄn¤lh¡¢s ®b−L ®j−u−L ¢l„¡ L−l hE ¢e−u H−me h¡¢s−az ®gm¤ j¡j¡l ¢h−ul
flC RVL¤ hmm ®pJ ¢h−u Ll−hz ¢Sm¡ CnL¤−ml E−ÒV¡¢c−Ll ®c¡am¡ h¡¢s−a HL
p¤¾cl£ ¢L−n¡l£−L Bp¡ k¡Ju¡l f−bl d¡−l ®cM−a ®cM−a ¢LR¤ q¡¢p Hhw ¢LR¤
¢QlL¤V R¤y−s ¢c−u fV¡−e¡l ®Qø¡ L−l−R k−bøz q¡¢p h¡ ¢QlL¤−V L¡a e¡ qJu¡
¢L−n¡l£¢V−L ¢Q¢W ®mM¡l SeÉ RVL¤ fСuC AhL¡−n Bpa, Bj¡−L Abh¡
Cu¡p¢je−L k¡−LC p¡j−e ®fa, hma, M¤h i¡o¡ V¡o¡ ¢cu¡ HLV¡ ¢Q¢W −mCM¡ ®c
®a¡! RVL¤l Bhc¡−l Bjl¡ ®fÐ−jl ¢Q¢W ¢m−M ¢c−a b¡¢Lz ¢Q¢W h¤Lf−L−V f¤−l RVL¤
®h¢l−u ®ka, f−l p¤−k¡N h¤−T ®j−ul L¡−R f¡Q¡l Llaz ®pph ¢Q¢W ®f−u ®j−u N−m
®Nm, N−m ®Q±Ÿ hRl hu−pC RVL¤l Nm¡u mV−L ®Nmz gLl¦m j¡j¡l ¢h−u Bl ph
i¡C−cl ja HlLj pq−S O−V¢ez ¢e−S ¢a¢e k¤hCE¢eu−el ®ea¡z hsj¡j¡l L¡R
®b−L −R¡V−hm¡−aC Lj¤É¢eØV qJu¡l c£r¡ ®f−u¢R−mez c−ml Bl ph −ea¡−cl
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 h¡¢s−a Ah¡d k¡a¡u¡a ¢Rm gLl¦m j¡j¡lz JC L−l L−lC HL ®ea¡l hEHl
p−‰ ®fÐ−jl pÇfLÑ c¡ys¡mz hE¢V gLl¦m j¡j¡l ®Q−u hu−p hs fl¿º c¤C h¡µQ¡l
j¡z pÇfLÑ A−eLc§l ®f±y−R¢Rmz ®k¢ce ®ea¡¢V q¡−a e¡−a d−l ®g−me c¤Se−L,
hE−L h¡¢s ®b−L a¡¢s−u ¢c−u a¡m¡−Ll L¡NS f¡¢W−u ¢c−me hEHl h¡−fl
h¡¢s−az gLl¦m j¡j¡ ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ¢e−me ¢a¢e ¢h−u Ll−he hE¢V−L, Jl HC AhÙÛ¡l
SeÉ c¡¢u kMe ¢a¢eCz ¢L¿º hsj¡j¡ l¡¢S eez ¢a¢e gLl¦m j¡j¡−L R−m h−m
®L±n−m juje¢pw−q ¢e−u H−p B−cn Hhw Ef−c−nl l¢n ¢c−u h¡yd−mez ®pC l¢n
¢Ry−s gLl¦m j¡j¡ ®h¢l−u ®N−me c¤¢ce flz JC c¤C h¡µQ¡l j¡−L ¢h−u L−l ¢e−Sl
O−l a¤m−mez ¢h−u−a ®L¡eJ BaÈ£u üSe k¡u¢ez R g¤V mð¡, ¢Rf¢R−f Nse,
p¤cnÑe k¤hL gLl¦m j¡j¡ ¢h−u Ll−Re L¡−m¡ HL d¤j¢p h¤¢s−Lz BaÈ£u üSe
k¡−h ®Le ¢h−u−a!
RVL¤l hEJ Hm h¡¢s−a, e¡e¡J Ap¤−M fs−mez ¢LR¤l ¢cn¡ f¡ee¡ ¢a¢ez ea¤e
h¡S¡−ll l¡Ù¹¡ i¤−m ®N−Rez fb q¡¢l−u ®g−mez ¢hR¡e¡ ¢i¢S−u ®g−me ®fµR¡h L−lz
−fµR¡h f¡uM¡e¡ ¢LR¤lC ®M¡yS l¡M−a f¡−le e¡z ¢hR¡e¡−aC p¡−le phz ¢e−Sl
q¡−a ¢e−Sl jm a¤−m a¤−m S¡e¡m¡ ¢c−u ®g−mez e¡¢e ByQ−m e¡L ®Q−f h−me,
……m¡ ¢gCLÉ¡ j¡−l LÉ¡? HC…m¡J ¢L L¤š¡ ¢hm¡C−l ¢hm¡Ca¡−R e¡ ¢L? h¡h¡
HL¢ce ®c−M H−me e¡e¡−L, Jo¤d ¢m−M ¢c−u H−mez Jo¤−d L¡S qu e¡z ¢L q−u−R
e¡e¡l? h¡h¡ hm−me X¡u−h¢Vpz X¡u−h¢V−pl Jo¤d LMeJ ¢a¢e M¡e¢ez ®Lhm
S¡e−ae ¢j¢ø M¡Ju¡ h¡lZz e¡e¡ h¡lZ j¡−ee¢e ®L¡eJ¢cez B¢j ea¤e X¡š²¡l,
e¡e¡l N¡−ul Q¡js¡ ¢Qj¢V ¢c−u a¤−m ¢Xq¡C−XÊne ®c¢Mz nl£−l f¡¢e ®eCz
jq¡pj¡−l¡−q pÉ¡m¡Ce ®cJu¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ L¢lz gÉ¡mgÉ¡m L−l a¡¢L−u¢R−me, p¤yC
®g¡V¡−m k¿»Z¡u L¤yL−s ¢N−u −Lhm h−m−Re, Cp ¢L LøV¡ ¢cm ®l! −k¢ce pÉ¡m¡Ce
¢cC, −p¢ceC e¡e¡ j¡l¡ k¡ez l¡−az
h¡h¡−L e¡e¡l jªa¤Él L¡lZ ¢S−‘p Ll−m hm−me, −lp¢f−lV¢l ®gCm¤lz ö−e
Bj¡l Bnˆ¡ qu pÉ¡m¡Ce ®h¢n fs¡l L¡l−ZC g¤pg¤−p f¡¢e S−j −N−R, e¡e¡ Bl
nÄ¡p ¢e−a f¡−le¢ez
pÉ¡m¡Ce ®cJu¡V¡ ¢L i¤m qC−R?
h¡h¡ j¡b¡ e¡−se, i¤m qC−Rz ¢L¿º Bj¡l i¤−ml SeÉ Bj¡l Jfl −L¡eJ l¡N
h¡ e¡e¡l j−l k¡Ju¡l SeÉ ®L¡eJ c¤xM h¡ e¡e¡−L ®L¡eJ¢ce X¡u−h¢V−pl Jo¤d e¡
®cJu¡l SeÉ h¡h¡l ®L¡eJ Ae¤a¡f qu e¡z ®R¡– HL¢V Bq¡ nëJ EµQ¡lZ L−le
e¡z pÉ¡m¡Ce e¡ ¢c−m ¢L e¡e¡ ®hy−Q b¡L−ae! Apñh ¢e¢mÑ¢ç−a Ešl ®ce, e¡!
Bj¡l ah¤ j−e q−a b¡−L Bj¡l ®c¡−oC e¡e¡−L j−l ®k−a q−u−Rz N¡ ¢ebl Ll¡
HL¢V Baˆ Bj¡l j−el cMm R¡−s e¡z ¢e−S−L M¤e£ j−e q−a b¡−Lz q¡pf¡a¡−m
®L¡eJ¢ce ®L¡eJ ®l¡N£l H fkÑ¿¹ ®L¡eJ r¢a Bj¡l à¡l¡ qu¢e, Bl ¢e−Sl e¡e¡l
jªa¤Él L¡lZC ¢L e¡ B¢j! Bj¡l p¡c¡¢p−d e¡e¡, Bj¡l i¡mj¡e¤o e¡e¡,
p¡−a−eCf¡y−Q−eC e¡e¡, fÐL¡™ HL¢V q©c−ul e¡e¡z HC Afl¡−dl ®L¡eJ rj¡ ®eC,
rj¡ qu e¡z Ù¹ì Ec¡p h−p b¡¢L p¡l¡¢ce, p¡l¡l¡a AåL¡−ll ¢c−L j¤M L−l
A¢heÉÙ¹ l¡a f¡l L¢lz ¢e−S−L B¢j C−µR L−lC rj¡ L¢l e¡z ¢e−Sl Jfl Ha
l¡N qu Bj¡l, C−µR L−l e¡ e¡¢eh¡¢s −k−a--e¡¢el Bl j¡j¡ M¡m¡−cl ®l¡l¦cÉj¡e
j¤M…−m¡ ®cM−az ®j−Tu N¢s−u h¡S¡e ®N¡ Bj¡l h¡S¡e LC ®Nm h−m ®Ly−c−Re
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Sm ¢Rm e¡, ¢a¢e gS¢mM¡m¡z gS¢mM¡m¡ S¡−ee, Bõ¡ql j¡m Bõ¡q E¢W−u
¢e−u−Re, H ¢e−u L¡æ¡L¡¢V L−l m¡i ®eCz L¡yc−a k¢c quC, Bõ¡ql SeÉ L¡y−c¡,
Bõ¡ql L¡−R ¢i−r Q¡J, Bõ¡ql L¡−R rj¡ Q¡Jz ¢L L¡l−Z ¢i−r, ¢L Afl¡−dl
SeÉ rj¡--a¡ Bj¡l ®h¡T¡ qu e¡z gS¢mM¡m¡ ¢L A−eL f¡f L−l−Re S£h−e ®k
fТa¢ce a¡−L rj¡ Q¡C−a qu Bõ¡ql L¡−R!
e¡e¡−l pÉ¡m¡Ce ®cJu¡ E¢Qa qu e¡C--j¡l g¤−m b¡L¡ ®Q¡Mc¤−V¡l ¢c−L a¡¢L−u
B¢j Bl HC ü£L¡−l¡¢š²¢V Ll−a f¡¢l e¡z Cu¡p¢je−L Bs¡−m ®X−L h¢mz
¢e−S−L h¡lh¡l h¢m, ¢exn−ë ®QyQ¡Cz j¡l c¤f¤l…−m¡ ¢hoZÀa¡l ®l¡−c f¤s−a b¡−L,
®c¢Mz ®LE Bl n¡¿¹ ¢pÀ‡ q¡¢p j¤−M ¢e−u c¤f¤l…−m¡−L n£am Ll−a B−pe e¡z
A−eL¢ce e¡¢el h¡¢s−a Hlfl B¢j k¡C¢ez j¡ ®p−d−Re ®k−a, H L¡S J
L¡−Sl R¤−a¡u H¢s−u ®N¢Rz j¡−T j¡−TC ¢h−L−m C−µR L−l e¡¢e h¡¢s k¡Ju¡l,
C−µR¢V−L c¢s ¢c−u T¤¢m−u l¡¢M L¢sL¡−Wz ¢L¿º j¡ Bj¡−L al e¡¢e LC−R k¡C−a,
h¡l h¡lC LCa¡−R e¡p¢leX¡ a¡l e¡e¡l m¡CN¡ La Lø Ll−R, q¡pf¡a¡m ®bCL¡
®c±s¡Cu¡ ®c±s¡Cu¡ BC−R, pÉ¡m¡Ce ¢c−Rz Qm Qm al e¡¢e−l HLV¤ p¡¿¹Æe¡ ¢cu¡
Bu h−m Bj¡−L HL c¤f¤l−hm¡ J h¡¢s−a ¢e−uC k¡ez e¡¢eh¡¢s¢V ®klLj Ae¤ªj¡e
L−l¢Rm¡j, bjb−j, ph¡C L¡yc−R, je M¡l¡f L−l h−p B−R JlLj ®j¡−VJ euz
e¡¢e l¡æ¡ Ll−Re C¢mn j¡Rz h¡¢sl h¡µQ¡l¡ qC QC Ll−Rz E−W¡−e ®Mm¡l d¤jz
j¡j¡l¡ O−l ®py¢d−u B−R ea¤e hE ¢e−uz Ol…−m¡ ®b−L q¡ q¡ ¢q¢q ®i−p Bp−Rz
h¡¢s¢V−a HL¢V j¡e¤o ¢Rm, HMe ®eC, ®LE Bl ay¡l e¡ b¡L¡l SeÉ L¡yc−R e¡,
®LE Bl e¡e¡l e¡ b¡L¡ S¤−s h−p ®eCz h¡¢s−a, B¢j Ae¤j¡e L¢l, HLdl−Zl ü¢Ù¹
H−p−Rz j¡b¡-f¡Nm Ec¡p£e ®m¡L¢V ®eCz f−ll SeÉ ¢e−Sl k¡ B−R ph ¢h¢m−u
®cJu¡l ®h¡L¡ ®m¡L¢V Bl ®eCz
e¡¢e i¡a ®h−s ®ce f¡−a, f¡−al ¢Le¡−l C¢mn j¡−Rl V¤L−l¡z h¡S¡e C¢mn
j¡R hs fR¾c Ll−ae h−m g¤y¢f−u L¡yc−a b¡−Le j¡, −Q¡−Ml Sm V¤fV¤f fs−a
b¡−L i¡−al Jflz e¡¢e M¡−µRez HL ®g¡yV¡ Sm ®eC e¡¢el ®Q¡−Mz e¡¢el pju ®eC
®fR−el L¡lJ Lb¡ ®i−h ®Q¡−Ml Sm ®gm¡lz Bj¡l Nm¡u g¤−V b¡−L j¡−Rl L¡yV¡z
L¡yV¡¢V Nm¡u ¢e−u E−W¡−e h−p b¡L¡ r¤d¡aÑ L¤L¤l¢Vl j¤−Ml p¡j−e HL b¡m i¡a
®g−m ¢c−u Lmam¡u ¢N−u B¢j q¡a d¤−u ®g¢mz

q¡pf¡a¡−m BlJ jªa¤É Bj¡l ®cM¡ quz fÐnÀ Ll−a b¡¢L ¢e−S−L, ¢L AbÑ HC
S£h−elz jªa¤É Bj¡l Q¡l¢c−L Eà¡ý eªaÉ L−lz jªa¤É Bj¡l L¡−e a¡lü−l N¡e
®n¡e¡−a b¡−Lz ¢L AbÑ HC S£h−el, ¢e−S−L fÐnÀ L¢lz h¡lh¡l L¢lz Ha j¡u¡ Ha
i¡mh¡p¡ Ha üfÀ ¢e−u HC ®k S£he, ®k ®L¡eJ j¤q§−aÑ S£he¢V g¤¢l−u k¡−hz ¢L
m¡i!¢L m¡i ®hy−Q −b−L! f−e−l¡ ¢h¢mue hRl B−N ¢LR¤ HLV¡ O−V jq¡n§−eÉ
¢RV−L fsm ¢LR¤, ®pC ¢RV−L fs¡ ¢LR¤ ®b−L ¢h¢mue ¢h¢mue erœ, erœf¤−”l
S¾j, ®pCph erœf¤−”l j−dÉ n¡j¤−Ll ja ®fyQ¡−e¡ HL¢V f¤−” Q¡ln ¢j¢mue hRl
B−N fª¢bh£ e¡−jl HL NË−ql S¾j qmz HC fª¢bh£−a HL pju fС−Zl S¾jz HL
®L¡¢o ®b−L hý−L¡¢o, d£−l d£−l ¢hhaÑ−e ¢hhaÑ−e j¡e¤oz HC j¡e¤o e¡jL fСZ£J
qua X¡u−e¡−p¡l ®kje ¢e¢ÕQq² q−u ¢N−u−R Rn B¢n mr hRl B−N, ®aje
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¢hhaÑ−e AeÉ ¢LR¤z fª¢bh£ fª¢bh£l ja ®b−L k¡−hz p§kÑ a¡l¡ p§kÑ a¡l¡l jaz ®L¡eJ
HL¢ce Bj¡−cl HC p§kÑ¢VJ a¡f q¡l¡−a q¡l¡−a L¡−m¡ HL¢V ¢f™-ja q−u k¡−hz
®L¡eJ HL¢ce HC ®k NËqerœ…−m¡ fÐp¡¢la q−µR q−µRC--jq¡n§−eÉ qua Q¤f−p
k¡−hz qua k¡−h e¡z qua Ae¿¹L¡m d−l fÐp¡¢la q−aC b¡L−hz ¢hnÄ hÐþ¡−™l HC
®Mm¡u j¡e¤o ¢L B−c± p¡j¡eÉ ®L¡eJ OVe¡? HC ¢hn¡m jq¡SN−a rZS£h£ HC
j¡e¤o e¡jL fСZ£l S£he J SN−al ®L¡eJ i§¢jL¡C ®eCz jq¡SN−al ®L¡b¡J
¢e−Sl HC r¤â A¢Ù¹aÅV¤L¤ HL fm−Ll SeÉJ ®c¢M e¡z e¡e¡l l¦ý gS¢mM¡m¡ h−me
®c−M−Re E−s ®k−az l¦ý e¡¢L E−s ¢N−u−R Bpj¡−e, Bõ¡ql L¡−Rz HC l¦ý…−m¡
Bõ¡ql L¡−R Sj¡ b¡L−h, Bõ¡q ph l¦ý−L Bh¡l j¡e¤−o l©f¡¿¹¢la Ll−hez
a¡lfl ®a¡ ®pC ¢hQ¡lpi¡z Bõ¡q ¢hQ¡l−Ll Bp−e h−p pjÙ¹ j¡e¤−ol ¢hQ¡l
Ll−hez fТa¢V j¡e¤−ol c¤C L¡y−d c¤C ®g−lpa¡ hp¡, j¤eL¡l Bl e¡¢Ll, a¡l¡ i¡m
j−¾cl ¢q−nh ¢m−M l¡M−Rz ®pC ¢q−nh ®c−M Bõ¡q L¡E−L ®h−qp−al Tle¡l
a−m f¡W¡−he, L¡E−L ®c¡k−Ml B…−ez S£he HjeC plm Aˆ ay¡−cl L¡−Rz c¤C
Bl c¤CH Q¡lz gS¢mM¡m¡ ¢hnÄ¡p L−le e¡e¡l p−‰ ay¡l ®cM¡ q−h Bh¡lz e¡e¡
®k−qa¤ Bõ¡ql e¡j S−f−Re, l¡−a l¡−a E−W S¡ue¡j¡−S h−p Bõ¡q R¡s¡ ®L¡eJ
j¡h¤c e¡C m¡ Cm¡q¡ Cõ¡õ¡q h−m ¢S¢Ll L−l−Re, ¢e¢ÕQa ¢a¢e ®h−qp−a k¡−hez
Bl gS¢mM¡m¡ kMe ®h−qp−a k¡−µReC, aMe ®cM¡ −a¡ q−hCz gS¢mM¡m¡ a¡C
L¡lJ jªa¤É−a ®L¡eJ c¤xM f¡e e¡z S£h−el AbÑ ay¡l L¡−R B−Rz j¡l L¡−RJ B−Rz
S£he q−µR Bõ¡ql fl£r¡z Bõ¡q S£he ¢c−u fª¢bh£−a f¡¢W−u−Re, Ls¡ eSl
l¡M−Re ®L ¢L Ll−R e¡ Ll−R, jªa¤Él fl ¢a¢e ph¡C−L LjÑgm ®c−hez plm A−ˆ
¢hnÄ¡p£ phLV¡ j¡e¤oC HLdl−el ¢e¢ÕQ¢¿¹ h¡ p¿º¢ø ¢e−u b¡−Lz Bj¡lC ®Lhm
A¢ÙÛla¡, Aü¢Ù¹z E−ÒV¡ ¢hnÄ¡p, j−l k¡Ju¡ j¡−e ph ®no q−u k¡Ju¡, ®L¡eJ gm
f¡Ju¡l ®eC, Bh¡l S¾j ®eC, ¢LR¤ ®eC, ph g¡yL¡z S£h−el ®L¡eJ j¡−e ®eC, AbÑ
®eCz HC ¢hnÄ¡p Bj¡−L iu¡hq ¢hoZÀa¡ ®cu, S£he¢hj¤M L−lz h¡h¡−L k¢c fÐnÀ
L¢l S£h−el j¡−e ¢L, ¢a¢e hm−he S£h−el j¡−e q−µR pwNË¡jz fª¢bh£−a pwNË¡j
L−l ¢e−Sl f¡−u cy¡s¡−e¡C q−µR S£h−el p¡bÑLa¡z ¢a¢e ¯nnh ¯L−n¡l ®k±he J
h¡dÑLÉ−L i¡N L−l ®g−me M¤h pq−Sz fÐbj ¢nr¡S£he, a¡lfl LjÑS£he, a¡lfl
AhplS£hez ¢nr¡ ASÑ−e h¡ L−jÑ ®L¡eJ lLj ®ql−gl q−m a¡l gm ®i¡N Ll−a
q−h HC S£h−eCz ü¡µR¾cÉ Bl pµRma¡l j−dÉC ¢a¢e i¡−he S£h−el p¡gmÉz
S£he AbÑf§ZÑ qu S£h−el p¡g−mÉz ¢L¿º S£he k¢c g¤¢l−uC k¡u HL¢ce, S£he
pgm qm h¡ hÉbÑ qm, a¡−a ¢L C h¡ k¡u B−p! hÉbÑa¡ Bl p¡g−mÉl pw‘¡J ®a¡
¢iæ j¡e¤−ol L¡−Rz HL c¡nÑ¢eL h−m−Re S£h−el ®L¡eJ AbÑ ®eC, ¢L¿º S£he−L
AbÑ ¢c−a q−h Bj¡−clz Bj¡l j−e qu e¡ ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤ L−lC Bp−m Bjl¡
S£h−el ®L¡eJ AbÑ c¡ys Ll¡−a f¡¢lz H ¢L ¢e−S−LC ¢e−Sl g¡y¢L ®cJu¡ eu! AbÑ
°a¢l Ll−R h−m S£he−L …l¦aÅfZ§ Ñ i¡h−a ®ke f¡−lz −k ¢mM−a S¡−e i¡m a¡−L
¢m−M, ®k ®Mm−a S¡−e i¡m a¡−L ®M−m S£he−L AbÑ ¢c−a q−hz Bp−m ¢L AbÑ
®cJu¡ qu e¡ ¢L p¤M f¡Ju¡ qu? ¢e−Sl SeÉ HL rZÙÛ¡u£ p¤Mz Bj¡l je h−m
AbÑq£e S£he−L AbÑfZ§ Ñ Ll¡l n¢š² j¡e¤−ol ®eCz j¡e¤o hs−S¡l k¡ Ll−a f¡−l
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¤ f¡e Ll−a f¡−lz ¢L¿º f¡e L−lC
h¡ ¢LR¤ m¡i qu ¢L? B¢j k¢c f¡e e¡ L¢l, a¡−a ¢L? B¢j k¢c BS ®hy−Q b¡¢L
a¡−aC h¡ Bj¡l ¢L, BS j−l ®N−mC h¡ ¢L! HL ®O¡l ¢hoZÀa¡ Bj¡−L BµRæ
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q¡pf¡a¡−m ¢Q¢LvpL ¢q−p−h fТnrZ ¢e−a q−h HL hRl, e¡ Lj e¡ ®h¢nz

hRl ®no q−m Y¡L¡u f¡L¡f¡¢L i¡−h ¢e−Sl pwp¡−l ¢glh HlLjC Lb¡ l¦âl
p−‰z l¦âJ ®j¡wm¡ ¢j−WM¡¢ml f¡V Q¤¢L−u Y¡L¡u ¢gl−hz öl¦ q−h pwp¡l Bj¡−clz
−L¡eJ ®Rc e¡ fs¡ pwp¡lz f¡L¡f¡¢Ll B−NC AhnÉ e¡e¡ R¤−a¡u Bj¡l Y¡L¡
k¡Ju¡ q−a b¡−L, l¦¢V−e HL j¡p NË¡j fsm ®a¡ Y¡L¡ k¡J, f−s ¢N−u q¡a i¡Pm
−a¡ Y¡L¡ k¡Jz X¡e q¡−al Le¤C−ul q¡s −i−P V¤L−l¡ qu¢e, p¡j¡eÉ ®g−V−R, JV¤L¤l
SeÉC q¡−sl X¡š²¡l fÔ¡ØV¡l m¡¢N−u ¢c−u hm−me, f¤−l¡ HL j¡pz Ù»£−l¡N-
fÐp¤¢a¢hcÉ¡ ¢hi¡−N aMeJ Bj¡l ¢XE¢V ®no qu¢e, AdÉ¡fL ®S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−pe,
Nm¡l c¢s−a eîC ¢X¢NË ®L¡−Z T¤−m b¡L¡ q¡a ®c−MC hm−me, i¡Pm¡? ýj, i¡m
HLV¡ L¡lZ S¤−V −Nm g¡y¢L j¡l¡l, ¢L hm? e¡, ®S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−pe H¢V ¢WL
h−me¢ez ¢XE¢V−a g¡y¢L j¡l¡l −N¡fe ®L¡eJ C−µR Bj¡l ¢Rm e¡z
q¡a i¡P¡ ®a¡ N¡-Nlj qJu¡ h¡ M¤pM¤−p L¡¢nl ja eu, l£¢aja hs HL¢V
OVe¡, HC OVe¡u ¢e¢àdÑ¡u fТnrZ L¡j¡C Ll¡ k¡u, h¡O q−uJ ®S¡h¡−uc ®q¡−pe
®j−e−Re, B¢j e¡ j¡e¡l ®L! j¡ c¤¢ce j¤−M a¤−m M¡C−u ¢c−me, ®N¡pm L¢l−u S¡j¡
f¢l−u ¢c−mez j¡−L ®W−m p¢l−u HL¢ce Y¡L¡u lJe¡ qCz Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l ®L¡eJ
C−µR qa e¡ k¢c e¡ l¦â juje¢pw−q H−p −p l¡−al hÉ¡f¡−l ü£L¡l Lla ®k ®p
l¡−a ®p j¡a¡m ¢Rm, k¡ L−l−R ®L¡eJ p¤ÙÛ j¢Ù¹−ú L−l ¢ez BSL¡m Y¡L¡ ®k−a
h¡¢s−a ®L¡eJ °L¢gua ¢cC e¡ ®k p¡¢VÑ¢g−LV a¤m−a q−h h¡ Af¡−lne Ll¡−a q−h
h¡ AeÉ ®L¡eJ hs L¡lZ ®k L¡l−Z Y¡L¡ e¡ ®N−mC euz ¢c¢hÉ Y¡L¡ k¡¢µR h−m
®h¢l−u k¡C, ®L¡b¡u b¡Lh L¡l h¡¢s−a a¡J h¢m e¡, h¢m e¡ L¡lZ h¡¢sl ph¡C
S¡−e B¢j ®L¡b¡u L¡l L¡−R k¡Cz H ¢e−u −LE Bj¡l p−‰ ®L¡eJ B−m¡Qe¡u h−p
e¡z Bj¡l Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l fÐp‰ H−mC LmL−m h¡¢s¢V qW¡v Q¤f q−u k¡uz JC °exnë
®b−L B¢j ¢exn−ë ¢j¢m−u k¡Cz h¡¢s ®b−L ¢l„¡ ¢e−u h¡pØVÉ¡äz Y¡L¡ k¡Ju¡l
h¡p, O¾V¡u O¾V¡u R¡s−Rz
l¦â Bj¡−L j¤−M a¤−m M¡C−u ®cu, ®k−qa¤ Bj¡l X¡e q¡a¢V A−L−S¡z
®N¡pmM¡e¡u ¢e−u Bj¡l L¡fs S¡j¡ M¤−m N¡−u Sm ®Y−m p¡h¡e ®j−M ®N¡pm
L¢l−u ®cuz ®N¡pm Ll¡−e¡l pju Bj¡l nl£l ØfnÑ L−l a¡l nl£−ll ®ial g¤y−p
EW−a b¡−L B−lL¢V nl£lz elj ®a¡u¡−mu N¡ j¡b¡ j¤¢R−u Bj¡−L O−l B−e,
öC−u ®cuz EdÑ¡‰ AQm q−m ¢L q−h, ¢ejÀ¡‰ ®a¡ AQm euz l¡−a kMe N¡Rf¡m¡
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a¤g¡e −j−Tl Jfl hu, ®j−T ®i−P ¢e−u ¢eQam¡u e¡ fs−mJ jSh¤a ®c−M hs
HL¢V M¡V ®Le¡ qu, ®ke ®L¡eJ Ts a¤g¡−e e¡ ®i−P f−sz hs ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u
A−iÉp Bj¡lz q¡a f¡ R¢s−u ö−a e¡ f¡l−m O¤j i¡m qu e¡z a¡l Jfl Bh¡l
®L¡mh¡¢m−nl hÉ¡f¡lJ B−Rz j¡b¡l h¡¢mn−L ®L¡mh¡¢mn L−l Bf¡aa Ts a¤g¡e
®n−o ¢eâ¡ k¡Cz M¡V ¢L−e ®a¡nL h¡¢mn ¢L−e V¡L¡ g¤¢l−u k¡uz V¡L¡ g¤−l¡−m l¦â
k¡ L−l, ®j¡wm¡ lJe¡ quz Hh¡l Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®j¡wm¡ k¡−h ®pz B¢j h¡d¡ ¢cC e¡z
l¦âl p‰ Bj¡l fС¢bÑaz p¡a pj¤Ÿ¤l ®al ec£l Jf¡−l ®k−a q−mJ k¡h, Bl H ®a¡
nÄöl h¡¢s!
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fb ®f¢l−u ®j¡wm¡u, l©fp¡l ®O¡m¡ S−ml f¡−s ®pC ¢eT¤j h¡¢s¢V−a Bh¡l,
®c¡am¡l Ol¢V−a Bh¡lz h¡¢s−a A−eL…−m¡ j¡e¤o, AbQ j−e qu ®LE ®eC h¤¢T,
®LE ¢Rm e¡ h¤¢T! j¡e¤o M¤yS−a Bj¡−L O−l O−l Ey¢L ¢c−a quz l¦âl j¡ a¡yl i¡¢l
nl£l¢V ¢e−u ö−u B−Re f¡m−ˆz h¡¢L OlN¤−m¡u B−R h¡¢Ll¡z h¡¢Ll¡ k¡ ¢LR¤C
Ll−R, ¢exn−ë Ll−Rz ¢fW¡¢f¢W i¡C ®h¡e, AbQ ®L¡eJ Qs¢Qj¢V-Q¤−m¡Q¤−m¡ ®eCz
®N¡p−ml pju ®N¡pm Ll−R, M¡Ju¡l pju M¡−µR, O¤−jl pju O¤−j¡−µRz Q¡¢h ®cJu¡
k−¿»l ja, L¡yV¡u L¡yV¡u O−V k¡−µR ph, ¢LR¤C f−s b¡L−R e¡, ¢LR¤lC H¢cL J¢cL
que¡, Hje ¢euj, f¡m−el fÐnÀ J−W e¡, ®cM−mC q¡ypg¡yp m¡−N, B¢j ®L¡eJ l¦¢Ve
®j−e Qm−a f¡¢l e¡, ¢r−d m¡N−m ®M−u E¢W, ®N¡pm L−l f−l ®M−a q−h Hje
¢eu−jl j−dÉ ¢e−S−L LMeC ®gm−a f¡¢l e¡, BS ®N¡pm L¢l ®a¡ L¡m L¢l e¡,
BS e¡Ù¹¡ M¡C ®a¡ L¡m M¡C e¡, c¤f¤−l ®L¡eJ¢ce O¤−j¡C, ®L¡eJ¢ce O¤−j¡C e¡, l¡a
eV¡ h¡ cnV¡ h¡S−mC Bj¡l O¤−j¡−a ®k−a q−h Hje ®L¡eJ Lb¡ ®eCz LMeJ
BVV¡u k¡C, LMeJ cnV¡u, LMeJ Bh¡l p¡l¡ l¡¢šl k¡Ju¡C qu e¡z Bj¡l
Ef¢ÙÛ¢a H h¡¢s¢Vl j¿Ûl R−¾c HLV¤L¤ f¢lhaÑe B−e e¡z AhL¡−n ®klLj Evph
öl¦ qu ea¤e ®LE H−m, a¡l ¢LR¤C O−V e¡ H h¡¢s−az pñ¡oZJ Hje n£am, ®ke
j¡e¤oN¤−m¡ pL¡m ¢hL¡m Bj¡−L ®cM−R, ®ke B¢j H h¡¢s−a c£OÑ c£OÑ hRl d−l
h¡p Ll¢Rz C−µR L−l h¡¢s¢Vl jl−Q dl¡ clS¡ i£oZ d¡‚¡ ¢c−u M¤¢m, j¡Lsn¡l
S¡mN¤−m¡ pl¡Cz j¡e¤o HLV¤ ¢QvL¡l Ll¦L, Nm¡ ®R−s N¡e N¡L, E−W¡−el L¡c¡u
qW¡v ¢fR−m f−s k¡L, −LE L¡E−L djL m¡N¡L, ®LE aLÑ Ll¦L ¢LR¤ ¢e−u, ¢LR¤
HLV¡ OV¤L, ®LE ¢LR¤ HLV¡ Ll¦L, ®q¡ ®q¡ L−l q¡p¤L, q¡p−a k¢c e¡ f¡−l ah¤
¢LR¤ HLV¡ Ll¦L, e¡ qu L¡yc¤Lz ah¤ ¢LR¤ Ll¦Lz B¢jC J−cl N¡−ul nÉ¡Jm¡
p¢l−u h¢m, Qm NÒf L¢l, Qm a¡p ®M¢mz ¢hR¡e¡u ph¡C−L ¢e−u ®N¡m q−u h−p
Bpl Sj¡−a Q¡C, S−j e¡z L¡lJ ®L¡eJ NÒf ®eCz Apñh ¢eØfªqa¡l ByQ−m Jl¡
j¤M m¤¢L−u l¡−Mz i¡P¡ q¡a, ah¤ ö−u h−p b¡L−a C−µR L−l e¡, ¢LR¤ HLV¡ Ll¡l
a£hÐ BL¡Pr¡ l−š²l LZ¡l p−‰ j¡b¡ ®b−L f¡ Ah¢c ®c±−s¡uz p¡l¡ h¡¢s−a
®L¡eJ hC ®eC ®k fsh, pju Bj¡l fТa ®m¡jL§−f h¡hm¡ N¡−Rl L¡yV¡ q−u
®hy−dz pju Bj¡l M¤h hs nœ¦ q−u c¡ys¡u, Q¡h¤−L Q¡h¤−L Bj¡−L lš²¡š² Ll−a
b¡−Lz fТa¢ce pL¡−m h¡ c¤f¤−l ®h¢l−u k¡u l¦â, ApqÉ A−fr¡l fÐql L¡V¡C HL¡
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 HL¡, jdÉl¡−a j¡a¡m ü¡j£ O−l ®g−lz ¢ce…−m¡ Hi¡−hC ®f−l¡−a b¡−Lz Hi¡−hC
l¡a…−m¡z Ol ®b−L ®h−l¡−a ®N−mC HL¢V ¢Lñ§a¢Lj¡L¡l e¡ H−p Bj¡−L AQm
L−l l¡−Mz ah¤J −N¡y d−l k¡hC k¡hC h−m HL l¡−a ®h−l¡m¡j, HL¢V ®q¡−V−m ®p
®Nm, HL¢V B—¡u, j−cl B—¡uz h¾c−l iâ−m¡L−cl k¡Ju¡l S¡uN¡ hm−a HC
®q¡−Vm¢VC, l¦â h−mz …−j¡V O−ll h¡C−l H−p B¢j g¤pg¤p i−l q¡Ju¡ ¢e−a
®Q−u¢Rm¡j, q¡Ju¡ −S¡−V, jcNåjuq¡Ju¡C ®S¡−Vz
fСZ ¢g−l f¡C ®k¢ce h¾cl aÉ¡−Nl B−u¡Se qu, k¢cJ Y¡L¡l f−b eu, k¡œ¡¢V
BlJ Ni£l NË¡−jl f−b, ah¤ H h¡¢sl ö−u h−p b¡L¡ S£he¢V ®no Ll¡l SeÉ B¢j
BL¤m q−u lJe¡ qCz NË¡−j ¢eÕQuC h¾c−ll ja nТj−Ll Evf¡a ®eC, l¦âl q¡a
d−l ®pCph n−pÉl ph¤S ®r−al Bmfb d−l q¡yV−a f¡lh, ®kph ®r−al Lb¡
h¡lh¡l ®p ¢m−M−R L¢ha¡uz ¢j−WM¡¢m NË¡j¢V ¢eÕQuC R¢hl ja p¤¾cl HL¢V NÊ¡j,
®k NË¡−jl ®p±¾ckÑ l¦â−L h¡lh¡l ®V−e B−e HM¡−ez ®L¡b¡u h−p ®p L¢ha¡ ®m−M,
®L¡e hªra−m ®p Ec¡p h−p Bj¡−L i¡−h, ®L¡e il¡ −SÉ¡vpÀ¡l j¡−W ®p HL¡ HL¡
®c±−s k¡u, c¤−Q¡M i−l ®cMh phz ®j¡wm¡ ®b−L RCAm¡ ®e±−L¡u j¤M Bs¡m L−l
BlJ ph ®j−uj¡e¤−ol p−‰ M¡m −f¢l−u ¢j−WM¡¢m ®k−a quz Ni£l NË¡−jl ®ial
Q¡l¢c−L gp−ml ®ra, ¢LR¤ ®N¡mf¡a¡l Ol H¢c−L J¢c−L, j¡TM¡−e N¡RN¡R¡¢m
®Ol¡ hs HL¢V ®c¡am¡ h¡¢sz h¡¢sl p¡j−e HL¢V f¤L¤l, f¤L¤−l n¡e h¡yd¡−e¡ O¡Vz
p−å q−mC h¡¢sl O−l, h¡l¡¾c¡u, ¢py¢s−a fÐQ¤l q¡¢l−Le SÅ−mz T¡sh¡¢a b¡L−m
H¢V−L p¢aÉL¡l S¢jc¡l h¡¢sC hm¡ ®kaz Ah¡L qC, HC ®O¡l Nq£e NË¡−j ®L
H−e−R CV f¡bl, −L N−s−R HC h¡¢s! l¦âl e¡e¡l h¡¢s H¢Vz e¡e¡l c¡fV ¢Rm
Hm¡L¡u, a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n c¡fV ¢Rm a¡l hsj¡j¡lz NË¡jN−”l c¡f¤−V A−eL ®m¡L
HL¡š−l n¡¢¿¹ L¢j¢Vl ®Qu¡ljÉ¡e ¢R−me, ¢a¢eJ ¢R−mez l¦âl ®jSj¡j¡J ü¡d£ea¡
pwNË¡−jl f−r ¢R−me e¡z Hje f¢lh¡−l j¡e¤o q−u l¦â AeÉlLjz ¢e−S ®p ¢e−Sl
e¡j l¦â ®l−M−Rz e¡ l¡M−m ¢faªcš j¤qÇjc n¢qc¤õ¡q e¡j¢V ¢e−uC a¡−L S£he
L¡V¡−a qaz L¢ha¡ ®m−M ü¡d£ea¡l f−r, jpe−c l¡S¡L¡−ll ¢g−l Bp¡u fÐQ™
®r¡−i ®p h−m, S¡¢al fa¡L¡ BS M¡j−R d−l−R ®pC f¤−l¡−e¡ nL¤ez L¢ha¡u
nL¤e h−m N¡m ¢c−mJ l¦âl AN¡d nÐÜ¡ ®c¢M a¡l −pC j¡j¡−cl SeÉz ®N¡h−l
fcÈg¤m¢Vl SeÉ −N±lh qu qu L−lJ qu e¡z NË¡−jl h¡¢s−a kMe b¡−L −p, a¡l
hsj¡j¡l O−l b¡−Lz O−l hs hs c¤−V¡ f¡mˆ, hs hs L¡−Wl Bmj¡¢l, hs hs
®Qu¡lz phC hs hsz S¢jc¡¢l Nå ®h−l¡−µR ph ¢LR¤ ®b−Lz hsj¡j¡ ®hy−Q ®eC,
¢L¿º ay¡l hE B−Re, hE¢V HL¢c−L a¡l hsj¡¢j B−lL¢c−L hsg¤fz¤ l¦â L¡L¤
h−m X¡−L ay¡−Lz L¡L¤l Lb¡ ®p Bj¡−L ¢Q¢W−a ¢m−M−R A−eLz L¡L¤l ¢e−Sl
®L¡eJ ®R−m−j−u ®eCz l¦â−LC ¢a¢e ¢e−Sl ®R−ml ja m¡me f¡me L−l−Rez
HM¡−e S¡e¡m¡l L¡−R hsj¡j¡l f¤−l¡−e¡ ®V¢hm¢V−a h−p l¦â L¢ha¡ ®m−M,
hsj¡j¡l f¡m−ˆ elj N¢c−a O¤−j¡uz O¤−j¡u, Q¡Llh¡Ll Blc¡¢m M¡ep¡j¡ a¡l
B−cn f¡m−el A−fr¡u b¡−Lz j¡−pl fl j¡p L¡¢V−u ®cu ®p H h¡¢s−aCz Hje
S¢jc¡¢l B¢j kMe gÉ¡mgÉ¡m L−l ®cM¢R, l¦â h−m, BlJ ¢Rm, HMe ®a¡ fs¢al
j¤−M! HMe fs¢al j¤−M e¡ q−u EW¢al j¤−M q−m pñha Be¾c qa a¡l! kvp¡j¡eÉ
Ah¢nø B−R, B−N A−eL ¢Rm, BlJ ¢Rm! ®pC B−Nl B−l¡l SeÉ, B−Nl
A−Y−ml SeÉ, A−e−Ll SeÉ l¦âl NhÑ q−µR ®Vl f¡Cz depÇf¢š ¢e−u a¡l
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Aqˆ¡l ®p Q¡C−mJ ®N¡fe Ll−a f¡−l e¡z ¢L¿º c¢lâ−L ®n¡oZ e¡ L−l ®LE ¢L
Ha depÇf¢š Ll−a f¡−l? f¡−l e¡, je h−m, f¡−l e¡z l¦â ®a¡ ®pC B¢ni¡−Nl
f−r L¢ha¡ ®m−M, k¡l¡ a¡l ®c¡am¡l Ol¢V−a LMeJ ®fy±R−a f¡−l e¡, ¢e−Ql ¢py¢s
®b−LC k¡−cl q¢V−u ®cu f¡CL ®fu¡c¡l¡z k¡l¡ −l¡−c f¤−s f¤−s ®r−a m¡Pm
¢c−µR, JCph hlN¡Q¡o£l¡, k¡−cl nÐ−jl gpm EW−R H h¡¢sl −N¡m¡u! k¡−cl Bl
l¦âl j−dÉ A−eL g¡l¡Lz B¢j ®jm¡−a f¡¢l e¡z p¡−jÉl SeÉ ¢QvL¡l L−l L¢ha¡
f−s l¦â, p¡jÉ ¢L p¢aÉC ®p je ®b−L Q¡u! O−ll Q¡l ®cu¡m œ²jn f¡ f¡ L−l
H−N¡−a b¡−L Bj¡l ¢c−Lz l¦â−L h¢m, Qm h¡C−l −h−l¡Cz
h¡C−l ®L¡b¡u k¡−h?
NË¡j ®cM−az
NË¡−j ®a¡ ®cM¡l ¢LR¤ ®eCz
®cM¡l ¢LR¤ b¡L−h e¡ ®Le?
®cM¡l ¢LR¤ ®eC, öd¤ −raz
®raC ®cMhz
®ra ®c−M ¢L Ll−h? Hph d¡−el ®ra ®cM¡l ®L¡eJ j¡−e qu?
Qm c¤Se q¡y¢V NË¡−jl f−bz a¤¢j ®a¡ Bj¡−L ¢Q¢W−a Lah¡l ¢m−M−R¡, ®k,
−a¡j¡l e¡¢L C−µR L−l ¢cN¿¹ Ah¢c p¤hS d¡−el ®ra ®cM¡−a Bj¡−L? ®cM¡−a
NË¡−jl BÕQkÑ p¤¾cl l©f!
M¡−j¡L¡ h¡C−l k¡Ju¡l clL¡l ®eCz h¡¢s−a h−p L¡L¤l p¡−b NÒf Llz h£¢b
Jl¡ B−R, J−cl p¡−b pju L¡V¡Jz

pju ®a¡ B¢j l¦âl p−‰ L¡V¡−a Q¡Cz Lb¡ hm−a hm−a c¤fl¤ N¢s−u k¡−h,
¢h−Lm N¢s−u k¡−h, −Vl f¡−h¡ e¡z l¡−al L¡−m¡ fcÑ¡ H−p Bj¡−cl j¤M ®Y−L
®c−h, Bjl¡ ®k flØfl−L Bl ®cM−a f¡¢µR e¡, ®Vl f¡−h¡ e¡z Bj¡−cl
¢exnÄ¡−pl L¡R¡L¡¢R Bjl¡ b¡Lh, Bj¡−cl Øf−nÑl L¡−R b¡Lh, Bj¡−cl Ae¤i−hl
L¡−R, ®Vl f¡−h¡ e¡z S£h−el V¤L−l¡ V¤L−l¡ ¢e−u, V¤L−l¡ V¤L−l¡ S£he ¢e−u O¾V¡l
fl O¾V¡, Abh¡ ®L¡eJ ¢LR¤ e¡ ¢e−u, j−e k¡ B−p a¡C ¢e−u, p¤f¤¢l N¡−Rl j¡b¡u
HCj¡œ ®k f¡¢M¢V H−p hpm, ®pC f¡¢M¢V ¢e−u, HL¢V h¡mL −c±−s H−p f¤L¤−l
T¡yf ¢cm, ®pC h¡mL¢V ¢e−uz ¢L¿º B¢j Q¡C−mJ l¦âl ¢eØfªqa¡ mr L¢l, ®p
HL¡ HL¡ ö−u b¡L−a Q¡u f¡mˆ¢V−az a¡l h¤−Ll ®m¡−j BP¤−m By¢Lh¤¢L L¡V−a
L¡V−a S£h−e ¢L ¢L Bj¡l C−µR L−l, ¢L ¢L L−l e¡ hmh, Q¡u e¡ ®pz Bj¡l q¡yV¤l
L¡−R a¡l j¡b¡, a¡l q¡yV¤l L¡−R Bj¡l, Hi¡−hC ö−uC pȪ¤¢a ®b−L L¢ha¡ f−s k¡h
®k kaV¡ S¡¢e, Q¡u e¡ ®pz −p Q¡u p¡l¡¢ce B¢j h¡¢sl ®j−u−cl p−‰ L¡V¡C, l¡−a
ö−a B¢p a¡l ¢hR¡e¡uz Y¡L¡l l¦â Bl ¢j−WM¡¢ml l¦â−L B¢j na ®Qø¡ L−lJ
®jm¡−a f¡¢l e¡z
L¡L¤l p−‰ NÒf Ll−a ®N−m ¢a¢e Bmj¡¢l M¤−m n¡¢s −hl L−le Bj¡l SeÉ,
Nue¡l h¡„ M¤−m i¡¢l i¡¢l Nue¡ f¢l−u ®ce N¡−uz ü¡j£−L p¤M£ Ll¡l SeÉ k¡ k¡
Ll−a qu Ù»£−cl, a¡l phC −ke B¢j flj ¢eù¡l p−‰ L−l k¡C, LaÑhÉL¡−S ®ke
LMeJ Ah−qm¡ e¡ L¢lz L¡L¤l Ef−c−nl p¡N−l B¢j MsL¤−V¡l ja i¡p−a b¡¢Lz
L¡L¤ e¡ qu f¤−l¡−e¡ L¡−ml j¡e¤o, ü¡j£l fТa Ù»£l HLn lLj LaÑ−hÉl Lb¡ ¢a¢e
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 S¡−ee, ¢L¿º ea¤e L¡−ml j¡e¤o h£¢bl L¡−R ¢N−u Ù»£l fТa ü¡j£l A¿¹a HL¢V
LaÑhÉ pÇf−LÑ ‘¡e BqlZ Ll¡ c¤×Ll q−u J−Wz l©fp£ h£¢bl l©fp£ Lf¡m ¢ei¡yS
f¡Ju¡l Bn¡u h−p b¡¢L, hÉbÑ q−u ¢gl−a quz h£¢b p¡l¡¢ceC pwp¡−ll e¡e¡lLj
pjpÉ¡ ¢e−u Hl Jl p−‰ Lb¡ hm−R, B¢j p¡j−e ¢N−u c¡ys¡−m h−m ®h±¢c hp,
¢L¿º pjpÉ¡l M¤h L¡−R B¢j h−p b¡¢L, a¡ ®p Q¡u e¡z h£¢bl pjpÉ¡l A¿¹ ®eCz
a¡l A¢i−k¡−Nl ®no ®eCz h¡h¡ j¡ ®jSj¡j¡ L¡L¤ ph¡l ¢hl¦−Ü a¡l N™¡ N™¡
A¢i−k¡Nz ®j¡wm¡ h¾c−ll pwp¡l a¡−L ®cM¡−n¡e¡ Ll−a qu, H pwp¡lJz ®jS
j¡j¡l ®R−m j¢Zl p−‰ h£¢bl ¢h−u q−u−Rz pÇf−LÑl ®nL−m −j¡wm¡ Bl ¢j−WM¡¢ml
j¡e¤−ol¡ M¤h nš² L−l h¡yd¡, h£¢bl ®jSj¡j¡C h£¢bl nÄöl, pÇfLÑ…−m¡ ¢L lLj
HL¢Vl p−‰ B−lL¢V ®m−N B−R ®nL−ml ja! −nLm ¢e−u l¦âl j¡ ®j¡−VJ
i¡−he e¡, pwp¡−ll ®L¡eJ L¡S ¢e−uJ i¡−he e¡ AbQ A…e¢a c¤iÑ¡he¡ ¢e−u
¢j−WM¡¢ml h¡¢s H−pJ f¡m−ˆ ö−u ¢ce L¡V¡ez ay¡l ®ph¡u B¢j p¡j¡eÉJ
hÉhq©a q−a f¡¢l ¢L e¡ S¡e−a kMe O−l Y¤¢L, ¢a¢e L¡E−L Sm¢c L−l ®X−L
h−me, ®cM ®a¡ n¢qc¤õ¡ql hEHl ¢LR¤ m¡N−h ¢L e¡ ®cM!
e¡, Bj¡l ¢LR¤ m¡N−h e¡, B¢j Hj¢e H−p¢Rz ¢hhÐa n¡ö¢sl p¡j−e ®O¡jV¡-
j¡b¡l a−a¡¢dL ¢hhÐa hE¢V h−mz
Hj¢e H−p ay¡l O−l ®LE h−p b¡L−m ¢a¢e ®k ¢hhÐa qe ®hn h¤T−a f¡¢lz ay¡l
p−‰ c£OÑ pju d−l Bj¡l ®k NÒf Ll¡l C−µR, a¡ h−m ay¡−L BlJ ¢hhÐa Ll−a
C−µR L−l e¡z
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¢fÔS, b¡−L¡, Bj¡l Hph ®Ry−c¡ Ae¤−l¡d f¤L¤−l ¢Y−ml ja R¤y−s ¢c−u −p ®j¡wm¡
h¾c−l k¡u, ¢g−l B−p Ni£l l¡−a, HL nl£l T¡yT¡−m¡ Nå ¢e−uz
Nå ®Le?
HC HLV¤ jc ®M−u¢Rz
®Le ®M−u−R¡?
®M−a C−µR L−l−R a¡C ®M−u¢Rz
−a¡j¡−L Bl La hmh jc ®MJ e¡! a¤¢j ¢L ®L¡eJ¢ce Bj¡l Lb¡ öe−h
e¡?
O−l L¡L¤ B−Re, AeÉ ¢hR¡e¡u, l¦â ï¦−rf L−l e¡, ka l¡aC ®q¡L a¡l
nl£l Q¡Cz
a¤¢j ¢L ®Lhm nl£lC ®h¡−T¡ l¦â? je ®h¡−T¡ e¡?
e¡ l¦â je ®h¡−T e¡, ®p ¢hnÄ¡p L−l nl£−lC hpa L−l jel©f f¡¢Mz nl£l ®jm¡−m
j−el ®cM¡ −j−mz
l¦âl nl£l Q¡Cz fТa l¡−aC a¡l Q¡C, ®k L−lC ®q¡L, ®k f¢l−h−nC ®q¡L, Q¡Cz
f§¢ZÑj¡u kMe NË¡j ®i−p k¡−µR, B−m¡u Bj¡l je i¡p−R, l¦â−L ¢e−u R¡−c k¡C
f§¢ZÑj¡ ®cM−az TLT−L Q¡y−cl a−m n£am f¡¢V−a ö−u B¢R, B−m¡u Bj¡l je
e¡Q−R, a¡l HL¢V q¡a q¡−al j¤−W¡u ¢e−u B−m¡u-®iS¡ n£−a L¡y¢f, Hi¡−hC
Qm p¡l¡l¡a Qy¡−cl B−m¡u pÀ¡e L¢l, Qm p¡l¡l¡a, Qm p¡l¡l¡a Hi¡−hCz B−m¡u
Bj¡l je Es−Rz l¦â B−m¡u i¡p−a Q¡u e¡, Es−a Q¡u e¡, ®p Bj¡l nl£−l
X¤h−a Q¡uz JC R¡−c ®k ®LE Q−m Bp−a f¡−ll ¢hf−cl c¤BP¤m c§−l c¡y¢s−u
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®p nl£l −i¡N L−lz ®h−O¡−l O¤−j¡uz B¢j Bl Q¡yc ®S−N b¡¢L HL¡ HL¡, p¡l¡l¡a
HL¡ HL¡z

O−l h−p b¡Lh Bl M¡h¡l Q−m Bp−h O−l, H M¤h Bl¡−jl qua, ¢L¿º Bj¡l
¢àd¡ qu H h¡¢sl pjÙ¹ Bl¡j B−u−n N¡ H¢m−u ¢c−az H Bj¡l nÄöl h¡¢s e¡
®q¡L, n¡ö¢sl h¡¢s ®a¡z ¢e−S−L pwp¡−ll fÐ−u¡S−e m¡N¡−a l¡æ¡O−l ¢N−u ®c¢M
B¢j HL¢V h¡s¢a j¡e¤o, ýL¤j M¡V¡l ®m¡−Ll Ai¡h ®eC h¡¢s−az S¢jc¡−ll
h¡¢s−a k¡ quz H h¡¢sl hs hs ¢S¢ep…−m¡ Bj¡l ®h¡dNjÉ qu e¡ pq−Sz l¦â
kMe h£¢bl p−‰ S¢jSj¡ d¡e Q¡m pq¡u pÇf¢š CaÉ¡¢c ¢ho−u Lb¡ h−m, B¢j
®h¢nl i¡NC h¤¢T e¡z l¦â f−l hÉ¡MÉ¡ L−l h¤¢T−u−R, i£oZ HL S¢Vm AhÙÛ¡l j−dÉ
B−R HC S¢jc¡¢lz ¢j−WM¡¢ml S¢j ®b−L k¡ Bu qu, a¡l j¡−ul i¡N −p ¢e−u
k¡u HM¡e ®b−Lz hý hRl qm Hi¡−hC ¢e−µR ®p i¡N¢Vz i¡N ¢e−u ¢LR¤ ®p ¢e−Sl
SeÉ ®l−M h¡¢LV¡ ®l−M k¡u h¾c−ll pwp¡l-L¡−Sz ¢L¿º l¦â HMe i¡−Nl d¡e
¢h¢œ²−a ¢hnÄ¡p£ eu Blz A−eL¢ce ®b−L −p a¡l j¡−L hm−R ®ke −jS j¡j¡ S¢j
i¡−Nl hÉhÙÛ¡ L−lez a¡l j¡−ul i¡−NlV¤L¤ ®b−L ¢LR¤ ¢h¢œ² L−l ®p Y¡L¡u
R¡f¡M¡e¡l hÉhp¡ öl¦ Ll−hz l¦â Y¡L¡l f’¡n m¡mh¡−Nl h¡¢s¢V−aJ a¡l j¡−ul
i¡N c¡¢h L−l, J¢VJ ®R−s ¢c−a −p l¡¢S euz h£¢b a¡l c¡c¡−L ®m¡L Qr¤l
A¿¹l¡−m pjbÑe S¡¢e−u k¡uz S¢j i¡N Ll−a −jS j¡j¡ l¡¢S qe e¡z hsj¡j¡l fl
HMe ®jSC qaÑLaÑ¡, ¢a¢e e¡ Q¡C−m i¡N pñh euz S¢jSj¡ ¢houL S¢Vma¡ ®b−L
Bj¡l je E−W ®c±−s k¡u n¡e h¡yd¡−e¡ f¤L¤lO¡−Vz Qm k¡C, q¡y−pl p¡ya¡l ®c¢M
h¢pz Qm, f¤L¤−l ®N¡pm L¢lz Bj¡l Bhc¡l ö−e h¡¢sl ph¡C q¡−p, l¦âJ q¡−pz
−ke Bj¡l ®h¡d qu¢e h¤¢Ü qu¢e, −ke S£he L¡−L h−m a¡l ¢LR¤C B¢j HMeJ
S¡¢e e¡z B¢j Bj¡l ¢nöp¤mi Af¢lfLÅa¡ ¢c−u ®Lhm ®m¡L q¡p¡−a f¡¢lz f¤L¤−l
h¡C−ll j¡e¤o ®N¡pm Ll−a B−p, J f¤L¤−l h¡¢sl hEHl e¡Ju¡ Qm−h e¡z −N¡pm
Ll−a q−m h¡¢sl ®j−u−cl p−‰ ®ia−ll f¤L¤−lz −ia−ll ®O¡m¡ f¤L¤−l B¢j f¡
X¤¢h−u h−p b¡¢Lz
−c¡am¡l S¡e¡m¡ ®b−L B¢j a¡¢L−u b¡¢L f¤L¤l¢Vl ¢c−Lz f¤L¤l¢V−LJ Bj¡l
ja M¤h HLm¡ j−e quz ®ke c£OÑ c£OÑ ¢ce a¡lJ ®L¡b¡J ®L¡eJ f¤L¤−l ®N¡pm p¡l¡
qu¢ez N¡−u nÉ¡Jm¡ S−j B−R f¤L¤−llz HC f¤L¤l¢Vl f¡¢e ¢c−uC H h¡¢sl
l¡æ¡h¡æ¡ ®d¡u¡ f¡Lm¡ Ak¤ ®N¡pm ph quz f¡¢e M¡Ju¡J quz hs hs jV¢L−a
ho¡Ñl pju hoÑ¡l Sm S¢j−u l¡M¡l ¢eujz jV¢L…−m¡ E−W¡−eC f−s b¡−Lz p¡l¡hRl
jV¢Ll f¡¢eJ M¡Ju¡ quz g¤¢l−u ®N−m f¤L¤−ll f¡¢ez HL¢ce f¡¢e −M−a ¢N−u
−Nm¡−pl f¡¢e−a ®c¢M A−eL…−m¡ ¢L−s ¢Lm¢hm L−l p¡ya¡l L¡V−Rz AeÉl¡ ¢c¢hÉ
¢L−sAm¡ f¡¢e ®M−u ¢e−µRz B¢j q¡ q¡ L−l b¡j¡−a H−m h£¢b hmm, J ¢L−s
®L¡eJ r¢a L−l e¡, J M¡Ju¡ k¡uz h£¢b Bj¡−L f¡¢el Ev−pl Lb¡ h−m, h−m
¢L L−l M¡h¡l f¡¢e pwNËq L−l Jl¡z B¢j b q−u h−p b¡¢Lz ®c−M q¡−p ph¡Cz
Bj¡−L M¤h Aá¤a ¢Q¢su¡ ¢LR¤ i¡−h ¢eÕQuC Jl¡z f¡¢eq£e ¢ce L¡V−a b¡−L Bj¡lz
¢c−e ®k c¤L¡f Q¡ M¡Ju¡ qu, a¡ ¢c−u f¡¢el Ai¡h f¤lZ L¢l nl£−llz l¦â ®j¡wm¡
h¾cl ®b−L A−eL…−m¡ g¡eV¡ −L¡−L¡−L¡m¡ B¢e−u ¢c−u−R Bj¡l SeÉz S¡e¡m¡u
c¡y¢s−u ®c¢M f¤L¤l¢V−a ®m¡−Ll¡ p¡h¡e ®j−M ®N¡pm Ll−Rz h¤¢T e¡, ¢L L−l Ha
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 ¢e¢ÕQ−¿¹ HC f¤L¤−ll f¡¢eC f¡e Ll−R ph¡C! Ha S¢j Ha V¡L¡, AbQ ®L¡eJ
¢höÜ M¡h¡l f¡¢el hÉhÙÛ¡ ¢L −LE Ll−a f¡−l e¡? l¦â h−m, hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll¡l ®L¡eJ
fÐ−u¡Se ®eCz HC f¡¢e ®M−u Bp¢R ®pC ®R¡V−hm¡ ®b−L, LMeJ ®L¡eJ Ap¤M
qu¢ez L¡L¤l Ol¢V−a h−p Bj¡l Amp Ahpl pju L¡V−a b¡−Lz H h¡¢s−aJ hC
M¤y¢Sz q¡¢cp ®L¡l¡−el Jfl ¢LR¤ hC R¡s¡ AeÉ ®L¡eJ hC ®eC, ¢LR¤ f¢”L¡ B−R
öd¤z H O−l h−pC f¤−l¡−e¡ f¢”L¡ M¤−m l¦â HL¢ce Bj¡l S¾ja¡¢lM ®hl
L−l¢Rmz Bl¢h p¡−ml h¡−l¡C l¢hEm BJu¡m BNØV j¡−pl j¡T¡j¡¢T f−s−R
Cw−l¢S ®L¡e p¡−m, BV¡æ ®b−L ®Q±o¢– fkÑ¿¹ M¤y−S ®hl L−l S¡¢e−u¢Rm h¡o¢–
p¡−mz h¡o¢– p¡−ml f¢yQ−n BN−ØVz HC L¡L¤l O−l M¡−j¡L¡ L¡SLÇjq£e h−p
b¡L−a l¦âl ®L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−d qu e¡z c£OÑ c£OÑ j¡p H O−lC h−p b¡−L ®pz H O−l
h−pC L¢ha¡ ®m−M, H O−l h−pC X¡−L f¡W¡−e¡ Bj¡l ¢Q¢W f−s, ¢e−SJ ®m−Mz
O−l h−p b¡L−a b¡L−a S£he pÉ¡ya−py−a m¡−N, l¦â−L kMeC h¢m, Qm Y¡L¡ ¢g−l
k¡Cz l¦â HL Lb¡C h−m V¡L¡l ®k¡N¡s ®q¡L B−Nz ¢L L−l V¡L¡l ®k¡N¡s q−h
Bj¡l ®h¡T¡ qu e¡z −k¢ce Bjl¡ ¢j−WM¡¢m R¡¢s, a¡l B−Nl l¡−a l¦â ®j¡wm¡
h¾cl ®b−L jc ®M−u ¢g−l−Rz fСu-j¡a¡m l¦â HL¢V L¡™ OV¡−a Q¡uz Bj¡l h¡d¡
e¡ ®j−e −p L¡™¢V OV¡uz a¡l ®jS j¡j¡l Bmj¡¢ll a¡m¡ −i−P S¢jl c¢mm ®hl
L−l B−ez c¢mm q¡−a a¡lz −k c¢mm¢V ®f−a hR−ll fl hRl ®p A−fr¡ L−l−Rz
®p HMe ¢c¢hÉ ®L¡eJlLj fТahåLa¡ R¡s¡C a¡l j¡l i¡−Nl S¢j ¢h¢œ² L−l
¢c−a f¡−l ®k L¡lJ L¡−Rz ¢L¿º h¡¢sl ®LEC l¦âl HC L¡™¢V−L pjbÑe L−l e¡z
L¡L¤, Ha ®k a¡l Bc−ll, ¢a¢eJ L−le e¡, l¦âl j¡, ky¡l S¢j, ¢a¢eJ a¡l f¤−œl
Hje ApiÉa¡ ®j−e ®ee e¡, h£¢bJ e¡, ®k ¢L e¡ a¡l c¡c¡l fТa L¡−S h¡qh¡ ¢c−u
Bp−Rz l¦âl fc−rf¢V pÇf§ZÑC ¢hg−m k¡uz −jSj¡j¡l L¡−R rj¡ ®Q−u ay¡l
q¡−aC ®no Ah¢c a¤−m ¢c−a qu c¢mm¢Vz Q−m k¡Ju¡l ¢ce l¦â Bj¡−L ®W−m
f¡W¡u ®jSj¡j¡−L ®ke f¡ R¤y−u p¡m¡j L¢l, Lcjh¤¢p L¢lz l¦âl B−cn B¢j
eaj¤−M f¡me L¢l, ü¡j£l fТa Ù»£l HLn LaÑ−hÉl H¢V HL¢Vz

l¦âl A−eL ¢LR¤ ¢hg−m k¡uz eV¡ f¡yQV¡ Q¡L¢l a¡l ®f¡o¡−h e¡ h−m¢Rm,
a¡lflJ Y¡L¡u ®p Q¡L¢ll SeÉ dle¡ ®cuz Q¡L¢l f¡Ju¡ qu e¡z f¢œL¡
A¢gp…−m¡u ®O¡−l, JM¡−eJ hÉhÙÛ¡ qu e¡ ¢LR¤lz A¿¹a ®L¡eJ f¢œL¡u k¢c p¡¢qaÉ
pÇf¡cL ¢q−p−h a¡l HL¢V Q¡L¢l S¤Vaz ®L ®c−h Q¡L¢l! e¡¢j ®mML °puc
n¡jp¤m q−Ll B¢mn¡e h¡¢s ¢N−u Ae¤−l¡d L−l ¢a¢e k¢c A¿¹a ¢Qœe¡VÉ ®mM¡l
−L¡eJ L¡S l¦â−L ®ce, ¯puc qL Lb¡ ®ce e¡z ¢a¢e ®k RcÈe¡−j h¡wm¡ Qm¢µQ−œl
¢Qœe¡VÉ ¢m−M fup¡ L¡j¡−µRe, H Lb¡ A−e−LC S¡−ez °puc q−Ll ®R¡Vi¡C Hl
fÐL¡ne£ phÉp¡Q£ ®b−L l¦âl aªa£u L¢ha¡l hC j¡e¤−ol j¡e¢Qœ ®hl quz HV¤L¤Cz
Hl ®h¢n l¦âl i¡−NÉ ¢LR¤ ®S¡−V e¡z j¡e¤−ol j¡e¢Qœ ®kh¡l ®h−l¡−m¡ hC−jm¡u,
fТa¢ce ¢h−L−m ®jm¡u ¢N−u ®p W¡u h−p ®b−L−R hC−ul ØVm¢V−az a¡l h−p
b¡L¡l L¡l−Z k¢c ¢h¢œ² qu hC Abh¡ ®LE k¢c hC ¢L−e hC−u pC Q¡uz −jm¡ i¡P¡
fkÑ¿¹ l¦â h−p b¡−Lz l¦â ®Lhm L¢ha¡ ¢m−M Bl L¢ha¡l hC ®R−fC n¡¿¹ qu e¡z
p¤−k¡N ®f−mC e¡e¡lLj c−m ¢i−s k¡u z p¢Çj¢ma p¡wúª¢aL ®S¡V e¡−j HL¢V
pwNWe N−s a¤−m−R l¦â Bl a¡l hå¤l¡z Hln¡c ¢h−l¡d£ e¡e¡ lLj Ae¤ù¡e Ll−R
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HC ®S¡Vz ¢L¿º Y¡L¡u l¦âl c£OÑ¢c−el Ae¤f¢ÙÛ¢al L¡l−Z p¡wú¤¢aL ®S¡−V a¡l hs
c¡¢kaÅ¢V AeÉ L¡E−L ¢c−u ®cJu¡ quz ¢e−Sl q¡l¡−e¡ fc¢V ¢g−l ®f−a ®p q−eÉ
q−u ®O¡−l, ¢g−l f¡Ju¡ qu e¡z l¦â S¡−e ®k f¡L¡f¡¢L i¡−h Y¡L¡ e¡ H−m pwp¡l
®a¡ a¡l Ll¡ q−hC e¡, ®c−nl p¡¢qaÉA‰−e fТai¡h¡e al¦Z L¢h ¢q−p−h a¡l ®k
HL¢V f¢l¢Q¢a q−u−R, ®p¢V−LJ ¢LR¤ ¢qwp¤L L¢hL¤m ¢he¡n Ll−a ®Qø¡ Ll−hz
l¦âl SeÉ j¡u¡ qu Bj¡lz B¢j h¢m, a¤¢j L¢ha¡ ®mM, B¢j pwp¡l Q¡m¡−h¡z
V¡L¡ fup¡ ®l¡SN¡l ¢e−u −a¡j¡l i¡h−a q−h e¡z fÐb−jC ¢e−Sl V¡L¡u ®k ¢S¢ep¢V
¢L¢e ®p hC−ul Bmj¡¢lz l¦âl f¤−l¡−e¡ h¡y−nl a¡L ®b−L a¡l hC…−m¡ ¢e−u
Bmj¡¢l−a p¡¢S−u l¡¢Mz eu¡fÒV−e ®R¡Vc¡l h¡¢s ®k−a Bp−a CØf¡−al ®c¡L¡−e
®b−j L¡fs ®Q¡fs l¡M¡l Bmj¡¢l ¢L−eJ a¡Sjqm ®l¡−Xl O−l a¤¢mz c¤S−el
L¡fs ®Q¡fs …¢R−u l¡¢M J−az HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l pwp¡−ll ¢S¢ep ®Le¡ öl¦ Ll−a
q−h, ®p l¦âJ S¡−ez AhL¡n ®b−L Bj¡l L¡fs ®Q¡fs hCfœ q¡S¡l lLj
V¤¢LV¡¢L ¢S¢ep VÊ¡w−L L−l a¡Sjqm ®l¡−X ¢e−u H−p¢Rz je fСZ nl£l ph ®Y−m
¢cC pwp¡l p¡S¡−e¡uz l¦âl V¡L¡ Es−a b¡−L ®jblf¢–l j−cl B—¡u, p¡L¤l¡uz
p¡L¤l¡u fСu l¡−a k¡u, JM¡−e jc ¢e−u h−pz hå¤−cl p−‰ ¢QvL¡l L−l Lb¡ hm−a
hm−a jc f¡e L−l, jÉ¡Qh¡−„ BP¤−ml ®V¡L¡ ¢c−u ¢c−u Bj¡l j−el −L¡−Z h¡E¢l
h¡a¡p .. ®N−u J−W j¡a¡m l¦âz fСuCz jdÉl¡−a Vm−a b¡L¡ l¦â−L ¢e−u ¢l„¡ L−l
h¡¢s ¢g¢lz l¦â jc M¡−µR e¡, jc l¦â−L M¡−µRz jc R¡s¡ p−å h¡ l¡a a¡l L¡−V je
jl¡z B¢j a¡−L −Ly−c ®h¡T¡C, dj−L ®h¡T¡C, l¡N L−l, Bcl L−l ®h¡T¡C ®k jc
M¡Ju¡ nl£−ll SeÉ i¡m euz l¦â ph ®h¡−T, Bh¡l ¢LR¤C ®h¡−T e¡z jc k¢c e¡
®S¡−V, ¢LR¤ HLV¡l clL¡l a¡l quC, N¡yS¡ eua Qlpz L¡−m¡ Qlp L¡N−S j¤−s
l¡−M, ®p…−m¡ …y−s¡ L−l ¢pN¡−l−Vl ®M¡−m Y¤¢L−u M¡u −pz l¦â−L Hph M¡Ju¡ hå
Ll¡l SeÉ ¢e¢n¢ce Ae¤−l¡d L−lJ ®L¡eJ m¡i ®eCz ®p a¡l −en¡ L−lC k¡−h ®k
L−lC ®q¡Lz B¢jJ jc M¡−h¡, B¢jJ N¡yS¡ Qlp M¡−h¡- ®k¢ce h¢m, −p h¡d¡ ®cu
e¡z hlw ¢f−W Q¡fs ®j−l Evp¡q ®cuz Qlp il¡ ¢pN¡−lV H¢N−u ®cu Bj¡l ¢c−L,
c¤ V¡e ¢c−u ®L−n e¡n qCz p¡L¤l¡u j−cl −Nm¡p H¢N−u −cu ¢hoj Evp¡−q, Nå
öyL−aC ¢hh¢jo¡ Bj¡−L NË¡p L−l ®g−m h−m HL ®Nm¡p Ljm¡l l−p ¢ae ®g¡yV¡
icL¡ ¢j¢n−uJ j−c Bj¡l öl¦V¡ L−l ¢c−a ®p j¢lu¡ q−u J−Wz Nm¡ ¢Ry−s k¡u
T¡y−T, c¤ Q¤j¤L f¡e Ll¡l fl ®p Bj¡−L h¡qh¡ ®cu, HC ®a¡ ®hn q−µR, Hi¡−h
Q¡¢m−u k¡J, q−u k¡−hz ¢L¿º qu e¡z l¦âl fb Ae¤plZ Ll¡ pñh qu e¡z ®p HL¡C
a¡l f−b Qm−a b¡−L, p−‰ ¢LR¤ jc¡l¦ N¡yS¡l¦ hå¤z j−cl B—¡u p‰£ q−u j¡Ne¡
jc ®M−a hå¤l¡ p−ål flC ¢is Sj¡−a b¡−Lz l¦âl qÙ¹ Ec¡l qÙ¹z ®f−V jc
fs−m f¡l−m cn h¡−l¡Se−L j¡Ne¡ jc M¡Ju¡−a l¡¢S q−u k¡uz l¦âl HC
Sejc−ph¡u pwp¡l Ml−Ql V¡L¡ â¦a g¤¢l−u k¡uz V¡L¡ g¤−l¡−e¡ j¡−e a¡l Y¡L¡
−R−s Q−m k¡Ju¡z Hi¡−h ¢L Q−m l¦â? Q−m e¡ −p S¡−e, ¢L¿º Bl ®L¡eJ Ef¡u
®eCz B¢j pwp¡−ll MlQ hqe Ll−a f¡¢l, ¢L¿º a¡C h−m l¦âl j−cl V¡L¡ ®k¡N¡−a
®a¡ f¡¢l e¡z Bj¡l fТnrZ-i¡a¡l V¡L¡u Ha ®a¡ L¤−m¡−h e¡z l¦â S¡−e ®k
L¤−m¡−h e¡, a¡C a¡−L ®j¡wm¡ f¡¢s ¢c−aC quz
ka¢ce ®p ®j¡wm¡ h¡ ¢j−WM¡¢m−a f−s b¡−L, aa¢ce B¢j X¡š²¡¢l fТnr−Z je
¢e−hn L¢l, e¡ Ll−a f¡l−mJ A¿¹a Ef¢ÙÛ¢a¢V l¡¢Mz l¦â Y¡L¡u ¢gl−mC fТnrZ
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 …¢õ ®j−l a¡l L¡−R Q−m k¡Cz l¦âC Bj¡l ¢WL¡e¡, a¡−L ¢e−u Bj¡l pwp¡−ll
üfÀ-Q¡l¡ mLmL L−l hs q−a b¡−L, hªr q−a b¡−Lz l¦âl ®R¡V ®h¡e ®j¢l HMe
Y¡L¡u, m¡mh¡−N −jSj¡j¡l h¡¢s−a ®b−L m¡mj¡¢Vu¡ L−m−S BCH i¢aÑ q−u−Rz
ö−e l¦â−L h¢m, ®j¢l−L H h¡¢s−a ¢e−u H−p¡z HM¡e ®b−L L−mS L¡−R q−hz
j¡j¡l h¡¢s−a b¡L¡l ®Q−u i¡CHl h¡¢s−a b¡L¡ i¡mz HM¡−e ¢e−Sl h¡¢sl ja
b¡L−a f¡l−hz l¦â fÐbj l¡¢S qu e¡z H h¡¢s−a ¢L L−l b¡L−h ®j¢l! Bl¡j
B−u−nl hÉhÙÛ¡ ®eC, L¡−Sl ®m¡L ®eC, Bj¡−clJ f¡L¡f¡¢L b¡L¡ q−µR e¡
HM¡−ez Bj¡l fТnrZ ®a¡ M¤h ¢nN¢Nl ®no q−u k¡−µR, l¦â e¡ b¡L, B¢j ®a¡
b¡L−a f¡lh j¡−pl ®h¢nl i¡N pjuC, qua f¡yQ p¡a¢c−el SeÉ k¡−h¡z HL
p−åu m¡mh¡N ®b−L ®j¢l−L ¢e−u B¢p Bjl¡z ®j¢l b¡L¡ öl¦ Ll¡l fl h¡¢s¢V−L
p¢aÉL¡l h¡¢sl ja m¡−Nz N£a¡l L¡R ®b−L l¡æ¡h¡æ¡ Ll¡l SeÉ ph¤S e¡−jl HL
¢L−n¡¢l−L ¢e−u B¢pz fТa¢ce pwp¡−ll V¤¢LV¡¢L ¢S¢ep ¢Le¢Rz HL ®O¡−ll j−dÉ
h¡y¢Qz ¢L¿º ph ®g−m juje¢pwq −k−aC qu ®k−qa¤ fТnrZ Bj¡l HM−e¡ ®no
qu¢ez juje¢pwq ®b−L kMeC Y¡L¡u ¢g¢l, Bj¡l pwp¡l¢V−L A−eLV¡C f¡−ÒV
®k−a ®c¢Mz ®c¢M l¦âl B−lL ®h¡e p¡¢g−L −j¡wm¡ ®b−L l¦â Y¡L¡ ¢e−u H−p−Rz
l¦âl i¡C−h¡e…−m¡ ph ®cM−a HL, ph…−m¡ j¤−M a¡−cl j¡−ul j¤Mz p¡¢g
®mM¡fs¡ ®R−s ¢c−u−R, ¢h−ul SeÉ h−p B−Rz ®j¡wm¡l ®Q−u Y¡L¡u f¡œ f¡Ju¡
p¤¢h−d h−m l¦â J−L Y¡L¡u H−e−Rz h¡¢s¢V HMe Bl ®L¡eJ RæRs¡ cÇf¢al
RæR¡s¡ pwp¡l h−m j−e qu e¡, h¡¢s¢V e¤f§l f−l e¡−Q, Lmhm Mlhm L−l h¡¢s¢V
Lb¡ Luz Bj¡l i¡m m¡−N, i¡m m¡−N H ®i−hJ ®k l¦â a¡l c¤−h¡−el p¡j−e
¢e−Sl j¡e h¡yQ¡−a Bl j¡a¡m q−u h¡¢s ¢gl−h e¡z i¡m m¡−N l¦âl pwp¡¢l qJu¡
®c−Mz ¢L¿º, HLh¡lJ ¢L −p Bj¡−L S¡e¡−a f¡la e¡ ®k ®p p¡¢g−L Y¡L¡u ¢e−u
Bp−R! B¢j HLV¤ HLV¤ L−l ®Vl f¡C, pwp¡−ll A−eL ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ®p HL¡ ¢e−µRz
®j¢l Bl p¡¢g −n¡h¡l O−l b¡L−R, hs ¢hR¡e¡¢V−az Bmj¡¢l−a J−cl L¡fs
®Q¡fs, ¢S¢epfœz Bj¡l L¡fs…−m¡ HL f¡−n HL ®L¡−Z p−l k¡−µRz Bj¡l
S¡uN¡ ¢ce ¢ce Lj−a Lj−a ®R¡V q−u Bp−Rz B¢j Bl l¦â p¡j−el fs¡l
Ol¢V−a ®i−P fs¡ −Q±¢Ll ®R¡V ®a¡nL¢V ¢h¢R−u O¤−j¡Cz LªµRÊp¡de L¢lz Abh¡ −Lø
®f−a Q¡Cz Lø L¢l−m e¡¢L ®Lø ®j−mz pwp¡−ll j−dÉ l¦â−L ¢e−u pæÉ¡pk¡fe
L−lJ a¡−L Bj¡l p¡l¡r−Zl SeÉ f¡Ju¡ qu e¡z a¡l pju qu ®j¡wm¡ k¡Ju¡lz
Bj¡−L Q¤j¤ ®M−u, i¡m ®b−L¡ mrÈ£ ®p¡e¡, i¡m ®b−L¡ fСZ CaÉ¡¢c h−m p¡¢gl q¡−a
pwp¡l Ml−Ql V¡L¡ ¢c−u l¡−al ®VÊe dl−a Q−m k¡uz pwp¡l ¢e−Sl V¡L¡u
p¡¢S−u¢R, ¢L¿º pwp¡l Ml−Ql V¡L¡ Bj¡l q¡−a e¡ ¢c−u −h¡−el q¡−a ®cJu¡u
pwp¡l ¢e−u Bj¡l E−šSe¡u HL¢V ®R¡– ¢Ym fs−a ¢N−uJ f−s¢e, Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p
qu e¡ ®k Bj¡l HC pwp¡l Bj¡l q¡aR¡s¡ q−u ®N−Rz

l¦â h−m−R, hs HL¢V h¡¢s fÐ−u¡Se, L¡lZ a¡l ®R¡V i¡C Bhc¤õ¡q−LJ
Y¡L¡u H−e ®p CnL¤−m i¢aÑ L¢l−u ®c−hz fТa¢ce f¢œL¡l f¡a¡u h¡¢si¡s¡l
¢h‘¡fe ®c−M h¡¢s M¤yS−a b¡¢Lz fR¾c qu e¡ ®h¢nl i¡N, fR¾c q−m i¡s¡ ®h¢nz
i¡s¡ Lj q−m Ol ®R¡V, S¡uN¡ Ljz M¤yS−a M¤yS−a HL¢ce C¢¾cl¡ ®l¡−Xl
l¡S¡h¡S¡−l HL¢V h¡¢s fR¾c quz h¡¢si¡s¡ HL j¡−pl Sj¡ ¢c−u l¦âl ®gl¡l
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¢S¢epfœ C¢¾cl¡ ®l¡−Xl ea¤e h¡¢s−a ¢e−u k¡Cz c¤−V¡ ®n¡h¡l Ol, HL¢V hs HL¢V
®R¡V, hs HL¢V °hWL Ol, hs ®n¡h¡l O−ll f¡−n HL¢V V¡e¡ h¡l¡¾c¡z p¡¢g hs
−n¡h¡l Ol¢V fR¾c L−l Jl SeÉ, p¡¢gl fÐÙ¹¡−h l¦â l¡¢S qu e¡, −j¢l Bl p¡¢g
c¤Se−LC ®p h¤¢T−u h−m hs Ol¢V−aC a¡l Hhw Bj¡l b¡L¡ E¢Qaz Bj¡−cl SeÉ
ea¤e HL¢V M¡V ¢L−e hs ®n¡h¡l O−l f¡−az ¢e−Sl ®mM¡l ®V¢hm¢VJz ea¤e HL¢V
Bmj¡¢l ®Le¡J qu H O−ll SeÉ, ®p¢V S¡e¡m¡l L¡−Rz Bhc¤õ¡ql SeÉ HL¢V ®R¡V
M¡V ¢L−e °hWL O−l ®f−a ®cJu¡ quz ®R¡V −n¡h¡l O−l B−Nl hs M¡V¢V Bl
B−Nl CØf¡−al Bmj¡¢l¢V ®j¢l Bl p¡¢gl SeÉ hp¡−e¡ quz J¢c−L juje¢pw−q
q¡pf¡a¡−m ®k−a Bp−a f−b ®k Bph¡hf−œl ®c¡L¡e f−s, JM¡e ®b−L M¡h¡l
®V¢hm, ®Qu¡l, ®p¡g¡ CaÉ¡¢c k¡ h¡e¡−a ¢c−u¢R, juje¢pw−q ¢e−u ¢N−u VÊ¡L i¡s¡
L−l Bph¡−hl −c¡L¡e ®b−L pjÙ¹ Bph¡h ¢e−u Hje¢L AhL¡n ®b−LJ HL¢V
f¤−l¡−e¡ ®QØV Ah XÊu¡l Bl HL¢V −nÄa f¡b−ll ®V¢hm a¤−m ¢e−u c¤Se Y¡L¡u
¢g¢lz HL¢V p¡S¡−e¡ −N¡R¡−e¡ p¤¾cl h¡¢s, HL¢V p¤−Ml n¡¢¿¹l pwp¡l R¡s¡ Bj¡l
j¡b¡u Bl ¢LR¤ ®eCz ¢ef¤Z q¡−a pwp¡l p¡S¡Cz pwp¡−ll q¡S¡l lLj ¢S¢ep
®O¡−ll j−dÉ ¢L−e ¢eC, p’u k¡ ¢Rm ph −Y−m, ¢ÙÛl qC pwp¡−lz fТnrZ pj¡çz
Bl juje¢pw−q k¡Ju¡l fÐ−u¡Se ®eCz Hh¡l −a¡j¡l Mhl ¢L l¦â! B¢j ®a¡
®a¡j¡l L¡−R Q−m H−p¢R, Bj¡l Ae¤f¢ÙÛ¢a ®a¡j¡−L ®k ¢eu¿»Zq£e S£he ¢ca,
H−m¡−j−m¡ S£he ¢ca, ®p S£he Bl ®c−h e¡z HC ®cM, Bj¡l pjÙ¹ ¢e−u B¢j
HM¡−ez ®a¡j¡l L¡−Rz l¦â Lb¡ ®cu, ®pJ a¡l pwp¡−l f¡L¡f¡¢L Q−m Bp−R, Bl
®ke a¡−L V¡L¡l SeÉ R¤V−a e¡ qu ®L¡b¡Jz HL¢V ®R¡VM¡V q−mJ R¡f¡M¡e¡ M¤m−a
f¡−l Hje V¡L¡ −k L−lC −q¡L, ¢e−u Bp−h ®j¡wm¡ h¡ ¢j−WM¡¢m ®b−Lz a¡l h¡h¡
h¡ j¡−ul −L¡eJ S¢j ¢h¢œ² L−lz Y¡L¡u ®p R¡f¡M¡e¡l hÉhp¡ öl¦ Ll−hz h¡h¡ j¡l
pÇf¢š ®b−L ®k i¡N a¡l f¡Ju¡l Lb¡, ®p¢V HMeC ®p ¢e−u ®e−hz
R¡f¡M¡e¡z R¡f¡M¡e¡z l¦â ph f¢lLÒfe¡ L−l ®g−m , ®L¡b¡u q−hz ®Lje q−hz
fÊ¢a¢ce a¡−L L¡−R f¡−h¡, HC p¤−M B¢j ¢al¢al L−l L¡y¢fz Bl ®L¡eJ¢ce
a¡−L fÊ¢aj¡−pl MlQ Be−a c§−l ®k−a q−h e¡z Bl ®L¡eJ¢ce ¢exp‰a¡l Lø
a¡−L ¢Ry−s M¡−h e¡z Bj¡l ü−fÀl hªr ®R−u k¡−µR g¤−mz

¢L¿º, −j¡wm¡ ®b−L ¢g−l B−p Mhl ¢e−u ®k a¡l ®j−S¡ j¡j¡l L¡R ®b−L
j¡−ul S¢j Bm¡c¡ L−l ®k ¢h¢œ² L−l Y¡L¡u HL¢V R¡f¡M¡e¡ ®c−h h−m¢Rm ®p¢V
pñh q−µR e¡z p¤al¡w Y¡L¡u f¡L¡f¡¢L HMeJ hph¡p a¡l pñh euz a−h ¢e−S
®p HL¢V hÉhp¡ öl¦ L−l−R ®j¡wm¡u, ¢Qw¢sl hÉhp¡z hÉhp¡¢V ®cM¡−n¡e¡ Ll¡l
®m¡L B−Rz a¡l M¤h e¡ −N−mJ Qm−hz hR−l c¤h¡l ¢N−u ®c−M H−mC q−hz −hn
®a¡, Hh¡l je ¢c−u Ol pwp¡l L¢l Qmz HaL¡m ®k üfÀ¢V m¡me Ll¢R Bjl¡,
c¤Se HLp−‰ b¡Lh, HLSe B−lLSe−L ®R−s LMeJ c§−l k¡−h¡ e¡z öl¦ Ll¡l
B−N ¢h−ul Ae¤ù¡e L−l ¢eCz Qm OV¡ L−l S¡e¡C ph¡C−L ®k ¢h−u L−l¢Rz ¢h−u
®a¡ p¡j¡¢SLa¡ R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤C euz HC Ae¤ù¡−el SeÉ l¦â ¢e−S ¢ej¿»Z fœ
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 Bjl¡ SÅ¡m¡−h¡ B−m¡ Lªo·fr fª¢bh£l a£−l,
S£h−e S£he O−p Afl©f q©c−ul B−m¡z

®L¡eJ n¡c¡ n¡¢s f−l ¢hdh¡ ®p−S ¢h−u Llh e¡, m¡m ®he¡l¢p Q¡C, p−‰
®p¡e¡l Nue¡z l¦â l¡N L−l Ml¦−Q ®j−ul ®hB−‚¢m a¡¢mL¡ ®c−Mz ¢L¿º Bj¡l
i¡oÉ, hE kMe p¡Sh Bl ph h¡P¡¢m hEHl jaC p¡Shz l¦â−L ¢L−e ¢cC k¡ k¡
fl−h ®p ¢h−ul Ae¤ù¡−ez l¦âl ®Q−u Bj¡l Evp¡q ®h¢nz nq−ll HL¢V ¢Q−e
®l−Ù¹¡l¡y−L Ee¢œ−n S¡e¤u¡¢l a¡¢l−Ml l¡−al SeÉ °a¢l b¡L−a h¢mz BaÈ£u üSe
hå¤ h¡åh ph¡C−L ¢ej¿»Z Llhz −kM¤L ph¡C B¢j i¡m B¢R, p¤−M B¢Rz ®k−qa¤
i¡m b¡L¡ p¤−M b¡L¡ n¡¢s Nue¡ ¢c−uC ¢hQ¡l L−l j¡e¤oz Y¡L¡u Dc L−l
juje¢pw−q ¢g−l ®N−m j¡ ¢S−‘p L−l¢R−me, ¢hu¡ ®k LlRp, a¡ al S¡j¡C ¢L
n¡¢s ¢cm D−c? B¢j ®L¡eJ Ešl ¢cC ¢ez e¡ D−c ®L¡eJ n¡¢s l¦â Bj¡l SeÉ
®L−e¢ez Bjl¡ ®k−qa¤ d−jÑ ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l e¡, D−c ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l e¡z n¡¢sl fÐnÀ B−p
e¡z j¡ c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−mez D−c ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l e¡ h−m eu, B¢j Bj¡l ü¢ehÑ¡¢Qa ü¡j£l
L¡R ®b−L n¡¢s Nue¡ f¡¢µR e¡ h−mz n¡¢s Nue¡ p¤M ®cu h−m j¡ qua ¢hnÄ¡p L−le
e¡, ¢L¿º n¡¢s Nue¡ Ù»£−L i¡mh¡p−mC ü¡j£l¡ Efq¡l ¢c−a f¡−lz j¡ i¡mh¡p¡l
på¡e L−le, Bj¡l SeÉ l¦−âlz l¦âl V¡L¡ La B−R, −p ®L¡eJ Efq¡l ¢c−a
prj ¢L e¡ a¡ e¡ ®c−M HLSe X¡š²¡l ®j−ul SeÉ −k dl−el ü¡j£ f¡Ju¡ k¡u, ®p
ph ü¡j£l ®k ®k¡NÉa¡ b¡−L c¡¢j n¡¢s Nue¡ Efq¡l ®cJu¡l a¡ ®b−LC ¢hQ¡l Ll¡
qu B¢j B−c± ®k¡NÉ ü¡j£ ®f−u¢R ¢L e¡z l¦âl ®k¡NÉa¡ ¢e−u pL−ml p−¾cq Bj¡l
j−e ým ®g¡V¡−a b¡−Lz p¡j¢SL ¢euj L¡e¤e Aü£L¡l L¢l h−m i¡¢h, ¢L¿º pj¡−S
h¡p L−l a¡l phV¤L¤ q−u J−W e¡ ¢X−P¡−e¡z ¢h−ul Ae¤ù¡−e −Ty−f hª¢ø Bp¡ l¡−a
m¡m ®he¡l¢p n¡¢s fl¡ ®p¡e¡l AmwL¡l fl¡ m¡m V¤LV¤L hE ¢Q−e ®l−Ù¹¡l¡yu k¡uz
hE−L ¢WL hEHl ja m¡−N e¡, hEHl j¡b¡u ®O¡jV¡ ®eCz ¢L¿º ah¤ ®a¡ hEz l¦âl
−mML hå¤l¡ B−p, Bj¡l c¤Q¡lSe X¡š²¡l hå¤ B−p, c¤f−rl BaÈ£ul¡J B−pe,
Bj¡l BaÈ£u−cl j−dÉ hsj¡j¡ ay¡l ®R−m−j−u ¢e−u, −R¡Vc¡ N£a¡−L ¢e−u,
T¤eM¤ ¡m¡ ay¡l h¢ln¡¢m ü¡j£ ¢e−uz Ae¤ù¡e hm−a M¡Ju¡ Bl NÒf …Shz LÉ¡−jl¡l
p¡j−e j¤−M i¤he−j¡¢qe£ q¡¢p ¢e−u k¡l p−‰ k¡l ka ¢h−l¡dC b¡L e¡ ®Le,
f¡n¡f¡¢n c¡y¢s−u k¡Ju¡, g−V¡ ®a¡m¡z

®R¡Vc¡l h¡¢s−a, T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l h¡¢s−a −ej¿¹æ ®M−u B¢p l¦â−L ¢e−uz j¡ Y¡L¡u
H−m j¡−L ¢e−u ¢e−Sl pwp¡l ®c¢M−u B¢pz p¡j¡¢SLa¡ ®no quz Hh¡l ¢L? Hh¡l
l¦â ®j¡wm¡ Q−m k¡−h, ¢Qw¢sl hÉhp¡z h¡¢si¡s¡ Bl pwp¡l Ml−Ql V¡L¡ ®h¡−el
q¡−a ¢c−u −j¡wm¡ Q−m k¡u hl¡h−ll jaz fТnrZ i¡a¡l Sj¡−e¡ V¡L¡ ph AL¡a−l
®Y−m h¡¢sOl p¡¢S−u, BaÈ£u üSe hå¤ h¡åh£−cl ¢h−ul Mhl fÐQ¡l L−l i¡m B¢R
p¤−M B¢R h¤¢T−u, pwp¡l Ll¢R S¡¢e−u, juje¢pw−q ¢e−Sl k¡ ¢LR¤ ¢S¢epfœ ¢Rm
ph ¢e−u H−p, Hje ¢L ¢e−Sl ®nLs¢V a¤−m ¢e−u Y¡L¡u f¤y−a, i¡mh¡p¡l j¡e¤o−L
¢e−u HL¢V p¡S¡−e¡ ®N¡R¡−e¡ c¡ÇfaÉ S£h−el üfÀ ®cM¡ ®j−u mrÉ L¢l ¢e−Sl
pwp¡−l ¢e−S B¢j ®N±Z HLSe j¡e¤oz l¦â ¢L Bj¡−L ¢hnÄ¡p L−l e¡ ®k B¢j HC
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pwp¡−ll c¡¢uaÅ ¢e−a f¡lh? HlLj ®a¡ eu fТnr−Zl SeÉ Bj¡l Bh¡l
juje¢pw−q ®c±−s¡−a q−hz J f¡V −a¡ Q¤−L−RCz a−h −Le HC A¢hnÄ¡p! −Le HC
BÙÛ¡q£ea¡! a£hÐ Afj¡e−h¡d Bj¡−L b¡h¡ ¢c−u d−lz l¦âl i¡C ®h¡e…−m¡
QjvL¡lz J−cl p−‰ Bj¡l ®L¡eJ ¢h−l¡d ®eCz q¡¢pM¤¢n fСZQ’m j¡e¤oz ®j¡wm¡
h¾c−ll h¡¢s−a ®kje ph¡C ¢T¢j−u B−R h−m j−e qa H h¡¢s−a a¡ euz Bhc¤õ¡q
h¡C−ll N¡¢sh¡l¡¾c¡u ¢œ²−LV ®M−m, CnL¤−m hå¤ h¡åh q−u−R A−eLz ®j¢llJ
a¡Cz hå¤ h¡åh£ h¡¢s−a Bp−Rz °q ý−õ¡s q−µRz J−cl p−‰ B¢jJ L¢ce °q
ý−õ¡−s ®k¡N ¢c−u ¢e−S−L f¢lh¡−ll HLSe i¡h¡l ®Qø¡ L¢lz ¢L¿º ®Qø¡ Ll−mC
®k qu a¡ euz pwp¡−l Bj¡l ®L¡eJ ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ®eCz i§¢jL¡ ®eCz c¡¢uaÅ ®eCz ph¤S
Q−m ®N−Rz juje¢pwq ®b−L e¡¢NÑ−pl ®R¡V ®h¡e ¢hm¢Lp−L ¢e−u H−p¢Rm¡jz
¢hm¢LpJ Q−m ®N−Rz Jl¡ −j¡wm¡ ®b−L L¡−Sl −j−u ¢e−u H−p−Rz ®j−u¢V Ol−c¡l
…¢R−u l¡−M, l¡y−d h¡−s, J−cl M¡Ju¡uz ¢L h¡S¡l q−h, ¢L ¢c−u ¢L l¡æ¡ q−h ph
¢pÜ¡¿¹ ®eu l¦âl ®h¡−el¡z −V¢h−m M¡h¡l ®cJu¡ q−m X¡L f−s Bj¡lz ®M−u Q−m
B¢p ¢e−Sl O−lz h¤¢T H h¡¢s−a B¢j A¢a¢b R¡s¡ ¢LR¤ eCz l¦â ¢e−S V¡L¡
®l¡SN¡−ll fb ®f−u ®N−Rz f¢lh¡−ll ALjÑZÉ Afc¡bÑ ®R−m¢V qW¡v M¤h …l¦aÅf§ZÑ
q−u E−W−R L¡lZ ®p f¢lh¡−ll hs HL¢V c¡¢uaÅ ¢e−u−Rz h£¢b pwp¡l Ll−R,
p¡Cg¤m ®j¢X−L−m fs−Rz h¡¢L R i¡C ®h¡e−L m¡me f¡me Ll¡l c¡¢uaÅ ¢e−u−R
l¦âz ¢aeSe H−p ®N−R Y¡L¡u, h¡¢L ¢aeSe Bp−Rz HC hs c¡¢uaÅ¢V ®f−u −p
E−š¢Saz l¦âl ü−fÀ Bj¡−L ¢e−u HL¡¿¹ L−l HL¢V pwp¡l f¡a¡ ®eCz Y¡L¡u h¡p
Ll¡lJ ®L¡eJ üfÀ¢VJ −eC Blz Jph f¤−l¡−e¡ üfÀ−L ®W−m p¢l−u AeÉ üfÀ ¢nl
EyQ¤ L−l c¡y¢s−u−R, l¦âl ü−fÀ ¢Qw¢sl hÉhp¡ L−l fÐQ¤l V¡L¡l j¡¢mL qJu¡ B−R,
ü−fÀl j−dÉ p¤ù¤ i¡−h a¡l Ri¡C−h¡e−L hs Ll¡ B−Rz l¦â h−m k¡u c¤ pç¡q fl
¢gl−h, c¤ j¡p Q−m ®N−mJ ®gl¡l e¡j ®eCz J−cl pwp¡−l ®b−L J−cl Aæ dÄwp
Ll−a Bj¡l m‹¡ quz ®R¡Vc¡l h¡¢s Q−m B¢pz N£a¡l ea¤e HL¢V h¡µQ¡ q−u−Rz
H h¡µQ¡¢V qJu¡l pju ¢LÓ¢e−L X¡x ¢V H ®Q±d¤¢l kMe h¡µQ¡¢V fÐph Ll¡¢µR−me,
X¡š²¡l h−m Bj¡−L Ae¤j¢a ®cJu¡ q−u¢Rm ®ia−l ®k−az h¡µQ¡¢Vl S¾j Bj¡l
®cM¡z®R¡Vc¡ e¡j ¢c−u−Re I¢¾cÐm¡ L¡j¡mz X¡L e¡j¢V B¢j ¢cC, flj¡z flj¡−L
m¡me f¡me Ll¡l SeÉ N£a¡ Q¡L¢l ®R−s−Rz ®R¡Vc¡ Bl N£a¡ c¤SeC ea¤e h¡µQ¡
¢e−u M¤¢n−a m¡g¡−µRz p¤q©c−L L¡−R l¡M¡l ®L¡eJ Evp¡q −eC, c¤ h¡µQ¡−L
®cM¡−n¡e¡ Ll¡l T¡−jm¡ N£a¡ ¢e−a f¡l−h e¡ h−m Y¡L¡u H−eJ, ¢LR¤¢ce flC
p¤q©c−L ®kM¡−e j¡e¡u, p¤q©−cl k¡−cl SeÉ V¡e, a¡−cl L¡−RC f¡¢W−u ¢c−u−Rz
Bj¡l Amp Ahpl L¡V−a b¡−L ®R¡Vc¡l h¡¢s−az LMeJ LMeJ T¤e¤ M¡m¡l
h¡¢s−a ¢N−u h−p b¡¢Lz T¤e¤ M¡m¡l L¡−R ö¢e h¢ln¡¢m ü¡j£¢V e¡¢L hsj¡j¡l L¡−R
®j¡V¡ Aw−Ll V¡L¡ d¡l ®Q−u−Rez Aa V¡L¡ hs j¡j¡l ®eC ®k d¡l ®c−hez T¤e¤
M¡m¡−L fСuC e¡¢L h¢ln¡¢m¢V hm−Re, g¢L−ll S¡a−l ¢hu¡ L−l ¢L WL¡ W−L¢R!
Bj¡−L p¡j−e ®f−mC ¢a¢e T¤e¤ M¡m¡l hup −h¢n, T¤e¤ M¡m¡ R−m h−m ®L±n−m ¢h−u
L−l−Re ay¡−L, ay¡l BlJ i¡m f¡œ£ S¤V−a f¡la CaÉ¡¢c h−mez T¤eM¤ ¡m¡l
h¡¢s−aJ Bj¡l i¡m m¡−N e¡ pju L¡V¡−az B¢j juje¢pw−q ¢g¢lz juje¢pw−qJ
Bl B−Nl ja i¡m m¡−N e¡z A¢a¢b-ja m¡−N AhL¡−nJz l¦â Y¡L¡u ¢g−l H−mC
B¢j J h¡¢s−a k¡Cz l¦â pwp¡−ll HLSe q−u k¡u, A¢a¢b B¢j A¢a¢bC b¡¢Lz
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hÉhp¡ ®R−s a¤¢j Y¡L¡u b¡L¡ öl¦ Ll, Y¡L¡u ¢LR¤ Llz ¢L¿º JC hÉhp¡ ®R−s Bp¡
pñh q−h e¡ a¡lz A−eL V¡L¡ M¡¢V−u−R, ®m−N b¡L−a q−hz l¦â ®m−N b¡−L
hÉhp¡u, B¢j ®m−N b¡¢L l¦−âz

®ghЦu¡¢l j¡p¢V l¦â ®k L−lC ®q¡L Y¡L¡ b¡−Lz H j¡−p hC R¡f¡, H j¡−p
hC−jm¡, H j¡−p j−’ j−’ L¢ha¡ f¡Wz S¡e¤u¡¢ll ®no ¢c−L l¦â a¡l ¯ül¡Q¡l
¢ef¡a Ll−a ¢e−Sl q¡−a AÙ» ®eJu¡l a£hÐ C−µR fÐL¡n Ll¡ L¢ha¡N¤−m¡ S−s¡
Ll−a b¡−L, hC R¡f−hz fÐL¡nL M¤y−S m¡i qu¢ez ¢e−SC R¡f−h ®p hCz Bj¡−LJ
h−m Bj¡l L¢ha¡ S−s¡ Ll−az Na L−uL hR−ll ®mM¡ L¢ha¡…−m¡ M¤y−S M¤y−S
BV¢œn¢V L¢ha¡ S−s¡ L¢lz L¢ha¡…−m¡ l¦âl L¢ha¡l jaC ®h¢nli¡N AeÉ¡u
AaÉ¡Q¡l °ho−jÉl ¢hl¦−Ü, Hhw AhnÉC °ül¡Q¡−ll ¢hf−rz c¤−V¡ f¡™¤¢m¢f
e£m−r−a nÈnЦj¢™a nУj¢™a L¢h Ap£j p¡q¡l R¡f¡M¡e¡ CaÉ¡¢c ¢fоV¡−pÑ ¢c−u
B¢p R¡f−az fТa¢ce ¢h−L−m c¤Se CaÉ¡¢c−a ¢N−u fЦg ®c−M B¢p L¢ha¡lz
n¡c¡j¡V¡ fеRc °a¢l L−l hC c¤−V¡ ®R−f h¡yd¡C q−u ®h¢l−u B−p, l¦âl hCHl
e¡j ®R¡hm, Bj¡l¢Vl e¡j ¢nL−s ¢hf¤m r¤d¡z HC fÐbj HL¢V L¢ha¡l hC ®hl qm
Bj¡lz Be¾cd¡l¡ ¢elh¢d hC−a b¡−L Bj¡l i¤h−ez h¡wm¡ HL¡−X¢j fС‰−e
hC−jm¡ öl¦ qJu¡l fl fТa¢ce c¤Se ®jm¡u k¡Cz HL¤−n ®ghЦu¡¢ll ®i¡−l n¢qc
¢je¡−l g¤m ¢c−u hC−jm¡l fÐ−hnà¡−l ¢i−sl j−dÉ −j−u−cl Ù¹e J ¢eað jcÑe
Ll¡l SeÉ Ja ®f−a b¡L¡ b¡h¡…−m¡ ®b−L hý L−ø ¢e−S−L h¡y¢Q−u ®jm¡u Y¤¢Lz
j−’ j−’ L¢ha¡ f−s p¡l¡¢ce ®jm¡l O¡−p, M¡h¡l ®c¡L¡−e, HL¡−X¢jl ¢py¢s−a,
hC−ul ØV−m, L¢h ®mML−cl p−‰ mð¡ mð¡ B—¡ ¢c−u Bj¡−cl QjvL¡l pju
L¡V−a b¡−Lz B—¡l j§m ¢hou p¡¢qaÉ Hhw l¡Se£¢az h¡wm¡ HL¡−X¢jl j−’ ®a¡
h−VC i¡o¡ B−¾c¡m−el HC j¡p¢V−a ¢h¢iæ j−’ l¦âJ L¢ha¡ f−s, l¦âl p−‰
®k−qa¤ B¢R B¢j, ®k−qa¤ Bj¡l L¢ha¡ ®mM¡l A−iÉp B−R, Bj¡−LJ L¢ha¡
fs−a hm¡ qu, f¢sz ®jm¡l ¢h¢iæ ØV−m c¤S−el hC…−m¡ ¢h¢œ²l SeÉ −cJu¡l fl
fТa¢ceC Mhl ¢e−u ®c¢M l¦âl hC ¢h¢œ² q−µR ¢LR¤, Bj¡l ¢LR¤C euz ®jm¡ ®no
q−m ¢nL−s ¢hf¤m r¤d¡l A¢h¢œ²a hC…−m¡ h¡¢s−a ®gla Be−a quz M¡−Vl ¢e−Q
fÉ¡−LV h¢¾c f−s b¡−L hCz L¢ha¡ ®k Bj¡l SeÉ eu, a¡ ®hn h¤¢Tz Bj¡l −k
HLL¡−m L¢ha¡ ®mM¡l A−iÉp ¢Rm, ®pyS¤¢a e¡−j f¢œL¡ ®R−f¢Rm¡j, −pph HMe
C¢aq¡p, L¢ha¡ ¢m¢M e¡ Bl, L¢ha¡ ®mM¡ qu e¡, f¡¢l e¡--l¦âl hE ¢q−p−hC B¢j
f¢l¢Qa q−u E¢W phM¡−ez L„h¡S¡−l L¢ha¡ fs−a k¡Ju¡l Bj¿»Z ®S¡−V l¦âlz
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H Lb¡ ö−eC N£a¡ Jl Eh¤ qJu¡ nl£−l HL¢V m¡¢b L¢o−u h−m, h¡bl¦j j¤CR¡
®cp e¡C −Le? J ®N¡pmM¡e¡l ®j−T j¤−R H−p¢Rm, V¤m¤ ¢N−u ¢i¢S−u−R Bh¡lz H
Lb¡ e¡¢NÑp h−m e¡, h¢m B¢jz Bj¡l HC e¡L Nm¡−e¡u −p e¡¢NÑ−pl Q¤−ml j¤¢W d−l
E¢W−u M¡h¡l O−ll ®j−Tu J−L ®g−m nš² nš² m¡¢b j¡l−a b¡−L h¤−L j¤−Mz Ol
®b−L −q−m c¤−m ®h¢l−u H−p V¤m¤ h−m, ®c HCX¡−l B−l¡ ®c, ®R¢sX¡ hs nua¡ez
B¢j ®c±−s ¢N−u e¡¢NÑp−L N£a¡l m¡¢bl am ®b−L ®V−e p¢l−u ¢eCz
N£a¡ Bj¡l ®L¡m ®b−L flj¡−L ¢R¢e−u ¢e−u ®QyQ¡−a b¡−L, Bj¡l h¡¢s−a
b¡Lp, Bj¡l M¡p, Bh¡l Bj¡l e¡−j j¡e¤−ol L¡−R ¢hQ¡l −cp? L¡lJ ¢L rja¡
B−R Bj¡l ¢hQ¡l Ll¡l?
e¡¢NÑ−pl ¢f−W q¡a h¤¢m−u ¢c−u h¢m, J Bj¡l L¡−R ¢hQ¡l ®cu e¡Cz B¢jC
LC¢Rz
®kC e¡ h−m¢R, flj¡−L V¤m¤l ®L¡−m ¢c−u N£a¡ e¡¢NÑp−L −V−e ¢e−u S¡e¡m¡l
¢n−L d¡‚¡ ¢c−u ®g−m Q¤¤−ml j¤¢W d−l JC ¢n−LC h¡l h¡l j¡b¡ ®W¡L¡−a b¡−Lz
B¢j ®Q¡M ¢g¢l−u ¢eC, −Q¡u¡m nš² q−u B−pz C−µR L−l H h¡¢s ®b−L Hj¤q§−aÑ
e¡¢NÑp−L ¢e−u ®h¢l−u k¡C, f¡¢l e¡z C−µR L−l ®W−m p¢l−u ¢cC N£a¡−L, f¡¢l e¡z
H h¡¢s Bj¡l eu, N£a¡lz a¡l B−cn ¢e−cÑn ®j−e Qm−a q−h e¡¢NÑp−Lz SOeÉ
cªnÉ¢Vl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u Bj¡l Bl C−µR L−l e¡ h¡¢s¢V−a c¤c™ b¡L¡lz Bj¡l pLm
Arja¡ ¢e−u B¢j ®h−l¡Cz
h¡−p juje¢pwq ®k−a ®k−a ®c¢M ¢ae−V VÊ¡L l¡Ù¹¡l ¢Le¡−l E−ÒV f−s B−Rz
c¤−V¡ h¡p M¡−cz h¡pc¤−V¡l f¡−n cn h¡−l¡¢V jªa−cq−L ¢O−l c¡y¢s−u B−R j¡e¤oz
j−e qu H h¡p¢VJ h¤¢T M¡−c fs−hz Hi¡−h B¢jJ qua BS j−l f−s b¡Lh
l¡Ù¹¡l f¡−nz ®LE S¡e−h e¡ ¢L Bj¡l e¡j, ®L¡b¡u Bj¡l h¡¢sz A‘¡a f¢lQu
®j−u−L −L¡eJ HL NZLh−l öC−u ®cJu¡ q−hz BaÈ£u üSe hå¤ h¡åh ®LE S¡−e
e¡ B¢j BS h¡−p Y¡L¡ ®b−L juje¢pw−q k¡¢µRz Y¡L¡-juje¢pwq h¡−pl c¤OÑVe¡l
Mhl a¡l¡ S¡e−mJ ®LE S¡e−h e¡ c¤OÑVe¡u Bj¡l jªa¤É q−u−Rz i¡h−a i¡h−a q¡a
hÉ¡N ®b−L −R¡V HL¢V L¡NS ®hl L−l ¢e−Sl e¡j ¢WL¡e¡ ¢m−M L¡NS¢V hÉ¡−N
i−l, ea¤e HL¢V i¡he¡l ¢nL¡l qC, ¢L m¡i jªa−c−ql pvL¡−l! j−l ®N−m ¢L Bl
B¢j h¤T−h¡ Bj¡l pvL¡l jq¡ Bsð−l L−l q−µR ¢L q−µR e¡! q−mC h¡ Bj¡l ¢L
m¡i! NË¡−j f−s b¡L¡ Bj¡l m¡n¢V k¢c ®nu¡m nL¤−e M¡u, Abh¡ k¢c ¢p−ól
L¡g−el L¡f−s Bl Bal ®m¡h¡−el OË¡−Z j¤−s Bj¡−L i¡m HL¢V Lh−l l¡M¡ qu,
k¢c ®nÄa f¡b−l h¡y¢d−u ®cJu¡ qu Lhl--¢L f¡bÑLÉ c¤¢V−a! jªa¤Él fl Bj¡l ®a¡
®h¡T¡l n¢š² b¡L−h e¡ Bj¡−L ®LE i¡mh¡p−R ¢L h¡p−R e¡z aMe kaÁ B¢š
®f−mC ¢L e¡ ®f−mC ¢L! j¡ h−me, Lh−l ®l−M Bp¡l ¢WL Q¡l¢ce flC e¡¢L j¡e¤o
i¤−m k¡u, ka hs üSe h¡ hå¤ ®q¡L ®pz i¡he¡¢V f¡−n h−p b¡−L, B¢j hÉ¡N ®b−L
L¡NS¢V ¢e−u ¢Ry−s L¤¢VL¤¢V L−l ®g−m ¢cC S¡e¡m¡l Jf¡−nl q¡Ju¡uz p−ål
AåL¡−ll ®Rys¡ L¡N−Sl V¤L−l¡ …−m¡ q¡¢l−u ®k−a b¡−Lz

AhL¡n ®pC B−Nl ja B−Rz ®hy−Q B−Rz j¡ p¤q©c−L flj Bc−l j¡e¤o
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 Ll−Rez ¢e−Sl lš²-k¡Ju¡-Ap¤M¢Vl ®L¡eJ ¢Q¢Lvp¡ ®eC S¡e¡l fl ¢a¢e Bl
A¢i−k¡NJ L−le e¡ H ¢e−uz HjHX f¡n Ll¡l fl h¡h¡l B−c−n nq−ll i¡m
CnL¤m…−m¡u ¢n¢rL¡ qJu¡l B−hce S¡¢e−u clM¡Ù¹ L−l−R q¡¢pe¡z −j¢VÊL
C¾V¡l¢j¢X−u−V aªa£u ¢hi¡−N f¡n Ll¡ q¡¢pe¡l f−r ¢hHX HjHX ¢X¢NË ¢e−uJ
Q¡L¢l ®S¡−Ve¡ i¡mz ¢L¿º h¡h¡ ®m−N b¡−Le ea¤e ea¤e CnL¤−ml ®M¡yS Ll−az
üSe M¤yS−a b¡−Le fУ¢a ®f−az Cu¡p¢j−el E¢ác¢hcÉ¡u je ®eCz je fСZ£¢hcÉ¡uz
L−m−Sl e¡e¡lLj h¡åh£-fСZ£ ¢e−u a¡l pju L¡−Vz c¡c¡ B−l¡NÉ ¢ha¡−e
Jo¤dhÉhp¡u kaV¤L¤ je ®ce, a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n ®ce ¢Q¢W ®mM¡uz fТa pç¡−q h¢œn
fªù¡ mð¡ ¢Q¢W −m−Me n£m¡−Lz ®fÐ−jl ¢Q¢Wz O−l ¢g−l ¢a¢e j¤j¤ j¤j¤ h−m L¡−R
X¡−Le q¡¢pe¡−Lz a¡l pc¡l¡N j¤−M q¡¢p ®g¡V¡−a fСuC −p¡e¡l Nue¡ Bl c¡¢j
n¡¢s ¢L−e B−eez q¡¢pe¡l j¤−M q¡¢p ®g¡V¡−e¡ c¤l©q L¡Sz
Bj¡l e¡j q¡¢pe¡ pÙ¹¡ Bj¡l q¡¢p e¡ fТa¢ceC hÙ¹¡ hÙ¹¡ A¢i−k¡N ¢e−u h−p
c¡c¡l p¡j−ez c¡c¡ c¤f¤−l ®gl¡l fl h−m ®p, j¡−L e¡¢L ®p h−m¢Rm Bm¤ ¢c−u
j¤l¢Nl j¡wp l¡yd−a, j¡ fVm ¢c−u ®ly−d−Rez a¡l −ki¡−h C−µR L−l −pi¡−h k¢c
a¡l M¡Ju¡ c¡Ju¡ e¡ qu, a−h a¡l Bl ü¡j£l pwp¡l Ll¡l C−µR ®eCz H Lb¡
ö−eC c¡c¡ ®c±−s Olh¡l q−u E−W¡−el j¡TM¡−e c¡y¢s−u h¡¢sl ph¡C−L ö¢e−u
¢m¢ml j¡−L ®X−L h−me, l¡−œ k¢c Bm¤ ¢cu¡ j¤l¢Nl j¡wp e¡ l¡−å¡ a¡C−m ¢fV¡Cu¡
®a¡j¡l m¡n g¡m¡Cu¡ ¢cu¡jz
j¡ ö−e Ol ®b−L −hl q−u ¢Q¢õ−u h−me, ¢m¢ml j¡−l Lp ®Le? Bj¡−l Lz
B¢j fVm ¢cu¡ j¡wp l¡e¢Rz l¡Cå¡ −k AeÉ¡u Ll¢R a¡l n¡¢Ù¹ ®c Bj¡−lz ¢fV¡Cu¡
m¡n g¡m¡Cu¡ l¡Mz HCV¡C a h¡¢L B−R Ll¡lz j¡l Lb¡l Ešl e¡ ¢c−u ¢m¢ml
j¡l j¤−M b¡fs ¢c−u c¡c¡ Nm¡ R¡−se, j¤j¤ ®kCi¡−h LCh, ¢WL ®pCi¡−h Qmh¡z
Eô¡ f¡ô¡ Ll ®a¡ jlh¡z ¢m¢ml j¡ g¤y¢f−u hm−a b¡−L, Bf−el¡ ¢e−S−N¡l j−dÉ
®N¡ü¡ L−lez Bl l¡N Y¡−me Bj¡l Ef−lz B¢j HC h¡¢sa Bl L¡j Lla¡j e¡z
¢m¢ml j¡l O¡s d−l ®hmN¡−Rl ¢c−L d¡‚¡ ¢c−u c¡c¡ h−me, k¡J N¡, Hr¤¢e h¡Cl
qJ h¡¢s ®bCL¡z ¢m¢ml j¡−L h¡d¡ ®ce j¡, h−me, p¤q©−cl c¡c¡ Bp¤L, a¡−l ph
LCu¡ f−l a¤¢j h¡¢s ®bCL¡ k¡Ch¡z j¡ c¡c¡l E−Ÿ−nÉ Nm¡ e¡¢j−u h−me, B¢j ®k
j¡, −mM¡fs¡ e¡ S¡e−mJ, BCH ¢hH e¡ f¡n Ll−mJ B¢j ®a¡ al j¡z Bj¡−l a
HLV¤J j¡−ul pÇj¡e ®cp e¡! c¡c¡ E−W¡e ®b−L ¢V−el Ol¢Vl h¡l¡¾c¡u E−W−Re
j¡œ, ®ial ®b−L q¡¢pe¡ h−m, LC−a f¡−l¡ e¡, pÇj¡e Bn¡ L−l ®Le! Bfe
®cJ−ll p¡−b m£m¡ LCl¡ Bh¡l ®R−ml p¡j−e pÇj¡e Bn¡ L−l! c¡c¡ p¡u ®ce
q¡¢pe¡l Lb¡u, E¢Qa Lb¡ öe¡Cu¡ ®cJu¡ clL¡l ¢Rmz h¡h¡ ¢gl−m j¡ B−cÉ¡f¡¿¹
h−me OVe¡z HJ h−me, q¡¢pe¡ j−e Lla¡−R Bj¡l ®Rs¡−l ®p ¢e−S ¢hu¡Cu¡
mC−Rz h¡h¡ c¡c¡−L X¡−Le, q¡¢pe¡−L X¡−Lez ¯hWLO−l h−p ¢eQ¤ Nm¡u Lb¡ h−me
c¤S−el p−‰z j¡ AeÉ O−l A−fr¡ L−le HC Bn¡u ®k h¡h¡ Hh¡l HL¢V BCe
L−l ®c−he h¡¢s−a ®ke j¡l p−‰ l−u p−u Lb¡ h−m f¤œhd§z f¤œhd§ BS k¢c
n¡ö¢s−L ApÇj¡e L−l, L¡m nÄöl−LJ Ll−hz ¢L¿º nm¡ fl¡jnÑ ¢hQ¡l k¡ qu, a¡
qm HMe ®b−L q¡¢pe¡l c¡¢u−aÅ pwp¡l Qm−hz A−eL¢ce fl q¡¢pe¡l pc¡l¡N
j¤M¢V−L HL ¢Qm−a q¡¢p ®M−mz

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 q¡¢pe¡l q¡−a pwp¡−ll rja¡ −k¢ce Q−m ®Nm, ®R¡Vc¡ juje¢pw−q B−pez
pwp¡−ll qÙ¹¡¿¹l ®c−M j¡−L h−me, ¢WLC qC−R j¡, Bf−e HMe Bl pwp¡−ll
T¡−jm¡u k¡C−he ®Le? ®h±¢cC ph p¡jm¡Lz ¢L¿º ®R¡Vc¡ HL¡ ®Le? hE−l ¢L a¡l
h¡−fl h¡¢sa l¡CMÉ¡ BCR e¡ ¢L? e¡ hE B−ee¢e ®R¡Vc¡z HL¡ H−p−Rez p¤q©c−L
®cM−a H−p−Rez p¤q©c−L ®cM¡ k¢c j§m E−ŸnÉ qa, a−h ¢a¢e −R−ml p−‰ j¡œ
c¤¢j¢eV L¡¢V−u ¢L ®l ®hs¡C−a k¡C¢h e¡¢L Qm h−m Bj¡−L ¢e−u ®h−l¡−a Q¡e?
LC k¡Ch¡? Qm Qmz a−l HLV¡ ea¤e S¡uN¡u ¢eu¡ k¡Cz ea¤e S¡uN¡u k¡Ju¡l C−µR
O¤¢sl ja J−sz ®R¡Vc¡ ¢ce ¢ce p¤cnÑe q−µRez nl£−l −L¡eJ ®jc ®eCz mð¡
¢Rf¢R−fz −c−M j−e qu hup Lj−R a¡lz ®R¡Vc¡−L HjeC h¡mL h¡mL m¡−N
®cM−a ®k kMe ¢a¢e Bj¡−L LÉ¡¾Ve−j−¾Vl HL B¢jÑ A¢gp¡−ll h¡¢s−a ¢e−u
®N−me p−åu, A¢gp¡−ll p¤¾cl£ L¢Q hE¢V hmm, ¢L L¡j¡m, E¢e ¢L ®a¡j¡l hs
®h¡e e¡¢L? ®R¡Vc¡ h¡¢s¢V−a ®hn üµR−¾c f¡uQ¡¢l Ll−a Ll−a hm−me, ¢L ®k hm,
J Bj¡l BV hR−ll ®R¡Vz −R¡Vc¡ N£a¡l p−‰ ®k p§−l Bl Yw−u Lb¡ h−me, e£e¡l
p−‰J HLClLj L−l h−mez e£e¡l ¢Qh¤L a¤−m d−l h−me, h¡q c¡l¦Z m¡Na¡−R
®a¡! Bj¡l ¢e−Sl ®Q¡M L¡e ¢LR¤−L ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡, ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡ ®k Bj¡l p¡j−el
j¡e¤o¢V ¯Ù»Z ¢q−p−h e¡j L¡¢j−u−Rez Q¡ V¡ ¢LR¤ M¡h¡? e£e¡ ¢S−‘p L−lz ®R¡Vc¡
h−m J−We, e¡ e¡ ¢LR¤ M¡h e¡z ®a¡j¡−l ®cM−a Bpm¡j p¤¾cl£z ®cCM¡ je S¤s¡Cmz
HMe k¡Cz ®R¡Vc¡l ®W¡y−V A¢hLm HLC q¡¢p N£a¡l p−‰ ®fÐj Ll¡l pju ®k q¡¢p¢V
ay¡l ®W¡y−V ®n¡i¡ ®faz e£e¡ e¡ e¡ L−l J−W, ¢L hm, ®h¡e−l ¢eu¡ BpR ¢LR¤ M¡Jz
l¡æ¡O−ll ¢c−L ®k−a ¢e−m ®R¡Vc¡ q¡a d−l ®V−e ¢e−u B−pe e£e¡−L, fСu h¤−Ll
L¡−R ®m−ÃV b¡−L −R¡Vc¡l p¤¾cl£¢Vz k¡J LC? ¢LµR¤ M¡−h¡ e¡, LMe ®a¡j¡l S¡j¡C
BCp¡ fsh, BS−L k¡CN¡, B−lL¢ce Bph ®ez h−m p¤¾cl£l N¡−m BP¤−ml
Bm−a¡ Bcl ®l−M ®R¡Vc¡ ®h−l¡ez ¢S−‘p L¢l ®R¡Vc¡−L, ®L HC ®j−u?
N¡¢uL¡ ¢fm¤ jja¡−Sl ®R¡V ®h¡ez
a¡ ®a¡j¡l p¡−b f¢lQu ®Lj−e?
gÓ¡C−V f¢lQuz fСuC ¢h−cn k¡uz
Jz
−j−uV¡ M¤h i¡mz Bj¡−L ¢LR¤ N¡−qL ¢c−Rz d¡¾c¡l ¢S¢ep ®h¢Qz
¢hj¡−el œ²¤l¡ ®c−n ¢h¢œ² Ll¡l SeÉ ¢h−cn ®b−L ¢L−e Be¡ a¡−cl
¢S¢epfœ−L h−m d¡¾c¡l ¢S¢epz J…−m¡ ¢e−Sl hÉhq¡−ll h−m L¡ØVj f¡l L−l
m¡−i ¢h¢œ² L−le j¡e¤−ol L¡−Rz ¢e¢cÑø ¢LR¤ ®m¡L ®L−ez H…m¡ Ll ®Le? ®R¡Vc¡−L
¢S−‘p L−l¢Rm¡jz B−l d¡¾c¡C a Bpmz d¡¾c¡−aC ®a¡ fup¡z −hae Bl La
f¡C! −R¡Vc¡ ®W¡yV JÒV¡ez
®n¡e, N£a¡l L¡−R ¢L¿º ®L¡eJ¢ce LCp e¡ HC ®j−ul Lb¡z
®Le, ¢L qCh LC−m?
Ef¡u e¡Cz B¢j ®L¡eJ ®j−ul p¡−b Lb¡ LC−m N£a¡ ®L¡eJ¢ce pqÉ L−l
e¡Cz phÑe¡n qCu¡ k¡−h S¡e−mz
®R¡Vc¡ ®p ¢ceC Q−m k¡e Y¡L¡uz ay¡l juje¢pw−q Bp¡l BlJ HL¢V E−ŸnÉ
¢Rm N£a¡−cl ¢fuef¡s¡l h¡¢s−a V¡L¡ ¢c−u k¡Ju¡z JM¡−e i¡P¡ ¢V−el Ol ®i−P
¢c−u HMe c¡m¡e −a¡m¡ q−µRz
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 h¡h¡ B−Nl ja fÐa¡f ¢e−uC B−Rez hsc¡c¡ j¡l¡ k¡Ju¡l fl hsc¡c¡l e¡−j
ka S¢j h¡h¡ ¢L−e¢R−me, ¢e−Sl Hhw i¡C−cl e¡−j pj¡e i¡N L−l ®c−he E−ŸnÉ
¢e−u kMe NË¡−j ¢N−u−Re, ay¡l p¤−k¡NÉ ï¡a¡ ¢lu¡SE¢Ÿe ay¡l p¤−k¡NÉ f¤œ
¢pl¡SE¢Ÿe−L p‰£ L−l h¡h¡l j¡b¡ j¤¢m h¡y−nl BO¡−a dl¡a−m ®g−m ®gl k¢c
NË¡jj¤−M¡ qe a−h S£he ¢e−u Bl ¢gl−a q−h e¡ ýj¢L ¢c−u nq−ll Bfc−L nq−l
¢h−cu L−lez h¡h¡ h¡¢s ¢g−l p¡a¢ce ka e¡ nl£−ll a¡l ®Q−u ®h¢n j−el Ap¤−M
i¤N−a b¡−Lez p¡l¡ S£he B¢j H ¢L Llm¡j q¡u q¡u L−le, j¡ f¡−n h−p j¡b¡u
q¡a h¤¢m−u ¢c−a ¢c−a h−me, J−cl i¡ml SeÉC ®a¡ Ll−Re, HMe Bl fÙ¹¡Cu¡ ¢L
qCh! nl£l p¡−l h¡h¡l, j−el q¡q¡lhJ c§l quz S¢jl ®en¡ d¡y L−l R¤−V H−p
Bh¡l ay¡−L L¡j−s d−lz e¡¢el h¡¢sl f¡−n LsCam¡, a¡l p¡j−e ¢hn¡m ®M¡m¡
j¡W, ®R¡V−hm¡u ®k j¡−W Bjl¡ ®N¡õ¡R¤V X¡w…¢m ®Q¡l ®Q¡l ¢œ²−LV CaÉ¡¢c l¡¢SÉl
®Mm¡ ®Mma¡j, ®k f¤L¤−l f¡ X¤¢h−u h−p b¡La¡j, h¢Ù¹l −j−ul¡ ®N¡pm Lla L¡fs
d¤−a¡, j¡−Wl ¢Le¡−l −hs¡l ka Ol ¢Rm ph ¢L−e ¢e−u ®i−P Q¤−l h¤−S p¡g L−l
fy¢Qn¢V h¡¢s h¡¢e−u i¡s¡ ¢c−u−Re h¡h¡z ®cu¡m a¤−m ¢c−u−Re lSh Bm£ L−m¡¢el
Q¡l¢c−Lz ®cu¡m a¤m−a ¢N−u e¡¢el h¡¢s ®b−L −h−l¡h¡l l¡Ù¹¡ −N−R hå q−uz e¡¢e
Ae¤−k¡N L−lez ¢L ®N¡ ®e¡j¡−el h¡f, l¡Ù¹¡ ®k hå LCl¡ ¢cm¡Ce! h¡h¡ e¡¢e−L
°L¢gua −ce e¡z ®Lhm BL¤u¡u S¢j ¢L−e ay¡l Bn ®j−V e¡z AhL¡−nl −cu¡m
®Oyo¡ h¡¢sl j¡¢mL fÐg¤õ i–¡Q¡kÑ j−l k¡Ju¡l fl −k¢ce V¤f L−l a¡yl hE¢VJ j−l
®N−me, HL¢VC ®j−u −h¡−ð b¡−L, ®p ®j−u j¡−ul pvL¡l Ll−a B−p¢e, Ol h¡¢s
¢S¢epfœ S¡uN¡S¢jl c¡¢uaÅ ¢e−aJ e¡, h¡h¡ a−‚ a−‚ lC−me fÐg¤õl S¢j¢V
pÙ¹¡u L¡lJ L¡R ®b−L ¢Le−a f¡−le ¢L e¡z h¡h¡l a−‚ a−‚l j¡b¡u Q¡¢V ®j−l
HL¢ce f¢ljm p¡q¡ fÐg¤õl h¡¢s−a h¡p öl¦ Ll−mez fÐg¤õl Ešl¡¢dL¡¢l S¢j
¢e−a B−p¢e, Ae¡aÈ£u fТa−h¢n f¢ljm p¡q¡ fÐg¤õl S¡uN¡ cMm L−l ¢e−u,
h¡h¡l h¡Eä¡¢l Ju¡−ml N¡−u N¡ m¡¢N−u ea¤e Ol ®a¡m¡l ØfdÑ¡ ®c¢M−u−Rz −Le
a¤m−h Ol, h¡h¡ f¢lj−ml ¢hl¦−Ü j¡jm¡ W¤−L ¢c−mez j¡ h−me, H ®a¡ Bl Hje
e¡ ®k Bf−el S¡uN¡l Ef−l Ol a¤m−R, Bf−el ®L¡eJ r¢a Ll−R! M¡j¡L¡
j¡e¤−ol ¢hl¦−Ü m¡−Ne ®Le! h¡h¡l LVjV L−l a¡L¡−e¡ ®Q¡−Ml ¢c−L ¢aš²a¡ R¤y−s
®ce,®R¡V−m¡−Ll fup¡ qC−m j¡e¤o−l Bl j¡e¤o ‘¡e L−l e¡z j¡ ¢WL h−me¢e,
h¡h¡ ¢L¿º ¢LR¤ j¡e¤o−L ¢e−Sl i¡C−ul ®R−m−cl ®mM¡fs¡ L¢l−u j¡e¤o L−l−Rez
®j−u−cl ¢h−u ¢c−u−Rez ®j−u S¡j¡C−cl Q¡L¢l ®k¡N¡s L−l ¢c−u−Rez
Bj¡eEc−c±m¡ NglN¡yJH Q¡L¢l Ll−a ¢N−u ¢h−u L−l¢R−me, NglN¡yJ ®b−L
®eœ−L¡e¡ hc¢m q−u JM¡−eJ B−lL¢V ¢h−u L−l−Rez i¡C−cl HL¡¢dL ¢h−u−a
h¡h¡l ®L¡eJ Bf¢š ®eCz −eœ−L¡e¡ ®b−L juje¢pw−q H−m ®Qð¡−l ¢N−u h¡h¡l
p−‰ ®cM¡ Ll−a B−pe Bj¡eEc−c±m¡, Q¡L¢l h¡L¢l ®Lje Qm−R, V¡L¡ fup¡
®Lje ®l¡SN¡l q−µR Hph ¢ho−u ¢S−‘p L−le h¡h¡, LMeJ ay¡l ¢h−u ¢e−u fÐnÀ
L−le e¡z Bj¡eEc−c±m¡l ®R−m−j−u−cl ¢a¢e −mM¡fs¡ Ll¡l pjÙ¹ MlQ ¢c−µRez
fТa j¡−pC Bj¡eEc−c±m¡l hs hE H−p ®R−m−j−ul CnL¤m L−m−Sl ®hae,
j¡ØV¡l−cl ®hae, hC M¡a¡ ®Le¡l V¡L¡, h¡¢si¡s¡ Hje¢L M¡Ju¡l c¡Ju¡l SeÉ
®j¡V¡ Aw−Ll V¡L¡ ¢e−u k¡e h¡h¡l L¡R ®b−Lz hwn fТaf¡m−e h¡h¡l ®L¡eJ e¡
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®eCz q¡¢pe¡−L ¢hHXHjHX f¡n L¢l−u CnL¤−ml ¢n¢rL¡ h¡e¡−e¡l SeÉ h¡h¡l
A¢a-B−hN ®c−M j¡ HL¢ce h−m¢R−me, −R−ml hEHl m¡CN¡ Ha ®k Lla¡−Re,
Cu¡p¢j−el L−m−S k¡Ju¡l ¢l„¡i¡s¡X¡J ®a¡ ¢WL ja ®ce e¡! j¡e¤o ®a¡ ¢e−Sl
®j−ul SeÉ L−l, −j−u h¡c ¢cu¡ ®R−ml hE−l mCu¡ fs−Re ®Le?
h¡h¡ dj−L b¡j¡e j¡−L, −R−ml hE ®mq¡fs¡ ¢nCM¡ e¡j Ll−m L¡l m¡i? CnL¤m
L−m−Sl j¡ØV¡l qC−m L¡l m¡i? j¡Ce−o ¢L LCh q¡¢pe¡ jja¡S Aj¤L CnL¤m h¡
Aj¤L L−m−S j¡ØV¡¢l L−l? LCh X¡š²¡l lSh Bm£l ®R−ml hE j¡ØV¡¢l L−lz
−R−ml hE BC−R Bj¡l hw−n, ®j−u a k¡Ch N¡ f−ll hw−nz j¡l Nm¡u ¢d‚¡−ll
p¤l J−W, hwn hwn hwnz hwn d¤Cu¡ f¡¢e M¡Ch¡Ce? Bf−el ®j−ul Bf−el fТa
®k clc, ®pC clc ¢L ®R−ml hEHl L¡R ®bCL¡ f¡Ch¡Ce? ¢e−Sl e¡−jl Lb¡ Ha
i¡−he, ¢e−Sl hE−l ®k ¢LR¤ ®ce e¡, HC ph k¢c j¡e¤−o S¡−e, Bf−el e¡j LC
k¡Ch?
j¡l fÉ¡yQ¡m −n¡e¡l SeÉ h¡h¡ A−fr¡ L−le e¡z ¢a¢e ®Qð¡−l Q−m k¡e ®l¡N£
®cM−az ay¡l A−eL ®l¡N£z Bm¡c¡ ®Qð¡l Ll¡l fl ®b−L ¢LR¤ ¢LR¤ h¡yd¡ ®j−u-®l¡N£
¢e−u ®Qð¡−ll clS¡ hå Ll−a öl¦ L−l−Rez j¡ HL¢ce h¡h¡l fR−¾cl N¡S−ll
q¡m¤u¡ h¡¢e−u h¡¢V−a L−l ¢e−u ¢N−u¢R−me ®Qð¡−l, h¡h¡ ®ke −l¡¢N ®cM¡l g¡y−L
q¡m¤u¡V¤L¤ M¡ez −Qð¡−ll hå clS¡u ®V¡L¡ ¢c−u−Re A−eLrZz ®V¡L¡l fl ®V¡L¡z
clS¡ ®ial ®b−L håz h¡h¡ kMe ®V¡L¡l SÅ¡m¡u SÅm−a SÅm−a clS¡ M¤−m−Re,
fÉ¡−¾Vl ®h¡a¡jJ aMeJ ®M¡m¡C ¢Rm a¡yl, m¡N¡−a i¤−m ¢N−u¢R−mez Ju¡L b¤ h−m
®h¢l−u H−p−Re j¡z j¡l Ju¡L b¤−a h¡h¡l ¢LR¤ k¡u B−p e¡z ¢a¢e h¡S¡l e¡
f¡W¡−m h¡¢s−a ph¡C−L E−f¡p b¡L−a q−h, ¢a¢e h¡¢s ®b−L ®hl L−l ¢c−m
ph¡C−L l¡Ù¹¡u f−s b¡L−a q−hz ay¡l n¢š²l Lb¡ Aü£L¡l Ll¡l −L¡eJ Ef¡u
®eCz j¡ fСuC h−me, −j¢VÊLV¡ f¡n Ll−m HLV¡ Q¡L¢l Ll−a f¡la¡jz Q¡L¢l
Ll−m L−hC ®k f¡la¡j HC h¡¢s ®bCL¡ QCm¡ k¡C−a! ®L¡eJ HL¢V Q¡L¢l Ll−a
f¡l−mC j¡ i¡−he, j¡l Bl f−l¡u¡ Ll−a q−a¡ e¡ h¡h¡−Lz
j¡ SÅ−l p¡d¡lZa L¡al qe e¡, SÅl ¢e−uC pwp¡l djÑ f¡me L−le, ¢L¿º SÅl
j¡−L HL¢ce HjeC L¡h¤ Llm ¢a¢e ¢hR¡e¡ ®b−L JW¡l n¢š² q¡l¡−mez j¡l SeÉ
i¡m ®L¡Çf¡¢el Hj¢„¢p¢me f¡W¡−a h−m¢R c¡c¡−Lz HMe h¡¢sl L¡lJ ®R¡VM¡V
Ap¤M ¢hp¤−M B¢jC ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Ll¡l E−cÉ¡N ¢eCz BS ¢c¢µR L¡m ¢c¢µR h−m c¡c¡
¢ae¢ce fl cn¢V LÉ¡fp¤m H−e j¡−L ®ce ®M−az j¡ O¢s ®c−M BV O¾V¡ fl fl
Jo¤d M¡−µRez p¡a¢ce flJ SÅl p¡l−R e¡ j¡l, SÅl ¢e−u Ec¡p a¡¢L−u¢R−me
S¡e¡m¡uz Lf¡−m q¡a ¢c−u ®c¢M N¡ f¤−s k¡−µRz Lf¡−m l¡M¡ Bj¡l q¡a¢V ¢e−Sl
q¡−a ¢e−u j¡ hm−me, L¡−R h−p¡ j¡, ®a¡j¡−l HLV¡ −N¡fe Lb¡ h¢mz j¡ LMeJ
®L¡eJ ®N¡fe Lb¡ hm¡l SeÉ Ha −L¡jm L−˜ Bj¡−L f¡−n hp−a h−me e¡z
®N¡fe Lb¡ ®a¡ j¡l B−RC HL¢V, h¡h¡l p−‰ l¡¢Su¡ ®hN−jl pÇfLÑ p¢aÉL¡l ¢L,
a¡ ea¤e L−l B¢h×L¡l L−l −n¡e¡−e¡z −N¡fe Lb¡ ®n¡e¡l SeÉ Bj¡l ®ia−l
®L¡eJ −L±a§q−ml Aˆ¤−l¡cNj qu e¡z ¢eØfªq cª¢ø¢V O¤l−a b¡−L j¡l j¤−M, h¡¢m−n,
Q¡c−l, S¡e¡m¡u, l¢Pe L¡−Qz j¡ M¤h d£−l d£−l h−me, ®a¡j¡l h¡h¡l AaÉ¡Q¡−l
HL¢ce i¡hm¡j B¢j k¡CN¡ HC h¡¢s ®bCL¡z p¢aÉC p¢aÉC i¡hm¡jz ¢L¿º LC
k¡C, L¡l L¡−R k¡C! k¡C LC−mC ®a¡ k¡Ju¡ k¡u e¡z HC ®k j¡−T j¡−T l¡N LCl¡
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 LC S‰−m QCm¡ k¡−h¡, S‰−m ¢L Bl p¢aÉ p¢aÉ QCm¡ k¡Ju¡ k¡u! k¡u e¡z j¡
b¡−je, S¡e¡m¡l Jf¡−l h¤−L −jO Sj¡ BL¡n¢Vl e£m e£m L−øl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u
h−me, ®R¡V−hm¡u Bj¡l HL j¡ØV¡l ¢Rm, h¡p¡u BCp¡ Bl¢h fs¡Caz j¡ØV¡lV¡
Bj¡−l M¤h fR¾c Llaz L−uL hRl B−N a¡l −M¡yS ¢e¢Rm¡j LC B−R ®p, ¢L
AhÙÛ¡z öem¡j −p ¢hu¡ Ll¢Rm, hEV¡ jCl¡ ®N−Rz ®pC j¡ØV¡l−l HLV¡ ¢Q¢W
¢mMm¡j HL¢cez ®p¡S¡p¤¢SC ¢SN¡p Llm¡j , Bj¡−L ¢hu¡ Ll−a −p l¡¢S B−R
¢L e¡z M¤h Evp¡q ¢eu¡ ®p Bpm Bj¡l p¡−b ®cM¡ Ll−az f¡−LÑ ¢Nu¡ ®cM¡
Llm¡jz S¡−e ®k Bj¡l ¢hu¡ qC−R HL X¡š²¡−ll p¡−bz X¡š²¡−ll ¢hl¡V e¡jz hs
h¡¢sz Bj¡−l fÐbj Lb¡ ¢SN¡Cm, ®a¡j¡l S¢j Sj¡ ¢Llj B−R? S¢jSj¡? B¢j a
Ah¡Lz S¢jl Lb¡ ¢SN¡p L−l ®Le? B¢j k¡ paÉ a¡C LCm¡jz LCm¡j Bj¡l
®L¡−e¡ S¢jSj¡ e¡C, V¡L¡ fup¡ e¡Cz öCe¡ −p Bl Evp¡q ®cM¡Cm e¡z
a¡l j¡−e ®a¡j¡l S¢jSj¡ b¡L−m ®a¡j¡−l ¢hu¡ Lla!
qz
a¤¢j j¤¢¾p ®hX¡−l ¢hu¡ Ll−a Q¡C¢Rm¡? e¡L ¢pyV−L h¢mz
−a¡j¡l h¡−fl nua¡¢e Bl −cM−a CµR¡ L−l e¡z a¡C l¡N LCl¡ JC ®m¡L−l
X¡L¢Rm¡jz ®a¡j¡l h¡f−l ®cM¡Cu¡ ¢c−a Q¡C¢Rm¡j, B¢jJ QCm¡ k¡C−a f¡¢lz
f¡lm¡j e¡z
a¤¢j ®N−m N¡ Bj¡−cl ¢L qCh ¢Q¿¹¡ LlR?
®a¡j¡−cl Lb¡ i¡Ch¡C a ®L¡b¡J k¡Ju¡l ¢Q¿¹¡ LCl¡J f¡¢l e¡z ®a¡jl¡ hs
qCu¡ ®NRz a¡lflJ k¡C−a f¡¢l e¡z ®a¡jl¡ Ol pwp¡l Llh¡, ®R−m−j−u q−hz j¡
®N−R N¡ B−lL ®hX¡l p¡−b HCX¡ ®a¡ ®R−m−j−ul SeÉ Lmˆz h¡−f p¡a ®h¢X
¢eu¡ b¡L−mJ ®L¡eJ Lmˆ qu e¡z
j¡l j¢me j¤M¢Vl ¢c−L a¡¢L−u b¡¢Lz c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m j¡ h−me, BaÈqaÉ¡ Ll−m
…e¡q qu hCm¡ BCSJ L¢l e¡Cz …e¡q e¡ qC−m L−hC Lla¡j!
j¡l j¢me j¤M ®b−L ®Q¡M p¢l−u ¢c¢n Hj¢„¢p¢m−el j¢me ¢ØVÌf¢V e¡s−a
e¡s−a ®Q¡M Q−m k¡u Jo¤−dl e¡−j, Jo¤d °a¢ll a¡¢l®M, Jo¤d h¡¢am qJu¡l
a¡¢l−Mz h¡¢a−ml a¡¢lM ¢ae hRl p¡a j¡p B−Nlz c¡c¡ ¢L C−µR L−lC j¡−L HC
h¡¢am Jo¤d ¢c−u−Re? Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p qu e¡ C−µR L−l ¢c−u−Rez j¡−L h¢m e¡ ®k
HC Jo¤d Jo¤d ¢q−p−h A−eL B−NC h¡¢am q−u ®N−R, H ¢c−u SÅl p¡l−h e¡z j¡−L
h¢m e¡ ¢L¿º c¡c¡−L ¢N−u h¢m, ®XV H„f¡u¡lX qCu¡ ®N−R Jo¤−dl! ®i−h¢Rm¡j
¢a¢e hm−he ®k ¢a¢e ®c−Me¢e h¡¢a−ml a¡¢lM, Hr¤¢e a¡¢lM f¡l qu¢e Hje Jo¤d
f¡¢W−u ¢c−µRez ¢L¿º ay¡l ¢e¢mÑç j¤M Hhw ®p j¤−M H„f¡C¢l ®XV f¡l qC−m ¢LµR¤
qu e¡, Jo¤d ¢WL B−R, h¡LÉ¢V ö−e B¢j A−eLrZ h¡Ln§eÉ c¡y¢s−u b¡¢Lz HL¢V ý
ý q¡Ju¡ H−p Bj¡l Jfl BR−s f−sz BL¡−nl e£m e£m Lø…−m¡ hª¢ø q−u
T−l Bj¡−L ®iS¡−a b¡−L, i¡¢h, −iS¡ N¡ j¤−R j¡l h¡¢m−nl f¡n ®b−L eø
Jo¤d¢V ¢e−u ®N¡f−e ®g−m −ch, ea¤e Jo¤d ¢L−e j¡l h¡¢m−nl L¡−R ¢WL B−Nl
Jo¤−dl jaC ®N¡f−e ®l−M ®chz j¡ p¤ÙÛ q−u EW−he, ®L¡eJ¢ce S¡e−he e¡ ay¡l
−SÉù f¤œ¢V ay¡−L WL¡−a ®Q−u¢R−mez j¡l S£he¢Vl Lb¡ i¡h¡l Ahpl Bj¡l
LMeJ qu¢ez i¡m R¡œ£ qJu¡l flJ j¡−L ®S¡l L−l ¢h−u ®cJu¡ q−u−R j¡l kMe
cn ¢L HN¡−l¡ hRl hupz ü¡j£ −pC ¢h−ul fl ®b−L AeÉ j¢qm¡−cl p−‰ pÇfLÑ
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L−l k¡−µRez Q¡l−V ®R−m−j−ul Jfl ilp¡ L−l pwp¡−ll O¡¢e −V−e ®N−Re j¡z
c¤−V¡ ®R−m ¢h−u L−l fl q−u ®N−Rz ¢e−Sl e¡¢a−L m¡me f¡me Ll−Re, Hl
¢h¢ej−u hR−l c¤−V¡ n¡¢s f¡ez h¡µQ¡ l¡M¡l SeÉ c¡¢p ¢ek¤š² Ll¡ q−mJ n¡¢s ®cJu¡
quz j¡ −L¡eJ hÉ¢aœ²j eez j¡l Bp−m Ai¡−h ®b−L A−iÉp q−u ®N−Rz ®L¡eJ
n¡¢s Nue¡l fÐ−u¡Se ®eC j¡lz ®L¡eJ ®am p¡h¡−el fÐ−u¡Se ®eCz ¢Xj c¤d
Lm¡lJ fÐ−u¡Se ®eCz j¡l fÐ−u¡Se p¡j¡eÉ HLV¤ i¡mh¡p¡z ®p¢V ®f−a Q¡aL
f¡¢Ml ja h−p b¡−Lez j¡l ®Q¡−Ml S−m mLmL L−l hs q−µR HL¢V fcÈg¤mz ¢ce
HL¢ce ¢eÕQuC Bp−h, ®L¡eJ −j−u j¢qm¡ ®k¢ce Bl ¢is−h e¡, aMe ¢eÕQuC
¢ÙÛl q−he h¡h¡z o¡V pšl f¡l q−m, B¢n, eîC hR−l H−p qua ¢a¢e j¡l ¢c−L
¢gl−hez ¢L¿º j¡, j−e j−e h¢m, S£he g¤¢l−u ®N−m i¡mh¡p¡l j¡e¤o−L ¢e−Sl L−l
®f−u ¢L m¡i? J ¢L Bl i¡m−h−p −gl¡! J ¢ea¡¿¹C ph q¡¢l−u ph g¤¢l−u ®Lhm
h¡Lm V¤L¤ ¢e−u Bl ¢LR¤ Ll¡l ®eC h−m ®gl¡z
j¡−L h¢m e¡¢NÑ−pl Jfl N£a¡l ALbÉ ¢ekÑ¡a−el L¡¢qe£¢Vz ö−e ®L¡eJ j¿¹hÉ
L−le e¡ ¢a¢ez j¡l °exnë Bj¡−L d£−l d£−l j¡l f¡n ®b−L E¢W−u AeÉ O−l ¢e−a
b¡−Lz ®fRe ®b−L ¢a¢e h−me, L¡j¡m ¢L HLm¡ BC¢Rm ®p¢ce? e¡¢L N£a¡−l Jl
h¡−fl h¡¢sa l¡CM¡ p¤q©c−l ®cM−a BC¢Rm?
S¡¢e e¡z ®Mu¡¢m Ešl Bj¡lz
e¡¢NÑp−l h¡p¡u HLm¡ l¡CM¡ Bp¡ E¢Qa qu e¡Cz
j¿¹hÉ¢V Bj¡−L b¡j¡uz ®Le E¢Qa qu¢e ¢S−‘p L¢lz j¡ h−me, V¤m¤V¡ i¡m e¡z
B¢j p¤q©c−l ¢eu¡ Lu¢ce ¢Rm¡j e¡ L¡j¡−ml h¡p¡u? V¤m¤ a l¡C−a ¢Nu¡ e¡¢NÑp−l
dl¢Rmz N£a¡−l A−eL LC¢R e¡¢NÑp−l Bj¡l p¡−b ¢cu¡ ®cJz ¢cm e¡z
j¡l H Lb¡ ®n¡e¡l fl B¢j ®h¢l−u HL¢V ¢l„¡ ¢e−u Lªøf¤l e¡¢NÑp−cl h¡¢s
¢N−u a¡l j¡−L h¢m ®ke Y¡L¡ ®b−L a¡l ®j−u−L ¢e−u B−p, ®c¢l e¡ L−lz ®p
a¡l −j−u−L ¢e−u Bp−a fÐÙ¹¤a ¢L¿º N¡¢si¡s¡ ®eCz −L¡eJ¢ce Y¡L¡u k¡u¢e e¡
e¡¢NÑ−pl h¡h¡, e¡ j¡z Lb¡ ¢cC L¡m B¢j V¡L¡ ¢e−u Bphz V¡L¡ q−m h¡−p Q−s h¡
®VÊ−e Q−s ®ke Q−m k¡u, −c¢l e¡ L−lz ¢WL¡e¡ ¢m−M ®chz Y¡L¡u ®e−j ®L¡eJ
¢l„¡Am¡−L hm−m H−Lh¡−l eu¡fÒV−e h¡¢sl p¡j−e b¡j¡−hz ®gl¡l f−b ®Q¡−MÉ
i¡p¡−a b¡¢L V¡L¡ ®k¡N¡s Ll¡l Ef¡u ¢L ¢L B−R p¡j−ez i¡he¡l S¡−m ¢Ym
−R¡y−s Qsf¡s¡ ®j¡−sl HL¢V SVm¡z SVm¡l j¤M…−m¡ ®Qe¡z −no h−oÑ BV−L b¡L¡
p¡a BVSe f¤−l¡−e¡ pqf¡W£ c¡y¢s−uz E¢àNÀ j¤M ph¡lz ¢l„¡ b¡¢j−u ¢L q−u−R,
lÉ¡N−Xl Evph j−e q−µR! hm−aC l¢an ®che¡b hmm, ¢lSJu¡e j¡l¡ ®N−Rz
Bj¡−cl ¢lSJu¡e?
qÉ¡y Bj¡−cl ¢lSJu¡ez
j¡l¡ ®N−R j¡−e?
−f¢b¢Xe ¢eaz −h¢n ®en¡ Ll−a ¢Nu¡ j¡pm ¢lm¡−„¾V ¢e¢Rmz Qlf¡s¡
®q¡−V−ml HLV¡ l¦j i¡s¡ ¢eu¡ b¡Laz pL¡−m ®q¡−V−ml j¡¢mL clS¡ i¡C‰¡ O−l
Y¤CM¡ ®c−M HC AhÙÛ¡z ¢p¢l” Bl HÇf¢V i¡u¡m fCl¡ lC−Rz ®h¡−T e¡C ®k
B¢VÑ¢g¢pu¡m ®lp¢f−ln¡e e¡ b¡L−m j¡pm fÉ¡l¡m¡C¢pp qCu¡ m¡wNp L¡S Ll−h
e¡z B−l X¡u¡é¡j k¢c j¤i e¡ L−l, m¡wN−pl g¡wn¡e −a¡ q−h e¡!
−hQ¡l¡z
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qW¡v jªa¤É H−p hmm, Qmz pju hÉu e¡ L−l h¡¢sl ¢c−L k¡Cz ®LE p¤−M j−l, ®LE
c¤x−M j−lz p¤−M k¡l¡ j−l, a¡−clC i¡mz S£h−el ®L¡eJ k¿»Z¡C a¡−cl f¡Ju¡
qu¢ez ¢lSJu¡−el qua ®L¡eJ k¿»Z¡ f¡Ju¡ qa e¡z X¡š²¡l q−u−R, a¡l Jfl
Bh¡l f¤l¦o j¡e¤oz ®LE a¡−L WL¡h¡l ¢Rm e¡z ®LE a¡−L doÑZ Llh¡lJ ¢Rm e¡z
¢lSJu¡−el h¡h¡l A−Ym V¡L¡, h¡h¡ ¢eÕQuC f¤−œl p¤−Ml SeÉ V¡L¡ hÉu Ll−aJ
−L¡eJlLj ¢àd¡ Ll−ae e¡z h¡¢s ¢g−l B¢j V¡L¡l Lb¡ i¡¢h Bh¡lz j¡l L¡−R
V¡L¡ ®eCz h¡h¡l L¡−R Q¡Ju¡l fÐnÀ B−p e¡z ¢a¢e Bj¡−L f¡l−m h¡¢s ®b−L O¡s
d−l −hl L−l ®cez c¡c¡ ®a¡ hc−m ®N−Re, ¢a¢e Bj¡l q¡a f¡a¡l ¢c−L hs ®S¡l
b¤a¤ ¢R−V¡−a f¡−lez Cu¡p¢je−L Lb¡ ¢c−u ®k Q¡L¢ll fÐbj ®ha−el V¡L¡ −f−m
J−L B¢j ea¤e HL¢V q¡l−j¡¢eu¡j ¢L−e ®ch, Jl q¡l−j¡¢eu¡j¢V ¢e−u k¡C
®R¡Vh¡S¡−l p¤l al‰ ®c¡L¡e¢V−a, ®k ®c¡L¡e ®b−L H¢V ¢L−e ¢Rm¡jz f¡yQn V¡L¡u
¢Le¢R, ®hQ−m La ¢c−he? p¤l al−‰ M¡−V¡ d¤¢a fl¡ ®N¡m −é−jl Qnj¡ ®Q¡−Ml
h¤−s¡¢V hm−me, ®csn ¢c−a f¡¢lz cl¡c¢l L−l ¢aen V¡L¡ f¡Ju¡ ®Nmz ®pC V¡L¡
¢e−u L¡−ml SeÉ ®c¢l L¢l¢e B¢jz ®p¢ceC Lªøf¤l ¢N−u e¡¢NÑ−pl j¡l q¡−a V¡L¡
L¢V ¢c−u B¢pz h¡lh¡l L−l h−m B¢p ®ke L¡m ®i¡−lC Q−m k¡u a¡l¡ Y¡L¡u,
®c¢l e¡ L−lz ¢WL¡e¡ ¢m−M ¢c−u B¢p L¡N−Sz h¡¢s ¢g−l H−m j¡ ¢S−‘p L−le,
q¡l−j¡¢eu¡j LC bCu¡ BCRp?
B¢j ®L¡eJ Ešl ¢cC e¡z

l¦âl ¢Q¢W f¡Ju¡l fl Y¡L¡ R¤¢Vz pL¡−m C¢¾cl¡ ®l¡−Xl h¡¢s−a ®f±y−R −c¢M −p
O−l ®eCz O−l a¡l OË¡Z B−R, ®p ®eCz HLV¤ B−NC e¡¢L ®h¢l−u−Rz p¡l¡¢ce
A−fr¡u h−p b¡¢Lz l¦â ®g−l e¡z l¡a quz ®g−l e¡z A−fr¡u l¡a ®S−N b¡¢L,
k¢c Ni£l l¡¢š−l q−mJ ®g−l,k¢c ®no l¡−al ¢c−LJ ®g−lz ®L¡b¡J qua B—¡u
h−p ®N−R, ®L¡b¡J qua l¡Se£¢a ¢e−u, p¡¢qaÉ ¢e−u a¤j¤m S−j E−W−Rz c£OÑ ¢ce
fl Y¡L¡u H−p Y¡L¡l B—¡ ®b−L ¢e−S−L a¤−m Be¡ L¢We, H h¤¢T B¢jz ®i¡−ll
B−m¡ Bj¡l N¡ ØfnÑ L−lz ®Q¡MQ¤m¢Qh¤L ØfnÑ L−lz h¤L ®b−L ¢LlZ R¢s−u k¡u
h¡¢L nl£−lz l¦âl ØfnÑ ®eCz HL¡ ¢hR¡e¡u a¡l j¡b¡l h¡¢mn¢V−L h¤−L ®Q−f ö−u
b¡¢Lz pL¡m Q−m k¡uz l¦â B−p c¤f¤l−hm¡z O−l Y¤−LC Bj¡−L ®c−M HLV¤ QjL¡u
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LMe H−m?
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L¡m?
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qÉ¡y, ®M−u¢Rz
a¡q−m h−p¡ a¤¢jz B¢j ®M−u B¢pz
l¦â M¡h¡l ®V¢h−ml ¢c−L Q−m k¡uz B¢j ¢hR¡e¡u ö−u i¡¢h, ®Le ®p hmm e¡
®L¡b¡u ¢Rm! ®Le öd¤ ¢Rm¡j n−ël Bs¡−m ®Y−L l¡Mm ®L¡b¡u ¢Rm! i¡he¡
Bj¡−L ®L¡b¡J ¢e−u ®fy±Ru e¡z Ha pju ¢e−u ®M−a l¦â−L Hl B−N B¢j
®c¢M¢ez a¡l ØfnÑ ®f−a Bj¡l nl£−ll fТa¢V LZ¡ E¾j¤M q−u B−Rz C−µR L−l
M¡h¡l ®V¢h−m a¡l f¡−nl ®Qu¡−l h−p ®c¢M ¢L L−l M¡−µR ®pz ¢eÕQuC L¡m l¡−a
M¡u¢ez a¡ e¡ q−m Bj¡−L HLV¤J ØfnÑ e¡ L−l −p ®Le Hje Q−m ®Nm ®M−a!
A¢ij¡e Bl Bnˆ¡ Bj¡−L S¡f−V d−l l¡−Mz l¦â ®M−u ¢gl−m f¡−n hp−a h¢mz
a¡l q¡aM¡¢e q¡−a ¢e−u h¢m, a¤¢j j−e qu H¢s−u k¡−µR¡ Bj¡−Lz
e¡qz H¢s−u k¡−h¡ ®Le?
−L¡b¡u ¢R−m L¡m l¡−a hm−m e¡ ®k!
hmm¡j ®a¡ ¢Rm¡j!
−L¡b¡u? −L¡eJ hå¤l h¡¢s?
e¡z
−L¡eJ B—¡u?
e¡z
a−h?
l¦â Q¤f L−l b¡−L, a¡l ®j±ea¡ œ²−j ApqÉ q−u Bj¡−L jjÑ¿ºc ®hce¡u j¿Ûl
L−lz nÄ¡p-Lø q−a b¡−Lz l¦â a¤¢j h−m ®g−m¡, h−m ®gm−m Bj¡l Lø k¡−hz ¢L¿º
®p ¢L k¡u! ®p ®a¡ BlJ h¡−sz l¦â h−m ®p e¡l¡uZ N” ¢Rmz e¡l¡uZ N” ®Le,
®L¡eJ hå¤ b¡−L JM¡−e? e¡z −Le ¢N−u−R¡ a−h? L¡l p−‰ ¢N−u−R¡? HL¡z L¡l
L¡−R? L¡lJ L¡−R euz ®L¡b¡u ¢R−m l¡−a? V¡eh¡S¡−lz l¦âl i¡o¡q£e c¤−V¡ ®Q¡M
Bj¡l ®Q¡−M f−s b¡−Lz q©c¢f−™l d¤Lf¤L në ö¢ez e¡l¡uZN−”l V¡eh¡S¡l
®c−nl ph−Q−u hs f¢aa¡mu, l¦â ¢L Bj¡−L hm−a Q¡u −p ®N−R V¡eh¡S¡l
f¢aa¡m−u l¡a L¡V¡−a! e¡ l¦â a¤¢j Bl k¡ ¢LR¤C hm, H Lb¡¢V −h¡−m¡ e¡z JM¡−e
p¡l¡l¡a a¤¢j ®L¡eJ Q¡−ul ®c¡L¡−e, j−cl ®c¡L¡−e Abh¡ l¡Ù¹¡u g¤Vf¡−a N¡−Rl
a−m p¡l¡l¡a ö−u¢R−m, HlLj ¢LR¤ hmz Bj¡l ®Q¡−M BL¤¢az ¢L¿º l¦â h−m,
V¡eh¡S¡−l −p l¡a L¡¢V−u−R HL f¢aa¡l O−lz Bj¡l ®Q¡−M BL¤ma¡, f¢aa¡ ®a¡
j¡e¤oC l¦â, ®a¡j¡l j¡−ul ja, ®h¡−el jaz hm ®k ®a¡j¡l ¢r−c ®f−u−R h−m
f¢aa¡¢V ®a¡j¡−L ®M−a ¢c−u−R, Ha O¤j f¡¢µRm −en¡ L−l ®k a¤¢j ®M−uC O¤¢j−u
fs−mz hm ®k p¡l¡l¡a ®h−O¡−l O¤¢j−u a¤¢j E−W H−p−R¡z hm ®k ØfnÑ Ll¢e AeÉ
L¡lJ nl£lz ®pC ®k Lb¡ ¢c−u¢R−m ØfnÑ Ll−h e¡, hm ®k a¤¢j −a¡j¡l Lb¡
®l−M−R¡z hm ®k ®Lhm H ®W¡y−VC a¤¢j ®Lhm Q¤j¤ M¡J, AeÉ ®W¡y−V euz hm AeÉ
®L¡eJ nl£−ll SeÉ a¤¢j aªo·¡aÑ qJ e¡z l¦â Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml i¡o¡ fs−a f¡−l e¡,
f¢aa¡l p−‰ a¡l ®k±epÇf−LÑl Lb¡ h−m z Bj¡l ¢c−L HL SNa AåL¡l R¤y−s
¢c−u h−m k¡uz B¢j Ù¹ì h−p b¡¢Lz nÄ¡−pl SeÉ ®L¡eJ q¡Ju¡ f¡C e¡z p¡S¡−e¡
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 Ol¢V ®c¢M, l¦â−L ®c¢M, Bj¡l pwp¡l ®c¢Mz ®i−P k¡Ju¡ ¢hnÄ¡p AÒf AÒf L−l
®S¡s¡ ¢c−u S£he öl¦ L−l¢Rm¡j Bh¡lz q¡u S£he! ®ke H pwp¡l eu, BÙ¹ HL¢V
nÈn¡ez nÈn¡e S¤−s jªa j¡e¤−ol ja ö−u b¡¢Lz B¢j f¤s¢R, f¤−s R¡C q¢µRz ¢L¿º
HL¢V n¢š² B¢j qW¡vC ASÑe L¢l ¢e−Sl ®ialz ®pC n¢š² Bj¡−L c¡E c¡E B…e
®b−L ®V−e pl¡u, Bj¡l A¢Ù¹−aÅl Ah¢nøV¤L¤ h¡yQ¡uz f¢aa¡l nl£l ®b−L Be¡
lpNå d¤−u ®gm¡ l¦â mð¡ q−u ö−u f−s ¢hR¡e¡uz c¤f¤−l −M−u M¡¢eLrZ O¤−j¡u
®p, H a¡l üi¡hz O¤¢j−u E−W ¢h−L−m h¡C−l ®h−l¡−hz l¡−a ®fV i−l jc M¡−hz
l¡−a q¡−al L¡−R B¢j b¡L−m Bj¡l nl£−l, a¡ e¡ q−m AeÉ ®k ®L¡eJ e¡l£-
nl£−l EfNa q−hz l¦âl fТa¢ceL¡l S£h−e ®L¡eJ HL ¢h¾c¤ H¢cL J¢cL q−h e¡z
HLl¢š e¡z Bj¡l SeÉ a¡l üi¡−hl HaV¤L¤ hcm q−h e¡z ¢e−S−L ¢d‚¡l ¢cCz
®pC g¤mnkÉ¡l l¡−aC ®a¡ a¡−L Bj¡l aÉ¡N Ll¡ E¢Qa ¢Rm, ¢L clL¡l ¢Rm
Ha…−m¡ hRl HC ®fÐj h−u ®hs¡−e¡! HLh¡l ®k j¡e¤o ¢hnÄ¡p i¡−P, ®p phpjuC
i¡−Pz i¡P¡C a¡l üi¡hz i¡P¡C a¡l ®en¡z
¢el¦š¡f L−ã ¢S−‘p L¢l, a¡m¡L ¢c−a q−m ¢L Ll−a qu?
i¡P¡ Nm¡u h−m l¦â, E¢L−ml L¡−R ®k−a qu, ¢L L¡lZ pÇfLÑ i¡P¡l, Hph
hm−a quz e¡e¡e T¡−jm¡z mr L¢l, B−Nl h¡−ll ja B¢j L¡yc¢R e¡z HL ®g¡yV¡
Sm ®eC ®Q¡−Mz Ù¹ìa¡l ®ial ®b−L HL¢V f¡b¤−l Lã, E¢L−ml h¡¢s ®L¡b¡u hm,
k¡h B¢j, BSCz ®Lhm B¢j ®Le, a¤¢jJ Qmz a¤¢j−a¡ ®hn i¡m L−lC S¡−e¡
Bj¡−cl HC pÇfLÑ¢Vl ®L¡eJ AbÑ ®eCz p¤al¡w H Bj¡l Bl l¡N L−l ®a¡j¡−L
aÉ¡N Ll¡ euz Qm c¤SeC L¡S¢V L¢lz pÇfLÑ¢V ¢Ræ L¢lz Bl ¢hnÄ¡p Ll, Bj¡l
H−Lh¡−lC j−e q−µR e¡ ®k a¤¢j AeÉ ®j−ul p−‰ ö−u−R¡ h−m Bj¡−cl pÇfLÑ ®no
qJu¡ E¢Qaz pÇfLÑ¢V ®no qJu¡ E¢Qa, a¤¢j Bj¡−L i¡m h¡−p¡ e¡ h−mz
i¡m ®a¡j¡−L B¢j h¡¢pz l¦â ®S¡l ¢c−u h−mz
−k i¡mh¡p¡u ¢hnÄ¡p ®eC!
¢hnÄ¡p B¢j −a¡j¡−L L¢lz
a¤¢j Ll Bj¡−Lz ¢L¿º Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡−pl Lb¡ ®i−h−R¡? Bj¡l S¡uN¡u a¤¢j q−m
¢L Ll−a? ¢hnÄ¡p e¡ b¡L−m ¢L i¡mh¡p¡ k¡u!
¢n−Òfl j¡e¤o−cl HLV¤ HlLj quCz ¢n−Òfl j¡e¤−ol¡ pj¡−Sl ph ¢euj L¡e¤e
®j−e Q−m e¡z ®a¡j¡l a¡ ®h¡T¡ E¢Qaz B¢j ¢n−Òfl j¡e¤o ®S−eC ®a¡ Bj¡−L ¢h−u
L−l−R¡z a−h Bl Ha fÐnÀ L−l¡ ®Le?
pj¡−Sl ¢euj L¡e¤−el Lb¡ q−µR e¡z hÉ¢š²Na pÇf−LÑl j−dÉ ph−Q−u Sl¦¢l ®k
¢S¢ep, ®pC ¢hnÄ¡−pl Lb¡ q−µRz
B¢j ®q−p E¢Wz q¡p−a q¡p−a h¢m, ¢n−Òfl j¡e¤o q−m p¡a M¤e j¡f a¡C e¡!
¢n−Òfl j¡e¤o h−m k¡ ¢LR¤ Ll¡l ü¡d£ea¡ ®a¡j¡l B−Rz ¢n−Òfl j¡e¤o e¡ q−m h¤¢T
®eC!B¢jJ ®a¡ L¢ha¡ ¢m¢M, a¡C h−m B¢jJ a¡C a¡C Ll−a f¡lh k¡ a¤¢j Ll?
e¡¢L Bj¡l ®pC ü¡d£ea¡ ®eC ®k−qa¤ B¢j i¡m L¢ha¡ ¢m¢M e¡? ®k−qa¤ a¤¢j i¡m
®m−M¡, a¤¢j f¡−l¡! e¡¢L a¤¢j f¤l¦o q−u−R¡ h−m f¡−l¡z B¢j ®j−u h−m Bj¡l ®p
ü¡d£ea¡ b¡L−a ®eC?
l¦â Q¤f L−l b¡−Lz A−eLrZ ®p ®Q−u b¡−L S¡e¡m¡u, HL¢V EyQ¤ ®cu¡m R¡s¡
Bl ¢LR¤ ®eC p¡j−ez n¡c¡ Q¤eL¡j Ll¡ HL¢V ®cu¡m öd¤z B¢j l¦âl ®Q¡−M ®Q−u
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b¡¢Lz A−eLLrZ Ji¡−hC ®cu¡−m ®Q−u ®b−L −p h−m, −noh¡−ll ja rj¡ Ll−a
f¡−l¡ e¡?
Nah¡lJ ®a¡ ®noh¡l h−m¢R−m? p¢aÉL¡l ®noh¡l ®a¡j¡l ®L¡eJ¢ce q−h e¡z
q−hz
−p B−NJ h−m¢R−mz Bp−m ¢L S¡−e¡, H ®a¡j¡l üi¡hz üi¡h hcm¡−e¡ Ha
pq−S pñh euz
¢WL B−R Bj¡−L BlJ pju c¡Jz B¢j üi¡h hcm¡−h¡z
−Le hcm¡−h? a¤¢j ¢L p¢aÉC Q¡J hcm¡−a? Q¡C−m a¤¢j ®pC öl¦ ®b−LC
f¡l−a hcm¡−az Bl hcm¡−e¡l fÐ−u¡SeV¡C h¡ ¢L? a¤¢j ®a¡ j−e L−l¡ e¡ ®a¡j¡l
üi¡−h ®L¡eJ œ¦¢V B−Rz
l¦â ¢hR¡e¡ ®R−s E−W k¡u T¡yT¡−m¡ L−˜ hm−a hm−a, ®a¡j¡−L ®a¡ Lah¡l
h−m¢R,Bj¡l p−‰ b¡−L¡ phpjuz ¢h−ul fl ®b−L La¢ce Bj¡l p−‰ ®b−L−R¡
hm! −a¡j¡l ¢àd¡ i¡P−aC ®m−N−R ¢ae hRlz Hi¡−h HLSe f¤l¦o f¡−l e¡¢L HL¡
b¡L−a?
B¢j ®a¡ ®f−l¢R HL¡ b¡L−az
−j−u−cl SeÉ k¡ pñh, f¤l¦−ol SeÉ a¡ pñh euz
®Le pñh eu?
®k L¡lZC ®q¡L, B¢j f¡¢l¢ez Y¡L¡ ¢g−l ®a¡j¡−L h¡¢s−a e¡ ®c−M Bj¡l M¤h
l¡N q−u¢Rmz a¡C ®h¢l−u ¢N−u jc ®M−u¢Rz Bl jc M¡Ju¡l L¡l−ZC JC OVe¡
O−V−Rz
j−e q−µR l¡N q−mC a¤¢j jc M¡J! Bl ®ke M¡J e¡? a¤¢j e¡ l¡N q−m jc M¡J
e¡? a¤¢j ¢L p¤−M b¡L−m jc M¡J e¡?
j−cl Lb¡ h¡c c¡Jz pÇf−LÑl öl¦ ®b−L ®k Bj¡l p−‰ b¡−L¡¢e ®pV¡l ¢L
hm−h?
i¡m L−lC S¡−e¡ juje¢pw−q b¡L−a q−u−R −j¢X−L−m ®mM¡fs¡ Ll¡l SeÉz
HMe ®a¡ Y¡L¡u f¡L¡f¡¢L b¡L¡l Bj¡l ®L¡eJ Ap¤¢h−d ®eCz ®c±−s¡−µR¡ ®a¡
a¤¢jCz
Bj¡l p−‰ öl¦ ®b−LC b¡L¡ E¢Qa ¢Rm ®a¡j¡lz
a¡l j¡−e a¤¢j ¢L hm−a Q¡J Bj¡l X¡š²¡¢l fs¡ ®R−s ®a¡j¡l p−‰ b¡L¡ E¢Qa
¢Rm? ®a¡j¡l p¤¢h−dl SeÉz a¡C ®a¡? ®ke ®a¡j¡l ®L¡eJ ØMme e¡ qu! BµR¡,
Bj¡l kMe Q¡L¢l q−h, ®p ®k ®j¡wm¡ h¡ ¢j−WM¡¢m−a q−h, a¡l ®a¡ ®L¡eJ Lb¡
®eCz Bj¡−L Q¡L¢l ®R−s ¢c−u, a¤¢j ¢Qw¢sl ®Ol ®cM−a k¡−h h¡ d¡e ¢h¢œ² Ll−a
k¡−h, ®a¡j¡l p−‰ ®j¡wm¡ ¢j−WM¡¢m ®k−a q−h L¡lZ k¢c ®a¡j¡l nl£l E−š¢Sa qu
®pC E−šSe¡ ®jV¡−a ®ke HL¢V ®j−uj¡e¤−ol nl£l a¤¢j q¡−al L¡−R f¡J?
l¦â Q¤f L−l b¡−Lz B¢j h¢m,kMe ®a¡j¡−L R¡s¡ b¡¢L, Bj¡l nl£−ll aªo·¡
®jV¡−a B¢j ®a¡ AeÉ ®L¡eJ f¤l¦−ol L¡−R k¡C e¡z AeÉ ®L¡eJ f¤l¦−ol ®L¡eJ
i¡he¡C ®a¡ Bj¡l j¡b¡u Ey¢L ®cu e¡z B¢j ®a¡ f¡¢l e¡, a¤¢j f¡−l¡ ¢L L−l! Hl
L¡lZ ¢L S¡−e¡? Hl L¡lZ qm, B¢j ®a¡j¡−L i¡mh¡¢p h−mC AeÉ f¤l¦−ol L¡−R
®k−a f¡¢l e¡z Bl a¤¢j Bj¡−L i¡mh¡−p¡ e¡ h−mC f¡−l¡z M¤h pqS Ešlz
pqS Ešl¢V l¦â j¡e−h e¡ S¡¢ez ®p hm−h ®p Bj¡−L i¡mh¡−pz ®p ®k AeÉ
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 −j−u−cl p−‰ ö−u−R, ®p i¡m−h−p euz l¦âl EšlJ M¤h pqSz ¢L¿º pqS Ešl¢V
e¡ ¢c−u l¦â Nñ£l Nm¡u h−m, B¢j j¤š² c¡Çf−aÉ ¢hnÄ¡p L¢lz ®a¡j¡−L B−NC
h−m¢Rz −k c¡Çf−aÉ ®L¡eJ håe ®eCz −k c¡ÇfaÉ Bl ph c¡ÇfaÉ S£h−el ja
euz −k c¡ÇfaÉ S£h−e Bj¡l ®L¡eJ nÄ¡pLø q−h e¡z Bj¡l j−e q−h e¡ B¢j
BVL¡ f−s¢Rz ®k c¡ÇfaÉ ®L¡eJ M¡yQ¡ qu, hlw j¤š² BL¡nz
l¦â a¡l ®mM¡l ®V¢h−ml ®Qu¡−l h−p ¢hR¡e¡u f¡ a¤−m ¢c−u h−m,--qÉ¡yz a¡C
®a¡ ®a¡j¡−L h−m¢Rz h−m¢R ®k ®L¡eJ ByVp¡yV S¡j¡ Bj¡−L fl¡−a ®QJ e¡z
a¡l j¡−e ¢L HC ®k a¤¢j ®k ®L¡eJ ®j−ul p−‰ ®n¡u¡l ü¡d£ea¡ Q¡J!
a¤¢j p−‰ b¡L−m B¢j ®a¡ ®p Q¡C e¡z
B¢j p−‰ e¡ b¡L−m a¤¢j Q¡J?
Q¡C e¡z q−u k¡uz
q−u k¡u j¡−e?
q−u k¡u j¡−e q−u k¡uz
dl Bj¡lJ k¢c q−u k¡u!
a¡l j¡−e? Q¢L−a i¤l¦ L¤yQ−L J−W l¦âlz f¡ ®e−j k¡u ¢hR¡e¡ ®b−Lz ¢hR¡e¡u
a¡l j¤−M¡j¤¢M h−p, L¤yQ−L b¡L¡ i¤l¦l a−m a¡l pˆ¤¢Qa q−u Bp¡ ®Q¡−Ml j¢Z−a
®Q−u h¢m, j¡−e qm, a¤¢j kMe Bj¡l p−‰ e¡ b¡−L¡, aMe Bj¡l k¢c ®L¡eJ
f¤l¦−ol p−‰ ®n¡u¡ q−u k¡u!
¢L hm−m?
hmm¡j, Bj¡lJ k¢c ®L¡eJ f¤l¦−ol p−‰ ®n¡u¡ q−u k¡u, kMe a¤¢j Bj¡l
p−‰ e¡ b¡−L¡!
h¡−S Lb¡ h−m¡ e¡z c¡ya ¢Q¢h−u dj−L J−W l¦â, dj−L cm¡ cm¡ −Oæ¡z
h¡−S Lb¡ ®a¡ euz ®a¡j¡l ®k¢V Ll¡l A¢dL¡l B−R, a¡ Bj¡l b¡L−h e¡
®Le? elj ül Bj¡lz
A¢dL¡−ll Lb¡ q−µR e¡, L¡m j¡a¡m ¢Rm¡jz l¦âl ülJ eljz
HV¡ ®L¡eJ AS¤q¡a euz jc M¡Ju¡ ®a¡j¡l ®en¡z a¤¢j fТal¡−aC j¡a¡m qJz
e¡, qC e¡z fТal¡−a B¢j jc M¡C e¡z
a−h ¢L hm−a Q¡J, ®k, ®k l¡−a a¤¢j jc M¡−h, j¡a¡m q−h, ®p l¡a…−m¡u
®a¡j¡l ®j−uj¡e¤o Q¡C ®kje L−l ®q¡L, B¢j q−m B¢j, e¡ q−m AeÉ ®LE!
l¦â HL¢V hC q¡−a ¢e−u −Q¡M ®g−m l¡−M hC−ul f¡a¡uz ®ke H j¤q§−aÑ Bj¡l
p−‰ Lb¡ hm¡l ®Q−u hC¢V fs¡ a¡l Sl¦¢lz hC¢V q¡a ®b−L −L−s ¢e−u h¢m--
Bj¡l p−‰ Lb¡ hmz Bj¡l ®Q¡−Ml ¢c−L a¡¢L−u hmz hm −a¡j¡l ®Lje m¡N−h
B¢jJ k¢c AeÉ f¤l¦−ol p−‰ l¡a L¡¢V−u O−l ¢g¢l? dl BS l¡−a B¢j O−l
¢glh e¡z AeÉ −L¡eJ f¤l¦−ol p−‰ l¡a L¡¢V−u L¡m c¤f¤−l ¢glhz
l¦â ®Q¡M ®R¡V L−l a¡L¡u Bj¡l ¢c−L, hC¢V −V−e ¢e−u h−m--fТa−n¡d ¢e−a
Q¡J?
fТa−n¡d ¢e−a Q¡¢µR e¡, S¡e−a Q¡C¢R Hl e¡j ¢L j¤š² c¡ÇfaÉ ek? e¡¢L j¤š²
c¡ÇfaÉ ®Lhm ¢e−Sl ®hm¡u Q¡µR, Bj¡l ®hm¡u eu!
B¢j ®a¡ h−m¢R ®k i¤m¢V L¡m q−u−R Bj¡l, Bl q−h e¡ Hjez
®Le q−h e¡ i¤m¢V Bl? L¡lZ B¢j fR¾c L¢l e¡ h−m?
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pÇfLÑ Ll−a!
nl£−ll pÇfLÑ¢V−L Ha …l¦aÅ ¢cµR ®Le? H−a ®a¡ j−el ®L¡eJ pÇfLÑ q−µR
e¡z
¢WL B−R, Bj¡lJ j−el ®L¡eJ pÇfLÑ q−h e¡ L¡lJ p−‰z ®Lhm nl£−llz
j¡e−h?
A−eLrZ i¡−h l¦âz Hlfl j¡b¡ e¡−sz a¡ ®p ®j−e ®e−h e¡z
B¢j ®q−p h¢m, Bp−m AeÉ ®L¡eJ f¤l¦−ol p−‰ pÇfLÑ Ll¡l ®L¡eJ C−µR
Bj¡l ®eCz H Bj¡l l¦¢Q−a h¡y−dz a¤¢j Q¡C−mJ H ¢S¢ep Bj¡l f−r pñh q−h
e¡z ¢L¿º a¤¢j ®k hm−a, a¤¢j e¡¢L e¡l£ f¤l¦−ol pja¡u ¢hnÄ¡p Llz a¡-C ®cMm¡jz
®cMm¡j ®Lje ¢hnÄ¡p Llz a¤¢j Bp−m pja¡l Lb¡ h−m¡, hm¡ HLdl−Zl gÉ¡ne
¢L e¡z ¢n−Òfl j¡e¤o q−m a¡C hm−a qu ¢L e¡z Abh¡ M¤h fÐ−NË¢pi p¡S−a q−m
Hph e¡ hm−m Q−m e¡ ¢L e¡z a¤¢j pja¡u ¢hnÄ¡p L−l¡ i¡−h¡, L¡lZ hE ¢e−u nql
O¤−l ®hs¡J, hå¤−cl p−‰ B—¡ c¡J, hE−L Olh¢¾c L−l¡¢e, hE−L O−ll L¡SLjÑ
Ll¡l SeÉ l¡−M¡¢ez a¡C ®h¡dqu HLdl−el f¤mL Ae¤ih Ll ®i−h ®k a¤¢j M¤h
fÐN¢al f−rl j¡e¤oz AhnÉ fÐN¢al f−rl j¡e¤o qJu¡ M¤h pqS Lb¡, pja¡l Lb¡
hm¡J M¤h pqSz ¢L¿º ¢e−Sl S£h−e QQÑ¡ Ll−a ®N−mC L¢Wez ¢WL e¡?
−k±b ¢pÜ¡−¿¹ a¡m¡L OV¡−e¡l Lb¡ h¢m, l¦â l¡¢S qu e¡z p¡g p¡g h−m ®cu
a¡m¡−Ll SeÉ E¢L−ml L¡−R ®p k¡−h e¡z h¡lh¡lC ®p h−m fÐbj a¡l Ap¤M dl¡
fs¡l fl ®k fТa‘¡ L−l¢Rm Bl ®L¡eJ¢ce ®p AeÉ ®j−uj¡e¤−ol L¡−R k¡−h e¡,
a¡ ®p ®l−M−R, ®Lhm ®p¢ceC V¡eh¡S¡−l qW¡v L−l c¤OÑVe¡¢V O−V ®N−Rz B¢j ®ke
Hh¡−ll ja, Hhw H¢VC ®noh¡l, a¡−L rj¡ L−l ¢cCz B¢j ®ke a¡m¡−Ll ja
iuˆl ¢hou¢Vl Lb¡ HLV¤J e¡ i¡¢h Blz l¦âl ®L¡eJ h¡LÉC Bj¡−L ü¢Ù¹ ®cu
e¡z Bj¡l j−e qu e¡ l¦â ®Lhm ®p¢ceC ¢N−u−R ea¤e L−l f¢aa¡m−uz Bj¡l je
h−m, l¦â ®pC ®k a¡l ¢L−n¡l hu−p k¡Ju¡ öl¦ L−l¢Rm, ®p k¡Ju¡ LM−e¡ hå
L−l¢ez Bj¡−L pwœ²¡¢ja Ll¡l fl Ae¤aç AåL¡l e¡−j L¢ha¡C ¢m−M−R öd¤,
p¢aÉL¡l Ae¤aç qu¢ez në lQe¡ Ll¡ Bl në−L ¢hnÄ¡p Ll¡ HL ¢S¢ep euz
A¢ÙÛla¡ Bj¡−L L¡j−s ®M−a b¡−Lz Hje ®L¡eJ E¢Lm−L B¢j ¢Q¢e e¡ k¡−L
a¡m¡−Ll L¡NS °a¢l Ll−a hmhz Bj¡l AhnÉ k¡Ju¡ qu −pC E¢L−ml L¡−R, ®k
E¢Lm Bj¡−cl ¢h−ul L¡NS °a¢l L−l¢R−me, l¦â−L ¢e−uC k¡Ju¡ qu, ®p BlJ
c¤¢ce flz h−m¢Rm¡j a¤¢j k¢c e¡ k¡J, a−h HL¡C k¡−h¡ B¢jz ®k L−lC ®q¡L
k¡−h¡z k¢cJ B¢j L¡N−Sl ®L¡eJ pÇf−LÑ ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l e¡, i¡mh¡¢p h−mC ®a¡j¡l
L¡−R H−p¢Rm¡j, ¢h−ul L¡N−Sl L¡l−Z euz a¡m¡−Ll L¡NS¢VJ HL¢V L¡NS
k¢cJ, ¢L¿º H L¡NS¢V Bj¡l nl£l−L ®a¡j¡l c¡¢h ®b−L j¤š² Ll−hz A¿¹a
BCeaz E¢Lm Ah¡L ®c−M ®k Bjl¡ H−p¢R a¡m¡Le¡j¡u pC Ll−az W¡ W¡ L−l
®q−p hm−me h¡¢s k¡e, TNs¡T¡¢V j£j¡wp¡ L−l ®g−mez Bfe¡−cl ja QjvL¡l
S¤¢V Bl B−R e¡¢L? ýCm ®Qu¡−l h−p b¡L¡ f‰¤ E¢Lm a¡yl Ù»£−L X¡L−me, Af§hÑ
p¤¾cl£ Ù»£¢V H−p l¦â−L ®c−M −VÊ−a L−l Q¡ ¢hú¤V ®pj¡C p¡¢S−u ¢e−u H−p ¢c¢hÉ
p¡¢q−aÉl N−Òf h−p ®N−mez Ù»£¢V p¡¢qaÉlp ®Lhm Bü¡ce L−le e¡, l£¢aja
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 p¡¢qaÉ lQe¡ L−lez ¢e−S HL¢V hC ¢mM−Rez l¦â Bl B¢j Oe q−u f¡n¡f¡¢n
h−p Ù»£¢Vl fÐbj hC ®mM¡l E−šSe¡ Hhw Be¾c c¤−V¡C Ef−i¡N L¢lz ®L hm−h ®k
B¢j Bl l¦â flØfl−L a¡m¡L ¢c−a H−p¢R! Q¡ ¢hú¤V ®M−u, p¡¢q−aÉl NÒf ®no
L−l E−W Bp¡l B−N E¢Lm−L h¢m, TNs¡T¡¢V qu¢e Bj¡−clz j£j¡wp¡ Ll¡l ¢LR¤
®eCz ¢L¿º pÇfLÑ¢V Q¤¢L−u ®gm¡ i¡mz
BlJ ¢LR¤¢ce pju −eez i¡−hez ýj¢SLÉ¡¢m ¢LR¤ Ll−he e¡z
Bj¡l Bl i¡h¡l ¢LR¤ ®eC, −i−hC H−p¢Rz
E¢Lm Nñ£l q−u j¡p ®N−m fl Bj¡−L Bh¡l ®k−a h−me, ¢L L¡l−Z B¢j
a¡m¡L ¢c−a Q¡C, ay¡−L ph S¡e¡−a q−h, ¢a¢e k¢c j−e L−le, L¡lZ…−m¡ a¡m¡L
OV¡−e¡l SeÉ Ef−k¡N£, a−hC a¡m¡L q−h, e−Qv euz −j¡V¡ Aw−Ll HL¢V V¡L¡l
Lb¡J hm−me ¢e−u ®k−az

k¢cJ l¦â fСuC h−m nl£l −jm¡C Qm, nl£−l hpa L−l je l©f f¡¢M ¢L¿º
Hh¡l SmSÉ¡¿¹ Bj¡−L q¡−al L¡−R ®f−uJ nl£l pÇf§ZÑ ®jm¡u e¡ ®pz k¢cJ Q¤j¤
M¡u, Ù¹e−S¡s¡ c−m ¢f−o Eam ec£l −pË¡a e¡j¡u nl£−l, Bl B¢j a£hÐ aªo·¡u
MsL¤−V¡ ByL−s dl¡l ja a¡−L ByL−s d¢l, a¡−L BnÐu L¢l, ®ke ¢e−u a£−l
®is¡u Bj¡−L, ®ke h¡yQ¡u, ®p ¢eù¤−ll ja ®L−s ®eu MsL¤−V¡, f¡n ¢g−l ®n¡uz
a¡l A‰ n£am eu, AbQ f¡n ¢g−l ®n¡uz a¡l fТa A‰ m¡¢N L¡y−c Bj¡l fТa
A‰, ah¤ f¡n ¢g−l ®n¡uz ®Le? Bj¡l ®S−N b¡L¡ nl£−ll f¡−n −p ¢eÕQm f−s
b¡−Lz −p ¢L O¤¢j−u b¡−L? e¡ ®p O¤−j¡u e¡z ¢h¢µRæ qh h−m H ¢L a¡l A¢ij¡e? e¡
a¡J euz a−h ¢L? Hl f−ll l¡−a AeÉ O−l O¤−j¡−a k¡u l¦âz B¢j Hf¡n Jf¡n
L¢l, q¡a f¡ R¤y¢s, nl£l ®S−N J−W n¤ï ¢hR¡e¡u, nl£l ¢iS−a b¡−L L¡−j, O¡−jz
l¦âl ØfnÑ Nå Bj¡l nl£−l ¢hoj ®S¡u¡l B−e, B¢j f¡¢l e¡ ¢e−S−L Ahcj−el
X¡m¡f¡m¡u Bhªa Ll−az
®Le c§−l c§−l b¡L−R¡? ®a¡j¡l ¢L C−µR L−l e¡? L£ q−u−R ®a¡j¡l?
¢L q−u−R ®p OVe¡¢VJ ®p h−m j¡Tl¡−az a¡l Bh¡l Ap¤M L−l−Rz
®p −cM¡u a¡l ¢n−nÀl −N¡s¡l m¡m ®N¡V¡z Bj¡−L ®p ¢LR¤−aC Hh¡l pwœ²¡¢ja
Ll−a Q¡u e¡z a¡l ¢hnÄ¡p ®p¢ce V¡eh¡S¡l ®b−LC Ap¤M¢V ®p h−u H−e−Rz
f¤l¦o¡‰¢V Bs¡m L−l Apñh n¡¿¹ L−ã h¢m, e¡ a¤¢j V¡eh¡S¡l ®b−L B−e¡¢e
H¢Vz Ha â¦a HC Ap¤M g¤−V ®h−l¡−h e¡z a¤¢j ¢L V¡eh¡S¡−ll B−N Bl −L¡eJ
h¡S¡−l k¡J¢e?
¢L hm−a Q¡CR?
¢L hm−a Q¡C¢R ®pV¡ ¢eÕQuC h¤T−a f¡lRz
l¦âl h¤T−a e¡ f¡l¡l ®L¡eJ L¡lZ ®eCz A−eLrZ ¢hj§t h−p ®b−L ®p h−m
B−N c¤HLh¡l c¤OÑVe¡ O−V−R qW¡v qW¡vz
®L¡b¡u? h¡¢en¡¿¹¡u?
j¡b¡ e¡−s d£−lz h¡¢en¡¿¹¡u O−V−Rz h¡¢en¡¿¹¡u ®k −p ¢eu¢jaC k¡u ®p
hÉ¡f¡−l B¢j ¢e¢ÕQaz Y¡L¡u B¢j kMe a¡l f¡−n b¡¢L, f¢aa¡m−u k¡Ju¡l
fÐ−u¡Se −p ®h¡d L−l e¡z ¢L¿º Y¡L¡ ®R−s kMeC ®p ®j¡wm¡ h¾c−l k¡u, h¡¢en¡¿¹¡l
®m¡i pðlZ Ll¡ a¡l f−r pñh qu e¡z l¦âl L¡−R B¢j HL¢V nl£l R¡s¡, HL
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M™ j¡wp¢f™ R¡s¡ Bl ¢LR¤ eCz ¢e−Sl Jfl OªZ¡ qu Bj¡lz
a¤¢j ®a¡ h−m¢R−m ®pC ¢al¡¢nl fl Bl O−V¢e ¢LR¤, ®Lhm ®p¢ce V¡eh¡S¡−lC
OVm!
c£OÑnÄ¡p ®g−m l¦âz c£OÑnÄ¡p B¢jJ ®g¢mz
®pC f¢lQ−ul öl¦ ®b−L Bj¡−L ¢j−bÉ h−m BpRz O¡ e¡ ®h−l¡−m ®a¡ Hh¡lJ
a¤¢j j¤−M¡−nl Bs¡−mC b¡L−a Bl hm−a a¤¢j pÇf§ZÑ Bj¡l BR, öÜ BRz
V¡eh¡S¡−ll OVe¡l Lb¡J m¤−L¡−az
l¦âl j¤M¢V M¤h Ll¦Z ®cM¡uz ®L¡eJ f¢aa¡−L B¢j ¢L OªZ¡ L¢l? ¢e−S−L fÐnÀ
L¢l, h¡lh¡l L¢lz Ešl ®j−m, e¡z l¦â−L ¢L OªZ¡ L¢l? e¡z L¢l e¡z hlw l¦âl
SeÉ j¡u¡ qu Bj¡lz fl¢ce a¡−L n¡qh¡−N ¢e−u k¡C ®f¢e¢p¢me ¢e−az ®pC HLC
Jo¤−dl ®c¡L¡−el HLC LjÑQ¡¢l l¦cÊ−L ®ia−ll O−l ¢e−u ®V¢h−m Ef¤s L−l öC−u
¢ea−ð Ce−SLne¢V ®cuz p¤yCHl k¿»Z¡u ®h¢nrZ −i¡−N e¡ l¦âz c¤Se B−Nl ja
¢hnÄ¢hcÉ¡mu QaÅ−l, n¡qh¡−N, p¡L¤l¡u hå¤−cl p−‰ B—¡ ¢cC ¢c−u l¡a L−l O−l
¢g¢lz fl¢ce pL¡−m kMe B¢j Bj¡l L¡fs ®Q¡fs p¤V−L−p il¢R, l¦â BL¡n
®b−L f−sz
¢L hÉ¡f¡l ®L¡b¡u k¡−µR¡?
juje¢pw−qz
juje¢pw−q ®Le?
k¡¢µRz
L−h ¢gl−h?
S¡¢e e¡z
S¡−e¡ e¡ L−h ¢gl−h?
e¡z
L−h ¢gl−h ¢WL L−l hmz
qua ¢glhC e¡z
a¡l j¡−e?
a¡l ¢L j¡−e, a¡ a¡−L h¤−T ¢e−a h¢mz h¢m ®k k¡¢µR, Q−m k¡¢µRz
Q−m k¡¢µR j¡−e?
Q−m k¡¢µR j¡−e Q−m k¡¢µRz HL j¡p fl E¢L−ml L¡−R ¢N−u L¡NS pC Llhz
a¡q−m Hph Ll−m ®Le? Ce−SLne ®cJu¡−m ®Le?
−p ®a¡ ®a¡j¡l SeÉz −a¡j¡l i¡ml SeÉz
Bj¡l i¡ml SeÉ k¢c i¡he¡ Ll, a−h Bj¡l p−‰ b¡−L¡z
i¡he¡ Ll−mC h¤¢T b¡L−a qu!
−Le eu?
c§−l ®b−LJ ®a¡ ®a¡j¡l i¡m Q¡C−a f¡¢l B¢jz f¡¢l e¡?
¢L clL¡l! c§−lC k¢c b¡−L¡, a−h Bl Bj¡l ¢L−p i¡m q−h a¡ ¢e−u i¡h−h
®Le!
−q−p h¢m, a¡−a ¢L? Ha c£OÑ¢c−el pÇfLÑ, ®a¡j¡l fТa Bj¡l i¡mh¡p¡ qW¡v
g¤¢l−u ®N−R e¡ ¢L? ®p ®a¡ B−RCz
a−h Bl k¡−µR¡ ®Le! Qm ea¤e L−l öl¦ L¢l phz
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e¡q ®Lez
B¢j HLV¡ ®j−uj¡e¤−ol nl£l, B¢j Bl ¢LR¤ eC, ®a¡j¡l HC d¡lZ¡¢V,
®a¡j¡l HC ¢hnÄ¡p¢V B¢j Aü£L¡l Ll−a Q¡¢µRz
®L hmm HV¡ Bj¡l ¢hnÄ¡p?
¢e−S−L ¢S−‘p Llz Ešl f¡−hz
pwp¡−ll j¡u¡ aÉ¡N L−l f¡L¡f¡¢Li¡−h juje¢pw−q ®gl¡l f−b HL¢V l¡a
L¡V¡−a b¡¢j ®R¡Vc¡l h¡¢s−az ®R¡Vc¡l ¢h−cn ïj−Zl NÒf ö−e ®M−u ®c−u ®kC e¡
O¤¢j−u¢R, j¤ýj¤Ñý clS¡ d¡‚¡l n−ë ph¡C O¤j ®i−P ®S−N E¢W jdÉl¡−az S¡e¡m¡l
fcÑ¡ p¢l−u ®c¢M l¦â c¡y¢s−u B−Rz f¡s j¡a¡mz
¢L q−u−R, ¢L Q¡J?
l¦â ¢QvL¡l L−l, ®h¢l−u H−p¡z
®Le?
a¤¢j Bj¡l ¢h−u Ll¡ hE, B¢j k¡ hm¢R a¡C ®a¡j¡−L öe−a q−h, ®h¢l−u
H−p¡, a¡ e¡ q−m f¤¢mn X¡Lhz ®L¡eJ ö−u¡−ll h¡µQ¡C Bj¡−L b¡j¡−a f¡l−h e¡z
Q−m k¡Jz ¢QvL¡l L−l¡ e¡z
B¢j LlhC ¢QvL¡lz a¤¢j karZ e¡ ®h−l¡µR, ¢QvL¡l Llhz
B¢j ®h−l¡−h¡ e¡z Q−m k¡J a¤¢jz
®Le ®h−l¡−h e¡? −a¡j¡−L ®h−l¡−aC q−hz B¢j clS¡ S¡e¡m¡ ph ®i−P ®gmh
h−m ¢c¢µRz HMeJ ®h−l¡Jz h¡¢s Qmz ®h−l¡J hm¢Rz
l¦âl ¢QvL¡−l f¡s¡ S¡−Nz clS¡ œ²j¡Na m¡¢b ®j−l i¡P−a Q¡C−R ®pz
®R¡Vc¡ Bj¡−L −V−e p¢l−u B−ee S¡e¡m¡ ®b−Lz m‹¡u Bea j¤M¢V h¤−L ®Q−f
Bj¡−L S¢s−u l¡−Me c¤h¡ý−a, öC−u ®ce ¢hR¡e¡u, f¡−n ö−u Q¤−m q¡a h¤¢m−u
¢c−a b¡−Le, ®R¡Vc¡l HC Bcl ®f−u Bj¡l ®ia−ll S−j b¡L¡ L¡æ¡…−m¡ pjÙ¹
h¡d¡ g¤y−s ®h¢l−u B−pz ®Q¡−Ml Sm j¤¢R−u ¢c−a ¢c−a ¢a¢e l¦Ü ü−l hm−a
b¡−Le, nš² q, nš² qz fl¢ce pL¡−m N£a¡ ¢e−S N¡¢s Q¡¢m−u Bj¡−L ¢c−u B−p
Ljm¡f¤l Cn¢Vn−ez TLT−L m¡m l−Pl HC V−u¡V¡ L−l¡m¡¢V N£a¡l S¾j¢c−e
Efq¡l ¢c−u−Re ®R¡Vc¡z
B¢j ®k l¦â−L aÉ¡N L−l H−p¢R, AhL¡−nl L¡E−L e¡ hm−mJ ®h¡−T ph¡Cz
p¤V−Lp ®b−L Bj¡l L¡fs ®Q¡fs ®hl L−l j¡ Bme¡u, Bmj¡¢l−a …¢R−u l¡−Mez
¢hR¡e¡u ea¤e Q¡cl ¢h¢R−u ®cez H−m¡−j−m¡ L¡NS p¢l−u ®V¢hm¢V p¡¢S−u ®cez
g¤mc¡¢e−a a¡S¡ HL¢V ®N¡m¡f H−e l¡−Mez c¤¢ce fl Q¡L¢ll L¡NS B−pz
eLm¡ Ef−Sm¡ ü¡ÙÛÉ−L−¾cÐ ®j¢X−Lm A¢gp¡l ®j¢X¢pe ¢h−no‘ f−c Bj¡l Q¡L¢lz
L¡NS f¡Ju¡l fl¢ce h¡h¡ Bj¡−L −VÊ−e L−l S¡j¡mf¤l ¢e−u k¡ez S¡j¡mf¤l ®b−L
h¡−p L−l ®nlf¤l, JM¡−e ¢p¢imp¡SÑ−el B¢f−p h−p Q¡L¢l−a ®k¡Nc¡−el L¡N−S
pC L¢lz p¡a¢c−el j−dÉ Bj¡−L eLm¡l ü¡ÙÛ−L−¾cÐ L¡S öl¦ Ll−a q−hz h¡h¡C
Bj¡−L Bl Bj¡l p¤V−Lp¢V−L hÊþf¤œ ec ®f¢l−u nñ¤N”, nñ¤N” ®b−L h¡−p
Q−s g¤mf¤l, g¤mf¤l ®b−L ¢l„¡u L−l eLm¡ ü¡ÙÛÉ−L−¾cÐ ¢c−u B−pez NË¡−jl ®ial
d¡e, f¡V, Ls¡Cöy¢Vl ®r−al j¢dÉM¡−e HL¢V q¡pf¡a¡mz q¡pf¡a¡−ml ¢Le¡−l
L−uL¢V n¡c¡ ®c¡am¡ h¡¢s, X¡š²¡l−cl plL¡¢l Bh¡pz ü¡ÙÛÉ−L−¾cÐl hs X¡š²¡l
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Bhc¤m j¡æ¡ez hE ®R−m−j−u ¢e−u b¡−Le plL¡¢l h¡¢s−az Bhc¤m j¡æ¡e c¡¢sAm¡
mð¡ f¡”¡¢h fl¡ f¡yQ Ju¡š² e¡j¡S fs¡ X¡š²¡lz ay¡l h¡¢s−a Bf¡aa Bj¡l
b¡L¡l hÉhÙÛ¡ Ll¡ qmz h¡h¡ qua a¡y−LC ®i−h−Re ph−Q−u ¢hnÄ¡p−k¡NÉz ¢L¿º
p¡l¡¢ce q¡pf¡a¡−m ®l¡N£ ®c−M l¡−a Bj¡l BnÐ−u ¢gl−aC Bhc¤m j¡æ¡−el ®Q¡M
®eL−sl −Q¡−Ml ja SÅ−m, ®c¢Mz ay¡l b¡h¡ ®b−L N¡ h¡yQ¡−a Bj¡−L ®h¢n¢ce p¿»Ù¹
b¡L−a qu¢e, eLm¡ ®b−L hc¢m O¢V−u Bj¡−L juje¢pwq nq−l H−e−Re h¡h¡z
nq−ll pcl ü¡ÙÛÉ B¢f−p L¡S hm−a ¢LR¤ −eCz B¢j L¡S Q¡Cz hÉÙ¹a¡ Q¡Cz
L¡Q¡¢ll f¡−n m¡m c¡m¡−e Amp h−p b¡L¡ X¡š²¡l e§l¦m qL−L Ae¤−l¡d L¢l ¢a¢e
®ke Bj¡−L f¡¢W−u ®ce Hje S¡uN¡u ®kM¡−e fÐQ¤l L¡S, ®kM¡−e
pL¡mc¤f¤l¢h−Lml¡a ®Lhm L¡Sz −kM¡−e HaV¤L¤ nÄ¡p ®gm¡l pju B¢j f¡−h¡
e¡z
B¢j kMe nq−ll p§kÑL¡¿¹ q¡pf¡a¡−m h¡−el S−ml p−‰ ®i−p Bp¡ L−ml¡u
Bœ²¡¿¹ ®l¡N£l ¢Q¢Lvp¡ Ll¢R, l¦â ®j¡wm¡u h−p ¢mM−R
Bl HLh¡l a¤¢j hª¢ø c¡J, c§−ll BL¡n--
al¦Z n−pÉl ®ra SÅ−m k¡−µR Ll¡m Ml¡uz
Q¡o¡h¡−c Ae¢i‘ Lªo−Ll ®eC ®L¡eJ ®pQ,
−Lhm q©cu S¤−s ALª¢œj npÉ-i¡mh¡p¡z

HLh¡l ®jO c¡J, rj¡ c¡J hª¢øl i¡o¡u,

S£h−el HLj¤−W¡ npÉ a¤¢j ¢he¡n L−l¡ e¡z
Bj¡−L gm−a c¡J °el¡−SÉl c¤¢oa c¤f¤−l,
q−a c¡J npÉ i¡l-Ahea ®p¡e¡¢m M¡j¡lz

¢g−l e¡J ¢hl−ql aç Ml¡, Aem c§laÅ

−jO c¡J, hª¢ø c¡J S£h−el hÉ¢ba nl£−lz
cq−e ®Q±¢Ql ¢qu¡, J BL¡n, jl¢ju¡ q¡a
−R¡yu¡J ®j−Ol h¤−L Sm q−u Tl¦L B−c¡lz

m¡P−m q©cu ¢Q−l h£S h¤−e i¡mh¡p¡-d¡e

HL¢ce A−fr¡u ¢Rm HL ¢hl¡e fС¿¹l,
a¤¢j a¡−L −jO ¢c−m, hª¢ø ¢c−m, ¢c−m pñ¡he¡,
gp−ml üfÀ qm Ml¡S£ZÑ Ae¡h¡¢c j¡¢V--

Ae¤aç AåL¡l qm ¢pÀ‡ pL¡−ml ®l¡cz

−k j¡¢V f¤−s−R c£OÑ pj−ul üfÀq£e ®LÓ−c,

fÔ¡h−el fl¡Su S−j S−j ®k q−u−R i§¢j--
¢c−u¢R−m ®jO a¡−L, hª¢ø, Sm, pLm BL¡nz

¢c−u¢R−m pñ¡he¡, ¢c−u¢R−m fÐbj fÐL¡n,

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pjÙ¹ S£heV¡−l a¤−m H−e ¢c−u¢R−m q¡−a,
c¡J e¡C A¢a a¤µR ¢eiª−al HL¡¿¹ ¢WL¡e¡z

Bj¡l k¡ ¢Rm, ph l¦â−LC ¢c−u¢Rm¡j B¢jz A¢a a¤µR ¢eiª−al ¢WL¡e¡Jz H

pñha a¡l p¡¿¹Æe¡ ®k ¢LR¤ HLV¡ a¡−L ®cJu¡l Bj¡l Ai¡h ¢Rm, a¡C Hje ®N¡m
f¡¢L−u ®N−R ph¢LR¤z ¢LR¤ HLV¡ a¡−L ¢cC¢e h−mC pÇfLÑ¢Vl HC cn¡ BSz
AbQ ®L¡eJ −N¡fe ¢LR¤ ¢Rm e¡ Bj¡lz ¢e−Sl SeÉ ¢LµR¤ ¢Rm e¡z E¢L−ml L¡N−S
B¢j pC L−l¢R, c¡¢h ja V¡L¡J ¢c−u H−p¢Rz Hlfl Bl ®M¡yS ¢eC¢e ¢L O−V−Rz
öd¤ HV¤L¤ S¡¢e, l¦âl p−‰ S£he k¡fe pñh eu Bj¡l, Bh¡l HJ S¡¢e l¦â−L
B¢j i¡mh¡¢p, l¦â R¡s¡J S£he k¡fe Ll¡ Apñhz −k lLj ýV L−l ¢h−ul
L¡N−S pC L−l¢Rm¡j, a¡m¡−Ll L¡N−SJ ®aje L−l L−l¢Rz üfÀq£e d§pl S£he
¢e−u h−p ®b−L ®b−L ¢e−S−L h¡lh¡l hm¢R, −k ®a¡j¡−L Afj¡e L−l−R, a¡l
L¡−R Bl ®kJ e¡ ®j−u, Bl Lø ®fJ e¡z ®a¡j¡l ®fÐ−jl HaV¤L¤ j§mÉ ®p ®cu¢ez
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Bj¡l hÉbÑa¡, f¡f, i¡mh¡p¡, OªZ¡ J B−c¡lz
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¢g−l H−p¡ ¢eÕQua¡, ¢g−l H−p¡ ®l¡−cl pL¡mz

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h¡s¡C aªo·¡l q¡a, ¢g−l B−p n§eÉa¡−L R¤y−u

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f¡b−ll ja W¡™¡ HL−S¡s¡ j¡e¢hL ®Q¡M,
aªo·¡aÑ nl£l S¤−s ®S−N b¡−L hÉ¢ba ®l¡cez

elj B−m¡l Q¡yc j−l k¡u AOË¡−Zl l¡−a,

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−a¡j¡l e¡ b¡L¡ S¤−s ®S−N b¡−L pqpÊ nÈn¡ez

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qW¡v Ed¡J q−u ®kaz ®pC Ed¡J qJu¡l f¡V Q¤−L−Rz f¤−l¡V¡C ¢L Q¤−L−R! qW¡v
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c¤Sez HL¢V Eo· q¡a Bj¡−L Bm−a¡ ØfnÑ L−lz HL¢V ØfnÑC ¢hc¤Év R¢s−u ®cu
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p−‰ ö−m ®k!
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B¢j ®a¡ HMeJ ¢e−Sl p−‰ k¤Ü Ll¢Rz
k¤Ü ®Le?
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h−m, Qm E¢L−ml L¡−R Bh¡lz a¡m¡−Ll L¡NS¢V ¢a¢e ®ke °a¢l e¡ L−lez
B¢j jÔ¡e q¡¢pz
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M¡¢eLr−Zl SeÉz
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a¡l f¤l¦o−L B¢j Bj¡l h¢m e¡z
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k¡u L¤−u¡u, S¡a£u p¡ya¡l L¡−V pj¤−âz

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Bl Ef¡u ®eCz BnwL¡u e£m q−u b¡¢Lz ¢pN¡−lV hå Llz ®a¡j¡l lš² Qm¡Q−m
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®m¡L ®a¡ ¢pN¡−lV M¡u, a¡−cl qu e¡! ph¡l qu e¡, L¡lJ L¡lJ quz Bj¡l
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HLSe öi¡L¡¢´M, HLSe X¡š²¡lz

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J¢c−L l¦â Vm−a Vm−a hm−R
a¤¢j Bj¡l S£h¿¹ œ²¡Q, ®a¡j¡−L Q¡Cz
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pȪ¢a ¢Lwh¡ i¢hoÉ−a,
Bj¡l HMe ®a¡j¡−L Q¡Cz

e¡q, L¡lJ S£h¿¹ œ²¡Q qJu¡l SeÉ S£he Bj¡l euz ¢e−Sl S£he−L A−eÉl
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−Q−u ®h¢n j¡u¡ qu ¢e−Sl SeÉz

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